1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:05,240 Speaker 1: All tells us that whatever was written in former times 2 00:00:07,160 --> 00:00:15,519 was written for our instructions. He speaks of things written 3 00:00:15,519 --> 00:00:20,679 in former times, he means only the Old Testament. He 4 00:00:20,760 --> 00:00:27,879 quotes no other book. He doesn't quote Plato, the Readers, Upanishads, 5 00:00:28,000 --> 00:00:31,920 or any ancient book, only the Old Testament. And he 6 00:00:32,000 --> 00:00:36,799 tells us that they were written these books for our instruction. 7 00:00:41,759 --> 00:00:49,799 She tells us she were all brought to fulfillment. All 8 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:57,799 the promises of God hung there, yes, their fulfillment in him, 9 00:00:58,240 --> 00:01:05,359 meaning the Lord Jesus Christ. He identifies the Lord Jesus 10 00:01:05,480 --> 00:01:15,400 Christ with God himself. Now, he tells us, so this 11 00:01:15,480 --> 00:01:21,000 is our hope. This whole picture of the past is 12 00:01:21,120 --> 00:01:26,719 man's hope because God has completed his plan of salvation. 13 00:01:28,239 --> 00:01:34,319 What is really telling us is that our brain is 14 00:01:34,439 --> 00:01:42,879 actually it backs up against infinity, and Infinity unfolds itself 15 00:01:43,280 --> 00:01:50,840 creatively in us. We cannot fail, for the whole drama 16 00:01:51,000 --> 00:01:58,280 is over and our brain simply backs up against infinity. 17 00:01:58,959 --> 00:02:03,319 So we could only be come what God already is. 18 00:02:04,359 --> 00:02:09,000 That is his story to us. It is God's pledge 19 00:02:09,039 --> 00:02:15,120 to himself. God became man that men may become God. 20 00:02:17,199 --> 00:02:23,080 And we are actually backed up against infinity our brain, 21 00:02:23,319 --> 00:02:26,120 and the drama takes place. May I tell you in 22 00:02:26,280 --> 00:02:31,879 the brain of man. Now he tells us in his 23 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:39,240 letter to Timothy, to keep this pattern that he is 24 00:02:39,319 --> 00:02:44,639 given to the world, keep it in a faithful manner, 25 00:02:45,159 --> 00:02:50,240 and do not depart from this pattern. She doesn't spell 26 00:02:50,280 --> 00:02:53,759 it out completely, but he calls it the pattern of 27 00:02:53,800 --> 00:03:00,199 the true words which you have heard from me, that 28 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:03,840 which was entrusted to you by the Holy Spirit who 29 00:03:03,919 --> 00:03:09,759 dwells within us. Do not depart from this pattern of 30 00:03:09,840 --> 00:03:14,400 the true words that you heard from me. Now the 31 00:03:14,520 --> 00:03:19,639 book is like this. I give you a map, and 32 00:03:19,719 --> 00:03:23,840 you can read a map. You tell me where I 33 00:03:23,879 --> 00:03:27,680 would like to go on the map. The Old Testament 34 00:03:27,759 --> 00:03:34,479 is just like a map, but in this respect it difference. 35 00:03:35,280 --> 00:03:37,560 You tell me where I ought to go based upon 36 00:03:37,560 --> 00:03:40,520 your ability to read a map. He could read the 37 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:45,080 Old Testament, and then he found a pattern in the 38 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:52,000 Old Testament. And the pattern that he found was this, 39 00:03:52,560 --> 00:03:57,639 the pattern has described in the Gospel, the story of 40 00:03:57,759 --> 00:04:05,599 Jesus Christ. And how different was this pattern train experience 41 00:04:06,159 --> 00:04:08,840 from the pattern that someone would point out for you. 42 00:04:10,759 --> 00:04:14,479 How different the cubic reality of this room from any 43 00:04:14,639 --> 00:04:18,519 artist depiction of it? Give an artist a piece of 44 00:04:18,560 --> 00:04:22,759 paper or give him a piece of canvas, and he 45 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:27,480 can depict beautifuly. But how different is the cubic reality 46 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:30,920 of this room when I am in it from any 47 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:34,560 depiction of this room by the greatest artist in the world. 48 00:04:35,439 --> 00:04:39,680 So they give me a pattern. It's telling us that 49 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:43,720 when you experience the pattern that I've given you, you 50 00:04:43,839 --> 00:04:49,439 will know it unfolds in you as God. There is 51 00:04:49,480 --> 00:04:54,040 nothing but God in the world. Think of your home 52 00:04:54,079 --> 00:04:57,879 that you know far better than you know this room. 53 00:04:58,079 --> 00:05:00,560 And yet this room at this moment is more real 54 00:05:00,600 --> 00:05:06,920 to you than your home. The pattern of scripture is real, 55 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:11,000 It's perfectly real. But it will become all the more 56 00:05:11,079 --> 00:05:18,040 real when you actually experience scripture. Now he is telling 57 00:05:18,120 --> 00:05:23,879 us of the experienced scripture, or he experienced the Lord 58 00:05:23,959 --> 00:05:31,160 Jesus Christ as himself. For he tells us Jesus Christ 59 00:05:31,800 --> 00:05:35,199 dwells in you. Do you not realize that the Lord 60 00:05:35,279 --> 00:05:39,560 Jesus Christ is in you? Or the average person? If 61 00:05:39,639 --> 00:05:42,800 he is honest with himself, he does not know that 62 00:05:42,959 --> 00:05:47,000 Jesus Christ is in him. The pattern is in him 63 00:05:47,199 --> 00:05:53,079 because we are backed up against infinity, and infinity only 64 00:05:53,199 --> 00:05:58,399 unpolds itself in us. Wherefore we cannot become at any 65 00:05:58,480 --> 00:06:02,319 one moment in time other than what God already is. 66 00:06:02,959 --> 00:06:05,160 He has already played the part. The thing is over, 67 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:09,720 but the awakening in us is not over. So he 68 00:06:09,839 --> 00:06:13,759 warns Timothy that those who teach that the resurrection is 69 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:19,279 over and past are misleading the people. It has happened, yes, 70 00:06:19,480 --> 00:06:23,199 but it is not past. It is taking place in 71 00:06:23,319 --> 00:06:28,560 man now. He points out the passion not every word. 72 00:06:28,639 --> 00:06:31,040 All the horrors are in scripture. You can't conceive a 73 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:34,199 one thing in this world that is not recorded in 74 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:38,839 scripture openly, every vice, every horror, everything in the world. 