WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.480 --> 00:00:06.679 You've created everything. What put a powerful being you are. 2 00:00:07.960 --> 00:00:11.480 You did these things, but now you're in a human body, 3 00:00:11.519 --> 00:00:13.080 you forget the power you have. 4 00:00:14.839 --> 00:00:19.000 What you do is what the whole universe is doing 5 00:00:19.559 --> 00:00:23.440 at the place you call here, and now you are 6 00:00:23.839 --> 00:00:26.839 something the whole universe is doing, in the same way 7 00:00:26.879 --> 00:00:30.079 that a way is something that the whole ocean is doing. 8 00:00:32.200 --> 00:00:41.679 You're doing doing what you imagination. Welcome to metamistics, where 9 00:00:41.679 --> 00:00:45.280 you don't know what you don't know. My name's Jonathan 10 00:00:45.840 --> 00:00:51.000 John and today is wonder Weisday. Thank you guys for 11 00:00:51.119 --> 00:00:54.000 joining us tonight. Getting a little bit late of a 12 00:00:54.079 --> 00:00:57.600 start on the show tonight, some technical difficulties on our 13 00:00:57.640 --> 00:00:59.640 guest Behalf, but he's going to be coming here in 14 00:00:59.759 --> 00:01:01.799 just a minute. But either way, it's going to be 15 00:01:01.840 --> 00:01:05.319 an awesome show. Really looking forward to it. And he 16 00:01:05.480 --> 00:01:07.359 just asked if I can send another invite, so I'm 17 00:01:07.359 --> 00:01:08.239 gonna send that now. 18 00:01:10.159 --> 00:01:12.439 Yeah. Yeah, we haven't had him on before, you know, 19 00:01:12.439 --> 00:01:14.799 but I'm really looking forward to, uh kind of just 20 00:01:14.799 --> 00:01:16.480 seeing what he brings to the table, you know, and 21 00:01:16.519 --> 00:01:19.200 I have a feeling that we're going to mesh very well, 22 00:01:19.599 --> 00:01:19.840 you know. 23 00:01:20.280 --> 00:01:24.480 Yeah, he seems like a really uh really chilled. One 24 00:01:24.480 --> 00:01:27.840 of those people that you you listen to and you're like, oh, 25 00:01:27.920 --> 00:01:29.760 I think they get it, you know what I mean, Like, 26 00:01:30.159 --> 00:01:34.640 there's some people that are still very much blue pilling 27 00:01:34.799 --> 00:01:37.920 across the world. And I don't mean that in a, 28 00:01:38.280 --> 00:01:42.200 you know, like a conspiratorial kind of way. It's just that, man, 29 00:01:42.239 --> 00:01:44.319 there's some people you can just tell they don't even 30 00:01:44.439 --> 00:01:49.200 question what they're doing here. It's just, Uh, I got 31 00:01:49.239 --> 00:01:51.400 bills to pay, and I got kids to feed, and 32 00:01:51.439 --> 00:01:53.120 I got to get to work, and it's all these 33 00:01:53.120 --> 00:01:55.920 different things that are keeping our minds busy. But it 34 00:01:56.319 --> 00:01:58.640 just makes you wonder, what are you thinking about when 35 00:01:58.680 --> 00:02:00.920 your mind is not on that. You know, you have 36 00:02:01.000 --> 00:02:03.159 sixty thousand thoughts in a day, not one of them 37 00:02:03.280 --> 00:02:07.640 is worried about, like not worried, but just wondering about 38 00:02:07.680 --> 00:02:11.039 where you're going, where you're coming from. You know, Like, 39 00:02:11.840 --> 00:02:14.479 this is something that I have obsessed about, like over 40 00:02:14.520 --> 00:02:19.120 the past five years, and I just want to try 41 00:02:19.159 --> 00:02:22.120 and at least come close to what the answer may be. 42 00:02:22.520 --> 00:02:24.879 You know, I think what it is is, there's so 43 00:02:25.000 --> 00:02:28.120 many distractions, and it just seems as time goes on 44 00:02:28.240 --> 00:02:31.360 there's even more distractions, and so whether it's your phone, 45 00:02:31.479 --> 00:02:33.560 or whether it's you know, the bullshit that you're stressed 46 00:02:33.560 --> 00:02:36.960 out about or whatever. But it's definitely apparent that some 47 00:02:37.000 --> 00:02:39.400 people haven't spent the time to kind of look up 48 00:02:39.439 --> 00:02:42.800 and you know, smell the roses, you know, find or 49 00:02:42.879 --> 00:02:45.039 look for those spaces in between the notes, you know, 50 00:02:45.080 --> 00:02:48.599 And it's almost obvious, you know, when you when you 51 00:02:48.599 --> 00:02:51.479 interact with somebody. You know, there's some people out there 52 00:02:51.520 --> 00:02:53.879 that you'll interact with, and it's very few that you 53 00:02:53.919 --> 00:02:57.879 can just almost tell immediately that they're on some some 54 00:02:58.000 --> 00:03:00.360 other level, you know, some other level of under standing. 55 00:03:00.400 --> 00:03:02.840 And I don't know how quite to describe that. But 56 00:03:03.000 --> 00:03:06.360 some other people, man, you can just tell instantly that 57 00:03:06.400 --> 00:03:11.120 they're completely asleep when it comes to just the bigger picture, 58 00:03:11.240 --> 00:03:13.400 the grander scope of this reality. 59 00:03:13.599 --> 00:03:15.759 I mean, it's a scary thought to think about if 60 00:03:15.759 --> 00:03:18.280 you really think about it, Like, of course, that's not 61 00:03:18.439 --> 00:03:21.280 something that you want to actively think about if you 62 00:03:21.360 --> 00:03:23.400 have no idea, you don't really even know where to 63 00:03:23.400 --> 00:03:26.199 get started, you don't know who to trust, you don't 64 00:03:26.199 --> 00:03:30.520 know which belief system to kind of latch onto, and 65 00:03:30.599 --> 00:03:34.000 so and I get it, like why people go after religion. 66 00:03:34.199 --> 00:03:37.719 Totally get it, you know, because it's some somebody else 67 00:03:37.759 --> 00:03:40.879 already figured it out. You know, I'm gonna trust this person. 68 00:03:41.080 --> 00:03:44.960 And I'm just you know, my my parents did it, 69 00:03:45.039 --> 00:03:47.719 my grandparents did it. You know, my whole community did it. 70 00:03:47.759 --> 00:03:50.560 And and and you don't want to seem like the 71 00:03:50.560 --> 00:03:52.599 crazy one. But also at the same time, it's kind 72 00:03:52.599 --> 00:03:55.639 of a safety net. And so I don't know. That's 73 00:03:55.639 --> 00:03:57.400 something that I've been kind of thinking about lately. And 74 00:03:57.879 --> 00:04:00.439 I you know, there was a time where I was 75 00:04:00.439 --> 00:04:05.680 coming really hard at the religious people, and I, I 76 00:04:05.719 --> 00:04:07.240 don't know, I just want to have a little bit 77 00:04:07.319 --> 00:04:10.599 more empathy and a little bit more open mindedness. My 78 00:04:10.680 --> 00:04:15.439 only problem is is whenever I'm like kind of hammered 79 00:04:15.479 --> 00:04:18.920 on for thinking outside the box and not just going 80 00:04:18.959 --> 00:04:22.000 with the flow, I've never gone with the flow. Hence 81 00:04:22.040 --> 00:04:25.040 why you know a conspiracy podcast was started in the 82 00:04:25.040 --> 00:04:27.920 middle of COVID, you know what I'm saying, Like, it's 83 00:04:28.240 --> 00:04:31.199 it's never been with what everybody else has already done. 84 00:04:31.279 --> 00:04:33.879 So I don't know why. I don't know, It's just 85 00:04:33.879 --> 00:04:35.120 one of those baffling thoughts. 86 00:04:35.439 --> 00:04:37.600 It's funny because I was just thinking that like a 87 00:04:37.600 --> 00:04:39.519 little bit ago as far as like, well, why is 88 00:04:39.560 --> 00:04:41.639 it that I don't just pick a religion, you know, 89 00:04:41.800 --> 00:04:43.639 just to just to sit with that for a little bit, 90 00:04:43.680 --> 00:04:45.519 Because it's not like I sit there and actually think, 91 00:04:46.040 --> 00:04:48.279 why am I not just a Christian? You know what 92 00:04:48.319 --> 00:04:51.240 I mean, just a name one that's super popular. And 93 00:04:51.279 --> 00:04:53.720 I was thinking, and I was like, I think it's 94 00:04:53.959 --> 00:04:57.879 probably because I don't want to just do what people 95 00:04:57.959 --> 00:05:00.439 are saying to do, you know what I mean, maybe 96 00:05:00.480 --> 00:05:03.120 just to I go off of, you know, what my 97 00:05:03.240 --> 00:05:06.480 reality consists of based on what I'm experiencing, you know, 98 00:05:06.839 --> 00:05:11.519 And there's so many things that I've experienced that aren't 99 00:05:11.560 --> 00:05:14.480 described in the Bible, you know what I mean, Like 100 00:05:14.959 --> 00:05:17.319 the things that I'm experiencing in real time, rather than 101 00:05:17.519 --> 00:05:19.720 people just saying, hey, look at we did it, you 102 00:05:19.839 --> 00:05:22.199 do it too. And I think that's just kind of 103 00:05:22.800 --> 00:05:26.000 not to say that that's why I haven't but like, 104 00:05:26.079 --> 00:05:28.720 I don't know, it just doesn't just doesn't bible with me, dude, 105 00:05:29.160 --> 00:05:29.759 you know, I. 106 00:05:29.720 --> 00:05:32.600 Mean, different different strokes for different folks. There's no I 107 00:05:32.600 --> 00:05:34.879 don't know. And this is one thing that we have learned. 108 00:05:35.800 --> 00:05:38.360 There is no right or wrong way. Like that's the 109 00:05:38.439 --> 00:05:41.279 real truth of it is that, I mean my own 110 00:05:41.360 --> 00:05:44.959 personal truth as far as you know, the all of 111 00:05:45.000 --> 00:05:49.360 the spiritual kind of stuff is that you know, don't 112 00:05:49.360 --> 00:05:51.920 be an asshole, you know, try and treat others with 113 00:05:51.959 --> 00:05:56.120 the respect that you hope to receive back, and you know, 114 00:05:56.519 --> 00:05:59.160 don't be selfish and all that other stuff. Like anything 115 00:05:59.199 --> 00:06:01.920 outside of that, you're probably good. 116 00:06:02.240 --> 00:06:04.920 You know, I think so too, man. I you know, 117 00:06:04.959 --> 00:06:07.360 I'm lately I've just been thinking, I'm just going to 118 00:06:07.439 --> 00:06:09.959 try to make it as simple as possible, you know, like, 119 00:06:10.199 --> 00:06:13.040 let's not over complicate things. And we're going to do 120 00:06:13.120 --> 00:06:15.480 that anyways. I think that's just human nature. We're going 121 00:06:15.519 --> 00:06:19.319 to overthink and we're going to you know, beat ourselves 122 00:06:19.399 --> 00:06:21.839 up or whatever. But I don't know. Whenever I start 123 00:06:21.920 --> 00:06:25.000 to go into some type of spiral or some type 124 00:06:25.040 --> 00:06:28.959 of just over contemplation over something that is probably not 125 00:06:29.040 --> 00:06:31.399 even real at all, you know what I'm saying, I'm 126 00:06:31.439 --> 00:06:34.279 just gonna just say, Okay, if is this not helping me, 127 00:06:34.319 --> 00:06:36.079 then I'm just gonna get rid of it, you know 128 00:06:36.079 --> 00:06:37.240 what I mean. It doesn't need to be a part 129 00:06:37.240 --> 00:06:37.879 of my reality. 130 00:06:38.360 --> 00:06:41.519 Yeah, I think so. I mean, and it's different for everybody, 131 00:06:41.680 --> 00:06:44.000 you know. It's it's one of those things where it's 132 00:06:44.040 --> 00:06:48.639 a it can be. It can be very difficult, especially 133 00:06:48.720 --> 00:06:50.639 whenever you're going through like one of those dark night 134 00:06:50.680 --> 00:06:53.920 of the soul kind of situations, you know, and whenever 135 00:06:53.920 --> 00:06:56.560 you're going through that, it is so difficult because you 136 00:06:56.639 --> 00:06:58.879 want to just like throw your hands up and fuck it. 137 00:06:58.920 --> 00:07:01.279 I'm just gonna do what everybody else did. It seems 138 00:07:01.319 --> 00:07:02.439 to be the safer route. 139 00:07:02.879 --> 00:07:03.199 Yeah. 140 00:07:03.360 --> 00:07:05.000 I mean, maybe I'll show up, you know, ten or 141 00:07:05.040 --> 00:07:07.040 fifteen minutes late to church, so I can kind of 142 00:07:07.040 --> 00:07:09.720 miss the the singing and all the weird shit that's 143 00:07:09.759 --> 00:07:12.199 going on at the top of the hour or whatever. 144 00:07:12.279 --> 00:07:16.279 But you know, after a while, you know, it's anyway. Oh, 145 00:07:16.319 --> 00:07:19.360 here we go, Huffy, welcome to the show, my good brother. 146 00:07:19.399 --> 00:07:21.920 We decided to start it, but you didn't miss too much. 147 00:07:21.959 --> 00:07:24.000 Good sir, how are you hey. 148 00:07:23.879 --> 00:07:26.600 I'm doing very well. Thank you for having me, guys. 149 00:07:26.439 --> 00:07:28.600 Thanks for joining Goodhead. 150 00:07:28.639 --> 00:07:32.360 Yeah, dude, of course, first podcast, So I'm excited and 151 00:07:32.480 --> 00:07:33.800 nervous to be on here. 152 00:07:34.199 --> 00:07:37.000 Oh well, we're we're happy to pop that sweet chairry 153 00:07:37.040 --> 00:07:37.600 of yours, sir. 154 00:07:38.439 --> 00:07:39.040 That's right. 155 00:07:40.279 --> 00:07:43.639 So yeah, I'm you know, you kind of caught my attention. 156 00:07:44.560 --> 00:07:46.959 I had noticed a lot of videos that you were 157 00:07:46.959 --> 00:07:49.839 posting on social media and everything, and and I thought, 158 00:07:49.879 --> 00:07:51.800 you know, that's really rate up our alley with a 159 00:07:51.800 --> 00:07:53.759 lot of the things that we talk about, and we 160 00:07:53.800 --> 00:07:57.680 always like to we're always curious about how people get 161 00:07:57.720 --> 00:08:02.279 to that place. You know, I'm because there's obviously everybody's 162 00:08:02.319 --> 00:08:05.399 different and we all experience different shit. But it's really 163 00:08:05.439 --> 00:08:10.040 cool to see you know, your your perspective and everybody 164 00:08:10.040 --> 00:08:13.639 else's perspective on kind of getting to where you got to. So, 165 00:08:14.319 --> 00:08:16.240 first of all, could you tell the one out there, 166 00:08:16.279 --> 00:08:18.439 that's what we call our listeners, the one, But could 167 00:08:18.439 --> 00:08:21.360 you tell the one out there who you are? How 168 00:08:21.399 --> 00:08:21.959 you came to be? 169 00:08:22.120 --> 00:08:22.319 Sir? 170 00:08:23.360 --> 00:08:23.639 Sure? 171 00:08:24.000 --> 00:08:24.240 Uh? 172 00:08:24.319 --> 00:08:26.959 First of all, how are my levels? Are they too 173 00:08:27.040 --> 00:08:27.639 loud to know? 174 00:08:27.720 --> 00:08:28.360 You sound great? 175 00:08:29.120 --> 00:08:34.399 Okay? Cool? Uh So I'm huffy. I'm from West Virginia, 176 00:08:34.759 --> 00:08:39.480 United States, And uh yeah, I make I make music, 177 00:08:39.639 --> 00:08:43.759 I like to beatbox, I make videos, you know, self help. 178 00:08:43.879 --> 00:08:50.080 I guess kind of spiritual quote unquote topics. How came 179 00:08:50.159 --> 00:08:50.399 to be? 180 00:08:50.879 --> 00:08:51.080 Uh? 181 00:08:51.120 --> 00:08:54.279 That's uh, that's a lot, you know, that's a lot, 182 00:08:54.399 --> 00:08:58.399 a big question. But uh, I think the the trigger 183 00:08:58.440 --> 00:09:01.799 point for me has always been like, for some reason, 184 00:09:02.679 --> 00:09:06.639 first thing I knew coming down to this reality. You know, 185 00:09:06.720 --> 00:09:11.759 this world is that aliens. To my understanding, even as 186 00:09:11.799 --> 00:09:15.399 a young kid, very young, is when I looked up 187 00:09:15.440 --> 00:09:17.840 at the stars, I just knew the aliens, like I 188 00:09:17.919 --> 00:09:20.240 just knew that there was something else more than just 189 00:09:20.360 --> 00:09:21.879 what we were being told here. 190 00:09:22.559 --> 00:09:24.440 And yeah, for sure. 191 00:09:25.159 --> 00:09:27.279 Yeah, and it just the wonder that it brought and 192 00:09:27.320 --> 00:09:32.840 everything and just the sheer expansion of just just my 193 00:09:32.840 --> 00:09:35.039 my perception even just looking at the stars to night, 194 00:09:35.120 --> 00:09:37.200 you know, So that that was just something that I 195 00:09:37.279 --> 00:09:40.759 just always knew was something extra that wasn't really talked 196 00:09:40.799 --> 00:09:44.200 about ever. So that was kind of my initiation, I guess, 197 00:09:44.240 --> 00:09:46.440 into this world. 198 00:09:46.759 --> 00:09:49.120 Yeah, looking at the stars with like a like a 199 00:09:49.200 --> 00:09:53.480 childlike wonder, you know, just open minded, not being like 200 00:09:53.600 --> 00:09:55.080 one of those people they just look up in the 201 00:09:55.120 --> 00:09:57.399 scars in the stars and they're just like, oh they're 202 00:09:57.440 --> 00:10:00.840 just you know, planets or they're just exploding things that 203 00:10:00.879 --> 00:10:02.720 are you know, we're just now seeing the light to 204 00:10:02.879 --> 00:10:06.440 and no wonder whatsoever, you know. And that that always 205 00:10:06.480 --> 00:10:09.000 kind of triped me up a little bit because I 206 00:10:09.039 --> 00:10:11.519 could just stand like I could stare up at the 207 00:10:11.559 --> 00:10:14.799 stars for hours. Dude, I love that shit, and just 208 00:10:15.440 --> 00:10:18.399 with pure wonder and that is uh, that's the good stuff. 209 00:10:18.600 --> 00:10:22.120 And you know what's really strange is is that whenever 210 00:10:22.159 --> 00:10:24.639 I was younger, we saw like everybody, like all the 211 00:10:24.720 --> 00:10:27.039 kids in my neighborhood. We were all around about the 212 00:10:27.080 --> 00:10:30.120 same age like me, my brother and my sister, all 213 00:10:30.159 --> 00:10:32.320 their friends, all my friends. We would all like get 214 00:10:32.360 --> 00:10:34.200 together and ride bikes. We had a pretty cool like 215 00:10:34.240 --> 00:10:36.639 neighborhood full of a big old group of kids. And 216 00:10:36.960 --> 00:10:39.360 we would all like you know, play hide and go 217 00:10:39.399 --> 00:10:41.840 seek at night. And but you'd take the lightning bugs 218 00:10:42.000 --> 00:10:44.559 and like kind of wear them, like you know, like 219 00:10:44.600 --> 00:10:47.840 the eye black. And and then we would just lay 220 00:10:47.840 --> 00:10:50.039 out in the grass after running around all night, we 221 00:10:50.159 --> 00:10:52.120 look up at the stars and everybody would pick like 222 00:10:52.159 --> 00:10:54.960 their planet, because you know, you would hear that like 223 00:10:55.399 --> 00:10:58.399 you know, you can name a star after your kid 224 00:10:58.720 --> 00:11:01.159 or whatever. And then so we kind of just pretended 225 00:11:01.200 --> 00:11:03.600 with that, and you know, everybody would look up at 226 00:11:03.600 --> 00:11:05.360 the stars and they would all have picked theirs. And 227 00:11:05.360 --> 00:11:09.679 and I remember like vividly looking up in the stars 228 00:11:10.000 --> 00:11:11.399 and being like, you know what, I don't want to 229 00:11:11.399 --> 00:11:13.759 pick a star. I want to pick that little cluster 230 00:11:13.879 --> 00:11:16.080 up there. I didn't know what it was at the time, 231 00:11:16.679 --> 00:11:19.080 and uh, come to find out it's the Pleiades, and 232 00:11:19.159 --> 00:11:22.639 then dude, crazy things have happened since then. I'm just like, 233 00:11:22.759 --> 00:11:25.080 what the how would I have even known to even 234 00:11:25.519 --> 00:11:27.399 how did that even catch my eye in the first place? 235 00:11:27.440 --> 00:11:30.639 But yeah, yeah, it's uh, it's a fun thing, you know, 236 00:11:30.759 --> 00:11:33.720 just looking up at the stars and just wondering. But 237 00:11:33.720 --> 00:11:36.159 but yeah, as far as aliens go, I'm gonna be 238 00:11:36.159 --> 00:11:38.159 real with you. I have no fucking clue what is 239 00:11:38.240 --> 00:11:41.080 going on in the alien world. I remain very open minded. 240 00:11:41.200 --> 00:11:43.480 I'm I'm like, you know, it could be an ORB, 241 00:11:43.679 --> 00:11:46.000 could be a satellite. I have no idea. We don't 242 00:11:46.039 --> 00:11:49.000 know the government's technology or anything like. I want to 243 00:11:49.039 --> 00:11:51.240 be very open minded. I want to believe that that 244 00:11:51.360 --> 00:11:53.559 is a fucking UFO going off in the sky. It's 245 00:11:53.600 --> 00:11:56.720 not to say that like I haven't seen some some 246 00:11:56.919 --> 00:11:59.960 UFO videos and stuff like that that are very convinced, 247 00:12:00.639 --> 00:12:03.279 you know, definitely have seen those. But yeah, what do 248 00:12:03.320 --> 00:12:05.120 you think is really going on? Do you think that 249 00:12:05.159 --> 00:12:08.919 there's some Pleadians and some Reptilians and some andromedins and 250 00:12:09.039 --> 00:12:10.559 what do you or what do you think is really 251 00:12:10.639 --> 00:12:10.960 up with that? 252 00:12:11.799 --> 00:12:17.039 Well, I will say that. So in twenty nineteen, So okay, 253 00:12:17.120 --> 00:12:20.879 so have have you heard of the indigo child idea? 254 00:12:21.320 --> 00:12:25.440 Oh yeah, okay, So back in twenty nineteen, I was 255 00:12:25.559 --> 00:12:28.519 just I was on what's that YouTube channel. It's called 256 00:12:28.519 --> 00:12:32.480 like stargate or something like that. It's this YouTube channel 257 00:12:32.519 --> 00:12:36.279 that does just off topic, kind of metaphysical and just 258 00:12:36.399 --> 00:12:40.320 back like off history type of topics, and just scrolling 259 00:12:40.360 --> 00:12:43.080 through the comments, someone typed out, what do you think 260 00:12:43.080 --> 00:12:46.480 about indigo children? And like, just seeing that word like 261 00:12:46.600 --> 00:12:52.080 kinda like flash something in my in my consciousness or something, 262 00:12:52.120 --> 00:12:53.480 and like, for some reason, I just had to look 263 00:12:53.559 --> 00:12:57.240 up that that term. So I looked it up, uh, 264 00:12:57.399 --> 00:13:00.639 and actually went and bought a book about it. So 265 00:13:00.799 --> 00:13:02.799 the book came in the mail a few days later, 266 00:13:03.320 --> 00:13:05.000 and I and I was going to the gym at 267 00:13:05.039 --> 00:13:07.320 about five thirty every morning, just because that's when I 268 00:13:07.320 --> 00:13:09.399 woke up and it's easiest to get it done, you know, 269 00:13:09.519 --> 00:13:11.000 right then and there, just so I don't have to 270 00:13:11.120 --> 00:13:14.960 waste my time later about it. So when I was 271 00:13:15.039 --> 00:13:18.960 leaving my house, I had the Indigo Child book in 272 00:13:19.000 --> 00:13:20.679 my hand for the first time, and I had my 273 00:13:20.759 --> 00:13:23.600 hammock and like my cell phone and stuff. On my 274 00:13:23.600 --> 00:13:26.639 other hand my bottle, and it was I left my 275 00:13:27.240 --> 00:13:29.840 the front door and it was still nighttime, and the 276 00:13:29.879 --> 00:13:33.759 angle of my door facing the sky, it was a 277 00:13:33.759 --> 00:13:36.600 perfect angle. I saw so much of the sky. And 278 00:13:37.200 --> 00:13:39.840 every day when the stars are out and the nice 279 00:13:39.840 --> 00:13:41.720 sky is out, you know, I would always just stare 280 00:13:41.799 --> 00:13:44.759 up at the sky. And because you know, I your 281 00:13:44.759 --> 00:13:47.679 belief system. I the way I see it is your 282 00:13:47.679 --> 00:13:51.559 belief system really dictates what you experience, you know, such 283 00:13:51.600 --> 00:13:55.120 your subconscious mind, you know, and it's kind of you're 284 00:13:55.200 --> 00:13:58.000 running off of your own programming essentially. 