Speaker 1: Uh oh, oh, what I was protecting. I was protecting.
Speaker 1: I was practicing my protective bark. Yeah. No, it leaves
Speaker 1: a lot to be desired. But you know, I always say,
Speaker 1: just because I'm not be the size of an overgrown
Speaker 1: chewaa doesn't mean you shouldn't hate the warning. I'll absolutely
Speaker 1: rip your spinel column out bit by bit. And what
Speaker 1: what I'm just saying if someone were to mess with
Speaker 1: me or someone that I cared about, actually more so
Speaker 1: if it was someone that I cared about. If people
Speaker 1: mess with me, I tend to just let it go.
Speaker 1: It festers and pisses me off over time. But well
Speaker 1: you know that about me. You know I have a
Speaker 1: hard time dealing with people that then piss me off. AnyWho, what, yeah,
Speaker 1: sit down for a spell. I just was stretching and
Speaker 1: huh did you did you just did you just say
Speaker 1: that I I'm not scary whatsoever. I'll have you know,
Speaker 1: it's not the size of the dog or the werewolf
Speaker 1: in the fight. It's the size of the werewolf and
Speaker 1: the dog werewolf. Yeah, it's a says the fight in
Speaker 1: the werewolf. There you go, it's that's the country saying, Well,
Speaker 1: you're right, they do say dog, But whatever. Anyways, I
Speaker 1: have plenty of fight in me. In fact, if my
Speaker 1: fight could be measured, it's just it's compressed, you know,
Speaker 1: it's concentrated. You just have to add water. And Darling,
Speaker 1: let me tell you exactly you'd think that I just
Speaker 1: uh may think that's why I'm so angry all the time,
Speaker 1: because I'm just always wet, So it's just always hum
Speaker 1: what well, especially when you come around m Why do
Speaker 1: you seem so shocked whenever I say that, Darling? I
Speaker 1: know you like to believe that you're not cute. And
Speaker 1: just because the people you wanted to tell you that
Speaker 1: you're cute you haven't told you, does not mean you
Speaker 1: are in fact not cute. Baby. Those lips, they're so kissable.
Speaker 1: And those cheekies. I know you think that all the
Speaker 1: women who have except they're grabbing them when you were
Speaker 1: older were just gross and disgusting, but they knew what
Speaker 1: they were saying. They knew mm hmm. And those soft
Speaker 1: eyes that you have. You try to act a hard
Speaker 1: knack like you have a little bitchy voice and you're
Speaker 1: a brooty boy, but those eyes, those peppy dog guys,
Speaker 1: tell the actual tale. Of it all, doesn't it. You
Speaker 1: are big of softy in the centner, and you try
Speaker 1: so hard to be all hard and tough and see
Speaker 1: I got chump against the wall eye because you're so
Speaker 1: big and tough and dental up. No, I didn't expect
Speaker 1: you to fitch bag. Look at your hitting downy little
Speaker 1: incident woman who can't possibly but back? Look at you
Speaker 1: your catching on on how I do it? Well? Anyways,
Speaker 1: did you want to sit down? You're right, you can't
Speaker 1: really sit down and beinned against the wall. Wow. No,
Speaker 1: I just realized how close I am to your faith.
Speaker 1: Jesus you are, so it's I needed to talk to
Speaker 1: you about something. Yeah, no, they'll figure to sit down here.
Speaker 1: Just I hope that's comfy for you the chair? So
Speaker 1: what I? Oh? No, it didn't bring you here for
Speaker 1: Sparrin darling. There's a gym down the street. We could
Speaker 1: have met there. We mean you have boxed before down there, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know kickboxing? Why God's Green Earth? Would I have
Speaker 1: you be here? No? No, no, no, no, I was. I
Speaker 1: was wanting to talk to about something very important. You know,
Speaker 1: you know, we're getting older and we've got to start
Speaker 1: making some decisions in our lives. And well, I figured
Speaker 1: I should. If I'm feeling this way, I shouldn't wait
Speaker 1: to see if you do. I should gather my courage
Speaker 1: to be a big girl and do it myself. Mm hmm,
Speaker 1: I am well, I would lack. No, it's not about
Speaker 1: what I would like. Pardon I sound like a spouse
Speaker 1: right now? You're my mate? What well? No, you are well. No,
Speaker 1: you didn't exactly say you wanted to be No, I've
Speaker 1: never exactly talked to you about this before, but you're
Speaker 1: you're my mate. You you yourself, you are my mate.
