WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:03.640 I'm very excited because I have the lovely Kayley Gunner 2 00:00:03.680 --> 00:00:04.200 on the couch. 3 00:00:04.360 --> 00:00:08.720 Hello guys, Hello, welcome, more official here. We had an 4 00:00:08.759 --> 00:00:10.880 audience who seek tapping the potum for you. 5 00:00:11.960 --> 00:00:14.800 I'm honored, Thank you well, thank you for taking the 6 00:00:14.839 --> 00:00:17.280 time and coming on the private Talk couch. I'm excited 7 00:00:17.320 --> 00:00:18.839 to get to know you a little bit more, have 8 00:00:18.960 --> 00:00:20.800 private talk, get to know you a little bit more. 9 00:00:20.839 --> 00:00:23.839 I've seen seeing your beautiful face everywhere. I feel like 10 00:00:23.960 --> 00:00:25.559 you're kind of like, you know, you've been in the 11 00:00:25.559 --> 00:00:27.399 business for some time, but you also kind of I 12 00:00:27.399 --> 00:00:29.719 feel like it kind of fluctuates where It's like when 13 00:00:29.719 --> 00:00:32.359 you've been in and you do so like a lengthy 14 00:00:32.399 --> 00:00:34.640 time of work, and then you start getting recognition more 15 00:00:34.679 --> 00:00:36.479 and more. If it's not just for them your peers, 16 00:00:36.520 --> 00:00:38.679 but you know, the outside world and all those things. 17 00:00:38.679 --> 00:00:40.600 So tell us a little bit about yourself. How long 18 00:00:40.640 --> 00:00:42.679 have you been in the business and what. 19 00:00:42.640 --> 00:00:45.119 Projects are you currently working right now? 20 00:00:45.399 --> 00:00:48.520 Yeah, so I've been in the business for two years now, 21 00:00:49.679 --> 00:00:53.200 and yeah, I just actually joined like straight during the pandemic. 22 00:00:53.920 --> 00:00:56.759 I got out the military and it was hard for 23 00:00:56.799 --> 00:00:59.280 me to get a job. I went through college, but 24 00:00:59.479 --> 00:01:01.679 you know, like the clubs were closed. I couldn't strip, 25 00:01:01.679 --> 00:01:04.239 I couldn't be a bartender, I couldn't do bottle service, 26 00:01:04.319 --> 00:01:07.480 nothing like fun that I wanted to try. So porn 27 00:01:07.560 --> 00:01:08.439 was the next best thing. 28 00:01:08.799 --> 00:01:11.959 So we're prior to that. You being in the military. 29 00:01:12.159 --> 00:01:16.319 Military, you know, employer or people usually are a lot 30 00:01:16.319 --> 00:01:19.400 of fans for porn because there are a lot of downtime, 31 00:01:19.480 --> 00:01:22.280 even though you're you know, have strategic times and like 32 00:01:22.760 --> 00:01:24.280 very militant kind of things. 33 00:01:24.400 --> 00:01:25.319 A huge fan base. 34 00:01:25.400 --> 00:01:27.159 So were you a. 35 00:01:27.040 --> 00:01:29.120 Fan while you were in the military as well, or 36 00:01:29.280 --> 00:01:31.359 was something that you were just always a sexual person 37 00:01:31.400 --> 00:01:32.799 and so you were like, oh, porn is just the 38 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:33.239 next thing. 39 00:01:33.640 --> 00:01:36.480 Yeah, I am in the military. That's really when I 40 00:01:36.519 --> 00:01:40.439 became I don't know, more of a whore, Okay, in 41 00:01:40.480 --> 00:01:40.920 a good way. 42 00:01:40.959 --> 00:01:41.560 So explain. 43 00:01:41.680 --> 00:01:43.760 So was it because you I mean, because at that 44 00:01:43.840 --> 00:01:45.640 time I actually got married. 45 00:01:45.400 --> 00:01:48.079 So I didn't I didn't ever go through a hoe phase. 46 00:01:48.079 --> 00:01:50.400 But when I got married, me and my husband loved 47 00:01:50.400 --> 00:01:53.920 to swing and go to orgies and do all that. 48 00:01:53.959 --> 00:01:55.439 And that's actually really big in the middle. 49 00:01:55.560 --> 00:01:57.439 Was that the first time that you had done that 50 00:01:57.599 --> 00:01:58.799 kind of situation? 51 00:01:59.319 --> 00:01:59.680 Yeah? 52 00:02:00.200 --> 00:02:01.799 With your husband, did he kind of entice. 