1 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:06,879 Speaker 1: Nhi. Welcome to Dear Nikki. My name is Nikki and 2 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:11,919 on today's show, a live Spackhini top pushed aside on 3 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:16,760 a deserted Mediterranean beach while her husband fingers her and 4 00:00:16,839 --> 00:00:19,519 makes her come so hard that she is to bite 5 00:00:19,600 --> 00:00:25,199 her lip stick. Quiet a backpacker's very first girl, kissing 6 00:00:25,280 --> 00:00:29,320 her senseless in a London flat, then eating her out 7 00:00:29,719 --> 00:00:35,399 until she's sobbing into a stranger's mouth and a Bible belt. 8 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:40,880 Husband transform into a smoking hot blonde in four inch heels, 9 00:00:41,359 --> 00:00:44,320 staring at himself in the mirror. I'm wondering how long 10 00:00:44,399 --> 00:00:50,640 he can keep Sarah a secret? That, and so so 11 00:00:50,880 --> 00:00:56,039 much more. Are you ready to spice things up? Here's 12 00:00:56,079 --> 00:01:00,560 a sneak pink of the steamy audio content a waiting 13 00:01:00,640 --> 00:01:07,920 for you on Patreon. This is your utmost desire. Allow 14 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:14,480 me to come over and over without having the need 15 00:01:14,719 --> 00:01:20,359 to yourself. This is total control. This is how I 16 00:01:20,560 --> 00:01:25,079 rule your mind and body. Join now for ad free 17 00:01:25,120 --> 00:01:30,760 access to the Wednesday Show, an exclusive Friday episode packed 18 00:01:30,799 --> 00:01:36,840 with erotic role play and pleasurable audio experience. Treat yourself 19 00:01:36,879 --> 00:01:42,760 to something naughty. You deserve it. Join Patreon today and 20 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:48,519 indulge in your fantasies. If you're new here, welcome to 21 00:01:48,599 --> 00:01:52,799 my show, where people can share their deepest sexual secrets 22 00:01:52,799 --> 00:01:57,599 in fantasies anonymously. 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Connect 50 00:03:56,520 --> 00:04:00,159 with us on social media Twitter, Instagram, and Facebook and 51 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:03,360 stay up to date and be part of our vibrant community. 52 00:04:04,080 --> 00:04:07,800 Also check out our partnership pages for exclusive discounts and 53 00:04:07,879 --> 00:04:11,680 learn about the amazing businesses I work with. So we 54 00:04:11,800 --> 00:04:15,039 have a question that came in the other day and 55 00:04:15,080 --> 00:04:18,519 I wanna let's go ahead and jump right into it. 56 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:22,800 Dear Nikki, my husband thirty four and I thirty two, 57 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:26,439 have been married eight years and our sex life is 58 00:04:26,439 --> 00:04:30,839 good but predictable. A few months ago, We listened to 59 00:04:30,959 --> 00:04:35,240 your one of your episodes together in bed, and it 60 00:04:35,319 --> 00:04:40,399 made us both so horny we had deposit twice to fuck. 61 00:04:41,399 --> 00:04:44,439 Ever since, I can't stop thinking about letting him take 62 00:04:44,480 --> 00:04:49,120 me somewhere semi public way, topless, sunbathing, him touching me, 63 00:04:49,319 --> 00:04:53,480 knowing someone could walk by any second. I get dripping 64 00:04:53,560 --> 00:04:58,360 wet just typing this. The problem is I'm normally the shy, 65 00:04:58,439 --> 00:05:03,000 good girl partner. I never even gone topless on an 66 00:05:03,199 --> 00:05:07,560 European beach. My husband would be one hundred percent into it, 67 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:11,800 he basically begged after one of your episodes. But I'm 68 00:05:11,879 --> 00:05:15,759 terrified I'll chick it out, or worse that someone we 69 00:05:15,920 --> 00:05:19,199 know will see us. Am I a terrible wife for 70 00:05:19,279 --> 00:05:23,399 wanting to be that exposed? How do I get over 71 00:05:23,639 --> 00:05:26,480 the panic so I can actually let him make me 72 00:05:26,639 --> 00:05:31,959 come on a beach in park or wherever without spending 73 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:40,920 the whole time paranoid. Help. Suddenly not so Vanilla in Virginia? Well, hello, 74 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:44,759 suddenly not Vanilla. We're all not Vanilla. I hate to 75 00:05:44,759 --> 00:05:47,240 tell you that. I mean, I don't, okay, I don't 76 00:05:47,240 --> 00:05:49,439 hate to tell you that, actually we are we are 77 00:05:49,680 --> 00:05:54,439 all not so vanilla. Really, there's always something in our 78 00:05:54,560 --> 00:05:59,480 lives that makes us. What we all think is what 79 00:05:59,600 --> 00:06:03,279 everybody else is on doing is not. You know, there's 80 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:06,199 always something of us that makes us a little spicier 81 00:06:06,240 --> 00:06:10,839 than a couple that you know or somebody else. No, 82 00:06:11,040 --> 00:06:13,360 you're not a wife, a bad wife, or a horrible 83 00:06:13,360 --> 00:06:15,040 wife or terrible ife. Get that out of your head, 84 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:17,199 because if you were, you wouldn't be reaching out for 85 00:06:17,439 --> 00:06:21,600 advice you know some and even then it doesn't mean 86 00:06:21,639 --> 00:06:25,800 you're a terrible wife. A terrible wife does anything that 87 00:06:26,079 --> 00:06:31,399 is a non negotiable, you know, in your relationship rules, 88 00:06:31,439 --> 00:06:34,279 whatever they are, you know, whatever your bounds are, you 89 00:06:34,319 --> 00:06:37,680 are actually reaching out to see how you can maybe 90 00:06:37,759 --> 00:06:41,040 please them, or it's a way where it's comfortable. I'm 91 00:06:41,079 --> 00:06:44,279 actually a shy person myself. Those that have met me, 92 00:06:45,519 --> 00:06:48,560 I am. I'm very private about my private life. If 93 00:06:48,600 --> 00:06:52,000 you've listened to me long enough, I do hint at 94 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:54,600 a lot of things. But there are things that I 95 00:06:54,680 --> 00:07:00,639 do keep public or private not public, private about my 96 00:07:00,639 --> 00:07:03,759 my love life, my relationship life, my sex life. And 97 00:07:03,839 --> 00:07:07,759 I do that because that is our agreement. It's not 98 00:07:07,920 --> 00:07:11,079 that I don't want to talk about it, but it's 99 00:07:11,199 --> 00:07:14,319 just our agreements. So that's a hint. The hents and 100 00:07:14,360 --> 00:07:17,759 in you windows are perfectly okay according to them, So 101 00:07:19,040 --> 00:07:22,800 you're not terrible that we got out over with the panic. 