Speaker 1: I've seen your social medias from apart from AFAR, but
Speaker 1: because I don't shoot anymore, I don't really get to
Speaker 1: see like the inner nitty gritty things of all the
Speaker 1: sexy things you ladies are doing. So that's why I
Speaker 1: wanted to bring you here on private talk so we
Speaker 1: could talk about all these things and let us know what.
Speaker 2: You've been up to and all those sexy things.
Speaker 1: So Caitlin, tell us a little bit about yourself and
Speaker 1: see what you've been up to.
Speaker 3: Hi, Caitlin Bell here. I started in the industry about
Speaker 3: a year ago, started in September here in La. I
Speaker 3: wish I would have known about the industry way way
Speaker 3: way long time ago, because were you locked.
Speaker 2: In a closet.
Speaker 1: I mean, there's porn everywhere, maybe not just like I
Speaker 1: mean the Internet nowadays, it's just like it's it's very accessible, exact.
Speaker 2: So what did you not know about porn?
Speaker 1: Just the fact that you could how easily maybe you
Speaker 1: could get into it, or the fact that they was
Speaker 1: just porn existed at all.
Speaker 3: I just didn't know that it was so business oriented.
Speaker 3: I thought, you know, there's always these horror stories that
Speaker 3: people talk about, but it has been like the best
Speaker 3: experience I've ever had. And I was engaged for a
Speaker 3: long time and was an escort, so I never thought
Speaker 3: about porn until COVID hit and I got recruited off Twitter.
Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, That's an interesting dynamic of things because.
Speaker 2: It's like, is it like, did your.
Speaker 1: Fiance limit you from all not doing those things because.
Speaker 2: You were a sexual person.
Speaker 1: You said, you know you were an escort, so he
Speaker 1: knew that you were having sex and you knew how
Speaker 1: to do that. So it's like, was it because it
Speaker 1: was just where maybe it was more controlling and that
Speaker 1: you couldn't really expand or do you have an insight
Speaker 1: on that?
Speaker 3: So I wasn't an escort when I was engaged to him.
Speaker 3: I was just living this rich girl lifestyle. Oh so
Speaker 3: after and he was extremely controlling and he was having
Speaker 3: fun at the strip clubs while I was stuck at
Speaker 3: home being a housewife with no friends or family. So
Speaker 3: when I finally decided to leave him, I started working
Speaker 3: at the strip club that he used to frequent.
Speaker 1: And in spite of him, if you're not taking me
Speaker 1: with you, I'm fucking gonna strip myself. It's funny how
Speaker 1: that works because there's a lot of girls that do
Speaker 1: things where it's like for like not really when say envious,
Speaker 1: but like to be spite of because it's like, oh, okay, motherfucker,
Speaker 1: Like I'm a hot, sexy bitch. I could do the
Speaker 1: same fucking thing and you're gonna limit me not today.
Speaker 1: So did you see him at the strip club that Now?
Speaker 3: He never stepped from in that strip club again. And
Speaker 3: I started dancing for two months, and in those two
Speaker 3: months I was I was able to afford an apartment
Speaker 3: in a car and then I met a patron in
Speaker 3: there who was like, you would be really good at
Speaker 3: us scorting you. I said, you're absolutely crazy. He's like, well,
Speaker 3: let me hook you up with one of the top
Speaker 3: escorts in Atlanta, that's where I was living. And she
Speaker 3: taught me everything I knew, and I realized that I
Speaker 3: was made for the sex industry.
Speaker 1: What is everything you know? When you say that is?
Speaker 1: What is some things that you kind of taught, like
Speaker 1: or you were taught that you probably already.
Speaker 2: Kind of knew, but she kind of enhanced out of you.
Speaker 3: How to screen clients and how to stay out of
Speaker 3: getting into trouble and potentially getting hurt. I've had absolutely.
Speaker 3: I mean, of course it hasn't been a walk in
Speaker 3: the park, but I have not had a bad experience
Speaker 3: to where its traumatized me. It's actually made me feel
Speaker 3: more empowered than I ever have in my life.
Speaker 1: Is it because you have a community with this woman
Speaker 1: that you're speaking of, or how do you give maybe
Speaker 1: some tips to some people that you can stay safer,
Speaker 1: you can be in those environments and not be as
Speaker 1: risky as some people may get out to be.
Speaker 3: Yeah, So if you, I mean, any anything that you're doing,
Speaker 3: if you find the person that isn't a mentor, they
Speaker 3: can definitely lead you down the right path so that
Speaker 3: you don't get into trouble. Just meeting her changed my life.
Speaker 3: We don't speak anymore, and now I'm in the porn industry.
Speaker 3: But the thing that's different about the porn industry and
Speaker 3: escorting is when you're an escort, you're pretty pretty isolated
Speaker 3: by yourself. If you do have escorting friends that you
Speaker 3: talk to and you know, verify clients through. But as
Speaker 3: far as like a community, now in porn I actually
Speaker 3: have coworkers that I can talk to and bitch about
Speaker 3: our you know, bitch about our days. When in escorting.
Speaker 3: I was very isolated, but it did help.
Speaker 2: What is some comp or some complaints about bitching on
Speaker 2: your about your day in a porn sat Probably the.
Speaker 3: Ones that last, you know, nine ten hours, which don't
Speaker 3: happen as often as I thought they would. But you know,
Speaker 3: it's exhausting being on set that long.
Speaker 2: And you still even in the business for how long
Speaker 2: it'll be.
Speaker 3: It was a year June twenty sixth.
Speaker 2: Girl and you buckle that seatpout. It's a long long ride.
Speaker 1: Nowadays, I feel like it's not as bad as like,
Speaker 1: you know, the long hour type sets because of platforms
Speaker 1: like OnlyFans and things like that.
Speaker 2: So it is kind of different. But I mean, I
Speaker 2: can remember.
Speaker 1: Being on those types of sets like very far to
Speaker 1: where it's just.
Speaker 2: Like, you know what, this may not be the company
Speaker 2: for me. And I really didn't shoot a lot.
Speaker 1: Of those types of scenes either, Like I was in
Speaker 1: this kind of like cameo type things, but I didn't
Speaker 1: like that stuff Like to me, that wasn't what I
Speaker 1: wanted to do or wasn't a like I didn't get
Speaker 1: to showcase my sexuality how I wanted to for those
Speaker 1: types of films. So for me, I was very more
Speaker 1: in the gonzo world of things. And I was just
Speaker 1: like you do like pretty girls, you do a little
Speaker 1: teas you crawl back, then you and you fucking crawled
Speaker 1: everywhere and uh and then you fucked and it was
Speaker 1: straight to the point.
Speaker 2: And what I loved because it was just for me.
Speaker 2: Sex was art.
Speaker 1: It was how I wanted to express myself, how I
Speaker 1: wanted people to see me, and like I felt like
Speaker 1: that was the most beautiful light to bring it to.
Speaker 1: Sex was always a really exciting thing.
Speaker 3: And learning new things from these talents has been been refreshing.
Speaker 1: So did you have a very active sex life prior
Speaker 1: to because.
Speaker 2: You said you were engaged.
Speaker 1: You you know, you kind of seem like you're a
Speaker 1: relationship type of one on one partner.
Speaker 2: Did you have a crazy sex life before.
Speaker 3: No, I've always been a sexual person.
Speaker 2: I realized that, but with your partner.
Speaker 3: But with him, I tried to be but he I
Speaker 3: was young and very influenced.
Speaker 2: Young, dumb and full of time.
Speaker 3: We do a lot of exactly, so I was I
Speaker 3: was actually not as sexual as I could have been
Speaker 3: because he was so controlling. But after I left him, Yeah,
Speaker 3: when you go off.
Speaker 1: The clothes peeling off and you're like running naked through
Speaker 1: the fields.
Speaker 3: I'm definitely I'm not a faithful person, and.
Speaker 2: I don't know I'm not a faithful person.
Speaker 1: Is it because of prior like things that happened before,
Speaker 1: or is this something that you just can't commit.
Speaker 3: I just can't commit. I can follow, So.
Speaker 1: How are you engaged? If you can't commit, You're gonna
Speaker 1: cheat on your husband the.
Speaker 3: Whole time I was twenty, I will let I'm always
Speaker 3: very honest with every single person that I date about
Speaker 3: what I do, so I don't keep it a secret
Speaker 3: and I tell them, but.
Speaker 1: Hold on because it's one of those things that you're like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: we're just gonna fucking have no feelings. But then people
Speaker 1: have feelings, and you can set the guidelines of whatever
Speaker 1: you want to say and say I'm a cheater. If
Speaker 1: you want to fuck me, you're just gonna have to
Speaker 1: know that I'm gonna cheat on you, and you have
Speaker 1: the choice to say whatever. But the problem with that
Speaker 1: is that we always think like, oh, they'll change, I'll
Speaker 1: be the one to change them exactly what's.
Speaker 3: Been happening to me over and over again. But I'm
Speaker 3: not changing. This is who I am you.
Speaker 2: Only date men now I do? Yes?
Speaker 3: Oh okay, I'm over the twenty something year olds. I'm
Speaker 3: definitely forties and up kind of girl.
Speaker 2: Forty is and upturna girl. Okay, how old are you?
Speaker 3: I'm thirty seven?
Speaker 2: Okay. I like that.
Speaker 1: I think that sometimes you know, you know, with me,
Speaker 1: I started the ends when I was twenty one. So
Speaker 1: for me, like like I made the joke of young,
Speaker 1: dumb and full of com I've said that from the beginning.
Speaker 1: Once I had sex, it was like pringles once she pop,
Speaker 1: you just kicked up.
Speaker 2: I want you more, like what are we doing? And
Speaker 2: it was just like it enhanced that.
