WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.480 --> 00:00:03.839 You've created everything. 2 00:00:04.599 --> 00:00:06.679 What put a powerful being you are. 3 00:00:07.960 --> 00:00:11.480 You did these things, but now you're in a human body, 4 00:00:11.480 --> 00:00:13.080 you forget the power you have. 5 00:00:14.839 --> 00:00:19.000 What you do is what the whole universe is doing 6 00:00:19.559 --> 00:00:23.440 at the place you call here, and now you are 7 00:00:23.839 --> 00:00:26.839 something the whole universe is doing, in the same way 8 00:00:26.879 --> 00:00:30.079 that a way is something that the whole ocean is doing. 9 00:00:32.159 --> 00:00:34.560 You're doing, You're doing what. 10 00:00:39.320 --> 00:00:44.200 Welcome to Metamistics, where you don't know what you don't know. 11 00:00:44.799 --> 00:00:48.600 My name is Jonathan, I'm Sean, and tonight is wonder 12 00:00:48.840 --> 00:00:52.280 Wizday for all of the mystics and the wizards and 13 00:00:52.359 --> 00:00:55.399 the spiritual people, even the religious people. We love you too, 14 00:00:56.240 --> 00:00:59.520 but welcome in everybody. Tonight we have a very special guest, 15 00:01:00.079 --> 00:01:04.000 Cassandra at van ZANDT. She is she's a favorite of 16 00:01:04.040 --> 00:01:07.560 this show of Metimistics. You've made I don't even know 17 00:01:07.560 --> 00:01:10.200 how many appearances now, but it's never going to be enough. 18 00:01:10.280 --> 00:01:11.879 And we said that we were going to start getting 19 00:01:11.879 --> 00:01:13.719 you on a little bit more often, and it was 20 00:01:13.799 --> 00:01:15.359 going to be once a month, and it's been a 21 00:01:15.400 --> 00:01:18.079 little while, so sorry about that, but hopefully we can 22 00:01:18.079 --> 00:01:19.439 make up for that a little bit tonight. 23 00:01:20.920 --> 00:01:22.079 Of course I'm always here. 24 00:01:23.239 --> 00:01:25.400 Well, we're glad to have you every single time, so 25 00:01:25.760 --> 00:01:27.480 thank you for joining us on this live. 26 00:01:28.000 --> 00:01:28.920 Yes, you're welcome. 27 00:01:29.200 --> 00:01:32.640 Gonna be so much fun, Ashton SAIDs Up, guys, I'm 28 00:01:32.640 --> 00:01:35.319 back after binging old meta episodes. 29 00:01:35.400 --> 00:01:39.120 Ashton, my dude. Welcome, Welcome in everybody. 30 00:01:39.159 --> 00:01:41.239 I'm sure there's going to be more joining over the 31 00:01:41.239 --> 00:01:43.239 course of the night that there as there usually is. 32 00:01:43.280 --> 00:01:45.959 But uh, yeah, this is something that we've been looking 33 00:01:46.000 --> 00:01:48.120 forward to. I mean, it's it's been far too long 34 00:01:48.159 --> 00:01:51.560 since we've had Cassandra. But you know, before we get going, Cassandra, 35 00:01:51.680 --> 00:01:54.000 do you want to tell the one out there kind 36 00:01:54.000 --> 00:01:55.599 of like what you've been up to lately. 37 00:01:56.560 --> 00:02:02.079 Oh, I've been up to so much stuff. I have 38 00:02:02.319 --> 00:02:07.799 a show now on Gnostic TV and it is called 39 00:02:07.920 --> 00:02:11.560 Psychic Underground, So if you all want to go there 40 00:02:11.599 --> 00:02:14.080 and just look it up, you can see some episodes 41 00:02:14.080 --> 00:02:16.439 that I put on there. So far, I think I 42 00:02:16.479 --> 00:02:19.599 have four right now, and I have like five more 43 00:02:19.639 --> 00:02:26.400 in the queue. So I am basically interviewing anyone that 44 00:02:26.800 --> 00:02:37.439 is psychic, into UFOs, into aliens, mystical, supernatural, astrologers, all 45 00:02:37.639 --> 00:02:41.159 of the cool weird stuff that I love and you 46 00:02:41.280 --> 00:02:46.439 two love too, yes, because when I do that, then 47 00:02:46.520 --> 00:02:50.680 that means that I am there, I am psychic underground. 48 00:02:51.000 --> 00:02:56.080 That means that I can get this out to people 49 00:02:56.120 --> 00:03:01.520 who are interested in it. So I wanted to extend 50 00:03:01.919 --> 00:03:06.759 an invitation to anyone out there who is in some field, 51 00:03:06.879 --> 00:03:09.719 one way or the other. If you'd like to be 52 00:03:09.840 --> 00:03:13.960 on my show, please email me and let me know 53 00:03:14.840 --> 00:03:20.719 and we can set something up. I'm also the founder 54 00:03:21.039 --> 00:03:25.439 of the Elite Psychics dot Com. Now don't look up 55 00:03:25.439 --> 00:03:28.840 the website because it's not up yet. My old one 56 00:03:28.919 --> 00:03:32.280 is up, but not the new one. And the Elite 57 00:03:32.280 --> 00:03:38.120 Psychics dot Com is for psychics and people who do 58 00:03:38.639 --> 00:03:42.680 everything that we do that you want an audience to 59 00:03:42.719 --> 00:03:45.159 come to. You want to give readings, you want to 60 00:03:45.240 --> 00:03:52.360 sell courses, have live streams, classes, meditations, whatever it is 61 00:03:52.400 --> 00:03:54.759 that you want to do. If you'd like to join 62 00:03:54.800 --> 00:03:59.439 the Elite Psychics again, just let me know and we'll 63 00:03:59.439 --> 00:04:01.800 see what's going on. And you can always reach me 64 00:04:01.840 --> 00:04:06.479 at my email and that's Cassandra van zandt at outlook 65 00:04:06.800 --> 00:04:08.080 dot com. 66 00:04:08.159 --> 00:04:08.680 Perfect. 67 00:04:08.919 --> 00:04:11.159 We are going to have those links down in the 68 00:04:11.159 --> 00:04:13.479 show notes below for anybody that is interested in that. 69 00:04:13.599 --> 00:04:16.120 But I'm so happy that you know, you're you're kind 70 00:04:16.120 --> 00:04:18.800 of building it, you know, like it's it's growing. People 71 00:04:18.839 --> 00:04:21.399 are starting to become a little bit more open minded 72 00:04:21.439 --> 00:04:22.439 to this kind of stuff. 73 00:04:22.480 --> 00:04:23.120 I think that the. 74 00:04:23.120 --> 00:04:25.439 Old like, I mean, obviously you're going to have some 75 00:04:25.519 --> 00:04:27.519 people that are that are kind of stuck in their 76 00:04:27.560 --> 00:04:32.000 ways and think that psychics are just another octopus arm 77 00:04:32.079 --> 00:04:33.360 of the devil, you know. 78 00:04:33.519 --> 00:04:35.279 And then you're gonna get me more other people that 79 00:04:35.360 --> 00:04:36.360 are true. 80 00:04:36.439 --> 00:04:38.360 And then and then you know, somebody will give them 81 00:04:38.360 --> 00:04:41.040 a message and they're like, I don't think the devil 82 00:04:41.079 --> 00:04:43.399 would give me a message like that. You know, it 83 00:04:43.560 --> 00:04:45.800 just it doesn't necessarily make a whole lot of sense. 84 00:04:45.839 --> 00:04:48.399 I've had a few psychic readings of my day, a 85 00:04:48.439 --> 00:04:50.959 couple from you, as a matter of fact, and I mean, 86 00:04:51.000 --> 00:04:55.240 they are always spot on. It was just a not 87 00:04:55.360 --> 00:04:57.720 this last time. But the time before that you came on. 88 00:04:58.199 --> 00:05:01.240 You recommended that they're was going and I can't remember 89 00:05:01.360 --> 00:05:03.279 exactly the word syndication. 90 00:05:03.519 --> 00:05:05.639 Syndication, Oh my god, Sean. 91 00:05:07.639 --> 00:05:11.800 Geez, I know, but you recommended syndication, and that was 92 00:05:11.839 --> 00:05:13.399 one of the best things we could have done. 93 00:05:13.600 --> 00:05:16.720 Like, so we brought metamistics over to. 94 00:05:17.160 --> 00:05:19.600 UH and we're we're playing it on the Cult of 95 00:05:19.639 --> 00:05:23.639 Conspiracy channel now as well, and ever since we've done that, 96 00:05:23.680 --> 00:05:26.240 it's been getting more listens and a lot more people 97 00:05:26.279 --> 00:05:29.959 are getting interested in a lot of the information. And 98 00:05:30.040 --> 00:05:34.319 it's awesome because it literally I don't know ten times 99 00:05:34.600 --> 00:05:38.600 our listenership like Overnight, which was which was really great. 100 00:05:38.680 --> 00:05:41.600 So if you're listening out there on the Cult of Conspiracy, 101 00:05:41.639 --> 00:05:44.639 we do have our own, you know, standalone platform over 102 00:05:44.680 --> 00:05:47.439 at Metamistics, and actually if you go sign up, or 103 00:05:47.560 --> 00:05:49.240 not even sign up, but if you just go over 104 00:05:49.839 --> 00:05:52.279 over there on Spotify or Apple Podcasts or wherever you're 105 00:05:52.279 --> 00:05:53.839 listening to it, you'll be able to get all the 106 00:05:53.839 --> 00:05:57.120 shows in a day in advance. So maybe you're listening 107 00:05:57.120 --> 00:05:59.120 to this on a Monday or a Friday, well you 108 00:05:59.120 --> 00:06:02.000 could have been listening to it yesterday. But that's just 109 00:06:02.079 --> 00:06:04.959 something that that we offer because we want it to 110 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:07.720 be a very inclusive group. I mean, it's all the 111 00:06:07.720 --> 00:06:11.360 one anyway, it's all one giant consciousness. Everybody that that 112 00:06:11.439 --> 00:06:14.000 thinks that they're separate or think that they're judgmental, you're 113 00:06:14.040 --> 00:06:16.480 really just judging yourself anyway. Like that's kind of the 114 00:06:16.519 --> 00:06:20.920 truth of what we've been learning. But yeah, so it's uh, 115 00:06:21.000 --> 00:06:23.000 it's pretty awesome. You know, we're really excited to have 116 00:06:23.079 --> 00:06:26.759 you back over here. Taylor said, Hi, Cassandra, so glad 117 00:06:26.800 --> 00:06:28.680 you're back. Happy Wednesday, peeps. 118 00:06:31.120 --> 00:06:34.519 And then Wednesday is finally here and Cassandra's finally back. 119 00:06:36.439 --> 00:06:39.199 I know that that's on me. That's on me, right, 120 00:06:39.839 --> 00:06:40.600 That's okay. 121 00:06:41.079 --> 00:06:45.120 And then Pete said, Cassandra stays bringing that fire. 122 00:06:45.720 --> 00:06:47.519 I love you, he do. 123 00:06:49.000 --> 00:06:52.040 Brit said, so excited to see Cassandra. Yeah, this is uh. 124 00:06:52.240 --> 00:06:54.759 And you know what's funny, I don't even think it's 125 00:06:54.800 --> 00:06:57.000 a coincidence by any means, but every time we get 126 00:06:57.000 --> 00:06:59.360 you on more people show up. 127 00:06:59.240 --> 00:07:00.680 For the live than any other live. 128 00:07:01.279 --> 00:07:04.959 Yeahful, I think they know what you expect. 129 00:07:05.079 --> 00:07:05.600 Wonderful. 130 00:07:07.399 --> 00:07:08.360 That's wonderful. 131 00:07:08.680 --> 00:07:19.600 And didn't I say something about not you, Jonathan? Didn't 132 00:07:19.639 --> 00:07:22.199 I say something about seeing someone in a suit? 133 00:07:22.639 --> 00:07:26.680 Sean, Mmmm, that sounds familiar. 134 00:07:27.720 --> 00:07:32.040 Yeah, something about because I don't remember when I'm giving ratings, 135 00:07:32.040 --> 00:07:34.279 but when they bring it back to me, it's like, well, 136 00:07:34.480 --> 00:07:37.279 I'm supposed to say that for a reason. And I 137 00:07:37.319 --> 00:07:40.120 think I said something about seeing you in a suit 138 00:07:40.279 --> 00:07:49.079 and it pertained to work environment. So I'm just reminding 139 00:07:49.120 --> 00:07:50.000 you for some reason. 140 00:07:50.279 --> 00:07:53.879 Okay, all right, I'll keep an eye out, you know, because. 141 00:07:54.040 --> 00:07:57.439 Just allowed to happen. Because when they give me whatever 142 00:07:57.480 --> 00:08:00.120 it is that I said, you know what was have 143 00:08:00.240 --> 00:08:05.120 been six months or so bad? Yeah, too long, then 144 00:08:05.160 --> 00:08:08.319 I know it's from them. So keep that in mind 145 00:08:08.319 --> 00:08:08.879 and let me know. 146 00:08:08.959 --> 00:08:11.319 Okay, for sure, thank you. I'm surprised you remember that. 147 00:08:11.319 --> 00:08:12.079 That's impressive. 148 00:08:12.279 --> 00:08:15.199 I don't remember things. They give it to me. And 149 00:08:15.240 --> 00:08:17.600 when they give it to me, then I know I 150 00:08:17.639 --> 00:08:21.319 have to say it. Because when I give readings, and 151 00:08:21.439 --> 00:08:23.399 by the way, anyone can get a reading from me, 152 00:08:23.639 --> 00:08:28.800 just contact me again at Cassandra Vansant dot com or 153 00:08:29.680 --> 00:08:33.080 at outlook dot com, so email me. I love to 154 00:08:33.080 --> 00:08:37.519 give readings. When I'm giving readings, I always let people 155 00:08:37.600 --> 00:08:41.679 know you might want to take notes because once it 156 00:08:41.840 --> 00:08:45.559 comes in, it's gone, because it's not for me, it's 157 00:08:45.639 --> 00:08:49.799 for it's for the client and unless they want me. 158 00:08:49.960 --> 00:08:52.440 And I'm talking about my people, my guides want me 159 00:08:52.519 --> 00:08:57.240 to remember it or your guides, I don't remember. You know. 160 00:08:57.320 --> 00:08:59.159 That's something that I wanted to bring up a little 161 00:08:59.200 --> 00:09:02.919 bit because because you hear loads of people talking about 162 00:09:02.960 --> 00:09:06.200 how they they are in communication with their guides. I mean, 163 00:09:06.240 --> 00:09:09.279 our buddy electro Nick is always talking about his pleading guides. 164 00:09:09.320 --> 00:09:11.399 You're bringing up your guides and many others have done 165 00:09:11.440 --> 00:09:13.720 it in super Markeye, you know what I mean. Like 166 00:09:13.759 --> 00:09:16.080 it's a bunch of people talking about their guides. How 167 00:09:16.360 --> 00:09:19.639 if this is somebody who's like first rodeo, how do 168 00:09:19.720 --> 00:09:21.679 you know how to get in touch. 169 00:09:21.480 --> 00:09:22.360 With your guides? 170 00:09:22.480 --> 00:09:22.559 Like? 171 00:09:22.600 --> 00:09:24.919 How do you know? Is there kind of like a 172 00:09:25.039 --> 00:09:28.000 vetting situation going on? Like what is it? 173 00:09:28.240 --> 00:09:28.320 Like? 174 00:09:28.360 --> 00:09:30.960 How can you confirm at least you know to yourself. 175 00:09:33.279 --> 00:09:37.360 The first thing that I can say is I didn't 176 00:09:37.519 --> 00:09:40.840 in the beginning, I didn't even know what a guide was. 177 00:09:42.320 --> 00:09:45.840 I would hear them talking to me in my head, 178 00:09:46.320 --> 00:09:50.159 you know, not not audibly, and I couldn't figure out 179 00:09:50.159 --> 00:09:55.159 who these people were until my friend actually said, ask them, 180 00:09:55.519 --> 00:09:57.679 you know who is it that's talking to you? So 181 00:09:57.799 --> 00:10:02.639 I did, and when I I got that, I knew 182 00:10:02.679 --> 00:10:05.519 that that was the guide because they said they were 183 00:10:05.559 --> 00:10:12.120 my guide. And another thing that people may not realize 184 00:10:12.120 --> 00:10:16.039 if you're a newbie to this, your guides will never 185 00:10:16.320 --> 00:10:20.440 tell you what to do. They will never admonish you, 186 00:10:21.480 --> 00:10:25.960 make you feel small nothing. They will never do that 187 00:10:26.600 --> 00:10:30.519 because I know some people say, you know, my guides 188 00:10:30.559 --> 00:10:33.480 told me I was stupid, or that I wasn't supposed 189 00:10:33.519 --> 00:10:35.639 to be doing this, or how could I not listen? 190 00:10:36.080 --> 00:10:39.320 I said, that is not a guide. A guide does 191 00:10:39.399 --> 00:10:43.960 not do that. So whoever is coming in, whether you 192 00:10:44.799 --> 00:10:47.600 didn't call specifically for a guide, or you just said, hey, 193 00:10:47.639 --> 00:10:50.799 I just need someone to come in, then someone just 194 00:10:50.879 --> 00:10:55.399 came in. So you call for your guides, you know, 195 00:10:55.440 --> 00:10:57.799 those who are here for your best and highest good 196 00:10:58.320 --> 00:11:03.799 to come in and everybody else stay away. It's all 197 00:11:03.840 --> 00:11:09.000 about your intent and being very specific, especially if you're 198 00:11:10.159 --> 00:11:12.399 wanting to speak with your guides, wanting to speak with 199 00:11:12.519 --> 00:11:19.200 angels ets, you know people who have crossed over. Be specific. 200 00:11:19.600 --> 00:11:25.440 That's the biggest thing I can tell everyone is be 201 00:11:25.879 --> 00:11:30.559 specific because it does make a difference. So that's how 202 00:11:30.600 --> 00:11:34.200 you know. And people ask me too, how can I 203 00:11:34.200 --> 00:11:37.480 tell the difference between my guides, my angels, my ets 204 00:11:38.240 --> 00:11:43.840 is all energy frequency? So I know my guides, my 205 00:11:44.080 --> 00:11:50.000 guides are people who have lived on this earth and 206 00:11:50.360 --> 00:11:53.200 they have completed all their lessons and they've gone back 207 00:11:53.320 --> 00:11:56.399 and they get the choice. They don't want to come back, 208 00:11:56.440 --> 00:11:59.080 so they're going to come and you know, be a 209 00:11:59.159 --> 00:12:01.559 signed to someone and say yes, I will help you, 210 00:12:02.000 --> 00:12:08.320 so you feel that energy from that person quote unquote. 211 00:12:08.399 --> 00:12:11.200 My angels feel totally different. 212 00:12:11.600 --> 00:12:11.840 You know. 213 00:12:11.879 --> 00:12:17.440 Their energy is very light, very sweet, very soft, and 214 00:12:17.639 --> 00:12:20.480 my ets are just a matter of fact. You know, 215 00:12:20.600 --> 00:12:25.440 there that no personality. Every once in a while I 216 00:12:25.480 --> 00:12:29.600 get a chuckle because of maybe something I've asked, but 217 00:12:29.759 --> 00:12:34.639 they're very matter of fact and not a whole lot 218 00:12:34.679 --> 00:12:38.799 of emotion. They're just now, you ask a question, you'll 219 00:12:38.840 --> 00:12:43.120 get an answer, and that answer will be very straight, 220 00:12:43.720 --> 00:12:50.360 and they hello, and they will also not ever, any 221 00:12:50.399 --> 00:12:55.639 of these people will never admonish you in any way, just. 222 00:12:55.799 --> 00:12:58.279 Probably more likely your ego or your shadow self if 223 00:12:58.320 --> 00:12:58.960 nothing else. 224 00:12:58.879 --> 00:13:02.320 Right right right, Or you could have brought in someone 225 00:13:02.399 --> 00:13:05.879 because you weren't specific about who you wanted to come in, 226 00:13:06.720 --> 00:13:08.720 because you could say, hey, I just want to speak 227 00:13:08.759 --> 00:13:15.120 to someone on the other side. Yep, don't ever do that. 228 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:20.159 Okay, I did that once to say a segment showed up. 229 00:13:22.080 --> 00:13:25.759 Yeah, because when you say that, anyone can be floating 230 00:13:25.840 --> 00:13:30.559 around just waiting for an invitation, and it's like, oh, 231 00:13:30.639 --> 00:13:33.320 they said they wanted anyone, so here I come. 232 00:13:33.759 --> 00:13:36.639 M hmm, And I think I wanted to ask you something, 233 00:13:36.639 --> 00:13:38.799 and I don't know if we've asked you this before, 234 00:13:38.879 --> 00:13:42.759 but it is an audible response that you're getting, Like 235 00:13:42.879 --> 00:13:45.559 it's almost like as if you actually do hear them. 236 00:13:45.879 --> 00:13:48.559 No, I hear them in my mind, Okay, I don't 237 00:13:48.600 --> 00:13:49.480 hear it outside. 238 00:13:49.600 --> 00:13:52.159 It comes in the form of like your own thoughts. 239 00:13:51.840 --> 00:13:55.399 Almost right, yeah, but they're not my thoughts, so I 240 00:13:55.440 --> 00:13:59.600 can definitely tell the difference. So that's the Claire audience. 241 00:14:00.440 --> 00:14:06.559 So you hear clearly, right. Sometimes I can get audible. 242 00:14:06.679 --> 00:14:09.840 I don't like it because it catches me. 243 00:14:09.799 --> 00:14:11.320 Off guard, probably kind of scary. 244 00:14:11.600 --> 00:14:14.120 What does that sound like? Just out of curiosity. 245 00:14:14.679 --> 00:14:20.440 Actually very close to the ear, and it's sometimes it's 246 00:14:20.480 --> 00:14:24.360 a loud whisper is how I can describe it. But 247 00:14:24.440 --> 00:14:26.639 it's very close to the ear. So like they don't 248 00:14:26.639 --> 00:14:29.440 think that I can hear them, that they're standing over there, 249 00:14:29.480 --> 00:14:32.840 so they get very close, right, and they'll say my name, 250 00:14:33.840 --> 00:14:39.360 and you know, like Cassandra, right, yeah, yeah, talk to 251 00:14:39.399 --> 00:14:40.120 me and hear not. 252 00:14:40.120 --> 00:14:43.679 Here right exactly. I think that's that's hard for me 253 00:14:43.759 --> 00:14:47.159 to discern without having both experiences, you know, because I 254 00:14:47.159 --> 00:14:50.039 can imagine what a song sounds like, and so is 255 00:14:50.039 --> 00:14:53.159 that what you're saying. If you imagine a certain song, 256 00:14:53.639 --> 00:14:56.840 that's what you're hearing, and not so much Oh like 257 00:14:56.879 --> 00:14:59.720 I just heard something. You know, whether it's outside of 258 00:14:59.720 --> 00:15:01.679 you or you know, into your euth Oh. 259 00:15:01.559 --> 00:15:06.639 Yeah, yeah, I definitely know the discernment. You could definitely 260 00:15:06.720 --> 00:15:10.679 tell whether you know when they're when they're speaking to me. 261 00:15:11.399 --> 00:15:19.799 It's the it's the mind of mind communication. So I'm 262 00:15:20.039 --> 00:15:23.759 there and they're coming in and they're speaking to me. 263 00:15:23.919 --> 00:15:27.080 So I had that when I had my near death. 264 00:15:28.440 --> 00:15:33.279 When I was gone, I connected with all these people 265 00:15:33.320 --> 00:15:37.519 there and it's all telepathic. That's the mind of mine. 266 00:15:37.600 --> 00:15:40.600 And when I came back, I still had that connection open. 267 00:15:41.519 --> 00:15:45.480 So when they're speaking to me, I could speak back 268 00:15:45.519 --> 00:15:48.200 to them. I mean, we're having a full blown conversation 269 00:15:48.399 --> 00:15:54.759 without opening my mouth. So I carry on that, and 270 00:15:54.919 --> 00:15:58.879 especially like if I'm giving readings, I let people know. 271 00:15:59.000 --> 00:16:01.759 I'll be saying they are saying this, or they're saying that, 272 00:16:02.440 --> 00:16:05.720 because sometimes I don't know who's speaking, but I know 273 00:16:05.840 --> 00:16:08.840 that they're there for their best in high skoot and 274 00:16:08.919 --> 00:16:12.120 I will say, you know they're saying this, they're saying that, 275 00:16:12.360 --> 00:16:15.919 because it's not coming from me, it's coming from whoever's there, 276 00:16:17.639 --> 00:16:21.799 and I'm relaying it. So that's what's happening for me. 277 00:16:22.159 --> 00:16:26.960 I always, I guess I confuse, you know, Like so 278 00:16:27.440 --> 00:16:29.840 sometimes I feel like I'm getting a message maybe from 279 00:16:29.840 --> 00:16:32.360 my higher self. I kind of just accept that, you know, 280 00:16:32.480 --> 00:16:36.080 those weird downloads of information that just come up out 281 00:16:36.080 --> 00:16:39.120 of nowhere. I accept that it's like from my higher self. Now, 282 00:16:39.159 --> 00:16:41.279 how am I to be able to discern what's coming 283 00:16:41.279 --> 00:16:43.919 from my higher self and what's from a guide? 284 00:16:44.000 --> 00:16:44.080 Now? 285 00:16:44.159 --> 00:16:45.519 I think that's where I get hung off that. 286 00:16:46.240 --> 00:16:49.960 Okay, well, what do you consider a download? And what 287 00:16:50.080 --> 00:16:51.559 do you consider a message? 288 00:16:51.840 --> 00:16:55.600 Like like a bit of information that I hadn't thought 289 00:16:55.639 --> 00:16:58.679 about before that kind of you know, blows me out 290 00:16:58.720 --> 00:16:59.039 the water. 291 00:17:00.759 --> 00:17:05.160 So it's a sudden burst of information. 292 00:17:04.920 --> 00:17:06.720 Yeah, like seemingly out of nowhere. 293 00:17:07.480 --> 00:17:11.880 Right, that's a download. When you're speaking with your guides, 294 00:17:12.680 --> 00:17:13.839 it's a conversation. 295 00:17:14.240 --> 00:17:15.920 Wow, Okay, all right. 296 00:17:16.000 --> 00:17:18.440 And and the only thing that I could even imagine 297 00:17:18.480 --> 00:17:20.839 to compare it to just from a personal standpoint is 298 00:17:21.279 --> 00:17:25.519 you know the instance that I had with uh On 299 00:17:25.519 --> 00:17:28.559 on mushrooms with Elohem, you know, like I know that 300 00:17:28.559 --> 00:17:31.319 that was a back and forth, like I was discernible 301 00:17:31.400 --> 00:17:34.839 like I could hear and the voices sound different, sounded different, 302 00:17:34.920 --> 00:17:37.400 you know, like it right, it's I mean, it was 303 00:17:37.519 --> 00:17:41.240 like a like a walkie talkie communication. Like that's what 304 00:17:41.279 --> 00:17:43.279 it felt like like if a walkie talkie was in 305 00:17:43.359 --> 00:17:45.839 my brain and my voice was also in my brain. 306 00:17:45.880 --> 00:17:47.400 But then there was this other voice that there was 307 00:17:47.440 --> 00:17:49.599 something else going on. And I guess I'm kind of 308 00:17:49.640 --> 00:17:51.519 just like waiting for that to happen again. But I 309 00:17:51.559 --> 00:17:53.759 feel like I would probably have to just do mushrooms 310 00:17:53.799 --> 00:17:56.440 every time if I want to, you know, do that, right. 311 00:17:57.680 --> 00:18:02.400 You you could because you've experienced it that way, and 312 00:18:02.440 --> 00:18:09.000 in a way, it was easier than just doing the 313 00:18:09.119 --> 00:18:12.920 natural way, okay, And the natural way is just to 314 00:18:13.039 --> 00:18:18.000 speak to them. And when I'm teaching people how to 315 00:18:18.039 --> 00:18:20.240 do this, so I teach them how to talk to 316 00:18:20.279 --> 00:18:24.279 their guides and you know, whatever else it is that 317 00:18:24.359 --> 00:18:29.200 they want. What I first have them do is write. 318 00:18:29.640 --> 00:18:32.720 So I have them write on a piece of paper 319 00:18:32.920 --> 00:18:35.960 a question they want to know, and then I have 320 00:18:36.160 --> 00:18:39.759 them immediately write down the answer that they get, no 321 00:18:39.759 --> 00:18:44.359 matter how weird it is or you know, jumbled or whatever, 322 00:18:45.400 --> 00:18:50.039 and then I'll say, ask your guide their name. Don't 323 00:18:50.079 --> 00:18:53.359 think about it. Just do it. And when they do that, 324 00:18:53.440 --> 00:18:55.519 of course they stop for a minute because the ego 325 00:18:55.559 --> 00:18:58.799 gets in a way and they say, this sounds really stupid. 