Speaker 1: I want to have a family with you and only you,
Speaker 1: and moving forward, I don't ever want to leave your
Speaker 1: sad and until death do as part of the next
Speaker 1: into the next universe. Honestly, that'd be great nice and comfort.
Speaker 1: And if I'm gonna be honest. What well, No, no,
Speaker 1: hear out my reason? Here out my reason? See first
Speaker 1: and foremost, I I was abandoned and had to learn
Speaker 1: how to take care of myself at a very young age. Well, no,
Speaker 1: that might make it seem like I wouldn't know exactly
Speaker 1: how to be a good family person. You're right, You're
Speaker 1: not wrong on that, but it does mean that I
Speaker 1: know how to take care of myself. I've paid my
Speaker 1: own bills roughly since age of fourteen. Yeah, I kind
Speaker 1: of liedn't got a fake udy so that I could
Speaker 1: work early, and then I was completely on my own
Speaker 1: from sixteen on. And that means that I know how
Speaker 1: to wheel and deal if there's ever stuff that's needed
Speaker 1: mm hmm. And then I also there's other benefits, you know,
Speaker 1: I desperately do want a family. I love the idea
Speaker 1: of kids, and not just the idea, Like whenever my
Speaker 1: friends get fed up, I'm the first person who's like,
Speaker 1: but I'm here. I love I love playing games, I
Speaker 1: love teaching, I love seeing seeing the world through young eyes. Again,
Speaker 1: I absolutely enjoy it. It's so much fun for me.
Speaker 1: I don't get tired, even when, like my friend had
Speaker 1: a newborn and she was like losing it because she
Speaker 1: couldn't sleep. I also stay up for days on end
Speaker 1: and have no problem with it. You know. I'm good
Speaker 1: at that. So that means, like, if you need to
Speaker 1: get some sleep, then this isn't gonna be an issue.
Speaker 1: I am. I am quite physically fit, so I am
Speaker 1: prepared and ready for a nice you know, I'm quite
Speaker 1: receptive to one's seed and some plowage, and I also
Speaker 1: completely dig you. I think you are the sexiest thing
Speaker 1: I've ever saying. I can't tell you how many dreams
Speaker 1: I've had of just taken my nails and raking them
Speaker 1: down your back, making it look like a drunk farmer
Speaker 1: just went nuts with his with his plowing machines and
Speaker 1: just what oh no, like I have done nothing but
Speaker 1: imagine having you get behind me and show me how
Speaker 1: supportive you could be repetitively what oh no, no, no.
Speaker 1: See what I'm trying to tell you is I have
Speaker 1: had nothing but absolute dreams of being completely stuck and
Speaker 1: unable to move. And rather than and absolute what I
Speaker 1: I guess I'll have to save that for a more
Speaker 1: appropriate place to express exactly what I would like to
Speaker 1: do to you. Slash have you do to me? Oh no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I have no problem taking charge. I mean I'm the
Speaker 1: one telling you you're my maid. See that's another thing.
Speaker 1: When I see your blind spots very very well. You're
Speaker 1: so good at telling me my blind spots and everything
Speaker 1: that I could work on. But if you ever proved
Speaker 1: to be receptive to it, I can point out a
Speaker 1: couple of things that you could work on. But back
Speaker 1: to the fun stuff. That means I absolutely have no
Speaker 1: problem being on top of the situation, if you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, making sure to inspect every element, ensuring
Speaker 1: that you have a satisfied performance review. I'm just saying
Speaker 1: this could prove to be a very very fruitful mm hmm,
Speaker 1: well seeded huh situation. Come on now, Plus, I mean
Speaker 1: a bonded pair. Isn't that exactly what we wanted? We
Speaker 1: discussed what we talked about that. You know that it's
Speaker 1: what we wolves do. We find someone and we ride
Speaker 1: for them until the very end. Oh the alpha mega stuff. Yeah,
Speaker 1: if we get to talking about that and telling other people,
Speaker 1: they'll be like, that's not really what wolves do. But
Speaker 1: you know, it doesn't really matter who is technically in charge,
Speaker 1: partially because we both know that I am what AnyWho Oh,
Speaker 1: look at you being so bratty. We'll get that beaten
Speaker 1: out of you. What doesn't matter anyways, Back to what like,
Speaker 1: I guess it doesn't matter. We'll figure that part out later.