53 00:02:01.799 --> 00:02:03.439 You were you the one like, hey, there's this whole 54 00:02:03.439 --> 00:02:05.560 world out there, like let's come on, Like who was 55 00:02:05.599 --> 00:02:06.920 the one who kind of so we. 56 00:02:06.920 --> 00:02:09.360 Would watch porn together in bed. That kind of was 57 00:02:09.479 --> 00:02:12.599 what would get going, get started. And then we would 58 00:02:12.639 --> 00:02:14.319 watch orgies a lot and we're like, well, you know, 59 00:02:14.360 --> 00:02:16.560 we should just fucking go try this, like it looks fun, 60 00:02:16.759 --> 00:02:18.840 and I like, I like to play with girls, you know. 61 00:02:19.439 --> 00:02:22.599 So that's porn really, is what I guess. It's all 62 00:02:22.639 --> 00:02:25.719 around porn. Okay, that's what really jumped me into this world. 63 00:02:25.759 --> 00:02:27.759 So but did you get back to the question was 64 00:02:27.800 --> 00:02:29.639 did you have any people that you kind of like 65 00:02:29.680 --> 00:02:30.759 suck that were you were fans of? 66 00:02:31.400 --> 00:02:32.599 Yeah, okay, who were a. 67 00:02:32.560 --> 00:02:36.199 Big fan of a bellow danger Okay, just because her 68 00:02:36.400 --> 00:02:40.599 squirting skills are amazing. Nice, Yeah her, I love milk porn. 69 00:02:40.960 --> 00:02:45.240 Ok I watched a lot of like Brandy love just 70 00:02:45.400 --> 00:02:46.759 a lot of the ogs. 71 00:02:46.400 --> 00:02:48.719 You know, But you were really like a fan because 72 00:02:48.759 --> 00:02:50.479 like to say those things, you know what I mean? 73 00:02:50.479 --> 00:02:53.080 Because for me, it's like I was always a sexual person, 74 00:02:53.400 --> 00:02:55.879 but I never watched porn. Later on, like so for 75 00:02:56.000 --> 00:02:57.759 me and then when I got in the business, it 76 00:02:57.840 --> 00:02:59.800 was more like I felt like I knew these people, 77 00:02:59.840 --> 00:03:01.680 so like, oh, I'm watching my friend's fuck, Like you know, 78 00:03:01.879 --> 00:03:04.159 sometimes it's fun, but not so for me. It was 79 00:03:04.199 --> 00:03:06.719 more I was always sexual like in that sense. Yeah, 80 00:03:06.800 --> 00:03:09.400 I never I couldn't tell you like you're saying, like 81 00:03:09.479 --> 00:03:12.599 the specific and naorns and like and not necessarily the girls. 82 00:03:12.639 --> 00:03:14.319 Well I didn't know anybody kissing the watch porn. But 83 00:03:14.360 --> 00:03:16.599 as far as like the titles, the milth of these 84 00:03:16.639 --> 00:03:19.360 because there's all these different, you know, fetish type things 85 00:03:19.479 --> 00:03:22.639 and genres that some people don't know that it's either 86 00:03:22.759 --> 00:03:24.560 have to google them themselves to be like what is 87 00:03:24.599 --> 00:03:26.080 this like because there's so many. 88 00:03:26.199 --> 00:03:27.199 So I think it's fascinating. 89 00:03:27.199 --> 00:03:29.680 Again, why like having guests on the podcast is because 90 00:03:29.719 --> 00:03:32.960 everyone's kind of melting pot of their sexuality got them 91 00:03:33.000 --> 00:03:35.080 into the business different ways, and so it's cool to 92 00:03:35.120 --> 00:03:37.360 see like what makes you tick and what made your 93 00:03:37.400 --> 00:03:40.520 sexual drive really be unleashed because I feel like it's 94 00:03:40.560 --> 00:03:42.759 an important space for like, if you had a partner 95 00:03:42.759 --> 00:03:46.439 who was supporting you and your sexualness together, it's more 96 00:03:46.479 --> 00:03:49.719 easy to like go explore and have a playground of 97 00:03:49.759 --> 00:03:51.960 like these things, and then it kind of like unlocks 98 00:03:52.000 --> 00:03:52.840 whatever past. 99 00:03:52.719 --> 00:03:55.159 Happens, and the support is so important in that lifestyle 100 00:03:55.199 --> 00:03:57.080 because you just both need to be confident in each 101 00:03:57.120 --> 00:03:59.840 other or it's gonna get toxic, Like there's gonna be jealousy. 