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Speaker 2: Hello you, beautiful people. I love Happy Father's Day. You
Speaker 2: know I want to take a moment and ask all
Speaker 2: of you to remember one nice thing that your daddy
Speaker 2: did for you, one nice memory that you have of
Speaker 2: your daddy. Because I was thinking, when I represent my
Speaker 2: dad and his story, most of you hear the negatives
Speaker 2: about my dad, the alcoholic story, the suicide story. So
Speaker 2: I'm going to take a moment to tell you the
Speaker 2: gentle story. He was a very gentle soul. He was
Speaker 2: a creative. He was a creative partner with my mom.
Speaker 2: He built all the scenery for my mom's religious plays
Speaker 2: and work side by side with her in producing those.
Speaker 2: Every Saturday night, we would watch a show called the
Speaker 2: Hip Parade, which well where they would play all the
Speaker 2: latest top ten hits, and he would get up and
Speaker 2: he would dance with me in our living room and
Speaker 2: teach me how to follow and how a man would
Speaker 2: lead and how a woman would follow his lead in
Speaker 2: a slow dance, and gentle things like that. He would
Speaker 2: take me to work with him on occasion and spend
Speaker 2: the day with me. He would take me camping, and
Speaker 2: actually as a whole family, we would go camping together.
Speaker 2: One time he would he took me horseback riding, because
Speaker 2: that was oh boy. When I was a little girl,
Speaker 2: all I wanted to do was ride that horse, and
Speaker 2: we couldn't afford it very many times. But I remember
Speaker 2: one very special time he took me out on the horse.
Speaker 2: But those nights when we watched the hit Parade and
Speaker 2: he would get up and dance with me, I remember
Speaker 2: those special nights a lot. He had a very gentle
Speaker 2: side to him, which I'm sure contributed to how hard
Speaker 2: it was for him during the war and why I
Speaker 2: remember my mom saying he was never the same when
Speaker 2: he came back from the war. So I want you
Speaker 2: all to take a moment to just remember one beautiful, kind,
Speaker 2: loving thing and there is about your daddy. So let's
Speaker 2: all wish our daddy's happy Father's Day. And let's take
Speaker 2: a moment to honor the masculine energy in the world
Speaker 2: and in all of us, because it's the masculine energy
Speaker 2: that brings creation through we invoke the symbol of the formula,
Speaker 2: the violet flame and the golden light. We are divine less,
Speaker 2: and so it is I want to remind all of
Speaker 2: you that our next webinar is on self healing everything
Speaker 2: and anything. We must get into alignment in order to
Speaker 2: create the possibility and the probability that we can self heal.
Speaker 2: It's on July seventh. We all know or want to
Speaker 2: know that it is possible to heal ourselves, and we
Speaker 2: want and are holding the intention of having everything in alignment.
Speaker 3: To do that.
Speaker 2: So I hope you'll join me on July seventh, so
Speaker 2: that we are all doing our part to come together
Speaker 2: to have that energy in place. Okay, can I go
Speaker 2: to the calls? Yes, here we go. All right, we
Speaker 2: are going to start with miss Brenda. Hold on, let
Speaker 2: me get to the Okay, you're on, Brenda. H nay,
Speaker 2: baby cakes.
Speaker 4: Hi, honey, bunny. So that webinar is going to absolutely
Speaker 4: be for me. I would like to know what am
Speaker 4: I missing as I am healing my back. I spoke
Speaker 4: to you about it again a few weeks ago, and
Speaker 4: the intensity just amped up and I was out of
Speaker 4: work and you had mentioned there's a relationship that it
Speaker 4: that that's what amped it up. So I've been really
Speaker 4: finding peace and doing direct directives and I had another
Speaker 4: bad set back a couple of days ago. So what
Speaker 4: you know, I'm thinking I'm doing the right things, but
Speaker 4: I'm feeling very.
Speaker 2: Discouraged and Okay, So in one sentence, Brenda, in one sentence,
Speaker 2: what do you want?
Speaker 4: I want a perfectly healthy back.
Speaker 2: Okay, sheets give me a song, any song that pops in.
Speaker 4: Why waste your time? You know you're gonna be mine?
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, and that's exactly where we're going. Interestingly, enough,
Speaker 2: is you believe you're wasting your time there's a part
Speaker 2: of you that believes you're wasting your time, and of
Speaker 2: course it's your little girl, your five year old little girl,
Speaker 2: to be specific. And now we're going to a chord beliefs.
