WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.200 --> 00:00:04.839 You see, something's going to happen. 2 00:00:06.320 --> 00:00:10.599 What what's gonna happen? 3 00:00:12.400 --> 00:00:12.800 I think? 4 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:15.519 What? 5 00:00:17.039 --> 00:00:22.719 I help? 6 00:00:24.760 --> 00:00:26.000 What the fuck is going on? 7 00:00:26.039 --> 00:00:26.480 Everybody? 8 00:00:27.559 --> 00:00:30.120 Yeah, it's me by myself. Ain't got headless with me? 9 00:00:30.320 --> 00:00:34.119 And we got the uh headless magical mail bag but 10 00:00:34.479 --> 00:00:38.840 uh no headless and there's no mail. But I will 11 00:00:38.840 --> 00:00:41.719 bring you two sigils or symbols or whatever these things 12 00:00:41.719 --> 00:00:45.159 are also, uh I see Zara laugh. 13 00:00:45.200 --> 00:00:45.439 I don't know. 14 00:00:45.479 --> 00:00:47.479 If you've got nothing to do, I do. I will 15 00:00:47.520 --> 00:00:49.359 be offering to throw out the link if anybody wants 16 00:00:49.399 --> 00:00:51.520 to jump on and toil ship when I'm covering these things. 17 00:00:52.799 --> 00:00:55.560 So yeah, if anybody wants, I'll throw you know, I'll 18 00:00:55.600 --> 00:00:57.399 throw the link in the chat now and you guys 19 00:00:57.439 --> 00:01:03.039 can just jump on if you want to. Yeah, so yeah, 20 00:01:03.079 --> 00:01:07.040 I'm going to here's the link now, I'm gonna drop 21 00:01:07.079 --> 00:01:09.319 it in the chat and then I will get on 22 00:01:09.519 --> 00:01:15.159 with the sigils. Well here we go, yo, jump on, man. 23 00:01:15.239 --> 00:01:17.040 You know, if you guys got any you guys got any, 24 00:01:18.040 --> 00:01:20.480 if you guys got any weird stories or anything, whatever, 25 00:01:20.799 --> 00:01:23.280 jump on, man. Just listen. You start talking shit, I'm 26 00:01:23.319 --> 00:01:25.120 just gonna kick your right the fuck off. So you 27 00:01:25.159 --> 00:01:28.159 ain't gonna get too far with me, so uh yeah, 28 00:01:28.920 --> 00:01:31.079 if you guys want to jump on, you're more than welcome, 29 00:01:32.120 --> 00:01:35.239 all right. I see zarralots coming, so maybe maybe I might. 30 00:01:35.319 --> 00:01:37.599 I just sent the link in the chat Zara Lath 31 00:01:38.000 --> 00:01:44.480 so grab it. I might maybe wait, h might wait 32 00:01:44.560 --> 00:01:48.159 until he jumps on before I start going, because once 33 00:01:48.200 --> 00:01:50.519 I do pull up these notes and cover these sigels, 34 00:01:50.840 --> 00:01:53.159 I really won't be able to check the chat too 35 00:01:53.239 --> 00:01:56.239 much because I'm gonna have the windows open up. So 36 00:01:56.280 --> 00:01:58.439 at least if like zerolats here, he could probably like 37 00:01:58.879 --> 00:02:00.640 you know, somebody's on the bottom to get it man 38 00:02:01.120 --> 00:02:05.120 or whoever, if anybody's uh anyways here, oh there he 39 00:02:05.200 --> 00:02:08.759 is zero a holy ship? What is going on? 40 00:02:08.759 --> 00:02:08.919 Man? 41 00:02:08.919 --> 00:02:10.919 Oh you're muted. You're muted real quick, just to let 42 00:02:10.960 --> 00:02:11.159 you know. 43 00:02:12.080 --> 00:02:15.240 Yeah, I'm I'm kind of starting off on the phone 44 00:02:15.280 --> 00:02:18.560 because I really wanted to show I was hanging out 45 00:02:18.599 --> 00:02:22.039 with my buddy. He's uh, he's packing up. But man, 46 00:02:22.080 --> 00:02:24.280 I've missed you. It's been quite a few months since 47 00:02:24.319 --> 00:02:26.360 I've since I've been on. 48 00:02:26.280 --> 00:02:32.199 Actually a lot my network connections. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, 49 00:02:32.199 --> 00:02:33.400 I got to get that other guy on that you 50 00:02:33.439 --> 00:02:35.520 gave me. He gave me his contact. I never actually 51 00:02:35.560 --> 00:02:37.439 I have it saved by contact him. 52 00:02:37.639 --> 00:02:39.520 Yeah, Robert Phoenix, Yeah. 53 00:02:39.599 --> 00:02:41.120 Yeah, It's just I have so many people that have 54 00:02:41.159 --> 00:02:43.159 already booked. I don't want to get in touch with somebody. 55 00:02:43.800 --> 00:02:47.479 Can you come on here, Robert? 56 00:02:47.560 --> 00:02:51.120 Yeah, Robert chill as fuck, so you know you'll you'll 57 00:02:51.159 --> 00:02:53.280 get there, You'll be good. Yo. 58 00:02:53.360 --> 00:02:56.080 I'm I'm assuming you've probably got some wild stories of 59 00:02:56.080 --> 00:02:56.800 your own, don't you. 60 00:02:56.759 --> 00:03:03.439 Sir Man oh Man, Well, this is just wild stories 61 00:03:03.439 --> 00:03:05.360 in general. What was the subject? 62 00:03:05.560 --> 00:03:07.520 You know, you know, it would be interesting maybe to 63 00:03:07.560 --> 00:03:10.439 talk about because I am gonna finally I'm wrapping up 64 00:03:10.479 --> 00:03:12.759 on it now. I was editing, Uh, I'm covering the 65 00:03:12.759 --> 00:03:15.479 Aunt Mayer Park finally I finally decided to do it. 66 00:03:15.879 --> 00:03:17.960 I do think that is an interesting story to talk about. 67 00:03:17.960 --> 00:03:20.080 What the fuck was that statue we found behind the 68 00:03:20.400 --> 00:03:22.080 fucking trees? I forgot all about that. 69 00:03:22.960 --> 00:03:24.280 Kind of right right right? 70 00:03:24.560 --> 00:03:24.680 Yea. 71 00:03:24.800 --> 00:03:26.560 For people don't know Zarah, I mean I actually met 72 00:03:26.639 --> 00:03:28.360 Zarah at in person. We met at Aunt to Mayer 73 00:03:28.439 --> 00:03:30.120 Park and we walked around and we filmed some ship. 74 00:03:30.680 --> 00:03:32.639 So he's one of these one of the few people 75 00:03:32.680 --> 00:03:33.719 actually person. 76 00:03:35.080 --> 00:03:40.479 Do you occulting a mythologically designed park. Very very is 77 00:03:40.520 --> 00:03:41.439 a very cool walk. 78 00:03:41.759 --> 00:03:45.080 Yeah, yo, that ship was crazy. Those stairwells. That stairwell 79 00:03:45.159 --> 00:03:47.960 was insane. How big that was? Actually thinking about it, 80 00:03:48.000 --> 00:03:49.560 walking up and down that a few times. I did 81 00:03:49.560 --> 00:03:49.879 that ship. 82 00:03:50.360 --> 00:03:56.879 Yeah, yeah, I was. I was watching uh Rotting Jewels, 83 00:03:56.919 --> 00:03:59.360 who was just on my channel. Everybody, you should go 84 00:03:59.479 --> 00:04:01.240 check out I interview with Dana. 85 00:04:01.479 --> 00:04:02.400 Yeah, go check that out. 86 00:04:03.400 --> 00:04:07.560 And I made her wise to the Moxley murder. I 87 00:04:07.560 --> 00:04:10.319 couldn't believe she didn't know about the Moxie murders associated 88 00:04:10.360 --> 00:04:13.759 with the Kennedy family. Crazy, So I gave her the 89 00:04:13.800 --> 00:04:17.839 biggest rabbit hole in the universe from my town. But 90 00:04:18.040 --> 00:04:21.319 I noticed in her latest music video cut she did 91 00:04:21.399 --> 00:04:24.079 at the end of her live stream, she had she 92 00:04:24.240 --> 00:04:30.519 flashed the two pillars that overlook the the Palisades. Uh 93 00:04:30.839 --> 00:04:36.319 from the uh from that overlook area uh inre oh good? 94 00:04:36.319 --> 00:04:38.000 Maybe she could talk about on tomorrow and get it 95 00:04:38.040 --> 00:04:39.319 popular before I dropped my show. 96 00:04:40.240 --> 00:04:43.600 Yeah yeah, yeah, But I'm pretty sure. I'm pretty sure 97 00:04:43.600 --> 00:04:46.319 that statue was a god yea. 98 00:04:46.439 --> 00:04:48.519 For once, I'll be writing somebody else's coattails. 99 00:04:48.920 --> 00:04:51.120 Yeah, I believe it was. I believe it was. It 100 00:04:51.160 --> 00:04:53.839 was one of the Greco Roman gods. I think I 101 00:04:53.879 --> 00:04:56.839 thought I saw that it's supposed to have like a 102 00:04:56.879 --> 00:05:00.879 bow and arrow or something, which I think is but 103 00:05:00.879 --> 00:05:07.079 but I couldn't remember at the time if the deity 104 00:05:07.240 --> 00:05:08.480 was male or female. 105 00:05:09.279 --> 00:05:11.519 Wait to think that the thing that we found match 106 00:05:11.600 --> 00:05:14.399 the statue, the thinking that we the thing that we found, 107 00:05:15.680 --> 00:05:18.199 Yeah it was. Yeah, I think it did have. 108 00:05:18.199 --> 00:05:20.439 Like as that overlook. 109 00:05:20.560 --> 00:05:21.879 Yeah, I think that I think did have like a 110 00:05:21.879 --> 00:05:24.519 small dick on it if I remember correctly, Like, I 111 00:05:24.519 --> 00:05:27.920 think it was male, wasn't it. Maybe I might be confused. 112 00:05:28.079 --> 00:05:30.959 I think so, I think so. I I I believe 113 00:05:31.000 --> 00:05:35.600 I had mistaken it or for Artemis and I have 114 00:05:35.680 --> 00:05:38.360 to go back and look at my upload. 115 00:05:40.079 --> 00:05:42.480 I know once you got to look at it, you 116 00:05:42.560 --> 00:05:45.079 were able to realize what it was, because I do 117 00:05:45.199 --> 00:05:47.040 remember you confusing and then you're like, no, I think 118 00:05:47.079 --> 00:05:49.439 this is so, and so I might have lost you 119 00:05:50.279 --> 00:05:54.319 ice frozen. But yeah, yo, that ship was crazy. Oh 120 00:05:54.360 --> 00:05:54.759 you're back. 121 00:05:55.560 --> 00:05:58.040 Yeah, sorry, I was checking I was checking something on 122 00:05:58.120 --> 00:06:01.040 the phone with with what I what I thought because 123 00:06:01.079 --> 00:06:03.879 I yeah, no it was male, and I got and 124 00:06:03.959 --> 00:06:06.480 I and I I thought to myself Artemis because I 125 00:06:06.519 --> 00:06:09.319 think I saw the bow, but I had forgotten that 126 00:06:09.480 --> 00:06:13.560 Artemis was female at the time, right, I'm sure ultimately 127 00:06:13.720 --> 00:06:14.800 looked Greek. 128 00:06:15.560 --> 00:06:17.920 You got, Nehla Munter. Yeah, what's going on, sir? I 129 00:06:17.959 --> 00:06:20.560 would I would assume a guy. Okay, thank you? All 130 00:06:20.720 --> 00:06:28.279 that was correct? How are you? I think that Mike's 131 00:06:28.480 --> 00:06:29.959 what's up with you? Can you just say something again? 132 00:06:30.000 --> 00:06:33.079 I want to make sure your mike sounds okay? Oh yeah, 133 00:06:33.120 --> 00:06:35.000 it sounds better. Yeah. For some reason, it sounds like 134 00:06:35.160 --> 00:06:36.600 it was out for a second and came back. 135 00:06:36.480 --> 00:06:39.240 In my big football game in the background. 136 00:06:39.360 --> 00:06:41.439 Oh yeah, oh that's right. Isn't like today like a 137 00:06:41.439 --> 00:06:42.959 big football day could be right? 138 00:06:43.199 --> 00:06:47.759 Yeah, right now, yeah, yeah, it's yeah, it's the think 139 00:06:47.879 --> 00:06:51.360 it's the Thanksgiving game. There's you know that's usually uh, 140 00:06:51.839 --> 00:06:56.399 that's usually like a big deal in the league. 141 00:06:57.319 --> 00:07:01.920 Yo, Neffla Hunter. You got any crazy stories anywhere experiences? 142 00:07:01.959 --> 00:07:05.000 Not really many stories. 143 00:07:04.600 --> 00:07:08.120 All yeah, but but zera Ath. You know what I 144 00:07:08.120 --> 00:07:11.800 thought was the craziest thing about that statue is where 145 00:07:11.839 --> 00:07:13.920 it was and how yo, me and you tried to 146 00:07:13.959 --> 00:07:17.639 push it in a barely nudge, like, how the fuck 147 00:07:17.680 --> 00:07:19.279 did somebody even get it over? It? 148 00:07:19.279 --> 00:07:21.000 It was made of it was like made of iron 149 00:07:21.120 --> 00:07:22.079 or something. Yo. 150 00:07:22.319 --> 00:07:24.199 Like if people were to see like onto my park 151 00:07:24.240 --> 00:07:26.279 once I put it out, or Dana happened to show 152 00:07:26.279 --> 00:07:28.519 any visuals of it, you'll see these stairs and they 153 00:07:28.560 --> 00:07:31.279 have these Japanese trees right there. I forgot the exact 154 00:07:31.399 --> 00:07:36.120 name of them. Uh, and like just the stairwells among 155 00:07:36.160 --> 00:07:38.839 as fuck and like these people must have like walked 156 00:07:38.879 --> 00:07:40.439 it down like a part of it and then maybe 157 00:07:40.519 --> 00:07:43.160 like gave up and just like left it there. But like, yo, 158 00:07:43.319 --> 00:07:46.480 this statue was heavy as shit and it just didn't 159 00:07:46.519 --> 00:07:48.720 didn't even fit the rest of the park. It was 160 00:07:48.800 --> 00:07:51.079 just like I wondered, like is this like left over 161 00:07:51.319 --> 00:07:53.560 from a ritual that somebody brought something with me? 162 00:07:53.680 --> 00:07:56.800 You know, like one one can lead oneself to the 163 00:07:56.839 --> 00:08:01.839 imagination that perhaps it was an effigy sacrifice and then 164 00:08:01.879 --> 00:08:05.480 they left it there because it kind of symbolized like 165 00:08:05.600 --> 00:08:09.680 we buried the body of this god and uh and 166 00:08:09.680 --> 00:08:14.920 and and hit it over here, right, So it comes 167 00:08:14.959 --> 00:08:18.600 off like that, you know when you put the context together. 168 00:08:18.839 --> 00:08:21.040 But honestly, it could just be the way it is 169 00:08:21.040 --> 00:08:24.879 with the landscapers, because if it's a public park, you know, 170 00:08:25.839 --> 00:08:29.079 everybody knows that in communism you don't get as hard 171 00:08:29.079 --> 00:08:29.800 a work ethic. 172 00:08:32.519 --> 00:08:35.080 Oh, they were Japanese sedars. After they used there was 173 00:08:35.200 --> 00:08:38.240 Japanese SAARs to mimic the Italian Cypress that they were 174 00:08:38.240 --> 00:08:45.559 trying to get a vision of Oh at Mayo Park 175 00:08:45.600 --> 00:08:50.279 and gardens in the Bronx Yonkers. Yeah yeah, yeah. Actually, 176 00:08:50.720 --> 00:08:52.720 besides going with Zerolath, I think I went like two 177 00:08:52.759 --> 00:08:55.440 or three more times. You know, I even filmed myself 178 00:08:55.480 --> 00:08:57.600 walking down and I think up that stairs. 179 00:08:59.200 --> 00:09:03.279 Hmm. Yeah. No, you you were pretty comprehensive. You've if 180 00:09:03.320 --> 00:09:06.519 you haven't really cracked the archives of what you were doing, 181 00:09:06.559 --> 00:09:08.679 you've got your work cut out for you. And I 182 00:09:08.720 --> 00:09:12.039 know that you went back because you also you also 183 00:09:12.639 --> 00:09:14.720 snuck in some drone frow Yeah. 184 00:09:14.600 --> 00:09:17.000 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. That shit was fun. 185 00:09:17.279 --> 00:09:18.000 That shit looks good. 186 00:09:18.039 --> 00:09:21.559 Actually, So I I do actually have a kind of 187 00:09:21.600 --> 00:09:26.120 a wild uh story this weekend because it's kind of 188 00:09:26.200 --> 00:09:30.600 a it's kind of interesting and exciting because it may 189 00:09:30.720 --> 00:09:35.879 have a reflection on my podcasting. Right now, in the 190 00:09:35.919 --> 00:09:40.840 metal scene, everybody is talking about this catastrophe that just 191 00:09:40.960 --> 00:09:44.720 happened with this this band that was that was up 192 00:09:44.799 --> 00:09:47.559 and rising. It was having its very first headline tour 193 00:09:47.720 --> 00:09:52.759 in North America called Vitriol, and I've been following this 194 00:09:52.879 --> 00:09:57.799 band for like two years. I wear the shirt my 195 00:09:57.919 --> 00:10:01.440 channel very often because I've heard it all the time. 196 00:10:02.519 --> 00:10:06.480 So this band had a show in New York and 197 00:10:06.480 --> 00:10:09.600 then that night, on their way to the Canadian border, 198 00:10:10.600 --> 00:10:16.159 while partying doing coke, they had a huge fucking fight 199 00:10:16.320 --> 00:10:19.360 with the singer who is also the founder of the band, 200 00:10:19.399 --> 00:10:23.480 the only uh you know, guy who is the band effectively, 201 00:10:23.960 --> 00:10:28.279 and they all rage quit on him, dumped his girlfriend 202 00:10:28.279 --> 00:10:30.919 and his dog and his gear at a gas station 203 00:10:31.159 --> 00:10:36.519 with him left with everything else, completely fucking him over 204 00:10:36.639 --> 00:10:38.080 over like a cokehead fight. 205 00:10:39.440 --> 00:10:45.039 That's not only what happens with coke, right right, And 206 00:10:45.399 --> 00:10:46.039 as such. 207 00:10:46.039 --> 00:10:50.360 Bizarre behavior to the metal community that they don't they 208 00:10:50.399 --> 00:10:55.399 don't seem to understand that in metal, that's some people 209 00:10:55.440 --> 00:10:59.360 are volatile because it goes with the art form. 210 00:11:00.039 --> 00:11:02.000 Yah yeah, yeah, oh, the art film goes with their attitude. 211 00:11:02.080 --> 00:11:03.720 Yeah yeah, Because you. 212 00:11:03.799 --> 00:11:06.279 Know, I went to the New York show. This is 213 00:11:06.320 --> 00:11:08.480 where I come in. I went to the New York show. 214 00:11:08.519 --> 00:11:10.519 I went to that last show and it was a 215 00:11:10.559 --> 00:11:14.720 good fucking show in this tight little hole in the 216 00:11:14.759 --> 00:11:19.519 ground and I met Kyle, a guy who got fucked over, 217 00:11:20.600 --> 00:11:26.240 and you know, I mean he looked like, you know, 218 00:11:26.600 --> 00:11:30.399 he gave me the same kind of vibes that I get, 219 00:11:30.799 --> 00:11:33.879 like there was a vibe check when we met, as 220 00:11:33.919 --> 00:11:36.399 I figured from listening to his interviews, because I was 221 00:11:36.759 --> 00:11:41.120 going to ask him for interview because Vitriol he named 222 00:11:41.159 --> 00:11:45.679 after the alchemical principle, and he's got a witches in 223 00:11:45.720 --> 00:11:48.840 his family. He knows a bit about magic and the occult, 224 00:11:49.080 --> 00:11:52.840 so I wanted to propose to him a conversation like 225 00:11:52.879 --> 00:11:56.120 the one he had on Ibliss Manifestations or the Mycelium 226 00:11:56.200 --> 00:11:59.320 Network and take that further because I could see him 227 00:11:59.360 --> 00:12:02.600 stretching to want to have a more occult, reject y 228 00:12:02.919 --> 00:12:07.480 kind of conversation. So I'm hoping to get this guy 229 00:12:07.759 --> 00:12:11.840 because now a everyone's talking about him, be I think 230 00:12:11.879 --> 00:12:14.759 people are gonna see that, you know, he's just a crazy, 231 00:12:14.840 --> 00:12:18.039 awesome artist. And Okay, he does coke and who doesn't, 232 00:12:18.399 --> 00:12:20.600 I mean I don't, but you know it's gonna be 233 00:12:20.639 --> 00:12:22.440 that kind of thing. It's like, Okay, that seems pretty 234 00:12:22.440 --> 00:12:25.759 fucking human, right, as long as he doesn't like have 235 00:12:25.840 --> 00:12:29.039 an arrogant ego, right, I have faith in this guy, 236 00:12:31.840 --> 00:12:33.759 and if he does the if he does the interview, 237 00:12:33.799 --> 00:12:37.039 I will save his fucking career. There I said it. 238 00:12:37.240 --> 00:12:38.120 Oh shit. 239 00:12:42.039 --> 00:12:46.000 Anyway, because so my point is is that I saw 240 00:12:46.360 --> 00:12:49.679 that everybody was pretty happy. There was no fucking issue. 241 00:12:49.679 --> 00:12:52.080 It looked like between them, I got a picture with 242 00:12:52.159 --> 00:12:56.600 the whole fucking band. Everybody's energy was cool, and and 243 00:12:56.639 --> 00:12:58.879 the guy had said yes to an interview after the 244 00:12:58.919 --> 00:13:05.960 tour was over. So I'm putting myself out there. I'll 245 00:13:05.960 --> 00:13:08.879 take the heat. I'll take the heat, get it. 246 00:13:11.000 --> 00:13:12.600 I'm actually telling I'm gonna be telling anes with you. 247 00:13:12.600 --> 00:13:14.399 I'm surprised you don't have any weird like a cult 248 00:13:14.440 --> 00:13:16.039 of paranormal stories. 249 00:13:17.360 --> 00:13:17.519 Like you. 250 00:13:17.679 --> 00:13:20.000 Judges just seem like somebody who you no offense, not 251 00:13:20.039 --> 00:13:21.879 in a bad reading, not saying it's bad. I just 252 00:13:21.879 --> 00:13:23.639 figured like all of us, all of us all have 253 00:13:23.720 --> 00:13:25.600 a weird story, so. 254 00:13:25.799 --> 00:13:32.559 Much so, so much of it, Like it was such 255 00:13:32.600 --> 00:13:38.240 a weird quest, an exploration that was a confusing time 256 00:13:38.320 --> 00:13:41.399 of looking at how what the world really is and 257 00:13:41.440 --> 00:13:45.320 finding myself at the same time, and so many experiences. 