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Speaker 1: Eden Blair my guest for the evening. If you want

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to call or text her, you know exactly where you

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can find her at. Eden Blair links to all of

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our social media in the episode description below. Please make

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sure you support the creators that come on this show,

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otherwise they don't come on anymore.

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Speaker 2: It's quite simple.

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Speaker 1: If I tell them, hey, people will go to your

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stuff and then no one fucking shows up. Zoop doesn't work.

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Ladies and gentlemen, my guest tonight, Eden Blair. Eden, thank

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you so much for coming on with me.

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Speaker 3: Of course, I'm very happy to be here.

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Speaker 1: You are the first guest I have talked to that

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is currently in a bus.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I would.

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Speaker 1: I would like to get into that in a little

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bit because I think we we we are along the

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same mindset in some aspects perhaps. Okay, let me ask

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you first question right off the bat, what do you consider,

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with all that you do in life for revenue, what

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do you consider your job title to be?

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Speaker 3: I'm an adult performer and creator.

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Speaker 1: Okay, all right, very fair, very fair, I like that one.

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Can you talk me through how you initially got into

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the adult entertainment industry. Let's clear out the history first.

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And then we'll get into the now in the future.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Well, a little bit about my like overall background,

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I've always been a little bit saucier and more open

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with the way I address than a lot of people

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my you know, my when I was in school and everything,

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I moved out at nineteen, started working, and at some

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point before I turned twenty one, I was a doorga

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letta strip club. And then when I was I don't know,

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twenty twenty two, I think, is I started dancing, and

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then it's like in between there, I camned and did

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a few things. I've modeled outright, like since I was

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eighteen under my name, and did a lot with that,

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did a lot of car magazines and car shows and things.

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And then I always wondered about doing movies, and I

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had just broken up with somebody, and then I also

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had to leave school. I was going to be a

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autobody tech, so I wanted to restore a classic cars.

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I was top of my class, and then we started

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working with polishing compound and it turned out I'm severely

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allergic to one of the chemicals in it, and I

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had to drop out of school when I was six

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months from finishing so it kind of sucked. But I

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saw this documentary and I actually got to the director,

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and I'm trying to remember the name of it off

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the top of my head right now, and I can't.

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Speaker 2: Also remember where you saw it.

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Speaker 3: Maybe I believe it was a documentary that was on

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HBO at the time. This is in twenty fourteen, so

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but yeah, it was something. And then it was a

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h R rated look in an X rated industry or

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something like that, and I got to meet the director,

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I believe Gavin Something or Michael Something. But I saw

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that and basically what that showed versus every other documentary

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that I've ever seen was a positive look at the

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industry and not just like attacking attacking. I got to

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see fans, I got to see entourages, I got to,

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you know, see more performers and kind of behind the

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scenes of what the AVN show was, and that's where

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they filmed that at and I was just like, I

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can do that. And so in another documentary I had seen,

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someone had mentioned like Latata and so that is a

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Los Angeles group of talle agencies that are all licensed

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for adult industry. So I looked that up. Had my

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first full spread egal nuts taken by local photographer that

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I knew I was in North Carolina at the time,

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sent them to all ten of the agencies and got

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a call. And then the next week I had all

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my stuff loaded up and I drove myself alone for

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four days across the United States to LA and three

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days after I got there, I did my first scene

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and the rest is history.

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Speaker 1: There is so many questions for me to ask with that.

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Let's go back to the strip club. The initial thing

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you did, you said to it was was it a.

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Speaker 2: Door girl bar? Okay, okay, yep?

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Speaker 1: Was it inevitable you were gonna get on that stage

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or did you know I was gonna say, did you

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see some girl hit one night and you're like, oh fuck?

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Speaker 2: Or was it like man, I gotta pay this bill? Maybe?

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I like there was just a moment, like there was

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times when I was like no, no, no, no, no,

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that'll never you know, and then I just realized, like,

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I'm comfortable with it, so I'm gonna do it, like

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I believe, like for me, there was something with like

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my upbringing maybe holding me back a little bit, and

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like I always knew me down inside though that this

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just fit me, like the sex industry world fit me,

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and I was able to you know, work for myself,

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my own money, control my time, and have a lot

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more freedom. And so I think that that was part

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of that draw. But also like I've always been comfortable

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with my body, and so you know, I think it

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became inevitable.

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Speaker 2: At one point. Sure, sure, so okay, all right.

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Speaker 1: I always wonder that if it's if it's a thing

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where you were taking the job at the front and

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you go, oh, man, I really I don't think I

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could ever do that, and then a girl walks off

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tells you that, I mean ten thousand dollars to night,

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and you go, well, now I have to figure out

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a way to do that.

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Speaker 3: Well, keep in mind, this is the way back in

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two thousand and eight, two thousand and nine, so that

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was when I first started, And I mean a thousand

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dollars was like crazy money per night, you know, and

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like but you know, like people love like show big

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money and big things and like and that's like possible

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in certain areas in the world, you know, but for

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all places, like especially the kind of clubs I personally

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like to frequent. Because I'm a curveyer girl, I would

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get declined from a lot of like the big shiny

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gentlemen's clubs. Even when I lived in California and I

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was looking for a club the dance in between shoots,

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I still couldn't get into certain clubs just because of

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my my body type and where my tattoos are placed.

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I worked out were like these little divy little rock

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bars and stuff, and you know, and and like band

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Aids is a really famous club that I danced in Scottsdale, Arizona,

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and I wanted, you know, wanted to work at Pantera

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down the road, and Nope, wasn't skinny enough. They're they

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straight and then come back and audition again. Is what

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they told me.

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Speaker 1: Whoa was that guy totally ripped in great shape and everything.

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Speaker 2: Did he look like me?

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Speaker 3: Yeah? Right? You know, like it always do.

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Speaker 1: Is.

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Speaker 3: I wish more women owned clubs because I feel like

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they would probably make a lot more money and the

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girls would be a lot happier, but we can get

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into you know, extremely predatory club practices or maybe next

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time of them on we'll talk about let me.

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Speaker 1: Ask you, how was your club experience actually working there?

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I'll say this and we'll get into it, because maybe

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this isn't the best.

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Speaker 3: Uh depends on the club, honestly.

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Speaker 2: Okay, all right.

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Speaker 3: I've been at really nice clubs that treated everyone like shit,

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and I've been at really shitty clubs that treated lake family.

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Speaker 2: So okay, all right.

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Speaker 1: See, I was going to ask about the women only

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because on Twitter today's a different case, and we'll maybe

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talk about that. We won't mention names or anything. I'll

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bring something up to you and just get your opinion

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on it. But normally, when I see porn star Twitter,

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I think, oh my god, these girls are going to

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go at each other's throats, They're going to be get

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you know, we got to get this, we got to

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get the bag.

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Speaker 2: Whatever you would say if you.

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Speaker 1: Were a younger, you know, person not mels are like

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that dance see, And that's the thing, those the pointsters

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online are so supportive and like together, yeah yeah, yeah,

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And but I've heard horror stories about dancers.

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Speaker 3: There's always going to be me and girls, there's always

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going to be bad actors. Like it doesn't matter what

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industry you're in, where you work, you know. Like I

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think that's something important to say with what's also happening

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right now, like in the world. And uh, like it's

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the shame that everyone tries to put on everyone, and

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I think that really like does eat up a lot

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of people too, because like we get hatred like no

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one else. Like it's it's crazy, but everyone forgets. We

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all sell our bodies. Some of us just choose to

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charge up front, so you know, So it's it's incredible,

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like I you know, I I've seen some really really

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really catty people, and I've seen some of the most incredible, intelligent,

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hard working, caring people I've ever met in my entire life.

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lot of places, you know, and so the industry, for

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the most part, is just a collection of really really

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good people who are just a little bit different, you know,

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than they find you.

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Speaker 1: All right, let me test my memory. When you were

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saying you wanted to work in autobody repair, my first

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thought was she would be the hottest person that's ever

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worked in autobody repair, right, But then I thought about,

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you know, what you could have definitely done if you

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got into that.

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Speaker 2: I could see you as like.

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Speaker 1: The woman on one of those teams on like a

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TLC show or a History Channel show where they're like

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fixing up an old car and they're like, let's check

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with Eden what she thinks about the bodywork on this.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that was also something that I always thought would

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be really cool. Yeah, but I, like I said, when

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I modeled, my entrance into that at eighteen, was some

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non nude men's magazine stuff and car magazines and car shows.

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but I started getting like offers to come and work

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the shows as a model at the shows and do

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all that stuff. And so I really got to see

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and appreciate like a lot of really beautiful cars with

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really extraordinary work done to them. And I wanted to

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be able to do that, Like that was what I

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wanted to do, you know. So, and I had two

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shops that wanted to hire me straight out straight out

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of school already, like before I even finished.

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Speaker 1: But you know, if I come in your shop and

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breathe the fumes, I'll die. So I actually can't accept

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this job.

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Speaker 2: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I got I was getting like hives everywhere. It

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was horrible.

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Speaker 2: You pointed out your tattoos.

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Speaker 1: Now my wife has about fourteen and she just got

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some cash, so she's gonna add about ten more. I

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personally love your tattoo. What would you call that above

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your waist on your.

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Speaker 3: Stomach a waist tattoo?

