Speaker 1: Andenogy such cansage, I'm so high ecstasy sage cansage not sorry, andenogy.
Speaker 2: I'm not even gonna lie. I'm gonna have to ask
Speaker 2: God for forgiveness before I even start speaking. First of all,
Speaker 2: how is your day? Mine was a day I had
Speaker 2: to bury my grandmother today, not just me. She died
Speaker 2: even though she's right here with me right now. Hey girl, Yeah,
Speaker 2: so that was interesting. But I would just like to
Speaker 2: say that I would have to straight bury myself if
Speaker 2: I missed a week of recording, okay, And when I'm
Speaker 2: sad and miserable and anxious, the only thing that helps
Speaker 2: me is creating alchemy. If you want to learn more
Speaker 2: about that, you can get the Art of Alchemy. Course,
Speaker 2: I've been thinking a lot about how do I say
Speaker 2: this death? I guess yeah, yeah, And I do think
Speaker 2: sometimes it is a good thing to bring to the
Speaker 2: forefront of your mind how short this journey really is,
Speaker 2: because it can encourage us to take bold action to
Speaker 2: go after our dreams. In fact, the number one regret
Speaker 2: among the dying is that they didn't live as they
Speaker 2: actually wanted to live. And that makes me think about things.
Speaker 2: And this is why I had to apologize because I
Speaker 2: have to be honest. God, I am so sorry for
Speaker 2: what I'm about to say about your mere mortal children
Speaker 2: made in your image. Okay, most people, I gotta say
Speaker 2: mediocre losers. Ugh, I'm so sorry. I know I'm not
Speaker 2: I know I'm not supposed to say that. I know
Speaker 2: I'm meant to not say that. That would make me
Speaker 2: a liar. So I gotta be honest, and I have
Speaker 2: to say the truth. When I look around and I ponder,
Speaker 2: I literally think, how could someone even say that? How
Speaker 2: could someone even do that? Why are they being that way?
Speaker 2: Most people are okay with the mundane. Most people are
Speaker 2: okay with the mediocre. Most people are just blah blah.
Speaker 2: And you are letting those mediocre loser ish Sorry God,
Speaker 2: Like I said, blah, people dictate what you do because
Speaker 2: you're afraid of being judged by them. Okay, Okay, Yeah,
Speaker 2: this episode is going to be that kick in the
Speaker 2: ass that possibly we all we all need. Here's the thing.
Speaker 2: You cannot fake your vibration. You can't fake your frequency.
Speaker 2: You can't do it. Hello, Anna, how are you? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Anna delviy tried to fake it to everyone else that
Speaker 2: she was this heiress, and what happened is it worked
Speaker 2: for a little, but eventually the energetic universe caught up
Speaker 2: with her. You can try to fake confidence. You can
Speaker 2: try to fake that you have money that's literally all
Speaker 2: of Instagram. You can try to fake cool girl, chill
Speaker 2: girl energy. Eventually the universe is gonna catch up with
Speaker 2: you because energy doesn't lie. So many people are so
Speaker 2: concerned about faking it till they make it, when actually
Speaker 2: it's just about embodiment. The universe doesn't listen to what
Speaker 2: you post. It doesn't listen to what you fake. It
Speaker 2: doesn't listen to what you try. It listens to what
Speaker 2: are you broadcasting? Anna Deelviy tried to convince everyone around
Speaker 2: her that she was this heiress. Who did she not convince?
Speaker 2: Who did she forget to convince? All right? Herself? Because
Speaker 2: I'm sure she was cuddling up to Oh my god,
Speaker 2: How the hell am I supposed to continuously fake this?
Speaker 2: How the hell am I supposed to continuously do this?
Speaker 2: How the hell am I supposed to take Tomorrow's next steps?
Speaker 2: When you're performing, you'll attract an audience. It won't be
Speaker 2: the one that you want, though, mm hmmmm hm. This
Speaker 2: incarnation is not about performance but embodiment, not about pretending
Speaker 2: but being, And your frequency will always tell on you
Speaker 2: in the end. Your frequency will always show your true
Speaker 2: colors in the end, especially to you. It is spooky season,
Speaker 2: and I think the scariest spookiest thing are mediocre losers
Speaker 2: who judge you and try to cage you in the
Speaker 2: same cage that they live within. And I know, as
Speaker 2: I said, it's October, but it is about Oh, yeah,
Speaker 2: it's time to take off your mask. Yeah, it's time
Speaker 2: to take off your costume. And it's time to allow
Speaker 2: yourself to be rewild into your authentic essence, to come
Speaker 2: home to who you truly are, so you can get
Speaker 2: all that's truly yours. How can you claim what's yours
Speaker 2: when you're not even embodying the energy you came to
Speaker 2: incarnate as. If you want to recalibrate your reality, it
Speaker 2: starts with taking off the mask, taking off the costume,
Speaker 2: and showing up fully in your divine essence, whatever that
Speaker 2: might be. Too many of us are looking over our shoulder,
Speaker 2: looking over there, waiting for permission from others, waiting what
Speaker 2: are they going to think? From mere mortals? Oh, that's
Speaker 2: the scariest, spookiest thing I've ever heard in my life? God,
Speaker 2: could you imagine anything worse? No, I really cannot. I cannot.
