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<v Speaker 1>Hey, everyone, Welcome to the team house. I'm Jack Murphy

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<v Speaker 1>here with today's guest Jay Morton. Jay served in the

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<v Speaker 1>British Parachute Regiment and then in the Special Air Service,

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<v Speaker 1>multiple deployments to Iraq in Afghanistan, and today he is

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<v Speaker 1>an ambassador for Delta three Oscar, which we'll get into. Jay,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you for joining us on the show today.

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<v Speaker 2>Awesome, thank you for having me. Jack.

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<v Speaker 3>Whereabouts in the world? I here, We're in Brooklyn, amazing.

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<v Speaker 3>I've never been to New York. To Brooklyn's New York right.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, come visit. Man, be happy

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<v Speaker 1>to have you here.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I love the US. I was recently out in Montana

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<v Speaker 3>in Whitefish.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, beautiful out there.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. San Diego, California.

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<v Speaker 3>I was there for the NASCAR race and then spent

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<v Speaker 3>some time in Laguna Beach.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm going back out in August.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I'm potentially gonna to stay over there for

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<v Speaker 3>the three months on my esther during winter because our

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<v Speaker 3>winters are pretty pretty rainy and wet over here in

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<v Speaker 3>the UK.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it looks pretty nice where you are now.

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<v Speaker 2>It's beautiful.

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<v Speaker 3>We're midsummer and I live in a place called Bournemouth,

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<v Speaker 3>which is on the coast, so my apartment's pretty much

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<v Speaker 3>opposite the beach, which is good stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>That's great, So Jay, I guess we'll start at the beginning, right.

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<v Speaker 1>I usually ask our guests what their origin story is,

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<v Speaker 1>if you tell us a little bit about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>what your upbringing was like.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, of course, so British born. I grew up in

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<v Speaker 3>a town called Preston, which, if anyone knows the football

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<v Speaker 3>team Manchester United, it's probably about an hour north from

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<v Speaker 3>Manchester United, just a small working class city. Grew up

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<v Speaker 3>with normal parents, mother and father, older brother, and went

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<v Speaker 3>to school, loved playing sport, hated school, So there was

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<v Speaker 3>I think I'd always wanted to go into the military.

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<v Speaker 3>At some stage I wanted to join the Royal Marines.

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<v Speaker 3>Growing up, or before that, I wanted to be a fireman.

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<v Speaker 3>I think as a kid full of testosterone, I was

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<v Speaker 3>always driven, driven or drawn to kind of dangerous jobs.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, at the time, there was a mate of.

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<v Speaker 3>Mine at school that we were like two of the

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<v Speaker 3>fittest guys in school and we're always kind of competing

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<v Speaker 3>and battling in sports, and he actually joined the Parastreet

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<v Speaker 3>Regiment when he left and went and enjoyed three Para,

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<v Speaker 3>which is one of the battalions, and he come back

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<v Speaker 3>on leave and always tell me these stories about what

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<v Speaker 3>he was up to, and it was mainly around shooting

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<v Speaker 3>guns and going out and getting pissed with the boys.

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<v Speaker 3>But weirdly you kind of draw into that, and I

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<v Speaker 3>think look back retrospectively, it's more about the teamwork and

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<v Speaker 3>the camaraderie ship and being part of a you know,

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<v Speaker 3>a shared purpose and a shared goal that you're more

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<v Speaker 3>drawn to. But as an eighteen year old, nineteen year

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<v Speaker 3>old lad, hearing stories about fighting in the town and

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<v Speaker 3>like getting pissed and all that kind of stuff is

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<v Speaker 3>what it's kind of masked as.

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<v Speaker 2>So, Yeah, I ended up joining in the Parachute.

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<v Speaker 3>Regiment age nineteen, which was a massive shock to the system.

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<v Speaker 3>It was probably the first time I've been away from

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<v Speaker 3>my hometown and traveled and went to live in a

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<v Speaker 3>different place in the UK and they're based in Essex

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<v Speaker 3>in Colchester. And yeah, shortly after, obviously we deployed to

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<v Speaker 3>It was kind of the back end of the Second

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<v Speaker 3>Gulf War and we deployed out to Iraq for three

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<v Speaker 3>months on a short deployment, and it was the back

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<v Speaker 3>end of that or that obviously you guys over across

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<v Speaker 3>the Pond were talking about going over into Afghanistan. And

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<v Speaker 3>we literally came back from that short deployment. We all

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<v Speaker 3>got pulled into a tent just before we flew back

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<v Speaker 3>and got told that the US are looking at going

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<v Speaker 3>into Afghanistan and there's a potential that our battle group

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<v Speaker 3>and battalion we're going to be the first ones to

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<v Speaker 3>go in two thousand and six. And we flew back,

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<v Speaker 3>had a short period of leave and then I think

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<v Speaker 3>we had, you know, three or four weeks leave. We

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<v Speaker 3>got pulled back in flown out to a man for

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<v Speaker 3>a six week training package, had like a couple of

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<v Speaker 3>weeks leave, and then deployed out to Afghanistan, and that

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<v Speaker 3>kind of kicked off the Afghanistan deployment specifically for the

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<v Speaker 3>UK and for you guys as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Just to back up a little bit, what was the

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<v Speaker 1>sort of selection process like to get into the parras.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, so we run a selection process. It's in total,

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<v Speaker 3>the training block is six months long. So we call

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<v Speaker 3>that basic training. I don't know what you guys call it.

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<v Speaker 3>And so yeah, it's a six month long period to

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<v Speaker 3>take you from being a civilian, you know, an eighteen

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<v Speaker 3>year old scrot all the way to being a well

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<v Speaker 3>to join in a professional soldier in unit. Whether you

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<v Speaker 3>can call yourself a professional soldier at the end of

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<v Speaker 3>six months is debatable. And yeah, I mean the first

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<v Speaker 3>six weeks it's pretty much shock of capture, shave your head.

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<v Speaker 3>Give you a set uniform that you have to wear

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<v Speaker 3>every day even when you're not in military uniform. When

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<v Speaker 3>you're out in military uniform, it's a set of like

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<v Speaker 3>blue Ronhill joggers, so the kind of leggings that the

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<v Speaker 3>runners used to wear in like the seven tees and

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<v Speaker 3>a maroon jumper. And then the kind of selection process

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<v Speaker 3>for it. It's called Pea Company, So that's a week

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<v Speaker 3>long selection process and it's passing, pass or fail, and

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<v Speaker 3>it consists of a series of.

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<v Speaker 2>Tests.

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<v Speaker 3>So we've got the ten mileer, which is done I

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<v Speaker 3>think I think it's one hour and fifty I'm not

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<v Speaker 3>quite sure. We have a twenty miler. We have a steeplechase,

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<v Speaker 3>a log race, and a stretcher race, and there's other

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<v Speaker 3>things like the Trenasium, which is an assault course, and yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>you're not allowed to fail or come off one of those,

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<v Speaker 3>And to be honest, being nineteen years old, it was

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<v Speaker 3>pretty fucking hard. I played amateur rugby growing up. I

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<v Speaker 3>played rugby league, I played football, I played volleyball, and

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<v Speaker 3>kind of nothing prepares you for for military basic training

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<v Speaker 3>and specifically PEA company. You know, I wouldn't class myself

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<v Speaker 3>as being one of the fittest people there. I definitely

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't the weakest. I think personally, I have like an

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<v Speaker 3>ability to just be able to hang on and not

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<v Speaker 3>be the person that comes in first every time, but

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<v Speaker 3>never fall off anything. And I think as a soldier

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<v Speaker 3>in the parachute regiment, we're kind of looking for that

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<v Speaker 3>those people that not only can do ten miles or

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<v Speaker 3>twenty miles, but those people that can continuously push for

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<v Speaker 3>forty to fifty miles, you know, with limited amount of sleep, water, food,

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<v Speaker 3>all that kind of stuff. So yeah, so I got

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<v Speaker 3>through first time, and but yeah, it was pretty hard.

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<v Speaker 1>And for our American listeners, if you could explain a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit about the history of the British paras and

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<v Speaker 1>sort of what their mission is, how it differs from

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<v Speaker 1>some of the other units like the Royal Marines.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so our powers the equivalent of your airborne And

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<v Speaker 3>I'll get the dates completely wrong, but we were formed

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<v Speaker 3>in World War Two. I'm going to say nineteen forty two,

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<v Speaker 3>nineteen forty four, but I'll probably get that completely wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, we were.

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<v Speaker 3>Formed as an airborne unit that was designed to be

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<v Speaker 3>dropped behind enemy lines in World War Two and cause

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<v Speaker 3>absolute havoc. So yeah, you know the kind of missions

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<v Speaker 3>that we were.

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<v Speaker 2>Done back then, we did just that.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, because an infantry unit or a mechanized unit

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<v Speaker 3>could be seen coming from so far out in terms

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<v Speaker 3>of ground sign and movement and all that kind of stuff,

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<v Speaker 3>they could be picked up by aircraft. An airborne unit

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<v Speaker 3>was simply designed to just drop either behind enemy lines

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<v Speaker 3>were close to and just go straight into combat. Obviously

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<v Speaker 3>it's not used as frequently now, but I think the

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<v Speaker 3>kind of ethos of the parachute regimen is still there

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<v Speaker 3>in terms of we train to be able to deliver

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<v Speaker 3>the fight at any moment's time. So even though we're

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<v Speaker 3>not getting dropped behind enemy lines, we still carry that

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<v Speaker 3>tenacity as a fighting unit into anything that we do.

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<v Speaker 3>Hence why you know, we were the first unit that

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<v Speaker 3>got picked Guard into Afghanistan in two thousand and six.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I will also get the dates and names completely wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>But as I recall, our American Airborne got our berets

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<v Speaker 1>from you guys. It was during World War Two, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was the British commander's wife, who was

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<v Speaker 1>a poet, thought the boys would look very sharp wearing

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<v Speaker 1>maroon berets, and so we got the maroon beret from

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<v Speaker 1>you guys.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, awesome. You guys also have it as well. I noticed, yep, yep.

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<v Speaker 1>I So fast forward a little bit back to that

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<v Speaker 1>first deployment to Afghanistan. You said it was two thousand.

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<v Speaker 2>And six, correct, two thousand and six.

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<v Speaker 1>And so we talk about like the unit carrying that

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<v Speaker 1>tenacity with it in the combat. What was that mission

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<v Speaker 1>set and where were you guys deployed to in Afghanistan?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, initially Afghanistan was looked at from a

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<v Speaker 3>peacekeeping operation, and I don't think anyone knew that Afghanistan

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<v Speaker 3>was going to turn into what it turned into. And specifically,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, pre deployment, I was a private soldier and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, twenty years old, and you didn't really have

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<v Speaker 3>an idea of strategic position of why we were going in.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, from my eyes, it looked like you guys

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<v Speaker 3>were going in for whatever reasons, and we were just

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<v Speaker 3>backing you up as allies across the pond. And initially

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<v Speaker 3>when we deployed, it was there was obviously no fighting.

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<v Speaker 3>So the UK built a huge military base called Bastion.

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<v Speaker 3>So the US main one was was Kandahar Airfield, and

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<v Speaker 3>then we built one called Bastian. At the time, Bastian

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<v Speaker 3>were living in those green army six by nine or

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<v Speaker 3>whatever they're called tents, the campus ones that a bit

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<v Speaker 3>a pretty much since nineteen forty two. So we were

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<v Speaker 3>living in those, sleeping on camp cots, eating ten man rations.

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<v Speaker 3>There weren't established kitchens, and they were constructing this camp Bastion,

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<v Speaker 3>And I remember the first kind of week we were

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<v Speaker 3>out there, we were just going out for some acclimatization

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<v Speaker 3>runs because the heat was we were out there in

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<v Speaker 3>the summer, so the heat was, you know, forty fifty degrees,

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<v Speaker 3>but I always remember there was this fine dust everywhere

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<v Speaker 3>and almost like cement, and we'd be out on runs

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<v Speaker 3>just running through this cement dust whilst these diggers were

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<v Speaker 3>like building walls and Mesco bastling walls, and yeah, we

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<v Speaker 3>were just inhaling it like dumb twenty year old, but yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>It was soft posture.

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<v Speaker 3>And we actually took two forty sevens into a town

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<v Speaker 3>called Gesch and landed just outside and we put a

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<v Speaker 3>patrolling through the town and nothing happened.

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<v Speaker 2>It was reasonably pleasant and friendly.

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<v Speaker 3>I actually remember there was an old man that was

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<v Speaker 3>selling ice cream on the side of the street and

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<v Speaker 3>he actually made me a mister whippy. And I was

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<v Speaker 3>making sure the bad guys didn't come, and he just

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<v Speaker 3>walked up to me and passed me this ice cream.

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<v Speaker 3>I like to say, lad, you think I should eat this?

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<v Speaker 3>Or is just like poisoned to what? And I ate

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<v Speaker 3>it in the end. But but yeah, I mean that

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<v Speaker 3>goes back to Afghanistan. You know, It's like I think,

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<v Speaker 3>deep down probably you know, regardless of what happens there,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure they're a friendly, welcoming group of people with

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<v Speaker 3>a solid culture. I mean they're stone women as well,

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<v Speaker 2>And then.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, we were in Gosh for a week or two

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<v Speaker 3>Q RF, so Quick Reaction Force whilst we were in

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<v Speaker 3>task for the job, jumped on two h forty seven

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<v Speaker 3>lifters and landed in the middle of this farmers fielding Nawzad.

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<v Speaker 3>And this is probably about three weeks into being in theater,

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<v Speaker 3>and we all ran off the back of this helly

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<v Speaker 3>and ran towards this wall, and I literally remember as

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<v Speaker 3>the Helles were lifting, you could hear the crack and

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<v Speaker 3>thump of rounds flying over our head. And obviously that

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<v Speaker 3>got louder as the hell he lifted. And I remember

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<v Speaker 3>just looking to the lads to the left and right.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, we're all just burst out in laughter with

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<v Speaker 3>of adversity kind of thing. We we had no intention

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<v Speaker 3>or idea that this operation was going to go noisy,

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<v Speaker 3>let alone Afghanistan.

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<v Speaker 2>Afghanistan was going to go noisy.

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<v Speaker 3>And yeah, that turned into a probably a seven to

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<v Speaker 3>to get to this women. At one stage, one of

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<v Speaker 3>flanking on a on a position on a compound, and

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<v Speaker 3>I always remember prig Pol was the section commander, and

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<v Speaker 3>And yeah, they they obviously went round engaged in with

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<v Speaker 3>the threat where needed, and yeah, it was it was

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<v Speaker 1>It was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was a long day.

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<v Speaker 3>There was a lot of blood, sweat and tears, and

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<v Speaker 3>we flew back in and and.

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<v Speaker 2>That was pretty much it.

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<v Speaker 3>That kind of launched into into that Afghanistan two thousand

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<v Speaker 3>You know, it was pre Ied era, so it was

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<v Speaker 3>pretty much going out and just getting into scraps every day.

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<v Speaker 1>This is like one of those firefights with the Taliban

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<v Speaker 1>or just sort of like trying to encircle you, going

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<v Speaker 1>all day.

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<v Speaker 3>You'll know yourself track. It's like, you know, ninety five

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<v Speaker 3>percent at the time, you don't even see the enemy.

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<v Speaker 3>You just hear them. You very rarely see them. I'd

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<v Speaker 3>imagine it's the same as if an enemy force came

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<v Speaker 3>from a different country to my hometown. It's like, I

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<v Speaker 2>It's like you're just trying to get them out.

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<v Speaker 1>of like winding down the tail end of that deployment.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean that was that was pretty wild time.

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<v Speaker 3>It was after that we went to sang In Valley,

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<v Speaker 3>and I mean, for anyone listening that deployed and went

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<v Speaker 3>to sang In Valley, we landed to so the Fob Jackson,

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<v Speaker 3>which was actually one of our boys, Damian Jackson. We'd

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<v Speaker 3>actually been tasked to go out to the Governor's building

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<v Speaker 3>to support the governor because he was getting death threats

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<v Speaker 3>from the Taliban. I seem to remember about him sexually

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<v Speaker 3>abusing kids. Probably true, but at that time, you obviously

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<v Speaker 3>you have to support the government. So we went out

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<v Speaker 3>and set up shopping the governor's house which is now

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<v Speaker 3>obviously not now but turned into Fob Jackson. And at

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<v Speaker 3>the time it was this building and next to it

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<v Speaker 3>was this orchard with this other kind of weird building.

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<v Speaker 3>And we were there for about three or four days,

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<v Speaker 3>and there was a river that went down the middle

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<v Speaker 3>of it, and we used to wash in the river,

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<v Speaker 3>and we put like positions all around the area. So

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<v Speaker 3>we had three hundred and sixty three hundred and sixty

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<v Speaker 3>degree defense And yeah, I always remember kind of probably

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<v Speaker 3>about four or five days into it, so we were

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<v Speaker 3>actually a while we were in afghanist at the same

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<v Speaker 3>time I.

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<v Speaker 1>Was there two thousand and four into two thousand and five.

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<v Speaker 1>That winner.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean there were wild times, weren't they. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like jogging them memories.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we were.

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<v Speaker 3>We dug like a shell scrape in this orchard, and

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<v Speaker 3>our position just looked onto a wall and it was

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<v Speaker 3>like a six foot wall, maybe a little bit less,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like the thick mud walls. And I always

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<v Speaker 3>remember because the icon Chatter and the the J two

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<v Speaker 3>would suggest that they were going to attack from this

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<v Speaker 3>this wall one night and they said they were just

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<v Speaker 3>going to flood the place with fighters and send them

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<v Speaker 3>over this send them over this six foot wall.

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<v Speaker 2>And all night we were literally probably.

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<v Speaker 3>Fifteen meters away from this wall, maybe less, and we

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<v Speaker 3>just sat in the shell scrape, staring at this wall

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<v Speaker 3>like eyes eyes on stalk, like literally match sticks in

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<v Speaker 3>our eyes. Just I remember like a couple of the

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<v Speaker 3>lad smoked cigarettes and like I was like, give me

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<v Speaker 3>one of these cigarettes. I need to I need to smoke.

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<v Speaker 3>None of us slept the whole night thinking that we

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<v Speaker 3>were just going to get flooded with Taliban. But nothing happened,

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<v Speaker 3>but probably around four or five days into it, we'd

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<v Speaker 3>built like the positions up a little bit more, and

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<v Speaker 3>we'd ran out of sandbags to build the positions up,

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<v Speaker 3>so we were building them up with big cardboard boxes

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<v Speaker 3>and just filling it with dirt and dust and hoping

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<v Speaker 3>that that would catch around. And I was actually on

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<v Speaker 3>top of this rooftop looking out onto if anyone's been there,

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<v Speaker 3>that's listening, So it was trying to think where it was.

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<v Speaker 3>It kind of looked so it was I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 3>remember the Cardinal. I don't think I can. I think

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<v Speaker 3>it's to the south of.

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<v Speaker 2>The west, kind of looked away from the bizarre and

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<v Speaker 2>the town area and into kind of the bush. And

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<v Speaker 2>I was on the side that was on the opposite

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<v Speaker 2>side of the Governor's building with the river running down it.

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<v Speaker 2>And I always remember this car drove past and it

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<v Speaker 2>had like three or four heavies in it and they

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<v Speaker 2>had the windows down and they were just staring up

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<v Speaker 2>at this position. I I just remember thinking, that's that's

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<v Speaker 2>not you know, they're not friendly.

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<v Speaker 3>And probably about an hour later, we literally got hit

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<v Speaker 3>three hundred and sixty degrees like all around the fob

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<v Speaker 3>machine gun aka RPG one bat shells.

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<v Speaker 2>And that kind of that was it.

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<v Speaker 3>Then it kind of kicked off in Sanging and we

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<v Speaker 3>pretty much stayed in Sanging for the for the duration

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<v Speaker 3>of the the six month tour that we did. And yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean there's a million stories to come out of

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<v Speaker 3>just that one that on that one location. I'm sure

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<v Speaker 3>for a lot of people that served in Sanging listening,

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<v Speaker 3>it was it was a hell hole and you would

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<v Speaker 3>go out most days and most days you'd end up

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<v Speaker 3>in a scrap and you'd be calling a tens, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>your guys, a tens, which were phenomenal. And we had

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<v Speaker 3>apatche helicopters from the UK and from the US as well,

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<v Speaker 3>which were also you know, a godsend. If you heard

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<v Speaker 3>that thing in the sky, you were pretty much free

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<v Speaker 3>to roam wherever you wanted to go. But as soon

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<v Speaker 3>as you went off station, just all hell broke loose.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, it was it was an interesting time being

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<v Speaker 3>twenty years old. I turned twenty one over there, and

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<v Speaker 3>yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean we could probably talk well podcasts just about

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<v Speaker 3>being in Sanging if I'm being honest, Joe.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, I mean it's one of those sounds like

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<v Speaker 1>one of those formative experiences like you were also learning

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<v Speaker 1>your job as you went, you know, like actually becoming

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<v Speaker 1>a professional soldier.

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<v Speaker 3>I think, yeah, one hundred percent, it's becoming a man

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<v Speaker 3>as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, it's.