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Speaker 1: Okay, let me ask do you look okay? You said

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it may have not cost you opportunities or did it

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cost you opportunities early on?

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Speaker 2: Is that fair to say?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 3: No, absolutely cost it constantly up to the day I

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moved out of Cali. So it's some companies just prefer

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no tattoos. Some companies, we'll let it slide. I almost

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didn't work for Hustler. There was like a showdown in

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the Hustler office.

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Speaker 2: Hustler really Larry Flint's Hustler.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. Like so when I did my first first scene

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for Hustler, there were two men that worked in the office.

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One of them saw me at my second ex BIS

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Awards red carpet where I did not come to play. Okay,

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I wore like at my hair, like I had stopped

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dyeing my hair black, so it was red. I had

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a blue dress that was just solid sequence that went

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all the way to the floor, and I looked like

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a fucking mermaid. And I had big old stripper hills

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I had to, so I was super tall. And so

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he noticed me like all the way across the room

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at the red carpet area and came over, said hi

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to me, told him who my agent was, and then

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like a week later went in for a go see

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with some other girls. And then three days after that

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I got the call that I got booking. And then

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the guy that I had run into was one of

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their marketing directors or whatever, but he was the guy

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that booked all the girls, him and two others, and

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he told me that they got like into it over

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my tattoos because they didn't want they didn't like, like

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two of them really really didn't like them. And he

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was like, give this girl a shot. This is like

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my first year in right, So this is yeah, I'd

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been in for one year, second second expiz because my

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first X biz was like the week I got to LA,

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so it was I have picked sure that I look horrible.

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really like advocated for me because he thought I would

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sell well, and so they decided to give me a

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shot and then had multiple scenes with them after that.

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So and been in a couple of other magazines and stuff.

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So it's been it's been great. Never been a cover,

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but you know, had full spread going on in there,

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so it works out.

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Speaker 2: So do you do you regret them now or no?

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That no, no, no.

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Speaker 3: All of my tattoos have a philosophical meaning to me,

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and I got them at certain points in my life

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to represent that point in my life. So I would

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never regret a tattoo. And besides, like a regrets just

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a lesson that you don't learn something from, gotcha, you know,

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So like I don't have regrets. I have lessons that

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I learned from and they can only turn into a

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regret if you duplicate that, right.

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Speaker 1: So I interviewed Stephanie Love, who's very tech, very tattooed performer,

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and at the end, I asked, what's a thing of

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advice she would give to a younger woman looking to

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get into this industry, you know, in her twenties or whatever,

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and she's trying to find something to do and she screamed. Now,

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Stephanie screams at everything. So I love her for that, Like,

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don't get me wrong, but she screamed at me, no,

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don't get tattoos, don't ever get tattooed. And now she's

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getting removed. It seems like, well, look, everyone's personal preference.

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I totally get that. I just don't understand why in

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twenty twenty five they come down so hard on like tattoos.

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I thought people like tattoos. I thought people love tattoos

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or is it ebbing and flowing?

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Speaker 3: So that's like there's another like sub factor that I've

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noticed with the industry when it comes to tattooed models.

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It we'll get to that, but but yeah, predominantly you'll

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get like a couple of heavily tattooed performers that are

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doing like a wide variety of scenes. But those girls

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are extremely rare, right, Like Christy Mack is a prime

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example of one of those, right.

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Speaker 2: Or Bonnie Rotten.

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Speaker 3: Bonnie Rotten is another example, right, So, but there aren't

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many that get pushed out past like just doing taboo

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tattooed only like Kink and like those kinds of things, right,

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So that's it's hard life say say things with that.

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But like, but they tend to do like they're working

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for like Burning Angel for example, right, Like they're in

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a very specific niche, right, And even those performers, Like

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if I was a heavily tattooed performer and I had

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the restrictions on my scenes that I have, I probably

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wouldn't get any work or very very very rarely would

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get work. I already didn't get a lot of work

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that I could have gotten because I have restrictions for

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my like my scenes obviously, right, So like I don't

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do anal for instance, right, So like a bunch of scenes,

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especially for me being a very wide hipped, very curby girl,

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Like my agents were constantly trying to like get me

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to do it, and I tried one, didn't didn't go.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, that's it. I'm not not gonna

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put my body through that, Like that's it's not for me, right,

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So you know. So, but it's like, but when you

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look at tattooed models, like a lot of times they're

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doing like really really rough scenes and it almost like

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a lot of times they get pigeonholed into that, and

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then you do get tattoo miles that like break out

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like Cleo Valentine is a really good example. That's done

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a lot of like Wicked movies and Adam and even

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stuff right, and they get a chance to do like

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the romance scenes and stuff. But it's very rare for

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them to like get that get those opportunities without being

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like a really really big name at some point.

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Speaker 1: So what is your opinion on why that is? Is

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it like an old Guard is still.

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Speaker 3: Runnings, it's just sales like right now, like the industry

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has transitioned into from what I've been hearing where they

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are evaluating porn hub subscribers, they're evaluating all your social

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media subscribers, and they won't Some companies won't hire someone

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if they don't have over a certain amount, right, which

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is unfortunate because if that would have been the case,

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because Twitter was around when I joined in twenty fourteen,

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Instagram was around, like all of those things. If that

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would have been the case when I first got in

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the industry, I didn't have a Twitter account like at all.

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I didn't have a porn aub account like I of

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course not like why would I write if that was

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the case. Now there's possibility that there were, there are

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a lot of opportunities I would have never gotten, right,

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And so I really don't think that's right, And I

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don't like especially with us getting consistently banned and shadow

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band and our accounts getting taken down and like all,

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I feel like it's not something you can really show

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value with, like as much as you know they maybe

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think they can, right, which is how a lot of

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like OnlyFans casting is done is they're like, oh, what

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is your subscriber account? Like all that, But there are

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professional companies that do the same thing. But when I

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was in it was traditional gossies going to the head

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of the casting getting naked, letting them take a few

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pictures and seeing if you get a call like that's.

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Speaker 1: Right, right, yeah, Like yeah, that's crazy. I mean part

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of me understands it, right, Like they're.

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Speaker 3: Not not in what the world works. Now I get it,

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but it's still because I'm like, I feel like there's

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probably someone who's just starting out who doesn't have that,

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who maybe doesn't get those opportunities. But at the end

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of the day, also any new performer who's brands spank

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and new that gets pushed out by the agents, and

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so they'll get a whole bunch of book and then

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if they're you know, good for the company, or they're

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at you know, an adequate performer, and it doesn't shock

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them or like make them want to leave, they'll get

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more bookies and they'll be able to stay in the industry.

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I think that's part of it too, is like it's

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to have like an extended career. It is difficult.

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Speaker 1: I do a New Girl interview show too, and I

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get people on who I always try and look for

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people who are going to make this a career, right.

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I don't necessarily want to have an interview with you

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here if you're going to ask me to pull it

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six months from now. Not that I won't, I just don't.

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I just don't want to have to go back and forth.

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Speaker 2: I'll put it.

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Speaker 3: Out months, you know, so it's under a year.

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Speaker 1: Sure, But to me it seems like, yeah, I when

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I talk to them, a lot of them get started

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in camming and they hit you with that new title

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on the cam sites, right, and I see the girls

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with five thousand, six thousand, seven thousand people sometimes and

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then I always ask them, I go, did it eventually

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fall off? Like as you were still camming more? And

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they're like, yeah, So it sounds like it's almost that

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thing where you get that bump at the beginning. Oh

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I've never seen Eden Blair before. Ooh, let's have her on.

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Oh God, let's put her in four or five six scenes.

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And if she pops and the social media follows along

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with it and people want to see her and there's

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good comments and everything else, that's great. And if not,

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we'll back out to the wilderness. She'll find something to do.

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That's a really kind of scary way of doing like

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I have. I'm coming at this, by the way, Sorry,

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if I throw my hands at the screen a lot,

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that's what I do. If I'm not even Italian. But

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I still talk with my hands all the time.

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Speaker 2: So there's that. Uh.

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Speaker 1: It seems like I would come into this if I

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had no knowledge of the industry, right, I would think,

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here's my job. I'm a hot girl. I'm gonna show

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up on set, I'm gonna have sex for a little while.

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I'm gonna collect my giant paycheck at the end and

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go home and not have to do anything else. Right,

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did you realize or I guess if you started that.

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Speaker 3: Work was gonna entail you did. But like, yeah, but

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that is the dream that's sold, right, And it's like

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number one generally unless you're like the performer of the year,

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Like you're getting average rate, right, Like that's for a

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boy girl eight hundred to one thousand dollars. Wow, yeah,

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so that's so that's the thing, right, And as a performer,

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like let's just say, like you're someone like me, like

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I'm an average height, average build, few tattoos, still pretty

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don't have my tits done, you know. And I was

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twenty four when I got in, right, Like you look

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at that and it's like you have to have something else, sure,

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you know, like it's for me. It was that battle

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because it's like, oh, you know, they really they really

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love like little tiny girls and they like or they

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like curber women to have like bigger, bigger, bigger, fuller, fuller,

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like big fake you know that kind of thing, or

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you're a BBW. I felt like too far in the middle, sure, right,

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So it was really it was really difficult to place me.

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It was difficult to do all those things. But my professionalism,

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the level at which I perform. All of those things

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all tie into that as well. Right, So, like I'm

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showing up definitely on time. Oh you want to call

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me because someone else canceled. Great, I'll be there in

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full hair and makeup in an hour.

