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<v Speaker 1>Section eight of nineteen eighty four by George Orwell. This

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<v Speaker 1>legamis recording may be freely distributed and adapted for any purpose.

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<v Speaker 1>Section one, chapter eight. From somewhere at the bottom of

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<v Speaker 1>a passage, the smell of roasting coffee, real coffee, not

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<v Speaker 1>Victory coffee, came floating out into the street. Winston paused

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<v Speaker 1>involuntarily for perhaps two seconds. He was back in the

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<v Speaker 1>half forgotten world of his childhood. Then a door banged,

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<v Speaker 1>seeming to cut off the smell as abruptly as though

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<v Speaker 1>it had been a sound. He had walked several kilometers

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<v Speaker 1>over pavements, and his varicus alsa was throbbing. This was

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<v Speaker 1>the second time in three weeks that he had missed

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<v Speaker 1>an evening at the community center, a rash act, since

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<v Speaker 1>you could be certain that the number of your attendances

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<v Speaker 1>at the center was carefully checked. In principle, a party

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<v Speaker 1>member had no spare time and was never alone except

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<v Speaker 1>in bed. It was assumed that when he was not working, eating,

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<v Speaker 1>or sleeping, he would be taking part in sight some

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<v Speaker 1>kind of communal recreation. To do anything that suggested a

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<v Speaker 1>taste for solitude, even to go for a walk by yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>was always slightly dangerous. There was a word for it

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<v Speaker 1>in New Speak own life. It was called meaning individualism

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<v Speaker 1>and eccentricity. But this evening, as he came out of

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<v Speaker 1>the ministry, the balminess of the april air had tempted him.

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<v Speaker 1>The sky was a warmer blue than he had seen

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<v Speaker 1>it that year, And suddenly the long, noisy evening at

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<v Speaker 1>the center, the boring, exhausting games, the lectures, the creaking

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<v Speaker 1>camaraderie oiled by gin had seemed intolerable. On impulse, he

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<v Speaker 1>had turned away from the bus stop and wandered off

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<v Speaker 1>into the labyrinth of London, first south, then east, then

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<v Speaker 1>north again, losing himself among unknown streets, and hardly bothering

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<v Speaker 1>in which direction he was going. If there is hope,

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<v Speaker 1>he had written in the Diary, it lies in the prolls.

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<v Speaker 1>The words kept coming back to him, statement of a

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<v Speaker 1>mystical truth and a palpable absurdity. He was somewhere in

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<v Speaker 1>the vague, brown colored slums to the north and east

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<v Speaker 1>of what had once been Saint Pancras Station. He was

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<v Speaker 1>walking up a cobbled street of little two story houses

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<v Speaker 1>with battered doorways which gave straight on the pavement, and

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<v Speaker 1>which were somehow curiously suggestive of rat holes. There were

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<v Speaker 1>puddles of filthy water here and there among the cobbles,

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<v Speaker 1>in and out of the dark doorways and down narrow

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<v Speaker 1>alleyways that branched off on either side. People swarmed in

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<v Speaker 1>astonishing numbers, girls in full bloom with crudely lipsticked mouths,

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<v Speaker 1>and youths who chased the girls, and swollen, waddling women

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<v Speaker 1>who showed you what the girls would be like in

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<v Speaker 1>ten years time. And old bent creatures shuffling along on

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<v Speaker 1>splayed feet, and ragged, barefooted children who played in the

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<v Speaker 1>puddles and then scattered at angry yells from their mothers.

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<v Speaker 1>Perhaps a quarter of the windows in the street were

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<v Speaker 1>broken and boarded up. Most of the people paid no

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<v Speaker 1>attention to Winston. A few eyed him with a sort

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<v Speaker 1>of guarded curiosity. Two monstrous women with brick red forearms

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<v Speaker 1>folded across their aprons were talking outside a doorway. Winston

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<v Speaker 1>caught scraps of conversation as he approached. Yes, I says

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<v Speaker 1>to her. That's all very well, I says, But if

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<v Speaker 1>you'd have been in my place, you'd have done the

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<v Speaker 1>same as what I've done. It's easy to criticize, I says,

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<v Speaker 1>but you ain't got the same problems as what I got,

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<v Speaker 1>Ah said the other. That's just it, that's just where

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<v Speaker 1>it is. The strident voices stopped abruptly. The women studied

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<v Speaker 1>him in hostile silence as he went past. But it

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<v Speaker 1>was not hostility exactly, merely a kind of weariness, a

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<v Speaker 1>momentary stiffening, as at the passing of some unfamiliar animal.

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<v Speaker 1>The blue overalls of the party could not be a

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<v Speaker 1>common sight in a street like this. Indeed, it was

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<v Speaker 1>unwise to be seen in such places unless you had

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<v Speaker 1>definite business there. The patrols might stop you if you

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<v Speaker 1>happened to run into them. May I see your papers, comrade?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you doing here? What time did you leave work?

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<v Speaker 1>Is this your usual way home? And so on and

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<v Speaker 1>so forth. Not that there was any rule against walking

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<v Speaker 1>home by an unusual route, but it was enough to

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<v Speaker 1>draw attention to you if the thought police heard about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Suddenly the whole street was in commotion. There were yells

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<v Speaker 1>of warning from all sides. People were shooting into the

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<v Speaker 1>doorways like rabbits. A young woman leapt out of doorway

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<v Speaker 1>a little ahead of Winston, grabbed up. A tiny child

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<v Speaker 1>playing in a puddle, whipped her apron round it, and

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<v Speaker 1>leaped back again, all in one movement. At the same instant,

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<v Speaker 1>a man in a concertina like black suit, who had

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<v Speaker 1>emerged from a side alley, ran towards Winston, pointing excitedly

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<v Speaker 1>to the sky Steamer. He yelled, look out guv'nor bang

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<v Speaker 1>over d lay down. Quick Steamer was a nickname which,

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<v Speaker 1>for some reason, the Proles applied to rocket bombs. Winston

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<v Speaker 1>promptly flung himself on his face. The proles were nearly

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<v Speaker 1>always right when they gave you a warning of this kind.

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<v Speaker 1>They seemed to possess some kind of instinct which told

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<v Speaker 1>them several seconds in advance when a rocket was coming.

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<v Speaker 1>Although the rockets supper traveled faster than sound. Winston clasped

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<v Speaker 1>his forearms above his head. There was a roar which

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to make the pavement heave a shower of light

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<v Speaker 1>objects pattered on to his back. When he stood up,

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<v Speaker 1>he found that he was covered with fragments of glass.

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<v Speaker 1>From the nearest window he walked on, a bomb had

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<v Speaker 1>demolished group of houses two hundred meters up the street.

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<v Speaker 1>A black plume of smoke hung in the sky, and

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<v Speaker 1>below it a cloud of plaster dust, in which a

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<v Speaker 1>crowd was already forming Around the ruins. There was a

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<v Speaker 1>little pile of plaster lying on the pavement ahead of him,

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<v Speaker 1>and in the middle of it he could see a

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<v Speaker 1>bright red streak. When he got up to it, he

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<v Speaker 1>saw that it was a human hand severed at the wrist.

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<v Speaker 1>Apart from the bloody stump, the hand was so completely

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<v Speaker 1>whitened as to resemble a plaster cast. He kicked the

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<v Speaker 1>thing into the gutter, and then, to avoid the crowd,

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<v Speaker 1>turned down a side street to the right. Within three

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<v Speaker 1>or four minutes he was out of the area which

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<v Speaker 1>the bomb had effected, and the sordid, swarming life of

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<v Speaker 1>the streets was going on as though nothing had happened.

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<v Speaker 1>It was nearly twenty hours, and the drinking shops which

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<v Speaker 1>the proles frequented, pubs they called them, were choked with

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<v Speaker 1>customers from their grimy swing doors, endlessly opening and shutting.

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<v Speaker 1>There came forth a smell of urine, sawdust and sour bier.

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<v Speaker 1>In an angle formed by a projecting house front, three

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<v Speaker 1>men were standing very close together, the middle, one of

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<v Speaker 1>them holding a folded up newspaper, which the other two

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<v Speaker 1>were studying over his shoulder. Even before he was near

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<v Speaker 1>enough to make out the expression on their faces, Winston

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<v Speaker 1>could see absorption in every line of their bodies. It

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<v Speaker 1>was obviously some serious piece of news that they were reading.

