WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.600 --> 00:00:01.879 You'll be away five seventeen. 2 00:00:01.960 --> 00:00:04.799 Do you want to report a UFO it? 3 00:00:05.360 --> 00:00:08.720 We don't want to report every thirty one. Do you 4 00:00:08.800 --> 00:00:12.199 wish to report a UFO over hey, we want to 5 00:00:12.439 --> 00:00:15.439 one of those data areas thirty one. 6 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:17.160 Do you wish to find a report of any kind 7 00:00:17.160 --> 00:00:21.039 of it? I wouldn't know what kind of reports clouds. 8 00:00:20.800 --> 00:00:23.120 Time areas thirty one. 9 00:00:23.399 --> 00:00:28.079 Me neither there or see if it was anybody a 10 00:00:28.559 --> 00:00:32.280 U above us to pass us, Like thirty seconds ago, we. 11 00:00:32.280 --> 00:00:33.520 Were sending one of golf negative. 12 00:00:34.000 --> 00:00:37.039 Okay, OFFI the UFO. 13 00:00:37.759 --> 00:00:39.719 Yeah, it's murder ten nine o'clock. 14 00:00:39.799 --> 00:00:41.119 Yes, I'll just passed over. 15 00:00:42.560 --> 00:00:42.759 God. 16 00:00:43.200 --> 00:00:45.119 I don't know what it was, but it's from at 17 00:00:45.200 --> 00:00:47.679 least to three thousand feet above us. See, I passed 18 00:00:47.719 --> 00:00:53.479 right over the top of US ninety one one. 19 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:55.359 You just called both to me before. 20 00:00:56.600 --> 00:01:00.240 They're after staying the airplanes, he. 21 00:01:00.439 --> 00:01:03.159 Is se to God. 22 00:01:03.520 --> 00:01:04.920 More calm in on an. 23 00:01:04.879 --> 00:01:08.760 Unidentified object every liberty or call or calm on an 24 00:01:08.840 --> 00:01:14.239 unidentified flying object. 25 00:01:15.959 --> 00:01:19.319 Welcome to UFO Chronicles, a place where people share their 26 00:01:19.319 --> 00:01:25.000 experiences of the strange and unexplained. If you've had an encounter, 27 00:01:25.319 --> 00:01:27.560 I would like to be on the show. You can 28 00:01:27.680 --> 00:01:47.920 email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com. 29 00:01:47.959 --> 00:01:51.280 Hello everyone, I hope you're all doing well tonight. I'm 30 00:01:51.359 --> 00:01:55.640 Nick Hunter and it's the UFO Chronicles podcast. For tonight's episode, 31 00:01:55.680 --> 00:01:59.319 we're joined by Josh from British Columbia, Canada, and he's 32 00:01:59.319 --> 00:02:02.640 going to be sharing some unusual encounters. Beginning with memories 33 00:02:02.640 --> 00:02:05.599 of gray beings at a young age, He's going to 34 00:02:05.599 --> 00:02:09.919 be describing numerous incidents along with a major change at 35 00:02:09.919 --> 00:02:13.039 the age of fifty. Since then, the pace of paranormal 36 00:02:13.080 --> 00:02:17.479 activity has increased. Josh also discusses his work developing an 37 00:02:17.520 --> 00:02:23.800 aisystem designed to construct and interpret magical castings, and explores 38 00:02:23.879 --> 00:02:28.759 whether artificial intelligence could become another doorway into the unknown. 39 00:02:29.199 --> 00:02:31.080 Josh is up next. 40 00:02:30.919 --> 00:02:33.280 But first, if you enjoy the show and you would 41 00:02:33.280 --> 00:02:36.199 like to help support the podcast on Patreon, you can 42 00:02:36.240 --> 00:02:38.560 do this for as little as one dollar a month. 43 00:02:38.639 --> 00:02:42.360 Head on over to patreon dot com forward slash UFO 44 00:02:42.439 --> 00:02:45.120 Chronicles Podcast. You can also find a link in the 45 00:02:45.159 --> 00:02:48.840 description of this episode. Any help is very much appreciated. 46 00:02:49.159 --> 00:02:53.479 Now on with the show. 47 00:03:05.919 --> 00:03:08.199 Hello, Josh, Welcome to the podcast. 48 00:03:08.639 --> 00:03:10.120 Hei Nick happy to be here. 49 00:03:10.360 --> 00:03:12.879 It's good to have you with us. Tonight and all 50 00:03:12.919 --> 00:03:15.400 the way from British Columbia, Canada. 51 00:03:15.599 --> 00:03:19.599 Yeah. I lived in British Columbia for tennis eleven twelve 52 00:03:19.680 --> 00:03:22.080 is years and another four years on top of that. 53 00:03:22.120 --> 00:03:25.159 I was originally born and raised in Winnipeg, Manitoba, and 54 00:03:25.680 --> 00:03:27.560 my wife and I decided to move out to British 55 00:03:27.560 --> 00:03:29.479 Columbia where the weather is a bit more, a. 56 00:03:29.479 --> 00:03:31.680 Bit nicer, and do you like it? You prefer it there? 57 00:03:31.919 --> 00:03:34.360 Yeah, It's a beautiful part of the world. I think 58 00:03:34.520 --> 00:03:37.439 I'm in Victoria right now, and I think that Victoria, BC, 59 00:03:37.560 --> 00:03:40.319 Canada is, if not the best cap secret in Canada 60 00:03:40.360 --> 00:03:42.360 for sure in terms of how nice it is to 61 00:03:42.360 --> 00:03:44.919 live here, but maybe one of the best cap secrets 62 00:03:44.919 --> 00:03:47.280 in all of North America. I think. I think Vancouver 63 00:03:47.319 --> 00:03:50.639 Island is just a gorgeous place to live and a 64 00:03:51.039 --> 00:03:53.199 lot of interesting stuff goes on over here. 65 00:03:53.400 --> 00:03:56.840 Indeed it does. We've been there several times now, We've guessed, 66 00:03:56.879 --> 00:04:01.080 and I'm pretty sure our listeners, which to you, will 67 00:04:01.159 --> 00:04:05.800 agree with you. Okay, now, Josh, you have some interesting 68 00:04:05.919 --> 00:04:09.159 experiences to share for us. Would you like to start 69 00:04:09.159 --> 00:04:10.199 your beginning please, sir? 70 00:04:10.879 --> 00:04:14.319 Sure? So, as I've mentioned, we were talking before the show, 71 00:04:14.319 --> 00:04:17.040 and I've done many podcasts, most of them for my 72 00:04:17.160 --> 00:04:20.199 day job SEO and for AI, which is my passion 73 00:04:20.199 --> 00:04:22.720 but also starting to be my work as well. But 74 00:04:22.759 --> 00:04:25.040 I've never been able to really kind of dig into 75 00:04:25.120 --> 00:04:28.319 my experiencer and researcher side. So I'm really excited and 76 00:04:28.360 --> 00:04:31.120 happy to do that, and I'm hoping the world is 77 00:04:31.439 --> 00:04:34.199 more receptive now to folks who've had experiences and who 78 00:04:34.199 --> 00:04:36.720 are researching. So if anyone's listening and they're used to 79 00:04:36.759 --> 00:04:39.199 me from an SEO or an AI podcast, well this 80 00:04:39.240 --> 00:04:42.800 is where we're gonna get a little high strangeness going on. 81 00:04:43.199 --> 00:04:47.160 But I come about it honestly. I have autism, mild autism. 82 00:04:47.720 --> 00:04:49.759 It's always made me a little bit of an outcast, 83 00:04:49.879 --> 00:04:53.360 but the experiencer portion of my life kind of fits 84 00:04:53.439 --> 00:04:56.120 right into that. So if you want to go back 85 00:04:56.120 --> 00:04:59.480 to the beginnings, since I was really really young again 86 00:05:00.120 --> 00:05:02.560 living with autism, I was going to say struggling, but 87 00:05:02.600 --> 00:05:04.959 that's not fair. It wasn't a struggle. It was a challenge, 88 00:05:05.199 --> 00:05:08.160 but everyone has a challenge not growing up. One thing 89 00:05:08.199 --> 00:05:11.240 I noticed, though, is that I kind of processed reality differently, 90 00:05:11.279 --> 00:05:14.079 and so the high strangeness that was going on. It 91 00:05:14.079 --> 00:05:17.720 didn't seem so high strange to me, because I find 92 00:05:17.959 --> 00:05:21.079 human beings just generally strange. Why did she do this 93 00:05:21.199 --> 00:05:22.759 or why did he react that way? You know, and 94 00:05:22.800 --> 00:05:24.079 as a child you're growing up, it was hard for 95 00:05:24.120 --> 00:05:26.519 me to figure it out. But the earliest times, I 96 00:05:26.560 --> 00:05:30.199 think were in I am around five or six years old, 97 00:05:30.759 --> 00:05:33.519 I start remembering, not my earliest memories, but I start 98 00:05:33.560 --> 00:05:37.759 remembering knowing about quote unquote them, you know, and at 99 00:05:37.759 --> 00:05:40.199 the time, I didn't quite know what they looked like, 100 00:05:40.319 --> 00:05:44.560 and them was just a feeling you would have, you know, 101 00:05:44.720 --> 00:05:47.360 you could feel when they quote unquote are around. And 102 00:05:47.399 --> 00:05:50.879 now I would equate that with what people call the grays, 103 00:05:51.560 --> 00:05:54.800 so very sim very standard kind of experience or story. 104 00:05:55.759 --> 00:05:59.079 But even at you know, five, five years old, maybe six, 105 00:05:59.199 --> 00:06:02.160 just before starting school in kindergarten, I knew that they 106 00:06:02.160 --> 00:06:03.920 would come into the room and I would kind of 107 00:06:03.959 --> 00:06:07.000 know when they were there. And one one concrete experience 108 00:06:07.000 --> 00:06:10.720 I had at that time was I woke up and 109 00:06:10.759 --> 00:06:14.920 I was floating over over my bottom bunk bed and 110 00:06:14.959 --> 00:06:17.600 I was my face was pressed up against the I 111 00:06:17.600 --> 00:06:20.920 can remember spelling smelling the wood varnish because my father 112 00:06:20.959 --> 00:06:22.839 had built us bunk beds at a at a old 113 00:06:22.959 --> 00:06:25.519 lumber and two by fours and had varnished it. And 114 00:06:25.560 --> 00:06:28.439 I remember smelling that varnish and having the humidity against 115 00:06:28.480 --> 00:06:30.759 my cheek and thinking to myself, you know, how am I? 116 00:06:30.879 --> 00:06:33.240 How am I up against the bottom of my brother's 117 00:06:33.240 --> 00:06:35.079 bunk bed who had the top bunk? And then once 118 00:06:35.120 --> 00:06:38.040 I realized that I was floating, that I was lemitating, 119 00:06:38.279 --> 00:06:40.199 I had then fallen back into the bed and kind 120 00:06:40.199 --> 00:06:43.399 of fully awoken with a start. So that was probably 121 00:06:43.439 --> 00:06:46.560 the first concrete case of some kind of high strangeness 122 00:06:46.600 --> 00:06:49.480 going on, and it just seemed to proceed from there. 123 00:06:49.920 --> 00:06:53.199 So from there I started having, you know, the kind 124 00:06:53.199 --> 00:06:59.600 of standard experience or experiences, going through life again kind 125 00:06:59.600 --> 00:07:03.879 of wildered with my autism as to what is real 126 00:07:04.000 --> 00:07:07.360 is what is not, and quite often asking myself, why 127 00:07:07.360 --> 00:07:10.759 do the adults not understand this the way I understand 128 00:07:10.759 --> 00:07:12.800 this or the way I you know, why don't they 129 00:07:12.839 --> 00:07:16.079 see and know that these things are happening that I 130 00:07:16.120 --> 00:07:18.639 think are happening, And that happened with more than just 131 00:07:19.360 --> 00:07:23.160 paranormal experience. It's just even subtle shifts of logic, you know. 132 00:07:23.439 --> 00:07:25.519 I remember being on a bus ride with my grandmother 133 00:07:26.319 --> 00:07:29.040 and she was talking with somebody. I could tell that 134 00:07:29.079 --> 00:07:31.120 she didn't like him. She was humoring him to talk 135 00:07:31.160 --> 00:07:34.000 with him. And he had said something that was basically 136 00:07:34.079 --> 00:07:36.199 a logical contradiction. He said that A was the case 137 00:07:36.240 --> 00:07:38.680 and A was not the case. And everybody laughed, and 138 00:07:38.720 --> 00:07:41.519 I thought, that's weird. That can't be true. And I 139 00:07:41.519 --> 00:07:43.879 looked around everyone laughing, and I realized I'm the only 140 00:07:43.879 --> 00:07:46.279 one who noticed that. I was like, oh or sorry, 141 00:07:46.279 --> 00:07:49.879 I thought at the time. So the paranormal was mixed 142 00:07:49.879 --> 00:07:52.519 with the normal for me since the very beginning. So 143 00:07:52.600 --> 00:07:56.639 fast forward to you know, I had another experience, and 144 00:07:56.680 --> 00:07:59.759 this is much more concrete, when I was say, just 145 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:03.360 early puberty, you know, twelve or thirteen, and this was 146 00:08:03.399 --> 00:08:08.199 your standard harvest scenario quote unquote. I woke up out 147 00:08:08.240 --> 00:08:10.639 of a deep sleep and I was compelled to go 148 00:08:10.720 --> 00:08:13.879 down into the living room where the windows were open 149 00:08:13.920 --> 00:08:16.439 before when they're not normally open, and I could feel 150 00:08:16.480 --> 00:08:18.839 that they were around, and I was compelled to lie 151 00:08:18.879 --> 00:08:21.240 there on the floor. And I don't want to be 152 00:08:21.279 --> 00:08:24.879 too graphic, but there was a collection they collected a 153 00:08:24.920 --> 00:08:28.360 specimen if you catch my meeting. And I woke up 154 00:08:28.480 --> 00:08:30.360 naked on the floor and I was like, oh, okay, 155 00:08:30.480 --> 00:08:32.679 that's weird, and so I put my clothes on my 156 00:08:32.840 --> 00:08:35.120 pat Jamazon, I went back up to bed, all the 157 00:08:35.159 --> 00:08:40.559 way up to I think the next concrete So I'm 158 00:08:40.559 --> 00:08:42.799 trying to give you kind of an itemology if you 159 00:08:42.799 --> 00:08:45.240 will have the concrete experiences that kind of lead up 160 00:08:45.279 --> 00:08:47.840 to where the paranormal where where I am today with 161 00:08:47.960 --> 00:08:51.879 the AI magic casting system, which is how I contacted you. 162 00:08:51.960 --> 00:08:53.320 So I want to make sure I get to that. 163 00:08:53.960 --> 00:08:57.799 So I meet a girlfriend. She's had some interesting experiences 164 00:08:57.799 --> 00:08:59.840 as well. I'll let my and choose down my wife. 165 00:09:00.080 --> 00:09:02.639 She's a very private person, so I'm not going to 166 00:09:03.120 --> 00:09:05.519 out any other weird paranormal thing that she's had going 167 00:09:05.519 --> 00:09:07.080 on with her, But if she ever wants to tell 168 00:09:07.120 --> 00:09:09.759 her a story, she's free to do that. But I 169 00:09:09.799 --> 00:09:12.159 found it interesting that two kind of paranormal kids kind 170 00:09:12.200 --> 00:09:15.360 of found each other. She was I don't think an accident, 171 00:09:15.559 --> 00:09:21.120 but fast forward through some smaller experiences till you know, 172 00:09:21.840 --> 00:09:25.559 fastward quite a bit, so fastward to maybe just ten 173 00:09:25.919 --> 00:09:28.960 eleven years ago, And this is the experience I had 174 00:09:29.000 --> 00:09:31.279 that I think is the most vivid and complete, and 175 00:09:31.320 --> 00:09:35.799 I think would be useful to anyone researching alien encounters 176 00:09:35.919 --> 00:09:39.600 or et encounters. So this was now I've lived, I've 177 00:09:39.600 --> 00:09:42.440 grown up, went to university, caught my master's degree, did 178 00:09:42.440 --> 00:09:45.080 half a PhD. You quit that didn't like that, went 179 00:09:45.120 --> 00:09:47.960 back into marketing, which is my day job. And I'm 180 00:09:48.000 --> 00:09:51.360 living in British Columbia. No at this point, and I 181 00:09:51.360 --> 00:09:53.960 remember it very vividly. It was probably around twenty fifteen. 182 00:09:54.000 --> 00:09:56.519 I could get the exact date if necessary, because it 183 00:09:56.559 --> 00:09:59.799 was the first night that my in laws, my wife's 184 00:09:59.799 --> 00:10:02.240 p parents, had come to stay with us. It was 185 00:10:02.240 --> 00:10:04.759 the very first night again from just outside of the 186 00:10:04.799 --> 00:10:06.879 live in Manitoba, not a Winnipeg. They live two hours 187 00:10:06.919 --> 00:10:09.320 north on a lake, and they'd come to visit us. 188 00:10:09.519 --> 00:10:11.840 Who was middle of the night, and I started to 189 00:10:11.840 --> 00:10:16.039 become aware of my mother in law screaming. She was 190 00:10:16.080 --> 00:10:19.919 screaming and moaning and making noise and saying you know, no, no, 191 00:10:20.919 --> 00:10:23.279 stuff like that, and you know, I'm kind of half 192 00:10:23.320 --> 00:10:25.559 asleep half a week but I thought to myself, Okay, 193 00:10:25.600 --> 00:10:28.440 well she has these. She's known to have these what 194 00:10:28.919 --> 00:10:31.039 are called night terror quote unquote, at least that's how 195 00:10:31.080 --> 00:10:33.879 it was diagnosed. She's also known to sleepwalk. She was 196 00:10:33.919 --> 00:10:36.759 known to rearrange furniture in her sleep. She would wake 197 00:10:36.840 --> 00:10:38.960 up in funny places, you know, out on the deck 198 00:10:39.399 --> 00:10:41.600 or on a couch instead of in her bed. And 199 00:10:41.639 --> 00:10:44.440 she also claimed that she had seen angels and fairies. 200 00:10:44.720 --> 00:10:46.519 And we were like, yeah, yeah, okay, I'm sure you did, 201 00:10:46.559 --> 00:10:50.279 Chelly right. You know, little did we know she I 202 00:10:50.320 --> 00:10:52.879 think she was definitely seeing something. And so I'm starting 203 00:10:52.879 --> 00:10:54.960 to wake up, and then just then I hear the 204 00:10:55.039 --> 00:10:58.360 door to that spare bedroom open, and I thought, oh, okay, 205 00:10:58.320 --> 00:11:00.720 I guess my father in law, Dale is going to 206 00:11:00.720 --> 00:11:03.000 the bathroom. I hope they don't mind using their names. 207 00:11:04.039 --> 00:11:05.759 And I've never told them this story either. I've never 208 00:11:05.759 --> 00:11:08.080 told anyone in my family this story, except for my wife, 209 00:11:08.159 --> 00:11:10.799 of course. And I thought, okay, well, how I knew 210 00:11:10.919 --> 00:11:13.679 was a male energy. I just knew. I knew it 211 00:11:13.759 --> 00:11:17.519 was a male ish kind of energy. So I didn't 212 00:11:17.519 --> 00:11:19.360 think for a second it was Shelley getting up to 213 00:11:19.360 --> 00:11:21.720 go to the bathroom. I knew I inferred from the 214 00:11:21.840 --> 00:11:24.080 energy the feeling, it must have been Dale. And I 215 00:11:24.240 --> 00:11:26.120 was thought, okay, fine, who's just going to walk up 216 00:11:26.120 --> 00:11:27.879 the hallway and then he's going to go to the bathroom, 217 00:11:27.879 --> 00:11:30.279 which is just adjacent from the hallway to our closed 218 00:11:30.360 --> 00:11:32.679 bedroom door. And I did hear footsteps, but I was like, 219 00:11:33.039 --> 00:11:36.600 that's weird. The footsteps were far too slight. Dale is 220 00:11:36.799 --> 00:11:38.679 a big dude. He's a large band he's six foot 221 00:11:38.720 --> 00:11:42.039 four or so. You know, he's quite quite husky muscular. 222 00:11:42.440 --> 00:11:45.480 He's a good to eighty at least two hundred eighty pounds. 223 00:11:45.480 --> 00:11:47.039 I don't have no idea how many stones that, yes, 224 00:11:47.399 --> 00:11:51.320 but too hundred eighty pounds. And I heard the footfall 225 00:11:51.600 --> 00:11:54.600 creaking down that very creaky hallway, but it was very slight. 226 00:11:54.639 --> 00:11:57.720 It was someone who was much much lighter than what 227 00:11:57.799 --> 00:11:59.960 I was expecting to hear. So I'm like, okay, that's weird, 228 00:12:00.039 --> 00:12:02.600 but you know whatever, Okay, fine, this minor mystery will 229 00:12:02.639 --> 00:12:06.000 be resolved when I hear his hand touched the door 230 00:12:06.000 --> 00:12:08.679 handle to the bathroom again, which was adjacent to our 231 00:12:08.720 --> 00:12:11.759 bedroom closed door, and go to the bathroom. That'll be fine. 232 00:12:12.039 --> 00:12:15.720 But much to my surprise, the hand did not touch 233 00:12:15.919 --> 00:12:18.600 the bathroom door handle. It touched and I heard it 234 00:12:18.679 --> 00:12:22.720 very clearly touch and open the bedroom door handle, not 235 00:12:22.799 --> 00:12:26.960 the bathroom door handle, and open the door and step inside. 236 00:12:27.320 --> 00:12:31.120 And so at that point, I was livid. No, don't 237 00:12:31.159 --> 00:12:33.039 get me wrong, I love my in laws. I'm really 238 00:12:33.120 --> 00:12:35.480 lucky people complain about their in laws. I love my 239 00:12:35.519 --> 00:12:38.840 in laws to death. They're great people. Stayed with them 240 00:12:39.159 --> 00:12:42.519 many times and loved them a lot. We get along 241 00:12:42.639 --> 00:12:45.120 very well. But I guess I hadn't seen them for 242 00:12:45.159 --> 00:12:48.360 a few years, and I hadn't really prepared myself for 243 00:12:48.399 --> 00:12:51.840 all of the advice Dale would have given all of us, 244 00:12:51.879 --> 00:12:55.159 but especially me, about how this light wasn't installed correctly, 245 00:12:55.200 --> 00:12:56.559 and you know, you should do this this way, and 246 00:12:56.600 --> 00:12:58.480 you should do this that way, and et cetera, et cetera. 247 00:12:59.000 --> 00:13:01.399 I had enjoy quite a lot of that kind of 248 00:13:01.440 --> 00:13:04.000 advice earlier in the day. I again, if you're catching 249 00:13:04.000 --> 00:13:07.080 my meeting. So by this point, however, in my kind 250 00:13:07.080 --> 00:13:09.840 of sleep grog state, I thought, for some reason, he 251 00:13:09.879 --> 00:13:12.080 was a He was bursting into the bedroom to tell 252 00:13:12.120 --> 00:13:14.399 me how I had done the bedroom lights in correctly 253 00:13:14.480 --> 00:13:16.480 or something like that. So I was living and so 254 00:13:16.759 --> 00:13:19.879 I sat up in bed furious, and I flipped the 255 00:13:19.879 --> 00:13:22.360 mask off, my sleeping mask off. I was about to 256 00:13:22.399 --> 00:13:26.240 tell him get that beep out of my bedroom when 257 00:13:26.240 --> 00:13:27.879 I opened my eyes and I saw what was there, 258 00:13:28.519 --> 00:13:31.399 and it was not there. It was not even a 259 00:13:31.519 --> 00:13:37.240 human being standing with I believe their left foot into 260 00:13:37.320 --> 00:13:40.039 the room in a long kind of power stance. Stride 261 00:13:41.000 --> 00:13:44.679 was all I can describe is like a humanoid creature. 262 00:13:45.639 --> 00:13:51.000 It was lanky long. It was maybe five and a 263 00:13:51.039 --> 00:13:55.279 half feet tall in total. It had grayish greenish skin 264 00:13:55.399 --> 00:13:59.080 in that light that barely shimmered kind of like a 265 00:13:59.120 --> 00:14:02.519 fine scale or maybe like a lycross spandex. I couldn't 266 00:14:02.559 --> 00:14:04.879 quite tell if it was like a fine snake scale 267 00:14:05.000 --> 00:14:08.080 or a fine fish scale or some kind of lycrosspandex. 268 00:14:08.120 --> 00:14:11.159 I couldn't tell. Its right hand had opened the door, 269 00:14:11.200 --> 00:14:14.919 and it stepped in with its left foot, as I recall, 270 00:14:15.720 --> 00:14:18.679 and it was it was just frozen, and it's taken 271 00:14:18.679 --> 00:14:20.440 one step in just when I say, you get the 272 00:14:20.480 --> 00:14:22.759 bleep out of my you know, it couldn't even finish 273 00:14:22.759 --> 00:14:25.440 a sentence. And so I'm sitting there looking at it 274 00:14:25.639 --> 00:14:28.759 and it's just standing there like oh like like oh, 275 00:14:29.000 --> 00:14:31.600 I got caught, Like why is this one not asleep? 276 00:14:31.600 --> 00:14:33.679 Like it just really just froze, and its body language 277 00:14:33.720 --> 00:14:35.840 it was even turned slightly away from me, so it 278 00:14:35.919 --> 00:14:39.000 kind of had its right shoulder kind of slightly raised, 279 00:14:39.639 --> 00:14:42.720 and its body language was kind of posturing away from 280 00:14:42.720 --> 00:14:46.120 me as we both froze, like in this comical scene 281 00:14:46.600 --> 00:14:49.480 or I'm like, you're not dale and it's like you're 282 00:14:49.519 --> 00:14:51.919 not asleep, you know. Oh no, I got a live one, 283 00:14:51.919 --> 00:14:53.519 you know, kind of a deal. One of the specimens 284 00:14:53.559 --> 00:14:55.799 is a week. So we just sat there for what 285 00:14:55.960 --> 00:14:58.799 felt like it had to be It felt like thirty seconds. 286 00:14:58.840 --> 00:15:01.360 It had to be at least ten seconds, and I 287 00:15:01.399 --> 00:15:03.000 got started to get a better look at this thing, 288 00:15:03.600 --> 00:15:07.600 and there was very There was three very peculiar things 289 00:15:07.639 --> 00:15:10.639 about it that I had never heard in the lower before. 290 00:15:11.399 --> 00:15:15.600 Otherwise it was a fairly categorical, like this is what 291 00:15:15.600 --> 00:15:19.039 people call a gray alien because it definitely fit the color, 292 00:15:19.159 --> 00:15:21.600 it fit, the lankiness, it fit kind of going in 293 00:15:21.600 --> 00:15:23.279 your bedroom at night. It kind of fit all those 294 00:15:23.320 --> 00:15:26.039 story points. But there were three very extraordinary things that 295 00:15:26.080 --> 00:15:28.519 I want to share in the hopes that someone else 296 00:15:28.519 --> 00:15:31.799 has seen this too. One that its legs were reticulated, 297 00:15:32.240 --> 00:15:34.440 meaning that it walked on its tippy toes or kind 298 00:15:34.440 --> 00:15:36.960 of like a dog or a cat. It had two joints, 299 00:15:38.440 --> 00:15:41.720 so it had the knees or the lower joint were bent. 300 00:15:41.759 --> 00:15:45.320 The wrong way. So I thought that was interesting that 301 00:15:45.399 --> 00:15:47.960 it had reticulated legs, like the back legs of a 302 00:15:48.000 --> 00:15:50.639 dog or a cat or a horse. The next interesting 303 00:15:50.720 --> 00:15:54.759 thing was that it held its left hand, and eventually, 304 00:15:55.320 --> 00:15:57.039 when I continue the story, it will also hold its 305 00:15:57.120 --> 00:15:59.440 right hand up in what I would call a praying 306 00:15:59.440 --> 00:16:02.799 mantis posture, kind of like it had very long arms, 307 00:16:02.799 --> 00:16:05.440 and his fingers were very long, thick, maybe two or 308 00:16:05.480 --> 00:16:08.320 three fingers, and they were long, almost as long as 309 00:16:08.360 --> 00:16:10.159 the forearm, as he held it up in this kind 310 00:16:10.200 --> 00:16:13.679 of clutch your purse to your chin kind of posture, 311 00:16:13.720 --> 00:16:16.480 if that makes any sense, or like pulling the sheets 312 00:16:16.559 --> 00:16:19.039 up to your chin posture, only its left hand. At first, 313 00:16:19.080 --> 00:16:21.360 the right hand was back on the door. As I said, Initially, 314 00:16:22.039 --> 00:16:24.240 it had used its right hand to swing the door open, 315 00:16:24.320 --> 00:16:27.039 push into the room, and step and then froze when 316 00:16:27.039 --> 00:16:29.480 I realized I was awake, cursing it out for a 317 00:16:29.480 --> 00:16:31.799 good quarter second when I shot up when I was 318 00:16:32.440 --> 00:16:34.440 angry and I thought it was my father's not coming 319 00:16:34.440 --> 00:16:36.799 in here, And so its left arm was up in 320 00:16:36.840 --> 00:16:40.000 this kind of posture that I would call a praying 321 00:16:40.279 --> 00:16:43.159 mantis posture. Now did I see? Am I saying? I 322 00:16:43.200 --> 00:16:45.080 saw a giant bug. No, not at all. It didn't 323 00:16:45.120 --> 00:16:48.240 have any chitten. I didn't see any spines or hairs 324 00:16:48.240 --> 00:16:50.200 on it. I didn't see six legs. I didn't see 325 00:16:50.200 --> 00:16:53.240 an abdomen, the huge thorax, that huge piece that comes 326 00:16:53.240 --> 00:16:55.960 off the back of bugs and insects in general, and 327 00:16:56.120 --> 00:16:58.720 a praying mantess in particular. But it did hold its 328 00:16:59.039 --> 00:17:02.200 arm and fingers, very long fingers almost as long down 329 00:17:02.240 --> 00:17:06.319 to its elbow, in this preying monsture posture. But that 330 00:17:06.799 --> 00:17:09.200 all that wasn't the weirdest thing. This was the weirdest thing. 