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<v Speaker 1>The weird thing happened in.

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<v Speaker 2>Weird weird Okay.

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<v Speaker 3>So the day after the eclipse, I was here working

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<v Speaker 3>on the house and Dad was like, son, I had

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<v Speaker 3>a dream last night and it was so vivid. I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, oh, cool, tell me about it. And he said, well,

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<v Speaker 3>I dreamed that there were these seven Sons on the

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<v Speaker 3>horizon and they were slowly setting, just descending beneath the horizon,

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<v Speaker 3>and then they were gone, and then one big, massive

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<v Speaker 3>sun started descending above the horizon, and he said it

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<v Speaker 3>came to him that the seven Sons were like the

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<v Speaker 3>old powers of darkness going away, and that the ones

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<v Speaker 3>on was the Lady God, the new rain returning, and

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<v Speaker 3>that we were entering the shift into the Age of

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<v Speaker 3>Aquarius with the with the eclipse.

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, whoa damn okay, And.

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<v Speaker 3>Ever since Dad's been like, we're we shifted. It was

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<v Speaker 3>the eclipse. We're in the age of Aquarius. So I've

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<v Speaker 3>been like, yes, sir, like you know, i'd take his

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<v Speaker 3>dreams seriously. But yeah, Emily didn't know that. It's it's

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<v Speaker 3>just kind of hard for us to communicate all the

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<v Speaker 3>time when Dad lives in Fayetteville and then we live

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<v Speaker 3>here in Wilmington, and then Emily lives in Florida and

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<v Speaker 3>Jeremy lives in Greenville, so yeah, and obviously Junior's at Fayeville.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, Emily just heard that last night.

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<v Speaker 5>I heard that last night because we were watching Labyrinth Labyrinth,

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<v Speaker 5>which is one of my fairy favorite movies of all time.

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<v Speaker 5>Ryan would never watch it with me growing up.

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<v Speaker 4>I just saw it for the first time like this year.

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<v Speaker 4>Would you think it was awesome?

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<v Speaker 2>It was wild?

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<v Speaker 4>That was really cool because well, remember we watched Never

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<v Speaker 4>Any Story for the first time like last year or

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<v Speaker 4>the year before something like that, and I fell in

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<v Speaker 4>love with da Yeah, and Labyrinth seemed like a similar.

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<v Speaker 3>I've got a whole list of like those kinds of

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<v Speaker 3>movies that have been like recommended to me, like Legend,

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<v Speaker 3>h Dragon Slayer, a.

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<v Speaker 4>Few like dark fantasy movies.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, The Sword and the Sorcerer.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh, my, Labyrinth, Labyrinth. I've seen it more times than

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<v Speaker 5>I could ever try to count. It was one of

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<v Speaker 5>my comfort movies when all the UFO stuff was happening.

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<v Speaker 5>I watched it like every day.

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<v Speaker 4>There was like a fifty to fifty chance that I

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<v Speaker 4>could hear Labyrinth coming out of your bedroom. No, that's

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<v Speaker 4>like not an exaggerate. Always it was either Ocarina of

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<v Speaker 4>Time Sounds or Labyrinth or Yeah or Halo. Yeah that's funny.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, no, you ever played Labyrinth so much? I know

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<v Speaker 5>all the words. But Ryan finally watched it.

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<v Speaker 2>With me, and uh, I told you the dream?

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<v Speaker 5>You told me the dream, and I was like, wait

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<v Speaker 5>what I had? I've been, you know, for the past

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<v Speaker 5>few weeks, I've been trying to figure out like what

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<v Speaker 5>does that mean? That that out of body that happened

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<v Speaker 5>to me? What does that mean? And now I'm like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 5>it's coming together because I don't remember and I can't

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<v Speaker 5>find it. I can't find it, but I'll just say

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<v Speaker 5>this particular part. So I'm in it looks like space, right,

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<v Speaker 5>It's like kind of bluish dark. Everything's dark. But I'm

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<v Speaker 5>on this platform and this platform looks very like eighties

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<v Speaker 5>like nineties like platform with like the grid.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh oh yeah, yeah, like just an old skill.

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<v Speaker 5>Like a tron grid. But I'm in space and I'm

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<v Speaker 5>on just this platform, and I'm looking at myself and

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<v Speaker 5>I'm just looking up and then I kind of swivel

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<v Speaker 5>around and see myself and in front of me that

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<v Speaker 5>I'm looking at is a massive sun that had just

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<v Speaker 5>risen above the platform and it was right in my face,

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<v Speaker 5>and I just said and it resounded around me, but

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<v Speaker 5>it was like I said it, but also everything around

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<v Speaker 5>me said it. While I'm staring at the sun. It said,

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<v Speaker 5>I am a daughter of the Sun. And I was

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<v Speaker 5>like back in to myself looking at the sun, and

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, I'm a daughter of the Sun. I

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<v Speaker 5>don't know what that why, but I was like.

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<v Speaker 4>This happened during creation station.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, oh, and this isn't this isn't the point of

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<v Speaker 5>creation station. When we go back to the debrief, I

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<v Speaker 5>was like, yeah, mine was good. I didn't know what

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<v Speaker 5>to say, so I've just been kind of resonating on

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<v Speaker 5>or marinating on that. But I was like, I am

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<v Speaker 5>a daughter of the Sun. And then Dad's dream with

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<v Speaker 5>the new sun rising.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, do you ever see that meme of like I

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<v Speaker 3>think it's like Matthew McConaughey when he's like smoking a cigarette,

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<v Speaker 3>he looks really stressed out. He's like a thousand years stare. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>that's how I was at the first debrief. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>after I left my body for the first time.

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<v Speaker 4>It was really cool.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh yeah, it's kind of crazy. Yeah, so that's casual.

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<v Speaker 4>You just found out about the dream last night? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>wow wow.

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<v Speaker 5>And something about the platform at the end of Labyrinth.

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<v Speaker 5>It doesn't look like that, but something about that felt

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<v Speaker 5>which synchronistic at the end where she's like you have no.

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<v Speaker 3>Power all right and they're kind of like in space.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it just felt the vibe.

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<v Speaker 2>That was a wild movie. Yeah, it was cool.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Didn't they recently like remake it or make some new

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<v Speaker 4>game or something.

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<v Speaker 5>I think that was Like, is the original.

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<v Speaker 4>One called Labyrinth Dark Crystal or those two different things?

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<v Speaker 3>Two different movies. Okay, Dark Crystal is another one I've

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<v Speaker 3>never seen that we're supposed to watch.

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<v Speaker 5>I've seen it.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought it'd be cool.

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<v Speaker 3>I had the idea last night, like what if we

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<v Speaker 3>love to do like a dark fantasy episode.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah sick.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, like we've done a cosmic horror, we could

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<v Speaker 3>do like a dark fantasy episode.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'd love that. I haven't seen enough dark fantasy movies.

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<v Speaker 3>Though, so see that's that's the objective homework. Yeah, you

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<v Speaker 3>gotta watch more dark fantasy movies. Yeah, only dude, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>can you what Eldon Ring consumed so much in mediums.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you give me, like an example of a movie

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<v Speaker 2>that I may have seen that would fall into that,

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<v Speaker 2>that you may have seen.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a stretch, is of the rings dark fantasy, fantasy fantasy?

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<v Speaker 3>But he hasn't seen them.

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<v Speaker 2>I know I've seen a little bit of them, can't

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<v Speaker 2>I will give you that.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, man, because dark fantasy was like really

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<v Speaker 3>really popular in the eighties, and I feel like.

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<v Speaker 4>Dark fantasy is specifically the eighties movies with the practical

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<v Speaker 4>effects and the puppets.

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<v Speaker 2>And just the vibe.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, like Cauldron. Did you watch Never Ending Story when

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<v Speaker 4>we did? Okay, that would that's definitely dark fantasy for sure.

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<v Speaker 3>The Dark Crystal obviously, which I have yet to see.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I haven't seen.

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<v Speaker 3>Legend is supposed to be. Oh there's another one.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Willow, never seen it. They're all good Willow.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been saying that for years. Y'all watched Willow.

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<v Speaker 5>I love Willow.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah it's a lucasfilm.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I know that.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And apparently Labyrinth was and Dark Crystal.

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<v Speaker 5>Labyrinth is probably the silliest of all of those.

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<v Speaker 2>It is very silly, yeah, but but it was dark though. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>it had its moments.

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<v Speaker 3>There was There was at one point when she fell

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<v Speaker 3>down into this horrific hell hole and was in this

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<v Speaker 3>like bacchanalia party where they all had these like Rothschild

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<v Speaker 3>style masks and they were all just like taunting her.

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<v Speaker 2>It was.

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<v Speaker 3>It had some very dark, like subtle undertones, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I loved it.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it was.

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<v Speaker 3>We had a good time anyway. I don't think you've

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<v Speaker 3>seen a dark fantasy, Alex, but.

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<v Speaker 4>It's a very it's it's sick. I would say it's

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<v Speaker 4>a niche kind of Oh yeah, very hyper specific genre berserk. Probably,

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<v Speaker 4>it's definitely a dark fantasy. I got dark fantasy anime.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's like the dark fantasy anime.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I would, I would say, so new obsession much

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<v Speaker 6>what dark fantasy? Oh okay, yes, I was just letting

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<v Speaker 6>you know. Thanks, I'm out of the Kaiju phase for

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<v Speaker 6>the moment. Now now I'm on dark fantasy. Okay, Hey,

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<v Speaker 6>I don't sorry, No, you're good. You just take the wheel.

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<v Speaker 1>I was.

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<v Speaker 5>Trying to remember what I was gonna say, but I

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<v Speaker 5>I wanted to add something about synchronicities with uh the

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<v Speaker 5>Arthur stuff. I haven't actually gotten yet to listen to

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<v Speaker 5>y'all Arthur episode. But I was listening to Merlin and

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<v Speaker 5>uh so, okay, Bletsoe Castle, y'all talked about that a

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<v Speaker 5>little bit, right, Oh this is weird. Did y'all talk

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<v Speaker 5>about that yet?

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<v Speaker 1>Not?

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't think so why I wanted to bring it up? Okay?

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<v Speaker 5>So Ryan was talking about how King Henry the seventh

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<v Speaker 5>of England, the first Tutor King, was famously known for

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<v Speaker 5>trying to trace his roots back to King Arthur. Well,

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<v Speaker 5>King Henry the seventh, mother Lady Margaret was born, Yes,

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<v Speaker 5>Beaufort was born at Bloodsoe Castle. That's her family. Wowy,

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<v Speaker 5>And we have connection to Blotsoe Castle. You can't say

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<v Speaker 5>one hundred.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, the first guy that came to America from England,

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<v Speaker 3>the first Bloodsoe in America, he was the owner of.

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<v Speaker 5>And that's from our roots is Bledsoe. It's with a

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<v Speaker 5>t Bledsoe. And I thought about this the other day

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<v Speaker 5>because Dad sent me a thing that Bloodsoe Castle was

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<v Speaker 5>for sale, and I I was panicking, like, oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 5>how am I going to acquire my ancestral home? Millions

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<v Speaker 5>and three point two million pounds.

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<v Speaker 1>Each?

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<v Speaker 2>More than that, there's thirteen million dollar houses. I know, like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>one house, fourth third. We should talk to some of

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<v Speaker 2>our friends and see if they'll help me on the

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<v Speaker 2>bridge loan.

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<v Speaker 4>What is million pounds?

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<v Speaker 2>Literally six million dollars? ISHU, but this is literally it's

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<v Speaker 2>just outside my budget.

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<v Speaker 5>A castle built in the thirteen hundreds, I've got it

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<v Speaker 5>pulled up and listen, listen to this. This is another parallel. So,

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<v Speaker 5>King Henry the seventh was really into King Arthur. We're Bledsoe.

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<v Speaker 5>His mom was born at Bletsoe Castle. Her dad was

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<v Speaker 5>the duke that owned Bletsoe Castle. She was very famous.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm very into Tudor history. I love history. I have, yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 5>I have so many books and watch all the shows

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<v Speaker 5>and movies about like royalty and especially like the Tudor

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<v Speaker 5>line and literally that era. Okay. And so his mother

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<v Speaker 5>was very famous for being like extremely religious, like she

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<v Speaker 5>was very devout and like and is portrayed in like

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<v Speaker 5>pop culture as being like her faith in God was

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<v Speaker 5>so strong that she's the reason he was put on

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<v Speaker 5>the throne, because there was like the battle of the

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<v Speaker 5>Roses to see who would be placed on the throne,

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<v Speaker 5>and it was like her the mother's her faith faith

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<v Speaker 5>is what won and everything worked and he became the king.

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<v Speaker 5>And that's just like really interesting because I don't know,

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<v Speaker 5>if I'm related to her, but you know, the connection

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<v Speaker 5>because King Henry the Eighth is the one who brought Protestantism.

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't mean go.

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<v Speaker 5>It was like that he was like a baby.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, which is really cool. And then I had a

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<v Speaker 5>it's related somehow to my Monroe stuff. I don't know

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<v Speaker 5>I kept getting this thing pop up, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 5>what is this. There's this castle in Slovenia called bled.

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<v Speaker 2>Castle, bled bledled Blood Island, right, Well, there's a town

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<v Speaker 5>A castle called Blood Castle overlooking the lake, and in

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<v Speaker 5>the center of the lake is the Church of Blood,

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<v Speaker 5>which is the ascension of Mary Church, which is like

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<v Speaker 5>about the Mother And a lot of bledsoes come from

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<v Speaker 5>Blood Castle too in Slovenia. And so I'm like, what's

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<v Speaker 2>It looks like what I saw.

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<v Speaker 5>It looks like what he saw when he was at Monroe.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, because I didn't really talk about this on our

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<v Speaker 3>Monroe episodes, there's a lot in here I didn't want

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<v Speaker 3>to talk about. But I'm gonna I'm gonna try to

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<v Speaker 3>find this. But at one point, when I was out

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<v Speaker 3>of body eyes, I had to ask my higher self

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<v Speaker 3>like where did this begin for me? And I saw

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<v Speaker 3>myself on a castle over the water, and the word

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<v Speaker 3>popped into my mind Merlin's Tower, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what the fuck this means, but it

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<v Speaker 2>looked exactly like the castle over the water.

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<v Speaker 4>Literally, I want to see can you pull it up, Alex,

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<v Speaker 4>I want to see what it looks like.

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<v Speaker 5>But it's so beautiful. It looks like a fairy tale.

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<v Speaker 5>Blood is just this castle. It's now a museum. It

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<v Speaker 5>was built in the eleven hundreds or the like one thousand,

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<v Speaker 5>and it's overlooking the gorgeous lake with the Ascension of

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<v Speaker 5>Mary Church in the middle. And so I'm like, okay, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>The church is beautiful too.

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<v Speaker 4>Sometimes Ascension of Mary Church. I need to know more

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<v Speaker 4>of it.

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<v Speaker 5>I think that's what can you look up if that's

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<v Speaker 5>exactly what it's called, But it's something like not ascension

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<v Speaker 5>of Mary the I'm sorry, what is it? It'll come

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<v Speaker 5>to me, But.

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<v Speaker 4>That's crazy. The ascension of Mary thing obviously makes me

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<v Speaker 4>think of like the Da Vinci Code, you know, you

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<v Speaker 4>know how.

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<v Speaker 5>That Jack is reading right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh really, yes, Assumption of Mary, assumption, assumption of Maria Church.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, sorry, Maria Church.

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<v Speaker 2>The tickets are only thirteen dollars and nineteen cents. Oh

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<v Speaker 2>I found it Field trip, Yeah, for forty two sixty

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<v Speaker 2>bled Slovenia.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, what I've seen too is that people that came,

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<v Speaker 5>I'm might be totally wrong. People came from there and

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<v Speaker 5>went to England, and then a lot of the Bloodsoe's

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<v Speaker 5>have come to me.

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<v Speaker 3>I found the so Actually the owner of the castle

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<v Speaker 3>in the sixteen hundreds was William Bledsoe, and then George Bledsoe,

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<v Speaker 3>the first ever one to come to America, and where

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<v Speaker 3>we all descend from, is believed to be either the

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<v Speaker 3>son or the nephew of William Bledsoe. Just to be clear,

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<v Speaker 3>blood Castle or Blodsok, yeah, which.

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<v Speaker 2>One in England? And blood to Tea.

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<v Speaker 3>But I found my thing in the in the Monorda

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<v Speaker 3>experience I had. This was a I believe it was

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<v Speaker 3>a Focus fifteen and it was just an exercise.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh.

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<v Speaker 3>I set the intention to visit my wife because I

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<v Speaker 3>asked Ignacio. They were like, you can go out of

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<v Speaker 3>body and it's a free flow. You can go where

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe setting attention to see somebody and see what they're doing.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was like, in Nasio, what do I do?

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<v Speaker 3>He's like, go check on your wife. I was like okay,

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<v Speaker 3>and I had the intention to check on her. I

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<v Speaker 3>did see her. I saw her painting in the bathroom,

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<v Speaker 3>which I knew she was going to be. But I

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<v Speaker 3>saw her painting in there, and I saw her like

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<v Speaker 3>painting up on the ceiling by the shower.

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<v Speaker 2>And she did.

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<v Speaker 3>But then a part of me is like, well, I

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<v Speaker 3>I was just imagining it. I tried not to think

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<v Speaker 3>too hard about that, but I felt tingles in my body,

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<v Speaker 3>as if I was actually rising and falling. I said,

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<v Speaker 3>I set an attention to see my wife, but instead

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<v Speaker 3>I went through a portal into a nonsensical world that

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<v Speaker 3>looked like abstract cartoons. Oh, this was focus twelve. The

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<v Speaker 3>first time I left my body and then I kept

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<v Speaker 3>it showed me that, you know, just by staying on

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<v Speaker 3>the path about reaching my potential. And then I saw Egypt.

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<v Speaker 3>I said, where do I begin? I saw Egypt. Then

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<v Speaker 3>I saw a castle on a cliff over the ocean.

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<v Speaker 3>I heard Merlin's Temple. Then I felt like I was

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<v Speaker 3>one with the stars in the night sky. My main

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<v Speaker 3>affirmation was to see without fear. This was a much

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<v Speaker 3>more gentle experience. I saw a glowing magical eye that

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<v Speaker 3>felt like my inner eye. Also, I heard forget what

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<v Speaker 3>you know? So I was a little freak when you

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<v Speaker 3>sent me there.

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<v Speaker 5>The Blood Castle yeah. Wow, yeah, no, I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 5>to figure out how we can purchase I don't know

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<v Speaker 5>if it's been purchased, but we can so castle. It

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<v Speaker 5>has a moat.

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<v Speaker 4>We don't have good enough.

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<v Speaker 2>It has a moat, it has a tennis court, it's

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<v Speaker 2>got beautiful equestrian sports, horseback riding.

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<v Speaker 3>It was renovated in the sixteen hundreds.

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<v Speaker 5>It's a beautiful thirty minute train ride to London.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I saw it must have been price reduced. I

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<v Speaker 2>saw two point seven million.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh, we're we're getting it.

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<v Speaker 6>Get it.

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<v Speaker 2>The coziest castle you'll ever find, with paddock, ancient moats,

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<v Speaker 2>tennis courts, and a billiard room. Listen, if I had

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<v Speaker 2>infinite money, I would buy it, would actually buy it.

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<v Speaker 5>I would buy it. I had that I would live there. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>it's it's like technically a castle, but it just looks

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<v Speaker 5>like a really big cottage.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like a manner.

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<v Speaker 5>I want to show me that one technically a castle?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, dude, I mean whatever, you have to pay the

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<v Speaker 2>people to mow the grass like this, just get.

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<v Speaker 3>A get a couple of them.

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<v Speaker 4>That's a lot of grass.

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<v Speaker 3>Get a horse drawn mower. Yeah, that's true.

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<v Speaker 4>That takes all day to cut that grass. Just get

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<v Speaker 4>my brother to do.

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<v Speaker 3>Have you guys seen the like robot mowers now, yes,

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<v Speaker 3>they're pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I was driving down the road the other day Carolina

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<v Speaker 3>Beach or you know, weeks ago, and I saw this

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<v Speaker 3>little robot just cutting the grass on the highway.

