WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.040 --> 00:00:02.240 Hi everyone, and welcome back to their podcast episode. My 2 00:00:02.319 --> 00:00:04.759 name is Lisha Gogin, the host of the Globe Secrets podcast, 3 00:00:04.960 --> 00:00:07.320 where I help you expand your mind and become more 4 00:00:07.320 --> 00:00:09.640 self awares that you can glow up into the best 5 00:00:09.720 --> 00:00:14.359 version of yourself. Hello, how are we doing? I hope 6 00:00:14.359 --> 00:00:16.920 everyone is doing great. Whenever you listen to this episode, 7 00:00:16.920 --> 00:00:18.320 I think this is going to be an episode that 8 00:00:18.359 --> 00:00:21.800 I just post randomly. That is mainly because I didn't 9 00:00:21.800 --> 00:00:24.320 even plan this video. This morning, I was having a 10 00:00:24.399 --> 00:00:26.760 nice little journal session and I thought, you know what, 11 00:00:27.160 --> 00:00:29.519 this would be great to bring to the podcast. So 12 00:00:29.719 --> 00:00:32.880 I want to just share a little reminder and a message. 13 00:00:33.079 --> 00:00:36.759 When it comes to trusting the universe or trusting God, 14 00:00:37.079 --> 00:00:39.640 I use those two interchangeably. I like to try and 15 00:00:39.679 --> 00:00:42.640 be inclusive. Not everyone necessarily belasing God. Some people are 16 00:00:42.640 --> 00:00:46.159 spiritual religious. That's just what I'm going to use. And 17 00:00:46.399 --> 00:00:50.240 today I'll probably speak in the form of God aka Him. 18 00:00:50.359 --> 00:00:53.280 But there has always been so many times in my 19 00:00:53.359 --> 00:00:58.759 life where I have had to really put trust in 20 00:00:58.880 --> 00:01:03.719 the unknown. My life was looking a mess, or if 21 00:01:03.719 --> 00:01:05.680 there was just things that I wanted that I did 22 00:01:05.719 --> 00:01:09.120 not have yet, and I had to go through this 23 00:01:09.359 --> 00:01:14.599 uncomfortable feeling of waiting, of wondering if it's going to happen, 24 00:01:15.120 --> 00:01:19.200 of trusting and believing in something that I don't even see, 25 00:01:19.439 --> 00:01:22.200 or if I do see something, it is a mess. 26 00:01:22.239 --> 00:01:24.719 It is exactly the opposite of what I want. And 27 00:01:24.959 --> 00:01:27.760 I always like to think about mountains. And it's so 28 00:01:27.799 --> 00:01:30.480 funny because I brought this example to you guys this 29 00:01:30.560 --> 00:01:33.159 time last year, and it's just interesting to see how 30 00:01:33.200 --> 00:01:35.439 we are making a full circle moment when it comes 31 00:01:35.480 --> 00:01:39.480 to this cycle of really diving more into the spiritual 32 00:01:39.640 --> 00:01:42.079 side of things, especially on the podcast. But there was 33 00:01:42.120 --> 00:01:44.519 an episode I was probably talking about letting go and 34 00:01:44.519 --> 00:01:46.959 detaching and things of that nature, and I was talking 35 00:01:47.040 --> 00:01:51.439 about how you know, when you put out your desires 36 00:01:51.519 --> 00:01:53.840 into the universe, or you ask God for things, or 37 00:01:53.920 --> 00:01:57.799 you just you're you're waiting for things to change, you 38 00:01:57.920 --> 00:02:04.079 really have to understand that God is moving mountains for you. 39 00:02:04.840 --> 00:02:07.840 He is moving mountains for you, but you are forgetting 40 00:02:08.080 --> 00:02:10.520 that not only does it take a little bit of 41 00:02:10.560 --> 00:02:14.080 time to move a mountain, but sometimes you're gonna see 42 00:02:14.080 --> 00:02:17.199 a little bit of mess when you, let's say, ask 43 00:02:17.319 --> 00:02:20.719 God to move the mountain that's over here, which is 44 00:02:21.319 --> 00:02:24.479 the life that you currently have, or the distress that 45 00:02:24.520 --> 00:02:26.080 you're in, or the thing that you want to get 46 00:02:26.159 --> 00:02:29.159 rid of. Right, God, please move this mountain. It is 47 00:02:29.400 --> 00:02:31.960 I'm distressed over here. I can't be in this location. 