WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.040 --> 00:00:06.160 Welcome back to After Dark with Nikki, where we peel 2 00:00:06.160 --> 00:00:11.800 back the layers of desire, danger, and delicious depravity. Tonight's 3 00:00:11.839 --> 00:00:17.839 episode is tiled Public Risk Exhibitionism Confessions, a no holds 4 00:00:17.839 --> 00:00:21.600 barred deep dive into the stories where the line between 5 00:00:21.760 --> 00:00:26.640 safe and reckless blurs, and the thrill of exposure or 6 00:00:27.239 --> 00:00:32.119 almost exposure becomes the ultimate turn on. We've got to 7 00:00:32.159 --> 00:00:35.759 stack a listeners confessions that are equal parts heart pounding 8 00:00:36.000 --> 00:00:41.200 and filthy, each one pushing further into territory most people 9 00:00:41.280 --> 00:00:44.840 only fantasize about in the dark. Here's what coming up 10 00:00:45.479 --> 00:00:49.799 to get your pulse racing. A commuter who got groped 11 00:00:49.920 --> 00:00:53.679 on a packed rush hour bus by an anonymous hand. 12 00:00:54.479 --> 00:00:58.320 Instead of fighting it, she got so soaked she raced 13 00:00:58.359 --> 00:01:01.679 home to finger herself two three back to back orgasms. 14 00:01:02.439 --> 00:01:05.920 A weekend shopper who went brawless in a sheer tank 15 00:01:06.040 --> 00:01:10.359 and commando under the high slit skirt. No flashing, just 16 00:01:10.439 --> 00:01:14.760 the constant private what if buzzing through her every time 17 00:01:15.200 --> 00:01:19.200 a clerk stared or the wind shifted. And a mom 18 00:01:19.239 --> 00:01:23.079 who waited until her son's twenty something friends passed out 19 00:01:23.159 --> 00:01:26.519 on the living room couch, then masturbated in her bedroom 20 00:01:26.599 --> 00:01:30.200 door wide open and wrote her dildo on the kitchen 21 00:01:30.239 --> 00:01:34.239 counter and finally fucked it inches from where they sleeped. 22 00:01:35.000 --> 00:01:41.400 That and so so much more, and these raw, real 23 00:01:41.680 --> 00:01:46.879 boundary testing tales that mix adrenaline, arousal, and that addictive 24 00:01:47.000 --> 00:01:51.799 rush of almost all fully being seen. Were reading every 25 00:01:51.840 --> 00:01:54.680 word live, reacting to it and breaking down what makes 26 00:01:54.719 --> 00:02:01.040 these moments so intoxicating. But first, today's question for you, 27 00:02:01.840 --> 00:02:06.079 what is the riskiest public or semi public place you 28 00:02:06.079 --> 00:02:10.319 have ever gotten off or almost gotten off? And what 29 00:02:10.439 --> 00:02:13.919 was the one detail, a sound, a glance, a near 30 00:02:14.000 --> 00:02:18.599 miss that either saved you or pushed you over the edge. 31 00:02:18.680 --> 00:02:21.080 You can drop your stories in my DM or in 32 00:02:21.280 --> 00:02:25.280 the chat right now on Discord, or you can email 33 00:02:25.280 --> 00:02:28.919 them anonymously at dearniki dot com under the confessions tab, 34 00:02:29.639 --> 00:02:34.400 or send them right over and buy email at Nikki 35 00:02:34.639 --> 00:02:39.240 in Ikky at dearnigki dot com. I want to hear 36 00:02:39.280 --> 00:02:44.039 the full details, the fear, the heat, and the athemat 37 00:02:45.039 --> 00:02:50.439 so stick around. We're about to get very, very filthy, 38 00:02:51.599 --> 00:02:57.000 and before we begin down that dirty, dirty gnolly spot, 39 00:02:57.759 --> 00:03:01.360 it's time for our rental Aret off. Small and cute, 40 00:03:02.199 --> 00:03:05.080 but the more you play with me, the bigger and 41 00:03:05.159 --> 00:03:09.319 harder I get. When I'm finally at my biggest I 42 00:03:09.439 --> 00:03:14.159 explode all over your face and you usually swallow most 43 00:03:14.199 --> 00:03:18.319 of what comes out when am I And of course, 44 00:03:18.719 --> 00:03:22.120 as always, the answer is at the end of our show. 45 00:03:23.360 --> 00:03:27.680 You know what time it is. It's time to sit back, relax, 46 00:03:28.639 --> 00:03:32.120 Let's have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, of course, 47 00:03:33.000 --> 00:03:36.879 and explore some erotic fantasies from people just like you 48 00:03:36.960 --> 00:03:40.400 and me. Dear Nikki, I need to get this off 49 00:03:40.479 --> 00:03:44.479 my chest because it's been consuming my thoughts lately, and 50 00:03:44.520 --> 