WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.399 --> 00:00:06.400 Hello, Hi, welcome, Thanks thanks for having me, Thank you 2 00:00:06.440 --> 00:00:08.759 for coming to Private Talk. We're excited to get to 3 00:00:08.800 --> 00:00:11.720 know more about you. You're an actress and model. We 4 00:00:11.800 --> 00:00:13.640 want to know all the things you have going on 5 00:00:13.720 --> 00:00:15.759 right now to tell Private Talk more. 6 00:00:16.079 --> 00:00:19.399 All right, Well, I guess in the modeling world, I 7 00:00:19.440 --> 00:00:22.960 have swim week coming up, and then I get to 8 00:00:23.000 --> 00:00:25.440 walk all the shows opening and closing, so that's awesome. 9 00:00:26.399 --> 00:00:28.480 And then I also, how is that? 10 00:00:28.519 --> 00:00:31.719 Do you get nervous? Do you? I think it's exciting obviously, 11 00:00:31.800 --> 00:00:34.520 but it's like, do you have rituals before you do 12 00:00:34.719 --> 00:00:37.039 your your shows? Like what do you do? Tell us 13 00:00:37.039 --> 00:00:37.799 all the good stuff? 14 00:00:37.920 --> 00:00:41.320 Yeah, well, right now I'm definitely in like grind mode. 15 00:00:41.320 --> 00:00:43.880 I'm doing my I usually work out twice a day anyways, 16 00:00:43.880 --> 00:00:47.119 but at these six times a week doing my like 17 00:00:47.200 --> 00:00:50.600 lymphatic massages, I do everything. 18 00:00:50.679 --> 00:00:52.960 I'm like a psycho. But is this something that you 19 00:00:53.079 --> 00:00:55.560 do normally or is something you're just doing more of? 20 00:00:55.920 --> 00:00:57.719 Like more, because when you have it coming. 21 00:00:57.600 --> 00:01:00.000 Up, I do it normally, but I'm like kicking it 22 00:01:00.039 --> 00:01:03.320 into higher, you know, when it gets down to like 23 00:01:03.320 --> 00:01:06.040 the last week, I'll be like taking water pills stuff 24 00:01:06.079 --> 00:01:08.840 like that to just go like, because you're printing around 25 00:01:08.879 --> 00:01:09.760 the bikinis. 26 00:01:09.760 --> 00:01:12.359 Is this your first time walking for Swim Week? 27 00:01:12.439 --> 00:01:14.480 Yes, okay, I've always wanted to do it, so I'm 28 00:01:14.480 --> 00:01:15.000 really excited. 29 00:01:15.040 --> 00:01:18.519 That's exciting. Congratulations, that's a big accomplishment. Yeah. I mean 30 00:01:18.560 --> 00:01:20.599 it's like it's cool. That's why I always nevers, Like 31 00:01:20.640 --> 00:01:22.400 for me, I have, you know, when I do stuff, 32 00:01:22.439 --> 00:01:24.879 I always like, am gettingly excited, but right before I'm 33 00:01:24.920 --> 00:01:26.840 so nervous and then like you just go and you 34 00:01:26.959 --> 00:01:29.079 just auto pilot and you just go it right. 35 00:01:29.359 --> 00:01:31.680 Confidence is key, So it's just longing to have that. 36 00:01:31.719 --> 00:01:33.439 You're good, you know. So how many shows are you watching? 37 00:01:33.560 --> 00:01:34.040 Are walking? 38 00:01:34.480 --> 00:01:36.719 They just sent me the list. I get a pick 39 00:01:36.760 --> 00:01:41.519 and choose. That's a good thing. But there's like twenty 40 00:01:41.519 --> 00:01:44.079 five or something like that, and four days. 41 00:01:43.920 --> 00:01:45.120 It's a busy, busy girl. 42 00:01:45.359 --> 00:01:47.400 Yeah, I'm not going to do all of them. Of course, 43 00:01:47.439 --> 00:01:49.799 I'll pick which ones I want to do, but yeah, 44 00:01:49.879 --> 00:01:52.840 it'll be busy for sure. And then I just came 45 00:01:52.840 --> 00:01:55.519 back from shooting a TV show. I did my third 46 00:01:55.560 --> 00:01:58.799 season of Wild and Out, and then. 47 00:01:59.680 --> 00:02:02.319 I was thinking in that atmosphere with so many personality, 48 00:02:02.480 --> 00:02:04.799 so many like you know, people trying to like, you know, 49 00:02:04.879 --> 00:02:06.719 in their sense that everyone has a spotlight, but it's 50 00:02:06.719 --> 00:02:08.800 like their turn whatever. How is it being in that environment? 