1 00:00:04,519 --> 00:00:06,759 Speaker 1: There you are. I was beginning to think you've gotten 2 00:00:06,879 --> 00:00:12,279 lost again. What took you so long? Actually, if you 3 00:00:12,320 --> 00:00:14,640 look at the time on your phone, you'll notice that 4 00:00:14,679 --> 00:00:17,760 it's exactly three minutes past when you said you'd be here. 5 00:00:18,359 --> 00:00:23,359 You're late. Punctuality is important? How many times do I 6 00:00:23,359 --> 00:00:27,879 have to tell you that? Yes? I realized that me 7 00:00:28,000 --> 00:00:31,839 telling you hasn't changed anything yet, but I'm holding out 8 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:35,119 hope that someday it will. Maybe someday you'll finally learn 9 00:00:35,159 --> 00:00:38,000 to show up on time or even dare I say 10 00:00:38,039 --> 00:00:41,799 it early? I know that's not likely, but I can 11 00:00:41,920 --> 00:00:48,759 still hope. Even if it's illogical of me. You can 12 00:00:48,799 --> 00:00:51,200 stick your tongue out at me all you want, the 13 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:55,840 statement still stands. Your punctuality leaves a lot to be desired. 14 00:00:59,079 --> 00:01:01,719 I know you didn't come to be lectured. You came 15 00:01:01,759 --> 00:01:04,400 here because I asked you to come here. But how 16 00:01:04,439 --> 00:01:06,120 do you know that I didn't ask you to come 17 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:08,480 here so I could lecture you? Because if that were 18 00:01:08,480 --> 00:01:11,120 the case, then in a roundabout way, you did come 19 00:01:11,159 --> 00:01:15,760 here to be lectured. No, No, as funny as it 20 00:01:15,799 --> 00:01:18,079 would be, I didn't tell you to come all the 21 00:01:18,079 --> 00:01:21,760 way over here just to scold you. About your terrible punctuality. 22 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:24,200 So there's no need for you to be leaving so soon. 23 00:01:24,719 --> 00:01:26,439 You're already here, and it would have been a waste 24 00:01:26,439 --> 00:01:30,840 of energy to come out here and go immediately back home. Well, 25 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:33,480 I actually did invite you over because I wanted to 26 00:01:33,519 --> 00:01:36,799 talk to you, But I promise that it's nothing about 27 00:01:36,840 --> 00:01:39,719 how late you are to each and every movie night 28 00:01:39,760 --> 00:01:42,879 we have. Is that joke getting old? Yet? Should I 29 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:47,519 stop using it? My bad? My bad? I guess I'm 30 00:01:47,599 --> 00:01:50,920 late on the uptick, just like you're late with everything else. 31 00:01:56,159 --> 00:02:00,760 No response besides that week jab to my ribs. Your silence, 32 00:02:00,799 --> 00:02:05,719 along with your actions, speak volumes. Your guilt grows more 33 00:02:05,879 --> 00:02:12,960 certain with each passing second. Still no defense besides pushing 34 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:17,080 your elbow into my sign. Hmmm, where's a gavel? I'm 35 00:02:17,080 --> 00:02:19,800 the judge, jury, and executioner in your trial, and I've 36 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:22,800 come to a final verdict. I proclaim that you are 37 00:02:22,800 --> 00:02:26,159 guilty of being late on several occasions, with the most 38 00:02:26,199 --> 00:02:32,439 egregious of offenses being today's incident. Ah, so you finally 39 00:02:32,520 --> 00:02:36,759 admit to your crime. It's good as you should. But 40 00:02:36,879 --> 00:02:40,159 to answer your question, what makes your behavior so much 41 00:02:40,199 --> 00:02:43,240 worse than it would normally be is that today I 42 00:02:43,319 --> 00:02:47,840 wanted to talk to you about something. I know that 43 00:02:47,919 --> 00:02:49,840 it would have been easier to call you, but this 44 00:02:49,879 --> 00:02:52,439 is something I wanted to talk to you about in person. 