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Speaker 4: Right.

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Speaker 3: So it's those little things that build up to having

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relatively consistent bookings. And by that I mean maybe I'll

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get three to six in a month, right, Okay, at

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the height of my career, I was getting between five

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and eight month, right. And those scenes could be a

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boy girl that pays a thousand dollars, We'll say, right,

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probably it's a girl girl. Okay, that's the seven hundred

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bucks solo five hundred bucks hand dobbed three hundred dollars, right,

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it could it may not be enough, right, So, like

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you do anything you can do that. I learned how

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to be a PA. I was a makeup artist like

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I you know, I was an extra, like, did a

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lot of things. I'm sorry, my dog is drinking water,

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you know what.

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Speaker 1: I'm sure it'll cut out. Don't sweat it. I've had

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so many pets on this show. It's great.

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Speaker 3: You want to see.

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Speaker 2: Let's see Oh name Sonny Sunshine. That's cute.

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Speaker 3: I have eleven, and she may not be with us

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this time next year. We'll see.

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Speaker 2: Oh I'm sorry to do that. I have a cat

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named David, so that's my thing. One eyed cat named Rollo.

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But he's I get.

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Speaker 1: I totally get that. That that that is a great breakdown.

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So today, let's say you know you're pushing your your reaching.

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Speaker 3: Out the paper athletes. It's hard, like it's you know,

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because like people imagine like what they see as a

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finished piece to be You're good.

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Speaker 2: You're good. It's not bad. I swear to you, it's

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not bad. If it's bad for you, you can it's gonna

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pick it up. Whatever you need to do.

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Speaker 3: What you go lay down? What was I saying?

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Speaker 1: I don't know something about we were talking about the scenes.

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How many scenes you're going to get the average?

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Speaker 3: Oh if people people see like they'll see like, oh, okay,

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well this is like a five minute gonzo or ten

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minute gones or fifteen minute gonzo or something, or a

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thirty minute gonzo and they assume that thirty minute scene

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takes thirty minutes. Now, yeah, you are incredibly lucky if

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you get in and out and under two hours. Like

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we're working all days sometimes and so like you do

475
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have to put yourself out there, and like you'd have

476
00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:17,119
to be an athlete, you need to know exactly what

477
00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:20,559
your boundaries are and you need to know you know

478
00:26:20,799 --> 00:26:22,480
that you can in fact put your foot down with

479
00:26:22,519 --> 00:26:24,680
an agent, You can put your foot down with the

480
00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:26,519
director if you need to, like you know, like you

481
00:26:26,559 --> 00:26:28,920
can reprimmand a scene partner if you need to. And

482
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,880
hopefully because you have the right conversation before you do

483
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,119
the scene, you don't have to do any of that,

484
00:26:33,559 --> 00:26:38,720
but you know it can happen. But it's like you

485
00:26:38,799 --> 00:26:41,160
have to be ready to go that extra mile, Like

486
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:43,599
you have to sit in traffic for two hours to

487
00:26:43,599 --> 00:26:46,079
get a set. You have to get up at four

488
00:26:46,119 --> 00:26:48,240
am to get to an eight am call for a

489
00:26:48,279 --> 00:26:50,680
twelve hour long set. You don't know, you know. So

490
00:26:50,839 --> 00:26:56,039
it's I think that's where the make or break happens.

491
00:26:56,119 --> 00:27:00,960
I think if you can be a professional, like real professional,

492
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:05,359
even if you're doing content trades, that will be that

493
00:27:05,519 --> 00:27:09,960
difference of creating a career that last and fizzing out

494
00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:10,519
really quickly.

495
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:13,599
Speaker 1: The I think so many, especially even some of the

496
00:27:13,599 --> 00:27:15,720
newer girls I interviewed, no one that's been out so

497
00:27:15,799 --> 00:27:17,480
don't be like, oh I think this one did da

498
00:27:17,519 --> 00:27:21,680
if you're listening to this. But so many newer people

499
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:25,240
coming into this don't understand it. Professionalism is like the

500
00:27:25,279 --> 00:27:28,960
biggest thing person you could have, the hottest nineteen twenty

501
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:31,519
whatever year old girl you want to say, she doesn't

502
00:27:31,519 --> 00:27:33,759
show up to set, you don't shoot something. You know,

503
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:37,519
like I had a comedy show before this and we

504
00:27:37,519 --> 00:27:39,400
were able to book by.

505
00:27:40,039 --> 00:27:44,119
Speaker 3: A boundary, right right, And that's you know, it's that

506
00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:46,880
kind of thing. But so like I've met career I've

507
00:27:46,920 --> 00:27:53,160
met new OnlyFans creators at expos who are asking to

508
00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:55,039
do scenes like oh, what's your right for this or

509
00:27:55,079 --> 00:27:57,160
like that? And I'm like, well, who you were? And

510
00:27:57,240 --> 00:28:01,880
like they don't they're not even aware of what the

511
00:28:01,960 --> 00:28:05,359
current testing protocol is. They're not aware of the need

512
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:09,359
for certain levels of paperwork or certain conversations or getting

513
00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:11,920
a recorded conversation or getting you know, things like that.

514
00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:15,400
And I think that that's something that's important to voice.

515
00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,799
And like FSC does a really good job, and you know,

516
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:21,200
Alex Cole is a really great person for that as well,

517
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:26,079
who's really open about like speak up for yourself. But yeah,

518
00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:27,960
I mean, like if you're not a professional, like, you're

519
00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:29,640
not going to go anywhere in this industry.

520
00:28:29,960 --> 00:28:31,079
Speaker 2: So let me ask you about that.

521
00:28:31,119 --> 00:28:35,839
Speaker 1: I don't want to use any names only because you know,

522
00:28:36,079 --> 00:28:39,880
I'm not convicting anyone personally, like I have no experience

523
00:28:39,920 --> 00:28:43,279
with the p On Twitter today, it's blowing up. I'm

524
00:28:43,319 --> 00:28:46,359
seeing a lot of people going after a male performer

525
00:28:46,839 --> 00:28:49,640
saying he did inappropriate things and this and that. Totally

526
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:51,519
get that, everyone should be able to voice it. But

527
00:28:51,559 --> 00:28:54,559
I'm also seeing other female performers who are saying, you know,

528
00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:56,400
I worked with him, he was fine with me. I

529
00:28:56,480 --> 00:29:00,359
understand your experience, but mine was okay. So I'm not

530
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:04,880
necessarily gonna attack this guy, tear this guy down. I

531
00:29:04,920 --> 00:29:06,480
don't know where I sit on that. As a man,

532
00:29:06,519 --> 00:29:09,720
I probably shouldn't actually sit anywhere. Sit back, shut up, listen,

533
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:13,599
let people talk. How do you feel about the cancelations,

534
00:29:13,759 --> 00:29:16,559
the this and that in this industry.

535
00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:20,519
Speaker 3: As someone that has had an extremely bad set day,

536
00:29:20,799 --> 00:29:26,319
sure where it should have been bad enough that that

537
00:29:26,359 --> 00:29:30,319
performer was never at the very he's hired by that

538
00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:34,079
company again, and then seeing him back on set three

539
00:29:34,119 --> 00:29:38,279
weeks later after I got an apology from the owner

540
00:29:38,319 --> 00:29:41,119
of the company, like all, you know, all of these things.

541
00:29:42,599 --> 00:29:48,759
It's it's a hard thing, you know, because like everyone's human.

542
00:29:48,839 --> 00:29:52,319
But at the end of the day, you know, you

543
00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:55,400
listen to victims very often, you know, these people that

544
00:29:55,440 --> 00:30:00,839
are speaking up, like especially industry, we if we're being generally,

545
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:04,759
like we got receipts of some kind generally. So it's

546
00:30:05,799 --> 00:30:08,759
it's just a matter of like being there to listen

547
00:30:09,359 --> 00:30:15,519
and to you know, be understanding and like and but

548
00:30:15,559 --> 00:30:17,759
the thing is, too, is like it goes farther than

549
00:30:17,799 --> 00:30:26,079
that sometimes because you know, like it's not just he said,

550
00:30:26,079 --> 00:30:28,400
she said, kind of situations like they can be like

551
00:30:28,559 --> 00:30:31,720
really really really really dangerous, you know. So it's just

552
00:30:31,759 --> 00:30:37,559
because oh I met you know, like, uh, there's a

553
00:30:37,559 --> 00:30:41,759
girl I know who dated a guy for years. He

554
00:30:41,839 --> 00:30:45,240
was extremely abusive to her. I met him, I almost

555
00:30:45,279 --> 00:30:48,240
did a scene with him. I thought he was a

556
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:53,640
really really nice guy, you know, but seeing what he

557
00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:57,480
did her, you know, and especially like some of the

558
00:30:57,519 --> 00:31:00,960
things he'd like I heard you know from that too.