326 00:18:58.880 --> 00:19:02.119 It's like, just say it, because what they're doing is 327 00:19:02.119 --> 00:19:07.079 they're communicating and they're seeing it with their own eyes. 328 00:19:08.279 --> 00:19:10.799 So when you can see it with your own eyes 329 00:19:10.920 --> 00:19:14.799 and it's coming out your own hand, then you can 330 00:19:14.920 --> 00:19:22.279 graduate to the telepathic because everything that's coming to you 331 00:19:22.480 --> 00:19:27.720 from them, you're going to know that it's not from you, 332 00:19:27.799 --> 00:19:30.200 because there are certain things that you can ask and you. 333 00:19:30.200 --> 00:19:32.359 Would never know, right. 334 00:19:32.799 --> 00:19:36.039 Yeah. So the more you get used to it and 335 00:19:36.279 --> 00:19:39.279 you go, Okay, that is my guide, that is you know, 336 00:19:39.519 --> 00:19:43.240 my et, that is my angel, that is uncle Bob. 337 00:19:43.440 --> 00:19:48.400 I mean whoever, then once you start getting really really 338 00:19:48.519 --> 00:19:52.880 used to it, you put the pencil down, you put 339 00:19:52.920 --> 00:19:57.680 the paper away, and you just start speaking in your mind. 340 00:19:58.519 --> 00:20:01.680 Sean, what is it with these psychics bringing up Bob? Dude? 341 00:20:01.839 --> 00:20:03.799 I don't know what it is. I don't know what 342 00:20:03.880 --> 00:20:04.240 it is. 343 00:20:04.640 --> 00:20:06.400 I was going to say, who is uncle Bob? 344 00:20:06.680 --> 00:20:07.119 Well, well, I. 345 00:20:07.160 --> 00:20:11.720 Had another psychic come on the show a few months ago, 346 00:20:11.759 --> 00:20:14.559 and then recently again maybe a month ago, she's turned 347 00:20:14.599 --> 00:20:15.359 into one of our friends. 348 00:20:15.519 --> 00:20:16.240 Very nice person. 349 00:20:16.559 --> 00:20:20.640 She lives like out this way too, and she was 350 00:20:20.720 --> 00:20:24.359 receiving some kind of communication and we gave her nothing, 351 00:20:24.480 --> 00:20:27.559 like there was literally nothing, nothing at all given. And 352 00:20:27.599 --> 00:20:29.880 she goes, yeah, I'm talking to this you know what, 353 00:20:30.079 --> 00:20:31.200 how did she describe them? 354 00:20:31.200 --> 00:20:31.480 Sean? 355 00:20:31.759 --> 00:20:34.519 I want to say, actually, she was really explaining to 356 00:20:34.640 --> 00:20:37.000 us how she does it. And she was just saying 357 00:20:37.279 --> 00:20:40.359 random words that came to her mind without thinking about it. 358 00:20:40.440 --> 00:20:43.160 And it was just like, okay, so Bob and this 359 00:20:43.319 --> 00:20:46.119 and that and so just in showing us kind of 360 00:20:46.119 --> 00:20:50.240 her method, she was hitting on everything that the Bob 361 00:20:50.279 --> 00:20:53.240 that I know. So that's how that came about. It 362 00:20:53.319 --> 00:20:55.519 was like almost like she wasn't even trying, like she 363 00:20:55.599 --> 00:20:58.759 was already being fed the information just by showing us 364 00:20:58.759 --> 00:21:00.440 her method. It was crazy. 365 00:21:00.039 --> 00:21:03.680 She was able to describe like he had a scar 366 00:21:03.799 --> 00:21:06.799 on his chest and he had one singular tattoo, and 367 00:21:06.920 --> 00:21:09.359 he was a working man, and like the. 368 00:21:09.440 --> 00:21:13.720 Craziest like so many like details. It was so it 369 00:21:13.759 --> 00:21:15.039 was spooky. Actually kind of. 370 00:21:18.400 --> 00:21:19.359 Was he your uncle? 371 00:21:19.799 --> 00:21:23.240 No, he was he was he was my stepdad or 372 00:21:23.240 --> 00:21:25.640 my dad. I guess I can say that, you know, 373 00:21:26.480 --> 00:21:29.759 and of course you know he passed away. Of he was, 374 00:21:29.799 --> 00:21:31.880 he got sick, he had throat cancer, and there was 375 00:21:31.960 --> 00:21:34.279 just so many things that she said that was just 376 00:21:34.400 --> 00:21:37.480 like so spot on. I can't even I just can't 377 00:21:37.519 --> 00:21:41.559 imagine how that that even happened because I wasn't expecting it, 378 00:21:41.759 --> 00:21:43.359 you know, so yeah, it. 379 00:21:43.400 --> 00:21:47.799 Was when you least expect. But see, they know that 380 00:21:48.359 --> 00:21:53.240 whoever's here as your guest, they know that they're going 381 00:21:53.319 --> 00:21:56.519 to show up, and they also know that person can 382 00:21:56.599 --> 00:22:02.359 get a message to whomever. So they're like ten steps 383 00:22:02.400 --> 00:22:08.880 ahead of us. And when it's time to go on 384 00:22:08.920 --> 00:22:12.680 the show, okay, I could speak through her and she 385 00:22:12.799 --> 00:22:16.400 won't know why because I've said this before. It's like, 386 00:22:16.400 --> 00:22:19.680 wait a minute, where did that come from? Because I 387 00:22:19.759 --> 00:22:24.079 know it wasn't from me. Well, they say, that's how 388 00:22:24.079 --> 00:22:25.440 I know it's from someone else. 389 00:22:25.960 --> 00:22:31.880 They seem like the timings are so coincidental, dare I 390 00:22:31.920 --> 00:22:35.279 say synchronistic that it's almost like the messages are so 391 00:22:35.440 --> 00:22:39.160 perfect exactly for that moment, Like they're like I would 392 00:22:39.160 --> 00:22:41.400 imagine that they would have to exist outside of time, 393 00:22:41.640 --> 00:22:44.000 right like if I don't know if if we're talking 394 00:22:44.039 --> 00:22:49.640 to multidimensional beings or beings that lift that live completely 395 00:22:49.720 --> 00:22:54.759 out of the paradigm of dimensions in general, what do 396 00:22:54.799 --> 00:22:55.400 you think it is? 397 00:22:57.079 --> 00:23:03.440 It could be all the above. But what I don't 398 00:23:03.960 --> 00:23:09.480 when I'm talking to you know whoever, they're in our dimension, 399 00:23:10.920 --> 00:23:17.599 so they lower themselves to come to us, to speak 400 00:23:17.640 --> 00:23:19.839 to us, because otherwise it's like I'd have to go 401 00:23:19.920 --> 00:23:24.480 into a major meditation to reach their level and to 402 00:23:24.519 --> 00:23:26.880 get their answers. So they come. 403 00:23:26.680 --> 00:23:30.319 To us, right, It seems like we talked about that 404 00:23:30.359 --> 00:23:31.920 a few months ago, as far as the red shift 405 00:23:31.920 --> 00:23:33.960 and the blue shift, which is really crazy, you know, 406 00:23:34.119 --> 00:23:37.720 just as far as lowering your your vibration in order 407 00:23:37.720 --> 00:23:39.920 for you to well, they would have to lower their 408 00:23:40.000 --> 00:23:41.759 vibration if they want to communicate with us, and we 409 00:23:41.799 --> 00:23:45.519 would have to hire our vibration. And like seemingly you 410 00:23:45.559 --> 00:23:47.920 meet somewhere in the middle. You know, maybe you're not 411 00:23:48.000 --> 00:23:51.279 necessarily meeting them in the eighth dimension, but you know 412 00:23:51.319 --> 00:23:52.599 they're not meeting you in the third. 413 00:23:52.920 --> 00:23:54.960 You know. It sounds like there's some kind of like 414 00:23:55.119 --> 00:23:55.759 meeting ground. 415 00:23:56.640 --> 00:24:00.640 Oh yeah, there is, but I feel it's all on 416 00:24:00.680 --> 00:24:05.400 their part where they're going to meet you, because we don't. 417 00:24:06.160 --> 00:24:10.039 I mean, we can go to different dimensions, but if 418 00:24:10.039 --> 00:24:15.759 we're going for answers for us. There's a lot of 419 00:24:15.920 --> 00:24:19.079 meditation that you can do to get you to that level. 420 00:24:20.400 --> 00:24:28.200 I remember doing really really deep meditations and going into 421 00:24:28.359 --> 00:24:33.160 the astral plane and seeing one of my guides there 422 00:24:33.279 --> 00:24:37.640 and I spoke to her, so I was on her level. 423 00:24:38.680 --> 00:24:42.200 But I had to go into that deep meditation in 424 00:24:42.319 --> 00:24:45.720 order to get there. And then when I came back, 425 00:24:45.799 --> 00:24:48.519 it's like, wow, this place really you know, kind of 426 00:24:48.559 --> 00:24:53.359 low vibes here. But you know, I was able to 427 00:24:53.359 --> 00:24:55.720 see this person and she gave me a message and 428 00:24:56.440 --> 00:25:01.319 I basically called her a liar, but she was direct, So. 429 00:25:03.519 --> 00:25:05.400 Like, huh, no, I. 430 00:25:05.400 --> 00:25:06.079 Didn't like it. 431 00:25:06.200 --> 00:25:10.119 New I wonder, I wonder what you look like to them, 432 00:25:10.400 --> 00:25:12.920 you know, on their on their plane of existence when 433 00:25:12.920 --> 00:25:15.079 you show up, you know, you show up and you 434 00:25:15.119 --> 00:25:16.960 look like an orb, you know what I mean. 435 00:25:18.400 --> 00:25:21.240 You know, I never thought about that, but I do 436 00:25:21.400 --> 00:25:24.559 know that when I died, what what the way I 437 00:25:24.799 --> 00:25:31.200 looked was just like myself, but in a an ethereal body, 438 00:25:31.599 --> 00:25:37.359 So it was like a Casper the ghost type of body. 439 00:25:39.160 --> 00:25:44.279 It was like the outline and everything inside was you know, ethereal. 440 00:25:45.400 --> 00:25:48.920 So that's how I looked when I was there. But 441 00:25:49.039 --> 00:25:50.720 then again that was my spirit. 442 00:25:50.440 --> 00:25:54.440 That had gone almost like a like a hologram of sorts. 443 00:25:54.920 --> 00:26:02.359 Yes, yeah, I just remember it was very already freeing. 444 00:26:04.039 --> 00:26:07.480 So when when we meditate, we also leave our bodies. 445 00:26:07.720 --> 00:26:10.039 We don't have to die to do that. When we meditate, 446 00:26:10.079 --> 00:26:14.960 we leave our bodies. And that's how we can go 447 00:26:15.160 --> 00:26:20.960 to the higher dimensions, because you know, this dense body here, 448 00:26:22.680 --> 00:26:24.799 I don't know. I don't I'm not saying no one 449 00:26:25.039 --> 00:26:28.559 can go to the high dimensions in this in this body, 450 00:26:29.359 --> 00:26:32.799 but I just know it's a lot easier in the 451 00:26:32.799 --> 00:26:33.599 eighth thrill. 452 00:26:33.839 --> 00:26:39.039 Right, almost like an astra projection of swords or real you. Yeah, 453 00:26:39.079 --> 00:26:39.880 it seems like that. 454 00:26:40.079 --> 00:26:40.240 You know. 455 00:26:40.279 --> 00:26:41.039 It's strange too. 456 00:26:41.079 --> 00:26:43.279 We uh we just the episode that we did the 457 00:26:43.319 --> 00:26:46.279 other day, we did a meditation I think it was 458 00:26:46.359 --> 00:26:48.880 nine hundred and sixty three HERDZ meditation or something along 459 00:26:48.920 --> 00:26:54.599 those lines. And and I didn't really like have anywhere 460 00:26:54.640 --> 00:26:56.640 that I was trying to guide my mind. I just 461 00:26:56.960 --> 00:27:00.720 let go, like I was, my mind was trying to 462 00:27:00.799 --> 00:27:03.359 generate certain thoughts that I didn't you know, not good, 463 00:27:03.480 --> 00:27:06.119 not bad, just whatever thoughts, you know, And I was like, no, 464 00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:07.880 I just want to cancel that. I want to just 465 00:27:08.279 --> 00:27:10.599 I want to set myself free, like let the dog 466 00:27:10.680 --> 00:27:10.920 off the. 467 00:27:10.960 --> 00:27:12.519 Lease, see what happens right right. 468 00:27:12.680 --> 00:27:16.400 And whenever I did that, I felt myself started to 469 00:27:16.839 --> 00:27:18.920 like I was going through some kind. 470 00:27:18.680 --> 00:27:21.880 Of hallway or elevator. 471 00:27:21.480 --> 00:27:24.960 Or something like that, Like if actually the best way 472 00:27:25.039 --> 00:27:28.680 I can like relay that would be like a you 473 00:27:28.720 --> 00:27:31.359 ever see like an Amtrak you know, like the trains 474 00:27:31.559 --> 00:27:33.720 and they're they're going through the tunnel like that. That's 475 00:27:33.759 --> 00:27:36.000 kind of like what it felt like. And and then 476 00:27:36.039 --> 00:27:39.720 it started to like go on a ramp upward, and 477 00:27:40.000 --> 00:27:44.079 immediately I was like in like this place where it 478 00:27:44.119 --> 00:27:46.240 was like super vibrant and there seemed to be like 479 00:27:46.279 --> 00:27:50.039 a lot of clouds and everything like that. And I'm like, dude, 480 00:27:50.559 --> 00:27:52.359 is this like am I just am I making this 481 00:27:52.440 --> 00:27:54.880 up right now? Like you got to question yourself like that, 482 00:27:55.000 --> 00:27:56.640 you know what I mean. But I wasn't trying to 483 00:27:56.680 --> 00:27:59.400 guide it there at all. And and I get there 484 00:27:59.559 --> 00:28:03.480 and Jesus emerges from the clouds right and and he 485 00:28:03.599 --> 00:28:08.039 has like he calls this, uh, this this dove like 486 00:28:08.079 --> 00:28:11.440 a white bird right to his hands and he's holding 487 00:28:11.480 --> 00:28:13.759 it like this right like just a just holding it 488 00:28:13.839 --> 00:28:16.000 in his hands, right and then I don't know, maybe 489 00:28:16.000 --> 00:28:18.599 he whispered to it or something like that, and the 490 00:28:18.640 --> 00:28:19.359 bird flew away. 491 00:28:19.400 --> 00:28:22.039 He just let it go, and he just stared. 492 00:28:21.839 --> 00:28:25.640 Like like stare was staring at me, right, And I 493 00:28:25.720 --> 00:28:27.920 was like, but it was like a like a nice 494 00:28:28.079 --> 00:28:30.359 kind of it wasn't like a glare or anything. It 495 00:28:30.400 --> 00:28:32.119 was kind of like a just wait and just hold on. 496 00:28:32.400 --> 00:28:35.359 The bird comes back and he takes that bird and 497 00:28:35.400 --> 00:28:38.319 he puts it into my chest, and I was like, 498 00:28:39.200 --> 00:28:41.240 I don't know what that means, you know, And I 499 00:28:41.240 --> 00:28:44.119 don't know dove symbolism or anything like that, Like I'm 500 00:28:44.119 --> 00:28:46.440 not We're we're baby mystics over here. We don't know 501 00:28:46.519 --> 00:28:49.039 exactly all the all the things and stuff. And so 502 00:28:49.119 --> 00:28:51.680 I went and looked it up. And what the dove 503 00:28:52.079 --> 00:28:58.839 represents is the spirit, right, Like it's the the Holy. 504 00:28:58.559 --> 00:29:00.000 Spirit, like of all spirits, right. 505 00:29:00.160 --> 00:29:02.960 And I was just like, oh my god, what what 506 00:29:03.119 --> 00:29:03.799 is going on? 507 00:29:04.160 --> 00:29:04.400 You know? 508 00:29:04.599 --> 00:29:06.839 And and to me that was kind of like confirmation 509 00:29:07.000 --> 00:29:09.200 for the episode we had just done, because we were 510 00:29:09.200 --> 00:29:12.119 talking about the Gnostics and the Cathars and stuff like. 511 00:29:12.079 --> 00:29:14.799 That, you know, and uh, and we were we. 512 00:29:14.680 --> 00:29:17.319 Were talking about the Gospel of Thomas right with the 513 00:29:17.400 --> 00:29:20.680 nagamati and stuff like that, And I don't know, maybe maybe, uh, 514 00:29:21.319 --> 00:29:23.680 maybe that was just kind of my confirmation, at least 515 00:29:23.720 --> 00:29:26.359 on a personal level, that maybe we were interpreting it 516 00:29:26.559 --> 00:29:27.319 the correct way. 517 00:29:27.839 --> 00:29:29.200 It's kind of how I took it, but. 518 00:29:30.880 --> 00:29:35.200 When you were, when you were saying it, it's uh. 519 00:29:35.279 --> 00:29:38.640 The first thing that I got was when he when 520 00:29:38.680 --> 00:29:41.319 you saw the dove, that was you? 521 00:29:42.359 --> 00:29:44.359 Oh, that was me? 522 00:29:45.680 --> 00:29:47.119 M m h. 523 00:29:47.759 --> 00:29:48.480 What does that mean? 524 00:29:50.079 --> 00:29:55.160 Well, if you notice that he had the dove and 525 00:29:55.200 --> 00:29:57.920 then it flew away somewhere and it came back and 526 00:29:57.920 --> 00:30:00.839 then he put it inside of you, I feel that 527 00:30:00.839 --> 00:30:05.279 that was part of you, that pure part that is 528 00:30:05.440 --> 00:30:14.640 connected to the christ like energy. So when that dove, 529 00:30:15.000 --> 00:30:17.920 which was part of you, was put back in you, 530 00:30:17.920 --> 00:30:21.640 you were given something special. That's what I get. 531 00:30:21.880 --> 00:30:22.599 I'm not gonna lie. 532 00:30:22.720 --> 00:30:24.519 Like, whenever it happened, I felt like, even though I 533 00:30:24.519 --> 00:30:26.759 didn't know what it meant, I almost felt unworthy, you know, 534 00:30:27.000 --> 00:30:29.279 like it like something like that happens, You're like, I 535 00:30:29.279 --> 00:30:31.519 don't know if I'm the one that should be receiving 536 00:30:31.559 --> 00:30:34.200 stuff like that, you know, like if the. 537 00:30:34.160 --> 00:30:38.319 Ones who don't feel worthy that are the more worthy. 538 00:30:38.839 --> 00:30:40.480 Oh well, I guess I did it right. 539 00:30:40.400 --> 00:30:44.519 Then, Well, I feel you were given something very special, 540 00:30:44.880 --> 00:30:49.079 so it it. I guess we could just say it 541 00:30:49.119 --> 00:30:52.119 was kind of a piece of the puzzle that was 542 00:30:52.160 --> 00:30:54.240 given to you for this time. 543 00:30:55.920 --> 00:30:58.319 I'll take it, yeah, I mean maybe it'll start to 544 00:30:58.799 --> 00:31:00.279 you'll take it. Yeah, why not? 545 00:31:01.279 --> 00:31:03.559 I mean it was a pretty mystical experience. I mean, 546 00:31:03.640 --> 00:31:05.160 from what he was explaining, I was. 547 00:31:05.119 --> 00:31:07.839 Like, oh, yeah, it's like you know, and we have 548 00:31:08.000 --> 00:31:10.839 like some wild meditations from time to time, but not 549 00:31:10.960 --> 00:31:11.319 like that. 550 00:31:11.480 --> 00:31:12.960 Like that, that seemed. 551 00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:14.880 Like something extra and that's the only reason why I 552 00:31:14.880 --> 00:31:18.359 brought it up. But yeah, it's I don't know, this 553 00:31:18.559 --> 00:31:21.920 what a what a strange dream we are witnessing? 554 00:31:22.079 --> 00:31:25.200 I feel like, you know, but yeah, just get back 555 00:31:25.200 --> 00:31:25.799 over the chat. 556 00:31:25.839 --> 00:31:29.559 I want to keep everybody still involved over here, Ashton 557 00:31:29.599 --> 00:31:34.119 said Cassandra. What about context? Sometimes my earthly self slash 558 00:31:34.160 --> 00:31:37.160 ego takes offense to whatever message I get, and it 559 00:31:37.200 --> 00:31:40.559 could take me months or years to finally understand what 560 00:31:40.880 --> 00:31:43.400 they meant, usually in the form of a life lesson. 561 00:31:43.640 --> 00:31:49.559 Good question, okay, And when you let your ego take 562 00:31:49.599 --> 00:31:54.920 over and tell you that whatever it is that you heard, 563 00:31:56.880 --> 00:32:00.759 that's the life lesson, right then? And there, because the 564 00:32:00.880 --> 00:32:07.799 ego will try to take away the knowing or whatever 565 00:32:07.839 --> 00:32:10.920 it is that you're trying to learn. It will take 566 00:32:10.960 --> 00:32:16.799 away the knowing by replacing it with fear and saying 567 00:32:16.920 --> 00:32:19.160 you know, no, that's not it, that's not it, and 568 00:32:19.200 --> 00:32:22.119 then you go okay, and then you ignore what it 569 00:32:22.200 --> 00:32:26.200 was that you learned, and then you say later on 570 00:32:26.359 --> 00:32:29.720 it comes back, you know as a life lesson. Well, 571 00:32:29.720 --> 00:32:35.359 they're all life lessons. But if you can get what 572 00:32:35.400 --> 00:32:40.720 you get, dismiss the ego and say, I'm going to 573 00:32:41.759 --> 00:32:44.279 do it like this. I'm going to listen to what 574 00:32:44.359 --> 00:32:48.240 it is that i've I was told or that I heard, 575 00:32:49.440 --> 00:32:53.160 and for right now, that's what I'm going to do 576 00:32:53.240 --> 00:32:55.400 because I don't want to do it the hard way. 577 00:32:55.599 --> 00:32:57.960 I want to do it the easy way. When we 578 00:32:58.079 --> 00:33:01.039 listen to that ego, the go is there to keep 579 00:33:01.119 --> 00:33:05.000 us safe. Ego doesn't want us to change, you know, 580 00:33:05.039 --> 00:33:10.079 in any way, shape or form. So that's not what 581 00:33:10.119 --> 00:33:12.680 we're here for. We're not here to stay in the 582 00:33:12.720 --> 00:33:17.920 same comfortable rut. So when you get these messages and 583 00:33:17.960 --> 00:33:24.079 you hear that ego, which always deflates, so the ego 584 00:33:24.119 --> 00:33:27.960 will deflate. We'll try to scare you, we'll bring back 585 00:33:28.000 --> 00:33:32.440 old memories. Then that way you know that that's the ego. 586 00:33:32.920 --> 00:33:36.279 So if you know that's the ego, then you just say, hey, 587 00:33:36.920 --> 00:33:41.359 thanks for your input, but I'm going to listen to 588 00:33:42.440 --> 00:33:45.559 what it is I've learned or what I hear. That's 589 00:33:45.599 --> 00:33:49.480 the easiest way because if you listen to your ego 590 00:33:49.559 --> 00:33:54.400 and then you try to listen to your guides, if 591 00:33:54.440 --> 00:33:58.759 you're not aware, your ego will take over every time. 592 00:34:01.079 --> 00:34:03.880 Would you say that, would you say that meditation is 593 00:34:03.920 --> 00:34:06.839 a good way to be able to kind of build 594 00:34:06.880 --> 00:34:10.800 that divide within yourself or like how would how would 595 00:34:10.800 --> 00:34:12.679 you go about discerning the two? 596 00:34:13.960 --> 00:34:18.400 Well, if you're if you're meditating, your ego's going to 597 00:34:18.440 --> 00:34:22.239 come up anyway when you're meditating, because unless you've you know, 598 00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:27.039 disciplined yourself enough, the ego comes up and starts. You know, 599 00:34:27.119 --> 00:34:31.960 it's the the uh I'd call it the dry cleaner rack, 600 00:34:32.039 --> 00:34:34.400 where it just goes round and round and round and round. 601 00:34:34.440 --> 00:34:37.079 It brings up all these things except what you don't 602 00:34:37.159 --> 00:34:41.199 want it to bring up, which is nothing. So when 603 00:34:41.280 --> 00:34:46.400 you get into that and the egos starts trying to 604 00:34:46.440 --> 00:34:50.159 take over, if you can recognize that it's the ego 605 00:34:50.679 --> 00:34:55.519 and allow it to just go through your mind. Then 606 00:34:55.880 --> 00:35:02.119 you can grasp that what you're in meditation for. So 607 00:35:02.239 --> 00:35:06.360 meditation is just to clear your mind. Your answers come 608 00:35:06.440 --> 00:35:09.119 to you. You don't seek them. They come to you, 609 00:35:10.159 --> 00:35:14.239 and you tell the ego thanks for your help. But 610 00:35:14.800 --> 00:35:18.639 I need you to be quiet right now. There's a 611 00:35:18.719 --> 00:35:24.480 thing about taking control. Because we're here, no one else 612 00:35:24.519 --> 00:35:27.079 can take control of us and unless we allow it, 613 00:35:27.440 --> 00:35:30.880 and that includes our ego. So our ego has gotten 614 00:35:30.960 --> 00:35:35.039 us into a lot of trouble. It's kept us in 615 00:35:35.199 --> 00:35:42.079 a lot of comfortable ruts. But when we recognize it, 616 00:35:42.360 --> 00:35:45.719 there's there's no escaping it. We have our ego. It's 617 00:35:45.760 --> 00:35:49.119 part of us, but we can recognize it and say 618 00:35:49.159 --> 00:35:52.000 thanks for whatever it is you're trying to do. But 619 00:35:52.159 --> 00:35:55.480 I need you to be quiet now. When you can 620 00:35:55.559 --> 00:35:59.079 do that and master it, then it's going to be 621 00:35:59.400 --> 00:36:04.840 more and you'll be able to get the answers that 622 00:36:04.880 --> 00:36:08.400 you want, or the feelings that you want, or are 623 00:36:08.800 --> 00:36:13.000 whatever it is that you're going into meditation for. Because 624 00:36:13.039 --> 00:36:15.800 at night, if I'm lying in bed, I'll say, okay, 625 00:36:16.719 --> 00:36:19.800 I'll be talking to my guides when I wake up. 626 00:36:19.960 --> 00:36:23.679 I want the answer to this question. So I'm not 627 00:36:23.880 --> 00:36:27.440 fighting my ego at night. I'm sleeping and I know 628 00:36:27.519 --> 00:36:29.480 that when I wake up, I'll have the answer to 629 00:36:29.559 --> 00:36:30.079 my question. 630 00:36:31.360 --> 00:36:32.000 That's interesting. 631 00:36:32.119 --> 00:36:36.800 I feel like my ego is like it's greedy, it's selfish, 632 00:36:37.000 --> 00:36:40.159 it's impatient. It's all the things that you're trying to 633 00:36:40.239 --> 00:36:43.760 dissolve within meditation, you know, like, at least for me anyway, 634 00:36:44.639 --> 00:36:45.159 it's just. 635 00:36:46.840 --> 00:36:53.000 It's just disguising itself as that because greedy. What else 636 00:36:53.039 --> 00:36:54.159 did you say? Is greedy? 637 00:36:54.199 --> 00:36:55.679 It's selfish? 638 00:36:55.840 --> 00:36:58.000 Yeah, not patient at all. 639 00:36:58.800 --> 00:37:06.440 Okay, So all those forms are about fear. They're disguised 640 00:37:06.519 --> 00:37:16.280 as as greedy, selfish, impatient. That's fear fear, That's what 641 00:37:16.320 --> 00:37:18.119 I mean. So that the ego is not going to go, 642 00:37:18.159 --> 00:37:21.840 oh I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid. It's it's going 643 00:37:21.920 --> 00:37:24.239 to say, oh, you don't want to do that. Oh 644 00:37:24.320 --> 00:37:29.000 they're not that great. Oh well, I don't know. It's 645 00:37:29.000 --> 00:37:33.119 not going to say I'm I'm afraid, because if it 646 00:37:33.159 --> 00:37:35.440 says I'm afraid, then you're going to go, well, then 647 00:37:35.440 --> 00:37:37.280 should I be afraid of? I mean, what's going on? 648 00:37:37.679 --> 00:37:42.239 It takes it tries to keep you safe, but it 649 00:37:42.360 --> 00:37:47.960 disguises these things through different emotions that we feel, but 650 00:37:48.079 --> 00:37:51.039 it's all one thing, and it's the only one thing 651 00:37:51.239 --> 00:37:51.719 is fear. 652 00:37:52.920 --> 00:37:55.039 Fear of defense mechanisms. 