102 00:04:00.240 --> 00:04:02.599 So playing around with other couples and like going to 103 00:04:02.800 --> 00:04:05.000 events like that really helped bring us together. 104 00:04:05.159 --> 00:04:07.319 Did y'all ever have a moment where there was jealousy? 105 00:04:07.479 --> 00:04:09.199 It became it was an issue that you had to 106 00:04:09.240 --> 00:04:10.560 kind of like step back and be. 107 00:04:10.560 --> 00:04:12.719 Like, yeah, some guys would like really have their way 108 00:04:12.759 --> 00:04:15.080 with me and he would get a little jealous. 109 00:04:15.199 --> 00:04:18.279 But would you like it too much? Maybe, and that's 110 00:04:18.279 --> 00:04:19.079 why he got jealous. 111 00:04:19.120 --> 00:04:21.000 I'm a giver, so like, Okay, I know my man 112 00:04:21.079 --> 00:04:22.600 likes something, I'm gonna go all the way and do 113 00:04:22.639 --> 00:04:24.680 whatever it takes to like turn him on. Okay, so 114 00:04:24.680 --> 00:04:27.040 I knew he liked to watch, but then there's sometimes 115 00:04:27.040 --> 00:04:29.160 where it just went too much, Like the guys really 116 00:04:29.199 --> 00:04:30.759 just had their way with me. 117 00:04:30.879 --> 00:04:33.480 Yeah, but again, did you like that and he just 118 00:04:33.519 --> 00:04:35.600 didn't like it? So he wasn't for you? Or were 119 00:04:35.639 --> 00:04:37.879 you like it's not for me? Okay, so you like 120 00:04:38.000 --> 00:04:40.480 more of the like gentle not super dummy kind of. 121 00:04:40.560 --> 00:04:42.959 Exactly, Well, how do you like to be choked, but 122 00:04:43.000 --> 00:04:44.959 I just like one on one. I don't need to 123 00:04:44.959 --> 00:04:47.560 share my person, okay, but if they are into it, 124 00:04:47.560 --> 00:04:48.439 then I'm open, you know. 125 00:04:48.519 --> 00:04:51.199 So you said that you know the military is heavily 126 00:04:51.240 --> 00:04:51.879 into those things. 127 00:04:52.120 --> 00:04:54.639 Was it a big lifestyle Yeah, situation. How did you 128 00:04:54.720 --> 00:04:55.480 find out? 129 00:04:55.519 --> 00:04:57.600 Because I feel like sometimes wouldn't people be afraid that 130 00:04:57.639 --> 00:04:58.759 they'd get in trouble and. 131 00:04:58.680 --> 00:05:01.120 Like, yeah, it's actually like th there's a rule in 132 00:05:01.160 --> 00:05:03.279 the military regulation where you're not allowed to go out 133 00:05:03.319 --> 00:05:05.720 of your partner, like you're not to go out of 134 00:05:05.480 --> 00:05:08.319 your wedding or whatever, okay, or you can get kicked 135 00:05:08.360 --> 00:05:10.079 out of the military, which is crazy. So it was 136 00:05:10.160 --> 00:05:12.319 very hush hush, which is kind of made it hot, 137 00:05:12.519 --> 00:05:16.439 okay in a way, but yeah, there like, yeah, it 138 00:05:16.480 --> 00:05:18.839 was fun, but when the people who are higher up 139 00:05:18.879 --> 00:05:21.040 than you are doing it, it's like, Okay, no one's 140 00:05:21.079 --> 00:05:23.199 going to tattle on me because then everyone would ge 141 00:05:23.240 --> 00:05:24.160 kicked out the So did. 142 00:05:24.000 --> 00:05:25.959 You ever have yourself in that scenario and there was 143 00:05:26.000 --> 00:05:27.720 like a higher up that you had to report to 144 00:05:27.839 --> 00:05:28.759 on Monday that. 145 00:05:28.680 --> 00:05:30.199 You were in this way? 146 00:05:31.759 --> 00:05:32.560 Yeah, that was fun. 147 00:05:32.879 --> 00:05:34.879 It didn't make it even more hot, And like, did 148 00:05:34.920 --> 00:05:38.399 anything ever happen outside of that lifestyle or like it 149 00:05:38.600 --> 00:05:41.120 was completely like it was completely just like it never happened. 150 00:05:41.199 --> 00:05:43.120 There's a time and place for it, yeakay, and then 151 00:05:43.160 --> 00:05:44.120 back to work on Monday. 152 00:05:44.279 --> 00:05:46.279 I like that. I mean it's like a whole other world. 