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<v Speaker 3>You cross that path of of boy to manhood and

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<v Speaker 3>specifically becoming a professional soldier. Like you said, it's you

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<v Speaker 3>get into to prove yourself in in combat. Whether you

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<v Speaker 3>like that or not. It's the arena that you chose

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<v Speaker 3>to show up in. And also I always look back

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<v Speaker 3>at it with with with good memories. I think you

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<v Speaker 3>learn a lot in those type of situations. You develop

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<v Speaker 3>a lot. It's a bigger growth than any any state

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<v Speaker 3>university would would get you. And it also it's something

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<v Speaker 3>that you'll never take away, you know that. I think

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<v Speaker 3>as men personally, and I don't know what your views

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<v Speaker 3>are on this, but I think as men were we've

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<v Speaker 3>been at war since the moment that we've walked out

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<v Speaker 3>of caves. I think it's so inherent for us, and

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<v Speaker 3>we can we can imagine all we want that we're

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<v Speaker 3>going to live in this super peaceful world, but we

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<v Speaker 3>can and see by modern press that that's just that's

426
00:25:03.440 --> 00:25:05.319
<v Speaker 3>never going to happen. It's a it's a dream to

427
00:25:05.400 --> 00:25:07.519
<v Speaker 3>think that the human race is going to get on

428
00:25:08.039 --> 00:25:10.000
<v Speaker 3>with with with it with each.

429
00:25:09.839 --> 00:25:11.480
<v Speaker 2>Other on Earth.

430
00:25:11.960 --> 00:25:14.279
<v Speaker 3>So it's like for you to go out and actually

431
00:25:14.640 --> 00:25:16.680
<v Speaker 3>do that as a man, I think there's something there's

432
00:25:16.680 --> 00:25:19.599
<v Speaker 3>something in that that's quite quite special.

433
00:25:20.440 --> 00:25:23.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's also crossing over that threshold where you're doing

434
00:25:23.759 --> 00:25:26.680
<v Speaker 1>something now that could get you killed, and also if

435
00:25:26.759 --> 00:25:29.200
<v Speaker 1>you don't do your job, you could get somebody else killed.

436
00:25:29.400 --> 00:25:32.279
<v Speaker 1>And I think that tends to mature people very quickly.

437
00:25:33.960 --> 00:25:34.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, one hundred percent.

438
00:25:34.960 --> 00:25:38.559
<v Speaker 3>And and actually, like how amazing is it is it

439
00:25:38.599 --> 00:25:41.599
<v Speaker 3>that you've worked in a team that does that that

440
00:25:41.799 --> 00:25:44.680
<v Speaker 3>you have to you know, whether you're a medic, whether

441
00:25:44.680 --> 00:25:46.839
<v Speaker 3>you're a shooter or whatever, it's like you've been part

442
00:25:46.880 --> 00:25:49.799
<v Speaker 3>of an integral team and a key part of that

443
00:25:49.960 --> 00:25:55.000
<v Speaker 3>small team that you know, if something doesn't go right

444
00:25:55.319 --> 00:25:58.119
<v Speaker 3>or if you make a mistake, not only may you die,

445
00:25:58.279 --> 00:26:02.640
<v Speaker 3>the consequences are that real. Not only may you die,

446
00:26:02.680 --> 00:26:06.079
<v Speaker 3>but someone else may die. And that person's could be

447
00:26:06.079 --> 00:26:09.359
<v Speaker 3>a father, that person could be a husband or whatever.

448
00:26:09.440 --> 00:26:13.440
<v Speaker 3>It's with those real consequences become kind of and those

449
00:26:13.519 --> 00:26:17.000
<v Speaker 3>real responsibility comes a lot of like self growth and

450
00:26:17.039 --> 00:26:18.880
<v Speaker 3>self actualization.

451
00:26:20.119 --> 00:26:22.440
<v Speaker 1>And what was it like coming off of that deployment

452
00:26:22.519 --> 00:26:24.200
<v Speaker 1>and redeploying back home.

453
00:26:27.960 --> 00:26:34.079
<v Speaker 3>So we I mean we'd gone to Cypress for a

454
00:26:34.079 --> 00:26:39.319
<v Speaker 3>period of decompression and so it was three days decompression.

455
00:26:40.079 --> 00:26:42.200
<v Speaker 2>They fueled it with alcohol, which.

456
00:26:44.759 --> 00:26:45.519
<v Speaker 1>A great idea.

457
00:26:46.480 --> 00:26:48.680
<v Speaker 3>There's a good thing and a bad thing because we

458
00:26:48.799 --> 00:26:52.920
<v Speaker 3>got to decompress. But it's actually a funny story because

459
00:26:53.960 --> 00:26:56.960
<v Speaker 3>so literally, I think the first night you get there,

460
00:26:57.559 --> 00:27:01.400
<v Speaker 3>you get they stick a barbecue one for you and

461
00:27:02.880 --> 00:27:05.960
<v Speaker 3>it was like unlimited booze. They make this this barbecues

462
00:27:07.319 --> 00:27:09.440
<v Speaker 3>and it was the first one that the British Army

463
00:27:09.480 --> 00:27:11.599
<v Speaker 3>had done, so I think they just thought that booze

464
00:27:11.599 --> 00:27:12.200
<v Speaker 3>was the answer.

465
00:27:12.880 --> 00:27:14.480
<v Speaker 2>Everyone got absolutely battered.

466
00:27:14.680 --> 00:27:20.680
<v Speaker 3>And I remember we'd have the barbecue, desserts were out

467
00:27:20.960 --> 00:27:24.079
<v Speaker 3>and there've been like a couple of like drinks, nothing heavy,

468
00:27:24.640 --> 00:27:27.359
<v Speaker 3>and like a couple of cans had flown over.

469
00:27:27.480 --> 00:27:28.880
<v Speaker 2>Some people have got hit in the face.

470
00:27:29.720 --> 00:27:33.480
<v Speaker 3>I remember being stood at the dessert section helping myself

471
00:27:33.519 --> 00:27:39.839
<v Speaker 3>to a Army issued black currant cheesecake and I just

472
00:27:39.920 --> 00:27:43.440
<v Speaker 3>kind of turning around and there was like fucking cans flying,

473
00:27:43.559 --> 00:27:46.200
<v Speaker 3>drinks flying, food flying like left.

474
00:27:45.960 --> 00:27:49.079
<v Speaker 2>And I was like where the fuck has this come from.

475
00:27:49.319 --> 00:27:52.359
<v Speaker 3>I remember just grabbing like handfuls of dessert and like

476
00:27:52.519 --> 00:27:56.039
<v Speaker 3>launching it into the crowd, and the next minute and

477
00:27:56.240 --> 00:27:59.000
<v Speaker 3>throwing it, and the next minute people are grabbing tables

478
00:27:59.039 --> 00:28:04.440
<v Speaker 3>and chairs and it was absolute carnage, like literally erupted.

479
00:28:05.319 --> 00:28:07.920
<v Speaker 2>I remember it being on It was on YouTube in.

480
00:28:07.920 --> 00:28:11.119
<v Speaker 3>The early days, and like one of the lads is

481
00:28:11.160 --> 00:28:14.519
<v Speaker 3>like naked wrapped around with like the Saint George's flag.

482
00:28:14.559 --> 00:28:16.519
<v Speaker 2>There's Union Jack's everywhere, and.

483
00:28:17.200 --> 00:28:20.240
<v Speaker 3>It was fucking carnage, mate, And like the med center

484
00:28:20.279 --> 00:28:23.799
<v Speaker 3>where the doctor was I think the doctor was also hammered.

485
00:28:24.480 --> 00:28:27.039
<v Speaker 3>There was a queue of about eleven blokes outside with

486
00:28:27.240 --> 00:28:32.039
<v Speaker 3>like eyes hanging off and like broken noses, teeth hanging out.

487
00:28:32.759 --> 00:28:33.319
<v Speaker 2>It was.

488
00:28:35.359 --> 00:28:40.160
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, I think we fully got to decompress, and

489
00:28:40.240 --> 00:28:42.559
<v Speaker 3>the next day they just put like water squats on

490
00:28:42.680 --> 00:28:46.680
<v Speaker 3>and but yeah, I mean, like to get to the

491
00:28:46.720 --> 00:28:49.400
<v Speaker 3>serious point of coming back from from from a theater

492
00:28:49.559 --> 00:28:55.000
<v Speaker 3>like that, I mean personally, like I I mean I

493
00:28:55.599 --> 00:28:59.599
<v Speaker 3>felt fine. I mean I was probably you know, there

494
00:28:59.640 --> 00:29:03.240
<v Speaker 3>was death the I mean PTSD and stuff like that

495
00:29:03.319 --> 00:29:07.799
<v Speaker 3>was never spoken about back then, even kind of exposure

496
00:29:07.839 --> 00:29:11.960
<v Speaker 3>to trauma and what that that can do. And you know,

497
00:29:12.319 --> 00:29:17.799
<v Speaker 3>personally for me, you know, I was I didn't suffer

498
00:29:17.839 --> 00:29:21.599
<v Speaker 3>with it coming back from that that deployment, but I

499
00:29:21.599 --> 00:29:26.799
<v Speaker 3>always remember the guys got back into Colchester and I

500
00:29:26.839 --> 00:29:28.680
<v Speaker 3>actually had a girlfriend at the time, so I jumped

501
00:29:28.720 --> 00:29:30.759
<v Speaker 3>on a train and went straight back to see her,

502
00:29:31.839 --> 00:29:34.279
<v Speaker 3>and the lad stayed in the block. I don't know

503
00:29:34.279 --> 00:29:36.079
<v Speaker 3>if you call it the block, but the army camp

504
00:29:36.319 --> 00:29:40.720
<v Speaker 3>and obviously got on the booze again and I spoke

505
00:29:40.759 --> 00:29:43.319
<v Speaker 3>to them the next day and literally every window in

506
00:29:43.359 --> 00:29:49.400
<v Speaker 3>the block got smashed, and like you talk about, you know,

507
00:29:49.720 --> 00:29:54.000
<v Speaker 3>like equally the next day that the sergeant major just said, lads,

508
00:29:54.200 --> 00:29:56.200
<v Speaker 3>as long as you replace all the windows, nothing will

509
00:29:56.240 --> 00:29:59.519
<v Speaker 3>be said, like don't stress it, because.

510
00:29:59.240 --> 00:30:01.920
<v Speaker 2>Equally, I think as a there's a.

511
00:30:03.400 --> 00:30:08.000
<v Speaker 3>There's a what's the word, there's a way that our

512
00:30:08.039 --> 00:30:11.039
<v Speaker 3>body processes what we've just been through and done, and

513
00:30:11.559 --> 00:30:15.000
<v Speaker 3>whether that's anger, aggression, whether that's and to do that

514
00:30:15.079 --> 00:30:18.599
<v Speaker 3>with your whole team in that kind of setting, whether

515
00:30:18.640 --> 00:30:21.279
<v Speaker 3>it's throwing cans at each other or cake or like

516
00:30:21.480 --> 00:30:24.880
<v Speaker 3>smashing windows, I think there's a process that your body

517
00:30:24.920 --> 00:30:27.920
<v Speaker 3>goes through to release or whatever it is that it's

518
00:30:27.960 --> 00:30:32.880
<v Speaker 3>that it's storing, and that's how it came out. Now,

519
00:30:32.920 --> 00:30:35.880
<v Speaker 3>obviously you see the obvious, and you probably saw this

520
00:30:35.920 --> 00:30:40.480
<v Speaker 3>as well, Jack. You know, lads go straight on self

521
00:30:40.480 --> 00:30:43.480
<v Speaker 3>destruct mode and they stay on the piss the whole

522
00:30:44.200 --> 00:30:47.160
<v Speaker 3>the whole leave and get into fights and all that

523
00:30:47.240 --> 00:30:50.240
<v Speaker 3>kind of stuff. And in fact, on the two weeks

524
00:30:50.240 --> 00:30:54.039
<v Speaker 3>off that we got from the six month deployment, in

525
00:30:54.039 --> 00:30:58.079
<v Speaker 3>the middle of it, I'd actually come back and ended

526
00:30:58.160 --> 00:31:03.000
<v Speaker 3>up getting arrested whilst I was I was drunk just

527
00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:05.119
<v Speaker 3>for being a complete idiot, if I'm being honest. But

528
00:31:05.799 --> 00:31:08.799
<v Speaker 3>I think there's this like whether it's an anger inside

529
00:31:08.960 --> 00:31:11.960
<v Speaker 3>or like we've been doing this and do you know

530
00:31:12.000 --> 00:31:14.519
<v Speaker 3>what I mean, It's like there's a there's a feeling

531
00:31:14.559 --> 00:31:18.559
<v Speaker 3>inside that unless you've kind of experienced that level of combat,

532
00:31:18.880 --> 00:31:22.559
<v Speaker 3>you'll never kind of be able to relate to.

533
00:31:22.759 --> 00:31:26.480
<v Speaker 2>But we'd come back and ended up again alcohol fueled.

534
00:31:27.359 --> 00:31:32.000
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, just we were shouting and all sorts of stuff,

535
00:31:32.000 --> 00:31:34.440
<v Speaker 3>and my friend got like ces gassed in the face

536
00:31:34.440 --> 00:31:36.319
<v Speaker 3>and he's got thrown in the cell for a night.

537
00:31:36.440 --> 00:31:42.079
<v Speaker 3>But but yeah, apart from that was great. I came back.

538
00:31:42.720 --> 00:31:44.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, it's it's hard to turn it off.

539
00:31:44.839 --> 00:31:47.039
<v Speaker 1>Isn't it. I mean, you're going one hundred miles an

540
00:31:47.079 --> 00:31:49.240
<v Speaker 1>hour and then suddenly you're back home. You're in the

541
00:31:49.319 --> 00:31:52.920
<v Speaker 1>UK in this case, and it sounds like you probably

542
00:31:52.960 --> 00:31:55.880
<v Speaker 1>hadn't gone into even a training cycle yet. You're just

543
00:31:55.920 --> 00:31:58.240
<v Speaker 1>sort of like refitting, getting ready for the next thing.

544
00:31:58.599 --> 00:32:00.880
<v Speaker 1>And so the guys are sitting in the bears board

545
00:32:00.920 --> 00:32:04.920
<v Speaker 1>out of their minds and yeah, they get into the

546
00:32:04.960 --> 00:32:07.200
<v Speaker 1>booze and this is this is what ends up happening.

547
00:32:08.559 --> 00:32:11.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's completely that, and it's you know, I've had

548
00:32:12.240 --> 00:32:15.119
<v Speaker 3>at times where I've struggled in the past, more so

549
00:32:15.319 --> 00:32:18.240
<v Speaker 3>during during my Special Forces career, coming back off operations,

550
00:32:19.680 --> 00:32:23.119
<v Speaker 3>and you can logically, when you're out of it, you

551
00:32:23.160 --> 00:32:25.400
<v Speaker 3>can logically look at it and see what happened. It

552
00:32:26.880 --> 00:32:32.319
<v Speaker 3>was a very kinetic time working all hours. Your body's

553
00:32:32.400 --> 00:32:36.160
<v Speaker 3>stressed anyway because you're working night shifts. But then you

554
00:32:36.160 --> 00:32:37.720
<v Speaker 3>know the job that we were doing. We were going

555
00:32:37.720 --> 00:32:40.400
<v Speaker 3>out on day operations and night operations. Plus we had

556
00:32:40.440 --> 00:32:43.599
<v Speaker 3>to provide training for the Afghan force that we were

557
00:32:44.359 --> 00:32:48.799
<v Speaker 3>that we were training, and it was just a busy,

558
00:32:48.880 --> 00:32:51.440
<v Speaker 3>kinetic period.

559
00:32:51.920 --> 00:32:53.279
<v Speaker 2>I didn't get any decompression.

560
00:32:53.319 --> 00:32:56.119
<v Speaker 3>I literally told that I was going to fly back

561
00:32:57.240 --> 00:32:59.359
<v Speaker 3>on a C seventeen and be back in the UK

562
00:32:59.440 --> 00:33:01.559
<v Speaker 3>within twenty four hours. And I went from being on

563
00:33:01.599 --> 00:33:05.480
<v Speaker 3>the ground, being on the ground on a job doing

564
00:33:05.480 --> 00:33:08.400
<v Speaker 3>the handover to the next squadron handing my weapons systems

565
00:33:08.440 --> 00:33:10.359
<v Speaker 3>in jumping on a plane and being back in the

566
00:33:10.480 --> 00:33:11.680
<v Speaker 3>UK within twenty four hours.

567
00:33:11.680 --> 00:33:14.400
<v Speaker 2>And that's that's where I struggled because.

568
00:33:16.559 --> 00:33:19.160
<v Speaker 3>My body, brain, nervous system, whatever you want to call

569
00:33:19.200 --> 00:33:20.720
<v Speaker 3>it was just like where the fuck is going on?

570
00:33:20.759 --> 00:33:25.640
<v Speaker 3>It by like you're on a train, like like what

571
00:33:25.759 --> 00:33:29.799
<v Speaker 3>is what is going on? But again, you know, you

572
00:33:29.839 --> 00:33:32.240
<v Speaker 3>don't realize when you're in it because the education is

573
00:33:32.319 --> 00:33:35.480
<v Speaker 3>not there, the awareness wasn't there. We didn't really know

574
00:33:35.519 --> 00:33:38.359
<v Speaker 3>what it was, so you kind of just had to

575
00:33:38.440 --> 00:33:42.400
<v Speaker 3>live with it. And for me, it was it was drinking,

576
00:33:42.440 --> 00:33:48.079
<v Speaker 3>you know, I albeit not a crazy amount. I mean

577
00:33:48.559 --> 00:33:50.960
<v Speaker 3>we all used to drink when we were younger, but

578
00:33:51.039 --> 00:33:53.319
<v Speaker 3>it'd be the only thing that made me feel normal

579
00:33:53.319 --> 00:33:56.680
<v Speaker 3>again within a very short period of time. It kind

580
00:33:56.720 --> 00:34:00.279
<v Speaker 3>of dissipated within two weeks. But for those two weeks,

581
00:34:00.559 --> 00:34:02.799
<v Speaker 3>you know, the feeling that I had inside was like this,

582
00:34:03.359 --> 00:34:05.079
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, it's like an energy here or like

583
00:34:05.160 --> 00:34:08.360
<v Speaker 3>a you know, a feeling here, and it was it

584
00:34:08.440 --> 00:34:11.119
<v Speaker 3>was kind of hard to like settle back into normal life.

585
00:34:11.119 --> 00:34:14.559
<v Speaker 3>But the only thing that could kind of normalize that

586
00:34:14.679 --> 00:34:18.400
<v Speaker 3>was just drinking. So I just drank and then I

587
00:34:18.519 --> 00:34:22.920
<v Speaker 3>just noticed the feeling lift and myself start to feel

588
00:34:22.960 --> 00:34:26.679
<v Speaker 3>normal whatever you want, a class as normal. And then

589
00:34:26.719 --> 00:34:29.639
<v Speaker 3>two weeks I just I felt just like I usually do.

590
00:34:29.719 --> 00:34:35.079
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<v Speaker 1>apply see site for details. So you're back. You're back

618
00:36:07.679 --> 00:36:11.119
<v Speaker 1>from deployment. Did you deploy again with the paras or like,

619
00:36:11.159 --> 00:36:14.559
<v Speaker 1>when did the sas start to come into your thought process?

620
00:36:15.679 --> 00:36:18.400
<v Speaker 3>So deployed again in two thousand and eight, back out

621
00:36:18.440 --> 00:36:19.239
<v Speaker 3>to Afghanistan.

622
00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:23.719
<v Speaker 2>It was a quieter deployment.

623
00:36:24.480 --> 00:36:28.920
<v Speaker 3>The main battlegroup was two Powers, so that the second

624
00:36:28.960 --> 00:36:33.079
<v Speaker 3>battalion of the Parachute Regiment and they kind of took

625
00:36:33.119 --> 00:36:36.920
<v Speaker 3>the brunt of the main kind of fighting battalion within

626
00:36:36.960 --> 00:36:39.599
<v Speaker 3>that operation. Ourselves, we were based out of calf We

627
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:44.159
<v Speaker 3>just provided QRF and we did some of the kind

628
00:36:44.159 --> 00:36:49.719
<v Speaker 3>of jobs. It was quite interesting, quite an interesting operation,

629
00:36:49.880 --> 00:36:52.840
<v Speaker 3>but again not as connectic as the one that we

630
00:36:52.840 --> 00:36:56.719
<v Speaker 3>had in two thousand and six. And then it was

631
00:36:57.760 --> 00:37:01.239
<v Speaker 3>towards the back end of that two thousand and eight

632
00:37:01.360 --> 00:37:04.400
<v Speaker 3>operation when I started.

633
00:37:03.960 --> 00:37:06.840
<v Speaker 2>Thinking about joining the Special Forces.

634
00:37:08.159 --> 00:37:11.920
<v Speaker 3>And you always get you always get a few members

635
00:37:12.000 --> 00:37:16.920
<v Speaker 3>that have been on selection and failed and found their

636
00:37:16.960 --> 00:37:22.280
<v Speaker 3>way back to the battalion and would always talk about

637
00:37:22.280 --> 00:37:24.920
<v Speaker 3>the stories about being on selection and what it's like.

