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or any of the companies they represent. Now today on
the show, we have Felice di Martino, and she is
a near death experiencer who was hit by a truck
and then died and went to the other side and
what she saw is pretty remarkable. Can't wait to share
it with you, guys. Let's dive in. I like to
welcome to the show, Felice de Martino.
Speaker 2: How are you doing, Felice, great, Thank you so much,
so happy to be here.
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for coming on the show. My dear,
I'm excited to talk to you about your spiritual experiences,
your near death experiences. There's a lot of stuff going
on in your life, and you've lived an interesting one
to say the least. So first question, of course, is
what was your life like before you had your near
death experience?
Speaker 2: So my life before my near death experience, I mean,
that's a broad question. Right before my near death experience,
I had gone through several years of what I call
resiliency boot camp. I have. I'm a mom, I was
a single parent, and I had two teenage daughters at
the time, super loving, super supportive family. I had been
on this spiritual unfolding journey for many, many years, and
up until the accident, I was a lot of things happen.
I'll focus there about a year and a half prior,
my then partner had an affair, my house had a fire.
All of there was a theft in the house before
the fire, and all my jewelry got stolen. I had surgery.
Once the fire, the whole top floor had to be gutted,
then the bottom floor had a flood. I took a
leave of absence from work. All of this stuff happened
like major any one of those things would be enough.
So that's why I call it resiliency boot camp, because
it all happened at one time, and just as I
got back on my feet, it was about a year
and a half two years later, and I got hit
by a truck. Literally, as if I didn't feel like
I had gotten hit by a truck with the fire,
with the theft, the affair that was really emotionally hard,
that was at the time, the worst of all of it.
And yeah, that's so let's.
Speaker 1: Dig in for a second before we get to your
to your getting hit by a truck. Literally, Uh, let's
literally what were you a spiritual? Were you grow growing
up in a religious background? Spiritual background?
Speaker 2: So I grew up as Jewish and in there was
spirituality that when I graduated from high school and I
went off to university, and I always felt like there
was something more. From the time I was young, I
always felt like there was something more out there and
I could feel feelings. I was super empathic. And then
I took off on a journey once I graduated from
college and I found myself living in an ashram. I
found myself traveling in Central America, spending time with indigenous elders.
We uh the either of my children and I lived
off the grid and were adopted basically by indigenous people
to native by a Hope family there. So I had
been on this this kind of seeking spiritual path to
find that something more, and I do want to share
you know what what ignited really ignited that in me.
As I was at NYU and I took a class
on I took a philosophy class and the professor was
teaching about we had to read a book on Sufism.
And when I read the Sufi story, Uh, there was
something that really ignited a remembrance in me and a
like hot there was something there, right, and then one
thing led to the next. I spent time with tik
not Han and that was a major another major turning
point for me. And living in amas ashram Mata unritten
onto my in northern California. I mean, there's so yes,
So there was a lot of things. There was a
lot going on spiritually for me, and then I kind
of had kids and but I then was living my life,
you know. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So let me ask you this though, because this is
something that I get asked about a lot. Is when
it sounds like you were searching. So you were a
searcher without question and and for all, for lack of
a better term, you were doing things right. You were
trying to educate yourself, You're trying to experience new things.
You were trying to open yourself up to the universe,
open yourself up to new ideas. So you're a pretty
open minded person and then yet you know, as they
always say, why does bad things happen to good people?
All of these elements started to happen, and like you said,
any one of those things would have brought anybody to
their knees, but you just kept getting hit again and
again and again and again. So from your experience before
we get to the near death experience, but from your
experience just studying spirituality, what do you think the cause?
What was the universe trying to tell you with this
hammering and just I mean, these are not paper cuts,
these are full blown losing of limbs with a broad
sword kind of hits on you. Why do you think
what was the purpose of that? From you? From your
point of view?
Speaker 2: Number One, it was a total identity reboot, right identity
as a homeowner, as a partner, as a mom. Oh,
I had become an empty nester too that time. That's time.
