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<v Speaker 1>Excited to have you as a guest. I get excited

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<v Speaker 1>to know what you've been up to and know a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit more about you I've seen and I've been

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<v Speaker 1>following you for quite some time and trying to get

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<v Speaker 1>you in this seat. So tell us what you've been doing.

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<v Speaker 2>Just working a lot. You know, I have a few

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<v Speaker 2>businesses in the fitness and health space, a sports nutrition

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<v Speaker 2>company called Ambrosia Collective that we have like the number

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<v Speaker 2>one vegan protein in the country. I'm not vegan, but

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<v Speaker 2>I used to be for like three years, but I've

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<v Speaker 2>been doing like taking for myself vegan protein for eight

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<v Speaker 2>eight nine years.

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<v Speaker 1>What made you kind of do the crossover and changed

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<v Speaker 1>since you said you were before and.

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<v Speaker 2>You know you haven't while I go back to eating meat, Well,

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<v Speaker 2>I wanted to test it out, see what it was like.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I enjoyed it. But you know, when you're

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<v Speaker 2>moving around a lot, when you're traveling a lot, it's

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<v Speaker 2>hard to eat the right things. Sure, so I found

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<v Speaker 2>myself eating a lot of like just nothing but carbs

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<v Speaker 2>to stay satiated when I was on the road, and

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<v Speaker 2>that was an ideal. So, and you know, I get

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<v Speaker 2>my blood work done a couple times a year, and

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<v Speaker 2>I tested it, like, you know, before I got off

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<v Speaker 2>of meat, off of meat and then coming back on

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<v Speaker 2>meat and just being moderate about it. No, I wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>a big difference. Now. Before that I was eating just

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<v Speaker 2>a lot, right, and it was not that good. So

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<v Speaker 2>since then I kind of went kind of prescytarian, just

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<v Speaker 2>mostly fish. But also I was doing a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>fasting and stuff like that and that helped a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>So from there to going to stray vegan, it wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>much of a difference. It stayed healthy, so I've seen

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<v Speaker 2>it wasn't necessary for optimal health, right. And I I

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<v Speaker 2>like meat, certain meats, you know, so I like to

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<v Speaker 2>taste I like a steak every now and then. I

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<v Speaker 2>like fish, So I wanted to get back into that

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<v Speaker 2>for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>I myself like I'm not I changed life so like

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<v Speaker 1>eating wise, I don't even meat or port and being

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<v Speaker 1>from Texas eating steak like three times a week, like

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<v Speaker 1>it was really difficult in the beginning, but I will

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<v Speaker 1>say I had to do it too. Me traveling a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, it's not a lot of choices. So

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<v Speaker 1>when I didn't travel as much and living here in California,

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<v Speaker 1>we have a lot of options that I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>are good. It made it easier, so I feel like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it just for me is just so now

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even think about it. It's been probably like

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<v Speaker 1>five years that I hadn't It's definitely and just not

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<v Speaker 1>because of mething. It just felt it made me feel better.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, you know, I really like beef. I love the

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<v Speaker 2>taste of beef, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But to each his own, I'm with it. I'm with it.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't eat pork though I only eat chicken

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<v Speaker 2>once in a blood. I just don't like chicken. M

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<v Speaker 2>and but yeah, but I get it. California, it make

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<v Speaker 2>they make it easy for you to beat healthy, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I mean. So a lot of things that

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of things.

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<v Speaker 1>So you also are into like, you know, bodybuilding. What

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<v Speaker 1>made you get into that? Just because naturally, because of

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<v Speaker 1>you being an amateur boxer and that kind of lifestyle,

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<v Speaker 1>It's just kind of something you naturally wanted.

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<v Speaker 2>To do well as a kid, you know, I just

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to be big and strong, you know, I was

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<v Speaker 2>a typical boy, you know, wanting to be like It's

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<v Speaker 2>funny because cartoons now is different from when I was

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<v Speaker 2>growing up, they got hate Arnold. Now right when I

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<v Speaker 2>was going up, we had he Man and g I

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<v Speaker 2>Joe like these swoll little figures. So these were my

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<v Speaker 2>little baby heroes. Yeah, of course, mister T. H. Kogan

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff like that. So I want to be big

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<v Speaker 2>and strong, that's all. And you know I started. I

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<v Speaker 2>started boxing at a very young age, at like twelve,

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<v Speaker 2>and they just go hand a hand with like lifting

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<v Speaker 2>weights and running and pull ups and all that stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>So I literally been doing all of that since I

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<v Speaker 2>was like eleven twelve years old, like my entire life.

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<v Speaker 2>So it just became a part of my identity, part

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<v Speaker 2>of what I do. Regular What does what.

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<v Speaker 1>Does it mean to you to be up, become or

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<v Speaker 1>be a boxer.

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<v Speaker 2>To be a boxer, I mean, you know, to get

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<v Speaker 2>in the ring and take fights. You know, it's a

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's a very noble sport with that mentality.

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<v Speaker 1>Not a lot of people have that, you know when

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<v Speaker 1>I go in to do that, So like, what does

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<v Speaker 1>that mean to you?

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's best for people. Is easy for people

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<v Speaker 2>to get in it when they're really young. When you're young,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't really have any fear, you know, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and when I was young, you know, I wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>fight all the time in the ring, and the older

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<v Speaker 2>you get, it did get a little more scary because

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<v Speaker 2>people start hitting harder, you know what I'm saying, The

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<v Speaker 2>stakes are raised higher. So but once you're locked in,

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<v Speaker 2>you're locked in and having that Not everybody had that mentality,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's a good mentality to have because you know,

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<v Speaker 2>if you know fighters, they're usually good people. They kind

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<v Speaker 2>of mellow, kind of chill. We have our aggression and

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<v Speaker 2>all of that, but it's channeled in a productive way,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, And I think that's important for really most

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<v Speaker 2>men in society because if you look at like the

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<v Speaker 2>history of human beings, you know, we've been our species

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<v Speaker 2>have been on this planet for like two hundred thousand years, right,

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<v Speaker 2>and we've only been kind of civilized for about ten

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<v Speaker 2>thousand years, right, So the majority of the time that

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<v Speaker 2>we've been here has been very like aggressive, like chill

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<v Speaker 2>or be killed, hunt, you know, things like that. So

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<v Speaker 2>it's like people don't have that outlet anymore to like

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<v Speaker 2>let out that aggression, to express that aggression. So I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like combat sports is a good way for men

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<v Speaker 2>to work that out, right, So you know, you hear

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of like domestic violence, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>There's a lot of silly shit nowadays, a lot, right,

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<v Speaker 2>And it's like, why is that? Why is it like

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<v Speaker 2>that when most men, like people in my world, we'll

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<v Speaker 2>hurt somebody that hurt a woman, you know what I'm saying, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>why would you hurt a woman like physically put your

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<v Speaker 2>hands on a woman. So it's just so bizarre.

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<v Speaker 1>But there's also been people in your sport that has

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<v Speaker 1>been those true domestic violent charges as well.

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<v Speaker 2>One hundred percent. Now here's the flip side to being

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<v Speaker 2>in my sport. Like a brain trauma, head trauma. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>there's certain types of traumas that we endure that fighters

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<v Speaker 2>will endure that will make them even more violent, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I mean. So it's a real thing. Uh

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<v Speaker 2>you know, they CTE and things of that nature or concussions.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's a fine balance, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>So I never experienced that, so I can't really speak

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<v Speaker 2>to that. It's something that I don't relate to. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't understand, but it happens unfortunately for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think, you know, I get what you're saying

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<v Speaker 1>as far as like in a more professional outlet way

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like you're not on the street fighting anybody,

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<v Speaker 1>you're not doing you know, any in your house fighting.

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<v Speaker 1>You have an outlet to leave what you're doing on

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<v Speaker 1>the mat, on the in the ring or whatever that

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<v Speaker 1>you know that may be. Yeah, so I thought that's

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<v Speaker 1>being said, Who would you say of that? What was

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<v Speaker 1>your biggest inspiration?

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<v Speaker 2>My inspiration? Excuse me? I would have to say, like

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<v Speaker 2>maybe someone like Muhammad Ali, because he was more than

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<v Speaker 2>just an athlete. His greatness transcendent sports. You know, you

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<v Speaker 2>have to think about at the time that he was fighting.

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<v Speaker 2>You think about fighters now, you think about how much

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<v Speaker 2>money fighters make athletes in general, but there wasn't making

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<v Speaker 2>that kind of money back then, right. I think the

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<v Speaker 2>most he made for a fight might have been a

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<v Speaker 2>million dollars, you know what I'm saying, maybe two. But

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<v Speaker 2>back then, he was willing to sacrifice all of that

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<v Speaker 2>and even you know, sacrifice his freedom potentially to stand

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<v Speaker 2>up for his beliefs, for what he felt was right

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<v Speaker 2>in his heart, right and integrity. And I don't see

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<v Speaker 2>athletes living like that nowadays. You know, we had a

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<v Speaker 2>few years ago when the coach of the Clippers was

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<v Speaker 2>caught on tape saying the N word, right, and then

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<v Speaker 2>you had these players like in protest, they turn their

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<v Speaker 2>jerseys around. I'm like, you a sucker. You're still playing

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<v Speaker 2>for Massa. You know what I'm saying. You're still out

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<v Speaker 2>there running up and down with that ball. Don't play,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean. So people so in fear of,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, losing that paycheck.

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<v Speaker 1>And then the situation that you wouldn't play.

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<v Speaker 2>It depends on if that bothered me or not. Now,

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<v Speaker 2>I gotta be honest. That don't bother me. Yeah, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying, But I wouldn't protest at all.

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<v Speaker 2>If I'm a protest I'm gonna go all the way.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying. But it's a word. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't care. Demand's a eighty ninety years old. I expect

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<v Speaker 2>him to think like that. You know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't care. You know, I don't let words

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<v Speaker 2>that somebody say control my emotions and my feelings. So

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<v Speaker 2>it doesn't bother me.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I feel like that's I think it's it's you

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<v Speaker 1>can go either way, you know what I mean. I

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<v Speaker 1>think that it's people like I said, I agree with

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<v Speaker 1>like it. If you're going to say something, then either

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<v Speaker 1>do something or don't say something at all. It's unfortunate

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<v Speaker 1>that it has to be that way at all. That

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<v Speaker 1>does Those are the matters that are happening in this world,

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<v Speaker 1>which is crazy. So other crazy matters with COVID going on.

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<v Speaker 1>How did COVID kind of affect your businesses? And what

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<v Speaker 1>did you do to in light of all of that?

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<v Speaker 2>I want to take it back a little bit. What

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<v Speaker 2>did you think about that situation?

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<v Speaker 1>What did I think about that situation?

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<v Speaker 2>You familiar with it.

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<v Speaker 1>Not really to obviously, I know the like logistics of

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<v Speaker 1>what it really is. Okay, go ahead, all right?

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<v Speaker 2>So the coach the Clippers, the old white man super

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<v Speaker 2>rich was it?

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<v Speaker 1>But it was which one was the owner?

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<v Speaker 2>One?

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<v Speaker 1>Though?

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<v Speaker 2>That was it? I'm not the coach to owner, That's

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<v Speaker 2>what I was like, Yeah, yeah, it is the owner

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<v Speaker 2>of the Clippers, some old being there, white dude. Right.

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<v Speaker 2>He had a young black girlfriend and she was bringing

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<v Speaker 2>like black dudes with her to the game.

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<v Speaker 1>I think she was an Asian girl or something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think the check when you said coach, that's

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<v Speaker 1>what I was like. It throws me off, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know exactly what you're talking about. I definitely agree with you,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I feel like it's I'm not in that situation

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<v Speaker 1>where that word would bother me, and that's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>but it does bother me to hear that to people

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<v Speaker 1>talk like that. But it's unfortunate that that's how it is.

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<v Speaker 1>But you said, he's a ninety something year olds. That's

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<v Speaker 1>how you expect him to think. And it's unfortunate that

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<v Speaker 1>we have to expect him to think like that. But

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<v Speaker 1>that's a world that we also live in too, and

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<v Speaker 1>he's so old in those matters that people probably never

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<v Speaker 1>called him out. And it's unfortunate that because what he's

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<v Speaker 1>saying is wrong, in the context of what he's saying

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<v Speaker 1>is still wrong. It's just I feel like people didn't

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<v Speaker 1>think about what they're actually saying right. And that's how

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<v Speaker 2>And those are the instances where I do come doone violence,

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<v Speaker 2>punch him in his face, you know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I dare somebody say it wrong? You're respecting right,

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<v Speaker 2>somebody gonna you want to hurt my feelings? It depends

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<v Speaker 2>on how I feel that day, Like, all right, since

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<v Speaker 2>you that doesn't hurt me. But since you want to

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<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying, Marke, You know it comes with

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<v Speaker 2>the territory. You're going to talk that talk, Let's walk

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<v Speaker 2>that walk, you know what I mean. So you know

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not the best person in the world. I'm a

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<v Speaker 1>I think we can all be a little petty. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>I can of on watch buttons off. Yours are being

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<v Speaker 2>Sometimes you just want to teach somebody a lesson for sure,

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<v Speaker 1>So health and wealth, you know, those are some things

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<v Speaker 1>that you do. And what else do you do in

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<v Speaker 1>your spare time?

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<v Speaker 2>Should take naps, take sure, and my girl, we just

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<v Speaker 2>hang really that's it. We just be having fun. If

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not doing something with my kids, we all hanging out,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, just trying to really enjoy life. Like life.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, life could be hard, so I really try

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<v Speaker 2>to enjoy it when I can. And life could be

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<v Speaker 2>hard and it could be very short. We don't know

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<v Speaker 2>how long we're here for or i'd be trying to

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<v Speaker 2>live on ten.

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<v Speaker 1>Live on ten, That's true. I like that, especially nowadays,

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<v Speaker 1>just you know, you don't never know what's going to happen,

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<v Speaker 1>never know, never. No, So you say that your relationship

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<v Speaker 1>status you're single, married.

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<v Speaker 2>Well not married, but I'm in a yeah that's wifey wifey.

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<v Speaker 1>So how is that? And you're in the world that

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<v Speaker 1>you're in now, do you get any like people coming

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<v Speaker 1>at you where it's been non effective in your relationship?

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<v Speaker 2>No? Not really. I mean we live I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>a really traditional set up, you know, and traditional in

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<v Speaker 2>the sense of, like, you know, we practice polygamy, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying. And a lot of people will

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<v Speaker 2>be like, we'll give a lot of push back to that,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'd be like everybody live in polygamous just lying

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<v Speaker 2>about it or some of y'all in denial, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying. So you know, Like, so when it

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<v Speaker 2>comes to like, you know, me, who I am, my status,

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<v Speaker 2>access to people or whatever. I've never been like girl

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<v Speaker 2>crazy because I never It's not like I never had

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<v Speaker 2>girls and then got some money or whatever, then I

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<v Speaker 2>can get girls, right, That's never been the case. So

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<v Speaker 2>I've had girls when I was young, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, when I didn't have money, college whatever. So

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<v Speaker 2>it's always been a normal thing for me.

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<v Speaker 1>But being in the entertainment business, I feel like it's

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes it's just thrown at you a little bit more

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like how do you fight that off and

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<v Speaker 1>let it be known, like no, this is my lady,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, be respectful and put those boundaries in

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<v Speaker 1>place for your fans and you know people around you.

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<v Speaker 2>I just tell them, you know, if somebody's being disrespectful, like, yo,

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<v Speaker 2>respect my respect, my woman, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>But it don't even it's no need for that cause

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<v Speaker 2>we might want to have fun together, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying. So you know, it's all about respect. How

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<v Speaker 2>they come at us when we go out, they be

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<v Speaker 2>on her like crazy, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So she's, uh, ladies is always where it's at. It's

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<v Speaker 1>like that, you know, it's kind of the bait, but

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<v Speaker 1>not in a bad way, but it's like it's just

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<v Speaker 1>fortunate to have that lucky piece.

