WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.199 --> 00:00:04.719 Welcome back to Day's zero. I believe it's day one 2 00:00:04.879 --> 00:00:07.200 eighty four because I think we didn't have a show 3 00:00:07.320 --> 00:00:10.640 last week. So I'm here, Lindsaysharvian of Roaguways dot org. 4 00:00:10.720 --> 00:00:13.359 I'm here with Corey Hughes, Corey Hughes dot org. We 5 00:00:13.439 --> 00:00:16.920 think Charlie Robinson of Macroaggressions dot I always going to 6 00:00:17.000 --> 00:00:19.440 join us any minute, and we know XQ four twenty 7 00:00:19.600 --> 00:00:21.960 x qour twenty dot com is going to join us 8 00:00:22.000 --> 00:00:23.679 in a few minutes, so we should have a full 9 00:00:23.719 --> 00:00:27.399 gang today. But we're just waiting to see what actually happens. 10 00:00:28.440 --> 00:00:31.039 And I'm sorry everyone. We thought that a few of 11 00:00:31.120 --> 00:00:32.520 us were going to be able to show up last 12 00:00:32.560 --> 00:00:35.280 week and have a show, and I wasn't able to, 13 00:00:35.640 --> 00:00:38.520 Charlie wasn't able to, Uh, Corey wasn't able to, and 14 00:00:38.880 --> 00:00:41.479 so it didn't happen. So we apologize for not having 15 00:00:41.520 --> 00:00:43.479 a show. I set it up, I put it the 16 00:00:43.520 --> 00:00:46.520 link out there. People probably got excited and then no 17 00:00:46.560 --> 00:00:49.799 one showed up. That sucks, but we're here this week, 18 00:00:49.880 --> 00:00:52.159 so we'll try to do our best to make up 19 00:00:52.200 --> 00:00:56.200 for it. Corey's high as balls. How you doing, Corey? 20 00:00:58.359 --> 00:01:00.960 I try to get high as balls. I never get ever. 21 00:01:01.560 --> 00:01:03.600 I don't even know smoke anymore. It didn't even do shit. 22 00:01:04.159 --> 00:01:07.319 Yeah for really, it's just like maintaining a level stak. 23 00:01:07.480 --> 00:01:10.439 Yeah, basically it's I'm in pure maintenance mode all the time. 24 00:01:10.760 --> 00:01:13.400 I remember. I mean before we really had like wax 25 00:01:13.519 --> 00:01:15.359 or shatter or anything, I would just smoke like an 26 00:01:15.400 --> 00:01:17.000 eighth the day, and eventually I was like, why am 27 00:01:17.040 --> 00:01:19.719 I doing that? Like what, I don't even notice anything. 28 00:01:20.840 --> 00:01:23.799 That's a frustrating thing because there's nothing, there's no escape. 29 00:01:24.280 --> 00:01:26.959 Yeah, it's not like it's not like other drugs where 30 00:01:26.959 --> 00:01:29.239 it's easier to up. Like you know, you can like 31 00:01:29.319 --> 00:01:31.680 do much more cocaine. You can do a lot more acid. 32 00:01:31.719 --> 00:01:33.480 It's like small enough quantities you can get it in 33 00:01:33.519 --> 00:01:35.239 your body. Weed it's like you get to a certain 34 00:01:35.239 --> 00:01:37.400 point you can't get much more in your body. That's it. 35 00:01:38.760 --> 00:01:40.319 Yeah, I'm super saturated. 36 00:01:40.840 --> 00:01:44.519 Super saturated. You need a shirt that says super saturated 37 00:01:44.560 --> 00:01:45.719 with just a weed up. 38 00:01:46.239 --> 00:01:48.599 I went through a weird phase like a couple months 39 00:01:48.599 --> 00:01:53.519 ago where like out of nowhere, dads were fucking me 40 00:01:53.640 --> 00:01:56.879 up bad to where I was getting anxiety attacks. Oh wow, 41 00:01:57.359 --> 00:01:59.079 I don't know. I don't know what was happening, but 42 00:02:00.120 --> 00:02:02.920 not changing my behavior whatsoever. All of a sudden, I 43 00:02:02.959 --> 00:02:05.200 was getting these fucking panic attacks from doing dab, and 44 00:02:05.200 --> 00:02:07.400 it was specifically dabs, nothing else. 45 00:02:08.039 --> 00:02:10.439 You know. What I've heard actually is that if it's 46 00:02:10.479 --> 00:02:13.120 not organic, some of the fucking chemicals they put on 47 00:02:13.199 --> 00:02:14.120 it can do that. 48 00:02:14.240 --> 00:02:17.479 So well, everything in colorado's organic, but the organic doesn't 49 00:02:17.520 --> 00:02:19.360 really mean shit. Like if you see the chemicals they 50 00:02:19.439 --> 00:02:22.199 use that are considered organic, I know they'll fuck you up. 51 00:02:22.319 --> 00:02:26.159 Like we use zerotol, which is concentrated hydrogen peroxide. It's 52 00:02:26.199 --> 00:02:28.520 considered organic. If you got it in your eyes, it 53 00:02:28.520 --> 00:02:30.639 would melt your eyeballs out, you know what I mean. Like, 54 00:02:31.520 --> 00:02:33.719 the organic shit is just as fucking deadly as the 55 00:02:33.800 --> 00:02:35.560 non organic shit when it comes to beesticides. 