102 00:07:23,040 --> 00:07:25,519 I think you would if you would just let go 103 00:07:25,839 --> 00:07:29,879 and let him slowly take control, because he's not going 104 00:07:29,959 --> 00:07:33,680 to be like you know, just depand you right there 105 00:07:33,720 --> 00:07:38,000 in front of a public square and start fingerbanging you 106 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:42,279 maybe down the line eventually. But again, if you trust 107 00:07:42,319 --> 00:07:45,920 your partner your husband to take you in a way 108 00:07:46,120 --> 00:07:51,879 that's a non exposure. And if those people that you 109 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:54,920 may know or run into, they're there for the same 110 00:07:54,959 --> 00:07:59,040 reason either way. But I find that a good partner 111 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:06,959 can and actually make your background melt away. And speaking 112 00:08:07,079 --> 00:08:13,199 for someone that on a cruise ship outside in many 113 00:08:13,240 --> 00:08:18,720 different places, gee, I'm blushing. You know the background did 114 00:08:18,759 --> 00:08:21,720 melt away. It absolutely did. So if I can do 115 00:08:21,800 --> 00:08:25,360 something that would have gotten me banned on a cruise ship, 116 00:08:26,199 --> 00:08:30,120 you can too. I'm just saying so, I would love 117 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:33,879 to hear what comes up next for you guys. I 118 00:08:33,919 --> 00:08:37,960 really would. It's reddle time. I'm rock hard. When I 119 00:08:38,039 --> 00:08:42,399 go in, I get longer and thicker the more you 120 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:47,000 stroke me up and down. You always finish by shoving 121 00:08:47,039 --> 00:08:51,639 me deep into something hot, dark and moist, and when 122 00:08:51,679 --> 00:08:56,799 I finally burst, I leave sticky white cream dripping everywhere. 123 00:08:57,639 --> 00:09:00,639 When am I stick around to the end of the 124 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:04,679 episode to find out your answer? You know a time 125 00:09:04,720 --> 00:09:10,279 it is. It's time to sit back, real lux Let's 126 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:14,799 have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, of course, and 127 00:09:14,960 --> 00:09:19,440 explore some erotic fantasies from people just like you and me, 128 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:23,120 Dear Nikki. A couple of years back, my wife and 129 00:09:23,159 --> 00:09:26,399 I went on a work trip to a popular island 130 00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:30,399 resort in the Mediterranean. The people from work that planted 131 00:09:30,399 --> 00:09:33,960 it scheduled it in the first half of November as 132 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,600 it was the start of the slow season, so we 133 00:09:36,600 --> 00:09:39,720 were able to stay at a very nice hotel for 134 00:09:39,919 --> 00:09:44,320 cheap in comparison to peak season. We'd never been there before, 135 00:09:44,399 --> 00:09:46,960 so we wanted to see as much of the island 136 00:09:47,000 --> 00:09:50,720 as we could while we were there. My wife planned 137 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:53,440 our trip and had all kinds of things she wanted 138 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:56,759 to see, so we started traveling around the island from 139 00:09:56,759 --> 00:10:00,279 the very beginning. There were about one hundred pe people 140 00:10:00,320 --> 00:10:03,279 from work there, but it seemed like most of them 141 00:10:03,600 --> 00:10:07,919 didn't do much exploring and we rarely saw anyone out 142 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:11,600 and about. We were staying on one side of the island. 143 00:10:11,679 --> 00:10:14,080 In three different days we drove all the way to 144 00:10:14,120 --> 00:10:17,519 the other side of the island to see the amazing beaches. 145 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:21,919 As it was off season, the beaches weren't very crowded, 146 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:24,759 and a couple of days we were there got it 147 00:10:24,879 --> 00:10:30,120 all windy and a little chilly, and even rained one day. However, 148 00:10:30,720 --> 00:10:33,320 most of the days the sun was out and it 149 00:10:33,440 --> 00:10:37,480 didn't feel too chilly at all. The first full day 150 00:10:37,519 --> 00:10:39,879 we were there was one of the days we drove 151 00:10:39,919 --> 00:10:42,639 to the other side of the island. We parked. We 152 00:10:42,679 --> 00:10:45,080 saw a few other cars in the lot, but not 153 00:10:45,399 --> 00:10:48,759 very many. This beach was on the smaller side, but 154 00:10:48,799 --> 00:10:52,440 the water was crystal clear. My wife opted not to 155 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:55,879 wear a swimsuit, but instead was wearing a honey and 156 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:59,840 sweatpants because she thought it was too cold. She almost 157 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:03,919 always cold, but brought a bikini in a bag just 158 00:11:03,960 --> 00:11:07,039 in case. We walked from the one end to the 159 00:11:07,080 --> 00:11:09,519 beach to the other the end of the beach and 160 00:11:09,639 --> 00:11:13,440 only saw one other group. Walked back to the side 161 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:16,480 and started on as she was getting a little warm 162 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:19,720 in her hoodie when the sun out. She agreed that 163 00:11:19,759 --> 00:11:22,600 She wanted to put on her bikini, but the bottoms 164 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:26,960 were closed. Since the beaches were so vacant and there 165 00:11:26,960 --> 00:11:30,799 were no lifeguards, so she couldn't go in. She went 166 00:11:30,879 --> 00:11:34,360 behind a building and tried to shield her as she changed. 