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<v Speaker 1>My name is Jose Flores. All the guys call me Holzer.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here for on robbery and extortion with multiple enhancements,

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<v Speaker 1>gun enhancements, gang enhancements, and I started with eighty six

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<v Speaker 1>years to life. Basically, if you've got a case that

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<v Speaker 1>carries ten years, they can add another ten for a

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<v Speaker 1>gun enhancement, life for a gang enhancement, and then they

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<v Speaker 1>double you up because of a strike. You're looking at

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<v Speaker 1>sixty seventy years on a case that normally carries ten years.

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<v Speaker 2>Good morning.

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<v Speaker 1>Usually what I hope for when I come to breakfast

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<v Speaker 1>is that we have cinnamon rolls. That's what we have today,

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<v Speaker 1>cinnamon rolls.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, hey, overall the food here is two out of

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<v Speaker 3>seven is good.

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<v Speaker 1>So now the gate's opening. We're about to go into

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<v Speaker 1>education and go time Florida thirty seven. No monica, missus

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<v Speaker 1>O'Brien clerk. Oh yes, okay, well sorry, how good one

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<v Speaker 1>you do? This is our classroom. If you're not making mistakes,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not learning right. And which is very encouraging because

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<v Speaker 1>when I was in school, I wouldn't raise my hand

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<v Speaker 1>or I you know, hide and hope they wouldn't call

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<v Speaker 1>on me because I was scared to give the wrong

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<v Speaker 1>answer and be made fun of. You know guy's thing,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh he's stupid, you know. So I wish I would

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<v Speaker 1>have had an environment like this when I was going

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<v Speaker 1>to school.

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<v Speaker 4>Education is the best way for them to transform their lives.

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<v Speaker 4>They need to have something to focus on to reshape

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<v Speaker 4>and rebuild their lives. And that is why I chose

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<v Speaker 4>mister Flores. He has been a very positive inclusion in

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<v Speaker 4>my class, and my students are truly inspired by mister Flores.

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<v Speaker 1>She gave me that second chance and her first chance actually,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I'm very thankful for that.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so I want you to go to Building one

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<v Speaker 4>to client fork and then distribute the package.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm the teacher, assistant, tutor mentor. For me, it's my

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<v Speaker 1>way of paying back what I've done wrong. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>our victims is not just the people we harm directly

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<v Speaker 1>and their families. It's the communities. It's even the taxpayers

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<v Speaker 1>who have to pay for us to be here. So

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<v Speaker 1>for me to ask to be paid, I feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm just I can't do it. This is

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<v Speaker 1>every day, you know. For me, it feels like it

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<v Speaker 1>just feels positive, it feels productive, like everybody out here

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<v Speaker 1>is on their way to do some kind of a

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<v Speaker 1>job or assignment. You know, you know, I never had

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<v Speaker 1>a job when I was out there. I never had responsibilities.

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<v Speaker 1>I never paid bills. I never did nothing that gave

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<v Speaker 1>me structure. I have to wake up in the mornings,

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<v Speaker 1>be ready, come here, and I have discipline now. I

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<v Speaker 1>have structure now, and that in itself is valuable. And

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<v Speaker 1>I think all of us, every guy you see here,

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<v Speaker 1>they take their job serious. So, m oh, you're late.

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna be in trouble. How you doing? He came

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<v Speaker 1>from Pelican Bay. Also, he's been programming. You know what's

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<v Speaker 1>funny is And when I was in Pelican Bay, right,

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<v Speaker 1>these guys are like die hard you know, hardcore officers there, right,

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<v Speaker 1>And you just see their attitude over there. All the

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<v Speaker 1>officers are always just miserable and mad. Right, And I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 1>I dude, you get to go home every day.

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<v Speaker 2>You can do anything you.

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<v Speaker 1>Want every day. RYI to stay, go here, go hit

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<v Speaker 1>a strip joint, whatever you want.

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<v Speaker 2>Right.

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<v Speaker 1>You can even call in and say hey, I quit

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<v Speaker 1>and go on vacation for a year. Right, And they're miserable.

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<v Speaker 1>You see us who've been in cages for decades and

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<v Speaker 1>got life sentences and were like happier than them, Like dude,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So that's when I say, man, you see

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<v Speaker 1>so many people out there who technically are physically free,

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<v Speaker 1>but they're mentally in jail, right, because you see.

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<v Speaker 5>You don't have to be in jail a lot to

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<v Speaker 5>go mentally are jail.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what you make of it.

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<v Speaker 5>You're doing your time in terms of you you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, myself, I don't look at it as a prison.

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<v Speaker 1>So I look at that as my as my study,

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<v Speaker 1>my office, right, living in a college campus. That's all

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<v Speaker 1>what you make of it, right, It's perspective. It's like, uh,

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<v Speaker 1>look at a five block how many lifers and outwops

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<v Speaker 1>got it out?

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<v Speaker 2>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>I said, how do you think they got out? Because

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<v Speaker 1>they changed the system, they changed the course, they changed

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<v Speaker 1>the judges, the officers, the teachers, or they changed themselves.

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<v Speaker 1>Man's that's a fact. Like as saying earlier, life is

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<v Speaker 1>ten percent what happens to me ninety percent how I

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<v Speaker 1>react to it.

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<v Speaker 6>I can see where you're at compre to others.

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<v Speaker 7>Oh, you know when we never got.

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<v Speaker 8>A chance to talk before. No, I just see you

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<v Speaker 8>passing by, Oh, yeah, and I never got a chance

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<v Speaker 8>to really talk to you.

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<v Speaker 1>OK, thank you, Matt. Mom and dad came here from Mexico.

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<v Speaker 1>They worked in different factories that would constantly get raided.