75 00:06:39,279 --> 00:06:42,720 We think this is new, it's all in scripture. And 76 00:06:42,920 --> 00:06:48,319 who actually experienced it? The Lord experienced it all. Was 77 00:06:48,360 --> 00:06:51,720 it not necessary? Said he, that the Christ should suffer 78 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:56,120 and then enter into his glory. Well, Christ, in you 79 00:06:56,319 --> 00:06:59,680 is the one of suffering. You suffer. I know I have, 80 00:07:00,040 --> 00:07:03,319 and I still am. I will continue until I take 81 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:08,120 off this garment that selfs but having experienced the pattern, 82 00:07:09,399 --> 00:07:12,160 when I take it off now, I take it off 83 00:07:12,279 --> 00:07:15,920 for the last time. But it doesn't mean for one moment, 84 00:07:16,199 --> 00:07:19,120 because I precede my brother in the taking off of 85 00:07:19,160 --> 00:07:22,959 the garment, that I follow a different pattern, and that 86 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:25,800 I am better, that I am wiser, that I am 87 00:07:25,839 --> 00:07:28,839 anything other than what he is destined to be, or 88 00:07:28,879 --> 00:07:33,240 there is only one destiny to awaken as God himself. 89 00:07:34,040 --> 00:07:37,360 God is buried in man, and he plays all the 90 00:07:37,439 --> 00:07:41,839 parts in the world, and in the end, Man awakens 91 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:46,959 as God himself. So he doesn't single out in the 92 00:07:47,240 --> 00:07:51,360 individual sections. He tells you it's a pattern. I will 93 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:55,000 tell you from my own experience, the pattern as I 94 00:07:55,160 --> 00:07:57,920 have experienced it in the end. I have tried to 95 00:07:57,959 --> 00:08:01,240 tell it. I've recorded it in words, but not all 96 00:08:01,279 --> 00:08:05,279 of it. Many parts I didn't feel I should put 97 00:08:05,319 --> 00:08:08,319 in because you're going to experience it, and you're going 98 00:08:08,360 --> 00:08:10,839 to feel when you do experience it. It has never 99 00:08:10,839 --> 00:08:14,959 been experienced before. Yet the whole thing has been experienced 100 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:18,879 and brought to its climax. Has told us in the Gospels, 101 00:08:19,399 --> 00:08:23,319 needing the individual to believe, well, she did it. No, 102 00:08:24,279 --> 00:08:26,959 you're going to know by your own experience that I did. 103 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:30,600 The only one who was Bob, But I did. I 104 00:08:30,639 --> 00:08:36,120 am born. Now hear these questions asked, and the Lord said, 105 00:08:36,720 --> 00:08:41,759 can a man bear a child? Well, obviously you say no. 106 00:08:42,639 --> 00:08:46,759 Then why then did the Lord say, I see every 107 00:08:46,840 --> 00:08:53,120 man with his hands drawing himself out of himself, just 108 00:08:53,279 --> 00:08:59,559 like a woman in labor. Why is every face turned pale? Now? 109 00:08:59,600 --> 00:09:04,840 In the same passage, he tells you she is the 110 00:09:04,879 --> 00:09:10,559 Lord and David is his king forever and forever. The 111 00:09:10,600 --> 00:09:14,799 same passage the thirtieth chapter of the Book of Deuteronomy. 112 00:09:15,519 --> 00:09:18,840 Read it from the fifth verse through the ninth. He 113 00:09:18,919 --> 00:09:22,159 tells you who he would have set up as the 114 00:09:22,279 --> 00:09:25,679 king forever, but he is the Lord of Lord. You're 115 00:09:25,720 --> 00:09:29,440 going to have this experience and you will know you 116 00:09:29,639 --> 00:09:35,639 do bear a child. It's translated, why do I see 117 00:09:35,679 --> 00:09:40,879 every man with his hands on his loins like a 118 00:09:40,960 --> 00:09:43,679 woman in labor? And the word that little praise with 119 00:09:43,840 --> 00:09:47,679 his hands on his loins, on his loins actually means, 120 00:09:47,759 --> 00:09:52,399 by the Hebrew word, pulling himself out of himself, just 121 00:09:52,480 --> 00:09:55,840 like a woman in labor. She pulls what she formed 122 00:09:55,879 --> 00:09:59,159 in herself out of herself. This is written in the 123 00:09:59,240 --> 00:10:04,320 day and even to this day China, India. There are 124 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:08,639 fabulous lands of the world with these enormous populations. They 125 00:10:08,679 --> 00:10:13,399 don't go to hospitals and have their women put into 126 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:17,200 a twilight sleep and have a child delivered while they're 127 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:20,679 in the fields laboring, they stop for one moment and 128 00:10:20,879 --> 00:10:23,840 draw with their own hands out of themselves that which 129 00:10:23,879 --> 00:10:29,360 they're formed in themselves. While God formed us in himself. 130 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:34,919 We are the gods, is only God, and we draw 131 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:39,440 ourselves out of ourselves out of these garments. Where two birds, 132 00:10:39,440 --> 00:10:43,679 one from below formed by woman and one from above, 133 00:10:43,879 --> 00:10:48,240 formed by God. And he draws himself out of himself, 134 00:10:48,759 --> 00:10:51,519 just as the woman drew that which was formed in 135 00:10:51,600 --> 00:10:54,919 her out of herself. And when you see the thing 136 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:58,480 out of which you come, it is ghastly pail. Why 137 00:10:58,519 --> 00:11:02,320 do I see every face so ghastly pale? The question 138 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:06,919 is asked, So you draw out of yourself. Everyone is 139 00:11:06,919 --> 00:11:09,919 will draw himself out of himself. And he who draws 140 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:14,960 himself out is the God. And no one sees the garment. 141 00:11:15,200 --> 00:11:17,519 The garment has been removed, as you're told in scripture. 