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<v Speaker 1>Baby, baby, Oh my god, it is you. No, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I saw the inductee rules this morning, and I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I been hearing things around tell about how you're doing

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<v Speaker 1>up there, And I mean, I never wanted you to

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<v Speaker 1>get you know, I knew this day would come. But

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<v Speaker 1>what what.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you mean? Who am I? Baby? It's it's me.

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<v Speaker 2>It's me Zena.

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<v Speaker 1>No, not Shela Zina Alexander Zena.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, your girl? Did you forget about me? My god?

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<v Speaker 2>How long have I been dead? It's what?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh? No, that makes sense. You don't recognize me in

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<v Speaker 1>this form? Baby, I I got turned into a succubus. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I went up to the pearly gates and I really

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<v Speaker 1>did think that, you know, Saint Peter Paul, but whatever

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<v Speaker 1>would care as much. Turns out, you know, being Jewish

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<v Speaker 1>was already kind of a you gotta accept Jesus. But

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<v Speaker 1>then my YouTube channel, he was like, you want to

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<v Speaker 1>messed up story, sent me down here. So and over

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<v Speaker 1>time you get to select what type of demon you

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<v Speaker 1>want to be or entity. And I didn't make the

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<v Speaker 1>decision quick enough, so they made it for me based

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<v Speaker 1>off of my past. I guess suckubists made sense didn't it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so here we are.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a demon.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so back to what I was saying, Hey love

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<v Speaker 1>what Oh no, that makes sense.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess.

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<v Speaker 1>I understand your skepticism. Hell evil people. Of course people

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<v Speaker 1>would want to deceive you. But what benefit is it

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<v Speaker 1>taking someone who's brand new to Hell, doesn't other way around,

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't have much offer, and waiting for them?

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<v Speaker 2>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe it's me asking me anything you want and I

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<v Speaker 1>can answer it what you can tell by my eyes. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought the same thing too. You absolutely kissed the

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<v Speaker 1>same so sweet, really a desperation in my kiss. Well, honey,

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<v Speaker 1>I've waited in this torturous zone for so long for you,

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<v Speaker 1>And no, that is a fair question. I am a succubist,

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<v Speaker 1>but I am known as the celibate succubist because the

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<v Speaker 1>only person that I wanted this entire time was you.

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<v Speaker 1>The only entity, the only being, the only thing that

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<v Speaker 1>I could wrap my brain about around wanting was absolutely you.

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<v Speaker 1>I have sat here waiting, what is it, forty fifty

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<v Speaker 1>years and almost complete solitude, because to get to know

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<v Speaker 1>anybody down here, everybody does kind of use each other

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<v Speaker 1>to some degree. No, you see, I found this hotel

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<v Speaker 1>that tries to rehab sinners.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you heard of it? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what's uh what everyone's talking about, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>overworld anymore. So Yeah, no, this this girl, Charlie, she's

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<v Speaker 1>really sweet. And yeah no, there's another more of an incubus.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I don't know what you'd call him. Angel.

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<v Speaker 1>There's a couple of prince sweethearts that are there. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>just been chilling there doing some work on the side,

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<v Speaker 1>helping people try to find love themselves. It doesn't have

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<v Speaker 1>to seem like such a hopeless place, does it. You

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<v Speaker 1>can have a happy day in hell. Look over there,

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<v Speaker 1>that's Bartlow's really great place state. They have some of

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<v Speaker 1>the best Almish food, which I thought I would never

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<v Speaker 1>be able to get down here, but it sure as

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<v Speaker 1>He'll have. Then if you want to go read up

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<v Speaker 1>on absolutely anything, our library has well the most knowledge

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<v Speaker 1>in the world. Even Heaven doesn't have as much knowledge

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<v Speaker 1>as is in our library. Well, think about it. The

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<v Speaker 1>Tree of knowledge that Adam navate from, it's it was

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<v Speaker 1>our idea so to get them to eat from it,

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<v Speaker 1>so we were able to abscond with the tree. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Heaven got kind of upset left it behind, so uh,

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<v Speaker 1>Lucifer ticket, so anything you could poss we ever want

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<v Speaker 1>to know it from the past, and it even has

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<v Speaker 1>a future section too. Well, yeah, that's one of the

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<v Speaker 1>whole Christian turnances. You shouldn't be looking into the future.