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<v Speaker 2>What the hell?

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<v Speaker 4>They have them where they're like they're like roombas where

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<v Speaker 4>they know themselves. But they also make remote control ones.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh that's you just sit on your porch.

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<v Speaker 3>That's cool, But I feel like I'd rather be driving

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<v Speaker 3>the thing, you know, like at least I'm like pretending

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<v Speaker 3>to play Mario Karts.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you seen the guys who have the podcast where

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<v Speaker 2>they play in a sandbox with uh with remote control

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<v Speaker 2>like excavators and thumb trucks.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I would actually.

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<v Speaker 3>Probably enjoy watching that for a little bit, dude.

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<v Speaker 4>Kind of a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>No, they just kind of not along out, but and

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<v Speaker 2>it's funny. They're they're objective is to use the excavator.

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<v Speaker 2>They have a little pond that's full of ice and beers,

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<v Speaker 2>and they pick him up with the excavator, put them

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<v Speaker 2>in the truck and then drive them to each other.

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<v Speaker 3>Wheels and excavators. Don't know what it's called wheels and excavators, but.

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<v Speaker 2>I keep seeing it, so yeah, I kind of Well,

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<v Speaker 2>the point is I want one of those remote control excavators.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, maybe your birthday is soon, so don't go getting

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<v Speaker 3>any ideas.

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<v Speaker 4>You're either going to get a remote control excavator or

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<v Speaker 4>you're going to get a castle in England.

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<v Speaker 2>Dude, you know what else?

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<v Speaker 1>I want?

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<v Speaker 2>Just to make this about me, I want, I want

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<v Speaker 2>the the flute that is tuned to like four hundred

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<v Speaker 2>and thirty two herds that it's not his brother, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think, but yeah it's no, it's not man. They

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<v Speaker 2>mock him, but like he's right. Oh yeah, no I want.

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<v Speaker 2>I looked him up.

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<v Speaker 5>I found the website you tuning a guitar or some drum.

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<v Speaker 2>See, I just have problems playing instruments. But then I

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<v Speaker 2>find one. Yeah, I have a single bowl. The dog

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<v Speaker 2>freaks out. Really, it's the demons in her. It's purging.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, don't talk about Juno about my daughter.

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<v Speaker 2>She's an angel, will be hitting on liking thropes.

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<v Speaker 4>She's a precious little angel. She's not a liking throat

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<v Speaker 4>and she's not possessed by devils, dude, she's chill. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I want one of those flutes. I want to do

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<v Speaker 2>the same thing. I want to go up on my

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<v Speaker 2>balcony at night and play it and have it echo

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<v Speaker 2>through the marina and people be like, where is that

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<v Speaker 2>coming from.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm hypnotized.

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<v Speaker 3>It'll heal the fish. Yeah, it'll make the sharks happen.

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<v Speaker 3>It'll be like less aggressive. Yeah, because there's sharks out

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<v Speaker 3>in his backyard there.

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<v Speaker 4>Are you ever see them? Yeah? My neighbor caught one.

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<v Speaker 4>What kind of sharks?

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<v Speaker 2>Like a five foot Atlantic? I think atlantic sharp nose,

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<v Speaker 2>like the ones from streets, A sharp teeth. No, their

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<v Speaker 2>teeth are pretty I've caught one, but it was like

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<v Speaker 2>two feet out there, right out in front of my house.

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<v Speaker 4>Really, m m. Do you do you still go fishing

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<v Speaker 4>out there?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Sometimes I'm trying to do that.

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<v Speaker 3>I really would like if like the three of us

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<v Speaker 3>would get together and like go out on the boat sometime,

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<v Speaker 3>just like before summer ends, you know, before we lose

428
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<v Speaker 3>track of it and it's too late. Don't worry, man,

429
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<v Speaker 3>because we're about to be in local summer. Dude, I

430
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<v Speaker 3>have not had a summer. I've been working on house

431
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<v Speaker 3>and then traveling for a month, and I've been in

432
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<v Speaker 3>America for two weeks now, and I'm like, I literally

433
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<v Speaker 3>have not had a summer. I haven't swim, I haven't

434
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<v Speaker 3>None of us are about to.

435
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<v Speaker 2>Be in local summer. It's Nick's first local summer.

436
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<v Speaker 4>And it's been a great first summer.

437
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

438
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I've done it. I've done a lot of beaching.

439
00:21:42.079 --> 00:21:45.119
<v Speaker 4>I've done a lot of swimming. A lot I haven't.

440
00:21:45.200 --> 00:21:46.279
<v Speaker 4>It's been that's the light.

441
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<v Speaker 3>It's not fair when you wait all year to be

442
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<v Speaker 3>able to swim and then you're like so busy you

443
00:21:52.559 --> 00:21:54.240
<v Speaker 3>don't get the chance to it. It's like I have

444
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<v Speaker 3>to wait another year.

445
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<v Speaker 2>I need.

446
00:21:56.759 --> 00:21:59.319
<v Speaker 3>I tried to swim yesterday or want to.

447
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<v Speaker 5>That's true.

448
00:22:00.839 --> 00:22:03.319
<v Speaker 2>Suit, you're three hundred dollars away from swimming all year,

449
00:22:05.240 --> 00:22:11.440
<v Speaker 2>that's true. You know, my birthday did just pass. That's

450
00:22:11.480 --> 00:22:14.599
<v Speaker 2>one of those, you know, personal purchases. I think you

451
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<v Speaker 2>have to make sure it's right. Yeah, well, why don't

452
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<v Speaker 2>you go get your own fucking excavator. Oh my god,

453
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<v Speaker 2>all right, let's get back on track.

454
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<v Speaker 8>Alan, Oh, just right through the whole that got me Okay,

455
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<v Speaker 8>I was in teached.

456
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<v Speaker 5>I think the funniest part was I could see it.

457
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<v Speaker 5>I don't watch when I listen, I just listen. I

458
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<v Speaker 5>could see the look on Christini's face.

459
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<v Speaker 4>The smirk.

460
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<v Speaker 2>It's the smirk, this thing he goes, we love you Alan,

461
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<v Speaker 2>he does.

462
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<v Speaker 4>That's smirk.

463
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<v Speaker 3>Every time I ta Alex for whatever reason in the discord,

464
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<v Speaker 3>Like if someone makes a comment and like, you know,

465
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<v Speaker 3>I want one of y'all to see it or something.

466
00:23:06.519 --> 00:23:08.920
<v Speaker 3>Sometimes I'll tag Yellen that comment if it relates to y'all.

467
00:23:09.039 --> 00:23:10.680
<v Speaker 3>And there's been two or three times now that I'll

468
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<v Speaker 3>tag Alex or not. Like I'll say the word Alex

469
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<v Speaker 3>and I'll get corrected by the people in the discord.

470
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<v Speaker 3>I have not once since that episode been able to

471
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<v Speaker 3>reference Alex or comment his name without being corrected.

472
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<v Speaker 2>To say, and just.

473
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<v Speaker 4>For a message to the people in our discord and

474
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<v Speaker 4>in our comments, don't stop.

475
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I've been on a YouTube episode recently. I get

476
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<v Speaker 2>scared every time I go in there. Now, where the discord?

477
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<v Speaker 2>Are they making you uncomfortable? No, I just know it's coming.

478
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you need to just embrace it.

479
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<v Speaker 2>Hey, but Alex Dair's out and well. Turning of the

480
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<v Speaker 2>time Alan is a little bit softer. Well, see that's

481
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<v Speaker 2>the problem.

482
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<v Speaker 4>I don't like it. Would you rather be Alex Stir

483
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<v Speaker 4>or Alan.

484
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<v Speaker 2>Probably Alex Stair? Oh okay, Oh, all of a sudden,

485
00:24:02.079 --> 00:24:04.200
<v Speaker 2>you're cool with it. Yeah, you know, it's just giving

486
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<v Speaker 2>a choice because I just think. I think about Michael

487
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<v Speaker 2>Sarah in the Barbie movie and I'm like, I don't

488
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<v Speaker 2>want to be.

489
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<v Speaker 4>That, oh with his character's name Alice.

490
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<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean what about like you know it? And

491
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<v Speaker 2>I bet you no one thought about it until I

492
00:24:16.839 --> 00:24:18.440
<v Speaker 2>brought it up to No, I did think about it.

493
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<v Speaker 3>Okay, now I'm thinking about it more like I'm confirmed

494
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<v Speaker 3>now whatever.

495
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<v Speaker 2>Whatever I've been called worse, we love you, Alan, I

496
00:24:28.000 --> 00:24:31.359
<v Speaker 2>love me too. You've also been called much better.

497
00:24:31.880 --> 00:24:33.119
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. I've been called a lot.

498
00:24:33.279 --> 00:24:35.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I've ever been called late for dinner. Many are called,

499
00:24:35.880 --> 00:24:36.640
<v Speaker 3>but few are chosen.

500
00:24:36.680 --> 00:24:41.480
<v Speaker 4>Though I get here?

501
00:24:41.680 --> 00:24:42.440
<v Speaker 5>Where we go?

502
00:24:42.519 --> 00:24:43.240
<v Speaker 4>How did we don't know?

503
00:24:43.319 --> 00:24:44.920
<v Speaker 2>We started talking about let's of castle on this.

504
00:24:45.119 --> 00:24:48.000
<v Speaker 5>I've been trying to figure out something to share from

505
00:24:48.039 --> 00:24:52.240
<v Speaker 5>my book here and it is nonsense. Well it's all nonsense.

506
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<v Speaker 2>Let's let's give it a shot.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, are you sure? Listen? Okay? A river vast and strong,

508
00:25:07.359 --> 00:25:12.079
<v Speaker 5>from source, all flowing in my favor, glowing different perspective platform.

509
00:25:12.200 --> 00:25:15.440
<v Speaker 5>I am a daughter of the sun, Creation coming to me,

510
00:25:15.599 --> 00:25:18.720
<v Speaker 5>friends with the bird and animals and a whales clow

511
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<v Speaker 5>the forest, the watch the joy.

512
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<v Speaker 2>That's literally sound like poetry. Yeah, it really did.

513
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<v Speaker 5>Oh my God, Like literally, I don't know what to

514
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<v Speaker 5>pick out of here.

515
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<v Speaker 4>That's what it's all like, the watch the Joy.

516
00:25:36.599 --> 00:25:39.160
<v Speaker 5>There is no greater act than remembering and becoming aware

517
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<v Speaker 5>of who you really are.

518
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<v Speaker 4>Oh but here's the thing. I bet you reading this

519
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<v Speaker 4>stuff back, you remember.

520
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<v Speaker 5>The feeling of it.

521
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<v Speaker 4>Yes, so it only makes sense to you.

522
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<v Speaker 5>The bird, the whales, glowing, being the forest, to watch

523
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<v Speaker 5>the joy.

524
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<v Speaker 2>When you wake up at the morning dream down.

525
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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, well what I love is from source, all flowing

526
00:26:01.799 --> 00:26:05.119
<v Speaker 5>in my favor, glowing different perspectives.

527
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<v Speaker 3>The problem, too, is like a lot of the stuff

528
00:26:08.079 --> 00:26:11.519
<v Speaker 3>that you're experiencing is visual. You know, you're seeing things.

529
00:26:11.599 --> 00:26:15.440
<v Speaker 3>You might be seeing symbolism or seeing flashes of memories, images, whatever.

530
00:26:15.680 --> 00:26:17.759
<v Speaker 3>So then when you write it out it can be

531
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<v Speaker 3>like to someone else reading it, it's like.

532
00:26:20.039 --> 00:26:22.240
<v Speaker 4>It's like it's like trying to describe to somebody what

533
00:26:22.319 --> 00:26:25.200
<v Speaker 4>being on mushrooms is like or DMP or acid or

534
00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:26.359
<v Speaker 4>something like that, or.

535
00:26:26.319 --> 00:26:30.119
<v Speaker 3>A movie that you saw that's literally this visual experience. Yeah,

536
00:26:30.680 --> 00:26:31.599
<v Speaker 3>it's hard to translate.

537
00:26:31.720 --> 00:26:35.160
<v Speaker 4>But the stuff that happens even in like these like

538
00:26:35.440 --> 00:26:39.359
<v Speaker 4>deeply meditating, it's like, okay, imagine getting into a super

539
00:26:39.400 --> 00:26:42.480
<v Speaker 4>deep level of meditation or even out of body or whatever,

540
00:26:42.559 --> 00:26:45.240
<v Speaker 4>and trying to describe that to somebody, Yeah, is like

541
00:26:46.440 --> 00:26:51.039
<v Speaker 4>phishing for the words. Right. It's a deeply personal thing, right,

542
00:26:51.079 --> 00:26:53.039
<v Speaker 4>Like it's hard to convey that stuff.

543
00:26:53.119 --> 00:26:56.079
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it's so personal. And it's like you at some

544
00:26:56.200 --> 00:26:58.839
<v Speaker 5>point you're aware of your body, but you're not in it,

545
00:26:58.880 --> 00:27:01.599
<v Speaker 5>and you can feel it, but you're not in it somehow,

546
00:27:01.680 --> 00:27:04.359
<v Speaker 5>and then and then you're like, okay, well i'm gonna

547
00:27:04.400 --> 00:27:06.839
<v Speaker 5>quit paying attention to you now. And then you're experiencing

548
00:27:06.880 --> 00:27:09.480
<v Speaker 5>all this stuff and then something jolts you and your

549
00:27:09.519 --> 00:27:11.799
<v Speaker 5>body shifts and you're like, okay, I'm back in it.

550
00:27:12.160 --> 00:27:14.920
<v Speaker 5>I'm back here. And that's something that happened to me

551
00:27:15.000 --> 00:27:17.799
<v Speaker 5>that I kind of shared. I was like, my knees,

552
00:27:18.000 --> 00:27:20.400
<v Speaker 5>it was like my knees jumped up and buckled. It

553
00:27:20.440 --> 00:27:22.559
<v Speaker 5>was like okay, well I'm back. And that happened to

554
00:27:22.640 --> 00:27:23.319
<v Speaker 5>someone else I.

555
00:27:23.279 --> 00:27:25.519
<v Speaker 2>Think in the group too, but the creation station.

556
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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, OK, to maybe one or two other people something

557
00:27:27.920 --> 00:27:30.319
<v Speaker 5>like that, But that's not like the intention there, So

558
00:27:30.359 --> 00:27:34.119
<v Speaker 5>that was a byproduct. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And I will

559
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<v Speaker 5>say like this in particular my overall experience, like I

560
00:27:38.160 --> 00:27:40.880
<v Speaker 5>had a lot of visual stuff, a lot of that

561
00:27:40.960 --> 00:27:46.079
<v Speaker 5>kind of stuff, but the main takeaway for me was

562
00:27:46.160 --> 00:27:51.039
<v Speaker 5>the perspective shift. And that could literally mean It could

563
00:27:51.039 --> 00:27:54.319
<v Speaker 5>mean different things, but it could literally mean like I said,

564
00:27:54.359 --> 00:27:57.160
<v Speaker 5>when I was like on that platform, I wasn't just

565
00:27:57.279 --> 00:27:59.400
<v Speaker 5>looking at the sun. I was also looking at myself

566
00:27:59.440 --> 00:28:02.119
<v Speaker 5>from different looking at the sun, and I was able

567
00:28:02.160 --> 00:28:06.559
<v Speaker 5>to view myself in any way I wanted. Yeah, I

568
00:28:06.599 --> 00:28:09.400
<v Speaker 5>had to become the sun and look at myself as

569
00:28:09.480 --> 00:28:14.519
<v Speaker 5>the sun, like it's it's tapping into consciousness from any.

570
00:28:13.759 --> 00:28:17.839
<v Speaker 4>Perspective, collective consciousness, like it's all connected, like you could

571
00:28:17.920 --> 00:28:20.240
<v Speaker 4>you could in theory view it from any perspective because

572
00:28:20.279 --> 00:28:21.400
<v Speaker 4>like you are everything.

573
00:28:22.039 --> 00:28:24.640
<v Speaker 3>I had moments like sat at the Gateway experience where

574
00:28:24.680 --> 00:28:27.440
<v Speaker 3>I was like seeing orbs from the perspective of being

575
00:28:27.519 --> 00:28:30.839
<v Speaker 3>the orb right, you know, right. I would see myself

576
00:28:30.920 --> 00:28:34.039
<v Speaker 3>sometimes like from behind me or above me, not like

577
00:28:34.119 --> 00:28:36.559
<v Speaker 3>live like I'm walking around, Oh, like that's a raven.

578
00:28:36.599 --> 00:28:38.759
<v Speaker 2>But I mean like in meditations, you know.

579
00:28:39.200 --> 00:28:43.799
<v Speaker 3>But there were a few times like, uh, it was

580
00:28:43.839 --> 00:28:46.240
<v Speaker 3>about the fourth day in and by that point, you know,

581
00:28:46.359 --> 00:28:49.680
<v Speaker 3>you're just so I guess I could say like ungrounded,

582
00:28:49.720 --> 00:28:51.920
<v Speaker 3>because you've been leaving your body a few times and

583
00:28:51.960 --> 00:28:54.599
<v Speaker 3>all these other exercises. I was laying down to go

584
00:28:54.640 --> 00:28:58.640
<v Speaker 3>to bed one night, and I was like just laying there,

585
00:28:58.759 --> 00:29:01.440
<v Speaker 3>and all of a sudden, I was in the cafeteria,

586
00:29:01.519 --> 00:29:03.039
<v Speaker 3>like I just I felt like I was in the

587
00:29:03.039 --> 00:29:06.480
<v Speaker 3>cafeteria and I had what I felt like was a

588
00:29:06.480 --> 00:29:09.920
<v Speaker 3>cup of coffee in my hand, and I was just

589
00:29:09.960 --> 00:29:11.079
<v Speaker 3>in line, like trying.

590
00:29:10.880 --> 00:29:11.519
<v Speaker 2>To get my food.

591
00:29:11.559 --> 00:29:13.720
<v Speaker 3>And I was like, wait a minute, I haven't gone

592
00:29:13.759 --> 00:29:15.799
<v Speaker 3>to bed yet. And I kind of snapped back and

593
00:29:15.839 --> 00:29:17.599
<v Speaker 3>I was still laying in bed, and I was like,

594
00:29:17.640 --> 00:29:21.200
<v Speaker 3>what the fuck. And then the next day I got

595
00:29:21.319 --> 00:29:24.039
<v Speaker 3>up at seven am. I let the because they play

596
00:29:24.119 --> 00:29:26.079
<v Speaker 3>speakers or they have speakers in the wall and they

597
00:29:26.079 --> 00:29:29.519
<v Speaker 3>play frequencies overnight at the institute for you to like

598
00:29:29.599 --> 00:29:31.480
<v Speaker 3>have a deeper sleep. And then I think at like

599
00:29:31.480 --> 00:29:37.119
<v Speaker 3>six thirty sharp every morning, Bob Monroe's voice comes on

600
00:29:37.359 --> 00:29:39.519
<v Speaker 3>and it's like it's a great day. It's a beautiful day.

601
00:29:39.519 --> 00:29:43.480
<v Speaker 2>It gives you a little morning waking up. Yeah, it's

602
00:29:43.480 --> 00:29:44.880
<v Speaker 2>a great day, so get up and go.

603
00:29:44.960 --> 00:29:48.359
<v Speaker 3>And it's like just this really little wholesome like you know,

604
00:29:48.720 --> 00:29:50.839
<v Speaker 3>take in all the gratitude of what you have to

605
00:29:50.880 --> 00:29:53.039
<v Speaker 3>do before you. It's like this little morning exercise. But

606
00:29:53.079 --> 00:29:54.640
<v Speaker 3>I skipped it most days because you know how I

607
00:29:54.640 --> 00:29:57.440
<v Speaker 3>am a sleep But on like the last day, I

608
00:29:57.559 --> 00:30:00.759
<v Speaker 3>wanted to wake up as early as I could. Well,

609
00:30:00.799 --> 00:30:02.720
<v Speaker 3>you have the option, they tell you upfront. It's like

610
00:30:02.759 --> 00:30:03.960
<v Speaker 3>if you if you don't want it to wake you

611
00:30:04.039 --> 00:30:06.839
<v Speaker 3>up six thirty, you can turn off the speakers so

612
00:30:06.880 --> 00:30:10.559
<v Speaker 3>it's not you know, blasting at six thirtye. So I

613
00:30:10.960 --> 00:30:12.960
<v Speaker 3>had it wake me up two days. But on the

614
00:30:13.000 --> 00:30:15.200
<v Speaker 3>last day, I had that wake me up at seven am.