Speaker 2: If they don't get it, bless their are, it doesn't matter,
Speaker 2: It doesn't matter. You came here for you. Today we're
Speaker 2: gonna talk about how pretending to be healed, pretending to
Speaker 2: be the cool girl, pretending to be detached like you're
Speaker 2: over it actually blocks the very thing you want. The
Speaker 2: truth of the matter is you don't manifest what you
Speaker 2: act like, you manifest what you are. What's that positive
Speaker 2: Bitch is? How are we doing today? If you're hearing
Speaker 2: this episode, then you are meant to be here. So
Speaker 2: keep listening on that Bitch's Positive Podcast. Sometimes we're gonna laugh,
Speaker 2: other times we're gonna cry, but we will always walk
Speaker 2: away feeling our most empowered, positive bitch self that is
Speaker 2: Babe in true connection with herself, himself or human self.
Speaker 2: On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so
Speaker 2: we can fully step into exactly who we came here
Speaker 2: do be. If you have not yet gotten your copy
Speaker 2: of my book Show Up as Her, be sure to
Speaker 2: get that. It will give you an exact technique to
Speaker 2: quantum leap. If you are desiring to attract better partners,
Speaker 2: then get the pedestal path learn how to up that confidence.
Speaker 2: Of course, if you're not loving your reality, do some
Speaker 2: shadow work and get the shadow Alchemy course. I have
Speaker 2: a plethora of workbook, courses, books, even mugs that can
Speaker 2: help you manifest every single morning. I'm also now doing
Speaker 2: recorded ten minute energy readings. You can DM me on
Speaker 2: Instagram to find out about pricing and all the details.
Speaker 2: Be sure to follow me on Instagram at vibin with CC.
Speaker 2: All the links are in the show notes. Let's first
Speaker 2: talk about performance over presence. Anadelvi failed to convince herself
Speaker 2: of this star self concept that she so badly wanted.
Speaker 2: Universe caught up with her. Her frequency had to tell
Speaker 2: all and she was not even invited, and that's why
Speaker 2: she went to jail and wears a monitor on her ankle.
Speaker 2: Once that case blew up and she actually started to
Speaker 2: get paparazzi, she actually started to be in headlines. She
Speaker 2: then started to believe, oh my god, it's actually happening,
Speaker 2: I can see it in my reality, and then she
Speaker 2: did end up getting gigs on podcasts on Dancing with
Speaker 2: the Stars. Can we stop making people who question mark
Speaker 2: question mark question mark why they're famous? Famous? What are
Speaker 2: we doing? God? I really am trying not to be
Speaker 2: completely and utterly disgusted with the world and culture. Be loord, Jesus,
Speaker 2: is it difficult? Sometimes anyway? Performing is trying to manipulate yourself.
Speaker 2: It's self abandonment. It's a subconscious letter to your inner
Speaker 2: being that you're not good enough, that you're not whole enough,
Speaker 2: that you actually don't have what it takes to get
Speaker 2: all that you desire, So you have to pretend. You
Speaker 2: have to perform. And I know you know this comes
Speaker 2: from our childhood jazz hands. Yeah, if you didn't know.
Speaker 2: We are all born subconsciously knowing that we need our
Speaker 2: parents to take care of us. So, starting as early
Speaker 2: as really an infant, we will learn should I cry
Speaker 2: or should I not cry? What gets my parent's attention?
Speaker 2: What gets me a bottle of milk? Sometimes I do think,
Speaker 2: why are we drinking cow's milk? Why are we drinking
Speaker 2: cow's milk? We used to drink our mother's milk. Why
Speaker 2: are we drinking a different animal's milk. It's just something
Speaker 2: to think about. I was saying that as an infant
Speaker 2: we will start to change our behavior, manipulate our behavior
Speaker 2: to get the bottle, to get their attention, to get love,
Speaker 2: and we don't stop doing this. We continuously will mold
Speaker 2: ourselves into whoever we think we have to be in
Speaker 2: order to get our parents' attention, even if that means
Speaker 2: choosing to be the rebel, because negative attention is still
Speaker 2: attention and connection. At the end of the day, performing
Speaker 2: the role you decided you had to be when you
Speaker 2: were I don't know, a four year old is not
Speaker 2: going to get you the reality that you want. It's
Speaker 2: not gonna work. Performance is repellent, Presence is magnetic instead
Speaker 2: of pedestaling, centering your caregivers, and I know everyone and
Speaker 2: their father says you really need a decenter. Men. You
Speaker 2: know who you actually need a decenter? Your parents, You
Speaker 2: need a decenter whoever you crave love from the most,
Speaker 2: because they are the ones who have manipulated your mind
Speaker 2: to center Men in the first place, Why do you
Speaker 2: think you abandon yourself every time you get into a relationship.