258 00:13:45.320 --> 00:13:48.639 It's just like, huh, I know, I'm around people where 259 00:13:48.679 --> 00:13:52.840 nothing sounds like a madman. But for the most part, 260 00:13:52.919 --> 00:13:56.159 it's because I try not to hold on to stuff 261 00:13:56.840 --> 00:14:00.480 for too long. I feel like it's overwhelming, right, you know, 262 00:14:00.600 --> 00:14:05.840 to remember every little like oddity. You know that, you 263 00:14:05.840 --> 00:14:09.919 know Mandela effect, right, In fact, I had a goddamn 264 00:14:09.960 --> 00:14:13.840 fucking Mandela effect about this whole fucking situation. So if 265 00:14:13.879 --> 00:14:18.320 you want that, Yeah, So where was a guy in 266 00:14:18.440 --> 00:14:24.279 the band who autographed my vinyl? Because I missed the show, 267 00:14:24.399 --> 00:14:29.399 but I caught the basist of that band and he 268 00:14:30.120 --> 00:14:32.720 autographed the vinyl for me. I didn't get to meet 269 00:14:32.759 --> 00:14:36.080 anybody else in the band. They had gone out after 270 00:14:36.240 --> 00:14:40.600 some period of time. He quit that band because they 271 00:14:41.039 --> 00:14:44.519 because of the same kind of volatility. Apparently that happened 272 00:14:44.559 --> 00:14:47.799 with this other guy. And when I had given him 273 00:14:47.799 --> 00:14:52.320 my vinyl to autograph. When I met this dude that 274 00:14:52.399 --> 00:14:56.159 I want to interview, I gave it to him and 275 00:14:56.200 --> 00:14:58.759 I said, yeah, man, An Adam autographed it. And then 276 00:14:58.919 --> 00:15:01.519 I couldn't find Adams when I give it, gave it 277 00:15:01.559 --> 00:15:04.679 to him to autograph, and I said, oh, I left 278 00:15:04.679 --> 00:15:06.440 the inner sleeve at home. It must be on the 279 00:15:06.480 --> 00:15:10.320 inner sleeve. But Adam autographed it, you know. Uh, So 280 00:15:10.440 --> 00:15:13.399 then he autographs it. I get home, I look at 281 00:15:13.440 --> 00:15:16.600 the inner sleeve, the autographs stuff. Fucking there, there's not 282 00:15:16.679 --> 00:15:19.600 a smudge mark. I keep these things in good clear 283 00:15:19.639 --> 00:15:26.799 plastic case, and it's fucking it's gone. It's it's as 284 00:15:26.840 --> 00:15:31.519 if it was never written upon it and Kyle signed 285 00:15:31.559 --> 00:15:37.720 it right where Adam had signed it online. I should 286 00:15:37.720 --> 00:15:38.039 you not. 287 00:15:42.159 --> 00:15:44.879 Step have Matt. I have no idea he's asking. Didn't 288 00:15:44.919 --> 00:15:47.159 the roll didn't Rolling Stone Magazines thought as a rock 289 00:15:47.200 --> 00:15:50.399 and roll groupie podcast in book form. I guess I 290 00:15:50.399 --> 00:15:53.240 could see that makes sense idea. 291 00:15:54.879 --> 00:15:56.799 So you know, like I I, I've had a lot 292 00:15:56.840 --> 00:16:00.480 of very like mystical kind of dreams, and you know, 293 00:16:00.720 --> 00:16:04.559 some of the stuff I understood from a limited kind 294 00:16:04.600 --> 00:16:07.519 of New Age perspective, and because. 295 00:16:07.240 --> 00:16:11.600 I went through a serious shift where I was kind 296 00:16:11.639 --> 00:16:15.440 of stepping out of looking at like, you know, oh 297 00:16:15.559 --> 00:16:18.440 benevolent aliens to go have like some sort of cool 298 00:16:18.519 --> 00:16:22.720 contact experience and be part of some galactic federation of 299 00:16:23.519 --> 00:16:31.679 super right because I was I was seeking these experiences. 300 00:16:32.679 --> 00:16:36.440 But you know, it was like I was jumping between 301 00:16:36.840 --> 00:16:39.399 as if a fantasy as if a real world. You know, 302 00:16:40.360 --> 00:16:42.720 I'm just so strange about it. But then I have 303 00:16:43.759 --> 00:16:48.679 and it's so personal, right, But I just end up 304 00:16:48.759 --> 00:16:51.080 just working off the brilliance of what I can do 305 00:16:51.120 --> 00:16:54.879 when I set up something like my presentations, which is 306 00:16:54.879 --> 00:16:57.279 why I need my YouTube channel to make sense. 307 00:16:59.039 --> 00:16:59.240 You know. 308 00:17:00.600 --> 00:17:02.399 I'm funny like that, And that's why I don't come 309 00:17:02.440 --> 00:17:08.440 on too much because it's, uh, it's so personal that 310 00:17:08.480 --> 00:17:12.039 it's it doesn't it doesn't seem so interesting. It's not 311 00:17:12.079 --> 00:17:15.880 coming from the academic and that and I'm and I'm 312 00:17:15.920 --> 00:17:19.160 I'm trying something different with magic too, right because I 313 00:17:19.279 --> 00:17:23.160 I never tried to incorporate like Thelema in what I do. 314 00:17:23.440 --> 00:17:29.039 Oh sh oh ship ninety three. No, we're gotta We're 315 00:17:29.039 --> 00:17:32.240 gotta get you, Zara. You're gonna be eating cakes of 316 00:17:32.359 --> 00:17:34.240 light and taking it in the ash before you know it. 317 00:17:35.799 --> 00:17:39.319 Juk joking, that sounds perfectly fat. 318 00:17:41.400 --> 00:17:48.039 Chunking dude. No, just blending around with you, man. But 319 00:17:48.240 --> 00:17:52.519 uh hmm, so what about the So what were you 320 00:17:52.559 --> 00:17:54.960 interested in actually getting into that stuff or no, or 321 00:17:55.000 --> 00:17:57.000 like trying to apply I guess maybe that idea do 322 00:17:57.119 --> 00:18:01.759 something well that that set of It's funny, like when 323 00:18:01.759 --> 00:18:03.319 you want to get into like what is the lema? 324 00:18:03.359 --> 00:18:06.279 Actually what is the limic magic? It's interesting to even 325 00:18:06.279 --> 00:18:09.519 think about trying to even really say what that. 326 00:18:09.599 --> 00:18:15.119 Is, right, I mean, what do you mean I thought you. 327 00:18:15.680 --> 00:18:18.079 Oh, even with that, it's just like it entails like. 328 00:18:18.079 --> 00:18:21.160 So many you were in the Oto for too many Yeah. 329 00:18:21.000 --> 00:18:22.759 No, I know, I know, but it's just like even 330 00:18:22.759 --> 00:18:24.319 when you get into that, it's like I just feel 331 00:18:24.359 --> 00:18:26.119 like there's a little bit more behind, just like a 332 00:18:26.279 --> 00:18:29.160 saying like I you know, maybe even like I think 333 00:18:29.200 --> 00:18:32.480 it's a little bit more. Uh oh, haven't I say that. 334 00:18:32.599 --> 00:18:34.480 I don't think it's that broad of a meaning. Maybe 335 00:18:35.000 --> 00:18:37.200 it's hard to explain, Like you know, like if you 336 00:18:37.240 --> 00:18:42.160 look at the Oto with the Lima people who practice 337 00:18:42.160 --> 00:18:44.559 the Limic magic, guess they have a certain mindset of 338 00:18:44.599 --> 00:18:46.880 like you know, you're doing your will or your or 339 00:18:46.920 --> 00:18:49.720 your ideas to find out your will and do it. 340 00:18:50.359 --> 00:18:52.599 But like along that, they always, like a lot of them, 341 00:18:52.640 --> 00:18:55.640 will also have their certain styles of rituals and certain 342 00:18:55.640 --> 00:18:58.759 things they do. So you know, some people might argue, 343 00:18:58.759 --> 00:19:00.200 but I do think like even when it comes to 344 00:19:00.400 --> 00:19:03.599 like Thelemic magic, I mean, honestly, there's gonna be certain 345 00:19:03.680 --> 00:19:06.119 rituals by Crowley that he wrote himself that should be 346 00:19:06.119 --> 00:19:10.440 being actually used. But I just, uh, I think I 347 00:19:10.480 --> 00:19:12.359 think it could be a little bit more detailed than 348 00:19:12.400 --> 00:19:15.440 most people think. I don't know, I'm probably not really 349 00:19:15.480 --> 00:19:19.000 expressing myself the right way. I just, uh, I think 350 00:19:19.039 --> 00:19:22.599 there's a little bit more to what most I don't know. 351 00:19:22.599 --> 00:19:24.359 I think there's a lot of Thelamites that throw around 352 00:19:24.359 --> 00:19:26.400 that they're a Thelamite or they're into Thlema when they're 353 00:19:26.400 --> 00:19:29.519 really not, and that waters down like what that actually entails. 354 00:19:30.880 --> 00:19:33.680 Well, this, yeah, this all gets which I'm sure. 355 00:19:33.720 --> 00:19:35.519 I'm sure that could happen with you. You could beat 356 00:19:35.519 --> 00:19:37.319 people that are into your type of ship, you know, 357 00:19:37.400 --> 00:19:40.200 going around acting like they're you know whatever, some norse 358 00:19:40.359 --> 00:19:41.640 you know, know it all, and it's like they don't 359 00:19:41.640 --> 00:19:43.440 even know jack shit about it, you know what I'm saying. 360 00:19:43.440 --> 00:19:45.680 You know, I'm sure that happens in all in all areas, 361 00:19:45.839 --> 00:19:46.559 you know what I'm saying. 362 00:19:47.160 --> 00:19:50.599 No, Yeah, yeah, naturally, there's always you know, there's a 363 00:19:50.640 --> 00:19:52.599 lot of people there. They're they're coming out of all 364 00:19:52.640 --> 00:19:55.400 sorts of different disciplines. I have a whole lot of 365 00:19:56.400 --> 00:19:58.279 I give a whole lot of leeway for people that 366 00:19:58.359 --> 00:20:02.319 are under you know, more you know, operating for more 367 00:20:02.559 --> 00:20:07.240 rigid and ruled ideas about stuff. They I don't know, 368 00:20:07.279 --> 00:20:09.519 they need that. They needed to be that way for 369 00:20:11.160 --> 00:20:13.359 all of this stuff to make sense. Maybe it's a 370 00:20:14.319 --> 00:20:17.759 maybe it's a status thing because they like the academic 371 00:20:17.839 --> 00:20:27.720 culture surrounding it. Whatever. That's that's fair. It's uh, my 372 00:20:27.799 --> 00:20:32.480 libre qualities make me very diplomatic. I'm more interested in 373 00:20:32.519 --> 00:20:34.319 everybody getting along, you know what I mean. 374 00:20:36.480 --> 00:20:38.279 I think that's quite It's a lot easier to do that. 375 00:20:38.400 --> 00:20:45.160 I think those people realize, right, But uh yo, if 376 00:20:45.160 --> 00:20:47.240 you don't mind, if you don't mind, I probably should 377 00:20:47.279 --> 00:20:49.079 at least start getting into Let me get into one 378 00:20:49.079 --> 00:20:52.200 of these schedules real quick. Oh you know what I forgot. 379 00:20:52.240 --> 00:20:56.200 I totally forgot. I'll do this quick. I actually meant 380 00:20:56.200 --> 00:20:58.039 to cover it last week. I think I had mentioned 381 00:20:58.079 --> 00:21:00.000 like a week or two before that I had some crazy, 382 00:21:00.160 --> 00:21:04.240 uh special case story. Uh but it didn't include me 383 00:21:04.400 --> 00:21:06.319 doing it. But it was like other people. It was 384 00:21:06.440 --> 00:21:11.279 fucking wild. It was uh long time, many many moons ago, 385 00:21:11.960 --> 00:21:15.960 when I wasn't the pillar of society that I am now, 386 00:21:16.319 --> 00:21:18.559 and I was a drug dealer. Surprise, surprise. I mean 387 00:21:18.599 --> 00:21:23.079 I've talked about that before. Anyway, I lived out and Uh, 388 00:21:23.119 --> 00:21:25.079 I lived down in like Centerich. Anybody's like from a 389 00:21:25.200 --> 00:21:27.640 no Seldon. I was out in Seldon, Long Island. Uh, 390 00:21:28.079 --> 00:21:30.039 just like kind of recently moved out of my house too, 391 00:21:30.039 --> 00:21:32.720 and I have my own place, and uh whatever I 392 00:21:32.759 --> 00:21:35.519 sold fucking normally, I sold weed and I sold a 393 00:21:35.559 --> 00:21:38.559 funckt on it though, and every once in a while 394 00:21:38.680 --> 00:21:41.680 I would like pick up other shit if it wasn't 395 00:21:41.680 --> 00:21:43.759 like anything drastic, Like if somebody's like, oh, I you know, 396 00:21:43.759 --> 00:21:45.759 I happen to come across like a fucked on ecstasy. 397 00:21:46.440 --> 00:21:47.599 You know you want to you want to take like 398 00:21:47.599 --> 00:21:49.160 fifty or a hundred, and you I'll take them and 399 00:21:49.160 --> 00:21:51.359 like move them or bring them to a rave or whatever. 400 00:21:51.519 --> 00:21:53.640 Like sometimes I might come across acid. I'll take some 401 00:21:54.119 --> 00:21:55.799 you know, nothing serious but it or just you know, 402 00:21:55.799 --> 00:21:57.359 grab all the ship, like I'll make a few hundred 403 00:21:57.400 --> 00:21:58.960 dollars off of this, you know, why the fuck not? 404 00:21:59.640 --> 00:22:02.920 So like one time I had unfortunately I knew a 405 00:22:02.960 --> 00:22:05.079 lot of dope fiends that would kind of come around 406 00:22:05.079 --> 00:22:08.240 sometimes it's like, you know, just weird amounts of drugs, 407 00:22:08.240 --> 00:22:09.759 who knows where the fuck they got it from, looking 408 00:22:09.759 --> 00:22:11.480 to dump it. And you know, he was like Okay, sure, 409 00:22:11.480 --> 00:22:15.599 because it's normally cheapest shit. This fucking dude his girlfriend, 410 00:22:15.759 --> 00:22:18.480 like he told me, and I don't think he was 411 00:22:18.559 --> 00:22:22.200 lying that they worked. She worked at a veterinary office. Yo. 412 00:22:22.279 --> 00:22:23.920 They must say came with like I think it was 413 00:22:23.960 --> 00:22:26.000 like two cases or some shit. It was like fucking 414 00:22:26.039 --> 00:22:29.599 forty bottles or something a special K. I was like, Yo, 415 00:22:29.799 --> 00:22:32.720 what the fuck? I was like, Oh, that's a lot 416 00:22:32.759 --> 00:22:36.440 of fucking bottles of K and uh. I was like yo, 417 00:22:36.640 --> 00:22:38.680 I was like, you know how much work this is 418 00:22:38.720 --> 00:22:40.759 if I want to like cook all these motherfuckers and 419 00:22:40.799 --> 00:22:43.480 break it down, you know, because I'm already thinking this 420 00:22:43.480 --> 00:22:45.599 guy's gonna hit me with like a stupid number because 421 00:22:45.640 --> 00:22:48.559 at that time, if anybody's from like Long Island don't 422 00:22:48.559 --> 00:22:50.559 know what I'm talking about. At that time, c K. 423 00:22:51.200 --> 00:22:55.240 He basically ran the K distribution in fucking Long Island 424 00:22:55.279 --> 00:22:57.880 at some point or hugely, and he was kind of 425 00:22:57.880 --> 00:22:59.839 setting the price of what the fucking bottles were going for. 426 00:23:00.559 --> 00:23:02.680 So they were all like about seventy or eighty dollars 427 00:23:02.680 --> 00:23:04.200 a bottle average. So I'm thinking that it was this 428 00:23:04.240 --> 00:23:06.160 kid gonna hit me with like fucking fifty sixty bucks 429 00:23:06.160 --> 00:23:07.599 to make it worth, you know, try to like make 430 00:23:07.640 --> 00:23:09.799 it worth it to me. So I'm like, in my mind, 431 00:23:09.880 --> 00:23:12.039 I'm like this is way too much cooking. I don't 432 00:23:12.039 --> 00:23:13.640 want to fucking cook all the shit and bag all 433 00:23:13.640 --> 00:23:15.359 this shit up to try to make extra money. I 434 00:23:15.440 --> 00:23:17.559 mean you could, but I was just like I already 435 00:23:17.559 --> 00:23:19.920 got wee like like no, and he was like, I'll 436 00:23:19.920 --> 00:23:21.400 sell it to you for twenty dollars a bottle, and 437 00:23:21.440 --> 00:23:23.039 I was like, well, fuck that, I'll just sell the 438 00:23:23.079 --> 00:23:25.359 fucking bottles all day for forty dollars and double my money. 439 00:23:26.160 --> 00:23:31.279 So I grabbed that shit and I ended up dumping 440 00:23:31.279 --> 00:23:33.480 it off within like three or four four coals because 441 00:23:33.519 --> 00:23:35.200 it was so cheap. People were just like, yo, fuck, 442 00:23:35.200 --> 00:23:38.519 I'll take like, you know, six ten. I had these 443 00:23:38.559 --> 00:23:41.759 two dudes, know, these three dudes so come to my 444 00:23:41.799 --> 00:23:45.079 house that I knew, and like, I mean I knew 445 00:23:45.079 --> 00:23:48.519 them pretty much even from being a teenager. But like 446 00:23:48.599 --> 00:23:51.119 these dudes, I guess, you know, you don't keep up 447 00:23:51.160 --> 00:23:52.680 with people a lot, so I guess you know they've 448 00:23:52.759 --> 00:23:55.519 they've gone to like party harder on certain things. And 449 00:23:55.559 --> 00:23:57.680 they came by and they came by to get you know, 450 00:23:57.759 --> 00:24:01.200 bottles of k each and one. I'd never seen anybody 451 00:24:01.240 --> 00:24:03.519 fucking do this shit. This motherfucker pulled out a syringe 452 00:24:03.519 --> 00:24:05.799 of mainline some of it. I was like, Yo, what 453 00:24:06.000 --> 00:24:08.960 the fuck? So that was where I was already like 454 00:24:09.359 --> 00:24:11.680 I got some fucking dude inside my apotment mainline and 455 00:24:11.720 --> 00:24:16.079 special o K. Then then this is the craziest shit 456 00:24:16.079 --> 00:24:19.480 I've ever seen. These fucking dudes like dump out though 457 00:24:19.519 --> 00:24:21.319 you know obviously they're gonna dump out the whole bottle 458 00:24:21.319 --> 00:24:23.720 probably and cook it. And they cooked in the microwave 459 00:24:23.759 --> 00:24:27.039 or whatever, chopped it all up. This one fucking dude 460 00:24:27.079 --> 00:24:31.400 sniffed half a bottle at a time. Yo. I watched 461 00:24:31.480 --> 00:24:32.839 him do it, and I was like, dude, did you 462 00:24:32.960 --> 00:24:37.079 really just do that? Oh losh, there he is and 463 00:24:37.160 --> 00:24:42.160 I was like, holy fuck. And I was just like yo, 464 00:24:42.359 --> 00:24:45.440 Like I'm like like sitting here and I'm thinking like yo. 465 00:24:45.440 --> 00:24:47.400 First off, like that was my boy? That was my boy? 466 00:24:47.680 --> 00:24:50.440 Who did I think that was Jason or it was Joe? 467 00:24:50.519 --> 00:24:53.480 I can't remember. One of them snorted a lot. Basically, 468 00:24:53.720 --> 00:24:57.200 I had two guys that were like fucking useless, acting 469 00:24:57.240 --> 00:24:59.640 like Yo, I've never seen people do like the weirdest shit, 470 00:24:59.720 --> 00:25:02.119 like the they were making noises, faces, acting like they 471 00:25:02.160 --> 00:25:04.079 were a fucking fish or some shit. It was me 472 00:25:04.160 --> 00:25:06.200 and a couple of people. I'm like, yo, I'm selling 473 00:25:06.279 --> 00:25:08.200 drug so like, think about this. I'm keeping honest, like 474 00:25:08.200 --> 00:25:09.960 I'm selling drugs. So it's like normally it's like, you know, 475 00:25:10.200 --> 00:25:11.920 I'm getting calls, I gotta leave, I gotta go and 476 00:25:11.960 --> 00:25:13.880 make deals, and now I'm stuck at my house. So 477 00:25:13.880 --> 00:25:15.759 it's like a fucking freaks show. I'm just having people 478 00:25:15.759 --> 00:25:17.640 come over and I'm like, yo, look at these motherfuckers. 479 00:25:18.039 --> 00:25:19.799 You know, we're like at this point, we're like getting 480 00:25:19.880 --> 00:25:21.680 stoned and I'm making drug deals and people are coming 481 00:25:21.720 --> 00:25:24.039 over looking at these people like acting like fucking idiots 482 00:25:24.279 --> 00:25:28.000 on special ky. But it actually was like fucking freaky 483 00:25:28.039 --> 00:25:31.960 as shit. I was just like what the fuck. I'm like, Yo, 484 00:25:32.079 --> 00:25:34.279 what kind of fucking world do you win? Right now? 485 00:25:34.319 --> 00:25:36.920 That like the way you're acting seems to fit that reality, 486 00:25:37.720 --> 00:25:41.799 Like you know what I'm saying like this, I don't know. 487 00:25:41.839 --> 00:25:45.720 It was just really weird and uh yeah, that was 488 00:25:45.799 --> 00:25:49.359 some fucking crazy shit. So eventually they came out of it. 489 00:25:49.400 --> 00:25:51.519 I think like within an hour or so, they're kind 490 00:25:51.519 --> 00:25:53.759 of like somewhat all right, cause The whole thing is 491 00:25:53.759 --> 00:25:55.440 is after I even watched them sniff that, I was like, yo, 492 00:25:55.440 --> 00:25:56.559 if I tell them to get the fuck out and 493 00:25:56.559 --> 00:25:59.440 they getting that call like they're done in like a 494 00:25:59.519 --> 00:26:02.519 few minutes, Yo, So what are we gonna do with me? 495 00:26:02.599 --> 00:26:04.039 You know, tell my boys get the fuck out? Like 496 00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:08.160 you know, I don't know, but yeah, wild, wild fucking story. 497 00:26:08.200 --> 00:26:10.559 It was like it was really fucking bugged out to 498 00:26:10.599 --> 00:26:12.599 watch people like. It was just weird. I don't even 499 00:26:12.599 --> 00:26:13.799 want to imitate what they were doing. It was so 500 00:26:13.880 --> 00:26:17.119 fucking like weird. They're like making like weird like is 501 00:26:17.279 --> 00:26:20.640 and ship like I don't know, like fish faces. It 502 00:26:20.680 --> 00:26:23.880 was just fucking creepy. And I was like, yeah, I 503 00:26:23.880 --> 00:26:27.839 don't think I don't think that stuffs to me. All right, 504 00:26:27.920 --> 00:26:30.200 So I thank you for listening to me. Babbles are 505 00:26:30.279 --> 00:26:32.000 laugh all right, I'll pull this up and maybe, uh, 506 00:26:32.000 --> 00:26:34.000 maybe you've seen this before? You know what that is? 507 00:26:34.759 --> 00:26:35.960 Checked? By the way, how do I sound? 508 00:26:36.000 --> 00:26:37.640 Oh you sound much better now? Gore? 509 00:26:37.680 --> 00:26:37.839 Good? 510 00:26:37.880 --> 00:26:38.519 Good, good? 511 00:26:38.799 --> 00:26:40.920 Yes you have you ever seen this before? Sir? 512 00:26:43.079 --> 00:26:45.039 M No. 513 00:26:45.240 --> 00:26:48.480 Looks a little bit like the like like a Medusa relief. 514 00:26:48.599 --> 00:26:52.680 Oh very good, very good. Oh you said relief too. Oh, 515 00:26:52.920 --> 00:27:00.000 I'm impressed, sir, he said, relief that many people actually 516 00:27:00.079 --> 00:27:02.559 cull shit relieves so freezies a freeze you. 517 00:27:02.799 --> 00:27:06.680 I watched so many hours of so many things. I mean, 518 00:27:06.799 --> 00:27:09.480 you know, just give me like Lloyd Pie, you know, 519 00:27:09.559 --> 00:27:12.119 anybody anybody. 