Speaker 1: You see, something's going to happen.
Speaker 2: What what's gonna happen?
Speaker 3: I think?
Speaker 4: What?
Speaker 3: I help?
Speaker 2: What the fuck is going on?
Speaker 3: Everybody?
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's me by myself. Ain't got headless with me?
Speaker 2: And we got the uh headless magical mail bag but
Speaker 2: uh no headless and there's no mail. But I will
Speaker 2: bring you two sigils or symbols or whatever these things
Speaker 2: are also, uh I see Zara laugh.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 2: If you've got nothing to do, I do. I will
Speaker 2: be offering to throw out the link if anybody wants
Speaker 2: to jump on and toil ship when I'm covering these things.
Speaker 2: So yeah, if anybody wants, I'll throw you know, I'll
Speaker 2: throw the link in the chat now and you guys
Speaker 2: can just jump on if you want to. Yeah, so yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm going to here's the link now, I'm gonna drop
Speaker 2: it in the chat and then I will get on
Speaker 2: with the sigils. Well here we go, yo, jump on, man.
Speaker 2: You know, if you guys got any you guys got any,
Speaker 2: if you guys got any weird stories or anything, whatever,
Speaker 2: jump on, man. Just listen. You start talking shit, I'm
Speaker 2: just gonna kick your right the fuck off. So you
Speaker 2: ain't gonna get too far with me, so uh yeah,
Speaker 2: if you guys want to jump on, you're more than welcome,
Speaker 2: all right. I see zarralots coming, so maybe maybe I might.
Speaker 2: I just sent the link in the chat Zara Lath
Speaker 2: so grab it. I might maybe wait, h might wait
Speaker 2: until he jumps on before I start going, because once
Speaker 2: I do pull up these notes and cover these sigels,
Speaker 2: I really won't be able to check the chat too
Speaker 2: much because I'm gonna have the windows open up. So
Speaker 2: at least if like zerolats here, he could probably like
Speaker 2: you know, somebody's on the bottom to get it man
Speaker 2: or whoever, if anybody's uh anyways here, oh there he
Speaker 2: is zero a holy ship? What is going on?
Speaker 3: Man?
Speaker 2: Oh you're muted. You're muted real quick, just to let
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm I'm kind of starting off on the phone
Speaker 3: because I really wanted to show I was hanging out
Speaker 3: with my buddy. He's uh, he's packing up. But man,
Speaker 3: I've missed you. It's been quite a few months since
Speaker 3: I've since I've been on.
Speaker 2: Actually a lot my network connections. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: I got to get that other guy on that you
Speaker 2: gave me. He gave me his contact. I never actually
Speaker 2: I have it saved by contact him.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Robert Phoenix, Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, It's just I have so many people that have
Speaker 2: already booked. I don't want to get in touch with somebody.
Speaker 2: Can you come on here, Robert?
Speaker 3: Yeah, Robert chill as fuck, so you know you'll you'll
Speaker 3: get there, You'll be good. Yo.
Speaker 2: I'm I'm assuming you've probably got some wild stories of
Speaker 2: your own, don't you.
Speaker 3: Sir Man oh Man, Well, this is just wild stories
Speaker 3: in general. What was the subject?
Speaker 2: You know, you know, it would be interesting maybe to
Speaker 2: talk about because I am gonna finally I'm wrapping up
Speaker 2: on it now. I was editing, Uh, I'm covering the
Speaker 2: Aunt Mayer Park finally I finally decided to do it.
Speaker 2: I do think that is an interesting story to talk about.
Speaker 2: What the fuck was that statue we found behind the
Speaker 2: fucking trees? I forgot all about that.
Speaker 3: Kind of right right right?
Speaker 5: Yea.
Speaker 2: For people don't know Zarah, I mean I actually met
Speaker 2: Zarah at in person. We met at Aunt to Mayer
Speaker 2: Park and we walked around and we filmed some ship.
Speaker 2: So he's one of these one of the few people
Speaker 2: actually person.
Speaker 3: Do you occulting a mythologically designed park. Very very is
Speaker 3: a very cool walk.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yo, that ship was crazy. Those stairwells. That stairwell
Speaker 2: was insane. How big that was? Actually thinking about it,
Speaker 2: walking up and down that a few times. I did
Speaker 2: that ship.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I was. I was watching uh Rotting Jewels,
Speaker 3: who was just on my channel. Everybody, you should go
Speaker 3: check out I interview with Dana.
Speaker 2: Yeah, go check that out.
Speaker 3: And I made her wise to the Moxley murder. I
Speaker 3: couldn't believe she didn't know about the Moxie murders associated
Speaker 3: with the Kennedy family. Crazy, So I gave her the
Speaker 3: biggest rabbit hole in the universe from my town. But
Speaker 3: I noticed in her latest music video cut she did
Speaker 3: at the end of her live stream, she had she
Speaker 3: flashed the two pillars that overlook the the Palisades. Uh
Speaker 3: from the uh from that overlook area uh inre oh good?
Speaker 2: Maybe she could talk about on tomorrow and get it
Speaker 2: popular before I dropped my show.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah, But I'm pretty sure. I'm pretty sure
Speaker 3: that statue was a god yea.
Speaker 2: For once, I'll be writing somebody else's coattails.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I believe it was. I believe it was. It
Speaker 3: was one of the Greco Roman gods. I think I
Speaker 3: thought I saw that it's supposed to have like a
Speaker 3: bow and arrow or something, which I think is but
Speaker 3: but I couldn't remember at the time if the deity
Speaker 3: was male or female.
Speaker 2: Wait to think that the thing that we found match
Speaker 2: the statue, the thinking that we the thing that we found,
Speaker 2: Yeah it was. Yeah, I think it did have.
Speaker 3: Like as that overlook.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that I think did have like a
Speaker 2: small dick on it if I remember correctly, Like, I
Speaker 2: think it was male, wasn't it. Maybe I might be confused.
Speaker 3: I think so, I think so. I I I believe
Speaker 3: I had mistaken it or for Artemis and I have
Speaker 3: to go back and look at my upload.
Speaker 2: I know once you got to look at it, you
Speaker 2: were able to realize what it was, because I do
Speaker 2: remember you confusing and then you're like, no, I think
Speaker 2: this is so, and so I might have lost you
Speaker 2: ice frozen. But yeah, yo, that ship was crazy. Oh
Speaker 2: you're back.
Speaker 3: Yeah, sorry, I was checking I was checking something on
Speaker 3: the phone with with what I what I thought because
Speaker 3: I yeah, no it was male, and I got and
Speaker 3: I and I I thought to myself Artemis because I
Speaker 3: think I saw the bow, but I had forgotten that
Speaker 3: Artemis was female at the time, right, I'm sure ultimately
Speaker 3: looked Greek.
Speaker 2: You got, Nehla Munter. Yeah, what's going on, sir? I
Speaker 2: would I would assume a guy. Okay, thank you? All
Speaker 2: that was correct? How are you? I think that Mike's
Speaker 2: what's up with you? Can you just say something again?
Speaker 2: I want to make sure your mike sounds okay? Oh yeah,
Speaker 2: it sounds better. Yeah. For some reason, it sounds like
Speaker 2: it was out for a second and came back.
Speaker 3: In my big football game in the background.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, oh that's right. Isn't like today like a
Speaker 2: big football day could be right?
Speaker 3: Yeah, right now, yeah, yeah, it's yeah, it's the think
Speaker 3: it's the Thanksgiving game. There's you know that's usually uh,
Speaker 3: that's usually like a big deal in the league.
Speaker 2: Yo, Neffla Hunter. You got any crazy stories anywhere experiences?
Speaker 3: Not really many stories.
Speaker 2: All yeah, but but zera Ath. You know what I
Speaker 2: thought was the craziest thing about that statue is where
Speaker 2: it was and how yo, me and you tried to
Speaker 2: push it in a barely nudge, like, how the fuck
Speaker 2: did somebody even get it over? It?
Speaker 3: It was made of it was like made of iron
Speaker 3: or something. Yo.
Speaker 2: Like if people were to see like onto my park
Speaker 2: once I put it out, or Dana happened to show
Speaker 2: any visuals of it, you'll see these stairs and they
Speaker 2: have these Japanese trees right there. I forgot the exact
Speaker 2: name of them. Uh, and like just the stairwells among
Speaker 2: as fuck and like these people must have like walked
Speaker 2: it down like a part of it and then maybe
Speaker 2: like gave up and just like left it there. But like, yo,
Speaker 2: this statue was heavy as shit and it just didn't
Speaker 2: didn't even fit the rest of the park. It was
Speaker 2: just like I wondered, like is this like left over
Speaker 2: from a ritual that somebody brought something with me?
Speaker 3: You know, like one one can lead oneself to the
Speaker 3: imagination that perhaps it was an effigy sacrifice and then
Speaker 3: they left it there because it kind of symbolized like
Speaker 3: we buried the body of this god and uh and
Speaker 3: and and hit it over here, right, So it comes
Speaker 3: off like that, you know when you put the context together.
Speaker 3: But honestly, it could just be the way it is
Speaker 3: with the landscapers, because if it's a public park, you know,
Speaker 3: everybody knows that in communism you don't get as hard
Speaker 3: a work ethic.
Speaker 2: Oh, they were Japanese sedars. After they used there was
Speaker 2: Japanese SAARs to mimic the Italian Cypress that they were
Speaker 2: trying to get a vision of Oh at Mayo Park
Speaker 2: and gardens in the Bronx Yonkers. Yeah yeah, yeah. Actually,
Speaker 2: besides going with Zerolath, I think I went like two
Speaker 2: or three more times. You know, I even filmed myself
Speaker 2: walking down and I think up that stairs.
Speaker 3: Hmm. Yeah. No, you you were pretty comprehensive. You've if
Speaker 3: you haven't really cracked the archives of what you were doing,
Speaker 3: you've got your work cut out for you. And I
Speaker 3: know that you went back because you also you also
Speaker 3: snuck in some drone frow Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. That shit was fun.
Speaker 2: That shit looks good.
Speaker 3: Actually, So I I do actually have a kind of
Speaker 3: a wild uh story this weekend because it's kind of
Speaker 3: a it's kind of interesting and exciting because it may
Speaker 3: have a reflection on my podcasting. Right now, in the
Speaker 3: metal scene, everybody is talking about this catastrophe that just
Speaker 3: happened with this this band that was that was up
Speaker 3: and rising. It was having its very first headline tour
Speaker 3: in North America called Vitriol, and I've been following this
Speaker 3: band for like two years. I wear the shirt my
Speaker 3: channel very often because I've heard it all the time.
Speaker 3: So this band had a show in New York and
Speaker 3: then that night, on their way to the Canadian border,
Speaker 3: while partying doing coke, they had a huge fucking fight
Speaker 3: with the singer who is also the founder of the band,
Speaker 3: the only uh you know, guy who is the band effectively,
Speaker 3: and they all rage quit on him, dumped his girlfriend
Speaker 3: and his dog and his gear at a gas station
Speaker 3: with him left with everything else, completely fucking him over
Speaker 3: over like a cokehead fight.
Speaker 2: That's not only what happens with coke, right right, And
Speaker 2: as such.
Speaker 3: Bizarre behavior to the metal community that they don't they
Speaker 3: don't seem to understand that in metal, that's some people
Speaker 3: are volatile because it goes with the art form.
Speaker 2: Yah yeah, yeah, oh, the art film goes with their attitude.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, Because you.
Speaker 3: Know, I went to the New York show. This is
Speaker 3: where I come in. I went to the New York show.
Speaker 3: I went to that last show and it was a
Speaker 3: good fucking show in this tight little hole in the
Speaker 3: ground and I met Kyle, a guy who got fucked over,
Speaker 3: and you know, I mean he looked like, you know,
Speaker 3: he gave me the same kind of vibes that I get,
Speaker 3: like there was a vibe check when we met, as
Speaker 3: I figured from listening to his interviews, because I was
Speaker 3: going to ask him for interview because Vitriol he named
Speaker 3: after the alchemical principle, and he's got a witches in
Speaker 3: his family. He knows a bit about magic and the occult,
Speaker 3: so I wanted to propose to him a conversation like
Speaker 3: the one he had on Ibliss Manifestations or the Mycelium
Speaker 3: Network and take that further because I could see him
Speaker 3: stretching to want to have a more occult, reject y
Speaker 3: kind of conversation. So I'm hoping to get this guy
Speaker 3: because now a everyone's talking about him, be I think
Speaker 3: people are gonna see that, you know, he's just a crazy,
Speaker 3: awesome artist. And Okay, he does coke and who doesn't,
Speaker 3: I mean I don't, but you know it's gonna be
Speaker 3: that kind of thing. It's like, Okay, that seems pretty
Speaker 3: fucking human, right, as long as he doesn't like have
Speaker 3: an arrogant ego, right, I have faith in this guy,
Speaker 3: and if he does the if he does the interview,
Speaker 3: I will save his fucking career. There I said it.
Speaker 2: Oh shit.
Speaker 3: Anyway, because so my point is is that I saw
Speaker 3: that everybody was pretty happy. There was no fucking issue.
Speaker 3: It looked like between them, I got a picture with
Speaker 3: the whole fucking band. Everybody's energy was cool, and and
Speaker 3: the guy had said yes to an interview after the
Speaker 3: tour was over. So I'm putting myself out there. I'll
Speaker 3: take the heat. I'll take the heat, get it.
Speaker 2: I'm actually telling I'm gonna be telling anes with you.
Speaker 2: I'm surprised you don't have any weird like a cult
Speaker 2: of paranormal stories.
Speaker 5: Like you.
Speaker 2: Judges just seem like somebody who you no offense, not
Speaker 2: in a bad reading, not saying it's bad. I just
Speaker 2: figured like all of us, all of us all have
Speaker 2: a weird story, so.
Speaker 3: Much so, so much of it, Like it was such
Speaker 3: a weird quest, an exploration that was a confusing time
Speaker 3: of looking at how what the world really is and
Speaker 3: finding myself at the same time, and so many experiences.