Speaker 2: But you had they wanted you to get clear about
Speaker 2: the wasting your time part this page here, one, two, five, okay,
Speaker 2: And they're taking me to I can never be God.
Speaker 2: So what's the point I'm wasting my time. I can
Speaker 2: never be God. I'm never going to be the director
Speaker 2: of my own energy. I'm never going to be my
Speaker 2: I am presence. I'm never going to be in control
Speaker 2: of all this. So what's the point. And this came
Speaker 2: from well, both your mom and dad. What religion were
Speaker 2: you raised?
Speaker 4: We didn't. I was not raised in a religious household.
Speaker 2: Okay, Well it works both ways. They're saying, if you're
Speaker 2: raised in a strict religion, you get the message that
Speaker 2: you can never be God, and if you have no religion,
Speaker 2: there's no God that you can be either. Interesting. They
Speaker 2: never gave it to me that way before. But you
Speaker 2: understand that, right I do. Okay, you do, however, understand
Speaker 2: from our work that you are the power on this
Speaker 2: plane of you, don't You yes, I do. Okay, that's
Speaker 2: what they want you to embrace right now, that you
Speaker 2: are the supreme power of you. You're the supreme power
Speaker 2: over your back right now.
Speaker 3: Brenda.
Speaker 2: It's funny. You know, my grandson is two months shy
Speaker 2: of being three years old, and he came down with
Speaker 2: a really bad cold. And so day before yesterday, I said,
Speaker 2: you know, Stone, you can tell your body to feel
Speaker 2: better tomorrow. You want to do that with me today?
Speaker 2: Uh huh, all right, well let's tell your body feel
Speaker 2: better tomorrow. Body, I'm the boss, you feel better tomorrow.
Speaker 2: And do you know his cold was almost gone yesterday.
Speaker 2: I love it because you know he's two and a half.
Speaker 2: He's not gonna argue. He's just gonna take grindma's word
Speaker 2: for it. So can you take grandma's word for it?
Speaker 2: I would love too, well, yes or no.
Speaker 4: My higher self says yes, but my physical self, my
Speaker 4: mind is saying not sure.
Speaker 2: Well your choice yeah.
Speaker 4: Because the memories, Yeah, because of the memories we have.
Speaker 4: You know, it's like, oh, I've been trying to do
Speaker 4: this for so long, you know all that stuff?
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, but do you realize that all those memories
Speaker 2: come from the fact that you've been fighting it since
Speaker 2: five years old. So what happened from one, two, three, four,
Speaker 2: and five? What were you taught or modeled when you
Speaker 2: were one through five?
Speaker 4: I can't I can't recall at that age.
Speaker 2: Okay, so you might as well give it up.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 2: You see if if all your life you had been
Speaker 2: taught that blue was purple, and today somebody said no, no, no,
Speaker 2: it's really blue, and all the rest of the world
Speaker 2: knows it's blue. Do you want to know it's blueenail?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm telling you that it's blue, And I'm telling
Speaker 2: you what song did you give me?
Speaker 4: Why waste your time?
Speaker 5: You know your.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that it's not a waste of time to heal yourself. Yeah, okay,
Speaker 2: So what do you want to know? What's the opposite
Speaker 2: positive of a waste of time?
Speaker 6: Everything I do.
Speaker 4: Has significance and meaning.
Speaker 5: And is important.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Now, how does that feel in your heart when
Speaker 2: you say that?
Speaker 6: It feels truthful?
Speaker 2: Yeah? And you know that because you want to cry? Yeah,
Speaker 2: And I can tell you from an actor's point of view,
Speaker 2: when you want to cry, it's your heart going. There's
Speaker 2: truth here. M hm.
Speaker 6: Okay baby, yeah, So as I do that through the day,
Speaker 6: and you know, if if, if I'm feeling the pain,
Speaker 6: which you know right now is all the time. What
Speaker 6: is a gentle way?
Speaker 4: Because I want to be able to say something to
Speaker 4: my back, but not always in a sense focus on
Speaker 4: it because it grabs, literally grabs my attention all the time.
Speaker 4: So is there something what could you suggest I could
Speaker 4: say to my back?
Speaker 2: I love body, I love you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I have been doing that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I love you body.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: And what what are the words you just said, well,
Speaker 2: I love you? When I asked you what the opposite
Speaker 2: positive was, what is the words you just said?
