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<v Speaker 1>You're listening to Sorry for Asking.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry for Asking.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm Cold Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. This is where

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<v Speaker 1>we talk shop, ask questions.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell stories, and laugh some laughs about being creators.

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<v Speaker 1>As well as consumers of adult content. We love watching too.

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<v Speaker 2>We certainly do. We also discuss the impact adult films

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<v Speaker 2>have had on us, on our guests, and on the

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<v Speaker 2>LGBTQ community.

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<v Speaker 1>So strap on and strap.

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<v Speaker 2>In and here we go.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello everyone, we're back. We're back. Welcome back to Sorry

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<v Speaker 1>for Asking.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Cole Connor, I'm Adam Ramsey, and our guest here

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<v Speaker 2>is Gosh. He's he's uh, he's an icon, He's a Jesus.

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<v Speaker 1>She's ready crossed her legs.

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<v Speaker 2>His pronouns are he. But we're gonna say is here

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<v Speaker 2>living with us? Living Michael Boston.

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<v Speaker 3>Living with Hello, Michael Boston, Welcome, Welcome to the show.

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<v Speaker 1>How are you today?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm magical. Today's a magical day in the neighborhood.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, say, I wanted to hang. I've been wanting

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<v Speaker 2>to have you on this for a while because you're

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<v Speaker 2>someone that I have actually become friends with in this industry,

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<v Speaker 2>and I feel like you're my sister.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean Gemini virgo? Honey, is that a thing? They

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<v Speaker 1>say that?

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<v Speaker 3>Apparently the Virgo is the twin of Gemini, and Gemini

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<v Speaker 3>is like the twin sign. Yeah, so like we're both

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<v Speaker 3>ruled by mercury life for too long. I'm we're a flannel?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that true? What makes him part lesbian?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't have a tool bell, flannel, don't have a

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<v Speaker 3>tool belt or birkenstocks, but I'm working on it.

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<v Speaker 2>Too fabulous to be a lesbians could be fabulous, I know,

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<v Speaker 2>let's not make over. I feel like I, first of all, disclaimer,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I've said some things that seem anti lesbian,

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<v Speaker 2>and I really need sometimes when.

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<v Speaker 3>You're calling or saying a broad statement, it's out of love.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, yes, it's just an observation that honestly, well you know, no,

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<v Speaker 2>we love all in the community all the way too.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh goddamn, especially in this time. What do you have

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<v Speaker 3>in your your art deco notebook?

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<v Speaker 2>My art deco notebook? Oh yes, all that way. The

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<v Speaker 2>little story, A little backstory about this, please This my

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<v Speaker 2>sibling gave me for Hanukkah in nineteen ninety four as

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<v Speaker 2>a journal.

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<v Speaker 1>This actual things, a book that's older than me.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow, shut your mouth, shut your stupid filthy hormones.

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<v Speaker 2>Year I was twelve, so I was in my way school.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, cool, I'll use it as a journal.

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<v Speaker 2>Look how much is ripped out and torn to shreds

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<v Speaker 2>because I didn't want anybody to find what I had

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<v Speaker 2>been writing? What had you been writing stuff about me?

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<v Speaker 2>And I was very insecure in middle school and like,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm sure, I'm sure someone did breach the pages

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<v Speaker 2>the social concept or maybe I felt like maybe my

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<v Speaker 2>mom took a peek at it or something as like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, would you read your kids like just

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<v Speaker 2>so if you?

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<v Speaker 1>So?

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<v Speaker 2>I felt like shut. I felt like very I shut

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<v Speaker 2>myself off at that time, and I didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Talk about it.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't see why reading your diaries any better? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>do you mean my child already doesn't trust you?

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<v Speaker 1>Something?

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<v Speaker 2>I know? But so like I so, I felt, I

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<v Speaker 2>guess I should. I guess. I felt like it was

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<v Speaker 2>possible that they would go to this behind my back

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<v Speaker 2>to try to get something, to try to understand something

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<v Speaker 2>about me. I don't know, maybe, And so I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I definite in different garbage cans in case they were, what's.

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<v Speaker 3>The point of the journal, then if you're going to

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<v Speaker 3>tear it out and throw it.

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<v Speaker 2>Away, Well, I wrote it. I do morning pages.

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<v Speaker 1>I already got it out.

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<v Speaker 2>I got it out morning. I do morning pages. I

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<v Speaker 2>would never look back at those, like I write three

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<v Speaker 2>pages every day and then mom, Yeah, okay, well maybe

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<v Speaker 2>one day, maybe.

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<v Speaker 3>One day, one day when you're gonna look back on

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<v Speaker 3>the old days or you'll publish them.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, But anyway, let's get back to you. So anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>since we were talking about diary, did you ever have

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<v Speaker 2>one growing up, like when you were a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>I probably had a couple. Yeah, what did you have

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<v Speaker 1>to hide? Being born in the nineties?

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<v Speaker 3>Masturbating when I was eighteen eighteen? Is that when you

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<v Speaker 3>started Mormon? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you actually talk about that? I talk about that

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<v Speaker 2>another Mormon guest because the other one we have had

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<v Speaker 2>men Mormons are very gay.

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<v Speaker 1>We have had like the I love doing porn.

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<v Speaker 3>I know they do. I don't know why. Tell us

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<v Speaker 3>what it was like growing up more? Where was it

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<v Speaker 3>in like rural Utah?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? It was a true Utah Mormon.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I mean I wasn't born in Utah, it was.

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<v Speaker 3>I lived in several different places before then, and I

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<v Speaker 3>don't look on those memories fondly, and I don't like

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<v Speaker 3>to talk about them, but I'll talk about them for

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<v Speaker 3>for entertainment purposes.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess we're asking you to all you have.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know what just sucked.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have Jeff's siblings?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I have a twin brother and then a younger sister.

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<v Speaker 1>A twin brother. Is he gay? Straight?

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<v Speaker 3>Is a faggot? Yeah, he's a homosexual.

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<v Speaker 1>We have a relationship with him now.

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<v Speaker 3>He lives in Jersey City and he and my mom

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<v Speaker 3>just bought a house like together.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's kind of cute, so she must be accepting. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>she's cool for home, She's always been cool.

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<v Speaker 3>No, she was fucking having sex at a wedlock. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>she's a fucking horror. Oh yeah, there's no one in

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<v Speaker 3>my family that has a fucking leg to stand on

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<v Speaker 3>about anything. Were all at the church so wonderful?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, God, how about your dad? Are you guys close

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<v Speaker 1>to him? Well?

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't grow up with my biological dad. Okay, I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't learn that till I was thirteen. I have a

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<v Speaker 3>weird mess of a life.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's get into it.

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<v Speaker 3>Sure's whatever you want to share forever Okay, give us

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<v Speaker 3>the cliffs notes basically, Okay, well, no, I don't know

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<v Speaker 3>if I can tell you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>I have some leading questions.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, leave me daddy.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So when and how do you feel like you

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<v Speaker 2>got out of that life? And did you go to school?

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<v Speaker 2>Like did you when did you leave the church?

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<v Speaker 3>I guess I was kind of done. When I was

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<v Speaker 3>eighteen nineteen, my brother and I moved to sall like

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<v Speaker 3>we lived in the town what was it, a condo

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<v Speaker 3>in Salt Lake City together and we were going to

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<v Speaker 3>the I think it was the University of Utah, and

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<v Speaker 3>nonither of us lasted longer than like a semester because

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<v Speaker 3>it was dumb and stupid and we didn't want to

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<v Speaker 3>pay all this money to go to school and like

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<v Speaker 3>being all this debt and bullshit. But anyway, it's a

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<v Speaker 3>different conversation. I was said nineteen then like nineteen twenty

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<v Speaker 3>I started having sex, and then like three guys on

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<v Speaker 3>a Wednesday was normal for me.

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<v Speaker 2>And then yeah, three guys on Wednesday was normal.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, like you know what I mean, Like I was

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<v Speaker 3>having lots of sex.

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<v Speaker 1>So you hit the ground, right, how did Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>So, were you using apps to find guys. I was

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<v Speaker 2>credits personals, craitless personal Yeah, okay, so that's a little

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<v Speaker 3>Sure, it was like the very end of it, I feel,

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<v Speaker 3>because I remember when I moved to Florida a couple

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<v Speaker 3>of years later, it was like down, they got rid

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<v Speaker 3>of it. When I moved to Florida. I think that

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<v Speaker 3>was in twenty No, twenty seventeen. When to Florida tway seventeen,

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<v Speaker 3>twenty eighteen, yeah, pay seventeen.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Yeah, all right, good times. Wasn't a really difficult

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<v Speaker 1>time coming out for you.

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<v Speaker 3>I never really came out. I just kind of just

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<v Speaker 3>was like, I'm just gonna flaunt what I'm doing in

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<v Speaker 3>front of everyone, and then if they don't like it, great,

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<v Speaker 3>and if they do, who cares.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you ever have a conversation like with your mom

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<v Speaker 2>or your brother?

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<v Speaker 3>Like, did you ever My mom told me when I

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<v Speaker 3>was thirteen if I was if I was gay, it

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<v Speaker 3>was okay, And of course, being a little thirteen year

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<v Speaker 3>old faggot who was still going to church, like no,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not like you know.

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<v Speaker 2>But she saw it. She could see the pain of

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<v Speaker 2>coorse she did.

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<v Speaker 1>She could see the pain. Yeah, my mom only.

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<v Speaker 3>My mom probably only went back to church when after

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<v Speaker 3>she had my brother and I because it was kind

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<v Speaker 3>of an ultimatum to keep us so because she had

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<v Speaker 3>us as a single mother in England in like their

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<v Speaker 3>mid nineties.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh right, I forgot you were born in England.

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<v Speaker 1>Were born in England. You haven't lived there for a time.

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<v Speaker 1>I looked there for like two years.

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<v Speaker 3>My mom's American Italian, so she wanted to get out

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<v Speaker 3>of the UK as as she could because she loves America.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh god, it's all I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>Back back then, back then, America was pretty cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, yeah, the nineties we get a little

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<v Speaker 2>bit more home of phobic, to be more homophobic now again.

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<v Speaker 2>But I think not as a people, not as Americans.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's a weird regime thing. Yeah, sure, we.

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<v Speaker 3>Need to go down there. We don't want to.

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<v Speaker 4>Clinton era was when America was comfortable being America.

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<v Speaker 1>As it was at the time. Yeah, yeah, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And also kind.

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<v Speaker 3>Of like Clinton a little bit too, because he didn't

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<v Speaker 3>really help in a lot of ways. I mean, like

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<v Speaker 3>they say Reagan was really bad, and yes he was,

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<v Speaker 3>but also Clinton did some ship that like really escalated

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of bullshit with our situation. Now, well, he

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<v Speaker 3>was the one that really like put the jobs across

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<v Speaker 3>the seas.