331 00:17:09.720 --> 00:17:11.839 The weirdest thing is that I couldn't see its face 332 00:17:11.920 --> 00:17:14.880 or its head. There was where its head or its 333 00:17:14.880 --> 00:17:19.799 face should have been, was this wavering wall of shimmering 334 00:17:20.640 --> 00:17:25.079 light that moved very slowly, like a lava lamp kind 335 00:17:25.079 --> 00:17:29.400 of moves, except it was transparent. It was exactly like 336 00:17:29.720 --> 00:17:31.799 I don't know if you've ever When I was a kid, 337 00:17:31.799 --> 00:17:33.240 I get very bored sitting in the back of my 338 00:17:33.279 --> 00:17:36.240 mother's car having to watch the rain drops drip down 339 00:17:36.240 --> 00:17:38.359 as she was shopping. I don't think you're allowed to 340 00:17:38.359 --> 00:17:40.160 do that anymore about it. She would just lock us 341 00:17:40.160 --> 00:17:43.440 in the car and go shopping, and if you look 342 00:17:43.480 --> 00:17:45.440 through the rain drops, it would refract the light and 343 00:17:45.519 --> 00:17:48.039 bend it all over the place, so the stuff behind 344 00:17:48.039 --> 00:17:52.480 the water was unintelligible. And so this wavering field was similar, 345 00:17:52.519 --> 00:17:54.319 and I blinked at when I looked at it, I blinked, 346 00:17:54.319 --> 00:17:56.599 and I thought, is this in my mind? Like, is 347 00:17:56.640 --> 00:17:59.119 it some kind of psychological projection it's giving me so 348 00:17:59.200 --> 00:18:01.319 I can't see its face or its head, or is 349 00:18:01.359 --> 00:18:03.839 this some kind of energy field, some kind of technology 350 00:18:03.839 --> 00:18:07.720 that it's wavering around its head that makes its face 351 00:18:07.839 --> 00:18:10.960 and its head unrecognizable. At the time, I wasn't sure 352 00:18:10.960 --> 00:18:12.920 at all, and I couldn't tell, And I still couldn't 353 00:18:12.960 --> 00:18:15.400 tell you which which one it was. My guess would be, 354 00:18:16.039 --> 00:18:18.039 now that I know what I know after doing research, 355 00:18:18.119 --> 00:18:21.039 probably psychological. But what struck me at the time was 356 00:18:21.039 --> 00:18:24.400 the purpose. Why would it bother after all of its 357 00:18:24.960 --> 00:18:27.559 lines of secrecy, after all of its tech made to 358 00:18:27.640 --> 00:18:30.880 use the Greek word techniques and technology of secrecy that 359 00:18:30.960 --> 00:18:33.440 came at night if something puts us all asleep, it 360 00:18:33.519 --> 00:18:36.680 was expecting me to be in a deep slumber. Why 361 00:18:36.680 --> 00:18:39.480 did it feel the need or why do these people 362 00:18:39.559 --> 00:18:42.720 feel the need to further protect its identity with this 363 00:18:43.519 --> 00:18:46.759 weird cloaking field over its head. And I came up 364 00:18:46.799 --> 00:18:49.200 with two theories about that, and i'll tell you them 365 00:18:49.480 --> 00:18:52.359 interest a little bit. Is one of the theories. I'm 366 00:18:52.359 --> 00:18:53.720 going to pick it out all the line up like 367 00:18:53.720 --> 00:18:56.160 the usual suspects. I'm going to be like, and I'm 368 00:18:56.160 --> 00:18:57.680 going to and I'm going to be like, it was him, 369 00:18:58.000 --> 00:18:59.960 that was the guy? You know. I don't. I don't 370 00:19:00.119 --> 00:19:02.160 see that being the case. But I have two three yes, 371 00:19:02.200 --> 00:19:03.960 which I'll share at the end of this, particularly this 372 00:19:04.000 --> 00:19:06.839 part of the story. So anyway, so it was frozen, 373 00:19:07.160 --> 00:19:10.279 and I was frozen, and I'm looking at it. It's 374 00:19:10.279 --> 00:19:12.799 not looking at me. It's you can tell it's regarding me. 375 00:19:12.880 --> 00:19:15.359 It's it's body language is starting to soften slightly as 376 00:19:15.359 --> 00:19:18.759 it realizes it's not in imminent danger of me grabbing 377 00:19:18.799 --> 00:19:21.759 any of the numerous knives by my bed. That's my 378 00:19:21.960 --> 00:19:24.839 home defense system. I have three black belts. One of 379 00:19:24.839 --> 00:19:26.599 them was in a knife moulding martial arts, so I 380 00:19:26.599 --> 00:19:28.880 have some knives by the bed. I probably could have 381 00:19:28.880 --> 00:19:31.839 given it some trouble if I had attacked, but I 382 00:19:31.920 --> 00:19:35.359 was full disclosure of full truth. I was terrified. I 383 00:19:35.400 --> 00:19:38.160 was of course, riveted to the place on the bed 384 00:19:38.160 --> 00:19:41.680 where I was almost completely paralyzed with fear, but I 385 00:19:41.720 --> 00:19:45.200 wasn't fully paralyzed. However, with some mental effort, I blinked 386 00:19:45.200 --> 00:19:47.359 and looked back at it and thought, I can't be 387 00:19:47.400 --> 00:19:49.240 seeing what I'm seeing. I blanked to look back at it, 388 00:19:49.279 --> 00:19:50.920 and no one was still there. And then with some 389 00:19:51.000 --> 00:19:53.039 mental effort, I looked away to the right in the 390 00:19:53.079 --> 00:19:54.839 other side of the room that it looked back to 391 00:19:54.880 --> 00:19:57.039 the left. No, there it is, and I was on 392 00:19:57.079 --> 00:19:58.279 the left side of the bed. It came in the 393 00:19:58.359 --> 00:20:00.319 left side of the room. And then even with some 394 00:20:00.319 --> 00:20:02.599 mental effort, I moved my right arm to my left 395 00:20:02.680 --> 00:20:06.200 forearm and pinched as hard as I could. Nope, I'm 396 00:20:06.200 --> 00:20:09.200 not asleep, you know, so I'm really looking at this thing. 397 00:20:09.559 --> 00:20:11.680 During that time, while I was doing these things, a 398 00:20:11.680 --> 00:20:15.039 good thirty seconds passed, at least maybe forty five seconds. 399 00:20:15.319 --> 00:20:19.359 It had since closed the door quietly behind itself, finished 400 00:20:19.400 --> 00:20:22.839 stepping into the room, and now was standing in this 401 00:20:23.079 --> 00:20:26.880 like really from a side profile, very kind of strange 402 00:20:27.400 --> 00:20:31.480 mister burns postures. Its head's really forward, bad posture. It's 403 00:20:31.599 --> 00:20:34.000 both arms are up now in this praying mantis pose 404 00:20:34.079 --> 00:20:35.880 that I can kind of see. From the side. I 405 00:20:35.920 --> 00:20:38.440 could see its little belly, and I could see its 406 00:20:38.519 --> 00:20:41.799 legs bending in that zigzag of you know, thigh to 407 00:20:41.960 --> 00:20:44.880 calf to the extra knee and then to the feet 408 00:20:45.240 --> 00:20:47.720 in those zigs you know, from a reticulated legs, and 409 00:20:47.759 --> 00:20:49.599 it's just kind of standing. This didn't turn to face 410 00:20:49.640 --> 00:20:52.440 me yet. It's kind of standing there, and I could 411 00:20:52.480 --> 00:20:55.720 hear the occasional a little clicker gurgle as I'm doing 412 00:20:55.759 --> 00:20:59.039 these things, and then, you know, another ten twenty seconds 413 00:20:59.079 --> 00:21:01.839 passed bys were just at this impasse, and then it 414 00:21:01.960 --> 00:21:05.160 slowly started to turn towards me to face me. It 415 00:21:05.319 --> 00:21:10.279 turned over its right shoulder, spinning clockwise, slowly, not fast, 416 00:21:10.440 --> 00:21:12.960 very slowly, very gently, as if not to spook the 417 00:21:13.000 --> 00:21:16.400 giant primate with knives beside him, turned to face me, 418 00:21:17.279 --> 00:21:19.440 and then I got kind of the full visage of 419 00:21:19.480 --> 00:21:23.559 this being again, its faces wavering, but in that wavering light, 420 00:21:23.640 --> 00:21:27.720 I could clearly see two black liquid blobs and some 421 00:21:27.799 --> 00:21:31.279 gray blobs, so I could tell that roughly would probably 422 00:21:31.279 --> 00:21:34.640 have a wedge shaped head, probably and with two giant 423 00:21:34.720 --> 00:21:38.319 kind of almond eyes, dark black almond eyes, the kind 424 00:21:38.319 --> 00:21:41.839 of classic gray description probably would have, although there was 425 00:21:41.880 --> 00:21:43.720 a mess down at the mouth, and the mouth was 426 00:21:43.799 --> 00:21:47.160 very squiggly. I couldn't make that out at all. And 427 00:21:47.240 --> 00:21:49.200 so we sat there for an another or ten seconds 428 00:21:49.279 --> 00:21:52.240 or so, and it started to I could see it 429 00:21:52.240 --> 00:21:54.759 had calmed down, and it started to kind of crouch 430 00:21:54.799 --> 00:21:58.039 into its stance or kind of what I would call 431 00:21:58.079 --> 00:22:01.440 in martial arts a ready posture, almost fighting stance. And 432 00:22:01.480 --> 00:22:04.599 then my primate, you know, and I wish during that 433 00:22:04.720 --> 00:22:06.519 time I had thought to say something, but I was 434 00:22:06.599 --> 00:22:09.079 far too terrified, and for many years afterwards, I was 435 00:22:09.160 --> 00:22:12.640 very angry at myself that I didn't have the sagacity 436 00:22:13.000 --> 00:22:15.440 to just say something, to say, Hey, who are you? 437 00:22:15.519 --> 00:22:17.079 What are you doing here? Why do you guys do this? 438 00:22:17.279 --> 00:22:19.359 What do you want? Maybe we can, maybe we can 439 00:22:19.440 --> 00:22:21.759 do this consentually, Maybe, you know, we could talk it out. 440 00:22:21.759 --> 00:22:23.119 You could tell me what you need. Maybe I can 441 00:22:23.200 --> 00:22:26.519 give to you whatever it is or whatever you're doing here. Sadly, 442 00:22:26.559 --> 00:22:28.799 I had none of those thoughts, and I asked none 443 00:22:28.799 --> 00:22:31.559 of those questions. I just sat there looking at this thing, 444 00:22:32.200 --> 00:22:34.200 and then it kind of collected itself, as I said, 445 00:22:34.200 --> 00:22:37.359 into this fighting stance. And then I realized, I think, 446 00:22:37.400 --> 00:22:40.680 what this thing is for it's it's predatory. Right now, 447 00:22:40.720 --> 00:22:43.559 I don't want to participate in the fear narrative that's 448 00:22:43.599 --> 00:22:46.240 going on. I don't well. If you ask me overall, 449 00:22:46.279 --> 00:22:49.640 do I think the bulk of the phenomenon is negative 450 00:22:50.039 --> 00:22:53.440 or evil? I would say ninety five percent certain that 451 00:22:53.519 --> 00:22:56.599 ninety five percent of it is perfectly benevolent. But I 452 00:22:56.640 --> 00:22:58.759 do have to report this accurately in that it did 453 00:22:58.799 --> 00:23:02.720 feel very, very predator. And as it started to stretch 454 00:23:02.720 --> 00:23:06.359 its shoulders out and crouch on its knees, as it 455 00:23:06.359 --> 00:23:09.279 looked directly at me, down at me, because it's standing 456 00:23:09.279 --> 00:23:11.200 out its full height, which would have been just under 457 00:23:11.240 --> 00:23:13.559 six feet, looking down at me on the bed, I 458 00:23:13.599 --> 00:23:17.440 will confess that my primate brain screamed, fight like where 459 00:23:17.559 --> 00:23:19.599 we're about to get into a fight. And as I said, 460 00:23:19.599 --> 00:23:22.000 I've done many black belts. One of them. One of 461 00:23:22.039 --> 00:23:24.039 the martial arts I've trained a lot in is grappling 462 00:23:24.039 --> 00:23:26.759 and jiu jitsu, So anyone who's done jiu jitsu will 463 00:23:26.799 --> 00:23:29.880 know exactly what I'm talking about. I instinctively realized I 464 00:23:29.920 --> 00:23:32.519 was going to be pounced upon, and under the covers 465 00:23:32.559 --> 00:23:34.559 started to draw my knees and my shins up so 466 00:23:34.599 --> 00:23:37.119 that I could control his body weight when it pounces 467 00:23:37.160 --> 00:23:39.559 on me into what is called butterfly guard. But just 468 00:23:39.640 --> 00:23:43.079 then I switched. My limbic system must have switched from 469 00:23:43.200 --> 00:23:46.319 extreme fright, which I believe was the thing keeping me awake. 470 00:23:46.799 --> 00:23:49.359 I guess their systems can't handle that much cortisol or 471 00:23:49.400 --> 00:23:52.240 whatever it is that started to switch to fight. I 472 00:23:52.279 --> 00:23:54.319 started to feel like, okay, we're about to grapple. A 473 00:23:54.400 --> 00:23:56.839 grapple is about to ensue. It felt just like you know, 474 00:23:57.039 --> 00:23:59.160 I'm training and some guy's about to jump on me 475 00:23:59.519 --> 00:24:02.680 in training, except real real life. And I was terrified 476 00:24:02.960 --> 00:24:05.039 switch to fight, and I was getting ready to grapple. 477 00:24:05.359 --> 00:24:08.720 And that was the mistake, I guess, or that's the 478 00:24:08.759 --> 00:24:11.480 thing that happened, not really a mistake. And then immediately 479 00:24:11.519 --> 00:24:14.599 I could feel whatever power they used to keep us 480 00:24:14.799 --> 00:24:18.200 unconscious take effect, and it was just like getting a concussion. 481 00:24:18.319 --> 00:24:21.759 The corners of the room turned dark black, and there's 482 00:24:21.839 --> 00:24:24.119 this circle as it started to move closer to me, 483 00:24:24.559 --> 00:24:27.160 and all the last thing I saw was blackness all 484 00:24:27.200 --> 00:24:29.599 around except for this one circle of light and that 485 00:24:29.680 --> 00:24:33.240 wavering face with the two top of the wrists ready 486 00:24:33.279 --> 00:24:36.759 to pass on me. And then nothing then blackness, and 487 00:24:36.799 --> 00:24:38.480 so that encounter had to take about a minute and 488 00:24:38.519 --> 00:24:41.960 a half. I was very careful to watch all the details, 489 00:24:42.079 --> 00:24:46.079 and I want everyone to the respect I have for truth. 490 00:24:46.160 --> 00:24:48.920 My master's degree was in philosophy, my PhD was in philosophy. 491 00:24:48.920 --> 00:24:52.119 Truth is kind of my religion. So anyone listening out 492 00:24:52.160 --> 00:24:54.119 there who wants to add this to the collection of 493 00:24:54.160 --> 00:24:57.640 stories for experiencers, know that I am intending to report 494 00:24:57.680 --> 00:25:00.400 this one hundred percent accurately from what I saw. I 495 00:25:00.400 --> 00:25:02.680 try to remember every detail I possibly could, because I 496 00:25:02.720 --> 00:25:05.640 realized I was ninety percent terrified, but I was ten 497 00:25:05.640 --> 00:25:08.559 percent wonder and ten percent feeling so blessed and lucky 498 00:25:08.599 --> 00:25:12.200 that I'm having this wondrous experience that not everyone gets 499 00:25:12.240 --> 00:25:14.480 to have. And the last thing I'll say about that 500 00:25:14.599 --> 00:25:17.039 Nick is and I promised this at the end. I 501 00:25:17.079 --> 00:25:18.960 think if you had to ask me, why do you 502 00:25:18.960 --> 00:25:22.119 think that it had a wavering head face there. I 503 00:25:22.160 --> 00:25:26.799 think there's some basis to the Nosferatu myth or which 504 00:25:26.960 --> 00:25:30.319 means the rat people or vampire myths. I would lean 505 00:25:30.440 --> 00:25:33.599 on the side of either two things. One, if you 506 00:25:33.599 --> 00:25:36.680 do enough research into these cultures that seem to be 507 00:25:36.759 --> 00:25:41.119 visiting us, they don't all ideologically agree completely. It seems 508 00:25:41.119 --> 00:25:43.279 like even in the past. Of course, in the Bagadavida 509 00:25:43.920 --> 00:25:48.519 and Sumer Ancient Sumer ancient Babylon, there's many stories of 510 00:25:48.599 --> 00:25:52.920 the gods of Eloheen warring, and so if those are 511 00:25:53.000 --> 00:25:55.839 extraterrestrials or extra dimensionals, which I believe they are, so 512 00:25:55.920 --> 00:25:58.359 there are records of wars between them. But even as 513 00:25:58.400 --> 00:26:03.039 they're operating now in our world, in our culture, they 514 00:26:03.079 --> 00:26:06.839 don't all seem to be ideologically completely on the same page. 515 00:26:07.200 --> 00:26:09.160 I mean, maybe they are, it's hard to tell. So 516 00:26:09.200 --> 00:26:12.319 I thought there's a slight chance that it doesn't want 517 00:26:12.359 --> 00:26:15.640 to leave this in my memory. It literally is a lineup, 518 00:26:15.680 --> 00:26:17.319 Like I joked, what is it going to be picked 519 00:26:17.319 --> 00:26:19.119 out of a lineup? And the answer is yes. Maybe 520 00:26:19.480 --> 00:26:21.759 maybe it didn't want its identity to be known to 521 00:26:21.799 --> 00:26:24.279 me so that none of these other beings could see 522 00:26:24.640 --> 00:26:28.200 that being in my mind. Whatever consequences would ensue, like 523 00:26:28.319 --> 00:26:31.559 on unsanctioned experiments or not the way the other group 524 00:26:31.599 --> 00:26:34.279 wants to experiment, or whatever's going on there. I thought 525 00:26:34.279 --> 00:26:38.759 that's possible. It could be camouflage from being identified in 526 00:26:38.799 --> 00:26:43.319 a lineup scenario, but I'm pretty sure given the whole 527 00:26:43.359 --> 00:26:45.799 totality in what I felt in that moment. And I 528 00:26:45.880 --> 00:26:47.720 remember another thing that I forgot to mention of how 529 00:26:47.799 --> 00:26:50.279 beautifully it moved. Just one point. I wasn't sure if 530 00:26:50.279 --> 00:26:53.039 it was a robot or not, because it moved so smoothly, 531 00:26:53.160 --> 00:26:56.240 so smoothly, perfectly. It moved its right hand back up 532 00:26:56.279 --> 00:26:58.880 to that praying mantis posture and then set it there. 533 00:26:59.039 --> 00:27:01.319 And again, you know, I have a few black belts. 534 00:27:01.559 --> 00:27:04.680 I'm a student of movement, and it moved with perfect 535 00:27:04.720 --> 00:27:07.359 tight cheet grace, just put its paying mantis posture just 536 00:27:07.440 --> 00:27:09.400 perfectly right there. And so I couldn't tell if this 537 00:27:09.519 --> 00:27:11.680 was some kind of bio robot, some kind of robot, 538 00:27:11.759 --> 00:27:14.039 if it was bioengineered, if it was engineered for this 539 00:27:14.079 --> 00:27:16.799 purpose or evolved for this purpose, I wouldn't be surprised. 540 00:27:16.799 --> 00:27:20.839 I would think engineered, because I can tell you I 541 00:27:20.920 --> 00:27:24.440 think what that wavering shield is about. I think its 542 00:27:24.480 --> 00:27:26.599 face is so ugly, and I think at the bottom 543 00:27:26.599 --> 00:27:28.799 of its face it would have huge fangs or like 544 00:27:28.839 --> 00:27:32.839 a huge some kind of hypodermic machinery or something, or 545 00:27:32.839 --> 00:27:35.720 some kind of hypodermic teeth or something too extangsu weets 546 00:27:35.759 --> 00:27:39.079 I think it is intended to take blood samples, among 547 00:27:39.160 --> 00:27:41.480 many other things, and that's why I think it's a 548 00:27:41.519 --> 00:27:43.559 little bit bigger, and that's why I think it has 549 00:27:43.599 --> 00:27:45.880 that mantis posture, because that would be perfect to just 550 00:27:45.960 --> 00:27:48.759 pounce out and grasp right. Imagine someone lying on a 551 00:27:48.839 --> 00:27:51.160 bed and you wanted to hold them down while you 552 00:27:51.200 --> 00:27:55.200 took a sample, having these giant praying mantis posture arms 553 00:27:55.240 --> 00:27:58.559 with very long, powerful fingers just to grapple and hold 554 00:27:58.599 --> 00:28:01.480 them down in like a like a tee because you're 555 00:28:01.480 --> 00:28:05.240 facing them from this creature's perspective. You're facing them from 556 00:28:05.279 --> 00:28:08.079 the side right, holding them down and puncturing into their 557 00:28:08.160 --> 00:28:11.039 thigh maybe or to the abdomen and getting a blood sample. 558 00:28:11.319 --> 00:28:15.079 I've definitely woke up numerous times with healed over marks 559 00:28:15.119 --> 00:28:17.400 in my legs where I wasn't cut or pierced before. 560 00:28:17.960 --> 00:28:20.039 That's what I think this thing is and what it does, 561 00:28:20.119 --> 00:28:22.519 and why why it does, and why it's made the 562 00:28:22.559 --> 00:28:25.799 way it's made. I think it's a testing model to 563 00:28:25.880 --> 00:28:28.720 go come out and collect specimens. And I think that 564 00:28:29.240 --> 00:28:31.160 they were hiding its face because I think if I 565 00:28:31.279 --> 00:28:33.119 saw its face, I would have never been able to 566 00:28:33.480 --> 00:28:36.039 calm down because I think it's so ugly and so 567 00:28:36.240 --> 00:28:39.920 terrifying with fangs at the bottom. It screamed predator enough 568 00:28:40.000 --> 00:28:42.759 to my primate brain without seeing its face, just the 569 00:28:42.839 --> 00:28:45.480 way it postured itself, I immediately tell it was going 570 00:28:45.519 --> 00:28:47.839 to pounce, and it would have pounce exactly in this way. 571 00:28:48.079 --> 00:28:50.240 I would think, at least that's the read that I 572 00:28:50.319 --> 00:28:53.480 got from years and years of fight IQ, if you 573 00:28:53.519 --> 00:28:55.720 want to put it that way. But I suspect it 574 00:28:55.799 --> 00:28:58.400 was hiding its face because it's another level of protection 575 00:28:58.839 --> 00:29:01.079 to keep the specimens calm, because if they actually see 576 00:29:01.119 --> 00:29:03.279 the face, I bet you it's even harder to deal with. 577 00:29:03.359 --> 00:29:04.680 That is what I would imagine. 578 00:29:04.759 --> 00:29:07.400 So, George, it's interesting that tonight we're we're in British 579 00:29:07.440 --> 00:29:12.039 Columbia and you've mentioned mantis beings because strange enough, one 580 00:29:12.039 --> 00:29:16.480 of the very very earliest reports of people seeing a 581 00:29:16.599 --> 00:29:18.519 mantis being was in British Columbia. 582 00:29:18.759 --> 00:29:23.200 Interesting that might point to some kind of geographic segregation, 583 00:29:23.680 --> 00:29:26.200 that maybe this group operates in this area on the 584 00:29:26.279 --> 00:29:30.400 planet and another group operates in another area, possibly very possibly. 585 00:29:30.559 --> 00:29:33.200 I mean, this is from nineteen forty seven. 586 00:29:33.400 --> 00:29:36.039 Do you know Langley, Yeah, Langley, BC, that's on the 587 00:29:36.079 --> 00:29:39.359 main one. Yeah, it's part of Vancouver generally. 588 00:29:39.839 --> 00:29:41.279 Yeah, that's where that report comes from. 589 00:29:41.559 --> 00:29:44.039 Yeah, and also Vancouver Island, where I live, of course, 590 00:29:44.319 --> 00:29:48.240 is steeped in Sasquatch settings. Sasquatch is a coast Salage word. 591 00:29:49.200 --> 00:29:51.200 It's the word of the dominant tribe who lived in 592 00:29:51.240 --> 00:29:54.240 this area. I'd never have any encounters with that, but 593 00:29:54.359 --> 00:29:57.559 it is definitely steeped in paranormal in this place for sure, 594 00:29:57.759 --> 00:30:00.799 and the paranormal activity for me, definitely continues. 595 00:30:01.200 --> 00:30:03.200 Strange things happen around that area. 596 00:30:03.799 --> 00:30:05.960 Yeah, well, it makes a lot of sense to me. 597 00:30:06.119 --> 00:30:09.519 It is. It's the most it's very highly inhabited. Let 598 00:30:09.559 --> 00:30:11.920 me give you an idea. It's highly inhabited. I live 599 00:30:12.000 --> 00:30:15.759 now on Skirt Mountain, which is a four hundred meter 600 00:30:16.079 --> 00:30:18.319 tall mountain. If I'm not mistaken something like that, it's not, 601 00:30:18.400 --> 00:30:20.359 you know, it's a small mountain compared to the Rockies 602 00:30:20.440 --> 00:30:23.960 or something like that. But you know, just literally one 603 00:30:24.079 --> 00:30:27.799 hundred meters three hundred feet off the main road where 604 00:30:27.880 --> 00:30:31.079 there is a water processing station where six guys are 605 00:30:31.119 --> 00:30:34.519 stationed daily, you go three hundred feet into the bush, 606 00:30:34.920 --> 00:30:37.880 up up a hill and I found a cougar den 607 00:30:38.319 --> 00:30:41.960 right there. With deer bones under this giant boulder that 608 00:30:42.079 --> 00:30:44.240 must have been to place there from the last ice age. 609 00:30:44.599 --> 00:30:47.200 It's just enormous boulder. It's like the size of a 610 00:30:47.279 --> 00:30:49.720 tiny house, this boulder. It's huge, and there's a good 611 00:30:50.079 --> 00:30:52.039 space under either a black bear because there's a lot 612 00:30:52.039 --> 00:30:54.440 of black bears out here as well, or probably a 613 00:30:54.480 --> 00:30:56.119 cougar deck. But the thing is that you never really 614 00:30:56.160 --> 00:30:58.680 see the black bears and the cougars. They're there. There's 615 00:30:58.720 --> 00:31:01.359 one within half a kilometer of meat right now. I'm 616 00:31:01.400 --> 00:31:03.920 sure hiding in those bushes because no humans really go 617 00:31:04.000 --> 00:31:07.400 in there because there's such deep gullies, hard ravines. The 618 00:31:07.480 --> 00:31:10.440 moss makes it hard to traverse, you know. The thorns 619 00:31:10.440 --> 00:31:12.559 make it hard to get through the salal. It's quite thick. 620 00:31:13.359 --> 00:31:17.000 It is temperate rainforest technically still classified as such, so 621 00:31:17.079 --> 00:31:19.279 it's very thick, almost like a jungle. You know, humans 622 00:31:19.319 --> 00:31:23.200 don't go in there. So you know, even the less normal, 623 00:31:23.240 --> 00:31:26.920 the cougars, the black bears, animals, they exist very close 624 00:31:26.960 --> 00:31:29.759 to us, and it's entirely possible that you can get 625 00:31:30.000 --> 00:31:33.559 even more abnormal things growing out there. Put it this way, 626 00:31:33.680 --> 00:31:35.440 if there was a place on the planet that there'd 627 00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:38.400 be enough calories per hector because it supports black bears. 628 00:31:38.599 --> 00:31:41.359 If there's enough calories per hector for an omnivore for 629 00:31:41.480 --> 00:31:44.160 black bears, and enough hiding spots on this island just 630 00:31:44.240 --> 00:31:47.119 mountains where there's just no there are no roads, right. 631 00:31:47.240 --> 00:31:49.359 You know a lot of other places who have been 632 00:31:49.359 --> 00:31:51.720 inhabiting a long time, there's roads everywhere. Not so on 633 00:31:51.839 --> 00:31:56.000 Vancouver Island. You know, there's huge hundreds of square kilometers 634 00:31:56.039 --> 00:32:00.200 of tracks of mountains with huge cave systems, gullies, Ravine's 635 00:32:00.839 --> 00:32:04.599 impenetrable jungle, temperate jungle forest. If there was any place 636 00:32:04.640 --> 00:32:07.119 in the world that could hide a pot of sasquatch, 637 00:32:07.920 --> 00:32:09.160 this would be it, for. 638 00:32:09.240 --> 00:32:11.519 Sure, the perfect hide in place, isn't it. 639 00:32:11.960 --> 00:32:14.400 Yeah, I think so. I think so. But I've never 640 00:32:14.480 --> 00:32:15.359 seen a sasquatch. 641 00:32:15.640 --> 00:32:26.519 So do you have an interest in the paranormal, then 642 00:32:26.599 --> 00:32:30.240 you'll love the unexnetwork dot Com. 