00:03:47.960 the mix of excitement and guilt is driving me wild. 51 00:03:48.479 --> 00:03:52.199 I travel a ton on public transport. Buses and trains 52 00:03:52.280 --> 00:03:56.960 are just so convenient, cheap, and always running. The downside 53 00:03:57.080 --> 00:04:00.960 is the insane rush hour crowds. It's mostly packed with 54 00:04:01.000 --> 00:04:04.719 bin during those times, bodies pressed everywhere, and it could 55 00:04:04.719 --> 00:04:09.840 feel super uncomfortable, or at least it used to. A 56 00:04:09.879 --> 00:04:11.960 few weeks ago, I was heading home in the evening 57 00:04:12.000 --> 00:04:15.080 on a pack bus. It was one of those sardine 58 00:04:15.120 --> 00:04:19.079 canned situations where you can't even turn around. I end 59 00:04:19.199 --> 00:04:22.360 up squeezed between this random guy behind me and a 60 00:04:22.399 --> 00:04:25.800 middle aged woman in front. Halfway through the ride, I 61 00:04:25.839 --> 00:04:28.839 felt a hand land on my ass. With the crowd 62 00:04:28.920 --> 00:04:32.600 so tight, I couldn't shift away or even turn to 63 00:04:32.639 --> 00:04:36.560 see who it was. At first I froze, but then 64 00:04:36.600 --> 00:04:41.079 the hand started moving, slowly, stroking over my denim shorts. 65 00:04:41.920 --> 00:04:45.800 I should have been mad or scared, the fuck it 66 00:04:45.879 --> 00:04:51.879 turned me on like instantly. The touching got boulder squeezing, massaging, 67 00:04:51.959 --> 00:04:55.560 kneading my ass hard, and my body just betrayed me. 68 00:04:56.279 --> 00:04:59.839 My pussy started throbbing. I got so wet I could 69 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:02.800 I feel it soaking through, and I was clinching my 70 00:05:02.879 --> 00:05:06.680 thighs trying not to moan right there. By the time 71 00:05:06.680 --> 00:05:08.959 I got off the bus, I was shaking with need. 72 00:05:09.560 --> 00:05:12.480 The second I walk through my door, I stripped naked, 73 00:05:12.839 --> 00:05:16.439 threw myself on the bed, and finger fucked myself like crazy. 74 00:05:17.319 --> 00:05:21.160 I came three times in a row, hard, replaying every 75 00:05:21.199 --> 00:05:24.800 second of that anonymous hand on me. Now I can't 76 00:05:24.800 --> 00:05:28.439 stop thinking about it. Every time I step on to 77 00:05:28.560 --> 00:05:32.360 a crowded bus or train, my heart races with this 78 00:05:32.519 --> 00:05:36.160 twisted anticipation. Part of me wants it to happen again, 79 00:05:36.800 --> 00:05:40.199 wants some stranger to take advantage of the rush to 80 00:05:40.279 --> 00:05:44.560 grope me, squeeze me, maybe even slip a hand somewhere 81 00:05:44.560 --> 00:05:48.279 more risky while no one can see. The thought alone 82 00:05:48.319 --> 00:05:51.720 makes me tripping wet. I have to excuse myself to 83 00:05:51.759 --> 00:05:55.040 the bathroom at work, sometimes just to touch myself to 84 00:05:55.079 --> 00:05:58.600 take the edge off. But then rational part kicks in. 85 00:05:59.279 --> 00:06:03.720 It's Grissy's could go wrong in miss so many ways, 86 00:06:04.480 --> 00:06:08.279 someone could get aggressive or worse, and I know it's 87 00:06:08.319 --> 00:06:12.199 not safe or something I should chase. Yet the urge 88 00:06:12.240 --> 00:06:15.639 is so strong, the seek thrill of being touched without 89 00:06:15.680 --> 00:06:20.279 permission in public, of getting off on the danger or 90 00:06:20.319 --> 00:06:24.360 a nomininity. It's become this full blown kink I didn't 91 00:06:24.360 --> 00:06:27.839 ask for. I'm stuck in this dilemma. Do I keep 92 00:06:27.879 --> 00:06:31.560 writing a crowded transport and secretly hope it happens again, 93 00:06:32.319 --> 00:06:35.240 maybe even position myself in a way that invites it. 94 00:06:36.120 --> 00:06:38.079 Or do I try to shut it down before I 95 00:06:38.160 --> 00:06:42.079 get myself into real trouble. What do you think, Nikki? 96 00:06:42.839 --> 00:06:45.240 Have any of your listeners dealt with something like this? 97 00:06:46.160 --> 00:06:48.040 Is it just a hot fantasy I should keep in 98 00:06:48.079 --> 00:06:51.920 my head and my bedroom, or is there a way 99 00:06:51.959 --> 00:06:56.480 to explore it safely without crossing the lines. Thanks for reading. 