Speaker 4: Yeah? That there's I mean, there's meaning.
Speaker 6: My life has.
Speaker 4: Meaning and significance and importance.
Speaker 2: I love you back. I love you body, and I
Speaker 2: love you back, and you're important to me.
Speaker 4: There is thank you.
Speaker 5: Just tell me this.
Speaker 6: Do I need to rule anything out?
Speaker 4: Do I even need an MRI ide?
Speaker 5: Do you think?
Speaker 4: Is there anything I need to rule out?
Speaker 2: I think for so that you can let everything go,
Speaker 2: including your fear, it will help you to get one.
Speaker 2: Do you understand?
Speaker 5: Okay?
Speaker 2: Okay, it's your psyche more than your physicality.
Speaker 6: Under stand.
Speaker 2: Okay, thank you, thank you so much.
Speaker 6: I love you, Thank you.
Speaker 2: I love you too, sweetheart.
Speaker 6: Thank you.
Speaker 2: Alrighty, we are going to Randy in California. You're on.
Speaker 7: Alidy. Thanks again for taking my call.
Speaker 2: You're welcome.
Speaker 7: Last week I spoke with you and let you know
Speaker 7: that I was recently diagnosed with cancer, and you said
Speaker 7: that cancer originates from anger. And to look back into
Speaker 7: my childhood, I'm having trouble locating that anger and remembering
Speaker 7: what it is and when it was that kind of thing.
Speaker 7: So how can you? How can I help myself to
Speaker 7: get in touch with that anger?
Speaker 8: So?
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, the very very very beginning, she rose
Speaker 2: through five five food, well around five years old with
Speaker 2: your mom. And it has to do with your power
Speaker 2: being suppressed, so more specifically, the power of who you
Speaker 2: are being suppressed. So in your life right now, when
Speaker 2: I say people not allowing you to be who you are?
Speaker 2: What comes up? Or you not allowing you to be
Speaker 2: who you are? What comes up?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 2: I don't know, Yeah you do? I start saying, I.
Speaker 7: Do know, I do know. I guess that I have
Speaker 7: to put on a facade of some sort.
Speaker 2: Yeah, where is that?
Speaker 7: I cannot recall? I really can't. What may have happened
Speaker 7: at five No.
Speaker 2: Don't look at five. Where are you having to put
Speaker 2: on a facade right now? Where are you not allowing
Speaker 2: or someone else is not allowing you to be fully
Speaker 2: who you are? Hold on We're going to a poor
Speaker 2: belief this page here, sixteen seventeen eight. The first part.
Speaker 2: When I value myself, I have to abandon myself, which
Speaker 2: basically means I have to give myself up if I'm
Speaker 2: really going to value who I am. So, if I'm
Speaker 2: going to value who I am, I'm going to have
Speaker 2: to give myself up for people, And you resent yourself
Speaker 2: for having to do that. High is most correct, most complete.
Speaker 2: That's what it is, and we all do that to
Speaker 2: an extent, Randy, So can you put your finger on
Speaker 2: the part of you that does that.
Speaker 7: I'm just having trouble. I'm blocked on that.
Speaker 2: Okay. The more you say that, the less you will
Speaker 2: be able to see where you're doing it. So I
Speaker 2: see it. I'm open, I'm aware. It's easy for me
Speaker 2: to see what thee's talking about. When I value myself?
Speaker 7: Can I value myself?
Speaker 2: I always come through for me. It's the positive of
Speaker 2: what you want. So start directing that.
Speaker 7: Okay, Okay, yeah, that's now I get that.
Speaker 2: Okay, and just invite yourself to see and be aware
Speaker 2: of when you don't do that.
Speaker 7: Okay, Yeah, I guess I. I do take the negative
Speaker 7: view of things and then try to fix it from
Speaker 7: a negative point instead of the positives.
Speaker 2: Huh. And that doesn't work for you anymore, honey, You're
Speaker 2: you're angry at yourself for doing that, Randy, Okay, okay,
Speaker 2: all right, turn that around and start telling your body,
Speaker 2: thank you for bringing this mess to me. You can
Speaker 2: heal now.
Speaker 7: I love you, Okay, thank you, you.
Speaker 2: Bet, you bet, sweetheart. Alrighty, we are going to Oops,
Speaker 2: I didn't get him off. Hold on a minute, the
Speaker 2: switchboard is being very syndicated. Day. All right, we are
Speaker 2: going to Gina in California. You're on, Hi, Hi, babe.
