WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.120 --> 00:00:02.120 Thank you so much for having me. I'm excited to 2 00:00:02.160 --> 00:00:03.839 be here, so yeah. 3 00:00:03.640 --> 00:00:05.400 It's welcome. So what have you been up to? 4 00:00:05.559 --> 00:00:08.519 There's been a whole lifetime of things going on. I 5 00:00:08.519 --> 00:00:12.320 feel like since I've actually seen you in physical persons Sona, 6 00:00:12.400 --> 00:00:15.039 it's been probably, like I think Jo said, the four years, 7 00:00:15.039 --> 00:00:16.120 probably at least. 8 00:00:16.399 --> 00:00:18.920 At least or something like that. But what have you 9 00:00:18.960 --> 00:00:19.320 been up to? 10 00:00:20.079 --> 00:00:23.679 Oh, gosh, a lot of different things. Taking a comedy 11 00:00:23.719 --> 00:00:26.559 show and making it into a podcast. We've done that 12 00:00:26.800 --> 00:00:29.920 in the last couple of years. Started a coffee line, 13 00:00:30.039 --> 00:00:35.719 High af Coffee, made my own wine, meilback actually and 14 00:00:35.920 --> 00:00:39.039 I'm back. Yeah, I'm just waiting to label it and 15 00:00:39.079 --> 00:00:43.479 then I'll be sending it out to a bunch of people. Gosh, 16 00:00:43.560 --> 00:00:46.439 what else have I done? I'veeel done a lot of 17 00:00:46.479 --> 00:00:50.079 different stuff, but merely mainly the podcast and and the 18 00:00:50.200 --> 00:00:52.920 coffee is probably the new parts that I've. 19 00:00:52.840 --> 00:00:54.880 So these are things, like you know, like I said, 20 00:00:54.880 --> 00:00:56.759 there's been like so obviously a time lep since we've 21 00:00:56.759 --> 00:00:59.439 seen each other, the pandemic happen, or these things endeavors 22 00:00:59.439 --> 00:01:01.799 that you've allays wanted to do and partake in that 23 00:01:01.840 --> 00:01:03.520 you didn't have the time to until we kind of 24 00:01:03.520 --> 00:01:05.680 had it like a slow reset with like the life 25 00:01:06.079 --> 00:01:08.319 or is it just kind of came within due timing 26 00:01:08.359 --> 00:01:10.480 and it just kind of happened because that's how it 27 00:01:10.480 --> 00:01:11.239 was supposed to happen. 28 00:01:11.599 --> 00:01:15.439 Well, I actually started the podcast was a comedy show 29 00:01:15.480 --> 00:01:18.359 first that we were running in la and before the pandemic, 30 00:01:18.719 --> 00:01:20.680 you know, we were meeting up and doing the doing 31 00:01:20.719 --> 00:01:22.920 the whole show, which was cannabis friendly, and everybody met 32 00:01:23.000 --> 00:01:24.680 up and we smoked and we had a really good time. 33 00:01:25.640 --> 00:01:29.079 Because the pandemic, obviously people weren't meeting anymore or sharing joints, 34 00:01:29.319 --> 00:01:33.120 so so we had to switch that up and made 35 00:01:33.159 --> 00:01:36.280 that into the into the podcast. So it was just 36 00:01:36.519 --> 00:01:41.719 a kind of a natural, uh, a natural progression. Progression, Yeah, 37 00:01:41.879 --> 00:01:42.480 so that happened. 38 00:01:42.959 --> 00:01:45.280 So had the coffee Just because you're an avid coffee drinker, 39 00:01:45.359 --> 00:01:47.239 would you see like like a lane of where you 40 00:01:47.280 --> 00:01:48.400 could do something better? 41 00:01:48.519 --> 00:01:49.519 Like how does that come about? 42 00:01:49.560 --> 00:01:52.599 Because we all are connoisseurs or something like I said, 43 00:01:52.640 --> 00:01:54.879 I love a malback, I love whatever. But there's certain 44 00:01:54.920 --> 00:01:58.120 things sometimes when you do you wonder to tap into 45 00:01:58.200 --> 00:01:59.959 is because is it too vast of a market or 46 00:02:00.040 --> 00:02:01.640 how do you stick out to something or. 47 00:02:02.400 --> 00:02:04.959 I love coffee, and from traveling around and trying coffee 48 00:02:05.000 --> 00:02:07.200 from like all over the world and doing different things. 