Speaker 1: Emerald Loves my guest for the evening. You know exactly
where you can find her at Emerald loves x. Links
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Make sure you support the creators that come on the show,
otherwise they don't come on the show anymore. People, Emerald,
thank you so much for coming on with me tonight.
Speaker 2: Thank you for having me.
Speaker 1: Sorry, I talk real fast at the beginning, and then
slow down to like a dumb guy pace as we
go further and further. Emerald, let me ask you with
all that you do, okay, because I think there's this
misconception of about porn stars and performers and this and that.
What do you consider your job title to be?
Speaker 2: What do I consider my job title to be? I
would consider it to be adult film actress? Okay, adult
film actress or adult content creator? Okay?
Speaker 1: All right? I respect that. I almost want to push
you girls into a different stratosphere because I think the
common perception is beautiful Emerald. Everyone loves her. She looks great,
show up on set. All she has to do is
show up on set, have sex with a guy, collect
thousands upon thousands upon thousands of dollars and go home
and never have to do anything again. When you got
into this industry, did you understand how much of everything else,
from social media to this that. Did you understand how
much was involved in this job?
Speaker 2: A little bit? I also understood that we are also counselors.
Speaker 1: That's what I mean. If you say, hey, I'm a
porn star, that doesn't cover your job title totally. You
are a counselor to people.
Speaker 2: Right, You're a psychologist, absolutely, a counselor, a psychologist, a
so many things. I mean, we're models as well, we
support brands, we're brand ambassadors as well, we're social media creators.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a wide field, right, you do so much
stuff that the average person looking at a porn star
would go, again, well, it's an easy job, don't worry
about Oh, it's just easy. No, man. I talk to
girls who were like, oh, I quit my day job
so I could come do this because I was working
too much. And I go, well, did that work? They go, No,
I work fucking twice as much as I used to now, right,
So let me ask you how did you initially get
into the adult entertainment industry and whatever form. It was
the first time when you were like, hey, I'm not
doing this fucking dairy queen job or whatever you did
prior to it, and you're like, I gotta do something different.
Speaker 2: Yeah. So I first got into any adult work when
I was living in New York. Actually, I was working
at this gym and they had failed to tell me
that the acy was not working at the gym in
Manhattan in the middle of summer, and it just sucked
so wad. It just sucked so bad. And I was
always one of the girls when I was younger. I
was always good to say. I always said, I don't
know so much about college, y'all, I could just go
be a stripper. So I was always throwing that phrase
around and yeah, it just the job just really sucked.
So I was at my desk and I had free time,
and I was like, huh, let me go on Reddit,
let me go on these forums how to become a stripper.
And I did my research for three days, three days straight,
and then I just quit. And then they saw my
work history, I mean not work history, my search history,
and they saw all of them sniping how to become
a stripper? Da da da, Yeah, so that's how it started.
Speaker 1: So where did you first Well you don't have to
say names or anything, but where did you first start stripping?
And tell me what that was like. Did you have
the audition? Was any of that awkward or is that like?
Was that in your personality at the time.
Speaker 2: So this was in New York. I worked off of
this wreaky Denk strip club.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 2: I just thought like, oh, I'm brand new, like I
might as well just start at a at a local
strip joint, you know. But it was so awkward. It
was so awkward. I've always gone out dancing with friends
and stuff like that. I always enjoyed that aspect, but
to you know, that's for enjoyment, but dancing performatively for
the first time and taking your clothes off, Oh my god,
it's so awkward. It's so awkward. I stumbled on stage
and everything. But I was doing my research on how
to get high weird, and they said just smile a
lot and engage with the customers. And I got my
first job there.
Speaker 1: Okay, I've heard it's funny. I look at like porn
star Twitter and it seems like a lot of the
girls on there are friendly, right, like they kind of
go back and forth. Everyone's kind of cool. You're talking
about collaborations this and that. I've heard the opposite about
strip club back rooms where the girls like, you know,
change and stuff. I've heard that shit's a cat fight.
How accurate is that?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 4: Absolutely absolutely. And when there's alcohol and money, cash money involved,
people get territorial.
Speaker 2: It's you know, you get all kinds of bags in
the club. You get college girls, you get girls that
are very much in survival mode. You get some girls
that had a ten year career and graduated from college
and she just does it for fun. So you get
all kinds of bags. And you know, people form relationships
with either the customers or their colleagues, and yeah, it
can get messy. Yeah for sure.