559
00:31:01,039 --> 00:31:05,039
It's like that was something that he did like on

560
00:31:05,079 --> 00:31:08,519
a personal thing, like in their home behind closed doors, right,

561
00:31:08,599 --> 00:31:13,359
And I'm like, but that guy I don't think should

562
00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:16,880
be working in this end where you have people who

563
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:20,400
are being extremely vulnerable with you, you know. Like so

564
00:31:21,079 --> 00:31:25,559
it's you know, because like the scenes that we shoot,

565
00:31:25,759 --> 00:31:28,359
some of the things that we do can easily easily

566
00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:33,880
easily be extremely dangerous to do. For sure, I dislocated

567
00:31:33,880 --> 00:31:36,039
a hip and tore ah Abram at a set just

568
00:31:36,079 --> 00:31:38,039
because we slid off the couch at the wrong angle.

569
00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:40,160
So and I was out for eight months. So it's

570
00:31:40,480 --> 00:31:43,480
you know, like so for me, like if someone is

571
00:31:43,839 --> 00:31:49,920
not safe emostally stable, maybe they shouldn't be in front

572
00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:51,839
of a camera with the scene partner just in case,

573
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:54,359
you know. So that's that's something. But like guys that

574
00:31:54,400 --> 00:31:57,839
are doing things on sets that have like obvious yes

575
00:31:57,880 --> 00:32:00,720
they absolutely did do it, they should be blacklisted, and

576
00:32:00,799 --> 00:32:02,839
very often a lot of times they just go reinvent

577
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:05,400
themselves and come back until they get caught again. So

578
00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:08,400
it's a early hard cycle that we see. But like

579
00:32:09,079 --> 00:32:12,200
I think people like to take the porn industry about

580
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:16,200
that particularly because like, oh, yeah, see it's all these

581
00:32:16,519 --> 00:32:19,839
all these you know, violent men and you know, drug

582
00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:22,319
addicts and like all this thing, and I'm like, but

583
00:32:22,359 --> 00:32:26,559
it's not though, because if every single thing that happened

584
00:32:27,079 --> 00:32:30,799
in a break room or an office or a school

585
00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:37,000
or like a park or a shop or anything got

586
00:32:37,039 --> 00:32:41,599
as much traction and visibility as it gets. When someone

587
00:32:41,599 --> 00:32:45,039
in our industry shares a story, you would realize it's

588
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:48,279
so common. It's so common, and all we can do

589
00:32:48,359 --> 00:32:49,720
is try to protect each other.

590
00:32:50,079 --> 00:32:53,079
Speaker 2: So that's I get that.

591
00:32:53,079 --> 00:32:55,200
Speaker 1: That makes total sense to me, And I think that's

592
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:58,559
like the best breakdown. I got caught up because halfway

593
00:32:58,559 --> 00:33:00,880
through you gave me a new question. Shouldn't ask every

594
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:03,799
girl what's your worst porn injury? I apologize that you

595
00:33:03,839 --> 00:33:06,200
went through that with your laborum and then put you out,

596
00:33:06,599 --> 00:33:08,480
but that is a great question I will be asking

597
00:33:08,519 --> 00:33:09,079
from now on.

598
00:33:09,359 --> 00:33:10,519
Speaker 2: I I totally am.

599
00:33:10,599 --> 00:33:12,839
Speaker 3: I haven't had happened yet. Hopefully they never do. That's

600
00:33:12,839 --> 00:33:16,079
all I can say, because that was horrible.

601
00:33:18,079 --> 00:33:22,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, I can't imagine and in that situation, like were

602
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:24,680
you just in total pain or were you just like

603
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:25,400
what the fuck?

604
00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:33,039
Speaker 3: I disassociate into just feeling like what's happening in a

605
00:33:33,039 --> 00:33:40,000
scene when I'm in a scene, Like the only wayness

606
00:33:40,200 --> 00:33:41,920
is like if you see like an actor in like

607
00:33:41,960 --> 00:33:44,720
a really really emotional scene in a movie like and

608
00:33:44,759 --> 00:33:48,000
they're there, they are that person in that moment. That's

609
00:33:48,119 --> 00:33:49,759
that's how I am in a scene. And the problem

610
00:33:49,839 --> 00:33:51,839
is for me is I will push myself to complete

611
00:33:51,880 --> 00:33:55,519
something with that dissociation. I don't feel it for a minute.

612
00:33:55,559 --> 00:33:59,039
It's adrenaline and it's you know, sex and everything else, right,

613
00:33:59,119 --> 00:34:02,359
So it's crazy. But yeah, we slid down. His leg

614
00:34:02,440 --> 00:34:06,720
was underneath this this leg like near my hip hinge,

615
00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:10,320
and we were in missionary and we slid off the

616
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:11,960
couch because it was like one hundred something in the

617
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:13,960
house and there was like eight of us in the scene,

618
00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,360
and so it was it was crazy. It was an

619
00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:19,639
already scene. And we slid off the couch and his

620
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:22,079
hand was on my knee caup, so all the weight

621
00:34:22,119 --> 00:34:24,480
went down towards the floor, and since his leg was

622
00:34:24,599 --> 00:34:29,519
under my hip, it just you know, and I put

623
00:34:29,559 --> 00:34:32,159
my right back in because I'm hyper mobile, luckily, but

624
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:35,840
my laborom did tear it over extended, so my label tour.

625
00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:39,159
I managed to finish the scene, had to be helped

626
00:34:39,159 --> 00:34:43,239
to my vehicle. But uh, but you never know it

627
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:47,360
watching the scene. So that's professionalism there you go profession

628
00:34:47,519 --> 00:34:49,000
like when and praise for doing the mummy with the

629
00:34:49,039 --> 00:34:50,559
broken back. You know, it's the whole thing.

630
00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:52,559
Speaker 2: You said earlier.

631
00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:55,000
Speaker 1: There are a couple of things that are that you

632
00:34:55,039 --> 00:34:57,760
exclude in general, like you won't shoot this type of

633
00:34:58,039 --> 00:34:59,519
Is that what it would that? What would that be

634
00:34:59,599 --> 00:35:01,079
called that? Your limitation list?

635
00:35:01,119 --> 00:35:01,719
Speaker 2: Your no list?

636
00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:05,000
Speaker 3: I thought, no, yeah, like my boundaries, Like a no

637
00:35:05,199 --> 00:35:10,159
list is usually the term for like performers, we won't

638
00:35:10,159 --> 00:35:12,159
work with that. We can give our agents so we

639
00:35:12,199 --> 00:35:15,199
won't get booked with those people, like for example, the

640
00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:18,239
guy I had a bad experience with, right, so so

641
00:35:18,280 --> 00:35:20,639
that way I never had to work with him again. Like,

642
00:35:21,159 --> 00:35:22,719
no matter what the scene is, if there's a no

643
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:26,039
list and it's a possibility some like that person could

644
00:35:26,039 --> 00:35:29,000
be there, the agent lets the cast and department know, right,

645
00:35:29,239 --> 00:35:33,039
and there could be like a chance cider like I

646
00:35:33,079 --> 00:35:35,840
could get dropped from that scene, or they'll drop the

647
00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:37,840
male talent, get different male talent. Usually they'll drop a

648
00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:38,840
male talent, but you never know.

649
00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,480
Speaker 1: Have you ever had where you're on set and there

650
00:35:41,519 --> 00:35:45,039
was a male cancelation and they potentially flowed it.

651
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:47,519
Speaker 3: Like I've had my scene partner switched on me, like

652
00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:51,519
on set before, like when I showed up, So it happens,

653
00:35:51,519 --> 00:35:53,920
like it's just what it is. Just like we don't

654
00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:56,400
get a choose who we work with generally unless we're

655
00:35:56,440 --> 00:36:00,360
doing like private content. You know, some of the really

656
00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:04,519
big name performers can like they'll do like what are

657
00:36:04,519 --> 00:36:09,360
they called, like where it's like their movie, like their

658
00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:12,760
their sex their sex movie, and they all get to

659
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:14,960
pick every single person for that, right. Some people are

660
00:36:15,039 --> 00:36:17,639
lucky enough to get to that level that they get

661
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:21,119
like that deluxe release and like they get from like

662
00:36:21,239 --> 00:36:23,920
whatever company and they get or pick everyone in that

663
00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:28,199
movie and like figure out like like but I don't know,

664
00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:30,480
there's a lot of opportunities you can get. Like Casey Caliber,

665
00:36:31,599 --> 00:36:35,119
for example, has written movies like she directs right, so

666
00:36:35,239 --> 00:36:39,119
like and she was just a performer, you know, begins.

667
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:40,599
Speaker 1: So what are some of the things on your bound

668
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:43,079
Like what is if I go to one of your

669
00:36:43,199 --> 00:36:45,360
channels where I can check out your content, what is

670
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:50,199
something like I'm not gonna say like this turns.

671
00:36:49,079 --> 00:36:56,480
Speaker 3: Racial, but I do not use derogatory terminology. But like

672
00:36:56,719 --> 00:37:03,599
I don't do but stuff really like like ever on

673
00:37:03,639 --> 00:37:06,760
camera because then it like opens like a whole can

674
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:09,679
of worms. But I don't do that. I don't do

675
00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:13,360
rough scenes. I don't do like the gagging and the

676
00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:17,239
choking and the and you know, the all of that,

677
00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:17,679
like the.

678
00:37:19,639 --> 00:37:20,039
Speaker 2: Mess.

679
00:37:20,199 --> 00:37:22,920
Speaker 3: Like I don't do that kind of stuff. And I

680
00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:25,159
have friends that do, and they it's just their jam

681
00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:28,199
and they love it. But I'm a little too dominant

682
00:37:28,199 --> 00:37:29,000
for that. I can't do it.