Speaker 5: I love what you did at the beginning about father.
Speaker 5: Thank you for that.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I did it for me and of course for
Speaker 2: all of you, So thank you. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 5: My dad used to let me dance on his feet.
Speaker 5: You know where you stood on.
Speaker 2: The oh yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 5: So I'm in what feels like a time of and
Speaker 5: so I haven't been working like I have clients, but
Speaker 5: there's nobody could be exert they've all prepaid, but I
Speaker 5: like just like three or four clients. But it feels
Speaker 5: really good and fun to have this space. So I
Speaker 5: don't know what to do about when I should turn
Speaker 5: back the faucet on to get clients or can I
Speaker 5: just declare.
Speaker 2: You know I'm going I'm going through a similar period,
Speaker 2: oh with movies and conventions and stuff. Oh and it's funny.
Speaker 2: I said to Gabrielle the other day. I I don't
Speaker 2: know whether to enjoy the time off or or whether
Speaker 2: I should be panicked that there's nothing on the books exactly.
Speaker 2: And I I mean, I know not to panic, I know,
Speaker 2: just to create, right, So for both of us, let's
Speaker 2: see what the highest advice is. So if it's going
Speaker 2: on with us, Gina, I know it's going on with
Speaker 2: a lot of other people.
Speaker 5: Out there because it's like, oh, I should be I
Speaker 5: should be doing this development.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I us right, I really want to a core belief.
Speaker 2: We're going to a cor belief. Hollo, it's not this
Speaker 2: pace page here twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five.
Speaker 2: When I am connected to the I am I am
Speaker 2: not safe. Okay, So it's a true statement that our
Speaker 2: I am presence created this lull, yes, okay, And they
Speaker 2: said lull is not the right words. What we are
Speaker 2: in is a creative period, right, And the question they
Speaker 2: are putting out to us is are we creating? Are
Speaker 2: we using this period to create? So two days ago
Speaker 2: I really consciously started directing what I wanted to come in, okay,
Speaker 2: with conventions and films and TV. Two days ago, yesterday
Speaker 2: I got an offer for a convention. M But you see,
Speaker 2: I hadn't consciously been creating because things had just been
Speaker 2: coming in automatically. Right. So when I say you have
Speaker 2: been consciously creating, it goes to no, so have you?
Speaker 5: Well, I'm creating spaciousness, and that's what I've been creating.
Speaker 2: Have you been creating directing clients coming in?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 2: No, okay, So if that's what you want, start directing.
Speaker 5: Well I do, but like in August or something or
Speaker 5: I don't know, So okay, I mean I want to
Speaker 5: have a very abundant fall like because there's things I'm
Speaker 5: working on right now. Right, I'm refinishing and trying to
Speaker 5: finish the cottage rehab, I'm doing all this financial stuff
Speaker 5: I'm doing. I'm going to a lot of weddings.
Speaker 2: I'm traveling, so okay, okay, So what you want is
Speaker 2: I am commanding and directing yep, free flowing time off,
Speaker 2: abundant time off for me to create blah blah blah
Speaker 2: blah blah, and my calendar to fill up with clients
Speaker 2: beginning blah blah blah blah. That's what you want, right, Yeah, okay,
Speaker 2: well start directing that.
Speaker 5: Okay.
Speaker 2: I love it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love it.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 5: And I've been checking like like to your your point,
Speaker 5: like going from should I be worried or should I
Speaker 5: just be enjoying this? And I keep getting that I'm
Speaker 5: to enjoy.
Speaker 2: It and RelA getting what you want. So I'm enjoying it.
Speaker 5: I do, I do, I do. And it started coming
Speaker 5: in the spring where I was thinking about a sabbatical,
Speaker 5: like a little MIDI sabbatical, and then all of a
Speaker 5: sudden it appeared and I was like, oh, is this
Speaker 5: mean I'm gonna client again?
Speaker 2: Now it's crazy, crazy what we want, and then we
Speaker 2: freak out.
Speaker 5: Okay, this is perfect, Thank you so much. And I
Speaker 5: can't believe that your grandson is going to be three.
Speaker 3: I know, it seems like he was just born, Like I.
Speaker 2: Know, I know, and if you met him, you'd think
Speaker 2: he was five. Oh my god, he is kid is
Speaker 2: the kid is crazy? I mean he's so advanced.
