1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:03,040 Speaker 1: What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the 2 00:00:03,080 --> 00:00:06,240 Epstein Chronicles. I've had a lot of people ask me 3 00:00:06,280 --> 00:00:10,960 about Virginia's memoir, The Billionaire's Playboy Club, and it's certainly 4 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:13,800 available out there as part of the court documents for 5 00:00:13,880 --> 00:00:17,039 anybody who wants to take a look. So I figure 6 00:00:17,079 --> 00:00:19,000 we might as well get this bad boy added to 7 00:00:19,039 --> 00:00:22,160 the catalog as well. That way you can hear from 8 00:00:22,239 --> 00:00:25,199 Virginia herself what she had to say. So I'll keep 9 00:00:25,199 --> 00:00:29,039 my ranting short and we'll just dive in The Billionaires 10 00:00:29,280 --> 00:00:34,439 Playboy Club by Virginia Roberts. To my true love Robbie, 11 00:00:34,479 --> 00:00:36,600 who believes in me every step of the way, and 12 00:00:36,640 --> 00:00:42,240 to all my children, you are my very inspirations. Chapter one. 13 00:00:42,320 --> 00:00:45,439 Every single person in this shared world together has a 14 00:00:45,560 --> 00:00:48,640 unique story of his or her own to tell. This 15 00:00:48,679 --> 00:00:52,039 one is mine. It was coming up on my third 16 00:00:52,119 --> 00:00:54,840 night camping out at Miami Beach in the summer of 17 00:00:54,880 --> 00:00:58,280 nineteen ninety seven. I was thirteen years old and hiding 18 00:00:58,280 --> 00:01:01,679 from a world full of hurt. Sitting on the shoreline 19 00:01:01,719 --> 00:01:04,799 for hours watching the sunset fall deeper into the horizon, 20 00:01:05,280 --> 00:01:08,200 my eyes were glazed over with tears, not from being 21 00:01:08,239 --> 00:01:11,959 wind whipped by the rough sea breeze, but from reflecting 22 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:14,760 on the abuse I encountered as a young girl, and 23 00:01:14,799 --> 00:01:16,879 how everyone in my life who was supposed to be 24 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:20,319 there for me had turned their backs on me in abandonment. 25 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:24,120 My fears crept up, and the excitement of escaping all 26 00:01:24,159 --> 00:01:27,959 of them faded. Now realizing how alone I really was 27 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:31,719 now and for the hunger that was painting my belly 28 00:01:32,519 --> 00:01:35,400 at this point, with nowhere to go and only time 29 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:37,879 to waste, I wiped the tears from my eyes and 30 00:01:37,920 --> 00:01:40,799 set out to find an empathetic person that I could 31 00:01:40,799 --> 00:01:44,359 manage to get dinner money from. If not, it wouldn't 32 00:01:44,359 --> 00:01:46,480 have been the first time I had gone hungry for 33 00:01:46,519 --> 00:01:49,319 the night. I walked to the nearest bus stop and 34 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:52,480 asked a handful of people for any spare change, none 35 00:01:52,480 --> 00:01:55,079 of whom that could help me. Sitting down on a 36 00:01:55,120 --> 00:01:58,760 nearby curb, disappointed in grief of my current state, I 37 00:01:58,840 --> 00:02:01,239 put my head into my knees and began to sob. 38 00:02:02,359 --> 00:02:05,239 Out of nowhere, it seemed, a black stretch limousine turned 39 00:02:05,239 --> 00:02:07,640 the corner and stopped in front of the curb where 40 00:02:07,640 --> 00:02:10,719 I had been hopelessly lost. The back door opened to 41 00:02:10,759 --> 00:02:14,000 reveal a heavy weight and balding old man with a big, 42 00:02:14,080 --> 00:02:18,039 cheesy smile. Neatly dressed in black trousers and a collared shirt. 43 00:02:18,280 --> 00:02:20,639 He was sitting next to a striking young blonde girl, 44 00:02:20,960 --> 00:02:24,800 dropped dead beautiful and dressed in a foxy red mini dress. 45 00:02:25,080 --> 00:02:27,360 She looked like a model just stepping off the runway. 46 00:02:28,360 --> 00:02:31,800 Their smiles greeted me warmly, and he kindly asked, what 47 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:35,240 is such a sweet little girl like you doing sitting 48 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:38,639 alone on the street, looking so upset. Shocked from this 49 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:43,039 stranger's concern, I was hesitant in telling him the truth. Reluctantly, 50 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:45,360 I decided to tell him that I was a runaway, 51 00:02:45,759 --> 00:02:49,159 not from around here, and really hungry, hoping at most 52 00:02:49,319 --> 00:02:52,120 I would get some money for food from him. He 53 00:02:52,199 --> 00:02:55,680 instantly displayed a chilling excitement and offered me to come 54 00:02:55,719 --> 00:02:59,039 into his car so we could talk some more. That 55 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:01,400 should have been my first to get out of there quick, 56 00:03:01,599 --> 00:03:04,039 but with nowhere to go and so naive, I didn't 57 00:03:04,080 --> 00:03:07,039 realize how much worse it could get. Setting foot into 58 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:09,919 that limo, I made my first entrance into a world 59 00:03:10,080 --> 00:03:13,319 that would entrap me for many years to come. He 60 00:03:13,360 --> 00:03:17,560 introduced himself immediately as Ron Eppinger, a businessman and owner 61 00:03:17,560 --> 00:03:21,479 of a successful modeling agency call Perfect ten, flaunting is 62 00:03:21,680 --> 00:03:24,680 oozing wealth by introducing one of his many girlfriends. The 63 00:03:24,719 --> 00:03:27,560 beauty next to him was Yanna, a supposed model from 64 00:03:27,599 --> 00:03:29,960 the Czech Republic who looked like she could be in 65 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:32,439 her early twenties with the heavy load of makeup that 66 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:35,280 she was wearing, but really was in her late teens. 67 00:03:35,759 --> 00:03:38,080 She kissed me on both cheeks and politely said hello 68 00:03:38,400 --> 00:03:41,159 in a thick check accent, making me feel a little 69 00:03:41,159 --> 00:03:44,680 more at ease. Convinced it couldn't be that bad. There 70 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:47,159 was another girl in the car, right, I couldn't be 71 00:03:47,199 --> 00:03:50,479 more wrong. What he didn't tell me to begin with 72 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:53,520 was that his modeling agency was only posing for an 73 00:03:53,599 --> 00:03:56,479 undercover trade. By the time I found out, I thought 74 00:03:56,479 --> 00:03:59,439 it was too late to run. His business was really 75 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:03,240 in a lead immigrant trafficking ring of young women, mostly 76 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:06,599 consisting of underage girls, that he was using his escorts 77 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:10,960 to make them uber rich. Only available to a selective clientele, 78 00:04:11,240 --> 00:04:14,919 costing them anywhere from one thousand dollars and over per 79 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:18,120 hour of erotic entertainment, the girls were trained to fulfill 80 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:21,480 every sexual desire asked of them. No matter how bizarre 81 00:04:21,519 --> 00:04:24,879 the request might be, the high paid escorts for Ron's 82 00:04:24,879 --> 00:04:29,360 super rich clientele, such as Yana and many other charismatic beauties, 83 00:04:29,560 --> 00:04:33,279 would only benefit a fraction of their earnings for themselves, 84 00:04:33,600 --> 00:04:37,079 Ron reaping the majority of the financial rewards, and being 85 00:04:37,319 --> 00:04:40,040 they were all illegal immigrants, they were further trapped by 86 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:44,800 his enslavement. I proceeded to introduce myself besides what he 87 00:04:44,879 --> 00:04:47,439 found out about me on the curb side, telling them 88 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:49,680 my name and a little bit about how I ended 89 00:04:49,720 --> 00:04:52,319 up on the streets, explaining that I could take care 90 00:04:52,319 --> 00:04:55,160 of myself and didn't need my family or anyone to 91 00:04:55,199 --> 00:04:58,399 look after me anymore. Looking back later in life, I 92 00:04:58,399 --> 00:05:01,800 can now admit I was a terrible state, but being 93 00:05:01,839 --> 00:05:05,199 such a headstrong teenager, I refuse to give in. He 94 00:05:05,240 --> 00:05:07,319 asked my age, and I told him I was sixteen. 