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<v Speaker 1>He was a few paces away from them when suddenly

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<v Speaker 1>the group broke up, and two of the men were

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<v Speaker 1>in violent altercation. For a moment, they seemed almost on

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<v Speaker 1>the point of blows. Can't you bleeding well? Listen to

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<v Speaker 1>what I say. I tell you, no number ending in seven,

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<v Speaker 1>ain't one for over fourteen months? Yes it has? Then,

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<v Speaker 1>no it has not. Back home, I got the old

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<v Speaker 1>lot of em for over two years, wrote down on

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<v Speaker 1>a piece of paper. I take them down regular as

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<v Speaker 1>the clock, and I tell you no number ending in seven, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>a seven as one. I could pretty near tell you

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<v Speaker 1>the bleeding number four O seven had ended in it.

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<v Speaker 1>Were in February, second week, in February February, your grandmother.

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<v Speaker 1>I got it all downe in black and white, and

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<v Speaker 1>I tell you no number. I'll pack it in, said

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<v Speaker 1>the third man. They were talking about the lottery. Winston

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<v Speaker 1>looked back. When he had gone thirty meters, they were

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<v Speaker 1>still arguing with vivid, passionate faces. The lottery, with its

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<v Speaker 1>weekly pay out of enormous prizes, was the one public

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<v Speaker 1>event to which the prolls paid serious attention. It was

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<v Speaker 1>probable that there were some millions of prolls for whom

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<v Speaker 1>the lottery was the principle, if not the only, reason

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<v Speaker 1>for remaining alive. It was their delight, their folly, their anodyne,

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<v Speaker 1>their intellectual stimulant. Where the lottery was concerned. Even people

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<v Speaker 1>who could bear barely read and write seemed capable of

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<v Speaker 1>intricate calculations and staggering feats of memory. There was a

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<v Speaker 1>whole tribe of men who made a living simply by

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<v Speaker 1>selling systems, forecasts and lucky amulets. Winston had nothing to

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<v Speaker 1>do with the running of the lottery, which was managed

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<v Speaker 1>by the Ministry of Plenty, but he was aware, indeed

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<v Speaker 1>every one in the Party was aware, that the prizes

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<v Speaker 1>were largely imaginary. Only small sums were actually paid out,

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<v Speaker 1>the winners of the big prizes being non existent persons.

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<v Speaker 1>In the absence of any real intercommunication between one part

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<v Speaker 1>of Oceania and another, this was not difficult to arrange,

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<v Speaker 1>but if there was hope, it lay in the prolls.

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<v Speaker 1>You had to cling on to that. When you put

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<v Speaker 1>it in words, it sounded reasonable. It was when you

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<v Speaker 1>looked at the human beings passing you on the pavement

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<v Speaker 1>that it became an act of faith. The street into

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<v Speaker 1>which he had turned ran downhill. He had a feeling

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<v Speaker 1>that he had been in this neighborhood before, and that

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<v Speaker 1>there was a main thoroughfare not far away from Somewhere

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<v Speaker 1>ahead there came a dinner sh shouting voices. The street

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<v Speaker 1>took a sharp turn and then ended in a flight

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<v Speaker 1>of steps, which led down into a sunken alley where

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<v Speaker 1>a few stall keepers were selling tired looking vegetables. At

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<v Speaker 1>this moment, Winston remembered where he was. The alley led

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<v Speaker 1>Not five minutes away was the junk shop where he

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<v Speaker 1>had bought the blank book which was now his diary,

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<v Speaker 1>And in a small stationer's shop not far away, he

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<v Speaker 1>had bought his pen holder and his bottle of ink.

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<v Speaker 1>He paused for a moment at the top of the steps.

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<v Speaker 1>On the opposite side of the alley, there was a

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<v Speaker 1>dingy little pub whose windows appeared to be frosted over.

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<v Speaker 1>But in reality they were merely coated with dust. A

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<v Speaker 1>very old man, bent but active, with white mustaches that

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<v Speaker 1>bristled forward like those of a prawn, pushed open the

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<v Speaker 1>swing door and went in. As Winston stood watching, it

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<v Speaker 1>occurred to him that the old man, who must be

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<v Speaker 1>eighty at the least, had already been middle aged when

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<v Speaker 1>the Revolution happened. He and a few others like him

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<v Speaker 1>were the last links that now existed with the vanished

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<v Speaker 1>world of capitalism. In the Party itself, there were not

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<v Speaker 1>many people left whose ideas had been formed before the revolution.

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<v Speaker 1>The older generation had mostly been wiped out in the

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<v Speaker 1>great purges of the fifties and sixties, and the few

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<v Speaker 1>who survived had long ago been terrified into complete intellectual surrender.

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<v Speaker 1>If there was any one still alive who could give

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<v Speaker 1>you a truthful account of conditions in the early part

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<v Speaker 1>of the century, it could only be a prol Suddenly,

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<v Speaker 1>the passage from the history book that he had copied

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<v Speaker 1>into his diary came back into Winston's mind, and a

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<v Speaker 1>lunatic impulse took hold of him. He would go into

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<v Speaker 1>the pub. He would scrape acquaintance with that old man

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<v Speaker 1>and question him. He would say to him. Tell me

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<v Speaker 1>about your life when you were a boy. What was

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<v Speaker 1>it like in those days? Were things better than they

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<v Speaker 1>are now? Or were they worse? Hurriedly, lest he should

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<v Speaker 1>have time to become frightened, he descended the steps and

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<v Speaker 1>crossed the narrow street. It was madness, of course, as usual.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no definite rule against talking to polls and

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<v Speaker 1>frequenting their pubs, but it was far too unusual an

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<v Speaker 1>action to pass unnoticed. If the patrols appeared, he might

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<v Speaker 1>plead an attack of faintness, but it was not likely

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<v Speaker 1>The old man whom he had followed was standing at

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<v Speaker 1>a large, stout, hook nosed young man with enormous forearms.

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<v Speaker 1>A knot of others standing round with glasses in their hands,

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<v Speaker 1>I said the old man, straightening his shoulders. Pugnaciously You

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<v Speaker 1>old bleeding boozer. And what in Hell's name is a pint?

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<v Speaker 1>Said the barman, leaning forward with the tips of his

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<v Speaker 1>self a barman, And don't know what a pint is?

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<v Speaker 1>Why a pint's the half of a court, and there's

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<v Speaker 1>A B. C. Next Never heard of him, said the barman,

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<v Speaker 1>shortly lid he a half liter. That's all we serve.

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<v Speaker 1>There's the glasses on the shelf in front of you.

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<v Speaker 1>I likes a pint, persisted the old man. You could

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<v Speaker 1>have drawed me off a pint easy enough. We didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have these bleeding leaders when I was a young man,

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<v Speaker 1>when you were a young man. We were all living

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<v Speaker 1>in the tree tops, said the barman, with a glance

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<v Speaker 1>at the other customers. There was a shout of laughter,

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<v Speaker 1>and the uneasiness caused by Winston's entry seemed to disappear.

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<v Speaker 1>The old man's white, stubbled face had flushed pink. He

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<v Speaker 1>caught him gently by the arm. May I offer you

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<v Speaker 1>a drink? He said, You're a gent, said the other,

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<v Speaker 1>straightening his shoulders again. He appeared not to have noticed

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<v Speaker 1>Winston's blue overalls. Pint, he added aggressively to the barman.

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<v Speaker 1>Pint of wallop. The barman swished two half liters of

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<v Speaker 1>dark brown beer into thick glasses, which he had rinsed

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<v Speaker 1>in a bucket under the counter. Beer was the only

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<v Speaker 1>drink you could get in proll pubs. The Pells were

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<v Speaker 1>supposed not to drink gin, though in practice they could

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<v Speaker 1>get hold of it easily enough. The game of darts

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<v Speaker 1>presence was forgotten for a moment. There was a deal

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<v Speaker 1>table under the window where he and the old man

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<v Speaker 1>could talk without fear of being overheard. It was horribly dangerous,

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<v Speaker 1>but at any rate, there was no telescreen in the room,

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<v Speaker 1>a point he had made sure of as soon as

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<v Speaker 1>he came in. He could have drawed me off a pint,

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<v Speaker 1>grumbled the old man as he settled down behind a glass.