49 00:02:07.239 --> 00:02:09.560 I was just in a backyard smoking a joint on 50 00:02:09.639 --> 00:02:11.680 my hammache, having a cup of coffe, and I was like, 51 00:02:11.719 --> 00:02:14.159 I should really have my own. So I just kind 52 00:02:14.159 --> 00:02:16.000 of started it from there, and then the pandemic it 53 00:02:16.360 --> 00:02:19.400 just allowed me more time to kind of focus on 54 00:02:19.439 --> 00:02:22.639 where I wanted to take that business. So we are 55 00:02:22.840 --> 00:02:25.199 now in We're not just on the on the website 56 00:02:25.280 --> 00:02:27.599 or on the online. We're also like in a local 57 00:02:27.599 --> 00:02:29.960 store in Vegas Corey's Fine Wine and Spirits, so you 58 00:02:29.960 --> 00:02:33.560 can actually go to brick and mortar. And we also 59 00:02:33.680 --> 00:02:37.800 did a collab with a local brewer called astrowoery Lworks 60 00:02:37.840 --> 00:02:39.759 and we did three beers with them. We have my 61 00:02:39.840 --> 00:02:43.199 coffee and their beers flavoring. We did Cheers to Breakfast. 62 00:02:43.400 --> 00:02:46.280 We did a blonde ale, kind of like a punkin 63 00:02:46.319 --> 00:02:48.960 Latte Blonde aale was We released that one in October, 64 00:02:49.000 --> 00:02:50.879 and then we also did a stout and then the 65 00:02:51.439 --> 00:02:54.000 Golden Ale Chills to Cheers to Breakfast did so well 66 00:02:54.319 --> 00:02:56.759 that now we're canning it and selling that in stores. 67 00:02:56.840 --> 00:02:57.599 So that's pretty good. 68 00:02:57.719 --> 00:02:58.280 That's awesome. 69 00:02:58.360 --> 00:02:59.919 I love to see like certain things like if it's 70 00:03:00.120 --> 00:03:02.400 passion projects or things that you don't really know where 71 00:03:02.400 --> 00:03:04.439 it goes into, but it leads into something like such 72 00:03:04.439 --> 00:03:06.919 a great thing is because I feel like we all 73 00:03:06.960 --> 00:03:09.479 did porn because or we all do porn because we 74 00:03:09.520 --> 00:03:11.639 are sexual people and it's whatever, but there's so much 75 00:03:11.680 --> 00:03:14.520 more to us as individuals and people that it's like 76 00:03:14.680 --> 00:03:16.639 it's like a business, you know. I think, like I 77 00:03:16.639 --> 00:03:18.639 always talk about like it just gives us the financial 78 00:03:18.639 --> 00:03:22.280 independence to do what we want to do, like for whatever, 79 00:03:22.360 --> 00:03:25.159 get leisure or things that are fun or whatever. But 80 00:03:25.199 --> 00:03:27.680 also once you become in this field, in this work, 81 00:03:27.719 --> 00:03:31.199 it's like you see the business side and there's business things, 82 00:03:31.240 --> 00:03:32.919 and so it's like then you also see like, yeah, 83 00:03:32.919 --> 00:03:34.879 this is fun. But I'm always a true believer of 84 00:03:35.240 --> 00:03:37.159 doing things that are fun that you like to do 85 00:03:37.479 --> 00:03:39.639 and making money from it, because then it doesn't feel 86 00:03:39.680 --> 00:03:40.039 like work. 87 00:03:40.120 --> 00:03:42.599 Yeah you're not working ever, Like I actually really enjoy 88 00:03:42.639 --> 00:03:45.439 what I do. So with everything else, it just fits 89 00:03:45.439 --> 00:03:47.400 on line with with I'm just taking my passions to 90 00:03:47.439 --> 00:03:49.680 my dreams and making them work for me. That's basically it. 91 00:03:49.800 --> 00:03:51.960 Because it's fun. I enjoy it. I like having my 92 00:03:52.000 --> 00:03:54.919 fingers and all those different things, and I like creating 93 00:03:55.000 --> 00:04:00.400 jobs and all kinds of are you I know I 94 00:04:00.439 --> 00:04:03.120 do put my fingers in a lot of things, but 95 00:04:03.439 --> 00:04:05.800 uh yeah, I just love it. And it's just like, yeah, 96 00:04:05.800 --> 00:04:08.080 there are really just passion projects and that just have 97 00:04:08.199 --> 00:04:12.240 turned into you know, revenue in another way, you know, 98 00:04:12.319 --> 00:04:13.039 And that's. 99 00:04:12.840 --> 00:04:15.240 What makes it great is because like, even if it 100 00:04:15.319 --> 00:04:16.879 was not going to give you any money, you'd still 101 00:04:16.879 --> 00:04:18.680 