WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.480 --> 00:00:06.120 You've created everything. What's put a powerful being? 2 00:00:06.280 --> 00:00:06.679 You are. 3 00:00:07.960 --> 00:00:11.480 You did these things, but now you're in a human body. 4 00:00:11.519 --> 00:00:13.080 You forget the power you have. 5 00:00:14.839 --> 00:00:19.000 What you do is what the whole universe is doing 6 00:00:19.559 --> 00:00:23.480 at the place you call here, and now you are 7 00:00:23.839 --> 00:00:26.839 something the whole universe is doing in the same way 8 00:00:26.879 --> 00:00:30.359 that a way is something that the whole ocean is doing. 9 00:00:32.439 --> 00:00:42.159 Doing doing what. Welcome to metamistics where you don't know 10 00:00:42.240 --> 00:00:45.600 what you don't know? I forgot the other intro. Welcome 11 00:00:45.640 --> 00:00:47.520 to the show. This is the live show. My name 12 00:00:47.560 --> 00:00:52.280 is Jonathan, I'm Sean, and this is wonder Wizday. We 13 00:00:52.359 --> 00:00:57.920 have a very special guest tonight, Destiny aka Zevich, not 14 00:00:58.039 --> 00:00:59.600 to be confused with a B. That's A that's a 15 00:00:59.640 --> 00:01:06.000 double V. Yeah. So Destiny, you are somebody that actually 16 00:01:06.040 --> 00:01:10.480 like you're one of the first, uh really deeper spiritual 17 00:01:10.840 --> 00:01:14.359 kind of witchy taro wee people that I've ever really 18 00:01:14.359 --> 00:01:18.159 been accompanied with. And you gave me like a crazy 19 00:01:18.280 --> 00:01:21.000 tarot reading, like I don't know, it was like four 20 00:01:21.079 --> 00:01:23.879 or five years probably five years ago now, and. 21 00:01:25.000 --> 00:01:27.680 That past that kind of trips me out a little bit. 22 00:01:28.159 --> 00:01:30.120 I know, I know. Yeah, it's like and it's one 23 00:01:30.120 --> 00:01:32.000 of it was one of those that really has stuck 24 00:01:32.000 --> 00:01:36.359 with me to this day and you know, really really insightful. 25 00:01:36.480 --> 00:01:38.920 So I mean, you're the best. That's why we wanted 26 00:01:38.920 --> 00:01:41.000 to have you on and it's been far too long. 27 00:01:41.040 --> 00:01:46.200 I'm not gonna lie, but tonight's the night, right right. 28 00:01:46.319 --> 00:01:48.239 Well, we're glad we finally got you on here. And 29 00:01:48.319 --> 00:01:51.959 also we have doctor Evil in the chat. It looks 30 00:01:52.000 --> 00:01:53.920 like or not in the chat, I'm sorry, but in 31 00:01:54.000 --> 00:02:01.200 the in the live here shout out, shout, white. 32 00:02:00.959 --> 00:02:03.200 Boy wizard said, I need me a witch. Hopefully there's 33 00:02:03.200 --> 00:02:05.799 a witch who needs a white boy wizard out there somewhere. 34 00:02:06.200 --> 00:02:13.560 Absolutely, I'm almost certain of it. Yeah, I find you. 35 00:02:13.919 --> 00:02:18.680 Mind you some crystals up along the sidewalk, you'll catch one. 36 00:02:19.199 --> 00:02:21.680 I got plenty of them. I got plenty of them 37 00:02:21.719 --> 00:02:22.759 and putting them out tomorrow. 38 00:02:22.800 --> 00:02:26.560 First thing, catch me a little witch, you know, shake 39 00:02:26.680 --> 00:02:29.479 some herbs and a and a and a jar. She'll come. 40 00:02:31.680 --> 00:02:33.840 She'll be there if I'm not waking up to the 41 00:02:33.879 --> 00:02:43.560 smell of sage burning. So uh anyhow, Yeah, I mean, destiny, 42 00:02:43.599 --> 00:02:46.240 just out of curiosity, what really got you into this? 43 00:02:46.400 --> 00:02:50.599 Especially living down in the Deep South, Just like I'm sure, 44 00:02:50.639 --> 00:02:53.080 you were kind of a you know, a black sheep 45 00:02:53.280 --> 00:02:54.800 of your time around your people. 46 00:02:54.919 --> 00:02:56.680 Yeah, oh yeah. 47 00:02:56.800 --> 00:03:01.319 Everybody thought I was worshiping Satan and what I'm like, No, 48 00:03:01.879 --> 00:03:04.759 I don't believe in him, but okay, but whatever I have, 49 00:03:05.280 --> 00:03:07.479 it's a complex belief system that I have. 50 00:03:07.599 --> 00:03:09.840 Like it's really crazy, but like what got. 51 00:03:09.599 --> 00:03:14.599 Me into it initially, Like so my mom used to practice, 52 00:03:14.639 --> 00:03:16.960 but she doesn't do that anymore. She kind of reverted 53 00:03:17.080 --> 00:03:22.599 back to religion. But so I always like believed in it, right, 54 00:03:22.800 --> 00:03:25.159 And I did practice, like I said, when I was younger, 55 00:03:25.159 --> 00:03:27.280 but I was young and I didn't really have anybody 56 00:03:27.319 --> 00:03:29.599 to properly teach me because I wasn't going through my 57 00:03:29.719 --> 00:03:30.879 mom to learn like I was. 58 00:03:30.919 --> 00:03:32.560 She was the inspiration behind it. 59 00:03:32.639 --> 00:03:37.159 But whenever it was like I had a friend of 60 00:03:37.199 --> 00:03:40.560 mine that I had been known for ten years or so, 61 00:03:41.479 --> 00:03:45.039 and and we kind of like reconnected. 62 00:03:44.560 --> 00:03:47.719 On Facebook and we got close. 63 00:03:47.919 --> 00:03:50.240 We went on a date and he ended up dying 64 00:03:50.319 --> 00:03:55.680 like two weeks after that, and that kind of like 65 00:03:55.680 --> 00:03:58.120 like shifted the gear, you know what I'm saying, Like 66 00:03:58.159 --> 00:04:02.120 it really it really like set the tone the mood 67 00:04:02.240 --> 00:04:06.120 for grief will do a lot to you, and and 68 00:04:06.199 --> 00:04:09.280 things were happening around me that I just could not explain. 69 00:04:09.360 --> 00:04:11.840 I'm like, the grippy socks, that's what's coming for me. 70 00:04:11.919 --> 00:04:13.960 I see that in my future. I'm not a psychic 71 00:04:14.000 --> 00:04:16.399 at the time, but that I was like, I see 72 00:04:16.439 --> 00:04:18.759 the grippy socks, the good meds in a white bouncy 73 00:04:18.879 --> 00:04:22.639 room is coming for me. And I was telling my 74 00:04:22.639 --> 00:04:24.560 friend about it and whatever, because it just I was 75 00:04:24.600 --> 00:04:27.079 experiencing a lot of stuff that involved the guy who died, 76 00:04:27.720 --> 00:04:30.720 and I kind of swan dived after that. I ended 77 00:04:30.759 --> 00:04:33.519 up meeting a psychic a month to the day after 78 00:04:33.560 --> 00:04:41.240 his death and she confirmed everything. She was like, so like, okay, 79 00:04:41.279 --> 00:04:43.959 so this has vividly if burned in my brain and 80 00:04:44.000 --> 00:04:47.800 I haven't recorded on a memo on my iPad. I 81 00:04:47.879 --> 00:04:51.279 had told my friend Shelby in confidence and in like privacy. 82 00:04:51.800 --> 00:04:54.079 I was like, dude, I hear him. 83 00:04:54.519 --> 00:04:55.000 I hear him. 84 00:04:55.079 --> 00:04:59.040 I hear him a lot. And it's not like like, oh, 85 00:04:59.079 --> 00:05:02.759 that's probably the grief talking. No, like I'm reacting to him, 86 00:05:02.920 --> 00:05:06.560 but it's in here. And I'm like, not sure how 87 00:05:06.920 --> 00:05:11.720 I didn't understand, and she had her eyes closed. Okay, well, 88 00:05:11.720 --> 00:05:13.360 I'm in the session. I'm like staring at her. But 89 00:05:13.399 --> 00:05:15.240 I have Shelby or I have like both of them 90 00:05:15.319 --> 00:05:17.279 kind of in peripheral when I'm going back and forth. 91 00:05:17.560 --> 00:05:20.240 But I'm like mouthing to her because my ear started ringing, 92 00:05:20.319 --> 00:05:22.959 and I'm right afterwards, I had gotten like goosebumps, like 93 00:05:23.480 --> 00:05:27.519 the biggest goosebumps I've ever had, and I was like, Shelby, 94 00:05:27.639 --> 00:05:29.240 you know, mouthing to her. I'm like, I can hear 95 00:05:29.279 --> 00:05:33.319 the ringing again, you know. And she the medium Leanne, 96 00:05:33.600 --> 00:05:37.800 She's great by the way she reacted in real time. 97 00:05:37.920 --> 00:05:40.199 She goes, oh, that's that's him. He says, that's me 98 00:05:40.319 --> 00:05:42.920 talking in your ear. I'm like, hey, like I'm getting 99 00:05:43.040 --> 00:05:46.079 chilled now. And then the goosebumps happened, and I did 100 00:05:46.079 --> 00:05:52.439 the same thing. I'm like, Shelby, look, and she goes, 101 00:05:52.519 --> 00:05:55.800 real time I'm watching her, She's like that he says 102 00:05:55.839 --> 00:05:58.639 that to me, that's me touching you. And I'm like, okay, cool, 103 00:05:58.959 --> 00:06:01.800 Like she's it's real, it's all really, it's real. 104 00:06:01.920 --> 00:06:02.519 Okay, cool. 105 00:06:02.560 --> 00:06:04.839 We're panicking, but this is like a good panic, you know. 106 00:06:05.800 --> 00:06:08.519 And after that, I kind of just when I tell you, 107 00:06:08.560 --> 00:06:10.920 not only did I deep dive down this rabbit hole, 108 00:06:11.000 --> 00:06:14.720 I became the rabbit hole, Like I'm one with that 109 00:06:14.839 --> 00:06:18.480 rabbit hole, and I just kind of went in ever since, 110 00:06:18.639 --> 00:06:21.920 and I began to experience a lot of things, working 111 00:06:21.959 --> 00:06:27.040 with the with the craft and experiencing it, working manifestation, 112 00:06:28.199 --> 00:06:30.480 all that stuff, and it's like it's crazy to me. 113 00:06:30.639 --> 00:06:32.600 It's like I can understand why people think it's not 114 00:06:32.720 --> 00:06:36.000 real because that's how we were born, and like we 115 00:06:36.000 --> 00:06:39.439 were born to believe or force fed the information that oh, 116 00:06:39.439 --> 00:06:41.720 it's not real, it's make believe. It's only stuff in 117 00:06:41.720 --> 00:06:45.399 like Hollywood. But that's what they want you to think, 118 00:06:45.480 --> 00:06:49.800 because if you're too powerful, then how can they control you? 119 00:06:49.800 --> 00:06:52.199 You know what I'm saying, Like that's my and that's 120 00:06:52.360 --> 00:06:54.959 and that's you know, growing up and I would you know, 121 00:06:55.079 --> 00:07:00.319 see magical shows like Harry Potter or you know, justgical 122 00:07:00.399 --> 00:07:03.000 kind of stuff like that, and uh, you would always 123 00:07:03.000 --> 00:07:06.560 see magic coming out of the magician's wand or some 124 00:07:06.639 --> 00:07:09.199 kind of bolts of lightning or some energy that is 125 00:07:09.319 --> 00:07:11.800 very clear, and I was always awesome colors and everything, 126 00:07:11.879 --> 00:07:14.639 and clearly that wasn't real, but you wanted it to 127 00:07:14.639 --> 00:07:15.360 be real, you know. 128 00:07:15.519 --> 00:07:18.680 No kind of like okay, and people can laugh at 129 00:07:18.680 --> 00:07:19.319 me all they want for this. 130 00:07:19.759 --> 00:07:21.000 It's not like that. 131 00:07:21.439 --> 00:07:25.879 But I have seen orbs of color fly out of 132 00:07:25.920 --> 00:07:30.319 my hand before, really and yeah, like I didn't catch 133 00:07:30.439 --> 00:07:34.480 the actual orbs on video, but I caught my reaction 134 00:07:35.279 --> 00:07:38.680 and it's on my TikTok. Actually, but my boyfriend he 135 00:07:39.279 --> 00:07:41.439 said that he was coming home from work one night 136 00:07:41.439 --> 00:07:42.959 when we were living I don't remember where we were 137 00:07:43.000 --> 00:07:45.920 living at, but he said he came in and he 138 00:07:45.959 --> 00:07:51.079 saw two colors orbs I think orange and purple fly 139 00:07:51.160 --> 00:07:53.680 out of my head into the TV. It was weird. 140 00:07:54.000 --> 00:07:56.079 Like, so it's it's not off. 141 00:07:56.439 --> 00:07:59.319 Uh oh, yeah, yeah, I mean it's just not as 142 00:07:59.399 --> 00:08:02.519 fantastic coal to the eyes for the most part, is 143 00:08:02.519 --> 00:08:05.160 what I'm trying to say. It's it's not to say that, right, 144 00:08:05.279 --> 00:08:07.279 it's not to say that it's not happening. I mean, 145 00:08:07.319 --> 00:08:10.000 fox sake, we only have you know, access to point 146 00:08:10.160 --> 00:08:12.920 zero zero zero three percent of the light spectrum or 147 00:08:12.959 --> 00:08:15.680 whatever it is, so very well could be that shit 148 00:08:15.800 --> 00:08:17.720 is coming out of wands and out of hands and 149 00:08:17.759 --> 00:08:19.519 out of heads and all that kind of stuff. Right, 150 00:08:20.319 --> 00:08:23.160 But that's just the physical makeup of it. 151 00:08:23.160 --> 00:08:27.519 It's like more than stuff. But unfortunately, in this prison planet. 152 00:08:27.199 --> 00:08:29.240 We don't get that kind of luxury. 153 00:08:30.680 --> 00:08:33.759 Yeah, well, I mean look, you really fascinated me with 154 00:08:33.840 --> 00:08:38.360 your ability to uh to look at tarot cards oracle 155 00:08:38.399 --> 00:08:42.639 cards and really just get like an amazing message and 156 00:08:43.320 --> 00:08:46.440 just out of curiosity, like how did you start to 157 00:08:46.639 --> 00:08:50.600 learn about the tarot cards? Like what was it? I mean, 158 00:08:51.080 --> 00:08:53.200 like did you just do it? Like most people like 159 00:08:53.240 --> 00:08:56.919 cups means emotions because it's water and you know sword 160 00:08:57.000 --> 00:08:59.600 equals wind, you know what I mean? Like what was 161 00:08:59.639 --> 00:09:01.200 your Like how did you get it? 162 00:09:02.240 --> 00:09:05.440 So I don't learn like normal people do. 163 00:09:05.639 --> 00:09:09.600 I cannot sit down and study something and it stick 164 00:09:09.639 --> 00:09:12.879 in my head. Like I'm a kinesthetic learner, but. 165 00:09:13.320 --> 00:09:16.360 I like to use other ways and tools to. 166 00:09:17.320 --> 00:09:17.639 Learn. 167 00:09:17.799 --> 00:09:21.399 So my best learn And this is probably so scorpio 168 00:09:21.480 --> 00:09:24.759 coded for my like life, but I'm an learn by 169 00:09:24.799 --> 00:09:26.600 experience kind of person, like I. 170 00:09:26.519 --> 00:09:29.799 Need to like hands on, like go through it. 171 00:09:29.840 --> 00:09:32.039 So I kind of would do it as I went, 172 00:09:32.360 --> 00:09:35.600 and the more I did it, the more I was 173 00:09:35.799 --> 00:09:37.639 you know, it was sticking, you know. So I'm like, Okay, 174 00:09:37.679 --> 00:09:39.960 this means this and oh you know, let me check 175 00:09:40.000 --> 00:09:42.200 my book and I want to I want to preface that, 176 00:09:42.200 --> 00:09:44.159 I'm want to add this like side note, that's so 177 00:09:44.200 --> 00:09:47.879 freaking important, Like whoever wants to learn terot, like because 178 00:09:47.879 --> 00:09:50.039 everybody has the ability to learn tarot. Because I used 179 00:09:50.039 --> 00:09:52.279 to be fascinated with terror readers. I'm like, how do 180 00:09:52.360 --> 00:09:54.840 they do it? Psychics too, how did they do it? 181 00:09:55.919 --> 00:09:59.639 And like I still to this day, I've been reading 182 00:09:59.679 --> 00:10:03.240 for what five years now, and I still sometimes have 183 00:10:03.320 --> 00:10:05.720 to reference my book because I'll have a brain fart 184 00:10:05.759 --> 00:10:08.799 because high human, you know, like I have like my flaws. 185 00:10:08.840 --> 00:10:13.279 But like for the most part, it's it's over time. 186 00:10:13.320 --> 00:10:16.559 It just kind of starts sticking with you. But you 187 00:10:16.679 --> 00:10:22.919 have to like understand like that you are like in 188 00:10:23.120 --> 00:10:27.159 sync with your Tarot cards, like that that spirit, you know, 189 00:10:27.279 --> 00:10:31.399 using this divination tool to guide you with these answers. 190 00:10:31.679 --> 00:10:35.639 So not second guessing yourself is probably like major because 191 00:10:35.679 --> 00:10:38.960 I'm the worst that second guessing, Like I will overthink. 192 00:10:39.679 --> 00:10:42.200 But they don't want you to do that. So once 193 00:10:42.200 --> 00:10:44.360 you kind of get that down on top of like 194 00:10:44.480 --> 00:10:45.799 just picking it up as you go. 195 00:10:46.039 --> 00:10:49.879 However it works for you to learn, then run with that. 196 00:10:50.080 --> 00:10:54.039 Don't let anybody tell you the probit like this is 197 00:10:54.080 --> 00:10:56.720 the only way to do it, because then one they're 198 00:10:56.759 --> 00:10:59.480 not really in the right confines of spirituality. That's not 199 00:10:59.600 --> 00:11:02.960 the point. You don't shame people for how they learn 200 00:11:03.039 --> 00:11:08.840 how to use divination tools. And also with the with 201 00:11:08.879 --> 00:11:12.360 the with the myth of this is the myth of 202 00:11:12.759 --> 00:11:15.600 you can't buy your own tarot cards is bs by 203 00:11:15.639 --> 00:11:17.480 the way, because if you don't have anybody else to 204 00:11:17.480 --> 00:11:19.919 buy them for you, I'm a spoil myself. Let me 205 00:11:19.960 --> 00:11:22.919 gets if you are not vibing with that deck, then 206 00:11:22.960 --> 00:11:26.360 it's not gonna it's not you gotta fill follow the 207 00:11:26.440 --> 00:11:30.279 vibe and stuff. You just go with the flow. The 208 00:11:30.320 --> 00:11:32.440 kids practice, but it works for. 209 00:11:32.440 --> 00:11:34.799 The It's not like you could force somebody into gifting 210 00:11:34.879 --> 00:11:36.360 them to you, you know what I mean. 211 00:11:36.440 --> 00:11:39.960 Like, I mean, I wouldn't recommend putting like twisting their 212 00:11:40.039 --> 00:11:42.159 arm or putting a pew pew to their head or anything. 213 00:11:42.240 --> 00:11:44.559 But you can insist, like and be like, what do 214 00:11:44.600 --> 00:11:48.120 you want for Christmas? Well? Uh, you know a deck 215 00:11:48.159 --> 00:11:51.039 would be nice, this deck particularly, like because I'm picky 216 00:11:51.120 --> 00:11:53.600 with my tarot. I'm very picky with my taro deck. 217 00:11:53.799 --> 00:11:56.519 What deck do you use? Actually, I use. 218 00:11:56.440 --> 00:12:00.480 The Witch's Tarot, my favorite deck. Actually, can see how 219 00:12:00.519 --> 00:12:03.200 worn it is, like it's falling apart. Even the cards 220 00:12:03.200 --> 00:12:05.919 are falling apart, and I used to have the pocket 221 00:12:05.919 --> 00:12:09.039 deck and it got lost and like the many times 222 00:12:09.039 --> 00:12:11.720 that I've moved, but I want to get like another 223 00:12:11.879 --> 00:12:15.039 pocket deck because like I have like problems with my 224 00:12:15.080 --> 00:12:17.519 hands sometimes, so if it's like a lot that I 225 00:12:17.559 --> 00:12:19.120 have to hold, it'll hurt my hands. 226 00:12:19.159 --> 00:12:22.399 So pocket deck is like perfect, awesome. 227 00:12:22.960 --> 00:12:26.559 Well we do a Tarot card reading, no, and it's 228 00:12:26.639 --> 00:12:28.720 just a one card pool, but maybe you can do 229 00:12:28.759 --> 00:12:30.519 that for us tonight at the end of the show. 230 00:12:30.600 --> 00:12:31.639 That'd be freaking awesome. 231 00:12:32.279 --> 00:12:34.080 What I'm expecting to like. 232 00:12:35.200 --> 00:12:38.960 The floor will be yours, right he yeah, yeah, dude, Yeah, 233 00:12:39.000 --> 00:12:41.840 it's uh, it's it's so awesome too, because they usually 234 00:12:41.919 --> 00:12:45.200 sink right up with the show, like every single time. 235 00:12:45.240 --> 00:12:47.240 It's like, you know, we'll do a Tarot reading at 236 00:12:47.279 --> 00:12:50.000 the end of every show and it is spot fucking 237 00:12:50.080 --> 00:12:53.120 on every time, and you're like, what is really going on? 238 00:12:53.200 --> 00:12:56.600 And I'm sorry, like I don't believe in we're coming 239 00:12:56.679 --> 00:12:59.320 up on episode three hundred already, Sean, I don't know 240 00:12:59.320 --> 00:12:59.600 if you. 241 00:12:59.559 --> 00:13:02.039 Know, I was not aware of this. Yeah, we got like. 242 00:13:01.960 --> 00:13:04.559 Five more episodes. We got like five more episodes till 243 00:13:04.559 --> 00:13:08.000 three hundred and it's like, you know, we've done damn 244 00:13:08.000 --> 00:13:11.279 near three or till three hundred. Rather, it's like, we 245 00:13:11.399 --> 00:13:15.559 got five more episodes until we've done this three hundred times, 246 00:13:16.120 --> 00:13:20.240 you know, And every and every single reading is always 247 00:13:20.279 --> 00:13:22.600 some are more on than others, Like some of them 248 00:13:22.639 --> 00:13:25.200 are more like, oh my god, you know, my mind 249 00:13:25.240 --> 00:13:28.759 absolutely blown. But usually they're all pretty much in sync. 250 00:13:29.120 --> 00:13:31.279 And so how many times does it need to be 251 00:13:31.279 --> 00:13:33.240 a coincidence for you to start to believe in it? 252 00:13:33.559 --> 00:13:33.759 You know? 253 00:13:34.759 --> 00:13:36.039 It's kind of one of those things. 254 00:13:36.080 --> 00:13:38.080 What are your thoughts as far as that goes, as 255 00:13:38.080 --> 00:13:40.519 far as like how how do you think the taro 256 00:13:40.679 --> 00:13:44.159 is working? Is it your inner world reflecting into the 257 00:13:44.159 --> 00:13:47.279 outer world? Like what are your thoughts on that? As 258 00:13:47.320 --> 00:13:48.879 far as being able to pull up a reading and 259 00:13:49.200 --> 00:13:51.240 kind of get some good information off of it. 260 00:13:51.559 --> 00:13:53.759 Well, I guess it kind of depends on the person's 261 00:13:53.799 --> 00:13:56.080 like I don't know, Like that's a really good question, actually, 262 00:13:56.120 --> 00:13:58.679 and so I guess it would depend on one. The 263 00:13:58.759 --> 00:14:02.919 police system really does help, but it's like, okay, there 264 00:14:02.919 --> 00:14:05.759 we go. It's also what somebody is willing to admit 265 00:14:05.840 --> 00:14:08.960 about themselves or what's going on in their life. Because 266 00:14:09.000 --> 00:14:11.960 I've had people where I've done readings and I've I'm 267 00:14:12.000 --> 00:14:15.440 so confident in my readings because I really I very 268 00:14:16.080 --> 00:14:20.519 rarely miss, and when I miss, it's always because they're 269 00:14:20.559 --> 00:14:24.440 not admitting to something that's really going on or something 270 00:14:24.519 --> 00:14:27.600 shifted in the timeline, which is why I always put 271 00:14:27.600 --> 00:14:30.519 that in my spiel that you have free will, you 272 00:14:30.639 --> 00:14:34.320 have the option to change how your fate's gonna, you know, 273 00:14:34.399 --> 00:14:37.679 play out, And so I mean so it could change 274 00:14:37.679 --> 00:14:40.240 and it may not come to fruition. But as far 275 00:14:40.279 --> 00:14:45.080 as the trajectory goes from what I'm reading in current Energy, 276 00:14:45.120 --> 00:14:48.399 this is the path that's headed. So if you don't 277 00:14:48.519 --> 00:14:51.919 like it, then change it. But if somebody doesn't want 278 00:14:51.960 --> 00:14:54.559 to admit what's going on in their life, like it's 279 00:14:54.600 --> 00:14:57.600 a big thing. So for example, I wrote, I read 280 00:14:57.639 --> 00:14:59.960 for a friend and I love her pieces. This is 281 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:02.919 no shade on her, but I and like I said, 282 00:15:02.919 --> 00:15:06.600 I'm very confident in my readings. So if I'm telling 283 00:15:06.600 --> 00:15:08.960 you like this is what's going on, and they're like, no, 284 00:15:09.080 --> 00:15:12.360 everything's fine, I'm like no, no, no, no, this is going on. 285 00:15:12.399 --> 00:15:14.600 Spirits very loud about it. I've pulled on it, I 286 00:15:14.639 --> 00:15:17.720 can pull again. The same cards are going to pull 287 00:15:18.360 --> 00:15:21.799 like regardless, spirit will scream it at you a thousand 288 00:15:21.799 --> 00:15:24.399 times if you choose to listen. That's only you. But 289 00:15:24.440 --> 00:15:28.159 don't complain if you're not listening and you know you're 290 00:15:28.159 --> 00:15:30.480 getting the same results and stuff like that, but you're 291 00:15:30.519 --> 00:15:34.320 refusing to acknowledge the problem and fixing the problem. So 292 00:15:34.960 --> 00:15:37.919 I was pulling three of swords, which is typically the 293 00:15:37.960 --> 00:15:42.320 heartbreak card cheating, and I was like, I hate to 294 00:15:42.360 --> 00:15:45.360 say this, but your husband's like not being faithful to you. 295 00:15:45.440 --> 00:15:49.360 And there's another woman and the other woman is scary. 296 00:15:49.799 --> 00:15:53.840 She wants to be you. It's dare I say, damn, 297 00:15:53.879 --> 00:15:56.279 near want to be like in your meat suit, want 298 00:15:56.399 --> 00:15:56.720 to be. 299 00:15:56.759 --> 00:16:00.200 You, like because you have. Yeah, it was scary, Like 300 00:16:00.240 --> 00:16:01.399 you need to watch out. I don't know who this 301 00:16:01.399 --> 00:16:01.879 woman is. 302 00:16:02.120 --> 00:16:04.759 You may not know her. She you might know her, 303 00:16:05.120 --> 00:16:09.919 but you don't know like how well she knows you, 304 00:16:09.919 --> 00:16:13.159 you know. And she's she wants the title of wife. 305 00:16:13.200 --> 00:16:16.000 She wants to be you because she finds you to 306 00:16:16.039 --> 00:16:19.240 be prettier than her. She finds you attractive. She wants 307 00:16:19.279 --> 00:16:23.240 to embody your essence, So watch out for destiny swapping, 308 00:16:23.879 --> 00:16:27.320 you know, like, so be careful. But she's like, no, 309 00:16:27.440 --> 00:16:30.440 me and my husband are good. He would never I'm like, okay, 310 00:16:30.799 --> 00:16:34.639 like I'll do another reading for you, but like I'll 311 00:16:34.639 --> 00:16:37.720 ask for different information. But if Spirit presses on about it, 312 00:16:37.799 --> 00:16:40.600 I can't, you know, I can't tell Spirit like this 313 00:16:40.679 --> 00:16:42.639 is not what they want to talk about, because I've 314 00:16:42.639 --> 00:16:46.000 had instances where I'm like, Spirit, could we not bring 315 00:16:46.000 --> 00:16:47.799 this up because that's not what I want to do. 316 00:16:47.840 --> 00:16:49.039 I don't want to be in the middle of this. 317 00:16:49.200 --> 00:16:53.080 It's too close to home, like neighbors or something. They're like, 318 00:16:53.279 --> 00:16:58.240 we don't give it, like you're a swords like cheating, cheating, cheating, 319 00:16:58.240 --> 00:17:00.279 and this is with somebody you know, And I'm like, 320 00:17:00.320 --> 00:17:00.919 oh my god. 321 00:17:01.519 --> 00:17:04.640 Yeah, see, I can see, like as you were saying, 322 00:17:04.640 --> 00:17:07.720 as far as like people denying something, you know, I 323 00:17:07.759 --> 00:17:10.599 can understand that if it's like something to do with themselves, 324 00:17:10.680 --> 00:17:13.559 you know, whether it's their shadow that they're they're kind 325 00:17:13.599 --> 00:17:15.920 of not really wanting to deal with at the moment, 326 00:17:16.000 --> 00:17:18.000 and if they only dealt with the shadow, then they 327 00:17:18.000 --> 00:17:20.319 can prevent whatever thing you're trying to tell them. But 328 00:17:20.359 --> 00:17:23.480 when it comes to you telling them about somebody else, 329 00:17:23.519 --> 00:17:26.759 it's like there's nothing they can do to prevent that 330 00:17:26.799 --> 00:17:29.039 from happening. I would think, you know, they'll. 331 00:17:28.880 --> 00:17:31.839 Have an equal problem with both, especially within themselves, but 332 00:17:31.960 --> 00:17:35.160 especially somebody they don't want to see as like. 333 00:17:35.119 --> 00:17:36.519 Oh, this person would never hurt me. 334 00:17:36.559 --> 00:17:39.799 I'm like, clearly you've never been hurt enough like to 335 00:17:39.880 --> 00:17:43.079 realize that anybody will hurt you, you know, So it's 336 00:17:43.160 --> 00:17:44.039 mainly the ones. 337 00:17:43.839 --> 00:17:45.119 Closest to you that'll do it. 338 00:17:45.200 --> 00:17:48.039 So it's like I hate to be the bearer of 339 00:17:48.119 --> 00:17:51.119 bad news, but it's literally my purpose and my job 340 00:17:51.480 --> 00:17:55.000 to be the messenger, you know, regardless of what the 341 00:17:55.039 --> 00:17:58.680 message is. But it's for your growth. It's part of 342 00:17:58.720 --> 00:18:02.039 your spiritual contract and if you want to if you 343 00:18:02.079 --> 00:18:05.160 want to continue the karmic loop, that's on you. 344 00:18:05.279 --> 00:18:06.720 That's why free will is a thing. 345 00:18:07.839 --> 00:18:10.480 What's so interesting about that is, though, is that how 346 00:18:10.559 --> 00:18:13.599 you were able to look at a couple of paper 347 00:18:13.759 --> 00:18:17.440 cards and determine that her husband was cheating on her 348 00:18:17.519 --> 00:18:20.839 and be right about it, like just out of curiosity, 349 00:18:20.920 --> 00:18:24.200 Like what cards? Would you know? If you got that 350 00:18:24.279 --> 00:18:27.079 kind of reading? You said that there was like swords mentioned, 351 00:18:27.079 --> 00:18:28.400 and that's usually in that direction. 352 00:18:29.400 --> 00:18:32.799 So if I'm doing taro, and especially if it's like 353 00:18:32.920 --> 00:18:35.119 it can be one card as simple as just the 354 00:18:35.200 --> 00:18:39.279 three of Swords, but if there's like a combination of 355 00:18:39.400 --> 00:18:43.759 cards like three of Swords, tennis swords, the Lover's reverse, 356 00:18:43.960 --> 00:18:45.119 two of Cups reverse. 357 00:18:46.799 --> 00:18:48.559 I know I'm missing a couple here. 358 00:18:49.039 --> 00:18:52.039 If you have like maybe any of the Kings, especially 359 00:18:52.039 --> 00:18:54.680 like the King of Wands in reverse and stuff like that, 360 00:18:55.240 --> 00:18:59.160 or the Night of Wands, that's typically like player f 361 00:18:59.240 --> 00:19:04.279 boy energy, like all the Nights are very immature energy. 362 00:19:04.920 --> 00:19:10.599 Or if they pop up and then another combo pops up, 363 00:19:10.680 --> 00:19:13.799 Like when I was rooting for a potential pregnancy at 364 00:19:13.799 --> 00:19:19.559 some point for actually myself, all the cards for pregnancy 365 00:19:19.559 --> 00:19:22.359 came out, and in my book it says, if, oh, 366 00:19:22.400 --> 00:19:25.839 what is it if the Empress obviously the Empress pops out, 367 00:19:25.839 --> 00:19:27.680 she's pregnant. But it doesn't always have to mean a 368 00:19:27.759 --> 00:19:31.400 child now, But if if like two of the aces 369 00:19:31.599 --> 00:19:34.799 pop out, was it the Ace of Wands and the 370 00:19:34.839 --> 00:19:39.279 Ace of Cups pop out together, and the four ones 371 00:19:39.920 --> 00:19:43.240 pop out together, you're pregnant, like baby, there's no there's 372 00:19:43.240 --> 00:19:46.799 no evans of but there's a child coming. And I 373 00:19:46.839 --> 00:19:50.119 actually had a pregnancy scare and I had like it 374 00:19:50.160 --> 00:19:53.200 was weird, like I was pregnant, but like it was 375 00:19:53.279 --> 00:19:55.559 more like the baby was trying to come in energetically 376 00:19:55.640 --> 00:19:58.160 and prepare me to be pregnant because I was having 377 00:19:58.200 --> 00:20:01.480 all the symptoms. My you know, cycle was acting up 378 00:20:01.519 --> 00:20:05.519 and I was genuinely having pregnancy symptoms, and I was 379 00:20:05.559 --> 00:20:07.519 in denial. I was like, I'm not pregnant. I don't 380 00:20:07.519 --> 00:20:09.000 want to be pregnant. No, thank you, like I'm good, 381 00:20:09.039 --> 00:20:11.880 I'll pass, like I'm good. The swerve on it like 382 00:20:12.680 --> 00:20:14.400 you know, double it and give it to the next person, 383 00:20:14.519 --> 00:20:19.839 like I'm good. I don't. But and then they were 384 00:20:20.000 --> 00:20:22.000 it was a spearbox was telling me I was pregnant. 