615
00:30:15.279 --> 00:30:17.039
<v Speaker 3>I jumped up, I made my cup of coffee, and

616
00:30:17.079 --> 00:30:18.720
<v Speaker 3>I went and I sat by the crystal because I

617
00:30:18.720 --> 00:30:20.960
<v Speaker 3>was like, this my last day. I do not want

618
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<v Speaker 3>to uh miss out on any moment of today. And

619
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<v Speaker 3>when I was sitting at the crystal, I pulled up

620
00:30:25.960 --> 00:30:27.920
<v Speaker 3>a lawn chair beside it, and I was just touching

621
00:30:27.920 --> 00:30:29.759
<v Speaker 3>it and I was just kind of like meditating, doing

622
00:30:29.759 --> 00:30:33.200
<v Speaker 3>some of the exercises, sip in my coffee, and my

623
00:30:33.359 --> 00:30:36.759
<v Speaker 3>brain started to get really fuzzy, and I felt like

624
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<v Speaker 3>I similar to when I was in bed the other

625
00:30:41.319 --> 00:30:42.880
<v Speaker 3>night and I felt like I was in the cafeteria.

626
00:30:42.960 --> 00:30:45.440
<v Speaker 3>It happened again, and I felt like I was in

627
00:30:45.759 --> 00:30:49.119
<v Speaker 3>the night before, and I got very confused, like brain fog,

628
00:30:49.880 --> 00:30:52.000
<v Speaker 3>and I was like, oh my god, like I don't

629
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<v Speaker 3>even know what time it is, and like when I

630
00:30:54.079 --> 00:30:55.720
<v Speaker 3>closed my eyes, I felt like I was in the

631
00:30:55.799 --> 00:30:56.319
<v Speaker 3>day before.

632
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<v Speaker 4>Wow.

633
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<v Speaker 2>If that adds any acted for what you were saying.

634
00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:06.200
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I feel like, Well, there was this one time

635
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<v Speaker 5>that when I this was when I was at Monroe

636
00:31:09.119 --> 00:31:13.160
<v Speaker 5>with the frequencies at night, I thought I was in

637
00:31:13.279 --> 00:31:16.640
<v Speaker 5>a sleep all night and I didn't sleep the entire night.

638
00:31:17.440 --> 00:31:19.839
<v Speaker 5>And I was like, what happened to me? Oh, you

639
00:31:19.960 --> 00:31:23.000
<v Speaker 5>thought you did, But there's mind awake body of sleep,

640
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<v Speaker 5>which is one of the states you can go into,

641
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<v Speaker 5>which is where your body's asleep, but your mind is awake.

642
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<v Speaker 5>And that was me the entire night. And I was like,

643
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<v Speaker 5>why can't I sleep?

644
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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god?

645
00:31:32.519 --> 00:31:35.039
<v Speaker 5>But I was just awake the whole time.

646
00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:37.720
<v Speaker 4>Oh whoa, but I slept. That's trippy.

647
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<v Speaker 5>It was very I was a little scared.

648
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<v Speaker 2>So do you wake up feeling rested?

649
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<v Speaker 5>I was rested.

650
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's cool. I remember what I was saying.

651
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<v Speaker 3>I know it's been a few months, but like we

652
00:31:47.839 --> 00:31:50.440
<v Speaker 3>would be staying up till three am many nights, Chris

653
00:31:50.519 --> 00:31:53.559
<v Speaker 3>Ramsey doing magic and you know, Hannah and Marco and

654
00:31:53.680 --> 00:31:57.279
<v Speaker 3>Amy and Hakem and countless others. Brad, we would be

655
00:31:57.279 --> 00:31:59.359
<v Speaker 3>hanging out and just like chopping it up till three

656
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<v Speaker 3>am and then go to bed, and we'd be like

657
00:32:01.079 --> 00:32:04.319
<v Speaker 3>groggy as fuck in the morning, eight am, breakfast, We

658
00:32:04.440 --> 00:32:07.440
<v Speaker 3>go to class at like nine, stumble into our room.

659
00:32:07.480 --> 00:32:09.319
<v Speaker 3>We'd meditate for an hour, and by ten o'clock we're

660
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<v Speaker 3>all like, I feel great, you know. And we'd be

661
00:32:12.400 --> 00:32:16.319
<v Speaker 3>meditating all day. So you're just resting all day. Yeah,

662
00:32:16.799 --> 00:32:18.960
<v Speaker 3>you guys will see when we do Creation Station, you're

663
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<v Speaker 3>gonna see.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. And I've had a little tiny bit of experience

665
00:32:22.359 --> 00:32:26.839
<v Speaker 4>with like restfulness and Theta wave, like you know with

666
00:32:26.880 --> 00:32:27.920
<v Speaker 4>the Shumann resonance.

667
00:32:28.240 --> 00:32:30.920
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they have it's a similar frequency.

668
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<v Speaker 4>They have those they have like specific ones that are

669
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<v Speaker 4>geared towards specific outcomes or whatever. And one of them

670
00:32:36.680 --> 00:32:40.359
<v Speaker 4>is like one of them is it's called like restfulness

671
00:32:40.480 --> 00:32:43.279
<v Speaker 4>or it basically it makes it to where you don't

672
00:32:43.359 --> 00:32:48.519
<v Speaker 4>need as much sleep, like you get more rest required.

673
00:32:48.759 --> 00:32:49.319
<v Speaker 4>That's what it is.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, that's exactly down.

675
00:32:52.319 --> 00:32:56.039
<v Speaker 3>They took those down off Spotify and Apple Music. Really yeah,

676
00:32:56.240 --> 00:32:59.640
<v Speaker 3>I found they were like from my library, that specific album.

677
00:32:59.519 --> 00:33:02.559
<v Speaker 5>That specific one that I used voice.

678
00:33:02.640 --> 00:33:04.799
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they removed it.

679
00:33:04.200 --> 00:33:05.319
<v Speaker 5>Reduces sleep required.

680
00:33:05.359 --> 00:33:08.759
<v Speaker 2>But that's the one I used with me too.

681
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<v Speaker 3>But if you guys might enjoy hearing this. But when

682
00:33:11.759 --> 00:33:14.039
<v Speaker 3>we do Creation Station, we're going to be using Focus

683
00:33:14.079 --> 00:33:14.920
<v Speaker 3>ten and Focused twelve.

684
00:33:15.799 --> 00:33:17.400
<v Speaker 4>Oh so we're getting thrown in.

685
00:33:17.680 --> 00:33:20.880
<v Speaker 3>Well that's the Focus ten is the first one to pression.

686
00:33:20.960 --> 00:33:21.079
<v Speaker 1>Ok.

687
00:33:21.160 --> 00:33:23.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's it's it's progressive.

688
00:33:23.240 --> 00:33:25.920
<v Speaker 3>It is, it's progressive. But again, like Creation Station is

689
00:33:26.000 --> 00:33:28.440
<v Speaker 3>unique because it has nothing to do with trying to

690
00:33:28.480 --> 00:33:32.640
<v Speaker 3>explore like leaving the body. It's specifically focused about creativity.

691
00:33:32.920 --> 00:33:33.519
<v Speaker 2>And one of the.

692
00:33:33.480 --> 00:33:37.160
<v Speaker 3>Things that I learned about these different focus states is

693
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<v Speaker 3>like you.

694
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<v Speaker 2>Can't think about it like.

695
00:33:39.599 --> 00:33:42.839
<v Speaker 3>Oh, this is Focused thirty two, so it's more powerful.

696
00:33:42.960 --> 00:33:45.240
<v Speaker 3>That's not the point. The point is they function.

697
00:33:45.279 --> 00:33:46.079
<v Speaker 2>They have different.

698
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<v Speaker 3>Functions, and something that the institute teaches is like or

699
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<v Speaker 3>at least you know, the instructors that I was with

700
00:33:51.240 --> 00:33:55.160
<v Speaker 3>there is that focus twelve is the most productive frequency,

701
00:33:56.240 --> 00:33:58.799
<v Speaker 3>and it's because it's expanded awareness. So it gets you

702
00:33:58.839 --> 00:34:01.759
<v Speaker 3>to that state of expanding awareness where you're thinking about

703
00:34:01.799 --> 00:34:04.559
<v Speaker 3>things with a more divergent style of thinking.

704
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<v Speaker 5>I use that every day to work when I'm working,

705
00:34:08.119 --> 00:34:09.039
<v Speaker 5>just like throughout my day.

706
00:34:09.119 --> 00:34:11.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you can go on twelve, right, that was Yeah,

707
00:34:11.840 --> 00:34:12.920
<v Speaker 3>intro to out of Body.

708
00:34:12.760 --> 00:34:13.440
<v Speaker 2>Was focused twelve.

709
00:34:13.760 --> 00:34:14.719
<v Speaker 5>I do that while I'm working.

710
00:34:14.760 --> 00:34:19.039
<v Speaker 2>You absolutely can. But focus twelve is amazing. You're gonna

711
00:34:19.079 --> 00:34:19.400
<v Speaker 2>love it.

712
00:34:19.400 --> 00:34:23.480
<v Speaker 3>It's it's like focus ten is again. You know this

713
00:34:23.599 --> 00:34:29.519
<v Speaker 3>is just true probably across multiple mineral programs. But focus

714
00:34:29.599 --> 00:34:33.280
<v Speaker 3>ten is I imagine that's there to introduce you to the

715
00:34:33.400 --> 00:34:37.119
<v Speaker 3>sensation of being in this deep meditative state, you know,

716
00:34:37.239 --> 00:34:41.119
<v Speaker 3>and experiencing it multiple times so that you, the participant

717
00:34:41.159 --> 00:34:44.199
<v Speaker 3>will say, Okay, I understand what this feels like. I

718
00:34:44.239 --> 00:34:46.960
<v Speaker 3>actually understand what it means to be in this state

719
00:34:47.119 --> 00:34:49.000
<v Speaker 3>because I've done it a few times now. It's not

720
00:34:49.199 --> 00:34:52.760
<v Speaker 3>me imagining something. I am actually mind awake, body of sleep.

721
00:34:53.239 --> 00:34:56.559
<v Speaker 3>Let's go further in my experience. I don't want to

722
00:34:56.559 --> 00:34:59.239
<v Speaker 3>like load what will happen to you because everybody's different.

723
00:34:59.320 --> 00:35:00.880
<v Speaker 3>Just like if I have a cup of coffee right

724
00:35:00.880 --> 00:35:02.360
<v Speaker 3>now and you have a cup of coffee right.

725
00:35:02.280 --> 00:35:03.760
<v Speaker 4>Now, it'll affect different.

726
00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:06.480
<v Speaker 3>They're just because of the hormones in our body and

727
00:35:06.519 --> 00:35:08.119
<v Speaker 3>the time of day. You might be a little more

728
00:35:08.119 --> 00:35:11.119
<v Speaker 3>sensitive right now than I am, and vice versa across

729
00:35:11.159 --> 00:35:14.280
<v Speaker 3>any day. It's the same with this you know stuff.

730
00:35:14.679 --> 00:35:18.360
<v Speaker 3>It just depends on the situation and and and you

731
00:35:18.679 --> 00:35:21.840
<v Speaker 3>and everybody is sensitive to this stuff in their own way,

732
00:35:22.000 --> 00:35:22.719
<v Speaker 3>right And I'll.

733
00:35:22.599 --> 00:35:26.079
<v Speaker 5>Say another one of my big takeaways with this one

734
00:35:26.199 --> 00:35:28.840
<v Speaker 5>because I didn't have like any crazy visuals on all

735
00:35:28.880 --> 00:35:32.079
<v Speaker 5>of them, and that's not always the intention of times. Point.

736
00:35:32.599 --> 00:35:36.440
<v Speaker 5>The point isn't that you have to have a crazy

737
00:35:36.599 --> 00:35:40.159
<v Speaker 5>astral Disney World experience. No, right, that's never the like

738
00:35:41.400 --> 00:35:42.239
<v Speaker 5>you have to do that.

739
00:35:42.320 --> 00:35:44.000
<v Speaker 2>The point is you can, you.

740
00:35:43.840 --> 00:35:47.119
<v Speaker 5>Can, you can, but that doesn't make your experience less

741
00:35:47.119 --> 00:35:50.119
<v Speaker 5>important if you don't. And so one of my favorite

742
00:35:50.119 --> 00:35:53.440
<v Speaker 5>things about this one for me was really tuning in

743
00:35:53.760 --> 00:36:00.239
<v Speaker 5>to signals in my body, right, like signals coming through

744
00:36:00.280 --> 00:36:05.840
<v Speaker 5>things that for many years we've been kind of nodding

745
00:36:05.880 --> 00:36:08.960
<v Speaker 5>to with the phenomenon stuff. Especially Dad, He's always like

746
00:36:09.360 --> 00:36:12.920
<v Speaker 5>that that sensation that you just mentioned that's the phenomenon

747
00:36:13.000 --> 00:36:15.119
<v Speaker 5>or this is the consciousness or this is that or

748
00:36:15.159 --> 00:36:19.440
<v Speaker 5>that is that, and so really tuning into that information,

749
00:36:20.159 --> 00:36:24.239
<v Speaker 5>be aware of being aware of your body as information

750
00:36:24.440 --> 00:36:28.960
<v Speaker 5>like that that specific tingle or that that little poke.

751
00:36:29.480 --> 00:36:34.440
<v Speaker 5>Literally I'm not joking. I'm laying there and I had

752
00:36:34.559 --> 00:36:38.519
<v Speaker 5>out of nowhere, this has never happened, just the sharpest

753
00:36:38.679 --> 00:36:43.760
<v Speaker 5>pain ever in my right foot, and it was so bad.

754
00:36:43.840 --> 00:36:47.239
<v Speaker 5>I was like and had to take a second and

755
00:36:47.280 --> 00:36:51.079
<v Speaker 5>then calm myself and say, this is information and ask

756
00:36:51.159 --> 00:36:53.920
<v Speaker 5>that sharp pain like what's going on? Like, what are

757
00:36:53.960 --> 00:36:57.119
<v Speaker 5>you doing here? I'm not mad at you? Can I

758
00:36:57.199 --> 00:37:00.559
<v Speaker 5>understand thirty three on the clock? Can I can? I

759
00:37:00.559 --> 00:37:04.559
<v Speaker 5>ask that, you know, like becoming aware of this this

760
00:37:04.679 --> 00:37:08.199
<v Speaker 5>pain as information and granting it permission to be with

761
00:37:08.360 --> 00:37:12.599
<v Speaker 5>me and saying like trying to understand, trying to understand

762
00:37:12.679 --> 00:37:16.440
<v Speaker 5>it and not just detest it because sometimes for us,

763
00:37:16.480 --> 00:37:21.679
<v Speaker 5>as like physical beings, sensations might seem uncomfortable, but it

764
00:37:21.719 --> 00:37:26.480
<v Speaker 5>could be valuable information. And trying to just medicate everything

765
00:37:27.000 --> 00:37:30.039
<v Speaker 5>and push everything away, fix to fix everything, you're not

766
00:37:30.360 --> 00:37:33.719
<v Speaker 5>listening to the wisdom of your body, which is actually

767
00:37:33.880 --> 00:37:37.199
<v Speaker 5>kind of a big part of your holistic voice program. Now,

768
00:37:37.320 --> 00:37:38.719
<v Speaker 5>like the wisdom in your body.

769
00:37:38.639 --> 00:37:41.119
<v Speaker 4>That's really profound. I feel like I have a lot

770
00:37:41.119 --> 00:37:43.880
<v Speaker 4>of like body anxiety when I get weird.

771
00:37:43.679 --> 00:37:46.239
<v Speaker 5>Feelings wisdom and if you want to get really into it,

772
00:37:46.280 --> 00:37:49.199
<v Speaker 5>like I have a lot of thoughts about this. I

773
00:37:50.559 --> 00:37:54.280
<v Speaker 5>can't say for sure, but it's just a conversation to

774
00:37:54.360 --> 00:37:58.000
<v Speaker 5>bring up that I think your body literally is like

775
00:37:58.039 --> 00:38:03.320
<v Speaker 5>a psychic spiritual being itself. That I think absolutely, your

776
00:38:03.480 --> 00:38:08.119
<v Speaker 5>your body is like a spiritual psychic vessel, right, and

777
00:38:08.159 --> 00:38:12.039
<v Speaker 5>it has wisdom that you might not cognitively have you

778
00:38:12.079 --> 00:38:15.880
<v Speaker 5>don't recognize, and so why else would you have a

779
00:38:15.920 --> 00:38:20.519
<v Speaker 5>gut sensation boom, something is happening and then you dodge

780
00:38:20.559 --> 00:38:23.519
<v Speaker 5>and you know, you jumped out of the way of

781
00:38:23.559 --> 00:38:25.360
<v Speaker 5>getting hit by a car. Like stuff like that.

782
00:38:25.280 --> 00:38:26.679
<v Speaker 4>Happens, yeah, yeah all the time.

783
00:38:26.920 --> 00:38:30.320
<v Speaker 5>Or like, oh, why is my tooth hurting? And you

784
00:38:30.360 --> 00:38:32.599
<v Speaker 5>go to the doctor and you find out something that's

785
00:38:32.639 --> 00:38:34.360
<v Speaker 5>not to do with the tooth, but because you went

786
00:38:34.440 --> 00:38:37.199
<v Speaker 5>at that time, you caught cancer or something. You know

787
00:38:37.199 --> 00:38:39.000
<v Speaker 5>what I'm saying, Like, I don't, I just made that up.

788
00:38:39.039 --> 00:38:40.079
<v Speaker 5>But there's so.

789
00:38:40.079 --> 00:38:43.360
<v Speaker 2>Much wisdom and the signs mean something.

790
00:38:43.440 --> 00:38:46.239
<v Speaker 5>The signs all of it means something and it's all connected.

791
00:38:46.880 --> 00:38:47.760
<v Speaker 4>I found this in my.

792
00:38:47.760 --> 00:38:51.199
<v Speaker 3>Journal on the first day of doing the exercises, I wrote,

793
00:38:51.199 --> 00:38:53.440
<v Speaker 3>felt a strong vibration in my right foot.

794
00:38:54.119 --> 00:38:55.119
<v Speaker 5>Oh we're twins.

795
00:38:55.760 --> 00:38:59.079
<v Speaker 3>But it wasn't painful mind vibration. I didn't have any

796
00:38:59.079 --> 00:39:03.039
<v Speaker 3>painful sensations. But yeah, multiple points throughout the week we

797
00:39:03.079 --> 00:39:06.280
<v Speaker 3>would we would all be experiencing like, uh, that's something

798
00:39:06.360 --> 00:39:08.440
<v Speaker 3>Chris Ramsey said as he kept feeling buzzing. I think

799
00:39:08.480 --> 00:39:10.639
<v Speaker 3>it was in his hands or in his feet. Like

800
00:39:10.679 --> 00:39:13.400
<v Speaker 3>the entire week, we all felt like pulsing in our

801
00:39:13.519 --> 00:39:16.679
<v Speaker 3>like foreheads. And that's That's something that's really cool about

802
00:39:16.679 --> 00:39:18.960
<v Speaker 3>it is it will make you aware of your body differently.

803
00:39:20.280 --> 00:39:20.920
<v Speaker 4>So that's cool.

804
00:39:21.199 --> 00:39:24.480
<v Speaker 5>Well, we're electrical beings. Yeah, you know, your whole body

805
00:39:24.559 --> 00:39:28.320
<v Speaker 5>is run by electricity, and so all of these impulses

806
00:39:28.559 --> 00:39:31.599
<v Speaker 5>mean something, and so learning to tap into that can

807
00:39:31.679 --> 00:39:34.840
<v Speaker 5>have a a lot of benefit.