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<v Speaker 2>It'd be crazy when we be going out, she getting

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<v Speaker 2>dressed up, it'd be crazy. It'd be if you a vibe.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever been jealous and a girl's been too

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<v Speaker 1>much on your girl?

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<v Speaker 2>Never?

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<v Speaker 1>Never.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not a thing where you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, some people their ego goes into place and it's like, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>not me, Nah. It's all sharing is caring, Yes to

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<v Speaker 1>an extent of course, what luxury do you say that

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<v Speaker 1>you enjoy treating yourself too?

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<v Speaker 2>What do I like? Cars?

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<v Speaker 1>Like your watch?

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<v Speaker 2>Cars and jewelry. Yeah, that's my little thing, car, cars

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<v Speaker 2>and jewelry. You know what I'm saying. I feel like

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<v Speaker 2>a man like you know, if you think about animals

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<v Speaker 2>in a while, think about birds, right, bird male birds

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<v Speaker 2>put on ease, elaborate displays to attract, you know, a

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<v Speaker 2>potential mate. Peacocks like all kinds of birds, they do dances,

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<v Speaker 2>crazy stuff. Right. So I feel like in our world,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, men, we do things like by expensive watches

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<v Speaker 2>or rings or cars, right, kind of displaying, like are

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<v Speaker 2>like what we got for a potential mate, because you know,

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<v Speaker 2>we know that most men can't do that, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying. So I think that's that's what it is.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's a status symbols, right, That's one I'll I

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<v Speaker 2>accept that I like that, but also I like to

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<v Speaker 2>live comfortably. And you know what I'm saying, I canna

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<v Speaker 2>afford it. I woke my ass off. I'm want to

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<v Speaker 2>enjoy this, you know what I'm saying. So and for

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<v Speaker 2>people in my world to enjoy it as well, for

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<v Speaker 2>them to be comfortable, and for them to be proud

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<v Speaker 2>of me and be like, that's that's my man or

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<v Speaker 2>my kids, like that's my pops. You know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's dope to me. Yeah, I got some pride.

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<v Speaker 1>You should. I mean you said you work hard for it.

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<v Speaker 1>You have you know, your own businesses, You're doing well

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<v Speaker 1>in life, like that's what you know you're supposed to

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<v Speaker 1>be doing. It should be. Everyone has your own luxuries,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you said, it's cars and watches for you know

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<v Speaker 1>most boys boys twice right. What would you say is

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<v Speaker 1>your biggest pet? Peeve?

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm pet Peeve? Be old man? So I got

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<v Speaker 2>so many? What's my biggest pet? Peeple? What do I

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<v Speaker 2>I love?

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<v Speaker 1>I love this is how I know that like the

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<v Speaker 1>length of the relationships, because you're like you know her,

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<v Speaker 1>you know she knows you better than you know.

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<v Speaker 2>You're just complain about a lot who soft. Yeah, soft people,

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<v Speaker 2>soft men especially, you know, like exams are dudes that

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<v Speaker 2>are like easily offended or think that I'm too aggressive.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, well, I'm just being straightened direct. I'm from

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<v Speaker 2>New York and people think that we're rude, but I

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<v Speaker 2>think we're very polite. I think rude is bullshitting people.

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<v Speaker 2>I agree, you know, it's like, no, just tell me

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<v Speaker 2>straight direct, boom of respect.

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<v Speaker 1>Just the New York way because my family, both my

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<v Speaker 1>parents are from the Bronx and so I was raised

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<v Speaker 1>that way. And people think like I'm either an asshole whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I'm just being honest. I'm not trying to

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<v Speaker 1>hurt anybody's feelings. I'm just telling you what it is,

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<v Speaker 1>and like I'm not trying to offend you. I'm sorry

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<v Speaker 1>if my tone may be crazy, but you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean. But I mean, I feel like people don't

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<v Speaker 1>like to hear the truth sometimes and it's like all

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<v Speaker 1>about hear it.

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<v Speaker 2>That's right. I love that, but like it's like people,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, you want to step in the kitchen, you

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<v Speaker 2>know it could get hot, like right, people deal with you,

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<v Speaker 2>they want to This is something that I deal with

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<v Speaker 2>often in my life. People look at me as like

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<v Speaker 2>this indestructible, this beast right, and I'm just a person.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just a person with feelings just like them. So

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<v Speaker 2>they want to dish to me, and when I when

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<v Speaker 2>I reciprocate, it's a problem.

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<v Speaker 1>Like they want to pick on you to see if

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<v Speaker 1>they want to.

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<v Speaker 2>They want to be able to do whatever and say

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<v Speaker 2>whatever to me. But the moment I poked them back,

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<v Speaker 2>it might hurt more. I'm just I'm just doing what

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<v Speaker 2>you're doing. I'm mirroring you. I'm never antagonizing anybody, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying. I'm on my business. So so yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that shit is annoying. Man. People be people be soft.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a soft society, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>What would you say is like the first assumption that

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<v Speaker 1>people would have of you.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what would you assume with me.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's see, I feel like you're very you don't like

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<v Speaker 1>people to be in like in like to let you

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<v Speaker 1>in until like you know, people like you're very like

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<v Speaker 1>stand offish, do you do what you have to do.

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<v Speaker 1>You're very business manager, straight to the point, but you're

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<v Speaker 1>like in other situations, I feel like you could probably

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<v Speaker 1>be a solft, teddy bear in some situations, but you're

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<v Speaker 1>you're a hard ass most of the time. Okay, all right,

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<v Speaker 1>from the outside looking in.

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<v Speaker 2>A spot off, I got a ding ding ding in

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<v Speaker 1>But yes, but I feel like I had test like myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm an impath. I read people very well off of

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<v Speaker 1>energies and things like that, and it's just you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and sometimes it's off because it's worse also in a

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<v Speaker 1>podcast thing where it's like I'm interviewing you and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>talking to you, so it's like what are you asking

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<v Speaker 1>me next? So it's a little bit a little you know,

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<v Speaker 1>what are you doing? But it's like a private conversation.

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<v Speaker 1>Is that you know, we didn't get to know each

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<v Speaker 1>other a little bit more and break down those walls.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, we're we're going to be friends. You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't feel like i'd be having walls up, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, I know that like walls where it's crazy, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's like you're just being yourself, like in holding you

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<v Speaker 1>to the standard.

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<v Speaker 2>That you I'm in the world when I'm out dealing

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<v Speaker 2>with people, you know, I'm always on guard. Like my

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<v Speaker 2>he's on the swivel I'm on posts at all times. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so so I can see that, right, and it's some

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<v Speaker 2>truth to that. But I'm a very warm person. I

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<v Speaker 2>love like knowing about people and hearing people's perspective and

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<v Speaker 2>talking about a lot. Like we got fireplace, a fire

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<v Speaker 2>pit in the backyard. That's my favorite thing. It's everybody

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<v Speaker 2>come over. We sat sit back there and talk. You

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<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying. At night. I love that kind

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<v Speaker 2>of shit, you know what I'm saying. So, yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a I think I'm a softie, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a lover. I'm a care bear, you know. So

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<v Speaker 2>I got kids. I love a lot, my baby girl

420
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<v Speaker 2>over here, you know, my baby mom even live with us,

421
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<v Speaker 2>and my daughter. So I love taking care of people,

422
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<v Speaker 2>you know what I'm saying. So yeah, that's my vibe.

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<v Speaker 1>What is the biggest life lesson you've learned?

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<v Speaker 2>Biggest life I've learned so many. I put myself through

425
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<v Speaker 2>a lot of testing times and I learned a lot

426
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<v Speaker 2>and you know, just it's just gonna sound simple, but

427
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<v Speaker 2>just to try We're not perfect, right, but always positioning

428
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<v Speaker 2>yourself to try to always do the right thing, you know,

429
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<v Speaker 2>And I try my best to do that. So when

430
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<v Speaker 2>I do make a mistake and don't do the right thing,

431
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<v Speaker 2>it really fucks with me, you know what I'm saying.

432
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<v Speaker 2>So I don't like that feeling. I don't like hurting people.

433
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<v Speaker 2>You know. That's like, you know, and when you are

434
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<v Speaker 2>conscious of what you're doing and when you know better,

435
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<v Speaker 2>when you mess up is worse. People might not see it,

436
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<v Speaker 2>but for me, for the person, it's really bad. You know.

437
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<v Speaker 2>Even when I was in the streets doing bad, like

438
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<v Speaker 2>I would think about my grandparents, like they would pass

439
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<v Speaker 2>away already, and I would think, man, Grandma and Grandpa

440
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<v Speaker 2>would be so disappointed in me, and I would be

441
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<v Speaker 2>kind of depressed. So I kind of walk around with

442
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<v Speaker 2>dark clouds because of the times that I do mess

443
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<v Speaker 2>up and bump my head. It really really bothers me.

444
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<v Speaker 2>I don't do things. If I do something that's not right,

445
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<v Speaker 2>it sits with me, you know what I'm saying. So

446
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<v Speaker 2>it's like I have a cap on my joy and

447
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<v Speaker 2>my happiness because of things like that.

448
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<v Speaker 1>But you know, you do have to let that go, right,

449
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<v Speaker 1>Like you can't hold on to that forever. Sometimes you

450
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<v Speaker 1>have to like let it go because it doesn't serve

451
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<v Speaker 1>anybody any good.

452
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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, for sure, But you know, I just want

453
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<v Speaker 2>to you know, it's all about atonement when you do

454
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<v Speaker 2>mess up, and you know, trying to take that scale

455
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<v Speaker 2>back to good.

456
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<v Speaker 1>For sure. It's accountability and I feel like an awareness.

457
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<v Speaker 1>I feel like you shouldn't. You know, you can't be

458
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<v Speaker 1>so hard on yourself all the time. Sometimes it's like

459
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<v Speaker 1>we're human and we make mistakes, but you also be

460
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<v Speaker 1>but you also have to be aware.

461
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<v Speaker 2>I think you got to be hard on yourself.

462
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<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, of course don't. But I'm saying like, it's

463
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<v Speaker 1>not like you can't be I don't know, I don't know.

464
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<v Speaker 1>I don't know the right word to what I was saying.

465
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<v Speaker 1>But I just feel like you can't blame yourself.

466
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean I'm not like, no, I can blame

467
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<v Speaker 2>myself with my mistakes.

468
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<v Speaker 1>Because that's the mistake that you're making. But I'm just

469
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<v Speaker 1>saying overall with like you say, the dark cloudness of

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<v Speaker 1>like holding it over if it's just the feeling.

471
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<v Speaker 2>Of I can't that. Like you said, you said, you're

472
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<v Speaker 2>an impact. I am too.

473
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<v Speaker 1>But that's what I'm also telling you is that you

474
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<v Speaker 1>also have to find a way to let that go

475
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<v Speaker 1>because the most it resonates with you, it stays with you,

476
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<v Speaker 1>and it harbors with you, and it's like it doesn't

477
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<v Speaker 1>do anything well for you.

478
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<v Speaker 2>I'm to get you an example. Let me get the

479
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<v Speaker 2>example to cut you off. But I can't help this.

480
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<v Speaker 2>So I have a cousin named Elijah, like I named

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<v Speaker 2>my son after him. I bet you didn't know that. Everly,

482
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<v Speaker 2>I named my son after Elijah, my cousin, and my

483
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<v Speaker 2>daughter Kaya I named after my sister. I named my

484
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<v Speaker 2>kids after people I love. But anyway, Elijah, his nickname

485
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<v Speaker 2>was sugar Beard. That was my guy, my best friend.

486
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<v Speaker 2>So when it was about nineteen twenty, he went to prison, right,

487
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<v Speaker 2>he did, like eight nine years. So when I'm out party,

488
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<v Speaker 2>hanging out, like having fun, I will have a cap

489
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<v Speaker 2>on that happiness because I would be like, it'd be

490
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<v Speaker 2>a little voice in my head like what are you

491
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<v Speaker 2>so happy for? When your man is in jail, sugar

492
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<v Speaker 2>Bear locked up, Like what are you happy for? And

493
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<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, oh, that's right, you know what I'm saying.

494
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<v Speaker 2>Don't ask for that, But that's just how I am.

495
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<v Speaker 2>I feel. I feel for people who I love and

496
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<v Speaker 2>care about. You know what I'm saying, you feel a

497
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<v Speaker 2>little bit of guilt when you're having fun.

498
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<v Speaker 1>Those people also if you were to talk to them,

499
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<v Speaker 1>sure would want you to live your life as well.

500
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<v Speaker 1>They wouldn't stop living. There is just because like life

501
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<v Speaker 1>still goes on. It's and unfortunate that things happen. But

502
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<v Speaker 1>we also have to counter our blessings and those in

503
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<v Speaker 1>those things.

504
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<v Speaker 2>But I.

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<v Speaker 1>Fun for sure. You know it's a little it's a

506
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<v Speaker 1>little bit of fomo, but you don't mean at the

507
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<v Speaker 1>same time too, it's like you can't have hold that

508
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<v Speaker 1>dark cloud in a space for something that's not your space,

509
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<v Speaker 1>but you can feel it, you can feel it and

510
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<v Speaker 1>tap it, and you know what I mean too. I'm

511
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<v Speaker 1>just saying, don't let it resonate and stay with it.

512
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<v Speaker 1>And that's for your sadness or whatever the darkness.

513
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<v Speaker 2>I hear you. I hear you, but I can't help

514
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<v Speaker 2>how am. I worry a lot about people I love.

515
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<v Speaker 2>So even when I'm like I'm moving around, I'm out

516
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<v Speaker 2>of town or something, my mind is thinking constantly, thinking

517
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<v Speaker 2>about my kids, Like you ain't home for school yet,

518
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<v Speaker 2>I won't be comfortable so I know he's home. You

519
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<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying, like, you know, so I'm always

520
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<v Speaker 2>worried about people that I'm responsible for.

521
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<v Speaker 1>So that's fine. Worried is not like that, but holding

522
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<v Speaker 1>a negative space for those feelings, you know what I mean,

523
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<v Speaker 1>it's just worry. I'm like letting it, like letting it live.

524
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<v Speaker 1>And you're a dad, You're a concerned person. You have

525
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<v Speaker 1>a people that you take care of. That's a loving thing.

526
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<v Speaker 1>It's a beautiful thing.

527
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<v Speaker 2>You know.

528
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<v Speaker 1>People sometimes don't take that responsibility on so let it

529
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<v Speaker 1>be what it is. But you know how has some

530
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<v Speaker 1>foul with this? No dark clouds, that's right, Just the

531
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<v Speaker 1>happy clouds maybe like a little gray. Or let's just

532
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<v Speaker 1>make the cleary clouds you a little less gray, you

533
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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean? To make that will work on that.

534
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<v Speaker 1>So what would you say? Do you have top three

535
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<v Speaker 1>rules that you live by, like a code of honor?

536
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<v Speaker 2>Oh, just to be an honorable person? You know, if

537
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<v Speaker 2>you you know the rules and laws and tenets you

538
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<v Speaker 2>live by and try to honor them. You know what

539
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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying. Your word is your bond, you know, and

540
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<v Speaker 2>you know, try not to do wrong by people. Try

541
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<v Speaker 2>to be a good person. Nothing too crazy, you know

542
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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying, uh, if something feel right, right with

543
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<v Speaker 2>If it don't feel right, avoid it. Sometimes you still

544
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<v Speaker 2>mess up, you know, but uh, you know, just try

545
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<v Speaker 2>to try to do try to tip the scale. Ain't

546
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<v Speaker 2>nobody perfect, but try to tip the scale to righteous.

547
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<v Speaker 1>But fine, you talk about tipping the scale? Are you

548
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<v Speaker 1>a libra? By any chance?

549
00:24:29.240 --> 00:24:30.880
<v Speaker 2>Too much? Rise to strike one?

550
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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't know if I'm.

551
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<v Speaker 2>Any That stuff ain't real, that's real.

552
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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I believe it has it's it's too extense.