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<v Speaker 2>He protective protected it like designated.

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<v Speaker 3>Like rural towns and like Middle America. And that's why,

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<v Speaker 3>like now they don't ever vote Democrats ever again because

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<v Speaker 3>it fucked them up.

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<v Speaker 1>Interesting. Yeah, wow, Okay, you're.

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<v Speaker 3>Got what it's called. But it's a thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Let me. I wanted to ask, because we usually asked

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<v Speaker 2>this of our guests, what was your introduction to porn? Like,

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<v Speaker 2>as far as the consumer, do you remember the first?

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<v Speaker 3>So when I was thirteen thirteen, it was between twelve is,

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<v Speaker 3>between sixth grade and seventh grade, I looked up boys

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<v Speaker 3>kissing who didn't and I got in trouble. So I

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<v Speaker 3>go touch my bishop and like I thought, I had

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<v Speaker 3>like a porn addiction because like every summer I would

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<v Speaker 3>why is he telling him he loves him? That's gross?

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<v Speaker 2>But it's inland.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, we lived in inland because we didn't want hurricanes.

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<v Speaker 2>A tsunami thing, but nothing happened.

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<v Speaker 1>Growing up. For the most part, earthquakes were like kind

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<v Speaker 3>I felt one once with my dog when I first

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<v Speaker 3>got her last year. But then, like I could have

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<v Speaker 3>been high. I don't know your last year. When I

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<v Speaker 3>got my dog last year, I felt one. I thought

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<v Speaker 3>I felt one, Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I used to feel them in my apartment on King's

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<v Speaker 2>Road in West Hollywood because I was up a little

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of feel it waving and I'd be like,

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<v Speaker 2>lose is how I'm gonna die? And I'd stand under

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<v Speaker 1>Wow.

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<v Speaker 2>Really but yeah, and then I'd get online, and then

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<v Speaker 2>I'd get online and go to stupid. I'd go to

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<v Speaker 2>did you feel it? Dot com?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh really, that's the thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, I get like the noto vocations on my ring

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<v Speaker 3>doorbell thing?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, but I didn't. We didn't have abs like that.

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<v Speaker 2>But when I lived on Kings, wait, did you feel it?

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<v Speaker 2>I lived on Kings for fourteen years, but you.

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<v Speaker 1>Lived on Kings when I first moved here.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, when was that there were ring doorbells? That was

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<v Speaker 3>in twenty twenty.

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<v Speaker 1>You moved here in twenty twenty.

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<v Speaker 2>That was my last year on King. I know, I remember.

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<v Speaker 3>I remember sucking you in there.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I was very excited too because I knew about you.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah you were fresh because you yeah fresh. Well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I was very excited. It was like you. I I

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<v Speaker 2>had guys that I knew about that I wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>work with that I suddenly gained access to by having

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<v Speaker 2>an only a fan. So I was like, okay, he

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<v Speaker 2>first porn guy that I collapseds was JJ Knight, and

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, yes, and actually one of the what

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<v Speaker 2>a porn scene that I know you from that I

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<v Speaker 2>love is from Hot Rock Confessions.

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<v Speaker 1>It's New Rock Confessions and J J.

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<v Speaker 2>Knight and Alex Makeham and they suck you sauna time.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a lot of that was fun.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, that's a studio okay, which brings

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<v Speaker 2>me to what was your first studio scene? And you've

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<v Speaker 2>told me I give you.

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<v Speaker 3>I gave you more than I give people, more than.

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<v Speaker 1>They bargain for all the time. In what way? I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know? And in this case, in what way?

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<v Speaker 3>Because he because he asked what was your first studio scene?

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<v Speaker 1>But like, there's just so much more nuance. We like

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<v Speaker 1>the nuance.

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<v Speaker 2>We want nothing to be ashamed.

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<v Speaker 3>Of ashamed, you know. I just don't want to give

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<v Speaker 3>people too much because it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, do you mean too much information or too much?

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<v Speaker 2>All right?

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<v Speaker 3>Let me just answer and then he can yelling you

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<v Speaker 3>if you want to, okay. Chapter one. It was back

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<v Speaker 3>in twenty eighteen. I was I just started doing porn.

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<v Speaker 3>I had it, so I got an agent in January.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think he even does agent shit anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>You did porn before, you did studio Born before only

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<v Speaker 2>fans exist.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, so I come from a dancing background, so like,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm kind of like, I love a studio, I love

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<v Speaker 3>I love a structure.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I love a production.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah, yes, yes, so yes, So I started at this.

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<v Speaker 3>It was It's broke straight boys is twenty eighteen when

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<v Speaker 3>you were living in February. I was living in Lakeland, Florida.

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<v Speaker 1>How did how did they find you through my agent?

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<v Speaker 1>So you made the decision I want to do porn.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to get an agent so I can do

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<v Speaker 1>studio porn. Yeah. And the first thing that they got

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<v Speaker 1>you was this broke. I was very thin.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, it was tinky tinky. Yes, yeah, now it happens.

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<v Speaker 2>You're at eight at what hell?

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<v Speaker 3>I was twenty two, Yes, twing Twink at Best Yes

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<v Speaker 3>on a good day.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I was like Twink. I was twin Water at

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<v Speaker 1>Best Water over here.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah. So I did like five things for them because

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<v Speaker 3>they're one of those I don't even know what they

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<v Speaker 3>do anymore. On the take didn't exist?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, how was that experience? It was great? It was easy.

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<v Speaker 1>Who was your first don't partner?

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<v Speaker 3>Don't remember their names because none of them matter.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't want to say, but I'll say, well.

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<v Speaker 3>They're broke, straight boys, and I was. I was there

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<v Speaker 3>because I wanted to be amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and were you yes? Did you feel like you delivered?

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<v Speaker 1>I am now, of course I was. So you took

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<v Speaker 1>to it like a duck to water, is what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 2>What I was doing? Yeah, but it wasn't.

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<v Speaker 3>I had lots of training and having sex, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean three guys like every day basically like I

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<v Speaker 3>was having lots of sex. When first started having sex.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you consider yourself now I'm slowing down, It was

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<v Speaker 2>like none, it happened.

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<v Speaker 3>No, I haven't had sex in a minute. I remember

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<v Speaker 3>the last person touched me.

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<v Speaker 2>If you feel like, did you ever think that maybe

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<v Speaker 2>you had a sex addiction? No? I was just really horny, it's.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't ever cont I was eighteen too. What how

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<v Speaker 3>I was Mormon. They don't let you masturbate, and you

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<v Speaker 3>followed these I didn't know how. Oh baby, I never

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<v Speaker 3>touched myself because I was a devout Mormon.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what I want to.

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<v Speaker 3>Know, I wasn't until I was living on my own

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<v Speaker 3>and then.

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<v Speaker 1>It was pause.

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<v Speaker 4>Sorry, I need to know what was that first experience. Like,

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<v Speaker 4>tell us about the first time we came at eighteen

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<v Speaker 4>hands free doing sit ups.

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<v Speaker 1>Explain tell us this story.

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<v Speaker 3>I was doing ups in my room because I was

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<v Speaker 3>in ballet class, and they would they wouldn't shoot on

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<v Speaker 3>the boys and little dramatic, but they would tell the

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<v Speaker 3>boys be strong, so you can let the girls. The

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<v Speaker 3>girls roll two pounds and like this is easy whatever,

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<v Speaker 3>who cares? But anyway, I was being a diligent dancer

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<v Speaker 3>and a student, so I was doing sit ups in

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<v Speaker 3>my room and I probably used my pelic floor muscles

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<v Speaker 3>in a weird way by accident, oop to Daisy, and

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<v Speaker 3>I came all over myself hands free doing sit ups.

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<v Speaker 1>What wow? And what did you think when that happened.

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<v Speaker 3>I knew what it was. I've taken sex ed and

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<v Speaker 3>all the child avelopment classes and ship so like I

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<v Speaker 3>knew what it was. But I was like, oh no,

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<v Speaker 3>oh sinn. Then I was like scared. I would do

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<v Speaker 3>sit ups for for evil Satan.

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<v Speaker 4>Satan? So then, so did you did you like follow?

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<v Speaker 4>Were you like, I'm going to try this again?

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<v Speaker 3>I tried to not. Oh yeah, no, I was constantly

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<v Speaker 3>coming doing setups. Yet at that point, Wow, can you

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<v Speaker 3>do it now? No, No, I'm too sensitized. She's just

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<v Speaker 3>been funny so many times in the ass, like the

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<v Speaker 3>pellic floor is gone.

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<v Speaker 2>What if I can remember you don't have a trouble,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't have a hard time coming.

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<v Speaker 1>No.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, which I think is a good thing for a

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<v Speaker 2>performer to have.

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<v Speaker 1>It's kind of what gets you hired. It's not a require.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not. I feel like so many times now I'm

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<v Speaker 2>working with these twinks that can't can't sove off. It

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<v Speaker 2>just takes them.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know why they keep hiring. But you know what, whatever,

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<v Speaker 3>they got a fine shots all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>It's fine.

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<v Speaker 3>You know what, Let it all burn?

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<v Speaker 1>Who cares? Let it all burn? Let what all burn?

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<v Speaker 1>To say?

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<v Speaker 2>I think you know what I mean, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>we're gonna get. We're gonna get to that. No, we're

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<v Speaker 2>gonna get all right, let's keep.

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<v Speaker 1>The train on the tracks.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, Sorry, I'm really going to do railing.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry, let's let's try not to talk.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know when I do that to you, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>It's okay, Okay, I know we're we're all doing it

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<v Speaker 2>because we're excited to talk.

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<v Speaker 3>We're to be here, just three faggots with a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of say, what has.

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<v Speaker 2>Been your favorite studio to work for or the least

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<v Speaker 2>the one that you hated least?

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<v Speaker 1>The hate comes.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, all right, the hate comes later.

434
00:20:12.720 --> 00:20:15.160
<v Speaker 3>I hate the hate. Well, maybe not hate, but it's

435
00:20:15.240 --> 00:20:17.279
<v Speaker 3>like a little bit of.

436
00:20:17.240 --> 00:20:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Sadness, a little bit of like hurt.

437
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I liked all of them.

438
00:20:20.839 --> 00:20:22.079
<v Speaker 3>I liked all of them for the most part. Each

439
00:20:22.079 --> 00:20:25.079
<v Speaker 3>one had their their their pluses and minuses, Like you

440
00:20:25.119 --> 00:20:27.079
<v Speaker 3>know any any place you work.

441
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<v Speaker 2>But you've done a lot of scenes over.

442
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<v Speaker 3>They apparently have done three hundred and seventy one movies.

443
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<v Speaker 2>I didn't know that. You tell someone told me that

444
00:20:34.200 --> 00:20:36.720
<v Speaker 2>you have a good book of work, a solid book

445
00:20:36.720 --> 00:20:42.920
<v Speaker 2>of work. What studio consistently does a good job with you?