808
00:39:35.559 --> 00:39:38.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, certainly lots. And so is that like okay, So

809
00:39:39.039 --> 00:39:41.760
<v Speaker 4>it sounds like these focuses and stuff that you learn,

810
00:39:42.440 --> 00:39:45.719
<v Speaker 4>like you you kind of try to teach yourself how

811
00:39:45.719 --> 00:39:49.719
<v Speaker 4>to recall that stuff, like you know, after you're out

812
00:39:49.719 --> 00:39:51.800
<v Speaker 4>of the experience.

813
00:39:52.960 --> 00:39:55.840
<v Speaker 5>Like the physical impulses. You mean to recall that later?

814
00:39:56.039 --> 00:39:56.719
<v Speaker 5>Is that what you're saying?

815
00:39:57.159 --> 00:40:00.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Like, like, I'm curious because you mentioned on the

816
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<v Speaker 4>big you know, the three part series that we did,

817
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<v Speaker 4>that you learn these focuses and then you can recall

818
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<v Speaker 4>them later. You can later quickly get yourself into those focuses.

819
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<v Speaker 4>Is that based off of like physical cues, like you

820
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<v Speaker 4>remember the physical feeling or.

821
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<v Speaker 2>What It's a mixture of both.

822
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<v Speaker 5>It could be.

823
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<v Speaker 3>Okay, I'll tell you what, Like this is gonna sound weird,

824
00:40:23.320 --> 00:40:25.719
<v Speaker 3>but I know that I'm in focus twelve or above

825
00:40:26.599 --> 00:40:29.280
<v Speaker 3>when I'm meditating, and you know, naturally you want to

826
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<v Speaker 3>do it with your eyes closed. And I'm sitting there,

827
00:40:31.719 --> 00:40:36.039
<v Speaker 3>I'm going through the process. I'm basically saying the affirmation

828
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<v Speaker 3>and doing the energy reball and the what's the box

829
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<v Speaker 3>called the energy conversion box, and I'm going through all

830
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<v Speaker 3>this stuff. And then I'm sitting there and I'm doing

831
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<v Speaker 3>what they teach me, which was, you know, think of

832
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<v Speaker 3>the number twelve and take a deep breath and let

833
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<v Speaker 3>it out and then you can kind of feel, at

834
00:40:52.119 --> 00:40:54.280
<v Speaker 3>least for me, the sensation I feel in my body

835
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<v Speaker 3>when I know what's happening. Is I can feel my

836
00:40:56.119 --> 00:40:59.400
<v Speaker 3>eyes get much heavier, even behind my eyelids, and I

837
00:40:59.400 --> 00:41:00.679
<v Speaker 3>feel them getting really heavy.

838
00:41:01.079 --> 00:41:01.719
<v Speaker 2>And then when I.

839
00:41:01.679 --> 00:41:05.440
<v Speaker 3>Open my eyes, everything around me is like distorted and.

840
00:41:05.440 --> 00:41:09.119
<v Speaker 5>Really zoomed in, well zoomed out. Well yeah, it's kind

841
00:41:09.119 --> 00:41:09.559
<v Speaker 5>of like.

842
00:41:09.920 --> 00:41:11.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like you can feel yourself even though your eyes

843
00:41:11.880 --> 00:41:14.679
<v Speaker 3>are closed. You can feel yourself getting heavier and kind

844
00:41:14.719 --> 00:41:17.880
<v Speaker 3>of like farther away and less focused on everything out here.

845
00:41:18.400 --> 00:41:21.119
<v Speaker 3>And then it's like, Okay, open your eyes and it's

846
00:41:21.159 --> 00:41:24.000
<v Speaker 3>like whoa, and it's like everything is blurry and it's

847
00:41:24.079 --> 00:41:27.840
<v Speaker 3>it's just there's certain things that you notice about how

848
00:41:27.880 --> 00:41:30.599
<v Speaker 3>you feel and how your mind is feeling and how

849
00:41:30.599 --> 00:41:32.079
<v Speaker 3>your body is feeling.

850
00:41:32.119 --> 00:41:33.360
<v Speaker 2>You just you know that you're there.

851
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<v Speaker 3>And I'm just talking strictly like if you're like out

852
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<v Speaker 3>somewhere doing it without frequencies, like on your own, with

853
00:41:40.639 --> 00:41:41.719
<v Speaker 3>your own mind.

854
00:41:41.760 --> 00:41:44.880
<v Speaker 5>Sure, you know I think that.

855
00:41:47.440 --> 00:41:49.639
<v Speaker 2>You feel different, Well, yeah, you feel different.

856
00:41:49.639 --> 00:41:57.639
<v Speaker 5>And I think that I have traditionally been doing this

857
00:41:57.800 --> 00:42:01.000
<v Speaker 5>without realizing it, and it's kind of given me a

858
00:42:01.000 --> 00:42:05.639
<v Speaker 5>lot of struggles, like kind of having this altered state

859
00:42:06.360 --> 00:42:10.679
<v Speaker 5>where when I'm around people, I struggle to talk to

860
00:42:10.719 --> 00:42:12.880
<v Speaker 5>them because I'm not here.

861
00:42:14.719 --> 00:42:16.360
<v Speaker 4>I can definitely relate to that, like it.

862
00:42:16.480 --> 00:42:20.719
<v Speaker 5>Really zoomed out and I'm like not here totally. You

863
00:42:20.760 --> 00:42:24.039
<v Speaker 5>could say it's dissociation, but I also do think that

864
00:42:24.079 --> 00:42:28.079
<v Speaker 5>there's a difference between that because I can totally identify

865
00:42:28.119 --> 00:42:32.480
<v Speaker 5>that because I've been there. But also there's like sort

866
00:42:32.480 --> 00:42:36.280
<v Speaker 5>of the expanded consciousness state where it's like I'm just

867
00:42:36.639 --> 00:42:41.559
<v Speaker 5>hyper present and hyper aware, but not in like a

868
00:42:41.599 --> 00:42:46.880
<v Speaker 5>scary or anxious way. It's just like I am observing

869
00:42:47.039 --> 00:42:50.920
<v Speaker 5>from a different part of myself. Okay, does that make sense?

870
00:42:51.000 --> 00:42:51.599
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it does.

871
00:42:52.320 --> 00:42:54.519
<v Speaker 5>It's like a bird's eye view, That's how you can

872
00:42:54.559 --> 00:42:56.719
<v Speaker 5>tell that. And I'm just kind of like it's like

873
00:42:56.760 --> 00:43:00.559
<v Speaker 5>everything is slow and I'm just able to observe, and

874
00:43:00.599 --> 00:43:02.440
<v Speaker 5>then people talking to me. It takes me time to

875
00:43:02.480 --> 00:43:06.679
<v Speaker 5>process yeah, and then you're like okay, yes, and then

876
00:43:06.719 --> 00:43:07.239
<v Speaker 5>you can.

877
00:43:07.880 --> 00:43:09.960
<v Speaker 4>You forget You're like kind of a part of the

878
00:43:10.000 --> 00:43:13.920
<v Speaker 4>conversation that's happening. You feel like you're just observing it happen. Yeah.

879
00:43:14.000 --> 00:43:16.119
<v Speaker 3>I get like that sometimes too. I think that's like

880
00:43:16.199 --> 00:43:18.239
<v Speaker 3>what we all experience in our family. Like I noticed

881
00:43:18.519 --> 00:43:20.800
<v Speaker 3>juniors like that, Jeremys like that. I just think that

882
00:43:20.960 --> 00:43:23.880
<v Speaker 3>I got aware of it a long time ago and

883
00:43:24.039 --> 00:43:25.880
<v Speaker 3>tried to like grab the reins of it.

884
00:43:26.639 --> 00:43:29.840
<v Speaker 4>I still struggle with that. Sometimes it's like just spacing

885
00:43:29.880 --> 00:43:32.440
<v Speaker 4>out and just yeah, I often feel like so.

886
00:43:32.440 --> 00:43:34.920
<v Speaker 2>Like daydreaming, you know, thinking about other things.

887
00:43:35.119 --> 00:43:35.519
<v Speaker 4>Always.

888
00:43:35.559 --> 00:43:38.719
<v Speaker 5>I think we all have the we're all, you know,

889
00:43:38.800 --> 00:43:41.039
<v Speaker 5>the same thing. We're all the same thing, and we

890
00:43:41.159 --> 00:43:44.320
<v Speaker 5>all access it differently, and all certainly have and can,

891
00:43:45.800 --> 00:43:47.119
<v Speaker 5>but I think it has been a bit of a

892
00:43:47.199 --> 00:43:48.039
<v Speaker 5>problem for me.

893
00:43:48.800 --> 00:43:53.000
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Historical is that something that you feel like the

894
00:43:53.119 --> 00:43:56.800
<v Speaker 4>Monroe stuff has helped with or because it has.

895
00:43:56.960 --> 00:44:02.480
<v Speaker 5>Helping understanding it, identifying it. Because if you can identify something,

896
00:44:02.559 --> 00:44:03.719
<v Speaker 5>you can claim power.

897
00:44:04.239 --> 00:44:04.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

898
00:44:04.800 --> 00:44:06.880
<v Speaker 5>If you can identify it, this is what this is,

899
00:44:06.960 --> 00:44:09.559
<v Speaker 5>then you have the piece and the clarity and the

900
00:44:09.599 --> 00:44:12.239
<v Speaker 5>power over yourself in this situation.

901
00:44:12.400 --> 00:44:14.239
<v Speaker 3>If you can't identify it.

902
00:44:13.960 --> 00:44:15.239
<v Speaker 5>It feels scary.

903
00:44:15.400 --> 00:44:17.519
<v Speaker 3>You cannot identify it, you're either not aware of it

904
00:44:17.599 --> 00:44:18.360
<v Speaker 3>or you're in denial.

905
00:44:19.000 --> 00:44:21.760
<v Speaker 5>Yeah yeah, or you don't have.

906
00:44:22.199 --> 00:44:23.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you may not have the tools.

907
00:44:24.119 --> 00:44:25.199
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, you're not the tools.

908
00:44:25.239 --> 00:44:27.320
<v Speaker 2>You might you know, not be able to face this issue.

909
00:44:27.360 --> 00:44:27.559
<v Speaker 1>You have.

910
00:44:27.800 --> 00:44:32.079
<v Speaker 3>Something I noticed about my post Moreau Monroe integration is

911
00:44:32.119 --> 00:44:38.079
<v Speaker 3>that I've been a lot more committed to health, eating better,

912
00:44:38.280 --> 00:44:42.440
<v Speaker 3>or feeling better about like my eating patterns and being

913
00:44:42.519 --> 00:44:45.119
<v Speaker 3>like way more in control of like, nah, I don't

914
00:44:45.119 --> 00:44:47.719
<v Speaker 3>want to eat, maybe I want to fast and just

915
00:44:47.760 --> 00:44:50.159
<v Speaker 3>like committing to it without a second thought. Feeling great

916
00:44:50.639 --> 00:44:54.000
<v Speaker 3>And exercise. I actually find that I'm like doing a

917
00:44:54.039 --> 00:44:57.000
<v Speaker 3>lot better with And you know that could also be

918
00:44:57.000 --> 00:45:01.760
<v Speaker 3>because I went through three months of lif crisis level stress,

919
00:45:01.800 --> 00:45:04.199
<v Speaker 3>you know, getting this house together, and then the day

920
00:45:04.280 --> 00:45:06.679
<v Speaker 3>after I finished that job, then I went to Monroe.

921
00:45:06.679 --> 00:45:08.360
<v Speaker 3>Then I went to Europe for a month. So you know,

922
00:45:08.519 --> 00:45:10.760
<v Speaker 3>maybe we could say it's because, oh my god, my

923
00:45:10.800 --> 00:45:12.679
<v Speaker 3>life's been so crazy for four months. I have my

924
00:45:12.760 --> 00:45:15.960
<v Speaker 3>schedule in control now. But I'm just saying, like I

925
00:45:16.000 --> 00:45:22.360
<v Speaker 3>feel more motivated about certain things, yeah, like productive things,

926
00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:26.159
<v Speaker 3>beneficial things, things that are good for me.

927
00:45:26.679 --> 00:45:26.880
<v Speaker 1>You know.

928
00:45:28.320 --> 00:45:30.639
<v Speaker 3>So that's that's something I never would have expected.

929
00:45:30.679 --> 00:45:33.639
<v Speaker 5>Well, back to the wisdom of your body. Like your

930
00:45:33.679 --> 00:45:35.960
<v Speaker 5>body thrives.

931
00:45:36.480 --> 00:45:39.679
<v Speaker 2>It wants to be happy, it wants it wants to

932
00:45:39.719 --> 00:45:41.119
<v Speaker 2>feel good, and it wants to be healthy.

933
00:45:41.199 --> 00:45:45.000
<v Speaker 5>It thrives and I'm not talking calisten X or high

934
00:45:45.079 --> 00:45:50.079
<v Speaker 5>intensity workout crazy cardio stuff. It thrives with movement, with

935
00:45:50.639 --> 00:45:56.440
<v Speaker 5>being engaged, being active, doesn't have to be highly productive work.

936
00:45:56.599 --> 00:45:57.920
<v Speaker 2>You don't have to be an Olympic ath.

937
00:45:58.000 --> 00:45:58.599
<v Speaker 4>It just wants to be.

938
00:45:58.800 --> 00:46:02.559
<v Speaker 5>It wants to be moving, wants to be nourished, and

939
00:46:02.599 --> 00:46:09.199
<v Speaker 5>it wants space to rest. And it sounds like you're

940
00:46:09.239 --> 00:46:12.599
<v Speaker 5>just tapping into that really well right now.

941
00:46:13.440 --> 00:46:17.159
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, maybe I was talking to Ignacio. I think it

942
00:46:17.199 --> 00:46:18.480
<v Speaker 3>was that time that we were on the phone with

943
00:46:18.519 --> 00:46:21.360
<v Speaker 3>them last week, and I told him, Man, ever since

944
00:46:21.440 --> 00:46:23.199
<v Speaker 3>leaving there, I've been getting the best sleep in my life.

945
00:46:23.719 --> 00:46:25.000
<v Speaker 3>It was like, well, I mean that makes a lot

946
00:46:25.039 --> 00:46:28.519
<v Speaker 3>of sense, because at least with Gateway, Like I can't

947
00:46:28.519 --> 00:46:31.039
<v Speaker 3>say this will be the same with Creation Station because

948
00:46:31.039 --> 00:46:32.800
<v Speaker 3>I haven't done it. But when you're there for so

949
00:46:32.880 --> 00:46:35.039
<v Speaker 3>long and you're doing it for so long, it has

950
00:46:35.079 --> 00:46:39.599
<v Speaker 3>like a complete reset effect on your nervous system. Yes,

951
00:46:39.599 --> 00:46:42.880
<v Speaker 3>it's like it like all of this intense meditation for

952
00:46:42.960 --> 00:46:48.159
<v Speaker 3>days and days like profoundly restabilizes your nervous system, which

953
00:46:48.159 --> 00:46:49.840
<v Speaker 3>is why a lot of people when they leave there,

954
00:46:49.960 --> 00:46:53.760
<v Speaker 3>they you know, that might experience days of like crying

955
00:46:53.840 --> 00:46:56.760
<v Speaker 3>and crying or like traumas just like kind of being

956
00:46:56.840 --> 00:47:01.480
<v Speaker 3>released and being able to integrate more or with negative

957
00:47:01.519 --> 00:47:04.440
<v Speaker 3>things that they've experienced in their life because because your

958
00:47:04.440 --> 00:47:06.719
<v Speaker 3>nervous system is being more balanced, it's kind of like

959
00:47:06.800 --> 00:47:10.800
<v Speaker 3>shifting you into that. Like it's like this, when you're

960
00:47:10.840 --> 00:47:14.119
<v Speaker 3>stressed all the time, your body is very hyper alert

961
00:47:14.119 --> 00:47:16.519
<v Speaker 3>and it's stimulated, and you're like aware of threats and

962
00:47:17.159 --> 00:47:19.320
<v Speaker 3>things that are a problem to you. But then when

963
00:47:19.360 --> 00:47:21.039
<v Speaker 3>you finally are in that point where it's like my

964
00:47:21.039 --> 00:47:23.199
<v Speaker 3>nervous system is regulated and I know that there is

965
00:47:23.239 --> 00:47:28.760
<v Speaker 3>no threat, then the alert comes down, the threat response.

966
00:47:28.880 --> 00:47:30.559
<v Speaker 3>You know, you're not like on a swivel looking for

967
00:47:30.599 --> 00:47:34.280
<v Speaker 3>threats and all this stuff. So then the exhaustion hits,

968
00:47:35.280 --> 00:47:38.719
<v Speaker 3>the rest begins. Get you get tired, your body, your

969
00:47:38.719 --> 00:47:42.119
<v Speaker 3>body lets its guard got to catch up. Yeah, you

970
00:47:42.159 --> 00:47:44.960
<v Speaker 3>start sleeping deep, you start being like, dude, there was

971
00:47:45.000 --> 00:47:47.519
<v Speaker 3>like for two weeks all I wanted to do was nothing.

972
00:47:47.800 --> 00:47:50.760
<v Speaker 3>The other day, literally like three days ago, I finally said,

973
00:47:50.920 --> 00:47:54.360
<v Speaker 3>I feel like I'm recovering from all of this stuff,

974
00:47:54.400 --> 00:47:56.599
<v Speaker 3>from like the travel for a month and all of

975
00:47:56.639 --> 00:47:57.079
<v Speaker 3>this stuff.

976
00:47:57.519 --> 00:48:00.159
<v Speaker 5>Can I tell you something funny this It was not

977
00:48:00.280 --> 00:48:04.519
<v Speaker 5>funny at the time. Imagine, okay, imagine my story from

978
00:48:04.519 --> 00:48:07.519
<v Speaker 5>the first Monroe trip and how profound it was for me.

979
00:48:07.559 --> 00:48:11.800
<v Speaker 5>I changed and I immediately immediately got on a flight

980
00:48:11.840 --> 00:48:12.639
<v Speaker 5>to New York City.

981
00:48:13.760 --> 00:48:14.559
<v Speaker 2>I forgot about that.

982
00:48:14.800 --> 00:48:22.440
<v Speaker 5>And listen, you are highly highly sensitive after and you're

983
00:48:22.440 --> 00:48:25.880
<v Speaker 5>in a different perspective. Still, you're not grounded yet. And

984
00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:27.800
<v Speaker 5>I go to New York and Jack and I are,

985
00:48:28.000 --> 00:48:30.679
<v Speaker 5>you know, there for a couple of days, and we're

986
00:48:30.679 --> 00:48:32.199
<v Speaker 5>going to go see a show. And we went to

987
00:48:32.239 --> 00:48:39.119
<v Speaker 5>go see this musical and it's objectively a good show, Okay,

988
00:48:39.119 --> 00:48:44.000
<v Speaker 5>which one, but it's called a Strange Loop. But it

989
00:48:44.079 --> 00:48:49.159
<v Speaker 5>has some very troubling things in it. And I was

990
00:48:49.440 --> 00:48:53.800
<v Speaker 5>highly susceptible. And this was the day after I left.

991
00:48:54.400 --> 00:48:59.280
<v Speaker 5>I was extremely sensitive. And there were two I literally

992
00:48:59.280 --> 00:49:01.360
<v Speaker 5>thought times to and I was stuck in it forever.

993
00:49:01.440 --> 00:49:05.840
<v Speaker 5>It felt like hell, and I felt like I would

994
00:49:05.920 --> 00:49:08.920
<v Speaker 5>never feel good again, Like the energy was so dark.

995
00:49:10.000 --> 00:49:13.559
<v Speaker 5>Two things. One was like very negative, like a sexual

996
00:49:13.599 --> 00:49:16.159
<v Speaker 5>thing that happened. And then one thing was a religious

997
00:49:16.239 --> 00:49:19.360
<v Speaker 5>trauma thing. And that's the one that really killed me

998
00:49:19.440 --> 00:49:23.320
<v Speaker 5>because like religious trauma. Hello. And it was just like

999
00:49:24.639 --> 00:49:28.079
<v Speaker 5>so intense that I left there And Ryan.

1000
00:49:27.920 --> 00:49:28.239
<v Speaker 2>What.

1001
00:49:29.719 --> 00:49:34.199
<v Speaker 4>She's talking about? Something so dark? You're just like stretching

1002
00:49:34.239 --> 00:49:35.119
<v Speaker 4>an alien.

