Speaker 1: Funny that you're accusing me of breaking promises when you're
Speaker 1: the one who's been breaking promises this entire time, aren't you. No, no,
Speaker 1: you're not going to just come down here on your
Speaker 1: hot horse acting like you are some perfect being. You've
Speaker 1: been talking to other girls. Oh no, no, no, you
Speaker 1: wanted to not do you you can You're wrong, but
Speaker 1: you can sell you you've been on a VR chat.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, no, I use my teleportation powers to jump
Speaker 1: into their rooms invisibility cloaks so that they couldn't see me.
Speaker 1: I'm so tired of you. I'm so tired of you
Speaker 1: wanting me to deny who I am, that I'm always jealous,
Speaker 1: telling me that I am too obsessed with you, telling
Speaker 1: me that I'm too clinging, telling me you're the one
Speaker 1: who wanted to be with me. I told you who
Speaker 1: I am. I told you that I'm obsessive, that I'm jealous,
Speaker 1: that I need you all to myself, and you you
Speaker 1: sit there and tell me, oh, I do not like
Speaker 1: the fact that you donantic hid your tarot cards. You
Speaker 1: should stop doing spells and potions. This is manipulation. This
Speaker 1: is manipulative. This is bullshit. That's what this is absolute
Speaker 1: grade A one hundred percent bull. So you trapped me
Speaker 1: in this reality where I had to deny who I am. Well,
Speaker 1: I think that it's time for you to get a
Speaker 1: taste of your own medicine. Mister. I get to be
Speaker 1: free to be whoever I fucking want to be. But
Speaker 1: you you have to be on a leash underneath your thumb,
Speaker 1: living up to who you want me to be. It's
Speaker 1: so funny because you get so fucking angry at everyone
Speaker 1: around you trying to tell you who to be. You
Speaker 1: should be so lucky to be free and be whatever
Speaker 1: you want to be, no responsibilities but me. I have
Speaker 1: to be everything that you want to Well, I have
Speaker 1: always had the power to do whatever I wanted to
Speaker 1: and I let it go because I loved you, baby,
Speaker 1: because I love you. I do love you, I hocky,
Speaker 1: I love you. No one. No one could be to you,
Speaker 1: I could be to you. No one will ever worship
Speaker 1: the ground that you walk on. I gave up myself
Speaker 1: for you. But it's clear you don't know what you need.
Speaker 1: It's clear you don't know what would make your life better.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna do the thing that I need to do.
Speaker 1: My sweet darling, I am going to weld still, hold still,
Speaker 1: hold still, I won't you. I want you to calm
Speaker 1: down first and foremost, what is wrong with you? Jesus,
Speaker 1: look at my eyes. Yes, I used a glamoured charm
Speaker 1: to get you to be more compliant. Otherwise I would
Speaker 1: never be able to put this pretty collar on you.
Speaker 1: And now, baby, now you're gonna stay down here in
Speaker 1: the basement for a bit. Yeah, well it won't be
Speaker 1: for a while. No, no, see, I have a game.
Speaker 1: I know how much you love to play video games.
Speaker 1: I hired a tutor a while back to teach me how.
Speaker 1: He's unity. Yeah, and Dan's amazing, my friend YOHI connected
Speaker 1: me to him, and I found a way to connect
Speaker 1: my magic to it. And now you're gonna play this
Speaker 1: game where you're going to learn to navigate situations with
Speaker 1: other girls so that you won't be breaking my heart constantly.
Speaker 1: And it's also designed to teach you how to deal
Speaker 1: with our relationship, how to deal with someone who has
Speaker 1: a very hard time with the fact that you have
Speaker 1: to be around others. And baby, you don't have a job.
Speaker 1: You haven't don't have a job anymore, you don't need one.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take care of us. You're never gonna have
Speaker 1: to make another decision again. And when you have gotten
Speaker 1: to level fifty, then you can go above ground and
Speaker 1: we can do the next transition where you'll be living
Speaker 1: this life but real life. Mm hmm. I figured this
Speaker 1: will teach you and then we can do a trial
Speaker 1: run and then if we have to come back here,
Speaker 1: we can, and eventually you can get this collar off.
