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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to Conscious Creation with actress, author and healer D Wallace.

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<v Speaker 1>If you want to take charge of your life, really

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<v Speaker 1>take charge of your life. The next hour will be

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<v Speaker 1>a fun, enlightening experience in creating the life you want,

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<v Speaker 1>whether it's money, health, success or relationships. Join D in

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<v Speaker 1>celebrating the power of you and see your life expand

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<v Speaker 1>into joyful creation. To join D live every Sunday morning

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<v Speaker 1>at nine am Pacific time, called two zero six four

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<v Speaker 1>zero two zero one zero zero and enter pin number

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<v Speaker 1>one sixty one three two nine pounds and don't forget.

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<v Speaker 1>D can also be heard on DBS Radio, iTunes, iHeartRadio,

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<v Speaker 1>and live at Oneness Talk Radio. You can also hear

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<v Speaker 1>D on Transformation Talk Radio and on her YouTube channel

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<v Speaker 1>D Wallace Official and now hes D.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello you, beautiful people. I love Happy Father's Day. You

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<v Speaker 2>know I want to take a moment and ask all

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<v Speaker 2>of you to remember one nice thing that your daddy

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<v Speaker 2>did for you, one nice memory that you have of

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<v Speaker 2>your daddy. Because I was thinking, when I represent my

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<v Speaker 2>dad and his story, most of you hear the negatives

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<v Speaker 2>about my dad, the alcoholic story, the suicide story. So

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<v Speaker 2>I'm going to take a moment to tell you the

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<v Speaker 2>gentle story. He was a very gentle soul. He was

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<v Speaker 2>a creative. He was a creative partner with my mom.

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<v Speaker 2>He built all the scenery for my mom's religious plays

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<v Speaker 2>and work side by side with her in producing those.

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<v Speaker 2>Every Saturday night, we would watch a show called the

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<v Speaker 2>Hip Parade, which well where they would play all the

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<v Speaker 2>latest top ten hits, and he would get up and

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<v Speaker 2>he would dance with me in our living room and

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<v Speaker 2>teach me how to follow and how a man would

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<v Speaker 2>lead and how a woman would follow his lead in

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<v Speaker 2>a slow dance, and gentle things like that. He would

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<v Speaker 2>take me to work with him on occasion and spend

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<v Speaker 2>the day with me. He would take me camping, and

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<v Speaker 2>actually as a whole family, we would go camping together.

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<v Speaker 2>One time he would he took me horseback riding, because

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<v Speaker 2>that was oh boy. When I was a little girl,

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<v Speaker 2>all I wanted to do was ride that horse, and

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<v Speaker 2>we couldn't afford it very many times. But I remember

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<v Speaker 2>one very special time he took me out on the horse.

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<v Speaker 2>But those nights when we watched the hit Parade and

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<v Speaker 2>he would get up and dance with me, I remember

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<v Speaker 2>those special nights a lot. He had a very gentle

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<v Speaker 2>side to him, which I'm sure contributed to how hard

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<v Speaker 2>it was for him during the war and why I

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<v Speaker 2>remember my mom saying he was never the same when

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<v Speaker 2>he came back from the war. So I want you

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<v Speaker 2>all to take a moment to just remember one beautiful, kind,

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<v Speaker 2>loving thing and there is about your daddy. So let's

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<v Speaker 2>all wish our daddy's happy Father's Day. And let's take

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<v Speaker 2>a moment to honor the masculine energy in the world

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<v Speaker 2>and in all of us, because it's the masculine energy

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<v Speaker 2>that brings creation through we invoke the symbol of the formula,

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<v Speaker 2>the violet flame and the golden light. We are divine less,

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<v Speaker 2>and so it is I want to remind all of

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<v Speaker 2>you that our next webinar is on self healing everything

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<v Speaker 2>and anything. We must get into alignment in order to

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<v Speaker 2>create the possibility and the probability that we can self heal.