56 00:02:35.759 --> 00:02:38.360 I thought the only shit that was organic in Colorado 57 00:02:38.400 --> 00:02:39.199 was Meggie's Farm. 58 00:02:39.800 --> 00:02:43.000 No, by law, state mandates everything's organic. 59 00:02:43.319 --> 00:02:48.560 What when we switched to Meggie's Farm, there was less 60 00:02:48.560 --> 00:02:52.479 of that anxiety and shit. But maybe it's all up here. 61 00:02:52.520 --> 00:02:54.960 Maybe we just tripped ourselves out so that was what 62 00:02:55.000 --> 00:02:59.240 it was. Yeah, that's interesting because Meggae's Farm is like, 63 00:02:59.319 --> 00:03:02.520 that's what their whole thing they're like, we're organic. You're like, okay, 64 00:03:02.560 --> 00:03:04.919 well no one else says that, so you're iganic. 65 00:03:04.560 --> 00:03:07.000 And basically and everything's pretty much hydroponic here too, even 66 00:03:07.039 --> 00:03:10.360 though it's grown in cocoa, which is a soil substitute, 67 00:03:10.479 --> 00:03:12.520 you know what I mean, Like, yeah, it's all fake 68 00:03:12.599 --> 00:03:16.919 hydroponic and fake organic. It really is, dude. 69 00:03:16.960 --> 00:03:19.280 The shit they do is crazy. I mean, like again, 70 00:03:19.599 --> 00:03:22.599 I like started smoking weed by like stealing the shake 71 00:03:22.759 --> 00:03:25.919 from my friend's father's grow. Right, you had like just 72 00:03:25.960 --> 00:03:27.800 giant trays of it, so we'd steal like a little 73 00:03:27.800 --> 00:03:29.759 bit and like we'd smoke that and get hella fucked up. 74 00:03:30.280 --> 00:03:32.840 What is that? Probably like four percent or something. Now 75 00:03:32.840 --> 00:03:35.800 they've got like seventy eight per se, Like what the shit? 76 00:03:36.080 --> 00:03:39.599 Oh? This right here is uh what is this? This 77 00:03:39.719 --> 00:03:41.280 is seventy five point three. 78 00:03:41.719 --> 00:03:42.879 That's fucking crazy. 79 00:03:42.919 --> 00:03:45.919 But that's still pretty low because like that's you, yeah, 80 00:03:45.960 --> 00:03:48.360 because you can get shatter. Most shatters are the eighty 81 00:03:48.400 --> 00:03:49.599 to ninety percent. 82 00:03:50.240 --> 00:03:53.360 So yeah, that's insane. 83 00:03:53.960 --> 00:03:54.319 Yeah. 84 00:03:54.400 --> 00:03:57.280 I just microdose now, That's why I'm microdos THC and 85 00:03:57.280 --> 00:03:59.000 I microdose psilocybn thats. 86 00:03:59.479 --> 00:04:03.439 People talk about, like, what's that fucking idiot's name, who 87 00:04:03.439 --> 00:04:06.000 works worked for the New York Post, who sued fucking Twitter, 88 00:04:06.840 --> 00:04:10.039 who wrote the book on how marijuana makes everybody crazy. Oh, 89 00:04:10.080 --> 00:04:13.800 I don't know, Alex something Alex Berenson. There we go. 90 00:04:14.199 --> 00:04:16.920 Bearnson wrote a book on how it makes everyone crazy. Yes, 91 00:04:17.319 --> 00:04:19.639 I remember his COVID shit, I didn't know he did this, Okay. 92 00:04:19.800 --> 00:04:22.800 I can kind of understand for like the average Joe Schmo, 93 00:04:23.120 --> 00:04:26.360 how we can freak you out, because like it really 94 00:04:26.399 --> 00:04:29.959 triggers your insecurities and your paranoia and stuff like that. 95 00:04:30.160 --> 00:04:32.439 So if you haven't been through that enough times to 96 00:04:32.480 --> 00:04:34.680 know what the fuck's going on, I can see you 97 00:04:34.720 --> 00:04:36.800 like losing your shit. Yeah, Like I can see people 98 00:04:36.800 --> 00:04:40.519 taking acid and being like, what the fuck is happening now? 99 00:04:40.920 --> 00:04:43.480 Like just just losing it right, Like you've kind of 100 00:04:43.519 --> 00:04:47.279 got to you got to beat yourself into submission. Almost. 