95 00:05:07,360 --> 00:05:10,839 At first, he coally replied, are you sure I think 96 00:05:10,839 --> 00:05:13,199 you could be telling me a fibb? How old are 97 00:05:13,199 --> 00:05:16,720 you really? I won't be mad. Being a terrible liar, 98 00:05:16,959 --> 00:05:19,439 I knew I had been caught and couldn't deny it 99 00:05:19,439 --> 00:05:22,199 any further. I told him the truth and he chuckled, 100 00:05:22,199 --> 00:05:26,399 then paused and answered in a very serious tone, as 101 00:05:26,439 --> 00:05:28,480 long as you never lie to me again, I will 102 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:31,800 take you in right away. I pondered to myself, what 103 00:05:31,839 --> 00:05:34,759 did he mean. He gave the driver the location of 104 00:05:34,800 --> 00:05:38,120 our destination and rolled the middle window back up to 105 00:05:38,319 --> 00:05:40,519 then tell me a story of how his daughter had 106 00:05:40,519 --> 00:05:43,600 passed away seven years ago from a horrific car accident 107 00:05:43,920 --> 00:05:46,519 in which four other teens were killed, and he has 108 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:49,240 never gotten over it. And then unfortunately a bit of 109 00:05:49,279 --> 00:05:51,399 this is cut off here, so it picks back up 110 00:05:51,920 --> 00:05:56,360 right here. Of life was just mind blowing to me 111 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:59,639 to even comprehend at first, with such a new outlook 112 00:05:59,639 --> 00:06:02,519 of the world, world to try and grasp at my 113 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,360 young age. I was just listening to every word spoken 114 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:07,920 to me with such attentiveness. I was going to try 115 00:06:07,920 --> 00:06:10,879 and model what I was observing from the girls. I 116 00:06:11,160 --> 00:06:13,879 justified their way of thinking in my head for now, 117 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:16,800 thinking if all these girls seem happy enough, why couldn't 118 00:06:16,800 --> 00:06:19,839 I try to be? It was this or the streets 119 00:06:19,839 --> 00:06:22,720 for me. Ron came back for me not long after 120 00:06:22,879 --> 00:06:25,319 our conversation got out of hand and took me to 121 00:06:25,399 --> 00:06:28,160 the bathroom down the hall. He opened the tap and 122 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:30,959 filled a small plastic cup with water and handed me 123 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:34,519 two small blue oval pills, telling me to take them 124 00:06:34,519 --> 00:06:37,160 both as they would help me relax a little bit. 125 00:06:38,600 --> 00:06:41,519 I swallowed the pills, just following his orders. I put 126 00:06:41,560 --> 00:06:43,879 the cup on the countertop and turned back around to 127 00:06:43,920 --> 00:06:46,800 face them, backing me up against the wall and now 128 00:06:46,920 --> 00:06:50,439 cornered by this large man, I felt slithering hands began 129 00:06:50,439 --> 00:06:54,120 to creep under my shirt, writhing my skin. I closed 130 00:06:54,120 --> 00:06:56,120 my eyes tightly and turned my head away from him, 131 00:06:57,680 --> 00:07:00,000 hoping that he would take my actions as a sign 132 00:07:00,040 --> 00:07:03,920 kind of being extremely uncomfortable. But that wouldn't bother him 133 00:07:04,120 --> 00:07:06,959 at all. He was half enjoying my reaction from the 134 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:11,560 smug look on his face, and persisted through it, continuing 135 00:07:11,560 --> 00:07:13,839 to undress my clothes. He said he wanted to look 136 00:07:13,879 --> 00:07:16,839 me over and clean me up. It was so humiliating 137 00:07:16,920 --> 00:07:19,759 having to expose myself to this aging man, and now 138 00:07:19,800 --> 00:07:21,600 I knew he was going to end up with his 139 00:07:21,680 --> 00:07:25,160 hands and whatever else all over me all too soon. 140 00:07:25,240 --> 00:07:27,800 I hated to be right. As I stood naked before 141 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:30,560 his widened eyes, he told me you're a hairy bugger. 142 00:07:30,759 --> 00:07:33,319 I'll have to shave you right up, young lady. And 143 00:07:33,439 --> 00:07:36,240 I didn't know he wasn't just talking about my legs. 144 00:07:36,680 --> 00:07:40,199 Standing with my legs wide apart while this man coaxed 145 00:07:40,240 --> 00:07:43,079 me through the entire ordeal of shaving his hands made 146 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:45,839 me feel so dirty. Have I lost my mind? I 147 00:07:45,879 --> 00:07:48,680 thought to myself. But I had to play nice until 148 00:07:48,680 --> 00:07:51,519 I had an opportunity to get away. This was not 149 00:07:51,600 --> 00:07:53,279 as fun as the girls made it out to be. 150 00:07:53,319 --> 00:07:56,720 After all, this was utterly disgusting. I had no idea 151 00:07:56,839 --> 00:07:58,959 what was going to happen next with this guy, and 152 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:01,959 due to whatever pharmaceuticals he gave me, I still don't 153 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:05,000 know to this day. Waking up the next morning, my 154 00:08:05,079 --> 00:08:08,439 head was pounding and in an agonizing thumping pain, and 155 00:08:08,519 --> 00:08:12,199 I was so thirsty. The satin sheets thankfully covered my body, 156 00:08:12,680 --> 00:08:15,120 which was still nude from the night before, and I 157 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:18,120 could hear hush voices standing over the bed where I 158 00:08:18,199 --> 00:08:22,120 was pretending to still be asleep, listening in on their conversations. 159 00:08:22,160 --> 00:08:24,879 I kept my eyes shut. I knew Ron's voice from 160 00:08:24,920 --> 00:08:27,839 two of the men, but not recognizing the other guys. 161 00:08:28,120 --> 00:08:31,600 I just stayed quiet, hoping he'd soon leave. Ron was 162 00:08:31,639 --> 00:08:34,279 telling the other man what atrocities he got up to 163 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:36,440 the night before with me, and I heard him say, 164 00:08:36,840 --> 00:08:39,600 doesn't she even look like an angel the way she sleeps? 