285 00:13:57.600 --> 00:14:00.159 So it's the natural overlay almost. 286 00:14:00.240 --> 00:14:05.320 Yeah, exactly. So just like literally since I was like 287 00:14:05.519 --> 00:14:08.320 four or five years old, like just I just had 288 00:14:08.360 --> 00:14:11.320 such a strong belief that aliens were real, and you know, 289 00:14:11.360 --> 00:14:13.879 I didn't really know exactly what that meant, but just 290 00:14:13.879 --> 00:14:16.360 in my dreams, I had seen Ufo so much and stuff, 291 00:14:16.360 --> 00:14:18.759 even as a young kid, and flying around with UFOs 292 00:14:18.840 --> 00:14:23.720 in my dreams. So anyway, I look up at the sky. 293 00:14:23.799 --> 00:14:25.919 In twenty nineteen, I had this Indigo Child book in 294 00:14:25.960 --> 00:14:29.039 my hand for the first time, and I see one 295 00:14:29.360 --> 00:14:32.559 one white light is you know, the best way I 296 00:14:32.600 --> 00:14:35.399 can describe it, very bright, super high up in the sky. 297 00:14:35.440 --> 00:14:37.519 I could tell it's not just like a drone sitting 298 00:14:37.879 --> 00:14:39.559 low end, and it's five point thirty in the morning. 299 00:14:40.159 --> 00:14:43.159 It's coming from the far I'll say west, and I 300 00:14:43.159 --> 00:14:45.879 don't know exactly what direction, you know, left, right, and forward. 301 00:14:46.200 --> 00:14:47.960 It's coming from the far right side of the sky. 302 00:14:48.039 --> 00:14:52.120 And it's just absolutely breaking wind, just crossing the distance 303 00:14:52.159 --> 00:14:54.840 of the sky super quick. No way, it's a plane. 304 00:14:55.440 --> 00:14:57.720 And I look because it's going straight, so I actually 305 00:14:57.799 --> 00:15:00.320 look and see where it's going. And there's an another 306 00:15:00.360 --> 00:15:04.080 one on the left side of the sky going towards it. 307 00:15:04.480 --> 00:15:07.679 They're both going towards each other, and I'm thinking, dude, 308 00:15:07.720 --> 00:15:09.840 this is what I've built my whole life. I've been 309 00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:11.440 waiting for this, my entire life. 310 00:15:11.279 --> 00:15:12.000 For this moment. 311 00:15:12.759 --> 00:15:14.919 And I was like scrambling to get my phone because 312 00:15:14.960 --> 00:15:16.879 I have my phone in this book and my hammock 313 00:15:16.919 --> 00:15:19.000 on my hand, and I was trying to film it. 314 00:15:19.039 --> 00:15:21.120 And then as I'm pulling out my phone, there's a 315 00:15:21.159 --> 00:15:25.559 third one that's coming towards them from just in front 316 00:15:25.600 --> 00:15:31.200 of me. Then they're all just absolutely destroying normal speeds, 317 00:15:31.200 --> 00:15:33.679 you know, for the aircrafts that we know of. And 318 00:15:33.720 --> 00:15:36.279 then so I'm thinking these things are about the crash 319 00:15:36.399 --> 00:15:39.519 right here, literally right above my head. It's literally they're 320 00:15:39.559 --> 00:15:41.840 literally right above my head. So I get out my 321 00:15:41.879 --> 00:15:44.600 phone and the phone. I don't know if you've ever 322 00:15:44.639 --> 00:15:46.320 tried to film something like that, but it doesn't really 323 00:15:46.360 --> 00:15:48.720 catch much up in the sky for some reason. You know, 324 00:15:49.120 --> 00:15:52.480 it's funny. But so I just I get rid of 325 00:15:52.480 --> 00:15:53.960 my phone. I just put it in my pocket whatever. 326 00:15:54.000 --> 00:15:56.519 I'm just sitting here watching and all of a sudden, 327 00:15:56.600 --> 00:16:01.559 before they start to crash, they have a dragon blood 328 00:16:01.600 --> 00:16:04.399 crystal in my hand. So before they all three crash, 329 00:16:04.480 --> 00:16:09.960 they literally all converge and they start swirling and dancing 330 00:16:10.000 --> 00:16:14.480 around each other like this like some sort of holy trinity. 331 00:16:14.559 --> 00:16:17.039 Oh you know what, it's kind of like that Celtic 332 00:16:17.159 --> 00:16:19.399 symbol the I don't know what they call it, but 333 00:16:19.440 --> 00:16:24.519 like that that three swirled the Celtic not kind of yeah, 334 00:16:24.559 --> 00:16:26.120 I don't I don't know what it's called, like the 335 00:16:26.159 --> 00:16:28.000 actual name of it or whatever, but yeah, it's like 336 00:16:28.039 --> 00:16:31.279 they were moving in that formation. Uh, and they just 337 00:16:31.399 --> 00:16:34.080 kept doing it for like thirty thirty five seconds, and 338 00:16:34.120 --> 00:16:37.279 it's like the feeling that I mean, I can't even 339 00:16:37.279 --> 00:16:38.399 really explain the feeling. 340 00:16:38.399 --> 00:16:38.600 I had. 341 00:16:38.679 --> 00:16:40.360 I'm not gonna sit here and say that I had 342 00:16:40.399 --> 00:16:44.879 some telepathic you know, they they gave me some prophetic 343 00:16:44.919 --> 00:16:47.519 message for five years in advance or anything, you know, 344 00:16:47.679 --> 00:16:51.759 but yeah, that would have been pretty handy. Probably couldn't 345 00:16:51.799 --> 00:16:56.720 capitalized on that, but yeah, it was a surreal moment. 346 00:16:56.799 --> 00:16:59.279 And they danced around each other. Then they all just 347 00:16:59.320 --> 00:17:02.960 dispersed the same directions they came in from. They all dispersed, 348 00:17:02.960 --> 00:17:04.519 and they just broke across the sky. 349 00:17:05.240 --> 00:17:05.480 Wow. 350 00:17:06.200 --> 00:17:08.480 And again, I don't believe in coincidences at all. So 351 00:17:08.519 --> 00:17:10.559 the first time I had that Indigo Child book in 352 00:17:10.599 --> 00:17:12.799 my hand, and the cover of the book is literally 353 00:17:12.960 --> 00:17:16.039 stars in the sky, you know. So it's like so 354 00:17:16.279 --> 00:17:19.559 from that, from that moment, I said, okay that I 355 00:17:19.599 --> 00:17:22.200 can only follow you know, links like that. 356 00:17:22.480 --> 00:17:29.079 So wow, how long ago twenty nineteen, so I don't 357 00:17:29.119 --> 00:17:33.160 know what month it was, It was probably April. 358 00:17:32.640 --> 00:17:36.799 Right, wod Yeah, there's I don't believe in in coincidences 359 00:17:36.839 --> 00:17:39.519 like that. And I would say, actually, for you to 360 00:17:39.640 --> 00:17:43.279 wake up that early and regularly up until that point, 361 00:17:44.000 --> 00:17:46.160 I don't I just think that that was probably meant 362 00:17:46.200 --> 00:17:47.880 for you, you know what I'm saying, Like, I don't 363 00:17:47.920 --> 00:17:50.400 think that that was just a happenstance or anything like that. 364 00:17:50.559 --> 00:17:52.960 Then you're carrying the Indigo Child book, which is pretty 365 00:17:53.000 --> 00:17:58.039 damn crazy and also one hundred percent like not a satellite, 366 00:17:58.200 --> 00:18:00.079 you know what I'm saying, Like satellites ain't doing that. 367 00:18:01.119 --> 00:18:03.880 Yeah, for sure, drones. I mean you could say that 368 00:18:03.880 --> 00:18:06.400 they were drones dancing around each other, but they were 369 00:18:06.440 --> 00:18:08.759 just the distance they covered was. 370 00:18:09.039 --> 00:18:11.720 Just the speed. The speed you were saying that they 371 00:18:11.720 --> 00:18:14.240 were flying is there's no way that was a drone. Yeah. 372 00:18:14.279 --> 00:18:16.960 And honestly, they looked like there was the same height 373 00:18:17.000 --> 00:18:18.920 as like planes were, So it's not like they were 374 00:18:19.000 --> 00:18:21.720 just a few hundred feet above me. They were directly 375 00:18:21.759 --> 00:18:24.799 above me, but they were still like way up there, 376 00:18:24.880 --> 00:18:29.720 you know, borderline, different atmosphere, you know. So it was 377 00:18:29.799 --> 00:18:31.359 it was crazy, dude. 378 00:18:31.480 --> 00:18:35.079 Yeah. And then you're out there in West Virginia country roads. Dude, 379 00:18:35.200 --> 00:18:38.279 I actually I grew up in Pennsylvania, so like you're 380 00:18:38.319 --> 00:18:40.680 just south of where I grew up at. But yeah, 381 00:18:40.759 --> 00:18:43.319 it's uh, and it's so wooded up there and everything, 382 00:18:43.480 --> 00:18:45.880 and well that kind of brings me to my next question, like, 383 00:18:46.839 --> 00:18:50.400 is the uh the sasquatch you know a watch up there? 384 00:18:50.440 --> 00:18:51.839 Crazy in West Virginia. 385 00:18:53.359 --> 00:18:58.720 Ah, I have not personally seen with my own eyes, 386 00:18:59.039 --> 00:19:01.359 and that's all I can base my experience off of 387 00:19:02.319 --> 00:19:05.880 anything about is that? Is that something about West Virginia's squatchs. 388 00:19:06.079 --> 00:19:09.039 I just you know, typically in like heavily wooded areas 389 00:19:09.119 --> 00:19:13.839 in West Virginia, Pennsylvania super like great hunting areas. 390 00:19:14.079 --> 00:19:17.759 You know, Appalachians is they say, the Appalachians are, you know, 391 00:19:17.839 --> 00:19:20.440 the oldest mountains in the in the world. I guess so. 392 00:19:21.279 --> 00:19:23.400 And there's a lot of stuff of cryptids and stuff. 393 00:19:23.839 --> 00:19:28.240 I have one funny story about a strange Appalachian story, 394 00:19:28.240 --> 00:19:31.680 and that's one time. It was college. I don't know 395 00:19:31.720 --> 00:19:33.920 exactly what year it was, but me and my friends 396 00:19:33.920 --> 00:19:37.839 were going to a party, some birthday party later at night, 397 00:19:38.319 --> 00:19:41.359 and we're driving to this unknown location in the backwoods. 398 00:19:41.519 --> 00:19:43.359 I don't know what county it was, but it was 399 00:19:43.440 --> 00:19:46.640 right here in the backwoods of West Virginia. And uh, 400 00:19:47.559 --> 00:19:50.440 we rounded some I mean it's just black and it's trees. 401 00:19:51.119 --> 00:19:53.000 So we rounded this corner and we see a light 402 00:19:53.079 --> 00:19:55.440 in the distance. We're like, what's going on? So as 403 00:19:55.440 --> 00:19:57.440 we're driving, like that must be the party that's that's 404 00:19:57.480 --> 00:19:59.559 like a fire for the party. So we get up 405 00:19:59.559 --> 00:20:04.599 closer and there's like, uh, there's like cutouts of like 406 00:20:04.839 --> 00:20:07.359 bears and cutouts of people around this fire, and there's 407 00:20:07.400 --> 00:20:09.759 people like kind of dancing around the fire, and they 408 00:20:09.799 --> 00:20:12.319 had I won't say they had hoods on, but they 409 00:20:12.359 --> 00:20:14.480 kind of looked like they had hoods on. So we 410 00:20:14.599 --> 00:20:16.680 just reversed and got about it there. But that that's 411 00:20:16.680 --> 00:20:19.440 the craziest Appalachian Wood story I say, I have. 412 00:20:19.720 --> 00:20:22.000 Oh they get down crazy up there, dude. 413 00:20:22.079 --> 00:20:24.400 They they must, they must back in these woods. 414 00:20:24.680 --> 00:20:27.880 I wonder what if going on with the Sasquatch though, 415 00:20:27.920 --> 00:20:29.839 you know what I mean, Like, what what are people 416 00:20:29.880 --> 00:20:32.279 getting out of the Sasquatch other than it just being 417 00:20:32.680 --> 00:20:36.400 a mystery you know, likesquatch is giving us messages and 418 00:20:36.559 --> 00:20:40.039 like downloads and like it almost seems like it would 419 00:20:40.119 --> 00:20:42.920 just be consciousness as way of just playing a joke 420 00:20:43.039 --> 00:20:44.000 or something. You know. 421 00:20:44.519 --> 00:20:48.440 Yeah, it's also that that chase, that that mystery chase, 422 00:20:48.480 --> 00:20:50.799 I think is something that some people can't you know. 423 00:20:50.839 --> 00:20:54.920 It's like conspiracies, because conspiracies are so like I think 424 00:20:54.920 --> 00:20:58.799 they're so necessary on the you know, awakening journey, you know, 425 00:20:58.880 --> 00:21:03.240 the spiritual journey or whatever. But at some point, you know, 426 00:21:03.440 --> 00:21:06.440 that chase of like getting to know the secret behind 427 00:21:06.480 --> 00:21:09.519 what's really going on kind of can keep you stuck 428 00:21:09.720 --> 00:21:12.000 in a chase. You know, you're always chasing that thing. 429 00:21:12.160 --> 00:21:15.839 So I don't know it. I think that there's a 430 00:21:15.920 --> 00:21:19.160 reason to think that Bigfoot would be real. I would say, 431 00:21:20.279 --> 00:21:23.039 things just don't spawn out of nothing. That's just kind 432 00:21:23.039 --> 00:21:25.680 of how I think. I don't think anything like giants. 433 00:21:25.799 --> 00:21:27.279 I think giants are real. 434 00:21:27.359 --> 00:21:32.279 I mean just cryptids in general. There's been way too 435 00:21:32.319 --> 00:21:35.160 many sightings, whether it is whether it's like dog Man 436 00:21:35.319 --> 00:21:39.240 or you know, a sasquatch or I mean name of 437 00:21:39.319 --> 00:21:42.160 there's so many of them, and we've talked, dude, I've 438 00:21:42.200 --> 00:21:47.000 talked about so many different cryptid and bigfoot stories over 439 00:21:47.039 --> 00:21:49.400 on the Cult that it is like why I have 440 00:21:49.440 --> 00:21:51.920 another podcast called the Cult of Conspiracy. We go into 441 00:21:51.960 --> 00:21:55.079 all that cryptid shit Skinwalker Ranch and like all that 442 00:21:55.119 --> 00:21:58.079 fun stuff, and some people will actually say that I 443 00:21:58.079 --> 00:22:02.279 don't know if I believe this or not, maybe that 444 00:22:03.000 --> 00:22:07.200 the stuff that's going on over at Skinwalker is a 445 00:22:07.359 --> 00:22:13.240 result of some kind of portal being opened by magic 446 00:22:13.400 --> 00:22:17.559 or witchcraft. I'm like, maybe, I don't know. I mean, 447 00:22:17.599 --> 00:22:20.680 they kind of seem like not very welcoming, you know 448 00:22:20.680 --> 00:22:23.000 what I mean. So, is it from the underworld? Is 449 00:22:23.039 --> 00:22:25.960 there some upside down stranger shit, stranger things shit going 450 00:22:26.000 --> 00:22:26.559 on here or. 451 00:22:26.599 --> 00:22:28.559 What it just came out. It just came out in 452 00:22:28.599 --> 00:22:32.079 new season, right. I do honestly think that that I 453 00:22:32.119 --> 00:22:35.000 don't know a ton about Skinwalker rants, but the stuff 454 00:22:35.039 --> 00:22:37.920 that I've heard of, stuff that I've seen, it definitely 455 00:22:37.920 --> 00:22:40.480 seems like some portal stuff going on. I can definitely 456 00:22:40.519 --> 00:22:42.319 believe I can subscribe to it for sure. 457 00:22:43.079 --> 00:22:45.480 Yeah. Yeah, And it's over in that area where there's 458 00:22:45.519 --> 00:22:47.519 a lot of shit that goes down over on and 459 00:22:47.920 --> 00:22:51.799 that's on that side of the country, you know. Yeah, 460 00:22:52.160 --> 00:22:54.440 I'm not sure about that kind of stuff, you know, 461 00:22:55.119 --> 00:22:58.400 especially whenever you look at you know, because the majority 462 00:22:58.440 --> 00:23:01.720 of the alien sightings and every thing really started to 463 00:23:01.759 --> 00:23:04.240 pop off like in the forties. There was mention of 464 00:23:04.279 --> 00:23:07.480 it a little bit before the nineteen forties, but really 465 00:23:07.519 --> 00:23:10.599 it was Roswell, and even like a couple of weeks 466 00:23:10.720 --> 00:23:13.039 leading up to Roswell, there was a bunch of sightings 467 00:23:13.599 --> 00:23:16.799 and I just find it to be very interesting timing 468 00:23:17.119 --> 00:23:20.799 project paper Clip coming over over here, with the Nazis 469 00:23:20.880 --> 00:23:23.680 coming over here, and bringing all their you know, weird 470 00:23:23.799 --> 00:23:28.519 tech and shit. Then you got Jack Parsons starting jet 471 00:23:28.519 --> 00:23:31.119 propulsion labs and all that kind of stuff right during 472 00:23:31.240 --> 00:23:34.319 that time, and of course, like all the alien and 473 00:23:34.440 --> 00:23:38.200 UFO stuff really starts to go crazy. My question is is, like, 474 00:23:38.799 --> 00:23:44.960 all right, I find it strange about how like spaceships 475 00:23:45.000 --> 00:23:47.880 have evolved. You know, it used to only be flying saucers, 476 00:23:48.119 --> 00:23:51.319 and it was like that for you know, thirty years ish, 477 00:23:51.480 --> 00:23:54.559 thirty forty years, and now all of a sudden they're orbs. 478 00:23:55.079 --> 00:23:55.279 You know. 479 00:23:55.519 --> 00:23:58.200 I'm just kind of I'm not saying that I don't 480 00:23:58.200 --> 00:24:00.440 believe it. I just wouldn't put it past just like 481 00:24:01.559 --> 00:24:04.640 black budget military shit to just really be trying to 482 00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:06.559 lie to us about a lot of things. I try 483 00:24:06.599 --> 00:24:09.640 to stay very open minded with it, of course, though for. 484 00:24:09.680 --> 00:24:12.079 Sure it could be either or it could be both. 485 00:24:12.119 --> 00:24:16.079 Even you know what I saw, I would say that 486 00:24:16.119 --> 00:24:18.480 it could definitely be orbs what I saw, because I 487 00:24:18.599 --> 00:24:21.319 used to not even I don't even know what orbs are, 488 00:24:21.440 --> 00:24:23.480 you know, I have no I have not looked into 489 00:24:24.200 --> 00:24:27.000 what that would be other than that's just straight extra 490 00:24:27.039 --> 00:24:32.359 dimensional reflections of the self, you know, entities. You know, 491 00:24:32.519 --> 00:24:34.920 that's that has to be extra dimensional if they don't 492 00:24:34.960 --> 00:24:39.039 even have a straight physical matter vessel, you know, they're 493 00:24:39.079 --> 00:24:43.960 just light beings floating around. But yeah, so I I 494 00:24:44.200 --> 00:24:48.160 couldn't say what I saw, but I've definitely I have 495 00:24:48.400 --> 00:24:56.319 seen craft on multiple occasions. So and again, maybe maybe 496 00:24:56.359 --> 00:24:59.079 it's both. Maybe it is craft and maybe the craft 497 00:24:59.240 --> 00:25:04.680 or are some black budget behind curtain you know, uh, 498 00:25:04.839 --> 00:25:07.920 stuff that we're not told t R three B type 499 00:25:07.960 --> 00:25:09.400 technology dorito. 500 00:25:09.640 --> 00:25:12.519 Yeah, dude, yeah, it could it literally could be anything, 501 00:25:12.759 --> 00:25:16.039 And you know, I'm getting excited. I get very excited 502 00:25:16.079 --> 00:25:18.359 about it, especially with the new documentary that was just 503 00:25:18.400 --> 00:25:20.200 released called the uh I think it was called The 504 00:25:20.200 --> 00:25:25.000 Age of Disclosure, dude, that and a lot more people, 505 00:25:25.440 --> 00:25:27.200 you know, are are starting to be a little bit 506 00:25:27.200 --> 00:25:30.839 more open minded about aliens and UFOs and stuff like that. 507 00:25:30.880 --> 00:25:35.039 One hundred percent. I believe that there is non human intelligence. 508 00:25:35.279 --> 00:25:36.960 You want to call that an alien, you want to 509 00:25:37.000 --> 00:25:40.400 call that an unidentified flying object? For sure, especially with 510 00:25:40.440 --> 00:25:42.559 some of the stuff that's coming out of the oceans 511 00:25:42.599 --> 00:25:45.559 with the us OS is what they're called the unidentified 512 00:25:45.599 --> 00:25:49.519 some merge objects which are going like way faster than 513 00:25:49.559 --> 00:25:51.920 anything that we can even fly in the sky. Let 514 00:25:52.119 --> 00:25:55.640 let alone like going up against you know, the buoyancy 515 00:25:55.680 --> 00:25:58.039 and density of water, which is crazy. 516 00:25:58.119 --> 00:26:01.960 For sure for sure. Yeah, so I think, oh, yeah, 517 00:26:02.000 --> 00:26:02.400 go ahead. 518 00:26:02.599 --> 00:26:05.200 No, I'm just you know, I don't know what to 519 00:26:05.240 --> 00:26:08.000 think about it. You know. It's like, especially with this 520 00:26:08.039 --> 00:26:12.400 whole kind of a spiritual identity that I'm really trying 521 00:26:12.400 --> 00:26:15.440 to step into, as far as if it's all one, 522 00:26:15.599 --> 00:26:18.039 if it's all one dream, if it's all one matrix, 523 00:26:18.079 --> 00:26:22.640 all one simulation, and not to get like too weird 524 00:26:22.680 --> 00:26:24.920 about it or whatever, but like, dude, one of my 525 00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:29.880 favorite Rick and Morty episodes was where I think Mordy 526 00:26:29.920 --> 00:26:32.160 got trapped into a video game and it was like 527 00:26:32.279 --> 00:26:34.319 everybody was Morty, and Rick was trying to come in 528 00:26:34.359 --> 00:26:36.960 there and say like, you're my grandson, and all of 529 00:26:36.960 --> 00:26:39.359 you were Morty and and they're like, oh, I'm Morty. 530 00:26:39.519 --> 00:26:39.720 You know. 531 00:26:40.000 --> 00:26:44.319 It was stupid, But I think that there's something along 532 00:26:44.359 --> 00:26:48.359 those lines that what we have going on here is 533 00:26:48.519 --> 00:26:52.079 kind of just like different emanations of one thing. 