1003
00:49:35.480 --> 00:49:36.039
<v Speaker 5>Get a hair.

1004
00:49:37.599 --> 00:49:38.400
<v Speaker 4>Talking about something?

1005
00:49:39.719 --> 00:49:41.360
<v Speaker 5>Who's the older sebling here?

1006
00:49:41.559 --> 00:49:41.800
<v Speaker 4>Right?

1007
00:49:41.880 --> 00:49:45.039
<v Speaker 5>Exactly anyway that I was so mad. I was like,

1008
00:49:45.159 --> 00:49:48.320
<v Speaker 5>Jack of all the shows? Why are we here watching this?

1009
00:49:48.800 --> 00:49:49.079
<v Speaker 1>After?

1010
00:49:49.199 --> 00:49:53.559
<v Speaker 5>I just love them? In Row it was dark. But anyway,

1011
00:49:54.599 --> 00:49:55.519
<v Speaker 5>how long do you.

1012
00:49:55.480 --> 00:49:57.760
<v Speaker 4>Think it took you before you started feeling.

1013
00:49:57.599 --> 00:50:01.480
<v Speaker 5>I wasn't normal after my first time going there. I

1014
00:50:01.519 --> 00:50:05.280
<v Speaker 5>wasn't normal for a I don't think I've ever gotten normal.

1015
00:50:05.280 --> 00:50:07.599
<v Speaker 5>What is normal? Actually? What is normal? I don't think

1016
00:50:07.599 --> 00:50:08.960
<v Speaker 5>I've ever been normal again.

1017
00:50:09.079 --> 00:50:13.480
<v Speaker 4>In terms of your definitely the perception of your sensitivity levels,

1018
00:50:13.920 --> 00:50:18.639
<v Speaker 4>Like like you mentioned being hyper sensitive right after, I

1019
00:50:18.679 --> 00:50:19.199
<v Speaker 4>would say.

1020
00:50:19.039 --> 00:50:23.719
<v Speaker 5>The hyper sensitivity took some months to go away. Wow, yeah,

1021
00:50:23.760 --> 00:50:24.719
<v Speaker 5>it could take a.

1022
00:50:24.719 --> 00:50:27.920
<v Speaker 3>Year, they say some people it was probably.

1023
00:50:27.679 --> 00:50:30.440
<v Speaker 5>It was probably a year. And then I went back again.

1024
00:50:30.599 --> 00:50:31.920
<v Speaker 2>It's in the ground packet here.

1025
00:50:32.880 --> 00:50:33.800
<v Speaker 4>You feel like it just real.

1026
00:50:34.599 --> 00:50:37.000
<v Speaker 5>I've been once a year for the past since then

1027
00:50:37.000 --> 00:50:39.320
<v Speaker 5>three years. I went that year, then last year, and

1028
00:50:39.360 --> 00:50:42.119
<v Speaker 5>then this year. But yeah, I just keeps coming back.

1029
00:50:42.400 --> 00:50:45.719
<v Speaker 4>So it feels the same, like your sensitivity levels feel

1030
00:50:45.719 --> 00:50:48.559
<v Speaker 4>heightened every time after leaving. This is your third time now,

1031
00:50:49.000 --> 00:50:52.559
<v Speaker 4>and it was virtual, but the sensitivity was probably.

1032
00:50:52.280 --> 00:50:55.000
<v Speaker 5>Oh my gosh. Yeah, I went to Walmart and I

1033
00:50:55.039 --> 00:50:57.199
<v Speaker 5>was like, I don't like Walmart.

1034
00:50:58.920 --> 00:51:01.559
<v Speaker 4>Walmart has dark vibes, it does.

1035
00:51:01.840 --> 00:51:03.760
<v Speaker 5>It was so intense.

1036
00:51:04.960 --> 00:51:08.960
<v Speaker 2>The tunnels underneath Oh man, I thought that was the

1037
00:51:08.960 --> 00:51:12.039
<v Speaker 2>White House. Okay, they're connected.

1038
00:51:13.679 --> 00:51:17.760
<v Speaker 5>Wait anyway, don't go don't go to don't go to

1039
00:51:17.800 --> 00:51:19.119
<v Speaker 5>Walmart during the monroach.

1040
00:51:19.440 --> 00:51:23.039
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, or apparently a dark play oh my Broadway.

1041
00:51:23.480 --> 00:51:26.119
<v Speaker 3>So so like for for our case, because we're doing

1042
00:51:26.159 --> 00:51:29.480
<v Speaker 3>Creation station, is it similar? Is the post experience similar

1043
00:51:29.480 --> 00:51:31.239
<v Speaker 3>where you're like in that heightened state basis?

1044
00:51:31.280 --> 00:51:33.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it is. You would compare it to like your

1045
00:51:33.440 --> 00:51:35.079
<v Speaker 2>other two trips, great, I would.

1046
00:51:35.119 --> 00:51:40.880
<v Speaker 5>I wouldn't say it's I would say yeah.

1047
00:51:40.760 --> 00:51:43.159
<v Speaker 3>It's a good thing. It's a good thing to experience.

1048
00:51:43.199 --> 00:51:46.920
<v Speaker 3>It's just like it depends on your perspective.

1049
00:51:47.320 --> 00:51:52.320
<v Speaker 5>Like, Okay, I'll give you another example. I have a superpower.

1050
00:51:53.119 --> 00:51:56.360
<v Speaker 5>I don't drop Okay, this is my like funny superpower,

1051
00:51:56.400 --> 00:51:58.320
<v Speaker 5>but it's a real thing. Like you can ask Jack

1052
00:51:58.400 --> 00:52:00.880
<v Speaker 5>if I drop something, if if it's an accident, I

1053
00:52:00.960 --> 00:52:03.480
<v Speaker 5>will catch it no matter what. If something falls, I

1054
00:52:03.519 --> 00:52:06.280
<v Speaker 5>will catch it. My reflex is just like I can

1055
00:52:06.320 --> 00:52:08.760
<v Speaker 5>catch anything unless you're trying to throw something at me

1056
00:52:08.800 --> 00:52:10.199
<v Speaker 5>and I know I have to catch it. I might

1057
00:52:10.280 --> 00:52:12.639
<v Speaker 5>drop it, but if something falls I could catch it

1058
00:52:12.679 --> 00:52:16.559
<v Speaker 5>with like a pinky. It's like a weird thing. But

1059
00:52:16.679 --> 00:52:20.280
<v Speaker 5>literally right after this, like for days, I was dropping

1060
00:52:20.880 --> 00:52:24.960
<v Speaker 5>the dumbest stuff. I was spilling things. I wrote it everywhere,

1061
00:52:25.079 --> 00:52:31.039
<v Speaker 5>spilling water rice like it was a disaster, which is

1062
00:52:31.119 --> 00:52:33.239
<v Speaker 5>totally not me. I was not back.

1063
00:52:33.480 --> 00:52:36.239
<v Speaker 2>Is that coming from like a lack of coordination place,

1064
00:52:36.480 --> 00:52:39.400
<v Speaker 2>or like a lack of focus place? Does that make sense?

1065
00:52:39.480 --> 00:52:40.079
<v Speaker 2>I think it's free.

1066
00:52:40.199 --> 00:52:42.719
<v Speaker 5>I don't think I was coordinated with my body, Like

1067
00:52:42.800 --> 00:52:44.519
<v Speaker 5>I wasn't focused with my body.

1068
00:52:45.079 --> 00:52:46.199
<v Speaker 4>So it's a focused thing.

1069
00:52:46.440 --> 00:52:47.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think so.

1070
00:52:47.480 --> 00:52:49.719
<v Speaker 5>I think the focus affected my coordination because I have

1071
00:52:49.719 --> 00:52:50.400
<v Speaker 5>great coordination.

1072
00:52:51.519 --> 00:52:53.719
<v Speaker 3>I had the same exact experience, Like I even wrote

1073
00:52:53.719 --> 00:52:55.239
<v Speaker 3>it in my journal, Like for days, I was just

1074
00:52:55.320 --> 00:52:59.199
<v Speaker 3>dropping stuff. I'd be sitting there debrief and just drop

1075
00:52:59.280 --> 00:53:01.280
<v Speaker 3>my pen over and over and over. Eventually I had

1076
00:53:01.280 --> 00:53:02.320
<v Speaker 3>to put in my shirt pocket.

1077
00:53:02.559 --> 00:53:02.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1078
00:53:02.960 --> 00:53:07.800
<v Speaker 2>So I have a lot of questions about the virtual experience.

1079
00:53:08.119 --> 00:53:10.760
<v Speaker 2>After listening to Ryan go on and on about the

1080
00:53:10.800 --> 00:53:14.519
<v Speaker 2>Gateway experience, I'm just like, like, I feel like being

1081
00:53:14.559 --> 00:53:17.000
<v Speaker 2>there is such a such a deep part of the

1082
00:53:17.039 --> 00:53:20.159
<v Speaker 2>Gateway experience. I can't like, I can't wrap my mind

1083
00:53:20.199 --> 00:53:24.119
<v Speaker 2>around spending all day at the computer doing these things,

1084
00:53:24.119 --> 00:53:26.719
<v Speaker 2>going into your meditations, and then like, all right, it's

1085
00:53:26.760 --> 00:53:29.079
<v Speaker 2>been a day. I'm gonna go make dinner, like and

1086
00:53:29.199 --> 00:53:31.760
<v Speaker 2>be in my house and like live my regular life.

1087
00:53:31.800 --> 00:53:34.239
<v Speaker 2>So like, well for that whole weekend, you're not gonna

1088
00:53:34.280 --> 00:53:37.480
<v Speaker 2>live your regular life. Well, it's gonna be Monday, your

1089
00:53:37.519 --> 00:53:40.960
<v Speaker 2>regular life, because it's gonna be Sunday. The whole days

1090
00:53:41.119 --> 00:53:43.719
<v Speaker 2>you know spoken for too, right, Saturday and Sunday, full days.

1091
00:53:43.920 --> 00:53:48.920
<v Speaker 5>What I recommend is don't drive. You're not you're not

1092
00:53:49.039 --> 00:53:50.400
<v Speaker 5>encouraged to drive that weekend.

1093
00:53:50.679 --> 00:53:52.199
<v Speaker 3>You're not actually supposed to drive.

1094
00:53:52.280 --> 00:53:53.599
<v Speaker 5>You're not supposed to drive if you have to go

1095
00:53:53.639 --> 00:53:57.239
<v Speaker 5>somewhere and have someone drive for you. But like Friday

1096
00:53:57.320 --> 00:54:00.559
<v Speaker 5>night when it starts for Friday afternoon, from then, try

1097
00:54:00.559 --> 00:54:02.840
<v Speaker 5>not to drive, Try not to go in public.

1098
00:54:03.440 --> 00:54:04.800
<v Speaker 2>So treat it kind of like a lock in.

1099
00:54:04.960 --> 00:54:06.840
<v Speaker 5>Treat it like a lock in. Treat it like it's

1100
00:54:06.880 --> 00:54:07.880
<v Speaker 5>a special retreat.

1101
00:54:08.119 --> 00:54:12.920
<v Speaker 2>So like prepare, get your groceries. Okay, I.

1102
00:54:15.639 --> 00:54:17.639
<v Speaker 5>Was by myself that week and Jack was in Kansas

1103
00:54:17.639 --> 00:54:20.639
<v Speaker 5>for pickleball thing, and I had to go to Walmart

1104
00:54:20.679 --> 00:54:23.320
<v Speaker 5>because I have groceries, and I went after our first day,

1105
00:54:23.519 --> 00:54:25.280
<v Speaker 5>and that's why. I was like, oh my, oh wow,

1106
00:54:25.400 --> 00:54:28.400
<v Speaker 5>oh no, everyone was dogging on me. Why did you

1107
00:54:28.400 --> 00:54:31.039
<v Speaker 5>go to Walmart? Walmart? It's gross anyway, like ew Walmart?

1108
00:54:32.440 --> 00:54:34.559
<v Speaker 5>But yeah, don't go anywhere. Just treat it like it's

1109
00:54:34.599 --> 00:54:38.159
<v Speaker 5>really special. I didn't watch shows like I normally do.

1110
00:54:38.239 --> 00:54:40.280
<v Speaker 5>I did watch Sailor Moon, but that I felt like

1111
00:54:40.320 --> 00:54:42.599
<v Speaker 5>I had to and I felt like I should be

1112
00:54:42.639 --> 00:54:45.000
<v Speaker 5>guilty for this because I really wanted to commit to this.

1113
00:54:46.400 --> 00:54:48.079
<v Speaker 5>But then later I was like, oh I was meant

1114
00:54:48.119 --> 00:54:50.800
<v Speaker 5>to sure, I felt called to watch this, So like,

1115
00:54:50.880 --> 00:54:53.039
<v Speaker 5>just be intentional with what you're doing, what you're eating,

1116
00:54:53.079 --> 00:54:53.920
<v Speaker 5>what you're watching.

1117
00:54:54.920 --> 00:54:57.639
<v Speaker 4>I'm a watch Stephen Universe, yeah, nothing else.

1118
00:54:57.840 --> 00:54:58.039
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1119
00:54:58.039 --> 00:55:01.199
<v Speaker 2>Would you go as far to like turn your phone off?

1120
00:55:02.239 --> 00:55:05.159
<v Speaker 2>You could when you're at Monroe.

1121
00:55:05.199 --> 00:55:05.800
<v Speaker 5>You don't have to.

1122
00:55:07.000 --> 00:55:07.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

1123
00:55:07.239 --> 00:55:09.679
<v Speaker 5>I wasn't on mine. I didn't scroll, I didn't do

1124
00:55:09.719 --> 00:55:10.559
<v Speaker 5>any mindless scrolling.

1125
00:55:10.639 --> 00:55:12.840
<v Speaker 2>That's what I mean. Like I do a lot of

1126
00:55:12.880 --> 00:55:15.599
<v Speaker 2>mindless scrolling in my free time. Yeah, And so I'm like,

1127
00:55:15.719 --> 00:55:20.199
<v Speaker 2>maybe it'd be worth complete log off for I.

1128
00:55:20.119 --> 00:55:22.199
<v Speaker 3>Mean, it's like, use it if you need it, you know,

1129
00:55:22.559 --> 00:55:25.800
<v Speaker 3>you don't have to completely lock it away. You know,

1130
00:55:26.039 --> 00:55:28.280
<v Speaker 3>if your my dad try to call your something like.

1131
00:55:28.360 --> 00:55:31.880
<v Speaker 3>That's fine, But the idea, at least when you're there

1132
00:55:31.920 --> 00:55:34.679
<v Speaker 3>residentially is, yeah, you want to try to be like away.

1133
00:55:34.440 --> 00:55:36.159
<v Speaker 2>From the outside world as much as possible.

1134
00:55:36.239 --> 00:55:39.320
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you're supposed to feel like you're kind of separated

1135
00:55:39.400 --> 00:55:40.920
<v Speaker 3>from the mundane.

1136
00:55:41.519 --> 00:55:44.519
<v Speaker 4>I'm really trying not to like take any hopes, like

1137
00:55:44.599 --> 00:55:48.480
<v Speaker 4>specific hopes for specific outcomes into the experience because I

1138
00:55:48.519 --> 00:55:52.480
<v Speaker 4>truly just want to be like a blank canvas when

1139
00:55:52.519 --> 00:55:54.960
<v Speaker 4>I go in. That's great, but I can't help but

1140
00:55:55.199 --> 00:55:58.360
<v Speaker 4>have like some subconscious things that I really hope come

1141
00:55:58.360 --> 00:55:58.760
<v Speaker 4>from it.

1142
00:55:58.880 --> 00:56:01.239
<v Speaker 5>Whatever is meant for you, you will be for you.

1143
00:56:01.559 --> 00:56:03.880
<v Speaker 4>That's more so what I'm trying to settle into. You

1144
00:56:03.960 --> 00:56:05.000
<v Speaker 4>just need what I need.

1145
00:56:05.400 --> 00:56:09.239
<v Speaker 3>I will get focus on that intention and dude, like,

1146
00:56:09.360 --> 00:56:12.960
<v Speaker 3>just take take my experience. For example, I had Emily

1147
00:56:12.960 --> 00:56:16.840
<v Speaker 3>and Dad's encounters in my mind and looming in the distance, like,

1148
00:56:17.119 --> 00:56:19.400
<v Speaker 3>surely I can't experience something that they did. This is

1149
00:56:19.440 --> 00:56:21.920
<v Speaker 3>so much pressure, And I literally went there in day one.

1150
00:56:21.960 --> 00:56:23.440
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I don't even know if it's possible

1151
00:56:23.480 --> 00:56:24.639
<v Speaker 3>for me to go out of body.

1152
00:56:24.400 --> 00:56:26.800
<v Speaker 2>Like I don't even think I have this ability. That's

1153
00:56:26.880 --> 00:56:30.880
<v Speaker 2>kind of where I'm at, But it feels it feels

1154
00:56:30.920 --> 00:56:34.880
<v Speaker 2>similar to me of like the first a couple of

1155
00:56:34.920 --> 00:56:36.760
<v Speaker 2>times I would come over to the house and not

1156
00:56:36.800 --> 00:56:40.239
<v Speaker 2>see anything. Ye like, but you did, and eventually I did.

1157
00:56:40.280 --> 00:56:42.440
<v Speaker 2>But I remember feeling like, oh, man, like I'm not

1158
00:56:42.840 --> 00:56:45.480
<v Speaker 2>this isn't I'm not part of this blah blah blah.

1159
00:56:45.559 --> 00:56:48.360
<v Speaker 2>I mean I kind of feel that like like not,

1160
00:56:49.199 --> 00:56:51.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, no imposture syndrome or not.

1161
00:56:51.440 --> 00:56:54.559
<v Speaker 3>Like everybody there felt imposter syndrome. If that makes you

1162
00:56:54.559 --> 00:56:55.639
<v Speaker 3>feel better, it does.

1163
00:56:55.519 --> 00:56:57.239
<v Speaker 2>A little bit like everyone's completely new.

1164
00:56:57.400 --> 00:56:59.960
<v Speaker 3>Chris Ramsey love him to keep bringing him up because

1165
00:57:00.760 --> 00:57:02.960
<v Speaker 3>our rooms were beside each other. I'm sorry, but I

1166
00:57:02.960 --> 00:57:05.920
<v Speaker 3>felt like you should hear this. Chris Ramsey's room was

1167
00:57:05.960 --> 00:57:08.960
<v Speaker 3>beside mine, so before and after every meditation we would

1168
00:57:09.360 --> 00:57:10.760
<v Speaker 3>talk like, oh, like he'd be.

1169
00:57:10.760 --> 00:57:12.119
<v Speaker 2>The first person. Oh yeah, yeah.

1170
00:57:12.159 --> 00:57:14.000
<v Speaker 3>We were always the first to see each other right after.

1171
00:57:14.360 --> 00:57:16.480
<v Speaker 3>And that's something he was telling me one time, like

1172
00:57:16.519 --> 00:57:18.760
<v Speaker 3>three or four days in he just had this profound

1173
00:57:18.840 --> 00:57:22.079
<v Speaker 3>breakthrough and on the way to one of the meditations,

1174
00:57:22.159 --> 00:57:23.639
<v Speaker 3>or it was right after, he was like, dude, I

1175
00:57:23.760 --> 00:57:25.880
<v Speaker 3>just I haven't known how to put words to it,

1176
00:57:25.920 --> 00:57:28.719
<v Speaker 3>but I've just had this crazy imposter syndrome all week,

1177
00:57:29.199 --> 00:57:30.800
<v Speaker 3>and I was like, in my head, I was like, damn,

1178
00:57:30.840 --> 00:57:33.719
<v Speaker 3>you know, that explains how I'm feeling. I think everybody

1179
00:57:33.760 --> 00:57:37.320
<v Speaker 3>has that to it. Yeah, to an extent. I'd love to, really, I'd.

1180
00:57:37.039 --> 00:57:40.039
<v Speaker 2>Love to sit down and us do an episode before,

1181
00:57:40.760 --> 00:57:43.559
<v Speaker 2>like do it before and after abh, like where we

1182
00:57:43.639 --> 00:57:45.519
<v Speaker 2>just kind of do this again.