Speaker 2: You think you were born in a vacuum. No, you
Speaker 2: learned that attachment map. You learned that as your vehicle
Speaker 2: of connection. Subconsciously, you learned that in order to have them,
Speaker 2: in order to get them, you have to abandon yourself
Speaker 2: because that's what you did in order to get your
Speaker 2: parents' affection and attention. But you need to understand that
Speaker 2: your parents are just people. They don't know it all.
Speaker 2: I know, I know, I know. We think, oh my god,
Speaker 2: these are our superheroes. They are just injured children in
Speaker 2: adult bodies. Everyone is actually to be honest unless they're
Speaker 2: really doing the work. Instead of pedestaling who your parents
Speaker 2: wanted you to be, the good girl, the top student,
Speaker 2: amazing at every sport, even though you feel depleted and
Speaker 2: you hate your life. Instead of centering them, why don't
Speaker 2: you ask yourself? You know, what do I actually want?
Speaker 2: And maybe you don't even know? So you need to
Speaker 2: experiment in your life. You need to take yourself out
Speaker 2: on dates. You need to start asking yourself self questions.
Speaker 2: How do I I feel? What do I want? What
Speaker 2: makes me happy? What do I have a passion for?
Speaker 2: How do I want to leave this earth better than
Speaker 2: when I found it? What do I want my mission
Speaker 2: to be? What do I feel called towards? You need
Speaker 2: to decenter your parents, and you gotta center yourself because
Speaker 2: the only person who actually truly knows why you're on
Speaker 2: this planet is you, and it's locked away in your
Speaker 2: heart's desires. Your vision has been shown to you because
Speaker 2: you are the one meant to carry it out. You
Speaker 2: have desires in your heart because you need momentum to
Speaker 2: actually build those desires into physical form. Before you say
Speaker 2: do be anything, you have to ask yourself. Am I
Speaker 2: doing this to be seen by others? Or am I
Speaker 2: doing this to be seen by myself? Am I doing
Speaker 2: this so I can feel connected to someone else? Or
Speaker 2: am I doing this because this is what is authentic
Speaker 2: to me? You will never get the right answers if
Speaker 2: you don't start asking yourself the right questions. And I
Speaker 2: know that most of this is truly unconscious territory and
Speaker 2: it's uncomfortable and it's kind of awkward, But you know what,
Speaker 2: if you want your manifestations to find you, they cannot
Speaker 2: find you while you're wearing the mask of who you
Speaker 2: think you have to be in order to be loved.
Speaker 2: Your manifestations, your blessings, your good karma, your divine inheritance
Speaker 2: cannot find you while you are performing a role you
Speaker 2: decided you had to embody in order to be loved.
Speaker 2: How are things that are an energetic match for your
Speaker 2: core essence supposed to find you when you're not broadcasting
Speaker 2: your core essence? Anyone, anyone, anyone got an answer. It can't.
Speaker 2: There's the answer. I'm giving it to you. It can't
Speaker 2: find you the way you're manifestations, your blessings, the right people,
Speaker 2: the love of your life finds you. The way that
Speaker 2: happens is you give your self permission to drop the mask.
Speaker 2: You give your self permission to show up as who
Speaker 2: it is. You truly are the only person who can
Speaker 2: give you permission, by the way, for this is you. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: you are an adult. Now, you're an adult. Now you're
Speaker 2: old enough to know. Yeah. I'm pretty sure I feel
Speaker 2: lost right now. I'm pretty sure I'm not embodying who
Speaker 2: I actually am. I'm pretty sure I feel dead inside. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Perhaps being dead inside while still alive is worse than
Speaker 2: being dead in the ground. I don't know. I can
Speaker 2: feel my grandma's spirit right now. She's pretty happy. She
Speaker 2: has peace, love and joy. She is one with God
Speaker 2: right now. However, I look around on the planet and
Speaker 2: I'm like, WHOA, it's giving NP. I see non player
Speaker 2: character it's giving dead inside, it's giving nothing behind the eyes.
Speaker 2: Yet you seem to be so consumed with what a
Speaker 2: non player character even thinks of you. And by the way,
Speaker 2: if you don't know what that is, I'm not a
Speaker 2: gamer girl. I don't know if that's obvious or not,
Speaker 2: but I'm not. However, I do know what an NPC is.
Speaker 2: An NBC is just a background character there to kind
Speaker 2: of spruce up the scene, but no one's actually playing
Speaker 2: that character. It might as well be a tree. You
Speaker 2: are so concerned about what other people are thinking of you,
Speaker 2: how they're judging you. But what is that costing you?
Speaker 2: Your manifestations, your good karma, your divine inheritance, your happiness,
Speaker 2: your joy, your bliss, your ability to flow? What is
Speaker 2: it costing you? I remember when I cared about what
Speaker 2: other people thought of me, and I was a caged animal,
Speaker 2: a cage animal, and you know who was the most
Speaker 2: miserable me? Me. They were happy because I was living
Speaker 2: in accordance to their boxes. I was living in accordance
Speaker 2: to their cages. They were comfortable with it. But as
Speaker 2: soon as I said, you know what f it, I'm
Speaker 2: just gonna start posting, I didn't really have friends at
Speaker 2: that point anyway, So it wasn't a high stake scenario
Speaker 2: for me. But as soon as I did that, I
Speaker 2: felt so much joy, so much pleasure, that I said,
Speaker 2: Oh my God, why didn't I do this prior? Why
Speaker 2: didn't I do this sooner? If only I had done
Speaker 2: this sooner, I would have realized that following my desires
Speaker 2: makes me so much happier than people who are not
Speaker 2: really my friends and that are gonna judge me anyway.