Speaker 1: Did you ever step on anyone's toes metaphorically like accidentally
take one of someone's clients or like regulars, whatever you
would call it. Did you have to be reprimanded at
all by any of the other girls? You know?
Speaker 2: I actually, in my six years of dancing, I have not. No,
I don't know how, I don't know what has happened.
Maybe I'm very observant, but I have not had any
issues and I'm really surprised I've had more issues with
the customers. Is anything, The custom is not always right?
Speaker 1: No, no, no no, And I assume in that situation
the customer's really not right. What's like the what's a
what's the number one thing a guy could do that's
not like crazy, like you know, you know, punch me
in the maut No? No, no no. What's like the
number one thing that averager guys do at a club
that's fucking just sets you off where you're just like, yo,
stop doing that shit.
Speaker 2: Oh when they talk down my crisis, when they talk
down my crisis like like I'm an item like and
then they ask can you do this for this amount?
And I want you to do more, but I'm going
to pay you less. Yeah, that's definitely yeah. Mm hmmm.
Speaker 1: My wife and I are like buying a house right
now and we have cash to pay for it, and
I'm talking to a realtor who's my friend, and she goes, well,
you'll have to get a lawyer and then we can
negotiate on and I just want to be like, motherfucker,
you put a price on it, I will pay that price.
Let's cut out all the let's cut out the bullshit.
You know, you are offering something even better than your house.
You're offering Emerald Loves. I assume whatever price you set,
I can't imagine. I know it happens. I'm not denying that.
I can't imagine the mindset of a guy who's like
trying to talk you down. It's like it must be
a game for them at that point.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, So how did you eventually make the transition? Because
you talked about like, oh, this is scary or awkward
or whatever the first time, it's very strange, walk around
and smile. That worked for you there, and you did
really well with it, and you know, I assume you
progressed and started doing more things. But how do you
make the move to then film? Who talked you into it?
Did you? Did you sit on the computer at the
strip club and look up how to become a born star?
Speaker 2: So, actually it was COVID. There was a lot of
boom of oh f Creed, Oh no, you're.
Speaker 1: Good, you can say whatever you want.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, okay. Yeah, So it was during COVID. You know,
we were all really bored. It was really restricted, and
you know, we all had some time to really think
about what it is that we like and what it
is that's really important. And I mean I've always had
an appreciation for adult content, so I was just like,
oh my god, we're stuck inside. I see these, you know,
I could see that it could be a lucrative business,
and I just decided to give it a try. I
looked up on Reddit. Reddit's a very cool tool to
get started, I mean, the creation part of it, and
I did that for about too much, just being online,
building up my socials and stuff.
Speaker 5: And then I also thought, oh well, I could you know,
start pooring as well and just have my name out
there and expand my audience.
Speaker 2: So yeah, all.
Speaker 1: Right, can I ask how you decided to go with
emerald loves.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I really really love the color green and
emeralds means the stone of love, and it was actually
my dancer name for a couple of years before I
chose this name as my adult film actress name.
Speaker 1: Okay, I don't now this is going to set me
off as like an not set me off. This is
going to make me really look like an old man,
and I don't want to come off at all like
race oriented or anything. I didn't know though, because when
I was grown up, A lot of Asian performers use
the name Jade, and I thought Emerald was kind of
like a nice little turn on it, like I'm new age,
I'm different than than performers that were here before.
Speaker 6: Right, Yeah, you know way that that's super Yeah, that's
a good point that you pointed out.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and see I didn't get in trouble for being racist,
so that's good.
Speaker 2: Oh no, yeah, no, that's actually super true. Yeah, I
didn't think of it in that perspective. I gained some
new perspective because I was I was kind of hoping
my name sounded at least a little Asian.
Speaker 1: Well, so do you remember what how did you start shooting?
Was it solo stuff at first? Did you go right
into like boy girl stuff or was it something crazy
right off the bat?
Speaker 2: I started with solo stuff and you know, pictures of myself,
you know, showing my dance through lifestyle. I remember I
had a poll at my olds apartment and I would
do videos of myself just dancing, no clothing. And I
had a boyfriend, luckily, who was open minded to making
you know, homemade tapes. We had already done that for sure,
quite a few years before we started, so it was
pretty normal.