101 00:04:47.480 --> 00:04:49.800 Like when I started taking ASCID when I was like fifteen, 102 00:04:50.160 --> 00:04:52.160 I had a bunch of bad trips, but I just 103 00:04:52.240 --> 00:04:55.040 kept taking it and then I was like, oh, I 104 00:04:55.120 --> 00:04:57.360 understand what's happening here, and then they kind of stopped. 105 00:04:57.639 --> 00:05:01.240 Yeah. I started doing as when I twelve, which is retarded, 106 00:05:01.360 --> 00:05:03.879 and uh, I didn't have a bad trip until I 107 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:08.439 was like, I don't know, eighteen, it wasn't even that bad. 108 00:05:08.439 --> 00:05:10.600 When it was bad, it was just like not great. 109 00:05:12.079 --> 00:05:14.759 I had hundreds of times, and so I don't really 110 00:05:14.800 --> 00:05:17.040 have the super bad trip experience, but I get it, 111 00:05:17.120 --> 00:05:20.759 Like I totally get it because I've had trauma PTSD 112 00:05:20.839 --> 00:05:24.079 and I've had I've been triggered and had flashbacks. So 113 00:05:24.240 --> 00:05:26.040 it's it's sort of similar where you have to like 114 00:05:26.079 --> 00:05:28.040 catch yourself. You have to like see it from afar 115 00:05:28.120 --> 00:05:30.319 and you have to like track yourself down and like 116 00:05:30.399 --> 00:05:32.920 let go of everything, just every just like who gives 117 00:05:32.920 --> 00:05:33.680 a shit about anything? 118 00:05:33.759 --> 00:05:36.600 Well, when I was really young and I ate like 119 00:05:36.600 --> 00:05:38.519 a half a strip and my buddy ate like a 120 00:05:38.560 --> 00:05:40.680 half a trip, and our other friend took a couple 121 00:05:40.680 --> 00:05:43.480 of hits and one of our friends started losing his mind, 122 00:05:44.000 --> 00:05:46.439 and so my other friend went with him outside, and 123 00:05:46.480 --> 00:05:48.279 so then the two of them were outside and I 124 00:05:48.319 --> 00:05:51.199 was inside, and I was like, what's going on out there? 125 00:05:52.639 --> 00:05:53.680 What are they doing? 126 00:05:54.079 --> 00:05:58.040 Right? But then when a bad trip kicks in, you'll 127 00:05:58.079 --> 00:06:01.439 recognize that your thoughts are going in circle, like scenarios 128 00:06:01.480 --> 00:06:04.040 are going in circles, Like I was having full on hallucinations, 129 00:06:04.519 --> 00:06:07.079 and then the whole loop of the hallucination would happen again, 130 00:06:07.480 --> 00:06:09.120 you know what I mean. And it happened over and over, 131 00:06:09.279 --> 00:06:12.600 and then it made me realize our fucking brains, even 132 00:06:12.680 --> 00:06:16.279 when we're sober, are on a loop. There is like 133 00:06:16.319 --> 00:06:18.720 a there's like an automatic ticker in the background that 134 00:06:18.800 --> 00:06:22.240 is on this in a circular pattern. And it's kind 135 00:06:22.240 --> 00:06:25.519 of like if you're a word press developer, in the 136 00:06:25.560 --> 00:06:28.600 background you have a kron, which is basically your website 137 00:06:28.680 --> 00:06:31.199 looks like it's static, but there's constantly an engine that's 138 00:06:31.279 --> 00:06:33.920 churning in the background, right, And so the mind does 139 00:06:33.959 --> 00:06:35.959 the same thing. And this took me like twenty years 140 00:06:36.000 --> 00:06:40.560 to figure out. But like the thought, your normal everyday 141 00:06:40.560 --> 00:06:42.920 thought process when you're just sitting around watching TV, doing 142 00:06:42.959 --> 00:06:45.279 whatever it is you're doing, is on a loop. Like 143 00:06:45.360 --> 00:06:47.560 how does a cigarette smoker know it's time to smoke 144 00:06:47.560 --> 00:06:50.519 a cigarette? Because that part of the kron of the 145 00:06:50.600 --> 00:06:53.759 mind came around to that point where it's like, oh, yeah, 146 00:06:53.800 --> 00:06:56.839 cigarette time, right, Like he had to be reminded by 147 00:06:56.839 --> 00:06:59.959 the internal clock, the internal mechanism that was always churning 148 00:07:00.199 --> 00:07:01.319 that it was time for him to go and have 149 00:07:01.319 --> 00:07:04.120 a cigarette. Right, so, and everything fits into that, and 150 00:07:04.160 --> 00:07:06.240 I catch these loops all the time while I'm just 151 00:07:06.279 --> 00:07:08.720 sitting here. Oh where's my vape? Oh it's time to 152 00:07:08.800 --> 00:07:10.839 hit the bong. Oh I gotta do this. You know, 153 00:07:10.920 --> 00:07:14.639 there's like steps in the fucking ladder that you're always 154 00:07:14.680 --> 00:07:17.319 going through in your mind whether and I think ninety 155 00:07:17.360 --> 00:07:19.720 nine percent people don't realize that this is happening, right. 