142 00:11:18,799 --> 00:11:21,960 So you ask all these questions of the pattern, and 143 00:11:22,039 --> 00:11:26,279 the pattern unpolls in us. But do not stop only 144 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:28,759 at the pattern. We are still in the world of Caesar, 145 00:11:29,120 --> 00:11:32,399 and we go through hell. So while we are here, 146 00:11:32,559 --> 00:11:35,519 learn what he gave us as a law to cushion 147 00:11:35,600 --> 00:11:39,679 all the blows of the world. And it's a simple law. 148 00:11:40,399 --> 00:11:42,840 But You've got to believe it, as you believe the 149 00:11:42,840 --> 00:11:46,039 most incredible story in the world. How can I tell 150 00:11:46,120 --> 00:11:48,399 you to convince you that I have actually gone through 151 00:11:48,399 --> 00:11:52,399 the entire story that is recorded in the Gospel concerning 152 00:11:52,480 --> 00:11:57,240 Jesus Christ. When I stand before you, aging month after month, 153 00:11:57,360 --> 00:12:00,600 year after year, with the inevitable end where they'll take 154 00:12:00,639 --> 00:12:02,720 the body and put it into a furnace, and I 155 00:12:02,840 --> 00:12:06,840 tell you exactly what is recorded in scripture. I have experienced. 156 00:12:07,440 --> 00:12:10,039 There is nothing left to the experience. I've done it 157 00:12:11,919 --> 00:12:14,759 right up to the decint of the Holy Spirit in 158 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:19,279 the bodily form of a doubt. Everything happened in me. 159 00:12:20,440 --> 00:12:23,799 And yet here I am aging before you and became 160 00:12:23,960 --> 00:12:27,600 before you until that inevitable moment when the body has 161 00:12:27,639 --> 00:12:30,480 to be burned and discarded. And I leave you with 162 00:12:30,559 --> 00:12:33,720 only a pattern that I have gone through, and the 163 00:12:33,759 --> 00:12:38,039 pattern leads one to God himself. There's nothing but God. 164 00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:41,799 This is the pattern that God went through. But he 165 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:45,159 did not deny that he suffered. Is it not stated 166 00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:48,320 that the Christ must suffer and then enter into his 167 00:12:48,440 --> 00:12:52,919 bloody And then, beginning with Moses in the Law and 168 00:12:53,080 --> 00:12:57,320 the prophets and the Psalms, he interpreted to them in 169 00:12:57,360 --> 00:13:01,399 all the scriptures of things concerning himself self. Be this 170 00:13:01,519 --> 00:13:04,279 in the twenty fourth chapter of the Book of Luke. 171 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:09,440 Scripture must be fulfilled in me, he said. There is 172 00:13:09,440 --> 00:13:10,960 not a thing in the world that I came to 173 00:13:11,039 --> 00:13:15,159 do but to fulfill my word. He is the Word, 174 00:13:15,240 --> 00:13:19,559 and the Word cannot return void. He must accomplish that 175 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:22,639 which I purpose, and prosper in the thing for which 176 00:13:22,639 --> 00:13:25,000 I scent it. He is called the Word of God. 177 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:29,480 He comes into fulfill his own words. So scripture must 178 00:13:29,480 --> 00:13:33,360 be fulfilled in me, not ahing else. I may own 179 00:13:33,399 --> 00:13:37,039 the earth, but that's not fulfilling scripture. I may become 180 00:13:37,159 --> 00:13:39,120 anything of this world that I desire as a man, 181 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:42,120 but that's not fulfill in scripture. Scripture has a pattern, 182 00:13:42,759 --> 00:13:45,879 and there a deafinite pattern, and the pattern is laid 183 00:13:45,919 --> 00:13:48,279 out for us in the Gospel. In the story of 184 00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:54,200 Jesus Christ, it begins with his birth, but really it 185 00:13:54,279 --> 00:13:58,440 begins with his resurrection. The resurrection is his worth. I 186 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:02,320 know that from my own experience. We are born anew, 187 00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:07,480 said Peter, through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead. 188 00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:11,320 That's how man is born from above, through the resurrection 189 00:14:11,799 --> 00:14:16,320 where he awakes within his skull. Well that's the skull, 190 00:14:16,960 --> 00:14:22,200 that's the brain that is actually leaning back against infinity. Infinity, 191 00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:27,120 having accomplished the entire thing, now unfolds itself in the individual, 192 00:14:27,720 --> 00:14:31,440 so that man becomes only that which God already is. 193 00:14:31,799 --> 00:14:35,440 So what he's already accomplished now unpols itself in man, 194 00:14:36,039 --> 00:14:40,720 and man duplicates within himself the entire story of Jesus Christ, 195 00:14:42,320 --> 00:14:46,000 where it begins with the resurrection, where he awakes. The 196 00:14:46,080 --> 00:14:48,480 resurrection is only an awakenes. That's all that it is. 197 00:14:48,519 --> 00:14:52,360 He awakes within himself. He's been dreaming this because God 198 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:56,120 made himself done within man to sleep. As he slept, 199 00:14:56,159 --> 00:14:59,519 he dreams. He dreamed your life, by life, our lives. 200 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:03,240 He dreaming the light. Then he comes to that moment 201 00:15:03,279 --> 00:15:08,120 in time when he simply awakes, as Paul says, when 202 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:12,639 it came to the fullness of the days, then he awoke. 203 00:15:13,440 --> 00:15:18,320 He awoke with in man, awaken within me. I then 204 00:15:18,440 --> 00:15:21,600 duplicate all that I write in the scripture concerning another, 205 00:15:22,159 --> 00:15:25,360 and it really was another. Yes, it's God, but God 206 00:15:25,639 --> 00:15:30,039 is the only reality. So that reality unfolds itself in me. 207 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:34,799 This is the reality compared to any depiction of it. 208 00:15:35,240 --> 00:15:37,360 But I read the story, or I hear the story, 209 00:15:37,399 --> 00:15:39,879 and that is simply like someone depicting it on a 210 00:15:39,960 --> 00:15:44,159 cat's surface. And when it unfold within me, then I 211 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:50,399 experienced the cubic reality of the story. Now in the 212 00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:58,000 story he tells us concerning a son she names the Sun. 213 00:15:58,440 --> 00:16:01,000 A man with all of his wisdom cannot find out 214 00:16:01,159 --> 00:16:07,600 that son. And the son is David. In the story, 215 00:16:07,639 --> 00:16:10,360 as it unposed, David does stand before you, and you 216 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:13,440 know who he is, because it's a memory returning if 217 00:16:13,480 --> 00:16:16,480 God has done it. And then God unfolds in me. 218 00:16:16,679 --> 00:16:19,759 What is unfolding but the memory of God? So he 219 00:16:19,919 --> 00:16:23,480 unfolds within me. So Paul, in that statement, I protgonized. 