Speaker 1: Might as well get paid for it, you know, if
you're gonna do it already, it doesn't matter. So your
first boy girl shoot, did you still have the boyfriend?
Was he like in it when you went off or
was he gone at that point?
Speaker 2: No, he was still in it and we're still together.
Speaker 1: Oh, very nice. I'm sorry to cut him out of
the picture then, you know, I apologize for that.
Speaker 2: No worries, No worries. Yeah. So my first scene was
in South Florida.
Speaker 6: It was a boy girl girl actually, and I already
knew the other girl performer and the.
Speaker 2: Male of that talent that we had that day. She
had already worked with him, so we were all very
familiar with each other. And surprisingly I was not scared.
I like, when I saw the camera and I saw
the camera crew and stuff, I felt very safe and
it was very professional, and I was like, oh my god,
this is so cool.
Speaker 1: That sounds like a great way to do it and
kind of a great lesson for any women who are
trying to maybe get into this profession but are a
little anxious or nervous, Like, if you can work with
someone you're comfortable with early on who has their own experience,
you can kind of like, I assume then your next
boy girl shoot where you didn't know anyone was probably
still nerve wracking, maybe a little bit, but less so, right.
Speaker 2: Right, Okay, yeah, I'm not really lucky with that.
Speaker 1: So let me ask you. If I head on over
to OnlyFans or any of the other ones that are
in the episode description, please folks, make sure you support
the content creators that come on this show. At Emerald
Love's ex let me ask you what type of content
do you currently put up on your personal stuff? Is
it like a daily shot of your day? Is it
a monthly video, a weekly video, a yearly What is
like if I sign up for the Emerald Loves Experience,
what am I looking at at that point? And can
I negotiate the price down at all?
Speaker 7: I'm just kidding, Yeah, So I actually I offer discounts
for you know, expired subscribers or new subscribers pretty frequently.
Speaker 2: I mean, I just I got to share the love,
but typically I do with just me solos every single week,
usually Tuesday Wednesday. I release a boy girl or girl
girl video every week, and you know, you can get
to know my daily life. I like to check in
with my fans every day and I'll just I just
like to show them my world, and sometimes they show
me their world if they want. But yeah, yeah, that's
what goes on on my page.
Speaker 1: Has anyone ever showed you too much of their world
where you were like, I don't need your world as much? Maybe?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah for sure?
Speaker 1: What's uh? Do you let me as? Do you do
custom videos as well?
Speaker 2: Yes? I love making custom videos?
Speaker 1: Okay, you love making them? What is your when you
see a request for a certain type of video? What
is the one that you most go like? Oh fuck, yeah,
I like doing that, Like, oh, I'm so excited to
see someone requested that.
Speaker 2: You know, I really like it when guys request just
a simple solo video of me moaning their name. You know,
it's it's it's it's uh. And I don't have to
use toys like that's great, Like just just do it
the old fashioned way. Sure, yeah, yeah, I like I
enjoy those.
Speaker 1: Okay, how about the opposite? What happens when you get
a request and it pops through And we're not talking
about anything crazy or illegal or anything like that, right,
but a request that a common request maybe that comes
through where you maybe have to grind your teeth and go, yeah,
I guess I'll do that.
Speaker 2: It would have to be when they tell me in
description that, uh, let me, how could I phrase this?
You know? There was this one request that I kept
getting from this guy and he would tell me how
he's into his daughter in law, and I just I
just he did. He requested that at least three times,
and I just yeah, I wasn't a fan of that.
Speaker 1: No, no, no. My old co host, his wife is
af model, and she got early on when she started
getting custom requests, she got the most like horrendous, tell
me your this age type requests, and my friend was
like disgusted by just totally disgusted. And I don't even
know how like a person can and if you're listening
to this and you are that person, yes, take full
offense to this shit. Okay. I don't know how you
can quest shit like that and expect like an emerald
loves here who looks gorgeous and is a great performer
and everything else. How you could expect to request like
say you were this age and I'm not even gonna
put it out there, but it's real bad and like
have her go, yeah, I guess that's acceptable. I'll do that. Like,
what are you fucking nuts?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, it's wild. Yeah, it's crazy. It never ends
what people are into it never.