Speaker 2: Who cares what mere mortals think of you when you
Speaker 2: have the divine behind you every single day? Who cares
Speaker 2: what NPCs think of you? When you have eight foot
Speaker 2: ancestors behind you from multi dimensional places? Because these ancestors
Speaker 2: are not just physically your bloodline, they are spiritually your bloodline,
Speaker 2: and a lot of them are freaking huge. Who cares
Speaker 2: what Betsy and Brad has to say? When you have
Speaker 2: a divine mission that God himself is trying to push
Speaker 2: through you, are you really gonna sabotage your success for
Speaker 2: comfort from Brad and Brittany and Betsy. That sounds like
Speaker 2: a miserable existence. That sounds pretty freaking bad. Why would
Speaker 2: you do that? Why would you do that this life
Speaker 2: is the blink of an eye. And that's why we
Speaker 2: sign up for such harsh circumstance, because we know that
Speaker 2: a human life is so short, it's so little, it's
Speaker 2: so tiny. We are eternal. We are eternal. One day
Speaker 2: you're not gonna be this person anymore. You'll be someone
Speaker 2: else in the next incarnation. But you're not ever gonna
Speaker 2: get to be this character ever again. So you better
Speaker 2: get to know the energy you came here to embody.
Speaker 2: You better get to know who this person is, who
Speaker 2: this person wants to be, what this person wants to birth.
Speaker 2: The thing is, you can try to continuously lie and
Speaker 2: say that yeah, you're fine, you're happy. You can try
Speaker 2: to fit into that group that you don't even want
Speaker 2: to be friends with, but uh, your nervous system is
Speaker 2: gonna beat you every single time. I can say I'm fine, Yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine. But if
Speaker 2: my nervous system is consistently in a sympathetic state fight, flight,
Speaker 2: freeze or appease, what do you think is gonna win?
Speaker 2: Min easley, I'm fine, or the quarter is all pumping
Speaker 2: through my body, which is affecting my mood. Hm hmm.
Speaker 2: This is not a tough question, and I know you
Speaker 2: know the answer. What happens over time is that little
Speaker 2: mood becomes your whole, entire personality, and it becomes your whole,
Speaker 2: entire energetic broadcast, and all the universe can hear from
Speaker 2: you is not your little words. No, your words are
Speaker 2: to train you, not the universe. Your words are to
Speaker 2: train your mind, your nervous system. The universe doesn't speak English.
Speaker 2: The universe speaks energy. So it doesn't matter how much
Speaker 2: you say you're fine, if your nervous system is saying
Speaker 2: you're not, your nervous system is always going to beat
Speaker 2: your word because your nervous system is having a biochemical
Speaker 2: reaction in your body and it's causing your energetic signature,
Speaker 2: and that is what the universe understands. Affirmations are not
Speaker 2: for the energetic universe. Therefore, you to rewire your mind
Speaker 2: to then rewire your mood. First you have a thought.
Speaker 2: Then the thought has a biochemical reaction in your body,
Speaker 2: and then that will affect your broadcast. If you keep
Speaker 2: telling yourself you're fine, but you're outside in the sun
Speaker 2: getting a sunburn, it doesn't matter how much you say
Speaker 2: you're fine, You're getting a sunburn. You will be read
Speaker 2: and you will have consequences to deal with later. The
Speaker 2: sun doesn't understand your words. The energetic universe doesn't understand
Speaker 2: your words. Your words are for you to work on
Speaker 2: your mindset to rewire you, which will then later rewire
Speaker 2: your mood, rewire your nervous system, and then lastly rewire
Speaker 2: your reality. First and foremost, you got to pay attention
Speaker 2: to what is my nervous system telling me, instead of
Speaker 2: trying to slap a happy face on your miserable nervous system.
Speaker 2: Why don't you actually just acknowledge what's going on? Why
Speaker 2: don't you actually just take care of it? Why don't
Speaker 2: you actually just rest because that's going to afford you
Speaker 2: a better reality than trying to lie to yourself. Affirmations
Speaker 2: are great again because they rewire your mind, which will
Speaker 2: eventually have an effect in your physical reality. But my
Speaker 2: intuitive feeling is you don't need more affirmations. You need alignment.