156 00:07:19.839 --> 00:07:21.800 People think their thoughts are linear, and I don't think 157 00:07:21.800 --> 00:07:24.279 that's the case at all. And then when you take acid, 158 00:07:24.839 --> 00:07:26.959 it like spins out of control. And then you can 159 00:07:27.000 --> 00:07:30.360 realize that what acid does increases the speed of the 160 00:07:30.360 --> 00:07:31.120 thought process. 161 00:07:31.399 --> 00:07:34.120 It's like what you already are is maximize rights. Actually 162 00:07:34.120 --> 00:07:36.639 why it can trigger sort of transcendence in a way too, 163 00:07:36.680 --> 00:07:39.079 because you can notice all of that and like step 164 00:07:39.079 --> 00:07:40.879 back from it, and then you can just really observe 165 00:07:40.920 --> 00:07:43.439 your own thoughts, which is what you're doing if you're 166 00:07:43.439 --> 00:07:46.600 doing any sort of mindfulness or like meditation practice as well. 167 00:07:46.720 --> 00:07:49.120 So you know it could go the wrong way too. Again, 168 00:07:49.240 --> 00:07:51.079 we say this, I think every time we talk about this, 169 00:07:51.279 --> 00:07:54.319 like chill out, don't go fast, don't just go dive 170 00:07:54.360 --> 00:07:56.439 into a drug you don't know, like you know maybe 171 00:07:56.439 --> 00:07:58.240 don't do it at all unless it's like a strong 172 00:07:58.360 --> 00:07:59.879 urge and you really are know what you're doing. But 173 00:08:00.800 --> 00:08:03.879 it can actually create this higher level of awareness that 174 00:08:03.920 --> 00:08:06.439 you can take back with you into your everyday life, 175 00:08:06.480 --> 00:08:08.920 so that things like that you start seeing them, you're like, oh, 176 00:08:09.000 --> 00:08:10.600 I don't have to think this, I don't have to 177 00:08:10.639 --> 00:08:12.000 feel this, right, And. 178 00:08:11.959 --> 00:08:13.879 I think it takes a lot of time. I think 179 00:08:13.879 --> 00:08:15.600 it takes a lot of time because I think to 180 00:08:15.759 --> 00:08:19.199 make an analogy, it's like you can't see it's impossible 181 00:08:19.199 --> 00:08:22.040 for you to see the entirety of a globe at once. 182 00:08:22.600 --> 00:08:24.720 You can only see one side of it. You have 183 00:08:24.800 --> 00:08:26.879 to turn it. And so I think it's kind of 184 00:08:26.920 --> 00:08:31.560 the same thing the volume of data that you can 185 00:08:31.639 --> 00:08:34.200 absorb when your mind is spinning that fast when you're 186 00:08:34.200 --> 00:08:35.840 on acid. So when you get that feeling that you 187 00:08:35.960 --> 00:08:39.840 understand everything right because the mind has going fast enough 188 00:08:39.840 --> 00:08:43.080 to comprehend the data that's being absorbed. But when you 189 00:08:43.159 --> 00:08:46.039 go back to your normal speed, your kron returns to 190 00:08:46.080 --> 00:08:49.240 the normal speed, it's like what do I do with 191 00:08:49.320 --> 00:08:51.200 all this data? And it just piles up and you're 192 00:08:51.240 --> 00:08:55.440 like dirt, right, So that's I think the key is 193 00:08:55.559 --> 00:08:58.240 understanding that it's about the speed of the cycles of 194 00:08:58.279 --> 00:09:00.440 the mind that's controlled by the psych de like that 195 00:09:00.480 --> 00:09:04.399 you take that allows for you to interpret a greater mass. 196 00:09:04.440 --> 00:09:08.399 But then one thing you can remember is that you 197 00:09:08.440 --> 00:09:11.120 can't remember because it is so vast, right, So it 198 00:09:11.159 --> 00:09:13.440 makes you realize that you're kind of stupid on the 199 00:09:13.440 --> 00:09:16.000 scale of we're still fucking monkey's kind of thing, you 200 00:09:16.000 --> 00:09:17.799 know what I mean, compared to what we could be. 201 00:09:18.360 --> 00:09:20.559 Yeah, that's why, Like you have all these experiences