1183
00:57:45.559 --> 00:57:49.000
<v Speaker 5>I think I think that that coming up for you though,

1184
00:57:49.079 --> 00:57:51.719
<v Speaker 5>is something for you to marinate on beforehand, because you

1185
00:57:51.800 --> 00:57:56.360
<v Speaker 5>can work out that that imposter syndrome at the retreat. Like,

1186
00:57:56.400 --> 00:58:00.199
<v Speaker 5>if this is coming up for you, maybe make that

1187
00:58:00.519 --> 00:58:04.239
<v Speaker 5>sort of one of your intentions for the retreat itself.

1188
00:58:04.119 --> 00:58:05.840
<v Speaker 2>Because it does bleed into everything else.

1189
00:58:06.199 --> 00:58:06.519
<v Speaker 5>Of course.

1190
00:58:06.679 --> 00:58:09.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you guys are love Ignacio. He's a very bright light.

1191
00:58:10.079 --> 00:58:10.400
<v Speaker 1>He is.

1192
00:58:10.480 --> 00:58:13.039
<v Speaker 2>He's very wise, and I'll say like very tapped in,

1193
00:58:13.239 --> 00:58:17.599
<v Speaker 2>especially like with it being the creator thing, like the

1194
00:58:17.639 --> 00:58:22.119
<v Speaker 2>creativity thing, Like I feel like I'm the least creative.

1195
00:58:22.159 --> 00:58:25.480
<v Speaker 2>Like obviously, you know it's just a self limiting belief

1196
00:58:25.599 --> 00:58:27.239
<v Speaker 2>or whatever, but I do feel like you guys have

1197
00:58:27.280 --> 00:58:30.000
<v Speaker 2>your music thing. All of you guys have your music thing,

1198
00:58:30.000 --> 00:58:31.920
<v Speaker 2>and I'm just me, you know, So I'm like, but

1199
00:58:32.079 --> 00:58:34.079
<v Speaker 2>you said it's for everybody.

1200
00:58:34.039 --> 00:58:35.840
<v Speaker 4>Music ain't the only art for it, buddy.

1201
00:58:35.920 --> 00:58:39.519
<v Speaker 2>No, it's not even problem solving, like absolutely yes.

1202
00:58:39.639 --> 00:58:43.280
<v Speaker 5>And also I'll say I just something I've been marinating

1203
00:58:43.320 --> 00:58:47.880
<v Speaker 5>on is that your existence is just creation magic. Like

1204
00:58:47.920 --> 00:58:50.239
<v Speaker 5>the fact that you're alive is creation magic.

1205
00:58:50.559 --> 00:58:52.000
<v Speaker 2>I mean, and I think it all goes hand in

1206
00:58:52.039 --> 00:58:54.480
<v Speaker 2>hand with like the manifestation stuff.

1207
00:58:54.639 --> 00:58:55.880
<v Speaker 3>It's creative intelligence.

1208
00:58:55.960 --> 00:58:59.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's like in Rick Rubin's book, that's what he

1209
00:58:59.519 --> 00:59:02.199
<v Speaker 4>talked about. Everything is art, everything is creation.

1210
00:59:02.440 --> 00:59:02.840
<v Speaker 5>You are.

1211
00:59:03.000 --> 00:59:06.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, everything your eyeballs are seeing right now is like

1212
00:59:07.000 --> 00:59:09.960
<v Speaker 4>you know, you understand, you're not like seeing exactly what

1213
00:59:10.000 --> 00:59:12.880
<v Speaker 4>you think you're seeing. Your brain is painting a picture

1214
00:59:12.920 --> 00:59:15.360
<v Speaker 4>of what it thinks your eyeballs are seeing right now.

1215
00:59:15.440 --> 00:59:19.480
<v Speaker 4>Like you are constantly engaged in the act of creation.

1216
00:59:19.760 --> 00:59:24.199
<v Speaker 5>What you're saying is creating an outward expression of your thought.

1217
00:59:24.840 --> 00:59:28.360
<v Speaker 5>You're bringing you're bringing forth and bringing it forth into

1218
00:59:28.400 --> 00:59:33.760
<v Speaker 5>the world. Like whatever you say, you are creating it. Yeah,

1219
00:59:34.079 --> 00:59:34.840
<v Speaker 5>you're making it real.

1220
00:59:34.920 --> 00:59:38.679
<v Speaker 2>That's right. I heard something like don't talk about what

1221
00:59:38.719 --> 00:59:41.239
<v Speaker 2>you're doing until you're done, because you trick your brain

1222
00:59:41.280 --> 00:59:42.519
<v Speaker 2>into thinking you already did it.

1223
00:59:42.559 --> 00:59:43.760
<v Speaker 4>That's such a problem for you.

1224
00:59:43.840 --> 00:59:46.159
<v Speaker 2>Don't like actually follow through so like if you have

1225
00:59:46.239 --> 00:59:48.480
<v Speaker 2>plans to do something and you say, oh, I'm you know,

1226
00:59:48.519 --> 00:59:51.079
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna climb the mountain. I'm going to climb the mountain. Like,

1227
00:59:51.320 --> 00:59:53.079
<v Speaker 2>the more you say that to other people, the more

1228
00:59:53.119 --> 00:59:56.679
<v Speaker 2>your brain thinks the mountains climb, dude, Which is interesting

1229
00:59:56.719 --> 00:59:58.960
<v Speaker 2>because like, yeah, no, I believe in that too.

1230
00:59:59.119 --> 01:00:02.039
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's for sure a thing like I've had that

1231
01:00:02.119 --> 01:00:05.559
<v Speaker 4>problem a thousand moves in silence.

1232
01:00:05.280 --> 01:00:07.159
<v Speaker 5>Yes, yeah, saying to not talk about it.

1233
01:00:07.519 --> 01:00:10.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah before yeah, real, g's riding silence like Lasagna.

1234
01:00:11.239 --> 01:00:15.840
<v Speaker 5>Okay, okay, I think that is a difference though, wait, because.

1235
01:00:15.719 --> 01:00:18.199
<v Speaker 3>He is silent, right, Oh my gosh, I love that.

1236
01:00:18.320 --> 01:00:19.239
<v Speaker 2>It's a little Wayne.

1237
01:00:20.159 --> 01:00:22.719
<v Speaker 5>I do think it's difficult though. I do think it's

1238
01:00:22.719 --> 01:00:27.119
<v Speaker 5>different though, than speaking and putting forth. It doesn't have

1239
01:00:27.159 --> 01:00:29.400
<v Speaker 5>to even be speaking. It could be writing or just

1240
01:00:29.559 --> 01:00:34.519
<v Speaker 5>starting the creation of said plans, because you have to

1241
01:00:34.599 --> 01:00:36.840
<v Speaker 5>bring it forth, but maybe not share it with others.

1242
01:00:36.960 --> 01:00:41.360
<v Speaker 2>Right, because as soon as you write your intention down

1243
01:00:41.400 --> 01:00:45.079
<v Speaker 2>on paper, it becomes forty nine percent more likely it's

1244
01:00:45.119 --> 01:00:46.000
<v Speaker 2>gonna come true.

1245
01:00:47.079 --> 01:00:50.280
<v Speaker 3>Well, that's that's an interesting number.

1246
01:00:50.440 --> 01:00:53.000
<v Speaker 2>No, that's that's like correct, It's like forty eight or

1247
01:00:53.000 --> 01:00:54.920
<v Speaker 2>forty nine percent more likely to happen.

1248
01:00:54.960 --> 01:00:57.719
<v Speaker 3>But something that we did at Monroe was there, Like,

1249
01:00:57.800 --> 01:01:00.000
<v Speaker 3>when you're trying to ask for something from your higher self,

1250
01:01:00.079 --> 01:01:02.639
<v Speaker 3>write it down. If you have questions for your higher self,

1251
01:01:03.039 --> 01:01:05.599
<v Speaker 3>think of the questions, write them down. You could even

1252
01:01:05.760 --> 01:01:07.719
<v Speaker 3>just think of the questions in your mind.

1253
01:01:07.800 --> 01:01:09.119
<v Speaker 2>And no, no, no, you could.

1254
01:01:09.159 --> 01:01:10.599
<v Speaker 3>You could write the questions down on a pin of

1255
01:01:10.639 --> 01:01:13.320
<v Speaker 3>paper and then number them one, two, three, and then

1256
01:01:13.320 --> 01:01:15.199
<v Speaker 3>when you get to the meditation, you don't even have

1257
01:01:15.199 --> 01:01:18.320
<v Speaker 3>to remember them. You can say, Okay, what's the answer

1258
01:01:18.320 --> 01:01:21.440
<v Speaker 3>to my first question, second question, third question. And I

1259
01:01:21.480 --> 01:01:24.440
<v Speaker 3>think it's like because when you write something down, your

1260
01:01:24.639 --> 01:01:27.679
<v Speaker 3>subconscious mind is sort of like using you as that

1261
01:01:27.840 --> 01:01:32.119
<v Speaker 3>marionette puppet to bind these symbols to that paper and

1262
01:01:32.199 --> 01:01:35.159
<v Speaker 3>sort of conjure forth the meaning of your words out

1263
01:01:35.199 --> 01:01:38.119
<v Speaker 3>into the manifest reality. Because now these words were just

1264
01:01:38.119 --> 01:01:40.679
<v Speaker 3>thoughts in your little fucking brain floating around. Now there's

1265
01:01:40.760 --> 01:01:42.639
<v Speaker 3>symbol bound on a piece of paper. So I think

1266
01:01:42.639 --> 01:01:46.000
<v Speaker 3>their material, their material. Yeah, that's that's what I'm getting at. So, like,

1267
01:01:46.360 --> 01:01:49.440
<v Speaker 3>I think there is very something very powerful to writing

1268
01:01:49.519 --> 01:01:53.719
<v Speaker 3>down your desires, your your goals, your affirmations, whatever. And

1269
01:01:53.760 --> 01:01:56.239
<v Speaker 3>it's something that they make you do it, Monroe. That's

1270
01:01:56.239 --> 01:01:58.760
<v Speaker 3>why they make you journal. They give you a journal.

1271
01:01:58.800 --> 01:02:00.280
<v Speaker 3>I don't know about virtual, but you know, when you're

1272
01:02:00.320 --> 01:02:01.679
<v Speaker 3>there in person, they give you a journal. They give

1273
01:02:01.679 --> 01:02:03.639
<v Speaker 3>you a pen, and they're like, write anything that comes.

1274
01:02:03.440 --> 01:02:05.000
<v Speaker 5>To you down, pick a journal.

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01:02:05.079 --> 01:02:08.159
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I do agree.

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01:02:08.440 --> 01:02:08.599
<v Speaker 1>I know.

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01:02:09.119 --> 01:02:11.119
<v Speaker 4>It's just like how they say, like you commit things

1278
01:02:11.119 --> 01:02:13.440
<v Speaker 4>to memory more when you put when you write it down,

1279
01:02:13.480 --> 01:02:17.360
<v Speaker 4>it's like it's engaging your subconscious mind. It's like accessing

1280
01:02:17.559 --> 01:02:21.000
<v Speaker 4>your subconscious mind automatic writing, which is where the magic happens.

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01:02:21.159 --> 01:02:24.079
<v Speaker 4>You know about automatic writing? I think so, but tell

1282
01:02:24.079 --> 01:02:24.599
<v Speaker 4>me about it.

1283
01:02:24.599 --> 01:02:26.840
<v Speaker 3>It's like the thing where they say, like you just

1284
01:02:26.880 --> 01:02:29.719
<v Speaker 3>start writing and then like you'll you'll be channeling some

1285
01:02:29.840 --> 01:02:33.039
<v Speaker 3>higher force and you know, crazy stuff will start coming out.

1286
01:02:33.039 --> 01:02:34.519
<v Speaker 2>But Olivia does that every morning.

1287
01:02:34.599 --> 01:02:35.639
<v Speaker 4>That's cool. Every morning.

1288
01:02:35.679 --> 01:02:38.679
<v Speaker 2>That's very corn Yeah, she's got a great little morning routine.

1289
01:02:38.719 --> 01:02:42.760
<v Speaker 2>And I sleep in, but my sleep in is seven o'clock.

1290
01:02:43.280 --> 01:02:43.719
<v Speaker 4>You know what.

1291
01:02:44.440 --> 01:02:46.000
<v Speaker 2>Olivia is kind of a boss, dude.

1292
01:02:46.519 --> 01:02:49.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm getting to know her better as you

1293
01:02:49.400 --> 01:02:51.400
<v Speaker 3>guys are getting married, and I'm like around you guys

1294
01:02:51.440 --> 01:02:54.079
<v Speaker 3>as a couple more and where Yeah, just I'm seeing

1295
01:02:54.079 --> 01:02:56.880
<v Speaker 3>you guys grow up and you know, get closer and closer.

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01:02:56.920 --> 01:02:58.840
<v Speaker 3>And I have to say, dude, Plus, she was in

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01:02:58.840 --> 01:03:02.079
<v Speaker 3>college the first several year I really knew you, and

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01:03:02.119 --> 01:03:04.000
<v Speaker 3>I have to say, man, like, she's a boss. Dude,

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01:03:04.320 --> 01:03:06.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm excited for her. Go get her, bro Like, you're

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01:03:06.360 --> 01:03:06.960
<v Speaker 3>in good hands.

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01:03:07.079 --> 01:03:09.920
<v Speaker 2>No, she truly is, like, and that's that's a lot

1302
01:03:09.960 --> 01:03:15.480
<v Speaker 2>of the reason that we're together is like when things started,

1303
01:03:15.559 --> 01:03:17.159
<v Speaker 2>like we've been together a long time, but when things

1304
01:03:17.159 --> 01:03:19.480
<v Speaker 2>started to get really serious, like she was the most

1305
01:03:19.559 --> 01:03:22.760
<v Speaker 2>driven person I knew, and I like, you know, I like,

1306
01:03:24.360 --> 01:03:28.000
<v Speaker 2>I like myself and I know what I'm capable of,

1307
01:03:28.239 --> 01:03:30.800
<v Speaker 2>but I knew that I like, in that moment, I

1308
01:03:30.920 --> 01:03:35.360
<v Speaker 2>lacked that drive, like I was just a pot smoking teenager,

1309
01:03:35.639 --> 01:03:39.880
<v Speaker 2>you know, and that like, that's probably one of the

1310
01:03:39.880 --> 01:03:41.239
<v Speaker 2>things about her that I like the most.

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01:03:42.000 --> 01:03:44.000
<v Speaker 1>She's absolutely.

1312
01:03:45.159 --> 01:03:50.239
<v Speaker 2>Oh you know, there's some emotion under here somewhere.

1313
01:03:50.360 --> 01:03:51.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. No, that that was beautiful.

1314
01:03:51.800 --> 01:03:51.960
<v Speaker 4>Man.

1315
01:03:52.280 --> 01:03:54.480
<v Speaker 3>The advice to you guys, going back to the other

1316
01:03:54.519 --> 01:03:57.559
<v Speaker 3>thing is, look, I can promise you based on what

1317
01:03:57.679 --> 01:04:02.599
<v Speaker 3>you guys both just said, I felt like a clone,

1318
01:04:03.159 --> 01:04:06.199
<v Speaker 3>like the identical feelings. And I literally went there the

1319
01:04:06.239 --> 01:04:08.480
<v Speaker 3>first day and I was like they're like, what do

1320
01:04:08.519 --> 01:04:11.559
<v Speaker 3>you expect? And I was like, nothing, Anything that I

1321
01:04:11.599 --> 01:04:15.239
<v Speaker 3>experienced I'll be happy for, you know, so just just

1322
01:04:15.480 --> 01:04:17.119
<v Speaker 3>you know, put it out of your head.

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01:04:18.039 --> 01:04:20.760
<v Speaker 2>Yay, we have a creation station coming up. Oh, it's out.

1324
01:04:20.880 --> 01:04:21.199
<v Speaker 2>I got.

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01:04:21.320 --> 01:04:25.119
<v Speaker 3>There's so much in between, right, I understand, like don't

1326
01:04:25.159 --> 01:04:28.840
<v Speaker 3>don't don't don't think about it. I'm not saying don't

1327
01:04:28.840 --> 01:04:32.440
<v Speaker 3>be excited, don't literally think about it, but like, don't

1328
01:04:32.880 --> 01:04:33.920
<v Speaker 3>I want this to happen.

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01:04:33.960 --> 01:04:34.599
<v Speaker 4>I want to it.

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01:04:34.639 --> 01:04:35.360
<v Speaker 2>Don't think any of that.

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01:04:35.360 --> 01:04:38.239
<v Speaker 4>I've processed most of that and now I'm just like

1332
01:04:38.320 --> 01:04:40.519
<v Speaker 4>really excited and grateful that it's gonna happen.

1333
01:04:40.639 --> 01:04:41.480
<v Speaker 2>That's all you need to be.

1334
01:04:41.599 --> 01:04:44.159
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, And I'm just like excited to see what it

1335
01:04:44.239 --> 01:04:44.719
<v Speaker 4>is and.

1336
01:04:44.639 --> 01:04:47.360
<v Speaker 5>This will be I'm not even really sharing as much

1337
01:04:47.400 --> 01:04:50.280
<v Speaker 5>about what we did because a lot of the visuals

1338
01:04:50.280 --> 01:04:53.199
<v Speaker 5>were related to prompts and things that you know, we

1339
01:04:53.199 --> 01:04:57.039
<v Speaker 5>were doing, like tools and tasks. But I will say that,

1340
01:04:58.039 --> 01:05:00.280
<v Speaker 5>you know, even though I have experienced other people and

1341
01:05:00.320 --> 01:05:07.000
<v Speaker 5>there too were having things they were experiencing or you know,

1342
01:05:07.039 --> 01:05:09.360
<v Speaker 5>that was shifting their perspective or that they were seeing

1343
01:05:09.719 --> 01:05:12.320
<v Speaker 5>or going through or whatever that was so profound that

1344
01:05:12.360 --> 01:05:16.880
<v Speaker 5>like literally I won't say any names, but like the

1345
01:05:16.960 --> 01:05:20.840
<v Speaker 5>first exercise, which is like you know, I don't know,

1346
01:05:21.039 --> 01:05:24.239
<v Speaker 5>it's below level ten. It's just like to get you going,

1347
01:05:24.360 --> 01:05:26.360
<v Speaker 5>and there's like different things or whatever.

1348
01:05:26.800 --> 01:05:30.159
<v Speaker 2>He was like, uh, that was wild.

1349
01:05:30.400 --> 01:05:33.800
<v Speaker 5>I don't know if I'll ever be normal again. And

1350
01:05:33.880 --> 01:05:35.639
<v Speaker 5>we're like, oh, was this the creation stage?

1351
01:05:35.760 --> 01:05:35.920
<v Speaker 1>Yes?

1352
01:05:36.639 --> 01:05:39.559
<v Speaker 5>Yeah it was No, it was amazing. But you know,

1353
01:05:39.639 --> 01:05:42.480
<v Speaker 5>as we all progressed, everyone was like, what is going on?

1354
01:05:42.679 --> 01:05:45.599
<v Speaker 3>Wow, skeptics come here. I heard stories of like.

1355
01:05:45.800 --> 01:05:48.320
<v Speaker 5>Even if they didn't see visuals, they were like, something's different.

1356
01:05:48.400 --> 01:05:49.719
<v Speaker 4>Sure, yeah, you could feel it.

1357
01:05:50.079 --> 01:05:50.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1358
01:05:50.519 --> 01:05:52.199
<v Speaker 3>There's this one story that was told to me while

1359
01:05:52.199 --> 01:05:54.480
<v Speaker 3>I was there that there's this husband and wife and

1360
01:05:54.519 --> 01:05:58.360
<v Speaker 3>the wife is like really into this stuff, and it

1361
01:05:58.440 --> 01:06:00.400
<v Speaker 3>was like I gotta go to the road and dote.