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<v Speaker 1>There was days they we didn't have money, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>no food or no hot water or power in our home.

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<v Speaker 1>Throughout elllementary, I was I was always bullied. I felt

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<v Speaker 1>like stupid, worthless, and just I gave up on myself

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<v Speaker 1>right like I hated school, hated life. I hated myself.

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<v Speaker 1>When I got to junior in high school, I joined

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<v Speaker 1>a gang so I wouldn't be bullied anymore. And it worked.

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<v Speaker 1>The bullying stopped. But then at thirteen years old, I

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<v Speaker 1>went to juvenile hall and I've been in and out

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<v Speaker 1>of the system ever since, you know, up until getting

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<v Speaker 1>into college. It's like everything's changed. Right, Hopefully people see

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<v Speaker 1>what this can do, what it's doing. I just want

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<v Speaker 1>this smile. You're on camera. We come in, I got

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<v Speaker 1>some assignments for some of the students. We're entering one block.

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<v Speaker 1>So now now we're in prison. So this is how

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<v Speaker 1>the regular buildings are and as you could tell, all

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<v Speaker 1>the doors are closed. All the guys are in prison.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're gonna see Androtti right here at one thirty nine.

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<v Speaker 1>What's up bart Man?

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<v Speaker 2>How you doing?

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<v Speaker 1>Man? What are you up to?

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<v Speaker 2>Man?

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<v Speaker 1>Good? Good? Did you read this thing from Ms Monica?

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<v Speaker 1>Actually you got a couple of minutes. Sure, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>see if we can pop you out real quick. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't bring my laptop, but I wanted to go over

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<v Speaker 1>with you for what I got to do for doctor Wong. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so let me see it's part that can uh get

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<v Speaker 1>on drive it for two minutes. Most officers when they

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<v Speaker 1>when I come, they know that I work in education,

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<v Speaker 1>so when I need to speak to somebody, they know

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<v Speaker 1>it's like legitimate. They're actually very supportive of our growth,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, our transformation. It depends on us too. If

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<v Speaker 1>we mess it up, then we mess it up. You

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<v Speaker 1>lose that credibility, You lose that trust. You got to

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<v Speaker 1>keep that that communication and trust. Are doing art. This

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<v Speaker 1>is our that's all our on draughting. He's doing a master's.

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<v Speaker 1>He's got two more courses three a few more to

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<v Speaker 1>get his masters for a business.

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<v Speaker 8>So we're discussing with doctor Wong's class communication forty three

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<v Speaker 8>forty exactly. You're on it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's thank you, man, so we can apply those consols.

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<v Speaker 1>That's perfect. Yes, yes, yes, he reconvene in the morning.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you, art, thank you. He's guys are a lot younger,

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<v Speaker 1>their minds are a lot sharper. Hey, they're schooling me, man.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't be getting through without them.

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<v Speaker 8>Now that younger generations are teaching the elders, you know,

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<v Speaker 8>the teacher can become the student going forward.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm excited. He's that tangible example and excutting.

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<v Speaker 8>A lot of a lot of hope to a lot

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<v Speaker 8>of people. They're all talking about the CALC program now.

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<v Speaker 8>Before it was kind of like an obscure topic. So

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<v Speaker 8>now he's making it more tangible. So that's how I

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<v Speaker 8>see it's.

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<v Speaker 1>And that's what I want to do. Man, that's what

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<v Speaker 1>he's doing.

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<v Speaker 8>He's making people, making people ask questions.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll see okay, I'll see you. I didn't think I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to live past eighteen. I was attending a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of funerals. A lot of my friends were dying young,

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<v Speaker 1>and I thought, you know what, when I'm laying in

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<v Speaker 1>the coffin, I want to have the gang on my face,

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<v Speaker 1>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>What I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought it would look cool. I had romanticized the

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<v Speaker 1>whole idea of how I wanted my funeral to be.

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<v Speaker 1>Instead of planning all a high school graduate or what

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<v Speaker 1>college or what career they want to have, we're planning

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<v Speaker 1>our funerals. The goal, like I said, it's always make

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<v Speaker 1>it out the hood.

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<v Speaker 2>Make it out the hood.

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<v Speaker 1>That's always the goal. You know, why don't we make

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<v Speaker 1>the goal. Let's change the hood. Let's fix the hood,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, That's what I want to do. We make

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<v Speaker 1>it out, and then what we leave all these people

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<v Speaker 1>behind and then they come into these systems and do

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<v Speaker 1>life sentences and go through all this. No, I want

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<v Speaker 1>to change that. I want to prevent that. I care

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<v Speaker 1>about them. That's my people, and I will always tell them, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>I am you.

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<v Speaker 2>I am you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll tell you a secret. Man. I forget that I

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<v Speaker 1>have these tattoos, right like, I've had them for over

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<v Speaker 1>twenty some years, so I forget I have them up

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<v Speaker 1>until when I look in the mirror it's like, oh crap, right.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think a lot of it, no matter how

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<v Speaker 1>one looks, has to do with your personality as well,

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<v Speaker 1>Because even when I was on the streets, I'd be

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<v Speaker 1>at the supermarket standing in line to pay for stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and like there's families, they are little kids, and even

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<v Speaker 1>their friendly towards me, like hey, what's up, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like you they were like all scared, like oh my goodness. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>So I think I think our ara has a lot

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<v Speaker 1>to do with it, Like just the vibes, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't bother me much no more. I just figured, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I got to prove myself. So you know, even if

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have the tattoos, at the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 1>just my rap sheet alone, felonies and everything else, that's

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<v Speaker 1>that's a that's a problem. You know, you're trying and

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<v Speaker 1>go hire, get hired for a job, Your rap sheets

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<v Speaker 1>a problem. Tattoos are no tattoos are you try and

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<v Speaker 1>get housing? Having a felony on your record is a problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Control two block. I went to a parole consultation hearing.