48 00:02:32.159 --> 00:02:34.840 It's just I'm attracting too many negative things whatever. I'm 49 00:02:34.879 --> 00:02:37.719 not good over here. Can you please move me from 50 00:02:37.759 --> 00:02:40.280 A to B or my life from A to be 51 00:02:40.759 --> 00:02:44.639 or the situation at hand from A to B. God says, Okay, yes, 52 00:02:45.240 --> 00:02:49.639 why because you are a child of Me or the universe. Yes, 53 00:02:49.759 --> 00:02:52.680 you create your own reality. Yes, your desires will become, 54 00:02:52.800 --> 00:02:56.599 you can manifest you. You are a co creator. Okay, 55 00:02:56.800 --> 00:02:58.599 So yes, as soon as you put that desire out 56 00:02:58.639 --> 00:03:00.080 you say that this is what you want. Yes. And 57 00:03:00.120 --> 00:03:02.560 as soon as you put those desires out and you're 58 00:03:02.599 --> 00:03:05.759 asking for more and you're praying for more, God will 59 00:03:05.759 --> 00:03:08.080 start to move that mountain. And what God really just 60 00:03:08.120 --> 00:03:12.280 requires of us is to go back and wait and 61 00:03:12.319 --> 00:03:14.520 be patient and know that it's coming. I'm moving and 62 00:03:14.520 --> 00:03:17.680 I'm moving and I'm moving it. And so what we 63 00:03:17.759 --> 00:03:21.599 do is we get uncomfortable with the waiting period. We 64 00:03:22.280 --> 00:03:25.199 won't even trust because maybe our connection with God or 65 00:03:25.240 --> 00:03:28.159 the universe is not that strong. Which is understandable. You know, 66 00:03:28.199 --> 00:03:31.599 everyone has their connection with the things that you can't 67 00:03:31.599 --> 00:03:33.800 actually see, and some people don't at all. But I 68 00:03:33.840 --> 00:03:37.000 think that it is definitely helpful to strengthen that connection. 69 00:03:37.479 --> 00:03:41.439 But regardless, we are waiting. You know, there's things that 70 00:03:41.520 --> 00:03:43.800 sometimes don't happen in a snap of a finger, and 71 00:03:43.840 --> 00:03:47.719 we basically have to wait in the reality that was 72 00:03:47.800 --> 00:03:51.080 manifested from the previous version of ourselves or what we 73 00:03:51.159 --> 00:03:53.439 have asked for, or even if we did not ask 74 00:03:53.479 --> 00:03:56.560 for right like we sometimes we're just handed certain cards 75 00:03:56.599 --> 00:03:58.400 and it's just not exactly the way that we want. 76 00:03:58.719 --> 00:04:00.319 But it's really going to be up to us to 77 00:04:00.400 --> 00:04:04.560 focus in and ask and pray and manifest a new 78 00:04:04.639 --> 00:04:06.599 version of our lives. But right now, maybe it's not 79 00:04:06.639 --> 00:04:09.639 exactly the way we want, so we basically have to 80 00:04:09.639 --> 00:04:11.000 come back to that life and we kind of have 81 00:04:11.039 --> 00:04:14.800 to be patient and trust the process. But what we do, 82 00:04:15.520 --> 00:04:18.360 like I said, is sometimes we don't trust because maybe 83 00:04:18.399 --> 00:04:20.519 we don't have that relationship. But it can be very 84 00:04:20.519 --> 00:04:24.959 distressing here the in between, the unknown, the silence. Okay, 85 00:04:25.000 --> 00:04:28.639 we are trained to not even be okay with not 86 00:04:28.839 --> 00:04:31.360 having a lot or not having every single thing handed 87 00:04:31.360 --> 00:04:33.879 to us right at this moment, or we see everyone 88 00:04:33.879 --> 00:04:36.720 else get all the things right, or everyone else is happy, 89 00:04:36.759 --> 00:04:39.639 everyone else has love, everyone else has abundance, and where's mine? 90 00:04:39.639 --> 00:04:42.920 And this is not fair? And it could be not fair, 91 00:04:43.160 --> 00:04:46.120 right the deck of cards that we got handed, maybe 92 00:04:46.120 --> 00:04:48.279 it's not completely fair. So there's a lot of things 93 00:04:48.279 --> 00:04:51.120 that get in our minds, and a lot of the 94 00:04:51.160 --> 00:04:54.360 times our minds are also programmed to constantly look for 95 00:04:54.480 --> 00:04:58.079 problems and fear because we've come from a long line 96 00:04:58.079 --> 00:05:01.040 of trauma, a long line of looking at everything as 97 00:05:01.040 --> 00:05:03.959 a threat because maybe it has been so it's understandable. 