51 00:02:10.120 --> 00:02:14.800 It's fun, a lot of personalities, for sure. Everyone's a 52 00:02:14.879 --> 00:02:16.800 character on that show, and that's why I love it. 53 00:02:18.280 --> 00:02:21.120 But I don't know, it's it's different out of like 54 00:02:21.159 --> 00:02:22.319 all the TV shows I've ever done. 55 00:02:22.360 --> 00:02:22.520 You know. 56 00:02:22.560 --> 00:02:25.719 I also hosted a show on CBS that was obviously 57 00:02:25.719 --> 00:02:29.360 way more formal these shows like Nick Cannon's show You 58 00:02:29.439 --> 00:02:31.960 Gonna Get Be Wild, And I mean obviously that's the 59 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:37.680 whole context, but I don't know. I enjoy it. But 60 00:02:38.520 --> 00:02:42.800 I personally like playing characters, so that's where like my 61 00:02:42.879 --> 00:02:47.639 passion lies more so, so whatever like TV show or movie, 62 00:02:47.680 --> 00:02:49.680 I can book and play a role. 63 00:02:49.919 --> 00:02:52.520 I prefer that over like reality. What has been your 64 00:02:52.599 --> 00:02:54.199 favorite role that you've gotten so far? 65 00:02:56.159 --> 00:03:00.400 I played the Mob Wife, yeah, and would be called 66 00:03:00.439 --> 00:03:04.240 Mob Town came out two years ago. I've always wanted 67 00:03:04.280 --> 00:03:07.280 to be part of like the Mob world. 68 00:03:07.479 --> 00:03:11.000 Yeah, some mysterios. It's kind of it's like I get it. 69 00:03:11.080 --> 00:03:15.319 I like role playing, right, So I don't know as 70 00:03:15.800 --> 00:03:18.240 like as of now that's it, But I want to 71 00:03:18.240 --> 00:03:20.759 do more comedy, so more comedy. 72 00:03:20.960 --> 00:03:22.520 So what are you doing to get to that thing? 73 00:03:22.560 --> 00:03:24.560 Are you doing like YouTube? Ways? Are you just doing 74 00:03:24.639 --> 00:03:26.439 like more like how do you get into jump into 75 00:03:26.439 --> 00:03:27.919 that world? And you've already kind of like doing your 76 00:03:27.919 --> 00:03:29.240 own branding stuff now right right? 77 00:03:29.759 --> 00:03:32.759 So I studied at ground Lanes and did like a 78 00:03:32.759 --> 00:03:36.319 lot of improv, studied with other like big acting like 79 00:03:36.599 --> 00:03:41.599 comedic acting teachers, and then during the pandemic, I basically 80 00:03:41.759 --> 00:03:44.120 all of that kind of got cut off. So to 81 00:03:44.199 --> 00:03:47.719 continue it, I took the TikTok and started doing like 82 00:03:47.840 --> 00:03:52.560 comedy scenes and just playing them as myself and playing 83 00:03:52.599 --> 00:03:54.919 the guide part and the girl part and like matching 84 00:03:54.960 --> 00:03:58.319 it up, and it's been popping off. It just is 85 00:03:58.479 --> 00:04:01.680 very time consuming, but it's like a whole job, and 86 00:04:01.719 --> 00:04:04.159 it's oh my goodness. Some videos can take like eighteen 87 00:04:04.159 --> 00:04:04.759 hours to edit. 88 00:04:04.840 --> 00:04:07.560 Oh really, Yeah, that's crazy. Are you doing that all yourself? 89 00:04:07.599 --> 00:04:08.759 Do you have a team doing things? 90 00:04:08.840 --> 00:04:11.439 No, I'm doing it all by myself. I have tried 91 00:04:11.479 --> 00:04:15.000 to hire people, but I'm just such a perfectionist and 92 00:04:15.000 --> 00:04:17.360 so hands on, I'm like it's not right, you know. 93 00:04:17.720 --> 00:04:20.199 So how did you okay talk about the TikTok world, like, 94 00:04:20.240 --> 00:04:22.199 you know, is it something that you know you started 95 00:04:22.240 --> 00:04:24.079 off that you just kind of stumbled upon. Did you 96 00:04:24.079 --> 00:04:25.560 have friends doing to kind of teach you the way, 97 00:04:25.639 --> 00:04:28.000 or you just kind of like, Hey, I'm gonna try 98 00:04:28.000 --> 00:04:29.759 this comedy thing out. I'm gonna try these kids I 99 00:04:29.839 --> 00:04:31.879 like being you know, different types of characters and just 100 00:04:31.920 --> 00:04:35.560 see how it went, Like how did that work out? Right? Yeah? 101 