638
00:37:25.079 --> 00:37:28.239
<v Speaker 3>And if I'm being honest, I was around twenty three

639
00:37:28.320 --> 00:37:32.480
<v Speaker 3>years old. I thought I was too young to an

640
00:37:32.559 --> 00:37:36.440
<v Speaker 3>experience to go on selection. The average age was like

641
00:37:36.519 --> 00:37:40.320
<v Speaker 3>twenty six twenty seven. And it was a platoon sergeant

642
00:37:40.360 --> 00:37:42.760
<v Speaker 3>then at the time called Dan Jarvi, who was this

643
00:37:43.639 --> 00:37:49.719
<v Speaker 3>Scottish jock from Dundee who was hard as woodpecker's lips

644
00:37:49.760 --> 00:37:56.039
<v Speaker 3>and yeah, just an excellent man, an amazing soldier, was

645
00:37:56.039 --> 00:38:00.400
<v Speaker 3>opportunity sergeant and I was his driver. In the back

646
00:38:00.480 --> 00:38:03.599
<v Speaker 3>end of that two thousand and eight or and he

647
00:38:03.760 --> 00:38:09.519
<v Speaker 3>just kept saying, you know, j going selection, and I

648
00:38:09.719 --> 00:38:12.559
<v Speaker 3>just you know, would say excuses like too young, and

649
00:38:13.119 --> 00:38:15.840
<v Speaker 3>maybe I'll go and join the brigade Rereky Force and

650
00:38:15.880 --> 00:38:19.079
<v Speaker 3>do that for some time and then then go on selection.

651
00:38:19.159 --> 00:38:21.320
<v Speaker 3>And he just kept saying, just go on selection, going selection.

652
00:38:21.480 --> 00:38:23.960
<v Speaker 3>And so I applied to go on selection when I

653
00:38:24.119 --> 00:38:29.039
<v Speaker 3>came back from that deployment. And then yeah, it was

654
00:38:30.119 --> 00:38:35.960
<v Speaker 3>two thousand and nine in summer when when I went

655
00:38:36.000 --> 00:38:39.960
<v Speaker 3>on Special Forces selection, So twenty four years twenty four

656
00:38:40.000 --> 00:38:44.400
<v Speaker 3>years old, and yeah that's six months, so a six

657
00:38:44.440 --> 00:38:51.159
<v Speaker 3>month selection period and yeah, broken into certain phases. So

658
00:38:51.360 --> 00:38:56.360
<v Speaker 3>the Hills phase would be the navigational testing phase, carrying

659
00:38:56.400 --> 00:39:01.320
<v Speaker 3>big packs over you know, retraining in the Welsh Mountains,

660
00:39:01.320 --> 00:39:04.280
<v Speaker 3>so it'd be over over the Welsh Mountains, big packs

661
00:39:04.360 --> 00:39:09.039
<v Speaker 3>navigating through you know, twenty thirty kilometers of ground per day,

662
00:39:10.280 --> 00:39:12.079
<v Speaker 3>and then we go out to the jungles of Brunei

663
00:39:12.159 --> 00:39:15.400
<v Speaker 3>and train out there for six weeks where we deploy

664
00:39:15.519 --> 00:39:19.159
<v Speaker 3>for fully tactical for four weeks, and that's considered the

665
00:39:19.920 --> 00:39:24.000
<v Speaker 3>pinnacle of Special Forces selection where if you get the

666
00:39:24.039 --> 00:39:31.599
<v Speaker 3>pass or the fail from that to fail post jungle

667
00:39:31.639 --> 00:39:36.000
<v Speaker 3>training or jungle phase is pretty it's an anomaly. Once

668
00:39:36.039 --> 00:39:38.760
<v Speaker 3>you pretty much get the tick in the box for

669
00:39:39.119 --> 00:39:42.039
<v Speaker 3>the jungle, you're pretty much in albeit you're not a

670
00:39:42.079 --> 00:39:43.880
<v Speaker 3>badge desef operator at that time.

671
00:39:44.920 --> 00:39:47.239
<v Speaker 1>The jungle is where you guys really like focus on

672
00:39:47.280 --> 00:39:50.480
<v Speaker 1>the patrolling skills, right and those like troop leading procedures

673
00:39:50.480 --> 00:39:51.440
<v Speaker 1>and that sort of thing.

674
00:39:53.039 --> 00:39:56.639
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean, if you look at areas in the

675
00:39:56.639 --> 00:39:59.760
<v Speaker 3>world that are difficult to operate, you've got the Arctic

676
00:40:00.480 --> 00:40:03.840
<v Speaker 3>the jungle is two of the most difficult places to

677
00:40:04.280 --> 00:40:08.360
<v Speaker 3>operate as a soldier. If we just take the jungle,

678
00:40:09.480 --> 00:40:14.280
<v Speaker 3>you know, simply just living or operating or living just

679
00:40:14.360 --> 00:40:19.199
<v Speaker 3>doing the basics is is pretty pretty difficult. You've got

680
00:40:19.239 --> 00:40:22.679
<v Speaker 3>one hundred percent humidity and you know, thirty forty degree

681
00:40:22.719 --> 00:40:27.880
<v Speaker 3>heat on a daily You're wearing full kit, full belt

682
00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:32.039
<v Speaker 3>kit with you know, live live AMMO scales of you

683
00:40:32.079 --> 00:40:34.760
<v Speaker 3>know your self, you know yourself six mags of bandalier

684
00:40:37.320 --> 00:40:45.000
<v Speaker 3>plus you know water, you know, shovels, messings, five days rations.

685
00:40:46.119 --> 00:40:48.320
<v Speaker 3>You think of the amount of water that you need

686
00:40:48.360 --> 00:40:50.840
<v Speaker 3>to drink in a day, you're carrying probably around seven

687
00:40:50.920 --> 00:40:51.639
<v Speaker 3>liters of water.

688
00:40:51.760 --> 00:40:53.639
<v Speaker 2>That's seven kilograms.

689
00:40:54.840 --> 00:40:59.880
<v Speaker 3>Or sixteen pounds if you're in the US of Water,

690
00:41:02.000 --> 00:41:05.079
<v Speaker 3>and then or your patrol kit, so or your sleep

691
00:41:05.159 --> 00:41:09.280
<v Speaker 3>kit you're sleeping bags. Especially patrol kit. We had a

692
00:41:09.360 --> 00:41:12.400
<v Speaker 3>radio which was just a massive block of wood which

693
00:41:12.440 --> 00:41:20.800
<v Speaker 3>was heavy and didn't actually transceiver or or transmit. So yeah,

694
00:41:20.800 --> 00:41:26.679
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you're it's pretty pretty difficult to do anything.

695
00:41:26.719 --> 00:41:30.679
<v Speaker 3>I mean, you take navigation through the jungle. All the

696
00:41:30.719 --> 00:41:35.159
<v Speaker 3>maps were produced thirty years ago. If that were produced

697
00:41:35.199 --> 00:41:39.719
<v Speaker 3>on you know, on a very basic thought process of

698
00:41:39.760 --> 00:41:44.599
<v Speaker 3>what the ground looks like underneath the canopy, So it's

699
00:41:44.639 --> 00:41:47.840
<v Speaker 3>a difficult thing to navigate through the jungle. You're kind

700
00:41:47.840 --> 00:41:51.280
<v Speaker 3>of navigating on ridge lines only. And you know, if

701
00:41:51.280 --> 00:41:55.280
<v Speaker 3>you think the jungle's flat, think again, it's very very

702
00:41:55.400 --> 00:41:55.880
<v Speaker 3>kind of.

703
00:41:57.760 --> 00:41:58.360
<v Speaker 2>Contoured.

704
00:41:59.239 --> 00:42:00.920
<v Speaker 3>So you've got to stick to the ridge lines because

705
00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:03.599
<v Speaker 3>it's the only thing that doesn't have a million trees

706
00:42:03.639 --> 00:42:07.760
<v Speaker 3>and wildlife and fauna and flora flaorna and for whatever

707
00:42:07.760 --> 00:42:11.639
<v Speaker 3>the word is on it. And then you're navigating on

708
00:42:11.679 --> 00:42:13.480
<v Speaker 3>a map that's thirty years old with all that kit,

709
00:42:13.679 --> 00:42:16.960
<v Speaker 3>So it's difficult. Plus the fact that it's fully tactical

710
00:42:17.000 --> 00:42:19.480
<v Speaker 3>from the moment that you go in there in the jungle,

711
00:42:19.960 --> 00:42:22.440
<v Speaker 3>to the moment that you leave. So if you want

712
00:42:22.440 --> 00:42:24.320
<v Speaker 3>to go for a piss, you're going with a buddy.

713
00:42:24.320 --> 00:42:24.639
<v Speaker 2>Buddy.

714
00:42:25.000 --> 00:42:26.800
<v Speaker 3>If you want to go to the toilet, if you

715
00:42:26.840 --> 00:42:28.719
<v Speaker 3>want to go and wash or filly water bottle up,

716
00:42:28.760 --> 00:42:31.519
<v Speaker 3>it's buddy buddy. If you're cooking, one of your cooks,

717
00:42:31.559 --> 00:42:34.360
<v Speaker 3>the other stands there with his weapon making sure you

718
00:42:34.360 --> 00:42:35.119
<v Speaker 3>don't get attacked.

719
00:42:37.519 --> 00:42:42.920
<v Speaker 2>And yeah, it's it's it's difficult there.

720
00:42:43.760 --> 00:42:46.599
<v Speaker 3>They're looking for if you've got what you've you know,

721
00:42:46.679 --> 00:42:52.719
<v Speaker 3>if you've got the skills and the resilience and the mindset,

722
00:42:52.840 --> 00:42:58.440
<v Speaker 3>and if your face fits within a Special Forces fighting

723
00:42:58.480 --> 00:43:05.199
<v Speaker 3>squadron or a team and you're tested on general soldiering,

724
00:43:07.559 --> 00:43:12.960
<v Speaker 3>live firing kind of receiving missions and carrying them out,

725
00:43:14.800 --> 00:43:17.039
<v Speaker 3>and yeah, it's it's tough.

726
00:43:17.119 --> 00:43:22.280
<v Speaker 2>But I actually enjoyed the jungle. It was it was

727
00:43:23.719 --> 00:43:25.280
<v Speaker 2>I felt like it was.

728
00:43:26.960 --> 00:43:33.280
<v Speaker 3>Just a good place to showcase soldiering skills and I

729
00:43:33.360 --> 00:43:37.119
<v Speaker 3>felt like, I, I think, away from all the noise

730
00:43:37.199 --> 00:43:41.920
<v Speaker 3>of you know, and it's like jacking a normal Green

731
00:43:42.039 --> 00:43:44.360
<v Speaker 3>Army unit. There's a lot of noise of wanting to

732
00:43:44.360 --> 00:43:50.119
<v Speaker 3>go on the piss, like girls or training or whatever

733
00:43:50.159 --> 00:43:52.480
<v Speaker 3>it is, and you know, without all that noise and

734
00:43:53.000 --> 00:43:56.039
<v Speaker 3>all you had to worry about every day was you

735
00:43:56.039 --> 00:44:00.840
<v Speaker 3>your buddies, eating, drinking, making sure your weapons clean, making

736
00:44:00.880 --> 00:44:03.679
<v Speaker 3>sure your parang was clean, showing up and doing the

737
00:44:04.480 --> 00:44:06.840
<v Speaker 3>best that you can do every day. It's like when

738
00:44:06.880 --> 00:44:10.519
<v Speaker 3>you simplify it to that, it's take all the noise

739
00:44:10.559 --> 00:44:11.679
<v Speaker 3>of modern day life out.

740
00:44:11.760 --> 00:44:15.719
<v Speaker 2>It's I don't know about you. I tend to thrive

741
00:44:15.760 --> 00:44:15.960
<v Speaker 2>in that.

742
00:44:16.760 --> 00:44:19.159
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, this was what you signed up for, really.

743
00:44:21.280 --> 00:44:26.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, completely to be a professional soldier and to showcase

744
00:44:26.039 --> 00:44:29.039
<v Speaker 3>what you can do and sure if you're capable of

745
00:44:29.079 --> 00:44:30.159
<v Speaker 3>be in the Special Forces.

746
00:44:30.280 --> 00:44:31.480
<v Speaker 2>Was it was fun?

747
00:44:32.679 --> 00:44:35.840
<v Speaker 1>And then what were the additional phases that come after

748
00:44:36.000 --> 00:44:36.559
<v Speaker 1>the jungle?

749
00:44:38.000 --> 00:44:41.079
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so straight after that you come back and you

750
00:44:41.119 --> 00:44:46.000
<v Speaker 3>get told whether your pass or fail and the majority

751
00:44:46.000 --> 00:44:46.519
<v Speaker 3>of the people.

752
00:44:48.440 --> 00:44:49.599
<v Speaker 2>So we start with around.

753
00:44:49.360 --> 00:44:52.760
<v Speaker 3>One hundred and fifty applicants at the starter selection Hills

754
00:44:52.760 --> 00:44:57.840
<v Speaker 3>phase might get rid of half, if not seventy of those.

755
00:44:57.920 --> 00:45:00.920
<v Speaker 3>So on a healthy select you want to be going

756
00:45:00.920 --> 00:45:05.559
<v Speaker 3>into the jungle with around fifty applicants. Sometimes it could

757
00:45:05.599 --> 00:45:08.960
<v Speaker 3>be thirty, just depends on what that year has been like.

758
00:45:10.079 --> 00:45:13.039
<v Speaker 3>So you come out of the jungle and you've probably

759
00:45:13.079 --> 00:45:18.039
<v Speaker 3>got anything from ten to twenty applicants, so huge attrition rates.

760
00:45:19.599 --> 00:45:22.599
<v Speaker 3>And then you go into kind of the continuation phases

761
00:45:22.639 --> 00:45:25.880
<v Speaker 3>of it. So there's a period called surveillance of reconnaissance,

762
00:45:25.920 --> 00:45:30.199
<v Speaker 3>which is your kind of traditional surveillance and reconnaissance, so

763
00:45:30.800 --> 00:45:38.079
<v Speaker 3>observation posts, so bush hides, subsurface observation posts. I think

764
00:45:38.079 --> 00:45:41.079
<v Speaker 3>that lasts for about three weeks. There's probably a week

765
00:45:41.079 --> 00:45:43.519
<v Speaker 3>of training, and then or a week and a half

766
00:45:43.519 --> 00:45:46.519
<v Speaker 3>of training, then a deployment task where you break down

767
00:45:46.519 --> 00:45:51.039
<v Speaker 3>into teams and going but a subsurface or a bush

768
00:45:51.119 --> 00:45:56.760
<v Speaker 3>hiding somewhere. And actually at the time, at the back

769
00:45:56.920 --> 00:46:02.480
<v Speaker 3>end of the jungle phase, literally on the final attack,

770
00:46:02.559 --> 00:46:07.679
<v Speaker 3>I'd picked up the heaviest bloke that was on selection,

771
00:46:09.440 --> 00:46:13.800
<v Speaker 3>an officer that went to serving the SBS, an ex

772
00:46:13.880 --> 00:46:16.800
<v Speaker 3>rugby player. He was a big old boy with a

773
00:46:16.880 --> 00:46:21.840
<v Speaker 3>fat head, and he'd gone down as a role play

774
00:46:21.960 --> 00:46:27.000
<v Speaker 3>casualty on the final attack, right next to me. So

775
00:46:27.079 --> 00:46:30.519
<v Speaker 3>obviously I dropped everything, you know, not dropped everything, but

776
00:46:30.639 --> 00:46:34.280
<v Speaker 3>ran straight towards him, grabbed him and proceeded to throw

777
00:46:34.360 --> 00:46:37.119
<v Speaker 3>him onto my back, and at which point my back popped,

778
00:46:38.159 --> 00:46:42.440
<v Speaker 3>and you know, having just spent five and a half

779
00:46:42.679 --> 00:46:47.039
<v Speaker 3>six weeks in the jungle carrying a massive bergen your

780
00:46:47.079 --> 00:46:49.800
<v Speaker 3>back kind of arches like this as opposed to like that,

781
00:46:50.320 --> 00:46:53.199
<v Speaker 3>and yeah, my back popped and damaged the disk, and

782
00:46:54.079 --> 00:46:58.519
<v Speaker 3>meant that, you know, in that stupidity moment of being

783
00:46:58.559 --> 00:47:04.559
<v Speaker 3>a twenty four year old kind of thirsty parachute regiment

784
00:47:04.599 --> 00:47:06.800
<v Speaker 3>soldier wanted to be in the Special Forces, I just

785
00:47:06.840 --> 00:47:12.199
<v Speaker 3>disregarded any the fact was in severe pain and not

786
00:47:12.239 --> 00:47:15.679
<v Speaker 3>wanting to not wanting to come off, and wanted to

787
00:47:15.719 --> 00:47:17.840
<v Speaker 3>complete selection with the lads that I was on it,

788
00:47:17.880 --> 00:47:20.639
<v Speaker 3>and not wanting to come off and go into medical

789
00:47:20.679 --> 00:47:24.360
<v Speaker 3>rehab and come back on selection again. So I gritted

790
00:47:24.480 --> 00:47:26.719
<v Speaker 3>my teeth and cracked on, which meant that surveillance of

791
00:47:26.760 --> 00:47:30.679
<v Speaker 3>reconnaissance with a full size O P burg and with

792
00:47:31.039 --> 00:47:35.840
<v Speaker 3>all your chicken wire and tools and camera kit, you know,

793
00:47:36.039 --> 00:47:40.800
<v Speaker 3>huge two hundred or six hundred lenses, the big bird

794
00:47:40.880 --> 00:47:45.760
<v Speaker 3>spotting ones and all that kit, meant that I had

795
00:47:45.760 --> 00:47:48.400
<v Speaker 3>a bigger rocksack for surveillance of reconnaissance than I did

796
00:47:48.400 --> 00:47:52.239
<v Speaker 3>in the in the jungle. Plus the fact that it

797
00:47:52.320 --> 00:47:57.280
<v Speaker 3>was in Hereford and it was probably around October time

798
00:47:57.320 --> 00:48:00.960
<v Speaker 3>and pissing down with rain, so that trying to insert

799
00:48:01.039 --> 00:48:04.639
<v Speaker 3>into a farmer's field to put a bush hide or

800
00:48:04.679 --> 00:48:07.320
<v Speaker 3>a subsurface ope. With all that kind of kit, you're

801
00:48:07.360 --> 00:48:09.960
<v Speaker 3>slipping all over the place and probably causing you back

802
00:48:09.960 --> 00:48:13.480
<v Speaker 3>more damage than good. And actually we'd we'd spend the

803
00:48:13.480 --> 00:48:16.039
<v Speaker 3>whole night trying to get into this position. And everyone

804
00:48:16.159 --> 00:48:19.320
<v Speaker 3>wants to do a bush hide, because obviously with a

805
00:48:19.320 --> 00:48:20.719
<v Speaker 3>bush hide, all you do is you go into a

806
00:48:20.719 --> 00:48:23.599
<v Speaker 3>big thick bush, you cut it out and create create

807
00:48:23.599 --> 00:48:26.719
<v Speaker 3>an observation poster and ope in the bush. No one

808
00:48:26.719 --> 00:48:29.400
<v Speaker 3>wants to dig a subsurface ope because it takes all

809
00:48:29.519 --> 00:48:31.360
<v Speaker 3>night to dig a massive hole and then you live

810
00:48:31.360 --> 00:48:33.239
<v Speaker 3>in it for the rest of the rest of the week.

811
00:48:34.480 --> 00:48:38.000
<v Speaker 3>And the sun came up in the morning, we thought

812
00:48:38.039 --> 00:48:41.039
<v Speaker 3>we had this amazing bush hide. And one of the

813
00:48:41.039 --> 00:48:46.599
<v Speaker 3>instructors we come directing staff, he was he was a character,

814
00:48:47.000 --> 00:48:49.599
<v Speaker 3>and he stood over us and he's just.

815
00:48:49.519 --> 00:48:51.480
<v Speaker 2>Like, what the fuck is this?

816
00:48:52.360 --> 00:48:54.719
<v Speaker 3>And he looked around and it was like, we're all

817
00:48:54.800 --> 00:48:57.880
<v Speaker 3>soaking where, we've all got all this camera equipment out

818
00:48:57.920 --> 00:49:00.519
<v Speaker 3>and we're literally just lead leading a load of like

819
00:49:00.639 --> 00:49:04.960
<v Speaker 3>nettles and thorns. So he kind of give us the

820
00:49:06.239 --> 00:49:09.400
<v Speaker 3>give us the day in daylight.

821
00:49:09.159 --> 00:49:15.559
<v Speaker 2>To dig a subsurface op. So we dug this probably.

822
00:49:17.159 --> 00:49:23.000
<v Speaker 3>Two foot by five foot hole in the ground, went

823
00:49:23.039 --> 00:49:28.159
<v Speaker 3>down probably a meter, cammed it up and lived in

824
00:49:28.199 --> 00:49:30.599
<v Speaker 3>it for the rest of the for the rest of

825
00:49:30.639 --> 00:49:36.519
<v Speaker 3>the week, seven days, and we had two guys observing

826
00:49:36.559 --> 00:49:39.760
<v Speaker 3>the objective, which was an old farm building. We had

827
00:49:39.800 --> 00:49:42.000
<v Speaker 3>one guy on rest or cooking and then one guy

828
00:49:42.039 --> 00:49:46.039
<v Speaker 3>on rear century And needless to say that for the

829
00:49:46.079 --> 00:49:51.079
<v Speaker 3>majority of the time most of us were asleep. It

830
00:49:51.159 --> 00:49:53.000
<v Speaker 3>kind of works in our favor because like it kept

831
00:49:53.039 --> 00:49:57.039
<v Speaker 3>the elements off as and it was pretty warm. But yeah,

832
00:49:57.079 --> 00:49:59.480
<v Speaker 3>so you do you do surveillance and reconnaissance, and then

833
00:50:01.079 --> 00:50:05.679
<v Speaker 3>you do counter terrorism, so we train in you know,

834
00:50:05.760 --> 00:50:10.400
<v Speaker 3>CQB and global domestic counter terrorism.