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<v Speaker 1>The commissioner told me, with your history, your rap sheet

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<v Speaker 1>and the way you look, you're the last person that

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<v Speaker 1>whatever get out, should ever get out or could ever

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<v Speaker 1>get out. And when you get out, you're a testament

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<v Speaker 1>for others. It's the same one you've already done. And

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<v Speaker 1>I've been thinking about that ever since. That's why I

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<v Speaker 1>want to go for that Masters and that PhD just

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<v Speaker 1>be ready Monday. Just show the guys. Hey, dude, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like I said, be the change you wish to see.

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<v Speaker 1>I say we go to five earlier that we're just

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<v Speaker 1>the day was just beginning, but right now it should

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<v Speaker 1>be more active. Here we go a fine block. Look

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<v Speaker 1>of being in this block. Here, it's just a whole

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<v Speaker 1>that that's the privilege I earned tink about what eighteen

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<v Speaker 1>Somebody else has got called suitable. Let's go see. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I hear clapping. Let's see what happened? Oh is that Edwin?

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<v Speaker 1>And when coom here man, he just got felt suitable

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm thankful, Thank you. Man Hey, I got my

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<v Speaker 10>to give away what I have learned through this process

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<v Speaker 10>of change and this process of transformation to the next man, know,

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<v Speaker 10>in order for them to find out pathway. If I

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, you are purpose. We ain't capture no moments like

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<v Speaker 1>come here Jack. Jack finally is the one that got

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<v Speaker 1>possibility of parole. He's supposed to die in one of

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<v Speaker 1>these cages, right, thirty nine years. He just got paroled.

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<v Speaker 1>He's got found suitable after thirty nine years. Jack, take

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<v Speaker 1>it away, man, this.

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<v Speaker 11>Isn't the first thing they tell you. When you have

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<v Speaker 1>Does serves as.

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<v Speaker 11>Much time as possible and then die. I was used

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<v Speaker 11>to the chaos and the madness and all that. But

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<v Speaker 11>then when we got here, they're like, it didn't matter

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<v Speaker 11>if I had life without it was like, you get

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<v Speaker 11>a chance now. We don't care what your sentence was, man,

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<v Speaker 11>all we want to know is what are you willing

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<v Speaker 11>to do now? And that's when I started participating and

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<v Speaker 11>watching all the dogs. I mean they brought they brought

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<v Speaker 11>dogs into a prison, you know, and we were like,

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<v Speaker 11>I hadn't touched the dog in more than thirty years.

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<v Speaker 11>For the first time in decades, man, I could actually

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<v Speaker 11>feel something good now. In prison, you're taught when you hate,

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<v Speaker 11>you get angry, all the all the negative things. When

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<v Speaker 11>you're around a dog, you know. I had a puppy

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<v Speaker 11>climb into my lap and it was like different. It

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<v Speaker 11>time since I was a child. Man, I like fell

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<v Speaker 11>in love with something. You know, you don't do that

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<v Speaker 11>in prison. I was finally had a chance to do

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<v Speaker 11>something to give back. These dogs are going to a

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<v Speaker 11>family now, you know, and they're writing us and telling

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<v Speaker 11>us how much they love their dogs. We're doing something

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<v Speaker 11>right now. Well, then other people notice, then the warden notice,

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<v Speaker 11>then Sacramento notice, then the Governor's office notice, you know.

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<v Speaker 11>And then one day they called me over and they said, man, look,

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<v Speaker 11>you know, we're interviewing you for a possible commutation. Less

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<v Speaker 11>than a year later, they called me back over and said,

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<v Speaker 11>we're going to commute your sense from life without to

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<v Speaker 11>life with and if the board approves you, you can

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<v Speaker 11>go home. And now, after thirty nine years in prison,

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<v Speaker 11>I'm gonna get to go home.

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<v Speaker 1>Look at the stories we're catching here. As soon as

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<v Speaker 1>we walked in, we see one guy because he just

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<v Speaker 1>got found suitable. We got this guy thirty nine years

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<v Speaker 1>to lad You see the dot.

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<v Speaker 11>I mean, we have eleven people in this program with

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<v Speaker 11>paroles waiting to go home right now. We have a

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<v Speaker 11>reciticism rate in the program of SERRA. We've had approximately

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<v Speaker 11>ninety to one hundred different people that have had earned

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<v Speaker 11>paroles in this program. None of them have come back.

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<v Speaker 2>None.

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<v Speaker 11>Thirty three people have had their senses commuted, they've all

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<v Speaker 11>gone home. None of them have come back.

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<v Speaker 1>And then we got a bunch of cow State LA

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<v Speaker 1>students that have been commuted and out. So that just

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<v Speaker 1>shows you what's going on at this facility. Dude, we

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<v Speaker 1>can make a strong argument here for doing this in

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<v Speaker 1>more of the prisons. Then we got this guy.

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<v Speaker 11>This is Anthony Sneath. Anthony Sneed's been in prison for

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<v Speaker 11>what thirty years?

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<v Speaker 1>Thirty four years.

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<v Speaker 11>Once you tell us about Ramble and what you're doing.

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<v Speaker 12>If you can see Ramboy, the poor bloody German shepherd.

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<v Speaker 12>He he's the prettiest dog in the program. He's adopted already,

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<v Speaker 12>He's on his sixth week and he leaves next week.

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<v Speaker 1>Rambod coming out out.

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<v Speaker 12>Good boy down.

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<v Speaker 1>Sick, Yes, good boy.