446
00:20:43.480 --> 00:20:46.279
<v Speaker 4>I feel, or that you had a best time with

447
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<v Speaker 4>Maybe I feel like.

448
00:20:47.359 --> 00:20:51.640
<v Speaker 3>Falcon was the gayest, which was fun, like you feel

449
00:20:51.720 --> 00:20:56.480
<v Speaker 3>Falcon was the gayest for me, everyone was gay, like

450
00:20:56.599 --> 00:20:59.279
<v Speaker 3>you didn't feel like it didn't feel weird, and even

451
00:20:59.319 --> 00:21:02.039
<v Speaker 3>like like it didn't feel weird being there and being homosexual.

452
00:21:03.079 --> 00:21:04.839
<v Speaker 3>And then other studios like I felt like almost in

453
00:21:04.920 --> 00:21:06.680
<v Speaker 3>a mask up and like they would always hire these

454
00:21:06.720 --> 00:21:12.720
<v Speaker 3>shitty nothing against I guess gayer payers in some respects

455
00:21:12.759 --> 00:21:15.960
<v Speaker 3>shapes and forms. But when you have these gayer payers

456
00:21:15.960 --> 00:21:18.039
<v Speaker 3>that are kind of shitty and you know, they're probably

457
00:21:18.039 --> 00:21:19.759
<v Speaker 3>getting paid five times as much as you, and they're

458
00:21:19.799 --> 00:21:21.920
<v Speaker 3>not really like giving their all and you're doing all

459
00:21:21.920 --> 00:21:24.400
<v Speaker 3>the work, that's when I have a problem.

460
00:21:24.680 --> 00:21:27.200
<v Speaker 1>And did that happen a lot with Stern Studios?

461
00:21:27.279 --> 00:21:31.720
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, some of them are still working now. Wow, Okay,

462
00:21:31.880 --> 00:21:33.440
<v Speaker 3>she's moving on to bigger and better things.

463
00:21:33.279 --> 00:21:38.720
<v Speaker 1>And were you mistreated ever? I feel like that is mistreatment.

464
00:21:39.440 --> 00:21:40.279
<v Speaker 1>What is mistreatment?

465
00:21:40.799 --> 00:21:43.640
<v Speaker 3>Being told being told that you should be so lucky

466
00:21:43.640 --> 00:21:47.119
<v Speaker 3>because you're a faggot to fuck these like hot straight guys,

467
00:21:47.160 --> 00:21:49.200
<v Speaker 3>but like they're straight and you almost feel like you're

468
00:21:49.279 --> 00:21:49.880
<v Speaker 3>raping them.

469
00:21:50.000 --> 00:21:51.400
<v Speaker 1>Were you explicitly told them?

470
00:21:51.480 --> 00:21:51.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

471
00:21:51.640 --> 00:21:53.960
<v Speaker 4>I was told that by studio people or by the performers.

472
00:21:54.000 --> 00:21:57.759
<v Speaker 4>Studio people like, wow, seriously, that's so gross.

473
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<v Speaker 1>I could name them. I'm not going to. Okay, you

474
00:22:00.319 --> 00:22:00.720
<v Speaker 1>don't have.

475
00:22:00.920 --> 00:22:05.000
<v Speaker 3>It was in Montreal, just say that, so I'll say

476
00:22:05.000 --> 00:22:11.920
<v Speaker 3>it for you. Anyway, did she even do anything anymore?

477
00:22:12.240 --> 00:22:13.440
<v Speaker 3>I don't know what's going on with any of these

478
00:22:13.440 --> 00:22:14.839
<v Speaker 3>studios anymore. I'm so in the dark.

479
00:22:15.079 --> 00:22:21.039
<v Speaker 2>It's so Montrealmen dot Com is based in Montreal, and

480
00:22:21.160 --> 00:22:25.240
<v Speaker 2>they do hire a lot of straight men from these.

481
00:22:25.319 --> 00:22:28.960
<v Speaker 3>Stupid strip clubs. Why can't you hire some good faggot.

482
00:22:29.039 --> 00:22:31.960
<v Speaker 3>Stop bringing in these new pieces of ship. You already

483
00:22:31.960 --> 00:22:33.200
<v Speaker 3>have good gay talent.

484
00:22:33.519 --> 00:22:35.799
<v Speaker 2>I feel like I feel like the straight talent that

485
00:22:35.880 --> 00:22:39.920
<v Speaker 2>I worked with in Montreal, they were good performers.

486
00:22:40.079 --> 00:22:41.799
<v Speaker 3>You and I probably have a different we have different Yeah,

487
00:22:41.799 --> 00:22:43.079
<v Speaker 3>I know standards, but I felt.

488
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<v Speaker 2>Like they, I mean, we one of them. I'm a

489
00:22:45.880 --> 00:22:49.640
<v Speaker 2>bitch if I can't remember his name. This one guy,

490
00:22:49.839 --> 00:22:52.079
<v Speaker 2>we were shooting at this house and we were waiting

491
00:22:52.119 --> 00:22:56.759
<v Speaker 2>for the other scene to be uh finished shooting before

492
00:22:56.839 --> 00:23:00.799
<v Speaker 2>our scenes start started, and then we and we got

493
00:23:00.799 --> 00:23:02.640
<v Speaker 2>a chance to talk and I just kind of like

494
00:23:02.880 --> 00:23:07.799
<v Speaker 2>we kind of had a discussion that was nice and

495
00:23:07.839 --> 00:23:10.640
<v Speaker 2>it made it made the scene go better, like where

496
00:23:10.640 --> 00:23:14.119
<v Speaker 2>it was just stuck us stuck in a room together

497
00:23:14.200 --> 00:23:17.359
<v Speaker 2>and we had to talk. So I think it made

498
00:23:18.359 --> 00:23:20.599
<v Speaker 2>us a little more comfortable, him a little more comfortable

499
00:23:20.680 --> 00:23:22.440
<v Speaker 2>with me, and me a little more comfortable with him.

500
00:23:22.839 --> 00:23:27.119
<v Speaker 2>So it worked out. But that doesn't always happen, especially

501
00:23:27.160 --> 00:23:29.400
<v Speaker 2>with and sometimes they have their girlfriend there and they're

502
00:23:29.440 --> 00:23:30.960
<v Speaker 2>hanging out with them the whole time.

503
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<v Speaker 1>It's just so weird.

504
00:23:32.720 --> 00:23:35.480
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, why don't you just do straight porn? Like,

505
00:23:35.680 --> 00:23:37.880
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, I don't get it. I don't understand why.

506
00:23:37.720 --> 00:23:39.680
<v Speaker 2>They don't do get paid lessons straight but.

507
00:23:39.599 --> 00:23:42.079
<v Speaker 3>They work a lot, so it kind of deepens out,

508
00:23:42.240 --> 00:23:44.599
<v Speaker 3>like I don't understand, and it's so confusing and weird

509
00:23:44.599 --> 00:23:46.119
<v Speaker 3>to me. I don't know, I don't get it because

510
00:23:47.200 --> 00:23:48.839
<v Speaker 3>I don't know whatever whatever.

511
00:23:50.079 --> 00:23:52.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm so upset he has to move the pillow.

512
00:23:52.519 --> 00:23:54.279
<v Speaker 3>Right well, because I'm like, well, I'm looking at the

513
00:23:54.319 --> 00:23:56.960
<v Speaker 3>monitor because I am a diva. I might need to

514
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<v Speaker 3>break in a second to like check my hair.

515
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<v Speaker 2>But.

516
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<v Speaker 3>Your hair is beautiful because you're just you guys are

517
00:24:02.920 --> 00:24:04.880
<v Speaker 3>just saying that to make me not stop.

518
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<v Speaker 1>You can stop if you want to wait, we can wait.

519
00:24:08.000 --> 00:24:09.720
<v Speaker 1>We can make a break. No, I'm just letting you

520
00:24:09.839 --> 00:24:12.039
<v Speaker 1>know I'm about this.

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<v Speaker 1>Look at this hair, you guys. Isn't she stunning? Gorgeous?

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<v Speaker 1>She's okay, just beautiful.

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<v Speaker 2>It's almost like it was never the moment. I know.

549
00:25:34.799 --> 00:25:38.039
<v Speaker 3>It's almost like I'm just a Eurotic piece of shit.

550
00:25:38.359 --> 00:25:40.119
<v Speaker 1>Sounds like you were a joy to work with.

551
00:25:40.519 --> 00:25:44.440
<v Speaker 3>I actually am. I might have a big mouth, a

552
00:25:44.480 --> 00:25:46.519
<v Speaker 3>little bit of a cunt. But you know what I

553
00:25:46.599 --> 00:25:47.960
<v Speaker 3>come in. I do my job.

554
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, if you've done fo hundred movies, there must

556
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<v Speaker 4>be she's almost four hundred movies.

557
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<v Speaker 2>Almost four hundred movies and all studios. There's a lot

558
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<v Speaker 2>of money. Actually, Okay, I know you think about it, I.

559
00:26:00.160 --> 00:26:00.920
<v Speaker 3>Know, and it's all gone.

560
00:26:01.519 --> 00:26:02.240
<v Speaker 1>All right, we'll give us.

561
00:26:03.039 --> 00:26:05.279
<v Speaker 4>So you were so it sounds like you you like

562
00:26:05.400 --> 00:26:07.359
<v Speaker 4>had like a big wave where you were doing really

563
00:26:07.359 --> 00:26:09.640
<v Speaker 4>well with studio and maybe like you're not doing as much.

564
00:26:09.759 --> 00:26:12.720
<v Speaker 1>What is going on with you in terms of studio work.

565
00:26:13.319 --> 00:26:16.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, you don't. I think here's my thing, Okay.

566
00:26:16.279 --> 00:26:18.559
<v Speaker 3>I was based on like when you think about it,

567
00:26:18.559 --> 00:26:20.240
<v Speaker 3>are the seeds are coming up? When you look at

568
00:26:20.240 --> 00:26:23.319
<v Speaker 3>the studios and who actually owns them. It's straight people.

569
00:26:24.160 --> 00:26:26.480
<v Speaker 3>Straight people are going to invest and it's time straight people.

570
00:26:26.480 --> 00:26:28.319
<v Speaker 3>It's straight men. By the looks of things. From what

571
00:26:28.359 --> 00:26:29.960
<v Speaker 3>I've observed and from what I've seen, I could be

572
00:26:30.000 --> 00:26:32.200
<v Speaker 3>totally wrong, and I can totally admit that, and I'm

573
00:26:32.640 --> 00:26:34.480
<v Speaker 3>I am willing to be taught, but I am just

574
00:26:34.519 --> 00:26:36.440
<v Speaker 3>saying for the record what I have observed and what

575
00:26:36.519 --> 00:26:39.880
<v Speaker 3>I know. So it's mostly straight men that run them,

576
00:26:39.880 --> 00:26:43.839
<v Speaker 3>including the gay side, and so gay straight men are

577
00:26:43.839 --> 00:26:46.200
<v Speaker 3>gonna fucking invest in what they want to jerk off to.

