Speaker 1: Excited to have you as a guest. I get excited
Speaker 1: to know what you've been up to and know a
Speaker 1: little bit more about you I've seen and I've been
Speaker 1: following you for quite some time and trying to get
Speaker 1: you in this seat. So tell us what you've been doing.
Speaker 2: Just working a lot. You know, I have a few
Speaker 2: businesses in the fitness and health space, a sports nutrition
Speaker 2: company called Ambrosia Collective that we have like the number
Speaker 2: one vegan protein in the country. I'm not vegan, but
Speaker 2: I used to be for like three years, but I've
Speaker 2: been doing like taking for myself vegan protein for eight
Speaker 2: eight nine years.
Speaker 1: What made you kind of do the crossover and changed
Speaker 1: since you said you were before and.
Speaker 2: You know you haven't while I go back to eating meat, Well,
Speaker 2: I wanted to test it out, see what it was like.
Speaker 2: You know, I enjoyed it. But you know, when you're
Speaker 2: moving around a lot, when you're traveling a lot, it's
Speaker 2: hard to eat the right things. Sure, so I found
Speaker 2: myself eating a lot of like just nothing but carbs
Speaker 2: to stay satiated when I was on the road, and
Speaker 2: that was an ideal. So, and you know, I get
Speaker 2: my blood work done a couple times a year, and
Speaker 2: I tested it, like, you know, before I got off
Speaker 2: of meat, off of meat and then coming back on
Speaker 2: meat and just being moderate about it. No, I wasn't
Speaker 2: a big difference. Now. Before that I was eating just
Speaker 2: a lot, right, and it was not that good. So
Speaker 2: since then I kind of went kind of prescytarian, just
Speaker 2: mostly fish. But also I was doing a lot of
Speaker 2: fasting and stuff like that and that helped a lot.
Speaker 2: So from there to going to stray vegan, it wasn't
Speaker 2: much of a difference. It stayed healthy, so I've seen
Speaker 2: it wasn't necessary for optimal health, right. And I I
Speaker 2: like meat, certain meats, you know, so I like to
Speaker 2: taste I like a steak every now and then. I
Speaker 2: like fish, So I wanted to get back into that
Speaker 2: for sure.
Speaker 1: I myself like I'm not I changed life so like
Speaker 1: eating wise, I don't even meat or port and being
Speaker 1: from Texas eating steak like three times a week, like
Speaker 1: it was really difficult in the beginning, but I will
Speaker 1: say I had to do it too. Me traveling a lot,
Speaker 1: I was like, it's not a lot of choices. So
Speaker 1: when I didn't travel as much and living here in California,
Speaker 1: we have a lot of options that I feel like
Speaker 1: are good. It made it easier, so I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, it just for me is just so now
Speaker 1: I don't even think about it. It's been probably like
Speaker 1: five years that I hadn't It's definitely and just not
Speaker 1: because of mething. It just felt it made me feel better.
Speaker 2: Yes, you know, I really like beef. I love the
Speaker 2: taste of beef, you know.
Speaker 1: But to each his own, I'm with it. I'm with it.
Speaker 2: But I don't eat pork though I only eat chicken
Speaker 2: once in a blood. I just don't like chicken. M
Speaker 2: and but yeah, but I get it. California, it make
Speaker 2: they make it easy for you to beat healthy, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean. So a lot of things that
Speaker 2: a lot of things.
Speaker 1: So you also are into like, you know, bodybuilding. What
Speaker 1: made you get into that? Just because naturally, because of
Speaker 1: you being an amateur boxer and that kind of lifestyle,
Speaker 1: It's just kind of something you naturally wanted.
Speaker 2: To do well as a kid, you know, I just
Speaker 2: wanted to be big and strong, you know, I was
Speaker 2: a typical boy, you know, wanting to be like It's
Speaker 2: funny because cartoons now is different from when I was
Speaker 2: growing up, they got hate Arnold. Now right when I
Speaker 2: was going up, we had he Man and g I
Speaker 2: Joe like these swoll little figures. So these were my
Speaker 2: little baby heroes. Yeah, of course, mister T. H. Kogan
Speaker 2: and stuff like that. So I want to be big
Speaker 2: and strong, that's all. And you know I started. I
Speaker 2: started boxing at a very young age, at like twelve,
Speaker 2: and they just go hand a hand with like lifting
Speaker 2: weights and running and pull ups and all that stuff.
Speaker 2: So I literally been doing all of that since I
Speaker 2: was like eleven twelve years old, like my entire life.
Speaker 2: So it just became a part of my identity, part
Speaker 2: of what I do. Regular What does what.
Speaker 1: Does it mean to you to be up, become or
Speaker 1: be a boxer.
Speaker 2: To be a boxer, I mean, you know, to get
Speaker 2: in the ring and take fights. You know, it's a
Speaker 2: I think it's a very noble sport with that mentality.
Speaker 1: Not a lot of people have that, you know when
Speaker 1: I go in to do that, So like, what does
Speaker 1: that mean to you?
Speaker 2: I think it's best for people. Is easy for people
Speaker 2: to get in it when they're really young. When you're young,
Speaker 2: you don't really have any fear, you know, you know,
Speaker 2: and when I was young, you know, I wanted to
Speaker 2: fight all the time in the ring, and the older
Speaker 2: you get, it did get a little more scary because
Speaker 2: people start hitting harder, you know what I'm saying, The
Speaker 2: stakes are raised higher. So but once you're locked in,
Speaker 2: you're locked in and having that Not everybody had that mentality,
Speaker 2: but it's a good mentality to have because you know,
Speaker 2: if you know fighters, they're usually good people. They kind
Speaker 2: of mellow, kind of chill. We have our aggression and
Speaker 2: all of that, but it's channeled in a productive way,
Speaker 2: you know, And I think that's important for really most
Speaker 2: men in society because if you look at like the
Speaker 2: history of human beings, you know, we've been our species
Speaker 2: have been on this planet for like two hundred thousand years, right,
Speaker 2: and we've only been kind of civilized for about ten
Speaker 2: thousand years, right, So the majority of the time that
Speaker 2: we've been here has been very like aggressive, like chill
Speaker 2: or be killed, hunt, you know, things like that. So
Speaker 2: it's like people don't have that outlet anymore to like
Speaker 2: let out that aggression, to express that aggression. So I
Speaker 2: feel like combat sports is a good way for men
Speaker 2: to work that out, right, So you know, you hear
Speaker 2: a lot of like domestic violence, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: There's a lot of silly shit nowadays, a lot, right,
Speaker 2: And it's like, why is that? Why is it like
Speaker 2: that when most men, like people in my world, we'll
Speaker 2: hurt somebody that hurt a woman, you know what I'm saying, Like,
Speaker 2: why would you hurt a woman like physically put your
Speaker 2: hands on a woman. So it's just so bizarre.
Speaker 1: But there's also been people in your sport that has
Speaker 1: been those true domestic violent charges as well.
Speaker 2: One hundred percent. Now here's the flip side to being
Speaker 2: in my sport. Like a brain trauma, head trauma. You know,
Speaker 2: there's certain types of traumas that we endure that fighters
Speaker 2: will endure that will make them even more violent, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean. So it's a real thing. Uh
Speaker 2: you know, they CTE and things of that nature or concussions.
Speaker 2: So it's a fine balance, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: So I never experienced that, so I can't really speak
Speaker 2: to that. It's something that I don't relate to. I
Speaker 2: don't understand, but it happens unfortunately for sure.
Speaker 1: But I think, you know, I get what you're saying
Speaker 1: as far as like in a more professional outlet way
Speaker 1: where it's like you're not on the street fighting anybody,
Speaker 1: you're not doing you know, any in your house fighting.
Speaker 1: You have an outlet to leave what you're doing on
Speaker 1: the mat, on the in the ring or whatever that
Speaker 1: you know that may be. Yeah, so I thought that's
Speaker 1: being said, Who would you say of that? What was
Speaker 1: your biggest inspiration?
Speaker 2: My inspiration? Excuse me? I would have to say, like
Speaker 2: maybe someone like Muhammad Ali, because he was more than
Speaker 2: just an athlete. His greatness transcendent sports. You know, you
Speaker 2: have to think about at the time that he was fighting.
Speaker 2: You think about fighters now, you think about how much
Speaker 2: money fighters make athletes in general, but there wasn't making
Speaker 2: that kind of money back then, right. I think the
Speaker 2: most he made for a fight might have been a
Speaker 2: million dollars, you know what I'm saying, maybe two. But
Speaker 2: back then, he was willing to sacrifice all of that
Speaker 2: and even you know, sacrifice his freedom potentially to stand
Speaker 2: up for his beliefs, for what he felt was right
Speaker 2: in his heart, right and integrity. And I don't see
Speaker 2: athletes living like that nowadays. You know, we had a
Speaker 2: few years ago when the coach of the Clippers was
Speaker 2: caught on tape saying the N word, right, and then
Speaker 2: you had these players like in protest, they turn their
Speaker 2: jerseys around. I'm like, you a sucker. You're still playing
Speaker 2: for Massa. You know what I'm saying. You're still out
Speaker 2: there running up and down with that ball. Don't play,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So people so in fear of,
Speaker 2: you know, losing that paycheck.
Speaker 1: And then the situation that you wouldn't play.
Speaker 2: It depends on if that bothered me or not. Now,
Speaker 2: I gotta be honest. That don't bother me. Yeah, you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, But I wouldn't protest at all.
Speaker 2: If I'm a protest I'm gonna go all the way.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. But it's a word. I
Speaker 2: don't care. Demand's a eighty ninety years old. I expect
Speaker 2: him to think like that. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 2: And I don't care. You know, I don't let words
Speaker 2: that somebody say control my emotions and my feelings. So
Speaker 2: it doesn't bother me.