553
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<v Speaker 2>I'm a pis.

554
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<v Speaker 1>I know nothing about your sign, so I wouldn't have

555
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<v Speaker 1>never gotten that. Yeah, but see, like I'm also like

556
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<v Speaker 1>one of those selfish people. And if I don't know

557
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<v Speaker 1>people in that like around me that I don't know

558
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<v Speaker 1>what your sign is, like I don't know every sign

559
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<v Speaker 1>and just know the one ones either I've dated over

560
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<v Speaker 1>I've been in love with or things like that.

561
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<v Speaker 2>But what is the March fourteen?

562
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<v Speaker 1>March fourteen?

563
00:25:02.519 --> 00:25:03.400
<v Speaker 2>What about you? What are you?

564
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<v Speaker 1>I'm a Gemini? I made twenty fifth Gemini. Baby, we're

565
00:25:06.759 --> 00:25:11.559
<v Speaker 1>the best over hearing a lot of Geminis in my life. Fun.

566
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<v Speaker 1>What's the best advice you've ever gotten?

567
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<v Speaker 2>Hm? Hmm, I don't know, man like I've got. I've

568
00:25:24.400 --> 00:25:27.839
<v Speaker 2>gained so many nuggets of wisdom from so many sources

569
00:25:28.119 --> 00:25:30.039
<v Speaker 2>throughout my life. I don't have one best.

570
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<v Speaker 1>So tell private talk just one of your gems.

571
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<v Speaker 2>One that I really like is from uh. This guy

572
00:25:38.480 --> 00:25:42.680
<v Speaker 2>was a custodian, like a janitor right and like the

573
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<v Speaker 2>third dynasty right China. His name was Lao Su. But

574
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<v Speaker 2>he wrote books. He wrote a book and one book

575
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<v Speaker 2>that he wrote that I really like, it's called Dowda

576
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<v Speaker 2>Chain and loosely translated, it means the way, like the

577
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<v Speaker 2>way of life. But he said one of his little

578
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<v Speaker 2>inscriptions was he who defines himself doesn't really know who

579
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<v Speaker 2>he is. I really like that.

580
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<v Speaker 1>If people came with the warning label, what would yours be?

581
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<v Speaker 2>Warning of me? Don't fuck with me? Just don't fuck

582
00:26:15.640 --> 00:26:18.920
<v Speaker 2>with me. You know what I'm saying. Be cool, be cool,

583
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<v Speaker 2>but just don't fuck with me.

584
00:26:20.240 --> 00:26:23.839
<v Speaker 1>Don't fuck with Mike. Do you have a crazy celebrity

585
00:26:23.960 --> 00:26:27.519
<v Speaker 1>story that either encounter or a crazy fan story that's happened.

586
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<v Speaker 1>Nothing too crazy, because nobody fucks with you that ain't

587
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<v Speaker 1>no celebrity thing or a fan a celebrity or a

588
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<v Speaker 1>celebrity crazy story or a fan.

589
00:26:42.200 --> 00:26:47.240
<v Speaker 2>Fan this is weird. So you know how sometimes on Instagram,

590
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<v Speaker 2>like sometimes I go through the request the DM requests

591
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<v Speaker 2>of people I don't know and try to like, you know,

592
00:26:53.599 --> 00:26:56.559
<v Speaker 2>send positive, you know, somebody say something cool or somebody

593
00:26:56.640 --> 00:27:00.400
<v Speaker 2>looking to purchase some whatever. Try to respond and sometimes

594
00:27:00.400 --> 00:27:03.000
<v Speaker 2>people just keep hitting you. I'd be like, oh, good looking,

595
00:27:03.000 --> 00:27:05.799
<v Speaker 2>I appreciate it. They just keep going right, And there's

596
00:27:05.799 --> 00:27:09.519
<v Speaker 2>one lady, so she was going back and forth a

597
00:27:09.559 --> 00:27:11.680
<v Speaker 2>few times. I'll respond a couple times, and I don't

598
00:27:11.720 --> 00:27:14.359
<v Speaker 2>respond no more. And I never really knew what she

599
00:27:14.400 --> 00:27:17.359
<v Speaker 2>looked like or anything. So this woman must have seen

600
00:27:18.480 --> 00:27:21.839
<v Speaker 2>my address, right, and I didn't. I never thought a

601
00:27:21.839 --> 00:27:24.799
<v Speaker 2>big deal about somebody seeing the number on my house.

602
00:27:24.240 --> 00:27:28.960
<v Speaker 1>Like it's just that's a huge deal, the biggest deal.

603
00:27:29.279 --> 00:27:31.839
<v Speaker 2>So apparently you can take somebody, if you know what

604
00:27:31.920 --> 00:27:34.839
<v Speaker 2>city they live in, you can put the number of

605
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<v Speaker 2>the house in and google it this to give you

606
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<v Speaker 2>to give you like the possible streets that they could be.

607
00:27:42.240 --> 00:27:43.359
<v Speaker 2>And she wants to do that to me.

608
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<v Speaker 1>That's insane.

609
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<v Speaker 2>So one day she come to my house, Like nobody

610
00:27:47.319 --> 00:27:49.759
<v Speaker 2>just pops up at my house. So so me and

611
00:27:49.839 --> 00:27:52.960
<v Speaker 2>my people with the house working on something and thing done,

612
00:27:53.000 --> 00:27:58.000
<v Speaker 2>like like that's weird like that. It's like a person

613
00:27:58.079 --> 00:28:01.640
<v Speaker 2>voice saying ding, So uh, I go open it, like

614
00:28:01.680 --> 00:28:03.960
<v Speaker 2>what the fuck? And it's is when I look, Yes,

615
00:28:04.359 --> 00:28:08.599
<v Speaker 2>it's a lady and her daughter. Right. So I'm like,

616
00:28:08.880 --> 00:28:10.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, what's up? Like I can help you. She's

617
00:28:10.880 --> 00:28:14.920
<v Speaker 2>like it's me. I'm like, what was me? Who are

618
00:28:14.960 --> 00:28:17.640
<v Speaker 2>you looking for? Who you're looking for? She's like you, Mike,

619
00:28:17.720 --> 00:28:19.839
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, what are you talking about? And she said,

620
00:28:19.960 --> 00:28:22.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm whatever her name on Instagram was, And I remember that.

621
00:28:22.440 --> 00:28:25.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm like what I said, I'm at something like.

622
00:28:25.839 --> 00:28:28.720
<v Speaker 2>Whatever her name is. I'm like, what are you doing here?

623
00:28:29.440 --> 00:28:32.400
<v Speaker 2>And she was like I thought it was okay. I'm like,

624
00:28:32.440 --> 00:28:34.720
<v Speaker 2>what made you think that this was okay? And why

625
00:28:34.720 --> 00:28:37.920
<v Speaker 2>would you bring this kid? Like? What's wrong with you? You

626
00:28:37.319 --> 00:28:40.759
<v Speaker 2>gotta go, you gotta go. So that was that was

627
00:28:40.799 --> 00:28:42.680
<v Speaker 2>that was I had another way when too, but that

628
00:28:42.519 --> 00:28:45.920
<v Speaker 2>was she just left. That was weirdest ship.

629
00:28:46.200 --> 00:28:49.000
<v Speaker 1>That's really weird. And that's just even weirder that you

630
00:28:49.039 --> 00:28:52.160
<v Speaker 1>would bring your child and who knows where is she from?

631
00:28:52.200 --> 00:28:52.759
<v Speaker 1>Did you even know?

632
00:28:52.799 --> 00:28:52.960
<v Speaker 2>When?

633
00:28:53.000 --> 00:28:53.519
<v Speaker 1>Did you look?

634
00:28:53.640 --> 00:28:56.440
<v Speaker 2>I got an accent? She had like a British accent.

635
00:28:56.480 --> 00:28:57.920
<v Speaker 1>But she didn't come all the way.

636
00:28:57.759 --> 00:29:00.480
<v Speaker 2>That she must have lived somewhere in the city.

637
00:29:00.519 --> 00:29:02.599
<v Speaker 1>I would have been some investigating on that bedrument, like

638
00:29:02.599 --> 00:29:04.559
<v Speaker 1>where is she and is she close in the radius

639
00:29:04.599 --> 00:29:06.240
<v Speaker 1>of me? If that, I need to know what you

640
00:29:06.359 --> 00:29:07.759
<v Speaker 1>look like from this place.

641
00:29:08.359 --> 00:29:09.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that shit is crazy.

642
00:29:10.000 --> 00:29:11.640
<v Speaker 1>What was your other money time?

643
00:29:11.960 --> 00:29:14.559
<v Speaker 2>This is weird. So I had a gym in Miami

644
00:29:15.119 --> 00:29:17.839
<v Speaker 2>and I had a place out there, so I would

645
00:29:18.200 --> 00:29:21.359
<v Speaker 2>on the weekends, I would get people together, like from

646
00:29:21.359 --> 00:29:23.519
<v Speaker 2>social media, people to follow me to meet me at

647
00:29:23.559 --> 00:29:26.440
<v Speaker 2>the gym and go we go feed homeless people like

648
00:29:26.480 --> 00:29:30.279
<v Speaker 2>on weekends. So one of the guys cool, cool dude,

649
00:29:30.359 --> 00:29:32.599
<v Speaker 2>just a fan boy, but some of them had my number.

650
00:29:33.319 --> 00:29:35.839
<v Speaker 2>So this guy had the same His name was very

651
00:29:35.839 --> 00:29:38.039
<v Speaker 2>similar to a girl I was hanging out with out there.

652
00:29:38.559 --> 00:29:42.799
<v Speaker 2>So it's like three in the morning and I text him,

653
00:29:42.839 --> 00:29:47.039
<v Speaker 2>thinking I'm texting her like come through, and he's like,

654
00:29:47.079 --> 00:29:50.079
<v Speaker 2>what's the address? I like, just an address again whatever.

655
00:29:51.359 --> 00:29:53.880
<v Speaker 2>About thirty forty five minutes later, this motherfucker come to

656
00:29:53.920 --> 00:29:59.440
<v Speaker 2>my house. I open the door like I'm just confused.

657
00:30:00.079 --> 00:30:04.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm like what dead. He's like you, I said, oh,

658
00:30:04.319 --> 00:30:07.799
<v Speaker 2>ship my bad bro. But I'm like, why would you

659
00:30:07.799 --> 00:30:11.039
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't ask me? Like why like what you wouldn't ask me?

660
00:30:11.079 --> 00:30:12.799
<v Speaker 2>Like why you want me to come through? Bro? You

661
00:30:12.839 --> 00:30:13.359
<v Speaker 2>know what I'm saying.

662
00:30:13.440 --> 00:30:15.519
<v Speaker 1>I mean, if you ever needed to, you know, cover

663
00:30:15.599 --> 00:30:18.279
<v Speaker 1>something up. Weird.

664
00:30:20.240 --> 00:30:24.640
<v Speaker 2>It made me think though, like what's like he didn't

665
00:30:24.680 --> 00:30:27.559
<v Speaker 2>seem gay or nothing, but would you have been gay?

666
00:30:27.640 --> 00:30:29.599
<v Speaker 2>Like say, if I was gay, would you have been

667
00:30:29.640 --> 00:30:31.200
<v Speaker 2>gay for me? Because you were a fan? You know

668
00:30:31.240 --> 00:30:33.640
<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying. It was weird. You know what I'm saying.

669
00:30:34.880 --> 00:30:36.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't throw I don't throw anything out the window

670
00:30:36.960 --> 00:30:38.720
<v Speaker 1>these days, Like you just don't ever know.

671
00:30:38.880 --> 00:30:41.359
<v Speaker 2>Like what I don't care who I'm a fan of?

672
00:30:41.640 --> 00:30:44.079
<v Speaker 2>They asked They asked me to come over their house

673
00:30:44.160 --> 00:30:48.640
<v Speaker 2>three in the morning. A guy. I'd like, nig, what

674
00:30:49.119 --> 00:30:55.000
<v Speaker 2>you got some splaining to do? I'm saying, like, nah,

675
00:30:55.359 --> 00:30:57.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm not that much. See but she mentioned Kanye. I'm

676
00:30:57.400 --> 00:30:59.759
<v Speaker 2>a huge fan of Kanye, Drake all of that. There's

677
00:30:59.759 --> 00:31:02.880
<v Speaker 2>a lot of people I'm a fan of.

678
00:31:01.920 --> 00:31:04.839
<v Speaker 1>The Kanye texted you at three am and was like, Hey,

679
00:31:04.839 --> 00:31:05.759
<v Speaker 1>come over to my house.

680
00:31:06.200 --> 00:31:08.119
<v Speaker 2>I'd be like, what's the context, bro? Like you got

681
00:31:08.160 --> 00:31:11.880
<v Speaker 2>girls there? Like is a party? Bro, like, what's up?

682
00:31:12.319 --> 00:31:15.240
<v Speaker 2>But I'm not a fan of anybody like that. I

683
00:31:15.240 --> 00:31:18.480
<v Speaker 2>love certain people's work. I'm really a fan of the work,

684
00:31:18.519 --> 00:31:21.160
<v Speaker 2>but the people I just don't care, Like I don't.

685
00:31:21.200 --> 00:31:23.839
<v Speaker 1>I don't really what it matter. You're still saying.

686
00:31:23.680 --> 00:31:26.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm a fan of work. Oh ye, yeah, that's what

687
00:31:26.200 --> 00:31:26.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying.

688
00:31:26.559 --> 00:31:28.240
<v Speaker 1>But even if they text you say at three am

689
00:31:28.799 --> 00:31:29.720
<v Speaker 1>and they're like, hey, just.

690
00:31:29.640 --> 00:31:33.599
<v Speaker 2>Come over, nah, I'd be like why, why, what's up? Bro?

691
00:31:33.839 --> 00:31:34.759
<v Speaker 1>There's more context?

692
00:31:34.960 --> 00:31:37.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, give me some context, not like I don't know

693
00:31:37.880 --> 00:31:38.279
<v Speaker 2>weird shit.

694
00:31:38.640 --> 00:31:41.079
<v Speaker 1>Do you have a social media weakness?

695
00:31:41.759 --> 00:31:42.920
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean weakness?

696
00:31:42.960 --> 00:31:45.160
<v Speaker 1>Like do you just get caught like stroll like you

697
00:31:45.160 --> 00:31:46.880
<v Speaker 1>can like go click from one thing and whatever. Do

698
00:31:46.920 --> 00:31:49.160
<v Speaker 1>you just like trolling? Do you have a troll account?

699
00:31:49.319 --> 00:31:52.119
<v Speaker 2>Oh no, no, no, I wish I did fun dope,

700
00:31:52.960 --> 00:31:54.400
<v Speaker 2>Like if I had time, I probably would have a

701
00:31:54.400 --> 00:31:55.559
<v Speaker 2>troll account and fun with people.

702
00:31:55.839 --> 00:31:58.759
<v Speaker 1>So is it Instagram? Twitter? Facebook? What should you like more?

703
00:31:58.839 --> 00:32:00.319
<v Speaker 1>That's like your weakness that you.

704
00:32:00.119 --> 00:32:03.400
<v Speaker 2>Like go to every marth, waste the most time on Instagram?

705
00:32:03.880 --> 00:32:05.720
<v Speaker 1>I feel like now it's fucked up on iPhone because

706
00:32:05.720 --> 00:32:06.880
<v Speaker 1>it like tells you your screen time.

707
00:32:06.880 --> 00:32:09.720
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, yeah, wrap you out, I'll probably spend more

708
00:32:09.759 --> 00:32:12.400
<v Speaker 2>time on YouTube. At least I can learn it on YouTube.