385 00:20:22.519 --> 00:20:24.519 They were like, you're pregnant, You're pregnant, You're pregnant. I 386 00:20:24.519 --> 00:20:27.519 had my boyfriend under estes and he was like, you're pregnant. 387 00:20:27.640 --> 00:20:29.599 They said that loud, and they were like you're having 388 00:20:29.640 --> 00:20:32.559 a son. Da da da dah. Like it was getting real. 389 00:20:32.759 --> 00:20:34.920 And I was like, oh my god. I was making appointments. 390 00:20:34.960 --> 00:20:38.079 But I even had a positive is pregnant, Like it 391 00:20:38.160 --> 00:20:40.640 was a bank positive, but it was a positive pregnancy test. 392 00:20:40.680 --> 00:20:43.119 And I was like, I've never done that before. I've 393 00:20:43.200 --> 00:20:47.519 had scares instantly negative. This one was positive, and I 394 00:20:47.559 --> 00:20:50.039 was like, okay, so this might be real. And I 395 00:20:50.119 --> 00:20:52.720 went to the doctor's appointment like, oh, I waited a 396 00:20:52.720 --> 00:20:55.559 little longer than I probably should have just because everything 397 00:20:55.640 --> 00:20:59.519 was so weird, and I ended up not being pregnant 398 00:20:59.559 --> 00:21:01.880 in the long run, and spirits like we had to. 399 00:21:02.079 --> 00:21:03.880 You know, he renegotiated. 400 00:21:04.000 --> 00:21:05.559 I know it's going to sound crazy to some people, 401 00:21:05.640 --> 00:21:09.799 but he renegotiated his contract because of the timing wasn't right. 402 00:21:10.279 --> 00:21:13.759 Y'all have to be in a different like, not only mindset, 403 00:21:13.839 --> 00:21:15.960 but things need to be more peaceful in your life 404 00:21:15.960 --> 00:21:20.160 because when the kids and I'm like plural, which are 405 00:21:20.160 --> 00:21:22.880 the kids, So it's supposed to be a boy and 406 00:21:22.880 --> 00:21:24.359 then a girl, but they have to come in and 407 00:21:24.400 --> 00:21:27.240 it's going to be a time of peace, not chaos. 408 00:21:27.559 --> 00:21:29.000 So the timing was wrong. 409 00:21:29.640 --> 00:21:32.359 Wow, And my period is still acting up like my 410 00:21:32.920 --> 00:21:35.039 normally and I'm not trying to get too into it, 411 00:21:35.079 --> 00:21:36.000 but it does make. 412 00:21:36.079 --> 00:21:37.039 A lot of the story. 413 00:21:37.400 --> 00:21:42.440 My cycle has always been set same thing since I. 414 00:21:42.720 --> 00:21:45.640 You know, it regulated at a certain age where it 415 00:21:45.680 --> 00:21:48.119 was normal, like a normal set, and then going from there, 416 00:21:48.279 --> 00:21:50.960 I was like, all right, five days, heavy, painful, got 417 00:21:51.000 --> 00:21:54.480 it now it's three days and it was very light 418 00:21:54.880 --> 00:21:59.240 like period period home funny, but and but now it's 419 00:21:59.279 --> 00:22:02.640 still at three day. So it literally was energetic enough 420 00:22:02.680 --> 00:22:05.960 so heavily that it knocked my cycle into a weird flow, 421 00:22:06.200 --> 00:22:07.200 like it was so weird. 422 00:22:07.240 --> 00:22:11.799 So yeah, but I would be we would not be 423 00:22:11.880 --> 00:22:14.079 talking to a witch if we were not talking about 424 00:22:14.119 --> 00:22:16.240 blood magic. You know what I'm saying. It's just gonna 425 00:22:16.279 --> 00:22:18.480 have to go there right. 426 00:22:18.720 --> 00:22:21.720 Oh and that's crazy too bringing that up. You know 427 00:22:21.880 --> 00:22:24.799 people when they do blood magic and they'll have to 428 00:22:24.880 --> 00:22:28.640 take it, you know, for the painful way. Why that's 429 00:22:28.680 --> 00:22:32.880 actually more low vibrational because there's pain involved in a 430 00:22:32.920 --> 00:22:35.599 sense you're forcing that pain. What I have to go 431 00:22:35.640 --> 00:22:39.519 through is natural. Is it painful? Yes, but it's just expected. 432 00:22:39.599 --> 00:22:43.440 Now that's natural blood coming out. It's more high vibrational 433 00:22:43.519 --> 00:22:47.039 in my opinion, and I've gotten confirmation on it. Like 434 00:22:47.799 --> 00:22:53.240 it's more potent magically to use a woman's but you 435 00:22:53.319 --> 00:22:55.319 have to obviously have her consent. You know, if you 436 00:22:55.400 --> 00:22:57.640 take it from her, that's not gonna work well for you. 437 00:22:57.720 --> 00:23:00.880 But but like if she's willingly given it to you 438 00:23:01.079 --> 00:23:04.920 or using it in her workings and stuff, like very 439 00:23:05.599 --> 00:23:07.480 very potent magic. 440 00:23:07.720 --> 00:23:11.799 Yeah, I would imagine just I mean, I feel like 441 00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:15.000 I would imagine that you would have to have an 442 00:23:15.039 --> 00:23:17.920 agreement there if you're going to be working. Let's say 443 00:23:18.240 --> 00:23:21.240 I don't know you your boyfriend. Let's say you guys 444 00:23:21.240 --> 00:23:22.880 decide to get a little weird with some blood magic 445 00:23:22.960 --> 00:23:25.319 or whatever, but your boyfriend takes it from you and 446 00:23:25.359 --> 00:23:27.480 you don't know about it, or takes it against your will. 447 00:23:27.599 --> 00:23:31.599 Just a hypothetical situation. I would imagine that, like somewhere 448 00:23:31.640 --> 00:23:37.359 along the lines, maybe quantum entanglely, that that substance would 449 00:23:37.400 --> 00:23:41.759 not work as well in a in a magical spell, right, like. 450 00:23:42.680 --> 00:23:45.640 A kickback, it would be your you could have you 451 00:23:45.680 --> 00:23:48.480 want your your your magic to go this way, your 452 00:23:48.480 --> 00:23:49.400 intent to go this way. 453 00:23:49.440 --> 00:23:52.240 It's going to go this way. It's either not gonna work. 454 00:23:52.279 --> 00:23:55.240 But I think if you're choosing blood magic, you're going 455 00:23:55.319 --> 00:24:00.799 to get a response, so karma essentially, but it's gonna 456 00:24:00.799 --> 00:24:05.200 go like astray. So kind of like how I feel like, 457 00:24:05.240 --> 00:24:06.839 I don't know why I'm us Well, I guess spirits 458 00:24:06.880 --> 00:24:08.799 like making me use this excuse because they want the 459 00:24:08.839 --> 00:24:12.720 message out there too, but they're like doing a love spell, right. 460 00:24:12.880 --> 00:24:17.000 I will never recommend anyone doing a love spell, because 461 00:24:17.039 --> 00:24:20.000 you're messing with somebody's free will, Like that's not okay. 462 00:24:20.319 --> 00:24:21.759 And if anybody's. 463 00:24:21.200 --> 00:24:25.319 Seeing the craft and they know, like how Sarah did 464 00:24:25.319 --> 00:24:28.640 that and that guy and he went psychowner and was obsessed, 465 00:24:28.839 --> 00:24:31.839 Like that's what you're gonna get. But what I recommend 466 00:24:32.359 --> 00:24:37.240 to a soulmate spell to find your soulmate that brings 467 00:24:37.319 --> 00:24:40.920 them to you instead of you efing around with somebody's 468 00:24:40.920 --> 00:24:41.400 free will. 469 00:24:41.960 --> 00:24:44.960 So that was gonna end up with you anyways. You 470 00:24:45.000 --> 00:24:47.480 know the process. 471 00:24:47.319 --> 00:24:51.079 Supposed to like will work your way to meet your soulmate, 472 00:24:51.079 --> 00:24:52.960 because not everybody's going to meet their soulmate in this 473 00:24:53.039 --> 00:24:55.359 lifetime because they choose to stay in their shadow side. 474 00:24:55.640 --> 00:24:56.960 They choose to not. 475 00:24:57.240 --> 00:25:00.839 Heal so or do the work to get there. Like 476 00:25:00.880 --> 00:25:03.440 if you stay in a toxic relationship and you refuse 477 00:25:03.480 --> 00:25:05.319 to leave that relationship, how are. 478 00:25:05.240 --> 00:25:07.759 You ever gonna meet your soulmate? You know what I'm saying. 479 00:25:07.960 --> 00:25:10.720 Now, Spirit wants you to be with that person, and 480 00:25:10.759 --> 00:25:13.359 there's a like like a purpose and just shit needs 481 00:25:13.400 --> 00:25:15.359 to be done in this in this realm and this 482 00:25:15.480 --> 00:25:17.920 time we need this to shift forward so this baby 483 00:25:17.960 --> 00:25:20.160 can be born and this can happen. Then we're gonna 484 00:25:20.440 --> 00:25:23.000 split them apart on like whether she likes it or not, 485 00:25:23.839 --> 00:25:26.359 divine intervention and we're gonna make her leave this person 486 00:25:26.440 --> 00:25:28.599 so we can move things along. We've got shit to do, 487 00:25:29.000 --> 00:25:31.960 like like you know what I'm saying. So some people's 488 00:25:32.000 --> 00:25:36.440 purpose is I don't want to stay grander than others. 489 00:25:36.480 --> 00:25:39.440 Some people just have a different vibration. I guess is 490 00:25:39.480 --> 00:25:41.279 a good way to put it. Of purpose. 491 00:25:41.319 --> 00:25:45.799 That's more. I'm trying to say it without saying like 492 00:25:46.000 --> 00:25:46.720 it's not more. 493 00:25:46.599 --> 00:25:52.240 Important, but it's impact impactful. I guess it's energetically this 494 00:25:52.279 --> 00:25:55.759 needs to be done like now, So it's it's not 495 00:25:55.799 --> 00:25:57.400 something that can be put on the back burner. 496 00:25:57.599 --> 00:25:59.359 You know what I'm saying, Like, these things need to 497 00:25:59.359 --> 00:26:01.720 be done. This is on. This is a musk too. 498 00:26:01.799 --> 00:26:02.680 We have a timeframe. 499 00:26:02.720 --> 00:26:03.279 We have time. 500 00:26:04.720 --> 00:26:07.000 Yeah, Like if we need the greater good to happen 501 00:26:07.079 --> 00:26:09.319 or this to flow the right way, then this needs 502 00:26:09.400 --> 00:26:12.200 to we need to shut it down. So if spirit 503 00:26:12.279 --> 00:26:15.160 wants you away from that person, they'll rip it apart, 504 00:26:15.279 --> 00:26:17.559 they'll neow the bridge. You're not returning back. 505 00:26:17.359 --> 00:26:19.400 To that dude. I'll tell you what I did a 506 00:26:19.440 --> 00:26:23.480 little I did a little love spell once upon a time, 507 00:26:23.839 --> 00:26:26.519 and uh, I would be honest with you. I I 508 00:26:26.559 --> 00:26:29.000 thought that it didn't work. It was actually Uh we 509 00:26:29.039 --> 00:26:32.279 did a money Spell episode and it worked literally overnight. 510 00:26:32.400 --> 00:26:36.079 It was crazy, right and and then like it was 511 00:26:36.119 --> 00:26:38.720 like the episode after that, or a couple episodes after that, 512 00:26:38.759 --> 00:26:41.960 we did a love Spell episode, right, and and I 513 00:26:42.039 --> 00:26:44.319 ended up doing a love Spell. And I followed all 514 00:26:44.359 --> 00:26:46.920 the steps I set my intention. I meditated on the 515 00:26:47.000 --> 00:26:49.160 on the I think I put it inside of a bowl. 516 00:26:49.240 --> 00:26:51.559 It's like usually some sugar, some water and some other 517 00:26:51.599 --> 00:26:54.039 things that you put it up on a windowsill whatever, right, 518 00:26:54.720 --> 00:26:57.359 And and I left that. I left that bowl up 519 00:26:57.400 --> 00:26:59.839 on that window sill for I think like three months 520 00:27:00.039 --> 00:27:01.839 because I'm like, all right, if I empty it out, 521 00:27:01.880 --> 00:27:04.359 it's not gonna work, so lo and behold I go 522 00:27:04.640 --> 00:27:07.079 and uh. I went to go empty it because I 523 00:27:07.119 --> 00:27:08.880 was like, I ain't gonna happen. You know, if it 524 00:27:08.920 --> 00:27:10.440 was going to happen, it would have happened already. It's 525 00:27:10.440 --> 00:27:11.799 been up there for three four months now. 526 00:27:11.880 --> 00:27:14.720 Whatever it emptying is what set it off because you 527 00:27:14.799 --> 00:27:15.279 let it out. 528 00:27:15.759 --> 00:27:19.400 Well, it was literally like two months after I emptied 529 00:27:19.400 --> 00:27:22.200 it emptied it out that that person came around. 530 00:27:22.720 --> 00:27:25.599 And so that's because when you had it in the jar. 531 00:27:25.880 --> 00:27:31.240 You were holding it in. Oh, you were containing that spell. 532 00:27:31.359 --> 00:27:34.000 When you released it and give it back to the earth, 533 00:27:34.720 --> 00:27:38.039 then it's able to grow. And you know, it's like 534 00:27:38.079 --> 00:27:40.359 planning a seed into the earth and letting it grow. 535 00:27:40.480 --> 00:27:42.160 But if you keep that seat in a jar, is 536 00:27:42.200 --> 00:27:44.000 it going to grow? No, it's not gonna grow. 537 00:27:44.119 --> 00:27:46.680 Not very fruitful. Yeah. Well, I will then just to 538 00:27:46.960 --> 00:27:49.319 just to say that I like to agree with you 539 00:27:49.400 --> 00:27:52.839 that you shouldn't be doing love spells because that wasn't 540 00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:55.119 what I was hoping to happen, you know. I mean, 541 00:27:55.119 --> 00:27:57.079 I'm not going to go into detail or anything, but uh, 542 00:27:57.119 --> 00:27:58.200 there was no happy enemy. 543 00:27:58.559 --> 00:28:01.519 It should not be like what you were hope like 544 00:28:01.640 --> 00:28:03.640 what you were intending it for it to be. 545 00:28:03.839 --> 00:28:04.799 Was it more toxic? 546 00:28:05.160 --> 00:28:07.480 It was pretty toxic. Yeah, I mean, and I think 547 00:28:07.519 --> 00:28:10.240 that most people in your minds, like you're always going 548 00:28:10.279 --> 00:28:14.920 to imagine some kind of fantastical version of reality, especially 549 00:28:15.000 --> 00:28:17.079 you know, if you're in love and you're hoping that 550 00:28:17.160 --> 00:28:19.559 love works out, and it's like, like, not to sound 551 00:28:19.640 --> 00:28:22.400 lame or whatever, but I've been watching Love is Blind 552 00:28:22.640 --> 00:28:26.480 and man like, of course that shit's never going to work. 553 00:28:26.559 --> 00:28:28.880 You know what I'm saying it's like it's just so 554 00:28:28.960 --> 00:28:30.599 funny seen it. 555 00:28:30.680 --> 00:28:33.319 But I imagine I agree. I'll agree with you though. 556 00:28:33.880 --> 00:28:36.559 Yeah yeah, but but yeah, I think that there are 557 00:28:36.599 --> 00:28:39.319 definitely some spells out there that absolutely work though, Like 558 00:28:39.359 --> 00:28:43.119 that money spell absolutely worked, and I think that, I mean, 559 00:28:43.240 --> 00:28:44.920 sex magic definitely works. 560 00:28:45.400 --> 00:28:48.279 Yeah, definitely, Like, oh, what I will recommend if you're 561 00:28:48.279 --> 00:28:50.160 going to do the love spell, do it for yourself. 562 00:28:51.799 --> 00:28:54.319 Good idea, a love spell for you, you know, so 563 00:28:54.680 --> 00:28:58.759 self exactly, because that's another way that'll bring you to 564 00:28:59.720 --> 00:29:04.599 your person is like pouring that back into yourself. Because 565 00:29:04.640 --> 00:29:06.559 like if you if your mental health is not in 566 00:29:06.599 --> 00:29:09.119 the right like headspace, if you're not you know, if 567 00:29:09.160 --> 00:29:11.400 you don't have self confidence, then you don't love yourself 568 00:29:11.400 --> 00:29:14.319 and you're not showing yourself that you're the baddest bitch 569 00:29:14.359 --> 00:29:17.279 on the block, you know, then you deserve like top 570 00:29:17.480 --> 00:29:21.160 quality love. Then you're only gonna find spouses that treat 571 00:29:21.240 --> 00:29:25.240 you the way that you feel about yourself. So it 572 00:29:25.279 --> 00:29:29.559 reflects it manifests, like people don't realize how they manifest 573 00:29:29.599 --> 00:29:32.079 on a regular basis in or everything we do is 574 00:29:32.119 --> 00:29:32.680 spell work. 575 00:29:33.279 --> 00:29:34.960 Oh yeah, everything just. 576 00:29:34.839 --> 00:29:36.240 Speaking is spell work. 577 00:29:36.400 --> 00:29:40.559 Like I learned the other day about how there's certain 578 00:29:40.599 --> 00:29:43.160 ways that like, like the English lan I had like 579 00:29:43.200 --> 00:29:45.279 this put together and it was Dakota, my boyfriend. He 580 00:29:45.319 --> 00:29:48.599 showed me something, this guy about how we speak, like 581 00:29:48.640 --> 00:29:49.839 if we intake. 582 00:29:49.559 --> 00:29:53.119 Certain words are more light than the hard words. 583 00:29:53.119 --> 00:29:54.559 So you know how, And this is no offense to 584 00:29:54.599 --> 00:29:56.960 anybody that lives up north, so don't take offense. 585 00:29:57.000 --> 00:29:58.000 Sorry, guys, I love y'all. 586 00:29:58.039 --> 00:29:59.920 But you know how they have that really like horr 587 00:30:00.559 --> 00:30:03.680 tone and it's very like short, you know what I'm saying, 588 00:30:03.720 --> 00:30:07.640 It's just harsh, harsh tone. Well, I figured and I 589 00:30:07.680 --> 00:30:09.880 put all this together at some point that the way 590 00:30:09.920 --> 00:30:12.680 that the English language was set up. You know how, 591 00:30:13.000 --> 00:30:15.640 if you take someone from a foreign country and you 592 00:30:17.200 --> 00:30:21.319 translate into English, it sounds very old world, you know 593 00:30:21.359 --> 00:30:26.400 what I'm talking about. So then you add our English language, 594 00:30:26.440 --> 00:30:29.960 which kind of like puts these like negative like pieces 595 00:30:29.960 --> 00:30:33.119 in it. So the universe does not clock what you're doing. 596 00:30:33.160 --> 00:30:35.039 So you can say, oh, I don't want this to happen, 597 00:30:35.079 --> 00:30:38.200 and the universe heard everything, but that one word that 598 00:30:38.519 --> 00:30:39.599 flips it on its head. 599 00:30:39.640 --> 00:30:40.359 Does that make sense? 600 00:30:41.359 --> 00:30:44.000 So instead of what you're manifesting, you get the opposite 601 00:30:44.039 --> 00:30:47.440 because the universe didn't catch that one word that you use. 602 00:30:47.519 --> 00:30:50.720 I can't remember the exact like like details of it. 603 00:30:50.799 --> 00:30:56.680 But so the Southern draw we we we kind of 604 00:30:56.759 --> 00:31:00.240 like have this more flow with it. So that's how 605 00:31:00.240 --> 00:31:02.920 it's manifesting, but that the English language is pretty much 606 00:31:03.000 --> 00:31:04.559 like stop. 607 00:31:05.119 --> 00:31:08.920 Stop right, not allowing it to resonate properly. 608 00:31:09.160 --> 00:31:13.480 Basically, It's crazy how when you speak it's spelling for 609 00:31:13.519 --> 00:31:17.440 a reason, it's spell work. It's manifesting, putting it into 610 00:31:17.519 --> 00:31:22.880 the universe, saying it out loud, calling it what is it? 611 00:31:23.039 --> 00:31:24.279 Speaking it into existence? 612 00:31:26.680 --> 00:31:29.359 Yeah, it's just calling shot at that point. And I 613 00:31:29.400 --> 00:31:32.240 think that, you know, just out of curiosity, just to 614 00:31:32.240 --> 00:31:33.960 throw this out there, because I know that there's going 615 00:31:34.000 --> 00:31:36.519 to be people that listen, because we post these episodes 616 00:31:36.559 --> 00:31:38.319 on the Cult of Conspiracy too, and there's a lot 617 00:31:38.359 --> 00:31:41.359 of religious people that listen over there. So just to 618 00:31:41.400 --> 00:31:46.440 throw it out there. Uh, whenever you're doing any kind 619 00:31:46.480 --> 00:31:49.839 of magic or terror reading or divining, or whenever you're 620 00:31:49.920 --> 00:31:54.440 listening to what you say as spirit are is this 621 00:31:54.799 --> 00:31:57.599 anything to do with demons at all? 622 00:31:59.160 --> 00:32:03.359 No? I mean unless you want it to like obviously, 623 00:32:04.519 --> 00:32:07.920 Like okay, So I always hated the the phrase though 624 00:32:08.039 --> 00:32:12.480 it's all demons. That doesn't literally make sense because that's 625 00:32:12.599 --> 00:32:16.880 such an imbalance. It's literally it's like, okay, let's take 626 00:32:16.920 --> 00:32:19.359 we're gonna take a scale, right, and we're gonna put 627 00:32:19.400 --> 00:32:22.759 demons versus non demons. All right, it's just gonna tip it, 628 00:32:23.880 --> 00:32:26.519 you know what I'm saying, off the fucking table. If 629 00:32:26.559 --> 00:32:30.440 you can't, you can't have one without the other. Granted, 630 00:32:30.640 --> 00:32:34.799 can demons come on over? Yeah, if you allow it 631 00:32:34.839 --> 00:32:38.039 to and you don't protect yourself the right way, But 632 00:32:38.160 --> 00:32:41.000 can you imagine? So let's take the people who actually 633 00:32:41.039 --> 00:32:44.400 believe that. Okay, let's say that they got put facts 634 00:32:44.400 --> 00:32:47.319 in front of them saying it's not demons. Your Grandma 635 00:32:47.519 --> 00:32:50.160 Esther has really been sitting by you trying to give 636 00:32:50.160 --> 00:32:54.039 you information and stuff because they love you, you know, 637 00:32:54.160 --> 00:32:56.279 and that's what they're there to do. And you've just 638 00:32:56.319 --> 00:32:59.200 been telling Grandma Esther off, you know what I'm saying, 639 00:32:59.279 --> 00:33:11.559 Like you're just like whatever, you know, likean. 640 00:33:07.640 --> 00:33:09.240 This whole time I knitted you that. 641 00:33:11.759 --> 00:33:16.119 All right, you're throwing souls at them and you're just 642 00:33:16.359 --> 00:33:18.960 Grandma is just hitting Grandma and they're just like, what 643 00:33:19.000 --> 00:33:19.680 do you want me to do? 644 00:33:19.759 --> 00:33:21.400 I mean, I'll leave if you just want me to leave, 645 00:33:21.559 --> 00:33:21.920 you know. 646 00:33:23.359 --> 00:33:26.279 Those butter Scotch candies I gave you. You're not gonna 647 00:33:26.279 --> 00:33:26.960 trust me now. 648 00:33:27.680 --> 00:33:31.640 But to me, it's always been crazy to think like 649 00:33:32.240 --> 00:33:35.880 it's just such the imbalance alone. And maybe that's my 650 00:33:36.000 --> 00:33:39.680 libra moon speaking. I don't know, but I just to 651 00:33:39.759 --> 00:33:44.119 have so much of one and none of the other. Logically, 652 00:33:44.160 --> 00:33:46.400 that just doesn't make sense to me. And if you 653 00:33:46.440 --> 00:33:47.880 do that, like, I'm sure if you make it a 654 00:33:47.880 --> 00:33:50.400 mathematical term too, it wouldn't come out or equate to 655 00:33:50.400 --> 00:33:51.200 the right answer either. 656 00:33:51.240 --> 00:33:52.119 And I'm bad at math. 657 00:33:52.759 --> 00:33:55.519 You know, that's something that people just love to jump 658 00:33:55.640 --> 00:33:58.640 right forward to that if you're doing anything outside of 659 00:33:58.680 --> 00:34:01.240 their beliefs, that of course it's demonic. You know, all 660 00:34:01.319 --> 00:34:04.400 the old gods demonic, the Greek God's demonic, the Norse 661 00:34:04.400 --> 00:34:08.039 God's demonic, the flying spaghetti monster he hangs around long 662 00:34:08.159 --> 00:34:11.719 enough demonic. You know, it's like, these things are crazy, 663 00:34:12.119 --> 00:34:15.079 and it's like it's not a logical mind whatsoever. 664 00:34:15.840 --> 00:34:18.920 It's toxic. And then it's okay also too. If all 665 00:34:18.960 --> 00:34:21.519 you're saying is demon this, demon that demon this, guess 666 00:34:21.519 --> 00:34:22.719 what you're manifesting. 667 00:34:23.960 --> 00:34:25.639 You're literally calling it to you. 668 00:34:26.079 --> 00:34:29.000 And what's so funny is that these people I'm not 669 00:34:29.039 --> 00:34:30.719 trying to go on a tangent here, but it's like 670 00:34:31.000 --> 00:34:32.719 and they can get mad at me all they want, 671 00:34:32.880 --> 00:34:34.679 but it's like you really have to sit down and 672 00:34:34.679 --> 00:34:38.880 think blind following something so blindly, and they will lead 673 00:34:38.920 --> 00:34:43.039 you off a cliff, you know, like how are you 674 00:34:43.039 --> 00:34:45.320 you know, how are you not able to use logic 675 00:34:45.480 --> 00:34:49.119 and thinking like, Okay, that doesn't make sense, that's contradictory. 676 00:34:49.360 --> 00:34:51.480 And if they really started looking into things where it's 677 00:34:51.480 --> 00:34:53.599 like all the greatest women in the in the Bible, 678 00:34:54.119 --> 00:34:58.480 they were demonized for being smart, independent, self thinking women, 679 00:34:59.239 --> 00:35:02.360 and it's like you got to really think about like, Okay, 680 00:35:02.440 --> 00:35:06.000 if they're doing all these things and it's clearly for 681 00:35:06.079 --> 00:35:09.199 a position to keep power and fear, you know what 682 00:35:09.280 --> 00:35:11.800 I'm saying, then there's there's a problem there because if 683 00:35:11.800 --> 00:35:14.599 you really want to sit there and argue, the Book 684 00:35:14.639 --> 00:35:16.800 of Psalms nothing but spell work. 685 00:35:17.159 --> 00:35:21.199 That's all it is. Spells, all right, They used crystals in. 686 00:35:21.159 --> 00:35:23.199 The Bible, that's what the Haitians were using. 687 00:35:23.400 --> 00:35:26.440 Or are you using they use crystals in the Bible. 688 00:35:26.559 --> 00:35:28.920 I've seen one of the things I saw them get 689 00:35:28.960 --> 00:35:31.519 he gave somebody to go around. I don't remember what 690 00:35:31.559 --> 00:35:32.960 worked for it, but they went around the city, and 691 00:35:32.960 --> 00:35:36.280 he gave him like Lapis lu Zuli. I don't remember 692 00:35:36.280 --> 00:35:37.719 all the old that was the one that I remember 693 00:35:37.760 --> 00:35:40.159 the most. But he go dorned in with crystals for 694 00:35:40.280 --> 00:35:45.000 all these other properties that they have. And then Jesus, 695 00:35:45.360 --> 00:35:46.800 do you madam me any one? He was a witch, 696 00:35:46.800 --> 00:35:48.599 he was a necromancer. 697 00:35:49.400 --> 00:35:52.320 And you're talking about the uh, the chest plate that 698 00:35:52.400 --> 00:35:54.960 had all the different crystals on it exactly. 699 00:35:55.159 --> 00:35:58.280 And then the three wise men that came to him, 700 00:35:58.840 --> 00:36:04.599 they followed a star, like, come on, it's right there. 701 00:36:04.599 --> 00:36:08.280 So why is it okay for them to have people 702 00:36:08.320 --> 00:36:11.800 that they seek to interpret their dreams and do all 703 00:36:11.800 --> 00:36:13.920 these other predictions or cools and whatnot. Why was it 704 00:36:13.920 --> 00:36:16.199 okay only in the Bible? You're thinking that those are 705 00:36:16.239 --> 00:36:17.920 the only times that those kinds of people are going 706 00:36:18.000 --> 00:36:19.559 to exist. 707 00:36:19.079 --> 00:36:19.239 You know. 708 00:36:19.519 --> 00:36:22.199 And I'm I'm starting to have a little bit more 709 00:36:22.239 --> 00:36:25.760 sympathy for people that have those beliefs and not necessarily 710 00:36:25.960 --> 00:36:28.960 trying to judge them so much anymore, because I'm trying 711 00:36:29.000 --> 00:36:32.280 to just come from a realm of understanding. It's like, look, 712 00:36:32.559 --> 00:36:34.960 if you are a believer of that religion. That's what 713 00:36:34.960 --> 00:36:38.079 that religion teaches you. Unfortunately, that is part of it. 714 00:36:38.119 --> 00:36:39.639 And you know, maybe you want to take it all 715 00:36:39.639 --> 00:36:41.719 the way. I mean, it goes back way farther than this. 716 00:36:41.840 --> 00:36:44.639 But dude, just by looking at the King James Bible 717 00:36:45.079 --> 00:36:48.079 and everything that was going on around that time, King 718 00:36:48.159 --> 00:36:50.800 James wrote the book on Demonology, he was the one 719 00:36:51.079 --> 00:36:52.199 trying witch. 720 00:36:51.920 --> 00:36:54.480 In the other tower, trying to convert his piss. 721 00:36:54.199 --> 00:36:56.119 In the gold or something like that. 722 00:36:57.280 --> 00:36:57.599 Story. 723 00:36:57.760 --> 00:37:00.000 Well, they had a witch in another tower doing some stuff. 724 00:37:00.119 --> 00:37:01.840 It was all about how to hunt a witch and 725 00:37:01.840 --> 00:37:04.119 how to spot a witch and throw you know, hie, 726 00:37:04.119 --> 00:37:06.800 a millstone to a witch's foot and if she drowns, 727 00:37:06.840 --> 00:37:09.280 then then she's not a witch. But hey, she's already 728 00:37:09.320 --> 00:37:11.159 dead anyway. But if she comes back up, then she 729 00:37:11.280 --> 00:37:13.639 is a witch. And I'm pretty sure that never happened. 730 00:37:14.440 --> 00:37:16.639 Tell me a witch broke your heart without telling me 731 00:37:16.679 --> 00:37:17.960 a witch broke your heart. 732 00:37:18.760 --> 00:37:23.679 Yeah, yeah, we all. We all love a little crazy 733 00:37:23.719 --> 00:37:25.280 love from time to time, you know what I'm saying. 734 00:37:25.719 --> 00:37:29.119 I but to hate a whole group of people, especially 735 00:37:29.199 --> 00:37:33.800 ones that are healing you in the community. So and then, 736 00:37:33.840 --> 00:37:35.599 oh wait, go back to the point for team. It's 737 00:37:35.639 --> 00:37:37.639 just two seconds. Didn't even talk about any of that. 738 00:37:37.880 --> 00:37:41.960 King Solomon, Yeah, well they'll say he's the mad King though. 739 00:37:43.199 --> 00:37:45.360 Okay, but y'all still talking about him and he's in 740 00:37:45.440 --> 00:37:46.119 the book though. 741 00:37:46.880 --> 00:37:50.320 Oh I agree. They only like to talk about good 742 00:37:50.400 --> 00:37:52.840 King Solomon, not mad King Solomon though, you know. 743 00:37:52.960 --> 00:37:55.559 Oh no, you got to take all of it bad carry. 744 00:37:55.400 --> 00:38:00.920 Tike no no, oh yeah, dude, there's solemn the solomonic 745 00:38:01.039 --> 00:38:05.119 solemonic magic out there, and dude, it's like really precise, 746 00:38:05.599 --> 00:38:08.559 like some of that some of the Solomon I don't 747 00:38:08.599 --> 00:38:11.280 know how to say that fucking word, but solomonic magic 748 00:38:11.320 --> 00:38:15.000 or whatever it's called, is like crazy deep and it's 749 00:38:15.039 --> 00:38:18.840 almost like it's like very similar. I'm pretty sure actually 750 00:38:19.480 --> 00:38:22.960 Aleister Crowley was real into solomonic magic. 751 00:38:24.159 --> 00:38:26.639 Oh yeah, yeah, how do you think the Stairway Oh 752 00:38:26.719 --> 00:38:28.320 you know how the Stairway to Heaven song got wrote? 753 00:38:28.360 --> 00:38:31.320 Huh that was in Crowley's house, I think, wasn't it. 754 00:38:32.119 --> 00:38:36.599 They channeled and he said that I'm getting goosebumps on confirmation. 755 00:38:37.400 --> 00:38:38.400 They were channeling. 756 00:38:38.440 --> 00:38:40.559 They were doing a session of some sort and the dude, 757 00:38:40.960 --> 00:38:43.920 I think the whole band started hearing it. In their 758 00:38:43.920 --> 00:38:47.119 head and they just would not leave their head, and 759 00:38:47.320 --> 00:38:49.519 that's how the whole song got written. 760 00:38:50.159 --> 00:38:53.000 And I mean as Alisair Crowley is such. 761 00:38:52.840 --> 00:38:59.239 A unique and for me, I respect both in light 762 00:38:59.320 --> 00:39:04.119 and dark. I'm you know, I respect the balance sure, 763 00:39:04.519 --> 00:39:06.800 because I'm not a full light witch, like I'm going 764 00:39:06.880 --> 00:39:09.320 to balance in between, you know, like people. 