Speaker 1: Okay, I feel like that's I think it's it's you
Speaker 1: can go either way, you know what I mean. I
Speaker 1: think that it's people like I said, I agree with
Speaker 1: like it. If you're going to say something, then either
Speaker 1: do something or don't say something at all. It's unfortunate
Speaker 1: that it has to be that way at all. That
Speaker 1: does Those are the matters that are happening in this world,
Speaker 1: which is crazy. So other crazy matters with COVID going on.
Speaker 1: How did COVID kind of affect your businesses? And what
Speaker 1: did you do to in light of all of that?
Speaker 2: I want to take it back a little bit. What
Speaker 2: did you think about that situation?
Speaker 1: What did I think about that situation?
Speaker 2: You familiar with it.
Speaker 1: Not really to obviously, I know the like logistics of
Speaker 1: what it really is. Okay, go ahead, all right?
Speaker 2: So the coach the Clippers, the old white man super
Speaker 2: rich was it?
Speaker 1: But it was which one was the owner?
Speaker 2: One?
Speaker 1: Though?
Speaker 2: That was it? I'm not the coach to owner, That's
Speaker 2: what I was like, Yeah, yeah, it is the owner
Speaker 2: of the Clippers, some old being there, white dude. Right.
Speaker 2: He had a young black girlfriend and she was bringing
Speaker 2: like black dudes with her to the game.
Speaker 1: I think she was an Asian girl or something like that.
Speaker 1: But I think the check when you said coach, that's
Speaker 1: what I was like. It throws me off, but I
Speaker 1: know exactly what you're talking about. I definitely agree with you,
Speaker 1: Like I feel like it's I'm not in that situation
Speaker 1: where that word would bother me, and that's you know,
Speaker 1: but it does bother me to hear that to people
Speaker 1: talk like that. But it's unfortunate that that's how it is.
Speaker 1: But you said, he's a ninety something year olds. That's
Speaker 1: how you expect him to think. And it's unfortunate that
Speaker 1: we have to expect him to think like that. But
Speaker 1: that's a world that we also live in too, and
Speaker 1: he's so old in those matters that people probably never
Speaker 1: called him out. And it's unfortunate that because what he's
Speaker 1: saying is wrong, in the context of what he's saying
Speaker 1: is still wrong. It's just I feel like people didn't
Speaker 1: speak up enough to say those things to make them
Speaker 1: think about what they're actually saying right. And that's how
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 2: And those are the instances where I do come doone violence,
Speaker 2: punch him in his face, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 2: Like I dare somebody say it wrong? You're respecting right,
Speaker 2: somebody gonna you want to hurt my feelings? It depends
Speaker 2: on how I feel that day, Like, all right, since
Speaker 2: you that doesn't hurt me. But since you want to
Speaker 2: do that, I might slap you in the face. You
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, Marke, You know it comes with
Speaker 2: the territory. You're going to talk that talk, Let's walk
Speaker 2: that walk, you know what I mean. So you know
Speaker 2: I'm not the best person in the world. I'm a
Speaker 2: little petty, But I'm just saying that's that's why I
Speaker 2: would be on it.
Speaker 1: I think we can all be a little petty. Sometimes
Speaker 1: I can of on watch buttons off. Yours are being
Speaker 1: pushed a little bit more than the other.
Speaker 2: Sometimes you just want to teach somebody a lesson for sure,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 1: So health and wealth, you know, those are some things
Speaker 1: that you do. And what else do you do in
Speaker 1: your spare time?
Speaker 2: Should take naps, take sure, and my girl, we just
Speaker 2: hang really that's it. We just be having fun. If
Speaker 2: I'm not doing something with my kids, we all hanging out,
Speaker 2: you know, just trying to really enjoy life. Like life.
Speaker 2: You know, life could be hard, so I really try
Speaker 2: to enjoy it when I can. And life could be
Speaker 2: hard and it could be very short. We don't know
Speaker 2: how long we're here for or i'd be trying to
Speaker 2: live on ten.
Speaker 1: Live on ten, That's true. I like that, especially nowadays,
Speaker 1: just you know, you don't never know what's going to happen,
Speaker 1: never know, never. No, So you say that your relationship
Speaker 1: status you're single, married.
Speaker 2: Well not married, but I'm in a yeah that's wifey wifey.
Speaker 1: So how is that? And you're in the world that
Speaker 1: you're in now, do you get any like people coming
Speaker 1: at you where it's been non effective in your relationship?
Speaker 2: No? Not really. I mean we live I feel like
Speaker 2: a really traditional set up, you know, and traditional in
Speaker 2: the sense of, like, you know, we practice polygamy, you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. And a lot of people will
Speaker 2: be like, we'll give a lot of push back to that,
Speaker 2: but I'd be like everybody live in polygamous just lying
Speaker 2: about it or some of y'all in denial, you know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. So you know, Like, so when it
Speaker 2: comes to like, you know, me, who I am, my status,
Speaker 2: access to people or whatever. I've never been like girl
Speaker 2: crazy because I never It's not like I never had
Speaker 2: girls and then got some money or whatever, then I
Speaker 2: can get girls, right, That's never been the case. So
Speaker 2: I've had girls when I was young, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying, when I didn't have money, college whatever. So
Speaker 2: it's always been a normal thing for me.
Speaker 1: But being in the entertainment business, I feel like it's
Speaker 1: sometimes it's just thrown at you a little bit more
Speaker 1: where it's like how do you fight that off and
Speaker 1: let it be known, like no, this is my lady,
Speaker 1: like you know, be respectful and put those boundaries in
Speaker 1: place for your fans and you know people around you.
Speaker 2: I just tell them, you know, if somebody's being disrespectful, like, yo,
Speaker 2: respect my respect, my woman, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: But it don't even it's no need for that cause
Speaker 2: we might want to have fun together, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying. So you know, it's all about respect. How
Speaker 2: they come at us when we go out, they be
Speaker 2: on her like crazy, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So she's, uh, ladies is always where it's at. It's
Speaker 1: like that, you know, it's kind of the bait, but
Speaker 1: not in a bad way, but it's like it's just
Speaker 1: fortunate to have that lucky piece.
Speaker 2: It'd be crazy when we be going out, she getting
Speaker 2: dressed up, it'd be crazy. It'd be if you a vibe.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Have you ever been jealous and a girl's been too
Speaker 1: much on your girl?
Speaker 2: Never?
Speaker 1: Never.
Speaker 2: It's not a thing where you.
Speaker 1: Know, some people their ego goes into place and it's like, hey,
Speaker 1: not me, Nah. It's all sharing is caring, Yes to
Speaker 1: an extent of course, what luxury do you say that
Speaker 1: you enjoy treating yourself too?
Speaker 2: What do I like? Cars?
Speaker 1: Like your watch?
Speaker 2: Cars and jewelry. Yeah, that's my little thing, car, cars
Speaker 2: and jewelry. You know what I'm saying. I feel like
Speaker 2: a man like you know, if you think about animals
Speaker 2: in a while, think about birds, right, bird male birds
Speaker 2: put on ease, elaborate displays to attract, you know, a
Speaker 2: potential mate. Peacocks like all kinds of birds, they do dances,
Speaker 2: crazy stuff. Right. So I feel like in our world,
Speaker 2: you know, men, we do things like by expensive watches
Speaker 2: or rings or cars, right, kind of displaying, like are
Speaker 2: like what we got for a potential mate, because you know,
Speaker 2: we know that most men can't do that, you know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. So I think that's that's what it is.
Speaker 2: And it's a status symbols, right, That's one I'll I
Speaker 2: accept that I like that, but also I like to
Speaker 2: live comfortably. And you know what I'm saying, I canna
Speaker 2: afford it. I woke my ass off. I'm want to
Speaker 2: enjoy this, you know what I'm saying. So and for
Speaker 2: people in my world to enjoy it as well, for
Speaker 2: them to be comfortable, and for them to be proud
Speaker 2: of me and be like, that's that's my man or
Speaker 2: my kids, like that's my pops. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: So that's dope to me. Yeah, I got some pride.
Speaker 1: You should. I mean you said you work hard for it.
Speaker 1: You have you know, your own businesses, You're doing well
Speaker 1: in life, like that's what you know you're supposed to
Speaker 1: be doing. It should be. Everyone has your own luxuries,
Speaker 1: Like you said, it's cars and watches for you know
Speaker 1: most boys boys twice right. What would you say is
Speaker 1: your biggest pet? Peeve?
Speaker 2: Mm hmm pet Peeve? Be old man? So I got
Speaker 2: so many? What's my biggest pet? Peeple? What do I
Speaker 2: I love?
Speaker 1: I love this is how I know that like the
Speaker 1: length of the relationships, because you're like you know her,
Speaker 1: you know she knows you better than you know.
Speaker 2: You're just complain about a lot who soft. Yeah, soft people,
Speaker 2: soft men especially, you know, like exams are dudes that
Speaker 2: are like easily offended or think that I'm too aggressive.
Speaker 2: I'm like, well, I'm just being straightened direct. I'm from
Speaker 2: New York and people think that we're rude, but I
Speaker 2: think we're very polite. I think rude is bullshitting people.
Speaker 2: I agree, you know, it's like, no, just tell me
Speaker 2: straight direct, boom of respect.
Speaker 1: Just the New York way because my family, both my
Speaker 1: parents are from the Bronx and so I was raised
Speaker 1: that way. And people think like I'm either an asshole whatever.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm just being honest. I'm not trying to
Speaker 1: hurt anybody's feelings. I'm just telling you what it is,
Speaker 1: and like I'm not trying to offend you. I'm sorry
Speaker 1: if my tone may be crazy, but you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. But I mean, I feel like people don't
Speaker 1: like to hear the truth sometimes and it's like all
Speaker 1: about hear it.
