1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,000 Speaker 1: What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the 2 00:00:03,080 --> 00:00:06,320 Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're picking up where we 3 00:00:06,400 --> 00:00:11,480 left off with Virginia Robert's memoir The Playboy's Billionaire Club. 4 00:00:12,759 --> 00:00:15,599 No pretty girl is safe from the allurement of these villains, 5 00:00:15,599 --> 00:00:18,399 procuring the youth off of every street in the world. 6 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:21,760 I knew that day, more than ever before, those morals 7 00:00:21,760 --> 00:00:24,839 did not exist for people like this. Jeffrey once told 8 00:00:24,839 --> 00:00:27,920 me that every girl he had sexual relations with has 9 00:00:27,960 --> 00:00:32,039 benefited in their career, finances or an achievement in marriage 10 00:00:32,439 --> 00:00:36,039 with a successful colleague of his. Mine was the massage career, 11 00:00:36,799 --> 00:00:39,840 ever so often still giving me a lesson from a professional, 12 00:00:40,039 --> 00:00:43,000 which kept me quiet for a while Longer. I thought 13 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:44,880 I was already knee deep in this world. If I 14 00:00:44,920 --> 00:00:47,920 gave up, after putting myself through all of this hell, 15 00:00:48,159 --> 00:00:51,920 it would have all been for nothing. So I treaded lightly, constantly, 16 00:00:51,920 --> 00:00:55,439 at risk of being replaced by another willing participant and 17 00:00:55,520 --> 00:00:59,000 playing the eager student he wanted me to be. We 18 00:00:59,039 --> 00:01:01,679 met Galainne and Emmy in NYC, and it wasn't a 19 00:01:01,679 --> 00:01:04,640 blissful reunion as I hoped for. Wanting a break from 20 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:06,640 all of this, I was just looking forward to getting 21 00:01:06,680 --> 00:01:09,400 back to Palm Beach, not leaving for a further four 22 00:01:09,400 --> 00:01:11,879 more days. I got home late in the evening, as 23 00:01:11,920 --> 00:01:14,920 Jeffrey invited me out to the movies after he had 24 00:01:14,959 --> 00:01:17,599 relaxed at his house for a while. After landing, I 25 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:19,840 put my keys through the door to my apartment and 26 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:23,400 walked into a quiet house, not thinking anyone was at home. 27 00:01:23,680 --> 00:01:26,239 I set my suitcase on the floor and put my 28 00:01:26,280 --> 00:01:29,879 cell phone on charges I always did to be accessible 29 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:33,159 for whenever Jeffrey and Glenn would call. I went to 30 00:01:33,159 --> 00:01:35,000 get a drink out of the fridge, and I heard 31 00:01:35,000 --> 00:01:37,000 some noises coming out of the back of my apartment, 32 00:01:37,319 --> 00:01:40,319 where my bedroom was. I started back there and slowly 33 00:01:40,359 --> 00:01:43,480 turned my doorknob to reveal TJ on top of another girl. 34 00:01:43,920 --> 00:01:46,840 When they noticed they weren't alone anymore, TJ got off 35 00:01:46,879 --> 00:01:50,159 her with promptness. I recognized as a girl from seeing 36 00:01:50,159 --> 00:01:52,799 her around at parties, and she was the town lowey, 37 00:01:53,120 --> 00:01:56,760 scattering her trail of guys along with her presumable diseases. 38 00:01:57,280 --> 00:01:59,920 And I wasn't shy to verbalize that when she tried 39 00:01:59,920 --> 00:02:03,079 to open her mouth and calm the heated situation between TJ, 40 00:02:03,159 --> 00:02:06,280 and I. She didn't like her cards on the table 41 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:08,479 in front of the guy she was screwing around with, 42 00:02:08,719 --> 00:02:10,680 and got up in a fit of rage to attack me, 43 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:14,120 still nude, with only my new white sheets to cover 44 00:02:14,199 --> 00:02:16,520 her body. I threw her out of my house along 45 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:19,719 with TJ. I've been paying for your way for months, 46 00:02:19,879 --> 00:02:22,000 only finding out you're sleeping with the biggest slut and 47 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:25,159 royal palm beach. At least have some dignity and higher 48 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:28,319 your standards. I didn't really have a leg to stand 49 00:02:28,360 --> 00:02:31,479 on since I had started this relationship giving him the 50 00:02:31,520 --> 00:02:34,000 knowledge I had a sugar daddy to answer to above him. 51 00:02:35,039 --> 00:02:37,120 You're gone all the time, and with that old man, 52 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:39,879 what did you expect me to do? He was right, 53 00:02:40,520 --> 00:02:42,879 I wanted what I couldn't have, but I needed some 54 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:46,319 time to cool down and accept my situation. I loved 55 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:49,159 having TJ around to come home to, and he used 56 00:02:49,199 --> 00:02:52,080 to be my best friend in school days I convinced 57 00:02:52,080 --> 00:02:55,319 myself of the lies I continued to accept. Days later, 58 00:02:55,599 --> 00:02:59,039 I was still not speaking with TJ. Mentally adjusting to 59 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:02,280 my circumstances, I thought i'd have the day off to relax, 60 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:06,199 since I hadn't been called all day until about five pm, 61 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:08,960 when Galayne called and said Jeffrey would like a massage 62 00:03:08,960 --> 00:03:12,080 in an hour. Grudgingly, I got up from relaxing on 63 00:03:12,120 --> 00:03:15,039 the couch, got dressed and put my makeup on, meeting 64 00:03:15,120 --> 00:03:19,360 wand downstairs. A half an hour later. Jeffrey was already 65 00:03:19,400 --> 00:03:22,319 lying on the massage table when I walked in. I 66 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:25,960 started the massage, being very quiet from my somber mood. 67 00:03:26,159 --> 00:03:29,080 When Jeffrey picked up on it and said, you know, 68 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:32,039 it's not good to massage people when you're angry. You 69 00:03:32,039 --> 00:03:35,240 could pass on negative energy. I wasn't sure if he 70 00:03:35,319 --> 00:03:37,800 was being serious or just trying to be nice so 71 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:40,240 I could speak about what was bothering me. Not being 72 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:42,919 able to contain my emotion any further, I told him 73 00:03:42,919 --> 00:03:45,400 what happened with TJ and broke down in tears. The 74 00:03:45,439 --> 00:03:48,199 little heart broke in from living such a lie. He 75 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:51,120 turned around from his massage and sincerely paused for a second, 76 00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:53,879 thinking he was going to console me, but instead he 77 00:03:53,960 --> 00:03:57,360 laughed at the very prospect of my notion that monogamous 78 00:03:57,400 --> 00:04:01,800 relationships ever existed. Are you serious? He said, he was 79 00:04:01,840 --> 00:04:04,120 only doing what every guy in the world does. You 80 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:07,919 can't hold that against him. I replied with a lighthearted gesture, 81 00:04:08,240 --> 00:04:11,479 whose side are you on anyway? His answer stuck with 82 00:04:11,479 --> 00:04:14,120 me for many years to come. I'm on your side, 83 00:04:14,159 --> 00:04:15,919 which is why I'm going to save you a lot 84 00:04:15,919 --> 00:04:18,920 of grief with this one tip. Never expect a man 85 00:04:18,959 --> 00:04:21,720 to be faithful, and you'll never be let down. It's 86 00:04:21,839 --> 00:04:25,879 just the way us men are genetically imprinted. The remainder 87 00:04:25,879 --> 00:04:28,560 of the massage, I just pretend like I wasn't further 88 00:04:28,639 --> 00:04:32,519 saddened by his response, but in fact, having tacked enlightened, 89 00:04:32,800 --> 00:04:35,160 I would never come to him for any other relationship 90 00:04:35,199 --> 00:04:38,439 advice ever again. He told me that I'd be fine 91 00:04:38,519 --> 00:04:40,959 if I just listened to my mentor. He still loved 92 00:04:41,040 --> 00:04:44,079 role playing the teacher and me the pupil, like the 93 00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:46,439 old days before he got rich