Speaker 1: Back to what I was saying, So you won't have
Speaker 1: to worry about taking care of me. You won't have
Speaker 1: to worry about taking care of the family. What you
Speaker 1: do for the family and how you take care of
Speaker 1: the family. It's gonna be so appreciated and so awesome.
Speaker 1: But also it also means that you're gonna have help
Speaker 1: and it's a very supportive partner. You see my blind sides,
Speaker 1: I see your blind sides, and well, judging by the
Speaker 1: state of your pants there, I think that you quite
Speaker 1: like what you see. Oh was I sitting there and
Speaker 1: butting in my blouse this entire time? I didn't notice
Speaker 1: what You just can't say anything. I'm not wearing a
Speaker 1: bro what it's just draped over my nip m I'll
Speaker 1: look at you blush in there. You try to act
Speaker 1: like such a rudy boy, so tough, but the moment
Speaker 1: someone shows you genuine love and genuine care, you just
Speaker 1: no like the big puppy that you are. I did
Speaker 1: have to say puppy because that's exactly what you are.
Speaker 1: You need somebody who wants to just lay with you
Speaker 1: and give you scratches, because you act like you don't
Speaker 1: need anybody, But nobody that plays that many multiplayer games
Speaker 1: needs nobody. A Balder's Gate is way more fun with
Speaker 1: multiple people it's fun by itself, so it's helldivers lethal
Speaker 1: company even Minecraft. Definitely seven Days was a lot more
Speaker 1: fun with other people. So how about you stop pretending
Speaker 1: that you want to be this lonely figure. I know
Speaker 1: it's scary. It's terrifying thinking of being with someone and
Speaker 1: having to be dependent on them for anything, because then
Speaker 1: you have to give up some sort of element of control.
Speaker 1: But I don't go anywhere literally. No. Ask my friend
Speaker 1: dream there was a moment where she had a huge
Speaker 1: problem and she disappeared for a year, and she was surprised,
Speaker 1: given the way everything went down, that I was still
Speaker 1: there afterwards. But I'm a rater, dah. I figure if
Speaker 1: something went wrong, that means either we need to find
Speaker 1: a way to communicate better or it probably was my
Speaker 1: fault and I need to apologize. I can be bitchy
Speaker 1: at times, especially when I get insecure, and I've got
Speaker 1: to be able to find a way to articulate why
Speaker 1: I'm feeling insecure so we can work around it. That
Speaker 1: goes back to communication. But one thing's been proven, I
Speaker 1: stick around even when things are really bad, and I
Speaker 1: shouldn't be sticking around. I don't leave. It's impossible for
Speaker 1: me to leave, and it'd be impossible for me to
Speaker 1: leave you. Oh you know about that friend? Yeah, Sandra, Yeah, yeah, No,
Speaker 1: I had a friend named Sandra absolutely milked me have
Speaker 1: so much money, and then the moment she found someone
Speaker 1: else to do it too, she disappeared as if I
Speaker 1: didn't even matter. I know. Yeah, no, I tried to
Speaker 1: make my relationship with my mom work for a long time,
Speaker 1: but off of the sad stuff. So yeah, I don't leave.
