Speaker 1: Blundlish Authenticity podcast.
Speaker 2: Okay, and we're live. Thanks for tuning into Boundless Authenticity Today.
Speaker 2: I have a special guest, Brown Neil Landrum, but I'm
Speaker 2: going to let her tell you exactly who she is
Speaker 2: and what she does.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, you said my name, right, so thank you
Speaker 3: for that. Where do I start? Well, I'm an author,
Speaker 3: so I guess that's the first thing that people might
Speaker 3: want to know about. I like delving into what I
Speaker 3: call metaphysical mysteries in my writing. I have a new
Speaker 3: trilogy coming out in a few days, so I'm excited
Speaker 3: about that. That is Reincarnation, epic reincarnation mystery about a
Speaker 3: famous couple from history who's reincarnated today and they're here
Speaker 3: to fulfill a prophecy that'll change the world. So it's
Speaker 3: kind of Da Vinci Code meets Outlander with a reincarnation theme.
Speaker 1: Like writing those stories a lot.
Speaker 3: I even have a podcast called Life is a Trip
Speaker 3: Reincarnation in afterlife stories, and with that, it's not an
Speaker 3: interview podcast like this. It's basically people write and share
Speaker 3: stories and we record them and people can go to
Speaker 3: our podcasts and listen to them.
Speaker 1: I don't know what else do you want to know
Speaker 1: about me authenticity.
Speaker 2: The concept for your podcast is very interesting. I like
Speaker 2: that a lot.
Speaker 1: I like it, thank you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I just you know, as somebody who writes
Speaker 3: these kinds of stories. I have also have a Facebook
Speaker 3: group called Life is a Trip a Reincarnation Story, so
Speaker 3: please join us on that. And as somebody writes a
Speaker 3: lot of these stories, I just think there need to
Speaker 3: be more stories like this out there. I mean, they
Speaker 3: can be fictional or factual, so we don't care. It's
Speaker 3: not like, oh it's got to fit this, you know,
Speaker 3: box or whatever. We've got a variety of different kinds
Speaker 3: of stories. Some are funny, some are fairly serious. The
Speaker 3: only thing we don't allow is horror. But we just
Speaker 3: I just want more stories out there in the world.
Speaker 3: So that's why I wanted to do it, is just
Speaker 3: get more of these stories.
Speaker 1: I don't want to be the only one.
Speaker 3: And I know I'm not the only one, but you know,
Speaker 3: it feels like I'm the only one writing this story.
Speaker 2: So what exactly inspires you.
Speaker 1: I want to change the world? Is that?
Speaker 2: Okay, No, it's not okay, can't do that.
Speaker 1: You want to be authentic, right, this is about authenticity? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I really.
Speaker 3: I mean, honestly, it sounds like kind of you know,
Speaker 3: convoluted or by pollutant or whatever the right word. But
Speaker 3: is you know when I think, like, personally, it doesn't
Speaker 3: matter to me if people believe in reincarnation, but I
Speaker 3: think when they start opening their minds to the possibility,
Speaker 3: then all of a sudden, like one thing that matters
Speaker 3: a lot to me is, you know, we can be
Speaker 3: any when you reincarnate. You can go through many, many lifetimes,
Speaker 3: and you probably have been multiple races, multiple nationalities, you know,
Speaker 3: both male and female and in between, you know, and
Speaker 3: so when you sit there and think, oh, well this
Speaker 3: group is bad or this kind of racism or this
Speaker 3: kind of classism or whatever like, it all kind of seems.
Speaker 1: Silly when you realize that you've probably been you know.
Speaker 3: In fact, I wrote a screenplay and I wrote a
Speaker 3: song for the screenplay, and one of the lyrics is,
Speaker 3: you know, the soul has no gender, no creed, and
Speaker 3: no race.
Speaker 1: Love can be found in any face.
Speaker 3: Right, So when you start realizing it, just it just
Speaker 3: thinks it opens up so many possibilities. And I think
Speaker 3: an open mind is you know, a really important thing
Speaker 3: for this world.
Speaker 2: I would agree with you. I think that in general,
Speaker 2: this world suffers from a disease called ignorance, and it's
Speaker 2: all about not seeing that people are dumb, but it's
Speaker 2: all about information that just is being ignored to preserve
Speaker 2: one way of thinking. It's kind of circular thinking, and
Speaker 2: I don't really think it's going to be a thing
Speaker 2: that humans figure out how to get rid of. I
Speaker 2: stopped thinking that a long time ago, but I realized
Speaker 2: that there are more people out there that deep down
Speaker 2: inside of them being known that things like reincarnation are real,
Speaker 2: but it's just really hard for them to admit. And
Speaker 2: I have not yet been able to figure out what's
Speaker 2: behind that fear. If you catch what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Yeah, first of all, you just blew my mind. My
Speaker 3: mind's still reeling, you know, my whole life. I've never
Speaker 3: put the connection between ignorance and ignored, and so like
Speaker 3: my mind is like, wow, yes, I guess that is
Speaker 3: you're you know, that's in a way of deliberately ignoring
Speaker 3: what could be there, you know, like putting up blinders.
