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Speaker 1: Hello, I'm welcomed stories all the time. Glad you are here.

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Let's get into it. It after midnight and the city

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doesn't feel like home. My kitchen windows crack, trickling in

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a dry wind that carries the scent of engine exhaust

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and stale fry fruit from the shutter kabob shop across

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the street. I sit hunched over a narrow table stained

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with ring marks and popmup with bent scabs from cheap

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cigarette ash. Around me, layered and flowing as if this

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table is an altar of confusion. Theretorm receipts, trip history,

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print outs, post it notes, stuck to everything, and my

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badded black note. Its page is fan open like the

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enspolt guts of a clock, and each page is a

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patchwork of frantic scroll and familiar initials, jared dates and addresses,

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arrows looping through diagrams that look more like the clustering

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bands of a stranger's nightmare than any logical structure. A

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vortexpenciled at the center of most pages, ringed in a

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phrase so stubbornly persistently almost chanted it into delirium, always

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the last ry. The notebook has become a kind of

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totem for me, though I sometimes hate to touch it.

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My penhovers thin d my fingers tap at the slim

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digital recorder that clicks on at a faint blue lead.

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My own voice two Net to Go comes through the

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tinney speaker. I listened to myself, flat and methodical, listing

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out names. One A Brixton picked up at twenty two fourteen.

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Last ride didn't end the fair item left behind. I

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reached for the Navy lineard holding a faded plastic card,

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the kind you used to scan into midtown apartment blocks.

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The item was under my passenger seat, kicked up by

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winner's nervous feet. Protocol says you tried to reach up,

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find the person and sure nothing got lost in the

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hand off. I did that. He used the phone number

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listed in the app, which routed me not to win

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it herself, but to her sister. I'd left a polite

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message and got a call back on a soft weekday afternoon.

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The woman's voice was brisk, edged with the map by

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sharp tones of someone used to city chaos. I think

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he must be confused. I don't have a sister by

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that name. I don't know any whinner. You have the

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wrong number yet I double checked with the app the

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match was exact. Their faces in profile pictures resembled enough

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to suggest family. I recalled the childer tickled the back

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of my head as every plead our conversation rolling from

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my coal lug in a patch of dry sunlight on

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my living room floor, I sense for a moment that

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the woman's confusion wasn't staged, that it concealed something vile,

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a memory forcibly blotted, or a name erased by shadow.

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Now in my cramped, shadow wrapped apartment, the residue of

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that call will not fade. I replay the message on

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my smartphone, her clipped denial, and the silence that yawned

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just before she hung up. Rewind replay pause. There's a

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coalness buried in the static, or whif a something final.

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I thumbed the notebooks well worn seam, letting it fall

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open to a pair of pages of stared at for days.

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Scrolled along the margin, The air dresses are circled in red,

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every one marking the end of that last ride, end

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points of vanishing. Let it over a map of the

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city's farthest reach as empty alleys, condemned blocks, lawn parched Parkland,

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dead end, culled to sex, with mail boxes bristling like

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the stumps of pull teeth. The pen's line overlaps itself,

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the patrol in my own hand, always the last ride,

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always a different place, always something lost that cannot be reclaimed.

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I take a shaky breath and shut their corridor off.

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The outside world barely seeps through the smear glass, just

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a lost echo of city, bustle, Travis breeze faintly below,

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ceaseless and indifferent. I know I don't deserve to be

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this rattle to just overseats. Maybe a mistake in the

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app confusion on the other end. But there's something else too.

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There's a pattern curling at the edge of understanding, And

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with every laid iron, every page turned, it closes tighter

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round me. Assarisk, a memory of simpler Knight's floats up nights,

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when driving was just work and complicated and repetitive, a

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game of numbers. In time, I found my solace in

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the orne sodium vapor glow, a thousand blotched tailers dancing

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over the cracked black top. Before all of this, each

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shift began, the same keys jingling in my pocket, the

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slap of the car door, closing the fitful blow of

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my coat. As I settled behind the wheel. I'd missed

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the dashboard with a lemonye spray, wipe down the sticky

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coin tray with a rag, checked the cup holder for

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wrappers or receipts left by the previous night's parade of strangers.

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I always buckled the tiny bag of mixed nuts and

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old water bottles to the back of the front passenger seat.

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It looked generous, but it was just habited. Some passengers

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took snacks, most just ignored them. My phone would ping,

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alerting me to the end flocks of fares. The city,

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sprawling and restless, came alive in glass and chrome, as

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dark as settled neon off licko store windows, club signs,

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touching bus headlights, swinging white to catch loan figures. It stops.

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This was my kindom elabyornth that felt navigable, if only

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through repetition. My passengers changed each night, that their habits

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rarely did group one. The club kids glitter on their knuckles,

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cracked laughter, perfume. Shop is alcohol in a wound. The

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left smears and the windows and hid the phone screens

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from each other, talking nonsense above beats still pulsing in

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their heads. Group two, the overnight shifters, tired faces stitched

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up against fatigue, hands curled a round, battered backpacks, barely

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audible thank hughes as they slipped into or out of

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the back seat. I like these the best sellent, clean,

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no drama. There were others, too, the late night insomniacs

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calling for short rides to nowhere, eager to make tiny

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connections in the quiet dark. For them, I kept a

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running inventory of city trivia, ready to deploy if the

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air got too awkward. Sometimes they offered more fragments of

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their own stores, scraps of family trouble, idle questions about

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my real job, if I had one. When I stopped

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for gas, almost always at the blue Lit Rapid Fuel

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on West Fifteenth, I made a ritual of it. That's

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where I first became friendly with Malik, a ryde Chaer

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veteran whose silver cam I announced itself from the wayward

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squill of its brakes. Malick was a fixture or early forties,

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always with a disposable cup of liquorice tea and a

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cheap radial blur in the late soccer results he'd lean

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out Handwall's cigarette already forming a droop at the edge

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of his mouth, and MUTTERO city gossip through the static.

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Don't stay too late in Glover Park, kid, I've seen

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face down their turn ugly and not worth the extra

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couple of bucks. Trust me, some ride, some shifts, You're

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better off skipping, I'd laugh, wave him off. He'd shake

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his head. Thick eyebrows needed an exaggerated warning. But next

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time I caught a pang from Glover Park with the

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warehouses near the river, my thumb hasted a second before accepting.

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You heard a lot of things from other drivers. Most

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were tales of parking tickets, bad tips, hookup's gone wrong,

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passengers who spilled out on to the curve and vanished

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before they paid. But every now and then some one

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would mention a fair that went all the way across

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the city without saying a word, vanishing into shadows own arrival,

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and never popping up again. Quiet fairs, they called them.

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He never got a second trip. Sometimes I found myself

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carrying two or three in the same week. It never

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seemed strange, not at first the city eight people, or

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maybe the city reflected back what he put into its silence,

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while hope erasure still alike, the night shift, no boss

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watching me, nobody checking when on how long I worked,

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just the city and its senses of faces, all easy

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to forget. My well shrank to the glow from my phone,

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the green light blinking and the dash, the sound of

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sleep stove talk radio. The pattern is invisible until it tightens,

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and by then you were too entangled to slip loose asterisk.

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This past spring, something shifted, almost imprecipibly. It started as vague,

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as quiet, and note I pushed aside until it stacked

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into a wall. It was a quiet Tuesday when I

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checked my weekly pay at summary. I'd been expecting my

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usual mixed tips from club goers, short runs for casino diners,

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the odd stretch for hospital staff clocking out. But as

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I scrolled name by name, I realized three of my

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so called regulars were missing. There were blank spaces in

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the pay atless where they should have reappeared, listings for

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ride I've given before, common name, slipping past, until suddenly

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there was nothing at all, not a tip, not a

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five star review. Curiosity aged into anxiety as I double

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checked my route history in the app, each of the

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vanished regulars had taken a ride within the last ten days,

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always late, always to a different sector of the city.

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The first, a construction worker named Halorin, asked to be

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dropped off near an abandoned busteeper piles of rusting metal,

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no sign of activity, just a lock gate. The second,

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a middle aged woman named Coinsila, got out by the

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shutter pharmacy in Northmore. The building paneled over and tagged

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in purple spray paint. The last, at grad student Liam,

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if my notes were right, requested to drop at a

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city park long after closing. Usually a regular were books

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within a week or two a dip. They chat or

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at least not hollow. Profiles might change, new head shuts,

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updated buyers, but these were different. When A tapped their names,

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all I got was an eras green. This profile is

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no longer active for the app, said even there passed.

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Pickup's blurred and anonymized as rider with soil we way

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in place of faces. I tried to message Liam Thrudia

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in absystem, thinking he might have just changed numbers. Message

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failed to send. Use it does not exist, not blocked,

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not deleted, erased. It was then that a memory slid

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side was into my mind. Halorin looking out the window,

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muscles not intent under his windbreaker, whispering thanks, but not

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quite meeting my eye as we idled at the bus deeper,

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or Consola pausing on the curb, throwing a glance over

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her shoulder, as if counting had lights before she slid

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softly into the night. Each of them left behind a

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debris feel ass scent on the seats, a glove and notebook,

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a pocket of receipt but unturned up to reclaim it.

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I shivered, shutting the app The missing were not my

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story was my problem either. That was what I told

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myself as I circled the names of my battered notebook,

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my scroll becoming daggered with mounting her knees. Yet, no

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matter how I tried to explain it away, routine turn over,

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a people moving bad luck, the patent scratched deeper asterisk,

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I resolved not to be superstitious. There are explanations for everything,

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if you're patient and practical and willing to keep the

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aging still a niche burro behind my eyes. Something was

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at right. A week blood passed in restless, half productive

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days between rides and corner shop sandwiches. I come through

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my cloud, dry brodging up, dash on cliff, dashed by habit.

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I sat on the floor, maps unveiled round me, and

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moped with colored bushbends matching each disappearance. IRA after IRA

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of night footage flickered white lines and city signage, headlight

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blooming as halo's by the curb. I clicked through, slowing

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for drop offs in those odd precincts where ferris seemed

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to vanish. Soon a detail appeared, a plain white sedan,

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always faint in the periphery, idling with its lights off

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at two of the last three draw up sites. Even

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as I scrutinized pixels, it remained distant, headlight, shadowed windows,

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blank shape, and wavering out of habit aboost to the

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daft comp's background audio static wind, my own tired size,

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the scrape of a glove or breathy cough. Then, near

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the edge of two drop offs, fois as surface nearly

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impossible to parse transfers Here the garbled reply clipped, as

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though half of the words were being broadcast for a storm.

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She's ready. The words wormed their way into my skin,

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alien and institutional, but clearly spoken. Coffee a cidic in

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my veins. I needed to speak. Malik was on, so

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I tracked him down at the Ambulet all night diner

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that acted as our informal h key. He occupied the

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corner booth, dunking toast and eggs, tracking the news on

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a battered phone. Something's not right, I started small, careful,

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You ever had riders disappear on you? Profiles were erased,

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oor ride logs just gone. He scoffed, grinning over a

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muffle of egg. Half the time its bugs goes, toccounts,

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the back ends always breaking. Relax man ear rattled, They

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switch numbers, dump the app whatever. I pushed harder, laying

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out details, drop off in abandoned corners, the silent white car,

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the voices in the background, Malik's eyebrows arch. But the

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old skeptisism never slipped. You hang around the weird neighborhoods.