153 00:05:46.560 --> 00:05:49.240 Yeah, but I'm glad I'm divorced now. So it was 154 00:05:49.240 --> 00:05:52.319 only like a military phase when I was married. But 155 00:05:52.879 --> 00:05:54.560 I'm really glad I went through that and experienced it 156 00:05:54.600 --> 00:05:56.560 because now I know what I want out of my 157 00:05:56.600 --> 00:05:57.439 next relationship. 158 00:05:57.480 --> 00:06:00.240 Like sexually, was the business any part of what you 159 00:06:00.279 --> 00:06:02.199 guys aren't together any limar. 160 00:06:02.360 --> 00:06:05.480 No, No, No, we just we honestly got married really 161 00:06:05.560 --> 00:06:08.639 quick when I joined the army in the military as well. Yeah, 162 00:06:08.720 --> 00:06:11.680 we just knew you get good benefits. So we were dating, 163 00:06:11.800 --> 00:06:14.519 but we realized, like getting married is like basically the 164 00:06:14.560 --> 00:06:15.040 same thing. 165 00:06:15.399 --> 00:06:16.079 Yeah, I don't know. 166 00:06:16.079 --> 00:06:18.920 I don't really believe in marriage honestly. I just think 167 00:06:18.959 --> 00:06:21.480 it's the sign, the paperwork, and you're married. 168 00:06:21.920 --> 00:06:23.639 Okay, So so would you get married again? 169 00:06:24.120 --> 00:06:26.680 I would, yeah, but I would do it differently. Like 170 00:06:26.720 --> 00:06:29.279 that was clearly just a partnership. We knew it wasn't 171 00:06:29.279 --> 00:06:31.240 going to be a forever thing. Okay, it was just 172 00:06:31.240 --> 00:06:33.079 an in the moment while we were in the military. 173 00:06:33.519 --> 00:06:34.319 That's very healthy. 174 00:06:34.360 --> 00:06:35.959 I mean I feel like a lot of you know me, 175 00:06:36.079 --> 00:06:37.959 I am a military brat. I was in a military, 176 00:06:38.000 --> 00:06:39.720 but my whole family has been in the military for 177 00:06:40.240 --> 00:06:42.480 several years in the generation, so. 178 00:06:42.480 --> 00:06:44.199 I know how they've got in a military like thing. 179 00:06:44.319 --> 00:06:47.160 Especially like with most there's a lot of younger marriages 180 00:06:47.199 --> 00:06:48.720 when they turn eighteen and then they're going being to 181 00:06:48.759 --> 00:06:50.720 shipped out. If they get married, their wife goes with them, 182 00:06:50.720 --> 00:06:52.519 there's benefits, there's all these other things. I feel like 183 00:06:52.560 --> 00:06:55.959 sometimes people just get scared to be alone, so they 184 00:06:56.000 --> 00:06:58.920 either you know, clutch on to those things. In your situation, 185 00:06:59.000 --> 00:07:00.240 like you said, it's like we're going to I'd be 186 00:07:00.279 --> 00:07:03.879 doing the same thing anyways, but now you could get abcater. 187 00:07:03.600 --> 00:07:05.959 And when you're in two like, you don't even realize 188 00:07:06.000 --> 00:07:08.600 there's an outside world, like a civilian life. You're just like, 189 00:07:08.680 --> 00:07:11.160 this is it. You join the military, you get married, 190 00:07:11.160 --> 00:07:14.120 you have kids, maybe you deploy. That's life. And then 191 00:07:14.120 --> 00:07:15.720 you either get in or you get out or you 192 00:07:15.759 --> 00:07:16.079 stay in. 193 00:07:16.240 --> 00:07:17.199 How long did you serve? 194 00:07:17.560 --> 00:07:18.160 Five years? 195 00:07:18.399 --> 00:07:18.600 Nice? 196 00:07:18.639 --> 00:07:20.879 Yeah, thank you for serving. I think that I'm a 197 00:07:20.920 --> 00:07:22.639 bit like I said, I'm a military brad. I'm always 198 00:07:22.639 --> 00:07:24.879 have a special place in my heart for the military 199 00:07:24.879 --> 00:07:26.639 and every service mine is. Air force is what my 200 00:07:26.680 --> 00:07:28.399 family is more into the. 201 00:07:28.399 --> 00:07:29.920 Air forceed my boobs nice. 202 00:07:29.959 --> 00:07:30.759 We love the air Force. 203 00:07:30.920 --> 00:07:34.560 We love the Air Force. I like that salutes salutes. 