683
00:37:29,079 --> 00:37:32,320
Speaker 2: So okay, all right, fair, I haven't.

684
00:37:32,119 --> 00:37:34,280
Speaker 3: Tried, but like I just don't like it. So like

685
00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:39,159
I don't do those things, which limits a lot of

686
00:37:39,159 --> 00:37:40,559
the work because like a lot of this stuff that's

687
00:37:40,599 --> 00:37:42,840
popular it is like rougher scenes, So like I was

688
00:37:42,880 --> 00:37:46,960
limited to more gonzo and then like romance stuff for

689
00:37:47,079 --> 00:37:49,519
like the big companies like Wicked Adam and Eve Hustler,

690
00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:51,639
you know those kind of companies. Gotta do a lot

691
00:37:51,639 --> 00:37:55,079
of movies for them, which is cool, but yeah, I mean,

692
00:37:55,159 --> 00:37:58,239
like other than that, Like I remember there was a

693
00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:03,039
point I'm the I had at the time was telling

694
00:38:03,079 --> 00:38:06,639
me I was going to ruin my career because I

695
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:10,719
was like book me for trans stuff because I had

696
00:38:10,719 --> 00:38:12,320
a problem with it, right, So I was like book

697
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:16,199
me for trans stuff. And at the time it was

698
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:21,159
like really taboo to do that or like it wasn't

699
00:38:21,199 --> 00:38:23,079
like really good for you to do that, like you

700
00:38:23,079 --> 00:38:26,920
could lose other work because performers had that as like

701
00:38:26,960 --> 00:38:29,119
a boundary like anyone that does like what's cossify as

702
00:38:29,199 --> 00:38:31,880
crossover work, like no, we're not doing that, and they

703
00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:35,000
cost fight transperformers as crossover performers a lot of the

704
00:38:35,079 --> 00:38:39,719
times and at the time at least, and I was

705
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:42,360
just like, yeah, no, fuck that, just book it right

706
00:38:42,599 --> 00:38:47,320
and did do anything, you know, and like it was

707
00:38:47,360 --> 00:38:49,199
like one of my first scenes was an interracial scene,

708
00:38:49,199 --> 00:38:54,880
which I think my agent maybe I don't know the

709
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:58,639
particular agent, there was a big lawsuit that happened with him.

710
00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:00,119
I wasn't a part of it, but I did d

711
00:39:00,239 --> 00:39:03,840
my voice to it. But yeah, I feel like he

712
00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:05,840
like maybe pre booked me for some things, like a

713
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:09,480
little too early in my career and like like those

714
00:39:09,559 --> 00:39:11,800
kinds of things like maybe I wasn't quite ready to do,

715
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:15,880
but like I did. I'm they're fine, but uh but yeah,

716
00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:21,880
like an agent how they feel about you can fuck

717
00:39:21,920 --> 00:39:26,199
with your money like really easily. So you know, there's

718
00:39:26,519 --> 00:39:27,960
I don't know, I don't know where I was going.

719
00:39:28,519 --> 00:39:30,360
Speaker 2: No, I totally get I totally did it, and I

720
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:31,239
think I even know.

721
00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:34,440
Speaker 3: I had great agents as well and everything they can

722
00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:34,679
for you.

723
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:36,400
Speaker 2: So I get it.

724
00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:40,079
Speaker 1: I I think I know the exact site you're talking about,

725
00:39:40,079 --> 00:39:42,000
at least I obviously I'm not going to reference it.

726
00:39:42,079 --> 00:39:45,920
But and that one that one there were that was

727
00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:49,280
back in the day I think when people would go.

728
00:39:49,440 --> 00:39:52,880
Speaker 2: Hard if I remember those scenes, was it a blowbang?

729
00:39:53,920 --> 00:39:54,239
Speaker 3: Mmm?

730
00:39:55,519 --> 00:39:55,960
Speaker 2: That wasn't.

731
00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:59,039
Speaker 3: That wasn't what I was talking about. But yeah, just

732
00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:01,760
you know, just other things. But like, uh, but you know,

733
00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:08,119
in the end, I've had one thing where I got

734
00:40:08,159 --> 00:40:10,559
really lucky because I would have had to walk out

735
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:12,119
if I would have showed up, then that would have

736
00:40:12,119 --> 00:40:14,440
been the scene. There was a scene I got booked

737
00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:17,719
for a blue job scene. My agent said, knowing that

738
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:22,840
I don't do rough stuff, I had a booking for

739
00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:27,199
Zero Tolerance the day before that scene and it was

740
00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:32,079
for throated. But the Zero Tolerance scene was just like

741
00:40:32,079 --> 00:40:33,719
a boy girl right, so like but it was the

742
00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:36,960
same director, same director. So I was like, hey, so

743
00:40:37,119 --> 00:40:40,320
for tomorrow, like, what what's the scene? Like what's going on?

744
00:40:40,519 --> 00:40:43,599
Because like you know, it's for my wardrobe. And then

745
00:40:43,599 --> 00:40:45,159
he was like and I was like, oh, what what

746
00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:47,559
side is it for? Because you've never booked me for

747
00:40:47,559 --> 00:40:49,039
a VJ with this company, and it was like the

748
00:40:49,119 --> 00:40:50,079
only one I knew that he worked for.

749
00:40:50,079 --> 00:40:50,480
Speaker 2: At the time.

750
00:40:51,119 --> 00:40:53,559
Speaker 3: And he's like, oh, it's for throated. I said, oh, babe,

751
00:40:53,599 --> 00:40:57,159
I don't do that, and he was like, oh, well fuck,

752
00:40:57,199 --> 00:40:59,280
And I was like no, but look, I know a

753
00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:01,320
girl I was us talking to her about this like

754
00:41:01,360 --> 00:41:05,800
two days ago. Call our agencies with my agency and

755
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,719
get this girl on your set because she's never worked

756
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:11,760
for him before and she's a new girl. And he's like, okay, cool,

757
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,320
and so you did that, you know, and so like sure,

758
00:41:14,639 --> 00:41:16,440
not only did I did, I have to like be

759
00:41:16,559 --> 00:41:19,519
like oh fuck, I'd lose money essentially, right because like

760
00:41:19,559 --> 00:41:25,800
my agent didn't pay attention. But you know, easy slipop, right.

761
00:41:26,360 --> 00:41:28,280
Speaker 2: That goes back to the professionalism you talked to.

762
00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:31,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, but I still recommended another girl from my agency

763
00:41:32,199 --> 00:41:34,239
to him, So you know there, you go.

764
00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:38,480
Speaker 1: Talk to me where we're living here, because I'll tell

765
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:40,000
you this. My wife and I are about to buy

766
00:41:40,039 --> 00:41:43,039
a house and the biggest thing, the most important thing

767
00:41:43,079 --> 00:41:44,840
to us is it has a big yard. Not so

768
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:47,079
we can let dogs out, not so we can have kids.

769
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,679
We want to grow our own vegetables.

770
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:52,199
Speaker 3: Across the country and buy the forty acre property for

771
00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:53,280
eighty k behind me.

772
00:41:55,599 --> 00:41:58,480
Speaker 1: Honestly, if you saw the real estate prices in Jersey

773
00:41:58,519 --> 00:42:01,159
right now, I'd go, oh shit, that's like a strike cabin.

774
00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:03,760
Speaker 3: There was a dry cabin on it with an outhouse.

775
00:42:04,039 --> 00:42:04,760
But you can build.

776
00:42:05,599 --> 00:42:09,920
Speaker 1: Our plan is so so you currently I believe it's

777
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:11,239
in your link tree.

778
00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:11,719
Speaker 2: It is.

779
00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:14,719
Speaker 1: You have a go fund me up because you want

780
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:17,079
to build an off the grid homestead. Tell me why

781
00:42:17,159 --> 00:42:19,960
that's important to you and what do you think your

782
00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:23,880
setup will look like? Do you plan on vegetation or

783
00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:25,760
you grow in your own like, talk me through it.

784
00:42:26,039 --> 00:42:28,760
Speaker 3: So we we purchased this property. It's forty acres where

785
00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:31,320
in air desert climates, there is some work that we

786
00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:37,519
need to do ecologically before we can really try to

787
00:42:37,559 --> 00:42:40,679
like farm food out of the ground. But like we

788
00:42:40,719 --> 00:42:43,239
have we'll have greenhouses because it's hella too windy to

789
00:42:43,320 --> 00:42:46,639
have like and the weather's crazy, so it's like it

790
00:42:46,639 --> 00:42:48,440
can be really really hot in the summer, really really

791
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:50,480
cold in the winter, and it's just better easier to

792
00:42:50,519 --> 00:42:54,519
have greenhouses because it's all sandstone out here and you

793
00:42:54,519 --> 00:42:58,840
can grow grow stuff once you have water availability, which

794
00:42:59,360 --> 00:43:02,039
you can for us, we can't put a well on it.