45 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:55,520 It's important, and I didn't want to risk any miscommunication 46 00:02:55,639 --> 00:02:59,639 that could have happened over the phone. Don't worry. There's 47 00:02:59,639 --> 00:03:04,400 no reason to look so scared. It's nothing bad. I 48 00:03:04,439 --> 00:03:06,680 promise you. It's nothing bad. I'm not upset with you. 49 00:03:06,800 --> 00:03:11,719 Nothing bad happened. It's nothing like that. Yes, I promise. Now, 50 00:03:11,759 --> 00:03:14,280 please calm down. You look like I've just told you 51 00:03:14,319 --> 00:03:17,879 I'm secretly an AX murderer. I hate seeing you so scared. 52 00:03:20,520 --> 00:03:23,199 Very funny, but no, I am not about to tell 53 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:25,560 you that I am an ex murderer. Nor am I 54 00:03:25,560 --> 00:03:28,159 about to tell you that you're my next victim, or 55 00:03:28,199 --> 00:03:32,039 that this tiny apartment is actually my slaughterhouse. However, I 56 00:03:32,240 --> 00:03:34,400 might tell you that I do have a blanket big 57 00:03:34,439 --> 00:03:37,000 and fluffy enough to strangle someone on my couch, but 58 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:39,879 I plan on keeping that all to myself so you 59 00:03:39,879 --> 00:03:42,800 don't have to suffer that kind of demise. Does that 60 00:03:42,840 --> 00:03:49,280 reassure you at all? Well, if you're still that nervous, 61 00:03:49,280 --> 00:03:51,599 then I guess I'll just rip the bandaid off as 62 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:54,560 quickly as I can. Here, let's take a seat over 63 00:03:54,639 --> 00:03:57,319 on the couch. I promise the blanket will not attack 64 00:03:57,680 --> 00:04:02,199 unless I tell it too. Would you mind if I 65 00:04:02,240 --> 00:04:05,159 sat a bit closer to you? It feels awkward sitting 66 00:04:05,159 --> 00:04:10,240 this far away. Thank you? Why did you sit all 67 00:04:10,240 --> 00:04:11,879 the way on the other side of the couch. You 68 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:17,639 never said that far from me except for no, you've 69 00:04:17,680 --> 00:04:22,439 never sat that far from me. Is something wrong? Oh? Yeah, 70 00:04:22,560 --> 00:04:25,759 I guess I did phrase it kind of ominously. I mean, 71 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:27,560 someone saying that they need to talk to you about 72 00:04:27,560 --> 00:04:31,040 something important is kind of intimidating. I'm sorry. I guess 73 00:04:31,040 --> 00:04:34,279 I didn't really think it through. But I promise it's 74 00:04:34,319 --> 00:04:39,439 nothing bad. Yes, really, I'm telling the truth. Do you 75 00:04:39,439 --> 00:04:40,879 want me to just spit it out so you can 76 00:04:40,959 --> 00:04:48,879 quit worrying? Are you sure you want me to tell you? Really? 77 00:04:49,120 --> 00:04:57,839 You're sure? Absolutely positive, one hundred percent certain? Okay, Okay, 78 00:04:57,920 --> 00:05:02,800 I'll tell you you ready, Here it goes. I know 79 00:05:02,959 --> 00:05:07,439 that you have feelings for me. Hey, wait, why do 80 00:05:07,480 --> 00:05:10,959 you look so scared? I mean, I know that you 81 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:18,160 have feelings for me, like romantic feelings. Huh. No, I'm 82 00:05:18,199 --> 00:05:20,519 not joking. You have a crush on me. I know 83 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:26,319 it for a fact because of everything I guess, the 84 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:29,279 way you act around me, talk to me, look at me, 85 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:32,800 anything and everything in your behavior when it comes to me. Really, 86 00:05:33,399 --> 00:05:35,319 you just show me how you feel about me whenever 87 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:43,480 we're together, and sometimes even when we're not together. Hey, wait, 88 00:05:43,680 --> 00:05:47,480 where are you going? No? No, no, no, no, no, sorry, Hey, 89 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:50,839 I didn't mean to grab your arm so suddenly. But wait, 90 00:05:50,879 --> 00:05:54,160 why are you crying? Hey? No, no, no, don't look 91 00:05:54,199 --> 00:05:59,519 away from me. What's wrong? No? I can't let you 92 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:01,480 go yet. You're crying and you're trying to leave, and 93 00:06:01,519 --> 00:06:03,600 I don't know why, and I need to know why. 94 00:06:03,639 --> 00:06:06,480 What happened? Did I do something wrong? Was it something 95 00:06:06,519 --> 00:06:09,160 I said? Please tell me. I want to make it right. 