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You see weird stuff. Probably just some one picking up

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a friend, or hell, maybe it's a test ride from

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another app. You checking the local news I had. I

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told him there were no stories, no missing person's matching

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what I'd found. Nadick waved it off, focusing on his toast,

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His attention drifting from my knees, as if afraid it

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mut stick. Days blended, I grew restless, my notebooks swelling

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as names and addresses multiply. That nagging itch drove me

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into the daylight for once, to the address where i'd

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left Hallow in the old deeper Northwest, swallowed by weeds.

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I walked him on, empty snack wrappers and gush shouts.

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Sunlight made the air you feel impossibly bare, disowned by

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the city. A chain hung loosely from the gate, and

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at my feet a brownish crossed, its stain stretched into

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the gravel and settling but ambiguous. I saw a man

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lying beneath the top tangles of house building from his hoodie.

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He watched me with feral distress, clutching something in his fist.

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I made a show of glancing at my phone. A

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friend of mine used to come here, seeing anyone around.

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His apply was spit landing, slick and hot near my shoe.

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You're not the first looking for her, he said, voiced

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coal tight, ain't none come back. You can go now.

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His gaze darted behind me when I turned head lights.

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Balanced on the horizon, a white sedan and moving distant

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in a wad of felt intent. I left before curiosity

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could and spool into something darker. Back in my car,

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swept running down I brought despite the chill, I looked

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into the rear view mirror, certain I was being watched.

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My skin felt too small for my bones. Asterisk A

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stretch of days pretended and normally before the next sharp bitch.

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I'd given up expecting quick closure and resigned to track

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and clues in the margins, nursing my paranoil like a

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saw tooth. Then at two in the morning, it takes

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vibry to my phone awake. The number was blocked, a

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gray notification balloon two short sentences, it's not your business,

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stop asking about them. The message vanished within seconds, replaced

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by the apse bland home screen, but not before my

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thumb fired off a screen shot. That image lingered, and

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my photo roll stamped inexplicably with a map, pin and

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address matching one of the abandoned drop offs. My breath caught.

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I tried calling the driver help line, still pretending to

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be a good samaritan. I'm worried about a passenger who

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never got home after a drop off. There was something odd.

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I just want to know she's okay. The voice was

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helpful in the way a customer service bought would be

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perfectly measured. Slide to put lightness, pausing after each crypt.

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We appreciate your concern. Unusual situations are reviewed internally. Thank

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you for your report. Please let the system guide your

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future trips. I pressed for a supervisor, but the call

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ended mid scent and soundless surgical. I pulled back from

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the phone, stomach twisting, and after image of compliance sticking

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in my mind. Later that night, drovesey from stirring its greens.

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I stepped to my window and looked down. Parked alongside

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my battert tod anne as a crisp white carroseme make

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same model as a one from my footage. Its engine

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was silent, windows dark. I watch heart thumping, but the

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driver never got out, and after what felt like IROs

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it slid into the darkness. That weekend, as gured the

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notebook for the first time, the clusters of numbers and symbols,

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mid sense, date stamps, time windows crunched close to my

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own rides, locations arranged in lines and knocks that deckered

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the patterns I'd found on my maps. A cipher half

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cracked I pressed my palm over the aging paper, feeling

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the indent of my own desperate search. There's a line

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eventually that cannot be retreated from I crossed it, then,

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flicking on the recorder once more and whispering, if they

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want to scare me off, they picked the wrong driver asterisk.

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That week, I'll let my curiosity turn ferocious. Somewhere in

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the wormholes of Rydeta, I believed the system themselves would

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give up this secret. I fed my phone into a

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tangled extension chords and booted up in old laptop skripton

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routines to download, write histories, driver logs, pay out details

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each day to set layered on new strangeness a revealing pattern.

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Ride into view profiles flagged as an active when random,

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they clustered in the late ires, drew thick lines along

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the city's periphery. The Vanish shared a common template rides

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requested after one a m drop offs and zones that

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no one lived in. To lead it accounts with the

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nives of arrival, I checked a map of my routes,

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now seated with digital pins. Each one hung not in chaos,

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but in a lop sided arc. As so mapping a boundary.

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The randomness was an illusion. There was a design. Next

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came something subtler. I enlarged a trip or seat. Peering

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closer at the faded corner, there, barely perceptible a water mark,

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a looping symbol matching what I'd scribbled blindly into the

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margins of my notebook on nights where I couldn't sleep.

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The pattern laced itself into the architecture of the app.

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Mask are reading its background noise, reluctant, but steel. I

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called on Malik this time. He wasn't dismissive. With hands

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locked tight around his coffee, he leaned in over my

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batted laptop. I've heard whispers, he muttered, voice nearly trembling.

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They called them ghost fairs, no app cash only do

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you take the wrong route, you don't come back, They

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say those reasons. I lost two friends, funds off, cows abandoned,

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like they just disappeared. After a shift, the conversation slid darker.

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Mylek stayed into his mug, not quite meeting my eyes.

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There was history in his silence. We parted awkwardly. That night,

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unable to sleep, I took my usual diversion through the

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city's northern blocks, replain old routes. My own streets felt hostile.

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The corner's sharp, the lights colder. The white sedan surfaced again,

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not parked, not illusory, betrayling me by block headlights flickering

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at odd intervals. At the intersection near Brodrick's warehouse, it

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cut inward, closing distance, and for a moment I thought

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I a heartbeat lader. Swerved away into red lit side street,

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the glare gone as a friends from reality. I slowed

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to a stop, sweat pulling on my brow asterisk The

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last straw was a plan, not a reaction. I would

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return to the sight of the first missing ride, recreate

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the trip, and see what surfaced. This time. I would

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not just watch, I would intervene. I pulled my car

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into a pocket of darkness near the same bastipo. My

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dask come according live. Every window cracked for sound, a burn,

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her phone nestled in my shoulder bag, ready to dial

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malack of things went bad. The eye was bled by.

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In thin, nervous minutes, my knuckles were white on the wheel.

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The quarter to three, a figure emerged, a young woman

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flickering in and out of the tangle of street lamp shadows.

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I recognized her at once. Her face matched the one

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ot sketched fit to the lust lost rider's name. She

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glanced over each shoulder before marching to the curb. Thorn

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in hand. I wanted to call out, but held myself

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in check, every muscle straining. She paused the phone, lighting

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her jaw in blue. Not my car, though, as I watched,

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a white dan blant and perfect rolled up to the curb.

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The passenger doors one open smoothly, and she slid inside,

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darting one last wild glance back for a second. Our

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eyes met through the glasser gaze and spoke and scream

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for help, some private message pulsing in her silent plea.

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The cop pulled away. I gunned my engine and tried

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to follow, noting the license plate be five file zero TEEP,

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but by the time I reached the intersection, it was gone.

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Later at the plate vanished from registry, not found on

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any public record, dadea white, expunged, sweat soaked skin prickling.

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I spun the car back around determination, turning to dread.

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I didn't make it fifty feet before second vickl box

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me in. Two men in dock suits stepping out faces

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blank in the glare of my dacham. The tallow one

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wrapped the window, slow and deliberate. I hesitated, heart thudding,

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but cracked at half an inch. There are places drivers

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aren't meant to see, he said, tone graveled and almost gentle.

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This is your last warning. His companion met my eyes,

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the smile flickering for an instant threat contained in composure.

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Keep asking, and you'll join the missing. They stepped back,

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cow idling until I reversed and fled, slick with the

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sense of utter exposure. At home, my hand shook as

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I backed up the dash onto my laptop, clutching the

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notebooks so tidy its corn as curled. Even from the

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safety of my own living room, I felt the cold

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stare of those suited men, and the echo of that

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fraezed looping in my bones. Always the last ride the

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Pastern was not just a map of fear, nor a

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puzzle for idle hands. I had asked too loudly, too well.

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Now it reached for me alone in the dawning dark.

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I finally understood what it meant to disappear alone in

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the dawning dark. I finally understood what it meant to disappear,

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but sleep refused to take me, replaced by the relentless

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ticking up my own pulse, rickishing around the tiny apartment

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until the wall seemed to pulse with threat. I watched

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on bleed, weak color through the clouds and anemic blue.

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My hands stung where the notebooks cover had but an inn,

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leaving pale impressions across my palm. I wasn't ready, could

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never be ready for what I now suspected was moving

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alongside me, always two steps ahead. By noon, the city

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was awake, the apartment flooded with gray. I stepped into

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the shower, a water sloosing over a skin that felt board.

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Once dress, I tried to focus on normal things, food, laundry,

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catching up on the crooked bills sat piled on the

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kitchen counter. But the world had changed overnight. Every fitstep

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from the hall made my stomach not The grind of

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a garbage truck became a warning bell, the broken elevator's

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wine a coded message. My phone, begrudgingly obeying, produced a

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calendar of errands. I assigned myself groceries, laundry drop off,

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returning a library book, and I forced myself through each

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as flicking to every white vehicle parked at the curve,

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every reflection in store front glass. The city's rhythm was

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jagged to day, as if the presence that had chattered

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me and the small errors had left a signature across

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the architecture. The morning curd at the sand which shot

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spilled outside noisier than usual, and their chattermorphed into static.

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As I threaded through to grab coffee, half listening from

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my own name, or maybe the crackle over radio cueuing

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up something that shouldn't exist, I found myself circling back

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to the old depot. I hadn't planned at my feet,

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simply routed day. While I sip coffee, gone cold and flavorless,

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the lot was wide up in a daylight, the fenced

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troop in unrusty hinges. No sign now of the street

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sleeper or the white Sudan, but a single chair had

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been tip near the chain and on its crack viny

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lay a heap a cigarette, but still fragrant fresh. Someone

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had kept watch. The urge to investigate collided with my

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own fear. I snapped a photo of a chair, a

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close up of one toasted filter, and moved on, unwilling

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to linger in the open to larn. A delivery truck

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idled in the lane, engine rumbling, metallic and unfriendly. The driver,

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a narrow faced man with the tattoo of a clock

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just visible above his collar, watched my progress in the

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wing mirror. When I turned back, the mirror surface caught

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my gaze. Strangely, for a slivered instant, it wasn't myself,

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but someone else standing in the reflection. Shoulders, broader face, indistinct,

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hands curled into fists, Sweat prickled beneath my jacket. I

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hurried back to my car, fighting the compulsion to look

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over my shoulder. The city's sun had grown harsh, flattening

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the world to two dimensional brightness, as if daring me

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to miss some vital clue. I drove aimlessly, needing to

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keep in motion. The radio mumbling in the background with

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news of laofs and another city council corruption probe. Even

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the anchors practiced reading sounded brittle and mechanical. The long

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red light a police cruiser rattle passed. Asked the officer,

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and side gave nothing but an impassive glance. I thought

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about flagging him down, showing my batted NOTEOK and explaining

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the white sedans, the missing passengers. But what would I say.

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I didn't have even a name that could be traced,

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only shadows, voice, fragments, and that looping symbers gorched into

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the meditate of my life. That symbol had begun to

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infiltrate my dreams. Dozing as star plates, it flared across

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my eyelids, a twisted loop pot noose pot circuit, echoing endlessly.

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At times, in half sleep, I'd almost hear a faint voice,

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my own, someone else's chanting. Always the last ride, it

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was as if the structure of my days was being overwritten.

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He qulibraated into alignment with something vast and caring. Late

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in the afternoon, I steered the car down to the

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river side industrial blocks, hoping motion would keep me sane.