and only used to 94 00:04:46,480 --> 00:04:50,360 be a college professor. I finished the massage and fulfilled 95 00:04:50,399 --> 00:04:54,040 my sexual duties before being sent home, wanting to collapse 96 00:04:54,079 --> 00:04:57,720 in anguish. TJ was outside my apartment door when I 97 00:04:57,759 --> 00:05:00,759 got there, his mom waiting downstairs in her minivan, just 98 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:04,399 in case I kicked him out again. He pleaded his 99 00:05:04,480 --> 00:05:06,800 guilt and promised that he would never see her again, 100 00:05:07,160 --> 00:05:09,360 agreeing with me that she was a town slut, and 101 00:05:09,399 --> 00:05:11,800 he screwed up big time. I led him back into 102 00:05:11,839 --> 00:05:14,360 my apartment and back into my life for that matter, 103 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:16,759 but more aware of the world I was being led 104 00:05:16,800 --> 00:05:21,279 into believing was of normal conduct accepted by everyone in 105 00:05:21,319 --> 00:05:24,720 this sick world. Jeffrey was going back to NYC and 106 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:26,680 told me to have a few days off before his 107 00:05:26,720 --> 00:05:29,600 assistant at the office would arrange an e ticket on 108 00:05:29,639 --> 00:05:31,920 a commercial flight for me to join him later in 109 00:05:31,959 --> 00:05:34,879 the week. I had just made loads of money from 110 00:05:34,920 --> 00:05:38,319 my previous trip and wanted to relax like any teenager does, 111 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,959 so I threw a hotel party that weekend on Singer 112 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:44,959 Island and Rivera Beach, inviting only a small group of 113 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:48,519 friends to begin with. The hotel room quickly filled up 114 00:05:48,560 --> 00:05:51,199 with a flood of teens and the pumping music was blaring. 115 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:54,480 The room had a balcony overlooking the pool and the 116 00:05:54,519 --> 00:05:57,480 beach that became the smoker section. I wasn't a real 117 00:05:57,519 --> 00:06:00,519 smoker at that point, preferring to have a p or 118 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:03,240 a spiffed blunt instead, so I made it to my 119 00:06:03,360 --> 00:06:06,040 rule to go outside, trying to prevent holes in the carpet. 120 00:06:06,399 --> 00:06:09,360 But it didn't last too long. When our forbidden walls 121 00:06:09,360 --> 00:06:12,519 came tumbling down. Making so much money that I could 122 00:06:12,560 --> 00:06:16,600 supply my wild parties with an assortment of drugs like trips, ecstasy, 123 00:06:16,600 --> 00:06:19,839 and coke, as well as an abundance of alcohol that 124 00:06:19,959 --> 00:06:23,439 TJ had all the contacts for. Made my fellow teens 125 00:06:23,480 --> 00:06:27,199 admire me. It definitely gave me a head swell, thinking 126 00:06:27,279 --> 00:06:30,120 here I was so young, but so grown up already, 127 00:06:30,120 --> 00:06:32,360 with all of my peers from high school looking up 128 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:35,279 to me. In the wee hours of the morning, we 129 00:06:35,279 --> 00:06:38,680 were still going hard, with our pupils dilated into little 130 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:42,199 black diamonds. We were all having in depth conversations about 131 00:06:42,240 --> 00:06:44,639 life and where we would all end up. When this 132 00:06:44,759 --> 00:06:47,439 charad was all said and done. Nobody got to sleep 133 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:50,240 that night as the room slowly dwindled in numbers as 134 00:06:50,279 --> 00:06:53,079 people were finding their way home to recover from the 135 00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:57,839 repercussions of drugs wearing down out of their intoxicated system. 136 00:06:58,079 --> 00:07:00,160 When I flew out to NYC to meet Jeffrey the 137 00:07:00,199 --> 00:07:03,120 next day, I was still in a horrible state, not 138 00:07:03,279 --> 00:07:05,240 knowing what was wrong with me. Thinking it was just 139 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:09,399 a bad come down. I rushed out of the elevator 140 00:07:09,879 --> 00:07:12,600 and down the hall to my room, sweating profusely to 141 00:07:12,680 --> 00:07:14,560 make it just in time to the toilet to throw 142 00:07:14,639 --> 00:07:18,040 up bile again. For the uncountable time since getting off 143 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:20,800 the plane, I was having intense cramps in my stomach, 144 00:07:21,040 --> 00:07:22,839 and when I was called down to meet Jeffrey in 145 00:07:22,839 --> 00:07:25,519 the massage room, I had to decline for the first time. 146 00:07:26,079 --> 00:07:28,600 I told the housekeeper that I wasn't feeling very ill 147 00:07:28,839 --> 00:07:31,439 after the flight, maybe some of the food for lunch, 148 00:07:31,639 --> 00:07:34,519 and needed to lie down for a while. Nobody came 149 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:36,759 up to check on me for hours or even called. 150 00:07:37,959 --> 00:07:40,399 Waking up from my much needed nap, I pulled the 151 00:07:40,439 --> 00:07:42,600 expense of white sheets to find myself in a pool 152 00:07:42,639 --> 00:07:45,319 of my own sweat and blood. I was covered in 153 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:48,639 red stains that drenched the pants I was wearing. I 154 00:07:48,680 --> 00:07:50,959 had no idea what was going on. I could only 155 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:53,519 focus on the dire amount of pain I was in. 156 00:07:53,519 --> 00:07:56,800 In between the heaves of throwing up and crying simultaneously, 157 00:07:57,600 --> 00:07:59,680 I was able to reach the phone and call the 158 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:03,120 house On the intercom, I told her that I needed 159 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:06,360 to go to a hospital immediately and slam the phone down, 160 00:08:06,399 --> 00:08:09,399 only to fall back to the floor, hurtled in a ball. 161 00:08:10,759 --> 00:08:13,199 She didn't hesitate in, calling Golaine, who ran up to 162 00:08:13,199 --> 00:08:16,399 see what was wrong. Golaine then called Jeffrey, who was 163 00:08:16,399 --> 00:08:18,480 in his office at the time, and told them to 164 00:08:18,560 --> 00:08:20,680 hurry up to my level, stressing to him that it 165 00:08:20,759 --> 00:08:23,920 was an emergency, thinking that they really cared about me 166 00:08:24,199 --> 00:08:26,480 for the first time since I had known them, They 167 00:08:26,519 --> 00:08:29,560 came with me to the hospital. With me. Now I 168 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:32,200 realized I was only a liability in getting them caught, 169 00:08:32,399 --> 00:08:34,960 and they needed to get the doctors before I could 170 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:38,679 say something incriminating. They were suspecting the worst now and 171 00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:41,440 seeing he never wore a condom with me and from 172 00:08:41,440 --> 00:08:45,080 our previous conversations, they knew I always made TJ ware one, 173 00:08:45,399 --> 00:08:49,000 they feared the situation at hand when he saw the 174 00:08:49,039 --> 00:08:51,480 catastrophic state I was in. At that point, I was 175 00:08:51,480 --> 00:08:53,759 a housemaid who helped me get up and assisted me 176 00:08:53,879 --> 00:08:56,399 down to the car where Jojo was waiting for me. 177 00:08:57,120 --> 00:08:59,399 He drove us to either Lennox Hill Hospital or Mount 178 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:02,639 Sinai he can't remember as it was so blurry. In 179 00:09:02,720 --> 00:09:06,440 such a condition, rushed in for immedia testing, I was 180 00:09:06,519 --> 00:09:10,919 uncontrollably vomiting and in so much agony. I was given 181 00:09:10,960 --> 00:09:13,399 an injection to help me subside the intense pain, and 182 00:09:13,480 --> 00:09:15,799 a nurse came in to ask who would pay for this, 183 00:09:16,120 --> 00:09:18,720 and although I insisted my parents' insurance still covered me, 184 00:09:19,080 --> 00:09:22,039 Jeffrey persisted that he could take all of the medical 185 00:09:22,080 --> 00:09:25,840 bills and gave the nurse his information. When the pain 186 00:09:25,879 --> 00:09:29,600 relief kicked in, everything and everyone dwindled away, until I 187 00:09:29,639 --> 00:09:33,000 felt like Alice in Wonderland who just swallowed the