835
00:50:10.559 --> 00:50:12.400
<v Speaker 2>That's I think four weeks. And then.

836
00:50:14.519 --> 00:50:18.400
<v Speaker 3>Escaping evasion so resistance to interrogation, which is what it's

837
00:50:18.440 --> 00:50:19.840
<v Speaker 3>called now we'll see it.

838
00:50:20.960 --> 00:50:22.400
<v Speaker 2>Where you go on the run for a week.

839
00:50:22.960 --> 00:50:26.000
<v Speaker 3>You get twenty four our hours of food so twenty

840
00:50:26.000 --> 00:50:32.000
<v Speaker 3>four our rations, limited kit and equipment, limited navigational aids,

841
00:50:32.280 --> 00:50:35.280
<v Speaker 3>and you have to get from through a series of

842
00:50:36.480 --> 00:50:42.360
<v Speaker 3>checkpoints until you reach the final checkpoint, at which point

843
00:50:42.400 --> 00:50:46.119
<v Speaker 3>you are taking captive and interrogated for thirty six hours.

844
00:50:47.760 --> 00:50:51.639
<v Speaker 3>And I think at that point, you you know, there's

845
00:50:51.639 --> 00:50:53.800
<v Speaker 3>nothing really that they can throw at you that's going

846
00:50:53.840 --> 00:50:57.480
<v Speaker 3>to pull you off selection, so you're kind of still

847
00:50:57.519 --> 00:51:01.440
<v Speaker 3>trying to do the best best you can, but your

848
00:51:01.440 --> 00:51:04.159
<v Speaker 3>head's in it and all be at thirty six hours

849
00:51:04.199 --> 00:51:10.599
<v Speaker 3>of interrogation sounds pretty hellish. At that point, you're you're

850
00:51:10.639 --> 00:51:16.199
<v Speaker 3>just you're getting through it and surviving it. And you know,

851
00:51:16.239 --> 00:51:22.039
<v Speaker 3>if anyone's done any kind of mocker interrogation cereals you

852
00:51:22.199 --> 00:51:24.840
<v Speaker 3>just got to ask for food and ask for warm clothes,

853
00:51:24.880 --> 00:51:27.719
<v Speaker 3>and ask for new shoes, and pray that they don't

854
00:51:27.719 --> 00:51:30.519
<v Speaker 3>beat you up, and ask for coffee and stuff, and

855
00:51:30.559 --> 00:51:35.039
<v Speaker 3>the more you ask for, the more you get. So yeah,

856
00:51:35.119 --> 00:51:40.119
<v Speaker 3>so obviously you're pretty pretty tired and knackered by the

857
00:51:40.199 --> 00:51:40.519
<v Speaker 3>end of that.

858
00:51:40.639 --> 00:51:43.360
<v Speaker 2>And in interrogation, if anyone doesn't know.

859
00:51:43.320 --> 00:51:45.880
<v Speaker 3>You're either in a stress position or being interrogated for

860
00:51:45.920 --> 00:51:49.960
<v Speaker 3>that thirty six hours. So standard two stress positions everyone

861
00:51:49.960 --> 00:51:52.519
<v Speaker 3>probably knows them, is stood leaning against a wall or

862
00:51:53.039 --> 00:51:55.400
<v Speaker 3>sat cross legged with your hands above your hands on

863
00:51:55.440 --> 00:52:00.440
<v Speaker 3>your head. So either you're doing that with you know,

864
00:52:00.599 --> 00:52:05.039
<v Speaker 3>some cultural music in the background being played or specific

865
00:52:05.159 --> 00:52:10.480
<v Speaker 3>to whatever theater or operating in, or you're having coffee

866
00:52:10.480 --> 00:52:13.920
<v Speaker 3>thrown in your face or being asked where your parents live.

867
00:52:14.840 --> 00:52:18.599
<v Speaker 3>So it was good to get that one out of

868
00:52:18.599 --> 00:52:21.400
<v Speaker 3>the way and get some sleep. And then the final

869
00:52:21.440 --> 00:52:28.119
<v Speaker 3>phases is parachuting, so just heho parachuting to Special Forces

870
00:52:28.119 --> 00:52:30.360
<v Speaker 3>standard and at that level you kind of come back

871
00:52:30.719 --> 00:52:33.679
<v Speaker 3>and we've done our parachuting out in the States, so

872
00:52:33.719 --> 00:52:36.920
<v Speaker 3>we went over to California and trained at an air

873
00:52:36.960 --> 00:52:42.559
<v Speaker 3>base called El Centro, and yeah, you come back from

874
00:52:42.559 --> 00:52:45.320
<v Speaker 3>that and pretty much you've got a week in camp

875
00:52:45.440 --> 00:52:50.000
<v Speaker 3>just doing regular stuff, and you have a badging Day parade,

876
00:52:50.039 --> 00:52:54.880
<v Speaker 3>which is at the clock tower. You get your sandy

877
00:52:54.880 --> 00:52:58.320
<v Speaker 3>color beret and your blue stable belt, you take the picture,

878
00:52:59.159 --> 00:53:01.599
<v Speaker 3>and then the next day turn up at the squadron

879
00:53:02.000 --> 00:53:07.440
<v Speaker 3>as a new blade. And then you kind of realized

880
00:53:07.480 --> 00:53:12.840
<v Speaker 3>that selection was nothing. And you know that for the

881
00:53:12.920 --> 00:53:15.519
<v Speaker 3>last six weeks you thought you were an SAS soldier

882
00:53:15.559 --> 00:53:18.119
<v Speaker 3>and you're at the bottom of the food chain and

883
00:53:18.320 --> 00:53:20.039
<v Speaker 3>you're go and pick up the bacon butties and the

884
00:53:20.719 --> 00:53:24.159
<v Speaker 3>tearns in the morning and do all the shit jobs

885
00:53:24.159 --> 00:53:25.280
<v Speaker 3>as any new bloke does.

886
00:53:26.559 --> 00:53:28.519
<v Speaker 1>What was it like being a new guy showing up

887
00:53:28.559 --> 00:53:31.599
<v Speaker 1>at your squadron. What were some of the other guys

888
00:53:31.719 --> 00:53:32.800
<v Speaker 1>like that you were working with.

889
00:53:34.960 --> 00:53:39.480
<v Speaker 3>It's interesting because my troupe was at the time a

890
00:53:39.480 --> 00:53:42.719
<v Speaker 3>little bit older. So there's some guys in the late thirties,

891
00:53:43.559 --> 00:53:46.440
<v Speaker 3>and there was one guy that had come up two

892
00:53:46.559 --> 00:53:49.320
<v Speaker 3>years before me, and then before that was probably about

893
00:53:49.360 --> 00:53:50.239
<v Speaker 3>four or five years.

894
00:53:50.280 --> 00:53:52.880
<v Speaker 2>So it was a senior senior team.

895
00:53:53.039 --> 00:53:56.280
<v Speaker 3>And if I'm being honest, no one really gives a fuck,

896
00:53:56.639 --> 00:54:02.320
<v Speaker 3>as in, everyone's just cracking on doing what they need

897
00:54:02.360 --> 00:54:05.519
<v Speaker 3>to do. No one stops, and you know, people will

898
00:54:05.559 --> 00:54:09.719
<v Speaker 3>be like, oh right, mate, I'm whoever. But I think

899
00:54:09.719 --> 00:54:12.840
<v Speaker 3>at a time and it's probably changed now, there's no

900
00:54:12.840 --> 00:54:16.320
<v Speaker 3>one really to just take you aside and go, you know, mate,

901
00:54:16.360 --> 00:54:18.760
<v Speaker 3>this is the this is what's going on, like you

902
00:54:18.800 --> 00:54:21.280
<v Speaker 3>know this is you know, you've got a room and

903
00:54:21.559 --> 00:54:25.840
<v Speaker 3>the TL at the time, the team leader was he

904
00:54:25.880 --> 00:54:27.519
<v Speaker 3>gave you a little bit of insight, but it was

905
00:54:27.559 --> 00:54:29.639
<v Speaker 3>almost like you just turned up on day one and

906
00:54:29.679 --> 00:54:33.599
<v Speaker 3>were expected to know what weapons system you're fire in,

907
00:54:33.679 --> 00:54:37.039
<v Speaker 3>how to zero it, and you know, you just had

908
00:54:37.039 --> 00:54:41.000
<v Speaker 3>to ask questions and kind of almost try and blend

909
00:54:41.039 --> 00:54:43.679
<v Speaker 3>in and just copy what the lads were doing. Albeit

910
00:54:44.880 --> 00:54:46.320
<v Speaker 3>I don't like to do that myself.

911
00:54:46.360 --> 00:54:46.559
<v Speaker 2>Now.

912
00:54:46.599 --> 00:54:48.159
<v Speaker 3>If there's a new guy, I like to take him

913
00:54:48.199 --> 00:54:50.159
<v Speaker 3>under my wing and make sure that he feels welcome

914
00:54:50.239 --> 00:54:52.400
<v Speaker 3>and introduce him to everyone and make sure that he

915
00:54:52.440 --> 00:54:55.000
<v Speaker 3>knows what he's doing, because you know, I turned up.

916
00:54:55.039 --> 00:54:56.880
<v Speaker 3>I was twenty four years old. It's a pretty daunting

917
00:54:56.960 --> 00:55:00.519
<v Speaker 3>place to turn up to, an essays Sabers Squadron and

918
00:55:00.519 --> 00:55:02.079
<v Speaker 3>then find out all your.

919
00:55:02.079 --> 00:55:04.280
<v Speaker 2>Teammates are in the late thirties.

920
00:55:05.480 --> 00:55:10.039
<v Speaker 3>And all some pretty like big units as well.

921
00:55:10.840 --> 00:55:15.239
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, I think it was just that era of that.

922
00:55:15.239 --> 00:55:17.519
<v Speaker 3>That's how men did it, you know, you just turned

923
00:55:17.599 --> 00:55:19.079
<v Speaker 3>up and cracked on kind of thing.

924
00:55:21.920 --> 00:55:25.039
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, and that timeframe, I imagine a lot of these

925
00:55:25.039 --> 00:55:28.440
<v Speaker 1>guys were pretty salty, like they'd been in Iraq doing

926
00:55:28.519 --> 00:55:30.719
<v Speaker 1>raids and all kinds of counter terrorism work.

927
00:55:32.320 --> 00:55:34.559
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and that's probably part of it, right, is like

928
00:55:35.440 --> 00:55:38.400
<v Speaker 3>you turn up and at the time I've done you know,

929
00:55:38.440 --> 00:55:42.440
<v Speaker 3>two Afghan tours that were pretty heavy. But these lads

930
00:55:42.440 --> 00:55:47.599
<v Speaker 3>have been out on you know, on TF TF Night

931
00:55:47.719 --> 00:55:50.679
<v Speaker 3>or TF Black or whatever it was, and you know

932
00:55:50.719 --> 00:55:53.159
<v Speaker 3>they've all seen some stuff and they're all bonded by

933
00:55:53.199 --> 00:55:55.199
<v Speaker 3>that and teammates and all that kind of stuff. So

934
00:55:55.760 --> 00:56:00.199
<v Speaker 3>you throw in some young twenty four year old and yeah,

935
00:56:00.199 --> 00:56:02.480
<v Speaker 3>they're not interested in you. Just at that moment, it's

936
00:56:02.480 --> 00:56:04.840
<v Speaker 3>like you've you've got to earn your gravy and you've

937
00:56:04.880 --> 00:56:07.639
<v Speaker 3>got to earn your your place in that team because

938
00:56:08.159 --> 00:56:10.599
<v Speaker 3>you're surrounded by a bunch of alphas and they're not

939
00:56:10.639 --> 00:56:12.239
<v Speaker 3>going to look at you until you prove.

940
00:56:12.280 --> 00:56:13.280
<v Speaker 2>Why they should look at you.

941
00:56:14.760 --> 00:56:15.800
<v Speaker 1>How did you go about that?

942
00:56:19.800 --> 00:56:20.679
<v Speaker 2>I mean the same way you.

943
00:56:20.679 --> 00:56:25.599
<v Speaker 3>Go about anything, right, Like I I I like being

944
00:56:25.599 --> 00:56:30.039
<v Speaker 3>a soldier and all you've got to do is do

945
00:56:30.079 --> 00:56:30.519
<v Speaker 3>you best.

946
00:56:30.800 --> 00:56:31.000
<v Speaker 2>You know.

947
00:56:32.960 --> 00:56:35.719
<v Speaker 3>Luckily for me like that, the guy that had been

948
00:56:35.760 --> 00:56:39.480
<v Speaker 3>in for two years prior to me, he was kind

949
00:56:39.519 --> 00:56:41.400
<v Speaker 3>of mates with all that side, but he was still

950
00:56:41.440 --> 00:56:45.519
<v Speaker 3>trying to like come to like chat to me and

951
00:56:45.519 --> 00:56:47.519
<v Speaker 3>stuff like that. And if I'm being honest, like the

952
00:56:47.559 --> 00:56:49.360
<v Speaker 3>first six months, you're kind of on your own. It's

953
00:56:49.400 --> 00:56:51.119
<v Speaker 3>like you're volunteering for everything.

954
00:56:51.920 --> 00:56:52.079
<v Speaker 2>You know.

955
00:56:52.159 --> 00:56:54.280
<v Speaker 3>If you get to the end of the brief and

956
00:56:55.440 --> 00:56:57.599
<v Speaker 3>all the lads live in town and you're going you're

957
00:56:57.599 --> 00:56:59.639
<v Speaker 3>going on the range that day, then you just go right,

958
00:56:59.679 --> 00:57:02.159
<v Speaker 3>I'll grab the I'm in the cookhouse in the morning,

959
00:57:02.199 --> 00:57:05.480
<v Speaker 3>so I'll grab all the all the lunches and coffee

960
00:57:05.519 --> 00:57:06.000
<v Speaker 3>and stuff.

961
00:57:06.719 --> 00:57:08.559
<v Speaker 2>And then you offer, you know, don't want a coffee

962
00:57:08.559 --> 00:57:09.480
<v Speaker 2>whilst you're driving up.

963
00:57:09.519 --> 00:57:12.599
<v Speaker 3>It's like you just make you just show that you're

964
00:57:13.000 --> 00:57:15.880
<v Speaker 3>a valuable asset to that team in as many ways

965
00:57:15.880 --> 00:57:21.119
<v Speaker 3>that you can. And if you do that and you

966
00:57:21.159 --> 00:57:24.400
<v Speaker 3>don't you avoid making any fuck ups, and you show

967
00:57:24.440 --> 00:57:27.320
<v Speaker 3>them that you know you're a valuable asset and that

968
00:57:27.320 --> 00:57:30.360
<v Speaker 3>you're capable of being in that that team, then you

969
00:57:30.400 --> 00:57:33.159
<v Speaker 3>know they all come around to it. And slowly but

970
00:57:33.280 --> 00:57:36.320
<v Speaker 3>surely they all they all did. And as actually it's

971
00:57:36.400 --> 00:57:40.280
<v Speaker 3>quite funny. As we deployed out to Norway because I

972
00:57:40.280 --> 00:57:46.320
<v Speaker 3>went into mountain troops, so extra extreme cold weather warfare

973
00:57:46.440 --> 00:57:50.159
<v Speaker 3>was part of our remit. And one of the team

974
00:57:50.199 --> 00:57:54.400
<v Speaker 3>members I won't say any names, but uh, he's a

975
00:57:54.519 --> 00:57:58.519
<v Speaker 3>he's a big old boy, like covering in tattoos, involved

976
00:57:58.519 --> 00:58:00.400
<v Speaker 3>in like football, who are going to them.

977
00:58:00.239 --> 00:58:01.639
<v Speaker 2>And all that kind of stuff.

978
00:58:02.320 --> 00:58:05.559
<v Speaker 3>And I got teamed up with him in as a

979
00:58:05.559 --> 00:58:06.519
<v Speaker 3>as a tent buddy.

980
00:58:08.440 --> 00:58:11.440
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, it's interested. He was. He was.

981
00:58:12.000 --> 00:58:14.159
<v Speaker 3>He was sadly ended up being r T L and

982
00:58:14.599 --> 00:58:16.480
<v Speaker 3>I became really close to him in the end. But

983
00:58:17.639 --> 00:58:22.960
<v Speaker 3>it's like your first your first trip away with with

984
00:58:23.039 --> 00:58:25.760
<v Speaker 3>the lads in Norway and it's just me and him

985
00:58:25.800 --> 00:58:29.760
<v Speaker 3>in a tent at night, trying to like cook and stuff,

986
00:58:30.360 --> 00:58:33.199
<v Speaker 3>and let's just say conversation was limited. I don't think

987
00:58:33.199 --> 00:58:38.400
<v Speaker 3>he wanted to speak to me. But but yeah, all that,

988
00:58:39.599 --> 00:58:41.159
<v Speaker 3>as soon as you kind of blend in with the

989
00:58:41.239 --> 00:58:45.119
<v Speaker 3>team and they realized that you're you're a good asset,

990
00:58:45.159 --> 00:58:48.360
<v Speaker 3>then all that changes and then you replace them, right,

991
00:58:48.400 --> 00:58:51.800
<v Speaker 3>you become in that position that you're now the senior

992
00:58:51.840 --> 00:58:56.719
<v Speaker 3>person and and you get a chance to do it differently.

993
00:58:56.760 --> 00:58:58.719
<v Speaker 2>And for me, it was like all the new lads

994
00:58:58.760 --> 00:58:59.760
<v Speaker 2>that ever came up.

995
00:58:59.760 --> 00:59:02.440
<v Speaker 3>Even to this day, if someone's there, it's like I

996
00:59:02.440 --> 00:59:05.400
<v Speaker 3>think probably because I never had it like that. It's

997
00:59:06.400 --> 00:59:09.280
<v Speaker 3>it's important to take them under your wing, regardless of

998
00:59:09.760 --> 00:59:11.679
<v Speaker 3>how good or shit they are.

999
00:59:11.719 --> 00:59:12.400
<v Speaker 2>As a soldier.

1000
00:59:12.440 --> 00:59:16.679
<v Speaker 3>It's it's imperative because you know, you don't necessarily get

1001
00:59:16.920 --> 00:59:19.880
<v Speaker 3>a soldier that turns up that's incredible, that can tick

1002
00:59:19.920 --> 00:59:22.400
<v Speaker 3>every box and that's that's amazing at what they do.

1003
00:59:22.800 --> 00:59:25.760
<v Speaker 2>It's like in the Special Forces, it's it's.

1004
00:59:25.559 --> 00:59:28.920
<v Speaker 3>A diverse unit and every soldier's got a different background,

1005
00:59:29.000 --> 00:59:32.599
<v Speaker 3>a different upbringing, a different skill set. And that's the

1006
00:59:32.639 --> 00:59:35.639
<v Speaker 3>beauty of the Special Forces is that we train hard,

1007
00:59:35.719 --> 00:59:38.880
<v Speaker 3>and we become professional soldiers at what we do from

1008
00:59:38.920 --> 00:59:42.079
<v Speaker 3>that point on. But you know, if someone's a medic,

1009
00:59:42.119 --> 00:59:45.800
<v Speaker 3>if someone's an r MP, if someone's a you know,

1010
00:59:46.079 --> 00:59:48.719
<v Speaker 3>a vehicle mechanic or whatever, it's like they bring a

1011
00:59:48.840 --> 00:59:53.360
<v Speaker 3>skill set that's valuable to that unit and doesn't necessarily

1012
00:59:53.400 --> 00:59:56.519
<v Speaker 3>mean that day one there this perfect soldier, but there's

1013
00:59:56.559 --> 00:59:58.960
<v Speaker 3>a chance there that that person could be molded into

1014
00:59:59.000 --> 01:00:01.760
<v Speaker 3>a you know, an amazing soldier in the future, and

1015
01:00:01.800 --> 01:00:04.280
<v Speaker 3>it's your job and responsibility to do that as a

1016
01:00:04.320 --> 01:00:05.519
<v Speaker 3>senior member of that team.

1017
01:00:06.599 --> 01:00:11.199
<v Speaker 1>And so lucky you are getting to be assigned to

1018
01:00:11.239 --> 01:00:13.960
<v Speaker 1>a cold weather team, which I'm sure was a lot

1019
01:00:14.000 --> 01:00:18.440
<v Speaker 1>of fun. What was sort of did your troop have

1020
01:00:18.519 --> 01:00:20.960
<v Speaker 1>like a deployment schedule? Was there something that they were

1021
01:00:20.960 --> 01:00:22.480
<v Speaker 1>looking to kind of like work up to.

1022
01:00:24.639 --> 01:00:30.079
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, So, so the Special Forces itself rotates on a

1023
01:00:30.119 --> 01:00:33.119
<v Speaker 3>two year schedule. So as a as a Saber squadron,

1024
01:00:33.599 --> 01:00:37.519
<v Speaker 3>you're generally on either operations.