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<v Speaker 2>It's on July seventh. We all know or want to

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<v Speaker 2>know that it is possible to heal ourselves, and we

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<v Speaker 2>want and are holding the intention of having everything in alignment.

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<v Speaker 3>To do that.

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<v Speaker 2>So I hope you'll join me on July seventh, so

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<v Speaker 2>that we are all doing our part to come together

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<v Speaker 2>to have that energy in place. Okay, can I go

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<v Speaker 2>to the calls? Yes, here we go. All right, we

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<v Speaker 2>are going to start with miss Brenda. Hold on, let

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<v Speaker 2>me get to the Okay, you're on, Brenda. H nay,

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<v Speaker 2>baby cakes.

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<v Speaker 4>Hi, honey, bunny. So that webinar is going to absolutely

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<v Speaker 4>be for me. I would like to know what am

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<v Speaker 4>I missing as I am healing my back. I spoke

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<v Speaker 4>to you about it again a few weeks ago, and

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<v Speaker 4>the intensity just amped up and I was out of

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<v Speaker 4>work and you had mentioned there's a relationship that it

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<v Speaker 4>that that's what amped it up. So I've been really

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<v Speaker 4>finding peace and doing direct directives and I had another

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<v Speaker 4>bad set back a couple of days ago. So what

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<v Speaker 4>you know, I'm thinking I'm doing the right things, but

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<v Speaker 4>I'm feeling very.

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<v Speaker 2>Discouraged and Okay, So in one sentence, Brenda, in one sentence,

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<v Speaker 2>what do you want?

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<v Speaker 4>I want a perfectly healthy back.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, sheets give me a song, any song that pops in.

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<v Speaker 4>Why waste your time? You know you're gonna be mine?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well, and that's exactly where we're going. Interestingly, enough,

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<v Speaker 2>is you believe you're wasting your time there's a part

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<v Speaker 2>of you that believes you're wasting your time, and of

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<v Speaker 2>course it's your little girl, your five year old little girl,

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<v Speaker 2>to be specific. And now we're going to a chord beliefs.

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<v Speaker 2>But you had they wanted you to get clear about

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<v Speaker 2>the wasting your time part this page here, one, two, five, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>And they're taking me to I can never be God.

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<v Speaker 2>So what's the point I'm wasting my time. I can

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<v Speaker 2>never be God. I'm never going to be the director

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<v Speaker 2>of my own energy. I'm never going to be my

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<v Speaker 2>I am presence. I'm never going to be in control

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<v Speaker 2>of all this. So what's the point. And this came

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<v Speaker 2>from well, both your mom and dad. What religion were

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<v Speaker 2>you raised?

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<v Speaker 4>We didn't. I was not raised in a religious household.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well it works both ways. They're saying, if you're

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<v Speaker 2>raised in a strict religion, you get the message that

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<v Speaker 2>you can never be God, and if you have no religion,

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<v Speaker 2>there's no God that you can be either. Interesting. They

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<v Speaker 2>never gave it to me that way before. But you

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<v Speaker 2>understand that, right I do. Okay, you do, however, understand

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<v Speaker 2>from our work that you are the power on this

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<v Speaker 2>plane of you, don't You yes, I do. Okay, that's

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<v Speaker 2>what they want you to embrace right now, that you

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<v Speaker 2>are the supreme power of you. You're the supreme power

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<v Speaker 2>over your back right now.

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<v Speaker 3>Brenda.

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<v Speaker 2>It's funny. You know, my grandson is two months shy

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<v Speaker 2>of being three years old, and he came down with

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<v Speaker 2>a really bad cold. And so day before yesterday, I said,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, Stone, you can tell your body to feel

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<v Speaker 2>better tomorrow. You want to do that with me today?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh huh, all right, well let's tell your body feel

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<v Speaker 2>better tomorrow. Body, I'm the boss, you feel better tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 2>And do you know his cold was almost gone yesterday.

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<v Speaker 2>I love it because you know he's two and a half.