00:04:35.720 --> 00:04:38.680 I started so I was a dancer growing up, so 102 00:04:38.759 --> 00:04:40.959 I kind of was doing more like the dancing tiktoks 103 00:04:40.959 --> 00:04:43.600 at first, uh, and just kind of doing like music 104 00:04:43.639 --> 00:04:48.000 video type of stuff. And I did a few like 105 00:04:48.079 --> 00:04:51.600 comedy scenes and people really took to them. So then 106 00:04:51.639 --> 00:04:55.560 I just kept on going with that. But I'm sorry, 107 00:04:55.680 --> 00:04:56.480 could you repeat that? 108 00:04:56.800 --> 00:04:58.920 Like? How is that getting into like the TikTok world? 109 00:04:58.920 --> 00:05:00.959 Like getting somebody you know s when you do like 110 00:05:01.000 --> 00:05:03.120 so many viewers like how do you get gain that momentum? 111 00:05:03.160 --> 00:05:04.879 It is it just like you kind of just took 112 00:05:04.920 --> 00:05:06.439 a shot and did it or did you have people 113 00:05:06.600 --> 00:05:08.279 tell you like that it was really successful in it 114 00:05:08.319 --> 00:05:10.680 and tell like a formula had you just kind of 115 00:05:10.879 --> 00:05:11.959 you just can't see it? 116 00:05:12.079 --> 00:05:13.920 Yeah, I mean you see kind of what works, Like 117 00:05:13.920 --> 00:05:16.160 some videos won't go off at all. And then some will, 118 00:05:16.199 --> 00:05:19.439 and then you just kind of find like similarities and 119 00:05:19.439 --> 00:05:21.519 stuff like that. And then I find that once that 120 00:05:21.720 --> 00:05:24.399 I do that have taken off and I kind of 121 00:05:24.439 --> 00:05:26.279 mimicked it, those ones. 122 00:05:26.040 --> 00:05:27.639 Have been just as successful. 123 00:05:27.959 --> 00:05:30.279 So it's just kind of like a trial and error 124 00:05:30.319 --> 00:05:33.279 type of thing, but diffluences. 125 00:05:33.240 --> 00:05:35.360 Like in that kind of world, like the comedy world. 126 00:05:36.319 --> 00:05:40.279 In the comedy world, I mostly like guys. I love 127 00:05:41.480 --> 00:05:46.600 Jim Carrey, Will Ferrow, Adam Sandler, uh more of those, 128 00:05:46.680 --> 00:05:51.240 just like goofy guys, Steve Corral, Kristen Wigg, I mean, 129 00:05:51.519 --> 00:05:55.399 throw a girl in there. I love Cameron Diaz, but 130 00:05:55.759 --> 00:05:58.839 I don't know, just people who are not afraid to 131 00:05:58.879 --> 00:06:00.240 like be themselves and just. 132 00:06:00.199 --> 00:06:02.600 Be jump in there and just like kind of whatever 133 00:06:02.639 --> 00:06:05.879 works exactly. I like that. Is there like a go 134 00:06:05.959 --> 00:06:08.639 to or a role that you have in mind that 135 00:06:08.680 --> 00:06:09.480 she would like to do? 136 00:06:12.480 --> 00:06:16.399 Kind of I guess I've always I mean there's a few, 137 00:06:16.519 --> 00:06:19.639 of course, I want to be like that badass goddess 138 00:06:19.720 --> 00:06:22.319 woman like kill Bill type of thing, right, or like 139 00:06:22.399 --> 00:06:25.360 wonder Woman, So I want to play something like that, 140 00:06:25.519 --> 00:06:28.800 and then I also want to do like that fun 141 00:06:29.199 --> 00:06:33.160 cute like Cameron Diaz vibe like she's like that hot 142 00:06:33.199 --> 00:06:36.120 girl that everyone like loves but very cute see, and 143 00:06:36.279 --> 00:06:38.560 she has like this funny way about doing things. I 144 00:06:38.560 --> 00:06:40.720 feel like, so if I could get a role like that, 145 00:06:40.800 --> 00:06:41.480 I would love that. 146 00:06:41.839 --> 00:06:46.639 Awesome. Yeah, so what it's the best advice you've ever gotten? Oh? 147 00:06:49.160 --> 00:06:54.120 Uh? Probably too? You know, not really talk about what 148 00:06:54.160 --> 00:06:57.439 you're up to and what you're doing, because the minute 149 00:06:57.439 --> 00:06:59.959 you start talking about stuff, it just you know, create 150 00:07:00.040 --> 00:07:03.040 it taters and creates people that will go and take it. 151 00:07:02.959 --> 00:07:05.439 Away before you get it, before you get it. 152 00:07:05.519 --> 00:07:06.920 Yeah, exactly, because we're on. 153 00:07:06.879 --> 00:07:10.879 A podcast, we're talking about exactly, like you know, without 154 00:07:10.879 --> 00:07:13.120 being having like all your eggs in one basket and 155 00:07:13.120 --> 00:07:15.839 like a hatch or something hatched before that kind of thing, right, 156 00:07:15.879 --> 00:07:17.399 It's like you want to like make sure it's a 157 00:07:17.480 --> 00:07:18.360 go to thing. 