So I was an empty nester. So in all ways, right,
I was teaching at a monastery school as a teacher,
my role in the world, like in all ways, I
was catapulted into this loss of identity on the outside.
And the number the second thing I want to say
is I kept saying it could be worse, and so
I'm putting out it could be worse in the universe.
Is like, oh really, bam, here you go. So I
stopped saying it could be worse because you can have
you know, yes, and thank you have had enough. Thank
you've had enough. And I also there was something I
wasn't paying attention to. You know, I feel like we
there are things that we know that we know that
we know that we don't pay attention to. And when
we don't pay attention and come from an aligned place,
we open ourselves up for circumstances and things to happen
in our life. And I see, you know, I see
now why how all of that was for me of course,
and how I got through it. And I think that's
important to share, right, Like how do we get through
the hard things when they happen, even when you are
rooted into a spiritual way of being or spiritual beliefs, Like,
things happen and we're human and we're wired to have
certain reactions and responses. So I can share what got
me through.
Speaker 1: It, if that's yeah, well yeah, yeah, because I mean,
like I said, all of those things are pretty heavy
experiences to have in a life. Any one of them.
And we haven't even gotten to being hit by a
truck yet. So there's that. So how did you Because
I know a lot of people listening, go are listening
and have gone through stuff, they're going through stuff, they're
going to go through stuff. What was your technique to
kind of get through all of that emotionally, spiritually, mentally.
Speaker 2: Well, there were times that I literally couldn't get out
of bed because it just kept on happening. I was like, right,
it just kept on happening and kept on happening, and
I still like there was something underneath that in this
major cracking open, there's this when you're crying out for
some help, for some guidance to be shown the way.
Something I kept on returning to gratitude, gratitude, knowing, and service,
Knowing that if I could use my experiences to help
others people move through whatever arose is, if I could
use it in any way in service, it took the
edge off. That's number one. And the other thing was gratitude,
Like even on those days that I could barely move,
Gratitude that I heard the bird outside my window, Gratitude
someone smiled at me. You know, the smallest little things.
And this was in two thousand and like mid two
almost twenty thirteen, like midw Yeah, in the fall of
twenty twelve when it all started to happen.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, and I know now you know I mean, and
we'll get to my near death experience that all is
truly well and all is happening. Whether you believe that
things happen to you or for you, we can always say,
how is this for me? What can I do with
this to be of service? How is this for me?
How is this for me? What can I use this for?
And that kind of brings us back to some semblance
of something greater than ourselves.
Speaker 1: Exactly, And it's easy to look back upon things that
happened to you and go, oh that makes sense, Oh
it's oh that was Thank god I had that happened
to me, you know, thank god I'm not with that
person anymore. Thank god, you know I needed to move anyway.
But when you're in you know, the crap, as they say,
it's very difficult to look at the bright side of
what is happening for you. So it's a lot easier
to do it in post mortem if you will, than
it is while it is happening. So I think that idea,
what what you use is gratitude. Gratitude does start to
c cleanse a lot of that stuff real radically.
Speaker 2: Yeah, getting out in nature. I started to exercise and
moving my body, moving it through physically because it is
it's the energetic, physical, emotional, mental. And I went through
a lot of different modalities of therapy and neuro feedback.
But when it was really bad at the depths of it,
you know, when you're crying out on the floor, is
again when that greatest cracking open to something in trust,
you know that this too shall pass.
Speaker 1: Yes, and supporting.
Speaker 2: Support, finding support. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So so now that we've gone through that part of
your life, then all of a sudden, the universe is like, well,
she's not getting it. We've sent her a few hard knocks,
but we're going to have to cent her the ultimate
knock on the door, which is to kill you. So
tell us what happened on the day that led to
your near death experience.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So those knocks on the door, I call them
dope slaps from the universe. I'm actually working on that
book right now, and that's the whole section dope slaps
from the universe. So, as I mentioned, I had been
educational consultant and teaching in a Montessori school and I
was leaving work one day. I got to a corner.
My car was parked off campus and I got to
there was a light that I had a cross, so
I waited for the It was December second, twenty fifteen.