534 00:26:53.359 --> 00:26:57.119 Yeah, for sure, I for sure agree with that. And 535 00:26:57.200 --> 00:27:02.319 you know, the the hermetic principles, you know, saying, you know, 536 00:27:02.359 --> 00:27:06.079 the universe is mental, you know, mentalism and such. It's 537 00:27:06.119 --> 00:27:09.920 easy to read that and be like, yeah, okay, yeah, 538 00:27:10.440 --> 00:27:12.599 it's all on the mind. You know, it's easy to 539 00:27:12.599 --> 00:27:16.240 read that and just take that. But as of late, 540 00:27:16.359 --> 00:27:20.039 as of the last like a few months, it's really 541 00:27:20.079 --> 00:27:22.480 just kind of absorbed. Like I'm like, I'm just kind 542 00:27:22.480 --> 00:27:27.279 of absorbed that information. It's kind of really struck to that, 543 00:27:27.440 --> 00:27:31.039 like it is just for me, it's just all there. 544 00:27:31.599 --> 00:27:33.440 I'm to the point now, honestly where I don't even 545 00:27:33.440 --> 00:27:35.640 know if there's a physical anything at all, you know, 546 00:27:35.799 --> 00:27:39.279 because if it's all in the mind, and the mind 547 00:27:39.440 --> 00:27:44.480 isn't even physically real, it's essentially because it's all just awareness, 548 00:27:44.519 --> 00:27:46.119 you know, at the end of the day, it's just 549 00:27:46.160 --> 00:27:50.680 one awareness funneled through infinite different versions, through a tree, 550 00:27:50.759 --> 00:27:54.000 through a dog, through me, through you, you know it. So 551 00:27:54.119 --> 00:27:56.640 I mean, who's to say that I'm anything. I'm to 552 00:27:56.720 --> 00:27:59.720 that point right now, So I mean, fascinating. 553 00:27:59.319 --> 00:28:01.759 May as well just be you know, some kind of 554 00:28:01.880 --> 00:28:04.680 prism at this point. But yeah, that's funny that you 555 00:28:04.720 --> 00:28:07.359 bring that up, because literally, our most recent episode that 556 00:28:07.400 --> 00:28:10.720 we shot just the other night was about the seven 557 00:28:10.759 --> 00:28:14.200 Harmatic Principles. We've gone over it before, but we like 558 00:28:14.359 --> 00:28:17.119 wanted to go back over it again because we had 559 00:28:17.160 --> 00:28:22.599 like this crazy, like hellish nightmarish chaotic psychedelic trip and 560 00:28:22.680 --> 00:28:23.960 we were like, all right, we need to get our 561 00:28:23.960 --> 00:28:27.440 fucking bearings here, dude, Like our foundation was absolutely shaken 562 00:28:27.480 --> 00:28:30.079 to the core. We need to bring it back. It's timed, 563 00:28:30.119 --> 00:28:32.599 you know, so going back over that kind of stuff, 564 00:28:32.640 --> 00:28:35.920 it really balances you out a little bit at least, 565 00:28:36.440 --> 00:28:39.200 you know, if that's something that you know, if you need, 566 00:28:39.279 --> 00:28:41.559 like and this was kind of like one of the 567 00:28:41.559 --> 00:28:43.200 main things we were talking about in that show was 568 00:28:43.240 --> 00:28:46.559 having some sort of like spiritual anchor, you know, like 569 00:28:46.680 --> 00:28:49.200 something that you can hold on to that like if 570 00:28:49.240 --> 00:28:51.680 your mind starts to go crazy or if you start 571 00:28:51.720 --> 00:28:55.559 to lose grasp of something, what's one thing that you 572 00:28:55.759 --> 00:28:59.440 like almost no down to the soul, like you know, 573 00:28:59.559 --> 00:29:03.519 to be absolutely true. And you know, for us it's new. 574 00:29:03.599 --> 00:29:05.880 It's it's the seven Hermatic principles. I don't think there's 575 00:29:05.880 --> 00:29:07.960 any way of even denying them. 576 00:29:08.640 --> 00:29:09.240 Mm hmmm. 577 00:29:09.440 --> 00:29:09.640 Yeah. 578 00:29:09.640 --> 00:29:12.480 It's it's something that we observe, it's something that we experience. 579 00:29:12.599 --> 00:29:17.640 It's something that just seems so fundamental of this reality, 580 00:29:17.960 --> 00:29:21.279 you know. So yeah, definitely definitely something I can look 581 00:29:21.319 --> 00:29:23.519 at and go Okay, I I kind of know what's 582 00:29:23.519 --> 00:29:26.000 going on, you know. Yeah, I don't have all the answers, 583 00:29:26.039 --> 00:29:28.759 but at least know that this still holds to be 584 00:29:28.839 --> 00:29:30.279 true for sure. 585 00:29:30.839 --> 00:29:34.079 I absolutely agree too. I think that there's and that's 586 00:29:34.119 --> 00:29:36.400 what I was saying earlier. It's like something like that 587 00:29:36.480 --> 00:29:41.119 where it's like, so it's almost like irrefutable in a way, 588 00:29:41.160 --> 00:29:43.599 like if you're on this path, if you're open to 589 00:29:43.680 --> 00:29:46.119 the knowledge, if you're if you can resonate with it, 590 00:29:46.119 --> 00:29:48.359 it's almost like you read that and it's like, ah, 591 00:29:48.400 --> 00:29:50.839 I now know, I know the truth now, you know. 592 00:29:51.000 --> 00:29:55.920 But for me, it was like, uh an integration period 593 00:29:55.960 --> 00:29:58.119 after that where it's like even years. I mean I 594 00:29:58.160 --> 00:30:00.200 read that stuff years ago, you know, and it's like, oh, 595 00:30:01.000 --> 00:30:02.839 now I know it. But it did take like many 596 00:30:02.880 --> 00:30:07.519 years to where it like actually sunk into the ocean 597 00:30:07.599 --> 00:30:10.480 of the unconscious mind, you know, where it really has 598 00:30:10.519 --> 00:30:13.559 to sink into your beliefs, I guess. And it's funny 599 00:30:13.599 --> 00:30:17.279 because recently, and I'm you know it, I don't know 600 00:30:17.319 --> 00:30:20.559 what success or anything is, but recently when I really 601 00:30:22.039 --> 00:30:24.119 turned a new corner in my mind, like because my 602 00:30:24.160 --> 00:30:26.319 biggest battle, one of my biggest battles has always been 603 00:30:26.359 --> 00:30:29.680 with the government. It's like, oh, I hate the government, man, 604 00:30:29.759 --> 00:30:31.319 they may be sick, come. 605 00:30:31.160 --> 00:30:34.119 On, I hate them, yes, yes, but. 606 00:30:36.000 --> 00:30:39.079 Yeah, but recently, like in the last month or two, 607 00:30:39.359 --> 00:30:41.920 I don't know exactly when, but recently, I just like 608 00:30:42.039 --> 00:30:44.799 it really, it really hit me. And it goes back 609 00:30:44.839 --> 00:30:49.279 into the the the universe is mental. It's like, well, 610 00:30:49.319 --> 00:30:52.839 if everything is one mind, then the government is also 611 00:30:52.880 --> 00:30:56.039 a part of my mind or the one mind, you know, so, 612 00:30:58.000 --> 00:31:01.680 you know, so that eliminates a fear because I can 613 00:31:01.720 --> 00:31:05.000 only hate something to me, and maybe you guys can 614 00:31:05.200 --> 00:31:08.000 think something different and I'd be completely fine. But for me, 615 00:31:08.160 --> 00:31:11.559 I can only hate something if I'm scared of it, 616 00:31:11.799 --> 00:31:15.039 you know, like I can't because if I if I'm not, 617 00:31:15.200 --> 00:31:17.559 if I don't hate it, if I'm not scared of it, 618 00:31:17.559 --> 00:31:20.200 then I can find some way to relate to it 619 00:31:20.240 --> 00:31:22.640 in some way or some or find a way to 620 00:31:23.079 --> 00:31:27.400 see myself in it. So for me, if everything is me, 621 00:31:28.079 --> 00:31:30.119 if the headset that I'm wearing is me right now, 622 00:31:30.279 --> 00:31:32.240 my computer screen is me, and you guys are me, 623 00:31:32.680 --> 00:31:35.680 then that must mean the government, which I only see 624 00:31:35.759 --> 00:31:37.519 through a screen. By the way, I can you can 625 00:31:37.880 --> 00:31:39.559 I can see a cop driving down the road, or 626 00:31:39.599 --> 00:31:42.880 I can see a government official walking into a government building, 627 00:31:42.920 --> 00:31:44.839 But what does what does that mean? You know, that 628 00:31:44.880 --> 00:31:47.680 doesn't really mean anything. It's they're just part of the 629 00:31:48.440 --> 00:31:49.559 game that we're playing, you know. 630 00:31:49.759 --> 00:31:53.480 So that's just Heppy out there experiencing shit, you know, 631 00:31:53.960 --> 00:31:56.839 with the one consciousness. That's right. That's what I really 632 00:31:56.839 --> 00:31:59.279 that's what I really dig about, you know, this whole 633 00:31:59.319 --> 00:32:02.240 spiritual path, because it's really opened me up too to 634 00:32:02.480 --> 00:32:05.519 being able to realize exactly what you just said. You 635 00:32:05.519 --> 00:32:07.680 know what I mean, we're all we're all the same, 636 00:32:08.119 --> 00:32:12.359 you know, And there's any way for someone to gain 637 00:32:12.440 --> 00:32:16.680 more empathy and compassion, it's to understand that we all 638 00:32:16.720 --> 00:32:19.759 came from the same thing. You know, we aren't different. 639 00:32:19.799 --> 00:32:22.759 I mean, sure we have different characteristics, you know, but 640 00:32:22.960 --> 00:32:26.240 ultimately we are all made up of the same star dust, 641 00:32:26.839 --> 00:32:29.599 you know. And so and that's a that's an awesome 642 00:32:29.640 --> 00:32:30.400 thing to think about. 643 00:32:31.119 --> 00:32:34.599 Yeah, yeah, it's weird to uh whenever you start getting 644 00:32:34.640 --> 00:32:37.400 in that mindset. And it was so strange, dude, because 645 00:32:37.640 --> 00:32:39.799 when we first started the show, we really love the 646 00:32:39.880 --> 00:32:41.920 idea that everything was one. But I don't think that 647 00:32:42.000 --> 00:32:46.279 it clicked until I don't know, a few months ago 648 00:32:46.519 --> 00:32:49.920 really where it was like bam, like I just accepting 649 00:32:49.960 --> 00:32:52.559 it rather than just like oh yeah, that could be 650 00:32:52.640 --> 00:32:56.599 it and like transmuting it to like, all right, what 651 00:32:56.680 --> 00:32:59.720 if it is that? Like what if the reality that 652 00:32:59.720 --> 00:33:02.359 we experience on a daily basis is not what we've 653 00:33:02.359 --> 00:33:06.640 always thought that it is something more like this, you know, 654 00:33:06.720 --> 00:33:09.119 and it would make sense if you listen to all 655 00:33:09.160 --> 00:33:12.240 of the sages and the Saviors and stuff like that, 656 00:33:12.680 --> 00:33:15.359 you know, where they're you know, treat your neighbor as yourself, 657 00:33:15.720 --> 00:33:19.279 you know, like this is what and it's not even 658 00:33:19.359 --> 00:33:22.160 just a Jesus thing or a Buddha thing or you know, 659 00:33:22.200 --> 00:33:25.839 a Para mahanse Yokananda thing. Like they've all talked about 660 00:33:25.960 --> 00:33:28.440 the same shit. There's and that's what I always found 661 00:33:28.480 --> 00:33:32.319 so fascinating was that almost every spiritual walk of life 662 00:33:32.359 --> 00:33:37.160 had some kind of resonant undertone to where they're all 663 00:33:37.359 --> 00:33:39.519 almost talking about the same exact thing. 664 00:33:39.799 --> 00:33:40.039 You know. 665 00:33:40.079 --> 00:33:42.839 There's there's different flavors, and there's different colors, and there's 666 00:33:42.839 --> 00:33:46.640 different like kind of spawn off beliefs from the core 667 00:33:46.880 --> 00:33:51.200 of the message. But like, man, they really are starting, 668 00:33:51.359 --> 00:33:54.759 like not starting, but we've kind of started to see 669 00:33:54.759 --> 00:33:58.799 that there are spiritual truths within almost everything out there, 670 00:33:58.960 --> 00:34:01.519 and that is what is baffling. And this is why, 671 00:34:01.559 --> 00:34:04.200 you know, we've been saying it since the beginning. We're 672 00:34:04.279 --> 00:34:06.759 kind of just like a coexist bumper sticker kind of 673 00:34:06.759 --> 00:34:09.360 situation going on here to where it's like, you know, look, 674 00:34:09.400 --> 00:34:11.320 there's truth that you can find in every little thing 675 00:34:11.360 --> 00:34:14.840 out there, and you know, and and it's it's hard 676 00:34:15.119 --> 00:34:20.199 to really get your mind on like if everybody is right, 677 00:34:20.599 --> 00:34:23.840 you know what I mean, like that idea, because some 678 00:34:23.880 --> 00:34:26.559 people will literally say you're going to hell or you're 679 00:34:26.599 --> 00:34:28.960 going to this place, or you're gonna be judged for that, 680 00:34:29.159 --> 00:34:32.719 and it's like they can't all be right, like one 681 00:34:32.760 --> 00:34:34.960 hundred percent right. But at the same time, if it's 682 00:34:35.000 --> 00:34:39.400 all up to the individual, then to them it's absolutely right. 683 00:34:39.480 --> 00:34:42.000 To that person's absolutely right. And that's that's kind of 684 00:34:42.000 --> 00:34:45.519 the fun that that we've been kind of head tripping over. 685 00:34:46.320 --> 00:34:46.800 Mm hmm. 686 00:34:47.679 --> 00:34:51.679 Everybody's got their own universe, you know, the entirety of 687 00:34:51.679 --> 00:34:55.960 the universe is in everybody's everybody's mind. You know, they 688 00:34:56.159 --> 00:34:59.039 they funneled down the entirety of source you know that 689 00:34:59.440 --> 00:35:04.400 won this and uh so, yeah, they're running off of 690 00:35:04.440 --> 00:35:08.079 what they've you know, been conditioned, you know, some from 691 00:35:08.199 --> 00:35:12.559 young age. I'm you know, for the most part, pretty 692 00:35:12.639 --> 00:35:14.599 much everyone runs off of that. Obviously you can break 693 00:35:14.599 --> 00:35:15.480 out of that, but. 694 00:35:17.320 --> 00:35:17.880 Easiself. 695 00:35:19.280 --> 00:35:21.480 Yeah, but you're always right in your own world. That's 696 00:35:21.480 --> 00:35:25.199 why I stopped just you know, online debates, online arguments 697 00:35:25.199 --> 00:35:28.280 and stuff like that. It's it's really a wasted time 698 00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:31.960 in my world, because what's a debate other than you're 699 00:35:31.960 --> 00:35:34.960 just trying to flex what you know and and hope 700 00:35:34.960 --> 00:35:38.079 that someone else will change their mind. But you know, 701 00:35:38.119 --> 00:35:41.480 and well what you know, what, what's that even accomplishing. 702 00:35:41.000 --> 00:35:42.760 At the end of the day, do you really need 703 00:35:42.800 --> 00:35:45.599 them to like in your do you need that person 704 00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:46.760 to believe what you believe? 705 00:35:47.000 --> 00:35:47.079 Like? 706 00:35:47.239 --> 00:35:50.199 Yeah, for sure, it's not helping anybody, But if nothing else, 707 00:35:50.239 --> 00:35:54.199 it might be harming the situation because they they probably 708 00:35:54.239 --> 00:35:57.639 have to be that character for the people within their reality, 709 00:35:58.039 --> 00:36:00.440 you know, So yeah, that might just throw it everything off. 710 00:36:00.480 --> 00:36:04.320 I feel like the universe itself or consciousness itself is 711 00:36:04.360 --> 00:36:08.719 trying to figure itself out, and so Christianity, Yeah, spirituality 712 00:36:09.199 --> 00:36:12.440 name your thing is all of the multiple ways that 713 00:36:12.480 --> 00:36:14.840 it can be done. You know, I'm doing it in 714 00:36:14.880 --> 00:36:15.400 real time. 715 00:36:15.840 --> 00:36:17.159 Yeah, yeah, Huffey. 716 00:36:17.239 --> 00:36:20.800 Did you grow up in any form of religion, like, 717 00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:23.559 did your parents bestow upon you that gift? 718 00:36:23.639 --> 00:36:23.800 Sir? 719 00:36:24.599 --> 00:36:30.320 Well, both of my parents, I would say, we're definitely Christian, 720 00:36:30.519 --> 00:36:33.000 but I didn't really grow up in a church going 721 00:36:33.039 --> 00:36:37.559 house or anything. My grandparents were actually more religious on 722 00:36:37.599 --> 00:36:41.039 my mom's side, and so I did go to like 723 00:36:41.159 --> 00:36:46.159 Sunday School for a week, you know, during the summer 724 00:36:46.199 --> 00:36:50.360 here and there, and I was baptized. I was baptized 725 00:36:50.400 --> 00:36:52.760 once in front of a whole crowd, which is another 726 00:36:52.800 --> 00:36:55.440 interesting thing, because they want you to experience that stuff 727 00:36:55.440 --> 00:36:57.039 in front of a whole crowd of people, will being 728 00:36:57.079 --> 00:37:01.119 like yeah, grads, yeah, all part of the ritual. You know, 729 00:37:01.840 --> 00:37:04.400 it was a straight ritual. I'm honestly, I'm grateful I 730 00:37:04.400 --> 00:37:07.559 could have experienced it because it was a real trip. 731 00:37:07.719 --> 00:37:12.760 But uh yeah, I think it just never it never. 732 00:37:13.679 --> 00:37:18.239 I could never subscribe to it. The it just never 733 00:37:18.320 --> 00:37:20.360 clicked in my mind. And plus I do have an 734 00:37:20.360 --> 00:37:23.440 older brother and he was never religious either, so I 735 00:37:23.480 --> 00:37:27.760 was heavily influenced by his perspective and stuff. So in 736 00:37:27.800 --> 00:37:30.480 that way, I also I am grateful for that as well, 737 00:37:30.519 --> 00:37:33.599 because he helped me because I mean, you're you're getting 738 00:37:33.599 --> 00:37:37.119 baptized in front of sixty five people and they're all 739 00:37:37.159 --> 00:37:39.480 coming up and shaking your hand like, hey, congrats, you're 740 00:37:39.519 --> 00:37:43.440 so brave. Congrats. You know, it's like, whoa, hey, I 741 00:37:43.480 --> 00:37:45.320 did something great. You know, it could be an easy 742 00:37:45.400 --> 00:37:48.199 anchor to keep you into that little world you know. 743 00:37:48.480 --> 00:37:51.480 Oh yeah, dude, Yeah, feeding the ego a little bit. Yeah, 744 00:37:51.519 --> 00:37:56.639 it's uh, it's funny too, because you know, especially so 745 00:37:56.960 --> 00:38:00.400 I I I get approached by a lot of people, 746 00:38:00.639 --> 00:38:02.960 you know, all on the internet, just with the podcast 747 00:38:03.000 --> 00:38:05.719 presence and in people in my real life to where 748 00:38:05.880 --> 00:38:08.280 they're you know, they'll they'll maybe ask me what my 749 00:38:08.360 --> 00:38:11.880 spiritual beliefs are, or they'll they'll hear me talking about 750 00:38:11.920 --> 00:38:14.519 some you know, off the cuff kind of stuff, whether 751 00:38:14.519 --> 00:38:17.880 it's talking about tarot or aliens or fucking whatever, right, 752 00:38:18.000 --> 00:38:20.519 like some kind of psychedelic trip past life regression list 753 00:38:20.599 --> 00:38:23.559 goes on and and they're like, you know, what do 754 00:38:23.599 --> 00:38:26.239 you think about Christ? And you have you have you 755 00:38:26.239 --> 00:38:28.199 given it any thought? And I'm like, yeah, I actually 756 00:38:28.239 --> 00:38:30.239 gave it a lot of thought. And I like I 757 00:38:30.599 --> 00:38:33.039 went to I went to church on my own accord 758 00:38:33.400 --> 00:38:35.480 for over a year trying to figure out what the 759 00:38:35.480 --> 00:38:38.480 hell was really going on with it. And and you 760 00:38:38.519 --> 00:38:41.079 know what my favorite is is whenever people are like, 761 00:38:41.599 --> 00:38:44.400 you're gonna get it one day, one day it's going 762 00:38:44.440 --> 00:38:47.960 to click, as if I'm incapable of grasping the concept. 763 00:38:48.239 --> 00:38:49.000 You know what I'm saying. 764 00:38:49.119 --> 00:38:52.880 I'm like, I get the concept. I understand the concept. 765 00:38:53.039 --> 00:38:56.119 It's you know. But but of course, if we were 766 00:38:56.119 --> 00:38:58.239 to say something like that, like hey, dude, one day, 767 00:38:58.280 --> 00:39:01.679 you're gonna grow out of that. One day, you really are? 768 00:39:01.719 --> 00:39:04.639 You just gonna get it? It's like they wouldn't talk 769 00:39:04.679 --> 00:39:08.639 to you anymore if you if you said that, you know, Yeah, 770 00:39:08.679 --> 00:39:09.960 it's uh, it's funny, but. 771 00:39:10.039 --> 00:39:12.119 I get it. I just I'm just here waiting for 772 00:39:12.159 --> 00:39:14.079 it to happen. Really, that's the only reason why I 773 00:39:14.119 --> 00:39:15.519 do this. I'm just waiting for you to figure it 774 00:39:15.559 --> 00:39:17.559 out and I could better, you know. 775 00:39:18.440 --> 00:39:22.239 Yeah, yeah, one day I'll just get beamed up. But 776 00:39:22.639 --> 00:39:24.760 which I kind of hope that does happen, you know, 777 00:39:26.199 --> 00:39:28.599 I mean, dude, beam me up. I'm waiting for the aliens. 778 00:39:28.760 --> 00:39:28.960 You know. 779 00:39:29.039 --> 00:39:30.960 The thing is is that every time we see a UFO, 780 00:39:31.000 --> 00:39:33.960 they're always too far. I'm like, come a little closer, baby, Yeah, 781 00:39:34.039 --> 00:39:36.679 let's get let's get some action going. You know, if 782 00:39:36.679 --> 00:39:38.440 you got to probe me, I get it. You know, 783 00:39:38.440 --> 00:39:42.039 if that's the price you gotta pay, that's. 784 00:39:41.880 --> 00:39:43.519 Just how it's done, dude, you know what I mean. 785 00:39:44.079 --> 00:39:47.840 Yeah, Yeah, that's the price of the ticket. Uh, White 786 00:39:47.840 --> 00:39:50.360 boy Wizard said, Bro, I'm so burnt out on Christian 787 00:39:50.440 --> 00:39:54.039 rhetoric growing up Mormon until thirteen, then seeing straight through 788 00:39:54.079 --> 00:39:56.760 all their bullshit, I'll never trust a religion again. I 789 00:39:56.800 --> 00:39:59.559 talked to God daily, I met him during my overdose. 790 00:39:59.639 --> 00:40:02.840 I don't need anyone to have a relationship with Creator 791 00:40:02.840 --> 00:40:03.519 slash source. 792 00:40:04.639 --> 00:40:05.039 There you go. 793 00:40:05.239 --> 00:40:10.119 Very true. Yeah, let's see. Benjamin said, I was born 794 00:40:10.159 --> 00:40:12.199 and raised Baptist. I see you. I got out when 795 00:40:12.199 --> 00:40:16.239 I was sixteen. Nice. Uh, Dougie said, born and raised 796 00:40:16.320 --> 00:40:22.280 and still am Greek Orthodox. Uh. Interesting, Dougie, Greek Orthodox. 797 00:40:23.119 --> 00:40:27.760 I'm not familiar with the particular traditions of Greek Orthodox. 