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<v Speaker 1>A hah, fleeterer ain't enough. Don't satisfy. O'll lead us

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<v Speaker 1>too much. It starts my bladder running. Let alone the price.

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<v Speaker 1>You must have seen great changes since you were a

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<v Speaker 1>young man, said Winston tentatively. The old man's pale blue

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<v Speaker 1>eyes moved from the dart's board to the bar, and

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<v Speaker 1>from the bar to the door of the gents, as

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<v Speaker 1>though it were in the bar room that he expected

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<v Speaker 1>the changes to have occurred. The bier was better, he said, finally,

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<v Speaker 1>and cheaper. When I was a young man, mild beer

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<v Speaker 1>wallot we used to call it was fourpence a pint.

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<v Speaker 1>That was before the war. Of course, which war was that?

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<v Speaker 1>Said Winston. It's all wars, said the old man vaguely.

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<v Speaker 1>He took up his glass and his shoulders straightened again.

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<v Speaker 1>He is wishing you the very best of ealth. In

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<v Speaker 1>his lean throat. The sharp pointed Adam's apple made a

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<v Speaker 1>surprisingly rapid up and down movement, and the bier vanished.

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<v Speaker 1>Winston went to the bar and came back with two

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<v Speaker 1>more half liters. The old man appeared to have forgotten

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<v Speaker 1>his prejudice against drinking a full You are very much

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<v Speaker 1>older than I am, said Winston. You must have been

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<v Speaker 1>a grown man before I was born. You can remember

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<v Speaker 1>what it was like in the old days before the Revolution.

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<v Speaker 1>People of my age don't really know anything about those times.

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<v Speaker 1>We can only read about them in books, and what

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<v Speaker 1>it says in the books may not be true. I

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<v Speaker 1>should like your opinion on that. The history books say

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<v Speaker 1>that life before the Revolution was completely different from what

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<v Speaker 1>it is now. There was the most terrible oppression in justice,

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<v Speaker 1>poverty worse than anything we can imagine. Here in London.

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<v Speaker 1>The great mass of people never had enough to eat

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<v Speaker 1>from birth to death. Half of them hadn't even boots

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<v Speaker 1>on their feet. They worked twelve hours a day, They

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<v Speaker 1>left school at nine. They slept ten in a room.

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<v Speaker 1>And at the same time there were very few people,

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<v Speaker 1>only a few thousands. The capitalists they were called, who

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<v Speaker 1>were rich and powerful. They owned everything that there was

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<v Speaker 1>to own. They lived in great, gorgeous houses with thirty servants.

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<v Speaker 1>They rode about in motor cars and four horse carriages.

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<v Speaker 1>They drank champagne. They wore top hats. The old man

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<v Speaker 1>brightened suddenly, top hats. He said, funny, you should mention

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<v Speaker 1>em the same thing coming to my aid only yesterday.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know why. I was just thinking, I ain't

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<v Speaker 1>seen a top hat in years. Gone Right out they have.

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<v Speaker 1>The last time I wore one was at my sister

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<v Speaker 1>in law's funeral, and that was well. I couldn't give

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<v Speaker 1>you the date, but it must have been fifty years ago.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course, it was only I had for the occasion.

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<v Speaker 1>You understand, it isn't very important about the top hats,

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<v Speaker 1>said Winston patiently. The point is these capitalists, they and

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<v Speaker 1>a few lawyers and priests and so forth who lived

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<v Speaker 1>on them, were the lords of the earth. Everything existed

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<v Speaker 1>for their benefit. You, the ordinary people, the workers, were

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<v Speaker 1>their slaves. They could do what they liked with you.

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<v Speaker 1>They could ship you off to Canada like cattle. They

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<v Speaker 1>could sleep with your daughters if they chose. They could

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<v Speaker 1>order you to be flogged with something called a cat'nine tails.

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<v Speaker 1>You had to take your cap off when you passed them.

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<v Speaker 1>Very capitalists went about with a gang of lackeys, who

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<v Speaker 1>the old man brightened again. Lackeys, he said. Now there's

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<v Speaker 1>a word I ain't heerd since ever so long. Lackeys

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<v Speaker 1>that regular takes me back, that does I recollect ooh donkeys?

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<v Speaker 1>Years ago I used to go sometimes to ide Park

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<v Speaker 1>of a Sunday afternoon to hear the blokes making speeches Salvation, Army,

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<v Speaker 1>Roman Catholics, Jews, Indians, all sorts there was. And there

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<v Speaker 1>was one bloke, well, I couldn't give you his name,

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<v Speaker 1>but a real powerful speaker he was. He didn't half

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<v Speaker 1>give it him. Lackeys, he says, lackeys of the bourgeoisie,

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<v Speaker 1>flunkys of the ruling class, parasites. That was another of

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<v Speaker 1>em and dienas he definitely called him hyaenas of course

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<v Speaker 1>he was referring to the Labor Party. You understand, Winston

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<v Speaker 1>had the feeling that they were talking at cross purposes.

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<v Speaker 1>What I really wanted to know was this, He said,

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<v Speaker 1>do you feel that you have more freedom now than

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<v Speaker 1>you had in those days? You treated me like a

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<v Speaker 1>human being in the old days? The rich people, the

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<v Speaker 1>people at the top, the ass of lords put in

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<v Speaker 1>the old Man reminiscently the House of Lords. If you like,

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<v Speaker 1>What I am asking is, were these people able to

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<v Speaker 1>treat you as an inferior simply because they were rich

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<v Speaker 1>and you were poor? Is it a fact, for instance,

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<v Speaker 1>that you had to call them sir and take off

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<v Speaker 1>your cap when you passed them. The old man appeared

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<v Speaker 1>to think deeply. He drank off about a quarter of

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<v Speaker 1>his bier before answering yes. He said, they liked you

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<v Speaker 1>to touch your cap to em. It showed respect, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't agree with it myself, but I'd done it

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<v Speaker 1>often enough. Add to as you might say, and was

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<v Speaker 1>it usual? I'm only quoting what I've read in history books.

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<v Speaker 1>Was it usual for these people and their servants to

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<v Speaker 1>push you off the pavement into the gutter? One of

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<v Speaker 1>em pushed me once, said the old man. I recollected,

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<v Speaker 1>as if it was yesterday. It was the boat race night,

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<v Speaker 1>terribly rowdy. They used to get on boat race. And

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<v Speaker 1>I bumps into a young bloke on Shafts re Avenue,

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<v Speaker 1>quite a gent. He was dressed shirt top, hat, black overcoat.

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<v Speaker 1>He was kind of zig zagging across the pavement and

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<v Speaker 1>I bumps into an accidental like. He says, why can't

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<v Speaker 1>you look where you're going? He says, I say, do

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<v Speaker 1>you think you've bought the bleeding pavement? He says, I'll

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<v Speaker 1>twist your bloody head off if you get fresh with me,

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<v Speaker 1>I says, you're drunk. I'll give you in charge in

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<v Speaker 1>half a minute, I says, And if you'll believe me,

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<v Speaker 1>he puts his hand on my chest and gives me

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<v Speaker 1>a shove as pretty near sent me under the wheels

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<v Speaker 1>of a bus. Well, I was young in them days,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was going to have fetched him one. Only

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<v Speaker 1>a sense of helplessness took hold of Winston. The old

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<v Speaker 1>Man's memory was nothing but a rubbish heap of details.

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<v Speaker 1>One could question him all day without getting any real information.

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<v Speaker 1>The party histories might still be true, after a fashion,

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<v Speaker 1>they might even be completely true. He made a last attempt.