Speaker 2: You need a relax You need to stop worrying about
Speaker 2: what mere mortals think of you, and you need to
Speaker 2: start asking yourself, what do I think of me? What
Speaker 2: do I want? What does alignment look like for me,
Speaker 2: acting high vibe while ignoring your emotions is like spraying
Speaker 2: perfume on trash, putting pearls on a pig. Yep, what
Speaker 2: is the point of that? There is none. And the
Speaker 2: more you spend time with people you don't even like,
Speaker 2: the more you become the energetic average of them, You
Speaker 2: become less of you and more of them. What does
Speaker 2: that do? Oh? I don't know. Perhaps delay all your manifestations,
Speaker 2: perhaps delay your happiness, perhaps delay what it is you
Speaker 2: actually want. If you have to have a season of isolation,
Speaker 2: who can cares? Do you know how many seasons of
Speaker 2: isolation I've had? Who cares? I haven't drank any alcohol
Speaker 2: in three months, not for any specific reason. I just
Speaker 2: want a detox. I want to cleanse my system. And honestly,
Speaker 2: the people I was aligning with quite frankly disgusted me.
Speaker 2: So I said to myself, you know what, I just
Speaker 2: I gotta take a break from this alcohol thing. I
Speaker 2: want to do a little cleanse. I want to get
Speaker 2: more into my body. And you know what happened. I
Speaker 2: ended up aligning with better people because I could hear
Speaker 2: myself more. I was more of my own energy instead
Speaker 2: of going out every weekend, depleting myself, meeting dummies and again, God,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, but some of these mere mortals are literally idiotic.
Speaker 2: They are they are those are your children, and you
Speaker 2: will love them all. I don't have to. Oh, I
Speaker 2: can do it from afar. I'll do it from a far.
Speaker 2: That's fine, that's fine, that's signe I can love them
Speaker 2: from afar. Ha ha ha, it's fine. My point being
Speaker 2: a girl chose alignment, which means saying no sometimes to
Speaker 2: going out to drinking. A girl chose to take a break.
Speaker 2: A girl chose to listen to her own self and
Speaker 2: not care about missing out on merror mortals. I know
Speaker 2: there is a sense of fomo fear of missing out,
Speaker 2: but you know what I would like to ask you.
Speaker 2: Do you not fear missing out on your potential? Do
Speaker 2: you not fear of missing out on what you can create?
Speaker 2: Are you not at least curious for what you can
Speaker 2: do if you just perhaps locked in? I always refer
Speaker 2: to this, but David Goggins said, I want even God
Speaker 2: to be shocked at what David Goggins could do, because
Speaker 2: not even God could predict it. And that's exactly how
Speaker 2: I feel about CC I want to shock myself. I
Speaker 2: want to shock God, I want to shock my angels.
Speaker 2: I want to shock everyone. I want to see how
Speaker 2: far I can take this incarnation. And that is why
Speaker 2: I don't want to be mediocre. Mediocrity Hell no, no,
Speaker 2: that's grotesque to me. Now, some people are like the
Speaker 2: middle way, and I get it. I get it. Some
Speaker 2: people are all about balance. I'm an extremist. I'm an
Speaker 2: extreme personality. I have extreme views, and I'm a very
Speaker 2: intense person. I will say I have my own definition
Speaker 2: of balance. Okay, I will extremely work and extremely rest.
Speaker 2: I will do extreme research and then have an extreme opinion. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I believe in being extreme because the more momentum, passion,
Speaker 2: energy you put behind something, the more successful you and
Speaker 2: it is going to be. Now, most people, when I
Speaker 2: am like this, and I had friends that were not
Speaker 2: like this, they would say, CEC, you're doing too much.
Speaker 2: CC You're gonna be gluten free. That's so weird, that's
Speaker 2: so embarrassingly. You don't really actually have to do that.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for your unresearched, uneducated, quite frankly opinion.
Speaker 2: Consider the source. You cannot just be taking anyone in
Speaker 2: everyone's opinion, especially not to heart. No no, no, illegal,
Speaker 2: illegal in your reality, not allowed. I will not allow
Speaker 2: it anymore. No, no, no, you have to understand to
Speaker 2: stop looking for validation in places that only make you
Speaker 2: feel miserable. And I know that a lot of us.
Speaker 2: It can be a friend, it can be a parental figure,
Speaker 2: it can be a sibling. We will repeatedly try to
Speaker 2: knock on that same door and say, look, how proud
Speaker 2: you should be of me. Look, I finally got my diploma.
Speaker 2: I finally got my degree, I finally got the relationship,
Speaker 2: I finally made this amount of money or got this followers,
Speaker 2: I finally did yaya And you tell them and then
Speaker 2: they're like, well, actually your other sibling that, or actually
Speaker 2: I did that when I was an infant in utero
Speaker 2: before I could even speak. I knew seven language, Like
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, there's always that thing that
Speaker 2: they can say. And I was talking to someone today
Speaker 2: and he was telling me about this book where this
Speaker 2: guy had a really, really tough life. It's some self
Speaker 2: help book. I don't know the name of it. If
Speaker 2: you want to find out, well, I guess you can
Speaker 2: DM me. But I don't know it. So perhaps don't. Anyway,
Speaker 2: there was this man, and he had a tough life
Speaker 2: and he ended up in his twenties making millions of dollars.