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My rough curve threw empty loading docks and pass ware

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houses half bricked and stenciled with warnings. I stopped at

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an ancient payphone outside a shut of canteen, dug up

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a handful of coins from under my seat, and dialed

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to help, lying once more, not from my mobile, but

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from this anonymous relic. The phone ran too many times,

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the sound wheezy in my ear. I hung up before

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the line could connect anxiety rising in my throat with

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the city's grid and wind around me if I pressed

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too hard. I checked the app out of haw To

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to old reflex, that flutter of Pavlovin, hoped for a ping,

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but it sat blank, safe for one curious banner. Night

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fares open, except if you dare. I've blinked at the wording,

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not remembering the app ever, showing anything so brazen, a

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trick of tiredness, I told myself, or a new Halloween primo.

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Still my thumb hesitated over the icon. I killed the

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screen instead, scribbling notes about the morning in my now

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ragged notebook, each entry more stuttered and elytrical than the last.

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As Oz began to close in an emptiness collected behind

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my ribs, hunger maybe or something colder, the city's surface

465
00:22:40,599 --> 00:22:43,119
boast and shimmered, and Sody Orange's office hours emptied, and

466
00:22:43,119 --> 00:22:46,039
street lamps flicked on one by one. I parked in

467
00:22:46,079 --> 00:22:48,440
a lot behind in abandoned bickery, bround out window glass

468
00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:52,079
painted with sunburst and cold malik. It rang five times

469
00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:55,119
before his deep bone tied mutter answered you all right?

470
00:22:55,759 --> 00:22:59,720
His voice was worry stripped of last week's bravado. I swallowed.

471
00:23:00,359 --> 00:23:03,480
I need to talk. It's intensifying. Cars outside my place,

472
00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:06,079
system glitches, stuff showing up in the app that shouldn't.

473
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:08,160
Ye said, your friends went missing? Did any one look

474
00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:11,200
into it? Did anyone care? He was silent for a moment,

475
00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:14,759
traffic sloughing softly in his background. People talk, but most

476
00:23:14,839 --> 00:23:16,920
drivers don't want trouble. They just want to get paid

477
00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:19,319
and get gone. My cousin ran into something a while back,

478
00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:22,039
whitecock cash farer, never clocked in the system. He was

479
00:23:22,079 --> 00:23:24,759
gone two days. Then his car showed up, abandoned keys

480
00:23:24,799 --> 00:23:27,400
on the dash, no trace beyond that. Did you get

481
00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,119
the police involved? He made a sound half way between

482
00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:33,200
laughter and disgust. What could I say that they picked

483
00:23:33,240 --> 00:23:35,039
up a ghost with real hands and a real fare

484
00:23:35,079 --> 00:23:37,759
There's no record of just vanish rights like they never happened.

485
00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:39,480
All I had was a plastic key ring and a

486
00:23:39,519 --> 00:23:42,799
gout feeling something's wrong. I press low and urgent. YE

487
00:23:42,839 --> 00:23:44,680
think it's just the cast system or is it something

488
00:23:44,680 --> 00:23:47,599
built into the app? He sighed, an old man's sound

489
00:23:47,599 --> 00:23:50,759
on a young man's breath. Don't know, rumor is some

490
00:23:50,839 --> 00:23:53,480
one pays for privacy, gets it, and drivers like us

491
00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:55,359
fill in the gaps. It's too big to pin down now,

492
00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:57,799
but watch yourself. Yeah, I'd keep your head down for

493
00:23:57,839 --> 00:24:00,920
a while. I let his words hang and hung up.

494
00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:04,119
I sat breathing in silence, the sky burning to flame

495
00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:06,839
of the city's twisting lines of traffic. There was no

496
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:10,480
comfort in motion, now, no safety in routine. I circled homewards,

497
00:24:10,519 --> 00:24:13,680
passing familiar landmarks that felt subtly altered, a mural with

498
00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:15,720
faces that shifted as he drove by. At a playground

499
00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:18,519
where a dozen swings swayed without wound, the street lights

500
00:24:18,519 --> 00:24:21,200
strode at regular intervals, as if blinking messages in some

501
00:24:21,279 --> 00:24:25,359
aching code. Outside my building, a trio of white sedan's idled,

502
00:24:25,400 --> 00:24:27,799
each set a block apart, engines chuffing vapor into the

503
00:24:27,839 --> 00:24:31,640
evening air. Each was identically yet indistinct, burying to cows

504
00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:34,079
in the apse blue and green, but with blank, unreadable

505
00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:36,559
QR codes where their scan stickers should have been. I

506
00:24:36,599 --> 00:24:39,759
didn't approach. I double parked, got out, and walked with

507
00:24:39,759 --> 00:24:42,440
fee to the side entrance, eyes low, my hands shook

508
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:44,880
as I fumble with the lock code. The door closed

509
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:47,200
behind me the heated hush of the wholeward, pressing clothes

510
00:24:47,799 --> 00:24:50,480
inside my apartment, I performed my nightly rituals almost by

511
00:24:50,559 --> 00:24:53,279
muscle memory. Checked the dead bolt, weadged a chair against

512
00:24:53,279 --> 00:24:55,640
the handle, flipped every switch in sequence, peeked through the

513
00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:58,440
blinds to the half seen street below. My phone bass

514
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:01,000
once a fountom notification white away. Before I could focus

515
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:03,279
on the screen, I threw it on to the table,

516
00:25:03,319 --> 00:25:06,200
un knees, nodding my belly. A single envelope was slid

517
00:25:06,279 --> 00:25:08,559
under my door, plain white, just my name block printed

518
00:25:08,559 --> 00:25:12,160
in blue ballpoint, the latter slightly smudged. I bent open

519
00:25:12,200 --> 00:25:15,720
it with shaking fingers. Inside a photocopa page taken from

520
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:18,079
my own battered notebook, complete with my dinner stained loops

521
00:25:18,079 --> 00:25:21,240
and chickens cratch notations in the center, the looping symbol

522
00:25:21,359 --> 00:25:23,880
drawn and cleaner, colder lines than my own hand could

523
00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:27,559
have managed, rendered almost clinical below the symbol, one line

524
00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:31,000
drive careful to night. The room seemed to shrink. My

525
00:25:31,079 --> 00:25:34,319
heart bucked up, pulse, thunderous. I sat holding the copy

526
00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:37,960
like a curse, I thought, pressed forward, shuffling all others aside.

527
00:25:38,039 --> 00:25:40,279
This was a warning, possibly the only one I get

528
00:25:40,839 --> 00:25:44,960
somewhere behind the apartment's drywall. Pipework rattle, faintly expanding, contracting

529
00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:48,039
like a throat learned to swallow hidden things. The city's

530
00:25:48,079 --> 00:25:50,319
voice was everywhere, inscapable, and for the first time I

531
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:52,599
sensed it wasn't just background. It was an alert system

532
00:25:52,599 --> 00:25:55,359
and nervous system, bending itself to erase those he wandered

533
00:25:55,400 --> 00:25:58,319
too near the core. I didn't sleep that night. I

534
00:25:58,319 --> 00:26:00,920
wrote for IARS catalog in the whited eddy my encounters

535
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,839
at the depot, the periphery of each missing passenger. I

536
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:07,920
drew new maps, lines, crossing lines, spirals that never quite closed,

537
00:26:08,240 --> 00:26:11,160
Patches where the streets of the city simply stopped. A

538
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:14,000
phrase returned, unbidden, leaping as if piped directly from the

539
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:17,119
marrow of the city, always the last rye. I stared

540
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:19,640
at the page until the words bled into shapes, dissing

541
00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:22,920
and unanchored. Just before dawn, my phone wined one final

542
00:26:22,960 --> 00:26:26,599
clitch notification for a flickering instant. As the screens struggled

543
00:26:26,599 --> 00:26:28,279
to lower it, I caught a glimpse a new ride

544
00:26:28,279 --> 00:26:32,720
request pick up the abandoned depot, drop off unknown. The

545
00:26:32,799 --> 00:26:35,839
offer hung open, A dare my thumb trembled over the

546
00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:38,880
except button. I waited, every nerve, crisp, feeling the weight

547
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:42,119
of fear settle. I did not press it, not yet,

548
00:26:42,799 --> 00:26:45,079
because I knew, after all this, I'd have only won

549
00:26:45,119 --> 00:26:47,440
more chance to get it right. But the silence in

550
00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:50,640
my apartment expanded, pressing against the window glass, creeping through

551
00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:53,839
the sagging floorboards and the heat stained walls. I tried

552
00:26:53,839 --> 00:26:55,799
to shake it off, put on music, tried to read,

553
00:26:56,079 --> 00:26:58,400
even considered picking up Malick's culls. But every few minutes

554
00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:00,119
I found my eyes drifting back to the phone, the

555
00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:02,319
ride request still pulsing on the screen, as if the

556
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:05,440
app itself was watching me hesitate, I slipped the battered

557
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,960
notebook into my coat pocket, just in case, and paced

558
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,880
the narrow living room. I wanted so badly to convince

559
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:14,279
myself this was just paranoia, sleeplessness, a cumulative drag of

560
00:27:14,319 --> 00:27:16,839
bad shifts and city rock catching up to me. But

561
00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:18,920
the play of headlights across the ceiling made the hair

562
00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:21,440
on my forearm stand up. I thought about all the

563
00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:24,160
names already written in my notebook, passengers loss to records,

564
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:26,200
streets erasing them, and wondered what I'd say to a

565
00:27:26,200 --> 00:27:28,880
police officer to my own family. Someone tried to trace

566
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:30,880
my whereabouts and found nothing but a log of one

567
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:34,599
way rides and harlow dresses. Reluctantly, I pulled the blinds

568
00:27:34,599 --> 00:27:37,119
all the way open and peered out. The street below

569
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:40,920
was nearly deserted. The three white sedans were gone, replaced

570
00:27:40,920 --> 00:27:44,160
by garbage truck that had stopped mid collection. Its engine idled,

571
00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:47,039
rumbling while the crew hunched over their phones. Faces sallow

572
00:27:47,119 --> 00:27:50,160
and the elied glow, but parked two blocks down, barely

573
00:27:50,279 --> 00:27:52,720
visible in the sodium vapor haze, and other white sedan

574
00:27:52,799 --> 00:27:56,480
lingered lights off, windows up, motionless as a tombstone. I

575
00:27:56,519 --> 00:27:58,880
watched it for nearly five minutes, willing it to move,

576
00:27:58,920 --> 00:28:01,400
to betray some sign that a night normal person sat inside.

577
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:05,839
It didn't. My phone buzzed again, jolding me upright. A

578
00:28:05,880 --> 00:28:08,480
new notification scrolled up in the right chair app, ghostly

579
00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:12,640
and oddly formatted, congratulations, you have been selected for priority routing.

580
00:28:13,279 --> 00:28:16,160
A cold shiver traced my spine. It didn't match any

581
00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:18,960
promotion I had seen before. I tried to dismiss it,

582
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:21,519
but the app frozen the right screen, refusing to close.

583
00:28:22,200 --> 00:28:24,000
The pick up and drop off were still labeled with

584
00:28:24,039 --> 00:28:28,680
those two chilling words, abandoned, depot unknown. For a whild second,

585
00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:32,319
I considered reinstalling the app, wiping my phone, even tossing

586
00:28:32,319 --> 00:28:34,440
it out the window, just to break the tension. But

587
00:28:34,519 --> 00:28:37,160
the idea of disconnecting completely terrified me more. To walk

588
00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:39,599
out into a world and tract and catalog with no link,

589
00:28:39,640 --> 00:28:41,759
even a corrupted one, between myself and the system that

590
00:28:41,839 --> 00:28:44,079
by now seemed as much a predator as a service.