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<v Speaker 1>Perhaps I've not made myself clear, he said. What I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to say is this. You've been alive a very

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<v Speaker 1>long time. You lived half your life before the revolution

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<v Speaker 1>in nineteen twenty five, for instance, you were already grown up.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you say, from what you can remember, that life

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<v Speaker 1>in nineteen twenty five was better than it is now

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<v Speaker 1>or worse? If you could choose, would you prefer to

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<v Speaker 1>live then or now? The old man looked meditatively at

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<v Speaker 1>the dart sport. He finished up his bier more slowly

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<v Speaker 1>than before. When he spoke it was with a tolerant,

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<v Speaker 1>philosophical air, as though the beer had mellowed him. I

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<v Speaker 1>know what you expect me to say, he said, you

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<v Speaker 1>expect me to say, I'd sooner be young again. Most

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<v Speaker 1>people would say they'd sooner be young if you asked em.

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<v Speaker 1>You got your health and strength when you're young. When

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<v Speaker 1>you get to my time of life, you ain't never well.

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<v Speaker 1>I suffer something wicked from my feet and my bladder's

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<v Speaker 1>jest terrible, six and seven times a night. It has

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<v Speaker 1>me out of bed. On the other hand, there's great

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<v Speaker 1>advantages in being an old man. You ain't got the

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<v Speaker 1>same worries. No truck with women, and that's a great thing.

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't ad a woman for near on thirty years,

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<v Speaker 1>if you'd credit it, nor wanted to. What's more, Winston

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<v Speaker 1>sat back against the window sill. It was no use

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<v Speaker 1>going on. He was about to buy some more beer

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<v Speaker 1>when the old man suddenly got up and shuffled rapidly

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<v Speaker 1>into the stinking urinal at the side of the room.

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<v Speaker 1>The extra half liter was already working on him. Winston

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<v Speaker 1>sat for a minute or two gazing at his empty glass,

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<v Speaker 1>and hardly noticed when his feet carried him out into

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<v Speaker 1>the street again within twenty years at the most. He

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<v Speaker 1>reflected the huge and simple question, was life better before

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<v Speaker 1>the Revolution than it is now? Would have ceased once

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<v Speaker 1>and for all to be answerable, But in effect it

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<v Speaker 1>was unanswerable even now, since the few scattered survivors from

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<v Speaker 1>the ancient world were incapable of comparing one age with another.

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<v Speaker 1>There remembered a million useless things, a quarrel with a workmate,

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<v Speaker 1>a hunt for a lost bicycle pump, the expression on

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<v Speaker 1>a long dead sister's face, the swells of dust on

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<v Speaker 1>a wind day morning seventy years ago. But all the

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<v Speaker 1>relevant facts were outside the range of their vision. They

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<v Speaker 1>were like the ant, which can see small objects but

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<v Speaker 1>not large ones. And when memory failed and written records

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<v Speaker 1>were falsified. When that happened, the claim of the party

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<v Speaker 1>to have improved the conditions of human life had got

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<v Speaker 1>to be accepted, because they did not exist, and never

415
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<v Speaker 1>again could exist, any standard against which it could be tested.

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<v Speaker 1>At this moment, his train of thoughts stopped abruptly. He

417
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<v Speaker 1>halted and looked up. He was in a narrow street

418
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<v Speaker 1>with a few dark little shops interspersed among dwelling houses.

419
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<v Speaker 1>Immediately above his head. There hung three discolored metal balls,

420
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<v Speaker 1>which looked as if they had once been gilded. He

421
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<v Speaker 1>seemed to know the place. Of course, he was standing

422
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<v Speaker 1>outside the junk shop where he had bought the diary.

423
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<v Speaker 1>A twinge of fear went through him. It had been

424
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<v Speaker 1>a sufficiently rash act to buy the book in the beginning,

425
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<v Speaker 1>and he had sworn never to come near the place again.

426
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<v Speaker 1>And yet the instant that he allowed his thoughts to

427
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<v Speaker 1>wander his feet had broughtrought him back here of their

428
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<v Speaker 1>own accord. It was precisely against suicidal impulses of this

429
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<v Speaker 1>kind that he had hoped to guard himself by opening

430
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<v Speaker 1>the Diary. At the same time, he noticed that, although

431
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<v Speaker 1>it was nearly twenty one hours, the shop was still open.

432
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<v Speaker 1>With the feeling that he would be less conspicuous inside

433
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<v Speaker 1>than hanging about on the pavement, he stepped through the doorway.

434
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<v Speaker 1>If questioned, he could plausibly say that he was trying

435
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<v Speaker 1>to buy razor blades. The proprietor had just lighted a

436
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<v Speaker 1>hanging oil lamp, which gave off an unclean but friendly smell.

437
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<v Speaker 1>He was a man of perhaps sixty frail, and bowed

438
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<v Speaker 1>with a long, benevolent nose and mild eyes distorted by

439
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<v Speaker 1>thick spectacles. His hair was almost white, but his eyebrows

440
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<v Speaker 1>were bushy and still black. His spectacles, his gentle, fussy movements,

441
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<v Speaker 1>and the fact that he was wearing an age jacket

442
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<v Speaker 1>of black velvet gave him a vague air of intellectuality,

443
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<v Speaker 1>as though he had been some kind of literary man,

444
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<v Speaker 1>or perhaps a musician. His voice was soft, as though faded,

445
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<v Speaker 1>and his accent less debased than that of the majority

446
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<v Speaker 1>of prolls. I recognized you on the pavement, he said, immediately.

447
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<v Speaker 1>You're the gentleman that bought the Young Lady's Keepsake album.

448
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<v Speaker 1>That was a beautiful bit of paper. That was cream

449
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<v Speaker 1>lad it used to be called. There's been no paper

450
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<v Speaker 1>like that made for oh, I dare say fifty years.

451
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<v Speaker 1>He peered at Winston over the top of his spectacles.

452
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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything special I can do for you? Or

453
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<v Speaker 1>did you just want to look around I was passing,

454
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<v Speaker 1>said Winston vaguely. I just looked in. I don't want

455
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<v Speaker 1>anything in particulars, just as well said the other, because

456
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<v Speaker 1>I don't suppose I could have satisfied you. He made

457
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<v Speaker 1>an apologetic gesture with his soft palmed hand. You see

458
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<v Speaker 1>how it is an empty shop. You might say, between

459
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<v Speaker 1>you and me, the antique trades just about finished, no

460
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<v Speaker 1>demand any longer, and no stock either. Furniture, china, glass,

461
00:24:55.160 --> 00:24:58.680
<v Speaker 1>it's all been broken up by degrees, and of course

462
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<v Speaker 1>the metal stuff's mostly been melted down. I haven't seen

463
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<v Speaker 1>a brass candlestick in years. The tiny interior of the

464
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<v Speaker 1>shop was in fact uncomfortably full, but there was almost

465
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<v Speaker 1>nothing in it of the slightest value. The floor space

466
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<v Speaker 1>was very restricted because all round the walls were stacked

467
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<v Speaker 1>innumerable dusty picture frames. In the window, there were trays

468
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<v Speaker 1>of nuts and bolts, worn out chisels, pen knives with

469
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<v Speaker 1>broken blades, tarnished watches that did not even pretend to

470
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<v Speaker 1>be in going order, and other miscellaneous rubbish. Only on

471
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<v Speaker 1>a small table in the corner was there a litter

472
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<v Speaker 1>of odds and ends, lacquered snuff boxes, agate brooches and

473
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<v Speaker 1>the like, which looked as though there might include something interesting.

474
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<v Speaker 1>As Winston wandered towards the table, his eye was caught

475
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<v Speaker 1>by a round, smooth thing that gleamed softly in the

476
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<v Speaker 1>lamp light, and he picked it up. It was a

477
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<v Speaker 1>heavy lump of glass, curved on one side, flat on

478
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<v Speaker 1>the other, making almost a hemisphere. There was a peculiar softness,

479
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<v Speaker 1>as of rain water in both the color and the

480
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<v Speaker 1>texture of the glass. At the heart of it, magnified

481
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<v Speaker 1>by the curved surface, there was a strange, pink, convoluted

482
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<v Speaker 1>object that recalled a rose or a sea anemone. What

483
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<v Speaker 1>is it? Said Winston, fascinated. That's coral, that is, said

484
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<v Speaker 1>the old man. It must have come from the Indian Ocean.

485
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<v Speaker 1>They used to kind of embed it in the glass

486
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<v Speaker 1>that wasn't made less than a hundred years ago. More.

487
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<v Speaker 1>By the look of it, it's a beautiful thing, said Winston.