Speaker 3: I guess you know, to something that could be true.
Speaker 3: So thank you for that, I guess it. I love
Speaker 3: put an open mind, and you just just open mind,
Speaker 3: and I'm just I know I'm going to be I
Speaker 3: used to have a friend who tell me like, he's like,
Speaker 3: I tell you something, Brown Ellen, then weeks later you'd
Speaker 3: be still thinking about it. So I probably will still
Speaker 3: be thinking about that. And I think, yeah, I you know,
Speaker 3: as far as why are people afraid, you know, I
Speaker 3: think they do get caught up in their little boxes
Speaker 3: and oh well, this is not what I learned in church,
Speaker 3: or this is not what I heard from my parents,
Speaker 3: and and and they don't understand it. And I think, honestly,
Speaker 3: one of the things that's so important to me for
Speaker 3: my group, because we have a you know, the Facebook
Speaker 3: group as well as this podcast is again fictional or factual, so.
Speaker 1: We're not going to force somebody in our way of
Speaker 1: thinking either, right. We want to have a variety of kinds.
Speaker 3: Of stories that can make people look, oh, well, it
Speaker 3: could be this way or this way. And in fact,
Speaker 3: many years ago, I met a man one time and
Speaker 3: he said, he said to me something really profound that
Speaker 3: I still think about, you know, many many years later,
Speaker 3: and he said, he said, Brown Ally said, you're an
Speaker 3: explorer and you're always going to be an explorer, and
Speaker 3: what he meant by that is, you know, I'm never
Speaker 3: going to be completely sad with one answer. I'm going
Speaker 3: to keep looking.
Speaker 1: For more answers and more expansion, you know, to the story.
Speaker 1: And I think a lot of people are afraid of that.
Speaker 3: Like I was talking to a woman the other day,
Speaker 3: very very devout, far to the extreme Christian if you will,
Speaker 3: and I was like, well, you know, the whole foundation
Speaker 3: of Christianity is reincarnation, and she just got really freaked
Speaker 3: out for that.
Speaker 1: And I said, yeah, I mean it's all about Jesus
Speaker 1: coming back again, right, I mean, isn't that kind of
Speaker 1: like the big thing? And reincarnation was a known thing
Speaker 1: back in his day, right, so it wouldn't have been
Speaker 1: an odd thing. Now.
Speaker 3: Of course you probably know it's been edited out of
Speaker 3: the Bible and all these things.
Speaker 1: But she just couldn't get her head into it.
Speaker 3: I said, well, you don't think she's just going to
Speaker 3: manifest from dirt and just become a person again.
Speaker 1: She's like, oh, yeah, he can do anything.
Speaker 3: And I was like, okay, I mean like she was
Speaker 3: so caught in her box that and you know, she
Speaker 3: doesn't have to agree with me or anything, but she
Speaker 3: was so caught in a box she just couldn't understand
Speaker 3: that it didn't make sense.
Speaker 1: Just I mean, you know, yeah, there's one thing to
Speaker 1: have faith, and it's another thing to think it's going
Speaker 1: to be something.
Speaker 3: That far out there, you know, whereas and a lot
Speaker 3: easier to believe his soul can just come back in
Speaker 3: another body.
Speaker 1: Isn't that a little simpler?
Speaker 3: So I don't know, I don't know if I answered
Speaker 3: your question, but we did definitely went down that rabbit hole.
Speaker 2: Well, I mean, I believe it was with least Treeber
Speaker 2: that once said beliefs our walls and questions our doors.
Speaker 1: Oh I love.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I think that many people know how to very
Speaker 2: quickly build another wall in front of that door when
Speaker 2: you ask him a question. They are master contractors. They
Speaker 2: should probably make a business.
Speaker 1: Out of that, probably, well, you know, and Mark Manson
Speaker 1: says that, uh, answering questions is the key, or solving
Speaker 1: problems is the key.
Speaker 3: I think it is something some of the problems is
Speaker 3: the key to happiness. Yeah, that's what is happiness is
Speaker 3: solving problems.
Speaker 1: And I thought that's yeah. I think I always think
Speaker 1: that's so interesting is because your brain you get your
Speaker 1: brains so engaged.
Speaker 3: From looking for Like if I said, or, how do
Speaker 3: you think he's going to come back? You think he's
Speaker 3: really going to come out of dirt and ash and
Speaker 3: you know from thousands of years ago or proud or something,
Speaker 3: you know, and you wouldn't have had the answer, But
Speaker 3: I just would have said whatever she learned a group. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 3: I like asking questions, but I like stories. You know,
Speaker 3: stories are so important, you know, they kind of help you, like,
Speaker 3: you know, that's what it's like, I said, fiction or factual,
Speaker 3: because I have noticed that there are people that will
Speaker 3: read my novels or listen to the stories on the
Speaker 3: podcast or whatever that wouldn't necessarily say they believe we're incarnation,
Speaker 3: and but they love the stories and then that opens
Speaker 3: their mind. So sometimes fiction, you know, you don't have
Speaker 3: to believe in time travel to enjoy back to the future.