100 00:06:56.519 --> 00:07:01.839 My filthy confession. I feel lighter just typing out and honestly, 101 00:07:02.519 --> 00:07:09.800 one or two hogs and kisses a conflicted commuter. Ah well, honestly, 102 00:07:09.839 --> 00:07:13.480 I'm stuck in logic land like yourself. You know, the 103 00:07:13.519 --> 00:07:18.199 things that could go wrong, you know, I've we've had 104 00:07:18.240 --> 00:07:20.600 co one kind of like this. So obviously there's someone 105 00:07:20.680 --> 00:07:25.439 in the same boat as you, or train or commute. 106 00:07:26.279 --> 00:07:31.639 And I immediately went to there's porn actually for this, 107 00:07:31.959 --> 00:07:35.240 and that's where I first stumbled onto it. And I 108 00:07:35.279 --> 00:07:38.000 can't believe I didn't even think of it. I mean, 109 00:07:38.199 --> 00:07:40.600 you kind of think of it like in a crowded elevator. 110 00:07:40.600 --> 00:07:42.759 I mean, it's been in movies where you know, the 111 00:07:42.800 --> 00:07:47.560 guy accidentally drops something or picks something up and his 112 00:07:47.680 --> 00:07:51.879 hand slides up your thigh and maybe he'll figure you 113 00:07:52.040 --> 00:07:53.759 right there for a little bit and bring you to 114 00:07:53.759 --> 00:07:56.439 the edge till you get to the room. So there's 115 00:07:56.480 --> 00:07:59.839 always that, But that never led me to a stranger, 116 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:03.680 which is very odd. So my question for you, if 117 00:08:03.720 --> 00:08:09.279 you were in a crowded commute sardine style and someone 118 00:08:09.360 --> 00:08:15.120 started to touch you intimately, would you stop them? Logically 119 00:08:15.160 --> 00:08:19.800 I would, but I have to agree with the conflicted commuter. 120 00:08:20.639 --> 00:08:26.839 This is oh so very very hot. Dear Nikki, I've 121 00:08:26.839 --> 00:08:29.560 got this confession that's been simmering in me all week, 122 00:08:30.160 --> 00:08:33.039 and I can't stop replaying it. I need to spill 123 00:08:33.039 --> 00:08:35.679 it on the live show, because saying it out loud 124 00:08:36.200 --> 00:08:39.720 might make it feel even dirtier, or maybe help me 125 00:08:39.759 --> 00:08:42.360 figure out if I'm crazy for loving it so much. 126 00:08:43.360 --> 00:08:46.200 Last weekend, I took my friend to the next town 127 00:08:46.320 --> 00:08:50.000 over for some shopping. Nothing wild, just heading up a 128 00:08:50.039 --> 00:08:54.440 few stores, grabbing coffee, the usual. But weekends are my 129 00:08:55.120 --> 00:08:59.639 no work clothes rule, so I dressed super casual cute, 130 00:09:00.240 --> 00:09:03.200 a fitted black tank top that's thin enough you can 131 00:09:03.360 --> 00:09:07.679 see every detail when the light hits just right. And yeah, 132 00:09:08.440 --> 00:09:12.120 I skipped the braw completely. My nipples were just there, 133 00:09:12.279 --> 00:09:16.480 poking against the fabric whenever it got a little chilly 134 00:09:17.080 --> 00:09:21.200 or moved too fast. Then the bottom half this longish, 135 00:09:21.480 --> 00:09:25.240 flowy skirt with a wide slit up one side that 136 00:09:25.399 --> 00:09:29.840 shows off almost my whole leg when I walk, and 137 00:09:30.000 --> 00:09:34.799 underneath it a tiny short underskirt thing that barely counts 138 00:09:34.799 --> 00:09:42.399 as coverage. And pannies. Nope, not a single stitch. I 139 00:09:42.440 --> 00:09:45.240 don't get off flashing people or trying to get caught. 140 00:09:45.679 --> 00:09:49.000 That's not my thing. But the whole time we were out, 141 00:09:49.440 --> 00:09:53.480 this quiet, filthy, little voice in my head kept whispering, 142 00:09:54.159 --> 00:09:58.559 what if? What if the slit parted just right when 143 00:09:58.559 --> 00:10:01.360 I bent to look at the shoe use. What if 144 00:10:01.360 --> 00:10:04.960 a breeze caught the skirt while we were walking between scores. 