158 00:07:18.519 --> 00:07:21.600 Right, and then don't say stuff before it happens. Basically, Yeah, 159 00:07:21.839 --> 00:07:22.319 I like it. 160 00:07:22.399 --> 00:07:27.079 What is your dating life currently? Oh? Terrible? Absolutely terrible. 161 00:07:27.319 --> 00:07:29.360 Is it because of COVID or is it because of 162 00:07:29.519 --> 00:07:31.519 just you know, why is it terrible? 163 00:07:31.600 --> 00:07:31.639 No? 164 00:07:31.720 --> 00:07:35.079 I actually had three boyfriends during COVID, So COVID that's 165 00:07:35.079 --> 00:07:36.560 why when we COVID back to get you some. 166 00:07:36.519 --> 00:07:39.639 Body right, No, I mean everyone's just like living in 167 00:07:39.680 --> 00:07:41.879 their howt girl summer, how boy summer. 168 00:07:41.600 --> 00:07:42.600 You know what I mean. Uh. 169 00:07:42.639 --> 00:07:45.399 And also I find that every single guy I've gone 170 00:07:45.439 --> 00:07:50.199 on a date with starting twenty twenty one, it's either 171 00:07:50.279 --> 00:07:53.600 they'll like be flaky or weird, or like I'll go 172 00:07:53.680 --> 00:07:55.279 on a double date and I'll go for my friend, 173 00:07:55.639 --> 00:07:58.439 or it's like the weirdest stuff. Yeah, it's almost like. 174 00:07:58.399 --> 00:08:00.759 God's like, no, not right now, and they're always the 175 00:08:00.800 --> 00:08:02.600 wrong way, the boys or guys. 176 00:08:03.480 --> 00:08:05.800 It might also not be the right time. I think 177 00:08:05.839 --> 00:08:08.360 it's career time for me, and I'm okay with that. 178 00:08:08.360 --> 00:08:10.040 That's fair, you know what I mean. Sometimes you just 179 00:08:10.079 --> 00:08:12.439 need somebody to like entertain you, but not like you 180 00:08:12.480 --> 00:08:14.759 know exactly, you're like right at the moment, but not 181 00:08:14.800 --> 00:08:17.920 like right enough forever, right, You just need some Like I. 182 00:08:18.000 --> 00:08:21.399 Try the fuck buddy too in the beginning of the year, 183 00:08:21.439 --> 00:08:24.160 but he sucked because he was just always so busy, 184 00:08:24.319 --> 00:08:26.399 and then I was so busy, and I'm like, we're 185 00:08:26.399 --> 00:08:28.399 never even having sex, Like what's the point of this? 186 00:08:28.639 --> 00:08:31.519 So yeah, that's not fun. It's like there's no emotions 187 00:08:31.560 --> 00:08:33.200 at all either. It's just sex and I'm not getting 188 00:08:33.240 --> 00:08:37.559 the sex, what is doing right? Exactly exactly find better 189 00:08:37.600 --> 00:08:40.240 buck buddies. I know, the world's opening up, so it's hard, 190 00:08:40.320 --> 00:08:43.159 you know. Yeah, it's easy and hard right to just 191 00:08:43.519 --> 00:08:45.879 be one of those summers that's like, so, is it 192 00:08:45.960 --> 00:08:47.639 really gonna have a hot girl summer? Oh? 193 00:08:47.720 --> 00:08:50.159 Yeah, I mean my sex life is fine if I 194 00:08:50.240 --> 00:08:53.320 choose to do that, you know what I mean. But 195 00:08:53.679 --> 00:08:56.279 as far as like men that I'm interested in having 196 00:08:56.279 --> 00:08:58.840 a relationship with, not really any. 197 00:08:59.000 --> 00:09:01.720 So do they like, how do you find these men? 198 00:09:01.799 --> 00:09:04.200 Because I feel like it's really hard to find people 199 00:09:04.200 --> 00:09:06.240 these days? But she said, and especially with COVID, you 200 00:09:06.279 --> 00:09:09.600 said you had three boyfriends during COVID, all through social media. 