It was dusk, it was a little misty out, it
was unusually worn for that day. And I got to
the corner and prior to crossing the street, I had
been engaging with someone that I knew I shouldn't be
engaging with. So I put my phone away. It's like,
you know, kind of in my head about all of that,
and I looked the light. I had the right of
way to cross, so I looked both ways. The car
stopped giving me the right of way. It's a busy interception,
and I proceeded to cross the street, and up from
behind me came can I say the make and model
also big anyway? Dodge Ram pickup truck came up from
behind me, and it turns out she was speeding to
because she was wanting to make a left hand turn
before the oncoming car right she could go straight, so
she made a left and and hit me about three
quarters of the way across the crosswalk and propelled my
body three and a half carlings from the crosswalk about
thirty feet in the air apparently, And that's what started
this journey. So when you got.
Speaker 1: That's the day. So when you got hit, I have
to ask did you feel anything?
Speaker 2: No, what it felt like. It felt like a thud
on the right hand side of my body, and you know,
it's a big truck.
Speaker 1: So it's oh, it is.
Speaker 2: A good portion of the right hand side of my body.
And I had a bag and I had a laptop
in the bag. I don't know if that that that steel,
you know, whatever hurt right, it blocked some of it,
but it felt like a dull. I don't want to
say smack because it's more like a thud on the
right hand side of my body. And I whipped my
head around, but it felt like I was whipping it
like times stopped. It felt very slow motion, and I
had the thought, something's not right, something's wrong. And it
turns out that was what was stuck in my neck
for a while, like my All of my practitioners couldn't
get to it until I replayed it, and that's what
was stuck. There was something's wrong, And once I realized that,
that's a whole other conversation about healing and the body
really does keep the score. So that's what it felt like.
It felt like a thud.
Speaker 1: So when you were being thrown in the air, at
what point did you leave your body?
Speaker 2: So what happened was I caught for a split second
a pair of eyes across the truck, across the hood
of the truck, and the next thing, I was above
my body looking down at it. I was looking down
at the scene. I could see there was an expanse
I could see in three hundred and sixty degrees, yet
there was a it was like there was a spotlight below,
and I was observing the scene. I saw my body
lying on the right hand side with my head to
the left. There was I could feel the emotions of
the people on the ground from above. Again, this is
all from above, So I'm watching this and there was
some disorientation getting my bearings, and there was a man
and that jumped out of the car and he was directing.
He directed a woman to go. I saw the whole
thing play out, directed someone to go stop the traffic.
The woman who hit me said she had call nine
one one, and I could feel the sheer terror as
my body was lying still and in my I was
completely conscious, yet not in my body conscious, and an
assessing was taking place. And part of the assessment was
am I going to be able to go back there?
Back to that body? And after all that I had
just gone through? I really my kids were a big
draw for me, right like it wasn't so, so the
question was for me, am I going to be able
to go back there? And there was a lot going on.
There was a lot of internal organ damage, a lot
of fractures. I had a cracked skull. I mean, there
was a lot happening. But from above the body looked
in one piece, and I understood that I would be
able to go back. And once that kind of was that,
that assessing started to take place. There was a sensation
of lifting higher and higher and higher, and this scene
below faded.
Speaker 1: M where did you go?
Speaker 2: Well? As the scene below started to fade, I was
in a complete blackness. It was the blackest of black.
It's it's like we don't have a name for this.
This it's not even a color. We don't have a
name for this. And it was an illuminated blackness. There
was like an illuminosity to the blackness, and it was
it felt like and and and on the way there,
it felt like at some point it's like there was
as this energy and vitality of the body was diminishing,
that part of me that was existing was being energized
and and having more life to it as the body
was shutting down. And in this blackness, it was merging
with pure presence. There was no time, there was no space,
there was it was all space. It was simply being
merged in with this expanse. And there was no questions,
there was no wondering, there was no ego, there was
no me, there was no separateness. It was being merged
in completely with this blackness. And I was existing as that.
And that was the first thing that happened. Would you
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Speaker 2: And there was also this sense of there's no time.