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<v Speaker 1>Rat well we do because well we're none of that.

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<v Speaker 1>So what, No, that's not how I knew you'd be

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<v Speaker 1>down here. No, I stay out of all of that because,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, trying to get rehabbed and maybe make it

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<v Speaker 1>to Paradise. But one thing came out to be true.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, no matter what, I wouldn't actually be able

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<v Speaker 1>to find paradise without you. In fact, when they were

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<v Speaker 1>able to talk to some of the angels, at first

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<v Speaker 1>they were lacked. No, there's no way, but then they

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<v Speaker 1>brought forth our story and they think that I could

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<v Speaker 1>be rehabbed.

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<v Speaker 2>But when I turned it down.

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<v Speaker 1>Saying that I didn't want to go to heaven when

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know where you would end up. I definitely

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<v Speaker 1>didn't want you to end up down here alone. What, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>my love adulty, I would follow you into the dark,

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<v Speaker 1>but I would never want you to follow me. What. Yeah, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, baby, I know how I left that world. Baby,

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<v Speaker 1>I know, and I'm let's not talk about such things

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<v Speaker 1>when we should be happy that we're finally being reunited.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't wait to hear all about what happened to

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<v Speaker 1>you and what you did and what well.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I'm happy for that.

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<v Speaker 1>I always wanted you to go on and have a

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<v Speaker 1>brilliant laugh.

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<v Speaker 2>You were so full of a lot you still are.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure it was difficult without me.

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<v Speaker 2>I know.

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<v Speaker 1>I am sure as hell wouldn't be able to live

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<v Speaker 1>without you. You were the brightest thing in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>You made it to where I didn't give up when honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>when I met you, I was I was well on

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<v Speaker 1>my way to checking out. You made me believe that

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<v Speaker 1>there has got to be hope for some things in

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<v Speaker 1>this world, and you made it to where I was

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<v Speaker 1>able to get so much more accomplished. So I can't

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<v Speaker 1>begrudge you anything, but understand if you begrudged me everything.

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<v Speaker 1>In fact, I guess it's not fair to try to

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<v Speaker 1>whisk you off and bring you back to my room,

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<v Speaker 1>though all I wanted to do is say selfishly.

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<v Speaker 2>Get my hands all over you.

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<v Speaker 1>But maybe it's all the rehab talking. I should worry

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<v Speaker 1>about what you need I No, Oh, she's gone too.

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<v Speaker 2>What's her name?

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<v Speaker 1>No, I haven't heard of anyone like that down here.

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<v Speaker 1>We can certainly, Well, she sounds like she probably didn't

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<v Speaker 1>make it down to a place like this, But you're

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<v Speaker 1>rap Skelligon. For you to end up here, well, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>we can find a way to get you two back together.

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<v Speaker 1>What well, yeah, I know this is for eternity, baby.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't mind you choosing whatever would make you happy.

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<v Speaker 1>If it's without me, it's without me. I just want

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<v Speaker 1>you to be happy for all the joy you ever

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<v Speaker 1>brought me.

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<v Speaker 2>It's the least I could ask of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, oh, that's tragic. Well then, no wonder you guys

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<v Speaker 1>ended up in such completely different places. No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>it's it's not my business to pray. I'm sure in

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<v Speaker 1>your own time if you want to tell me you can. Now.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure that you would like someplace to sit down

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<v Speaker 1>and be able to contemplate everything that just happened.

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<v Speaker 2>My room is.

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<v Speaker 1>Definitely open, but we could probably get you your own

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<v Speaker 1>if you wanted some alone time.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, no, I would.

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<v Speaker 1>Love to just lay my head on your chest and

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<v Speaker 1>listen to your heartbeat. You well, you don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Have to go to sleep.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh no, See, if we're not going to sleep, I

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<v Speaker 1>can think of many things that I would really like

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<v Speaker 1>to do, you know, just gentle a little ear, nibbles,

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<v Speaker 1>soft kisses down the back of your neck, hands going

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<v Speaker 1>around your chest, drifting lower more to this c of

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<v Speaker 1>your stomach, grabbing you and caressing you, and just huh yeah, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we should definitely go find that room. Oh no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't used my suckubest powers on anyone since I