709
00:32:12.400 --> 00:32:15.839
<v Speaker 2>Instagram is just a waste of time. Yeah, so I

710
00:32:15.880 --> 00:32:18.359
<v Speaker 2>have I make money with these platforms though, so you know,

711
00:32:18.400 --> 00:32:21.000
<v Speaker 2>I can't hate on it, but it does. It does

712
00:32:21.079 --> 00:32:22.880
<v Speaker 2>waste time. Some time I'll be going to look at

713
00:32:22.880 --> 00:32:25.480
<v Speaker 2>an email or something and just go to Instagram. It's like,

714
00:32:25.480 --> 00:32:27.160
<v Speaker 2>why am I doing this? You know what I'm saying.

715
00:32:27.319 --> 00:32:28.799
<v Speaker 1>It's like the drag real quick, let me just go

716
00:32:28.839 --> 00:32:30.480
<v Speaker 1>look and see me very fresh.

717
00:32:30.240 --> 00:32:32.640
<v Speaker 2>Real quick, good twenty thirty minutes waste.

718
00:32:32.759 --> 00:32:35.000
<v Speaker 1>I definitely am a sucker for it too. I like,

719
00:32:35.039 --> 00:32:37.880
<v Speaker 1>I literally put time controls on mine so I would know,

720
00:32:38.039 --> 00:32:40.279
<v Speaker 1>like and then even the time I have is obnoxious.

721
00:32:40.279 --> 00:32:42.759
<v Speaker 1>And when I'm like it's like ten minute warning, I'm like, hem,

722
00:32:42.920 --> 00:32:44.720
<v Speaker 1>oh you can do that. Yeah, you can put it

723
00:32:44.759 --> 00:32:47.319
<v Speaker 1>so like because it's like I always wanted to lessen

724
00:32:47.400 --> 00:32:48.920
<v Speaker 1>those time and know what it was because I'm like,

725
00:32:48.960 --> 00:32:50.799
<v Speaker 1>how much time do I really spend on this? But

726
00:32:50.880 --> 00:32:52.480
<v Speaker 1>you could really tell it on this, So yeah, after

727
00:32:52.480 --> 00:32:54.240
<v Speaker 1>a certain time, I'm like, yeah, and if you get it,

728
00:32:54.319 --> 00:32:56.839
<v Speaker 1>if you hit that after a certain hour, I'm like, man,

729
00:32:56.880 --> 00:33:00.400
<v Speaker 1>you've been you've been doing nothing, Go outside, go to something.

730
00:33:00.880 --> 00:33:04.079
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, it's it's Instagram. Is nothing good on there,

731
00:33:04.200 --> 00:33:06.960
<v Speaker 2>Like I'd be looking at girls honestly, and they explore

732
00:33:07.039 --> 00:33:10.000
<v Speaker 2>plate page like they be curating it perfectly, you know

733
00:33:10.000 --> 00:33:10.519
<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying.

734
00:33:11.079 --> 00:33:13.359
<v Speaker 1>And then so they're really really new in.

735
00:33:14.160 --> 00:33:16.039
<v Speaker 2>But when I look at it, it ain't even really

736
00:33:16.079 --> 00:33:17.880
<v Speaker 2>the girl. It'd be like a page with a bunch

737
00:33:17.960 --> 00:33:19.519
<v Speaker 2>of girls on it.

738
00:33:19.519 --> 00:33:21.920
<v Speaker 1>It's one of those things that's like a what is it,

739
00:33:21.960 --> 00:33:24.519
<v Speaker 1>whether like advertising the girls pages or something kind.

740
00:33:24.359 --> 00:33:27.240
<v Speaker 2>Of like curly hair. You know what I'm saying, all

741
00:33:27.279 --> 00:33:28.440
<v Speaker 2>the girls with curly hair, you.

742
00:33:28.440 --> 00:33:33.480
<v Speaker 1>Know, saying latinas peign searches and pornhub Instagram.

743
00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:35.079
<v Speaker 2>Your mind's in the gutter.

744
00:33:35.680 --> 00:33:41.119
<v Speaker 1>That's when you're putting those things on there. It's pretty

745
00:33:41.160 --> 00:33:44.039
<v Speaker 1>much the same thing nowadays, not really at all. The

746
00:33:44.079 --> 00:33:46.200
<v Speaker 1>censorship on Instagram would not allow any of that.

747
00:33:46.759 --> 00:33:50.200
<v Speaker 2>I mean shit, they pretty much they kind of loose

748
00:33:50.200 --> 00:33:51.839
<v Speaker 2>on Instagram.

749
00:33:52.160 --> 00:33:56.759
<v Speaker 1>On Instagram, that is the lie, sir. Let's see, it's

750
00:33:56.799 --> 00:34:00.480
<v Speaker 1>a lie. People some pages people getting flag at least

751
00:34:00.519 --> 00:34:03.519
<v Speaker 1>for me, like I regardless that I haven't done porn

752
00:34:03.559 --> 00:34:06.279
<v Speaker 1>in a very long time, they still hate me for

753
00:34:06.599 --> 00:34:09.440
<v Speaker 1>everything that I've shown to the world. So I'm since

754
00:34:09.480 --> 00:34:11.880
<v Speaker 1>I have like shadow band and whatever, and I don't

755
00:34:11.880 --> 00:34:15.400
<v Speaker 1>even put anything crazy I did. That's upon many time

756
00:34:15.440 --> 00:34:15.960
<v Speaker 1>moonings ago.

757
00:34:16.119 --> 00:34:19.119
<v Speaker 2>Is that why the name Texas Texas?

758
00:34:19.719 --> 00:34:22.840
<v Speaker 1>Yes, it was. The pieces are all coming together?

759
00:34:23.239 --> 00:34:26.000
<v Speaker 2>Did you when'd you stop like.

760
00:34:26.000 --> 00:34:27.280
<v Speaker 1>Four years ago or so?

761
00:34:28.199 --> 00:34:28.480
<v Speaker 2>You know?

762
00:34:28.920 --> 00:34:30.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I see that you have to wait till

763
00:34:30.320 --> 00:34:32.039
<v Speaker 1>the end of this thing, but wait, I'll let you

764
00:34:32.039 --> 00:34:33.000
<v Speaker 1>finish your question ahead.

765
00:34:33.079 --> 00:34:34.960
<v Speaker 2>That's fascinating. Do you do only fans now?

766
00:34:35.039 --> 00:34:36.639
<v Speaker 1>I do have an only fans, but I only do

767
00:34:36.679 --> 00:34:39.320
<v Speaker 1>stuff with myself, So yeah.

768
00:34:39.599 --> 00:34:43.440
<v Speaker 2>You know, right, I know, Girls is killing it for sure.

769
00:34:43.480 --> 00:34:46.159
<v Speaker 1>It's definitely a lucrative business. It's something that has been

770
00:34:46.199 --> 00:34:48.440
<v Speaker 1>around for quite a while and then like because of

771
00:34:48.440 --> 00:34:52.559
<v Speaker 1>the pandemic, everything made it intensify, which was amazing. And

772
00:34:52.599 --> 00:34:55.039
<v Speaker 1>now it's you know, balancing back out because the world's

773
00:34:55.079 --> 00:34:57.880
<v Speaker 1>opening up again. But still definitely a great platform to

774
00:34:57.920 --> 00:34:59.559
<v Speaker 1>have and kind of have your own space to do

775
00:34:59.599 --> 00:35:01.760
<v Speaker 1>what you want to do. And even though I did,

776
00:35:01.800 --> 00:35:03.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, don't movies in the past, I don't have

777
00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:05.639
<v Speaker 1>to do that on my only fans now, you know,

778
00:35:05.840 --> 00:35:09.960
<v Speaker 1>there's a plethora of things that I do what do.

779
00:35:09.920 --> 00:35:11.239
<v Speaker 2>You find does the best one there?

780
00:35:12.119 --> 00:35:14.400
<v Speaker 1>I mean, everybody's different. For me, obviously, I have a

781
00:35:14.400 --> 00:35:16.480
<v Speaker 1>big ass, and everybody knows me for my big booty,

782
00:35:16.639 --> 00:35:20.239
<v Speaker 1>So anything with my booty in it, it's gonna sell.

783
00:35:20.320 --> 00:35:22.960
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, so I think that everybody's different. It depends

784
00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:25.800
<v Speaker 1>because each platform that people have do something a little

785
00:35:25.800 --> 00:35:27.320
<v Speaker 1>bit different, you know what I mean. My fans are

786
00:35:27.320 --> 00:35:30.199
<v Speaker 1>catered to me because they've been following me throughout either

787
00:35:30.280 --> 00:35:33.719
<v Speaker 1>my career or somewhere new fans now, and so they

788
00:35:33.760 --> 00:35:35.199
<v Speaker 1>just want to see what I'm doing because it's the

789
00:35:35.199 --> 00:35:38.199
<v Speaker 1>only place that they can see me doing anything besides

790
00:35:38.280 --> 00:35:40.760
<v Speaker 1>private talk podcast. But yeah, this is where they get

791
00:35:40.800 --> 00:35:42.840
<v Speaker 1>to talk to me, you know, and hear hear what

792
00:35:42.880 --> 00:35:44.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing. That's where they get to see what I'm doing.

793
00:35:45.480 --> 00:35:47.039
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, but it's a lot of fun. I definitely

794
00:35:47.039 --> 00:35:48.519
<v Speaker 1>have fun with it. It's definitely a way for me

795
00:35:48.599 --> 00:35:51.840
<v Speaker 1>to kind of stay in, you know, that world of

796
00:35:51.880 --> 00:35:54.400
<v Speaker 1>being not as like the sexy and femin like the

797
00:35:54.719 --> 00:35:57.239
<v Speaker 1>It made me feel being important, made me feel like

798
00:35:57.360 --> 00:35:59.679
<v Speaker 1>more womanly than ever. It made me find out who

799
00:35:59.679 --> 00:36:01.840
<v Speaker 1>I was as a woman and who how to really

800
00:36:01.880 --> 00:36:04.880
<v Speaker 1>like explore my body at that time, So I had

801
00:36:04.920 --> 00:36:06.880
<v Speaker 1>nothing but great things about it. So for me, it

802
00:36:06.920 --> 00:36:08.880
<v Speaker 1>was like a segue of I didn't want to definitely

803
00:36:08.880 --> 00:36:11.159
<v Speaker 1>do movies anymore, but I still wanted to have my

804
00:36:11.199 --> 00:36:13.599
<v Speaker 1>fans and interact with them, and that's what I people

805
00:36:13.639 --> 00:36:14.199
<v Speaker 1>are doing now.

806
00:36:14.440 --> 00:36:17.079
<v Speaker 2>Is this more lucrative than doing porn?

807
00:36:18.239 --> 00:36:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I definitely would say yes. I think that. Back you know,

808
00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:23.239
<v Speaker 1>in the day, the times were different, and you know,

809
00:36:23.840 --> 00:36:27.079
<v Speaker 1>the monetary side of things wasn't always fair to everybody,

810
00:36:27.199 --> 00:36:30.199
<v Speaker 1>especially on the performer side. You didn't see that until

811
00:36:30.239 --> 00:36:31.639
<v Speaker 1>later on, and you know, in life, and it was

812
00:36:31.719 --> 00:36:35.159
<v Speaker 1>unfortunate things. But you know, I still make great money,

813
00:36:35.199 --> 00:36:37.760
<v Speaker 1>but definitely on this side, it definitely make a death

814
00:36:37.800 --> 00:36:40.079
<v Speaker 1>of more money because you're cutting out a middle man

815
00:36:40.119 --> 00:36:43.559
<v Speaker 1>of sorts, so it's more straight to consumer in a sense,

816
00:36:43.599 --> 00:36:44.719
<v Speaker 1>so it makes it a lot better.

817
00:36:44.800 --> 00:36:48.639
<v Speaker 2>I respect it, man, I respect it, especially like the

818
00:36:48.719 --> 00:36:51.400
<v Speaker 2>fact that y'all can like kind of move how you

819
00:36:51.440 --> 00:36:54.639
<v Speaker 2>want to move, and you know, but it's interesting because

820
00:36:55.199 --> 00:36:58.079
<v Speaker 2>as I learned more about it and I learned more

821
00:36:58.119 --> 00:37:01.280
<v Speaker 2>people who do it, it's kind of like, well, I

822
00:37:01.280 --> 00:37:03.679
<v Speaker 2>have a manager and they only give me this, and

823
00:37:03.719 --> 00:37:04.119
<v Speaker 2>I'm like.

824
00:37:04.760 --> 00:37:07.400
<v Speaker 1>What the hell, Well, that's because this is a new

825
00:37:07.400 --> 00:37:09.199
<v Speaker 1>age wave of people getting onto things that they just

826
00:37:09.280 --> 00:37:11.039
<v Speaker 1>knew that there was money to be made, but didn't

827
00:37:11.079 --> 00:37:13.440
<v Speaker 1>know how to do it themselves in a sense, which

828
00:37:13.480 --> 00:37:15.280
<v Speaker 1>isn't as good and a bad thing, you know what

829
00:37:15.320 --> 00:37:20.760
<v Speaker 1>I mean. But I don't know. It's it's teaches one,

830
00:37:21.000 --> 00:37:21.480
<v Speaker 1>is what I say.

831
00:37:21.800 --> 00:37:24.599
<v Speaker 2>I hear stories of girls getting straight pimped digitally.

832
00:37:25.719 --> 00:37:28.000
<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm saying. It's the new age of peeping.

833
00:37:28.079 --> 00:37:30.920
<v Speaker 1>If you if pimping, you have If you don't know

834
00:37:31.079 --> 00:37:34.079
<v Speaker 1>something and someone has what you need, what are you

835
00:37:34.159 --> 00:37:36.920
<v Speaker 1>gonna do use that person. So it's they're using that

836
00:37:37.039 --> 00:37:41.559
<v Speaker 1>and again they're making something hopefully how some people each

837
00:37:41.760 --> 00:37:44.119
<v Speaker 1>one I mean, I mean pimping was fucking wrong and

838
00:37:44.199 --> 00:37:45.480
<v Speaker 1>the same thing too, you know what I mean. But

839
00:37:45.559 --> 00:37:47.519
<v Speaker 1>it's just like you said, it's digitally being done, so

840
00:37:47.639 --> 00:37:51.719
<v Speaker 1>it's you can't really monitor it. Even people can monitor

841
00:37:51.760 --> 00:37:55.400
<v Speaker 1>it before too. But it's again, uh yeah, it's not

842
00:37:55.920 --> 00:37:59.239
<v Speaker 1>for me. But you know what, no, no, no, no,

843
00:37:59.599 --> 00:38:01.639
<v Speaker 1>all right, since we are in the wave of you know,

844
00:38:01.760 --> 00:38:04.199
<v Speaker 1>the whole adult talk, We're going to take a little

845
00:38:04.199 --> 00:38:05.679
<v Speaker 1>bit of a break and then we're gonna play my

846
00:38:05.760 --> 00:38:06.400
<v Speaker 1>favorite game.

847
00:38:06.320 --> 00:38:09.159
<v Speaker 2>Truth with Texas all right, cool, Actually.

848
00:38:09.880 --> 00:38:12.039
<v Speaker 1>All right, all right, we are back Private Talk and

849
00:38:12.199 --> 00:38:14.320
<v Speaker 1>we still have Mic on the couch and we're about

850
00:38:14.360 --> 00:38:15.559
<v Speaker 1>to play truth with Texas.

851
00:38:15.760 --> 00:38:16.199
<v Speaker 2>I'm scared.

852
00:38:16.280 --> 00:38:18.559
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you're a little nervous. You're like, I

853
00:38:18.639 --> 00:38:20.440
<v Speaker 1>think you're boring. I don't think you're boring. I think

854
00:38:20.480 --> 00:38:23.039
<v Speaker 1>Private Talk is going to enjoy your interview, and I

855
00:38:23.079 --> 00:38:25.480
<v Speaker 1>think we're going to enjoy the game even more. You

856
00:38:25.519 --> 00:38:26.920
<v Speaker 1>don't know what you're getting into, which I like it

857
00:38:26.960 --> 00:38:28.840
<v Speaker 1>even more. So we're gonna go through each one of

858
00:38:29.000 --> 00:38:31.159
<v Speaker 1>the aces. You pull one and let us know what

859
00:38:31.239 --> 00:38:33.880
<v Speaker 1>it is. Each suit of an ace is going to

860
00:38:33.920 --> 00:38:35.039
<v Speaker 1>be a different type of question.