98 00:05:03.959 --> 00:05:07.079 That's been my life. I'm constantly looking, Hey, what's the 99 00:05:07.079 --> 00:05:08.639 next problem, what's the next thing? If I don't have it, 100 00:05:08.639 --> 00:05:10.319 then oh my gosh, And that means this is the 101 00:05:10.319 --> 00:05:12.040 worst thing ever and I'm not safe. I'm not safe. 102 00:05:12.040 --> 00:05:15.920 I'm not safe. So our mind is doing that well. 103 00:05:16.000 --> 00:05:18.240 Over here, God is trying to be like, hello, I'm 104 00:05:18.279 --> 00:05:20.279 moving the mountain. You don't need to worry, you don't 105 00:05:20.319 --> 00:05:22.879 need to be afraid. It is happening, is happening. And 106 00:05:22.920 --> 00:05:25.480 then every three seconds we're looking, hey, God, did you 107 00:05:25.480 --> 00:05:28.000 move the mountain yet? Did you move the mountain? Yet universe. 108 00:05:28.040 --> 00:05:30.720 Where is my things? Where's my manifestations? And where the 109 00:05:30.720 --> 00:05:34.240 big test comes in is that when you think about 110 00:05:34.360 --> 00:05:38.959 God moving a mountain or you actually I'm bringing in 111 00:05:39.040 --> 00:05:44.639 something material into your life from the spiritual realm. There's 112 00:05:44.680 --> 00:05:48.439 a process of creation. Okay, so there's a process of 113 00:05:48.439 --> 00:05:51.439 moving that mountain from A to B, which means if 114 00:05:51.480 --> 00:05:53.800 you're moving that mountain, there might be some rocks that 115 00:05:53.839 --> 00:05:56.600 are falling, there might be some things that don't make sense. 116 00:05:57.519 --> 00:05:59.439 It doesn't make sense. How is he going to move 117 00:05:59.480 --> 00:06:01.279 it from A to B? It doesn't make sense. Idologically 118 00:06:01.360 --> 00:06:03.759 can't understand it. Or when it comes to manifesting, well, 119 00:06:03.759 --> 00:06:05.519 how am I going to get the money or where 120 00:06:05.560 --> 00:06:07.720 is it going to come from? Or how is this? 121 00:06:07.800 --> 00:06:09.560 How am I going to be out of distress? I 122 00:06:09.639 --> 00:06:11.199 just can't see a way out. I can't see a 123 00:06:11.199 --> 00:06:16.199 way out. It is not your concern of how it 124 00:06:16.279 --> 00:06:20.160 is going to be. So it is not your concern 125 00:06:20.839 --> 00:06:23.600 to see how God is going to make it possible 126 00:06:23.639 --> 00:06:26.000 to move that mountain from A to B. And this 127 00:06:26.079 --> 00:06:28.199 is the thing. We have a very limited way of 128 00:06:28.240 --> 00:06:31.519 being able to even see all that is possible for us. 129 00:06:32.319 --> 00:06:35.519 And I think that this sometimes is why. It is 130 00:06:36.480 --> 00:06:39.360 good at least for me. And it's helpful to believe 131 00:06:39.360 --> 00:06:42.639 in something that's bigger than me, like a higher power, universe, God, 132 00:06:42.720 --> 00:06:46.040 because there's just things I can't understand. There are things 133 00:06:46.040 --> 00:06:48.759 that I don't even know how. I don't know how 134 00:06:48.759 --> 00:06:50.480 to move this mountain from A to B, but I 135 00:06:50.519 --> 00:06:53.240 know I need it to be moved. I know that 136 00:06:53.279 --> 00:06:55.879 things need to change. I know that I need more money. 137 00:06:55.920 --> 00:06:57.439 I know that I need all of these reasources D 138 00:06:57.480 --> 00:06:59.680 da DA, but I don't know how. And that's okay. 139 00:06:59.720 --> 00:07:02.079 You don't need to know how. This is just your ego, 140 00:07:02.120 --> 00:07:04.240 it's just your fear being. Like I need to know 141 00:07:04.319 --> 00:07:06.800 the answer. I have to be the one to be 142 00:07:06.839 --> 00:07:09.079 able to move that mountain from A to B. I 143 00:07:09.120 --> 00:07:11.040 have to be the one to materialize that thing. No, 144 00:07:11.160 --> 00:07:14.160 you don't, you don't. All you have to do is 145 00:07:14.240 --> 00:07:17.240 release control and trust that is happening. And see when 146 00:07:17.279 --> 00:07:20.480 you see that mess, when you see things are moving 147 00:07:20.519 --> 00:07:22.959 but they're not moving in the right direction. Okay, I 148 00:07:23.040 --> 00:07:25.879 ask God to bring me your love and abundance, and 149 00:07:25.920 --> 00:07:30.040 I'm getting the opposite. I'm literally getting the opposite. Understand, 150 00:07:30.120 --> 00:07:32.639 it's a test. And what I mean by a test 151 00:07:32.839 --> 00:07:36.360 is it's a test to see are you gonna respond 152 00:07:36.399 --> 00:07:39.160 the same way and