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<v Speaker 1>Hm hmm. And where do they go? What's been in

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<v Speaker 1>the bathroom? Oh? Thank god, it's only two am Ah,

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<v Speaker 1>I could sleep. Wait what are they doing in there?

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<v Speaker 1>But it's all like crying? Maybe they're sick? I should

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<v Speaker 1>check on them? Shit? The different this is like they're crying, babe?

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe are you all right? Maybe you know some fine?

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<v Speaker 1>If something happened? Are you sick? What is it? Maybe?

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<v Speaker 1>Please answer me? I know you're not okay, it sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like you're crying. Can I can I come in? Oh? Hey, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry? De sired? They read? Does something wrong that

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<v Speaker 1>I upset you somehow? I'm sorry? Can we talk about it?

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<v Speaker 1>Work things out? She told I do? Oh it's on me.

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<v Speaker 1>Then what is it? Why do not show me to

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<v Speaker 1>come in there with you? Why? I don't understand? You

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<v Speaker 1>don't want me to find out? How to find out? What?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you hurt or sick? What's wrong? Why? I don't

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus people? You're shaking and swelling? Oh god, do you

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<v Speaker 1>have a fever? Here? Let me feel your forehead. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you're so cold and clamy. They you threw up. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're sick, then what's the matter? How about babe? Breathe?

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<v Speaker 1>Can you breathe? Do you need to coin ambulance? Fuck?

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<v Speaker 1>What what do you do? Okay? Okay, no ambulance came

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<v Speaker 1>over to the card and I'll hold you here. What

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<v Speaker 1>do you mean you're ongoing? Baby? You can't breathe. You

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<v Speaker 1>have to do the hospital. Now, what do you mean

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<v Speaker 1>it's all in your head? I can clearly see that

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<v Speaker 1>something is. Oh Jesus be very having a pack attack. No, no, no, no, no, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>it's gonna be okay. Fuck, what do you do? What

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<v Speaker 1>do you do? Okay, baby, I'm gonna sit down right

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<v Speaker 1>here on the floor. Okay. Now see between my legs,

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<v Speaker 1>your back against my dress. Okay, yeah, there you go,

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<v Speaker 1>press up against me. Now, just focusing only breathing and

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<v Speaker 1>try to match my pace. Okay, deeps and out. It's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be okay, Baby, I'm here, I'm right here with you.

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<v Speaker 1>Just focus on my breethy, nothing else, nothing else. Mothers

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<v Speaker 1>exp me and you trust me a new baby. Can

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<v Speaker 1>you can? I feel your heart beat? Your heart is

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<v Speaker 1>parting so hard, and try to relax. Baby, keep breathing.

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<v Speaker 1>I promise you're safe right now. You're always safe, and

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<v Speaker 1>miss me hard. I love you. I love you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>You're safe if it's gonna be okay, you're doing so

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<v Speaker 1>well baby, and I'll pass on, I promise. Then you

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<v Speaker 1>can crawl up in my arms the bed and we

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<v Speaker 1>can drift off back to sleep or don't know, something

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<v Speaker 1>to watch or whatever you want, whatever makes you feel good. Okay, No, no,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe don't be sorry. You have nothing to be sorry

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<v Speaker 1>for your perfect It's okay. I have to talk about

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<v Speaker 1>it right now. We can talk about it later when

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<v Speaker 1>you're more relaxed and comfortable. Okay, you're breathing a lot better.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you feeling as a little bit better? Now? You

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<v Speaker 1>feel a bit more calm? Good? God, you scared me

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<v Speaker 1>so bad. Sorry, I should not talk about this right now.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to upset you anymore. But you're scaring me.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought something was bring me wrong, and like medically speaking,

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<v Speaker 1>you couldn't read and see how you were strolling in

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<v Speaker 1>to preason. I thought I thought you were gonna die.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought I would lose you. Sorry, Sorry, it's all

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<v Speaker 1>right now that matters. Now you're okay, you're more call me,

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<v Speaker 1>you can breathe now. Yeah, we can only lead back

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<v Speaker 1>down in bed now here we make it up and

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<v Speaker 1>then I'll help you. Do you want me to spoon

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<v Speaker 1>your yes? Of course you can face me. Yeah, just

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<v Speaker 1>curl up into me like that and I'll hold you tight.