861
00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:36.320
<v Speaker 2>You want to see it?

862
00:38:36.440 --> 00:38:39.000
<v Speaker 1>Yes, please, Ace of Spades, that's our favorite, which is

863
00:38:39.079 --> 00:38:45.000
<v Speaker 1>a naughty question here? Would you consider yourself a naughty person?

864
00:38:47.800 --> 00:38:48.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

865
00:38:48.079 --> 00:38:48.320
<v Speaker 1>I like.

866
00:38:49.840 --> 00:38:53.199
<v Speaker 2>Because, look, I remember my favorite quote, he who defines

867
00:38:53.280 --> 00:38:55.480
<v Speaker 2>himself doesn't really know who he is. That's why I

868
00:38:55.559 --> 00:38:56.639
<v Speaker 2>defer to my better half.

869
00:38:56.719 --> 00:38:58.800
<v Speaker 1>I like she's giving the honest truth, and we like

870
00:38:58.920 --> 00:39:01.119
<v Speaker 1>the truth. I might not have to just put her

871
00:39:01.159 --> 00:39:04.320
<v Speaker 1>on the couch and just let her show there.

872
00:39:05.480 --> 00:39:05.800
<v Speaker 2>Have you.

873
00:39:06.400 --> 00:39:08.679
<v Speaker 1>Let's see, have you ever used a toy during intercourse?

874
00:39:09.360 --> 00:39:09.559
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

875
00:39:10.320 --> 00:39:12.280
<v Speaker 1>You say that with the face, like there's most men

876
00:39:12.480 --> 00:39:14.280
<v Speaker 1>some of them are inferior to this, and they're a

877
00:39:14.320 --> 00:39:15.599
<v Speaker 1>little like don't want to.

878
00:39:15.880 --> 00:39:19.280
<v Speaker 2>So it's like not always, but she don't really care

879
00:39:19.360 --> 00:39:20.119
<v Speaker 2>for toys so much.

880
00:39:20.480 --> 00:39:24.400
<v Speaker 1>Right, I feel like for me, toy wise is more

881
00:39:24.440 --> 00:39:26.599
<v Speaker 1>of a personal thing. And then I feel like a

882
00:39:26.679 --> 00:39:29.880
<v Speaker 1>group activity. If you're not doing something with your like limbs,

883
00:39:30.519 --> 00:39:33.719
<v Speaker 1>you need to do better, to do better. Have you

884
00:39:33.880 --> 00:39:38.079
<v Speaker 1>ever had sex on a plane? My high club?

885
00:39:38.440 --> 00:39:39.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was stupid.

886
00:39:39.719 --> 00:39:40.880
<v Speaker 1>Why do you say it was stupid?

887
00:39:40.880 --> 00:39:42.599
<v Speaker 2>I just did just try it, and it was like

888
00:39:42.960 --> 00:39:43.559
<v Speaker 2>was it private?

889
00:39:43.760 --> 00:39:44.880
<v Speaker 1>Was a commercial.

890
00:39:45.920 --> 00:39:48.239
<v Speaker 2>Years ago, so I couldn't afford nothing, but it was

891
00:39:48.320 --> 00:39:50.679
<v Speaker 2>like cramped up in the bathroom. It was like, you know,

892
00:39:50.920 --> 00:39:51.400
<v Speaker 2>just to do it?

893
00:39:51.519 --> 00:39:53.719
<v Speaker 1>Did you at least know the person or were you like, hey,

894
00:39:53.840 --> 00:39:54.159
<v Speaker 1>let's go.

895
00:39:54.480 --> 00:39:55.880
<v Speaker 2>That just taps cool.

896
00:40:00.000 --> 00:40:01.679
<v Speaker 1>It's surprised. I had a girlfriend one time that did that.

897
00:40:01.760 --> 00:40:03.880
<v Speaker 1>But it was like on a well back and then

898
00:40:03.960 --> 00:40:05.760
<v Speaker 1>it was like a Virgin America flight and you could

899
00:40:05.840 --> 00:40:07.840
<v Speaker 1>like text type to your like the people in the

900
00:40:07.920 --> 00:40:10.639
<v Speaker 1>seats whatever, and this guy sent her a message and

901
00:40:10.639 --> 00:40:12.840
<v Speaker 1>they started talking and they didn't have sex on the

902
00:40:12.920 --> 00:40:15.079
<v Speaker 1>plane that time, but when they they went to that

903
00:40:15.119 --> 00:40:16.480
<v Speaker 1>they met each on that trip, but on the way

904
00:40:16.559 --> 00:40:18.760
<v Speaker 1>back home they definitely after the weekend they got to

905
00:40:18.840 --> 00:40:21.039
<v Speaker 1>know it, you know, because they wanted to do.

906
00:40:21.119 --> 00:40:24.280
<v Speaker 2>I was like, y'all are weird, but okay, it sucked,

907
00:40:24.599 --> 00:40:26.360
<v Speaker 2>but I can see you in private it being dope.

908
00:40:26.559 --> 00:40:30.000
<v Speaker 1>I've done a dost commercial Southwest in the dark. It

909
00:40:30.159 --> 00:40:32.599
<v Speaker 1>was I did halfway and I got scared and then

910
00:40:32.599 --> 00:40:35.000
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you're on your own in a bathroom. No,

911
00:40:35.119 --> 00:40:35.840
<v Speaker 1>I was in the seats.

912
00:40:36.320 --> 00:40:40.119
<v Speaker 2>Not many people there. Was interesting.

913
00:40:41.559 --> 00:40:46.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm like a ninja, you know, I was in a bathroom.

914
00:40:46.119 --> 00:40:48.639
<v Speaker 2>I was in a bathroom like I could barely fit myself.

915
00:40:48.760 --> 00:40:50.639
<v Speaker 1>So I see that's the problem. That's where I've done

916
00:40:50.679 --> 00:40:53.280
<v Speaker 1>bathrooms like at like restaurants or like club things, but

917
00:40:53.519 --> 00:40:55.880
<v Speaker 1>like in an airplane thing, people are waiting there. It's

918
00:40:55.920 --> 00:40:58.280
<v Speaker 1>like a what Like it's really close quarters. They fucking

919
00:40:58.400 --> 00:41:00.559
<v Speaker 1>really know what you're doing. And I don't like the

920
00:41:00.639 --> 00:41:02.519
<v Speaker 1>smell of the bathrooms. To me, they're just weird.

921
00:41:03.239 --> 00:41:06.840
<v Speaker 2>It's weird. It's all weird, but just that I did it.

922
00:41:06.960 --> 00:41:12.320
<v Speaker 1>But they replaced to have sex in the bed. Does

923
00:41:12.400 --> 00:41:13.480
<v Speaker 1>booty size matter?

924
00:41:15.880 --> 00:41:19.000
<v Speaker 2>Nah? It's I like ass I like to I like

925
00:41:19.119 --> 00:41:22.400
<v Speaker 2>face like legs, like hands, feet whatever, it's the package,

926
00:41:22.480 --> 00:41:24.320
<v Speaker 2>the total package. You know.

927
00:41:24.840 --> 00:41:26.559
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever faked an orgasm?

928
00:41:27.199 --> 00:41:27.360
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

929
00:41:28.360 --> 00:41:32.039
<v Speaker 1>Why? And how many times I feel like you said

930
00:41:32.079 --> 00:41:34.920
<v Speaker 1>this was such like yes, I just knew this was

931
00:41:34.960 --> 00:41:36.920
<v Speaker 1>a thing, like not that long ago, and I thought

932
00:41:36.960 --> 00:41:38.880
<v Speaker 1>that this was really absurd.

933
00:41:39.079 --> 00:41:42.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean I wouldn't figure it now.

934
00:41:42.519 --> 00:41:44.159
<v Speaker 1>Was it because you were like a fighter and you

935
00:41:44.280 --> 00:41:46.079
<v Speaker 1>like how to fake it? Like because of you know,

936
00:41:46.320 --> 00:41:49.119
<v Speaker 1>work things or why do you have to fake it?

937
00:41:50.519 --> 00:41:55.440
<v Speaker 2>I didn't have to fake it, but it's hard for

938
00:41:55.559 --> 00:41:58.760
<v Speaker 2>me sometime to come to get there. So you know,

939
00:42:00.079 --> 00:42:02.599
<v Speaker 2>I don't know why I faked it, you know, I mean, oh,

940
00:42:02.599 --> 00:42:04.840
<v Speaker 2>all right, so there were times that I faked it before,

941
00:42:05.679 --> 00:42:13.119
<v Speaker 2>just like uh, to make the girl think that I

942
00:42:13.199 --> 00:42:15.320
<v Speaker 2>came twice, they should become twice.

943
00:42:16.119 --> 00:42:18.400
<v Speaker 1>But did that make you have like feel good about yourself?

944
00:42:18.480 --> 00:42:19.840
<v Speaker 2>Like why did you have to like it was for

945
00:42:19.920 --> 00:42:25.280
<v Speaker 2>her to feel good about herself? You made me? But

946
00:42:25.559 --> 00:42:28.360
<v Speaker 2>but because I can go a long time, But so

947
00:42:28.519 --> 00:42:30.679
<v Speaker 2>I just act like I came and then like oh

948
00:42:30.760 --> 00:42:31.360
<v Speaker 2>I came again.

949
00:42:31.920 --> 00:42:33.920
<v Speaker 1>You know when I have these conversations and I always

950
00:42:33.920 --> 00:42:35.880
<v Speaker 1>think back, like yeah, somebody trying to do this to me?

951
00:42:35.960 --> 00:42:38.159
<v Speaker 1>Because this is bullshit, like why would you lie? I

952
00:42:38.199 --> 00:42:41.320
<v Speaker 1>don't want to have a pity I mean no, I don't.

953
00:42:41.559 --> 00:42:42.159
<v Speaker 2>Women don't do that.

954
00:42:42.280 --> 00:42:43.039
<v Speaker 1>I mean I don't do that.

955
00:42:43.960 --> 00:42:44.480
<v Speaker 2>Women do that.

956
00:42:45.840 --> 00:42:48.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to get mine in if I'm having a session, like,

957
00:42:48.559 --> 00:42:51.280
<v Speaker 1>I'm not trying to fake anything, because then that creates

958
00:42:51.400 --> 00:42:54.360
<v Speaker 1>bad behavior because then you think you're doing whatever you

959
00:42:54.519 --> 00:42:56.280
<v Speaker 1>just did do you think it's good, and then you

960
00:42:56.320 --> 00:42:57.880
<v Speaker 1>think the next time you're gonna go back. Because men

961
00:42:57.920 --> 00:42:59.800
<v Speaker 1>are very basic when it comes to like, oh, she

962
00:42:59.920 --> 00:43:02.360
<v Speaker 1>like when I did, and then I'm like, no, I

963
00:43:02.480 --> 00:43:03.000
<v Speaker 1>didn't like that.

964
00:43:03.199 --> 00:43:06.800
<v Speaker 2>When you with somebody, you figure out exactly what they

965
00:43:07.320 --> 00:43:08.599
<v Speaker 2>gets them off, you know what I'm saying.

966
00:43:08.760 --> 00:43:10.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but you shouldn't take it.

967
00:43:11.039 --> 00:43:13.320
<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, we don't do that ship. But it's

968
00:43:13.360 --> 00:43:15.400
<v Speaker 2>sounds that I can't come like say we take M

969
00:43:15.440 --> 00:43:18.280
<v Speaker 2>D M A. It's impossible, and I try, because it's

970
00:43:18.280 --> 00:43:18.920
<v Speaker 2>like a marathon.

971
00:43:19.000 --> 00:43:20.559
<v Speaker 1>It's like it just like keeps going. It's like an

972
00:43:20.559 --> 00:43:21.480
<v Speaker 1>intererget or bunny, like.

973
00:43:21.519 --> 00:43:23.079
<v Speaker 2>You just keeps like I'm gonna die. You know what

974
00:43:23.079 --> 00:43:27.199
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, I'm gonna die, and it never and it's

975
00:43:27.280 --> 00:43:29.840
<v Speaker 2>like you get close, but then it runs away from you.

976
00:43:29.960 --> 00:43:30.519
<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying.

977
00:43:30.960 --> 00:43:33.199
<v Speaker 1>It's like the exercise with sex, like you just keep.

978
00:43:34.719 --> 00:43:38.639
<v Speaker 2>And then it's like I'm like dying, like sweat profusestly,

979
00:43:38.920 --> 00:43:40.559
<v Speaker 2>and that shit's crazy.

980
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:43.519
<v Speaker 1>I hope y'all all have a visual private talk because

981
00:43:44.719 --> 00:43:47.320
<v Speaker 1>that's going on in my brain right now. All right,

982
00:43:47.519 --> 00:43:54.000
<v Speaker 1>next card. See the game's fun, right, it's fun. Ace

983
00:43:54.039 --> 00:43:58.559
<v Speaker 1>of Hearts is the romantic question? Are you romantic?

984
00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:00.559
<v Speaker 2>Am I?

985
00:44:02.199 --> 00:44:05.199
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna go with romantic with he phoned a friend,

986
00:44:05.679 --> 00:44:08.000
<v Speaker 1>his lady friend in the corner, and she said, yes,

987
00:44:08.360 --> 00:44:10.920
<v Speaker 1>what's the most romantic thing that you've done for her?

988
00:44:12.519 --> 00:44:13.800
<v Speaker 2>Because I don't think I'm romantic.

989
00:44:14.159 --> 00:44:18.800
<v Speaker 1>What's the most romantic thing he's done for you? My

990
00:44:19.000 --> 00:44:21.239
<v Speaker 1>lady in the corner? Nobody puts baby in the corner.

991
00:44:21.760 --> 00:44:27.480
<v Speaker 1>That's why started dancing. Wait, we should put this for you?

992
00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:30.840
<v Speaker 1>Can we hear? That's why I don't hear?

993
00:44:30.960 --> 00:44:38.239
<v Speaker 2>Yes, jeopardy vibes. Oh yeah, he did what I had

994
00:44:38.280 --> 00:44:44.679
<v Speaker 2>a fourth of July. Uh, Like I didn't know, Like

995
00:44:44.760 --> 00:44:47.079
<v Speaker 2>we were just first starting to hang out, right, and

996
00:44:48.000 --> 00:44:49.960
<v Speaker 2>I thought she was flaking. She thought she was on

997
00:44:50.039 --> 00:44:52.440
<v Speaker 2>our motorcycle and wasn't texting back. But I didn't realize

998
00:44:52.480 --> 00:44:54.519
<v Speaker 2>she was on her motorcycle, so I like, so I

999
00:44:54.639 --> 00:44:58.679
<v Speaker 2>lined something else up two girls, and she hit me.

1000
00:44:59.440 --> 00:45:02.079
<v Speaker 2>I life. I was so happy And I left them

1001
00:45:03.119 --> 00:45:05.360
<v Speaker 2>like like they had to get the car romantic, they

1002
00:45:05.400 --> 00:45:06.960
<v Speaker 2>had to get out the car. I think it is.

1003
00:45:07.880 --> 00:45:10.840
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't romantic to them but to her. And we

1004
00:45:11.000 --> 00:45:12.880
<v Speaker 2>had the best night ever we had the we had

1005
00:45:12.960 --> 00:45:19.960
<v Speaker 2>so much fun. We vibed so hard. Yeah, she didn't know,

1006
00:45:22.840 --> 00:45:27.760
<v Speaker 2>it's like you did that for me. Yeah, for sure,

1007
00:45:28.280 --> 00:45:29.800
<v Speaker 2>but we but even if you didn't know that we

1008
00:45:29.920 --> 00:45:33.199
<v Speaker 2>had the best time. We set it off. It was dope.

1009
00:45:33.400 --> 00:45:33.880
<v Speaker 2>It was dope.