been great with it. But the fact that it's giving 102 00:04:18.800 --> 00:04:21.240 is because people, you know, like you obviously have great taste, 103 00:04:21.319 --> 00:04:23.160 You have good things that you like, people like certain 104 00:04:23.199 --> 00:04:25.360 avenues and things, and why not promote it on the 105 00:04:25.360 --> 00:04:26.439 platforms that you have. 106 00:04:26.920 --> 00:04:29.160 Yeah, we work so hard to build this brand, you know, 107 00:04:29.360 --> 00:04:32.040 like working at putting your years and putting day after day, 108 00:04:32.240 --> 00:04:34.480 you know those times where you know you're working twenty 109 00:04:34.519 --> 00:04:37.199 twenty five days a month to I always. 110 00:04:36.879 --> 00:04:40.000 Say, it's like when you're an entrepreneur, like you never 111 00:04:40.000 --> 00:04:42.279 stop working, Like, oh yeah, there's never not a time, 112 00:04:42.279 --> 00:04:44.319 Like I had to learn within the last I think 113 00:04:44.360 --> 00:04:47.399 the pandemic for me really showed me that we can 114 00:04:47.519 --> 00:04:50.720 slow down and your business can still prosper from it. 115 00:04:50.879 --> 00:04:53.040 So it's like time management. So I've really been really 116 00:04:53.120 --> 00:04:55.600 focused the last year and a half to two years 117 00:04:55.600 --> 00:04:59.160 of like the things that I want to accomplish, but 118 00:04:59.240 --> 00:05:02.759 also giving my self time to have for myself and 119 00:05:02.800 --> 00:05:05.279 for things to be passionate of, like projects that you 120 00:05:05.319 --> 00:05:07.439 want to do. But it's like when we don't have 121 00:05:07.480 --> 00:05:10.519 the reset or whatever, we get depleted of like our creativity, 122 00:05:10.879 --> 00:05:12.560 and like there's like so many different things as a 123 00:05:12.600 --> 00:05:15.839 you know, a business woman, we have twenty different jobs, 124 00:05:16.040 --> 00:05:18.240 you know what I mean. And then it's like people think, like, oh, 125 00:05:18.279 --> 00:05:19.879 but you just do an only fans, but you just 126 00:05:19.920 --> 00:05:22.399 do a podcast. I'm like, if you just knew. 127 00:05:22.199 --> 00:05:26.439 What my fucking day look like, you would six am. 128 00:05:26.800 --> 00:05:31.120 Do you know what I accomplished by ten am? So please, 129 00:05:31.399 --> 00:05:34.199 it's not just it is true. A lot of people 130 00:05:34.199 --> 00:05:36.000 think that we just do, know, spread our legs and 131 00:05:36.040 --> 00:05:38.519 doing only fans and our day is done, and it's 132 00:05:38.560 --> 00:05:40.319 really really not that. I mean, we we have a 133 00:05:40.360 --> 00:05:45.279 lot of social social media management, our paid site management, 134 00:05:46.160 --> 00:05:49.480 just creating content on a daily or you know, any 135 00:05:49.480 --> 00:05:51.959 of those things, and all of us have more than 136 00:05:52.000 --> 00:05:55.600 just only fans. You know, we work several sites when 137 00:05:55.600 --> 00:05:57.399 people ask me and I'm like, okay, well which site 138 00:05:57.399 --> 00:05:59.079 do you meet? And then I'll just give a me 139 00:05:59.120 --> 00:05:59.759 laundry list. 140 00:06:00.120 --> 00:06:02.000 I think like the pandemic was the first thing. I 141 00:06:02.000 --> 00:06:04.680 think we're like with sex worts are like, oh, OnlyFans, 142 00:06:04.720 --> 00:06:07.519 like like like it's a label. It's like you do 143 00:06:07.639 --> 00:06:10.680 realize that only fans we made it that popular, But 144 00:06:10.720 --> 00:06:13.319 not only did we have other things prior to only fans, 145 00:06:13.399 --> 00:06:15.240 And we also have our own websites, we have our 146 00:06:15.279 --> 00:06:17.519 own things, products, we have our own whatever thing. So 147 00:06:17.560 --> 00:06:20.399 I think it's just funny how it gets kind of 148 00:06:20.399 --> 00:06:22.639 like put into a little little box and I'm like 149 00:06:23.160 --> 00:06:25.560 I don't like being in boxes, and like I like 150 