Speaker 3: You know, you can open your mind to all kinds
Speaker 3: of possibilities. And then all of a sudden you're like,
Speaker 3: well that that kind of makes sense, doesn't it, you know,
Speaker 3: And it's just fiction that did it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's true. And through history, so many works of
Speaker 2: fiction have actually think containers for the truth and in.
Speaker 1: Fact, that's my tagline. Did you see that in my writing?
Speaker 2: I did not see that.
Speaker 3: My tagline for my writing is lose yourself in the fiction,
Speaker 3: find yourself in the truth.
Speaker 2: M very curious, indeed.
Speaker 1: Very curious.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're right, and I wonder what are your other
Speaker 2: goals besides changing the world for this new book here
Speaker 2: you're releasing.
Speaker 3: Well, I'll circle back to that, but I want to
Speaker 3: kind of get back to what you were just saying,
Speaker 3: as far as you know where and how these things
Speaker 3: get written, because there's also a story that I wrote
Speaker 3: this year.
Speaker 1: I've been through quite a year.
Speaker 3: And when you're you know, again back to the topic
Speaker 3: of authenticity, I have been through like this huge year.
Speaker 3: I'm living a nomadic life. I don't know where I'm
Speaker 3: going to be next. I mean, like I'm really unsure,
Speaker 3: and I was, I say, kicked out of my apartment.
Speaker 3: But when my landlord raised the rent fifty percent last year,
Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, I've got to do something because
Speaker 3: I can't stay here. And so that led me to
Speaker 3: go to Italy, and then that led me to go
Speaker 3: to Tunisia because I couldn't stay in Italy because they
Speaker 3: weren't taking these applications and it just led one thing
Speaker 3: to another, and I decided to tell people, you know,
Speaker 3: in my in my social media, it's like, this is
Speaker 3: what I'm doing.
Speaker 1: I don't know what I'm doing. I'm going to these places.
Speaker 1: Some days I'm having a not so good day, you know,
Speaker 1: some days I'm having this fabulous day. And as I'm
Speaker 1: doing this, I realized people are really drawn to that authenticity.
Speaker 1: They want to know these stories, and I'm kind of like,
Speaker 1: I don't think it's that interesting. That sure, if you
Speaker 1: want to know, you know what I'm doing.
Speaker 3: And then I started writing another story, which is getting
Speaker 3: to the answer your question, like what more do I
Speaker 3: want to accomplish? And I got inspired to write another
Speaker 3: story that I'm offering to anybody listening to this for free,
Speaker 3: so I feel free to hit me up for a
Speaker 3: copy of it.
Speaker 1: I call it The End, a love story to the universe.
Speaker 3: And as I'm writing, I was inspired to write it
Speaker 3: because I met somebody when I was in Tunisia and
Speaker 3: I as I'm writing the story, I'm writing it from
Speaker 3: the perspective of what I call the upstairs, right, so
Speaker 3: there's whatever you want to call that, that world of thing.
Speaker 3: I specifically like to call it the Upstairs because I
Speaker 3: don't haven't ever heard anybody else call it that, and
Speaker 3: it's another way to just kind of like take away
Speaker 3: the walls. But I'm writing from and writing these kind
Speaker 3: of characters from the upstairs, and then all of a sudden,
Speaker 3: I realize they're real, Like they're telling me who they
Speaker 3: are as I'm writing it. It's becoming real as I'm
Speaker 3: writing it, and there's to see it manifest and see
Speaker 3: what they wanted to do. And I call it the
Speaker 3: traffic angels.
Speaker 1: If you've got this person here and this person here,
Speaker 1: how do you bring them together?
Speaker 3: And there's like they run the logistics upstairs and they're
Speaker 3: trying to get how do you get an American woman
Speaker 3: to meet a British man in Tunisia? Like they had
Speaker 3: to work really hard to make that happen, and it
Speaker 3: just like opened up so much for me to go, Wow,
Speaker 3: this this is I have to just do.
Speaker 1: Whatever they tell me to do.
Speaker 3: I'm just kind of like where they want me to
Speaker 3: go next is where they want me to go next.
Speaker 1: And it's it's been really really interesting.
Speaker 3: So you know, I would love more people to get
Speaker 3: into writing and to open up those portals and get
Speaker 3: that communication and find out, you know, who.
Speaker 1: Are your guides and what are they doing?
Speaker 3: And you know, we don't really realize I don't even
Speaker 3: think that we have a team, Like there's a team
Speaker 3: up there. This isn't just oh, we've got one guide
Speaker 3: who's look over and it's like no, they kind of
Speaker 3: work together, and they work together with other people like
Speaker 3: this man that I met, his guide is also up
Speaker 3: there and part of the team.
Speaker 1: So it just kind of changed a lot for me.
Speaker 3: So, you know, just sharing these stories being on your podcast,
Speaker 3: you know, whoever gets to hear and goes, wait a minute,
Speaker 3: this is interesting. Why don't I disrupt my own life
Speaker 3: and figure out where I'm going and let me see
Speaker 3: if I can maybe get some information.