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<v Speaker 2>He's not gonna argue. He's just gonna take grindma's word

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<v Speaker 2>for it. So can you take grandma's word for it?

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<v Speaker 2>I would love too, well, yes or no.

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<v Speaker 4>My higher self says yes, but my physical self, my

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<v Speaker 4>mind is saying not sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Well your choice yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Because the memories, Yeah, because of the memories we have.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it's like, oh, I've been trying to do

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<v Speaker 4>this for so long, you know all that stuff?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, yeah, but do you realize that all those memories

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<v Speaker 2>come from the fact that you've been fighting it since

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<v Speaker 2>five years old. So what happened from one, two, three, four,

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<v Speaker 2>and five? What were you taught or modeled when you

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<v Speaker 2>were one through five?

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<v Speaker 4>I can't I can't recall at that age.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you might as well give it up.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>You see if if all your life you had been

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<v Speaker 2>taught that blue was purple, and today somebody said no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 2>it's really blue, and all the rest of the world

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<v Speaker 2>knows it's blue. Do you want to know it's blueenail?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'm telling you that it's blue, And I'm telling

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<v Speaker 2>you what song did you give me?

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<v Speaker 4>Why waste your time?

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<v Speaker 5>You know your.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that it's not a waste of time to heal yourself. Yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>So what do you want to know? What's the opposite

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<v Speaker 2>positive of a waste of time?

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<v Speaker 6>Everything I do.

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<v Speaker 4>Has significance and meaning.

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<v Speaker 5>And is important.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Now, how does that feel in your heart when

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<v Speaker 2>you say that?

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<v Speaker 6>It feels truthful?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? And you know that because you want to cry? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>And I can tell you from an actor's point of view,

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<v Speaker 2>when you want to cry, it's your heart going. There's

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<v Speaker 2>truth here. M hm.

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<v Speaker 6>Okay baby, yeah, So as I do that through the day,

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<v Speaker 6>and you know, if if, if I'm feeling the pain,

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<v Speaker 6>which you know right now is all the time. What

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<v Speaker 6>is a gentle way?

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<v Speaker 4>Because I want to be able to say something to

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<v Speaker 4>my back, but not always in a sense focus on

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<v Speaker 4>it because it grabs, literally grabs my attention all the time.

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<v Speaker 4>So is there something what could you suggest I could

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<v Speaker 4>say to my back?

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<v Speaker 2>I love body, I love you.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I have been doing that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I love you body.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And what what are the words you just said, well,

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<v Speaker 2>I love you? When I asked you what the opposite

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<v Speaker 2>positive was, what is the words you just said?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? That there's I mean, there's meaning.

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<v Speaker 6>My life has.

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<v Speaker 4>Meaning and significance and importance.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you back. I love you body, and I

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<v Speaker 2>love you back, and you're important to me.

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<v Speaker 4>There is thank you.

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<v Speaker 5>Just tell me this.

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<v Speaker 6>Do I need to rule anything out?

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<v Speaker 4>Do I even need an MRI ide?

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<v Speaker 5>Do you think?

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<v Speaker 4>Is there anything I need to rule out?

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<v Speaker 2>I think for so that you can let everything go,

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<v Speaker 2>including your fear, it will help you to get one.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you understand?

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<v Speaker 5>Okay?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, it's your psyche more than your physicality.

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<v Speaker 6>Under stand.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, thank you, thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 6>I love you, Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you too, sweetheart.

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<v Speaker 6>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Alrighty, we are going to Randy in California. You're on.

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<v Speaker 7>Alidy. Thanks again for taking my call.

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<v Speaker 2>You're welcome.

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<v Speaker 7>Last week I spoke with you and let you know

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<v Speaker 7>that I was recently diagnosed with cancer, and you said

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<v Speaker 7>that cancer originates from anger. And to look back into

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<v Speaker 7>my childhood, I'm having trouble locating that anger and remembering

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<v Speaker 7>what it is and when it was that kind of thing.

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<v Speaker 7>So how can you? How can I help myself to

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<v Speaker 7>get in touch with that anger?