220 00:16:24,159 --> 00:16:27,240 He says, the Holy Spirit who dwells within us. Well, 221 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:30,879 the Holy Spirit, we are told, is memory. For I 222 00:16:30,919 --> 00:16:34,120 will send you the Holy Spirit, and he will bring 223 00:16:34,159 --> 00:16:37,919 to your remembrance all that I have told you. But 224 00:16:38,039 --> 00:16:41,799 the Lord tells us he sends this memory. If he 225 00:16:41,879 --> 00:16:43,919 sends the memory of all that he's done, and the 226 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:47,639 memory unfolds within me, then is called in scripture, the 227 00:16:47,639 --> 00:16:52,080 Holy Spirit unfolding within me, and bring into my remembrance 228 00:16:52,159 --> 00:16:56,519 all that he told me, all was foretold me. Not 229 00:16:56,840 --> 00:17:01,480 could I foresee. But I learned how the wind would 230 00:17:01,519 --> 00:17:06,519 sound after these things should be, after it happened within me. Well, 231 00:17:06,559 --> 00:17:10,119 that's exactly what was foretold me. But I thought it 232 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:13,519 was all about another. And it wasn't about another at all. 233 00:17:14,119 --> 00:17:16,920 It was all about God. And it is now God 234 00:17:17,279 --> 00:17:21,519 unfolding himself in me, as he impols himself in you, 235 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:25,119 and every one in the end is God, and there 236 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:29,359 is nothing but God. So but I must suffer as 237 00:17:29,400 --> 00:17:31,559 I am told, and you must suffer. The whole vast 238 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:35,720 world is a suffering world for the end, and the 239 00:17:35,839 --> 00:17:39,160 end justifies all the suffering in the world. For the end, 240 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:42,079 there's only one being that comes out, and the being 241 00:17:42,160 --> 00:17:45,599 is God. So I go back all the way back 242 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:49,000 into the beginning. He takes me back, and he began 243 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:53,759 with the words of the Law, so beginning with Moses 244 00:17:53,799 --> 00:17:56,400 and the Law. And then he comes into the prophets, 245 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:59,039 because forty one from the Prophet. Then he comes into 246 00:17:59,039 --> 00:18:01,920 the Psalms. I will tell the queer of the Lord, 247 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:04,119 said the Psalmist. He said, of the mean, thou art 248 00:18:04,119 --> 00:18:07,000 my son, today I have begotten mee. So he took 249 00:18:07,079 --> 00:18:10,799 all the Psalms in the consideration, he took everything from scripture, 250 00:18:11,039 --> 00:18:14,319 and he said, the scripture is all about me. For 251 00:18:14,519 --> 00:18:17,079 in the role of the book, it is all about me. 252 00:18:18,119 --> 00:18:22,440 Now he brings it completely to fulfillment, to climax. And 253 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:27,880 then he tells us, wait, wait until you are close 254 00:18:28,039 --> 00:18:32,160 with power. From about a minute you have clothed with power. 255 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:36,200 From about then, he's going to unfold within you. Oh, 256 00:18:36,359 --> 00:18:39,319 the very one who brought it to crimax. For Jesus 257 00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:42,640 Christ is in you, and Jesus Christ will unfold within 258 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:46,519 you as you and you are the Lord Jesus Christ. 259 00:18:46,559 --> 00:18:49,839 And there is no other Jesus Christ. But the whole 260 00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:54,039 vasked world is redeemed because it has already been redeemed 261 00:18:54,039 --> 00:18:57,400 by one having done it, and that one has formed 262 00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:00,240 the pattern. The pattern is now in man, and to 263 00:19:00,359 --> 00:19:04,480 unfold in man as the man in whom it unfold. 264 00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:09,000 And that's the story. For no one can fail. The 265 00:19:09,119 --> 00:19:12,440 most horrible being in the world, he can't fail. He 266 00:19:12,559 --> 00:19:15,519 is only playing a certain part. He is in a 267 00:19:15,519 --> 00:19:18,240 state of consciousness that the man that he plays the 268 00:19:18,279 --> 00:19:21,319 part that he's playing. If tonight I slipped into the 269 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:23,519 part of a thief, I will play the part of 270 00:19:23,559 --> 00:19:27,559 a thief. I may suffer the consequences if I'm arrested 271 00:19:27,960 --> 00:19:30,480 and go to jail and be locked in for the 272 00:19:30,480 --> 00:19:33,319 rest of my days, if I slipped into that state. 273 00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:36,799 But I am not the state into which I slip. 274 00:19:37,359 --> 00:19:41,720 I am the being that the world calls God. So 275 00:19:41,839 --> 00:19:44,640 are you. So when Blake was asked, what do you 276 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:47,559 think of Jesus? Who is he? Well, patting and eye, 277 00:19:47,599 --> 00:19:50,759 he Jesus is the only God. But he hastened to add, 278 00:19:51,079 --> 00:19:55,680 so am I and sore you. Everyone is this God 279 00:19:55,839 --> 00:19:58,799 in the act of a witness. And because the pattern 280 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:01,960 is already set, And he said, follow the pattern of 281 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:05,839 the true words which you have heard from me God, 282 00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:09,400 the truth which has been entrusted to you by the 283 00:20:09,480 --> 00:20:14,279 Holy Spirit who dwells within us. Well, the Holy Spirit 284 00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:17,680 is simply the remembrance, for when he comes, he'll bring 285 00:20:17,759 --> 00:20:21,480 to your remembrance all that I have told you. Well, 286 00:20:21,519 --> 00:20:23,720 when he brings it to your