Speaker 1: Because up until.
Speaker 3: Then I was like, oh, I have to go here,
Speaker 3: and have to go here and make these plans, and
Speaker 3: they all fell apart. I tried to direct, and so
Speaker 3: then I was like, Okay, what.
Speaker 1: Do you all want?
Speaker 3: They only tell me a little bit ahead of time.
Speaker 2: That's such an interesting thing that he said, when you
Speaker 2: said when you try to direct, Because I have found
Speaker 2: my own experience of life is whenever I've tried to
Speaker 2: take complete control over things. Life just says, no, you're
Speaker 2: not doing that. What do you think you're doing? That's
Speaker 2: my job. And it throws something out there that's completely
Speaker 2: off the wall, and you never know what direction it
Speaker 2: will lead you in.
Speaker 1: But exciting, isn't it?
Speaker 3: You know when you let that happen, when you go,
Speaker 3: wait a minute, you know I wouldn't have thought, you know,
Speaker 3: I thought I was going to go to Italy for
Speaker 3: a year. They're not taking visa applications. Now you could
Speaker 3: go and I'll get into it if you want. But
Speaker 3: I wrote a book called Five Reasons Why Bad Things Happen,
Speaker 3: So when people say everything happens for a reason, I
Speaker 3: literally wrote the book on it. Right, and yet watching
Speaker 3: this happen, realizing how much is orchestrated, how much we're
Speaker 3: being helped and we don't realize it, Like and I
Speaker 3: sometimes I look at them like border callis and we're
Speaker 3: going here, and they just go, no, we want you
Speaker 3: over here.
Speaker 1: You know, and they'll knock you, knock you a little
Speaker 1: bit around if you if you don't listen.
Speaker 2: So yeah, it's true that phrase how much we're being
Speaker 2: helped is very very critical for people to understand. It's
Speaker 2: really easy to go into victim mode if you think
Speaker 2: about it from under end. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was on a conversation with today with somebody
Speaker 3: who is seriously in victim mode and she and I
Speaker 3: and I have done some healing work, and if you
Speaker 3: read the story, you'll kind of get some hint of
Speaker 3: some of the healing stuff I was doing.
Speaker 1: And I did a buffo trip. Do you know what
Speaker 1: bufo is.
Speaker 3: It's a psychedelic it's amah. And I did that in legal,
Speaker 3: totally legal thing, medically supervised in Barcelona, So don't do
Speaker 3: it anywhere unless it's completely legal, safe and medically supervised,
Speaker 3: because it's pretty intense. But you know, in that I
Speaker 3: was kind of reminded in that in that experience I
Speaker 3: needed to do healing. So anyway, I told this woman,
Speaker 3: I said, you know, if you want me to try
Speaker 3: to do some healing stuff remotely for you, And she
Speaker 3: was just so entrenched in in what she was dealing
Speaker 3: with and how it was caused and how she's a
Speaker 3: victim and how this stuff and I told her, I said,
Speaker 3: I will tell you when I'm doing healing work that
Speaker 3: I'm getting messages and I don't filter it. Like I
Speaker 3: can be your friend and say, Okay, I'm really feeling
Speaker 3: sorry for you.
Speaker 1: But if I'm getting messages, I'm telling you what they're
Speaker 1: telling me, and I can't filter it, right. I just like,
Speaker 1: it's either it's either me being your friend or me
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 3: And I said to her, I said, you know, you're
Speaker 3: gonna have to get over the victim thing.
Speaker 1: And she couldn't. She couldn't. And I know I went
Speaker 1: through many men years ago.
Speaker 3: I went through a whole victim thing and wow, I
Speaker 3: mean that's powerful energy.
Speaker 1: Doesn't get you anywhere, but it's powerful energy, and you'll
Speaker 1: find plenty of people to back you up.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's inductive and intoxicating and you can find evidence
Speaker 2: for it anywhere you look.
Speaker 3: Yes, and it doesn't help you, you know. And when
Speaker 3: I went through mine, I mean, it was pretty intense,
Speaker 3: and it was a you know, for a year or two.
Speaker 1: And I had a friend who's like, oh, yes and this,
Speaker 1: you know, he was so into the victim thing.
Speaker 3: And then all of a sudden, I realized, oh, you
Speaker 3: know what, I think I signed up to learn how
Speaker 3: what this victim stuff is like.
Speaker 1: It was one of my little class.
Speaker 3: Curriculum when I was deciding my lifetime and I thought, Okay,
Speaker 3: now I know that I can.
Speaker 1: Check that box and I don't need to do that
Speaker 1: any And it wasn't until years later that I was
Speaker 1: talking to him and he, you know, he's very much
Speaker 1: a Leo, so the Bravado thing is very important to him.
Speaker 3: And I was like, I got to tell you something,
Speaker 3: and it's not necessarily going to come off right, but
Speaker 3: we've got to talk about this whole victim thing. And
Speaker 3: it was just such a beautiful conversation because all of
Speaker 3: a sudden boom, he got it and it was solved,
Speaker 3: like he knew that that wasn't going to get him anywhere.