Speaker 5: Well, And to tell him to start doing the work
Speaker 5: on his body, now, can you imagine?
Speaker 2: Can you imagine if somebody had taught us.
Speaker 5: No, it's phenomenal that you're having him have this relationship
Speaker 5: starting out. He will. He trusts you, so he's going
Speaker 5: to do it, you bet.
Speaker 2: I know.
Speaker 5: It's so great. So that you bad, so inspiring.
Speaker 2: I love him to death. All right, goodbye, you've.
Speaker 5: Got Thank you so much. That was great. I love you.
Speaker 2: I love you too, ok bye bye? Oh come on switchboard?
Speaker 2: Oh my god. All right, we are going to Lee.
Speaker 2: It says Jamaica, but I know you're in Hawaii. Actually
Speaker 2: I'm not.
Speaker 5: I'm in Jamaica.
Speaker 2: You are, Oh hi baby, I am Jamaica.
Speaker 5: We are here.
Speaker 3: We're making movies here.
Speaker 2: Cool.
Speaker 5: What a great call, What a great call.
Speaker 3: So I'm going to ask please if you would assist
Speaker 3: me this what came up when you show about their dad?
Speaker 2: And okay, you're breaking up really badly. Lee.
Speaker 3: Oh oh so maybe this won't work.
Speaker 2: Can you hear me better? Now? Well, I can hear you,
Speaker 2: but it just keeps cutting out talk for a minute. Now,
Speaker 2: let me see if it's better.
Speaker 3: Okay. So I would like some assistance to something that's
Speaker 3: come up with a distance about our dad's and the
Speaker 3: masculine energy, because I remembered a beautiful event on my
Speaker 3: birthday when I was maybe eight or nine, and he
Speaker 3: rode home from downtown Saskatoon on a pink banana sea
Speaker 3: bicycle that was really popular in the sixties, and it
Speaker 3: was too small for him, and.
Speaker 2: I was grateful.
Speaker 3: I was like, pink, that's a girl's color. And I
Speaker 3: tell it was something that would happen really rarely with
Speaker 3: my dad, that it would just resist everything pride.
Speaker 2: That to me, I'm sorry, you're breaking up really badly.
Speaker 2: So in one sentence, what is your question?
Speaker 3: And I reconcile an old habit where I wasn't the
Speaker 3: best version of me in a relationship that was very
Speaker 3: important to me my father.
Speaker 2: The channel is saying, let it go. You were a kid, Lee,
Speaker 2: You were a kid, and you reacted. You know what
Speaker 2: they're showing me. One day, I was driving home with
Speaker 2: my mom and my dad was out in a pair
Speaker 2: of shorts and black socks. Mowing the lawn and I
Speaker 2: started laughing and I pointed to him and I went,
Speaker 2: oh my god, Mom, look he's got black socks on.
Speaker 2: And she turned around to me and she said, Deanna Bowers,
Speaker 2: don't you laugh at him? Don't you have to learn
Speaker 2: when to laugh at people and not laugh at people.
Speaker 2: Your father is out working very hard to take care
Speaker 2: of us. And I'm telling you, I felt like an
Speaker 2: inch tall in that moment. But you know, I was like,
Speaker 2: what fifteen? I think? Yeah, And that's what fifteen year
Speaker 2: old girls do. They get embarrassed about their you know,
Speaker 2: the channel is just saying just let it go, Lee.
Speaker 2: That's that's just what girls did at that age. It's
Speaker 2: not a comment on who you were or who you are.
Speaker 2: Does that resonate with you?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay very much?
Speaker 5: Yeah, actually feel that you just move.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 5: And just so the self healing webinar already working for me,
Speaker 5: and I would really love to invite the whole community.
Speaker 5: I've created a program called the Good the Revival seven.
Speaker 8: Huh.
Speaker 2: That sounds interesting. Program You've created.
Speaker 3: There's yeah, and everyone can do the meditation on their own.
Speaker 3: It's an hour of an hour day to just give
Speaker 3: your body gratitude and across all its.
Speaker 5: Dimensions physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, cause chemical.
Speaker 2: Okay, then sit.
Speaker 3: Just any connect at least dot.
Speaker 2: Com breaking up really badly. Just give me the site
Speaker 2: so we can connect.