Speaker 1: But I also too, as I've evolved in the adult
Speaker 1: industry and just as being a woman, there's been moments
Speaker 1: of times of where you feel like you don't or
Speaker 1: myself was like, we're you aren't as as as sexy
Speaker 1: as people think that you are on the outside, but
Speaker 1: you don't feel that way right Like at one point,
Speaker 1: I feel like I lost my femininity of like being
Speaker 1: a sexual being that I am, which is crazy because
Speaker 1: I've known as a sexual person. But it seems like
Speaker 1: with you in your relationship, first is what did that
Speaker 1: and then porn kind of elevated you out of this
Speaker 1: like beautiful, like butterfly out of a cocoon thing type
Speaker 1: of thing.
Speaker 3: And porn has helped me finesse my talents and escorting.
Speaker 2: A little hustler over here.
Speaker 3: I like to walk in a park now. It's just
Speaker 3: because I'm dealing with these you know, these talents that
Speaker 3: are absolutely incredible at what they do, so a civilian,
Speaker 3: as we call them. I love that you guys have
Speaker 3: named them that. It's easy now, it's funny, this is
Speaker 3: what we say.
Speaker 1: That is so we don't want to ignore our other guests.
Speaker 1: We have our three son and so the other third
Speaker 1: party and our guest is Karmen Karma.
Speaker 2: How are you, my love?
Speaker 4: They love, I'm amazing.
Speaker 2: Have you two ladies had sex with each other?
Speaker 4: We have not have not.
Speaker 2: We just met today. Yeah we just met today.
Speaker 4: Okay, but we found out we both lived in Vegas?
Speaker 1: So did I just I maybe just made little content
Speaker 1: training going on over here? All right, tell us about
Speaker 1: your career, where you are in your path, and tell
Speaker 1: a little bit more about yourself.
Speaker 5: So I started in porn when I was twenty one
Speaker 5: as well. I think it was like twenty twelve, and
Speaker 5: I remember I actually joined my agency, like I was
Speaker 5: looking at their website and.
Speaker 2: You were on it so direct.
Speaker 4: Yes it was thank you. I won't say much more.
Speaker 2: About that, but you know you had a bad experience.
Speaker 4: I did have a bad experience. Yeah, okay.
Speaker 5: It was fun though, because I got to like live
Speaker 5: in one of his houses, you know, with all the
Speaker 5: girls and do the whole party.
Speaker 2: Do you want to talk about the bad experience.
Speaker 4: I mean, I'm an open book like I have.
Speaker 2: Let's talk about it. So found it. I found that
Speaker 2: fucking but the truth. Yes, you said that we were on.
Speaker 1: The same agency. I for me, this is how I feel,
Speaker 1: and I have no judgment. This is an open platform,
Speaker 1: and for me is I want the truth. This is
Speaker 1: why it's a private talk. It's a private conversation. But
Speaker 1: everybody goes through their own things. For me, personally, Derek
Speaker 1: has been nothing but a good agent to me. He's
Speaker 1: did nothing to me whatever. But I also am a
Speaker 1: different type of person than a lot of people in
Speaker 1: the industry, not taking that away from anything saying that,
Speaker 1: but I also didn't put myself in situations where he
Speaker 1: could be possibly allowed to make me do or teeter
Speaker 1: me to something else that I wouldn't really want.
Speaker 4: To be ye.
Speaker 1: Back to that, but yeah, no, I definitely want to
Speaker 1: know your side because you know, you hear all kinds
Speaker 1: of things. With social media nowadays, people could say anything.
Speaker 1: It doesn't mean it's true. It's like throwing a rock
Speaker 1: and running away and.
Speaker 2: Be like, oh I didn't say that, Yeah, but you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, But I want to know your truth.
Speaker 4: It wasn't. It wasn't like this terrible story.
Speaker 5: But basically I lived in one of his houses, so
Speaker 5: of course you know I have to pay him rent and.
Speaker 2: I wasn't unusual.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I wasn't want you know, how do you
Speaker 5: know that the girls were like daddy Derek.
Speaker 4: They called him daddy Derek, and I mean I.
Speaker 2: Call him daddy Derek.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but not because he's ever been my daddy like me.
Speaker 1: I affected him and his seene a long time ago,
Speaker 1: and it was very satisfying for me because a lot
Speaker 1: of reasons.
Speaker 2: I'll go back to us for another time.
Speaker 1: But but it was because in a sense, like he's
Speaker 1: all these girls daddy like he. If anything I will
Speaker 1: say is what I respect him as a man, is
Speaker 1: that he puts up with a lot of shit. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've sometimes questioned myself should I join an agency, because
Speaker 1: you know, I'm a big woman's right, you know, activist
Speaker 1: type of person where it's like I want our women
Speaker 1: and women to feel heard and seen and not that
Speaker 1: a man just has to tell us what to do
Speaker 1: and what types of scenes, and so I respect that.
Speaker 1: But at the same time is that comes with a
Speaker 1: lot of problems, and it comes with a lot of
Speaker 1: like responsibilities. But I sure would change that, not problems,
Speaker 1: responsibilities that I.
Speaker 2: Wasn't personally willing to take on. Yeah, so Daddy Derek.
Speaker 4: Could have it Daddy Derek.
Speaker 5: So basically like that whole thing, Like, I feel like
Speaker 5: the girls that did what he wanted them, but.
Speaker 2: You're saying that they're calling him died Derek because they're
Speaker 2: fucking him at night, and they're probably not. They're probably
Speaker 2: doing whatever, and they're probably sucking Daddy Derek's dick.
Speaker 5: So I came into it with my best friend who
Speaker 5: did do all those things, and she you know her name, well,
Speaker 5: I think everyone I was like me and her. We
Speaker 5: were dating Adriana Cheche. Okay, we both left our age,
Speaker 5: our first agent and went with him and she was
Speaker 5: more so down to do those types of things and
Speaker 5: I wasn't like I was like more my party mode.
Speaker 5: I didn't want to escort, and that was something like
Speaker 5: at first, I was like really scared because I was
Speaker 5: just thinking like, oh my god, he's going to kill me,
Speaker 5: like the guys are going to kill me. And because
Speaker 5: I wasn't like a yes man and like the yes daddy,
Speaker 5: yes daddy. Therefore, I felt like I was kind of
Speaker 5: being punished because directors were hitting me up on like
Speaker 5: social on Twitter at the time and being like I'm
Speaker 5: trying to book you and Derek says you're not available. Yes,
Speaker 5: So then I stopped getting work. But I'm living in
Speaker 5: his house, I'm owing him money, So how am I
Speaker 5: going to give him the money?
Speaker 4: I have to do the escorting.
Speaker 5: So I got out pretty quickly from that agency just
Speaker 5: because I felt like I had to good for you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, But the.
Speaker 1: Thing is is that's what I think is what's beautiful
Speaker 1: is that like just because I didn't go to the
Speaker 1: experience doesn't mean if that didn't happen to you, and
Speaker 1: totally sure, like what works for me doesn't work for you,
Speaker 1: and those other girls calling daddy Derek, Daddy Derek.
Speaker 2: It's great as that being a.
Speaker 1: Strong independent woman and being like, you know what, I
Speaker 1: still love sex, but this just isn't for me, and
Speaker 1: I want to do it this way, and you know,
Speaker 1: we're adults and we have.
Speaker 2: Options to leave.
Speaker 1: The shitty part is is like sometimes that comes with oh,
Speaker 1: well she's difficult or oh she's this, and because of
Speaker 1: like because of someone's ego. Now you know, it's the
Speaker 1: retaliation part, and that's the part I don't like.
Speaker 5: So and you know, with me, honestly, I didn't want
Speaker 5: to do it because I felt like I had to
Speaker 5: do it, So I did end up dabbling and escorting
Speaker 5: like down.
Speaker 2: With no cause.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm like, you got it, Yeah, like you want
Speaker 5: me to do it, like now, I'm not going to
Speaker 5: do it because you're like I feel forced, and I
Speaker 5: don't like feeling forced in situations.
Speaker 4: For sure.
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm a rebel without a cause. So
Speaker 1: I definitely understand where that is. I'm like, you told
Speaker 1: me at what time you want me to do it?
Speaker 2: Eleven O two? Okay there eleven with seven and only
Speaker 2: and not because I can't do it, is just because
Speaker 2: I want to do it. My way, and I don't
Speaker 2: like being told what to do. Never I've never will
Speaker 2: maybe one man. I mean I'm probably not.
Speaker 1: I'm not manifestation, but I'm also about like equal opportunity.
Speaker 1: For me, it's about respect. It's about how you carry
Speaker 1: yourself and what the boundaries you set and that you
Speaker 1: implement in your not only your life in relationships personally,
Speaker 1: but businesses too. And sometimes I think that sometimes you know,
Speaker 1: like what you said is like how this business is,
Speaker 1: so you know, business oriented. It can be, but it
Speaker 1: can also not be. And it depends on where you
Speaker 1: fall in that category of which direction you're going to
Speaker 1: go into. Because I started when I was twenty one,
Speaker 1: you starod when you're twenty one. So I've always said
Speaker 1: from the beginning is that I think twenty one should
Speaker 1: be the age to enter the industry because eighteen, yes
Speaker 1: you're legal, but you have no idea And not that
Speaker 1: at twenty one did I know that much more, but
Speaker 1: I had more life experience that at eighteen. When people
Speaker 1: like put shiny things in front of you, if it's money, alcohol, drugs, dick, pussy,
Speaker 1: whatever the fuck it is, You're like, Okay, let me
Speaker 1: just try it.
Speaker 2: Because you don't know. And sometimes in.
Speaker 1: These highly like educated in educated in the world, but
Speaker 1: highly like sexual you know, situations that we sometimes get
Speaker 1: into in the industry. You don't know what to do.
Speaker 1: You don't know how to speak up for yourself, you
Speaker 1: don't know how to set the bound. You don't know
Speaker 1: to be like, hey, but she's doing it and she's
Speaker 1: my friend and it's not bad for her, so why
Speaker 1: is it bad for me?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: But again it's where it's like tomato, tomato, you could
Speaker 1: like carrots, and you can fucking hate them, like you know,
Speaker 1: everybody's The thing is this business. What I love from
Speaker 1: the beginning was we all have a choice. We all
Speaker 1: have a choice to put on our no list what
Speaker 1: we don't want to do, what companies we don't want
Speaker 1: to work for, what people we don't want to work for.