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<v Speaker 8>So?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, all right, the very very very beginning, she rose

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<v Speaker 2>through five five food, well around five years old with

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<v Speaker 2>your mom. And it has to do with your power

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<v Speaker 2>being suppressed, so more specifically, the power of who you

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<v Speaker 2>are being suppressed. So in your life right now, when

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<v Speaker 2>I say people not allowing you to be who you are?

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<v Speaker 2>What comes up? Or you not allowing you to be

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<v Speaker 2>Don't look at five. Where are you having to put

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<v Speaker 2>or someone else is not allowing you to be fully

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<v Speaker 2>who you are? Hold on We're going to a poor

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<v Speaker 2>belief this page here, sixteen seventeen eight. The first part.

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<v Speaker 2>When I value myself, I have to abandon myself, which

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<v Speaker 2>That's what it is, and we all do that to

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<v Speaker 2>an extent, Randy, So can you put your finger on

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<v Speaker 7>I'm just having trouble. I'm blocked on that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay. The more you say that, the less you will

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<v Speaker 2>be able to see where you're doing it. So I

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<v Speaker 2>to see what thee's talking about. When I value myself?

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<v Speaker 7>Can I value myself?

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<v Speaker 2>I always come through for me. It's the positive of

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<v Speaker 2>what you want. So start directing that.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, and just invite yourself to see and be aware

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, Yeah, I guess I. I do take the negative

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<v Speaker 7>view of things and then try to fix it from

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<v Speaker 2>Huh. And that doesn't work for you anymore, honey, You're

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<v Speaker 2>you're angry at yourself for doing that, Randy, Okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, turn that around and start telling your body,

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<v Speaker 2>heal now.

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<v Speaker 7>I love you, Okay, thank you, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Bet, you bet, sweetheart. Alrighty, we are going to Oops,

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<v Speaker 2>switchboard is being very syndicated. Day. All right, we are

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<v Speaker 2>going to Gina in California. You're on, Hi, Hi, babe.

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<v Speaker 5>I love what you did at the beginning about father.

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<v Speaker 5>Thank you for that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I did it for me and of course for

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<v Speaker 2>all of you, So thank you. Yeah. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>My dad used to let me dance on his feet.

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<v Speaker 5>So I'm in what feels like a time of and

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<v Speaker 5>so I haven't been working like I have clients, but

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<v Speaker 5>there's nobody could be exert they've all prepaid, but I

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<v Speaker 5>really good and fun to have this space. So I

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<v Speaker 5>don't know what to do about when I should turn

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<v Speaker 5>back the faucet on to get clients or can I

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<v Speaker 5>just declare.

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<v Speaker 2>You know I'm going I'm going through a similar period,

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<v Speaker 2>oh with movies and conventions and stuff. Oh and it's funny.

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<v Speaker 2>I said to Gabrielle the other day. I I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know whether to enjoy the time off or or whether

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<v Speaker 2>I should be panicked that there's nothing on the books exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>And I I mean, I know not to panic, I know,

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<v Speaker 2>just to create, right, So for both of us, let's

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<v Speaker 2>see what the highest advice is. So if it's going

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<v Speaker 2>on with us, Gina, I know it's going on with

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of other people.

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<v Speaker 5>Out there because it's like, oh, I should be I

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I us right, I really want to a core belief.

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<v Speaker 2>We're going to a cor belief. Hollo, it's not this

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<v Speaker 2>pace page here twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five.

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<v Speaker 2>When I am connected to the I am I am

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<v Speaker 2>not safe. Okay, So it's a true statement that our

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<v Speaker 2>I am presence created this lull, yes, okay, And they

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<v Speaker 2>said lull is not the right words. What we are

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<v Speaker 2>in is a creative period, right, And the question they

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<v Speaker 2>are putting out to us is are we creating? Are

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<v Speaker 2>we using this period to create? So two days ago

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<v Speaker 2>I really consciously started directing what I wanted to come in, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>with conventions and films and TV. Two days ago, yesterday

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<v Speaker 2>I got an offer for a convention. M But you see,

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<v Speaker 2>I hadn't consciously been creating because things had just been

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<v Speaker 2>coming in automatically. Right. So when I say you have

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<v Speaker 2>been consciously creating, it goes to no, so have you?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, I'm creating spaciousness, and that's what I've been creating.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you been creating directing clients coming in?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 2>No, okay, So if that's what you want, start directing.

