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<v Speaker 1>Uh oh, oh, what I was protecting. I was protecting.

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<v Speaker 1>I was practicing my protective bark. Yeah. No, it leaves

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<v Speaker 1>a lot to be desired. But you know, I always say,

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<v Speaker 1>just because I'm not be the size of an overgrown

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<v Speaker 1>chewaa doesn't mean you shouldn't hate the warning. I'll absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>rip your spinel column out bit by bit. And what

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm just saying if someone were to mess with

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<v Speaker 1>me or someone that I cared about, actually more so

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<v Speaker 1>if it was someone that I cared about. If people

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<v Speaker 1>mess with me, I tend to just let it go.

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<v Speaker 1>It festers and pisses me off over time. But well

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<v Speaker 1>you know that about me. You know I have a

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<v Speaker 1>hard time dealing with people that then piss me off. AnyWho, what, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>sit down for a spell. I just was stretching and

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<v Speaker 1>huh did you did you just did you just say

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<v Speaker 1>that I I'm not scary whatsoever. I'll have you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not the size of the dog or the werewolf

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<v Speaker 1>in the fight. It's the size of the werewolf and

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<v Speaker 1>the dog werewolf. Yeah, it's a says the fight in

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<v Speaker 1>the werewolf. There you go, it's that's the country saying, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you're right, they do say dog, But whatever. Anyways, I

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<v Speaker 1>have plenty of fight in me. In fact, if my

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<v Speaker 1>fight could be measured, it's just it's compressed, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's concentrated. You just have to add water. And Darling,

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<v Speaker 1>let me tell you exactly you'd think that I just

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<v Speaker 1>uh may think that's why I'm so angry all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm just always wet, So it's just always hum

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<v Speaker 1>what well, especially when you come around m Why do

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<v Speaker 1>you seem so shocked whenever I say that, Darling? I

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<v Speaker 1>know you like to believe that you're not cute. And

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<v Speaker 1>just because the people you wanted to tell you that

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<v Speaker 1>you're cute you haven't told you, does not mean you

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<v Speaker 1>are in fact not cute. Baby. Those lips, they're so kissable.

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<v Speaker 1>And those cheekies. I know you think that all the

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<v Speaker 1>women who have except they're grabbing them when you were

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<v Speaker 1>older were just gross and disgusting, but they knew what

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<v Speaker 1>they were saying. They knew mm hmm. And those soft

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<v Speaker 1>eyes that you have. You try to act a hard

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<v Speaker 1>knack like you have a little bitchy voice and you're

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<v Speaker 1>a brooty boy, but those eyes, those peppy dog guys,

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<v Speaker 1>tell the actual tale. Of it all, doesn't it. You

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<v Speaker 1>are big of softy in the centner, and you try

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<v Speaker 1>so hard to be all hard and tough and see

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<v Speaker 1>I got chump against the wall eye because you're so

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<v Speaker 1>big and tough and dental up. No, I didn't expect

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<v Speaker 1>you to fitch bag. Look at your hitting downy little

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<v Speaker 1>incident woman who can't possibly but back? Look at you

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<v Speaker 1>your catching on on how I do it? Well? Anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>did you want to sit down? You're right, you can't

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<v Speaker 1>really sit down and beinned against the wall. Wow. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I just realized how close I am to your faith.

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus you are, so it's I needed to talk to

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<v Speaker 1>you about something. Yeah, no, they'll figure to sit down here.

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<v Speaker 1>Just I hope that's comfy for you the chair? So

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<v Speaker 1>what I? Oh? No, it didn't bring you here for

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<v Speaker 1>Sparrin darling. There's a gym down the street. We could

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<v Speaker 1>have met there. We mean you have boxed before down there, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know kickboxing? Why God's Green Earth? Would I have

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<v Speaker 1>you be here? No? No, no, no, no, I was. I

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<v Speaker 1>was wanting to talk to about something very important. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, we're getting older and we've got to start

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<v Speaker 1>making some decisions in our lives. And well, I figured

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<v Speaker 1>I should. If I'm feeling this way, I shouldn't wait

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<v Speaker 1>to see if you do. I should gather my courage

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<v Speaker 1>to be a big girl and do it myself. Mm hmm,

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<v Speaker 1>I am well, I would lack. No, it's not about

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<v Speaker 1>what I would like. Pardon I sound like a spouse

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<v Speaker 1>right now? You're my mate? What well? No, you are well. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't exactly say you wanted to be No, I've

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<v Speaker 1>never exactly talked to you about this before, but you're

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<v Speaker 1>you're my mate. You you yourself, you are my mate.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to have a family with you and only you,

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<v Speaker 1>and moving forward, I don't ever want to leave your

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<v Speaker 1>sad and until death do as part of the next

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<v Speaker 1>into the next universe. Honestly, that'd be great nice and comfort.