488
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<v Speaker 1>It is a beautiful thing, said the other appreciatively. But

489
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<v Speaker 1>there's not many that did say so nowadays, he coughed. Now,

490
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<v Speaker 1>if it so happened that you wanted to buy it,

491
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<v Speaker 1>that had cost you four dollars, I can remember when

492
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<v Speaker 1>a thing like that would have fetched eight pounds, and

493
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<v Speaker 1>eight pounds was well, I can't work it out, but

494
00:26:47.519 --> 00:26:50.200
<v Speaker 1>it was a lot of money. But who cares about

495
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<v Speaker 1>genuine antiques nowadays, even the few that's left. Winston immediately

496
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<v Speaker 1>paid over the four dollars and slid the coveted thing

497
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<v Speaker 1>into his pocket. What a pealed to him about it

498
00:27:01.200 --> 00:27:02.839
<v Speaker 1>was not so much its beauty as the air it

499
00:27:02.880 --> 00:27:05.559
<v Speaker 1>seemed to possess, of belonging to an age quite different

500
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<v Speaker 1>from the present one. The soft, rain watery glass was

501
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<v Speaker 1>not like any glass that he had ever seen. The

502
00:27:12.400 --> 00:27:15.920
<v Speaker 1>thing was doubly attractive because of its apparent uselessness, though

503
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<v Speaker 1>he could guess that it must once have been intended

504
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<v Speaker 1>as a paper weight. It was very heavy in his pocket,

505
00:27:21.440 --> 00:27:23.559
<v Speaker 1>but fortunately it did not make much of a bulge.

506
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<v Speaker 1>It was a queer thing, even a compromising thing, for

507
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<v Speaker 1>a party member to have in his possession. Anything old,

508
00:27:30.799 --> 00:27:33.759
<v Speaker 1>and for that matter, anything beautiful, was always vaguely suspect.

509
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<v Speaker 1>The old man had grown noticeably more cheerful after receiving

510
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<v Speaker 1>the four dollars. Winston realized that he would have accepted

511
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<v Speaker 1>three or even two. There's another room upstairs that you

512
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<v Speaker 1>might care to take a look at, he said. There's

513
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<v Speaker 1>not much in it, just a few pieces. We'll do

514
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<v Speaker 1>with the light if we're going upstairs. He lit another lamp,

515
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<v Speaker 1>and with bowed back, led the way slowly up the

516
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<v Speaker 1>steep and worn stairs and along a tiny passage into

517
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<v Speaker 1>a room which did not give on the street, but

518
00:28:02.279 --> 00:28:04.200
<v Speaker 1>looked out on a cobbled yard and a forest of

519
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<v Speaker 1>chimney pots. Winston noticed that the furniture was still arranged

520
00:28:08.559 --> 00:28:10.160
<v Speaker 1>as though the room were meant to be lived in.

521
00:28:11.240 --> 00:28:13.039
<v Speaker 1>There was a strip of carpet on the floor, a

522
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<v Speaker 1>picture or two on the walls, and a deep slatternly

523
00:28:16.000 --> 00:28:19.880
<v Speaker 1>armed chair drawn up to the fireplace. An old fashioned

524
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<v Speaker 1>glass clock with a twelve hour face was sticking away

525
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<v Speaker 1>on the mantelpiece under the window, and occupying nearly a

526
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<v Speaker 1>quarter of the room was an enormous bed, with the

527
00:28:28.480 --> 00:28:32.839
<v Speaker 1>mattress still on it. We lived here till my wife died,

528
00:28:32.880 --> 00:28:36.640
<v Speaker 1>said the old man, half apologetically. I'm selling the furniture

529
00:28:36.680 --> 00:28:40.559
<v Speaker 1>off by little and little. Now that's a beautiful mahogany bed,

530
00:28:40.960 --> 00:28:42.359
<v Speaker 1>or at least it would be if you could get

531
00:28:42.359 --> 00:28:44.720
<v Speaker 1>the bugs out of it. But I dare say you'd

532
00:28:44.720 --> 00:28:48.559
<v Speaker 1>find it a little bit cumbersome. He was holding the

533
00:28:48.640 --> 00:28:50.960
<v Speaker 1>lamp high up so as to illuminate the whole room,

534
00:28:51.480 --> 00:28:54.559
<v Speaker 1>and in the warm dim lights the place looked curiously inviting.

535
00:28:55.680 --> 00:28:58.319
<v Speaker 1>The thought flitted through Winston's mind that it would probably

536
00:28:58.319 --> 00:29:00.160
<v Speaker 1>be quite easy to rent the room for a few

537
00:29:00.200 --> 00:29:02.440
<v Speaker 1>dollars a week if he dared to take the risk.

538
00:29:03.559 --> 00:29:06.279
<v Speaker 1>It was a wild impossible notion to be abandoned as

539
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<v Speaker 1>soon as thought of. But the room had awakened in

540
00:29:08.720 --> 00:29:11.599
<v Speaker 1>him a sort of nostalgia, a sort of ancestral memory.

541
00:29:12.480 --> 00:29:14.359
<v Speaker 1>It seemed to him that he knew exactly what it

542
00:29:14.400 --> 00:29:16.519
<v Speaker 1>felt like to sit in a room like this, in

543
00:29:16.559 --> 00:29:18.799
<v Speaker 1>an arm chair beside an open fire, with your feet

544
00:29:18.799 --> 00:29:22.319
<v Speaker 1>in the fender and a kettle on the hob, utterly alone,

545
00:29:22.440 --> 00:29:26.000
<v Speaker 1>utterly secure, with nobody watching you, no voice pursuing you,

546
00:29:26.400 --> 00:29:28.400
<v Speaker 1>no sound except the singing of the kettle and the

547
00:29:28.440 --> 00:29:32.839
<v Speaker 1>friendly ticking of the clock. There's no telescreen. He could

548
00:29:32.880 --> 00:29:36.599
<v Speaker 1>not help murmuring, ah, said the old man. I never

549
00:29:36.640 --> 00:29:39.960
<v Speaker 1>had one of those things. Too expensive, and I never

550
00:29:39.960 --> 00:29:42.799
<v Speaker 1>seemed to feel the need of it somehow. Now that's

551
00:29:42.799 --> 00:29:45.319
<v Speaker 1>a nice gate leg table in the corner there, though

552
00:29:45.359 --> 00:29:47.039
<v Speaker 1>of course you'd have to put new hinges on it

553
00:29:47.079 --> 00:29:50.079
<v Speaker 1>if you wanted to use the flaps. There was a

554
00:29:50.079 --> 00:29:52.599
<v Speaker 1>small bookcase in the other corner, and Winston had already

555
00:29:52.599 --> 00:29:57.319
<v Speaker 1>gravitated towards it. It contained nothing but rubbish. The hunting

556
00:29:57.359 --> 00:29:59.319
<v Speaker 1>down and destruction of books had been done with the

557
00:29:59.359 --> 00:30:02.759
<v Speaker 1>same thoroughness in the prole quarters as everywhere else. It

558
00:30:02.799 --> 00:30:05.559
<v Speaker 1>was very unlikely that there existed anywhere in Oceania a

559
00:30:05.599 --> 00:30:09.039
<v Speaker 1>copy of a book printed earlier than nineteen sixty. The

560
00:30:09.079 --> 00:30:11.880
<v Speaker 1>old man, still carrying the lamp, was standing in front

561
00:30:11.880 --> 00:30:13.920
<v Speaker 1>of a picture in a rosewood frame, which hung on

562
00:30:13.960 --> 00:30:18.599
<v Speaker 1>the other side of the fireplace, opposite the bed. Now,

563
00:30:18.640 --> 00:30:20.720
<v Speaker 1>if you happen to be interested in old Prince at all,

564
00:30:20.920 --> 00:30:25.519
<v Speaker 1>he began delicately. Winston came across to examine the picture.