204 00:07:35.000 --> 00:07:35.560 That's funny. 205 00:07:35.600 --> 00:07:38.079 So how are so that's kind of like a whole 206 00:07:38.120 --> 00:07:39.879 It's kind of like the same thing important, Like once 207 00:07:39.879 --> 00:07:41.600 you're in this whole little like it's like kind of 208 00:07:41.639 --> 00:07:43.879 like there's no other outside world that really exists once 209 00:07:43.920 --> 00:07:46.319 you get heavily into porn and shooting, because now you said, 210 00:07:46.360 --> 00:07:48.600 you know, you moved out here and you're in LA 211 00:07:49.000 --> 00:07:52.120 and you're once now the pandemic is over. Are you 212 00:07:52.120 --> 00:07:54.480 shooting for more companies? How are you kind of modeling 213 00:07:54.519 --> 00:07:55.360 your business now? 214 00:07:55.879 --> 00:07:57.879 During I think during the beginning, I was shooting, like 215 00:07:58.000 --> 00:08:01.360 every day, I was putting my body through it, but 216 00:08:01.399 --> 00:08:04.000 it paid off. It was worth it. Now I'm a 217 00:08:04.040 --> 00:08:07.759 little more picky. I know I need to balance, like 218 00:08:07.800 --> 00:08:10.079 I need my own personal life, and I need to 219 00:08:10.079 --> 00:08:12.800 do things like this like do podcasts, do my own content, 220 00:08:14.600 --> 00:08:16.879 do mainstream things like I don't need to work every 221 00:08:16.879 --> 00:08:18.040 single day important, you know. 222 00:08:18.360 --> 00:08:19.879 For sure, I think that there is a good I 223 00:08:19.879 --> 00:08:21.519 think it's like, you know, finding a balance that works 224 00:08:21.560 --> 00:08:25.120 for you, and especially also being aware of how long 225 00:08:25.160 --> 00:08:27.199 you've been in the industry, and it isn't very long, 226 00:08:27.279 --> 00:08:31.279 even though it probably feels very unfree every day. 227 00:08:31.240 --> 00:08:33.679 For almost two years ago. You're sharing so many scenes. 228 00:08:33.879 --> 00:08:35.799 For sure, I used to do seven days a week 229 00:08:35.879 --> 00:08:38.279 and back day back in two thousand and seven. 230 00:08:38.320 --> 00:08:40.480 It makes me sound really well, but look where you are. 231 00:08:40.600 --> 00:08:42.320 Yeah, But for me again, I had no regrets, And 232 00:08:42.360 --> 00:08:43.600 it's the same thing. It's like, you put in the 233 00:08:43.639 --> 00:08:45.759 work because you want to be here. You want to 234 00:08:45.759 --> 00:08:47.279 be in this industry. You want to make a name 235 00:08:47.320 --> 00:08:49.200 for yourself. You want to be out there as much 236 00:08:49.240 --> 00:08:51.320 as you can because that's you know, your craft, and 237 00:08:51.360 --> 00:08:53.879 that's you your aver, your walking billboard, you know. So 238 00:08:54.000 --> 00:08:56.240 it's you have to put in those times of doing 239 00:08:56.240 --> 00:08:59.200 the long hours, doing conventions, doing whatever, because it really 240 00:08:59.279 --> 00:09:01.720 does pay off because those are the people that put 241 00:09:01.720 --> 00:09:02.440 food in our mouth. 242 00:09:02.480 --> 00:09:03.480 Those are people that make. 243 00:09:03.360 --> 00:09:05.720 Our careers continue to grow and to continue to like 244 00:09:05.759 --> 00:09:07.840 putting back in those things. So it's cool that you 245 00:09:07.919 --> 00:09:10.120 see all of that because I feel like now things 246 00:09:10.159 --> 00:09:12.399 because of the pandemic, it was a really great time 247 00:09:12.440 --> 00:09:14.000 to either adjust and see what you want to do 248 00:09:14.039 --> 00:09:16.639 and then heavily throw yourself into whatever you want to 249 00:09:16.639 --> 00:09:17.720 do with coming out the gates. 250 00:09:17.799 --> 00:09:19.840 And once you enter this world, it's hard to get 251 00:09:19.840 --> 00:09:21.759 out of it because you put yourself out on the 252 00:09:21.759 --> 00:09:24.159 internet naked, like it's out there forever. 