Speaker 3: And so, yeah, I don't know how we got off
Speaker 3: on that tangent, but yeah, this this woman, she doesn't
Speaker 3: want to give up the victim.
Speaker 1: You know. And she got really upset and was like,
Speaker 1: I can't calm down. I can't deal with this.
Speaker 3: I was like, yeah, because you walked to play instead
Speaker 3: of realizing it happened to you for a reason, whatever
Speaker 3: that reason is, that's what we.
Speaker 1: Have to get to why.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, you have to take one hundred percent
Speaker 2: personal responsibility. It's really easy. I'm trying to discourage people
Speaker 2: from telling anybody that I'm so sorry to hear that,
Speaker 2: or I feel sorry for you, or anything like that.
Speaker 2: Sympathy and empathy are two different things. I don't think
Speaker 2: most people realize that. Sympathy is kind of like somebody
Speaker 2: fell in a hole and you decided to help them.
Speaker 2: You're gonna jump in the hole two and now both
Speaker 2: of you are stuff there. Doesn't help, doesn't help to
Speaker 2: these much different. It's like, okay, well I've done a letter,
Speaker 2: let me go get it and come back, you.
Speaker 1: Know, well, and I love that.
Speaker 2: And where this victim thing comes from.
Speaker 1: I mean, well, it's like I've got a friend of
Speaker 1: mine and she's got.
Speaker 2: One saying we all do it, and I've been there
Speaker 2: as well.
Speaker 1: But yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah No.
Speaker 3: I was just going to say, I have a friend
Speaker 3: of mine who's got one kind of element illness after another,
Speaker 3: and I you know, I had to kind of tell
Speaker 3: her and this might sound you know, I'm being authentic, right,
Speaker 3: so I'm telling you who I really am. But I
Speaker 3: said to herself, I'm not the one you come to
Speaker 3: if you want a pity party. I'm the one you
Speaker 3: come to saying how do I fix this. You know
Speaker 3: what is the why? Because everything I write there's a
Speaker 3: big underlying message of the why.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 3: Five Reasons Why Bad Things Happen is my first book.
Speaker 3: The why is so important, and so I'm like, you
Speaker 3: want solved, you want to talk about the why. You
Speaker 3: want to get to the solution, you want to get healed.
Speaker 1: I'm your girl. Do you want a pity party or
Speaker 1: somebody just to you know, to hold your hand.
Speaker 3: I can hold your hand to a certain point, but
Speaker 3: I'm probably not the one for the long term because
Speaker 3: I want you to get well.
Speaker 1: You know, I want you to get through this. I
Speaker 1: want you to get past this.
Speaker 3: I want you to get your why so you can
Speaker 3: move on and live a fruitful life.
Speaker 1: And there are other people that are good for the
Speaker 1: other but I'm not the best person for that, right.
Speaker 2: I think everybody needed to hear this conversation.
Speaker 1: Well, let's run it out, let's do the world.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I have to know what are well? Do
Speaker 2: you have any of your favorite reincarnation stories?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 3: You know, I had an interesting experience the other day
Speaker 3: that I'll share is that because this was pretty This.
Speaker 1: Is again them right, like watching them manifest and they're
Speaker 1: talking to me so clearly. But I am talking to
Speaker 1: somebody on an interview and they asked me about a
Speaker 1: reincarnation story, and I said, yeah, that was really an
Speaker 1: interesting situation where I met a man. This is many,
Speaker 1: many years ago, and I met him on Mother's Day
Speaker 1: and it just so happened that his mother a year
Speaker 1: earlier had committed suicide in this lifetime and I had
Speaker 1: been his mother in a previous lifetime. So I'm on
Speaker 1: this interview. So that's pretty trippy right there.
Speaker 3: Right, But I'm on this interview and I have not
Speaker 3: talked to this man in eight years, six years, six years,
Speaker 3: not you know, not somebody I talked to you ready,
Speaker 3: all of a sudden he calls that night.
Speaker 1: Now I was on a live interview. He couldn't have
Speaker 1: seen me. It was recorded, it hasn't aired yet. That's
Speaker 1: pretty wild.
Speaker 3: I love stuff like that, Yeah, and it's fascinating.
Speaker 2: I've done a ton of past life regression and stuff
Speaker 2: on other people, on myself, and it's never going to
Speaker 2: be the thing that you think it's going to be. It.
Speaker 2: I recently did one where on myself where all I
Speaker 2: could see was being like a little boy, look down
Speaker 2: and see my feet and I wasn't wearing any shoes,
Speaker 2: and I was right near a body of water and
Speaker 2: I could see the sign and I'll spell it h
Speaker 2: E C A g A. And so I did some
Speaker 2: research and I found out that's how I used to
Speaker 2: spell Chicago. And I was like, well, how long ago
Speaker 2: was right? And it's a couple hundred years ago that
Speaker 2: I was in this lifetime. And it was like, I
Speaker 2: guess people were just beginning to settle into that area.