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<v Speaker 1>And if I'm gonna be honest. What well, No, no,

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<v Speaker 1>hear out my reason? Here out my reason? See first

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<v Speaker 1>and foremost, I I was abandoned and had to learn

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<v Speaker 1>how to take care of myself at a very young age. Well, no,

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<v Speaker 1>that might make it seem like I wouldn't know exactly

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<v Speaker 1>how to be a good family person. You're right, You're

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<v Speaker 1>not wrong on that, but it does mean that I

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<v Speaker 1>know how to take care of myself. I've paid my

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<v Speaker 1>own bills roughly since age of fourteen. Yeah, I kind

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<v Speaker 1>of liedn't got a fake udy so that I could

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<v Speaker 1>work early, and then I was completely on my own

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<v Speaker 1>from sixteen on. And that means that I know how

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<v Speaker 1>to wheel and deal if there's ever stuff that's needed

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<v Speaker 1>mm hmm. And then I also there's other benefits, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I desperately do want a family. I love the idea

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<v Speaker 1>of kids, and not just the idea, Like whenever my

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<v Speaker 1>friends get fed up, I'm the first person who's like,

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<v Speaker 1>but I'm here. I love I love playing games, I

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<v Speaker 1>love teaching, I love seeing seeing the world through young eyes. Again,

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<v Speaker 1>I absolutely enjoy it. It's so much fun for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get tired, even when, like my friend had

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<v Speaker 1>a newborn and she was like losing it because she

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't sleep. I also stay up for days on end

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<v Speaker 1>and have no problem with it. You know. I'm good

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<v Speaker 1>at that. So that means, like, if you need to

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<v Speaker 1>get some sleep, then this isn't gonna be an issue.

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<v Speaker 1>I am. I am quite physically fit, so I am

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<v Speaker 1>prepared and ready for a nice you know, I'm quite

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<v Speaker 1>receptive to one's seed and some plowage, and I also

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<v Speaker 1>completely dig you. I think you are the sexiest thing

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<v Speaker 1>I've ever saying. I can't tell you how many dreams

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<v Speaker 1>I've had of just taken my nails and raking them

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<v Speaker 1>down your back, making it look like a drunk farmer

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<v Speaker 1>just went nuts with his with his plowing machines and

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<v Speaker 1>just what oh no, like I have done nothing but

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<v Speaker 1>imagine having you get behind me and show me how

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<v Speaker 1>supportive you could be repetitively what oh no, no, no.

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<v Speaker 1>See what I'm trying to tell you is I have

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<v Speaker 1>had nothing but absolute dreams of being completely stuck and

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<v Speaker 1>unable to move. And rather than and absolute what I

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I'll have to save that for a more

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<v Speaker 1>appropriate place to express exactly what I would like to

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<v Speaker 1>do to you. Slash have you do to me? Oh no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I have no problem taking charge. I mean I'm the

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<v Speaker 1>one telling you you're my maid. See that's another thing.

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<v Speaker 1>When I see your blind spots very very well. You're

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<v Speaker 1>so good at telling me my blind spots and everything

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<v Speaker 1>that I could work on. But if you ever proved

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<v Speaker 1>to be receptive to it, I can point out a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of things that you could work on. But back

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<v Speaker 1>to the fun stuff. That means I absolutely have no

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<v Speaker 1>problem being on top of the situation, if you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, making sure to inspect every element, ensuring

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<v Speaker 1>that you have a satisfied performance review. I'm just saying

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<v Speaker 1>this could prove to be a very very fruitful mm hmm,

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<v Speaker 1>well seeded huh situation. Come on now, Plus, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>a bonded pair. Isn't that exactly what we wanted? We

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<v Speaker 1>discussed what we talked about that. You know that it's

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<v Speaker 1>what we wolves do. We find someone and we ride

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<v Speaker 1>for them until the very end. Oh the alpha mega stuff. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>if we get to talking about that and telling other people,

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<v Speaker 1>they'll be like, that's not really what wolves do. But

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it doesn't really matter who is technically in charge,

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<v Speaker 1>partially because we both know that I am what AnyWho Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>look at you being so bratty. We'll get that beaten

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<v Speaker 1>out of you. What doesn't matter anyways, Back to what like,

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<v Speaker 1>I guess it doesn't matter. We'll figure that part out later.