253 00:09:24.519 --> 00:09:27.320 So when you have any family or any lashback or 254 00:09:27.360 --> 00:09:31.039 like lashback from a family or friends because of you 255 00:09:31.200 --> 00:09:32.399 being in the industry. 256 00:09:32.720 --> 00:09:35.559 My friends are very supportive. They're very open minded, where. 257 00:09:35.399 --> 00:09:37.679 They kind of not surprised that it's something that you 258 00:09:37.679 --> 00:09:38.960 would kind of follow up and do. 259 00:09:39.399 --> 00:09:41.879 They were not surprised because they knew my lifestyle, like I. 260 00:09:41.799 --> 00:09:44.000 Was always yeah, it's a naughty. 261 00:09:43.639 --> 00:09:46.440 One, the naughty one. Yeah. But my family, my mom 262 00:09:46.519 --> 00:09:49.240 is very religious, so she doesn't really know. We keep 263 00:09:49.279 --> 00:09:50.080 it a little secret. 264 00:09:50.320 --> 00:09:51.799 But my dad she has no clue. 265 00:09:51.960 --> 00:09:54.840 No, she's in the Bible belt, she's off social media 266 00:09:54.879 --> 00:09:57.279 and everything. Maybe she'll find out someday, but I just 267 00:09:57.320 --> 00:09:59.840 hope she doesn't. We'll see. And then my dad he 268 00:10:00.279 --> 00:10:02.600 find out. He found out because he's actually like highly 269 00:10:03.360 --> 00:10:06.360 obsessed with porn, like my whole life. So it's kind 270 00:10:06.399 --> 00:10:08.320 of like karma because his daughter became a porn star. 271 00:10:08.399 --> 00:10:10.279 But so did you tell him? Because of that? 272 00:10:10.320 --> 00:10:12.559 I didn't even tell him. He was actually watching porn 273 00:10:12.600 --> 00:10:15.159 with his girlfriend in bed and I popped up on 274 00:10:15.159 --> 00:10:17.720 the screen, did good old browsers ad? 275 00:10:17.919 --> 00:10:21.080 So did he have a conversation with you after that 276 00:10:21.279 --> 00:10:21.960 or how did it? Yeah? 277 00:10:22.000 --> 00:10:24.480 So he texted me, he was like, are you doing xxx? 278 00:10:24.519 --> 00:10:26.240 Like I'm sure he like had to calm down after 279 00:10:26.279 --> 00:10:27.480 he saw that, because I. 280 00:10:28.679 --> 00:10:31.399 Was like, ah, nope, yeah yeah. 281 00:10:31.440 --> 00:10:33.440 So I didn't respond because I didn't know how he's 282 00:10:33.440 --> 00:10:37.039 going to react. And then he said, I'm actually really 283 00:10:37.080 --> 00:10:38.720 fucking proud of you. I see you're up for Best 284 00:10:38.759 --> 00:10:41.360 New Starlet, You're up for awards, Like you're killing it. 285 00:10:41.399 --> 00:10:46.120 You made something. Yeah, He's like he's a fan of porn. Okay, 286 00:10:46.600 --> 00:10:48.879 but he was just like really proud, And I was 287 00:10:48.919 --> 00:10:51.120 so surprised and take it back, because most people's dad's, like, 288 00:10:51.320 --> 00:10:53.519 especially men like will just drop them. 289 00:10:53.679 --> 00:10:54.320 Yeah. 290 00:10:54.480 --> 00:10:56.200 So I really appreciated how he handled it. 291 00:10:56.279 --> 00:10:57.159 That's good. How old are you? 292 00:10:57.360 --> 00:10:58.559 I'm twenty five, twenty five. 293 00:10:58.840 --> 00:11:00.279 I feel like it's important too. 294 00:11:00.600 --> 00:11:04.399 So it's funny because my story is kind of similar 295 00:11:04.480 --> 00:11:07.519 as far as like the parents situation. I feel like 296 00:11:07.519 --> 00:11:08.960 I've kind of talked about it on the show, but 297 00:11:08.960 --> 00:11:09.919 I don't know, like in depth. 298 00:11:09.960 --> 00:11:13.279 But so my mother's very. 299 00:11:14.639 --> 00:11:17.600 Texas, very like my family's from New York, but they 300 00:11:17.639 --> 00:11:19.799 were very like she does. She's not on social media. 301 00:11:19.879 --> 00:11:21.360 She doesn't know anything like that. And at that time, 302 00:11:21.360 --> 00:11:23.679 when I was, you know that I actually did porn, 303 00:11:24.919 --> 00:11:27.440 social media wasn't that as big as it is today either. 