Speaker 2: He worked very hard, he became very educated, something with
Speaker 2: real estate, YadA YadA, And when he finally bought a
Speaker 2: house that was millions of dollars on the water, he
Speaker 2: had his father come over, and his father did not
Speaker 2: say one word to him besides you need a new roof,
Speaker 2: or there's a stain on the roof. Okay, obviously I
Speaker 2: don't have all the details of the story, but you
Speaker 2: get the gist of it. He did all of these things,
Speaker 2: he had come so far, and all his father could
Speaker 2: see was that there was a stain or he needed
Speaker 2: a new roof. His father was blind to the fact
Speaker 2: his son made millions. His father was blind to the
Speaker 2: fact that his son was uber successful despite all of
Speaker 2: these obstacles that he made into opportunity. His father could
Speaker 2: not truly even show his son how proud he was
Speaker 2: of him, how much he loved him, how happy he
Speaker 2: was for him. And maybe his father was, maybe his
Speaker 2: father wasn't, But in that moment, the guy was crushed,
Speaker 2: crushed because once again he wanted the validation from a
Speaker 2: place he knew, He's never gotten it before. So why
Speaker 2: do we keep going to these mere mortals, whether they
Speaker 2: are our parents or our peers. Why do we keep
Speaker 2: going to the places that hurt us and expecting them
Speaker 2: to heal us. Why do we keep going to the
Speaker 2: places that don't validate us but make us feel stupid
Speaker 2: and trying to get them to understand us. If they
Speaker 2: can't see you, it's nothing to do with you. They
Speaker 2: need to update their prescription, they need tax, they need glasses.
Speaker 2: It's nothing to do with you. If you can't see you,
Speaker 2: then that's your problem. That is your responsibility. You need
Speaker 2: to date yourself. You need time in isolation. You gotta
Speaker 2: read a book, You gotta spend time meditating. You gotta
Speaker 2: get to know who you even are. You not seeing
Speaker 2: you is your problem. Them not seeing you is their problem.
Speaker 2: We assume that we need confidence to do something, but
Speaker 2: oftentimes you don't get confidence until after you do the thing.
Speaker 2: I didn't start believing in myself really until after I
Speaker 2: started posting and it started to gain momentum. In doubt,
Speaker 2: do anyway, in doubt, go for it anyway. No one
Speaker 2: ever said, hey, hi, how are you uh, in the
Speaker 2: perfect season, at the perfect moment, You're gonna feel everything
Speaker 2: a line. It will be sunshine and rainbows and you
Speaker 2: will feel so confident, and you will put everything to
Speaker 2: the forefront of your reality and it will all work
Speaker 2: out and be beautiful. No one said that, No one said.
Speaker 2: In fact, the collective eye channel for the collective I
Speaker 2: speak to. We didn't sign up for easy. We signed
Speaker 2: up for legacy. That came up in a channel today.
Speaker 2: So what does that mean. It means, girl, you better
Speaker 2: put those horse blinders on. You better run, you better
Speaker 2: stay focused, you better locking. You better follow that heart,
Speaker 2: follow your desire, your knowing, your intuition. You have to.
Speaker 2: There's no other way to live. I tried it, take
Speaker 2: it from me. I tried living in accordance to other
Speaker 2: people's cages. That shit sucked. I tried being who other
Speaker 2: people wanted me to be, the good girl, the perfect girl.
Speaker 2: That shit sucked. That sucked. And I have to really say,
Speaker 2: you know, I recently had a conversation I believe I
Speaker 2: spoke about it where someone had said to me, you
Speaker 2: don't have to perform with me, and I was so
Speaker 2: caught off guard. I was like, ooh, what say? Who? What? Where?
Speaker 1: When?
Speaker 2: What? Because we forget we're performing. When you are so
Speaker 2: used to being the one to be the mediator, the fixer,
Speaker 2: the healer, the one who has to hold it all together,
Speaker 2: you forget that you're holding it all together. You don't
Speaker 2: even realize how heavy the backpack of emotional burdens you're
Speaker 2: carrying is on your back. You forget when you go
Speaker 2: to a scary movie and there's a jump scary you're like, oh,
Speaker 2: we forget that we're at the scary movie. We forget
Speaker 2: that it's just a film. We have forgotten we're playing roles.
Speaker 2: We have forgotten this world is just a simulation and
Speaker 2: we can change it. We have forgotten that it's not
Speaker 2: about convincing other people. It's not about acting as if.
Speaker 2: It's about choosing to completely alter, unbecome who we are
Speaker 2: not so we can embody who we truly are. Embodiment
Speaker 2: over performance. Healing doesn't require pretending okay. It requires you
Speaker 2: giving yourself permission. It requires you being brave enough to
Speaker 2: say I'm just gonna let this mess fall. And you
Speaker 2: know what, you don't even have to be brave, You
Speaker 2: just have to decide to do it. Anyway. I know
Speaker 2: everyone in their father is obsessed with the let them
Speaker 2: theory by mel Robbins. I believe, and it's cool. I
Speaker 2: just don't care enough what people are doing. I just don't.