653 00:37:55.159 --> 00:37:59.880 Then at that point, exactly, it's fear because the ego, 654 00:38:01.599 --> 00:38:04.440 you know what little I know of what I've heard, 655 00:38:06.079 --> 00:38:12.360 it was designed for the fight or flight. Okay, we're 656 00:38:12.400 --> 00:38:15.400 not around dinosaurs anymore, so we don't have to worry 657 00:38:15.440 --> 00:38:17.360 about if we're going to fight it or if we're 658 00:38:17.360 --> 00:38:20.119 going to run away. So that's what the ego is 659 00:38:20.159 --> 00:38:24.400 all about. It's about saying, Okay, we're gonna keep safe 660 00:38:24.880 --> 00:38:29.559 because we're gonna fight it, or we're gonna run like hell. 661 00:38:29.599 --> 00:38:34.440 And when we run, you know, it's fear. So when 662 00:38:34.480 --> 00:38:37.559 we fight it, I mean, if I had a dinosaur, 663 00:38:37.559 --> 00:38:41.079 I wouldn't fight it. That wouldn't even be a choice. 664 00:38:41.280 --> 00:38:44.840 It would always be flight. So when you're looking at 665 00:38:44.840 --> 00:38:49.280 it like that, that's the ego's job, and it does 666 00:38:49.320 --> 00:38:54.000 a very good job in some of our lives. But 667 00:38:54.119 --> 00:38:56.920 if we can stop and recognize it right then and 668 00:38:56.960 --> 00:39:01.760 there and say, you know, this is I don't know 669 00:39:01.880 --> 00:39:04.280 that this is going to be a terrible move. I 670 00:39:04.320 --> 00:39:08.320 don't know that this is going to be a terrible relationship. 671 00:39:08.920 --> 00:39:11.880 I don't know if getting divorced is going to be 672 00:39:11.920 --> 00:39:14.519 the worst thing in my life. I don't know if 673 00:39:14.599 --> 00:39:16.320 I move it's going to be the worst thing in 674 00:39:16.320 --> 00:39:20.599 my life. You don't know that yet. But the ego 675 00:39:20.719 --> 00:39:23.719 is trying to keep you in that place of not 676 00:39:24.079 --> 00:39:29.840 doing anything, and that means fear. So it's keeping you 677 00:39:30.079 --> 00:39:30.960 in fear. 678 00:39:32.400 --> 00:39:37.239 Okay, So any decision made out of fear be gone right, 679 00:39:37.400 --> 00:39:38.000 and it. 680 00:39:37.840 --> 00:39:42.440 Will always keep you back and you'll always, you know, 681 00:39:42.679 --> 00:39:45.960 second guess yourself. And the last thing that you want 682 00:39:45.960 --> 00:39:49.360 in your life is you know what I could have 683 00:39:49.599 --> 00:39:53.360 should have? You don't want that. You don't want to 684 00:39:53.400 --> 00:39:57.119 second guess yourself. That's why, when you can, you could 685 00:39:57.159 --> 00:39:59.559 say to the ego, be quiet for a minute, because 686 00:39:59.599 --> 00:40:03.880 I need to feel it. Is it right for me? 687 00:40:05.239 --> 00:40:08.280 You feel it? You don't think it. The egos the brain, 688 00:40:08.440 --> 00:40:12.519 it's the thought process. What you're looking at is how 689 00:40:12.559 --> 00:40:16.599 do I feel about it? So you go into your 690 00:40:16.599 --> 00:40:21.639 solar plexus, your intuition, how do I feel about doing this? 691 00:40:22.519 --> 00:40:25.840 And I'm telling you the easiest way to do this 692 00:40:26.039 --> 00:40:29.280 is just place your hand on your solar plexus, ask 693 00:40:29.360 --> 00:40:34.199 the question and like, should I move? And if or 694 00:40:34.280 --> 00:40:37.880 to you know, Arizona or whatever. Should I move to Arizona? 695 00:40:38.159 --> 00:40:41.199 Put your hand on your solar plexes and if it jumps, 696 00:40:42.599 --> 00:40:49.239 that's a no. If it's very calm, that's a yest. 697 00:40:49.519 --> 00:40:51.159 Very simple to do. Anyone can do it. 698 00:40:52.039 --> 00:40:54.440 Oh wow, Yeah, we need to learn as many of 699 00:40:54.480 --> 00:40:57.760 these tricks of the trade as we possibly can't. We're 700 00:40:57.840 --> 00:40:59.320 just sponges for your information. 701 00:40:59.400 --> 00:41:02.360 Candra, just soaking that in. 702 00:41:02.440 --> 00:41:07.079 Huh yeah, uh, Nick said, uh, you know what, Okay, 703 00:41:07.400 --> 00:41:09.599 Nick said, Love you guys, but I haven't really enjoyed 704 00:41:09.599 --> 00:41:12.119 the past meta episodes the past month or two. When 705 00:41:12.159 --> 00:41:14.719 can we get back to the past life sessions, get 706 00:41:14.719 --> 00:41:16.840 into the science of light and what it really means 707 00:41:16.880 --> 00:41:17.119 for us? 708 00:41:17.239 --> 00:41:17.719 Love you though. 709 00:41:18.320 --> 00:41:21.519 That's funny because uh literally me and Sean were just 710 00:41:21.559 --> 00:41:23.840 talking about it last night and we were trying to 711 00:41:23.840 --> 00:41:26.119 figure out when I could hypnotize them to send them 712 00:41:26.119 --> 00:41:28.800 back to a past life. By the way, I mean, anybody, 713 00:41:28.800 --> 00:41:31.440 feel free to reach out for a past life regression. 714 00:41:31.480 --> 00:41:31.719 You can. 715 00:41:31.840 --> 00:41:36.199 You can schedule that and email us at metamistics at 716 00:41:36.199 --> 00:41:38.320 gahoo dot com and set it up over there if 717 00:41:38.360 --> 00:41:40.920 you're If you're interested in we don't have to you know, 718 00:41:41.199 --> 00:41:43.440 put it out as a show and broadcast it. That's 719 00:41:43.519 --> 00:41:45.920 just kind of like something you can if you want to. 720 00:41:46.039 --> 00:41:47.559 But if you want it just to be a personal 721 00:41:47.599 --> 00:41:51.519 thing for you, totally fine too. So yeah, we're definitely 722 00:41:51.559 --> 00:41:53.800 going to be getting back to that. I'm actually gonna 723 00:41:53.840 --> 00:41:56.559 wait until because I'm going to see Sean here in 724 00:41:56.679 --> 00:41:59.239 like less than a month, and whenever I do, we're 725 00:41:59.239 --> 00:42:02.559 going to do the past life regression in person and 726 00:42:02.719 --> 00:42:04.320 that should be fun because I've never done it in 727 00:42:04.320 --> 00:42:04.960 person with them. 728 00:42:05.320 --> 00:42:07.639 So yeah, and I'd love to get you one if 729 00:42:07.679 --> 00:42:09.679 at all possible, you know, if we can get a 730 00:42:09.679 --> 00:42:12.239 good old mcclucky I know here, Yeah, you know what 731 00:42:12.239 --> 00:42:13.039 I mean, that'd be great. 732 00:42:13.199 --> 00:42:14.760 Yeah, maybe we'll try and I'll try and set that 733 00:42:14.840 --> 00:42:15.239 up soon. 734 00:42:16.360 --> 00:42:16.599 Yeah. 735 00:42:16.639 --> 00:42:19.440 Thanks Nick, we appreciate that, brit said. 736 00:42:19.800 --> 00:42:22.119 My main guide reached out to me and said his 737 00:42:22.239 --> 00:42:26.000 name just as I was waking up from sleep, just 738 00:42:26.079 --> 00:42:29.039 simply said my name is dot dot dot. 739 00:42:29.280 --> 00:42:31.199 So I didn't even know what uh. 740 00:42:31.239 --> 00:42:33.880 I didn't even know what that even was at the time, 741 00:42:33.880 --> 00:42:35.719 but I figured it out a couple of months later. 742 00:42:36.000 --> 00:42:37.239 What do you think about that, Cassandra? 743 00:42:39.840 --> 00:42:43.119 You could have asked while you when you got up 744 00:42:43.639 --> 00:42:46.400 and say, okay, what was your name again? And then 745 00:42:46.480 --> 00:42:50.159 write it down because you'll get it. It will come through. 746 00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:54.400 But I'm glad that you found out a couple of 747 00:42:54.480 --> 00:42:58.119 months later. But there's quicker ways to do it, and 748 00:42:58.239 --> 00:43:03.880 that's just too I mean, seriously, when you write these 749 00:43:03.920 --> 00:43:08.280 things out. You asked the question, write out the answer, 750 00:43:08.480 --> 00:43:12.239 you'll be surprised at how fast it goes and how 751 00:43:12.360 --> 00:43:16.480 quickly you can, you know, learn what you want. 752 00:43:17.440 --> 00:43:21.199 Ashton said, mine gave me an entire language as a download, 753 00:43:21.360 --> 00:43:22.360 just to give me their name. 754 00:43:23.320 --> 00:43:28.079 That's awesome, Taylor's. 755 00:43:27.880 --> 00:43:29.840 And what was their name after that? Oh? 756 00:43:29.920 --> 00:43:30.679 Yeah, I'm curious. 757 00:43:30.800 --> 00:43:34.559 Yeah, put that down the chat there, Ashton. Taylor said, 758 00:43:34.800 --> 00:43:37.360 do they use that to talk to you as well? 759 00:43:37.480 --> 00:43:41.039 Or just the name asking? Uh to Ashton there? Yeah, 760 00:43:41.039 --> 00:43:45.000 I'd love to hear about that. Ashton said, that's how 761 00:43:45.039 --> 00:43:47.199 they came to me. They were a bunch of light 762 00:43:47.320 --> 00:43:48.400 beings in my room. 763 00:43:48.840 --> 00:43:54.599 Imagine that. WHOA, let's go, dude, tell us I know 764 00:43:54.840 --> 00:43:55.639 how awesome is that? 765 00:43:56.320 --> 00:43:56.719 Yeah? 766 00:43:57.199 --> 00:44:04.519 Super Marketie said, holy spirit O, holy ghost, Holy Spirit Sophia. 767 00:44:04.800 --> 00:44:06.039 Sophia getting a shout out? 768 00:44:06.119 --> 00:44:11.559 All right, Ashton said, Matthew ten sixteen Jonathan. So I 769 00:44:11.599 --> 00:44:14.039 looked it up to see what that says, and it says. 770 00:44:14.760 --> 00:44:18.440 Matthew ten sixteen states that Jesus sends his disciples out 771 00:44:18.480 --> 00:44:21.960 like sheep among wolves, advising them to be wise as 772 00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:24.119 serpents and innocent as doves. 773 00:44:24.960 --> 00:44:28.199 Oh shit, it says. 774 00:44:28.239 --> 00:44:31.599 This verse emphasizes the need for both shrewdness and purity 775 00:44:31.760 --> 00:44:38.000 in navigating a hostile world. Like it all right, brit said, 776 00:44:38.039 --> 00:44:39.960 I had a dream a few weeks ago where I 777 00:44:40.039 --> 00:44:42.519 had a white light emanating from me that seemed to 778 00:44:42.559 --> 00:44:45.880 start from my heart and it expanded to fill the 779 00:44:45.920 --> 00:44:48.239 whole room I was in to where it was so 780 00:44:48.280 --> 00:44:50.840 bright you couldn't see anyone or anything in the room. 781 00:44:52.480 --> 00:44:54.920 What is that, Cassandra ah. 782 00:44:54.719 --> 00:45:00.400 Cool, Well, obviously it was a heart chakra thing. I'm 783 00:45:00.000 --> 00:45:04.920 I'm not sure as far as the context goes, but 784 00:45:05.440 --> 00:45:13.199 I would I think you were being shown something, obviously 785 00:45:13.239 --> 00:45:17.039 the white light, but more if you could sit back 786 00:45:17.039 --> 00:45:20.199 there and say what was it I or ask yourself 787 00:45:20.239 --> 00:45:22.960 what was it I was looking for? What was I 788 00:45:23.079 --> 00:45:27.679 searching for? What? You know? Question did I want? Answered? 789 00:45:28.920 --> 00:45:30.880 And what they say is a picture is worth a 790 00:45:30.960 --> 00:45:34.559 thousand words. So to have that white light coming from 791 00:45:34.599 --> 00:45:40.440 you ask yourself if you were searching or seeking, and 792 00:45:40.480 --> 00:45:42.239 then I think you'll get your answer. 793 00:45:42.559 --> 00:45:45.159 It almost says though that it's like if anytime you 794 00:45:45.199 --> 00:45:47.840 get like a pure, like almost blinding white light, that 795 00:45:47.880 --> 00:45:50.679 it's outside of polarity at that point, right, Like it 796 00:45:50.760 --> 00:45:52.880 asked something that transcends polarity. 797 00:45:53.920 --> 00:45:59.679 Well, yeah, when when I went to meet God, what 798 00:46:00.079 --> 00:46:03.239 I was going through the tunnel, that white light that 799 00:46:03.320 --> 00:46:08.280 I seen was something you couldn't describe because you can't 800 00:46:08.320 --> 00:46:11.719 just say it was white because it wasn't. You can't 801 00:46:11.760 --> 00:46:14.559 say it was brilliant white because it was more than that. 802 00:46:15.800 --> 00:46:20.000 So yeah, it does. It is a different different energy, 803 00:46:20.320 --> 00:46:25.559 different color, different everything. So again, ask yourself what you 804 00:46:25.559 --> 00:46:30.760 were seeking or asking, and then see if that white 805 00:46:30.920 --> 00:46:34.519 light coming out of your heart chakra was their way 806 00:46:34.519 --> 00:46:36.960 of showing instead of. 807 00:46:36.960 --> 00:46:45.760 Telling interesting, that's awesome, discernment or supermarket rather said, uh, 808 00:46:46.119 --> 00:46:50.000 discernment and sovereignty, that's interesting. 809 00:46:50.079 --> 00:46:50.239 Yeah. 810 00:46:50.280 --> 00:46:51.960 I think that that's about right as far as being 811 00:46:52.000 --> 00:46:55.000 able to determine, like you know, who your guides and 812 00:46:55.119 --> 00:46:57.320 higher self and ego and all that stuff was. 813 00:46:57.360 --> 00:47:00.320 I think, oh yeah, yeah, the sovereignty I like that 814 00:47:01.960 --> 00:47:08.119 because you you know, the difference. You're discerning the difference 815 00:47:08.159 --> 00:47:13.039 between a lower energy and higher energy, so you don't 816 00:47:13.039 --> 00:47:18.639 want your own sovereignty to be in jeopardy by consorting 817 00:47:18.679 --> 00:47:19.719 with a lower energy. 818 00:47:21.320 --> 00:47:22.400 That makes sense, makes sense? 819 00:47:23.039 --> 00:47:27.360 Yeah, Ashton said, thanks, Cassandra. That resonates because I've been 820 00:47:27.480 --> 00:47:30.159 learning how to speak their language and they've been learning 821 00:47:30.199 --> 00:47:33.599 how to speak mine. And then he said that sounds 822 00:47:33.639 --> 00:47:35.960 like the YOUNGI in Shadow talking about the ego itself. 823 00:47:35.960 --> 00:47:40.480 I think, man, that is so interesting. I don't want 824 00:47:40.519 --> 00:47:42.719 to say I'm jealous. I'm happy that everybody is happening 825 00:47:42.960 --> 00:47:46.280 is happening, you know, their own experiences because and that's 826 00:47:46.320 --> 00:47:48.880 what I think. Like, you know, whenever certain people say 827 00:47:48.920 --> 00:47:51.920 that like, well what you're seeing is a deception, it's 828 00:47:52.000 --> 00:47:54.440 just an illusion, that's just your mind, I'm like, dude, 829 00:47:54.480 --> 00:47:56.800 I feel like we're turning off a part of ourselves 830 00:47:56.840 --> 00:47:59.760 that literally, like that is what we are because I 831 00:48:00.039 --> 00:48:02.039 think about it. You know, we don't remember where we 832 00:48:02.039 --> 00:48:04.440 were before this. We don't know exactly where we're going 833 00:48:04.519 --> 00:48:07.400 after it. You know, you can have intuitive and faith 834 00:48:07.440 --> 00:48:09.840 and all that kind of stuff, but like for people 835 00:48:09.840 --> 00:48:12.760 to be so sure to say that anything that is 836 00:48:12.800 --> 00:48:16.960 happening naturally to the human mind, could be you know, 837 00:48:17.280 --> 00:48:20.320 inherently evil. That's I'm like, I don't know, because that's 838 00:48:20.400 --> 00:48:23.800 not that doesn't align with most people's experiences. Usually these 839 00:48:23.840 --> 00:48:27.599 experiences are like profound, you know, and you never forget them. 840 00:48:28.320 --> 00:48:31.840 Yeah, And I think these these mystical experiences or whatever 841 00:48:31.840 --> 00:48:35.119 it is in meditation, whether it's a positive type of 842 00:48:35.119 --> 00:48:37.519 feeling or experience or a negative one, I feel like 843 00:48:37.679 --> 00:48:40.360 either way, it's something that you needed to experience in 844 00:48:40.400 --> 00:48:43.159 some form of fashion. You know you're gonna get something 845 00:48:43.159 --> 00:48:45.519 out of that. And if it is something bad, then 846 00:48:45.559 --> 00:48:50.360 it only gives you the u the uh ability to 847 00:48:50.360 --> 00:48:53.119 transmute something you know and look at it a different way, 848 00:48:53.360 --> 00:48:54.239 you know as all. 849 00:48:55.000 --> 00:49:01.159 And if you look at it way as humans with 850 00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:06.320 that spirit inside of us where mystical. We're magical. So 851 00:49:06.639 --> 00:49:10.559 the things that we see, the things that open up 852 00:49:10.760 --> 00:49:15.800 for us, it's natural because this is who we are. 853 00:49:16.760 --> 00:49:19.719 If we knew how magical we were and the things 854 00:49:19.719 --> 00:49:22.480 that you know, the thoughts, Okay, be careful what you 855 00:49:22.559 --> 00:49:28.079 think good, bad, are indifferent because you're going to bring 856 00:49:28.119 --> 00:49:32.679 it to you. That's being magical. So think of yourself 857 00:49:32.719 --> 00:49:37.960 as magical and mystical. And that's where you get that sovereignty. Also, 858 00:49:38.199 --> 00:49:42.119 you're not just you know, a little human putting around 859 00:49:42.119 --> 00:49:49.199 here on earth. You are waking up and seeing who 860 00:49:49.679 --> 00:49:56.159 you really are. And that's the fun part of it 861 00:49:56.800 --> 00:50:00.840 when somebody finally gets it and the light bulb goes office, like, 862 00:50:00.920 --> 00:50:05.159 oh my gosh, look at who I am. Because we 863 00:50:05.239 --> 00:50:09.960 are more than we've been told, and we've been told 864 00:50:10.159 --> 00:50:14.840 by people who want to control us that we can't 865 00:50:14.880 --> 00:50:19.000 do certain things because if we did, then they wouldn't 866 00:50:19.039 --> 00:50:20.840 be able to control us. 867 00:50:21.719 --> 00:50:25.039 Yeah, taking away the tools essentially, right, So. 868 00:50:25.079 --> 00:50:30.840 That's been conditioned from eons. You know, you can't do that. 869 00:50:31.639 --> 00:50:35.719 Look what they did to the supposed witches mm hmm oh. 870 00:50:35.760 --> 00:50:38.159 And even go back farther than that too. What we 871 00:50:38.159 --> 00:50:41.440 were learning, like, we were learning that the old emperors 872 00:50:41.480 --> 00:50:43.599 of Rome before you know, they started to take up 873 00:50:43.679 --> 00:50:47.199 Christianity over there, that they had certain people that were 874 00:50:47.239 --> 00:50:52.840 worshiping the emperor's genius, like just their their genius or 875 00:50:52.880 --> 00:50:55.920 their demon or whatever, their higher self or whatever, right 876 00:50:56.000 --> 00:50:58.880 like they were literally worshiped. I mean there were cults 877 00:50:58.880 --> 00:51:01.159 that formed as a result of that, and all of 878 00:51:01.199 --> 00:51:03.800 their coinage always had a son right behind their head, 879 00:51:03.840 --> 00:51:07.559 and it was almost like mystifying them. And so it's 880 00:51:07.639 --> 00:51:10.079 not anything new. And that's like I kind of have 881 00:51:10.159 --> 00:51:13.000 an issue with even just the term new age because 882 00:51:13.000 --> 00:51:15.639 I'm like, none of it's new, you know, like it 883 00:51:15.719 --> 00:51:18.320 all seems to go back like a long time. 884 00:51:20.719 --> 00:51:21.239 Brit said. 885 00:51:21.280 --> 00:51:24.920 That makes me think of functional kinesiology that uses muscles, 886 00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:28.079 that uses muscle testing to figure out what's going on 887 00:51:28.119 --> 00:51:30.519 in your body. Just yesterday I was seeing videos on 888 00:51:30.599 --> 00:51:36.400 it and oh and then she's okay, so the spirit 889 00:51:36.639 --> 00:51:37.519 said his. 890 00:51:37.559 --> 00:51:39.239 Name, she just didn't list it. 891 00:51:39.280 --> 00:51:44.400 So and then Ashton said, Jonathan, you probably don't remember, 892 00:51:44.440 --> 00:51:47.599 but I didn't actually see a past life, just visions 893 00:51:47.639 --> 00:51:50.280 from my current life during our session. But within the 894 00:51:50.360 --> 00:51:53.480 last year a few past life memories from different lives 895 00:51:53.519 --> 00:51:55.559 all came back to me. I think you at least 896 00:51:55.599 --> 00:51:58.360 helped me unbury something that was heavily repressed. 897 00:52:00.000 --> 00:52:04.199 That is definitely something that can happen. After getting my regression, 898 00:52:04.239 --> 00:52:06.400 I felt like I was dreaming more. I felt like 899 00:52:06.519 --> 00:52:09.719 just all these different things started, these mystical experiences started happening. 900 00:52:09.760 --> 00:52:12.239 I think it just it opens something or at least 901 00:52:12.280 --> 00:52:15.519 connects something within your mind to allow these things to happen. 902 00:52:15.800 --> 00:52:16.840 Yeah, unlocked it. 903 00:52:17.239 --> 00:52:18.159 Yeah, yeah, it. 904 00:52:18.079 --> 00:52:20.280 Does seem like there's an unlocking going on because you're 905 00:52:20.320 --> 00:52:23.719 almost like like literally going up to a door that 906 00:52:23.760 --> 00:52:26.159 you didn't even maybe you thought that it was always 907 00:52:26.159 --> 00:52:28.199 there kind of in the background, but you never chose 908 00:52:28.239 --> 00:52:30.559 to really go through that door or even peer into 909 00:52:30.599 --> 00:52:32.800 that door, because you know, how's it going to help 910 00:52:32.800 --> 00:52:34.559 me in this reality? Just looking at it from the 911 00:52:34.599 --> 00:52:38.039 animal mind. But like whenever you're in that state of mind, 912 00:52:38.119 --> 00:52:40.320 you know, in that state of being, whether you're in 913 00:52:40.400 --> 00:52:43.679 another dimension or you know, just in the mind realm 914 00:52:43.880 --> 00:52:47.159 or whatever, it's like, man, there's there's so much stuff 915 00:52:47.199 --> 00:52:48.760 in there that you can just go and unlock. And 916 00:52:48.800 --> 00:52:52.280 I think that that's actually where Like when people refer 917 00:52:52.320 --> 00:52:55.280 to the Acajak records, dude, I think that that's all 918 00:52:55.320 --> 00:52:58.480 in there, like and it used to sound like I'm 919 00:52:58.480 --> 00:52:59.960 not gonna lie a couple of years ago. That used 920 00:52:59.960 --> 00:53:03.000 to sound crazy to me, Like people talking about the 921 00:53:03.000 --> 00:53:06.480 Acostic records. I'm like, okay, all right, you know what, 922 00:53:06.639 --> 00:53:10.400 you went for a rocket ride on the Oucturian spaceflight 923 00:53:10.480 --> 00:53:13.239 to you know, it's like, but the more you really 924 00:53:13.239 --> 00:53:15.239 pay attention to it and listen to it and like 925 00:53:15.320 --> 00:53:18.920 almost experience a little bit for yourself. You're like, all right, well, 926 00:53:19.000 --> 00:53:22.000 all the people that I thought was crazy are like 927 00:53:22.320 --> 00:53:24.119 more on it than I am, So I get I 928 00:53:24.159 --> 00:53:25.079 need to catch up to them. 929 00:53:25.320 --> 00:53:29.039 You know. It's funny because it's just as your understanding evolves, 930 00:53:29.239 --> 00:53:32.320 you know, like as far as whenever someone would say God, 931 00:53:32.480 --> 00:53:35.440 you know, I would think of what most people would 932 00:53:35.480 --> 00:53:37.800 think of God, you know, that that image of God 933 00:53:37.840 --> 00:53:40.400 and like like I don't know the whole worshiping thing, 934 00:53:40.440 --> 00:53:42.039 and it kind of just put a bad taste in 935 00:53:42.039 --> 00:53:44.719 my mouth. But then I have this other understanding of 936 00:53:44.719 --> 00:53:47.920 what a God could be and the fact that it 937 00:53:47.960 --> 00:53:51.320 could just be everything. It could be Cassandra Kyle, it 938 00:53:51.320 --> 00:53:54.280 could be breat it could be just everything that is 939 00:53:54.440 --> 00:53:57.800 and that's God, you know. And so it's just a 940 00:53:57.920 --> 00:54:00.559 depending on your the evolution of your understanding these things. 941 00:54:00.800 --> 00:54:04.159 What do you think about the idea of pantheism that 942 00:54:04.320 --> 00:54:07.559 everything is kind of just like an emanation of God. 943 00:54:07.599 --> 00:54:09.159 That's something that we've kind of been playing around with 944 00:54:09.239 --> 00:54:12.320 a little bit, and like like the first time that 945 00:54:12.400 --> 00:54:15.639 I really looked into it was we had our boy 946 00:54:15.880 --> 00:54:19.400 Banks on the show Optimistic Banks, and he said it, 947 00:54:19.440 --> 00:54:21.920 and it kind of like it threw a wrench into 948 00:54:21.920 --> 00:54:25.199 the gears of my life, you know, like it really 949 00:54:25.239 --> 00:54:27.800 made me just question everything. And then after a while, 950 00:54:27.800 --> 00:54:30.199 after sitting with it for a few months, I'm like, yeah, 951 00:54:30.239 --> 00:54:32.559 of course, of course that's what's going on. And we 952 00:54:32.679 --> 00:54:34.719 kind of had like a decent idea about it, you know, 953 00:54:34.760 --> 00:54:36.400 early on. That's why we call it Everybody the One, 954 00:54:36.480 --> 00:54:39.519 because we're like, hey, everything's won anyway. But like, but 955 00:54:39.679 --> 00:54:43.639 taking it literally is like a completely different paradigm shift. 956 00:54:43.679 --> 00:54:43.880 You know. 957 00:54:44.880 --> 00:54:46.360 I just love looking at life like that. 958 00:54:47.199 --> 00:54:50.239 And then you couple that with the possibility or probably 959 00:54:51.079 --> 00:54:54.480 I would I would say that the universe is eternal, 960 00:54:54.800 --> 00:54:57.320 like it always has been, and so it's like what 961 00:54:57.360 --> 00:54:59.199 you would say about God as well, Like God has 962 00:54:59.239 --> 00:55:03.480 always existed, you know, and so instead of God making everything, 963 00:55:03.679 --> 00:55:06.719 it just it just is because it always has been. 964 00:55:07.480 --> 00:55:09.400 You know, I don't know. That's kind of what I've 965 00:55:09.440 --> 00:55:10.119 been thinking. 966 00:55:09.880 --> 00:55:15.840 About, right right, right, super Marquie said Cassandra. When you 967 00:55:15.920 --> 00:55:18.639 went to meet God, did you experience the light tunnel 968 00:55:18.679 --> 00:55:19.639 everyone talks about? 969 00:55:20.400 --> 00:55:24.000 Oh yes, oh yes, But I had gone through a 970 00:55:24.039 --> 00:55:28.639 green tunnel before. So I went through a green tunnel 971 00:55:28.840 --> 00:55:32.360 and I later found out that was a healing tunnel. 