578
00:26:46.400 --> 00:26:48.359
<v Speaker 3>So when it comes to the gay shit, they don't

579
00:26:48.400 --> 00:26:51.400
<v Speaker 3>give a fucking damn and they're not gonna actually invest

580
00:26:51.400 --> 00:26:54.359
<v Speaker 3>in it because they don't fucking see that there's money

581
00:26:54.400 --> 00:26:55.680
<v Speaker 3>in it, which I feel like there is, but I

582
00:26:55.680 --> 00:26:59.079
<v Speaker 3>guess not or into them. And then they hire their

583
00:26:59.119 --> 00:27:00.839
<v Speaker 3>straight buddies because I guess they'd brother hang out with

584
00:27:00.880 --> 00:27:02.599
<v Speaker 3>a bunch of straight people and not hang out with faggots.

585
00:27:03.640 --> 00:27:06.400
<v Speaker 3>And where am I going with this? I lost my

586
00:27:06.400 --> 00:27:08.559
<v Speaker 3>train thought. Anyway, I'm a victim.

587
00:27:09.960 --> 00:27:14.960
<v Speaker 2>So you've you've soured, I have studio.

588
00:27:14.759 --> 00:27:17.240
<v Speaker 3>I have soured. I've become a little bitter. I'm not

589
00:27:17.240 --> 00:27:19.839
<v Speaker 3>gonna lie and sorry to hear that. It's okay. I

590
00:27:19.839 --> 00:27:23.039
<v Speaker 3>don't care because it pushed me to do other things,

591
00:27:23.160 --> 00:27:26.000
<v Speaker 3>and yeah, like what kind of things. Well, she got

592
00:27:26.000 --> 00:27:30.039
<v Speaker 3>her SAD card because yeah, congratulations, thank you, And that's

593
00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:31.400
<v Speaker 3>the thing too and kind of makes me a little

594
00:27:31.400 --> 00:27:33.599
<v Speaker 3>bittersweet too, because I got my SAG card because the

595
00:27:33.599 --> 00:27:37.480
<v Speaker 3>people at next door were the ones that got me

596
00:27:37.680 --> 00:27:41.880
<v Speaker 3>this job for euphoria on HBO, And that's how I

597
00:27:41.960 --> 00:27:44.200
<v Speaker 3>became sack eligible just from that one job.

598
00:27:44.240 --> 00:27:45.400
<v Speaker 2>What did you do on it?

599
00:27:45.400 --> 00:27:47.079
<v Speaker 3>It was like this big finale thing. I think for

600
00:27:47.119 --> 00:27:49.440
<v Speaker 3>the second season they didn't end up using it, but

601
00:27:49.559 --> 00:27:52.200
<v Speaker 3>I still like became sack eligible from it and made

602
00:27:52.319 --> 00:27:52.480
<v Speaker 3>you know.

603
00:27:52.480 --> 00:27:53.720
<v Speaker 1>It was like a two thousand dollars check.

604
00:27:53.759 --> 00:27:54.200
<v Speaker 2>He was cute.

605
00:27:54.240 --> 00:27:54.839
<v Speaker 1>That's very nice.

606
00:27:54.839 --> 00:27:56.200
<v Speaker 3>It was cute, it was fun, it was a good time.

607
00:27:56.279 --> 00:27:58.119
<v Speaker 2>Was like the dance at the end.

608
00:27:58.480 --> 00:27:59.720
<v Speaker 3>No, it was like the supposed to be like this

609
00:27:59.799 --> 00:28:02.079
<v Speaker 3>big dreamy orgy kind of thing.

610
00:28:03.559 --> 00:28:04.680
<v Speaker 1>So like that's what sucks too.

611
00:28:04.720 --> 00:28:06.960
<v Speaker 3>It's like there were lots of like really fun sweet

612
00:28:07.000 --> 00:28:10.319
<v Speaker 3>moments in the studios and like you know and whatever.

613
00:28:10.400 --> 00:28:12.279
<v Speaker 3>But then like all of a sudden in twenty twenty three,

614
00:28:12.400 --> 00:28:15.319
<v Speaker 3>like rithe was nuts. That's when it all started.

615
00:28:15.480 --> 00:28:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what happened in twenty twenty three.

616
00:28:17.720 --> 00:28:21.240
<v Speaker 3>Well, that's when I media blackout. No one was talking

617
00:28:21.240 --> 00:28:22.960
<v Speaker 3>to me, no one would message me back.

618
00:28:23.400 --> 00:28:26.480
<v Speaker 1>Oh, it was really bizarre. Did something trigger that?

619
00:28:26.960 --> 00:28:28.319
<v Speaker 3>How would I know? I don't know, no one told

620
00:28:28.359 --> 00:28:30.200
<v Speaker 3>me anything. And then like when I even like this

621
00:28:30.319 --> 00:28:34.279
<v Speaker 3>year when I was at the the gay the ends,

622
00:28:34.480 --> 00:28:35.640
<v Speaker 3>when I would kind of like talk with some of

623
00:28:35.680 --> 00:28:37.319
<v Speaker 3>the studio people, and they like they would act as

624
00:28:37.359 --> 00:28:38.759
<v Speaker 3>if they had no idea.

625
00:28:39.039 --> 00:28:40.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, okay, so like.

626
00:28:40.839 --> 00:28:44.240
<v Speaker 3>Either I don't know, but also I think some of

627
00:28:44.319 --> 00:28:46.039
<v Speaker 3>them have told me that apparently once a more time,

628
00:28:46.119 --> 00:28:47.839
<v Speaker 3>which I kind of knew this already, like once the

629
00:28:47.920 --> 00:28:49.480
<v Speaker 3>time the directors had a little bit more say and

630
00:28:49.480 --> 00:28:51.640
<v Speaker 3>who they could cast, but then that kind of changed.

631
00:28:52.200 --> 00:28:54.200
<v Speaker 3>So like it's a whole it's a whole thing. There's

632
00:28:54.240 --> 00:28:55.759
<v Speaker 3>a lot of things. I have no idea what's going

633
00:28:55.799 --> 00:28:58.880
<v Speaker 3>on behind the scenes. But it's stung and it hurt,

634
00:28:58.960 --> 00:29:01.240
<v Speaker 3>especially when like I'm the person and we're like when

635
00:29:01.279 --> 00:29:03.839
<v Speaker 3>I do things, especially when it comes to like I'm

636
00:29:03.880 --> 00:29:07.000
<v Speaker 3>getting paid for it. I really like to like give

637
00:29:07.759 --> 00:29:10.359
<v Speaker 3>all of me and so it kind of becomes who

638
00:29:10.359 --> 00:29:14.000
<v Speaker 3>I am, and when you know that's taken away or

639
00:29:14.039 --> 00:29:16.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm made to feel like I don't know, it hurts.

640
00:29:16.920 --> 00:29:19.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, especially when they don't have a reason and you're like,

641
00:29:19.599 --> 00:29:22.880
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck is why am I being blackballed? Yeah,

642
00:29:23.119 --> 00:29:25.119
<v Speaker 2>like I can relate to that a little bit.

643
00:29:25.240 --> 00:29:29.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so yeah, so yeah, but I mean grateful for

644
00:29:29.440 --> 00:29:32.000
<v Speaker 3>it now. I mean I'm a lot happier now and

645
00:29:32.240 --> 00:29:35.400
<v Speaker 3>things are getting better now. And yeah, but it definitely

646
00:29:35.480 --> 00:29:37.680
<v Speaker 3>it's stung, and it's still kind of stings.

647
00:29:37.480 --> 00:29:40.519
<v Speaker 2>But okay, I wanted to go back to something a

648
00:29:40.559 --> 00:29:43.599
<v Speaker 2>little more fun. So you've won, You've won like a

649
00:29:43.720 --> 00:29:48.039
<v Speaker 2>lot of awards. Oh thank you, ex Business and Gabians

650
00:29:48.079 --> 00:29:53.319
<v Speaker 2>and Grabby's Fleshbots, fleshpots that award.

651
00:29:54.200 --> 00:29:57.240
<v Speaker 3>They don't make them anywhere, and you know what, And

652
00:29:57.319 --> 00:29:58.720
<v Speaker 3>I grabbed four of them on the way up.

653
00:29:59.359 --> 00:30:03.240
<v Speaker 2>Which one are Which one do you feel? Like means

654
00:30:03.319 --> 00:30:06.200
<v Speaker 2>the most ex Biz expis.

655
00:30:06.240 --> 00:30:08.880
<v Speaker 3>Because my first expiz was in twenty twenty two and

656
00:30:08.960 --> 00:30:10.799
<v Speaker 3>I like made that really crazy speech to all the

657
00:30:10.839 --> 00:30:12.559
<v Speaker 3>straight people, like went nuts over because I was on

658
00:30:12.640 --> 00:30:16.119
<v Speaker 3>the stage. Oh my god, it was nuts. So like

659
00:30:16.200 --> 00:30:17.720
<v Speaker 3>it was my first time being nominated for x BIZ

660
00:30:18.839 --> 00:30:20.480
<v Speaker 3>and so obviously I went I didn't think I was

661
00:30:20.480 --> 00:30:22.799
<v Speaker 3>gonna win because like it was like Cade Maddox and

662
00:30:23.000 --> 00:30:25.559
<v Speaker 3>like what was the award? It was Performer the Year Wow.

663
00:30:26.480 --> 00:30:28.920
<v Speaker 3>And at that time too, it was only a game.

664
00:30:28.960 --> 00:30:30.079
<v Speaker 3>Well no, not anymore.

665
00:30:30.400 --> 00:30:30.440
<v Speaker 1>So.

666
00:30:30.599 --> 00:30:32.839
<v Speaker 3>That was the last year where they only had the

667
00:30:32.960 --> 00:30:35.279
<v Speaker 3>two gate categories. It was I think it was Best

668
00:30:35.359 --> 00:30:39.160
<v Speaker 3>Gay Director. No, it was Best Gay Director, sorry, Best

669
00:30:39.200 --> 00:30:41.680
<v Speaker 3>Gate Director and Best uh Performer.

670
00:30:41.720 --> 00:30:42.079
<v Speaker 1>Of the Year.

671
00:30:42.119 --> 00:30:44.759
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, okay, so it was only two and I was

672
00:30:44.839 --> 00:30:47.799
<v Speaker 3>one of the two, and I was shocked because, like,

673
00:30:47.799 --> 00:30:49.680
<v Speaker 3>you know, like they had Devin Franco and is that

674
00:30:49.720 --> 00:30:50.000
<v Speaker 3>his name?

675
00:30:50.079 --> 00:30:50.599
<v Speaker 1>It is it Devon?