Speaker 2: That's right. I love that, but like it's like people,
Speaker 2: you know, you want to step in the kitchen, you
Speaker 2: know it could get hot, like right, people deal with you,
Speaker 2: they want to This is something that I deal with
Speaker 2: often in my life. People look at me as like
Speaker 2: this indestructible, this beast right, and I'm just a person.
Speaker 2: I'm just a person with feelings just like them. So
Speaker 2: they want to dish to me, and when I when
Speaker 2: I reciprocate, it's a problem.
Speaker 1: Like they want to pick on you to see if
Speaker 1: they want to.
Speaker 2: They want to be able to do whatever and say
Speaker 2: whatever to me. But the moment I poked them back,
Speaker 2: it might hurt more. I'm just I'm just doing what
Speaker 2: you're doing. I'm mirroring you. I'm never antagonizing anybody, you
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I'm on my business. So so yeah,
Speaker 2: that shit is annoying. Man. People be people be soft.
Speaker 2: It's a soft society, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: What would you say is like the first assumption that
Speaker 1: people would have of you.
Speaker 2: I don't know what would you assume with me.
Speaker 1: Let's see, I feel like you're very you don't like
Speaker 1: people to be in like in like to let you
Speaker 1: in until like you know, people like you're very like
Speaker 1: stand offish, do you do what you have to do.
Speaker 1: You're very business manager, straight to the point, but you're
Speaker 1: like in other situations, I feel like you could probably
Speaker 1: be a solft, teddy bear in some situations, but you're
Speaker 1: you're a hard ass most of the time. Okay, all right,
Speaker 1: from the outside looking in.
Speaker 2: A spot off, I got a ding ding ding in
Speaker 2: the corner.
Speaker 1: But yes, but I feel like I had test like myself.
Speaker 1: I'm an impath. I read people very well off of
Speaker 1: energies and things like that, and it's just you know,
Speaker 1: and sometimes it's off because it's worse also in a
Speaker 1: podcast thing where it's like I'm interviewing you and I'm
Speaker 1: talking to you, so it's like what are you asking
Speaker 1: me next? So it's a little bit a little you know,
Speaker 1: what are you doing? But it's like a private conversation.
Speaker 1: Is that you know, we didn't get to know each
Speaker 1: other a little bit more and break down those walls.
Speaker 1: You know, we're we're going to be friends. You know.
Speaker 2: I don't feel like i'd be having walls up, you.
Speaker 1: Know, I know that like walls where it's crazy, but
Speaker 1: it's like you're just being yourself, like in holding you
Speaker 1: to the standard.
Speaker 2: That you I'm in the world when I'm out dealing
Speaker 2: with people, you know, I'm always on guard. Like my
Speaker 2: he's on the swivel I'm on posts at all times. Yeah,
Speaker 2: so so I can see that, right, and it's some
Speaker 2: truth to that. But I'm a very warm person. I
Speaker 2: love like knowing about people and hearing people's perspective and
Speaker 2: talking about a lot. Like we got fireplace, a fire
Speaker 2: pit in the backyard. That's my favorite thing. It's everybody
Speaker 2: come over. We sat sit back there and talk. You
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. At night. I love that kind
Speaker 2: of shit, you know what I'm saying. So, yeah, I'm
Speaker 2: a I think I'm a softie, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: I'm a lover. I'm a care bear, you know. So
Speaker 2: I got kids. I love a lot, my baby girl
Speaker 2: over here, you know, my baby mom even live with us,
Speaker 2: and my daughter. So I love taking care of people,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. So yeah, that's my vibe.
Speaker 1: What is the biggest life lesson you've learned?
Speaker 2: Biggest life I've learned so many. I put myself through
Speaker 2: a lot of testing times and I learned a lot
Speaker 2: and you know, just it's just gonna sound simple, but
Speaker 2: just to try We're not perfect, right, but always positioning
Speaker 2: yourself to try to always do the right thing, you know,
Speaker 2: And I try my best to do that. So when
Speaker 2: I do make a mistake and don't do the right thing,
Speaker 2: it really fucks with me, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: So I don't like that feeling. I don't like hurting people.
Speaker 2: You know. That's like, you know, and when you are
Speaker 2: conscious of what you're doing and when you know better,
Speaker 2: when you mess up is worse. People might not see it,
Speaker 2: but for me, for the person, it's really bad. You know.
Speaker 2: Even when I was in the streets doing bad, like
Speaker 2: I would think about my grandparents, like they would pass
Speaker 2: away already, and I would think, man, Grandma and Grandpa
Speaker 2: would be so disappointed in me, and I would be
Speaker 2: kind of depressed. So I kind of walk around with
Speaker 2: dark clouds because of the times that I do mess
Speaker 2: up and bump my head. It really really bothers me.
Speaker 2: I don't do things. If I do something that's not right,
Speaker 2: it sits with me, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 2: it's like I have a cap on my joy and
Speaker 2: my happiness because of things like that.
Speaker 1: But you know, you do have to let that go, right,
Speaker 1: Like you can't hold on to that forever. Sometimes you
Speaker 1: have to like let it go because it doesn't serve
Speaker 1: anybody any good.
Speaker 2: Oh no, for sure, But you know, I just want
Speaker 2: to you know, it's all about atonement when you do
Speaker 2: mess up, and you know, trying to take that scale
Speaker 2: back to good.
Speaker 1: For sure. It's accountability and I feel like an awareness.
Speaker 1: I feel like you shouldn't. You know, you can't be
Speaker 1: so hard on yourself all the time. Sometimes it's like
Speaker 1: we're human and we make mistakes, but you also be
Speaker 1: but you also have to be aware.
Speaker 2: I think you got to be hard on yourself.
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, of course don't. But I'm saying like, it's
Speaker 1: not like you can't be I don't know, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't know the right word to what I was saying.
Speaker 1: But I just feel like you can't blame yourself.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I'm not like, no, I can blame
Speaker 2: myself with my mistakes.
Speaker 1: Because that's the mistake that you're making. But I'm just
Speaker 1: saying overall with like you say, the dark cloudness of
Speaker 1: like holding it over if it's just the feeling.
Speaker 2: Of I can't that. Like you said, you said, you're
Speaker 2: an impact. I am too.
Speaker 1: But that's what I'm also telling you is that you
Speaker 1: also have to find a way to let that go
Speaker 1: because the most it resonates with you, it stays with you,
Speaker 1: and it harbors with you, and it's like it doesn't
Speaker 1: do anything well for you.
Speaker 2: I'm to get you an example. Let me get the
Speaker 2: example to cut you off. But I can't help this.
Speaker 2: So I have a cousin named Elijah, like I named
Speaker 2: my son after him. I bet you didn't know that. Everly,
Speaker 2: I named my son after Elijah, my cousin, and my
Speaker 2: daughter Kaya I named after my sister. I named my
Speaker 2: kids after people I love. But anyway, Elijah, his nickname
Speaker 2: was sugar Beard. That was my guy, my best friend.
Speaker 2: So when it was about nineteen twenty, he went to prison, right,
Speaker 2: he did, like eight nine years. So when I'm out party,
Speaker 2: hanging out, like having fun, I will have a cap
Speaker 2: on that happiness because I would be like, it'd be
Speaker 2: a little voice in my head like what are you
Speaker 2: so happy for? When your man is in jail, sugar
Speaker 2: Bear locked up, Like what are you happy for? And
Speaker 2: I'd be like, oh, that's right, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: Don't ask for that, But that's just how I am.
Speaker 2: I feel. I feel for people who I love and
Speaker 2: care about. You know what I'm saying, you feel a
Speaker 2: little bit of guilt when you're having fun.
Speaker 1: Those people also if you were to talk to them,
Speaker 1: sure would want you to live your life as well.
Speaker 1: They wouldn't stop living. There is just because like life
Speaker 1: still goes on. It's and unfortunate that things happen. But
Speaker 1: we also have to counter our blessings and those in
Speaker 1: those things.
Speaker 2: But I.
Speaker 1: Fun for sure. You know it's a little it's a
Speaker 1: little bit of fomo, but you don't mean at the
Speaker 1: same time too, it's like you can't have hold that
Speaker 1: dark cloud in a space for something that's not your space,
Speaker 1: but you can feel it, you can feel it and
Speaker 1: tap it, and you know what I mean too. I'm
Speaker 1: just saying, don't let it resonate and stay with it.
Speaker 1: And that's for your sadness or whatever the darkness.
Speaker 2: I hear you. I hear you, but I can't help
Speaker 2: how am. I worry a lot about people I love.
Speaker 2: So even when I'm like I'm moving around, I'm out
Speaker 2: of town or something, my mind is thinking constantly, thinking
Speaker 2: about my kids, Like you ain't home for school yet,
Speaker 2: I won't be comfortable so I know he's home. You
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, like, you know, so I'm always
Speaker 2: worried about people that I'm responsible for.
Speaker 1: So that's fine. Worried is not like that, but holding
Speaker 1: a negative space for those feelings, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: it's just worry. I'm like letting it, like letting it live.
Speaker 1: And you're a dad, You're a concerned person. You have
Speaker 1: a people that you take care of. That's a loving thing.
Speaker 1: It's a beautiful thing.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: People sometimes don't take that responsibility on so let it
Speaker 1: be what it is. But you know how has some
Speaker 1: foul with this? No dark clouds, that's right, Just the
Speaker 1: happy clouds maybe like a little gray. Or let's just
Speaker 1: make the cleary clouds you a little less gray, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean? To make that will work on that.
Speaker 1: So what would you say? Do you have top three
Speaker 1: rules that you live by, like a code of honor?