Speaker 1: No, just be normal. Just request a solo from her. Okay,
that's all she or just or saying the name, the
moaning the name. That's her specialty. She loves it. So
let me ask get Emerald, what what is the most
intense shoot you've done in mainstream and you know the
different tiers like for somebody else, not for yourself. And
when I'm say intense, I mean have you shot anything
where halfway through you thought to yourself like I don't
know if I could keep doing this, like this is
this and you obviously accomplished it and it came out
and whatever else. But is there any scene you shot
where you were just kind of like, yo, this is
not in a bad way, but more than I thought
I signed up for.
Speaker 2: M Oh yeah, I think I got some tea. Yeah.
I I'm not going to say any names, but I
did partner with a company, and I would we were friends.
We were friends and also business partners, and we had
agreements of you know, trained for work, et cetera. But
the way that the job description was through his mouth
did not fit how it was in action on the table.
In action, yes, absolutely absolutely, it would just be like, oh, surprise,
you're doing this, and then you're doing that, and you're
doing this with this person and that person that you
don't even know. So yeah, yeah, that was That was
an interesting year that that interaction had to be the
beginning of January twenty twenty four up until summer. But
oh my god, it was the summer of twenty twenty four.
But it was. It was a long couple months. It
was Wow, I was really really overworked. Oh my god.
Speaker 1: So let me ask you, do you still work with
this group these people or okay, but are you not
And I'm not asking you obviously to call anyone out
or anything, absolutely not. But are you like, are they
no listed from you from now on? Or is it
like down the line? Oh really?
Speaker 2: Yeah absolutely. I made it. I made it pretty transparent.
I made it you know, I like to communicate the
truth always, and I you know, we were friends, like
I really appreciated. There was a lot of good moments,
but there was a lot of it just you know,
it just it just happens. It just the shoe just
doesn't fit sometimes.
Speaker 1: You know, I made the joke early on about porn stars. Oh,
just show up on set, have sex, come home, get
your money, and blah blah. For the guys or the
male producers, it really especially guys who film and shoot themselves.
It's not that hard. If I can contact someone like
Emerald loves Here and I go, hey, I have X
amount of money. I want to meet your number. This
is what I'd like to do in the scene. The
end result is I would get to have sex with you.
Why am I making it complicated by fucking lying about
shit or pushing it too far or doing why it
just doesn't make sense to me. Do you think there's
kind of like a power dynamic to that too? Like
with your thing? It wasn't you know they told you
you had to do A B and C and then
they made you do a through M or work towards that.
Do you think there was a dynamic like I hate
to say this because it sounds gross, but like I
can use this girl a little bit, like, you know,
push her around, and maybe not with that person, but
just in the industry in general.
Speaker 2: Oh, absolutely absolutely. And when there's money involved, people feel well,
they give that sense of entitlement you. They think, well,
I gave you this, so you must do this for me.
It's very conditional. It's uh, yeah, it is. It is
a power trip, absolutely absolutely, and uh there's definitely producers
and creators that prey upon. They look for people that
seem like they don't know as much. Intentionally, it's crazy.
Speaker 1: This is normally a question I asked at the end,
but let me ask you now only because you kind
of brought it up with that and the idea of
you know, people possibly pushing it or taking advantage. I
hate saying it, but you know what I mean with that?
What should be the age female performers are allowed to
get into the industry. Let me just pause real quick
and say I am not I'm a big freedom guy,
you know. I think personally, if a girl's eighteen and
she can go fight in a war overseas, she should
be able to shoot porn. But there's the other aspect
to where you gotta protect people. I heard a horror
story of a girl and it's not as grap I
guess some horror stories could be. But eighteen years old
joins the industry, meets some guy online, who's gonna shoot this?
Flies across the country on her own, Dime gets a
hotel room on her own. Dime calls the guy, hey,
where are you?
Speaker 2: Nothing?
Speaker 1: No one ever shows up. And I think even me,
as an eighteen year old guy in that situation, I
would have been like, oh fuck, I feel really like
violated with this, and he got fucked over. So you
tell me what age do you think girls should be
able to get into porn? And then I'll tell you
the general consensus of all the interviews I've done.
Speaker 2: You know, personally, I joined the adult industry when I
was twenty two. Me personally, I think it's such an
interesting bag because we could shoot porn at eighteen, but
we can't legally drink, which is crazy. It's crazy in
other countries. The age for drinking in Europe, I think
it's much younger, so much younger. Me personally, I think
twenty one. I think twenty one because oh my gosh,
fresh out of high school. It's just it's just such
a big responsibility. It's so much different than you know,
a college kid, you know in their hook up face, like,
it's so different. Personally, I think twenty one, but it's
so hard to say, because some eighteen year olds they
have a mind of a twenty five year old.