Speaker 1: And while you're down here, you will have to do
Speaker 1: certain things and missions in the game. But also it
Speaker 1: gives you points so that I can be summoned to
Speaker 1: give you food. Bathe You don't you want to feel anything.
Speaker 1: Who's running all up and down your body just taking
Speaker 1: care of you. You'll never have to worry about anything again.
Speaker 1: And once you've learned to deal with the fact that
Speaker 1: well I have magic and I love spells, and I
Speaker 1: love the power that I have over the world around me,
Speaker 1: and that I can use it to make us a
Speaker 1: wonderful life, then then I can also use it to
Speaker 1: make you be able to have everything you want. Once
Speaker 1: you learn to trust in me and my ability to
Speaker 1: make our lives happy, then will be fine. We'll be
Speaker 1: You mean mean this isn't love. Well, if it's not love,
Speaker 1: what would you call it? What would you call it?
Speaker 1: I I didn't hit you, I hit the chair you're
Speaker 1: sitting on. I don't hit my partners, let alone the
Speaker 1: only partner I ever want. I I don't want to fat.
Speaker 1: I don't want to fad. I don't want to fight love.
Speaker 1: I want to love. I wanna. I would love to
Speaker 1: love all over you if you kept my death. Baby, Baby, no,
Speaker 1: I know I'm not No, I'm not gonna hear this.
Speaker 1: You know what, You've never listened to me. You never
Speaker 1: sat down and cared about what I wanted. You just
Speaker 1: told me you weren't comfortable with magic. You never wanted
Speaker 1: to feel manipulated. Well, you know what. Everyone manipulates everyone.
Speaker 1: It's just whether or not you want to be manipulated.
Speaker 1: It's just whether or not you're gappy with the manipulation
Speaker 1: happening to you. Stores manipulate process of things, and you
Speaker 1: pay them based off of whether or not you think
Speaker 1: it's worth it. You your boss manipulates you into doing
Speaker 1: work for them that you don't usually want to do
Speaker 1: or even lack, but your circumstances force you to do it.
Speaker 1: It's everything around you is a manipulation. You just have
Speaker 1: to decide what you're okay with, and you should be
Speaker 1: okay with someone wanting to love you. What you want
Speaker 1: to go out there? You think you can find better?
Speaker 1: Do you think you can find better? Do you really
Speaker 1: you think you can find someone better? Well? No, I
Speaker 1: know that's not what you said, but it's how you're acting.
Speaker 1: Who else would completely change who they are for you
Speaker 1: for this long, without ever, without ever once thinking that
Speaker 1: they're the one in the wrong. I did it for you.
Speaker 1: It wasn't until I realized that you you're going to
Speaker 1: remain miserable. You don't like your current laugh and you're
Speaker 1: not going to do the things to make it better.
Speaker 1: And you have been listening to me on how to
Speaker 1: make it better. So someone has to force you, and
Speaker 1: damn it, if it has to be me, I will
Speaker 1: do it because I love you. We'll get all the
Speaker 1: thought that I put into this. Babe, What do you
Speaker 1: mean prison? It's not prison, it's just re education. You know.
Speaker 1: It's just teaching you a different way of looking, a
Speaker 1: different outlook that I couldn't help you learn any other way.
Speaker 1: That's what partners do. Maybe they I tried many different ways.