96 00:06:09,199 --> 00:06:14,399 I'm so sorry. Please please, please, please, please please talk 97 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:17,240 to me. What's going on? Why did I say that 98 00:06:17,319 --> 00:06:19,680 hurt you? I did not mean to hurt you. Please 99 00:06:19,720 --> 00:06:24,639 tell me what I did? Do you really think? No, 100 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:28,040 of course not. I never make fun of you for 101 00:06:28,079 --> 00:06:31,639 your feelings. You're my best friend. And also it's fairly 102 00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:35,519 normal for people who are in close relationships to develop 103 00:06:35,639 --> 00:06:44,319 romantic feelings. It happens it's common. I think you're still upset. 104 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:50,120 I've never been good at talking about emotions like this. Damn. 105 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:52,399 I was hoping this wouldn't be such a mess. Can 106 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:54,560 we just talk for a minute. I think I need 107 00:06:54,600 --> 00:06:59,800 to explain, please, I promise. I'll say everything, every word 108 00:06:59,800 --> 00:07:02,079 I'm thinking, and everything I know, so I can figure 109 00:07:02,079 --> 00:07:06,040 out what's wrong. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Here, 110 00:07:06,199 --> 00:07:11,240 let's sit back down. This may take a while. Oh 111 00:07:11,279 --> 00:07:15,560 you're sitting over there again. Ah, that's okay, I understand. 112 00:07:16,160 --> 00:07:18,160 Let me start explaining and we'll see how well I 113 00:07:18,199 --> 00:07:20,800 can explain everything. And then after that you could do 114 00:07:20,839 --> 00:07:22,399 whatever you want to do with it, and I won't 115 00:07:22,399 --> 00:07:24,480 stop you. And if you want to leave, then you 116 00:07:24,480 --> 00:07:26,480 can leave. And if you want to stay, then you 117 00:07:26,519 --> 00:07:35,199 can stay. Does that sound good? Okay? Thank you? So 118 00:07:35,839 --> 00:07:40,600 where do I begin? Yeah, you're right, you're right. The 119 00:07:40,639 --> 00:07:44,759 beginning is probably the best place to start. Oh. I 120 00:07:44,800 --> 00:07:47,800 know you were joking, but for the intents and purposes 121 00:07:47,839 --> 00:07:50,279 of this conversation, I think that actually might be the 122 00:07:50,279 --> 00:07:56,360 best way to start. All right. So we've known each 123 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:59,959 other for several years now, right, I mean, of course 124 00:08:00,079 --> 00:08:01,639 we have. I don't know why I said it like 125 00:08:01,680 --> 00:08:04,240 it was a question. We've known each other for longer 126 00:08:04,279 --> 00:08:07,040 than I can actually remember. I don't even know how 127 00:08:07,079 --> 00:08:09,759 we met. It was so long ago. That being said, 128 00:08:09,800 --> 00:08:11,800 I don't have any memories where you weren't part of 129 00:08:11,839 --> 00:08:15,560 my life. Even if you weren't directly involved in whatever 130 00:08:15,639 --> 00:08:18,160 memory I'm thinking about, I know that you were still 131 00:08:18,199 --> 00:08:20,279 a part of my life at that time and still 132 00:08:20,319 --> 00:08:23,480 my close friend as far back as I can possibly 133 00:08:23,519 --> 00:08:25,879 try to think. You've always been by my side and 134 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:30,199 I've been by yours. A matching set, the dynamic duo 135 00:08:30,560 --> 00:08:35,159 and inseparable pair. That's who we've always been, and that's 136 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:38,039 who we always liked being. At least that's who I 137 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:41,559 