201 00:09:09.759 --> 00:09:11.480 How do they like, how do we get to know 202 00:09:11.799 --> 00:09:12.279 you more? 203 00:09:12.679 --> 00:09:15.279 Yeah? Well one of them was an ex, and then 204 00:09:15.480 --> 00:09:17.600 another one I met out at a party, and then 205 00:09:17.679 --> 00:09:19.440 another one I met on Riya. 206 00:09:20.440 --> 00:09:23.320 So yeah, I don't really dating apps for you. Are 207 00:09:23.360 --> 00:09:25.360 you on a lot of them or just right just 208 00:09:25.440 --> 00:09:25.879 on Riya? 209 00:09:26.000 --> 00:09:29.159 And honestly, I've been on there since like twenty fifteen, 210 00:09:29.240 --> 00:09:31.080 and it was good in the beginning, and now I'll 211 00:09:31.120 --> 00:09:33.759 go on maybe three times a year if I'm bored 212 00:09:34.000 --> 00:09:34.480 or whatever. 213 00:09:34.559 --> 00:09:37.879 But I do you feel like there's genuine picks there 214 00:09:38.320 --> 00:09:41.039 or like, because I just feel like dating they're apps 215 00:09:41.039 --> 00:09:43.600 in general just awkward for me because I feel like 216 00:09:44.120 --> 00:09:45.679 I don't know, how do you just like pick from 217 00:09:45.720 --> 00:09:47.519 a picture to whatever? And then like meeting people to 218 00:09:47.559 --> 00:09:49.519 me is just kind of awkward times I'm a stranger, 219 00:09:50.000 --> 00:09:52.080 but like you're out and about organic, I feel it 220 00:09:52.080 --> 00:09:53.559 would be just like more bet of a situation. 221 00:09:53.679 --> 00:09:55.919 But yeah, no, I'm trying to do that. Otherwise, like 222 00:09:55.960 --> 00:09:57.879 guys will side to my DMS or I'll mate them 223 00:09:57.879 --> 00:09:59.840 through a front or it's usually when you're like out 224 00:09:59.879 --> 00:10:00.399 of about. 225 00:10:00.759 --> 00:10:02.919 So if a guy slides into your d MS and like, 226 00:10:02.960 --> 00:10:04.759 do you go through his whole page and look before 227 00:10:04.759 --> 00:10:07.519 you like answer back or you just know, yeah, you're 228 00:10:07.519 --> 00:10:11.200 doing some research size the first of course, Yeah, I 229 00:10:11.320 --> 00:10:13.639 like this, is there a certain type of guy that 230 00:10:13.720 --> 00:10:14.080 you have? 231 00:10:15.679 --> 00:10:18.080 I used to have a type, but now I'm all 232 00:10:18.120 --> 00:10:22.320 over the place and I'm kind of going I feel 233 00:10:22.320 --> 00:10:25.279 like I'm attracted to like black guys right now. Okay, 234 00:10:25.279 --> 00:10:29.000 that's like my thing. But before then I was I 235 00:10:29.120 --> 00:10:33.080 like tall, athletic. But I've dated all sizes, I've dated 236 00:10:33.159 --> 00:10:37.000 all races, I've dated and you dated women that's the 237 00:10:37.000 --> 00:10:42.200 only thing I haven't dated, and I date them or 238 00:10:42.320 --> 00:10:43.200 just have sex with them. 239 00:10:43.200 --> 00:10:46.279 There's a different I know, I mean true because I 240 00:10:46.279 --> 00:10:48.120 feel like you don't have to date a girl to 241 00:10:48.159 --> 00:10:49.919 be into girls. You can have you know, like a 242 00:10:49.960 --> 00:10:53.159 sexual relationship or like in situations. But it's not like 243 00:10:53.240 --> 00:10:55.000 some people just don't be a romantic Like I was 244 00:10:55.200 --> 00:10:57.559 in the adult business and I did you know, girl 245 00:10:57.559 --> 00:11:00.279 girls scenes, but I never I liked girls. I didn't 246 00:11:00.320 --> 00:11:01.960 like I would never want to be in a relationship 247 00:11:02.000 --> 00:11:04.679 at that time, Like I liked having girlfriends, but you know, 248 00:11:04.919 --> 00:11:07.120 I liked doing my own you know, same thing in 249 00:11:07.120 --> 00:11:08.879 that way. So it's like I've it's like, you don't 250 00:11:08.879 --> 00:11:10.519 have to I feel like it's misconstrued. It doesn't have 251 00:11:10.559 --> 00:11:12.679 to be one or the other. Right, you can enjoy 252 00:11:12.720 --> 00:11:14.000 it all right, exactly. 