and 202 00:09:20.600 --> 00:09:22.320 you come back and you're trying to tell someone, You're like, 203 00:09:22.360 --> 00:09:24.759 I can't fucking tell you any of this shit, Like 204 00:09:24.799 --> 00:09:26.919 there's nothing you can under you can't take this back 205 00:09:26.919 --> 00:09:29.519 with you really, but it's true, you know. I think 206 00:09:29.559 --> 00:09:33.519 that whole globe analogy, like you can notice this aspect 207 00:09:33.559 --> 00:09:35.799 of yourself, and then you can notice it again, and 208 00:09:35.799 --> 00:09:37.919 then you can notice again. You go deeper and deeper 209 00:09:37.960 --> 00:09:40.120 and deeper. And I had this guy on one of 210 00:09:40.200 --> 00:09:41.879 my favorite interviews I ever did, was a guy named 211 00:09:41.960 --> 00:09:44.200 Robert Blonde, and he was like, oh, yeah, I'm I'm 212 00:09:44.240 --> 00:09:46.159 aware of my thoughts one hundred percent of the time, 213 00:09:46.200 --> 00:09:48.159 all day, every day, including when I'm sleeping. And I 214 00:09:48.200 --> 00:09:51.360 was like, I've been working at this for decades, and 215 00:09:51.399 --> 00:09:55.360 I would say I'm maybe like thirty percent aware, and 216 00:09:55.399 --> 00:09:57.600 he's like, yeah, you'll get there eventually, and I'm just like, 217 00:09:57.679 --> 00:10:01.080 that's crazy. Actually, if you think about every moment, you're 218 00:10:01.120 --> 00:10:04.519 intensely conscious of every thought you're having and why you're 219 00:10:04.519 --> 00:10:06.320 having it and what you're doing about it or whether 220 00:10:06.360 --> 00:10:08.600 you're listening to it or whether you're not right. Like, 221 00:10:08.679 --> 00:10:09.879 that's fucking intense. 222 00:10:10.080 --> 00:10:15.799 That comes into layers of consciousness. And I believe how 223 00:10:15.840 --> 00:10:19.480 consciousness can expand and then you can see the consciousness 224 00:10:19.480 --> 00:10:22.000 you had and be like, oh, and it becomes like 225 00:10:23.720 --> 00:10:31.519 elementary right, right, So, but when you take psychedelics, it 226 00:10:31.559 --> 00:10:34.200 allows you to take that step back and have it 227 00:10:34.440 --> 00:10:39.759 with a greater consciousness. See what you were, But you 228 00:10:39.799 --> 00:10:42.399 can't maintain that. You can't keep it all with you, right, 229 00:10:42.519 --> 00:10:44.519 You got to give most of it back. You take 230 00:10:44.559 --> 00:10:46.879 some of it, but little sliver. Right. 231 00:10:47.440 --> 00:10:50.519 This is why you know. Micro dosing psilocymin I feel 232 00:10:50.559 --> 00:10:52.879 like is so effective. Why so many people with PTSD 233 00:10:53.080 --> 00:10:55.639 use it, so many veterans and use it, and just 234 00:10:55.639 --> 00:10:58.360 people who are trying to heal from things or just 235 00:10:58.360 --> 00:11:01.679 to change their habits and their lives because it allows 236 00:11:01.679 --> 00:11:05.240 you to do that tiny bit smaller of a dose, right, 237 00:11:05.279 --> 00:11:07.679 I mean it's a way smaller dose dose physically, but 238 00:11:07.759 --> 00:11:09.799 like as far as that mental aspect and like bringing 239 00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:12.480 this back with you, it's like much more subtle, much 240 00:11:12.519 --> 00:11:15.559 more sort of prolonged, and it doesn't like change your day. 241 00:11:15.720 --> 00:11:18.000 It doesn't like make you high. Right, you don't have 242 00:11:18.000 --> 00:11:19.840 to where you can do anything you want with it. 243 00:11:19.960 --> 00:11:21.840 You can do all your chores, go to work or 244 00:11:21.879 --> 00:11:24.080 whatever it is you need to do, or you can 245 00:11:24.159 --> 00:11:26.759 lay back and just sort of enjoy it. It's just 246 00:11:26.799 --> 00:11:29.639 such a profound therapy. Actually, I love that people are 247 00:11:29.720 --> 00:11:32.200 using this more and more because it's so effective. It's 248 00:11:32.200 --> 00:11:35.480 like the shortcut through all of this years and years 249 00:11:35.519 --> 00:11:37.480 of like talk therapy you would otherwise have to do 250 00:11:37.559 --> 00:11:40.120 an EMDR and all of this shit. It's just so 251 00:11:40.200 --> 00:11:41.919 much easier and quicker, and you can do it yourself. 