Speaker 2: Oh, just to be an honorable person? You know, if
Speaker 2: you you know the rules and laws and tenets you
Speaker 2: live by and try to honor them. You know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Your word is your bond, you know, and
Speaker 2: you know, try not to do wrong by people. Try
Speaker 2: to be a good person. Nothing too crazy, you know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying, uh, if something feel right, right with
Speaker 2: If it don't feel right, avoid it. Sometimes you still
Speaker 2: mess up, you know, but uh, you know, just try
Speaker 2: to try to do try to tip the scale. Ain't
Speaker 2: nobody perfect, but try to tip the scale to righteous.
Speaker 1: But fine, you talk about tipping the scale? Are you
Speaker 1: a libra? By any chance?
Speaker 2: Too much? Rise to strike one?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know if I'm.
Speaker 2: Any That stuff ain't real, that's real.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I believe it has it's it's too extense.
Speaker 2: I'm a pis.
Speaker 1: I know nothing about your sign, so I wouldn't have
Speaker 1: never gotten that. Yeah, but see, like I'm also like
Speaker 1: one of those selfish people. And if I don't know
Speaker 1: people in that like around me that I don't know
Speaker 1: what your sign is, like I don't know every sign
Speaker 1: and just know the one ones either I've dated over
Speaker 1: I've been in love with or things like that.
Speaker 2: But what is the March fourteen?
Speaker 1: March fourteen?
Speaker 2: What about you? What are you?
Speaker 1: I'm a Gemini? I made twenty fifth Gemini. Baby, we're
Speaker 1: the best over hearing a lot of Geminis in my life. Fun.
Speaker 1: What's the best advice you've ever gotten?
Speaker 2: Hm? Hmm, I don't know, man like I've got. I've
Speaker 2: gained so many nuggets of wisdom from so many sources
Speaker 2: throughout my life. I don't have one best.
Speaker 1: So tell private talk just one of your gems.
Speaker 2: One that I really like is from uh. This guy
Speaker 2: was a custodian, like a janitor right and like the
Speaker 2: third dynasty right China. His name was Lao Su. But
Speaker 2: he wrote books. He wrote a book and one book
Speaker 2: that he wrote that I really like, it's called Dowda
Speaker 2: Chain and loosely translated, it means the way, like the
Speaker 2: way of life. But he said one of his little
Speaker 2: inscriptions was he who defines himself doesn't really know who
Speaker 2: he is. I really like that.
Speaker 1: If people came with the warning label, what would yours be?
Speaker 2: Warning of me? Don't fuck with me? Just don't fuck
Speaker 2: with me. You know what I'm saying. Be cool, be cool,
Speaker 2: but just don't fuck with me.
Speaker 1: Don't fuck with Mike. Do you have a crazy celebrity
Speaker 1: story that either encounter or a crazy fan story that's happened.
Speaker 1: Nothing too crazy, because nobody fucks with you that ain't
Speaker 1: no celebrity thing or a fan a celebrity or a
Speaker 1: celebrity crazy story or a fan.
Speaker 2: Fan this is weird. So you know how sometimes on Instagram,
Speaker 2: like sometimes I go through the request the DM requests
Speaker 2: of people I don't know and try to like, you know,
Speaker 2: send positive, you know, somebody say something cool or somebody
Speaker 2: looking to purchase some whatever. Try to respond and sometimes
Speaker 2: people just keep hitting you. I'd be like, oh, good looking,
Speaker 2: I appreciate it. They just keep going right, And there's
Speaker 2: one lady, so she was going back and forth a
Speaker 2: few times. I'll respond a couple times, and I don't
Speaker 2: respond no more. And I never really knew what she
Speaker 2: looked like or anything. So this woman must have seen
Speaker 2: my address, right, and I didn't. I never thought a
Speaker 2: big deal about somebody seeing the number on my house.
Speaker 1: Like it's just that's a huge deal, the biggest deal.
Speaker 2: So apparently you can take somebody, if you know what
Speaker 2: city they live in, you can put the number of
Speaker 2: the house in and google it this to give you
Speaker 2: to give you like the possible streets that they could be.
Speaker 2: And she wants to do that to me.
Speaker 1: That's insane.
Speaker 2: So one day she come to my house, Like nobody
Speaker 2: just pops up at my house. So so me and
Speaker 2: my people with the house working on something and thing done,
Speaker 2: like like that's weird like that. It's like a person
Speaker 2: voice saying ding, So uh, I go open it, like
Speaker 2: what the fuck? And it's is when I look, Yes,
Speaker 2: it's a lady and her daughter. Right. So I'm like,
Speaker 2: I'm like, what's up? Like I can help you. She's
Speaker 2: like it's me. I'm like, what was me? Who are
Speaker 2: you looking for? Who you're looking for? She's like you, Mike,
Speaker 2: I'm like, what are you talking about? And she said,
Speaker 2: I'm whatever her name on Instagram was, And I remember that.
Speaker 1: I'm like what I said, I'm at something like.
Speaker 2: Whatever her name is. I'm like, what are you doing here?
Speaker 2: And she was like I thought it was okay. I'm like,
Speaker 2: what made you think that this was okay? And why
Speaker 2: would you bring this kid? Like? What's wrong with you? You
Speaker 2: gotta go, you gotta go. So that was that was
Speaker 2: that was I had another way when too, but that
Speaker 2: was she just left. That was weirdest ship.
Speaker 1: That's really weird. And that's just even weirder that you
Speaker 1: would bring your child and who knows where is she from?
Speaker 1: Did you even know?
Speaker 2: When?
Speaker 1: Did you look?
Speaker 2: I got an accent? She had like a British accent.
Speaker 1: But she didn't come all the way.
Speaker 2: That she must have lived somewhere in the city.
Speaker 1: I would have been some investigating on that bedrument, like
Speaker 1: where is she and is she close in the radius
Speaker 1: of me? If that, I need to know what you
Speaker 1: look like from this place.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that shit is crazy.
Speaker 1: What was your other money time?
Speaker 2: This is weird. So I had a gym in Miami
Speaker 2: and I had a place out there, so I would
Speaker 2: on the weekends, I would get people together, like from
Speaker 2: social media, people to follow me to meet me at
Speaker 2: the gym and go we go feed homeless people like
Speaker 2: on weekends. So one of the guys cool, cool dude,
Speaker 2: just a fan boy, but some of them had my number.
Speaker 2: So this guy had the same His name was very
Speaker 2: similar to a girl I was hanging out with out there.
Speaker 2: So it's like three in the morning and I text him,
Speaker 2: thinking I'm texting her like come through, and he's like,
Speaker 2: what's the address? I like, just an address again whatever.
Speaker 2: About thirty forty five minutes later, this motherfucker come to
Speaker 2: my house. I open the door like I'm just confused.
Speaker 2: I'm like what dead. He's like you, I said, oh,
Speaker 2: ship my bad bro. But I'm like, why would you
Speaker 2: wouldn't ask me? Like why like what you wouldn't ask me?
Speaker 2: Like why you want me to come through? Bro? You
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I mean, if you ever needed to, you know, cover
Speaker 1: something up. Weird.
Speaker 2: It made me think though, like what's like he didn't
Speaker 2: seem gay or nothing, but would you have been gay?
Speaker 2: Like say, if I was gay, would you have been
Speaker 2: gay for me? Because you were a fan? You know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying. It was weird. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I don't throw I don't throw anything out the window
Speaker 1: these days, Like you just don't ever know.
Speaker 2: Like what I don't care who I'm a fan of?
Speaker 2: They asked They asked me to come over their house
Speaker 2: three in the morning. A guy. I'd like, nig, what
Speaker 2: you got some splaining to do? I'm saying, like, nah,
Speaker 2: I'm not that much. See but she mentioned Kanye. I'm
Speaker 2: a huge fan of Kanye, Drake all of that. There's
Speaker 2: a lot of people I'm a fan of.
Speaker 1: The Kanye texted you at three am and was like, Hey,
Speaker 1: come over to my house.
Speaker 2: I'd be like, what's the context, bro? Like you got
Speaker 2: girls there? Like is a party? Bro, like, what's up?
Speaker 2: But I'm not a fan of anybody like that. I
Speaker 2: love certain people's work. I'm really a fan of the work,
Speaker 2: but the people I just don't care, Like I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't really what it matter. You're still saying.
Speaker 2: I'm a fan of work. Oh ye, yeah, that's what
Speaker 2: I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But even if they text you say at three am
Speaker 1: and they're like, hey, just.
Speaker 2: Come over, nah, I'd be like why, why, what's up? Bro?
Speaker 1: There's more context?
Speaker 2: Yeah, give me some context, not like I don't know
Speaker 2: weird shit.
Speaker 1: Do you have a social media weakness?
Speaker 2: What do you mean weakness?
Speaker 1: Like do you just get caught like stroll like you
Speaker 1: can like go click from one thing and whatever. Do
Speaker 1: you just like trolling? Do you have a troll account?
Speaker 2: Oh no, no, no, I wish I did fun dope,
Speaker 2: Like if I had time, I probably would have a
Speaker 2: troll account and fun with people.
Speaker 1: So is it Instagram? Twitter? Facebook? What should you like more?
Speaker 1: That's like your weakness that you.
Speaker 2: Like go to every marth, waste the most time on Instagram?
Speaker 1: I feel like now it's fucked up on iPhone because
Speaker 1: it like tells you your screen time.
Speaker 2: I'm like, yeah, wrap you out, I'll probably spend more
Speaker 2: time on YouTube. At least I can learn it on YouTube.
Speaker 2: Instagram is just a waste of time. Yeah, so I
Speaker 2: have I make money with these platforms though, so you know,
Speaker 2: I can't hate on it, but it does. It does
Speaker 2: waste time. Some time I'll be going to look at
Speaker 2: an email or something and just go to Instagram. It's like,
Speaker 2: why am I doing this? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It's like the drag real quick, let me just go
Speaker 1: look and see me very fresh.