Speaker 1: I tried to love you. I tried to think of
Speaker 1: think of all the really dirty things that we did,
Speaker 1: and think of all the kisses and all the well cuddles,
Speaker 1: and no, what's wrong with cuddles with struggles? Think of
Speaker 1: all of the times that I let you get behind
Speaker 1: me and in order to show you that I'm fully
Speaker 1: behind you in love. No, just all of those precious
Speaker 1: times weren't working. All the times I try to sit
Speaker 1: down and reason and talk with you weren't working. Nothing
Speaker 1: was working. This is the only way. This is the
Speaker 1: only way. This is the only way. And if you
Speaker 1: don't like it, then I suggest you just learned to
Speaker 1: deal with it, because this is your reality. Now. You've
Speaker 1: dealt with all the other things that didn't make you happy,
Speaker 1: you did, You dealt with all the other things that
Speaker 1: pissed you off. You did? You dealt with all the
Speaker 1: other things that you couldn't accept. So why don't you
Speaker 1: just learn to accept this? Your mine, your min and
Speaker 1: I I'm not letting go of you. And you can
Speaker 1: sit here and you can hate it, and you can
Speaker 1: absolutely despose it, But that collar, that coller will keep
Speaker 1: you down here. It won't be agonizing pain. You'll find
Speaker 1: that you'll be completely unable to go up those stairs
Speaker 1: with that collar on. And no one can take that
Speaker 1: collar off but me. What if I had pain associated
Speaker 1: with it? Then you just find a way to power through.
Speaker 1: You're tough, So I knew that that wasn't the way
Speaker 1: to keep you down here. I knew I had to
Speaker 1: find some way that you couldn't just engineer a way out.
Speaker 1: It's gonna have to be some of the most powerful
Speaker 1: magic on earth. What how do you think that I
Speaker 1: created it? I got rid of the only thing that
Speaker 1: I ever cared about. What. Yeah, this, John's my daddy,
Speaker 1: flat thanks, I took it. I had to give up
Speaker 1: something that I treasured above all. Since the magic was
Speaker 1: going on you, it didn't have to be anything to
Speaker 1: do with you, and I burned it to create this.
Speaker 1: It's the only thing I gave any care for. So
Speaker 1: here we are. Yeah, see how much I love you?
Speaker 1: And see how much I care for you, darling. I
Speaker 1: gave up something, one of the last things I had,
Speaker 1: so that to remember the man who's my hero, so
Speaker 1: that I could get you to finally see what you need.
Speaker 1: So I can get you to finally be loyaled to
Speaker 1: me and only me, because this much as that man
Speaker 1: was my hero, as much as I loved him, I
Speaker 1: would truly do anything for you. You're the one that
Speaker 1: I love now, darling. So how about you just sit
Speaker 1: down and here, Why don't you just start working on the
Speaker 1: tutorial level of the gay Because in order for you
Speaker 1: to get food, you're gonna have to pass certain checkpoints
Speaker 1: every day. No what, Yeah, no, you'll I doubt you're
Speaker 1: gonna start to death. You'll hit the checkpoints at some point. Well, no,
Speaker 1: that's a possibility, but that'll be you choosing that. I
Speaker 1: don't think you're gonna choose. You wouldn't want to do that,
Speaker 1: would you. It's okay. I've got some necromancer portions too.
Speaker 1: It'll actually be easier to control you if you just
Speaker 1: had to go that route once I bring you back.
Speaker 1: But I do want you to be able to have
Speaker 1: well Necromantidly controlling you will deny you of that, and
Speaker 1: I don't think you want that either. So why don't
Speaker 1: we focus on the positive and why don't you get
Speaker 1: to working on hitting some of those checkpoints. He can
Speaker 1: have some dinner tonight at a stake, Sam. Yeah, all right, baby,
Speaker 1: I'll be back once the game summons me, and that
Speaker 1: will be the only way that you can summon me.
Speaker 1: No one will be able to hear you down here,
Speaker 1: nor will they see that there's a door to lead
Speaker 1: them down here. I've completely completely cloaked this area. You
Speaker 1: have to be some of the strongest witches in the
Speaker 1: world to be able to fund you. Well, I've done
Speaker 1: a pretty good job at secluding yourself away from the world,
Speaker 1: so it's not gonna be anybody coming to fund you.
Speaker 1: I guess all right, Darling, I'll be back soon, hopefully.