Speaker 3: It's email connect at C O N N E C
Speaker 3: E connect at lee Culver dot com, l E E
Speaker 3: C O L l V E R dot com. Okay,
Speaker 3: and I will send them all the materials. And it's
Speaker 3: my donation only for a school that I've been working
Speaker 3: to create with some people in Africa.
Speaker 2: Oh, how beautiful. Okay, all right, thank you for putting
Speaker 2: that out there. That sounds like a good match to
Speaker 2: what we're going to be doing, right, and thank you
Speaker 2: for that. Yeah, you bet, you bet? Helloha, all right,
Speaker 2: we are going to Sandy in Pennsylvania.
Speaker 5: You're on hi Ye, I knew you were going to
Speaker 5: chuse me so.
Speaker 2: Smart.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 5: My dad was an alcoholic and I loved him. I
Speaker 5: adored him. And anyway, my question is in regarding to
Speaker 5: an experience recently where a customer I sell beer and
Speaker 5: wine as a cashier and there was a man who
Speaker 5: comes in regularly, he's a frequent flyer, and he he
Speaker 5: got kicked out and it was it was another employee
Speaker 5: came up and bullied him out of the store, and
Speaker 5: I didn't find it because I didn't want to get
Speaker 5: in the middle of everything, and I feel badly. So
Speaker 5: I guess My question is did I do the wrong thing?
Speaker 5: And is the guy going to be all right?
Speaker 2: I get to know when you say did you do
Speaker 2: the wrong thing? Okay, I get a yes. When I
Speaker 2: say you should not have gotten involved, I guess yes,
Speaker 2: yes he is going to he is, okay?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 5: Should I go to the big boss about it? Or
Speaker 5: should I just leave it go? Because if the employee
Speaker 5: overstepped his bounds, he didn't have a man.
Speaker 2: That's a true statement. He overstepped his bounds, And really
Speaker 2: it's up to you, m either way you can go.
Speaker 2: You know you can report him, you cannot report him, okay.
Speaker 2: When I say it matters, it goes to no.
Speaker 5: Okay, it matters I because my my family ties with alcoholism,
Speaker 5: I guess, and my own experience of being homeless.
Speaker 2: That I get a yes on I don't know how
Speaker 2: you're tying that in. Yeah, what exactly happened with the guy?
Speaker 5: Well, he apparently this employee had been watching him and
Speaker 5: felt that he had been drinking outside or whatever. And
Speaker 5: the guy has been quite as hell and he's never
Speaker 5: caused a problem. He comes in two or three times
Speaker 5: a day to buy a single, and he's he's just
Speaker 5: barely surviving. He's camping out somewhere, and he's in you know,
Speaker 5: our area is not exactly California for homelessness. It's you know,
Speaker 5: it gets rough in the winter. So I, you know,
Speaker 5: I really applaud the guy for surviving, and you know,
Speaker 5: he seems to just be, you know, being a normal
Speaker 5: citizen and trying.
Speaker 3: To be a normal citizen.
Speaker 5: So I was I was really upset that he ended
Speaker 5: up getting kicked out, but he flew off the handle
Speaker 5: after that. After that he started tolling the store and
Speaker 5: yelling and screaming and swearing. So I guess that's why
Speaker 5: he's homeless in general, because he couldn't couldn't handle.
Speaker 3: The conflict rejection. Yeah, he couldn't handle it.
Speaker 5: Yeah. I'm not good at rejection either.
Speaker 2: Well, and you see, so it may be better for
Speaker 2: him if you don't escalate it, right, Okay, I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't know, but that may be why we're getting
Speaker 2: a yes, no.
Speaker 5: Mm hm, you know, right, because that's ethically it might
Speaker 5: be right, but in the long run it might be
Speaker 5: wrong for the guy. Yeah, okay, all right, well then
Speaker 5: I'll just I'll let it go. Thank you, D. I
Speaker 5: appreciate it.
Speaker 2: You bet, Okay, all right, okay, we're going to Victorian, Colorado.
Speaker 2: You're on. Good morning, D Good morning, sweetheart.
Speaker 5: I am coming off a twenty four hour paint jam
Speaker 5: and it was so good. My takeaway was that I
Speaker 5: am not sharing myself and it's time to do that.
Speaker 5: Does that ring through?
Speaker 2: I mean I get a big yes, yep. Yeah.
Speaker 5: And the other thing that came through was I have
Speaker 5: been giving my heart or I'm forgetting how I phrased it,
Speaker 5: And I've been giving my time, my energy, my everything
Speaker 5: as a container for my kids, but not a container
Speaker 5: for me. And that has like, now it's time to
Speaker 5: take care of my.