795
00:43:02,320 --> 00:43:06,079
So the idea to help us grow is to put

796
00:43:06,119 --> 00:43:10,039
in pond soals to help capture runoff soil as well

797
00:43:10,039 --> 00:43:13,159
as rain water to create natural forms and natural ponds

798
00:43:13,199 --> 00:43:15,360
which will help seep out into the ground where we

799
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:21,519
are reseeding with native prairie grasses and wild flowers, and

800
00:43:21,559 --> 00:43:24,079
that should help them grow. And then once they grow

801
00:43:24,239 --> 00:43:26,639
and their deep ass roots get back down into the soil,

802
00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:29,320
then that will help the soil stay together. And then

803
00:43:29,639 --> 00:43:31,360
after a few years it should be rich enough for

804
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:34,039
us to be able to plant something more substantial. So

805
00:43:34,199 --> 00:43:37,679
we'll see. But the whole idea is to live with

806
00:43:38,559 --> 00:43:41,320
what we have here, so like we want to work

807
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:44,599
with everything set have against it. So like when we

808
00:43:44,679 --> 00:43:48,119
build like a chicken coop, for instance, a lot of

809
00:43:48,119 --> 00:43:50,760
people spend so much money trying to like heat and

810
00:43:50,800 --> 00:43:53,960
cool or chickens. We're just gonna build it out of

811
00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:57,719
earth bags and then we'll have its own thermal break.

812
00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:00,159
We won't have to worry about it. They'll be fine,

813
00:44:00,559 --> 00:44:03,519
like you know, it'll just work on its own, right,

814
00:44:03,559 --> 00:44:05,760
So like things like that. But yeah, but we plan

815
00:44:05,840 --> 00:44:09,079
to have cattle. My husband grew up on a Coln

816
00:44:09,159 --> 00:44:12,440
corn farm. They used to raise their own beef for themselves,

817
00:44:12,519 --> 00:44:17,480
so he's got background in that. So we want some cattle, chicken,

818
00:44:17,599 --> 00:44:20,840
some emuse, maybe some goats, some mini cows so I

819
00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:21,800
can do butter.

820
00:44:22,599 --> 00:44:25,639
Speaker 1: And so this is full on, like I got to

821
00:44:25,639 --> 00:44:26,440
get the fuck off the.

822
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 3: Grid as self sustainable as possible is the idea. So

823
00:44:30,079 --> 00:44:33,800
even the house, we're going to have a substantial solar

824
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:35,519
system on it. It's only gonna be a little hot,

825
00:44:35,559 --> 00:44:38,119
like maybe fourteen hundred square feet, so two bed, two baths,

826
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:44,280
mostly space in the pantry and utility rooms, so we

827
00:44:44,320 --> 00:44:46,559
can fit all the systems and food that we need.

828
00:44:47,480 --> 00:44:49,239
But yeah, we'll probably have like a twenty seven kill

829
00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,400
a watt solar system on the house, so that will

830
00:44:51,480 --> 00:44:54,760
run everything in the house, hot water, heaters, cooking, all

831
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:58,199
of that, and we'll never have to worry about about

832
00:44:58,239 --> 00:45:00,840
that at all. We'll have plenty of storage battery packs,

833
00:45:00,840 --> 00:45:03,480
and we get so much sun out here that it's

834
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:05,360
you know, and it's a south facing property.

835
00:45:05,480 --> 00:45:08,599
Speaker 1: So let me ask you, is this what's your timeline

836
00:45:08,639 --> 00:45:08,920
on that?

837
00:45:09,000 --> 00:45:09,800
Speaker 2: Do you think? You say?

838
00:45:10,159 --> 00:45:14,880
Speaker 3: You know? Now, let me get a house done. If

839
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:17,119
not this coming year of the year after. But it's like,

840
00:45:17,199 --> 00:45:21,119
but that's why we have the GoFundMe because we have

841
00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:25,760
like we own our land, right and what we're trying

842
00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:29,519
to do is wager our land out for loan that's

843
00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:32,559
just enough to get a foundation and a steel structure

844
00:45:32,559 --> 00:45:35,559
out here that we can then build out from there.

845
00:45:35,599 --> 00:45:41,320
So that way, not only are we keeping our cost

846
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:46,519
down monthly, we have a much shorter loan period and

847
00:45:46,559 --> 00:45:51,400
a lower interest rate and less out of pocket to

848
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:55,719
the bank. The thirty k is to help with the

849
00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:59,000
funds for the deposit on the structure itself, which is

850
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:08,280
from a separate company, and then the plans and build

851
00:46:08,559 --> 00:46:11,159
plans for the home because we have to present them

852
00:46:11,239 --> 00:46:12,760
even though it's still not going to be a house

853
00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:15,599
for like a few years. We have to present that

854
00:46:17,159 --> 00:46:19,599
before we can get the loan, and we have to

855
00:46:19,599 --> 00:46:26,480
do the deposit on the building before they'll like start

856
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:31,280
doing production and plans for that as well from their systems.

857
00:46:31,679 --> 00:46:34,840
So because they have like their own engineer drawing, and

858
00:46:34,920 --> 00:46:37,480
I need that drawing to give to the architect to

859
00:46:37,559 --> 00:46:40,360
do the rest of the plans to give to the bank.

860
00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:44,599
So that's that's what all of that is for, and

861
00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:47,760
that will basically launch us to a point where we

862
00:46:47,880 --> 00:46:52,239
can get the loan, get the building out here, get started,

863
00:46:52,360 --> 00:46:55,880
film it all, and build it out of pocket. So

864
00:46:55,920 --> 00:46:59,280
we're paying twelve hundred and fourteen dollars a month for

865
00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:04,239
that and we own everything out right in ten years.

866
00:47:04,679 --> 00:47:07,559
Speaker 1: So not to put this into the universe to your

867
00:47:07,559 --> 00:47:10,119
fans out there, obviously, I don't want to create any

868
00:47:10,159 --> 00:47:14,239
fear for them. But when this is completed, you're all

869
00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:19,000
set up. Is that a exit from the industry or

870
00:47:19,199 --> 00:47:21,840
is it less.

871
00:47:21,599 --> 00:47:24,800
Speaker 2: In the industry? Is it more personal content industry?

872
00:47:25,599 --> 00:47:28,679
Speaker 3: So the way I am now is very likely the

873
00:47:28,719 --> 00:47:30,519
way it will be. I do know that, like, once

874
00:47:30,559 --> 00:47:36,480
we have the home and everything, I may invite friends

875
00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:41,280
to come out for visits and maybe do customs and

876
00:47:41,360 --> 00:47:45,320
content with them. But I'll also be more available to

877
00:47:45,599 --> 00:47:48,360
like travel, because a big part of it is, you know,

878
00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:52,840
with the animals that we have even now, like right,

879
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:55,159
so like we have the dogs and some others, and

880
00:47:56,719 --> 00:48:01,320
the main thing is make sure or care for and

881
00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:03,519
my husband works away from home forty is a week

882
00:48:04,239 --> 00:48:08,360
right right now, I'm only available to travel Friday through Sunday.

883
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:08,679
Speaker 2: That's it.

884
00:48:08,719 --> 00:48:11,000
Speaker 3: That's all I got, right, But once we have a house.

885
00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:12,440
We can have a house sitter come in during the

886
00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:13,719
week and I could be gone all week and it

887
00:48:13,719 --> 00:48:16,679
wouldn't matter, you know. So it's that kind of thing.

888
00:48:16,719 --> 00:48:19,960
So that's that's something where I may be able to

889
00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:27,079
come back full tilt milf and travel a few you know,

890
00:48:27,239 --> 00:48:29,800
a few times a year and shoot scenes and you know,

891
00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:32,800
still have fun things going out because like I will

892
00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:37,119
say this, I like shooting costumes. I hate making just

893
00:48:38,679 --> 00:48:41,400
content on my own, not my I got into the

894
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:44,360
industry to shoot with companies, to be in front of

895
00:48:44,400 --> 00:48:47,000
cameras on sets and like have you know that and

896
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:48,519
feel like a rock star, right, feel like feel like

897
00:48:48,559 --> 00:48:53,920
a movie star. And you can feel that way doing

898
00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:58,280
content shoots, but it's really hard to feel that way

899
00:48:58,320 --> 00:49:03,400
and this very limited amount of space because that limits

900
00:49:03,400 --> 00:49:06,599
to creativity as well. So it's like I don't have

901
00:49:07,800 --> 00:49:11,320
perfect lighting and like with a setup on like a

902
00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:14,360
backdrop or like a specific setup to shoot in or

903
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:17,119
like any you know, it's like it's this couch or

904
00:49:17,159 --> 00:49:20,840
it's that bad and it's all dark. So it's you know,

905
00:49:21,079 --> 00:49:23,360
like I can do I can do customs all day,

906
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:26,239
but like to do like every single day content like

907
00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:29,280
I just my brain doesn't work that way. So I

908
00:49:29,280 --> 00:49:30,960
spend all day on sex Panther and that's what I do,

909
00:49:31,000 --> 00:49:33,320
and I love it. Some of the I swear to

910
00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:35,880
got some of the stuff that I get into on

911
00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:37,800
the back and forth and sex Panther would make like

912
00:49:37,880 --> 00:49:41,800
great scenes too, like like so crazy some of the

913
00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:44,559
stories that I've had with people over the years.

914
00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:48,800
Speaker 1: See I've I've okay, all right, well, I mean, can

915
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:51,960
you pitch me one of those scenarios. You don't have

916
00:49:52,079 --> 00:49:53,800
to what's something that's crazy?