798 00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:33.280 Is that a more like stricter one? Doug sounds yeah, 799 00:40:34.280 --> 00:40:36.679 because what is it? The Russians have some kind of 800 00:40:36.800 --> 00:40:43.719 Orthodox over there, right? I don't know anyway, Dougie said, Uh, 801 00:40:43.840 --> 00:40:45.639 he's talking to you, Huffy. He said, I like your 802 00:40:45.760 --> 00:40:48.400 bandana looks a little bit like a Cretan head scarf. 803 00:40:48.880 --> 00:40:49.559 It's pretty sick. 804 00:40:49.760 --> 00:40:52.480 I don't know what a Cretan headscarf is in particular, 805 00:40:52.559 --> 00:40:54.480 but I'll take it. 806 00:40:54.480 --> 00:40:56.559 It's one of those where it kind of looks like dreads, 807 00:40:56.760 --> 00:40:58.719 like you know people used to wear back in the day. 808 00:40:58.880 --> 00:41:04.760 Yeah, tassel turban that's how Huffey's toughy tasseled turbin serpent crown, 809 00:41:04.920 --> 00:41:05.760 that's what I call it. 810 00:41:06.639 --> 00:41:08.719 Hell. Yeah, dude, that's sick. 811 00:41:09.760 --> 00:41:14.840 Very aspired by Like Egyptian and Sumerian had artwork and 812 00:41:14.880 --> 00:41:16.880 how what they wore and stuff. Hey, they thought they 813 00:41:16.920 --> 00:41:19.519 were kings. And if it comes from within, you know, 814 00:41:19.559 --> 00:41:22.239 if if I'm projecting all oneness, then that must make 815 00:41:22.280 --> 00:41:24.400 me the king of my reality. So I'm gonna wear my. 816 00:41:24.360 --> 00:41:27.760 Crown may as well. Dude, why not? It looks it 817 00:41:27.760 --> 00:41:31.199 looks dope. I like it looks comfy too, Actually it is. 818 00:41:31.320 --> 00:41:31.519 Yeah. 819 00:41:32.320 --> 00:41:34.599 Uh. The White Boy Wizard said most of the UFOs 820 00:41:34.679 --> 00:41:37.440 I've seen were orbs. Biggest one I saw was hovering 821 00:41:37.440 --> 00:41:41.320 over both sides of the freeway defined circular craft. Shit 822 00:41:41.440 --> 00:41:47.800 was crazy, Jews, imagine seeing that that close to it 823 00:41:47.920 --> 00:41:52.480 sounds yeah, that's awesome. Go ahead, white boy wizard. 824 00:41:54.480 --> 00:42:00.320 Yeah. So, like I've been seeing the or seven, I 825 00:42:00.360 --> 00:42:03.559 saw a gnarly one one night after my best friend's 826 00:42:03.639 --> 00:42:06.679 viewing when he passed away, and like I always told 827 00:42:06.679 --> 00:42:08.239 my mom and everybody about it, and all they ever 828 00:42:08.280 --> 00:42:11.039 did was like, you know, poke fun and laugh. Well, 829 00:42:11.079 --> 00:42:13.199 we were driving through the desert coming back from Portland 830 00:42:13.239 --> 00:42:15.480 at like three point thirty in the morning, and there's 831 00:42:15.559 --> 00:42:19.199 these two red dots or the free buff fuck know where, 832 00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:21.960 and I'm like, what the fuck is that? And as 833 00:42:22.000 --> 00:42:24.360 we were driving underneath it, the two red dots shut 834 00:42:24.400 --> 00:42:26.920 off and a huge circle of white ones turned on 835 00:42:27.480 --> 00:42:30.840 and it was literally wider than both sides of the freeway, 836 00:42:31.599 --> 00:42:34.280 and from the back seat, my mom was like what 837 00:42:38.000 --> 00:42:41.440 and I just I just started laughing. Dude, I could 838 00:42:41.440 --> 00:42:42.880 like I was just like. 839 00:42:42.880 --> 00:42:44.840 I told you, I fucking told you. 840 00:42:44.760 --> 00:42:47.400 They were real, and all within that instant, the things 841 00:42:47.480 --> 00:42:49.360 like shifted and did like a one eighty and then 842 00:42:49.440 --> 00:42:55.079 just fucking disappeared into the stars. No noise, no nothing, dude, 843 00:42:55.079 --> 00:42:57.519 And like I just kept laughing. I told her I 844 00:42:57.519 --> 00:42:59.480 told you. Then I like turned to light on. You 845 00:42:59.519 --> 00:43:02.280 know who was awake? My ex wife was sitting shotgun 846 00:43:02.360 --> 00:43:04.599 and my mom and baby sister in the back, and 847 00:43:04.679 --> 00:43:06.880 I figured they'd all be asleep, but I turned the 848 00:43:06.920 --> 00:43:09.960 light and they were all just covered in tears, scared 849 00:43:10.000 --> 00:43:12.400 the out of them. I was like, oh, sorry, sorry, 850 00:43:12.440 --> 00:43:12.920 I didn't mean. 851 00:43:12.800 --> 00:43:16.079 To laugh at you. My bad day. I need something 852 00:43:16.159 --> 00:43:16.880 like that, dude. 853 00:43:17.079 --> 00:43:19.599 Yeah, you know, that's unbelievable. 854 00:43:19.599 --> 00:43:23.199 I've seen, you know, little orbs or even maybe their satellites, 855 00:43:23.320 --> 00:43:26.079 but I have seen things that definitely didn't look like 856 00:43:26.119 --> 00:43:28.880 a satellite, but never something that just like darts off. 857 00:43:29.000 --> 00:43:31.679 You know, like, if I see something like that, oh, 858 00:43:31.760 --> 00:43:33.800 I'm one hundred percent in you know what I mean, 859 00:43:33.960 --> 00:43:38.320 for sure, the satellites don't just change their their acceleration, 860 00:43:38.639 --> 00:43:39.239 you know what I mean. 861 00:43:39.840 --> 00:43:43.840 Oh yeah, Yeah, it's so fucking weird, dude, seeing stuff 862 00:43:43.880 --> 00:43:47.400 like that, because it really just throws a whole ranch 863 00:43:47.719 --> 00:43:50.480 into the gears of what you really think is going 864 00:43:50.519 --> 00:43:53.599 on in this reality, you know what. I think that 865 00:43:53.599 --> 00:43:57.400 That's why I think that personally, I think that that's 866 00:43:57.440 --> 00:44:01.400 why the governments of the world has been very hush 867 00:44:01.440 --> 00:44:05.039 hush secretive on the whole thing, because if you think 868 00:44:05.119 --> 00:44:07.320 about it, I'm not going to go full on conspiracy 869 00:44:07.360 --> 00:44:09.920 brain rate here. But if you think about it, government 870 00:44:10.199 --> 00:44:13.280 and you know, the whole thing about governmente they're governing 871 00:44:13.320 --> 00:44:15.559 your your mind and controlling your mind and all that 872 00:44:15.639 --> 00:44:18.960 kind of stuff. Right if if they if you looked 873 00:44:19.039 --> 00:44:21.840 up in the sky and you saw a for sure UFO. 874 00:44:22.480 --> 00:44:26.079 Most people that you know, they still rely heavily on 875 00:44:26.159 --> 00:44:29.519 the news, and they still rely heavily on government organizations 876 00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:33.119 and everything. They're not going to believe it until somebody 877 00:44:33.159 --> 00:44:35.639 tells them to believe it, you know what I mean, 878 00:44:35.679 --> 00:44:37.559 which is kind of a it's a weird spell that 879 00:44:37.639 --> 00:44:40.000 a lot of people are really under with that and 880 00:44:40.320 --> 00:44:42.400 it but as soon as the government comes out and 881 00:44:42.440 --> 00:44:44.920 says it, which there's been a lot of like whistleblower 882 00:44:45.159 --> 00:44:47.159 kind of things that have been going on lately, and 883 00:44:47.559 --> 00:44:49.599 at this point, you know, people have kind of just 884 00:44:49.679 --> 00:44:52.920 lost all faith in the news, you know, which is 885 00:44:52.960 --> 00:44:55.480 a good thing and kind of a bad thing at 886 00:44:55.480 --> 00:44:58.719 the same time, because now who do you believe? Well, 887 00:44:59.039 --> 00:45:02.599 I think that's actually very interesting because you almost got 888 00:45:02.639 --> 00:45:05.159 to go off of your own intuition, you know, And 889 00:45:05.239 --> 00:45:07.199 that's really I think where the core of the all 890 00:45:07.280 --> 00:45:10.519 this truth is there. Could there could absolutely be something 891 00:45:10.519 --> 00:45:13.159 that something else that is going on out there, And 892 00:45:13.719 --> 00:45:17.000 if you kind of grew up where you're living in 893 00:45:17.039 --> 00:45:19.679 a reality where there's only people and there's animals and 894 00:45:19.679 --> 00:45:23.039 there's insects and nothing else really living, you know what 895 00:45:23.079 --> 00:45:25.519 I mean. But then you see a fucking fourth dimensional 896 00:45:25.679 --> 00:45:29.760 entity just like dropping in from a portal from the 897 00:45:29.800 --> 00:45:33.519 sky somewhere, You're like, oh, I guess it is kind 898 00:45:33.519 --> 00:45:35.239 of more of a dream than I thought, because it 899 00:45:35.400 --> 00:45:39.280 would have to be, you know, for sure, for sure, 900 00:45:39.440 --> 00:45:40.480 it's just that kind of shit. 901 00:45:41.599 --> 00:45:45.599 Yeah, yeah, it's actually funny. I want to mention before 902 00:45:45.599 --> 00:45:50.280 I forget Whiteboard Wizard. His story talked about seeing red lights, 903 00:45:50.320 --> 00:45:53.119 and I just want to say my dad told me 904 00:45:53.159 --> 00:45:55.760 a story once that he was stuck in traffic on 905 00:45:55.800 --> 00:45:58.760 the freeway somewhere. It was backed up for hours, and 906 00:45:58.760 --> 00:46:00.559 he said he got out. I don't know if he 907 00:46:00.599 --> 00:46:02.360 got out to use the bathroom or something. I don't know. 908 00:46:02.679 --> 00:46:05.360 He said, when he was outside of the truck, this 909 00:46:05.480 --> 00:46:08.719 dude came up to him and just started talking about 910 00:46:08.800 --> 00:46:13.960 UFOs and he said, don't don't trust the red lights. 911 00:46:14.119 --> 00:46:16.960 All the other lights or something about other lights being okay, 912 00:46:17.039 --> 00:46:19.960 but don't trust the red ones. So white Boy wizard 913 00:46:20.039 --> 00:46:22.159 talking about red lights. I just thought that was funny 914 00:46:22.199 --> 00:46:23.679 little thing I mentioned there. 915 00:46:23.840 --> 00:46:28.079 I wonder why usually the color red is, like you're 916 00:46:28.159 --> 00:46:32.079 talking about like the lowest chakra, yeah, vibration of fear. 917 00:46:32.440 --> 00:46:34.920 You know, anytime there's a bad guy, he's got red 918 00:46:35.199 --> 00:46:38.079 in somewhere in his clothing or you know, in his eyes. 919 00:46:38.239 --> 00:46:44.519 So yeah, it's cool too because it's just like even thematically, 920 00:46:44.679 --> 00:46:47.039 like you know, red being the lowest chukker and it's 921 00:46:47.079 --> 00:46:50.039 like you know, the base, you know, your foundation of 922 00:46:51.119 --> 00:46:54.079 energy in a way. But it's also cool because red 923 00:46:54.159 --> 00:46:56.159 is just like the darkest color. I don't know if 924 00:46:56.159 --> 00:46:58.159 that's true or not, but like if you just turn 925 00:46:58.199 --> 00:47:00.880 on like your room lights to all the different colors 926 00:47:00.880 --> 00:47:03.199 that night, it seems like red is just the darkest collar. 927 00:47:03.320 --> 00:47:06.440 So it's just kind of an interesting little thing there too. 928 00:47:06.880 --> 00:47:09.760 Oh yeah, dude, white boy Wizard, go ahead, sir. 929 00:47:11.679 --> 00:47:14.280 I just wanted to throw in there too, Like it 930 00:47:14.360 --> 00:47:17.320 was really weird, like after you know, the after effects, 931 00:47:17.400 --> 00:47:19.880 like trying to think about the process and all the shit, 932 00:47:20.039 --> 00:47:21.960 just like what the fuck? That was like one of 933 00:47:22.039 --> 00:47:24.480 the first times where I, like I ever had the 934 00:47:24.719 --> 00:47:28.159 thought that I was like, damn, that was one of ours. 935 00:47:28.199 --> 00:47:29.880 That had to be one of ours, like, and I 936 00:47:29.920 --> 00:47:32.559 don't know why it came with that incident, but it 937 00:47:32.679 --> 00:47:34.760 did so pretty weird. 938 00:47:35.119 --> 00:47:39.519 One of ours meaning like human meat, yes, exactly. Okay, 939 00:47:40.119 --> 00:47:40.719 the desert. 940 00:47:41.199 --> 00:47:44.119 I feel like the desert is the prime testing area 941 00:47:44.199 --> 00:47:46.880 around there. I don't you know, whether it's all human 942 00:47:47.039 --> 00:47:49.320 or not, who knows, but I definitely think that desert 943 00:47:49.360 --> 00:47:52.559 area is just so desolate they could just do whatever 944 00:47:52.559 --> 00:47:53.199 they want. Really. 945 00:47:53.599 --> 00:47:56.480 Oh yeah, well there's uh, there's White Sands that they're 946 00:47:56.559 --> 00:47:58.880 you know, they're they're testing all the missiles and they've 947 00:47:58.880 --> 00:48:01.760 been testing missiles and a bunch of different kind of 948 00:48:01.760 --> 00:48:04.440 bombs over in White Sands for like a hundred years 949 00:48:04.480 --> 00:48:05.960 now at least. 950 00:48:06.639 --> 00:48:06.840 You know. 951 00:48:07.119 --> 00:48:08.280 Sorry, Sean didn't mean to cut off. 952 00:48:08.679 --> 00:48:10.639 I was just gonna say as far as like humans 953 00:48:10.679 --> 00:48:14.159 making UFOs, like in the government making UFOs, Like, what 954 00:48:14.199 --> 00:48:18.079 would be the gain in that if they were to 955 00:48:18.119 --> 00:48:19.719 be doing something like that, you know what I mean, 956 00:48:19.800 --> 00:48:22.840 just to manipulate our minds basically, you know, or like 957 00:48:22.880 --> 00:48:24.840 why would they want us to believe in UFOs? 958 00:48:25.360 --> 00:48:28.679 Yeah, it's interesting. I mean I think he can go 959 00:48:28.679 --> 00:48:32.320 into different reasons because one, like with Bob Bazar if 960 00:48:32.400 --> 00:48:34.519 he was telling the truth, why would they like in 961 00:48:34.559 --> 00:48:36.599 the eighties, he was like on the news and stuff 962 00:48:36.599 --> 00:48:38.440 about it. You know, why would they be putting him 963 00:48:38.440 --> 00:48:40.920 on the news if that stuff is real and they 964 00:48:40.920 --> 00:48:44.199 didn't want that information coming out, you know. So on 965 00:48:44.239 --> 00:48:46.559 that hand, it's like, do they tell the truth because 966 00:48:46.599 --> 00:48:49.960 they need they you know, they you know, it's just 967 00:48:50.280 --> 00:48:52.400 I see it as reflections that of us, you know, 968 00:48:52.480 --> 00:48:57.199 and it's just a reflection showing all different spectrums of 969 00:48:57.199 --> 00:49:00.360 of ourselves. But yeah, are they telling us because they 970 00:49:00.440 --> 00:49:02.239 need to tell us the truth and they just let 971 00:49:02.280 --> 00:49:06.480 it creak out like that? Or or is it also 972 00:49:07.719 --> 00:49:11.480 complete just part of the narrative? Who knows? Who knows? 973 00:49:11.639 --> 00:49:13.960 Yeah, once they you know, maybe they start letting it 974 00:49:14.000 --> 00:49:16.119 out once they got a good control of it or something. 975 00:49:17.000 --> 00:49:19.079 I don't know. I feel like it'd be something hard 976 00:49:19.079 --> 00:49:22.320 for them to even attempt to control though, you know 977 00:49:22.360 --> 00:49:25.320 what I mean, if there be so much more advanced 978 00:49:25.360 --> 00:49:26.960 at least that's what you would think, right if they 979 00:49:27.000 --> 00:49:28.239 make it here, you. 980 00:49:28.199 --> 00:49:32.800 Know, I will say so back in like twenty around 981 00:49:32.840 --> 00:49:35.239 twenty nineteen, twenty twenty is when like I started going 982 00:49:35.280 --> 00:49:37.920 real because I was always a conspiracy theorist, Like ever 983 00:49:37.960 --> 00:49:41.119 since uh nine one one. I don't know if I 984 00:49:41.119 --> 00:49:43.800 can even say that or whatever, but ever since that 985 00:49:43.960 --> 00:49:46.440 day when I was literally in uh. I was six 986 00:49:46.559 --> 00:49:50.559 years old when that when that happened, literally singing on 987 00:49:50.599 --> 00:49:53.320 the TV. There was something in my brain that like 988 00:49:53.480 --> 00:49:56.599 was like, hey, I don't know, I don't I couldn't 989 00:49:56.599 --> 00:49:58.519 explain it. You know, I was just a little kid, 990 00:49:58.960 --> 00:50:00.719 but there was literally something. But I was like, I 991 00:50:00.760 --> 00:50:03.880 don't know. So that's always a there's already aliens that 992 00:50:03.920 --> 00:50:06.159 I know they're hiding from me, and now I'm seeing 993 00:50:06.199 --> 00:50:10.400 this world catastrophe that's supposed to be you know, it 994 00:50:10.519 --> 00:50:12.920 just didn't something's not adding up. That's what really sent 995 00:50:13.039 --> 00:50:15.760 me down that path. In twenty nineteen, twenty twenty, I 996 00:50:15.760 --> 00:50:17.960 started going into a lot of things and uh. 997 00:50:18.800 --> 00:50:20.920 Yeah, I think that time zone definitely opened up a 998 00:50:20.960 --> 00:50:21.519 lot of people. 999 00:50:22.039 --> 00:50:23.960 Yeah, it's just a it's a wave. It's a wave 1000 00:50:24.000 --> 00:50:26.599 of consciousness that that really hits. And even just the 1001 00:50:26.599 --> 00:50:28.559 one that a few months ago where you guys were 1002 00:50:28.599 --> 00:50:30.880 saying that you really took another look at the hermetic 1003 00:50:30.920 --> 00:50:33.480 principles and like it was really starting sink in. I 1004 00:50:33.480 --> 00:50:36.960 think that was just another wave that hit recently as well. 1005 00:50:37.800 --> 00:50:40.360 But yeah, one hundred percent, dude. And I will say 1006 00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:44.760 this too, I look at almost all of the world 1007 00:50:44.920 --> 00:50:50.599 events through a ritualistic lens, so like for sure, and 1008 00:50:51.360 --> 00:50:54.960 nobody can convince me otherwise. Nine to eleven was a 1009 00:50:55.119 --> 00:50:59.440 full on ritualistic ceremony. If you think about it, you know, 1010 00:50:59.519 --> 00:51:03.280 you got the wind towers. I mean, dude, the towers 1011 00:51:04.039 --> 00:51:08.480 stand for you got the pillars, right, especially within freemasonry, 1012 00:51:08.760 --> 00:51:12.440 really within occultism all all around. Yeah, usually you walk 1013 00:51:12.519 --> 00:51:15.400 through the two pillars and that is where you're kind 1014 00:51:15.400 --> 00:51:17.960 of walking into the other side. You're supposed to do 1015 00:51:18.039 --> 00:51:20.719 it kind of ritualistically in your mind, you know, at 1016 00:51:20.800 --> 00:51:23.280 least that's what we learned through this one book called 1017 00:51:23.320 --> 00:51:25.440 The MAGICKI and written by Philip Cooper, one of the 1018 00:51:25.480 --> 00:51:29.480 best magic books of all time. But you you, in 1019 00:51:29.559 --> 00:51:32.639 your mind, whenever you get to this meditation, you are 1020 00:51:32.679 --> 00:51:36.480 supposed to find this doorway that has two pillars, and 1021 00:51:36.519 --> 00:51:39.000 you walk through those two pillars, and once you get 1022 00:51:39.039 --> 00:51:41.800 on the other side, you come up on like a pond, 1023 00:51:42.199 --> 00:51:46.719 and in that pond you you like, you bring your chalice, right, 1024 00:51:46.760 --> 00:51:49.000 You're supposed to have all of your ritualistic tools in 1025 00:51:49.039 --> 00:51:51.320 there with you, you know, your shield and your chalice and 1026 00:51:51.360 --> 00:51:54.840 your sword and whatnot. And you're supposed to take your 1027 00:51:54.920 --> 00:51:59.920 your like metaphysical chalice into that pond and scoop up 1028 00:52:00.039 --> 00:52:01.679 some of the liquid out of there. And it's not 1029 00:52:01.679 --> 00:52:04.280 supposed to be water. It's just supposed to be like 1030 00:52:04.960 --> 00:52:07.199 some of the knowledge that you're scooping up out of it, 1031 00:52:07.280 --> 00:52:09.519 and then you take a fucking sip of it, and 1032 00:52:09.559 --> 00:52:12.119 it's said that you're supposed to. That's how you're you're 1033 00:52:12.199 --> 00:52:14.519 essentially getting some kind of download or an answer that 1034 00:52:14.559 --> 00:52:17.519 you're trying to really search for. Right, And so whenever 1035 00:52:17.639 --> 00:52:21.039 you they they took down the two pillars, you know 1036 00:52:21.079 --> 00:52:22.760 what I'm saying, Like, I thought that that was kind 1037 00:52:22.760 --> 00:52:25.239 of crazy. Like it's almost like whenever they took out 1038 00:52:25.239 --> 00:52:28.800 the the Georgia guidestones, It's like, why are you taking 1039 00:52:28.840 --> 00:52:30.159 apart things? 1040 00:52:30.239 --> 00:52:30.440 Now? 1041 00:52:30.760 --> 00:52:34.039 I just think that it's really strange, you know, I 1042 00:52:34.119 --> 00:52:34.599 don't know. 1043 00:52:35.000 --> 00:52:36.920 At the High priesis we just learned, you know, as 1044 00:52:36.920 --> 00:52:40.119 far as like the the two pillars, right, and the 1045 00:52:40.960 --> 00:52:43.159 cloth that's like in the way you can't really see 1046 00:52:43.159 --> 00:52:45.920 the background and beyond that cloth is you know, beyond 1047 00:52:45.920 --> 00:52:49.480 the veil, you know, thet beyond the illusion, and so 1048 00:52:49.559 --> 00:52:53.079 when the pillars came down, nothing's holding that cloth up 1049 00:52:53.119 --> 00:52:55.079 anymore almost, you know what I mean. So maybe that 1050 00:52:55.280 --> 00:52:59.119 was a I don't know, that was our first illusion 1051 00:52:59.239 --> 00:53:00.440 shattering event. 1052 00:53:00.559 --> 00:53:04.679 Yeah, for sure, for sure, Oh dude, And looking into 1053 00:53:04.920 --> 00:53:08.400 the symbolism of the taro. We have been having so 1054 00:53:08.679 --> 00:53:11.880 much fun with that lately. Like it is crazy how 1055 00:53:12.039 --> 00:53:15.559 deep and esoteric it all is. You know, even they'll 1056 00:53:15.599 --> 00:53:19.079 say this just just about with every kind of spiritual 1057 00:53:19.079 --> 00:53:22.360 book out there, like, dude, there's a I can't remember 1058 00:53:22.400 --> 00:53:26.000 what it was, but there's this one kind of esoteric 1059 00:53:26.039 --> 00:53:29.039 thought out there that was I believe it's Jewish thought, 1060 00:53:29.039 --> 00:53:32.760 if I'm not mistaken, but that there is four different 1061 00:53:32.920 --> 00:53:36.880 ways to read the Torah, and one of them is 1062 00:53:36.920 --> 00:53:39.119 like surface level all the way down to like the 1063 00:53:39.119 --> 00:53:43.440 most deepest esoteric level of understanding to where you're literally 1064 00:53:43.480 --> 00:53:46.000 reading it like it's a whole different language. And I 1065 00:53:46.039 --> 00:53:47.719 think that a lot of this shit is really written 1066 00:53:47.760 --> 00:53:51.239 in code and it's meant for you know, the proper 1067 00:53:51.320 --> 00:53:54.239 initiation and stuff like that, and it makes a whole 1068 00:53:54.239 --> 00:53:56.719 lot of sense, especially if you think about it, you know, 1069 00:53:56.920 --> 00:53:59.480 most of the world's religions and most of the world's 1070 00:53:59.480 --> 00:54:02.679 scriptures and stuff like that, we're all word of mouth. 