then create more of that same 153 00:07:39.199 --> 00:07:41.439 thing in your life or are you gonna understand that 154 00:07:41.600 --> 00:07:43.680 it is taking as much time as it's taking. And 155 00:07:43.759 --> 00:07:45.399 quite frankly, if you want to bring in that love 156 00:07:45.439 --> 00:07:47.759 and abundance is gonna require new version of you, which 157 00:07:47.800 --> 00:07:49.639 means you need to respond differently to the things that 158 00:07:49.680 --> 00:07:51.319 are currently happening in your life. Can you see it 159 00:07:51.439 --> 00:07:55.319 like that? Because when you see it like that, you understand, Okay, 160 00:07:55.360 --> 00:07:57.680 you know what. It's messy here. But I'm not gonna 161 00:07:57.680 --> 00:08:00.160 mess with the middle. I'm gonna observe the mess. I'm 162 00:08:00.199 --> 00:08:02.720 gonna observe the tests. I'm gonna see how these people, places, 163 00:08:02.759 --> 00:08:04.839 and things keep coming to me and it's a half 164 00:08:04.879 --> 00:08:07.160 ast version of what I want. And I'm not gonna 165 00:08:07.160 --> 00:08:09.439 get super triggered. I'm not gonna go back into my 166 00:08:09.480 --> 00:08:11.639 fear based thing and say I'm not getting what I want. See, 167 00:08:11.639 --> 00:08:13.680 God isn't listening to me, the universe is not I'm 168 00:08:13.680 --> 00:08:15.639 not manifesting, it's not working out. I'm gonna see it 169 00:08:15.720 --> 00:08:17.720 for what it is, and you know, sometimes it's a mess. 170 00:08:17.720 --> 00:08:20.519 Sometimes things need to change. People need to move over here, this, that, 171 00:08:20.560 --> 00:08:22.759 and the third in order for things to work out 172 00:08:22.759 --> 00:08:25.279 the way that we want. Let's not get tied up 173 00:08:25.319 --> 00:08:27.480 in it. Let's not use all of our life force 174 00:08:27.600 --> 00:08:31.000 energy and pour into this mess that we don't even 175 00:08:31.000 --> 00:08:34.399 want anyways, Why are we putting so much focus on 176 00:08:34.440 --> 00:08:36.799 the thing we don't want. Let's put focus on what 177 00:08:36.960 --> 00:08:39.679 is actually important, which is the belief that God or 178 00:08:39.679 --> 00:08:42.759 the universe is moving those mountains and having trust in that, 179 00:08:43.120 --> 00:08:46.080 and what can we do in the meantime. Well, for me, 180 00:08:46.519 --> 00:08:49.679 it's about clearing the clutter. It's about clearing the fear 181 00:08:49.720 --> 00:08:52.279 based thoughts. I've been talking a lot on the podcast 182 00:08:52.320 --> 00:08:54.519 about how your fear speaks loud in first, but it's 183 00:08:54.559 --> 00:08:56.799 not the truth of who you are. These limiting beliefs, 184 00:08:56.840 --> 00:08:59.720 the self doubt, the doubting in God, doubting in the universe, 185 00:08:59.759 --> 00:09:01.960 and doubting that your life could be anything more than 186 00:09:02.039 --> 00:09:05.600 it is right now. It's lies. It's lies that have 187 00:09:05.720 --> 00:09:08.320 been taught to you. It's lies that keep you small, 188 00:09:08.679 --> 00:09:10.840 even though you have convinced yourself that these lies will 189 00:09:10.840 --> 00:09:13.720 actually keep you safe. If I just tell myself that 190 00:09:13.799 --> 00:09:16.279 I can actually control the situation, if I tell myself 191 00:09:16.320 --> 00:09:18.840 that I know the answer and I can project that 192 00:09:18.879 --> 00:09:20.600 this is not going to work out, then I'll keep 193 00:09:20.639 --> 00:09:22.279 safe and then I don't have to deal with the disappointment. 194 00:09:22.360 --> 00:09:25.080 Round don't have to deal with the rejection or this that. No, 195 00:09:25.919 --> 00:09:31.399 that's just keeping you small. Okay, you are resilient. You 196 00:09:31.480 --> 00:09:34.960 can deal with the disappointment sometimes, because really what that 197 00:09:35.080 --> 00:09:37.399 is is it's redirection. When things don't work out the 198 00:09:37.399 --> 00:09:39.480 way that you had hoped. Okay, well, you know what, 199 00:09:39.519 --> 00:09:42.000 maybe there's a different way. Maybe there's a better way 200 00:09:42.240 --> 00:09:44.799 that I haven't thought about yet, that's easier and it's 201 00:09:44.840 --> 00:09:48.399 more abundant. You