520 00:27:12.400 --> 00:27:15.000 Oh yeah, still still have mad Like don't get me wrong, Listen, 521 00:27:15.039 --> 00:27:16.920 I went to Rave, so I've you know, I know 522 00:27:16.960 --> 00:27:19.319 what it's like to be like on fucking acid, ecstasy, 523 00:27:19.400 --> 00:27:21.400 dust and special k all at the same time. Probably 524 00:27:21.440 --> 00:27:23.880 you know, I'm saying like I've fucking gone crazy at rage, 525 00:27:24.599 --> 00:27:26.519 but yeah, special k out of there's something up with 526 00:27:26.599 --> 00:27:28.119 that shit where it's just like you do a little 527 00:27:28.119 --> 00:27:29.640 bit and you're all right, you're doing a little bit 528 00:27:29.640 --> 00:27:31.599 too much and you regret the fucking me. I'm like, fuck, 529 00:27:31.599 --> 00:27:32.400 why did I do that? 530 00:27:32.880 --> 00:27:37.559 I've never been like, I've never been like a drug guy. 531 00:27:38.319 --> 00:27:40.759 Right, It's oh, I like went that crazy at raise. 532 00:27:40.799 --> 00:27:44.440 Like everyone's like it's always like like there was just 533 00:27:44.519 --> 00:27:47.240 something always about me where like I do not have 534 00:27:47.279 --> 00:27:51.119 an addictive personality about things at all. Oh right, Like 535 00:27:51.319 --> 00:27:53.720 like my you know, like if I really really really 536 00:27:53.759 --> 00:27:57.599 had to wanted to, I could cold cold turkey, you know, cannabis. 537 00:27:57.680 --> 00:28:00.759 I've done it before, right, you know, you know, and 538 00:28:00.799 --> 00:28:05.359 I've just you know, I plant teacher medicine stuff like that. 539 00:28:07.039 --> 00:28:08.839 So like, that's part of the reason probably that I 540 00:28:08.880 --> 00:28:11.400 don't have so many damn wild stories is because I've 541 00:28:12.319 --> 00:28:18.440 I've I used to play things so bismal safe, right, 542 00:28:19.000 --> 00:28:23.799 So it became very exciting for me to take all 543 00:28:23.839 --> 00:28:27.160 sorts of really wild risks that did all the little 544 00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:30.960 things or sometimes the bigger things that are hard to explain, 545 00:28:31.359 --> 00:28:35.799 but that like showed me that the paranormal was real, 546 00:28:36.079 --> 00:28:41.960 that magic was you know, was was was real and 547 00:28:42.000 --> 00:28:43.640 it and it worked. 548 00:28:44.319 --> 00:28:45.319 And but. 549 00:28:46.920 --> 00:28:50.640 I had to find what I was comfortable with, right, 550 00:28:51.200 --> 00:28:54.799 you know, I you know, you get the wariness of 551 00:28:54.839 --> 00:28:58.160 what Christianity tells you, and you don't. You don't get 552 00:28:58.160 --> 00:29:02.960 away from that so easy when you take it so seriously. 553 00:29:03.440 --> 00:29:08.440 Right, all right, Well real quick, sorry, I forgot. Let's 554 00:29:08.480 --> 00:29:10.960 get back to the image. This is a if I 555 00:29:11.079 --> 00:29:13.440 pronouncing this correctly, it is Meduce's head, but it's called 556 00:29:13.440 --> 00:29:18.640 the gorgonion reduces head and is a it's the face 557 00:29:18.759 --> 00:29:23.079 only image of Medusa or another gorgon. It has wide eyes, 558 00:29:23.359 --> 00:29:27.839 snaky hair, sometimes tusks, and a lolling tongue in early 559 00:29:27.880 --> 00:29:33.200 pieces and later on sometimes it does soften into like 560 00:29:33.240 --> 00:29:36.640 having like kind of a serene mask. It appears on temple, 561 00:29:36.759 --> 00:29:41.960 roof tiles, anti fixes, the aegis of Athena. It shows 562 00:29:42.039 --> 00:29:47.079 up on shields, thelways, floors and coins. The mets curator 563 00:29:47.160 --> 00:29:51.160 notes says it plainly, Meduce's head functioned as an apotropaic, 564 00:29:51.440 --> 00:29:54.720 an image of evil to repel evil. That's what it 565 00:29:54.759 --> 00:29:58.000 says in the met about this thing when it shows 566 00:29:58.079 --> 00:30:03.599 up archaic grease the sixth to fifth century BCE terra 567 00:30:03.640 --> 00:30:09.240 cotta antifixes with fierce mask like you know, images of this, 568 00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:14.440 and you will find them in Sicily, South Italy. The 569 00:30:14.519 --> 00:30:18.119 classical Hellenistic era. The face grows a little bit calmer, 570 00:30:18.279 --> 00:30:20.400 you almost get more of like a beautiful Medusa, but 571 00:30:20.440 --> 00:30:26.079 the function persists, same thing Athena statues and reliefs. So yeah, 572 00:30:26.079 --> 00:30:30.920 I can say it too, car Carconian on the ages. 573 00:30:31.119 --> 00:30:33.519 If I'm saying that right on, that probably fucking up. 574 00:30:34.400 --> 00:30:39.519 The Acropolis Museum has one there too as well. In 575 00:30:39.559 --> 00:30:42.359 the Roman world, you see Medusa mosaics guard entrances and 576 00:30:42.480 --> 00:30:47.240 courtyards like a Pompeii Naples and Athens, continuing kind of 577 00:30:47.279 --> 00:30:50.920 like the whole threshold ward like to ward off evil stuff. 578 00:30:52.519 --> 00:30:56.640 Who made it or used it? Templar roofers and coreplasts. 579 00:30:57.839 --> 00:31:02.599 Terra Cotta specialists produced roof ends with this on it 580 00:31:02.680 --> 00:31:04.920 kind of like a you know, thing to protect the 581 00:31:04.960 --> 00:31:09.920 boundary and armors and uh yeah, armorers and sculptures put 582 00:31:09.920 --> 00:31:14.680 the head on aged ageds and shields. Yeah, they put 583 00:31:14.680 --> 00:31:17.119 them on shields. Like I said earlier, they would put 584 00:31:17.119 --> 00:31:19.640 this image on shields and they would use that as 585 00:31:19.680 --> 00:31:22.119 kind of like to ward off, you know, help with protection. 586 00:31:22.759 --> 00:31:25.519 Uh mint. 587 00:31:25.839 --> 00:31:28.039 Yeah, yeah, you know what, I have other images, you know, 588 00:31:28.160 --> 00:31:29.519 let me switch, let me switch. 589 00:31:29.519 --> 00:31:32.279 Like like I think, I think it's like I I 590 00:31:32.359 --> 00:31:35.160 want to say that there is a suggestiveness that it's 591 00:31:35.240 --> 00:31:35.720 the sun. 592 00:31:38.400 --> 00:31:42.039 Mhm. See. You know what's it's interesting here. When I 593 00:31:42.039 --> 00:31:44.519 get done with this, I actually go to another here. 594 00:31:44.559 --> 00:31:46.200 That's just interesting that you said the sun, because I 595 00:31:46.200 --> 00:31:48.680 will go to something that is actually aligning it with 596 00:31:48.720 --> 00:31:53.079 the moon, which is really weird. Temple roofers. Oh yeah, 597 00:31:53.119 --> 00:31:56.359 I mentioned mint. Engravers struck the front facing on there. 598 00:31:56.559 --> 00:31:59.799 They put that face on their Greek silver again. They 599 00:32:00.000 --> 00:32:02.119 monstro his face at the edge, like on a roofline 600 00:32:02.200 --> 00:32:04.680 or a shield. Rim or in the doorway turns harm back. 601 00:32:05.240 --> 00:32:08.279 It signals divine protection and battle. Harvard notes that when 602 00:32:08.279 --> 00:32:12.480 the Mortals put a Gargonian on a shield, it evokes Athenas, 603 00:32:12.680 --> 00:32:17.119 evokes Athena for protective claim. You will see it used 604 00:32:17.160 --> 00:32:22.680 on temples again, on shields, on coin. And one thing 605 00:32:22.720 --> 00:32:28.599 that is interesting is that they do say that supposedly. 606 00:32:28.640 --> 00:32:32.119 I think Versace actually admits to it that that's where 607 00:32:32.160 --> 00:32:37.039 they got this logo from. So even I VASACEI uses 608 00:32:37.119 --> 00:32:37.839 his logo. 609 00:32:40.039 --> 00:32:41.960 It almost looks like the Starbucks logo. 610 00:32:42.240 --> 00:32:45.400 Yeah. Right. And then this is what I find weird. 611 00:32:46.519 --> 00:32:49.599 I just resee this is actually dropping tomorrow as a premiere. 612 00:32:50.440 --> 00:32:53.480 This is in uh let me go to my notes. 613 00:32:54.359 --> 00:32:56.720 That is a waka d la Luna Spanish for the 614 00:32:56.759 --> 00:32:59.160 Temple of the Moon, and it is a massive terraced 615 00:32:59.279 --> 00:33:02.240 adobe pyre built by the Moki culture on Peru's north 616 00:33:02.319 --> 00:33:06.519 coast roughly between one hundred to eight hundred CE. Together 617 00:33:06.599 --> 00:33:09.279 with its companion Jaca del Soul, the Temple of the Sun, 618 00:33:09.839 --> 00:33:12.759 and it formed the ceremonial like heart of the ancient 619 00:33:12.799 --> 00:33:16.160 Mochi capital city. At its height when it had about 620 00:33:16.440 --> 00:33:19.359 twenty five thousand people, which is around six hundred CE. 621 00:33:19.759 --> 00:33:22.039 Now this is like one of the most famous murals 622 00:33:22.039 --> 00:33:25.240 that they found inside, because this is actually something fairly 623 00:33:25.400 --> 00:33:27.279 new that they've found this place, believe it or not. 624 00:33:27.960 --> 00:33:30.920 And this is a giant face of the i ipec 625 00:33:31.359 --> 00:33:35.519 that's with a gaping mouth and feline fangs, surrounded by 626 00:33:35.599 --> 00:33:38.440 like a rithing border of serpents and like some weird figures. 627 00:33:38.519 --> 00:33:42.000 And it also was sometimes called the decapitated God. But 628 00:33:42.079 --> 00:33:43.839 I even thought, like, yo, like if you even look 629 00:33:43.880 --> 00:33:46.119 at this picture, it's like it's even got the fangs 630 00:33:46.119 --> 00:33:49.599 and everything too. Like to me, I do see like 631 00:33:49.599 --> 00:33:51.400 a little bit of a resemblance here. 632 00:33:52.960 --> 00:33:58.720 Yeah, I think that that looks familiar across a lot 633 00:33:58.799 --> 00:33:59.680 of motifs. 634 00:34:00.200 --> 00:34:03.039 Yeah, that is true too, the Asian motifs. 635 00:34:03.519 --> 00:34:07.440 There's a lot of demon masks for samurai and things. Yes, 636 00:34:08.199 --> 00:34:11.679 that's similar things. So I think that it doesn't mean 637 00:34:11.719 --> 00:34:16.360 that they're all connected to Medusa. But but any any 638 00:34:16.360 --> 00:34:19.880 of these gorgons or or or Medusa's that are going 639 00:34:19.960 --> 00:34:23.400 to have those similar features, it means that they are 640 00:34:23.440 --> 00:34:27.519 in the same class of entity. Because that's what I 641 00:34:27.639 --> 00:34:33.239 was symbolism, the shared features. You know, it's like people 642 00:34:33.639 --> 00:34:35.400 like if you know the deep lore of Lord of 643 00:34:35.400 --> 00:34:41.159 the Rings, the ball Rog and Gondolf are literally like 644 00:34:41.280 --> 00:34:45.480 the same bloodline. Like they're literally like cousins. They're related, 645 00:34:45.480 --> 00:34:50.920 they're bro they're like whatever, right there, Rye being right, 646 00:34:51.079 --> 00:34:53.840 And so that that that kind of shows you like 647 00:34:54.519 --> 00:34:57.679 there's you know, like there's different ways of looking at 648 00:34:58.159 --> 00:35:00.480 certain entities of a certain order. 649 00:35:04.960 --> 00:35:08.800 Thank you, sir. Yeah, that was the That was the 650 00:35:08.800 --> 00:35:09.559 first one I got. 651 00:35:11.599 --> 00:35:14.239 Kind of goes with what Paul Thobbs does with that 652 00:35:14.440 --> 00:35:16.159 nef one looks like clowns thing. 653 00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:18.119 Oh yeah yeah. When you said that, I was like, 654 00:35:18.159 --> 00:35:21.559 oh ship, Yeah right, I could see that at the mouth. 655 00:35:22.880 --> 00:35:25.199 Yeah I I Yeah, that looks like that can be 656 00:35:25.400 --> 00:35:28.559 in that kind of territory. This even has kind of 657 00:35:28.599 --> 00:35:31.880 like a tentically kind of thing to it, like these, 658 00:35:31.920 --> 00:35:35.000 you know, the way everything's curling around, look at and 659 00:35:35.039 --> 00:35:38.239 it's they don't necessarily look like snakes, so those could 660 00:35:38.280 --> 00:35:39.280 easily be tentacles. 661 00:35:42.920 --> 00:35:47.480 Yeah, it almost looked like alien UFO type fucking things. Yeah, 662 00:35:47.920 --> 00:35:54.679 weird ship. Yeah it starts oh ship. So we haven't 663 00:35:54.679 --> 00:35:56.199 talked about the zions, you. 664 00:35:56.199 --> 00:35:59.119 Know, there's a there's also the symmetry there even on 665 00:35:59.159 --> 00:36:02.360 the first relief that that that you showed, uh with 666 00:36:02.400 --> 00:36:04.880 the with the way the snakes, you know, they were 667 00:36:04.960 --> 00:36:12.079 kind of coming out largely kind of even curling the Sorry, 668 00:36:15.719 --> 00:36:17.519 did I do something silly with my hand? 669 00:36:17.599 --> 00:36:17.760 No? 670 00:36:17.840 --> 00:36:22.000 Somebody said, nice, he's got nice ears. The image was funny. 671 00:36:22.119 --> 00:36:23.400 Oh he's got nice ears. 672 00:36:23.440 --> 00:36:28.760 Yeah yeah, yeah, not you that guy. Yeah. The things 673 00:36:28.800 --> 00:36:32.159 I still look like octopus of fucking UFOs with the 674 00:36:32.159 --> 00:36:36.840 handles on them on them, but uh, yeah, I think 675 00:36:36.840 --> 00:36:40.960 we got I think fred er uh Freda Vinci might 676 00:36:41.039 --> 00:36:44.559 might jump on with us. I guess if you guys want, 677 00:36:44.599 --> 00:36:48.599 I'll go on to like the next thing too, nephol. 678 00:36:48.880 --> 00:36:50.199 Is there anything that you wanted to say about this 679 00:36:50.320 --> 00:36:52.360 or anything you wanted to even ask or talk about. 680 00:36:54.199 --> 00:36:57.320 No that I'll just give it image. 681 00:36:57.559 --> 00:37:01.639 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Tomorrow I have a uh Sacred Luna 682 00:37:01.679 --> 00:37:04.000 temples drop and there's like four different places I covered. 683 00:37:04.039 --> 00:37:05.519 This is I think the first one that I talked 684 00:37:05.519 --> 00:37:08.519 about a little interesting, I mean nothing too heavy, but 685 00:37:08.639 --> 00:37:11.320 definitely some interesting stuff. Some of these temples, I mean 686 00:37:11.400 --> 00:37:14.000 this one had fucking massive killings though, I mean some 687 00:37:14.079 --> 00:37:17.519 of them. They were fucking slaughter of motherfuckers. So some 688 00:37:17.639 --> 00:37:24.079 interesting stuff to check out. Yeah, tomorrow nine thirty am. 689 00:37:24.119 --> 00:37:26.920 All right, Yeah, I'm gonna get over to the the 690 00:37:26.960 --> 00:37:30.639 next thing that I have, and now the next one. 691 00:37:30.840 --> 00:37:33.840 I'm sure, I'm sure you know this, the tal rope, 692 00:37:34.760 --> 00:37:38.800 I'm sure you know what that is. Let me yeah, 693 00:37:40.960 --> 00:37:44.719 they if I show it this way, I'm shure, Exara, 694 00:37:44.800 --> 00:37:53.079 let you've seen that before? Ah that? Yeah? Okay, yeah, 695 00:37:53.079 --> 00:37:53.800 oh maybe you haven't. 696 00:37:53.840 --> 00:37:58.400 I don't know, all right, okay, okay. 697 00:37:58.400 --> 00:38:01.679 Yeah, the tyrow, the uh where the how do you stay? 698 00:38:01.719 --> 00:38:06.840 The storogram, the ligature of Tao and row. Long before 699 00:38:07.559 --> 00:38:13.639 jeweled processional crosses or Constantine's battlefield, chiro scribes quietly wrote 700 00:38:13.639 --> 00:38:17.360 this little cross figured inside the earliest New Testament papyri, 701 00:38:17.920 --> 00:38:23.079 papyri to abbreviate the word starus cross and staru to crucify. 702 00:38:24.320 --> 00:38:26.639 On the page, it looks like a T shaped cross 703 00:38:26.639 --> 00:38:30.000 with a looped head, a crucified body, and one stroke, 704 00:38:30.079 --> 00:38:33.719 and many scholars read it as the earliest Christian image 705 00:38:33.760 --> 00:38:37.960 of Jesus. On the cross where it shows up first 706 00:38:38.159 --> 00:38:40.599 and where you can still see it. You see it 707 00:38:40.679 --> 00:38:45.599 in the papyri. What is that the Bodmer Papyri, or 708 00:38:45.639 --> 00:38:49.400 a group of ancient papyrus and parchment manuscripts, mostly in 709 00:38:49.440 --> 00:38:53.039 Greek and Coptic, that were acquired in the early That 710 00:38:53.119 --> 00:38:56.519 was acquired in nineteen fifties to early nineteen sixties by 711 00:38:56.639 --> 00:39:02.199 Swiss collector Martin Bodmer, hence the name many scholars think 712 00:39:02.199 --> 00:39:05.400 are a large portion came from a single find in 713 00:39:05.519 --> 00:39:10.400 Upper Egypt. What they include and why you know people 714 00:39:10.440 --> 00:39:14.639 care about this very early Christian biblical texts. It shows 715 00:39:14.719 --> 00:39:18.119 akif for studying how tech circulated and changed over time. 716 00:39:18.840 --> 00:39:22.159 There's also a non Christian and classical and documentary material, 717 00:39:22.239 --> 00:39:27.440 literary works, administrative records, so it's not just like biblical manuscripts. 718 00:39:27.480 --> 00:39:30.880 You do see this like used in other stuff, several 719 00:39:31.000 --> 00:39:33.800 codises of book form, which matters for the history of 720 00:39:33.800 --> 00:39:36.599 the book in their early reading culture. Now where do 721 00:39:36.639 --> 00:39:39.760 you actually see this in the earliest time? Again, I 722 00:39:39.840 --> 00:39:46.320 said that Bodmer papyri, and that shows up in Papyrus 723 00:39:46.599 --> 00:39:51.960 sixty six and Papyrus seventy five. In sixty six at 724 00:39:52.000 --> 00:39:55.800 Codex of John traditionally dated around the earliest third century. 725 00:39:56.280 --> 00:39:59.119 Some scholars argue a little bit later, but in multiple 726 00:39:59.119 --> 00:40:02.360 places where us and crucify a kurve describe rights to 727 00:40:02.440 --> 00:40:05.800 Tawau in place of the letters in a papyrus number 728 00:40:05.800 --> 00:40:09.360 seventy five Luke and John, usually dated third century. Also 729 00:40:09.440 --> 00:40:12.760 some argue into the fourth It also uses that same 730 00:40:13.760 --> 00:40:16.760 set image at Luke nine, twenty three, fourteen, twenty seven, 731 00:40:16.800 --> 00:40:20.000 and twenty four to seven. And you can actually see 732 00:40:20.039 --> 00:40:22.000 that today if you want to go down. Oh no, 733 00:40:22.039 --> 00:40:24.639 actually you can see it online via the Vatican Library 734 00:40:25.320 --> 00:40:29.880 Digital facility, So you can check that out online if 735 00:40:29.920 --> 00:40:34.280 you want to. Larry Hertudu's classic study pulled these occurrences 736 00:40:34.320 --> 00:40:37.239 together and argue that it isn't just shorthand, it's a 737 00:40:37.320 --> 00:40:41.440 text as icon, a tiny devotional image embedded into scripture 738 00:40:41.519 --> 00:40:44.519 itself what it meant to the people that wrote it. 739 00:40:44.760 --> 00:40:50.440 In the early Christian scribble habit of nomina sacra sacra 740 00:40:50.559 --> 00:40:56.599 names written sacred names written in special forms, this functions 741 00:40:56.639 --> 00:40:59.800 like a iconic abbreviation, and started instead of writing all 742 00:40:59.840 --> 00:41:03.519 the letters describe, just fuses the tao the cross beam 743 00:41:03.719 --> 00:41:07.840 post with row the loop suggesting ahead or twisso creating 744 00:41:07.880 --> 00:41:11.880 a compact sign that points to the crucified every time 745 00:41:11.880 --> 00:41:16.400 the word occurs by late Antichia. By late Antiquity, writers 746 00:41:16.440 --> 00:41:21.920 such as Ephram the Syrian could even theolize theologize the form, 747 00:41:22.079 --> 00:41:24.760 reading Tao as the cross and pairing the device with 748 00:41:24.840 --> 00:41:28.199 the alpha and the omega in some traditions. How it 749 00:41:28.239 --> 00:41:31.760 evolved in White Constantine is not at the beginning. Again, 750 00:41:31.840 --> 00:41:36.320 this thyro the styro gram predates the imperial chiro by 751 00:41:36.400 --> 00:41:40.079 roughly a century or more when Constantine later places the 752 00:41:40.079 --> 00:41:43.360 crystal gram the XP on standards and armor and coins. 753 00:41:43.960 --> 00:41:48.159 So again this evening came out before then. So just 754 00:41:48.199 --> 00:41:50.800 real quick to wrap it up around to two hundred 755 00:41:50.800 --> 00:41:53.719 to three hundred CE, you get the P sixty six 756 00:41:53.760 --> 00:41:56.079 and the P seventy five. Again, that was the stuff 757 00:41:56.119 --> 00:41:59.239 by the Bodmer. And then early fourth century you see 758 00:41:59.239 --> 00:42:03.800 Constantine populerizes it with the chiro and standards and coins, 759 00:42:04.440 --> 00:42:09.000 and then late antiquity, late antique commentaries you have Ephraim 760 00:42:09.000 --> 00:42:12.239 and others reflect on the tyro theology, tying it to 761 00:42:12.280 --> 00:42:16.800 the alphao omega readings. So yeah, and I'll show I 762 00:42:16.800 --> 00:42:18.760 got a couple of other pictures. I think of what 763 00:42:18.840 --> 00:42:24.519 it there? You go there then't even have it leg 764 00:42:24.559 --> 00:42:25.199 there on this thing? 