1071 00:54:03.360 --> 00:54:06.159 Like they were actually very against writing it down because 1072 00:54:06.159 --> 00:54:08.039 they knew that it could be taken out of context. 1073 00:54:08.239 --> 00:54:08.440 You know. 1074 00:54:08.480 --> 00:54:11.440 It's kind of like even today, how many times, like 1075 00:54:11.519 --> 00:54:13.239 I don't know if you do you have a like 1076 00:54:13.280 --> 00:54:17.880 a significant other by chance, yes, dude, you reach out 1077 00:54:17.960 --> 00:54:22.920 to you reach out to your person, right, and you 1078 00:54:22.920 --> 00:54:26.559 could say, hey, can you get me some butter on 1079 00:54:26.599 --> 00:54:30.599 your way home from work? They very well could take 1080 00:54:30.599 --> 00:54:33.320 that the entire wrong way, right, And you're just like, 1081 00:54:33.400 --> 00:54:35.000 I just asked for butter. Why are you giving me 1082 00:54:35.079 --> 00:54:35.960 this attitude now? 1083 00:54:36.039 --> 00:54:36.199 Right? 1084 00:54:36.440 --> 00:54:38.480 And it's because we take a lot of shit out 1085 00:54:38.519 --> 00:54:42.719 of context, you know, like especially whenever it's red, you know, 1086 00:54:42.920 --> 00:54:45.719 like something that's written down, you're gonna take it majorly 1087 00:54:45.719 --> 00:54:48.199 out of context. And I think that it's so silly 1088 00:54:48.199 --> 00:54:51.599 that people just absolutely feel in their bones that they 1089 00:54:51.679 --> 00:54:54.800 have the whole thing figured out whenever it's talked to. 1090 00:54:54.880 --> 00:54:56.800 And that's not only just about the Bible or the 1091 00:54:56.840 --> 00:55:01.280 Toro or the Talmut or whatever or whatever book it is. 1092 00:55:01.639 --> 00:55:03.800 You got to think about it. This shit was written 1093 00:55:04.440 --> 00:55:07.320 over two thousand years ago, you know what I'm saying, Well, 1094 00:55:07.360 --> 00:55:09.400 around about two thousand years ago for the Bible, but 1095 00:55:09.519 --> 00:55:12.360 like some of the older stuff two three, four thousand 1096 00:55:12.440 --> 00:55:15.280 years ago. Think about how much our lingo has changed 1097 00:55:15.280 --> 00:55:18.360 in the last ten years alone, dude, And we're just 1098 00:55:18.519 --> 00:55:20.760 supposed to sit here and think that, like, ah, we 1099 00:55:20.840 --> 00:55:24.920 get it now. Like that's kind of crazy, you know. 1100 00:55:24.960 --> 00:55:27.000 And my buddy Jacob always likes to bring this one 1101 00:55:27.039 --> 00:55:29.519 up where it's like, you know, one hundred years in 1102 00:55:29.559 --> 00:55:31.280 the future, they're going to look back at some of 1103 00:55:31.320 --> 00:55:34.039 like our old data and stuff like that, and they're 1104 00:55:34.039 --> 00:55:37.239 gonna look at a butt dial and a booty call 1105 00:55:37.280 --> 00:55:40.480 in the same context. Yeah, like two very different things, 1106 00:55:40.480 --> 00:55:46.000 but they sound very similar, right, Definitely, so crazy, But yeah, 1107 00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:48.000 I just love looking into that kind of stuff and 1108 00:55:48.079 --> 00:55:51.400 trying to understand it at its deeper kind of esoteric core, 1109 00:55:51.480 --> 00:55:54.320 because I think that I think that that's how it 1110 00:55:54.360 --> 00:55:56.760 was written and that's how we should be taking it. 1111 00:55:56.960 --> 00:56:00.119 And yeah, I don't know, I think that it's it's 1112 00:56:00.199 --> 00:56:03.920 very strange too about how it used to be that, uh, 1113 00:56:03.960 --> 00:56:06.000 there were a lot of profits there and a lot 1114 00:56:06.039 --> 00:56:08.119 of people were receiving a lot of downloads back in 1115 00:56:08.159 --> 00:56:10.719 the day, and those people that are doing it nowadays, 1116 00:56:10.719 --> 00:56:14.119 it's like, oh, they're just crazy woo woo people, you 1117 00:56:14.159 --> 00:56:16.800 know what I'm saying. That being said, I think that 1118 00:56:17.039 --> 00:56:22.280 like anytime somebody gets like a prophecy, a download, whatever 1119 00:56:22.320 --> 00:56:24.320 you want to call it, I think maybe it's just 1120 00:56:24.360 --> 00:56:27.360 meant for you, you know. Yeah, like maybe that's how 1121 00:56:27.440 --> 00:56:28.280 it always should have been. 1122 00:56:28.880 --> 00:56:32.760 Yeah, I agree with that for sure. I especially in 1123 00:56:32.920 --> 00:56:35.760 just the system, the society that we're in. It's kind 1124 00:56:35.760 --> 00:56:38.760 of like you just even if you do tell people, 1125 00:56:38.880 --> 00:56:42.320 even if you post a way a really prophetic dream 1126 00:56:42.360 --> 00:56:44.760 that you had, and I've had many, you know that 1127 00:56:44.840 --> 00:56:47.920 I can deem as prophetic and you know whatever, but 1128 00:56:47.960 --> 00:56:51.119 I haven't posted them. It's because you're almost incentivizing like 1129 00:56:51.800 --> 00:56:54.000 some sort of just gain from it, you know, like 1130 00:56:54.079 --> 00:56:57.960 some sort of just anything from it. So it's it's 1131 00:56:58.000 --> 00:57:02.639 weird with that nowadays. But yeah, old school oracles would 1132 00:57:02.679 --> 00:57:06.239 definitely not be treated as such nowadays. They'd probably be 1133 00:57:06.280 --> 00:57:09.880 sent somewhere. They'd be sent to some sort of home 1134 00:57:10.000 --> 00:57:10.920 somewhere for sure. 1135 00:57:11.840 --> 00:57:12.119 Yeah. 1136 00:57:12.280 --> 00:57:16.159 Yeahs values are just different. Values are completely different. And 1137 00:57:16.199 --> 00:57:19.119 that's what we were saying about the the meaning of 1138 00:57:19.159 --> 00:57:21.880 the Bible or just all those religious text their values 1139 00:57:21.880 --> 00:57:23.639 are just so different back in the day, I think, 1140 00:57:23.719 --> 00:57:26.840 so it's just hard to even equate it to now 1141 00:57:26.960 --> 00:57:30.480 because I mean, you know, this is Sumerian. Like I'm 1142 00:57:30.480 --> 00:57:33.960 big into Sumerian stuff. I love Sumerian myth and stuff. 1143 00:57:34.000 --> 00:57:37.119 And like one of their most important gods is Enki 1144 00:57:37.599 --> 00:57:40.960 and he's water, and like you know, just to think 1145 00:57:41.000 --> 00:57:43.639 like water, Yeah, water is life, and you can't have 1146 00:57:43.760 --> 00:57:46.079 water on a planet with or you can't have life 1147 00:57:46.079 --> 00:57:47.760 on a planet without water. You know, you need the 1148 00:57:47.800 --> 00:57:51.840 sun and need water. But to a Samarian, they're out 1149 00:57:51.840 --> 00:57:55.760 there and maybe it's not quite as dry and desert 1150 00:57:55.800 --> 00:57:58.119 as as it is now, but they're out there in 1151 00:57:58.159 --> 00:58:00.880 the desert. You know they ever been. Know every drop 1152 00:58:00.920 --> 00:58:03.239 of water they could get was life to them. So 1153 00:58:03.360 --> 00:58:07.320 like they built this god, uh, this this entire foundation 1154 00:58:07.440 --> 00:58:10.360 of water through this god and like just built him 1155 00:58:10.440 --> 00:58:14.159 up to the pinnacle. He's uniting all humans across the 1156 00:58:14.199 --> 00:58:17.719 world through one language, and he's you know, impregnating the 1157 00:58:17.760 --> 00:58:20.079 earth and he's just like it just shows their value 1158 00:58:20.119 --> 00:58:22.519 of how much they loved water and like the way 1159 00:58:22.519 --> 00:58:24.960 they can personify it and make it into myths and 1160 00:58:25.000 --> 00:58:28.000 stuff it's just magic. It's literally magic. It's a it's 1161 00:58:28.000 --> 00:58:31.119 a spell that they wrote and it's it's an awesome one. 1162 00:58:31.159 --> 00:58:33.039 And it's the same with the Bible, that the Bible 1163 00:58:33.079 --> 00:58:35.719 is an absolute spell because you get taught from an 1164 00:58:35.719 --> 00:58:39.400 early age that it's literal. And you know, even if 1165 00:58:39.400 --> 00:58:41.760 you even if you don't get taught that's literal, it's 1166 00:58:41.800 --> 00:58:44.119 it can still be a spell. Because I've I have 1167 00:58:44.280 --> 00:58:46.599 not read through the whole thing myself, but the parts 1168 00:58:46.639 --> 00:58:49.320 that I've read, and I did read them, I read 1169 00:58:49.360 --> 00:58:52.920 them within like the last uh, like eight months or so. 1170 00:58:53.079 --> 00:58:56.719 Like I read Genesis, and like Genesis is like super 1171 00:58:56.840 --> 00:58:59.480 vivid in my mind what I read of it and 1172 00:58:59.559 --> 00:59:01.079 I had only read at once. You know, it's like 1173 00:59:01.119 --> 00:59:04.480 it's really powerful stuff. It's just how do you how 1174 00:59:04.519 --> 00:59:06.239 do you see it? How do you relate to it 1175 00:59:06.320 --> 00:59:07.880 and equate the words to it? 1176 00:59:10.320 --> 00:59:13.199 Spell? We were just talking about this, uh, and it's 1177 00:59:13.239 --> 00:59:15.000 it's kind of crazy when you think about it, and 1178 00:59:15.000 --> 00:59:17.039 it might ruffle feathers. I don't know, but I mean, 1179 00:59:17.199 --> 00:59:19.440 if you if you look into it, you know, everybody, 1180 00:59:19.519 --> 00:59:23.000 the followers of the Bible are cursed, right like because 1181 00:59:23.000 --> 00:59:26.079 of Adam and Eve and that whole story, and yeah, 1182 00:59:26.079 --> 00:59:29.039 all the lineage after that is the people are cursed, 1183 00:59:29.119 --> 00:59:32.880 you know, and so they're literally cursed within their own reality. 1184 00:59:33.599 --> 00:59:36.239 Isn't that a trip like to think about, like they 1185 00:59:36.360 --> 00:59:37.000 are cursed? 1186 00:59:38.400 --> 00:59:38.599 Yeah? 1187 00:59:38.599 --> 00:59:40.960 I mean when Jonathan told me that, I was like, wait, 1188 00:59:41.440 --> 00:59:44.159 it like literally blew my mind because in their reality 1189 00:59:44.239 --> 00:59:47.000 they believe they're cursed. Yeah part of it. 1190 00:59:47.639 --> 00:59:50.239 Yeah, Yeah, it's it's a man, it's quite the spell 1191 00:59:50.599 --> 00:59:53.199 that that that some people are really under with that, 1192 00:59:53.400 --> 00:59:54.840 you know, and that's where you get like a lot 1193 00:59:54.880 --> 00:59:58.480 of guilt and you know, like it you can tell 1194 00:59:58.519 --> 01:00:01.159 that it's kind of a spell or a curse. Whenever 1195 01:00:01.760 --> 01:00:05.400 you're scared to look up anything that contradicts what your 1196 01:00:05.480 --> 01:00:09.000 belief is, you know, like you almost feel like you're 1197 01:00:09.159 --> 01:00:13.360 you're sinning whenever you even put any weight into any 1198 01:00:13.360 --> 01:00:14.280 other kind of thought. 1199 01:00:14.760 --> 01:00:14.920 You know. 1200 01:00:14.960 --> 01:00:17.400 It's just fascinating to really see, dude, one of the 1201 01:00:17.440 --> 01:00:20.360 things you uh, you brought up some Egyptian shit right there, 1202 01:00:20.360 --> 01:00:22.960 and I thought that it was so interesting. I I 1203 01:00:23.039 --> 01:00:27.199 recently saw this video. There's this dude, Matthew Lacroix. He's 1204 01:00:27.280 --> 01:00:30.360 like super deep into a lot of the the Egyptian 1205 01:00:30.400 --> 01:00:33.960 stuff and you know, he goes through all the tablets 1206 01:00:34.039 --> 01:00:37.599 and and all the old scrolls and all that shit, right, 1207 01:00:38.000 --> 01:00:41.559 and uh, he recently just went onto the Danny Jones podcast, 1208 01:00:41.599 --> 01:00:44.000 which shout out, that's like one of my favorite podcasts ever. 1209 01:00:44.079 --> 01:00:47.960 Danny Jones is the fucking man. But he went on 1210 01:00:48.119 --> 01:00:51.079 there and he was talking about like really diving in 1211 01:00:51.239 --> 01:00:54.599 deep into the into the myth of a Dappa, which 1212 01:00:55.239 --> 01:00:57.599 is crazy because I want to say that that is 1213 01:00:57.639 --> 01:01:00.360 where the the whole idea of Adappa, that's where the 1214 01:01:00.440 --> 01:01:04.039 idea of Adam came from, like the first man, right, 1215 01:01:04.719 --> 01:01:09.320 and and it was I believe that Adappa was created 1216 01:01:09.559 --> 01:01:13.719 by the Anonaki, but that there were Annaki that the 1217 01:01:14.119 --> 01:01:19.360 like were around before and after Adoppa was around. And 1218 01:01:19.679 --> 01:01:22.960 the way that he was reading it, he believes that 1219 01:01:23.039 --> 01:01:28.719 Adoppa himself was an Anonaki, and he believes that humans 1220 01:01:29.320 --> 01:01:32.599 are the Anonaki. So that would be kind of a 1221 01:01:32.599 --> 01:01:35.880 fucking weird twist to the story, right, which I mean, hey, 1222 01:01:35.880 --> 01:01:37.599 if it's all one, it's I guess it would be 1223 01:01:37.719 --> 01:01:38.679 us anyway, you. 1224 01:01:38.639 --> 01:01:44.320 Know, yeah, uh yeah, go ahead, no, go ahead, Uh yeah, 1225 01:01:44.400 --> 01:01:49.280 I think I definitely think the story and you know, 1226 01:01:49.719 --> 01:01:51.880 when I first started getting to the Innonochi stuff and 1227 01:01:51.960 --> 01:01:54.199 I love it. I love it, but I will say 1228 01:01:54.239 --> 01:01:56.519 that when I first started getting into it, it kind 1229 01:01:56.519 --> 01:01:58.719 of sent me into a spiral where like where I 1230 01:01:58.800 --> 01:02:01.920 did have like this U of Foe kind of extra 1231 01:02:02.199 --> 01:02:05.719 or other world the experience. It's like, dude, the Annaki 1232 01:02:05.840 --> 01:02:08.440 have to be real. They have to be real. That's 1233 01:02:08.480 --> 01:02:12.119 the code, that's the secret code, because almost all religions 1234 01:02:12.239 --> 01:02:17.639 kind of are using the Sumerian template of the Innaki 1235 01:02:17.840 --> 01:02:19.679 in their own religions. Like if you use the and 1236 01:02:19.960 --> 01:02:23.239 Naki camera lens and then you look at the Bible 1237 01:02:23.280 --> 01:02:25.440 through the Anunaki camera lens, it's like, oh, bro, this 1238 01:02:25.559 --> 01:02:28.559 is all just this is all anti and end lil 1239 01:02:28.800 --> 01:02:31.400 wor working against each other. You know, it's essentially what 1240 01:02:31.440 --> 01:02:35.480 it is. Yeah, for sure, the flood, I mean all 1241 01:02:35.519 --> 01:02:39.920 of it. Yeah, and Adam and Adappah for sure. So yeah, 1242 01:02:39.960 --> 01:02:42.280 I think it's interesting to think that if they are 1243 01:02:42.360 --> 01:02:47.360 real and Anki, so the story says, did use Annaki 1244 01:02:47.480 --> 01:02:51.760 DNA to create humans, you know, with the help of 1245 01:02:51.840 --> 01:02:54.039 ninhers I don't want to give Anky all the credit 1246 01:02:54.079 --> 01:02:56.559 because Ninhersag is the one that actually burnt this out. 1247 01:02:56.599 --> 01:03:00.880 The lady of the of the mountain, but shout out, 1248 01:03:00.920 --> 01:03:03.239 it was both of them together. That's something I respect 1249 01:03:03.239 --> 01:03:05.880 about Sumerian stuff is because it's not just about the 1250 01:03:06.360 --> 01:03:09.119 he creator. It's about the he and the she, you know, 1251 01:03:09.280 --> 01:03:11.440 the both together. 1252 01:03:11.320 --> 01:03:12.239 The divine union. 1253 01:03:12.400 --> 01:03:16.000 Yes, that's right, that's right. So yeah, maybe, you know, 1254 01:03:16.519 --> 01:03:18.559 if we want to think of it that way. And 1255 01:03:18.599 --> 01:03:21.039 I mean even, I think, and I wish I could 1256 01:03:21.039 --> 01:03:23.119 tell you the Hey, this is the story right here, 1257 01:03:23.159 --> 01:03:27.639 but I'm pretty sure anky even, and I don't like 1258 01:03:27.679 --> 01:03:30.480 to really base my perspective on the Zacharia sitch And 1259 01:03:31.159 --> 01:03:35.960 stories because I noticed real quick that like the Lost 1260 01:03:35.960 --> 01:03:37.639 Book of ANKI. I don't know if you guys have 1261 01:03:37.760 --> 01:03:41.239 heard anything about that story or not. It's essentially one 1262 01:03:41.280 --> 01:03:43.079 of the series, one of the books in the series 1263 01:03:43.119 --> 01:03:47.760 that Zacharia Sitchin wrote his interpretation of the tablets. But 1264 01:03:47.800 --> 01:03:50.599 the thing is he didn't even read Sumerian, so he's 1265 01:03:50.639 --> 01:03:54.360 just reading the English translations and then making his own story. 1266 01:03:54.400 --> 01:03:57.239 And hey, that's cool. I used to write fiction stories, 1267 01:03:57.239 --> 01:03:59.480 you know, so like that wondering stuff, that's really cool. 1268 01:03:59.760 --> 01:04:02.920 It's creating its own world doing that. Is that the 1269 01:04:02.960 --> 01:04:03.599 real world? 1270 01:04:03.639 --> 01:04:03.840 You know? 1271 01:04:03.920 --> 01:04:06.559 I can't really sit here and say that like, that's it. 1272 01:04:06.880 --> 01:04:09.840 So could be like some uh, some downloads or some 1273 01:04:09.960 --> 01:04:13.239 automatic writing going on or some maybe maybe it's like 1274 01:04:13.320 --> 01:04:16.440 trance writing, you know. Could? I have no idea. Whenever 1275 01:04:16.480 --> 01:04:18.079 it comes to that kind of stuff, I try to 1276 01:04:18.159 --> 01:04:20.119 keep an open mind. But am I gonna look at 1277 01:04:20.159 --> 01:04:23.920 it like it's absolute historical fact? I don't fucking know, dude. 1278 01:04:23.920 --> 01:04:26.840 It's the same. It's the same thing with the uh, 1279 01:04:26.880 --> 01:04:30.000 the the Emerald Tablets of Thoth written by Maurice Doriol, 1280 01:04:30.360 --> 01:04:34.400 Like fascinating shit. I really felt like I connected on 1281 01:04:34.480 --> 01:04:39.559 a spiritual level to that book, dude. But it's like, 1282 01:04:40.079 --> 01:04:42.280 you know, who are you gonna argue with about it? 1283 01:04:42.639 --> 01:04:44.880 Like what do you are you gonna go up to, 1284 01:04:45.119 --> 01:04:47.599 like you know, somebody at Thanksgiving tomorrow and be like, 1285 01:04:48.239 --> 01:04:50.840 Maurice Doriel fucking had it figured it out, you know 1286 01:04:50.880 --> 01:04:53.039 what I mean? Like it's kind of like for you 1287 01:04:53.239 --> 01:04:53.719 kind of thing. 1288 01:04:54.239 --> 01:04:56.599 All of these stories, all of the books, all of 1289 01:04:56.639 --> 01:04:59.239 the ancient tablets that they're all just the story of 1290 01:04:59.320 --> 01:05:02.119 us and I belie eve that we're supposed to take 1291 01:05:02.360 --> 01:05:05.599 what the good and we leave the rest, you know 1292 01:05:05.599 --> 01:05:07.960 what I mean? Like the Bible believe is like super 1293 01:05:07.960 --> 01:05:11.639 cool with slavery. Can't say that's cool. That doesn't vibe 1294 01:05:11.639 --> 01:05:13.719 with me, you know, And so yeah, I feel like 1295 01:05:13.800 --> 01:05:17.719 there's different truths within all of these things, and we're 1296 01:05:17.760 --> 01:05:21.239 supposed to get a little bit out of each one. Possibly. 1297 01:05:21.679 --> 01:05:23.559 Yeah, I kind of look at all of them almost 1298 01:05:23.559 --> 01:05:28.440 as if like in each you know, religious or spiritual 1299 01:05:28.599 --> 01:05:32.360 kind of historical book out there, it just look kind 1300 01:05:32.360 --> 01:05:34.159 of like what you were saying, Like, I don't want 1301 01:05:34.159 --> 01:05:36.440 to say cherry pick or whatever, but I think that 1302 01:05:36.800 --> 01:05:39.559 our minds are very intricate as to what we like, 1303 01:05:39.679 --> 01:05:42.639 gravitate towards, and what we connect with and what we 1304 01:05:42.840 --> 01:05:45.559 vibe with. You know. I always like to say, like, 1305 01:05:45.599 --> 01:05:47.800 if it vibes, keep it. If it don't, then you know, 1306 01:05:47.960 --> 01:05:48.679 chuck it, right. 1307 01:05:49.079 --> 01:05:51.159 We do that with everything in our daily lives. We 1308 01:05:51.440 --> 01:05:54.480 don't all like the same music. We all cherry pick music. 1309 01:05:54.519 --> 01:05:57.039 We picked the music that vibes with us the best, 1310 01:05:57.119 --> 01:05:59.079 you know. We do that with everything else. But for 1311 01:05:59.119 --> 01:06:02.119 some reason, in the realm of spirit or the realm 1312 01:06:02.119 --> 01:06:05.000 of thought, we're supposed to pick one and that's the 1313 01:06:05.000 --> 01:06:07.480 one and everything else is wrong. And I don't think 1314 01:06:07.519 --> 01:06:07.880 that's right. 1315 01:06:07.920 --> 01:06:09.800 Well, and I think that like just going with that 1316 01:06:09.920 --> 01:06:12.119 as far as like our minds and our brains and 1317 01:06:12.119 --> 01:06:16.039 our subconscious, our unconscious minds, and our soul, our spirit, well, 1318 01:06:16.079 --> 01:06:18.039 however deep you want to go with it, I think 1319 01:06:18.079 --> 01:06:21.280 that it picks up and it almost resonates with certain 1320 01:06:21.320 --> 01:06:23.760 things on a page whenever you're reading it and there's 1321 01:06:23.760 --> 01:06:27.159 something and maybe you even forget about it, but for 1322 01:06:27.239 --> 01:06:30.559 some reason, it's now like imprinted into the code that 1323 01:06:30.840 --> 01:06:34.320 is our belief. And it's so strange about how that works. 