167 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:37,799 Once in her bikini, she decided she wanted to try 168 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:42,480 out the water. She got in up just above her knees, 169 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:44,840 but it was too cold to go in any further. 170 00:11:45,679 --> 00:11:48,960 I could see goose bumps all over her body. We 171 00:11:49,039 --> 00:11:51,879 went back to where we entered the beach, and then 172 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:56,039 went a little further. There was a little secluded alcove 173 00:11:56,440 --> 00:11:59,799 where we put our towels and we laid out. She 174 00:11:59,840 --> 00:12:03,480 was looking so sexy over there, and it was so quiet. 175 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:07,240 I started rubbing my hands over her bare skin. The 176 00:12:07,279 --> 00:12:10,440 goose bumps returned, and I could tell she was getting 177 00:12:10,440 --> 00:12:14,559 turned on with the sun, the slight breeze, and my touches. 178 00:12:15,519 --> 00:12:18,399 After a few minutes of gently running my fingers across 179 00:12:18,399 --> 00:12:21,480 her skin, I started to rub over the top of 180 00:12:21,519 --> 00:12:25,840 her bikini top and then her bikini bottoms. She had 181 00:12:25,840 --> 00:12:29,919 her eyes closed and was just enjoying it. I slowly 182 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:34,000 started to move her bikini triangles to the side to 183 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:39,519 expose her tantalizing breasts. Her nipples instantly hardened from being 184 00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:42,720 exposed to the sun and wind. I was laying on 185 00:12:42,759 --> 00:12:46,600 my side, blocking her body from anyone that may come 186 00:12:46,679 --> 00:12:50,639 from the same direction we had come from. I was 187 00:12:50,679 --> 00:12:54,440 looking toward the other direction, but it was unlikely anyone 188 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:58,120 would come from that way, as there wasn't any great 189 00:12:58,200 --> 00:13:02,559 access to the beach from down there. My wife isn't 190 00:13:02,559 --> 00:13:06,360 an exhibitionist like I am, so I knew she would 191 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:09,600 need to feel like things were safe from prying eyes 192 00:13:10,039 --> 00:13:13,960 to really relax and enjoy herself. I assured her we 193 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:16,879 were all all alone, and I untied one side of 194 00:13:16,879 --> 00:13:22,080 her bikini bottoms and folded it over, exposing her trimmed 195 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:25,679 pussy to the elements as well. As she lay there, 196 00:13:25,759 --> 00:13:29,320 exposed the sun and wind on her skin, I slowly 197 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:32,720 played with her enhanced tits and then slowly traced my 198 00:13:32,799 --> 00:13:36,480 fingers down the center of her stomach to her juicy pussy. 199 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:40,679 I knew as soon as I got there, I wouldn't 200 00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:43,919 have to work very hard to take her over the edge. 201 00:13:44,639 --> 00:13:47,679 As I lightly began to finger her, she was lifting 202 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:50,519 her hips, trying to get me to put more pressure 203 00:13:50,559 --> 00:13:55,360 on her clit, but I wasn't ready quite yet. I 204 00:13:55,399 --> 00:13:58,000 brought my face down on the nipple closest to me 205 00:13:58,440 --> 00:14:01,720 and began swirling it with my toes, alternating with some 206 00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:05,679 gentle nibbles. She started to arch her back and tip 207 00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:09,120 her head back as well. I increased my pressure with 208 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:12,399 my fingers on her clip and added some sucking with 209 00:14:12,480 --> 00:14:16,360 my mouth on her tit. No more than thirty seconds later, 210 00:14:17,240 --> 00:14:20,320 she was trying so hard to keep from moaning too 211 00:14:20,399 --> 00:14:25,720 loudly as her entire body convulsed in extancy, with her 212 00:14:25,879 --> 00:14:30,080 orgasms shaking her entire body. It was so hot and 213 00:14:30,159 --> 00:14:34,279 I loved watching her, But that was nothing compared to 214 00:14:34,320 --> 00:14:37,320 what happened four days later on our last day on 215 00:14:37,360 --> 00:14:43,759 the island. That's a story for another day. Jay, Okay, Jay, 216 00:14:45,159 --> 00:14:50,559 you better pay off. Remember there's no teasing without payoffs, right. 