972 00:55:33.920 --> 00:55:36.199 And when I went through that and got out at 973 00:55:36.239 --> 00:55:39.800 the end, and that's when I saw the light and 974 00:55:39.920 --> 00:55:42.920 I knew I needed to go toward it. So I 975 00:55:43.000 --> 00:55:47.360 did and I started just going up and it got 976 00:55:47.760 --> 00:55:52.639 bigger and brighter, and oh yes, I went into that 977 00:55:52.800 --> 00:55:57.239 God energy also, so I was in the light and 978 00:55:57.280 --> 00:56:01.039 that's when I spoke with God and God was in 979 00:56:01.400 --> 00:56:05.440 energy and that again, you can't describe this, this brilliant 980 00:56:05.519 --> 00:56:07.800 white light because there's no words for it. 981 00:56:08.519 --> 00:56:11.800 But yes, I did so so interesting on my bad, 982 00:56:11.840 --> 00:56:13.800 I mean to cut you off, but whenever people say that, 983 00:56:13.920 --> 00:56:16.239 you know, like a certain light, you know, the bright 984 00:56:16.320 --> 00:56:19.000 light is you can't put words to it. That is 985 00:56:19.039 --> 00:56:21.559 really telling you something, that really means something, you know, 986 00:56:21.599 --> 00:56:23.199 because if you look at a white light, you could 987 00:56:23.239 --> 00:56:25.239 just say, oh, it's a white light. But if you 988 00:56:25.239 --> 00:56:27.320 can't even put words to that, then you just know 989 00:56:27.400 --> 00:56:30.159 that it was more than just seeing something. It was 990 00:56:30.199 --> 00:56:34.159 absolutely being immersed in it and feeling it. 991 00:56:34.159 --> 00:56:37.920 It was alive, if that makes sense. 992 00:56:38.320 --> 00:56:38.639 Wow. 993 00:56:38.719 --> 00:56:46.559 Yeah, and the light was alive. And when I look 994 00:56:46.599 --> 00:56:51.719 at it, it's it's you know this, it's it's like fog. 995 00:56:51.880 --> 00:56:55.039 But thicker and it's like an energy field, but it 996 00:56:55.119 --> 00:56:55.679 was alive. 997 00:56:56.920 --> 00:56:58.000 Wowh my goodness. 998 00:56:58.039 --> 00:57:02.199 So it like, would you say that at least your 999 00:57:02.239 --> 00:57:07.440 best interpretation of what God is or does or whatever 1000 00:57:07.719 --> 00:57:11.239 is like that it more closely aligns with what people 1001 00:57:11.280 --> 00:57:12.000 call the source. 1002 00:57:12.360 --> 00:57:18.800 Yeah, definitely, I don't. I didn't realize because you know, 1003 00:57:18.840 --> 00:57:22.840 I'd been brought up and most everyone is God's old 1004 00:57:22.880 --> 00:57:30.800 band sitting on a throne. No, this energy, it definitely 1005 00:57:31.239 --> 00:57:37.199 the source, the source. And I know when I wrote 1006 00:57:37.320 --> 00:57:43.159 one of my first books, It's twenty twelve, coming out 1007 00:57:43.159 --> 00:57:49.480 of the Coma. In it it was all channeled, so 1008 00:57:49.559 --> 00:57:53.239 it was I wrote it very quickly, but in it 1009 00:57:53.840 --> 00:57:59.840 there was the the words that we are sparks off 1010 00:58:00.119 --> 00:58:07.280 of God. So we are God's So when we're sparks 1011 00:58:07.400 --> 00:58:10.880 off of and you were talking about you know, who 1012 00:58:10.960 --> 00:58:16.199 is God like you know and where's this divinity? Well 1013 00:58:16.320 --> 00:58:21.960 we are because we're sparks. And God wanted us to go. 1014 00:58:22.360 --> 00:58:26.199 And some people went to off world, off planet. Some 1015 00:58:26.239 --> 00:58:30.599 people decided to come here. And one of the reasons 1016 00:58:30.760 --> 00:58:37.079 that this happened was so we could experience we could 1017 00:58:37.119 --> 00:58:43.199 experience everything, and those of us who were lucky or 1018 00:58:43.280 --> 00:58:47.679 unlucky enough or stupid enough or smart enough to say, Hey, 1019 00:58:47.719 --> 00:58:51.280 I want to go to Earth to experience things there. 1020 00:58:52.920 --> 00:58:57.079 We experience we experience a lot here, but that's okay 1021 00:58:57.280 --> 00:58:58.840 because we chose it. 1022 00:59:00.360 --> 00:59:03.280 Yeah, it seems heavy, you know, to pull on Marty McFly. 1023 00:59:03.719 --> 00:59:05.360 You know there's that word again. 1024 00:59:05.440 --> 00:59:07.920 Heavy? Is everything heavy in the future? 1025 00:59:09.320 --> 00:59:11.039 Something about Earth's gravitational pool? 1026 00:59:11.079 --> 00:59:16.039 I don't know, Benjamin said. A few weeks ago. 1027 00:59:16.079 --> 00:59:18.920 I fell asleep briefly on my lunch break, possibly the 1028 00:59:19.079 --> 00:59:23.159 in between stage before sleep. I didn't visually see anything, 1029 00:59:23.199 --> 00:59:25.280 but I heard a voice like nothing I've heard before. 1030 00:59:25.639 --> 00:59:28.440 Not evil, but not necessarily good either, more of a 1031 00:59:28.480 --> 00:59:29.320 man's voice. 1032 00:59:29.360 --> 00:59:30.960 It had power, for sure. 1033 00:59:31.440 --> 00:59:35.599 It was surprised and seemed humored when I didn't know 1034 00:59:35.719 --> 00:59:36.239 its name. 1035 00:59:36.880 --> 00:59:38.960 Thoughts if any, Cassandra. 1036 00:59:39.840 --> 00:59:44.480 I feel that was a ghost, a spirit that was 1037 00:59:44.519 --> 00:59:48.159 hanging around whoa oh man? 1038 00:59:48.559 --> 00:59:50.599 All right, Well you know what I'm. 1039 00:59:51.559 --> 00:59:55.719 Because when we're in that in between state, that's when 1040 00:59:55.760 --> 01:00:02.280 we're the veil is away and we can have you 1041 01:00:02.320 --> 01:00:07.079 ever just laying in bed and you're just waking up, 1042 01:00:07.559 --> 01:00:11.639 but you barely try to open your eyes and it's 1043 01:00:11.760 --> 01:00:15.079 like you're starting to see, you know, like you're trying 1044 01:00:15.239 --> 01:00:19.639 everything to come back, but it kind of separates. That's 1045 01:00:19.800 --> 01:00:22.679 what we're talking about, that in between things. And yeah, 1046 01:00:22.760 --> 01:00:26.480 you could start seeing things in that state by just 1047 01:00:26.599 --> 01:00:29.800 lying in bed and closing your eyes and opening them 1048 01:00:29.920 --> 01:00:34.000 just a little bit, you could start seeing that parallel 1049 01:00:34.440 --> 01:00:38.840 reality which is right next to us. So when that 1050 01:00:38.920 --> 01:00:44.599 person was in that sleep state, but in between sleeping 1051 01:00:44.639 --> 01:00:52.519 and waking, then that's when he could hear and know 1052 01:00:53.039 --> 01:00:56.159 that that person was there because that was a spirit. 1053 01:00:57.119 --> 01:01:00.960 Wow. I feel like that's that's where That's where I 1054 01:01:01.000 --> 01:01:04.039 personally have most of my mystical experiences. Is if I 1055 01:01:04.159 --> 01:01:06.719 just lay there long enough, like with the intention to 1056 01:01:07.519 --> 01:01:10.000 not move, you know, find a comfortable position of course, 1057 01:01:10.039 --> 01:01:12.559 but lay there and be patient and just lay there 1058 01:01:12.639 --> 01:01:15.599 until you know, like you'll feel it. Your body will 1059 01:01:15.599 --> 01:01:18.079 just get completely relaxed. Like that's when you know, Okay, 1060 01:01:18.440 --> 01:01:22.400 my body's asleep, but I'm fully consciously aware and all 1061 01:01:22.400 --> 01:01:24.440 of a sudden, and for me, this is what happens 1062 01:01:24.440 --> 01:01:26.159 to me. I don't know if anybody has ever experienced 1063 01:01:26.199 --> 01:01:28.360 is I know I've mentioned it before, But all of 1064 01:01:28.400 --> 01:01:31.000 a sudden, I'll see like this weird flicker or some 1065 01:01:31.000 --> 01:01:33.840 some weird thing happened and all of a sudden, what 1066 01:01:33.960 --> 01:01:36.840 I am seeing is I mean, it's still darkness, but 1067 01:01:37.239 --> 01:01:42.039 it's just this sense of somewhere different and it's kind 1068 01:01:42.079 --> 01:01:45.199 of hard to explain. But that was when I think 1069 01:01:45.239 --> 01:01:47.679 this happened just last night or the night before. And 1070 01:01:47.760 --> 01:01:49.760 so I was like, all right, well I'm in this place, 1071 01:01:50.000 --> 01:01:52.639 you know, and my body's asleep. Let me let me 1072 01:01:52.719 --> 01:01:54.719 ask about my guides. Like I just said, are my 1073 01:01:54.719 --> 01:01:58.199 guides here? And I shit you not. There was like 1074 01:01:58.320 --> 01:02:02.599 this extra bit of light even though my room was 1075 01:02:03.239 --> 01:02:04.960 you know, not lit at all. It was the same, 1076 01:02:05.039 --> 01:02:07.880 nothing changed within my bedroom, but there was this like 1077 01:02:08.000 --> 01:02:11.199 little bit of I don't know, illumination, but just ever 1078 01:02:11.239 --> 01:02:13.880 so slightly and just enough for me to notice, you know. 1079 01:02:14.000 --> 01:02:17.239 And so then I said, oh, so so these are 1080 01:02:17.239 --> 01:02:19.280 my guys or this is my guide or however I 1081 01:02:19.320 --> 01:02:21.760 said it. And then I got like this weird like 1082 01:02:22.400 --> 01:02:24.480 I don't know, it was like a red flash or 1083 01:02:25.480 --> 01:02:27.039 I don't know, it's very strange, but it seemed to 1084 01:02:27.079 --> 01:02:29.679 be just in one side, like on my right eye, 1085 01:02:30.000 --> 01:02:31.840 you know, and it wasn't startling. It was just like, 1086 01:02:32.400 --> 01:02:34.280 you know, and I'm like, oh, okay, So like, I 1087 01:02:34.360 --> 01:02:36.280 feel like there's just so much that can be said 1088 01:02:36.880 --> 01:02:39.639 getting into that state of mind when you fall into that, 1089 01:02:40.079 --> 01:02:43.679 I'm almost asleep, but I'm still consciously aware. My body's asleep, 1090 01:02:43.800 --> 01:02:47.519 you know, but I'm awake, and you just you you 1091 01:02:47.559 --> 01:02:50.079 put yourself out there and you ask, you know, then 1092 01:02:50.159 --> 01:02:52.440 all of a sudden things start to happen. And so 1093 01:02:52.519 --> 01:02:54.599 that's that's just that's the place that I like to 1094 01:02:54.599 --> 01:02:57.559 go to. Like, to be honest with you, I almost 1095 01:02:57.679 --> 01:03:01.519 can't go to sleep without having something like that. Like 1096 01:03:01.719 --> 01:03:03.840 I don't go to sleep like a like a normal 1097 01:03:03.840 --> 01:03:06.840 person anymore, or at least how I used to whatever normal. 1098 01:03:06.639 --> 01:03:15.320 Is logical state I think, mm hmm, yeah, I'm sorry, Sandra, 1099 01:03:15.360 --> 01:03:16.559 what are you going to say? 1100 01:03:18.679 --> 01:03:22.760 Sean just utilized that. So if you know you always 1101 01:03:22.840 --> 01:03:27.960 go to sleep with that, then you know, speak to 1102 01:03:28.079 --> 01:03:32.480 your guide or ask them to give you some kind 1103 01:03:32.480 --> 01:03:37.119 of sign or have them speak to you and put 1104 01:03:37.159 --> 01:03:42.280 your parameters. You know, you can't scare me. You know 1105 01:03:42.400 --> 01:03:45.480 you can't do this. You can't do that, And I 1106 01:03:45.599 --> 01:03:49.480 just want to know, is this you? Is this my guide? 1107 01:03:50.519 --> 01:03:52.599 Whoever is here or is here for my best in 1108 01:03:52.679 --> 01:03:56.239 high schoods? So you know that you're protecting yourself, but 1109 01:03:56.559 --> 01:04:00.480 utilize it, don't just you know, lie there and think 1110 01:04:00.519 --> 01:04:05.599 about it. Do something more, because when you do that, 1111 01:04:05.599 --> 01:04:09.719 that's when everything starts opening up more. Because they're very 1112 01:04:09.920 --> 01:04:13.920 very patient with us, our guides and angels and everyone. 1113 01:04:14.000 --> 01:04:17.159 They have to be patient with us, so they can 1114 01:04:17.280 --> 01:04:20.519 show up like that every single night and they're sitting 1115 01:04:20.599 --> 01:04:23.400 there and they're wondering when is he gonna ask us 1116 01:04:23.440 --> 01:04:26.960 about who we are or what we can do? And 1117 01:04:28.400 --> 01:04:32.760 that'll be like that until you say, Okay, tell me more. 1118 01:04:34.960 --> 01:04:39.239 And that's where I feel that you might actually get, 1119 01:04:39.519 --> 01:04:42.679 you know, a kick out of communicating. 1120 01:04:43.000 --> 01:04:45.639 Yeah. Well, that's what I was telling Jonathan earlier today. 1121 01:04:45.679 --> 01:04:48.079 I said, I felt like last night I was almost 1122 01:04:48.079 --> 01:04:50.440 doing some sort of defination, Like I felt like I 1123 01:04:50.440 --> 01:04:53.320 could just ask a question and possibly get an answer, 1124 01:04:53.480 --> 01:04:56.920 you know. And it was strange because I actually felt 1125 01:04:56.920 --> 01:05:00.800 like I at one point I could hear something coming 1126 01:05:00.880 --> 01:05:02.800 in like I heard. That's why I asked you earlier 1127 01:05:02.840 --> 01:05:05.480 if it was something audible that you could hear, because 1128 01:05:05.519 --> 01:05:07.559 I felt like it was this weird thing, like I 1129 01:05:07.599 --> 01:05:11.440 was so relaxed and just in this deep relaxation, all 1130 01:05:11.480 --> 01:05:13.679 of a sudden, I could hear like a like a 1131 01:05:13.800 --> 01:05:16.360 voice or something, but it sounded almost like as if 1132 01:05:16.360 --> 01:05:20.400 they were talking through some sort of instrument or like 1133 01:05:20.440 --> 01:05:23.239 a whistle or a flute. It almost sounded like, I 1134 01:05:23.280 --> 01:05:26.360 don't know, I can't even explain what that sound is. 1135 01:05:26.480 --> 01:05:30.119 But at first it just sounded like nonsense, like it 1136 01:05:30.159 --> 01:05:33.400 wasn't even words. It was more just sound or noise. 1137 01:05:33.679 --> 01:05:35.320 And then there was a time where it was like 1138 01:05:35.840 --> 01:05:38.079 it said a word or two, but I couldn't really 1139 01:05:38.079 --> 01:05:39.840 make it out, but I could definitely tell it was 1140 01:05:40.039 --> 01:05:44.559 something trying to communicate. And so, yeah, I don't know. 1141 01:05:44.559 --> 01:05:48.320 I'm gonna definitely get into that more and see what 1142 01:05:48.440 --> 01:05:49.880 else I can get from it, because I feel, like 1143 01:05:50.039 --> 01:05:51.440 I said, I can't just lay down and go to 1144 01:05:51.440 --> 01:05:53.840 sleep anymore. Every time I go to lay down, it's 1145 01:05:53.880 --> 01:05:57.880 like I'm too consciously aware, but I'm tired, and then 1146 01:05:57.920 --> 01:06:01.079 it's like some crazy stuff happens. Yeah, I'm gonna try 1147 01:06:01.119 --> 01:06:03.360 to pull something from the other side. You know, why not. 1148 01:06:04.039 --> 01:06:06.760 Look at it this way. When you say it sounds 1149 01:06:06.800 --> 01:06:10.760 like they're far away, they are in a sense, they're 1150 01:06:10.800 --> 01:06:13.199 not coming. Because you had asked, what does it sound 1151 01:06:13.320 --> 01:06:15.760 like audibly when they speak to me, and I said, 1152 01:06:15.760 --> 01:06:17.159 it's like they're right behind my ear. 1153 01:06:17.400 --> 01:06:18.480 Yeah, and they whisper. 1154 01:06:19.119 --> 01:06:22.119 So look at it this way. They're kind of standing 1155 01:06:22.280 --> 01:06:28.880 off because they don't want to, you know, just approach you. 1156 01:06:29.719 --> 01:06:32.440 They're standing off and you're saying, you know, I can't 1157 01:06:32.519 --> 01:06:36.840 understand you, so you can come closer and speak to 1158 01:06:36.840 --> 01:06:40.039 me so I can hear you and understand you. Right, 1159 01:06:40.559 --> 01:06:46.719 So just know that there's nothing really off limits when 1160 01:06:46.760 --> 01:06:50.400 you're we can sit there and think about it and 1161 01:06:50.559 --> 01:06:54.119 wonder about it, you know, the rest of our lives, 1162 01:06:54.320 --> 01:06:56.960 or we can actually do something about it and say 1163 01:06:57.639 --> 01:07:01.000 you can come nearer. But I don't want, you know, 1164 01:07:01.159 --> 01:07:03.480 to be scared. I just, you know, just tell me 1165 01:07:03.559 --> 01:07:07.199 what you're here for. Tell me who you are and 1166 01:07:07.239 --> 01:07:10.400 how I can communicate with you, and why you're here. 1167 01:07:10.559 --> 01:07:12.519 Do you have a message for me or do you 1168 01:07:12.599 --> 01:07:15.920 just want me to know that you're here with me, 1169 01:07:16.079 --> 01:07:20.480 because more than likely it it is your guide, your angels, 1170 01:07:20.480 --> 01:07:23.639 those people who have passed that want you to know 1171 01:07:24.280 --> 01:07:30.599 that you have your cheer team with you. So they're 1172 01:07:30.679 --> 01:07:35.760 always there, but they're not going to approach you. They're not, 1173 01:07:36.440 --> 01:07:40.519 you know, going to be intrusive, right, Okay, So that's 1174 01:07:40.599 --> 01:07:46.079 what that's what a negative spirit would do. They're very intrusive. 1175 01:07:46.159 --> 01:07:49.840 They try to scare you. They you know, try to 1176 01:07:49.920 --> 01:07:55.800 take over. But someone who's staying just far enough that 1177 01:07:56.039 --> 01:07:58.159 you can hear them, but you can't really make out 1178 01:07:58.199 --> 01:08:02.719 what they're saying. They're wanting you to say, come here, 1179 01:08:04.000 --> 01:08:07.880 just a little closer and let me get used to you. 1180 01:08:08.400 --> 01:08:12.000 M hmm, yeah, because it seems so the sound that 1181 01:08:12.159 --> 01:08:14.920 it's this, this voice or whatever it is is coming 1182 01:08:14.920 --> 01:08:17.960 through it just sounds so foreign. You know, it sounds 1183 01:08:18.840 --> 01:08:21.319 not like a human voice, but it sounds more like 1184 01:08:21.359 --> 01:08:24.880 it's being talked like through like a piano or some 1185 01:08:25.159 --> 01:08:27.439 or some sort of instrument. You know, it's just like 1186 01:08:27.479 --> 01:08:28.560 a weird sound. 1187 01:08:28.720 --> 01:08:31.279 I don't know, how about like it's being funneled. 1188 01:08:32.279 --> 01:08:34.520 Yeah, that that could be a good description of that. 1189 01:08:34.760 --> 01:08:37.319 It sounds it's I don't know. I can't even explain 1190 01:08:37.359 --> 01:08:38.640 it to you, guys. I wish I had I could 1191 01:08:38.640 --> 01:08:42.079 do a better job explaining that. But yeah, it's very strange. 1192 01:08:42.119 --> 01:08:45.399 But I'm definitely going to continue doing that just to see, 1193 01:08:45.439 --> 01:08:46.520 you know, how far it goes. 1194 01:08:46.880 --> 01:08:49.880 And here's what I see. When when you're saying that, 1195 01:08:50.479 --> 01:08:53.840 I see, you know, a paper towel holder or the 1196 01:08:53.960 --> 01:08:56.039 role when when the paper towels are off and you 1197 01:08:56.079 --> 01:09:02.199 have that role in the middle, the cardboard role, and 1198 01:09:02.239 --> 01:09:04.399 you go up to someone and you're talking to them 1199 01:09:04.520 --> 01:09:09.119 through that role, it's muffled. It's tunneled. 1200 01:09:10.520 --> 01:09:11.279 Yeah, and if you. 1201 01:09:11.239 --> 01:09:13.640 Put more than one role together, it's going to be 1202 01:09:13.680 --> 01:09:16.359 even more muffled in tunneled. But that's what I see 1203 01:09:16.399 --> 01:09:21.319 when you're talking about that. So again it's it's it's 1204 01:09:21.399 --> 01:09:24.159 just muffled because it's coming through a tunnel. 1205 01:09:25.520 --> 01:09:25.760 Yeah. 1206 01:09:26.359 --> 01:09:29.319 Is there anything else that he can Yeah, I was 1207 01:09:29.319 --> 01:09:31.840 about to say, is there I mean, can he suggest 1208 01:09:32.000 --> 01:09:35.000 that they come a little closer or is there something 1209 01:09:35.039 --> 01:09:37.039 that he can do to get a little closer to them? 1210 01:09:37.039 --> 01:09:40.319 And that's in that moment, no, that you. 1211 01:09:40.279 --> 01:09:43.760 Just say, Okay, if you're here from my best and 1212 01:09:43.880 --> 01:09:47.319 highest good, you can come a little closer. And so 1213 01:09:47.439 --> 01:09:52.560 I can hear you more clearly. But you can't scare me. 1214 01:09:53.319 --> 01:09:55.359 You know, you can only do this when I ask 1215 01:09:55.479 --> 01:10:02.079 you give me a sign that you would recognize. You 1216 01:10:02.079 --> 01:10:04.920 know that is is that will make you feel comfortable 1217 01:10:06.520 --> 01:10:14.159 and work with them because remember they're patient, right, Okay, 1218 01:10:14.439 --> 01:10:17.880 they have all the time in the world, or I'm sure, 1219 01:10:19.880 --> 01:10:23.319 but they want you to because you're waking up. They 1220 01:10:23.439 --> 01:10:28.960 want you to notice that they're there. And I get 1221 01:10:29.039 --> 01:10:34.199 so strongly they that they want you to get to 1222 01:10:34.239 --> 01:10:34.640 know them. 1223 01:10:35.119 --> 01:10:40.920 M M sounds good, all right it Ashton said, after 1224 01:10:41.039 --> 01:10:44.840 I saw the fall of archangel Michael, like Lucifer's fall, 1225 01:10:44.960 --> 01:10:48.319 but different, I heard a voice similar to what you described, 1226 01:10:48.399 --> 01:10:53.520 say Mike with sadness. I then said, I then spent 1227 01:10:53.720 --> 01:10:56.199 the day releasing that energy, and the voice changed and 1228 01:10:56.239 --> 01:10:59.560 said thank you, and I felt a huge energy, huge 1229 01:10:59.560 --> 01:11:00.359 shift in energy. 1230 01:11:01.279 --> 01:11:01.560 Wow. 1231 01:11:03.159 --> 01:11:06.199 Isn't that crazy that some people just have, like man, 1232 01:11:06.319 --> 01:11:08.439 just the most wild experiences, you. 1233 01:11:08.399 --> 01:11:11.119 Know, like I think it is. Would you say that 1234 01:11:11.960 --> 01:11:12.920 this is something. 1235 01:11:12.640 --> 01:11:14.560 That you know, I've I've really put a lot of 1236 01:11:14.560 --> 01:11:17.000 thought into and just really trying to figure out anytime 1237 01:11:17.079 --> 01:11:20.399 somebody gets a message, maybe it is maybe it even 1238 01:11:20.600 --> 01:11:23.880 is from an angel or from God or anything like that. 1239 01:11:24.199 --> 01:11:26.479 Are you inclined to believe that that message was for 1240 01:11:26.520 --> 01:11:30.119 that particular person you know, and not necessarily for the 1241 01:11:30.279 --> 01:11:33.239 entire world, but it's for that person, Like you ever 1242 01:11:33.279 --> 01:11:33.760 feel like. 1243 01:11:33.720 --> 01:11:40.840 That, Oh, definitely if it's just for you. But here's 1244 01:11:40.880 --> 01:11:43.720 how it works. It's kind of a ripple effect. So 1245 01:11:43.920 --> 01:11:48.520 when we get a message, we'll tell someone else what 1246 01:11:48.640 --> 01:11:52.279 we got and maybe that person needed to hear a 1247 01:11:52.359 --> 01:11:54.840 part of that, and then that person tells someone else, 1248 01:11:55.680 --> 01:12:00.000 So it's that ripple effect. Our messages, I don't feel 1249 01:12:00.199 --> 01:12:05.079 are meant not to be shouted from the rooftops, but 1250 01:12:05.119 --> 01:12:10.560 they're not meant to just be kept to ourselves, because 1251 01:12:10.640 --> 01:12:14.119 when we share it with someone else, that gives them 1252 01:12:14.279 --> 01:12:19.720 the hope you know that, oh wait, there are things 1253 01:12:19.840 --> 01:12:24.239 outside of what we can see. It just it it's 1254 01:12:24.279 --> 01:12:24.880 a ripple. 1255 01:12:25.479 --> 01:12:28.119 Yeah, it's just aminder that they're not crazy if they 1256 01:12:28.199 --> 01:12:29.039 experienced something like. 1257 01:12:29.000 --> 01:12:34.000 That exactly exactly. So like when you're having shows like this, 1258 01:12:34.840 --> 01:12:40.800 it's letting other people hear somebody else's experiences and know 1259 01:12:41.000 --> 01:12:45.239 that that happened to me. So now I know that, 1260 01:12:46.359 --> 01:12:49.920 like you were saying, I'm not crazy, but it also 1261 01:12:50.279 --> 01:12:54.399 will help somebody else. So it just keeps going and 1262 01:12:54.439 --> 01:12:57.920 going and going and going. And that's why you know, 1263 01:12:58.000 --> 01:13:02.680 I love shows like this because you get that truth 1264 01:13:02.760 --> 01:13:06.960 out that if we didn't have, you know, the Internet, 1265 01:13:07.640 --> 01:13:14.000 it would be so so much harder to reach more 1266 01:13:14.079 --> 01:13:18.119 people who are waking up now, and people are waking 1267 01:13:18.279 --> 01:13:22.399 up that's why, you know, I love the Internet, I 1268 01:13:22.439 --> 01:13:25.359 love zoom, I love you know, all of the things 1269 01:13:25.359 --> 01:13:28.960 that we can do on a larger scale because there's 1270 01:13:29.159 --> 01:13:33.079 more people waking up, so we have to have a 1271 01:13:33.159 --> 01:13:35.279 larger scale in order to reach. 1272 01:13:36.000 --> 01:13:38.520 And it does feel like it directly impacts a lot 1273 01:13:38.560 --> 01:13:41.800 more people at mass scale whenever, because it's not a 1274 01:13:41.800 --> 01:13:43.520 private conversation that we're having here. 1275 01:13:43.760 --> 01:13:43.920 You know. 1276 01:13:44.079 --> 01:13:46.239 Of course, you got everybody here that is joining us 1277 01:13:46.239 --> 01:13:48.199 here for the live show, but then it's going to 1278 01:13:48.279 --> 01:13:51.239 go out to the airwaves and anybody, I don't know, 1279 01:13:51.279 --> 01:13:54.119 maybe they search a keyword and they have a question, 1280 01:13:54.319 --> 01:13:56.880 and oh my god, Metimistics was talking about this. There 1281 01:13:56.920 --> 01:13:59.159 was this awesome woman because Andrew van zand she brought 1282 01:13:59.159 --> 01:14:01.840 this up, and you know what I mean, And you know, 1283 01:14:02.439 --> 01:14:05.039 because it's unfortunate, but a lot of people are told 1284 01:14:05.039 --> 01:14:10.960 to ignore their intuition, you know, and that's that's just 1285 01:14:11.000 --> 01:14:13.079 putting up a big old block. And I feel like 1286 01:14:13.119 --> 01:14:14.960 it just is only going to make our lives so 1287 01:14:15.279 --> 01:14:18.800 much more difficult because we need that sixth sense, like 1288 01:14:18.880 --> 01:14:21.960 that's how we're supposed to navigate. Like you know, I'm sorry, 1289 01:14:22.039 --> 01:14:24.399 but tasting something is not going to help me determine 1290 01:14:24.439 --> 01:14:26.479 what the future is like, you know, you need that 1291 01:14:26.520 --> 01:14:30.399 sixth sense a little bit. And uh yeah, I just 1292 01:14:30.520 --> 01:14:34.319 I love these conversations too. Pete said, everyone is being 1293 01:14:34.399 --> 01:14:36.800 visited by their guides and their dreams while I'm over 1294 01:14:36.840 --> 01:14:42.920 here escaping underground facilities. Dreams got wild after I cut 1295 01:14:42.920 --> 01:14:45.960 back on the herb. Yeah, dude, I've been hearing a 1296 01:14:45.960 --> 01:14:49.680 lot of people meeting up in the mall and like 1297 01:14:49.800 --> 01:14:53.119 these certain doorways and stuff like that, and almost everybody's 1298 01:14:53.159 --> 01:14:56.560 having the same kind of dream. I'm like, oh really, yeah, 1299 01:14:56.800 --> 01:14:59.319 Like it's all over like TikTok and Instagram that I've 1300 01:14:59.319 --> 01:15:02.039 been seeing that. Somebody will say, oh yeah, it's like 1301 01:15:02.119 --> 01:15:05.359 a certain room in the mall or something, and they're like, 1302 01:15:05.399 --> 01:15:07.399 oh yeah, yeah, I saw you there last week, and 1303 01:15:07.439 --> 01:15:09.079 I saw you there last week, and it's like. 1304 01:15:09.239 --> 01:15:12.119 And it's like, Oh, what the hell is happening? What 1305 01:15:12.159 --> 01:15:13.079 do you think is going on? 1306 01:15:13.119 --> 01:15:16.680 Whenever people are meeting each other in dreams at like 1307 01:15:16.399 --> 01:15:20.720 a mask gathering event at a mall or at you know, 1308 01:15:20.800 --> 01:15:22.720 some kind of room or something, my. 1309 01:15:23.079 --> 01:15:26.279 First impression is I don't feel it's a mall. I 1310 01:15:26.319 --> 01:15:34.239 feel that's what people can compare it to. I feel 1311 01:15:34.399 --> 01:15:39.000 that people are going out of body. It's the collective 1312 01:15:39.119 --> 01:15:44.399 consciousness that sees that, and they're going into a space. 