Speaker 2: Heart, big ifs.
Speaker 5: Okay. The third quick thing is my doctor just said
Speaker 5: you have diabetes, and I said, I don't claim that.
Speaker 5: So is there something at the core of that condition,
Speaker 5: of the condition of my body that would lead her
Speaker 5: to make that diagnosis that I will always reject, and
Speaker 5: yet I have to look at it.
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, if the medical tests say you quote unquote
Speaker 2: have diabetes, then on the physical plane, you have to
Speaker 2: deal with that, sweetheart, right.
Speaker 5: But I'm thinking about well, I don't want to claim
Speaker 5: the words I have, and I'm thinking of your work.
Speaker 5: I'm having the experience of diabetes, but I would like
Speaker 5: to identify what is that be core? If that is
Speaker 5: something you.
Speaker 2: Right and hold on. I know we're toward the end
Speaker 2: of the show, but they want us to go, and
Speaker 2: we haven't. We haven't been directed here for a long time.
Speaker 2: But we're going to messages from the body. Diabet boy,
Speaker 2: I opened right to it.
Speaker 8: Funny here yeah, shocker, huh yeah, here here, here, this
Speaker 8: is where we're going.
Speaker 2: I'm balanced, she's balanced, all right. I'm just gonna read
Speaker 2: you the paragraph. They are deeply disappointed with their life,
Speaker 2: and they feel that things should not have gone the
Speaker 2: way they have. They have become rather intensely embittered and
Speaker 2: cynical in their orientation. Now this next line is the
Speaker 2: important line. The result is a self rejecting and rather
Speaker 2: scathingly angry individual who now needs to re examine assumptions
Speaker 2: about who they are and what life and the universe
Speaker 2: are all about. Does that resonate in any area of
Speaker 2: your life.
Speaker 5: Well, yes, and it ties in with the head injuries
Speaker 5: that I've had that the reading has in the past,
Speaker 5: than something to the effective you really don't want to
Speaker 5: be here, and so the head injury happens again and again.
Speaker 5: So I think those two tracks. Yeah, I will, I'll
Speaker 5: chew on this. I'll have to listen to get the
Speaker 5: words again.
Speaker 2: But okay, the result is a self rejecting so you
Speaker 2: will want to start commanding I joyfully accept me, re
Speaker 2: examine assumptions about who they are and what life in
Speaker 2: the universe are all about. I joyfully accept who they
Speaker 2: are and choose to be a happy individual who lives
Speaker 2: in a joyful universe, who accepts me. You got it, rightfully.
Speaker 5: Accept who I am and choose to be a happy
Speaker 5: individual who lives in a joyful universe, who accepts me.
Speaker 2: Yes, I do believe who accepts who I am?
Speaker 5: Who accepts who I am?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Okay, now they want me to read this very
Speaker 2: last line. They were subjected to repeated traumatic shocks in
Speaker 2: a severely self immersed, dysfunctional and abusive, invasive, violating family.
Speaker 2: Is that true in any way?
Speaker 5: Yes, especially the emotional way.
Speaker 2: Okay, can you forgive them in this moment.
Speaker 5: When you said at the beginning of the call to
Speaker 5: think of one thing that was you or was loving
Speaker 5: that your dad did. I could think of a couple
Speaker 5: of things. But then when you added that you did lovingly,
Speaker 5: I was like, I can't. I can't find a thing.
Speaker 5: So I'm going to work on that, and yes, I
Speaker 5: will work on the forgiveness.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a choice, sweetheart. You don't have to work
Speaker 2: on anything. It's just a choice.
Speaker 5: And we're conducting.
Speaker 2: And that choice, that choice you make, guys, is not
Speaker 2: for them, it's for you. It's your freedom. Yeah, trust me,
Speaker 2: I know. Yep. So let's all come together to give
Speaker 2: ourselves freedom on this Father's Day, my child. Yeah, through
Speaker 2: forgiveness and love, we are letting go. We claim the symbol,
Speaker 2: the formula, the ville that flamed the golden light. We
Speaker 2: are divine love. And so it is. Let's come together
Speaker 2: and say it all loud and proud. I love me,
Speaker 2: I love me, and I love me even more because
Speaker 2: I know that's what it's all about. Happy Father's Day, everybody,
Speaker 2: Bye bye.
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