253 00:11:14.759 --> 00:11:19.360 I don't know I've I've never had the urge. 254 00:11:19.799 --> 00:11:21.559 I just haven't found the right woman or maybe this 255 00:11:21.600 --> 00:11:24.799 is not for you, yeah, exactly, But honestly, I don't know. 256 00:11:24.840 --> 00:11:27.200 I feel like women could. 257 00:11:27.279 --> 00:11:30.039 But you're not. But you're not off Like it's not. 258 00:11:30.440 --> 00:11:32.799 It's not off limits. But I've also never had hooked 259 00:11:32.840 --> 00:11:35.480 up with a girl before. I've had a girl like 260 00:11:35.679 --> 00:11:36.399 go down on me. 261 00:11:37.600 --> 00:11:38.519 I was that experience. 262 00:11:39.679 --> 00:11:42.480 It was fine. Yeah, actually I kind of was like 263 00:11:42.600 --> 00:11:43.039 into it. 264 00:11:43.480 --> 00:11:47.960 But did you reciprocate and do anything to her? No? See, 265 00:11:48.120 --> 00:11:52.320 let's talk about this because I'm okay, right, See, I 266 00:11:52.360 --> 00:11:54.639 feel like it's I mean, it's not like just because 267 00:11:54.679 --> 00:11:56.759 you do one encounter like that, you don't think it 268 00:11:56.799 --> 00:11:59.679 has to be labeled to anything. But that's me. But 269 00:11:59.759 --> 00:12:01.240 I also feel like too, like I was in a 270 00:12:01.279 --> 00:12:04.039 situation where I rang down on a girl but she 271 00:12:04.080 --> 00:12:05.960 wouldn't go down on me, and it was just awkward 272 00:12:06.159 --> 00:12:07.759 and not that I needed her to do whatever, But 273 00:12:07.759 --> 00:12:10.279 then it was just like where do we go from there? Right? Right? 274 00:12:10.320 --> 00:12:12.720 Because if you don't like it or whatever, then why 275 00:12:12.799 --> 00:12:15.120 Like I just feel like it's a selfish lover situation, 276 00:12:15.240 --> 00:12:17.480 Like I want to be an equal opportunity. We're either 277 00:12:17.480 --> 00:12:19.799 doing it to each other or why waste my time 278 00:12:20.240 --> 00:12:22.279 in that situation. But with someone like yourself, if it's 279 00:12:22.320 --> 00:12:24.120 something you've never done, it's something maybe me need to 280 00:12:24.120 --> 00:12:25.759 be eased into, like you know what I mean. And 281 00:12:25.759 --> 00:12:28.159 that's rightfully so, because I've you know, more experienced like 282 00:12:28.240 --> 00:12:31.240 hypersexually in that level, because I've already been with women before, 283 00:12:31.960 --> 00:12:33.399 so it's like that, you know. That's why it's like, 284 00:12:33.440 --> 00:12:34.960 it doesn't make you one way or the other if 285 00:12:35.000 --> 00:12:36.679 you like what you like, you know what I mean. 286 00:12:36.720 --> 00:12:38.240 That's why I think it's also just like with men, 287 00:12:38.320 --> 00:12:40.399 some guys you just don't like like that. Yeah, some 288 00:12:40.480 --> 00:12:43.360 women it's you know, you have a chemistry or an 289 00:12:43.360 --> 00:12:46.039 attraction to them that you can't explain or just whatever. 290 00:12:46.159 --> 00:12:47.759 And then some girls are just like, oh, she's cool 291 00:12:47.799 --> 00:12:48.200 to drink with. 292 00:12:48.320 --> 00:12:50.399 But right know, I think I just made the double 293 00:12:50.399 --> 00:12:52.919 standard too, because I feel like if a guy like 294 00:12:53.039 --> 00:12:56.000 got his like dick socks or whatever, that would be 295 00:12:56.080 --> 00:12:57.840 if he wouldn't do it to the other guy, I 296 00:12:57.840 --> 00:12:59.080 feel like he'd still be gay. 297 00:12:59.639 --> 00:13:02.240 I think that this by being bisexual, I. 298 00:13:02.159 --> 00:13:03.080 Mean bisexually, Okay. 299 00:13:03.120 --> 00:13:04.960 I feel like for me, I think a lot of men, 300 00:13:05.039 --> 00:13:06.759 like I've had the conversation with a lot of male 301 00:13:06.799 --> 00:13:08.480 friends and they don't agree with that that this think 302 00:13:08.480 --> 00:13:10.519 it's one or the other, and you know what I mean, 303 00:13:10.559 --> 00:13:12.039 I can understand to the point, but I just feel 