1313 01:15:45.479 --> 01:15:48.399 But if they call it a mall, or they disguise 1314 01:15:48.439 --> 01:15:51.000 it like a mall, then it's not as scary. But 1315 01:15:51.079 --> 01:15:54.239 I feel people are meeting there and they're getting whatever 1316 01:15:54.279 --> 01:15:59.000 it is that they need to help other people themselves 1317 01:15:59.239 --> 01:16:03.640 or to navigate something, and then they come back. So 1318 01:16:03.880 --> 01:16:08.079 there's this group. You know, we have these groups and 1319 01:16:08.119 --> 01:16:13.399 then we have the collective. So the collective is involved 1320 01:16:13.399 --> 01:16:17.760 and the groups are involved. And whenever you say, you know, 1321 01:16:17.800 --> 01:16:21.079 you're meeting in a mall, look at it in a 1322 01:16:21.560 --> 01:16:27.359 different light because I feel it's a place that has 1323 01:16:27.439 --> 01:16:31.159 a lot of rooms in it, but I don't feel 1324 01:16:32.239 --> 01:16:35.159 a mall and people are going there to learn. It's 1325 01:16:35.199 --> 01:16:39.439 almost like when I say, you know, I've seen myself 1326 01:16:39.439 --> 01:16:41.920 as a young child on a ship and I was 1327 01:16:41.960 --> 01:16:48.880 in a classroom. So I feel that this is more 1328 01:16:48.960 --> 01:16:50.520 or less classroom material. 1329 01:16:50.920 --> 01:16:54.000 So people are learning interesting. 1330 01:16:54.079 --> 01:16:56.880 Yeah, they probably just can't figure out the proper term. 1331 01:16:56.880 --> 01:16:58.279 It's just the closest they can get to it. 1332 01:16:58.319 --> 01:16:58.880 That makes sense. 1333 01:17:00.960 --> 01:17:03.960 Brit said, Oh, I've been at some facilities like that too. 1334 01:17:04.000 --> 01:17:06.399 In my dreams. I don't think they were underground, but 1335 01:17:06.479 --> 01:17:09.119 who knows, a lot of very detailed scenery and super 1336 01:17:09.159 --> 01:17:11.960 crazy stuff going on. What I've gotten from it is 1337 01:17:12.600 --> 01:17:16.000 that like I'm remote viewing the area to maybe help 1338 01:17:16.079 --> 01:17:21.560 others to find the locations, to help the people there's 1339 01:17:21.880 --> 01:17:26.640 to get them out. Yeah yeah, Ashton said, I don't 1340 01:17:26.680 --> 01:17:29.520 get them in my dreams only while I'm awake, even 1341 01:17:29.680 --> 01:17:32.479 if I associate the dream as a message from them. 1342 01:17:33.560 --> 01:17:34.000 Awesome. 1343 01:17:34.760 --> 01:17:37.359 Britt said, that's cool Ashton, that you don't have to 1344 01:17:37.399 --> 01:17:39.039 be fully asleep to experience that. 1345 01:17:39.319 --> 01:17:41.680 Yeah. Man, everybody's sitting up the chat. I love it. 1346 01:17:41.680 --> 01:17:43.640 This is like the most active the chat's ever met. 1347 01:17:45.039 --> 01:17:48.159 Pete said, facts I wake up thinking similar thoughts. Most 1348 01:17:48.199 --> 01:17:51.640 recent one I was being chased and hid in a 1349 01:17:51.760 --> 01:17:54.720 vacant room and was able to see light from above 1350 01:17:54.720 --> 01:17:56.960 and climb my way out. Ended up being in an 1351 01:17:56.960 --> 01:18:01.720 incorporated area of LA where there are our vacant industrial buildings. 1352 01:18:03.359 --> 01:18:05.319 And that's the thing is, like dreams. 1353 01:18:05.039 --> 01:18:06.039 So much no impact there. 1354 01:18:06.039 --> 01:18:08.479 I think nobody has a real good grip as to 1355 01:18:08.560 --> 01:18:11.319 what the hell dreams actually are, you know, Like some 1356 01:18:11.319 --> 01:18:14.560 people say, well, it's just dormant thoughts that are in 1357 01:18:14.640 --> 01:18:16.840 your subconscious and maybe it is a little bit of that. 1358 01:18:17.680 --> 01:18:20.159 Some people say, well you're going to another dimension. Probably 1359 01:18:20.199 --> 01:18:22.960 is a little bit of that, you know, Like, what 1360 01:18:23.039 --> 01:18:25.600 do you think dreams are like? Could it be a 1361 01:18:25.600 --> 01:18:28.039 little bit of everything if you had to, you know, 1362 01:18:28.079 --> 01:18:30.279 maybe make your best guess on that, Cassandra. 1363 01:18:30.199 --> 01:18:33.479 I feel dreams are when we leave our body every night, 1364 01:18:34.439 --> 01:18:39.600 we travel to wherever it is that we're supposed to be. 1365 01:18:39.600 --> 01:18:43.000 Because in the dream world, and I think I've said 1366 01:18:43.000 --> 01:18:48.119 this before, this our wake time is really the dream world. 1367 01:18:48.399 --> 01:18:51.920 When we leave our body, that's real, so we have 1368 01:18:52.039 --> 01:18:56.479 it asked backwards. But whatever it is that we are 1369 01:18:56.760 --> 01:19:03.279 are like this. You know, all of us here we're dreaming, 1370 01:19:04.199 --> 01:19:09.439 and we're dreaming what we have made up for our lives. 1371 01:19:09.640 --> 01:19:12.319 We've said I'm going to be this, this and this, 1372 01:19:12.800 --> 01:19:14.960 and then at a certain time, I'm going to be this. 1373 01:19:17.039 --> 01:19:20.720 And then when we dream, we go to that real 1374 01:19:21.159 --> 01:19:27.239 world and we can fly because that's what we can do. 1375 01:19:27.880 --> 01:19:32.560 You know, We're magical, and we get around, we look 1376 01:19:32.600 --> 01:19:36.880 at things differently, we see things differently, and then when 1377 01:19:36.920 --> 01:19:41.039 we wake up we think, wow, that was a strange dream. 1378 01:19:41.760 --> 01:19:43.359 But it wasn't really a dream. 1379 01:19:44.680 --> 01:19:46.960 Yeah, that's something that I've really been thinking about too, 1380 01:19:47.000 --> 01:19:50.199 Like I just really I think like people are so 1381 01:19:50.319 --> 01:19:53.079 concerned about it, is the Earth round? Is it flat? 1382 01:19:53.119 --> 01:19:55.159 I'm like, who gives a shit? It's a dream anyway, 1383 01:19:55.319 --> 01:19:56.359 Like who cares? 1384 01:19:56.720 --> 01:20:00.119 That's true? Yeah, you know, it's a dream anyway. 1385 01:20:00.319 --> 01:20:01.840 I mean, it could be whatever you want it to be. 1386 01:20:03.359 --> 01:20:06.720 Ashton said, if you have nightmares, I highly recommend sleeping 1387 01:20:06.760 --> 01:20:09.840 with earbuds and listening to a deep sleep frequency that 1388 01:20:09.880 --> 01:20:12.600 will play for eight hours. For the first time, I 1389 01:20:12.640 --> 01:20:15.439 for the first time in a while, I tried it 1390 01:20:15.479 --> 01:20:17.880 again and it really helped. The first dream I got 1391 01:20:18.119 --> 01:20:21.479 was I was watching the Earth one billion years ago 1392 01:20:21.600 --> 01:20:25.000 and witnessed over five hundred million years of evolution in 1393 01:20:25.119 --> 01:20:29.479 how bacterial colonies evolved into fungi and animals separately, with 1394 01:20:29.560 --> 01:20:33.000 the common ancestor being a mix between a sponge and 1395 01:20:33.239 --> 01:20:36.640 a proto tax site. 1396 01:20:37.239 --> 01:20:38.439 That's a great dream. 1397 01:20:38.560 --> 01:20:43.319 Wow, Yeah, I love that, Ashton said. 1398 01:20:43.319 --> 01:20:45.520 I had to research it when I woke up in 1399 01:20:45.560 --> 01:20:47.520 the middle of the night, and science actually backs what 1400 01:20:47.560 --> 01:20:50.000 I experienced in my dream, even though in that era 1401 01:20:50.520 --> 01:20:53.239 of time there is a quote unquote missing link, but 1402 01:20:53.439 --> 01:20:56.800 I but what I dreamt of is one of the 1403 01:20:56.920 --> 01:20:57.960 prevailing theories. 1404 01:20:59.079 --> 01:21:01.119 That's crazy. 1405 01:21:00.199 --> 01:21:04.279 So yeah, you know, brit said Pete. That makes me 1406 01:21:04.319 --> 01:21:06.920 think of a of a dream where I go. I 1407 01:21:06.960 --> 01:21:09.960 got outside the building and saw a long white car, 1408 01:21:10.359 --> 01:21:13.039 and since there was something bad watching from there, there 1409 01:21:13.119 --> 01:21:15.159 was a man there that was trying to help me 1410 01:21:15.279 --> 01:21:18.399 escape under the tall chain link fencing that had barb 1411 01:21:18.399 --> 01:21:19.079 wire on top. 1412 01:21:20.119 --> 01:21:25.399 M I love dreams, they're the best, Ashton said. 1413 01:21:25.560 --> 01:21:27.840 They said, I can give you their name, but not 1414 01:21:28.000 --> 01:21:30.960 how it's pronounced in their language. The name they gave 1415 01:21:31.039 --> 01:21:37.159 me was j and is that the omega symbol kind 1416 01:21:37.159 --> 01:21:37.760 of looks like it. 1417 01:21:38.039 --> 01:21:41.039 No, that's the number five, So it's literally a letter 1418 01:21:41.239 --> 01:21:44.600 and a number as we understand it, but they pronounced 1419 01:21:44.600 --> 01:21:45.840 it as something else. 1420 01:21:46.760 --> 01:21:49.359 Interesting, kind of like how Elon named his son with 1421 01:21:49.439 --> 01:21:51.399 the AE thing in there. 1422 01:21:51.880 --> 01:21:53.520 He's on one, he's on one. 1423 01:21:53.640 --> 01:21:56.560 He's definitely on one. And it's that number. Was the 1424 01:21:56.600 --> 01:21:58.359 golden Eratio, which is five. 1425 01:21:58.479 --> 01:22:01.640 So I mean it's a I mean it carries some 1426 01:22:01.800 --> 01:22:03.399 weight to it, at least what I got. 1427 01:22:03.760 --> 01:22:05.560 Five. Okay, I thought you said it five. Yeah, that 1428 01:22:05.640 --> 01:22:10.680 makes sense. Uh? Where was I? 1429 01:22:11.399 --> 01:22:14.079 Okay, there's a bunch of the chat's getting kind of 1430 01:22:14.079 --> 01:22:17.479 confusing because every time somebody comments under a message, it 1431 01:22:17.520 --> 01:22:18.640 brings me all the way back. 1432 01:22:18.600 --> 01:22:20.239 Up to the origin and trying to find out where 1433 01:22:20.239 --> 01:22:21.720 you're at full time. 1434 01:22:22.479 --> 01:22:25.840 Supermarket said, it's very interesting that the green came first, 1435 01:22:25.880 --> 01:22:27.800 even more so than it was healing. Thank you for 1436 01:22:27.840 --> 01:22:29.840 sharing the true source, no counterfeits. 1437 01:22:29.880 --> 01:22:32.800 I love it. That was referring to, uh, the light that. 1438 01:22:32.800 --> 01:22:36.880 You saw, Cassandra, Oh, the healing tunnel. Yeah, yeah, I 1439 01:22:36.920 --> 01:22:41.359 need a healing traffic jam in the tunnel. Interesting a 1440 01:22:41.399 --> 01:22:42.800 stand there for a minute. 1441 01:22:42.840 --> 01:22:47.159 Ashton said, Uh, real, Cassandra, anything that can be named 1442 01:22:47.199 --> 01:22:51.680 or given qualities to, or given qualities to what was created. 1443 01:22:52.000 --> 01:22:57.399 Humanity conflates gods with source slash one. Yeah, I would 1444 01:22:57.439 --> 01:23:02.479 say so. 1445 01:23:00.119 --> 01:23:00.520 It said. 1446 01:23:00.920 --> 01:23:04.239 That is crazy, Sean, because I just two nights ago 1447 01:23:04.399 --> 01:23:06.760 I asked to see the energy of specific guides after 1448 01:23:06.800 --> 01:23:08.960 I turned off the lights, and I could see different 1449 01:23:08.960 --> 01:23:12.920 colors associated with each one, each one I asked about. 1450 01:23:12.960 --> 01:23:16.119 And I also saw some orb stuff and some like 1451 01:23:16.159 --> 01:23:20.520 black figures moving in the peripheral vision that would make 1452 01:23:20.560 --> 01:23:22.640 me jump a little, but I kept trying to calm 1453 01:23:22.720 --> 01:23:25.800 my energy because I knew I shouldn't be scared, but 1454 01:23:26.039 --> 01:23:28.600 it just took me off guard. I've had so many 1455 01:23:28.680 --> 01:23:32.279 dreams that take a that take place at them all. 1456 01:23:32.479 --> 01:23:36.319 Yeah, yeah, I've never had the mall dream though, but 1457 01:23:36.319 --> 01:23:38.680 but yeah, it's important to try not to be scared 1458 01:23:38.800 --> 01:23:40.960 because that'll just knock you right out of that whole 1459 01:23:40.960 --> 01:23:42.680 state of mind, you know, And then you open your 1460 01:23:42.680 --> 01:23:44.439 eyes and you're like whoa. Then you try to go 1461 01:23:44.520 --> 01:23:46.600 back and it's like ah, and you end up just 1462 01:23:46.640 --> 01:23:48.960 falling asleep and because you're tired, and that's it. 1463 01:23:49.039 --> 01:23:50.960 You can never go back to a dream that is 1464 01:23:51.000 --> 01:23:53.000 actually good, you know what I mean. Like, it's always 1465 01:23:53.039 --> 01:23:54.039 the bad ones where. 1466 01:23:53.840 --> 01:23:55.600 You're like, all right, let me stay up for fifteen 1467 01:23:55.640 --> 01:23:58.319 minutes and make sure maybe I can try and forget. 1468 01:23:58.000 --> 01:24:00.760 This and then jeopardy it, you know what I mean. 1469 01:24:00.760 --> 01:24:02.399 Did you fall back to sleep? You're like, no, I 1470 01:24:02.439 --> 01:24:03.920 thought I stayed up long enough for this. 1471 01:24:04.159 --> 01:24:04.439 You know. 1472 01:24:06.359 --> 01:24:10.520 I wanted to say something to the person that I 1473 01:24:10.560 --> 01:24:16.159 said I felt it was a ghost wherever they were. 1474 01:24:17.600 --> 01:24:21.359 I just wanted to say to them, no, you don't 1475 01:24:21.399 --> 01:24:24.119 be afraid. There's nothing to fear. 1476 01:24:25.439 --> 01:24:30.119 Fear not, yes, Taylor said, someone around me likes to 1477 01:24:30.159 --> 01:24:32.239 pop in and out of my vision. It startles me, 1478 01:24:32.359 --> 01:24:34.800 and I don't like it. So I'll stomp my foot 1479 01:24:34.840 --> 01:24:38.079 and say you aren't allowed to scare me and I 1480 01:24:38.119 --> 01:24:40.880 and I feel the energy shift to calm. It's never scary, 1481 01:24:40.920 --> 01:24:43.279 but I just hate being startled. I love that I 1482 01:24:43.399 --> 01:24:46.119 learned that boundary and they respect. 1483 01:24:45.680 --> 01:24:50.439 It, right, Nothing like a good footstom rulest the boundary. 1484 01:24:50.520 --> 01:24:53.520 Yeah, that's it, that's where this is our domain. 1485 01:24:54.239 --> 01:24:58.600 That's right, Benjamin said. I work lawn maintenance at a 1486 01:24:58.640 --> 01:25:01.359 cemetery as a side gig. Shit gets wild out there, 1487 01:25:01.359 --> 01:25:07.800 I promise I can imagine. Man Ashton said, I had 1488 01:25:07.840 --> 01:25:10.840 a vision like that of two gatherings that divided men 1489 01:25:10.880 --> 01:25:13.640 and women in each sex had to watch a movie 1490 01:25:13.640 --> 01:25:16.279 that carried the same message, catered to how the sexes 1491 01:25:16.319 --> 01:25:17.479 would receive it differently. 1492 01:25:17.960 --> 01:25:18.319 I don't. 1493 01:25:18.760 --> 01:25:22.760 I don't want to get into what movies actually were about. 1494 01:25:22.399 --> 01:25:26.760 But they don't. They don't exist here. WHOA interesting? 1495 01:25:27.399 --> 01:25:29.399 And I need to know, like what you're eating and 1496 01:25:29.439 --> 01:25:31.960 what you're drinking right before you go to sleep, because 1497 01:25:32.119 --> 01:25:33.319 that's these are awesome. 1498 01:25:33.479 --> 01:25:37.039 We need it all presser, what's that? 1499 01:25:38.359 --> 01:25:41.199 From Credit Trip to seven, he did some episode about 1500 01:25:41.279 --> 01:25:45.960 cold pressed juicing that that that stuff Sayded. 1501 01:25:45.880 --> 01:25:48.479 Okay, yeah that makes sense. Shout out to Creutchable seven, 1502 01:25:48.560 --> 01:25:51.640 one of my favorite podcasts of all time. White Boy 1503 01:25:51.640 --> 01:25:55.520 Wizard said, speaking of traveling whilst sleeping, who went down 1504 01:25:55.600 --> 01:25:59.640 the Marshal? What the fuck is it? Oh Marshall, the 1505 01:26:00.039 --> 01:26:01.920 clone guy? Yeah, I know you're talking about. 1506 01:26:02.359 --> 01:26:05.479 Uh what's that? 1507 01:26:06.800 --> 01:26:07.479 So keep reading? 1508 01:26:07.560 --> 01:26:08.159 I thought of it? 1509 01:26:08.199 --> 01:26:09.079 Oh Donald Marshall. 1510 01:26:09.159 --> 01:26:10.760 Yeah yeah, Donald Marshall. 1511 01:26:10.960 --> 01:26:11.479 That's right. 1512 01:26:11.600 --> 01:26:15.479 Yeah, who went down the Donald Marshall with the clone 1513 01:26:15.479 --> 01:26:19.000 centers access during rem sleep? That dude peeled my skull 1514 01:26:19.119 --> 01:26:23.039 back with a uh that that peeled my skull cap 1515 01:26:23.119 --> 01:26:26.399 back with that rabbit hole. Yeah, dude, that whole Donald 1516 01:26:26.399 --> 01:26:29.479 Marshall thing is wild. If anybody really wants to go 1517 01:26:29.560 --> 01:26:32.840 down like a wild conspiracy, it's like, because he believes 1518 01:26:32.880 --> 01:26:35.760 that he was cloned, and he talks about all these 1519 01:26:35.760 --> 01:26:37.720 other people that are cloned. What do you think about 1520 01:26:37.720 --> 01:26:41.039 the whole clone situation? Because man, you hear about you know, 1521 01:26:41.119 --> 01:26:43.399 people being cloned and stuff like that, and then you 1522 01:26:43.439 --> 01:26:45.800 start to see like, all right, is this just my 1523 01:26:45.920 --> 01:26:49.279 mind just agreeing? And and is this clone stuff really 1524 01:26:49.319 --> 01:26:50.640 going on? What do you think is going on with 1525 01:26:50.640 --> 01:26:54.279 that Cassandra, I think. 1526 01:26:54.119 --> 01:26:58.680 Anything is possible. I have to in my gut. I 1527 01:26:58.720 --> 01:27:05.159 have to feel that it is is true. I don't. 1528 01:27:06.000 --> 01:27:09.079 I can't say no because it resonates with me. 1529 01:27:10.319 --> 01:27:13.960 Wow, all right, I mean anything is possible. Like Kevin 1530 01:27:13.960 --> 01:27:19.840 Garnett once said no, no, no, Norah said uh. Normally, 1531 01:27:20.000 --> 01:27:22.840 I've always felt in tune with everything spiritual and astral, 1532 01:27:22.840 --> 01:27:25.039 but lately I felt blocked by something that feels like 1533 01:27:25.079 --> 01:27:27.840 a guide, like I can't use my spiritual gifts or 1534 01:27:27.880 --> 01:27:30.479 even get my small business off the ground. And for 1535 01:27:30.520 --> 01:27:33.399 a long time now I felt and known that something 1536 01:27:33.479 --> 01:27:36.359 huge is coming my way, and I've been working towards it. 1537 01:27:36.600 --> 01:27:39.680 But lately, with this block, when I ask outwards, why 1538 01:27:39.840 --> 01:27:44.439 isn't this working yet, this guided, this guiding presence responds 1539 01:27:44.479 --> 01:27:45.600 with not yet. 1540 01:27:45.439 --> 01:27:46.000 Not yet. 1541 01:27:46.279 --> 01:27:49.039 I feel it feels like I've been waiting at a 1542 01:27:49.079 --> 01:27:52.600 red light at an intersection when I see my destination 1543 01:27:52.960 --> 01:27:53.479 right there. 1544 01:27:54.359 --> 01:27:57.319 Wow, Cassandra, that's a Cassandra question. 1545 01:27:57.800 --> 01:28:01.359 Yeah, yeah, yeah, sucks, I know. 1546 01:28:02.399 --> 01:28:10.199 But when when we are so anxious to get something 1547 01:28:10.279 --> 01:28:12.840 done and we've seen it, or we feel that this 1548 01:28:13.039 --> 01:28:20.479 is coming to us, it's it's our job to sit 1549 01:28:20.600 --> 01:28:27.079 back and relax and allow it to unfold, because if 1550 01:28:27.119 --> 01:28:29.600 you don't, what you're doing is you're putting up that 1551 01:28:29.720 --> 01:28:33.359 own block, your own block in front of you. So 1552 01:28:33.439 --> 01:28:36.039 if you can sit back and relax and say, okay, fine, 1553 01:28:36.079 --> 01:28:38.479 I'm going to just let it unfold by itself. 1554 01:28:39.039 --> 01:28:39.840 I know my. 1555 01:28:39.880 --> 01:28:42.479 Business is supposed to be doing this or this or this, 1556 01:28:43.039 --> 01:28:46.479 but right now I'm setting the foundation. Maybe you know 1557 01:28:46.520 --> 01:28:49.760 the people, places, or things aren't in place right now, 1558 01:28:50.560 --> 01:28:55.680 so the universe has it for you called perfect timing. 1559 01:28:57.079 --> 01:29:03.960 And if we can sit back and just release and say, okay, 1560 01:29:04.439 --> 01:29:12.119 until this happens, I'm okay, until this happens, I'll do 1561 01:29:12.199 --> 01:29:15.720 what I'm supposed to do. But I know it's going 1562 01:29:15.800 --> 01:29:22.439 to happen because I feel it. When we try to 1563 01:29:22.479 --> 01:29:26.399 put the cart before the horse, it's anxiety that is 1564 01:29:26.479 --> 01:29:29.840 causing that. You know, it could be anxiety. It could 1565 01:29:29.880 --> 01:29:32.960 be well, I'm just excited. Well you could be excited, 1566 01:29:33.640 --> 01:29:36.520 but that excitement when it doesn't come to reality, you 1567 01:29:36.560 --> 01:29:38.800 get anxious because it's like, but it's supposed to happen. 1568 01:29:38.840 --> 01:29:42.880 It's supposed to happen when you know it in your heart, 1569 01:29:43.279 --> 01:29:46.159 know it in your heart and know that you're okay 1570 01:29:46.319 --> 01:29:49.600 right at this very moment, because when it does happen, 1571 01:29:50.159 --> 01:29:55.359 it's going to be perfect. You can push it, but again, 1572 01:29:55.560 --> 01:29:57.239 you want to do it the easy way or the 1573 01:29:57.279 --> 01:30:02.920 hard way, right, So allow yourself just to you know, 1574 01:30:03.560 --> 01:30:06.880 just okay, fine, it's out of my hands, but I 1575 01:30:07.000 --> 01:30:11.159 know it's going to happen. And keep that feeling, you know, 1576 01:30:11.239 --> 01:30:18.359 and and keep uh seeing the vision. That's your job 1577 01:30:18.520 --> 01:30:22.680 is to see the vision to know it's going to materialize, 1578 01:30:23.319 --> 01:30:27.239 and until it does, do your thing. 1579 01:30:27.920 --> 01:30:32.279 Yeah, you keep taking the baby steps towards that right. 1580 01:30:33.640 --> 01:30:36.840 Steps because you know it's going to happen. What you take, 1581 01:30:39.600 --> 01:30:45.119 what you what you take are your regular steps. Just 1582 01:30:45.279 --> 01:30:50.239 keep doing your own thing and know that that's there. 1583 01:30:50.319 --> 01:30:52.319 You're not going to be at that stop light forever, 1584 01:30:53.520 --> 01:30:56.960 and you know you can run a stop light, but 1585 01:30:57.279 --> 01:31:00.840 you know what's going to happen, right, you know, inevitably 1586 01:31:00.880 --> 01:31:04.479 there's a cop a cop there and then it's yeah, 1587 01:31:04.600 --> 01:31:07.600 then it's going to you know, push you back, you know, 1588 01:31:07.760 --> 01:31:11.760 ten ten miles. So just sit there and know that 1589 01:31:11.800 --> 01:31:14.319 you're in neutral and you're fine. 1590 01:31:14.600 --> 01:31:16.760 Right and now too that you know along the way, 1591 01:31:16.760 --> 01:31:19.479 you're still learning, you're still you know, trying to advance, 1592 01:31:19.520 --> 01:31:22.359 and there's things that maybe you need to learn first. 1593 01:31:22.600 --> 01:31:24.720 You know that it's really going to be beneficial when 1594 01:31:24.720 --> 01:31:27.520 that moment comes, when it's it's go time, you know, 1595 01:31:27.640 --> 01:31:30.000 you look back and you're like, oh wow, I'm really 1596 01:31:30.000 --> 01:31:32.319 glad I say it that stoplight a little longer because 1597 01:31:32.319 --> 01:31:35.000 there's things that I learned and people that I met, 1598 01:31:35.119 --> 01:31:37.039 you know, that really made the rest of the journey 1599 01:31:37.199 --> 01:31:39.319 so much easier and more enjoyable. 1600 01:31:39.880 --> 01:31:42.039 Right, there might have been just a piece of the puzzle, 1601 01:31:43.239 --> 01:31:47.119 like I said, a person, place, or thing that hasn't 1602 01:31:47.159 --> 01:31:51.479 been put into the equation yet, and once that happens, 1603 01:31:51.560 --> 01:31:54.159 then them the flood flood gates open. 1604 01:31:55.039 --> 01:31:59.159 Right, I've I found, you know, at least in my experience, 1605 01:31:59.199 --> 01:32:02.840 you know, just with both podcasts, that there is some 1606 01:32:02.880 --> 01:32:06.039 sort of like absolute divine timing and the best thing 1607 01:32:06.039 --> 01:32:07.840 that you can do, like cause you don't want to 1608 01:32:07.880 --> 01:32:09.560 just sit around and wait, like you want to keep 1609 01:32:09.600 --> 01:32:12.800 on trying to refine it. And that way, whenever your 1610 01:32:12.840 --> 01:32:16.359 business does take off or or whenever it does actually happen, 1611 01:32:16.399 --> 01:32:18.479 you want to make sure you got you know, good 1612 01:32:18.600 --> 01:32:21.319 strong enough rains on it. That way it doesn't get 1613 01:32:21.319 --> 01:32:23.840 out of hand. It doesn't start going all crazy and everything. 