1010
00:45:34.599 --> 00:45:35.639
<v Speaker 1>Do you like sexting?

1011
00:45:37.880 --> 00:45:41.880
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmmm. I'd rather have sex, but yeah.

1012
00:45:42.440 --> 00:45:44.320
<v Speaker 1>But you don't like warm it up like before you're

1013
00:45:44.320 --> 00:45:45.639
<v Speaker 1>like you're gonna go like if he's been gone to

1014
00:45:45.719 --> 00:45:47.159
<v Speaker 1>the day and you're like not seeing each other to

1015
00:45:47.239 --> 00:45:48.159
<v Speaker 1>like get into that.

1016
00:45:49.519 --> 00:45:53.519
<v Speaker 2>I think when you single, maybe, but nah, no, because

1017
00:45:53.559 --> 00:45:57.519
<v Speaker 2>we're always together. So we're always together, like we're literally

1018
00:45:57.599 --> 00:46:01.840
<v Speaker 2>always together, so there's no need for that. It's like, hey,

1019
00:46:01.920 --> 00:46:04.159
<v Speaker 2>don't I'm gonna stay out early late today so we

1020
00:46:04.239 --> 00:46:06.639
<v Speaker 2>can have you ever sent.

1021
00:46:06.559 --> 00:46:12.360
<v Speaker 1>A naughty pick? Yeah, favorite romantic movie.

1022
00:46:14.159 --> 00:46:18.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't have one. I'm not into romantic movies, honestly.

1023
00:46:18.719 --> 00:46:22.960
<v Speaker 1>Biggest turn on, m H, biggest turn on.

1024
00:46:23.599 --> 00:46:26.639
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I don't know if it's the biggest, but he

1025
00:46:26.800 --> 00:46:30.559
<v Speaker 2>turned on to seeing my woman getting hers like masturbating

1026
00:46:30.880 --> 00:46:33.960
<v Speaker 2>or another with another girl, something like that. Or this

1027
00:46:34.039 --> 00:46:36.199
<v Speaker 2>is gonna sound weird, like is she like humping on

1028
00:46:36.280 --> 00:46:38.519
<v Speaker 2>my leg? Like riding my leg? I don't know. I

1029
00:46:38.719 --> 00:46:42.519
<v Speaker 2>like that ship. Hey, I like that shit. I know

1030
00:46:42.639 --> 00:46:46.000
<v Speaker 2>y'all don't think that's weird, but yeah, I mean I

1031
00:46:46.079 --> 00:46:46.480
<v Speaker 2>have you.

1032
00:46:46.519 --> 00:46:48.599
<v Speaker 1>Know, my Hitachi is my best friend, you know. So

1033
00:46:48.639 --> 00:46:50.519
<v Speaker 1>it's like the name thing of like rubbing on things

1034
00:46:50.840 --> 00:46:54.800
<v Speaker 1>that it's a vibrator or massage one, whichever you want

1035
00:46:54.840 --> 00:46:57.599
<v Speaker 1>to call it, but it's the same thing. But that's

1036
00:46:57.679 --> 00:46:59.159
<v Speaker 1>the toy that I use. So it's like the same

1037
00:46:59.280 --> 00:47:02.239
<v Speaker 1>nature of like the rubbing because it's rubbing on of

1038
00:47:02.320 --> 00:47:04.719
<v Speaker 1>that feeling for her would feel better. I don't know

1039
00:47:04.719 --> 00:47:07.000
<v Speaker 1>about your leg what that is for you, but I

1040
00:47:07.000 --> 00:47:09.079
<v Speaker 1>don't action of her getting off.

1041
00:47:09.360 --> 00:47:11.320
<v Speaker 2>Anything, but watching that ship, I like you, you know

1042
00:47:11.360 --> 00:47:11.800
<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying.

1043
00:47:12.039 --> 00:47:14.960
<v Speaker 1>So does that mean that you like when you orgasm?

1044
00:47:15.039 --> 00:47:16.440
<v Speaker 1>Are you silent or are you loud?

1045
00:47:17.360 --> 00:47:20.159
<v Speaker 2>Ship? It depends like sometimes I'm like a bear.

1046
00:47:20.239 --> 00:47:23.159
<v Speaker 1>Like you're not crying over there? Are you crying?

1047
00:47:23.519 --> 00:47:25.480
<v Speaker 2>But I get aggressive though I wanting to punch her.

1048
00:47:26.480 --> 00:47:28.360
<v Speaker 2>It's like, why are you making me mad? But feels

1049
00:47:28.400 --> 00:47:30.679
<v Speaker 2>so good right now? You know what I'm saying. It's weird,

1050
00:47:30.800 --> 00:47:33.840
<v Speaker 2>like i'd be like, like, homie, you ever feel aggressive

1051
00:47:33.880 --> 00:47:38.559
<v Speaker 2>when your orgasm? Bro? You computer man? Yeah? Okay, so

1052
00:47:38.639 --> 00:47:40.360
<v Speaker 2>it ain't just me, you know what I'm saying. So

1053
00:47:40.480 --> 00:47:44.719
<v Speaker 2>it's like I want to You're not a guy. How

1054
00:47:44.760 --> 00:47:45.039
<v Speaker 2>do you know?

1055
00:47:45.239 --> 00:47:45.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm just kidding him?

1056
00:47:46.760 --> 00:47:50.559
<v Speaker 2>You never know these days. It's like, you know, you

1057
00:47:50.679 --> 00:47:53.079
<v Speaker 2>love somebody so much you want to just smash the head.

1058
00:47:53.119 --> 00:47:57.599
<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying. I want to. It's weird. Yeah,

1059
00:47:57.880 --> 00:48:05.519
<v Speaker 2>just big barrow, big evil teddy bear, literally bear, Hey,

1060
00:48:05.639 --> 00:48:06.000
<v Speaker 2>I like it.

1061
00:48:06.400 --> 00:48:12.440
<v Speaker 1>Squeeze it to pops, right, I just want diamonds. A

1062
00:48:12.559 --> 00:48:17.400
<v Speaker 1>spicy question, which you're a little spicy. Craziest place you've

1063
00:48:17.440 --> 00:48:21.239
<v Speaker 1>ever had sex? You wanted to check off the airplane list?

1064
00:48:21.320 --> 00:48:22.840
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else that you wanted to check off

1065
00:48:22.880 --> 00:48:23.800
<v Speaker 1>that was kind of crazy?

1066
00:48:24.599 --> 00:48:25.320
<v Speaker 2>Not crazy?

1067
00:48:25.559 --> 00:48:27.480
<v Speaker 1>Now? You did say that you'd like the favorite place

1068
00:48:27.599 --> 00:48:29.920
<v Speaker 1>was the bed, So I feel like you keep it simple. Yeah,

1069
00:48:30.920 --> 00:48:32.639
<v Speaker 1>why fuck it up? If you're not, it's not broke, right.

1070
00:48:32.719 --> 00:48:33.599
<v Speaker 2>I like being comfortable.

1071
00:48:33.800 --> 00:48:36.800
<v Speaker 1>You know, I'm saying what's completely off limits in the bedroom.

1072
00:48:36.880 --> 00:48:39.039
<v Speaker 1>Something you wouldn't try, or maybe you have tried and

1073
00:48:39.119 --> 00:48:40.239
<v Speaker 1>you don't want to try again.

1074
00:48:40.639 --> 00:48:41.880
<v Speaker 2>Anything homosexual?

1075
00:48:42.480 --> 00:48:43.440
<v Speaker 1>What does that even mean?

1076
00:48:43.679 --> 00:48:45.280
<v Speaker 2>Like trying to fuck with my butt?

1077
00:48:45.920 --> 00:48:50.480
<v Speaker 1>No tongues, no fingers, no interest. Would you do you eat?

1078
00:48:50.519 --> 00:48:51.199
<v Speaker 1>Ask yourself?

1079
00:48:51.519 --> 00:48:54.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm down, you're down for it. I'll do anything

1080
00:48:54.960 --> 00:48:55.800
<v Speaker 2>to her? Like whatever?

1081
00:48:56.920 --> 00:48:59.280
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever called someone the wrong name during sex?

1082
00:49:00.079 --> 00:49:01.639
<v Speaker 1>That's someone ever called you the wrong name?

1083
00:49:03.599 --> 00:49:07.440
<v Speaker 2>That would be crazy. What wouldn't you do if I call.

1084
00:49:07.400 --> 00:49:10.559
<v Speaker 1>Someone about name if they called you the wrong name, just.

1085
00:49:10.599 --> 00:49:15.880
<v Speaker 2>Finish, still finished, and by not talking, dedicated to If

1086
00:49:15.920 --> 00:49:18.039
<v Speaker 2>it's just somebody I'm smashing I don't really care about

1087
00:49:18.039 --> 00:49:20.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't really I wouldn't care, I guess. But if

1088
00:49:20.920 --> 00:49:24.159
<v Speaker 2>it was like my woman did that ship? Somebody about

1089
00:49:24.159 --> 00:49:28.320
<v Speaker 2>to die? Everybody named whatever you call me is dead.

1090
00:49:29.760 --> 00:49:34.480
<v Speaker 1>Assassination list, here we come, that'd be crazy. Top three

1091
00:49:34.599 --> 00:49:40.119
<v Speaker 1>porn stars. Do you watch porn? Never watched it? I

1092
00:49:40.239 --> 00:49:42.719
<v Speaker 1>have before, but I got to know not to know

1093
00:49:42.840 --> 00:49:43.559
<v Speaker 1>somebody's name.

1094
00:49:44.519 --> 00:49:47.079
<v Speaker 2>Just I got a homegirl that used to do porn.

1095
00:49:47.159 --> 00:49:49.599
<v Speaker 2>But she's not I'm not. I'm not a fan of her.

1096
00:49:49.719 --> 00:49:53.199
<v Speaker 2>She's just my homie. Her name is Dan, her name

1097
00:49:53.360 --> 00:49:59.039
<v Speaker 2>was what's your porn name now, Kiera? Yeah?

1098
00:49:59.119 --> 00:50:02.960
<v Speaker 1>I think, okay, I think I know that. Have you

1099
00:50:03.000 --> 00:50:04.159
<v Speaker 1>ever cock blocked a friend?

1100
00:50:05.000 --> 00:50:05.039
<v Speaker 2>No?

1101
00:50:06.559 --> 00:50:07.880
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever had pity sex?

1102
00:50:10.679 --> 00:50:13.800
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmmm, I don't think so. What is pitty pretty sex?

1103
00:50:14.239 --> 00:50:16.239
<v Speaker 1>Like you have you don't really to have sex with them,

1104
00:50:16.280 --> 00:50:17.960
<v Speaker 1>but you just do it because you feel sorry for them.

1105
00:50:19.519 --> 00:50:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I no, been too drunk to stay awake during sex?

1106
00:50:24.239 --> 00:50:27.239
<v Speaker 2>Too drunk, too drunk, high, too tired.

1107
00:50:27.000 --> 00:50:29.199
<v Speaker 1>Too tired? Have you fallen asleep during sex?

1108
00:50:29.719 --> 00:50:32.079
<v Speaker 2>I mean one night I was, I was tired. I

1109
00:50:32.159 --> 00:50:34.480
<v Speaker 2>was like, there you go, go for it and I was,

1110
00:50:34.679 --> 00:50:37.920
<v Speaker 2>I was like, what was the situation while so hard?

1111
00:50:38.639 --> 00:50:43.800
<v Speaker 1>Well, he was sleeping, so you sleep peep. That's a fetish,

1112
00:50:43.840 --> 00:50:46.639
<v Speaker 1>you know, It's called sleep creepy, like like you can

1113
00:50:46.719 --> 00:50:49.840
<v Speaker 1>fuck sleep creep. So it's like you still have but

1114
00:50:49.960 --> 00:50:51.480
<v Speaker 1>he was awake when you started, so you know. But

1115
00:50:51.639 --> 00:50:54.320
<v Speaker 1>it's usually when that person's sleeping then you have sex

1116
00:50:54.360 --> 00:50:55.039
<v Speaker 1>with them where you do.

1117
00:50:57.360 --> 00:50:59.360
<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't mind if she do it while.

1118
00:50:59.199 --> 00:51:01.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm sleeping, see what in who's gonna mind?

1119
00:51:02.000 --> 00:51:04.840
<v Speaker 2>But sometimes i'd be so tired because I get.

1120
00:51:06.519 --> 00:51:10.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, she got hers, but you were asleep? When

1121
00:51:10.559 --> 00:51:12.079
<v Speaker 1>did you realize that he was sleeping?

1122
00:51:12.159 --> 00:51:15.760
<v Speaker 2>Though? It was on the couch. It was on the

1123
00:51:15.840 --> 00:51:17.760
<v Speaker 2>couch and your friend, her friend was in our bed,

1124
00:51:18.760 --> 00:51:20.400
<v Speaker 2>and I wanted to sleep in the bed, but she

1125
00:51:20.440 --> 00:51:22.719
<v Speaker 2>went to smash. I was like, all right, I go

1126
00:51:22.840 --> 00:51:25.719
<v Speaker 2>for it, you say, and I was out of it.

1127
00:51:25.800 --> 00:51:27.880
<v Speaker 1>I was like, so did you know he was asleep?

1128
00:51:29.920 --> 00:51:31.800
<v Speaker 2>But I was kind of I was. I was not

1129
00:51:31.920 --> 00:51:32.360
<v Speaker 2>there though.

1130
00:51:32.800 --> 00:51:35.199
<v Speaker 1>She's like, let's make this clear. You are half awake.

1131
00:51:35.760 --> 00:51:37.599
<v Speaker 1>You were moaning your eyes?

1132
00:51:39.719 --> 00:51:43.199
<v Speaker 2>Why not you can like rape?

1133
00:51:44.079 --> 00:51:45.960
<v Speaker 1>That's where I asked. I was like, is it was

1134
00:51:46.000 --> 00:51:48.320
<v Speaker 1>it still hard? He was sleeping because I don't have one?

1135
00:51:48.440 --> 00:51:50.239
<v Speaker 1>Does it even stay hard and you're sleeping?

1136
00:51:50.679 --> 00:51:59.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? No, that is it. But you I think when

1137
00:51:59.920 --> 00:52:02.559
<v Speaker 2>we relaxed, that's when we all the blood is there?

1138
00:52:03.199 --> 00:52:04.039
<v Speaker 1>Oh? The blood?

1139
00:52:04.400 --> 00:52:07.920
<v Speaker 2>That's yeah, all right, that's why that's why there's morning woods.

1140
00:52:09.400 --> 00:52:11.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know it works. I don't I don't have that.

1141
00:52:11.920 --> 00:52:14.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm telling you, ace of clubs.

1142
00:52:14.840 --> 00:52:17.719
<v Speaker 1>Pinky question. I feel like you think they're all kinky

1143
00:52:18.719 --> 00:52:22.079
<v Speaker 1>dirty talk, yes or no, I gotta.

1144
00:52:21.880 --> 00:52:24.159
<v Speaker 2>Be in the mood. What's dirty talk? Though?

1145
00:52:24.679 --> 00:52:26.960
<v Speaker 1>Dirty talk? So like well they're like, well you're fucking

1146
00:52:27.079 --> 00:52:29.880
<v Speaker 1>you're like talking ship or talking while you're fucking or

1147
00:52:29.880 --> 00:52:30.679
<v Speaker 1>are you just silent?

1148
00:52:30.800 --> 00:52:33.000
<v Speaker 2>You know what? Honestly, like lately, I've been so too

1149
00:52:33.119 --> 00:52:35.840
<v Speaker 2>tired to say anything, so you just nothing. Yeah, but

1150
00:52:36.039 --> 00:52:39.599
<v Speaker 2>like if we managing, I talked ship to the other

1151
00:52:39.719 --> 00:52:42.480
<v Speaker 2>girl like I don't like nobody telling me what to

1152
00:52:42.559 --> 00:52:45.480
<v Speaker 2>do for one And remember I was like homegirl, like

1153
00:52:45.519 --> 00:52:47.639
<v Speaker 2>shut the fuck up, don't ever tell me what to do.