765 00:39:10.159 --> 00:39:12.199 And some people will argue that there is no such 766 00:39:12.239 --> 00:39:14.280 thing as light or dark anyway, it's just energy that 767 00:39:14.320 --> 00:39:15.000 you're dealing with. 768 00:39:16.880 --> 00:39:19.360 Well, then that doesn't make sense, like, because then how 769 00:39:19.400 --> 00:39:21.480 would you differentiate what's good versus evil. 770 00:39:22.079 --> 00:39:24.119 Well, and that's kind of the point, is that you 771 00:39:24.159 --> 00:39:26.599 know what's good for you may be evil to somebody 772 00:39:26.599 --> 00:39:27.519 else and vice versa. 773 00:39:28.480 --> 00:39:30.719 Well, I mean, saving the children I think is across 774 00:39:30.760 --> 00:39:33.159 the board of being a good thing or healing somebody. Now, 775 00:39:33.320 --> 00:39:37.920 maybe not healing like Hitler, but you know, but I 776 00:39:37.960 --> 00:39:40.239 feel like, you know, I guess it's I guess that's 777 00:39:40.239 --> 00:39:43.119 where like that road de Hell was paid good intentions. 778 00:39:43.199 --> 00:39:46.800 But I mean, it is debatable through all aspects. But 779 00:39:46.880 --> 00:39:50.079 as long as you're calling in from a place of 780 00:39:50.280 --> 00:39:53.159 light and you're like, show me how to do this 781 00:39:53.440 --> 00:39:56.440 in the highest you know, vibration for the highest good 782 00:39:56.480 --> 00:39:56.880 of all. 783 00:39:58.079 --> 00:39:59.440 Then the guidance. 784 00:39:59.000 --> 00:40:01.440 There really should have should be towards something, and if 785 00:40:01.440 --> 00:40:04.920 somebody is disagreeing with that, then you need to question 786 00:40:05.039 --> 00:40:05.920 that person. 787 00:40:05.840 --> 00:40:08.920 You know, right well, I mean sticking on that topic, 788 00:40:08.960 --> 00:40:11.920 I mean we're talking a little dark magic. I went 789 00:40:11.920 --> 00:40:15.440 over to your apartment one time and pretty sure I 790 00:40:15.480 --> 00:40:20.360 saw you doing some kind of hex action going on. Yeah, 791 00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:22.639 it was like you did something, you put something in 792 00:40:22.639 --> 00:40:24.360 the freezer and you were like, yeah, that's a hex 793 00:40:24.519 --> 00:40:25.239 or something like that. 794 00:40:25.400 --> 00:40:26.719 Don't even don't even worry about. 795 00:40:26.519 --> 00:40:29.719 That, just curiosity. I mean, I'm gonna I'm not going 796 00:40:29.800 --> 00:40:31.519 to put a curse or a hex on anybody. I 797 00:40:31.559 --> 00:40:35.079 just like learning how it's done. But how did you 798 00:40:35.119 --> 00:40:36.039 go about doing that? 799 00:40:36.800 --> 00:40:40.400 So it's not a hex per se, it's it's called 800 00:40:40.400 --> 00:40:42.920 the freezer spell, and you don't have to you can 801 00:40:43.000 --> 00:40:45.000 do it on people, but you can also do it 802 00:40:45.039 --> 00:40:46.599 for other things too, So like if you want to 803 00:40:46.639 --> 00:40:49.000 like freeze your rent, or if you have an addiction, 804 00:40:49.079 --> 00:40:51.840 you want to freeze your addiction, or you want to 805 00:40:51.880 --> 00:40:55.079 freeze just anything that's like ailing you at that point 806 00:40:55.199 --> 00:40:58.679 or stressing you out or whatever. And that includes people 807 00:40:59.159 --> 00:41:02.280 you know you put them in the freezer, and what 808 00:41:02.320 --> 00:41:04.760 you do is there there's a couple of different ways 809 00:41:04.760 --> 00:41:07.960 you can do it. So you take a you take 810 00:41:08.199 --> 00:41:12.440 a bottle or a container of sorts that is capable 811 00:41:12.639 --> 00:41:17.039 of freezing with water in it. So I've had some 812 00:41:17.079 --> 00:41:19.679 stuff cracked before, you know, because I wasn't thinking it through. 813 00:41:20.480 --> 00:41:22.480 And you know, science, you got to put that in 814 00:41:22.480 --> 00:41:25.239 if science and magic would just anyway, so. 815 00:41:25.280 --> 00:41:25.960 The same thing. 816 00:41:26.719 --> 00:41:28.480 Yeah, they hand in hand. 817 00:41:28.760 --> 00:41:32.079 So well, so you take that and you put your 818 00:41:32.239 --> 00:41:35.239 petition in, like you put the name of whatever, the 819 00:41:35.280 --> 00:41:39.400 person or why you're freezing what you're freezing. Make sure 820 00:41:39.400 --> 00:41:43.199 you're specific, like, do not and I cannot stress this enough, 821 00:41:43.239 --> 00:41:46.960 do not leave room for interpretation at all, because the 822 00:41:47.039 --> 00:41:49.480 universe will take it and run a mile, run a 823 00:41:49.519 --> 00:41:51.679 galaxy with it, and do it. 824 00:41:51.719 --> 00:41:54.840 So and I'll have you, Oh, you're asking for a 825 00:41:54.920 --> 00:41:56.280 thousand bucks? Are you? 826 00:41:57.199 --> 00:41:58.800 Where are you getting that money from? 827 00:41:59.440 --> 00:42:02.360 Well, I would just referring to deer really, but that's. 828 00:42:02.159 --> 00:42:05.920 Actually my reference is Let's say you're manifesting money, and 829 00:42:05.960 --> 00:42:08.079 this is still going to apply to using the intention. 830 00:42:08.840 --> 00:42:09.639 Let's say you're menaging. 831 00:42:09.639 --> 00:42:10.559 Don't want a million. 832 00:42:10.320 --> 00:42:13.119 Dollars, right, or five hundred thousand dollars, just a quick 833 00:42:13.159 --> 00:42:18.840 little five hundred thousand, right, Okay, cool, here you go, Okay, cool, thanks, 834 00:42:19.559 --> 00:42:22.880 Oh ring ring ring. Oh hi, your great aunt Gertrude, 835 00:42:23.079 --> 00:42:26.239 she died last night, but she lets to see you 836 00:42:26.280 --> 00:42:26.800 in the will. 837 00:42:27.920 --> 00:42:30.840 Yeah. And that's what And that's what you hear too. 838 00:42:31.280 --> 00:42:34.320 From what you hear too is that you know, most times, 839 00:42:34.360 --> 00:42:36.880 whenever people are trying to manifest something or do a 840 00:42:36.920 --> 00:42:39.760 spell or some kind of magic or a ritual or whatever, 841 00:42:40.199 --> 00:42:43.320 you know, and then their their spell, ritual, magic or 842 00:42:43.360 --> 00:42:46.320 whatever actually comes to fruition, most people just pass it 843 00:42:46.360 --> 00:42:48.480 off as a coincidence because they're like, oh, well, that 844 00:42:48.559 --> 00:42:51.719 happened the natural way, because they're expecting fucking you know, 845 00:42:51.840 --> 00:42:54.719 like the Hunger Games hamage just sending down some ointment 846 00:42:54.800 --> 00:42:56.920 from the heavens or something like that, and it doesn't 847 00:42:56.920 --> 00:42:57.480 happen like that. 848 00:42:58.119 --> 00:43:01.800 You know, the magic works is that you're calling a 849 00:43:01.880 --> 00:43:06.159 force to give it to you in a way that 850 00:43:06.400 --> 00:43:09.960 comes to you, like, how do you expect? Just like 851 00:43:10.199 --> 00:43:13.000 those people that don't want to bring their kids to 852 00:43:13.039 --> 00:43:16.599 the hospital, we're just gonna pray about it. You pray 853 00:43:16.719 --> 00:43:20.920 that this doctor who is specific in this medicine brought 854 00:43:20.960 --> 00:43:24.119 you in and he's good at this, and he's like, 855 00:43:24.119 --> 00:43:25.800 I'm gonna do it for free, you. 856 00:43:25.760 --> 00:43:29.719 Know, Yeah, try try praying a two fake away. All right, 857 00:43:30.400 --> 00:43:31.480 you're gonna go to the dentist. 858 00:43:33.440 --> 00:43:35.480 They would bring them to the person to help them 859 00:43:35.519 --> 00:43:40.719 because God, a divine source being whatever sent that to you. 860 00:43:40.760 --> 00:43:44.760 So get it out of you, dude. Well look, let's 861 00:43:44.760 --> 00:43:46.840 get over to the chat here real quick. Nick said, 862 00:43:47.599 --> 00:43:51.679 I introduced my girl to shrooms two nights ago. Went beautifully. 863 00:43:51.800 --> 00:43:53.199 We woke one another up. 864 00:43:53.679 --> 00:43:55.719 Hell, nice, beautiful. 865 00:43:55.800 --> 00:43:56.760 I love that for you. 866 00:43:57.360 --> 00:43:58.679 I think it's a great tool too. 867 00:43:59.440 --> 00:44:02.679 Oh yeah, I would love to do psychedelics with somebody 868 00:44:02.679 --> 00:44:05.519 who I'm like intimate with. You know, I've never done 869 00:44:05.519 --> 00:44:07.960 that actually, Like I've never done it with a girlfriend. 870 00:44:08.079 --> 00:44:10.760 Just become one, you know, I think. 871 00:44:10.679 --> 00:44:14.559 Oh, dude, I mean and and I've I've done psychedelics 872 00:44:14.559 --> 00:44:17.559 with I mean my favorite people, to be honest with you, like, 873 00:44:17.599 --> 00:44:20.039 I've done it with Sean. I've done it with Jacob 874 00:44:20.719 --> 00:44:25.440 one time. And actually he was a fucking Debbie Downer 875 00:44:25.480 --> 00:44:28.559 the entire time, and it was just bad energy. He 876 00:44:28.679 --> 00:44:31.920 was just judging. He was judging himself so hard the 877 00:44:32.079 --> 00:44:33.880 entire time. I'm like dude, I get it that you 878 00:44:34.119 --> 00:44:36.360 know you're going inward and you're not kind of used 879 00:44:36.360 --> 00:44:39.760 to that. But man, you're ruining my vibe right now, and. 880 00:44:40.039 --> 00:44:45.000 Let's do we do it right right right? 881 00:44:45.559 --> 00:44:47.800 But yeah, dude, it's uh. I would I would love that. 882 00:44:47.800 --> 00:44:48.639 That sounds beautiful. 883 00:44:48.719 --> 00:44:49.079 Dude. 884 00:44:49.840 --> 00:44:52.719 We should all get together and a Sheldon Cody. Y'all 885 00:44:52.760 --> 00:44:55.000 love him, you know we could do that. That's fine. 886 00:44:55.159 --> 00:44:58.559 And then what I recommend, because I'm going to advocate 887 00:44:58.639 --> 00:45:02.039 for my zodiac, find you a scorpio to do that with. 888 00:45:04.079 --> 00:45:04.480 Interesting. 889 00:45:05.159 --> 00:45:07.599 Yeah, you know what, there's always been something about scorpios 890 00:45:07.599 --> 00:45:07.920 that I. 891 00:45:08.079 --> 00:45:10.760 Just Oh, there's plenty of them from out there. I'm 892 00:45:10.760 --> 00:45:13.320 looking for a good man with a good and have 893 00:45:13.360 --> 00:45:15.880 a good time. I promise you there's scorpio women out 894 00:45:15.880 --> 00:45:17.280 there and they will blow your mind. 895 00:45:17.719 --> 00:45:20.239 Oh I'm aware, Yeah, I'm aware. I actually have a 896 00:45:20.280 --> 00:45:22.760 Scorpio moon. So just to throw that out there. 897 00:45:22.760 --> 00:45:27.519 Oh see, that's what we get along. 898 00:45:27.559 --> 00:45:29.719 So well, that's it, that's it. 899 00:45:30.480 --> 00:45:30.760 Along. 900 00:45:30.880 --> 00:45:34.719 So Nick said, after doing the mushrooms, the sex was incredible. 901 00:45:34.760 --> 00:45:38.760 I can imagine yep, I can imagine that. Good on you, dude, 902 00:45:39.639 --> 00:45:42.079 brit said, do you think this destiny I think this 903 00:45:42.199 --> 00:45:45.039 is for you. Uh, do you think demons exist? And 904 00:45:45.079 --> 00:45:47.679 if they do, do you think they're bad? What do 905 00:45:47.719 --> 00:45:51.119 you think they really are or what they are for 906 00:45:51.320 --> 00:45:51.880 and can do? 907 00:45:53.000 --> 00:45:55.239 Okay, so this is like I love this question, by 908 00:45:55.239 --> 00:45:58.199 the way. So demons are they real? 909 00:45:58.400 --> 00:45:58.599 Yes? 910 00:45:58.920 --> 00:46:01.360 I yeah, I've met one, you know, a few, a 911 00:46:01.360 --> 00:46:03.480 couple of times. I had one attached to me for 912 00:46:03.519 --> 00:46:06.119 like fifteen years before I even got into this stuff. 913 00:46:06.119 --> 00:46:08.360 I had one attached to me after playing with the 914 00:46:08.360 --> 00:46:10.519 Wigi board. And I'm not knocking weigi boards. They're just 915 00:46:10.519 --> 00:46:10.880 not for me. 916 00:46:12.559 --> 00:46:14.920 I mean, after forgetting the demon, I imagine that wouldn't 917 00:46:14.960 --> 00:46:15.960 be for you. 918 00:46:16.039 --> 00:46:17.199 No, definitely not. 919 00:46:17.320 --> 00:46:19.679 But it's like my vibration and who I am as 920 00:46:20.639 --> 00:46:24.320 I guess as a witch and a spiritual person that 921 00:46:24.400 --> 00:46:28.320 I'm not meant to align with it. I have a 922 00:46:28.480 --> 00:46:31.159 story behind that too, with the psychic she pulled us 923 00:46:31.400 --> 00:46:34.400 out of. I'll tell that story, just remind me after 924 00:46:34.440 --> 00:46:38.000 I go into this. But they're all right. So it's 925 00:46:38.000 --> 00:46:41.920 a mixed bag. I believe that like some demons are 926 00:46:41.960 --> 00:46:49.199 just pure brought you know, there's levels to it. I 927 00:46:49.239 --> 00:46:53.199 believe that some demons are just misunderstood, like Lilith. She 928 00:46:53.480 --> 00:46:57.719 was labeled, she was demonized, but she's she's not like 929 00:46:57.800 --> 00:46:59.760 you know what I'm saying. But if you're gonna call 930 00:46:59.800 --> 00:47:03.000 me what it is, then I'll I'll show you a villain, 931 00:47:03.400 --> 00:47:04.920 you know what I'm saying. I'll show you the demon 932 00:47:04.920 --> 00:47:06.920 because I can. I can go on demon time. I can. 933 00:47:06.960 --> 00:47:10.679 If somebody's gonna make me, yeah, I'm gonna be with 934 00:47:11.000 --> 00:47:13.800 you know, I'll be your worst nightmare. But I really 935 00:47:13.960 --> 00:47:16.400 just don't have any intentions of doing any harm. Just 936 00:47:16.440 --> 00:47:17.039 don't come for. 937 00:47:17.079 --> 00:47:19.599 Me, you know, Like that's just kind of how it is. 938 00:47:19.639 --> 00:47:23.199 So I think some of them do bad, you know, 939 00:47:23.880 --> 00:47:27.079 because they're considered bad. So if you're gonna label them 940 00:47:27.119 --> 00:47:29.360 that way, I don't think there's any escape from it. 941 00:47:29.840 --> 00:47:32.599 But I feel like some of them are, you know, 942 00:47:32.639 --> 00:47:34.800 they are tricksters. Some of them are kind of like 943 00:47:35.039 --> 00:47:37.360 in the middle. They're just they're not good, they're not bad, 944 00:47:37.639 --> 00:47:41.280 but you know, they kind of just do whatever, you know. 945 00:47:41.480 --> 00:47:44.599 But then there are ones that are low vibrational, heavy hitters, 946 00:47:44.679 --> 00:47:48.199 you know, like powerful and if they they just do 947 00:47:48.239 --> 00:47:50.400 whatever they want, you know. But a lot of them 948 00:47:50.400 --> 00:47:54.920 are low level in a sense of like negativity, embodiment 949 00:47:55.000 --> 00:47:58.800 of evil. But I think some of them are just misunderstood, 950 00:47:59.440 --> 00:48:01.159 you know. I think he just kind of have to gauge. 951 00:48:01.239 --> 00:48:02.960 I wouldn't. I'm not saying seek it out, you know, 952 00:48:03.840 --> 00:48:06.159 because if you're gonna call it out, like, you're gonna 953 00:48:06.199 --> 00:48:09.079 probably call the worst to you. And I've met the 954 00:48:09.079 --> 00:48:15.199 the two that I've met personally, like the one that 955 00:48:15.280 --> 00:48:18.400 was attached to me, he he didn't have good intentions 956 00:48:18.559 --> 00:48:23.199 at all, and he's I'm not gonna lie ugly like 957 00:48:23.400 --> 00:48:27.239 as sin, you know, he's so ugly. And I'm at 958 00:48:27.239 --> 00:48:29.559 the point now where I'm like, I dare you, you know, 959 00:48:29.599 --> 00:48:31.239 because I think he was trying to make his way 960 00:48:31.280 --> 00:48:33.199 back to me the other day because I was talking 961 00:48:33.199 --> 00:48:35.760 about him so much, because I mean, we've been in 962 00:48:35.800 --> 00:48:38.480 printed with each other for fifteen years, so we know 963 00:48:38.599 --> 00:48:42.480 each other's energy, and he's he's definitely trickster energy for 964 00:48:42.559 --> 00:48:45.920 sure on the negative aspect of it, because he's like 965 00:48:46.440 --> 00:48:50.400 I know his pattern. That's how well I know him 966 00:48:50.639 --> 00:48:53.039 is because of his pattern. Now, the one that I 967 00:48:53.199 --> 00:48:59.840 met after him, he was worse, he was scarier, and 968 00:49:00.039 --> 00:49:02.599 and it's like I try not to go into the 969 00:49:02.599 --> 00:49:04.840 fear aspect of it. Because when you realize that you're 970 00:49:04.920 --> 00:49:09.840 also like sovereign powerful in your own right, then that's 971 00:49:09.880 --> 00:49:12.960 where they get scared. You know what I'm saying, Like, 972 00:49:13.039 --> 00:49:17.679 when you start realizing that you yourself are basically and 973 00:49:17.719 --> 00:49:21.119 this is my theory I have, I would love to 974 00:49:21.159 --> 00:49:26.719 go into it, but we are essentially gods in a meat. 975 00:49:26.559 --> 00:49:29.480 Soup, dude. And that's that's so funny that you bring 976 00:49:29.519 --> 00:49:32.239 that up to because a long time ago, people you know, 977 00:49:32.280 --> 00:49:35.960 would would I heard Jacob's whole demon story and that 978 00:49:36.000 --> 00:49:38.480 whole thing, and I was like, you know, I feel 979 00:49:38.519 --> 00:49:42.039 like most of the time, it's it's like the common 980 00:49:42.199 --> 00:49:45.239 concept is that there's always a lot of fear involved 981 00:49:45.400 --> 00:49:47.559 every single time, and. 982 00:49:47.360 --> 00:49:50.719 You are feeding that in of course you're manifesting that's. 983 00:49:51.599 --> 00:49:54.760 And they're just eating that shit up like it's cocaine, 984 00:49:54.840 --> 00:49:57.440 you know what I mean. It's just a fucking fiend drug. 985 00:49:57.880 --> 00:50:00.519 And you know, and I always thought, man, you know 986 00:50:00.519 --> 00:50:02.840 what's funny is is that the demons always want to 987 00:50:02.960 --> 00:50:05.960 allegedly from the stories, they always want to attach themselves 988 00:50:06.000 --> 00:50:08.280 to you. But why is it that we never want 989 00:50:08.320 --> 00:50:10.360 to attach ourselves to a demon? Was because we don't 990 00:50:10.400 --> 00:50:13.639 envy a demon? A demon may envy us, right, and 991 00:50:13.719 --> 00:50:16.159 so if they envy us, then that means that like 992 00:50:16.639 --> 00:50:19.039 we're kind of better than they are, and so the 993 00:50:19.719 --> 00:50:22.519 like I would have, I would imagine we're fucking more 994 00:50:22.599 --> 00:50:25.760 powerful than they are then at that point, right, Oh yeah, 995 00:50:25.760 --> 00:50:28.119 I was never really worried about whole the whole demon thing, 996 00:50:28.519 --> 00:50:31.320 you know, my whole life. I've never really had a 997 00:50:31.400 --> 00:50:34.440 lot of fear about that personally. So real quick, you 998 00:50:34.480 --> 00:50:37.159 said that you had these experiences with this demon, So 999 00:50:37.280 --> 00:50:40.280 like what if you could explain like what you were experiencing. 1000 00:50:41.519 --> 00:50:45.400 So let's see. So for a while, before I even 1001 00:50:45.440 --> 00:50:48.480 got back into the witchy wou side of things, I 1002 00:50:48.559 --> 00:50:53.119 was with my ex who was very abusive and hit 1003 00:50:53.599 --> 00:51:00.000 that demon amplified that he came out of the Luigi 1004 00:51:00.199 --> 00:51:03.119 when I was fourteen. But so I guess initially like 1005 00:51:03.280 --> 00:51:06.159 I didn't know. Nothing happened when we played with the 1006 00:51:06.159 --> 00:51:10.599 Weedi board, nothing happened, and I'm like, well this blows, 1007 00:51:11.039 --> 00:51:13.360 you know, like I was kind of hoping for something 1008 00:51:13.360 --> 00:51:15.639 and you know, but nothing happened, and. 1009 00:51:17.400 --> 00:51:18.639 He led dormant a lot. 1010 00:51:18.719 --> 00:51:22.800 But what my first initial notice of him was whenever 1011 00:51:22.840 --> 00:51:24.960 I had went I told the girls because we were 1012 00:51:25.000 --> 00:51:26.639 having a slumber party at my house. I was told 1013 00:51:26.679 --> 00:51:28.920 the girls to go inside, and I was gonna go 1014 00:51:28.920 --> 00:51:30.719 put the Wigi board up because it was my friends 1015 00:51:30.719 --> 00:51:33.519 who let me borrow it. And whenever I go over 1016 00:51:33.679 --> 00:51:36.400 on the side of his trailer by the porch, you 1017 00:51:36.480 --> 00:51:38.960 cannot see me. And this is back in the day, 1018 00:51:39.000 --> 00:51:42.880 not everybody had like cameras everywhere, you know what I'm saying, 1019 00:51:42.920 --> 00:51:47.239 Like this was like early, like two thousands, and so 1020 00:51:47.519 --> 00:51:49.880 I shimmied under his porch and he had a nice 1021 00:51:49.880 --> 00:51:52.519 little gap that would fit the board. Because well, we 1022 00:51:52.519 --> 00:51:54.920 weren't in the best neighborhood and they would literally people. 1023 00:51:54.719 --> 00:51:56.320 Would just steal shit, just to steal shit. 1024 00:51:56.960 --> 00:51:59.480 And I didn't want to be responsible, you know, have 1025 00:51:59.559 --> 00:52:01.960 that on me on my conscious that somebody stole it 1026 00:52:01.960 --> 00:52:05.440 because I wasn't, you know, like smart or respectful enough 1027 00:52:05.440 --> 00:52:07.199 to like put it somewhere. I was just gonna tell 1028 00:52:07.199 --> 00:52:09.559 them where it was in the morning. Because cell phones 1029 00:52:09.599 --> 00:52:11.920 didn't exist in or but they weren't like they no, 1030 00:52:12.119 --> 00:52:14.440 I don't even think maybe like the big chunky ones 1031 00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:16.119 in the cars, but I don't think cell phones were 1032 00:52:16.159 --> 00:52:20.000 even a big thing, right, Like I didn't have a 1033 00:52:20.039 --> 00:52:22.760 flip phone at that time, I know that kid cat 1034 00:52:23.079 --> 00:52:28.360 she's I guess talking to spirit. But anyways, the next morning, 1035 00:52:28.480 --> 00:52:31.119 we get woke up, or like a few hours later, 1036 00:52:31.119 --> 00:52:33.840 we got woken up because my neighbor across the street. 1037 00:52:33.920 --> 00:52:36.239 Next to the neighbor I borrowed the Ouiji boy from 1038 00:52:36.880 --> 00:52:39.000 her brothers were waking her up because they had to 1039 00:52:39.039 --> 00:52:40.519 go somewhere or whatever, and they were like banging on 1040 00:52:40.559 --> 00:52:44.679 my window and I'm like what. Because I'm not a 1041 00:52:44.760 --> 00:52:46.960 morning person, I'm like what, you know, Like what, why 1042 00:52:47.039 --> 00:52:50.000 don't bang? What? Stop? What? They were like, hey, tell 1043 00:52:50.079 --> 00:52:54.039 Jocelyn to come on or whatever, and I want to 1044 00:52:54.039 --> 00:52:54.920 hope she's doing well. 1045 00:52:54.960 --> 00:52:56.199 I haven't seen her since then. 1046 00:52:56.400 --> 00:53:00.599 Anyways, they were like, oh and we found we found 1047 00:53:00.639 --> 00:53:03.679 this in front of in front of your in front 1048 00:53:03.679 --> 00:53:07.800 of your window. And I'm like, a pardon, where did 1049 00:53:07.840 --> 00:53:09.840 you find that at? Where did you get that from? 1050 00:53:09.840 --> 00:53:11.760 And They're like it was literally sitting in front of 1051 00:53:11.800 --> 00:53:16.599 your window. And I'm like there's no way cause my 1052 00:53:16.679 --> 00:53:19.719 friend hadn't even woken up yet, he's still sleeping. Nobody 1053 00:53:19.800 --> 00:53:22.039 knew where I put it, you know, I was. I 1054 00:53:22.039 --> 00:53:23.800 didn't make a peep when I put it under the porch. 1055 00:53:24.119 --> 00:53:25.920 Nobody knew the. 1056 00:53:26.000 --> 00:53:28.679 More upon inspecting. 1057 00:53:27.960 --> 00:53:31.599 The board, right, that thing, Oh god, I'm getting chills. 1058 00:53:31.800 --> 00:53:34.679 It looked like it had been beaten to hell. It 1059 00:53:34.719 --> 00:53:39.400 had been tore up, burned, scort, scratch, spin on, runover. 1060 00:53:39.519 --> 00:53:42.239 It looked like it had been ripped to pieces. Damn near. 1061 00:53:42.320 --> 00:53:44.360 You couldn't even use it. 1062 00:53:43.519 --> 00:53:47.960 It was beaten up so bad. And it was laying 1063 00:53:48.000 --> 00:53:49.000 in front of my window. 1064 00:53:49.519 --> 00:53:50.719 Like, look, I've got chills. 1065 00:53:50.719 --> 00:53:53.039 Oh my god, what I mean you believe that, like 1066 00:53:53.039 --> 00:53:54.400 a demon had something to do with that. 1067 00:53:56.000 --> 00:53:59.519 Yeah, and then coincident, and we don't believe in coincidences 1068 00:53:59.519 --> 00:54:00.000 in this house. 1069 00:54:00.079 --> 00:54:02.599 I'm just using it as irony and a joke. 1070 00:54:02.840 --> 00:54:07.440 But coincidentally, when I turned seventeen, I was like, supposed 1071 00:54:07.480 --> 00:54:11.199 to go to my friend's house. She was late, right, 1072 00:54:11.880 --> 00:54:14.519 and I ended up falling asleep. She woke me up 1073 00:54:14.840 --> 00:54:16.760 and she was like, do you want to still come? 1074 00:54:16.840 --> 00:54:18.440 You can go back to sleeping. When I'm like, hell no, 1075 00:54:18.480 --> 00:54:21.039 I'm seventeen. Let's party, you know, let's go. 1076 00:54:21.559 --> 00:54:22.599 And I left. 1077 00:54:22.920 --> 00:54:26.559 That night my house burnt down, Like yeah, my house 1078 00:54:26.599 --> 00:54:29.800 burnt down. The electrical core, the electric socket next to 1079 00:54:29.960 --> 00:54:34.159 my bed caught fire quick my room, they said my 1080 00:54:34.239 --> 00:54:35.519 room was up in flames, like. 1081 00:54:36.960 --> 00:54:40.719 Faster than it should have been. And no, they really 1082 00:54:40.760 --> 00:54:42.079 couldn't find. 1083 00:54:43.320 --> 00:54:47.039 What caused it. They said they know where it came from, 1084 00:54:48.119 --> 00:54:53.239 but there were no electrical issues right whatsoever. And my 1085 00:54:53.360 --> 00:54:56.079 brother could have died if he would have been sleeping 1086 00:54:56.079 --> 00:54:58.119 in his room and he was only a few months old, 1087 00:54:58.880 --> 00:55:01.400 like I mean, he was only like no, no, no, at seventeen, 1088 00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:04.480 he was a couple. He was a baby still, so 1089 00:55:05.800 --> 00:55:07.840 he could have died. My parents could have died if 1090 00:55:07.840 --> 00:55:09.880 they wouldn't have gotten woken up, you know, like I 1091 00:55:09.880 --> 00:55:12.800 could have lost everyone. And what's funny is just. 1092 00:55:13.039 --> 00:55:15.840 Like curiosity though, like whenever you guys, whenever you were 1093 00:55:15.880 --> 00:55:20.440 working on the Ouiji board, did you call upon anybody 1094 00:55:20.480 --> 00:55:24.840 in specific that maybe opened that portal to allow an 1095 00:55:25.000 --> 00:55:27.519 entity that you weren't expecting in We. 1096 00:55:27.519 --> 00:55:31.079 Followed from what I remember, and I don't remember, like 1097 00:55:31.480 --> 00:55:33.360 too too much because that was just so long ago. 1098 00:55:34.239 --> 00:55:37.199 But I believe we followed the rules because I know 1099 00:55:37.280 --> 00:55:41.840 I was very very eminently, very serious about that. I'm like, 1100 00:55:41.880 --> 00:55:45.679 I don't know, I know the risks of playing with 1101 00:55:45.719 --> 00:55:49.440 the weaving board because for some reason, as a kid 1102 00:55:49.559 --> 00:55:52.119 and even into an adult, I was always very careful 1103 00:55:52.119 --> 00:55:54.880 with my decisions because I know that there's you know, 1104 00:55:55.039 --> 00:55:57.519 a kickback on things. If you do it this way, 1105 00:55:57.880 --> 00:56:02.039 you're you're asking for trouble, so, you know, and making 1106 00:56:02.079 --> 00:56:04.559 my decisions, I'm thoroughly thinking things through. So I'm like 1107 00:56:04.559 --> 00:56:06.159 making sure we're doing it right or we you know, 1108 00:56:06.199 --> 00:56:10.119 closing it right and properly opening it properly. But I 1109 00:56:10.519 --> 00:56:14.559 don't know what it was that we did. Now, granted 1110 00:56:14.599 --> 00:56:17.039 it was multiple people there, it was a few of 1111 00:56:17.079 --> 00:56:19.840 us girls doing it, so that may have played a 1112 00:56:19.880 --> 00:56:22.000 factor in the fact that not everybody may have had 1113 00:56:22.039 --> 00:56:25.960 the same intention or mindset, which is definitely like important 1114 00:56:26.480 --> 00:56:28.599 that on the level of it. Now, I'm never going 1115 00:56:28.679 --> 00:56:31.280 to recommend to play the bard alone. Like I'm never 1116 00:56:31.320 --> 00:56:32.960 going to recommend that if you do it on you, 1117 00:56:33.079 --> 00:56:36.840 that's your decision. Just please use as much protection, like 1118 00:56:36.880 --> 00:56:41.400 go above and beyond on protection. Okay, like more than salt, 1119 00:56:41.440 --> 00:56:46.239 brick dust, eggshell dust, combine it, you know, get make 1120 00:56:46.280 --> 00:56:49.599 black salt, all of it, gets all the clear quartz 1121 00:56:49.639 --> 00:56:53.199 crystals on it, you know, tormaline, just everything. I don't 1122 00:56:53.199 --> 00:56:57.559 care if you have to chisel a tourmaline in casing 1123 00:56:57.760 --> 00:57:00.880 to put a dome on top of you, something like, 1124 00:57:01.039 --> 00:57:04.920 just make sure you're taking the proper precautions so you 1125 00:57:05.079 --> 00:57:09.119 don't have that because you don't know, you don't know 1126 00:57:09.159 --> 00:57:12.679 what's gonna come through. And frankly, I think I got lucky, 1127 00:57:13.000 --> 00:57:16.519 and that saysn't that's saying a lot, because that demon 1128 00:57:16.719 --> 00:57:19.280 did a lot of like crazy shit to me. But 1129 00:57:20.039 --> 00:57:22.840 I mean, you can invite something worse, you know. Well 1130 00:57:23.599 --> 00:57:27.679 after that, it lied dormant for a long time, and 1131 00:57:28.360 --> 00:57:32.000 whenever I was eighteen and we were in our new trailer, 1132 00:57:33.280 --> 00:57:38.719 I ended up meeting my ex Brandon, and I should 1133 00:57:38.719 --> 00:57:41.519 say his name loud and proud, because you know, he 1134 00:57:41.639 --> 00:57:44.840 was an abusive person and he deserves the call out. 1135 00:57:44.960 --> 00:57:48.840 But I think in a sense, like people might say, oh, 1136 00:57:48.880 --> 00:57:50.920 the demon made that happen, it just made it worse. 1137 00:57:51.480 --> 00:57:52.000 It was not. 1138 00:57:52.559 --> 00:57:54.159 It would have happened regardless, but it. 1139 00:57:54.159 --> 00:57:56.880 Just made it worse. And the thing is is that 1140 00:57:56.920 --> 00:58:01.320 even though me and that man will never like each other, 1141 00:58:01.880 --> 00:58:05.119 you know, I will never have anything positive with him, 1142 00:58:05.159 --> 00:58:07.920 There's one thing that I can say that me and 1143 00:58:07.960 --> 00:58:13.000 him would agree on is that we both experienced supernatural 1144 00:58:13.079 --> 00:58:18.320 things involving that demon, and I had actually I've got 1145 00:58:18.360 --> 00:58:22.920 an e VP on YouTube on my foot phone, and 1146 00:58:22.960 --> 00:58:28.960 I caught his voice very creepy. But when he popped 1147 00:58:29.039 --> 00:58:31.119 up around that time, I used, I used to have 1148 00:58:31.199 --> 00:58:34.880 a picture of him. I caught him in my closet. 