1614 01:32:23.920 --> 01:32:25.760 You know exactly what to do. You know what to 1615 01:32:25.800 --> 01:32:29.079 do with your schedule and your daily rituals of waking 1616 01:32:29.199 --> 01:32:31.359 up and going to sleep at a decent time. And like, 1617 01:32:31.720 --> 01:32:35.720 there's so many things that are into like running your 1618 01:32:35.720 --> 01:32:39.479 own business that you almost got to be like ritualistic with, 1619 01:32:40.039 --> 01:32:43.960 like how you know regular you are in your in 1620 01:32:44.000 --> 01:32:46.239 your actions and everything like that, because whenever it does 1621 01:32:46.279 --> 01:32:47.840 take off, you're going to have to be that way 1622 01:32:47.960 --> 01:32:49.439 or else it's just going to get out of hand. 1623 01:32:50.239 --> 01:32:53.279 Well, most importantly, you have to have that solid foundation. 1624 01:32:55.119 --> 01:32:59.359 You know you have that foundation, and how you build 1625 01:32:59.399 --> 01:33:03.960 it is by learning how to build it and then 1626 01:33:04.159 --> 01:33:08.079 how to maintain it, and then how to build upon it, 1627 01:33:08.880 --> 01:33:10.960 and then so on and so on and so on. 1628 01:33:11.079 --> 01:33:14.079 So you don't start a house from the roof down. 1629 01:33:15.479 --> 01:33:19.600 You started from the foundation up. It doesn't mean that 1630 01:33:19.720 --> 01:33:24.840 you're not learning anything because you're still building, but you 1631 01:33:24.880 --> 01:33:30.039 don't get to the completion until you've gone through the steps, right. 1632 01:33:30.600 --> 01:33:32.920 Prime example too, you know when people win the lottery 1633 01:33:33.079 --> 01:33:34.880 and then they just run out of money really quick, 1634 01:33:34.920 --> 01:33:36.720 and all of a sudden they're broke and they can't 1635 01:33:36.760 --> 01:33:39.439 afford the house that they bought and they're behind on taxes, 1636 01:33:39.479 --> 01:33:42.600 and it's like because they didn't work their way towards 1637 01:33:42.760 --> 01:33:46.000 having that ultimate end goal of having a bunch of money. 1638 01:33:46.199 --> 01:33:49.239 You know, rich people learned how to be rich. You know, 1639 01:33:49.399 --> 01:33:50.800 it wasn't they rich all. 1640 01:33:50.680 --> 01:33:55.560 Of a sudden, Yeah, no doubt, Pete said, Been getting 1641 01:33:55.600 --> 01:33:58.119 signs of oh, it just moved on me. Been getting 1642 01:33:58.159 --> 01:34:01.560 signs of returning back to the present moment because I 1643 01:34:01.640 --> 01:34:04.039 know it all works out at the end and what 1644 01:34:04.239 --> 01:34:07.239 is for me will be for me. Gotta enjoy the now. 1645 01:34:07.560 --> 01:34:09.760 That's like most people don't want to be there because 1646 01:34:09.800 --> 01:34:10.960 it's you know, we're impatient. 1647 01:34:10.960 --> 01:34:13.960 We want it now, you know. But yeah, that is 1648 01:34:14.000 --> 01:34:15.960 the most important thing for sure. 1649 01:34:17.239 --> 01:34:20.359 Brit said, that is crazy, Sean, because just two nights ago, 1650 01:34:20.399 --> 01:34:21.159 did I already read this? 1651 01:34:21.840 --> 01:34:22.319 I think so? 1652 01:34:22.880 --> 01:34:26.560 Yeah, I think so sorry about that. Nora said, thank 1653 01:34:26.600 --> 01:34:27.079 you guys. 1654 01:34:27.199 --> 01:34:29.840 I wanted to vocally thank you, but my hubs is 1655 01:34:29.880 --> 01:34:31.359 playing Battlefield next to me. 1656 01:34:31.600 --> 01:34:34.279 I thought this is something going on. Thank you. I 1657 01:34:34.319 --> 01:34:35.560 really needed to hear this tonight. 1658 01:34:35.600 --> 01:34:38.680 It's been frustrating, but I know I'll get to my 1659 01:34:38.840 --> 01:34:42.479 vision one day keyword one day, not today, but someday 1660 01:34:43.199 --> 01:34:46.520 that's right. Oh yeah, just keep moving awesome. Wow, we 1661 01:34:46.560 --> 01:34:49.079 finally got caught up. That was the most chat we've 1662 01:34:49.079 --> 01:34:49.640 ever gotten. 1663 01:34:49.760 --> 01:34:50.399 That's yeah. 1664 01:34:50.520 --> 01:34:51.520 They love you, cass Angeles. 1665 01:34:51.600 --> 01:34:54.039 Fun. That's just what it is. And we kind of 1666 01:34:54.079 --> 01:34:55.359 predicted that too, you. 1667 01:34:55.279 --> 01:35:01.840 Know, yeah, yeah yeah, well, uh yeah, this is this 1668 01:35:01.920 --> 01:35:02.399 is amazing. 1669 01:35:02.439 --> 01:35:03.680 I don't know how you're feeling. 1670 01:35:04.760 --> 01:35:07.960 I know that some people kind of look forward to 1671 01:35:08.239 --> 01:35:14.479 getting a message or so from you that I've always 1672 01:35:14.479 --> 01:35:18.000 just said, Dibbs, are you Are you feeling it tonight? 1673 01:35:19.159 --> 01:35:24.399 I'm always feeling it. But okay, I hate to do this, 1674 01:35:24.600 --> 01:35:30.319 but are there like a lot of people in the chat. 1675 01:35:32.199 --> 01:35:33.720 Ten not including. 1676 01:35:34.800 --> 01:35:34.960 Us? 1677 01:35:35.000 --> 01:35:35.199 Three? 1678 01:35:36.720 --> 01:35:43.199 Okay, because I I if so there's seven in the chat? 1679 01:35:43.800 --> 01:35:47.039 Well no, there's thirteen total and then ten in the chat. 1680 01:35:47.199 --> 01:35:52.000 Yeah, oh okay, okay, I just wanted to you. 1681 01:35:51.920 --> 01:35:53.960 Don't have to feel obligated by it by any means. 1682 01:35:54.039 --> 01:35:56.560 No, I don't. I'm saying, I don't know if I 1683 01:35:56.600 --> 01:35:59.479 want to read everyone right now, maybe I could take 1684 01:35:59.520 --> 01:36:02.319 the first three that raise their hands. 1685 01:36:02.079 --> 01:36:04.720 Quick, just whatever comes through, all right? 1686 01:36:04.760 --> 01:36:09.000 Why boy Wizard called DIBs on one? Pete? All right? 1687 01:36:09.039 --> 01:36:11.520 Why boy Wizard? Pete and Nora we'll go with those three. 1688 01:36:12.279 --> 01:36:18.960 Okay, okay, So white boy, let's see what's going on 1689 01:36:19.000 --> 01:36:22.880 and I see you. Let's see what's going on in 1690 01:36:22.960 --> 01:36:25.560 my See what can you tell him right off? Here? 1691 01:36:26.199 --> 01:36:28.880 Just sitting here during you after working one hundred hours 1692 01:36:29.479 --> 01:36:30.279 five days? 1693 01:36:31.039 --> 01:36:31.199 Oh? 1694 01:36:31.239 --> 01:36:34.199 Is that all styre walking? Dude? 1695 01:36:37.479 --> 01:36:46.960 Wow? If you feel worn out from working, I gotta 1696 01:36:47.039 --> 01:36:50.239 let you know that a lot of things are coming 1697 01:36:50.279 --> 01:36:54.239 your way right now. And when I say that, it's 1698 01:36:55.760 --> 01:36:58.479 you know, we do our regular job, but there's something 1699 01:36:58.479 --> 01:37:02.960 that's telling me there's something about you that's coming full circle. 1700 01:37:03.640 --> 01:37:08.319 And when that comes up, it's because you're maturing and 1701 01:37:08.359 --> 01:37:11.840 you know what it is that you want. They're talking 1702 01:37:11.880 --> 01:37:18.720 about having fun, really going for something. Are you a 1703 01:37:18.760 --> 01:37:20.239 fire signed by any chance? 1704 01:37:20.600 --> 01:37:22.039 I'm crazy Aquarius? 1705 01:37:22.640 --> 01:37:27.640 Oh you're Aquarius? Okay, a crazy one. Yeah, I agree, 1706 01:37:27.800 --> 01:37:32.399 But I just I keep seeing all these things for 1707 01:37:32.479 --> 01:37:38.119 you that are going to intensify, but in a fun way. 1708 01:37:39.239 --> 01:37:44.640 So whatever you've been doing, like the drudgery of the 1709 01:37:44.680 --> 01:37:49.000 three D world, whatever you're doing, your mind is going. 1710 01:37:49.000 --> 01:37:53.079 But I want this, this and this, and I feel 1711 01:37:53.279 --> 01:37:58.039 it's coming very very quickly. So what is it? October? 1712 01:37:58.119 --> 01:38:01.279 So November, December, jan You are you born in January? 1713 01:38:02.079 --> 01:38:02.920 I'm the twenty pit. 1714 01:38:03.520 --> 01:38:09.239 Okay, so look at November December, in January that these 1715 01:38:09.279 --> 01:38:12.439 things are going to start going. Let me ask you, 1716 01:38:12.560 --> 01:38:18.920 is there something that you love to do and that 1717 01:38:19.000 --> 01:38:23.359 you have to choose or is there a relationship in 1718 01:38:23.399 --> 01:38:27.199 this that you're choosing from? Because they're telling me you 1719 01:38:27.279 --> 01:38:31.159 have a choice to do something, and whatever that choice is, 1720 01:38:31.239 --> 01:38:34.199 it's going to really set you on fire. 1721 01:38:34.600 --> 01:38:37.279 Yeah, I don't know. There's been a couple of developments 1722 01:38:37.279 --> 01:38:40.479 over the last a couple of months. There's a bad 1723 01:38:40.520 --> 01:38:43.039 divorce and relationship, not being able to see my son 1724 01:38:43.159 --> 01:38:45.880 for the past little bit. That's about aught to change. 1725 01:38:46.000 --> 01:38:48.800 And then I've been you know, the drudgery. Like you said, 1726 01:38:48.840 --> 01:38:50.439 I came over to South DA coast of the beginning 1727 01:38:50.439 --> 01:38:52.239 of the summer to help my brother finish a bunch 1728 01:38:52.239 --> 01:38:54.159 of houses because I'm moving him and my sister and 1729 01:38:54.199 --> 01:38:55.920 the nephews back over to the mountains to. 1730 01:38:55.920 --> 01:38:56.479 Be with us. 1731 01:38:57.000 --> 01:38:59.079 So we just had to bust out three houses in 1732 01:38:59.119 --> 01:39:02.039 three and a half months and it has sucked. So 1733 01:39:02.119 --> 01:39:04.960 everything's like, as soon as I'm done here at the 1734 01:39:05.000 --> 01:39:06.800 end of this week, everything is going to be. 1735 01:39:08.119 --> 01:39:11.960 Yeah, You're going to be making choices, and these choices 1736 01:39:11.960 --> 01:39:17.079 are for you. So you're going to be narcissistic right now, 1737 01:39:18.000 --> 01:39:20.239 which is a good thing because this is where you 1738 01:39:20.359 --> 01:39:23.840 need to be. And it's going to be happening between November, 1739 01:39:24.000 --> 01:39:26.199 December and January, so. 1740 01:39:26.239 --> 01:39:29.319 It's going to be It'll be my fortieth birthday too, 1741 01:39:29.359 --> 01:39:31.199 so I guess I better make it count. 1742 01:39:31.520 --> 01:39:37.399 That's really cherish that look at that as it's not 1743 01:39:37.520 --> 01:39:41.319 a milestone. But look up what the number four means. 1744 01:39:42.680 --> 01:39:49.319 I'm sure it means gray hairs everywhere? Muchall of Cassandra, 1745 01:39:50.239 --> 01:39:50.640 thank you? 1746 01:39:51.239 --> 01:39:52.079 Okay, who else? 1747 01:39:52.880 --> 01:39:56.479 All right? We got uh Pete, Pete, you show your show. 1748 01:39:56.239 --> 01:39:59.239 Yourself, sir, Yes, I need to see you need. 1749 01:39:59.079 --> 01:40:01.239 To see some face in or to connect if you. 1750 01:40:01.159 --> 01:40:03.359 Feel like, give me a sick. 1751 01:40:05.439 --> 01:40:09.800 Alrighty, all right, look while while Pete setting up over there, 1752 01:40:09.880 --> 01:40:12.319 let's uh, let's go to Nora. Nora, would you mind 1753 01:40:12.840 --> 01:40:15.520 showing I mean, we got the picture of is that enough? 1754 01:40:15.640 --> 01:40:21.479 Yeah? Okay, yeah, that's fine. Okay, Nora, they explore. I 1755 01:40:21.560 --> 01:40:26.279 love that one. Okay, what is it that Nora needs 1756 01:40:26.359 --> 01:40:32.119 to know right at this very second? What is it 1757 01:40:32.159 --> 01:40:37.760 that she needs to know? Hmmm? Wow? You got a 1758 01:40:37.760 --> 01:40:40.720 lot of people in here who are transforming, like you 1759 01:40:40.760 --> 01:40:45.000 would not believe, Nora, is your birth month coming up 1760 01:40:45.159 --> 01:40:47.880 or did you just have it? 1761 01:40:47.880 --> 01:40:49.560 It was back at the end of July. 1762 01:40:50.720 --> 01:40:57.560 July interesting, okay, because at that time, what I get 1763 01:40:58.039 --> 01:41:01.840 is you you know how we go through a rebirth 1764 01:41:02.079 --> 01:41:05.279 and that usually happens at the end of the twelve 1765 01:41:05.359 --> 01:41:10.000 month cycle, so we have a birthday. We're rebirthing ourselves. 1766 01:41:10.359 --> 01:41:16.159 Because when I see this, I'm feeling that you want 1767 01:41:16.199 --> 01:41:23.760 to stop being the outsider and go out into like 1768 01:41:23.920 --> 01:41:27.560 what I call the rainbow and see all the wonders 1769 01:41:28.279 --> 01:41:31.239 because there's something that's holding you back. And what I 1770 01:41:31.359 --> 01:41:35.800 get is you're not receiving it. You're not saying, Okay, 1771 01:41:35.960 --> 01:41:40.560 this is what I want to do, but I either 1772 01:41:40.600 --> 01:41:42.680 don't know how to do it or I don't want 1773 01:41:42.720 --> 01:41:47.439 to because it scares you. So receive it. Open up 1774 01:41:47.520 --> 01:41:52.880 because they're saying you are going to change in a 1775 01:41:53.000 --> 01:41:55.800 radical way. But when I say that, I mean in 1776 01:41:55.840 --> 01:42:03.039 a good way. So we're talking transformation is in your destiny, 1777 01:42:03.720 --> 01:42:08.000 and in that destiny, I'm talking make it right now, 1778 01:42:08.319 --> 01:42:13.479 because it should have happened in the summer. But something 1779 01:42:13.800 --> 01:42:17.920 that holds you back, which is usually our ego. You know, 1780 01:42:18.000 --> 01:42:21.119 it's not just ourselves, it's our ego. So I see 1781 01:42:21.159 --> 01:42:25.079 a heavy sigh. You know what I'm talking about, right, yes, ma'am, 1782 01:42:26.640 --> 01:42:33.279 Well stop it and get going because it's going to 1783 01:42:33.359 --> 01:42:36.600 be like life changing when I see this. You're going 1784 01:42:36.640 --> 01:42:41.199 into something new that maybe you feel that you weren't 1785 01:42:41.239 --> 01:42:45.520 worthy of getting into, or that no one is going 1786 01:42:45.600 --> 01:42:49.880 to give you the chance. But you're the one who's 1787 01:42:49.920 --> 01:42:52.359 just standing there going, Okay, fine, that's what I want. 1788 01:42:52.680 --> 01:42:58.960 I want the rainbow, which the rainbow is possibilities, you know, 1789 01:42:59.079 --> 01:43:04.520 it's the it's it's seeing you know, more vibrantly around you. 1790 01:43:05.079 --> 01:43:07.439 So it's like a whole new thing is opening up 1791 01:43:07.439 --> 01:43:08.800 for you, and all as you have to do is 1792 01:43:08.880 --> 01:43:10.159 sale cam ready. 1793 01:43:10.000 --> 01:43:14.920 Yes, ma'am, it's uh, it's it's definitely even feeling. 1794 01:43:15.039 --> 01:43:21.560 Like I explained to my husband the other night, it's 1795 01:43:21.920 --> 01:43:28.640 I guess, for like the past month, anything that I've planned, 1796 01:43:28.800 --> 01:43:32.399 that I've wanted to do or needed to do. 1797 01:43:33.640 --> 01:43:37.479 Normally, everything is you know, step by step A to 1798 01:43:37.600 --> 01:43:46.600 B to see. But for me, physical things keep happening 1799 01:43:46.720 --> 01:43:48.199 or blockages. 1800 01:43:48.399 --> 01:43:49.239 So it's not just. 1801 01:43:50.760 --> 01:43:54.640 Point A, it's point A Part one point a, Part 1802 01:43:54.720 --> 01:43:59.199 two and then on and on. So that's gotten a 1803 01:43:59.199 --> 01:44:01.199 little frustrating. 1804 01:44:01.359 --> 01:44:06.239 Is that me putting up yes, psychic blockages? 1805 01:44:06.439 --> 01:44:08.640 Yeah? 1806 01:44:08.800 --> 01:44:15.319 Yeah, where's that? Yeah, that's why they're saying, all you 1807 01:44:15.439 --> 01:44:17.960 have to do is open up and say, okay, fine, 1808 01:44:18.000 --> 01:44:21.880 I'm ready. I'm ready for it. Because what you're doing 1809 01:44:21.960 --> 01:44:26.920 is you're putting stipulations. You're saying, well, I can't do 1810 01:44:26.960 --> 01:44:29.279 it until I do this, but then there's this little 1811 01:44:29.319 --> 01:44:32.239 thing here, and then there's this little thing here and 1812 01:44:32.279 --> 01:44:35.399 this little thing here. So what you're doing is you're 1813 01:44:35.520 --> 01:44:40.960 keeping yourself from moving forward. And a lot of that 1814 01:44:41.159 --> 01:44:44.680 stems from our ego voice and saying you can't do that. 1815 01:44:45.079 --> 01:44:49.000 It's scary, you don't want to do that. And that's 1816 01:44:49.039 --> 01:44:51.680 when you just say, you know what, just shut the 1817 01:44:51.680 --> 01:44:54.319 hell up and I'm going to do it. What the hell? 1818 01:44:55.119 --> 01:44:58.119 Because what you can do, let me just give you this. 1819 01:44:59.399 --> 01:45:01.960 You can go go for it, and if it doesn't 1820 01:45:02.000 --> 01:45:05.199 work out, go back to the way you were. Take 1821 01:45:05.279 --> 01:45:09.159 the pressure off. Yeah, definitely, I receive. That's all you 1822 01:45:09.199 --> 01:45:10.880 gotta do. I receive. 1823 01:45:12.800 --> 01:45:14.680 I receive it. 1824 01:45:14.359 --> 01:45:20.319 There we go, Okay, next. 1825 01:45:20.239 --> 01:45:20.840 We got Pete. 1826 01:45:20.880 --> 01:45:24.960 Thank you, Cassandra. You're welcome home, Pete. 1827 01:45:25.159 --> 01:45:29.520 Here we go here, Okay, yay. 1828 01:45:29.920 --> 01:45:32.439 All right, let's see what's going on with Pete. What 1829 01:45:32.640 --> 01:45:35.520 is it that he needs to know? Right it's this 1830 01:45:35.840 --> 01:45:41.359 very very second of Pete. Oh, you're just so. She 1831 01:45:41.479 --> 01:45:44.680 got such good energy. It just coming through a little 1832 01:45:44.720 --> 01:45:47.119 bit of train right here. But you have very good energy. 1833 01:45:47.159 --> 01:45:49.560 I love that. What is it that he needs to 1834 01:45:49.600 --> 01:45:57.720 know right now? Again? Wow? Okay, are we done now? So? 1835 01:45:58.439 --> 01:46:03.560 By no, it's not that bad. Nothing's that bad. Okay. 1836 01:46:03.560 --> 01:46:05.680 First of all, what they're telling me is that you're 1837 01:46:05.680 --> 01:46:09.600 living in the past. So when you're living in the past, 1838 01:46:09.680 --> 01:46:14.159 that means it's the Kulda should have, would haves, and 1839 01:46:14.199 --> 01:46:20.680 you never ever want that because you have people around 1840 01:46:20.800 --> 01:46:26.319 you that are holding you back. And these people that 1841 01:46:26.359 --> 01:46:29.279 are holding you back have been in your life one 1842 01:46:29.279 --> 01:46:36.560 way or the other. So past lives, your relationships. Now, 1843 01:46:36.800 --> 01:46:40.760 the people you know you work with whatever, they've been 1844 01:46:40.800 --> 01:46:43.680 in your life and they're holding you back and that's 1845 01:46:43.720 --> 01:46:47.640 what they did before. So right at the moment, you 1846 01:46:47.720 --> 01:46:50.000 need to look at them and just say it in 1847 01:46:50.039 --> 01:46:54.000 your mind. I want you to visualize you're at a 1848 01:46:54.000 --> 01:46:57.640 bowling alley and all those people are the pens and 1849 01:46:57.680 --> 01:47:00.680 you take the bowling ball and just make a strike, 1850 01:47:00.800 --> 01:47:04.600 and everyone goes this way and that way. That's they 1851 01:47:04.680 --> 01:47:08.079 just gave me that, So do that because that way 1852 01:47:08.119 --> 01:47:12.199 you're knocking out all the pens that are keeping you 1853 01:47:12.319 --> 01:47:18.319 in the past, and you're doing it in one little role. Okay, 1854 01:47:18.640 --> 01:47:20.560 and you're a very good bowler. So you have a 1855 01:47:20.640 --> 01:47:24.319 strike right then and there. Because what's happening is it's 1856 01:47:24.399 --> 01:47:27.920 causing you a lot of stress. And this stress is 1857 01:47:29.079 --> 01:47:33.119 like other people are trying to control you and they're saying, no, 1858 01:47:33.319 --> 01:47:35.720 I want you to do this and this and this. 1859 01:47:35.920 --> 01:47:37.960 You don't have a monkey on your back. You have 1860 01:47:38.000 --> 01:47:42.600 a monkey that's directing you in your life. So whatever 1861 01:47:42.680 --> 01:47:45.960 it is that is holding you back or whoever or 1862 01:47:46.000 --> 01:47:50.000 whomsever that's where I want you to take that bowling 1863 01:47:50.039 --> 01:47:57.039 ball because it's also okay. So this stress, these people 1864 01:47:57.039 --> 01:47:59.920 that are holding you back, it's because you have to 1865 01:48:00.159 --> 01:48:07.359 get rid of the guilt, okay, So do not allow 1866 01:48:08.199 --> 01:48:12.439 whatever has happened, what you know could have happened, what 1867 01:48:12.479 --> 01:48:18.359 should have happened, how you should treat someone, because there 1868 01:48:18.199 --> 01:48:22.199 are your mother, or your sister, or your brother or whatever. 1869 01:48:23.199 --> 01:48:26.279 All these people are part of your past life. Do 1870 01:48:26.439 --> 01:48:33.399 not feel guilty about nurturing yourself. And that's the biggest 1871 01:48:33.439 --> 01:48:35.720 thing right now, because they're saying it's going to take 1872 01:48:35.760 --> 01:48:39.399 a little bit of time for you to get used 1873 01:48:39.479 --> 01:48:45.079 to being you and living for yourself. So when I 1874 01:48:45.119 --> 01:48:47.920 say a little bit of time, I'm talking like, you know, 1875 01:48:48.680 --> 01:48:51.640 six to nine months at the most. It all depends 1876 01:48:51.680 --> 01:48:56.359 on you and how you look at this and say 1877 01:48:56.520 --> 01:49:01.840 no more because you're coming in to your own And 1878 01:49:01.880 --> 01:49:04.439 when they say that, it's like you're your own creator. 1879 01:49:05.359 --> 01:49:08.680 You're the one who is saying, Okay, if I didn't 1880 01:49:08.720 --> 01:49:12.880 have all these people circumstances around me that are telling 1881 01:49:12.960 --> 01:49:16.199 me how to live my life, that are giving me, 1882 01:49:16.399 --> 01:49:19.760 you know, making me feel guilt, written that keep me 1883 01:49:19.800 --> 01:49:22.840 in the past, if I didn't have all those people 1884 01:49:22.920 --> 01:49:26.079 around me, what would I be doing? Think about that, 1885 01:49:26.239 --> 01:49:29.840 because they say, you have a very big creative streak 1886 01:49:29.880 --> 01:49:33.560 in you and you need to get that out. And 1887 01:49:33.600 --> 01:49:37.159 the minute you get that out, then that's the last 1888 01:49:37.199 --> 01:49:42.479 piece of the puzzle for you and you will be complete. 1889 01:49:42.760 --> 01:49:47.760 Just boom boom, Yeah like that. 1890 01:49:47.760 --> 01:49:52.319 That is crazy, you know what I'm talking about, Yes, ma'am. 1891 01:49:53.359 --> 01:49:56.239 Cool, It's wild because when I was younger, I would 1892 01:49:56.239 --> 01:49:59.479 always tell myself, guilty is like a useless emotion and 1893 01:49:59.479 --> 01:50:00.479 it'll just hold you back. 1894 01:50:01.159 --> 01:50:10.720 So yeah, okay, your younger self new now your older 1895 01:50:10.760 --> 01:50:13.600 self needs to listen to your younger self or to me, 1896 01:50:14.520 --> 01:50:18.880 or you know, to whoever and say it's stupid to 1897 01:50:18.960 --> 01:50:22.079 hold yourself back. Number one. It's a waste of energy 1898 01:50:23.199 --> 01:50:26.399 when you could be using that energy for that creative 1899 01:50:26.439 --> 01:50:31.439 part of you. And people can take care of themselves, 1900 01:50:33.880 --> 01:50:40.359 so stop being a caretaker. It's not your job. You 1901 01:50:40.399 --> 01:50:43.439 may have big shoulders, but that doesn't mean everyone has 1902 01:50:43.439 --> 01:50:46.000 to hang over them. 1903 01:50:46.119 --> 01:50:50.119 Okay, yeah, that's true because lately I've taken on the 1904 01:50:50.279 --> 01:50:53.640 role of a protector. So I feel like since I'm big, 1905 01:50:53.720 --> 01:50:56.439 I'm like big energy, I'm like I'm able to take 1906 01:50:56.479 --> 01:50:59.640 that role in. But I do feel like myself back 1907 01:50:59.640 --> 01:51:03.039 from from yeah, from being myself and like venturing out. 1908 01:51:02.920 --> 01:51:03.520 Into the world. 1909 01:51:04.359 --> 01:51:07.960 Yeah, I mean, are you a bodyguard by profession? 1910 01:51:08.239 --> 01:51:10.199 No? Oh no, so. 1911 01:51:11.680 --> 01:51:14.479 That is that comes with like team care of people too, 1912 01:51:14.520 --> 01:51:19.000 so like, but I but I do feel like I 1913 01:51:19.119 --> 01:51:21.319 have to venture out and share who I am with 1914 01:51:21.399 --> 01:51:21.880 others too. 1915 01:51:22.960 --> 01:51:25.359 Oh yeah, and when you do, like when I first 1916 01:51:25.359 --> 01:51:27.479 looked at you, it's like I could feel that energy, 1917 01:51:27.800 --> 01:51:31.760 that good energy, but it's being it's it's like you 1918 01:51:31.880 --> 01:51:36.239 have a chain on you mm hm. So you try 1919 01:51:36.399 --> 01:51:39.920 to move, but then the chain pulls you back, and 1920 01:51:39.960 --> 01:51:44.600 the chain is whoever or whatever that listen to this, 1921 01:51:45.399 --> 01:51:52.159 you are allowing to keep you back. So think about that. 1922 01:51:52.359 --> 01:51:57.760 You're allowing it, and you're you don't that's not your job. 1923 01:51:57.960 --> 01:52:02.680 You don't have to be someone's protector. They can learn 1924 01:52:02.800 --> 01:52:08.560 how to protect themselves. You can give them the skills whatever. 1925 01:52:08.600 --> 01:52:09.880 That's true, that's true. 1926 01:52:10.039 --> 01:52:13.640 But you have your life to live, and it's not 1927 01:52:13.840 --> 01:52:20.920 to live for someone else when they can do it themselves. Yeah, grow, 1928 01:52:21.079 --> 01:52:27.239 I give you permission, go for it. Yeah, let me 1929 01:52:27.279 --> 01:52:28.239 know how it works out. 1930 01:52:28.640 --> 01:52:29.359 Thank you so much. 1931 01:52:29.399 --> 01:52:30.520 I appreciate you. 1932 01:52:30.520 --> 01:52:31.159 You're welcome. 1933 01:52:32.079 --> 01:52:35.399 Awesome. Cassandra, you are on fire tonight. 1934 01:52:35.319 --> 01:52:36.119 She doesn't miss. 1935 01:52:37.199 --> 01:52:40.119 I'm assuming you two want a little something's up here? 1936 01:52:40.680 --> 01:52:42.119 Why not? You can show? 1937 01:52:43.119 --> 01:52:44.640 I mean we're here, you know. 1938 01:52:47.319 --> 01:52:49.880 Okay, So what is it that Jonathan needs to know? 1939 01:52:50.079 --> 01:52:55.600 Write this very very, very very minute. He goes, Oh 1940 01:52:55.640 --> 01:53:00.359 my god, no, I just so much activity right now 1941 01:53:00.399 --> 01:53:04.279 for you. I see a whirlwind to tell you the truth, 1942 01:53:04.840 --> 01:53:07.720 and that's not a bad thing. It's not a tornado, 1943 01:53:07.920 --> 01:53:16.960 it's not a hurricane. It's a whirlwind. O. Really, Okay, 1944 01:53:19.520 --> 01:53:20.119 I'm nervous. 