217 00:14:50,919 --> 00:14:54,480 I mean, that's a set and set thing. I I 218 00:14:54,600 --> 00:14:58,440 like that you put her. There's a way to do 219 00:14:58,799 --> 00:15:03,360 exhibitionism and get off in public in a way, even 220 00:15:03,399 --> 00:15:06,600 if you're surrounded by a bunch of people. But I 221 00:15:06,919 --> 00:15:10,440 love that you took her away and kind of play 222 00:15:10,519 --> 00:15:14,000 with her privately. But it's still open to where anybody 223 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:16,919 could walk in, but you're pretty nice. It sounds like 224 00:15:16,919 --> 00:15:20,519 you're about ninety five percent sure nobody was so four 225 00:15:20,600 --> 00:15:24,919 days later you said it got on hotter. I've really 226 00:15:25,039 --> 00:15:28,399 got to know what happened in these four days. And 227 00:15:29,159 --> 00:15:33,200 has your wife or does she know? I guess she 228 00:15:33,320 --> 00:15:36,840 knows that you're you know, these risks turn you on? 229 00:15:38,200 --> 00:15:40,840 You know? Is it a white lie to the game 230 00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:44,679 or what are we thinking here? Or does she know? 231 00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:48,039 I'm kind of hoping she knows, but is warming up 232 00:15:48,039 --> 00:15:50,399 to the idea? And if not, this is a gentle 233 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:53,919 surprise that maybe you guys are getting into it. And 234 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:56,960 have you guys gone back to the island or any 235 00:15:57,039 --> 00:16:03,559 public semi public places trying to that experience? Okay, who 236 00:16:03,639 --> 00:16:10,440 else has or had or fantasized about that? Perfect we're alone? 237 00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:15,720 I think outdoor orgasm. My tongue is all tied and 238 00:16:15,759 --> 00:16:20,720 I still have a head cold. Me me, I'm definitely 239 00:16:20,720 --> 00:16:23,639 one of these and I have so we all know 240 00:16:23,679 --> 00:16:26,120 that I've kind of hitted about that before and earlier 241 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:29,360 in the show. And how many of you love being 242 00:16:29,399 --> 00:16:34,360 the one doing the shielding versus the one being exposed? Ooh, 243 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:37,960 I have never you know, I you know, I'm honestly 244 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:42,879 never thought about being the one being exposed or the shielding. 245 00:16:43,639 --> 00:16:47,039 I kind of like the one being, you know, very 246 00:16:47,039 --> 00:16:51,919 submissive sexually, so I like being the possibility of me 247 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:54,360 being the one. Now that I think about it, I 248 00:16:54,399 --> 00:16:57,000 don't think I want to be exposed anymore. I don't 249 00:16:57,039 --> 00:17:00,440 know if I could do shielding either, so that would 250 00:17:00,480 --> 00:17:04,640 take this completely off my bingo card, though I don't 251 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:08,599 want to do that. Dear Nikki. I've always dreamed of 252 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:12,799 backpacking through Europe, and at twenty I finally had the chance. 253 00:17:13,480 --> 00:17:16,119 Something about the place just always called out to me. 254 00:17:16,799 --> 00:17:21,000 The history that infiltrated everything was just so beautiful, and 255 00:17:21,079 --> 00:17:23,720 I had a plan to make my very own history. 256 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:28,200 I hadn't been a virgin about two years by that point, 257 00:17:28,720 --> 00:17:32,440 but my experience in bed was limited. With the body 258 00:17:32,559 --> 00:17:35,559 count of one, and that being my ex boyfriend from 259 00:17:35,640 --> 00:17:38,759 back on the West Coast, there was still a lot 260 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:43,720 I was curious about. My plan was simple, experience each country, 261 00:17:44,039 --> 00:17:48,200 meet new people, and indulge in a little adventure, specifically 262 00:17:48,400 --> 00:17:52,880 to fuck one stranger in every city I visited. London 263 00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:56,079 was my first stop, and I was determined to make 264 00:17:56,119 --> 00:18:00,119 it unforgettable. I arrived at one pm, and I I 265 00:18:00,200 --> 00:18:03,359 was beat. The flight was the longest I'd ever been 266 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:06,519 in and went straight to the hostel, where I probably 267 00:18:06,559 --> 00:18:10,160 tuck myself in bed, but not before I took note 268 00:18:10,160 --> 00:18:14,960 of Lana, the hostile receptionist. She was about my age, 269 00:18:15,119 --> 00:18:19,160 beautiful with short, dark hair and fair skin, the opposite 270 00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:22,799 of me with classic American my long blonde hair and dan. 271 00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:26,960 I knew I was bisexual, but I had never had 272 00:18:26,960 --> 00:18:30,440 a chance to be with a girl before. Having fished 273 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:33,200 and chips one afternoon, it hit me this was the 274 00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:37,200 perfect place to explore that side of me. I spent 275 00:18:37,279 --> 00:18:41,599 my first few days getting adjusted to everything, trying new foods, 276 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:45,920 and exploring. I wasn't worried about fucking so soon, because 277 00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:49,119 I knew I was coming back after I'd finished my circuit, 278 00:18:49,480 --> 00:18:52,799 and I wasn't in a rush. On my third day, 279 00:18:52,839 --> 00:18:55,519 when I was about to leave for Paris, my flight 280 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:58,799 was canceled and rescheduled for the next day. I was 281 00:18:58,839 --> 00:19:01,839 in a tough spot. I'd already told the hostile people 282 00:19:01,880 --> 00:19:04,440 that I wouldn't be there that night, and now they 283 00:19:04,480 --> 00:19:08,960 didn't have any more free beds. I was virtually homeless 284 00:19:09,039 --> 00:19:11,880 in London. I figured I could go to a bar 285 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:15,039 and chill, dare until they closed, and then head straight 286 00:19:15,079 --> 00:19:19,440 to the airport. I found myself at a virant lesbian pub. 287 00:19:19,799 --> 00:19:23,839 The atmosphere was electric, filled with laughter and clinking of glasses. 