Speaker 3: It's just like, huh, I know, I'm around people where
Speaker 3: nothing sounds like a madman. But for the most part,
Speaker 3: it's because I try not to hold on to stuff
Speaker 3: for too long. I feel like it's overwhelming, right, you know,
Speaker 3: to remember every little like oddity. You know that, you
Speaker 3: know Mandela effect, right, In fact, I had a goddamn
Speaker 3: fucking Mandela effect about this whole fucking situation. So if
Speaker 3: you want that, Yeah, So where was a guy in
Speaker 3: the band who autographed my vinyl? Because I missed the show,
Speaker 3: but I caught the basist of that band and he
Speaker 3: autographed the vinyl for me. I didn't get to meet
Speaker 3: anybody else in the band. They had gone out after
Speaker 3: some period of time. He quit that band because they
Speaker 3: because of the same kind of volatility. Apparently that happened
Speaker 3: with this other guy. And when I had given him
Speaker 3: my vinyl to autograph. When I met this dude that
Speaker 3: I want to interview, I gave it to him and
Speaker 3: I said, yeah, man, An Adam autographed it. And then
Speaker 3: I couldn't find Adams when I give it, gave it
Speaker 3: to him to autograph, and I said, oh, I left
Speaker 3: the inner sleeve at home. It must be on the
Speaker 3: inner sleeve. But Adam autographed it, you know. Uh, So
Speaker 3: then he autographs it. I get home, I look at
Speaker 3: the inner sleeve, the autographs stuff. Fucking there, there's not
Speaker 3: a smudge mark. I keep these things in good clear
Speaker 3: plastic case, and it's fucking it's gone. It's it's as
Speaker 3: if it was never written upon it and Kyle signed
Speaker 3: it right where Adam had signed it online. I should
Speaker 3: you not.
Speaker 2: Step have Matt. I have no idea he's asking. Didn't
Speaker 2: the roll didn't Rolling Stone Magazines thought as a rock
Speaker 2: and roll groupie podcast in book form. I guess I
Speaker 2: could see that makes sense idea.
Speaker 3: So you know, like I I, I've had a lot
Speaker 3: of very like mystical kind of dreams, and you know,
Speaker 3: some of the stuff I understood from a limited kind
Speaker 3: of New Age perspective, and because.
Speaker 6: I went through a serious shift where I was kind
Speaker 6: of stepping out of looking at like, you know, oh
Speaker 6: benevolent aliens to go have like some sort of cool
Speaker 6: contact experience and be part of some galactic federation of
Speaker 6: super right because I was I was seeking these experiences.
Speaker 3: But you know, it was like I was jumping between
Speaker 3: as if a fantasy as if a real world. You know,
Speaker 3: I'm just so strange about it. But then I have
Speaker 3: and it's so personal, right, But I just end up
Speaker 3: just working off the brilliance of what I can do
Speaker 3: when I set up something like my presentations, which is
Speaker 3: why I need my YouTube channel to make sense.
Speaker 7: You know.
Speaker 3: I'm funny like that, And that's why I don't come
Speaker 3: on too much because it's, uh, it's so personal that
Speaker 3: it's it doesn't it doesn't seem so interesting. It's not
Speaker 3: coming from the academic and that and I'm and I'm
Speaker 3: I'm trying something different with magic too, right because I
Speaker 3: I never tried to incorporate like Thelema in what I do.
Speaker 2: Oh sh oh ship ninety three. No, we're gotta We're
Speaker 2: gotta get you, Zara. You're gonna be eating cakes of
Speaker 2: light and taking it in the ash before you know it.
Speaker 3: Juk joking, that sounds perfectly fat.
Speaker 2: Chunking dude. No, just blending around with you, man. But
Speaker 2: uh hmm, so what about the So what were you
Speaker 2: interested in actually getting into that stuff or no, or
Speaker 2: like trying to apply I guess maybe that idea do
Speaker 2: something well that that set of It's funny, like when
Speaker 2: you want to get into like what is the lema?
Speaker 2: Actually what is the limic magic? It's interesting to even
Speaker 2: think about trying to even really say what that.
Speaker 3: Is, right, I mean, what do you mean I thought you.
Speaker 2: Oh, even with that, it's just like it entails like.
Speaker 3: So many you were in the Oto for too many Yeah.
Speaker 2: No, I know, I know, but it's just like even
Speaker 2: when you get into that, it's like I just feel
Speaker 2: like there's a little bit more behind, just like a
Speaker 2: saying like I you know, maybe even like I think
Speaker 2: it's a little bit more. Uh oh, haven't I say that.
Speaker 2: I don't think it's that broad of a meaning. Maybe
Speaker 2: it's hard to explain, Like you know, like if you
Speaker 2: look at the Oto with the Lima people who practice
Speaker 2: the Limic magic, guess they have a certain mindset of
Speaker 2: like you know, you're doing your will or your or
Speaker 2: your ideas to find out your will and do it.
Speaker 2: But like along that, they always, like a lot of them,
Speaker 2: will also have their certain styles of rituals and certain
Speaker 2: things they do. So you know, some people might argue,
Speaker 2: but I do think like even when it comes to
Speaker 2: like Thelemic magic, I mean, honestly, there's gonna be certain
Speaker 2: rituals by Crowley that he wrote himself that should be
Speaker 2: being actually used. But I just, uh, I think I
Speaker 2: think it could be a little bit more detailed than
Speaker 2: most people think. I don't know, I'm probably not really
Speaker 2: expressing myself the right way. I just, uh, I think
Speaker 2: there's a little bit more to what most I don't know.
Speaker 2: I think there's a lot of Thelamites that throw around
Speaker 2: that they're a Thelamite or they're into Thlema when they're
Speaker 2: really not, and that waters down like what that actually entails.
Speaker 3: Well, this, yeah, this all gets which I'm sure.
Speaker 2: I'm sure that could happen with you. You could beat
Speaker 2: people that are into your type of ship, you know,
Speaker 2: going around acting like they're you know whatever, some norse
Speaker 2: you know, know it all, and it's like they don't
Speaker 2: even know jack shit about it, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: You know, I'm sure that happens in all in all areas,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: No, Yeah, yeah, naturally, there's always you know, there's a
Speaker 3: lot of people there. They're they're coming out of all
Speaker 3: sorts of different disciplines. I have a whole lot of
Speaker 3: I give a whole lot of leeway for people that
Speaker 3: are under you know, more you know, operating for more
Speaker 3: rigid and ruled ideas about stuff. They I don't know,
Speaker 3: they need that. They needed to be that way for
Speaker 3: all of this stuff to make sense. Maybe it's a
Speaker 3: maybe it's a status thing because they like the academic
Speaker 3: culture surrounding it. Whatever. That's that's fair. It's uh, my
Speaker 3: libre qualities make me very diplomatic. I'm more interested in
Speaker 3: everybody getting along, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I think that's quite It's a lot easier to do that.
Speaker 2: I think those people realize, right, But uh yo, if
Speaker 2: you don't mind, if you don't mind, I probably should
Speaker 2: at least start getting into Let me get into one
Speaker 2: of these schedules real quick. Oh you know what I forgot.
Speaker 2: I totally forgot. I'll do this quick. I actually meant
Speaker 2: to cover it last week. I think I had mentioned
Speaker 2: like a week or two before that I had some crazy,
Speaker 2: uh special case story. Uh but it didn't include me
Speaker 2: doing it. But it was like other people. It was
Speaker 2: fucking wild. It was uh long time, many many moons ago,
Speaker 2: when I wasn't the pillar of society that I am now,
Speaker 2: and I was a drug dealer. Surprise, surprise. I mean
Speaker 2: I've talked about that before. Anyway, I lived out and Uh,
Speaker 2: I lived down in like Centerich. Anybody's like from a
Speaker 2: no Seldon. I was out in Seldon, Long Island. Uh,
Speaker 2: just like kind of recently moved out of my house too,
Speaker 2: and I have my own place, and uh whatever I
Speaker 2: sold fucking normally, I sold weed and I sold a
Speaker 2: funckt on it though, and every once in a while
Speaker 2: I would like pick up other shit if it wasn't
Speaker 2: like anything drastic, Like if somebody's like, oh, I you know,
Speaker 2: I happen to come across like a fucked on ecstasy.
Speaker 2: You know you want to you want to take like
Speaker 2: fifty or a hundred, and you I'll take them and
Speaker 2: like move them or bring them to a rave or whatever.
Speaker 2: Like sometimes I might come across acid. I'll take some
Speaker 2: you know, nothing serious but it or just you know,
Speaker 2: grab all the ship, like I'll make a few hundred
Speaker 2: dollars off of this, you know, why the fuck not?
Speaker 2: So like one time I had unfortunately I knew a
Speaker 2: lot of dope fiends that would kind of come around
Speaker 2: sometimes it's like, you know, just weird amounts of drugs,
Speaker 2: who knows where the fuck they got it from, looking
Speaker 2: to dump it. And you know, he was like Okay, sure,
Speaker 2: because it's normally cheapest shit. This fucking dude his girlfriend,
Speaker 2: like he told me, and I don't think he was
Speaker 2: lying that they worked. She worked at a veterinary office. Yo.
Speaker 2: They must say came with like I think it was
Speaker 2: like two cases or some shit. It was like fucking
Speaker 2: forty bottles or something a special K. I was like, Yo,
Speaker 2: what the fuck? I was like, Oh, that's a lot
Speaker 2: of fucking bottles of K and uh. I was like yo,
Speaker 2: I was like, you know how much work this is
Speaker 2: if I want to like cook all these motherfuckers and
Speaker 2: break it down, you know, because I'm already thinking this
Speaker 2: guy's gonna hit me with like a stupid number because
Speaker 2: at that time, if anybody's from like Long Island don't
Speaker 2: know what I'm talking about. At that time, c K.
Speaker 2: He basically ran the K distribution in fucking Long Island
Speaker 2: at some point or hugely, and he was kind of
Speaker 2: setting the price of what the fucking bottles were going for.
Speaker 2: So they were all like about seventy or eighty dollars
Speaker 2: a bottle average. So I'm thinking that it was this
Speaker 2: kid gonna hit me with like fucking fifty sixty bucks
Speaker 2: to make it worth, you know, try to like make
Speaker 2: it worth it to me. So I'm like, in my mind,
Speaker 2: I'm like this is way too much cooking. I don't
Speaker 2: want to fucking cook all the shit and bag all
Speaker 2: this shit up to try to make extra money. I
Speaker 2: mean you could, but I was just like I already
Speaker 2: got wee like like no, and he was like, I'll
Speaker 2: sell it to you for twenty dollars a bottle, and
Speaker 2: I was like, well, fuck that, I'll just sell the
Speaker 2: fucking bottles all day for forty dollars and double my money.
Speaker 2: So I grabbed that shit and I ended up dumping
Speaker 2: it off within like three or four four coals because
Speaker 2: it was so cheap. People were just like, yo, fuck,
Speaker 2: I'll take like, you know, six ten. I had these
Speaker 2: two dudes, know, these three dudes so come to my
Speaker 2: house that I knew, and like, I mean I knew
Speaker 2: them pretty much even from being a teenager. But like
Speaker 2: these dudes, I guess, you know, you don't keep up
Speaker 2: with people a lot, so I guess you know they've
Speaker 2: they've gone to like party harder on certain things. And
Speaker 2: they came by and they came by to get you know,
Speaker 2: bottles of k each and one. I'd never seen anybody
Speaker 2: fucking do this shit. This motherfucker pulled out a syringe
Speaker 2: of mainline some of it. I was like, Yo, what
Speaker 2: the fuck? So that was where I was already like
Speaker 2: I got some fucking dude inside my apotment mainline and
Speaker 2: special o K. Then then this is the craziest shit
Speaker 2: I've ever seen. These fucking dudes like dump out though
Speaker 2: you know obviously they're gonna dump out the whole bottle
Speaker 2: probably and cook it. And they cooked in the microwave
Speaker 2: or whatever, chopped it all up. This one fucking dude
Speaker 2: sniffed half a bottle at a time. Yo. I watched
Speaker 2: him do it, and I was like, dude, did you
Speaker 2: really just do that? Oh losh, there he is and
Speaker 2: I was like, holy fuck. And I was just like yo,
Speaker 2: Like I'm like like sitting here and I'm thinking like yo.
Speaker 2: First off, like that was my boy? That was my boy?
Speaker 2: Who did I think that was Jason or it was Joe?
Speaker 2: I can't remember. One of them snorted a lot. Basically,
Speaker 2: I had two guys that were like fucking useless, acting
Speaker 2: like Yo, I've never seen people do like the weirdest shit,
Speaker 2: like the they were making noises, faces, acting like they
Speaker 2: were a fucking fish or some shit. It was me
Speaker 2: and a couple of people. I'm like, yo, I'm selling
Speaker 2: drug so like, think about this. I'm keeping honest, like
Speaker 2: I'm selling drugs. So it's like normally it's like, you know,
Speaker 2: I'm getting calls, I gotta leave, I gotta go and
Speaker 2: make deals, and now I'm stuck at my house. So
Speaker 2: it's like a fucking freaks show. I'm just having people
Speaker 2: come over and I'm like, yo, look at these motherfuckers.
Speaker 2: You know, we're like at this point, we're like getting
Speaker 2: stoned and I'm making drug deals and people are coming
Speaker 2: over looking at these people like acting like fucking idiots
Speaker 2: on special ky. But it actually was like fucking freaky
Speaker 2: as shit. I was just like what the fuck. I'm like, Yo,
Speaker 2: what kind of fucking world do you win? Right now?
Speaker 2: That like the way you're acting seems to fit that reality,
Speaker 2: Like you know what I'm saying like this, I don't know.
Speaker 2: It was just really weird and uh yeah, that was
Speaker 2: some fucking crazy shit. So eventually they came out of it.
Speaker 2: I think like within an hour or so, they're kind
Speaker 2: of like somewhat all right, cause The whole thing is
Speaker 2: is after I even watched them sniff that, I was like, yo,
Speaker 2: if I tell them to get the fuck out and
Speaker 2: they getting that call like they're done in like a
Speaker 2: few minutes, Yo, So what are we gonna do with me?
Speaker 2: You know, tell my boys get the fuck out? Like
Speaker 2: you know, I don't know, but yeah, wild, wild fucking story.
Speaker 2: It was like it was really fucking bugged out to
Speaker 2: watch people like. It was just weird. I don't even
Speaker 2: want to imitate what they were doing. It was so
Speaker 2: fucking like weird. They're like making like weird like is
Speaker 2: and ship like I don't know, like fish faces. It
Speaker 2: was just fucking creepy. And I was like, yeah, I
Speaker 2: don't think I don't think that stuffs to me. All right,
Speaker 2: So I thank you for listening to me. Babbles are
Speaker 2: laugh all right, I'll pull this up and maybe, uh,
Speaker 2: maybe you've seen this before? You know what that is?
Speaker 3: Checked? By the way, how do I sound?
Speaker 2: Oh you sound much better now? Gore?
Speaker 8: Good?
Speaker 3: Good, good?
Speaker 2: Yes you have you ever seen this before? Sir?
Speaker 9: M No.
Speaker 3: Looks a little bit like the like like a Medusa relief.
Speaker 2: Oh very good, very good. Oh you said relief too. Oh,
Speaker 2: I'm impressed, sir, he said, relief that many people actually
Speaker 2: cull shit relieves so freezies a freeze you.