565
00:30:25.920 --> 00:30:28.079
<v Speaker 1>It was the steel engraving of an oval building with

566
00:30:28.160 --> 00:30:31.960
<v Speaker 1>rectangular windows and a small tower in front. There was

567
00:30:32.000 --> 00:30:34.559
<v Speaker 1>a railing running round the building, and at the rear

568
00:30:34.680 --> 00:30:37.920
<v Speaker 1>end there was what appeared to be a statue. Winston

569
00:30:37.960 --> 00:30:41.279
<v Speaker 1>gazed at it for some moments. It seemed vaguely familiar,

570
00:30:41.319 --> 00:30:45.759
<v Speaker 1>though he did not remember the statue. The frames fixed

571
00:30:45.799 --> 00:30:47.440
<v Speaker 1>to the wall, said the old man. But I could

572
00:30:47.480 --> 00:30:51.519
<v Speaker 1>unscrew it for you. I dare say I know that building,

573
00:30:51.559 --> 00:30:54.480
<v Speaker 1>said Winston. Finally, it's a ruin. Now. It's in the

574
00:30:54.480 --> 00:30:58.160
<v Speaker 1>middle of the street, outside the Palace of Justice. That's

575
00:30:58.240 --> 00:31:02.000
<v Speaker 1>right outside the law courts. It was bombed in oh

576
00:31:02.119 --> 00:31:04.680
<v Speaker 1>many years ago. It was a church at one time

577
00:31:04.759 --> 00:31:08.839
<v Speaker 1>Saint Clement Danes its name was, He smiled apologetically, as

578
00:31:08.880 --> 00:31:12.799
<v Speaker 1>though conscious of saying something slightly ridiculous, and added, oranges

579
00:31:12.839 --> 00:31:16.599
<v Speaker 1>and lemons say the bells of Saint Clement's. What's that,

580
00:31:16.680 --> 00:31:20.079
<v Speaker 1>said Winston? Oh, oranges and lemons say the bells of

581
00:31:20.119 --> 00:31:22.599
<v Speaker 1>Saint Clement's. That was a rhyme we had when I

582
00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:25.359
<v Speaker 1>was a little boy. How it goes on, I don't remember,

583
00:31:25.400 --> 00:31:27.680
<v Speaker 1>but I do know how it ended up. Here comes

584
00:31:27.680 --> 00:31:30.079
<v Speaker 1>a candle to light you to bed, Here comes a

585
00:31:30.200 --> 00:31:32.960
<v Speaker 1>chopper to chop off your head. It was a kind

586
00:31:32.960 --> 00:31:35.440
<v Speaker 1>of dance. They held out their arms for you to

587
00:31:35.480 --> 00:31:37.599
<v Speaker 1>pass under, and when they came to here comes a

588
00:31:37.640 --> 00:31:39.960
<v Speaker 1>chopper to chop off your head, they brought their arms

589
00:31:39.960 --> 00:31:43.039
<v Speaker 1>down and caught you. It was just names of churches.

590
00:31:43.640 --> 00:31:46.480
<v Speaker 1>All the London churches were in it, all the principal ones.

591
00:31:46.480 --> 00:31:51.559
<v Speaker 1>That is, Winston wondered vaguely to what century the church belonged.

592
00:31:52.279 --> 00:31:54.240
<v Speaker 1>It was always difficult to determine the age of a

593
00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:58.119
<v Speaker 1>London building. Anything large and impressive, if it was reasonably

594
00:31:58.200 --> 00:32:01.039
<v Speaker 1>new in appearance, was automatical, aimed as having been built

595
00:32:01.079 --> 00:32:04.279
<v Speaker 1>since the Revolution, while anything that was obviously of earlier

596
00:32:04.359 --> 00:32:07.319
<v Speaker 1>date was ascribed to some dim period called the Middle Ages.

597
00:32:08.400 --> 00:32:11.160
<v Speaker 1>The centuries of capitalism were held to have produced nothing

598
00:32:11.200 --> 00:32:14.680
<v Speaker 1>of any value. One could not learn history from architecture

599
00:32:14.680 --> 00:32:18.920
<v Speaker 1>any more than one could learn it from books, statues, inscriptions,

600
00:32:18.920 --> 00:32:22.359
<v Speaker 1>memorial stones, the names of streets, anything that might throw

601
00:32:22.440 --> 00:32:26.880
<v Speaker 1>light upon the past had been systematically altered. I never

602
00:32:26.920 --> 00:32:29.559
<v Speaker 1>knew it had been a church, he said. There's a

603
00:32:29.559 --> 00:32:31.880
<v Speaker 1>lot of them left, really, said the old man. Though

604
00:32:31.880 --> 00:32:34.599
<v Speaker 1>they've been put to other uses. Now, how did that

605
00:32:34.680 --> 00:32:39.160
<v Speaker 1>rhyme go? Ah, I've got it. Oranges and lemons, say

606
00:32:39.160 --> 00:32:41.960
<v Speaker 1>the bells of Saint Clement's. You owe me three farthings,

607
00:32:41.960 --> 00:32:45.160
<v Speaker 1>say the bells of Saint Martin's. Then that's as far

608
00:32:45.160 --> 00:32:47.279
<v Speaker 1>as I can get a farthing. That was a small

609
00:32:47.319 --> 00:32:51.680
<v Speaker 1>copper Coyn looked something like a scent. Where was Saint Martin's,

610
00:32:51.720 --> 00:32:56.440
<v Speaker 1>said Winston. Saint Martin's that's still standing. It's in Victory Square,

611
00:32:56.480 --> 00:32:59.240
<v Speaker 1>alongside the Picture Gallery, a building with a kind of

612
00:32:59.319 --> 00:33:01.720
<v Speaker 1>triangular watch and pillars in front, and a big flight

613
00:33:01.759 --> 00:33:06.200
<v Speaker 1>of steps. Minston knew the place well. It was a

614
00:33:06.319 --> 00:33:10.559
<v Speaker 1>museum used for propaganda displays of various kinds, scale models

615
00:33:10.599 --> 00:33:15.519
<v Speaker 1>of rocket bombs and floating fortresses, waxwork tableaus illustrating enemy atrocities,

616
00:33:15.559 --> 00:33:18.799
<v Speaker 1>and the like. Saint Martin's in the fields it used

617
00:33:18.799 --> 00:33:21.839
<v Speaker 1>to be called supplemented the old man, though I don't

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<v Speaker 1>recollect any fields anywhere in those parts. Winston did not

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<v Speaker 1>buy the picture. It would have been an even more

620
00:33:29.200 --> 00:33:32.359
<v Speaker 1>incongruous possession than the glass paper weight, and impossible to

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<v Speaker 1>carry home unless it were taken out of its frame.

622
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<v Speaker 1>But he lingered for some minutes more, talking to the

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<v Speaker 1>old man, whose name he discovered was not Weeks, as

624
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<v Speaker 1>one might have gathered from the inscription over the shop front,

625
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<v Speaker 1>but Charrington. Mister Charrington had seemed, was a widower, aged

626
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<v Speaker 1>sixty three, and had inhabited this shop for thirty years.

627
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<v Speaker 1>Throughout that time he had been intending to alter the

628
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<v Speaker 1>name over the window, but had never quite got to

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<v Speaker 1>the point of doing it. All the while that they

630
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<v Speaker 1>were talking, the half remembered rime kept running through Winston's head.

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<v Speaker 1>Oranges and lemons say the bells of Saint Clement's, You

632
00:34:05.960 --> 00:34:08.639
<v Speaker 1>owe me three farthings, say the bells of Saint Martin's.