Speaker 1: But you have to have your voice and know you
Speaker 1: have that voice to tell your agents, to tell whoever
Speaker 1: the fuck's trying to book you that this is just
Speaker 1: what it is.
Speaker 5: And that's hard when you're younger too, Like I feel
Speaker 5: like I said yes or just went along with so
Speaker 5: many things on set, like with directors, with my agent
Speaker 5: when I was younger, even like It took me until
Speaker 5: I was like twenty eight until.
Speaker 2: Older are you talk, I'm thirty.
Speaker 4: I'm thirty, okay, but like I just.
Speaker 1: Started realizing well to be like you feel like you're old.
Speaker 2: Get thirty, yeah, and you're like, okay.
Speaker 4: It's a new decade, you know.
Speaker 2: I mean, yeah, it definitely is like one of those
Speaker 2: things where you feel like, Okay, your twenties, I didn't
Speaker 2: really know so much and I have experience and like
Speaker 2: now it's like this, and not only that, but I
Speaker 2: also have a voice and I have a say and
Speaker 2: I can do what forget.
Speaker 4: Want to do?
Speaker 5: Yeah, you want to people please when you first get
Speaker 5: into to make people happy, Like at least I did,
Speaker 5: Like I felt like I wanted everyone to think I
Speaker 5: was so good on set and like I'm down to
Speaker 5: do anything. And now I'm like able to finally say
Speaker 5: I don't want to do.
Speaker 2: But I think that that's funny that you say that
Speaker 2: you think I think I think you're naturally a people pleaser.
Speaker 2: I don't think that it came from the industry.
Speaker 1: I think that that's what your interpretation of what the industry,
Speaker 1: what you thought we needed from you. When at the
Speaker 1: end of the day if you would have just came out, however,
Speaker 1: you wanted to bring yourself. You're beautiful, you're sexual, You're
Speaker 1: of all these things that have great qualities that didn't
Speaker 1: need to be pleased because someone wanted you to do something,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like you came to show
Speaker 1: for yourself. And that's where I think that the growing
Speaker 1: part comes from. Now we're thirty, Now we're you know,
Speaker 1: let's do things a little bit differently. Yes I'm sexual,
Speaker 1: Yes I'm doing all these things, but how can I
Speaker 1: really let's be financially smart about it. Let's see you
Speaker 1: know what's what's out good? So what are you have
Speaker 1: going on right now? He said, You're in Vegas? Are
Speaker 1: you shooting for actively for other companies? Are you only
Speaker 1: doing your only fans?
Speaker 5: So I am doing only my only fans. Now I
Speaker 5: couldn't imagine, like I would have to be The amount
Speaker 5: of money you can make on OnlyFans versus like one
Speaker 5: day on set is just like incomparable right now for me.
Speaker 5: So you know, I've been investing my money the last
Speaker 5: couple of years, so I was able to buy a house.
Speaker 2: Can you tell us the substantial difference?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 4: My? Something that would be like that.
Speaker 1: Because most people here on private talk people here, the
Speaker 1: thing is is this and this is why I like
Speaker 1: to educate people and that we communicate with you know,
Speaker 1: sex workers and everybody who and everybody has different only
Speaker 1: fans now.
Speaker 2: That aren't sex workers, but it's everyone gets to say like,
Speaker 2: oh you have only fans.
Speaker 1: You make so much money and some people do and
Speaker 1: some people don't. But it's also a job. You sit
Speaker 1: there and you you make content, just like these other
Speaker 1: companies were doing. But what does that compute too, Like
Speaker 1: you don't have to give us an exact dollar amount,
Speaker 1: but from like being on a set to where it's
Speaker 1: like your time where you could be on your own set.
Speaker 4: Yes, completely, So that's like.
Speaker 1: Because sometimes times I hear are the things that I'm
Speaker 1: just like, I get where you're coming from a financial status,
Speaker 1: and I get where it is from like a time
Speaker 1: consuming status. But at the end of the day too,
Speaker 1: being in porn. Porn was made from these companies. Porn
Speaker 1: were made, like made popular and noticeable for us to
Speaker 1: be able to be sex workers and do all these things.
Speaker 1: So I don't perform actively now, I don't know where
Speaker 1: I would sit and feeld if I'm like, do I
Speaker 1: want to work for them because they're making more money
Speaker 1: off me?
Speaker 2: Or do I not?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 5: So mine is like thinking about being on set all
Speaker 5: day long and then you shoot. So say like I
Speaker 5: got I did an ANALCNE and I made two thousand
Speaker 5: dollars just to have like a simple number I would
Speaker 5: have to do. So say I did an all thirty
Speaker 5: days of the month, so that would be what sixty
Speaker 5: thousand dollars this last month, I brought home two hundred
Speaker 5: thousand dollars.
Speaker 4: Okay, So and I own.
Speaker 5: This content that I can sell for how long.
Speaker 2: In multiple different ways?
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 5: So for me, it's like I love like the glam
Speaker 5: of like going to set and like doing all that
Speaker 5: and how you looks on those trailers. I love the trailers.
Speaker 5: It's not that I don't like other companies. It's like
Speaker 5: I'm spending all this time and I can't resell that.
Speaker 5: I get that one two thousand dollars, But if I
Speaker 5: did content with the girl, I can sell that on
Speaker 5: different platforms for the rest of my life. So for me,
Speaker 5: seeing like that comparison, like I would do like a
Speaker 5: shoot for fun maybe, but it's like.
Speaker 2: Is there a particular company. Let's say that, is there
Speaker 2: a pretty company that you would say, like you wouldn't
Speaker 2: mind to do that once, like say once a month.
Speaker 4: I love brawsers.
Speaker 5: Okay, it's fun you get to like act out different stuff.
Speaker 5: But then also like I love Jules Jordan, like how
Speaker 5: you get like super slutty and like him.
Speaker 4: I've never had his dick. It's pretty good, but he
Speaker 4: delivered it.
Speaker 2: I did an ac outside of that balcony with him.
Speaker 4: Did you really like the iconic? Yeah, the fish nuts
Speaker 4: and all.
Speaker 1: He's definitely one of those people that it's the for me,
Speaker 1: like the definition of porn. Like he brought like that
Speaker 1: very like sexual sexy eroticism of like showing a like
Speaker 1: showcasing women in a beautiful way, but like making you
Speaker 1: sexually satisfied. Yeah, you know what I mean from start
Speaker 1: to finish, because he like gets off to that. Like
Speaker 1: he's definitely a couple he likes to like.
Speaker 5: I can't tell, but like the teases he's the women
Speaker 5: are so good.
Speaker 2: Like it's just when you have that art of like
Speaker 2: like the mind of the pervert, it's just you can't
Speaker 2: go wrong. It's just like it just just comes out
Speaker 2: of you. The other just comes out of you.
Speaker 5: Yeah, it reminds you of like Johnny Darko's like that,
Speaker 5: Like you know, Johnny Darko is enjoying this was.
Speaker 1: Always like the hand and he's like pushing you, like.
Speaker 5: He's so into it. But it makes for a good
Speaker 5: scene because he wants to like pour that what was
Speaker 5: that stuff called the It's like fake It's like lube
Speaker 5: stuff like you put in your mouth and like get
Speaker 5: your face fucked and it's just droo like out of you.
Speaker 5: He like pours spunk in your mouth. I think that's
Speaker 5: what it was. And it's just like I love when
Speaker 5: the director's into it. Yet it looks like fake cum
Speaker 5: kind of.
Speaker 2: Like water and like in set of field type of situation.
Speaker 5: Or it's I feel it's just like yeah, yeah, no,
Speaker 5: it looks like fake come. But then he'll just like
Speaker 5: open your mouth and pour it in your mouth and
Speaker 5: then fuck your mouth and it makes this like drool
Speaker 5: slober everywhere.
Speaker 2: He's fucking your mouth. Yeah, he has nice. Have you
Speaker 2: ever worked for Johnny Darko? I have not nice. What
Speaker 2: type of scenes are you into or that you like
Speaker 2: really get off to.
Speaker 1: You're new into the industry, you know you have someone
Speaker 1: who's been the industry for a really long time. Who'
Speaker 1: knna like found her? You know, sexual calling, what kind
Speaker 1: of what she like, own her, what she wants her path?
Speaker 2: Like, where do you see yours going?
Speaker 3: So I was kind of crazy before I entered the industry.
Speaker 3: I was terrified of women. I've had, like my threesomes,
Speaker 3: but there was always another guy involved.
Speaker 2: You've had where you have?
Speaker 4: I have?
Speaker 3: Oh, but there was always another guy involved.
Speaker 2: Whatever fuck the girl? You were just fucking them together?
Speaker 3: Yeah, pretty much probably kissed and it was like exactly.
Speaker 3: But now I'm like full on, you know, licking pussy,
Speaker 3: and I actually don't do my nails anymore because.
Speaker 4: You like it. Yeah.
Speaker 1: So when I asked you earlier, maybe said you, I said,
Speaker 1: to you date men or women?
Speaker 2: You said only men? Now did you date a woman
Speaker 2: in the past?
Speaker 3: So I would never date a woman, but I do
Speaker 3: enjoy fucking them.
Speaker 2: Okay, So you want to take your home but you
Speaker 2: want her to leave?
Speaker 3: Yes, exactly. I don't think I could ever be in
Speaker 3: a relationship with the female. But why is that just
Speaker 3: because I love dick so much?
Speaker 2: What if you were in a poly relationship?
Speaker 3: That's kind That's why I said, I think like I'm
Speaker 3: not and you're not cheating.
Speaker 2: You're I mean, you're not cheating, you're fucking one or
Speaker 2: the other.
Speaker 3: Open relationship.
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe this is something that you could be good
Speaker 2: for you. I haven't because well, and that's okay.
Speaker 1: I think it is, Like the great thing is is
Speaker 1: exploring and not stopping until you get what you're really
Speaker 1: fully satisfied with, because that's what I really feel.
Speaker 5: Like.