252 00:11:41.919 --> 00:11:45.600 It's cheaper, way cheaper. It's like three hundred to four 253 00:11:45.679 --> 00:11:48.919 hundred dollars an hour sometimes for a therapist. It's fucking insane. 254 00:11:49.080 --> 00:11:50.759 You can just take a microdose to like have a 255 00:11:50.799 --> 00:11:52.600 little bit cheaper, easier time. 256 00:11:55.039 --> 00:11:57.480 Yeah, I just don't think the vast majority of people 257 00:12:00.600 --> 00:12:08.000 are even capable of moving into that space. You know, 258 00:12:08.080 --> 00:12:11.559 you kind of have to be aware of being aware 259 00:12:11.639 --> 00:12:17.000 of being aware, right, you know, so the average Joe 260 00:12:17.080 --> 00:12:20.799 Schmo in their normal routine, I don't know how it 261 00:12:20.840 --> 00:12:23.840 would affect them. I mean, I could be completely wrong. Yeah, 262 00:12:23.879 --> 00:12:25.879 but I just I just I just don't know. 263 00:12:26.799 --> 00:12:29.000 Yeah. No, it's true. You do have to at least 264 00:12:29.000 --> 00:12:30.639 be at that sort of level of wanting to be 265 00:12:30.720 --> 00:12:33.159 more aware, understanding that there is a different level of 266 00:12:33.159 --> 00:12:36.559 awareness you could have. I remember one of the one 267 00:12:36.600 --> 00:12:39.840 of my friends who was a murderer and kept going 268 00:12:39.840 --> 00:12:42.320 to prison over and over again, and I was like, 269 00:12:42.360 --> 00:12:45.240 one day I had this discovery right of like, oh, 270 00:12:45.480 --> 00:12:48.120 you can actually choose your thoughts, Like you can just 271 00:12:48.240 --> 00:12:50.600 notice your thoughts and then choose your thoughts and then 272 00:12:50.639 --> 00:12:52.639 like not pay attention to the ones you don't want, 273 00:12:52.679 --> 00:12:54.679 pay attention to the ones you do want, and your 274 00:12:54.679 --> 00:12:56.759 whole life can change. So I was like telling him 275 00:12:56.759 --> 00:12:59.720 this in prison. I was like, dude, okay, get it, 276 00:12:59.759 --> 00:13:02.519 Like you don't have to kill people, like you could 277 00:13:02.600 --> 00:13:04.519 just like choose your thoughts. 278 00:13:04.120 --> 00:13:06.759 And like a lot of things like that are easier 279 00:13:06.759 --> 00:13:07.320 said than done. 280 00:13:07.559 --> 00:13:09.559 Oh no, well he literally was like, oh, I don't 281 00:13:09.799 --> 00:13:12.960 want to change. I was like, oh, Like that was 282 00:13:13.000 --> 00:13:15.440 confusing for me. I was like, I thought everybody wanted 283 00:13:15.440 --> 00:13:15.960 to get better. 284 00:13:18.440 --> 00:13:22.000 No, No, some people just find their little thing and 285 00:13:22.039 --> 00:13:22.919 then they're just content. 286 00:13:23.000 --> 00:13:27.240 They're like, yeah, I'll get as raped and murder people. 287 00:13:27.399 --> 00:13:36.000 That's my life, that's what you want. Disturbing. So how 288 00:13:36.039 --> 00:13:39.720 you heard that China is no longer going to supervise 289 00:13:39.840 --> 00:13:43.120 what comes across their border to us, what we import. 290 00:13:43.159 --> 00:13:46.120 They're not gonna check it for safety or purity or anything. 291 00:13:47.480 --> 00:13:49.080 This is part of their terror for response. 292 00:13:52.320 --> 00:13:55.120 I'm honestly like this era of history has me very 293 00:13:55.279 --> 00:14:01.039 much speechless, Like I'm very politically and I don't have 294 00:14:01.120 --> 00:14:04.240 a fucking idea what's happening. I mean, I'm trying to 295 00:14:04.720 --> 00:14:07.480 normally the flow of the world kind of you can 296 00:14:07.480 --> 00:14:10.080 grasp what's happening. This is one big flow. Now I'm 297 00:14:10.080 --> 00:14:12.240 finding myselfing to juggle holy shit this and all I 298 00:14:12.279 --> 00:14:14.120 forgot about this over here? And then is this over here? 299 00:14:14.159 --> 00:14:15.960 And how does this all flow together? And I don't 300 00:14:16.000 --> 00:14:16.840 have a fucking clue. 301 00:14:17.759 --> 00:14:21.559 It's just unpredictable. Keef, we're talking about China just said 302 00:14:21.559 --> 00:14:23.679 that they're no longer going to supervise what comes across 303 00:14:23.679 --> 00:14:26.320 their border to US through imports because of the tariff thing. 