145 00:10:05.759 --> 00:10:08.840 What if someone behind me on the escalator got a 146 00:10:08.960 --> 00:10:12.919 clear view straight up my bare pussy. I wasn't doing 147 00:10:12.960 --> 00:10:16.519 anything obvious, but I was so aware of how naked 148 00:10:17.080 --> 00:10:20.960 I was under there, air brushing against my lips with 149 00:10:21.159 --> 00:10:26.279 every step, thigh sliding together, getting a little slicker every 150 00:10:26.320 --> 00:10:29.279 time I caught a guye's eyes lingering on my chest 151 00:10:29.840 --> 00:10:33.279 or tracking down were that slit opened up? As I 152 00:10:33.320 --> 00:10:36.679 sat down, A couple of the store guys hit on me. 153 00:10:37.120 --> 00:10:41.919 Nothing aggressive, just the usual flirty comments, compliments on the outfit, 154 00:10:42.519 --> 00:10:46.960 asking if I needed any help finding anything. Every time 155 00:10:47.000 --> 00:10:49.720 it happened, I felt my nipples tightened under the tank, 156 00:10:50.240 --> 00:10:53.240 felt the pulse between my legs, Knowing they had no 157 00:10:53.399 --> 00:10:58.399 clue I was completely bare underneath. I kept wondering did 158 00:10:58.440 --> 00:11:01.279 any of them suspect? Could they tell there was no 159 00:11:01.399 --> 00:11:05.279 panty lines when I turned or sat. Did they imagine 160 00:11:05.279 --> 00:11:07.600 what it would feel like to slide a hand up 161 00:11:07.639 --> 00:11:11.720 the open slit and find nothing but warm, wet skin. 162 00:11:12.639 --> 00:11:15.600 My friend was right there the whole time, chatting, laughing, 163 00:11:16.200 --> 00:11:18.960 introducing me to a couple of her family members and 164 00:11:19.080 --> 00:11:23.720 friends we ran into. She had zero idea. She was 165 00:11:23.759 --> 00:11:26.600 showing me off like a cute, put together shopping buddy, 166 00:11:27.039 --> 00:11:30.120 while I was secretly dripping at the thought of how 167 00:11:30.240 --> 00:11:32.720 easy it would be for some one to discover my 168 00:11:32.759 --> 00:11:36.519 little secret. I didn't flash any one, I didn't push it, 169 00:11:37.200 --> 00:11:41.399 but the entire afternoon I was low key throbbing, role 170 00:11:41.440 --> 00:11:44.720 playing every what if stere owned my head. By the 171 00:11:44.759 --> 00:11:47.559 time I got home, I was so worked up I 172 00:11:47.639 --> 00:11:49.720 barely made it to my room before my hand was 173 00:11:49.759 --> 00:11:53.240 between my legs, rubbing circles over my clit while I 174 00:11:53.360 --> 00:11:57.000 pictured one of those clerks following me into a changing room, 175 00:11:57.519 --> 00:12:02.240 pushing the skirt aside and finding a exactly how bare 176 00:12:02.399 --> 00:12:05.759 I already was. It's not like I want to go 177 00:12:05.919 --> 00:12:10.360 full exhibitionist next time, but fuck, the risk felt so 178 00:12:10.519 --> 00:12:14.399 good without crossing any real lines. I keep thinking about 179 00:12:14.480 --> 00:12:17.639 doing it again. Maybe pick a skirt with the even 180 00:12:17.879 --> 00:12:21.879 higher slit or thinner top on a windier day, just 181 00:12:22.039 --> 00:12:25.960 enough to keep that private buzz going. Have any of 182 00:12:26.000 --> 00:12:28.480 your callers confess to getting off on this kind of 183 00:12:28.559 --> 00:12:33.639 subtable deniable exposure. Should I keep it as by Dirty's 184 00:12:33.639 --> 00:12:36.519 little solo fantasy or is there a safe way to 185 00:12:36.600 --> 00:12:40.919 chase that feeling a tiny bit more without actually showing 186 00:12:40.960 --> 00:12:44.279 the world. I'm already wet just typing this out for 187 00:12:44.399 --> 00:12:47.480 the show. I can't wait to hear you what everyone 188 00:12:47.480 --> 00:12:53.240 else thinks about it, Your secret weekend slut, Hello, secret 189 00:12:54.039 --> 00:13:00.200 weekend slut. How are you m oh somewhere safely? As 190 00:13:00.200 --> 00:13:03.240 I read that, I was trying to think, and if 191 00:13:03.399 --> 00:13:08.240 you happened to know somebody where you work or work differently, 192 00:13:08.919 --> 00:13:10.919 that could be a way that you can role play 193 00:13:11.000 --> 00:13:16.720 it and go for it. Yeah, I don't. There's got 194 00:13:16.759 --> 00:13:17.879 to be a way that you can do it and 195 00:13:17.879 --> 00:13:19.519 can get away with it. But I think it'd have 196 00:13:19.519 --> 00:13:21.519 to be a lot of role play or dating someone 197 00:13:21.559 --> 00:13:26.919 in retail that would do this and risk their job. Hello, 198 00:13:27.080 --> 00:13:31.679 you made it, So I just got done? Maybe I 199 00:13:31.720 --> 00:13:36.679 can so I just got done asking a question. Maybe 200 00:13:36.840 --> 00:13:39.519 you just popped in right after a story. Good timing, though, 201 00:13:40.399 --> 00:13:45.120 so should seem see if I can ask you this. 202 00:13:46.360 --> 00:13:52.159 So this woman wants to have like a subtle denial exposure, 203 00:13:52.440 --> 00:13:55.279 Like she wore a tank top kind of see through 204 00:13:55.360 --> 00:13:57.200 you could see your nipples and a skirt with a 205 00:13:57.320 --> 00:14:01.120 really eye slit, and she had this fantasy about, you know, 206 00:14:01.399 --> 00:14:03.720 maybe finding a way to act on it in public. 