765 00:42:27.440 --> 00:42:31.199 Right? Well, that also that kind of turns into the 766 00:42:31.920 --> 00:42:36.760 that the packs. Yeah, like like it kind of it's 767 00:42:36.800 --> 00:42:40.960 got the same piece situation. They just kind of like rotate, uh, 768 00:42:41.039 --> 00:42:44.440 the intersections, because it looks like in in Norse ruins, 769 00:42:44.440 --> 00:42:49.320 it looks like, uh, Wuno and Gebo the one that 770 00:42:49.440 --> 00:42:54.599 does packs, right, and so is is w and and 771 00:42:54.679 --> 00:42:59.719 Gebo is g and so you know, so that's what 772 00:42:59.760 --> 00:43:02.639 the sound like. That, that's what it is on a 773 00:43:02.719 --> 00:43:07.440 runic level. Yeah, that was like saying that it is runic. 774 00:43:07.920 --> 00:43:10.320 But I always think in terms of if I didn't 775 00:43:10.400 --> 00:43:12.800 know what something was, it would be familiar to me 776 00:43:12.920 --> 00:43:17.360 from my symbolisms that I would know. Right, So here 777 00:43:17.400 --> 00:43:21.400 I am the Norseman, here's the Romans coming along. What 778 00:43:21.519 --> 00:43:25.400 does my language tell me about their symbolism? 779 00:43:26.199 --> 00:43:29.400 Right? What I'm justin I'm sorry, I didn't even I 780 00:43:29.440 --> 00:43:31.199 totally forgot. Once I went onto my notes, I could 781 00:43:31.559 --> 00:43:36.320 see on the bottom it's it's all good at Matthew Lane. 782 00:43:36.400 --> 00:43:37.199 Yeah, it's all Yeah. 783 00:43:37.199 --> 00:43:39.119 I thought when you when you sent me that message, 784 00:43:39.159 --> 00:43:41.320 I thought you meant like jump on the YouTube, not. 785 00:43:41.360 --> 00:43:44.840 The not the actual podcast. 786 00:43:46.440 --> 00:43:49.119 Oh when I text you earlier today, actually yeah that's what. 787 00:43:49.480 --> 00:43:52.000 Yeah, Yeah, I was like Okay, I'll jump on. I 788 00:43:52.000 --> 00:43:54.159 didn't think he meant like, actually on the podcast. 789 00:43:54.239 --> 00:43:55.880 Yeah, and that's I was like, wow, he said yeah, 790 00:43:55.920 --> 00:44:02.760 real easily. I was like, all right, nice, Yeah, that's cool. 791 00:44:03.199 --> 00:44:05.639 Going on, Nick, what's going on? How are you? I 792 00:44:05.639 --> 00:44:06.559 can't see you? Where'd you go? 793 00:44:06.840 --> 00:44:08.480 I'm doing well. I'm doing well. Man. 794 00:44:08.880 --> 00:44:10.760 I stepped out of camera for a seconds and getting 795 00:44:10.760 --> 00:44:11.559 some stuff done on the. 796 00:44:11.599 --> 00:44:13.920 Late night Oh nice, figure, why not hop on? 797 00:44:14.079 --> 00:44:15.159 Listen talk a little bit. 798 00:44:15.199 --> 00:44:16.920 I don't know what the fuck I was going to 799 00:44:17.000 --> 00:44:18.880 talk about, but I heard you talking about drugs and 800 00:44:18.920 --> 00:44:20.920 stuff talking about this. 801 00:44:20.960 --> 00:44:22.639 We didn't talk about anything, huh. 802 00:44:23.440 --> 00:44:27.000 So yeah, we're talking about weird experiences. So I was like, fuck, 803 00:44:27.039 --> 00:44:30.719 you know, massive around of drugs, I mean, some weird experience. 804 00:44:31.400 --> 00:44:35.320 I don't know how deep I would want to go into, mind, 805 00:44:35.360 --> 00:44:39.559 but I'll tell you that ever since September tenth, dude, 806 00:44:39.679 --> 00:44:43.199 my life took a crazy turn, crazy turn. 807 00:44:43.280 --> 00:44:45.480 I think it was kind of like a light. 808 00:44:45.519 --> 00:44:46.599 Had touched on that with me. 809 00:44:47.719 --> 00:44:51.440 I laid out a couple of times. I didn't get 810 00:44:51.480 --> 00:44:53.920 too much traction on it. You know, nobody really showed 811 00:44:53.920 --> 00:44:56.639 too much interest, but the whole Charlie kirk thing. I uh, 812 00:44:57.639 --> 00:44:58.440 I really dug. 813 00:44:58.280 --> 00:45:01.280 Into that when it came to the the college and 814 00:45:01.320 --> 00:45:02.280 the surrounding area. 815 00:45:02.880 --> 00:45:06.079 Oh yeah, that is such a deep that whole situation. 816 00:45:07.639 --> 00:45:14.239 That's why I haven't gotten situations the right. 817 00:45:14.559 --> 00:45:16.719 The one thing nobody really hit on was the names 818 00:45:16.719 --> 00:45:17.960 of the mountains. 819 00:45:19.159 --> 00:45:26.119 And the whole MLK junior comparison that was going on 820 00:45:26.400 --> 00:45:29.280 at that time. Like as soon as it happened, well, 821 00:45:31.360 --> 00:45:33.360 I'm gonna tell you a weird experience real quick. I 822 00:45:33.480 --> 00:45:36.320 was hanging out with a friend and we were debating 823 00:45:36.400 --> 00:45:37.079 chocolate milk. 824 00:45:37.920 --> 00:45:42.119 What's the best chocolate milk? Right? And the medics is 825 00:45:42.159 --> 00:45:43.280 one I've had. I've only had it. 826 00:45:44.400 --> 00:45:47.159 No, No, that's not even milk bro. 827 00:45:51.320 --> 00:45:51.599 Milk. 828 00:45:53.159 --> 00:45:56.679 I had just had this brand, probably a couple of 829 00:45:56.719 --> 00:46:00.400 months beforehand. And I really don't drink chocolate milk all much, 830 00:46:00.480 --> 00:46:02.159 but I had just had this recently. 831 00:46:02.400 --> 00:46:05.320 So I went back to the store and my friend 832 00:46:05.320 --> 00:46:09.159 grabbed her chocolate milk. I grabbed my chocolate milk, and 833 00:46:08.800 --> 00:46:10.400 we traded mine. 834 00:46:10.440 --> 00:46:11.239 Clearly was better. 835 00:46:11.320 --> 00:46:13.719 The name of that chocolate milk was promised to land 836 00:46:16.039 --> 00:46:23.239 with a red heifer on the label, and and well, 837 00:46:23.679 --> 00:46:25.079 I'll digress in a moment. 838 00:46:25.159 --> 00:46:26.480 So we go home. 839 00:46:27.519 --> 00:46:28.920 I go home, I go you know what, I'm going 840 00:46:28.960 --> 00:46:30.880 to really dig into this. Let's see, let's see what 841 00:46:30.960 --> 00:46:32.199 kind of bullshit I can find. 842 00:46:33.639 --> 00:46:37.079 And I started looking at the water symbolism of the college. 843 00:46:37.280 --> 00:46:39.800 There's a lot of reflecting pools and waterfalls and stuff. 844 00:46:39.840 --> 00:46:42.000 I was like, Oh, they have any deities, any water 845 00:46:42.079 --> 00:46:43.320 gods on campus. 846 00:46:43.760 --> 00:46:44.599 Let's check that out. 847 00:46:44.679 --> 00:46:48.119 Nothing popped up, and no Neptune, no, no. 848 00:46:50.679 --> 00:46:52.559 Psided nothing like that popped up. 849 00:46:53.519 --> 00:46:56.079 So then I was like, all right, Well, as I'm 850 00:46:56.079 --> 00:46:58.360 looking at the pictures, I noticed all the mountains literally 851 00:46:58.440 --> 00:46:59.719 on every side of the college. 852 00:46:59.719 --> 00:47:01.599 So I was like, what's the names of these mountains? 853 00:47:04.360 --> 00:47:07.599 And it's going to escape me now because I'm talking 854 00:47:07.599 --> 00:47:13.000 about it. Nevo, Mount Nevo stood out. Yeah, Mount Nevo 855 00:47:13.039 --> 00:47:13.599 is Biblical. 856 00:47:14.480 --> 00:47:18.719 Mount Nevo is the mountain Moses stood on to view 857 00:47:18.760 --> 00:47:20.079 the Promised Land. 858 00:47:23.199 --> 00:47:27.280 So we have my dumb ass here drinking some chocolate milk. 859 00:47:28.440 --> 00:47:30.519 I see that. I look down. I said, promise, what 860 00:47:30.639 --> 00:47:31.000 the hell? 861 00:47:32.400 --> 00:47:35.480 Okay, keep reading And then I send a couple of 862 00:47:35.519 --> 00:47:37.960 messages to some friends who I correspond with, and I 863 00:47:38.000 --> 00:47:41.800 was like, Bro, this whole like promised land thing, this 864 00:47:41.920 --> 00:47:43.519 is kind of crazy. He's like, yeah, do you not 865 00:47:43.559 --> 00:47:46.760 realize that they've been comparing him to Martin Luther King Junior, 866 00:47:46.800 --> 00:47:48.159 also whose famous speeches. 867 00:47:48.239 --> 00:47:49.880 I've seen the Promised Land? 868 00:47:52.000 --> 00:47:54.960 What what so. 869 00:47:57.360 --> 00:47:59.920 To do? What? I don't know what the fuck it means. 870 00:48:00.159 --> 00:48:01.760 I don't know why they did that. I don't know 871 00:48:01.800 --> 00:48:04.280 why they hid that little bit of information in there. 872 00:48:04.320 --> 00:48:07.440 Why the fuck I found it after drinking some chocolate. 873 00:48:07.079 --> 00:48:13.239 Milk chocolate mil man. Oh bro. 874 00:48:13.599 --> 00:48:15.840 Not only that, but when you look on it, go 875 00:48:15.960 --> 00:48:17.679 look up Promised Land milk. 876 00:48:17.880 --> 00:48:18.800 They're in Texas. 877 00:48:19.000 --> 00:48:21.519 They're right where the red heifers were being raised. 878 00:48:23.079 --> 00:48:24.320 Oh shit, So. 879 00:48:24.280 --> 00:48:25.599 What the fuck is this connection? Bro? 880 00:48:25.679 --> 00:48:26.280 And why am I? 881 00:48:26.800 --> 00:48:27.280 Why is this. 882 00:48:28.880 --> 00:48:29.760 Where you live? Out that? 883 00:48:30.280 --> 00:48:34.559 I'm not you don't I live in Ohio, Bro, I'm 884 00:48:34.559 --> 00:48:35.239 in Ohio. 885 00:48:35.599 --> 00:48:37.159 Not only why, like. 886 00:48:38.599 --> 00:48:42.519 The Promised Land chocolate milk is made like they're they're headquarters. 887 00:48:42.519 --> 00:48:44.760 I believe it's down around Dallas somewhere. 888 00:48:45.760 --> 00:48:49.239 And then their actual farm is right, it's a couple 889 00:48:49.679 --> 00:48:51.559 less than a couple hundred miles away from where the 890 00:48:51.559 --> 00:48:56.039 red heifer farm that they sent over to Israel is at. 891 00:48:56.119 --> 00:48:56.880 Down in Texas. 892 00:48:57.159 --> 00:49:01.280 It's all connected, all the marketing agents, all connected all 893 00:49:01.320 --> 00:49:05.719 the marketing agencies make you understand that chocolate is associated 894 00:49:05.760 --> 00:49:10.719 with sin, specifically chocolate chocolate, right. 895 00:49:10.800 --> 00:49:12.000 Is a snow poppy cock. 896 00:49:12.719 --> 00:49:20.400 It's finish what you're saying of chocolate, right, not just 897 00:49:21.559 --> 00:49:22.800 boys like choco. 898 00:49:23.920 --> 00:49:25.039 You know, I still drink chocolate. 899 00:49:26.039 --> 00:49:30.079 Yeah, think of the right now is does this mark 900 00:49:30.159 --> 00:49:31.519 you marks? 901 00:49:31.559 --> 00:49:38.599 Like if you've had red heifer milk? Does that mean that, well, 902 00:49:38.639 --> 00:49:39.320 they don't have. 903 00:49:39.679 --> 00:49:42.280 They make very regular milk too, they do so regular 904 00:49:42.320 --> 00:49:43.280 milk and chocolate milk. 905 00:49:43.559 --> 00:49:45.599 It was great, it was delicious, But then I looked. 906 00:49:45.400 --> 00:49:47.719 Down like that it's a little readly pasteurized and they 907 00:49:47.719 --> 00:49:52.079 probably had baby hormones into it. 908 00:49:52.400 --> 00:49:56.079 Yeah, whatever this person, But. 909 00:49:58.039 --> 00:50:00.519 To go back to your chocolate milk thing and being sin. 910 00:50:00.639 --> 00:50:03.400 I even saw an old, old, old old clip of 911 00:50:03.480 --> 00:50:06.400 a young man going up to a dispensary of regular 912 00:50:06.440 --> 00:50:08.960 milk and chocolate milk, and the boy picks the chocolate. 913 00:50:08.679 --> 00:50:11.239 Milk, and then you hear the. 914 00:50:10.360 --> 00:50:13.880 The voiceover guy going, Timmy's picked chocolate milk. That means 915 00:50:13.880 --> 00:50:16.000 he's going to be irrational and irresponsible. 916 00:50:16.639 --> 00:50:21.599 What Yeah, because of the sugar content, right, It's all 917 00:50:21.800 --> 00:50:23.679 all leads back to. 918 00:50:23.719 --> 00:50:28.280 Sugar and the sweet ship and how it affects us. 919 00:50:29.119 --> 00:50:31.320 Yeah, and they said, if you want to pick the 920 00:50:31.760 --> 00:50:35.360 it's a regular milk, he'd be a responsible person in society. 921 00:50:36.119 --> 00:50:36.880 I believe. 922 00:50:38.280 --> 00:50:46.840 Dark chocolate in our diet, dark chocolate's heavier, healthier for you, you know, 923 00:50:47.159 --> 00:50:51.679 as as one who dubis. I use dark chocolate as 924 00:50:51.719 --> 00:50:56.760 an offering, my alter. On top of its health benefits. Uh, 925 00:50:56.880 --> 00:50:58.679 there are ways. Uh you know, if you go with 926 00:50:58.760 --> 00:51:03.119 a lower cow count, Uh, it tastes pretty good health 927 00:51:03.760 --> 00:51:08.000 an unhealthy thing cow count. You're eating for the health 928 00:51:08.039 --> 00:51:12.599 benefits because it kind of tastes like on the sour side. 929 00:51:12.960 --> 00:51:16.239 That's the real ultra dark stuff. But then you can 930 00:51:16.239 --> 00:51:18.400 also flavor it up with nuts and things. 931 00:51:19.519 --> 00:51:23.199 M yo jes. You got any crazy stories? You gotta 932 00:51:23.239 --> 00:51:24.360 have some wild experiences. 933 00:51:24.360 --> 00:51:29.559 Man, let's see man, all right, so it's one time 934 00:51:30.239 --> 00:51:33.360 now it's drug experience. 935 00:51:34.400 --> 00:51:36.280 I have a few, like when I first started when 936 00:51:36.280 --> 00:51:38.440 I went to college in Florida. I live in California, 937 00:51:38.559 --> 00:51:42.400 just so you guys know, And I'm from d C, Washington, 938 00:51:42.480 --> 00:51:42.679 d C. 939 00:51:43.519 --> 00:51:45.480 You you're coming to and you're coming to North Carolina, 940 00:51:45.719 --> 00:51:46.039 don't you. 941 00:51:46.880 --> 00:51:49.360 Yeah, I'm coming to Charlotte really soon, about five months 942 00:51:49.400 --> 00:51:49.920 six months. 943 00:51:50.280 --> 00:51:51.920 Man, I'll see you before you before I move. 944 00:51:53.599 --> 00:51:55.119 Oh you're moving out? 945 00:51:55.400 --> 00:51:57.000 No, I mean I probably. I mean I got a 946 00:51:57.039 --> 00:52:01.840 minute before I do, but before I will, I'll be yeah, okay. 947 00:52:02.599 --> 00:52:07.079 Well when I was in college, I was around eighteen 948 00:52:07.159 --> 00:52:10.119 nineteen and on my nineteenth birthday, I tried acid. And 949 00:52:10.239 --> 00:52:12.360 that same night I had this dude name we called 950 00:52:12.400 --> 00:52:15.119 him Turtle. He was a part of the Grateful Dead family, 951 00:52:15.840 --> 00:52:18.480 or she supposedly was. I didn't know what that stuff 952 00:52:18.639 --> 00:52:21.599 was now before I met him. I was taking research chemicals, 953 00:52:21.599 --> 00:52:24.840 stinking it was LSD, and then I thought acid was 954 00:52:24.880 --> 00:52:27.519 all the same. I remember one time I got the 955 00:52:27.559 --> 00:52:30.599 back of a car and they were like, they were 956 00:52:30.599 --> 00:52:32.320 whispering to each other in the front seat and I 957 00:52:32.400 --> 00:52:35.840 was in the back seat and they're like and then 958 00:52:36.239 --> 00:52:37.840 erwond gets out the car and Jeff stayed. 959 00:52:37.880 --> 00:52:41.760 He's like, you know what you're taking? Is it acid? 960 00:52:42.800 --> 00:52:43.519 The fuck is it? 961 00:52:43.599 --> 00:52:46.480 I'm tripping. He's like, it's a whole different trip. Man, 962 00:52:46.559 --> 00:52:48.679 Like we got to actually try acid. I'll hear you 963 00:52:48.719 --> 00:52:52.159 someone day. So this is mind you this man, this 964 00:52:52.280 --> 00:52:52.840 first person. 965 00:52:53.280 --> 00:52:57.159 I tried DNT before I tried acid, And there was 966 00:52:57.199 --> 00:53:00.599 a time where we were in the bathroom, smoking out 967 00:53:00.639 --> 00:53:03.960 of a pot a party, smoking d MT out of 968 00:53:04.800 --> 00:53:05.480 a light bulb. 969 00:53:09.159 --> 00:53:12.079 Yeah, it's just like some fucking fair loathing shit. Bro, 970 00:53:12.199 --> 00:53:13.000 What the fuck? 971 00:53:14.199 --> 00:53:16.480 This is one of the trippiest dudes I've ever met. 972 00:53:17.800 --> 00:53:18.880 And it's party time. 973 00:53:19.960 --> 00:53:22.360 Yeah. I've tried. I did Meslin with him to CB, 974 00:53:22.679 --> 00:53:24.039 I've tried every sweet. 975 00:53:23.800 --> 00:53:26.639 Search chemical under the sun. But there was one time. 976 00:53:26.880 --> 00:53:29.639 So this fast forward three years. 977 00:53:29.760 --> 00:53:30.920 And I ended up getting a job. 978 00:53:30.960 --> 00:53:32.519 I was a custodian for a while, and I was 979 00:53:32.519 --> 00:53:35.000 making some good money and I have to pay rent, 980 00:53:35.039 --> 00:53:38.239 So I was spending all my supposedly rent money on 981 00:53:38.599 --> 00:53:41.960 uh acid and I was selling acid. I would get 982 00:53:41.960 --> 00:53:44.639 a sheet probably fly two hundred and three hundred bucks 983 00:53:45.239 --> 00:53:47.599 by like three or four at a time. So there 984 00:53:47.679 --> 00:53:52.840 was around Christmas time. Grenfel Dead, the Grateful Dead Family, 985 00:53:52.880 --> 00:53:57.239 the Fluff family. Now, for those that don't know, LSD 986 00:53:57.400 --> 00:53:58.719 isn't one specific strain. 987 00:53:59.519 --> 00:54:01.280 It's a They have newdle point. 988 00:54:01.239 --> 00:54:04.719 They have a fluff, they have a check twenty five, 989 00:54:04.760 --> 00:54:05.760 what they call that cheese. 990 00:54:06.400 --> 00:54:08.239 They have bronze silver. 991 00:54:08.880 --> 00:54:11.239 Now, fluff is like high grade, like really high grade 992 00:54:11.280 --> 00:54:14.559 ship and if it's coming from the great for that family. 993 00:54:14.599 --> 00:54:17.679 Of course, it's like really strong ship. So around this 994 00:54:17.800 --> 00:54:22.679 time they have uh these green now white and white 995 00:54:22.760 --> 00:54:25.599 comes from it was unpreferated bladder, which means. 996 00:54:26.920 --> 00:54:29.679 It's a it doesn't have the squares. 997 00:54:29.800 --> 00:54:32.159 Yeah, yeah, you got so I can't just peel the pot. 998 00:54:33.239 --> 00:54:33.920 Yeah exactly. 999 00:54:36.199 --> 00:54:39.480 Huh I've seen sheets before, yeah yeah, yeah, So. 1000 00:54:40.000 --> 00:54:41.519 I remember I called him. 1001 00:54:42.320 --> 00:54:45.000 He was like, I got a backpack and I was like, 1002 00:54:45.280 --> 00:54:46.199 what's the backpack again? 1003 00:54:46.239 --> 00:54:47.239 I know what a bible was. 1004 00:54:47.320 --> 00:54:51.800 A Bible is ten sheets, yeah paper. A backpack is 1005 00:54:51.840 --> 00:54:57.920 one hundred bibles, so it's one hundred ten. A bible 1006 00:54:58.039 --> 00:54:58.840 is ten sheets. 1007 00:54:58.880 --> 00:54:59.960 It's like a thousand sheets. 1008 00:55:00.840 --> 00:55:04.559 It's a thousand sheets, a thousand thousand times one hundred. 1009 00:55:04.840 --> 00:55:07.719 He had had one hundred thousand sheets in the palm 1010 00:55:07.760 --> 00:55:09.480 of his hand. He was just flipping through with our 1011 00:55:09.519 --> 00:55:11.079 gloves and he was chirping on the phone. 1012 00:55:11.400 --> 00:55:12.480 So don't worry, I got you. 1013 00:55:12.559 --> 00:55:17.599 So he sends me dashing through the mail and uh 1014 00:55:17.679 --> 00:55:18.960 it was in a magazine. 1015 00:55:19.079 --> 00:55:22.119 It was a magazine and. 1016 00:55:21.800 --> 00:55:24.639 It came and uh it was one of those fancy 1017 00:55:24.719 --> 00:55:25.960 tattoo magazines. 1018 00:55:26.000 --> 00:55:27.719 I didn't know what the fuck I was getting. I 1019 00:55:27.760 --> 00:55:30.039 saw his name and I was just like, that's weird. 1020 00:55:30.760 --> 00:55:34.639 So it was. It was on a tattoo magazine inside of. 1021 00:55:34.599 --> 00:55:38.920 A envelope that had a Hallmark card. And it was 1022 00:55:38.960 --> 00:55:42.639 one of those Hallmark cards that had the voice animation. 1023 00:55:44.159 --> 00:55:45.719 Okay, you know when you open it, it has like the 1024 00:55:45.800 --> 00:55:49.519 voice animation. And he had and he had the sheets 1025 00:55:49.679 --> 00:55:53.280 stacked on top of each other. Inside of that he gleats. 1026 00:55:52.840 --> 00:55:56.519 He cut a hole aside, a slit inside of it, 1027 00:55:56.559 --> 00:55:57.880 and put the sheets inside of it. 1028 00:55:58.039 --> 00:55:59.800 It's soon forever to figure out where the fuck it was. 1029 00:56:00.039 --> 00:56:00.559 I'll call him. 1030 00:56:00.599 --> 00:56:02.280 I didn't call him, but I figured it's something like 1031 00:56:02.280 --> 00:56:04.039 thirty minutes to figure out where the ship was at. 1032 00:56:04.840 --> 00:56:05.400 I was, I was. 1033 00:56:06.239 --> 00:56:09.960 I was deciphering every fucking page of that goddamn tattoo magazine. 1034 00:56:09.960 --> 00:56:12.840 I was like, is this like a decoy or something? 1035 00:56:13.480 --> 00:56:17.519 So anyway, like the pages to see if something happens. 1036 00:56:18.360 --> 00:56:24.480 Yeah, let's eating the pages. So I'm a I put, 1037 00:56:24.719 --> 00:56:25.440 I get that, I get. 1038 00:56:25.480 --> 00:56:27.519 I got one sheet at the time, because he's like, dude, 1039 00:56:27.519 --> 00:56:28.679 it's like triple dipped. 1040 00:56:29.159 --> 00:56:32.559 I paid five hundred for the sheet. And this was. 1041 00:56:34.159 --> 00:56:37.800 Now wid on white is white on white, but around 1042 00:56:37.840 --> 00:56:42.280 this time it's green on green. So he said this 1043 00:56:42.440 --> 00:56:46.639 triple dip. Each supposed hit is three hits, so be careful. 