1945 01:53:20.279 --> 01:53:23.079 I don't know why you shouldn't be nervous. 1946 01:53:23.479 --> 01:53:31.039 It's just when I'm looking at this, going with the flow, Okay, 1947 01:53:32.199 --> 01:53:36.880 it's did Okay. You said you just moved right to Phoenix. 1948 01:53:37.159 --> 01:53:40.239 So you right outside of well, like three hours away 1949 01:53:40.239 --> 01:53:41.279 from Phoenix, but Arizona. 1950 01:53:41.359 --> 01:53:42.359 Yeah. 1951 01:53:42.399 --> 01:53:45.359 So but you what's the word I want to say? 1952 01:53:45.359 --> 01:53:50.760 You just picked up everything and off you go. Yep, okay. 1953 01:53:52.800 --> 01:53:55.279 And was that because of a situation? 1954 01:53:57.479 --> 01:53:59.560 I mean it was it was primarily for money. Like 1955 01:53:59.560 --> 01:54:01.880 I've on going back to Texas. This is more of 1956 01:54:01.920 --> 01:54:03.079 a temporary thing. 1957 01:54:03.199 --> 01:54:05.199 You think, so huh. 1958 01:54:05.279 --> 01:54:08.159 I mean I wish it could be longer, but yeah, 1959 01:54:08.159 --> 01:54:09.560 I got it. I have to get back. 1960 01:54:10.680 --> 01:54:15.399 Ok all right. What I'm picking up for you is 1961 01:54:16.000 --> 01:54:21.920 that the crumbling down is bringing you more power. So 1962 01:54:22.560 --> 01:54:24.960 you moved out to Arizona. And this has to do 1963 01:54:25.039 --> 01:54:29.119 with your move because they're telling me that you could 1964 01:54:29.199 --> 01:54:35.680 stay where you were, but you wanted to move the energy. 1965 01:54:36.399 --> 01:54:38.640 And yeah, you came out here looking for a better 1966 01:54:38.760 --> 01:54:41.239 job or whatever you want to tell yourself. But you 1967 01:54:41.399 --> 01:54:45.720 came out here for new energy. So when you do that, 1968 01:54:46.439 --> 01:54:50.880 it means that you're going to be sharing you your gift, 1969 01:54:51.640 --> 01:54:57.640 your words, whatever with other people, and you're going to 1970 01:54:57.680 --> 01:55:02.199 be doing it in a way that it's like you're 1971 01:55:02.199 --> 01:55:06.199 throwing your riches at them. So that's your knowledge, and 1972 01:55:06.239 --> 01:55:09.039 I don't feel you're out there just for a job. 1973 01:55:10.279 --> 01:55:14.920 So there are people that you're going to connect with 1974 01:55:15.399 --> 01:55:19.039 if you haven't already started, that come into your life 1975 01:55:19.680 --> 01:55:24.960 and you immediately recognize them or feel that resonance. That's 1976 01:55:25.000 --> 01:55:27.479 the Universe's way of saying, these are the people that 1977 01:55:27.560 --> 01:55:30.159 are going to help you, and they're going to help 1978 01:55:30.199 --> 01:55:33.359 you celebrate. So what are you going to be celebrating. 1979 01:55:33.439 --> 01:55:35.960 You're going to be celebrating life, and you're going to 1980 01:55:36.039 --> 01:55:42.119 know that you, as you stand, are just as good 1981 01:55:42.439 --> 01:55:48.560 as everybody else because you're the one who gives others 1982 01:55:48.680 --> 01:55:54.159 their breakthroughs and that's a major gift. Think of these 1983 01:55:54.199 --> 01:55:58.199 people that are coming into your life. Did you find 1984 01:55:58.279 --> 01:55:59.159 that better job? 1985 01:55:59.520 --> 01:56:05.199 Oh uh, well, well I guess no. I didn't necessarily 1986 01:56:05.199 --> 01:56:06.680 come out here for a better job. I mean I 1987 01:56:07.000 --> 01:56:10.720 podcast for a living. It was more so, like I said, 1988 01:56:10.720 --> 01:56:12.880 it was more of a money kind of situation. My 1989 01:56:12.960 --> 01:56:15.840 parents have a guest house that they're allowing me to 1990 01:56:15.880 --> 01:56:17.880 stay in for a little while so that I can 1991 01:56:17.960 --> 01:56:20.520 kind of get caught up, and I'm planning on saving 1992 01:56:20.600 --> 01:56:23.000 up for a house because I'm tired of paying rent, 1993 01:56:23.199 --> 01:56:25.640 and so it's kind of like an in between thing 1994 01:56:25.720 --> 01:56:30.600 where you know, it's I'm definitely, uh, you know, putting 1995 01:56:30.600 --> 01:56:33.560 some space between myself and everything else, you know, at 1996 01:56:33.600 --> 01:56:36.760 the moment. But yeah, just I guess while I'm out here, 1997 01:56:36.760 --> 01:56:39.800 I'm primarily just going to be working a lot, and 1998 01:56:40.319 --> 01:56:42.680 you know, I am planning on going, like we're planning 1999 01:56:42.720 --> 01:56:45.279 on taking a trip out to Sedona, which is gonna 2000 01:56:45.279 --> 01:56:49.560 be awesome. But yeah, for the most part, it's it's uh, 2001 01:56:50.399 --> 01:56:52.119 just working space. 2002 01:56:52.359 --> 01:56:57.760 Okay, Now there's more to it. There's a lot more 2003 01:56:57.800 --> 01:57:01.800 to it. So again, you can tell yourself whatever you want. 2004 01:57:02.840 --> 01:57:05.119 I just came out here to save up money. But 2005 01:57:05.239 --> 01:57:13.359 I'm telling you that this temporary relocation, it's because you're 2006 01:57:13.399 --> 01:57:20.159 going to be coming into contact with your tribe. That 2007 01:57:20.199 --> 01:57:23.640 makes sense, and that's and that's going to start something 2008 01:57:25.279 --> 01:57:29.760 much bigger. I get the song. It's so funny. I 2009 01:57:29.760 --> 01:57:33.039 love how they do this. You might be too young, 2010 01:57:33.279 --> 01:57:38.199 but it's like rolling rolling Roland, keep those doggies rolling. 2011 01:57:38.800 --> 01:57:41.279 It's it's you know what I'm talking about. It's like 2012 01:57:41.319 --> 01:57:46.359 you gotta just keep your rolling and you don't realize it, 2013 01:57:46.479 --> 01:57:47.640 but that's what they're doing. 2014 01:57:48.800 --> 01:57:50.479 I thought you were about to bust out limb biscuit 2015 01:57:50.560 --> 01:57:51.359 right there. For a second. 2016 01:57:53.920 --> 01:57:56.239 I would sing, but only if everyone else would join me. 2017 01:57:56.720 --> 01:58:01.920 But anyway, yeah, well that's uh, that's something interesting to 2018 01:58:01.960 --> 01:58:04.279 think about. And to be honest, I kind of knew 2019 01:58:04.319 --> 01:58:07.279 that there was something extra about coming out here that 2020 01:58:07.319 --> 01:58:10.159 it wasn't necessarily just to you know, save up money 2021 01:58:10.239 --> 01:58:14.680 and get back to you know, reality, because there are 2022 01:58:14.840 --> 01:58:17.239 certain you know, meetups that I will be doing while 2023 01:58:17.239 --> 01:58:19.680 I'm out here that I wouldn't have otherwise had the 2024 01:58:19.680 --> 01:58:22.840 opportunity to do, you know, and unless I came out here. 2025 01:58:23.479 --> 01:58:24.840 Just in case you want to know, maybe you can 2026 01:58:24.880 --> 01:58:27.479 look into it later. But just as Cassandra said about 2027 01:58:27.520 --> 01:58:29.960 finding your tribe, I was shuffling the cards and the 2028 01:58:30.039 --> 01:58:32.159 chariot card came up, So if you want to look 2029 01:58:32.159 --> 01:58:36.199 that up later, you know, that's you know when she said. 2030 01:58:36.000 --> 01:58:38.760 That, So you don't know what the chariot is not. 2031 01:58:38.680 --> 01:58:40.920 Off hand, you know, we're still learning. 2032 01:58:42.119 --> 01:58:48.800 Okay, Okay, let's get you Sean. Okay, what is it 2033 01:58:49.039 --> 01:58:52.079 Sean needs to know right this very minute? Otherwise I 2034 01:58:52.279 --> 01:58:53.800 still see you in a suit. 2035 01:58:54.479 --> 01:58:57.760 But I'll just start podcasting in a suit, maybe that 2036 01:58:57.920 --> 01:58:59.000 and see where that goes. 2037 01:58:59.119 --> 01:59:02.600 You know, I don't know where. I don't know. Okay, 2038 01:59:02.680 --> 01:59:04.399 So what is it that Sean needs to know right 2039 01:59:04.479 --> 01:59:09.119 this very moment. I get that you're kind of holding 2040 01:59:09.119 --> 01:59:23.479 yourself back. Also, okay, when you're holding yourself back, I 2041 01:59:23.520 --> 01:59:29.319 want you to know that that's not by anyone else's hand, 2042 01:59:29.680 --> 01:59:33.760 that's by your hand. It's like you've tied ropes on 2043 01:59:33.800 --> 01:59:37.960 yourself and you're saying I'm free, but you're not. So 2044 01:59:38.640 --> 01:59:45.119 it's because do you realize how different you are than 2045 01:59:45.640 --> 01:59:50.560 like the other? Like if we have a herd of sheep, 2046 01:59:51.520 --> 01:59:55.159 you're not a sheep, You're a lion. And I don't 2047 01:59:55.239 --> 01:59:59.199 feel that you realize how different you are, And that 2048 02:00:00.000 --> 02:00:03.439 I feel is what's holding you back right now, because 2049 02:00:03.479 --> 02:00:06.800 the things that you're looking at in life, you're looking 2050 02:00:06.840 --> 02:00:09.960 at and like, oh, okay, well you know I know 2051 02:00:10.000 --> 02:00:14.119 what normal is quote unquote normal, but they're asking you 2052 02:00:14.199 --> 02:00:20.880 to look beyond normal and start out like you are 2053 02:00:22.079 --> 02:00:26.279 a kid, you know, footloots and fancy free and you're 2054 02:00:26.319 --> 02:00:31.079 seeing things for the first time as they really are. 2055 02:00:31.560 --> 02:00:36.439 And that starts with you. So you're seeing yourself for 2056 02:00:36.640 --> 02:00:40.720 who you really are. You're not a sheep, You're a lion, 2057 02:00:41.640 --> 02:00:47.960 and you need to get out of that mentality. So 2058 02:00:48.720 --> 02:00:52.199 you are going to stand out. And I think that 2059 02:00:52.199 --> 02:00:57.520 there's something about you that doesn't like that. Okay, I'm 2060 02:00:57.560 --> 02:01:02.000 surprised that you show yourself on the but you know 2061 02:01:02.079 --> 02:01:05.720 you you have Jonathan here, so that helps you. But 2062 02:01:05.880 --> 02:01:12.079 I feel that you're going to be integrating everything about you, 2063 02:01:12.079 --> 02:01:15.880 you know, bodied, mind, spirit, and that's going to make 2064 02:01:16.000 --> 02:01:18.520 you grow more and you're going to be seeing more 2065 02:01:18.600 --> 02:01:22.199 things that you can do. So when you see more 2066 02:01:22.239 --> 02:01:26.520 things that you can do, than that transforms you from 2067 02:01:26.520 --> 02:01:31.000 the inside out. So the first thing I would suggest 2068 02:01:31.359 --> 02:01:38.399 is to, you know, take the ropes off of you 2069 02:01:38.479 --> 02:01:43.199 know that you're a lion. That you know, lions are proud, 2070 02:01:43.359 --> 02:01:46.479 they you know, they they walk in a pride, but 2071 02:01:47.239 --> 02:01:52.000 they're very you know a lion, Okay, they have a 2072 02:01:52.000 --> 02:01:57.119 great ego. So it's transforming you from the inside out. 2073 02:01:57.159 --> 02:02:01.600 You're going to look at things totally, totally different. This 2074 02:02:01.760 --> 02:02:05.880 is really interesting. Are you feeling uncomfortable when I'm talking 2075 02:02:05.880 --> 02:02:06.560 to you about it? 2076 02:02:08.560 --> 02:02:10.520 No? I mean, of course there's going to be a 2077 02:02:10.600 --> 02:02:13.800 sense of that, because this is a very vulnerable space, 2078 02:02:14.039 --> 02:02:16.279 you know what I'm saying. I feel like anybody would 2079 02:02:16.279 --> 02:02:19.720 feel a little bit of something there, you know. And 2080 02:02:20.520 --> 02:02:23.520 and so I think a lot of the discomfort I 2081 02:02:23.800 --> 02:02:28.600 think lately comes from, you know, having to speak on 2082 02:02:28.920 --> 02:02:32.199 things that I feel like, deep down that I'm no 2083 02:02:32.319 --> 02:02:34.920 better than anybody else. And I know that for a fact, 2084 02:02:35.159 --> 02:02:36.880 like I know that in my heart that I'm no 2085 02:02:36.960 --> 02:02:39.960 better than any of you, you know, And some of 2086 02:02:39.960 --> 02:02:43.479 the things that I would like to speak on confidently, 2087 02:02:43.560 --> 02:02:45.840 sometimes I feel like, oh, well, everybody already knows that, 2088 02:02:46.359 --> 02:02:48.239 you know, So who am I to be this guy 2089 02:02:48.279 --> 02:02:49.439 that thinks he knows? 2090 02:02:49.560 --> 02:02:49.760 You know. 2091 02:02:49.800 --> 02:02:51.880 I think some of it comes from that, you know. 2092 02:02:51.920 --> 02:02:54.560 And then I have a little bit of well not 2093 02:02:54.640 --> 02:02:57.279 a little bit, but a lot of skepticism to me, 2094 02:02:57.600 --> 02:03:00.000 you know, especially lately, just because I've been trying to 2095 02:03:00.199 --> 02:03:03.039 look at things fresh, you know, and so I'm always 2096 02:03:03.079 --> 02:03:06.600 trying to talk things away like in my own mind, 2097 02:03:06.760 --> 02:03:09.279 you know. Whenever I do have these mystical experiences, I 2098 02:03:09.359 --> 02:03:13.279 know that something's happening, but then there's always that little 2099 02:03:13.319 --> 02:03:16.520 bit of, well, you know, maybe there's something in my 2100 02:03:16.600 --> 02:03:20.079 mind that's allowing me to have that experience because we 2101 02:03:20.319 --> 02:03:24.039 just spoke about this topic and I was thinking about this, 2102 02:03:24.079 --> 02:03:26.920 and so then of course I'm gonna have something that correlates, 2103 02:03:26.920 --> 02:03:29.520 and so I'm really sometimes I can be a little 2104 02:03:29.560 --> 02:03:33.520 too analytical when it comes to certain things. So yeah, 2105 02:03:33.680 --> 02:03:34.640 that's where that's coming from. 2106 02:03:34.640 --> 02:03:39.159 I think it's almost like when you're talking, I hear 2107 02:03:39.439 --> 02:03:42.359 and correct me if I'm wrong. I'm usually not. 2108 02:03:44.680 --> 02:03:47.119 She's not wrong, probably usually not. 2109 02:03:47.199 --> 02:03:50.760 Let's put it that way. I hear the word fake, 2110 02:03:52.199 --> 02:03:54.760 like you don't want to be a fake. 2111 02:03:54.640 --> 02:04:03.720 Right, Yeah, wow, Cassandra, stop it too much sometimes, Okay, 2112 02:04:03.800 --> 02:04:05.760 So no, that's right. 2113 02:04:06.840 --> 02:04:13.560 That word right there is what's keeping you back. It 2114 02:04:13.600 --> 02:04:17.039 has nothing to do with you saying I'm not better 2115 02:04:17.079 --> 02:04:20.880 than anyone. That has nothing to do with anything. We're 2116 02:04:20.960 --> 02:04:26.720 all equal in our own way. But when you say, 2117 02:04:26.800 --> 02:04:28.720 but if I go out there, they'll think I'm a 2118 02:04:28.840 --> 02:04:32.760 fake or I'm thinking I'm a fake, and you know 2119 02:04:32.800 --> 02:04:36.319 they're going to see that, and that's a vulnerable spot. 2120 02:04:37.800 --> 02:04:41.520 But it's like when I was first started getting readings, 2121 02:04:42.079 --> 02:04:44.960 and I would get so nervous. You know, it's like, 2122 02:04:45.000 --> 02:04:46.239 I don't know how to do this. 2123 02:04:46.479 --> 02:04:48.920 You know, what if I'm wrong? What happens? 2124 02:04:50.000 --> 02:04:53.359 Until my guide said this one said this one sentenced 2125 02:04:53.359 --> 02:04:57.439 to me, and it just shut that shit down. Okay. 2126 02:04:58.000 --> 02:05:03.359 They said, it's not coming from you. Hmm, So how 2127 02:05:03.399 --> 02:05:04.159 can it be fake? 2128 02:05:04.800 --> 02:05:05.039 Right? 2129 02:05:06.000 --> 02:05:10.119 How can you be making this up? And I went, 2130 02:05:11.239 --> 02:05:12.000 that's right. 2131 02:05:12.039 --> 02:05:15.560 It isn't coming from me, right, mm hmm. 2132 02:05:16.119 --> 02:05:19.760 So think about that. Whatever it is that you're doing, 2133 02:05:19.840 --> 02:05:23.600 get out of your head, get into your heart, because 2134 02:05:23.600 --> 02:05:26.119 your head, your ego, is going to take over there. 2135 02:05:26.920 --> 02:05:29.199 Now they're gonna know you're a fake. You think you're 2136 02:05:29.199 --> 02:05:32.000 better than them. You know you can't do this. You're 2137 02:05:32.039 --> 02:05:35.960 one of the sheep m but you're not. You're totally different. 2138 02:05:37.079 --> 02:05:40.439 That's pretty spot on. I love that. Okay, yeah, no, 2139 02:05:40.520 --> 02:05:41.880 I'm impressed again. 2140 02:05:42.279 --> 02:05:44.199 Stop it all right. 2141 02:05:44.720 --> 02:05:47.840 By the way, uh, I just drew a terror for you. 2142 02:05:47.960 --> 02:05:48.800 Just return in the favor? 2143 02:05:48.880 --> 02:05:49.359 Oh did you? 2144 02:05:49.720 --> 02:05:53.680 And the card correlates it's a night of Swords, which 2145 02:05:54.399 --> 02:05:56.039 says that you need to be more assertive. 2146 02:05:56.960 --> 02:05:59.680 Okay, all right, I will. 2147 02:06:01.680 --> 02:06:09.800 Just remember it's not you yourself, it's coming from outside 2148 02:06:09.800 --> 02:06:14.920 of you, so everything inside comes out and then you're 2149 02:06:14.960 --> 02:06:19.319 you can't be fake if that's happening, So you don't 2150 02:06:19.359 --> 02:06:23.720 have to worry about how people see you. All you're 2151 02:06:23.800 --> 02:06:25.840 doing is speaking your truth. 2152 02:06:27.960 --> 02:06:30.439 That's it. Thank you, Thank you. 2153 02:06:30.800 --> 02:06:35.039 Great, Take those you know chains away from you. You're 2154 02:06:35.079 --> 02:06:39.199 speaking your truth. We all are who we are and 2155 02:06:39.239 --> 02:06:40.199 you're not fake. 2156 02:06:41.159 --> 02:06:44.000 All right, thank you. I appreciate that. 2157 02:06:44.119 --> 02:06:44.920 We welcome. 2158 02:06:45.239 --> 02:06:47.079 I love it, Ashton. What are your thoughts, sir? 2159 02:06:49.079 --> 02:06:49.680 I've made. 2160 02:06:51.399 --> 02:06:53.840 Reading for me that I really appreciate it tonight. 2161 02:06:55.840 --> 02:06:57.279 I'm sorry you didn't understand that. 2162 02:06:58.640 --> 02:07:01.000 If you were doing reading for me, I would really 2163 02:07:01.039 --> 02:07:01.920 appreciate it. 2164 02:07:02.800 --> 02:07:08.720 Oh sure, can I see you? Yeah? There you are there. 2165 02:07:11.119 --> 02:07:13.880 I gotta pull that bone stone back from your face, homie. 2166 02:07:14.640 --> 02:07:15.319 Yeah. 2167 02:07:16.640 --> 02:07:19.359 Doesn't Ashton look like Andrew Garfield a little bit? 2168 02:07:20.840 --> 02:07:22.760 To hear that at my first job. 2169 02:07:22.880 --> 02:07:27.239 I actually think it is the haircut like. 2170 02:07:27.159 --> 02:07:30.840 You did too, like the big spike here me as. 2171 02:07:30.720 --> 02:07:33.920 A handsome man. It's not a bad thing. 2172 02:07:36.319 --> 02:07:40.039 It's it's interesting because I see you as a very 2173 02:07:40.159 --> 02:07:46.039 very old soul. Oh no, so you have a lot 2174 02:07:46.359 --> 02:07:52.399 of wisdom inside of you. It's interesting, Okay, because you 2175 02:07:52.520 --> 02:07:59.600 said did you say, Jonathan the Knight of Swords. Okay, 2176 02:07:59.840 --> 02:08:04.119 I when I see you, Ashton, I see you as 2177 02:08:04.119 --> 02:08:06.439 an old soul and I see you as a knight. 2178 02:08:08.000 --> 02:08:11.479 It's so weird. I'm just looking at you right now 2179 02:08:11.560 --> 02:08:15.279 and seeing you. I don't see the horse, but I 2180 02:08:15.319 --> 02:08:17.640 see you as a night. Okay. So I don't know 2181 02:08:19.399 --> 02:08:21.319 what you get out of that, but I just had 2182 02:08:21.319 --> 02:08:24.079 to tell you. Okay, So let's see what's going on 2183 02:08:24.159 --> 02:08:27.439 with you. What does Ashton need to know? Do you 2184 02:08:27.760 --> 02:08:37.000 have any connection or lineage in like England? Really? 2185 02:08:38.399 --> 02:08:44.760 No more Germanic, Dutch, Irish. My brother says he he 2186 02:08:44.800 --> 02:08:49.479 did some research and he claims we're descended from the 2187 02:08:49.520 --> 02:08:56.800 crusaders Nights. I did resonate with that, and my genealogy 2188 02:08:57.039 --> 02:09:00.560 research didn't lead me to the same conclusion. We were 2189 02:09:00.600 --> 02:09:03.600 just going off old documents at that point where none 2190 02:09:03.600 --> 02:09:05.199 of it concrete. 2191 02:09:06.039 --> 02:09:12.279 Stop. That's what I'm talking about. I see you like that. Okay, 2192 02:09:12.760 --> 02:09:19.239 So you just confirmed it. Very beautiful here did you say? Maybe? 2193 02:09:19.760 --> 02:09:22.000 Yeah? 2194 02:09:24.279 --> 02:09:25.720 You fucked up my questioning her? 2195 02:09:25.760 --> 02:09:30.039 All right, I think we're done now, Okay, No, I 2196 02:09:31.279 --> 02:09:40.800 just it's something I haven't accepted yet. Okay, your loss. Okay, 2197 02:09:41.359 --> 02:09:44.279 you have a lot of things going on in your 2198 02:09:44.319 --> 02:09:49.159 mind right now that are holding you back. And when 2199 02:09:49.199 --> 02:09:52.680 I see this, it's like firecrackers going off, So you 2200 02:09:52.760 --> 02:09:55.479 don't just it's like you go along and then all 2201 02:09:55.479 --> 02:09:58.039 of a sudden, boom, a firecracker goes off. So that's 2202 02:09:58.039 --> 02:10:01.319 a problem. That's a worry, and it's like keeping you 2203 02:10:01.479 --> 02:10:05.720 wrapped up. And I feel that they want you to 2204 02:10:05.800 --> 02:10:09.760 have a healing or you need to be healed. So 2205 02:10:10.880 --> 02:10:14.760 it's either body, mind, spirit or body. There's something there 2206 02:10:15.319 --> 02:10:18.960 that is telling me. Once you open up and allow 2207 02:10:19.039 --> 02:10:23.000 the universe to help, then you won't have all these 2208 02:10:23.039 --> 02:10:26.880 firecrackers going off in your head. Because when I see this, 2209 02:10:27.039 --> 02:10:30.720 it's like worry after worry after worry after worry, and 2210 02:10:31.079 --> 02:10:38.479 sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not. You also are looking 2211 02:10:38.520 --> 02:10:42.279 at life right now as this is the way it's 2212 02:10:42.319 --> 02:10:47.319 supposed to be, and they don't want you to see 2213 02:10:47.399 --> 02:10:50.840 it like that. They want you to see what you 2214 02:10:51.119 --> 02:10:57.439 can become. So never settle, is what they're saying. Don't 2215 02:10:57.520 --> 02:10:59.960 think that Okay, this is it, this is all they're 2216 02:11:00.319 --> 02:11:06.520 to it, because it isn't. You're getting ready to to 2217 02:11:08.239 --> 02:11:11.159 It's like they've been preparing you or you've been preparing 2218 02:11:11.199 --> 02:11:15.720 yourself to say, Okay, I'm I'm ready for it. I'm 2219 02:11:15.800 --> 02:11:20.720 going to just let go. I'm tired of this or 2220 02:11:20.760 --> 02:11:24.119 this or this. And when I do it, people are 2221 02:11:24.159 --> 02:11:28.079 going to look at me and think that I am 2222 02:11:28.119 --> 02:11:31.560 like the biggest jerk because I want to do it 2223 02:11:31.920 --> 02:11:36.119 my way. You know, it's like I am this rebel, 2224 02:11:37.239 --> 02:11:40.680 So bring out your inner rebel is what I get. 2225 02:11:42.039 --> 02:11:45.479 Yeah, I mean that's resonating a lot. And when you 2226 02:11:46.239 --> 02:11:49.399 elaborated on the rest of what you're saying, the night 2227 02:11:49.439 --> 02:11:52.399 stuff just came right back to me like, oh, that's 2228 02:11:52.439 --> 02:11:57.800 why she said that, Like, yeah, I totally clicked right there. 2229 02:11:59.359 --> 02:12:03.640 I have one question, is there anything in the type 2230 02:12:03.640 --> 02:12:08.039 of help I should give to myself or is that 2231 02:12:08.159 --> 02:12:10.520 something I need to find on my own? 2232 02:12:12.520 --> 02:12:17.760 Ask ask where you should go, have them lead you 2233 02:12:19.439 --> 02:12:23.520 to the correct place, because no, it's not something you 2234 02:12:23.520 --> 02:12:27.359 can do on your own. It's just something that needs 2235 02:12:27.399 --> 02:12:31.600 to be cleared up. And again, body mind, spirit or 2236 02:12:31.720 --> 02:12:34.680 body or all three. In fact, they all three go together. 2237 02:12:35.279 --> 02:12:40.159 But this healing needs to take place to get rid 2238 02:12:40.199 --> 02:12:44.600 of the firecrackers. So I'm just looking at this like 2239 02:12:45.079 --> 02:12:49.920 you just have worries, little worries going off in your brain. 2240 02:12:50.279 --> 02:12:53.760 You know, it just goes life's going good, and then 2241 02:12:53.760 --> 02:12:55.600 all of a sudden boom, you know, and you're like, 2242 02:12:55.680 --> 02:12:58.720 oh crap, and then life goes good and you get 2243 02:12:58.760 --> 02:13:04.920 another one. So it's never like smooth accurate, You're accurate. 2244 02:13:06.680 --> 02:13:09.520 It's never smooth. Sailing is up and down, up and down, 2245 02:13:09.600 --> 02:13:10.560 up and down, up and down. 2246 02:13:11.359 --> 02:13:12.840 Yeah, it's like a big sign wave. 2247 02:13:14.079 --> 02:13:16.720 Yeah, and it gets to be tiring. 2248 02:13:17.720 --> 02:13:18.039 Yeah. 2249 02:13:18.159 --> 02:13:22.680 That's why when you can say I'm tired of this 2250 02:13:23.479 --> 02:13:28.640 whatever I'm going through and I'm ready to look at 2251 02:13:28.800 --> 02:13:34.960 life differently, then that's when you bushed out. And I 2252 02:13:35.039 --> 02:13:38.800 don't feel that. If you just ask the universe show me, 2253 02:13:39.800 --> 02:13:42.079 lead me, guide me to where I'm supposed to be, 2254 02:13:42.880 --> 02:13:47.079 or who can help me, they will just keep your 2255 02:13:47.640 --> 02:13:50.680 Just say it and say thank you and then allow 2256 02:13:50.800 --> 02:13:53.840 this to happen. It's going to make a big difference 2257 02:13:53.840 --> 02:13:55.880 in your life. 2258 02:13:56.119 --> 02:13:58.399 Okay, thank you so much for that. 2259 02:13:58.399 --> 02:13:59.359 That really helped to night. 2260 02:14:00.079 --> 02:14:00.600 You're welcome. 