591
00:28:44,799 --> 00:28:47,119
My hand drifted back to the envelope sitting half open

592
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:49,279
on the kitchen table, the copy of my own ravings

593
00:28:49,279 --> 00:28:52,960
inside Drive Careful to Night. The words seemed less a

594
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:55,400
warning now than an instruction, a rule of passage for

595
00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:58,720
surviving the next few hours. I sat knees pulled to

596
00:28:58,799 --> 00:29:01,160
my chest and watched the right request fade and reappeared

597
00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:03,160
three times before I reached over and shut off the

598
00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:06,680
phone entirely. The room plunged into an odd hush, punctuated

599
00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:08,440
only by the hum of the fridge and the distant,

600
00:29:08,519 --> 00:29:13,160
unhurried sirens marking another imagined emergency elsewhere. Eventually I settled

601
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:15,519
by the window again, watching the city slow and raveling

602
00:29:15,519 --> 00:29:18,480
toward morning, wondering if I'd even know when precisely eyed

603
00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:21,559
step across the threshole from bystinder to participant. If I

604
00:29:21,559 --> 00:29:23,599
ever did, perhaps it would be in a moment just

605
00:29:23,720 --> 00:29:26,000
like this, the phone asleep, the room locked down, and

606
00:29:26,079 --> 00:29:28,359
outside a white car waiting, engine dicking as the world

607
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:31,799
spun on a naisey, blissful ignorance. The morning that followed

608
00:29:31,799 --> 00:29:34,200
the confrontation wasn't mourning so much as a slow return

609
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:36,359
of color and sensation, the well bleeding back into the

610
00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:39,000
apartment's gray corners while the events of the night poll

611
00:29:39,119 --> 00:29:43,200
steadily behind my eyes. I barely remembered sleep. It seemed

612
00:29:43,240 --> 00:29:45,079
I must have dose. Sitting upright at my table, chin

613
00:29:45,079 --> 00:29:47,880
pressed into cross arms, the notebook still clutched in my hand.

614
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,920
Any attempt to move summon an aching stiffness, as if

615
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,039
my entire body had braced for blows that never came

616
00:29:53,079 --> 00:29:56,079
but left bruises anyway, Dawn was a meek thing, making

617
00:29:56,079 --> 00:29:59,559
the city outside seem small and unfinished. If I'd hoped

618
00:29:59,559 --> 00:30:01,279
that sun light I would bleach away the tension, or

619
00:30:01,319 --> 00:30:03,799
undee what happened to that white sedan's would dissolve, Fritz

620
00:30:03,799 --> 00:30:06,519
would seem empty by daylight. I was wrong. My phone

621
00:30:06,559 --> 00:30:08,759
sat in its usual place, the screen refusing to light.

622
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,480
The richer aup had crashed in the night and pressed

623
00:30:11,480 --> 00:30:13,279
into pow button only brought a stutter of a boot

624
00:30:13,279 --> 00:30:15,960
screen before fading to black. I wondered whether it was

625
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:19,240
sabotage or simply the hard way giving up understress. Nothing

626
00:30:19,279 --> 00:30:21,839
about the apartment felt right, from the faint mildew egany

627
00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:23,839
out to the sense of being watched no matter where

628
00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:26,640
I stood. At each window, I checked the street, then

629
00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:29,920
checked again. No sign of white Sedan's, though the memory

630
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:32,440
of the prison stuck with me every never, all I

631
00:30:32,519 --> 00:30:35,000
made coffee, letting the kettle shrieked te lawn, just to

632
00:30:35,039 --> 00:30:39,000
hear a normal sound. Every step, every noise felt nearly scrutinized.

633
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:42,720
My movements were deliberate, self conscious. I found myself talking

634
00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,559
out loud, muttering as if performing ordinary life might draw

635
00:30:45,599 --> 00:30:47,880
the city's tension away, convince any watcher that I had

636
00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:50,839
never noticed what I should not have. Around noon, I

637
00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:53,200
heard the neighbor's door slum up the hall, the echo sharp,

638
00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:56,240
a reminder of other people which now seemed foreign. I

639
00:30:56,319 --> 00:30:59,720
tried to rationalize, maybe nothing had changed, Maybe I was

640
00:30:59,759 --> 00:31:03,400
being paranoid, A victim of coincidence and suggestible fear. But

641
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:06,200
the notebook spattered cover, thumb smudged and annotated through and

642
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:09,680
through sat at evidence against me. My own handwriting did

643
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:12,839
not lie. Not after last night, I thought about calling

644
00:31:12,839 --> 00:31:15,440
Malick fingers hesitating over about a foon night board as

645
00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:18,839
a precaution weeks before. In the end, I texted him instead,

646
00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:21,200
watching them, delivered a check mark blink, but received nothing

647
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,839
in reply. I wondered if he'd written me off, or

648
00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:25,920
if he'd seen his own light sedan outside a window,

649
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:29,440
and decided silence was arrival. Afternoon blurred at the ages,

650
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:32,759
I stared at wall's pace, short spans, caught in the

651
00:31:32,839 --> 00:31:35,839
undertow of the previous night. Two suited men, concrete threat

652
00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:39,559
the chilling finality in their politeness. I tried to distract

653
00:31:39,559 --> 00:31:42,880
myself with repairs, reattaching a loose cabinet, inch sorting shredded

654
00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:45,359
insurance forms were potting a listless aloe by the sink.

655
00:31:46,039 --> 00:31:48,160
Every task ended un finish, Even the act of living

656
00:31:48,160 --> 00:31:50,720
had become conditional, as though I was only alone desires.

657
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:54,039
Twilight descended early, as if the city had conspired with

658
00:31:54,119 --> 00:31:57,359
whatever engine drove those white sedans The lights across the

659
00:31:57,359 --> 00:31:59,920
stree flickered on, first in the bakery, then the corner market,

660
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:02,240
and a kebob shop sign Hummington neon Life. Though the

661
00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:05,200
place never seemed to open any more. The city persisted

662
00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,880
in its patterns, oblivious or just woefully ignorant, and all

663
00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:11,079
the while in my apartment, the coal from the previous

664
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:13,400
night pressed through the drafty panes, as if mocking me.

665
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,759
It was not mere fear any more. It was certainty

666
00:32:16,799 --> 00:32:19,359
had not tied deep and cut and marrow. My life

667
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:22,680
as I had known, was over. The pattern circled closer.

668
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:26,559
No longer abstract curiosity had shifted into something predatory, and

669
00:32:26,599 --> 00:32:29,640
I felt myself shifting with it. I waited, nerves fray

670
00:32:29,720 --> 00:32:32,640
for the next move. The next move arrived with lass ceremony,

671
00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:35,319
and I expected it. Crept in on a Sunday day

672
00:32:35,319 --> 00:32:37,759
I had once reserved for errands, for slow mornings and

673
00:32:37,799 --> 00:32:40,160
cafay coffers. When tipped from the Friday night card patted

674
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:43,359
my wallet enough to indulge simple treats. That routine had

675
00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:47,039
become a skeleton. The male slot clattered. I flinched at

676
00:32:47,039 --> 00:32:49,079
the noise, breath catching in my throat, but the only

677
00:32:49,119 --> 00:32:51,400
thing tumbling to the floor was a plain white envelope,

678
00:32:51,880 --> 00:32:54,400
no return address, no logo, just my name on the

679
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:56,799
front in the same blocky blue ink as before. My

680
00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:59,759
fingers trembled as I opened it. Inside was a single

681
00:32:59,759 --> 00:33:02,720
slip up a photoor grainy and over exposed, showing my

682
00:33:02,799 --> 00:33:04,640
own car in the barren lot outside, the old, deep

683
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,799
or and narrow stripe of cup, the unmistakable scuff on

684
00:33:06,839 --> 00:33:09,079
the rear bumper, my license plate rendered in ghost a

685
00:33:09,119 --> 00:33:12,359
grayscale in the background. At the very edge, a white

686
00:33:12,400 --> 00:33:15,839
sedan idle perfectly still. The photo was new, the arrow

687
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:17,720
was heavy with mist, the weeds at the cope still

688
00:33:17,759 --> 00:33:20,480
fresh from last week's rain. Some one had taken this

689
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:23,759
just recently, and close knuckles a king. I turned the

690
00:33:23,759 --> 00:33:27,079
picture over. A symbol neat and deliberate was drawn on

691
00:33:27,119 --> 00:33:29,759
the back, the looping character from my notebook, the water mark,

692
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:33,559
the app no words this time. A surge of adrenaline

693
00:33:33,599 --> 00:33:36,200
maite my vision sharpen, the world standing out in edges.

694
00:33:36,799 --> 00:33:39,559
My quiet resolved to stay under the radar, crumpled instantly.

695
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:43,039
I was marked, observed, offered a warning, or perhaps an invitation.

696
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:46,480
One way or another. I would not fay quietly for

697
00:33:46,519 --> 00:33:48,720
the first time, I let the old phe be replaced

698
00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:52,000
by something harsher determination. If they wanted me out, they'd

699
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:53,960
have to force me. There had to be a way

700
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,119
to fight back, to crack the shell on whatever patten

701
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:58,079
had been running beneath my feet, through every shape, every

702
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:01,480
drop off, every vanishing passenger. Within an hour, I was

703
00:34:01,519 --> 00:34:03,559
back in my car, the battered notebook open beside me

704
00:34:03,599 --> 00:34:06,920
in a passenger seat. The city spun outside, geometry wap

705
00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:10,679
by anxiety and caffene. I checked mirrors compulsively, hot, rattling,

706
00:34:10,679 --> 00:34:13,599
too close to panic, but never tipping over. I drove

707
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:16,880
no destination at first, just sinless orbit, seeking the feeling

708
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:20,639
of control. Eventually I called Malk again. He picked up

709
00:34:20,679 --> 00:34:23,639
his voice. Raw, I saw them last night outside my

710
00:34:23,679 --> 00:34:26,400
cousin's place. This is bigger than either of us. His

711
00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:30,599
words sounded edge for fatigue, with worry. Meet somewherepublic now.

712
00:34:31,159 --> 00:34:33,440
We arranged to rondevous at an old convenience store near

713
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:35,800
the hospital, the kind of place where night shifts never

714
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:38,880
end and no one lingers. Malik emerged from his car

715
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:41,960
wearing a cap pulled low shoulders, hunched a backpack heavy

716
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:45,119
with files. He looked older. Voice, fotdo that, I remembered.

717
00:34:45,800 --> 00:34:47,719
He handed over a thumb drive and a handful of

718
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:51,400
messy print outs eyes dart into passing taxis and delivery bikes.

719
00:34:52,079 --> 00:34:55,320
Compare these with your notes, He murmured. There's a pattern

720
00:34:55,360 --> 00:34:57,800
in the ride logs about twenty drivers most last seen

721
00:34:57,800 --> 00:34:59,880
at the drop off points you mark. I tried contacting

722
00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:02,480
if three phones are dead, account deactivated to cause wind

723
00:35:02,559 --> 00:35:06,360
up an impound never claimed, He shrugged. It's like they

724
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:09,320
were never hero I hast you think someone's to leading

725
00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:12,519
them the company, the police. Malix shook his head slowly.

726
00:35:13,239 --> 00:35:15,400
Maybe was something else I talked to A guy said

727
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:17,199
he did back end work on the app ages ago.