Speaker 2: Real quick, good twenty thirty minutes waste.
Speaker 1: I definitely am a sucker for it too. I like,
Speaker 1: I literally put time controls on mine so I would know,
Speaker 1: like and then even the time I have is obnoxious.
Speaker 1: And when I'm like it's like ten minute warning, I'm like, hem,
Speaker 1: oh you can do that. Yeah, you can put it
Speaker 1: so like because it's like I always wanted to lessen
Speaker 1: those time and know what it was because I'm like,
Speaker 1: how much time do I really spend on this? But
Speaker 1: you could really tell it on this, So yeah, after
Speaker 1: a certain time, I'm like, yeah, and if you get it,
Speaker 1: if you hit that after a certain hour, I'm like, man,
Speaker 1: you've been you've been doing nothing, Go outside, go to something.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, it's it's Instagram. Is nothing good on there,
Speaker 2: Like I'd be looking at girls honestly, and they explore
Speaker 2: plate page like they be curating it perfectly, you know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And then so they're really really new in.
Speaker 2: But when I look at it, it ain't even really
Speaker 2: the girl. It'd be like a page with a bunch
Speaker 2: of girls on it.
Speaker 1: It's one of those things that's like a what is it,
Speaker 1: whether like advertising the girls pages or something kind.
Speaker 2: Of like curly hair. You know what I'm saying, all
Speaker 2: the girls with curly hair, you.
Speaker 1: Know, saying latinas peign searches and pornhub Instagram.
Speaker 2: Your mind's in the gutter.
Speaker 1: That's when you're putting those things on there. It's pretty
Speaker 1: much the same thing nowadays, not really at all. The
Speaker 1: censorship on Instagram would not allow any of that.
Speaker 2: I mean shit, they pretty much they kind of loose
Speaker 2: on Instagram.
Speaker 1: On Instagram, that is the lie, sir. Let's see, it's
Speaker 1: a lie. People some pages people getting flag at least
Speaker 1: for me, like I regardless that I haven't done porn
Speaker 1: in a very long time, they still hate me for
Speaker 1: everything that I've shown to the world. So I'm since
Speaker 1: I have like shadow band and whatever, and I don't
Speaker 1: even put anything crazy I did. That's upon many time
Speaker 1: moonings ago.
Speaker 2: Is that why the name Texas Texas?
Speaker 1: Yes, it was. The pieces are all coming together?
Speaker 2: Did you when'd you stop like.
Speaker 1: Four years ago or so?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 1: I mean, I see that you have to wait till
Speaker 1: the end of this thing, but wait, I'll let you
Speaker 1: finish your question ahead.
Speaker 2: That's fascinating. Do you do only fans now?
Speaker 1: I do have an only fans, but I only do
Speaker 1: stuff with myself, So yeah.
Speaker 2: You know, right, I know, Girls is killing it for sure.
Speaker 1: It's definitely a lucrative business. It's something that has been
Speaker 1: around for quite a while and then like because of
Speaker 1: the pandemic, everything made it intensify, which was amazing. And
Speaker 1: now it's you know, balancing back out because the world's
Speaker 1: opening up again. But still definitely a great platform to
Speaker 1: have and kind of have your own space to do
Speaker 1: what you want to do. And even though I did,
Speaker 1: you know, don't movies in the past, I don't have
Speaker 1: to do that on my only fans now, you know,
Speaker 1: there's a plethora of things that I do what do.
Speaker 2: You find does the best one there?
Speaker 1: I mean, everybody's different. For me, obviously, I have a
Speaker 1: big ass, and everybody knows me for my big booty,
Speaker 1: So anything with my booty in it, it's gonna sell.
Speaker 1: But yeah, so I think that everybody's different. It depends
Speaker 1: because each platform that people have do something a little
Speaker 1: bit different, you know what I mean. My fans are
Speaker 1: catered to me because they've been following me throughout either
Speaker 1: my career or somewhere new fans now, and so they
Speaker 1: just want to see what I'm doing because it's the
Speaker 1: only place that they can see me doing anything besides
Speaker 1: private talk podcast. But yeah, this is where they get
Speaker 1: to talk to me, you know, and hear hear what
Speaker 1: I'm doing. That's where they get to see what I'm doing.
Speaker 1: But yeah, but it's a lot of fun. I definitely
Speaker 1: have fun with it. It's definitely a way for me
Speaker 1: to kind of stay in, you know, that world of
Speaker 1: being not as like the sexy and femin like the
Speaker 1: It made me feel being important, made me feel like
Speaker 1: more womanly than ever. It made me find out who
Speaker 1: I was as a woman and who how to really
Speaker 1: like explore my body at that time, So I had
Speaker 1: nothing but great things about it. So for me, it
Speaker 1: was like a segue of I didn't want to definitely
Speaker 1: do movies anymore, but I still wanted to have my
Speaker 1: fans and interact with them, and that's what I people
Speaker 1: are doing now.
Speaker 2: Is this more lucrative than doing porn?
Speaker 1: I definitely would say yes. I think that. Back you know,
Speaker 1: in the day, the times were different, and you know,
Speaker 1: the monetary side of things wasn't always fair to everybody,
Speaker 1: especially on the performer side. You didn't see that until
Speaker 1: later on, and you know, in life, and it was
Speaker 1: unfortunate things. But you know, I still make great money,
Speaker 1: but definitely on this side, it definitely make a death
Speaker 1: of more money because you're cutting out a middle man
Speaker 1: of sorts, so it's more straight to consumer in a sense,
Speaker 1: so it makes it a lot better.
Speaker 2: I respect it, man, I respect it, especially like the
Speaker 2: fact that y'all can like kind of move how you
Speaker 2: want to move, and you know, but it's interesting because
Speaker 2: as I learned more about it and I learned more
Speaker 2: people who do it, it's kind of like, well, I
Speaker 2: have a manager and they only give me this, and
Speaker 2: I'm like.
Speaker 1: What the hell, Well, that's because this is a new
Speaker 1: age wave of people getting onto things that they just
Speaker 1: knew that there was money to be made, but didn't
Speaker 1: know how to do it themselves in a sense, which
Speaker 1: isn't as good and a bad thing, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. But I don't know. It's it's teaches one,
Speaker 1: is what I say.
Speaker 2: I hear stories of girls getting straight pimped digitally.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. It's the new age of peeping.
Speaker 1: If you if pimping, you have If you don't know
Speaker 1: something and someone has what you need, what are you
Speaker 1: gonna do use that person. So it's they're using that
Speaker 1: and again they're making something hopefully how some people each
Speaker 1: one I mean, I mean pimping was fucking wrong and
Speaker 1: the same thing too, you know what I mean. But
Speaker 1: it's just like you said, it's digitally being done, so
Speaker 1: it's you can't really monitor it. Even people can monitor
Speaker 1: it before too. But it's again, uh yeah, it's not
Speaker 1: for me. But you know what, no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: all right, since we are in the wave of you know,
Speaker 1: the whole adult talk, We're going to take a little
Speaker 1: bit of a break and then we're gonna play my
Speaker 1: favorite game.
Speaker 2: Truth with Texas all right, cool, Actually.
Speaker 1: All right, all right, we are back Private Talk and
Speaker 1: we still have Mic on the couch and we're about
Speaker 1: to play truth with Texas.
Speaker 2: I'm scared.
Speaker 1: I feel like you're a little nervous. You're like, I
Speaker 1: think you're boring. I don't think you're boring. I think
Speaker 1: Private Talk is going to enjoy your interview, and I
Speaker 1: think we're going to enjoy the game even more. You
Speaker 1: don't know what you're getting into, which I like it
Speaker 1: even more. So we're gonna go through each one of
Speaker 1: the aces. You pull one and let us know what
Speaker 1: it is. Each suit of an ace is going to
Speaker 1: be a different type of question.
Speaker 2: You want to see it?
Speaker 1: Yes, please, Ace of Spades, that's our favorite, which is
Speaker 1: a naughty question here? Would you consider yourself a naughty person?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I like.
Speaker 2: Because, look, I remember my favorite quote, he who defines
Speaker 2: himself doesn't really know who he is. That's why I
Speaker 2: defer to my better half.
Speaker 1: I like she's giving the honest truth, and we like
Speaker 1: the truth. I might not have to just put her
Speaker 1: on the couch and just let her show there.
Speaker 2: Have you.
Speaker 1: Let's see, have you ever used a toy during intercourse?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: You say that with the face, like there's most men
Speaker 1: some of them are inferior to this, and they're a
Speaker 1: little like don't want to.
Speaker 2: So it's like not always, but she don't really care
Speaker 2: for toys so much.
Speaker 1: Right, I feel like for me, toy wise is more
Speaker 1: of a personal thing. And then I feel like a
Speaker 1: group activity. If you're not doing something with your like limbs,
Speaker 1: you need to do better, to do better. Have you
Speaker 1: ever had sex on a plane? My high club?
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was stupid.
Speaker 1: Why do you say it was stupid?
Speaker 2: I just did just try it, and it was like
Speaker 2: was it private?
Speaker 1: Was a commercial.
Speaker 2: Years ago, so I couldn't afford nothing, but it was
Speaker 2: like cramped up in the bathroom. It was like, you know,
Speaker 2: just to do it?
Speaker 1: Did you at least know the person or were you like, hey,
Speaker 1: let's go.
Speaker 2: That just taps cool.
Speaker 1: It's surprised. I had a girlfriend one time that did that.