304 00:11:28.159 --> 00:11:30.480 But I still don't think she even knows what none 305 00:11:30.480 --> 00:11:33.320 of that. Yeah, So it's like it's good because it's wholesome, innocent, 306 00:11:33.360 --> 00:11:35.840 it keeps youing all those things. My father I knew, 307 00:11:35.879 --> 00:11:37.919 I didn't know, well, I had an idea that he 308 00:11:38.000 --> 00:11:41.279 watched porn. And I also knew that my stepmother has 309 00:11:41.320 --> 00:11:43.120 a really tiny waist and a really big ass. 310 00:11:43.200 --> 00:11:45.360 So I was like, you know, so I had to 311 00:11:45.399 --> 00:11:46.799 tell me. I was like, I. 312 00:11:46.759 --> 00:11:48.919 Didn't want my dad, I mean, to pop up on 313 00:11:48.960 --> 00:11:52.080 the screen because I was like, that's to me more fun, you. 314 00:11:52.120 --> 00:11:52.559 Know what I mean. 315 00:11:52.600 --> 00:11:55.480 So I was like no, So I was like, uh so, 316 00:11:56.759 --> 00:11:59.080 I gotta tell you something, and I just kind of 317 00:11:59.120 --> 00:12:00.720 like told him my story and he was just like 318 00:12:02.159 --> 00:12:04.320 just because I felt like for him, it was very 319 00:12:04.399 --> 00:12:07.600 like I've always had a really open and honest relationship 320 00:12:07.639 --> 00:12:09.120 with my dad, and I always felt like he's like, 321 00:12:09.159 --> 00:12:10.879 you can come to me with anything, like about anything, 322 00:12:10.879 --> 00:12:12.679 And a lot of people say that, but it's one 323 00:12:12.679 --> 00:12:14.879 thing to feel that safe space to actually have that. 324 00:12:14.919 --> 00:12:16.919 So I feel fortunate to have that. 325 00:12:18.240 --> 00:12:19.879 So I just feld when he was like, Okay, well 326 00:12:19.960 --> 00:12:21.639 is that something you really want to do, and I'm 327 00:12:21.679 --> 00:12:23.720 like yes, I was like, you know, nobody's forcing me, 328 00:12:23.759 --> 00:12:24.879 so I had to really say that, you know, it 329 00:12:24.919 --> 00:12:27.480 was for me and it wasn't for anybody else. So 330 00:12:27.720 --> 00:12:29.639 it was at that point I knew at least I 331 00:12:29.639 --> 00:12:31.679 had my dad to support you. So like in the 332 00:12:31.679 --> 00:12:34.080 same suituition with you, it's like just because of the 333 00:12:34.120 --> 00:12:37.200 proudness of what he kind of put out there first, 334 00:12:37.720 --> 00:12:40.600 it's like maybe coming to a place and like knowing 335 00:12:40.639 --> 00:12:43.200 because you if you have no problems of you doing 336 00:12:43.200 --> 00:12:45.159 it and you can have you know, be and have 337 00:12:45.200 --> 00:12:47.200 fun doing it, you have a great lifestyle and all 338 00:12:47.200 --> 00:12:50.879 this stuff, then your true authentic self, they will follow it, 339 00:12:51.039 --> 00:12:52.559 you know, and then there it's a place in their 340 00:12:52.600 --> 00:12:54.600 life and you just have to be confident and really 341 00:12:54.639 --> 00:12:56.399 just because our parents really want us to be happy, 342 00:12:56.480 --> 00:12:57.799 you know, what I mean, And if you show that 343 00:12:57.840 --> 00:12:59.879 you're doing well and you're you know, you're not just 344 00:13:00.080 --> 00:13:01.840 do it because you just needed some quick cash or 345 00:13:01.919 --> 00:13:03.720 like whatever you're gonna mean, there's purpose to whatever it is. 346 00:13:03.759 --> 00:13:05.200 And even if you did need it for quick cash, 347 00:13:05.240 --> 00:13:08.200 whatever your reason. It's just sometimes I feel like we 348 00:13:08.279 --> 00:13:10.600 need to like you know that it's always gonna be 349 00:13:10.600 --> 00:13:11.519 okay in that sense. 