676
00:30:50.920 --> 00:30:53.519
<v Speaker 3>Want to make sure. So I was pissed drunk, as

677
00:30:53.559 --> 00:30:56.400
<v Speaker 3>I do as those award shows, like this time was

678
00:30:56.400 --> 00:30:58.359
<v Speaker 3>really drunk because I didn't yeah anyway, it doesn't matter.

679
00:30:58.400 --> 00:31:00.359
<v Speaker 3>So I was blackout drunk, and then I found out

680
00:31:00.359 --> 00:31:02.279
<v Speaker 3>that I won, and I was saying with my best

681
00:31:02.319 --> 00:31:05.440
<v Speaker 3>friend her stage ings Alia Donovan, I love her to death.

682
00:31:05.720 --> 00:31:08.640
<v Speaker 3>Apparently I looked at her in horror, and then I

683
00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:10.640
<v Speaker 3>went up stage and gave a big, giant, long, two minute,

684
00:31:10.680 --> 00:31:12.440
<v Speaker 3>fucking drunk speech saying like who rigged this for me?

685
00:31:12.440 --> 00:31:13.960
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna go kill myself? Blah blah blah.

686
00:31:13.960 --> 00:31:15.000
<v Speaker 1>Think it's which they wore by.

687
00:31:16.160 --> 00:31:21.440
<v Speaker 2>And very very drunk, very yeah, very me and with sunglasses.

688
00:31:23.319 --> 00:31:23.799
<v Speaker 1>It was great.

689
00:31:23.920 --> 00:31:25.759
<v Speaker 3>It was very exciting and fun. I couldn't believe it.

690
00:31:25.839 --> 00:31:29.319
<v Speaker 3>I remember after remember they were towards the end of

691
00:31:29.359 --> 00:31:31.160
<v Speaker 3>the show, we went to the abbey, and I remember

692
00:31:31.240 --> 00:31:33.599
<v Speaker 3>like kind of like having consciousness a little bit, but

693
00:31:33.720 --> 00:31:35.559
<v Speaker 3>like I held onto that little gold envelope that they

694
00:31:35.559 --> 00:31:37.319
<v Speaker 3>give you the whole night because I was scared that

695
00:31:37.359 --> 00:31:40.319
<v Speaker 3>it wasn't true. That's why I held onto it, like

696
00:31:40.400 --> 00:31:41.000
<v Speaker 3>I don't you know.

697
00:31:41.640 --> 00:31:43.200
<v Speaker 2>But that one was really nice.

698
00:31:43.200 --> 00:31:44.799
<v Speaker 3>And the following year that's when they ended up adding

699
00:31:44.839 --> 00:31:48.720
<v Speaker 3>more gay awards, like whatever. That's why it's a little

700
00:31:48.720 --> 00:31:50.960
<v Speaker 3>bit more special at least for me, because that's when

701
00:31:51.000 --> 00:31:51.799
<v Speaker 3>it was like a little.

702
00:31:51.559 --> 00:31:52.279
<v Speaker 1>Bit more exclusive.

703
00:31:52.640 --> 00:31:55.480
<v Speaker 3>It's like when like Beyonce won like the Country Music

704
00:31:55.519 --> 00:31:57.599
<v Speaker 3>Award and now they added like two of them instead

705
00:31:57.599 --> 00:32:01.400
<v Speaker 3>of like just the one. Yes, people are jealous and racist.

706
00:32:01.519 --> 00:32:06.519
<v Speaker 4>Sure, Yes, are there any scenes in the past, studio

707
00:32:06.680 --> 00:32:09.000
<v Speaker 4>or otherwise that like really stick at you as like wow,

708
00:32:09.039 --> 00:32:11.599
<v Speaker 4>I really love doing this, like you're seeing partner you loved,

709
00:32:11.720 --> 00:32:13.000
<v Speaker 4>or it was just a really great day.

710
00:32:13.799 --> 00:32:16.680
<v Speaker 3>There were a lot there were. There were also times

711
00:32:16.720 --> 00:32:19.559
<v Speaker 3>too where like I would be like midpen and I'm like,

712
00:32:19.599 --> 00:32:21.799
<v Speaker 3>oh god, I want to I want to die midpen

713
00:32:22.039 --> 00:32:27.279
<v Speaker 3>just midpen, just doggy, just that's mid penetration for the moms.

714
00:32:31.799 --> 00:32:34.519
<v Speaker 1>I mean, that's that JJ night one was really fun.

715
00:32:34.599 --> 00:32:38.119
<v Speaker 3>That JJ knight meum was fun and sexy in a

716
00:32:38.160 --> 00:32:40.599
<v Speaker 3>good time, or like I remember, like I don't know

717
00:32:40.640 --> 00:32:42.119
<v Speaker 3>if disruptive is still a thing. I don't know what

718
00:32:43.160 --> 00:32:46.039
<v Speaker 3>I've been so like, yeah, I've been so out of it,

719
00:32:46.720 --> 00:32:48.000
<v Speaker 3>so hor I don't even know what's going on how

720
00:32:48.039 --> 00:32:50.119
<v Speaker 3>I think works anymore because I feel like also, like

721
00:32:50.240 --> 00:32:52.680
<v Speaker 3>here's a here's a consolidating short.

722
00:32:53.119 --> 00:32:56.559
<v Speaker 2>They pay less and they've worked, they hire you less.

723
00:32:57.039 --> 00:32:58.839
<v Speaker 2>That's that's the general.

724
00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:01.559
<v Speaker 1>That's even the then to shut it down, I know,

725
00:33:01.799 --> 00:33:02.359
<v Speaker 1>But but.

726
00:33:02.720 --> 00:33:09.519
<v Speaker 2>They pump out so much shitty content now the studio

727
00:33:09.599 --> 00:33:12.319
<v Speaker 2>sorry studios, Yeah, but you're going down.

728
00:33:12.720 --> 00:33:14.839
<v Speaker 3>That's so confusing to me because it's like, wouldn't you

729
00:33:14.880 --> 00:33:16.960
<v Speaker 3>want to invest in Like, don't you want to sell

730
00:33:17.000 --> 00:33:18.839
<v Speaker 3>good cars? Daddy? Like you know what I mean? Like

731
00:33:18.880 --> 00:33:19.759
<v Speaker 3>I feel like a Matilda.

732
00:33:20.039 --> 00:33:23.400
<v Speaker 2>They're all afraid of falling behind as far as not

733
00:33:23.759 --> 00:33:28.960
<v Speaker 2>giving the consumer enough new scenes. So they all like

734
00:33:29.440 --> 00:33:33.519
<v Speaker 2>when I started, even they shot one scene in a day,

735
00:33:33.880 --> 00:33:37.000
<v Speaker 2>there was no this scene. Then oh we got to

736
00:33:37.039 --> 00:33:39.200
<v Speaker 2>finish this one by two o'clock because we got another

737
00:33:39.279 --> 00:33:41.599
<v Speaker 2>couple of guys in here. We got to film them after.

738
00:33:42.119 --> 00:33:44.160
<v Speaker 4>Well, are you saying that like the heyday of like

739
00:33:44.279 --> 00:33:47.240
<v Speaker 4>studio porn being this big production is just behind us,

740
00:33:47.359 --> 00:33:49.079
<v Speaker 4>Like features, nobody's.

741
00:33:48.720 --> 00:33:51.599
<v Speaker 2>Doing that anymore. They don't. They didn't know because the

742
00:33:51.680 --> 00:33:53.960
<v Speaker 2>one that I did, It's a Ride or Die, that

743
00:33:54.160 --> 00:33:58.079
<v Speaker 2>was like a much bigger budget. They used everybody the

744
00:33:58.160 --> 00:33:59.359
<v Speaker 2>prison one.

745
00:33:59.279 --> 00:34:01.799
<v Speaker 1>That I got said I wasn't in that. Yeah, I'm

746
00:34:01.839 --> 00:34:02.160
<v Speaker 1>sure you.

747
00:34:02.359 --> 00:34:06.279
<v Speaker 2>I almost wasn't. Very I almost wasn't.

748
00:34:06.079 --> 00:34:08.679
<v Speaker 3>But I I'm a very jealous and competitive girl.

749
00:34:11.159 --> 00:34:13.239
<v Speaker 2>That was a large budget. That was like, I mean,

750
00:34:13.960 --> 00:34:16.440
<v Speaker 2>guys on the crew were like, yeah, we've never worked

751
00:34:16.480 --> 00:34:19.840
<v Speaker 2>with this kind of budget before. And then I don't

752
00:34:19.880 --> 00:34:23.119
<v Speaker 2>think it paid up. I won the best it won everything.

753
00:34:22.840 --> 00:34:24.719
<v Speaker 1>It won awards I won, but maybe it didn't have

754
00:34:24.800 --> 00:34:25.519
<v Speaker 1>a lot of revenue.

755
00:34:25.760 --> 00:34:28.639
<v Speaker 2>They got Best Director, but it didn't pay off financially.

756
00:34:28.760 --> 00:34:29.519
<v Speaker 1>Gotcha? Ok?

757
00:34:31.280 --> 00:34:34.119
<v Speaker 2>I think that that was kind of the end of

758
00:34:34.639 --> 00:34:36.320
<v Speaker 2>doing something like that. That was I think it was

759
00:34:36.360 --> 00:34:36.760
<v Speaker 2>a test.

760
00:34:39.239 --> 00:34:41.679
<v Speaker 3>But why fuck over the models? Like why not like

761
00:34:41.760 --> 00:34:43.199
<v Speaker 3>be like all right, let's see it, like maybe we

762
00:34:43.239 --> 00:34:45.280
<v Speaker 3>can like budget this better, or let's see we can

763
00:34:45.320 --> 00:34:46.960
<v Speaker 3>be smarter with our money so we can get more

764
00:34:46.960 --> 00:34:50.480
<v Speaker 3>of a return, Like why be so like throwing the towel.

765
00:34:50.239 --> 00:34:53.400
<v Speaker 1>And well, let me add about let me ask you this,

766
00:34:53.559 --> 00:34:54.599
<v Speaker 1>like what how is it like?

767
00:34:54.679 --> 00:34:56.800
<v Speaker 4>For example, I just did my first dudo scene in

768
00:34:56.840 --> 00:34:58.719
<v Speaker 4>a while where it was literally just a hotel scene

769
00:34:58.760 --> 00:35:00.559
<v Speaker 4>and we were there for three hours. I got paid

770
00:35:01.039 --> 00:35:03.079
<v Speaker 4>not a lot, but it was decent and I was

771
00:35:03.119 --> 00:35:06.679
<v Speaker 4>like it was a fifty not bad for like a

772
00:35:06.760 --> 00:35:10.239
<v Speaker 4>three hour afternoon and like you know what I mean

773
00:35:10.440 --> 00:35:15.480
<v Speaker 4>like this, I was not mad at it. I didn't

774
00:35:15.480 --> 00:35:17.639
<v Speaker 4>have to memorize lines. I wasn't sweating.