1149 00:58:35.000 --> 00:58:37.760 By the way, closets are portals. It's just like monsters, 1150 00:58:37.800 --> 00:58:42.159 inc Just to put that out there, but he was, 1151 00:58:42.280 --> 00:58:50.559 you know, amplifying the violence. Things started moving like like 1152 00:58:50.800 --> 00:58:53.719 I think the first the very first supernatural event that 1153 00:58:53.800 --> 00:58:56.119 involved him. When me and him were together, I'm getting 1154 00:58:56.199 --> 00:58:58.880 chills from head to toe and filling it in my cheeks, 1155 00:58:58.920 --> 00:59:03.440 which means it's like really intense. So babe, hey, bab 1156 00:59:03.840 --> 00:59:07.199 can you light the incense do red dragon's blood just 1157 00:59:07.239 --> 00:59:08.000 for protection? 1158 00:59:08.199 --> 00:59:12.000 Please you? Yeah? 1159 00:59:12.159 --> 00:59:16.039 That calls them back, by the way, because he we're 1160 00:59:16.039 --> 00:59:17.519 familiar with each other's energy. 1161 00:59:17.599 --> 00:59:19.280 Like if I if I talk about him for. 1162 00:59:19.239 --> 00:59:22.480 To too too much, you know, and I'm too into it, 1163 00:59:22.599 --> 00:59:26.320 then he'll he'll find me again. And I've banished him 1164 00:59:26.360 --> 00:59:27.920 a few time. I've gotten rid of him a few times. 1165 00:59:28.280 --> 00:59:30.920 Maybe not the right banishment enough, that's too permanent, but 1166 00:59:31.079 --> 00:59:35.559 I'm going to figure it out. Anyways, we were laying 1167 00:59:35.559 --> 00:59:38.480 in bed and I'm like between his legs like laying down, 1168 00:59:38.599 --> 00:59:41.480 you know, and we're like falling asleep, and how am 1169 00:59:41.480 --> 00:59:43.519 I like room with that. I'm trying to like figure 1170 00:59:43.519 --> 00:59:45.000 out how to do it to where y'all understand what 1171 00:59:45.039 --> 00:59:47.199 I'm saying. So it's like I have my bed and 1172 00:59:47.239 --> 00:59:48.960 like I have the wall, and then I have my 1173 00:59:49.039 --> 00:59:52.719 window over here, and I hear on the wall side 1174 00:59:52.840 --> 00:59:57.800 I'm talking clear as day, not in my head out loud. 1175 00:59:58.880 --> 01:00:02.559 I hear like somebody in my ear destiny, like really loud. 1176 01:00:02.920 --> 01:00:06.840 But it was a whisper. It was so weird. I reacted. 1177 01:00:06.920 --> 01:00:10.320 I didn't say anything, but I reacted. And Brandon jumps 1178 01:00:10.360 --> 01:00:11.719 up and he goes, what the fuck? And I'm like, 1179 01:00:11.760 --> 01:00:13.880 I'm sorry, I'm trying not to cuss, but he goes, 1180 01:00:13.920 --> 01:00:17.360 what the you know? And I'm like, what did you hear? 1181 01:00:17.679 --> 01:00:19.920 And he's like, I heard your name and I'm like, okay, 1182 01:00:19.960 --> 01:00:21.800 we're on the same page, got it? 1183 01:00:22.079 --> 01:00:23.360 Oh no, I both heard it. 1184 01:00:23.840 --> 01:00:28.840 Mmh. He jumps off the bed, He goes outside, looks 1185 01:00:28.920 --> 01:00:31.039 at the perimeter around and he's like, didn't find nobody. 1186 01:00:31.079 --> 01:00:31.920 And he said and I was. 1187 01:00:31.840 --> 01:00:37.000 Like, the whisper didn't come from the window. You can't 1188 01:00:37.000 --> 01:00:39.400 whisper through a window that came from the wall, and 1189 01:00:39.440 --> 01:00:43.039 then it clicked, you know. He was like, oh hmmm, 1190 01:00:43.360 --> 01:00:47.519 you're right, and I'm like okay. You know, after that, 1191 01:00:47.760 --> 01:00:50.679 just other things started happening. My mom had gotten a 1192 01:00:50.719 --> 01:00:56.559 new desktop, and because Brandon was such a good like 1193 01:00:56.559 --> 01:00:59.880 like person to be on like you know, like hacker style, 1194 01:01:00.079 --> 01:01:02.000 he taught himself a lot of like how to do 1195 01:01:02.039 --> 01:01:04.920 all the technical stuff on computers that you know, most 1196 01:01:04.920 --> 01:01:08.239 basic people wouldn't know unless you like learned like he 1197 01:01:08.280 --> 01:01:10.320 can get in the back door and just just do 1198 01:01:10.400 --> 01:01:13.599 all the inner works of the computer like a hacker 1199 01:01:13.679 --> 01:01:20.119 or whatever. And one day we're cooking lunch and I 1200 01:01:20.320 --> 01:01:24.440 was basically a living nanny from my mom and he 1201 01:01:24.519 --> 01:01:28.639 didn't work, you know, but he he was cooking chicken, 1202 01:01:28.719 --> 01:01:31.440 and I was cleaning up something, and all of a sudden, 1203 01:01:31.480 --> 01:01:33.440 like the computer turned on. Mind you, the fresh out 1204 01:01:33.480 --> 01:01:37.400 the box computer. There's nothing on this computer. We don't 1205 01:01:37.400 --> 01:01:42.840 even have the Internet browser programmed yet. Okay, so there's 1206 01:01:43.280 --> 01:01:47.400 literally nothing stored on this computer. It is like factory reset, 1207 01:01:47.480 --> 01:01:50.599 fresh out the box. All of a sudden, this fuck 1208 01:01:50.920 --> 01:01:56.280 this piano melody plays through the speaker loud on a 1209 01:01:56.320 --> 01:02:03.199 loop three times, shuts off by itself, chills and me 1210 01:02:03.280 --> 01:02:06.639 and him are just like, what is that? You know? Like, 1211 01:02:06.840 --> 01:02:10.519 I'm like no, So we freaked out about that. He 1212 01:02:10.559 --> 01:02:13.119 looks on the computer. He sees nothing. There's no source. 1213 01:02:13.559 --> 01:02:16.599 He can't even find it. There's no source. You can't 1214 01:02:16.639 --> 01:02:21.239 find anything on a computer anything, there's no source. He 1215 01:02:21.280 --> 01:02:23.800 doesn't know where the music came from, what the music was, 1216 01:02:23.920 --> 01:02:27.159 We don't know nothing. Next day, computer pops on again, 1217 01:02:27.320 --> 01:02:31.119 same time, but this time, Oh, this is so creepy. 1218 01:02:31.159 --> 01:02:33.320 I had this on video. I'm gone, but I had 1219 01:02:33.360 --> 01:02:35.960 it on video. Look at the goosebumps. I don't know if 1220 01:02:35.960 --> 01:02:40.599 y'all can see him, but who So anyways, it does 1221 01:02:40.599 --> 01:02:44.079 it again. It turns on, but this time it's speaking 1222 01:02:44.079 --> 01:02:46.800 in a different language and it's praying. And I have 1223 01:02:46.920 --> 01:02:52.400 a natural ear for linguistics. Say it was I want 1224 01:02:52.440 --> 01:02:57.920 to say, aramic, Oh interesting, I have a tent. Like 1225 01:02:57.960 --> 01:02:59.519 I said, I have an ear for linguistics. I can 1226 01:02:59.599 --> 01:03:02.440 kind of pin point what regent all that stuff where. 1227 01:03:02.719 --> 01:03:04.119 It's just a natural talent. 1228 01:03:04.199 --> 01:03:04.679 I don't know. 1229 01:03:04.840 --> 01:03:05.760 Nobody taught me that. 1230 01:03:06.480 --> 01:03:10.159 And it played on a loop three times and stop 1231 01:03:10.280 --> 01:03:14.000 and nothing happened on the computer. After that, then my 1232 01:03:14.159 --> 01:03:16.679 cat started freaking out. And mind you, she was a 1233 01:03:16.760 --> 01:03:19.840 very savage cat. She was a Siamese. She was scared 1234 01:03:19.840 --> 01:03:22.840 of nothing, but all of a sudden, if she's been 1235 01:03:22.840 --> 01:03:25.840 there for years, mindude, this happened over the course of 1236 01:03:26.039 --> 01:03:30.480 like six years, you know, so she's never scared of anything, 1237 01:03:30.480 --> 01:03:33.920 all of a sudden, she's hyper fixated, and I mean terrified. 1238 01:03:34.199 --> 01:03:35.400 I don't know if you've ever seen the look of 1239 01:03:35.480 --> 01:03:38.480 terror in and animal's eyes, but she was terrified of 1240 01:03:38.639 --> 01:03:41.400 my ceiling span, not the other four in the house, 1241 01:03:42.039 --> 01:03:45.920 mine out of it. She's been with me in that 1242 01:03:46.039 --> 01:03:50.360 house for years at this point, and she's never been 1243 01:03:50.719 --> 01:03:53.920 out of nowhere. Now she's scared, terrified. She won't eat 1244 01:03:54.000 --> 01:03:57.880 in the room. She's like always doing that, like hunch down, 1245 01:03:58.119 --> 01:04:00.239 low to the ground, like she's trying to get away 1246 01:04:00.239 --> 01:04:03.320 from it, staring fixated. Her eyes will not break off 1247 01:04:03.360 --> 01:04:06.639 with that fan if it's in her sight. We had 1248 01:04:06.639 --> 01:04:11.079 to move her food bowl in parts of the room 1249 01:04:11.199 --> 01:04:14.039 or outside of the room to where she couldn't have 1250 01:04:14.039 --> 01:04:19.840 a visual of it because she was that scared. She 1251 01:04:19.840 --> 01:04:21.639 wouldn't sleep in the bedroom with us, and that was 1252 01:04:21.679 --> 01:04:23.760 a big deal because she was attached to me, so 1253 01:04:23.960 --> 01:04:26.519 attached to me. And I don't know what Brandon did this, 1254 01:04:26.599 --> 01:04:28.400 but it was kind of like I guess because we were 1255 01:04:28.360 --> 01:04:31.480 uncertain of it, and and sounds cruel when I say it, 1256 01:04:31.559 --> 01:04:33.679 but we picked he picked her up and he put 1257 01:04:33.719 --> 01:04:36.320 her closer to the fan just to test the theory. 1258 01:04:36.880 --> 01:04:39.880 Oh God, you would have thought we were murdering her. 1259 01:04:40.559 --> 01:04:44.639 She did not. There was something on that fan or 1260 01:04:44.639 --> 01:04:47.159 in that area. And then that went on for about 1261 01:04:47.159 --> 01:04:50.800 six months and then it stopped. She would come in 1262 01:04:50.880 --> 01:04:54.440 look at it like hmm, it's not there anymore, and 1263 01:04:54.440 --> 01:04:55.480 then she was back to normal. 1264 01:04:56.000 --> 01:04:58.519 And you didn't you didn't do and you didn't do 1265 01:04:58.559 --> 01:05:01.480 anything to the fan, like change anything about it. There 1266 01:05:01.559 --> 01:05:04.880 wasn't like light bulbs out and you replace them or 1267 01:05:04.880 --> 01:05:05.639 anything like that. 1268 01:05:06.280 --> 01:05:09.599 No, like we were messing with the fan in general. 1269 01:05:09.639 --> 01:05:11.920 But that's the thing is it was a fan. Then 1270 01:05:11.920 --> 01:05:14.199 why isn't she scared of the other five or four 1271 01:05:14.239 --> 01:05:14.679 in the house. 1272 01:05:14.760 --> 01:05:15.280 That's what I'm saying. 1273 01:05:15.320 --> 01:05:17.079 There was something with this fan for sure. 1274 01:05:17.360 --> 01:05:19.760 Well, we were tinking we were doing different We were 1275 01:05:19.840 --> 01:05:22.639 I think if I recall, we were like different settings, 1276 01:05:22.679 --> 01:05:26.599 changing the light bulb just to see if something with 1277 01:05:26.800 --> 01:05:30.000 the fan was, She's still it didn't change. She was 1278 01:05:30.079 --> 01:05:32.800 terrified of the fan. If we could have taken the 1279 01:05:32.840 --> 01:05:35.679 fan off the ceiling, we didn't. We couldn't, but if 1280 01:05:35.679 --> 01:05:37.679 we could, I mean, we probably could have really tried, 1281 01:05:37.679 --> 01:05:40.039 but it's Louisiana. You don't want to do that. Yeah, 1282 01:05:41.199 --> 01:05:42.880 and you know, I think she still would have been 1283 01:05:42.920 --> 01:05:44.960 scared of that spot, because then why is it she's 1284 01:05:44.960 --> 01:05:47.559 all of a sudden scared of it and six months later, 1285 01:05:47.639 --> 01:05:49.480 out of nowhere, she's not scared of it anymore. 1286 01:05:49.679 --> 01:05:51.559 Yeah, that's super strange. 1287 01:05:51.760 --> 01:05:56.000 Well, that leaves us to Britt's question. Britt said, is 1288 01:05:56.000 --> 01:05:58.199 is that how you got rid of the demon because 1289 01:05:58.199 --> 01:06:01.159 you realized your power because you were and earlier you 1290 01:06:01.159 --> 01:06:03.280 said I wish a demon would fuck with me kind 1291 01:06:03.320 --> 01:06:03.559 of thing? 1292 01:06:03.639 --> 01:06:04.119 Right? Is that? 1293 01:06:04.320 --> 01:06:05.719 Is that kind of like how you got rid of 1294 01:06:05.760 --> 01:06:06.480 it in the first place? 1295 01:06:07.280 --> 01:06:12.119 Kind of that played a huge, huge part in it. 1296 01:06:12.519 --> 01:06:15.039 So whenever you have something negative like that, you do 1297 01:06:15.119 --> 01:06:17.840 want to command it, like if it's in your space, 1298 01:06:18.360 --> 01:06:21.639 that's part of it. I would recommend just looking up 1299 01:06:22.000 --> 01:06:28.360 certain always follow your intuition on what is guided to 1300 01:06:28.400 --> 01:06:30.719 get rid of it, because there's different ways to get 1301 01:06:30.840 --> 01:06:33.199 rid of it depending on what kind of demon it is, 1302 01:06:33.320 --> 01:06:35.000 what the end, you know what it's, you know just 1303 01:06:35.039 --> 01:06:38.920 what it is energy wise, But having that get the 1304 01:06:39.280 --> 01:06:42.320 out of my house, you little motherfucker. You know what 1305 01:06:42.400 --> 01:06:44.719 I'm saying. You are not welcome here, and it's weird 1306 01:06:44.840 --> 01:06:46.519 energy that you want to be somewhere where no one 1307 01:06:46.599 --> 01:06:50.119 likes you. We're laughing at you know, just really you're 1308 01:06:50.239 --> 01:06:54.280 the dominant one. You have to assert your dominance using 1309 01:06:54.480 --> 01:06:57.679 you know, putting up wards helps as well, but there are. 1310 01:06:57.639 --> 01:06:59.880 Certain banishment techniques that you can do. 1311 01:07:02.280 --> 01:07:06.199 My friend, I feel like, is it possible that if 1312 01:07:06.280 --> 01:07:08.880 you're not giving into the fear, you're almost starving it 1313 01:07:08.960 --> 01:07:10.519 of its energy that it feeds on. 1314 01:07:12.360 --> 01:07:15.480 We tried to ignore it, and that just was like, 1315 01:07:16.079 --> 01:07:17.599 let me amp it up a little bit, because when 1316 01:07:17.599 --> 01:07:20.119 me and Brandon tried to ignore it, that's when the 1317 01:07:20.199 --> 01:07:23.239 shades started swooping from side to side, and my mom's 1318 01:07:23.239 --> 01:07:25.639 door was flinging open when nobody was in the house 1319 01:07:25.679 --> 01:07:29.840 but me, and you know, then the nightmares, the nightmares 1320 01:07:30.000 --> 01:07:35.159 that freaked me out. I had the same nightmare consecutively 1321 01:07:35.360 --> 01:07:39.800 for three weeks straight. You see the pattern of three right, 1322 01:07:40.360 --> 01:07:42.840 It was like a Freddy Krueger thing. I didn't want 1323 01:07:42.880 --> 01:07:46.480 to sleep because at any time I shut my eyes, 1324 01:07:46.559 --> 01:07:48.239 it was the same dream, and I see it in 1325 01:07:48.239 --> 01:07:48.559 my head. 1326 01:07:48.920 --> 01:07:50.039 It was the same dream. 1327 01:07:50.039 --> 01:07:53.800 I'm in a Puritan house and there's nothing in there. 1328 01:07:53.920 --> 01:07:54.880 It's all wood. 1329 01:07:55.159 --> 01:07:58.320 There's like a table and a cauldron, but the cauldron's 1330 01:07:58.360 --> 01:08:01.679 like in the fire pit cook and the fire was 1331 01:08:01.719 --> 01:08:03.360 lit and there was nobody in the room. 1332 01:08:03.400 --> 01:08:04.960 And I would go to try to go out the door. 1333 01:08:05.119 --> 01:08:08.039 The door's not opening, and I turn around and it's 1334 01:08:08.079 --> 01:08:13.039 filled with people in black cloaks like it was scary, 1335 01:08:13.119 --> 01:08:15.719 and they were all mumbling and I could not understand them. 1336 01:08:15.719 --> 01:08:18.039 But then the one that seemed to because I'm getting chilled, 1337 01:08:18.239 --> 01:08:20.840 and the one that was the leader, he would speak 1338 01:08:20.880 --> 01:08:23.319 for the group, and it was the same message, every 1339 01:08:23.359 --> 01:08:27.199 single time. We have you, we're going to get you. 1340 01:08:27.199 --> 01:08:29.760 You're you're we're pretty much your ours, you know, And 1341 01:08:29.800 --> 01:08:35.600 I'm like fuck, you know. And funny enough, I prayed 1342 01:08:35.600 --> 01:08:39.680 about it, like right, like I hit my knees one 1343 01:08:39.760 --> 01:08:41.359 night and I was like, God, I mean, you don't 1344 01:08:41.479 --> 01:08:42.920 you know with each other like that. 1345 01:08:43.000 --> 01:08:45.600 I'm not perfect, but you. 1346 01:08:47.199 --> 01:08:49.399 Yeah, can you make it stop? I can't deal with 1347 01:08:49.439 --> 01:08:52.840 this anymore. And it's so weird because my theories on 1348 01:08:53.039 --> 01:08:56.000 God and stuff are so different now. So I don't 1349 01:08:56.039 --> 01:08:58.920 think I think who I prayed to was not the 1350 01:08:59.039 --> 01:09:01.720 Christian God, think it was the original source, because I 1351 01:09:01.760 --> 01:09:06.479 think the Christian God is uh demi urge albeo. I 1352 01:09:06.520 --> 01:09:07.880 could go into a whole thing on that, but that's 1353 01:09:07.920 --> 01:09:11.000 not the point of right now. I had a dream 1354 01:09:11.079 --> 01:09:14.279 that night that I was in a nunnery and I'm 1355 01:09:14.319 --> 01:09:18.279 sitting in like this, it's like a walk breezeway, and 1356 01:09:18.319 --> 01:09:21.720 it's beautiful. It's like stone, you know, and it's like 1357 01:09:21.880 --> 01:09:25.359 it's this like stone, but on the sides like grass 1358 01:09:25.399 --> 01:09:28.800 and like little like stone benches with like cutouts with 1359 01:09:28.920 --> 01:09:32.520 like like Mary and New York candles, like just little 1360 01:09:32.840 --> 01:09:37.479 like statues of like those kinds of people or then 1361 01:09:37.720 --> 01:09:40.359 like deities or whatever, like saints and stuff like that. 1362 01:09:41.119 --> 01:09:43.319 And I'm just sitting there chilling, you know. I felt 1363 01:09:43.359 --> 01:09:45.920 very serene, and this woman, this nun comes up to me. 1364 01:09:45.920 --> 01:09:48.960 She's in a gray habit and she's like kind of 1365 01:09:48.960 --> 01:09:51.520 a she's probably in her sixties, you know. She's kind 1366 01:09:51.560 --> 01:09:54.560 of like a thicker grandma. She looks like she bakes 1367 01:09:54.600 --> 01:09:57.279 the best cookies. You know. She just was a very 1368 01:09:57.399 --> 01:10:00.760 sweet face and she's like, hey, you know my child. 1369 01:10:00.760 --> 01:10:03.359 He says he heard you, and you're fine, You're okay, 1370 01:10:03.479 --> 01:10:05.640 You're good. No more, You're not gonna have to deal 1371 01:10:05.640 --> 01:10:07.960 with it anymore. And I never had that nightmare again, 1372 01:10:09.000 --> 01:10:11.600 and I'm like, holy crap, like what But then it 1373 01:10:11.640 --> 01:10:15.199 came back like years later, and it's broken up a 1374 01:10:15.199 --> 01:10:18.600 lot of my relationships, friendship stuff like that. I think 1375 01:10:18.640 --> 01:10:21.800 it became like it was like obsessed with me kind 1376 01:10:21.840 --> 01:10:23.520 of in a sense, like it didn't want me to 1377 01:10:23.520 --> 01:10:25.319 have It was like an abusive relationship. It didn't want 1378 01:10:25.359 --> 01:10:29.479 me to have a connection with anybody, especially meant it 1379 01:10:29.560 --> 01:10:32.199 did not want me to have any relationship with a 1380 01:10:32.239 --> 01:10:38.279 man whatsoever. It was jelly, so very jelly. 1381 01:10:37.439 --> 01:10:40.039 Real quick. He said, when you in the dream to 1382 01:10:40.079 --> 01:10:41.720 go back to that, you would turn around and there 1383 01:10:41.720 --> 01:10:44.199 would be a bunch of people in black cloaks. So like, 1384 01:10:44.239 --> 01:10:47.880 in your understanding, since it's been so long, you having 1385 01:10:47.920 --> 01:10:50.199 this dream over and over, like what is your interpretation 1386 01:10:50.359 --> 01:10:53.479 of the imagery of seeing these black cloaks? 1387 01:10:54.840 --> 01:10:55.319 What do you mean? 1388 01:10:55.359 --> 01:11:00.000 Like, like, who who would those people be? Are they deemed? 1389 01:11:00.359 --> 01:11:03.000 Are they who wore the black people. 1390 01:11:03.199 --> 01:11:05.720 I believe they were all demons. Like it was like 1391 01:11:05.760 --> 01:11:07.640 they're like the minions, you know what I'm saying. Like 1392 01:11:07.640 --> 01:11:09.960 it was like a click, like a group, because they 1393 01:11:10.000 --> 01:11:13.960 didn't feel human. They did not feel human. They were 1394 01:11:14.039 --> 01:11:18.039 all oh. And I forgot this crucial detail of the 1395 01:11:18.039 --> 01:11:22.640 the the dream. Their eyes they would be normal and 1396 01:11:22.640 --> 01:11:26.239 flick to black, like solid black, like for the ones 1397 01:11:26.279 --> 01:11:28.760 that I could see their faces. I couldn't see all 1398 01:11:28.840 --> 01:11:32.560 their faces, but especially the main guy. They looked human. 1399 01:11:33.399 --> 01:11:36.760 They looked very human, but they weren't like their eyes. 1400 01:11:36.800 --> 01:11:38.159 They would look at me and then it would just 1401 01:11:38.159 --> 01:11:40.119 flick to black and it would just back and forth, 1402 01:11:40.199 --> 01:11:42.600 like they were psyching me out, you know. They were 1403 01:11:42.640 --> 01:11:45.720 just like I don't remember. I was terrified, terrified because 1404 01:11:45.720 --> 01:11:47.760 at the time I wasn't I was not a practicing 1405 01:11:47.800 --> 01:11:51.359 which my mom had already converted back to Baptists, you know, 1406 01:11:51.479 --> 01:11:53.239 and she was pushing me to do it, and I 1407 01:11:53.319 --> 01:11:57.239 was trying so hard to convert myself back to that faith, 1408 01:11:57.319 --> 01:12:00.560 and I just I didn't know, you know, what was 1409 01:12:00.600 --> 01:12:03.159 going on. I was so beating myself up. I'm like, 1410 01:12:03.159 --> 01:12:04.600 what did I do to deserve this? You know? 1411 01:12:04.600 --> 01:12:07.199 I get the Oigi board thing. But you know, like 1412 01:12:07.439 --> 01:12:09.159 I feel like I. 1413 01:12:09.159 --> 01:12:11.079 Don't know I did something else that was wrong, you know, 1414 01:12:11.119 --> 01:12:13.319 I just I shamed myself a lot when I was 1415 01:12:13.439 --> 01:12:17.479 like in the when I was religious, I was there 1416 01:12:17.520 --> 01:12:21.560 was a lot more fear mongering when religion was involved. 1417 01:12:21.800 --> 01:12:24.079 And I think when religion is involved, I think it's 1418 01:12:24.079 --> 01:12:26.960 almost like you're opening yourself up more to that because 1419 01:12:28.239 --> 01:12:32.920 of the battle between that good versus evil thing. You know, 1420 01:12:33.479 --> 01:12:36.680 like they almost for the right picking, you know, like 1421 01:12:36.800 --> 01:12:39.119 you you're full of sin and they wanted like devour 1422 01:12:39.199 --> 01:12:42.439 your soul, and so you almost make yourself vulnerable to 1423 01:12:42.680 --> 01:12:44.840 that because of the religion. I think. 1424 01:12:44.960 --> 01:12:46.840 You know, that's just a personal opinion. 1425 01:12:46.960 --> 01:12:48.000 It's quite possible. 1426 01:12:48.079 --> 01:12:48.279 You know. 1427 01:12:48.319 --> 01:12:51.079 That's something that I think too. I mean, just if 1428 01:12:51.079 --> 01:12:53.840 everything's on a pole, you know, like there's going to 1429 01:12:53.880 --> 01:12:57.680 be the positive and the negative on that pole. 1430 01:12:57.840 --> 01:13:01.439 So if there is a good, they're teaching you that 1431 01:13:01.479 --> 01:13:04.039 you're full of sin and no, no, no, and it's like. 1432 01:13:04.319 --> 01:13:07.520 You were born that way. Actually, yeah, right, I. 1433 01:13:07.520 --> 01:13:09.199 Think you're open. 1434 01:13:10.479 --> 01:13:12.960 Well at that point, you're almost a magnet to demons 1435 01:13:13.000 --> 01:13:15.199 if you believe that exactly. 1436 01:13:15.239 --> 01:13:18.159 The fear mongering to have you in fear and under 1437 01:13:18.239 --> 01:13:24.119 that thumb you're wide open. Yeah, but if you realize 1438 01:13:24.199 --> 01:13:28.359 that you're sovereign and you're powerful and you are that power, 1439 01:13:29.399 --> 01:13:31.600 then that kind of defeats the purpose, doesn't it. 1440 01:13:32.239 --> 01:13:34.840 I would think, So, yeah, all right, we need to 1441 01:13:34.840 --> 01:13:36.439 I want to get over to a couple of the 1442 01:13:37.000 --> 01:13:38.119 chats here because there's a. 1443 01:13:38.039 --> 01:13:40.479 Bunch of people that properly I don't know if I. 1444 01:13:40.399 --> 01:13:43.680 Got oh yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure experience. There's a 1445 01:13:43.680 --> 01:13:45.439 bunch of people asking you questions, so I want to 1446 01:13:45.439 --> 01:13:50.079 make sure we get to them. Benjamin said, DESI have 1447 01:13:50.199 --> 01:13:52.680 you ever looked into a crystal ball? And if so, 1448 01:13:52.880 --> 01:13:53.960 what did you experience? 1449 01:13:55.239 --> 01:13:57.319 Actually, no, I've never looked into a crystal ball. 1450 01:13:57.359 --> 01:13:59.920 And that's one of my favorite things to like doodle actual, 1451 01:14:00.199 --> 01:14:01.239 hold on, where's my Like? 1452 01:14:01.319 --> 01:14:03.560 I love drawing them crying. 1453 01:14:04.880 --> 01:14:07.880 Yeah, I've never scrat I want to because I know 1454 01:14:07.960 --> 01:14:12.960 that I've been told that other but psychics that I'm 1455 01:14:13.039 --> 01:14:17.239 I would actually be like really good at that form 1456 01:14:17.279 --> 01:14:22.159 of divination. But honestly, I think as as much as 1457 01:14:22.199 --> 01:14:24.039 I put on like for the most part, I do 1458 01:14:24.119 --> 01:14:26.359 have that, Like I don't I'm not scared really much 1459 01:14:26.359 --> 01:14:29.520 of anything. It's more or less like I don't I 1460 01:14:29.560 --> 01:14:32.119 don't like gore, and I'm kind of scared of to 1461 01:14:32.119 --> 01:14:35.800 see the gross stuff, you know, like the things that 1462 01:14:35.840 --> 01:14:39.479 are just not because I mean, when you scry, of 1463 01:14:39.479 --> 01:14:42.880 course your intention should be there, so you're scrying for 1464 01:14:42.960 --> 01:14:43.680 certain things. 1465 01:14:43.720 --> 01:14:45.079 I need to try it. 1466 01:14:45.119 --> 01:14:47.600 But I think every time that I tried to scry, 1467 01:14:47.840 --> 01:14:51.000 like something happened or something got in the way of 1468 01:14:51.039 --> 01:14:54.680 me scrying. But like, I need to get an obsidian 1469 01:14:54.680 --> 01:14:56.680 mirror because I really would love to do that. But 1470 01:14:56.800 --> 01:14:59.600 I've never looked into a crystal ball, but I'm aware 1471 01:14:59.760 --> 01:15:02.359 of of what. I honestly think I could do a 1472 01:15:02.399 --> 01:15:04.560 lot when I look into that, like because if I 1473 01:15:04.560 --> 01:15:10.479 can look at the cards and tell the future. 1474 01:15:09.479 --> 01:15:13.279 I feel like they're cousins at that point pretty much. 1475 01:15:13.319 --> 01:15:16.199 I mean, that's all. It's all divination tools and with 1476 01:15:16.399 --> 01:15:19.680 the crystal ball or water or obsidian mirrors and like 1477 01:15:19.760 --> 01:15:23.439 the obsidian mirrors and stuff like, it's just it's pretty 1478 01:15:23.479 --> 01:15:25.479 much like a like a TV. 1479 01:15:26.000 --> 01:15:31.359 You know, right, channeling channeling into the program. 1480 01:15:32.000 --> 01:15:32.359 Mm hmm. 1481 01:15:32.640 --> 01:15:34.079 You know, you just got to learn how to tune 1482 01:15:34.119 --> 01:15:34.439 that in. 1483 01:15:35.159 --> 01:15:40.359 But well, speaking of divination, brit said, what's so different 1484 01:15:40.399 --> 01:15:44.159 about a Wiji? Board versus a pendulum, So. 1485 01:15:44.520 --> 01:15:48.399 A Wiji board is okay. So like I guess it 1486 01:15:48.399 --> 01:15:52.479 depends because with the pendulum you can have different boards 1487 01:15:52.560 --> 01:15:55.319 with different I mean, you can do basic yes, no questions. 1488 01:15:55.319 --> 01:16:00.479 With pendulums, you can do boards with different answers on them. 1489 01:16:00.680 --> 01:16:03.079 You know what I'm saying. Like with the Wigi board, 1490 01:16:03.079 --> 01:16:07.520 it's alphabetical, so it's gonna spell it out. I know 1491 01:16:07.560 --> 01:16:10.319 that probably doesn't sound too much of a difference. I 1492 01:16:10.399 --> 01:16:13.319 personally think the Ouiji board when it was created, it 1493 01:16:13.359 --> 01:16:16.359 didn't have good intentions when it was created. I feel 1494 01:16:16.359 --> 01:16:19.439 like it was birthed out of a lower vibration. That's 1495 01:16:19.560 --> 01:16:24.039 personal opinion. I feel though that that what that is. 1496 01:16:24.079 --> 01:16:28.159 Because I mean everything that I'm drawn to in the 1497 01:16:28.199 --> 01:16:32.800 realm of divination, magic, the witchy Wu, I go by 1498 01:16:32.840 --> 01:16:35.199 my intuition and my spirit. If it does not sit 1499 01:16:35.279 --> 01:16:37.319 right with my spirit, it is not aligned for me, 1500 01:16:37.399 --> 01:16:39.800 and I will not force it. And I have not 1501 01:16:39.960 --> 01:16:45.039 missed yet. And that's following anything. If if a phrase 1502 01:16:45.319 --> 01:16:48.039 that somebody like Hallmark, phrases that people speak on that 1503 01:16:48.079 --> 01:16:49.680 don't hit right with me, I'm not gonna I don't 1504 01:16:49.720 --> 01:16:49.960 like it. 1505 01:16:49.960 --> 01:16:50.920 I'll argue with it. 1506 01:16:50.960 --> 01:16:56.119 But I guess with pendulums, I don't know people can 1507 01:16:56.159 --> 01:16:59.119 manipulate pendulums to more than Wigi boards. I mean, I know, 1508 01:16:59.239 --> 01:17:02.239 I know people can manipulate Ouiji boards like with their fingers, 1509 01:17:02.239 --> 01:17:05.439 but with pendulums like you can shake. I would recommend 1510 01:17:05.479 --> 01:17:09.159 getting a tool that holds the pendulum so you don't 1511 01:17:09.199 --> 01:17:11.439 have to, you know, like worry if you're shaking too 1512 01:17:11.520 --> 01:17:14.520 much or not. But essentially it's like there's difference, but 1513 01:17:14.840 --> 01:17:15.359 there's not. 1514 01:17:15.840 --> 01:17:19.920 You know, like stigma. That stigma against the Wigia board 1515 01:17:20.000 --> 01:17:23.880 almost ultimately may even open up the negative possibility. 1516 01:17:24.239 --> 01:17:27.880 If you see only negative, then you're gonna get only negative. 1517 01:17:27.880 --> 01:17:29.479 Now granted I'm not the only reason. 1518 01:17:30.119 --> 01:17:31.760 I mean, like I said, I don't do it because 1519 01:17:31.760 --> 01:17:34.079 of what I'm not meant to align with it. 1520 01:17:34.119 --> 01:17:34.680 But I'm not. 1521 01:17:34.600 --> 01:17:37.039 Saying, don't you know, if you feel pulled and drawn 1522 01:17:37.119 --> 01:17:39.319 to use the Wigi board and it's coming out good 1523 01:17:39.359 --> 01:17:41.800 for you and you're doing what you like good with it, 1524 01:17:41.920 --> 01:17:44.840 do it. You know, like it's just not meant for everybody. 1525 01:17:45.199 --> 01:17:48.119 But I feel like there are key differences in the 1526 01:17:48.159 --> 01:17:52.359 tool as it being just what it is. 1527 01:17:52.600 --> 01:17:53.720 You know, it's a crystal. 