1324 01:06:34.360 --> 01:06:37.679 But I think you read enough, maybe you get there, 1325 01:06:37.880 --> 01:06:39.880 you know, like you start to form some kind of 1326 01:06:39.960 --> 01:06:43.360 foundational belief system within yourself. And that's one thing that 1327 01:06:43.400 --> 01:06:45.239 we figured out. Dude, you got to have some kind 1328 01:06:45.280 --> 01:06:51.320 of foundational belief, like something like some kind of bare minimum. Otherwise, dude, 1329 01:06:51.639 --> 01:06:53.960 you're gonna get lost in the void out there and 1330 01:06:54.239 --> 01:06:56.480 it's dark and it's scary and you don't know how 1331 01:06:56.519 --> 01:06:58.840 to get back, especially whenever you're like, well, I remember 1332 01:06:58.840 --> 01:07:00.679 reading about this, I remember reading that I don't know 1333 01:07:00.719 --> 01:07:03.119 which one I believe, so now I just believe nothing. 1334 01:07:03.360 --> 01:07:06.320 And it's not to say that like everybody should have 1335 01:07:06.559 --> 01:07:11.000 a belief, you know, you know, really try to back 1336 01:07:11.199 --> 01:07:13.519 up your belief so that in your mind. It's not 1337 01:07:13.719 --> 01:07:16.000 just a belief in your mind. It's a little bit 1338 01:07:16.039 --> 01:07:17.599 more concrete. 1339 01:07:18.199 --> 01:07:20.519 And this is why it's important, you know, for us 1340 01:07:20.559 --> 01:07:22.719 to really uh look up and smell the roses and 1341 01:07:22.760 --> 01:07:26.840 really try to experience things like as holistically as possible 1342 01:07:26.880 --> 01:07:29.920 without being distracted by our phone every ten minutes. And 1343 01:07:30.400 --> 01:07:32.719 that I think, you know, and I'm guilty of it too, 1344 01:07:32.840 --> 01:07:34.280 you know, but I've been getting a lot better as 1345 01:07:34.320 --> 01:07:36.679 far as like just putting the phone down and trying 1346 01:07:36.679 --> 01:07:38.239 not to worry about it, you know. But if we're 1347 01:07:38.280 --> 01:07:41.599 constantly looking at the news or constantly looking at Facebook 1348 01:07:41.719 --> 01:07:44.559 or YouTube or name the thing, you know, which is cool, 1349 01:07:44.760 --> 01:07:47.039 there's a lot of good information and when you're actively 1350 01:07:47.079 --> 01:07:50.800 looking for it, it's there. But if you're constantly just 1351 01:07:50.880 --> 01:07:54.119 being consumed and that thing is kind of taking control 1352 01:07:54.159 --> 01:07:57.599 of you, now you're not even you're not even you anymore, 1353 01:07:58.079 --> 01:07:59.599 you know. And so I think if you're out there 1354 01:07:59.599 --> 01:08:03.239 actually trying to have like real authentic experience, that's when 1355 01:08:03.280 --> 01:08:07.159 you're going to see the best version of the truth possible, 1356 01:08:07.480 --> 01:08:10.079 you know, rather than having somebody tell you their truth. 1357 01:08:10.639 --> 01:08:13.599 And so that's kind of where we found ourselves, you know. 1358 01:08:13.840 --> 01:08:17.479 As yeah, I mean, hey, dude, we're still learning, you know, 1359 01:08:17.560 --> 01:08:19.800 we're only we've only been doing this show for a 1360 01:08:19.800 --> 01:08:23.640 little bit over two years now, and I feel like 1361 01:08:23.880 --> 01:08:26.920 in just about every episode there's always a tiny little 1362 01:08:27.039 --> 01:08:29.960 nugget that you almost just take that and build that 1363 01:08:30.079 --> 01:08:32.560 on top of the pyramid of what you think is 1364 01:08:32.680 --> 01:08:35.520 kind of going on, you know, like that's that's at 1365 01:08:35.600 --> 01:08:38.119 least how it goes with us. But uh, but yeah, dude, 1366 01:08:38.119 --> 01:08:40.119 it's it's a fun ride. And I don't plan on 1367 01:08:40.159 --> 01:08:41.680 getting off this ride anytime soon. 1368 01:08:42.560 --> 01:08:46.039 No, I mean, honestly, there's no way to in my opinion, 1369 01:08:46.399 --> 01:08:51.199 And like this might ruffle some feathers too, but there's 1370 01:08:51.239 --> 01:08:56.479 been some spiritual people that have gone deep or you know, 1371 01:08:56.600 --> 01:08:59.840 saying they used to practice witchcraft and stuff and they 1372 01:08:59.840 --> 01:09:03.600 were deep oicultists, and then they go back to uh 1373 01:09:03.680 --> 01:09:07.359 some sort of religion or Christianity, most notably you know. 1374 01:09:07.479 --> 01:09:08.680 But that's just what I see the most. 1375 01:09:08.720 --> 01:09:09.760 I don't trust those people. 1376 01:09:10.560 --> 01:09:14.279 It how how deep are you? That's how I see it, 1377 01:09:14.319 --> 01:09:19.039 because how can you possibly go back to just you know, 1378 01:09:19.479 --> 01:09:20.960 that's just fear at the end of the day, and 1379 01:09:21.039 --> 01:09:25.720 fear is fear is just it, That's that's the that's 1380 01:09:25.720 --> 01:09:28.119 the battle. That's the only battle. In my opinion, it's 1381 01:09:28.159 --> 01:09:32.960 fear versus essentially just love. Those are the only two, 1382 01:09:33.079 --> 01:09:33.279 you know. 1383 01:09:34.000 --> 01:09:36.760 Yeah, you run into something that is the unknown and 1384 01:09:36.800 --> 01:09:39.159 it's going to cause fear, you know, But how mute that? 1385 01:09:39.239 --> 01:09:41.359 How do you go forward from that and keep pushing, 1386 01:09:41.640 --> 01:09:44.920 you know, running away? It's like there's something there for 1387 01:09:44.960 --> 01:09:48.159 you to learn, and they just chose not to. It's 1388 01:09:48.199 --> 01:09:49.359 like too much. 1389 01:09:49.479 --> 01:09:52.439 It's like, dude, do you hear yourself you're covered in 1390 01:09:52.520 --> 01:09:56.359 the blood of Christ? Like, is that not ritualistic? Like 1391 01:09:56.399 --> 01:09:59.560 that sounds kind of sadistic if you really think about it. 1392 01:09:59.640 --> 01:10:02.000 For sure, they drink it too, right, isn't it what 1393 01:10:02.039 --> 01:10:02.840 they imagine? 1394 01:10:02.920 --> 01:10:03.159 Dude? 1395 01:10:03.159 --> 01:10:06.760 They like, I've heard stories of people eating the wafers 1396 01:10:07.199 --> 01:10:09.479 and this is crazy, dude, But this has been like 1397 01:10:09.720 --> 01:10:13.800 documented several times. It's one of the craziest fucking things 1398 01:10:13.800 --> 01:10:16.960 you'll ever hear. But there are people that will they 1399 01:10:16.960 --> 01:10:21.319 are convinced, so they'll eat the wafer. And especially like 1400 01:10:21.359 --> 01:10:24.520 in the Catholic Church, they literally believe that that is 1401 01:10:24.640 --> 01:10:29.279 christ flesh and Christ's blood, right, they literally believe it, 1402 01:10:29.359 --> 01:10:33.279 not metaphorically, not ritualistically, not believing in it, like it's 1403 01:10:33.319 --> 01:10:35.880 fucking Santa or the Easter Bunny. I'm talking about, like 1404 01:10:35.920 --> 01:10:39.880 whenever I eat this, I am feeling flesh mushing through 1405 01:10:39.880 --> 01:10:43.439 my teeth. That kind of belief, right, And uh so 1406 01:10:43.560 --> 01:10:47.039 people really believe that shit so much so that somebody, 1407 01:10:47.720 --> 01:10:50.079 I don't even know what would make you want to 1408 01:10:50.119 --> 01:10:52.720 do this, but they some people just really like to 1409 01:10:52.720 --> 01:10:55.439 fucking push the buck. But uh there there was a 1410 01:10:55.439 --> 01:10:59.359 couple of people that decided to go get their feces 1411 01:10:59.520 --> 01:11:06.359 checked for flesh and found actual flesh in their shit 1412 01:11:07.119 --> 01:11:10.680 and supposedly have dated it back to Jesus. I don't 1413 01:11:10.680 --> 01:11:12.359 know how the fuck they would do that, but like, 1414 01:11:12.760 --> 01:11:16.800 it's just extra weird stuff like that. I'm just like, dude, 1415 01:11:17.439 --> 01:11:21.920 come on, like like, I don't know, man, it's it's 1416 01:11:22.000 --> 01:11:24.680 just weird, extra weird. And they say we're the weird 1417 01:11:24.880 --> 01:11:27.119 wo woo ones. You know what I'm saying. It's like, 1418 01:11:27.680 --> 01:11:29.159 you don't seem to going to test my shit. 1419 01:11:29.680 --> 01:11:32.560 But anyway, it's not the authority to do that, you know. 1420 01:11:32.640 --> 01:11:35.560 It's the priests that that puts that that body of 1421 01:11:35.640 --> 01:11:38.399 Christ in there, at least as far as I'm aware of, 1422 01:11:38.680 --> 01:11:41.000 you know. And so anytime you have to. You have 1423 01:11:41.079 --> 01:11:43.159 to go to somebody else for some sort of like 1424 01:11:43.239 --> 01:11:47.399 permission or to empower something for you to ingest. It's like, 1425 01:11:47.439 --> 01:11:49.520 come on, dude, like you're missing it. 1426 01:11:50.199 --> 01:11:54.159 Yeah for sure, No, noah, uh go ahead, dear all 1427 01:11:54.199 --> 01:11:59.560 that mute button. Sorry everybody's worst enemy. Well, whenever you're ready, Nora, 1428 01:11:59.640 --> 01:12:03.640 you go ahead. But oh you know what, Huffy, we 1429 01:12:03.760 --> 01:12:07.279 pull a tarot card every single episode, my dude, and 1430 01:12:07.800 --> 01:12:10.079 just want to make sure you're cool with that. I normally, like, 1431 01:12:10.439 --> 01:12:13.119 we've tried to make it a habit of asking everybody 1432 01:12:13.159 --> 01:12:15.800 if they're cool with us pulling a tarot card because 1433 01:12:15.800 --> 01:12:19.840 some people think that it's literally the devil and I 1434 01:12:19.920 --> 01:12:25.640 don't think so. So oh, go ahead, Nora, you got it. 1435 01:12:26.760 --> 01:12:28.600 Finally guy, that son of a bitch of a mute. 1436 01:12:28.600 --> 01:12:35.399 But I love the topic y'all are doing tonight. I 1437 01:12:35.439 --> 01:12:38.800 love it when y'all dive deep into stuff like this 1438 01:12:39.039 --> 01:12:44.920 and really nitpick things about, you know, just blanket statement 1439 01:12:45.079 --> 01:12:52.439 monotheistic religions and spiritual practices, and it always makes me 1440 01:12:52.600 --> 01:12:57.479 think of the reason why I personally will never go 1441 01:12:57.640 --> 01:13:00.640 back to a monotheistic religion. 1442 01:13:01.319 --> 01:13:07.760 It's like, by the standards of say, Christianity. One of 1443 01:13:07.760 --> 01:13:10.800 the ten commandments thou shalt not have any other gods 1444 01:13:10.840 --> 01:13:15.399 before me, or you know, if you don't accept Jesus 1445 01:13:15.479 --> 01:13:19.439 Christ into your heart as your lord and savior, you're. 1446 01:13:19.199 --> 01:13:22.479 Going to hell, which was never something that Jesus said. 1447 01:13:22.560 --> 01:13:23.680 Paul said that, by the. 1448 01:13:23.680 --> 01:13:32.079 Way, Yeah, exactly. So by those terms alone, that just 1449 01:13:32.119 --> 01:13:37.720 screws over every other spiritual practice on earth, every other 1450 01:13:37.800 --> 01:13:42.560 culture that has existed thousands of years before and after 1451 01:13:44.119 --> 01:13:50.479 these monotheistic religions were created. So any so they're telling 1452 01:13:50.560 --> 01:13:53.680 us Shamans who say their tribes. 1453 01:13:57.600 --> 01:14:00.880 Yeah, it's it's interesting, especially whenever you think about like 1454 01:14:01.479 --> 01:14:03.600 I used to think that that was ridiculous because I 1455 01:14:03.720 --> 01:14:07.359 used to always hold, you know, like Native Americans to 1456 01:14:07.399 --> 01:14:08.960 such a high regard. I always thought that they were 1457 01:14:08.960 --> 01:14:11.119 so fucking cool. Dude. We would go out to we 1458 01:14:11.159 --> 01:14:13.680 would go out to Arizona every summer whenever I was 1459 01:14:13.720 --> 01:14:16.399 a little kid living in Pennsylvania and just going like 1460 01:14:16.520 --> 01:14:19.840 driving past the reservations, and you know, then you see 1461 01:14:19.880 --> 01:14:23.319 like the Natives on movies and shit, You're like, man, 1462 01:14:23.399 --> 01:14:25.319 they are so awesome, you know what I mean. Like 1463 01:14:25.399 --> 01:14:27.640 I just always thought it was so sick and like 1464 01:14:28.279 --> 01:14:30.720 people just looking at them like like they're going to 1465 01:14:30.760 --> 01:14:32.399 hell and they don't got it figured out. I'm like, dude, 1466 01:14:32.399 --> 01:14:35.479 they're fucking closer to whatever is going on than than 1467 01:14:35.640 --> 01:14:36.399 anybody else. 1468 01:14:36.439 --> 01:14:38.720 I think, closer to the Earth for sure. 1469 01:14:40.039 --> 01:14:45.279 Yeah, it's like for them literally not even knowing who 1470 01:14:45.840 --> 01:14:50.760 Jesus of Nazareth was, who God from the Bible was, 1471 01:14:50.880 --> 01:14:52.840 They're just automatically going. 1472 01:14:52.600 --> 01:14:56.560 To hell unless you just don't tell them. You know, 1473 01:14:58.000 --> 01:15:00.399 I didn't know them. Now they have to convert else, 1474 01:15:00.640 --> 01:15:00.880 you know. 1475 01:15:03.800 --> 01:15:06.880 Yeah, it's a it's a it's a wild, wild place 1476 01:15:06.920 --> 01:15:09.239 that we live in, and I feel like a lot, dude, 1477 01:15:09.279 --> 01:15:15.399 people are getting very very extreme with it, just to 1478 01:15:15.439 --> 01:15:18.520 say the least. But look, I do have a Tarot 1479 01:15:18.520 --> 01:15:20.680 card and I was shuffling there for a second, sewn 1480 01:15:20.840 --> 01:15:23.159 I I pulled a card because I I wasn't sure 1481 01:15:23.199 --> 01:15:27.800 if you got your deck back, but uh, just so 1482 01:15:27.880 --> 01:15:30.880 happened to pull my favorite card out of the entire deck, 1483 01:15:31.000 --> 01:15:35.359 and that is the hanged Man. Dude. This is a 1484 01:15:35.399 --> 01:15:38.000 card I plan on getting a tattooed on on myself 1485 01:15:38.239 --> 01:15:42.720 probably maybe in a month, Sean, I would think I 1486 01:15:42.840 --> 01:15:44.960 come out, come back out to Arizona. Sean's gonna ink 1487 01:15:44.960 --> 01:15:47.600 me up out there. But uh, but yeah, dude, we 1488 01:15:47.680 --> 01:15:50.239 got the hanged Man card and it is all about 1489 01:15:50.279 --> 01:15:54.199 surrender and this card like surrender and don't worry, dude, 1490 01:15:54.239 --> 01:15:57.520 it's all gonna work out. But we're gonna read from 1491 01:15:57.520 --> 01:15:59.640 the book anyway, because it's more fun. It's a little 1492 01:15:59.640 --> 01:16:03.000 bit more the hang Man. When you are suspended upside down, 1493 01:16:03.039 --> 01:16:05.359 there is time to reflect and see things from a 1494 01:16:05.399 --> 01:16:09.479 new perspective. The Hangman offers the unusual gift of suspended time. 1495 01:16:09.680 --> 01:16:12.079 His presence is associated with the time period that is 1496 01:16:12.119 --> 01:16:15.399 meant to help shift your perception of a situation. The 1497 01:16:15.439 --> 01:16:18.319 Hangman is suspended by one leg upside down from the 1498 01:16:18.359 --> 01:16:20.920 tree of life. His hand appears to be tied behind 1499 01:16:20.920 --> 01:16:23.560 his back. His free leg is crossed behind the bound 1500 01:16:23.600 --> 01:16:26.920 leg and appears relaxed and resting. He has nowhere to go, 1501 01:16:27.000 --> 01:16:30.880 so he is able to sit quietly in reflection, which 1502 01:16:30.880 --> 01:16:34.880 shows on his face. He is calm, almost pensive, rather 1503 01:16:34.920 --> 01:16:39.039 than distressed, the yellow illumination around his head suggesting spiritual 1504 01:16:39.119 --> 01:16:42.239 enlightenment is occurring during this time of pause. This is 1505 01:16:42.279 --> 01:16:47.680 a time to surrender, not struggle, so solid the spiritual 1506 01:16:47.760 --> 01:16:51.680 message it says unexpected moments of pause can lead to 1507 01:16:51.800 --> 01:16:55.039 new spiritual insights. Gaining a new perspective on your situation 1508 01:16:55.159 --> 01:16:58.079 helps you expand your beliefs. Take time to reflect and 1509 01:16:58.119 --> 01:17:00.880 surrender to the present moment as full as you can. 1510 01:17:01.199 --> 01:17:02.199 Let's go, baby. 1511 01:17:02.359 --> 01:17:04.960 Oh perfect, man, that's the space between the notes, man, 1512 01:17:05.039 --> 01:17:07.800 that's the looking up and smelling the roses, you know. 1513 01:17:07.880 --> 01:17:11.479 And and it's perfect because we can get really wrapped 1514 01:17:11.560 --> 01:17:14.880 up in our own mind our minds are they can 1515 01:17:14.960 --> 01:17:17.039 they could really work against us at times. And I 1516 01:17:17.079 --> 01:17:20.079 think that we have definitely all experienced that. And so 1517 01:17:20.760 --> 01:17:23.439 just the symbolism of that, of the of the hanged man, 1518 01:17:23.640 --> 01:17:26.880 like we're responsible for that. We can allow that to 1519 01:17:27.000 --> 01:17:29.880 continue to scare us, or we can just kind of 1520 01:17:30.439 --> 01:17:32.119 just chill out for a minute, you know what I mean, 1521 01:17:32.159 --> 01:17:34.640 and just experience life for a little bit without having 1522 01:17:34.720 --> 01:17:39.520 to constantly contemplate and put everything through a particular filter, 1523 01:17:40.119 --> 01:17:40.680 you know what I mean. 1524 01:17:40.880 --> 01:17:43.199 Yeah, I'm never gonna be mad at a at a 1525 01:17:43.600 --> 01:17:48.479 hanged man card reading dude, it's just always smacks. Dougy 1526 01:17:48.560 --> 01:17:51.560 Blumpkin said, Uh, look a UFO, let me get my 1527 01:17:51.680 --> 01:17:52.800 worst quality camera. 1528 01:17:54.159 --> 01:17:58.439 That's right. I used to get so mad when I'd 1529 01:17:58.479 --> 01:18:01.039 be watching a video and then they'd be recording it 1530 01:18:01.119 --> 01:18:03.119 and it's like this awesome looking thing and then the 1531 01:18:03.199 --> 01:18:05.680 video just ends like they didn't like record it until 1532 01:18:05.720 --> 01:18:07.920 it took off. Yeah, there's no closure. 1533 01:18:08.000 --> 01:18:09.000 It's like you just enough. 1534 01:18:09.560 --> 01:18:11.960 Yeah that was not they just stopped recording. I was like, 1535 01:18:12.000 --> 01:18:13.039 all right, it's. 1536 01:18:12.840 --> 01:18:17.680 Like Bigfoot, dude, they're always blurry. Yeah, Benjamin said, I 1537 01:18:17.720 --> 01:18:21.279 was aware of a lot of a lot of it, 1538 01:18:21.359 --> 01:18:24.800 but I didn't know some of the finer details. Uh 1539 01:18:24.960 --> 01:18:27.840 what was that in regards to oh, I think about 1540 01:18:27.880 --> 01:18:31.319 the the UFO kind of stuff. Let's see, White Boar 1541 01:18:31.319 --> 01:18:34.079 Wizard said, anarchy for the win, Please Lord grant me 1542 01:18:34.119 --> 01:18:38.600 this one wish? Fuck the government? Uh been practicing to 1543 01:18:38.640 --> 01:18:42.399 be a post Apocago posts apocalyptic war lord for thirty 1544 01:18:42.479 --> 01:18:44.960 nine years. 1545 01:18:45.239 --> 01:18:49.279 Oh right, it could potentially be a booming business. 1546 01:18:51.479 --> 01:18:54.880 For a long time. Yeah, that's true, no doubt. 1547 01:18:56.199 --> 01:19:01.319 Taylor said, that makes sense about hate, Uh it being fear? Yeah, dude, 1548 01:19:01.520 --> 01:19:05.119 that really resonated big time. It's it's the unknown, you know. 1549 01:19:05.279 --> 01:19:07.960 And what's funny is and only because you know, I'm 1550 01:19:07.960 --> 01:19:10.720 watching the new season of Stranger Things just came out, 1551 01:19:10.720 --> 01:19:12.079 so I watched like one of the one and a 1552 01:19:12.119 --> 01:19:15.119 half episodes before this show tonight because it didn't drop 1553 01:19:15.199 --> 01:19:16.960 until like seven pm, so I was able to get 1554 01:19:16.960 --> 01:19:19.680 a little bit in there, and I was watching it, 1555 01:19:19.720 --> 01:19:21.920 and you know, I was doing like a little recap 1556 01:19:22.159 --> 01:19:24.760 of the final season all day today, so like I'm 1557 01:19:24.960 --> 01:19:27.640 you know, I'm just ready for it. And uh, in 1558 01:19:27.680 --> 01:19:31.039 the fourth season, they were coming after Eddie Munson real 1559 01:19:31.119 --> 01:19:33.720 hard because he was a part of a satanic cult 1560 01:19:33.840 --> 01:19:36.560 called the hell Fire Club, and right, all these things, 1561 01:19:36.560 --> 01:19:40.199 it's like, you just don't know what you're talking about, 1562 01:19:40.479 --> 01:19:48.159 you know, it's it's fearing the unknown. Yeah, exact, Dougie said, 1563 01:19:48.479 --> 01:19:52.920 Sean and wrong rhyme that, uh what you talking about? 1564 01:19:52.960 --> 01:19:56.600 Red is a low chakra? Red is uh that's the 1565 01:19:56.600 --> 01:20:00.840 the root chakra. Yeah, yeah, ducky, you need to get 1566 01:20:00.840 --> 01:20:04.199 caught up on your chakras. Their home slice love you, though, 1567 01:20:05.479 --> 01:20:07.640 White Boy Wizard said much love, peeps. I gotta run 1568 01:20:07.680 --> 01:20:11.600 all right, White Boy Wizard, love you, dude. Let's see. 1569 01:20:11.880 --> 01:20:14.119 Nora said, what's up, y'all. Hope everybody has a blessed 1570 01:20:14.119 --> 01:20:16.199 Thanksgiving tomorrow. Yeah, it's gonna be a fun one. I'm 1571 01:20:16.239 --> 01:20:19.039 really looking forward to that. I'm gonna I'm planning on 1572 01:20:19.079 --> 01:20:19.680 taking a couple. 1573 01:20:19.640 --> 01:20:23.319 Naps actually, brow down for sure, definitely. 1574 01:20:23.399 --> 01:20:23.600 Yeah. 1575 01:20:23.600 --> 01:20:24.920 The pumpkin pie is gonna get it. 1576 01:20:25.119 --> 01:20:27.399 Yeah, the pie and then I even know it yet. 1577 01:20:29.760 --> 01:20:32.520 Benjamin said, I believe Jesus was a wizard, to be honest. 1578 01:20:32.680 --> 01:20:34.880 I mean, how do you explain walking on water? But 1579 01:20:34.960 --> 01:20:39.520 Harry Potter is evil? Lol. The Baptist the Baptist church 1580 01:20:39.560 --> 01:20:42.000 I went to as a kid, actually protested those movies 1581 01:20:42.039 --> 01:20:44.039 at the theater. Yeah, they did that a lot, I 1582 01:20:44.079 --> 01:20:45.319 think everywhere. Actually. 1583 01:20:45.399 --> 01:20:48.920 Wow, even Pokemon was like one of those things that 1584 01:20:48.960 --> 01:20:53.000 they were like totally against to like Pokemoneah Pocket demons. Dude. 1585 01:20:54.039 --> 01:20:58.600 Yeah that's what Benjamin, you know, same thing. Yeah, Yeah, 1586 01:20:58.640 --> 01:21:02.479 it's just false. Id I guess all. You know, it's 1587 01:21:02.520 --> 01:21:05.960 probably demonic, you know, you know it would be interesting. 