Speaker 1: But it was like on a well back and then
Speaker 1: it was like a Virgin America flight and you could
Speaker 1: like text type to your like the people in the
Speaker 1: seats whatever, and this guy sent her a message and
Speaker 1: they started talking and they didn't have sex on the
Speaker 1: plane that time, but when they they went to that
Speaker 1: they met each on that trip, but on the way
Speaker 1: back home they definitely after the weekend they got to
Speaker 1: know it, you know, because they wanted to do.
Speaker 2: I was like, y'all are weird, but okay, it sucked,
Speaker 2: but I can see you in private it being dope.
Speaker 1: I've done a dost commercial Southwest in the dark. It
Speaker 1: was I did halfway and I got scared and then
Speaker 1: I was like, you're on your own in a bathroom. No,
Speaker 1: I was in the seats.
Speaker 2: Not many people there. Was interesting.
Speaker 1: I'm like a ninja, you know, I was in a bathroom.
Speaker 2: I was in a bathroom like I could barely fit myself.
Speaker 1: So I see that's the problem. That's where I've done
Speaker 1: bathrooms like at like restaurants or like club things, but
Speaker 1: like in an airplane thing, people are waiting there. It's
Speaker 1: like a what Like it's really close quarters. They fucking
Speaker 1: really know what you're doing. And I don't like the
Speaker 1: smell of the bathrooms. To me, they're just weird.
Speaker 2: It's weird. It's all weird, but just that I did it.
Speaker 1: But they replaced to have sex in the bed. Does
Speaker 1: booty size matter?
Speaker 2: Nah? It's I like ass I like to I like
Speaker 2: face like legs, like hands, feet whatever, it's the package,
Speaker 2: the total package. You know.
Speaker 1: Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: Why? And how many times I feel like you said
Speaker 1: this was such like yes, I just knew this was
Speaker 1: a thing, like not that long ago, and I thought
Speaker 1: that this was really absurd.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I wouldn't figure it now.
Speaker 1: Was it because you were like a fighter and you
Speaker 1: like how to fake it? Like because of you know,
Speaker 1: work things or why do you have to fake it?
Speaker 2: I didn't have to fake it, but it's hard for
Speaker 2: me sometime to come to get there. So you know,
Speaker 2: I don't know why I faked it, you know, I mean, oh,
Speaker 2: all right, so there were times that I faked it before,
Speaker 2: just like uh, to make the girl think that I
Speaker 2: came twice, they should become twice.
Speaker 1: But did that make you have like feel good about yourself?
Speaker 2: Like why did you have to like it was for
Speaker 2: her to feel good about herself? You made me? But
Speaker 2: but because I can go a long time, But so
Speaker 2: I just act like I came and then like oh
Speaker 2: I came again.
Speaker 1: You know when I have these conversations and I always
Speaker 1: think back, like yeah, somebody trying to do this to me?
Speaker 1: Because this is bullshit, like why would you lie? I
Speaker 1: don't want to have a pity I mean no, I don't.
Speaker 2: Women don't do that.
Speaker 1: I mean I don't do that.
Speaker 2: Women do that.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get mine in if I'm having a session, like,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to fake anything, because then that creates
Speaker 1: bad behavior because then you think you're doing whatever you
Speaker 1: just did do you think it's good, and then you
Speaker 1: think the next time you're gonna go back. Because men
Speaker 1: are very basic when it comes to like, oh, she
Speaker 1: like when I did, and then I'm like, no, I
Speaker 1: didn't like that.
Speaker 2: When you with somebody, you figure out exactly what they
Speaker 2: gets them off, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you shouldn't take it.
Speaker 2: No, no, no, we don't do that ship. But it's
Speaker 2: sounds that I can't come like say we take M
Speaker 2: D M A. It's impossible, and I try, because it's
Speaker 2: like a marathon.
Speaker 1: It's like it just like keeps going. It's like an
Speaker 1: intererget or bunny, like.
Speaker 2: You just keeps like I'm gonna die. You know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying, I'm gonna die, and it never and it's
Speaker 2: like you get close, but then it runs away from you.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It's like the exercise with sex, like you just keep.
Speaker 2: And then it's like I'm like dying, like sweat profusestly,
Speaker 2: and that shit's crazy.
Speaker 1: I hope y'all all have a visual private talk because
Speaker 1: that's going on in my brain right now. All right,
Speaker 1: next card. See the game's fun, right, it's fun. Ace
Speaker 1: of Hearts is the romantic question? Are you romantic?
Speaker 2: Am I?
Speaker 1: We're gonna go with romantic with he phoned a friend,
Speaker 1: his lady friend in the corner, and she said, yes,
Speaker 1: what's the most romantic thing that you've done for her?
Speaker 2: Because I don't think I'm romantic.
Speaker 1: What's the most romantic thing he's done for you? My
Speaker 1: lady in the corner? Nobody puts baby in the corner.
Speaker 1: That's why started dancing. Wait, we should put this for you?
Speaker 1: Can we hear? That's why I don't hear?
Speaker 2: Yes, jeopardy vibes. Oh yeah, he did what I had
Speaker 2: a fourth of July. Uh, Like I didn't know, Like
Speaker 2: we were just first starting to hang out, right, and
Speaker 2: I thought she was flaking. She thought she was on
Speaker 2: our motorcycle and wasn't texting back. But I didn't realize
Speaker 2: she was on her motorcycle, so I like, so I
Speaker 2: lined something else up two girls, and she hit me.
Speaker 2: I life. I was so happy And I left them
Speaker 2: like like they had to get the car romantic, they
Speaker 2: had to get out the car. I think it is.
Speaker 2: It wasn't romantic to them but to her. And we
Speaker 2: had the best night ever we had the we had
Speaker 2: so much fun. We vibed so hard. Yeah, she didn't know,
Speaker 2: it's like you did that for me. Yeah, for sure,
Speaker 2: but we but even if you didn't know that we
Speaker 2: had the best time. We set it off. It was dope.
Speaker 2: It was dope.
Speaker 1: Do you like sexting?
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. I'd rather have sex, but yeah.
Speaker 1: But you don't like warm it up like before you're
Speaker 1: like you're gonna go like if he's been gone to
Speaker 1: the day and you're like not seeing each other to
Speaker 1: like get into that.
Speaker 2: I think when you single, maybe, but nah, no, because
Speaker 2: we're always together. So we're always together, like we're literally
Speaker 2: always together, so there's no need for that. It's like, hey,
Speaker 2: don't I'm gonna stay out early late today so we
Speaker 2: can have you ever sent.
Speaker 1: A naughty pick? Yeah, favorite romantic movie.
Speaker 2: I don't have one. I'm not into romantic movies, honestly.
Speaker 1: Biggest turn on, m H, biggest turn on.
Speaker 2: Okay, I don't know if it's the biggest, but he
Speaker 2: turned on to seeing my woman getting hers like masturbating
Speaker 2: or another with another girl, something like that. Or this
Speaker 2: is gonna sound weird, like is she like humping on
Speaker 2: my leg? Like riding my leg? I don't know. I
Speaker 2: like that ship. Hey, I like that shit. I know
Speaker 2: y'all don't think that's weird, but yeah, I mean I
Speaker 2: have you.
Speaker 1: Know, my Hitachi is my best friend, you know. So
Speaker 1: it's like the name thing of like rubbing on things
Speaker 1: that it's a vibrator or massage one, whichever you want
Speaker 1: to call it, but it's the same thing. But that's
Speaker 1: the toy that I use. So it's like the same
Speaker 1: nature of like the rubbing because it's rubbing on of
Speaker 1: that feeling for her would feel better. I don't know
Speaker 1: about your leg what that is for you, but I
Speaker 1: don't action of her getting off.
Speaker 2: Anything, but watching that ship, I like you, you know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So does that mean that you like when you orgasm?
Speaker 1: Are you silent or are you loud?
Speaker 2: Ship? It depends like sometimes I'm like a bear.
Speaker 1: Like you're not crying over there? Are you crying?
Speaker 2: But I get aggressive though I wanting to punch her.
Speaker 2: It's like, why are you making me mad? But feels
Speaker 2: so good right now? You know what I'm saying. It's weird,
Speaker 2: like i'd be like, like, homie, you ever feel aggressive
Speaker 2: when your orgasm? Bro? You computer man? Yeah? Okay, so
Speaker 2: it ain't just me, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 2: it's like I want to You're not a guy. How
Speaker 2: do you know?
Speaker 1: I'm just kidding him?
Speaker 2: You never know these days. It's like, you know, you
Speaker 2: love somebody so much you want to just smash the head.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I want to. It's weird. Yeah,
Speaker 2: just big barrow, big evil teddy bear, literally bear, Hey,
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 1: Squeeze it to pops, right, I just want diamonds. A
Speaker 1: spicy question, which you're a little spicy. Craziest place you've
Speaker 1: ever had sex? You wanted to check off the airplane list?
Speaker 1: Is there anything else that you wanted to check off
Speaker 1: that was kind of crazy?
Speaker 2: Not crazy?
Speaker 1: Now? You did say that you'd like the favorite place
Speaker 1: was the bed, So I feel like you keep it simple. Yeah,
Speaker 1: why fuck it up? If you're not, it's not broke, right.
Speaker 2: I like being comfortable.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm saying what's completely off limits in the bedroom.
Speaker 1: Something you wouldn't try, or maybe you have tried and
Speaker 1: you don't want to try again.
Speaker 2: Anything homosexual?
Speaker 1: What does that even mean?
Speaker 2: Like trying to fuck with my butt?
Speaker 1: No tongues, no fingers, no interest. Would you do you eat?
Speaker 1: Ask yourself?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm down, you're down for it. I'll do anything
Speaker 2: to her? Like whatever?
Speaker 1: Have you ever called someone the wrong name during sex?
Speaker 1: That's someone ever called you the wrong name?
Speaker 2: That would be crazy. What wouldn't you do if I call.