just don't know, but you're telling yourself, well, 202 00:09:48.399 --> 00:09:50.480 it has to be this way, and you're doing that 203 00:09:50.519 --> 00:09:53.120 to control situations, to try and keep yourself safe. But 204 00:09:53.159 --> 00:09:56.320 it's truly a false sense of safety. And you know 205 00:09:56.440 --> 00:09:59.279 that even trying to control your life all your life, 206 00:09:59.320 --> 00:10:03.759 I'm sure coming back to myself, I've had to There's 207 00:10:03.840 --> 00:10:06.600 so many instances in my life where I have had 208 00:10:06.639 --> 00:10:09.639 to predict. I've had to try and control. And it's 209 00:10:09.679 --> 00:10:11.360 not to say that we have to rid that part 210 00:10:11.399 --> 00:10:13.960 of us to try and control certain things. We need 211 00:10:14.000 --> 00:10:16.399 to navigate this material world right here. We can't just 212 00:10:16.440 --> 00:10:19.039 like be esoteric, We can't just like always be in 213 00:10:19.039 --> 00:10:24.240 this spiritual realm, but we do way more than we need. 214 00:10:24.919 --> 00:10:27.600 We need to release that control, We need to believe 215 00:10:27.799 --> 00:10:29.840 and trust in. How you do that is you clear 216 00:10:29.879 --> 00:10:31.919 your mind and you understand that a lot of your 217 00:10:31.960 --> 00:10:35.320 fear based thoughts, a lot of your micromanaging, is just 218 00:10:35.360 --> 00:10:38.759 coming from this sense of I think that I can 219 00:10:38.759 --> 00:10:41.360 control the situation, but really you don't actually need to 220 00:10:42.200 --> 00:10:44.639 give it to God, give it to the universe, allow 221 00:10:44.639 --> 00:10:47.360 it to work out better than you even thought. Wouldn't 222 00:10:47.360 --> 00:10:49.519 it be amazing if you actually did not need to 223 00:10:49.840 --> 00:10:53.120 assume that you know everything and put all of these 224 00:10:53.120 --> 00:10:56.080 responsibilities on you. Wouldn't it be nice to wake up 225 00:10:56.120 --> 00:10:58.960 and know that everything is working out in the background 226 00:10:59.360 --> 00:11:02.240 and right now today if you don't have the things 227 00:11:02.240 --> 00:11:04.039 that you want, or if you're a little bit distressed, 228 00:11:04.159 --> 00:11:06.279 instead of trying to stress yourself out more and trying 229 00:11:06.279 --> 00:11:08.080 to figure out how to fix a problem that is 230 00:11:08.120 --> 00:11:10.960 not fixable by you, how about trying to operate more 231 00:11:11.120 --> 00:11:14.200 out of love, more out of clarity. How can you 232 00:11:14.240 --> 00:11:17.639 start operating more out of flow, out of an intuitive hit, 233 00:11:18.240 --> 00:11:21.240 out of a sense of knowing versus waking up and 234 00:11:21.279 --> 00:11:23.519 telling yourself how you should move through the day. And 235 00:11:23.559 --> 00:11:25.039 the only way that you're really going to be able 236 00:11:25.080 --> 00:11:27.679 to connect with that part of you is if you 237 00:11:27.759 --> 00:11:29.840 clear your mind, is if you wake up in the 238 00:11:29.879 --> 00:11:32.879 morning and you don't bombard yourself and with all of 239 00:11:32.919 --> 00:11:34.600 these to do's and all these things that you need 240 00:11:34.639 --> 00:11:36.320 to do or what you think you need to do, 241 00:11:36.480 --> 00:11:39.559 or not trusting, have a connection, have a practice with 242 00:11:39.639 --> 00:11:42.919 God or the universe. Right, be silent for a second, 243 00:11:42.960 --> 00:11:45.679 allow yourself to breathe, and I promise you things will come. 244 00:11:46.320 --> 00:11:50.720 The word of God or the sense of knowing, or 245 00:11:50.759 --> 00:11:54.679 this idea, this one idea that might come to you 246 00:11:54.720 --> 00:11:57.039 that might have never even come to you if you're 247 00:11:57.080 --> 00:12:00.000 constantly just bombarding your mind. It will come to you, 248 00:12:00.240 --> 00:12:02.279 and it might just be that thing that you need 249 00:12:02.440 --> 00:12:05.320 to act on, which will then connect you to that 250 00:12:05.360 --> 00:12:08.159 manifestation that the universe has been working on, or that 251 00:12:08.200 --> 00:12:10.639 God has been trying to get you to see, or 252 00:12:10.799 --> 