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<v Speaker 12>Some of these dogs is runaway dogs. They're picked up

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<v Speaker 12>off the street and when they adopt these dogs, they

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<v Speaker 12>have a couple of choices. One of the choices to

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<v Speaker 12>take the dog going with it or send them to

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<v Speaker 12>us for six extra weeks for the dogs can be

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<v Speaker 12>trained in that six weeks period we trained the dog

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<v Speaker 12>a number of commands and that's six weeks. The owners

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<v Speaker 12>come pick them up from the past for life shelter.

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<v Speaker 12>But other than that, yeah, they come from the shelter

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<v Speaker 12>if we save them. But I think the dogs save us.

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<v Speaker 12>I don't really believe we saved the dog. For the

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<v Speaker 1>The dogs may save us, you know.

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<v Speaker 12>And I'm just happy to be part of the program

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<v Speaker 12>because it saved my life.

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<v Speaker 13>So one of the things that we have here up

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<v Speaker 13>on the board, it's something that I like to call

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<v Speaker 13>the vision board. These are all men who are sentenced

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<v Speaker 13>to life without the possibility of parole, who were sentenced

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<v Speaker 13>to die in prison, who have since been released or

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<v Speaker 13>out there doing fantastic things. I mean, these are guys

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<v Speaker 13>that I literally went to child with, hang out here,

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<v Speaker 13>trained dogs together. This board is so inspiring because it's

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<v Speaker 13>something that's tangible, it's real. It lets me know, like

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<v Speaker 13>I can go home, we can go home. It's about

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<v Speaker 13>the decisions I make, It's about who I want to

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<v Speaker 13>be up in here, and it's just amazing to see

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<v Speaker 13>some of these guys out there man and with their

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<v Speaker 13>kids and their families and just living a productive life.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the evidence.

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<v Speaker 13>This is the proof that it exists, man, and it's possible.

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<v Speaker 13>And I'm just I'm inspired by this.

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<v Speaker 1>Man.

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<v Speaker 13>I come in here every single day and I just

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<v Speaker 2>Man.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm gonna give you guys a churm. Myself my

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<v Speaker 1>work office actually, so this is myself. It's pretty plain. Books. Books,

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<v Speaker 1>That's where I hang my clothes. That's the only photo

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<v Speaker 1>I have up is my mom, my dad, and my brother,

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<v Speaker 1>all three of them that they all passed away from COVID.

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<v Speaker 1>Usually the guys come and borrow books, so they're all

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<v Speaker 1>real good. I read, uh, just for the day every day,

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<v Speaker 1>just mercy the deepest Well. This is Nadine Burke Harris

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<v Speaker 1>about adverse childhood experiences. That's how I learned the the

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<v Speaker 1>problems I had, how we show up verbaltudo the sentences

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<v Speaker 1>I I like to read to my nephews and nieces

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<v Speaker 1>over the phone and right along with Rampage, it's the

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<v Speaker 1>l A Rams and Ben and Emma's big hit. It's

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<v Speaker 1>actually by Governor News and uh it's about dyslexia, kids

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<v Speaker 1>I actually have some s some form of dyslexia. I

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even know it. Also got some photos. This

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<v Speaker 1>was me and my daughter. This was twenty seventeen Pelican

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<v Speaker 1>Bay was a graduation and this was actually taken four

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<v Speaker 1>days before I got busted. I was up to no good.

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<v Speaker 1>You could tell my I'm wearing a leather jacket. You

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<v Speaker 1>see the pocket hanging right there, all bulging, all heavy.

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<v Speaker 1>I had two guns in there and a few extra clips. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean that's who I was. I can't I can't

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<v Speaker 1>deny it. Eddie here, how are you doing so? Mcreter Man?

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<v Speaker 2>How many? How much? I mean you have?

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<v Speaker 1>So?

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<v Speaker 5>I had a fourteen A life savings and I did

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<v Speaker 5>a total twenty two years.

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<v Speaker 1>So far on that sense, tell him Tell who just

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<v Speaker 1>got found suitable recently.

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<v Speaker 5>Edwin or myself. Yeah, so I got found suitable early

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<v Speaker 5>in November. So all works out the way. It's supposed

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<v Speaker 5>to all be home in March on the next year,

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<v Speaker 5>and none of us want to be in prison forever

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<v Speaker 5>for the rest of our lives. The game members, criminals, people,

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<v Speaker 5>I heard others right, and give you the opportunity. We

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<v Speaker 5>are gonna make good on those opportunities right and do

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<v Speaker 5>positive things. And I think that's what you're seeing today

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<v Speaker 5>is getting a little glimpse of what that looks like

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<v Speaker 5>when people are giving an opportunity to have education right.

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<v Speaker 1>Nobody can say it can't be done because we're seeing it.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna go back to Ms. Monica's I'll Sing.

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<v Speaker 5>You Thank You Guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Video. All these guys here have earned their way here

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<v Speaker 1>because they've been positively programming. They've done college or basically

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<v Speaker 1>completed all the other courses that the other prisons had

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<v Speaker 1>to offer. And once you complete everything other prisons have

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<v Speaker 1>to offer, well, you know, we gotta send you somewhere

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<v Speaker 1>where there's more, and this is that facility. Usually I

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<v Speaker 1>go back and take a shower, but I burned back

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<v Speaker 1>this morning, so I'm set. We're gonna sad back to

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<v Speaker 1>the art world. Nice. Hey, this is Robert Robert Lopez.

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<v Speaker 1>He also came from Palaquan Bay, right and like now,

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<v Speaker 1>he makes glasses. He said, all donated glasses.