shrinking tablet, 188 00:09:33,240 --> 00:09:35,840 and everyone standing around me seemed to move so quick, 189 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:39,960 speak so loud, and hover above me. When I awoke 190 00:09:40,039 --> 00:09:43,000 from my induced state, I was alone in a different room, 191 00:09:43,519 --> 00:09:45,759 not knowing at all what went on, but feeling a 192 00:09:45,759 --> 00:09:48,159 little better. I called in the nurse, who looked through 193 00:09:48,200 --> 00:09:51,679 my charts and checked my vital signs, then told me 194 00:09:51,759 --> 00:09:54,120 the doctor would be in shortly to inform me of 195 00:09:54,159 --> 00:09:57,720 the conclusion to my illness. He was a tall man 196 00:09:57,759 --> 00:10:00,840 with dark hair and a hardened look about him, obviously 197 00:10:00,879 --> 00:10:03,720 from his job in constantly seeing the words Tara stories 198 00:10:03,960 --> 00:10:06,600 Man could think of. He just bluntly told me that 199 00:10:06,639 --> 00:10:10,639 I had miscarried in early stages of pregnancy. I should 200 00:10:10,639 --> 00:10:13,000 be fine to go home as soon as the course 201 00:10:13,039 --> 00:10:17,200 of intravenous antibiotics was complete the news, sunk in fast 202 00:10:17,399 --> 00:10:20,519 and hit a deep nerve. I waited for the doctor 203 00:10:20,759 --> 00:10:23,240 to close the curtain before I let out any emotion 204 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:26,919 and cried from my disastrous lifestyle that was dragging me 205 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:29,399 into a world that I wanted a break out of. 206 00:10:30,440 --> 00:10:33,440 This reoccurring cycle of believing I needed men like Jeffrey 207 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:36,200 to succeed in my life was draining the last bits 208 00:10:36,240 --> 00:10:39,360 of sensitivity left in my heart. I was picked up 209 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:42,080 by Jeffrey himself, who took the doctor alone to the 210 00:10:42,120 --> 00:10:45,200 side of the busy hallway and had a private conversation 211 00:10:45,279 --> 00:10:49,919 about something Jeffrey wasn't comforting at all. Instead, he sent 212 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:52,159 me back home to rest for a couple of weeks, 213 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:55,600 and I only fell deeper into depression, using all forms 214 00:10:55,600 --> 00:10:58,960 of self medication to treat my sorrows. All right, folks, 215 00:10:58,960 --> 00:11:01,440 we're gonna wrap up thisisode right here, and in the 216 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:03,559 next episode dealing with the topic, we're going to pick 217 00:11:03,639 --> 00:11:06,519 up where we left off. All of the information that 218 00:11:06,559 --> 00:11:09,960 goes with this episode can be found in the description box. 219 00:11:10,080 --> 00:11:12,879 What's up, everyone, and welcome to another episode of the 220 00:11:12,919 --> 00:11:16,360 Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, we're picking up where we 221 00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:20,519 left off with the memoir by Virginia Roberts The Billionaire 222 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:25,200 Playboys Club. Two weeks later, as if Jeffrey was trying 223 00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:27,399 to lighten my spirits, he told me I'd be going 224 00:11:27,399 --> 00:11:29,480 to his island to meet a new client. He is 225 00:11:29,519 --> 00:11:33,639 a Harvard professor named Stephen redacted. We know it's Stephen Pinker. 226 00:11:33,879 --> 00:11:36,279 I would be spending two days with him, showing him 227 00:11:36,320 --> 00:11:38,960 around the island, dining with him, and treating him to 228 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:42,600 a massage whenever he wanted. And just to interject here, 229 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:48,159 Stephen Pinker has me blocked on Twitter. Imagine coward. Without 230 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:50,720 Jeffrey even verbalizing the need to have sex with him, 231 00:11:50,879 --> 00:11:53,240 he told me to keep him happy, like I had 232 00:11:53,240 --> 00:11:56,720 my first client. I packed my suitcase with an island 233 00:11:56,720 --> 00:11:59,960 apparel and kiss TJ goodbye, who at least offered me 234 00:12:00,159 --> 00:12:03,840 a warm embrace upon the news of my miscarriage, but 235 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:08,200 none other than that, knowing it wasn't his. Stephen was 236 00:12:08,240 --> 00:12:10,679 a quirky little man with white hair and a mad 237 00:12:10,720 --> 00:12:14,399 scientist look about him. We arrived separately, and I greeted 238 00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:17,200 him with one of the housekeepers, picked him up from 239 00:12:17,200 --> 00:12:20,200 the airport and arrived by boat instead of helicopter, as 240 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:24,159 Jeffrey and Glane often arrive on We made our acquaintances, 241 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:26,720 and he looked as if he was tripping over himself 242 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:30,799 with words, obviously delighted with his company and location for 243 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:33,759 the weekend. I showed him around as Jeffrey had asked, 244 00:12:33,879 --> 00:12:36,720 and took him on an adventurous quad bike ride around 245 00:12:36,720 --> 00:12:39,519 the small curvy pass, leading the way and letting loose 246 00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:42,600 my hair, doing something that gave me a natural high 247 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:47,080 instead of the prescription one. The sites alone were breathtaking 248 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:50,039 from the mountainous peaks of the untouched parts of the island. 249 00:12:50,399 --> 00:12:53,120 We sat at a cliff and just sat there, not 250 00:12:53,120 --> 00:12:56,120 saying a word to each other besides to compliment the 251 00:12:56,120 --> 00:12:59,519 site's mother nature had appealed to us. I didn't feel 252 00:12:59,559 --> 00:13:02,399 as if I owed this stranger anything but what was 253 00:13:02,440 --> 00:13:06,200 expected to me by Jeffrey, and I could be polite. 254 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,320 I just couldn't be myself. We got back to the 255 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:12,039 main villa to see what time dinner would be served 256 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:15,000 so we could have time to unpack and clean up beforehand. 257 00:13:15,519 --> 00:13:18,039 We both met him at six pm for dinner on 258 00:13:18,159 --> 00:13:20,600 the outside veranda. He sat at the head of the 259 00:13:20,639 --> 00:13:23,320 table and I sat next to him. Politely folding my 260 00:13:23,399 --> 00:13:26,600 napkin to put in my lap. The first time Jeffrey 261 00:13:26,639 --> 00:13:29,120 and Glaine had seen me cut meat and eat with 262 00:13:29,159 --> 00:13:32,080 a fork and knife, they were so appalled making fun 263 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:36,320 of my unsophisticated habits. Glaine took the forking knife in 264 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:39,000 her hands and proceeded to show me how to politely 265 00:13:39,039 --> 00:13:42,480 cut my food neat Now that my mannerisms had improved, 266 00:13:42,679 --> 00:13:45,039 they wouldn't have to be worried about my etiquette when 267 00:13:45,039 --> 00:13:48,480 someone important was around anyone. We both drank the red 268 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:51,039 wine supplied on the table, and it seemed to warm 269 00:13:51,039 --> 00:13:53,879 me up on the breezy night. By the time dinner 270 00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:57,320 was served and another red wine bottle, he seemed to 271 00:13:57,320 --> 00:14:00,519 get funnier. I made fun of his tasseled hair, and 272 00:14:00,639 --> 00:14:03,000 he poked at me for my skinny legs, calling me 273 00:14:03,039 --> 00:14:06,279 a wanna be anorexic. When dessert was brought out, he 274 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:08,720 asked if he could receive one of the delightful massages 275 00:14:08,879 --> 00:14:12,000 he had been hearing about from Jeffrey. I got more 276 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:15,240 red wine down and sweetly complied with his offer, dreading 