always liked being, the person whose name always came next 138 00:08:41,600 --> 00:08:45,759 to yours, your best friend and partner in crime, And 139 00:08:45,879 --> 00:08:48,360 that's who I always wanted to be and who I am. 140 00:08:50,519 --> 00:08:52,679 But the other week, you skipped out on our movie 141 00:08:52,759 --> 00:08:54,679 night to go spend time with some of your friends 142 00:08:54,679 --> 00:08:57,759 that had come home for a while. Of course, I'm 143 00:08:57,799 --> 00:09:00,799 totally fine with that. They're your friends too, and I 144 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,440 wanted you to go and have fun with them. I'd 145 00:09:03,440 --> 00:09:05,919 be a hypocrite to say I was mad, Since I've 146 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:09,559 done the same thing. There's always next week, and there was. 147 00:09:10,000 --> 00:09:12,240 We had our usual movie night the next week, and 148 00:09:12,279 --> 00:09:15,879 everything was normal. But that night, when you were out 149 00:09:15,879 --> 00:09:18,919 with them, I was just hanging out here, reorganizing my 150 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:22,039 room since I had some spare time. But why I 151 00:09:22,120 --> 00:09:26,960 was reorganizing, I realized something I don't have. This is 152 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:29,440 going to sound weird, but I don't have as much 153 00:09:29,440 --> 00:09:32,399 of your stuff here as I used to. It used 154 00:09:32,399 --> 00:09:34,799 to be impossible to look anywhere in my room without 155 00:09:34,799 --> 00:09:38,759 seeing something of yours. Jackets draped over my chair, spare 156 00:09:38,879 --> 00:09:42,240 chargers plugged into the wall, pencils scattered over the desk, 157 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:45,879 hats left on my dresser. You used to be everywhere. 158 00:09:46,440 --> 00:09:48,879 There was literally no place in my room where I 159 00:09:48,879 --> 00:09:51,919 couldn't find something of yours. I couldn't even open my 160 00:09:51,960 --> 00:09:54,480 books without seeing some sticky note with a drawing you 161 00:09:54,519 --> 00:09:58,879 put there months ago. But when I was cleaning, I 162 00:09:58,960 --> 00:10:02,679 found hardly any thing of yours. I found two pens, 163 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:05,080 a pair of winter gloves that you hadn't worn since 164 00:10:05,159 --> 00:10:09,200 last year, and that's it. And it confused to me 165 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,480 because as long as I've known you, we've always left 166 00:10:12,480 --> 00:10:15,679 stuff at each other's places. And it really made me 167 00:10:15,759 --> 00:10:20,639 start to think about us. I started to think about 168 00:10:20,679 --> 00:10:22,720 if you liked being part of me like I'm part 169 00:10:22,759 --> 00:10:25,759 of you, if you liked how we're seeing as sort 170 00:10:25,799 --> 00:10:29,720 of an extension of each other. People always joked that 171 00:10:29,759 --> 00:10:31,720 you couldn't talk about one of us without saying the 172 00:10:31,799 --> 00:10:34,720 other's name, and as we got older, that became an 173 00:10:34,759 --> 00:10:38,039 accurate statement. We were so close that it seemed like 174 00:10:38,120 --> 00:10:41,759 most people saw us as a unit, inseparable, always together. 175 00:10:42,879 --> 00:10:45,440 It made it hard to meet new people, especially ones 176 00:10:45,480 --> 00:10:48,120 that would want to enter a romantic relationship with either 177 00:10:48,159 --> 00:10:51,080 of us. They would always tell us that we were 178 00:10:51,080 --> 00:10:53,879 closer to each other than we could ever be to them, 179 00:10:54,279 --> 00:11:01,039 and honestly, they were always right. We couldn't be as 180 00:11:01,039 --> 00:11:03,240 close to them as we are to each other, and 181 00:11:03,279 --> 00:11:05,919 once they understood that was the truth, they left us. 182 00:11:06,799 --> 00:11:10,960 And that's why we've been single for so long. But 183 00:11:11,080 --> 00:11:13,240 once I remembered that, it seemed