Like I said, it's completely timeless it's completely expansive. It's
completely all things and no thing at the same time.
There's no gender, there's no right wrong. It's simply existing
in pure presence. And it was also there was a
quality to it that was very peaceful, very peaceful, very
I want to say loving, but that gives it makes
it something. It's like it contained everything, It contained.
Speaker 3: All of it.
Speaker 2: At the same time it is it is exactly. And
then there was like a shift, a dimension almost, It's
like a shift. From that emerged this sense of floating.
And I was floating and it felt like I was
in a cocoon. And there were others in cocoons and
I say others, yet they were also made up. We
were the same. Yet yet yet I was me. I'm
aiming to give this words. And I was in a cocoon,
and there were others floating in the cocoon, and there
was a simpol of like huh. There was no fear.
There was simply again, simply being. And it felt super
nourishing and nurturing and warm. It's like being held in water, right,
It's like being in a floatation tank almost. You're just
held in this nurturing, warm, loving space. And in that
place we call it thought. I'm going to call it
an energy packet because it felt like an energy packet
started to emerge, and there was a wondering, and the
wondering was a waiting started started to come with that
energy packet, and it was like, Aha, what am I
waiting for? Right? And as soon as the what am
I waiting for? Culminated, that thought, that energy packet kind
of like culminated, it popped into a being met with
exactly what I was being waited for. And I found
myself in a completely bright, effulgent light, and the light
was growing and growing, and there was a presence in
the light that was other than my own, yet that
was all also made up of this light that was
communing with me and there for me, and that it
was just clearly understood. There wasn't a thought process as
we know thought to be. It was clearly understood, and
this presence was there to communicate with me and share
with me and show me things and and for me.
And in an instant it was that presence. It's I say,
it was like you put your forehead, We put foreheads together, Alex,
and I knew everything about you and everything about your life,
all the multi faceted, multi dimensional aspects of your soul's
journey and the events that have occurred in your life.
It was like that, and all of this information was
transmitted that we say rapid speed, and again it's it's
not time. There's no sense of time like time to be,
and all of this information was completely downloaded uploaded. I
understood everything that my soul's journey had taken. I understood
everything that was going on on earth in my life
in this lifetime at the time, and there was a
lot that was transmitted about my particular life and about
being embodied as human. And at some point that started
to there was an energy that started to kind of amplify,
and there was an anticipation and there was a needed
like I needed to get back. There was an urgency
that started to build that if I was going back,
I needed to get back into the body. And right
before I came back, I heard from this present that
was other than my own yet that I was also
merged in with when you go back, it's time to
live big. So that was the that was a hearing.
And right before I descended, as I'll say, right before
I descended, I asked this presence, who are you? And
I heard, I am you. So in the IMU, I
started to descend and I heard I was watching. At
some point It's like I was there was like a
descending and I was watching below and I could also
hear below. There were the EMTs were like calling to
me and speaking, and I could see it and also
hear it, and I was watching my mouth move but
from above. It was such a trippy experience because there
was this physical form, but I wasn't really in it.
I was here yet it was all happening at the
same time. And as I started to come closer and
closer into the body, at some point, I felt like
I was being squeezed. It's like being a squeeze, a
genie being squeezed into a bottle. And I was existing
as this expanse outside of my body, yet also feeling
that being squeezed into the body at the same time,
and I could hear the body yelping, and there's at
that point it was a very like oh, that's yelping
sounds coming from me. And in the ambulance I was
I could see what was happening my head like they
were trying to keep me there, and there was someone
at my head and I kept being out so I
could again it was now I know it as by
location where you could be in both places. And when
I came more into consciousness, I was being taken into
the It was a level three trauma unit and there
was organized chaos, and it was a while. I mean
a lot of things have occurred. For a while, it
was really hard for me to know where my body,
where the boundaries of my body was, and where space
was and how I experience the world now.
Speaker 1: So what's fascinating to me is that all those experiences
led up to this experience. It seems like the universe
was were you from your now now we can talk
about from your experience. On the other side, you weren't
told specifically what was wrong or you didn't sell. We weren't
told specifically how to fix it other than live big,
so oh tell me please?