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<v Speaker 1>Back to what I was saying, So you won't have

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<v Speaker 1>to worry about taking care of me. You won't have

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<v Speaker 1>to worry about taking care of the family. What you

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<v Speaker 1>do for the family and how you take care of

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<v Speaker 1>the family. It's gonna be so appreciated and so awesome.

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<v Speaker 1>But also it also means that you're gonna have help

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<v Speaker 1>and it's a very supportive partner. You see my blind sides,

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<v Speaker 1>I see your blind sides, and well, judging by the

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<v Speaker 1>state of your pants there, I think that you quite

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<v Speaker 1>like what you see. Oh was I sitting there and

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<v Speaker 1>butting in my blouse this entire time? I didn't notice

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<v Speaker 1>what You just can't say anything. I'm not wearing a

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<v Speaker 1>bro what it's just draped over my nip m I'll

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<v Speaker 1>look at you blush in there. You try to act

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<v Speaker 1>like such a rudy boy, so tough, but the moment

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<v Speaker 1>someone shows you genuine love and genuine care, you just

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<v Speaker 1>no like the big puppy that you are. I did

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<v Speaker 1>have to say puppy because that's exactly what you are.

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<v Speaker 1>You need somebody who wants to just lay with you

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<v Speaker 1>and give you scratches, because you act like you don't

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<v Speaker 1>need anybody, But nobody that plays that many multiplayer games

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<v Speaker 1>needs nobody. A Balder's Gate is way more fun with

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<v Speaker 1>multiple people it's fun by itself, so it's helldivers lethal

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<v Speaker 1>company even Minecraft. Definitely seven Days was a lot more

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<v Speaker 1>fun with other people. So how about you stop pretending

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<v Speaker 1>that you want to be this lonely figure. I know

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<v Speaker 1>it's scary. It's terrifying thinking of being with someone and

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<v Speaker 1>having to be dependent on them for anything, because then

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<v Speaker 1>you have to give up some sort of element of control.

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't go anywhere literally. No. Ask my friend

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<v Speaker 1>dream there was a moment where she had a huge

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<v Speaker 1>problem and she disappeared for a year, and she was surprised,

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<v Speaker 1>given the way everything went down, that I was still

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<v Speaker 1>there afterwards. But I'm a rater, dah. I figure if

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<v Speaker 1>something went wrong, that means either we need to find

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<v Speaker 1>a way to communicate better or it probably was my

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<v Speaker 1>fault and I need to apologize. I can be bitchy

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<v Speaker 1>at times, especially when I get insecure, and I've got

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to find a way to articulate why

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<v Speaker 1>I'm feeling insecure so we can work around it. That

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<v Speaker 1>goes back to communication. But one thing's been proven, I

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<v Speaker 1>stick around even when things are really bad, and I

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<v Speaker 1>shouldn't be sticking around. I don't leave. It's impossible for

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<v Speaker 1>me to leave, and it'd be impossible for me to

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<v Speaker 1>leave you. Oh you know about that friend? Yeah, Sandra, Yeah, yeah, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I had a friend named Sandra absolutely milked me have

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<v Speaker 1>so much money, and then the moment she found someone

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<v Speaker 1>else to do it too, she disappeared as if I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't even matter. I know. Yeah, no, I tried to

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<v Speaker 1>make my relationship with my mom work for a long time,

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<v Speaker 1>but off of the sad stuff. So yeah, I don't leave.

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<v Speaker 1>I can take care of myself. I am really resourceful

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<v Speaker 1>when things are going wrong and can fix problems with

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<v Speaker 1>unique stratagems. And well, we get along and I find

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<v Speaker 1>you to be super attractive. And even if you don't

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<v Speaker 1>think that you're attractive, just know that maybe I just

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<v Speaker 1>have poor tastes. You know. If you think your trash, well,

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<v Speaker 1>god damn it, baby, I'm a trash panda and I

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<v Speaker 1>want nothing more than to absolutely have you dave out

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<v Speaker 1>on in and what Well, I'm just saying. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>my mom was called trailer park trash. So baby, no, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think you understand. I didn't ask a question.

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<v Speaker 1>You're my mate for life, so I think that we

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<v Speaker 1>should you're right, I did already undo the buckle that

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<v Speaker 1>more than at all. Thank you. I thought you'd think

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<v Speaker 1>I want to do nothing more than to seize your milk. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not an echo. I mean I want you to.