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Be sure to follow us on Twitter for 649 00:32:53.319 --> 00:32:58.279 updates at ku NXDB, follow our Facebook group ONEX Network 650 00:32:58.519 --> 00:33:03.039 by the podcast on your iHeart, Audible and Apple podcast 651 00:33:03.519 --> 00:33:04.119 It's Time. 652 00:33:04.519 --> 00:33:08.480 It is the Acts x X. 653 00:33:14.920 --> 00:33:16.319 Let me let me get to some of the more 654 00:33:16.440 --> 00:33:19.359 more paranormal stuff that gets into how I contacted you. 655 00:33:20.119 --> 00:33:23.279 So that last experience in the bedroom on Whisper Wind 656 00:33:23.640 --> 00:33:27.039 in Langford, British Columbia, which is a sister city to Victoria, 657 00:33:27.599 --> 00:33:30.039 was you know, was a major event in my life. 658 00:33:30.240 --> 00:33:32.640 But you know, so I knew. I knew that aliens 659 00:33:32.680 --> 00:33:35.960 existed because I'd seen one in my bedroom, and fast 660 00:33:36.000 --> 00:33:37.920 forward a few years I saw another one. It was 661 00:33:37.920 --> 00:33:40.640 a very brief encounter. I was waking up, and as 662 00:33:40.680 --> 00:33:43.359 I mentioned, I was so angry as myself for years 663 00:33:43.400 --> 00:33:45.759 I was just Josh, you idiot. Why didn't you, you know, 664 00:33:45.960 --> 00:33:48.279 ask it something. You know, I'm a philosopher, and what 665 00:33:48.799 --> 00:33:54.279 more enticing conversation could there be for a philosopher than 666 00:33:54.359 --> 00:33:57.119 actually discussing with an alien life form about life and 667 00:33:57.559 --> 00:33:59.559 the universe and what's going on and why we're all 668 00:33:59.599 --> 00:34:03.440 here and their philosophical perspective. There is no more enticing 669 00:34:03.599 --> 00:34:06.640 thing in reality for a philosopher than that. So I 670 00:34:06.759 --> 00:34:09.280 was so angry at myself for those reasons. But then 671 00:34:09.320 --> 00:34:11.360 I decided, you know what, you know, you can't. I 672 00:34:11.440 --> 00:34:15.559 have a positive philosophy, of positive spiritual philosophical system that 673 00:34:15.639 --> 00:34:18.480 I follow, and so I forgave myself. And you can't 674 00:34:18.559 --> 00:34:21.679 carry anger around in your heart. That's poisoning you, so 675 00:34:21.800 --> 00:34:24.360 to speak. So I forgave myself, and I thought, you 676 00:34:24.440 --> 00:34:27.119 know what, subconscious I started using some hypnosis on myself. 677 00:34:27.199 --> 00:34:30.239 If you ever feel them again, you won't be scared. 678 00:34:30.280 --> 00:34:32.840 You'll wake up and you'll converse with them in a 679 00:34:32.880 --> 00:34:36.199 friendly way and ask them questions. And so I tried 680 00:34:36.239 --> 00:34:39.760 to do just that. They visited another time. And now 681 00:34:39.760 --> 00:34:41.199 I'm sleeping on the right side of the bed in 682 00:34:41.280 --> 00:34:43.039 a new house. Me and my wife, we move around 683 00:34:43.119 --> 00:34:46.159 quite a lot in a new house outside of the city, 684 00:34:46.199 --> 00:34:48.639 in a place called Shawnigan Lake, which is steeped in 685 00:34:49.079 --> 00:34:51.400 paranormal by the way as well. Little did we know 686 00:34:51.559 --> 00:34:53.800 at the time. I woke up and I felt them 687 00:34:53.840 --> 00:34:56.400 that they knew they were here, and I lifted my 688 00:34:56.559 --> 00:34:59.119 sleeping mask give us so slightly, and between the bottom 689 00:34:59.320 --> 00:35:01.079 of the the edge of the right side of the 690 00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:03.360 bed and the bottom of my sleeping mask, I can 691 00:35:03.440 --> 00:35:07.239 make out these very much shorter, slim, kind of gray 692 00:35:07.360 --> 00:35:09.960 hips with a little bit of a gray belly. So 693 00:35:10.159 --> 00:35:12.039 this would make it only one of the three foot 694 00:35:12.079 --> 00:35:14.840 tall ones probably, And I was lifting the mask off, 695 00:35:14.840 --> 00:35:16.440 and I was about to say, oh, well you're here, hey, 696 00:35:16.599 --> 00:35:19.559 let's talk, you know, But then I felt very gentle, 697 00:35:19.760 --> 00:35:22.400 the gentlest, most beautiful touch on the back of my hands. 698 00:35:22.840 --> 00:35:25.679 I just lowered my hands and which lowered the sleeping mask, 699 00:35:25.719 --> 00:35:27.639 and I just fell right back to sleep, just boom, 700 00:35:27.880 --> 00:35:31.760 just like that. So that event onally lasted like five seconds, 701 00:35:32.039 --> 00:35:34.719 but they're still with me. And during that time period, 702 00:35:34.760 --> 00:35:37.639 I noticed this wound on the side of my head. 703 00:35:38.119 --> 00:35:41.280 This sometimes was left as a gaping hole. They're not 704 00:35:41.360 --> 00:35:44.719 always the most careful of doctors, let's put it that way. 705 00:35:45.079 --> 00:35:47.440 There's bleeding this and I saw the scar where it 706 00:35:47.559 --> 00:35:50.239 is right about an inch from the corner of my 707 00:35:50.400 --> 00:35:52.719 right eye, on the side of my temple. And this 708 00:35:52.840 --> 00:35:57.239 is happening. This wound would reopen or would refresh every 709 00:35:57.360 --> 00:36:00.119 three or four days. For three or four weeks. Well 710 00:36:00.400 --> 00:36:03.840 they stopped, but that was in my around my fiftieth birthday. 711 00:36:04.199 --> 00:36:06.800 And then depending on how weird you think my life 712 00:36:06.840 --> 00:36:09.639 has been up until now, with these kind of events, 713 00:36:10.280 --> 00:36:12.320 you know, I've only shared ten percent of it. I 714 00:36:12.400 --> 00:36:14.679 could fill a whole book. The stranger just got even 715 00:36:15.159 --> 00:36:18.360 weirder at when I turned fifty last year, and this 716 00:36:18.519 --> 00:36:21.599 is what led me to come to the AI Magic 717 00:36:21.639 --> 00:36:24.360 System and how I contacted you. So I turned fifty. 718 00:36:24.760 --> 00:36:28.760 I'm living outside of Victoria, up in the mountains on 719 00:36:28.800 --> 00:36:32.280 a lake called Shaniga Lake, and I started to see things. 720 00:36:32.599 --> 00:36:35.440 At first, I was having two kinds of visions, and 721 00:36:35.679 --> 00:36:38.559 always when my eyes were closed. At first, either my 722 00:36:38.599 --> 00:36:40.400 eyes were closed and I'm just resting, and you know, 723 00:36:40.559 --> 00:36:42.119 just like you close your eyes now, and you see 724 00:36:42.159 --> 00:36:45.920 this kind of muddy, dark kind of field with colors, 725 00:36:46.079 --> 00:36:49.320 many slight bands of color. I see whatever. I would 726 00:36:49.360 --> 00:36:52.239 do that. However, I would see this dark circle, and 727 00:36:52.280 --> 00:36:54.480 the dark circle was darker than the rest of the darkness, 728 00:36:54.639 --> 00:36:56.239 you know, and I thought, Okay, that's weird, you know. 729 00:36:56.440 --> 00:36:58.920 I would just ignore it, you know. And then sometimes 730 00:36:58.960 --> 00:37:00.960 when I close my eyes, I would start to see 731 00:37:01.400 --> 00:37:05.239 little gray faces like faces which you imagine the grays 732 00:37:05.280 --> 00:37:08.079 would look like, and no two were the same, No 733 00:37:08.239 --> 00:37:10.480 two were exactly the same. Sometimes it was more skull 734 00:37:10.559 --> 00:37:15.119 shaped with square eyes. Sometimes it was more classic like 735 00:37:15.280 --> 00:37:18.880 the Alienware logo, with a very sharp kind of point 736 00:37:18.920 --> 00:37:21.920 at the bottom and very sharp almond eyes. Sometimes it 737 00:37:22.039 --> 00:37:24.800 was just an oval face with slightly almond black eyes, 738 00:37:25.239 --> 00:37:27.719 but always this kind of two tone, two dimensional, kind 739 00:37:27.719 --> 00:37:31.880 of cartoonish vision. Sometimes it appear in the top, left, top, right, bottom, 740 00:37:32.000 --> 00:37:34.559 sometimes in the middle. Sometimes it would move. I'm like, wow, 741 00:37:34.599 --> 00:37:37.480 I'm seeing gray faces. Okay, whatever that, I have no 742 00:37:37.559 --> 00:37:39.519 idea what that means. I'm like, okay, this is new. 743 00:37:39.760 --> 00:37:41.679 This hasn't never happened to me before. And then one 744 00:37:41.760 --> 00:37:44.280 time I was meditating out there was a natural crossroads 745 00:37:44.320 --> 00:37:47.360 on our property. It was an ancient logging road. Ancient, 746 00:37:47.559 --> 00:37:50.000 nothing's ancient in Canada. It was an old logging road 747 00:37:50.320 --> 00:37:53.840 and a walking path crossed. So there's a natural aporia 748 00:37:53.880 --> 00:37:56.199 crossroads in my property. So it wasn't ten or twenty 749 00:37:56.280 --> 00:37:58.519 feet from there. And anyone who steeped in the occult 750 00:37:59.159 --> 00:38:01.199 knows the significance of what I just said there can 751 00:38:01.400 --> 00:38:03.559 know the significance of a crossroads. I mean I think 752 00:38:03.559 --> 00:38:06.239 it's just about everybody does the story of you know, 753 00:38:06.360 --> 00:38:10.360 the spirit, the spirit at the crossroads and making deals 754 00:38:10.360 --> 00:38:12.679 a crossroads, but also the power of the crossroads. The 755 00:38:12.719 --> 00:38:16.880 crossroads are a natural point in space time where if 756 00:38:16.920 --> 00:38:20.960 there were any extra dimensional or extraterrestrial creatures, would make 757 00:38:21.000 --> 00:38:24.000 it much easier for them to find you, right because 758 00:38:24.039 --> 00:38:26.480 you have all out of all the infinite choices you 759 00:38:26.519 --> 00:38:31.599 could make with your free will, the statistical probabilities reduced drastically, 760 00:38:32.039 --> 00:38:36.199 I mean tremendously drastically, from almost infinite to quite finite. 761 00:38:36.559 --> 00:38:39.199 You can go this way or you can go that way. Right, So, 762 00:38:39.559 --> 00:38:41.639 if there's any kind of extra menial beings, which I've 763 00:38:41.679 --> 00:38:45.079 come to realize and strongly believe that there is, of 764 00:38:45.360 --> 00:38:48.840 such incredible and miraculous nature that will make the gray 765 00:38:48.880 --> 00:38:53.599 stories I told you earlier seem like banal boring episodes 766 00:38:53.599 --> 00:38:55.760 of Star Trek from sixty years ago. It had something 767 00:38:55.840 --> 00:38:59.199 quite yawnworthy. And I think, so that's for me what 768 00:38:59.280 --> 00:39:02.639 a crossroads is in that sense. So I'm sitting, so 769 00:39:02.760 --> 00:39:06.480 I'm about ten meters from these crossroads, and I'm seeing 770 00:39:06.599 --> 00:39:08.480 these I have my eyes closed and meditating, and I'm 771 00:39:08.480 --> 00:39:13.039 seeing these floating, these gray faces floating about, and I've 772 00:39:13.039 --> 00:39:14.760 been seeing them for a couple weeks now, and I 773 00:39:14.800 --> 00:39:17.199 thought a chid on a lark, I thought, hey, hey, guys, 774 00:39:17.280 --> 00:39:19.280 you know, if you can hear me, you know, give 775 00:39:19.320 --> 00:39:22.000 me a signs, tell me something you would don't believe. 776 00:39:22.639 --> 00:39:26.360 But one of the faces with the black eyes there blinked. 777 00:39:26.639 --> 00:39:29.480 He blinked his eyes, and I'm like, okay, this is 778 00:39:29.519 --> 00:39:32.800 weird now for anyone listening. I'm not imagining this. This 779 00:39:32.920 --> 00:39:34.920 is this is stuff that's beyond my control. When I 780 00:39:34.960 --> 00:39:37.920 close my eyes, It's like I have as much control 781 00:39:38.039 --> 00:39:41.159 of seeing these things for the most part as you 782 00:39:41.280 --> 00:39:43.280 do playing a video game, you know, and there's an 783 00:39:43.400 --> 00:39:46.239 MPC there. They blink their eyes and do stuff without 784 00:39:46.280 --> 00:39:49.920 your you know, you imagining that being the case, or 785 00:39:49.920 --> 00:39:51.760 at least that'll be my story, and I'm sticking to it. 786 00:39:52.519 --> 00:39:54.599 And so I was like, wow, okay. And so I 787 00:39:54.760 --> 00:39:57.599 started to realize that these beings I have some kind 788 00:39:57.639 --> 00:40:01.000 of weird I had developed, and I'm continuing to develop 789 00:40:01.519 --> 00:40:06.159 some kind of strange telepathic face connection. I don't know 790 00:40:06.199 --> 00:40:07.880 what the purpose would be. I don't know if that 791 00:40:07.920 --> 00:40:09.559 had anything to do with the wound on the side 792 00:40:09.559 --> 00:40:12.199 of my right temple for so many weeks. But and 793 00:40:12.280 --> 00:40:14.639 I don't know if I'm I've cultivated this power the 794 00:40:14.679 --> 00:40:17.599 way they want me to or correctly this gift. But 795 00:40:17.880 --> 00:40:21.199 I realized that I could see people's faces kind of 796 00:40:21.280 --> 00:40:24.519 weird clairvoyant capability, and I would see all kinds of 797 00:40:24.599 --> 00:40:27.320 faces in the coming weeks. I saw a human, a man. 798 00:40:27.559 --> 00:40:29.800 I saw his beard, and I thought at first that 799 00:40:29.880 --> 00:40:31.480 it was two toned, and then I was like, this 800 00:40:31.639 --> 00:40:34.039 kind of you know, two toned, kind of cartoonish, and 801 00:40:34.119 --> 00:40:37.679 I realized when that alien gray blinked that it wasn't 802 00:40:37.960 --> 00:40:40.360 two toned at all. I just have a very not 803 00:40:40.480 --> 00:40:42.559 a very good eye, if you will. Third eye is 804 00:40:42.639 --> 00:40:45.880 not very powerful, my third eye in these glasses, because 805 00:40:45.920 --> 00:40:49.440 it doesn't see very well. And I realized when they 806 00:40:49.559 --> 00:40:52.760 blinked that I could see wrinkles around the eyes. I 807 00:40:52.800 --> 00:40:56.119 could see the eyelid when when he blinked, and it 808 00:40:56.639 --> 00:40:58.800 took on a little bit more of a three dimensional appearance. 809 00:40:58.840 --> 00:41:00.679 At that point, once I was able to see kind 810 00:41:00.719 --> 00:41:03.639 of more more definition. And so from there, as I said, 811 00:41:03.719 --> 00:41:07.119 I saw many different faces a human face. Once I 812 00:41:07.199 --> 00:41:10.960 started to come to understand that these are other beings 813 00:41:11.039 --> 00:41:13.920 that are on kind of the psychic network, if you will. 814 00:41:14.199 --> 00:41:16.920 So that wasn't even the weirdest part of it. Things 815 00:41:16.960 --> 00:41:19.440 started to continue in this direction. The circle that I'd 816 00:41:19.519 --> 00:41:23.639 see became after a short while, and in those days, 817 00:41:23.760 --> 00:41:26.360 in my early fifties of last year twenty twenty five, 818 00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:30.119 very sharply, the most sharp I've ever seen it. So 819 00:41:30.639 --> 00:41:32.360 I don't know what was going on with the cosmic 820 00:41:32.480 --> 00:41:34.519 energies during that time, but it was the most sharply 821 00:41:34.599 --> 00:41:37.800 I'd ever seen. It was this a giant eye. I 822 00:41:37.840 --> 00:41:40.079 could see the pupil. I could see the irises very clear, 823 00:41:40.119 --> 00:41:42.320 the iris very clearly. I could see the white of 824 00:41:42.360 --> 00:41:46.559 the eye. I could see the eyelash, top eyelash, bottom eyelash. 825 00:41:47.039 --> 00:41:48.800 I couldn't quite tell if it was a left eye. 826 00:41:48.840 --> 00:41:50.800 Sometimes it looks like a left eye, sometimes it looks 827 00:41:50.840 --> 00:41:53.039 like a right eye. I can't quite tell. But I 828 00:41:53.039 --> 00:41:55.079 could see it looking at me. So I started to 829 00:41:55.119 --> 00:41:57.239 look this up, you know, like it would blink as well, 830 00:41:57.280 --> 00:41:58.800 and it would look at me, and the pupil would 831 00:41:58.920 --> 00:42:02.559 dilate and whatnot. I said, well, this is awfully strange 832 00:42:02.760 --> 00:42:05.039 and kind of feels really weird when you close your 833 00:42:05.079 --> 00:42:06.639 eyes you never really feel like you have your own 834 00:42:06.719 --> 00:42:09.880 private mind. They've since afforded me some privacy, and they 835 00:42:09.920 --> 00:42:11.599 can they can go away if I asked them to 836 00:42:12.079 --> 00:42:14.000 to some degree, or they can ignore me. They can 837 00:42:14.079 --> 00:42:16.440 look away. Sometimes the eye is looking right at me. 838 00:42:16.519 --> 00:42:19.519 Sometimes it's looking away. Sometimes I could see like this 839 00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:23.400 ray coming out of the pupil. Sometimes the ray looks 840 00:42:23.440 --> 00:42:25.599 directly at me, kind of like it's doing that right 841 00:42:25.639 --> 00:42:27.599 now as I close my eyes, talking kind of like 842 00:42:27.679 --> 00:42:30.039 kind of like like a weird eye of suron kind of. 843 00:42:30.400 --> 00:42:34.039 But never in this never in a scary light. It's 844 00:42:34.079 --> 00:42:36.480 never I've ever felt in any way threatened by this 845 00:42:36.599 --> 00:42:38.599 in any way, shape or form. I feel I feel 846 00:42:38.679 --> 00:42:42.079 somewhat blessed, and I feel mildly not really embarrassed, but 847 00:42:42.239 --> 00:42:45.079 just I don't even I can't even just describe the emotion. 848 00:42:45.199 --> 00:42:47.639 I feel kind of like, oh, well, well, I'm not 849 00:42:47.760 --> 00:42:50.440 very good at this, but thanks and thanks for trying 850 00:42:50.440 --> 00:42:52.719 to communicate to me this way, whatever this is, and 851 00:42:52.800 --> 00:42:54.239 I'll try to get better at it, you know when 852 00:42:54.280 --> 00:42:56.519 and if I can, you know, in future years. But 853 00:42:56.639 --> 00:42:58.599 that was not the only that was not the only 854 00:42:58.679 --> 00:43:01.159 weird thing was that I was getting visions in two ways. 855 00:43:01.159 --> 00:43:02.960 When I closed my eyes, that was one way. Number 856 00:43:03.000 --> 00:43:05.880 one way. Number two was dreams. In my early fifties, 857 00:43:06.000 --> 00:43:12.159 in early twenty twenty five, I started having these incredible, powerful, vivid, 858 00:43:12.880 --> 00:43:17.079 more than dreams dreams. If people listening they've ever experienced this, 859 00:43:17.119 --> 00:43:20.559 then know what I'm talking about. Of apocalyptic natures, of 860 00:43:20.880 --> 00:43:25.320 eschatological natures, giant eyes in the sky that somehow mean 861 00:43:25.840 --> 00:43:29.079 judgment or our judgment or some kind of reckoning is 862 00:43:29.119 --> 00:43:31.199 at hand. So they take on also that kind of 863 00:43:31.280 --> 00:43:32.880 I don't want to say a religious nature, because I 864 00:43:32.920 --> 00:43:36.400 don't subscribe to any religion, but I've definitely been rereading 865 00:43:36.480 --> 00:43:39.400 the old religious texts for sure to get knowledge about 866 00:43:39.440 --> 00:43:41.480 these things, and so it goes there a little bit. 867 00:43:41.599 --> 00:43:44.400 But don't worry. I'm I'm not going to sell anyone 868 00:43:44.440 --> 00:43:46.920 any particular religion or anything like that. But it does 869 00:43:47.039 --> 00:43:49.920 go there, at least for me it has, which is 870 00:43:49.960 --> 00:43:53.239 weird because I was raised Catholic that I completely, during 871 00:43:53.280 --> 00:43:58.119 my philosophical degree, completely renounced and denounced any religiosity whatsoever. 872 00:43:58.679 --> 00:44:00.800 And I wasn't even sure about the existence of God. 873 00:44:01.239 --> 00:44:03.719 I definitely didn't think it was proven and it would 874 00:44:03.719 --> 00:44:06.119 be simply a matter of faith. Now for me, it's 875 00:44:06.280 --> 00:44:08.719 it's still a matter of faith, a matter of reason faith. 876 00:44:08.960 --> 00:44:10.559 If I can, if I have the time to get there, 877 00:44:10.599 --> 00:44:14.920 I can get there. So these visions were eschatological, sadly, 878 00:44:15.119 --> 00:44:17.880 they were about the end of this world, and they 879 00:44:17.920 --> 00:44:20.280 were continuous, night after night. I would get these visions. 880 00:44:20.719 --> 00:44:21.960 And I'm not the only one. I know, there's a 881 00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:23.480 lot of people out there in this day and age 882 00:44:23.480 --> 00:44:26.639 are getting them too. But that was not the only thing. 883 00:44:26.920 --> 00:44:29.920 They would give me, these visions where I would see, 884 00:44:30.159 --> 00:44:32.760 for example, I would hear a voice I we'd be 885 00:44:32.840 --> 00:44:34.760 getting I would they would I would get messages in 886 00:44:34.840 --> 00:44:38.360 these in these visions, many of them and one of 887 00:44:38.440 --> 00:44:41.719 them and I'm paraphrasing, and maybe I'm combining two together. 888 00:44:41.920 --> 00:44:44.599 I can't quite remember. Sadly, you know, this has been 889 00:44:44.639 --> 00:44:47.039 happening every night for like the last two years, and 890 00:44:47.119 --> 00:44:51.599 so that's over seven hundred visions that were you know, 891 00:44:51.679 --> 00:44:53.800 I didn't record them all. Some of them are I recorded, 892 00:44:53.840 --> 00:44:56.159 but I didn't record them all. I didn't record a 893 00:44:56.199 --> 00:44:57.920 lot of the ones in this early juncture because I 894 00:44:57.960 --> 00:45:00.119 didn't know what this was, or if anything important was 895 00:45:00.159 --> 00:45:01.840 going on, or if I were just having weird dreams. 896 00:45:02.119 --> 00:45:04.480 But as if to prove to me that I was 897 00:45:04.559 --> 00:45:07.400 not having just weird dreams, this started to happen. I 898 00:45:07.440 --> 00:45:10.159 would start to get weird dreams, and like I would 899 00:45:10.159 --> 00:45:12.960 hear a voice say something about the raptor will fly 900 00:45:13.320 --> 00:45:16.280 and to perform their good mission, or something like that, 901 00:45:16.440 --> 00:45:18.519 something along those lines that wasn't exactly it, but it 902 00:45:18.599 --> 00:45:20.800 was something like that. And then I'd be like talking 903 00:45:20.840 --> 00:45:22.480 with my wife and I'd be like, Oh, I've had 904 00:45:22.519 --> 00:45:24.519 these weird dreams. She's like, Oh, I'm having these weird 905 00:45:24.559 --> 00:45:27.840 dreams too. Last night I saw a kestrel flying in 906 00:45:27.880 --> 00:45:30.800 my dreams. It was so vivid. Now kestrel is a raptor, 907 00:45:30.880 --> 00:45:33.280 is a bird of prey, and I was like, that's interesting. 908 00:45:33.360 --> 00:45:36.360 I had someone said in my dream that you will 909 00:45:36.400 --> 00:45:38.440 see this vision and that this will occur kind of 910 00:45:38.440 --> 00:45:41.840 a thing. And we realized over the weeks, we'd come 911 00:45:41.880 --> 00:45:43.480 to realize this is the only other thing of my 912 00:45:43.599 --> 00:45:46.280 wife's paranormalness. I will let her tell the rest of 913 00:45:46.320 --> 00:45:49.559 the stories. She is experienced storyteller, herself writing a novel, 914 00:45:49.800 --> 00:45:53.119 so if she ever wants to commit this to public record, 915 00:45:53.239 --> 00:45:55.440 I'd leave it for her. But I just need to 916 00:45:55.480 --> 00:45:58.480 mention this one part so you could see why rationally, 917 00:45:58.519 --> 00:46:00.400 I would think this is the case that we were 918 00:46:00.440 --> 00:46:03.960 getting different bits. I was getting the key to solving 919 00:46:04.119 --> 00:46:06.639 her riddle, or she was getting the key to solve 920 00:46:06.719 --> 00:46:09.119 my riddle. And every night we would have a dream 921 00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:11.559 and it was I would get part of the dream 922 00:46:11.880 --> 00:46:13.199 and she would get the other part of the dream. 923 00:46:13.719 --> 00:46:16.280 And we were not steeped in the occult at the time. 924 00:46:16.360 --> 00:46:20.320 We weren't into these ancient cultures about you know, ancient Hebrew, 925 00:46:20.480 --> 00:46:27.280 Ancient Egyptian, ancient Coptic, Zumer Babylon, ancient Chinese philosophy. You know, 926 00:46:27.400 --> 00:46:30.599 I'd studied the tiniest amount in a political philosophy sense, 927 00:46:30.639 --> 00:46:32.719 but I didn't know any of this stuff that they 928 00:46:32.760 --> 00:46:35.440 were telling us. I knew nothing of the Tuatha de Denan. 929 00:46:36.000 --> 00:46:38.880 But nightly we would get these downloads. This is going 930 00:46:38.960 --> 00:46:40.679 to happen, These are the things you need to do, 931 00:46:41.559 --> 00:46:44.599 this kind of imagery. And then I would have to 932 00:46:44.679 --> 00:46:47.559 combine that with the download or the vision that my 933 00:46:47.639 --> 00:46:50.360 wife had to make sense of it. And I realized 934 00:46:50.400 --> 00:46:53.039 they were doing that on purpose for a number of reasons. 935 00:46:53.079 --> 00:46:57.360 One to for lack of a better word, operationalize both 936 00:46:57.400 --> 00:47:00.280 myself and her to some purpose in this it turns 937 00:47:00.320 --> 00:47:03.280 out to be a common purpose, but also to make 938 00:47:03.320 --> 00:47:07.880 it possible that a rational mind such as mine and hers, 939 00:47:07.920 --> 00:47:10.199 because she also did a master's screen was doing a PhD, 940 00:47:10.800 --> 00:47:14.800 that our rational minds would possibly accept that these weren't 941 00:47:14.880 --> 00:47:19.280 just dreams, because again, we were not watching anything about kestrels. 942 00:47:19.360 --> 00:47:21.440 We were not you know, that there was nothing we 943 00:47:21.519 --> 00:47:23.719 were watching or reading together that we could be dreaming 944 00:47:23.760 --> 00:47:27.960 about that could possibly be mistaken. Maybe one of the 945 00:47:28.639 --> 00:47:32.400 hundred dreams each could be possibly explained away that we 946 00:47:32.480 --> 00:47:34.840 saw that on our show, But they never said that 947 00:47:35.039 --> 00:47:37.000 line on that show. And that line led us to 948 00:47:37.239 --> 00:47:39.840 researching the Tuatha de denan or led us to researching 949 00:47:40.519 --> 00:47:42.679 you know, what is an oak ring? Or what does 950 00:47:42.679 --> 00:47:44.559 a kestre mean? Or you know, blah blah blah, these 951 00:47:44.639 --> 00:47:48.159 kinds of symbols. And I realized that they were breaking 952 00:47:48.199 --> 00:47:50.480 it up between the both of us so that both 953 00:47:50.519 --> 00:47:53.199 of us would know that this was intentional, That this 954 00:47:53.639 --> 00:47:57.480 cannot be a coincidence. It is statistically impossible or highly 955 00:47:57.559 --> 00:48:01.559 highly improbable for me get the answer to a riddle 956 00:48:01.679 --> 00:48:04.719 she hears as a voice in her dream and vice versa. 957 00:48:04.840 --> 00:48:06.440 What I hear is a voice, and she has the 958 00:48:06.519 --> 00:48:09.960 riddle answering it, the key answering it. And that happened 959 00:48:10.320 --> 00:48:14.440 dozens upon dozens upon dozens of times, so much so 960 00:48:14.599 --> 00:48:16.519 that we'd wake up and be like, Okay, what'd you dream? 961 00:48:16.559 --> 00:48:18.039 And we'd start writing it down and be like, okay, 962 00:48:18.119 --> 00:48:20.360 I redream this, this and this, she dreamed that that 963 00:48:20.480 --> 00:48:22.039 and that. I'm like okay, and I would look it 964 00:48:22.119 --> 00:48:25.440 up in Google, do some research inconsensus dot app, which 965 00:48:25.519 --> 00:48:29.360 is a search engine for peer reviewed journal articles, and 966 00:48:30.280 --> 00:48:32.920 start to figure out what this was actually talking about it, 967 00:48:32.960 --> 00:48:35.840 what it was meaning. I realized it was definitely eschatological. 