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<v Speaker 5>Well I do, but like in August or something or

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<v Speaker 5>have a very abundant fall like because there's things I'm

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<v Speaker 5>working on right now. Right, I'm refinishing and trying to

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<v Speaker 5>finish the cottage rehab, I'm doing all this financial stuff

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<v Speaker 5>I'm doing. I'm going to a lot of weddings.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm traveling, so okay, okay, So what you want is

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<v Speaker 2>I am commanding and directing yep, free flowing time off,

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<v Speaker 2>abundant time off for me to create blah blah blah

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<v Speaker 2>blah blah, and my calendar to fill up with clients

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<v Speaker 2>beginning blah blah blah blah. That's what you want, right, Yeah, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>well start directing that.

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<v Speaker 2>I love it.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I love it.

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<v Speaker 5>And I've been checking like like to your your point,

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<v Speaker 5>like going from should I be worried or should I

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<v Speaker 2>It and RelA getting what you want. So I'm enjoying it.

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<v Speaker 5>I do, I do, I do. And it started coming

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<v Speaker 5>in the spring where I was thinking about a sabbatical,

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<v Speaker 5>sudden it appeared and I was like, oh, is this

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<v Speaker 2>Now it's crazy, crazy what we want, and then we

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, this is perfect, Thank you so much. And I

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<v Speaker 5>can't believe that your grandson is going to be three.

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<v Speaker 3>I know, it seems like he was just born, Like I.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, I know, and if you met him, you'd think

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<v Speaker 2>he was five. Oh my god, he is kid is

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<v Speaker 2>the kid is crazy? I mean he's so advanced.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, And to tell him to start doing the work

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<v Speaker 5>on his body, now, can you imagine?

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<v Speaker 2>Can you imagine if somebody had taught us.

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<v Speaker 5>No, it's phenomenal that you're having him have this relationship

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<v Speaker 5>starting out. He will. He trusts you, so he's going

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<v Speaker 5>to do it, you bet.

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<v Speaker 2>I know.

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<v Speaker 5>It's so great. So that you bad, so inspiring.

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<v Speaker 2>I love him to death. All right, goodbye, you've.

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<v Speaker 5>Got Thank you so much. That was great. I love you.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you too, ok bye bye? Oh come on switchboard?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god. All right, we are going to Lee.

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<v Speaker 2>It says Jamaica, but I know you're in Hawaii. Actually

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm in Jamaica.

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<v Speaker 2>You are, Oh hi baby, I am Jamaica.

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<v Speaker 5>We are here.

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<v Speaker 3>We're making movies here.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool.

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<v Speaker 5>What a great call, What a great call.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm going to ask please if you would assist

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<v Speaker 3>me this what came up when you show about their dad?

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<v Speaker 2>And okay, you're breaking up really badly. Lee.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh oh so maybe this won't work.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you hear me better? Now? Well, I can hear you,

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<v Speaker 2>but it just keeps cutting out talk for a minute. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>let me see if it's better.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay. So I would like some assistance to something that's

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<v Speaker 3>come up with a distance about our dad's and the

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<v Speaker 3>masculine energy, because I remembered a beautiful event on my

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<v Speaker 3>birthday when I was maybe eight or nine, and he

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<v Speaker 3>rode home from downtown Saskatoon on a pink banana sea

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<v Speaker 3>bicycle that was really popular in the sixties, and it

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<v Speaker 3>was too small for him, and.