Speaker 2: No, Actually I was. I was. Also I was shown
a lot okay question or then yeah no, I heard
it's time to live big, and I understood based on
what was shared with me, what that meant about ego,
about fear, about what it is. You know, we know
what keeps us small, but understanding from a larger perspective
what the soul carries through from lifetime to lifetime and
imprints of that. And also all is truly well. I
heard all is truly well, and I was shown these
pillars of all is truly well, which are forgiveness, gratitude, compassion, service, surrender, trust, love.
So I was shown these pillars of practicing this while
we're here in these bodies, to be able to access
and open up to these higher states of awareness of
who we truly are as love, as expressions of love.
So I don't know if that's gonna.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so was there anything else? You didn't have a
life review or anything like that.
Speaker 2: On the other side, I want to say that my
what I would equate to a life review is an
understanding of what was happening on earth and how my
how what was occurring on earth was related to what
was happening in the state of existence. So like, for example,
you know, uh, when I came back this this the
depths of forgiveness and understanding and compassion and and my
understanding of boundaries.
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Speaker 2: So I would say, my life review, you know, my
life review was. That was what I would equate to
a life review for me. It wasn't like, oh, this
is you could see, I could see how you know,
all of the actions have ripple effects out into the collective,
and you're able to experience things like I was able
to experience the woman who hit me. I was able
to experience what she was experiencing at that moment in
time of this occurrence that I was a part of.
But it wasn't a life I guess that's yeah.
Speaker 1: You weren't in a room with a bunch of screens
at three point sixty and you weren't feeling everybody, but
there was aspects of that that you kind of felt exactly.
So on the other side, they were kind of guiding
you on, giving you a reason why you were here,
why this has happened to you, and what all these
other things that they were trying to do up and
to this near death experience to kind of reset you
in a sense. So you had really it was really
fascinating with me because you again were really open to
the spiritual path, but yet you were on the wrong
path in other aspects of your life, which is what
they're saying, think big, So you were still thinking small
and there were other egos or other things like that
that you had to deal with to get you on
the right path that you needed to be on. Is
that a fair statement or how do you?
Speaker 2: I think what a fair statement to say is? So
for me, the living big was again that intuition, right,
I knew what I knew and I wasn't listening to
what to the inner knowing, right, I was making excuses.
I was letting the voice of the ego say no.
And the live big was aligning that inner voice and
that inner life with the outer life to be in
total alignment and an embodied expression of our truth which
is connected with the divine and with love. And for
me also it was you know, I wanted to either
do more with the monassory world and education where I
really wanted to use all the experiences that I just
had again in service to others, and I was really
being called to do that, and I wasn't doing either
of those things right. So it's a live big like
when you go back, it's time to live big and
be on your dharmic path.
Speaker 1: And yeah, you were being held you were holding yourself back.
Speaker 2: I was holding myself back, and I was also you know,
I was also able to see.
Speaker 3: How I had co created everything that had happened up
until that point, not in a shaming, blaming kind of way,
but in a way that opens up spaciousness.
Speaker 2: And I also Alex, this is this is really important?
Is I understood so much more when I came back
about boundaries, because yes, we are spiritual beings having a
temporary human experience, and we are also human beings having
a human experience. And when we go around and when
we treat everyone as the essence of who they truly
are and as their potential to be that essence, we
a lot of times we suffer or we go through
a lot of hardship in the face of that. So
it's possible to acknowledge the essence of who someone truly
is and pay attention to their being. You can have
compassion for people from afar. You can you know, if
it's not safe for you physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, energetically,
and genetically, boundaries, Boundaries are okay. Boundaries don't make us
less spiritual, which.
Speaker 1: Is absolutely I agree with that.
Speaker 2: I mean, I wasn't I was a person that wasn't
having a lot of boundaries. So I learned to be
in the both end.
Speaker 1: You know, Well, it seems like your your learning curve
got sped up quite quite a bit.