288 00:19:24,640 --> 00:19:27,799 It was loud, but not too loud that I couldn't 289 00:19:27,839 --> 00:19:31,440 hear myself think. I was riding in my journal when 290 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:35,440 a shadow cast over me. It was Lana. I immediately 291 00:19:35,480 --> 00:19:39,519 felt the butterflies in my stomach fluttering about. I thought 292 00:19:39,519 --> 00:19:42,920 you were leaving to day, she said, screaming over the music. 293 00:19:43,759 --> 00:19:46,279 I was going to I replied, with my eyes glued 294 00:19:46,319 --> 00:19:49,599 to hers. But my flight was canceled, and it turns 295 00:19:49,640 --> 00:19:53,200 out the hostel's fully booked, so I came here to chill. 296 00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:58,519 I'm basically homeless for the night. Her eyes widened, Poor thing, 297 00:19:59,359 --> 00:20:02,759 Where are you going to sleep on the street? Now 298 00:20:03,319 --> 00:20:06,599 they're coming home with me? I liked taking in stray 299 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:10,160 dogs anyway. She said that with a smark, so I 300 00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:13,359 knew she was joking. I got to know her pretty 301 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:16,680 much that night. She was wild, more fun than I 302 00:20:16,680 --> 00:20:21,400 ever could expected. We clicked instantly, sharing stories with our 303 00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:25,640 friends over drinks, our laughter echoing over of the music 304 00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:29,759 as the night wore on. The chemistry between us intensified. 305 00:20:30,319 --> 00:20:33,480 Lona leaned in closer, her breath warm against my ear 306 00:20:34,039 --> 00:20:38,440 as she whispered something that made me giggle uncontrollably. It 307 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:41,400 wasn't long before we decided to leave the bar. Her 308 00:20:41,440 --> 00:20:44,720 flat was just a short walk away. It was a 309 00:20:44,799 --> 00:20:49,079 humble little studio, her bed sitting proudly undone in the 310 00:20:49,079 --> 00:20:51,920 center of the room. She invited me to sit on 311 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:56,200 it and brought back red wine with two glasses. If 312 00:20:56,200 --> 00:20:59,839 we were already tipsy before then, now we were full 313 00:20:59,880 --> 00:21:03,880 of drunk. I'm convinced that this was the only reason 314 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:07,000 I was able to open my mouth and say, why 315 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:10,160 haven't you kissed me yet? She stared at me with 316 00:21:10,599 --> 00:21:15,279 her mouth, ajar, I didn't know you. I mean, I 317 00:21:15,359 --> 00:21:19,480 didn't want to assume. Just come here with that. She 318 00:21:19,599 --> 00:21:22,640 leaned in and kissed me. Her lips were soft, her 319 00:21:22,680 --> 00:21:26,480 tongue tasted like wine. She slowly leaned in more until 320 00:21:26,519 --> 00:21:28,839 I was lying on my back and she was on 321 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:33,799 top of me, knee between my legs, tits against my tits. Unconsciously, 322 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:38,960 I began humping anger. Are you, she said against my lips. 323 00:21:39,799 --> 00:21:42,480 Her right hand crept up from my ass to my stomach, 324 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:46,279 up my shirt and under my braw her cold fingers 325 00:21:46,359 --> 00:21:51,000 lightly pinching my nipple and eliciting the a half strangled 326 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:55,000 moan out of me. You're so sensitive. We're going to 327 00:21:55,039 --> 00:21:58,559 have so much fun together. Our clothes came off. Her 328 00:21:58,559 --> 00:22:01,960 body was gorgeous, lean and lankie. She had a long 329 00:22:02,119 --> 00:22:05,799 neck that connected to the most prominent collar bones I 330 00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:09,640 have seen to this day. Her breast set under the framing, 331 00:22:09,759 --> 00:22:14,559 not a huge button full, and she had not shaved. 332 00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:18,640 The freeing of our skin touching was driving me insane, 333 00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:22,039 and I could feel my wetness seeping into my thigh. 334 00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:25,960 She could feel it too. She reached down and ran 335 00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:29,160 her finger through my wet spot before lifting it back 336 00:22:29,240 --> 00:22:32,480 up and placing it into her mouth. She led up 337 00:22:32,519 --> 00:22:35,359 a soft moan before getting up off of me and 338 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:39,519 petting down. Lonna took her sweet time. She knew she 339 00:22:39,599 --> 00:22:42,440 had me wrapped around her finger, and she wasn't going 340 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:46,079 to let a second go to waste. She kissed and 341 00:22:46,119 --> 00:22:50,799 licked me everywhere but the place that mattered, until the 342 00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:55,559 tongue finally found my swollen clit. She circled it, lapped 343 00:22:55,559 --> 00:22:59,160 at it, and even sucked on it, which made me 344 00:22:59,200 --> 00:23:03,000 cry out. She didn't want me to come yet, so 345 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:07,359 she stopped and decided to lick my nipples awhile instead. 