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<v Speaker 14>People from out there donated, and through this organization, we

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<v Speaker 14>refobus these glasses, check the prescription and after we're done,

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<v Speaker 14>we can we box them up, send them back to

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<v Speaker 14>them and they will distribute them to throbo countries, to

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<v Speaker 14>people that cannot afford glasses. And that's basically the work

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<v Speaker 14>we do here. Us in here have very few opportunities

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<v Speaker 14>to actually do something for people out there. We all

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<v Speaker 14>one way for us to kind of give back. And

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<v Speaker 1>That's another one of the other reasons this facility is special.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's see, Travis, what's up many? What are you working

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<v Speaker 1>on here?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh?

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<v Speaker 15>Some butterfly stuff, So I'm some girly for the fans.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, how long are you been working on that?

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<v Speaker 15>I just started it yesterday actually, So this is healing

428
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<v Speaker 15>through arts. We have at any given time fifteen or

429
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<v Speaker 15>sixteen resident artists. Carlos Tercero over here is our recently

430
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<v Speaker 15>found suitable member of healing through art. So unfortunately for us,

431
00:25:46.680 --> 00:25:47.559
<v Speaker 15>he'll be leaving too.

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<v Speaker 16>Yes in English and Spanish, little matter all right, nos doing.

433
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<v Speaker 16>I served fourteen years from the twenty years to life

434
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<v Speaker 16>sentence for kidnapping in karjacking, and I joined these are

435
00:26:01.839 --> 00:26:07.759
<v Speaker 16>programming August of twenty thirteen. When I joined this, I

436
00:26:07.799 --> 00:26:10.559
<v Speaker 16>didn't know how to paint. From there, I use dedicated

437
00:26:10.599 --> 00:26:17.640
<v Speaker 16>my time, energy and dreams to learning this skill and paintings.

438
00:26:18.759 --> 00:26:19.640
<v Speaker 1>It's been healing for me.

439
00:26:20.039 --> 00:26:24.400
<v Speaker 16>Therapeutic also has been away for me to support myself financially,

440
00:26:24.920 --> 00:26:27.480
<v Speaker 16>I put on my restitution and also through some of

441
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<v Speaker 16>my paintings that I donated.

442
00:26:28.720 --> 00:26:28.799
<v Speaker 17>I.

443
00:26:30.359 --> 00:26:34.400
<v Speaker 16>Contribute to organizations out there and something that I learned

444
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<v Speaker 16>to use to express my emotions such as anger, frustrations,

445
00:26:38.599 --> 00:26:42.400
<v Speaker 16>and fear, and also to speak about the difficult chapters

446
00:26:42.400 --> 00:26:48.319
<v Speaker 16>in my life trauma, you know, sexual abuse, bowling, belittle man,

447
00:26:48.519 --> 00:26:53.599
<v Speaker 16>domestic violence and by me talking about this is very

448
00:26:54.039 --> 00:27:01.359
<v Speaker 16>shameful subjects helps me to proclaim myself and also connect

449
00:27:01.359 --> 00:27:04.640
<v Speaker 16>to my humanity and hopefully open away for other people

450
00:27:04.680 --> 00:27:11.039
<v Speaker 16>who are afraid to touch those subjects to connect and

451
00:27:11.119 --> 00:27:14.240
<v Speaker 16>empathize and see that there's a way to reclaim yourself,

452
00:27:14.640 --> 00:27:18.680
<v Speaker 16>to accept that those things happen, but overcome them in

453
00:27:18.680 --> 00:27:20.240
<v Speaker 16>a way that you know that they don't have no

454
00:27:20.279 --> 00:27:26.240
<v Speaker 16>more power over you. Life is just one weight ticket.

455
00:27:27.160 --> 00:27:29.119
<v Speaker 16>You don't get second chances. So to me, it's like

456
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<v Speaker 16>I don't have time to waste time not just for me,

457
00:27:33.200 --> 00:27:34.440
<v Speaker 16>but for nobody else.

458
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<v Speaker 10>This is some of my words.

459
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<v Speaker 16>It is about to me saying knowledge is the key

460
00:27:41.640 --> 00:27:45.319
<v Speaker 16>to the universe. This one is a mixed media painting,

461
00:27:45.759 --> 00:27:49.400
<v Speaker 16>and basically this is about life without the possibility of parole.

462
00:27:49.799 --> 00:27:50.039
<v Speaker 1>To me.

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<v Speaker 16>Once we're wearing blues, this is the personal uniform. You're

464
00:27:53.519 --> 00:27:57.640
<v Speaker 16>no longer a human, You're just a number, a body.

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<v Speaker 1>That's very creative. We got like five minutes to class

466
00:28:02.720 --> 00:28:05.240
<v Speaker 1>for college, so I guess we got to take off.

467
00:28:05.240 --> 00:28:08.119
<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize we were in here that long. Thank

468
00:28:08.160 --> 00:28:13.200
<v Speaker 1>you everybody, and we'll see you guys again. Yes, we're

469
00:28:13.240 --> 00:28:16.480
<v Speaker 1>actually a couple of minutes late. But he won't mind.

470
00:28:17.039 --> 00:28:19.519
<v Speaker 1>He's always in a good mood. He's everybody's favorite.

471
00:28:21.720 --> 00:28:26.119
<v Speaker 15>That's the last if I knew it was here.

472
00:28:28.279 --> 00:28:37.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you brought your radio on that right on. Oh,

473
00:28:37.880 --> 00:28:43.119
<v Speaker 1>this is our professor, doctor Afari, Camera Afari. I already

474
00:28:43.240 --> 00:28:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I already told him that you're our favorite. So this

475
00:28:48.160 --> 00:28:50.599
<v Speaker 1>is like the best course I've had yet because we're

476
00:28:50.640 --> 00:28:54.599
<v Speaker 1>learning about healing and every one of us from our

477
00:28:54.920 --> 00:28:58.039
<v Speaker 1>in here has been through some form of trauma or another.