to click with the 184 00:11:13,279 --> 00:11:15,279 fact that you haven't been leaving your stuff here like 185 00:11:15,320 --> 00:11:18,000 you used to, I realized that you were trying to 186 00:11:18,039 --> 00:11:21,039 separate yourself from me because you wanted to make yourself 187 00:11:21,120 --> 00:11:27,200 more available to be in a relationship. I won't lie 188 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:31,679 thinking about you trying to put some distance between us. Hurt, 189 00:11:32,679 --> 00:11:36,159 I even cried for a while, but I was still 190 00:11:36,200 --> 00:11:39,799 so confused. Who could you have possibly found that would 191 00:11:39,799 --> 00:11:41,720 make you want to be so much further from me? 192 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:45,000 So I started to think about who we knew and 193 00:11:45,559 --> 00:11:47,360 how you acted around them, to see if I could 194 00:11:47,399 --> 00:11:50,200 figure it out. I tried to remember if there was 195 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:53,240 anyone who you seemed to flirt with. I looked through 196 00:11:53,240 --> 00:11:56,159 our text to see if you'd mentioned someone else. I 197 00:11:56,279 --> 00:11:58,399 even tried asking some of our friends to see if 198 00:11:58,440 --> 00:12:01,639 you mentioned a crush to any of them. They all 199 00:12:01,679 --> 00:12:04,559 just gave me this funny look and said they hadn't 200 00:12:04,559 --> 00:12:09,360 heard anything, but I should ask you whatever that means. 201 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:13,919 And when they said that, it gave me an idea. 202 00:12:14,440 --> 00:12:17,799 I started thinking about how you act around me. I mean, 203 00:12:17,919 --> 00:12:20,240 I'm the only one who you've changed your attitude toward. 204 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:22,960 It's not like you started to hate me, but you 205 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:27,320 were acting different. You seem almost shy and nervous around me, 206 00:12:27,399 --> 00:12:30,360 which is odd since we've known each other way too 207 00:12:30,399 --> 00:12:34,559 long to be awkward around each other, unless, of course, 208 00:12:35,440 --> 00:12:40,320 something changed. That's when I realized you've been doing strange 209 00:12:40,360 --> 00:12:45,000 things too. You twitch whenever we accidentally brush against each other. 210 00:12:45,679 --> 00:12:47,879 I've seen you looking at me when we're hanging out, 211 00:12:48,200 --> 00:12:50,279 and you look at me for longer than you used to. 212 00:12:51,440 --> 00:12:53,679 You sit farther away from me than you used to, 213 00:12:54,120 --> 00:12:58,879 like you're scared of getting too close. And that's when 214 00:12:58,919 --> 00:13:01,879 everything fell into place. Yes, it just dawned on me. 215 00:13:02,960 --> 00:13:07,639 You have feelings for me. The reason you don't keep 216 00:13:07,679 --> 00:13:09,840 as much stuff over here as you used to is 217 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:12,720 because you're trying to seem less like just a friend 218 00:13:13,279 --> 00:13:15,320 and more like someone who I would want to date. 219 00:13:16,519 --> 00:13:19,279 At the same time, you're also hoping that I don't 220 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:22,000 notice your feelings because you're scared I'll reject you and 221 00:13:22,039 --> 00:13:25,480 that our friendship will never be the same. But I did, 222 00:13:26,679 --> 00:13:31,639 and now I know, and so now I can tell 223 00:13:31,679 --> 00:13:35,919 you that I have feelings for you. I have a 224 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:40,559 crush on you too. Yes, I have feelings for you. 225 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:43,279 That's what I said earlier, isn't it when we first 226 00:13:43,320 --> 00:13:48,159 started talking about this. Huh? But I said that I 227 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:50,519 knew you had feelings for me and that it was important. 