277 00:14:15,279 --> 00:14:17,559 the moment I'd have to see his naked body, let 278 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:21,039 alone touch it, I asked a housekeeper Kathy that had 279 00:14:21,080 --> 00:14:23,600 been serving us that night, to please have someone set 280 00:14:23,679 --> 00:14:26,840 up a massage bed in one of the cabanas. I 281 00:14:26,919 --> 00:14:29,360 went to my room to down a fuse annex, telling 282 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:31,960 him I wanted to freshen up after dinner, but to 283 00:14:32,039 --> 00:14:34,519 meet me in his cabana in twenty minutes or so. 284 00:14:35,039 --> 00:14:37,200 I was ready to go, as I had said, twenty 285 00:14:37,240 --> 00:14:39,919 minutes later with the effects of the tablets mixed with 286 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:42,559 the red wine, and I would be free not to 287 00:14:42,600 --> 00:14:45,519 feel anything. He was still dressed when I got in 288 00:14:45,519 --> 00:14:48,600 the cabana, obviously not accustomed to this and a lot 289 00:14:48,639 --> 00:14:51,600 shyer than what I had been used to. I told 290 00:14:51,679 --> 00:14:53,840 him he'd need to undress and my face down on 291 00:14:53,919 --> 00:14:56,480 the table, putting a towel to cover his bare bottom 292 00:14:56,639 --> 00:15:00,320 to prevent him feeling embarrassed during the massage. I gave 293 00:15:00,360 --> 00:15:03,279 the massage my earnest as I always had, and quickly 294 00:15:03,399 --> 00:15:06,720 got through having intercourse with them, not wanting to make 295 00:15:06,759 --> 00:15:09,759 any foreplay or anything extravagant out of it. I let 296 00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:13,480 him think that's as good as it got, and by 297 00:15:13,519 --> 00:15:15,919 the smile on his face, I thought I had done enough. 298 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:18,559 The next day, I took him down to the beach 299 00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:20,840 for a real massage under a tiki hut on the 300 00:15:20,879 --> 00:15:24,240 water's edge. It was one of Jeffrey's favorite places to 301 00:15:24,279 --> 00:15:27,159 have a massage as he droned out to the sound 302 00:15:27,159 --> 00:15:31,480 of the waves and my gentle therapeutic strokes. Afterwards, we 303 00:15:31,559 --> 00:15:34,120 had lunch back at the main villa and went back 304 00:15:34,120 --> 00:15:36,679 down to the beach to swim out to the water 305 00:15:36,759 --> 00:15:40,279 trampoline about one hundred meters off the dock. He didn't 306 00:15:40,279 --> 00:15:43,200 do any bouncing around or anything like that. It was 307 00:15:43,279 --> 00:15:45,759 just a good base point for the rest spot after 308 00:15:45,799 --> 00:15:48,480 a long swim. What was really cool about it, though, 309 00:15:48,759 --> 00:15:50,759 was you could see through the mesh and watch fish 310 00:15:50,919 --> 00:15:54,440 swimming underneath. The rest of the afternoon, we spent by 311 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:58,080 the pool reading magazines and eating fruit plates. Eventually he 312 00:15:58,120 --> 00:15:59,879 went to his cabana to have an app Later on 313 00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:03,440 the night, after dinner and my mixed cocktail of Xanax 314 00:16:03,480 --> 00:16:05,879 and red wine, I asked if he felt like another 315 00:16:05,919 --> 00:16:08,919 massage before I went to bed. He just wanted to 316 00:16:08,919 --> 00:16:12,559 stay up watching movies in Jeffrey's theater room. As peculiar 317 00:16:12,720 --> 00:16:14,879 as that request was to me, I didn't argue it. 318 00:16:15,399 --> 00:16:18,000 I just hope I hadn't disappointed him. In any way 319 00:16:18,399 --> 00:16:20,960 that could make it back to Jeffrey. I showed him 320 00:16:20,960 --> 00:16:22,919 how to use the remote and turn the TV on 321 00:16:23,639 --> 00:16:26,480 when he was finished, before going to bed. The next morning, 322 00:16:26,519 --> 00:16:29,120 we were both catching a flight from Saint Thomas, and 323 00:16:29,159 --> 00:16:31,759 we had no time for anything other than breakfast in packing, 324 00:16:32,080 --> 00:16:34,759 which saved me from having to be too polite, and 325 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:37,600 we set our goodbyes from the terminal in the airport, 326 00:16:37,879 --> 00:16:42,159 both hurriedly off in separate directions. Thankfully, I arrived back 327 00:16:42,159 --> 00:16:44,600 in Palm Beach only to be told to catch another 328 00:16:44,639 --> 00:16:47,960 flight the next day to NYC, where Jeffrey would fix 329 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:50,000 me up the money he owed me from treating his 330 00:16:50,080 --> 00:16:54,879 colleague out to an entertaining weekend. I was fixed up 331 00:16:54,919 --> 00:16:57,919 more than I had usually made for two days, which 332 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:00,720 was great because that car I had been saving for 333 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:04,759 was finally within my reach. I had been waiting for 334 00:17:04,799 --> 00:17:07,720 the freedom of car gives every teenager for a long time, 335 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:11,039 and now I had over fifteen thousand dollars saved up. 336 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:13,480 I could pretty much afford to go by myself. A 337 00:17:13,559 --> 00:17:17,119 nice car outright, looking much better than the last time 338 00:17:17,160 --> 00:17:20,119 I saw. Jeffrey acknowledged it. I went to his office 339 00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:22,200 where he was waiting for me, and he had a 340 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:26,200 guest with him. She was unusual looking to the common 341 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:30,119 stereotype dropped dead gorgeous girls Jeffrey had normally introduced me 342 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:33,839 to of Asian descent. Her name was Renna. Jeffrey had 343 00:17:33,880 --> 00:17:36,440 met her at an art gallery where some of her 344 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:39,599 own artwork was on display. She had a bubbly persona 345 00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:42,279 about her, and I could then understand why Jeffrey liked 346 00:17:42,319 --> 00:17:45,559 her so much. She fit into the subservient category that 347 00:17:45,599 --> 00:17:48,759 he liked his girls to fall under. It was apparent 348 00:17:48,799 --> 00:17:50,880 to me that they had already slept together in the 349 00:17:50,920 --> 00:17:53,720 short time span they had met. As Her closeness was 350 00:17:53,759 --> 00:17:57,160 oddly noticeable, and I wondered what it was he was 351 00:17:57,200 --> 00:18:00,720 offering to her in exchange for her body. I found 352 00:18:00,759 --> 00:18:04,200 out later that Jeffrey was buying her artwork, promising her 353 00:18:04,279 --> 00:18:07,319 the world as an artist, telling her that he'd have 354 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:10,400 her work in all the museums in NYC and the 355 00:18:10,400 --> 00:18:14,799 best art exhibits. Everyone was promised something and seemed to 356 00:18:14,839 --> 00:18:17,160 be bought off in some way or another to be 357 00:18:17,240 --> 00:18:19,720 in his company. It was only a matter of time 358 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:23,359 that the truth would come out. To my own amazement, 359 00:18:23,480 --> 00:18:26,400 Reno was to be assisting me in Jeffrey's massage. This 360 00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:30,000 day not being a total knockout or anything spectacular looks wise, 361 00:18:30,200 --> 00:18:33,279 that is, but for some reason he seemed intrigued enough. 362 00:18:34,240 --> 00:18:36,880 As we made our way through the spectacular mansion. She 363 00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,759 was in total awe at every corner, commenting on the 364 00:18:39,799 --> 00:18:42,880 present artwork and the corps that we passed in every hall. 365 00:18:43,279 --> 00:18:46,160 It no longer seems so grandeur to me anymore, but 366 00:18:46,240 --> 00:18:49,359 hearing someone else speak about it in such excitement reminded 367 00:18:49,400 --> 00:18:52,160 me of the days when all of this scene so unforeseen. 