917
00:49:54,119 --> 00:50:01,960
Speaker 3: You random? Random the scenarios is absolutely not gonna be

918
00:50:01,960 --> 00:50:04,599
appropriate to talk about for you too. That's most of

919
00:50:04,639 --> 00:50:06,960
the scenarios, most of the scenarios. But there is one.

920
00:50:07,079 --> 00:50:10,440
It's a very particular fetish. It's called giant tests.

921
00:50:10,760 --> 00:50:12,000
Speaker 2: Oh okay, okay.

922
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:15,079
Speaker 3: So there was a guy, He's an Australian guy that

923
00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:18,280
I love. I love him to death. He's so sweet

924
00:50:19,159 --> 00:50:21,559
and he's into that fetish. And there's like a secondary

925
00:50:21,559 --> 00:50:24,679
part of that fetish where you can like eat people, yeah,

926
00:50:25,119 --> 00:50:27,400
like you shrink them down and you can know and

927
00:50:27,639 --> 00:50:29,440
they live in you and become part of you and

928
00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:31,400
LinkedIn you know. It's a whole thing. I'm actually doing

929
00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:33,639
like I'm going to Vegas in February for a shoot

930
00:50:33,639 --> 00:50:38,039
for a company to do that. But it's so one

931
00:50:38,039 --> 00:50:39,920
of the stories that we had was kind of like

932
00:50:40,199 --> 00:50:46,480
a Raiders of the Lost Arc but searching for this

933
00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:53,119
totem of this like giant test species that was from

934
00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:56,960
another planet or something like. It was crazy and like

935
00:50:57,039 --> 00:51:00,920
in the moment, like I am able to you've such

936
00:51:01,119 --> 00:51:07,760
intricate detail about the stone, the color, the amount of dew,

937
00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:10,199
and like how the moss is dripping off of it,

938
00:51:10,239 --> 00:51:14,320
and like how the statue in the temple is shaped

939
00:51:14,360 --> 00:51:16,840
with the mouth open wide and the tongue coming down,

940
00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:21,360
and like the you know, the table underneath it and

941
00:51:21,440 --> 00:51:22,199
like all these things.

942
00:51:22,199 --> 00:51:22,400
Speaker 2: You know.

943
00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:25,920
Speaker 3: So it was like, I don't know, like visually it

944
00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:27,320
would have been really really cool, but it's like you

945
00:51:27,639 --> 00:51:29,519
have to have like hard course.

946
00:51:29,760 --> 00:51:32,719
Speaker 2: CGI, well, let me ask you.

947
00:51:32,920 --> 00:51:36,000
Speaker 1: Let me ask you, because that's actually kind of a

948
00:51:36,159 --> 00:51:39,280
I by the way, you sound great, but I've done

949
00:51:39,320 --> 00:51:41,320
so many interviews where I jump on with a big name.

950
00:51:41,360 --> 00:51:43,199
I really want to talk to somebody I love their

951
00:51:43,199 --> 00:51:46,719
content and everything, and it sounds terrible on their end,

952
00:51:46,880 --> 00:51:49,519
and am just like I think it's the same thing

953
00:51:49,559 --> 00:51:51,119
you were kind of saying there where I go.

954
00:51:51,599 --> 00:51:52,920
Speaker 2: I want to do so much.

955
00:51:52,719 --> 00:51:55,480
Speaker 1: More with this, but I within the means I can

956
00:51:55,559 --> 00:51:58,599
work in. It's it's tough, and I actually get a

957
00:51:58,599 --> 00:52:02,039
little bummed out, Like, oh man, that interview THINGK here's

958
00:52:02,039 --> 00:52:04,480
what I would say, and I'd like your opinion on it.

959
00:52:05,599 --> 00:52:09,360
What you just pitched sounds like a really good use

960
00:52:09,480 --> 00:52:13,199
case or AI in the future, right.

961
00:52:13,239 --> 00:52:14,480
Speaker 3: But I can't do it.

962
00:52:14,880 --> 00:52:16,800
Speaker 2: Why can't you do it? Put yourself in it.

963
00:52:16,880 --> 00:52:19,679
Speaker 1: You do it yourself, and then it's all your art

964
00:52:19,880 --> 00:52:22,840
you created that you used a different tool.

965
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:26,159
Speaker 2: It's just a different.

966
00:52:26,199 --> 00:52:29,519
Speaker 3: Nothing that AI can create that is going to match

967
00:52:29,559 --> 00:52:30,400
what's in my brain.

968
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:32,000
Speaker 2: Give it two threes.

969
00:52:32,119 --> 00:52:35,199
Speaker 3: Also, ask someone that likes to draw, and ask someone

970
00:52:35,239 --> 00:52:40,480
that's on camera generally for a living or was, and

971
00:52:40,599 --> 00:52:44,119
someone that does stuff over the phone and text messaging

972
00:52:44,239 --> 00:52:48,000
and all of those things. Fuck AI. Fuck it.

973
00:52:48,280 --> 00:52:51,159
Speaker 1: Okay, I understand, I understand, and I understand from your

974
00:52:51,159 --> 00:52:52,599
work taking everyone's jobs.

975
00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:56,760
Speaker 2: I get jobs. I totally get that. I get that

976
00:52:56,920 --> 00:52:57,920
you are jobs.

977
00:52:58,239 --> 00:52:59,880
Speaker 1: You know what someone might have said, I bet there

978
00:53:00,159 --> 00:53:03,760
some guy in the Brawser's office somewhere ten years ago

979
00:53:04,320 --> 00:53:06,599
who went fucking OnlyFans.

980
00:53:06,760 --> 00:53:07,440
Speaker 2: What is this.

981
00:53:07,639 --> 00:53:10,199
Speaker 1: I'm not worried about this. It's a new thing. They'll

982
00:53:10,239 --> 00:53:11,960
never figure it out. That won't put it together.

983
00:53:13,199 --> 00:53:15,960
Speaker 2: Really, No, of course not.

984
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:20,320
Speaker 3: It's a way that they can find people now.

985
00:53:20,920 --> 00:53:24,119
Speaker 2: So you know, there's so many big names that I

986
00:53:24,239 --> 00:53:24,719
know though.

987
00:53:24,800 --> 00:53:28,360
Speaker 3: That was initially pitched to everybody by the guy that's

988
00:53:28,360 --> 00:53:33,800
heardd really, so all right, that's how I learned about it.

989
00:53:34,039 --> 00:53:39,800
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I totally get the hatred. I totally

990
00:53:39,840 --> 00:53:44,599
get the fear or hatred or anger behind AI. I'm

991
00:53:44,679 --> 00:53:47,960
just saying I would watch that movie if you made it.

992
00:53:48,039 --> 00:53:49,079
Speaker 3: I know it would be good.

993
00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:51,719
Speaker 2: I know when you think about it that way, think

994
00:53:51,719 --> 00:53:52,079
about it that.

995
00:53:52,360 --> 00:53:54,039
Speaker 3: It requires the kind of AI that I have to

996
00:53:54,039 --> 00:53:54,639
pay to get.

997
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:57,880
Speaker 1: But I'm telling you two three years from now, you'll

998
00:53:57,920 --> 00:53:59,800
be able to put the idea in, type it out

999
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:02,519
and detail. And I'm not I'm not cheering for AI.

1000
00:54:02,679 --> 00:54:05,480
I'm only saying I want to see that. I don't

1001
00:54:05,480 --> 00:54:07,280
know if you'll ever shoot it, if you have the

1002
00:54:07,320 --> 00:54:09,960
opportunity to ever put it in AI. I'd like to

1003
00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:11,880
watch your movie, Okay, that's all.

1004
00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:15,440
Speaker 2: I'd like my giant test or.

1005
00:54:17,639 --> 00:54:21,400
Speaker 1: So last what this went by like that. By the way,

1006
00:54:22,320 --> 00:54:25,920
let me ask you last question here, what is the

1007
00:54:26,039 --> 00:54:29,400
career future? I guess we kind of touched on it already,

1008
00:54:29,480 --> 00:54:32,960
but you want to finish the personal stuff first, the house,

1009
00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:35,800
the setting everything up, the what are you calling it?

1010
00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:38,360
Are you calling it a homestead or a compound? Compound

1011
00:54:38,400 --> 00:54:39,039
sound scary?

1012
00:54:39,400 --> 00:54:39,960
Speaker 2: Okay?

1013
00:54:40,199 --> 00:54:42,360
Speaker 3: Compound is like multiple housing units.

1014
00:54:42,440 --> 00:54:46,159
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, fair enough so, but yeah.

1015
00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:48,000
Speaker 3: No, I mean that's really what it is. I'm like it,

1016
00:54:48,239 --> 00:54:50,679
Like I always said that I will be in front

1017
00:54:50,679 --> 00:54:52,159
of the camera as long as someone wants to see

1018
00:54:52,159 --> 00:54:52,760
me there.

1019
00:54:54,320 --> 00:54:56,400
Speaker 4: And I and I believe that, like I like I

1020
00:54:56,440 --> 00:55:02,000
have tried, I have tried out of it in a way,

1021
00:55:02,119 --> 00:55:05,400
like I like I was working with companies that were

1022
00:55:05,440 --> 00:55:09,679
like adult industry adjacent, like they were like script writing

1023
00:55:09,880 --> 00:55:13,559
or they were you know, doing like a different fan

1024
00:55:13,679 --> 00:55:15,800
site or like whatever, you know, and they just didn't

1025
00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:18,480
They all fumbled and they just need that because you know,

1026
00:55:18,559 --> 00:55:20,280
the men in charge didn't run them properly.