633
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<v Speaker 1>It was curious, but when you said it to yourself,

634
00:34:11.480 --> 00:34:14.360
<v Speaker 1>you had the illusion of actually hearing bells, the bells

635
00:34:14.360 --> 00:34:16.840
<v Speaker 1>of a lost London that still existed somewhere or other,

636
00:34:17.440 --> 00:34:21.480
<v Speaker 1>Disguised and forgotten. From one ghostly steeple after another, he

637
00:34:21.519 --> 00:34:25.119
<v Speaker 1>seemed to hear them pealing forth. Yet, so far as

638
00:34:25.159 --> 00:34:27.199
<v Speaker 1>he could remember, he had never in real life heard

639
00:34:27.280 --> 00:34:31.760
<v Speaker 1>church bells ringing. He got away from mister Charrington and

640
00:34:31.800 --> 00:34:34.360
<v Speaker 1>went down the stairs alone, so as not to let

641
00:34:34.400 --> 00:34:37.000
<v Speaker 1>the old man see him reconnoitering the street. Before stepping

642
00:34:37.000 --> 00:34:39.800
<v Speaker 1>out of the door, he had already made up his

643
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<v Speaker 1>mind that after a suitable interval, a month's say, he

644
00:34:42.679 --> 00:34:45.440
<v Speaker 1>would take the risk of visiting the shop again. It

645
00:34:45.519 --> 00:34:47.880
<v Speaker 1>was perhaps not more dangerous than shirking an evening at

646
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<v Speaker 1>the center. The serious piece of folly had been to

647
00:34:50.920 --> 00:34:53.639
<v Speaker 1>come back here in the first place, after buying the diary,

648
00:34:53.639 --> 00:34:56.000
<v Speaker 1>and without knowing whether the proprietor of the shop could

649
00:34:56.000 --> 00:35:01.320
<v Speaker 1>be trusted. However, Yes, thought again, he would come back.

650
00:35:01.639 --> 00:35:04.599
<v Speaker 1>He would buy further scraps of beautiful rubbish. He would

651
00:35:04.639 --> 00:35:07.039
<v Speaker 1>buy the engraving of Saint Clement Danes, take it out

652
00:35:07.079 --> 00:35:09.440
<v Speaker 1>of its frame, and carry it home concealed under the

653
00:35:09.480 --> 00:35:12.440
<v Speaker 1>jacket of his overalls. He would drag the rest of

654
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<v Speaker 1>that poem out of mister Charrington's memory. Even the lunatic

655
00:35:16.400 --> 00:35:19.480
<v Speaker 1>project of renting the room upstairs flashed momentarily through his

656
00:35:19.559 --> 00:35:24.079
<v Speaker 1>mind again for perhaps five seconds. Exultation made him careless,

657
00:35:24.400 --> 00:35:26.480
<v Speaker 1>and he stepped out on to the pavement without so

658
00:35:26.599 --> 00:35:29.840
<v Speaker 1>much as a preliminary glance through the window. He had

659
00:35:29.880 --> 00:35:34.280
<v Speaker 1>even started humming to an improvised tune Oranges and Lemens

660
00:35:34.280 --> 00:35:37.440
<v Speaker 1>say the bells of Saint Clement's You Owe Me Three

661
00:35:37.559 --> 00:35:41.719
<v Speaker 1>Farthings say that suddenly his heart seemed to turn to

662
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<v Speaker 1>ice and his bowels to water. A figure in blue

663
00:35:44.679 --> 00:35:47.760
<v Speaker 1>overalls was coming down the pavement not ten meters away.

664
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<v Speaker 1>It was the girl from the fiction department, the girl

665
00:35:51.079 --> 00:35:54.079
<v Speaker 1>with dark hair. The light was failing, but there was

666
00:35:54.119 --> 00:35:57.559
<v Speaker 1>no difficulty in recognizing her. She looked him straight in

667
00:35:57.559 --> 00:35:59.679
<v Speaker 1>the face, then walked quickly on, as though she had

668
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<v Speaker 1>not seen him. For a few seconds, Winston was too

669
00:36:04.079 --> 00:36:07.159
<v Speaker 1>paralyzed to move. Then he turned to the right and

670
00:36:07.199 --> 00:36:09.920
<v Speaker 1>walked heavily away, not noticing for the moment that he

671
00:36:10.000 --> 00:36:12.880
<v Speaker 1>was going in the wrong direction. At any rate, one

672
00:36:12.960 --> 00:36:15.599
<v Speaker 1>question was settled. There was no doubting any longer that

673
00:36:15.639 --> 00:36:18.679
<v Speaker 1>the girl was spying on him. She must have followed

674
00:36:18.719 --> 00:36:21.599
<v Speaker 1>him here, because it was not credible that, by pure chance,

675
00:36:21.679 --> 00:36:23.880
<v Speaker 1>she should have happened to be walking on the same evening,

676
00:36:24.000 --> 00:36:27.440
<v Speaker 1>up the same obscure back street, kilometers distant from any

677
00:36:27.519 --> 00:36:31.760
<v Speaker 1>quarter where party members lived. It was too great a coincidence.

678
00:36:32.719 --> 00:36:34.880
<v Speaker 1>Whether she was really an agent of the thought police

679
00:36:34.960 --> 00:36:38.360
<v Speaker 1>or simply an amateur spy actuated by officiousness hardly mattered.

680
00:36:39.239 --> 00:36:42.119
<v Speaker 1>It was enough that she was watching him. Probably she

681
00:36:42.159 --> 00:36:45.719
<v Speaker 1>had seen him go into the pub as well. It

682
00:36:45.840 --> 00:36:48.000
<v Speaker 1>was an effort to walk. The lump of glass in

683
00:36:48.039 --> 00:36:50.920
<v Speaker 1>his pocket banged against his thigh at each step, and

684
00:36:51.000 --> 00:36:52.880
<v Speaker 1>he was half minded to take it out and throw

685
00:36:52.920 --> 00:36:56.320
<v Speaker 1>it away. The worst thing was the pain in his belly.

686
00:36:58.159 --> 00:36:59.719
<v Speaker 1>For a couple of minutes, he had the feeling that

687
00:36:59.760 --> 00:37:01.119
<v Speaker 1>he was to die if he did not reach a

688
00:37:01.199 --> 00:37:04.400
<v Speaker 1>lavatory soon, But there would be no public lavatories in

689
00:37:04.400 --> 00:37:07.639
<v Speaker 1>a quarter like this. Then the spasm passed, leaving a

690
00:37:07.679 --> 00:37:13.280
<v Speaker 1>dull ach behind the street was a blind alley. Winston halted,

691
00:37:13.320 --> 00:37:16.519
<v Speaker 1>stood for several seconds, wondering vaguely what to do, then

692
00:37:16.599 --> 00:37:20.039
<v Speaker 1>turned round and began to retrace his steps. As he

693
00:37:20.079 --> 00:37:21.960
<v Speaker 1>turned it occurred to him that the girl had only

694
00:37:21.960 --> 00:37:24.400
<v Speaker 1>passed him three minutes ago, and that by running he

695
00:37:24.440 --> 00:37:27.440
<v Speaker 1>could probably catch up with her. He could keep on

696
00:37:27.519 --> 00:37:29.880
<v Speaker 1>her track till they were in some quiet place and

697
00:37:29.960 --> 00:37:33.719
<v Speaker 1>then smash her skull in with a cobblestone. The piece

698
00:37:33.719 --> 00:37:35.519
<v Speaker 1>of glass in his pocket would be heavy enough for

699
00:37:35.559 --> 00:37:39.760
<v Speaker 1>the job. But he abandoned the idea immediately because even

700
00:37:39.760 --> 00:37:42.800
<v Speaker 1>the thought of making any physical effort was unbearable. He

701
00:37:42.800 --> 00:37:45.960
<v Speaker 1>could not run, he could not strike a blow. Besides,

702
00:37:46.079 --> 00:37:49.119
<v Speaker 1>she was young and lusty and would defend herself. He

703
00:37:49.199 --> 00:37:51.880
<v Speaker 1>thought also of hurrying to the community center and staying

704
00:37:51.880 --> 00:37:54.360
<v Speaker 1>there till the place closed, so as to establish a

705
00:37:54.400 --> 00:37:57.800
<v Speaker 1>partial alibi for the evening, but that too was impossible.

706
00:37:58.599 --> 00:38:01.760
<v Speaker 1>A deadly lassitude had take hold of him. All he

707
00:38:01.800 --> 00:38:04.079
<v Speaker 1>wanted was to get home quickly and then sit down

708
00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:08.280
<v Speaker 1>and be quiet. It was after twenty two hours when

709
00:38:08.280 --> 00:38:10.440
<v Speaker 1>he got back to the flat. The lights would be

710
00:38:10.480 --> 00:38:13.320
<v Speaker 1>switched off at the main at twenty three thirty. He

711
00:38:13.400 --> 00:38:15.719
<v Speaker 1>went into the kitchen and swallowed nearly a teacupful of

712
00:38:15.800 --> 00:38:19.239
<v Speaker 1>victory gin. Then he went to the table in the alcove,

713
00:38:19.360 --> 00:38:21.719
<v Speaker 1>sat down, and took the diary out of the drawer,

714
00:38:22.599 --> 00:38:25.719
<v Speaker 1>but he did not open it at once from the telescreen,

715
00:38:25.719 --> 00:38:29.400
<v Speaker 1>a brassy female voice was squalling a patriotic song. He

716
00:38:29.440 --> 00:38:32.320
<v Speaker 1>sat staring at the marbled cover of the book, trying

717
00:38:32.360 --> 00:38:35.360
<v Speaker 1>without success to shut the voice out of his consciousness.