304 00:14:26.440 --> 00:14:28.240 This is their response to it. And they said they're 305 00:14:28.279 --> 00:14:30.639 not going to check shit for purity, They're not going 306 00:14:30.639 --> 00:14:32.559 to check it for safety. It's just going to be like, 307 00:14:33.559 --> 00:14:35.320 full on, whatever we get, we get. 308 00:14:35.639 --> 00:14:38.120 That sounds empty threat ish though. 309 00:14:38.879 --> 00:14:41.080 I feel like they're saying we're going to poison you 310 00:14:41.519 --> 00:14:45.440 and send you a bunch of fucking chemical trash. But 311 00:14:45.679 --> 00:14:48.480 I was also like, I feel like they're already doing that. 312 00:14:48.639 --> 00:14:51.159 I feel like they've been doing that for years. 313 00:14:52.679 --> 00:14:56.000 Well here's the And I know this is kind of 314 00:14:56.039 --> 00:14:59.759 a maybe people feel like it's sit in the back 315 00:15:00.080 --> 00:15:01.879 best way to do it. But I've heard a whole 316 00:15:01.919 --> 00:15:05.240 lot of people talk about empty shells are coming to 317 00:15:05.320 --> 00:15:08.279 a town near you, And I was like, wouldn't that 318 00:15:08.320 --> 00:15:10.120 be a wake up call to maybe start doing some 319 00:15:10.159 --> 00:15:13.279 ship around here? Is that not a wake up call? 320 00:15:14.159 --> 00:15:18.240 I'm just asking, like, like the not let not just 321 00:15:18.279 --> 00:15:21.399 be an importer. You know, we just imported everything that 322 00:15:21.440 --> 00:15:24.320 we we don't We don't make ship here. Wouldn't that 323 00:15:24.399 --> 00:15:27.399 make sense that if somebody decided one day, you know what, 324 00:15:28.519 --> 00:15:31.600 fuck America? Fuck them in their whole ass. I don't 325 00:15:31.600 --> 00:15:36.399 have to send them ship actually, you know, and the 326 00:15:36.519 --> 00:15:40.759 people please send me something. Stop being a pussy man. No, 327 00:15:40.759 --> 00:15:43.480 now it's time to buck up. Yeah, you know what 328 00:15:43.519 --> 00:15:46.000 I'm saying. And they're like, well, no, I mean we 329 00:15:46.039 --> 00:15:48.120 need cheap ship when a little uplink you need to 330 00:15:48.120 --> 00:15:51.720 make something. You know what I'm saying a few things. 331 00:15:52.120 --> 00:16:00.200 But these become parasitic relationships both ways, where the contree 332 00:16:00.240 --> 00:16:05.919 has become so entrenched in each other's business well simultaneously 333 00:16:06.679 --> 00:16:09.840 pretending that their adversaries in some way, which is hilarious 334 00:16:12.320 --> 00:16:14.159 and so it's kind of hard for both sides. If 335 00:16:14.200 --> 00:16:16.360 the relationship were to part on both sides, it would 336 00:16:16.360 --> 00:16:19.639 be painful both on both sides, like horrifically painful, like 337 00:16:20.200 --> 00:16:23.720 catastrophically painful. So and both sides know this, and so 338 00:16:24.480 --> 00:16:26.679 to me, it seems like more pretending how to do 339 00:16:26.720 --> 00:16:31.480 this dance right, for them to decide which dance moves 340 00:16:31.519 --> 00:16:34.159 they're going to take here to end up at the 341 00:16:34.200 --> 00:16:36.399 same place they were, because that's ultimately what's going to happen, 342 00:16:36.440 --> 00:16:38.879 because the alternative is catastrophic on both ends. Right, So 343 00:16:39.480 --> 00:16:41.480 this is what they're dealing with this is what they're 344 00:16:41.519 --> 00:16:42.519 dealing with things. 345 00:16:43.799 --> 00:16:46.960 Yeah, we'll think, we'll think about it. Okay. When it 346 00:16:46.960 --> 00:16:50.200 comes to dealing drugs, it's like, hey, Bud, I've got 347 00:16:50.240 --> 00:16:54.080 sixteenth the First Way Street. All right, This this my 348 00:16:54.240 --> 00:16:58.120 that's my area, all right. I mean, I guess to 349 00:16:58.200 --> 00:17:01.600 take into their adversaries, but they have divvied up, you know, 350 00:17:01.679 --> 00:17:04.119 particular things that they're going to do or are going 351 00:17:04.200 --> 00:17:07.720 to uh take care of for what they call their territory. 