1027
00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:28,039
Speaker 3: But you know that's I tried a normal job again

1028
00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:32,519
for the first time in like fifteen years, and I

1029
00:55:32,599 --> 00:55:35,840
was just like, this is literally a waste of my energy,

1030
00:55:36,119 --> 00:55:38,480
Like this is I'm like I'm not fulfilled doing this

1031
00:55:38,519 --> 00:55:42,280
in any way. I am fulfilled when I'm sharing something

1032
00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:45,800
with someone on a videotap or a phone call or

1033
00:55:45,920 --> 00:55:49,840
text message. Like I'm fulfilled when I'm in front of

1034
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:53,920
a camera on a studio set. I'm like, I love it,

1035
00:55:54,079 --> 00:55:57,920
like it's just part of meat and who I am

1036
00:55:57,960 --> 00:56:00,880
completely So I don't think it will ever completely go away,

1037
00:56:02,639 --> 00:56:05,480
but who knows, you know, Like, but the idea like

1038
00:56:06,920 --> 00:56:11,320
two have something larger, you know, in the back of

1039
00:56:11,360 --> 00:56:14,199
my head is a benefit because then now, now, okay,

1040
00:56:14,559 --> 00:56:16,880
I've got a mudroom, I've got a pantry, I've got

1041
00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:19,800
two bedrooms, I've got two different bathrooms. I've got a

1042
00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:22,840
living room, I've got a deck, I've got an outdoor space.

1043
00:56:23,199 --> 00:56:25,679
I've got you know, maybe a shop one day or

1044
00:56:25,719 --> 00:56:27,679
a barn, you know. So like those kinds of things.

1045
00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:31,960
That helps a lot when it comes to being able

1046
00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:35,360
to produce a lot more, you know, so you know,

1047
00:56:35,519 --> 00:56:38,559
being able to have like different scenarios and spaces and

1048
00:56:38,599 --> 00:56:41,880
things and not just feeling like you're in this tunnel.

1049
00:56:42,079 --> 00:56:45,639
You know, as good as I try, it still looks

1050
00:56:45,719 --> 00:56:49,199
looks how it looks. So it's yeah, I mean I

1051
00:56:49,199 --> 00:56:51,119
think that like once the house is done, we'll probably

1052
00:56:51,119 --> 00:56:55,920
see like an uptick you know of me doing more stuff,

1053
00:56:56,079 --> 00:56:59,920
you know. But we're also hoping that building the home

1054
00:57:00,159 --> 00:57:02,920
in the way that we're building it will help inspire

1055
00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:05,400
other people to try to do something too, because like

1056
00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:07,480
we were just trying to figure out, like how can

1057
00:57:07,519 --> 00:57:11,840
we build a house without giving a bank half yeah,

1058
00:57:12,360 --> 00:57:14,079
more than half a million dollars without giving a bank

1059
00:57:14,079 --> 00:57:16,119
one point three million dollars, like you know, over the

1060
00:57:16,159 --> 00:57:20,039
course of however many years, you know, and especially being

1061
00:57:20,079 --> 00:57:23,760
people that like don't come from money and also like

1062
00:57:23,800 --> 00:57:26,280
don't make a lot of money. My best year ever

1063
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:29,119
in porn, I think I did like seventy five or

1064
00:57:29,159 --> 00:57:34,159
eighty k, right, my best year and that includes dancing

1065
00:57:34,320 --> 00:57:38,639
and sex panther and everything else. Right, So you know,

1066
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:41,400
like like we're just normal people, a lot of us.

1067
00:57:41,519 --> 00:57:43,119
We're just trying to pay the bills, make it work,

1068
00:57:43,199 --> 00:57:43,440
you know.

1069
00:57:43,679 --> 00:57:44,679
Speaker 2: And uh, and.

1070
00:57:46,519 --> 00:57:49,480
Speaker 3: You know, I have like a big persona for sure,

1071
00:57:49,679 --> 00:57:55,440
Like you know, like I feel timeless, I know, but

1072
00:57:55,440 --> 00:58:00,280
but I'm just a normal person, you know, like itruggle

1073
00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:01,960
to pay the bills. I started to struggle, you know,

1074
00:58:02,119 --> 00:58:05,119
the put things together, and like we literally script everything

1075
00:58:05,119 --> 00:58:08,000
we could to get this property, you know, and we did,

1076
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:10,159
and that was years ago, Like we bought it two

1077
00:58:10,239 --> 00:58:14,719
years ago, so almost three years ago, and we've been

1078
00:58:14,719 --> 00:58:19,719
here in the bus right, so so yeah, like yeah,

1079
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:23,239
ask them for a little bit of help now, and

1080
00:58:23,280 --> 00:58:27,480
it's like, oh, it's not a little bit. It's you know,

1081
00:58:27,519 --> 00:58:29,679
it's it's so much money, and I'm like yeah, but

1082
00:58:29,760 --> 00:58:35,559
like it's as little as two dollars for you know,

1083
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:39,800
it's not you know, for for ten for ten thousand people.

1084
00:58:39,960 --> 00:58:41,760
You know, like that's it. It just needs like if

1085
00:58:41,760 --> 00:58:45,960
you can't donate, to share it, you know, because our

1086
00:58:46,039 --> 00:58:48,519
goal too is to like help educate people, and it's

1087
00:58:48,599 --> 00:58:51,880
like and help our community as well. You know, like

1088
00:58:51,880 --> 00:58:53,840
we're in a really small town here, you know, like

1089
00:58:53,880 --> 00:58:58,920
we're next to a bigger area, but like there's so

1090
00:58:59,039 --> 00:59:01,960
much that like it, if we're able to like produce

1091
00:59:02,039 --> 00:59:04,440
the way we help to that, we'd be able to

1092
00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:07,719
help like give families fresh food, you know, because the

1093
00:59:07,719 --> 00:59:10,840
food banks here don't do fresh food, right, Like they

1094
00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:13,679
only do box foods and stuff, and like fresh food

1095
00:59:13,719 --> 00:59:19,760
is important or being able to donate, you know, eggs

1096
00:59:19,760 --> 00:59:21,400
are being able to do things like that and like

1097
00:59:21,440 --> 00:59:25,880
and then also working with hopefully maybe like you know,

1098
00:59:26,760 --> 00:59:31,360
some schools or something to like bring kids out and

1099
00:59:31,440 --> 00:59:34,559
like teach them about the animals and about how we're

1100
00:59:35,719 --> 00:59:40,639
using the natural ecology of our area to work for

1101
00:59:40,719 --> 00:59:43,480
us instead of working against it, you know, Like that's

1102
00:59:43,519 --> 00:59:45,679
what we're trying to do. Like this year, like we

1103
00:59:45,760 --> 00:59:52,760
have like there's a wild grass like a groundcover that

1104
00:59:53,760 --> 00:59:55,679
is here in Colorado, and like we planted some of

1105
00:59:55,719 --> 00:59:58,400
it this past year. You always plan right before its

1106
00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:01,119
nose so sis and like doesn't get eaten by bird

1107
01:00:01,119 --> 01:00:03,000
and stuff. So it's under the snow and gets hydrated

1108
01:00:03,000 --> 01:00:06,480
and pushed down and it's like full groundcover and it's

1109
01:00:06,599 --> 01:00:10,519
you know, it's spreading like we've had we had wildflowers

1110
01:00:10,519 --> 01:00:12,840
this year and like everything you know, and it's and

1111
01:00:12,840 --> 01:00:16,079
it's we have a lot more wildlife. We have a deer, elk,

1112
01:00:16,559 --> 01:00:20,519
big horn sheep. Like it's great. You know. So like

1113
01:00:20,559 --> 01:00:22,239
what we're doing is working. It just takes a really

1114
01:00:22,239 --> 01:00:22,679
long time.

1115
01:00:23,559 --> 01:00:25,960
Speaker 1: Sure it's hard for money, ladies and gentlemen. I've been

1116
01:00:25,960 --> 01:00:29,840
setting that up for a little while. I Eden Blair

1117
01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:31,840
my guests for the evening. You know exactly where you

1118
01:00:31,840 --> 01:00:33,840
can find her if you want to call her Texter.

1119
01:00:34,159 --> 01:00:37,079
It's at eaten Blair links to everything or in the

1120
01:00:37,119 --> 01:00:39,519
episode description, Eden, thank you so much for coming on

1121
01:00:39,559 --> 01:00:40,079
with me tonight.

1122
01:00:40,760 --> 01:00:43,599
Speaker 3: Oh and just you know, my Twitter is at Eden.

1123
01:00:43,679 --> 01:00:45,280
Speaker 2: Underscore Underscore Blair.

1124
01:00:45,360 --> 01:00:50,159
Speaker 3: Yes that is the dificial Eden Blair at Instagram.

1125
01:00:50,239 --> 01:00:52,360
Speaker 2: Okay, all right again links to all that in the

1126
01:00:52,360 --> 01:00:55,320
episode description. Make sure you check it. Eden again, thank

1127
01:00:55,360 --> 01:00:56,440
you for coming on with me a tonight.

1128
01:00:56,880 --> 01:00:58,559
Speaker 3: Of course, it was lovely here Kiah