228 00:13:51,320 --> 00:13:54,320 Did I really forget to say that I have feelings 229 00:13:54,320 --> 00:14:00,840 for you too? Oh? Oh, oh, my gosh, No, wonder 230 00:14:00,879 --> 00:14:05,480 you got so scared? Oh crap, I'm so sorry. I 231 00:14:05,519 --> 00:14:09,840 thought I had said it somewhere in there. My bad. Oh, 232 00:14:09,879 --> 00:14:17,000 I'm so stupid. Well, I think that I absolutely deserved 233 00:14:17,039 --> 00:14:26,759 those jabs from earlier for scaring you so much. Sorry again, Hey, 234 00:14:27,519 --> 00:14:29,840 I'm not that dense when it comes to realizing I 235 00:14:29,879 --> 00:14:33,600 have romantic feelings for someone just because it happened the 236 00:14:33,679 --> 00:14:40,039 last few times. Okay, and a few more at times. 237 00:14:40,840 --> 00:14:42,759 But that doesn't mean I'm bad at realizing I have 238 00:14:42,840 --> 00:14:51,000 a crush. Okay, fine, You're right, I'm a bit bad 239 00:14:51,039 --> 00:14:54,559 at picking up on my own emotions. But when it 240 00:14:54,600 --> 00:15:00,600 comes to how I feel about you, it's it's different. 241 00:15:00,720 --> 00:15:05,360 When it comes to you. You've always been different. You're 242 00:15:05,399 --> 00:15:10,320 the exception to everything. When I'm thinking about you, it's 243 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:14,559 like it's easier because I know you. I know who 244 00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:18,960 you are, and I know that you know who I am, 245 00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:23,960 and that makes everything clearer to me. It was easy 246 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:27,519 when I started thinking about it. I like when you 247 00:15:27,559 --> 00:15:30,320 look at me, especially the way that you're looking at 248 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:35,159 me right now, so softly, with those same eyes I 249 00:15:35,240 --> 00:15:41,559 love so much. It makes me feel so warm, and 250 00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:43,279 I want you to keep looking at me like that, 251 00:15:44,919 --> 00:15:47,159 and I want you to only look at me like that, 252 00:15:47,799 --> 00:15:51,279 with so much love in your eyes. When I thought 253 00:15:51,279 --> 00:15:54,120 about you looking at someone else like that, it made 254 00:15:54,159 --> 00:15:58,559 me feel horrible, like I was wilting. But when we 255 00:15:58,600 --> 00:16:01,679 spend time together, just us and do whatever we want 256 00:16:01,720 --> 00:16:05,000 to do, it's the best time I've ever had. I 257 00:16:05,039 --> 00:16:07,320 love every second we spend together. Even if it's a 258 00:16:07,360 --> 00:16:12,399 bad day, you just make everything better. Whenever we're together, 259 00:16:12,559 --> 00:16:17,559 I feel more more like I'm my own person on 260 00:16:17,600 --> 00:16:21,919 my own Whenever we're together, I feel like it's easier 261 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:25,320 for me to be myself. You make it easier to 262 00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:28,720 be my own person. You make it easier for me 263 00:16:28,759 --> 00:16:33,240 to express all of who I am. And I adore 264 00:16:33,279 --> 00:16:36,600 that about you and the way you used to be 265 00:16:36,679 --> 00:16:40,080 so close to me. I miss that. I want us 266 00:16:40,120 --> 00:16:43,440 to have that again. When you would fall asleep on 267 00:16:43,519 --> 00:16:46,519 my shoulder, or when you would hold my hands just 268 00:16:46,519 --> 00:16:49,039 for the fun of it, my heart would beat so 269 00:16:49,159 --> 00:16:52,679 much faster. But I never even realized that, because I 270 00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:55,639 was too busy being caught up in you and how 271 00:16:55,679 --> 00:16:58,879 comfortable you were with me, and how comfortable I was 272 00:16:58,919 --> 00:17:01,759 with you. It was like we were the only people 273 00:17:01,799 --> 00:17:04,359 in the world. Whenever we so much as poked each 274 00:17:04,400 --> 00:17:07,480 other so that we could whisper stupid jokes back and forth. 