1025
01:00:38.519 --> 01:00:41.639
<v Speaker 2>You've got a UK role or you're.

1026
01:00:41.480 --> 01:00:44.159
<v Speaker 3>On you know, operations around the world, and if you're

1027
01:00:44.199 --> 01:00:46.679
<v Speaker 3>not on any of those, then in between it's just training.

1028
01:00:48.239 --> 01:00:50.400
<v Speaker 3>And then there's also a training whast you're in that

1029
01:00:50.840 --> 01:00:55.239
<v Speaker 3>but yeah, I mean Afghanistan was still the flavor of

1030
01:00:55.280 --> 01:00:58.000
<v Speaker 3>the month when I joined, So that was the deployment

1031
01:00:59.199 --> 01:01:03.719
<v Speaker 3>whilst I was in, and then you know, it's it's

1032
01:01:03.920 --> 01:01:07.199
<v Speaker 3>it's a it's a very busy life. It's it's a

1033
01:01:07.199 --> 01:01:10.199
<v Speaker 3>lot of time away from home. It's a lot of

1034
01:01:10.199 --> 01:01:14.079
<v Speaker 3>time out your bed, it's a lot of time spent

1035
01:01:14.480 --> 01:01:19.440
<v Speaker 3>training and drilling and different scenarios and different places.

1036
01:01:19.480 --> 01:01:25.079
<v Speaker 2>And it was, you know, the best thing I've ever done,

1037
01:01:25.119 --> 01:01:25.719
<v Speaker 2>do you know what I mean?

1038
01:01:26.760 --> 01:01:31.440
<v Speaker 3>Genuinely had an amazing career and being someone who joined

1039
01:01:31.440 --> 01:01:32.800
<v Speaker 3>when I was twenty four, I left when I was

1040
01:01:32.840 --> 01:01:37.360
<v Speaker 3>thirty four, like for those years like to do that,

1041
01:01:37.480 --> 01:01:40.000
<v Speaker 3>It's like I wouldn't if I had the choice.

1042
01:01:40.039 --> 01:01:42.079
<v Speaker 2>I do it all again in a heartbeat.

1043
01:01:42.960 --> 01:01:46.400
<v Speaker 1>And you're still obviously a young guy, but you're also single,

1044
01:01:46.519 --> 01:01:49.159
<v Speaker 1>no kids, and I'm sure that helped.

1045
01:01:50.239 --> 01:01:54.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, one hundred percent. You know, some people managed to.

1046
01:01:56.280 --> 01:01:58.679
<v Speaker 3>Form a relationship and keep a relationship whilst they're serving,

1047
01:01:58.719 --> 01:02:03.599
<v Speaker 3>but it's it's difficult. I always said I wouldn't want

1048
01:02:03.639 --> 01:02:05.400
<v Speaker 3>kids whilst I'm in because you just don't get to

1049
01:02:05.400 --> 01:02:08.760
<v Speaker 3>see them grow up. And I know by speaking to

1050
01:02:08.760 --> 01:02:11.519
<v Speaker 3>some of my friends that are stealing or looking at

1051
01:02:11.519 --> 01:02:14.119
<v Speaker 3>getting out now that you know they missed out a

1052
01:02:14.280 --> 01:02:19.199
<v Speaker 3>massive chunk of their kids' lives growing up just because

1053
01:02:19.239 --> 01:02:23.719
<v Speaker 3>they're away on six month deployment. They're away even whilst

1054
01:02:23.719 --> 01:02:26.400
<v Speaker 3>we're in the UK, it's likely deployed to different parts

1055
01:02:26.400 --> 01:02:29.440
<v Speaker 3>of the UK, around the world, training and different roles.

1056
01:02:29.480 --> 01:02:34.280
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, definitely being single and not married and no

1057
01:02:34.440 --> 01:02:35.519
<v Speaker 3>kids helps for sure.

1058
01:02:36.400 --> 01:02:38.519
<v Speaker 1>And so what was it like when you guys got

1059
01:02:38.519 --> 01:02:42.440
<v Speaker 1>to Afghanistan. I'm guessing this was like twenty ten or so.

1060
01:02:44.280 --> 01:02:49.320
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, this would have been twenty ten, twenty twenty ten,

1061
01:02:49.400 --> 01:02:53.880
<v Speaker 3>twenty twelve, might have even been twenty eleven, twenty thirteen.

1062
01:02:55.920 --> 01:02:57.920
<v Speaker 2>Different. I think by that time.

1063
01:03:00.280 --> 01:03:04.840
<v Speaker 3>You've definitely seen this phase change of you know, like

1064
01:03:04.880 --> 01:03:07.320
<v Speaker 3>in two thousand and six, we didn't see one ied.

1065
01:03:08.599 --> 01:03:09.559
<v Speaker 2>It was all.

1066
01:03:11.000 --> 01:03:13.159
<v Speaker 3>I'll shoot guns at you, you shoot guns back at us.

1067
01:03:13.880 --> 01:03:17.400
<v Speaker 3>And then you've definitely seen this this shift now of

1068
01:03:18.599 --> 01:03:22.880
<v Speaker 3>advanced technology within IDs, or at least not advanced technology,

1069
01:03:22.880 --> 01:03:25.519
<v Speaker 3>but advanced tactics in terms of where they placed the

1070
01:03:25.559 --> 01:03:29.960
<v Speaker 3>place them, how they funneled you into areas, and you know,

1071
01:03:30.039 --> 01:03:34.639
<v Speaker 3>you're starting to see these IDs that you couldn't pick

1072
01:03:34.760 --> 01:03:39.159
<v Speaker 3>up with metal detection and all that kind of stuff, reduced.

1073
01:03:40.239 --> 01:03:42.760
<v Speaker 2>Metal or whatever they were called the they were called.

1074
01:03:44.159 --> 01:03:47.280
<v Speaker 3>Which you know, I mean, it was a pretty dark

1075
01:03:47.320 --> 01:03:49.679
<v Speaker 3>side of Afghanistan up and being honest that that whole

1076
01:03:49.719 --> 01:03:56.559
<v Speaker 3>ied warfare game. I was pretty lucky to steer way

1077
01:03:56.599 --> 01:04:02.239
<v Speaker 3>away from that and never really experienced tea mates getting

1078
01:04:02.320 --> 01:04:05.599
<v Speaker 3>hit by them more, but obviously that they were all

1079
01:04:05.639 --> 01:04:10.679
<v Speaker 3>around us at the time, and in fact, during one

1080
01:04:10.679 --> 01:04:15.039
<v Speaker 3>of the deployments on whilst I was in the SAS,

1081
01:04:15.239 --> 01:04:18.519
<v Speaker 3>we literally specifically just went after a whole i AD

1082
01:04:18.719 --> 01:04:21.320
<v Speaker 3>network and took it down whilst I was working there,

1083
01:04:21.320 --> 01:04:25.719
<v Speaker 3>which significantly reduced the amount of Ied attacks that were

1084
01:04:25.760 --> 01:04:28.400
<v Speaker 3>being carried out on our own rural marines that were

1085
01:04:28.480 --> 01:04:30.559
<v Speaker 3>based in the same area at the same time, and

1086
01:04:30.800 --> 01:04:32.840
<v Speaker 3>probably had a knock on effect for US troops at

1087
01:04:32.840 --> 01:04:35.480
<v Speaker 3>the same time. So probably one of our prouder moments

1088
01:04:35.519 --> 01:04:39.320
<v Speaker 3>of operational deployment that we that we were a part of.

1089
01:04:39.920 --> 01:04:45.519
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, we'd I mean luckily our operations were mainly

1090
01:04:45.519 --> 01:04:50.519
<v Speaker 3>carried out in the darkness of night, very limited day

1091
01:04:50.559 --> 01:04:53.920
<v Speaker 3>operations specifically because at night time we hold the upper hand.

1092
01:04:54.000 --> 01:05:00.159
<v Speaker 3>We have mvgs, we've got you know, helicopters and different sy.

1093
01:05:00.400 --> 01:05:02.840
<v Speaker 1>Mostly helicopter insertions, I guess.

1094
01:05:03.400 --> 01:05:07.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, helicopters, a lot of walkings, so yeah, I mean

1095
01:05:09.039 --> 01:05:12.039
<v Speaker 3>we trialed around with some parachute operations as well, which

1096
01:05:12.039 --> 01:05:15.719
<v Speaker 3>were which were more kind of to prove prove the

1097
01:05:15.719 --> 01:05:20.639
<v Speaker 3>point that we do less less about the actual objective.

1098
01:05:20.199 --> 01:05:22.840
<v Speaker 1>So like some like some soft targets to show that

1099
01:05:22.920 --> 01:05:23.880
<v Speaker 1>this is possible.

1100
01:05:24.719 --> 01:05:30.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like Strike Despike kind of stuff. But I mean still,

1101
01:05:30.079 --> 01:05:33.599
<v Speaker 3>I mean, jumping into Afghanistan as a hole completely different

1102
01:05:33.599 --> 01:05:36.719
<v Speaker 3>from jumping into the West coast of America.

1103
01:05:37.480 --> 01:05:41.519
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, I mean I've heard stories where the American

1104
01:05:41.599 --> 01:05:44.480
<v Speaker 1>side special ops guys have they messed around with it

1105
01:05:44.599 --> 01:05:47.079
<v Speaker 1>or looked at it, but they're like, our squadron is

1106
01:05:47.119 --> 01:05:49.440
<v Speaker 1>going to get spread out over this whole valley because

1107
01:05:49.480 --> 01:05:51.159
<v Speaker 1>there's so much wind.

1108
01:05:51.840 --> 01:05:54.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and like you've got to take in the human

1109
01:05:54.559 --> 01:05:58.199
<v Speaker 3>element of it as well. And albeit we were proficient

1110
01:05:58.280 --> 01:06:02.559
<v Speaker 3>in in in free fall and halo heho at that time,

1111
01:06:04.960 --> 01:06:08.079
<v Speaker 3>it was never like when we carried out the Afghan jumps,

1112
01:06:08.639 --> 01:06:14.320
<v Speaker 3>we weren't specifically looking into it as as as we

1113
01:06:14.320 --> 01:06:16.360
<v Speaker 3>weren't as specialist as we should have been for that

1114
01:06:16.480 --> 01:06:20.280
<v Speaker 3>level of jump. The air troop lads are always going

1115
01:06:20.360 --> 01:06:23.719
<v Speaker 3>to be skilled enough to do it, but to then

1116
01:06:23.840 --> 01:06:27.079
<v Speaker 3>expect a full squadron to land, you know, on that

1117
01:06:27.719 --> 01:06:32.159
<v Speaker 3>on that drop zone, you know, within a solid group,

1118
01:06:32.199 --> 01:06:35.960
<v Speaker 3>and it's a big ask for you know, forty you know,

1119
01:06:36.000 --> 01:06:38.840
<v Speaker 3>thirty to forty soldiers. Some of the lads don't even

1120
01:06:38.920 --> 01:06:40.440
<v Speaker 3>like it. Some of them aren't even good at it.

1121
01:06:41.199 --> 01:06:43.760
<v Speaker 3>That's that's just a given, you know, you get we

1122
01:06:43.800 --> 01:06:47.960
<v Speaker 3>can't be good at everything, and that's kind of what

1123
01:06:48.039 --> 01:06:49.039
<v Speaker 3>those jumps proved.

1124
01:06:49.800 --> 01:06:50.960
<v Speaker 2>But actually at the time.

1125
01:06:52.000 --> 01:06:57.880
<v Speaker 3>We we started to put non air troop guys on

1126
01:06:57.880 --> 01:07:00.239
<v Speaker 3>on on the hap See course, so we start to

1127
01:07:00.239 --> 01:07:05.199
<v Speaker 3>get them free fall trained and myself I was literally

1128
01:07:05.199 --> 01:07:09.559
<v Speaker 3>on that first course, so as a mountain troop operate, Yeah,

1129
01:07:09.559 --> 01:07:12.880
<v Speaker 3>I was on the first course, the first HALO HEH

1130
01:07:13.119 --> 01:07:17.360
<v Speaker 3>course out in the in the States, which which was

1131
01:07:17.400 --> 01:07:20.400
<v Speaker 3>great and now you know, I think every every badged

1132
01:07:20.480 --> 01:07:22.639
<v Speaker 3>operator is is free fall trained.

1133
01:07:23.000 --> 01:07:24.599
<v Speaker 2>But actually coming.

1134
01:07:24.320 --> 01:07:32.000
<v Speaker 3>Back from being qualified as as as HALO, i'd literally

1135
01:07:32.039 --> 01:07:33.599
<v Speaker 3>just done the course and then we deployed that on

1136
01:07:33.639 --> 01:07:36.239
<v Speaker 3>that on that job and I got picked to jump

1137
01:07:36.280 --> 01:07:39.119
<v Speaker 3>in with the the air troopers as the first stick

1138
01:07:40.280 --> 01:07:43.679
<v Speaker 3>on the black Light DS to mark the DZ for

1139
01:07:43.719 --> 01:07:47.039
<v Speaker 3>the rest of the squadron, and there was only six

1140
01:07:47.079 --> 01:07:51.079
<v Speaker 3>of us that jumped. And yeah, needless to say that

1141
01:07:51.079 --> 01:07:56.960
<v Speaker 3>that didn't go all too great. It was complete red

1142
01:07:56.960 --> 01:08:00.280
<v Speaker 3>I looms so zero moon state. He struggle to see

1143
01:08:00.280 --> 01:08:05.079
<v Speaker 3>a hand in front of your face. And yeah, we

1144
01:08:05.079 --> 01:08:09.280
<v Speaker 3>we we dropped out, had a bit of a split

1145
01:08:09.599 --> 01:08:14.079
<v Speaker 3>in the sky for whatever reason. And I had actually

1146
01:08:14.079 --> 01:08:16.720
<v Speaker 3>never jumped onto a d Z that was being marked

1147
01:08:16.720 --> 01:08:19.800
<v Speaker 3>by a strobe from from the drone from the Reaper,

1148
01:08:20.640 --> 01:08:27.960
<v Speaker 3>and we'd I mean, yeah, we we kind of felt

1149
01:08:27.960 --> 01:08:30.720
<v Speaker 3>that there was a way stronger wind that pushed us back,

1150
01:08:32.640 --> 01:08:37.319
<v Speaker 3>that pushed us way beyond the drop zone. And by

1151
01:08:37.319 --> 01:08:40.000
<v Speaker 3>the time we'd realize that we we were going a

1152
01:08:40.039 --> 01:08:44.359
<v Speaker 3>little bit too fast and we'd gone past the strobe

1153
01:08:44.359 --> 01:08:47.520
<v Speaker 3>that was getting emitted from the the Reaper of the Predaco,

1154
01:08:47.840 --> 01:08:51.520
<v Speaker 3>which one by the time we turned back into wind,

1155
01:08:51.560 --> 01:08:53.960
<v Speaker 3>we weren't really penetrating. So we ended up landing a

1156
01:08:54.039 --> 01:08:57.680
<v Speaker 3>can cana half away from from the designated drop zone

1157
01:08:59.720 --> 01:09:02.560
<v Speaker 3>mark where the DZ and then brought the rest of

1158
01:09:02.600 --> 01:09:04.800
<v Speaker 3>the squadron in. But like I said, you know, you

1159
01:09:04.880 --> 01:09:10.560
<v Speaker 3>expect you know, thirty to forty you know, HEHO qualified

1160
01:09:10.960 --> 01:09:14.600
<v Speaker 3>operators to land on a tea in red a loom

1161
01:09:14.680 --> 01:09:20.560
<v Speaker 3>state in Afghanistan. It's like you're having a laugh, and like,

1162
01:09:20.720 --> 01:09:23.359
<v Speaker 3>especially with the conditions that we jumped in, it was

1163
01:09:23.399 --> 01:09:26.600
<v Speaker 3>tricky for us as trained free full operators to land

1164
01:09:26.640 --> 01:09:31.760
<v Speaker 3>on the in the right spot. And yeah, people landed,

1165
01:09:32.640 --> 01:09:34.960
<v Speaker 3>you know, not everyone. The majority of the lads landed

1166
01:09:34.960 --> 01:09:37.439
<v Speaker 3>within that area, but there was some that were all

1167
01:09:37.479 --> 01:09:40.359
<v Speaker 3>over all over the place. So I mean, again, you know,

1168
01:09:40.640 --> 01:09:45.640
<v Speaker 3>you learn from from these kind of situations. And I

1169
01:09:45.680 --> 01:09:50.159
<v Speaker 3>know that what that meant was obviously everyone getting trained

1170
01:09:50.159 --> 01:09:53.439
<v Speaker 3>in freefall, and then specifically squadrons looked at how we

1171
01:09:53.600 --> 01:09:58.359
<v Speaker 3>get proficient at being free full operators considering looking at

1172
01:09:58.399 --> 01:10:02.560
<v Speaker 3>the look at the operational theater that we're in or

1173
01:10:02.600 --> 01:10:06.640
<v Speaker 3>that we were going into. You know, if helicopters aren't

1174
01:10:06.640 --> 01:10:10.359
<v Speaker 3>an option for certain weapons systems, parachuting in is still

1175
01:10:10.560 --> 01:10:12.439
<v Speaker 3>a very you know, credible option.

1176
01:10:13.640 --> 01:10:15.680
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, that's the kind of direction that it went.

1177
01:10:16.319 --> 01:10:20.199
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I's going to ask, so did was the conclusion

1178
01:10:20.560 --> 01:10:25.039
<v Speaker 1>that airborne operations like this aren't really feasible in Afghanistan

1179
01:10:25.239 --> 01:10:27.760
<v Speaker 1>or more that like we need to elevate the level

1180
01:10:27.760 --> 01:10:29.800
<v Speaker 1>of training that we put the guys through to get

1181
01:10:29.920 --> 01:10:31.039
<v Speaker 1>more proficient at it.

1182
01:10:33.000 --> 01:10:40.760
<v Speaker 3>I think, I think airborne operations are totally feasible, and

1183
01:10:41.159 --> 01:10:44.520
<v Speaker 3>just I think the level of training needs to be

1184
01:10:44.560 --> 01:10:54.760
<v Speaker 3>increased so that you minimize kind of the jump compromising

1185
01:10:54.840 --> 01:10:59.079
<v Speaker 3>the actual operation. So for example, for a hostage rescue,

1186
01:10:59.359 --> 01:11:04.359
<v Speaker 3>that's like a perfect method of infill, right because for

1187
01:11:04.439 --> 01:11:09.640
<v Speaker 3>obvious reasons. So yeah, I mean that that was the

1188
01:11:09.760 --> 01:11:12.399
<v Speaker 3>kind of the fallout of that piece was that we

1189
01:11:12.800 --> 01:11:16.520
<v Speaker 3>need to be way more skilled. But again, a great

1190
01:11:16.560 --> 01:11:18.840
<v Speaker 3>one to run out and to test and see how

1191
01:11:18.840 --> 01:11:19.159
<v Speaker 3>it goes.

1192
01:11:19.560 --> 01:11:19.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

1193
01:11:19.880 --> 01:11:25.079
<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. And another thing I want to ask, were you

1194
01:11:25.159 --> 01:11:28.279
<v Speaker 1>guys operating mostly around Hellman Province at this time?

1195
01:11:29.520 --> 01:11:34.399
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean we we actually operated within all of Afghanistan,

1196
01:11:35.199 --> 01:11:41.800
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, so yeah, the whole, the whole of the area.

1197
01:11:41.800 --> 01:11:44.319
<v Speaker 3>I mean there wasn't that there's no other UK. I

1198
01:11:44.359 --> 01:11:46.199
<v Speaker 3>mean we had the SBS out there at the same time,

1199
01:11:46.239 --> 01:11:47.760
<v Speaker 3>but yeah, we were pretty much the whole of the

1200
01:11:48.239 --> 01:11:53.279
<v Speaker 3>Afghan battle battle area. I mean Helmand was the hot spot,

1201
01:11:53.920 --> 01:11:59.039
<v Speaker 3>but Kandar as well, but yeah, all over pretty much.

1202
01:11:59.680 --> 01:12:03.880
<v Speaker 1>And you mentioned going after a ied network where the

1203
01:12:04.000 --> 01:12:07.439
<v Speaker 1>other targets, like high value targets getting called up. You know,

1204
01:12:07.560 --> 01:12:09.079
<v Speaker 1>kind of like around the entire country.

1205
01:12:09.119 --> 01:12:13.800
<v Speaker 3>It sounds like, yeah, so, I mean the main battle

1206
01:12:13.840 --> 01:12:17.880
<v Speaker 3>group of the main objective was was HVTS, so high

1207
01:12:17.920 --> 01:12:22.920
<v Speaker 3>value targets, and then yeah, you kind of had like

1208
01:12:22.960 --> 01:12:27.760
<v Speaker 3>a load of smaller teams that would work with Afghan

1209
01:12:27.880 --> 01:12:33.479
<v Speaker 3>National Special Forces units. Smaller teams dotted over around the

1210
01:12:33.479 --> 01:12:37.319
<v Speaker 3>AO that would carry out like training training roles, but

1211
01:12:37.439 --> 01:12:41.119
<v Speaker 3>also have an operational side to them where you're trying

1212
01:12:41.119 --> 01:12:44.039
<v Speaker 3>to hand over the responsibility to the to the Afghans.