165 00:08:40,440 --> 00:08:43,679 She's my own little angel, he exclaimed proudly. I opened 166 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:46,519 my eyes and rolled over to face them, both, having 167 00:08:46,519 --> 00:08:49,039 to wrap the sheets around my body, really not knowing 168 00:08:49,039 --> 00:08:51,799 what to say except good morning in a blushful tone. 169 00:08:52,279 --> 00:08:55,559 Ron introduced me to his business partner and told me 170 00:08:55,639 --> 00:08:57,960 to get dressed. He had my whole day planned out 171 00:08:57,960 --> 00:09:00,840 for me. Already looked in to get my hair colored 172 00:09:01,039 --> 00:09:03,639 a much lighter tintle blonde, and afterwards a day of 173 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:06,840 shopping with the girls. I was becoming exactly what he 174 00:09:06,919 --> 00:09:10,440 wanted me to be, a carbon copy of the teenage Barbie, 175 00:09:10,799 --> 00:09:14,799 only I wasn't plastic and came with many benefits. Days 176 00:09:14,799 --> 00:09:17,759 turned into weeks being a servant to the sexual desires 177 00:09:18,000 --> 00:09:21,600 of this distorted pervert. I dreamt of escaping, But where 178 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,759 would I go and how would I get away from Ron? 179 00:09:23,919 --> 00:09:28,320 With him controlling my every second of my day, separating 180 00:09:28,320 --> 00:09:31,519 myself from the other girls. Being so uncomfortable with enduring 181 00:09:31,559 --> 00:09:35,360 the everyday occurrences, I was longing for the solitude of 182 00:09:35,399 --> 00:09:38,399 the beach again. They were training me up to be 183 00:09:38,440 --> 00:09:42,000 an escort prodigy or something like that outrageous orgies were 184 00:09:42,039 --> 00:09:45,399 conducted as my lessons, with the girls teaching me all 185 00:09:45,440 --> 00:09:48,080 of their tricks in the game. It was for the 186 00:09:48,159 --> 00:09:51,279 sake of men's perverted fantasies. They didn't get anything from 187 00:09:51,279 --> 00:09:54,919 being sexually exploited and molesting each other except getting paid 188 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:58,440 for it. Everything from oral sex to penetration with toys. 189 00:09:58,679 --> 00:10:01,840 I was expected to not only join in, but even 190 00:10:01,879 --> 00:10:06,080 perform ludicrous acts of hedonism. I was thirteen years old 191 00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:09,159 and had never heard the terminology of these sexual acts before, 192 00:10:09,519 --> 00:10:13,519 and definitely shouldn't have been learning them firsthand. Thrown into 193 00:10:13,600 --> 00:10:15,679 a world to chaos, I didn't know what to do 194 00:10:16,039 --> 00:10:18,879 except be as compliant as possible, even when asked to 195 00:10:18,879 --> 00:10:22,000 do the most degrading tasks. The excitement of the lifestyle 196 00:10:22,159 --> 00:10:24,600 he offered quickly diminished once I had to pay so 197 00:10:24,720 --> 00:10:28,879 dearly for it. The girls that subdued to this lifestyle 198 00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:31,559 and enjoyed it definitely put on a good act. But 199 00:10:31,639 --> 00:10:34,919 no little girl with hopes and dreams of their untainted 200 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:37,559 future turns to our mother and says, one day, I 201 00:10:37,639 --> 00:10:40,960 dream of being a prostitute, passed around from man to man, 202 00:10:41,399 --> 00:10:45,120 only to grow older regretting so much of my life. 203 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:47,360 It was all part of an illusion that Ron painted 204 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:49,720 for us that made it seem so alluring in the 205 00:10:49,759 --> 00:10:54,639 first place. Spending my days with Ron, he took advantage 206 00:10:55,399 --> 00:10:58,799 at every given chance, even in his convertible with the 207 00:10:58,840 --> 00:11:01,120 top down, I would be worse to go topless while 208 00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:03,639 he drove around when asked him. When I asked him 209 00:11:03,639 --> 00:11:06,559 why one day, it was supposedly so I could maintain 210 00:11:07,120 --> 00:11:10,440 an even suntan, but I knew it was his way 211 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:13,320 of showing off his treasures. It was a far cry 212 00:11:13,360 --> 00:11:15,600 from the simple country life I had been raised in, 213 00:11:16,039 --> 00:11:19,440 wearing designer mini skirts and tops that always revealed too much. 214 00:11:19,799 --> 00:11:22,600 Of course, due to Ron and the girls determining everything 215 00:11:22,639 --> 00:11:25,639 I wore, ate, or spoke, we would spend our days 216 00:11:25,919 --> 00:11:29,679 at hair laser clinics, shopping, tanning beds, and eating as 217 00:11:29,720 --> 00:11:34,080 little as possible. Through the nights, we were expected to 218 00:11:34,120 --> 00:11:36,960 become party animals and greet Ron's client tell with the 219 00:11:37,080 --> 00:11:42,399 utmost flirtatious attention and doting as possible. Then, whether we 220 00:11:42,399 --> 00:11:45,120 were out for dinner, at a party or at a club, 221 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:47,679 the men would choose his girl and take her home. 222 00:11:48,279 --> 00:11:50,679 Every girl had a different price, and so did the 223 00:11:50,759 --> 00:11:54,919 charges depending on the various clients, but Ron always kept 224 00:11:54,919 --> 00:11:57,440 me for himself. All right, folks, we're gonna wrap up 225 00:11:57,480 --> 00:12:00,840 part one of chapter one right here and in the 226 00:12:00,879 --> 00:12:03,720 next episode discussing the topic, we're going to pick up 227 00:12:03,799 --> 00:12:07,039 where we left off. All of the information that goes 228 00:12:07,039 --> 00:12:10,120 with this episode can be found in the description box. 229 00:12:10,360 --> 00:12:13,240 What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the 230 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:16,559 Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're going to pick up 231 00:12:16,559 --> 00:12:21,080 where we left off with Virginia Robert's memoir The Billionaires 232 00:12:21,320 --> 00:12:25,480 Playboy Club. I would always dread the end of every night, 233 00:12:25,879 --> 00:12:28,639 fearing what new desires he had in store for the evening. 234 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:31,799 Sometimes he would hurt me and tell me to try 235 00:12:31,799 --> 00:12:34,279 and enjoy it, then do it over and over again 236 00:12:34,519 --> 00:12:37,279 until I give him exactly what he wanted. I always 237 00:12:37,320 --> 00:12:41,039 resisted until I could not know more. He was too 238 00:12:41,080 --> 00:12:44,559 overpowering and relentless at getting the results that he wanted. 239 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:47,679 At other times he could be so gentle and caress 240 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:51,519 my skin, worshiping every inch of my body, all relying 241 00:12:51,639 --> 00:12:55,000 upon what mood he was in. Often, though, he liked 242 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:57,279 to play the teacher role and instruct me on every 243 00:12:57,320 --> 00:13:00,320 motion and explain what would happen when I I did 244 00:13:00,360 --> 00:13:03,159 those certain things to him. No matter what he did 245 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:06,399 to me, I was only disgusted with myself more and more. 246 00:13:06,759 --> 00:13:09,080 I still shudder at the thought of how he used 247 00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:12,720 my body. I turned fourteen in August that same year 248 00:13:12,919 --> 00:13:16,320 and was spending my birthday loaded on a concoction of 249 00:13:16,320 --> 00:13:20,360 pharmaceuticals and alcohol, being generously supplied by the very man 250 00:13:20,559 --> 00:13:23,639 who swore his devotion to caring for my every need. 251 00:13:24,399 --> 00:13:27,600 I didn't even know myself any longer, completely shying away 252 00:13:27,639 --> 00:13:30,200 from the girl I had grown up to be. Until 253 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:33,480 this point. The apartment was empty except for me for 254 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:36,240 the time being, and that was God's own little present 255 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:40,120 for me, some solitude for once, I thought. Pouring myself 256 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:42,840 