1528 01:17:54.399 --> 01:17:56.840 The pendulum is typically a crystal, but you're not using 1529 01:17:56.880 --> 01:18:01.159 crystals for the Ouigi board. It's the same and different 1530 01:18:01.159 --> 01:18:03.960 at the same time. I guess it's just all about perspective, 1531 01:18:04.760 --> 01:18:08.079 you know, Okay, But they're both divination tools to communicate 1532 01:18:08.119 --> 01:18:08.840 with spirits, So. 1533 01:18:10.760 --> 01:18:12.840 I guess it really just depends on how you want 1534 01:18:12.840 --> 01:18:13.319 to view it. 1535 01:18:13.319 --> 01:18:15.640 It's up to the to the individual. Maybe not like 1536 01:18:15.680 --> 01:18:20.039 a clear cut kind of line there much. Benjamin said. 1537 01:18:20.079 --> 01:18:23.640 My ex girlfriend's demon used to make random everyday items 1538 01:18:23.680 --> 01:18:27.000 disappear when I wasn't looking. He normally always gave them 1539 01:18:27.000 --> 01:18:30.359 back Eventually. One time, my ex girlfriend and I seen 1540 01:18:30.439 --> 01:18:34.239 the Zippo lighter that I had quote unquote lost materialize 1541 01:18:34.319 --> 01:18:36.600 out of thin air on to the table we were 1542 01:18:36.600 --> 01:18:39.560 sitting by. It was wild as fuck. Oh, I would 1543 01:18:39.720 --> 01:18:42.720 love to witness that demon. 1544 01:18:43.479 --> 01:18:44.640 That's what I was about to say. That sounds like 1545 01:18:44.640 --> 01:18:47.439 a trickster. It may demon, but it could just be 1546 01:18:47.439 --> 01:18:51.039 a trickster. It's not. Tricksters aren't always necessarily demon unless 1547 01:18:51.039 --> 01:18:53.960 you want to demonize them, because they're just messing with you, 1548 01:18:54.399 --> 01:18:57.920 like they're If they're giving it back, they're not all 1549 01:18:57.960 --> 01:19:02.840 bad obviously, like the machine elves, you know exactly, you know, 1550 01:19:02.920 --> 01:19:04.880 they're kind of like the like little elves and gnomes 1551 01:19:04.920 --> 01:19:06.039 they will or fairies. 1552 01:19:06.079 --> 01:19:07.279 You know, they're just gonna be like. 1553 01:19:07.479 --> 01:19:09.840 I got your stuff, like I got your nose, you know, 1554 01:19:09.880 --> 01:19:11.720 but they're gonna give it back, you know, They're just like, Okay, 1555 01:19:11.720 --> 01:19:14.359 here you go. You know, you just you can give 1556 01:19:14.439 --> 01:19:20.399 them offerings to get it back, or like I have 1557 01:19:20.479 --> 01:19:24.439 a spell that that I've used for lost items. And 1558 01:19:24.520 --> 01:19:28.239 when I tell you that spell has worked every single time. 1559 01:19:30.800 --> 01:19:32.479 Out there spell the t I'm ready for it. 1560 01:19:33.319 --> 01:19:34.000 You okay, you. 1561 01:19:34.000 --> 01:19:34.720 Want the spell now? 1562 01:19:35.399 --> 01:19:38.560 Obviously I'm always gonna say use good intentions and stuff 1563 01:19:38.600 --> 01:19:41.960 like that, like don't run the saint dry, you know 1564 01:19:42.000 --> 01:19:44.119 what I'm saying, don't be petty with it, and don't 1565 01:19:44.119 --> 01:19:47.039 be like over exerting this this spell, like use it 1566 01:19:47.079 --> 01:19:51.039 when you need it. And actually I have I have. 1567 01:19:51.039 --> 01:19:52.720 A supernatural story on this one too. 1568 01:19:52.720 --> 01:19:54.520 I mean, obviously the spell work, but it did involve 1569 01:19:54.560 --> 01:19:56.479 like a cold case, though not a cold case. I'm 1570 01:19:56.479 --> 01:19:59.800 sorry it didn't involve an active crime case like using it. 1571 01:20:00.560 --> 01:20:03.760 But it's Dear Saint Anthony's spell, and oh my god, 1572 01:20:03.760 --> 01:20:06.359 I've been using him. I've been actually having needing to 1573 01:20:06.520 --> 01:20:10.479 use reference this spell a lot lately, like within the 1574 01:20:10.479 --> 01:20:13.359 past few days, so there's wonder if there's something to that. 1575 01:20:14.600 --> 01:20:15.600 I'm peeping the pattern. 1576 01:20:15.800 --> 01:20:17.279 What kind of spell did you say it was? I'm 1577 01:20:17.279 --> 01:20:18.239 sorry I missed it. 1578 01:20:18.239 --> 01:20:20.199 It's a fine lost items spell. 1579 01:20:21.920 --> 01:20:25.399 So this is how goes. You say it three times, 1580 01:20:26.479 --> 01:20:30.960 no more, no less. Make sure you're thinking this saint 1581 01:20:31.199 --> 01:20:39.439 for his work afterwards, So lighting incense like dragon's blood, frankinsense, 1582 01:20:39.680 --> 01:20:42.800 mr an offering of some sort to thank him. 1583 01:20:42.680 --> 01:20:48.159 For his service, said Anthony. Saint Anthony, Oh, that's what 1584 01:20:48.279 --> 01:20:49.000 you said that I missed. 1585 01:20:49.000 --> 01:20:49.439 I'm sorry. 1586 01:20:49.920 --> 01:20:53.239 Sorry, So it's it just goes. Dear Saint Anthony, please 1587 01:20:53.319 --> 01:20:56.800 come around. My object is lost and cannot be found 1588 01:20:57.239 --> 01:21:01.560 now in the event where I've used it for missing persons, 1589 01:21:02.439 --> 01:21:04.399 I had, I did do that once it came to 1590 01:21:04.520 --> 01:21:06.279 I didn't even think at first to use it. But 1591 01:21:06.399 --> 01:21:10.960 my friend in Ohio's daughter she went missing, and uh 1592 01:21:11.159 --> 01:21:14.359 panic because she's I'm the godmother. I'm the godmother and 1593 01:21:15.239 --> 01:21:17.039 like me and this woman have been friends for years, 1594 01:21:17.119 --> 01:21:19.119 Like we're close. You know, we don't get to talk 1595 01:21:19.119 --> 01:21:20.800 all the time, but we're pretty close. We've never met 1596 01:21:20.800 --> 01:21:23.479 in person, but we love each other. That much, you know. 1597 01:21:23.560 --> 01:21:25.199 And she loves me so much, you know, loves me 1598 01:21:25.319 --> 01:21:27.479 so much enough to name me Godma, you know, to 1599 01:21:27.600 --> 01:21:31.119 her kids. Well, her oldest daughter goes missing, and I 1600 01:21:31.319 --> 01:21:33.479 just think, you know, it came to my mind. So 1601 01:21:33.560 --> 01:21:37.199 I'm assuming that was spirit, you know, And I told 1602 01:21:37.199 --> 01:21:38.439 her I was on the phone with her. I was like, 1603 01:21:38.520 --> 01:21:40.039 let's do this spell at the same time, because she's 1604 01:21:40.279 --> 01:21:40.960 she's a witch too. 1605 01:21:41.479 --> 01:21:42.199 And we did it. 1606 01:21:42.359 --> 01:21:45.079 And I mean, when I tell you, the goosebumps that 1607 01:21:45.239 --> 01:21:48.399 came over us like it was such a magical feeling. 1608 01:21:50.560 --> 01:21:53.239 It worked because we were trying to actively find her. 1609 01:21:53.760 --> 01:21:56.439 It didn't work in the way that we've wanted it to, unfortunately, 1610 01:21:57.079 --> 01:22:01.640 but she was found. Unfortunately, she was already deceased. The 1611 01:22:01.720 --> 01:22:05.399 father had already taken her life and done other horrible 1612 01:22:05.479 --> 01:22:09.159 things to her. And I think you can look up 1613 01:22:09.199 --> 01:22:11.920 if anybody is actually curious, you know, for the morbid 1614 01:22:12.000 --> 01:22:15.239 details at the case. I don't know if they're gonna 1615 01:22:15.479 --> 01:22:20.319 list it, but the cases in Ohio. And her name 1616 01:22:20.439 --> 01:22:27.279 was Kamani and it means butterfly, and so her dad 1617 01:22:27.399 --> 01:22:31.359 and the grandmother, the mother of the mother was involved 1618 01:22:31.439 --> 01:22:33.399 because she was sleeping around with the dad. She knew 1619 01:22:33.399 --> 01:22:36.159 where she was, and me and my boyfriend were doing 1620 01:22:36.319 --> 01:22:39.760 Ustus and Taro and spirit box to pick up on 1621 01:22:39.840 --> 01:22:42.439 her location. We were getting cities that I didn't know 1622 01:22:42.520 --> 01:22:46.279 about in Ohio. We were getting we hit points. She 1623 01:22:46.479 --> 01:22:48.439 was found the next morning. She the body was brought 1624 01:22:48.479 --> 01:22:50.199 back to her the next morning. 1625 01:22:52.319 --> 01:22:56.640 There's definitely something to all of it. 1626 01:22:57.439 --> 01:23:00.720 Oh yeah, Like I think you know him for it, 1627 01:23:01.039 --> 01:23:03.239 But any other time I've used it for an object, 1628 01:23:05.079 --> 01:23:08.239 that object will pop up. I actually got. We're going 1629 01:23:08.319 --> 01:23:12.640 through this awful thing with his with like his baby 1630 01:23:12.680 --> 01:23:15.920 mama and his son, and it's it's it's awful what 1631 01:23:16.039 --> 01:23:20.439 we're dealing with. It's a serious crime has taken into 1632 01:23:20.479 --> 01:23:22.439 effect for this child. If you know where I'm going 1633 01:23:22.520 --> 01:23:28.640 with it. And the man is the other baby daddy 1634 01:23:28.680 --> 01:23:32.720 of the baby mother. He's he's a bad man and 1635 01:23:32.920 --> 01:23:35.319 don't worry, he's in the boot. So I did. I 1636 01:23:35.439 --> 01:23:39.680 did text on him, okay, And if anybody's curious about 1637 01:23:39.680 --> 01:23:41.439 the boot fell, I'll tell that one too. 1638 01:23:41.600 --> 01:23:47.399 But anyways, so, uh well, let's go boots. 1639 01:23:49.319 --> 01:23:52.159 For him because he's he's trying to ruin her life. 1640 01:23:52.399 --> 01:23:53.960 So right now he's got her paying back pay on 1641 01:23:54.039 --> 01:23:56.439 child support because he called in sant fraud I mean 1642 01:23:56.439 --> 01:23:59.039 not child sport food stands, saying oh fraud. I was 1643 01:23:59.119 --> 01:24:01.720 never on it, but he was like he was a 1644 01:24:01.840 --> 01:24:04.239 dependent or whatever somehow to where he was living with her. 1645 01:24:04.479 --> 01:24:07.039 He called lied saying it wasn't so NAT's saying back pay. 1646 01:24:07.439 --> 01:24:09.399 So she was like, I can't get a hold of 1647 01:24:09.479 --> 01:24:12.119 the lease because of the office was doing shicy things. 1648 01:24:12.159 --> 01:24:15.000 And I was like, say the spell with me. Okay, 1649 01:24:15.079 --> 01:24:18.279 we're gonna do it together, and I promise that the 1650 01:24:18.399 --> 01:24:20.760 lease is going to pop up in a weird way. 1651 01:24:21.279 --> 01:24:23.560 We did the spell, and sure enough, we talked to 1652 01:24:23.560 --> 01:24:25.359 her on the phone the other day and she's like, yeah, 1653 01:24:25.479 --> 01:24:27.520 so we ended up finding the lease and they're. 1654 01:24:27.359 --> 01:24:28.079 Mailing it to me. 1655 01:24:29.479 --> 01:24:30.199 It just works. 1656 01:24:31.159 --> 01:24:32.479 It's tried and true. 1657 01:24:33.560 --> 01:24:34.439 Works every time. 1658 01:24:34.800 --> 01:24:38.439 Like, if you're going to do a lease spell work, 1659 01:24:38.560 --> 01:24:41.399 do it respectfully and from a place of being humble, 1660 01:24:41.880 --> 01:24:44.560 so because you will get a kickback if you're if 1661 01:24:44.600 --> 01:24:46.319 you're doing it for the wrong reason. 1662 01:24:46.479 --> 01:24:53.520 Makes sense, dude, I oh yea, what happened? 1663 01:24:53.560 --> 01:24:54.720 What dude? What? No? 1664 01:24:54.880 --> 01:24:56.960 I said, that spell must be right out the grimoire 1665 01:24:57.039 --> 01:24:57.920 since it works so well. 1666 01:24:59.000 --> 01:25:00.640 I got it out of a spell. I don't have 1667 01:25:00.720 --> 01:25:02.960 the spell book anymore, but I do. I write it 1668 01:25:03.000 --> 01:25:05.520 out of a spellbook, and for I don't memorize things 1669 01:25:05.600 --> 01:25:08.039 very well, but I memorized it for some reason, and 1670 01:25:08.399 --> 01:25:11.359 I'm at fourteen. I've known it ever since, like for 1671 01:25:11.479 --> 01:25:12.199 some reason. 1672 01:25:12.159 --> 01:25:14.199 Your own grimoire, I think. 1673 01:25:14.520 --> 01:25:17.880 Oh I am Actually I'll be on like I'm creating 1674 01:25:18.039 --> 01:25:20.760 spell for more pages that I'm gonna end up posting 1675 01:25:20.840 --> 01:25:24.840 on certain platforms to sell for someone who wants to 1676 01:25:24.920 --> 01:25:27.479 make their own grimoire, so I can that later. 1677 01:25:28.199 --> 01:25:31.840 Oh dude, that's legit. Let's see. Let's get down the 1678 01:25:31.920 --> 01:25:35.479 chat here. Brit said, I never had anything mess mess 1679 01:25:35.560 --> 01:25:38.680 with me while awake just to sleep, So mine weren't 1680 01:25:38.720 --> 01:25:41.560 that bad. Just a just a dream or a nightmare 1681 01:25:41.640 --> 01:25:43.359 kind of situation going on there, and. 1682 01:25:43.439 --> 01:25:47.640 Which makes sense if you think about it. Oh, I'm sorry, 1683 01:25:47.680 --> 01:25:49.520 go ahead, No, I was just gonna say it. You know, 1684 01:25:49.640 --> 01:25:51.840 it makes sense because even you were saying that, you know, 1685 01:25:51.960 --> 01:25:54.199 you had those nightmares like three weeks in a row. 1686 01:25:54.319 --> 01:25:57.520 It's like, imagine a way that this demon or this 1687 01:25:57.720 --> 01:25:59.960 energy can put you in a fear state of mind 1688 01:26:00.000 --> 01:26:03.439 and you know, actually giving you the ability to see 1689 01:26:03.720 --> 01:26:06.880 the representation of what that would look like, make you 1690 01:26:07.039 --> 01:26:11.079 feel fearful and then kind of you know, uh, get 1691 01:26:11.119 --> 01:26:12.880 that energy from you being. 1692 01:26:14.319 --> 01:26:16.399 Messing with you in your dreams. I mean that's a 1693 01:26:16.439 --> 01:26:20.560 big deal too, because that's your spirit, that's you, you know, 1694 01:26:20.760 --> 01:26:24.479 because when you when you sleep, your your your soul 1695 01:26:24.920 --> 01:26:28.399 is leaving your body essentially and you're going into other realms. 1696 01:26:28.800 --> 01:26:31.479 Like that's what that is like. So you've got to 1697 01:26:31.479 --> 01:26:35.640 be careful, especially if you are accidentally actual traveling. You know, 1698 01:26:35.680 --> 01:26:38.479 you don't want them to cut the line and they'll 1699 01:26:38.479 --> 01:26:41.439 fit that's you're trying to attach to you. By the way, m. 1700 01:26:42.600 --> 01:26:48.199 Britt also said, in referring to your demon experience that 1701 01:26:49.039 --> 01:26:52.359 that sounds like a sucubist slash incubus being jealous and 1702 01:26:52.439 --> 01:26:54.520 not wanting you to be with anyone else but them. 1703 01:26:55.479 --> 01:26:57.159 Probably I didn't even think. I don't know why I 1704 01:26:57.239 --> 01:26:58.680 never thought about it that way. I'm glad they put 1705 01:26:58.680 --> 01:27:00.760 that up because that does make sense. And I did 1706 01:27:00.880 --> 01:27:03.960 have a lot of weird sexual dreams throughout the years 1707 01:27:04.000 --> 01:27:07.920 where I didn't know who it was, but very very 1708 01:27:08.000 --> 01:27:11.560 intense sexual dreams, and I'm just like, why never made 1709 01:27:11.600 --> 01:27:14.199 the connection is beyond me. But that sucks because like 1710 01:27:14.520 --> 01:27:17.640 it's a bit. He was really ugly too. That's why 1711 01:27:17.640 --> 01:27:20.720 I can describe him. When I caught him on camera. 1712 01:27:21.640 --> 01:27:24.159 It was just his like side profile, like peeking out 1713 01:27:24.239 --> 01:27:26.439 of my closet. It like because the door wasn't fully 1714 01:27:26.520 --> 01:27:29.079 open or closed, and he kind of looked like, you 1715 01:27:29.199 --> 01:27:35.680 know the old spider Man with the what's his face? Yeah, okay, 1716 01:27:35.760 --> 01:27:38.039 so you know the the green goblin mask. 1717 01:27:38.800 --> 01:27:39.680 Oh yeah, yeah. 1718 01:27:40.399 --> 01:27:42.640 He had the bulging eyes like that. 1719 01:27:43.079 --> 01:27:48.479 It's like this weird skin texture, very sharp like jawline, 1720 01:27:48.520 --> 01:27:51.439 and he had this like shit eating grin that was 1721 01:27:51.560 --> 01:27:54.560 like a mile long, and he was just like looking 1722 01:27:54.720 --> 01:27:55.199 right at me. 1723 01:27:55.279 --> 01:27:57.760 I'm like, you ugly motherfucker. 1724 01:27:58.359 --> 01:27:59.920 Looking like a whole veloss of raptor. 1725 01:28:00.079 --> 01:28:00.279 Dude. 1726 01:28:00.840 --> 01:28:04.920 Yeah, so I'm like, so you're what you know, I 1727 01:28:04.960 --> 01:28:07.800 think a succubit or inhol at least be decent looking, 1728 01:28:08.199 --> 01:28:10.880 you know, like give me Henry cavill or something like. 1729 01:28:10.920 --> 01:28:16.439 Come on, Benjamin said, clear quartz. I think is easier 1730 01:28:16.520 --> 01:28:19.239 to see obsidian. It seems to me that it takes 1731 01:28:19.279 --> 01:28:24.039 some experience under your belt. Yes, maybe a little bit, 1732 01:28:24.119 --> 01:28:25.920 each to the to each their own. I mean I 1733 01:28:26.079 --> 01:28:30.000 know that because the idea is that you're you kind 1734 01:28:30.000 --> 01:28:32.920 of want the flame up against the obsidian, right, and 1735 01:28:33.000 --> 01:28:36.239 you're supposed to almost like stare into the black flame 1736 01:28:36.319 --> 01:28:39.760 that's up against the obsidian, if you're trying to scry, right, 1737 01:28:39.880 --> 01:28:41.760 isn't that how it's done different? 1738 01:28:41.800 --> 01:28:44.720 I've heard different points of using it. I heard to 1739 01:28:44.800 --> 01:28:46.640 have the flame right there. Then I've heard to have 1740 01:28:46.760 --> 01:28:49.479 the flame close enough but not in the. 1741 01:28:51.039 --> 01:28:51.560 A little bit. 1742 01:28:51.960 --> 01:28:53.479 Yeah, so you want to be able to I guess 1743 01:28:53.479 --> 01:28:56.079 it just depends because if you have the flame in there, 1744 01:28:56.439 --> 01:28:58.439 you're looking at two forms of divination. 1745 01:28:58.920 --> 01:29:01.239 You're looking in the flame and the reflection. 1746 01:29:01.399 --> 01:29:05.079 Because thing you can use flames as divination tools as well. 1747 01:29:05.800 --> 01:29:09.640 So with clear courts and obsidian or Onyx or well 1748 01:29:09.680 --> 01:29:14.600 no obsidian, I do see where there could be a difference. Energetically, 1749 01:29:16.840 --> 01:29:20.680 they're both okay, Well, they're both equally powerful because with 1750 01:29:20.840 --> 01:29:23.159 clear courts it's kind of a jack of all trades. 1751 01:29:23.720 --> 01:29:27.159 You can use it as a substitute for anything, you know, 1752 01:29:27.479 --> 01:29:30.039 And if you wanted to take the properties of obsidian, 1753 01:29:30.319 --> 01:29:31.880 of protective properties. 1754 01:29:31.479 --> 01:29:34.319 Of obsidian and apply it to the clear courts, then yeah. 1755 01:29:34.159 --> 01:29:38.399 That's possible. Basically, Yeah, it just depends on the user, 1756 01:29:38.720 --> 01:29:42.000 you know, because I feel like the reflective surfaces of 1757 01:29:42.199 --> 01:29:45.520 them are totally different. In my my my eye, through 1758 01:29:45.600 --> 01:29:49.439 my eyes, they're totally different. But I mean, I think 1759 01:29:49.600 --> 01:29:51.359 I think either or is a very good tool. But 1760 01:29:51.399 --> 01:29:52.199 I wonder if you could. 1761 01:29:52.039 --> 01:29:54.000 Do like a somehow do a combo, like have like 1762 01:29:54.119 --> 01:29:55.279 them sitting next to each other. 1763 01:29:55.560 --> 01:29:57.680 You know, Oh yeah, I'm sure you can make that 1764 01:29:57.760 --> 01:29:59.439 work for you. It's to the individual. 1765 01:30:00.159 --> 01:30:03.520 We can do like magical experiments and just push the limits, 1766 01:30:03.600 --> 01:30:03.760 you know. 1767 01:30:03.800 --> 01:30:07.520 Oh yeah, and if you got clear quarts, it's very 1768 01:30:07.520 --> 01:30:09.319 similar to like using a white candle. 1769 01:30:09.640 --> 01:30:09.800 You know. 1770 01:30:09.960 --> 01:30:11.800 It's kind of like just how you said, almost the 1771 01:30:11.880 --> 01:30:13.399 jack of all trades kind of situation. 1772 01:30:13.560 --> 01:30:16.840 Also a crystal, I wish I had it ready to 1773 01:30:18.239 --> 01:30:20.000 I know I have it right here somewhere by me. 1774 01:30:20.119 --> 01:30:24.520 But it's called like the Sear's crystal and mine. 1775 01:30:24.600 --> 01:30:26.680 It's like the rough on the outside, but the piece 1776 01:30:26.760 --> 01:30:30.359 that's cut and shaved on the front is this perfect clear, smooth, 1777 01:30:30.479 --> 01:30:35.840 reflective surface and it's a gorgeous crystal. I can see 1778 01:30:35.960 --> 01:30:37.880 if I if I have it in the immediate like. 1779 01:30:39.439 --> 01:30:42.720 And it's called thee yes it's. 1780 01:30:42.600 --> 01:30:45.039 Like the Sears crystal. I believe that's what it's called. 1781 01:30:45.720 --> 01:30:51.159 No key, no, my baby. I've got crystals everywhere, but 1782 01:30:51.279 --> 01:30:53.159 I want to say, I'm about to just dump it. 1783 01:30:54.239 --> 01:30:55.279 It's either in here or. 1784 01:30:55.319 --> 01:30:57.880 It's in my all right, I said, I pulled it 1785 01:30:57.960 --> 01:31:00.119 up right here, it says. A sear crystal off and 1786 01:31:00.199 --> 01:31:03.319 referred to as a seer stone, is typically a naturally 1787 01:31:03.439 --> 01:31:07.479 polished gemstone, commonly made from quartz or other crystals like 1788 01:31:07.600 --> 01:31:10.720 amethysts or rose quartz. These stones are believed to be 1789 01:31:10.840 --> 01:31:13.840 used for divination and accessing intuitive insights. 1790 01:31:14.079 --> 01:31:17.399 I love me some amethysts, dude, you know, Oh yeah. 1791 01:31:17.319 --> 01:31:19.159 Dude, let's see. 1792 01:31:19.800 --> 01:31:19.920 Uh. 1793 01:31:20.279 --> 01:31:24.279 Destiny is another question for you, Dear brit said, with 1794 01:31:24.520 --> 01:31:27.920 pendulums you can, I think. Yeah, with pendulums you can 1795 01:31:28.039 --> 01:31:31.000 use a matt to hold it over that has letters 1796 01:31:31.199 --> 01:31:35.399 or whatever. So couldn't the same negative entities come through Theoretically. 1797 01:31:36.600 --> 01:31:39.359 Essentially, any divination tool that you use, anything negative can 1798 01:31:39.439 --> 01:31:39.880 come through. 1799 01:31:41.319 --> 01:31:42.760 It doesn't matter what the tool is. 1800 01:31:43.039 --> 01:31:46.159 It just matters on one your intention or if you're like, 1801 01:31:47.119 --> 01:31:51.039 if you're conjuring, it just really depends. You can conjure 1802 01:31:51.399 --> 01:31:54.439 evil up, you know, with your pinky toe if you 1803 01:31:54.560 --> 01:31:58.359 really wanted to but yeah, if you leave yourself open, 1804 01:31:59.079 --> 01:32:02.640 wide open for that energy to come through. 1805 01:32:02.760 --> 01:32:05.239 Which actually, okay, I see where they're going with this. 1806 01:32:05.399 --> 01:32:09.680 Okay, so if you if you do any kind of work, right, So, 1807 01:32:09.840 --> 01:32:12.000 whenever I'm trying to think of how I want to 1808 01:32:12.000 --> 01:32:14.479 go into this, well. 1809 01:32:14.359 --> 01:32:16.279 She kind of touched up on the question a little 1810 01:32:16.279 --> 01:32:18.359 bit and she said, maybe the Wija board has a 1811 01:32:18.399 --> 01:32:21.479 bunch of negative energy already attached to it from the collective, 1812 01:32:21.640 --> 01:32:24.199 and that's why more negative interactions might occur. 1813 01:32:25.279 --> 01:32:27.800 Right. That's also something I'm glad she brought that up, 1814 01:32:27.800 --> 01:32:30.720 because that's also an addition to me, like saying I 1815 01:32:30.800 --> 01:32:32.920 think it was created with ill intent, you know, it 1816 01:32:33.039 --> 01:32:37.399 was created from a negative aspect, but having everyone collectively 1817 01:32:37.479 --> 01:32:40.039 believe that it is negative, of course, it's you know, 1818 01:32:40.199 --> 01:32:43.640 like attracts, like you know, like speaking into existence enough 1819 01:32:43.680 --> 01:32:45.159 and you're going to get that result. 1820 01:32:45.720 --> 01:32:47.720 So that she makes a very good point. 1821 01:32:47.800 --> 01:32:49.840 I love that, you know that she brought that to like, 1822 01:32:50.279 --> 01:32:52.159 you know, out to the attention of all of us, 1823 01:32:52.560 --> 01:32:54.520 you know, and anybody else watching and whatnot. 1824 01:32:54.640 --> 01:32:56.159 But yeah, I mean that's that's fact. 1825 01:32:56.279 --> 01:33:00.159 If you are going to speak something into existence, you know, 1826 01:33:00.199 --> 01:33:03.000 if you're gonna call, you know, call something what it 1827 01:33:03.199 --> 01:33:05.520 is or what you think it is. Enough, and you 1828 01:33:05.600 --> 01:33:07.880 have all these other people doing it, then yeah, of 1829 01:33:08.000 --> 01:33:12.199 course you know it's gonna it's gonna manifest in its 1830 01:33:12.239 --> 01:33:12.640 own way. 1831 01:33:13.199 --> 01:33:15.079 But oh no, where was I? 1832 01:33:15.199 --> 01:33:18.720 Oh I had something I was going, Oh I remember. 1833 01:33:18.560 --> 01:33:22.000 I remember, what's the basis of it was? But it was, oh, 1834 01:33:22.720 --> 01:33:24.880 calling negative things in like being. 1835 01:33:25.079 --> 01:33:29.600 So I had this experience recently, and me and my 1836 01:33:29.640 --> 01:33:32.439 boyfriend are on the spirit box and I have a 1837 01:33:32.600 --> 01:33:34.439 theory it's I call it. I don't know if it's 1838 01:33:34.439 --> 01:33:36.479 an actual theory or I coined it. I don't know 1839 01:33:36.520 --> 01:33:40.039 what it, but I call it the lighthouse theory. And like, 1840 01:33:40.239 --> 01:33:42.279 you know, how like they have like like we're the 1841 01:33:42.319 --> 01:33:46.079 spiritual plane and our plane they're like on top of 1842 01:33:46.119 --> 01:33:49.359 each other. So I always kind of visualize it like 1843 01:33:49.479 --> 01:33:52.119 Hollywood probably has made it look where it's like the 1844 01:33:52.279 --> 01:33:56.079 Sepia black and white maybe tone whichever one. But like 1845 01:33:56.199 --> 01:33:59.399 how spirit can will wander around town. The same houses 1846 01:33:59.439 --> 01:34:02.239 are there on both sides. You know, we're all seeing 1847 01:34:02.279 --> 01:34:06.159 the same houses, the same trees, the same streets. But 1848 01:34:06.399 --> 01:34:09.560 the difference is we most of us can't see the spirits, 1849 01:34:09.880 --> 01:34:11.720 but the spirits are going to see us just minding 1850 01:34:11.760 --> 01:34:15.399 our business in our home, you know, right. So we 1851 01:34:15.520 --> 01:34:17.399 had spirit come in and he was a twelve year 1852 01:34:17.439 --> 01:34:20.600 old boy. I absolutely adore this spirit. His name's Harold. 1853 01:34:21.239 --> 01:34:25.159 And mind you, kids are very blunt on the other side, 1854 01:34:25.159 --> 01:34:28.680 they're not as cryptic as adult spirits. But he comes 1855 01:34:28.760 --> 01:34:30.920 in and he's you know, I was like, how did 1856 01:34:30.960 --> 01:34:33.479 you how'd you find us? You know, because he said 1857 01:34:33.520 --> 01:34:35.319 he was just wandering around, he was bored, He's just 1858 01:34:35.399 --> 01:34:37.359 walking around and he saw us and he just decided 1859 01:34:37.359 --> 01:34:39.880 to come on, come on in. And the way I 1860 01:34:39.960 --> 01:34:44.119 have my place warded is that only those for your 1861 01:34:44.199 --> 01:34:46.680 highest good can come in. Now that's not to say 1862 01:34:46.720 --> 01:34:49.079 I haven't had demons literally come through the spear box 1863 01:34:49.119 --> 01:34:51.319 saying let me in, and I'm like, fuck all the 1864 01:34:51.359 --> 01:34:54.600 way off, you know, like your mama, you know, like 1865 01:34:54.680 --> 01:34:58.319 stuff like that. I just cuss them out and you know, 1866 01:34:58.399 --> 01:35:01.439 I'll burn stage and get rid of them. But he's like, 1867 01:35:01.680 --> 01:35:03.000 I just came in, you know, and I just was 1868 01:35:03.039 --> 01:35:04.800 seeing what was up, you know, and hanging out with 1869 01:35:04.840 --> 01:35:07.159 all the other spirits in my house, and you know, 1870 01:35:07.239 --> 01:35:09.239 went on and I was like, okay, so how did 1871 01:35:09.279 --> 01:35:11.000 you find us, and he was like, well, I just 1872 01:35:11.039 --> 01:35:13.600 saw a really bright light and I came toward it. 1873 01:35:13.640 --> 01:35:16.199 I was like, so you can see we're light on 1874 01:35:16.319 --> 01:35:20.000 the other side like an aura, right, Like we radiate 1875 01:35:20.079 --> 01:35:22.920 a light like an aura. And he said yes, exactly, 1876 01:35:23.119 --> 01:35:26.239 And I'm like, okay, So it's like I believe. And 1877 01:35:26.279 --> 01:35:27.840 every time I see it in my head, it's like 1878 01:35:27.920 --> 01:35:30.479 kind of like the instead of the light going outward 1879 01:35:30.920 --> 01:35:33.560 so far, it will kind of like glow off of you. 1880 01:35:34.520 --> 01:35:38.439 But I feel like as far as we're a concentrated 1881 01:35:38.479 --> 01:35:40.479 amount of light, it'll shoot up like a bat signal, 1882 01:35:41.279 --> 01:35:46.159 you know. So the brighter the light, which means that's 1883 01:35:46.239 --> 01:35:52.600 the more magical in tune awakened healed version of yourself. 1884 01:35:52.920 --> 01:35:55.039 The more you awaken, the more you heal, the more 1885 01:35:55.079 --> 01:35:59.640 you tap in, the brighter you get. Right. If you 1886 01:36:00.119 --> 01:36:03.279 give lower blah blah blah blah blah, the denser you are, 1887 01:36:03.479 --> 01:36:06.359 the less bright you are, and your colors changed. So 1888 01:36:07.159 --> 01:36:10.000 we changed our auras. Our auras our colors will shift 1889 01:36:10.039 --> 01:36:12.439 and change depending on like where we are in our journey. 1890 01:36:12.920 --> 01:36:14.800 But I asked him, I was like, so it's not 1891 01:36:15.039 --> 01:36:17.640 just white light, right, And he's like, no, no, no, colors, 1892 01:36:17.760 --> 01:36:19.880 and I was like, okay, well what color am I? 1893 01:36:20.439 --> 01:36:23.039 And he said royal blue, and I was like, okay, cool, 1894 01:36:23.279 --> 01:36:25.479 I gotta look that up, you know, to see what 1895 01:36:25.600 --> 01:36:29.279 royal blue means. But and I did. I don't remember exactly. 1896 01:36:29.279 --> 01:36:30.439 I don't know if y'all want to look it up, 1897 01:36:30.520 --> 01:36:34.319 but royal blue. Each color is very like, has a 1898 01:36:34.399 --> 01:36:37.760 specific meaning to it, and I know it's a I 1899 01:36:37.840 --> 01:36:39.840 know that royal blue was a very powerful color. And 1900 01:36:39.920 --> 01:36:43.199 I was like, hell yeah. So he just was just 1901 01:36:43.399 --> 01:36:46.359 sitting there talking with us. I asked him, you know, 1902 01:36:46.399 --> 01:36:47.640 I was like, if you want to, you know, I'm 1903 01:36:47.720 --> 01:36:49.560 very curious about all these other things. You know, I 1904 01:36:49.640 --> 01:36:52.720 am if you want to, if you're comfortable, I was like, 1905 01:36:53.039 --> 01:36:55.560 you know, how did you die? You know, stuff like 1906 01:36:55.600 --> 01:36:58.840 I know it sounds very rude, but I was respectful 1907 01:36:59.279 --> 01:37:01.000 about it. He did not want to talk about it, 1908 01:37:01.079 --> 01:37:03.600 and I respected that boundary, so I did not press 1909 01:37:03.640 --> 01:37:06.319 further on it. But I don't know what time frame 1910 01:37:06.399 --> 01:37:08.920 he was from what era, But every time I imagine 1911 01:37:09.000 --> 01:37:13.359 or think about him or feel his presence, I it 1912 01:37:13.920 --> 01:37:20.199 feels either like early nineteen hundreds, maybe maybe eighteen hundreds 1913 01:37:20.239 --> 01:37:20.479 when he. 1914 01:37:20.560 --> 01:37:22.079 Died, he don't. 1915 01:37:22.159 --> 01:37:24.279 He won't tell me what it is, but I feel 1916 01:37:24.279 --> 01:37:27.920 like he may have passed from like some form of. 1917 01:37:30.039 --> 01:37:31.840 Big bad disease or something. 