Speaker 1: I can take care of myself. I am really resourceful
Speaker 1: when things are going wrong and can fix problems with
Speaker 1: unique stratagems. And well, we get along and I find
Speaker 1: you to be super attractive. And even if you don't
Speaker 1: think that you're attractive, just know that maybe I just
Speaker 1: have poor tastes. You know. If you think your trash, well,
Speaker 1: god damn it, baby, I'm a trash panda and I
Speaker 1: want nothing more than to absolutely have you dave out
Speaker 1: on in and what Well, I'm just saying. You know,
Speaker 1: my mom was called trailer park trash. So baby, no, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I don't think you understand. I didn't ask a question.
Speaker 1: You're my mate for life, so I think that we
Speaker 1: should you're right, I did already undo the buckle that
Speaker 1: is also your zipper. It is already. You really weren't
Speaker 1: paying attention. This is how I'm gonna get you. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna start talking and get you philosophizing and get you
Speaker 1: in your head thinking that I am completely wrong and
Speaker 1: have you playing out all this different stuff, and that's
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get your nicked. What mm hmm. And did
Speaker 1: you also notice that I'm already sitting on top of
Speaker 1: your I'm just saying all it takes is a couple
Speaker 1: of lat maneuver and then precassly and you have an
Speaker 1: well I don't know if I should take this personally,
Speaker 1: but the view that you have is of two hills. Yes,
Speaker 1: they're not mountains. They're not mountains. They're quite humbly size.
Speaker 1: But I like to say that they're all you need
Speaker 1: is a palm full plus uh, now that they're over
Speaker 1: the edges of my and they're in plain view, and
Speaker 1: then I'll have to do is put my hands the
Speaker 1: size and squeeze a little bit. That's a that's that's
Speaker 1: more than at all. Thank you. I thought you'd think
Speaker 1: that's more than enough. Wonderful hmm well, I'm glad that
Speaker 1: you liked it, my darling. So how about we go
Speaker 1: make this contract be complete as in or we can
Speaker 1: take care of it here you know, wow, nor time
Speaker 1: like the present. I'm just saying I would love for
Speaker 1: you to carp bay my dem that is seized the
Speaker 1: day rat I think it is. Well, I'm just saying
Speaker 1: I want to do nothing more than to seize your milk. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not an echo. I mean I want you to.
Speaker 1: I'd like to get this family process going up there.
Speaker 1: You yeah, just make sure you Hey guys, Sina, Alexander, here,
Speaker 1: Sena you. This is this is done. This is This
Speaker 1: is an audio that I've been wanting to do. So
Speaker 1: I've learned on this channel if I make anything that's
Speaker 1: not anthropomorphic animal, the video just doesn't do well. And
Speaker 1: since my stories and stories about my life, it really
Speaker 1: doesn't matter which monster girl use. Plus, I mean I
Speaker 1: dig monster girls. I guess I just have a voice
Speaker 1: that leans more towards creatures. Does this mean I'm a creature?
Speaker 1: I'm a creature. I love it. Thank you guys who
Speaker 1: stopped by the live stream yesterday. It was fun doing
Speaker 1: the personality test and we had method and dream there.
Speaker 1: I am working on getting Lazy and Clover and Star
Speaker 1: also to come to some live streaming with me as well.
Speaker 1: It was really fun seeing how you guys thought I
Speaker 1: would fare on some of the personality tests and if
Speaker 1: you guys would like that, let me know. Inspiration for
Speaker 1: this video. I'm a very forward person when I like someone,
Speaker 1: and funnily enough, I have no idea if you like me.
Speaker 1: If you like me and you do not come out
Speaker 1: and directly say it, I am not going to catch it.
Speaker 1: I'm not I am not going to catch it. So
Speaker 1: much so that like I had an incident where someone
Speaker 1: really really liked me and I really wanted to be
Speaker 1: with them, but because of a really bad fight, I thought, Okay,
Speaker 1: I guess that's probably never going to happen, and then
Speaker 1: out of nowhere they said it, absolutely flashing to me,
Speaker 1: Oh my god, and yeah, yeah I And I had
Speaker 1: no idea, I had no clue. I literally just thought
Speaker 1: I was a hindrance in this person's life. Bizarre, So
Speaker 1: I thought it would be fun too. Not that this
Speaker 1: wasn't that instance. This was another instance where I was
Speaker 1: just like, yeah, I'm just gonna say your mind because
Speaker 1: and I think I did a video on this exact
Speaker 1: instance before, but it's a fun one and I like it,
Speaker 1: and it's a fun memory for me of just sitting
Speaker 1: down in their lap and being like, no, you're mine,
Speaker 1: and like they tried to argue for a second, and
Speaker 1: I was just like, okay, but no, And it wasn't
Speaker 1: they were arguing because they didn't want to be with me.