304 00:13:12.120 --> 00:13:15.759 like it's it's very I don't think like it. They 305 00:13:15.759 --> 00:13:17.799 may still like that whatever, but they don't. It's like 306 00:13:17.840 --> 00:13:19.200 how they like it, you know what I mean, Like 307 00:13:19.240 --> 00:13:21.960 it's like different and so I feel like I don't know. 308 00:13:21.960 --> 00:13:24.039 I think it shouldn't be labeled like that, but I 309 00:13:24.039 --> 00:13:26.080 feel like it's two each's own in that part. But 310 00:13:26.120 --> 00:13:28.000 I don't think that it's like I think it's bisexual 311 00:13:28.120 --> 00:13:29.960 how I see it, because it's like they like both 312 00:13:30.039 --> 00:13:32.799 some do and then some favor more than like getting 313 00:13:32.840 --> 00:13:35.039 it or ticking it like it's receiving things and like 314 00:13:35.120 --> 00:13:37.960 how lovers are the love languages. Who speaks a little 315 00:13:38.000 --> 00:13:40.679 bit differently? But maybe there's a woman out there there 316 00:13:40.720 --> 00:13:42.600 for you. I feel like I feel like because you're 317 00:13:42.639 --> 00:13:45.120 not closed off to the point that maybe it'll like 318 00:13:45.159 --> 00:13:46.799 one time, be like in your mind and be like 319 00:13:46.960 --> 00:13:49.120 thinking about this on the couch now. I mean like 320 00:13:49.519 --> 00:13:50.240 this is the moment. 321 00:13:50.440 --> 00:13:51.960 When I was younger, I had a lot of really 322 00:13:52.000 --> 00:13:54.039 attractive girls try to take me home all the time. 323 00:13:54.279 --> 00:13:56.000 But that was like how did that make you feel? 324 00:13:56.000 --> 00:13:57.840 And it make you feel like girls are into me? 325 00:13:57.879 --> 00:13:59.279 Weirdly, I think I give they. 326 00:13:59.159 --> 00:14:01.519 Are massive because I feel like some women get aggressive, 327 00:14:01.559 --> 00:14:02.799 like you're like, well what you know what I mean, 328 00:14:02.879 --> 00:14:05.080 Like how did you take me? You are a beautiful girl? 329 00:14:05.200 --> 00:14:07.720 And it's like, how do you put like separated? You're like, no, 330 00:14:07.759 --> 00:14:09.600 I just can't wait to be friends. 331 00:14:09.639 --> 00:14:12.799 Like I don't know, yeah, I don't know. I mean 332 00:14:13.919 --> 00:14:16.840 I kind of played off like oh, you're like so sweet, 333 00:14:16.879 --> 00:14:19.159 thank you, and you're so pretty, but I just don't. 334 00:14:18.960 --> 00:14:21.440 Swing that way. And they're like, oh, come on, just 335 00:14:21.480 --> 00:14:24.399 like try it, like no, let me be the one. 336 00:14:24.679 --> 00:14:25.879 Yeah, right exactly. 337 00:14:26.080 --> 00:14:27.759 Then you're more of a target, you know what I mean. 338 00:14:27.759 --> 00:14:32.200 That's like true, either like I always in the sad, 339 00:14:32.240 --> 00:14:34.559 I'm like I have a boyfriend or I'm in a relationship. 340 00:14:34.639 --> 00:14:37.480 I'm right. They sometimes still don't even take that one 341 00:14:37.519 --> 00:14:41.679 for an answer, but you know, it's always like yeah, true, 342 00:14:42.480 --> 00:14:44.720 what is one thing that men always fuck up on 343 00:14:44.799 --> 00:14:46.200 when it comes to relationships? 344 00:14:46.200 --> 00:14:49.559 Do you think, Oh my goodness, oh so many things? 345 00:14:51.120 --> 00:14:53.879 Hell us all we want to hear? Give us the tea. 346 00:14:54.840 --> 00:14:55.519 I don't know. 347 00:14:55.559 --> 00:15:00.080 I mean definitely. I feel like when they gaka other girls, you. 348 00:15:00.080 --> 00:15:01.919 Know what I mean, Like like no matter what your 349 00:15:01.919 --> 00:15:03.679 girl on the side of them or yeah. 350 00:15:03.559 --> 00:15:05.120 Well even if you were like at dinner and there's 351 00:15:05.159 --> 00:15:07.440 a pretty girl, they don't really you know what I mean, 352 00:15:07.519 --> 00:15:09.840 Like some of them will just like stare, but you 353 00:15:09.879 --> 00:15:11.879 will be at dinner with them and you're like, okay, babe, 354 00:15:12.240 --> 00:15:14.279 you can look a few times, like she's pretty, but 355 00:15:14.320 --> 00:15:15.799 like when it gets to the point that you're looking 356 00:15:15.840 --> 00:15:18.480 at her more than me, like there's problems. 