350 00:13:11.519 --> 00:13:13.159 I'm here for the long run. So the fact that 351 00:13:13.200 --> 00:13:15.320 people support me, it makes me you want to work harder, 352 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:16.559 you know, I appreciate it. 353 00:13:16.639 --> 00:13:18.840 So I feel like some and just the food for thought, 354 00:13:18.879 --> 00:13:20.120 you take what it is, but I feel like it's 355 00:13:20.159 --> 00:13:22.919 also finding someone in that finding your voice, of telling 356 00:13:22.919 --> 00:13:24.919 your mom before she even have to in your own way, 357 00:13:25.000 --> 00:13:26.840 because I feel like because at the same time, too 358 00:13:26.919 --> 00:13:30.000 is it's more anxiety to hold it in and feel 359 00:13:30.159 --> 00:13:32.039 a type of way that you can't like celebrate a 360 00:13:32.039 --> 00:13:34.799 certain part of your life because of you feel the shame, 361 00:13:34.879 --> 00:13:37.240 because there should be no shame if you really enjoy 362 00:13:37.279 --> 00:13:39.639 what you do and being a part like and you 363 00:13:39.720 --> 00:13:41.799 seem like you're having fun. And at the end of 364 00:13:41.840 --> 00:13:43.279 the day, we have one life and you get to 365 00:13:43.360 --> 00:13:44.279 choose your choices. 366 00:13:44.320 --> 00:13:46.960 And she chose to choose mine exactly. So I think 367 00:13:46.960 --> 00:13:47.679 it's a beautiful thing. 368 00:13:47.720 --> 00:13:49.360 But I think that you know, and you know, you're 369 00:13:49.440 --> 00:13:51.240 young and you're new into the business, but it's like 370 00:13:51.240 --> 00:13:54.600 continuous to put yourself, put yourself around good people to 371 00:13:54.720 --> 00:13:56.639 keep you support and to really have a system that 372 00:13:56.679 --> 00:13:58.840 you can talk to, ask advice and really like kind 373 00:13:58.840 --> 00:14:01.240 of give you those you know, steps that you need 374 00:14:01.279 --> 00:14:03.440 to get to where you can be if you really 375 00:14:03.480 --> 00:14:04.639 want to do all those things. 376 00:14:04.919 --> 00:14:05.720 That was great advice. 377 00:14:05.799 --> 00:14:08.879 Thank you, amen. This is doctor Texas. I have no PhD. 378 00:14:08.919 --> 00:14:11.720 But I like to have wisdom here at private talking. Yeah, yeah, 379 00:14:11.960 --> 00:14:13.799 sprinkle it in here and there the therapy. 380 00:14:14.080 --> 00:14:14.320 Yes. 381 00:14:14.639 --> 00:14:16.159 So what kind of projects are you doing now? 382 00:14:16.159 --> 00:14:18.559 You said, you know, you're limiting yourself, You're doing balancing 383 00:14:18.600 --> 00:14:21.159 from you know, shooting for everybody, doing podcasts, all these things. 384 00:14:21.240 --> 00:14:23.360 To you, what kind of things are you really focusing 385 00:14:23.440 --> 00:14:24.080 on right now? 386 00:14:24.480 --> 00:14:26.840 Right now, I'm focusing on just mostly getting my name 387 00:14:27.039 --> 00:14:29.399 out there in other ways, like I just started jumping 388 00:14:29.399 --> 00:14:32.559 into the podcast pool. Like I've actually learned from really 389 00:14:32.600 --> 00:14:38.120 great girls like OnlyFans girls Kazumi, uh Karm and Karma. 390 00:14:38.840 --> 00:14:41.279 I'm watching them and they're they're killing the game right now. 391 00:14:41.480 --> 00:14:42.799 And what they do is they just know how to 392 00:14:42.799 --> 00:14:45.600 market themselves. They're not like they are clabbing and working hard. 393 00:14:45.600 --> 00:14:48.360 But that's not where your brand is going to grow. 394 00:14:48.360 --> 00:14:50.200 I feel like it's going to grow more by the 395 00:14:50.240 --> 00:14:52.679 more you do outside of porn. Okay, so that's what 396 00:14:52.720 --> 00:14:54.679 I'm doing. I'm just kind of on this wave right 397 00:14:54.720 --> 00:14:56.960 now of trying to do other things. 398 00:14:57.360 --> 00:14:59.399 So can you tell private talk where we can support 399 00:14:59.440 --> 00:15:01.759 you follow? Where can we go and see what you're 400 00:15:01.799 --> 00:15:02.360 doing with. 401 00:15:02.320 --> 00:15:02.799