remembrance, he doesn't talk 287 00:20:24,039 --> 00:20:27,039 as something coming from without. He brings it into a 288 00:20:27,119 --> 00:20:32,119 three dimensional acubic reality. And you experienced it all the 289 00:20:32,160 --> 00:20:35,480 difference in the world between having heard of the story 290 00:20:35,519 --> 00:20:38,920 of the birth of Christ and having experienced it. Now 291 00:20:38,960 --> 00:20:41,799 I know exactly what it means when I read the 292 00:20:41,839 --> 00:20:46,079 story that he was born differently. He was born from above, 293 00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:50,200 as he tells you, I came from above, speaking to himself, 294 00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:54,640 the lower man. You came from below. I am from above, 295 00:20:54,799 --> 00:20:57,160 and you're from below. You came out of the womb 296 00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:59,960 of a woman. I came out of the womb of God, 297 00:21:00,359 --> 00:21:03,920 which is under your own skull. For that skull of yours, 298 00:21:03,960 --> 00:21:08,559 that brain is simply resting against infinity, and Infinity, having 299 00:21:08,599 --> 00:21:13,720 completely accomplished in phility, now unfolds itself in you. So 300 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:18,319 if I came from above and you rest against me, 301 00:21:19,079 --> 00:21:21,920 and I am unfolding in you, you too will be 302 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:26,440 born from above. So you simply unfold from above, as 303 00:21:26,599 --> 00:21:30,000 I too became man. He became a man and became 304 00:21:30,039 --> 00:21:32,920 obedient unto death, even death upon the cross. So he 305 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:37,759 too was born from below. Not something entirely different. This 306 00:21:37,880 --> 00:21:40,799 whole thing happened both as you have. You are born 307 00:21:40,839 --> 00:21:44,119 from below, and you shall be born from about. You 308 00:21:44,119 --> 00:21:46,519 are born from below, and you suffer all the hell 309 00:21:46,559 --> 00:21:49,000 of the world for everyone who suffered n I tell 310 00:21:49,039 --> 00:21:51,960 you today you may enjoy the most perfect health in 311 00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:55,400 the world, and the comfort of Bonantis and the comfort 312 00:21:55,440 --> 00:21:58,400 of being known and being recognized in all the lovely 313 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:02,799 things that people strive. But you have suffered, and if 314 00:22:02,839 --> 00:22:06,599 you haven't, may I tell you you will. No one 315 00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:11,359 will escape the sufferings of God, because God suffered, and 316 00:22:11,400 --> 00:22:15,279 if He unfolds himself in you in detail all that 317 00:22:15,359 --> 00:22:18,400 He experienced in the sufferings, you are going to suffer. 318 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,759 But I'll give you one thing. The crucifixion is over. 319 00:22:23,720 --> 00:22:26,720 Don't think you're moving towards the crucifixion that is over 320 00:22:26,839 --> 00:22:30,960 that began in the very beginning. I have been crucified 321 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:36,440 with Christ. Nevertheless, I live yet not I Christ lives 322 00:22:36,519 --> 00:22:39,079 in me and the life I now live in the flesh. 323 00:22:39,559 --> 00:22:42,400 I live by the faith of the Son of God, 324 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:46,000 who loved me and gave himself for me, became me. 325 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:50,440 So the crucifixion is over, but the resurrection is taking place. 326 00:22:51,200 --> 00:22:54,319 So don't think of that moment of the crucifaction. That's 327 00:22:54,359 --> 00:22:57,160 completely over. Now. I'll tell you from my own experience, 328 00:22:57,240 --> 00:23:01,319 it was not a sad moment. It was sheer ecstasy. 329 00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:07,759 It was ecstasy when I was crucified. I can't describe 330 00:23:07,799 --> 00:23:11,839 the thrill of the vortices on these six points of 331 00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:15,799 my body. Everyone will one day have a little memory 332 00:23:15,839 --> 00:23:18,200 of that fiction, because it's all over us. It's already 333 00:23:18,240 --> 00:23:21,319 happened to all of us. I happen to remember it 334 00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:26,799 one night when I laid this crowd towards the Holy City, 335 00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:30,960 when the whole thing re enacted itself, it was sheer joy, 336 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:35,920 not pain at all. But there is pain after the crucifixion. 337 00:23:36,839 --> 00:23:40,000 And you have suffered, or you are suffering. I have 338 00:23:40,079 --> 00:23:44,359 suffered and am and will continue until the very end. 339 00:23:45,559 --> 00:23:49,079 But the end justifies all the stuff, because you will 340 00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:53,079 awake as God himself. This is the only way that 341 00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:57,759 God expends, for there's only God. God seems to exist 342 00:23:57,839 --> 00:24:04,839 by constantly becoming, constantly becoming, expanding beyond anything. So here 343 00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:08,559 is a drama. Here writes another drama, maybe a more 344 00:24:08,759 --> 00:24:13,200 horrible drama, for his own expansion. But when he writes it, 345 00:24:13,839 --> 00:24:15,920 he will take us with him, and we in the 346 00:24:15,960 --> 00:24:20,079 aid are God. For the word God is a plural word. Hello, 347 00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:25,000 whim one made up of others. That's God. So all 348 00:24:25,039 --> 00:24:28,200 of us form God. We made the decision in the beginning, 349 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:32,680 and we actually conceived the play, and there was play 350 00:24:33,400 --> 00:24:37,799 and brought to its climax, and then each one after 351 00:24:37,880 --> 00:24:42,519 the other unfolds the same drama within him. Why on 352 00:24:42,599 --> 00:24:45,799 earth should I look back and see that place deathly pale? 353 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:51,920 I am a drumskin person. I am called olive skin. 354 00:24:53,279 --> 00:24:55,880 I've never been accused of blue eyes and blonde hair, 355 00:24:55,880 --> 00:24:59,240 said with the child, when my hair was white. But 356 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:03,039 here I am kid. Yet when I came out of it, 357 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:07,200 it's pale, dastly, pair like death, yet moving its head 358 00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:10,759 from side to side, just as you're told in Jeremiah. 