1044 00:56:47.199 --> 00:56:51.159 And I was like, okay, for sure. Now I ate 1045 00:56:51.239 --> 00:56:54.280 about two hits the first day. I had a good time, 1046 00:56:54.920 --> 00:56:56.360 and then I fucked AI around. I woke up at 1047 00:56:56.360 --> 00:56:59.559 two o'clock in the morning, and from what I was told, 1048 00:56:59.639 --> 00:57:01.679 he told me this justa and never put your LC 1049 00:57:01.920 --> 00:57:06.760 inside of tinfoil. It degrades the LLC. You got to 1050 00:57:06.760 --> 00:57:10.480 put it in like actual cardboard paper or like paper. 1051 00:57:10.840 --> 00:57:12.880 You gotta put it in paper. Don't put it on tenfoil. 1052 00:57:14.440 --> 00:57:17.159 So I had it in a piece of paper, and 1053 00:57:17.239 --> 00:57:21.079 I got these little I had these little cheeny baby scissors, and. 1054 00:57:21.000 --> 00:57:24.400 I cut a strip, like a giant strip. 1055 00:57:25.079 --> 00:57:27.599 Now I just woke up, dude, I'm not realizing how 1056 00:57:27.639 --> 00:57:32.480 much I'm cutting. I cut like not half the sheet, 1057 00:57:32.519 --> 00:57:36.559 but like at least like almost half the sheet, and 1058 00:57:37.039 --> 00:57:39.119 I folded it and ate it. 1059 00:57:39.480 --> 00:57:41.559 Now I don't literally eat acid. I don't put it 1060 00:57:41.599 --> 00:57:42.320 under my tongue. 1061 00:57:43.119 --> 00:57:45.519 Shit, I eat it just to make sure it's it, 1062 00:57:45.559 --> 00:57:48.079 because usually with research chemicals, you have to leave it 1063 00:57:48.159 --> 00:57:51.679 under your tongue, just for like a side by note 1064 00:57:51.679 --> 00:57:53.679 for anyone that does do acid. 1065 00:57:54.079 --> 00:57:54.719 It tastes better. 1066 00:57:54.760 --> 00:57:57.280 Spit the shit out. Acid has no taste. Now, let 1067 00:57:57.280 --> 00:57:59.960 me tell you this shit. When I ate that fuck, 1068 00:58:00.719 --> 00:58:03.400 supposedly it was like seventy five hits. I ate when 1069 00:58:03.400 --> 00:58:06.599 I When I ate that, I guess those two strips. 1070 00:58:06.599 --> 00:58:08.679 When I folded it, it tastes like a battery was 1071 00:58:08.679 --> 00:58:11.480 in my mouth. It literally tastes like I had an 1072 00:58:11.480 --> 00:58:16.840 alkaline battery in my mouth. So it took me a 1073 00:58:16.880 --> 00:58:19.719 while to I chewed it up and swallowed it. I 1074 00:58:19.760 --> 00:58:22.480 just remember that little taste in my mouth. So I 1075 00:58:22.559 --> 00:58:23.199 smoked weed. 1076 00:58:23.320 --> 00:58:25.320 I also haven't smoked weed in like a long time. 1077 00:58:26.760 --> 00:58:27.239 I smoked. 1078 00:58:27.239 --> 00:58:28.960 I was gonna go downstairs and smokes weed. I can't 1079 00:58:28.960 --> 00:58:32.000 smoke weed at my mom's house, on Grandma's house. So 1080 00:58:32.840 --> 00:58:35.639 I went downstairs, went to the car, rolled the joint, 1081 00:58:35.840 --> 00:58:38.360 and I'm waiting for this ship to kick in. And 1082 00:58:40.440 --> 00:58:43.719 I guess, sit at the I sit at the bus 1083 00:58:43.760 --> 00:58:47.960 stop right outside of our house, right right there, and 1084 00:58:48.679 --> 00:58:52.559 I'm smoking the joint and it's hitting me so like 1085 00:58:52.960 --> 00:58:55.000 anyone that's done as sid, you're tripping so hard you 1086 00:58:55.039 --> 00:59:00.199 don't realize you're tripping. So like I'm smoking and it's 1087 00:59:00.280 --> 00:59:04.559 like the colors are so vibrant. I'm literally like doing this. 1088 00:59:06.960 --> 00:59:08.480 I'm trying to get it out of my face. 1089 00:59:08.679 --> 00:59:09.599 Like there's a street light. 1090 00:59:09.599 --> 00:59:11.679 It's two o'clock in the morning, so I'm like waving 1091 00:59:11.760 --> 00:59:15.159 up the street light and I'm like, what the fuck's 1092 00:59:15.199 --> 00:59:17.960 going on? So I realized I asked to started to 1093 00:59:18.039 --> 00:59:20.239 kick in. I smoked half the joint and my mind me, 1094 00:59:20.320 --> 00:59:21.880 it's like two o'clock in the morning again, and the 1095 00:59:21.960 --> 00:59:25.960 cop rolls by and I'm just just at the corner 1096 00:59:26.079 --> 00:59:28.960 smoking a doobie and I'm like, oh Sherman, my eyes 1097 00:59:28.960 --> 00:59:29.320 got big. 1098 00:59:29.360 --> 00:59:30.239 I was like, oh shit. 1099 00:59:30.719 --> 00:59:33.880 So I tossed the joint and I started walking back 1100 00:59:33.920 --> 00:59:36.079 to the house, and I was unable to feel anything 1101 00:59:36.639 --> 00:59:37.239 my body. 1102 00:59:37.400 --> 00:59:38.639 I was I feel like I was. 1103 00:59:38.679 --> 00:59:40.559 I was like, I like out of it. 1104 00:59:41.280 --> 00:59:42.079 Yeah, it was floating. 1105 00:59:42.079 --> 00:59:45.159 It wasn't even floating, dude, Like I had no awareness 1106 00:59:45.360 --> 00:59:46.079 of anything. 1107 00:59:46.360 --> 00:59:48.119 Like I was like, I remember when. 1108 00:59:47.920 --> 00:59:50.400 I got upstairs and I got in the house and 1109 00:59:50.440 --> 00:59:52.840 I sat down. I remember I was like, how the 1110 00:59:52.880 --> 00:59:56.400 fuck did I just do that? Like I was tripping, bro, 1111 00:59:57.079 --> 00:59:59.079 And I sat down. I put my headphones on, which 1112 00:59:59.079 --> 01:00:01.480 took a couple of minutes for what it seemed forever. 1113 01:00:01.519 --> 01:00:02.559 It took a couple of minutes. 1114 01:00:02.360 --> 01:00:06.559 To put the headphones on and I started listening to. 1115 01:00:09.239 --> 01:00:09.280 E. 1116 01:00:09.400 --> 01:00:09.639 D M. 1117 01:00:09.719 --> 01:00:11.039 I listened to a lot of like thrift. 1118 01:00:10.880 --> 01:00:16.920 Works, tipper Ship like that, and I mean, when you're 1119 01:00:17.039 --> 01:00:19.559 having a such an attent trip like that, I swear 1120 01:00:19.599 --> 01:00:25.159 I peaked instantly, man like, I'm I'm seeing a cigarette 1121 01:00:25.159 --> 01:00:32.199 in the room two when oh, I could smell the 1122 01:00:32.199 --> 01:00:34.760 cigarette smoke and I'm like, dude, I can literally smell 1123 01:00:35.199 --> 01:00:41.800 her perfume. I could smelling ship now all I was like, 1124 01:00:42.000 --> 01:00:45.719 what the fuck? And I remember asking myself who am 1125 01:00:45.800 --> 01:00:49.320 I I remember getting up from and I looked in 1126 01:00:49.400 --> 01:00:51.679 the mirror and I didn't see ship. I mean, that's 1127 01:00:51.719 --> 01:00:53.960 how bright the colors were. I didn't see myself in 1128 01:00:54.039 --> 01:00:57.960 the mirror. Like it felt like I saw nothing. That 1129 01:00:58.159 --> 01:01:02.079 the color of acid would be, like what can see? 1130 01:01:05.199 --> 01:01:05.320 Uh? 1131 01:01:05.599 --> 01:01:07.440 Holp a second, just I think you might have to 1132 01:01:07.519 --> 01:01:09.559 catch up. It feels like you should screwed up for 1133 01:01:09.599 --> 01:01:13.760 a second. See we lost you. Yeah, it sounds like 1134 01:01:13.840 --> 01:01:17.719 something was wrong. I go, that is fucking. 1135 01:01:18.920 --> 01:01:18.960 You. 1136 01:01:19.280 --> 01:01:21.440 Look you look shocked by that amount of I didn't 1137 01:01:21.480 --> 01:01:24.119 take who That's insane. 1138 01:01:24.440 --> 01:01:29.119 I'm just like, yeah, yeah, I mean. 1139 01:01:29.079 --> 01:01:32.000 I am wild. I feel like I'm overdose and I 1140 01:01:32.039 --> 01:01:32.719 didn't even think it. 1141 01:01:38.280 --> 01:01:45.800 Right right. I I've done, I've done my mushrooms. Uh. 1142 01:01:48.599 --> 01:01:52.320 And the last time I really dove into it, I 1143 01:01:53.000 --> 01:01:57.119 I think I explained my story when I did a 1144 01:01:57.159 --> 01:02:06.840 heroic dose of albino penis. I did, I think, Kennedy, 1145 01:02:06.920 --> 01:02:08.840 it's a it's a form of psilocybin. 1146 01:02:08.960 --> 01:02:10.559 Oh yeah, no, I know it's Isn't it like one 1147 01:02:10.599 --> 01:02:11.639 of the stronger ones out there? 1148 01:02:11.920 --> 01:02:18.639 Yes, it's Yes, that particular kind is an iraw dogged, 1149 01:02:19.679 --> 01:02:29.559 a heroic a full on a full moon. Oh my god. 1150 01:02:32.480 --> 01:02:36.960 So long story short, I got a stomach ache off 1151 01:02:37.039 --> 01:02:40.320 of the matter, which turned it into a very challenging 1152 01:02:41.079 --> 01:02:43.119 I'm not gonna call it a bad trip because I 1153 01:02:43.199 --> 01:02:45.039 felt like a million bucks at the end of it, 1154 01:02:45.440 --> 01:02:47.719 but let's just say there was a little bit of 1155 01:02:47.840 --> 01:02:52.000 nightmare fuel involved when I got to the hallucination phase, 1156 01:02:52.199 --> 01:02:56.559 which was a lot of fun involving seeing a one 1157 01:02:56.639 --> 01:03:02.039 eyed tentacle entity of over me while I'm writhing in 1158 01:03:02.159 --> 01:03:07.119 my bed, uh, just trying to deal with the stomach 1159 01:03:07.239 --> 01:03:11.320 pain while I'm not having a chance to enjoy the hallucinations. 1160 01:03:14.760 --> 01:03:16.960 So I go at it for a couple of hours. 1161 01:03:17.719 --> 01:03:23.719 Uh like that, and it's like this crazy being where 1162 01:03:24.679 --> 01:03:27.960 it goes from tentacles to like fairy wings and then 1163 01:03:28.079 --> 01:03:30.920 morphs back like kind of like if you're watching a 1164 01:03:32.119 --> 01:03:36.519 like one of those procedurally generated kind of like fractals, 1165 01:03:37.119 --> 01:03:39.440 or it keeps flipping between one image or the other. 1166 01:03:40.079 --> 01:03:47.679 Uht like that. And on the other side of it, 1167 01:03:47.800 --> 01:03:51.639 I kind of had a kind of like cocoonically emerged 1168 01:03:51.840 --> 01:03:58.320 as something something, a major release of of some sort 1169 01:03:58.400 --> 01:04:00.039 on the the other end of it, because I I 1170 01:04:00.280 --> 01:04:03.840 eventually I threw up, and then when I threw up, 1171 01:04:04.320 --> 01:04:08.719 I felt better, and I stared at a bazillion microbes 1172 01:04:08.840 --> 01:04:12.519 moving because I was hallucinating staring at my own vomit. 1173 01:04:13.239 --> 01:04:15.679 That was weird and interesting. 1174 01:04:16.360 --> 01:04:16.480 Uh. 1175 01:04:18.280 --> 01:04:20.719 And then eventually I was able to stand again and 1176 01:04:21.519 --> 01:04:24.880 get a drink of water as I was slowly coming 1177 01:04:24.960 --> 01:04:29.239 down and able to grasp my feelings and uh at 1178 01:04:29.400 --> 01:04:32.760 uh say, like, oh good, I got through the whole thing. 1179 01:04:35.280 --> 01:04:35.519 Nice. 1180 01:04:35.840 --> 01:04:36.280 What was this? 1181 01:04:37.440 --> 01:04:43.639 This was the penis? Yes, penises, Oh my god, bro, 1182 01:04:43.960 --> 01:04:49.360 those are the ship heroic dose Albino by one gram 1183 01:04:49.519 --> 01:04:52.760 will fuck you up man full moon during ritual. 1184 01:04:54.719 --> 01:04:57.599 Oh my god, you know, you're like the third person 1185 01:04:57.719 --> 01:04:59.840 I've ever spoke to that actually has tried. 1186 01:04:59.639 --> 01:05:05.800 To It's intense, man, Yeah, yeah, yeah, it is. 1187 01:05:06.039 --> 01:05:09.199 It is completely opposite. Like I did, I did a 1188 01:05:09.280 --> 01:05:12.000 heroic well. I did like a full eighth once of 1189 01:05:12.800 --> 01:05:16.639 golden Tea shirts, which is the opposite spectrum. 1190 01:05:16.840 --> 01:05:16.960 Right. 1191 01:05:17.440 --> 01:05:21.039 I didn't even get to a hallucination I had. I 1192 01:05:21.159 --> 01:05:24.800 had some auditory warping. Other than that, it was just 1193 01:05:24.920 --> 01:05:28.599 a really like it was like my nervous system was 1194 01:05:28.679 --> 01:05:30.000 getting a nice massage. 1195 01:05:31.360 --> 01:05:33.400 I never you know, he was weird for me. What 1196 01:05:33.519 --> 01:05:37.480 made me actually stop fucking with the ship? I mean 1197 01:05:37.519 --> 01:05:39.679 one time I took like seven inheritits acid and like 1198 01:05:39.760 --> 01:05:41.079 that kind of like I think after that, I don't 1199 01:05:41.119 --> 01:05:43.159 think I would touched acid again. Maybe a few times, 1200 01:05:43.239 --> 01:05:46.000 but uh I did like fuck with shrooms and ecstasy. 1201 01:05:46.480 --> 01:05:50.039 I never really ever saw anything that wasn't there, Like 1202 01:05:50.119 --> 01:05:53.480 I'd see things maybe differently, but like yo, at one point, 1203 01:05:53.599 --> 01:05:55.599 like when I started when I started going to raise, 1204 01:05:56.719 --> 01:05:58.679 it was near like the end of my raving career. 1205 01:06:00.039 --> 01:06:04.039 Sometimes I like take ecstasy, I wouldn't hallucinate on it, 1206 01:06:04.480 --> 01:06:07.039 like why I'm fucked up a peaking, But like by 1207 01:06:07.079 --> 01:06:10.159 the time I even like got home or unfortunately, one time, 1208 01:06:10.440 --> 01:06:13.800 one time when I was going home, I would actually 1209 01:06:13.880 --> 01:06:17.639 like hallucinate ship that's not there, like I don't know, 1210 01:06:18.840 --> 01:06:20.760 and I was just like, yo, that is weird, Like 1211 01:06:20.840 --> 01:06:23.719 why is ecstasy coming down on ecstasy doing that? When 1212 01:06:23.840 --> 01:06:27.840 acid and shrooms and mescaline or anything other hallucinogenic thing 1213 01:06:27.880 --> 01:06:30.360 that I've ever taken has never actually made me say 1214 01:06:30.599 --> 01:06:32.039 that is not there at all? 1215 01:06:33.599 --> 01:06:35.360 Have you ever tried? Ald fifty two? 1216 01:06:35.840 --> 01:06:37.360 Have no idea what the fuck that is? I mean 1217 01:06:37.360 --> 01:06:39.440 I could have been told it was something else, but no, 1218 01:06:39.679 --> 01:06:41.079 not that I know, or sunshine. 1219 01:06:43.880 --> 01:06:46.039 I've never seen anything on acid or mushrooms either. 1220 01:06:46.280 --> 01:06:48.800 Yeah, yeah, right, whatever is in front of me distorted, 1221 01:06:49.719 --> 01:06:52.360 don't look at your dick for too long on ask that. 1222 01:06:52.440 --> 01:07:00.880 Freaking I'm sorry, dude, that was weird. 1223 01:07:00.960 --> 01:07:06.760 The veins were like oh, no, good, and the light 1224 01:07:06.960 --> 01:07:14.519 was super bright, and I'm just like, no, that's so weird. 1225 01:07:16.280 --> 01:07:18.360 How dare you put me inside of her? 1226 01:07:22.000 --> 01:07:22.039 No? 1227 01:07:22.119 --> 01:07:24.320 I was just taking a piss in a bathroom, a 1228 01:07:24.559 --> 01:07:27.840 bright ass bathroom, man, and I wasn't ready for that 1229 01:07:27.920 --> 01:07:28.360 bright light. 1230 01:07:28.440 --> 01:07:31.239 I guess he felt he felt like it was like 1231 01:07:31.400 --> 01:07:32.199 lackrus so long. 1232 01:07:32.760 --> 01:07:34.559 It was like the spotlight was on them all suddenly 1233 01:07:34.679 --> 01:07:36.880 had like a yeah, an audience. 1234 01:07:41.719 --> 01:07:44.639 There's certain things though, Man, when you're on that stuff, 1235 01:07:45.360 --> 01:07:47.039 you perceive it completely different. 1236 01:07:47.440 --> 01:07:49.639 Just go stare some fucking trees in the dark and 1237 01:07:49.719 --> 01:07:53.360 tell me what you see. At least I'm mushrooms. 1238 01:07:53.400 --> 01:07:53.760 I know that. 1239 01:07:54.840 --> 01:07:56.800 Like obviously I wasn't. 1240 01:07:56.599 --> 01:07:59.039 Seeing any like creatures crawling around on the tree, hopping 1241 01:07:59.039 --> 01:07:59.920 around some limb limb. 1242 01:08:00.159 --> 01:08:03.679 The tree itself, to slickoms was. 1243 01:08:03.679 --> 01:08:05.400 Always more it was no longer a tree. 1244 01:08:05.920 --> 01:08:08.360 Mushrooms always seemed to be a more enjoyable experience for me. 1245 01:08:09.880 --> 01:08:13.920 Yeah twice, that's is cool. 1246 01:08:13.920 --> 01:08:14.239 I like you. 1247 01:08:14.440 --> 01:08:15.960 I've heard a lot of people like we'll see the 1248 01:08:15.960 --> 01:08:18.239 same ship where like it looks like ship's breathing almost, 1249 01:08:18.800 --> 01:08:21.199 that's pretty cool. Like when gerald ship looks like moving 1250 01:08:21.279 --> 01:08:23.159 a waving. I have seen that. 1251 01:08:23.680 --> 01:08:25.760 First time. I first time I ever see anything move 1252 01:08:25.920 --> 01:08:29.760 was on a two C I and uh, that was that? 1253 01:08:30.159 --> 01:08:30.760 It seemed like. 1254 01:08:32.680 --> 01:08:34.720 It felt like every time I touched the wall, it 1255 01:08:34.880 --> 01:08:37.920 was like a like the ocean. It felt like it 1256 01:08:38.039 --> 01:08:41.319 was like a like a water drop in the middle 1257 01:08:41.359 --> 01:08:41.840 of a pond. 1258 01:08:45.600 --> 01:08:48.800 Oh and what was that? 1259 01:08:51.399 --> 01:08:51.920 Just? What was that? 1260 01:08:52.199 --> 01:08:54.600 You felt like it felt like it felt like it 1261 01:08:54.680 --> 01:08:56.800 felt as though that when I was on two C. 1262 01:08:56.960 --> 01:08:59.760 I that it felt though like when you have a 1263 01:09:01.640 --> 01:09:04.319 water drop in the middle of a pond, like how 1264 01:09:04.399 --> 01:09:07.000 it ripples. That's how it felt. That's how it looked 1265 01:09:07.079 --> 01:09:09.159 like when the walls were breathing. When I was on 1266 01:09:09.239 --> 01:09:09.479 two C. 1267 01:09:09.640 --> 01:09:12.840 I yeah. 1268 01:09:14.239 --> 01:09:16.640 That, but finish that trip story. I was telling you. 1269 01:09:16.760 --> 01:09:23.079 I started seeing Arabic in Hebrew and my visuals and 1270 01:09:23.680 --> 01:09:25.680 I was I see it seemed like that trip. 1271 01:09:25.800 --> 01:09:25.920 Man. 1272 01:09:26.039 --> 01:09:28.920 It seemed like I started talking to my grandma like 1273 01:09:29.039 --> 01:09:30.920 at least like three hours in the trip, and I 1274 01:09:31.000 --> 01:09:33.479 told her I was tripping, and she was like, how. 1275 01:09:33.439 --> 01:09:34.920 Much did you take? And I just told her ten 1276 01:09:35.039 --> 01:09:40.239 hits and she's like, ten hits. You know, my grandma 1277 01:09:40.279 --> 01:09:43.119 went to woodstock, you know, so like she understood, you know, 1278 01:09:43.319 --> 01:09:43.600 and she. 1279 01:09:43.640 --> 01:09:47.039 Even though probably a lot and like so many fun yeah. 1280 01:09:48.520 --> 01:09:58.640 Mushrooms. Yeah, man, it seems as though that like that time. 1281 01:09:58.760 --> 01:10:02.640 But that's like I didn't come back at least a moment. 1282 01:10:03.439 --> 01:10:07.159 I think we're losing you again, buddy. Oh my god, 1283 01:10:08.720 --> 01:10:09.479 that's screwing up. 1284 01:10:09.520 --> 01:10:11.159 I guess, uh. 1285 01:10:14.479 --> 01:10:15.319 Yeah, sorry about that. 1286 01:10:15.439 --> 01:10:20.199 So his little acid entities in his computer. Yeah. 1287 01:10:20.359 --> 01:10:28.079 Yeah, sometimes you leave the phone on and you gotta 1288 01:10:28.199 --> 01:10:32.000 give it a restart because you've uh yeah with the RAM. 1289 01:10:33.399 --> 01:10:36.479 Yeah yeah, we're sometimes on those things too. It's like 1290 01:10:36.520 --> 01:10:38.560 you have to almost be like standing still because if 1291 01:10:38.560 --> 01:10:41.359 you start moving around or even getting louder and stuff, 1292 01:10:41.920 --> 01:10:44.039 it takes up more bandwidth and then you fucked. It's 1293 01:10:44.119 --> 01:10:44.760 just not gonna work. 1294 01:10:45.479 --> 01:10:47.439 It'll probably help if I close all my apps on 1295 01:10:47.479 --> 01:10:49.479 my phone that I happened twelve running right now. 1296 01:10:51.479 --> 01:10:54.319 That's why I just put the picture up. Yeah, that's 1297 01:10:54.359 --> 01:10:55.840 true too. Yeah, if you want to, you could. You 1298 01:10:55.920 --> 01:10:58.000 could just take off your video off the camera and 1299 01:10:58.199 --> 01:10:59.279 you should be fine as that. 1300 01:10:59.760 --> 01:11:04.079 How you do that? Let me see, No, that's not it. 1301 01:11:05.279 --> 01:11:09.439 There you go okay, yeah you should it should catch 1302 01:11:09.520 --> 01:11:11.079 up with it like a minunesot. You should be fine. 1303 01:11:11.159 --> 01:11:11.479 Good to go. 1304 01:11:12.720 --> 01:11:19.279 I I recently went to uh the Sandy Hook Memorials. 1305 01:11:21.359 --> 01:11:25.119 I had never never been before, and I filmed. 1306 01:11:26.600 --> 01:11:27.119 Stage was that. 1307 01:11:30.319 --> 01:11:33.079 No, No, this is this is the memorial the memorial. 1308 01:11:33.199 --> 01:11:37.000 It's not the location of the I know. I'm just. 1309 01:11:40.039 --> 01:11:40.439 On that one. 1310 01:11:41.359 --> 01:11:44.680 So so I film it, I film and I talk 1311 01:11:44.720 --> 01:11:47.079 about it a little bit. I I go around the 1312 01:11:47.159 --> 01:11:51.880 whole thing and catch all the names on it, and 1313 01:11:55.079 --> 01:11:59.800 and and I have a number of comments. Then afterwards, off, 1314 01:12:00.359 --> 01:12:03.960 I I did a little I did a little ritual 1315 01:12:06.239 --> 01:12:10.000 because I was alone, and uh, and I could I 1316 01:12:10.039 --> 01:12:11.880 could get I could get away with it other than 1317 01:12:11.920 --> 01:12:14.319 what was going to get seen on the on the 1318 01:12:14.399 --> 01:12:18.319 surveillance camera. So right now the Newtown police are scratching 1319 01:12:18.399 --> 01:12:21.119 their head being like why does he keep circling in 1320 01:12:21.279 --> 01:12:31.520 waving his hands and jabbering like an idiot? Anyway, So yeah, 1321 01:12:31.680 --> 01:12:36.159 so I did a little uh healing ritual at the site. 1322 01:12:36.520 --> 01:12:41.479 The school itself is behind gated security. 