another drink, I opened the siding glass doors to the 257 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:45,879 balcony and walked to the edge, looking down from the 258 00:13:45,919 --> 00:13:49,120 many stories where Ron's apartment was. I wished myself a 259 00:13:49,120 --> 00:13:52,480 happy birthday out loud, and wondered if my family even 260 00:13:52,559 --> 00:13:56,960 remembered the day's occurrence. Dwelling in my sadness for the 261 00:13:56,960 --> 00:14:00,519 fourteen years of suffering and loneliness I had already endured, 262 00:14:01,120 --> 00:14:04,679 the tears swelled up in my eyes, trickling downwards down 263 00:14:04,759 --> 00:14:09,000 my cheeks. Inside. I felt so trapped, and I began 264 00:14:09,039 --> 00:14:12,200 to entertain the thought of jumping over the edge. It 265 00:14:12,279 --> 00:14:15,120 all seemed so much easier, and the simple blackness that 266 00:14:15,279 --> 00:14:18,080 death had to offer, rather than the tangled mess I 267 00:14:18,159 --> 00:14:20,559 was so tired of fighting to get out of seemed 268 00:14:20,559 --> 00:14:24,159 a much easier approach. Detached from wanting to feel anything, 269 00:14:24,399 --> 00:14:27,480 I became so numb towards my life's on tragedies. I 270 00:14:27,519 --> 00:14:30,240 couldn't live like this any longer. I lifted my bare 271 00:14:30,320 --> 00:14:32,840 legs over the edge of the railing and sat looking 272 00:14:32,960 --> 00:14:35,559 at the ground beneath me, so close to even just 273 00:14:35,600 --> 00:14:38,919 slipping off the edge to my death. I couldn't think 274 00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:41,480 of any reason not to fall. I thought that I 275 00:14:41,519 --> 00:14:44,559 had made too many bad decisions to keep going on. 276 00:14:45,360 --> 00:14:47,720 But some force of a higher nature had other things 277 00:14:47,759 --> 00:14:50,960 in store for me. The sliding door slammed open with 278 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:53,480 a burst of speed, and Ron screwed me up in 279 00:14:53,559 --> 00:14:56,080 his big arms and brought me inside of our bedroom, 280 00:14:56,720 --> 00:14:59,039 laying me down and seeing the look of despair in 281 00:14:59,039 --> 00:15:02,120 my eyes from my tear stained face, he went into 282 00:15:02,159 --> 00:15:06,080 the bathroom cupboard and returned with three pink pills, forcing 283 00:15:06,120 --> 00:15:09,639 me to swallow them. Using the anger tone of his voice. 284 00:15:09,879 --> 00:15:13,039 He thought he was turning my sorrows into a distant dream. 285 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:16,519 As I passed out in the bed, crying myself all 286 00:15:16,559 --> 00:15:18,720 the way to sleep, he didn't even ask me what 287 00:15:18,840 --> 00:15:22,679 was wrong, probably because he knew already Soon enough, the 288 00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:25,559 crumbling of his vampire in the underworld of selling sex 289 00:15:25,600 --> 00:15:28,679 for his own advantage began with a single crack in 290 00:15:28,759 --> 00:15:31,559 his perfect scheme, and proudly it all started with me. 291 00:15:32,559 --> 00:15:35,519 Ron got a scare one day and rampage through his apartment, 292 00:15:35,639 --> 00:15:38,480 telling us girls to only pack our important belongings and 293 00:15:38,559 --> 00:15:41,320 some clothes as we had to leave right away. I 294 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:44,679 didn't have much belonging to me, so I basically sat 295 00:15:44,720 --> 00:15:48,600 there watching everyone rush around frantically and was curious what 296 00:15:48,759 --> 00:15:51,559 could have gotten a man like Ron so scared. Once 297 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:54,240 we were packed up and in the limo, he was 298 00:15:54,279 --> 00:15:56,960 trying to calm the frantic girls down. After all the 299 00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:59,759 panic that spread through the apartment like wildfire. I was 300 00:15:59,799 --> 00:16:02,799 the only one sitting there, half amused at the entire situation. 301 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:06,159 He began assuring us that everything was going to be fine, 302 00:16:06,639 --> 00:16:09,399 as we were packed tightly in a limo that we 303 00:16:09,399 --> 00:16:12,440 were taking a long trip to Florida's countryside because someone 304 00:16:12,679 --> 00:16:15,799 had reported an anonymous tip to the missing persons unit 305 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:19,279 at the local police station, identifying a very young girl 306 00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:22,720 as a possible victim of abuse. Living at his apartment. 307 00:16:23,799 --> 00:16:26,080 Ron knew what a landmine of trouble he had brought 308 00:16:26,159 --> 00:16:28,919 upon himself, making an exhibition out of me on the 309 00:16:28,919 --> 00:16:31,759 streets of Miami. I didn't pull off the older girl 310 00:16:31,799 --> 00:16:34,720 look like the other girls. I actually look younger than 311 00:16:34,759 --> 00:16:37,399 my age, with my blue eyes and freckles, always giving 312 00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:41,840 the impression of my youthful innocence. Now he had to 313 00:16:41,840 --> 00:16:44,200 do just whatever it took to ensure he stayed as 314 00:16:44,240 --> 00:16:47,559 far away from the authorities as possible. Arriving at a 315 00:16:47,639 --> 00:16:50,679 ranch in central Florida many hours later, I assumed it 316 00:16:50,720 --> 00:16:53,519 belonged to Ron, knowing never to ask him things like that. 317 00:16:54,440 --> 00:16:57,120 I knew my purpose and it wasn't prying into his 318 00:16:57,200 --> 00:17:00,600 personal life. Outside of the bedroom, there was a main house, 319 00:17:00,679 --> 00:17:04,480 a few cottages, some staff quarters, and paddocks where the 320 00:17:04,599 --> 00:17:07,839 horses were kept. I was in heaven, I thought, at first, 321 00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:11,599 finally something I could really enjoy. Riding was my passion, 322 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:14,440 basically growing up on the backs of horses since I 323 00:17:14,519 --> 00:17:18,000 was able to walk. Not surprisingly, I began to despise 324 00:17:18,079 --> 00:17:20,920 Ron and all of the girls for the gross exploits 325 00:17:20,920 --> 00:17:23,599 they made me do with them, beginning to isolate myself 326 00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:26,880 from everyone. I'd rather spend my time sitting under a tree, 327 00:17:27,039 --> 00:17:30,160 watching horses, grays, riding in my journal, or a painting, 328 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:34,599 but mostly avoiding everyone possible unless Ron required me elsewhere. 329 00:17:35,279 --> 00:17:40,279 Nighttime was always a reoccurring nightmare for me, relived over 330 00:17:40,319 --> 00:17:44,000 and over again in many various ways. Ron would always 331 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:47,359 start by making me some drinks and offering an assortment 332 00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:51,119 of pills before indulging himself by grotesquely putting his genitals 333 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:53,640 in my mouth and tell me how to give them 334 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:56,440 what he would call a first class blowjob. And I 335 00:17:56,559 --> 00:17:59,440 was being judged every minute of it, ordering me to 336 00:17:59,440 --> 00:18:02,960 slow down or speed up, or maintain a perfect rhythm. 337 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:06,279 I was constantly being criticized for my efforts and pleasing them. 338 00:18:06,759 --> 00:18:09,759 I was eager when he actually gave me a compliment. 