Speaker 2: I guess my family was a part of something like that.
Speaker 2: But it's these things never failed to amaze me as
Speaker 2: what I'm the same. We never know who you've been,
Speaker 2: what you've done in a past life.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you know, I mean this really tripped me
Speaker 1: out too.
Speaker 3: I had a friend of mine who does past life regressions,
Speaker 3: and she took me to what I would call a
Speaker 3: soul journey, right, it really wasn't a regression to another lifetime,
Speaker 3: but it was a.
Speaker 1: Journey to the other side.
Speaker 3: And I wanted one of the things I wanted to
Speaker 3: see the team, right, I want to be like, Okay,
Speaker 3: let's bow wow with this team. And the I was
Speaker 3: mentioning that this you know, this team upstairs was trying
Speaker 3: to hook an American woman with a British man and
Speaker 3: I had an encounter with his higher self in this
Speaker 3: in this session, the most powerful energy I've ever seen,
Speaker 3: I mean, like blew me away powerful and I just
Speaker 3: and it just starts going, Okay, well, you know, I mean,
Speaker 3: we all have our issues and we all go, what's
Speaker 3: you know, what do we need to learn? But I
Speaker 3: just thought, why he needs more help from this higher self,
Speaker 3: Like the higher se he's got all this power, but
Speaker 3: here he's still you know.
Speaker 1: Got well, like I said, we all have struggles. So
Speaker 1: this is not a judgment in him, but.
Speaker 3: There's more of a judgment on the higher self going
Speaker 3: get your act together and go help this guy, because
Speaker 3: you know, you've got power and he.
Speaker 1: Needs your help.
Speaker 3: And so I mean, that was to me such an
Speaker 3: incredible lesson, you know. And I've been through some of
Speaker 3: those lessons myself in realizing, you know. And that's one
Speaker 3: of the things if you read the story that I wrote,
Speaker 3: like I said, it's called the End Love Story.
Speaker 1: To the Universe, is they're not infallible.
Speaker 3: It's not like we're idiots and they're all knowing they're
Speaker 3: trying to and so, and we need to ask.
Speaker 1: For their help.
Speaker 3: Sometimes you need to freaking demand their help, right, and
Speaker 3: so it was just really really and sometimes you know,
Speaker 3: at least in this experience, I'm demanding help with somebody else,
Speaker 3: like this isn't there you need to help him?
Speaker 1: And I don't know.
Speaker 3: I mean, I've been around this stuff for a long
Speaker 3: long time. I've never had these experiences before.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I get what you're saying. I think is something that,
Speaker 2: regardless of how you feel about it, you should give
Speaker 2: it a shot and see what comes up. Because it
Speaker 2: changes you. It really does. Just hav any information alone
Speaker 2: changes you.
Speaker 3: Yes, And so just writing, like you know, I say
Speaker 3: to people, that's why it's so important. You know, I
Speaker 3: kind of keep reiterating, But the fictional or factual is
Speaker 3: so important because if you just start writing and you go, Okay,
Speaker 3: I think I remember I was this little boy two
Speaker 3: hundre years ago, you know, on the shores of the
Speaker 3: lake in Chicago.
Speaker 1: Great.
Speaker 3: And if you start writing it and you're thinking, okay,
Speaker 3: but I don't have any.
Speaker 1: More facts to deal with it, just write. It'll come
Speaker 1: to you, and whatever comes to you matters, and nobody cares.
Speaker 3: If it's you can prove it or not. Nobody cares
Speaker 3: if it. If it's some you know, oh, here's all
Speaker 3: the facts that.
Speaker 1: Go with it.
Speaker 3: Something in there is going to be a message to you,
Speaker 3: and and just to just to sit down and write
Speaker 3: and let it flow.
Speaker 1: Because I was writing, I thought I was writing these characters,
Speaker 1: and then they always realized no, they're telling me who
Speaker 1: they are. It was really, really, really profound, and.
Speaker 2: I understand what you're saying, even if it's fictional compared
Speaker 2: to what is reality and still factual towards in your soul,
Speaker 2: because you're conscious mind kind of knows everything about everything,
Speaker 2: and there's going to be these things of the truth
Speaker 2: in there that you don't even know that we are
Speaker 2: true or not. They probably are. So it's interesting. I
Speaker 2: usually tell people to stop consuming so much garbage on
Speaker 2: TV and whatnot and team that time and be creative
Speaker 2: and see what comes out of you, because it's much
Speaker 2: better to be a creator and then it is to
Speaker 2: be a consumer.
Speaker 1: Yep, it's interesting too.
Speaker 3: I don't know if you've heard the noise that's coming
Speaker 3: through while we're talking.
Speaker 2: Oh, that's probably.
Speaker 1: Well.
Speaker 3: The reason I'm asking is just it feels like it's
Speaker 3: like some sort of reminders. It doesn't feel like it's
Speaker 3: necessarily just a technical glitch, like something's trying to get
Speaker 3: our attention, and I find it really interesting, Like I
Speaker 3: don't know I'm making, you know, I forget what the
Speaker 3: gosh I can't remember the term now, but there's a
Speaker 3: word for like people looking for too many signs and
Speaker 3: too many things, that every every little thing has a message.