00:06:25.600 --> 00:06:28.199 to break those things, barriers down them, like there's such 151 00:06:28.199 --> 00:06:30.040 a place. But with that also being said too, it 152 00:06:30.040 --> 00:06:32.279 was a stigma of like there's so many people that 153 00:06:32.399 --> 00:06:35.759 invites OnlyFans to have this platform, where at first I 154 00:06:35.839 --> 00:06:37.959 kind of was like, oh, like hateful because I'm like 155 00:06:38.000 --> 00:06:41.439 this was because of porn made this, which isn't true, 156 00:06:41.560 --> 00:06:43.839 And it was a thing that got broken down of 157 00:06:43.879 --> 00:06:45.920 having more guests on my show and talking to them 158 00:06:45.920 --> 00:06:48.000 about what their platform meant and what was cool. 159 00:06:48.040 --> 00:06:49.720 What I've noticed was more about. 160 00:06:49.439 --> 00:06:52.360 The creator side and of knowing that everyone has their 161 00:06:52.360 --> 00:06:54.959 own lane. If it's because we like podcasts, it's because 162 00:06:54.959 --> 00:06:58.040 we like, you know, showing workout videos, or if we 163 00:06:58.160 --> 00:07:01.759 like doing cooking or whatever. Like, everyone has our own lane. 164 00:07:02.160 --> 00:07:04.279 As long as you stay true to your brand, then 165 00:07:04.560 --> 00:07:06.600 good on you. Like it's good, it's what it is. 166 00:07:06.639 --> 00:07:08.240 It's like I think like when we start to pick 167 00:07:08.279 --> 00:07:11.120 apart people is when it's like, but why, we're all 168 00:07:11.160 --> 00:07:13.920 really in this game together and there's so much money 169 00:07:13.959 --> 00:07:16.120 to be made that it's like really you could really 170 00:07:16.600 --> 00:07:18.360 it doesn't matter. So I feel like me now like 171 00:07:18.399 --> 00:07:20.680 the last like five years of my life has just 172 00:07:20.720 --> 00:07:22.360 been like why act. 173 00:07:22.240 --> 00:07:23.720 Like it's not that it was ever. 174 00:07:23.680 --> 00:07:26.959 Competition, but it's like, uh, like someone's taking away something 175 00:07:27.000 --> 00:07:28.920 from me. Where it's like knowledge is power. I'd rather 176 00:07:29.040 --> 00:07:32.079 be more knowledge when spread my knowledge other than being like, 177 00:07:32.079 --> 00:07:32.920 well nobody helps me. 178 00:07:33.360 --> 00:07:35.879 Yeah, oh absolutely, yeah, yeah yeah. It's always been that 179 00:07:35.920 --> 00:07:37.920 way since I've been in the industry, though. I like 180 00:07:37.920 --> 00:07:39.120 when I got in there are a lot of people 181 00:07:39.120 --> 00:07:41.800 helping me out and just helping me along with a 182 00:07:41.839 --> 00:07:44.279 business part of it, and we share a lot of information. 183 00:07:44.759 --> 00:07:46.480 Like when Shari and I go and we go do 184 00:07:46.600 --> 00:07:48.519 vacations together and stuff like that. We share a lot 185 00:07:48.560 --> 00:07:50.959 of information. She knows how to you know, edit and 186 00:07:51.000 --> 00:07:52.720 do these other things that maybe I don't know how 187 00:07:52.759 --> 00:07:53.040 to do. 188 00:07:53.120 --> 00:07:55.680 So we share all that And how would you say 189 00:07:55.800 --> 00:07:58.480 it is like some like big people that you either 190 00:07:58.519 --> 00:08:00.279 looked up or helped you along your way you said, 191 00:08:00.279 --> 00:08:02.519 like people talking to you whatever, because like not that 192 00:08:02.720 --> 00:08:05.600 wasn't always and it's an also unique thing. Or I 193 00:08:05.600 --> 00:08:07.879 feel like when I started, it was like people, you 194 00:08:07.920 --> 00:08:09.680 hold your secrets, no one tells you anything. 