728
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:20,880
They did hashash projects, something coal transfer VIP only sometimes

729
00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:23,840
paid in crypto, special affairs for priority clients. Data split

730
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:25,800
in his sound books. Nobody could order that a spiral

731
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:28,440
some rise never logged or just treaded after completion, like

732
00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:32,039
eracing footprint. Stephen law enforcement got nowhere. Hearing it allowed

733
00:35:32,079 --> 00:35:34,440
was a relief in the fresh terror. How do we

734
00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:37,800
stop it? His shuckle was grim. Not sure you can,

735
00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:39,800
but you can learn how not to get caught by it.

736
00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:43,119
We sat in silence, a minute, the city muttering around us.

737
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:47,480
Malick's phone buzz just once. He glanced down, thumbed it off.

738
00:35:48,039 --> 00:35:50,280
The message flashed on screen, just long enough for me

739
00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:54,000
to see the words wrong place, wrong time. Malick pocketed

740
00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:57,719
the phone. We should split were being watched. He left

741
00:35:57,719 --> 00:35:59,920
me with the drive, urging me to get home. I

742
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:01,760
I slipped back into my car, mind him ass hands

743
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:04,840
swading despite the cold. Home did not feel safe, but

744
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:07,239
it was the only base I had. I powered up

745
00:36:07,239 --> 00:36:09,360
and old loped up the palmrest so warm it nearly

746
00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:12,679
burned and jamned, and Malick's drive a forder blinked into view.

747
00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:16,079
Roy Pattens, twenty twenty minutes, two thousand twenty two. The

748
00:36:16,159 --> 00:36:19,519
files were spreadsheets, logs, screenshots of naps, poor chats, the

749
00:36:19,559 --> 00:36:22,679
digital de chartes of dozens of drivers. I cross referenced

750
00:36:22,679 --> 00:36:26,079
each missing driver with my own notebooks destinations. The result

751
00:36:26,159 --> 00:36:29,280
chilled me. Each had performed within a three week window

752
00:36:29,440 --> 00:36:31,400
what my note were called the last ride, a final

753
00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:34,480
night shift affair to the periphery, A vanished passenger, no

754
00:36:34,599 --> 00:36:38,039
Furtio loggins. Among the files were logs of Coast Rise

755
00:36:38,159 --> 00:36:40,920
enters with no payout pared only with the symbolized scene everywhere.

756
00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:44,559
Sometimes tired sailed, slash offered. I clicked through accidentally on

757
00:36:44,639 --> 00:36:48,239
a sound file. Voices stuttered through static but not strangers,

758
00:36:48,920 --> 00:36:52,400
my own voice reciting confirmation codes for pickups I never remembered.

759
00:36:53,159 --> 00:36:55,800
Sometimes in the background, the feigned overlap and chime of

760
00:36:55,800 --> 00:36:58,760
identical ride gaar logan alerts pinged against each other, multiplying

761
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:00,920
or echoing, as if several cars were running the same

762
00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:04,320
trip at once. My sense of self bent, nause arising.

763
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,199
My name was on more logs that I remember driving.

764
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:10,119
The system had duplicated or shadowed me, splitting my rides,

765
00:37:10,920 --> 00:37:14,199
or perhaps I'd just forgotten. So many shifts, so many faces,

766
00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:17,960
all blurring into a prerogatory of shifting light. Exhausted, irist

767
00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:20,000
sleep that night with a chair braced under the door handle.

768
00:37:20,039 --> 00:37:23,119
The windows latched. Even then the apartment felt pause. A

769
00:37:23,159 --> 00:37:25,280
single phone call occur to text my peers. It knew.

770
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:28,800
Sleep when it finally arrived, was splintered by city noise

771
00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:32,000
and fever. Dreams. I dreamed of driving endless lips through

772
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:34,880
empty districts, watched by rows of dark window cars. My

773
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:38,440
passengers faces flickering, were static, sometimes my own, sometimes hollow

774
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:41,760
eyed strangers. Each ride ended at the depot doors, never

775
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:45,440
opening tailights, drifting away into permanent twilight. I woke to

776
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:48,760
find the apartment changed. The battered notebook was missing from

777
00:37:48,800 --> 00:37:51,960
the kitchen table. I tore apart the apartment in a panic,

778
00:37:52,079 --> 00:37:55,360
rifling through dirty laundry, under couch cushions, even in the freezer,

779
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,360
it was just gone. In its place on the small

780
00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:01,079
table was a new envelope, while thicker, the kind of

781
00:38:01,119 --> 00:38:04,519
curry pouch that business is used for contracts. My name again,

782
00:38:04,599 --> 00:38:07,400
this time in sharper blue wink hand shaking, I broke

783
00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:10,480
the seal. Inside the notebooks are a less pages torn

784
00:38:10,519 --> 00:38:13,159
out and a packet of photos. As I fanned them,

785
00:38:13,199 --> 00:38:16,119
my breath stopped. The images were all of cause. White

786
00:38:16,119 --> 00:38:19,320
sedans in daylight and dusk, parked in places are recognized

787
00:38:19,360 --> 00:38:22,440
outside my parents' old house, outside Malick's building once, even

788
00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:25,199
outside my childhood school. Each was scored on the back

789
00:38:25,239 --> 00:38:28,360
with a loop symbol. Beneath the sheaf, tucked deep was

790
00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:30,400
the single page from the notebook, the words written in

791
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,199
spidery pentmanship that was mine you tow or part of

792
00:38:33,199 --> 00:38:37,920
the pattern drive carefully, No signature, just the symbol. I

793
00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:40,719
searched in the chair headiche bloomin. I wanted to throw

794
00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:44,960
the envelope across the kitchen, burn the photos, disappear myself. Instead,

795
00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:48,639
I forced myself upright, studying the window. No cause outside,

796
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:50,599
not to day. But I had the sensation of being

797
00:38:50,639 --> 00:38:53,800
observed remotely by algorithm or by eye. I couldn't say.

798
00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,480
Every screen in the apartment flickered. The ride sha app

799
00:38:57,480 --> 00:39:00,599
previously frozen, fluttered open on my phone despite being powered off,

800
00:39:00,599 --> 00:39:04,760
the ride request still glowing, abandoned depot unknown. I carried

801
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:06,840
the phone into the bathroom, turned on the fan, and

802
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,559
ran the shower for noise. My hand hovered over the

803
00:39:09,599 --> 00:39:12,559
except button for a long time. Finally I pressed and

804
00:39:12,599 --> 00:39:15,239
held the phone's power until it died for real. I

805
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:18,760
returned to the kitchen and called Malik again, voice, low, pulse, thunderous.

806
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:23,079
He picked up, this time whispering, there's movement. We being followed.

807
00:39:23,119 --> 00:39:25,639
My shift's been canceled by the system. My account closed.

808
00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,280
It's only a matter of time, man. I had my

809
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:31,920
notebook taken. There was a tense pause. Back up what

810
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:34,039
you can talk to nobody else. Keep your head down.

811
00:39:34,119 --> 00:39:36,320
I'm walking on something, but I don't know how far

812
00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:39,000
we can go. I scribbled his words in a memopad,

813
00:39:39,199 --> 00:39:41,400
unwilling to let them drift, and attend to through my mind.

814
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:44,559
If the system could erase paper, what else could it erase?

815
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:47,559
At night, just before sleep, I tried looking into my

816
00:39:47,559 --> 00:39:50,880
writer account on the laptop one last time. Access denied

817
00:39:51,679 --> 00:39:55,320
user no longer exists. I closed the lid, hand trembling.

818
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:59,079
Even my own digital footprint was fatishing. The apartment was

819
00:39:59,119 --> 00:40:02,400
silent save for the ticking of pipes. I didn't sleep much,

820
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:05,760
expecting to be woken by sirens, footsteps, or the familiar

821
00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:09,239
purvoco idling at the corp. Morning when it arrived, brought

822
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:11,519
nothing new except the clear conviction that doing nothing was

823
00:40:11,559 --> 00:40:14,719
more dangerous than action. The ride chair system or whatever

824
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:18,239
lived behind it, was pulling files, riders, drivers, people straight

825
00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:20,280
out of reality, with only nervous links and dead ends

826
00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:23,480
left behind. I had one last thing to try. I

827
00:40:23,559 --> 00:40:28,239
rummaged through malik'st dustache, searching for contacts. One bareret fourfold

828
00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:30,360
is deep A linked in print out profile photo of

829
00:40:30,360 --> 00:40:33,400
a woman named rueniquet Form, a software engineer. Drive more

830
00:40:33,440 --> 00:40:36,519
Rycher her biolist did a local civic form appearance from

831
00:40:36,519 --> 00:40:38,800
two years ago. I found a dusty video clip, her

832
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:41,239
face tired but composed, talking about deat of privacy and

833
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:44,760
shifting regulations. I trucked an email and tried my luck.

834
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:47,559
The replier rived at four in the morning at terrors

835
00:40:47,599 --> 00:40:50,679
note written in machine pros I don't talk about transfer.

836
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:53,360
Delete this e mail, but watch the ride receipts. Sometimes

837
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:56,159
the answer is in the footer. Be careful. I dove

838
00:40:56,199 --> 00:40:59,599
into archives, pulling PDFs for my old trips, scanning footers

839
00:41:00,239 --> 00:41:03,159
each recent last freight included in encryptid code what looked

840
00:41:03,159 --> 00:41:06,960
initially like random noise, but which when deciphered through simple substitutions.

841
00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:11,280
I first spelled out locations, dates, initials, my initials, maliks,

842
00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:14,599
the marks of twenty plus Vanish drivers. A cold, decisive

843
00:41:14,639 --> 00:41:19,719
horror sat in. The pattern wasn't loose, it was regular, algorithmic, inexorable.

844
00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:24,079
Certain drivers were selected, recorded, shifted it, then by some

845
00:41:24,159 --> 00:41:28,039
mechanism eliminated. But there was one receipt, newer and signed.

846
00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:31,599
Right after Malik's warning, a pink burst illuminated from the app.

847
00:41:31,719 --> 00:41:35,679
New ride sam requst same destination. This time something was different.

848
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:39,639
An additional string appeared at the bottom sealed slash, offer

849
00:41:39,719 --> 00:41:42,800
to system glitcher two and d transpending. It felt like

850
00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:45,880
a message for me. I reached out to Malik. He

851
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:48,679
picked up. After three rings. His voice taught, they are

852
00:41:48,760 --> 00:41:51,320
routing you. You have to move. What do I do?

853
00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:54,480
A pause? Then let's draw them out to night burn

854
00:41:54,519 --> 00:41:56,679
a route. Meet at river point to neutral ground. Take

855
00:41:56,679 --> 00:41:58,880
the fare, but do it your way. The plan hot

856
00:41:58,920 --> 00:42:01,880
wired itself in my brain, equal pots, desperate and foolish.

857
00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:05,119
We'd meet in person, try to intercept the transfer record,

858
00:42:05,159 --> 00:42:08,360
everything disrupt the chain. I felt the familiar journaline, this

859
00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:10,760
time off for missing person, but for my own survival.