2261 02:14:01.720 --> 02:14:05.359 Awesome. Cassandra just doesn't miss I love it. 2262 02:14:05.520 --> 02:14:10.520 No, dude, Well, I've been here since the beginning and 2263 02:14:10.560 --> 02:14:13.359 I cannot tell you the excitement that I get every 2264 02:14:13.439 --> 02:14:15.680 Now you know a few times that we've had her 2265 02:14:15.680 --> 02:14:17.239 when you're like, it's Cassandra, and I'm like. 2266 02:14:20.680 --> 02:14:24.479 It's the best because you know, you know, yeah, it's 2267 02:14:24.520 --> 02:14:26.319 like you know what to expect a little bit, you know, 2268 02:14:26.359 --> 02:14:27.920 what kind of conversation do you expect? 2269 02:14:27.920 --> 02:14:29.520 But you never know what's going to come out? 2270 02:14:29.760 --> 02:14:33.239 And it's always something that like it because I'm not 2271 02:14:33.279 --> 02:14:36.560 gonna lie whenever you speak. It's not like necessarily, at 2272 02:14:36.640 --> 02:14:38.439 least for me, it's not like I'm hearing it for 2273 02:14:38.439 --> 02:14:40.720 the first time. It's almost like you're trying to help 2274 02:14:40.800 --> 02:14:41.960 us remember a little bit. 2275 02:14:42.479 --> 02:14:42.760 You know. 2276 02:14:42.880 --> 02:14:45.000 It's like a lot of these a lot of these things. 2277 02:14:44.800 --> 02:14:48.000 Are you know, maybe should be more inherent than they are, 2278 02:14:48.399 --> 02:14:51.880 and so I don't know, it's it's a very resonant 2279 02:14:52.079 --> 02:14:53.119 I'll say that that's. 2280 02:14:53.000 --> 02:14:56.239 Okay because what happens if I have to say it 2281 02:14:56.279 --> 02:15:00.880 over and over again, It's okay because when you're ready 2282 02:15:00.920 --> 02:15:04.800 to accept it and hear it, then it will click. 2283 02:15:07.359 --> 02:15:10.399 That's how it works. When I went through my first divorce, 2284 02:15:10.520 --> 02:15:12.800 I number them now. But when I went through my 2285 02:15:12.880 --> 02:15:16.640 first divorce, my friend kept saying, you might want to 2286 02:15:16.640 --> 02:15:19.720 get an attorney, and she'd say it all the time, 2287 02:15:20.000 --> 02:15:24.520 and I'd go on, huh. And then one day I said, 2288 02:15:25.039 --> 02:15:29.880 guess what what I said? I need an attorney, and 2289 02:15:29.920 --> 02:15:34.560 she said And then later, of course we laughed about it, 2290 02:15:34.520 --> 02:15:37.479 and she goes, I knew you'd hear it when you 2291 02:15:37.479 --> 02:15:42.279 were supposed to, And I'm like, yeah, I guess I did. 2292 02:15:42.800 --> 02:15:45.920 It took a while, but once I heard it, you know, 2293 02:15:46.079 --> 02:15:50.399 it had been there, so at least it wasn't like 2294 02:15:50.520 --> 02:15:54.760 it was ingraining in me without me knowing it. But 2295 02:15:54.840 --> 02:15:56.880 I wasn't ready to hear it right at that moment. 2296 02:15:57.520 --> 02:16:01.000 But when it became a truth for me, the light bulb. 2297 02:16:02.119 --> 02:16:05.279 Yeah, we can be uh stubborn, quite stubborn. 2298 02:16:06.880 --> 02:16:08.520 Leave it to us to get in our own way, 2299 02:16:08.720 --> 02:16:12.359 you know. I kind of the vibe tonight. 2300 02:16:12.720 --> 02:16:13.359 I know it. 2301 02:16:14.640 --> 02:16:14.960 Sean. 2302 02:16:14.960 --> 02:16:17.720 Do you want to pull a card for the entire show? Sir? 2303 02:16:17.960 --> 02:16:18.159 Uh? 2304 02:16:18.239 --> 02:16:21.279 Yeah, And it makes sense. We got the Wheel of fortune, 2305 02:16:21.479 --> 02:16:24.640 you know, considering we all let go and uh quit 2306 02:16:24.720 --> 02:16:28.159 getting in our own way, you know, the let the fortune? 2307 02:16:28.960 --> 02:16:29.199 Wow? 2308 02:16:29.359 --> 02:16:31.960 Yeah, all right, then the wheel and take your chances. 2309 02:16:33.120 --> 02:16:35.079 The Wheel of Fortune here, I'll just read it for 2310 02:16:35.120 --> 02:16:38.559 the class. It's the tenth card on the Foll's Journey 2311 02:16:38.600 --> 02:16:40.200 or the tenth place on the full's journey. It says 2312 02:16:40.239 --> 02:16:42.959 the Wheel of Fortune is always turning, illustrating that each 2313 02:16:43.040 --> 02:16:46.440 moment is temporary and that life is cyclical not linear. 2314 02:16:46.920 --> 02:16:49.399 Surrender to the present, which kind of resonates with what 2315 02:16:49.520 --> 02:16:52.799 we're about earlier. The Wheel of Fortune card allows you 2316 02:16:52.879 --> 02:16:56.680 to gain a deeper understanding of life's cycles of changes. 2317 02:16:56.879 --> 02:17:00.959 Its imagery has mystical, astrological and occults, and showing that 2318 02:17:01.040 --> 02:17:04.520 many of the forces influencing our lives are mysterious and invisible. 2319 02:17:04.799 --> 02:17:07.120 The wheel appears to float through the clouds, indicating that 2320 02:17:07.159 --> 02:17:09.920 our spiritual path is connected to the physical realm. The 2321 02:17:09.959 --> 02:17:13.399 creatures in the clouds are zodiac signs Aquarius for air, 2322 02:17:13.479 --> 02:17:16.319 Scorpio for water, Torus for earth, and Leo for fire. 2323 02:17:16.639 --> 02:17:20.239 They represent a stable They represent these stable forces that 2324 02:17:20.319 --> 02:17:23.920 uphold the wheel itself. Beneath the wheel is Annubis, the 2325 02:17:23.920 --> 02:17:27.520 Egyptian god of the dead, who represents life, death, and rebirth. 2326 02:17:27.760 --> 02:17:30.200 The sphinx sits at the top of the wheel, a 2327 02:17:30.280 --> 02:17:34.399 multifaceted creature representing the diverse the diversity of life. The 2328 02:17:34.440 --> 02:17:38.520 downward facing snake is symbolic of life's challenges everyone must face, 2329 02:17:38.920 --> 02:17:41.280 all of the creatures and symbols rotate around the wheel, 2330 02:17:41.319 --> 02:17:43.559 teaching us that life has its ups and downs in 2331 02:17:43.760 --> 02:17:47.280 an ever changing cycle. We all must embrace the temporary 2332 02:17:47.360 --> 02:17:50.799 nature of the moment. Change is the only true constant. 2333 02:17:51.719 --> 02:17:54.639 Love it, good mess, I love it man, It. 2334 02:17:54.600 --> 02:17:57.879 Says Fate is currently leading you forward on your path. 2335 02:17:58.040 --> 02:18:00.200 You are moving from a painful cycle to a more 2336 02:18:00.200 --> 02:18:05.120 harmonious one with a new understanding and faith. You trust 2337 02:18:05.200 --> 02:18:07.799 in the process of life, the cycles of death and rebirth, 2338 02:18:07.879 --> 02:18:11.280 meeting new people and embracing new situations that have entered 2339 02:18:11.280 --> 02:18:18.120 your life. H something like I told you you I 2340 02:18:18.159 --> 02:18:19.879 was trying to hide behind the book. I don't know 2341 02:18:19.879 --> 02:18:25.959 if you noticed that this was awesome, what a great time. 2342 02:18:26.079 --> 02:18:28.879 It's just you feel it mystically in the air a 2343 02:18:28.959 --> 02:18:31.360 little bit every time, you know, it's I mean every 2344 02:18:31.360 --> 02:18:33.360 live show that we do, but especially. 2345 02:18:32.920 --> 02:18:36.399 Whenever Cassandra's here. It's just magical every time. 2346 02:18:38.399 --> 02:18:40.159 If you could Cassandra, for anybody that wants to be 2347 02:18:40.200 --> 02:18:42.479 able to reach out to you, you know. 2348 02:18:42.440 --> 02:18:43.319 Maybe for a reading. 2349 02:18:43.360 --> 02:18:44.840 They just want to be able to read out, reach 2350 02:18:44.879 --> 02:18:46.440 out to you, ask you a question, or just check 2351 02:18:46.479 --> 02:18:47.479 out what you're up to. 2352 02:18:47.879 --> 02:18:50.719 How would they go about doing so well. 2353 02:18:51.120 --> 02:18:55.120 You can email me at Cassandra van Zandt at outlook 2354 02:18:55.159 --> 02:19:00.120 dot com. You can look me up and what I 2355 02:19:00.159 --> 02:19:04.639 can help you with at Cassandra van Zandt dot com. 2356 02:19:05.319 --> 02:19:08.040 Did I say that, No? I said Outlook dot com 2357 02:19:08.079 --> 02:19:11.319 to email me dot com to find out about me, 2358 02:19:12.280 --> 02:19:16.200 and you can reach out. There's a phone number on there. 2359 02:19:16.479 --> 02:19:19.520 I really encourage you to text me because I will 2360 02:19:19.559 --> 02:19:22.680 not answer the phone if I don't recognize your number. 2361 02:19:23.440 --> 02:19:24.760 But I'm available. 2362 02:19:25.760 --> 02:19:26.239 Awesome. 2363 02:19:26.440 --> 02:19:28.159 All right, We're gonna have those links down the show 2364 02:19:28.200 --> 02:19:30.000 notes for anybody who wants to be able to reach 2365 02:19:30.040 --> 02:19:33.639 out to Cassandra. I mean, every single reading was spot 2366 02:19:33.680 --> 02:19:37.959 on tonight, and I would imagine that everybody everybody's reading 2367 02:19:37.959 --> 02:19:39.760 that does reach out to her would feel the same 2368 02:19:39.799 --> 02:19:40.319 exact way. 2369 02:19:40.440 --> 02:19:41.920 So it's always very personal. 2370 02:19:41.959 --> 02:19:46.319 It's always very uh it's it's uncomfortable and comfortable at 2371 02:19:46.360 --> 02:19:46.799 the same time. 2372 02:19:47.159 --> 02:19:51.879 You know, Yeah, it's almost scary. How spot on Cassandra 2373 02:19:52.040 --> 02:19:53.959 is you know what I'm saying. It's like she's looking 2374 02:19:54.040 --> 02:19:54.760 right through you. 2375 02:19:54.840 --> 02:19:55.200 By now. 2376 02:19:55.479 --> 02:19:57.000 The vibe I'm getting, I like it. 2377 02:19:58.399 --> 02:20:00.399 So thank you so much for joining us and I Cassandra, 2378 02:20:00.440 --> 02:20:03.559 We're going to get over to the meditation Sean, any 2379 02:20:03.600 --> 02:20:04.280 parting words for you. 2380 02:20:04.360 --> 02:20:06.879 Sir, oh man, this was a fun episode. Man, I'm 2381 02:20:06.879 --> 02:20:09.959 glad everybody that got a reading, you know, uh had 2382 02:20:10.239 --> 02:20:12.879 got a message that was very resonant and it's always 2383 02:20:12.879 --> 02:20:15.040 a good time having Cassandra on. Thank you so much, 2384 02:20:15.159 --> 02:20:16.559 this was this was a blast. 2385 02:20:16.959 --> 02:20:19.319 Thank you for inviting me absolutely. 2386 02:20:19.360 --> 02:20:22.079 Of course we'll get you back on a lot more often. 2387 02:20:22.120 --> 02:20:23.120 Sorry about the six. 2388 02:20:22.879 --> 02:20:25.000 Month buffer, not just do six months again. 2389 02:20:25.040 --> 02:20:26.879 We had a little shadow work to go through. 2390 02:20:28.200 --> 02:20:31.360 Okay, Well, look, anybody that wants to be able to 2391 02:20:31.440 --> 02:20:33.559 join the live show next week, come over to patreon 2392 02:20:33.600 --> 02:20:36.399 dot com slash metamistics that links down the show notes below. 2393 02:20:36.559 --> 02:20:38.280 We have several different tiers, but if you sign up 2394 02:20:38.280 --> 02:20:40.680 for the Wonder Wednesday tier, you'll get access to all 2395 02:20:40.680 --> 02:20:44.600 the show's days in advance, completely commercial free episodes. You'll 2396 02:20:44.639 --> 02:20:46.680 be able to see all the video and you'll be 2397 02:20:46.680 --> 02:20:49.120 able to join us every Wednesday night for the for 2398 02:20:49.159 --> 02:20:52.200 the live show. And it's always a very surprised guest. 2399 02:20:52.440 --> 02:20:54.920 You know you've heard him before. Sometimes it's a surprise guest. 2400 02:20:54.959 --> 02:20:57.680 Sometimes it's just a surprise topic. Join in on the 2401 02:20:57.719 --> 02:21:00.239 conversation or just be a fly on the wall. Wete 2402 02:21:00.239 --> 02:21:01.680 you to come and hang out with us. We're just 2403 02:21:01.719 --> 02:21:04.840 trying to build this a little bit. You're not crazy. 2404 02:21:05.000 --> 02:21:07.959 The world is all right. That's just the truth about 2405 02:21:08.000 --> 02:21:08.399 the matter. 2406 02:21:08.520 --> 02:21:10.799 So it can't be normal in a crazy world. Man, No, 2407 02:21:10.959 --> 02:21:11.639 that's what I've heard. 2408 02:21:11.920 --> 02:21:13.200 Yeah, not possible. 2409 02:21:13.280 --> 02:21:15.760 And also for anybody that's listening to this, you appreciate 2410 02:21:15.840 --> 02:21:17.879 this kind of stuff, it would be really helpful if 2411 02:21:17.879 --> 02:21:21.280 you would leave a five star review and maybe leave 2412 02:21:21.479 --> 02:21:25.719 also a review, if you could, a message or anything. 2413 02:21:25.799 --> 02:21:27.399 Whether you like it you don't like it, it all 2414 02:21:27.479 --> 02:21:30.319 helps the algorithm. So we really appreciate everybody that does that. 2415 02:21:31.319 --> 02:21:33.479 But yeah, other than that, I think we're going to 2416 02:21:33.520 --> 02:21:37.559 get over to the meditation. And I guess with that 2417 02:21:37.680 --> 02:21:40.440 being said, if Cassandra van Zack came here and she 2418 02:21:40.639 --> 02:21:42.799 taught you anything, it's that. 2419 02:21:42.840 --> 02:21:45.159 You don't know what you don't know. 2420 02:21:46.000 --> 02:21:46.719 So I'll just. 2421 02:21:46.799 --> 02:21:58.959 Get weird, stay weird, all right, anything crazy, Sean, you. 2422 02:21:58.920 --> 02:22:02.719 Know, nothing crazy. But it is interesting how how much 2423 02:22:02.760 --> 02:22:06.399 easier it is to see the version of yourself that's 2424 02:22:06.920 --> 02:22:10.159 possible in that space, you know, not the version of 2425 02:22:10.200 --> 02:22:12.680 yourself you know when you hold yourself back or your 2426 02:22:13.120 --> 02:22:15.159 your ego is telling you this and that and blah 2427 02:22:15.159 --> 02:22:18.000 blah blah. But when you go into that space, it's like, oh, 2428 02:22:18.600 --> 02:22:22.319 it's that remembering, you know, It's like, oh, okay, this 2429 02:22:22.360 --> 02:22:26.000 is where I come from, you know, wherever that is, 2430 02:22:26.040 --> 02:22:29.840 whatever space that is, It's like, oh okay, So everything's 2431 02:22:29.920 --> 02:22:31.760 kind of just made up in my own mind, and 2432 02:22:31.840 --> 02:22:34.280 every obstacle and everything that I think I can't do 2433 02:22:34.479 --> 02:22:36.600 is up to me, you know. 2434 02:22:37.319 --> 02:22:40.239 Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's funny because. 2435 02:22:41.520 --> 02:22:46.200 I started seeing like a tornado looking situation and then 2436 02:22:46.200 --> 02:22:46.600 I was like. 2437 02:22:46.559 --> 02:22:49.280 Wait, didn't she the whirlwind? The whirlwind I was. 2438 02:22:49.239 --> 02:22:51.319 I didn't even think about it until it was like 2439 02:22:51.360 --> 02:22:54.639 I was seeing it in my mind right, and and 2440 02:22:54.719 --> 02:22:58.000 it just kind of reminded me of like, you know, 2441 02:22:58.120 --> 02:23:02.479 some of the I don't know, barriers or boundaries or 2442 02:23:02.479 --> 02:23:05.280 whatever that we put up for ourselves. And it just 2443 02:23:05.280 --> 02:23:08.159 reminded me of like, if you think about something that's 2444 02:23:08.159 --> 02:23:11.360 going around so fast, you know, if you're if you're 2445 02:23:11.399 --> 02:23:14.840 on the outside of that tornado or that twister, that 2446 02:23:14.879 --> 02:23:17.680 whirlwind or whatever, you're not getting in because it's just 2447 02:23:17.680 --> 02:23:19.159 going to kick you right out, you know. 2448 02:23:19.680 --> 02:23:20.959 And that's what it kind of reminded me. 2449 02:23:21.040 --> 02:23:22.840 Of I was just you know, it was more of 2450 02:23:22.920 --> 02:23:28.719 like a you know, just surrender to the whole thing. 2451 02:23:28.760 --> 02:23:31.120 And I was thinking, like I was reading up on 2452 02:23:31.159 --> 02:23:33.959 that chariot card because you put the chariot. 2453 02:23:33.680 --> 02:23:35.200 For me, dude. The way that the only reason why 2454 02:23:35.200 --> 02:23:37.239 I even told you about it was just the fashion 2455 02:23:37.280 --> 02:23:39.159 in which it popped out, because she's like, oh, you're 2456 02:23:39.159 --> 02:23:41.479 gonna find your try pop and that things just popped 2457 02:23:41.520 --> 02:23:41.840 right out. 2458 02:23:42.120 --> 02:23:42.760 Oh. 2459 02:23:43.639 --> 02:23:43.879 Yes. 2460 02:23:44.200 --> 02:23:46.799 So it's so weird because it says you're ready to 2461 02:23:46.799 --> 02:23:49.559 take your your spiritual practice to the next level, which 2462 02:23:49.600 --> 02:23:52.280 means you're gaining momentum in life based on your intention 2463 02:23:52.319 --> 02:23:54.520 of moving forward. You can utilize your spiritual practice to 2464 02:23:54.520 --> 02:23:56.920 guide you to the next phases of your life with confidence. 2465 02:23:57.479 --> 02:23:59.040 I was thinking about it, like it so it's about 2466 02:23:59.079 --> 02:24:01.840 inspired action. Then it goes on to say that like 2467 02:24:01.959 --> 02:24:05.239 it's okay to like act with confidence because you're being 2468 02:24:05.920 --> 02:24:08.479 protected by your guides along the way or whatever, right, 2469 02:24:08.520 --> 02:24:11.479 and like don't be worried to take another step and 2470 02:24:11.639 --> 02:24:14.239 don't worry about a fall or anything because you know, 2471 02:24:14.799 --> 02:24:17.520 outside force has got you kind of thing. And I 2472 02:24:17.559 --> 02:24:19.680 was like, man, you know, I really do try and 2473 02:24:19.719 --> 02:24:22.159 control way too much of my own damn life. Like 2474 02:24:22.920 --> 02:24:26.000 that's something that you know, and just trying to get 2475 02:24:26.040 --> 02:24:27.079 into like a mind of a kid. 2476 02:24:27.120 --> 02:24:29.760 A kid is not worried about that kind of shit, 2477 02:24:30.360 --> 02:24:30.559 you know. 2478 02:24:30.719 --> 02:24:33.959 It's like and most of the time kids are all right, 2479 02:24:34.079 --> 02:24:37.600 you know, they usually make it out, you know. So 2480 02:24:37.680 --> 02:24:41.479 there has to be some kind of guiding forces that 2481 02:24:41.559 --> 02:24:46.040 are outside of vision and outside of time that you know, 2482 02:24:46.239 --> 02:24:48.879 are unseen and unheard, you know for the most part. 2483 02:24:48.920 --> 02:24:51.520 And some people can touch, you know, tap into that 2484 02:24:51.600 --> 02:24:54.559 a little bit more than others. Cassandro, I don't know 2485 02:24:54.559 --> 02:24:58.520 how she does it still, but it's like, you know, 2486 02:24:58.680 --> 02:25:01.639 at a certain point, it's like, man, you know, we 2487 02:25:01.760 --> 02:25:05.959 have very limited We're limited as to what we can 2488 02:25:06.000 --> 02:25:09.680 do and what we can see, and it's it's actually 2489 02:25:09.760 --> 02:25:13.040 kind of comforting knowing that there is something that is 2490 02:25:13.120 --> 02:25:15.559 kind of you know, making this whole thing flow in 2491 02:25:15.559 --> 02:25:18.360 a certain direction, whatever that may be. 2492 02:25:19.120 --> 02:25:21.159 I like to look at you know, look at that 2493 02:25:21.239 --> 02:25:23.079 and think of just the potential. 2494 02:25:23.440 --> 02:25:23.639 You know. 2495 02:25:23.719 --> 02:25:27.719 I feel like, if we are infinite beings, you know, 2496 02:25:27.799 --> 02:25:31.479 the potential is just infinite, and so I don't know, 2497 02:25:31.520 --> 02:25:33.920 I feel like there's things that we decide not to do, 2498 02:25:34.440 --> 02:25:36.280 you know, let's say, oh, you know, I'm not gonna 2499 02:25:36.280 --> 02:25:40.399 try even try that because it's too scary or or 2500 02:25:40.479 --> 02:25:42.680 I'm not good enough, or I don't know if I 2501 02:25:42.680 --> 02:25:45.399 would be good at that or whatever it is. It's like, oh, 2502 02:25:45.479 --> 02:25:48.440 that's just an obstacle that I put there, you know, 2503 02:25:48.760 --> 02:25:50.600 and so then I can if I put it there, 2504 02:25:50.639 --> 02:25:54.000 then I can remove it and then walk through that door. 2505 02:25:54.120 --> 02:25:56.520 And it's like, man, I don't know just what she 2506 02:25:56.639 --> 02:26:00.479 was saying. Was just like so enlightening's you know. And 2507 02:26:00.799 --> 02:26:02.639 you know what's really interesting too about that is when 2508 02:26:02.639 --> 02:26:06.760 you hear something that intuitively or even subconsciously or even 2509 02:26:06.760 --> 02:26:10.360 consciously you already know, but someone else is telling you, 2510 02:26:10.399 --> 02:26:14.000 and it's like, oh, okay, now I can take it seriously. 2511 02:26:14.680 --> 02:26:16.159 You know, there's something to that, I think. 2512 02:26:16.479 --> 02:26:18.840 So I guess that means that seawans taking the reins 2513 02:26:18.840 --> 02:26:21.399 on the next episode. 2514 02:26:22.920 --> 02:26:24.319 I mean sure. I mean I just got to put 2515 02:26:24.319 --> 02:26:26.799 the research together, you know, I got I gotta get 2516 02:26:26.879 --> 02:26:28.120 up and be ready for work. 2517 02:26:27.959 --> 02:26:29.959 At five, Like I got to leave the house at 2518 02:26:30.040 --> 02:26:30.799 five in the morning. 2519 02:26:31.079 --> 02:26:32.079 I'm not looking forward to that. 2520 02:26:32.239 --> 02:26:34.120 So well, that's just tomorrow though. 2521 02:26:34.280 --> 02:26:36.719 Yeah, I don't even worry about That's the imagination. Don't 2522 02:26:36.760 --> 02:26:39.840 even worry about tomorrow. Yeah, you know, tomorrow never comes anyways. 2523 02:26:40.200 --> 02:26:42.840 So I mean it's always today, It's always today, yeah, 2524 02:26:43.120 --> 02:26:46.440 always now, It's always now, you know, yeah. 2525 02:26:46.280 --> 02:26:48.040 Yeah, yeah. 2526 02:26:48.079 --> 02:26:48.319 Man. 2527 02:26:48.600 --> 02:26:50.479 I just love her so much. She's awesome. I don't 2528 02:26:50.479 --> 02:26:52.920 know why we went so long without reaching out to her. 2529 02:26:53.000 --> 02:26:54.639 And you know what's funny too about that is I 2530 02:26:54.680 --> 02:26:57.360 think I think I thought about trying to get her 2531 02:26:57.399 --> 02:27:01.479 on and then and then you just told me about it, 2532 02:27:02.280 --> 02:27:04.000 and I was like, oh shit, Like I don't know, 2533 02:27:04.040 --> 02:27:08.559 it's like that divine timing, you know, excuse me, Like 2534 02:27:08.600 --> 02:27:11.680 it was always supposed to happen. Sometimes that happens. I 2535 02:27:11.680 --> 02:27:14.399 feel like when we have episodes in certain topics, it's like, 2536 02:27:15.200 --> 02:27:17.360 how is that? How does that work? Why is it 2537 02:27:17.399 --> 02:27:19.559 that you'll bring up a topic And I'm like, fuck, 2538 02:27:19.600 --> 02:27:21.520 I've been thinking about that for the last two days. 2539 02:27:21.799 --> 02:27:23.840 You know. It's like, well, you know that. 2540 02:27:23.879 --> 02:27:26.120 What's interesting too, is that I asked you a couple 2541 02:27:26.120 --> 02:27:28.360 of months ago. I was like, Hey, I'm thinking about, 2542 02:27:28.399 --> 02:27:30.399 you know, trying to get you know, one of the 2543 02:27:30.440 --> 02:27:34.399 psychic women on the show, and and I was like, 2544 02:27:34.680 --> 02:27:38.000 would you rather talk with Shannon or Cassandra tonight and 2545 02:27:38.000 --> 02:27:39.520 you're like, I think it's a I think it's a 2546 02:27:39.559 --> 02:27:42.280 Shannon Knight tonight. And I was like, all right, but 2547 02:27:42.319 --> 02:27:44.520 that's what we're going to go with. And then you know, 2548 02:27:44.840 --> 02:27:46.159 I was like, well, we're not going to reach out 2549 02:27:46.159 --> 02:27:47.680 to Shannon again. We just talked to her not that 2550 02:27:47.799 --> 02:27:51.319 long ago. And because I just I don't know, there's 2551 02:27:51.319 --> 02:27:55.799 something about like people who are so spiritually in touch 2552 02:27:55.959 --> 02:28:00.159 that just makes you believe that you can do it well. 2553 02:28:00.200 --> 02:28:02.479 You get to see how them in action, and you 2554 02:28:02.520 --> 02:28:06.000 see them not second guessing themselves, you know, and I 2555 02:28:06.000 --> 02:28:08.799 feel like that's the biggest thing. The biggest at least 2556 02:28:08.799 --> 02:28:11.799 in my experience. I feel like it is just the 2557 02:28:11.440 --> 02:28:15.440 the second guessing too much, you know, and then you 2558 02:28:15.520 --> 02:28:17.799 just kind of sit there and you're more stagnant. You're like, 2559 02:28:18.159 --> 02:28:20.000 you know, no matter what it is, whether it's just 2560 02:28:20.000 --> 02:28:22.799 an idea or could that be the way that things 2561 02:28:22.799 --> 02:28:25.440 really work? And you're just kind of festering and you're contemplating, 2562 02:28:25.479 --> 02:28:27.719 and then you second guess it, and then you kind 2563 02:28:27.760 --> 02:28:30.520 of just sticking under the rug and just leave it 2564 02:28:30.520 --> 02:28:32.479 there for a little while. You know, It's like then 2565 02:28:32.520 --> 02:28:35.360 it doesn't go anywhere, so you know, we gotta stop 2566 02:28:35.399 --> 02:28:37.239 doing that or I do, that's for sure. 2567 02:28:37.799 --> 02:28:41.399 I just I always feel like I gotta be doing something, 2568 02:28:41.840 --> 02:28:43.600 you know what I mean, Like I feel like I'm 2569 02:28:43.639 --> 02:28:46.520 just I'm wasting time if I'm not making decisions. Yeah, 2570 02:28:46.559 --> 02:28:50.079 and man, that really gets me in fucking pickles all 2571 02:28:50.120 --> 02:28:54.639 the time. So that's not a good idea either. But yeah, 2572 02:28:54.760 --> 02:28:55.360 that was awesome. 2573 02:28:55.479 --> 02:28:55.719 Dude. 2574 02:28:56.440 --> 02:28:58.479 Thank you guys so much for hanging out with us tonight. 2575 02:28:58.520 --> 02:29:00.200 It was awesome seeing your faces. 2576 02:29:00.120 --> 02:29:03.120 For Thanks for staying for the meditation. This is great, man. 2577 02:29:03.200 --> 02:29:06.120 The chat was just calling, dude, I was lost in there. 2578 02:29:06.280 --> 02:29:09.319 I've never even had to experience that many chats, you 2579 02:29:09.360 --> 02:29:10.840 know what I mean. So I was like, what's going on. 2580 02:29:10.920 --> 02:29:12.120 I'm new, I don't know what to do. 2581 02:29:12.600 --> 02:29:16.040 Yeah, that was like reading the Cult live chats, Like 2582 02:29:16.040 --> 02:29:16.920 that's how many chats. 2583 02:29:16.920 --> 02:29:17.799 I was like, holy shit? 2584 02:29:17.920 --> 02:29:21.680 All right yeah but yeah, all right, guys, Well I 2585 02:29:21.680 --> 02:29:25.719 guess we'll see you next Wednesday. 2586 02:29:25.920 --> 02:30:29.959 I guess keep comp keep