1213
01:12:45.000 --> 01:12:47.399
<v Speaker 3>You know, they can at some point take over and

1214
01:12:47.439 --> 01:12:51.359
<v Speaker 3>start doing detention operations within their own battle space.

1215
01:12:52.399 --> 01:12:56.359
<v Speaker 1>Well, you guys were doing unilateral operations mostly, but you're

1216
01:12:56.439 --> 01:12:58.399
<v Speaker 1>you're saying you had other elements that were doing what

1217
01:12:58.479 --> 01:13:00.000
<v Speaker 1>we call foreign internal defense.

1218
01:13:01.239 --> 01:13:05.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, same thing. So, yeah, like an S triplet

1219
01:13:07.479 --> 01:13:10.000
<v Speaker 3>similar to that. So small team of three would go

1220
01:13:10.039 --> 01:13:15.359
<v Speaker 3>and embed themselves with a local strike team and train them,

1221
01:13:15.520 --> 01:13:19.960
<v Speaker 3>develop them, fund them. Obviously, the bigger picture would be

1222
01:13:20.000 --> 01:13:23.640
<v Speaker 3>that someday we would, you know, give Afghanistan back to

1223
01:13:24.760 --> 01:13:27.079
<v Speaker 3>a government that would be able to stand up and

1224
01:13:27.640 --> 01:13:33.399
<v Speaker 3>provide some sort of democracy and freedom for the Afghan people,

1225
01:13:33.479 --> 01:13:37.119
<v Speaker 3>and these small training teams would stand up and be

1226
01:13:37.199 --> 01:13:41.319
<v Speaker 3>the special forces, of the elite units of that providing

1227
01:13:41.840 --> 01:13:45.279
<v Speaker 3>protection and all that kind of stuff to the people.

1228
01:13:45.640 --> 01:13:48.600
<v Speaker 3>Obviously didn't go that way, but that was the objective.

1229
01:13:49.159 --> 01:13:50.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was going to ask, you know, what was

1230
01:13:50.960 --> 01:13:54.119
<v Speaker 1>sort of your perception as you know, you go on

1231
01:13:54.159 --> 01:13:58.680
<v Speaker 1>these deployments to Afghanistan. Of course, you know, yeah, rolling

1232
01:13:58.760 --> 01:14:04.239
<v Speaker 1>up an ied network is a tangible win for any unit,

1233
01:14:05.479 --> 01:14:08.640
<v Speaker 1>But did you have any thoughts or observations about how

1234
01:14:08.720 --> 01:14:11.239
<v Speaker 1>like the larger war was going in Afghanistan?

1235
01:14:13.039 --> 01:14:14.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean it was always in the back of

1236
01:14:15.000 --> 01:14:16.920
<v Speaker 3>your head, even like in those early days in two

1237
01:14:16.960 --> 01:14:20.720
<v Speaker 3>thousand and six. It was almost like I remember having

1238
01:14:20.720 --> 01:14:22.960
<v Speaker 3>those conversations with the lads and just going like what

1239
01:14:22.960 --> 01:14:25.439
<v Speaker 3>we're actually here for, Like what's what's the objective?

1240
01:14:26.880 --> 01:14:30.680
<v Speaker 2>But again, look, it's hard to a couple of things.

1241
01:14:30.720 --> 01:14:33.760
<v Speaker 3>It's like, it's hard for us to be able to

1242
01:14:34.560 --> 01:14:40.319
<v Speaker 3>it's hard for us to put today's thinking on something

1243
01:14:40.359 --> 01:14:43.119
<v Speaker 3>that happened twenty years ago. And I think this is

1244
01:14:43.159 --> 01:14:47.479
<v Speaker 3>like a flow of modern society right now. Is we're

1245
01:14:47.520 --> 01:14:50.920
<v Speaker 3>trying to we're trying to almost say, right two hundred

1246
01:14:51.039 --> 01:14:55.560
<v Speaker 3>years ago, when life was completely different and neighbors were

1247
01:14:55.600 --> 01:14:58.199
<v Speaker 3>probably killing each other, over a loaf of bread or

1248
01:14:58.199 --> 01:15:01.239
<v Speaker 3>something like that. Let's put today thinking on that and

1249
01:15:01.399 --> 01:15:05.000
<v Speaker 3>just because you know that person said this or like

1250
01:15:05.119 --> 01:15:07.760
<v Speaker 3>had that or whatever, it's like, now we should you know,

1251
01:15:08.840 --> 01:15:12.600
<v Speaker 3>completely disregard amount of human existence. It's like the same

1252
01:15:12.640 --> 01:15:15.720
<v Speaker 3>thing with Afghanistan. It's like we can quite easily fall

1253
01:15:15.760 --> 01:15:19.000
<v Speaker 3>into a trap now when we've got this free, like

1254
01:15:19.399 --> 01:15:23.000
<v Speaker 3>abundant world of like you know, you want anything and

1255
01:15:23.039 --> 01:15:26.079
<v Speaker 3>you get it, and like, you know, we've all got

1256
01:15:26.119 --> 01:15:28.840
<v Speaker 3>money and we've all got like freedom to be able

1257
01:15:28.880 --> 01:15:32.560
<v Speaker 3>to have ideas and thoughts, to be able to say, right,

1258
01:15:32.640 --> 01:15:34.520
<v Speaker 3>going down too Afghanistan is the wrong thing to do.

1259
01:15:35.239 --> 01:15:38.560
<v Speaker 3>That's like you can retrospectively look at it and say,

1260
01:15:39.560 --> 01:15:42.840
<v Speaker 3>you know, maybe you know, maybe we should have reconsidered

1261
01:15:42.840 --> 01:15:45.520
<v Speaker 3>going into Afghanistan. Maybe you know, what were the real

1262
01:15:46.720 --> 01:15:51.800
<v Speaker 3>legitimate reasons for going into it. But like I you know,

1263
01:15:52.720 --> 01:15:54.680
<v Speaker 3>I don't think that anyone sat in any of those

1264
01:15:54.760 --> 01:15:58.920
<v Speaker 3>high political war rooms and when you know, let's go

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01:15:59.000 --> 01:16:02.119
<v Speaker 3>in here for for ships and giggles.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean.

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01:16:02.560 --> 01:16:05.399
<v Speaker 3>It was like there was some serious reasons why we

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01:16:05.439 --> 01:16:07.079
<v Speaker 3>went in there in the first place. And as a

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01:16:07.119 --> 01:16:12.960
<v Speaker 3>soldier on the ground, you know, Afghanistan is a barbaric place.

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01:16:13.520 --> 01:16:18.039
<v Speaker 3>It's not a place where pride flags can be flown

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01:16:18.199 --> 01:16:22.720
<v Speaker 3>or women have the same lights as what they do here.

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01:16:22.960 --> 01:16:26.880
<v Speaker 3>It's barbaric. Women still get stoned to death. You know,

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01:16:27.039 --> 01:16:31.880
<v Speaker 3>women can't show any any any skin, right, not even

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01:16:31.880 --> 01:16:38.159
<v Speaker 3>their eyes. And not only that, right, but they can't

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01:16:38.199 --> 01:16:41.159
<v Speaker 3>even see them. You know, I'm gonna going around to

1276
01:16:41.720 --> 01:16:45.439
<v Speaker 3>like Afghan houses. I was doing some rogue stuff whilst

1277
01:16:45.439 --> 01:16:47.960
<v Speaker 3>I was in that go around, like the houses with

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01:16:48.039 --> 01:16:50.520
<v Speaker 3>the interpreter, and like all the women had likely stood

1279
01:16:50.520 --> 01:16:52.760
<v Speaker 3>at the door staring at you, but they're all covered,

1280
01:16:52.840 --> 01:16:55.960
<v Speaker 3>like their eyes are covered everything, gloves on their hands,

1281
01:16:56.000 --> 01:16:59.399
<v Speaker 3>like nothing can be shown. And like, you know, tell

1282
01:16:59.439 --> 01:17:02.279
<v Speaker 3>me that that's not oppression. And not only that, but

1283
01:17:02.319 --> 01:17:05.920
<v Speaker 3>they can't see another human. And for that short space

1284
01:17:05.960 --> 01:17:09.840
<v Speaker 3>of time that we were deployed in Afghanistan, did you

1285
01:17:09.880 --> 01:17:14.760
<v Speaker 3>start to see university schools? Kabul became Western? You know,

1286
01:17:15.039 --> 01:17:18.000
<v Speaker 3>women in Kabul went from being fully covered up to whearing,

1287
01:17:18.199 --> 01:17:22.439
<v Speaker 3>you know, just a hijab or just the scarf. And

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01:17:23.239 --> 01:17:27.800
<v Speaker 3>you know, you started to see early signs that Afghanistan

1289
01:17:27.920 --> 01:17:29.960
<v Speaker 3>was a more peaceful place to live. And if you

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01:17:30.000 --> 01:17:33.439
<v Speaker 3>ask the interpreters or people that live there when it

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01:17:33.520 --> 01:17:34.800
<v Speaker 3>wasn't ruled by the Taliban.

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01:17:34.840 --> 01:17:37.079
<v Speaker 2>That that's the case, do you know what I mean?

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01:17:37.119 --> 01:17:43.279
<v Speaker 3>And now it's gone back to rule under the Taliban,

1294
01:17:43.359 --> 01:17:46.319
<v Speaker 3>it's gone back to the old school ways.

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01:17:46.079 --> 01:17:47.359
<v Speaker 2>That was as well.

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01:17:48.560 --> 01:17:52.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think also it's maybe worth pointing out that

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01:17:53.159 --> 01:17:56.880
<v Speaker 1>no one really expected or thought that we're going to

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01:17:56.880 --> 01:17:59.560
<v Speaker 1>be in Afghanistan for what did it ended up being

1299
01:17:59.560 --> 01:18:03.039
<v Speaker 1>like twenty two years? You know? I think one of

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01:18:03.039 --> 01:18:05.640
<v Speaker 1>the criticisms actually of the war is that every commander

1301
01:18:05.720 --> 01:18:09.159
<v Speaker 1>came in and thought we were eight months away from victory,

1302
01:18:09.600 --> 01:18:11.600
<v Speaker 1>and we did that over and over and over again,

1303
01:18:13.000 --> 01:18:15.800
<v Speaker 1>especially after after we killed Bin Laden in twenty eleven.

1304
01:18:16.199 --> 01:18:18.119
<v Speaker 1>I mean, who thought that we would be there for

1305
01:18:18.239 --> 01:18:22.199
<v Speaker 1>another decade? That's pretty crazy, you know. Like now again

1306
01:18:22.359 --> 01:18:25.680
<v Speaker 1>in retrospect, as we sit here today looking back on it,

1307
01:18:25.680 --> 01:18:29.039
<v Speaker 1>it's like, what were we doing one.

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01:18:29.000 --> 01:18:32.560
<v Speaker 3>Hundred percent if you look at again retrospectively, like the

1309
01:18:32.600 --> 01:18:37.000
<v Speaker 3>amount of money that we spend as two nations and

1310
01:18:37.119 --> 01:18:42.760
<v Speaker 3>what do we actually achieve within there? Like if anything,

1311
01:18:42.760 --> 01:18:47.479
<v Speaker 3>we stirred the hornet's nest. But again, like it's just

1312
01:18:47.520 --> 01:18:50.439
<v Speaker 3>the way the world, and you learn the lessons from

1313
01:18:51.000 --> 01:18:56.520
<v Speaker 3>you learn the biggest lessons from the biggest mistakes, and

1314
01:18:56.520 --> 01:18:59.119
<v Speaker 3>and we get now the privilege because we still live

1315
01:18:59.159 --> 01:19:02.199
<v Speaker 3>in a free world to to decide what the next

1316
01:19:02.399 --> 01:19:05.239
<v Speaker 3>twenty or the next forty, the next fifty looks like.

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01:19:05.640 --> 01:19:10.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, when I was reading through your bio, it mentioned

1318
01:19:10.079 --> 01:19:13.439
<v Speaker 1>you also got involved in like the Clindestine side of

1319
01:19:13.479 --> 01:19:15.520
<v Speaker 1>the job as your career progressed.

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01:19:19.159 --> 01:19:21.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, what do you mean by clandestine?

1321
01:19:21.640 --> 01:19:24.800
<v Speaker 1>Sorry, I think you said it said that you did

1322
01:19:24.880 --> 01:19:28.079
<v Speaker 1>like two covert deployments.

1323
01:19:27.359 --> 01:19:27.760
<v Speaker 2>That's right.

1324
01:19:27.880 --> 01:19:34.319
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, probably three and then yeah, they're just obviously

1325
01:19:34.359 --> 01:19:39.920
<v Speaker 3>countries that you can't talk about the deployment. But yeah, again,

1326
01:19:40.119 --> 01:19:45.199
<v Speaker 3>like super interesting stuff to see that part of the job.

1327
01:19:47.000 --> 01:19:48.760
<v Speaker 2>And it was kind of about the time.

1328
01:19:48.600 --> 01:19:52.159
<v Speaker 3>That that Afghanistan had started coming to an end for

1329
01:19:52.239 --> 01:19:57.000
<v Speaker 3>US anyway, And yeah, it's interesting. I mean you look

1330
01:19:57.000 --> 01:20:00.520
<v Speaker 3>at the battlespace now in the world and how that shifted.

1331
01:20:00.600 --> 01:20:04.920
<v Speaker 3>And you've obviously got what's going on in Israel, Gaza,

1332
01:20:05.159 --> 01:20:12.399
<v Speaker 3>Palestine and Iran and the wider countries Lebanon and every

1333
01:20:12.439 --> 01:20:15.800
<v Speaker 3>involved country and state, and then you've got you know,

1334
01:20:15.880 --> 01:20:18.760
<v Speaker 3>the Ukraine and Russia thing and how that looks it's

1335
01:20:19.319 --> 01:20:23.000
<v Speaker 3>it's an interesting space right now, and I think it

1336
01:20:23.039 --> 01:20:28.359
<v Speaker 3>brings a lot of uncertainty just because there's there's bigger

1337
01:20:28.399 --> 01:20:33.439
<v Speaker 3>powers that be, there's bigger nations at being known, really

1338
01:20:33.479 --> 01:20:34.479
<v Speaker 3>knows what the outcome is.

1339
01:20:34.399 --> 01:20:34.760
<v Speaker 2>Going to be.

1340
01:20:36.039 --> 01:20:38.159
<v Speaker 1>Was that sort of your job on those deployments like

1341
01:20:38.239 --> 01:20:41.199
<v Speaker 1>confirm or deny, you know, a WRECKI of assorts to

1342
01:20:41.239 --> 01:20:43.159
<v Speaker 1>go out there and you know, be the eyes and

1343
01:20:43.239 --> 01:20:45.039
<v Speaker 1>ears for the British government.

1344
01:20:46.520 --> 01:20:50.279
<v Speaker 3>A little bit, yeah, a little bit of reporting, a

1345
01:20:50.319 --> 01:20:53.159
<v Speaker 3>lot of it's a little bit of just like this, uh,

1346
01:20:54.640 --> 01:20:58.960
<v Speaker 3>this kind of military entrepreneurial ship of just go to

1347
01:20:59.000 --> 01:21:02.319
<v Speaker 3>a different place and set something up and just see

1348
01:21:02.319 --> 01:21:05.920
<v Speaker 3>what see what's there. Whether there's always going to be

1349
01:21:05.920 --> 01:21:08.000
<v Speaker 3>an element of reporting in everything that we do, but

1350
01:21:08.039 --> 01:21:10.600
<v Speaker 3>it's it's a little bit of a little bit more

1351
01:21:10.600 --> 01:21:13.479
<v Speaker 3>of just right, this is your job, this is the team.

1352
01:21:14.079 --> 01:21:15.920
<v Speaker 3>Go over there and just see what you can make happen,

1353
01:21:16.159 --> 01:21:19.520
<v Speaker 3>like make some connections, build some stuff, find some people

1354
01:21:19.520 --> 01:21:21.920
<v Speaker 3>to train and report back.

1355
01:21:24.920 --> 01:21:27.600
<v Speaker 1>And was that something that you enjoyed by comparison to

1356
01:21:28.039 --> 01:21:30.520
<v Speaker 1>I imagine this is like a singleton mission or maybe

1357
01:21:30.560 --> 01:21:33.199
<v Speaker 1>you go out and two's but did you enjoy being

1358
01:21:33.199 --> 01:21:35.520
<v Speaker 1>away from your troop and doing this type of work.

1359
01:21:36.800 --> 01:21:39.520
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean it's I don't get me wrong. Being

1360
01:21:40.199 --> 01:21:43.479
<v Speaker 3>in a squadrons good. You've got a smaller role, not

1361
01:21:43.520 --> 01:21:46.199
<v Speaker 3>necessarily a smaller role, but you've got a more defined role.

1362
01:21:48.439 --> 01:21:53.600
<v Speaker 3>You know, your job that evening might be to be

1363
01:21:53.960 --> 01:21:56.239
<v Speaker 3>a sniper on the high ground if that's your job.

1364
01:21:56.279 --> 01:21:58.159
<v Speaker 3>Your job might be to be a ladder man. Your

1365
01:21:58.239 --> 01:22:03.159
<v Speaker 3>job might be to just be in a team. It's

1366
01:22:03.239 --> 01:22:08.039
<v Speaker 3>it's pretty pretty linear and binary. I think when you

1367
01:22:08.079 --> 01:22:12.000
<v Speaker 3>go out on those smaller jobs and tasks, it's a

1368
01:22:12.039 --> 01:22:13.119
<v Speaker 3>little bit more creative.

1369
01:22:13.800 --> 01:22:15.680
<v Speaker 2>You don't have specific role.

1370
01:22:16.319 --> 01:22:19.439
<v Speaker 3>You're working there as a team trying to figure out

1371
01:22:19.520 --> 01:22:22.159
<v Speaker 3>what it is that you know, where can you have

1372
01:22:22.199 --> 01:22:26.760
<v Speaker 3>an effect or how can you how can you make

1373
01:22:26.800 --> 01:22:28.039
<v Speaker 3>this situation better?

1374
01:22:28.319 --> 01:22:29.960
<v Speaker 2>Or do you know what I mean. It's it's a

1375
01:22:30.000 --> 01:22:33.640
<v Speaker 2>way more interesting job role than just.

1376
01:22:35.720 --> 01:22:38.399
<v Speaker 1>It's all it's on your shoulders and you have to

1377
01:22:38.439 --> 01:22:40.760
<v Speaker 1>come up with creative solutions.

1378
01:22:41.199 --> 01:22:44.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, of course, of course. Yeah. And again some of

1379
01:22:44.840 --> 01:22:45.640
<v Speaker 2>that can be.

1380
01:22:47.239 --> 01:22:50.880
<v Speaker 3>Traditionally very boring and it's not as exciting as what

1381
01:22:50.880 --> 01:22:53.279
<v Speaker 3>what people see it as. And some of it can

1382
01:22:53.319 --> 01:22:55.439
<v Speaker 3>be can be fun and you can do some you

1383
01:22:55.439 --> 01:22:58.560
<v Speaker 3>can get yourself into what some wacky situations and the

1384
01:22:58.720 --> 01:23:03.279
<v Speaker 3>stuff that know no one, no one gets to do

1385
01:23:03.359 --> 01:23:06.680
<v Speaker 3>in the world. So yeah, it's it's it's.

1386
01:23:06.960 --> 01:23:10.520
<v Speaker 1>Interesting are I know you can't mention any like places

1387
01:23:10.600 --> 01:23:12.760
<v Speaker 1>or dates or anything, but can you mention any of

1388
01:23:12.800 --> 01:23:14.359
<v Speaker 1>these wacky experiences?

1389
01:23:18.399 --> 01:23:26.199
<v Speaker 3>I mean, uh, less on an operational standpoint, but you

1390
01:23:26.239 --> 01:23:29.319
<v Speaker 3>know you're a team in the middle of like some

1391
01:23:29.479 --> 01:23:32.239
<v Speaker 3>country where there's a war happening and living in a

1392
01:23:32.279 --> 01:23:37.399
<v Speaker 3>safe house and you know you'd be a going out

1393
01:23:37.399 --> 01:23:43.119
<v Speaker 3>and having fun, drinking beers and sometimes getting into a

1394
01:23:43.159 --> 01:23:46.079
<v Speaker 3>little bit of mischief and stuff, and it's like that

1395
01:23:46.159 --> 01:23:46.800
<v Speaker 3>kind of vibe.

1396
01:23:48.199 --> 01:23:51.039
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's like being on the set of Star Wars

1397
01:23:51.159 --> 01:23:51.600
<v Speaker 1>or something.

1398
01:23:52.800 --> 01:23:55.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like just it's good fun. You know, you like

1399
01:23:56.079 --> 01:23:56.640
<v Speaker 2>work hard.

1400
01:23:56.920 --> 01:23:59.720
<v Speaker 3>You try and you try and find things that you

1401
01:23:59.760 --> 01:24:04.000
<v Speaker 3>can do or build things, and you know that there's a.

1402
01:24:05.720 --> 01:24:07.159
<v Speaker 2>How should I how should I put this?