346 00:23:08,279 --> 00:23:11,359 When she thought I was all ready, she slowly pushed 347 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:15,079 two fingers inside me and curled them up. The pressure 348 00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:18,400 on my g spot combined with her wet, warm tongue 349 00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:21,319 on my clit meant I couldn't hold on for long. 350 00:23:22,160 --> 00:23:25,559 Within minutes, she had me shaking and moaning, my hands 351 00:23:25,640 --> 00:23:28,200 pulling her hair, and grinding my pussy on her face. 352 00:23:29,039 --> 00:23:32,079 She started moaning too, and I looked down and saw 353 00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:35,920 her playing with herself. I felt bad taking all the 354 00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:40,160 pleasure and offering none back, so I suggested we tried 355 00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:45,160 sixty nine, but she wasn't interested. Tonight's about you. It's 356 00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:48,079 your first time with a lady, right. I want you 357 00:23:48,160 --> 00:23:52,559 to masturbate to this moment for the rest of your life. 358 00:23:52,839 --> 00:23:56,400 You could return the favor later. Now come on my mouth. 359 00:23:57,559 --> 00:24:00,920 She diligently went back to work, fucking you with her 360 00:24:00,920 --> 00:24:04,839 fingers and licking my sensitive clit for what felt like hours, 361 00:24:05,319 --> 00:24:08,519 but in reality it was probably not more than ten minutes. 362 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:11,799 I cried out when I came, holding my boobs in 363 00:24:11,839 --> 00:24:15,160 my hands and pitching my nipples. She kept laughing at me, 364 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:18,759 doing it softer every time to let me ride out 365 00:24:18,799 --> 00:24:22,640 the soft wave. She'd been right. Years later, I still 366 00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:25,799 think about her when I make myself come, and she 367 00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:32,839 wasn't the last exciting experience on that trip. Kate, Hello, Kate, 368 00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:38,880 how are you? I wish my first experience was like that, 369 00:24:40,039 --> 00:24:44,960 but I like that. I I am very much like Lana. 370 00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:49,640 I'm a giver in pleasure department. And when you have 371 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:51,559 two people like that, it can go no, I just 372 00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:53,480 want to give you one no one no, no, no no. 373 00:24:53,599 --> 00:24:58,079 It can be very confusing. But I yeah, this is 374 00:24:58,119 --> 00:25:01,160 a very much a guess for me. Now. I don't 375 00:25:01,160 --> 00:25:03,000 have a lover in every city. I'm not one of 376 00:25:03,039 --> 00:25:07,319 those type of people. And that's exhausting just to think 377 00:25:07,359 --> 00:25:10,359 about it. Kind of fun to think about, but very exhausting. 378 00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:12,799 Could be the head cold, and I have medicine in me. 379 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:17,839 That's why I'm saying exhausted right now. Kate, how many 380 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:21,400 cities did you actually complete the one stranger per city challenge? 381 00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:24,920 I really want to know. Did you ever go back 382 00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:27,880 to find Lana on your return trip to London. I'm 383 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:30,920 thinking you would have mentioned that. I'm really hoping you'll 384 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,880 write in about the other experiences you had on that 385 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:39,440 trip and what was the wildest location or person after 386 00:25:39,519 --> 00:25:45,599 Lana or is Lana like your gold standard? And I 387 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:49,599 want to say either just a woman or even both sexes. 388 00:25:49,759 --> 00:25:52,559 So if you have as you know what I'm trying 389 00:25:52,559 --> 00:25:57,000 to say, I think like, let's do it for just 390 00:25:57,119 --> 00:26:00,839 women and then both man and women. Or you know, 391 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:03,200 if you did a hole minase twelve thing, good for you, 392 00:26:03,279 --> 00:26:07,519 let's hear about that too. Have you ever had Saint 393 00:26:07,559 --> 00:26:13,720 Zeff experiences and if so, what made yours unforgettable? And 394 00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:17,559 who else has a sexy travel goal? Who actually crushed it? 395 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:24,039 I have to think on mine, yes, ish, yes, I 396 00:26:24,079 --> 00:26:27,559 mean what a goal when onm I being go card 397 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:29,839 or anything. But so, I don't really know how to 398 00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:33,319 answer this question. Really, I do travel a whole hell 399 00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:39,519 of a lot. I'm gonna say I would say for 400 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:43,839 travel purposes and pleasure. It hasn't happened yet, That's what 401 00:26:43,839 --> 00:26:47,160 I'm gonna lean into. Yeah, I think that's my final answer. 402 00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:51,920 Dear Nikki. I'm a mid thirties married to a woman 403 00:26:52,039 --> 00:26:55,799 cross stretcher in the Bible Belt. My wife has no clue. 404 00:26:56,359 --> 00:26:59,599 I've been dressing privately on and off for about eight years. 