1588 01:21:06.079 --> 01:21:08.680 Is a tarot deck full of nothing but like like 1589 01:21:08.800 --> 01:21:12.079 biblical characters. Imagine that. 1590 01:21:12.079 --> 01:21:15.039 That's pretty good. Yeah. 1591 01:21:15.119 --> 01:21:17.880 Yeah, dude, make make Mary like the high priestess or 1592 01:21:17.920 --> 01:21:18.239 some shit. 1593 01:21:18.560 --> 01:21:23.000 Yeah, target audience too, Yeah. 1594 01:21:22.319 --> 01:21:24.800 Get everybody involved. There's a lot of Christian mystics walking 1595 01:21:24.840 --> 01:21:27.920 around these days. I'm kind of like, I'm kind of 1596 01:21:27.960 --> 01:21:28.359 digging it. 1597 01:21:29.119 --> 01:21:30.920 Yeah, it's dude. 1598 01:21:30.960 --> 01:21:34.439 We we actually looked into Rosicrucianism not too long ago, 1599 01:21:34.600 --> 01:21:38.239 and there's something really awesome about Rosicrucians that, you know, 1600 01:21:38.279 --> 01:21:40.359 they say it's like a Christian mystic kind of thing. 1601 01:21:40.439 --> 01:21:43.239 But then there's other Rosicrucians that are like, no, this 1602 01:21:43.279 --> 01:21:45.640 actually predates Christianity, so I don't really know what the 1603 01:21:45.640 --> 01:21:48.279 truth is behind it. But even Cobblism is like a 1604 01:21:48.760 --> 01:21:49.720 that's a Jewish thing. 1605 01:21:50.520 --> 01:21:55.079 Yeah, I've never heard of rosa Christians, but uh yeah, 1606 01:21:55.159 --> 01:22:00.319 Cobbalistic stuff, that's for sure, Hebrew stuff I us that 1607 01:22:00.359 --> 01:22:03.479 would be Jewish or you know, the ruse of Judaism 1608 01:22:03.479 --> 01:22:07.680 I would assume, right, But yeah, yeah, looking into that 1609 01:22:07.680 --> 01:22:12.000 stuff lately, it's it's pretty cool. Uh, just the idea 1610 01:22:12.079 --> 01:22:16.840 of the descent down the tree, you know, and I 1611 01:22:16.840 --> 01:22:18.600 don't know all the terms, you know, I don't know 1612 01:22:18.640 --> 01:22:21.640 all the energy centers and the sepharath that that, you know, 1613 01:22:21.720 --> 01:22:24.520 each thing of the tree is, but just the idea 1614 01:22:24.560 --> 01:22:28.239 of being casted down that tree at those energy portals 1615 01:22:28.920 --> 01:22:32.680 and then the idea of having to go back up them. 1616 01:22:32.720 --> 01:22:35.199 You know, your job is now work your way back 1617 01:22:35.279 --> 01:22:38.000 up each individual rung on that ladder I just think 1618 01:22:38.000 --> 01:22:40.760 it's really cool. I saw it recently being called like 1619 01:22:40.800 --> 01:22:44.239 the Serpent's path up, and that's just cool because that 1620 01:22:44.279 --> 01:22:49.600 also mirrors Chakras, you know, being the Kundalini going up, 1621 01:22:49.800 --> 01:22:55.079 you know those the Chokra portals or the Chalkas centers. 1622 01:22:55.199 --> 01:22:57.479 Very cool. And then it just makes me because I've 1623 01:22:57.520 --> 01:23:01.239 always just had a lens of like not liking Christianity stuff, 1624 01:23:01.279 --> 01:23:03.399 like just instantly like, oh, get that out of my face. 1625 01:23:03.399 --> 01:23:05.439 I don't want to hear nothing about it. Get it 1626 01:23:05.479 --> 01:23:06.159 out of my face. 1627 01:23:06.800 --> 01:23:08.840 But that's because you have Satan inside of you, sir, 1628 01:23:08.880 --> 01:23:09.760 He's controlling it. 1629 01:23:10.319 --> 01:23:13.479 Yeah, it's the demons that I got just flying around me. 1630 01:23:14.119 --> 01:23:19.159 But going back though and looking at like the Bible, 1631 01:23:19.239 --> 01:23:24.239 even from like a source point of view like Source 1632 01:23:24.760 --> 01:23:30.439 and then eating the apple is just like a necessary 1633 01:23:31.680 --> 01:23:37.239 step in ascension because Source must step down from the 1634 01:23:37.600 --> 01:23:42.000 childlike bliss of just creation, you know, just the the 1635 01:23:42.439 --> 01:23:46.359 source energy must shrink itself down into the good and 1636 01:23:46.439 --> 01:23:50.880 evil duality of nature in order to then realize it 1637 01:23:50.920 --> 01:23:53.279 has to you know, work. No, I won't even say 1638 01:23:53.399 --> 01:23:55.479 work its way back up because that just you know, 1639 01:23:55.560 --> 01:23:58.680 it implies there's a set structure and stuff, you know, 1640 01:23:58.720 --> 01:24:00.560 all that stuff, and you could say out of work 1641 01:24:00.600 --> 01:24:03.880 and you know, the stuff like that, overcoming your traumas 1642 01:24:03.920 --> 01:24:06.880 and changing your belief systems. But like overall, it's just 1643 01:24:06.920 --> 01:24:10.680 the realization that you are you are God. You know, 1644 01:24:10.800 --> 01:24:14.479 it is you. It's just you were just a part 1645 01:24:14.960 --> 01:24:17.000 of the flow of awareness. You know. That's just how 1646 01:24:17.039 --> 01:24:20.760 I've been seeing it. So, uh, it's just really cool 1647 01:24:20.800 --> 01:24:23.239 because the snake isn't evil you know in the story 1648 01:24:23.279 --> 01:24:26.920 if you look at it from that perspective, and yeah. 1649 01:24:26.840 --> 01:24:30.760 No, not at all. Well, especially within the ship. What 1650 01:24:30.840 --> 01:24:32.199 is the name of the book that I'm thinking of, 1651 01:24:32.279 --> 01:24:39.760 Sean Lost Gospel of Q Lost Gospel of Q. The Yeah, 1652 01:24:39.800 --> 01:24:41.920 you pulled that one right out there, But those are 1653 01:24:41.920 --> 01:24:44.319 the lost sayings of Jesus. That's not necessarily the one 1654 01:24:44.359 --> 01:24:46.720 that I'm referring to. I'm talking about the Nagamati. The 1655 01:24:46.800 --> 01:24:51.840 Nagamati with with all of the you know, uh, heretical 1656 01:24:52.399 --> 01:24:54.560 biblical texts and stuff like that, with the Book of 1657 01:24:54.560 --> 01:24:57.000 Thomas and Mary Magdalene and stuff like that. And you 1658 01:24:57.039 --> 01:25:01.800 start going into that that whole u the Garden of 1659 01:25:01.960 --> 01:25:06.319 Eden's story in there, dude, it is completely flip the 1660 01:25:06.359 --> 01:25:07.840 script all the way around. 1661 01:25:08.720 --> 01:25:09.039 Dude. 1662 01:25:09.560 --> 01:25:16.039 They believe that the snake was Jesus, which is kind 1663 01:25:16.079 --> 01:25:19.359 of crazy because it's it's the knowledge of all good 1664 01:25:19.399 --> 01:25:22.640 and evil, you know, like the snake is tempting Eve, 1665 01:25:23.079 --> 01:25:27.119 and then Eve inevitably, like I guess, convinces Adam and 1666 01:25:28.159 --> 01:25:30.319 And it's kind of crazy if you really look at 1667 01:25:30.319 --> 01:25:33.600 it like that, because why would if you think about it, 1668 01:25:34.880 --> 01:25:38.159 why would a god create everybody and want to keep 1669 01:25:38.159 --> 01:25:42.319 everybody ignorant and worshiping him? You know, you would. I 1670 01:25:42.359 --> 01:25:44.800 feel like if you really wanted humanity in your creation 1671 01:25:44.920 --> 01:25:47.880 to prosper, you would want them to know like what 1672 01:25:48.079 --> 01:25:51.079 is good, what is evil? And you know what I mean, Like, 1673 01:25:51.119 --> 01:25:52.840 I just think that that's kind of silly, you know, 1674 01:25:52.960 --> 01:25:54.279 it's I don't know. 1675 01:25:54.520 --> 01:25:58.439 And to curse them for taking a bite of the knowledge, 1676 01:25:58.640 --> 01:26:02.840 right knowledge before that, then they wouldn't have known better 1677 01:26:03.319 --> 01:26:05.479 that doing something that he told them not to do 1678 01:26:05.600 --> 01:26:07.920 was even wrong in the first place. It's like almost 1679 01:26:08.000 --> 01:26:10.399 like it was just set in stone that they were 1680 01:26:10.399 --> 01:26:12.279 going to be doomed no matter what, because he chose 1681 01:26:12.359 --> 01:26:12.880 that it was. 1682 01:26:12.920 --> 01:26:15.520 It was predestined if you really think about it, because 1683 01:26:15.600 --> 01:26:18.079 if God is supposed to be the Alpha and the Omega. 1684 01:26:18.239 --> 01:26:21.600 Then he would have absolutely known that out of an 1685 01:26:21.640 --> 01:26:24.399 Eve would have been tempted by the apple, which then 1686 01:26:24.840 --> 01:26:27.800 would mean that he knew that he was going to, 1687 01:26:28.640 --> 01:26:33.000 you know, basically like spank them. And you know what 1688 01:26:33.399 --> 01:26:37.319 it's like, Well, now now every time Eve, every time 1689 01:26:37.359 --> 01:26:39.600 a woman is going through any kind of childbirth, I 1690 01:26:39.640 --> 01:26:42.720 want them to think back to your original sin, like 1691 01:26:42.760 --> 01:26:45.119 I want them to. I want you to feel pain. 1692 01:26:45.239 --> 01:26:47.439 I wanted to be agonizing. I want some women to 1693 01:26:47.520 --> 01:26:50.119 actually die from it because it's it's all because of 1694 01:26:50.119 --> 01:26:54.399 your original sin. And it's like, man, if we if 1695 01:26:54.399 --> 01:26:56.560 we are looking at God as if he is outside 1696 01:26:56.560 --> 01:27:00.359 of time, then that means that whenever he wrote the story, 1697 01:27:00.399 --> 01:27:02.600 he already knew that that was going to happen. He 1698 01:27:02.640 --> 01:27:05.239 already knew the punishments were gonna come, and he already 1699 01:27:05.319 --> 01:27:10.439 knew that eventually some people would be unfortunately sent to 1700 01:27:11.359 --> 01:27:14.479 Hell for all damnation. And you know what I mean, Like. 1701 01:27:15.199 --> 01:27:18.079 He created the punishments, he already knew what the punishment 1702 01:27:18.159 --> 01:27:25.319 was going to be. It's like huh yeah, yeah. 1703 01:27:24.600 --> 01:27:26.479 Yeah, at that point, I don't know, but yeah, that's 1704 01:27:26.520 --> 01:27:29.479 why you know, I this is why you kind of 1705 01:27:29.520 --> 01:27:32.600 got a think outside the box from time to time, 1706 01:27:32.640 --> 01:27:34.640 and that's what we like to do over here. And 1707 01:27:34.680 --> 01:27:37.560 we're not judging anybody for believing what they believe. Everybody 1708 01:27:37.640 --> 01:27:42.239 is on their own path, and you know, you're eventually 1709 01:27:42.279 --> 01:27:44.199 going to find your right way. Maybe you already found 1710 01:27:44.239 --> 01:27:46.359 your right way. You're just trying to really sharpen that tool. 1711 01:27:46.399 --> 01:27:51.560 Everybody has their own way, So yeah, there's that. But anyway, look, Huffy, 1712 01:27:51.640 --> 01:27:53.640 thank you so much for coming to hang out with us. Dude, 1713 01:27:53.640 --> 01:27:56.600 this was a fun conversation. Really had no idea where 1714 01:27:56.600 --> 01:27:58.119 it was going to go, but I thought that it 1715 01:27:58.239 --> 01:28:00.560 was very fun to have kind of like an open 1716 01:28:00.640 --> 01:28:02.960 ended conversation. That's what we really like to do, especially 1717 01:28:02.960 --> 01:28:04.960 whene we're having somebody on for the very first time, 1718 01:28:05.119 --> 01:28:06.560 is really just try and get to know you a 1719 01:28:06.600 --> 01:28:09.279 little bit. We didn't even get to talk about your music, 1720 01:28:09.359 --> 01:28:11.359 but I was listening to it a little bit earlier 1721 01:28:11.359 --> 01:28:13.800 and I'm like, damn, these lyrics are fucking on fire. 1722 01:28:13.920 --> 01:28:14.119 Dude. 1723 01:28:14.159 --> 01:28:16.399 I love it. What you know, let the one know 1724 01:28:16.479 --> 01:28:18.199 where to find your music might get cernered. 1725 01:28:18.319 --> 01:28:20.960 Hey, I appreciate that. First of all, I just make it. 1726 01:28:21.000 --> 01:28:23.319 You know, it'd be easy to say that I'm just 1727 01:28:23.399 --> 01:28:26.279 making spiritual rap to try to like cash in on 1728 01:28:26.359 --> 01:28:29.239 some sort of open market and being like I'm rapping 1729 01:28:29.319 --> 01:28:32.079 about the crystals I'm wearing. I'm rapping, you know. It's 1730 01:28:32.119 --> 01:28:35.600 like it's not about that. It's it's really just an 1731 01:28:35.600 --> 01:28:37.800 expression of the self, because that's what we're here to do, 1732 01:28:37.880 --> 01:28:40.479 is just express ourselves in some fashion, you know, And 1733 01:28:40.960 --> 01:28:44.159 so that's just that. So it's spiritual rap, but it's 1734 01:28:44.279 --> 01:28:46.640 just not you know, it might not be what you expect, 1735 01:28:46.640 --> 01:28:49.800 so I appreciate you saying that. And yeah, I got 1736 01:28:49.960 --> 01:28:57.680 you know, Spotify. It's just Huffy, Instagram, Huffy two two seven, TikTok, 1737 01:28:57.760 --> 01:29:00.760 Huffy two two seven, and yeah, it's all linked. It's 1738 01:29:00.800 --> 01:29:03.079 all this own little world there, so if you find 1739 01:29:03.119 --> 01:29:04.239 one of them, you'll find it all. 1740 01:29:05.199 --> 01:29:07.239 Oh yeah, dude, Well look, we're gonna have all those 1741 01:29:07.279 --> 01:29:09.039 links down in the show notes for anybody that wants 1742 01:29:09.079 --> 01:29:10.880 to go and check you out. And we would love 1743 01:29:10.920 --> 01:29:12.479 to do it again. Man, you seem like a really 1744 01:29:12.560 --> 01:29:14.760 chill dude. I love all the content that you're putting 1745 01:29:14.760 --> 01:29:17.880 out on social media and uh really vibe with you, 1746 01:29:17.920 --> 01:29:19.600 my dude, So would love to do it again. 1747 01:29:21.359 --> 01:29:24.000 First podcast and it was a pleasure and I had 1748 01:29:24.039 --> 01:29:26.359 a lot of fun, So I'd be one percent down 1749 01:29:26.399 --> 01:29:26.920 to do it again. 1750 01:29:27.439 --> 01:29:30.039 Awesome. We'll be happy to have you back anytime, man, 1751 01:29:30.279 --> 01:29:30.720 for sure. 1752 01:29:31.079 --> 01:29:34.239 Oh yeah, Sean, you guys, Thank you dude, Shawn. Any 1753 01:29:34.239 --> 01:29:35.239 parting words for you, sir? 1754 01:29:35.479 --> 01:29:38.279 Oh man, it was just a great conversation, dude. And 1755 01:29:38.359 --> 01:29:40.720 as far as like you being worried about people thinking 1756 01:29:40.800 --> 01:29:42.800 like always just trying to cash in on his music, 1757 01:29:42.880 --> 01:29:45.520 like no, Like, there's another guy we listened to is Uh. 1758 01:29:45.600 --> 01:29:47.399 We've had him on the show several times. Actually his 1759 01:29:47.439 --> 01:29:50.359 name is Optimistic Banks. If you haven't heard his music, 1760 01:29:50.920 --> 01:29:53.159 I suggest to go check it out because there's so 1761 01:29:53.319 --> 01:29:55.840 much in the music, and I'm sure in your music 1762 01:29:55.880 --> 01:29:58.359 as well. There's so many little things that people are 1763 01:29:58.399 --> 01:30:01.239 gonna listen to and maybe the first time they hear it, 1764 01:30:01.279 --> 01:30:03.640 they might not even get it yet because they're on 1765 01:30:03.760 --> 01:30:05.399 that part of the journey. And so then they get 1766 01:30:05.439 --> 01:30:08.439 to this other you know, later on in their journey, 1767 01:30:08.439 --> 01:30:10.439 and all of a sudden, they'll listen to that same 1768 01:30:10.520 --> 01:30:13.800 song and they'll really get something that you know, you 1769 01:30:14.000 --> 01:30:15.960 they wouldn't have gotten if you would have just told them. 1770 01:30:16.359 --> 01:30:18.880 And so I really appreciate you making that music, man, 1771 01:30:18.880 --> 01:30:23.319 because I feel like music is just so fucking awesome, 1772 01:30:23.640 --> 01:30:25.560 especially when it comes to just you know, when you're 1773 01:30:25.600 --> 01:30:27.840 really going through some shit, you know, and we all 1774 01:30:27.880 --> 01:30:29.760 seem to be going through it from time to time. 1775 01:30:29.800 --> 01:30:32.319 And so keep doing your music, dude, and thank you 1776 01:30:32.359 --> 01:30:34.760 so much for joining us on this episode. 1777 01:30:34.800 --> 01:30:34.960 Dude. 1778 01:30:34.960 --> 01:30:37.439 It's a universal language, dude, you know it. 1779 01:30:37.319 --> 01:30:40.039 Is, hey, and what's funny? So I don't want to 1780 01:30:40.600 --> 01:30:44.199 run your time too long. But you say earlier Jesus 1781 01:30:44.840 --> 01:30:47.880 was the serpent. Well, Jesus, I've been making a couple 1782 01:30:47.840 --> 01:30:49.880 of videos in this lately. That's not to plug those videos, 1783 01:30:49.880 --> 01:30:52.479 but I've been making I've been saying that Jesus is 1784 01:30:52.760 --> 01:30:57.399 inky and Jesus or Inky is the serpent in the garden. 1785 01:30:58.560 --> 01:31:02.479 So Inky versus they you know, Yahweh is or inky 1786 01:31:02.560 --> 01:31:07.319 versus in Lil. Yahweh is in Lil the controlling, dominating force, 1787 01:31:07.520 --> 01:31:11.359 and also in Lil is the god of air, and 1788 01:31:11.520 --> 01:31:17.079 air is communication, so communication is also writing. So he's 1789 01:31:17.119 --> 01:31:19.920 the god of writing. Is that a coincidence that he 1790 01:31:19.960 --> 01:31:21.239 would be the god of the Bible? 1791 01:31:21.840 --> 01:31:23.119 Pretty cool, damn. 1792 01:31:23.840 --> 01:31:26.479 So I've never heard that theory that there's actually a 1793 01:31:26.479 --> 01:31:29.560 branch out there that says that Jesus is the snake. 1794 01:31:29.640 --> 01:31:31.119 That's really cool, and I believe that. 1795 01:31:31.640 --> 01:31:34.000 Yeah, I think there's absolutely something to it, dude. And 1796 01:31:34.479 --> 01:31:37.039 even if it's not true, it's one of those things like, 1797 01:31:37.199 --> 01:31:40.520 how are we ever going to absolutely know for a 1798 01:31:40.560 --> 01:31:46.399 one hundred percent fact that any of this is true? 1799 01:31:46.600 --> 01:31:48.680 You know what I'm saying, Like you're talking about history 1800 01:31:48.760 --> 01:31:51.439 of two thousand plus years ago. I don't trust the 1801 01:31:51.560 --> 01:31:54.560 history books that we had in middle school and in 1802 01:31:54.640 --> 01:31:57.600 high school, let alone books from two thousand years ago, 1803 01:31:57.640 --> 01:32:00.880 written in several different languages, couple of them dead languages, 1804 01:32:01.319 --> 01:32:03.920 you know. And it's just I don't know. Got to 1805 01:32:03.920 --> 01:32:06.039 have a mind for your own, open up your third 1806 01:32:06.079 --> 01:32:09.960 eye and be kind of just pave your own path. 1807 01:32:10.239 --> 01:32:11.680 You know, you ain't got to go with the flow. 1808 01:32:12.000 --> 01:32:15.119 You're an individual. If somebody wants you to live their life, 1809 01:32:15.680 --> 01:32:16.560 let them live theirs. 1810 01:32:16.640 --> 01:32:17.319 You live yours. 1811 01:32:19.239 --> 01:32:19.520 Also. 1812 01:32:19.640 --> 01:32:21.239 Look, I do want to say, if anybody wants to 1813 01:32:21.239 --> 01:32:24.159 be able to join us next week on any of 1814 01:32:24.199 --> 01:32:25.319 the live shows, or you want to be able to 1815 01:32:25.319 --> 01:32:26.640 get the shows a couple of days in advance, you 1816 01:32:26.680 --> 01:32:28.840 want to be able to listen to the shows completely 1817 01:32:28.840 --> 01:32:30.680 commercial free. The best way to be able to support 1818 01:32:30.720 --> 01:32:32.960 the show would be to go to Patreon dot com 1819 01:32:33.000 --> 01:32:35.960 slash metamistics. That link is down in the show notes below, 1820 01:32:36.199 --> 01:32:38.319 and if you sign up for the Wonder Wednesday Tier, 1821 01:32:38.359 --> 01:32:40.079 you'll be able to come and hang out with us 1822 01:32:40.119 --> 01:32:42.720 every Wednesday night at nine pm Central. We're always trying 1823 01:32:42.720 --> 01:32:44.920 to get some awesome guests on. Maybe it's just a 1824 01:32:44.960 --> 01:32:48.760 cool topic. I don't even know what is going on 1825 01:32:48.880 --> 01:32:51.319 next week, but we'll check it out. It's we have 1826 01:32:51.399 --> 01:32:53.960 a full schedule here coming up. It's gonna be really fun. 1827 01:32:54.039 --> 01:32:56.560 So we really appreciate everybody coming to hang out with us. 1828 01:32:57.000 --> 01:32:59.640 And yeah, look, I think we're gonna get over to 1829 01:32:59.640 --> 01:33:03.359 that meditation here in just a moment. But if Huffy 1830 01:33:03.479 --> 01:33:07.119 came in and he taught you anything, it's that you 1831 01:33:07.199 --> 01:33:11.079 don't know what you don't know, So don't just get 1832 01:33:11.199 --> 01:33:18.199 weird thing weird solid. 1833 01:33:19.720 --> 01:33:23.199 Thanks man, Thanks for the recommendation. 1834 01:33:23.640 --> 01:33:27.239 Oh that's that's it sounds peaceful, oh man smooth. 