Speaker 1: It was that they were really scared, really scared. I
Speaker 1: don't think I told this part of the story actually
Speaker 1: of being with anyone, because they had lost so much,
Speaker 1: and I too have lost a lot of people in
Speaker 1: my life and I have a supreme fear of abandon it.
Speaker 1: But I choose to still run at that. I choose
Speaker 1: to constantly get my heart broken and then wonder, that's
Speaker 1: the definition insanity, Zina. So and I had to sit
Speaker 1: there convincing them of all the reasons why this made
Speaker 1: sense and why denying ourselves this opportunity would would would
Speaker 1: be silly, and unfortunately it didn't work out. They ended
Speaker 1: up finding someone that they liked much better before the
Speaker 1: they informed me it was great. I love that. I
Speaker 1: love that. I love that for me anyways, so I
Speaker 1: wanted to say thank you to all of you guys.
Speaker 1: If you are a Gold or higher Patreon re member,
Speaker 1: make sure that you are messaging me on discord they
Speaker 1: tell me what type of audio you would like for
Speaker 1: me to do. I have quite a few people that
Speaker 1: have recently signed up and haven't reached out. I will
Speaker 1: be reaching out to you guys too, And I also
Speaker 1: want to say thank you for everybody who has been
Speaker 1: supporting me on Patreon. Of course, if you can't support
Speaker 1: on Patreon or don't want to, that is perfectly fine.
Speaker 1: No one has to. And then quite of you guys
Speaker 1: have been signing up as members on here on YouTube,
Speaker 1: which there's no auded benefit. I don't uploaded my videos
Speaker 1: any earlier for you guys. I'm trying to think of
Speaker 1: what to do, and I've been doing YouTube only and
Speaker 1: I'll be doing Twitch only streams because when I mix
Speaker 1: the two just it's really difficult to keep up with chats. Yes,
Speaker 1: I know there's multi stream chats where you can see
Speaker 1: all of the chats for both, but sometimes it won't
Speaker 1: update the one that's not your you select, it's your primary,
Speaker 1: and it can cause issues. So just for simplicity's sake
Speaker 1: and not having to have three different I had a
Speaker 1: tablet in my phone and then one screen with different
Speaker 1: chats on them to keep that from happening and my
Speaker 1: brain from exploding. I will be live streaming more, but
Speaker 1: either on YouTube or on Twitch. And we also decided
Speaker 1: last night that since I'm gonna be getting more into youtubing,
Speaker 1: I'm not abandoning this channel whatsoever. Nothing's going to change here.
Speaker 1: I guess I'm making a third channel because I still
Speaker 1: have my second channel has nothing to do with any
Speaker 1: of this stuff. I did reveal on livestream last night
Speaker 1: that it had to do with dance, and no one
Speaker 1: has found it. Anyone's saying that they have found it
Speaker 1: just wants attention for having said they found it. I
Speaker 1: haven't seen any comments and no one has sent me
Speaker 1: a link, so they haven't found it. But I will
Speaker 1: say it has to do with dance. That's the only
Speaker 1: thing I'll give. I'm going to be making another channel
Speaker 1: for youtubing because a lot of you guys did express
Speaker 1: that if you like the type of content, you may
Speaker 1: not like that type of content, so keeping it separate
Speaker 1: might be best, and method Switch did similar, so I
Speaker 1: might just follow her footsteps on that. Anyways, I'm yammering
Speaker 1: and yapping on this weekend. Have some fun stuff planned
Speaker 1: for the Patreon discord server. See you guys there, talk
Speaker 1: too soon. Bye,