Speaker 3: I watched so many hours of so many things. I mean,
Speaker 3: you know, just give me like Lloyd Pie, you know,
Speaker 3: anybody anybody.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, still still have mad Like don't get me wrong, Listen,
Speaker 2: I went to Rave, so I've you know, I know
Speaker 2: what it's like to be like on fucking acid, ecstasy,
Speaker 2: dust and special k all at the same time. Probably
Speaker 2: you know, I'm saying like I've fucking gone crazy at rage,
Speaker 2: but yeah, special k out of there's something up with
Speaker 2: that shit where it's just like you do a little
Speaker 2: bit and you're all right, you're doing a little bit
Speaker 2: too much and you regret the fucking me. I'm like, fuck,
Speaker 2: why did I do that?
Speaker 3: I've never been like, I've never been like a drug guy.
Speaker 2: Right, It's oh, I like went that crazy at raise.
Speaker 3: Like everyone's like it's always like like there was just
Speaker 3: something always about me where like I do not have
Speaker 3: an addictive personality about things at all. Oh right, Like
Speaker 3: like my you know, like if I really really really
Speaker 3: had to wanted to, I could cold cold turkey, you know, cannabis.
Speaker 3: I've done it before, right, you know, you know, and
Speaker 3: I've just you know, I plant teacher medicine stuff like that.
Speaker 3: So like, that's part of the reason probably that I
Speaker 3: don't have so many damn wild stories is because I've
Speaker 3: I've I used to play things so bismal safe, right,
Speaker 3: So it became very exciting for me to take all
Speaker 3: sorts of really wild risks that did all the little
Speaker 3: things or sometimes the bigger things that are hard to explain,
Speaker 3: but that like showed me that the paranormal was real,
Speaker 3: that magic was you know, was was was real and
Speaker 3: it and it worked.
Speaker 2: And but.
Speaker 3: I had to find what I was comfortable with, right,
Speaker 3: you know, I you know, you get the wariness of
Speaker 3: what Christianity tells you, and you don't. You don't get
Speaker 3: away from that so easy when you take it so seriously.
Speaker 2: Right, all right, Well real quick, sorry, I forgot. Let's
Speaker 2: get back to the image. This is a if I
Speaker 2: pronouncing this correctly, it is Meduce's head, but it's called
Speaker 2: the gorgonion reduces head and is a it's the face
Speaker 2: only image of Medusa or another gorgon. It has wide eyes,
Speaker 2: snaky hair, sometimes tusks, and a lolling tongue in early
Speaker 2: pieces and later on sometimes it does soften into like
Speaker 2: having like kind of a serene mask. It appears on temple,
Speaker 2: roof tiles, anti fixes, the aegis of Athena. It shows
Speaker 2: up on shields, thelways, floors and coins. The mets curator
Speaker 2: notes says it plainly, Meduce's head functioned as an apotropaic,
Speaker 2: an image of evil to repel evil. That's what it
Speaker 2: says in the met about this thing when it shows
Speaker 2: up archaic grease the sixth to fifth century BCE terra
Speaker 2: cotta antifixes with fierce mask like you know, images of this,
Speaker 2: and you will find them in Sicily, South Italy. The
Speaker 2: classical Hellenistic era. The face grows a little bit calmer,
Speaker 2: you almost get more of like a beautiful Medusa, but
Speaker 2: the function persists, same thing Athena statues and reliefs. So yeah,
Speaker 2: I can say it too, car Carconian on the ages.
Speaker 2: If I'm saying that right on, that probably fucking up.
Speaker 2: The Acropolis Museum has one there too as well. In
Speaker 2: the Roman world, you see Medusa mosaics guard entrances and
Speaker 2: courtyards like a Pompeii Naples and Athens, continuing kind of
Speaker 2: like the whole threshold ward like to ward off evil stuff.
Speaker 2: Who made it or used it? Templar roofers and coreplasts.
Speaker 2: Terra Cotta specialists produced roof ends with this on it
Speaker 2: kind of like a you know, thing to protect the
Speaker 2: boundary and armors and uh yeah, armorers and sculptures put
Speaker 2: the head on aged ageds and shields. Yeah, they put
Speaker 2: them on shields. Like I said earlier, they would put
Speaker 2: this image on shields and they would use that as
Speaker 2: kind of like to ward off, you know, help with protection.
Speaker 3: Uh mint.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you know what, I have other images, you know,
Speaker 2: let me switch, let me switch.
Speaker 3: Like like I think, I think it's like I I
Speaker 3: want to say that there is a suggestiveness that it's
Speaker 3: the sun.
Speaker 2: Mhm. See. You know what's it's interesting here. When I
Speaker 2: get done with this, I actually go to another here.
Speaker 2: That's just interesting that you said the sun, because I
Speaker 2: will go to something that is actually aligning it with
Speaker 2: the moon, which is really weird. Temple roofers. Oh yeah,
Speaker 2: I mentioned mint. Engravers struck the front facing on there.
Speaker 2: They put that face on their Greek silver again. They
Speaker 2: monstro his face at the edge, like on a roofline
Speaker 2: or a shield. Rim or in the doorway turns harm back.
Speaker 2: It signals divine protection and battle. Harvard notes that when
Speaker 2: the Mortals put a Gargonian on a shield, it evokes Athenas,
Speaker 2: evokes Athena for protective claim. You will see it used
Speaker 2: on temples again, on shields, on coin. And one thing
Speaker 2: that is interesting is that they do say that supposedly.
Speaker 2: I think Versace actually admits to it that that's where
Speaker 2: they got this logo from. So even I VASACEI uses
Speaker 2: his logo.
Speaker 3: It almost looks like the Starbucks logo.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Right. And then this is what I find weird.
Speaker 2: I just resee this is actually dropping tomorrow as a premiere.
Speaker 2: This is in uh let me go to my notes.
Speaker 2: That is a waka d la Luna Spanish for the
Speaker 2: Temple of the Moon, and it is a massive terraced
Speaker 2: adobe pyre built by the Moki culture on Peru's north
Speaker 2: coast roughly between one hundred to eight hundred CE. Together
Speaker 2: with its companion Jaca del Soul, the Temple of the Sun,
Speaker 2: and it formed the ceremonial like heart of the ancient
Speaker 2: Mochi capital city. At its height when it had about
Speaker 2: twenty five thousand people, which is around six hundred CE.
Speaker 2: Now this is like one of the most famous murals
Speaker 2: that they found inside, because this is actually something fairly
Speaker 2: new that they've found this place, believe it or not.
Speaker 2: And this is a giant face of the i ipec
Speaker 2: that's with a gaping mouth and feline fangs, surrounded by
Speaker 2: like a rithing border of serpents and like some weird figures.
Speaker 2: And it also was sometimes called the decapitated God. But
Speaker 2: I even thought, like, yo, like if you even look
Speaker 2: at this picture, it's like it's even got the fangs
Speaker 2: and everything too. Like to me, I do see like
Speaker 2: a little bit of a resemblance here.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think that that looks familiar across a lot
Speaker 3: of motifs.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is true too, the Asian motifs.
Speaker 3: There's a lot of demon masks for samurai and things. Yes,
Speaker 3: that's similar things. So I think that it doesn't mean
Speaker 3: that they're all connected to Medusa. But but any any
Speaker 3: of these gorgons or or or Medusa's that are going
Speaker 3: to have those similar features, it means that they are
Speaker 3: in the same class of entity. Because that's what I
Speaker 3: was symbolism, the shared features. You know, it's like people
Speaker 3: like if you know the deep lore of Lord of
Speaker 3: the Rings, the ball Rog and Gondolf are literally like
Speaker 3: the same bloodline. Like they're literally like cousins. They're related,
Speaker 3: they're bro they're like whatever, right there, Rye being right,
Speaker 3: And so that that that kind of shows you like
Speaker 3: there's you know, like there's different ways of looking at
Speaker 3: certain entities of a certain order.
Speaker 2: Thank you, sir. Yeah, that was the That was the
Speaker 2: first one I got.
Speaker 3: Kind of goes with what Paul Thobbs does with that
Speaker 3: nef one looks like clowns thing.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah yeah. When you said that, I was like,
Speaker 2: oh ship, Yeah right, I could see that at the mouth.
Speaker 3: Yeah I I Yeah, that looks like that can be
Speaker 3: in that kind of territory. This even has kind of
Speaker 3: like a tentically kind of thing to it, like these,
Speaker 3: you know, the way everything's curling around, look at and
Speaker 3: it's they don't necessarily look like snakes, so those could
Speaker 3: easily be tentacles.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it almost looked like alien UFO type fucking things. Yeah,
Speaker 2: weird ship. Yeah it starts oh ship. So we haven't
Speaker 2: talked about the zions, you.
Speaker 3: Know, there's a there's also the symmetry there even on
Speaker 3: the first relief that that that you showed, uh with
Speaker 3: the with the way the snakes, you know, they were
Speaker 3: kind of coming out largely kind of even curling the Sorry,
Speaker 3: did I do something silly with my hand?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 2: Somebody said, nice, he's got nice ears. The image was funny.
Speaker 3: Oh he's got nice ears.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, not you that guy. Yeah. The things
Speaker 2: I still look like octopus of fucking UFOs with the
Speaker 2: handles on them on them, but uh, yeah, I think
Speaker 2: we got I think fred er uh Freda Vinci might
Speaker 2: might jump on with us. I guess if you guys want,
Speaker 2: I'll go on to like the next thing too, nephol.
Speaker 2: Is there anything that you wanted to say about this
Speaker 2: or anything you wanted to even ask or talk about.
Speaker 3: No that I'll just give it image.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Tomorrow I have a uh Sacred Luna
Speaker 2: temples drop and there's like four different places I covered.
Speaker 2: This is I think the first one that I talked
Speaker 2: about a little interesting, I mean nothing too heavy, but
Speaker 2: definitely some interesting stuff. Some of these temples, I mean
Speaker 2: this one had fucking massive killings though, I mean some
Speaker 2: of them. They were fucking slaughter of motherfuckers. So some
Speaker 2: interesting stuff to check out. Yeah, tomorrow nine thirty am.
Speaker 2: All right, Yeah, I'm gonna get over to the the
Speaker 2: next thing that I have, and now the next one.
Speaker 2: I'm sure, I'm sure you know this, the tal rope,
Speaker 2: I'm sure you know what that is. Let me yeah,
Speaker 2: they if I show it this way, I'm shure, Exara,
Speaker 2: let you've seen that before? Ah that? Yeah? Okay, yeah,
Speaker 2: oh maybe you haven't.
Speaker 3: I don't know, all right, okay, okay.
Speaker 2: Yeah, the tyrow, the uh where the how do you stay?
Speaker 2: The storogram, the ligature of Tao and row. Long before
Speaker 2: jeweled processional crosses or Constantine's battlefield, chiro scribes quietly wrote
Speaker 2: this little cross figured inside the earliest New Testament papyri,
Speaker 2: papyri to abbreviate the word starus cross and staru to crucify.
Speaker 2: On the page, it looks like a T shaped cross
Speaker 2: with a looped head, a crucified body, and one stroke,
Speaker 2: and many scholars read it as the earliest Christian image
Speaker 2: of Jesus. On the cross where it shows up first
Speaker 2: and where you can still see it. You see it
Speaker 2: in the papyri. What is that the Bodmer Papyri, or
Speaker 2: a group of ancient papyrus and parchment manuscripts, mostly in
Speaker 2: Greek and Coptic, that were acquired in the early That
Speaker 2: was acquired in nineteen fifties to early nineteen sixties by
Speaker 2: Swiss collector Martin Bodmer, hence the name many scholars think
Speaker 2: are a large portion came from a single find in
Speaker 2: Upper Egypt. What they include and why you know people
Speaker 2: care about this very early Christian biblical texts. It shows
Speaker 2: akif for studying how tech circulated and changed over time.
Speaker 2: There's also a non Christian and classical and documentary material,
Speaker 2: literary works, administrative records, so it's not just like biblical manuscripts.
Speaker 2: You do see this like used in other stuff, several
Speaker 2: codises of book form, which matters for the history of
Speaker 2: the book in their early reading culture. Now where do
Speaker 2: you actually see this in the earliest time? Again, I
Speaker 2: said that Bodmer papyri, and that shows up in Papyrus
Speaker 2: sixty six and Papyrus seventy five. In sixty six at
Speaker 2: Codex of John traditionally dated around the earliest third century.
Speaker 2: Some scholars argue a little bit later, but in multiple
Speaker 2: places where us and crucify a kurve describe rights to
Speaker 2: Tawau in place of the letters in a papyrus number
Speaker 2: seventy five Luke and John, usually dated third century. Also
Speaker 2: some argue into the fourth It also uses that same
Speaker 2: set image at Luke nine, twenty three, fourteen, twenty seven,
Speaker 2: and twenty four to seven. And you can actually see
Speaker 2: that today if you want to go down. Oh no,
Speaker 2: actually you can see it online via the Vatican Library
Speaker 2: Digital facility, So you can check that out online if
Speaker 2: you want to. Larry Hertudu's classic study pulled these occurrences
Speaker 2: together and argue that it isn't just shorthand, it's a
Speaker 2: text as icon, a tiny devotional image embedded into scripture
Speaker 2: itself what it meant to the people that wrote it.
Speaker 2: In the early Christian scribble habit of nomina sacra sacra
Speaker 2: names written sacred names written in special forms, this functions
Speaker 2: like a iconic abbreviation, and started instead of writing all
Speaker 2: the letters describe, just fuses the tao the cross beam
Speaker 2: post with row the loop suggesting ahead or twisso creating
Speaker 2: a compact sign that points to the crucified every time
Speaker 2: the word occurs by late Antichia. By late Antiquity, writers
Speaker 2: such as Ephram the Syrian could even theolize theologize the form,
Speaker 2: reading Tao as the cross and pairing the device with
Speaker 2: the alpha and the omega in some traditions. How it
Speaker 2: evolved in White Constantine is not at the beginning. Again,
Speaker 2: this thyro the styro gram predates the imperial chiro by
Speaker 2: roughly a century or more when Constantine later places the
Speaker 2: crystal gram the XP on standards and armor and coins.
Speaker 2: So again this evening came out before then. So just
Speaker 2: real quick to wrap it up around to two hundred
Speaker 2: to three hundred CE, you get the P sixty six
Speaker 2: and the P seventy five. Again, that was the stuff
Speaker 2: by the Bodmer. And then early fourth century you see
Speaker 2: Constantine populerizes it with the chiro and standards and coins,
Speaker 2: and then late antiquity, late antique commentaries you have Ephraim
Speaker 2: and others reflect on the tyro theology, tying it to
Speaker 2: the alphao omega readings. So yeah, and I'll show I
Speaker 2: got a couple of other pictures. I think of what
Speaker 2: it there? You go there then't even have it leg
Speaker 2: there on this thing?