860
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:14,119
I packed phone, charged despite myself, back up recorder in

861
00:42:14,159 --> 00:42:17,480
my coat, the ever thinning memopath for new notes. At dusk,

862
00:42:17,519 --> 00:42:19,039
I locked the door and glance in the mirror. On

863
00:42:19,119 --> 00:42:22,599
my way out, my reflection haggard. I surrounded by Bruce

864
00:42:22,599 --> 00:42:25,400
Hollow's lips too tight. I wondered if it would be

865
00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:27,760
the last time I'd see myself as just me. The

866
00:42:27,880 --> 00:42:31,239
night was overcast, streetlets already flicking on. I drove slow,

867
00:42:31,519 --> 00:42:34,280
checking for tails, circling back twice before crossing the bridge

868
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:37,599
to river pointaz own of empty industrial lots enclosed up warehouses.

869
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,679
Malick's car was there ahead of me, headlights blinking and

870
00:42:40,679 --> 00:42:43,400
coated rhythm. He gestured to a spot beside him, and

871
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,880
I pulled up. We sat in his car, the air

872
00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:48,119
so thick with nerves it was hard to breathe. He

873
00:42:48,199 --> 00:42:51,360
passed me a bernauforne and a vintage walkie. If anything

874
00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:53,960
goes off script radio for me. I'll follow from distance.

875
00:42:54,039 --> 00:42:56,639
We'll catch them in the act records faces, cause we

876
00:42:56,719 --> 00:42:59,960
will have proof my own ride. Aap shoddered the record.

877
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,679
I was repeated on non pick up deeper location, the

878
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,639
Sistan's finger pressing me into the pattern. I drove to

879
00:43:05,639 --> 00:43:08,840
the starting point, record a running camera glued to the dash.

880
00:43:09,199 --> 00:43:12,440
The city peeled away behind me, each traffic light, feeling auxtrated,

881
00:43:12,559 --> 00:43:15,559
each intersection of potential chill point. I arrived at the

882
00:43:15,559 --> 00:43:17,880
Old Deeper at two forty eight a m. Three minutes

883
00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:21,119
early for the scheduled ride. The passenger was already there,

884
00:43:21,199 --> 00:43:23,079
a young woman, her face matching one of the old

885
00:43:23,119 --> 00:43:26,079
sketches from my lost notebook. She stepped off the curb,

886
00:43:26,159 --> 00:43:28,960
glancing up and down the road. Her eyes caught the

887
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:31,920
cars flicked toward were Malleck's vehicle idle two blocks past.

888
00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:35,559
She slipped into the back seat, holding herself small. I

889
00:43:35,639 --> 00:43:40,800
kept my tongue level destination. Her voice quivered. Warehouse Park,

890
00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:44,119
at the end of Glendale. I nodded, harp pounding. I

891
00:43:44,199 --> 00:43:46,920
drove in silence. Every sense tinned to the world around us.

892
00:43:47,559 --> 00:43:51,119
Nothing for three intersections. Then, as if on cue, a

893
00:43:51,119 --> 00:43:53,440
white sedan appeared in the side mirror, trailing behalf a

894
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:56,639
block head. Flights blunded. The woman in the back watched

895
00:43:56,639 --> 00:43:59,360
the road, eyes fixed ahead. At the next light, a

896
00:43:59,400 --> 00:44:02,800
sedan drew to delawngside. I let off the gas, coasting

897
00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:07,840
mimicking indecision. The light changed. I accelerated, weaving right the

898
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:11,079
day and mashed me At the warehouse district, the road widened.

899
00:44:11,639 --> 00:44:14,159
I cut left, hoping Malik would see the move. The

900
00:44:14,320 --> 00:44:17,400
radio trolled one blip, the code for movesoon. We arrived

901
00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:20,880
at the abandoned warehouse. I stopped at the curb, engine idling,

902
00:44:21,039 --> 00:44:24,199
refusing to unlock the rear doors. She whispered, please don't

903
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:27,639
leave me here. The sedan pulled up, blocking my rear bumper.

904
00:44:28,119 --> 00:44:30,800
Two men stepped out, masks gluinting dully in the street light.

905
00:44:31,440 --> 00:44:35,000
One of them told a scanophone, displaying unmistakably my own rider.

906
00:44:35,039 --> 00:44:38,480
I debadge the driver required to complete transfer. Step out

907
00:44:38,480 --> 00:44:42,599
of the vehicle, I hesitated. I'm not going anywhere, I said,

908
00:44:43,039 --> 00:44:45,519
finding a corvion in my chest. I'd never known I had.

909
00:44:46,119 --> 00:44:48,760
The masked man came closer, extending an envelope between two

910
00:44:48,800 --> 00:44:51,880
gloved fingers. You opened the door. You've finished the ride.

911
00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:55,400
That's how it works. Now. My mouth felt dry. Who

912
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:58,079
are you? He lowered his musk just enough to let

913
00:44:58,079 --> 00:45:01,119
his eyes catch mine. No more a questions, not from you.

914
00:45:01,719 --> 00:45:04,840
The woman near tears scrabbled at my seat. They'll make

915
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:07,559
you go, they always do. I set the car and park,

916
00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:10,400
rolled down the window, shoved the envelope back at the man.

917
00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:14,760
No transfer to night, not by me. Tension snapped the

918
00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:17,320
second mass man's book into a radio. His voice clipped,

919
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:21,000
stole repeat. The driver's refusing headlights appeared at the opposite

920
00:45:21,079 --> 00:45:24,440
end of the block. Malix's car surged forward, barreling through

921
00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:26,840
a stop sign, forcing the white sedan to back off.

922
00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:30,519
He leaned out his window and shouted, moved Now. A

923
00:45:30,559 --> 00:45:33,039
burst of movement. One mass man rushed my car pounding

924
00:45:33,039 --> 00:45:35,119
on the trunk. The woman shrieked, scrambling at the other

925
00:45:35,159 --> 00:45:37,239
side as I yanmped the hand brick and ducked low, hot,

926
00:45:37,239 --> 00:45:42,079
pounding Malix's cossword, colliding with the sedan's fender. Sirens blurred

927
00:45:42,079 --> 00:45:45,199
some more distant, drawing closer. The men dashed back to

928
00:45:45,280 --> 00:45:47,800
the car, engine screaming as they pealed away into the shadows.

929
00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:51,360
Malik joined me on foot, blatt at his temple, eyes wild.

930
00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:55,440
We need to go, he panted. Now. I caught a

931
00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:58,199
lost glimpse of the women dashing down an alley. White

932
00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:00,360
sedans blinked their headlights once in uniche and from the

933
00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:03,840
far corners of the warehouse park, then vanished, almost silently.

934
00:46:04,480 --> 00:46:07,280
We staggered to the cop, catching breath, blood and adrenaline

935
00:46:07,320 --> 00:46:10,559
mingling in the nigh. Mallick clapped my shoulder, face roll

936
00:46:10,599 --> 00:46:13,599
with relief and terror. I've got the footage, he breathed.

937
00:46:14,239 --> 00:46:16,639
We have proof now, But all I had left was

938
00:46:16,679 --> 00:46:18,880
my own pulse, the empty street, and a question roaring

939
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,119
in my ears. Would proof ever be enough? Or was

940
00:46:21,119 --> 00:46:23,719
the pattern already set in motion a machine too big

941
00:46:23,719 --> 00:46:26,400
to fight? The short walk back to the cause was thick,

942
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:29,440
with mutual silence and defeat. It took five minutes from

943
00:46:29,440 --> 00:46:31,840
my hands to steady enough to grip the wheel. The

944
00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:36,000
pattern had flexed, it had not broken, not yet. Headlights

945
00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:38,400
swept over us as we climbed back into our vehicles.

946
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,599
I turned agniion Malick's car, rolling out first. For a moment,

947
00:46:42,639 --> 00:46:45,800
I consider following, keeping the convoy tight. But at the

948
00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:48,320
corner he flicked his headlights twice, a good bye or

949
00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:51,639
warning or both. Untook the main road west. I watched

950
00:46:51,639 --> 00:46:54,000
his tay lights until they disappeared in the fog. Rising

951
00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:56,559
off the river. For the first time in weeks, there

952
00:46:56,639 --> 00:46:59,480
was no car waiting behind me. I started my own car,

953
00:46:59,559 --> 00:47:02,760
but did not drive home immediately. Instead, I let the

954
00:47:02,760 --> 00:47:04,840
engine idle, the street silent except for the hum of

955
00:47:04,840 --> 00:47:07,280
the cooling blocks the digital beaps. As the DAFT commended

956
00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:10,360
its recording, Blood pounded in my temples sharper now that

957
00:47:10,400 --> 00:47:13,880
the crisis had passed. With each breath, the realization set in.

958
00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:16,920
We might have won a skirmish, but the system remained indifferent.

959
00:47:17,199 --> 00:47:19,280
Watching from somewhere further down the lanes, I come to

960
00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:22,000
know too well. On the sea beside me, A final

961
00:47:22,039 --> 00:47:24,440
notification flickered on the back of phone. No app needed,

962
00:47:24,639 --> 00:47:27,039
just a line of texts with that looping symbol. It

963
00:47:27,159 --> 00:47:30,440
read transferred a third await new routing. I switched off

964
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:33,599
the engine for good tonight. I wouldn't give them anything more.

965
00:47:34,199 --> 00:47:36,239
My hands still shook as I opened the last envelope

966
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:39,159
I had been handed by the mouse stranger. Inside there

967
00:47:39,199 --> 00:47:41,480
was only a single blankey card, the kind that opens

968
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:43,599
a thousand anonymous doors in the city, and beneath it

969
00:47:43,639 --> 00:47:47,440
a line in tight blue script, patum repeat, next driver required.

970
00:47:48,000 --> 00:47:51,000
I closed my eyes, breath and spooling beyond the warehouse,

971
00:47:51,039 --> 00:47:54,639
park sirens faded into ordinary city noise in the darkness.

972
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:57,559
I thund the card edge, listening as the streak grew quiet.

973
00:47:58,199 --> 00:48:00,840
My cause Windshiel fogged into the slow of cooling metal.

974
00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:03,920
I realized with a calm only exhaustion corgrant that the

975
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,199
pattern did not end with the night's defiance, and that

976
00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:09,400
escape was just another lane in an endless overlooked maze.

977
00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:12,079
The car felt heavier than usual as I sat, watching

978
00:48:12,119 --> 00:48:14,599
the first blush of morning erase the city shadows, engine

979
00:48:14,599 --> 00:48:17,840
off alone at the curb outside. Nothing moved but the

980
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:20,039
slow spill of mist, and for a moment, the world

981
00:48:20,119 --> 00:48:23,079
seemed to notice me, asking nothing, offering no answers, just

982
00:48:23,079 --> 00:48:25,320
as stillness that comes when a story for hours reached

983
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:28,119
its last stop. The car felt heavier than usual as

984
00:48:28,159 --> 00:48:30,280
I sat watching the first blush of morning erase the

985
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:34,320
city shadows, engine off alone at the curb outside. Nothing

986
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:36,079
moved but the slow spill of mist, and for a

987
00:48:36,119 --> 00:48:38,800
moment the world seemed to notice me, asking nothing, offering

988
00:48:38,840 --> 00:48:41,199
no answers, just the stillness that comes when a story

989
00:48:41,239 --> 00:48:43,920
for now has reached its last stop. I didn't turn

990
00:48:43,960 --> 00:48:46,320
the key for a long time. My breath made faint

991
00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:48,920
clouds on the inside of the windshield. A mop of

992
00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:51,840
condensation crept in from the corners, shrouding the dashing camera

993
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:55,360
mounts and mechahelo's. Even with the sound of sirens gone,

994
00:48:55,559 --> 00:48:57,599
there was no peace, only the slow scravel of nerves

995
00:48:57,599 --> 00:49:00,679
coming down from terror. I kept catching my own reflection

996
00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:02,800
in the glass, unfamiliar, as if the night had burned

997
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:05,840
out something central I'd always counted on round me. The

998
00:49:05,880 --> 00:49:08,280
warehouse park returned to normal, or what passed for it

999
00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:11,400
this far from the city's veins. An overnight cleaning crew

1000
00:49:11,440 --> 00:49:15,199
wandered the opposite sidewalk neon vescosly in early light. The

1001
00:49:15,280 --> 00:49:18,079
truck scuffed around broken bottles, paying no attention to my car.