Speaker 1: And that's kind of what we've always come to when
I have these, because they every girl I've interviewed has
essentially done the same thing you've done there, where you
play with it in your mind and you go, look,
there's an eighteen year old girl out there who's more
mature than fifty year old men and women, right, and
she got kicked out of her house and she needs
something to do now. I don't want to take that
away from her, But at the same time, I don't
want them to be in a terrible situation at eighteen
years old where they don't know how to handle it.
I've interviewed a lot of girls who even got in
at eighteen years old who say the same thing as you,
twenty one, what killed Yeah? Yeah. What we came to
that might be a good compromise is how about from
eighteen to twenty one, you can only do solo stuff,
solo modeling, you're only fans, your whatever, maybe that, and
then once you get a feel for the industry, build
up a resume for yourself of your own content and everything. Hey,
twenty one time to hit hardcore.
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, absolutely, and even in Florida, Louisiana, and Texas.
They recently made I'm the legal age to be a
stripper twenty one?
Speaker 1: Wow wow yeah that yeah. Yeah. They like to really
squeeze on you people down there, right.
Speaker 2: When it comes to that kind of stuff. Absolutely.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, they don't mind taking your tax dollars, but
they'll certainly let you know when you can work and
when you can't.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I am hoping these next two sites aren't the
one you were referencing earlier people you worked with, and
if they are, we'll just cut it out. But you
have shot with two of my favorite sites. They're the
Asiani sites. It's Glory Whole Secrets and Gang Bang cream Pie.
That's not them, right, No? Okay, good, good good, They're great.
Speaker 2: That's one of my favorite scenes ever.
Speaker 1: I So I have to ask, how do you not
get fucking beat like halfway through on either of those?
I and the Gang Bang I almost understand a little
bit more because there's times when you, I mean, you're
doing work, obvious, but maybe you're just relaxing, You're on
your back, You're getting pounded when you're doing a glory
whole scene, aren't you Just like I don't know how
many guys you did in that. Obviously I finished before
the end of your scene, but uh, sorry for that. Uh,
but how do you not just get so fucking tired
sucking dick for that long?
Speaker 7: You know?
Speaker 2: I think it just I'm just so excited. I genuinely
love to share that pleasure. Like you know, the guy
is moaning, he's giving good reactions, he's verbally telling me
I'm doing a good job, and that motivates me absolutely.
But yeah, that was an advanced scene. I definitely had
to stop sometimes, but it was almost, you know, the
sensations of what I had, the goodness of what I
was feeling, empowered more than the tiredness.
Speaker 1: Yes, how do you decompress after a scene like that?
Like how do you are when you come off set?
Are you immediately exhausted or are you kind of like
on a high and then fall off?
Speaker 2: So it really depends. It depends how long the scene was.
You know, Surprisingly, that scene did not take that long.
So that was filmed all in the same day, and
that took all about I want to say, hundred four hours, wow,
which is how it's supposed to be, you know, without
dialogue and crazy scripts and stuff like that. But you know,
sometimes I'm really excited and ready for the rest of
the day, and then sometimes I'm just like, oh, well,
I'm gonna go home and go on a walk and
take a shower and order some food.
Speaker 1: So I look at online porn as there's three tiers,
and all of them have what you love. Like, there's
nothing wrong with any of the tears. It's more about
like the production quality of it. So your top end
you have like vixen and brassers and this and that.
The mid tier that's kind of where I like to live,
that's like the ones we just mentioned. And then the
bottom tier, again nothing wrong with it, but it's like
a grainy camera and you hear drake in the background
and you're like, I don't think you have the rights
to that, Like what do you like shooting the most?
Speaker 2: What? What?
Speaker 1: Obviously not that last tier that's like just for you
if you're hooking up with some guy and you're like, shit,
let me put this on my of but uh, what
of the two do you prefer to shoot in?
Speaker 2: Ooh, yeah, Well, the first tier is such a big
responsibility it's such it's just going to be a long day.
You're gonna have a lot of dialogue. You're gonna you know,
stop go stop, go stop go. So honestly, when I'm
in it the first here, I I'm just like, God,
this day is so long. But then when it's complete,
it's like, oh my god, Yes, the day is done.