Speaker 2: Why when you say, oh, you're always a cheater, it's
Speaker 2: because someone hasn't sexually like satisfied you to allow you
Speaker 2: to be who you are and to be seen as
Speaker 2: you and let you do what you want to do.
Speaker 2: Because people shouldn't told what to do. We're all human.
Speaker 1: People are gonna cheat when they want to, regardless of
Speaker 1: how good of a person you are, whatever the fuck
Speaker 1: it is, there's always gonna be a reason. But if
Speaker 1: you're allowed to be who you are and you're not
Speaker 1: settling sexually or you know, in just in life, then
Speaker 1: you're winning because you'll have that fulfillment to what.
Speaker 3: I'm looking for. That's I'm no one's ever gonna swim
Speaker 3: me to be exactly who I am now talking.
Speaker 2: To the camera and ask for your manifest who you are.
Speaker 3: I've been manifesting every day and being around people in
Speaker 3: the industry is made it. I see people in couples
Speaker 3: and these, you know, really good relationships, and I know
Speaker 3: that it's possible and you can be loved for exactly
Speaker 3: who you are, and I am going to do that.
Speaker 3: I'm not settling, and my relationships get shorter and shorter
Speaker 3: because I start seeing the red flags and instead of prolonging.
Speaker 2: Your relationship doesn't get shorter. And oh my god, I'm
Speaker 2: definitely a jaded.
Speaker 3: I mean not jaded, but uh, okay, Porndick has changed
Speaker 3: my life.
Speaker 2: It's okay.
Speaker 1: So when I first got as I was a sexual person.
Speaker 1: I love like I had a condon bowl in college
Speaker 1: or whatever. And then when I started having porn sex,
Speaker 1: I was.
Speaker 2: Like, oh, this is way better.
Speaker 1: And then it was like back then, like I was
Speaker 1: shooting five seven days a week, and you learned to
Speaker 1: ticket just like riding a.
Speaker 3: Bike, but still like having porn sex. First you could
Speaker 3: be having sex with the same talent, but off camera.
Speaker 3: It's completely different.
Speaker 2: Than do you have a porno a boyfriend? Yeah, you
Speaker 2: do a couple? Please tell us your roster.
Speaker 3: I will not uh call him boyfriends, but I definitely
Speaker 3: porno boyfriends.
Speaker 2: When you say porno boyfriends, it's like talent boyfriends. And
Speaker 2: she could fuck on and off camera.
Speaker 3: Yes, it's like, you know, just having a first state
Speaker 3: every time. Give it to us because you don't have
Speaker 3: to hide it.
Speaker 2: Who's on your roster? Give us two? Who are you
Speaker 2: fucking on and off set?
Speaker 3: Tyler Nixon?
Speaker 2: He is so cute?
Speaker 3: And Alex Mack Yeah.
Speaker 2: I know none of these names. I'm sorry, man.
Speaker 5: Like, like I know, Tyler is like always plays like
Speaker 5: the younger.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah he looks he looks super young.
Speaker 1: But do you have like a like a mommy fetter
Speaker 1: like like, because you know I could see like being
Speaker 1: like the mom's not like a real life but like
Speaker 1: step son type thing. You know how they have like
Speaker 1: the well back then, I don't have Naughty America even
Speaker 1: exists anymore, but they used to have like a stepmom
Speaker 1: like by the thing. Do you like the young boy thing?
Speaker 3: So I never had so many children in my life,
Speaker 3: but I actually had no children in my real life.
Speaker 3: But yeah, being a milf, people are like, does that
Speaker 3: bother you? I'm like, no, it's actually I get to
Speaker 3: explore my sexuality with these young twenty year olds.
Speaker 2: So you do a lot of milk all the time.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm always either I'm a milf. Yeah that's what
Speaker 3: I am.
Speaker 4: I am, and I'm totally fine with.
Speaker 2: But I think crazy because in real life, one, you're
Speaker 2: fucking not again. I mean, you're thirty seven, and people
Speaker 2: have kids at every fucking age, so it doesn't really matter.
Speaker 2: That's what like the milf aspect is. But you said
Speaker 2: earlier too, is your age range was forty to something,
Speaker 2: So where do you Is it just you like to
Speaker 2: play at work with the twenty year olds or he's like,
Speaker 2: any want like the forty year olds for later, like
Speaker 2: after work.
Speaker 3: I just like playing with them on set because they're
Speaker 3: so beautiful and around like exactly way, and then I
Speaker 3: can leave.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not trying to be your friend. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: Just fuck me and shut up. This is why I
Speaker 1: don't go to set anymore. It's been six years.
Speaker 3: So yeah, I get the best of both worlds. I
Speaker 3: get to fuck young twenty year olds, but then I
Speaker 3: date men.
Speaker 2: Do you lead them on?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 3: Afterwards, I'm very very honest about who I am. Okay,
Speaker 3: and they like what you do until they don't.
Speaker 2: That's what Carmen do You have a roster that you
Speaker 2: fuck on and off camera.
Speaker 4: So I'm actually married.
Speaker 5: I have like the relationship like what you just said
Speaker 5: of like someone from day one he knew what I
Speaker 5: did and never because he's never had a problem, he's
Speaker 5: never been jealous once.
Speaker 2: It's INSI he was with you back in or twenty twelve.
Speaker 5: He was back with me twenty fifteen.
Speaker 2: I think we are twenty So you were already in
Speaker 2: the business.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and then he met you in the business, so
Speaker 1: he knew who you were, you were what you were doing,
Speaker 1: and he had no problems. Was he the type of
Speaker 1: person that with because some can go either way. I
Speaker 1: could be the way where he's like, baby, do whatever
Speaker 1: you want to do, or it's like I want to
Speaker 1: fuck your friends too. No, so I mean and not
Speaker 1: that it's like in a creepy way, I want to
Speaker 1: fuck your friends, but like, can he bring something to me,
Speaker 1: throw me a bone?
Speaker 5: He's so this is the weirdest thing because I don't
Speaker 5: know how he's okay with it.
Speaker 1: But like for only fair, like I've been getting dog dubitch,
Speaker 1: have me over there, Like I don't give a he won't.
Speaker 4: He doesn't want to fuck anyone else.
Speaker 2: Like he's does he jerk off to you getting fucked.
Speaker 5: He used to watch my corn a lot. He's not
Speaker 5: a cuphold either.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 5: He's just like this robot perfect man. That is just
Speaker 5: like what's yours do to him?
Speaker 3: Car She's an example of the type of relage.
Speaker 5: But it is so strange. He's never jealous. He'll like
Speaker 5: congratulate me on good scene. My first scene is like
Speaker 5: he's so.
Speaker 2: Bad, you know it's a good scene. You come home
Speaker 2: and tell me.
Speaker 5: I tell him everything, and I think, like that's why
Speaker 5: he tries. Means because I'm so honest. But no, like
Speaker 5: I'll get like a really good dick on set and
Speaker 5: then I'll fuck him off camera. He's totally cool, like
Speaker 5: I will leave.
Speaker 2: Do you have to have? Do you have to have? Like?
Speaker 1: So, how okay? How does that work? When it comes
Speaker 1: to like cause is there what is the boundaries? And
Speaker 1: like of like what it is, because that's something that's
Speaker 1: for me what I love is like that means obviously
Speaker 1: he has a lot of respect and love for you,
Speaker 1: regardless of the sex. To get aside, right, Yeah, get
Speaker 1: it now, it's like not only that, but you also
Speaker 1: enjoy what you do because you wouldn't do it and
Speaker 1: now you're taking it to go home. What was the
Speaker 1: conversation and how does it go to like as far
Speaker 1: as like, hey, do I need permission? Do I need
Speaker 1: to call you and tell you him having a really
Speaker 1: good time, I'm going to like extend this or whatever?
Speaker 2: Or is it just don't ask, don't tell, or is
Speaker 2: it how does that work in a relationship like yours?
Speaker 1: Cause you're saying how perfect he as he doesn't get jealous.
Speaker 1: Some people don't believe that because you're like, oh, you're sick.
Speaker 1: You could say that all day. I've been married and
Speaker 1: I was married to someone who's in the industry. I'm
Speaker 1: also divorced eight years happily.
Speaker 4: Yeah, so you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And it had been the business never was something that
Speaker 1: was a problem because we communicated, We told each other
Speaker 1: what we liked, what we didn't like, what we were
Speaker 1: not okay with. And it's porn like you can't fake
Speaker 1: it or you can't lie because it's gonna come on
Speaker 1: the internet.
Speaker 2: Like I didn't do that. Pretty sure that you're.
Speaker 5: No, like I think that's like he always says, it's
Speaker 5: because I'm so honest like that he just trust me.
Speaker 5: But I recently had something where I shot with this
Speaker 5: guy on camera, we turned the camera off, and then
Speaker 5: I had him stay the night at my hotel afterwards,
Speaker 5: and I left to do a podcast while he was
Speaker 5: still at my hotel, and I called him and let
Speaker 5: him know, and he.
Speaker 4: Was just like, yeah, how fun are You're still coming
Speaker 4: home tomorrow? I said yes.
Speaker 5: But his line is the thing he does not like
Speaker 5: he does not want another guy to cream pie me,
Speaker 5: Like that's like he wants one thing for himself, so
Speaker 5: he wants to be the only one to be able
Speaker 5: to do that, and that's like his one thing. Like
Speaker 5: as long as I don't cross that boundary, and I'm honest,
Speaker 5: like I could pretty much do anything. Like before he
Speaker 5: told me the only thing that he would ever leave
Speaker 5: me for is if I murdered his family.
Speaker 2: Well that's his line on a day I'm special, But.
Speaker 4: No, I don't know.
Speaker 5: He's very So there are guys out there who and
Speaker 5: he never puts down, like calls me any names for
Speaker 5: what I do, like a lot of my friend's boyfriends do.
Speaker 4: I don't know I don't know.
Speaker 1: Now, Okay, you said that you date a girl in
Speaker 1: the past that was in the industry.
Speaker 2: Have you fucked anybody with your man?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 1: And is it people in the industry or people that
Speaker 1: is just random hookups?