Speaker 1: Someone about name if they called you the wrong name, just.
Speaker 2: Finish, still finished, and by not talking, dedicated to If
Speaker 2: it's just somebody I'm smashing I don't really care about
Speaker 2: I don't really I wouldn't care, I guess. But if
Speaker 2: it was like my woman did that ship? Somebody about
Speaker 2: to die? Everybody named whatever you call me is dead.
Speaker 1: Assassination list, here we come, that'd be crazy. Top three
Speaker 1: porn stars. Do you watch porn? Never watched it? I
Speaker 1: have before, but I got to know not to know
Speaker 1: somebody's name.
Speaker 2: Just I got a homegirl that used to do porn.
Speaker 2: But she's not I'm not. I'm not a fan of her.
Speaker 2: She's just my homie. Her name is Dan, her name
Speaker 2: was what's your porn name now, Kiera? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I think, okay, I think I know that. Have you
Speaker 1: ever cock blocked a friend?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: Have you ever had pity sex?
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, I don't think so. What is pitty pretty sex?
Speaker 1: Like you have you don't really to have sex with them,
Speaker 1: but you just do it because you feel sorry for them.
Speaker 1: I no, been too drunk to stay awake during sex?
Speaker 2: Too drunk, too drunk, high, too tired.
Speaker 1: Too tired? Have you fallen asleep during sex?
Speaker 2: I mean one night I was, I was tired. I
Speaker 2: was like, there you go, go for it and I was,
Speaker 2: I was like, what was the situation while so hard?
Speaker 1: Well, he was sleeping, so you sleep peep. That's a fetish,
Speaker 1: you know, It's called sleep creepy, like like you can
Speaker 1: fuck sleep creep. So it's like you still have but
Speaker 1: he was awake when you started, so you know. But
Speaker 1: it's usually when that person's sleeping then you have sex
Speaker 1: with them where you do.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't mind if she do it while.
Speaker 1: I'm sleeping, see what in who's gonna mind?
Speaker 2: But sometimes i'd be so tired because I get.
Speaker 1: I'm like, she got hers, but you were asleep? When
Speaker 1: did you realize that he was sleeping?
Speaker 2: Though? It was on the couch. It was on the
Speaker 2: couch and your friend, her friend was in our bed,
Speaker 2: and I wanted to sleep in the bed, but she
Speaker 2: went to smash. I was like, all right, I go
Speaker 2: for it, you say, and I was out of it.
Speaker 1: I was like, so did you know he was asleep?
Speaker 2: But I was kind of I was. I was not
Speaker 2: there though.
Speaker 1: She's like, let's make this clear. You are half awake.
Speaker 1: You were moaning your eyes?
Speaker 2: Why not you can like rape?
Speaker 1: That's where I asked. I was like, is it was
Speaker 1: it still hard? He was sleeping because I don't have one?
Speaker 1: Does it even stay hard and you're sleeping?
Speaker 2: Yeah? No, that is it. But you I think when
Speaker 2: we relaxed, that's when we all the blood is there?
Speaker 1: Oh? The blood?
Speaker 2: That's yeah, all right, that's why that's why there's morning woods.
Speaker 1: I don't know it works. I don't I don't have that.
Speaker 2: I'm telling you, ace of clubs.
Speaker 1: Pinky question. I feel like you think they're all kinky
Speaker 1: dirty talk, yes or no, I gotta.
Speaker 2: Be in the mood. What's dirty talk? Though?
Speaker 1: Dirty talk? So like well they're like, well you're fucking
Speaker 1: you're like talking ship or talking while you're fucking or
Speaker 1: are you just silent?
Speaker 2: You know what? Honestly, like lately, I've been so too
Speaker 2: tired to say anything, so you just nothing. Yeah, but
Speaker 2: like if we managing, I talked ship to the other
Speaker 2: girl like I don't like nobody telling me what to
Speaker 2: do for one And remember I was like homegirl, like
Speaker 2: shut the fuck up, don't ever tell me what to do.
Speaker 2: Now you don't get nothing, And I make them ask her,
Speaker 2: ask her and thank her for this. Dude, you know
Speaker 2: I'm saying, is that is that? Is that dirty talk?
Speaker 2: I feel it's just aggressive, just me being me.
Speaker 1: I mean that's a form of Dirney to talk one
Speaker 1: thousands kause you're staying what it is like, it's just
Speaker 1: like another thing is like if like while you're just
Speaker 1: doing it regardless, it's like there's just no talking what
Speaker 1: you said now, Like if it's just you and her,
Speaker 1: there's no talking.
Speaker 2: It's just now we we will sometimes. But but lately
Speaker 2: I've been tired. I'm getting old, I'll be tired. So
Speaker 2: but what sucks is like we live such full lives
Speaker 2: and my days start really early. So usually, like I
Speaker 2: was telling her all the day and like I hate
Speaker 2: that I'm getting tired, Like we're doing so much and
Speaker 2: I'm tired.
Speaker 1: Like a time change too, you know, it's still really
Speaker 1: maybe that's the thing to still be adjusting myself. I have,
Speaker 1: and then I went to Texas and was really fucked
Speaker 1: everything up. So put the time thing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I gotta figure out something because my days are busy,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, work, training, kids, everything, So
Speaker 2: I don't like that when sex is time for sex,
Speaker 2: I be so burnt out sometimes, you know what I'm saying, Have.
Speaker 1: A surprise quikie during the day, you know, get it.
Speaker 2: In true true, just be like, you know, a little
Speaker 2: handy in the car.
Speaker 1: You know, a little handy in the car maybe on
Speaker 1: the way home.
Speaker 2: You know, takes my soul out though I don't even
Speaker 2: want to do nothing after that, you know what I'm saying, So.
Speaker 1: Old man, you need to stop that. You need to
Speaker 1: get it together. You know that faking of the two times?
Speaker 1: Really just get it together. I mind never matter, you
Speaker 1: know sometimes you have to give give her what two months?
Speaker 1: I like talking for her, like she's not getting what
Speaker 1: she wants, you know, it's all fun time. The most
Speaker 1: number of times you've had sex in one day?
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, maybe three or four?
Speaker 1: Do you have any fetishes?
Speaker 2: I don't actually don't have fetishes.
Speaker 1: Just straight to the point fucking. But I guess somewhat.
Speaker 1: I guess it'd be some like dominance, like you like
Speaker 1: your chicken.
Speaker 2: Oh, she said, I do have a fetish, Oh, coconut.
Speaker 1: Oil, like like to be oiled, Like what is it?
Speaker 2: Is? It?
Speaker 1: Is it because it's the blight of the whatever or
Speaker 1: the look of the like.
Speaker 2: It looks good if you it was good like it's
Speaker 2: it's sexy. I like it. It's better than dry skin fetish.
Speaker 1: I like them. Maybe you should have your own oil
Speaker 1: lime cocone oil let maybe manifesting into the world to existence. Yes, hmmm.
Speaker 1: Dominant or submissive? I already know that question. Do you
Speaker 1: ever play submissive?
Speaker 2: What does that mean? Like?
Speaker 1: What like in a sense because you say you guys
Speaker 1: do things with other people like and do you let
Speaker 1: her dictate everything? To be a submissive and not where
Speaker 1: you're like she's.
Speaker 2: Telling you what to That would be weird to me.
Speaker 2: I don't think I'll be comfortable with that. Like what
Speaker 2: if you just have you ever just I don't even
Speaker 2: think she would like that?
Speaker 1: Like, have you ever just sat there watched her?
Speaker 2: Now, honest, would you like for me to be submissive? Okay?
Speaker 1: But have you just ever just sat there and watched
Speaker 1: her dictate the girl?
Speaker 2: Well? Yeah, I wasn't not she was still sweet.
Speaker 1: See maybe that's what you should just watch and let
Speaker 1: her dick to the girl and just watch.
Speaker 2: That's what step up? Maybe shit, step up? Boss up.
Speaker 1: See, Miss Texas is bringing all kinds of by. We're
Speaker 1: gonna tell you're gonna have to come back and tell
Speaker 1: me whether teach us. Hey, Miss Texas is here for you.
Speaker 1: Miss Texas is here. I will teach you the ways.
Speaker 1: I will tell you. This is what your homework assignment
Speaker 1: is for the weekend. You need to go and do this.
Speaker 2: My girl loves fat asses.
Speaker 1: Hey, I've got I've got a big booty. I've got
Speaker 1: a big My name's not Judy, but it is, so
Speaker 1: you know, Miss Texas. If you're nasty hmmm, been blindfolded
Speaker 1: during sex? Never do you have a secret dungeon room.
Speaker 2: If I told you, it wouldn't be a secret.
Speaker 1: But this is private talking. We want to know all
Speaker 1: your secrets.
Speaker 2: No, I don't.
Speaker 1: Have you ever been to a swingers club? Never? Would you?
Speaker 2: I will go check it out.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had a sexual encounter in a crowded place?
Speaker 2: Never?
Speaker 1: All right? See you passed? You passed truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: It wasn't that bad. Did you enjoy it? Did you
Speaker 1: have fun time at private talk? Is there anything you
Speaker 1: would like to ask Miss Texas while you're still here
Speaker 1: on the count?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Of course I want to ask you some of
Speaker 2: these questions.
Speaker 1: You're gonna bring it back rewind. I feel like season
Speaker 1: three is but about my guests wanting to know more
Speaker 1: about me, which I'm not opposed to. You know which?
Speaker 1: Which questions do you have to ask me? I think
Speaker 1: I gave them three the last time.
Speaker 2: Have you had section an aquatic place? Yes? Outside of work?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 2: What was the situation?
Speaker 1: I was in a club and I had sex in
Speaker 1: the club at the table, at the table, Yes, I
Speaker 1: did get kicked out.