Speaker 2: Oh so you come back and the depths and the
layer of forgiveness. Forgiveness is huge. Forgiveness is huge, forgiveness
of self, forgiveness of others. Forgiveness is huge because forgiveness
also has to do with regret, and we don't want
to get to the end of our lives or get
to a place where you know where, which is it's
like that denser energy when you're holding onto stuff. It
just keeps us held back, and it keeps someone else
held back too, But you know the whole.
Speaker 1: So let me ask you then, when you came back
and you are healing and going through this, did you
keep this information to yourself or did you come out
of the near death experience closet right away and started
shouting it from the mountaintops.
Speaker 2: Yeah? No, I was. You know, I was in rehab
one day, and because I was in rehab, I had
visiting nurses, you know, I had a walk again and
talk again and do all these It was a pretty
long road to recovery. Yet I had just had this
blissful experience. And I want to say, I remember being
in rehab and I saw something. It was in the
days of Earthlink, and something opped up on the side
and it was Anita Marjani sharing her experience with doctor
Oz and I didn't know. Again, it was like at
this point, it's twenty sixteen, and she spoke. I was like,
she's giving words to my experience, to what just happened.
Just have to plug in my computer. She's given words
to my experience, like and what happened. And that was wild.
And it took a little while for me to give
language to what happened. And I have a very loving,
supportive family. So I was sharing bits and pieces. Yet
I was integration. I mean, I feel like integration. I'm
still integrating, you know. And integration took a while because
I would walk around and I didn't know the boundaries
between my body and the outside world, and I could
hear things sins. I have a lot of activated extrasensory
awarenesses that resulted from this experience. So making sense of
all of that. So I started to give language to
it in bits and pieces, and for a while I
didn't watch anyone else's near or listen to anyone else's
near death experience because it was really important to me
to understand my own experience without being influenced.
Speaker 1: So when did you when you finally decided to go
out publicly with this, How did your friend's family, colleagues
kind of react to this? Because it's like I always say,
this is a clearing of the room kind of conversation
for many people.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, the first time I went out and
shared it was right at the beginning of COVID, and
it felt like the call to service again, like in
any way that this information helped supports activates the remembering
of who we truly are, of our eternal nature, that
was more important than what people were going to look at.
I didn't it was like the live big It's like
I couldn't not share at that point, and especially when
the world was coming face to face with mortality in
a whole new way. And my family's always been really supportive.
May not understand all the time, right, like, but it's
like Felice doing her police thing, yet yet it's super supportive.
And actually, my dad passed a year and a half
ago and It was really helpful for my mom in
in her grieving process. You know, I think for all
of us, and you know, things shift and change in
friendships and relationships shift and change. And it's the again.
If we can be aligned with who we are on
the inside is who we are in the outside, so
that our inner world, our interfacing self, and our outer
facing self is in total alignment, then we're in integrity
with ourselves. And I had to come back and do and.
Speaker 1: Be live big fair enough. So you mentioned a little
bit about the after effects. Can you talk a little
bit about the after effects of you and your death experience.
Speaker 2: When I came back, I was really open. I was
receiving a lot of guidance and a lot of information
and a lot of in You know, on the other side,
there's senses that we don't have name for, and there's
a way the senses all work together. So number one,
I was hearing guidance and I was working with a
woman from Colombia, a medicine woman from Colombia, and she said,
ask who this is, And when I asked, I heard
the word akasha. This was in twenty sixteen. It was
before like the akashak words became like a you know
more kind of out in the public eye and known.
And there were so many cool correlations to that, like
like in the book. Every major religion that stems from
a spiritual path has a book, right, and it's like, oh,
those are the records, right, And I was shown. So
when I heard Kasha and I looked it up, I
mean maybe I had heard of it like a time,
it wasn't in my common knowledge of vernacular. And I
looked it up and I was like, yes, that everything
resonated and then there was a frequency of light and.
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Speaker 2: Presence of this pure crystalline energy that runs in ourselves
that we can active eight and this presence that started
to come to and through. So that's one thing. The
other thing is my clear audience is super hyper activated.