339 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,640 The rest of the evening was always a surprise, left 340 00:18:12,720 --> 00:18:16,559 up to the moment's notice. Quite regularly, he would proceed 341 00:18:16,799 --> 00:18:18,799 with having the girls dress me up in a sexy 342 00:18:18,839 --> 00:18:21,559 outfit and loads of makeup, then entertain them with a 343 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:26,240 lesbian reenactment revolving him at the center. Sometimes they would 344 00:18:26,279 --> 00:18:29,440 use dildos and other foreign sex toys where I'd like 345 00:18:29,480 --> 00:18:33,160 to see us hurt during sex, sometimes even penetrating me anally, 346 00:18:33,559 --> 00:18:36,200 but I always resisted and would try to redirect them 347 00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:39,880 with another sexual desire of his. But I had no 348 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:42,400 excuses when it came to me having to use the 349 00:18:42,400 --> 00:18:44,960 sex toys on him. He told me men have g 350 00:18:45,119 --> 00:18:48,519 spots in the erectum and instructed me how to precisely 351 00:18:48,640 --> 00:18:51,920 penetrate them. These nights went on what seemed like an 352 00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:55,279 eternal sentence for the price of not living on the streets, 353 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:58,960 where unfortunately for the one still there, I feared anew 354 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:03,240 for my own personal experience could be much worse. Needing 355 00:19:03,279 --> 00:19:06,680 some contact with someone of my adolescent mentality, I called 356 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:09,079 one of my school friends from the past, whom I 357 00:19:09,119 --> 00:19:11,920 won't name out of privacy, but I'll call him TJ. 358 00:19:12,519 --> 00:19:14,640 We were so close and I knew him very well, 359 00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:17,759 so well I had memorized his number a long time before. 360 00:19:18,319 --> 00:19:21,240 He was my first puppy love sprung from a childhood friendship, 361 00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:25,799 being my first crush. The summer before all of this happened. 362 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:28,279 He was the only person I could think that would 363 00:19:28,279 --> 00:19:30,480 care enough to talk to me. In the middle of 364 00:19:30,519 --> 00:19:33,319 the day, the least busy time to be noticed, I 365 00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:35,400 snuck into one of the vacant guest rooms and used 366 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:38,680 the phone to call my good friend. The sound of 367 00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:43,279 my voice radiated a chillin' him. It's you. Oh my god, Jenna, 368 00:19:43,480 --> 00:19:46,400 are you okay? He was so shocked to hear from me, 369 00:19:46,799 --> 00:19:49,519 and the sheer fact that I was still alive nearly 370 00:19:49,559 --> 00:19:51,799 three months now without a single word to my family 371 00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:55,880 or friends. Everyone doubted my return. My attempt to forge 372 00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:58,480 a happy voice when I spoke to him failed, and 373 00:19:58,519 --> 00:20:01,440 I absolutely crumbled. When he was at a loss for 374 00:20:01,559 --> 00:20:04,400 kind words for me, I told him of my current 375 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:07,160 state of affairs, telling them of Ron and how I 376 00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:10,119 was terrified of him trying to escape in the middle 377 00:20:10,160 --> 00:20:12,720 of nowhere was useless. It was like being kept in 378 00:20:12,759 --> 00:20:15,599 a cage that I was enabled to break free from. 379 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:19,240 Going on to dump my issues on TJ, I proceeded 380 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:22,200 with how I longed to call my family and to 381 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:25,480 be with them for good, but was too afraid they 382 00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:28,079 didn't want me, knowing I'd just be sent away somewhere 383 00:20:28,119 --> 00:20:30,960 else again, and to me after all this time was 384 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:34,480 like going from one cage to another. He had been 385 00:20:34,519 --> 00:20:38,000 called by them numerously and promised me that they were 386 00:20:38,160 --> 00:20:41,000 very worried and even hired private investigators to try and 387 00:20:41,039 --> 00:20:44,119 find me. Given I was eleven years old the first 388 00:20:44,119 --> 00:20:46,920 time I was sent away, my trust in their sincerity 389 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:51,680 he spoke about was seriously doubted. I kept the conversation short, 390 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:54,039 just in case my absence was being noticed, and I 391 00:20:54,119 --> 00:20:55,960 left on the note that I would speak to him 392 00:20:55,960 --> 00:21:00,960 again shortly. His attempts to get off the phone were 393 00:21:01,039 --> 00:21:03,720 nothing short of desperately to keep me on as long 394 00:21:03,759 --> 00:21:06,240 as possible. I thought he was just trying to help 395 00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:08,920 me in some way, giving him assurance in the fact 396 00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:11,640 I had survived this long Obviously I can hold off 397 00:21:11,880 --> 00:21:14,559 a while longer. I gave him my love and told 398 00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:17,680 him I'd be in touch. Thinking I had slipped away unnoticed, 399 00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:20,200 I entered into the room that I shared with Ron, 400 00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:23,640 hoping I got away with my brief and very needed 401 00:21:23,640 --> 00:21:26,960 phone call. The place looked empty and everyone else seemed 402 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:29,079 to be out and about, so I decided to have 403 00:21:29,119 --> 00:21:31,759 a bath in the spa and try to relax before 404 00:21:31,799 --> 00:21:35,640 the night's precautions. My body glided into the steamy water 405 00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:38,720 as I began to think about TJ and how good 406 00:21:38,759 --> 00:21:41,839 it felt just to hear for a friendly voice. My 407 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,759 thoughts drifted to the days I missed when I felt 408 00:21:44,799 --> 00:21:48,000 I could be silly and childlike, and nearly forgot for 409 00:21:48,039 --> 00:21:50,640 a moment how grown up I was acting these days. 410 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:53,559 My first glimpse at the image surrounding me when I 411 00:21:53,599 --> 00:21:57,079 resurfaced above the water was daunting. There was Ron standing 412 00:21:57,079 --> 00:21:59,480 over my tub, looking down at me with an eager 413 00:21:59,519 --> 00:22:03,200 display of his arousal. He began to undo his pants 414 00:22:03,279 --> 00:22:05,640 and take them down, and when he told me put 415 00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:07,759 your lips on my cock, I was too slow in 416 00:22:07,799 --> 00:22:10,240 responding to his request, so he grabbed me by the 417 00:22:10,279 --> 00:22:12,960 back of my head and forced me into his groin. 