368 00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:55,440 When we got to the massage room, or the dungeon 369 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:58,160 as I used to put it for the medieval looking appearance, 370 00:18:58,799 --> 00:19:01,640 we firstly, out of custom them all had a steam shower, 371 00:19:01,839 --> 00:19:04,799 where Jeffrey expected me to walk her through his servant's duties, 372 00:19:05,079 --> 00:19:07,720 telling her to take his other foot and start rubbing 373 00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:10,440 it in small circles and stroking the arches of his 374 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:15,440 foot rhythmically. Renna took to her instructions well and began 375 00:19:15,519 --> 00:19:19,279 massaging him too when we all went to the shower next, 376 00:19:19,640 --> 00:19:22,400 and she followed in my exact lead, washing his body 377 00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:26,279 as well. Jeffrey absolutely loved the fact that two teenage 378 00:19:26,319 --> 00:19:30,319 girls were duly pampering them. Jeffrey wanted to move to 379 00:19:30,359 --> 00:19:32,599 the massage bed, and I had to further begin to 380 00:19:32,640 --> 00:19:35,960 show her about the body. Upon his accord, she mimicked 381 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,759 my every move up his legs and buttocks, keeping up 382 00:19:38,799 --> 00:19:41,759 with every stroke, until he could not contain his arousal 383 00:19:41,839 --> 00:19:44,759 any longer, and was already requesting us to start kissing 384 00:19:44,839 --> 00:19:48,119 each other, the start of the very reason we had 385 00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:52,000 even met in the first place. He blatantly stopped the massage, 386 00:19:52,000 --> 00:19:54,920 nowhere near being complete, and turned over to announce his 387 00:19:54,960 --> 00:19:59,400 increased arousal in a physical abundance of grotesqueness. Moving over 388 00:19:59,480 --> 00:20:01,400 to the small couch in the corner of the room, 389 00:20:01,680 --> 00:20:03,839 he made space for her to lie me down on 390 00:20:03,880 --> 00:20:06,680 the massage table, as he had commanded him to do, 391 00:20:06,799 --> 00:20:09,720 in such domineering tone that he wasn't used to being 392 00:20:09,759 --> 00:20:13,640 spoken down to with. From that very moment onwards, and 393 00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:15,920 from the look on his face, he was telling for 394 00:20:16,039 --> 00:20:19,680 her to orchestraight an hour of deliverance upon my meek nature. 395 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:23,279 He started to stroke his erect manhood as he was 396 00:20:23,319 --> 00:20:25,960 being tantalized, watching her take over every inch of my 397 00:20:26,039 --> 00:20:30,079 body in a dominating act of seduction. I was left 398 00:20:30,119 --> 00:20:33,279 breathless and sore after my first introduction into the world 399 00:20:33,279 --> 00:20:37,279 of s and m. Renna considered herself the dominatrix. She 400 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:40,960 loved bondage, whipping, hitting, and eventually cutting her sex partner 401 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:43,920 with little sharp knives until they subdued to her punishment 402 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:48,079 and agonizing pain. She was absolutely crazy if you were 403 00:20:48,079 --> 00:20:50,519 to ask me, and I couldn't help but wonder what 404 00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:53,240 got her into this in the first place. All I 405 00:20:53,359 --> 00:20:57,519 knew was that Jeffrey was absurdly taking into the appeal 406 00:20:57,559 --> 00:21:00,240 of watching us to interact, often with her act acting 407 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:03,240 as my mistress, who would fondle me with an insurmountable 408 00:21:03,279 --> 00:21:07,160 amount of whips and toys. Then she would love to 409 00:21:07,160 --> 00:21:09,960 finish off every session by hitting me across the face 410 00:21:10,119 --> 00:21:11,960 with a hard blow from the back of her hand 411 00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:15,359 and sneering over my curled up body, showing Jeffrey her 412 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:19,440 ability to make others surrender to her extreme force. She 413 00:21:19,519 --> 00:21:22,359 could be so opposite all of a sudden and be 414 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,880 tenderly intimate with Jeffrey, stroking his penis lovingly and even 415 00:21:25,920 --> 00:21:28,960 speaking in baby talk to him. Would he seemed to adore. 416 00:21:29,720 --> 00:21:32,559 He loved paring us up so much that within months 417 00:21:32,599 --> 00:21:35,559 he made Renta an official, renting her an apartment at 418 00:21:35,559 --> 00:21:38,079 the same place he had one for me. During my 419 00:21:38,160 --> 00:21:42,119 extensive trips out to NYC, sending us out shopping together 420 00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:45,640 at all of the underground CD sex stores downtown, we 421 00:21:45,680 --> 00:21:48,839 would bring him back thousands of dollars worth of sexy outfits, 422 00:21:49,079 --> 00:21:52,960 sex toys, and bondage material. His favorite one was a 423 00:21:52,960 --> 00:21:56,160 black leather studded collar that led down the back of 424 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:59,519 my spine to cuff my hands and feet together, offering 425 00:21:59,559 --> 00:22:03,400 Renna the most compromising positions to wield her afflictions, one 426 00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:07,359 she was excited to pick out for my usage. She 427 00:22:07,559 --> 00:22:10,759 was good at eradicating my softer side, though, helping me 428 00:22:10,839 --> 00:22:14,240 forge an unpredictable scenario of me turning the tables on her, 429 00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:17,559 making her at my will instead of me always being 430 00:22:17,559 --> 00:22:21,680 at her twisted discretion. Jeffrey loved the rivalry between us, 431 00:22:21,799 --> 00:22:24,480 both striving to dominate the other one, but to me 432 00:22:24,799 --> 00:22:27,799 it was just another way of surviving her punishment all 433 00:22:27,839 --> 00:22:30,640 for show. I thought she was a madam let loose 434 00:22:30,799 --> 00:22:34,759 in the torturesome domain of violent sex and unbearable beatings. 435 00:22:35,599 --> 00:22:37,519 I wasn't sure how long I could hold off this 436 00:22:37,599 --> 00:22:40,440 charade of snm I just didn't want Jeffrey to think 437 00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:43,839 I couldn't give him everything that she could, always being 438 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:47,599 replaceable in his company. She and I could often come 439 00:22:47,640 --> 00:22:50,119 across as good friends to his blind eye, but it 440 00:22:50,160 --> 00:22:52,880 was only a matter of time before the animosity inside 441 00:22:52,920 --> 00:22:55,680 of me was going to snab. Doing normal things too 442 00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:58,240 made it all bearable. Having a lot of similar interests. 443 00:22:58,319 --> 00:23:00,559 We did fun things like go to the theater to 444 00:23:00,599 --> 00:23:03,680 watch Phantom of the Opera, or visit several historical and 445 00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:07,759 art museums together afterwards treating ourselves to a giant piece 446 00:23:07,759 --> 00:23:11,920 of greasy NYC style pizza. Like I said, we really 447 00:23:12,039 --> 00:23:15,319 liked each other purely as friends, but the dominance in 448 00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:18,680 the massage chambers was taking its toll on our strange friendship. 449 00:23:19,759 --> 00:23:23,599 One average trip back to NYC, she surprised Jeffrey with 450 00:23:23,720 --> 00:23:26,319 the six by six foot oil painting of her and 451 00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:29,240 Eye lying nude in a yin and yang position facing 452 00:23:29,279 --> 00:23:33,319 each other. Although we were soliciting each other with sexual innuendo, 453 00:23:33,599 --> 00:23:37,839 the picture was still very carefully orchestrated to perfectly betray 454 00:23:37,920 --> 00:23:41,640 the darker side of Jeffrey's thrills. It was an amazing 455 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:44,519 piece of work, besides the lewdness of it, But she 456 00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:48,000 would have known that's exactly what kind of art Jeffrey liked. 