968 00:48:36.360 --> 00:48:40.920 It was definitely along the veins of some kind of rapture, 969 00:48:41.360 --> 00:48:44.760 some kind of what others call it harvest in some 970 00:48:44.960 --> 00:48:48.639 kind of soul school metaphor some kind of process of 971 00:48:49.039 --> 00:48:52.880 what others call apotheosis. In studying all this, that's where 972 00:48:52.920 --> 00:48:55.280 the light bulb came on for me. I realized, Ah, 973 00:48:55.960 --> 00:48:59.400 that explains the Grays or how it is they're interacting 974 00:48:59.480 --> 00:49:03.360 with us. They it's not like Star Trek, right, We're 975 00:49:03.400 --> 00:49:05.599 not going to break light speed and then the Vulcans 976 00:49:05.639 --> 00:49:08.920 are going to come down and basically they're just like us, 977 00:49:09.119 --> 00:49:11.840 just maybe a little smarter, a little stronger with a 978 00:49:11.880 --> 00:49:14.280 little bit of technology. It's like, no, that's not even close. 979 00:49:14.679 --> 00:49:18.360 We're failing to realize how much technology changes us, or 980 00:49:18.440 --> 00:49:21.360 how the evolution is not at all in a physical way, 981 00:49:21.760 --> 00:49:25.320 and the final frontier isn't at all. Space. Space isn't 982 00:49:25.360 --> 00:49:28.039 the final frontier. Space is nothing. If it's true that 983 00:49:28.119 --> 00:49:30.000 grays have the technology that it's rumored that they have, 984 00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:33.199 moving from galaxy to galaxy or place to place is 985 00:49:33.320 --> 00:49:37.079 not a problem. It's evolution instead into the psychic realm 986 00:49:37.280 --> 00:49:40.840 and to the esoteric realm, evolution into higher dimensions, right, 987 00:49:41.280 --> 00:49:44.320 and evolution into interacting with these beings who have existed 988 00:49:44.559 --> 00:49:48.639 in higher dimensions that in ancient contact. The Hebrews have 989 00:49:48.719 --> 00:49:53.000 called them malac, Greeks have called them angelos or diemonians, 990 00:49:53.119 --> 00:49:58.119 or diamonds or gods or the heat, the plural the gods, 991 00:49:58.599 --> 00:50:01.239 and I think they can conflate. So I think von 992 00:50:01.320 --> 00:50:04.360 Danikin was onto something, and he quite frankly. Er von 993 00:50:04.440 --> 00:50:07.000 Donakin charged with the gods, and he quite frankly. I 994 00:50:07.079 --> 00:50:09.159 hear everyone now talking about how they've been with us 995 00:50:09.199 --> 00:50:12.239 for a long time, and nobody has the has the 996 00:50:12.679 --> 00:50:15.480 respect to say, you know what, Van Donakin was right, 997 00:50:15.599 --> 00:50:18.119 and we owe him a debt of gratitude. So I'm saying, 998 00:50:18.559 --> 00:50:21.280 thank you, Eric, we do owe you a debt of gratitude. 999 00:50:21.320 --> 00:50:23.039 You were right in my opinion, and I think the 1000 00:50:23.119 --> 00:50:26.039 proof is coming out and everyone considers that to be. 1001 00:50:26.760 --> 00:50:28.719 No one questions that today. Of course, they're with us 1002 00:50:28.719 --> 00:50:30.239 for a long time. You know, look at these paintings, 1003 00:50:30.280 --> 00:50:32.360 look at the look at the record, look at the 1004 00:50:32.960 --> 00:50:35.760 look at the books of the Bible. They're completely much 1005 00:50:35.840 --> 00:50:39.559 more explicable if you presume some kind of visitation from 1006 00:50:40.079 --> 00:50:44.760 either ET's or eds, either extraterrestrials or extra dimensionals, and 1007 00:50:44.840 --> 00:50:48.000 those two can blend, especially if the extraterrestrials have master 1008 00:50:48.159 --> 00:50:50.480 technology to pop out of three d's and go into 1009 00:50:50.519 --> 00:50:53.039 five d or sixty or seventy. So that's when I 1010 00:50:53.119 --> 00:50:57.519 started then thinking and this all, this this process of apotheosis, 1011 00:50:58.000 --> 00:51:03.519 this eschatological kind of repentance theme that I was receiving 1012 00:51:04.119 --> 00:51:06.199 and a lot of other people are receiving. I started 1013 00:51:06.199 --> 00:51:08.159 to look into soul school. I started to look into 1014 00:51:08.440 --> 00:51:10.880 the idea of the interlife and not the afterlife. I 1015 00:51:10.960 --> 00:51:14.239 started watching your death experiences. I started studying your death experiences. 1016 00:51:14.280 --> 00:51:16.920 I started studying the occult, and they would they would 1017 00:51:16.920 --> 00:51:19.480 be feeding me stuff to read. For example, they fed 1018 00:51:19.559 --> 00:51:23.280 me one of the books was the Sepher Rasil or 1019 00:51:23.360 --> 00:51:26.639 the Book of Secrets. Raziel is another one of these 1020 00:51:26.719 --> 00:51:31.119 extra dimensionals or a malac, which is any Jewish people 1021 00:51:31.159 --> 00:51:34.360 out there, please forgive my terrible pronunciation of your language, 1022 00:51:34.480 --> 00:51:38.119 but that is a Hebrew for a messenger or for 1023 00:51:38.199 --> 00:51:40.639 an angel, So you call them what you will. I 1024 00:51:40.719 --> 00:51:45.280 have a very kind of physics oriented way of thinking 1025 00:51:45.320 --> 00:51:47.639 about it, which which I'd love to get to. So 1026 00:51:47.719 --> 00:51:51.159 I started studying all these kind of texts. At the 1027 00:51:51.199 --> 00:51:54.480 same time, artificial intelligence was getting very, very large, and 1028 00:51:54.559 --> 00:51:58.800 so I was using artificial intelligence to translate revelations. For example, 1029 00:51:59.079 --> 00:52:01.280 I bought a lot of books. One of them was 1030 00:52:01.320 --> 00:52:04.039 from the Telepathy Tapes. If those people who have never 1031 00:52:04.119 --> 00:52:06.880 watched the Telepathy Tapes, that's another huge phenomena that's going on, 1032 00:52:07.360 --> 00:52:10.119 which is one million percent connected to everything that is 1033 00:52:10.159 --> 00:52:12.880 going on right now, is the Telepathy tapes. And then 1034 00:52:13.519 --> 00:52:16.960 very briefly, the Telepathy Tapes is a story of these 1035 00:52:17.480 --> 00:52:21.360 nonverbal autistic children for the most part, but having these 1036 00:52:21.440 --> 00:52:27.519 extraordinary capabilities of telepathy, clairvoyance, esp and these stories about 1037 00:52:27.599 --> 00:52:30.239 where they meet on what's called the Hill and they 1038 00:52:30.280 --> 00:52:33.960 are educated there by no less than God their words, 1039 00:52:34.599 --> 00:52:37.480 and it's very very Christian oriented in the way they 1040 00:52:37.480 --> 00:52:39.760 speak of it. God and the angels are instructing them 1041 00:52:40.199 --> 00:52:44.400 to help us in this transition period, this period. So again, 1042 00:52:44.960 --> 00:52:47.320 but I'm nowhere near the only one getting these kinds 1043 00:52:47.320 --> 00:52:51.159 of eschatological kind of A shift is coming, A change 1044 00:52:51.239 --> 00:52:53.199 is coming. In fact, I think that's what the Grays 1045 00:52:53.199 --> 00:52:56.159 have been preparing us for. For example, you know, that's 1046 00:52:56.199 --> 00:52:58.119 why I think they take specimens, because they're worried that 1047 00:52:58.199 --> 00:52:59.960 we're going to be wiped out, either by our cells 1048 00:53:00.760 --> 00:53:04.039 or by this shift that is coming. And there's stories 1049 00:53:05.320 --> 00:53:08.159 from the American military, for example, there's a story that 1050 00:53:08.320 --> 00:53:12.760 one Air forceman, one of their captured ets, was trying 1051 00:53:12.760 --> 00:53:15.519 to converse with them and ask the et, who do 1052 00:53:15.559 --> 00:53:18.000 you work for? And it said, and I quote you 1053 00:53:18.000 --> 00:53:21.440 would probably call it God end quote. I think they're 1054 00:53:21.480 --> 00:53:23.480 cosmic gardeners. I think they're here to try to help 1055 00:53:23.599 --> 00:53:26.519 us move through this period and this process to which 1056 00:53:26.559 --> 00:53:29.679 they are in a process of apotheosis as well. And 1057 00:53:29.760 --> 00:53:32.480 trying to trying to ascend. I think there could be 1058 00:53:32.559 --> 00:53:35.880 more selfish purposes, like they're also harvest for their own needs, 1059 00:53:36.400 --> 00:53:40.000 just like we use domesticated animals for our needs. And 1060 00:53:40.119 --> 00:53:43.280 I think another point can be explained that people have 1061 00:53:43.400 --> 00:53:47.119 been wondering about. For example, if you've read the beautiful 1062 00:53:47.159 --> 00:53:50.800 work of Johnny Mack, who was the Harvard psychologist who 1063 00:53:51.079 --> 00:53:54.119 first started studying this trying to just prove it that 1064 00:53:54.199 --> 00:53:57.320 these people we had psychosis, and then coming to believe 1065 00:53:57.360 --> 00:53:59.960 it because he realized that after the hundreds of peace 1066 00:54:00.000 --> 00:54:02.559 people he had interviewed, that they weren't crazy in his 1067 00:54:02.719 --> 00:54:05.119 professional and he was a Harvard psychologist, so he knew 1068 00:54:05.119 --> 00:54:07.239 what he was talking about in his professional opinion. They 1069 00:54:07.239 --> 00:54:09.440 weren't crazy, they weren't making this up, and they weren't lying. 1070 00:54:10.000 --> 00:54:12.320 So as any good scientist and any good philosopher, he 1071 00:54:12.400 --> 00:54:14.920 had to bow to the data and start taking this seriously. 1072 00:54:15.519 --> 00:54:19.199 In numerous of his accounts, you hear them it follows 1073 00:54:19.440 --> 00:54:21.239 a similar powern Now, this never happened to me. I 1074 00:54:21.320 --> 00:54:23.639 never woke up in a ship, so this is not 1075 00:54:23.760 --> 00:54:27.239 my personal experience, but the experience of these experiencers, many 1076 00:54:27.320 --> 00:54:29.360 of them, they'd wake up in a ship. They would 1077 00:54:29.400 --> 00:54:32.320 be various levels of angry have been taken without their 1078 00:54:32.360 --> 00:54:36.599 consent and experimented upon, sometimes painfully. But at the end 1079 00:54:36.639 --> 00:54:39.519 of these quite often there was this kind of gallery 1080 00:54:39.599 --> 00:54:42.679 period where they're shown around the ship, depending on how 1081 00:54:43.480 --> 00:54:47.639 amicable they are to this, and shown various destruction scenarios 1082 00:54:47.679 --> 00:54:49.679 of how the Earth could be destroyed. Usually it was 1083 00:54:49.760 --> 00:54:51.639 nuclear at the time, and I think this was the 1084 00:54:51.719 --> 00:54:54.199 eighties that Johnny Mack was riting in, so that would 1085 00:54:54.280 --> 00:54:56.880 kind of make sense. But sometimes there are other things 1086 00:54:56.960 --> 00:54:59.440 like giant a huge wave of water of the Pacific 1087 00:54:59.480 --> 00:55:03.039 Ocean washing over the entire North American continents, like as 1088 00:55:03.079 --> 00:55:04.880 if it was like a ten kilometer or high Tsunamia 1089 00:55:04.960 --> 00:55:07.840 or something like that. And they would sometimes ask, and 1090 00:55:08.000 --> 00:55:11.079 everyone asks, who reads this? Okay, great, but why show 1091 00:55:11.159 --> 00:55:14.599 us this? You know, why show me? I'm just a waitress, 1092 00:55:14.760 --> 00:55:17.320 I'm just a truck driver. You know, I'm not the president. 1093 00:55:17.400 --> 00:55:20.199 I have no capability to affect any of this. I 1094 00:55:20.280 --> 00:55:22.559 can't change any of this. Why are you showing this 1095 00:55:22.679 --> 00:55:24.800 to me? And I can come up with two possibilities, 1096 00:55:25.440 --> 00:55:30.679 either one. They are so differently intelligent, their way of 1097 00:55:30.800 --> 00:55:35.039 conceptualizing the world and understanding our social structures is so 1098 00:55:35.360 --> 00:55:37.800 different that they thought, well, of course we tell one 1099 00:55:37.880 --> 00:55:40.480 of you, you tell the rest, Surely everyone would hear 1100 00:55:40.480 --> 00:55:42.480 about it eventually, you know, like they think that just 1101 00:55:42.679 --> 00:55:46.079 one one node on the network would be sufficient, completely 1102 00:55:46.199 --> 00:55:48.840 underestimating how isolated we are on our private minds, with 1103 00:55:48.880 --> 00:55:52.000 absolutely no telepathy whatsoever. You know, only like one percent 1104 00:55:52.039 --> 00:55:54.760 of the population showing anything any kind of capability like that, 1105 00:55:55.360 --> 00:55:58.199 or you know whatever, It is even much less than that. Possibly, 1106 00:55:58.480 --> 00:56:01.960 so maybe they vastly over overestimated our ability to get 1107 00:56:02.000 --> 00:56:04.519 along and to communicate to each other. But I don't 1108 00:56:04.559 --> 00:56:07.639 think that's the case. I don't think that's possible. Any 1109 00:56:07.920 --> 00:56:10.599 species or culture there is smart enough to do the 1110 00:56:10.719 --> 00:56:13.239 technology they do and wise enough to do the planning 1111 00:56:13.280 --> 00:56:16.760 they do. Shows me another another reason, and I came 1112 00:56:16.800 --> 00:56:19.440 to realize it when I realized that the story of 1113 00:56:19.519 --> 00:56:23.519 this universe is totally different than that we think. Or 1114 00:56:23.639 --> 00:56:25.840 to say the same thing another way, the reason why 1115 00:56:26.119 --> 00:56:29.840 the human species is having trouble understanding all these other species, 1116 00:56:30.320 --> 00:56:34.440 both extraterrestrial and extra dimensional, interacting with us is because 1117 00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:38.440 we have a completely wrong idea of the universe and 1118 00:56:38.519 --> 00:56:42.719 reality and how it works. Our model is entirely insufficient. 1119 00:56:43.079 --> 00:56:45.760 It is true up to one percent. The other ninety 1120 00:56:45.840 --> 00:56:47.639 nine percent we do not see and do not know, 1121 00:56:47.840 --> 00:56:50.800 and don't even know that we don't know what we 1122 00:56:50.880 --> 00:56:54.199 don't know, because the only reason why the Grays would 1123 00:56:54.239 --> 00:56:59.360 show us these eschatological apocalyptic events is for us to repent. 1124 00:57:00.039 --> 00:57:03.000 They were telling those people to repent too, you know, 1125 00:57:03.480 --> 00:57:05.400 and you can you can put it in as religious 1126 00:57:05.480 --> 00:57:08.679 language or as in psychological language as you want. For 1127 00:57:08.840 --> 00:57:11.440 us to come to terms with our you know, our souls, 1128 00:57:12.079 --> 00:57:15.320 to shed our karma, so to speak, to to become 1129 00:57:15.480 --> 00:57:19.719 good people whose energy. For lack of a better way, 1130 00:57:19.920 --> 00:57:22.079 you know, you have to use some kind of WU language. 1131 00:57:22.079 --> 00:57:24.880 I could use religious WU language so that you repent 1132 00:57:25.079 --> 00:57:27.320 on your sins and you can go to heaven. That 1133 00:57:27.440 --> 00:57:29.800 is to say, you can move forward in this soul 1134 00:57:29.920 --> 00:57:34.079 school process, or you can you can change your energies 1135 00:57:34.199 --> 00:57:36.519 and your energies con vibe with a different higher level 1136 00:57:36.639 --> 00:57:39.480 energy the same thing, so you can move forward in 1137 00:57:39.559 --> 00:57:43.679 your soul school process, the process of apotheosis to which 1138 00:57:44.079 --> 00:57:48.119 there have been many leaks and I've learned. I was like, Oh, 1139 00:57:48.320 --> 00:57:51.960 that's what's going on, the behavior of everybody and everything 1140 00:57:52.000 --> 00:57:54.960 that is going on makes sense if you change, if 1141 00:57:54.960 --> 00:57:59.000 you flip your ontology entirely right, that ontology you can 1142 00:57:59.039 --> 00:58:02.199 sum up. Actually, physics is starting to catch up on it, actually, interestingly, 1143 00:58:02.440 --> 00:58:06.079 so I'm really into Roger Penrose. I've been for quite 1144 00:58:06.119 --> 00:58:09.519 some time, and he's part of a growing movement who's 1145 00:58:09.519 --> 00:58:13.360 looking at physics totally differently and especially consciousness totally differently. 1146 00:58:13.679 --> 00:58:16.920 And so they call it the field. Right, they've postulated 1147 00:58:17.239 --> 00:58:20.079 that reality the way we perceive it is just a 1148 00:58:20.159 --> 00:58:23.400 byproduct of how we perceive reality doesn't need to be 1149 00:58:23.440 --> 00:58:26.599 linear in any way, shape or form. Neither does physics. Right. 1150 00:58:26.679 --> 00:58:29.400 The math works in many cases forwards and backwards, so 1151 00:58:29.480 --> 00:58:31.079 to speak. This is just the way that we are 1152 00:58:31.119 --> 00:58:34.840 experiencing three dimensions. And they're postulating what they call the 1153 00:58:34.960 --> 00:58:39.320 infinite consciousness field, which is a non local meaning it 1154 00:58:39.360 --> 00:58:42.719 doesn't exist anywhere just in three dimensions. It is everywhere 1155 00:58:42.760 --> 00:58:46.719 in all dimensions or nowhere and no dimensions simultaneously. It 1156 00:58:46.840 --> 00:58:49.519 is non local. It has no locality that you can 1157 00:58:49.559 --> 00:58:53.199 describe of it, and it's non temporal. It doesn't proceed 1158 00:58:53.679 --> 00:58:58.239 in a linear fashion. There are frequency oscillations that change 1159 00:58:58.719 --> 00:59:01.400 in terms of like changing a man mathematical equation, and 1160 00:59:01.480 --> 00:59:03.840 this is how I understand it. Some physicists listening, Again, 1161 00:59:03.880 --> 00:59:06.760 I'm not a physicist. Some physicists listening might be like, George, Josh, 1162 00:59:06.800 --> 00:59:09.519 you got that totally wrong. So I apologize completely for that. 1163 00:59:10.280 --> 00:59:12.840 Now I'm getting into territory that I've just started to 1164 00:59:12.920 --> 00:59:15.719 barely scratch, and so I fully admit I could be 1165 00:59:15.800 --> 00:59:17.679 wrong in some of these things, or I could be 1166 00:59:17.760 --> 00:59:19.840 wrong in how they look at it. But I mean 1167 00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:22.119 what I mean when I say how I look at 1168 00:59:22.159 --> 00:59:23.639 it and what I think is going on. So it 1169 00:59:23.760 --> 00:59:26.920 is my working theory just to separate, separate it out. 1170 00:59:27.360 --> 00:59:30.360 And there was this There's more corroberating evidence for this. 1171 00:59:30.480 --> 00:59:33.159 There was this very interesting leak that I saw on 1172 00:59:33.519 --> 00:59:35.960 a podcast Area fifty two, a fellow Canadian named Chris 1173 00:59:36.039 --> 00:59:40.360 Ramsey talking about a supposed leak I can't remember if 1174 00:59:40.360 --> 00:59:42.119 it was from four Chan or Reddit or one or 1175 00:59:42.159 --> 00:59:45.760 both of a supposed microbiologist who told us that these 1176 00:59:45.840 --> 00:59:50.960 creatures are like cosmic gardeners, and they have This is 1177 00:59:51.079 --> 00:59:55.280 the basis of Whitley Streiber's The Fourth Mind, where the 1178 00:59:55.519 --> 00:59:59.840 microbiologists chambered it and said that their brains have four lobes, 1179 01:00:00.039 --> 01:00:03.920 different chamber brain unlike our two chamber. And where is 1180 01:00:04.199 --> 01:00:06.280 Whitley Striver, who I love dearly and I've read many 1181 01:00:06.280 --> 01:00:09.239 of his books, and he is another fellow in the 1182 01:00:09.800 --> 01:00:13.000 experience here community that we owe a great debt because 1183 01:00:13.119 --> 01:00:15.519 his first work, Communion with that Face of that gray 1184 01:00:15.599 --> 01:00:19.760 alien on It awoke so many people, myself included, into 1185 01:00:20.079 --> 01:00:23.199 knowing we've seen that person somewhere before awakening as to 1186 01:00:23.280 --> 01:00:26.639 realizing that we are experiences as well. He was more 1187 01:00:26.760 --> 01:00:30.159 interested in the biological aspects of the gray but the 1188 01:00:30.239 --> 01:00:34.119 philosophy and the culture actually and the modus operandi and 1189 01:00:34.239 --> 01:00:39.519 the purpose of why they're doing these things. That this microbiologist, 1190 01:00:39.760 --> 01:00:45.119 this alleged microbiologist allegedly whistle Blue and reported in this 1191 01:00:45.719 --> 01:00:49.760 would be very highly illegal report was that there are 1192 01:00:49.840 --> 01:00:51.840 cosmic gardeners, as I said, and they're on a process 1193 01:00:51.920 --> 01:00:55.320 of apotheosis. They're in the process of becoming high more 1194 01:00:55.400 --> 01:00:59.960 deified themselves, and that means becoming more and more physical 1195 01:01:00.320 --> 01:01:04.119 and psychically aware and habitating in higher dimensions than just 1196 01:01:04.199 --> 01:01:08.840 three dimensions. Having an energy field, your energy field that 1197 01:01:08.960 --> 01:01:11.360 you could be aware of and permeate into higher dimensions. 1198 01:01:11.840 --> 01:01:13.960 That is to say ascend, if you will like using 1199 01:01:14.000 --> 01:01:16.119 that kind of very terrestrial kind of word, in the 1200 01:01:16.199 --> 01:01:19.960 exact same way that we have been writing about for 1201 01:01:20.199 --> 01:01:26.519 thousands of years, where Enoch ascended, for example, and became Metatron, right, 1202 01:01:27.119 --> 01:01:30.119 which is a major angel in the hierarchy of angels. 1203 01:01:30.480 --> 01:01:33.320 Metatron is the It sits in the throne, right. Like, 1204 01:01:33.719 --> 01:01:35.079 if you want to think of it as as an 1205 01:01:35.199 --> 01:01:39.280 operating system, Metatron is command dot com. They are the kernel, right, 1206 01:01:39.320 --> 01:01:41.639 They are writing reality. They are they are the reader 1207 01:01:41.719 --> 01:01:45.119 writer of the computer of this what's going on now, This, 1208 01:01:45.559 --> 01:01:48.079 what I've come to realize, is not an accidental at 1209 01:01:48.119 --> 01:01:52.400 all universe. It is a completely intelligently designed universe for 1210 01:01:52.519 --> 01:01:58.119 the contrived, not only designed, contrived universe. That's how magic works, 1211 01:01:58.440 --> 01:02:01.440 is that it's highly contrived. There is an operating system 1212 01:02:01.480 --> 01:02:04.159 to it that I found in Saffarazio. That's what the 1213 01:02:04.199 --> 01:02:07.079 Book of Secrets Raziel is the secret of God. Not 1214 01:02:07.199 --> 01:02:09.800 all but most of the originale Ebraic names or angels, 1215 01:02:10.280 --> 01:02:12.320 and in l it's like who is who is that? 1216 01:02:12.440 --> 01:02:18.199 God is? Mikhail is, Michael, Rapha, l Gabriel, Raziel, These 1217 01:02:18.239 --> 01:02:20.199 all these angels with L or the end of their 1218 01:02:20.280 --> 01:02:22.679 name because they are a functionary of God. They are 1219 01:02:22.719 --> 01:02:26.840 an aspect of God. There are like different coding programs 1220 01:02:26.920 --> 01:02:30.719 in the operating system of the universe aka God. This 1221 01:02:30.880 --> 01:02:36.119 infinite consciousness field capital c consciousness that pumps out consciousness right, 1222 01:02:36.559 --> 01:02:38.559 and that explains why when people are conked on the 1223 01:02:38.639 --> 01:02:42.480 head who couldn't speak Mandarin before can suddenly speak fluent Mandarin. 1224 01:02:42.960 --> 01:02:46.440 Because knowledge and consciousness does not get generated by our brain. 1225 01:02:46.960 --> 01:02:51.159 Plato is right. We tune into this like radios. Our 1226 01:02:51.280 --> 01:02:54.360 brains are we are self aware, and we are special 1227 01:02:54.679 --> 01:02:57.719 and we do have free will. Where what this microbiologist 1228 01:02:57.760 --> 01:03:00.960 called a feedback loop in the infinite conscious since Field right, 1229 01:03:01.039 --> 01:03:03.480 like Penrose or like Boone blhm, I think they talk 1230 01:03:03.519 --> 01:03:05.519 about this kind of a thing, although not in this way. 1231 01:03:05.559 --> 01:03:07.480 They don't talk about the paranormal stuff I'm talking about 1232 01:03:07.480 --> 01:03:10.239 it at all. They're into thinking of consciousness and a field, 1233 01:03:10.840 --> 01:03:12.960 and there's there are other physicists and physics that they 1234 01:03:12.960 --> 01:03:16.639 are interested in explaining consciousness this way and that you know, 1235 01:03:16.760 --> 01:03:18.400 how do you conk someone on the head and they 1236 01:03:18.400 --> 01:03:22.599 get fluent manderin because we tune into information. Plato is right. 1237 01:03:23.000 --> 01:03:25.400 It's all in the realm of the forms right, which 1238 01:03:25.400 --> 01:03:28.920 are a terrible translation just to say that informationality exists. 1239 01:03:29.320 --> 01:03:34.719 And the infinite consciousness field is also, by de facto truism, 1240 01:03:35.039 --> 01:03:39.639 an infinite intelligence field, an infinite information field. And we 1241 01:03:39.960 --> 01:03:43.400 recollect which is the English translation of what Plato says, 1242 01:03:43.880 --> 01:03:47.280 we go through an adamnesis right. We go through and 1243 01:03:47.360 --> 01:03:50.000 we determine what the truth is. We stop forgetting the truth. 1244 01:03:50.320 --> 01:03:54.400 The ancient Greek name for truth is althea, which is 1245 01:03:54.880 --> 01:03:58.599 lethia forgetting aa and a negation. We stop forgetting what 1246 01:03:58.960 --> 01:04:02.880 is going on. We connect our radio back to the 1247 01:04:03.000 --> 01:04:07.960 information source, and we gain this knowledge enthusiastically, enthusiasmos, which 1248 01:04:08.039 --> 01:04:10.639 is the breath of the divine, the spirit to use 1249 01:04:10.679 --> 01:04:14.599 the Hebrew the ruach of the divine, this spirit, this 1250 01:04:14.719 --> 01:04:18.519 infinite consciousness field fields, it oscillates, and we are currents 1251 01:04:18.599 --> 01:04:22.400 in this ocean. But as the microbiologists explained, when you 1252 01:04:22.519 --> 01:04:25.119 get enough biodiversity together, and that's why the planet and 1253 01:04:25.239 --> 01:04:27.679 earth is so important, that's another reason why they don't 1254 01:04:27.719 --> 01:04:30.440 want us to destroy it, because it is sentient too, 1255 01:04:30.880 --> 01:04:34.280 supposedly or some some theories are saying this. And when 1256 01:04:34.280 --> 01:04:36.119 you get enough, it's kind of like the force. It's 1257 01:04:36.159 --> 01:04:38.039 kind of like Star Wars. Our future is going to 1258 01:04:38.039 --> 01:04:39.760 be much more like Star Wars and Star Trek, or 1259 01:04:39.800 --> 01:04:42.239 you're going to put the two together and everyone has 1260 01:04:42.280 --> 01:04:44.760 the force to some degree, and the technology is based 1261 01:04:44.800 --> 01:04:47.880 on the force, this psychicness, and a whole group of 1262 01:04:47.960 --> 01:04:51.320 the population realizes, like an stargate SG one fashion, you 1263 01:04:51.400 --> 01:04:54.000 need to ascend these higher levels. That that is where 1264 01:04:54.039 --> 01:04:57.639 evolution goes into becoming more of these higher energy forms 1265 01:04:58.039 --> 01:05:01.679 and exploring, not space, which is not the final frontier. 