This scene is gonna come out great. I interacted with
so many people. My social battery is whoo. But you know,
I have done some really fun stuff where for example,
with Reality Kings, we did this. I did this scene
with Cassie Lenoir and uh we uh were we were
a fraternity and we got an RV and it was
it was super fun. But dang, that was a long day. See.
Speaker 1: I respect the acting aspect of it, but look, I'm
a dude in my thirties. I'm just trying to figure
out where we're going with this whole thing. Like you're
a great realtor, and I'm sure you're showing this house
and it's really good. I'd really like to see without
those clothes perhaps, though, so maybe we could just scooch
this along a little, you.
Speaker 3: Know, Yeah, as you were saying, what I prefer gone,
so oh my cleanse, the second.
Speaker 2: Tier, the just the very Hey you know, I like
what I see. Let's let's get to it. Yeah. Absolutely.
Speaker 1: Plus you're a big name. I bet they're like happy
to have you on set, and it's like, oh my god, Emeralds,
she's so great, Da da da da. Where is nothing again?
You are top tier beautiful? But you show up on
a Vixen set they had Violet Myers last week and
this person whoever, and you go, maybe they're just kind
of like a job. This is a job. Let's keep
this move and keep professional. Is that okay? All right,
that's fair. So let me ask you where do you
want to see your career go. Do you have a
number you want to hit like this much in the
bank and Emeralds out. Do you have an awards you
want to win or anything else that you want to
hit on where you can feel like you have a
sense of accomplishment or I interview D. D. White who
is seventy one years old and still still shoots gang
bangs all the credit in the world tour because I'll
be dead before seventy one. But is that the kind
of career you want to have where you keep doing this.
Do you love this or do you love the world
it provides for you?
Speaker 2: I love this? Well, it's both, it's both, you know.
I I'm going to be honest. I am not that
much of a planner of life, Okay, I'm a very
I enjoy life, and I enjoy my freedom, and I
enjoy what I do. I don't know, actually, I know
that I really enjoy what I do.
Speaker 5: Now.
Speaker 2: Would I like to be awarded for my work? Yes?
And no, Like that would be nice. But I don't
need an award to tell me like, good job. You know.
I enjoy what I do regardless. Okay, So I where
do I see myself in the future. I'll just keep
doing it till I'm really bored of it.
Speaker 1: Hey, then you know what you can do. You can
just google how to do something else and then move
on to that, like you've done the last couple.
Speaker 2: You know exactly exactly.
Speaker 1: All right, what are some of the worst parts of
your life?
Speaker 6: Job?
Speaker 1: Let me ask that. Have you ever had to fuck
a guy who's like again, who kind of looks like me,
like horrendous or like gross or anything? Has there been
anything where you've walked on set and you've been like,
and I won't ask you the name names Jesus Christ,
but uh, have you ever had to walk on set
and you were like, oh, it's gonna be a bad day.
Speaker 8: Yeah, absolutely, yeah, absolutely yeah it but yeah it happens.
It's uh it mostly it's a hygien stuff. The hygiene
stuff is just crazy. It just just hop in the shower,
just take five minutes to clip your nails. Why are
you putting your fingers anywhere near me when your nails
are longer than mine?
Speaker 1: Dude, if you go back and I interviewed a porn
star that started in the early two thousands just last week,
and if you go through some of the people she
worked with, like the Ron Jeremies and then this guy
and whoever else, I look at it and I'm like, dude,
the guy, I understand the hygiene thing totally one hundred percent.
But the guys nowadays versus the guys back in the day,
You're you've got an improvement looks wise at least.
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, they have, especially over well even when I
started back in twenty twenty, like, oh my god, they
did not care. They still weren't caring about you know,
the physicality and just the personality. But now they look
for you know, they need someone charismatic, they need you know,
they look for that. I've noticed that has changed.
Speaker 1: So I want to bring this up and if it's
if it's you know, too much, again, I won't say
names or if it's personal or anything like that. Today
I noticed on Twitter a lot of female performers were
calling out a male performer for bad behavior. Let me
ask you, if you had a good have you ever
been put in a position where I just think about
it this way, there are performers that worked with whoever
it is that we're talking about, and not just that
individual one, but in this case the canceled person. Here
there are and they've had good experiences with it. I've
also been seeing all day that people are like attacking
even women who won't stand up for them by saying
They'll just say I did have a good experience with
that person, and then they get attacked for that. Do
you if you were this just so confusing. I'm sorry.