405 00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:03,559 I'm five eleven hundred and sixty pounds, lean and fit 406 00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:07,400 from cycling and running. My legs looked killer in heels. 407 00:27:08,279 --> 00:27:12,079 It started innocently with panties, then shaving completely smooth because 408 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:16,359 the mirror made me weak, stockings, carter belts, tiny skirts 409 00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:20,480 that barely covered my ass. I was hooked for years. 410 00:27:20,519 --> 00:27:24,200 I'd snapped photos and post them online. The floodal likes 411 00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:27,920 and comments, you look better than most girls pushed me further. 412 00:27:28,839 --> 00:27:33,359 About four years ago, I started full makeovers, make up, wigs, 413 00:27:33,519 --> 00:27:38,519 sixy mini dresses, crop tops, four inch stiletto heels. My 414 00:27:38,759 --> 00:27:43,839 body looked incredible, my make up skills not so much. 415 00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:48,359 I found the one and only transgender makeover service within 416 00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:51,640 driving distance and booked it for the weekend my wife 417 00:27:51,680 --> 00:27:55,200 was out of town. I woke up early, shaved every inch, 418 00:27:55,559 --> 00:27:59,799 and showed up, terrified i'd hate the result. The artless 419 00:28:00,279 --> 00:28:06,319 was completely unfazed. Good girls, school girl, BDSM babe Today, 420 00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:12,480 I stammered, sexy, classy, an our foundation, contour lashes and 421 00:28:12,599 --> 00:28:15,960 long blonde ombre wig. Later, I looked in the mirror 422 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:20,079 and whispered, there's no way that's me. I slipped into 423 00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:23,759 the little black dress, pattentsti little heels I'd brought, and 424 00:28:24,079 --> 00:28:27,720 never smiled as heart in my life. I looked like 425 00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:31,160 a legitimate hot woman out for the night of trouble. 426 00:28:32,279 --> 00:28:35,559 The artist took photos, then asked, don't you want to 427 00:28:35,599 --> 00:28:38,480 go somewhere dressed? I'd hate to take all this off. 428 00:28:39,359 --> 00:28:42,240 I chickened out, but I drove home grinning like an idiot. 429 00:28:42,839 --> 00:28:47,599 That day unlocked everything. I now have my own wardrobe, 430 00:28:47,640 --> 00:28:51,720 wig collection, decent makeup skills, all hidden from my wife. 431 00:28:52,519 --> 00:28:54,720 Maybe one day I'll be brave enough to step out 432 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,759 of Sarah in the public and tell you what happens. 433 00:28:58,319 --> 00:29:04,440 Love dashing Sae Sarah? Well, hello, the dashing Sarah. How 434 00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:07,839 are we? Oh? I do feel a little saddened that 435 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:10,480 you didn't. You went all that way to get the 436 00:29:10,519 --> 00:29:15,359 make over and didn't I I wish you had. You know, 437 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:20,160 a good best friend. And when I say good best friend, guys, 438 00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:23,839 ladies and gents, what I mean when I say best friend, 439 00:29:24,400 --> 00:29:26,319 one that's gonna tell you that you look like a 440 00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:28,319 drugged up poor. If you look like a drugged up 441 00:29:28,359 --> 00:29:31,359 poor when you're trying to go like sleek and classy 442 00:29:31,359 --> 00:29:35,039 and sexy. One that's gonna say green doesn't go with 443 00:29:35,079 --> 00:29:40,400 your skin contour. I'm that person. So, Sarah, I really 444 00:29:40,440 --> 00:29:43,799 hope you find a best friend that can just say it. 445 00:29:44,559 --> 00:29:48,720 I I always say, you know I love you, but 446 00:29:49,559 --> 00:29:52,880 so I don't know if it ever gives me. You know, 447 00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:59,240 I'm asking forgiveness before. I don't know. Have you have you? 448 00:29:59,319 --> 00:30:01,480 I mean, it's been a since you've written this. Have 449 00:30:01,599 --> 00:30:04,599 you taken Sarah out in public yet? A bar, a club, 450 00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:08,319 or even just a light night drive. Here's the thought. 451 00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:15,240 You can test the waters. It wouldn't be completely public, 452 00:30:15,279 --> 00:30:18,839 but it'd be public for you. Have you thought about 453 00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:23,079 and even more in panties and bras and stuff underneath 454 00:30:23,119 --> 00:30:26,400 your clothes might be a little too much, but maybe 455 00:30:26,559 --> 00:30:30,440 just painting your toenails the faintest pink pink like I 456 00:30:30,519 --> 00:30:34,680 had a caller once that he would get the lightest, 457 00:30:34,839 --> 00:30:38,720 lightest pink and he would only do like one coat 458 00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:42,480 that like, you'd have to see the light pink in 459 00:30:42,519 --> 00:30:45,880 the right It's like you could still see the definition 460 00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:51,960 of the nail and the everything underneath. So maybe start 461 00:30:52,000 --> 00:30:54,960 that way, babystep it and you know, and do it 462 00:30:56,039 --> 00:30:58,279 in a safe space, that aren't you know that Well, 463 00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,319 with that, you could take it out anywhere. You could 464 00:31:01,359 --> 00:31:04,759 take it out to dinner or whatever else. You can 465 00:31:04,839 --> 00:31:07,920 even just you know, go get go, get a manicure 466 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:12,079 and just have them do a light, you know, coat 467 00:31:12,319 --> 00:31:15,160 of just clear clearcoat. You can even do that at 468 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:17,680 home or buy it from Walmart and Target, and they 469 00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:22,519 even have the the clear cooats sometimes are tinted, so 470 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:26,400 it does give a faint like I have one right here. 471 00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:29,880 I think it's Elsie, It's I think it is. It's 472 00:31:30,039 --> 00:31:33,920 it's pink, but it's it's not pink like you couldn't 473 00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:36,599 tell when it's pink in the bottle, but on your fingernails, 474 00:31:36,599 --> 00:31:38,720 it's it's nothing. It just looks like you've got a manicure. 