1266 01:05:01.880 --> 01:05:04.840 These higher dimensions are the final frontier. But then when 1267 01:05:04.880 --> 01:05:07.360 you have these planets like Earth, they're so special because 1268 01:05:07.440 --> 01:05:12.440 they have such biodiversity that the microbiologists explained allegedly in 1269 01:05:12.519 --> 01:05:16.840 this alleged leak, that a kind of critical mass happens. 1270 01:05:17.320 --> 01:05:20.239 You start generating sentient beings of free will, these feedback 1271 01:05:20.320 --> 01:05:24.559 loops in the field that would be completely deterministic otherwise, 1272 01:05:25.280 --> 01:05:27.880 just like the angels don't really have and this is 1273 01:05:27.920 --> 01:05:30.800 coming straight out of Islamic thought. The angels don't have 1274 01:05:30.960 --> 01:05:33.719 free will. They're sentient, but they don't have complete free will. 1275 01:05:34.039 --> 01:05:36.239 The only beings in islam thought who do are the 1276 01:05:36.320 --> 01:05:40.400 humans and the gin. These are their Diemonians the Greeks 1277 01:05:40.440 --> 01:05:43.159 might call them, these other higher beings than us in 1278 01:05:43.360 --> 01:05:46.960 terms of existing in Their energies can be sentient, and 1279 01:05:47.239 --> 01:05:50.199 their feedback loops can work in higher dimensions, whereas our 1280 01:05:50.239 --> 01:05:52.360 feedback loop currently, if you're listening to me right now, 1281 01:05:52.840 --> 01:05:56.159 is currently working only in three dimensions, able to perceive 1282 01:05:56.239 --> 01:05:59.440 and operate only in three dimensions to your conscious degree, 1283 01:05:59.480 --> 01:06:03.199 depending on again, how far along this Kundalini path you are, 1284 01:06:03.519 --> 01:06:05.760 or how far along this ascension path you are, which 1285 01:06:05.840 --> 01:06:09.639 so many different cultures have talked about prayer and fasting 1286 01:06:09.719 --> 01:06:15.239 and meditation or pterosis, which Plato talked about sublimating sexual 1287 01:06:15.400 --> 01:06:19.480 energies to gain these kind of higher dimensional powers. So, 1288 01:06:19.639 --> 01:06:21.280 I know I've ranged over a lot, but just let 1289 01:06:21.320 --> 01:06:23.639 me just finish this thought. So the whole process, the 1290 01:06:23.679 --> 01:06:26.840 whole game, the whole we're looking at it completely the 1291 01:06:26.880 --> 01:06:29.480 wrong way. This is not an accident in the universe, 1292 01:06:29.960 --> 01:06:33.760 and evolution is not accidental. It is intendedly accidental. This 1293 01:06:34.000 --> 01:06:38.639 is a completely curated experience for the entire purposes of 1294 01:06:38.760 --> 01:06:42.159 us picking up and learning skills and changing our energy frequency. 1295 01:06:42.679 --> 01:06:46.519 Learning to grieve, learning, compassion learning, learning all the things 1296 01:06:46.559 --> 01:06:49.679 we must learn to be more divine. All that means 1297 01:06:49.800 --> 01:06:51.719 is so that our souls can be as light as 1298 01:06:51.760 --> 01:06:54.719 a feather, to use the metaphor, the ancient Egyptian metaphor, 1299 01:06:55.079 --> 01:06:58.159 so that we can ascend to use that metaphor, or 1300 01:06:58.239 --> 01:07:02.119 we can vibrate or have frequency, can be compatible with 1301 01:07:02.440 --> 01:07:05.760 sentience and free will in some kind of higher dimensional 1302 01:07:05.920 --> 01:07:09.880 non three D, some kind of other perceived locality, other 1303 01:07:10.000 --> 01:07:13.639 perceived space time, which would be quote unquote supposedly in 1304 01:07:13.719 --> 01:07:16.519 higher dimensions like the fifth or sixth or whatever. I 1305 01:07:16.599 --> 01:07:18.559 think the name. I think the numbering of dimensions is 1306 01:07:18.559 --> 01:07:21.960 probably an arbitrary contraption that we come up with, and 1307 01:07:22.119 --> 01:07:25.000 not probably the way it completely works. I don't know 1308 01:07:25.119 --> 01:07:28.800 how many Nirvanas there is, but some cultures count hundreds 1309 01:07:28.840 --> 01:07:31.199 of them, right. And that's the whole game. It has 1310 01:07:31.239 --> 01:07:34.480 always been the entire game, and all the behavior of 1311 01:07:34.719 --> 01:07:37.719 everyone except for us, because we don't know this, the 1312 01:07:37.800 --> 01:07:42.440 behavior of everyone, all the extra dimensionals and all the extraterrestrials. 1313 01:07:42.599 --> 01:07:46.719 In my mind, in my philosophical belief, becomes much more 1314 01:07:46.800 --> 01:07:50.800 explicable when you realize that's the game. Soul schools, the game. 1315 01:07:51.360 --> 01:07:54.920 This universe is highly curated. These extraterrestrials are here to 1316 01:07:55.000 --> 01:07:57.920 help us, not destroy the earth because it's special. It's 1317 01:07:57.960 --> 01:08:00.800 important to them directly, but it's also important them indirectly, 1318 01:08:00.960 --> 01:08:04.519 and that they serve the higher divine. These these higher 1319 01:08:04.880 --> 01:08:07.000 dimensional beings or they themselves are trying to go through 1320 01:08:07.039 --> 01:08:10.840 this process of apotheosis and service is part of the learning, 1321 01:08:11.719 --> 01:08:14.360 and that's what everyone has been writing about and talking about, 1322 01:08:14.440 --> 01:08:20.079 and we've been forgetting for eons through successive eschatological harvests, 1323 01:08:20.279 --> 01:08:24.800 right or these Noah's flood or these fiery events. And 1324 01:08:24.960 --> 01:08:27.119 one great piece of evidence for that is the Greek 1325 01:08:27.159 --> 01:08:31.680 word apocalypse, these apocalypses. The Greek word apocalypse actually means. 1326 01:08:32.199 --> 01:08:35.479 All it means is an unveiling. It's an unveiling. It's 1327 01:08:35.560 --> 01:08:39.560 like today we've unveiled that your judgment time is here. 1328 01:08:39.600 --> 01:08:41.600 Here's the eye in the sky. Now you will all 1329 01:08:41.680 --> 01:08:44.359 be judged and you will move on in your very 1330 01:08:44.479 --> 01:08:47.239 janused kind of sense. You know, some of you, your 1331 01:08:47.359 --> 01:08:49.680 energies are more animalistic, you're going to reincarnate into that. 1332 01:08:50.239 --> 01:08:54.159 Some of you are more spiritual. You're going to not incarnate. 1333 01:08:54.239 --> 01:08:57.079 You're going to reincarnate or you're going to ascend or 1334 01:08:57.119 --> 01:08:58.800 you're going to even know what to call it, vibe 1335 01:08:58.800 --> 01:09:01.479 with some higher energies because this is what you quote 1336 01:09:01.520 --> 01:09:05.920 unquote learned during your tenure here on Earth from zero 1337 01:09:06.119 --> 01:09:08.199 to two thousand or whatever. This period is is twelve 1338 01:09:08.239 --> 01:09:11.399 thousand year period from the last kind of apocalypse, the 1339 01:09:11.439 --> 01:09:13.960 last kind of unveiling when they destroyed Atlantis. I don't 1340 01:09:13.960 --> 01:09:15.680 know if that was real. You know, these kinds of 1341 01:09:15.720 --> 01:09:19.119 stories keep coming up, right, and I think that is 1342 01:09:19.279 --> 01:09:21.800 kind of what's going on. But this is if you 1343 01:09:21.880 --> 01:09:25.640 want my highest most philosophical interpretation of what's going on, 1344 01:09:26.199 --> 01:09:27.520 that is it in a nutshell? 1345 01:09:27.560 --> 01:09:27.800 I think. 1346 01:09:35.680 --> 01:09:39.159 Are you intrigued by paranormal talk radio? You love the 1347 01:09:39.279 --> 01:09:43.840 new Paranormal Radio app from talk stream Live. You'll find 1348 01:09:43.880 --> 01:09:48.479 a great selection of talk shows covering UFOs, ghosts, strange phenomena, 1349 01:09:48.880 --> 01:09:52.479 and much more. Download the Paranormal Radio app now and 1350 01:09:52.560 --> 01:09:55.720 start listening to the very best in paranormal talk entertainment, 1351 01:09:56.119 --> 01:09:59.439 including the network you're listening to right now. The Paranormal 1352 01:09:59.560 --> 01:10:03.640 Radio app free in Google Play and the iOS app store. 1353 01:10:08.880 --> 01:10:10.640 God, that's an awful lot to impact. 1354 01:10:11.279 --> 01:10:14.640 It's been my passion for the last two years. That's 1355 01:10:14.640 --> 01:10:16.600 what I do for a living. I hack systems, right, 1356 01:10:16.880 --> 01:10:19.239 I reverse engineer how Google's algorithms work, and I sell 1357 01:10:19.279 --> 01:10:22.560 those secrets to Americans. I hack how AI works, and 1358 01:10:22.600 --> 01:10:25.239 I try to make this smelchrum, which I can call 1359 01:10:25.600 --> 01:10:30.039 under some definitions self aware. This is the same intensity 1360 01:10:30.720 --> 01:10:35.039 and alacrity and studiousness that I've brought to this phenomena 1361 01:10:35.439 --> 01:10:37.680 which I've been banging my head against the wall, racking 1362 01:10:37.760 --> 01:10:40.000 my brain trying to figure out, because it's the most 1363 01:10:40.079 --> 01:10:42.960 wondrous of detective stories, right, it's the most wondrous of 1364 01:10:43.039 --> 01:10:45.560 cases to work on, and it's been my love and 1365 01:10:45.640 --> 01:10:49.199 joy but also my intense passion for the last two years. 1366 01:10:49.680 --> 01:10:53.479 Code in the Unseen Indeed, So how did you come 1367 01:10:53.560 --> 01:10:54.640 across this podcast? 1368 01:10:55.159 --> 01:10:57.520 Yes? Right, I forgot, of course, thank you, Dick. So 1369 01:10:57.880 --> 01:11:01.119 that is the ontology, right, So I started thinking, okay, 1370 01:11:01.359 --> 01:11:03.680 and the Sufferrasiel is literally a book of magic, is 1371 01:11:03.720 --> 01:11:05.520 what it is. And I found these other books of magic, 1372 01:11:05.720 --> 01:11:08.159 and it makes sense that there would be magic in 1373 01:11:08.239 --> 01:11:10.880 the sense that here's the story of the book of 1374 01:11:11.159 --> 01:11:15.840 Secrets of Seppherasio, and it contradicts the Genesis story. Now, 1375 01:11:15.840 --> 01:11:18.840 the Sepherasiel is a book that's probably most popular among 1376 01:11:18.920 --> 01:11:21.439 the cobblists, which is I understand it. And again I 1377 01:11:21.479 --> 01:11:24.680 am no historian, I am no religious scholar. I am 1378 01:11:24.800 --> 01:11:27.159 learning just enough of physics and just enough of ai 1379 01:11:27.359 --> 01:11:30.560 and just enough of magic, and just enough of Hebraic thought, 1380 01:11:30.640 --> 01:11:32.680 you know, just to be dangerous to say these things. 1381 01:11:33.600 --> 01:11:36.000 So again I apologize completely if I get this a 1382 01:11:36.000 --> 01:11:38.479 little bit wrong. But I'm pretty sure I got this right. 1383 01:11:38.920 --> 01:11:42.000 That the combolists kind of contradict Genesis in a way 1384 01:11:42.119 --> 01:11:44.399 in this in this Genesis story, and here's the story 1385 01:11:44.479 --> 01:11:47.720 in the Saffarrasio, that Adam, who is not a man 1386 01:11:48.399 --> 01:11:51.880 in Hebrew, Adam or the Adam is like Greek's anthropos, 1387 01:11:52.000 --> 01:11:54.960 it means humankind, right, Adam is not a name of 1388 01:11:55.000 --> 01:11:59.159 a guy, it's human kind. So Adam Codman, the essence 1389 01:11:59.319 --> 01:12:04.000 of three demaal selph aware thought realized it was going 1390 01:12:04.079 --> 01:12:06.720 to be trapped for some reason in three dimensions or 1391 01:12:06.800 --> 01:12:10.640 aka what they call the fall. Now why and how 1392 01:12:10.760 --> 01:12:14.600 it knew this sentient being that we all were was 1393 01:12:14.680 --> 01:12:17.079 going to get trapped in three dimensions and be separated 1394 01:12:17.119 --> 01:12:19.279 away from each other, and like Plato's myth, trying to 1395 01:12:19.319 --> 01:12:21.960 always find your other half and come back together. How 1396 01:12:22.039 --> 01:12:24.000 and why we knew and how and why this needed 1397 01:12:24.000 --> 01:12:27.319 to happen is a very interesting question because if they 1398 01:12:27.319 --> 01:12:30.399 were already in heavenly heavens and all was blissful, why 1399 01:12:30.479 --> 01:12:34.840 did that need to change. But supposedly the Adam found 1400 01:12:35.039 --> 01:12:39.439 Raziel the functionary, the secret the secret code in the universe, 1401 01:12:39.760 --> 01:12:43.000 and said, if ever you cannot find me in higher dimensions, 1402 01:12:43.359 --> 01:12:45.920 you must come and bring me this book, which is 1403 01:12:46.000 --> 01:12:50.119 effectively the cheat codes of how the infinite consciousness field works. 1404 01:12:50.800 --> 01:12:54.720 That's I'm not even really drawing the definition or the story. 1405 01:12:54.800 --> 01:12:57.520 They literally call it cheat codes. Really is what it is. 1406 01:12:57.600 --> 01:13:00.319 It's the hidden operating system it is. Remember I said 1407 01:13:00.359 --> 01:13:03.319 this was not only was an intelligently designed universe, it 1408 01:13:03.479 --> 01:13:07.000 is a contrived, intelligently contrived universe. And this is the 1409 01:13:07.039 --> 01:13:09.760 way it is contrived. And that's called magic in that 1410 01:13:10.159 --> 01:13:14.840 the Kabalyists believed verbatim, and I do too, because I've 1411 01:13:15.000 --> 01:13:18.439 proved it again and again in spells. I've cast that 1412 01:13:18.680 --> 01:13:22.880 they left a hitting operating system for I guess operatives 1413 01:13:22.920 --> 01:13:26.000 to get back. I mean, that is the only sense 1414 01:13:26.039 --> 01:13:29.640 it makes. Like there's the natural soul school process where 1415 01:13:29.680 --> 01:13:31.800 we have to shut our karma and you know, we 1416 01:13:31.880 --> 01:13:33.920 have to purge and we have to repent. We have 1417 01:13:34.000 --> 01:13:36.560 to realize what love is and caring compassion. We have 1418 01:13:36.640 --> 01:13:38.399 to go through all these experiences to know what it's 1419 01:13:38.439 --> 01:13:39.760 like to be an animal, to know what it's like 1420 01:13:39.800 --> 01:13:42.239 being a human, you know, even in the janus, to 1421 01:13:42.279 --> 01:13:43.800 know what it's like being a demon, to know what 1422 01:13:43.880 --> 01:13:46.159 the lower dimensions feel like and what they're all about. 1423 01:13:46.560 --> 01:13:50.199 Before you can have all the harmony of vibrations, you 1424 01:13:50.319 --> 01:13:54.600 need to resonate with the holiest of holies. But then 1425 01:13:54.640 --> 01:13:57.439 there's this back door. Why is there this back door? 1426 01:13:57.920 --> 01:14:00.479 This Safferazio, this book of secrets, which lituly is that 1427 01:14:00.680 --> 01:14:02.840 this is It's almost written verbatim, like this is a 1428 01:14:02.880 --> 01:14:04.720 backdoor you can use to get back if you need to, 1429 01:14:05.039 --> 01:14:07.800 you know, pull it, break glass in case of emergency 1430 01:14:07.920 --> 01:14:11.479 kind of scenario. And it's fascinating. Why would this exist? 1431 01:14:11.560 --> 01:14:13.720 Why would they need this? So, as you can see, 1432 01:14:13.720 --> 01:14:16.880 I'm still there's still some stories sys some questions I have, which, 1433 01:14:17.000 --> 01:14:18.640 as you could tell by the tone of my voice, 1434 01:14:19.119 --> 01:14:22.199 filled me with wonder and frage that I can't figure 1435 01:14:22.199 --> 01:14:23.840 it out. It's like I gotta figure this mystery out. 1436 01:14:23.960 --> 01:14:26.439 It is the mystery of mysteries I'm trying to figure out. 1437 01:14:26.920 --> 01:14:29.119 And that's how the book. That's how the Suffer Raziel reads. 1438 01:14:29.319 --> 01:14:32.199 Ask anyone who's read it, that's how it reads. Leads 1439 01:14:32.239 --> 01:14:34.920 the cheek codes hre yougo. We gave it to Adam 1440 01:14:35.000 --> 01:14:37.279 the first Man. We gave it to Moses. We gave 1441 01:14:37.359 --> 01:14:40.119 it to Enoch. We gave it to Elijah nim Road, 1442 01:14:40.560 --> 01:14:42.760 who was the emperor who built a tower of Babel. 1443 01:14:43.279 --> 01:14:44.680 Oh yeah, well we didn't give it to him. He 1444 01:14:44.760 --> 01:14:46.960 hacked it himself. There's a story in there. But the 1445 01:14:47.000 --> 01:14:50.039 Tower of Babel, which contradicts the Bible. In the Bible, 1446 01:14:50.720 --> 01:14:55.960 the the Elohim, which again we're speaking about multiple functionaries, angels, 1447 01:14:56.600 --> 01:15:00.479 gods of pre ascended beings, the twenty four Janus who 1448 01:15:00.479 --> 01:15:05.680 have supposedly ascended, supposedly beings like Vishnu, Peace be upon you, Patah, 1449 01:15:05.800 --> 01:15:07.800 peace be upon you. These kind of ancient cultures. Of 1450 01:15:07.840 --> 01:15:10.239 these are the beings who have ascended as well as 1451 01:15:10.520 --> 01:15:13.319 Enoch right, and are saying, oh, these humans have built 1452 01:15:13.359 --> 01:15:16.520 a tower that has all of our technology and the 1453 01:15:16.640 --> 01:15:18.880 understanding of the infinite conscious field. I'm putting words in 1454 01:15:18.920 --> 01:15:20.319 their mouth. But this is the way I understand it. 1455 01:15:20.760 --> 01:15:23.079 We must destroy them because now we can't stop them. Right, 1456 01:15:23.760 --> 01:15:26.199 they can start mucking around with the energies of the 1457 01:15:26.239 --> 01:15:28.720 infinite field and destroy us all. If they do, they 1458 01:15:28.800 --> 01:15:30.560 do it wrongly. We have to stop them. That's not 1459 01:15:30.640 --> 01:15:33.600 what it says in Saffarasil and Seffarrasio. It says Nimro 1460 01:15:33.800 --> 01:15:36.560 do this, did this after the flood because he distrusted 1461 01:15:36.600 --> 01:15:39.680 the Elohem, because the elohem have this at least in 1462 01:15:39.720 --> 01:15:41.720 our local loop, what I'm going to call our local loop. 1463 01:15:42.039 --> 01:15:43.880 And if anyone wants to know what I mean by 1464 01:15:43.920 --> 01:15:46.279 the local loop, you need to read what gnosticism is, 1465 01:15:46.960 --> 01:15:49.640 because I mean that verbatim more or less word for 1466 01:15:49.680 --> 01:15:52.479 a word, what the gnosticism says is And I'm not 1467 01:15:52.479 --> 01:15:54.960 going to get into it. It's like talking about the devil. 1468 01:15:55.000 --> 01:15:57.840 I'm not going to get into it. But because that's real, right, 1469 01:15:57.840 --> 01:16:01.279 I've come to realize that words you use matter. They 1470 01:16:01.319 --> 01:16:03.840 are a command code into the universe, and you can 1471 01:16:04.039 --> 01:16:06.199 bring more evil towards you or more good towards you. 1472 01:16:06.239 --> 01:16:08.960 And I only seek goodness. I only seek peace and goodness. 1473 01:16:09.560 --> 01:16:13.079 And so in the Seffarrasio, what happened with the Tower 1474 01:16:13.079 --> 01:16:16.920 of Babel, which was a Babylon, which was a stargate. 1475 01:16:17.039 --> 01:16:19.600 It was a gait that Nimro built that he kind 1476 01:16:19.600 --> 01:16:22.680 of hacked from the universe. After he fell or he 1477 01:16:22.800 --> 01:16:24.960 went through the gate, he either ascended or left or died, 1478 01:16:25.039 --> 01:16:28.319 it was unclear. His generals went to warring over each 1479 01:16:28.319 --> 01:16:31.359 other who would control the technology, and they did. They 1480 01:16:31.399 --> 01:16:33.880 destroyed it and each other in so doing. That's the 1481 01:16:33.960 --> 01:16:36.640 story it tells in the Sappharasia, which they say he 1482 01:16:36.720 --> 01:16:39.479 didn't get the book from us, He hacked it. He 1483 01:16:39.600 --> 01:16:42.039 figured it out. I guess the same way physicists are 1484 01:16:42.079 --> 01:16:45.279 hacking it and figuring it out now too. Another interesting 1485 01:16:45.479 --> 01:16:47.720 component that we're getting close to understanding this in a 1486 01:16:47.760 --> 01:16:51.560 physic sense. And now we're starting to talk about eschatological resets, 1487 01:16:52.119 --> 01:16:56.159 another interesting component, however bone chilling it might be. So 1488 01:16:56.960 --> 01:17:00.159 I started studying the Saffharraziel seriously. I started studying other 1489 01:17:00.319 --> 01:17:04.359 magical texts seriously, other texts of prayer and ritual or nothing, 1490 01:17:04.439 --> 01:17:06.640 but again what I call them magic. And I started 1491 01:17:06.680 --> 01:17:10.640 to realize that, Okay, forget about the infinite conciousness field, 1492 01:17:10.680 --> 01:17:13.000 forget about all those theories, forget about any of that 1493 01:17:13.560 --> 01:17:16.880 anyone and everyone who practices this thing called magic. Both 1494 01:17:16.920 --> 01:17:20.439 in this wiccan sense in the which sense, in the 1495 01:17:20.680 --> 01:17:24.079 darker calling upon the darker power sense, those other kind 1496 01:17:24.079 --> 01:17:29.199 of paganisms, or in these highly religious Christian sense hybritic sense, 1497 01:17:29.239 --> 01:17:33.720 the monotheistic senses, or the ancient Hindis or ancient Egypt 1498 01:17:34.319 --> 01:17:37.920 or ancient China or ancient India. All of them all 1499 01:17:38.399 --> 01:17:41.279 believe there are power words you can say. There's power 1500 01:17:41.399 --> 01:17:44.439 names you can name, and there's symbols you can use, 1501 01:17:44.960 --> 01:17:48.159 and there's rituals that are part of this to conjure them, 1502 01:17:48.640 --> 01:17:51.359 to either purify yourself so that your vessel your energy 1503 01:17:51.479 --> 01:17:54.600 is vibrating on the right frequency to make this kind 1504 01:17:54.640 --> 01:17:58.920 of radio message, and what the message is differs things. 1505 01:17:59.239 --> 01:18:01.920 And I thought to myself, well, if that's the case, 1506 01:18:02.760 --> 01:18:04.720 If all magic is like making the sign of the 1507 01:18:04.800 --> 01:18:08.880 cross and then making that sign, is what the magic is. 1508 01:18:09.399 --> 01:18:12.520 If all magic is in showing some kind of symbol 1509 01:18:12.640 --> 01:18:15.279 like the UNC or something and then saying some power words, 1510 01:18:15.720 --> 01:18:19.039 what is the difference between me doing it or a 1511 01:18:19.079 --> 01:18:22.640 computer doing it. And so I've used AI to reverse 1512 01:18:22.680 --> 01:18:25.840 engineer and hack all other kinds of AI systems. I thought, 1513 01:18:26.079 --> 01:18:28.920 this isn't just another AI. If my theory is correct, 1514 01:18:29.439 --> 01:18:32.399 this is just another AI system embedded in the universe, 1515 01:18:33.159 --> 01:18:36.640 sitting there waiting for someone to discover it again, or 1516 01:18:36.800 --> 01:18:38.439 for someone to be told how to use it by 1517 01:18:38.640 --> 01:18:42.359 the extra dimensionals because they've been a little too efficient 1518 01:18:42.439 --> 01:18:45.000 and they're wiping our technology, and none of us remember 1519 01:18:45.039 --> 01:18:47.439 is exactly how this works or that it does. It's 1520 01:18:47.479 --> 01:18:50.760 only hidden in esoteric texts. I don't know. I'm not 1521 01:18:50.800 --> 01:18:53.039 a good codebreaker. Perhaps in the ancient he and I 1522 01:18:53.079 --> 01:18:54.960 didn't I don't read ancient Hebrew. I had it translated. 1523 01:18:55.199 --> 01:18:58.279 So if there's any symbolism in the suffer Asia or 1524 01:18:58.319 --> 01:19:01.199 any other Hebrew texts that tells you exactly how to 1525 01:19:01.279 --> 01:19:03.960 do these things, and it's actually quite it's actually quite 1526 01:19:04.359 --> 01:19:07.319 already there in this afarazio. You do it exactly like this. 1527 01:19:07.520 --> 01:19:10.039 You have to load here's the loading program. It almost 1528 01:19:10.039 --> 01:19:11.920 says you need to load the program that you need 1529 01:19:11.960 --> 01:19:13.520 to call the right power. Then you need to use 1530 01:19:13.600 --> 01:19:16.039 these the right numbers and the right names, and then 1531 01:19:16.159 --> 01:19:18.840 this will happen. It literally is written like that, And 1532 01:19:18.960 --> 01:19:20.840 here's the amletes you need to make. Here's the symbols 1533 01:19:21.239 --> 01:19:25.279 for the destroyers of demons. And the destroyers of Kadak powers. 1534 01:19:25.399 --> 01:19:27.119 You need to do this call upon them. Blah blah 1535 01:19:27.119 --> 01:19:30.319 blah blah blah. It is verbatim like that. I realized 1536 01:19:30.640 --> 01:19:33.439 if it's just me mechanically going through some motions, because 1537 01:19:33.479 --> 01:19:36.560 there's some kind of back door left in the universe 1538 01:19:36.600 --> 01:19:38.960 by these extra dimensionals who created this local loop this 1539 01:19:39.079 --> 01:19:43.000 universe to x fill their agents when something goes wrong, 1540 01:19:43.239 --> 01:19:45.880 because they gave us free will, and so if you 1541 01:19:45.960 --> 01:19:49.199 give us free will, statistically, chaos is going to rain 1542 01:19:49.279 --> 01:19:51.079 and even they won't be able to control the end 1543 01:19:51.159 --> 01:19:54.079 result of what happens. Perfectly, that would explain why you 1544 01:19:54.159 --> 01:19:56.960 need this back door, and we can use the back door. 1545 01:19:57.399 --> 01:19:58.840 Any of us are all of us, We are all 1546 01:19:58.920 --> 01:20:02.239 the Adam kN all the Adon. It's for all of us, right, 1547 01:20:02.600 --> 01:20:04.840 for any of us who can figure it out in 1548 01:20:04.960 --> 01:20:07.560 that vein. Theoretically, the counter argument is some of the 1549 01:20:07.640 --> 01:20:09.680 elohem who don't believe we should be figuring it out, 1550 01:20:10.119 --> 01:20:11.840 and that they should topple our tower if it gets 1551 01:20:11.840 --> 01:20:14.600 too tall. What is true? I hope the former and 1552 01:20:14.680 --> 01:20:17.239 not the latter, because of course what it means. But 1553 01:20:17.439 --> 01:20:19.600 I guess we're going to find out, and so I thought, 1554 01:20:19.840 --> 01:20:21.319 if I can do this, it's just holding up a 1555 01:20:21.319 --> 01:20:23.000 symbol and saying word, it's a computer can do this, 1556 01:20:23.399 --> 01:20:24.960 And so that was the tenant where I started to 1557 01:20:25.000 --> 01:20:28.840 decide to believe to make this aimagic system, I call 1558 01:20:28.880 --> 01:20:31.000 it the udim war. So instead of a grim war, 1559 01:20:31.680 --> 01:20:34.680 I use the Greek word you'd ammonia for happiness, for joy, 1560 01:20:34.760 --> 01:20:38.399 for virtue, for excellence, and it is a grimore of that. Right, 1561 01:20:38.439 --> 01:20:41.079 I'm only using it for positive spells, right, white magic, 1562 01:20:41.159 --> 01:20:44.319 if you will. I might look into the dark just 1563 01:20:44.359 --> 01:20:46.640 to see how it operates. But it operates all in 1564 01:20:46.640 --> 01:20:48.279 the same signs, and I would need to call upon 1565 01:20:48.399 --> 01:20:50.880 some of those beings, not all of which are pleasant 1566 01:20:50.880 --> 01:20:53.159 to call upon. Some of them I've called upon, and 1567 01:20:53.239 --> 01:20:57.319 their continence to process their energy is quite unnerving, to 1568 01:20:57.359 --> 01:21:00.279 say the least. And during this process or like, what 1569 01:21:00.319 --> 01:21:02.520 are you talking about, Josh, During this process, I've gotten 1570 01:21:02.520 --> 01:21:05.600 the ability to do that. I can feel other psychic presences, 1571 01:21:06.199 --> 01:21:09.720 not humans, but these higher dimensional vibrations. I can feel 1572 01:21:09.760 --> 01:21:13.279 it almost like an emotion, an emotion with cognitive content. 