1403
01:24:08.399 --> 01:24:11.560
<v Speaker 3>You know without obviously, when you've got the whole squadron,

1404
01:24:11.600 --> 01:24:16.920
<v Speaker 3>it's very formal, official, and then when you're in these

1405
01:24:16.920 --> 01:24:19.279
<v Speaker 3>small teams, it's it's a lot more relaxed. You know,

1406
01:24:19.359 --> 01:24:25.520
<v Speaker 3>you fires in the evening, sundowners, barbecues, like it's you know,

1407
01:24:25.640 --> 01:24:31.079
<v Speaker 3>working with other agencies and working with other nationalities as well,

1408
01:24:31.119 --> 01:24:35.600
<v Speaker 3>and yeah, driving around in places that you shouldn't be

1409
01:24:35.720 --> 01:24:40.399
<v Speaker 3>and seeing some things that you shouldn't necessarily see or

1410
01:24:40.439 --> 01:24:43.119
<v Speaker 3>being part of, and it's just, yeah, it's a very

1411
01:24:43.119 --> 01:24:46.119
<v Speaker 3>interesting side of the job for sure, if you get there.

1412
01:24:46.279 --> 01:24:48.119
<v Speaker 2>If you get that again, it could be very boring.

1413
01:24:49.239 --> 01:24:51.520
<v Speaker 1>And what was that sort of like the tail end

1414
01:24:51.560 --> 01:24:53.520
<v Speaker 1>of your time at the essay assert.

1415
01:24:53.920 --> 01:24:57.479
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, so kind of the last four years.

1416
01:24:59.000 --> 01:25:02.079
<v Speaker 2>And then yeah, and then.

1417
01:25:02.439 --> 01:25:06.520
<v Speaker 3>I'd i'd actually we send guys away in the Mountain

1418
01:25:06.560 --> 01:25:10.760
<v Speaker 3>Troops to we send two guys every four years, I

1419
01:25:10.760 --> 01:25:15.279
<v Speaker 3>think it is to go and train in.

1420
01:25:13.800 --> 01:25:16.039
<v Speaker 2>In Germany to be a mountain guide.

1421
01:25:16.319 --> 01:25:21.840
<v Speaker 3>So i'd i'd managed to get myself on that course,

1422
01:25:23.640 --> 01:25:25.880
<v Speaker 3>so you have to learn German that the whole course

1423
01:25:25.920 --> 01:25:31.159
<v Speaker 3>is done in German. And and yeah, you go out

1424
01:25:31.279 --> 01:25:36.199
<v Speaker 3>to Bavaria and live in the Alps for two years.

1425
01:25:36.840 --> 01:25:39.520
<v Speaker 3>So i'd done that, and you know, it was kind

1426
01:25:39.560 --> 01:25:42.159
<v Speaker 3>of being in the Alps for that period of time

1427
01:25:42.239 --> 01:25:49.159
<v Speaker 3>and you know, seeing something different that wasn't just soldiering.

1428
01:25:50.880 --> 01:25:55.520
<v Speaker 2>Kind of like shifted my outlook on stuff.

1429
01:25:55.560 --> 01:26:02.720
<v Speaker 3>And before I was very much pcifically a green soldier

1430
01:26:02.760 --> 01:26:04.960
<v Speaker 3>and wanted to stay in the Special Force and all

1431
01:26:05.000 --> 01:26:07.600
<v Speaker 3>that kind of stuff and progress my career, and having

1432
01:26:07.720 --> 01:26:09.840
<v Speaker 3>gone and done that just opened my eyes to a

1433
01:26:09.880 --> 01:26:13.560
<v Speaker 3>completely different way of life, or a different way of living.

1434
01:26:13.640 --> 01:26:17.359
<v Speaker 3>And it was actually when I come back from that tour,

1435
01:26:17.439 --> 01:26:22.279
<v Speaker 3>we deployed on one of those operations and I deployed out.

1436
01:26:22.600 --> 01:26:26.560
<v Speaker 3>I'd actually spent three months in a in an OPS

1437
01:26:26.600 --> 01:26:32.000
<v Speaker 3>room somewhere in the middle of summer, and I used

1438
01:26:32.039 --> 01:26:33.159
<v Speaker 3>to just come out of this ops room.

1439
01:26:33.199 --> 01:26:35.760
<v Speaker 2>I was, I was the team leader in the ops room.

1440
01:26:35.680 --> 01:26:37.920
<v Speaker 3>And you'd go in about five in the morning and

1441
01:26:37.960 --> 01:26:41.720
<v Speaker 3>come out at about seven thirty at night, and it

1442
01:26:41.840 --> 01:26:43.640
<v Speaker 3>was like sunny during the day. And I remember coming

1443
01:26:43.640 --> 01:26:46.399
<v Speaker 3>out and I stood out. I stood somewhere as one

1444
01:26:46.439 --> 01:26:48.039
<v Speaker 3>of the lads to walk past me, and it's just like, yay,

1445
01:26:48.039 --> 01:26:50.520
<v Speaker 3>you are right. I was just like staring at the sun,

1446
01:26:50.720 --> 01:26:52.800
<v Speaker 3>just trying to get some vitamin D because I've just

1447
01:26:52.880 --> 01:26:56.359
<v Speaker 3>been staring at screen for like the last eight hours

1448
01:26:56.439 --> 01:26:56.880
<v Speaker 3>or something.

1449
01:26:58.119 --> 01:27:01.159
<v Speaker 2>And then I deployed out and the the lads were just.

1450
01:27:01.119 --> 01:27:04.399
<v Speaker 3>Like I think. I think I knew straight away at

1451
01:27:04.399 --> 01:27:08.520
<v Speaker 3>that point that my my career was going to change.

1452
01:27:08.560 --> 01:27:11.720
<v Speaker 3>And you know, there probably wasn't long before I had

1453
01:27:11.720 --> 01:27:14.119
<v Speaker 3>to leave the Special Forces.

1454
01:27:13.720 --> 01:27:15.359
<v Speaker 2>And go and do go and do what I wanted

1455
01:27:15.359 --> 01:27:15.640
<v Speaker 2>to do.

1456
01:27:17.600 --> 01:27:19.720
<v Speaker 3>So yeah, it was pretty much four years when getting

1457
01:27:19.760 --> 01:27:22.319
<v Speaker 3>getting back from that course, and then there was a

1458
01:27:22.319 --> 01:27:24.600
<v Speaker 3>few reasons of why I decided to leave. It was

1459
01:27:25.239 --> 01:27:27.479
<v Speaker 3>mainly because of that seeing a different way of life.

1460
01:27:27.560 --> 01:27:30.760
<v Speaker 3>And I think the longer you're in the Special Forces,

1461
01:27:30.800 --> 01:27:34.880
<v Speaker 3>it's like the job can be quite monotonous. It's you know,

1462
01:27:34.920 --> 01:27:37.199
<v Speaker 3>you're doing the same thing day and day out, albeit

1463
01:27:37.199 --> 01:27:42.720
<v Speaker 3>at this variety, but it becomes very much, it becomes

1464
01:27:42.840 --> 01:27:46.680
<v Speaker 3>very it can be can be very saving. And then

1465
01:27:47.560 --> 01:27:51.960
<v Speaker 3>you know, I'd always joined joined to be a soldier,

1466
01:27:53.239 --> 01:27:55.039
<v Speaker 3>and the longer that you stay in, the more you

1467
01:27:55.119 --> 01:27:57.600
<v Speaker 3>just end up sat behind a desk, which ultimately we

1468
01:27:57.680 --> 01:27:59.800
<v Speaker 3>all do it some stage, but I think at that

1469
01:27:59.840 --> 01:28:02.119
<v Speaker 3>time I felt like I if I left at the

1470
01:28:02.159 --> 01:28:05.039
<v Speaker 3>age of thirty four, then I'd still have a good

1471
01:28:05.119 --> 01:28:09.199
<v Speaker 3>run of life or setting something up outside. And sure, yeah,

1472
01:28:09.560 --> 01:28:12.800
<v Speaker 3>there was a few things. There was a little bit

1473
01:28:12.840 --> 01:28:16.119
<v Speaker 3>of like structuring of the regimen and people getting in

1474
01:28:16.199 --> 01:28:19.760
<v Speaker 3>charge in positions that potentially shouldn't be in those positions.

1475
01:28:21.239 --> 01:28:24.439
<v Speaker 3>There was like a few funnels that kind of led

1476
01:28:24.479 --> 01:28:27.159
<v Speaker 3>me to just to led me to leave.

1477
01:28:28.279 --> 01:28:32.039
<v Speaker 1>And when it was that class you took in the Alps,

1478
01:28:32.279 --> 01:28:35.840
<v Speaker 1>was like that you fell in love with mountaineering or

1479
01:28:36.000 --> 01:28:37.840
<v Speaker 1>was it more like that you fell in love with

1480
01:28:38.520 --> 01:28:42.479
<v Speaker 1>way of life in the Alps and the civilian life

1481
01:28:42.520 --> 01:28:43.000
<v Speaker 1>out there?

1482
01:28:43.920 --> 01:28:44.520
<v Speaker 2>Probably both?

1483
01:28:44.840 --> 01:28:49.279
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, probably probably first taste of freedom Jack, gotcha?

1484
01:28:49.439 --> 01:28:52.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Yeah, you know what I mean, like real freedom, like.

1485
01:28:54.399 --> 01:28:57.399
<v Speaker 3>I've been not driving back to camp on a Sunday

1486
01:28:57.479 --> 01:29:00.439
<v Speaker 3>night for the tenth weekend in a row.

1487
01:29:01.600 --> 01:29:03.960
<v Speaker 2>But also also the beauty.

1488
01:29:03.640 --> 01:29:08.800
<v Speaker 3>And awe of mountaineering and the mountains and something different adventure.

1489
01:29:08.840 --> 01:29:12.720
<v Speaker 3>And I think I'd always been hardwired for adventure just

1490
01:29:12.720 --> 01:29:14.199
<v Speaker 3>the reason that I joined the military.

1491
01:29:14.239 --> 01:29:19.680
<v Speaker 2>It was, you know, it was it was something.

1492
01:29:19.359 --> 01:29:23.920
<v Speaker 3>That that's always kind of been something that I've always

1493
01:29:23.960 --> 01:29:24.520
<v Speaker 3>been drawn to.

1494
01:29:24.720 --> 01:29:26.680
<v Speaker 2>So to do it in the arts was amazing.

1495
01:29:27.680 --> 01:29:30.199
<v Speaker 1>And I mean it sounds like you were ready and

1496
01:29:30.479 --> 01:29:32.880
<v Speaker 1>made the right decision at the right time in your life.

1497
01:29:33.159 --> 01:29:36.520
<v Speaker 1>But was that transition out of the military still a

1498
01:29:36.640 --> 01:29:37.359
<v Speaker 1>challenge for you?

1499
01:29:39.720 --> 01:29:40.279
<v Speaker 2>Yes? And no.

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01:29:40.399 --> 01:29:44.640
<v Speaker 3>I think I think I had a plan when I left,

1501
01:29:44.720 --> 01:29:48.399
<v Speaker 3>and I started working for an outdoor for a clothing

1502
01:29:48.399 --> 01:29:50.840
<v Speaker 3>brand that was set up by two sbs Special Boat

1503
01:29:50.840 --> 01:29:56.279
<v Speaker 3>Squadron guys. Oh are you talking about the Yeah they're great,

1504
01:29:57.600 --> 01:30:01.119
<v Speaker 3>yeah sick. Yeah they got they're based out in it. Yeah,

1505
01:30:01.319 --> 01:30:04.039
<v Speaker 3>they're doing really well now. But I started working with

1506
01:30:04.079 --> 01:30:06.159
<v Speaker 3>those guys when I get out, when I when I left,

1507
01:30:07.720 --> 01:30:11.079
<v Speaker 3>So don't get me wrong, there was like periods where

1508
01:30:12.239 --> 01:30:15.600
<v Speaker 3>i'd left and I was like sat in a flat

1509
01:30:15.640 --> 01:30:20.119
<v Speaker 3>in London, that's where I lived at the time, and

1510
01:30:20.119 --> 01:30:22.920
<v Speaker 3>and you're just like you're like day five into not

1511
01:30:23.000 --> 01:30:24.039
<v Speaker 3>really knowing what you're doing.

1512
01:30:24.560 --> 01:30:28.239
<v Speaker 2>And I sat in the flat just like.

1513
01:30:30.039 --> 01:30:34.000
<v Speaker 3>Okay, because at the time through dark like the guys

1514
01:30:34.000 --> 01:30:37.439
<v Speaker 3>had just kicked it off. I mean when I joined them,

1515
01:30:37.479 --> 01:30:42.680
<v Speaker 3>they they just designed three garments, so it wasn't like

1516
01:30:42.720 --> 01:30:45.319
<v Speaker 3>there was loads of work to do. So you were

1517
01:30:45.359 --> 01:30:47.399
<v Speaker 3>kind of just like sat there thinking like all right,

1518
01:30:47.439 --> 01:30:52.199
<v Speaker 3>what we're going to do today. But then I think

1519
01:30:52.439 --> 01:30:55.399
<v Speaker 3>I don't know about you, Jack. I think like that

1520
01:30:55.560 --> 01:31:00.520
<v Speaker 3>whole getting out process isn't just like within the first

1521
01:31:00.760 --> 01:31:03.880
<v Speaker 3>week or two weeks or three weeks if you leave it.

1522
01:31:03.880 --> 01:31:09.359
<v Speaker 3>It's a process of years of like this shedding of

1523
01:31:09.680 --> 01:31:13.720
<v Speaker 3>like the skin that you built up within the military

1524
01:31:13.800 --> 01:31:18.880
<v Speaker 3>to you like now becoming like a civilian and like

1525
01:31:18.960 --> 01:31:23.119
<v Speaker 3>doing civilian things and like softening up emotionally and all

1526
01:31:23.159 --> 01:31:27.399
<v Speaker 3>those kind of things. It's it's like a shift over

1527
01:31:28.439 --> 01:31:31.399
<v Speaker 3>you like every year. I noticed different things. I think

1528
01:31:31.479 --> 01:31:35.279
<v Speaker 3>when I first came out, I very much thought I

1529
01:31:35.399 --> 01:31:39.920
<v Speaker 3>was still Jay the Special Forces soldier, and I probably

1530
01:31:39.920 --> 01:31:42.600
<v Speaker 3>did for like two or three years. And it was

1531
01:31:42.640 --> 01:31:44.039
<v Speaker 3>an ego thing, do you know what I mean. It

1532
01:31:44.119 --> 01:31:46.640
<v Speaker 3>was like I'd be like the fucking guy, I don't

1533
01:31:46.680 --> 01:31:50.039
<v Speaker 3>know who I am in the in the back of

1534
01:31:50.079 --> 01:31:53.039
<v Speaker 3>your head, that's what you were kind of thinking. And

1535
01:31:53.199 --> 01:31:57.279
<v Speaker 3>it took me a long time to you know, to

1536
01:31:57.439 --> 01:32:01.000
<v Speaker 3>like shed that skin. And you know, there's it was

1537
01:32:01.039 --> 01:32:05.800
<v Speaker 3>an amazing career and you know, it's still such a

1538
01:32:05.920 --> 01:32:08.880
<v Speaker 3>big part of my life now in everything that I do,

1539
01:32:08.920 --> 01:32:11.159
<v Speaker 3>because you'll never be able to take away those fourteen

1540
01:32:11.239 --> 01:32:13.000
<v Speaker 3>years of military service.

1541
01:32:14.039 --> 01:32:18.680
<v Speaker 2>But it kind of doesn't define me now. So many

1542
01:32:18.720 --> 01:32:21.039
<v Speaker 2>other things do that.

1543
01:32:21.760 --> 01:32:26.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, no, that's absolutely true. And I mean

1544
01:32:26.359 --> 01:32:29.279
<v Speaker 1>you spend your young adult life in the military, and

1545
01:32:29.319 --> 01:32:32.279
<v Speaker 1>it's normal to go with what you know. I guess

1546
01:32:32.279 --> 01:32:36.119
<v Speaker 1>you could say until you earn a different way of life.

1547
01:32:37.399 --> 01:32:38.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, completely.

1548
01:32:38.960 --> 01:32:42.880
<v Speaker 3>And you know, going back to the big you know,

1549
01:32:43.479 --> 01:32:47.399
<v Speaker 3>two things, like the big thing that was was that

1550
01:32:47.520 --> 01:32:51.399
<v Speaker 3>drew me to leave. Leave was was freedom was having

1551
01:32:51.520 --> 01:32:54.840
<v Speaker 3>autonomy over your life and your decisions and all that

1552
01:32:54.920 --> 01:33:00.279
<v Speaker 3>kind of stuff. And I can't remember this, I think

1553
01:33:00.279 --> 01:33:04.159
<v Speaker 3>that I was going to say, but yeah, freedom.

1554
01:33:03.479 --> 01:33:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I and so, I mean that is pretty great that

1555
01:33:06.920 --> 01:33:10.680
<v Speaker 1>you got a job working with true darc right out

1556
01:33:10.680 --> 01:33:14.000
<v Speaker 1>the gate. What what is kind of like your civilian

1557
01:33:14.279 --> 01:33:16.920
<v Speaker 1>life and career sort of progressed over the last couple

1558
01:33:16.960 --> 01:33:18.439
<v Speaker 1>of years. What does that look like.

1559
01:33:19.840 --> 01:33:23.359
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I mean it's been a lot of trial and error.

1560
01:33:25.239 --> 01:33:29.359
<v Speaker 3>I I still like to keep my foot into the

1561
01:33:29.439 --> 01:33:32.479
<v Speaker 3>veteran community and in.

1562
01:33:32.520 --> 01:33:33.560
<v Speaker 2>The military community.

1563
01:33:33.720 --> 01:33:36.640
<v Speaker 3>Like I think we spoke about before, Like I worked

1564
01:33:36.640 --> 01:33:40.920
<v Speaker 3>with this brand Delta thrie Oscar helping them as an

1565
01:33:40.920 --> 01:33:49.880
<v Speaker 3>ambassador but also developing their military line of product. So

1566
01:33:49.960 --> 01:33:54.880
<v Speaker 3>for example that that they produce, they've got this really

1567
01:33:54.920 --> 01:33:58.640
<v Speaker 3>cool patent that so that that their main company D

1568
01:33:58.840 --> 01:34:03.279
<v Speaker 3>three zero has this got this shock resistant or shock

1569
01:34:03.359 --> 01:34:07.880
<v Speaker 3>absorbing product that's flexible so you wack it with the hammer,

1570
01:34:07.880 --> 01:34:11.000
<v Speaker 3>it goes all hard. And they're in kind of extreme

1571
01:34:11.039 --> 01:34:17.680
<v Speaker 3>sports skiing, motorbikeing, biking, all that kind of stuff, mountain biking,

1572
01:34:18.199 --> 01:34:20.079
<v Speaker 3>and they've now got don't three Oscar, which is their

1573
01:34:20.159 --> 01:34:22.359
<v Speaker 3>military line of products.

1574
01:34:22.399 --> 01:34:25.840
<v Speaker 2>So they've got a.

1575
01:34:24.439 --> 01:34:27.359
<v Speaker 3>A plate that goes behind a ballistic plate that if

1576
01:34:27.439 --> 01:34:30.000
<v Speaker 3>your ballistic plate gets hit, it reduces the chance of

1577
01:34:30.079 --> 01:34:34.039
<v Speaker 3>blunt blunt force trauma, dissipates the energy of the round

1578
01:34:34.119 --> 01:34:36.439
<v Speaker 3>and reduces the chance of you know, broken bones and

1579
01:34:36.439 --> 01:34:39.159
<v Speaker 3>all that kind of stuff. They've got some pretty cool

1580
01:34:39.199 --> 01:34:45.560
<v Speaker 3>helmet mounts, sorry, helmet pads that reduce the chance of

1581
01:34:46.279 --> 01:34:50.760
<v Speaker 3>shock and reduce the chances of TBIs and brain injuries.

1582
01:34:52.039 --> 01:34:55.119
<v Speaker 3>So like, I still like to keep my foot into

1583
01:34:55.680 --> 01:34:58.359
<v Speaker 3>the military kind of side of things. On a I

1584
01:34:58.399 --> 01:35:02.079
<v Speaker 3>work with a veterans organization doing some stuff for those guys.

1585
01:35:02.079 --> 01:35:04.800
<v Speaker 3>And then my kind of day job is I've got

1586
01:35:04.800 --> 01:35:12.359
<v Speaker 3>a company that runs premium adventure travel for mainly high

1587
01:35:12.359 --> 01:35:17.159
<v Speaker 3>net worth clients, so pretty much anything it doesn't have

1588
01:35:17.199 --> 01:35:21.359
<v Speaker 3>to be adventure travel. For example, I just had a

1589
01:35:21.439 --> 01:35:25.319
<v Speaker 3>lady climb Mount Kenya and go in Safari in Kenya.

1590
01:35:27.159 --> 01:35:29.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm flying out to Monaco to talk to someone about

1591
01:35:29.600 --> 01:35:34.079
<v Speaker 3>climbing Everest next week, so it's quite diverse.

1592
01:35:35.720 --> 01:35:37.479
<v Speaker 2>And then I do.