475 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:42,319 It's you know, just clear. So you can even try that. 476 00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:47,319 And what is the closest you've ever came to getting caught. 477 00:31:47,839 --> 00:31:52,039 I've heard so many stories over the years of of 478 00:31:52,039 --> 00:31:56,240 of men almost being caught. And you won't be the first, 479 00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:58,880 you won't be the last. And you know, I really 480 00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:02,799 do hope that you don't get caught. But when it's 481 00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:07,559 I hope it's the best story of your you know, 482 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:12,880 reveal that happens for you and when you're fully dressed 483 00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:16,279 and looking in the mirror, how does it feel being 484 00:32:17,599 --> 00:32:21,880 compared to that to him? That's another one I have. 485 00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,079 I have so many questions for people. It's not even 486 00:32:24,119 --> 00:32:29,799 buddy ladies and drants, secret dressers and closet at Kingsters. 487 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:33,440 How do you balance the thrill of the fear? And 488 00:32:33,599 --> 00:32:36,559 really that goes for any of us, right, any of us, 489 00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:40,039 Like when we're ready to reveal something to our partner, 490 00:32:40,559 --> 00:32:43,759 how do we get over the fear? Me, it's just 491 00:32:44,039 --> 00:32:47,480 you know me, I just blurred it out, like I 492 00:32:47,519 --> 00:32:51,720 want to thread some and I blurt it out and yes, 493 00:32:51,759 --> 00:32:56,519 that's a true story. So I bottle it all up. 494 00:32:56,799 --> 00:32:59,519 I do until I feel like I'm a tea kettle, 495 00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:04,359 like a like an old fashioned stove top teakettle, and 496 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:09,400 I just have to explode and tell that's me. So 497 00:33:10,559 --> 00:33:14,240 how do you balance that? How do we all balance that? Me, 498 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,839 I'm not very good at it. Either I decide to 499 00:33:16,839 --> 00:33:19,119 live with it and or it just comes out of 500 00:33:19,119 --> 00:33:21,759 me all in a big rush. And I know that's 501 00:33:21,799 --> 00:33:26,319 probably not a good balance of healthy or whatever for 502 00:33:26,480 --> 00:33:30,759 my partner. Partners of cross dressers. I know you're out there. 503 00:33:30,920 --> 00:33:34,839 You always text me when you're listening. Would you be 504 00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:39,920 turned on or shocked if you found a hidden wardrobe? 505 00:33:40,039 --> 00:33:44,640 Or when you found the hidden wardrobe? How did you 506 00:33:45,599 --> 00:33:49,960 embrace it? You know for your partner that I'm I'm 507 00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:53,440 curious about as well, and it'll help that part of 508 00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:57,720 our community. I think this is a perfect place to 509 00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:00,160 stop for the day. I want to thank thank you 510 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:04,119 again for joining me. H it was may not I 511 00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:07,680 gonna look candy cane. It was a candy cane. You're 512 00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:10,679 breaking into your hot cocoa. That's the answer to your riddle. 513 00:34:11,079 --> 00:34:13,480 By the way, last night, when I was going to bed, 514 00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:19,599 I found out that I don't know if I've been 515 00:34:19,599 --> 00:34:24,400 nominating for an AVN, which is huge in the porn industry, 516 00:34:24,639 --> 00:34:26,880 even though I don't consider myself born. But I guess 517 00:34:27,159 --> 00:34:29,639 I'm going to embrace it. So go vote. I think 518 00:34:29,639 --> 00:34:32,960 you got a month to vote over on ab and 519 00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,199 I'll put the link in my show notes so you 520 00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:39,199 guys can do all that. And thank you again for 521 00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:43,360 if you nominated me or if ABN nominating. I really, really, 522 00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:50,239 really really do appreciate all this ending closing Hello, lover, 523 00:34:51,440 --> 00:34:56,320 Why don't we have a confession set? I bet there's 524 00:34:56,320 --> 00:35:00,119 something you want to try or watch me do. What 525 00:35:00,199 --> 00:35:04,559 do you think I really want to know? And until 526 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:11,159 next time, ladies and gentlemen, have a fucking rest of 527 00:35:11,199 --> 00:35:11,519 your wake