00:12:12.799 that person that you need to connect with in order 253 00:12:12.879 --> 00:12:14.840 to meet the love of your life. When you start 254 00:12:14.879 --> 00:12:18.080 acting out of a place of love for yourself and others, 255 00:12:18.159 --> 00:12:20.960 out of what would somebody who loves themselves do. What 256 00:12:20.960 --> 00:12:24.120 would somebody who trusts in the universe and trusts in God, 257 00:12:24.159 --> 00:12:26.360 what would they do today? How would they go through 258 00:12:26.360 --> 00:12:28.600 their day? How would they speak to themselves and how 259 00:12:28.600 --> 00:12:31.519 would they speak to others? What practices would they do? 260 00:12:31.600 --> 00:12:34.600 Would they constantly be ruminating? Would they constantly be searching 261 00:12:34.639 --> 00:12:37.519 and checking and wondering and obsessing and ruminating, or would 262 00:12:37.519 --> 00:12:39.840 they be regulating their nervous system? Would they be having 263 00:12:39.879 --> 00:12:43.320 a journal practice? Would they stop bombarding themselves with constant information. 264 00:12:43.399 --> 00:12:45.480 You don't need any more information, You don't need any 265 00:12:45.519 --> 00:12:47.559 more seeking, You don't even need any more fixing. What 266 00:12:47.600 --> 00:12:49.720 would the highest version of you do? And for me, 267 00:12:50.519 --> 00:12:54.039 the highest version of me that is made in the 268 00:12:54.039 --> 00:12:58.320 eyes of God knows her worth, knows that she's worthy 269 00:12:58.639 --> 00:13:02.879 of abundance and love and prosperity and a life that 270 00:13:02.960 --> 00:13:05.559 is not filled with depression and anxiety. But it's gonna 271 00:13:05.559 --> 00:13:07.919 be up to me to take off those glasses where 272 00:13:08.440 --> 00:13:13.320 I'm constantly believing and thinking that I don't deserve it, 273 00:13:13.679 --> 00:13:15.559 that I don't get it and everyone else does. And 274 00:13:15.600 --> 00:13:18.519 those are pleaefs from childhood. But I have to remember 275 00:13:18.879 --> 00:13:22.159 when I have those self doubts, when I believe. Oh, 276 00:13:22.200 --> 00:13:23.480 I don't know if I can have it. So I'm 277 00:13:23.480 --> 00:13:25.360 gonna start obsessing over this thing, and I'm gonna have 278 00:13:25.360 --> 00:13:27.039 to work really hard, and I'm gonna have to just 279 00:13:27.519 --> 00:13:29.559 prove my value constantly. And if I just do this 280 00:13:29.600 --> 00:13:32.480 one thing, if I just do this one thing correctly, 281 00:13:32.879 --> 00:13:35.399 then that's going to be the thing that No, you've 282 00:13:35.440 --> 00:13:38.960 done enough, you're good enough, you're worthy enough. But you 283 00:13:39.039 --> 00:13:41.240 have to remind yourself of that. And the more times 284 00:13:41.240 --> 00:13:44.320 you start operating from that place, you will see things 285 00:13:44.399 --> 00:13:46.960 open up. You will see and be able to trust 286 00:13:46.960 --> 00:13:50.519 that you know what this mess here, it's all going away. 287 00:13:50.960 --> 00:13:53.200 It's gonna be removed. I don't have to remove it. 288 00:13:53.840 --> 00:13:56.840 God has it for me. And on top of that, 289 00:13:56.840 --> 00:14:00.639 that mountain is being moved. And I found this just quote. 290 00:14:00.720 --> 00:14:03.159 You guys know, I love a good Pinterest quote, and 291 00:14:03.240 --> 00:14:06.559 it says, your faith can move mountains and your doubt 292 00:14:06.679 --> 00:14:10.600 can create them. Watch where your focus is. And it's 293 00:14:10.679 --> 00:14:13.480 very true. When you have faith in something, when you 294 00:14:13.519 --> 00:14:16.879 believe it's gonna happen, when you know, even if you 295 00:14:16.919 --> 00:14:20.360 don't see it yet, you will start to create Your thoughts, 296 00:14:20.399 --> 00:14:22.519 your beliefs, they create. And the way I like to 297 00:14:22.519 --> 00:14:25.440 look at it. It is very simple. When you think better thoughts, 298 00:14:25.519 --> 00:14:28.120 when you believe and you trust, you stop getting tied 299 00:14:28.159 --> 00:14:30.720 up in the mess. You get up and you become 300 00:14:30.759 --> 00:14:32.519 the best version of yourself, and you act like the 301 00:14:32.519 --> 00:14:36.080 best version of yourself, and you keep going despite the 302 00:14:36.279 --> 00:14:38.720 trials and tribulations of life. And if you do the 303 00:14:38.759 --> 00:14:40.559 things that you need to do, you release your emotions 304 00:14:40.559 --> 00:14:42.120 and you show up for yourself, and you do the 305 00:14:42.120 --> 00:14:43.759 inner child healing, and you do the things that you 306 00:14:43.799 --> 00:14:47.000 need to do. You don't give up. You know it's coming, 307 00:14:47.600 --> 00:14:51.480 and you be patient. You get comfortable with the in between. 