1323 01:12:42.279 --> 01:12:53.880 Oh okay, did you have with the offense? That's like 1324 01:12:54.000 --> 01:12:54.760 no comment. 1325 01:12:56.319 --> 01:13:02.640 Hop off defense to ADC Orlando. Yeah, me and me 1326 01:13:02.680 --> 01:13:04.760 and the homeie shopped the fence. My friends were. They 1327 01:13:04.840 --> 01:13:07.600 hopped the fence first and then I hopped the fence last. 1328 01:13:07.600 --> 01:13:08.479 So I was hell of scared. 1329 01:13:08.479 --> 01:13:11.079 We had we had to jump like two fences, and 1330 01:13:11.720 --> 01:13:13.720 the second fence we jumped was like it was like 1331 01:13:13.800 --> 01:13:17.279 a pond, and we jumped over the pond and then 1332 01:13:18.000 --> 01:13:18.359 I ran. 1333 01:13:18.439 --> 01:13:20.560 I just ran straight. You know, I'm tripping and I 1334 01:13:20.680 --> 01:13:22.960 just ran straight. And I did it. 1335 01:13:23.159 --> 01:13:25.800 My boys, like you almost ran that dude over and 1336 01:13:25.880 --> 01:13:27.319 I was like, who the fuck are you talking about? 1337 01:13:27.600 --> 01:13:29.239 I was like, that was a security guard that told 1338 01:13:29.279 --> 01:13:31.880 you to stop. I was like, I did not see 1339 01:13:31.960 --> 01:13:34.880 that guy. He was like yeah, dude was ran his 1340 01:13:35.000 --> 01:13:36.920 ass over and everyone was talking about it. I was like, 1341 01:13:36.960 --> 01:13:37.800 I did not see that. 1342 01:13:40.399 --> 01:13:41.159 Yo, did you guys? 1343 01:13:41.319 --> 01:13:41.439 Uh? 1344 01:13:41.880 --> 01:13:43.199 I don't know if like I remember, I think they 1345 01:13:43.239 --> 01:13:44.560 used to do it at the Coliseum a lot, at 1346 01:13:44.560 --> 01:13:47.279 a couple other places whenever there was shows, like you 1347 01:13:47.319 --> 01:13:51.359 could get like get like the shitty shitty seats. Now 1348 01:13:51.439 --> 01:13:53.840 this is if they have general admission and then like 1349 01:13:53.880 --> 01:13:55.760 everybody just like waits for like the bump rush of 1350 01:13:55.800 --> 01:13:57.840 everybody running down. Then you just fucking hop the fence 1351 01:13:57.880 --> 01:13:59.920 anyway and get into general mission. Like did they use 1352 01:14:00.199 --> 01:14:01.800 do that ship up by like you guys at places 1353 01:14:01.840 --> 01:14:06.119 and stuff? Yeah, definitely into and ship like that all 1354 01:14:06.159 --> 01:14:07.800 the time. I just made me think of that. Your 1355 01:14:07.840 --> 01:14:09.680 whole situation of like running just made me think of 1356 01:14:09.760 --> 01:14:13.439 like running and trying to jump jump through like the 1357 01:14:13.520 --> 01:14:16.279 security gods, you know, you know, holding the gate and ship. 1358 01:14:17.720 --> 01:14:21.119 It even happened that what was it the Electric Forest, 1359 01:14:21.640 --> 01:14:24.239 there was there was a group that jumped. 1360 01:14:24.239 --> 01:14:25.560 I bought tickets. 1361 01:14:26.399 --> 01:14:28.239 My buddy was like, we should jump the fence anyway, 1362 01:14:28.359 --> 01:14:30.159 and then when they try to catch us, say we 1363 01:14:30.239 --> 01:14:32.920 have tickets, and I was like, that's stupid. So we're 1364 01:14:33.000 --> 01:14:35.239 kicking out by the back and we see these people 1365 01:14:35.359 --> 01:14:38.359 run forward and we still see this herd of people 1366 01:14:38.560 --> 01:14:41.119 coming from like one corner of the forest and another 1367 01:14:41.199 --> 01:14:43.720 corner of the forest. And we figured out what happened later. 1368 01:14:43.800 --> 01:14:45.720 We were like, well, the fun happen. So yeah, it 1369 01:14:45.760 --> 01:14:47.279 was a It was a It was a herd of 1370 01:14:47.399 --> 01:14:49.800 like two hundred people that try to jump try to 1371 01:14:49.880 --> 01:14:52.520 jump the gate, and I was like, how could you 1372 01:14:52.600 --> 01:14:54.039 jump the gate when it was really only one. 1373 01:14:54.079 --> 01:14:56.279 Entrance although we're in a forest. There's way more than 1374 01:14:56.319 --> 01:14:56.920 one entrance. 1375 01:14:57.439 --> 01:15:09.880 Some people that's funny. Oh man, uh, you know, Matthew, 1376 01:15:09.960 --> 01:15:11.880 did you want to oh ship, I didn't bring him 1377 01:15:11.920 --> 01:15:13.880 back in. I might. I might actually I might just 1378 01:15:14.000 --> 01:15:15.239 have to wrap it up here. I didn't know if 1379 01:15:15.239 --> 01:15:17.760 anybody Matthew, maybe if you wanted to add something before 1380 01:15:17.800 --> 01:15:18.600 we soak a wrap it up. 1381 01:15:20.079 --> 01:15:22.119 Yeah, yeah, I wanted to ask internal something real quick, 1382 01:15:22.119 --> 01:15:23.720 and we said he did a ritual around the whole 1383 01:15:23.960 --> 01:15:24.680 memorial there. 1384 01:15:26.319 --> 01:15:29.359 I live around a lot of mountains. Oh yeah, a 1385 01:15:29.479 --> 01:15:37.800 lot out there in Ohio, one of the ones h 1386 01:15:38.239 --> 01:15:44.840 after Kent. I'm in Cinnas Uh. Okay, you're a bit fly. 1387 01:15:44.880 --> 01:15:48.800 That's not three hours away, but you're you're near all 1388 01:15:48.920 --> 01:15:50.720 the big mounds. But I got some decent ones up 1389 01:15:50.720 --> 01:15:53.960 here that aren't obviously talked about enough or as much. 1390 01:15:54.079 --> 01:15:59.439 But what are the mounds? Is in? It's in a 1391 01:15:59.479 --> 01:16:02.439 spot called counters would it was a farm for a while. 1392 01:16:02.600 --> 01:16:05.560 They don't get up. It was a burial site for 1393 01:16:05.640 --> 01:16:11.039 an ancient The name of the Indian tribe starts with 1394 01:16:11.119 --> 01:16:16.600 an agents with in the mine right now? Damn it anyway? 1395 01:16:17.840 --> 01:16:23.560 They say the mountain. No, no, not this time. 1396 01:16:25.960 --> 01:16:27.880 They say the mount has been around since like two 1397 01:16:27.960 --> 01:16:33.880 or three hundred uh ce b pc whatever. When you 1398 01:16:33.960 --> 01:16:37.399 do a ritual around the mountain like that, look kind 1399 01:16:37.439 --> 01:16:41.039 of like, how do you take back the energy or 1400 01:16:41.119 --> 01:16:42.520 put more positive. 1401 01:16:42.199 --> 01:16:47.760 Energy into geological structure like that? What would you do? 1402 01:16:48.479 --> 01:16:51.680 Have you done anything like that? I guess that's that. Well, 1403 01:16:52.239 --> 01:16:54.439 you know, you have to build a relationship with it. 1404 01:16:55.199 --> 01:16:59.239 Where I am. The most significant thing that there is 1405 01:16:59.680 --> 01:17:04.359 is in North Salem, which is the Balanced Rock, which 1406 01:17:04.680 --> 01:17:12.920 is an ancient Dolmen that Uh, A lot of archaeologists 1407 01:17:13.000 --> 01:17:19.359 and and and geologists didn't want to admit was an 1408 01:17:19.399 --> 01:17:24.760 ancient dolmen because they didn't have a Native American answer 1409 01:17:25.560 --> 01:17:29.319 for how this rock came to be balanced on these 1410 01:17:29.439 --> 01:17:31.840 three stones in such a way. And this is a 1411 01:17:32.000 --> 01:17:36.760 massive rock filled with granite. It's near a water, a 1412 01:17:36.880 --> 01:17:40.640 water source, a flowing water source. There's a there's a 1413 01:17:40.760 --> 01:17:44.760 brook that goes right under it. You can take a 1414 01:17:44.880 --> 01:17:49.159 dowsing rod to the area, uh, and dowsing rod will 1415 01:17:49.279 --> 01:17:53.239 react because the water does run under it in some way, 1416 01:17:53.319 --> 01:17:58.239 shape or form. And this ginormous rock that has a 1417 01:17:58.399 --> 01:18:05.239 suspiciously odd yeah cat face from one particular angle uh, 1418 01:18:05.399 --> 01:18:11.239 and has some description that's on it that that some 1419 01:18:11.399 --> 01:18:18.640 Americans from a historical society put there. I've meditated under 1420 01:18:18.720 --> 01:18:25.279 this thing, killed me right the the wow, okay, pulpable 1421 01:18:30.840 --> 01:18:31.640 crazy story. 1422 01:18:31.800 --> 01:18:34.960 So along with the mounds in my area of Kent, Ohio, 1423 01:18:36.760 --> 01:18:41.319 there's a place called Standing Rock Cemetery where there's just one. 1424 01:18:42.760 --> 01:18:47.600 Ginormous I mean, it's tall, it's huge. It's sitting in 1425 01:18:47.600 --> 01:18:49.840 the middle of the river by itself, nothing else around. 1426 01:18:50.600 --> 01:18:54.760 And they said it was a spot for uh, the 1427 01:18:55.159 --> 01:18:57.159 different tribes of Indians in the area that have a 1428 01:18:57.279 --> 01:19:00.279 meeting spot at How the hell did they climb up there? 1429 01:19:00.319 --> 01:19:06.520 First off, because weird experienced. Me and a friend, we're 1430 01:19:06.560 --> 01:19:12.239 walking through cemeteries this summer for fun, and you know, 1431 01:19:13.960 --> 01:19:15.880 they were busting out their phone and had some of 1432 01:19:15.960 --> 01:19:19.039 the apps that you know would pick up words from 1433 01:19:19.399 --> 01:19:21.359 you put your phone in airplane mode, it picks up 1434 01:19:21.399 --> 01:19:24.560 words and stuff. But Standing Rock Cemetery is one of 1435 01:19:24.640 --> 01:19:26.600 the places we got some of the most activity. 1436 01:19:28.800 --> 01:19:30.880 But for the first time ever, I've lived in Kent 1437 01:19:30.960 --> 01:19:33.560 my entire life pretty much, and I've always wanted to 1438 01:19:33.640 --> 01:19:34.680 climb up on that rock. 1439 01:19:36.239 --> 01:19:38.279 One night, late at night, we were. 1440 01:19:38.159 --> 01:19:40.319 Walking through that cemetery and said, let's go check out 1441 01:19:40.359 --> 01:19:42.680 the rock. Look, I don't see if like we feel anything. 1442 01:19:43.800 --> 01:19:47.640 A whole ass tree fell over into the river right 1443 01:19:47.800 --> 01:19:51.359 up to the rock bro I was so excited, I. 1444 01:19:51.439 --> 01:19:53.159 Shooting my ass all the way up to the top 1445 01:19:53.199 --> 01:19:54.000 of that rocks out. 1446 01:19:53.920 --> 01:19:58.239 There, and it started like, yeah, finally this is what 1447 01:19:58.359 --> 01:19:59.159 it felt the. 1448 01:19:59.159 --> 01:20:00.520 Indians are doing over here. 1449 01:20:01.199 --> 01:20:03.359 I don't know, but it's like that was always the 1450 01:20:03.560 --> 01:20:05.199 I wanted to climb up on that rock and get 1451 01:20:05.279 --> 01:20:06.800 high as a kid, and the teenager you know. 1452 01:20:08.640 --> 01:20:11.439 So it happens that cemetery is literally right across the 1453 01:20:11.479 --> 01:20:14.600 streets from the high school that I went to. So 1454 01:20:15.199 --> 01:20:19.479 that's creepy. Yeah, that's right. But it's. 1455 01:20:21.520 --> 01:20:24.079 This rock is connected to all the mountains and the campus. 1456 01:20:24.199 --> 01:20:25.960 And I can't stay story that I came on the 1457 01:20:26.000 --> 01:20:27.760 Occult Rejects and talked about quite. 1458 01:20:27.640 --> 01:20:28.279 A few months ago. 1459 01:20:28.560 --> 01:20:31.479 Yeah, that was bunked out. That's actually people if they 1460 01:20:31.479 --> 01:20:33.039 have that, go check that out. 1461 01:20:34.880 --> 01:20:37.439 I'm still doing more research. I'm still didn't you. 1462 01:20:38.760 --> 01:20:41.119 Yeah, I did a shitty, shitty, shitty job on that. 1463 01:20:41.359 --> 01:20:43.479 I'm gonna tell you, Mark, I'm still a good story. 1464 01:20:44.640 --> 01:20:47.199 So Mark Mark Mark came with Mark edited it the 1465 01:20:47.279 --> 01:20:47.680 pretty good. 1466 01:20:47.720 --> 01:20:49.399 But I got like he was like I was supposed 1467 01:20:49.439 --> 01:20:50.119 to do a show with him. 1468 01:20:50.159 --> 01:20:51.399 He canceled on me, and then we went to go 1469 01:20:51.560 --> 01:20:54.399 do it again and he got on super late. 1470 01:20:54.720 --> 01:20:57.760 I just I don't I lost my brain just shut 1471 01:20:57.920 --> 01:21:00.439 down after like the ten o'clock and he had no 1472 01:21:00.800 --> 01:21:02.039 I was like talking to myself. 1473 01:21:02.119 --> 01:21:04.079 He didn't even respond, he didn't say. 1474 01:21:04.039 --> 01:21:05.920 Much to me. He was his dead sign. I didn't 1475 01:21:05.920 --> 01:21:09.119 even have to ask some market so that it was. 1476 01:21:10.279 --> 01:21:12.600 It was just vibes off I'm gonna blame it on 1477 01:21:12.680 --> 01:21:16.520 myself that I was a little ill. The version I 1478 01:21:16.560 --> 01:21:19.000 did with a Cult rejects though that was awesome. 1479 01:21:21.000 --> 01:21:23.399 Pretty congruent, Like you know, it was a lot. 1480 01:21:23.520 --> 01:21:27.039 But I mean I think, yeah, well, I'm still doing 1481 01:21:27.159 --> 01:21:29.800 work with that. I still need to go find out. 1482 01:21:30.039 --> 01:21:33.439 I really believe, I really believe that the entire Constant 1483 01:21:33.520 --> 01:21:36.000 campus is a mound of working that they just. 1484 01:21:37.880 --> 01:21:41.479 Built upon. I think the whole thing isn't It's beyond 1485 01:21:42.039 --> 01:21:44.960 just ancient mounds. I think that was like a civilization 1486 01:21:45.119 --> 01:21:49.680 that was here. And there's a funnels underneath the campus 1487 01:21:50.359 --> 01:21:52.760 that connects a lot of the buildings too. I had 1488 01:21:52.840 --> 01:21:54.960 no idea about, Yeah, that's gonna be a fun one 1489 01:21:55.000 --> 01:21:58.039 to get back into. I want to once I confirm 1490 01:21:58.640 --> 01:22:01.199 that campus was all made a mound or not, I 1491 01:22:01.319 --> 01:22:04.760 want to really dig into some morefl with that. That's been. 1492 01:22:05.800 --> 01:22:08.520 That's a lot of fun. So, Matt matthew to like 1493 01:22:08.600 --> 01:22:11.359 when you asked me that question, let me give you 1494 01:22:11.399 --> 01:22:13.720 a little bit better of an of of an answer too, 1495 01:22:13.760 --> 01:22:17.039 because I had a second to stick explaining myself, right, 1496 01:22:17.560 --> 01:22:21.560 you know what you could really do because because this 1497 01:22:21.720 --> 01:22:25.159 is you know how I started with ritual work that 1498 01:22:25.239 --> 01:22:29.800 I would do, you know, at that Balanced Rock, I had, 1499 01:22:30.720 --> 01:22:34.079 I had, I had help. You know, I had a 1500 01:22:34.079 --> 01:22:36.439 little bit of helping guidance with Balanced Rock at the time, 1501 01:22:36.520 --> 01:22:41.640 because it's not because there's another shaman who is quite 1502 01:22:41.680 --> 01:22:44.239 good at what he does, who's already operating with that. 1503 01:22:44.680 --> 01:22:47.640 Uh that I go and I do a little bit 1504 01:22:48.039 --> 01:22:54.319 with it myself, but it's his to claim. But you know, 1505 01:22:54.520 --> 01:23:01.159 you want to. You know, this is animism has a consciousness, 1506 01:23:02.039 --> 01:23:06.960 has a history tapped into with remote viewing, So you 1507 01:23:07.000 --> 01:23:09.880 can always learn remote viewing and you can learn the 1508 01:23:10.159 --> 01:23:14.960 history of everything that's ever happened and around that rock. 1509 01:23:16.800 --> 01:23:16.840 That. 1510 01:23:17.119 --> 01:23:23.239 Secondly, so you're tuning into your nervous system with anything 1511 01:23:23.319 --> 01:23:29.800 that you're doing beyond the normal five senses, right, So 1512 01:23:29.880 --> 01:23:33.640 you're tuning into your nervous system. And so in ritual 1513 01:23:33.760 --> 01:23:35.920 there's a reason why you draw the circle of the 1514 01:23:36.000 --> 01:23:44.600 magician first, right to establish the world definitions, boundaries, sacred 1515 01:23:44.680 --> 01:23:48.479 and safe spaces, so on and so forth. So you 1516 01:23:49.279 --> 01:23:52.920 get to know it, you walk around it, you get 1517 01:23:52.960 --> 01:23:56.920 a full spectrum observation of it. If you can get 1518 01:23:57.000 --> 01:23:58.520 under it, you get under it, can get over it, 1519 01:23:58.720 --> 01:24:02.359 you get over it. Right. You. You look at it, 1520 01:24:03.239 --> 01:24:06.760 you listen to it, you feel it. You feel it 1521 01:24:07.000 --> 01:24:10.760 with your nervous system. You feel for the subtle energies. 1522 01:24:11.800 --> 01:24:16.720 You talk to it, talk to it, expecting it to listen, 1523 01:24:17.640 --> 01:24:21.960 and then meditate, let it talk back to you, and 1524 01:24:22.119 --> 01:24:32.319 then once with it, go and do something magical with it. Hi, Teresa, Hi, 1525 01:24:32.800 --> 01:24:33.199 how are you? 1526 01:24:34.359 --> 01:24:39.920 I was gonna make sure I was, like, I think Teresa. Sorry, guys, 1527 01:24:40.720 --> 01:24:44.159 oh sorry, yeah, Zarah Lath, weren't you on the show 1528 01:24:44.239 --> 01:24:45.960 with uh when Teresa was on the show. 1529 01:24:46.880 --> 01:24:49.479 Yeah, I think one time we were on together. 1530 01:24:49.720 --> 01:24:52.119 Yeah, you talk, you know, I think the first time, 1531 01:24:52.239 --> 01:24:53.159 the first time you came on. 1532 01:24:53.239 --> 01:24:56.439 I think, yeah, the first time. 1533 01:24:56.479 --> 01:24:58.199 I think, So, hello, gentlemen, how are you? 1534 01:24:58.880 --> 01:25:02.840 Yeah, it's Teresa, what's up? 1535 01:25:03.840 --> 01:25:07.199 I think I just saw you Teresa all my suggested 1536 01:25:07.319 --> 01:25:12.760 fines on Instagram? Yeah, because I followed Nick, so I 1537 01:25:12.840 --> 01:25:13.640 think he came up. 1538 01:25:13.720 --> 01:25:17.800 I was just looking like an hour ago, Lisa is 1539 01:25:17.880 --> 01:25:18.319 the ship? 1540 01:25:20.880 --> 01:25:22.119 Thanks you? 1541 01:25:22.239 --> 01:25:29.239 So yeah, So that's obviously I don't see no Native 1542 01:25:29.239 --> 01:25:32.319 Americans coming around that standing rock anymore and worship, you know, 1543 01:25:32.439 --> 01:25:33.239 doing anything with it. 1544 01:25:33.359 --> 01:25:35.760 So it's like, and I love what you said, Like, 1545 01:25:37.119 --> 01:25:39.840 what if somebody's already kind of claimed that energy. I 1546 01:25:43.079 --> 01:25:49.520 tend to believe that kent Ohio was stolen, taken over 1547 01:25:49.640 --> 01:25:51.560 basically by the railroad. 1548 01:25:51.119 --> 01:25:53.720 Companies because there was a farming community. Then it turned 1549 01:25:53.720 --> 01:25:54.840 into a big row company. 1550 01:25:55.600 --> 01:26:00.920 Marvin Kent was sent by the rock fella type folks, 1551 01:26:01.600 --> 01:26:06.640 the Carnegie folks, to kent Ohio to basically because. 1552 01:26:06.359 --> 01:26:08.479 They knew the energy is there. They knew what was 1553 01:26:08.520 --> 01:26:13.720 there standing rock all the mountains. The city was almost 1554 01:26:13.800 --> 01:26:17.359 built with spiritual purposes behind it. 1555 01:26:17.800 --> 01:26:21.159 In my opinion, so taking back the energy with that 1556 01:26:21.319 --> 01:26:23.640 rock is if let's say, nobody's messing. 1557 01:26:23.399 --> 01:26:24.960 With that energy more anymore. 1558 01:26:25.439 --> 01:26:26.640 That rocks just sitting there. 1559 01:26:26.800 --> 01:26:29.840 Somebody maybe did a spell on it, yeah, one hundred 1560 01:26:29.920 --> 01:26:31.640 years ago, and nobody has done anything to it. 1561 01:26:31.720 --> 01:26:36.720 Since, especially that it's sitting in the middle of an 1562 01:26:36.760 --> 01:26:37.479 important river. 1563 01:26:38.960 --> 01:26:42.520 My situation is to the place of there's a context 1564 01:26:42.600 --> 01:26:48.079 of my history and relationship as opposed to in general. Right, 1565 01:26:48.760 --> 01:26:54.359 you know, so in general there's no actual claim, but 1566 01:26:55.199 --> 01:26:59.560 you know there's uh. But when it comes to who 1567 01:26:59.680 --> 01:27:07.800 has good history doing good uh good work with that location, right, 1568 01:27:07.960 --> 01:27:13.840 I have not the uh uh what it is you know, 1569 01:27:14.239 --> 01:27:16.960 you know, I don't. I don't even know everything about 1570 01:27:17.000 --> 01:27:21.600 the rock as well as quite right, but I do 1571 01:27:21.760 --> 01:27:25.720 have a decent personal spiritual relationship with it. A little 1572 01:27:25.760 --> 01:27:35.479 bit of it is documented, and I guess it's do 1573 01:27:35.520 --> 01:27:38.680 you think putting Do you think really putting your positive 1574 01:27:38.800 --> 01:27:39.640 energy or your. 1575 01:27:39.520 --> 01:27:42.560 Intent to something that magnificent and powerful of have any 1576 01:27:42.640 --> 01:27:44.720 effect on the surrounding area? 1577 01:27:47.560 --> 01:27:53.039 Yeah? Yeah, it's uh, it's it's it's once you've once 1578 01:27:53.079 --> 01:28:00.239 you've really you know, under understood it, unders understand you're health, 1579 01:28:00.920 --> 01:28:09.520 and understand how the power is transferred into the world 1580 01:28:10.239 --> 01:28:17.520 through the ethers, and how something like an ancient dolmen 1581 01:28:18.239 --> 01:28:27.840 uh is a very powerful uh conduit point because of 1582 01:28:27.880 --> 01:28:30.479 its history and significance. 