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<v Speaker 1>got them. Just sat daydreaming of you these last forty years,

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<v Speaker 1>A long time maybe for some when you have somebody

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<v Speaker 1>so inspirational. Oh no, I remembered every single one of

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<v Speaker 1>your dirty fantasies and exactly what you wanted to do

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<v Speaker 1>to me, and well what we did together, and some

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<v Speaker 1>of the things we just never had time for. Now

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<v Speaker 1>we have all the time we could possibly want to

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<v Speaker 1>achieve them, and some amazing powers we could use. Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>we'll figure out what exactly they're going to turn you

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<v Speaker 1>into before, or rather what you should turn into before

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<v Speaker 1>they choose for you. We can use it to our advantage.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe werewolf boy, huh, I guess that would be for

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<v Speaker 1>more of my enjoyment. You too good to know, good

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<v Speaker 1>to know you naughty naughty boy. Hey guys, Zeena Alexander

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<v Speaker 1>here today's audio. There was a lot of inspiration behind it,

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<v Speaker 1>so at a very low point in my life, someone

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<v Speaker 1>very special came into it. I don't want to get

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<v Speaker 1>too deep into it, partially because of you rules, but

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<v Speaker 1>also like I don't like to bring down other people

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<v Speaker 1>too much, but they definitely gave me hope and made

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<v Speaker 1>me able to get through an exceptionally dark period. For that,

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<v Speaker 1>I will be forever grateful no matter what happens to

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<v Speaker 1>that relationship, because I don't know how I would have

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<v Speaker 1>got through it, and I don't think they realized how

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<v Speaker 1>instrumental they were and getting me through that period of time.

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<v Speaker 1>And it really inspired me thinking about, like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>some of my own personal struggles, which again I don't

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<v Speaker 1>need advice and I actually actively am declining advice on it.

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<v Speaker 1>I am seeing a professional.

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<v Speaker 2>We are good.

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<v Speaker 1>But it really made me think about if things were

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<v Speaker 1>to go differently and the risks that knowing me is

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<v Speaker 1>for that person, and it kind of inspired this what

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<v Speaker 1>would I like to say to them? And also like

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<v Speaker 1>that beautiful idea of if there's if there's an afterlif

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<v Speaker 1>if we're able to reunite, what would you say to

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<v Speaker 1>them in that case? You know, so maybe think about

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<v Speaker 1>how then. Also, not gonna lie has been a hotel.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been watching it and drew inspiration from It'd be

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<v Speaker 1>really cool showing some people around and all.

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<v Speaker 2>That good stuff. So yeah, I really loved this idea.

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<v Speaker 2>I love the idea that you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And I also thought about the idea of like, if

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<v Speaker 1>that person were to go on and have this life

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<v Speaker 1>and had somebody else, how would they feel about having

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<v Speaker 1>me around? So I wanted to leave it open ended

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<v Speaker 1>of what possibly happened in case I do a part two.

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<v Speaker 1>That way I can decide later. Haven't really fully flushed

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<v Speaker 1>that one out anyways. It's really hard to give the

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<v Speaker 1>inspiration on this one and keep it keep certain information private.

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<v Speaker 2>Who knows. Anyways, I love you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so super excited for tomorrow's twenty five hour live stream.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to thank you guys so much. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>believe that we hit. I can't believe that we hit,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, one year, one year on the fifth, So

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<v Speaker 1>we're starting. When I'll stop will be the day before

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<v Speaker 1>technically my first uh, the anniversary of my first upload.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you guys so much for that. That actually absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>means more than you'll ever know. It blows my mind

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<v Speaker 1>how far we've come within a year. I was thinking

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<v Speaker 1>we'd hit close to twenty five thousand, and we got

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<v Speaker 1>stupidly close. And I thought that, like in December, the

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<v Speaker 1>beginning of this year, I would I would have been

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<v Speaker 1>surprised if I hit a thousand, and the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>we did that this quickly just I can't. I cannot

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<v Speaker 1>fully wrap my head around it. So I want to

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<v Speaker 1>say I don't want to cry. I'm want to end

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<v Speaker 1>up crying on a livestream for sure. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to cry now, but just are not real numbers to me.

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<v Speaker 1>So anyways, I love you guys more than bacon, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'll see you the next one.

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<v Speaker 2>By