Speaker 2: In the situations I.
Speaker 4: Can never I don't have game to get random hookups.
Speaker 5: I love that I can just like hit up like
Speaker 5: a hot girl on Twitter and be like, do you
Speaker 5: want to make content? And then I can fuck her?
Speaker 5: Like it's such like a loop.
Speaker 2: How do I do that? And then involve your husband?
Speaker 2: Because then that's where it's like.
Speaker 4: M girls are always down really Oh my god?
Speaker 5: Yeah, so many girls will be like I want to
Speaker 5: fuck you and your man, and I'm like perfect, So
Speaker 5: I get off on watching him fuck other girls. So
Speaker 5: that's why I love it, Like I'm very like I
Speaker 5: want to be in an open relationship. I get off
Speaker 5: seeing him have sex with other girls. So it works
Speaker 5: really well for me because I'm so like I would say,
Speaker 5: I'm like ninety percent lesbian.
Speaker 2: To be honest, would he let you have like an
Speaker 2: actual girlfriend? Yes? Yes, yes, what I cauldn't find one?
Speaker 2: But wouldn't be a girlfriend for him too? Or only you?
Speaker 4: I would love it either way.
Speaker 5: He's not really, he's just like, I only want you. Yeah,
Speaker 5: so he doesn't really necessarily I would say, want to
Speaker 5: be in an open relationship.
Speaker 4: But he's finally that makes me happy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, accepting. I like that. That's awesome. It's really I
Speaker 2: think it's unique. I think it's one of those things.
Speaker 1: Again, it comes with like what he said, you're honest,
Speaker 1: and you're maybe overly honest sometimes because I.
Speaker 2: Could be the way too.
Speaker 1: It's because for me, I'm like, if I'm in this situation,
Speaker 1: we're adults, Like, why are we gonna lie?
Speaker 2: We're too old for this, Like it's not like whatever.
Speaker 2: And if you don't like it, then it's not that
Speaker 2: I'm doing it to hurt your feelings.
Speaker 1: It's just this is how I am. So you choose
Speaker 1: to stay it or you don't. And it seems like
Speaker 1: it works for you. How long have you been married?
Speaker 4: I think eight years?
Speaker 3: Wow?
Speaker 2: Wow, that deserves an apply. I like it, though I'm
Speaker 2: not mad about it.
Speaker 1: So how many times have you been engaged? I feel
Speaker 1: like it's been more than once.
Speaker 3: Just once?
Speaker 2: Really, what did it scar you?
Speaker 3: Yes? Definitely I haven't done it again and I have
Speaker 3: been asked to be married before twice and I said.
Speaker 2: No, would you marry a female?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 3: I know, I know, I've been with enough females that yes,
Speaker 3: I like playing with them. But I really loved dick.
Speaker 2: What if she had a really good strap on, she
Speaker 2: could really give you those orgasms?
Speaker 3: No, then nothing beats for me personally at real dick.
Speaker 2: Don't knock until you find it. That's true.
Speaker 3: And I never thought i'd be, you know, fucking a
Speaker 3: girl on film. I thought that'd be most terrifying thing,
Speaker 3: and now I like, I look forward to it.
Speaker 1: Oh, so the first time you were with a girl,
Speaker 1: let's talk about that more. You said you hadn't done
Speaker 1: it or you did kind of before, and you're before
Speaker 1: you got into porn. What was it like doing it
Speaker 1: your first.
Speaker 2: Time on camera? And was the person experienced or was.
Speaker 1: It something that y'all both were like looking at each
Speaker 1: other awkward because how does that work out?
Speaker 3: So I feel like since I joined the industry, I've
Speaker 3: just they've just been throwing me out there. So my
Speaker 3: first experience, Yeah, you have an agent, I do is
Speaker 3: your agent Motley?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 3: So when I first started, it was a cam soda
Speaker 3: live girl girl she was pretty much. It was Danny Blue.
Speaker 3: She's a lesbian, okay, full on lesbian, and it was live,
Speaker 3: and I was terrified, Like my heart was pounding on
Speaker 3: my chest.
Speaker 2: What were you terrified of because it was it?
Speaker 1: Because it was live, because it was a girl, or
Speaker 1: because why do you say snowflakes?
Speaker 2: Because we're all different?
Speaker 3: Because okay, so when it comes to a man, when
Speaker 3: it comes to their dick, like I know what to do.
Speaker 3: I know, like the back of my hand, they're pretty
Speaker 3: much similar. They like different things.
Speaker 2: But I got it.
Speaker 3: With girls. Every time I encounter a vagina, I'm just
Speaker 3: completely dumbfounded and lost into what turns them on?
Speaker 2: What does But maybe you haven't had enough vaginas to know.
Speaker 3: I haven't. And every time mom On said I learned
Speaker 3: something new, I've learned from these talents.
Speaker 1: And there's some things that you've learned about vagina.
Speaker 3: Uh kind of how to eat pussy. I don't explain, well,
Speaker 3: I just I kind of think about how I like it.
Speaker 3: And I feel like some guys like like that's attached
Speaker 3: to me just shove their face in there and don't
Speaker 3: actually you know, aren't soft or gentle. But every girl
Speaker 3: like I said is different. Some girls like to be
Speaker 3: finger fucked to death. I personally don't like fingers inside
Speaker 3: of me. Some girls like it's soft, some girls like
Speaker 3: it hard. So I just every time I'm on set
Speaker 3: with the female, I am so nervous.
Speaker 2: Have you ever made a girl squirt?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 2: Have you ever scored it? I have.
Speaker 3: Manuel Fidetta made me squirt for the first time. It
Speaker 3: wasn't on set.
Speaker 2: It it just happens. I just couldn't remember him.
Speaker 3: He's like, that was squirting.
Speaker 4: I'm like, oh shit, I didn't think I could do that.
Speaker 2: To try it at home after I I've tried it
Speaker 2: on a.
Speaker 3: Brasser scene and I pushed so hard I just couldn't
Speaker 3: get it to come out.
Speaker 2: Did you almost be on someone? So I'm still confused.
Speaker 3: I know it's not Pete because I've done it and
Speaker 3: I've experienced and I've felt it. But I did at
Speaker 3: the time, I was like, I'm just gonna try and
Speaker 3: just pee this one out and I couldn't do it.
Speaker 2: So you said, I know he did. Has Manuel made
Speaker 2: ju square before?
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, oh yeah.
Speaker 5: He's determined to like bite do all of that. Like
Speaker 5: I leave set with him looking a mess. I never
Speaker 5: have my eyelashes on and yeah, I'm just.
Speaker 2: I mean, why would you. I always see that.
Speaker 1: It's like the people the girls that are like, oh please,
Speaker 1: don't come out of my face.
Speaker 2: I need to have a date afterwards, bitch.
Speaker 1: And do your own thing or touch yourself up yourself
Speaker 1: like at the end of the day, like we're there
Speaker 1: to have sex and people have yet whatever. But for me,
Speaker 1: it was always like we're sexual athletes. At the end
Speaker 1: of the day, we're there to fuck. And if my
Speaker 1: eyelashes aren't left on someone's face, I don't want to.
Speaker 4: Bear you ain't doing it right.
Speaker 2: But you know, so, are you naturally a squirter? Or
Speaker 2: did he like? Sure?
Speaker 1: She said that he was the only one that's made
Speaker 1: her squirt. Have you squort it before?
Speaker 4: I am?
Speaker 5: I cannot scuoirret unless you know a guy gets in
Speaker 5: there and does.
Speaker 1: See I'm known for making people square it, you know
Speaker 1: at one time, and this guy are real jealous because he.
Speaker 2: Was like, I've never been done that to her, and
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm sorry, so you're good with the Definitely,
Speaker 2: I'm Cindy. I had myself too, had never been with
Speaker 2: the female until I was the first time was on
Speaker 2: a set and for me, I'm from Texas, so like
Speaker 2: I always like being drunk whatever, Like my girlfriend's like
Speaker 2: the most would be like would make out, but they
Speaker 2: were like that didn't happen.
Speaker 1: I'm like, there's pictures, so we would like it'd be
Speaker 1: like almost they'd be too shameful to talk about it.
Speaker 1: So I sometimes enjoyed it, not every time because it
Speaker 1: was drunk times, but I wasn't allowed to express that
Speaker 1: part of me, so it was kind of like like
Speaker 1: held down inside of me. So when I got into
Speaker 1: I had worked the same thing alongside of girls females,
Speaker 1: but we didn't fuck each other.
Speaker 2: We were fucking the same guy.
Speaker 1: But it wasn't because then it wasn't like those types,
Speaker 1: Like it wasn't that type of scenes back then.
Speaker 2: It was either like this.
Speaker 1: Is cut and dry, what this is and this is
Speaker 1: a girl scene whatever. Then I and it was with
Speaker 1: I was always booked with Brionna Love, who we have
Speaker 1: similar body types and she's definitely for me, someone that
Speaker 1: I would say opened up the doors for curvy women
Speaker 1: like myself to have household names and be.
Speaker 2: Just stick stick out with on the crowd. She was
Speaker 2: a beautiful chick.
Speaker 1: She was very like she was a true lesbian too,
Speaker 1: had a natural body, loved sex, all those things.
Speaker 2: So we would work sud By all the time.
Speaker 1: So then a company, I think it was Reality Kings,
Speaker 1: I was like, hey, would you want to hook up
Speaker 1: do a scene with her too? And I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't know, Like I'm not sure I've never eaten pussy
Speaker 1: before because I never. And they were like, well, what
Speaker 1: if she only does stuff on you? And I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: that doesn't seem fair. But at the time, I'm like,
Speaker 1: all right, I'll see if I like it at least,
Speaker 1: you know, because I didn't know. I never had anybody
Speaker 1: to do or a female do that. So we did
Speaker 1: this scene and I wish I knew what it was.
Speaker 1: I could picture our outfits. We were as a workout.
Speaker 1: See we had green booty short, she had pink ones.
Speaker 2: It sounds hot, but it's very very hot.