418 00:22:13,559 --> 00:22:16,200 I had tears streaming down my face as I looked 419 00:22:16,240 --> 00:22:18,640 up to him with the saddest blue eyes, hoping he 420 00:22:18,680 --> 00:22:22,480 would take pity and stop, but he never did. I 421 00:22:22,519 --> 00:22:25,319 was really hurt by this aggression, and he definitely knew 422 00:22:25,319 --> 00:22:27,640 it at the time, which I believe only made him 423 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:30,680 more heated. I closed my eyes and began to count, 424 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:33,799 using the time to keep my thoughts elsewhere, believing every 425 00:22:33,920 --> 00:22:37,240 number I counted only furthered me to the end of this. 426 00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:40,880 I just got over a hundred when he finished, and 427 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:43,559 still half submerged in the deep bath, I was struggling 428 00:22:43,599 --> 00:22:46,680 to gain my bearings as Ron picked me up out 429 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,039 of the bath and carried me to our bedroom, which 430 00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:52,319 was just outside the French adjoined doors, still damp from 431 00:22:52,319 --> 00:22:54,880 the hot water and the spa, I had goosebumps from 432 00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:57,440 the chill of the fresh air where he brought me 433 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:02,000 to the bed and proceeded to deeply violate my every being. Eventually, 434 00:23:02,079 --> 00:23:04,400 his scars that he left were too deep to ever 435 00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:07,440 be healed, and would even carry on through the years 436 00:23:07,440 --> 00:23:10,200 to come. All right, we're going to wrap up right here, 437 00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:12,359 and in the next episode, we're going to pick up 438 00:23:12,519 --> 00:23:15,680 where we left off. All of the information that goes 439 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:18,880 with this episode can be found in the description box. 440 00:23:19,119 --> 00:23:21,880 What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the 441 00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:25,079 Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're going to pick up 442 00:23:25,079 --> 00:23:29,599 where we left off with the Billionaires Playboy Club, which 443 00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:33,480 is the Virginia Roberts memoir. Starting my day with a 444 00:23:33,519 --> 00:23:37,440 few of the supplied oxytocins and a bloody marry made 445 00:23:37,440 --> 00:23:40,680 by the live in house chef, having two celery sticks 446 00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:42,759 for my breakfast. I wanted to lie out by the 447 00:23:42,799 --> 00:23:46,119 pool and forget the world. Ron hated Tannline, so to 448 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:48,480 be caught with a bikini top on was a big 449 00:23:48,519 --> 00:23:51,240 no no in his rule book. But after my cries 450 00:23:51,279 --> 00:23:53,799 to stop, we're so blatantly ignored last night, I was 451 00:23:53,839 --> 00:23:55,519 out to piss him off so I didn't have to 452 00:23:55,599 --> 00:23:58,799 remove my shirt. I put on my headphones, and before 453 00:23:58,799 --> 00:24:01,000 I knew it, I had fallen into a deep slumber 454 00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:05,200 from myself made therapeutic cocktail, the only way I knew 455 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:08,000 how to cope with the emotional turmoil on the inside. 456 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:11,160 Desperate to hear his voice, I called my friend TJ 457 00:24:11,279 --> 00:24:13,759 a few more times that week. I needed to feel 458 00:24:13,759 --> 00:24:16,759 like someone out there really knew me. Sometimes we could 459 00:24:16,759 --> 00:24:19,720 just chat like old friends with no cares in the world, 460 00:24:20,079 --> 00:24:23,079 and laugh at a distant memory from not too long ago. 461 00:24:23,200 --> 00:24:26,599 Then would come the goodbye part of the conversation, and 462 00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:29,119 we would both get teary eyed, not knowing what would 463 00:24:29,119 --> 00:24:31,680 happen next or if this would be the last time 464 00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:34,480 that we ever spoke to each other again. My biggest 465 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:36,920 fear came to reality. When I was in our bedroom 466 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:41,200 one afternoon, just lounging around out of boredom, Ron came 467 00:24:41,240 --> 00:24:44,400 bursting in through the door, right as a tomato. I 468 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,799 couldn't help but feeling I was in big trouble. His 469 00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:50,200 face was distorted and raging towards me. I knew right 470 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,640 away he must have found out that I was calling TJ. 471 00:24:52,880 --> 00:24:55,839 But how I had no idea. I had always tried 472 00:24:55,880 --> 00:24:59,079 to be an invisible as possible. Soon enough, it was 473 00:24:59,119 --> 00:25:02,039 all explained, are you trying to get me caught? You 474 00:25:02,079 --> 00:25:04,240 are nothing but a stupid girl. You know that. What 475 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:06,559 am I supposed to do with you? Now? He was 476 00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:09,400 tearing up the room while his rants gave me something 477 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:11,759 else to think about. What would he do with me 478 00:25:11,839 --> 00:25:13,920 if he had no use for me any longer. I 479 00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:17,240 wasn't even thinking about him being caught for soliciting illegal 480 00:25:17,279 --> 00:25:20,599 immigrants for the purpose of prostitution. I was more worried 481 00:25:20,599 --> 00:25:22,480 that he would be upset at the fact I was 482 00:25:22,519 --> 00:25:25,920 talking to another guy, maybe even jealous that he was 483 00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:29,039 at least my age. I replied with the simple sentences 484 00:25:29,200 --> 00:25:31,559 that I could manage to get out between all the shouting. 485 00:25:31,839 --> 00:25:34,400 I kept saying I'm sorry and putting my head down 486 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:37,519 in shame. He picked me up by my throat, pinning 487 00:25:37,559 --> 00:25:41,000 me against the wall. You're going away, far, far away 488 00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:43,480 from me, and you better be nicer to the next 489 00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:45,880 man I send you to. I've heard he's not as 490 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:48,640 nice as most would like. Are you fucking hearing me? Bitch? 491 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:51,920 I slid down the wall, choking on the first air, 492 00:25:52,079 --> 00:25:55,680 entering my lungs, breathless and terrified. I never thought that 493 00:25:55,799 --> 00:25:58,160 Ron was a nice guy, but I had never seen 494 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:01,480 him lose it this bad. Now I was being sent 495 00:26:01,519 --> 00:26:05,559 away to another stranger, another man. It only terrified me more. 496 00:26:07,119 --> 00:26:09,480 The girls came in to say they're goodbyes. All of 497 00:26:09,519 --> 00:26:12,119 them were crying and asking me in their best English 498 00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:15,119 languages why I had to call someone and lose everything. 