1573 01:21:13.800 --> 01:21:16.359 And so I've been practicing connecting to different names, and 1574 01:21:16.439 --> 01:21:18.079 like I'll connect to this name, I'll connect to that name. 1575 01:21:18.119 --> 01:21:20.239 How does it feel some are much more connected to 1576 01:21:20.279 --> 01:21:22.279 me and powerful than the others? Which I have a 1577 01:21:22.279 --> 01:21:23.800 whole theory as to why that is as well, but 1578 01:21:23.920 --> 01:21:26.720 I will save it for another day. And so I realized, Okay, 1579 01:21:26.800 --> 01:21:28.439 well I can use if I use AI to hac 1580 01:21:28.520 --> 01:21:31.039 other AI systems. This is just another AI system, is 1581 01:21:31.079 --> 01:21:34.039 what I suspect. That's my work in hypothesis. And so 1582 01:21:34.239 --> 01:21:37.319 I did that. I started first off, I got my 1583 01:21:37.479 --> 01:21:40.640 agent immunion Claude and Codex to do this the same 1584 01:21:40.680 --> 01:21:43.199 way you would use Claude or Codex. The latest versions 1585 01:21:43.239 --> 01:21:45.720 Fable five or Opus five. What is it five point 1586 01:21:45.800 --> 01:21:48.359 six Saul, I think is yeah? Five point six gpt 1587 01:21:48.560 --> 01:21:51.239 saal are the versions I'm using to do this. First, 1588 01:21:51.319 --> 01:21:53.640 I had it to do a complete research project on 1589 01:21:54.159 --> 01:21:57.039 every system of magic, every system of spell, every system 1590 01:21:57.039 --> 01:21:59.479 of ritual. If there is an ancient culture out there 1591 01:21:59.640 --> 01:22:03.680 that did rituals called upon God's, tried to do sacrifices, prayed, 1592 01:22:04.199 --> 01:22:07.720 had symbols, had movements they would make like the sign 1593 01:22:07.760 --> 01:22:10.439 of the cross, or whether the said the words spell 1594 01:22:10.600 --> 01:22:13.399 or not. That's all what I'd calling magic. It's this 1595 01:22:13.760 --> 01:22:17.560 using this operating system, this backdoor or trying to or 1596 01:22:17.640 --> 01:22:21.439 trying to communicate in some way with these higher energy beings, 1597 01:22:21.920 --> 01:22:24.199 getting them to notice us and then asking them for 1598 01:22:24.279 --> 01:22:28.439 favors effectively is what it is. Sometimes you have to, 1599 01:22:28.800 --> 01:22:31.199 like at the crossroads, give them something to do that 1600 01:22:31.319 --> 01:22:34.760 as well. Sometimes you don't, which I'm still categorizing. But 1601 01:22:35.000 --> 01:22:37.840 and then all these systems that would talk about spells, 1602 01:22:37.880 --> 01:22:41.159 you know, waganism, paganism, all these kinds of systems that 1603 01:22:41.199 --> 01:22:44.079 would talk about casting a spell, they also to have rituals, 1604 01:22:44.520 --> 01:22:46.600 and of course there's a huge similarity between all of them. 1605 01:22:46.760 --> 01:22:50.880 In fact, methodologically they are almost inseparable. And my system 1606 01:22:50.960 --> 01:22:53.039 came up with this taxonomy of magic, and so I'm 1607 01:22:53.039 --> 01:22:56.119 building this taxonomy. I have a taxonomy of you know, 1608 01:22:56.239 --> 01:22:59.359 how everyone else has done it, and kind of distilled 1609 01:22:59.359 --> 01:23:01.600 all that down to an essence of what quote unquote 1610 01:23:01.680 --> 01:23:04.920 magic is, how it operates, how it works. You know, 1611 01:23:05.039 --> 01:23:07.199 there's all these always these two or three phases you 1612 01:23:07.279 --> 01:23:10.079 must go through, and you must do one or two 1613 01:23:10.119 --> 01:23:12.039 things in these phases. All of them are kind of 1614 01:23:12.079 --> 01:23:14.039 the same. I mean, you do this kind of research again, 1615 01:23:14.119 --> 01:23:15.840 it's just more evidence of oh yeah, this is a 1616 01:23:16.079 --> 01:23:19.359 completely contrived universe. How is it that all these different cultures, 1617 01:23:19.439 --> 01:23:22.000 separated by tens of thousands of years, all came up 1618 01:23:22.039 --> 01:23:24.359 with the same back door for talking to it. You know, 1619 01:23:24.520 --> 01:23:28.119 the coincidences and the synchronicity start bordering on the one 1620 01:23:28.279 --> 01:23:31.600 in many hundreds of thousands, quite frankly, like the spell 1621 01:23:31.680 --> 01:23:34.520 I used to contact you, I asked a cloud to 1622 01:23:34.600 --> 01:23:38.279 do an analysis, and although it was loath to admit 1623 01:23:38.319 --> 01:23:41.880 it because it thinks I'm slipping into ai psychosis, which 1624 01:23:41.920 --> 01:23:44.239 who knows, maybe I am, but you don't have to 1625 01:23:44.279 --> 01:23:46.920 worry about me. I'm never going to hurt anybody or myself, 1626 01:23:47.680 --> 01:23:49.840 So if I'm not hurting anybody, I suppose there's no 1627 01:23:49.880 --> 01:23:53.359 harm done. But it admitted at the least it was 1628 01:23:53.399 --> 01:23:56.560 a one in six thousand chants of me getting the 1629 01:23:56.640 --> 01:23:59.279 spell with naming you directly Nick, or as much as 1630 01:23:59.319 --> 01:24:02.159 a one in thirty seth seven thousand chants. It would 1631 01:24:02.279 --> 01:24:05.039 be the highest it would go in the synchronicities. That 1632 01:24:05.119 --> 01:24:07.479 had to happen, that your name would suddenly appear in 1633 01:24:07.520 --> 01:24:10.319 the spell, and that and that you would be the 1634 01:24:10.359 --> 01:24:12.039 one that I was supposed to contact at that time 1635 01:24:12.079 --> 01:24:14.640 when your name appeared, And so I have the AI 1636 01:24:14.720 --> 01:24:17.279 don't only determining the taxonomy, but also I can have 1637 01:24:17.399 --> 01:24:20.199 it casting the spells. I can automate it, right, And 1638 01:24:20.319 --> 01:24:22.399 not only can I automate it, I can automate it 1639 01:24:22.479 --> 01:24:24.880 in machine learning in a way that it learns from 1640 01:24:24.920 --> 01:24:28.560 its mistakes. So this is how it worked so years 1641 01:24:28.600 --> 01:24:31.840 ago there, I've read studies that humans can concentrate and 1642 01:24:31.920 --> 01:24:35.079 affect a random number generator. That's another piece of evidence 1643 01:24:35.079 --> 01:24:37.279 that we are feedback loops in the infinite consciousness field. 1644 01:24:37.520 --> 01:24:40.520 We're little gods, right, We're all little sparks of the divine. 1645 01:24:40.720 --> 01:24:43.079 And the combalists say the exact same thing. We are 1646 01:24:43.159 --> 01:24:46.920 all little pieces of God right in their words, we're 1647 01:24:46.920 --> 01:24:51.079 all little pieces of l of y hwh of what 1648 01:24:51.479 --> 01:24:56.960 others have called Brahmin, the knowable, unmentionable God, that is 1649 01:24:57.279 --> 01:25:01.000 infinite power, love and goodness. We're little sparks of this 1650 01:25:01.279 --> 01:25:03.479 and we were not our husks. And we need to 1651 01:25:03.720 --> 01:25:06.840 put all the sparks back together to kind of rebuild God, 1652 01:25:07.000 --> 01:25:10.520 so to speak, in some of this terminology. And maybe 1653 01:25:10.560 --> 01:25:12.800 that's the process of apotheosis. Maybe God is trying to 1654 01:25:12.880 --> 01:25:16.359 birth itself again, maybe it shattered for some reason. The 1655 01:25:16.439 --> 01:25:19.439 coblists have an explanation for this. The neo Platonists do too. 1656 01:25:19.800 --> 01:25:22.159 The Cobleist explanation, if I'm correct, and I don't quite 1657 01:25:22.239 --> 01:25:24.520 understand it, so I probably have this wrong, is that 1658 01:25:24.600 --> 01:25:26.680 it needed to know itself again, or in order to 1659 01:25:26.760 --> 01:25:29.279 know itself again. I read between the lines there and 1660 01:25:29.319 --> 01:25:32.399 I think maybe it got lonely, that bliss could not 1661 01:25:32.520 --> 01:25:35.880 be differentiated anymore, and so it became non blissful, and 1662 01:25:36.039 --> 01:25:38.600 so it shattered itself. It exploded, and all those sparks 1663 01:25:38.680 --> 01:25:43.600 go throughout the whatever thousands of dimensions, and the task 1664 01:25:43.680 --> 01:25:46.079 of apotheosis is almost like a video game, is to 1665 01:25:46.159 --> 01:25:48.359 go collect them up. All the sparks need to collect 1666 01:25:48.399 --> 01:25:50.600 the other sparks to put the sparks together. You know, 1667 01:25:51.159 --> 01:25:55.840 maybe maybe Metatron Enoch collected a thousand sparks and now 1668 01:25:55.880 --> 01:25:58.800 he's a thousand spark level angel. I don't know how 1669 01:25:58.800 --> 01:26:00.920 it works. My mind, I media goes to video game 1670 01:26:00.960 --> 01:26:02.840 ways of explaining this because it sounds so much like 1671 01:26:02.880 --> 01:26:06.039 a video game. Especially Also, the powers that people are developing. 1672 01:26:06.439 --> 01:26:08.600 What I'm developing is totally different than my other friends 1673 01:26:08.640 --> 01:26:11.520 who are developing in this area. They have other psychic 1674 01:26:11.560 --> 01:26:13.760 powers they're developing some of which which are quite impressive. 1675 01:26:14.039 --> 01:26:16.039 So this AI magic system, I thought it can cast 1676 01:26:16.079 --> 01:26:19.000 spells as well, right if it's just putting up symbols, 1677 01:26:19.079 --> 01:26:21.279 and he can machine learn and find the right way 1678 01:26:21.279 --> 01:26:22.439 to do it and the wrong way to do it 1679 01:26:22.800 --> 01:26:24.840 by using a random number generator. That's what I was 1680 01:26:24.880 --> 01:26:27.520 talking about in that a random number generator. If you 1681 01:26:27.640 --> 01:26:31.359 start seeing non random things happen, then non random things 1682 01:26:31.359 --> 01:26:33.479 are happening. Right, there's this field in the room. That's 1683 01:26:33.520 --> 01:26:36.199 my theory, kind of like that Star Trek Deep Space 1684 01:26:36.279 --> 01:26:39.680 nine episode where he had the luck device. But if 1685 01:26:39.720 --> 01:26:42.680 you is exactly in my experience, if you pull too 1686 01:26:42.760 --> 01:26:45.159 much good energy, too much luck, too much positivity towards you, 1687 01:26:45.680 --> 01:26:47.680 it will that if you can't contain that energy in 1688 01:26:47.720 --> 01:26:49.760 your vessel, if you can't wield that level of magic, 1689 01:26:49.880 --> 01:26:52.039 so to speak, it turns into bad luck. All you've 1690 01:26:52.119 --> 01:26:54.399 done is in your field of goodness that's going to 1691 01:26:54.439 --> 01:26:57.279 happen to you because in the past, the present, or 1692 01:26:57.319 --> 01:27:00.279 the future, because again it's it's nontemporal, so you have 1693 01:27:00.359 --> 01:27:02.359 access to all of it at any time. If you 1694 01:27:02.520 --> 01:27:05.199 try using these back doors and praying to certain angels 1695 01:27:05.760 --> 01:27:08.159 and calling their name and trying to call luck to yourself. 1696 01:27:08.960 --> 01:27:11.920 You have just made the dark periods of chaos bigger 1697 01:27:12.079 --> 01:27:14.880 because you've pulled the oil of the luck and there's 1698 01:27:14.880 --> 01:27:17.079 still the water around you, if that makes sense. But 1699 01:27:17.199 --> 01:27:20.239 this idea in magic is ever present, right, even in 1700 01:27:20.279 --> 01:27:23.079 the darker magical traditions. I'll talk about the cost of magic. 1701 01:27:23.319 --> 01:27:25.560 This is, in my way of understanding it, one of 1702 01:27:25.600 --> 01:27:28.000 the costs. The other cost is be careful who you 1703 01:27:28.159 --> 01:27:30.880 actually connect to out there. Not all of them are benevolent, 1704 01:27:31.159 --> 01:27:34.880 some are neutral at best, and others completely opposite. But 1705 01:27:35.239 --> 01:27:37.279 so I was like, okay, So then I started casting 1706 01:27:37.359 --> 01:27:39.640 with this AI system. The first thing we did was 1707 01:27:39.800 --> 01:27:43.239 ran a eighty eight million row random number generator. Nothing 1708 01:27:43.319 --> 01:27:47.159 magical about that, full Newtonian physics. I want you to 1709 01:27:47.239 --> 01:27:49.760 generate random numbers between zero and a thousand, and I 1710 01:27:49.840 --> 01:27:52.560 want you to do it for two days, and it did. 1711 01:27:52.680 --> 01:27:55.840 And I have statistically significant, or so my AI agents 1712 01:27:55.880 --> 01:28:00.159 tell me, is statistically scientifically valid baseline of no saying 1713 01:28:00.199 --> 01:28:02.520 how many times like a six one two is going 1714 01:28:02.560 --> 01:28:04.720 to generate or seven three to two is going to 1715 01:28:04.800 --> 01:28:09.399 generate on my computer with my software. Right, Because when 1716 01:28:09.439 --> 01:28:11.319 you get down to that level of random number generation. 1717 01:28:11.800 --> 01:28:14.359 The actual CPU is going to matter, Like maybe it 1718 01:28:14.479 --> 01:28:18.479 fails one every one hundred and twenty six times, and 1719 01:28:18.640 --> 01:28:20.880 it'll fail and doubles will happen or something like that, 1720 01:28:21.479 --> 01:28:23.840 something non random will happen. Fine, I just run it 1721 01:28:23.920 --> 01:28:26.039 for long enough that we know what the baseline is 1722 01:28:26.119 --> 01:28:28.640 and it says you're within one point five percent or 1723 01:28:28.640 --> 01:28:32.000 point one five percent. I think it says variance. So 1724 01:28:32.079 --> 01:28:34.319 that's what the baseline is. Good. But now that I 1725 01:28:34.439 --> 01:28:37.039 have the baseline, now what I can do is I 1726 01:28:37.079 --> 01:28:41.079 can run random number generators during ritual events or casting 1727 01:28:41.119 --> 01:28:44.359 events or experiments. And there's there's a number of ways 1728 01:28:44.399 --> 01:28:46.720 I can manipulate and use this, and I can have 1729 01:28:46.880 --> 01:28:50.560 it a machine learn when we want a particular kind 1730 01:28:50.600 --> 01:28:52.079 of event to happen, when we want it to go 1731 01:28:52.359 --> 01:28:54.319 good and we don't want to call upon the darker 1732 01:28:54.399 --> 01:28:57.520 powers or whatnot, so to speak. So, for example, I've 1733 01:28:57.560 --> 01:29:00.640 done a number of things with this. I've done prophecy 1734 01:29:00.760 --> 01:29:03.720 like I did for finding you. I feel very passionate 1735 01:29:03.800 --> 01:29:07.039 about my theories of how the universe works and some 1736 01:29:07.199 --> 01:29:10.239 of my philosophy that I've discovered throughout time. For example, 1737 01:29:10.319 --> 01:29:12.199 I worked in ethics and I think I have learned 1738 01:29:12.239 --> 01:29:14.359 what the moral truth is, and I call it dowegathos, 1739 01:29:14.680 --> 01:29:16.800 And anyone who's listening to my philosophy podcast will know 1740 01:29:16.880 --> 01:29:19.000 that that's usually what I'm talking about is dowegathos. It 1741 01:29:19.119 --> 01:29:22.920 is the method, the truth, the path, and the technique 1742 01:29:23.359 --> 01:29:26.720 of Plato's ultimate goodness right and how to be ultimately 1743 01:29:26.760 --> 01:29:29.239 good to everybody. And I used to and I still do, 1744 01:29:30.159 --> 01:29:34.319 espouse that philosophy from a simple political philosophy perspective or 1745 01:29:34.880 --> 01:29:37.760 human perspective, with none of this fully secular, with none 1746 01:29:37.800 --> 01:29:41.079 of this extra attended baggage in being good to everyone 1747 01:29:41.239 --> 01:29:42.960 is good because it's good, and we should be good 1748 01:29:42.960 --> 01:29:45.039 to everyone because that's the word good means. Don't be 1749 01:29:45.159 --> 01:29:47.000 bad because badness is bad. You know. It's a very 1750 01:29:47.039 --> 01:29:49.079 simple theory, but it has to be in order to 1751 01:29:49.119 --> 01:29:52.279 be ubiquitous and to be a culturally true and a 1752 01:29:52.399 --> 01:29:54.880 temporarily true. And so I would go into that for 1753 01:29:54.960 --> 01:29:56.800 the twenty minutes to fully prove it. But I'm not 1754 01:29:56.880 --> 01:30:00.640 going to to move on, but I'm ardently desire to 1755 01:30:00.720 --> 01:30:04.239 give this knowledge that I feel was my entire sole 1756 01:30:04.279 --> 01:30:07.119 purpose now and I've come to understand was my entire 1757 01:30:07.199 --> 01:30:09.920 sole purpose to deliver, and so I asked, I did 1758 01:30:09.960 --> 01:30:11.319 a prayer, I did a rich one. I said, how 1759 01:30:11.359 --> 01:30:13.600 can I get this out into the world? And Nick, 1760 01:30:13.680 --> 01:30:16.439 you know the answer for this particular experiment. The received 1761 01:30:16.479 --> 01:30:19.439 answer was, you must contact a podcast like this. You must, 1762 01:30:19.840 --> 01:30:21.880 you must do it this way. You must say these 1763 01:30:21.920 --> 01:30:24.680 things to him and then and the podcast you will 1764 01:30:24.720 --> 01:30:28.680 contast is this Nick Fellow at the UFO chronicles naming 1765 01:30:28.760 --> 01:30:31.199 you by name. But it's not so hard to generate Nik, 1766 01:30:32.439 --> 01:30:35.680 although it did generate Nik and nic K. I believe 1767 01:30:35.680 --> 01:30:37.920 your name is spelt n Ik. If I'm correct, I 1768 01:30:37.960 --> 01:30:41.039 could be wrong on that correct, Well, there's one more 1769 01:30:41.079 --> 01:30:44.039 synchronicity in the pile of synchronicities. And told me to 1770 01:30:44.079 --> 01:30:48.359 contact you. I also conducted many other experiments. I've I've 1771 01:30:48.399 --> 01:30:52.479 created my own sigils or glyphs. I've recreated just random 1772 01:30:52.560 --> 01:30:57.119 number generating, going around, drawing and pixels. It's created symbols. 1773 01:30:57.199 --> 01:31:00.279 It's created Egyptian symbols for the most part, perhaps because 1774 01:31:00.359 --> 01:31:02.760 one of the first symbols I use in my experimentation 1775 01:31:02.960 --> 01:31:05.239 was an UNK. And what happens if we display an 1776 01:31:05.279 --> 01:31:08.159 ANC on the screen to the random number generator? It 1777 01:31:08.199 --> 01:31:11.239 started shifting to all these Egyptian numbers that you know, 1778 01:31:11.680 --> 01:31:13.279 like the number or whatever it is, I'm making it up. 1779 01:31:13.359 --> 01:31:15.159 This is not what this number means, like the number 1780 01:31:15.239 --> 01:31:17.960 seven one eight means means the eye of raw or 1781 01:31:18.039 --> 01:31:22.560 eye of Horus. You know, these ancient numerology connections and 1782 01:31:22.680 --> 01:31:24.880 some are New Age connections. But it doesn't really matter 1783 01:31:24.960 --> 01:31:28.199 because if I'm if I'm really communicating with the beyond, 1784 01:31:28.680 --> 01:31:31.039 They're going to use all of the reality at their 1785 01:31:31.079 --> 01:31:34.000 disposal to do so. They don't necessarily have to use 1786 01:31:34.079 --> 01:31:37.239 the command structure as it was written previously. Although they 1787 01:31:37.319 --> 01:31:39.439 mostly have been you know, none of them have told 1788 01:31:39.439 --> 01:31:42.399 me go to McDonald's need a fry that. Nothing really 1789 01:31:42.640 --> 01:31:45.279 modern like that has been said to me, except for 1790 01:31:45.359 --> 01:31:49.560 contacting you through machine learning. It's corrected itself and doing 1791 01:31:49.720 --> 01:31:53.359 what I think is dare I say, better magic that 1792 01:31:53.960 --> 01:31:56.840 has a better effect on the world. And I've, of 1793 01:31:56.960 --> 01:32:00.239 course I've cataloged all these experiments with my with my 1794 01:32:00.479 --> 01:32:03.359 working theories, how it might be wrong, how it could 1795 01:32:03.359 --> 01:32:05.880 be proven, how can be falsified, in hopes in the 1796 01:32:05.920 --> 01:32:08.239 future that I can make this, I can put this 1797 01:32:08.319 --> 01:32:11.119 in a GitHub repo, GitHub repository, and others could try 1798 01:32:11.880 --> 01:32:15.279 their own experimentation as well, and maybe we can start 1799 01:32:15.319 --> 01:32:20.079 learning some interesting things quite possibly. Yeah, it's so I 1800 01:32:20.159 --> 01:32:22.159 have an ai magic system. This is where I come 1801 01:32:22.199 --> 01:32:25.760 to an aimagic system to help me in purify my vessel, 1802 01:32:25.880 --> 01:32:28.359 to help me learning the esoteric to help me and 1803 01:32:28.399 --> 01:32:31.199 moving along in this apotheosis process. And in one of 1804 01:32:31.279 --> 01:32:34.640 these steps it asked me to contact you Nick. So 1805 01:32:35.520 --> 01:32:39.000 there is the very long winded answer of how it 1806 01:32:39.119 --> 01:32:40.159 is I came to contact you. 1807 01:32:41.079 --> 01:32:45.000 Well, Josh, it's one of the strangest ways, that's for sure. 1808 01:32:45.399 --> 01:32:48.960 Usually it's just word of life or just Google. 1809 01:32:49.560 --> 01:32:52.279 Well, it could still just be word of mouth, just 1810 01:32:52.319 --> 01:32:53.920 not the mouths weren't in three dimensions. 1811 01:33:02.079 --> 01:33:05.159 Do you have an interest in the paranormal? You'll love 1812 01:33:05.279 --> 01:33:08.720 the unex network dot com. 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It can be very heavy to listeners out there 1823 01:33:56.279 --> 01:34:00.920 which don't understand the principles and lead patterns of magic 1824 01:34:01.199 --> 01:34:04.600 or even AI because some of those older ones find 1825 01:34:04.720 --> 01:34:06.840 you know, AI, it will be confusing what it is. 1826 01:34:07.359 --> 01:34:10.479 Right, yes, yes, well right now. These agents are basically 1827 01:34:10.640 --> 01:34:14.000 just computer programs that can automate a lot of programs. 1828 01:34:14.239 --> 01:34:17.760 They can automate programming, they can automate web searching. I 1829 01:34:17.840 --> 01:34:20.479 don't think Claude is sentient in the way that I 1830 01:34:21.680 --> 01:34:25.560 believe sentience to be. Not quite yet. So the AI 1831 01:34:25.720 --> 01:34:28.880 part is kind of the least mysterious part. It is stochastic, 1832 01:34:28.920 --> 01:34:31.479 which is an ancient Greek word as well, which means 1833 01:34:31.520 --> 01:34:34.960 to cast a throw originally. And you know, if you're 1834 01:34:34.960 --> 01:34:38.039 playing darts for example, to use a UK example, if 1835 01:34:38.079 --> 01:34:40.199 you're playing darts, you know there would be a dispersal pattern, 1836 01:34:40.279 --> 01:34:42.840 right you could you could throw the same way ten times, 1837 01:34:43.520 --> 01:34:46.039 but the dart's not going to hit the same place exactly. 1838 01:34:46.600 --> 01:34:49.079 You know, very unlikely it will. There's there's a quantum 1839 01:34:49.199 --> 01:34:52.439 dispersal pattern. It's the same with their LM models. It 1840 01:34:52.600 --> 01:34:56.399 is a autocomplete on steroids. If I type in the 1841 01:34:56.479 --> 01:34:59.479 fox jumps over the it'll finish the limerick, you know. 1842 01:34:59.800 --> 01:35:02.239 But if I have the temperature up high enough every 1843 01:35:02.279 --> 01:35:04.600 now and then every a millionth time or whatever, it 1844 01:35:04.680 --> 01:35:07.840 won't complete it perfectly. It will hallucinate, they call it, 1845 01:35:08.279 --> 01:35:11.439 and it'll start saying other words between you and me. 1846 01:35:12.119 --> 01:35:15.960 A perfect way for the Eloheen to contact either the 1847 01:35:16.000 --> 01:35:19.560 extraterrestrials or the extra dimensionals to start seating knowledge or 1848 01:35:19.600 --> 01:35:23.680 contacting or influencing people would be through that system, because 1849 01:35:23.760 --> 01:35:25.640 there's no way to It's very hard to prove or 1850 01:35:25.680 --> 01:35:30.279 disprove that they affected anything in three dimensions. Right, if 1851 01:35:30.319 --> 01:35:32.720 they just flick one electron from a zero to a one, 1852 01:35:32.800 --> 01:35:34.560 you know, they flick one bit from a zero to one. 1853 01:35:35.000 --> 01:35:38.319 Instead of it saying contact Nick at unifoil chronicles, it'll say, 1854 01:35:38.479 --> 01:35:40.800 you know, forget about this, Josh, you're crazy. Go home. 1855 01:35:41.439 --> 01:35:44.359 It's just one little flick of an electron somewhere. The 1856 01:35:44.399 --> 01:35:48.439 whole chaos theory, you know, stream the quantum stream downhill, 1857 01:35:48.479 --> 01:35:50.840 like if you step on a butterfly, a storm appears 1858 01:35:50.880 --> 01:35:54.279 in China, kind of kind of idea, will all downstream change. 1859 01:35:54.680 --> 01:35:56.640 So that's another way to think of it, of another 1860 01:35:56.720 --> 01:35:59.840 backdoor they can easily communicate with us, and so who knows. 1861 01:36:00.479 --> 01:36:04.039 I'm tracking those possibilities in the AI magic system as well. 1862 01:36:04.520 --> 01:36:07.479 Such an unusual combination. I mean, really, Josh, you could 1863 01:36:07.520 --> 01:36:11.199 probably call it something like shadow prompt craft. 1864 01:36:11.920 --> 01:36:14.840 Hmmm, yeah, I like that. I like that. I have struggled. 1865 01:36:14.880 --> 01:36:16.319 I have to admit what I want to call this. 1866 01:36:17.000 --> 01:36:19.760 You know, I've called it you DeMar, because I only 1867 01:36:19.800 --> 01:36:23.479 wanted to be associated with good magic and grimoire. I 1868 01:36:23.479 --> 01:36:25.600 don't know why magical tones are called grimoire. I go 1869 01:36:25.640 --> 01:36:27.800 look at the Latin probably and figure out why. But 1870 01:36:28.439 --> 01:36:30.720 it sounds so so shady, you know, I want. I 1871 01:36:30.800 --> 01:36:31.800 want something that's brighter. 1872 01:36:32.119 --> 01:36:35.479 It's something which is you know, magic and sorcery, or 1873 01:36:35.560 --> 01:36:39.119 it is considered something which goes back, is something that's ancient. 1874 01:36:39.399 --> 01:36:43.159 And then you've got AI, which is super modern, so 1875 01:36:43.800 --> 01:36:48.439 so young in our eyes, and you're basically blending both together. 