1002
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:21,320
More than once. I studded their faces, checking for anything

1003
00:49:21,320 --> 00:49:25,119
out of place, another mask, and, knowing glance, nothing surface.

1004
00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:28,880
The key card they had left it intentionally. Its plastic

1005
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,239
weight nagged my pocket, the blank face revealing neither for

1006
00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:33,400
it nor route, as if it could open anything or nothing.

1007
00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:36,320
I brought it close, thumb tracing the edges, half wishing

1008
00:49:36,320 --> 00:49:40,880
for a clue i'd missed. Nothing shifted. There were no markings,

1009
00:49:41,159 --> 00:49:44,480
no bark woods, only the faint, oily suggestion of fingerprints

1010
00:49:44,480 --> 00:49:47,760
in the machine. I drove home through empty streets, every stop

1011
00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:50,639
sign a test of my hands steadiness. The cities ash

1012
00:49:50,639 --> 00:49:53,679
felt desolate, as though the pattern itself had pulled traffic inward,

1013
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:57,440
leaving fringe neighborhood hollowed and cautious in the daylight. Twice

1014
00:49:57,559 --> 00:50:00,679
I slowed for Whitesedan's part beneath Higwi palons, but each

1015
00:50:00,719 --> 00:50:03,480
proved empty when I looked close, driver's seats, vacant, windows

1016
00:50:03,519 --> 00:50:06,760
rolled up, tight, dashboards blank. At the apartment, I sat

1017
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:08,599
in the car with the engine off until a delivery

1018
00:50:08,639 --> 00:50:11,440
rider on a scooter soon passed, breaking the spell of isolation.

1019
00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:14,239
I let myself and through the side door, shoulders tight

1020
00:50:14,280 --> 00:50:17,559
since the strung out the building's familiar smells of burnt

1021
00:50:17,599 --> 00:50:20,119
coffee and all floor wax greeted me a small comfort.

1022
00:50:20,679 --> 00:50:23,039
But even here routines had morphed. My mail box was

1023
00:50:23,079 --> 00:50:26,519
slightly ajar, as if recently jecked. I pushed a close,

1024
00:50:26,679 --> 00:50:29,840
letting the klangacho Inside. I found the apartment as I

1025
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:32,000
had left it, No new envelopes, nothing out of place,

1026
00:50:32,039 --> 00:50:35,079
except the subtle sense of being observed. The window blinds

1027
00:50:35,119 --> 00:50:37,320
hung crooked, but that might have been last night's wind.

1028
00:50:37,880 --> 00:50:40,519
The impulse to check every room have whelmed anything like exhaustion.

1029
00:50:41,159 --> 00:50:43,920
I opened the closet, swept under the bed. I found

1030
00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:46,119
a battered business card wedged behind a loose tile in

1031
00:50:46,159 --> 00:50:48,000
the kitchen, a card I recognized as one I had

1032
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,880
thrown out weeks ago. It had been tucked there intentionally.

1033
00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:52,960
The company logo on the front blurred, but on the

1034
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:55,360
back some one had printed a series of numbers and

1035
00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:57,639
a looping insignia, the symbol that had become a cipher

1036
00:50:57,639 --> 00:50:59,840
for every bad turn of the last month. The way

1037
00:51:00,119 --> 00:51:03,159
the pattern pressed in, I collapsed onto the worn couch

1038
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:06,159
card in hand. The room grew smaller as like crept

1039
00:51:06,159 --> 00:51:08,800
across the wall. I tried to remember the last time

1040
00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:11,840
I had felt truly on much unknown. Everything since the

1041
00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:15,400
first missing rider had been a slow narrowing of friends, habits, routes,

1042
00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:17,519
until it felt like there was no life left outside

1043
00:51:17,559 --> 00:51:20,760
the pattern's loops. By afternoon, I forced myself up and

1044
00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:24,920
into motion. Melick hadn't called my Phoe was mostly silent.

1045
00:51:25,039 --> 00:51:27,840
The few messages that came through were either spam her eerochoids,

1046
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:30,440
as if even the well's digital noise worked to isolate me. Now,

1047
00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:34,039
occasionally a system event pingaghosely echo of the right chaer

1048
00:51:34,039 --> 00:51:37,360
app trying to resurrect itself, but nothing stuck. Each attempt

1049
00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:40,599
to log and met with coal refusel. Sometimes the interface

1050
00:51:40,599 --> 00:51:42,719
greeted me with the flash of green before it vanished,

1051
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:46,519
as if offering and rescinding possibility all at once. Unable

1052
00:51:46,559 --> 00:51:48,559
to rest, I had donned an old hoodie, locked up,

1053
00:51:48,599 --> 00:51:50,559
and walked two blocks to the laundromat with an armful

1054
00:51:50,559 --> 00:51:54,239
of dirty sheets. The machines humsteaded me if only a little.

1055
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:57,199
I sat facing the row of glass doors, watching the

1056
00:51:57,199 --> 00:52:00,199
world come and go. A woman folded towels by the dress,

1057
00:52:00,239 --> 00:52:04,000
humming teenlessly. Two kids played by the detergent rack their laughter,

1058
00:52:04,079 --> 00:52:06,440
ringing with the note I can Trust's reel. At the

1059
00:52:06,440 --> 00:52:08,320
corner of my vision, I thought I saw the tail

1060
00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:10,400
of a white sedan in the alley, but when I blinked,

1061
00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:13,079
it was gone. On the walk home, I paused beneath

1062
00:52:13,079 --> 00:52:16,400
the traffic camera approached above a cracked crosswalk. It winked red,

1063
00:52:16,480 --> 00:52:18,920
clicking and shifting to track the meager car as that passed.

1064
00:52:19,559 --> 00:52:21,920
I wondered to Mando's feeds if anyone of my walking

1065
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:24,719
here formed another note in someone else's hidden pattern. The

1066
00:52:24,760 --> 00:52:27,400
paranoia was no longer an aberration, put a mode of seeing.

1067
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:30,760
Each step seemed to ripple out, folding into an unseen ledger.

1068
00:52:31,360 --> 00:52:34,320
Back inside, the silence fell more menacing than before. I

1069
00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:36,559
double checked the locks, checked each outlet for bugs. Half

1070
00:52:36,599 --> 00:52:39,840
convinced that the nonsense was nonsense any more, I gathered

1071
00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:42,880
everything related to the right air funds, receipts, chargers, even

1072
00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:44,639
Malik's thumb drive V and placed it all in a

1073
00:52:44,639 --> 00:52:47,760
plastic bag, which I tucked into the freezer. Old device

1074
00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:51,719
old dreamer's logic cold, the pen's signals bearers sen I

1075
00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:54,239
told myself, I was just being practical, but my hands

1076
00:52:54,239 --> 00:52:57,360
didn't leave it. Night arrived almost without warning. They can

1077
00:52:57,400 --> 00:53:00,840
wind us. The city's background humstretched thin as the iyres

1078
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:04,239
ticked by the rychaern notification have vanished from my phone,

1079
00:53:04,440 --> 00:53:06,920
But in its place, a new text flickered up, pending transfer.

1080
00:53:07,039 --> 00:53:10,199
Do not relocate, No send to only that infernal symbol

1081
00:53:10,239 --> 00:53:13,679
in the notification bubble, impossible to screen out. I ignored it,

1082
00:53:13,760 --> 00:53:17,000
unplugged the phone, and shut myself into the bedroom. Sleep

1083
00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,199
didn't come easy, but when it finally did, it came

1084
00:53:19,199 --> 00:53:22,679
in jerks and tremors. I dreamed of endless intersections, all

1085
00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:25,639
lanes feeding into a single limp circle. Each time I

1086
00:53:25,679 --> 00:53:28,000
tried to turn off, the white sedam blocked my path,

1087
00:53:28,159 --> 00:53:31,599
its driver invisible behind polarized glass. I woke as Dawn

1088
00:53:31,639 --> 00:53:35,119
cut her across the block. My throat hurt, dry, grasping,

1089
00:53:35,119 --> 00:53:37,559
as if I spent the night shouting, my legs ached

1090
00:53:37,559 --> 00:53:40,280
from tension. Cold in my sleep, in the hangover of

1091
00:53:40,280 --> 00:53:42,800
half rest, I found myself whispering a supplication, let this

1092
00:53:42,880 --> 00:53:46,119
pattern skip me, just once, just tonight, but the city

1093
00:53:46,159 --> 00:53:50,079
only crept on, indifferent, the weak, unfolded in fragments. I

1094
00:53:50,119 --> 00:53:53,039
saw Malik only once, across a crowd of crosswalkep rush eire.

1095
00:53:53,639 --> 00:53:56,159
He caught my eye, gave the faintest nod, and vanished

1096
00:53:56,159 --> 00:53:58,559
into a sea of navy blue coats, blending into anonymity

1097
00:53:58,559 --> 00:54:01,760
he'd always prized. At home, I found clean laundry folded

1098
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:04,760
in the basket, unremembered from my last trip. Either someone

1099
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:06,519
was looking out for me in their own small way,

1100
00:54:06,639 --> 00:54:08,440
or I was losing hold of one, and how routine

1101
00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:11,400
things had been done. On Wednesday, a neighbor stopped me

1102
00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:14,639
in the hall, said little but i'd me with open suspicion. Herd,

1103
00:54:14,639 --> 00:54:17,880
your car's been moving at odd IROs, she muttered. Before

1104
00:54:17,920 --> 00:54:20,440
I could respond, she continued up the stairs, her gaze

1105
00:54:20,480 --> 00:54:23,480
sharp is a ledger. The rydchair app refused all attempts

1106
00:54:23,480 --> 00:54:26,679
at reinstallation. My account, I now knew, was dead or

1107
00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:30,280
flag still. I watched traffic patterns from my kitchen windows,

1108
00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:32,840
replaying dash and footage from the previous night, over and over.

1109
00:54:33,480 --> 00:54:35,719
I'd caught a glimpse in one clip to identically white

1110
00:54:35,719 --> 00:54:38,480
sedan's passing at a junction, one veering off just before

1111
00:54:38,480 --> 00:54:40,719
the warehouse park, the other idling by the old bust

1112
00:54:40,719 --> 00:54:43,800
deeper like chess pieces perform in a rote maneuver, all

1113
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:47,320
according to a script whose rules were written elsewhere. One evening,

1114
00:54:47,400 --> 00:54:49,960
as I saw itted Malik's data again, my hands trembling

1115
00:54:49,960 --> 00:54:52,280
with fatigue, I triggered a short video embedded in a

1116
00:54:52,320 --> 00:54:55,480
look file. The clip showed Footitire Camo mounted inside a

1117
00:54:55,559 --> 00:54:58,880
roydchair car city rolling past in jittering knight version. There

1118
00:54:58,920 --> 00:55:00,719
was no audio except for them of an engine and

1119
00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:03,199
a single repeating paying every time the car passed a

1120
00:55:03,199 --> 00:55:07,159
certain intersection, the display flaster patterns insignia. The rider in

1121
00:55:07,159 --> 00:55:09,360
the back was just a shadow, faceless and quiet, but

1122
00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:11,719
at one point they leaned forward, dropping something into the

1123
00:55:11,760 --> 00:55:14,320
driver's cup holder, a plastic key card blank as mine.