478
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<v Speaker 1>And this is what really when you come to prison.

479
00:29:01.359 --> 00:29:02.799
<v Speaker 1>I think you look at a lot of the guys

480
00:29:03.160 --> 00:29:06.279
<v Speaker 1>and you think that they don't need punishment, they need healing,

481
00:29:06.359 --> 00:29:08.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, And we're finally getting that.

482
00:29:09.440 --> 00:29:13.240
<v Speaker 18>We're actually going to do a warm up exercise today.

483
00:29:13.480 --> 00:29:14.240
<v Speaker 1>So we're gonna.

484
00:29:14.000 --> 00:29:16.759
<v Speaker 19>Exclosure to lead a warm up exercise as well.

485
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<v Speaker 1>No, no, okay, where's k at? I don't know.

486
00:29:24.920 --> 00:29:25.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't know how they go.

487
00:29:25.759 --> 00:29:29.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna mess it up. Okay, you gotta you gotta

488
00:29:29.240 --> 00:29:32.680
<v Speaker 1>lead the exercises for the kick it out, any of them. No,

489
00:29:32.759 --> 00:29:35.720
<v Speaker 1>we want you to do taxis one. That way we

490
00:29:35.720 --> 00:29:38.759
<v Speaker 1>can get our vocal warm ups ready, we got to

491
00:29:39.079 --> 00:29:43.359
<v Speaker 1>and then we'll do and then I'll do fun I

492
00:29:43.519 --> 00:29:49.599
<v Speaker 1>just yell out taxi in different tones and everybody repeats it, right.

493
00:29:50.240 --> 00:29:53.799
<v Speaker 1>But we'll do the location one. That one's cooler. So

494
00:29:57.160 --> 00:29:57.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm in Mexico.

495
00:29:58.599 --> 00:29:59.160
<v Speaker 18>In Mexico.

496
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<v Speaker 1>Hey, dot see this, this is he's the toxi ya.

497
00:30:02.920 --> 00:30:09.319
<v Speaker 16>Hey, okay, ok New York.

498
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<v Speaker 1>Hey, your taxi, Peter h in the valley.

499
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<v Speaker 20>A taxi, Uh Christian that will be uh brizil.

500
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<v Speaker 2>Tatis.

501
00:30:41.680 --> 00:30:47.599
<v Speaker 1>Let's go with MARKL. Caliday time here taxi.

502
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<v Speaker 20>Check it out, Check it out, check it out.

503
00:30:52.000 --> 00:30:56.079
<v Speaker 12>Edward wife is from the count stay la getting now.

504
00:30:59.480 --> 00:31:02.400
<v Speaker 1>So after that, anything else we do can't be sillier

505
00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:02.680
<v Speaker 1>than that.

506
00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:11.880
<v Speaker 5>So we're good to God, God, God.

507
00:31:12.759 --> 00:31:15.319
<v Speaker 1>This is the same energy we have every class. So

508
00:31:15.480 --> 00:31:17.400
<v Speaker 1>right now what we're doing is each chapter is a

509
00:31:17.440 --> 00:31:22.559
<v Speaker 1>different concept and we have to like explain how the

510
00:31:22.680 --> 00:31:28.039
<v Speaker 1>concept works and through like play performance. Everybody.

511
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<v Speaker 6>Hey, my name is Edwin, my name is Gussie.

512
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<v Speaker 21>This chapter is on hip hopa saving sitting in the

513
00:31:37.119 --> 00:31:41.319
<v Speaker 21>nine by six bucks, no metal doors, just automatic balls

514
00:31:41.400 --> 00:31:44.839
<v Speaker 21>and concrete walls, living in the system where we constantly

515
00:31:44.920 --> 00:31:48.039
<v Speaker 21>put down, so it's hard to stand tall. Plus I'm

516
00:31:48.079 --> 00:31:51.319
<v Speaker 21>surrounded by negative influences, drug addicts and cowards.

517
00:31:51.519 --> 00:31:54.720
<v Speaker 6>Coward we expect it to strive like that.

518
00:31:54.720 --> 00:31:56.559
<v Speaker 21>Animals all we think about it survived.

519
00:31:57.359 --> 00:31:59.279
<v Speaker 6>Damn, how did I get here?

520
00:32:00.000 --> 00:32:03.200
<v Speaker 21>I'm todler, recip patience standis being wasted. It's so hard

521
00:32:03.240 --> 00:32:06.240
<v Speaker 21>to move ahead when we're blinded by hatred. Get the

522
00:32:06.319 --> 00:32:10.359
<v Speaker 21>parole forward expects and demands me to persevere. Believe me,

523
00:32:10.880 --> 00:32:15.079
<v Speaker 21>my desires of rehabilitation are real, for realistic expectations to

524
00:32:15.200 --> 00:32:18.000
<v Speaker 21>manish my hope, misplaced loyalty and dreams. Just start up

525
00:32:18.000 --> 00:32:19.559
<v Speaker 21>by don't broken promises.

526
00:32:19.640 --> 00:32:20.720
<v Speaker 1>So this shit is agive me.

527
00:32:20.880 --> 00:32:23.519
<v Speaker 21>So when I hear politicians speak, I hope that they choke.

528
00:32:26.880 --> 00:32:30.240
<v Speaker 6>It's whole situation so real. So every day I pinched

529
00:32:30.279 --> 00:32:41.240
<v Speaker 6>myself to remolous real, there's an experience there.

530
00:32:41.960 --> 00:32:44.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was gonna say, it's not really a question

531
00:32:44.720 --> 00:32:47.599
<v Speaker 1>more of I want to comment on that. I related

532
00:32:47.640 --> 00:32:50.000
<v Speaker 1>to everything you're saying. We're all in here, so we're

533
00:32:50.039 --> 00:32:53.440
<v Speaker 1>going through the same struggle, and often since we don't

534
00:32:53.440 --> 00:32:56.839
<v Speaker 1>talk about our issues, you know, we don't hear other

535
00:32:56.880 --> 00:32:58.640
<v Speaker 1>people say they're going through the same thing or that.