Speaker 1: But yeah, so we did it and I enjoyed it.
Speaker 1: And what I loved about it was the same thing
Speaker 1: as like she was a true lesbian. It was like
Speaker 1: she loved pussy, so it wasn't like someone who's like
Speaker 1: trying to figure it out whatever, which isn't a bad
Speaker 1: thing either, but you could really tell the difference of
Speaker 1: who enjoys something.
Speaker 2: And who's doing it for money.
Speaker 1: And I never wanted someone to touch my pussy if
Speaker 1: you're doing it just for money, because she's valuable and
Speaker 1: we like things and we don't like fake and I
Speaker 1: can't fake fake. So for me, it's like there'd be
Speaker 1: the girls I'd be like trying to, like, for sines,
Speaker 1: each your pussy, but they're like touching this out of
Speaker 1: your leg and I'm like.
Speaker 2: You're not doing it right, Do not be over here?
Speaker 2: So you know, you go through those things.
Speaker 1: But then again is why I made the boundary of
Speaker 1: I only I was more picky with females than I
Speaker 1: was with men because to me, being with the female
Speaker 1: was more intimate that you really had to know that
Speaker 1: you liked it right other than whatever. So I was like,
Speaker 1: I know, this mouth game is good. Yeah, I definitely
Speaker 1: made the girls squirt.
Speaker 3: I was lucky because she was like she was lesbian.
Speaker 1: So but it shows you things because then you're like,
Speaker 1: like you said earlier, it's just reminding of what did
Speaker 1: I like out of that experience? What could I do
Speaker 1: that maybe I didn't know I liked before, but I
Speaker 1: could do it to the next person. And then it's
Speaker 1: about expression. It's about about how you move like it's
Speaker 1: an art again.
Speaker 2: Where there.
Speaker 1: If you want to be a sex worker, then be
Speaker 1: the best sex worker you can be. So if you're
Speaker 1: not in tune to your partner, if it's because they're
Speaker 1: twitching or moaning or fucking their eyes rolling back in
Speaker 1: the head, then you're doing it right.
Speaker 2: I wanted you to like tap out. I was always
Speaker 2: say like, I'm gonna make you come once.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I may make you come early, but you better
Speaker 1: do your dogs because it's just what it is.
Speaker 4: I love your energy. I feel like it'd be such
Speaker 4: a good fuck like I would.
Speaker 5: I feel like we would go head to head like
Speaker 5: our energies because I'm I'm very like aggressive like that
Speaker 5: with girls, and I feel like we would just like
Speaker 5: meet our match with each other.
Speaker 1: Possibly it could go two ways, because when you have
Speaker 1: alphas in their rooms, someone always.
Speaker 2: Wants to still be at alpha.
Speaker 1: It's like when someone's ego can be let down and
Speaker 1: we know that it's not about an ego.
Speaker 2: Power play, but it's about an ego enjoyment play.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I feel like you two could teach me a.
Speaker 2: Lot threesome here.
Speaker 1: She's like, from what is your first celebrity crush ever?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 5: Ever, probably Freddy Prince Junior.
Speaker 2: Did you have him on your wall? Like you know
Speaker 2: back then we had those posters?
Speaker 1: Right, So do you masturbate hit to him?
Speaker 3: I don't remember masturbating to him.
Speaker 2: I just jumped a pillows to Freddy print. No, I haven't.
Speaker 3: I've always I've always just thought about random. My selection
Speaker 3: in porn changes, like every week.
Speaker 2: What is your porn starch history?
Speaker 4: Right now?
Speaker 3: I'm into like gay guys going straight or straight guys.
Speaker 2: Going Gay's a lot you ever really go back?
Speaker 4: In my head?
Speaker 2: I'm just like roasting you were like, oh this is
Speaker 2: all scripted? Is this what you're talking about? I just
Speaker 2: I love.
Speaker 3: Men, and seeing a man be with another man to
Speaker 3: me is so hot.
Speaker 2: Nice. Okay, I agree with you. I like that and
Speaker 2: your sob for at celebrity crush.
Speaker 4: I loved Lil Wayne.
Speaker 5: Now I am not attract him at all, but I was,
Speaker 5: like in middle school obsessed with him, and I used
Speaker 5: to hump my floor, not my pillow, but ice floor
Speaker 5: was cold.
Speaker 2: That was my thing. No, I don't know.
Speaker 4: What I would get like good friction. That's why I
Speaker 4: would That's how I would.
Speaker 2: Miss carpet or like carpet.
Speaker 5: I would get down on the carpet and rub my
Speaker 5: pussy on the carpet.
Speaker 3: I used a tennis ball.
Speaker 2: On the floor. See the truth is coming up. These
Speaker 2: are the things you want to know. And tennis ball?
Speaker 1: Did did you just feel that next to you or
Speaker 1: did someone you saw that somewhere?
Speaker 2: How did you know a tennis fun?
Speaker 3: And she taught me. She's like, hey you lukud I
Speaker 3: figured out and I was like, oh, She's like you
Speaker 3: want to try it? So she gave me one and
Speaker 3: it felt really good. So the next thing I know,
Speaker 3: we're just rubbing together, not together. Each had our own
Speaker 3: tennis ball.
Speaker 2: By the same room. So yeah, were tennis We.
Speaker 3: Never fooled around though, but yeah we masturbated together.
Speaker 2: Did you like huh? Yes, She's like all over that.
Speaker 2: I love it.
Speaker 3: I haven't thought about that in a long time.
Speaker 2: So did you ever meet Lil Wayne?
Speaker 5: I went to one of his concerts. But yeah, when
Speaker 5: I was like still in my small little hometown and
Speaker 5: I was in school, I would like listen to his
Speaker 5: music and like you know, obviously he's wrapping up really
Speaker 5: sexual things and I would be helping my carpet listening
Speaker 5: to his music. I would always get off to run needle.
Speaker 1: I met him at a party one time and he
Speaker 1: smacked my ass, but I wanted to blend and I
Speaker 1: was like.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure, what I did I do?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 2: You're like, can we thank you?
Speaker 5: Thanks?
Speaker 2: It's real, Yes, it's real, it's real. One personal accomplishment
Speaker 2: you are most proud of traveling the world. Where have
Speaker 2: you traveled to? I've been to, been around the world.
Speaker 2: I can't find my dick.
Speaker 3: Oh yes, and I do fuck in every country that
Speaker 3: I'm in. That's one of my passions is finding foreign men.
Speaker 3: I've been to pretty much. Paris, London, Amsterdam, Costa Rica, Thailand,
Speaker 3: South America, Mexico.
Speaker 2: The favorite place.
Speaker 3: It's a tie between Costa Rica and Ireland. Ireland. Dublin
Speaker 3: was they were the nicest people I've ever met my
Speaker 3: entire life.
Speaker 2: Best dick you fucked around the world.
Speaker 3: Probably Paris. Yeah, I'm a specific person, so yes, oh no, no, No.
Speaker 3: Best experience was in uh not Columbia. It was in
Speaker 3: Thailand and it was by a guy. He was an
Speaker 3: ex chippendale stripper, and he was there for a Moodtai
Speaker 3: conference and he got into an accident, so he was
Speaker 3: out and he took me on a day and he
Speaker 3: fucked me overlooking the ocean in the tongue that romantic,
Speaker 3: really sexy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and for you.
Speaker 5: Writing my book when I yeah, I wrote my book
Speaker 5: with no intention of it out. Yeah, it got published,
Speaker 5: I think in twenty twenty.
Speaker 2: What is your book and where can we find it?
Speaker 5: It's called Overcome and it's on Amazon, Barnes and Noble.
Speaker 2: Awesome.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 5: And I wrote it and I really didn't think it
Speaker 5: was more like therapeutic, Like I started like bought my
Speaker 5: whole journey through life and sobriety and sex work and
Speaker 5: everything in recovery. And I really didn't think anyone would
Speaker 5: take me seriously because you know, I never wrote before,
Speaker 5: and I did do poorn and then when I finally
Speaker 5: finished it, I did submit it to some publishers and
Speaker 5: people actually wanted to publish it. So it was just
Speaker 5: like that to me was like I wanted to show
Speaker 5: myself like I can do something other than and you know,
Speaker 5: you get all the comments just like oh you're just
Speaker 5: s what. So I wanted to like not that you know,
Speaker 5: I accomplish way more being a slat than with my book,
Speaker 5: to be honest, but I did want to show, like
Speaker 5: I do I need more too.
Speaker 4: Yeah, there's more to me than just having sex. And
Speaker 4: you know, do.
Speaker 1: Those comments get to you and you say that, you know,
Speaker 1: it's something that obviously we deal with for being anybody
Speaker 1: who's in the limelight of any industry or whatever.
Speaker 2: Do those comments bother you?
Speaker 5: They used to when I was younger, but now it's
Speaker 5: just like I just either all mute it or ignore
Speaker 5: it or I don't check it. Those don't bother me
Speaker 5: at all anymore. It's funny they used to, And now
Speaker 5: I'm just like, do.
Speaker 3: You feel like you're doing something right?
Speaker 4: I do.
Speaker 3: I'm like, if you take the time out of your
Speaker 3: ye to me, then I think I'm doing something right.
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, how do you think you ever overcome that?
Speaker 5: I think just more so like growing in myself and
Speaker 5: like being confident in who I am, like loving myself
Speaker 5: more now, Like I feel like you kind of grow
Speaker 5: into that as you get older too, and you don't
Speaker 5: really care about what people think and what like I
Speaker 5: could never make everyone happy, but we.
Speaker 1: All say that I me, myself included. I've said that,
Speaker 1: but there's moments that but do you really believe that?
Speaker 4: Do I really believe? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I mean that that you can overcome all these things
Speaker 1: and when all the stuff is because sometimes again it's hard,
Speaker 1: and we can all say that, and you know, and
Speaker 1: I've said it at times that I didn't believe it,
Speaker 1: but I knew I was doing it and I wasn't
Speaker 1: going to tell anybody different. Yeah, but we get criticized
Speaker 1: so much that people think that we're not human. Where
Speaker 1: it's like sometimes at the end of the day, things
Speaker 1: do hurt. We all have feelings, we all have whatever.