1124
00:55:14,760 --> 00:55:18,039
My skin prickled heat and ice in equal measure. Embedded

1125
00:55:18,039 --> 00:55:19,599
in the metadata was a day to one week from

1126
00:55:19,639 --> 00:55:21,679
to day, seven days into a calendar whose edges I'd

1127
00:55:21,719 --> 00:55:25,199
never expected to meet. I checked the code, cross referenced

1128
00:55:25,199 --> 00:55:27,679
it with the old ride locks. It matched a missing

1129
00:55:27,760 --> 00:55:29,920
driver's final route, one that ended in an a pound lot,

1130
00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:33,000
with the car abandoned the driver never traced. I thought,

1131
00:55:33,039 --> 00:55:34,800
so fast, obvious now that I'd seen it. If the

1132
00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:37,360
pattern followed an algorithm, then it would always cycle, always

1133
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,280
off of the transfer up to the next in line.

1134
00:55:39,639 --> 00:55:43,159
The pattern repeats next driver required. That's what they told me.

1135
00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:45,679
The envelope with the cards still sat on the kitchen

1136
00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:48,239
table for the first time. I placed it under the

1137
00:55:48,239 --> 00:55:50,440
wakam and to close up shots, hoping the details might

1138
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:52,599
be more revealing on a screen and by eye alone.

1139
00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:56,159
But the images only emphasized its opacity, curves of plastic

1140
00:55:56,239 --> 00:55:58,559
glossy finish, a faint line near the edge where a

1141
00:55:58,559 --> 00:56:02,320
manufacturer's tager might have been sanded off. Determined, I sent

1142
00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:04,559
coppas to every contact I could think of, old friends

1143
00:56:04,559 --> 00:56:06,880
in tech, a cousin who dabbled and lost phone repair,

1144
00:56:06,960 --> 00:56:10,880
even a community form notorious for conspiracy theories most ignored me.

1145
00:56:11,559 --> 00:56:14,400
A few replied with guesses looks like access for a hotel,

1146
00:56:14,639 --> 00:56:17,599
or could be a blank proox card, nothing special. Only

1147
00:56:17,639 --> 00:56:20,239
one note felt meaningful, a reply from Rowena, the former

1148
00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:24,639
app developer. They always look ordinary. Pattern only needs plausible deniability.

1149
00:56:25,199 --> 00:56:27,320
That cryptic answer sigh of my hope, but it also

1150
00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:30,480
solidified something anonymity was the armor of whatever system ran

1151
00:56:30,519 --> 00:56:33,599
beneath the right chair. These objects were meant to disappear

1152
00:56:33,639 --> 00:56:37,119
into the background, barely reached during his artifacts, the city

1153
00:56:37,159 --> 00:56:41,280
cap breathing steely and regular. On Friday, a white envelope

1154
00:56:41,280 --> 00:56:43,719
appeared on my dorm at no stamp, no mark except

1155
00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:47,039
the leaping insignia in one corner. Inside a single slip

1156
00:56:47,039 --> 00:56:50,440
of paper and machine typed trans were initiated complete action

1157
00:56:50,480 --> 00:56:53,800
of forfeit account driver, final warning. It laid out in

1158
00:56:53,800 --> 00:56:56,480
plainness what had always been hidden. Refusal was in a shield.

1159
00:56:56,559 --> 00:57:00,159
Just to delay paranoia piqued, I installed an all old

1160
00:57:00,199 --> 00:57:02,440
web camera on the door, set up or fiamated uploads

1161
00:57:02,480 --> 00:57:05,639
for every passing face. By now I was not just hiding,

1162
00:57:05,639 --> 00:57:08,159
I was monitoring, desperate to catch anything that might signal

1163
00:57:08,199 --> 00:57:10,679
a rupture in the pattern. Late that next night I

1164
00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:12,800
picked up movement in the feed. Two figures in dark

1165
00:57:12,840 --> 00:57:15,960
courts approached faces, obscured by baseball caps and tilted heads.

1166
00:57:16,599 --> 00:57:19,000
They lingered, then slipped a plane package under my door

1167
00:57:19,039 --> 00:57:21,559
before disappearing without so much as a glance at the peephole.

1168
00:57:22,239 --> 00:57:24,840
Moments later, my phone buzzed on despite its dead battery.

1169
00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:29,559
A single notification flash, then faded, transfer finalized, fallow instructions,

1170
00:57:30,239 --> 00:57:33,440
hand shaking. I opened the door. The corridor was empty.

1171
00:57:34,039 --> 00:57:36,199
I bent and picked up the box, no weight, almost

1172
00:57:36,239 --> 00:57:39,639
a mockery of a real delivery. Inside, padded in tissue

1173
00:57:39,719 --> 00:57:42,239
lay Malick's memopad and a second key card, this one

1174
00:57:42,280 --> 00:57:45,360
with his initials ink faintly in the corner. My pulse scattered.

1175
00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:48,239
I didn't know if Malick himself had left it, or

1176
00:57:48,239 --> 00:57:51,519
if this was the system at work, recycling artifacts, reminders

1177
00:57:51,559 --> 00:57:55,079
and threats, but the implication was clear. The passenger, both

1178
00:57:55,079 --> 00:57:57,159
of us now pulled me forward, pushed him back. The

1179
00:57:57,199 --> 00:58:00,559
cycle undisturbed. The living room felt crowded. Every possession, a

1180
00:58:00,599 --> 00:58:03,760
piece of evidence, every device a trader. I should have

1181
00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:06,679
left vacated. Wandered out toward the high wind, just kept driving,

1182
00:58:07,199 --> 00:58:09,400
but the apartment bound me with inertia and the city.

1183
00:58:09,440 --> 00:58:12,599
My city was already thick with the patent's net. Frantic,

1184
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:15,719
I tried calling Malik and the old burner. This time

1185
00:58:15,800 --> 00:58:18,559
a female voice graveled business. I counseled. After three rings,

1186
00:58:19,159 --> 00:58:22,559
there is no Malak here, she said, before disconnecting. Something

1187
00:58:22,559 --> 00:58:26,159
inside me shifted. The patent would erase us cleanly, efficiently

1188
00:58:26,199 --> 00:58:28,960
by protocol. One by one drew cars, through rides, through

1189
00:58:29,000 --> 00:58:32,159
everyday actions were written into the logic of disappearance. I

1190
00:58:32,199 --> 00:58:34,559
realized then that the confrontation at the warehouse had cost

1191
00:58:34,599 --> 00:58:37,239
us more than a journal in or recording. Malik might

1192
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:40,039
already be gone, shifted, repurposed, reduced to a string of

1193
00:58:40,039 --> 00:58:42,239
back encode and a right jay algorithm meant to rattle

1194
00:58:42,239 --> 00:58:45,280
the curious. The phone vibrated once more, this time a

1195
00:58:45,360 --> 00:58:48,599
voice mimoiside in the archive. It was Malik's voice, fluting

1196
00:58:48,599 --> 00:58:51,599
through distortion and digital echo. Don't ride, record everything, but

1197
00:58:51,639 --> 00:58:53,480
don't get in the car. If you do, we can't

1198
00:58:53,519 --> 00:58:56,400
help you. That's the hook. The last words trailed off,

1199
00:58:56,480 --> 00:58:58,760
as if he'd run out of time or nerve the

1200
00:58:58,800 --> 00:59:01,480
pathm wasn't just a cycle, but a trap, abated threshold

1201
00:59:01,519 --> 00:59:05,599
only visible from the wrong side. Every response, every investigation,

1202
00:59:05,880 --> 00:59:09,199
pulled you deeper until your only options were complicity or erasure.

1203
00:59:09,760 --> 00:59:11,880
Sitting in my living room with Malock's memopad and the

1204
00:59:11,880 --> 00:59:14,440
two blank cards, I started to understand I'd bust a

1205
00:59:14,440 --> 00:59:16,239
point of no return the moment I took the first

1206
00:59:16,280 --> 00:59:19,679
note fly at the first route I spent that last night, awake,

1207
00:59:19,760 --> 00:59:22,159
afraid to sleep, not because of nightmares, but for Frere.

1208
00:59:22,199 --> 00:59:25,000
I wake up somewhere unrecognizable, with new instructions and new name,

1209
00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:26,840
a car waiting and the need to drive out forever.

1210
00:59:27,519 --> 00:59:29,920
As dawn edged up again pinkish, and then the city

1211
00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:33,039
muffled itself in heavy fog. In the dullning light, my

1212
00:59:33,079 --> 00:59:36,000
mind trace circles around every event, every mischance, every faded

1213
00:59:36,039 --> 00:59:37,960
face in the desk, can recordings in the battered note,

1214
00:59:38,039 --> 00:59:41,360
but now gone. The system would move soon. I felt

1215
00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:43,119
it in the marrow of my city, in the annal

1216
00:59:43,239 --> 00:59:45,599
cost that had replaced all human responses, in the way,

1217
00:59:45,639 --> 00:59:47,880
my own reflection stuck in every pane of glass, a

1218
00:59:47,920 --> 00:59:50,880
warning or a premonition. When my phone buzzed again, I

1219
00:59:50,880 --> 00:59:53,599
didn't pick it up right away. Whatever it had to say,

1220
00:59:53,679 --> 00:59:57,400
I already knew the last piece was in place. I waited,

1221
00:59:57,519 --> 00:59:59,280
determined not to be caught. I'm already this time to

1222
00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:01,320
let whatever would be happen and fold on my terms,

1223
01:00:01,400 --> 01:00:03,159
or as close to them as this pattern would allow.

1224
01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:06,079
As the day waned, I finally opened the envelope with

1225
01:00:06,079 --> 01:00:09,159
a second key card to Malicksner. The message inside was

1226
01:00:09,199 --> 01:00:12,000
just a single line hastily scrolled alongside the loop and cymbal.

1227
01:00:12,119 --> 01:00:14,559
They take what asks, too many questions, don't answer if

1228
01:00:14,559 --> 01:00:17,400
you want to stay The apartment bare and silent, hummed,

1229
01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:20,519
as if on the brink of something outside. Traffic resumed

1230
01:00:20,639 --> 01:00:23,400
regular enough to sound normal, already beginning to erase all

1231
01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:26,480
unusual details. For the first time in weeks, I allowed

1232
01:00:26,519 --> 01:00:29,639
myself a strange kind of stillness. I didn't check the window,

1233
01:00:30,320 --> 01:00:34,280
I didn't pace. I simply sat, hands clasped, both cowslaid

1234
01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:38,000
plane on the kitchen table. I waited. The next move

1235
01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:40,639
would not be mine. Late evening pressed in the world,

1236
01:00:40,719 --> 01:00:43,480
quiet as if holding its breath. Then a single door

1237
01:00:43,519 --> 01:00:47,079
closed somewhere down the hall, and footips were shredd There

1238
01:00:47,119 --> 01:00:49,800
was no knock. There was nothing left to deliver, only

1239
01:00:49,840 --> 01:00:54,920
the pattern turning, finding another lane. And that is the end.

1240
01:00:55,480 --> 01:00:57,199
Thank you for listening, and I will see you in

1241
01:00:57,239 --> 01:01:10,280
the next one.