1154
00:52:48.440 --> 00:52:51.280
<v Speaker 2>Now you don't get nothing, And I make them ask her,

1155
00:52:52.480 --> 00:52:54.440
<v Speaker 2>ask her and thank her for this. Dude, you know

1156
00:52:54.440 --> 00:52:57.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, is that is that? Is that dirty talk?

1157
00:52:57.719 --> 00:52:59.440
<v Speaker 2>I feel it's just aggressive, just me being me.

1158
00:53:00.239 --> 00:53:02.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean that's a form of Dirney to talk one

1159
00:53:02.000 --> 00:53:04.400
<v Speaker 1>thousands kause you're staying what it is like, it's just

1160
00:53:04.559 --> 00:53:07.880
<v Speaker 1>like another thing is like if like while you're just

1161
00:53:08.000 --> 00:53:10.440
<v Speaker 1>doing it regardless, it's like there's just no talking what

1162
00:53:10.559 --> 00:53:11.920
<v Speaker 1>you said now, Like if it's just you and her,

1163
00:53:12.039 --> 00:53:12.639
<v Speaker 1>there's no talking.

1164
00:53:12.760 --> 00:53:16.039
<v Speaker 2>It's just now we we will sometimes. But but lately

1165
00:53:16.119 --> 00:53:19.639
<v Speaker 2>I've been tired. I'm getting old, I'll be tired. So

1166
00:53:20.960 --> 00:53:23.280
<v Speaker 2>but what sucks is like we live such full lives

1167
00:53:23.440 --> 00:53:26.559
<v Speaker 2>and my days start really early. So usually, like I

1168
00:53:26.639 --> 00:53:28.039
<v Speaker 2>was telling her all the day and like I hate

1169
00:53:28.079 --> 00:53:30.559
<v Speaker 2>that I'm getting tired, Like we're doing so much and

1170
00:53:30.599 --> 00:53:31.119
<v Speaker 2>I'm tired.

1171
00:53:31.280 --> 00:53:33.719
<v Speaker 1>Like a time change too, you know, it's still really

1172
00:53:34.159 --> 00:53:36.400
<v Speaker 1>maybe that's the thing to still be adjusting myself. I have,

1173
00:53:36.519 --> 00:53:38.400
<v Speaker 1>and then I went to Texas and was really fucked

1174
00:53:38.440 --> 00:53:40.360
<v Speaker 1>everything up. So put the time thing.

1175
00:53:40.480 --> 00:53:43.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I gotta figure out something because my days are busy,

1176
00:53:44.000 --> 00:53:48.079
<v Speaker 2>you know what I'm saying, work, training, kids, everything, So

1177
00:53:49.159 --> 00:53:51.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't like that when sex is time for sex,

1178
00:53:51.920 --> 00:53:54.480
<v Speaker 2>I be so burnt out sometimes, you know what I'm saying, Have.

1179
00:53:54.480 --> 00:53:56.679
<v Speaker 1>A surprise quikie during the day, you know, get it.

1180
00:53:56.679 --> 00:54:00.320
<v Speaker 2>In true true, just be like, you know, a little

1181
00:54:00.360 --> 00:54:01.199
<v Speaker 2>handy in the car.

1182
00:54:01.199 --> 00:54:02.639
<v Speaker 1>You know, a little handy in the car maybe on

1183
00:54:02.719 --> 00:54:03.239
<v Speaker 1>the way home.

1184
00:54:03.360 --> 00:54:05.840
<v Speaker 2>You know, takes my soul out though I don't even

1185
00:54:05.840 --> 00:54:08.119
<v Speaker 2>want to do nothing after that, you know what I'm saying, So.

1186
00:54:08.760 --> 00:54:10.719
<v Speaker 1>Old man, you need to stop that. You need to

1187
00:54:10.760 --> 00:54:13.000
<v Speaker 1>get it together. You know that faking of the two times?

1188
00:54:13.119 --> 00:54:15.880
<v Speaker 1>Really just get it together. I mind never matter, you

1189
00:54:15.960 --> 00:54:19.079
<v Speaker 1>know sometimes you have to give give her what two months?

1190
00:54:19.719 --> 00:54:21.159
<v Speaker 1>I like talking for her, like she's not getting what

1191
00:54:21.280 --> 00:54:26.360
<v Speaker 1>she wants, you know, it's all fun time. The most

1192
00:54:26.440 --> 00:54:28.199
<v Speaker 1>number of times you've had sex in one day?

1193
00:54:30.639 --> 00:54:35.760
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm, maybe three or four?

1194
00:54:37.039 --> 00:54:38.320
<v Speaker 1>Do you have any fetishes?

1195
00:54:39.280 --> 00:54:41.559
<v Speaker 2>I don't actually don't have fetishes.

1196
00:54:41.280 --> 00:54:44.639
<v Speaker 1>Just straight to the point fucking. But I guess somewhat.

1197
00:54:44.719 --> 00:54:46.559
<v Speaker 1>I guess it'd be some like dominance, like you like

1198
00:54:46.599 --> 00:54:47.719
<v Speaker 1>your chicken.

1199
00:54:47.840 --> 00:54:51.000
<v Speaker 2>Oh, she said, I do have a fetish, Oh, coconut.

1200
00:54:50.559 --> 00:54:54.440
<v Speaker 1>Oil, like like to be oiled, Like what is it?

1201
00:54:54.679 --> 00:54:54.840
<v Speaker 2>Is? It?

1202
00:54:55.079 --> 00:54:57.599
<v Speaker 1>Is it because it's the blight of the whatever or

1203
00:54:57.679 --> 00:54:58.480
<v Speaker 1>the look of the like.

1204
00:54:58.599 --> 00:55:01.119
<v Speaker 2>It looks good if you it was good like it's

1205
00:55:01.159 --> 00:55:05.400
<v Speaker 2>it's sexy. I like it. It's better than dry skin fetish.

1206
00:55:05.440 --> 00:55:07.280
<v Speaker 1>I like them. Maybe you should have your own oil

1207
00:55:07.320 --> 00:55:13.280
<v Speaker 1>lime cocone oil let maybe manifesting into the world to existence. Yes, hmmm.

1208
00:55:13.760 --> 00:55:17.679
<v Speaker 1>Dominant or submissive? I already know that question. Do you

1209
00:55:17.800 --> 00:55:18.960
<v Speaker 1>ever play submissive?

1210
00:55:19.480 --> 00:55:20.239
<v Speaker 2>What does that mean? Like?

1211
00:55:20.400 --> 00:55:22.920
<v Speaker 1>What like in a sense because you say you guys

1212
00:55:23.000 --> 00:55:25.000
<v Speaker 1>do things with other people like and do you let

1213
00:55:25.039 --> 00:55:27.719
<v Speaker 1>her dictate everything? To be a submissive and not where

1214
00:55:27.800 --> 00:55:28.599
<v Speaker 1>you're like she's.

1215
00:55:28.440 --> 00:55:30.159
<v Speaker 2>Telling you what to That would be weird to me.

1216
00:55:30.199 --> 00:55:32.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't think I'll be comfortable with that. Like what

1217
00:55:33.079 --> 00:55:34.840
<v Speaker 2>if you just have you ever just I don't even

1218
00:55:34.880 --> 00:55:35.639
<v Speaker 2>think she would like that?

1219
00:55:35.960 --> 00:55:38.000
<v Speaker 1>Like, have you ever just sat there watched her?

1220
00:55:39.199 --> 00:55:44.400
<v Speaker 2>Now, honest, would you like for me to be submissive? Okay?

1221
00:55:44.960 --> 00:55:46.800
<v Speaker 1>But have you just ever just sat there and watched

1222
00:55:46.840 --> 00:55:48.599
<v Speaker 1>her dictate the girl?

1223
00:55:49.360 --> 00:55:51.519
<v Speaker 2>Well? Yeah, I wasn't not she was still sweet.

1224
00:55:51.800 --> 00:55:53.639
<v Speaker 1>See maybe that's what you should just watch and let

1225
00:55:53.679 --> 00:55:54.880
<v Speaker 1>her dick to the girl and just watch.

1226
00:55:54.960 --> 00:55:57.920
<v Speaker 2>That's what step up? Maybe shit, step up? Boss up.

1227
00:55:58.079 --> 00:56:00.360
<v Speaker 1>See, Miss Texas is bringing all kinds of by. We're

1228
00:56:00.360 --> 00:56:01.719
<v Speaker 1>gonna tell you're gonna have to come back and tell

1229
00:56:01.760 --> 00:56:05.119
<v Speaker 1>me whether teach us. Hey, Miss Texas is here for you.

1230
00:56:05.280 --> 00:56:07.239
<v Speaker 1>Miss Texas is here. I will teach you the ways.

1231
00:56:07.239 --> 00:56:09.519
<v Speaker 1>I will tell you. This is what your homework assignment

1232
00:56:09.719 --> 00:56:11.519
<v Speaker 1>is for the weekend. You need to go and do this.

1233
00:56:11.800 --> 00:56:13.519
<v Speaker 2>My girl loves fat asses.

1234
00:56:13.840 --> 00:56:16.000
<v Speaker 1>Hey, I've got I've got a big booty. I've got

1235
00:56:16.039 --> 00:56:17.960
<v Speaker 1>a big My name's not Judy, but it is, so

1236
00:56:18.039 --> 00:56:22.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, Miss Texas. If you're nasty hmmm, been blindfolded

1237
00:56:22.920 --> 00:56:27.679
<v Speaker 1>during sex? Never do you have a secret dungeon room.

1238
00:56:29.719 --> 00:56:31.280
<v Speaker 2>If I told you, it wouldn't be a secret.

1239
00:56:32.000 --> 00:56:33.599
<v Speaker 1>But this is private talking. We want to know all

1240
00:56:33.639 --> 00:56:34.199
<v Speaker 1>your secrets.

1241
00:56:34.960 --> 00:56:35.440
<v Speaker 2>No, I don't.

1242
00:56:35.880 --> 00:56:39.239
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever been to a swingers club? Never? Would you?

1243
00:56:40.000 --> 00:56:41.079
<v Speaker 2>I will go check it out.

1244
00:56:42.079 --> 00:56:44.599
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever had a sexual encounter in a crowded place?

1245
00:56:47.159 --> 00:56:47.320
<v Speaker 2>Never?

1246
00:56:48.320 --> 00:56:50.760
<v Speaker 1>All right? See you passed? You passed truth with Texas.

1247
00:56:50.840 --> 00:56:52.800
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't that bad. Did you enjoy it? Did you

1248
00:56:52.880 --> 00:56:55.960
<v Speaker 1>have fun time at private talk? Is there anything you

1249
00:56:56.000 --> 00:56:57.920
<v Speaker 1>would like to ask Miss Texas while you're still here

1250
00:56:57.960 --> 00:56:58.280
<v Speaker 1>on the count?

1251
00:56:58.400 --> 00:57:00.199
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Of course I want to ask you some of

1252
00:57:00.239 --> 00:57:00.840
<v Speaker 2>these questions.

1253
00:57:01.400 --> 00:57:04.400
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna bring it back rewind. I feel like season

1254
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<v Speaker 1>three is but about my guests wanting to know more

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00:57:06.639 --> 00:57:09.119
<v Speaker 1>about me, which I'm not opposed to. You know which?

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00:57:09.199 --> 00:57:10.800
<v Speaker 1>Which questions do you have to ask me? I think

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00:57:10.800 --> 00:57:11.960
<v Speaker 1>I gave them three the last time.

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00:57:12.800 --> 00:57:17.559
<v Speaker 2>Have you had section an aquatic place? Yes? Outside of work?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes?

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00:57:18.719 --> 00:57:19.559
<v Speaker 2>What was the situation?

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00:57:20.280 --> 00:57:21.880
<v Speaker 1>I was in a club and I had sex in

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00:57:21.920 --> 00:57:26.719
<v Speaker 1>the club at the table, at the table, Yes, I

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00:57:26.800 --> 00:57:27.639
<v Speaker 1>did get kicked out.

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<v Speaker 2>That's weird. That's weird. I wouldn't I'd be like that.

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00:57:34.280 --> 00:57:36.199
<v Speaker 2>But why would they kick you out? Though? I don't

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00:57:36.239 --> 00:57:39.880
<v Speaker 2>get that. And you was in VP. Yeah that's super weird.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it was. This was like early on, like I was.

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00:57:43.480 --> 00:57:45.480
<v Speaker 1>This was like early on in my porn days when

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00:57:45.519 --> 00:57:48.400
<v Speaker 1>I like, I mean I was, I mean, I know,

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00:57:48.480 --> 00:57:50.159
<v Speaker 1>your twenties. It's like your young, dumb and full of

1271
00:57:50.239 --> 00:57:52.440
<v Speaker 1>com so you're doing a lot of things and I,

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00:57:52.880 --> 00:57:55.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, I was probably probably twenty two years old.

1273
00:57:56.039 --> 00:58:01.280
<v Speaker 1>I didn't care. So yeah, it wasn't a stranger either.

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00:58:01.440 --> 00:58:03.320
<v Speaker 1>PS private talk, I don't get down like that. It

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00:58:03.480 --> 00:58:07.039
<v Speaker 1>was the person I was with for sometimes he's not important.

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00:58:07.239 --> 00:58:08.440
<v Speaker 2>I was watching.

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00:58:09.679 --> 00:58:11.400
<v Speaker 1>No, it wasn't like that at all. It was just

1278
00:58:12.079 --> 00:58:14.239
<v Speaker 1>he was horny. We were like it was a Halloween party.

1279
00:58:14.280 --> 00:58:16.000
<v Speaker 1>It was a vibe, it was whatever, and it was

1280
00:58:16.079 --> 00:58:20.119
<v Speaker 1>trying to be discreet, but it wasn't DISCREETE just and

1281
00:58:20.239 --> 00:58:22.239
<v Speaker 1>then it just yeah, I wouldn't nobody nobody even really

1282
00:58:22.320 --> 00:58:26.000
<v Speaker 1>knew until they knew. And then they're like, yeah, you're gonna.

1283
00:58:25.840 --> 00:58:31.280
<v Speaker 2>Have to go. We're like, let's go, yeah, okay, what else?

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00:58:31.679 --> 00:58:32.960
<v Speaker 2>You asked some good ones?

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00:58:33.840 --> 00:58:35.559
<v Speaker 1>Thank you? I like that you like my questions?

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00:58:36.960 --> 00:58:40.760
<v Speaker 2>Do you are you? You like to be dominant or submissive?

1287
00:58:44.360 --> 00:58:46.960
<v Speaker 1>I can be both. I don't like to over like

1288
00:58:47.039 --> 00:58:49.599
<v Speaker 1>it depends it's situational. So I don't like my men

1289
00:58:49.800 --> 00:58:51.800
<v Speaker 1>to be I don't like to dominate my men. I

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00:58:52.039 --> 00:58:53.960
<v Speaker 1>like to be dominant in my in the world that

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00:58:54.000 --> 00:58:55.480
<v Speaker 1>I live in, and I'd be allowed to be an

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00:58:55.480 --> 00:58:57.719
<v Speaker 1>alpha female, but I don't like to be over I

1293
00:58:57.719 --> 00:58:59.519
<v Speaker 1>don't like to dominate my man in the bedroom.

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00:59:00.559 --> 00:59:02.880
<v Speaker 2>Do you have a guy now? I do not.

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00:59:03.119 --> 00:59:03.760
<v Speaker 1>I am single?

1296
00:59:05.400 --> 00:59:05.760
<v Speaker 2>Why is that?

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00:59:06.880 --> 00:59:09.079
<v Speaker 1>Because I haven't found the one that's the right one?

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00:59:09.559 --> 00:59:11.039
<v Speaker 2>What does that mean? Like, what does that look like

1299
00:59:11.079 --> 00:59:11.599
<v Speaker 2>though I want?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, and I'm still working on that myself.