457 00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:51,359 He was so astounded by her gift, as he had 458 00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:54,079 previously asked her to construct a small painting of us together, 459 00:23:54,319 --> 00:23:57,279 but was not expecting anything of this grand magnitude she 460 00:23:57,319 --> 00:23:59,920 had presented him with. He lifted her from the ground 461 00:24:00,279 --> 00:24:03,440 and twirled her around before he thanked her profusely and 462 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:07,279 embellished her with this profound gratitude. The only thing Jeffrey 463 00:24:07,279 --> 00:24:09,400 had to offer, he handed her a small wat of 464 00:24:09,400 --> 00:24:13,079 cash as her payment. It was the most appreciation I 465 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:16,599 had ever seen him, showing a girl obviously moved by 466 00:24:16,599 --> 00:24:20,319 her gesture. He got her an exhibit in NYC's Metropolitan 467 00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:23,000 Museum of Art, where she submitted her very own piece. 468 00:24:23,559 --> 00:24:26,240 She sculpted an image of my headshot out of clay, 469 00:24:26,519 --> 00:24:28,880 shaping it with the strands of my long hair blowing 470 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:33,279 across my face. I was taken aback myself at her creation. 471 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,880 She really did have an amazing talent. If not for 472 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:39,359 her meaner streak, she would have been a great friend. 473 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:42,359 I will never forget Renna for all of the ups 474 00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:45,119 and the downs that we endured together. All Right, folks, 475 00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:47,000 we're gonna wrap up right here, and in the next 476 00:24:47,000 --> 00:24:49,759 episode we're gonna pick up or we left off. All 477 00:24:49,799 --> 00:24:52,160 of the information that goes with this episode can be 478 00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:55,599 found in the description box. What's up, everyone, and welcome 479 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:59,160 to another episode of the Epstein Chronicles. In this episode, 480 00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:03,079 where diving right back to Virginia Roberts memoir The Billionaire 481 00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:08,119 Playboys Club. It wasn't too much longer before I finally 482 00:25:08,160 --> 00:25:10,319 had enough of the abuse in the bedroom, and I 483 00:25:10,359 --> 00:25:12,519 had to tell Jeffrey that I was what I was feeling. 484 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:14,960 She was getting even more violent as time went on, 485 00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:18,599 and with her questioning me and Jeffrey why she didn't 486 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:20,960 get brought on long trips with him. She didn't get 487 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:23,000 the fact that she was just a tool for him 488 00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:27,200 to use. Jeffrey said he was already thinking about getting 489 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,160 rid of her off of his regular list. He said 490 00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:32,640 she was becoming too clingy and he didn't like the 491 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:36,400 clinginess or jealousy. I never even got to say goodbye 492 00:25:36,519 --> 00:25:39,240 or take opportunity to keep her as a friend, like 493 00:25:39,279 --> 00:25:41,519 a girlfriend to catch up with once in a while. 494 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,839 But that's how it was with Jeffrey. One day you 495 00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:49,519 sat under his blanket of comfortability, and the next, without warning, 496 00:25:49,559 --> 00:25:52,920 you could be discarded like yesterday's news. She would have 497 00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:55,519 taken it hard, but that's the game we were playing, 498 00:25:55,799 --> 00:25:58,279 and it was for those who knew what lines not 499 00:25:58,319 --> 00:26:01,599 to cross. I was further surprise the next day when 500 00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:04,519 Jeffrey gave me one thousand dollars to go shopping downtown 501 00:26:04,839 --> 00:26:08,160 Manhattan to find a classy dress. On top of being 502 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:11,839 sent to the exclusive beauty salon of celebrity stylist Frederick 503 00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:15,039 Forrakai for a new look. It was amazing to be 504 00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:19,400 pampered like royalty. I walked out of their feeling like 505 00:26:19,559 --> 00:26:21,920 I had replaced a young girl with a young woman. 506 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:25,599 I felt beautiful. He had yet another surprise in store 507 00:26:25,599 --> 00:26:28,559 for me. Glenn called and told me I needed to 508 00:26:28,599 --> 00:26:31,480 go to a photo developing store and ask them for 509 00:26:31,559 --> 00:26:36,279 two ID photos, then bring them downtown to Jeffrey's Manhattan office. 510 00:26:36,440 --> 00:26:39,279 Weird request, I thought I was more used to posing 511 00:26:39,759 --> 00:26:42,640 in full body shots being sexually exposed. As a gift 512 00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:45,839 for Jeffrey, I did as they asked and took my 513 00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:49,160 two photos into the office where Jeffrey's assistant was waiting 514 00:26:49,160 --> 00:26:52,160 for my arrival, still not telling me what the headshots 515 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,880 were for. She took them from me and told me 516 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:57,480 to have a seat for a second. A moment later, 517 00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,480 I heard Jeffrey call me into his office. I like 518 00:27:00,519 --> 00:27:02,599 what you've done with your hair. You've gone more blonde, 519 00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:06,119 suit your glowing ten. I replied with an appreciative thank 520 00:27:06,119 --> 00:27:09,200 you for sending me to such a renounced hairstylist and 521 00:27:09,319 --> 00:27:12,880 shopping money. I showed on my fines for the day, 522 00:27:13,079 --> 00:27:15,799 an elegant off the shoulder navy blue dress that had 523 00:27:15,799 --> 00:27:19,839 two layers that would swoosh and sway with my every stride. 524 00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:22,480 I couldn't wait to wear it on a special occasion, 525 00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:25,119 and I wouldn't have to The pictures I had to 526 00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:27,759 bring them, as would proceed to tell me, were for 527 00:27:27,880 --> 00:27:31,279 my first passport. I was so excited. We were going 528 00:27:31,319 --> 00:27:33,519 to France for a close friend of Jeffrey and Glane's 529 00:27:33,519 --> 00:27:38,559 birthday party, famed supermodel Naomi Campbell. I was so overjoyed 530 00:27:38,599 --> 00:27:41,960 with excitement. Loo girl my age with a background like 531 00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:45,119 mine was attending socialized parties and globe trotting the world. 532 00:27:45,920 --> 00:27:47,960 It only made it harder for me to see beyond 533 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:50,960 the elusive walls I had put up to protect myself 534 00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:54,839 from the appalling truth. We left in early April, first 535 00:27:54,839 --> 00:27:58,160 going to London, Paris, and then our final destination being 536 00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:02,880 Sanchrope in southern France. If Hallmark had a postcard, Santrope 537 00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:05,279 would definitely be on the front of it. It was 538 00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:09,119 beautiful spring weather and everywhere you looked, women were dressed 539 00:28:09,319 --> 00:28:12,480 and bikini tops branded with some kind of designer label 540 00:28:12,519 --> 00:28:15,839 embedded into it, and men were following them around like 541 00:28:16,359 --> 00:28:19,640 harping dogs in heat. In all of the elegance of 542 00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:23,960 the Mediterranean, san Trope was an impressive landmark. Jeffrey and 543 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,720 Glane were staying in one of the private cottages on 544 00:28:26,759 --> 00:28:29,200 the park on the grounds, while Emmy and I stayed 545 00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:33,319 in separate quarters inside the hotel. The old style cobblestone 546 00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:37,119 streets were lined with boutique shops and beauty parlors. It 547 00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:40,240 was the hedonistic stopping grounds of the beyond rich and famous. 