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<v Speaker 2>I was grateful.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, pink, that's a girl's color. And I

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<v Speaker 3>tell it was something that would happen really rarely with

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<v Speaker 3>my dad, that it would just resist everything pride.

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<v Speaker 2>That to me, I'm sorry, you're breaking up really badly.

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<v Speaker 2>So in one sentence, what is your question?

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<v Speaker 3>And I reconcile an old habit where I wasn't the

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<v Speaker 3>best version of me in a relationship that was very

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<v Speaker 3>important to me my father.

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<v Speaker 2>The channel is saying, let it go. You were a kid, Lee,

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<v Speaker 2>You were a kid, and you reacted. You know what

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<v Speaker 2>they're showing me. One day, I was driving home with

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<v Speaker 2>my mom and my dad was out in a pair

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<v Speaker 2>of shorts and black socks. Mowing the lawn and I

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<v Speaker 2>started laughing and I pointed to him and I went,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my god, Mom, look he's got black socks on.

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<v Speaker 2>And she turned around to me and she said, Deanna Bowers,

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<v Speaker 2>don't you laugh at him? Don't you have to learn

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<v Speaker 2>when to laugh at people and not laugh at people.

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<v Speaker 2>Your father is out working very hard to take care

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<v Speaker 2>of us. And I'm telling you, I felt like an

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<v Speaker 2>inch tall in that moment. But you know, I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>what fifteen? I think? Yeah, And that's what fifteen year

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<v Speaker 2>old girls do. They get embarrassed about their you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the channel is just saying just let it go, Lee.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that's just what girls did at that age. It's

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<v Speaker 2>not a comment on who you were or who you are.

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<v Speaker 2>Does that resonate with you?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay very much?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, actually feel that you just move.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>And just so the self healing webinar already working for me,

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<v Speaker 5>and I would really love to invite the whole community.

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<v Speaker 5>I've created a program called the Good the Revival seven.

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<v Speaker 8>Huh.

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<v Speaker 2>That sounds interesting. Program You've created.

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<v Speaker 3>There's yeah, and everyone can do the meditation on their own.

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<v Speaker 3>It's an hour of an hour day to just give

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<v Speaker 3>your body gratitude and across all its.

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<v Speaker 5>Dimensions physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, cause chemical.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, then sit.

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<v Speaker 3>Just any connect at least dot.

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<v Speaker 2>Com breaking up really badly. Just give me the site

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<v Speaker 2>so we can connect.

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<v Speaker 3>It's email connect at C O N N E C

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<v Speaker 3>E connect at lee Culver dot com, l E E

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<v Speaker 3>C O L l V E R dot com. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>and I will send them all the materials. And it's

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<v Speaker 3>my donation only for a school that I've been working

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<v Speaker 3>to create with some people in Africa.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, how beautiful. Okay, all right, thank you for putting

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<v Speaker 2>that out there. That sounds like a good match to

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<v Speaker 2>what we're going to be doing, right, and thank you

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<v Speaker 2>for that. Yeah, you bet, you bet? Helloha, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>we are going to Sandy in Pennsylvania.

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<v Speaker 5>You're on hi Ye, I knew you were going to

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<v Speaker 5>chuse me so.

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<v Speaker 2>Smart.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>My dad was an alcoholic and I loved him. I

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<v Speaker 5>adored him. And anyway, my question is in regarding to

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<v Speaker 5>an experience recently where a customer I sell beer and

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<v Speaker 5>wine as a cashier and there was a man who

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<v Speaker 5>comes in regularly, he's a frequent flyer, and he he

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<v Speaker 5>got kicked out and it was it was another employee

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<v Speaker 5>came up and bullied him out of the store, and

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<v Speaker 5>I didn't find it because I didn't want to get

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<v Speaker 5>in the middle of everything, and I feel badly. So

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<v Speaker 5>I guess My question is did I do the wrong thing?

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<v Speaker 5>And is the guy going to be all right?