195 00:08:09.800 --> 00:08:12.480 You're like, oh, you're good, but no one says me. 196 00:08:13.360 --> 00:08:15.839 Well, I think it's both definitely. But when I got in, 197 00:08:15.879 --> 00:08:18.639 I was in Bangbros. And this is like Miami twenty ten. 198 00:08:19.519 --> 00:08:21.600 Rachel Starr actually took me under her wing for a 199 00:08:21.639 --> 00:08:25.199 long time and just kind of really showed me the 200 00:08:25.279 --> 00:08:28.480 business sense of a lot of stuff and kind of 201 00:08:28.519 --> 00:08:31.120 set me forth in that pathway, which I think definitely 202 00:08:31.120 --> 00:08:32.240 helped me out in the long run. 203 00:08:32.519 --> 00:08:34.840 Awesome, that's good though I always feel like, again, it's 204 00:08:34.879 --> 00:08:38.600 like not that I think women sometimes it's like we 205 00:08:38.679 --> 00:08:40.720 forget that we're all on the same side. It's like 206 00:08:40.759 --> 00:08:43.039 we have like so many targets on our backs because 207 00:08:43.039 --> 00:08:44.639 the we're women, but the adult industry and all these 208 00:08:44.679 --> 00:08:47.000 sex like worker things. Like the more that we like 209 00:08:47.080 --> 00:08:49.919 thrive together, the more that we can accomplish, and not 210 00:08:49.960 --> 00:08:51.799 that we can't accomplish things on our own, but it's 211 00:08:51.840 --> 00:08:54.399 like I think that any numbers is powerful. 212 00:08:54.840 --> 00:08:56.000 Oh definitely, yeah. 213 00:08:56.039 --> 00:08:58.960 Yeah. Describe something that is exciting in your. 214 00:08:58.840 --> 00:08:59.480 Life right now. 215 00:09:00.799 --> 00:09:02.960 There are so many exciting things in my life right now, 216 00:09:03.039 --> 00:09:05.960 all about it. I just really love where my life 217 00:09:06.039 --> 00:09:09.879 is headed. I mean, I think with uh, you know, 218 00:09:09.919 --> 00:09:12.240 with the power of having la fans in our hands 219 00:09:12.240 --> 00:09:14.399 and the amount of money that we're all able to 220 00:09:14.440 --> 00:09:19.000 make with that leads to really living the life that 221 00:09:19.039 --> 00:09:22.679 you dream and hope for and want. So that's pretty exciting. 222 00:09:22.320 --> 00:09:24.080 And it's all and just a financial independence. 223 00:09:24.159 --> 00:09:26.840 Yeah, that financial independence. I love making money. I love 224 00:09:26.840 --> 00:09:28.679 paying my bills. I love being able to create like 225 00:09:29.000 --> 00:09:31.440 these awesome vacations to Cabo or wherever. 226 00:09:31.639 --> 00:09:33.440 What if you do prior to porn. 227 00:09:34.320 --> 00:09:38.600 I jeeze, I was a patent paralegal. I did litigation, 228 00:09:38.679 --> 00:09:42.000 consulting and research. Yeah, I did that. 229 00:09:42.080 --> 00:09:43.639 So how kind of how did you kind of like 230 00:09:43.720 --> 00:09:45.799 find your way into the industry. 231 00:09:45.879 --> 00:09:48.080 I answered to craigslist ad in Miami, Florida. 232 00:09:48.519 --> 00:09:50.679 Okay, was this Craigslist? 233 00:09:50.879 --> 00:09:53.639 Was this ad? And what were you answering too? 234 00:09:54.440 --> 00:09:56.879 I hold on. I quit everything because I couldn't stand 235 00:09:56.879 --> 00:09:58.320 the rat race of a nine to five and I 236 00:09:58.360 --> 00:10:01.639 was like, this is driving me insane. So I quit everything. 237 00:10:01.879 --> 00:10:03.519 I had some time off and I was hired. 238 00:10:03.559 --> 00:10:06.360 To you answering this this prior to answer it, you're 239 00:10:06.440 --> 00:10:09.039 just like, ouck it, I want to talk about anything. 240 00:10:09.120 --> 00:10:12.240 I just changed my life. Yeah, so I knew I 241 00:10:12.279 --> 00:10:13.679 was going to just change my life. I just didn't 242 00:10:13.720 --> 00:10:14.919 know what I was going to do. And I just 243 00:10:14.960 --> 00:10:17.360 want to control over how I spent my time. Hence 244 00:10:17.879 --> 00:10:20.360 why this industry is so great, because once you can 245 00:10:20.399 --> 00:10:24.159 control your time, dude, you can't decide how your day goes. Period. 246 00:10:24.200 --> 00:10:25.080 And it's a bad thing. 247 00:10:25.759 --> 00:10:28.480 Yeah, it could if you're motivated and you're ambitious and 248 00:10:28.519 --> 00:10:31.799 you realize the time that you put in is quite often. 249 00:10:31.879 --> 00:10:34.919 I always could be hired, but I definitely fire myself 250 00:10:34.919 --> 00:10:35.679 at least five times. 