548 00:28:41,079 --> 00:28:43,799 The next day we went to lunch at the grand 549 00:28:43,799 --> 00:28:46,960 opening of the infamous Nikki Beach Club, where a cheap 550 00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:49,880 glass of champagne costs around two hundred dollars and if 551 00:28:49,880 --> 00:28:52,960 you're not keeping the alcohol consumption, flowing like water, you'd 552 00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:55,160 be asked to leave to make way for the constant 553 00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:59,079 flow of prosperous patrons. That's where I first got to 554 00:28:59,079 --> 00:29:03,000 meet Naomi Campbell. She was wearing the typical attire strutting 555 00:29:03,039 --> 00:29:07,079 around Southern France, a dng bikini top and wrap around 556 00:29:07,079 --> 00:29:10,160 mini skirt to go over her swimsuit bikini. She was 557 00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:15,559 so tall and stunningly beautiful. Her charisma was energetic, funny, 558 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,200 and everyone seemed to hang off of her every word 559 00:29:18,440 --> 00:29:21,480 and laugh at her every joke. Glenn and Jeffrey kissed 560 00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:23,720 her cheeks and wished her a happy birthday, and then 561 00:29:23,759 --> 00:29:28,000 I was introduced and followed in their suite. She had 562 00:29:28,039 --> 00:29:31,279 surrounded by a league of assistants, friends and fans, which 563 00:29:31,319 --> 00:29:33,640 didn't make it easy for us to all converse, but 564 00:29:33,759 --> 00:29:36,839 she got enough time in to invite us a bordiyacht 565 00:29:37,599 --> 00:29:39,599 of a fellow she was kind of seeing at the 566 00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:44,400 time for the before party ahead of tonight's event. We 567 00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:46,559 went back to the hotel and I gave Jeffrey a 568 00:29:46,559 --> 00:29:49,200 massage in his room before we all headed down to 569 00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:50,960 the pool to soak in some of the years for 570 00:29:51,079 --> 00:29:55,160 sun rays. I loved wearing my new ball gown and 571 00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:58,680 feeling like a princess. It was absolutely sensational and made 572 00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:01,720 me feel as if I floated in the dress. I 573 00:30:01,839 --> 00:30:04,599 swept up my long hair in a twisted clip, only 574 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:07,680 letting down a few curly strands, and layered on the mascara, 575 00:30:08,519 --> 00:30:11,839 receiving many compliments throughout the evening. When we eventually left 576 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:15,039 the yacht to make our appearance at the main birthday bash, 577 00:30:15,119 --> 00:30:17,680 I couldn't help but feel excitement for the party to come. 578 00:30:18,119 --> 00:30:20,559 It was the first celebrity birthday bash I had ever 579 00:30:20,599 --> 00:30:24,680 been to. Being introduced to model after model and the 580 00:30:24,799 --> 00:30:28,400 rich men that followed them around became dizzying. Jeffrey sat 581 00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:31,359 back and watched as I buoyantly worked the dance floor, 582 00:30:31,759 --> 00:30:35,359 coming back to wear the table where he was only 583 00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:37,680 to grab another glass of champagne every now and then. 584 00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:40,839 Every so often he had introduced me to someone new, 585 00:30:41,079 --> 00:30:44,359 pulling me aside to show off his eager young messuse 586 00:30:44,839 --> 00:30:48,160 to his fellow petals. These people had so much money 587 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:50,400 pouring out of them. I don't know why he even 588 00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:52,759 thought they'd care in the first place. It made me 589 00:30:52,799 --> 00:30:55,680 feel good, though at least I knew I made him 590 00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:58,720 proud to have me in his company. Being surrounded by 591 00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:01,559 so many at Jeffrey's colleague and his like minded people 592 00:31:01,759 --> 00:31:04,880 that were considered the most sophisticated and the highly esteemed 593 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:07,799 of today's world nearly made the way I was living 594 00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:11,319 lately more fathomable, at least to myself. I thought, of 595 00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:13,920 everyone looks up to these people, and they're all accepting 596 00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:16,599 of it. I must be just the way that the 597 00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:19,839 world turns. I danced with the young prince that night, 598 00:31:20,119 --> 00:31:22,559 and with all of the help from the bubbly Champagne, 599 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:24,599 I couldn't remember his name for the life of me. 600 00:31:25,359 --> 00:31:27,319 On one of my trips back to the table for 601 00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:30,960 another glass, Jeffrey leaned over, quietly whispering in my ear 602 00:31:31,359 --> 00:31:33,319 that it was a prince that I had actually been 603 00:31:33,359 --> 00:31:36,119 dancing with, and it didn't phaze me in the least way. 604 00:31:36,480 --> 00:31:38,720 I went back to the dance floor and continued to 605 00:31:38,799 --> 00:31:41,480 let my hair down. It was a fun bash, the 606 00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:44,559 entire crowd saying Happy Birthday in Naomi, and by the 607 00:31:44,599 --> 00:31:46,920 time we got back to the car to retreat for 608 00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:49,599 the night, I was giddy from the drinking and dancing 609 00:31:49,599 --> 00:31:52,519 all evening. We had a guest in the car, and 610 00:31:52,599 --> 00:31:55,680 apparently we had already been introduced, but I couldn't even 611 00:31:55,759 --> 00:31:59,079 remember his name in the first five minutes of our 612 00:31:59,079 --> 00:32:01,880 meeting again. He was the hotel owner of some large 613 00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:05,000 chain in America called Hilton, staying at one of the 614 00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:08,039 cottages near Jeffrey's. He saw it quaint to loan me 615 00:32:08,079 --> 00:32:11,920 out for a night's massage. To run an almost perfect evening, 616 00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:15,599 Jeffrey told me to come back to the room after 617 00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:18,519 I was finished with Rick. Thankfully he reminded me of 618 00:32:18,559 --> 00:32:21,519 his name, but also a lot I thought, being so late, 619 00:32:21,759 --> 00:32:24,160 I would have never imagined Jeffrey could stay up this late, 620 00:32:24,559 --> 00:32:26,559 but I never made a fuss out of his requests. 621 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:31,000 I gave him affirmation of my understood instructions and headed 622 00:32:31,079 --> 00:32:35,079 off with this stranger into the darkness. I dimmed the 623 00:32:35,079 --> 00:32:38,200 bright lights in his bedroom to a softer tone, as 624 00:32:38,279 --> 00:32:41,279 it might aid with the vision of this short, balding 625 00:32:41,359 --> 00:32:44,759 man with straggling remnants of curly brown hair left to 626 00:32:44,799 --> 00:32:47,119 show off the remaining bits of youth left in him, 627 00:32:48,079 --> 00:32:50,079 I had to ask him to undress and lay on 628 00:32:50,119 --> 00:32:52,319 top of the towel that I had picked up from 629 00:32:52,359 --> 00:32:54,400 the neatly folded pile at the end of his bed 630 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:58,039 and spread it over the duvet. I didn't want to 631 00:32:58,039 --> 00:33:00,240 waste a second in this place, getting right to the 632 00:33:00,359 --> 00:33:04,039 very reason I was even there, turning around while he 633 00:33:04,119 --> 00:33:07,440 was getting undressed. Being our first time together, I wanted 634 00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,839 to give him the impression I was actually a therapist 635 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:12,839 and not a finale to the end of the night's entertainment. 