359 00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:16,319 At pretious chapter of Jeremiah, why has every face turned pale? 360 00:25:17,519 --> 00:25:19,839 And they will all come and worship the Lord and 361 00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:23,680 his King David. David is mentioned all the way through, 362 00:25:24,359 --> 00:25:27,119 and yet until it actually happens, having been trained, as 363 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,039 all pressions have been trained, they will never see that 364 00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:34,680 David is the son. David does the will of the Father. 365 00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:41,119 And in the end, this personification of humanity stands before God, 366 00:25:41,799 --> 00:25:45,799 who is the father of humanity, and sees that personification 367 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:50,279 as a single being and his David. And then David 368 00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:53,279 calls you father, and you know it, You know it 369 00:25:53,319 --> 00:25:56,599 as though you've always known it. Therefore it's memory returning. 370 00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:59,640 The only thing is coming back is your own memory. 371 00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:04,359 You've had to completely forget who you are to become man. 372 00:26:05,400 --> 00:26:08,839 So you emptied yourself of your godhood and became man. 373 00:26:09,119 --> 00:26:12,160 And you're playing all these things here now tonight. There 374 00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:16,160 are those who want to know for how to change 375 00:26:16,839 --> 00:26:20,160 the im media presence, leave out the pattern. For if 376 00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:24,200 I am destined, and as I say, you are destined, 377 00:26:24,240 --> 00:26:26,920 no matter what you have done, what you are doing, 378 00:26:27,200 --> 00:26:30,680 what you're going to do, you are destined to awaken 379 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:35,279 as God, the Father, the creator of the universe. You 380 00:26:35,359 --> 00:26:40,200 are destined for that. But now in the meanwhile, while 381 00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:42,599 I'm still dreaming, and I do not know where the 382 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:47,480 next meal is coming from, or a better job, what 383 00:26:47,839 --> 00:26:52,039 can I do? Well, It's simple, but you really have 384 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:57,920 to believe it. Can I really believe that my imagination 385 00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:07,880 creates real? Can I believe these words are blake table 386 00:27:08,039 --> 00:27:15,640 mocks saying there is no God nor son of God. 387 00:27:18,519 --> 00:27:25,799 That thou, O human imagination, oh divine body, art all 388 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:32,000 a delusion? But I know thee, O Lord, when thou 389 00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:37,920 awakeness upon my weary eyes, even in this dungeon and 390 00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:43,839 this iron mill, Thou also suffers with me, though I 391 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:51,920 behold thee not and then the divine body replied, fear not, 392 00:27:53,119 --> 00:28:00,240 I am with thee always only believe in me that 393 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:05,240 I have power to raise from death, thy brother who 394 00:28:05,319 --> 00:28:11,799 sleeps in albion. Just believe me. See he creates God 395 00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:19,559 the Father with the human imagination, and he tells now imagination, 396 00:28:19,799 --> 00:28:24,079 thou sufferst with me cer me. Could I suffer without 397 00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:29,000 my imagination being present? Take away imagination? You can cut 398 00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:32,480 the body of the pieces. It could never suffer for 399 00:28:32,640 --> 00:28:38,359 who suffers? So the divine voice replies, I am with 400 00:28:38,519 --> 00:28:42,720 you all this. Can you divorce yourself from imagination? Could 401 00:28:42,759 --> 00:28:45,319 you be any place tonight where you're not aware that 402 00:28:45,359 --> 00:28:50,279 you are imagining? You couldn't. If you are any place 403 00:28:50,319 --> 00:28:54,319 where you're not imagined, what you left behind you is 404 00:28:54,359 --> 00:28:59,359 inert and cannot feel cut the pieces. But wherever you 405 00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:03,839 are and I'm agin think that's reality. So fear not. 406 00:29:04,279 --> 00:29:08,640 I am with you all this. Only believe if he 407 00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:14,000 that I have power to raise from death thy brother 408 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:20,319 who sleeps in audience. So let the world mark They 409 00:29:20,359 --> 00:29:22,839 don't know it, But may I tell you they are forgiven. 