Speaker 3: Right? Well, that also that kind of turns into the
Speaker 3: that the packs. Yeah, like like it kind of it's
Speaker 3: got the same piece situation. They just kind of like rotate, uh,
Speaker 3: the intersections, because it looks like in in Norse ruins,
Speaker 3: it looks like, uh, Wuno and Gebo the one that
Speaker 3: does packs, right, and so is is w and and
Speaker 3: Gebo is g and so you know, so that's what
Speaker 3: the sound like. That, that's what it is on a
Speaker 3: runic level. Yeah, that was like saying that it is runic.
Speaker 3: But I always think in terms of if I didn't
Speaker 3: know what something was, it would be familiar to me
Speaker 3: from my symbolisms that I would know. Right, So here
Speaker 3: I am the Norseman, here's the Romans coming along. What
Speaker 3: does my language tell me about their symbolism?
Speaker 2: Right? What I'm justin I'm sorry, I didn't even I
Speaker 2: totally forgot. Once I went onto my notes, I could
Speaker 2: see on the bottom it's it's all good at Matthew Lane.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's all Yeah.
Speaker 4: I thought when you when you sent me that message,
Speaker 4: I thought you meant like jump on the YouTube, not.
Speaker 3: The not the actual podcast.
Speaker 2: Oh when I text you earlier today, actually yeah that's what.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, I was like Okay, I'll jump on. I
Speaker 3: didn't think he meant like, actually on the podcast.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's I was like, wow, he said yeah,
Speaker 2: real easily. I was like, all right, nice, Yeah, that's cool.
Speaker 2: Going on, Nick, what's going on? How are you? I
Speaker 2: can't see you? Where'd you go?
Speaker 3: I'm doing well. I'm doing well. Man.
Speaker 8: I stepped out of camera for a seconds and getting
Speaker 8: some stuff done on the.
Speaker 10: Late night Oh nice, figure, why not hop on?
Speaker 3: Listen talk a little bit.
Speaker 8: I don't know what the fuck I was going to
Speaker 8: talk about, but I heard you talking about drugs and
Speaker 8: stuff talking about this.
Speaker 3: We didn't talk about anything, huh.
Speaker 2: So yeah, we're talking about weird experiences. So I was like, fuck,
Speaker 2: you know, massive around of drugs, I mean, some weird experience.
Speaker 8: I don't know how deep I would want to go into, mind,
Speaker 8: but I'll tell you that ever since September tenth, dude,
Speaker 8: my life took a crazy turn, crazy turn.
Speaker 2: I think it was kind of like a light.
Speaker 3: Had touched on that with me.
Speaker 8: I laid out a couple of times. I didn't get
Speaker 8: too much traction on it. You know, nobody really showed
Speaker 8: too much interest, but the whole Charlie kirk thing. I uh,
Speaker 8: I really dug.
Speaker 7: Into that when it came to the the college and
Speaker 7: the surrounding area.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that is such a deep that whole situation.
Speaker 2: That's why I haven't gotten situations the right.
Speaker 3: The one thing nobody really hit on was the names
Speaker 3: of the mountains.
Speaker 8: And the whole MLK junior comparison that was going on
Speaker 8: at that time. Like as soon as it happened, well,
Speaker 8: I'm gonna tell you a weird experience real quick. I
Speaker 8: was hanging out with a friend and we were debating
Speaker 8: chocolate milk.
Speaker 3: What's the best chocolate milk? Right? And the medics is
Speaker 3: one I've had. I've only had it.
Speaker 10: No, No, that's not even milk bro.
Speaker 3: Milk.
Speaker 7: I had just had this brand, probably a couple of
Speaker 7: months beforehand. And I really don't drink chocolate milk all much,
Speaker 7: but I had just had this recently.
Speaker 10: So I went back to the store and my friend
Speaker 10: grabbed her chocolate milk. I grabbed my chocolate milk, and
Speaker 10: we traded mine.
Speaker 3: Clearly was better.
Speaker 7: The name of that chocolate milk was promised to land
Speaker 7: with a red heifer on the label, and and well,
Speaker 7: I'll digress in a moment.
Speaker 3: So we go home.
Speaker 8: I go home, I go you know what, I'm going
Speaker 8: to really dig into this. Let's see, let's see what
Speaker 8: kind of bullshit I can find.
Speaker 11: And I started looking at the water symbolism of the college.
Speaker 7: There's a lot of reflecting pools and waterfalls and stuff.
Speaker 7: I was like, Oh, they have any deities, any water
Speaker 7: gods on campus.
Speaker 10: Let's check that out.
Speaker 7: Nothing popped up, and no Neptune, no, no.
Speaker 10: Psided nothing like that popped up.
Speaker 8: So then I was like, all right, Well, as I'm
Speaker 8: looking at the pictures, I noticed all the mountains literally
Speaker 8: on every side of the college.
Speaker 3: So I was like, what's the names of these mountains?
Speaker 3: And it's going to escape me now because I'm talking
Speaker 3: about it. Nevo, Mount Nevo stood out. Yeah, Mount Nevo
Speaker 3: is Biblical.
Speaker 7: Mount Nevo is the mountain Moses stood on to view
Speaker 7: the Promised Land.
Speaker 10: So we have my dumb ass here drinking some chocolate milk.
Speaker 3: I see that. I look down. I said, promise, what
Speaker 3: the hell?
Speaker 7: Okay, keep reading And then I send a couple of
Speaker 7: messages to some friends who I correspond with, and I
Speaker 7: was like, Bro, this whole like promised land thing, this
Speaker 7: is kind of crazy. He's like, yeah, do you not
Speaker 7: realize that they've been comparing him to Martin Luther King Junior,
Speaker 7: also whose famous speeches.
Speaker 3: I've seen the Promised Land?
Speaker 10: What what so.
Speaker 3: To do? What? I don't know what the fuck it means.
Speaker 10: I don't know why they did that. I don't know
Speaker 10: why they hid that little bit of information in there.
Speaker 10: Why the fuck I found it after drinking some chocolate.
Speaker 3: Milk chocolate mil man. Oh bro.
Speaker 8: Not only that, but when you look on it, go
Speaker 8: look up Promised Land milk.
Speaker 10: They're in Texas.
Speaker 3: They're right where the red heifers were being raised.
Speaker 2: Oh shit, So.
Speaker 3: What the fuck is this connection? Bro?
Speaker 10: And why am I?
Speaker 3: Why is this.
Speaker 2: Where you live? Out that?
Speaker 12: I'm not you don't I live in Ohio, Bro, I'm
Speaker 12: in Ohio.
Speaker 3: Not only why, like.
Speaker 5: The Promised Land chocolate milk is made like they're they're headquarters.
Speaker 3: I believe it's down around Dallas somewhere.
Speaker 11: And then their actual farm is right, it's a couple
Speaker 11: less than a couple hundred miles away from where the
Speaker 11: red heifer farm that they sent over to Israel is at.
Speaker 3: Down in Texas.
Speaker 12: It's all connected, all the marketing agents, all connected all
Speaker 12: the marketing agencies make you understand that chocolate is associated
Speaker 12: with sin, specifically chocolate chocolate, right.
Speaker 2: Is a snow poppy cock.
Speaker 13: It's finish what you're saying of chocolate, right, not just
Speaker 13: boys like choco.
Speaker 2: You know, I still drink chocolate.
Speaker 6: Yeah, think of the right now is does this mark
Speaker 6: you marks?
Speaker 3: Like if you've had red heifer milk? Does that mean that, well,
Speaker 3: they don't have.
Speaker 7: They make very regular milk too, they do so regular
Speaker 7: milk and chocolate milk.
Speaker 3: It was great, it was delicious, But then I looked.
Speaker 7: Down like that it's a little readly pasteurized and they
Speaker 7: probably had baby hormones into it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, whatever this person, But.
Speaker 3: To go back to your chocolate milk thing and being sin.
Speaker 8: I even saw an old, old, old old clip of
Speaker 8: a young man going up to a dispensary of regular
Speaker 8: milk and chocolate milk, and the boy picks the chocolate.
Speaker 3: Milk, and then you hear the.
Speaker 7: The voiceover guy going, Timmy's picked chocolate milk. That means
Speaker 7: he's going to be irrational and irresponsible.
Speaker 3: What Yeah, because of the sugar content, right, It's all
Speaker 3: all leads back to.
Speaker 7: Sugar and the sweet ship and how it affects us.
Speaker 5: Yeah, and they said, if you want to pick the
Speaker 5: it's a regular milk, he'd be a responsible person in society.
Speaker 2: I believe.
Speaker 3: Dark chocolate in our diet, dark chocolate's heavier, healthier for you, you know,
Speaker 3: as as one who dubis. I use dark chocolate as
Speaker 3: an offering, my alter. On top of its health benefits. Uh,
Speaker 3: there are ways. Uh you know, if you go with
Speaker 3: a lower cow count, Uh, it tastes pretty good health
Speaker 3: an unhealthy thing cow count. You're eating for the health
Speaker 3: benefits because it kind of tastes like on the sour side.
Speaker 3: That's the real ultra dark stuff. But then you can
Speaker 3: also flavor it up with nuts and things.
Speaker 2: M yo jes. You got any crazy stories? You gotta
Speaker 2: have some wild experiences.
Speaker 3: Man, let's see man, all right, so it's one time
Speaker 3: now it's drug experience.
Speaker 4: I have a few, like when I first started when
Speaker 4: I went to college in Florida. I live in California,
Speaker 4: just so you guys know, And I'm from d C, Washington,
Speaker 4: d C.
Speaker 2: You you're coming to and you're coming to North Carolina,
Speaker 2: don't you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm coming to Charlotte really soon, about five months
Speaker 3: six months.
Speaker 2: Man, I'll see you before you before I move.
Speaker 3: Oh you're moving out?
Speaker 2: No, I mean I probably. I mean I got a
Speaker 2: minute before I do, but before I will, I'll be yeah, okay.
Speaker 4: Well when I was in college, I was around eighteen
Speaker 4: nineteen and on my nineteenth birthday, I tried acid. And
Speaker 4: that same night I had this dude name we called
Speaker 4: him Turtle. He was a part of the Grateful Dead family,
Speaker 4: or she supposedly was. I didn't know what that stuff
Speaker 4: was now before I met him. I was taking research chemicals,
Speaker 4: stinking it was LSD, and then I thought acid was
Speaker 4: all the same. I remember one time I got the
Speaker 4: back of a car and they were like, they were
Speaker 4: whispering to each other in the front seat and I
Speaker 4: was in the back seat and they're like and then
Speaker 4: erwond gets out the car and Jeff stayed.
Speaker 3: He's like, you know what you're taking? Is it acid?
Speaker 3: The fuck is it?
Speaker 4: I'm tripping. He's like, it's a whole different trip. Man,
Speaker 4: Like we got to actually try acid. I'll hear you
Speaker 4: someone day. So this is mind you this man, this
Speaker 4: first person.
Speaker 14: I tried DNT before I tried acid, And there was
Speaker 14: a time where we were in the bathroom, smoking out
Speaker 14: of a pot a party, smoking d MT out of
Speaker 14: a light bulb.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's just like some fucking fair loathing shit. Bro,
Speaker 2: What the fuck?
Speaker 3: This is one of the trippiest dudes I've ever met.
Speaker 2: And it's party time.
Speaker 3: Yeah. I've tried. I did Meslin with him to CB,
Speaker 3: I've tried every sweet.
Speaker 4: Search chemical under the sun. But there was one time.
Speaker 4: So this fast forward three years.
Speaker 3: And I ended up getting a job.
Speaker 4: I was a custodian for a while, and I was
Speaker 4: making some good money and I have to pay rent,
Speaker 4: So I was spending all my supposedly rent money on
Speaker 4: uh acid and I was selling acid. I would get
Speaker 4: a sheet probably fly two hundred and three hundred bucks
Speaker 4: by like three or four at a time. So there
Speaker 4: was around Christmas time. Grenfel Dead, the Grateful Dead Family,
Speaker 4: the Fluff family. Now, for those that don't know, LSD
Speaker 4: isn't one specific strain.
Speaker 3: It's a They have newdle point.
Speaker 4: They have a fluff, they have a check twenty five,
Speaker 4: what they call that cheese.
Speaker 3: They have bronze silver.
Speaker 4: Now, fluff is like high grade, like really high grade
Speaker 4: ship and if it's coming from the great for that family.
Speaker 4: Of course, it's like really strong ship. So around this
Speaker 4: time they have uh these green now white and white
Speaker 4: comes from it was unpreferated bladder, which means.
Speaker 3: It's a it doesn't have the squares.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you got so I can't just peel the pot.
Speaker 3: Yeah exactly.
Speaker 2: Huh I've seen sheets before, yeah yeah, yeah, So.
Speaker 3: I remember I called him.
Speaker 4: He was like, I got a backpack and I was like,
Speaker 4: what's the backpack again?
Speaker 3: I know what a bible was.
Speaker 4: A Bible is ten sheets, yeah paper. A backpack is
Speaker 4: one hundred bibles, so it's one hundred ten. A bible
Speaker 4: is ten sheets.
Speaker 2: It's like a thousand sheets.
Speaker 4: It's a thousand sheets, a thousand thousand times one hundred.
Speaker 4: He had had one hundred thousand sheets in the palm
Speaker 4: of his hand. He was just flipping through with our
Speaker 4: gloves and he was chirping on the phone.
Speaker 3: So don't worry, I got you.
Speaker 4: So he sends me dashing through the mail and uh
Speaker 4: it was in a magazine.
Speaker 3: It was a magazine and.
Speaker 4: It came and uh it was one of those fancy
Speaker 4: tattoo magazines.
Speaker 3: I didn't know what the fuck I was getting. I
Speaker 3: saw his name and I was just like, that's weird.
Speaker 3: So it was. It was on a tattoo magazine inside of.
Speaker 4: A envelope that had a Hallmark card. And it was
Speaker 4: one of those Hallmark cards that had the voice animation.
Speaker 3: Okay, you know when you open it, it has like the
Speaker 3: voice animation. And he had and he had the sheets
Speaker 3: stacked on top of each other. Inside of that he gleats.
Speaker 4: He cut a hole aside, a slit inside of it,
Speaker 4: and put the sheets inside of it.
Speaker 3: It's soon forever to figure out where the fuck it was.
Speaker 3: I'll call him.
Speaker 4: I didn't call him, but I figured it's something like
Speaker 4: thirty minutes to figure out where the ship was at.
Speaker 3: I was, I was.
Speaker 4: I was deciphering every fucking page of that goddamn tattoo magazine.
Speaker 3: I was like, is this like a decoy or something?
Speaker 2: So anyway, like the pages to see if something happens.
Speaker 3: Yeah, let's eating the pages. So I'm a I put,
Speaker 3: I get that, I get.
Speaker 4: I got one sheet at the time, because he's like, dude,
Speaker 4: it's like triple dipped.