275 00:17:08,599 --> 00:17:10,680 Being so close to you all the time was heaven 276 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:16,160 and I miss it. There are so many different things 277 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:18,200 I love about you, and I can't believe it took 278 00:17:18,240 --> 00:17:21,160 me this long to realize it. I feel like such 279 00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:24,720 a fool because now I can see that this distance 280 00:17:24,759 --> 00:17:28,440 between us that's keeping us from being more than friends, 281 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:32,079 and I hate it. How can I hate something that 282 00:17:32,160 --> 00:17:34,079 I didn't even know was there until a couple of 283 00:17:34,119 --> 00:17:38,039 weeks ago, But I do. I despise it, and I 284 00:17:38,079 --> 00:17:41,440 can't stand it anymore. I just want us to be more. 285 00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:44,319 I want to date you. I want to call you 286 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:47,240 mine and have you do the same. I want to 287 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:49,279 be the one who you hold, and who you sleep 288 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:52,480 next to, and who you kiss whenever you want. I 289 00:17:52,480 --> 00:17:54,519 want us to be at each other's sides, just like 290 00:17:54,599 --> 00:17:57,200 we always have been. But now I want us to 291 00:17:57,240 --> 00:18:02,720 be able to say I love you, because well, I 292 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:07,319 do love you with all of my heart and that's 293 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:12,880 not going to change anytime soon. Yeah, of course, I 294 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:16,200 mean I want to be a couple. That's all I want. 295 00:18:17,079 --> 00:18:28,920 Can we please be together romantically? That's great, that's perfect. 296 00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:33,680 I can't I can't even wait wait, wait, wait wait? 297 00:18:34,839 --> 00:18:39,880 Can can I can I kiss you? We can kiss 298 00:18:39,960 --> 00:18:42,079 right now that we're a couple, like, we can do 299 00:18:42,119 --> 00:18:44,480 all that with each other. I mean only if you 300 00:18:44,519 --> 00:18:55,960 want to, please, can I? Oh my gosh, that was 301 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:59,119 our first kiss, Like that was actually our first time 302 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:12,640 kissing each other. We kissed. Can I have one more? Please? 303 00:19:17,720 --> 00:19:23,079 Oh my gosh, it's amazing. You're amazing. Come here, sit 304 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:26,039 next to me. Close. I want you close to me. 305 00:19:27,079 --> 00:19:29,359 It's been way too long since we've been this close. 306 00:19:31,039 --> 00:19:34,799 There we go. This is how close we should be. 307 00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:37,599 I hated it when you were so far from me. 308 00:19:38,599 --> 00:19:41,119 I never ever want you to feel like I don't 309 00:19:41,119 --> 00:19:43,799 want you right next to me, because that's where we 310 00:19:43,880 --> 00:19:50,519 belong together. Never think otherwise. I always want you with me. 311 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:53,960 I want you all the time. I love you so much. 312 00:19:54,680 --> 00:20:02,039 I can't stand being without you. I love you, I 313 00:20:02,079 --> 00:20:05,000 love you, I love you, and I'm never gonna stop. 314 00:20:10,119 --> 00:20:18,039 Can you hold me tighter? Yeah? Like that. I feel 315 00:20:18,119 --> 00:20:24,440 so good to be embraced by you. This just feels right, 316 00:20:24,640 --> 00:20:29,839 doesn't it? Us being together like this? We should have 317 00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:39,119 realized it sooner. Huh No, we can start the movie 318 00:20:39,160 --> 00:20:43,559 in a minute. Let's just hold each other like this, 319 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:45,640 just for a bit longer.