I can hear flowers like I could hear a rose.
I could hear things that are inaudible to the human ear.
Speaker 1: How did you deal with that when you started getting
that information?
Speaker 2: I mean I didn't go out to my house for
a while. I was like, okay, so I mean I
had a walker, I had a cane. You know, I
had visiting nurses in and out of my house for
many months, so I didn't have to go out, but
you just I took a bunch of At some point
I started to take some classes and certifications to help
me hone all of these new extra sensory awarenesses. Because
it's so big and when you're existing as the vastness,
to have a way, it's like a funnel, to have
a way to be a conduit through so that it
could be directed was really helpful. There's also this sense
the clear cognizance, which is clear knowing, and there's also
the this way of precognition. Almost. It's like all these
senses working together in invisible ways. And I I'm and
I'm still learning how to use it and how to
share and how to help others activate it. Because you
don't need to have a near death experience to have
access to all of this right it's and that's part
of this great awakening and this remembering it's it is
encoded in us, in our DNA and at a cellular level,
I just happen to have a near death experience, so
you know, to be able to to guide people to
activate it, for themselves right has been something I've become
really passionate about and being of service as a conduit.
Speaker 1: Have you did you get a feeling on the other
side or since the other side, about what is happening
to us as a species right now as a consciousness, because,
like you said twenty fifteen, a kashak wasn't really known
though it's been talked about for thousands of years from
the Vedic text. But for whatever reason, these ideas this
show more near death experiences. They're all seemed to be
bubbling up now to the surface. And you know, you know,
it's like near death experiences now, like don't go towards delight,
you know, that's part of our our zeitgeist and chant, yeah,
and chant and channeling is becoming a thing as far
as people understanding that concept of channeling flow state. These
are all things that are starting to bubble up that
weren't around a decade ago, really in the zeitgey says
they are today. Do you have any understanding of why
this is happening now to all of us?
Speaker 2: Yes? So number one, what I want to say is
this was written I can remember number one, So this
is a kind of I'm going to answer in a
few ways. When I had come back and I was
receiving this information, I it's like there were frequencies in
the field that were knew that this was this major
rebirth was coming. And it's not like they were looking
for teachers, but they were there. These energies were there too,
because when there was an opening, if there was an
opening in someone's energy, to be able to meet that,
to encourage to support, if that makes sense Number one.
Number two, I think COVID really cracked open again that
awareness of of waking up from spiritual amnesia. And and
what I'm shown is that the more people are resonating
at un and even curious, right, because curiosity breeds spaciousness,
the more people are resonating at higher frequencies and opening
up with curiosity even opening up the space the collective
is growing and these higher frequencies are more accessible for
people to experience and be a match for. Because with channeling,
what I'm told and what I'm shown is that you
will be a conduit and a channel for whatever you
are a vibrational match for. That's what they show me, right, So.
Speaker 1: Let me start there. For say, can you say they
showed me. So let's talk a little bit about that,
because yeah, I understand what you mean, but everybody listening
is like, what is she talking about? So what do
you mean? They show you? Are you have you become
a channel because of your inuit experience? Tell it. Talk
a little bit about that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So there's frequency and vibration, right, and it all
ties in because when we can practice these gratitude forgiveness,
those pillars of all is well and get in an
aligned state with to be a conduit of you know,
it's energy. We're all energy and vibration. We know that.
And different emotional states and different impact our energetic resonance.
It's like when someone walks in a room and they
have a heavy vibe or a light vibe. Everyone knows that.
When I say they show me when I came back,
what occurred for me was this. It's like the there's
a part of me that was ejected from me, and
when I came back in, more of who I truly
am came back through me. And we all have the
ability to get out of our minds. When we shut
off our analytical thinking minds, and when we shut off
our brains and we shut off our you know, we
have the ego take a back seat and we enter
into the bigger than our body aspect of ourselves. We're
able to open up to dimensions and frequencies. That's our
multi dimensional nature, right, that exists that we're not practiced
at being in communion with. So when we open up
to that, we can then be a condu It. For me,
it was these light beings, this frequency. It's a frequency
of light that comes to and through me, and they
show me how to activate it, they show me how
to share it, and everyone can have access to this
and through meditation, right, quieting the mind, meditation, breath work,
being out in nature, shutting off our cell phones, shutting off,
turning down our social media, finding ways to return to
the self. Just sit quiet, right, moving our bodies, entering
into these flow states so that we can access this information.