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<v Speaker 2>I get to know when you say did you do

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<v Speaker 2>the wrong thing? Okay, I get a yes. When I

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<v Speaker 2>say you should not have gotten involved, I guess yes,

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<v Speaker 2>yes he is going to he is, okay?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay?

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<v Speaker 5>Should I go to the big boss about it? Or

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<v Speaker 5>should I just leave it go? Because if the employee

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<v Speaker 5>overstepped his bounds, he didn't have a man.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a true statement. He overstepped his bounds, And really

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<v Speaker 2>it's up to you, m either way you can go.

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<v Speaker 2>You know you can report him, you cannot report him, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>When I say it matters, it goes to no.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, it matters I because my my family ties with alcoholism,

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<v Speaker 5>I guess, and my own experience of being homeless.

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<v Speaker 2>That I get a yes on I don't know how

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<v Speaker 2>you're tying that in. Yeah, what exactly happened with the guy?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, he apparently this employee had been watching him and

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<v Speaker 5>felt that he had been drinking outside or whatever. And

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<v Speaker 5>the guy has been quite as hell and he's never

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<v Speaker 5>caused a problem. He comes in two or three times

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<v Speaker 5>a day to buy a single, and he's he's just

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<v Speaker 5>barely surviving. He's camping out somewhere, and he's in you know,

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<v Speaker 5>our area is not exactly California for homelessness. It's you know,

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<v Speaker 5>it gets rough in the winter. So I, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>I really applaud the guy for surviving, and you know,

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<v Speaker 5>he seems to just be, you know, being a normal

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<v Speaker 5>citizen and trying.

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<v Speaker 3>To be a normal citizen.

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<v Speaker 5>So I was I was really upset that he ended

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<v Speaker 5>up getting kicked out, but he flew off the handle

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<v Speaker 5>after that. After that he started tolling the store and

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<v Speaker 5>yelling and screaming and swearing. So I guess that's why

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<v Speaker 5>he's homeless in general, because he couldn't couldn't handle.

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<v Speaker 3>The conflict rejection. Yeah, he couldn't handle it.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah. I'm not good at rejection either.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, and you see, so it may be better for

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<v Speaker 2>him if you don't escalate it, right, Okay, I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, but that may be why we're getting

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<v Speaker 2>a yes, no.

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<v Speaker 5>Mm hm, you know, right, because that's ethically it might

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<v Speaker 5>be right, but in the long run it might be

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<v Speaker 5>wrong for the guy. Yeah, okay, all right, well then

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<v Speaker 5>I'll just I'll let it go. Thank you, D. I

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<v Speaker 5>appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 2>You bet, Okay, all right, okay, we're going to Victorian, Colorado.

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<v Speaker 2>You're on. Good morning, D Good morning, sweetheart.

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<v Speaker 5>I am coming off a twenty four hour paint jam

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<v Speaker 5>and it was so good. My takeaway was that I

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<v Speaker 5>am not sharing myself and it's time to do that.

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<v Speaker 5>Does that ring through?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean I get a big yes, yep. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>And the other thing that came through was I have

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<v Speaker 5>been giving my heart or I'm forgetting how I phrased it,

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<v Speaker 5>And I've been giving my time, my energy, my everything

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<v Speaker 5>as a container for my kids, but not a container

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<v Speaker 5>for me. And that has like, now it's time to

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<v Speaker 5>take care of my.

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<v Speaker 2>Heart, big ifs.

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<v Speaker 5>Okay. The third quick thing is my doctor just said

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<v Speaker 5>you have diabetes, and I said, I don't claim that.

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<v Speaker 5>So is there something at the core of that condition,

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<v Speaker 5>of the condition of my body that would lead her

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<v Speaker 5>to make that diagnosis that I will always reject, and

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<v Speaker 5>yet I have to look at it.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, yeah, if the medical tests say you quote unquote

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<v Speaker 2>have diabetes, then on the physical plane, you have to

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<v Speaker 2>deal with that, sweetheart, right.