Speaker 2: I mean, maybe maybe not, maybe maybe you're reaching maybe not,
Speaker 2: but I'm pretty sure that those are crickets and like
Speaker 2: whistling frogs and stuff like that. Yeah, they're both similar
Speaker 2: in tone, and I can hear them. We just had
Speaker 2: a really bad storm yesterday, so everything's moist, and so
Speaker 2: you get crickets and we get those frogs that really
Speaker 2: like the.
Speaker 1: Well, they may have a message for little messengers.
Speaker 3: I know, birds can be messengers, you know, so they
Speaker 3: can the little spirits can come down and say hi
Speaker 3: in the form of a bird.
Speaker 1: I don't know about a cricket.
Speaker 3: But.
Speaker 2: I've got four birds in this room. You can't see them,
Speaker 2: but they're here. Yeah, I mean, I definitely believe you
Speaker 2: there's something over at least spiritual about bird. So how
Speaker 2: are we how are we on this topic which we
Speaker 2: talking about reincarnation, we are?
Speaker 3: I mean, if you like, okay, you leave and you
Speaker 3: want to come back and visit your friends. I mean,
Speaker 3: I don't know if that's officially reincarnation, just and having
Speaker 3: a bird for all the while, you know, but that's
Speaker 3: one I mean, that's not that far off the topic.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: I had a friend of mine passed away recently and.
Speaker 3: About six months ago, and she was diehard atheist, like
Speaker 3: I wasn't going to believe in anything after death, and
Speaker 3: but she loved my stories and and I told her,
Speaker 3: I said, you know, when we first got diagnosed with
Speaker 3: a terminal illness, this is a couple of years ago.
Speaker 1: I said, you know, I said, you know, when you go,
Speaker 1: you're going to have to come back and tell me.
Speaker 1: I was right. She just laughed and laughed and laughed.
Speaker 1: And then you know, she was on her deathbed and
Speaker 1: her granddaughter said, hey, Browdy also wanted to remind you
Speaker 1: to come back and say hey, And she gave her
Speaker 1: a big smile right before she went, like, you know,
Speaker 1: so nothing else I caused her to have a you know,
Speaker 1: her her last big smile. But I actually think she
Speaker 1: did come to see me in the form of a bird.
Speaker 3: So uh, you know, it's it's all a mystery and
Speaker 3: it's all exciting, you know. We start to get more
Speaker 3: into it than all this normal stuff that everybody else
Speaker 3: is dealing with.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I wonder about it sometimes. So I've had
Speaker 2: some pretty strange experiences with birds recently passing away and
Speaker 2: stuff like that. And then after they after they go,
Speaker 2: then you get like a message from the other side,
Speaker 2: and then it hits He was like, wait a minute,
Speaker 2: So this whole time, I thought that was just a
Speaker 2: bird that was actually somebody else, and that's why it
Speaker 2: seems so familiar.
Speaker 3: Totally totally. I think they I think it's I don't know.
Speaker 1: I just think it's probably really easy for a spirit,
Speaker 1: especially one that has recently, you know, passed, to come
Speaker 1: in and just.
Speaker 3: And plus I mean, come on, isn't that one of
Speaker 3: the first things you'd want to do is kind of.
Speaker 1: Hang out as a bird and fly around and go
Speaker 1: see all your friends.
Speaker 3: I mean, you know, it's not like you want to
Speaker 3: come back the crickets, but you know, I think I'd
Speaker 3: come back as a bird so I can fly around
Speaker 3: and see everybody.
Speaker 2: I'm glad you didn't hear that last thing.
Speaker 3: I said, Oh, I'm sorry, what did you say?
Speaker 2: I said it? Yeah, and take a massive shift on people.
Speaker 1: Well, there are some people that you probably wouldn't want
Speaker 1: no doubt about that. There might be some people that
Speaker 1: might you know, you might have a little of that.
Speaker 2: Yeah. So I mean, is there anything else that's really
Speaker 2: important to you about this word that you would like
Speaker 2: to share?
Speaker 1: Well, I do, you know. I mean, we, as I said,
Speaker 1: we have this podcast.
Speaker 3: If somebody is a writer and they want to submit
Speaker 3: a story, we're open. Most of them are short stories,
Speaker 3: like a thousand to three thousand words. We also were
Speaker 3: on IMDb, so if somebody has aspirations to be a
Speaker 3: you know, a writer, they can get credit on that
Speaker 3: if they have an IMDb page. Join my Facebook group
Speaker 3: because I think we've got some really beautiful people there
Speaker 3: and you can find some like minded people to share stories.
Speaker 3: And you know, there's so many different points of view
Speaker 3: that I like that everything happens for a reason. I
Speaker 3: wrote the book on it. So you know, if people
Speaker 3: could just start seeing there's more to it than what
Speaker 3: we realize, you know, on the surface, and you know,
Speaker 3: hopefully like the guy told me, I'm an explorer.