1583 01:28:33.039 --> 01:28:36.359 M Doman was the word I was about. 1584 01:28:36.439 --> 01:28:40.680 I was signed to find. Yeah, like like almostism, if 1585 01:28:40.760 --> 01:28:43.399 you know, the world doesn't want to love this thing. 1586 01:28:44.079 --> 01:28:48.600 When there used to be probably whole tribes of of 1587 01:28:48.880 --> 01:28:53.319 of all sorts of used to gather around it, you know, 1588 01:28:53.520 --> 01:28:57.680 because you know that they do there was something special 1589 01:28:58.279 --> 01:29:00.520 about it, and they had their what evers, and now 1590 01:29:00.640 --> 01:29:03.119 nobody does. Now it's a it's a handful of guys 1591 01:29:03.199 --> 01:29:09.439 that would dare to call themselves mystics witches and shamans, right, 1592 01:29:09.800 --> 01:29:15.520 So it's getting love from human beings as it was 1593 01:29:15.680 --> 01:29:19.159 probably designed to do as being a thing of its 1594 01:29:19.319 --> 01:29:24.279 of its kind a spot designed for someone to do 1595 01:29:24.840 --> 01:29:27.800 that kind of thing because of how energy is gathered 1596 01:29:28.399 --> 01:29:38.600 at adult loss of that that I'm tuning the damn thing. 1597 01:29:40.680 --> 01:29:43.079 Now, let's see, that's what I kind of want to do, 1598 01:29:43.560 --> 01:29:43.840 tune it. 1599 01:29:43.960 --> 01:29:48.840 But well, what kind of dark and just still exists 1600 01:29:48.880 --> 01:29:52.239 there in this area? Like, well, this is biospherical ReGenesis. 1601 01:29:52.319 --> 01:29:56.439 If we're talking about uh, terror magic like this, we're 1602 01:29:56.439 --> 01:30:00.399 talking about tapping it into the earth grid, which a 1603 01:30:00.479 --> 01:30:02.399 lot of these sites are going to be all about, 1604 01:30:02.760 --> 01:30:06.880 which is a very Thunarian thing. It's a very thor 1605 01:30:07.359 --> 01:30:10.840 thing to do because of the Mother Earth, the Father Sky, 1606 01:30:11.079 --> 01:30:16.479 the thunder God, uh and all that stuff involving concepts 1607 01:30:16.560 --> 01:30:22.399 of grounding and running and running power through it. Right, 1608 01:30:23.000 --> 01:30:26.680 and so our chi you know, we're you know, you 1609 01:30:26.800 --> 01:30:28.680 know how in the matrix, it's like, oh, man, human 1610 01:30:28.760 --> 01:30:33.680 beings are batteries, right, Well, this is that healthy relationship 1611 01:30:34.079 --> 01:30:37.840 by which the human being as the battery, is feeding 1612 01:30:38.079 --> 01:30:44.760 aspects of our toroidal systems. This is the relationship that 1613 01:30:44.920 --> 01:30:47.680 comes from one who knows how to fill his own cup. 1614 01:30:48.439 --> 01:30:56.760 Oh yeah, yeah, I'm definitely onto something then there. 1615 01:30:57.840 --> 01:31:02.600 I'm always especially are resistant completely attracted to that area, 1616 01:31:04.119 --> 01:31:07.399 not just through my research, but going out there. Like 1617 01:31:07.600 --> 01:31:10.680 like I said, I me and a friend wanted to 1618 01:31:10.760 --> 01:31:13.560 try some go funting stuff out. We kept going to different. 1619 01:31:15.159 --> 01:31:22.399 Smaller grapes cemeteries, and that one just m it's different. 1620 01:31:22.479 --> 01:31:25.279 Man. It's not a big cemetery by any means, but 1621 01:31:25.399 --> 01:31:30.319 it's got some of the most peculiar grapestones there and 1622 01:31:30.399 --> 01:31:35.319 everything that really tell it story. But real quick, what 1623 01:31:35.600 --> 01:31:39.279 technology or are you using only? Uh? 1624 01:31:39.560 --> 01:31:44.119 Uh uh we used we used, we use bowsing rods 1625 01:31:44.760 --> 01:31:47.760 a little bit past questions and uh, we use technology. 1626 01:31:47.880 --> 01:31:52.239 My friend had a phone out with you. 1627 01:31:52.279 --> 01:31:55.800 Know, pick up the words, and I'll be honest, I thought, 1628 01:31:55.840 --> 01:31:58.760 it's like this is just stupid AI things probably generating 1629 01:31:58.840 --> 01:32:04.239 the words. Well this, I'll say at least two major 1630 01:32:04.319 --> 01:32:08.199 times where my mind is just like alright, just okay, 1631 01:32:08.840 --> 01:32:13.119 one of which was at the Standing Rock Cemetery. It 1632 01:32:13.199 --> 01:32:15.359 had popped up with the name I want to say, 1633 01:32:15.399 --> 01:32:17.640 it was like Abigail or something with a real old 1634 01:32:18.319 --> 01:32:20.239 old timey name started with the name. 1635 01:32:21.840 --> 01:32:23.880 And I'm like all right, So we're looking around. We're 1636 01:32:23.880 --> 01:32:27.399 looking around for Abigail. The Abigail around here. I love Abigail. 1637 01:32:27.439 --> 01:32:28.960 What do you want to talk to them? Fans are 1638 01:32:29.039 --> 01:32:30.279 laughing really hard right now. 1639 01:32:30.399 --> 01:32:33.840 Yeah, that's why I just laughed. King Diamond, Abigail fucking 1640 01:32:33.880 --> 01:32:34.600 album's awesome. 1641 01:32:38.600 --> 01:32:38.880 Sorry. 1642 01:32:39.399 --> 01:32:41.359 We were walking around there all night. 1643 01:32:41.479 --> 01:32:43.000 So the very last. 1644 01:32:42.840 --> 01:32:45.920 Stone there was a huge tall I'm like, let me 1645 01:32:46.000 --> 01:32:46.640 go check that one out. 1646 01:32:46.640 --> 01:32:50.319 I don't see if I's see any numbers symbol signs 1647 01:32:50.359 --> 01:32:50.560 on it. 1648 01:32:51.479 --> 01:32:57.439 As soon as I walked up to it, I'm just like, hey, friend, friend. 1649 01:32:57.319 --> 01:32:57.640 Come here. 1650 01:32:58.600 --> 01:33:01.439 They're like what. I'm like, remember that name that popped 1651 01:33:01.520 --> 01:33:03.680 up earlier. It was on the great center of the 1652 01:33:03.760 --> 01:33:05.880 last one I looked at right before we walked out 1653 01:33:05.880 --> 01:33:10.239 of it. All right, that's something, that's that's something. And 1654 01:33:10.319 --> 01:33:11.600 then a few. 1655 01:33:11.479 --> 01:33:15.520 Weeks later, broad daylight or even smaller cemetery that's really 1656 01:33:15.640 --> 01:33:22.600 really old in the middle of acron, the word. 1657 01:33:22.479 --> 01:33:26.239 Dem popped up dat. 1658 01:33:25.479 --> 01:33:29.399 M and instantly we turned our head in the biggest 1659 01:33:29.439 --> 01:33:32.399 gravestone in that section we were at, said beam on it. 1660 01:33:33.520 --> 01:33:34.199 That suked out? 1661 01:33:36.359 --> 01:33:40.920 How all right? That's not a I Because she had 1662 01:33:40.920 --> 01:33:43.039 her phone on airplane mode too, So how is she 1663 01:33:43.119 --> 01:33:45.359 getting a signal if it's on airplane mode? I don't know. 1664 01:33:45.479 --> 01:33:49.279 I'm not smart enough to tell you that, but that's yeah, yeah, 1665 01:33:49.319 --> 01:33:53.359 that's that shit threw me off man, that made me 1666 01:33:53.479 --> 01:33:55.600 stop questioning so much a little bit. I'm like, all right, 1667 01:33:56.479 --> 01:33:58.840 finally an experience where I can't explain something. 1668 01:33:59.840 --> 01:34:06.119 I have a pretty cool one. I have one ultra subtle, short, 1669 01:34:06.680 --> 01:34:08.920 oh yo ghost story. 1670 01:34:09.520 --> 01:34:11.319 All right, you know, you know, real quick though, I 1671 01:34:11.399 --> 01:34:13.279 want to let I want to let Teresa be able 1672 01:34:13.319 --> 01:34:14.920 to go and tell her and then unfortunately I'm gonna 1673 01:34:14.920 --> 01:34:19.840 have to wrap it up. Sorry, So all right, sure, yeah, 1674 01:34:19.880 --> 01:34:23.680 maybe we'll get you on next week though, unless you 1675 01:34:23.720 --> 01:34:25.479 could be real quick, Zara, let's go go through. 1676 01:34:26.880 --> 01:34:30.720 Sure, Okay, So I don't have too many crazy stories, 1677 01:34:30.840 --> 01:34:33.960 but one thing that was really weird. And I actually 1678 01:34:34.039 --> 01:34:37.159 told this story years ago the first time I was 1679 01:34:37.239 --> 01:34:39.720 on your show, Nick n Y Patriot show. Like that's 1680 01:34:39.760 --> 01:34:41.880 how this goes back a bit. 1681 01:34:42.880 --> 01:34:47.880 Four years ago probably it's a minute, but three years ago. 1682 01:34:48.800 --> 01:34:54.760 Yeah, during twenty twenty times, shall we say, uh, you know, 1683 01:34:54.960 --> 01:34:58.359 everyone was like high stress, high anxiety, blah blah blah. 1684 01:34:58.880 --> 01:35:04.039 But I was discovering a lot of information. 1685 01:35:03.960 --> 01:35:08.279 Researching things at the time, and then one night when 1686 01:35:08.359 --> 01:35:11.960 I was maybe a couple of weeks into diving into things, 1687 01:35:12.760 --> 01:35:14.680 so it's like probably the end of March twenty twenty, 1688 01:35:16.239 --> 01:35:17.640 I was trying to sleep and I was like on 1689 01:35:17.760 --> 01:35:20.000 the verge, you know, right between like awaken a sleep, 1690 01:35:20.079 --> 01:35:22.319 just as you're about to like drift off, and it 1691 01:35:22.399 --> 01:35:27.640 had this like energetic force like wash over me. It 1692 01:35:27.800 --> 01:35:31.279 was literally like a rolling pin of like an energetic 1693 01:35:31.479 --> 01:35:31.920 like wave. 1694 01:35:32.119 --> 01:35:34.600 Yeah, yeah, you've had that. 1695 01:35:36.279 --> 01:35:40.039 It was It was that just jest. I think, I'm sorry. 1696 01:35:40.079 --> 01:35:40.600 I was talking to. 1697 01:35:42.920 --> 01:35:44.359 Say, yeah, I felt that I was thirty five. 1698 01:35:46.119 --> 01:35:46.600 The same thing. 1699 01:35:47.159 --> 01:35:49.520 Yeah, having flash flax man having flash flags. 1700 01:35:50.680 --> 01:35:53.119 That's funny. No, but they had that happen to me. 1701 01:35:53.319 --> 01:35:56.920 Like at first, I was like whoa, Like you know, 1702 01:35:57.000 --> 01:35:59.560 sometimes you'll feel stuff as you're about to fall asleep 1703 01:35:59.600 --> 01:36:02.239 and it's like a muscle twidg a cramp Like this 1704 01:36:02.439 --> 01:36:06.039 wasn't like that. This was like intentional, like like rolling 1705 01:36:06.159 --> 01:36:09.319 from like my head down to my feet like pressing. 1706 01:36:09.880 --> 01:36:13.600 And I was like, okay, is this like sleep paralysis? 1707 01:36:13.960 --> 01:36:17.439 Like what's going on? But I wasn't afraid. It was 1708 01:36:17.600 --> 01:36:20.319 just odd, so I just like kind of relaxed into 1709 01:36:20.399 --> 01:36:24.840 it and like let it happen. That makes sense. And 1710 01:36:25.199 --> 01:36:27.560 it happened probably four to five. 1711 01:36:27.479 --> 01:36:30.439 Times, like the whole role, and then it just stopped. 1712 01:36:31.520 --> 01:36:34.840 But after that, it's like I was given this like 1713 01:36:35.000 --> 01:36:38.600 huge burst of energy for a long period of time, 1714 01:36:39.239 --> 01:36:42.159 and then I was getting all this information like coming 1715 01:36:42.279 --> 01:36:48.279 to me in perfect synchronous synchronicity, like I had to 1716 01:36:48.760 --> 01:36:51.079 learn one thing to understand the next thing, and it 1717 01:36:51.159 --> 01:36:53.399 was just like boom boom boom boom boom. Everything was 1718 01:36:53.439 --> 01:36:58.319 happening sequentially and I probably got like the fastest crash 1719 01:36:58.439 --> 01:37:05.159 course and like conspiracy see and crazy like theories health things, 1720 01:37:05.399 --> 01:37:06.880 you know, all in the span. 1721 01:37:06.760 --> 01:37:09.720 Of like a month, and I was just up. I 1722 01:37:09.760 --> 01:37:12.520 could be up to like three four, I am no problem. 1723 01:37:12.600 --> 01:37:16.720 Like just watching video, reading articles like it was insane. 1724 01:37:16.760 --> 01:37:20.239 And it's almost like it just came to me. I 1725 01:37:20.279 --> 01:37:21.840 don't know any other way to put it. And then 1726 01:37:21.880 --> 01:37:25.800 that same energetic like wave happened to me again. I 1727 01:37:25.920 --> 01:37:29.119 want to say around the time, well in Canada we 1728 01:37:29.239 --> 01:37:34.960 had the Trucker's Convoy, remember that back in twenty twenty two. 1729 01:37:36.640 --> 01:37:38.880 I had Yeah, I had that happen to me again. 1730 01:37:38.920 --> 01:37:40.840 Around that time. I'm in Canadian. 1731 01:37:40.880 --> 01:37:43.720 I'm in Canada, so it was a highest stress time 1732 01:37:44.119 --> 01:37:45.680 for you know, us free thinkers. 1733 01:37:47.840 --> 01:37:50.399 And that's when like Russia Ukraine. 1734 01:37:50.199 --> 01:37:54.079 Was happening, and that same thing happened to me again, 1735 01:37:54.760 --> 01:37:56.880 and then I had like a crazy dream about like 1736 01:37:57.760 --> 01:37:58.880 the fallen Angels. 1737 01:38:00.279 --> 01:38:00.560 I was. 1738 01:38:00.760 --> 01:38:04.279 It was a bizarre time, but yeah, it was interesting. 1739 01:38:04.479 --> 01:38:06.760 You don't know, Yeah, it was almost questions. 1740 01:38:07.520 --> 01:38:11.319 Yes, you weren't meditating or anything, you said, it's just 1741 01:38:11.399 --> 01:38:12.319 a wave of energy. 1742 01:38:13.640 --> 01:38:16.000 No, I wouldn't say it was actively meditating at the time. 1743 01:38:16.079 --> 01:38:20.159 I was just trying to go to sleep, So I mean, 1744 01:38:20.279 --> 01:38:23.439 but I have meditation and experience. 1745 01:38:22.960 --> 01:38:28.119 Like a lot, so I had something similar happened, but 1746 01:38:28.199 --> 01:38:30.960 it happened coming out of the deep meditation. 1747 01:38:30.680 --> 01:38:32.439 Experience I've only been able to do once. 1748 01:38:32.479 --> 01:38:34.479 But I'm just like what you said, it was like 1749 01:38:34.520 --> 01:38:40.840 a whole month of extra energy, synchronicity, things lining up perfectly, 1750 01:38:40.960 --> 01:38:43.680 where it's almost like you had to learn this little 1751 01:38:43.720 --> 01:38:45.600 bit of information for you to even pick up the 1752 01:38:45.640 --> 01:38:47.560 next bit of information that was coming towards you. 1753 01:38:48.119 --> 01:38:51.239 Yes, that Yeah, it just happened for months and months 1754 01:38:51.239 --> 01:38:53.560 and months after that. Yeah, that's crazy. 1755 01:38:53.920 --> 01:38:57.319 That's interesting was that around the same time, like the 1756 01:38:57.359 --> 01:38:58.119 same No, that was. 1757 01:38:58.159 --> 01:39:02.279 Like twenty eleven for me, it was a very long. 1758 01:39:02.199 --> 01:39:06.279 Time, almost felt still right around, so right around, a 1759 01:39:06.439 --> 01:39:10.159 very energetic time and history though, right, that's twenty eleven, 1760 01:39:10.239 --> 01:39:12.880 twenty twelve time everything is going on, and you said 1761 01:39:12.920 --> 01:39:13.960 twenty twenty around. 1762 01:39:13.760 --> 01:39:18.119 COVID and everything. Yeah, it's it's kind of man. 1763 01:39:18.760 --> 01:39:22.520 That it almost felt like a baptism. 1764 01:39:22.640 --> 01:39:25.640 Honestly, if I could describe it as anything, I don't 1765 01:39:25.640 --> 01:39:28.039 want to say an anointing. I don't think of myself 1766 01:39:28.119 --> 01:39:30.640 in that way by any means, but like I don't know, 1767 01:39:30.840 --> 01:39:33.880 some sort of like an energetic gift, like Okay, here 1768 01:39:34.439 --> 01:39:37.920 you want truth, I'm going to show you. Like here, 1769 01:39:38.560 --> 01:39:40.159 take it and learn it and run with it as 1770 01:39:40.239 --> 01:39:41.880 far as you want to go. Like that's what it 1771 01:39:41.920 --> 01:39:42.279 felt like. 1772 01:39:43.239 --> 01:39:48.119 So that's amazing. Okay, that's that's the rewards you get 1773 01:39:48.560 --> 01:39:54.039 for going through the crucible. Uh, you know, doing the 1774 01:39:54.199 --> 01:39:58.279 right thing listen, you know, having the wisdom, the wit, uh, 1775 01:39:58.800 --> 01:40:03.600 the into the intuition and that that pretty much happened 1776 01:40:03.680 --> 01:40:08.119 to everybody, right, you know, like you know, you guys 1777 01:40:08.239 --> 01:40:11.520 know about Thomas Sheridan. Now it's just like you know. 1778 01:40:11.640 --> 01:40:15.199 That's the thing, right, Like you know you're not you know, 1779 01:40:15.279 --> 01:40:17.520 you're not anointed. You don't have to use that word. 1780 01:40:18.399 --> 01:40:21.760 We like to use work, be stowed. Sure, I like 1781 01:40:21.880 --> 01:40:25.319 that word, yes, because I don't like the word bless 1782 01:40:25.520 --> 01:40:31.039 because it means to be less. Right. It's a hard 1783 01:40:31.159 --> 01:40:37.000 game working the vernacular and people that you meet that 1784 01:40:37.279 --> 01:40:40.560 don't know about your super special snobby vernacular. 1785 01:40:43.000 --> 01:40:46.079 That's all semantics anyway, you know, see. 1786 01:40:46.600 --> 01:40:50.279 Well in a way, but I mean like it comes 1787 01:40:50.640 --> 01:40:55.520 with how you're building, uh, you know everything, like how 1788 01:40:55.640 --> 01:40:59.359 you talk. You know, it's your it's your evocations. You're 1789 01:40:59.399 --> 01:41:03.920 in canteations every single day, right, you know, if you 1790 01:41:04.039 --> 01:41:08.319 want to be a warrior, you speak a warrior's language, 1791 01:41:08.920 --> 01:41:14.600 and that informs everything else that you're telling your body 1792 01:41:15.239 --> 01:41:19.159 to do and your mind how to think. That's very true, right, 1793 01:41:20.199 --> 01:41:23.479 That's what it is. And so like like like on 1794 01:41:23.600 --> 01:41:26.399 my channel, I have a playlist that I just label 1795 01:41:26.840 --> 01:41:30.880 living the Mythical Life and Action, And that's when I 1796 01:41:31.039 --> 01:41:34.359 get out and I just document myself out there in 1797 01:41:34.399 --> 01:41:39.000 the world doing something really kind of interesting, right, like 1798 01:41:39.560 --> 01:41:44.119 like when I'm doing my little kickboxing routines or my meditation, 1799 01:41:44.880 --> 01:41:47.279 you know, like like my chigong, I might be filming 1800 01:41:47.439 --> 01:41:51.560 a chiegong run or whatever, or I'm climbing Breakneck Ridge 1801 01:41:52.159 --> 01:41:56.039 and I have my GoPro back then and all that stuff. Right, 1802 01:41:56.560 --> 01:42:01.159 there's there's a living mythology that has to have the 1803 01:42:01.399 --> 01:42:04.359 language bringing it to life. This is the Golder and 1804 01:42:04.439 --> 01:42:11.079 the Norse smith thos, that is uh bringing things to manifestation. 1805 01:42:11.640 --> 01:42:16.840 Don't just use your crude, arbitrary Oxford language fucking words. 1806 01:42:17.399 --> 01:42:20.840 If you're going to do anything in English at all, 1807 01:42:22.119 --> 01:42:26.479 be a poet poem. I like that. You have to 1808 01:42:26.560 --> 01:42:27.079 be a poet. 1809 01:42:27.119 --> 01:42:31.000 This is make your life a living meditation, make your 1810 01:42:31.039 --> 01:42:32.600 life a living art the way. 1811 01:42:33.680 --> 01:42:35.359 Exactly if you're going to be a poet doing it 1812 01:42:35.359 --> 01:42:38.079 in hex Yeah, it's you. 1813 01:42:38.119 --> 01:42:41.600 Know, out of living in the flow state. Yes, you know, 1814 01:42:41.920 --> 01:42:45.359 you know people want to reach Alan Watts's idea of 1815 01:42:45.439 --> 01:42:50.079 wu way. It's part of that, you know, and that 1816 01:42:50.239 --> 01:42:53.640 mythology will end up serving you. The first time that 1817 01:42:53.720 --> 01:42:59.039 I climbed Breakneck Ridge, which some of you New York 1818 01:42:59.199 --> 01:43:05.079 guys know it, it's off the Hudson Breakneck Ridge, you know, 1819 01:43:05.199 --> 01:43:10.119 this was a very four versus yourman gander mythology for me, right, 1820 01:43:10.479 --> 01:43:13.920 This was my my not only mountain Yoton, but an 1821 01:43:14.000 --> 01:43:19.960 ice yoton and me climbing it in a snowstorm. Uh, 1822 01:43:20.399 --> 01:43:25.800 you know, was was my initiation of one particular kind 1823 01:43:26.600 --> 01:43:30.359 because uh, it was a physical feat in the real 1824 01:43:30.439 --> 01:43:33.279 world that was life threatening that I wanted to do. 1825 01:43:34.039 --> 01:43:36.960 It sounds like out of a movie, right, and it's 1826 01:43:37.279 --> 01:43:40.079 and you know, and Breakneck's not the scariest fucking thing 1827 01:43:40.159 --> 01:43:44.119 that you could fucking climb in America, But as far 1828 01:43:44.199 --> 01:43:48.159 as bouldering goes, it's called breakneck for a fucking reason. 1829 01:43:48.960 --> 01:43:52.960 It is like and there are times where I really 1830 01:43:53.199 --> 01:43:56.239 fucking you know, I you know, if you slide on 1831 01:43:56.359 --> 01:44:00.560 that gradient like a foot your heart skips three beat 1832 01:44:03.199 --> 01:44:04.960 because the only way you're going up is like this, 1833 01:44:05.640 --> 01:44:09.600 you fall backwards. Your crown is so likely to get smacked. 1834 01:44:09.600 --> 01:44:15.920 I don't want a helmet. I got gloves, gloves. 