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<v Speaker 1>Sena you. This is this is done. This is This

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<v Speaker 1>I've learned on this channel if I make anything that's

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<v Speaker 1>that leans more towards creatures. Does this mean I'm a creature?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a creature. I love it. Thank you guys who

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<v Speaker 1>stopped by the live stream yesterday. It was fun doing

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<v Speaker 1>It was really fun seeing how you guys thought I

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<v Speaker 1>you guys would like that, let me know. Inspiration for

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<v Speaker 1>this video. I'm a very forward person when I like someone,

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<v Speaker 1>and funnily enough, I have no idea if you like me.

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<v Speaker 1>much so that like I had an incident where someone

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<v Speaker 1>I guess that's probably never going to happen, and then

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<v Speaker 1>out of nowhere they said it, absolutely flashing to me,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought it would be fun too. Not that this

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't that instance. This was another instance where I was

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<v Speaker 1>and like they tried to argue for a second, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like, okay, but no, And it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>they were arguing because they didn't want to be with me.

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<v Speaker 1>It was that they were really scared, really scared. I

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<v Speaker 1>of being with anyone, because they had lost so much,

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<v Speaker 1>and I too have lost a lot of people in

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<v Speaker 1>my life and I have a supreme fear of abandon it.

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<v Speaker 1>But I choose to still run at that. I choose

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<v Speaker 1>to constantly get my heart broken and then wonder, that's

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<v Speaker 1>the definition insanity, Zina. So and I had to sit

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<v Speaker 1>there convincing them of all the reasons why this made

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<v Speaker 1>sense and why denying ourselves this opportunity would would would

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<v Speaker 1>be silly, and unfortunately it didn't work out. They ended

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<v Speaker 1>up finding someone that they liked much better before the

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<v Speaker 1>they informed me it was great. I love that. I

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<v Speaker 1>love that. I love that for me anyways, so I

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<v Speaker 1>wanted to say thank you to all of you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>If you are a Gold or higher Patreon re member,

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<v Speaker 1>make sure that you are messaging me on discord they

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<v Speaker 1>tell me what type of audio you would like for

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<v Speaker 1>me to do. I have quite a few people that

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<v Speaker 1>have recently signed up and haven't reached out. I will

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<v Speaker 1>be reaching out to you guys too, And I also

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<v Speaker 1>want to say thank you for everybody who has been

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<v Speaker 1>supporting me on Patreon. Of course, if you can't support

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<v Speaker 1>on Patreon or don't want to, that is perfectly fine.

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<v Speaker 1>No one has to. And then quite of you guys

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<v Speaker 1>have been signing up as members on here on YouTube,

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<v Speaker 1>which there's no auded benefit. I don't uploaded my videos

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<v Speaker 1>any earlier for you guys. I'm trying to think of

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<v Speaker 1>what to do, and I've been doing YouTube only and

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be doing Twitch only streams because when I mix

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<v Speaker 1>the two just it's really difficult to keep up with chats. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I know there's multi stream chats where you can see

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<v Speaker 1>all of the chats for both, but sometimes it won't

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<v Speaker 1>update the one that's not your you select, it's your primary,

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<v Speaker 1>and it can cause issues. So just for simplicity's sake

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<v Speaker 1>and not having to have three different I had a

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<v Speaker 1>chats on them to keep that from happening and my

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<v Speaker 1>brain from exploding. I will be live streaming more, but

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<v Speaker 1>either on YouTube or on Twitch. And we also decided

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<v Speaker 1>last night that since I'm gonna be getting more into youtubing,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not abandoning this channel whatsoever. Nothing's going to change here.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I'm making a third channel because I still

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<v Speaker 1>have my second channel has nothing to do with any

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<v Speaker 1>of this stuff. I did reveal on livestream last night

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<v Speaker 1>that it had to do with dance, and no one

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<v Speaker 1>has found it. Anyone's saying that they have found it

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<v Speaker 1>just wants attention for having said they found it. I

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<v Speaker 1>say it has to do with dance. That's the only

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<v Speaker 1>thing I'll give. I'm going to be making another channel

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<v Speaker 1>for youtubing because a lot of you guys did express

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<v Speaker 1>that if you like the type of content, you may

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<v Speaker 1>not like that type of content, so keeping it separate

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<v Speaker 1>might be best, and method Switch did similar, so I

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<v Speaker 1>might just follow her footsteps on that. Anyways, I'm yammering

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<v Speaker 1>and yapping on this weekend. Have some fun stuff planned

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<v Speaker 1>for the Patreon discord server. See you guys there, talk

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<v Speaker 1>too soon. Bye,