207 00:14:04.879 --> 00:14:10.120 Should she keep her little dirty solo fantasy or she's there? 208 00:14:10.639 --> 00:14:14.480 Should she safe find a safe way to chase that 209 00:14:14.519 --> 00:14:18.279 feeling a tiny bit more without actually showing the world. 210 00:14:19.159 --> 00:14:21.159 And the only way I could think of, and maybe 211 00:14:21.200 --> 00:14:23.679 you can help me with this, Cassie, is I told 212 00:14:23.720 --> 00:14:25.600 her to maybe date a guy or have a one 213 00:14:25.679 --> 00:14:28.679 night stand with a guy that worked retail that could 214 00:14:28.759 --> 00:14:31.759 kind of give them that experience, because that was in 215 00:14:31.799 --> 00:14:36.759 the confession as well. I really can't think of a 216 00:14:36.759 --> 00:14:40.720 way to have retail sex without making sure someone in 217 00:14:40.759 --> 00:14:45.600 retail was involved in it somehow. So what do you guys, 218 00:14:45.679 --> 00:14:48.159 what do you think as a woman, how would you 219 00:14:48.159 --> 00:14:51.840 pull it off? Yeah, it's hot, but it'd be really 220 00:14:51.919 --> 00:14:55.519 tough to do that one. I think that one, for 221 00:14:55.720 --> 00:15:00.360 various un restable reasons, we should keep that too based 222 00:15:00.360 --> 00:15:03.200 in the tube. I mean, you could set it up, 223 00:15:03.240 --> 00:15:07.200 but unless she's into role playing, it wouldn't give her 224 00:15:07.200 --> 00:15:11.159 that spontaneous feel. I mean, you could set up easily, 225 00:15:11.279 --> 00:15:16.200 like at a resort that allows role play in this 226 00:15:16.279 --> 00:15:18.679 situation that would set something up like this for her. 227 00:15:19.000 --> 00:15:21.279 Or maybe they having connections in town. I know one 228 00:15:21.279 --> 00:15:24.799 that does that. Possibly they could pull this off and 229 00:15:24.799 --> 00:15:27.600 get her what she wants. But I think it'd be 230 00:15:27.639 --> 00:15:32.480 a little difficult because of X you know, outside factors 231 00:15:32.480 --> 00:15:36.519 that you don't really factor in or hard to That's 232 00:15:36.519 --> 00:15:41.039 what I said. Find someone in retail. Yeah, so she 233 00:15:41.120 --> 00:15:47.879 has our answer, Dear Nikki. Last night I did it again, 234 00:15:48.320 --> 00:15:51.519 and it was even riskier than before. My son had 235 00:15:51.559 --> 00:15:53.919 a couple of his friends over, guys in their twenties 236 00:15:53.960 --> 00:15:57.080 for a sleepover. They always crash in the living room 237 00:15:57.159 --> 00:16:01.000 on the pullout sofa bed wants. Everyone whined down while 238 00:16:01.000 --> 00:16:04.200 my boys head to their own rooms. I waited until 239 00:16:04.240 --> 00:16:09.440 the house went completely quiet, lights off, everyone storing or 240 00:16:09.480 --> 00:16:13.440 at least settled. Then I cracked my bedroom door wide open, 241 00:16:14.039 --> 00:16:17.240 the one that looks straight out into the living room, 242 00:16:17.600 --> 00:16:21.559 and stripped completely naked. I lay back on my bed, 243 00:16:21.840 --> 00:16:26.399 legs spread wide facing that open doorway. Total darkness hid 244 00:16:26.440 --> 00:16:30.159 me mostly, but anyone who woke up and glanced that 245 00:16:30.279 --> 00:16:32.600 way would have seen the outline of me in the 246 00:16:32.600 --> 00:16:36.799 moonlight if it hit just right. I started touching myself 247 00:16:36.879 --> 00:16:41.480 right there, two fingers plunging deep into my soaked pussy. 248 00:16:42.039 --> 00:16:44.960 On my other hand, worked my clit in tight circles. 249 00:16:45.720 --> 00:16:48.159 I had to bite my lips so hard to keep 250 00:16:48.200 --> 00:16:51.480 the moans and little grunts locked away in my throat. 