536
00:32:58.880 --> 00:33:01.359
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes we feel like, damn, it's just me. It's just me,

537
00:33:01.519 --> 00:33:03.960
<v Speaker 1>it's just me. But when you hear that, it's like, hey,

538
00:33:04.039 --> 00:33:07.680
<v Speaker 1>it's not just me. Other people and other people relate

539
00:33:07.759 --> 00:33:09.319
<v Speaker 1>to it and it helps us.

540
00:33:09.400 --> 00:33:11.200
<v Speaker 19>I've been working with Hotel now for about a year.

541
00:33:11.960 --> 00:33:16.799
<v Speaker 19>Takes the whole process of redemption very seriously. You know,

542
00:33:17.519 --> 00:33:21.920
<v Speaker 19>it's not a he's not braggadocias you know about what

543
00:33:22.079 --> 00:33:25.279
<v Speaker 19>he's doing. He's actually, you know, super humble and at

544
00:33:25.279 --> 00:33:28.559
<v Speaker 19>the same time in a way aware of some of

545
00:33:28.599 --> 00:33:30.960
<v Speaker 19>the harm that he had done in the past, and

546
00:33:31.160 --> 00:33:34.279
<v Speaker 19>also very aware that the importance of this kind of

547
00:33:34.400 --> 00:33:40.720
<v Speaker 19>work of resignifying your identity in a new way. They

548
00:33:40.920 --> 00:33:46.160
<v Speaker 19>come to this work with a great hunger for ideas.

549
00:33:46.480 --> 00:33:48.400
<v Speaker 1>There's no way of being combrasas we know.

550
00:33:48.440 --> 00:33:50.400
<v Speaker 18>It's a therapy. I think these guys are getting a

551
00:33:50.480 --> 00:33:54.079
<v Speaker 18>second chance where they're able to bring in both some

552
00:33:54.160 --> 00:33:58.160
<v Speaker 18>of their personal experiences of trauma, but also some goals,

553
00:33:58.240 --> 00:34:01.160
<v Speaker 18>some visions that they have for or a different kind

554
00:34:01.160 --> 00:34:05.920
<v Speaker 18>of future, and so they take very seriously. And I

555
00:34:06.000 --> 00:34:10.039
<v Speaker 18>think I think that book makes uh the education experience

556
00:34:10.119 --> 00:34:13.639
<v Speaker 18>in the prison so unique and so powerful.

557
00:34:14.840 --> 00:34:16.320
<v Speaker 7>And I mean, at one point, I never thought I

558
00:34:16.400 --> 00:34:18.320
<v Speaker 7>was even gonna take any college courses. I tried to

559
00:34:18.400 --> 00:34:21.320
<v Speaker 7>drop out of eighth grade. And now I've done stuff

560
00:34:21.320 --> 00:34:23.679
<v Speaker 7>that I didn't believe I could do. I've definitely changed

561
00:34:23.679 --> 00:34:25.840
<v Speaker 7>the narrative and I'm surrounded by people that.

562
00:34:26.400 --> 00:34:28.000
<v Speaker 1>Pushed me to do it. Every day.

563
00:34:31.360 --> 00:34:34.000
<v Speaker 11>We work together on a daily basis towards the same

564
00:34:34.079 --> 00:34:38.119
<v Speaker 11>common goal. That's something that por to coming here was

565
00:34:38.360 --> 00:34:38.960
<v Speaker 11>was unheard of.

566
00:34:41.960 --> 00:34:48.360
<v Speaker 1>Class is over, so now we just head back home Afari.

567
00:34:49.360 --> 00:34:52.880
<v Speaker 1>See you next Friday. Okay An.

568
00:34:53.639 --> 00:34:55.760
<v Speaker 5>I want to say thank you for uh, you know,

569
00:34:55.920 --> 00:34:58.719
<v Speaker 5>sharing the day with us being here and UH shout

570
00:34:58.760 --> 00:34:59.360
<v Speaker 5>out to my family.

571
00:34:59.519 --> 00:35:04.159
<v Speaker 1>Love you got and when all right, man, would you

572
00:35:04.239 --> 00:35:05.000
<v Speaker 1>like to share anything?

573
00:35:05.719 --> 00:35:08.679
<v Speaker 13>No matter what your situation is, they're always assisting off

574
00:35:08.719 --> 00:35:12.039
<v Speaker 13>the land, secret, find it, pursue it like you're wealthy

575
00:35:12.079 --> 00:35:14.039
<v Speaker 13>and it is very important.

576
00:35:13.599 --> 00:35:15.639
<v Speaker 21>And you don't matter to everybody out there.

577
00:35:15.840 --> 00:35:17.039
<v Speaker 13>And a pike shut out to my family.

578
00:35:17.079 --> 00:35:17.360
<v Speaker 20>That's well.

579
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<v Speaker 2>I love you guys, Thank you guys.

580
00:35:21.199 --> 00:35:24.159
<v Speaker 1>Mark. All right man, anything you'd like to say to

581
00:35:24.199 --> 00:35:28.079
<v Speaker 1>people out there, last words or something encouraging of the community.

582
00:35:28.519 --> 00:35:33.119
<v Speaker 14>Yeah, definitely, definitely never give up and keep God first.

583
00:35:33.920 --> 00:35:35.800
<v Speaker 5>You know with that you can go along ways.

584
00:35:36.039 --> 00:35:36.679
<v Speaker 13>God blast.