1918 01:37:31.640 --> 01:37:36.119 That was going around, yeah, like suberculosis or a plague 1919 01:37:36.239 --> 01:37:38.359 or something like that. That's what I always kind of feel. 1920 01:37:38.399 --> 01:37:40.880 I don't don't think, but I mean that maybe just 1921 01:37:40.960 --> 01:37:44.319 what he I don't know if that's right. I'm normally 1922 01:37:44.439 --> 01:37:47.199 and I don't normally don't say to second guess yourself, 1923 01:37:47.279 --> 01:37:48.000 but I just don't want to. 1924 01:37:47.960 --> 01:37:51.199 Assume to be rude because he could have been murdered, 1925 01:37:51.279 --> 01:37:51.439 you know. 1926 01:37:51.520 --> 01:37:53.760 Maybe he's just trying to make me feel like maybe 1927 01:37:53.800 --> 01:37:55.479 if I make her feel like it was a disease, 1928 01:37:55.520 --> 01:37:57.720 she wouldn't feel so bad that I was murdered, you know, 1929 01:37:57.840 --> 01:37:59.960 or something like that. He just didn't want to talk 1930 01:38:00.119 --> 01:38:02.319 about it, which is what makes me think that maybe 1931 01:38:02.439 --> 01:38:04.760 it wasn't the disease. 1932 01:38:04.880 --> 01:38:06.359 He just didn't want to relive the trauma. 1933 01:38:06.960 --> 01:38:08.239 That's very well possible. 1934 01:38:08.319 --> 01:38:08.439 Oh. 1935 01:38:08.560 --> 01:38:13.039 The Royal Blue is often associated with protection, comfort, authority, 1936 01:38:13.479 --> 01:38:17.520 and it symbolizes loyalty and trust. Says. It is linked 1937 01:38:17.560 --> 01:38:20.960 to spiritual figures like archangel Michael and represents a connection 1938 01:38:21.119 --> 01:38:23.000 to the divine and inner strength. 1939 01:38:24.960 --> 01:38:26.399 Okay, so that's confirmation. 1940 01:38:29.960 --> 01:38:33.239 Yeah, for giving me that booth. Oh and speaking of 1941 01:38:33.359 --> 01:38:36.319 arch angels, I've actually come into contact with Gabriel and 1942 01:38:36.520 --> 01:38:40.720 Akata on many occasions, Cocat on many actually, well Gabriel 1943 01:38:40.760 --> 01:38:45.319 here lately a lot, but Hakat she's come through with 1944 01:38:45.479 --> 01:38:49.000 me a lot. She when she sought me out, because 1945 01:38:49.000 --> 01:38:53.840 she normally will choose you because she's the mother of witches. 1946 01:38:54.000 --> 01:38:55.720 And I didn't know who she was when I first 1947 01:38:56.000 --> 01:38:59.640 was in like introduced to her, like the way she 1948 01:38:59.760 --> 01:39:02.680 came to me energetically, I had no clue who she was. 1949 01:39:03.600 --> 01:39:06.960 But I think that's actually that's actually really fascinating when 1950 01:39:06.960 --> 01:39:09.479 that happens, when an entity comes to you and you're 1951 01:39:09.560 --> 01:39:12.159 not even aware of who this thing is, what energy 1952 01:39:12.239 --> 01:39:15.960 they would put off, what you know, attributes or characteristics, 1953 01:39:16.000 --> 01:39:17.479 and then you look it up and you're like, oh, 1954 01:39:18.560 --> 01:39:20.079 I didn't even know about this person. 1955 01:39:20.680 --> 01:39:22.840 Because I heard her the first time, and I'm actually 1956 01:39:22.880 --> 01:39:26.960 wearing a necklace that's for her cockey. But well, the 1957 01:39:27.000 --> 01:39:30.960 first time I was in my apartment. Jonathan knows my apartment. 1958 01:39:31.680 --> 01:39:34.560 I was in my apartment and I was just having 1959 01:39:34.720 --> 01:39:36.680 a me night. I was doing my makeup, I had 1960 01:39:36.680 --> 01:39:38.560 a little drink and drink and I'm just listening to 1961 01:39:38.680 --> 01:39:41.680 music vibin, you know, and then I hear this name 1962 01:39:41.720 --> 01:39:45.479 in my head over and over and over again. It 1963 01:39:45.560 --> 01:39:47.640 was like a broken record. It would not stop until 1964 01:39:47.680 --> 01:39:48.800 I scratch that itch. 1965 01:39:49.239 --> 01:39:50.520 And I was like, okay, I'm looking it up. I 1966 01:39:50.520 --> 01:39:51.960 don't know what this means, but I'm looking it up. 1967 01:39:52.039 --> 01:39:54.880 And I saw like Mother of Witches, she seeks you out, 1968 01:39:54.880 --> 01:40:00.680 and I'm like, this is awesome. So I'm I'm familiar 1969 01:40:00.720 --> 01:40:03.159 with her recently, I want to say, at least within 1970 01:40:03.159 --> 01:40:04.680 the last year or two this happened. 1971 01:40:05.359 --> 01:40:10.720 She like a she's like a krone right like the oldest. 1972 01:40:10.399 --> 01:40:15.079 Of labeled a demon, but she's a crossroad demon. She's 1973 01:40:16.000 --> 01:40:18.800 she's just the mother of witches. She's a beautiful dt. 1974 01:40:18.920 --> 01:40:22.239 I think she comes originally from like Greek stuff. She 1975 01:40:22.359 --> 01:40:26.840 helped hersephony and whatnot back then, but she's definitely like evolved, 1976 01:40:26.920 --> 01:40:30.239 I think across like the way, like just she's she's 1977 01:40:30.359 --> 01:40:33.800 just like the Mother of witches essentially, and other things 1978 01:40:33.880 --> 01:40:38.319 like her her primary like symbols or like keys, torches, 1979 01:40:38.399 --> 01:40:41.479 black dogs, just all kinds of stuff. She is absolutely 1980 01:40:42.039 --> 01:40:45.600 beautiful energy. She has made made in mother chron so 1981 01:40:45.800 --> 01:40:51.079 she is like three separate beings and she's absolutely breathtaking. 1982 01:40:51.279 --> 01:40:54.199 I see here it says she is associated with crossroads, 1983 01:40:54.520 --> 01:40:58.800 night light, magic, witchcraft, drugs, and the moon. Her earliest 1984 01:40:58.840 --> 01:41:02.800 appearance in literature was in Hesiod's Theogyny in the eighth 1985 01:41:02.920 --> 01:41:06.119 century BC, as a goddess of as a goddess of 1986 01:41:06.279 --> 01:41:09.880 great honor with domains in the sky, earth and sea. 1987 01:41:09.960 --> 01:41:11.439 But yeah, it's a Greek. 1988 01:41:12.520 --> 01:41:15.399 Yeahs. I hate that they label her demon because she 1989 01:41:15.479 --> 01:41:19.399 is a goddess. Like she is. She's a very powerful deity. 1990 01:41:20.000 --> 01:41:22.640 And what's crazy was is like me and him were 1991 01:41:22.680 --> 01:41:27.680 doing like like we had different old We had old phones, 1992 01:41:28.119 --> 01:41:30.760 so we had about five old phones to get like 1993 01:41:31.039 --> 01:41:34.279 collectively we had five old phones and then including our 1994 01:41:34.359 --> 01:41:37.479 phones that we use on a regular basis, So we 1995 01:41:37.600 --> 01:41:40.479 had apps installed that were more of the Dictionary spirit 1996 01:41:40.560 --> 01:41:45.479 boxes versus the radio style. They all had different ones. 1997 01:41:46.119 --> 01:41:51.359 They were all different apps. Right, they're going off in tandem, 1998 01:41:52.439 --> 01:41:57.159 Angel Archangel, Gabriel, Angel arch Angel, Hierarchy, like back and 1999 01:41:57.479 --> 01:41:57.960 back and forth. 2000 01:41:58.000 --> 01:41:59.720 Then I'm just like getting goosebumps again. 2001 01:42:00.000 --> 01:42:03.600 They're just going off one after the other, just boom boom, boom, 2002 01:42:03.640 --> 01:42:06.239 and we're like looking at you like what is happening? 2003 01:42:07.079 --> 01:42:11.319 And you can feel the energy and what's uh, what's 2004 01:42:11.359 --> 01:42:19.079 going on? Beautiful? They were all going off in tandem 2005 01:42:19.800 --> 01:42:23.640 and the energy you can feel the energy just like rising. 2006 01:42:23.840 --> 01:42:28.000 It was just so electric. And then right after Gabriel 2007 01:42:28.159 --> 01:42:31.680 like where after you felt him come in, then he 2008 01:42:31.800 --> 01:42:33.319 kind of looks down at his phone and then he's 2009 01:42:33.399 --> 01:42:37.560 like Goddess and I'm like which one, which one is it? 2010 01:42:37.840 --> 01:42:41.920 And he goes kat, I'm like, mother, yes. So like 2011 01:42:42.359 --> 01:42:43.800 I'm like, oh my god, I got to get out 2012 01:42:43.800 --> 01:42:45.520 the good china, you know, stuff like I don't have. 2013 01:42:47.159 --> 01:42:51.279 I was like, you know, like I just I was 2014 01:42:51.399 --> 01:42:54.000 so elated to have them here. So that right there 2015 01:42:54.079 --> 01:42:56.479 should tell you in a sense of from like the 2016 01:42:56.600 --> 01:43:00.399 Christian aspect, it's like, okay, so why was Gabriel coming in? 2017 01:43:00.479 --> 01:43:02.680 And he held the door open for Catte too, like 2018 01:43:02.760 --> 01:43:06.000 a gentleman, you know, and they both showed up together 2019 01:43:06.560 --> 01:43:11.399 to let me know that what I'm doing is good. 2020 01:43:11.439 --> 01:43:11.920 It's fine. 2021 01:43:12.000 --> 01:43:15.119 Where we approve like we want my ears ringing? Oh 2022 01:43:15.199 --> 01:43:15.720 that was loud. 2023 01:43:16.640 --> 01:43:18.920 I felt like somebody was like hey, like right. 2024 01:43:18.880 --> 01:43:21.680 In my ear, Well, I'll tell you what though, I 2025 01:43:21.800 --> 01:43:26.720 mean your and we've talked to a lot of very spiritual, psychic, 2026 01:43:26.920 --> 01:43:30.720 witchy magician, I mean, you name your flavor. We've talked 2027 01:43:30.760 --> 01:43:32.800 to a lot of different people who are very well 2028 01:43:32.880 --> 01:43:35.119 in tuned, and I will say, you know, just from 2029 01:43:35.159 --> 01:43:38.920 my own personal experience with you, I mean you are connected. 2030 01:43:39.199 --> 01:43:43.399 There is something I mean, I would almost say spooky 2031 01:43:43.600 --> 01:43:46.920 with how connected you are. It is crazy, like I mean, 2032 01:43:47.000 --> 01:43:49.359 and I've gotten readings from a lot of people, you know, 2033 01:43:49.520 --> 01:43:51.640 especially doing this show, but I also used to be 2034 01:43:52.079 --> 01:43:53.720 you know, my podcast used to be inside of a 2035 01:43:53.760 --> 01:43:56.079 crystal shop. I was around psychics off fucking day, right, 2036 01:43:56.560 --> 01:43:59.920 and you will always stand out like just the way 2037 01:44:00.239 --> 01:44:03.239 that how I mean it is. It is like I said, 2038 01:44:03.279 --> 01:44:06.199 it's just fucking something spooky about it. So just out 2039 01:44:06.239 --> 01:44:11.800 of curiosity and but go ahead, you know, continue continue. 2040 01:44:12.399 --> 01:44:17.000 I'm spiritually fanboying over here. But uh, I know that 2041 01:44:17.199 --> 01:44:21.000 you do offer tarot readings, you know, and and you 2042 01:44:21.119 --> 01:44:23.239 do them a lot cheaper than what most people will do. 2043 01:44:23.399 --> 01:44:25.800 So I'm very thankful to kind of have you on 2044 01:44:25.920 --> 01:44:28.680 our side over here, but to kind of try and 2045 01:44:29.359 --> 01:44:32.239 express how amazing you are. Now you don't know shit 2046 01:44:32.359 --> 01:44:35.800 about Seawan right, like Shawn's a brand new person going 2047 01:44:35.840 --> 01:44:38.279 to be because she already gave me a reading. 2048 01:44:38.359 --> 01:44:41.800 I want to was this though? 2049 01:44:42.079 --> 01:44:45.279 You know it was pretty reybeah okay, like a couple 2050 01:44:45.279 --> 01:44:46.760 of weeks ago, whenever I tried to get her own. 2051 01:44:46.760 --> 01:44:50.279 Oh okay, but but yet if you could, I don't know, 2052 01:44:50.399 --> 01:44:53.600 are you feeling are you feeling a little witchy right now? 2053 01:44:53.720 --> 01:44:54.640 To give Sean a reading? 2054 01:44:55.720 --> 01:45:02.000 Three sixty five days, week day. Sorry, I would love to. 2055 01:45:02.239 --> 01:45:07.880 So let me see, babe, we like. 2056 01:45:07.960 --> 01:45:14.359 One more uh orange candle? We like one more orange candle? 2057 01:45:15.039 --> 01:45:16.960 Thank you? So? 2058 01:45:17.520 --> 01:45:20.079 I love using candles like a lot. 2059 01:45:21.239 --> 01:45:24.199 Especially with like doing stuff like this because it helps 2060 01:45:24.920 --> 01:45:27.359 them me. I don't know, it sets the mood. 2061 01:45:29.560 --> 01:45:31.159 You know, it's just a temple setting. 2062 01:45:32.640 --> 01:45:35.319 Oh yeah, it's it's a whole vibe. Let me see 2063 01:45:35.520 --> 01:45:36.359 what do I want? 2064 01:45:37.399 --> 01:45:42.560 So? Okay? I want you to think of three general questions. 2065 01:45:42.640 --> 01:45:45.680 Don't say them out loud. Think of three general questions 2066 01:45:45.760 --> 01:45:49.119 of things that you want to know. If you don't 2067 01:45:49.199 --> 01:45:49.920 have any. 2068 01:45:49.760 --> 01:45:53.039 Specific questions and you just say I want like a 2069 01:45:53.199 --> 01:45:55.479 general I want you to tell me something that's for 2070 01:45:55.600 --> 01:45:58.760 my highest good, Reveal something that I don't know what's 2071 01:45:58.920 --> 01:46:02.079 hidden secrets anything like that. If you're like, what what 2072 01:46:02.159 --> 01:46:04.880 do I need to know? That is, you know, going 2073 01:46:04.960 --> 01:46:07.039 on behind my back? Or if you have like a 2074 01:46:07.319 --> 01:46:10.439 love question, let me know and I'll use specific deck. 2075 01:46:10.520 --> 01:46:13.119 But I don't feel like if I don't feel like 2076 01:46:13.159 --> 01:46:15.960 your questions are going to be like purely on love, 2077 01:46:16.119 --> 01:46:20.600 I get a sense you're more into the like darker part, 2078 01:46:21.039 --> 01:46:22.920 like the shadow. You know what I'm saying, Like you 2079 01:46:23.000 --> 01:46:25.199 want to I want to see. I want to see 2080 01:46:25.279 --> 01:46:27.600 under of the rug, you know, behind the curtain. I 2081 01:46:27.760 --> 01:46:30.479 want to know. Like we'll worry about love later, worry 2082 01:46:30.520 --> 01:46:33.079 about like all that stuff with I'm not even worried 2083 01:46:33.079 --> 01:46:37.199 about that right now. Let's see do I want to do? 2084 01:46:38.319 --> 01:46:41.079 Do you't want me to use terrow or do you 2085 01:46:41.119 --> 01:46:46.279 want me to use oorcle. I'm split right now because 2086 01:46:46.319 --> 01:46:48.319 it's like I might end up using a little bit 2087 01:46:48.359 --> 01:46:48.760 of both. 2088 01:46:49.560 --> 01:46:52.239 Just give it the old ami, you know what I mean? 2089 01:46:52.600 --> 01:46:57.600 Yeah, I guess we'll start with Taro. Okay, Yeah, we'll 2090 01:46:57.600 --> 01:47:00.319 start with Taro. Hold on, they said, go ahead and 2091 01:47:00.399 --> 01:47:01.079 open up the other one. 2092 01:47:01.159 --> 01:47:04.199 Okay, we'll do question it, don't question it. 2093 01:47:05.920 --> 01:47:07.880 Okay, let's see and so oh I do want to 2094 01:47:07.920 --> 01:47:09.680 put this too. I don't know if I mentioned it earlier. 2095 01:47:10.199 --> 01:47:12.159 For anybody that wants to like read, I want to 2096 01:47:12.159 --> 01:47:14.039 say I did say this earlier. But if you are reading, 2097 01:47:14.199 --> 01:47:16.279 doesn't matter if you still need to reference your book 2098 01:47:16.359 --> 01:47:19.159 ten years down into your reading. Do not feel bad 2099 01:47:19.199 --> 01:47:22.920 about referencing your book. If anything, it like clarifies and 2100 01:47:23.119 --> 01:47:25.079 proves that you were in the right direction anyway. 2101 01:47:25.399 --> 01:47:30.119 So yep, Oh, We've been doing the show for two 2102 01:47:30.159 --> 01:47:32.279 year two and a half years now, and we still 2103 01:47:32.399 --> 01:47:35.079 use our books. So no shame in that, although we're 2104 01:47:35.079 --> 01:47:36.880 trying to get a little bit more intuitive with it 2105 01:47:36.960 --> 01:47:38.439 and I'm not gonna lie, like, uh. 2106 01:47:38.840 --> 01:47:40.960 Don't get me wrong, Like I know all my cards, 2107 01:47:41.039 --> 01:47:43.079 but sometimes I'm just like what does that mean to 2108 01:47:43.119 --> 01:47:43.760 reverse again? 2109 01:47:43.960 --> 01:47:45.560 Like I just I don't always remember. 2110 01:47:47.560 --> 01:47:50.000 Let me see hold on, sorry, I have like hit 2111 01:47:50.119 --> 01:47:55.800 problems because I'm geriatric anyways, let's see. Also, I think 2112 01:47:55.920 --> 01:47:58.279 like long hair does have a way to like connect 2113 01:47:58.359 --> 01:48:00.399 to with spirit because now that my hair has gotten 2114 01:48:00.439 --> 01:48:01.760 this long, like I don't want to cut it, but 2115 01:48:01.800 --> 01:48:03.520 I know I'm gonna have to trim it at some point. 2116 01:48:03.439 --> 01:48:05.760 Sor antenna, you know, I'm trying to grow mine back out. 2117 01:48:05.800 --> 01:48:09.439 It's it's getting there, you know, it's it's starting to come. 2118 01:48:09.880 --> 01:48:11.319 Your hair grows quick, man. 2119 01:48:11.720 --> 01:48:13.640 Yeah, I mean it was back in February I was 2120 01:48:13.680 --> 01:48:17.920 completely bald. Yeah, but I've been using a lot of 2121 01:48:17.960 --> 01:48:20.359 biot in shampoo. Not to show my gay, but I'm 2122 01:48:20.399 --> 01:48:20.800 just kidding. 2123 01:48:21.840 --> 01:48:24.199 Yeah, there's that. Yeah. 2124 01:48:24.479 --> 01:48:26.279 Man, I always get so excited because I know that 2125 01:48:26.359 --> 01:48:27.439 the magic is already. 2126 01:48:27.760 --> 01:48:29.439 It's already happening right now, dude. 2127 01:48:29.960 --> 01:48:38.680 You know, yeah, here's somebody in here, both sides already. Man. 2128 01:48:38.720 --> 01:48:40.319 I wish I could just turn it on like that. 2129 01:48:41.039 --> 01:48:45.000 You know, that's so cool. I think it's something that, like, 2130 01:48:45.399 --> 01:48:48.560 you know, if you work with every day, probably comes 2131 01:48:48.600 --> 01:48:49.239 a little easier. 2132 01:48:49.720 --> 01:48:52.520 So this is sideways a cup sideways, so. 2133 01:48:53.680 --> 01:48:55.560 Even could do sideways you see. 2134 01:48:55.960 --> 01:48:59.039 Yeah, it's tilted left or right now. I'm actually new 2135 01:48:59.159 --> 01:49:01.000 to the left or right side. I've been working with 2136 01:49:01.159 --> 01:49:05.520 chat GPT for that one. So. Well, there is a 2137 01:49:05.600 --> 01:49:07.640 lady in your life. This is there is some kind 2138 01:49:07.640 --> 01:49:11.760 of woman in your life. Yes, there is, and it 2139 01:49:11.840 --> 01:49:14.079 does involve like your happiness. 2140 01:49:15.840 --> 01:49:16.880 Plays a big role in it. 2141 01:49:17.800 --> 01:49:19.840 So even though this wasn't about love, and it may 2142 01:49:19.920 --> 01:49:21.039 not be love. 2143 01:49:21.039 --> 01:49:22.960 Well is well emotional fulfillment. 2144 01:49:25.439 --> 01:49:27.520 Remember you were saying saying like, Okay, maybe you didn't 2145 01:49:27.560 --> 01:49:30.920 ask about love or anything or like your personal life, 2146 01:49:30.960 --> 01:49:32.279 and they're saying, you may not have asked about it, 2147 01:49:32.359 --> 01:49:34.680 but maybe something you you asked what you needed to 2148 01:49:34.840 --> 01:49:36.520 know for your highest good. 2149 01:49:37.119 --> 01:49:40.439 So if it doesn't evolve, if it involves. 2150 01:49:40.079 --> 01:49:43.000 That question, then I guess that would fall in the 2151 01:49:43.079 --> 01:49:45.720 category because they're like, Okay, well we're gonna give this 2152 01:49:45.800 --> 01:49:51.039 to you anyways, because okay, okay, okay, three cards, okay, 2153 01:49:51.079 --> 01:49:54.880 one more, one more O the bottom of the deck 2154 01:49:55.520 --> 01:49:59.039 the High Priest. Now there's a couple of cards in 2155 01:49:59.319 --> 01:50:02.880 this deck that are different than what's in the original deck, 2156 01:50:03.000 --> 01:50:05.920 so those are not a part of this. Like this 2157 01:50:05.960 --> 01:50:08.880 would be the Higher Fan, so it's the same thing, 2158 01:50:09.880 --> 01:50:12.239 and the other cards that are different did not pop out, 2159 01:50:12.359 --> 01:50:15.600 so but it would be the Status side, which would 2160 01:50:15.600 --> 01:50:19.359 be the Devil card. Anyways, so let's see. So the 2161 01:50:19.399 --> 01:50:19.840 bottom of the. 2162 01:50:19.840 --> 01:50:21.159 Deck is the High Priest. 2163 01:50:21.439 --> 01:50:26.239 So that shows you're learning lessons right now. He's giving 2164 01:50:26.319 --> 01:50:29.680 you the keys. He so you have this this guy 2165 01:50:29.840 --> 01:50:34.560 that's teaching you things and the way he's not going 2166 01:50:34.640 --> 01:50:37.520 to tell you the answers that he's going to guide 2167 01:50:37.560 --> 01:50:39.359 you to the answers. So you're gonna get there, but 2168 01:50:39.520 --> 01:50:41.960 he's not just gonna give you to you, because then 2169 01:50:42.000 --> 01:50:45.800 how are you going to learn? You know, right now 2170 01:50:46.199 --> 01:50:50.319 there's this with this being sideways to the left. I 2171 01:50:50.399 --> 01:50:50.880 gotta look that. 2172 01:50:51.000 --> 01:50:54.880 I have to look that up. This is emotional fulfillment. 2173 01:50:55.039 --> 01:50:57.640 So if you look at it and you see like that, 2174 01:50:57.800 --> 01:50:58.840 the happy wife's happy. 2175 01:51:00.000 --> 01:51:02.760 It's one of my favorite cards. Actually, yeah, it is. 2176 01:51:02.800 --> 01:51:05.159 A beautiful card. It is wish fulfillment. 2177 01:51:05.399 --> 01:51:09.199 All your cups are full, life is grand, right, nothing's 2178 01:51:09.199 --> 01:51:11.560 going to break your stride, nothing's gonna take you down, 2179 01:51:11.680 --> 01:51:15.960 you know. So kids are playing house in the background. 2180 01:51:16.159 --> 01:51:23.960 Just beautiful picture, but it's sideways, so like petering, there's 2181 01:51:24.079 --> 01:51:27.880 something that's like blocking not blocking it, but it's like 2182 01:51:28.840 --> 01:51:31.680 there's a reason it's not fully upright, let me hold on. 2183 01:51:31.960 --> 01:51:36.039 I like I said, I'm new to doing sideways left 2184 01:51:36.119 --> 01:51:38.960 or right, so I actually need to look that one up. 2185 01:51:40.239 --> 01:51:42.159 I mean, I didn't even know you can do sideways, 2186 01:51:42.560 --> 01:51:42.760 you know. 2187 01:51:43.319 --> 01:51:47.920 So I'm like, I wasn't always in doing it like that, 2188 01:51:48.079 --> 01:51:51.239 but just intuition and it took over and I just 2189 01:51:51.319 --> 01:51:54.319 started asking those questions and I'm like, okay, and they 2190 01:51:54.399 --> 01:51:57.680 do have energetic meanings left versus right too. Let me 2191 01:51:57.760 --> 01:52:02.399 see where's PATCHYBT is such a fantastic little tool. 2192 01:52:03.039 --> 01:52:08.560 M there's a bunch of different ways to read them. 2193 01:52:09.359 --> 01:52:16.520 What's the interpretation for that? Then? Right? So the down 2194 01:52:17.279 --> 01:52:20.840 So if it was to be if it was to 2195 01:52:20.960 --> 01:52:24.520 be reversed, it would have been dissatisfaction, not seeing the 2196 01:52:24.600 --> 01:52:27.439 magic or joy within your life, feeling like an outsider 2197 01:52:27.479 --> 01:52:30.079 in your family or coven or being used as escapegoat. 2198 01:52:30.600 --> 01:52:32.920 So it's like in the middle. 2199 01:52:33.199 --> 01:52:34.760 So it's like it could sit this way and it 2200 01:52:34.800 --> 01:52:40.720 could sit that way. The energy is slipping backward, returning 2201 01:52:40.760 --> 01:52:43.199 in an old pattern. It's not blocked, but it's not 2202 01:52:43.279 --> 01:52:47.039 fully upright. It's a transition leaning towards the past. So 2203 01:52:47.159 --> 01:52:48.840 this does have to do something with your past, and 2204 01:52:48.880 --> 01:52:53.159 I'm assuming it's probably that Queen of Cups. It's in transition, 2205 01:52:53.359 --> 01:52:57.239 leaning towards the past, default habits, old cycles. You want 2206 01:52:57.279 --> 01:53:00.520 a motion of fulfillment, you want home peace final finally 2207 01:53:00.600 --> 01:53:04.199 to feel safe energetically, but something from your past is 2208 01:53:04.319 --> 01:53:07.399 still influencing how you react or trust. It is definitely 2209 01:53:07.439 --> 01:53:08.199 that Queen of Cups. 2210 01:53:09.479 --> 01:53:10.119 I know what happened. 2211 01:53:10.159 --> 01:53:12.600 It looks like, but I'm not fully letting myself believe 2212 01:53:12.640 --> 01:53:14.560 that I can keep it. You have that fear of 2213 01:53:14.720 --> 01:53:17.319 losing what you love, not fully trusting peace when you 2214 01:53:17.479 --> 01:53:21.199 have it, past betrayals influing current decisions. 2215 01:53:22.079 --> 01:53:25.560 So wait, hold on, is it the Queen of cup 2216 01:53:25.640 --> 01:53:25.880 Hold on? 2217 01:53:26.000 --> 01:53:27.800 Wait, it could be the Queen of Cups? 2218 01:53:27.800 --> 01:53:32.439 Hold on, m hmmm, I might need to clarify her. 2219 01:53:34.920 --> 01:53:39.279 Let's see, financial stability is coming, but you're not building 2220 01:53:39.319 --> 01:53:42.680 it the same way you were raised or taught, breaking 2221 01:53:42.760 --> 01:53:48.640 ancestral patterns. But it's not smooth, breaking generational curses, creating 2222 01:53:48.720 --> 01:53:54.840 a new family structure, rewriting wealth and loyalty rules. Oh no, 2223 01:53:54.880 --> 01:53:57.560 I'm sorry. That was pinnacles, nevermon. I don't know why 2224 01:53:57.600 --> 01:53:59.159 she broke it into that. I did not say pinnacles. 2225 01:53:59.199 --> 01:54:00.960 My bad. But if you heard that message, maybe it 2226 01:54:01.039 --> 01:54:04.359 was meant to hear. Anyways, if I read it energetically, 2227 01:54:04.520 --> 01:54:06.600 ten pickles didn't pop out, the message came out all. 2228 01:54:06.640 --> 01:54:12.720 The thing I wonder, is this Queen of Cups the problem? 2229 01:54:13.399 --> 01:54:17.640 Because with the four wands, the celebrations, So the Queen 2230 01:54:17.640 --> 01:54:21.319 of Cups, she's very typically, she's very nurturing, very emotional. 2231 01:54:21.439 --> 01:54:26.199 That's it's it's a water sign cancer, pissy scorpio. And 2232 01:54:26.319 --> 01:54:29.079 she's like just very loving, very affectionate. She's very home 2233 01:54:29.279 --> 01:54:32.439 like take care of the family like like she's very loving, 2234 01:54:32.680 --> 01:54:38.399 giving nature like nurturing, sorry, nurturing. She's very just in 2235 01:54:38.560 --> 01:54:43.000 tune with her emotions. She's intuitive as well. So with 2236 01:54:44.159 --> 01:54:46.520 but then you have like under it is celebration for 2237 01:54:46.800 --> 01:54:53.359 wand and that's celebration, that's that's you know, weddings, celebrating events, milestones, 2238 01:54:53.560 --> 01:54:58.159 births of a child. But then you have the star 2239 01:54:58.359 --> 01:55:03.399 reverse like this is maybe a dynamic of a relationship 2240 01:55:03.520 --> 01:55:06.640 where it's like maybe maybe y'all both need to work 2241 01:55:06.720 --> 01:55:10.039 on something. Hold on, there's a lot of info com 2242 01:55:10.119 --> 01:55:13.680 and hold on. I'm like, hold on, let me down, 2243 01:55:13.680 --> 01:55:18.159 because that's just let you cook. I feel like it's complicated. 2244 01:55:19.399 --> 01:55:24.840 I feel like it's a complex thing. So yeah, celebration, 2245 01:55:25.000 --> 01:55:31.319 rejoicing over a happy event, freedom, parties, baby, bridal showers, sabbage, celebrations, fertility, creativity, 2246 01:55:31.399 --> 01:55:36.399 freedom of expression. But then the star pops up in 2247 01:55:36.479 --> 01:55:44.000 the stars in reverse, so it's very tit for tat energy. 2248 01:55:44.159 --> 01:55:47.399 It feels like like it's very confusing. 2249 01:55:48.520 --> 01:55:51.159 I will say, if you don't mind, like there's a 2250 01:55:51.279 --> 01:55:53.560 lot like in the balance right now. My wife is 2251 01:55:53.560 --> 01:55:56.720 actually just about to finish school, and so we're like 2252 01:55:57.239 --> 01:55:59.239 both of us are trying to push through this time, 2253 01:55:59.359 --> 01:56:02.079 and so it it's like it can go either way. 2254 01:56:02.279 --> 01:56:04.279 And then of course, you know, she graduates and we 2255 01:56:04.880 --> 01:56:07.720 are able to make more money, and then there would 2256 01:56:07.720 --> 01:56:10.119 be cause for celebration. And so I mean, you're really 2257 01:56:10.199 --> 01:56:12.399 hitting on a lot of stuff. So I just thought 2258 01:56:12.399 --> 01:56:13.960 i'd clarify that for you. 2259 01:56:14.600 --> 01:56:16.319 I would thank you because I was like, it's not 2260 01:56:16.439 --> 01:56:19.159 a woman from the past. You still like you're still 2261 01:56:19.199 --> 01:56:19.439 with it. 2262 01:56:19.520 --> 01:56:21.720 You're with this person. That's what I was feeling. 2263 01:56:21.720 --> 01:56:22.840 I was like, that's my wife. 2264 01:56:23.560 --> 01:56:24.840 Yeah, so your wife, that makes sense. 2265 01:56:25.199 --> 01:56:26.079 Yeah, we'll have it. 2266 01:56:26.199 --> 01:56:30.159 So y'all are going to be celebrating probably her coming 2267 01:56:30.239 --> 01:56:34.479 from school, but maybe something like else. You're gonna get 2268 01:56:34.600 --> 01:56:37.479 multiple celebrationss like maybe another baby can come from it, 2269 01:56:37.680 --> 01:56:42.239 or just other things that would lead to a celebration 2270 01:56:42.520 --> 01:56:46.439 because of her finishing school, getting the career. 2271 01:56:46.279 --> 01:56:46.600 Out of it. 2272 01:56:46.840 --> 01:56:50.560 And you know what I'm saying, like other milestones from that. 2273 01:56:51.319 --> 01:56:51.800 Let me see. 2274 01:56:52.239 --> 01:56:54.520 Yeah, when you said milestones, I was like, oh, you know, 2275 01:56:54.720 --> 01:56:56.960 like her graduating would be like an ultimate and you know, 2276 01:56:57.000 --> 01:56:59.600 we were just talking about that today. I believe as 2277 01:56:59.640 --> 01:57:02.079 far as as far as the day that she graduated 2278 01:57:02.199 --> 01:57:04.159 high school to the year, I mean the year that 2279 01:57:04.239 --> 01:57:06.000 she graduated high school as opposed to the year that 2280 01:57:06.079 --> 01:57:09.039 she's going to be graduating college, it's like two decades 2281 01:57:09.119 --> 01:57:11.039 you know in between, and so it was just like 2282 01:57:11.159 --> 01:57:14.800 this lining up. That's love that And the thing that 2283 01:57:14.840 --> 01:57:16.359 I told her was like, well, you know, yeah, it 2284 01:57:16.399 --> 01:57:18.640 took a while, but like we decided we wanted the family, 2285 01:57:18.840 --> 01:57:21.119 and so we did that first, you know, and so 2286 01:57:21.319 --> 01:57:25.079 now you're working on yourself and we're we're working working 2287 01:57:25.159 --> 01:57:27.560 as a team and really trying to make make it happen, 2288 01:57:27.880 --> 01:57:31.319 you know, and trying to build you know, our our 2289 01:57:31.560 --> 01:57:34.880 situation into a better one. And as far as like 2290 01:57:34.960 --> 01:57:38.560 the generational curses, you know, like that that tracks as well, 2291 01:57:38.600 --> 01:57:41.119 because I mean her and I both kind of came 2292 01:57:41.199 --> 01:57:44.439 from you know, poorer families, you know, and so now 2293 01:57:44.520 --> 01:57:48.479 my kids are going to be able to experience like abundance. 2294 01:57:48.399 --> 01:57:50.279 You know, family dynamic. 