357 00:15:18.600 --> 00:15:21.919 So you've had this conversation before, Oh yeah, So like 358 00:15:21.960 --> 00:15:23.600 how would you want it to be addressed? Do you 359 00:15:23.639 --> 00:15:24.919 just want to look a couple of times and then 360 00:15:24.960 --> 00:15:27.600 stop looking or would you be like, hey, she's really hot, 361 00:15:27.600 --> 00:15:28.919 what do you think? Or would that make you. 362 00:15:28.879 --> 00:15:30.759 Meant to I just don't think that. Guys realize you're 363 00:15:30.799 --> 00:15:33.360 doing it, you know what I mean? And I guess 364 00:15:34.120 --> 00:15:36.320 I don't know. I'd be like, look, yeah, she's pretty. 365 00:15:36.320 --> 00:15:39.159 You can look like once or twice, but like it's 366 00:15:39.279 --> 00:15:41.720 just like you disrespectful exactly. 367 00:15:41.799 --> 00:15:43.600 Yeah, it's like you know because me am like I 368 00:15:43.679 --> 00:15:46.480 would like to, you know, appreciate it, be like, oh, 369 00:15:46.559 --> 00:15:49.039 say it together or look together. So it's not like ton, 370 00:15:49.080 --> 00:15:51.360 I know you're looking at exactly, but don't make it 371 00:15:51.399 --> 00:15:53.759 like you're like looking like no, I'm not looking over there, 372 00:15:53.799 --> 00:15:56.039 and then it's awkward for everybody. It's like, just say 373 00:15:56.080 --> 00:15:57.320 what your I think a lot of it is with 374 00:15:57.399 --> 00:16:00.080 the communication part because it's like people think, like, oh, 375 00:16:00.120 --> 00:16:01.639 you're gonna get mad if I say that. Well, actually, 376 00:16:01.679 --> 00:16:04.039 I'd rather you tell me that truth than me wondering 377 00:16:04.039 --> 00:16:06.879 the whole time if you know this person or whatever 378 00:16:07.000 --> 00:16:08.279 kind of thing that you're thinking. 379 00:16:08.159 --> 00:16:10.879 Right, and on social media and stuff, when like they 380 00:16:10.879 --> 00:16:14.440 get mad when you post a bikini photo or something, 381 00:16:14.559 --> 00:16:17.399 and then but then all the photos that they're like, like, 382 00:16:17.399 --> 00:16:20.440 you know, on Instagram or all these other girls and bikinis. 383 00:16:19.919 --> 00:16:22.000 You know what I mean. Okay, so you ask such 384 00:16:22.159 --> 00:16:24.559 a hate dating in the social media world. You're a 385 00:16:24.559 --> 00:16:26.559 big you know, influence on TikTok and things like that. 386 00:16:26.639 --> 00:16:29.879 Do people come at you like because of your content 387 00:16:29.960 --> 00:16:31.799 after they're already with you and knowing who you are 388 00:16:31.879 --> 00:16:34.279 and it hasn't broken you up in relationships? Yep? 389 00:16:34.559 --> 00:16:37.720 A few actually, especially when I got an OnlyFans. My 390 00:16:37.840 --> 00:16:41.440 last two boyfriends were really bad, like mean about it, 391 00:16:41.480 --> 00:16:44.960 but they knew on date one everything. I was like, 392 00:16:45.000 --> 00:16:47.000 you can go through my shit like whatever, I'm not 393 00:16:47.039 --> 00:16:50.559 hiding anything and I'm not nude. I mean, I'm implied, 394 00:16:50.639 --> 00:16:52.679 but I'm like, you know what I mean, I have 395 00:16:52.679 --> 00:16:56.360 nothing to hide. And then three months into the relationships, 396 00:16:56.399 --> 00:16:59.240 like they would get so controlling and you can't do 397 00:16:59.279 --> 00:17:01.000 this and you can't do that. But then they want 398 00:17:01.000 --> 00:17:01.919 me to pay for their dinner. 399 00:17:02.080 --> 00:17:06.160 But do they content is and they're saying that they're 400 00:17:06.240 --> 00:17:09.359 just being insecure because they don't know what it is working. 401 00:17:09.599 --> 00:17:11.759