1362
01:06:00.639 --> 01:06:02.320
<v Speaker 3>So the husband was like all right, and I'll go

1363
01:06:02.400 --> 01:06:04.559
<v Speaker 3>with you. And then they get there and the husband

1364
01:06:04.559 --> 01:06:08.280
<v Speaker 3>starts having these like like Charles Xavier, like seeing all

1365
01:06:08.320 --> 01:06:11.760
<v Speaker 3>this ship and having these crazy experiences and everyone was like, yo,

1366
01:06:11.960 --> 01:06:14.760
<v Speaker 3>this is crazy, and the wife's like what you know.

1367
01:06:14.800 --> 01:06:16.800
<v Speaker 3>I was the one that wanted to come here, and

1368
01:06:16.840 --> 01:06:18.400
<v Speaker 3>he was a skeptic dude.

1369
01:06:18.239 --> 01:06:21.000
<v Speaker 4>Right, you know, but he needed it. It was for him.

1370
01:06:21.079 --> 01:06:23.360
<v Speaker 3>I was doing like the how the channelers do with it,

1371
01:06:23.440 --> 01:06:24.199
<v Speaker 3>you know in the videos.

1372
01:06:24.679 --> 01:06:26.679
<v Speaker 5>That's funny you said that because one of the I

1373
01:06:26.679 --> 01:06:29.239
<v Speaker 5>won't say names again, but shout out to my program

1374
01:06:29.280 --> 01:06:32.280
<v Speaker 5>people that because a lot of them listen, I love

1375
01:06:32.320 --> 01:06:34.880
<v Speaker 5>you guys. But someone else had an experience there that

1376
01:06:34.920 --> 01:06:37.679
<v Speaker 5>they were like I felt like Charles Xavier. I was

1377
01:06:37.719 --> 01:06:42.559
<v Speaker 5>like I was like in cerebral Yeah, like cerebro, cerebro.

1378
01:06:42.760 --> 01:06:46.119
<v Speaker 3>Sorry, just you know, open mind, open heart, and it's

1379
01:06:46.320 --> 01:06:50.679
<v Speaker 3>it's an incredible place. Yeah, I think that, like, yeah,

1380
01:06:51.159 --> 01:06:53.440
<v Speaker 3>and most of all, it's fun and you're in good hands.

1381
01:06:53.440 --> 01:06:55.280
<v Speaker 3>You have to remember it's like, first of all, they

1382
01:06:55.280 --> 01:06:58.519
<v Speaker 3>have developed this cutting edge technology that gets your brain

1383
01:06:58.599 --> 01:06:59.440
<v Speaker 3>to these states.

1384
01:07:00.039 --> 01:07:02.400
<v Speaker 2>It's not you can't think about it, like.

1385
01:07:02.639 --> 01:07:04.119
<v Speaker 3>I don't know if I'll be able to get to

1386
01:07:04.159 --> 01:07:07.519
<v Speaker 3>these states of meditation. Yeah you will, because your brain's

1387
01:07:07.519 --> 01:07:09.039
<v Speaker 3>gonna do it for you, because it's gonna get to

1388
01:07:09.079 --> 01:07:11.320
<v Speaker 3>the frequencies. All you gotta do is just fall along.

1389
01:07:11.719 --> 01:07:11.960
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1390
01:07:12.000 --> 01:07:15.840
<v Speaker 4>That's not so much what my like like anxieties were

1391
01:07:15.960 --> 01:07:18.320
<v Speaker 4>or whatever it was. It was more so like, man,

1392
01:07:18.360 --> 01:07:21.599
<v Speaker 4>I hope these specific issues get fixed with me, right,

1393
01:07:21.679 --> 01:07:24.800
<v Speaker 4>But then but then I processed that and I was like,

1394
01:07:25.000 --> 01:07:27.159
<v Speaker 4>you know what, like it's going to be exactly what

1395
01:07:27.239 --> 01:07:30.119
<v Speaker 4>I need it to be. And yeah, I'm just excited now.

1396
01:07:29.960 --> 01:07:33.159
<v Speaker 5>There's nothing to fix about you, right, Yeah.

1397
01:07:33.000 --> 01:07:35.440
<v Speaker 4>That's a good way to look at it. Yeah, it's

1398
01:07:35.519 --> 01:07:36.880
<v Speaker 4>like I'm having.

1399
01:07:36.639 --> 01:07:40.679
<v Speaker 5>Like a mixing board, like you're you're just shifting the

1400
01:07:40.760 --> 01:07:42.880
<v Speaker 5>dials into a more optimal position.

1401
01:07:44.239 --> 01:07:49.960
<v Speaker 3>Keep that perspective, like I'm going to get exact or something.

1402
01:07:50.480 --> 01:07:54.280
<v Speaker 2>You just got to tune the car up a little bit, yeah.

1403
01:07:53.559 --> 01:07:59.800
<v Speaker 4>Or the boat, find like a specific way to all

1404
01:08:00.079 --> 01:08:00.599
<v Speaker 4>late to it.

1405
01:08:00.800 --> 01:08:03.639
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you gotta grease up that excavator.

1406
01:08:03.079 --> 01:08:05.320
<v Speaker 5>All right, what's with that?

1407
01:08:05.559 --> 01:08:08.679
<v Speaker 3>I don't I'm just trying to appeal to the youth.

1408
01:08:09.119 --> 01:08:10.480
<v Speaker 2>The youth, and he points in me.

1409
01:08:11.159 --> 01:08:13.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I mean you are the youngest you are.

1410
01:08:13.920 --> 01:08:16.079
<v Speaker 2>You're what twenty six and a couple of seven.

1411
01:08:16.800 --> 01:08:19.199
<v Speaker 4>You're the baby baby, You're a little baby.

1412
01:08:19.359 --> 01:08:20.479
<v Speaker 5>Wait, how old are you, Alex?

1413
01:08:20.560 --> 01:08:25.239
<v Speaker 2>He's almost twenty six almost, I'm twenty twenty five and

1414
01:08:25.279 --> 01:08:31.479
<v Speaker 2>a half. I'm like twenty five ninety percent.

1415
01:08:32.720 --> 01:08:34.800
<v Speaker 5>What's weird is I've always been the baby, but I'm

1416
01:08:34.840 --> 01:08:38.720
<v Speaker 5>starting to like in places not I'm like older than everyone,

1417
01:08:38.920 --> 01:08:39.640
<v Speaker 5>and that's weird.

1418
01:08:39.960 --> 01:08:40.359
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1419
01:08:40.640 --> 01:08:43.399
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, when when that starts to happen, that's like the

1420
01:08:43.479 --> 01:08:44.640
<v Speaker 4>over the hill thing.

1421
01:08:44.800 --> 01:08:45.640
<v Speaker 5>Everyone's like wait.

1422
01:08:47.159 --> 01:08:49.720
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, oh yeah, no, I mean I'm like in all

1423
01:08:49.760 --> 01:08:51.760
<v Speaker 3>my other friends in my grade, I was always the youngest,

1424
01:08:51.760 --> 01:08:53.960
<v Speaker 3>so it's yeah, I've always been the oldest.

1425
01:08:53.960 --> 01:08:56.239
<v Speaker 4>Well yeah, I'm the baby of my family, so I've

1426
01:08:56.279 --> 01:08:59.640
<v Speaker 4>always felt like the baby. I've always felt like the youngest.

1427
01:08:59.680 --> 01:09:02.279
<v Speaker 4>And now that I'm thirty, it's like everyone around me

1428
01:09:02.479 --> 01:09:06.720
<v Speaker 4>is significantly younger than me. I'm like, this is weird. Yeah,

1429
01:09:06.840 --> 01:09:07.880
<v Speaker 4>this is a weird feeling.

1430
01:09:07.920 --> 01:09:11.600
<v Speaker 2>You'll ever analyze your friends like in what way? Like

1431
01:09:12.319 --> 01:09:15.680
<v Speaker 2>the majority of my friends are all younger brothers, the

1432
01:09:16.039 --> 01:09:18.920
<v Speaker 2>large real friends and younger brothers. Really, oh really, and

1433
01:09:18.960 --> 01:09:21.399
<v Speaker 2>I'm like an older brother. I have a couple older

1434
01:09:21.399 --> 01:09:24.199
<v Speaker 2>brother friends, but yeah, most the majority of them are younger.

1435
01:09:25.479 --> 01:09:27.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I guess the majority of my friends then younger brothers.

1436
01:09:27.640 --> 01:09:30.520
<v Speaker 3>You start thinking, like the kind of people that you attract, Like,

1437
01:09:30.600 --> 01:09:31.279
<v Speaker 3>are they.

1438
01:09:31.239 --> 01:09:33.640
<v Speaker 2>No, I'd have to think about that. I never thought

1439
01:09:33.640 --> 01:09:36.560
<v Speaker 2>about it. Yeah, well I never thought about it. I'm

1440
01:09:36.560 --> 01:09:39.479
<v Speaker 2>more of an abstract thinker because I have some older brothers.

1441
01:09:39.720 --> 01:09:41.640
<v Speaker 4>All right, all right, there buddy.

1442
01:09:42.039 --> 01:09:44.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you're you're definitely an abstract thinker. Man of that

1443
01:09:45.000 --> 01:09:45.920
<v Speaker 3>shirt gives it away.

1444
01:09:46.119 --> 01:09:48.079
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it does. You're one of a kind, Bud.

1445
01:09:48.520 --> 01:09:50.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, thanks, I you.

1446
01:09:51.239 --> 01:09:54.119
<v Speaker 3>I did want to uh ask you.

1447
01:09:54.640 --> 01:09:56.079
<v Speaker 2>About bending spoons.

1448
01:09:56.399 --> 01:09:58.319
<v Speaker 3>Okay, you want to talk at all about like your

1449
01:09:58.359 --> 01:09:59.800
<v Speaker 3>second trip there?

1450
01:10:00.319 --> 01:10:05.800
<v Speaker 5>My second trip there? Yeah, I don't know how much

1451
01:10:05.840 --> 01:10:12.439
<v Speaker 5>I can say, right, yeah, but I do know that

1452
01:10:12.479 --> 01:10:15.880
<v Speaker 5>I talked about something that when I was there at

1453
01:10:15.880 --> 01:10:19.279
<v Speaker 5>that time. I talked about that on here when I

1454
01:10:19.439 --> 01:10:21.800
<v Speaker 5>was above the house and all the stuff was happening

1455
01:10:21.800 --> 01:10:23.600
<v Speaker 5>in the house, and then I saw the lady and

1456
01:10:23.640 --> 01:10:26.039
<v Speaker 5>I saw that was that time when I went the

1457
01:10:26.039 --> 01:10:29.680
<v Speaker 5>second time. Yeah, yeah, I don't think I'm allowed to

1458
01:10:29.680 --> 01:10:34.920
<v Speaker 5>say too much about that trip, yeap, fair enough? Yeah,

1459
01:10:34.960 --> 01:10:38.880
<v Speaker 5>And also with this one, it's it's really hard for

1460
01:10:38.920 --> 01:10:41.239
<v Speaker 5>me to not say too much about my music.

1461
01:10:42.279 --> 01:10:43.520
<v Speaker 2>What was don't even go there?

1462
01:10:43.600 --> 01:10:45.319
<v Speaker 3>You asked me last night to make sure you don't

1463
01:10:45.319 --> 01:10:45.560
<v Speaker 3>go there.

1464
01:10:45.600 --> 01:10:46.800
<v Speaker 5>I just don't want to go too much because I

1465
01:10:46.840 --> 01:10:48.960
<v Speaker 5>feel like we could do another episode on that because

1466
01:10:49.000 --> 01:10:50.439
<v Speaker 5>there's just so much about.

1467
01:10:50.119 --> 01:10:53.640
<v Speaker 4>It, and we should absolute a thousand.

1468
01:10:54.560 --> 01:10:58.640
<v Speaker 5>So it's like if I talk about this, then I'll

1469
01:10:58.680 --> 01:11:01.600
<v Speaker 5>have to talk about that, and it's like keep it clean.

1470
01:11:01.960 --> 01:11:03.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, hey, we got it.

1471
01:11:04.039 --> 01:11:05.920
<v Speaker 3>She literally told me the one thing you cannot let

1472
01:11:06.000 --> 01:11:10.359
<v Speaker 3>me talk about it my music. I'm telling you we

1473
01:11:10.399 --> 01:11:11.960
<v Speaker 3>are not going to talk about your We have to

1474
01:11:11.960 --> 01:11:12.279
<v Speaker 3>save it.

1475
01:11:12.399 --> 01:11:14.520
<v Speaker 4>Let's do a whole episode. Yeah whenever.

1476
01:11:14.800 --> 01:11:18.159
<v Speaker 5>Well, what I can say, what's what's been greenlighted is

1477
01:11:18.199 --> 01:11:22.880
<v Speaker 5>that where you know this is the album I was

1478
01:11:22.920 --> 01:11:26.119
<v Speaker 5>talking about two years ago that everyone's like, when's your

1479
01:11:26.159 --> 01:11:28.920
<v Speaker 5>music coming out? And I probably shouldn't have advertised it,

1480
01:11:28.960 --> 01:11:30.960
<v Speaker 5>but it was just so significant for me at the time,

1481
01:11:31.039 --> 01:11:33.399
<v Speaker 5>like I was finally writing music, I had unlocked all

1482
01:11:33.439 --> 01:11:36.840
<v Speaker 5>this stuff. And so now the timing is starting to

1483
01:11:37.079 --> 01:11:41.439
<v Speaker 5>accelerate and it should be coming out sooner. I can't

1484
01:11:41.479 --> 01:11:44.000
<v Speaker 5>say a date, but it should be sooner, and it

1485
01:11:44.039 --> 01:11:50.159
<v Speaker 5>will be in collaboration with the Monroe stuff. But I'll

1486
01:11:50.439 --> 01:11:53.800
<v Speaker 5>make sure everyone knows about it when it's when it's time. Yeah, yeah,

1487
01:11:54.119 --> 01:11:56.399
<v Speaker 5>it's gonna be good. Me and Nicky are we're going good.

1488
01:11:56.560 --> 01:12:00.359
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we're making we're hitting like the momentum now yeah,

1489
01:12:00.399 --> 01:12:01.279
<v Speaker 4>we're getting it done.

1490
01:12:02.399 --> 01:12:07.319
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So that's exciting. Yeah. I don't I don't know

1491
01:12:07.319 --> 01:12:08.520
<v Speaker 5>what else I can say about it.

1492
01:12:08.640 --> 01:12:11.359
<v Speaker 2>You feel resolved I think.

1493
01:12:11.279 --> 01:12:17.079
<v Speaker 5>Everyone should watch and only if you're gonna love it,

1494
01:12:17.800 --> 01:12:18.520
<v Speaker 5>watch Labyrinth.

1495
01:12:19.319 --> 01:12:20.720
<v Speaker 4>That's the message today.

1496
01:12:21.880 --> 01:12:22.520
<v Speaker 2>That's unreal.

1497
01:12:23.079 --> 01:12:27.159
<v Speaker 5>And it's funny because I wrote in here that the

1498
01:12:27.239 --> 01:12:30.359
<v Speaker 5>platform was Labyrinth like and then like last night we

1499
01:12:30.399 --> 01:12:31.960
<v Speaker 5>watched and I was like, oh, it was like that,

1500
01:12:32.079 --> 01:12:33.720
<v Speaker 5>and I didn't even remember that I had written that.

1501
01:12:34.359 --> 01:12:34.720
<v Speaker 1>Wow.

1502
01:12:35.000 --> 01:12:37.119
<v Speaker 4>So only if you know you're gonna love the movie,

1503
01:12:37.199 --> 01:12:37.560
<v Speaker 4>watch it.

1504
01:12:37.680 --> 01:12:39.159
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, exactly, exactly.

1505
01:12:39.319 --> 01:12:40.760
<v Speaker 2>That's the only movies I watch it.

1506
01:12:41.119 --> 01:12:42.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, watch a trailer first.

1507
01:12:43.520 --> 01:12:45.720
<v Speaker 5>David Bowie is the Goblin King.

1508
01:12:45.880 --> 01:12:47.520
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but that should be enough.

1509
01:12:47.880 --> 01:12:51.000
<v Speaker 2>A Ryan loved it, No, I did. I thought it

1510
01:12:51.079 --> 01:12:56.960
<v Speaker 2>was very fun. Tron's on my list.

1511
01:12:58.159 --> 01:12:59.279
<v Speaker 4>They just announced the third one.

1512
01:12:59.359 --> 01:12:59.560
<v Speaker 6>Yeah.

1513
01:12:59.840 --> 01:13:01.359
<v Speaker 3>I heard that they're going to be going into the

1514
01:13:01.359 --> 01:13:03.159
<v Speaker 3>real world. That's kind of crazy.

1515
01:13:03.279 --> 01:13:03.720
<v Speaker 4>It's time.

1516
01:13:04.079 --> 01:13:04.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that'd be cool.

1517
01:13:05.560 --> 01:13:08.079
<v Speaker 3>I don't even watch the original, man, I think, like

1518
01:13:08.239 --> 01:13:10.319
<v Speaker 3>just knowing you it will just be a complete waste

1519
01:13:10.359 --> 01:13:10.680
<v Speaker 3>of time.

1520
01:13:10.880 --> 01:13:14.479
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it is a very the You're great.

1521
01:13:14.880 --> 01:13:18.760
<v Speaker 5>I do have something I want to say. It's something

1522
01:13:18.800 --> 01:13:21.960
<v Speaker 5>that I feel like a lot of people are going

1523
01:13:22.000 --> 01:13:26.479
<v Speaker 5>through spiritual awakenings, and I work with a lot of

1524
01:13:26.479 --> 01:13:28.720
<v Speaker 5>people in my program that are doing this right, and

1525
01:13:28.760 --> 01:13:32.760
<v Speaker 5>it's it can be really scary, it can be really hard,

1526
01:13:33.680 --> 01:13:37.319
<v Speaker 5>and just no, Number one, you're not alone. But also

1527
01:13:38.520 --> 01:13:42.199
<v Speaker 5>you can feel kind of crazy from the synchronicities. When

1528
01:13:42.239 --> 01:13:44.359
<v Speaker 5>you start noticing how things are connected, it can make

1529
01:13:44.399 --> 01:13:45.479
<v Speaker 5>you feel kind of crazy.

1530
01:13:45.600 --> 01:13:47.479
<v Speaker 3>That is a great point, and.

1531
01:13:47.439 --> 01:13:50.199
<v Speaker 5>You're not crazy. And the more you sit with it

1532
01:13:50.239 --> 01:13:53.239
<v Speaker 5>and the more you learn and grow through this process,

1533
01:13:53.840 --> 01:13:57.039
<v Speaker 5>the more you can just have a deep seated knowing

1534
01:13:57.319 --> 01:14:04.119
<v Speaker 5>of was connected and it's not surprising anymore. It's like yeah, yeah, okay,

1535
01:14:04.479 --> 01:14:07.000
<v Speaker 5>And it's to the point where it's like, oh, you know,

1536
01:14:07.600 --> 01:14:09.119
<v Speaker 5>if you were to ask me what's been going on

1537
01:14:09.199 --> 01:14:11.800
<v Speaker 5>with you, it's like, well, I don't know how to

1538
01:14:11.840 --> 01:14:15.319
<v Speaker 5>explain it because I feel like everything is a synchronicity.

1539
01:14:15.359 --> 01:14:17.560
<v Speaker 5>It does, and I don't know how to explain it.

1540
01:14:17.560 --> 01:14:22.640
<v Speaker 5>It's so tangled. Yeah, it's like does that make sense?

1541
01:14:22.840 --> 01:14:23.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

1542
01:14:23.319 --> 01:14:26.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. I have little pockets of time where everything seems

1543
01:14:26.840 --> 01:14:30.239
<v Speaker 4>like it's connected, and it's it's really really hard to

1544
01:14:30.800 --> 01:14:35.279
<v Speaker 4>relay that to people, how everything is connected, everything's a synchronicity.