775
00:35:17.840 --> 00:35:20.920
<v Speaker 1>I was here. Was it for Randy Blue, which I

776
00:35:20.960 --> 00:35:22.000
<v Speaker 1>didn't even know was a thing.

777
00:35:22.079 --> 00:35:25.280
<v Speaker 3>That's shocking. They have been resurrected from the.

778
00:35:25.320 --> 00:35:27.559
<v Speaker 1>Dead, Well the director, it was like a hockey crux

779
00:35:27.639 --> 00:35:28.639
<v Speaker 1>for like Austin.

780
00:35:28.440 --> 00:35:32.440
<v Speaker 2>Well, I swear to God like everybody. And we talked

781
00:35:32.519 --> 00:35:36.360
<v Speaker 2>a lot about people's first experiences with porn and Randy

782
00:35:36.440 --> 00:35:38.840
<v Speaker 2>Blue is one of the first studios.

783
00:35:39.480 --> 00:35:40.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, a long time ago.

784
00:35:40.440 --> 00:35:44.079
<v Speaker 2>A lot of people have this like nostalgic feeling for it,

785
00:35:44.280 --> 00:35:47.880
<v Speaker 2>I think, and like remember those scenes being so hot

786
00:35:47.920 --> 00:35:50.440
<v Speaker 2>because it was maybe the first gay porn they'd ever

787
00:35:50.559 --> 00:35:55.480
<v Speaker 2>seen in video. Maybe really that wasn't like vintage, you know.

788
00:35:55.559 --> 00:36:00.559
<v Speaker 3>Right, who, I'm confused, whatever, I'm I'm just a baby.

789
00:36:00.880 --> 00:36:04.079
<v Speaker 3>I think I'm just a baby baby with a lot

790
00:36:04.119 --> 00:36:04.679
<v Speaker 3>of opinions.

791
00:36:08.320 --> 00:36:12.360
<v Speaker 4>Remember, I think I don't have enough experience anymore with

792
00:36:12.400 --> 00:36:14.760
<v Speaker 4>studios to know how they're doing. I know we've talked

793
00:36:14.760 --> 00:36:17.239
<v Speaker 4>about some that do like the content houses, they're so

794
00:36:17.280 --> 00:36:19.000
<v Speaker 4>they're kind of gross, you know what i mean.

795
00:36:18.880 --> 00:36:19.800
<v Speaker 1>Like trying to do that with me.

796
00:36:19.880 --> 00:36:24.599
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm not selling my brand that I would

797
00:36:24.679 --> 00:36:27.840
<v Speaker 3>rather die. I would rather just I mean.

798
00:36:27.880 --> 00:36:29.440
<v Speaker 4>It also just goes to show you that the state

799
00:36:29.480 --> 00:36:31.360
<v Speaker 4>of the industry has just been it keeps changing. So

800
00:36:31.480 --> 00:36:33.719
<v Speaker 4>like I was in the like my heyday was in

801
00:36:33.800 --> 00:36:36.480
<v Speaker 4>the last days of DVD, sounds like your heyday was

802
00:36:36.519 --> 00:36:39.719
<v Speaker 4>in the last days of like these big studio productions

803
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:43.000
<v Speaker 4>that were like streaming, and you apparently just worked with

804
00:36:43.000 --> 00:36:43.320
<v Speaker 4>a lot.

805
00:36:43.239 --> 00:36:45.920
<v Speaker 1>Of straight people who were shitty to work they were

806
00:36:46.480 --> 00:36:46.800
<v Speaker 1>to work with.

807
00:36:46.960 --> 00:36:48.039
<v Speaker 3>I'm just, I'm just. I'm just.

808
00:36:48.159 --> 00:36:49.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm just a girl with a lot of feelings.

809
00:36:50.320 --> 00:36:53.880
<v Speaker 4>Yes, yeah, Well, how is it doing your own content?

810
00:36:53.920 --> 00:36:56.440
<v Speaker 4>Do you do only fans and stuff? How's that going?

811
00:36:56.639 --> 00:36:57.280
<v Speaker 1>It's it's good.

812
00:36:57.400 --> 00:36:57.920
<v Speaker 2>It's been good.

813
00:36:58.599 --> 00:37:00.920
<v Speaker 3>I can't wait to be done sometimes, but it's been good.

814
00:37:01.519 --> 00:37:03.480
<v Speaker 1>Are you feeling like you're nearing the end of your

815
00:37:03.559 --> 00:37:04.760
<v Speaker 1>trajectory in this industry?

816
00:37:04.800 --> 00:37:07.280
<v Speaker 3>I would love to I'm not, Oh my god, not

817
00:37:07.360 --> 00:37:08.320
<v Speaker 3>to be like, oh my god. I hope I'm not

818
00:37:08.360 --> 00:37:09.800
<v Speaker 3>sound like such a negative bitch and no one wants

819
00:37:09.800 --> 00:37:11.719
<v Speaker 3>to work with me because I I do. I do

820
00:37:11.840 --> 00:37:12.320
<v Speaker 3>a good job.

821
00:37:12.440 --> 00:37:13.159
<v Speaker 2>I go to work.

822
00:37:13.519 --> 00:37:15.159
<v Speaker 1>I like, you know, I do my thing.

823
00:37:15.719 --> 00:37:18.159
<v Speaker 3>But like I am definitely ready for a new chapter.

824
00:37:18.480 --> 00:37:20.880
<v Speaker 3>Yeah fuckingly yeah yeah.

825
00:37:20.920 --> 00:37:22.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean you've been doing it since you said twenty

826
00:37:22.400 --> 00:37:24.480
<v Speaker 1>eighteen concern. Yeah.

827
00:37:24.880 --> 00:37:28.760
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so you're doing wait so twenty eighteen? Oh yeah

828
00:37:29.400 --> 00:37:31.239
<v Speaker 2>wait so no, no, no, okay, So you have your

829
00:37:31.280 --> 00:37:34.920
<v Speaker 2>sage after card. Oh yeah, and you're doing an improv

830
00:37:35.000 --> 00:37:38.920
<v Speaker 2>show with me next there's Yeah, which is gonna be

831
00:37:39.000 --> 00:37:40.960
<v Speaker 2>so fun. Yes, don't be nervous.

832
00:37:41.159 --> 00:37:42.639
<v Speaker 3>I'm not nervous. I think it'll be fun.

833
00:37:42.760 --> 00:37:43.320
<v Speaker 2>No, I knows.

834
00:37:43.679 --> 00:37:44.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm not scared at all.

835
00:37:44.760 --> 00:37:44.960
<v Speaker 2>Good.

836
00:37:45.199 --> 00:37:47.159
<v Speaker 1>No, yeah, I hope the other people aren't scared.

837
00:37:47.239 --> 00:37:49.320
<v Speaker 2>I know one of them, just like I have stage right,

838
00:37:49.440 --> 00:37:50.039
<v Speaker 2>like really bad?

839
00:37:50.159 --> 00:37:52.320
<v Speaker 1>Wait, who are the other Who are the other performers?

840
00:37:53.119 --> 00:37:55.320
<v Speaker 2>I have Greg Dixon okay, as I like to call

841
00:37:55.360 --> 00:38:01.440
<v Speaker 2>them Greg to Dixon he always wants to should say

842
00:38:01.440 --> 00:38:07.840
<v Speaker 2>that on stage or inked Jimmy. Oh that's what we're

843
00:38:07.880 --> 00:38:09.119
<v Speaker 2>calling an inked Jimmy.

844
00:38:09.760 --> 00:38:10.480
<v Speaker 3>Not inked pig.

845
00:38:11.599 --> 00:38:13.679
<v Speaker 1>Does he have a background in stage.

846
00:38:15.239 --> 00:38:17.920
<v Speaker 2>And I mean, like I've I've filmed with him a

847
00:38:18.000 --> 00:38:19.719
<v Speaker 2>few times and I've hung out with him, and I'm like,

848
00:38:20.400 --> 00:38:22.559
<v Speaker 2>he's pretty sharp. I think you can do. And we

849
00:38:22.719 --> 00:38:25.559
<v Speaker 2>also have really good improvisers that can help us out

850
00:38:25.599 --> 00:38:26.679
<v Speaker 2>and steer the ship.

851
00:38:27.519 --> 00:38:29.000
<v Speaker 1>And there's only one way to get a background.

852
00:38:29.000 --> 00:38:29.239
<v Speaker 2>Babe.

853
00:38:29.840 --> 00:38:31.639
<v Speaker 1>You have to start. You have to start. That's true.

854
00:38:31.960 --> 00:38:32.440
<v Speaker 2>That is true.

855
00:38:32.800 --> 00:38:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Heart was a good experience.

856
00:38:33.920 --> 00:38:35.679
<v Speaker 2>If you don't, don't start on the stage.

857
00:38:35.960 --> 00:38:40.119
<v Speaker 1>Paid show, yes, hey, if you have that any we're

858
00:38:40.119 --> 00:38:40.679
<v Speaker 1>getting paid.

859
00:38:41.599 --> 00:38:42.719
<v Speaker 2>No, people are buying tickets.

860
00:38:42.800 --> 00:38:46.840
<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, I'll just take the practice.

861
00:38:47.000 --> 00:38:50.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, take the practice. The practice. Yeah, I think it's

862
00:38:50.360 --> 00:38:50.880
<v Speaker 2>just wait.

863
00:38:50.960 --> 00:38:53.039
<v Speaker 3>Question actually about the show, So I note, wait, how

864
00:38:53.079 --> 00:38:55.519
<v Speaker 3>does it work? Are we all just set partners the

865
00:38:55.559 --> 00:38:58.000
<v Speaker 3>whole time? We so, because I have one guy that's

866
00:38:58.039 --> 00:38:59.599
<v Speaker 3>just messaging me on on Instagram.