Speaker 3: I paid five hundred for the sheet. And this was.
Speaker 4: Now wid on white is white on white, but around
Speaker 4: this time it's green on green. So he said this
Speaker 4: triple dip. Each supposed hit is three hits, so be careful.
Speaker 4: And I was like, okay, for sure. Now I ate
Speaker 4: about two hits the first day. I had a good time,
Speaker 4: and then I fucked AI around. I woke up at
Speaker 4: two o'clock in the morning, and from what I was told,
Speaker 4: he told me this justa and never put your LC
Speaker 4: inside of tinfoil. It degrades the LLC. You got to
Speaker 4: put it in like actual cardboard paper or like paper.
Speaker 4: You gotta put it in paper. Don't put it on tenfoil.
Speaker 4: So I had it in a piece of paper, and
Speaker 4: I got these little I had these little cheeny baby scissors, and.
Speaker 3: I cut a strip, like a giant strip.
Speaker 4: Now I just woke up, dude, I'm not realizing how
Speaker 4: much I'm cutting. I cut like not half the sheet,
Speaker 4: but like at least like almost half the sheet, and
Speaker 4: I folded it and ate it.
Speaker 3: Now I don't literally eat acid. I don't put it
Speaker 3: under my tongue.
Speaker 4: Shit, I eat it just to make sure it's it,
Speaker 4: because usually with research chemicals, you have to leave it
Speaker 4: under your tongue, just for like a side by note
Speaker 4: for anyone that does do acid.
Speaker 3: It tastes better.
Speaker 4: Spit the shit out. Acid has no taste. Now, let
Speaker 4: me tell you this shit. When I ate that fuck,
Speaker 4: supposedly it was like seventy five hits. I ate when
Speaker 4: I When I ate that, I guess those two strips.
Speaker 4: When I folded it, it tastes like a battery was
Speaker 4: in my mouth. It literally tastes like I had an
Speaker 4: alkaline battery in my mouth. So it took me a
Speaker 4: while to I chewed it up and swallowed it. I
Speaker 4: just remember that little taste in my mouth. So I
Speaker 4: smoked weed.
Speaker 3: I also haven't smoked weed in like a long time.
Speaker 3: I smoked.
Speaker 4: I was gonna go downstairs and smokes weed. I can't
Speaker 4: smoke weed at my mom's house, on Grandma's house. So
Speaker 4: I went downstairs, went to the car, rolled the joint,
Speaker 4: and I'm waiting for this ship to kick in. And
Speaker 4: I guess, sit at the I sit at the bus
Speaker 4: stop right outside of our house, right right there, and
Speaker 4: I'm smoking the joint and it's hitting me so like
Speaker 4: anyone that's done as sid, you're tripping so hard you
Speaker 4: don't realize you're tripping. So like I'm smoking and it's
Speaker 4: like the colors are so vibrant. I'm literally like doing this.
Speaker 4: I'm trying to get it out of my face.
Speaker 3: Like there's a street light.
Speaker 4: It's two o'clock in the morning, so I'm like waving
Speaker 4: up the street light and I'm like, what the fuck's
Speaker 4: going on? So I realized I asked to started to
Speaker 4: kick in. I smoked half the joint and my mind me,
Speaker 4: it's like two o'clock in the morning again, and the
Speaker 4: cop rolls by and I'm just just at the corner
Speaker 4: smoking a doobie and I'm like, oh Sherman, my eyes
Speaker 4: got big.
Speaker 3: I was like, oh shit.
Speaker 4: So I tossed the joint and I started walking back
Speaker 4: to the house, and I was unable to feel anything
Speaker 4: my body.
Speaker 3: I was I feel like I was.
Speaker 2: I was like, I like out of it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was floating.
Speaker 4: It wasn't even floating, dude, Like I had no awareness
Speaker 4: of anything.
Speaker 3: Like I was like, I remember when.
Speaker 4: I got upstairs and I got in the house and
Speaker 4: I sat down. I remember I was like, how the
Speaker 4: fuck did I just do that? Like I was tripping, bro,
Speaker 4: And I sat down. I put my headphones on, which
Speaker 4: took a couple of minutes for what it seemed forever.
Speaker 3: It took a couple of minutes.
Speaker 4: To put the headphones on and I started listening to.
Speaker 3: E.
Speaker 5: D M.
Speaker 3: I listened to a lot of like thrift.
Speaker 4: Works, tipper Ship like that, and I mean, when you're
Speaker 4: having a such an attent trip like that, I swear
Speaker 4: I peaked instantly, man like, I'm I'm seeing a cigarette
Speaker 4: in the room two when oh, I could smell the
Speaker 4: cigarette smoke and I'm like, dude, I can literally smell
Speaker 4: her perfume. I could smelling ship now all I was like,
Speaker 4: what the fuck? And I remember asking myself who am
Speaker 4: I I remember getting up from and I looked in
Speaker 4: the mirror and I didn't see ship. I mean, that's
Speaker 4: how bright the colors were. I didn't see myself in
Speaker 4: the mirror. Like it felt like I saw nothing. That
Speaker 4: the color of acid would be, like what can see?
Speaker 9: Uh?
Speaker 2: Holp a second, just I think you might have to
Speaker 2: catch up. It feels like you should screwed up for
Speaker 2: a second. See we lost you. Yeah, it sounds like
Speaker 2: something was wrong. I go, that is fucking.
Speaker 3: You.
Speaker 2: Look you look shocked by that amount of I didn't
Speaker 2: take who That's insane.
Speaker 3: I'm just like, yeah, yeah, I mean.
Speaker 2: I am wild. I feel like I'm overdose and I
Speaker 2: didn't even think it.
Speaker 3: Right right. I I've done, I've done my mushrooms. Uh.
Speaker 3: And the last time I really dove into it, I
Speaker 3: I think I explained my story when I did a
Speaker 3: heroic dose of albino penis. I did, I think, Kennedy,
Speaker 3: it's a it's a form of psilocybin.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, no, I know it's Isn't it like one
Speaker 2: of the stronger ones out there?
Speaker 3: Yes, it's Yes, that particular kind is an iraw dogged,
Speaker 3: a heroic a full on a full moon. Oh my god.
Speaker 3: So long story short, I got a stomach ache off
Speaker 3: of the matter, which turned it into a very challenging
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna call it a bad trip because I
Speaker 3: felt like a million bucks at the end of it,
Speaker 3: but let's just say there was a little bit of
Speaker 3: nightmare fuel involved when I got to the hallucination phase,
Speaker 3: which was a lot of fun involving seeing a one
Speaker 3: eyed tentacle entity of over me while I'm writhing in
Speaker 3: my bed, uh, just trying to deal with the stomach
Speaker 3: pain while I'm not having a chance to enjoy the hallucinations.
Speaker 3: So I go at it for a couple of hours.
Speaker 3: Uh like that, and it's like this crazy being where
Speaker 3: it goes from tentacles to like fairy wings and then
Speaker 3: morphs back like kind of like if you're watching a
Speaker 3: like one of those procedurally generated kind of like fractals,
Speaker 3: or it keeps flipping between one image or the other.
Speaker 3: Uht like that. And on the other side of it,
Speaker 3: I kind of had a kind of like cocoonically emerged
Speaker 3: as something something, a major release of of some sort
Speaker 3: on the the other end of it, because I I
Speaker 3: eventually I threw up, and then when I threw up,
Speaker 3: I felt better, and I stared at a bazillion microbes
Speaker 3: moving because I was hallucinating staring at my own vomit.
Speaker 3: That was weird and interesting.
Speaker 7: Uh.
Speaker 3: And then eventually I was able to stand again and
Speaker 3: get a drink of water as I was slowly coming
Speaker 3: down and able to grasp my feelings and uh at
Speaker 3: uh say, like, oh good, I got through the whole thing.
Speaker 2: Nice.
Speaker 12: What was this?
Speaker 3: This was the penis? Yes, penises, Oh my god, bro,
Speaker 3: those are the ship heroic dose Albino by one gram
Speaker 3: will fuck you up man full moon during ritual.
Speaker 4: Oh my god, you know, you're like the third person
Speaker 4: I've ever spoke to that actually has tried.
Speaker 10: To It's intense, man, Yeah, yeah, yeah, it is.
Speaker 3: It is completely opposite. Like I did, I did a
Speaker 3: heroic well. I did like a full eighth once of
Speaker 3: golden Tea shirts, which is the opposite spectrum.
Speaker 4: Right.
Speaker 3: I didn't even get to a hallucination I had. I
Speaker 3: had some auditory warping. Other than that, it was just
Speaker 3: a really like it was like my nervous system was
Speaker 3: getting a nice massage.
Speaker 2: I never you know, he was weird for me. What
Speaker 2: made me actually stop fucking with the ship? I mean
Speaker 2: one time I took like seven inheritits acid and like
Speaker 2: that kind of like I think after that, I don't
Speaker 2: think I would touched acid again. Maybe a few times,
Speaker 2: but uh I did like fuck with shrooms and ecstasy.
Speaker 2: I never really ever saw anything that wasn't there, Like
Speaker 2: I'd see things maybe differently, but like yo, at one point,
Speaker 2: like when I started when I started going to raise,
Speaker 2: it was near like the end of my raving career.
Speaker 2: Sometimes I like take ecstasy, I wouldn't hallucinate on it,
Speaker 2: like why I'm fucked up a peaking, But like by
Speaker 2: the time I even like got home or unfortunately, one time,
Speaker 2: one time when I was going home, I would actually
Speaker 2: like hallucinate ship that's not there, like I don't know,
Speaker 2: and I was just like, yo, that is weird, Like
Speaker 2: why is ecstasy coming down on ecstasy doing that? When
Speaker 2: acid and shrooms and mescaline or anything other hallucinogenic thing
Speaker 2: that I've ever taken has never actually made me say
Speaker 2: that is not there at all?
Speaker 3: Have you ever tried? Ald fifty two?
Speaker 2: Have no idea what the fuck that is? I mean
Speaker 2: I could have been told it was something else, but no,
Speaker 2: not that I know, or sunshine.
Speaker 3: I've never seen anything on acid or mushrooms either.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, right, whatever is in front of me distorted,
Speaker 5: don't look at your dick for too long on ask that.
Speaker 3: Freaking I'm sorry, dude, that was weird.
Speaker 15: The veins were like oh, no, good, and the light
Speaker 15: was super bright, and I'm just like, no, that's so weird.
Speaker 15: How dare you put me inside of her?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 5: I was just taking a piss in a bathroom, a
Speaker 5: bright ass bathroom, man, and I wasn't ready for that
Speaker 5: bright light.
Speaker 3: I guess he felt he felt like it was like
Speaker 3: lackrus so long.
Speaker 2: It was like the spotlight was on them all suddenly
Speaker 2: had like a yeah, an audience.
Speaker 8: There's certain things though, Man, when you're on that stuff,
Speaker 8: you perceive it completely different.
Speaker 7: Just go stare some fucking trees in the dark and
Speaker 7: tell me what you see. At least I'm mushrooms.
Speaker 2: I know that.
Speaker 3: Like obviously I wasn't.
Speaker 7: Seeing any like creatures crawling around on the tree, hopping
Speaker 7: around some limb limb.
Speaker 10: The tree itself, to slickoms was.
Speaker 3: Always more it was no longer a tree.
Speaker 2: Mushrooms always seemed to be a more enjoyable experience for me.
Speaker 2: Yeah twice, that's is cool.
Speaker 4: I like you.
Speaker 2: I've heard a lot of people like we'll see the
Speaker 2: same ship where like it looks like ship's breathing almost,
Speaker 2: that's pretty cool. Like when gerald ship looks like moving
Speaker 2: a waving. I have seen that.
Speaker 3: First time. I first time I ever see anything move
Speaker 3: was on a two C I and uh, that was that?
Speaker 3: It seemed like.
Speaker 4: It felt like every time I touched the wall, it
Speaker 4: was like a like the ocean. It felt like it
Speaker 4: was like a like a water drop in the middle
Speaker 4: of a pond.
Speaker 2: Oh and what was that?
Speaker 3: Just? What was that?
Speaker 4: You felt like it felt like it felt like it
Speaker 4: felt as though that when I was on two C.
Speaker 4: I that it felt though like when you have a
Speaker 4: water drop in the middle of a pond, like how
Speaker 4: it ripples. That's how it felt. That's how it looked
Speaker 4: like when the walls were breathing. When I was on
Speaker 4: two C.
Speaker 13: I yeah.
Speaker 3: That, but finish that trip story. I was telling you.
Speaker 4: I started seeing Arabic in Hebrew and my visuals and
Speaker 4: I was I see it seemed like that trip.
Speaker 5: Man.
Speaker 4: It seemed like I started talking to my grandma like
Speaker 4: at least like three hours in the trip, and I
Speaker 4: told her I was tripping, and she was like, how.
Speaker 3: Much did you take? And I just told her ten
Speaker 3: hits and she's like, ten hits. You know, my grandma
Speaker 3: went to woodstock, you know, so like she understood, you know,
Speaker 3: and she.
Speaker 2: Even though probably a lot and like so many fun yeah.
Speaker 3: Mushrooms. Yeah, man, it seems as though that like that time.
Speaker 3: But that's like I didn't come back at least a moment.
Speaker 2: I think we're losing you again, buddy. Oh my god,
Speaker 2: that's screwing up.
Speaker 3: I guess, uh.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sorry about that.
Speaker 3: So his little acid entities in his computer. Yeah.
Speaker 16: Yeah, sometimes you leave the phone on and you gotta
Speaker 16: give it a restart because you've uh yeah with the RAM.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, we're sometimes on those things too. It's like
Speaker 2: you have to almost be like standing still because if
Speaker 2: you start moving around or even getting louder and stuff,
Speaker 2: it takes up more bandwidth and then you fucked. It's
Speaker 2: just not gonna work.
Speaker 4: It'll probably help if I close all my apps on
Speaker 4: my phone that I happened twelve running right now.
Speaker 2: That's why I just put the picture up. Yeah, that's
Speaker 2: true too. Yeah, if you want to, you could. You
Speaker 2: could just take off your video off the camera and
Speaker 2: you should be fine as that.
Speaker 3: How you do that? Let me see, No, that's not it.
Speaker 2: There you go okay, yeah you should it should catch
Speaker 2: up with it like a minunesot. You should be fine.
Speaker 2: Good to go.
Speaker 3: I I recently went to uh the Sandy Hook Memorials.
Speaker 3: I had never never been before, and I filmed.
Speaker 2: Stage was that.
Speaker 3: No, No, this is this is the memorial the memorial.
Speaker 3: It's not the location of the I know. I'm just.
Speaker 2: On that one.