251 00:16:52.200 --> 00:16:55.679 The room was dead silent except for the esne wet, 252 00:16:55.720 --> 00:16:59.879 squelching sounds of my fingers pumping in and out. It 253 00:17:00.080 --> 00:17:03.519 felt deafening in the quiet, like the whole house could 254 00:17:03.559 --> 00:17:07.039 hear how sloppy and desperate I was. I could hear 255 00:17:07.079 --> 00:17:11.319 the friends snoring out there, deep statty breasts. I knew 256 00:17:11.319 --> 00:17:15.279 they were out cold. That safely let me go harder. 257 00:17:16.000 --> 00:17:19.599 I rubbed my clit like a frantic, needy slut until 258 00:17:19.640 --> 00:17:22.880 the FoST first orgasm hit me like a freight train. 259 00:17:23.720 --> 00:17:27.440 I'd been edging myself all week, so the release was insane, 260 00:17:27.960 --> 00:17:33.079 body shaking, pussy clenching around my fingers. I barely caught 261 00:17:33.119 --> 00:17:36.759 my breath before the second one rolled through me even stronger. 262 00:17:37.440 --> 00:17:41.400 But I wasn't done, not even close. I slipped off 263 00:17:41.400 --> 00:17:44.680 the bed, grabbed my favorite dildo at eight and a 264 00:17:44.759 --> 00:17:49.359 half inch clear one with a suction cup, and tiptoed 265 00:17:49.400 --> 00:17:53.119 to the kitchen. I stuck it right on the countertop, 266 00:17:53.519 --> 00:17:57.720 climbed up and lowered myself onto it. Being up there 267 00:17:57.920 --> 00:18:03.119 felt so exposed, like I was on the stage, legs spread, tits, bouncing, 268 00:18:03.559 --> 00:18:06.599 riding it hard while the house slept around me. I 269 00:18:06.640 --> 00:18:12.440 fucked myself senseless, chasing three or more shattering orgasms. The 270 00:18:12.480 --> 00:18:16.160 counter was slick, sticky mess when I finally slid off, 271 00:18:16.599 --> 00:18:20.519 thighs trembling. Then I did the thing that still makes 272 00:18:20.559 --> 00:18:23.559 my heart race just thinking about it. I carried the 273 00:18:23.599 --> 00:18:26.640 dildo back to the living room, stuck it to the floor, 274 00:18:26.839 --> 00:18:30.839 right behind the couch where those boys were sleeping. Inches 275 00:18:30.880 --> 00:18:33.440 away from them. I gripped the back of the couch 276 00:18:33.480 --> 00:18:37.200 for balance, straddled it, and sank down on that thick 277 00:18:37.319 --> 00:18:41.880 shaft again. This time I had to be deathly quiet. 278 00:18:42.759 --> 00:18:49.680 They were right there, one twitch, one cough, one sleepy rollover, 279 00:18:50.440 --> 00:18:53.799 and they had seen me naked and paled, riding like 280 00:18:53.839 --> 00:18:57.359 a hore in the dark. My nipples dragged against the 281 00:18:57.440 --> 00:18:59.920 rough fabric of the couch as I pressed my chest 282 00:19:00.160 --> 00:19:04.759 close using it to muffle any accidental sounds. The fear 283 00:19:04.839 --> 00:19:08.400 was electric. Every creak of the floor, every shift from 284 00:19:08.480 --> 00:19:12.079 one of them sent adrelline spiking through me while I 285 00:19:12.119 --> 00:19:16.200 ground down harder. I came twice more like that, silent, 286 00:19:16.640 --> 00:19:20.880 violent orgasms that left me dizzy and dripping. I finally 287 00:19:20.920 --> 00:19:23.839 crept back to my room, climb into bed, and touch 288 00:19:23.880 --> 00:19:29.440 myself one last time, slow, this time savoring the aftershocks 289 00:19:30.119 --> 00:19:34.559 before passing out completely spent. I've never came so many 290 00:19:34.559 --> 00:19:37.599 times in one night. My body was racked sore in 291 00:19:37.680 --> 00:19:41.680 the best way, but I was floating on pure satisfaction. 292 00:19:42.559 --> 00:19:45.240 I'm addicted to this now, the risk of being caught 293 00:19:45.799 --> 00:19:49.559 by my son's friends, clueless guys who have no idea 294 00:19:50.000 --> 00:19:54.000 what their friend mom does when they're asleep. It's becoming 295 00:19:54.039 --> 00:19:58.920 this dark, filthy obsession. I craved that razor edge danger 296 00:19:59.200 --> 00:20:02.920 more every time. Nikki, what do you think? Am I 297 00:20:03.079 --> 00:20:06.759 spiraling too far? Or is this just the kind of 298 00:20:06.839 --> 00:20:10.799 secret thrill some of us need to feel alive? Have 299 00:20:10.920 --> 00:20:13.599 any of your callers confessed of something this close to 300 00:20:13.640 --> 00:20:16.920 the line. I need to know I'm not the only 301 00:20:16.960 --> 00:20:20.119 one losing my mind over