Everyone has access to it. I don't I hope that
answers the question. I know, it's like it does?
Speaker 1: It does? It does? So you have now been able
your channel if you will, you're conduit. The pipeline has
opened for you.
Speaker 2: Peline.
Speaker 1: Yes, is the information, so you can tap into information
that you weren't able to tap into prior to the
near death experience.
Speaker 2: Correct, And I heard the word when I asked you
this was it was a kasha and a kashi rya,
and a kashi raya is at this high frequency, and
this is going to go a little out there. It's
at this freak and see that. You know, people are
so used to the seven chakras. For me, it's like
it goes to this higher and higher and higher chakras,
the theoric chakras, and it opens up into this whole
realm of source energy. And that's that's what comes through
for me. You know, it's not really for me, that's
just what comes through to be shared and to and
again we all have this encoded in our cells. It's
like for me, it took a near death experience to
embody as more of who I truly am right, which
is the essence of light, which is love. And this
is encoded in our cell. That Christ did light, not
you know, Jesus the man, but that Christ did pure
crystalline light, you know. So yeah, and we can activate
it also through looking at the sun, through having the
sun rays, through looking at the water, allowing the spark
on the water.
Speaker 1: Almost like a meditative almost like a meditative state if
you will. Yeah, what was the biggest takeaway you had
from you and your death experience?
Speaker 2: That we are all here to be embodied expressions of
love source, the Divine, whatever name you call, the god
of the infinite intelligence of your understanding. We are here
to be embodied expressions of that, to mirror that in
one another and the dharmic path. We each have unique
ways of doing that, and we are the divine knowing itself.
We are love knowing itself and the individual part of
that comes from our souls also have these kind of
journeys to come to to life, to learn to grow.
I mean, how remarkable that we are in human bodies. Truly,
we are in human bodies. That's pretty cool, you know.
And when you can look at another person in the
eyes and see that divinity in them looking back at you,
We're all made of the same.
Speaker 1: Stop. Yeah, we'll be right back after a word from
our sponsor and now back to the show. Now, I'm
gonna ask you a few questions. Ask all my guests,
what is your definition of living a fulfilled.
Speaker 2: Life, living with alignment with the voice of the soul,
which is love, joy, relationship expression service.
Speaker 1: If you had a chance to go back in time
and talk to little Police, what advice would you give her?
Speaker 2: Don't worry so much about what other people think?
Speaker 1: How do you define God or Source?
Speaker 2: Love? Is the first word that pops into mind, And
I want to say, how do I define God Source?
Who we are? All? What we are, all, who we be?
I am love?
Speaker 1: And what is the ultimate purpose of life?
Speaker 2: To be embodied expressions of love, of the divine of
Source knowing itself?
Speaker 1: And where can people find out more about you and
the work that you're doing in the world.
Speaker 2: So my website is Grounded illumination dot com and my
Instagram is Felice that little underscore? Is that what it's mean? Underscore?
De Martina? And I'm also on Facebook.
Speaker 1: So yeah, And do you have any parting messages for
the audience.
Speaker 2: To know that on some in the plane of existence,
in the ultimate capital r reality, all is truly well,
even when it seems that you know, in our human
world and all isn't truly well. In the ultimate capital
our reality, all is truly well. And you are right
on time wherever you are in your life, whatever you're doing,
whoever you're being, whatever you're all this stuff you are
right on time, right here, right now.
Speaker 1: Please, thank you so much for being on the show
and sharing your experience and wisdom with all of us.
I truly appreciate you, my dear, Thank you.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Alex, thank you everyone.
Speaker 1: I want to thankfully so much for coming on the
show and sharing her story with all of us. If
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