636 00:33:13,599 --> 00:33:16,519 Not exactly what he had in mind, though, given that 637 00:33:16,559 --> 00:33:19,440 my impression was already made for me when Jeffrey arranged 638 00:33:19,559 --> 00:33:23,519 for our meeting in the first place, his chuckle to 639 00:33:23,559 --> 00:33:26,480 my response was condescending as he came up behind me 640 00:33:26,680 --> 00:33:30,000 and unzipped my dress, which floated to the floor as 641 00:33:30,039 --> 00:33:32,240 he was saying, you can't really expect to give me 642 00:33:32,279 --> 00:33:34,799 a massage wearing this here, sweetie, I'll help you out 643 00:33:34,839 --> 00:33:37,440 of it. He just wanted to see the hidden bounty 644 00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:40,839 my clothes were hindering his eyes from seeing. I just 645 00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:42,960 went about my way, trying to get his hands off 646 00:33:43,000 --> 00:33:44,759 of me and to get him to lie down for 647 00:33:44,839 --> 00:33:48,640 the massage. Making quaint conversation with him was pointless as 648 00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:51,680 I was trying to send his thoughts elsewhere other than 649 00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:54,920 the apparent perverted schemes were playing in his mind, from 650 00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:57,119 the heavy breathing he was making and the looks he 651 00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:59,720 was giving to me. I was using all kinds of 652 00:33:59,759 --> 00:34:02,400 truth in the turn Off Book, even asking him about 653 00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:07,559 his wife and his kids. Unquestionably, he was in seventh Heaven, 654 00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:11,440 turning every one of my distractions into another flattering compliment. 655 00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,239 He was saying things like, I love what you do 656 00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:16,960 to me. I have never felt like this before. Come 657 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,079 stay with me, and I'll pay you double, no triple, 658 00:34:19,199 --> 00:34:22,119 whatever Jeffrey pays you. Knowing that he was just a 659 00:34:22,159 --> 00:34:25,280 drunk idiot, I wasn't being lured in by any of 660 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,320 his offers of money or a privileged lifestyle. I knew 661 00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,719 these cages all too well, and I was better off 662 00:34:30,760 --> 00:34:32,840 sticking with one that I was at least accustomed to. 663 00:34:32,920 --> 00:34:37,119 Already holding back any composure for now. He was going 664 00:34:37,159 --> 00:34:40,400 extremely wild, ravishing at my body, trying to tear off 665 00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:44,039 my panties like a hungered wild animal. After all the 666 00:34:44,119 --> 00:34:46,400 champagne I had drunk that night, it gave me the 667 00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:48,559 nerve that I needed to know exactly how to handle 668 00:34:48,599 --> 00:34:51,440 perverts like this, one who had been no different from 669 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:54,199 every other schmuck in my life, and I quickly shut 670 00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:56,679 him up with a blowjob, lasting no longer than two 671 00:34:56,800 --> 00:35:00,760 terrible minutes. It had only been of a half an 672 00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:03,559 hour before I was already getting quickly getting dressed and 673 00:35:03,639 --> 00:35:05,760 hurrying out of his cottage door. When I got to 674 00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:08,920 Jeffrey's cottage, I rushed through the door and told Jeffrey 675 00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:11,800 and Glane, who were sitting in front of the fireplace 676 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:14,039 reading books, that I had never wanted to see that 677 00:35:14,079 --> 00:35:16,760 guy again. When they asked me what was the matter, 678 00:35:16,840 --> 00:35:19,280 I told them of everything that had happened that night, 679 00:35:19,639 --> 00:35:21,639 even how he offered for me to come work with them, 680 00:35:21,760 --> 00:35:25,000 getting paid triple. I established a lot of trust with 681 00:35:25,079 --> 00:35:27,639 Jeffrey that night. He asked me why I didn't accept 682 00:35:27,639 --> 00:35:30,320 the offer, and I responded, who would look after you 683 00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:33,280 if I were gone? Like a Karen grandfather would do. 684 00:35:33,519 --> 00:35:35,559 He pulled me into his chest for a hug and 685 00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:38,320 told me that meant a lot to him. It was 686 00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:41,280 late in the night and I was tired, but still 687 00:35:41,280 --> 00:35:43,880 had to give Jeffrey his massage that night. He asked 688 00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:45,960 me to just rub his feet as he fell asleep, 689 00:35:46,119 --> 00:35:48,920 and thankfully, he was out like a light no time. 690 00:35:49,079 --> 00:35:52,440 The next morning, I took two headache tablets and a 691 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:55,559 ginger ale instead of a coffee, trying to contain my 692 00:35:55,639 --> 00:35:58,679 hangover as best as possible behind the Paris sunnies. It 693 00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:00,960 was mid afternoon by the time I had felt like 694 00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:04,880 myself again. We spent the day yacht hopping, soaking in 695 00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:07,400 the sunny weather while Jeffrey and Glane caught up with 696 00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:10,840 old acquaintances. Emmy and I were just successories to look 697 00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:14,199 good on the arms of them. The next day wrapped 698 00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:17,559 up the tail end of our trip and commenced our 699 00:36:17,559 --> 00:36:20,800 flight back to the US. I was paid a generous 700 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:22,960 amount and set off to go car shopping as soon 701 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:26,119 as I got back to Florida. Through a private seller, 702 00:36:26,280 --> 00:36:28,119 I was able to pay out right for my car. 703 00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:31,320 I got a Dodge Dakota and cherry red and immediately 704 00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:34,000 had an impressive sound system put in. She was my 705 00:36:34,079 --> 00:36:37,320 pride and joy and taste of freedom. I would love 706 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:39,599 to drive her down to Lakeworth Beach to sit in 707 00:36:39,599 --> 00:36:41,840 my car and watch the waves while I listened to 708 00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:45,199 my stereo blur music and puffed on a jay, letting 709 00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:47,519 the rest of the world pass by while I sat 710 00:36:47,559 --> 00:36:50,840 back and watched them walk past, wondering to myself what 711 00:36:51,039 --> 00:36:53,960 their story was about all right, folks, were gonna wrap 712 00:36:54,039 --> 00:36:56,199 up right here and in the next episode dealing with 713 00:36:56,239 --> 00:36:58,559 the topic, we're gonna pick up where we left off. 714 00:36:59,199 --> 00:37:01,719 All of the information that goes with this episode can 715 00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:03,800 be found in the description box.