867
00:39:00.199 --> 00:39:02.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we're talking about porn without the porn. We're doing

868
00:39:02.840 --> 00:39:05.000
<v Speaker 2>it at UCB. It will have already been done by

869
00:39:05.039 --> 00:39:06.920
<v Speaker 2>the time this airs, but but I'm sure there will

870
00:39:06.920 --> 00:39:08.960
<v Speaker 2>be a next one. We did plug it in, yeah,

871
00:39:09.519 --> 00:39:11.880
<v Speaker 2>so I know. But then two of the people that

872
00:39:11.960 --> 00:39:13.760
<v Speaker 2>I said that we're going to be in it were

873
00:39:13.800 --> 00:39:16.719
<v Speaker 2>still plugging it to recast ship. We still plug it,

874
00:39:16.880 --> 00:39:19.320
<v Speaker 2>and we mentioned that Michael is in it, so so,

875
00:39:20.760 --> 00:39:24.599
<v Speaker 2>but it's it's like, so there's eight people. There's four

876
00:39:24.760 --> 00:39:29.760
<v Speaker 2>porn performers and four improvisers paired up, so there's like

877
00:39:29.920 --> 00:39:32.800
<v Speaker 2>eight two people's scenes. But there's also a backlook. If

878
00:39:32.840 --> 00:39:34.840
<v Speaker 2>you're in the cast, you can kind of jump in

879
00:39:34.960 --> 00:39:37.599
<v Speaker 2>and jump out right. I'm kind of like if somebody

880
00:39:37.719 --> 00:39:39.880
<v Speaker 2>like if they mentioned somebody else, you can be like

881
00:39:39.960 --> 00:39:44.960
<v Speaker 2>ring ring talk on the phone and then like or yeah,

882
00:39:45.079 --> 00:39:48.440
<v Speaker 2>you can introduce yourself as something in the scene. It's

883
00:39:48.599 --> 00:39:52.880
<v Speaker 2>very silly and fun and stupid, and hardly any of

884
00:39:52.920 --> 00:39:54.559
<v Speaker 2>the scenes have anything to do about porn.

885
00:39:55.119 --> 00:39:55.400
<v Speaker 1>Porn.

886
00:39:55.480 --> 00:39:59.199
<v Speaker 3>It sounds great. I'm just excited that what's your name, Rachel,

887
00:39:59.480 --> 00:40:01.320
<v Speaker 3>Rachel Bloom. Oh my god, that was so cool.

888
00:40:01.519 --> 00:40:04.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know she did the first one. She's great.

889
00:40:04.960 --> 00:40:06.039
<v Speaker 1>I just want to be here. I just want to

890
00:40:06.119 --> 00:40:07.840
<v Speaker 1>She was crazy expert.

891
00:40:07.960 --> 00:40:10.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm going to be Amanda Bynes from Easy Friend.

892
00:40:11.119 --> 00:40:13.000
<v Speaker 2>You can't plan, you can't plan them.

893
00:40:13.400 --> 00:40:14.920
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to know. I'm not about planning. I

894
00:40:15.039 --> 00:40:16.320
<v Speaker 3>just I just want to be her. I just want

895
00:40:16.320 --> 00:40:18.320
<v Speaker 3>to be her fun little gay side kick. That's all

896
00:40:18.360 --> 00:40:18.639
<v Speaker 3>I want.

897
00:40:21.000 --> 00:40:24.480
<v Speaker 2>I remember being at the grabby Is where your mom

898
00:40:24.639 --> 00:40:25.159
<v Speaker 2>came with you.

899
00:40:27.280 --> 00:40:29.199
<v Speaker 1>What was that I bought her dress too, I bought

900
00:40:29.239 --> 00:40:29.719
<v Speaker 1>her a dress.

901
00:40:29.960 --> 00:40:31.840
<v Speaker 2>What was that experience like to have your mom there?

902
00:40:32.119 --> 00:40:33.800
<v Speaker 3>It was great she's come to that when she came

903
00:40:33.880 --> 00:40:34.199
<v Speaker 3>to one of.

904
00:40:34.199 --> 00:40:36.880
<v Speaker 1>The ex business as well, did you did you win?

905
00:40:37.039 --> 00:40:37.079
<v Speaker 2>No?

906
00:40:37.239 --> 00:40:39.800
<v Speaker 3>I wish I wanted the I want of the Grabby's.

907
00:40:39.840 --> 00:40:42.679
<v Speaker 3>Thank god she was there. Well, it was also about

908
00:40:42.719 --> 00:40:44.920
<v Speaker 3>fucking time the Grabbys fucking gave me something. Same with

909
00:40:44.960 --> 00:40:46.400
<v Speaker 3>the Gay Ends. They didn't give me anything for it

910
00:40:46.440 --> 00:40:49.079
<v Speaker 3>forever either. I was always listening to a certain someone

911
00:40:49.800 --> 00:40:53.440
<v Speaker 3>I'm not gonna name. Well it's because.

912
00:40:54.719 --> 00:40:59.159
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but anyway, but your mom win an award, seen.

913
00:40:59.000 --> 00:41:01.039
<v Speaker 3>Me win a gray Yeah, that was great.

914
00:41:01.119 --> 00:41:04.519
<v Speaker 2>And they and the whole day they I don't know

915
00:41:04.559 --> 00:41:06.840
<v Speaker 2>who was on stage, but they like had her stand

916
00:41:07.000 --> 00:41:09.679
<v Speaker 2>and everybody they were like, if you're a men family member,

917
00:41:10.000 --> 00:41:14.239
<v Speaker 2>it was it was she she yeah, yeah, they were

918
00:41:14.320 --> 00:41:18.599
<v Speaker 2>like whose family members? Of who was here there?

919
00:41:18.639 --> 00:41:18.920
<v Speaker 1>I think?

920
00:41:19.000 --> 00:41:22.119
<v Speaker 2>And they stood up and everybody like stood up.

921
00:41:22.639 --> 00:41:25.239
<v Speaker 4>Hold on important question, though, what award did you win

922
00:41:25.320 --> 00:41:27.559
<v Speaker 4>when she was there? Do you remember favorite butt?

923
00:41:28.719 --> 00:41:33.599
<v Speaker 1>Well? I would like to thank my mom.

924
00:41:33.920 --> 00:41:34.519
<v Speaker 2>No, I wouldn't know.

925
00:41:34.719 --> 00:41:37.480
<v Speaker 3>Well, you know, I'm just thank her. I don't think

926
00:41:37.519 --> 00:41:39.920
<v Speaker 3>she would. Funny, My Italian American mom could not be

927
00:41:40.000 --> 00:41:42.679
<v Speaker 3>more proud. She loves That's great, she loves You're like,

928
00:41:42.760 --> 00:41:44.000
<v Speaker 3>I got my butt from my mom.

929
00:41:44.159 --> 00:41:44.800
<v Speaker 1>Who's right there?

930
00:41:45.039 --> 00:41:47.760
<v Speaker 4>Thank your fault. I mean, that's amazing she did this.

931
00:41:48.440 --> 00:41:50.960
<v Speaker 4>It is a magnificent But have you always had it?

932
00:41:51.159 --> 00:41:51.320
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

933
00:41:51.800 --> 00:41:52.000
<v Speaker 1>Wow?

934
00:41:52.559 --> 00:41:56.760
<v Speaker 2>How do you feel about being type cast as a bottom?

935
00:41:57.239 --> 00:41:57.719
<v Speaker 1>I don't care.

936
00:41:57.760 --> 00:42:01.239
<v Speaker 2>I just want money, right, dude, Like, but you are

937
00:42:02.599 --> 00:42:04.239
<v Speaker 2>tapping as much as bottoming.

938
00:42:04.679 --> 00:42:07.000
<v Speaker 3>Or I think it depends on the person.

939
00:42:07.360 --> 00:42:10.800
<v Speaker 1>Right, do you identify as a bottom? Like the noun

940
00:42:11.079 --> 00:42:12.320
<v Speaker 1>like everything?

941
00:42:12.519 --> 00:42:16.719
<v Speaker 3>Okay, I'm every woman, I'm kidding his pan, Yes, No,

942
00:42:16.760 --> 00:42:17.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm kidding.

943
00:42:18.119 --> 00:42:22.760
<v Speaker 2>No, I'm I want. I wanted to bring up you.

944
00:42:23.119 --> 00:42:28.239
<v Speaker 2>Are you like to do looks? Looks you like to

945
00:42:28.800 --> 00:42:33.079
<v Speaker 2>dress up? Like especially for award shows? Where does that

946
00:42:33.320 --> 00:42:37.320
<v Speaker 2>come from? I mean, like, actually, I have decided when

947
00:42:37.400 --> 00:42:41.000
<v Speaker 2>I go out with with Michael, I want him to

948
00:42:41.079 --> 00:42:43.239
<v Speaker 2>come over her so I can see what he's wearing

949
00:42:43.320 --> 00:42:43.719
<v Speaker 2>and then just.

950
00:42:43.840 --> 00:42:47.400
<v Speaker 1>Obvious smart basically sunglasses.

951
00:42:47.800 --> 00:42:48.679
<v Speaker 2>Well, I see you out.

952
00:42:50.079 --> 00:42:51.800
<v Speaker 3>I'm trying to not do that anymore. I'm trying to

953
00:42:51.880 --> 00:42:54.079
<v Speaker 3>be more of a a glinda.

954
00:42:54.599 --> 00:42:55.440
<v Speaker 2>Wait what is that about?

955
00:42:55.519 --> 00:42:57.960
<v Speaker 1>Tell me about sunglasses out in the nightclub on you?

956
00:42:58.400 --> 00:43:00.079
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean you didn't know?

957
00:43:00.159 --> 00:43:03.440
<v Speaker 3>This is my journey, This is doesn't here. I don't

958
00:43:03.480 --> 00:43:05.400
<v Speaker 3>know where or why it started. I think I just

959
00:43:05.519 --> 00:43:07.440
<v Speaker 3>did it once to be funny, and then I just

960
00:43:07.519 --> 00:43:09.440
<v Speaker 3>kept doing it, and then it kind of became like

961
00:43:09.679 --> 00:43:13.119
<v Speaker 3>a weird safety thing or like kind of like I

962
00:43:13.159 --> 00:43:14.800
<v Speaker 3>don't know, like me put on my sunglasses just means

963
00:43:14.840 --> 00:43:18.079
<v Speaker 3>like people can see me, but I really can't see

964
00:43:18.119 --> 00:43:20.079
<v Speaker 3>them as much, so then I feel safe.

965
00:43:20.760 --> 00:43:21.639
<v Speaker 1>It's weird, I don't know.

966
00:43:21.800 --> 00:43:24.519
<v Speaker 2>And if you're drunk, it's the eyes that give I know, well,

967
00:43:24.519 --> 00:43:25.280
<v Speaker 2>then I can kind of like.

968
00:43:25.559 --> 00:43:27.440
<v Speaker 3>Look around to be a little like fucked up and

969
00:43:27.559 --> 00:43:29.000
<v Speaker 3>like no one really knows. I mean they know you're

970
00:43:29.000 --> 00:43:29.800
<v Speaker 3>wearing sunglasses, but.

971
00:43:29.880 --> 00:43:36.320
<v Speaker 2>Like do you know because I think, well that someone

972
00:43:36.679 --> 00:43:38.320
<v Speaker 2>is drunk, that's fine.

973
00:43:38.519 --> 00:43:40.159
<v Speaker 1>No, I see it the way you do.

974
00:43:40.239 --> 00:43:42.159
<v Speaker 4>I think sunglasses are a great way to be able

975
00:43:42.159 --> 00:43:44.360
<v Speaker 4>to people watch in a way that makes you feel

976
00:43:44.440 --> 00:43:45.599
<v Speaker 4>like you're not being you're not.