718
00:38:36.920 --> 00:38:39.119
<v Speaker 1>It was at night that they came for you, Always

719
00:38:39.159 --> 00:38:42.000
<v Speaker 1>at night. The proper thing was to kill yourself before

720
00:38:42.000 --> 00:38:46.199
<v Speaker 1>they got you. Undoubtedly some people did so. Many of

721
00:38:46.239 --> 00:38:50.480
<v Speaker 1>the disappearances were actually suicides. But it needed desperate courage

722
00:38:50.480 --> 00:38:52.760
<v Speaker 1>to kill yourself in a world where firearms or any

723
00:38:52.840 --> 00:38:57.440
<v Speaker 1>quick and certain poison were completely unprocurable. He thought with

724
00:38:57.480 --> 00:39:00.400
<v Speaker 1>the kind of astonishment of the biological uselessness of pain

725
00:39:00.480 --> 00:39:03.280
<v Speaker 1>and fear, the treachery of the human body, which always

726
00:39:03.320 --> 00:39:06.320
<v Speaker 1>freezes into inertia at exactly the moment when a special

727
00:39:06.320 --> 00:39:10.400
<v Speaker 1>effort is needed. He might have silenced the dark haired

728
00:39:10.440 --> 00:39:14.119
<v Speaker 1>girl if only he had acted quickly enough. But precisely

729
00:39:14.159 --> 00:39:16.519
<v Speaker 1>because of the extremity of his danger, he had lost

730
00:39:16.559 --> 00:39:19.679
<v Speaker 1>the power to act. It struck him that in moments

731
00:39:19.679 --> 00:39:22.559
<v Speaker 1>of crisis, one is never fighting against an external enemy,

732
00:39:22.840 --> 00:39:26.519
<v Speaker 1>but always against one's own body. Even now, in spite

733
00:39:26.519 --> 00:39:28.559
<v Speaker 1>of the gin, the dull ache in his belly made

734
00:39:28.599 --> 00:39:32.599
<v Speaker 1>consecutive thought impossible, And it is the same he perceived

735
00:39:32.599 --> 00:39:36.800
<v Speaker 1>in all seemingly heroic or tragic situations on the battlefield,

736
00:39:36.880 --> 00:39:39.760
<v Speaker 1>in the torture chamber, on a sinking ship, the issues

737
00:39:39.800 --> 00:39:42.519
<v Speaker 1>that you are fighting for are always forgotten because the

738
00:39:42.519 --> 00:39:45.480
<v Speaker 1>body swells up until it fills the universe. And even

739
00:39:45.519 --> 00:39:48.119
<v Speaker 1>when you are not paralyzed by fright or screaming with pain,

740
00:39:48.599 --> 00:39:51.679
<v Speaker 1>life is a moment to moment struggle against hunger or cold,

741
00:39:51.800 --> 00:39:55.199
<v Speaker 1>or sleeplessness, against a sour stomach or an aching tooth.

742
00:39:57.599 --> 00:40:00.880
<v Speaker 1>He opened the diary. It was important to write something down.

743
00:40:01.440 --> 00:40:03.719
<v Speaker 1>The woman on the telescreen had started a new song.

744
00:40:04.239 --> 00:40:06.920
<v Speaker 1>Her voice seemed to stick into his brain like jagged

745
00:40:06.920 --> 00:40:10.480
<v Speaker 1>splinters of glass. He tried to think of O'Brien, for

746
00:40:10.559 --> 00:40:13.679
<v Speaker 1>whom or to whom the diary was written, but instead

747
00:40:13.719 --> 00:40:15.679
<v Speaker 1>he began thinking of the things that would happen to

748
00:40:15.719 --> 00:40:18.920
<v Speaker 1>him after the thought police took him away. It would

749
00:40:18.920 --> 00:40:21.280
<v Speaker 1>not matter if they killed you at once. To be

750
00:40:21.400 --> 00:40:25.440
<v Speaker 1>killed was what you expected. But before death nobody spoke

751
00:40:25.480 --> 00:40:28.079
<v Speaker 1>of such things. Yet everybody knew of them. There was

752
00:40:28.119 --> 00:40:30.360
<v Speaker 1>the routine of confession that had to be gone through

753
00:40:30.880 --> 00:40:33.599
<v Speaker 1>the groveling on the floor and screaming for mercy. The

754
00:40:33.599 --> 00:40:37.000
<v Speaker 1>crack of broken bones, the smashed teeth, and bloody clots

755
00:40:37.000 --> 00:40:41.199
<v Speaker 1>of hair. Why did you have to endure it? Since

756
00:40:41.239 --> 00:40:43.719
<v Speaker 1>the end was always the same. Why was it not

757
00:40:43.800 --> 00:40:45.719
<v Speaker 1>possible to cut a few days or weeks out of

758
00:40:45.719 --> 00:40:50.239
<v Speaker 1>your life? Nobody ever escaped detection, and nobody ever failed

759
00:40:50.280 --> 00:40:53.599
<v Speaker 1>to confess when once you had succumbed to thought crime,

760
00:40:53.639 --> 00:40:55.679
<v Speaker 1>it was certain that by a given date you would

761
00:40:55.679 --> 00:40:59.440
<v Speaker 1>be dead. Why then, did that horror, which altered nothing,

762
00:40:59.519 --> 00:41:04.079
<v Speaker 1>have to lie embedded in future time? He tried, with

763
00:41:04.119 --> 00:41:06.199
<v Speaker 1>a little more success than before, to summon up the

764
00:41:06.239 --> 00:41:09.679
<v Speaker 1>image of O'Brien. We shall meet in the place where

765
00:41:09.679 --> 00:41:12.800
<v Speaker 1>there is no darkness, O'Brien had said to him. He

766
00:41:12.880 --> 00:41:15.639
<v Speaker 1>knew what it meant, or thought. He knew the place

767
00:41:15.679 --> 00:41:18.639
<v Speaker 1>where there is no darkness was the imagined future, which

768
00:41:18.639 --> 00:41:21.960
<v Speaker 1>one would never see, but which by foreknowledge one could

769
00:41:22.039 --> 00:41:25.639
<v Speaker 1>mystically share in. But with the voice from the telescreen

770
00:41:25.679 --> 00:41:28.199
<v Speaker 1>nagging at his ears, he could not follow the train

771
00:41:28.239 --> 00:41:31.480
<v Speaker 1>of thought further. He put a cigarette in his mouth.

772
00:41:32.119 --> 00:41:34.920
<v Speaker 1>Half the tobacco promptly fell out onto his tongue, a

773
00:41:34.960 --> 00:41:38.639
<v Speaker 1>bitter dust which was difficult to spit out again. The

774
00:41:38.679 --> 00:41:41.480
<v Speaker 1>face of big brother swam into his mind, displacing that

775
00:41:41.519 --> 00:41:45.400
<v Speaker 1>of O'Brien, just as he had done a few days earlier.

776
00:41:45.559 --> 00:41:47.400
<v Speaker 1>He slid a coin out of his pocket and looked

777
00:41:47.400 --> 00:41:51.639
<v Speaker 1>at it. The face gazed up at him, heavy, calm, protecting,

778
00:41:52.360 --> 00:41:55.880
<v Speaker 1>But what kind of smile was hidden beneath the dark mustache,

779
00:41:56.519 --> 00:41:59.480
<v Speaker 1>Like a leaden knell. The words came back at him.

780
00:42:00.119 --> 00:42:06.440
<v Speaker 1>Or is peace? Freedom? Is slavery? Ignorance his strength? End

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<v Speaker 1>of Section eight.