2295 01:57:50.479 --> 01:57:55.079 Hell yeah, So the issue I think is what's connected 2296 01:57:55.159 --> 01:57:58.319 to because being at the Queen of Cups is upright, 2297 01:57:58.640 --> 01:58:01.560 and the four Wands is up that's good. But the 2298 01:58:01.800 --> 01:58:05.880 star in the reverse is what's tilting the tin of cups. 2299 01:58:06.520 --> 01:58:12.239 So this is pessimism, delay, delay, doubt, spiritual blocks. This 2300 01:58:12.479 --> 01:58:16.960 is allowing fear to get holds she's having doubts or 2301 01:58:17.560 --> 01:58:21.119 if she's overstressed about something and she's so just worried. 2302 01:58:21.119 --> 01:58:24.960 Because if it's like if she's expecting this track to 2303 01:58:25.159 --> 01:58:28.119 hit a date and let's say something happens to where 2304 01:58:28.119 --> 01:58:30.399 it may not be that date. Now I'm not saying 2305 01:58:30.439 --> 01:58:32.920 that that's what that is, but maybe she's fearing that 2306 01:58:33.760 --> 01:58:38.000 just like she don't want her to manifest it. She 2307 01:58:38.199 --> 01:58:45.720 needs to stop stop being so hard on herself. Is 2308 01:58:45.800 --> 01:58:51.239 her worst critic, and it's like, yeah, you're you're you're 2309 01:58:51.279 --> 01:58:55.039 her truth leader. You're like, no, babe, Like you're a goddess. 2310 01:58:55.119 --> 01:58:57.720 You're the smartest person I've ever met. You know, like 2311 01:58:58.359 --> 01:59:01.119 you could, you know, you could do a million great things. 2312 01:59:01.159 --> 01:59:03.119 But she's not said she might need to do some 2313 01:59:03.319 --> 01:59:07.520 shadow work so she can get rid of that negative talk. 2314 01:59:07.640 --> 01:59:10.199 Because and one of the things that somebody had said 2315 01:59:10.199 --> 01:59:12.640 a while back that I'd heard and I was like, oh, 2316 01:59:12.720 --> 01:59:15.399 that's genius. So whenever she's going through those moments of 2317 01:59:15.520 --> 01:59:17.880 negative talk. She'd be like, whenever you hear those thoughts, 2318 01:59:18.479 --> 01:59:19.239 is it your voice? 2319 01:59:19.920 --> 01:59:20.199 It's not. 2320 01:59:20.399 --> 01:59:22.800 It's never your voice. It's always the voice of the 2321 01:59:23.199 --> 01:59:26.000 people who put you down throughout life. And whenever people 2322 01:59:26.199 --> 01:59:29.119 click on that it helps with the negative self talk. 2323 01:59:30.439 --> 01:59:32.199 She can always like write it down on paper to 2324 01:59:33.000 --> 01:59:35.439 burn it and release it. That helps a lot too. 2325 01:59:36.119 --> 01:59:39.479 But it's not like now, Brandon, like, I don't think 2326 01:59:39.680 --> 01:59:42.840 it's going to be tilted to where y'all are going 2327 01:59:42.880 --> 01:59:46.680 to be miserable because of her, you know, having just 2328 01:59:46.880 --> 01:59:49.239 doubts or you know whatever, And she's just like, is 2329 01:59:49.319 --> 01:59:49.800 this worth it? 2330 01:59:49.920 --> 01:59:50.680 Is it gonna work? 2331 01:59:50.800 --> 01:59:53.640 You know? Am I doing the making the right wrong decision? 2332 01:59:54.880 --> 01:59:58.119 Tell her that even let's just say, even if okay, 2333 01:59:58.319 --> 02:00:01.039 you do the schooling, you get through, when you graduate college, 2334 02:00:01.079 --> 02:00:03.079 you go into that field for a little while, and 2335 02:00:03.079 --> 02:00:05.039 then all of a sudden, ten years later, you realize 2336 02:00:05.079 --> 02:00:07.520 that you've switched and you never really went to what 2337 02:00:07.680 --> 02:00:10.880 you went to college. That happens a lot like when 2338 02:00:10.920 --> 02:00:13.000 I went to college in the medical field. I did 2339 02:00:13.479 --> 02:00:16.800 the work I did, I got jobs afterwards, but I 2340 02:00:17.000 --> 02:00:19.640 learned that I really wanted to own a metaphysical shop 2341 02:00:19.680 --> 02:00:23.159 and run a which sanctuary in the long run, that 2342 02:00:23.319 --> 02:00:25.880 has nothing to do with the medical field, you know 2343 02:00:25.960 --> 02:00:28.600 what I'm saying, So tell her just no matter what 2344 02:00:28.760 --> 02:00:32.960 she's doing, she's on the right path. And this directly 2345 02:00:33.079 --> 02:00:36.520 affects you and comes out in your reading because she 2346 02:00:36.800 --> 02:00:37.760 is like your world. 2347 02:00:37.880 --> 02:00:39.239 You know, she is a part of your world. 2348 02:00:39.319 --> 02:00:42.720 She's part of your energy, and it stinks together and 2349 02:00:42.920 --> 02:00:45.760 kind of affects you and you affect her energetically and 2350 02:00:46.239 --> 02:00:49.960 in ways. So it's like coming out. So because it's 2351 02:00:50.039 --> 02:00:52.279 like happy wife, happy life, you know what I'm saying, 2352 02:00:52.399 --> 02:00:56.239 Like she's happy, You're happy, everybody's happy. And I get 2353 02:00:56.279 --> 02:00:59.880 a sense too. I want to pull another card just 2354 02:01:00.039 --> 02:01:03.840 to clarify because with the events, I keep wanting to 2355 02:01:04.000 --> 02:01:07.119 reference a new child in the future. Because of the 2356 02:01:07.239 --> 02:01:15.760 ten A cups energy, this also is another representation of children. 2357 02:01:16.239 --> 02:01:21.520 So she has said that she has always wanted to adopt, 2358 02:01:22.359 --> 02:01:25.239 and so that might be something in the future as well. 2359 02:01:25.600 --> 02:01:27.399 Know, yeah, no, it doesn't always have to be the 2360 02:01:27.520 --> 02:01:30.399 birth of a new child from her body, but it 2361 02:01:30.520 --> 02:01:32.920 is a new addition and that child will have to 2362 02:01:33.000 --> 02:01:37.000 be born. So but I do I do get the 2363 02:01:37.520 --> 02:01:41.399 sense I keep wanting to reference back a child will 2364 02:01:41.439 --> 02:01:48.880 come from this celebration of this milestone, you know, like 2365 02:01:49.039 --> 02:01:53.119 coming from like the success of wherever she's headed in life. 2366 02:01:53.600 --> 02:01:55.680 That a child will will. 2367 02:01:55.560 --> 02:01:56.439 Come from this. 2368 02:01:57.119 --> 02:02:00.159 So I want to pull and see if there's any 2369 02:02:00.199 --> 02:02:03.000 more clarification. And then I still feel the need to 2370 02:02:03.000 --> 02:02:04.800 pull from the te deck real quick. 2371 02:02:06.159 --> 02:02:07.319 She goes really in depth. 2372 02:02:07.840 --> 02:02:12.439 I like it the moon reverse. Something's hidden, there's where 2373 02:02:12.560 --> 02:02:18.000 the there's where the tea's coming in. Okay, something's hidden, 2374 02:02:18.479 --> 02:02:23.079 something's hidden? What is hidden? What is hidden? I feel like, 2375 02:02:23.560 --> 02:02:30.520 oh there is so the reverse for the moon is confused, interception, deceeed, anxiety, 2376 02:02:30.600 --> 02:02:34.640 feared that can still boil into the starvers. But I 2377 02:02:34.800 --> 02:02:37.680 just the reason I keep so eager to pull from 2378 02:02:37.720 --> 02:02:39.880 the tea deck is because I feel like there's that nugget. 2379 02:02:40.640 --> 02:02:43.079 There's something. I don't know what it is or what 2380 02:02:43.119 --> 02:02:48.159 it's connected to right yet, but there's something that's confusing, 2381 02:02:48.439 --> 02:02:51.399 something that's trying to Okay, who hasn't who has a 2382 02:02:51.720 --> 02:02:56.840 weird obsessive X anyone trying to sabotage I doubt. 2383 02:02:56.640 --> 02:02:59.079 That I have a couple of them. 2384 02:02:59.159 --> 02:03:00.880 I guess I was gonna say. 2385 02:03:01.560 --> 02:03:04.600 Y'all don't have an upset none, like, neither of y'all 2386 02:03:04.640 --> 02:03:08.039 have an X. That's weird, right, like that you're aware 2387 02:03:08.079 --> 02:03:11.000 of because remember where we pulled the moon, So this 2388 02:03:11.159 --> 02:03:12.039 is secret energy. 2389 02:03:12.640 --> 02:03:15.640 Well what's funny is and weird that you say that 2390 02:03:15.960 --> 02:03:19.319 because that weird X that you're referring to. It's actually 2391 02:03:19.680 --> 02:03:21.640 if it's about me, I don't know. I'm not trying 2392 02:03:21.640 --> 02:03:24.720 to make everything all about me, but it's actually her 2393 02:03:24.800 --> 02:03:25.600 birthday today. 2394 02:03:26.720 --> 02:03:30.359 What Yeah, No, this is I was pulling for his 2395 02:03:30.640 --> 02:03:34.800 energy specifically, but I'm gonna do I'm gonna get to you, 2396 02:03:34.920 --> 02:03:37.840 Jonathan unless, like I want to say, in her fearing 2397 02:03:37.880 --> 02:03:41.560 and his energy. But normally, when I call on a 2398 02:03:41.640 --> 02:03:48.039 specific energy, it's channeled to that specific person. So the 2399 02:03:48.159 --> 02:03:51.479 only reason the wife pops up is because they're they're 2400 02:03:51.520 --> 02:03:56.119 a unit. So it's it's an ex maybe one of 2401 02:03:56.199 --> 02:03:58.560 your exes, do you what? Do you don't have any 2402 02:03:58.600 --> 02:03:59.920 crazy exes from before? 2403 02:04:00.479 --> 02:04:00.840 I don't. 2404 02:04:00.960 --> 02:04:03.520 I don't have any access, Like my wife is my 2405 02:04:04.000 --> 02:04:05.359 first love? 2406 02:04:06.119 --> 02:04:07.159 Are you her first? 2407 02:04:08.319 --> 02:04:14.880 No? It might it could be it's either okay, it 2408 02:04:14.920 --> 02:04:17.039 says lover, so it had to be somebody that she 2409 02:04:17.159 --> 02:04:18.720 would would have been intimate with. 2410 02:04:19.279 --> 02:04:20.920 The only other thing I can think of is if 2411 02:04:21.000 --> 02:04:23.079 that maybe you have. 2412 02:04:23.199 --> 02:04:29.720 A dedicated viewer that envisions you as a lover. That's 2413 02:04:29.760 --> 02:04:32.119 the only way I can see that dynamic being in 2414 02:04:33.800 --> 02:04:37.159 that you don't know that this person on that level. 2415 02:04:37.319 --> 02:04:39.800 You never have because you stated that your wife is 2416 02:04:39.880 --> 02:04:41.960 the one and only, which is so beautiful by the way, 2417 02:04:44.279 --> 02:04:47.279 which makes it definitely more intimate in the soul bond. 2418 02:04:48.000 --> 02:04:49.760 But you could have. 2419 02:04:51.920 --> 02:04:56.760 A stalker as far as like a fan, you know. 2420 02:04:57.079 --> 02:05:00.640 Because the reason I say that is because Rupie popped 2421 02:05:00.680 --> 02:05:04.800 out and that's what is that. That's that's a hardcore fan, right, 2422 02:05:05.399 --> 02:05:08.159 So if it's not her ex, because it's giving female, 2423 02:05:08.760 --> 02:05:10.840 Like there's two women, there's women. That's all I see 2424 02:05:10.920 --> 02:05:15.399 is women. So it could be some woman that follows 2425 02:05:15.560 --> 02:05:17.640 this thing. And I bet you if she's watching this, 2426 02:05:17.760 --> 02:05:20.960 because if she is, she's dedicated. She's watching every episode, 2427 02:05:21.800 --> 02:05:28.560 every episode. She's like, she's on to me. She's obsessed something, 2428 02:05:28.800 --> 02:05:29.600 she's obsessed with. 2429 02:05:29.640 --> 02:05:33.920 You, like, so she may I don't even think I 2430 02:05:34.000 --> 02:05:36.479 had fans, So I'm just I'm just happy I I 2431 02:05:36.560 --> 02:05:38.000 got one. I got a fan. 2432 02:05:38.479 --> 02:05:41.359 Yeah, you can be excited, but you don't want to 2433 02:05:41.479 --> 02:05:45.640 feed into her ego, you know, because she's gonna if okay, 2434 02:05:45.840 --> 02:05:49.479 if she if she hasn't shown herself yet, she will, 2435 02:05:50.439 --> 02:05:52.279 like so worry about that because I feel like this 2436 02:05:54.840 --> 02:05:58.920 be suspicious because there's going to be a psycho fan 2437 02:05:59.119 --> 02:05:59.800 that comes through. 2438 02:05:59.840 --> 02:06:02.159 She's going to maybe is. 2439 02:06:02.239 --> 02:06:04.000 And it could turn into one of those things where 2440 02:06:04.039 --> 02:06:05.760 she's got a shrine of you in her room and 2441 02:06:05.840 --> 02:06:08.039 she's trying to manifest that you and your wife's break up, 2442 02:06:08.159 --> 02:06:10.359 you know, and so she could be with you or 2443 02:06:10.439 --> 02:06:12.920 she's gonna try. She's going to be a groupie, a 2444 02:06:13.119 --> 02:06:17.319 super fan. So if she hasn't already logged into being 2445 02:06:17.359 --> 02:06:21.479 a fan now, she will soon become a fan and 2446 02:06:21.600 --> 02:06:23.479 be like a hyper fan, you know what I'm saying, 2447 02:06:23.560 --> 02:06:26.159 like the type to write you letters, you know, in 2448 02:06:26.279 --> 02:06:30.239 fan mail that's upset, sending you locks of her hair, that. 2449 02:06:30.520 --> 02:06:33.319 Kind Oh wow, shout out to a right good to know, 2450 02:06:33.600 --> 02:06:34.039 good to know. 2451 02:06:34.279 --> 02:06:37.720 Aware of that. But I mean, I see though, as 2452 02:06:37.800 --> 02:06:39.920 long like the pessimism thing, I feel like y'all are 2453 02:06:39.920 --> 02:06:41.840 going to knock that out of the park, and it's 2454 02:06:41.920 --> 02:06:43.800 just gonna upright because I just I don't see it. 2455 02:06:44.000 --> 02:06:46.880 I feel that too. Yeah, Yeah, I feel that too, 2456 02:06:47.640 --> 02:06:51.159 you know. Well yeah, that's kind of how it's been. 2457 02:06:51.239 --> 02:06:53.720 You know, I really try to just you know, there's 2458 02:06:53.760 --> 02:06:55.439 times where I, you know, just kind of get out 2459 02:06:55.439 --> 02:06:56.800 of the way and let her do what she's gonna do. 2460 02:06:56.880 --> 02:06:58.920 And then there's other times where I really try to, 2461 02:06:59.479 --> 02:07:01.560 you know, help motivate her. And you know, it's funny, 2462 02:07:01.640 --> 02:07:04.000 is because some of that rubs off and I think, 2463 02:07:04.239 --> 02:07:06.800 you know, within her little friend group, you know, it's 2464 02:07:06.920 --> 02:07:10.199 at school, she's that for them, you know, and so 2465 02:07:10.520 --> 02:07:15.199 it's kind of like emanating outwardly. And so as far 2466 02:07:15.239 --> 02:07:17.439 as you know, the card turning up right, like I 2467 02:07:17.600 --> 02:07:20.439 already feel that, Like I feel like it's already a knowing, 2468 02:07:20.720 --> 02:07:23.399 Like that's where where we are going with that, right, 2469 02:07:24.399 --> 02:07:25.039 I have no doubt. 2470 02:07:25.239 --> 02:07:28.079 Try to work with her this kind of pinpoint where 2471 02:07:28.279 --> 02:07:32.600 this negative self taught comes from, since she can learn 2472 02:07:32.680 --> 02:07:36.239 how to properly feel that side of her so that. 2473 02:07:36.319 --> 02:07:41.279 She no longer manifests it into her reality or has 2474 02:07:41.359 --> 02:07:44.600 the threat of it manifesting into her reality. And honestly, 2475 02:07:45.000 --> 02:07:46.640 if you know you don't know like where to start, 2476 02:07:46.760 --> 02:07:48.079 Chatgypt is great with that. 2477 02:07:48.640 --> 02:07:51.000 Any tool is sure to. 2478 02:07:51.079 --> 02:07:53.760 Use the Chat GPT like for school and everything else. 2479 02:07:53.840 --> 02:07:56.800 So yeah, she's very familiar with that. Once she gets 2480 02:07:56.880 --> 02:08:00.000 through with school and gets into her field and everything 2481 02:08:00.119 --> 02:08:01.960 is good to go, Like I can see it even 2482 02:08:02.000 --> 02:08:04.079 a mushroom trip in the future, you know what I mean. 2483 02:08:04.199 --> 02:08:11.159 So, but recommend like on her downtime, like during the 2484 02:08:11.239 --> 02:08:15.199 school session, so it doesn't bogger down. She can do 2485 02:08:15.319 --> 02:08:18.600 that release of the do the shadow work, and pop 2486 02:08:18.600 --> 02:08:22.479 will definitely do prompts, questions, everything, as long as you're 2487 02:08:22.520 --> 02:08:25.520 wording everything right and it doesn't go get policy right. 2488 02:08:26.359 --> 02:08:29.880 Oh for sure. She can be her her own biggest 2489 02:08:29.920 --> 02:08:32.479 critic though, you know, and really have some of that 2490 02:08:32.600 --> 02:08:35.119 negative speak. But you know, we're going to get through it. 2491 02:08:35.600 --> 02:08:37.560 She's a water sign, right, or she's got it in 2492 02:08:37.640 --> 02:08:41.319 her chart Earth sign, Earth sign, Okay, so it's gotta 2493 02:08:41.359 --> 02:08:44.039 it's in her chart, she's gotta have. It's gotta be 2494 02:08:44.159 --> 02:08:46.239 in her Big three or her but it's in her 2495 02:08:46.279 --> 02:08:48.840 natal chart somewhere awesome. 2496 02:08:48.880 --> 02:08:50.520 But Earth does hold water, so. 2497 02:08:50.720 --> 02:08:53.760 It yeah, it makes sense. Yeah, well that's great too. 2498 02:08:53.920 --> 02:08:56.880 As far as you know her support system, Sean is 2499 02:08:57.000 --> 02:08:59.920 like the most supportive man to a wife that there 2500 02:09:00.039 --> 02:09:00.800 has ever been. 2501 02:09:00.960 --> 02:09:09.319 Like a beautiful thing. That's where that obsessive lover is coming. 2502 02:09:09.359 --> 02:09:11.520 Into handy to where she's gonna pop in because she's 2503 02:09:11.560 --> 02:09:15.840 gonna know that mm hmm, I want that instead of 2504 02:09:15.920 --> 02:09:17.239 eating it on her own. She's gonna be like I 2505 02:09:17.319 --> 02:09:17.800 want him. 2506 02:09:18.479 --> 02:09:20.560 Like Sean beats his wife, he beats out all. 2507 02:09:21.279 --> 02:09:22.640 I need to act like a jerk on here a 2508 02:09:22.680 --> 02:09:23.239 little bit more. 2509 02:09:25.359 --> 02:09:26.439 No, I love you, honey. 2510 02:09:28.800 --> 02:09:30.880 Well, I appreciate that. That was very in depth. I 2511 02:09:30.960 --> 02:09:33.560 didn't even even realize. You know, you can go into 2512 02:09:33.640 --> 02:09:37.199 that depth with with the terribating. It's really impressive, deeper 2513 02:09:37.439 --> 02:09:41.479 like I'm sure you could. No, that's I'm impressed. You 2514 02:09:41.520 --> 02:09:43.239 were saying so many key words in there. I had 2515 02:09:43.239 --> 02:09:44.920 to like jump in and be like I. 2516 02:09:46.439 --> 02:09:49.119 Was confused. I was like, no, this energy is so no. 2517 02:09:49.279 --> 02:09:50.720 It was making total sense to me. 2518 02:09:50.880 --> 02:09:52.319 So that's what I was like, let me just help 2519 02:09:52.399 --> 02:09:55.520 you out a little bit, because I was like, wow, impressive. 2520 02:09:55.680 --> 02:09:55.840 You know. 2521 02:09:55.920 --> 02:09:57.399 I was thinking of the same thing too. 2522 02:09:58.319 --> 02:10:01.239 If I read for couples or whatever, I'm like, like, 2523 02:10:01.319 --> 02:10:03.439 if I'm reading for a couple, I don't do that anymore. 2524 02:10:03.560 --> 02:10:05.319 But when I was, I was like, Okay, so if 2525 02:10:05.399 --> 02:10:10.800 y'all have y'all got any secrets, you better now because 2526 02:10:10.840 --> 02:10:13.039 I'm going I'm gone out right. 2527 02:10:12.920 --> 02:10:14.560 You're going there, We're going there. 2528 02:10:16.079 --> 02:10:18.960 We're going buddy. If spar want to say you cheating 2529 02:10:19.039 --> 02:10:21.439 and know you're cheating, you cheating, honey, Like, I'm gonna 2530 02:10:21.439 --> 02:10:23.079 tell it like it is. I'm not going to sugarcoat 2531 02:10:23.119 --> 02:10:25.520 it by any means. You know. 2532 02:10:25.680 --> 02:10:27.640 That's great. See, I would be terrible at that because 2533 02:10:27.640 --> 02:10:30.399 I would be trying to sugarcoated, you know, I'd be like, uh, 2534 02:10:30.800 --> 02:10:34.000 you know, something maybe not good. Like I wouldn't be 2535 02:10:34.000 --> 02:10:35.640 able to just be like, look, this is what's going on. 2536 02:10:35.960 --> 02:10:37.840 You know, I'd be trying to beat around the. 2537 02:10:37.800 --> 02:10:43.119 Bush too heavy if it's too heavy, like I worded 2538 02:10:43.199 --> 02:10:51.000 in a way where I'm like, come on, we're yeah right, 2539 02:10:51.359 --> 02:10:54.720 I'm like, so there's this like this energy with this 2540 02:10:55.039 --> 02:10:59.119 and maybe there was some you know, like come on, 2541 02:10:59.439 --> 02:10:59.880 like figure it. 2542 02:11:00.239 --> 02:11:06.279 You know, that's sound like a guide would right, Destiny 2543 02:11:06.359 --> 02:11:09.920 if you would? Would you mind pulling a one card 2544 02:11:10.520 --> 02:11:13.479 for the show? You know, normally at the end of 2545 02:11:13.520 --> 02:11:15.760 every show we like to pull a one card sometimes 2546 02:11:15.840 --> 02:11:18.239 to pop out and that's all right, but uh, but 2547 02:11:18.359 --> 02:11:21.079 typically you know it's uh, it's part of the tradition 2548 02:11:21.199 --> 02:11:23.079 over here. Would you mind doing that. 2549 02:11:23.560 --> 02:11:25.520 And I pulled one earlier, so I'll let you know. 2550 02:11:25.600 --> 02:11:27.199 It would just be really interesting if it was the 2551 02:11:27.279 --> 02:11:31.319 same one for for this episode. You know, the energy 2552 02:11:31.359 --> 02:11:34.560 of this this episode in particular, let's go. I love it, 2553 02:11:35.880 --> 02:11:37.640 and if it's wrong, I just won't say anything. 2554 02:11:38.079 --> 02:11:44.119 You know, it's not wrong. It's not the car, and 2555 02:11:44.239 --> 02:11:44.680 make sure. 2556 02:11:44.880 --> 02:11:48.119 I really probably should have done this before I started reading, 2557 02:11:48.159 --> 02:11:51.439 because typically I need it. 2558 02:11:51.840 --> 02:11:55.000 I cleansed it recently, but typically I try look how 2559 02:11:55.079 --> 02:11:55.760 worn that is. 2560 02:11:57.760 --> 02:12:00.159 So often I use it. Typically I like to like 2561 02:12:00.279 --> 02:12:02.760 reset the deck till all upright, you know, but it 2562 02:12:02.880 --> 02:12:04.520 really if they want to pop out the right way, 2563 02:12:04.560 --> 02:12:04.880 they will. 2564 02:12:05.039 --> 02:12:08.439 But I feel pulled to do this very quickly. 2565 02:12:08.560 --> 02:12:10.720 Hold on, and I pulled the card that I pulled 2566 02:12:10.800 --> 02:12:15.199 like maybe twenty or thirty minutes into the episode Beautiful. 2567 02:12:15.359 --> 02:12:16.760 It's been just sitting. 2568 02:12:16.520 --> 02:12:22.720 Here so spirit, y'all could have told me to do 2569 02:12:22.840 --> 02:12:23.399 this before. 2570 02:12:24.359 --> 02:12:25.600 Yeah, that's on us. 2571 02:12:26.000 --> 02:12:29.079 That's our bad that, like des spirit, they could have 2572 02:12:29.119 --> 02:12:29.920 told me to do this. 2573 02:12:30.800 --> 02:12:31.800 That's how you're talking to us. 2574 02:12:33.000 --> 02:12:34.680 I see that one. 2575 02:12:34.920 --> 02:12:37.319 We are the spirit. We're actually not even here. 2576 02:12:37.800 --> 02:12:40.079 Yeah, we were physical. 2577 02:12:41.760 --> 02:12:42.880 The old ones are back. 2578 02:12:43.119 --> 02:12:45.439 Okay, the illusion is real, all right. 2579 02:12:45.880 --> 02:12:49.079 We don't have time, Jonathan. And it's like, after the show, 2580 02:12:49.119 --> 02:12:49.760 I can still do a. 2581 02:12:49.760 --> 02:12:52.079 Pull for you if you would like, Oh yeah, he's 2582 02:12:52.079 --> 02:12:52.479 getting that. 2583 02:12:55.159 --> 02:12:57.560 Because I know, I know you loved the reading I 2584 02:12:57.600 --> 02:12:58.560 did for you recently. 2585 02:12:59.479 --> 02:13:00.760 I always he needs it. 2586 02:13:01.039 --> 02:13:03.479 He got a really good reading. 2587 02:13:03.319 --> 02:13:03.840 The other day. 2588 02:13:05.399 --> 02:13:06.840 He needs another one that. 2589 02:13:06.960 --> 02:13:09.359 Was a pretty lit reading, like and I'm hoping that 2590 02:13:09.600 --> 02:13:13.439 it's kind of echoing what I did the other day 2591 02:13:13.640 --> 02:13:15.359 as far as because it had to do with the show. 2592 02:13:15.680 --> 02:13:19.439 Okay had destiny. Just so you know, that's that's a secret. 2593 02:13:19.479 --> 02:13:21.760 I don't want to say that, all. 2594 02:13:21.760 --> 02:13:22.560 Right, Like the. 2595 02:13:26.960 --> 02:13:28.880 No, I know it's really good. It's it's it's a 2596 02:13:28.920 --> 02:13:32.520 good secret. But it's gonna be something that we're gonna 2597 02:13:32.600 --> 02:13:34.600 start talking about in like two weeks. I don't I 2598 02:13:34.640 --> 02:13:35.600 just don't want to say it yet. 2599 02:13:36.720 --> 02:13:38.720 Oh I already forgot about that part. I'm just saying 2600 02:13:39.000 --> 02:13:40.760 I got to see what you mean. I'm just saying 2601 02:13:40.760 --> 02:13:41.520 it was a good reading. 2602 02:13:42.600 --> 02:13:45.880 Energy you forgot. That's all right, Let it slip. 2603 02:13:47.399 --> 02:13:49.399 Let it. That's how I'm good at keeping secrets. 2604 02:13:49.399 --> 02:13:50.279 I don't always remember. 2605 02:13:51.439 --> 02:13:55.720 Let's see, so we're pulling, we're asking about the show, 2606 02:13:56.000 --> 02:13:58.680 or do you want do you have a person. 2607 02:13:59.119 --> 02:14:02.760 Well, you can either pull one for this specific episode, 2608 02:14:03.000 --> 02:14:05.880 or you can just pull one for meta in general. 2609 02:14:07.119 --> 02:14:10.920 We typically do one for the this episode, just kind 2610 02:14:10.960 --> 02:14:13.159 of the vibe of the episode. Dude, I'll trip out 2611 02:14:13.159 --> 02:14:15.560 if it's the same card. I'm just saying, no pressure, 2612 02:14:15.560 --> 02:14:18.439 and then I'll know for fact that, like you know, 2613 02:14:18.960 --> 02:14:21.399 I mean, even if not, it's still a clarifier I think, 2614 02:14:21.439 --> 02:14:23.159 but still fun. 2615 02:14:24.119 --> 02:14:25.079 So that's goods. 2616 02:14:25.079 --> 02:14:28.479 I'm pull personal What. 2617 02:14:28.640 --> 02:14:31.520 Was it nine of one's you said eight ace? 2618 02:14:31.880 --> 02:14:35.840 Oh ah, not the same one that's bottom of. 2619 02:14:35.840 --> 02:14:37.039 The deck, nine of swords. 2620 02:14:37.560 --> 02:14:42.600 Stress. Somebody's overthinking or a drama queen kind of thing. 2621 02:14:42.800 --> 02:14:45.239 But this is just keeping you up at night, thoughts, 2622 02:14:45.359 --> 02:14:49.720 keeping you up at night stressing, overthinking a situation. So 2623 02:14:50.000 --> 02:14:52.880 eighth of ones is a very beautiful, potent card. That's 2624 02:14:52.960 --> 02:15:00.399 like new beginnings. Let's see. Oh I have a reflocks 2625 02:15:00.439 --> 02:15:04.039 out of nowhere, yaya, all right, let me see. So 2626 02:15:04.119 --> 02:15:10.880 it's like new beginnings. It's like just creative energy. It's 2627 02:15:12.279 --> 02:15:15.840 a very male like the it's masculine energy for sure, 2628 02:15:17.079 --> 02:15:27.640 very potent, very just intense. So we have let's see creativity, courage, optimism, ambition, career, business, 2629 02:15:28.560 --> 02:15:32.319 positive starts, a birth or transformation, maybe a new home, 2630 02:15:32.479 --> 02:15:36.840 hard work, turning ideas into a successful reality, and the 2631 02:15:36.960 --> 02:15:43.760 element of fire they do want me to express like 2632 02:15:43.880 --> 02:15:47.000 because it didn't even though it didn't come in the reverse, 2633 02:15:47.840 --> 02:15:53.319 they want to tap into not always being able to 2634 02:15:53.439 --> 02:15:55.680 see the happiness right in front of you. 2635 02:15:56.600 --> 02:16:04.840 So it's kind of like not I don't want to 2636 02:16:04.880 --> 02:16:05.199 word that. 2637 02:16:07.199 --> 02:16:10.359 It's not like being able to sit down and enjoy it, 2638 02:16:10.479 --> 02:16:12.039 you know what I'm saying, Like you're like Moore and 2639 02:16:12.119 --> 02:16:14.680 I work harder, harder, Like no, it's back and enjoy it. 2640 02:16:14.920 --> 02:16:17.920 Like you, you don't understand how good you're doing. You 2641 02:16:17.960 --> 02:16:20.520 don't understand how you know. First of all, it's part 2642 02:16:20.560 --> 02:16:23.159 of the process where you're at versus where you're good 2643 02:16:23.159 --> 02:16:26.279 because you remember, Okay, thank you, huh. They were like 2644 02:16:26.680 --> 02:16:31.520 telling this, but I remember you prayed or manifested one 2645 02:16:31.600 --> 02:16:34.440 point in time to be exactly where you are now. 2646 02:16:35.040 --> 02:16:36.559 Yes, So. 2647 02:16:38.239 --> 02:16:40.159 Now that you're in this moment and you kind of 2648 02:16:40.239 --> 02:16:42.399 like you're so lost up and caught up in the 2649 02:16:42.959 --> 02:16:46.360 just life and wanting to push for better, you forgot 2650 02:16:46.440 --> 02:16:49.799 that once upon a time you wished where you you 2651 02:16:49.920 --> 02:16:52.959 wanted to be where you are now. So it's just 2652 02:16:53.040 --> 02:16:56.719 taking a step back and just appreciating, like how far 2653 02:16:56.879 --> 02:17:01.639 you've come, you know, and all asked. So let's see. 2654 02:17:02.760 --> 02:17:06.879 That was like the show and a personal in that one. 2655 02:17:07.040 --> 02:17:09.760 But then for you also up pulled the justice card. 2656 02:17:09.840 --> 02:17:12.440 This is a personal one for you. This could be 2657 02:17:12.600 --> 02:17:16.600 a potential court case coming for whatever reason. Legal why 2658 02:17:16.680 --> 02:17:21.479 is something that could pop up. Also, it's getting justice 2659 02:17:21.600 --> 02:17:24.559 for a situation the scales are going to balance out 2660 02:17:24.680 --> 02:17:27.520 for you, or you're going to receive the justice for 2661 02:17:27.639 --> 02:17:32.479 a situation that was unfair and the moment, but it 2662 02:17:32.600 --> 02:17:35.000 needed to play out that way for karma to set 2663 02:17:35.040 --> 02:17:37.280 it in for the parties that needed to set in 2664 02:17:37.440 --> 02:17:40.879 for So you're going to get your justice for a situation, 2665 02:17:41.639 --> 02:17:47.280 whether it's obvious right now it will be so, but 2666 02:17:47.440 --> 02:17:49.639 if it's a if it's a situation that's going to 2667 02:17:49.680 --> 02:17:52.760 be coming up, you know, like you're going to get 2668 02:17:52.920 --> 02:17:57.840 the proper justice for that. So also interesting enough to 2669 02:17:58.360 --> 02:18:02.479 I know that these aren't the same readings, but when 2670 02:18:02.520 --> 02:18:06.360 I pulled the higher fent earlier, that also means seeking 2671 02:18:06.399 --> 02:18:10.760 out legal advice. And I know it was for his reading, 2672 02:18:12.440 --> 02:18:15.079 but I just think that's funny, you know, maybe maybe 2673 02:18:15.200 --> 02:18:19.000 that because y'all are going y'all are doing the show together, 2674 02:18:20.120 --> 02:18:21.639 it might tie in somehow. 2675 02:18:23.319 --> 02:18:26.680 This is part of the secret that I can't talk about. 2676 02:18:26.840 --> 02:18:29.239 So I'm just letting you know that, like you're hitting 2677 02:18:29.280 --> 02:18:32.200 on all cylinders as usual. 2678 02:18:32.360 --> 02:18:34.360 I'm gonna have to go back into our messages and 2679 02:18:34.440 --> 02:18:34.760 peep it. 2680 02:18:34.840 --> 02:18:35.000 Though. 2681 02:18:35.239 --> 02:18:37.200 All good things, all good things. By the way, it's 2682 02:18:37.239 --> 02:18:38.680 nothing bad, so it's. 2683 02:18:38.639 --> 02:18:43.639 Working in your favor. But I definitely think that, like 2684 02:18:44.120 --> 02:18:47.159 like since they were like remember the Higher Fan and 2685 02:18:47.200 --> 02:18:48.959 I'm like, oh, yeah, okay, so they're doing the show 2686 02:18:49.000 --> 02:18:50.959 together because like him and his wife are in Tantam 2687 02:18:51.040 --> 02:18:52.520 and that energy, and then him and him are on 2688 02:18:52.600 --> 02:18:55.799 TIMM this ship. Okay, so it's all tied in together. 