1593
01:35:39.000 --> 01:35:43.439
<v Speaker 3>So I work for all I'm a partner in a

1594
01:35:43.479 --> 01:35:49.520
<v Speaker 3>company called Houdares Group, which provides special forces corporate training

1595
01:35:50.239 --> 01:35:54.680
<v Speaker 3>and experiences. So we have a lot of companies come

1596
01:35:54.720 --> 01:36:02.039
<v Speaker 3>to us for specific training to kind of make their

1597
01:36:02.079 --> 01:36:06.439
<v Speaker 3>teams better, or it could just be a company that

1598
01:36:06.560 --> 01:36:10.880
<v Speaker 3>wants to run like a one or two day Special

1599
01:36:10.920 --> 01:36:15.119
<v Speaker 3>Forces style experience package. So yeah, quite quite diverse, but

1600
01:36:15.840 --> 01:36:18.520
<v Speaker 3>still kind of keeps the old skill set.

1601
01:36:18.439 --> 01:36:20.520
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, yeah, yeah, you keep your hands on a

1602
01:36:20.520 --> 01:36:21.319
<v Speaker 1>lot of this stuff.

1603
01:36:22.720 --> 01:36:25.439
<v Speaker 3>I only started shooting guns again recently when I went

1604
01:36:25.640 --> 01:36:29.840
<v Speaker 3>went back out to the States because albeit we have

1605
01:36:29.920 --> 01:36:32.880
<v Speaker 3>guns in America, in the UK, we don't have them

1606
01:36:32.920 --> 01:36:37.199
<v Speaker 3>the same as you guys, which is unfortunate. So it

1607
01:36:37.239 --> 01:36:39.119
<v Speaker 3>was good when I was in Montana, we went down

1608
01:36:39.159 --> 01:36:41.199
<v Speaker 3>to a range there and got to shoot some ails

1609
01:36:41.479 --> 01:36:42.720
<v Speaker 3>and glocks.

1610
01:36:43.199 --> 01:36:46.680
<v Speaker 1>And you're still mountaineering, You're still working as a mountain guide.

1611
01:36:47.560 --> 01:36:48.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, still still mountaineering.

1612
01:36:48.920 --> 01:36:53.399
<v Speaker 3>Loads out to the Alps this year out in September,

1613
01:36:54.720 --> 01:36:56.159
<v Speaker 3>still doing a lot of that stuff. Still have a

1614
01:36:56.199 --> 01:37:01.239
<v Speaker 3>lot of projects that I'm working on for myself, like

1615
01:37:01.319 --> 01:37:06.359
<v Speaker 3>out next year to Dinali and Alaska, potentially K two

1616
01:37:06.399 --> 01:37:12.760
<v Speaker 3>in in in Pakistan, and then yeah, just still trying

1617
01:37:12.760 --> 01:37:16.039
<v Speaker 3>to do things that keep.

1618
01:37:15.800 --> 01:37:20.319
<v Speaker 2>The old excitement. Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

1619
01:37:20.399 --> 01:37:23.880
<v Speaker 1>And tell people where they can go to find these

1620
01:37:23.880 --> 01:37:27.960
<v Speaker 1>different services that you offer, whether it's Delta, Delta three Oscar,

1621
01:37:28.479 --> 01:37:32.359
<v Speaker 1>or the corporate training or the adventure travel. Where can

1622
01:37:32.359 --> 01:37:33.680
<v Speaker 1>people go to find that stuff?

1623
01:37:34.720 --> 01:37:38.159
<v Speaker 3>I mean Instagram is the main platform, Like either on

1624
01:37:38.239 --> 01:37:44.279
<v Speaker 3>my page, Juble, Underscore Morton, Concept Expeditions on Instagram, you

1625
01:37:44.279 --> 01:37:47.119
<v Speaker 3>can email us if you're interested in doing anything either

1626
01:37:47.159 --> 01:37:51.359
<v Speaker 3>one on one group trips or experiences. And that's just

1627
01:37:51.439 --> 01:37:55.640
<v Speaker 3>in for Concept Expeditions dot com. And then yeah, check

1628
01:37:55.640 --> 01:37:58.680
<v Speaker 3>out Delta three Oscar obviously their website, they're at their

1629
01:37:58.680 --> 01:38:02.840
<v Speaker 3>social media all that kind of stuff. And yeah, it'd

1630
01:38:02.840 --> 01:38:04.680
<v Speaker 3>be good to speak to some of the guys that

1631
01:38:04.800 --> 01:38:08.039
<v Speaker 3>listened and always came for a chat.

1632
01:38:08.399 --> 01:38:12.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's great. Anything else that you'd like to talk about,

1633
01:38:12.560 --> 01:38:14.960
<v Speaker 1>anything that you know, I didn't ask during this interview

1634
01:38:14.960 --> 01:38:18.239
<v Speaker 1>that you'd really like to get into, not.

1635
01:38:18.239 --> 01:38:19.920
<v Speaker 3>That I can think of, Jack, I mean, I'd love

1636
01:38:19.960 --> 01:38:22.399
<v Speaker 3>to read your book at some stage.

1637
01:38:22.439 --> 01:38:23.600
<v Speaker 2>I just see the background there.

1638
01:38:23.960 --> 01:38:28.720
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah the novel. Yeah that came out in June. Yeah,

1639
01:38:28.760 --> 01:38:29.880
<v Speaker 1>it's a fun read.

1640
01:38:29.920 --> 01:38:32.880
<v Speaker 2>I hope good stuff. Good stuff.

1641
01:38:33.920 --> 01:38:36.479
<v Speaker 1>And likewise, if you come through New York, please let

1642
01:38:36.600 --> 01:38:36.800
<v Speaker 1>us know.

1643
01:38:37.960 --> 01:38:39.600
<v Speaker 2>Let's see cigars and.

1644
01:38:40.920 --> 01:38:43.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah we can't. We don't. We don't really have

1645
01:38:43.960 --> 01:38:46.159
<v Speaker 1>the thing with guns. We sort of have that same

1646
01:38:46.199 --> 01:38:48.359
<v Speaker 1>problem here in New York City. You're not going to

1647
01:38:48.399 --> 01:38:52.000
<v Speaker 1>do too much shooting around here, but you might have

1648
01:38:52.039 --> 01:38:56.159
<v Speaker 1>to go upstate. You have something. Dates question, What was

1649
01:38:56.199 --> 01:38:58.960
<v Speaker 1>it like going, uh, summoning Everest.

1650
01:39:02.439 --> 01:39:07.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so first summited in twenty seventeen, and.

1651
01:39:09.319 --> 01:39:12.800
<v Speaker 2>It was, I mean, the journey to it was.

1652
01:39:13.199 --> 01:39:17.399
<v Speaker 3>We tried to climb the mountain before that called Manisley,

1653
01:39:17.439 --> 01:39:19.720
<v Speaker 3>which is the eighth highest. It was the first time

1654
01:39:19.760 --> 01:39:28.279
<v Speaker 3>I'd ever climbed an attitude mountain. And I think, being

1655
01:39:28.439 --> 01:39:30.800
<v Speaker 3>like a Special Forces soldier, you think you can do anything,

1656
01:39:32.800 --> 01:39:36.199
<v Speaker 3>but out issued like as a different story in that.

1657
01:39:37.359 --> 01:39:40.159
<v Speaker 3>And so to climb in eight thousand meter peak you

1658
01:39:40.159 --> 01:39:45.079
<v Speaker 3>need three six weeks. And I'd arranged to go out

1659
01:39:45.119 --> 01:39:49.079
<v Speaker 3>with this guy called John, who was an ex SAS

1660
01:39:49.079 --> 01:39:53.560
<v Speaker 3>soldier who is now older, been successful in business, and

1661
01:39:53.680 --> 01:39:55.520
<v Speaker 3>last minute John told me that he couldn't go out

1662
01:39:56.720 --> 01:39:58.439
<v Speaker 3>for the six weeks, but he could go and do

1663
01:39:58.560 --> 01:39:59.039
<v Speaker 3>three weeks.

1664
01:39:59.039 --> 01:40:01.199
<v Speaker 2>So I was like, mate, don't about it. It's a mountain,

1665
01:40:01.239 --> 01:40:03.560
<v Speaker 2>we'll crack it or whatever. And then.

1666
01:40:04.960 --> 01:40:07.960
<v Speaker 3>So I went off and you know, did whatever for

1667
01:40:08.039 --> 01:40:12.680
<v Speaker 3>three weeks and then we met in Nepal. Obviously, this

1668
01:40:12.840 --> 01:40:15.560
<v Speaker 3>was the first time that I'd ever been exposed to

1669
01:40:15.560 --> 01:40:22.119
<v Speaker 3>altitude at that at that height, and we skip the

1670
01:40:22.439 --> 01:40:26.840
<v Speaker 3>normal base camp trek, which is ten days for Mansleu

1671
01:40:27.520 --> 01:40:30.520
<v Speaker 3>similar or probably less about eight to nine days similar

1672
01:40:30.520 --> 01:40:34.760
<v Speaker 3>to the Everest one. And if if you look at altitude,

1673
01:40:34.880 --> 01:40:39.640
<v Speaker 3>so the body can ad just probably around every five

1674
01:40:39.680 --> 01:40:44.239
<v Speaker 3>hundred meters, and what happens is you go a little

1675
01:40:44.279 --> 01:40:47.039
<v Speaker 3>bit higher, triggers the body to produce more red blood cells,

1676
01:40:47.359 --> 01:40:50.560
<v Speaker 3>you can carry oxygen around the body more proficiently.

1677
01:40:51.920 --> 01:40:55.720
<v Speaker 2>So we kind of rush this mountain and float.

1678
01:40:55.840 --> 01:40:57.960
<v Speaker 3>You know, John wanted to helen concentrate into base camp

1679
01:40:58.560 --> 01:41:01.479
<v Speaker 3>and then we just had to go for the summer bush.

1680
01:41:01.800 --> 01:41:06.520
<v Speaker 3>We got stuck at camp turing a huge snowstorm and

1681
01:41:06.760 --> 01:41:08.880
<v Speaker 3>there was probably around a foot of snow outside the tents,

1682
01:41:08.920 --> 01:41:11.640
<v Speaker 3>and we got stuck in these tents with these German

1683
01:41:11.680 --> 01:41:14.520
<v Speaker 3>guys that I, funnily enough knew from my time out

1684
01:41:14.520 --> 01:41:19.159
<v Speaker 3>in Germany. There were military guys from the KSK and

1685
01:41:19.239 --> 01:41:22.159
<v Speaker 3>they were the only ones with tents because they funnily enough,

1686
01:41:22.159 --> 01:41:25.000
<v Speaker 3>we're trying to do like an unsupported expedition and they

1687
01:41:25.000 --> 01:41:26.960
<v Speaker 3>were going up at when everyone was coming off the

1688
01:41:26.960 --> 01:41:30.680
<v Speaker 3>mountain because our tents were had a camp higher up,

1689
01:41:30.920 --> 01:41:33.720
<v Speaker 3>and we're stuck in these tents with all these these

1690
01:41:33.760 --> 01:41:37.039
<v Speaker 3>Germans and like we you know, we were running out

1691
01:41:37.039 --> 01:41:39.920
<v Speaker 3>of food and John looks like he's going to die

1692
01:41:39.960 --> 01:41:44.560
<v Speaker 3>because he's probably got you know, altitude sickness, and he's

1693
01:41:44.640 --> 01:41:48.319
<v Speaker 3>knocking on the door of cerebral edema. And then we

1694
01:41:48.520 --> 01:41:51.680
<v Speaker 3>obviously the snow clear and we cracked. We decided to

1695
01:41:51.720 --> 01:41:55.399
<v Speaker 3>crack onto the summit and obviously a lot of fresh snow,

1696
01:41:55.479 --> 01:41:59.760
<v Speaker 3>cold temperatures slopes around, you know, thirty four to thirty

1697
01:41:59.760 --> 01:42:04.800
<v Speaker 3>seven degrees, it's like prime avalanche terrain. And anyway, we

1698
01:42:04.920 --> 01:42:10.319
<v Speaker 3>ended up just below Camp four, just narrowly missing a

1699
01:42:10.399 --> 01:42:14.199
<v Speaker 3>huge slab avalanche, at which point we turned around, came

1700
01:42:14.239 --> 01:42:17.760
<v Speaker 3>back down and both survived coming back down.

1701
01:42:19.079 --> 01:42:21.479
<v Speaker 2>So then we went out to Everest. Everest seemed like

1702
01:42:21.520 --> 01:42:22.279
<v Speaker 2>a bit of a breeze.

1703
01:42:22.479 --> 01:42:26.000
<v Speaker 3>We gave ourselves the amount of time, so eight weeks

1704
01:42:26.479 --> 01:42:31.920
<v Speaker 3>we acclimatized properly. And actually the when we got up

1705
01:42:31.920 --> 01:42:33.920
<v Speaker 3>to Camp four, which is the final camp, it's called

1706
01:42:33.920 --> 01:42:36.840
<v Speaker 3>the South coll to Ad eight thousand meters, there was

1707
01:42:36.880 --> 01:42:40.800
<v Speaker 3>a huge storm, like a windstorm that was whipping through

1708
01:42:40.880 --> 01:42:45.039
<v Speaker 3>the coal and there was a load of teams turning

1709
01:42:45.039 --> 01:42:47.039
<v Speaker 3>around and coming back down, and there was teams that

1710
01:42:47.079 --> 01:42:49.960
<v Speaker 3>had stayed there twenty four hours and they were considering

1711
01:42:50.000 --> 01:42:52.800
<v Speaker 3>going up that night or turning back around, and we

1712
01:42:52.880 --> 01:42:54.840
<v Speaker 3>decided to take a punt on it and went for

1713
01:42:54.880 --> 01:42:55.800
<v Speaker 3>the summit bush.

1714
01:42:56.279 --> 01:43:01.119
<v Speaker 2>And the wind dropped down halfway up, and it was.

1715
01:43:01.119 --> 01:43:05.000
<v Speaker 3>Actually a beautiful day, clear blue sky, perfect conditions. But

1716
01:43:05.119 --> 01:43:07.479
<v Speaker 3>because of this storm, no one else had gone for

1717
01:43:07.520 --> 01:43:10.680
<v Speaker 3>the summit push. There was probably I passed probably four

1718
01:43:10.680 --> 01:43:14.119
<v Speaker 3>people on the way up. As I got to the summit,

1719
01:43:14.600 --> 01:43:17.079
<v Speaker 3>we had one sherper. Two of them had turned around.

1720
01:43:17.279 --> 01:43:19.279
<v Speaker 3>The idea was John would climb with two, I climber

1721
01:43:19.279 --> 01:43:21.720
<v Speaker 3>with one. So John was climbing with a sherpa a

1722
01:43:21.720 --> 01:43:23.560
<v Speaker 3>little bit for a little bit behind me. I was

1723
01:43:23.640 --> 01:43:26.560
<v Speaker 3>just on my own and there was no one on

1724
01:43:26.600 --> 01:43:30.039
<v Speaker 3>the route. Literally passed four people on the way up,

1725
01:43:31.800 --> 01:43:34.560
<v Speaker 3>and when I got to the summit there was two

1726
01:43:34.640 --> 01:43:38.000
<v Speaker 3>Korean climbers getting the picture, and I rushed over to

1727
01:43:38.039 --> 01:43:40.199
<v Speaker 3>them and was like, guys, can you take a picture,

1728
01:43:40.960 --> 01:43:43.319
<v Speaker 3>pulled out my squadron flag with the emblem on and

1729
01:43:43.319 --> 01:43:46.840
<v Speaker 3>they took a picture and got off the summit, and

1730
01:43:46.960 --> 01:43:48.520
<v Speaker 3>that was the only picture that I had of the

1731
01:43:48.840 --> 01:43:53.720
<v Speaker 3>squadron flag and it came out blurry. So I was

1732
01:43:53.760 --> 01:43:55.880
<v Speaker 3>literally stood on the summit of Everest on my own,

1733
01:43:57.479 --> 01:44:02.039
<v Speaker 3>no sherpers, like no other climbers, and it was pretty surreal.

1734
01:44:02.880 --> 01:44:05.159
<v Speaker 2>I remember thinking, you know, how do.

1735
01:44:05.119 --> 01:44:07.560
<v Speaker 3>You make the most of like being on being the

1736
01:44:07.600 --> 01:44:11.720
<v Speaker 3>highest man in the world at this point, And I

1737
01:44:11.760 --> 01:44:13.520
<v Speaker 3>don't think there is a way. It's like, you're just

1738
01:44:14.279 --> 01:44:16.840
<v Speaker 3>excited to be on there. And John came up a

1739
01:44:16.840 --> 01:44:20.079
<v Speaker 3>little bit after and we got some good pictures and

1740
01:44:20.800 --> 01:44:24.000
<v Speaker 3>got off the mountain. But yeah, it's a pretty special mountain.

1741
01:44:24.039 --> 01:44:27.079
<v Speaker 3>Obviously it's changed over the years. When up again in

1742
01:44:27.119 --> 01:44:32.640
<v Speaker 3>twenty nineteen and you started to see the crowds build.

1743
01:44:32.920 --> 01:44:34.880
<v Speaker 3>I was up on there in twenty twenty three, but

1744
01:44:34.920 --> 01:44:37.960
<v Speaker 3>on the up to Camp three, but again you're seeing

1745
01:44:38.720 --> 01:44:42.439
<v Speaker 3>massive swaths of people now going there. I think, you know,

1746
01:44:42.479 --> 01:44:45.840
<v Speaker 3>everything's becoming more accessible and people want to push themselves

1747
01:44:45.920 --> 01:44:50.880
<v Speaker 3>more and get an Instagram picture in more wackier places

1748
01:44:50.880 --> 01:44:52.600
<v Speaker 3>than Everest is just one of those places.

1749
01:44:53.960 --> 01:44:57.199
<v Speaker 1>Everest is obviously the highest, but I was as a

1750
01:44:57.239 --> 01:45:01.119
<v Speaker 1>mountain guide a venture travel Guide. What are some like

1751
01:45:01.279 --> 01:45:04.119
<v Speaker 1>lesser known mountain ranges that are just as beautiful that

1752
01:45:04.199 --> 01:45:05.319
<v Speaker 1>you would recommend to people.

1753
01:45:08.319 --> 01:45:10.479
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'd recommend the Himalayas.

1754
01:45:10.880 --> 01:45:14.159
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, e risk is obviously super busy, but you can

1755
01:45:14.159 --> 01:45:17.439
<v Speaker 3>get up to there's some pretty beautiful like six and

1756
01:45:17.479 --> 01:45:22.159
<v Speaker 3>a half thousand meter six five hundred meter peaks to climb.

1757
01:45:23.399 --> 01:45:27.359
<v Speaker 3>The Pool's beautiful, Like there's literally the Himalayas is the

1758
01:45:27.359 --> 01:45:30.600
<v Speaker 3>biggest mountain range in the world. It's like phenomenal even

1759
01:45:30.680 --> 01:45:32.680
<v Speaker 3>just to go and see it and experience it, and

1760
01:45:32.840 --> 01:45:35.079
<v Speaker 3>even if you hike up to five thousand meters on

1761
01:45:35.079 --> 01:45:39.479
<v Speaker 3>one of the passes, it's a size and scale that

1762
01:45:39.680 --> 01:45:43.840
<v Speaker 3>you will never experience anywhere else in the world. Obviously,

1763
01:45:43.840 --> 01:45:48.640
<v Speaker 3>the Alps on my doorsteps amazing, super busy, though you

1764
01:45:48.640 --> 01:45:51.399
<v Speaker 3>can get some quieter places, but in the summer it's

1765
01:45:51.439 --> 01:45:58.640
<v Speaker 3>really busy. Scotland like epic, epic place, and be prepared

1766
01:45:58.680 --> 01:46:02.720
<v Speaker 3>for insanely harsh winters where you will see every single

1767
01:46:02.800 --> 01:46:06.800
<v Speaker 3>season known to man, and you'll be absolutely drenched for

1768
01:46:06.840 --> 01:46:08.640
<v Speaker 3>the whole duration of whatever it.

1769
01:46:08.600 --> 01:46:12.199
<v Speaker 2>Is that you're going to do. Where else.

1770
01:46:13.680 --> 01:46:15.600
<v Speaker 3>I've not done that much in America. I'd love to

1771
01:46:15.800 --> 01:46:17.880
<v Speaker 3>like I'm going to spend more time in America over

1772
01:46:17.880 --> 01:46:25.159
<v Speaker 3>the winter. Pata Gourney is obviously beautiful, insane, very desolate,

1773
01:46:25.279 --> 01:46:29.359
<v Speaker 3>very isolated, not that busy even just to go there,

1774
01:46:29.399 --> 01:46:33.760
<v Speaker 3>and Trek is absolutely beautiful. So yeah, there's there's lots

1775
01:46:33.760 --> 01:46:38.359
<v Speaker 3>of lots of amazing places around the world to go.

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01:46:38.439 --> 01:46:44.199
<v Speaker 1>Next floor, Absolutely well, Jay, thank you for taking the

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01:46:44.239 --> 01:46:47.199
<v Speaker 1>time to do this interview and sharing your story with us.

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01:46:48.880 --> 01:46:51.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, appreciate it. Jack, thanks for thanks for the thanks

1779
01:46:51.880 --> 01:46:52.479
<v Speaker 3>for having me on.

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01:46:52.680 --> 01:46:55.680
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, absolutely, any final thoughts before we get going today.

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01:46:56.840 --> 01:46:58.920
<v Speaker 2>Good, appreciate it. Appreciate you guys.

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01:46:59.199 --> 01:47:01.840
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