Speaker 2: I don't have enough time in the day to be
Speaker 2: clocking everyone's moods and movements. So you know, I have
Speaker 2: something different. I have something new. Okay, it's called the
Speaker 2: let yourself theory, the let yourself theory. Let yourself be
Speaker 2: all of yourself. Let yourself be messy, let yourself be misedic, go,
Speaker 2: let yourself be the rebel. Let yourself embody Lilith. Let
Speaker 2: yourself embody the blessed mother. Let yourself cry, let yourself.
Speaker 2: If you came to this planet to embody you, and
Speaker 2: you know the only way to embody you is to
Speaker 2: give yourself permission, then you need to start letting yourself.
Speaker 2: It's as simple as that. Let yourself be full of yourself.
Speaker 2: People think being full of yourself is a bad thing. Uh,
Speaker 2: what shouldn't you be full of yourself, full of your energy,
Speaker 2: all of yourself online all the time? Hello? Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,
Speaker 2: forget about let them Okay, who cares what they're doing?
Speaker 2: They're mere mortals. I don't have enough time. Let yourself,
Speaker 2: because yourself, you're broadcast. That's what's affecting your reality. It
Speaker 2: doesn't matter what Brad and Chad and Brittany and whoever.
Speaker 2: It doesn't matter what they're doing, It does not matter.
Speaker 2: What matters is what you're allowing yourself to be and embody.
Speaker 2: What matters is what you're giving yourself permission to. What
Speaker 2: matters is what you're saying to yourself, which is then
Speaker 2: affecting your mood, which is then affecting your broadcast, which
Speaker 2: is then affecting your reality. Let yourself be yourself. You
Speaker 2: came here to know this person, to be this person,
Speaker 2: So let yourself be yourself. The moment you drop the act,
Speaker 2: the moment you stop perceiving yourself from their point of
Speaker 2: view and start living in your own skin, in your
Speaker 2: own body, you start asking yourself, what do I think?
Speaker 2: What do I feel? What do I sense? Guess who
Speaker 2: becomes the most magnetic person in the room you do.
Speaker 2: Guess how much your aura expands when you decide to
Speaker 2: start living on your own terms, then on terms from
Speaker 2: people you don't even want to be like, You don't
Speaker 2: even want to learn from you don't even want to embody.
Speaker 2: If you want big aura energy, if you want to
Speaker 2: be completely magnetic, if you want a different life, if
Speaker 2: you want to liberate yourself, if you want to feel free, paybe.
Speaker 2: You got to give yourself permission, whether you feel ready
Speaker 2: to or not, to drop the performance, to drop the mask,
Speaker 2: and to allow yourself to be completely rewild, allow yourself
Speaker 2: to be the good girl, the bad girl, the rebel,
Speaker 2: the mystic, the mess, the happy girl, the miserable girl,
Speaker 2: all of it, all of it, all of it, all
Speaker 2: of it, because every single part of you is deserving
Speaker 2: of love and light, and every single part of you,
Speaker 2: whether you deem it appropriate, whether you deem it lovable,
Speaker 2: God sees it as worthy, valuable, and deserving. So maybe
Speaker 2: you had a misfiring, a mis wiring in this area,
Speaker 2: and you have convinced yourself that you're not good enough,
Speaker 2: that you don't have what it takes, that you have
Speaker 2: to pay more attention to how people view you than
Speaker 2: how you view yourself. But you know what the divine says.
Speaker 2: The Divine says, I made you, and I made you
Speaker 2: perfect who I made you, and I made you so valuable.
Speaker 2: I made you, and I made you so beautiful, so precious,
Speaker 2: so wonderful, so magnetic. You were born magnetic. You are
Speaker 2: born lovable and loving. You are born beautiful, You were
Speaker 2: born confident. Anything that deviates from that is a learned behavior.
Speaker 2: From people you are begging for bread crumbs from they
Speaker 2: can't even feed themselves. How can you expect them to
Speaker 2: give you a bread crumb? Would you ask someone who's
Speaker 2: financially illiterate to give you financial advice? Would you ask
Speaker 2: someone who you think has terrible style to style you.
Speaker 2: Would you ask someone who had none of their life
Speaker 2: together to give you life advice? Okay, okay, then stop
Speaker 2: begging for bread crumbs from people who don't even have
Speaker 2: enough food to feed themselves. It is your responsibility to
Speaker 2: stop going to the same people who have hurt you
Speaker 2: to heal you. It is your responsibility to stop asking
Speaker 2: for permission and instead give it to yourself. It's your
Speaker 2: responsibility to stop asking people to fix your crown and
Speaker 2: for you to just glue it on that damn head.
Speaker 2: Your throne is yours as soon as you claim it,
Speaker 2: as soon as you decide it is yours. Think about Cleopatra.
Speaker 2: Do you envision her saying? Do you mind if I
Speaker 2: could just could you just please give me my throne?
Speaker 2: She said, no, you're gonna try to kill me. Guess what.
Speaker 2: Any weapon formed against me will be greeted with larger weapons.
Speaker 2: Let's go. I love this game. Goddesses of love are
Speaker 2: also goddesses of war. Yeah, we're multi dimensional in this podcast.