Speaker 3: So so I film it, I film and I talk
Speaker 3: about it a little bit. I I go around the
Speaker 3: whole thing and catch all the names on it, and
Speaker 3: and and I have a number of comments. Then afterwards, off,
Speaker 3: I I did a little I did a little ritual
Speaker 3: because I was alone, and uh, and I could I
Speaker 3: could get I could get away with it other than
Speaker 3: what was going to get seen on the on the
Speaker 3: surveillance camera. So right now the Newtown police are scratching
Speaker 3: their head being like why does he keep circling in
Speaker 3: waving his hands and jabbering like an idiot? Anyway, So yeah,
Speaker 3: so I did a little uh healing ritual at the site.
Speaker 3: The school itself is behind gated security.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, did you have with the offense? That's like
Speaker 2: no comment.
Speaker 3: Hop off defense to ADC Orlando. Yeah, me and me
Speaker 3: and the homeie shopped the fence. My friends were. They
Speaker 3: hopped the fence first and then I hopped the fence last.
Speaker 3: So I was hell of scared.
Speaker 4: We had we had to jump like two fences, and
Speaker 4: the second fence we jumped was like it was like
Speaker 4: a pond, and we jumped over the pond and then
Speaker 4: I ran.
Speaker 3: I just ran straight. You know, I'm tripping and I
Speaker 3: just ran straight. And I did it.
Speaker 4: My boys, like you almost ran that dude over and
Speaker 4: I was like, who the fuck are you talking about?
Speaker 3: I was like, that was a security guard that told
Speaker 3: you to stop. I was like, I did not see
Speaker 3: that guy. He was like yeah, dude was ran his
Speaker 3: ass over and everyone was talking about it. I was like,
Speaker 3: I did not see that.
Speaker 2: Yo, did you guys?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 2: I don't know if like I remember, I think they
Speaker 2: used to do it at the Coliseum a lot, at
Speaker 2: a couple other places whenever there was shows, like you
Speaker 2: could get like get like the shitty shitty seats. Now
Speaker 2: this is if they have general admission and then like
Speaker 2: everybody just like waits for like the bump rush of
Speaker 2: everybody running down. Then you just fucking hop the fence
Speaker 2: anyway and get into general mission. Like did they use
Speaker 2: do that ship up by like you guys at places
Speaker 2: and stuff? Yeah, definitely into and ship like that all
Speaker 2: the time. I just made me think of that. Your
Speaker 2: whole situation of like running just made me think of
Speaker 2: like running and trying to jump jump through like the
Speaker 2: security gods, you know, you know, holding the gate and ship.
Speaker 4: It even happened that what was it the Electric Forest,
Speaker 4: there was there was a group that jumped.
Speaker 3: I bought tickets.
Speaker 4: My buddy was like, we should jump the fence anyway,
Speaker 4: and then when they try to catch us, say we
Speaker 4: have tickets, and I was like, that's stupid. So we're
Speaker 4: kicking out by the back and we see these people
Speaker 4: run forward and we still see this herd of people
Speaker 4: coming from like one corner of the forest and another
Speaker 4: corner of the forest. And we figured out what happened later.
Speaker 4: We were like, well, the fun happen. So yeah, it
Speaker 4: was a It was a It was a herd of
Speaker 4: like two hundred people that try to jump try to
Speaker 4: jump the gate, and I was like, how could you
Speaker 4: jump the gate when it was really only one.
Speaker 3: Entrance although we're in a forest. There's way more than
Speaker 3: one entrance.
Speaker 2: Some people that's funny. Oh man, uh, you know, Matthew,
Speaker 2: did you want to oh ship, I didn't bring him
Speaker 2: back in. I might. I might actually I might just
Speaker 2: have to wrap it up here. I didn't know if
Speaker 2: anybody Matthew, maybe if you wanted to add something before
Speaker 2: we soak a wrap it up.
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, I wanted to ask internal something real quick,
Speaker 7: and we said he did a ritual around the whole
Speaker 7: memorial there.
Speaker 3: I live around a lot of mountains. Oh yeah, a
Speaker 3: lot out there in Ohio, one of the ones h
Speaker 3: after Kent. I'm in Cinnas Uh. Okay, you're a bit fly.
Speaker 3: That's not three hours away, but you're you're near all
Speaker 3: the big mounds. But I got some decent ones up
Speaker 3: here that aren't obviously talked about enough or as much.
Speaker 3: But what are the mounds? Is in? It's in a
Speaker 3: spot called counters would it was a farm for a while.
Speaker 3: They don't get up. It was a burial site for
Speaker 3: an ancient The name of the Indian tribe starts with
Speaker 3: an agents with in the mine right now? Damn it anyway?
Speaker 3: They say the mountain. No, no, not this time.
Speaker 5: They say the mount has been around since like two
Speaker 5: or three hundred uh ce b pc whatever. When you
Speaker 5: do a ritual around the mountain like that, look kind
Speaker 5: of like, how do you take back the energy or
Speaker 5: put more positive.
Speaker 3: Energy into geological structure like that? What would you do?
Speaker 3: Have you done anything like that? I guess that's that. Well,
Speaker 3: you know, you have to build a relationship with it.
Speaker 3: Where I am. The most significant thing that there is
Speaker 3: is in North Salem, which is the Balanced Rock, which
Speaker 3: is an ancient Dolmen that Uh, A lot of archaeologists
Speaker 3: and and and geologists didn't want to admit was an
Speaker 3: ancient dolmen because they didn't have a Native American answer
Speaker 3: for how this rock came to be balanced on these
Speaker 3: three stones in such a way. And this is a
Speaker 3: massive rock filled with granite. It's near a water, a
Speaker 3: water source, a flowing water source. There's a there's a
Speaker 3: brook that goes right under it. You can take a
Speaker 3: dowsing rod to the area, uh, and dowsing rod will
Speaker 3: react because the water does run under it in some way,
Speaker 3: shape or form. And this ginormous rock that has a
Speaker 3: suspiciously odd yeah cat face from one particular angle uh,
Speaker 3: and has some description that's on it that that some
Speaker 3: Americans from a historical society put there. I've meditated under
Speaker 3: this thing, killed me right the the wow, okay, pulpable
Speaker 3: crazy story.
Speaker 7: So along with the mounds in my area of Kent, Ohio,
Speaker 7: there's a place called Standing Rock Cemetery where there's just one.
Speaker 5: Ginormous I mean, it's tall, it's huge. It's sitting in
Speaker 5: the middle of the river by itself, nothing else around.
Speaker 5: And they said it was a spot for uh, the
Speaker 5: different tribes of Indians in the area that have a
Speaker 5: meeting spot at How the hell did they climb up there?
Speaker 5: First off, because weird experienced. Me and a friend, we're
Speaker 5: walking through cemeteries this summer for fun, and you know,
Speaker 5: they were busting out their phone and had some of
Speaker 5: the apps that you know would pick up words from
Speaker 5: you put your phone in airplane mode, it picks up
Speaker 5: words and stuff. But Standing Rock Cemetery is one of
Speaker 5: the places we got some of the most activity.
Speaker 7: But for the first time ever, I've lived in Kent
Speaker 7: my entire life pretty much, and I've always wanted to
Speaker 7: climb up on that rock.
Speaker 10: One night, late at night, we were.
Speaker 3: Walking through that cemetery and said, let's go check out
Speaker 3: the rock. Look, I don't see if like we feel anything.
Speaker 7: A whole ass tree fell over into the river right
Speaker 7: up to the rock bro I was so excited, I.
Speaker 3: Shooting my ass all the way up to the top
Speaker 3: of that rocks out.
Speaker 7: There, and it started like, yeah, finally this is what
Speaker 7: it felt the.
Speaker 3: Indians are doing over here.
Speaker 17: I don't know, but it's like that was always the
Speaker 17: I wanted to climb up on that rock and get
Speaker 17: high as a kid, and the teenager you know.
Speaker 3: So it happens that cemetery is literally right across the
Speaker 3: streets from the high school that I went to. So
Speaker 3: that's creepy. Yeah, that's right. But it's.
Speaker 10: This rock is connected to all the mountains and the campus.
Speaker 10: And I can't stay story that I came on the
Speaker 10: Occult Rejects and talked about quite.
Speaker 3: A few months ago.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that was bunked out. That's actually people if they
Speaker 2: have that, go check that out.
Speaker 3: I'm still doing more research. I'm still didn't you.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I did a shitty, shitty, shitty job on that.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna tell you, Mark, I'm still a good story.
Speaker 3: So Mark Mark Mark came with Mark edited it the
Speaker 3: pretty good.
Speaker 10: But I got like he was like I was supposed
Speaker 10: to do a show with him.
Speaker 3: He canceled on me, and then we went to go
Speaker 3: do it again and he got on super late.
Speaker 5: I just I don't I lost my brain just shut
Speaker 5: down after like the ten o'clock and he had no
Speaker 5: I was like talking to myself.
Speaker 10: He didn't even respond, he didn't say.
Speaker 3: Much to me. He was his dead sign. I didn't
Speaker 3: even have to ask some market so that it was.
Speaker 5: It was just vibes off I'm gonna blame it on
Speaker 5: myself that I was a little ill. The version I
Speaker 5: did with a Cult rejects though that was awesome.
Speaker 2: Pretty congruent, Like you know, it was a lot.
Speaker 3: But I mean I think, yeah, well, I'm still doing
Speaker 3: work with that. I still need to go find out.
Speaker 5: I really believe, I really believe that the entire Constant
Speaker 5: campus is a mound of working that they just.
Speaker 3: Built upon. I think the whole thing isn't It's beyond
Speaker 3: just ancient mounds. I think that was like a civilization
Speaker 3: that was here. And there's a funnels underneath the campus
Speaker 3: that connects a lot of the buildings too. I had
Speaker 3: no idea about, Yeah, that's gonna be a fun one
Speaker 3: to get back into. I want to once I confirm
Speaker 3: that campus was all made a mound or not, I
Speaker 3: want to really dig into some morefl with that. That's been.
Speaker 3: That's a lot of fun. So, Matt matthew to like
Speaker 3: when you asked me that question, let me give you
Speaker 3: a little bit better of an of of an answer too,
Speaker 3: because I had a second to stick explaining myself, right,
Speaker 3: you know what you could really do because because this
Speaker 3: is you know how I started with ritual work that
Speaker 3: I would do, you know, at that Balanced Rock, I had,
Speaker 3: I had, I had help. You know, I had a
Speaker 3: little bit of helping guidance with Balanced Rock at the time,
Speaker 3: because it's not because there's another shaman who is quite
Speaker 3: good at what he does, who's already operating with that.
Speaker 3: Uh that I go and I do a little bit
Speaker 3: with it myself, but it's his to claim. But you know,
Speaker 3: you want to. You know, this is animism has a consciousness,
Speaker 3: has a history tapped into with remote viewing, So you
Speaker 3: can always learn remote viewing and you can learn the
Speaker 3: history of everything that's ever happened and around that rock.
Speaker 7: That.
Speaker 3: Secondly, so you're tuning into your nervous system with anything
Speaker 3: that you're doing beyond the normal five senses, right, So
Speaker 3: you're tuning into your nervous system. And so in ritual
Speaker 3: there's a reason why you draw the circle of the
Speaker 3: magician first, right to establish the world definitions, boundaries, sacred
Speaker 3: and safe spaces, so on and so forth. So you
Speaker 3: get to know it, you walk around it, you get
Speaker 3: a full spectrum observation of it. If you can get
Speaker 3: under it, you get under it, can get over it,
Speaker 3: you get over it. Right. You. You look at it,
Speaker 3: you listen to it, you feel it. You feel it
Speaker 3: with your nervous system. You feel for the subtle energies.
Speaker 3: You talk to it, talk to it, expecting it to listen,
Speaker 3: and then meditate, let it talk back to you, and
Speaker 3: then once with it, go and do something magical with it. Hi, Teresa, Hi,
Speaker 3: how are you?
Speaker 2: I was gonna make sure I was, like, I think Teresa. Sorry, guys,
Speaker 2: oh sorry, yeah, Zarah Lath, weren't you on the show
Speaker 2: with uh when Teresa was on the show.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think one time we were on together.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you talk, you know, I think the first time,
Speaker 2: the first time you came on.
Speaker 18: I think, yeah, the first time.
Speaker 9: I think, So, hello, gentlemen, how are you?
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's Teresa, what's up?
Speaker 4: I think I just saw you Teresa all my suggested
Speaker 4: fines on Instagram? Yeah, because I followed Nick, so I
Speaker 4: think he came up.
Speaker 3: I was just looking like an hour ago, Lisa is
Speaker 3: the ship?
Speaker 18: Thanks you?
Speaker 7: So yeah, So that's obviously I don't see no Native
Speaker 7: Americans coming around that standing rock anymore and worship, you know,
Speaker 7: doing anything with it.
Speaker 17: So it's like, and I love what you said, Like,
Speaker 17: what if somebody's already kind of claimed that energy. I
Speaker 17: tend to believe that kent Ohio was stolen, taken over
Speaker 17: basically by the railroad.
Speaker 3: Companies because there was a farming community. Then it turned
Speaker 3: into a big row company.
Speaker 7: Marvin Kent was sent by the rock fella type folks,
Speaker 7: the Carnegie folks, to kent Ohio to basically because.
Speaker 1: They knew the energy is there. They knew what was
Speaker 1: there standing rock all the mountains. The city was almost
Speaker 1: built with spiritual purposes behind it.
Speaker 5: In my opinion, so taking back the energy with that
Speaker 5: rock is if let's say, nobody's messing.
Speaker 3: With that energy more anymore.
Speaker 10: That rocks just sitting there.
Speaker 7: Somebody maybe did a spell on it, yeah, one hundred
Speaker 7: years ago, and nobody has done anything to it.
Speaker 10: Since, especially that it's sitting in the middle of an
Speaker 10: important river.
Speaker 3: My situation is to the place of there's a context
Speaker 3: of my history and relationship as opposed to in general. Right,
Speaker 3: you know, so in general there's no actual claim, but
Speaker 3: you know there's uh. But when it comes to who
Speaker 3: has good history doing good uh good work with that location, right,
Speaker 3: I have not the uh uh what it is you know,
Speaker 3: you know, I don't. I don't even know everything about
Speaker 3: the rock as well as quite right, but I do
Speaker 3: have a decent personal spiritual relationship with it. A little
Speaker 3: bit of it is documented, and I guess it's do
Speaker 3: you think putting Do you think really putting your positive
Speaker 3: energy or your.
Speaker 7: Intent to something that magnificent and powerful of have any
Speaker 7: effect on the surrounding area?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, it's uh, it's it's it's once you've once
Speaker 3: you've really you know, under understood it, unders understand you're health,
Speaker 3: and understand how the power is transferred into the world
Speaker 3: through the ethers, and how something like an ancient dolmen
Speaker 3: uh is a very powerful uh conduit point because of
Speaker 3: its history and significance.
Speaker 10: M Doman was the word I was about.