it. Thanks for holding a 302 00:20:20.160 --> 00:20:24.160 space for my dirtiest secrets. Typing this out as me 303 00:20:24.200 --> 00:20:29.240 wet all over again a very risky, mom, I'd call 304 00:20:29.319 --> 00:20:35.160 that very risky. Ah, this is a no for me. 305 00:20:35.480 --> 00:20:38.400 That's a little too risky for me. You liked it 306 00:20:38.519 --> 00:20:42.519 or no? Okay? So how far would you go, Cassie me? 307 00:20:42.640 --> 00:20:44.319 I would if if you and I were to do it, 308 00:20:44.319 --> 00:20:46.640 I would say, okay, I'm I'm to the point where 309 00:20:46.680 --> 00:20:50.200 maybe to the kitchen. Maybe. Then you'll like the first 310 00:20:50.240 --> 00:20:54.039 confession that you missed out on. It's about a train 311 00:20:54.160 --> 00:20:55.839 or a bus. If they didn't go into they just 312 00:20:55.839 --> 00:20:58.599 said other. So you'll find the first one that you 313 00:20:58.680 --> 00:21:01.240 missed out on really good. I don't have any kids either, 314 00:21:01.359 --> 00:21:03.880 so we may have to just borrow some twenty year 315 00:21:03.880 --> 00:21:05.039 olds and throw them in the living room. What do 316 00:21:05.079 --> 00:21:09.799 you think though, for me? If once you start listening 317 00:21:09.839 --> 00:21:13.079 to me, I like them a lot older. You know, 318 00:21:13.119 --> 00:21:16.400 I like a good silver fox. So you'll find that 319 00:21:16.440 --> 00:21:23.640 out about me. Oh nice, fisted on the bus? You 320 00:21:23.680 --> 00:21:29.000 were fisted? Wow, So you like the You'll have to 321 00:21:29.039 --> 00:21:33.440 tell me after you go back and listen later. You'll 322 00:21:33.440 --> 00:21:36.880 have to tell me what you think about the first story. Okay, 323 00:21:37.079 --> 00:21:41.000 so the first one was about a woman that got 324 00:21:42.079 --> 00:21:44.799 she was I'm thinking it's a commuter train, is the 325 00:21:44.839 --> 00:21:47.480 way it kind of sounded, And she was already packed 326 00:21:47.480 --> 00:21:50.160 into there and she got fingered and didn't know who 327 00:21:50.359 --> 00:21:53.359 and went back and masturbated to it. You'll have to 328 00:21:53.440 --> 00:21:56.720 listen to it, though, now I'm dying. You're gonna have 329 00:21:56.720 --> 00:22:01.640 to write the whole Do you love getting risky in public? Wow? 330 00:22:01.720 --> 00:22:04.640 You'll have to tell me about it or write in 331 00:22:04.920 --> 00:22:06.680 if you can. You know, if you decide right, it 332 00:22:06.680 --> 00:22:10.880 doesn't have to be really long like these. Oh amazing, 333 00:22:11.000 --> 00:22:13.599 I love that. Well. We cannot wait to hear it. 334 00:22:13.960 --> 00:22:16.279 I know Darcy Will he's never ond with me, but 335 00:22:16.359 --> 00:22:18.240 he's my editor. As you'll find out as you keep 336 00:22:18.279 --> 00:22:21.240 listening to me, he's the one that puts the shows 337 00:22:21.640 --> 00:22:26.640 together for me. So yeah, dear Nikki, I've got to 338 00:22:26.720 --> 00:22:29.880 spill this one because it still gets me rock hard 339 00:22:30.599 --> 00:22:34.000 just remembering it, and honestly, I need to hear what 340 00:22:34.039 --> 00:22:38.039 your listeners think about how far this escalated. Back in July, 341 00:22:38.200 --> 00:22:40.440 I was chatting with this woman on fet life for 342 00:22:40.440 --> 00:22:43.759 a couple of weeks. She was flirty, kinky as hell, 343 00:22:44.440 --> 00:22:47.880 and she wanted to do a public meet first, a 344 00:22:47.960 --> 00:22:51.000 casual walk to feel out the vibes before we actually 345 00:22:51.000 --> 00:22:55.680 hooked up. Sounded low key, so we picked the super 346 00:22:55.759 --> 00:22:59.160 popular walking trail that loops around the big lake right 347 00:22:59.279 --> 00:23:05.359 near the downtown. It's always packed families, joggers, cyclists, dog walkers, tourists, 348 00:23:05.480 --> 00:23:09.839 the works. We met around seven p m. Still broad daylight, 349 00:23:10.319 --> 00:23:14.079 sun blazing, trail buzzing with people. We found a bench 350 00:23:14.160 --> 00:23:16.920 with a decent view of the water, sat down and 351 00:23:17.000 --> 00:23:22.440 started chatting like normal people, small talk, laughs, testing the chemistry. 