499 00:26:15,559 --> 00:26:17,920 I was able to find out through the broken sobs 500 00:26:19,079 --> 00:26:21,759 off of them that the confession came from the housekeeper, 501 00:26:21,799 --> 00:26:25,240 who said she saw me using the room regularly but 502 00:26:25,519 --> 00:26:28,319 was never messed up. So Ron looked at the recent 503 00:26:28,319 --> 00:26:31,279 telephone bills and found the same number dialed from that 504 00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:35,240 room consecutively. He knew it was me right away. At 505 00:26:35,319 --> 00:26:37,920 least he didn't know it was another guy. I thought 506 00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:40,920 to myself, or I probably wouldn't have made it out 507 00:26:40,960 --> 00:26:43,960 of their alive. Ron came back to usher the girls 508 00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:45,799 out of my room and told me I had five 509 00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:48,759 minutes to pack my clothes, which he made clear were 510 00:26:48,839 --> 00:26:52,480 to be my only belongings to take with me. He 511 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:54,720 washed his hands clean of me that night, or so 512 00:26:54,799 --> 00:26:57,400 he thought. The driver came knocking at my door just 513 00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:00,559 as Ron said, no longer than five minutes that he 514 00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:03,240 had offered me, and he took my single bag to 515 00:27:03,319 --> 00:27:06,079 the car. I didn't want all the jewelry, music, or 516 00:27:06,119 --> 00:27:09,319 books that he so caringly bought me as tokens of 517 00:27:09,359 --> 00:27:12,480 his twisted affection, only taking my clothes and a lot 518 00:27:12,480 --> 00:27:15,119 of one hundred dollars bills I had been saving. I 519 00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:17,960 slid a hole in my scrunchy, inserting my cash for 520 00:27:18,039 --> 00:27:20,720 a rainy day that I was more than sure was 521 00:27:20,839 --> 00:27:24,400 just around the corner. We drove for hours until I 522 00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:27,759 started seeing familiar surroundings. I couldn't believe my own eyes. 523 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,559 I was back in Miami, but not on the beaches, 524 00:27:30,599 --> 00:27:34,440 somewhere in the CBD. This time. The driver delivered me 525 00:27:34,599 --> 00:27:37,519 to the front door with my one bag and waited 526 00:27:37,519 --> 00:27:39,759 at the door with me. Now I knew how it 527 00:27:39,759 --> 00:27:41,759 felt to be a puppy picked up from her litter, 528 00:27:42,079 --> 00:27:44,480 as you can only hope your next owner would treat 529 00:27:44,519 --> 00:27:47,960 you with some kind of kindness. Another balding man answered 530 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:50,920 the door, but it wasn't so grotesquely fat like Ron, 531 00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:54,519 but still a new owner at that. He looked me 532 00:27:54,599 --> 00:27:57,400 up and down and seemed amused, and he snickered to himself. 533 00:27:58,400 --> 00:28:01,599 With one last look to the over my shoulder. It 534 00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:04,440 was almost an appeal for him for some way to 535 00:28:04,480 --> 00:28:07,599 help me. I knew he couldn't anyways, I was just hoping. 536 00:28:08,839 --> 00:28:11,160 He told me his name was Charlie, but didn't even 537 00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:14,359 bother asking me what mine was. I was sure Ron 538 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:16,920 already filled him in on all my details when he 539 00:28:17,039 --> 00:28:20,440 arranged this. Charlie picked up my bag and led me 540 00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:23,799 into his bachelor pad townhouse. I was never given a 541 00:28:23,799 --> 00:28:27,359 welcoming tour of my new residence or made to feel comfortable. 542 00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:30,000 He walked me up the stairs and opened one of 543 00:28:30,039 --> 00:28:32,839 the doors in the small hallway, telling me this would 544 00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:35,240 be my new room. He showed me into it and 545 00:28:35,319 --> 00:28:38,480 told me to wait. He would be back shortly. I 546 00:28:38,559 --> 00:28:41,079 sat on my bed, afraid to touch anything and after 547 00:28:41,119 --> 00:28:43,319 the warning Ron gave me, I knew I had to 548 00:28:43,359 --> 00:28:46,440 watch my step around here. I put my head down 549 00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:50,359 onto the pillow my world was falling apart, and let 550 00:28:50,359 --> 00:28:54,680 my emotions downpour. Exhausted from the day's turmoil, I ended 551 00:28:54,759 --> 00:28:57,240 up falling asleep. I don't even know if he ever 552 00:28:57,279 --> 00:29:00,400 came in at all that night. The next morning I 553 00:29:00,519 --> 00:29:04,039 looked out the window to see my new surroundings. It 554 00:29:04,119 --> 00:29:07,000 was a beautiful sunny day outside, unlike the dreary cell 555 00:29:07,240 --> 00:29:11,440 I was locked away inside of feeling the sun warm 556 00:29:11,519 --> 00:29:14,480 up my face through the glass, it radiated a familiar 557 00:29:14,519 --> 00:29:18,400 sense of comfort from the days of the good parts 558 00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:21,640 of my childhood. I reminisced how it had used to 559 00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:24,880 be before all my life turned upside down, before all 560 00:29:24,920 --> 00:29:27,039 the fights with my family, before I had to look 561 00:29:27,119 --> 00:29:29,599 after myself, and before I was a slave to men. 562 00:29:30,279 --> 00:29:32,880 Those days were too long gone. Now, with too many 563 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,799 hard times passing me by, it seems surreal to think 564 00:29:35,839 --> 00:29:38,960 that life had ever even existed in the first place. 565 00:29:39,519 --> 00:29:42,559 With that thought, I shook myself out of reminiscing that way. 566 00:29:43,160 --> 00:29:45,720 Whatever was going to happen was out of my control. 567 00:29:45,759 --> 00:29:48,160 Now I just had to give myself some hope that 568 00:29:48,279 --> 00:29:50,440 I would have the strength to get myself out of 569 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:55,839 these circumstances before anything really bad happened. Chapter two, Part one. 570 00:29:57,279 --> 00:29:59,400 The house was quiet, so I just assumed that Charlie 571 00:29:59,480 --> 00:30:02,079 was still asleep. I decided to get cleaned up and 572 00:30:02,160 --> 00:30:04,559 have a shower. Not even a knock on the door 573 00:30:04,599 --> 00:30:08,319 when Charlie walked in with ease typical. I thought it 574 00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:10,319 was an easy way for Charlie to break the ice. 575 00:30:11,079 --> 00:30:14,559 You really are as beautiful as Ron said as he 576 00:30:14,599 --> 00:30:17,960 opened the curtain, watching me rinse myself off in the shower, 577 00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:20,799 and me knowing I had no way out of this 578 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:24,079 except to go along with whatever you wanted. I just 579 00:30:24,119 --> 00:30:26,680 looked down at the mention of Ron's name, wondering what 580 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:30,279 else he had told Charlie about me, realizing later that 581 00:30:30,359 --> 00:30:33,759 he wouldn't have said anything anyways, in fear I would 582 00:30:33,759 --> 00:30:37,160 have been damaged product that wouldn't make him the money 583 00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:40,319 that young girls go for. He just sat on the 584 00:30:40,359 --> 00:30:43,640 side of the vanity and continued to take observation