352 00:17:08.079 --> 00:17:11.519 So it's the same way with countries. All right, it's 353 00:17:11.519 --> 00:17:18.720 the exact same thing. It's a mobster mentality approach. But 354 00:17:19.160 --> 00:17:21.519 when people talk to me about empty shells, I was like, well, 355 00:17:21.559 --> 00:17:24.000 you know, maybe we could do something here and you know, 356 00:17:24.680 --> 00:17:26.759 may produce a few of those items. I know, we 357 00:17:26.799 --> 00:17:28.440 don't want to do that. So I mean, do you 358 00:17:28.519 --> 00:17:31.640 care about empty shells or not? Do you care about 359 00:17:31.640 --> 00:17:34.160 people having jobs or not? Just tell me that you 360 00:17:34.160 --> 00:17:36.279 don't want to work and you'd rather just the government 361 00:17:36.319 --> 00:17:38.279 sends you a check. I wish somebody just get up 362 00:17:38.279 --> 00:17:40.480 there and say it and stop beating around the bush 363 00:17:40.599 --> 00:17:42.519 and tell me to be beating around the bush. I 364 00:17:42.559 --> 00:17:44.680 don't want to do anything. I want to be beholding 365 00:17:44.680 --> 00:17:46.839 to the government. I want them to take care of me. 366 00:17:47.119 --> 00:17:48.839 I want to be able to wake up every morning 367 00:17:49.160 --> 00:17:51.480 far ship myself get blood clots because I lay on 368 00:17:51.519 --> 00:17:53.920 the couch all day and get as fat as possible. 369 00:17:54.160 --> 00:17:56.519 Just give me the reel. I want you to give 370 00:17:56.559 --> 00:17:59.519 me the reel. You keep beating around the bush, I 371 00:17:59.519 --> 00:18:02.799 mean good biness and we just su like there's so 372 00:18:02.839 --> 00:18:06.400 many people that don't even they don't even want the 373 00:18:06.440 --> 00:18:10.200 tears to even have a semblance of working like that. 374 00:18:10.359 --> 00:18:13.640 They're like dead sit against I'm like, what you still 375 00:18:13.680 --> 00:18:16.799 do live in America when you want them to? Man, 376 00:18:16.839 --> 00:18:19.960 I hope this works out. And but no, just so 377 00:18:20.039 --> 00:18:22.000 you can own somebody's like, man, I hope it fails. 378 00:18:22.240 --> 00:18:23.960 So like I say, oh, you see, I told you so. 379 00:18:24.119 --> 00:18:27.240 Trump ain't shit just for that that whole premise. It's 380 00:18:27.279 --> 00:18:32.200 like dog, well, I mean you gonna die too, your 381 00:18:32.279 --> 00:18:35.279 quote unquote. And people are talking about small businesses now, 382 00:18:35.319 --> 00:18:39.240 I'm like, U miss me with the small business. We 383 00:18:39.240 --> 00:18:41.720 were flying from the rooftops about a small business back 384 00:18:41.720 --> 00:18:44.119 in twenty twenty and y'all were doing this. It was 385 00:18:44.119 --> 00:18:48.519 the big bird people too, man, it was the big bird. 386 00:18:48.599 --> 00:18:51.240 Now they're like what about the small businesses. Oh you 387 00:18:51.240 --> 00:18:54.359 didn't care back then. And if the small business said today, 388 00:18:54.400 --> 00:18:56.319 won't gonna uh they weren't wanna make people wear a 389 00:18:56.359 --> 00:18:58.240 mask or get a jab. You was like, I hope 390 00:18:58.240 --> 00:19:01.039 they go to jail and die, right, Hell, why they 391 00:19:01.119 --> 00:19:05.559 had it? I mean, what's the deal? You know what 392 00:19:05.599 --> 00:19:08.799 I'm saying. We're just picking and choosing. That's all everybody's doing. 393 00:19:08.880 --> 00:19:12.680 So I mean, you know, if we got and I 394 00:19:12.720 --> 00:19:15.279 was hearing some of the ship that supposedly we get 395 00:19:15.279 --> 00:19:18.920 from get from China, folks talking about like avocados and 396 00:19:18.960 --> 00:19:27.000 shitn't like nigga, you don't need no avocados. See folks 397 00:19:27.000 --> 00:19:29.920 you talking about Oh well, I mean, we ain't gonna 398 00:19:29.920 --> 00:19:33.880 have fidget spinners or whatever. Man, who cares. I mean, 399 00:19:33.880 --> 00:19:36.319 if they stop sending me bullshit, okay whatever. You know 400 00:19:36.359 --> 00:19:39.880 what I'm saying. I mean, it's all good. I mean, 401 00:19:39.920 --> 00:19:40.359