2689 02:18:56.639 --> 02:19:00.319 Oh yeah, yeah, Giant, it's. 2690 02:19:00.280 --> 02:19:03.479 Good and I can't wait to not only see it happen, 2691 02:19:03.600 --> 02:19:06.000 but like, you know, be a guess of being kind 2692 02:19:06.040 --> 02:19:07.239 of like as a guest being a part of it. 2693 02:19:07.360 --> 02:19:09.840 So I would forge that, Oh you're coming back for sure, 2694 02:19:10.120 --> 02:19:12.440 we appreciate you coming on here being a part of this, 2695 02:19:12.879 --> 02:19:15.399 you know, because it's happening now in real time. 2696 02:19:16.319 --> 02:19:18.159 I loved it. I love it. I can't wait. 2697 02:19:18.920 --> 02:19:21.879 It is Sean, what was that card? That you pulled, 2698 02:19:22.000 --> 02:19:25.200 good sir, I got the five of ones. 2699 02:19:28.280 --> 02:19:32.040 Oh, arguments, fites, disputes. 2700 02:19:33.799 --> 02:19:37.200 It's only thought that they were like are they arguing? 2701 02:19:37.760 --> 02:19:39.360 Because I was looking at this earlier and I was 2702 02:19:39.399 --> 02:19:42.680 like trying to interpret what what exactly is going on? 2703 02:19:42.879 --> 02:19:44.600 You know, are they working as a team? Are they? 2704 02:19:45.399 --> 02:19:46.360 Are they not? Are they? 2705 02:19:46.840 --> 02:19:49.799 That's like arguments, but it's it's with more than one 2706 02:19:49.959 --> 02:19:56.639 person kind of arguments with amongst coworkers, colleagues, friends, stuff 2707 02:19:56.680 --> 02:19:58.879 like that, just other people that have difference of opinion. 2708 02:20:00.079 --> 02:20:02.799 See why does it sound like kind of part of 2709 02:20:02.959 --> 02:20:05.719 Jonathan's other reading I did for him in private. 2710 02:20:07.760 --> 02:20:09.959 You remember that you need to calm it down, Destiny. 2711 02:20:11.959 --> 02:20:15.000 I'm not giving it away. I'm just saying the jealousy 2712 02:20:15.079 --> 02:20:20.479 is there for some aspect. Oh, there's a download. I 2713 02:20:20.520 --> 02:20:22.360 don't know if I should say that out loud or 2714 02:20:22.399 --> 02:20:23.159 if I should. 2715 02:20:22.879 --> 02:20:23.840 Wait after the show. 2716 02:20:24.159 --> 02:20:27.040 After this it is it bad or what? 2717 02:20:28.040 --> 02:20:30.040 It's the jealousy thing? 2718 02:20:32.760 --> 02:20:38.479 Okay, how can I word it without being too obvious? 2719 02:20:41.040 --> 02:20:45.680 Hmm? You you took all the good luck kind of 2720 02:20:46.159 --> 02:20:49.959 it's how the view is going to be and mad 2721 02:20:50.079 --> 02:20:52.479 that one thing is going to go up while the 2722 02:20:52.559 --> 02:20:57.440 other one drops down and mad about it because how 2723 02:20:57.479 --> 02:21:02.639 the energy is now replicated there. It's not, it's just 2724 02:21:03.639 --> 02:21:06.600 the energy is going to the vibration will. 2725 02:21:06.600 --> 02:21:09.600 Drop say less I got you. 2726 02:21:10.159 --> 02:21:12.559 I think you got it. I'll be flat out. 2727 02:21:12.559 --> 02:21:14.760 After but yeah, you know what, I think he's picking 2728 02:21:14.840 --> 02:21:15.639 up what you're putting down. 2729 02:21:15.760 --> 02:21:17.920 Yeah, oh yeah, you smell what I'm cooking. 2730 02:21:18.200 --> 02:21:20.399 It's actually a fear of mind that that that that 2731 02:21:20.559 --> 02:21:22.520 happens that way, but hopefully it doesn't. 2732 02:21:23.920 --> 02:21:27.840 If anything, it's a it's kind of karmic because. 2733 02:21:29.239 --> 02:21:31.399 You know the energy, the energy is weird, and we 2734 02:21:31.520 --> 02:21:34.520 know that, we talked about it. So it's like kind 2735 02:21:34.559 --> 02:21:41.200 of with the negative tone coming from that aspect, you know, 2736 02:21:41.479 --> 02:21:43.319 it's going to be a karmic kickback for that. 2737 02:21:43.559 --> 02:21:44.799 But that's what needs to happen. 2738 02:21:45.440 --> 02:21:48.920 Yeah, it's all divine timing, you know, don't don't question 2739 02:21:49.079 --> 02:21:52.159 it kind of thing. But yeah, and and honestly, for 2740 02:21:52.399 --> 02:21:54.559 the one that are listening out there, it's like, uh, 2741 02:21:54.840 --> 02:21:57.000 we're not trying to be cryptic. It's just that I 2742 02:21:57.159 --> 02:21:59.520 can't say anything for a couple of more weeks otherwise 2743 02:21:59.559 --> 02:22:03.000 I would And like I said, all good things, nothing 2744 02:22:03.040 --> 02:22:05.639 to worry about. It is something to look forward to, 2745 02:22:05.920 --> 02:22:09.920 not something to be worried about. So yeah, it's it's 2746 02:22:09.959 --> 02:22:12.600 all good shit. So Destiny, of course you're fucking tapped 2747 02:22:12.600 --> 02:22:14.520 into all of it. Dude, of course you are. 2748 02:22:15.040 --> 02:22:17.000 It's just I was. I was impressed when she was 2749 02:22:17.040 --> 02:22:18.920 saying certain things and like she was trying to figure 2750 02:22:18.959 --> 02:22:21.719 it out. I already knew exactly what she was trying 2751 02:22:21.719 --> 02:22:24.120 to figure out, and I was like, oh man, so clear, 2752 02:22:24.479 --> 02:22:24.680 I know. 2753 02:22:25.319 --> 02:22:30.559 Yeah, it's crazy fascinating decity. If you would, could you 2754 02:22:30.799 --> 02:22:33.760 let everybody out there know where they can find you. 2755 02:22:34.920 --> 02:22:36.479 Maybe you have an email you want to give out, 2756 02:22:36.600 --> 02:22:39.319 or social media or anything like that. Anybody wants to 2757 02:22:39.360 --> 02:22:42.799 reach out for a reading potentially, Oh. 2758 02:22:42.760 --> 02:22:46.159 I'm doing a special. I haven't, like, I guess I 2759 02:22:46.239 --> 02:22:48.719 haven't gotten down to like the exact perfect point of 2760 02:22:48.760 --> 02:22:50.840 the special. But I don't know first five people that 2761 02:22:50.920 --> 02:22:53.680 book are reading with me. I don't know. Within the 2762 02:22:53.760 --> 02:22:57.719 next what forty eight hours or so, I'll do a 2763 02:22:57.840 --> 02:23:00.239 special deal of some sort and I'll surprise as you 2764 02:23:01.319 --> 02:23:03.399 so because like my readings will range from like twenty 2765 02:23:03.479 --> 02:23:06.120 to sixty, I actually do more of a sliding skill 2766 02:23:06.200 --> 02:23:09.040 on that typically, but for a basis, so we'll do 2767 02:23:09.200 --> 02:23:12.479 like a special deal or something like buy one, get 2768 02:23:12.520 --> 02:23:13.200 one free bogo. 2769 02:23:13.360 --> 02:23:15.760 I don't know something, but it'll. 2770 02:23:15.559 --> 02:23:17.479 Be a special deal. So you can buy me on 2771 02:23:17.600 --> 02:23:22.040 TikTok at desdeasyy dot k or is it? Is it 2772 02:23:22.120 --> 02:23:24.159 dot k? I want to say maybe, I don't know. 2773 02:23:25.200 --> 02:23:26.639 I have to double check on that one. Let me 2774 02:23:26.680 --> 02:23:27.200 see where. 2775 02:23:28.799 --> 02:23:29.520 Yeah we can. 2776 02:23:29.639 --> 02:23:31.280 Yeah, we'll double check on the link. You can find 2777 02:23:31.319 --> 02:23:34.879 me on Instagram das k eighty nine. Again, I'm gonna 2778 02:23:34.879 --> 02:23:37.440 have to verify all these because I'm not like I don't, 2779 02:23:37.479 --> 02:23:41.120 I don't. I don't rememberize it for some reason. Destiny 2780 02:23:41.200 --> 02:23:44.559 King on Facebook it's a picture of me and my boyfriend. 2781 02:23:44.639 --> 02:23:47.079 So we'll do the URL for that one as well. 2782 02:23:47.239 --> 02:23:50.600 And I don't have any official website yet. Oh I 2783 02:23:50.639 --> 02:23:52.680 have a link tree again, I gotta look that one up. 2784 02:23:53.360 --> 02:23:54.479 And I was in a TV but you can buy 2785 02:23:54.479 --> 02:23:57.360 me on link three too, So just DM me just 2786 02:23:57.399 --> 02:24:00.239 say hey, I want a reading, you know, and we'll 2787 02:24:00.280 --> 02:24:00.680 go from there. 2788 02:24:01.280 --> 02:24:04.559 All right. That yeah, to confirm it is DESI dot 2789 02:24:04.680 --> 02:24:05.719 k on TikTok. 2790 02:24:06.600 --> 02:24:10.920 I believe so, hey, baby good, he's got a telephone going. 2791 02:24:11.319 --> 02:24:13.239 Uh look well, look a look at my. 2792 02:24:13.280 --> 02:24:16.079 TikTok candle, look at my TikTok candle. 2793 02:24:16.200 --> 02:24:16.799 Yeah, I just did. 2794 02:24:17.200 --> 02:24:17.760 That's what it is. 2795 02:24:18.319 --> 02:24:18.760 Oh you did? 2796 02:24:18.920 --> 02:24:23.079 Okay, never mind, all right, well yeah either way. Look, 2797 02:24:23.120 --> 02:24:24.559 we're gonna put it all down in the show notes 2798 02:24:24.559 --> 02:24:26.040 for anybody that wants to be able to reach out 2799 02:24:26.079 --> 02:24:29.559 to you, maybe come for reading. Obviously, the readings tonight 2800 02:24:29.639 --> 02:24:33.760 were very intuitive, very very connected, and there's just something 2801 02:24:33.879 --> 02:24:36.799 really special about that, you know, and it's it's these 2802 02:24:36.879 --> 02:24:38.680 kind of people that you want in your corner. You 2803 02:24:38.719 --> 02:24:40.719 want a good witch in your corner, you know, like 2804 02:24:41.120 --> 02:24:43.159 you never know if you're gonna fall on hard times, 2805 02:24:43.280 --> 02:24:46.000 maybe you got something that you just can't really figure out. 2806 02:24:46.360 --> 02:24:46.559 Dude. 2807 02:24:46.600 --> 02:24:48.559 The witches can see right through that shit. That's just 2808 02:24:48.639 --> 02:24:53.520 what they're good at, you know. Oh yeah, so yeah, so. 2809 02:24:53.719 --> 02:24:55.360 I can't speak on other witches, but I know my 2810 02:24:55.440 --> 02:24:56.319 intentions are pretty good. 2811 02:24:56.440 --> 02:24:56.760 There you go. 2812 02:24:57.280 --> 02:24:59.719 Yes, yes, Well, thank you so much, Destiny for coming 2813 02:24:59.760 --> 02:25:00.200 to hang out. 2814 02:25:00.239 --> 02:25:04.079 This was a really fun one, dude, had so much fun. 2815 02:25:04.559 --> 02:25:05.959 Oh yeah, we'll have you back again. 2816 02:25:06.360 --> 02:25:07.799 Yeah, sure, there's no doubt about that. 2817 02:25:09.680 --> 02:25:09.840 Well. 2818 02:25:09.879 --> 02:25:13.479 Look, you know, typically at the end of every episode 2819 02:25:13.520 --> 02:25:15.520 we like to do a little meditation. You don't have 2820 02:25:15.680 --> 02:25:17.399 to join if you don't want to. Normally it's like 2821 02:25:17.440 --> 02:25:19.879 a little ten or fifteen minute meditation we listened to. 2822 02:25:20.239 --> 02:25:23.319 Maybe it's a guided meditation or some four hundred and 2823 02:25:23.360 --> 02:25:26.319 thirty two Hurtz kind of stuff really, and then well 2824 02:25:26.479 --> 02:25:28.639 we'll just like kind of shoot the ship. See what 2825 02:25:29.040 --> 02:25:33.399 maybe we you know, experienced in that moment. It's a 2826 02:25:33.520 --> 02:25:35.719 it's a fun time. But I know that we've already 2827 02:25:35.879 --> 02:25:38.159 we've already kept you like way longer than we said 2828 02:25:38.159 --> 02:25:39.959 that we were going to. But if you want, you're 2829 02:25:40.000 --> 02:25:40.959 more than welcome to join. 2830 02:25:41.799 --> 02:25:43.319 Yeah, I mean I might get up and get it, 2831 02:25:43.360 --> 02:25:46.479 like a snack or something, so my cat should be 2832 02:25:46.559 --> 02:25:49.680 in the Nope, none of them are there. Okay, one 2833 02:25:49.680 --> 02:25:51.520 of them will up, but I'll be I'll be in 2834 02:25:51.600 --> 02:25:53.639 the vicinity and I'll just come right back with my snack. 2835 02:25:53.719 --> 02:25:57.079 So perfect, all right, Well, Sean, any parting words for you, 2836 02:25:57.159 --> 02:25:57.559 good sir? 2837 02:25:57.840 --> 02:26:00.319 Oh man, I'm I'm just like I said, I'm press. 2838 02:26:00.440 --> 02:26:00.559 You know. 2839 02:26:00.879 --> 02:26:03.799 I find it very fascinating when when somebody is doing 2840 02:26:03.920 --> 02:26:06.559 what they do, you know, and then you know certain 2841 02:26:06.639 --> 02:26:08.479 moments where she's like, oh I just you know, yeah, 2842 02:26:08.600 --> 02:26:11.559 thank you. You know, like you're you're catching these little 2843 02:26:11.680 --> 02:26:15.520 hints or you know, little downloads or little winks from 2844 02:26:15.559 --> 02:26:17.840 the universe, whatever you want to call it, that that 2845 02:26:18.239 --> 02:26:20.360 is happening there. I find that very fascinating and I 2846 02:26:20.399 --> 02:26:23.079 would love to be able to tap into whatever is 2847 02:26:23.159 --> 02:26:26.360 going on there. You know that's that's just yeah, I 2848 02:26:26.440 --> 02:26:29.680 can help with that. Oh yeah, well, I mean we're 2849 02:26:29.680 --> 02:26:31.280 gonna have to have you come back and maybe you 2850 02:26:31.280 --> 02:26:33.040 can teach us that, because I feel like that's very 2851 02:26:33.360 --> 02:26:35.479 very awesome to just be able to be like, oh. 2852 02:26:35.440 --> 02:26:37.840 I have to tell you'll open my third eye. 2853 02:26:38.440 --> 02:26:41.559 Oh right, yeah, we'll be here, nice little shout out there. 2854 02:26:42.520 --> 02:26:44.760 Well look, yeah, we're gonna get over that meditation. But 2855 02:26:44.920 --> 02:26:46.159 we do want to say if you want to be 2856 02:26:46.200 --> 02:26:49.000 able to join in on the conversation, it's always a 2857 02:26:49.200 --> 02:26:52.920 very fun, exciting, surprise guess, a lot of intuitive kind 2858 02:26:52.920 --> 02:26:56.280 of stuff that's coming. Sometimes it's witchy, sometimes it's magic y. 2859 02:26:56.399 --> 02:26:59.120 Sometimes it is wu wou. Sometimes it's spiritual. We're here 2860 02:26:59.159 --> 02:27:02.600 for all that shit, bab and you know, just trying 2861 02:27:02.680 --> 02:27:06.120 to totally engulf ourself in mysticism. That's what the show 2862 02:27:06.159 --> 02:27:08.360 is all about. So if you like these kind of 2863 02:27:08.440 --> 02:27:10.239 conversations and you want to be able to join us 2864 02:27:10.280 --> 02:27:12.959 every Wednesday night. Then come over to patreon dot com 2865 02:27:13.079 --> 02:27:15.680 slash metamistics. That link is down the show notes below. 2866 02:27:15.920 --> 02:27:18.000 We have a several different tiers over there. We actually 2867 02:27:18.040 --> 02:27:20.559 have a three dollars tier that will allow you to 2868 02:27:20.879 --> 02:27:23.879 get all of the shows days in advance, completely commercial 2869 02:27:23.920 --> 02:27:25.760 for you to be able to slide into our dms 2870 02:27:26.200 --> 02:27:29.120 and just become part of the community. But if you 2871 02:27:29.159 --> 02:27:31.159 want to be able to join for the live shows, 2872 02:27:31.200 --> 02:27:34.799 you get all of that plus the live shows. And 2873 02:27:34.959 --> 02:27:37.639 so that I believe is eight eighty eight. That's the 2874 02:27:37.719 --> 02:27:39.520 magic number we got for that tier. So if you 2875 02:27:39.559 --> 02:27:41.520 want to come check it out and support the show 2876 02:27:41.719 --> 02:27:45.399 and maybe you find this information valuable, you know, show 2877 02:27:45.600 --> 02:27:48.520 show a little love, you know, and come join the conversation. 2878 02:27:48.680 --> 02:27:50.079 That's what we want, you know. That's why we do 2879 02:27:50.200 --> 02:27:55.360 these live shows, so we can kind of have like five, six, seven, eight, nine, 2880 02:27:55.479 --> 02:27:58.559 ten different hosts going on all at one time, because 2881 02:27:58.799 --> 02:28:02.079 you know, we all have that curiosity inside of us 2882 02:28:02.200 --> 02:28:04.280 that maybe I might not ask the question that you 2883 02:28:04.319 --> 02:28:06.399 would ask, and so it's just more of a group effort. 2884 02:28:06.479 --> 02:28:07.120 It's all one thing. 2885 02:28:07.680 --> 02:28:10.159 Baby, It's great. I look forward to these nights. I 2886 02:28:10.239 --> 02:28:13.760 gotta tell you man. You know, I'm becoming like I 2887 02:28:13.959 --> 02:28:16.920 need my Wednesdays. You know, that's just how it is 2888 02:28:17.120 --> 02:28:17.600 for sure. 2889 02:28:17.799 --> 02:28:22.000 And next Wednesday, Optimistic Banks is back, so that'll be 2890 02:28:22.120 --> 02:28:25.360 a fun one. Of course, that'll be a fun one, yeah, dude. 2891 02:28:25.399 --> 02:28:27.760 So anyway, go and check those those links down in 2892 02:28:27.799 --> 02:28:29.879 the show notes below if you want to go and 2893 02:28:30.319 --> 02:28:31.920 find Destiny, or if you want to go and sign 2894 02:28:32.000 --> 02:28:34.280 up on Patreon, that link is. Those links are all 2895 02:28:34.360 --> 02:28:36.840 down below. But I think we're going to get over 2896 02:28:36.879 --> 02:28:40.399 to that meditation now. But if if Destiny came here 2897 02:28:40.479 --> 02:28:43.760 and chats on you anything, it's that you don't know 2898 02:28:44.040 --> 02:28:47.520 what you don't know, So don't just get weird. 2899 02:28:48.319 --> 02:28:49.079 Stay weird. 2900 02:28:53.479 --> 02:28:55.399 That was a solid one. Yeah, I got some pretty 2901 02:28:55.399 --> 02:29:00.399 cool visuals there's you. Yeah, I kind of just I 2902 02:29:00.479 --> 02:29:02.680 mean exactly what she was describing just kind of like 2903 02:29:02.840 --> 02:29:05.760 being inside of a like a crystal cave and then 2904 02:29:06.319 --> 02:29:09.319 laying your head on a moonstone covered in moss and 2905 02:29:09.959 --> 02:29:13.159 it's not a nice mm hmm. Yeah, he's a fan 2906 02:29:13.280 --> 02:29:16.879 of that. It's so interesting, dude, is because as soon 2907 02:29:16.959 --> 02:29:19.319 as you start to play into what you're seeing into 2908 02:29:19.360 --> 02:29:22.520 your mind, it almost comes alive. You know, there was 2909 02:29:22.559 --> 02:29:25.399 something about the voice too, like she had like some 2910 02:29:25.559 --> 02:29:28.200 wisdom and she was like guiding you through that. 2911 02:29:28.319 --> 02:29:30.959 I don't know. Something about that voice was was nice. 2912 02:29:31.159 --> 02:29:33.719 Very calming. Yeah, that's our first time for going to 2913 02:29:33.799 --> 02:29:34.319 that channel. 2914 02:29:34.319 --> 02:29:37.079 What was that again? Yeah, let's let's remember that one. 2915 02:29:38.040 --> 02:29:40.000 I'm gonna subscribe to that one. 2916 02:29:40.120 --> 02:29:42.920 Subscribe, like and subscribe dude, all right. 2917 02:29:43.120 --> 02:29:44.440 We send a like over there too. 2918 02:29:44.959 --> 02:29:46.840 Yeah, here we go as well. 2919 02:29:47.799 --> 02:29:51.719 But yeah, that was solid, dude, especially tonight being full. 2920 02:29:51.600 --> 02:29:55.840 Moon, and yeah, dude, there's something there's something really myssical 2921 02:29:55.920 --> 02:29:57.959 when it's like a legit full moon. Like when I 2922 02:29:58.040 --> 02:30:00.959 went outside earlier, it was already like me maybe I 2923 02:30:01.000 --> 02:30:04.200 don't know, maybe twenty five percent up off of the horizon, 2924 02:30:04.280 --> 02:30:05.799 and so it was still kind of like a little 2925 02:30:05.840 --> 02:30:09.200 bit appeared bigger, you know, and which is really weird 2926 02:30:09.280 --> 02:30:11.280 how that happens. You know, Like it's the same size 2927 02:30:11.440 --> 02:30:13.600 at the horizon as it is when it's up higher 2928 02:30:13.639 --> 02:30:16.239 in the sky, but it just looks so much bigger 2929 02:30:16.280 --> 02:30:21.600 when it's when it's lower. But yeah, it's just so mystical. Yeah, 2930 02:30:21.760 --> 02:30:24.520 like just like that's just just just out there, you know, 2931 02:30:24.879 --> 02:30:27.000 I just just part of this thing, dude. 2932 02:30:27.079 --> 02:30:30.399 So being out here in uh in Lake Havasu at 2933 02:30:30.520 --> 02:30:33.319 like it with the way the moon comes up, It's 2934 02:30:33.440 --> 02:30:36.920 like it's coming up behind the mountains, and whenever it 2935 02:30:36.959 --> 02:30:39.239 gets to a certain point, it literally looks like it's 2936 02:30:39.319 --> 02:30:44.639 being cradled by the mountains, by the mountain freaking out. No, No, 2937 02:30:44.719 --> 02:30:48.600 I'm not in Louisiana anymore. I moved to Texas like 2938 02:30:48.879 --> 02:30:52.000 a year and a half or so ago, like right 2939 02:30:52.079 --> 02:30:56.399 around Houston, and uh now I'm actually out in Arizona, 2940 02:30:56.600 --> 02:30:58.799 just temporarily, and then I'll be moving back to Houston. 2941 02:31:00.479 --> 02:31:03.239 Yeah you're thinking, oh, we're gonna get together do the 2942 02:31:03.280 --> 02:31:05.399 shrewd Day. You're just not even in the safe state. 2943 02:31:06.000 --> 02:31:08.040 I mean, I know, I still come out to Louisiana 2944 02:31:08.120 --> 02:31:08.920 every two weeks though. 2945 02:31:09.680 --> 02:31:12.040 Oh cool, okay, hell yeah yeah. 2946 02:31:14.040 --> 02:31:16.440 But either way, Hey, dude, Houston's only a little road 2947 02:31:16.479 --> 02:31:17.520 trip away. It ain't that far. 2948 02:31:18.200 --> 02:31:19.440 I know, I need to get a vehicle. 2949 02:31:20.440 --> 02:31:24.719 I heard that. Yeah, well, dude, I mean, did you 2950 02:31:24.959 --> 02:31:26.120 did you meditate this city? 2951 02:31:27.920 --> 02:31:28.280 I can't. 2952 02:31:28.319 --> 02:31:29.840 I have to do a meditation a certain way. 2953 02:31:30.520 --> 02:31:31.760 Everybody's different that way. 2954 02:31:34.479 --> 02:31:39.280 It's different originally how I used to meditate, and it's 2955 02:31:39.319 --> 02:31:44.399 not recommended. But I was like heavy drinker. And but 2956 02:31:44.639 --> 02:31:46.399 like when I like, if I get the right buzz, 2957 02:31:47.399 --> 02:31:50.319 like I'm right there, my inhibitions go away. 2958 02:31:50.600 --> 02:31:52.680 I can calm this down a lot more. 2959 02:31:53.399 --> 02:31:56.959 And there's this I'm not usually good with guided meditations 2960 02:31:57.040 --> 02:31:59.959 because I don't know why. It's just too much noise 2961 02:32:00.159 --> 02:32:03.959 for me. But there's sometimes there's that one or two. 2962 02:32:04.319 --> 02:32:07.479 And I found this one guided meditation and it was 2963 02:32:07.799 --> 02:32:09.879 it was I'm not gonna lie like in comparison to 2964 02:32:09.920 --> 02:32:13.680 the professional ones. It was like like poor recording quality 2965 02:32:13.760 --> 02:32:18.479 in comparison. But something happened like I was meditating and 2966 02:32:18.600 --> 02:32:22.319 I could feel like the angelic beings like mixed to me, 2967 02:32:22.959 --> 02:32:25.520 and I felt like I was I felt like I 2968 02:32:25.680 --> 02:32:29.399 was in the universe, like just floating and spinning like 2969 02:32:29.600 --> 02:32:32.239 on those like display spinners. You know. It was so 2970 02:32:32.399 --> 02:32:34.600 cool and I was so mad. When I was coming 2971 02:32:34.639 --> 02:32:39.959 back down, I was like, no, no, stay here. It 2972 02:32:40.120 --> 02:32:46.440 was so good. It was slow, it was very slow, 2973 02:32:46.479 --> 02:32:48.879 but it felt like I was floating. It was really 2974 02:32:49.040 --> 02:32:52.040 really cool and my too. I wasn't like plastered or anything. 2975 02:32:52.120 --> 02:32:54.280 It was just it was a It was a moderate buzz, 2976 02:32:54.520 --> 02:32:56.799 so I was just enough to get the inhibitions to 2977 02:32:56.879 --> 02:32:59.639 go away because there's a lot of stress in my 2978 02:32:59.719 --> 02:33:02.799 life at the time. Nothing's changed stress wise, just it's 2979 02:33:02.879 --> 02:33:07.280 different stress. But it just helped me meditate to just 2980 02:33:07.399 --> 02:33:10.360 stop caring about everything else at the time. 2981 02:33:11.319 --> 02:33:13.520 You're living in Louisiana, I mean, taking a shot of 2982 02:33:13.600 --> 02:33:16.120 fireball for breakfast is like common. 2983 02:33:16.079 --> 02:33:21.559 You know, pretty much to help me through this. But yeah, 2984 02:33:21.680 --> 02:33:27.200 like I don't know, like I have to. Well, you 2985 02:33:27.280 --> 02:33:29.520 can meditate with them or anything. So as long as 2986 02:33:29.559 --> 02:33:33.040 you go into the state of mind, you're meditating, right, 2987 02:33:33.239 --> 02:33:39.360 So sometimes it just depends. I'll use classical music or hell, 2988 02:33:39.479 --> 02:33:41.159 sometimes Kevin Gates gets me in the mood. 2989 02:33:41.840 --> 02:33:44.920 You know what I'm saying, Like it doesn't have words, 2990 02:33:44.959 --> 02:33:46.680 I'm good, Yeah. 2991 02:33:46.719 --> 02:33:49.959 Dude, Yeah, it'll send you there regardless, I mean. And yeah, 2992 02:33:50.000 --> 02:33:51.440 And that's the thing, dude, You don't even have to 2993 02:33:51.479 --> 02:33:53.719 be sitting down to meditate. You can take a walk 2994 02:33:53.799 --> 02:33:56.200 through the woods or you know, walk around the neighborhood 2995 02:33:56.280 --> 02:34:01.079 or whatever and down, walk, sit, take yourself. 2996 02:34:01.159 --> 02:34:05.719 Well you're comfortable meditating in a bubble bath pop tier. 2997 02:34:05.799 --> 02:34:13.120 Yes, it is, I agree, a little ritual bath actions. 2998 02:34:10.799 --> 02:34:13.280 Go yeah, some flowers in there. 2999 02:34:14.280 --> 02:34:15.959 Okay, Yeah, that's the way. 3000 02:34:16.920 --> 02:34:19.079 I talked just about my apartment. I was in that 3001 02:34:19.159 --> 02:34:19.760 bubble bath. 3002 02:34:20.120 --> 02:34:26.440 Ritually, I can imagine, well, all right, well I think 3003 02:34:26.520 --> 02:34:28.799 this was a lot of fun, dude, and we're definitely 3004 02:34:28.799 --> 02:34:31.440 gonna have to do it again, Destiny, So you know, 3005 02:34:31.719 --> 02:34:32.520 don't be a stranger. 3006 02:34:32.600 --> 02:34:36.200 You know, I'm not. I was gonna. Then you said 3007 02:34:36.239 --> 02:34:37.680 you were in Houston. I'm like, so, what do you 3008 02:34:37.719 --> 02:34:40.239 feel about those Houston Houston serial killers? 3009 02:34:41.399 --> 02:34:47.399 Is there a Houston serial killer? Now? I told, oh, 3010 02:34:47.559 --> 02:34:53.479 oh shit, all right, you have twenty two bodies oh damn, all. 3011 02:34:53.399 --> 02:34:56.040 Right, found in by you around the Houston area, Like 3012 02:34:56.200 --> 02:34:59.319 there was the Lady Bird Lady Bird Lake killer in Austin. 3013 02:35:00.239 --> 02:35:02.600 They're not acknowledging him as a serial killer or the 3014 02:35:02.639 --> 02:35:06.000 person is a serial killer, but I get it. You 3015 02:35:06.040 --> 02:35:09.159 don't want to tip them off. There's a video on TikTok. 3016 02:35:09.239 --> 02:35:11.879 I saw this cute little girl. She was like when 3017 02:35:11.920 --> 02:35:13.840 I say little, like, she looked like she's in the 3018 02:35:13.920 --> 02:35:18.399 early twenties. But she was like, I guess, walk in 3019 02:35:18.520 --> 02:35:22.319 under this causeway or whatever. And the police were there 3020 02:35:22.520 --> 02:35:25.719 because they found a body and right by where she 3021 02:35:25.879 --> 02:35:28.159 was walking, and there was this other guy that was 3022 02:35:28.239 --> 02:35:31.680 there that was not police or whatever, and this was crazy. 3023 02:35:32.319 --> 02:35:33.840 She was like. They were talking about it and she 3024 02:35:33.920 --> 02:35:36.120 was like, yeah, you know, they pulled up another body. 3025 02:35:36.159 --> 02:35:37.760 He's like, yeah, I know, it's crazy, you know, blah 3026 02:35:37.760 --> 02:35:39.959 blah blah blah, but yeah, that's not where I left them. 3027 02:35:41.159 --> 02:35:47.600 Oh what you said? What, sir? Like? Yeah, like that 3028 02:35:47.680 --> 02:35:51.319 sounded like a Freudian slip. Like he didn't mean to, 3029 02:35:51.520 --> 02:35:52.639 but he got caught. 3030 02:35:52.559 --> 02:35:52.840 Up in it. 3031 02:35:52.920 --> 02:35:54.239 He was like, I don't know why they're pulling up 3032 02:35:54.239 --> 02:35:55.520 here when I didn't leave him there. 3033 02:35:55.559 --> 02:35:59.520 Like yeah, all of a sudden, I could get you. 3034 02:36:02.520 --> 02:36:03.959 But then he tried to turn it around and he 3035 02:36:04.040 --> 02:36:05.719 was like, oh, no, I thought you were the killer. 3036 02:36:05.760 --> 02:36:08.600 I'm like, look at that girl. She's so so freaking cute, walking. 3037 02:36:08.399 --> 02:36:09.159 Mind in her business. 3038 02:36:09.239 --> 02:36:13.040 You know, she's not the killer. He tried to double 3039 02:36:13.159 --> 02:36:15.440 down and I'm like, oh, we see you, sir, We 3040 02:36:15.600 --> 02:36:18.799 see you. So somebody people have been doing snapshots in 3041 02:36:18.879 --> 02:36:20.479 the comments. They're like, we got it, you know. 3042 02:36:20.719 --> 02:36:26.000 Like, but I'll be walking around in Houston anyway. I'm 3043 02:36:26.079 --> 02:36:29.079 not with all that. I'm actually I'm gonna be moving 3044 02:36:29.440 --> 02:36:33.079 out there. I'm getting a house out there, but not 3045 02:36:33.360 --> 02:36:36.200 in Houston. It's gonna be like North Houston on the outskirts, 3046 02:36:36.280 --> 02:36:38.559 kind of out in the country, which that's what I'm 3047 02:36:38.600 --> 02:36:40.760 all about. I can't stand being in the city, dude. 3048 02:36:42.079 --> 02:36:46.879 That makes sense to the division that I had actually, okay, 3049 02:36:47.159 --> 02:36:49.680 like in my line up with that way, like at 3050 02:36:49.760 --> 02:36:53.479 least within the vicinity, you know, like, oh, I don't 3051 02:36:53.479 --> 02:36:55.479 know if y'all would be interested for the next time. 3052 02:36:55.760 --> 02:37:01.520 But speaking of like serial killers, did I tell you 3053 02:37:01.680 --> 02:37:04.520 about the cold case through the spirit Box that I 3054 02:37:04.639 --> 02:37:08.920 was doing? Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna try to channel one 3055 02:37:08.959 --> 02:37:11.280 of the poor girls that just her body was just 3056 02:37:11.479 --> 02:37:15.079 found in Houston. I'm gonna see if I can't channel her, 3057 02:37:15.200 --> 02:37:16.799 maybe we can try to figure out who the killer is. 3058 02:37:17.120 --> 02:37:19.440 You know what's funny too, is that Sean. I think 3059 02:37:19.479 --> 02:37:21.879 it was like a like last week sometime you were like, 3060 02:37:21.959 --> 02:37:23.399 you know what, we got to get somebody on here 3061 02:37:23.440 --> 02:37:24.239 with a spirit box. 3062 02:37:24.920 --> 02:37:27.600 Yeah, yep, I'm like literally just. 3063 02:37:29.520 --> 02:37:33.399 Necrophonic that's already professional here, but this this thing is legit. 3064 02:37:34.079 --> 02:37:35.840 All right, Well, I guess we know what our next 3065 02:37:35.840 --> 02:37:37.600 show is going to be about then, yep. 3066 02:37:39.319 --> 02:37:41.079 So all right, well you can tell them about my 3067 02:37:41.159 --> 02:37:43.280 cold case thing afterwards we'll do. 3068 02:37:43.639 --> 02:37:45.639 Yeah, look, we're just gonna wrap up the regular show 3069 02:37:45.639 --> 02:37:48.680 and then we can talk the things, talk about the 3070 02:37:48.760 --> 02:37:51.879 things we couldn't talk about, you know after so uh 3071 02:37:52.120 --> 02:37:53.879 the one. We love you, and we'll see you on 3072 02:37:53.920 --> 02:37:54.559 the flip side. 3073 02:37:54.920 --> 02:37:55.559 I guess. 3074 02:38:00.879 --> 02:38:02.959 See the small fater 3075 02:38:31.639 --> 02:38:51.200 Cor cop