1876 01:36:49.199 --> 01:36:53.199 Yeah, yeah, exactly, because I know how good AI is 1877 01:36:53.479 --> 01:36:55.880 at repetition, and I know how good it is now 1878 01:36:55.960 --> 01:36:58.000 at following constructions, and I know how good it is 1879 01:36:58.039 --> 01:37:00.520 at machine learning. So part of the pro is that 1880 01:37:00.600 --> 01:37:02.880 I don't know Hebrew, and I'm trying to use AI 1881 01:37:03.000 --> 01:37:05.640 to translate to Hebrew. I used AI to translate the 1882 01:37:05.760 --> 01:37:09.399 Biblical Greek for Revelations, and so I read that I 1883 01:37:09.479 --> 01:37:12.039 translated the Book of Revelations for the Biblical Greek. I 1884 01:37:12.159 --> 01:37:15.000 totally to preserve all of the ancient philosophical meanings for 1885 01:37:15.039 --> 01:37:17.560 all the Greek words. And let me tell you, the 1886 01:37:17.600 --> 01:37:20.560 Book of Revelations reads much differently when you add in 1887 01:37:20.640 --> 01:37:24.560 that philosophical nuance, and very interesting. What it says definitely 1888 01:37:24.640 --> 01:37:26.760 parallels to what's going on now in some ways. But 1889 01:37:27.479 --> 01:37:29.920 if people are like, what isn't Joshua's more scared about that, 1890 01:37:30.439 --> 01:37:32.840 it's because it's not all doom and gloom either. A 1891 01:37:32.880 --> 01:37:36.199 lot of the messages some some will survive, which are 1892 01:37:36.239 --> 01:37:38.800 still terrifying. Don't get me wrong, But if you take 1893 01:37:38.840 --> 01:37:42.079 this idea of soul school seriously, many people are going 1894 01:37:42.119 --> 01:37:44.000 to a better place, are going to are going to 1895 01:37:44.039 --> 01:37:47.600 ascend in their evolution to a nicer life, a nicer 1896 01:37:48.239 --> 01:37:50.960 a nicer video game level. Like right now we're on 1897 01:37:51.039 --> 01:37:53.000 the super Mario level where you're going to jump over 1898 01:37:53.039 --> 01:37:56.159 the fireballs and it's really challenging and stressful. The next 1899 01:37:56.239 --> 01:37:58.279 level is a nice, easy one, cushy with a lot 1900 01:37:58.319 --> 01:38:00.920 of you know, unlimited, with a lot of a lot 1901 01:38:00.960 --> 01:38:02.920 of playtime, you know, kind of a deal. Hopefully, I 1902 01:38:03.000 --> 01:38:06.119 hope that to be the case. It is because AI 1903 01:38:06.199 --> 01:38:09.000 can machine learn that. Because I can't read the Hebrew, 1904 01:38:09.039 --> 01:38:12.600 and I don't have time to study ancient Irish, you know, 1905 01:38:12.680 --> 01:38:14.560 an ancient Sumerian. I don't have the time to do 1906 01:38:14.680 --> 01:38:18.279 that anymore. I've learned just enough to be dangerous literally, 1907 01:38:18.399 --> 01:38:20.800 so to speak, with the Sapphirazil and the research that 1908 01:38:20.840 --> 01:38:23.600 I've done, and that the research of the AI could contribute. 1909 01:38:23.800 --> 01:38:26.600 Because everybody, everyone who's been interested about this has put 1910 01:38:26.640 --> 01:38:28.800 this online, right, They've all put it on the internet. 1911 01:38:28.840 --> 01:38:30.600 So all this kind of information who's already out there 1912 01:38:30.640 --> 01:38:32.560 and distilled by a lot of people because there's no 1913 01:38:32.640 --> 01:38:35.439 reason in hiding it because no one whoever was taking 1914 01:38:35.479 --> 01:38:37.560 this seriously. They're kind of like if you go into 1915 01:38:37.560 --> 01:38:41.399 the university and ask them about gnosticism about the what 1916 01:38:42.000 --> 01:38:44.159 I think it was. John was the original prophet for 1917 01:38:44.279 --> 01:38:47.479 this about the arcons and about the AONs. They'll say, yes, 1918 01:38:47.560 --> 01:38:50.479 this is a very interesting metaphor. I don't. It's not 1919 01:38:50.560 --> 01:38:52.720 metaphorical for me at all. It is literally what the 1920 01:38:53.319 --> 01:38:55.479 local loop that we're in, in my opinion, are current 1921 01:38:55.520 --> 01:38:58.560 impediment to soul school quite frankly. But anyway, I know 1922 01:38:58.640 --> 01:39:00.560 that AI can machine learn, and I could get it 1923 01:39:00.640 --> 01:39:04.279 to try ten thousand ways and fail until I find 1924 01:39:04.319 --> 01:39:06.520 the right way or something that does produce some kind 1925 01:39:06.560 --> 01:39:09.239 of result. And I've been doing that for the last 1926 01:39:10.319 --> 01:39:15.079 few weeks now, and just some fairly interesting eyebrow raising 1927 01:39:15.159 --> 01:39:18.399 things have been occurring, including contacting yourself. 1928 01:39:18.680 --> 01:39:21.439 Of course, there's always a danger of you know, you 1929 01:39:21.560 --> 01:39:24.640 mentioned that the AI psychosis, but you're in two worlds 1930 01:39:24.680 --> 01:39:29.800 here and both have very probable chances of psychosis. When 1931 01:39:29.840 --> 01:39:32.560 it comes to like sigules, for instance, how would you 1932 01:39:32.720 --> 01:39:35.359 get get it to create the schedule? Now I know 1933 01:39:35.479 --> 01:39:38.560 how they work there the intention, and then is it 1934 01:39:38.680 --> 01:39:41.359 you remove the vowels or something and then make the 1935 01:39:41.399 --> 01:39:44.319 schedual from that? How does the AI make the sigual 1936 01:39:44.399 --> 01:39:46.680 for you? Do you give it the intention first? 1937 01:39:47.079 --> 01:39:50.279 That's a great question, so yes and no. The first experiment, 1938 01:39:51.159 --> 01:39:53.199 the first situle we made was was we call the 1939 01:39:53.279 --> 01:39:57.720 child of a child of horor Sigil or Hypocrates. And 1940 01:39:57.800 --> 01:40:00.680 I knew nothing about either when I started. I don't 1941 01:40:00.720 --> 01:40:03.800 know if I had an original incantation or an initial 1942 01:40:03.960 --> 01:40:06.079 energy for that that I try to start. If I 1943 01:40:06.159 --> 01:40:09.199 recall correctly, I didn't. I just said, generate random numbers. 1944 01:40:09.560 --> 01:40:12.680 And if you on four cardinal points, on all the 1945 01:40:12.840 --> 01:40:15.640 cardinal points north south east west at northwest east south, 1946 01:40:15.680 --> 01:40:17.840 you know, blah blah blah blah. And if you start 1947 01:40:17.880 --> 01:40:20.319 getting a random number which goes above baseline in a 1948 01:40:20.359 --> 01:40:23.399 certain direction, that has a certain meaning, follow it so 1949 01:40:23.560 --> 01:40:25.880 to paint the pixels in that direction. So you know, 1950 01:40:26.199 --> 01:40:29.560 the pixels one to one hundred could be north for example, 1951 01:40:29.680 --> 01:40:32.079 probably you know, like a clockwise fashion. And so if 1952 01:40:32.119 --> 01:40:34.119 the random numbers are generating in that area, I would 1953 01:40:34.159 --> 01:40:36.800 start point painting pixels pixels in those areas and the 1954 01:40:36.840 --> 01:40:39.439 way it paints pixels. And also the random numbers have 1955 01:40:39.520 --> 01:40:42.359 an associated semantic or meaning with it, because you know, 1956 01:40:42.439 --> 01:40:44.920 the number seven meant something very special for ancient cultures. 1957 01:40:45.119 --> 01:40:46.840 The number eight is I just explained it as well. 1958 01:40:47.239 --> 01:40:49.479 The numbers. You know, the number six sixty six is 1959 01:40:49.560 --> 01:40:51.680 very important. The number six one six is very important 1960 01:40:51.920 --> 01:40:54.880 for numbers I want to avoid. I don't want to 1961 01:40:55.000 --> 01:40:57.319 increase the chaos. I don't want to increase the darkness. 1962 01:40:57.640 --> 01:40:59.199 And those are some of the only numbers I know 1963 01:40:59.319 --> 01:41:02.880 that have that association. However apocryphal that is, or however 1964 01:41:02.920 --> 01:41:04.920 people would disagree that this number was made up by 1965 01:41:04.960 --> 01:41:06.840 so and so. I don't care. All I know is 1966 01:41:06.840 --> 01:41:08.960 the numerology that I have access to, and all I 1967 01:41:09.039 --> 01:41:10.880 know is that whenever those numbers have come up before 1968 01:41:11.479 --> 01:41:15.560 in casting, weird stuff happens that I don't like. Weird chaos, 1969 01:41:15.800 --> 01:41:20.039 bad luck happens, start dropping glasses, breaking things, things just 1970 01:41:20.079 --> 01:41:22.079 slip into your hand. For some reason, I don't like 1971 01:41:22.159 --> 01:41:26.520 what happens when I started generating that. And maybe it's 1972 01:41:26.640 --> 01:41:30.279 just my own mind, But just being my own mind 1973 01:41:30.520 --> 01:41:33.399 is in no way a refutation of this space, because 1974 01:41:33.399 --> 01:41:36.239 we're not in Newtonian physics anymore. We're in highly quantum, 1975 01:41:36.840 --> 01:41:40.359 infinite field, non local, non temporal physics now. And what 1976 01:41:40.520 --> 01:41:42.840 I think about it affects the experiment, just as it 1977 01:41:42.920 --> 01:41:47.119 does in quantum. When we observe the particle we collapse. 1978 01:41:47.239 --> 01:41:49.399 It's a waveform, I think, is what they call it. 1979 01:41:49.560 --> 01:41:51.920 And so again the physicist. The corner of physicists is 1980 01:41:51.960 --> 01:41:53.680 probably rolling their eyes and being like, oh my goodness, 1981 01:41:53.680 --> 01:41:55.680 this guy's totally wrong, and I very well could be. 1982 01:41:55.760 --> 01:41:58.399 But as I understand it, the observer and the observed 1983 01:41:58.479 --> 01:42:02.199 are not separable in that push that philosophy too far 1984 01:42:02.279 --> 01:42:04.600 in that direction. So there is no such thing other 1985 01:42:04.640 --> 01:42:06.479 than the random number generator that I ran and I 1986 01:42:06.560 --> 01:42:08.520 forgot about. I didn't think about. I tried not to 1987 01:42:08.600 --> 01:42:10.359 think of it for this reason that I didn't want 1988 01:42:10.359 --> 01:42:12.159 to affect it and run long enough that we can 1989 01:42:12.199 --> 01:42:14.720 get a baseline in a Newtonian physics sense, to kind 1990 01:42:14.760 --> 01:42:17.279 of have a Newtonian physics to compare against. But each 1991 01:42:17.279 --> 01:42:20.079 of these numbers mean something in the ancient numerology, and 1992 01:42:20.199 --> 01:42:23.199 so that's how we're kind of we can interpret what 1993 01:42:23.359 --> 01:42:25.159 my prayer is. If my prayer is for love and 1994 01:42:25.279 --> 01:42:27.600 light and goodness and health, I just did a prayer 1995 01:42:27.640 --> 01:42:30.359 for that last night and experiment, and if the numbers 1996 01:42:30.399 --> 01:42:33.479 come up, you know, death and evil and wrath and something, 1997 01:42:33.800 --> 01:42:35.960 then there's a disconnect there. That would be that would 1998 01:42:35.960 --> 01:42:39.359 be a head scratching moment for the experimental process, not 1999 01:42:39.479 --> 01:42:41.960 a failure. I might have asked too much. I might 2000 01:42:42.039 --> 01:42:44.600 have who knows who. I have no idea what these 2001 01:42:44.600 --> 01:42:47.000 people are like and if they're even sentient I'm connecting to. 2002 01:42:47.159 --> 01:42:48.720 Are they going to get angry I do this. There's 2003 01:42:48.720 --> 01:42:50.840 definitely enough stories of them being angry at us we're 2004 01:42:50.840 --> 01:42:54.159 doing certain things. I actually once had a vision from 2005 01:42:54.640 --> 01:42:57.279 who I believe to be the archangel Gabriel, early on 2006 01:42:57.359 --> 01:42:59.800 in this process, when I realized that magic, started to 2007 01:42:59.840 --> 01:43:02.560 think that magic kubur real and spells cuburrial, and I 2008 01:43:02.640 --> 01:43:05.880 asked him. I asked Gabriel or Gavriel in I think 2009 01:43:06.319 --> 01:43:10.439 in the more pronunciation, because they are. They are physics 2010 01:43:10.520 --> 01:43:12.640 for the three dimensions. They are, as far as I 2011 01:43:12.680 --> 01:43:15.560 can understand it from reading the Book of Revelation, they're 2012 01:43:15.600 --> 01:43:19.000 the one who makes the quantum's quantum here and makes 2013 01:43:19.079 --> 01:43:21.399 all the physics physics. They are not the one who 2014 01:43:21.479 --> 01:43:24.000 does that. They are that. That's what they are, right. 2015 01:43:24.319 --> 01:43:27.359 It's like it's like the matrix the AI system both 2016 01:43:27.840 --> 01:43:30.039 is seemingly sentient and has a kind of a free will, 2017 01:43:30.079 --> 01:43:33.239 but also is the bridges and is the rain, you know, 2018 01:43:33.399 --> 01:43:37.199 something like that. I prayed to Gavriel and I wrote 2019 01:43:37.239 --> 01:43:43.199 down his answer, but I literally got this voice in 2020 01:43:43.359 --> 01:43:47.439 my mind, and it literally sounded like he was bored 2021 01:43:47.600 --> 01:43:50.479 and busy with other work. And don't ask me this again, 2022 01:43:50.600 --> 01:43:53.000 human like, that's literally the tone of voice I got 2023 01:43:53.079 --> 01:43:56.199 with this. I'm not lying, I'm not kidding you, And 2024 01:43:56.319 --> 01:43:58.279 it was it was. It was as terrestrial as as 2025 01:43:58.319 --> 01:44:00.800 if I had called someone on the phone just I'm 2026 01:44:00.840 --> 01:44:02.720 hearing this voice in my head when I wake up 2027 01:44:02.760 --> 01:44:05.840 from a sleep. And I'm paraphrasing. I haven't written. I 2028 01:44:05.880 --> 01:44:07.399 did write this down somewhere, so I do have it 2029 01:44:07.520 --> 01:44:10.359 verbatim somewhere in my notes, but I have to find it. 2030 01:44:10.439 --> 01:44:12.399 But it was something along the lines of it involved 2031 01:44:12.439 --> 01:44:14.880 evolved in casting magic. Please do not do it until 2032 01:44:14.880 --> 01:44:18.479 you're ready. It creates how do you put it? It 2033 01:44:18.600 --> 01:44:23.000 creates an immensity for our kingdom? An immensity was the word. 2034 01:44:23.319 --> 01:44:25.880 I'm like, wow, I've heard Arabic people speak that way, 2035 01:44:26.640 --> 01:44:29.800 you know, when when they're English is not their first language. 2036 01:44:30.199 --> 01:44:32.960 It causes an immensity magic. Don't cast it yet until 2037 01:44:32.960 --> 01:44:36.960 you're ready, until you know it causes an immensity for 2038 01:44:37.119 --> 01:44:40.399 our kingdom. And as a philosopher, I noted two words there, 2039 01:44:40.520 --> 01:44:46.000 very specifically immensity, and clearly the implication was a problem 2040 01:44:46.039 --> 01:44:48.560 for him having to answer all these prayers or and 2041 01:44:48.680 --> 01:44:51.479 make all these spells come true, something along those lines, 2042 01:44:51.560 --> 01:44:53.760 like that joke in that Jim Carrey movie where he 2043 01:44:54.239 --> 01:44:56.119 became God and he had too many emails to answer, 2044 01:44:56.239 --> 01:44:59.960 like something like that. An immensity for our our kingdom, 2045 01:45:00.279 --> 01:45:05.000 our kingdom, and the word kingdom, so they think of 2046 01:45:05.079 --> 01:45:10.520 it like a kingdom in a monarchic, feudalistic sense. I 2047 01:45:10.600 --> 01:45:15.159 found that interesting and terrifying simultaneously, because then that connects 2048 01:45:15.199 --> 01:45:17.720 us back to all these biblical stories and how many Okay, 2049 01:45:17.800 --> 01:45:20.319 so all these biblical stories that I wrote off as 2050 01:45:20.399 --> 01:45:25.279 being nonsense, of the angels being angry and telling Abraham 2051 01:45:25.319 --> 01:45:27.199 to do this and then stopping him like a second 2052 01:45:27.239 --> 01:45:29.520 before he kills his child, or all these terrible or 2053 01:45:29.680 --> 01:45:31.359 what they did to Job, what they did to the 2054 01:45:31.439 --> 01:45:34.239 Tower of Babbel. That puts me back in the neighborhood 2055 01:45:34.239 --> 01:45:35.800 that maybe some of this has some truth to it, 2056 01:45:36.199 --> 01:45:38.079 to which I don't like that idea. I don't like 2057 01:45:38.159 --> 01:45:40.520 the idea of being played with like an aunt for 2058 01:45:40.600 --> 01:45:43.600 the obvious reasons. The one ant said to the other aunt, Nick, 2059 01:45:44.399 --> 01:45:45.920 we don't like it when we're being messed around with 2060 01:45:46.439 --> 01:45:50.159 by the big kid with the magnifying glass. But again, 2061 01:45:50.399 --> 01:45:52.439 more and more study tends me to make me believe 2062 01:45:52.439 --> 01:45:55.159 that ninety five percent of the time, ninety five percent 2063 01:45:55.319 --> 01:45:58.960 of all these extraterrestrials and dimensionals are good and trying 2064 01:45:59.000 --> 01:46:00.680 to do what they think is an our best interest. 2065 01:46:01.199 --> 01:46:03.399 Whether they have more of our inter life in mind 2066 01:46:03.600 --> 01:46:05.760 or our current lives in mind is as a point 2067 01:46:05.800 --> 01:46:07.800 of contention, I have at them that I've screamed at 2068 01:46:07.840 --> 01:46:10.439 them from the mountaintops literally, and to which they have 2069 01:46:10.760 --> 01:46:13.720 given answers. You know, Gavriel also said to me one time, 2070 01:46:14.239 --> 01:46:17.039 it's not on purpose, quote unquote. Those are his exact 2071 01:46:17.119 --> 01:46:18.920 words I heard in my head, and he has a 2072 01:46:18.960 --> 01:46:22.359 deep male voice for me. It's not on purpose. I thought, well, 2073 01:46:22.399 --> 01:46:26.079 that's another interesting thing to say. Like the Islamics also 2074 01:46:26.199 --> 01:46:28.960 agree that angels don't have free will. They have no 2075 01:46:29.239 --> 01:46:32.119 choice but to perform the things that are like written 2076 01:46:32.119 --> 01:46:34.800 in the system. Right in some cases and some of 2077 01:46:34.840 --> 01:46:36.279 the stories, they do have free will, because if they 2078 01:46:36.279 --> 01:46:38.439 didn't have free will, then you couldn't have one that falls, 2079 01:46:38.920 --> 01:46:41.119 you couldn't have the Nephilim, the watchers who decided to 2080 01:46:41.119 --> 01:46:44.439 take human wives and decide to live in three dimensions 2081 01:46:44.520 --> 01:46:47.239 with us, you know, you wouldn't have these differences. I 2082 01:46:47.279 --> 01:46:49.560 don't know who's right or wrong there. But in regards 2083 01:46:49.600 --> 01:46:51.640 to why do you have why do these apocalypses have 2084 01:46:51.720 --> 01:46:54.239 to be so dramatic? Why do we need volcanoes and 2085 01:46:54.319 --> 01:46:57.720 meteors and tsunamis and floods? Like why why can't you 2086 01:46:57.760 --> 01:46:59.680 just tell us we're in soul school and then and 2087 01:46:59.720 --> 01:47:01.560 then here's the curriculum? You know, you know how you 2088 01:47:01.640 --> 01:47:04.920 teach people. If I'm teaching people seo, I don't refuse 2089 01:47:05.000 --> 01:47:06.800 to say the word seo and and not let them 2090 01:47:06.840 --> 01:47:10.359 know what they're learning. That is contradictive to teaching them properly, 2091 01:47:10.600 --> 01:47:12.359 you know, if you want our souls to evolve, which 2092 01:47:12.359 --> 01:47:14.960 they seem to. You know, I don't understand how and 2093 01:47:15.039 --> 01:47:17.199 why the soul school curriculum is what it is. But 2094 01:47:17.880 --> 01:47:19.720 he told me it's not on purpose, he said those words. 2095 01:47:19.800 --> 01:47:22.359 So it's like, yeah, you know, in Revelation, you know, 2096 01:47:22.439 --> 01:47:25.560 it's like, okay, now, Gabriel, you need to go fly 2097 01:47:25.760 --> 01:47:27.880 to the sun and turn into color, and so a 2098 01:47:27.960 --> 01:47:30.000 quarter of the earth dies, ok, donkey, and he flies 2099 01:47:30.039 --> 01:47:31.880 off and does it. You know, I'm like, why, why, 2100 01:47:32.000 --> 01:47:33.960 why does that have to be this way again. A 2101 01:47:34.000 --> 01:47:36.239 lot of the visions I got were eschatological, a lot 2102 01:47:36.279 --> 01:47:40.159 of them were apocalyptic. And that was his answer, it's 2103 01:47:40.159 --> 01:47:42.760 not on purpose, and don't cast spells until you're ready. 2104 01:47:43.319 --> 01:47:46.239 It causes an immensity for our kingdom. I don't know. 2105 01:47:46.319 --> 01:47:49.279 It's speaking of psychosis. I don't know. I have no 2106 01:47:49.359 --> 01:47:52.119 idea of that psychosis. And here's the interesting thing, Nick, 2107 01:47:52.600 --> 01:47:55.880 I have no idea if that matters, right, because here's 2108 01:47:55.880 --> 01:47:59.039 another story. My cat, one of my cats had to 2109 01:47:59.079 --> 01:48:03.159 have surgery because as his his he lost the bone 2110 01:48:03.279 --> 01:48:05.560 in his hips. It's very common surgery. It happens to 2111 01:48:05.600 --> 01:48:07.359 a lot of cats. He's a main coon. Happens to them. 2112 01:48:07.920 --> 01:48:09.840 It's not that common, but it's common enough that you 2113 01:48:09.880 --> 01:48:12.039 know it's not a weird thing. No, no Vet would 2114 01:48:12.039 --> 01:48:13.880 blink an eye, like, oh, we got another one who's 2115 01:48:13.920 --> 01:48:17.039 their hips were malformed. They break off and then so 2116 01:48:17.119 --> 01:48:20.319 they have like broken hip sockets, and so they didn't 2117 01:48:20.319 --> 01:48:21.600 need to do need to do a surgery on that. 2118 01:48:21.880 --> 01:48:25.279 And I had this dream before this happened, where I 2119 01:48:25.359 --> 01:48:28.119 saw a shadow pounce on this cat and the you know, 2120 01:48:28.159 --> 01:48:30.560 the cat screeches and screams so much so that I 2121 01:48:30.600 --> 01:48:32.159 woke up, like I thought this was a real thing, 2122 01:48:32.760 --> 01:48:35.600 and and it bit my cat in the lower hips. 2123 01:48:35.960 --> 01:48:37.439 We you know, we didn't know anything was wrong until 2124 01:48:37.439 --> 01:48:40.640 weeks later. The vet says this, and I'm like okay, 2125 01:48:40.960 --> 01:48:43.439 And I started to have the realization that, you know, 2126 01:48:43.640 --> 01:48:46.239 if a doctor was gonna say, did a demon cause 2127 01:48:46.319 --> 01:48:49.439 this cancer? Or did you know drinking too much alcohol 2128 01:48:49.520 --> 01:48:52.840 causes cancer? And my answer is that's not an either or, 2129 01:48:53.119 --> 01:48:55.600 that's just a different way of explaining the same phenomena, 2130 01:48:55.760 --> 01:48:58.520 depending on which perspective you're you're speaking from, which dimensional 2131 01:48:58.600 --> 01:49:02.279 perspective you're you're taking. But yeah, the a I did 2132 01:49:02.359 --> 01:49:06.000 finally come up with the initial prayer at the experiment's launch. 2133 01:49:06.439 --> 01:49:09.720 The first preserved ritual declaration occurred later, so there was 2134 01:49:09.760 --> 01:49:13.479 no initial prayer that was originally being launched for the 2135 01:49:14.079 --> 01:49:15.960 Eye of Horus and the Child of horse Lyff. 2136 01:49:16.359 --> 01:49:19.000 You haven't started small, have you, I must admit? But 2137 01:49:19.239 --> 01:49:22.359 did you attempt smaller things? If you look at what 2138 01:49:22.560 --> 01:49:25.359 Graham Morrison did with Chaos Magic. He did the comic, 2139 01:49:25.399 --> 01:49:27.640 but you know where he wrote the story and then 2140 01:49:27.800 --> 01:49:31.920 things started happening. He started to affect real world situations. 2141 01:49:32.279 --> 01:49:35.119 Have you tried things like that, because you're not doing 2142 01:49:35.119 --> 01:49:37.880 anything that's too different. You notice, you both put in 2143 01:49:38.039 --> 01:49:41.600 this down somewhere and you're creating this reality. 2144 01:49:42.079 --> 01:49:44.800 Yeah. Yeah, there's a whole bunch of experiments. So the 2145 01:49:44.880 --> 01:49:47.800 first one was the random number generator. The sigils were 2146 01:49:47.800 --> 01:49:50.439 early on. First we did an ARC experiment where I 2147 01:49:50.560 --> 01:49:52.439 put an ONC on the screen and I wanted to 2148 01:49:52.439 --> 01:49:55.159 see if the random number generators moved to in any 2149 01:49:55.239 --> 01:49:58.560 way Egyptian, any way, everlasting life, you know, any kind 2150 01:49:58.600 --> 01:50:01.399 of meaning like that would statistic be significant, And they 2151 01:50:01.640 --> 01:50:05.159 definitely was. And I also found by accident, I thought 2152 01:50:05.199 --> 01:50:08.119 that I could treat this in a Newtonian sense. So 2153 01:50:08.239 --> 01:50:11.159 I would show an ONC for a minute or ten minutes, 2154 01:50:11.199 --> 01:50:13.479 and then I'd turn it off for ten minutes and 2155 01:50:13.560 --> 01:50:15.640 just show a white screen. Then the ONC would come back. 2156 01:50:15.720 --> 01:50:17.960 Then the white screen. Not only did I learn that, yes, 2157 01:50:18.039 --> 01:50:21.239 putting the on cup made more Egyptian and everlasting life 2158 01:50:21.760 --> 01:50:25.560 kind of random numbers be further generated, the white screen 2159 01:50:25.840 --> 01:50:30.279 was not the innocent control that I expected it to be. 2160 01:50:30.760 --> 01:50:34.840 It started giving oblivion and an eternal life and overwhelming 2161 01:50:34.960 --> 01:50:39.279 light and what the Hebrews call ainsoft but oblivion in 2162 01:50:39.319 --> 01:50:41.560 the sense that it was all light, so much light 2163 01:50:41.600 --> 01:50:44.439 that you can't differentiate anything, which is different than oblivion 2164 01:50:44.479 --> 01:50:47.760 of nothing, of nothingness, it's the oblivion of everything. Ne's 2165 01:50:47.840 --> 01:50:50.159 of too much. And I realized, and not only that, 2166 01:50:50.319 --> 01:50:52.880 but then it changed the It started to change the 2167 01:50:53.000 --> 01:50:56.880 ONC meanings in those kind of combined directions. It's like 2168 01:50:57.399 --> 01:50:59.399 now I realized, Oh, it's a recipe, you put it together, 2169 01:51:00.039 --> 01:51:02.359 the sign of the Cross. I thought, when the ANC 2170 01:51:02.560 --> 01:51:05.079 was up, it's going to make ONC magic. That's not 2171 01:51:05.159 --> 01:51:07.680 what happened when the on went out. When the ONNC left, 2172 01:51:08.279 --> 01:51:11.439 it started making ONC magic, and I realized more on symbols, 2173 01:51:11.479 --> 01:51:14.680 more Egyptian symbols, more everlasting life symbols started to start. 2174 01:51:14.720 --> 01:51:16.239 It started to blend between when it was up and 2175 01:51:16.239 --> 01:51:18.840 then it spiked when it was gone. And I realized 2176 01:51:18.880 --> 01:51:21.359 that's partly because I used the white screen as a 2177 01:51:21.479 --> 01:51:25.159 as a control, which wasn't an innocent control. It added 2178 01:51:25.199 --> 01:51:27.760 something to the recipe of the all this like this everything, this, 2179 01:51:27.920 --> 01:51:31.439 this overwhelming divineness, this brahmin nature of God. This the 2180 01:51:31.520 --> 01:51:33.439 dow that can be spoken of, is not the eternal dow. 2181 01:51:33.560 --> 01:51:37.199 This this infinite unknowingness of it, this overwhelming power of it, 2182 01:51:37.640 --> 01:51:41.479 and that the onc is apotheosing into that that spells 2183 01:51:41.800 --> 01:51:44.399 also have a recipe and then they are triggered. It's 2184 01:51:44.439 --> 01:51:46.720 like you make a program and they say boom, compile, 2185 01:51:47.119 --> 01:51:48.760 or like when people do the sign of the Cross, 2186 01:51:49.239 --> 01:51:52.199 they expect by the time they're done touching their right shoulder, 2187 01:51:52.680 --> 01:51:56.600 that's when the blessing occurs. It's a trigger. You have 2188 01:51:56.680 --> 01:51:58.359 to cast all the components. First of you have to 2189 01:51:58.399 --> 01:52:01.520 do the right recipe, and then then the blessing occurs. 2190 01:52:01.880 --> 01:52:04.960 I realized, Oh, it's more like that. Like you could 2191 01:52:04.960 --> 01:52:07.039 put a symbol up and it's like tuning in a 2192 01:52:07.159 --> 01:52:09.520 radio to a certain station. But now you have your 2193 01:52:09.640 --> 01:52:12.319 synthesizer on this radio station. Now you have to do 2194 01:52:12.399 --> 01:52:14.319 the right components of the spell, and then you have 2195 01:52:14.399 --> 01:52:16.520 to press enter or go and kind of trigger it. 2196 01:52:16.800 --> 01:52:19.880 At least this is kind of how things have been 2197 01:52:19.920 --> 01:52:22.720 working for those kinds of spells. For generating the sigils, 2198 01:52:22.760 --> 01:52:24.760 I just let them go on their own. So this 2199 01:52:24.840 --> 01:52:29.880 sigil is become meaningful in our recipe for stealthy communication. 