251 00:10:35.879 --> 00:10:37.720 I think it's good to fire yourself once in a while, 252 00:10:37.799 --> 00:10:41.120 you know, I think it's absolutely But you know, I 253 00:10:41.159 --> 00:10:43.519 just hold off and quit everything I got. I can't 254 00:10:43.559 --> 00:10:46.879 remember whose Craigslist it was the particular guy, but what 255 00:10:46.919 --> 00:10:50.159 was it? But it was for Dancing Bear at Bangbroska 256 00:10:50.360 --> 00:10:53.159 and I went down there especially, So does. 257 00:10:53.039 --> 00:10:55.480 That mean just naked or was this for a sight? 258 00:10:55.559 --> 00:10:58.039 Because that's so it's it's for a dancing Bear the 259 00:10:58.120 --> 00:11:00.639 site and they were going through a like a I 260 00:11:00.679 --> 00:11:02.159 was just supposed to be an extra, but they went 261 00:11:02.200 --> 00:11:04.080 through like a laundry list of things that you could do, 262 00:11:04.159 --> 00:11:06.399 like show your tits, kiss your friend. They were only 263 00:11:06.399 --> 00:11:08.159 going to blowjob that day, and You're like, who wants 264 00:11:08.159 --> 00:11:09.480 to do a blowjob? And I was like, I could 265 00:11:09.480 --> 00:11:11.440 make that want a blowjob. I didn't even think twice 266 00:11:11.440 --> 00:11:13.399 about it. I was like, fuck yeah, because by this 267 00:11:13.440 --> 00:11:16.120 time I was already in my thirties, already check in 268 00:11:16.159 --> 00:11:19.720 with anybody. Yeah, okay, I was single, and I was 269 00:11:19.799 --> 00:11:21.480 like on my own doing my own ship. So it 270 00:11:21.480 --> 00:11:23.559 wasn't like I had to check in with anybody. I'm 271 00:11:23.799 --> 00:11:24.840 I'm in, I'm doing it. 272 00:11:24.879 --> 00:11:28.120 I love. This is my personal life without a fucking interference. 273 00:11:28.159 --> 00:11:30.039 But Dancing Bear here, I come. 274 00:11:29.919 --> 00:11:31.960 Here, I come, I'm gonna do this. And also I 275 00:11:32.000 --> 00:11:33.919 knew what dancing Bear was because I've watched it. I'm 276 00:11:33.960 --> 00:11:35.960 a big porn watcher anyway. I was just pretty spared 277 00:11:36.080 --> 00:11:39.039 love side a right, and I was like, this is 278 00:11:39.039 --> 00:11:41.039 fucking cool. Got to my turn and all. 279 00:11:41.000 --> 00:11:43.240 I go off to Dancing Bear before you were on it. 280 00:11:43.399 --> 00:11:45.320 Yeah, I did absolutely exciting. 281 00:11:45.559 --> 00:11:48.080 I did all right, Okay. 282 00:11:47.360 --> 00:11:50.799 I certainly did. And all I knew is that I 283 00:11:50.879 --> 00:11:52.919 was like, Okay, it's my turn. Don't take as long 284 00:11:52.960 --> 00:11:55.480 as the person before me. Just do a really good 285 00:11:55.559 --> 00:11:57.720 job and remember all the dicks sucking that you've watched 286 00:11:57.720 --> 00:11:58.519 im porn before. 287 00:11:59.600 --> 00:12:02.679 You're like, I'm just triathlons of all things, and you're 288 00:12:02.720 --> 00:12:03.919 like you got this. 289 00:12:04.320 --> 00:12:06.759 I was like all the talk and I got reallyated 290 00:12:06.759 --> 00:12:09.039 and then I actually didn't get nervous until the dick 291 00:12:09.080 --> 00:12:10.759 was in my face and I was like, okay, now's 292 00:12:10.799 --> 00:12:13.279 the time, and then I just went for it. Yeah. 293 00:12:13.320 --> 00:12:15.399 It was good size, it was nice, it was fun, 294 00:12:15.480 --> 00:12:17.799 all right, made him come. I loved it, was all 295 00:12:17.840 --> 00:12:19.960 over my face, really got into it. The next thing 296 00:12:20.000 --> 00:12:21.480 I knew, I was booked for my boy girl the 297 00:12:21.519 --> 00:12:21.960 next day. 298 00:12:23.960 --> 00:12:27.080 How easy was that? Persuasions after like, You're like when 299 00:12:27.080 --> 00:12:29.679 did someone could bring you aside? And was like can 300 00:12:29.720 --> 00:12:31.759 we like when you do your exit, They're like do 301 00:12:31.840 --> 00:12:34.600 you consent? Absolutely? What