585
00:35:38.719 --> 00:35:41.400
<v Speaker 12>You gotta keep pushing the way we're doing, man, keep

586
00:35:41.480 --> 00:35:42.639
<v Speaker 12>doing everything that we're doing.

587
00:35:42.760 --> 00:35:45.800
<v Speaker 1>And this is alreays on de track like to say,

588
00:35:45.840 --> 00:35:47.679
<v Speaker 1>I to my mom and my loved ones, thank you,

589
00:35:48.320 --> 00:35:59.320
<v Speaker 1>thank you, thank you, thank you man. This is probably

590
00:35:59.360 --> 00:36:00.519
<v Speaker 1>the best day my life.

591
00:36:01.000 --> 00:36:04.079
<v Speaker 17>I say this because what we were able to do

592
00:36:04.199 --> 00:36:07.239
<v Speaker 17>today tour to the prison and see all the stuff

593
00:36:07.280 --> 00:36:11.039
<v Speaker 17>that everybody's doing, and we're gonna be able to show

594
00:36:11.079 --> 00:36:12.880
<v Speaker 17>this to the people out there in society.

595
00:36:13.239 --> 00:36:19.400
<v Speaker 1>It's going to change so many people's perspectives. Who knows

596
00:36:19.480 --> 00:36:22.519
<v Speaker 1>what the ripple effect from that will be, right, I mean,

597
00:36:23.599 --> 00:36:26.880
<v Speaker 1>you know who would believe this. Who wouldn't call this

598
00:36:27.119 --> 00:36:30.119
<v Speaker 1>something great? What we're doing right now, right, well, we're

599
00:36:30.119 --> 00:36:36.840
<v Speaker 1>going to be able to show the world, right, this

600
00:36:37.079 --> 00:36:43.199
<v Speaker 1>is it. We're home, it's eight o'clock, so off to bed.

601
00:37:01.079 --> 00:37:02.719
<v Speaker 1>What would I tell the younger.

602
00:37:02.519 --> 00:37:05.039
<v Speaker 14>Me that.

603
00:37:13.599 --> 00:37:18.880
<v Speaker 1>I man, stay in school, don't join a gang. I

604
00:37:18.920 --> 00:37:19.719
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't say that.

605
00:37:19.960 --> 00:37:21.679
<v Speaker 2>I probably sting.

606
00:37:22.000 --> 00:37:24.800
<v Speaker 1>There's gonna be hard times, but it's gonna be okay,

607
00:37:24.840 --> 00:37:27.679
<v Speaker 1>we're gonna get through it, right, because I got through it.

608
00:37:30.079 --> 00:37:33.239
<v Speaker 1>There was so many times that I wanted to give up.

609
00:37:34.559 --> 00:37:38.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna lie right, you know. There was times

610
00:37:38.239 --> 00:37:41.480
<v Speaker 1>I literally thought, you know, damn, suicide is probably a

611
00:37:41.519 --> 00:37:43.159
<v Speaker 1>better thought, right, a better option.

612
00:37:43.400 --> 00:37:43.559
<v Speaker 17>Right.

613
00:37:45.400 --> 00:37:48.079
<v Speaker 1>I went through times that were that was a thought,

614
00:37:48.280 --> 00:37:53.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, And obviously I'm glad I never chose that,

615
00:37:53.360 --> 00:37:58.519
<v Speaker 1>right because I wouldn't be here and the plans I

616
00:37:58.639 --> 00:38:01.239
<v Speaker 1>have now what I want to do now, and you know,

617
00:38:01.599 --> 00:38:04.679
<v Speaker 1>just change the world, right, be a role model and

618
00:38:05.000 --> 00:38:11.400
<v Speaker 1>inspire others. I would just say to my younger self,

619
00:38:11.800 --> 00:38:15.840
<v Speaker 1>hang in there and ask for help if you need help.

620
00:38:16.239 --> 00:38:18.880
<v Speaker 1>You're going through tough times, talk to people, talk to

621
00:38:19.039 --> 00:38:22.480
<v Speaker 1>people who care about you. There's people who care about us,

622
00:38:22.519 --> 00:38:27.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, a teacher, a coach, anybody who you trust,

623
00:38:28.679 --> 00:38:31.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, talk to them. That's what I wish I

624
00:38:31.559 --> 00:38:37.159
<v Speaker 1>would have done. It's never too late to realize what's

625
00:38:37.199 --> 00:38:40.039
<v Speaker 1>important and fight for it. Look at me, I'm like

626
00:38:40.119 --> 00:38:43.239
<v Speaker 1>the oldest one in my class, and it's like, why

627
00:38:43.280 --> 00:38:47.039
<v Speaker 1>should I bother doing this? Why should I still you know,

628
00:38:47.199 --> 00:38:49.960
<v Speaker 1>finish college or even want to go after a master's

629
00:38:50.079 --> 00:38:53.440
<v Speaker 1>and a PhD by that time. By the time I'm done,

630
00:38:53.480 --> 00:38:56.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to be like fifty years old, right, But

631
00:38:56.480 --> 00:38:58.960
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't matter. I can be a role model and

632
00:38:59.480 --> 00:39:03.519
<v Speaker 1>inspire others to do the same, and that'll leave a

633
00:39:03.599 --> 00:39:06.119
<v Speaker 1>legacy behind, right, And that's what I want to do,

634
00:39:06.360 --> 00:39:09.880
<v Speaker 1>is leave a positive legacy. Dream big if if your

635
00:39:09.960 --> 00:39:15.039
<v Speaker 1>dreams don't scare you, they're not big enough. And my

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<v Speaker 2>Good Night's just.

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<v Speaker 1>Please so.

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<v Speaker 2>This time doing?

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe that's day there is Moby are about the true?

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