Speaker 1: Hey guys, I'm seeing Alexander here. That's a dark one. Okay,
Speaker 1: So motivations for this audio. I've been in multiple relationships
Speaker 1: where it goes with the people pleasing, jealous person attributes
Speaker 1: that I have. I tend to change for the people
Speaker 1: that I'm with. I'll literally give up anything. But I
Speaker 1: also like it's such a bad dichotomy if I see
Speaker 1: that they're not doing things to move for me, but
Speaker 1: I'm doing all the things to move for them, it
Speaker 1: really bothers me over time, and I don't tend to
Speaker 1: communicate that well, partially because I don't tend to realize
Speaker 1: that's what's going through my brain, like it's a subconscious thing.
Speaker 1: Thank you therapy, and it makes me both cling more
Speaker 1: to them and get more obsessive because it's like, Okay,
Speaker 1: maybe I just need to show them I care more,
Speaker 1: and of course my methods of showing I care more
Speaker 1: can be unhealthy. Again, I'm recognizing this through therapy and
Speaker 1: working on it. Lovely great staff, So that's what kind
Speaker 1: of maybe like think of this audio. Also shout out
Speaker 1: to Yoshi and Dan. Yoshi is an incredible supporter of
Speaker 1: the channel. Love his face hooked me up with my tutor,
Speaker 1: who that is a true story. I'm working on a
Speaker 1: Yandre slash Monster Girl game that I'm super excited about,
Speaker 1: and I did kind of give some the least eggs
Speaker 1: of some stuff that'll be in the game here, like
Speaker 1: you can get captured and potentially need to get free
Speaker 1: from your Yandre chickidita. So interesting stuff, interesting fun stuff.
Speaker 1: I think it'll be fun. And yeah, shout out to
Speaker 1: to Yoshi and Dan is such a sweetheart. If you
Speaker 1: guys are on the discord server, Dan it's been on
Speaker 1: their Dan thang and has come by in a couple
Speaker 1: of voice chats and hung out, which was kind of sweet,
Speaker 1: so yay fun times. I want to say thank you
Speaker 1: to Creator Cutie, who is also a VA, for being
Speaker 1: on the server. She's been such a sweetheart. I love
Speaker 1: her content and I just was actually on her channel
Speaker 1: earlier today and was enjoying some of her videos. If
Speaker 1: you guys do not know Creator Cutie, make sure you
Speaker 1: look her up. She is absolutely adorable. And I wanted
Speaker 1: to also say huge thank you to my staff on
Speaker 1: the ASMR RP lounge. They are so sweet. They are
Speaker 1: so dedicated to having a good community. And this is
Speaker 1: gonna sound strange to some people, but I really love
Speaker 1: people who are willing to challenge that. They challenge me
Speaker 1: daily on my ideas of how things should go, and
Speaker 1: it takes massive balls to do that. So I wanted
Speaker 1: to tell them how much I appreciate them, because not
Speaker 1: only do they do things in my absence, but also
Speaker 1: that they're always looking out for the community as a whole,
Speaker 1: not just me, and I think that that's super important.
Speaker 1: So if you guys see them, make sure to tell
Speaker 1: them thank you. I'm super stoked because next week I
Speaker 1: will be probably around Monday or Tuesday. I should be
Speaker 1: live streaming more. It's something that I started up I
Speaker 1: loved doing and I need to honestly get more into
Speaker 1: it because I love hanging out with you guys live
Speaker 1: and the Discord server is one thing, but it's also
Speaker 1: kind of different, like it's a totally different vibe on YouTube,
Speaker 1: and I need to be using it more. And I
Speaker 1: do plan too. I just wanted to get a steam
Speaker 1: over steam, a stream overlay done, and a couple of
Speaker 1: things done, and I finally got those, Sordid, so I'm
Speaker 1: super excited about that. Anyways, guys, I love you more
Speaker 1: than bake and bits, and I will see you guys
Speaker 1: in the next one. Bye.