Speaker 1: But again it's the important parts of staying on your path,
Speaker 1: of knowing your journey and what you're meant on this
Speaker 1: earth to do. And if whatever makes you feel good,
Speaker 1: and if you found a partner that makes you feel
Speaker 1: just as beautiful as you are as you wake up
Speaker 1: and then all those things because of who you are,
Speaker 1: then you're winning.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: But if you have those things and you still you know,
Speaker 1: it's the worthiness part for you know, our I think
Speaker 1: people as in our inner sex industry, it's like.
Speaker 2: Are we worthy to have real relationships?
Speaker 4: Yes?
Speaker 1: Are we worthy that we can do more than Yes,
Speaker 1: porn doesn't define us. It's only a part of who
Speaker 1: we are, and it's a showcase of who we are.
Speaker 1: But it doesn't stop there. There's so many different things
Speaker 1: that you women can do. What I love is that
Speaker 1: you can be business minded. It gives us the financial
Speaker 1: stability and independence that we can do what we really
Speaker 1: want to do. If it's writing a book, if it's
Speaker 1: finding who you are sexually, or any of those things.
Speaker 1: It's like the world doesn't stop because we did porn.
Speaker 1: It's always going to keep on going. It's always gonna
Speaker 1: you know, whatever you want that to be is what
Speaker 1: you need to find your truth is of how you
Speaker 1: go to the next chapter.
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, I don't know, Like I just I don't know.
Speaker 5: It used to bother me, like I would think about
Speaker 5: that one meme comment and now like truly just like
Speaker 5: I really have overcame so much and like getting set
Speaker 5: like before, I just I don't know. I think like
Speaker 5: when just I was crazy, like party girl, drugs, alcohol,
Speaker 5: like I couldn't stop. And then when I got sober,
Speaker 5: like it was just honestly like life changing to me,
Speaker 5: and then I became like a mom and I have
Speaker 5: a fan and all that, so I just like, I
Speaker 5: know what's important and in my life, Like these comments
Speaker 5: just at this point are so minuscule compared to the
Speaker 5: rest of my life that now it genuinely I can
Speaker 5: shut my phone and go to my life.
Speaker 2: You know. Good, That's that's powerful, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I think it's it's it's direction, it's knowing again. It's
Speaker 2: like again, if it's your family, like the worth or whatever.
Speaker 2: Like there's the world. There's so much chaotic things around
Speaker 2: the world.
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, you're worried about whose dick is in
Speaker 1: my pussy or who's pussy's in my mouth?
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Move on the platform really shocked me. Where they're the
Speaker 3: meanest was TikTok.
Speaker 4: I knew you were gonna say TikTok when you said there.
Speaker 3: Mean, I'm kind of expected out of Twitter of course
Speaker 3: and Instagram, but TikTok, I've gotten the most hurtful comments.
Speaker 1: Well, I will say this, you know, it's one of
Speaker 1: those things that people are always like, oh, I don't
Speaker 1: have a TikTok. I eventually will have to because whatever
Speaker 1: social media lives whatever. But a lot of those things too,
Speaker 1: is those platforms are driven by very young minded people
Speaker 1: that they don't really think before we speak. You say
Speaker 1: things whatever, and it doesn't make any sense, and there's
Speaker 1: probably a flood with other things. But I think that
Speaker 1: because it's the newest social media thing whatever.
Speaker 2: And a lot of young people are on.
Speaker 1: There, it's easy to be in your mom's basement talking
Speaker 1: about somebody to do whatever, and it's it's easy to
Speaker 1: be in your own one bedroom apartment with no fucking
Speaker 1: furniture and doing whatever and say whatever.
Speaker 2: But people don't. Again, it goes back to being human.
Speaker 1: Who cares if they have those things there, still have
Speaker 1: a roof over their head.
Speaker 2: They're still supporting themselves, as are we, as are you.
Speaker 1: So why should what you're doing affect anybody else's life
Speaker 1: for you to put those hateful comments on TikTok, Like.
Speaker 2: I think that it's just crazy that the platforms target
Speaker 2: sex workers when it's like when you're just trying to
Speaker 2: make a platform to be fun and lighthearted and like comedy,
Speaker 2: and then they're like, oh no, you're being too sexy.
Speaker 1: You're like, I'm just being me and I'm wearing the
Speaker 1: same thing I would on the street.
Speaker 3: And because it's because fake boobs, it makes me a target.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's it happens.
Speaker 5: I will just say like, uh, TikTok does have the
Speaker 5: most like hateful comments, like why I won't even like
Speaker 5: if a video goes viral, I won't read the comments.
Speaker 5: But my conversion to where I make the most money
Speaker 5: is where.
Speaker 4: I get the most hate on TikTok.
Speaker 5: So the TikTok people spend money and they come to
Speaker 5: my only fans for sure.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: The thing is to me is I've never read the comments.
Speaker 1: My thing is once I do something, I just did
Speaker 1: it and it's out there.
Speaker 2: Imagine whatever.
Speaker 1: I've been accused of all kinds of things, people say, whatever,
Speaker 1: But that doesn't mean that it's true, right, It doesn't
Speaker 1: mean that you can't please everybody.
Speaker 2: You're never going to be you know, it's exhausting for
Speaker 2: that part.
Speaker 1: As long as you live in your truth and you
Speaker 1: know what you want, then fuck everybody else, Like they're
Speaker 1: all welcome that they're allowed to see you fucking sexy
Speaker 1: bitches doing whatever the fuck y'all want to do on
Speaker 1: your only fans, on your whatever TikTok platform and all
Speaker 1: those things. And that's why It's like there's always somebody
Speaker 1: for some like they're always something for somebody.
Speaker 2: I may not be it, you may not be it.
Speaker 1: You may be it. Who knows, and it all changes.
Speaker 1: That's why our fan base is. What's great is like
Speaker 1: we're all uniquely different, right bitches, crazy fan or celebrity encounter.
Speaker 3: Well, recently I hung out with Coolio when I moved
Speaker 3: to Vegas a couple.
Speaker 4: Of days ago.
Speaker 2: What did you do with Coolio?
Speaker 4: We just went out and bar hopping.
Speaker 2: Did he pay for things?
Speaker 3: Of course? I met him on the plane and I
Speaker 3: hadn't seen him forever and he's doing a work.
Speaker 1: What was his What was his pickup line for you
Speaker 1: that got you? And did you even listen to his music?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 3: I actually grew up listening to his music. And he
Speaker 3: was just very complete gentleman. He walked me to my
Speaker 3: baggage claim, asked for my number, and then then following
Speaker 3: a couple of nights ago, he's like, what are you
Speaker 3: guys doing? I said, we're just bar hopping. He goes,
Speaker 3: can I join? I said, of course, And we had
Speaker 3: a really good time. It was funny because he's sang
Speaker 3: his uh Paradise.
Speaker 2: He grew up on a song Gangster. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 3: They put him on stage and it was really cool
Speaker 3: to see twenty something year old singing every single line
Speaker 3: to his song because you know he's.
Speaker 2: He's a little logic, yeah for sure.
Speaker 3: But now he's a grandfather and showing me pictures of
Speaker 3: his grandchildren like things were trying to be a grandma. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I mean like, hey, baby, that's the next step after
Speaker 3: milrite a guilt my next goal.
Speaker 2: And for you.
Speaker 5: I have a crazy fan interaction that happened a while ago,
Speaker 5: so I didn't even realize. This guy was like he
Speaker 5: knew who I was at the gym. I was on
Speaker 5: the treadmill and he was like definitely creeping me out
Speaker 5: to where I text my husband. I was like, there's
Speaker 5: some weird guy here, but he like I see him
Speaker 5: leave for a little bit. He comes up to me
Speaker 5: so close, like standing on the side of my treadmill
Speaker 5: and is like, I just jerked off to you, and
Speaker 5: then he just like ran out of the gym, so
Speaker 5: he saw me. I think he left to go jerk
Speaker 5: off in that moment, came back to let me know
Speaker 5: he jerked off and then sprinted out of the gym.
Speaker 2: That is creepy.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 1: I was like, wow, say sir, I could have just
Speaker 1: left it in the car and gone on why yea.
Speaker 5: And he just like came up like right on like
Speaker 5: the side of my treadmill and just was like right
Speaker 5: in my ear out of nowhere.
Speaker 2: Didn't even have a chance to say anything.
Speaker 4: No.
Speaker 2: I was like, she's just like kind of shocked, like
Speaker 2: do you own a gun?
Speaker 4: I need one? I need one, girl, goddamn not to
Speaker 4: like post.
Speaker 3: I stopped posting like in real time.
Speaker 4: Like you're like, try me, I figure it out.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know that posting in real time, Yes, that
Speaker 2: is the thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, to not do that. Yeah, because I've had people
Speaker 3: hit me up on Snapchat or something and say I'm here,
Speaker 3: and it's like.
Speaker 1: What I like the day after, like I don't even
Speaker 1: do like you know, And it's funny because I like
Speaker 1: people hit me up and they're like, oh I like,
Speaker 1: I'm like, bitch I was yesterday, Like my real friend's
Speaker 1: not like my Like it's just funny. It's just because
Speaker 1: I I just.
Speaker 2: Don't for me is again, I haven't been.
Speaker 1: I haven't done I would do solos from all my
Speaker 1: only fans of stuff, but I haven't been actively in
Speaker 1: the adult entertainment industry for five almost six years, and
Speaker 1: not that that means it over, but I'm a single
Speaker 1: female and for me that I feel like my safety
Speaker 1: is everything, and I've given away so much of my
Speaker 1: sexual life and that's something very intimate that most people
Speaker 1: don't that there's things that I want to keep personal.
Speaker 1: I don't mind showcasing it, but I don't need to
Speaker 1: do it in real time to make me feel or
Speaker 1: open up the doors to feel threatened on certain something
Speaker 1: that it doesn't need to happen.