1835 01:33:27.880 --> 01:33:30.079 Yeah, Yeah, And you know we don't we don't meditate 1836 01:33:30.159 --> 01:33:32.680 enough on three ninety six. I feel like that might 1837 01:33:32.720 --> 01:33:34.720 have been the first time actually we've we've touched on 1838 01:33:34.800 --> 01:33:35.560 three ninety six. 1839 01:33:36.359 --> 01:33:42.039 Yeah, I forget the actual like meaning behind that one, 1840 01:33:42.079 --> 01:33:44.079 but dang, I will tell you that. I don't know 1841 01:33:44.079 --> 01:33:45.800 if I've ever heard I've been listening to that one 1842 01:33:45.800 --> 01:33:48.359 for years as I sleep at night, but I don't 1843 01:33:48.359 --> 01:33:50.399 wear headphones. That might have been the first time I 1844 01:33:50.439 --> 01:33:55.560 heard this one through headphones, and I was definitely floating 1845 01:33:55.560 --> 01:33:58.920 a little bit. I will say, ellye, for sure. 1846 01:33:59.039 --> 01:34:01.840 It says three her ninety six. Hurts is a solfeggio 1847 01:34:01.960 --> 01:34:06.159 frequency associated with liberating the mind from guilt and fear. 1848 01:34:07.479 --> 01:34:12.119 It is believed to help clear subconscious blocks and negative beliefs, 1849 01:34:12.279 --> 01:34:16.159 leading to a feeling of emotional liberation, peace, and connection 1850 01:34:16.239 --> 01:34:19.520 to the root chakra. While its effects are rooted in 1851 01:34:19.600 --> 01:34:23.760 spiritual and alternative healing practices, the frequency is used in 1852 01:34:23.800 --> 01:34:27.680 meditation and relaxation music for emotional cleansing and a sense 1853 01:34:27.720 --> 01:34:28.239 of calm. 1854 01:34:28.920 --> 01:34:31.760 Good shit. I was thinking too listening to that, because 1855 01:34:31.760 --> 01:34:35.720 there's that deeper tones. It's like you know, and it 1856 01:34:35.840 --> 01:34:38.079 kind of kind of to me it felt like this 1857 01:34:38.159 --> 01:34:41.439 almost looming thing or like this power. I'm not really 1858 01:34:41.479 --> 01:34:43.640 sure how to describe it, but then there's that little 1859 01:34:43.760 --> 01:34:46.840 like the chimes. Yeah, the other hand, there's the chimes 1860 01:34:46.840 --> 01:34:50.720 that continue to and it's almost like, yeah, there's all 1861 01:34:50.760 --> 01:34:53.720 this like looming or there's all this energy and power, 1862 01:34:53.720 --> 01:34:57.000 but then there's also this like there almost like remind 1863 01:34:57.039 --> 01:34:59.640 yourself you could still be playful. There's still like that, 1864 01:35:00.800 --> 01:35:04.760 a little creative mindset that's always going as well, you know, 1865 01:35:05.079 --> 01:35:07.479 if you if you put your attention to it. And 1866 01:35:07.520 --> 01:35:09.359 another thing I was thinking about in there, as far 1867 01:35:09.439 --> 01:35:12.159 as you know, just the how we came about, you know, 1868 01:35:12.239 --> 01:35:16.279 doing that particular meditation. You know, you're just you know 1869 01:35:16.359 --> 01:35:18.960 how if you're you're just kind of experiencing your own 1870 01:35:19.039 --> 01:35:22.199 journey and meditating so much so to the point where 1871 01:35:22.239 --> 01:35:25.079 you have a favorite meditation, which a lot of people 1872 01:35:25.119 --> 01:35:26.479 come on here they're like, yeah, I kind of just 1873 01:35:26.560 --> 01:35:29.840 meditate in silence, which is totally fine. There's definitely benefit 1874 01:35:29.920 --> 01:35:33.319 to that, but just how powerful it is as far 1875 01:35:33.359 --> 01:35:38.039 as you know, you Okay, going back to Optimistic Banks, 1876 01:35:38.079 --> 01:35:39.880 there's a song that he does, and in the song 1877 01:35:40.079 --> 01:35:42.640 he says, if you can think it in your mind, 1878 01:35:42.680 --> 01:35:44.560 you can hold it in your hand, you know, and 1879 01:35:44.680 --> 01:35:47.600 just the the understanding of you know, we were talking 1880 01:35:47.600 --> 01:35:51.159 earlier as far as the universe being mental and your 1881 01:35:51.239 --> 01:35:54.920 your thoughts controlling your reality, and so you having a 1882 01:35:54.960 --> 01:35:57.800 favorite meditation, right, and then you suggest it to us, 1883 01:35:57.880 --> 01:36:01.560 and now everybody on our meditation our patreon is going 1884 01:36:01.600 --> 01:36:04.720 to meditate to your favorite meditate, like you know what 1885 01:36:04.760 --> 01:36:06.640 I mean. And so like that all came from your 1886 01:36:06.760 --> 01:36:09.880 mind and yeah, kind of rippled that out into reality. 1887 01:36:10.000 --> 01:36:11.239 That's a fun way of looking at it. 1888 01:36:11.399 --> 01:36:13.520 Yeah, yeah, very interesting. 1889 01:36:13.760 --> 01:36:16.960 I appreciate that, man, Yeah, thanks for bringing it up. 1890 01:36:17.000 --> 01:36:21.359 I will say that recently, you know, a few months ago, 1891 01:36:21.479 --> 01:36:23.479 I just kind of really turned a corner and like 1892 01:36:23.560 --> 01:36:26.720 really understanding that like all is coming from one source 1893 01:36:26.800 --> 01:36:31.039 and stuff. And like, once that happened, kind of my 1894 01:36:31.119 --> 01:36:33.520 social media. I've been posted on social media since twenty 1895 01:36:33.560 --> 01:36:35.319 twenty and most you know, a lot of it's been 1896 01:36:35.439 --> 01:36:37.399 music and stuff, but I've also been posting a lot 1897 01:36:37.479 --> 01:36:40.560 of speaking videos in there for that time as well. 1898 01:36:41.399 --> 01:36:43.800 But literally, as soon as I turned this corner in 1899 01:36:43.880 --> 01:36:46.800 my mind that like this opposition that I built up 1900 01:36:46.800 --> 01:36:49.560 with the government has been such like this big thing 1901 01:36:49.640 --> 01:36:53.239 in my mind and like, hey, it's me too, and 1902 01:36:53.279 --> 01:36:55.760 like when it really hit me, and it's like that 1903 01:36:55.960 --> 01:36:59.920 just eliminated so much space that was being taken up 1904 01:37:00.079 --> 01:37:03.800 with that fear, you know, and uh, it just opened 1905 01:37:03.880 --> 01:37:07.439 up so much. It's it's incredible. 1906 01:37:09.319 --> 01:37:11.560 Tyroll card, you know, and it's like, oh, you can 1907 01:37:11.640 --> 01:37:15.000 just release yourself from that realizing that it's just you anyway. 1908 01:37:15.439 --> 01:37:18.479 Yeah, bro, I've been living that that card lately too. 1909 01:37:18.520 --> 01:37:22.680 It's so funny you pulled that because, I mean, this 1910 01:37:22.760 --> 01:37:25.720 journey I've been on, I've kind of purposely uh not 1911 01:37:25.880 --> 01:37:28.920 had a job that's secure in the last like five years, 1912 01:37:29.479 --> 01:37:31.640 I've gone a kind of alternative route to not have 1913 01:37:31.680 --> 01:37:33.720 a boss. I just kind of I deliver groceries on 1914 01:37:33.720 --> 01:37:36.039 the side. That's like how I get my pay my 1915 01:37:36.079 --> 01:37:38.560 bills and stuff. You know. I don't have a boss, 1916 01:37:38.680 --> 01:37:40.720 no schedule or nothing. I just wake up every morning 1917 01:37:40.720 --> 01:37:44.640 and do it. But lately it's been really down, and 1918 01:37:44.880 --> 01:37:46.720 you know, it is what it is. I'm not sitting 1919 01:37:46.720 --> 01:37:51.000 here crying about it. But uh, it's just like I 1920 01:37:51.359 --> 01:37:54.479 just think of Abraham and Jesus are in Genesis a lot, 1921 01:37:54.560 --> 01:37:58.319 because like he just kind of had every obstacle pointing 1922 01:37:58.319 --> 01:38:02.199 against him, saying, don't do what your intuition is telling 1923 01:38:02.239 --> 01:38:05.000 you to go do you know, It's like everything is 1924 01:38:05.039 --> 01:38:07.960 beating it against it. It's like I gotta keep doing it. 1925 01:38:08.000 --> 01:38:09.680 And I've just been on this journey for so long 1926 01:38:09.720 --> 01:38:14.920 and lately, right when the orders started low dipping low, 1927 01:38:15.000 --> 01:38:17.600 and like I'm not you know, it's not super secure 1928 01:38:17.680 --> 01:38:21.319 right now, all of a sudden, my social media is 1929 01:38:21.359 --> 01:38:23.520 that I've been posting on for so many years, like slow, 1930 01:38:23.640 --> 01:38:26.239 like they finally kind of started clicking a little bit, 1931 01:38:26.319 --> 01:38:30.159 you know, and like that that that ripple that you mentioned, 1932 01:38:30.199 --> 01:38:32.239 like kind of started happening a little bit more so 1933 01:38:32.319 --> 01:38:34.920 it like it just showed me really that it really 1934 01:38:35.039 --> 01:38:38.399 is all just the limitations that are within your mind 1935 01:38:38.399 --> 01:38:40.199 that you build up, you know, and like once you 1936 01:38:40.239 --> 01:38:44.079 can break through another one of those little false layers, 1937 01:38:44.119 --> 01:38:46.359 one of those false identiti these that you brought up, 1938 01:38:46.399 --> 01:38:50.359 you know it you just puncture that little balloon and 1939 01:38:50.399 --> 01:38:53.680 then it just that space that that balloon was taken up, 1940 01:38:53.720 --> 01:38:55.600 It just takes it just deflays, and then you can 1941 01:38:55.720 --> 01:39:00.399 just do you know, it just brings in more yeah, opportunity. Yeah, 1942 01:39:00.399 --> 01:39:01.560 it creates space. 1943 01:39:01.640 --> 01:39:03.960 For more abundance. Yeah, dude, you know it's so funny 1944 01:39:03.960 --> 01:39:08.359 too that uh it was about five years ago, well 1945 01:39:08.399 --> 01:39:11.359 a little bit more than five years ago. I uh, 1946 01:39:11.520 --> 01:39:16.560 I was working a regular job, and dude, I fucking 1947 01:39:16.720 --> 01:39:19.920 hated it. I mean, I like because I was a boss, 1948 01:39:19.960 --> 01:39:22.319 but I had a boss above me, right, And I 1949 01:39:22.479 --> 01:39:25.079 was a I was a front of house manager for 1950 01:39:25.119 --> 01:39:31.000 a restaurant and on huh it was called Rutolo's Pizzeria. 1951 01:39:31.520 --> 01:39:34.159 It's like a I I still love that place a 1952 01:39:34.239 --> 01:39:36.159 lot of great memories. I worked there for like three 1953 01:39:36.239 --> 01:39:38.920 or four years, and and I loved it. You know. 1954 01:39:39.000 --> 01:39:41.199 I love being in charge of ordering the liquor and 1955 01:39:41.279 --> 01:39:43.960 the beer and and testing it and and talking to 1956 01:39:43.960 --> 01:39:47.199 everybody up front and training everybody and creating schedules and 1957 01:39:47.239 --> 01:39:50.039 I'm I love all that all that paperwork ship Like, 1958 01:39:50.039 --> 01:39:52.640 I just love that part of it too. And uh, 1959 01:39:52.680 --> 01:39:54.680 you know, like the the the p and ls and 1960 01:39:54.720 --> 01:39:58.439 all that shit, right and and but I kept on 1961 01:39:58.520 --> 01:40:02.119 button heads with my boss because he was like trying 1962 01:40:02.199 --> 01:40:04.960 to tell me how I should be training the people 1963 01:40:05.039 --> 01:40:08.479 that I'm like, I'm training to do a job that 1964 01:40:08.560 --> 01:40:10.880 like I'm going to be around them like I want 1965 01:40:10.920 --> 01:40:12.600 them to kind of do it my way. Because I've 1966 01:40:12.600 --> 01:40:14.640 been working there long enough, I figured out like a 1967 01:40:14.640 --> 01:40:17.560 pretty easy way of memorizing the menu, and I, you know, 1968 01:40:17.760 --> 01:40:20.720 just like fun little things and and it was just 1969 01:40:20.760 --> 01:40:22.560 a lot of head button and I just got fucking 1970 01:40:22.680 --> 01:40:24.880 so tired of it one day and I was like, 1971 01:40:24.920 --> 01:40:26.520 you know what, I'm just going to figure out a 1972 01:40:26.560 --> 01:40:29.920 new path. And and and whenever I decided to just 1973 01:40:29.960 --> 01:40:33.520 throw my hands up, I started the my Conspiracy podcast, 1974 01:40:34.159 --> 01:40:37.159 and and it was it was really just something that 1975 01:40:37.199 --> 01:40:39.840 I was just gonna be doing kind of as a hobby. 1976 01:40:40.319 --> 01:40:42.720 Never thought that I'd ever make anything of it. I 1977 01:40:42.720 --> 01:40:45.680 mean didn't think that I wouldn't make anything from it, 1978 01:40:45.760 --> 01:40:47.560 but I just wasn't really thinking about it. You know. 1979 01:40:47.560 --> 01:40:49.119 It was just gonna be something to where I can 1980 01:40:49.119 --> 01:40:52.920 talk about fun topics. Right, And in that time, because 1981 01:40:52.960 --> 01:40:56.359 I was really focusing on the podcast, I was also 1982 01:40:56.399 --> 01:40:58.399 going to like real estate school and shit like that too. 1983 01:40:59.279 --> 01:41:03.279 But in that time, I was delivering for like basically 1984 01:41:03.359 --> 01:41:05.800 uber eats. Right, they have one in Louisiana. It's called 1985 01:41:05.840 --> 01:41:08.159 Waiter and then it got turned into some other shit. 1986 01:41:08.239 --> 01:41:12.640 But anyway, but I was like so headstrong that like, 1987 01:41:13.199 --> 01:41:14.920 I'm going to make it on my own. I'm not 1988 01:41:14.960 --> 01:41:17.760 gonna work for another goddamn boss that's gonna tell me 1989 01:41:17.800 --> 01:41:21.119 that I'm doing another job wrong. I'm not gonna as 1990 01:41:21.159 --> 01:41:23.960 Sean likes to say, go to go clock in to 1991 01:41:24.039 --> 01:41:27.479 make somebody else's dream come true, you know, like forget 1992 01:41:27.520 --> 01:41:30.920 all that shit. And and so I resonate with what 1993 01:41:30.960 --> 01:41:34.159 you're saying, like you know, you're over there, like it 1994 01:41:34.199 --> 01:41:36.760 feels like a bullshit job, but it's supposed to be 1995 01:41:36.800 --> 01:41:39.199 a bullshit job. It's something just to keep your head 1996 01:41:39.199 --> 01:41:42.600 above water until what you're trying to manifest actually comes. 1997 01:41:42.600 --> 01:41:43.479 And I believe that it will. 1998 01:41:43.520 --> 01:41:45.880 Dude, I appreciate it. 1999 01:41:46.000 --> 01:41:48.079 Yeah, dude, keep doing it. Man. As far as those 2000 01:41:48.159 --> 01:41:50.680 videos where it's just you talking, you know, I just 2001 01:41:50.760 --> 01:41:52.920 keep doing those because those are some of my favorites, 2002 01:41:52.960 --> 01:41:55.079 you know, And it could be anybody and it could 2003 01:41:55.119 --> 01:41:58.479 be the wildest experience that they had or just some epiphany. 2004 01:41:58.520 --> 01:42:01.159 And like anytime I see someone just talking to the 2005 01:42:01.159 --> 01:42:04.239 camera about something like that, I watch it because I 2006 01:42:04.279 --> 01:42:08.000 want everyone's perspective, like many you can get because I 2007 01:42:08.039 --> 01:42:11.520 feel like that's just the reality of the situation is 2008 01:42:11.560 --> 01:42:15.680 that it's so abundantly possible. Everything's possible, you know, So 2009 01:42:15.760 --> 01:42:18.079 I want to see it from as many angles as possible. 2010 01:42:18.159 --> 01:42:20.680 So just keep doing what you're doing, man, and I 2011 01:42:20.800 --> 01:42:22.920 know that that it'll bring you success. 2012 01:42:23.680 --> 01:42:25.439 I appreciate it. I appreciate it. 2013 01:42:25.520 --> 01:42:28.119 Oh yeah, dude. And I will just say, like, dude, 2014 01:42:28.159 --> 01:42:31.800 all it is is drive and consistency, Like those are 2015 01:42:31.800 --> 01:42:35.039 the two most important things. Is can you can you 2016 01:42:35.079 --> 01:42:37.159 wake up and do it even on days you don't 2017 01:42:37.159 --> 01:42:40.920 feel like doing it? And and whenever you're doing it, 2018 01:42:41.319 --> 01:42:46.680 make sure that you're like, actually you show that you care. 2019 01:42:47.079 --> 01:42:49.560 You know what I'm saying. Like people people feel that 2020 01:42:49.880 --> 01:42:52.079 even if it's through like a black mirror on your phone, 2021 01:42:52.119 --> 01:42:54.640 if you're kind of just doing it to do it, 2022 01:42:54.640 --> 01:42:56.920 it's not going to resonate with anybody. It has to 2023 01:42:57.000 --> 01:43:00.720 be something that you're passionate about. And if it is, 2024 01:43:00.920 --> 01:43:04.319 I think that it works every time. Personally, I agree. 2025 01:43:04.680 --> 01:43:07.800 I agree. And if you if you've seen it in 2026 01:43:07.840 --> 01:43:11.560 the mind, then it just takes time to come in, 2027 01:43:11.680 --> 01:43:15.640 you know. And the bigger it is the longer it takes. 2028 01:43:15.640 --> 01:43:17.720 That's what I say. And just you guys were talking 2029 01:43:17.720 --> 01:43:19.680 about earlier at the beginning that you kind of have 2030 01:43:19.760 --> 01:43:21.840 like a template that you fall back on kind of 2031 01:43:21.880 --> 01:43:25.479 to keep yourself you know, and get locked into that mentality. 2032 01:43:26.119 --> 01:43:30.600 And the one the one thing that I just always 2033 01:43:30.640 --> 01:43:35.920 think to myself is everything that's happening is just happening 2034 01:43:36.239 --> 01:43:38.760 for me. You know. That's the only thing that I 2035 01:43:38.960 --> 01:43:43.359 just like always can fall back on. It's like, even 2036 01:43:43.399 --> 01:43:47.279 if it sucks right now, I got negative fifty bucks 2037 01:43:47.279 --> 01:43:49.880 in my account, I got another bill coming up. You know, 2038 01:43:50.000 --> 01:43:54.199 it's like it's it's only happening for me because it's 2039 01:43:54.600 --> 01:43:57.479 it couldn't be happening if it could crush and kill me, 2040 01:43:57.560 --> 01:43:59.720 you know. It just that's not what I. 2041 01:43:59.640 --> 01:44:03.159 Believe, definitely, dude. And if nothing else in this moment, 2042 01:44:03.199 --> 01:44:05.520 it's giving you that experience of being the guy that's 2043 01:44:05.560 --> 01:44:08.159 negative fifty dollars, and you know what that's like, So 2044 01:44:08.199 --> 01:44:11.880 that when you do rise up and come you know what, 2045 01:44:12.119 --> 01:44:14.960 where you're striving for and you're talking to somebody else 2046 01:44:15.000 --> 01:44:17.039 and they're like man, you know, and they start getting 2047 01:44:17.039 --> 01:44:19.760 down on themselves because they're negative fifty bucks, now you 2048 01:44:20.600 --> 01:44:22.840 have that extra layer of like I can resonate with 2049 01:44:22.880 --> 01:44:25.479 that I've been, you know, and so it definitely is 2050 01:44:25.520 --> 01:44:27.399 working for you, and is a. 2051 01:44:27.479 --> 01:44:30.319 Thing that I'll always try and bring myself back to 2052 01:44:30.680 --> 01:44:33.920 is to apply that to literally every second of my life. 2053 01:44:34.479 --> 01:44:37.319 You know, like it's easy to to say, oh, this 2054 01:44:37.359 --> 01:44:39.720 is happening for me, from time to time whenever you 2055 01:44:39.760 --> 01:44:42.039 feel like it. But if you can apply it to 2056 01:44:42.159 --> 01:44:45.560 literally every instance of your life, dude, that's whenever the 2057 01:44:45.600 --> 01:44:48.479 whole game starts to really change, the fucking matrix starts 2058 01:44:48.520 --> 01:44:51.960 to shift, because now you're understanding how the game is played. 2059 01:44:52.159 --> 01:44:55.199 You no longer getting you know, like caught up and 2060 01:44:55.239 --> 01:44:58.880 stumbling across the dumbest little shit that is inevitably going 2061 01:44:58.920 --> 01:45:01.439 to cause a domino effect for the rest of your day, 2062 01:45:01.600 --> 01:45:03.800 your day or the rest of your week or anything 2063 01:45:03.880 --> 01:45:06.319 like that. You catch it right before it starts to 2064 01:45:06.720 --> 01:45:08.479 you know, like kind of light the rest of the 2065 01:45:08.520 --> 01:45:09.359 forest on fire. 2066 01:45:10.359 --> 01:45:10.560 You know. 2067 01:45:11.119 --> 01:45:13.720 It's all the side missions along the way. 2068 01:45:13.840 --> 01:45:19.079 Yeah, yeah, the road rage. That's my side mission. Mine 2069 01:45:19.159 --> 01:45:21.520 is I do not like to drive, and I definitely 2070 01:45:21.520 --> 01:45:24.800 don't like to drive if there's other vehicles around my car, 2071 01:45:24.920 --> 01:45:28.399 that's for sure. Other people that are also you, you 2072 01:45:28.439 --> 01:45:32.439 know what, a lot of reflections out there. 2073 01:45:32.520 --> 01:45:34.960 Dude, especially you being up there in the north on them. 2074 01:45:35.319 --> 01:45:37.159 Is it snowing out there in West Virginia right now? 2075 01:45:37.800 --> 01:45:40.439 Not yet, we have We've had one snow thus far. 2076 01:45:40.560 --> 01:45:45.319 But yeah, it doesn't help. West Virginia has a lot 2077 01:45:45.359 --> 01:45:48.000 of roadwork. They just they just keep roadwork everywhere. I 2078 01:45:48.039 --> 01:45:51.880 don't know if that's what it is else, but but yeah, 2079 01:45:52.000 --> 01:45:55.039 hey it must just be the same everywhere. Yeah, everyone's standing. 2080 01:45:55.680 --> 01:45:57.840 No one's actually got anything done. 2081 01:45:57.920 --> 01:46:01.920 Dude, think it's people watching, you know, like yeah, yeah. 2082 01:46:01.840 --> 01:46:03.920 That's that's something too. There's just kind of a lot 2083 01:46:03.920 --> 01:46:05.880 of people staring at one dude working. 2084 01:46:06.239 --> 01:46:08.119 Kind of pulled off, but you know what I mean, 2085 01:46:08.560 --> 01:46:09.920 the one that knows how to do shit. 2086 01:46:10.720 --> 01:46:13.319 I kind of think that it's just a front, if 2087 01:46:13.319 --> 01:46:15.840 we're taking it real literal. I just think it's a 2088 01:46:15.880 --> 01:46:18.720 way for them to take money, the government to take money, 2089 01:46:19.359 --> 01:46:22.479 oh hundred, Like, hey go out there. You know, we 2090 01:46:22.560 --> 01:46:27.159 got a manhole to go drill around and take twenty 2091 01:46:27.239 --> 01:46:29.000 dudes out there, will go pay him. 2092 01:46:29.359 --> 01:46:32.840 Oh dude, my dad is a U. He's like the 2093 01:46:32.880 --> 01:46:37.319 Osha safety guy. Okay, he's like the most hated person 2094 01:46:37.359 --> 01:46:40.399 everywhere he goes whenever he's working. And it's like because 2095 01:46:40.399 --> 01:46:42.880 he's always holding up the job and people are trying 2096 01:46:42.920 --> 01:46:46.399 to to, you know, climb up scaffolding without some kind 2097 01:46:46.399 --> 01:46:48.119 of brace or something like that. 2098 01:46:48.960 --> 01:46:53.199 But everybody starts putting their harnesses on and shit like that. Yeah. 2099 01:46:53.399 --> 01:46:55.760 Yeah, yeah, make sure that will you put your hard hat. 2100 01:46:55.600 --> 01:46:58.199 On, you know, yeah they all start scurrying. 2101 01:46:59.000 --> 01:47:01.600 Yeah, dude, but it is funny about just how slow 2102 01:47:01.640 --> 01:47:05.600 all that ship is. Dude, It's crazy. But anyway, look, 2103 01:47:05.760 --> 01:47:07.760 Huffy man, you are fucking legit. 2104 01:47:07.840 --> 01:47:08.079 Dude. 2105 01:47:08.119 --> 01:47:11.199 Really enjoyed this conversation and would love to do it again. 2106 01:47:11.239 --> 01:47:15.560 Brother, Hey, for sure, I loved my time and I 2107 01:47:15.760 --> 01:47:19.520 love talking to both of you guys as well, and yeah, 2108 01:47:19.560 --> 01:47:20.720 I'm down do it again. 2109 01:47:21.279 --> 01:47:25.000 Sure, all right, of course we're gonna have another episode 2110 01:47:25.000 --> 01:47:26.159 with you, but I just want to hang out with 2111 01:47:26.199 --> 01:47:26.800 you to be honest. 2112 01:47:27.399 --> 01:47:32.000 Yeah for sure, Yeah, all right, the one we will 2113 01:47:32.119 --> 01:47:34.319 uh we will see you all on the flip side, 2114 01:47:35.039 --> 01:47:35.680 I guess. 2115 01:48:00.560 --> 01:48:00.600 It. 2116 01:48:33.159 --> 01:48:33.399 Keep