Speaker 1: You know, let's just keep exploring.
Speaker 3: You know, as soon as you think you have the
Speaker 3: answer is when you like, you know, the di was
Speaker 3: between the closed door and the open door.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't know, I don't know. What do
Speaker 1: you want to know?
Speaker 3: What do you What are your big mysteries that you
Speaker 3: want to ask or know or share with people?
Speaker 1: Well, I wanted to.
Speaker 2: Ask you because we touched on this topic already, I think,
Speaker 2: but I want to ask you what are some profound
Speaker 2: moments for the people who have submitted stories to you?
Speaker 2: Like how big he look from submitting their stories to you?
Speaker 2: Do you know?
Speaker 1: Yeah? Yeah, Well I have one friend of mine.
Speaker 3: He is an accomplished screenwriter, and he wrote a short
Speaker 3: and I said, you've got to write. And he's written
Speaker 3: a lot of time trouble, sci fi touch stuff, and
Speaker 3: so I said, you've.
Speaker 1: Got to write a story for my podcast.
Speaker 3: And he said, never in his life has he sat
Speaker 3: down and written something straight through. And it was done
Speaker 3: like it flowed so naturally to him, so easily to him,
Speaker 3: and and and I just thought, now this is a sign, right,
Speaker 3: because some of the people that are writing, our writers
Speaker 3: have never written on the topic and some people are like, no,
Speaker 3: this is my personal story, you know, and and let
Speaker 3: me share with you my point of view and what
Speaker 3: happened between me and my dad or whatever. One of
Speaker 3: the stories that I wrote that's on the podcast called Justine,
Speaker 3: it was a sort of film script as well, and
Speaker 3: we had a group of actors read it and they're
Speaker 3: like as they're reading, and you know, going through reading
Speaker 3: the script, they were too especially to them, like you
Speaker 3: don't understand. This is my story. You wrote my story.
Speaker 3: And I was like, yeah, you're right, I didn't. I
Speaker 3: just wrote a story, right, But they're like, no, this
Speaker 3: is my story. Two different people that were actors on that.
Speaker 3: You can't tell me that it's an accident. You know
Speaker 3: that the right people are listening, and I just want
Speaker 3: more people to listen to it, very.
Speaker 1: Very deep and profound.
Speaker 3: And they were like, no, you got to write this,
Speaker 3: and you've got to do it this way, and you've
Speaker 3: got to get this out there because this is really important.
Speaker 1: This is my story.
Speaker 3: So that I you know, and and just going to
Speaker 3: people and talking with them and getting them to look.
Speaker 1: At what they might write and what they might share.
Speaker 3: And some of them, you know, One of the most
Speaker 3: beautiful things to me is that we first started out
Speaker 3: by doing a contest, and I had so much fun
Speaker 3: telling the people who won that they won. You know,
Speaker 3: I had more fun than if I had editor contest
Speaker 3: myself and I had won. It was more fun telling
Speaker 3: them they had And I can't even believe that that's true,
Speaker 3: but it's so. It was so quowerfully true. So I
Speaker 3: don't know if that answers your question, but it's it's
Speaker 3: been pretty cool because yeah, awesome.
Speaker 2: So Brownell tell everyone where they can find you.
Speaker 3: Well, I'm Brown al Landrum. I'm sure you're going to
Speaker 3: have some links or something for people to find, but
Speaker 3: I'm the only Brown al Landrum in the world, so
Speaker 3: that's pretty easy. I have a website, brownel Landrum dot
Speaker 3: com so b r O w n E l l
Speaker 3: l A N d r u M dot com.
Speaker 1: Find my Life is a Facebook group.
Speaker 3: You'll see a big stained glass kind of modern looking
Speaker 3: stained glass kind of thing.
Speaker 1: So it's all very upbeat.
Speaker 3: Find my podcast my story the end, the about the
Speaker 3: team upstairs.
Speaker 1: That's free.
Speaker 3: So I want to offer that to everybody to read.
Speaker 3: Some people have pressured me and asked me, is their
Speaker 3: a sequel, and I'm just going to say, yeah, they're
Speaker 3: telling me they want to keep writing even though.
Speaker 1: It feels like the end. Uh it's not and uh
Speaker 1: and then my We Meet Again trilogy and just just
Speaker 1: find me. You know.
Speaker 3: I you never know what questions can be asked, what
Speaker 3: can be shared, who can connect with each other because
Speaker 3: we may sit there and think, oh, social media is
Speaker 3: this or this, but we meet people and connect.
Speaker 1: It gives us an opportunity to connect so powerfully with
Speaker 1: so many different people. And I love that. So that's
Speaker 1: what I hope.
Speaker 2: Yeah, awesome, Bronell, thanks for being on the Boundless Authenticity podcast.
Speaker 1: Thank you very much.
Speaker 2: I enjoyed it.
Speaker 1: We could probably talk all night, so I love it.
Speaker 2: We could. Maybe we'll do that one day.
Speaker 1: Maybe.
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