Speaker 2: We're multi dimensional in this realm. We're multi dimensional over
Speaker 2: here in this corner of the universe. So we are
Speaker 2: not going to siphon, We're not gonna suppress, We're not
Speaker 2: going to act apart. We're not going to manipulate ourselves
Speaker 2: because who does that hurt ourselves? Who does that hurt
Speaker 2: the little girl within you, the child within you. Could
Speaker 2: you imagine looking at a child and saying, you know what,
Speaker 2: I actually need you to be someone else because you're
Speaker 2: not great. I actually need you to be someone else
Speaker 2: because you, yourself as you were born, not valuable. I actually
Speaker 2: need you to be someone else because you have no
Speaker 2: worth and you are not deserving. Could you imagine saying
Speaker 2: that to a child, because that's what you're subconsciously saying
Speaker 2: to your innerch every single time you manipulate yourself, every
Speaker 2: single time you perform every single time you do not
Speaker 2: allow yourself to rewild your self. So you want your blessings,
Speaker 2: so you want a better reality. So you want to
Speaker 2: see what the universe can do for you. Okay, up
Speaker 2: your standard on the divine, raise your standard on the divine,
Speaker 2: and say I want more, I want bigger, I want better.
Speaker 2: Something really strange happens, and ooh, it's spooky season. When
Speaker 2: you up your standard on the divine, it rises to
Speaker 2: meet you. The same thing happens with your standard on people. Ohnps.
Speaker 2: If it wasn't clear, the people who are judging you,
Speaker 2: who steal your joy every time you're really excited to
Speaker 2: tell them something, those are not your friends. Okay, they
Speaker 2: might have moderating spirits on them. And what do those
Speaker 2: spirits wants. They want to know your plans so they
Speaker 2: can recavoc in those plans. Okay, your friends and family,
Speaker 2: they might love you, they might respect you, But if
Speaker 2: they have these moderning spirits on them, well, those spirits
Speaker 2: don't want the best for you. You might think you're
Speaker 2: only telling your friend or your sister or your mother,
Speaker 2: but if they have a spirit attached to them, that
Speaker 2: spirit can hear you too. So maybe this is the
Speaker 2: season of sh Maybe this is the season of I'm
Speaker 2: actually going to close my mouth and stop trying to
Speaker 2: get validation from other people. I'm gonna close my mouth
Speaker 2: and stop trying to convince other people of who I am,
Speaker 2: and I'm actually just gonna work on myself so I
Speaker 2: become so confident that my energy speaks for itself. Oh
Speaker 2: what an idea. I'm going to stop trying to tell
Speaker 2: other people what I am and I'm going to allow
Speaker 2: my energy to speak for itself. I'm going to stop
Speaker 2: trying to whisper sweet little nothings into people's ears, and
Speaker 2: I'm just going to allow people to either digest me
Speaker 2: or they can simply choke. Not your problem, their responsibility
Speaker 2: on that one. So so so the more the stories.
Speaker 2: You can't fake a frequency, but you will f yourself
Speaker 2: over if you're more concerned with how they're viewing you
Speaker 2: rather than what you're actually embodying. Why fake it till
Speaker 2: you make it? When you can just learn to become
Speaker 2: whatever it is you want? How do you become whatever
Speaker 2: it is you want? It starts with the decision. It
Speaker 2: starts with giving yourself permission to be who you truly are. Remember,
Speaker 2: you're not really creating a new person. You're unbecoming who
Speaker 2: you're not again. You are born, confident, loving, magnetic. So
Speaker 2: it's not that you have to recreate yourself. You just
Speaker 2: have to let go of who you're not. You just
Speaker 2: have to let go of the layers that you learned
Speaker 2: out of insecurity. You just have to let some of
Speaker 2: this shit fall off your babe. You can't fake a frequency,
Speaker 2: but if you do, you will f yourself over. Like
Speaker 2: I said, the universe doesn't respond to masks. It doesn't
Speaker 2: really respond to words either. It responds to what you embody,
Speaker 2: your frequency, your broadcast. And I know it's spooky season,
Speaker 2: but it's truly time to take off that costume and
Speaker 2: show the world who you truly are. Your audience is
Speaker 2: waiting for you. Your love, your soulmate is waiting for you.
Speaker 2: Your career destined path is waiting for you. But it
Speaker 2: can't find you if you don't show us who you are.
Speaker 2: So if you can't do it for you, do it
Speaker 2: for everyone who's meant to experience you. I love you
Speaker 2: so much. If this episode resonated with you, please leave
Speaker 2: a positive review on YouTube, Apple Podcasts, Spotify, anywhere you
Speaker 2: can give this a thumbs up. I really want this
Speaker 2: podcast to grow in this next year coming up whatever,
Speaker 2: this is a nine year. Next year we have a one.
Speaker 2: Hello New Beginnings, Goodbye old karmag cycles, and I'm gonna
Speaker 2: put my intention out there period. I love you so much.
Speaker 2: If you're not if following me on Instagram, be sure
Speaker 2: the link is in the show notes and I'll see
Speaker 2: you in the next one. Pray for my Grandma, Bye Moming.
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