day is it fucking whatever on 302 00:12:34.600 --> 00:12:37.039 the magazine that they're giving me, And I like, so 303 00:12:37.039 --> 00:12:39.000 we're exciting for a boy girl absolutely too. 304 00:12:39.240 --> 00:12:39.440 Yeah. 305 00:12:40.080 --> 00:12:42.240 Was it that quick of like a transition or were 306 00:12:42.320 --> 00:12:42.639 I just. 307 00:12:42.679 --> 00:12:44.919 Like, sign out you want to do a boy girl 308 00:12:44.919 --> 00:12:46.480 the next day? I was like, yeah, of course, okay, 309 00:12:46.559 --> 00:12:47.120 let's get this time. 310 00:12:47.240 --> 00:12:51.080 What made that leap come so fluidly that you didn't 311 00:12:51.080 --> 00:12:53.320 even think twice? Just because of where you were in 312 00:12:53.360 --> 00:12:55.360 your life and you were in the big change moment 313 00:12:55.399 --> 00:12:57.519 where you're like something needs to change. 314 00:12:57.600 --> 00:12:59.360 I was like, yeah, I was in the mood to change. 315 00:12:59.399 --> 00:13:01.200 I was good mind. I was like this is fun. 316 00:13:01.200 --> 00:13:03.279 I like to fuck and this is awesome. 317 00:13:03.480 --> 00:13:06.679 Were in your personal life prior to were you very 318 00:13:06.720 --> 00:13:09.799 sexually active or were you just active, like sexually with 319 00:13:09.840 --> 00:13:12.200 the part because some people were just like monogamous like 320 00:13:12.279 --> 00:13:14.279 daters and they're just like sex really very sexual with 321 00:13:14.320 --> 00:13:16.840 that person, or you're just out there doing your. 322 00:13:16.720 --> 00:13:19.360 Thing, out there doing my thing. I've had a few, 323 00:13:19.399 --> 00:13:22.440 you know, I've had monogamous relationships, and I've had times 324 00:13:22.480 --> 00:13:24.240 and like spaces in between where I was and a 325 00:13:24.240 --> 00:13:27.720 monogamous at all. And I just like, I've always liked sex. 326 00:13:27.759 --> 00:13:29.639 I've always been a free spirit when it comes to it. 327 00:13:29.720 --> 00:13:32.440 I like watching, I like participating and like egging get on. 328 00:13:32.519 --> 00:13:34.679 I like bring all different parts and hands in it. Right, 329 00:13:35.960 --> 00:13:39.240 So it was like, yeah, I didn't put much thought. 330 00:13:39.240 --> 00:13:41.159 It wasn't like I sat down and like discussed this 331 00:13:41.320 --> 00:13:42.720 or thought about it or anything. 332 00:13:42.840 --> 00:13:45.480 I back, what did it? But that's me sometimes, I 333 00:13:45.519 --> 00:13:48.639 think is more on your path of what your journey 334 00:13:48.679 --> 00:13:51.240 is is because if you didn't want to, then you 335 00:13:51.279 --> 00:13:52.919 would have a hard note, right, and yeah, I would 336 00:13:52.919 --> 00:13:54.559 be like but then like because it was so easy, 337 00:13:54.639 --> 00:13:57.159 like yeah, why not? You know, I'm very similar into 338 00:13:57.159 --> 00:13:58.080 the thing. I was just like I didn't know what 339 00:13:58.080 --> 00:13:59.600 I was getting myself into. But that I was like, 340 00:13:59.720 --> 00:14:01.000 I love all of love it. 341 00:14:01.039 --> 00:14:02.399 And then why did am I gonna say? 342 00:14:02.440 --> 00:14:03.000 No? It was. 343 00:14:05.840 --> 00:14:08.679 Getting great, dick, there's pussy. I was like, Okay, this 344 00:14:08.759 --> 00:14:11.000 is fucking awesome, and I'm getting paid to do this 345 00:14:11.200 --> 00:14:13.919 and I can like, I mean, it was just it 346 00:14:13.919 --> 00:14:15.799 wasn't like, you know, for you know, I was in 347 00:14:15.840 --> 00:14:18.519 the military. I had office fucking job, so it was 348 00:14:18.600 --> 00:14:21.600 like I didn't have a ceiling salary. I was in 349 00:14:21.639 --> 00:14:23.679 control of the own, like I can decide what days 350 00:14:23.720 --> 00:14:25.840 I worked and when I was available, I knew how 351 00:14:25.919 --> 00:14:28.360 much I was getting paid. It was fucking great. And 352 00:14:28.399 --> 00:14:31.080 then camming was started to come about around