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<v Speaker 5>But I'm thinking about well, I don't want to claim

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<v Speaker 5>the words I have, and I'm thinking of your work.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm having the experience of diabetes, but I would like

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<v Speaker 5>to identify what is that be core? If that is

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<v Speaker 5>something you.

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<v Speaker 2>Right and hold on. I know we're toward the end

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<v Speaker 2>of the show, but they want us to go, and

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<v Speaker 2>we haven't. We haven't been directed here for a long time.

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<v Speaker 2>But we're going to messages from the body. Diabet boy,

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<v Speaker 2>I opened right to it.

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<v Speaker 8>Funny here yeah, shocker, huh yeah, here here, here, this

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<v Speaker 8>is where we're going.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm balanced, she's balanced, all right. I'm just gonna read

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<v Speaker 2>you the paragraph. They are deeply disappointed with their life,

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<v Speaker 2>and they feel that things should not have gone the

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<v Speaker 2>way they have. They have become rather intensely embittered and

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<v Speaker 2>cynical in their orientation. Now this next line is the

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<v Speaker 2>important line. The result is a self rejecting and rather

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<v Speaker 2>scathingly angry individual who now needs to re examine assumptions

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<v Speaker 2>about who they are and what life and the universe

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<v Speaker 2>are all about. Does that resonate in any area of

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<v Speaker 2>your life.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, yes, and it ties in with the head injuries

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<v Speaker 5>that I've had that the reading has in the past,

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<v Speaker 5>than something to the effective you really don't want to

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<v Speaker 5>be here, and so the head injury happens again and again.

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<v Speaker 5>So I think those two tracks. Yeah, I will, I'll

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<v Speaker 5>chew on this. I'll have to listen to get the

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<v Speaker 5>words again.

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<v Speaker 2>But okay, the result is a self rejecting so you

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<v Speaker 2>will want to start commanding I joyfully accept me, re

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<v Speaker 2>examine assumptions about who they are and what life in

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<v Speaker 2>the universe are all about. I joyfully accept who they

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<v Speaker 2>are and choose to be a happy individual who lives

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<v Speaker 2>in a joyful universe, who accepts me. You got it, rightfully.

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<v Speaker 5>Accept who I am and choose to be a happy

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<v Speaker 5>individual who lives in a joyful universe, who accepts me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I do believe who accepts who I am?

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<v Speaker 5>Who accepts who I am?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Okay, now they want me to read this very

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<v Speaker 2>last line. They were subjected to repeated traumatic shocks in

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<v Speaker 2>a severely self immersed, dysfunctional and abusive, invasive, violating family.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that true in any way?

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, especially the emotional way.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, can you forgive them in this moment.

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<v Speaker 5>When you said at the beginning of the call to

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<v Speaker 5>think of one thing that was you or was loving

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<v Speaker 5>that your dad did. I could think of a couple

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<v Speaker 5>of things. But then when you added that you did lovingly,

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, I can't. I can't find a thing.

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<v Speaker 5>So I'm going to work on that, and yes, I

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<v Speaker 5>will work on the forgiveness.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's a choice, sweetheart. You don't have to work

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<v Speaker 2>on anything. It's just a choice.

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<v Speaker 5>And we're conducting.

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<v Speaker 2>And that choice, that choice you make, guys, is not

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<v Speaker 2>for them, it's for you. It's your freedom. Yeah, trust me,

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<v Speaker 2>I know. Yep. So let's all come together to give

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<v Speaker 2>ourselves freedom on this Father's Day, my child. Yeah, through

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<v Speaker 2>forgiveness and love, we are letting go. We claim the symbol,

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<v Speaker 2>the formula, the ville that flamed the golden light. We

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<v Speaker 2>are divine love. And so it is. Let's come together

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<v Speaker 2>and say it all loud and proud. I love me,

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<v Speaker 2>I love me, and I love me even more because

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<v Speaker 2>I know that's what it's all about. Happy Father's Day, everybody,

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<v Speaker 2>Bye bye.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for joining D on conscious Creation. Visit her

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<v Speaker 1>the key to creation.

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