Speaker 2: So it's like I just decided to be careful. I
Speaker 2: love that careful. Careful is careful, it is good and careful,
Speaker 2: it's smart. I'm okay, keep you safe. I'm like, yes,
Speaker 2: I'm hope. I'm yeah. I'm in home.
Speaker 1: I'm at home by like ten o'clock. I'm in bed
Speaker 1: by ten thirty. Same social media weakness, do you have one?
Speaker 4: I would like weakness?
Speaker 5: I would say from what you're saying that question, I
Speaker 5: take it as being on it way too fucking much.
Speaker 1: But scrolling or posting both. Some people live their life
Speaker 1: through it. I'm not that person. But for work, sometimes
Speaker 1: we have to, like obviously show our life. I'm the
Speaker 1: one that I'm not taking my phone out. My friends
Speaker 1: take the pictures and I'll repost it because I just
Speaker 1: don't like to not that I'm not out here at
Speaker 1: home in my personal time on yes, but like when
Speaker 1: I'm in the moment, I want to be in the
Speaker 1: moment because it's just takes away from like what's going on.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I feel like I say to myself, like my excuses,
Speaker 5: my job is I have to be on social media,
Speaker 5: but it takes two seconds for me to post my
Speaker 5: one thing and move on. But I'll be checking it,
Speaker 5: replying to things, checking how many likes it has, Like
Speaker 5: I feel like I get sucked in, and then like
Speaker 5: I have my whole business on there, so I'm checking
Speaker 5: my only fans, being on OnlyFans way too much, checking
Speaker 5: every little I track all details of like everything, and
Speaker 5: I just I think, I tell myself I have to
Speaker 5: be on it for work, that it gives me that excuse,
Speaker 5: and then I'm just spending I hate when my screen
Speaker 5: time when it tells me how much it went up
Speaker 5: every week, I'm like, I'm a terrible It's.
Speaker 1: Like five minutes I put social I put social media,
Speaker 1: Like of what I can do for the day, and
Speaker 1: every time they're like five minutes, I'm like fuck yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like no, I feel disappointed in myself at those times.
Speaker 1: And then when I don't hit that, then I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: you did good.
Speaker 2: To my girl.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 5: No, it's just that it sucks and I hate like
Speaker 5: when you put your phone down and then you like
Speaker 5: look into the world when you're like out and about.
Speaker 5: It's like it makes you like disappointed in the world,
Speaker 5: like look at us all on our phones, like you
Speaker 5: like you say, like I purposely make sure, like when
Speaker 5: I'm with friends or something, that I don't take my
Speaker 5: phone out so I'm not on it and being rude
Speaker 5: in front of people. But when I'm just at home,
Speaker 5: I spend the whole time just scrolling and it's very addictive.
Speaker 2: Like I'll tell me, I put that phone down, I'll
Speaker 2: take her fuck go high that ship. Do you have
Speaker 2: a social media weakness and just the memes? And you're
Speaker 2: a meme girl.
Speaker 3: People are hilarious.
Speaker 2: What's your favorite meme that you have out there?
Speaker 3: I don't have one. I mean there was one about
Speaker 3: a hangover and it was comparing hangovers in your thirties
Speaker 3: versus your twenties and feeling. And I had a picture
Speaker 3: of et when he's dying, and I totally relate to
Speaker 3: that because my hangovers are not the way they used
Speaker 3: to be anymore.
Speaker 2: Nice.
Speaker 1: Is there a moment that you wish you could relive
Speaker 1: and maybe even change in your business in your career.
Speaker 5: I definitely I would love to start my career again
Speaker 5: knowing what I know now and not fucking around because
Speaker 5: I was just like, this is a party.
Speaker 4: I wish I could have taken it seriously.
Speaker 2: When you say fucking around, talk like give us an example,
Speaker 2: Like what what do you what do you mean by that?
Speaker 4: I was so irresponsible?
Speaker 5: I didn't I would be out drinking, doing drugs into
Speaker 5: the morning and cancel on shoots, you know, okay, and
Speaker 5: not being responsible, not being responsible and like I didn't
Speaker 5: understand how that ruins everyone's next day and how my
Speaker 5: career is not gonna go the way I just I
Speaker 5: just know so much more now and I feel.
Speaker 4: Like I would be all about business.
Speaker 1: What's the craziest thing you think that you've done in
Speaker 1: the business.
Speaker 5: That you're like, Oh, I wish you just I honestly
Speaker 5: still get the secondhand embarrassment about the fact once me
Speaker 5: and Andreana eatern, I was like, don't work, don't worry,
Speaker 5: and so we stayed up all night long party doing drugs.
Speaker 5: Like I totally thought I'd be good for the next
Speaker 5: day at work, but I told her, I'm like, oh
Speaker 5: my god, it's just to be on set in a
Speaker 5: couple hours. We're still up fucking rolling, like doing everything.
Speaker 5: So I had Adriana put makeup of fake bruises on
Speaker 5: my legs and she.
Speaker 4: Put toilet paper around it.
Speaker 5: We were so fucked up that we sent the director
Speaker 5: pictures of my leg were tending. I fell down the
Speaker 5: stairs and there was toilet paper wrapped around my ankle
Speaker 5: and like makeup, it's so embarrassing, Like I'm still.
Speaker 2: Drinzing it like a Jewel story if you try me.
Speaker 5: Oh my gosh, it was for Evil Angel. I'm pretty sure.
Speaker 5: And yeah, I remember the director didn't even respond to
Speaker 5: my picture. But then I remember looking at it when
Speaker 5: I was sober, so embarrassed that it was clearly toilet
Speaker 5: paper wrapped on my leg, and I'm like, look what
Speaker 5: happened to me?
Speaker 4: So yeah, I just I wish.
Speaker 2: I would It's so embarrassing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, is there something, moments that you wish
Speaker 1: that you could relive or maybe even possibly redo.
Speaker 2: I wish I.
Speaker 3: Would have started in my twenties. I started thirty six.
Speaker 3: But I'm also I'm a grown ass woman. So I
Speaker 3: also feel that because I started later on, I wasn't
Speaker 3: as naive or influenced as I say a twenty year
Speaker 3: old would be. But I love the industry so much.
Speaker 3: You know, it's like if I could take you back
Speaker 3: time and know exactly what I know now, I would
Speaker 3: have started in my twenties for sure, if.
Speaker 2: You could turn back best pickup line ever used?
Speaker 4: M that's a good one. I feel like my standards
Speaker 4: are so low.
Speaker 5: You just look fine, I will fuck you.
Speaker 2: You pickup line shot and we're fucking what is your
Speaker 2: You don't even do you drink at all anymore?
Speaker 5: I don't now I'm completely like clean, so but you
Speaker 5: would never know if like I'll be out t working
Speaker 5: harder than everyone who's drunk.
Speaker 2: Like, so you just have a natural high about you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I just have a lot of energy.
Speaker 5: Like I'm very upbeat person that I can go out
Speaker 5: and just act a fool, completely dead sober.
Speaker 4: But yeah, you don't need to pick up line.
Speaker 2: Now are you the aggressor? So?
Speaker 1: Are you like if you saw someone and you were
Speaker 1: out there dancing just say good night, out with the
Speaker 1: girls whatever, and you saw maybe female male whatever, you would.
Speaker 2: Just walk up to them and be like, hey, you
Speaker 2: want to fuck?
Speaker 4: You want to know?
Speaker 2: Or would you just be like because you said earlier
Speaker 2: you have no game?
Speaker 5: Yeah, I don't have game. The thing is with guys,
Speaker 5: I get shy and I will. I don't think I
Speaker 5: could pick up a guy, to be honest, like, I
Speaker 5: like them to come to me. But I'm such with women.
Speaker 5: I can go right up to them, and I'm always
Speaker 5: the aggressor. That's why I like dating women, because I
Speaker 5: like being like that male energy like.
Speaker 4: Energy yes b D E b D yes. Yeah.
Speaker 5: I can go up to women and I kind of
Speaker 5: I'm I'm good with that, But men, I don't know
Speaker 5: why I.
Speaker 1: Get a little Females, Are you like the person like where
Speaker 1: you're actually wearing this strap on and you're like the
Speaker 1: dick and I always wear the dick, so no one's
Speaker 1: ever digged you down with Honestly, I.
Speaker 5: Don't think I've ever had a strap on.
Speaker 2: Me always you would fuck me as if I could
Speaker 2: put a strap on you and dick you down. There's
Speaker 2: no other way. Because I let one other person strap.
Speaker 1: Me because I'm just whatever. And it was for a movie,
Speaker 1: and it was very cute that she was Jenna Hayes
Speaker 1: and she's like, can I strip me?
Speaker 2: I was like, of course, you'd never want it, You're beautiful. Yeah.
Speaker 2: It was like a latexing. Great. But in the other sense,
Speaker 2: I'm always again like it's the autpu thing. Like for me,
Speaker 2: I don't. I didn't get anything out of it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like I got penetrated Bobby, but I wasn't like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, fuck me again.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 5: No, I like the wearing this drop on and looking
Speaker 5: down and seeing the female body like I, oh god,
Speaker 5: I wish I had a dick so bad to fuck
Speaker 5: a girl like I just love women so much.
Speaker 4: I want to wear it because I want to pretend.
Speaker 2: If you had a dick for one day, who would
Speaker 2: you fuck.
Speaker 4: Big booties everywhere?
Speaker 5: Like I'm coming at you.
Speaker 4: Yes, No, I just love big booty. I just love
Speaker 4: big vide.
Speaker 2: You had a dick for a day, who would you fuck.
Speaker 3: As many females as possible?
Speaker 5: Up?
Speaker 3: I mean that is not anyone specific. There's so many
Speaker 3: beautiful women out there.
Speaker 2: All right, I love it.
Speaker 1: All right, We're gonna take a little bit of a
Speaker 1: break and we're gonna get back to my favorite part,
Speaker 1: truth with Texas. I think we warm these ladies up
Speaker 1: good enough. We're a little in Our threesome is about
Speaker 1: to get a little freaky.
Speaker 2: I hope you're ready.