Speaker 2: That's weird. That's weird. I wouldn't I'd be like that.
Speaker 2: But why would they kick you out? Though? I don't
Speaker 2: get that. And you was in VP. Yeah that's super weird.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was. This was like early on, like I was.
Speaker 1: This was like early on in my porn days when
Speaker 1: I like, I mean I was, I mean, I know,
Speaker 1: your twenties. It's like your young, dumb and full of
Speaker 1: com so you're doing a lot of things and I,
Speaker 1: you know, I was probably probably twenty two years old.
Speaker 1: I didn't care. So yeah, it wasn't a stranger either.
Speaker 1: PS private talk, I don't get down like that. It
Speaker 1: was the person I was with for sometimes he's not important.
Speaker 2: I was watching.
Speaker 1: No, it wasn't like that at all. It was just
Speaker 1: he was horny. We were like it was a Halloween party.
Speaker 1: It was a vibe, it was whatever, and it was
Speaker 1: trying to be discreet, but it wasn't DISCREETE just and
Speaker 1: then it just yeah, I wouldn't nobody nobody even really
Speaker 1: knew until they knew. And then they're like, yeah, you're gonna.
Speaker 2: Have to go. We're like, let's go, yeah, okay, what else?
Speaker 2: You asked some good ones?
Speaker 1: Thank you? I like that you like my questions?
Speaker 2: Do you are you? You like to be dominant or submissive?
Speaker 1: I can be both. I don't like to over like
Speaker 1: it depends it's situational. So I don't like my men
Speaker 1: to be I don't like to dominate my men. I
Speaker 1: like to be dominant in my in the world that
Speaker 1: I live in, and I'd be allowed to be an
Speaker 1: alpha female, but I don't like to be over I
Speaker 1: don't like to dominate my man in the bedroom.
Speaker 2: Do you have a guy now? I do not.
Speaker 1: I am single?
Speaker 2: Why is that?
Speaker 1: Because I haven't found the one that's the right one?
Speaker 2: What does that mean? Like, what does that look like
Speaker 2: though I want?
Speaker 1: I don't know, and I'm still working on that myself.
Speaker 1: I've done like a lot of personal work, and you know,
Speaker 1: I was so set. I think, oh, I wanted to
Speaker 1: be in a relationship and I hadn't been in a
Speaker 1: relationship for a long time, but I didn't know what
Speaker 1: that meant as far as what I wanted. And I
Speaker 1: feel like I'm doing on the work now of what
Speaker 1: I really want. So I feel like that's also why
Speaker 1: I'm single, because you know, I just haven't found that one.
Speaker 2: What is it that you want?
Speaker 1: I'm still working on that, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: We're in one of the process of figure out what
Speaker 1: that all means because it's you know, there's certain obviously
Speaker 1: it's cliche, but I do know what I want to appoint,
Speaker 1: but not fully in what It's not just as surface
Speaker 1: as what do you want. There's more layers to that,
Speaker 1: there's more appeals to that. No, because I don't even
Speaker 1: really fully know them myself. And again that's again why
Speaker 1: I'm single. There's nothing that I can really tell you that.
Speaker 2: Okay, so do you date?
Speaker 1: To be continued, I do, I do date?
Speaker 2: Are you dating with the intentions of a relationship or
Speaker 2: just hang out?
Speaker 1: I'm open to dating in that sense, like whatever I
Speaker 1: don't have like people that I'm clo you know, currently dating,
Speaker 1: but I you know, I would mind dating people. Yes,
Speaker 1: I would intend to. When I do that, I intend
Speaker 1: to date them. For me, it's like, what the point,
Speaker 1: What is the point at this point of my life,
Speaker 1: I've already been married, divorced and trying to figure out
Speaker 1: what I want in life the next chapter and figuring
Speaker 1: out out what that means. So I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: it's cool to kind of see what that means and
Speaker 1: kind of figure it out while dating, which dating is
Speaker 1: just difficult in general because I can't go on dating apps.
Speaker 1: I can't do any of those things like that because uh,
Speaker 1: I know you yeah, and they either think they're doing
Speaker 1: catfish or this that whatever. And I also just think
Speaker 1: that that's really cliche, like it's just weird. It's just
Speaker 1: too new age for me. Where I would I would
Speaker 1: rather it happened organically, and if it happens, it happens
Speaker 1: in that sense. What does that mean organically being out
Speaker 1: at a restaurant or meeting friends or it's someone that
Speaker 1: you know or something in the passing or things like
Speaker 1: in those natures. Is because it's just I don't know,
Speaker 1: it's the old school way of whatever. But you know,
Speaker 1: it's more difficult because of COVID and the restrictions of things.
Speaker 1: But I also too, I don't I'm not forcing it,
Speaker 1: you know. I enjoy my life. I also enjoy my friends.
Speaker 1: I have really good people in my life that I
Speaker 1: don't need to have somebody in my life. I want
Speaker 1: to have somebody at the end of the time, but
Speaker 1: it doesn't I'm not pressed about it, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. That's why I feel like my time will
Speaker 1: come and my sounmate's out there, he's around the corner. Somewhere.
Speaker 1: He just hasn't found me yet. I just got to
Speaker 1: catch up.
Speaker 2: You know, I really don't see nothing wrong with dating apps.
Speaker 1: I think it's either for the right people, but for
Speaker 1: me myself because of you know, my past, you know,
Speaker 1: profession and things like that. You don't always get looked
Speaker 1: upon so nicely in those things, or they think it's
Speaker 1: fake or they think it's easy.
Speaker 2: Everybody wouldn't know though, but I mean it's because I
Speaker 2: wouldn't know. But I don't. I'm not like I don't
Speaker 2: know poorns. I don't know who's who, you know what
Speaker 2: I'm saying, So I wouldn't know.
Speaker 1: So that's why. But you're being a singular answer. That's
Speaker 1: for you personally, but like the people. But in LA,
Speaker 1: it's like everybody somebody, and nowadays people google people, people
Speaker 1: do whatever.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: I don't do any of that stuff, but people do.
Speaker 1: Like I've you know, I've had people on the couch
Speaker 1: so not talking about like they went to dating apps
Speaker 1: and they google them and then they're talking about their
Speaker 1: profession and asking all this stuff just because they want
Speaker 1: that knowledge, not because they like that person, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So it's like, what do you want
Speaker 1: from me, and I already have my own hang ups
Speaker 1: about what do you want from me? So that's not
Speaker 1: the right place for me to go. So I'd like
Speaker 1: to do it organically.
Speaker 2: Do you find like guys are and know your past
Speaker 2: or intimidated?
Speaker 1: I think they have been in the past in some senses.
Speaker 1: But I think that anybody who is worthy in being
Speaker 1: in my life and being an important role in my
Speaker 1: life wouldn't have to know and how to fit in.
Speaker 1: But I you know, if you make you the cut,
Speaker 1: then you do. But I can't change my past. I
Speaker 1: don't feel like it defines me the choices that I've made.
Speaker 1: It's a part of who I am, not who I
Speaker 1: am altogether.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: It's you know, I have no shame in what I
Speaker 1: used to do, But I feel like some people put
Speaker 1: a stigma on and that's why for me, it's like
Speaker 1: who are you trying to date? Alexis Taxis or Alexis
Speaker 1: You know, there's two different things. It's you know, a
Speaker 1: persona but you know, I.
Speaker 2: I've seening is it is it hard for you to
Speaker 2: be satisfied sexually? Yeah?
Speaker 1: No? For me. Again, I haven't done porn in over
Speaker 1: four or five years. But I think that being satisfied
Speaker 1: sexually is again knowing what you want and what your
Speaker 1: body needs. And I think that porn allowed me to
Speaker 1: kind of navigate those tools and figure out what I
Speaker 1: needed as a woman and embracing my curves and my
Speaker 1: body and all those intimate things that as a woman
Speaker 1: now being thirty six years old is it's even more
Speaker 1: apparent that that things are. You know, think but because
Speaker 1: I don't do porn and I don't do scenes of people,
Speaker 1: I don't have that intimacy all the time. So it
Speaker 1: definitely gives me satisfaction of doing all those things, not
Speaker 1: that I can't do it myself.
Speaker 2: Did you date when you were doing porn?
Speaker 1: I was married.
Speaker 2: How did he deal with that?
Speaker 1: He was in the business as well, he was, so
Speaker 1: it was it was normal.
Speaker 2: For both of y'all.
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know what normal means to you,
Speaker 1: but I mean it was.
Speaker 2: It wasn't It wasn't nobody had no kind of hang
Speaker 2: ups or not true.
Speaker 1: I think that. I mean, everybody has their own insecurities.
Speaker 1: Individuals or you can't ever in any situation, regardless if
Speaker 1: it's my business, your business, or anything like that, have
Speaker 1: their own hang ups of whatever it is. I think
Speaker 1: it's the insecurity. I think with us in my past relationship,
Speaker 1: we were very had an open communication of what we
Speaker 1: wanted and liked from what the scenes that we were
Speaker 1: doing what we wanted them to do and didn't and
Speaker 1: talked about it. So our work life had it wasn't
Speaker 1: an issue because it was talked about. But I mean
Speaker 1: other people can't always say the same either, but outside
Speaker 1: other things was it was not the thing. But yeah,
Speaker 1: last question, what you got from Miss Texas? This is
Speaker 1: the most. This is the most I've ever had for questions.
Speaker 2: I think that well, well, all right, I asked you this,
Speaker 2: like see like us, we're polly right. Some people think
Speaker 2: that's so weird. Would you ever be in a situation
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: I don't think that I personally could, but I think
Speaker 1: it's also situationally based as well. For me, it's because
Speaker 1: I myself having a partner that was in the industry,
Speaker 1: I didn't mind sharing to a point.