410 00:29:23,359 --> 00:29:26,720 Because the day will come, every atheist in the world, 411 00:29:27,519 --> 00:29:31,640 every agnostic in the world, will experience the story of 412 00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:36,839 Jesus Christ and experience it in the first person, sigular 413 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:41,559 and a present tense experience. So forgive everyone, no matter 414 00:29:41,559 --> 00:29:44,680 what he tells you. Some of them use it only 415 00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:48,200 for a conversation piece, just to get an argument. But 416 00:29:48,319 --> 00:29:51,000 I don't argue anymore with them, but that you don't 417 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,960 believe in God perfectly all right. I will not raise 418 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:57,240 a finger to persuade you. I will only tell you 419 00:29:57,279 --> 00:30:00,039 one day you will know, and maybe by reason the 420 00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:02,359 fact that you now do not believe in it and 421 00:30:02,359 --> 00:30:08,160 yourself vocal, you will become so zeal, the zeal to 422 00:30:08,279 --> 00:30:13,599 persuade others. Let God exists support me, all right, Let 423 00:30:13,640 --> 00:30:16,799 them go their way. I tell you everyone is going 424 00:30:16,839 --> 00:30:23,279 to experience scripture. Scripture must be fulfilled in me. And 425 00:30:23,319 --> 00:30:27,519 so I begin at the very beginning in Genesis. When 426 00:30:27,519 --> 00:30:30,039 I go through the entire scripture, and you weave it 427 00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:32,720 like a pathway, I tell you the path that I 428 00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:38,240 have followed, but of it is selfing, and these highlights, 429 00:30:38,279 --> 00:30:43,319 and they're all glorious the highlights. Then comes the end, Queen. 430 00:30:44,039 --> 00:30:48,799 The Holy Spirit descends upon you. The descends upon you, 431 00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:52,640 and you hear that lovely voice coming. And the voice 432 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:57,480 said he loves you, and that's why he penetrated this 433 00:30:58,279 --> 00:31:02,279 ring of offense to demonstrate his love for you. And 434 00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:05,119 here you feel and see the symbol of the Holy 435 00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:09,240 Spirit is dwelling upon you, and it's a doubt. It 436 00:31:09,359 --> 00:31:12,599 remains upon you, and it smothers you with love, nothing 437 00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:17,119 but love. And then you wake knowing he is with you. 438 00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:22,359 He remains upon you, and forever and forever you are 439 00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:26,480 that being spoken of in scripture as the Lord Jesus Christ. 440 00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:31,079 But you know everyone is destined for the same thing, 441 00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:35,039 So we're all brothers behind the mass that we wear. 442 00:31:36,279 --> 00:31:40,799 So if you are suffering, delight, I tell you there 443 00:31:40,839 --> 00:31:43,519 is a law given you listen to it carefully. It's 444 00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:49,480 very very simple. What would the feeling be like if 445 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:53,319 it were true that I am now, not tomorrow, not 446 00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:56,640 next month, but now the one that I would like 447 00:31:56,720 --> 00:31:59,559 to be. What would the feeling be like if it 448 00:31:59,599 --> 00:32:05,839 were true? Assume that feeling. Just assume the feeling of 449 00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:09,240 that wish fulfill and may I tell you in a 450 00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:13,519 way that no one knows you in the immediate future 451 00:32:13,839 --> 00:32:18,319 will project it as a reality as a fact. The 452 00:32:18,400 --> 00:32:25,000 words from scripture that supports it are these, whatever a 453 00:32:25,119 --> 00:32:32,279 man says, believing they will be done for him. Whatever 454 00:32:32,359 --> 00:32:36,359 any one says in this world, believing what he said 455 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:39,880 will come to pass, it will be done for him. Therefore, 456 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:44,160 whatever you ask him prayer, believe that you have received it, 457 00:32:44,599 --> 00:32:48,559 and you will. If you want the reference, it's the 458 00:32:48,599 --> 00:32:53,400 eleventh chapter, the twenty third and twenty fourth verses of 459 00:32:53,519 --> 00:32:57,119 the Book of Mark. These are the words of the 460 00:32:57,119 --> 00:33:02,160 one who completed scripture. I know from my own experience, 461 00:33:02,359 --> 00:33:06,480 when I have actually assumed, either for myself or for another, 462 00:33:06,720 --> 00:33:09,519 see together for the end. There is no other. We're 463 00:33:09,519 --> 00:33:14,039 all brothers, all one. If I persist in that assumption 464 00:33:14,279 --> 00:33:17,839 and really believe it, it in they becomes the pass. 465 00:33:18,519 --> 00:33:21,160 I could not tell anyone how it is going to 466 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:24,599 come to pass. I only know it contains within itself 467 00:33:25,759 --> 00:33:30,359 the power and the wisdom of self expression. As I 468 00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:34,200 told you that storry last election night, what I did 469 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:37,240 with my friend's freedom, it was quite simple to me, 470 00:33:38,119 --> 00:33:42,000 just to hear him play, and to put my hands 471 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:45,240 on his shoulder, and to thank him for the joy 472 00:33:45,279 --> 00:33:49,599 he gave me in that wonderful piano concert him. I 473 00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:52,319 did it three times in the interval of one week, 474 00:33:53,799 --> 00:33:57,079 and then he called me to tell me the piano 475 00:33:57,200 --> 00:34:01,279 kid here. The average person would not have given him 476 00:34:01,319 --> 00:34:06,279 one dollar for the return of that piano. Paul at 477 00:34:06,279 --> 00:34:12,599 the moment, A numbered things are stolen between the girl 478 00:34:13,079 --> 00:34:17,880 pick up and the delivery, and the truck disappeared, the 479 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:22,920 contents disappeared, the driver disappeared. I have not heard from 480 00:34:23,239 --> 00:34:26,559 Freedom since to get the details, but he did say 481 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:31,199 when he first called, they found the driver in San Louis, Obisco, 482 00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:35,719 but he refused to give them any news concerning the 483 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:40,280 truck or its contents. So the Puddiman Jail had a 484 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:43,000 keeping them for five days before they could bring action, 485 00:34:43,119 --> 00:34:47,159 because that's the