I'm trying to like dance around names and not mention
anything because we don't need that shit. The question is more,
if you've had an experience with someone that was positive,
every experience you've had while working with this person is positive,
they're nice to you, they're kind, whatever, And then someone
else makes a claim. Are you one to put in
your head I will never work with that person again?
Or do you base things on your personal experience working
with everyone?
Speaker 2: I base my own personal experience with them. Sure, we
are all toxic, I.
Speaker 9: Know, crazy, Oh my god, whoa, We're all toxic. We've
all done something abusive, We've all said something mean and
done things that we shouldn't have done or regretted, you know,
every single person on this earth, even a pastor. Oh wait,
pastors really sketchy.
Speaker 1: Actually, I mean you picked the one you could have been, like,
even Catholic priests, and I've been like, yeah, okay, yes.
Speaker 2: Yeah specifically then, so we all do crazy, bad things
like it. You know. There's the same that I really
like by the Japanese. They say a person has a
thousand different versions of them, and every person is going
to receive a different version that no one else is
going to get unfortunately. But I think it's our responsibility
to take accountability if we have been toxic or abusive
and just just just try to be better than horrible.
Speaker 1: Sure. Sure, I think it's totally fair to base it
on your own personal experiences with people, because you know,
imagine someone gets quote unquote canceled. You come out and
start going, yeah, fuck that, and it turns out the
first girl was just lying about it or whatever. And
I'm not saying they are. And by the way, we're
excluding anything like violence against women or serious non consensual
stuff and what I totally that fucked them get out.
You know, we understand that. I'm just talking about more
like you know, boundaries, if they accidentally got pushed or
this and that. Men, you need to be aware of that,
but also maybe you need to have the chance to
come out and apologize and you know whatever. Set the
record straight on that. So I want to do a
thing I like to call stat check. So I use
the Internet Adult Film Database and I have pulled together
your stats. Now, these numbers are wrong. They will not
be right. They didn't include this sceni you did, and
this sceni you did, and this onlyfan scene and this
and that. So you're just gonna have to accept that
these are off. But I wanted to set a landmark.
So if I have you on a year from now,
we can go, oh my God, you wont all these awards,
and look you got this. You don't even care about
those awards, but you want them. And you've worked with
these many people and this and that. So let me
run through it. Scenes. You have done fifty eight as
far as my account goes. Guys, you've worked with thirty
one women. You've worked with twenty three. Did I read
this wrong? Do you have no AVN nominations yet? Not yet?
We always say yet because they will come and then
obviously no nominations, no wins. We only base it on AVN.
I know there's a ton of different award shows, and
that's great. Is there anyone you have in mind that
you specifically do want to work with? Now is a
good time to shout it out. Is there any like
performer female or male, either one where it's kind of
in your mind, like, shit, if I could do a
scene with that person, I think it would be really
fucking cool.
Speaker 2: I think Nicole Doshi, she's such a cool creator and
she always on social media. I really admire her work.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I like Nicol Doshi a lot. Her Katsumi
I really like, Yeah, all right, let's do it. Let's
get the scene together. I'll pay for it all based
on podcast earnings, which is not gonna happen. All right, Well, look,
I think we're about ready to wrap this up. This
one by super Fast. I love your spirit. It seems
like you understand, like this is a job. You have
to be professional, you have to put that face forward,
but it's also a fun job. You know this, This
industry's for professionals, but it's also not for like stuck
up people or like I hate doing this. You have
to love it, right.
Speaker 2: You do? You do? You have to love the game. Yeah,
play the game and you have to love the game.
Speaker 1: There you go, Emerald Loves You can find her everywhere
at Emerald loves X links to everything in the episode description. Remember,
bare minimum you could do is follow these performers. If
you have no money, nothing whatsoever, follow them on Twitter
and Instagram. Okay, but if it's payday and you're looking
at it and you're like, oh shit, my daughter needs braces.
But I could also spend my money over here, heading
over to OnlyFans and checking her out at Emerald loves ex.
Go do that. Your daughter will be able to eat pudding.
You're fine, don't sweat it. Uh, Emerald, thank you so
much for coming on with me tonight.
Speaker 2: Yeah, thanks for finding me.