308 00:14:51.519 --> 00:14:54.200 Not every single thing is gonna be this dopamine kick. 309 00:14:54.279 --> 00:14:56.120 It's going to be perfect, it's gonna be whatever. But 310 00:14:56.159 --> 00:15:00.559 you don't lose sights versus if you focus on the mess, 311 00:15:00.759 --> 00:15:03.159 you keep doubting yourself, you're gonna wake up and you're 312 00:15:03.159 --> 00:15:06.039 not gonna try. You're not gonna put yourself out there. 313 00:15:06.120 --> 00:15:09.720 Why why would you? You're constantly focused on the thing 314 00:15:09.759 --> 00:15:12.320 you don't want. Well, if you keep doing that, you're 315 00:15:12.320 --> 00:15:15.360 not gonna manifest. You're not gonna create because, in my opinion, God, 316 00:15:15.879 --> 00:15:19.080 the universe it needs you to co create, It needs 317 00:15:19.080 --> 00:15:20.840 you to believe in something. It needs you to get 318 00:15:20.960 --> 00:15:22.840 up out of your bread and believe that you are 319 00:15:22.879 --> 00:15:26.000 worthy enough to go for your dreams, to go out 320 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:28.919 in life and to communicate and connect with people and 321 00:15:29.000 --> 00:15:32.320 see things differently. It requires you to try, It requires 322 00:15:32.320 --> 00:15:36.720 you to fail, It requires you to trust. And again, 323 00:15:36.759 --> 00:15:39.879 the more times you operate from that place, that is 324 00:15:39.919 --> 00:15:43.080 where you start to create a new reality. Because you 325 00:15:43.200 --> 00:15:46.000 are coming in contact with new people, places, and things. 326 00:15:46.080 --> 00:15:49.240 You are opening doors for more abundance to come in 327 00:15:49.559 --> 00:15:52.840 and more light and more love. That's just what happens. 328 00:15:52.879 --> 00:15:55.759 But you can't do that if you're constantly focusing on 329 00:15:55.840 --> 00:15:59.600 the things that are distressing you and staying small. And 330 00:15:59.639 --> 00:16:02.000 it's understandable that you would focus on the things that 331 00:16:02.039 --> 00:16:04.360 distress you because you are convinced that if you just 332 00:16:04.399 --> 00:16:06.440 focus on it, you will be able to change it. 333 00:16:06.879 --> 00:16:10.159 But that's not fully true. Okay, It's not to live 334 00:16:10.200 --> 00:16:13.320 in delusion and pretend like things aren't happening in your 335 00:16:13.320 --> 00:16:16.360 reality that need to be tended to. But the way 336 00:16:16.399 --> 00:16:20.080 we tend to tend to them is obsession, is rumination, 337 00:16:20.960 --> 00:16:24.399 is thinking that you can even do it all yourself. 338 00:16:25.000 --> 00:16:28.159 You need help, you need faith, You need to remove 339 00:16:28.279 --> 00:16:32.039 your attention from those things sometimes. And this is huge 340 00:16:32.080 --> 00:16:35.279 for me, and it's hard, but I've been somebody who's 341 00:16:35.320 --> 00:16:39.200 just constantly just thought about and obsessed about a thing 342 00:16:39.240 --> 00:16:42.000 that I literally can't change. I can't change it, and 343 00:16:42.320 --> 00:16:44.480 the only thing that thing needs me to do is 344 00:16:44.519 --> 00:16:46.960 to actually just remove my attention for a second, because 345 00:16:46.960 --> 00:16:50.440 I'm actually making myself sick at this point. There's pain 346 00:16:50.480 --> 00:16:52.919 over here and now they're suffering, and I'm creating more 347 00:16:52.919 --> 00:16:56.320 suffering than I need in my own life and within 348 00:16:56.360 --> 00:16:59.759 my own body, and it's not needed. So I need 349 00:16:59.799 --> 00:17:02.240 to be strong, and I need to show up as 350 00:17:02.320 --> 