Speaker 3: I was signed to find. Yeah, like like almostism, if
Speaker 3: you know, the world doesn't want to love this thing.
Speaker 3: When there used to be probably whole tribes of of
Speaker 3: of all sorts of used to gather around it, you know,
Speaker 3: because you know that they do there was something special
Speaker 3: about it, and they had their what evers, and now
Speaker 3: nobody does. Now it's a it's a handful of guys
Speaker 3: that would dare to call themselves mystics witches and shamans, right,
Speaker 3: So it's getting love from human beings as it was
Speaker 3: probably designed to do as being a thing of its
Speaker 3: of its kind a spot designed for someone to do
Speaker 3: that kind of thing because of how energy is gathered
Speaker 3: at adult loss of that that I'm tuning the damn thing.
Speaker 10: Now, let's see, that's what I kind of want to do,
Speaker 10: tune it.
Speaker 3: But well, what kind of dark and just still exists
Speaker 3: there in this area? Like, well, this is biospherical ReGenesis.
Speaker 3: If we're talking about uh, terror magic like this, we're
Speaker 3: talking about tapping it into the earth grid, which a
Speaker 3: lot of these sites are going to be all about,
Speaker 3: which is a very Thunarian thing. It's a very thor
Speaker 3: thing to do because of the Mother Earth, the Father Sky,
Speaker 3: the thunder God, uh and all that stuff involving concepts
Speaker 3: of grounding and running and running power through it. Right,
Speaker 3: and so our chi you know, we're you know, you
Speaker 3: know how in the matrix, it's like, oh, man, human
Speaker 3: beings are batteries, right, Well, this is that healthy relationship
Speaker 3: by which the human being as the battery, is feeding
Speaker 3: aspects of our toroidal systems. This is the relationship that
Speaker 3: comes from one who knows how to fill his own cup.
Speaker 10: Oh yeah, yeah, I'm definitely onto something then there.
Speaker 7: I'm always especially are resistant completely attracted to that area,
Speaker 7: not just through my research, but going out there. Like
Speaker 7: like I said, I me and a friend wanted to
Speaker 7: try some go funting stuff out. We kept going to different.
Speaker 10: Smaller grapes cemeteries, and that one just m it's different.
Speaker 3: Man. It's not a big cemetery by any means, but
Speaker 3: it's got some of the most peculiar grapestones there and
Speaker 3: everything that really tell it story. But real quick, what
Speaker 3: technology or are you using only? Uh?
Speaker 5: Uh uh we used we used, we use bowsing rods
Speaker 5: a little bit past questions and uh, we use technology.
Speaker 3: My friend had a phone out with you.
Speaker 19: Know, pick up the words, and I'll be honest, I thought,
Speaker 19: it's like this is just stupid AI things probably generating
Speaker 19: the words. Well this, I'll say at least two major
Speaker 19: times where my mind is just like alright, just okay,
Speaker 19: one of which was at the Standing Rock Cemetery. It
Speaker 19: had popped up with the name I want to say,
Speaker 19: it was like Abigail or something with a real old
Speaker 19: old timey name started with the name.
Speaker 3: And I'm like all right, So we're looking around. We're
Speaker 3: looking around for Abigail. The Abigail around here. I love Abigail.
Speaker 3: What do you want to talk to them? Fans are
Speaker 3: laughing really hard right now.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's why I just laughed. King Diamond, Abigail fucking
Speaker 2: album's awesome.
Speaker 3: Sorry.
Speaker 10: We were walking around there all night.
Speaker 3: So the very last.
Speaker 10: Stone there was a huge tall I'm like, let me
Speaker 10: go check that one out.
Speaker 7: I don't see if I's see any numbers symbol signs
Speaker 7: on it.
Speaker 3: As soon as I walked up to it, I'm just like, hey, friend, friend.
Speaker 10: Come here.
Speaker 3: They're like what. I'm like, remember that name that popped
Speaker 3: up earlier. It was on the great center of the
Speaker 3: last one I looked at right before we walked out
Speaker 3: of it. All right, that's something, that's that's something. And
Speaker 3: then a few.
Speaker 5: Weeks later, broad daylight or even smaller cemetery that's really
Speaker 5: really old in the middle of acron, the word.
Speaker 10: Dem popped up dat.
Speaker 5: M and instantly we turned our head in the biggest
Speaker 5: gravestone in that section we were at, said beam on it.
Speaker 2: That suked out?
Speaker 3: How all right? That's not a I Because she had
Speaker 3: her phone on airplane mode too, So how is she
Speaker 3: getting a signal if it's on airplane mode? I don't know.
Speaker 7: I'm not smart enough to tell you that, but that's yeah, yeah,
Speaker 7: that's that shit threw me off man, that made me
Speaker 7: stop questioning so much a little bit. I'm like, all right,
Speaker 7: finally an experience where I can't explain something.
Speaker 3: I have a pretty cool one. I have one ultra subtle, short,
Speaker 3: oh yo ghost story.
Speaker 2: All right, you know, you know, real quick though, I
Speaker 2: want to let I want to let Teresa be able
Speaker 2: to go and tell her and then unfortunately I'm gonna
Speaker 2: have to wrap it up. Sorry, So all right, sure, yeah,
Speaker 2: maybe we'll get you on next week though, unless you
Speaker 2: could be real quick, Zara, let's go go through.
Speaker 9: Sure, Okay, So I don't have too many crazy stories,
Speaker 9: but one thing that was really weird. And I actually
Speaker 9: told this story years ago the first time I was
Speaker 9: on your show, Nick n Y Patriot show. Like that's
Speaker 9: how this goes back a bit.
Speaker 2: Four years ago probably it's a minute, but three years ago.
Speaker 9: Yeah, during twenty twenty times, shall we say, uh, you know,
Speaker 9: everyone was like high stress, high anxiety, blah blah blah.
Speaker 18: But I was discovering a lot of information.
Speaker 9: Researching things at the time, and then one night when
Speaker 9: I was maybe a couple of weeks into diving into things,
Speaker 9: so it's like probably the end of March twenty twenty,
Speaker 9: I was trying to sleep and I was like on
Speaker 9: the verge, you know, right between like awaken a sleep,
Speaker 9: just as you're about to like drift off, and it
Speaker 9: had this like energetic force like wash over me. It
Speaker 9: was literally like a rolling pin of like an energetic
Speaker 9: like wave.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you've had that.
Speaker 2: It was It was that just jest. I think, I'm sorry.
Speaker 3: I was talking to.
Speaker 2: Say, yeah, I felt that I was thirty five.
Speaker 5: The same thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, having flash flax man having flash flags.
Speaker 18: That's funny. No, but they had that happen to me.
Speaker 9: Like at first, I was like whoa, Like you know,
Speaker 9: sometimes you'll feel stuff as you're about to fall asleep
Speaker 9: and it's like a muscle twidg a cramp Like this
Speaker 9: wasn't like that. This was like intentional, like like rolling
Speaker 9: from like my head down to my feet like pressing.
Speaker 9: And I was like, okay, is this like sleep paralysis?
Speaker 18: Like what's going on? But I wasn't afraid. It was
Speaker 18: just odd, so I just like kind of relaxed into
Speaker 18: it and like let it happen. That makes sense. And
Speaker 18: it happened probably four to five.
Speaker 9: Times, like the whole role, and then it just stopped.
Speaker 9: But after that, it's like I was given this like
Speaker 9: huge burst of energy for a long period of time,
Speaker 9: and then I was getting all this information like coming
Speaker 9: to me in perfect synchronous synchronicity, like I had to
Speaker 9: learn one thing to understand the next thing, and it
Speaker 9: was just like boom boom boom boom boom. Everything was
Speaker 9: happening sequentially and I probably got like the fastest crash
Speaker 9: course and like conspiracy see and crazy like theories health things,
Speaker 9: you know, all in the span.
Speaker 18: Of like a month, and I was just up. I
Speaker 18: could be up to like three four, I am no problem.
Speaker 9: Like just watching video, reading articles like it was insane.
Speaker 9: And it's almost like it just came to me. I
Speaker 9: don't know any other way to put it. And then
Speaker 9: that same energetic like wave happened to me again. I
Speaker 9: want to say around the time, well in Canada we
Speaker 9: had the Trucker's Convoy, remember that back in twenty twenty two.
Speaker 18: I had Yeah, I had that happen to me again.
Speaker 18: Around that time. I'm in Canadian.
Speaker 9: I'm in Canada, so it was a highest stress time
Speaker 9: for you know, us free thinkers.
Speaker 18: And that's when like Russia Ukraine.
Speaker 9: Was happening, and that same thing happened to me again,
Speaker 9: and then I had like a crazy dream about like
Speaker 9: the fallen Angels.
Speaker 3: I was.
Speaker 18: It was a bizarre time, but yeah, it was interesting.
Speaker 18: You don't know, Yeah, it was almost questions.
Speaker 3: Yes, you weren't meditating or anything, you said, it's just
Speaker 3: a wave of energy.
Speaker 18: No, I wouldn't say it was actively meditating at the time.
Speaker 9: I was just trying to go to sleep, So I mean,
Speaker 9: but I have meditation and experience.
Speaker 7: Like a lot, so I had something similar happened, but
Speaker 7: it happened coming out of the deep meditation.
Speaker 3: Experience I've only been able to do once.
Speaker 5: But I'm just like what you said, it was like
Speaker 5: a whole month of extra energy, synchronicity, things lining up perfectly,
Speaker 5: where it's almost like you had to learn this little
Speaker 5: bit of information for you to even pick up the
Speaker 5: next bit of information that was coming towards you.
Speaker 3: Yes, that Yeah, it just happened for months and months
Speaker 3: and months after that. Yeah, that's crazy.
Speaker 18: That's interesting was that around the same time, like the
Speaker 18: same No, that was.
Speaker 3: Like twenty eleven for me, it was a very long.
Speaker 20: Time, almost felt still right around, so right around, a
Speaker 20: very energetic time and history though, right, that's twenty eleven,
Speaker 20: twenty twelve time everything is going on, and you said
Speaker 20: twenty twenty around.
Speaker 3: COVID and everything. Yeah, it's it's kind of man.
Speaker 18: That it almost felt like a baptism.
Speaker 9: Honestly, if I could describe it as anything, I don't
Speaker 9: want to say an anointing. I don't think of myself
Speaker 9: in that way by any means, but like I don't know,
Speaker 9: some sort of like an energetic gift, like Okay, here
Speaker 9: you want truth, I'm going to show you. Like here,
Speaker 9: take it and learn it and run with it as
Speaker 9: far as you want to go. Like that's what it
Speaker 9: felt like.
Speaker 3: So that's amazing. Okay, that's that's the rewards you get
Speaker 3: for going through the crucible. Uh, you know, doing the
Speaker 3: right thing listen, you know, having the wisdom, the wit, uh,
Speaker 3: the into the intuition and that that pretty much happened
Speaker 3: to everybody, right, you know, like you know, you guys
Speaker 3: know about Thomas Sheridan. Now it's just like you know.
Speaker 3: That's the thing, right, Like you know you're not you know,
Speaker 3: you're not anointed. You don't have to use that word.
Speaker 3: We like to use work, be stowed. Sure, I like
Speaker 3: that word, yes, because I don't like the word bless
Speaker 3: because it means to be less. Right. It's a hard
Speaker 3: game working the vernacular and people that you meet that
Speaker 3: don't know about your super special snobby vernacular.
Speaker 18: That's all semantics anyway, you know, see.
Speaker 3: Well in a way, but I mean like it comes
Speaker 3: with how you're building, uh, you know everything, like how
Speaker 3: you talk. You know, it's your it's your evocations. You're
Speaker 3: in canteations every single day, right, you know, if you
Speaker 3: want to be a warrior, you speak a warrior's language,
Speaker 3: and that informs everything else that you're telling your body
Speaker 3: to do and your mind how to think. That's very true, right,
Speaker 3: That's what it is. And so like like like on
Speaker 3: my channel, I have a playlist that I just label
Speaker 3: living the Mythical Life and Action, And that's when I
Speaker 3: get out and I just document myself out there in
Speaker 3: the world doing something really kind of interesting, right, like
Speaker 3: like when I'm doing my little kickboxing routines or my meditation,
Speaker 3: you know, like like my chigong, I might be filming
Speaker 3: a chiegong run or whatever, or I'm climbing Breakneck Ridge
Speaker 3: and I have my GoPro back then and all that stuff. Right,
Speaker 3: there's there's a living mythology that has to have the
Speaker 3: language bringing it to life. This is the Golder and
Speaker 3: the Norse smith thos, that is uh bringing things to manifestation.
Speaker 3: Don't just use your crude, arbitrary Oxford language fucking words.
Speaker 3: If you're going to do anything in English at all,
Speaker 3: be a poet poem. I like that. You have to
Speaker 3: be a poet.
Speaker 9: This is make your life a living meditation, make your
Speaker 9: life a living art the way.
Speaker 2: Exactly if you're going to be a poet doing it
Speaker 2: in hex Yeah, it's you.
Speaker 3: Know, out of living in the flow state. Yes, you know,
Speaker 3: you know people want to reach Alan Watts's idea of
Speaker 3: wu way. It's part of that, you know, and that
Speaker 3: mythology will end up serving you. The first time that
Speaker 3: I climbed Breakneck Ridge, which some of you New York
Speaker 3: guys know it, it's off the Hudson Breakneck Ridge, you know,
Speaker 3: this was a very four versus yourman gander mythology for me, right,
Speaker 3: This was my my not only mountain Yoton, but an
Speaker 3: ice yoton and me climbing it in a snowstorm. Uh,
Speaker 3: you know, was was my initiation of one particular kind
Speaker 3: because uh, it was a physical feat in the real
Speaker 3: world that was life threatening that I wanted to do.
Speaker 3: It sounds like out of a movie, right, and it's
Speaker 3: and you know, and Breakneck's not the scariest fucking thing
Speaker 3: that you could fucking climb in America, But as far
Speaker 3: as bouldering goes, it's called breakneck for a fucking reason.
Speaker 3: It is like and there are times where I really
Speaker 3: fucking you know, I you know, if you slide on
Speaker 3: that gradient like a foot your heart skips three beat
Speaker 3: because the only way you're going up is like this,
Speaker 3: you fall backwards. Your crown is so likely to get smacked.
Speaker 3: I don't want a helmet. I got gloves, gloves.
Speaker 18: I wouldn't do it, So kudos man, Yeah right, yeah,
Speaker 18: it's fun.
Speaker 3: I can I can't. I can climb that mountain. Uh
Speaker 3: In in the summertime, I can climb that mountain fucking
Speaker 3: like half an hour.