1835 01:44:18.479 --> 01:44:22.479 I wouldn't do it, So kudos man, Yeah right, yeah, 1836 01:44:24.000 --> 01:44:24.439 it's fun. 1837 01:44:24.479 --> 01:44:27.000 I can I can't. I can climb that mountain. Uh 1838 01:44:27.920 --> 01:44:30.920 In in the summertime, I can climb that mountain fucking 1839 01:44:31.079 --> 01:44:32.039 like half an hour. 1840 01:44:32.720 --> 01:44:37.399 Damn all right, jenal A, you know what I think, Uh, 1841 01:44:37.800 --> 01:44:39.800 this ghost story that you have I think you should 1842 01:44:39.840 --> 01:44:41.520 see if there's one day that you can hold off 1843 01:44:41.600 --> 01:44:45.319 and bring that onto Hellliss's mailbag on another time, if 1844 01:44:45.319 --> 01:44:48.680 you don't mind it's so short, okay, all right, didn't 1845 01:44:48.680 --> 01:44:50.439 do it now real quick, and then well then we'll 1846 01:44:50.439 --> 01:44:52.119 wrap it up if you want to do it now 1847 01:44:52.159 --> 01:44:53.760 real quick. And then we'll wrap it up if you want. 1848 01:44:54.399 --> 01:44:57.319 Because this, this was this was a goodbye visit. 1849 01:44:58.760 --> 01:44:59.319 Is okay. 1850 01:45:01.239 --> 01:45:07.159 My grandmother passed away in a nursing home and within 1851 01:45:07.560 --> 01:45:11.720 the month, perhaps it was within the week of the funeral. 1852 01:45:13.239 --> 01:45:19.399 One night, I was half passed out here in this room. 1853 01:45:20.479 --> 01:45:22.720 There used to be a bed over here behind me, 1854 01:45:22.880 --> 01:45:27.079 and and I was hanging over like in an awkward position, 1855 01:45:27.279 --> 01:45:30.560 half half asleep, looking in the corner over here. And 1856 01:45:30.840 --> 01:45:36.159 I look up and I see a pale, blue complexioned 1857 01:45:37.000 --> 01:45:44.159 appearance of my grandmother as as as she looked around 1858 01:45:44.199 --> 01:45:47.439 the time that she passed, but just standing there with 1859 01:45:47.520 --> 01:45:53.079 a pleasant little smile looking at me. And then I 1860 01:45:53.199 --> 01:45:55.600 came into more of a I kind of woke myself 1861 01:45:55.680 --> 01:45:56.760 up some more, and she was gone. 1862 01:45:57.439 --> 01:45:59.119 But that was I was in. 1863 01:45:59.319 --> 01:46:03.159 I was in the inn tween state. And it makes 1864 01:46:03.199 --> 01:46:05.159 perfect sense because it falls right in line with the 1865 01:46:05.239 --> 01:46:12.039 Bardo time before reincarnation and her coming to visit and 1866 01:46:12.119 --> 01:46:12.640 I caught it. 1867 01:46:14.399 --> 01:46:16.199 You think, like being half in and out is how 1868 01:46:16.279 --> 01:46:17.960 you even like was able to perceive her. 1869 01:46:20.039 --> 01:46:24.840 Yeah, I do, I believe so. I believe so so gratefully. 1870 01:46:25.199 --> 01:46:29.319 I had trouble sleeping or or it was late or something, 1871 01:46:29.359 --> 01:46:32.359 and I didn't hadn't gotten passed out yet with whatever 1872 01:46:32.399 --> 01:46:35.319 it was I had done that night, And I. 1873 01:46:35.399 --> 01:46:35.920 Was still. 1874 01:46:37.239 --> 01:46:43.560 In mourning and perpetually wrathful at what COVID did for 1875 01:46:43.720 --> 01:46:47.399 her end of life. Yes, because she was in a 1876 01:46:47.840 --> 01:46:54.319 nursing home in Connecticut here and it wasn't she wasn't 1877 01:46:54.399 --> 01:47:00.359 treated more badly than a lot of other COVID people 1878 01:47:00.880 --> 01:47:06.279 in nursing homes, but the basics were inhuman enough with 1879 01:47:06.399 --> 01:47:11.880 the social distancing in her condition. Yeah, you know, I 1880 01:47:12.079 --> 01:47:14.239 didn't even get a chance to hug her before she 1881 01:47:14.359 --> 01:47:17.920 passed away. Terrible. I mean I probably could have. I 1882 01:47:18.000 --> 01:47:20.560 probably should have just hugged her if I had, you know, 1883 01:47:21.399 --> 01:47:22.960 you know, said like fuck it, I don't know if 1884 01:47:23.000 --> 01:47:28.680 I'm going to see her again. But you know, because 1885 01:47:28.720 --> 01:47:32.359 she had like all of her issues were external, like 1886 01:47:32.720 --> 01:47:36.520 her internal organs, like she never had like an organ 1887 01:47:36.680 --> 01:47:41.199 failure issue or anything like that. She was always internally 1888 01:47:41.840 --> 01:47:44.560 healthy as an ox. It was like, you know, her 1889 01:47:44.680 --> 01:47:49.239 eyesight was gone, her language center had fallen away, and 1890 01:47:49.359 --> 01:47:52.199 she reverted to speaking only French. She forgot how to 1891 01:47:52.239 --> 01:47:55.439 speak English, could understand some of it only a little bit, 1892 01:47:55.880 --> 01:47:59.760 making it twenty times harder to talk to her. Lost 1893 01:47:59.800 --> 01:48:03.159 her hearing aid, and there was nothing to provide a 1894 01:48:03.239 --> 01:48:05.880 hearing aid, so she was also super hard to hear. 1895 01:48:06.159 --> 01:48:08.880 This was the most painful way to separate with somebody 1896 01:48:08.920 --> 01:48:14.399 at end of life. And I'm looking at and I'm 1897 01:48:14.560 --> 01:48:16.960 you know, and it's it's just one of those fucking 1898 01:48:17.000 --> 01:48:20.600 things communication with even I'm not upset that we don't 1899 01:48:20.640 --> 01:48:23.000 have the money to take care of grandma better, I'm 1900 01:48:23.079 --> 01:48:25.920 upset that there was never a fucking conversation in the 1901 01:48:25.960 --> 01:48:26.800 family about it. 1902 01:48:29.359 --> 01:48:32.119 Sure, that's hard. 1903 01:48:32.720 --> 01:48:38.199 So yeah, yeah, So anyway, that's the story of my 1904 01:48:38.319 --> 01:48:40.319 grandma coming to visit me before she moved on. 1905 01:48:42.600 --> 01:48:46.319 I think that happens a lot, actually, m m. Yeah, 1906 01:48:47.279 --> 01:48:47.760 that's an. 1907 01:48:49.319 --> 01:48:51.239 I'm be sure that. I'm assuming that's a good experience 1908 01:48:51.319 --> 01:48:52.520 for you, that's how you consider. 1909 01:48:54.239 --> 01:48:58.000 Yeah, it was a good experience for me. I don't 1910 01:48:58.000 --> 01:49:01.399 think I necessarily needed a parent normal experience to even 1911 01:49:01.560 --> 01:49:03.960 feel that way, but I think it was important that 1912 01:49:04.039 --> 01:49:07.760 also I had to see it right. And the only 1913 01:49:07.840 --> 01:49:11.119 other thing that ever came slightly close to that was 1914 01:49:11.239 --> 01:49:14.239 completely kind of different. Where I was on my first 1915 01:49:15.880 --> 01:49:20.079 job in construction, like I had finally landed a first 1916 01:49:20.159 --> 01:49:22.319 kind of thing to give me some construction experience, and 1917 01:49:22.319 --> 01:49:25.159 there was some carpentry involved in it. And as I'm 1918 01:49:25.199 --> 01:49:30.399 doing it about I felt the presence through my mind's eye. 1919 01:49:30.560 --> 01:49:34.720 I could kind of see like like not like I 1920 01:49:34.840 --> 01:49:38.039 was hallucinating it or anything like that, just in my 1921 01:49:38.159 --> 01:49:41.039 mind's eye that all of a sudden Odin had showed up, 1922 01:49:41.560 --> 01:49:43.760 you know, And I'm just like, why is the old 1923 01:49:43.840 --> 01:49:46.199 father here? And I'm just working. I'm just this is 1924 01:49:46.279 --> 01:49:50.520 like psychic preferree paying attention, right, So Odin shows up 1925 01:49:50.520 --> 01:49:53.560 And then I realized is you know, he came with something. 1926 01:49:53.560 --> 01:50:02.119 And Odin came and brought my grandfather, which is my 1927 01:50:02.239 --> 01:50:06.840 grandmother's husband, to come and see me doing carpentry work 1928 01:50:06.840 --> 01:50:13.640 because he was a carpenter. Grandpa wasn't a Pagan, but 1929 01:50:14.119 --> 01:50:17.000 that doesn't matter. For all I know is fucking Loki 1930 01:50:17.520 --> 01:50:20.800 under Odin's watch saying Okay, you're gonna be his grandpa. 1931 01:50:20.920 --> 01:50:22.840 You're gonna teach him a fucking lesson. And if you 1932 01:50:22.920 --> 01:50:24.920 fuck this up, Loki, I gotta kill you. Maybe it 1933 01:50:25.039 --> 01:50:27.359 was that it doesn't matter, but the point is in 1934 01:50:27.439 --> 01:50:30.479 my mind's eye, I just you know, like like this 1935 01:50:30.640 --> 01:50:32.479 is what I mean, Like I can't tell like, while 1936 01:50:32.800 --> 01:50:37.159 these are my stories, they're very personal. They require a 1937 01:50:37.199 --> 01:50:40.279 little moment like this to get the question, the right question, 1938 01:50:40.439 --> 01:50:45.359 to ask me to explain my magical experiences, right, you know, 1939 01:50:45.760 --> 01:50:49.479 there's there's no real words. It's just feeling that aura 1940 01:50:49.800 --> 01:50:53.960 of Grandpa's pride. That's like, ah, the kids finally fucking 1941 01:50:54.039 --> 01:50:57.439 figured it out. Yeah, I guess I can deal with 1942 01:50:57.520 --> 01:51:01.760 the fact that he didn't cut his hair. Right. That's 1943 01:51:01.840 --> 01:51:04.960 kind of like the vibe check from Grandpa with the 1944 01:51:05.039 --> 01:51:06.640 whole choose. 1945 01:51:06.479 --> 01:51:09.239 Your battles Grandpa. Okay, then that kind. 1946 01:51:09.119 --> 01:51:12.199 Of fades off while, you know, because all I'm doing 1947 01:51:12.399 --> 01:51:15.920 is working, and it's just and I just have this 1948 01:51:16.039 --> 01:51:19.560 little grin on my face while I'm working, and and 1949 01:51:19.920 --> 01:51:23.840 and like I no, I kind of nod at nothing 1950 01:51:24.800 --> 01:51:27.039 and uh and keep at it until kind of like 1951 01:51:27.119 --> 01:51:31.039 the vibe shows that they've they've gone to let me 1952 01:51:31.159 --> 01:51:33.359 do my thing right, But you know, I just you know, 1953 01:51:33.600 --> 01:51:36.720 just feeling this kind of idea of you know that 1954 01:51:37.560 --> 01:51:42.720 you know it follows logic because Odin's a psychopop. It 1955 01:51:42.760 --> 01:51:45.399 would be him or some other like Anubis could have 1956 01:51:45.399 --> 01:51:46.680 showed like that, you know. 1957 01:51:49.840 --> 01:51:52.640 All right, Uh, all right, then we wrap it up now. 1958 01:51:52.960 --> 01:51:53.079 Uh. 1959 01:51:53.479 --> 01:51:55.760 I know some of you, Matthew. You don't have a 1960 01:51:56.239 --> 01:51:59.520 your own podcast, do you. I don't think you do, 1961 01:51:59.720 --> 01:52:02.000 or is anything? Uh, I don't know if you can 1962 01:52:02.039 --> 01:52:04.600 even hear me over there? Why don't you go ahead 1963 01:52:04.600 --> 01:52:05.680 and plug your stuff first? 1964 01:52:07.520 --> 01:52:11.039 In the chat room? I linked my interview with Dana 1965 01:52:12.079 --> 01:52:16.600 Are our friend over Ronnic Schools and uh I am 1966 01:52:17.199 --> 01:52:20.239 Zara Lath Eternal here on YouTube where I do all 1967 01:52:20.279 --> 01:52:23.640 my podcasting. If you're interested in listening to me butcher 1968 01:52:23.760 --> 01:52:27.560 my guitar, you can go to Zarah Lath Shreds and 1969 01:52:28.880 --> 01:52:31.720 check it out the last upload I did. I actually 1970 01:52:31.760 --> 01:52:34.600 think I did a pretty sick job, but you know 1971 01:52:34.720 --> 01:52:38.399 it's all shred salad. I don't quite have any songs 1972 01:52:38.399 --> 01:52:41.520 because I have an odd kind of writer's block right now. 1973 01:52:42.199 --> 01:52:43.039 I'll get back to you. 1974 01:52:43.119 --> 01:52:48.760 When it's the guys gonna sound like Steve I right. 1975 01:52:50.199 --> 01:52:56.239 Absolutely, or at least Kyle Rasmussen now right now, I'm 1976 01:52:56.319 --> 01:52:58.119 supporting VICH for it all full force. 1977 01:53:00.560 --> 01:53:03.760 Uh, justin, did you want to plug anything? You want 1978 01:53:03.760 --> 01:53:05.439 to show off your Instagram page or anything? 1979 01:53:07.039 --> 01:53:07.279 Ah? 1980 01:53:08.560 --> 01:53:09.439 That wasn't sure. I don't know. 1981 01:53:11.560 --> 01:53:13.720 Maybe when I get it more. I haven't posted in 1982 01:53:13.800 --> 01:53:17.439 a long time. I think people the holidays. 1983 01:53:17.560 --> 01:53:19.119 Yeah, I was gonna say, I think people interested in 1984 01:53:19.159 --> 01:53:21.199 the cult would find your page actually interesting. 1985 01:53:23.359 --> 01:53:24.520 What is my page. 1986 01:53:26.159 --> 01:53:34.760 Ship farther farther, farther of the Vinci, I believe, Yeah, 1987 01:53:34.760 --> 01:53:35.520 that's what I think it is. 1988 01:53:35.640 --> 01:53:39.960 Yeah, yeah, part of the Vinci. That's my Instagram everybody. 1989 01:53:40.279 --> 01:53:43.239 Yes, you know, Matthew, you want to plug anything? 1990 01:53:45.159 --> 01:53:48.279 Plug any on Instagram for now? And the X Waiting 1991 01:53:48.359 --> 01:53:53.159 Lion A waiting line twenty nine. I have been slowly 1992 01:53:53.239 --> 01:53:57.000 working on a podcast kind of like uh, my man 1993 01:53:57.159 --> 01:54:00.720 just said. I've been that dude ever since I. 1994 01:54:00.840 --> 01:54:03.279 Charlie kirkshit happened. I've been just had a like energetic 1995 01:54:03.359 --> 01:54:06.479 block with my own like trying to get shipped done. 1996 01:54:07.159 --> 01:54:08.880 Every time I tried to set up to do something 1997 01:54:09.199 --> 01:54:11.119 that stamps some stops me or I. 1998 01:54:11.199 --> 01:54:12.840 Just like I haven't. 1999 01:54:13.640 --> 01:54:15.680 I had quite a few podcasts lined up, and I 2000 01:54:16.279 --> 01:54:19.920 turned them all down because has been a rough lately. 2001 01:54:21.680 --> 01:54:24.279 I haven't had the energy for it because I got. 2002 01:54:27.079 --> 01:54:29.359 Now telling you just looking into it the way I did, 2003 01:54:29.520 --> 01:54:31.960 and like I was telling you all the chocolate milk. 2004 01:54:31.800 --> 01:54:37.159 Story earlier life. God damn that chocolate milk. I should 2005 01:54:37.159 --> 01:54:38.319 have never bought that chocolate milk. 2006 01:54:38.760 --> 01:54:39.520 I missed. 2007 01:54:43.520 --> 01:54:50.720 And listen, chocolate milk. True. So I got plenty of 2008 01:54:50.760 --> 01:54:52.720 people pushing me along, everybody in the chat. 2009 01:54:52.800 --> 01:54:55.640 We're going to get some shows done here soon. I'm 2010 01:54:56.319 --> 01:54:59.920 following my daughter's skin journey right now. She's got a 2011 01:55:00.000 --> 01:55:01.880 stremely bad eggs and I'm trying to help out with 2012 01:55:01.960 --> 01:55:02.640 many people as. 2013 01:55:02.560 --> 01:55:08.159 I can, trying to learn her issues. My Kent State 2014 01:55:08.239 --> 01:55:09.479 research is always ongoing. 2015 01:55:09.600 --> 01:55:12.399 The water story, which I never got to with you, Nick, 2016 01:55:13.680 --> 01:55:16.520 the water story down to Florida the primary water. 2017 01:55:17.560 --> 01:55:20.399 It was Charlie Kirk the primary water. Everything kind of 2018 01:55:20.680 --> 01:55:22.840 took a nose dive all at once. I just slowed 2019 01:55:22.840 --> 01:55:25.199 down on my entire life. But it's starting to pick up. 2020 01:55:25.960 --> 01:55:27.000 That Charlie Kirk stuff. 2021 01:55:30.439 --> 01:55:33.520 Yeah, God, who was I'm so bad with names. 2022 01:55:33.640 --> 01:55:38.239 There was an amazing gentleman everybody's close with I can't 2023 01:55:38.239 --> 01:55:39.079 think of his name right now. 2024 01:55:39.359 --> 01:55:43.359 Sixth century, sixth century podcast. Oh yeah, going with him, and. 2025 01:55:45.880 --> 01:55:47.079 I was wanted to tell him a lot of the 2026 01:55:47.199 --> 01:55:49.600 Charlie Kirk stuff, all the information. I was like that 2027 01:55:49.800 --> 01:55:52.199 that promised land stuff, that's just a smidge of it. Bro, 2028 01:55:52.520 --> 01:55:54.520 that's just a tiny smiths of all the ship that 2029 01:55:54.600 --> 01:55:57.520 they were throwing at us without you even realizing all 2030 01:55:57.600 --> 01:56:00.119 the demon worship and ship behind the scenes that they 2031 01:56:00.159 --> 01:56:02.359 were doing that. I was picking up with the numbers 2032 01:56:02.439 --> 01:56:06.039 and the symbols and signs and pictures and animals that 2033 01:56:06.119 --> 01:56:07.960 they were showing us through all that. Yeah, there's a 2034 01:56:08.039 --> 01:56:09.199 lot of crazy shift behind that. 2035 01:56:09.319 --> 01:56:11.920 But uh, did you look a podcast? Yeah, we're gonna 2036 01:56:11.920 --> 01:56:13.159 We're gonna get much shows. 2037 01:56:15.560 --> 01:56:15.840 I need. 2038 01:56:19.439 --> 01:56:21.840 Yeah, dude, they Yeah that was the Wild Park put 2039 01:56:21.920 --> 01:56:24.640 uh the Hometown Profit. If you guys just keep your 2040 01:56:24.680 --> 01:56:26.439 eyes out that that will be around at least that's 2041 01:56:26.439 --> 01:56:30.239 the name I'm going on show to it. So yeah, 2042 01:56:30.399 --> 01:56:34.680 long story short. Sorry, you're good. You're good, got it 2043 01:56:34.800 --> 01:56:38.119 right there, Awaken Lion and the Hometown Profit. Keep an 2044 01:56:38.119 --> 01:56:39.359 eye out for me. I'll be out there. 2045 01:56:40.119 --> 01:56:44.439 Sounds good, I think Friday just dropped them. Uh neflon Hunter, 2046 01:56:44.520 --> 01:56:46.079 you want to say anything or plug anything? 2047 01:56:46.119 --> 01:56:48.319 No, right, I'm sorry, No, I ain't getting none. To 2048 01:56:48.800 --> 01:56:50.319 appreciate it hanging out man. 2049 01:56:50.399 --> 01:56:54.079 Yeah of course. Man. Uh yeah, thank you, thank you 2050 01:56:54.159 --> 01:56:56.720 all for coming on. That was pretty cool tonight, Teresa, 2051 01:56:56.800 --> 01:56:58.399 thank you for jumping on real quick at the end. 2052 01:56:58.600 --> 01:57:01.720 That's cool as hell. And uh, everybody in the chat, 2053 01:57:01.800 --> 01:57:04.000 that's what's up these amount of people here. I thought 2054 01:57:04.000 --> 01:57:07.359 for Thanksgiving night, so I appreciate it. And uh, I 2055 01:57:07.479 --> 01:57:10.159 think next week we should be uh you know, the 2056 01:57:10.359 --> 01:57:13.800 same thing as usual. Oh real quick. Totally forgot this. 2057 01:57:14.279 --> 01:57:16.600 Oh god, I forgot the name of it. Some civilization 2058 01:57:16.800 --> 01:57:21.479 thing in the some event in Phoenix. No, Scottsdale, Arizona. 2059 01:57:22.359 --> 01:57:24.680 I can't remember the name of the fucking event. That's 2060 01:57:24.720 --> 01:57:29.960 so horrible. Oh yes, Scottsdale, Arizona. Be a headless got 2061 01:57:30.359 --> 01:57:32.960 we got blessed with like free free tickets to go 2062 01:57:33.079 --> 01:57:33.560 to this thing. 2063 01:57:33.760 --> 01:57:37.199 And uh you you you gotta you gotta hook up 2064 01:57:37.279 --> 01:57:41.880 with my boy, uh Corey and Alicia the Phoenix Enigma. 2065 01:57:41.960 --> 01:57:44.960 Man, Okay, uh, yeah, you know what, I'll talk to 2066 01:57:45.039 --> 01:57:47.439 him before I'll I followed the guy so I'll hit 2067 01:57:47.520 --> 01:57:47.840 him up. 2068 01:57:47.960 --> 01:57:51.920 It certain I've sent you their information and I tagged 2069 01:57:52.000 --> 01:57:54.159 you on X with them when you made that I 2070 01:57:54.239 --> 01:57:54.720 saw that X. 2071 01:57:54.880 --> 01:57:56.479 Yes, yes you did. That's how I found out who 2072 01:57:56.520 --> 01:57:56.840 they was. 2073 01:57:57.680 --> 01:58:02.479 I I retweeted it, tagged with the Phoenix Enigma contact. Yes. 2074 01:58:02.600 --> 01:58:05.000 Oh, it's called Quest for Ancient Civilization. It's gonna be 2075 01:58:05.039 --> 01:58:08.520 in Scottsdale, Arizona, from a December fifth to the seventh. 2076 01:58:08.560 --> 01:58:12.239 To me and Headless will be there, plus Mike and 2077 01:58:12.359 --> 01:58:15.920 Dave from Mike and Dave's a multiverse, and I think 2078 01:58:16.079 --> 01:58:18.560 Cody from uh I could be saying a wrong East 2079 01:58:18.600 --> 01:58:21.039 ten Productions or some shit like that. He'll actually be 2080 01:58:21.159 --> 01:58:23.560 I think he's I'm seeing the event, and I think 2081 01:58:23.720 --> 01:58:26.159 Mike and Dave might be him seeing like the virtual 2082 01:58:26.520 --> 01:58:29.520 shit on Friday Night, some shit like that. Yeah, Me 2083 01:58:29.560 --> 01:58:32.319 and Hellas will be there. Yeah, we'll have the the 2084 01:58:32.319 --> 01:58:35.920 Occult Rejects T shirts on. I'll probably bring my Venetian 2085 01:58:36.000 --> 01:58:38.920 masks so everybody remembers who the fuck I was. You 2086 01:58:38.920 --> 01:58:41.439 won't forget somebody walking around with that shit on. Uh 2087 01:58:42.960 --> 01:58:45.560 you know so, uh, yeah, it should be interesting and 2088 01:58:45.680 --> 01:58:47.760 fun if you're in the area. I mean, even hit 2089 01:58:47.840 --> 01:58:50.520 us up maybe if if you're around in the area 2090 01:58:50.560 --> 01:58:53.920 after the event's over. Forgot for free at night obviously, 2091 01:58:54.039 --> 01:58:57.359 maybe we'll come out chill out or whatever. So yeah, 2092 01:58:57.880 --> 01:59:00.880 just let people know anywhere in Scottsdale next area. We'll 2093 01:59:00.880 --> 01:59:03.640 be around there December fifth of the seventh. Uh Yeah, 2094 01:59:03.680 --> 01:59:05.439 and thank you everybody in the chat. That's what's up. 2095 01:59:05.439 --> 01:59:07.199 I had a good time and until the next one, 2096 01:59:07.439 --> 01:59:09.000 everybody'd be well later