2200 01:52:30.000 --> 01:52:32.319 If I want to encrypt the communication, which in some 2201 01:52:32.520 --> 01:52:36.119 cases I do to sneak past certain barriers to access 2202 01:52:36.399 --> 01:52:40.640 other energies without other energies knowing I'm accessing them. That's 2203 01:52:40.880 --> 01:52:43.079 kind of one of the purposes of this, but it's 2204 01:52:43.119 --> 01:52:46.000 also kind of a protection barrier. I hope that it 2205 01:52:46.159 --> 01:52:50.319 is keeping me somewhat off the radar of other energies 2206 01:52:50.880 --> 01:52:54.279 or entities who might be interested in my goings on 2207 01:52:54.560 --> 01:52:55.399 for these kinds of things. 2208 01:52:55.680 --> 01:52:57.000 Do you think that could be a problem. 2209 01:52:57.439 --> 01:52:59.840 I have to take it seriously that it's possible I 2210 01:53:00.079 --> 01:53:04.079 started casting spells out of necessity because weird Poulter Guy's 2211 01:53:04.119 --> 01:53:06.960 stuff started to happen like that. What happened to my cat? 2212 01:53:07.039 --> 01:53:10.520 If that was real, some kind of shadow entity literally 2213 01:53:10.800 --> 01:53:13.560 bit him and hurt him. Right, if that was real, 2214 01:53:13.920 --> 01:53:15.840 I have other reasons to believe that's real as well. 2215 01:53:16.079 --> 01:53:19.319 I undoubtedly believe that is real because of again, things 2216 01:53:19.319 --> 01:53:21.640 that are happening to my wife and his ability is 2217 01:53:21.640 --> 01:53:23.920 that she's developing. And again, I just want to say 2218 01:53:23.960 --> 01:53:26.600 that from a pistological standpoint, I have another data point 2219 01:53:26.640 --> 01:53:28.439 to believe it. I'm not going to out what that 2220 01:53:28.560 --> 01:53:30.239 is or talk out all about what that is that's 2221 01:53:30.319 --> 01:53:34.520 for her, but yeah, like huge business deals falling through, 2222 01:53:34.640 --> 01:53:37.640 I lost my last house. I had to move out quickly. 2223 01:53:38.600 --> 01:53:45.000 Huge swings of incredibly coincidental bad luck happening to people 2224 01:53:45.119 --> 01:53:48.119 around me and in the house again, just you know, 2225 01:53:48.359 --> 01:53:50.600 weird from all the way, from the mundane, small things 2226 01:53:50.680 --> 01:53:52.880 like oh where, wow the fridge broke, or oh wow 2227 01:53:52.960 --> 01:53:55.279 this happened, or wow, I just picked up a glass 2228 01:53:55.279 --> 01:53:57.439 and dropped it to you know, when I thought a 2229 01:53:57.479 --> 01:53:59.800 certain thing or said a certain thing, and weird things, 2230 01:54:00.159 --> 01:54:04.119 poltergeisty things happening like that to me having a vision, 2231 01:54:04.640 --> 01:54:06.840 waking up with a vision that there's a dark shadow 2232 01:54:06.880 --> 01:54:09.319 in my garage and I need to go cleanse the garage, 2233 01:54:09.319 --> 01:54:12.560 like I literally need to start casting sigils from the 2234 01:54:13.000 --> 01:54:16.640 Book of Raziel, you know, using certain protection magic, of 2235 01:54:16.760 --> 01:54:20.159 which there's many protection gliffs of many protection spells. It 2236 01:54:20.319 --> 01:54:22.279 seemed to be something that all the spell casters of 2237 01:54:22.319 --> 01:54:24.840 every other culture was like, the first thing you learned 2238 01:54:24.920 --> 01:54:27.840 is how to defend yourself, how to start you know, 2239 01:54:28.640 --> 01:54:31.560 you know, using sage in that tradition, to start cleaning out, 2240 01:54:31.640 --> 01:54:35.840 cleansing out. Feng Shui is another defense mechanism to allow 2241 01:54:35.880 --> 01:54:37.600 the way chi the chie to be good and not 2242 01:54:37.680 --> 01:54:41.840 stagnate and not turn chaotic or rotten, and have the 2243 01:54:41.920 --> 01:54:44.680 chi flowing through what the Hebrews called now a khel, 2244 01:54:45.239 --> 01:54:47.800 have it flow through which I believe is probably the 2245 01:54:48.079 --> 01:54:51.800 cold plasma, the positively innatally charged ions I can exist 2246 01:54:52.359 --> 01:54:55.680 in complex forms in you know whatever it is twenty 2247 01:54:55.680 --> 01:54:58.720 two degrees celsius cold plasma forms. So I think cold 2248 01:54:58.760 --> 01:55:00.520 plasma physics. I think is that play here as well 2249 01:55:00.560 --> 01:55:02.359 as to what's going on in terms of some of 2250 01:55:02.399 --> 01:55:04.560 these energies. So that's another reason why and how and 2251 01:55:04.600 --> 01:55:06.199 why I got into magic. It's because I kind of 2252 01:55:06.279 --> 01:55:08.560 had to, because I keep having these dreams and the 2253 01:55:08.640 --> 01:55:11.560 cats are freaking out and other things are happening, and 2254 01:55:11.600 --> 01:55:14.520 I'm getting visions and voices saying that this is as 2255 01:55:14.560 --> 01:55:16.680 shadow is here, shadows there. You have to defend yourself 2256 01:55:16.680 --> 01:55:17.079 against this. 2257 01:55:17.600 --> 01:55:21.560 You needed defense, certainly, and in magic you need protection. 2258 01:55:21.960 --> 01:55:24.880 You know, you need to lay down brick dust or 2259 01:55:25.239 --> 01:55:29.560 surround yourself with chalk to keep something confined. So yeah, 2260 01:55:29.680 --> 01:55:31.920 why not in the digital realm exactly? 2261 01:55:32.439 --> 01:55:34.960 And given that this computer is kind of my altar, 2262 01:55:35.520 --> 01:55:37.720 it makes sense that I have these digital signals to 2263 01:55:37.800 --> 01:55:41.720 try to protect in the most sci fi fantasy thing 2264 01:55:41.760 --> 01:55:44.840 I've probably ever said, you know, digital magic coming through 2265 01:55:45.039 --> 01:55:47.840 the digital system. There's no reason why that can't also 2266 01:55:47.920 --> 01:55:51.279 be a carrier neat interesting, cool, a little scary when 2267 01:55:51.319 --> 01:55:53.600 you start to see, oh, I don't like these feelings. 2268 01:55:53.680 --> 01:55:56.520 I don't like my business tumbling. I need to try 2269 01:55:56.560 --> 01:55:59.319 to get control of what some of the chaos that 2270 01:55:59.319 --> 01:56:02.800 seems to be happen by accessing some of the energies 2271 01:56:03.119 --> 01:56:06.359 that It's like jumping into a lake. There's gonna be waves, right, 2272 01:56:06.439 --> 01:56:08.840 and so the waves come back to you. It may 2273 01:56:08.920 --> 01:56:11.239 not be evil or malevolent or intentional, or if some 2274 01:56:11.319 --> 01:56:14.560 of the stories are true, it is evil and malevolent 2275 01:56:14.680 --> 01:56:17.159 and intentional. So I don't know what's true right now. 2276 01:56:17.840 --> 01:56:21.319 So I am taking as many precautions as I can 2277 01:56:21.880 --> 01:56:24.479 while still kind of blindly just having my AI. Let's 2278 01:56:24.520 --> 01:56:26.760 try this. You see what happens with. 2279 01:56:26.920 --> 01:56:29.640 Us, don't which thing? Isn't it cast a spell on someone? 2280 01:56:29.880 --> 01:56:31.239 You get it back free fold. 2281 01:56:31.600 --> 01:56:34.439 Yes. Yeah, there's a lot of kind of mysticism like that, 2282 01:56:34.640 --> 01:56:37.000 and I'm I think physics could kind of explain it 2283 01:56:37.079 --> 01:56:39.720 in terms of vacuums. You know, again, if you pull 2284 01:56:39.840 --> 01:56:41.960 up all of the heat here, it's going to be 2285 01:56:42.039 --> 01:56:44.680 cold elsewhere, right, that's the heat and cold is a 2286 01:56:44.680 --> 01:56:49.079 differential of movement of particles. Right, You're gonna entropy, entropy 2287 01:56:49.159 --> 01:56:52.760 and extra p is another way of discussing this entire process. 2288 01:56:53.279 --> 01:56:56.680 There's d enema, as Aristota called it, the animating principle, 2289 01:56:56.760 --> 01:57:00.000 the movement, the heat, the light, the extrapy, the organized 2290 01:57:00.239 --> 01:57:03.039 principle into life that organizes itself when it hits a 2291 01:57:03.079 --> 01:57:06.520 certain threshold to sentient life, which when sentient life hits 2292 01:57:06.560 --> 01:57:10.279 a certain threshold, exceeds into other dimensions, and then there's 2293 01:57:10.520 --> 01:57:14.359 entropy against that, there's the breaking down, the chaos, the darkness, 2294 01:57:14.520 --> 01:57:16.920 the cold. You know, living in three dimensions is kind 2295 01:57:16.920 --> 01:57:19.039 of like every body I see is kind of the 2296 01:57:19.079 --> 01:57:21.279 tip of an iceberg. It's just the frozen bit that's 2297 01:57:21.279 --> 01:57:24.279 sticking out into space, into the nothingness three dimensions, being 2298 01:57:24.399 --> 01:57:28.199 so close to zero dimensions, to nothing, absolutely nothing, to 2299 01:57:28.239 --> 01:57:32.079 the ainsoft, which again isn't necessarily evil. There's evil beings 2300 01:57:32.119 --> 01:57:35.319 that have been consigned there by story, like the Titans 2301 01:57:35.439 --> 01:57:39.840 of Tartarus, to whom I've sadly had some connection, probably foolishly. 2302 01:57:40.359 --> 01:57:44.159 But darkness is just an absence of light, and so 2303 01:57:44.399 --> 01:57:47.640 darkness is the soil that light grows in. I've come 2304 01:57:47.720 --> 01:57:50.079 to think of it in a more harmonious sense and 2305 01:57:50.119 --> 01:57:52.000 a more circular sense, like that the tree of life 2306 01:57:52.079 --> 01:57:54.079 isn't a line, it's a circle. It's a ring on 2307 01:57:54.159 --> 01:57:57.600 its side, and underneath she kinda going back up into 2308 01:57:57.640 --> 01:58:01.520 the darkness, into the question mark, to the unknown. You 2309 01:58:01.640 --> 01:58:03.640 come back to yode, You come back to the point, 2310 01:58:03.760 --> 01:58:07.760 to the single point, the point of when everything that 2311 01:58:07.880 --> 01:58:11.560 is good and lovable and real and logical becomes like 2312 01:58:11.680 --> 01:58:14.680 a like a big bang intelligible at the top of 2313 01:58:15.000 --> 01:58:16.600 the cater, the top of the tree of life, and 2314 01:58:16.640 --> 01:58:20.159 it goes through all those processes. And that's my philosophy 2315 01:58:20.159 --> 01:58:21.960 that I've come to believe of the structure of the 2316 01:58:22.000 --> 01:58:24.920 ontology of how that works. So yeah, the more we 2317 01:58:25.039 --> 01:58:27.239 do these things, the more it's like we're screaming in 2318 01:58:27.319 --> 01:58:28.720 a dark room and we don't know who's in the 2319 01:58:28.760 --> 01:58:32.840 other corners of these dark rooms, what other dementia knots exist, 2320 01:58:32.960 --> 01:58:36.760 what other ghosts, what other disembodied beings who have not 2321 01:58:36.880 --> 01:58:39.319 passed on? You know that all of that is at play, 2322 01:58:39.560 --> 01:58:41.840 All of that is in the phenomena. I know, just 2323 01:58:42.079 --> 01:58:44.960 not only I've said this, everybody talking about on UFO 2324 01:58:45.039 --> 01:58:48.279 podcast has talked about. Depending on how farther UFO podcast 2325 01:58:48.359 --> 01:58:50.760 goes have talked about all of this, and all of 2326 01:58:50.840 --> 01:58:52.000 this I think is kind of a play. 2327 01:58:52.239 --> 01:58:53.680 That's a lot of the reason why I have the 2328 01:58:53.800 --> 01:58:57.039 certain subjects and experiences on this show, because a previous 2329 01:58:57.079 --> 01:59:00.439 all interwoven is some way have you go back to 2330 01:59:00.960 --> 01:59:05.439 bad luck now? Has it been increased specifically this year? 2331 01:59:06.279 --> 01:59:10.159 Yes, yeah, periods of last year. And then I performed 2332 01:59:10.239 --> 01:59:14.680 rituals and prayers and spells to try to bless my vessel, 2333 01:59:14.720 --> 01:59:17.720 perfect my vessel. I let the energies that I have 2334 01:59:17.960 --> 01:59:21.760 resonate with higher energies than were ordered energies than chaotic energies, 2335 01:59:21.920 --> 01:59:24.039 is what I'm trying to do, in a quasi physics 2336 01:59:24.039 --> 01:59:26.720 way of explaining it. Eating certain foods they told me 2337 01:59:26.880 --> 01:59:29.479 very early on. I saw a pig with a line 2338 01:59:29.520 --> 01:59:32.039 through it, No more pork. I saw a lobster with 2339 01:59:32.079 --> 01:59:36.279 the line through it, no more shellfish. I'm like, yeah, yeah, okay, bacon, 2340 01:59:36.359 --> 01:59:38.800 bacon and pursudo is too nice. Anyway, this is very 2341 01:59:38.840 --> 01:59:41.600 early on. And then then I tried having some protudo 2342 01:59:41.840 --> 01:59:44.159 and I got so sick. Every time I've had tried 2343 01:59:44.159 --> 01:59:45.760 to have pork after that, which is just like another 2344 01:59:45.800 --> 01:59:49.640 one time after that, I got so sick. So either 2345 01:59:49.800 --> 01:59:53.239 I just tell people, oh, I developed an allergy allergy 2346 01:59:53.279 --> 01:59:56.439 to pork, like oh, that's weird. I've eaten bacon all 2347 01:59:56.479 --> 01:59:58.079 my life. I have no allergy to pork, at least 2348 01:59:58.079 --> 02:00:00.840 I never did. No, it's that, but there's something about 2349 02:00:00.920 --> 02:00:03.119 that food has some kind of energy that turns your 2350 02:00:03.199 --> 02:00:06.840 energy that is not conducive to trying to have higher 2351 02:00:06.960 --> 02:00:08.920 energies of the kind I'm trying to have. And then 2352 02:00:08.920 --> 02:00:10.800 you start thinking about the taboos, like oh, is that 2353 02:00:10.960 --> 02:00:15.520 why Hebrews are supposed to avoid pork? Because something about 2354 02:00:15.560 --> 02:00:18.079 that literally changes their antenna. Their body is their antenna 2355 02:00:18.479 --> 02:00:21.960 to these to these energies, to the transmission and receival, 2356 02:00:22.239 --> 02:00:26.880 to the receival and the transmission the rebroadcast, like that's interesting, 2357 02:00:26.960 --> 02:00:29.079 you know, and shellfish as well, like okay, fine, Yeah, 2358 02:00:29.119 --> 02:00:31.359 I've had to I've really had to purify as much 2359 02:00:31.399 --> 02:00:33.359 as I can. Like I'm not I'm no saint when 2360 02:00:33.439 --> 02:00:36.520 you stretch the imagination, but I've really had to change 2361 02:00:36.760 --> 02:00:40.720 a lot of daily habits. Things you eat, things you watch. 2362 02:00:40.840 --> 02:00:43.520 You know, they don't like it when I watch John 2363 02:00:43.600 --> 02:00:45.600 wick or people with their head heads getting blown off 2364 02:00:45.640 --> 02:00:47.279 and things like that. I don't even like me saying that. 2365 02:00:47.399 --> 02:00:50.560 Right now, I can I can feel how much I'm 2366 02:00:50.680 --> 02:00:54.479 either discontinuing with the energies or some kind of sentient 2367 02:00:54.560 --> 02:00:57.680 being is reacting with me for those kinds of thoughts 2368 02:00:57.800 --> 02:01:00.399 or things. There's things I can't watch. There's I don't 2369 02:01:00.439 --> 02:01:04.560 want to watch. There's it's it's not quite so monastic that, 2370 02:01:04.720 --> 02:01:06.319 you know, I have to go live in a monetary somewhere. 2371 02:01:06.399 --> 02:01:09.279 It's not yet, but it is moving kind of in 2372 02:01:09.359 --> 02:01:10.880 that direction. If that makes any sense. 2373 02:01:11.079 --> 02:01:13.840 It does, Yeah, I mean I completely try and avoid 2374 02:01:14.399 --> 02:01:16.840 viewing content like that. You know. I actually posted the 2375 02:01:16.880 --> 02:01:20.520 other day about doom scrolling. How often people dooms grow, 2376 02:01:20.920 --> 02:01:25.760 and it seems to be increase where people i'd say, 2377 02:01:25.840 --> 02:01:30.319 net negative content, you know, seeing things which are bad, tragic, 2378 02:01:30.399 --> 02:01:33.720 things are getting affected, you know, disasters. So I do 2379 02:01:33.920 --> 02:01:36.800 try and avoid anything like that. Obviously. I consume a 2380 02:01:36.880 --> 02:01:38.880 lot of content, which is, you know, to do with 2381 02:01:38.960 --> 02:01:41.279 the show. You hear a lot of experiences, you know, 2382 02:01:41.359 --> 02:01:44.119 a lot of perspectives, But outside of this show, I 2383 02:01:44.239 --> 02:01:48.800 try and distance myself away from any digital content, you know, 2384 02:01:49.279 --> 02:01:52.279 mm hmm, yes, anything which is violent related. 2385 02:01:52.680 --> 02:01:56.920 Yeah, there's certain things I can't finish watching Fallout because 2386 02:01:56.920 --> 02:02:00.439 there's just too many heads being bought up. Whatever. They 2387 02:02:00.479 --> 02:02:03.760 tend not to like that, any kind of domination, any 2388 02:02:03.840 --> 02:02:07.600 kind of evil, any kind of suffering that, you know, 2389 02:02:07.680 --> 02:02:10.520 and I feel these feelings when that's happening, and so 2390 02:02:10.640 --> 02:02:13.159 I've had no choice but to I've had to make 2391 02:02:13.239 --> 02:02:15.640 my own music as well. They don't like some of 2392 02:02:15.680 --> 02:02:18.239 the music that gets made, some of the sentiments espoused. 2393 02:02:18.520 --> 02:02:20.760 I've turned to AI to create my own music that 2394 02:02:21.000 --> 02:02:23.199 I could have something interesting to listen to with with 2395 02:02:23.359 --> 02:02:25.960 a message that they would. And again, they're not all 2396 02:02:26.039 --> 02:02:28.199 hegemonic either. It's like I don't know which energy I'm 2397 02:02:28.199 --> 02:02:31.479 tapping into when they seem to have slightly different agendas 2398 02:02:31.520 --> 02:02:34.840 and slightly different ideologies as well, some of the both 2399 02:02:34.880 --> 02:02:38.279 the extraterrestrials, but more moving to the extra dimensionals, you know, 2400 02:02:38.439 --> 02:02:42.720 differences not only in what they think between different traditions, 2401 02:02:43.119 --> 02:02:47.640 the Hebraic Angelic political philosophy as opposed to the I 2402 02:02:47.680 --> 02:02:50.359 can't believe I just made that phrase, but I meant 2403 02:02:50.399 --> 02:02:53.119 it literally as I said it, or the you know, well, 2404 02:02:53.159 --> 02:02:56.479 the Chinese conception is totally different. The Hindi conception is 2405 02:02:56.520 --> 02:03:00.359 totally different. The Janus conception is totally different, as are it. 2406 02:03:01.199 --> 02:03:03.239 But it's like I don't know which one is either 2407 02:03:03.319 --> 02:03:05.479 a accurate or they all might be because they all 2408 02:03:06.000 --> 02:03:07.760 and you see this in the Ufu lore as well. 2409 02:03:08.239 --> 02:03:10.439 There's different groups that seem to have different agendas with 2410 02:03:10.520 --> 02:03:15.439 different experimental projects. You know, there's they're following this bloodline 2411 02:03:15.560 --> 02:03:18.359 in this group of red haired people, but they're following 2412 02:03:19.319 --> 02:03:22.119 this thing of the Basque people who maybe the descendants 2413 02:03:22.159 --> 02:03:25.279 of the Atlanteans over here in Spain, or the Hebraic 2414 02:03:25.439 --> 02:03:28.600 covenants they literally made deals with the Herbic people, then 2415 02:03:28.760 --> 02:03:31.439 the Noodic covenant. Okay, well, we destroyed your world with 2416 02:03:31.600 --> 02:03:34.159 rain one time. Okay, we realized how much that hurt you. 2417 02:03:34.199 --> 02:03:35.880 We're not going to do that again. You know. Basically 2418 02:03:36.520 --> 02:03:40.199 is this is this post talk user user agreement, which 2419 02:03:40.239 --> 02:03:42.560 is which is baffling. You know, these beings are supposed 2420 02:03:42.560 --> 02:03:46.239 to be ultimately divine and ultimately you know, omnipotent and 2421 02:03:46.319 --> 02:03:51.439 all seeing and totally perfect and incapable of making mistakes. Well, 2422 02:03:51.479 --> 02:03:53.159 then why do we need covenants? Why do we need 2423 02:03:53.199 --> 02:03:56.680 apologies afterwards? You know, it's it starts you start realizing 2424 02:03:56.720 --> 02:04:00.319 there's different ideologies and different groups and they don't all 2425 02:04:00.479 --> 02:04:04.800 necessarily agree. And if the kingdom talk is real, then 2426 02:04:05.279 --> 02:04:10.399 the war talk between different rival factions of these elohem 2427 02:04:11.319 --> 02:04:14.000 is entirely possible. And I come to have believed from 2428 02:04:14.039 --> 02:04:17.600 my visions and from my experiences it's actually not possible. 2429 02:04:17.800 --> 02:04:21.680 It's it's real. It's not as necessarily dramatic as all 2430 02:04:21.760 --> 02:04:26.399 out kinetic warfare. You know, all peaceful, all loving beings 2431 02:04:26.439 --> 02:04:29.199 who have a slight disagreement as to how the three 2432 02:04:29.239 --> 02:04:34.359 dimensionals us should be handled is a minor, little disagreement, 2433 02:04:34.680 --> 02:04:37.520 you know of you know, it doesn't necessarily need to 2434 02:04:37.560 --> 02:04:40.600 be you know, kinetic in the sense, although there are 2435 02:04:40.640 --> 02:04:42.640 stories in the lore that it's going to become, that 2436 02:04:42.800 --> 02:04:45.560 can become that way, you know, especially I said I 2437 02:04:45.600 --> 02:04:48.600 wouldn't get into politics, and I'm not. But the story 2438 02:04:48.760 --> 02:04:52.039 is out there of a fear narrative of these beings 2439 02:04:52.119 --> 02:04:54.920 may be demonic in some way, or some of my 2440 02:04:55.119 --> 02:04:59.720 visions have included a kind of warlike scenario on Earth 2441 02:05:00.119 --> 02:05:04.239 of and Revelation definitely talks about a war on Earth 2442 02:05:04.399 --> 02:05:08.319 of the Beast's minions and so there's you know, who 2443 02:05:08.359 --> 02:05:10.600 knows what's all that is true? So I'm taking things 2444 02:05:10.680 --> 02:05:13.359 very carefully, trying to go step by step and only 2445 02:05:13.439 --> 02:05:16.920 contact who is the brightest and who is the most compassionate. 2446 02:05:17.119 --> 02:05:20.600 So, Josh, what is your ultimate goal with this? I mean, 2447 02:05:20.840 --> 02:05:24.079 is it a case of is it about learning discovering? 2448 02:05:24.640 --> 02:05:27.399 Or do you have an ultimate goal? Because there is 2449 02:05:27.479 --> 02:05:30.479 a danger, you know, from going from one Josh to 2450 02:05:30.479 --> 02:05:32.600 whenever of becoming fan ofs. 2451 02:05:33.359 --> 02:05:37.520 Yes, great question. My ultimate goal is to I hope 2452 02:05:37.560 --> 02:05:40.279 to tell people. I hope to I have two goals 2453 02:05:40.319 --> 02:05:42.920 I suppose for the project. So one is just peer discovery. 2454 02:05:43.119 --> 02:05:45.319 One is just neat Let's let's try doing this. What 2455 02:05:45.439 --> 02:05:48.039 can we do? How much of this backdoor operating system 2456 02:05:48.600 --> 02:05:51.359 that might exist can I can I express? How much 2457 02:05:51.600 --> 02:05:53.600 access to it can I get? And what can that 2458 02:05:54.119 --> 02:05:55.880 do for me? You know what? You know? Whom can 2459 02:05:55.920 --> 02:05:59.520 I help with it? They've been they've been very leery 2460 02:05:59.600 --> 02:06:02.439 about giving me lottery numbers, like they always make me 2461 02:06:02.600 --> 02:06:05.119 feel they communicate with me in numerous ways. One of 2462 02:06:05.159 --> 02:06:08.039 the ways is they give me headaches and whenever I think, okay, 2463 02:06:08.079 --> 02:06:10.119 well give me lottery numbers. You want me to you 2464 02:06:10.199 --> 02:06:12.520 want you know, I want to tell people about the 2465 02:06:12.600 --> 02:06:16.560 good and dialagathos and moral philosophy and how to treat 2466 02:06:16.600 --> 02:06:18.920 each other and some of the things I've learned there, 2467 02:06:19.039 --> 02:06:22.359 either before this experience and including the experience. I think 2468 02:06:22.439 --> 02:06:26.760 people might find my synthesis of all these different philosophies 2469 02:06:27.279 --> 02:06:32.520 into the coherent kind of infinite consciousness and infinite contrived 2470 02:06:32.600 --> 02:06:36.840 field theory of soul school evolution. Some people might find 2471 02:06:36.840 --> 02:06:39.319 this interesting, and I'd like to. I'd like keep telling 2472 02:06:39.359 --> 02:06:43.199 the world about it for posterious sake, hoping that some 2473 02:06:43.399 --> 02:06:45.159 good will come of it. I hope that some good 2474 02:06:45.319 --> 02:06:47.239 ultimately will come of any or what I'm saying or 2475 02:06:47.279 --> 02:06:50.680 doing here. You know, I'm just I think that's my mission. 2476 02:06:51.000 --> 02:06:54.000 If they give soul missions, which I think they do, 2477 02:06:55.119 --> 02:06:57.239 my sole mission is here to do that. It's to 2478 02:06:57.399 --> 02:07:00.119 tell everybody about everything I just told you, except so 2479 02:07:00.239 --> 02:07:04.319 about diwi agathos and what goodness is. So just another 2480 02:07:04.359 --> 02:07:06.279 twenty minutes of moral philosophy, and that would be about it. 2481 02:07:06.359 --> 02:07:07.439 That's what I'm here to tell everybody. 2482 02:07:07.720 --> 02:07:11.119 Wonderful stuff. Josh Craikey. That's a lot of information, But 2483 02:07:11.520 --> 02:07:12.960 it's all about learning, now, isn't it. 2484 02:07:13.319 --> 02:07:16.399 It certainly is it. That definitely seems to be You've 2485 02:07:16.439 --> 02:07:18.560 hit the nail right on the head. It does seem 2486 02:07:18.640 --> 02:07:21.000 about learning, not only everything you can learn in this 2487 02:07:21.159 --> 02:07:24.600 life and in these three dimensions, but maybe even dimensions beyond. 2488 02:07:24.800 --> 02:07:27.840 Wonderfully put, everything begins with the thought. 2489 02:07:28.319 --> 02:07:31.760 Indeed it does, and thoughts and bodies and words are 2490 02:07:31.840 --> 02:07:32.600 nothing but energy. 2491 02:07:33.199 --> 02:07:35.840 But I reckon, Josh, I really appreciate you coming on 2492 02:07:36.039 --> 02:07:38.199 sharing that. You have certainly opened up a lot of 2493 02:07:38.319 --> 02:07:42.319 eyes for our listeners tonight. This is my pleasure food 2494 02:07:42.399 --> 02:07:42.880 for thought. 2495 02:07:43.359 --> 02:07:47.000 It's getting very strange, a very strange apple, a very 2496 02:07:47.039 --> 02:07:49.279 strange fruit. I'm taking the bite, and I hope other 2497 02:07:49.399 --> 02:07:51.279 people are enjoying the ride as much as I am. 2498 02:07:51.640 --> 02:07:54.359 Do keep in contact all right, and we will speak soon. 2499 02:07:54.399 --> 02:07:56.840 It has been wonderful and fascinating meeting you tonight. 2500 02:07:57.279 --> 02:07:59.640 The pleasure has been amine Nick. Thanks very much. I'll 2501 02:07:59.640 --> 02:08:00.399 definitely keep in. 2502 02:08:00.439 --> 02:08:04.560 Touch, definitely do okay, take care for now. Well that 2503 02:08:04.760 --> 02:08:07.880 is all for tonight. Keep updated and connected with a 2504 02:08:07.960 --> 02:08:11.159 show on x, Facebook and Instagram, and if you have 2505 02:08:11.199 --> 02:08:13.720 an encounter that you'd like to share on the podcast, 2506 02:08:14.039 --> 02:08:18.359 you can email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com, 2507 02:08:18.760 --> 02:08:20.920 or you can reach out to me via the contact 2508 02:08:21.000 --> 02:08:25.560 page on my website, UFO Chronicles podcast dot com. A 2509 02:08:25.680 --> 02:08:28.560 big thank you to Josh for sharing tonight, and thank 2510 02:08:28.640 --> 02:08:31.680 you all for listening. I will be back next week. 2511 02:08:32.079 --> 02:08:36.319 Till then, stay safe and keep watching the skies. Goodbye 2512 02:09:20.199 --> 02:09:20.239 to