of 585 00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:47,640 me standing submerged under the falling water. I avoided looking 586 00:30:47,720 --> 00:30:50,359 at him and let him do all the talking. After all, 587 00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:53,039 I knew that what I had to say was of 588 00:30:53,079 --> 00:30:56,839 no importance. That if he was anything like ron. Between 589 00:30:56,880 --> 00:30:59,519 the water beating down over my head, I could slightly 590 00:30:59,559 --> 00:31:02,160 hear him ramble on about some club and restaurant he 591 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:05,200 owned in Fort Lauderdale. He said he was going to 592 00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:07,960 take me shopping for some club outfits and we would 593 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,319 party together tonight. As if I was supposed to be 594 00:31:10,359 --> 00:31:13,599 excited over this so called treat of his, I looked 595 00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:16,839 up and gave him a quick smile, adding a compliant nod, 596 00:31:17,079 --> 00:31:20,000 and turned my attention to turning off the faucets and 597 00:31:20,079 --> 00:31:24,039 quickly grabbing my towel. I was falling so far from 598 00:31:24,119 --> 00:31:26,640 who I used to be, shying away from my outgoing 599 00:31:26,680 --> 00:31:30,160 personality to a quiet girl that didn't even recognize herself 600 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:33,720 in the mirror anymore. I dried myself off and looked 601 00:31:33,759 --> 00:31:36,400 at the man standing between the doorway and me. He 602 00:31:36,519 --> 00:31:38,880 was still watching me with a sleezy look on his face. 603 00:31:39,319 --> 00:31:43,000 Now proceeded to move in my direction. Arms wide open, 604 00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:45,759 he embraced me, running his hands up and down my 605 00:31:45,799 --> 00:31:49,480 youthful curves, licking my neck in my ear lobes. Then 606 00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:53,039 his large rough hands cut my small breasts and continued 607 00:31:53,079 --> 00:31:56,160 downward to feel in between my legs. I knew I 608 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,160 had to get this over and done with as quick 609 00:31:58,160 --> 00:32:00,440 as possible, but I was dreading this moment from the 610 00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:03,519 second he greeted me at the door last night. I 611 00:32:03,599 --> 00:32:07,759 fell to my knees and gave in to his demented perversions. Thankfully, 612 00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:10,000 it didn't last too long before he climaxed and I 613 00:32:10,039 --> 00:32:13,000 was allowed to get myself dressed and ready to go out. 614 00:32:13,119 --> 00:32:15,799 I was nothing but money well spent. In his mind. 615 00:32:17,599 --> 00:32:20,759 This was another extremely wealthy man with a completely new 616 00:32:20,799 --> 00:32:23,160 set of wants and needs, asking a fourteen year old 617 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:26,720 girl to affectionately dote on sexual desires to a man 618 00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:30,599 in his mid forties. I really hated myself these men, 619 00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:33,119 and just about everything in my life had boiled up 620 00:32:33,680 --> 00:32:36,440 to by this point. But I knew from a young 621 00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:39,960 age that to survive in this harsh world, I would 622 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:42,559 have to do many things I would not willingly choose 623 00:32:42,599 --> 00:32:45,799 to do. At the shops, he decided that he would 624 00:32:45,839 --> 00:32:48,640 choose the clothes he paid for, which I might as 625 00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:52,400 well have been declared a teenage prostitute, just like Ron. 626 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:55,440 He also liked it that way. The more degrading he 627 00:32:55,599 --> 00:32:58,119 was to me, only proved his ownership of my body. 628 00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:02,279 He bought me tiny cocktail dresses and skimpy outfits, which 629 00:33:02,319 --> 00:33:05,279 I thought closely resembled the lingerie he'd also bought for 630 00:33:05,319 --> 00:33:08,319 me to wear for him. I noticed that day that 631 00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:11,119 he enjoyed parading me around the shopping mall and out 632 00:33:11,160 --> 00:33:13,960 for lunch at Hooters, even joking with the waitress that 633 00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,200 he'd like to buy her uniform because he thought he'd 634 00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:20,000 look sexy on his new girlfriend. We arrived at his 635 00:33:20,039 --> 00:33:22,920 two on one restaurant and club at around nine o'clock 636 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:25,519 in the evening. It was a revolving tower called Hot 637 00:33:25,599 --> 00:33:29,519 Chocolates in downtown Fort Lauderdale. The food was delicious, and 638 00:33:29,559 --> 00:33:32,200 for the first time since being with Ron, I ordered 639 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:35,000 a hefty meal with steak and mashed potatoes with a 640 00:33:35,039 --> 00:33:39,599 scrumptious gravy smothered on top. Charlie ordered strong cocktails for 641 00:33:39,720 --> 00:33:41,960 us both, and before I knew it, my head was 642 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:44,759 spinning and we were on the dance floor together. The 643 00:33:44,880 --> 00:33:47,079 music blared in my head and the rhythm on my 644 00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:51,079 body took over completely, forgetting about even dancing with Charlie 645 00:33:51,279 --> 00:33:54,240 and letting the music take hold and work its magic. 646 00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:58,000 It didn't do me any justice, though, as Charlie watched me, 647 00:33:58,079 --> 00:34:00,960 imagining what pleasures lay in store for us later on, 648 00:34:01,559 --> 00:34:04,480 taking me home before the club had even closed, he 649 00:34:04,519 --> 00:34:07,079 just couldn't wait to indulge on exactly what he was 650 00:34:07,119 --> 00:34:11,199 fantasizing on beforehand. Once back at his townhouse, he led 651 00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:14,239 me upstairs into his bedroom and pushed me down in 652 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:18,000 the middle of the bed. The motions from the wavy 653 00:34:18,039 --> 00:34:21,039 mattress made me dizzy and made me feel even drunker 654 00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:24,119 when he lay on top of me, coming at me 655 00:34:24,519 --> 00:34:27,079 like a hungered beast wanting to ravage his next meal. 656 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:29,679 It was intimidating. As he entered into me with a 657 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:33,920 forceful thrust, he moaned out in delectable heaves. I looked 658 00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:37,599 away while he self indulged his own gratifying needs, using 659 00:34:37,599 --> 00:34:41,159 my body as his instrumental pleasure. I only grew stronger 660 00:34:41,159 --> 00:34:44,960 in my head, letting the hatred for men desires intensify. 661 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:47,440 All right, folks, we're gonna wrap up right here, and 662 00:34:47,519 --> 00:34:49,519 in the next episode, we're gonna pick up where we 663 00:34:49,639 --> 00:34:52,880 left off with chapter two. 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