1545
01:14:35.880 --> 01:14:38.119
<v Speaker 4>Like I feel like Casey is going through that right now,

1546
01:14:38.119 --> 01:14:41.319
<v Speaker 4>where everything in her life is a synchronicity. Every day

1547
01:14:41.359 --> 01:14:43.800
<v Speaker 4>she's telling me oh my god. That will I get

1548
01:14:43.800 --> 01:14:45.319
<v Speaker 4>in the car at the end of the day and

1549
01:14:45.680 --> 01:14:48.920
<v Speaker 4>she'll be like boom unload, like five different synchronicities on

1550
01:14:49.000 --> 01:14:51.800
<v Speaker 4>me every single day. Yeah, it's weird. You'll have like

1551
01:14:51.840 --> 01:14:55.680
<v Speaker 4>a two week stretch where it's like non stop, right,

1552
01:14:55.760 --> 01:14:57.279
<v Speaker 4>and then it'll slow down a little bit.

1553
01:14:57.640 --> 01:15:00.159
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, yeah, it's that. And then it's also I guess,

1554
01:15:00.239 --> 01:15:03.439
<v Speaker 5>I mean not everyone has the same experience for everything,

1555
01:15:03.479 --> 01:15:07.520
<v Speaker 5>but I feel like I will just hear or just

1556
01:15:07.640 --> 01:15:10.439
<v Speaker 5>feel a message and it's like, yeah, that's it. Like

1557
01:15:10.479 --> 01:15:13.399
<v Speaker 5>I just know that this is true. Something happens and

1558
01:15:13.439 --> 01:15:17.359
<v Speaker 5>I'm like this is that or you know, this is

1559
01:15:17.359 --> 01:15:19.760
<v Speaker 5>what this means or this is why that happened or whatever.

1560
01:15:19.840 --> 01:15:23.039
<v Speaker 5>I just kind of like have a knowing and then

1561
01:15:23.079 --> 01:15:25.119
<v Speaker 5>I don't stress about it. Like you don't have to.

1562
01:15:25.159 --> 01:15:28.359
<v Speaker 5>You don't need to stress over the meaning of the synchronicity.

1563
01:15:28.920 --> 01:15:32.359
<v Speaker 5>You don't need to stress over figuring out why this

1564
01:15:32.479 --> 01:15:35.800
<v Speaker 5>came up. You just have to know that it's information

1565
01:15:36.159 --> 01:15:40.039
<v Speaker 5>and it's popping up because you're becoming more aware. It's

1566
01:15:40.079 --> 01:15:43.039
<v Speaker 5>like one thing I see a lot with my students,

1567
01:15:44.199 --> 01:15:46.079
<v Speaker 5>and I'm sure you know we can all relate to

1568
01:15:46.319 --> 01:15:48.720
<v Speaker 5>is like that desperate need to get to the bottom

1569
01:15:48.720 --> 01:15:52.399
<v Speaker 5>of everything that happens, and you drive yourself crazy, and

1570
01:15:52.399 --> 01:15:54.560
<v Speaker 5>that's when people start going mad. It's like, oh my gosh,

1571
01:15:54.640 --> 01:15:56.960
<v Speaker 5>I have to understand all of this stuff, and it's like,

1572
01:15:57.439 --> 01:16:00.039
<v Speaker 5>well do you or can you just sit back and

1573
01:16:00.039 --> 01:16:01.640
<v Speaker 5>observe it happening around you?

1574
01:16:01.800 --> 01:16:02.399
<v Speaker 3>Detachment?

1575
01:16:02.840 --> 01:16:10.960
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, And I think that in itself, that permission can

1576
01:16:11.319 --> 01:16:12.279
<v Speaker 5>give a lot of peace.

1577
01:16:13.319 --> 01:16:13.640
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

1578
01:16:14.000 --> 01:16:17.239
<v Speaker 2>I tend to that makes sense, absolutely does it does.

1579
01:16:17.359 --> 01:16:21.520
<v Speaker 4>I tend to look at synchronicities more as a general sign.

1580
01:16:22.359 --> 01:16:25.800
<v Speaker 4>I don't dig into the specific meaning just just me personally.

1581
01:16:26.720 --> 01:16:29.119
<v Speaker 4>I just look at them as like a little nudge

1582
01:16:29.439 --> 01:16:32.680
<v Speaker 4>from the universe, like you're doing good, You're on the

1583
01:16:32.760 --> 01:16:33.760
<v Speaker 4>right path, keep it up.

1584
01:16:34.439 --> 01:16:34.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1585
01:16:34.760 --> 01:16:38.000
<v Speaker 5>And another thing is like the phenomenon showing up physically,

1586
01:16:38.159 --> 01:16:41.960
<v Speaker 5>like as an entity or an orb doesn't if that's

1587
01:16:41.960 --> 01:16:46.159
<v Speaker 5>not happening right now. I still get signs and feel

1588
01:16:46.199 --> 01:16:50.239
<v Speaker 5>them and know I have a knowing that they're there,

1589
01:16:50.640 --> 01:16:53.439
<v Speaker 5>and I see things that happen that I know is

1590
01:16:53.600 --> 01:16:56.399
<v Speaker 5>related to that. But I don't have to be seeing things.

1591
01:16:56.439 --> 01:16:58.079
<v Speaker 5>So I said that because a lot of people that

1592
01:16:58.239 --> 01:17:00.800
<v Speaker 5>experienced things, or maybe they had un experience, they're like

1593
01:17:01.039 --> 01:17:03.359
<v Speaker 5>well it's not happening. Now, what does that mean? What

1594
01:17:03.399 --> 01:17:04.640
<v Speaker 5>does that mean? What does that mean? Why is I

1595
01:17:04.680 --> 01:17:06.560
<v Speaker 5>not happening? Am I not worthy anymore? Am I doing

1596
01:17:06.600 --> 01:17:10.800
<v Speaker 5>something wrong? It's like, calm down, just just pay attention

1597
01:17:10.920 --> 01:17:13.319
<v Speaker 5>to the wisdom that is in you. Right now. You're

1598
01:17:13.359 --> 01:17:16.199
<v Speaker 5>not being present, you're not being aware of what your

1599
01:17:16.199 --> 01:17:22.680
<v Speaker 5>body needs. Because the phenomenon, whether it's a tickle that

1600
01:17:22.720 --> 01:17:26.479
<v Speaker 5>you feel on your left elbow or the light turning

1601
01:17:26.479 --> 01:17:28.640
<v Speaker 5>out or an orb in your face, like, it's all

1602
01:17:28.880 --> 01:17:34.199
<v Speaker 5>related and it's all just as relevant and important.

1603
01:17:34.279 --> 01:17:35.960
<v Speaker 4>Yeah right, yeah, absolutely.

1604
01:17:36.239 --> 01:17:38.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's interesting you say that because that's kind of

1605
01:17:38.199 --> 01:17:40.760
<v Speaker 2>where I'm at right now. It's like I haven't seen

1606
01:17:40.800 --> 01:17:44.079
<v Speaker 2>anything in quite some time, probably since the last time

1607
01:17:44.119 --> 01:17:48.680
<v Speaker 2>we saw something altogether. And I'll think about that when

1608
01:17:48.800 --> 01:17:51.720
<v Speaker 2>when I don't see anything, But then I'm like I

1609
01:17:51.760 --> 01:17:55.159
<v Speaker 2>don't need it. Yeah, yeah, I'm doing great, Like I

1610
01:17:55.239 --> 01:17:58.520
<v Speaker 2>feel great, and you're like, I know it's there, you know,

1611
01:17:58.720 --> 01:18:01.479
<v Speaker 2>Like I don't need constant that affirmation that they're with me.

1612
01:18:01.720 --> 01:18:04.600
<v Speaker 3>It was two weekends ago we saw one together, remember

1613
01:18:05.319 --> 01:18:07.520
<v Speaker 3>at Olivia's birthday party that weekend with your friend.

1614
01:18:07.600 --> 01:18:10.680
<v Speaker 2>I didn't see it, Yeah, you did. But it was

1615
01:18:11.039 --> 01:18:13.600
<v Speaker 2>I was having trouble looking where you were looking. I

1616
01:18:13.600 --> 01:18:16.479
<v Speaker 2>don't remember seeing it was me you and I know,

1617
01:18:16.520 --> 01:18:19.279
<v Speaker 2>I know exactly what you're talking. Yeah, I know exactly

1618
01:18:19.279 --> 01:18:22.279
<v Speaker 2>what you're talking about, but I had issues seeing it.

1619
01:18:23.119 --> 01:18:23.800
<v Speaker 2>I thought you saw it.

1620
01:18:23.880 --> 01:18:26.640
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, okay, well then they know that you're in you

1621
01:18:26.680 --> 01:18:28.079
<v Speaker 5>don't really need it.

1622
01:18:28.800 --> 01:18:30.560
<v Speaker 2>That's kind of where I'm at. It's like, I don't like,

1623
01:18:30.600 --> 01:18:33.439
<v Speaker 2>I don't beat myself up over it. You're busy, You're

1624
01:18:33.479 --> 01:18:35.399
<v Speaker 2>busy right now. But I'm also just like I'm also

1625
01:18:35.680 --> 01:18:40.800
<v Speaker 2>you know, doing good. Yeah, like you know, like I'm

1626
01:18:40.880 --> 01:18:42.840
<v Speaker 2>very happy, yeah, very content.

1627
01:18:43.079 --> 01:18:46.840
<v Speaker 5>So yeah, and I'll think, yeah, and I'll share this

1628
01:18:46.920 --> 01:18:48.880
<v Speaker 5>affirmation that came up for me. I was supposed to

1629
01:18:49.119 --> 01:18:52.640
<v Speaker 5>come up with an affirmation, and U like, what is it.

1630
01:18:52.560 --> 01:18:53.640
<v Speaker 2>That I desire most?

1631
01:18:53.720 --> 01:18:58.119
<v Speaker 5>And I just got really overwhelmed with this feeling of gratitude,

1632
01:18:58.119 --> 01:19:02.479
<v Speaker 5>like I don't want anything. I don't actually know what

1633
01:19:02.560 --> 01:19:07.079
<v Speaker 5>to say. God, I want this more than anything, because

1634
01:19:07.239 --> 01:19:11.399
<v Speaker 5>ultimately I have everything I need and I just couldn't

1635
01:19:11.479 --> 01:19:15.079
<v Speaker 5>come up with any affirmation that would help me manifest

1636
01:19:15.079 --> 01:19:17.840
<v Speaker 5>something I desired. And so ultimately what I landed on

1637
01:19:18.199 --> 01:19:23.159
<v Speaker 5>was I have everything I need and that has been

1638
01:19:23.239 --> 01:19:24.399
<v Speaker 5>sort of it's.

1639
01:19:24.199 --> 01:19:25.520
<v Speaker 4>The most beautiful place to be.

1640
01:19:25.880 --> 01:19:29.720
<v Speaker 5>That's what I've been really affirming for myself every day.

1641
01:19:29.800 --> 01:19:32.079
<v Speaker 5>And because of that, even if you don't truly feel

1642
01:19:32.079 --> 01:19:36.920
<v Speaker 5>it in the moment, by restating that, you're making your

1643
01:19:36.920 --> 01:19:40.600
<v Speaker 5>brain believe it, and you're telling the universe and God

1644
01:19:40.680 --> 01:19:46.680
<v Speaker 5>and everything that you are welcoming the things that you need, right,

1645
01:19:46.760 --> 01:19:49.319
<v Speaker 5>the things that give you abundance and happiness, and so

1646
01:19:49.520 --> 01:19:52.640
<v Speaker 5>like by just trying to desperately pour your energy into

1647
01:19:52.720 --> 01:19:55.119
<v Speaker 5>things that you don't have that you want, it's kind

1648
01:19:55.119 --> 01:19:55.520
<v Speaker 5>of like.

1649
01:19:57.079 --> 01:19:58.359
<v Speaker 4>You're focusing on the wrong thing.

1650
01:19:58.479 --> 01:20:01.159
<v Speaker 5>Well, not necessarily, I mean you could be. I think

1651
01:20:01.159 --> 01:20:03.960
<v Speaker 5>it's more about the energy. Like, if you want a

1652
01:20:04.000 --> 01:20:07.520
<v Speaker 5>new car, it could be the wrong thing, or it

1653
01:20:07.560 --> 01:20:09.600
<v Speaker 5>could be something that you want. And that's okay. You

1654
01:20:09.640 --> 01:20:11.640
<v Speaker 5>can want a new car. That's nothing wrong with that,

1655
01:20:12.239 --> 01:20:15.520
<v Speaker 5>But where's your how are you managing the energy with that?

1656
01:20:15.600 --> 01:20:18.640
<v Speaker 5>Where is your intention with that? Like do you really

1657
01:20:18.680 --> 01:20:20.680
<v Speaker 5>need the car or do you want it because it's

1658
01:20:20.720 --> 01:20:23.520
<v Speaker 5>material right? Or do you want it because it would

1659
01:20:23.560 --> 01:20:24.560
<v Speaker 5>make you so happy?

1660
01:20:24.960 --> 01:20:25.359
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

1661
01:20:25.600 --> 01:20:29.920
<v Speaker 5>Like where is the underlying thing here? So just getting

1662
01:20:29.920 --> 01:20:32.720
<v Speaker 5>really fine tuned with the energy, the energetics of like

1663
01:20:32.800 --> 01:20:37.960
<v Speaker 5>your intention and the things you say and want.

1664
01:20:39.039 --> 01:20:42.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's beautiful. I mean like this at the beginning

1665
01:20:42.840 --> 01:20:44.560
<v Speaker 4>of this year was like one of the hardest times

1666
01:20:44.560 --> 01:20:48.039
<v Speaker 4>I've ever gone through in my whole life, and gratitude

1667
01:20:48.079 --> 01:20:49.359
<v Speaker 4>saved me from it.

1668
01:20:49.800 --> 01:20:52.680
<v Speaker 5>Like, well, you can't experience anxiety and gratitude at the

1669
01:20:52.680 --> 01:20:53.119
<v Speaker 5>same time.

1670
01:20:53.359 --> 01:20:56.399
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Yeah, I had to trick myself. Like you said,

1671
01:20:56.439 --> 01:20:58.520
<v Speaker 4>even if you don't feel it in the moment, just

1672
01:20:58.600 --> 01:21:01.399
<v Speaker 4>say it out loud yourself. I had to say out

1673
01:21:01.399 --> 01:21:04.840
<v Speaker 4>loud to myself that, like, I'm grateful for everything I have.

1674
01:21:05.000 --> 01:21:07.239
<v Speaker 4>I have everything I need, even though at the time

1675
01:21:07.279 --> 01:21:10.039
<v Speaker 4>it very much did not feel like it, but eventually

1676
01:21:10.439 --> 01:21:13.520
<v Speaker 4>it clicked and everything started falling into place.

1677
01:21:13.760 --> 01:21:14.079
<v Speaker 6>Good.

1678
01:21:14.600 --> 01:21:17.119
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it was really I learned a lot this year.

1679
01:21:17.520 --> 01:21:18.319
<v Speaker 4>I've learned a lot.

1680
01:21:18.560 --> 01:21:20.079
<v Speaker 5>You've had a big year.

1681
01:21:20.319 --> 01:21:21.119
<v Speaker 4>It's been a big year.

1682
01:21:21.279 --> 01:21:24.039
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I'm proud all of them. I'm proud of you.

1683
01:21:24.239 --> 01:21:25.319
<v Speaker 5>I'm proud of all of y'all.

1684
01:21:25.479 --> 01:21:25.880
<v Speaker 4>Thank you.

1685
01:21:25.960 --> 01:21:27.119
<v Speaker 5>I'm proud of the studio.

1686
01:21:27.640 --> 01:21:29.600
<v Speaker 4>It's it's it's beautiful.

1687
01:21:29.199 --> 01:21:31.439
<v Speaker 5>I love it so much.

1688
01:21:31.760 --> 01:21:34.399
<v Speaker 2>It's not done right.

1689
01:21:34.479 --> 01:21:36.439
<v Speaker 5>Well, I feel like y'all know, y'all know, I feel

1690
01:21:36.479 --> 01:21:39.319
<v Speaker 5>like this is my podcast too, Yes it is. I

1691
01:21:39.399 --> 01:21:41.920
<v Speaker 5>know that I put in all the work y'all do, but.

1692
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<v Speaker 2>I mean I feel that way too. I tell people

1693
01:21:43.840 --> 01:21:45.279
<v Speaker 2>that it's it's like our family, you know.

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01:21:45.439 --> 01:21:48.720
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, absolutely, so I'm proud.

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01:21:49.600 --> 01:21:53.199
<v Speaker 4>You got pictures to take, Yeah you do have pictures. Yeah,

1696
01:21:53.319 --> 01:21:55.079
<v Speaker 4>you got pictures to take. We got to say that,

1697
01:21:55.119 --> 01:21:58.199
<v Speaker 4>we got to say the outro line. You know, everybody

1698
01:21:58.239 --> 01:21:58.720
<v Speaker 4>feel good?

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01:21:58.920 --> 01:22:00.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I mean we lug you in the beginning.

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01:22:01.159 --> 01:22:03.000
<v Speaker 3>You want to at least throw your Instagram and whatever

1701
01:22:03.039 --> 01:22:03.640
<v Speaker 3>relevant things?

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01:22:03.920 --> 01:22:04.119
<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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01:22:04.199 --> 01:22:07.079
<v Speaker 5>Sure. Oh and I I will say I'm sorry for

1704
01:22:07.239 --> 01:22:10.159
<v Speaker 5>my blood so baby people, this is my TikTok. I

1705
01:22:10.159 --> 01:22:12.479
<v Speaker 5>haven't been posting because I've been grinding at my business.

1706
01:22:12.600 --> 01:22:14.840
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, been so busy whatever.

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01:22:15.079 --> 01:22:17.880
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it's a lot of creative juice to post on

1708
01:22:18.000 --> 01:22:21.960
<v Speaker 5>different platforms that are total spread yourself to so I'll

1709
01:22:22.000 --> 01:22:25.199
<v Speaker 5>get back to it as I can. But yeah, my

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01:22:25.239 --> 01:22:27.920
<v Speaker 5>Instagram is Emily Holloway Voice. I post a lot of

1711
01:22:27.960 --> 01:22:30.159
<v Speaker 5>different stuff, even if you're not a singer. I think

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01:22:30.199 --> 01:22:34.880
<v Speaker 5>it can be helpful content. But yeah, I also have

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01:22:34.920 --> 01:22:37.760
<v Speaker 5>them in a row and affiliate link if anyone wants

1714
01:22:37.800 --> 01:22:40.359
<v Speaker 5>to sign up for Monroe that's my bio.

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01:22:41.439 --> 01:22:48.920
<v Speaker 4>Awesome. Yeah, it's always awesome. Yeah, having you here, we.

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01:22:48.920 --> 01:22:49.880
<v Speaker 2>Have to do it again soon.

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01:22:50.319 --> 01:22:52.399
<v Speaker 5>You know I'll be back for River Fast.

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01:22:52.760 --> 01:22:54.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, you stay with.

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01:22:54.960 --> 01:22:55.680
<v Speaker 4>Us in October.

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01:22:56.039 --> 01:22:57.039
<v Speaker 2>Sweet awesome.

1721
01:22:57.079 --> 01:22:58.800
<v Speaker 5>The better be spot for me because.

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01:22:58.720 --> 01:22:59.560
<v Speaker 2>Well we'll figure it out.

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01:23:00.319 --> 01:23:00.680
<v Speaker 1>We will.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, you got you know, hypothetically, if there's no

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01:23:04.039 --> 01:23:06.640
<v Speaker 3>spot here, I mean you know, I'm sure you got

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01:23:06.680 --> 01:23:07.800
<v Speaker 3>two other apartments.

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01:23:07.920 --> 01:23:09.760
<v Speaker 5>We'll figure it out, for sure, we'll figure it out.

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01:23:10.119 --> 01:23:12.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. So you know the words, right, the magic words,

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01:23:12.920 --> 01:23:15.560
<v Speaker 2>the magic words. You ready, y'all.

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01:23:15.760 --> 01:23:23.560
<v Speaker 7>By weird things happen in the backyard of Bletsoe House. Shi,

1731
01:23:28.079 --> 01:23:36.560
<v Speaker 7>look out, it's so weird. You're coming closer to my

1732
01:23:36.640 --> 01:23:42.199
<v Speaker 7>heart right up, like smirre.

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01:23:41.960 --> 01:23:46.399
<v Speaker 1>Ling on the inside of it. No one knows that

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01:23:51.960 --> 01:24:33.159
<v Speaker 1>it's coming right over side. Being a happy