law. But their puttiman jail for five days. 486 00:34:48,599 --> 00:34:51,840 Why he confessed where the truck was I do not know, 487 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:56,559 but nevertheless he confessed, and they finally got Freedom's piano, 488 00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:59,280 so he has to beg I only know what I did. 489 00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:04,039 I do not know anything concerning the case other than 490 00:35:04,039 --> 00:35:07,960 what I did after he called it. I merely assumed 491 00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:11,519 the feeling of the wish fulfilled and to do it. 492 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:15,119 In my mind's eye, I saw him sitting at the piano, 493 00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:20,719 I heard the music, I felt his shoulders, I felt 494 00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:23,639 the thrill, the joy that was mine because of what 495 00:35:23,679 --> 00:35:26,440 he did at the piano that I felt the piano 496 00:35:27,599 --> 00:35:31,800 in a week the piano was located. Well, I will 497 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:36,280 say to anyone the driver who stole it, if I 498 00:35:36,360 --> 00:35:40,800 were now in judgment, I'm forgiven. I don't care what 499 00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:45,639 motive moved him to do it. I reached the point forgiven. Father, 500 00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:49,280 he knows not what he does. We all fall into 501 00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:52,119 these states, the state of the thief, the state of this, 502 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:55,960 the state of the other. Unforgive them, they don't know 503 00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:59,239 what they're doing. The occupant of the state is not wrong, 504 00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:02,199 is the state. But these states were created in the beginning, 505 00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:06,719 and they are eternal states that do not change anymore 506 00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:09,679 than the city changes. When I leave it, the city remains, 507 00:36:09,719 --> 00:36:13,039 but I go on, But the city remains for anyone 508 00:36:13,079 --> 00:36:15,559 else to enter the city. So I enter a state, 509 00:36:15,639 --> 00:36:19,039 the state remains when I leave the state. So if 510 00:36:19,079 --> 00:36:22,000 I am poor and I cease to be poor, poverty 511 00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:25,039 hasn't ceased to be a state. I may go on 512 00:36:25,199 --> 00:36:28,440 to a state of affluence. And affluence is a state, 513 00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:32,440 as poverty is a state. But the occupant entering the 514 00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:36,360 state lights it up, animates it, and makes the state 515 00:36:36,440 --> 00:36:38,920 become real. So if I move into the state of 516 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:42,599 a thief. I've got to steal. If I move into 517 00:36:42,639 --> 00:36:46,440 the state of being affluent, or being poor, or being anything, 518 00:36:46,599 --> 00:36:49,800 I must express that state. How do I enter the state? 519 00:36:50,599 --> 00:36:55,679 I assume the feeling of the rich fulfills. That's all 520 00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:59,119 that I do. Will tell me what you want, as 521 00:36:59,199 --> 00:37:02,599 Freedom did said, I want my piano bag. I'm only 522 00:37:02,639 --> 00:37:05,360 in short for two thousand dollars, and I can't replace 523 00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:09,119 the piano for four thousand dollars. I want my piano bags. 524 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:13,239 That's all that I want. And he was beside himself, 525 00:37:13,559 --> 00:37:16,840 too close to the problem to work for himself, so 526 00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:19,159 he turned to the one person in whom he had 527 00:37:19,199 --> 00:37:23,079 plaid and so Either simply sat in that week on 528 00:37:23,159 --> 00:37:26,519 three different occasions, and the last one was the night 529 00:37:26,559 --> 00:37:29,519 before it came back. It came back at four thirteen 530 00:37:29,519 --> 00:37:31,519 in the morning, of all the hours of the day 531 00:37:31,519 --> 00:37:34,840 to deliver the piano. But that night I turned on 532 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:39,719 KFAC and this lovely piano concerto was coming through, and 533 00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:43,199 I used it to aid my imagination, and I imagine 534 00:37:43,239 --> 00:37:46,519 I was hearing Freedom play that concerto, and I thought, 535 00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:50,599 rebel in the music. It comes on every night between 536 00:37:50,679 --> 00:37:54,159 eight and ten. That's lovely. Two hours by the gas 537 00:37:54,159 --> 00:37:58,480 company they're sponsoring here night after night. If I am home, 538 00:37:58,599 --> 00:38:02,800 I turn it on and I imagine he was doing it. 539 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,519 I didn't wait to the person a nunks who did it. 540 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:10,039 I cut it off before I will be dissoluted. In 541 00:38:10,119 --> 00:38:13,840 the one playing it, I heard freedom. I begratine that 542 00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:17,719 he was doing it. I held him, felled his shoulders 543 00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:20,280 and embraced him and thanked him for the joy I 544 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:24,599 received from the concerto that he played next morning at 545 00:38:24,639 --> 00:38:29,239 four point thirty is piano's delivered. When he called me 546 00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:32,559 the next day to tell me he's promised to write me, 547 00:38:32,599 --> 00:38:35,320 but he's not given to writing. He's promised to give 548 00:38:35,320 --> 00:38:36,960 me all the details. I know what he's gonna do. 549 00:38:37,039 --> 00:38:39,280 He's gonna wait if he comes down, and then he's 550 00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:42,039 gonna tell me in the flesh, because he's not given 551 00:38:42,079 --> 00:38:43,599 to put anything down on paper