352 00:23:23.119 --> 00:23:26.440 Then out of nowhere, she slides her hand up the 353 00:23:26.519 --> 00:23:30.400 leg of my shorts, no warning, just her fingers wrapped 354 00:23:30.400 --> 00:23:34.960 around my already hard cock, stroking me slow and firm 355 00:23:35.480 --> 00:23:39.200 right there on the bench. My heart slammed into my ribs. 356 00:23:39.599 --> 00:23:44.240 People were streaming past behind us every few seconds, bikes 357 00:23:44.240 --> 00:23:47.759 whizzing by, voices carrying on the breeze. She didn't care. 358 00:23:48.440 --> 00:23:51.720 She tugged my shorts down just enough to keep my 359 00:23:51.839 --> 00:23:55.799 cock fully out in the open air, stroking me with 360 00:23:55.880 --> 00:24:01.119 these confident, teasing pools while I tried and failed tack casual. 361 00:24:02.119 --> 00:24:05.559 Next thing I know, she's shifting ass up in the air, 362 00:24:05.720 --> 00:24:09.799 like she's stretching or something innocent, but really, She's bending 363 00:24:09.839 --> 00:24:13.039 over to take me in her mouth, full on, blowing 364 00:24:13.079 --> 00:24:17.359 me on this public bench on Golden Hour, her head bobbing, 365 00:24:17.599 --> 00:24:21.079 lips tight around me, tongue working the under side while 366 00:24:21.119 --> 00:24:25.119 I'm scanning the trail like a paranoid hawk. She was 367 00:24:25.119 --> 00:24:28.720 wearing these tight jean shorts with no panties underneath. I 368 00:24:28.759 --> 00:24:32.680 could tell because when I reached back, my fingers slid 369 00:24:33.000 --> 00:24:37.880 straight inturpussey, no barrier. I fingered her deep while she 370 00:24:37.960 --> 00:24:41.480 sucked me, keeping one eye on the path. We had 371 00:24:41.559 --> 00:24:43.960 to freeze and pretend we were just talking. A couple 372 00:24:43.960 --> 00:24:48.119 of times literally, people walking ten feet behind us, close 373 00:24:48.240 --> 00:24:51.599 enough to hear any noise we made. One jogger even 374 00:24:51.599 --> 00:24:54.480 glanced over, but she kept going like it was dohing. 375 00:24:55.319 --> 00:24:58.960 She eventually dropped fully between my legs, hidden by a 376 00:24:59.000 --> 00:25:03.880 little bench angle, and went down deep, sloppy and determined. 377 00:25:04.559 --> 00:25:07.960 I couldn't hold back. I came hard down her throat 378 00:25:08.160 --> 00:25:12.079 while a family with kids bike passed maybe fifteen feet away. 379 00:25:12.920 --> 00:25:16.400 She swallowed every drop, sat back up with this smug 380 00:25:16.440 --> 00:25:20.279 little smile, wiped her mouth like she'd just finished a snack, 381 00:25:21.000 --> 00:25:24.960 and we kept chatting like nothing happened. A week later, 382 00:25:25.039 --> 00:25:27.799 we met up in a hotel room. She invited one 383 00:25:27.799 --> 00:25:31.960 of her other friends with benefits to watch. I fisted 384 00:25:31.960 --> 00:25:36.200 her on the bed, slow at first, then deeper, moaning 385 00:25:36.279 --> 00:25:39.359 and soaking my arm, while the other guy jerked off 386 00:25:39.359 --> 00:25:42.880 in the chair, eyes glued on to us. Once she 387 00:25:42.960 --> 00:25:46.559 came around my hand, shaking and cursing, he took his 388 00:25:46.640 --> 00:25:50.039 turn and fucked her senseless while I watched and recovered. 389 00:25:50.759 --> 00:25:54.200 It was a filthy and intense and felt like we 390 00:25:54.200 --> 00:25:57.720 were the perfect payoff to that risky trail blow job. 391 00:25:58.720 --> 00:26:02.319 That public wrist on looks something in me. The daylight, 392 00:26:02.440 --> 00:26:05.359 constant stream of strangers, the fact we almost got caught 393 00:26:05.559 --> 00:26:10.839 multiple times. It was terrifying and exhilarating in equal measure. Now, 394 00:26:10.880 --> 00:26:13.519 every time I walk that trail, I get half hard 395 00:26:13.559 --> 00:26:18.240 thinking about it. Have any of you done something this 396 00:26:18.400 --> 00:26:21.599 bold and broad daylight? Is this the kind of public 397 00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:24.720 play that stays a hot one off? Or does it 398 00:26:24.880 --> 00:26:29.599 make you crave pushing the line further next time? Thanks 399 00:26:29.599 --> 00:26:33.079 for letting me confess this live. I'm already throbbing again, 400 00:26:33.279 --> 00:26:37.559 typing it out at trailblazer who can't stop replaying it. 401 00:26:38.480 --> 00:26:44.039