977
00:43:45.800 --> 00:43:48.559
<v Speaker 2>It's a safety it's a partition.

978
00:43:49.239 --> 00:43:51.519
<v Speaker 3>Partitions safety blankets.

979
00:43:52.559 --> 00:43:52.920
<v Speaker 1>For sure.

980
00:43:53.239 --> 00:43:55.360
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but I'm trying not to do that anymore because

981
00:43:55.400 --> 00:43:56.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm just I don't know, I think I need to

982
00:43:57.199 --> 00:43:58.280
<v Speaker 3>just trying to be I don't know, just a little

983
00:43:58.280 --> 00:44:00.599
<v Speaker 3>bit more of an authentic a nice No, not authentic,

984
00:44:00.679 --> 00:44:03.159
<v Speaker 3>because me doing what I was doing sunglass wasn't it

985
00:44:03.199 --> 00:44:07.079
<v Speaker 3>just like unauthentic. But I think having more of a

986
00:44:07.639 --> 00:44:10.639
<v Speaker 3>more of a presence, right, more of a sweet a

987
00:44:10.760 --> 00:44:12.119
<v Speaker 3>sweet girl of the people.

988
00:44:12.280 --> 00:44:14.000
<v Speaker 2>I think it s no, but I think you're on

989
00:44:14.119 --> 00:44:17.639
<v Speaker 2>the right track to maybe being able to have a

990
00:44:17.719 --> 00:44:20.360
<v Speaker 2>conversation and a little be a little more connected when

991
00:44:20.400 --> 00:44:23.599
<v Speaker 2>you're out. When you're having that instead of with sunglasses

992
00:44:23.639 --> 00:44:24.119
<v Speaker 2>on and they're not.

993
00:44:24.119 --> 00:44:25.760
<v Speaker 3>Wearing people will so come up to me.

994
00:44:26.159 --> 00:44:31.159
<v Speaker 2>I know. Yeah, yeah, I think your evolution is great.

995
00:44:31.400 --> 00:44:31.679
<v Speaker 1>Thank you.

996
00:44:32.199 --> 00:44:35.320
<v Speaker 4>I have loved Yeah, you've and you've made your mark

997
00:44:35.440 --> 00:44:38.800
<v Speaker 4>for sure, Like I mean, thank you the Michael Boston

998
00:44:38.880 --> 00:44:39.239
<v Speaker 4>of it all.

999
00:44:39.559 --> 00:44:43.400
<v Speaker 1>Oh, stop you guys. What's next?

1000
00:44:43.760 --> 00:44:43.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

1001
00:44:44.039 --> 00:44:45.639
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, tell us what's next? Like what are you what

1002
00:44:45.719 --> 00:44:47.880
<v Speaker 4>are you excited about for the remainder of twenty twenty five?

1003
00:44:48.559 --> 00:44:50.599
<v Speaker 3>Well, right now, I'm working with I've been going to

1004
00:44:51.599 --> 00:44:53.920
<v Speaker 3>a friend, my friend Jeff McLean, I've been working with

1005
00:44:54.039 --> 00:44:59.159
<v Speaker 3>him on my seeing voice since twenty twenty one, or

1006
00:45:00.119 --> 00:45:01.599
<v Speaker 3>we're doing some more.

1007
00:45:02.719 --> 00:45:05.719
<v Speaker 1>Hoping to record some stuff an album. It'll be fun. Yeah,

1008
00:45:05.719 --> 00:45:06.280
<v Speaker 1>are you a singer?

1009
00:45:06.880 --> 00:45:09.519
<v Speaker 3>I like to sing. I'm getting more comfortable with it

1010
00:45:09.599 --> 00:45:11.280
<v Speaker 3>and figuring out how my voice works.

1011
00:45:11.079 --> 00:45:13.639
<v Speaker 1>And shit like that. But it's exciting.

1012
00:45:14.000 --> 00:45:16.119
<v Speaker 3>It'll be fun. And I mean, obviously I wouldn't look

1013
00:45:16.159 --> 00:45:18.599
<v Speaker 3>to anything that sounds I wouldn't want to lose anything

1014
00:45:18.639 --> 00:45:20.960
<v Speaker 3>that sounds shit, so it'd have to be amazing. But

1015
00:45:21.679 --> 00:45:24.519
<v Speaker 3>just things like that. And then we're doing background stuff

1016
00:45:24.599 --> 00:45:27.440
<v Speaker 3>and I have friends who are writing parts for me

1017
00:45:27.559 --> 00:45:31.119
<v Speaker 3>and shit, and hopefully some things will change and I'm

1018
00:45:31.159 --> 00:45:37.159
<v Speaker 3>working towards those things and being open and yeah, open minded,

1019
00:45:37.280 --> 00:45:41.159
<v Speaker 3>open hearted, and open legged. That is what I'm doing

1020
00:45:41.199 --> 00:45:42.199
<v Speaker 3>for the rest of twenty twenty five.

1021
00:45:42.920 --> 00:45:43.280
<v Speaker 1>Lovely.

1022
00:45:43.760 --> 00:45:44.920
<v Speaker 2>I can't wait to see what you do.

1023
00:45:45.159 --> 00:45:47.840
<v Speaker 1>Yes, thank you, and we'll see you out about in

1024
00:45:48.039 --> 00:45:50.760
<v Speaker 1>or out of sunglasses. Yes. I love that you come

1025
00:45:50.800 --> 00:45:52.559
<v Speaker 1>to all the parties. Thank you, You're welcome.

1026
00:45:52.599 --> 00:45:52.880
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god.

1027
00:45:52.920 --> 00:45:52.960
<v Speaker 1>No.

1028
00:45:53.000 --> 00:45:55.480
<v Speaker 3>I actually just got like accosted bite someone yesterday at

1029
00:45:55.480 --> 00:45:56.840
<v Speaker 3>the gym and they were like, why ain't coming to

1030
00:45:56.880 --> 00:45:58.920
<v Speaker 3>Hot Dog anywhere. I'm like, I'm like, well, the less

1031
00:45:58.920 --> 00:46:00.280
<v Speaker 3>time I went, I was black out drunk. I feel

1032
00:46:00.280 --> 00:46:01.960
<v Speaker 3>like I got carried out with my friends. Oh no,

1033
00:46:03.920 --> 00:46:10.199
<v Speaker 3>probably wasn't you can stone cold sober? Those stairs are

1034
00:46:10.320 --> 00:46:12.679
<v Speaker 3>like really, I feel like Alice in Wonderland. I'm like,

1035
00:46:12.679 --> 00:46:13.280
<v Speaker 3>where are we going?

1036
00:46:13.400 --> 00:46:14.280
<v Speaker 1>Like? This is so crazy?

1037
00:46:15.599 --> 00:46:16.679
<v Speaker 2>Has anyone fallen down?

1038
00:46:17.679 --> 00:46:21.119
<v Speaker 1>Probably? I followed over one hundred years old.

1039
00:46:22.599 --> 00:46:23.280
<v Speaker 2>Nobody has hurt.

1040
00:46:25.239 --> 00:46:25.960
<v Speaker 3>My leg fell off.

1041
00:46:26.199 --> 00:46:27.760
<v Speaker 2>It's not quite like black speeches.

1042
00:46:27.840 --> 00:46:29.440
<v Speaker 1>But it's honey.

1043
00:46:29.559 --> 00:46:32.519
<v Speaker 3>I will not go down there. I don't think it's

1044
00:46:32.559 --> 00:46:37.519
<v Speaker 3>worth it really. Now, she's just being a I'm being

1045
00:46:37.559 --> 00:46:39.880
<v Speaker 3>a nun now. So I'm like, I couldn't imagine walking downstairs.

1046
00:46:40.119 --> 00:46:43.480
<v Speaker 1>I will never I couldn't imagine, well, not for long, but.

1047
00:46:45.559 --> 00:46:50.400
<v Speaker 3>And then a big dick comes along. Oh, follow me

1048
00:46:50.480 --> 00:46:50.960
<v Speaker 3>up the rocks?

1049
00:46:53.039 --> 00:46:57.519
<v Speaker 2>Good under a tree?

1050
00:46:58.000 --> 00:47:01.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think we have to wrap up.

1051
00:47:01.400 --> 00:47:02.800
<v Speaker 2>I've been really lovely having you.

1052
00:47:02.880 --> 00:47:04.960
<v Speaker 1>Do you have anything else cool? Do you have anything

1053
00:47:05.000 --> 00:47:07.400
<v Speaker 1>for us? Michael Boston, Not that I could think of.

1054
00:47:07.480 --> 00:47:09.519
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I've already like shared a lot. You've

1055
00:47:09.519 --> 00:47:10.000
<v Speaker 1>shared a lot.

1056
00:47:10.079 --> 00:47:11.400
<v Speaker 2>You are sharing too much?

1057
00:47:11.559 --> 00:47:13.079
<v Speaker 1>No, never, there's a lot.

1058
00:47:13.079 --> 00:47:13.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

1059
00:47:13.360 --> 00:47:16.360
<v Speaker 3>I don't where the line is. I don't know where

1060
00:47:16.360 --> 00:47:17.880
<v Speaker 3>it is. I don't know where the line is entertaining

1061
00:47:17.960 --> 00:47:19.119
<v Speaker 3>and oversharing, but oh.

1062
00:47:19.039 --> 00:47:22.840
<v Speaker 2>Well, well there we are this podcast. It's it's a big.

1063
00:47:22.800 --> 00:47:27.599
<v Speaker 3>Range fair yeah, yeah, yay, and thank god.

1064
00:47:27.800 --> 00:47:31.000
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes we complain, sometimes we put things on a pedestal.

1065
00:47:30.840 --> 00:47:32.760
<v Speaker 3>Right, and then sometimes we ship on a bunch of

1066
00:47:32.800 --> 00:47:34.199
<v Speaker 3>people and then hope they don't hear it.

1067
00:47:35.360 --> 00:47:38.800
<v Speaker 1>And either way, sorry for asking, that's how it goes.

1068
00:47:39.199 --> 00:47:40.000
<v Speaker 1>It's not your fault.

1069
00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:42.440
<v Speaker 2>I opened my mouth. I asked for this.

1070
00:47:42.840 --> 00:47:46.199
<v Speaker 4>Well, thanks for coming today, Michael Boston. Everybody, if you

1071
00:47:46.239 --> 00:47:50.840
<v Speaker 4>don't know, now you know. Yeah, well that's it for me.

1072
00:47:50.880 --> 00:47:54.800
<v Speaker 1>How about you? Okay, I'm Adam Ramsay, sorry for asking.

1073
00:47:55.039 --> 00:48:01.559
<v Speaker 2>Bye by This has been woraity for asking. Be sure

1074
00:48:01.639 --> 00:48:07.320
<v Speaker 2>to like, comment and subscribe, and until next time, stay sexy.