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<v Speaker 1>You're sure your better beep? You don't just do meet that?

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't worry, right because I want you to

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<v Speaker 1>be honest with me, want you to open up to

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<v Speaker 1>me more. I don't know exactly how you're feeling and

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<v Speaker 1>what you're thinking, no matter how bad it is, not

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<v Speaker 1>immediately or anything. You can wait, I can wait. I

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<v Speaker 1>just need you to understand that I'm here for you

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<v Speaker 1>and all of you, and don't notice you always here

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<v Speaker 1>from me. We're a team. You know you're scared. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you want to tell me? Why leave you? Why? When

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<v Speaker 1>I leave you? Why? I would you think that pig?

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<v Speaker 1>You're screwed up? What you're talking about? You're not screwed up? Wait?

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<v Speaker 1>You said that in the pattern more earlier and you

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<v Speaker 1>don't want me to find out. Do you want to

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<v Speaker 1>tell me what that something is? You mean recently your

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<v Speaker 1>minoralia has been bad? Basically? Why so you never know

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<v Speaker 1>me about I know this before. If you don't want

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<v Speaker 1>me to know that you have panic attacks and depression.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe I had no idea. We've been together for a

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<v Speaker 1>while now and I never would have guessed. I I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sorry that you feel like you couldn't tell me anything. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's partially my fault, but if you insisted,

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<v Speaker 1>isn't I get it. The depression makes you feel like

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<v Speaker 1>a persion, so you wanted to hide it. But it's sweetly,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't have to hide anything from me, nothing about

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<v Speaker 1>you or anything. It would never make me feel like

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<v Speaker 1>you're a burden. Nothing would ever stop me from loving you,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want to be there for you. I want

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<v Speaker 1>to help you when you're from the press stored in shaus.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't wante to suffer, especially not alone. Please believe me,

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<v Speaker 1>everything I'm saying is true, and we might be scariest

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<v Speaker 1>for us to open up all but promise I'll catch

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<v Speaker 1>you every time you fall. I love you. It's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>You can cry if you need to keep holding you

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<v Speaker 1>and you can lead it all out on my drest.

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<v Speaker 1>There you go, and honor of your back. Of course,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe you don't have to think me. I do all

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<v Speaker 1>this for you anytime, and I know you do the

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<v Speaker 1>same for me. Well, of course, you're going to mean

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<v Speaker 1>to a sweetheart. I really want a panic attack. I'm worry.

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<v Speaker 1>You're perfect, Okay, you don't have to talk about it

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<v Speaker 1>if you don't want to, you do, okay, Maybe I'm

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<v Speaker 1>wears And don't you dare say or think that it's

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<v Speaker 1>stupid because it's not. Okay, So it wasn't really anything

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<v Speaker 1>that triggered it. That happen sometimes so you couldn't fall asleep,

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<v Speaker 1>But you didn't mean to wake me up. But then

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<v Speaker 1>you started to thinking and panicking. Why didn't you want

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<v Speaker 1>to wake me up? You could have hooked me up

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<v Speaker 1>before the panicatt I really kicked in, he said, because

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<v Speaker 1>you thought you could be a person. You didn't want

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<v Speaker 1>to be knowing about the depression anxiety because you want

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<v Speaker 1>it to be the perfect one for me. Did you

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<v Speaker 1>really think that just because you suffer from melent I

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<v Speaker 1>help that I want to want you? You really think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm that shallow? Sorry? Sorry, and not just your bringing

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<v Speaker 1>in Russia. But maybe please believe me when I say

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<v Speaker 1>that you're perfect just the way you are, even though

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<v Speaker 1>you have to deal with depression and anxiety, it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>make you any less amazing. You're the best thing ever

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<v Speaker 1>happened to me. I love you so much, of course

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it. I see that when you're look in

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<v Speaker 1>your eyes you want to really kiss there. You are

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<v Speaker 1>feeling better. Good, I'm glad when you tell me more

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<v Speaker 1>about everything when you're feeling better, I want to know

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<v Speaker 1>it all, everything about you. Yeah, we can just keep

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<v Speaker 1>falling for now until we fall back to sleep, but

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<v Speaker 1>promise me weaken be after you can't sleep. I love you.

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<v Speaker 1>You're perfect.