that time too, 353 00:14:31.720 --> 00:14:34.279 so they had like Bangros had like Bangbros secretary, and 354 00:14:34.360 --> 00:14:35.799 I remember back in the day it was like getting 355 00:14:35.799 --> 00:14:37.919 paid twenty dollars an hour compared to what you know 356 00:14:38.120 --> 00:14:40.279 cam girls get paid now or if anytime we jump 357 00:14:40.360 --> 00:14:45.000 on right, So all the stuff maybe so independent financially 358 00:14:45.519 --> 00:14:48.080 and maybe so independent with my time. I was like, 359 00:14:48.200 --> 00:14:52.039 I'm not turning back. This is fucking great. I feel beautiful, 360 00:14:52.080 --> 00:14:54.759 I'm getting told I'm beautiful. It was a huge boost 361 00:14:54.840 --> 00:14:57.919 in my confidence. You know, now I'm having sex with 362 00:14:57.960 --> 00:14:59.799 bright lights on, you know what I mean, Like I 363 00:14:59.799 --> 00:15:03.960 had with all of that, and it just made me comfortable. 364 00:15:04.720 --> 00:15:07.440 It definitely made me more into an entrepreneur. Gave me 365 00:15:07.480 --> 00:15:12.120 a lot of empowerment as a female. Like what I 366 00:15:12.120 --> 00:15:14.480 said goes, you know in a sense, And I've always 367 00:15:14.519 --> 00:15:15.519 just kind of taken that. 368 00:15:16.039 --> 00:15:17.960 And that's important because I always feel like to a 369 00:15:18.000 --> 00:15:19.879 lot of people, like the stigmas of like, oh, you 370 00:15:19.960 --> 00:15:22.159 do porn, like they try to shame us and this whatever. 371 00:15:22.200 --> 00:15:24.759 It's like, it's a lot more empowering than you think. 372 00:15:24.919 --> 00:15:28.600 Oh, I would empowered to take everything we do from 373 00:15:28.639 --> 00:15:30.679 the time that we signed up to we have the 374 00:15:30.840 --> 00:15:33.159 yes list, we have the no list, we have a 375 00:15:33.200 --> 00:15:34.159 whatever fucking list. 376 00:15:34.240 --> 00:15:37.240 You really fucking really really want, you can do it. 377 00:15:37.320 --> 00:15:38.519 But that's why I think a lot of people think 378 00:15:38.519 --> 00:15:41.000 they're like, oh they I think they almost sometimes like 379 00:15:41.039 --> 00:15:43.200 it's old school where they gets like pimpish, where it's 380 00:15:43.240 --> 00:15:44.799 like it's not really like that. 381 00:15:44.879 --> 00:15:46.879 It's like, for me, it's like I found. 382 00:15:46.919 --> 00:15:51.000 Who I was as a sexual like female, like growing 383 00:15:51.039 --> 00:15:53.879 into that was because porn gave me a safe space 384 00:15:54.399 --> 00:15:56.519 to do all the sexual things I would have done 385 00:15:56.679 --> 00:15:59.799 outside of porn, but in a safe and healthy environment, 386 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:02.480 or I could do it and figure out things, learn 387 00:16:02.559 --> 00:16:05.279 things from people, see things. Whatever. Is because when we 388 00:16:05.320 --> 00:16:08.200 find it like my end community, then you get more 389 00:16:08.240 --> 00:16:10.799 intrigued and tuned to things and feel comfortable to like 390 00:16:10.840 --> 00:16:12.679 go a little bit more or expand a little bit more, 391 00:16:12.720 --> 00:16:15.759 where before you were like, uh, you're too freaky, Oh 392 00:16:15.840 --> 00:16:18.039 you're this, and you're like, no, I'm not. There's someone 393 00:16:18.039 --> 00:16:20.080 out there that's gonna love all this freaking and I 394 00:16:20.120 --> 00:16:22.200 mean like it's exactly and that's why, like with porn, 395 00:16:22.240 --> 00:16:24.840 it was like, oh they get me, they get what 396 00:16:24.879 --> 00:16:27.240 it is. There's no judgment, like yeah, I mean we 397 00:16:27.360 --> 00:16:29.559 not fuck the same, we don't look the same or whatever, 398 00:16:29.639 --> 00:16:31.799 but what the core of like we don't have a 399 00:16:31.879 --> 00:16:35.960 shame on sex or sexuality or what that means to us, 400 00:16:36.000 --> 00:16:37.759 and it doesn't limit have limitations. 401 00:16:38.080 --> 00:16:41.200