00:17:04.039 much as I possibly can, and I do not need 351 00:17:04.079 --> 00:17:06.039 to be perfect, and I need to have faith in 352 00:17:06.079 --> 00:17:07.839 something that's bigger than myself. And I think for the 353 00:17:07.880 --> 00:17:09.279 most part, when you start to have more of a 354 00:17:09.319 --> 00:17:12.319 practice of connecting with God, connecting with the universe, releasing 355 00:17:12.319 --> 00:17:15.240 control and surrendering, you will find this is actually your 356 00:17:15.319 --> 00:17:18.559 natural state. Our natural states are to surrender. Our natural 357 00:17:18.640 --> 00:17:21.640 states are to move and flow and to act out 358 00:17:21.640 --> 00:17:23.400 of love and to go in the direction of what 359 00:17:23.519 --> 00:17:26.200 feels good. So if we can start moving more a 360 00:17:26.240 --> 00:17:29.440 little bit day by day in that direction, we will 361 00:17:29.480 --> 00:17:32.359 start to feel more sense of safety in that versus 362 00:17:32.440 --> 00:17:35.759 safety in this control that we think that we have 363 00:17:35.880 --> 00:17:38.319 over everything when we don't, and it feels so much 364 00:17:38.359 --> 00:17:41.039 better to give it to God. It feels so much 365 00:17:41.039 --> 00:17:43.359 better to not know the answer. And why that is 366 00:17:43.359 --> 00:17:46.480 is because you start to see how you do have 367 00:17:46.519 --> 00:17:50.039 a limited perspective on how life could be and how 368 00:17:50.119 --> 00:17:53.559 things could be, and there will be a lot more 369 00:17:53.599 --> 00:17:55.359 abundance than you even think. And I think that the 370 00:17:55.400 --> 00:17:58.920 more that you show yourself this is possible. By acting 371 00:17:58.960 --> 00:18:02.240 out of love and set of fear and connecting more 372 00:18:02.319 --> 00:18:05.519 to a higher sense of self or God, whatever you 373 00:18:05.640 --> 00:18:07.880 believe in, you'll start to manifest. You'll start to see 374 00:18:07.920 --> 00:18:09.599 things come in your life and be like, oh, okay, 375 00:18:09.680 --> 00:18:13.759 see things did work out here when I did release control, 376 00:18:14.640 --> 00:18:16.480 it did end up working out, and it actually worked 377 00:18:16.480 --> 00:18:18.759 out a lot better than I even thought. And I 378 00:18:18.799 --> 00:18:20.960 think some of the biggest things in your life, for 379 00:18:21.000 --> 00:18:23.680 the most part, you can look back and say, yeah, 380 00:18:23.720 --> 00:18:26.640 I co created. Like for me, I definitely co created, 381 00:18:26.720 --> 00:18:29.839 but it still turned out differently than I could have 382 00:18:30.000 --> 00:18:32.599 even written. And I think about this when it comes 383 00:18:32.599 --> 00:18:36.680 to how quickly I grew on my main channel on YouTube, yes, 384 00:18:36.720 --> 00:18:39.400 I co created. I put in that work, and I 385 00:18:39.440 --> 00:18:41.920 believed in myself and it got out of my own way, 386 00:18:41.960 --> 00:18:44.440 and I acted out of love versus fear, and I 387 00:18:44.559 --> 00:18:46.799 believed and I believed and I believed, and I knew 388 00:18:46.799 --> 00:18:48.279 it was going to happen, but I didn't know when. 389 00:18:48.720 --> 00:18:51.839 I didn't write down exactly when and where and how, 390 00:18:52.359 --> 00:18:53.839 and if I did that, I probably would have been 391 00:18:53.839 --> 00:18:56.039 limiting myself. I just trusted and I knew it was 392 00:18:56.079 --> 00:18:58.319 going to happen. And you know what, if you look 393 00:18:58.319 --> 00:19:01.200 at it from a very uh, I don't know, material based, 394 00:19:01.359 --> 00:19:08.720 logical analytic way. I grew exponentially quicker than typically people 395 00:19:08.759 --> 00:19:14.000 would assume you would grow on YouTube. I went from 396 00:19:14.319 --> 00:19:18.799 consistently posting one video from April to around end of 397 00:19:18.839 --> 00:19:22.720 October in a set year. I think I posted like 398 00:19:22.759 --> 00:19:25.039 two vlogs before that, and then consistently I was like, 399 00:19:25.079 --> 00:19:26.839 I'm going to post one video a week and I'm 400 00:19:26.880 --> 00:19:29.440 going to do the belief work. And I really trusted 401 00:19:29.559 --> 00:19:31.799