Speaker 2: Damn all right, jenal A, you know what I think, Uh,
Speaker 2: this ghost story that you have I think you should
Speaker 2: see if there's one day that you can hold off
Speaker 2: and bring that onto Hellliss's mailbag on another time, if
Speaker 2: you don't mind it's so short, okay, all right, didn't
Speaker 2: do it now real quick, and then well then we'll
Speaker 2: wrap it up if you want to do it now
Speaker 2: real quick. And then we'll wrap it up if you want.
Speaker 3: Because this, this was this was a goodbye visit.
Speaker 2: Is okay.
Speaker 3: My grandmother passed away in a nursing home and within
Speaker 3: the month, perhaps it was within the week of the funeral.
Speaker 3: One night, I was half passed out here in this room.
Speaker 3: There used to be a bed over here behind me,
Speaker 3: and and I was hanging over like in an awkward position,
Speaker 3: half half asleep, looking in the corner over here. And
Speaker 3: I look up and I see a pale, blue complexioned
Speaker 3: appearance of my grandmother as as as she looked around
Speaker 3: the time that she passed, but just standing there with
Speaker 3: a pleasant little smile looking at me. And then I
Speaker 3: came into more of a I kind of woke myself
Speaker 3: up some more, and she was gone.
Speaker 2: But that was I was in.
Speaker 3: I was in the inn tween state. And it makes
Speaker 3: perfect sense because it falls right in line with the
Speaker 3: Bardo time before reincarnation and her coming to visit and
Speaker 3: I caught it.
Speaker 2: You think, like being half in and out is how
Speaker 2: you even like was able to perceive her.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I do, I believe so. I believe so so gratefully.
Speaker 3: I had trouble sleeping or or it was late or something,
Speaker 3: and I didn't hadn't gotten passed out yet with whatever
Speaker 3: it was I had done that night, And I.
Speaker 2: Was still.
Speaker 3: In mourning and perpetually wrathful at what COVID did for
Speaker 3: her end of life. Yes, because she was in a
Speaker 3: nursing home in Connecticut here and it wasn't she wasn't
Speaker 3: treated more badly than a lot of other COVID people
Speaker 3: in nursing homes, but the basics were inhuman enough with
Speaker 3: the social distancing in her condition. Yeah, you know, I
Speaker 3: didn't even get a chance to hug her before she
Speaker 3: passed away. Terrible. I mean I probably could have. I
Speaker 3: probably should have just hugged her if I had, you know,
Speaker 3: you know, said like fuck it, I don't know if
Speaker 3: I'm going to see her again. But you know, because
Speaker 3: she had like all of her issues were external, like
Speaker 3: her internal organs, like she never had like an organ
Speaker 3: failure issue or anything like that. She was always internally
Speaker 3: healthy as an ox. It was like, you know, her
Speaker 3: eyesight was gone, her language center had fallen away, and
Speaker 3: she reverted to speaking only French. She forgot how to
Speaker 3: speak English, could understand some of it only a little bit,
Speaker 3: making it twenty times harder to talk to her. Lost
Speaker 3: her hearing aid, and there was nothing to provide a
Speaker 3: hearing aid, so she was also super hard to hear.
Speaker 3: This was the most painful way to separate with somebody
Speaker 3: at end of life. And I'm looking at and I'm
Speaker 3: you know, and it's it's just one of those fucking
Speaker 3: things communication with even I'm not upset that we don't
Speaker 3: have the money to take care of grandma better, I'm
Speaker 3: upset that there was never a fucking conversation in the
Speaker 3: family about it.
Speaker 18: Sure, that's hard.
Speaker 3: So yeah, yeah, So anyway, that's the story of my
Speaker 3: grandma coming to visit me before she moved on.
Speaker 18: I think that happens a lot, actually, m m. Yeah,
Speaker 18: that's an.
Speaker 2: I'm be sure that. I'm assuming that's a good experience
Speaker 2: for you, that's how you consider.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was a good experience for me. I don't
Speaker 3: think I necessarily needed a parent normal experience to even
Speaker 3: feel that way, but I think it was important that
Speaker 3: also I had to see it right. And the only
Speaker 3: other thing that ever came slightly close to that was
Speaker 3: completely kind of different. Where I was on my first
Speaker 3: job in construction, like I had finally landed a first
Speaker 3: kind of thing to give me some construction experience, and
Speaker 3: there was some carpentry involved in it. And as I'm
Speaker 3: doing it about I felt the presence through my mind's eye.
Speaker 3: I could kind of see like like not like I
Speaker 3: was hallucinating it or anything like that, just in my
Speaker 3: mind's eye that all of a sudden Odin had showed up,
Speaker 3: you know, And I'm just like, why is the old
Speaker 3: father here? And I'm just working. I'm just this is
Speaker 3: like psychic preferree paying attention, right, So Odin shows up
Speaker 3: And then I realized is you know, he came with something.
Speaker 3: And Odin came and brought my grandfather, which is my
Speaker 3: grandmother's husband, to come and see me doing carpentry work
Speaker 3: because he was a carpenter. Grandpa wasn't a Pagan, but
Speaker 3: that doesn't matter. For all I know is fucking Loki
Speaker 3: under Odin's watch saying Okay, you're gonna be his grandpa.
Speaker 3: You're gonna teach him a fucking lesson. And if you
Speaker 3: fuck this up, Loki, I gotta kill you. Maybe it
Speaker 3: was that it doesn't matter, but the point is in
Speaker 3: my mind's eye, I just you know, like like this
Speaker 3: is what I mean, Like I can't tell like, while
Speaker 3: these are my stories, they're very personal. They require a
Speaker 3: little moment like this to get the question, the right question,
Speaker 3: to ask me to explain my magical experiences, right, you know,
Speaker 3: there's there's no real words. It's just feeling that aura
Speaker 3: of Grandpa's pride. That's like, ah, the kids finally fucking
Speaker 3: figured it out. Yeah, I guess I can deal with
Speaker 3: the fact that he didn't cut his hair. Right. That's
Speaker 3: kind of like the vibe check from Grandpa with the
Speaker 3: whole choose.
Speaker 18: Your battles Grandpa. Okay, then that kind.
Speaker 3: Of fades off while, you know, because all I'm doing
Speaker 3: is working, and it's just and I just have this
Speaker 3: little grin on my face while I'm working, and and
Speaker 3: and like I no, I kind of nod at nothing
Speaker 3: and uh and keep at it until kind of like
Speaker 3: the vibe shows that they've they've gone to let me
Speaker 3: do my thing right, But you know, I just you know,
Speaker 3: just feeling this kind of idea of you know that
Speaker 3: you know it follows logic because Odin's a psychopop. It
Speaker 3: would be him or some other like Anubis could have
Speaker 3: showed like that, you know.
Speaker 2: All right, Uh, all right, then we wrap it up now.
Speaker 3: Uh.
Speaker 2: I know some of you, Matthew. You don't have a
Speaker 2: your own podcast, do you. I don't think you do,
Speaker 2: or is anything? Uh, I don't know if you can
Speaker 2: even hear me over there? Why don't you go ahead
Speaker 2: and plug your stuff first?
Speaker 3: In the chat room? I linked my interview with Dana
Speaker 3: Are our friend over Ronnic Schools and uh I am
Speaker 3: Zara Lath Eternal here on YouTube where I do all
Speaker 3: my podcasting. If you're interested in listening to me butcher
Speaker 3: my guitar, you can go to Zarah Lath Shreds and
Speaker 3: check it out the last upload I did. I actually
Speaker 3: think I did a pretty sick job, but you know
Speaker 3: it's all shred salad. I don't quite have any songs
Speaker 3: because I have an odd kind of writer's block right now.
Speaker 3: I'll get back to you.
Speaker 2: When it's the guys gonna sound like Steve I right.
Speaker 3: Absolutely, or at least Kyle Rasmussen now right now, I'm
Speaker 3: supporting VICH for it all full force.
Speaker 2: Uh, justin, did you want to plug anything? You want
Speaker 2: to show off your Instagram page or anything?
Speaker 5: Ah?
Speaker 2: That wasn't sure. I don't know.
Speaker 3: Maybe when I get it more. I haven't posted in
Speaker 3: a long time. I think people the holidays.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was gonna say, I think people interested in
Speaker 2: the cult would find your page actually interesting.
Speaker 3: What is my page.
Speaker 4: Ship farther farther, farther of the Vinci, I believe, Yeah,
Speaker 4: that's what I think it is.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, part of the Vinci. That's my Instagram everybody.
Speaker 2: Yes, you know, Matthew, you want to plug anything?
Speaker 3: Plug any on Instagram for now? And the X Waiting
Speaker 3: Lion A waiting line twenty nine. I have been slowly
Speaker 3: working on a podcast kind of like uh, my man
Speaker 3: just said. I've been that dude ever since I.
Speaker 7: Charlie kirkshit happened. I've been just had a like energetic
Speaker 7: block with my own like trying to get shipped done.
Speaker 7: Every time I tried to set up to do something
Speaker 7: that stamps some stops me or I.
Speaker 3: Just like I haven't.
Speaker 5: I had quite a few podcasts lined up, and I
Speaker 5: turned them all down because has been a rough lately.
Speaker 3: I haven't had the energy for it because I got.
Speaker 7: Now telling you just looking into it the way I did,
Speaker 7: and like I was telling you all the chocolate milk.
Speaker 3: Story earlier life. God damn that chocolate milk. I should
Speaker 3: have never bought that chocolate milk.
Speaker 18: I missed.
Speaker 3: And listen, chocolate milk. True. So I got plenty of
Speaker 3: people pushing me along, everybody in the chat.
Speaker 7: We're going to get some shows done here soon. I'm
Speaker 7: following my daughter's skin journey right now. She's got a
Speaker 7: stremely bad eggs and I'm trying to help out with
Speaker 7: many people as.
Speaker 3: I can, trying to learn her issues. My Kent State
Speaker 3: research is always ongoing.
Speaker 7: The water story, which I never got to with you, Nick,
Speaker 7: the water story down to Florida the primary water.
Speaker 3: It was Charlie Kirk the primary water. Everything kind of
Speaker 3: took a nose dive all at once. I just slowed
Speaker 3: down on my entire life. But it's starting to pick up.
Speaker 2: That Charlie Kirk stuff.
Speaker 3: Yeah, God, who was I'm so bad with names.
Speaker 7: There was an amazing gentleman everybody's close with I can't
Speaker 7: think of his name right now.
Speaker 3: Sixth century, sixth century podcast. Oh yeah, going with him, and.
Speaker 7: I was wanted to tell him a lot of the
Speaker 7: Charlie Kirk stuff, all the information. I was like that
Speaker 7: that promised land stuff, that's just a smidge of it. Bro,
Speaker 7: that's just a tiny smiths of all the ship that
Speaker 7: they were throwing at us without you even realizing all
Speaker 7: the demon worship and ship behind the scenes that they
Speaker 7: were doing that. I was picking up with the numbers
Speaker 7: and the symbols and signs and pictures and animals that
Speaker 7: they were showing us through all that. Yeah, there's a
Speaker 7: lot of crazy shift behind that.
Speaker 3: But uh, did you look a podcast? Yeah, we're gonna
Speaker 3: We're gonna get much shows.
Speaker 1: I need.
Speaker 3: Yeah, dude, they Yeah that was the Wild Park put
Speaker 3: uh the Hometown Profit. If you guys just keep your
Speaker 3: eyes out that that will be around at least that's
Speaker 3: the name I'm going on show to it. So yeah,
Speaker 3: long story short. Sorry, you're good. You're good, got it
Speaker 3: right there, Awaken Lion and the Hometown Profit. Keep an
Speaker 3: eye out for me. I'll be out there.
Speaker 2: Sounds good, I think Friday just dropped them. Uh neflon Hunter,
Speaker 2: you want to say anything or plug anything?
Speaker 3: No, right, I'm sorry, No, I ain't getting none. To
Speaker 3: appreciate it hanging out man.
Speaker 2: Yeah of course. Man. Uh yeah, thank you, thank you
Speaker 2: all for coming on. That was pretty cool tonight, Teresa,
Speaker 2: thank you for jumping on real quick at the end.
Speaker 2: That's cool as hell. And uh, everybody in the chat,
Speaker 2: that's what's up these amount of people here. I thought
Speaker 2: for Thanksgiving night, so I appreciate it. And uh, I
Speaker 2: think next week we should be uh you know, the
Speaker 2: same thing as usual. Oh real quick. Totally forgot this.
Speaker 2: Oh god, I forgot the name of it. Some civilization
Speaker 2: thing in the some event in Phoenix. No, Scottsdale, Arizona.
Speaker 2: I can't remember the name of the fucking event. That's
Speaker 2: so horrible. Oh yes, Scottsdale, Arizona. Be a headless got
Speaker 2: we got blessed with like free free tickets to go
Speaker 2: to this thing.
Speaker 3: And uh you you you gotta you gotta hook up
Speaker 3: with my boy, uh Corey and Alicia the Phoenix Enigma.
Speaker 2: Man, Okay, uh, yeah, you know what, I'll talk to
Speaker 2: him before I'll I followed the guy so I'll hit
Speaker 2: him up.
Speaker 3: It certain I've sent you their information and I tagged
Speaker 3: you on X with them when you made that I
Speaker 3: saw that X.
Speaker 2: Yes, yes you did. That's how I found out who
Speaker 2: they was.
Speaker 3: I I retweeted it, tagged with the Phoenix Enigma contact. Yes.
Speaker 2: Oh, it's called Quest for Ancient Civilization. It's gonna be
Speaker 2: in Scottsdale, Arizona, from a December fifth to the seventh.
Speaker 2: To me and Headless will be there, plus Mike and
Speaker 2: Dave from Mike and Dave's a multiverse, and I think
Speaker 2: Cody from uh I could be saying a wrong East
Speaker 2: ten Productions or some shit like that. He'll actually be
Speaker 2: I think he's I'm seeing the event, and I think
Speaker 2: Mike and Dave might be him seeing like the virtual
Speaker 2: shit on Friday Night, some shit like that. Yeah, Me
Speaker 2: and Hellas will be there. Yeah, we'll have the the
Speaker 2: Occult Rejects T shirts on. I'll probably bring my Venetian
Speaker 2: masks so everybody remembers who the fuck I was. You
Speaker 2: won't forget somebody walking around with that shit on. Uh
Speaker 2: you know so, uh, yeah, it should be interesting and
Speaker 2: fun if you're in the area. I mean, even hit
Speaker 2: us up maybe if if you're around in the area
Speaker 2: after the event's over. Forgot for free at night obviously,
Speaker 2: maybe we'll come out chill out or whatever. So yeah,
Speaker 2: just let people know anywhere in Scottsdale next area. We'll
Speaker 2: be around there December fifth of the seventh. Uh Yeah,
Speaker 2: and thank you everybody in the chat. That's what's up.
Speaker 2: I had a good time and until the next one,
Speaker 2: everybody'd be well later