1301
00:59:13.920 --> 00:59:16.719
<v Speaker 1>I've done like a lot of personal work, and you know,

1302
00:59:16.760 --> 00:59:18.599
<v Speaker 1>I was so set. I think, oh, I wanted to

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00:59:18.639 --> 00:59:20.119
<v Speaker 1>be in a relationship and I hadn't been in a

1304
00:59:20.159 --> 00:59:21.880
<v Speaker 1>relationship for a long time, but I didn't know what

1305
00:59:21.960 --> 00:59:24.559
<v Speaker 1>that meant as far as what I wanted. And I

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00:59:24.639 --> 00:59:26.239
<v Speaker 1>feel like I'm doing on the work now of what

1307
00:59:26.440 --> 00:59:28.679
<v Speaker 1>I really want. So I feel like that's also why

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00:59:28.719 --> 00:59:31.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm single, because you know, I just haven't found that one.

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00:59:32.039 --> 00:59:33.000
<v Speaker 2>What is it that you want?

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00:59:33.679 --> 00:59:35.039
<v Speaker 1>I'm still working on that, you know what I mean.

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00:59:35.159 --> 00:59:36.760
<v Speaker 1>We're in one of the process of figure out what

1312
00:59:36.840 --> 00:59:39.440
<v Speaker 1>that all means because it's you know, there's certain obviously

1313
00:59:39.800 --> 00:59:42.639
<v Speaker 1>it's cliche, but I do know what I want to appoint,

1314
00:59:42.800 --> 00:59:45.639
<v Speaker 1>but not fully in what It's not just as surface

1315
00:59:45.679 --> 00:59:47.719
<v Speaker 1>as what do you want. There's more layers to that,

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00:59:47.840 --> 00:59:51.039
<v Speaker 1>there's more appeals to that. No, because I don't even

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00:59:51.079 --> 00:59:53.480
<v Speaker 1>really fully know them myself. And again that's again why

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00:59:53.480 --> 00:59:55.599
<v Speaker 1>I'm single. There's nothing that I can really tell you that.

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00:59:56.639 --> 00:59:57.800
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so do you date?

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00:59:58.079 --> 01:00:00.840
<v Speaker 1>To be continued, I do, I do date?

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01:00:01.079 --> 01:00:03.639
<v Speaker 2>Are you dating with the intentions of a relationship or

1322
01:00:03.800 --> 01:00:04.559
<v Speaker 2>just hang out?

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01:00:04.800 --> 01:00:07.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm open to dating in that sense, like whatever I

1324
01:00:07.199 --> 01:00:09.760
<v Speaker 1>don't have like people that I'm clo you know, currently dating,

1325
01:00:10.000 --> 01:00:14.320
<v Speaker 1>but I you know, I would mind dating people. Yes,

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01:00:14.400 --> 01:00:18.119
<v Speaker 1>I would intend to. When I do that, I intend

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01:00:18.199 --> 01:00:20.239
<v Speaker 1>to date them. For me, it's like, what the point,

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01:00:20.320 --> 01:00:22.079
<v Speaker 1>What is the point at this point of my life,

1329
01:00:22.239 --> 01:00:25.559
<v Speaker 1>I've already been married, divorced and trying to figure out

1330
01:00:25.599 --> 01:00:29.159
<v Speaker 1>what I want in life the next chapter and figuring

1331
01:00:29.159 --> 01:00:30.599
<v Speaker 1>out out what that means. So I feel like, you know,

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01:00:30.639 --> 01:00:32.519
<v Speaker 1>it's cool to kind of see what that means and

1333
01:00:32.639 --> 01:00:36.039
<v Speaker 1>kind of figure it out while dating, which dating is

1334
01:00:36.119 --> 01:00:39.000
<v Speaker 1>just difficult in general because I can't go on dating apps.

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01:00:39.039 --> 01:00:41.119
<v Speaker 1>I can't do any of those things like that because uh,

1336
01:00:41.199 --> 01:00:44.119
<v Speaker 1>I know you yeah, and they either think they're doing

1337
01:00:44.199 --> 01:00:46.280
<v Speaker 1>catfish or this that whatever. And I also just think

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01:00:46.280 --> 01:00:48.920
<v Speaker 1>that that's really cliche, like it's just weird. It's just

1339
01:00:49.039 --> 01:00:51.440
<v Speaker 1>too new age for me. Where I would I would

1340
01:00:51.559 --> 01:00:55.599
<v Speaker 1>rather it happened organically, and if it happens, it happens

1341
01:00:55.599 --> 01:00:58.400
<v Speaker 1>in that sense. What does that mean organically being out

1342
01:00:58.480 --> 01:01:00.880
<v Speaker 1>at a restaurant or meeting friends or it's someone that

1343
01:01:00.960 --> 01:01:03.719
<v Speaker 1>you know or something in the passing or things like

1344
01:01:03.840 --> 01:01:07.960
<v Speaker 1>in those natures. Is because it's just I don't know,

1345
01:01:08.079 --> 01:01:09.880
<v Speaker 1>it's the old school way of whatever. But you know,

1346
01:01:10.119 --> 01:01:13.079
<v Speaker 1>it's more difficult because of COVID and the restrictions of things.

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01:01:13.119 --> 01:01:15.239
<v Speaker 1>But I also too, I don't I'm not forcing it,

1348
01:01:15.400 --> 01:01:18.559
<v Speaker 1>you know. I enjoy my life. I also enjoy my friends.

1349
01:01:18.599 --> 01:01:19.960
<v Speaker 1>I have really good people in my life that I

1350
01:01:20.000 --> 01:01:22.440
<v Speaker 1>don't need to have somebody in my life. I want

1351
01:01:22.559 --> 01:01:23.960
<v Speaker 1>to have somebody at the end of the time, but

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01:01:24.039 --> 01:01:27.039
<v Speaker 1>it doesn't I'm not pressed about it, you know what

1353
01:01:27.039 --> 01:01:28.440
<v Speaker 1>I mean. That's why I feel like my time will

1354
01:01:28.480 --> 01:01:31.719
<v Speaker 1>come and my sounmate's out there, he's around the corner. Somewhere.

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01:01:31.760 --> 01:01:34.239
<v Speaker 1>He just hasn't found me yet. I just got to

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01:01:34.280 --> 01:01:34.599
<v Speaker 1>catch up.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I really don't see nothing wrong with dating apps.

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01:01:36.719 --> 01:01:39.480
<v Speaker 1>I think it's either for the right people, but for

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01:01:39.599 --> 01:01:41.840
<v Speaker 1>me myself because of you know, my past, you know,

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01:01:42.000 --> 01:01:45.199
<v Speaker 1>profession and things like that. You don't always get looked

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01:01:45.239 --> 01:01:48.199
<v Speaker 1>upon so nicely in those things, or they think it's

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01:01:48.239 --> 01:01:49.239
<v Speaker 1>fake or they think it's easy.

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01:01:49.440 --> 01:01:52.559
<v Speaker 2>Everybody wouldn't know though, but I mean it's because I

1364
01:01:52.599 --> 01:01:55.800
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't know. But I don't. I'm not like I don't

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01:01:55.840 --> 01:01:57.559
<v Speaker 2>know poorns. I don't know who's who, you know what

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01:01:57.559 --> 01:01:59.079
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying, So I wouldn't know.

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01:01:59.440 --> 01:02:02.360
<v Speaker 1>So that's why. But you're being a singular answer. That's

1368
01:02:02.400 --> 01:02:06.320
<v Speaker 1>for you personally, but like the people. But in LA,

1369
01:02:06.480 --> 01:02:09.599
<v Speaker 1>it's like everybody somebody, and nowadays people google people, people

1370
01:02:09.679 --> 01:02:10.079
<v Speaker 1>do whatever.

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01:02:10.199 --> 01:02:10.360
<v Speaker 2>You know.

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01:02:10.599 --> 01:02:13.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't do any of that stuff, but people do.

1373
01:02:13.920 --> 01:02:15.239
<v Speaker 1>Like I've you know, I've had people on the couch

1374
01:02:15.280 --> 01:02:16.880
<v Speaker 1>so not talking about like they went to dating apps

1375
01:02:16.920 --> 01:02:18.840
<v Speaker 1>and they google them and then they're talking about their

1376
01:02:18.840 --> 01:02:20.920
<v Speaker 1>profession and asking all this stuff just because they want

1377
01:02:20.920 --> 01:02:23.280
<v Speaker 1>that knowledge, not because they like that person, you know

1378
01:02:23.320 --> 01:02:24.440
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. So it's like, what do you want

1379
01:02:24.480 --> 01:02:26.000
<v Speaker 1>from me, and I already have my own hang ups

1380
01:02:26.000 --> 01:02:27.760
<v Speaker 1>about what do you want from me? So that's not

1381
01:02:27.880 --> 01:02:29.719
<v Speaker 1>the right place for me to go. So I'd like

1382
01:02:29.800 --> 01:02:30.719
<v Speaker 1>to do it organically.

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01:02:31.000 --> 01:02:33.480
<v Speaker 2>Do you find like guys are and know your past

1384
01:02:33.760 --> 01:02:34.840
<v Speaker 2>or intimidated?

1385
01:02:36.639 --> 01:02:38.679
<v Speaker 1>I think they have been in the past in some senses.

1386
01:02:38.840 --> 01:02:42.159
<v Speaker 1>But I think that anybody who is worthy in being

1387
01:02:42.199 --> 01:02:44.440
<v Speaker 1>in my life and being an important role in my

1388
01:02:44.519 --> 01:02:46.639
<v Speaker 1>life wouldn't have to know and how to fit in.

1389
01:02:46.800 --> 01:02:48.800
<v Speaker 1>But I you know, if you make you the cut,

1390
01:02:48.840 --> 01:02:51.800
<v Speaker 1>then you do. But I can't change my past. I

1391
01:02:51.840 --> 01:02:54.079
<v Speaker 1>don't feel like it defines me the choices that I've made.

1392
01:02:54.119 --> 01:02:56.079
<v Speaker 1>It's a part of who I am, not who I

1393
01:02:56.159 --> 01:02:56.880
<v Speaker 1>am altogether.

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01:02:57.880 --> 01:02:58.039
<v Speaker 2>You know.

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01:02:58.199 --> 01:03:00.079
<v Speaker 1>It's you know, I have no shame in what I

1396
01:03:00.199 --> 01:03:01.800
<v Speaker 1>used to do, But I feel like some people put

1397
01:03:01.800 --> 01:03:03.440
<v Speaker 1>a stigma on and that's why for me, it's like

1398
01:03:03.639 --> 01:03:06.639
<v Speaker 1>who are you trying to date? Alexis Taxis or Alexis

1399
01:03:06.719 --> 01:03:08.079
<v Speaker 1>You know, there's two different things. It's you know, a

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01:03:08.119 --> 01:03:09.719
<v Speaker 1>persona but you know, I.

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01:03:10.760 --> 01:03:14.760
<v Speaker 2>I've seening is it is it hard for you to

1402
01:03:14.840 --> 01:03:17.920
<v Speaker 2>be satisfied sexually? Yeah?

1403
01:03:18.480 --> 01:03:22.920
<v Speaker 1>No? For me. Again, I haven't done porn in over

1404
01:03:23.159 --> 01:03:27.719
<v Speaker 1>four or five years. But I think that being satisfied

1405
01:03:27.760 --> 01:03:30.199
<v Speaker 1>sexually is again knowing what you want and what your

1406
01:03:30.280 --> 01:03:32.559
<v Speaker 1>body needs. And I think that porn allowed me to

1407
01:03:32.679 --> 01:03:34.679
<v Speaker 1>kind of navigate those tools and figure out what I

1408
01:03:34.800 --> 01:03:38.199
<v Speaker 1>needed as a woman and embracing my curves and my

1409
01:03:38.320 --> 01:03:41.199
<v Speaker 1>body and all those intimate things that as a woman

1410
01:03:41.400 --> 01:03:44.320
<v Speaker 1>now being thirty six years old is it's even more

1411
01:03:44.360 --> 01:03:47.039
<v Speaker 1>apparent that that things are. You know, think but because

1412
01:03:47.079 --> 01:03:50.280
<v Speaker 1>I don't do porn and I don't do scenes of people,

1413
01:03:50.400 --> 01:03:54.119
<v Speaker 1>I don't have that intimacy all the time. So it

1414
01:03:54.239 --> 01:03:57.480
<v Speaker 1>definitely gives me satisfaction of doing all those things, not

1415
01:03:57.559 --> 01:03:58.440
<v Speaker 1>that I can't do it myself.

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01:03:58.480 --> 01:03:59.920
<v Speaker 2>Did you date when you were doing porn?

1417
01:04:00.480 --> 01:04:01.079
<v Speaker 1>I was married.

1418
01:04:02.079 --> 01:04:02.840
<v Speaker 2>How did he deal with that?

1419
01:04:03.199 --> 01:04:05.519
<v Speaker 1>He was in the business as well, he was, so

1420
01:04:05.639 --> 01:04:06.880
<v Speaker 1>it was it was normal.

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01:04:06.719 --> 01:04:07.320
<v Speaker 2>For both of y'all.

1422
01:04:07.679 --> 01:04:09.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I don't know what normal means to you,

1423
01:04:09.519 --> 01:04:10.159
<v Speaker 1>but I mean it was.

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01:04:10.400 --> 01:04:13.000
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't It wasn't nobody had no kind of hang

1425
01:04:13.079 --> 01:04:14.280
<v Speaker 2>ups or not true.

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01:04:14.280 --> 01:04:16.159
<v Speaker 1>I think that. I mean, everybody has their own insecurities.

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01:04:16.159 --> 01:04:19.719
<v Speaker 1>Individuals or you can't ever in any situation, regardless if

1428
01:04:19.760 --> 01:04:24.280
<v Speaker 1>it's my business, your business, or anything like that, have

1429
01:04:24.400 --> 01:04:25.920
<v Speaker 1>their own hang ups of whatever it is. I think

1430
01:04:25.920 --> 01:04:30.039
<v Speaker 1>it's the insecurity. I think with us in my past relationship,

1431
01:04:30.079 --> 01:04:32.519
<v Speaker 1>we were very had an open communication of what we

1432
01:04:32.719 --> 01:04:35.280
<v Speaker 1>wanted and liked from what the scenes that we were

1433
01:04:35.360 --> 01:04:38.159
<v Speaker 1>doing what we wanted them to do and didn't and

1434
01:04:38.280 --> 01:04:41.280
<v Speaker 1>talked about it. So our work life had it wasn't

1435
01:04:41.280 --> 01:04:43.719
<v Speaker 1>an issue because it was talked about. But I mean

1436
01:04:43.760 --> 01:04:47.039
<v Speaker 1>other people can't always say the same either, but outside

1437
01:04:47.119 --> 01:04:50.079
<v Speaker 1>other things was it was not the thing. But yeah,

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01:04:50.480 --> 01:04:53.920
<v Speaker 1>last question, what you got from Miss Texas? This is

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01:04:54.079 --> 01:04:56.559
<v Speaker 1>the most. This is the most I've ever had for questions.

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01:04:56.760 --> 01:04:59.559
<v Speaker 2>I think that well, well, all right, I asked you this,

1441
01:05:02.119 --> 01:05:05.159
<v Speaker 2>like see like us, we're polly right. Some people think

1442
01:05:05.199 --> 01:05:07.360
<v Speaker 2>that's so weird. Would you ever be in a situation

1443
01:05:07.519 --> 01:05:07.679
<v Speaker 2>like that.

1444
01:05:08.519 --> 01:05:11.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't think that I personally could, but I think

1445
01:05:11.519 --> 01:05:14.719
<v Speaker 1>it's also situationally based as well. For me, it's because

1446
01:05:15.000 --> 01:05:18.159
<v Speaker 1>I myself having a partner that was in the industry,

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01:05:18.280 --> 01:05:19.800
<v Speaker 1>I didn't mind sharing to a point.