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<v Speaker 1>Glue to these screens.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a plot to drop the high Q, fighting the

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<v Speaker 2>monsichemer the rumors that don't like you.

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<v Speaker 3>Lacrom has cropped the melancholi with the wood Banza Holly

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<v Speaker 3>suggestions out of flicker rates of camel plaza Holly.

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<v Speaker 2>That's up the mental dorobbery, execute us up, rely hypocrisy.

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<v Speaker 3>It is doctor Ree and black the top with me.

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<v Speaker 3>Put the hands up to touch the acasta gets you know,

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<v Speaker 3>deep down is something bigger than your.

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<v Speaker 4>Walley sweet eternal violence fall. It is good, true, and

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<v Speaker 4>beautiful friends, Welcome back to Rogue Soul, where today we're

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<v Speaker 4>talking about the atrocious women and their atrocious behavior, continuing

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<v Speaker 4>on in this theme. It's been a theme now, it's

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<v Speaker 4>been a progression rather of the sort of destruction of

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<v Speaker 4>the ability of females to uphold a sort of adult,

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<v Speaker 4>whole heeled you know self to the world and interact

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<v Speaker 4>in a responsible way with all that occurs in this world.

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<v Speaker 4>Degradation of all of that, just a slipping into the

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<v Speaker 4>madness and insanity that is cluster b and cluster be

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<v Speaker 4>adjacent behaviors. Cluster b like behaviors our culture. In fact,

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<v Speaker 4>if you know, if you've been thinking about it, If

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<v Speaker 4>you've been following me for long enough, you realize our

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<v Speaker 4>entire culture is essentially cluster b promoting and enshrining and

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<v Speaker 4>self responsibility attacking. Right, Anybody who promotes self responsibility, self

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<v Speaker 4>healing is attacked because that's the codependent way, that's the

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<v Speaker 4>enabling way, that's the groupthink way, and that's the world

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<v Speaker 4>that we're in, and social media only enhances this. Will

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<v Speaker 4>be careful, however, as always, to not blame social media.

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<v Speaker 4>Social media, in fact, is just the tool by which

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<v Speaker 4>it is neutral, and it's not wielded neutrally by people

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<v Speaker 4>with a lot of power, that's for sure, and that's blameworthy,

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<v Speaker 4>that's noticeable, criticizable, But the way we use it is

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<v Speaker 4>up to us. You don't have to be there, and

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<v Speaker 4>when you are there, you can use it responsibly. So,

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<v Speaker 4>just like any other tool, it's up to you. So

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<v Speaker 4>social media isn't at fault. Social media is, in fact

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<v Speaker 4>just the window by which we can view this degradation

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<v Speaker 4>of the feminine into the toxic femininity that is the

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<v Speaker 4>highlight of our society and honestly the root of so many,

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<v Speaker 4>if not most, of our woes. As a society as

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<v Speaker 4>a culture, all sorts of other woes economically, politically, societally

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<v Speaker 4>and culturally. This is the thing, and they go hand

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<v Speaker 4>in hand. In fact, we're going to talk about how

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<v Speaker 4>feminism and Marxism go hand in hand with this degradation

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<v Speaker 4>that is political and economic and is in fact intentional

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<v Speaker 4>by our worst enemies against us, and how unfortunately so

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<v Speaker 4>many have fallen to this. So all of this, of course,

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<v Speaker 4>and shy and buy villnsy clancy, murder of her children,

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<v Speaker 4>and the ensuing insanity histrionic cluster b performative nightmare that

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<v Speaker 4>has come out of women in general, the society, no,

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<v Speaker 4>not all women, of course. And the more I have

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<v Speaker 4>to say that, the more I resent the idiots who

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<v Speaker 4>don't automatically understand that nothing is all. So let's just

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<v Speaker 4>get into it now. Roguesol dot org is where I'm at.

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<v Speaker 4>Everything I do is there. If you want to read

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<v Speaker 4>the books I've written there here. If you want to

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<v Speaker 4>receive one on one healing with me, it's there. If

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<v Speaker 4>you want to take the classes like the Money package

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<v Speaker 4>coming up September thirteenth, it's there. The reviews and testimony

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<v Speaker 4>of all those who've been working with me for years

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<v Speaker 4>over the years. I don't even know how many. There's

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<v Speaker 4>so many on this page you couldn't even probably read

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<v Speaker 4>it all at once. Then that's here at the site

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<v Speaker 4>roguesol dot org. The shop with all the orgon and

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<v Speaker 4>the classes and the books in one place is here.

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<v Speaker 4>This is all at rogueshl dot org. Everything I do

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<v Speaker 4>is there. Check it out. If you want to be

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<v Speaker 4>reading what I write, there's a lot of it, and

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<v Speaker 4>you can do that at roaguways dot substack dot com.

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<v Speaker 4>It's also a great place to stay in touch, so

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<v Speaker 4>you know when things like that big celestial convergence blessing

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<v Speaker 4>last week, when they're coming up, when to join those,

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<v Speaker 4>when to sign up for them, any other announcements would

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<v Speaker 4>be here, but also things like this that we're talking

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<v Speaker 4>about today, this exploration of society and culture, of spirituality

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<v Speaker 4>and religion, history and more. It's all here, so lots

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<v Speaker 4>of that. There's also a paid level and that supports

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<v Speaker 4>me and what I do. Thank you very much for

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<v Speaker 4>doing so. But you also get the channeled source messages

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<v Speaker 4>from the our spiritual ancestors who are ascended masters who

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<v Speaker 4>speak through me from time to time, so you can

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<v Speaker 4>also get that here. That's also in the channel books.

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<v Speaker 4>That's also here on substack. So lots of ways to

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<v Speaker 4>connect with those channel messages, lots of ways to support,

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<v Speaker 4>So that's all at Roaguways substack, and you can see

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<v Speaker 4>here my first post, just published ten minutes ago as

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<v Speaker 4>of this live stream, is called child Murderers, and so

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<v Speaker 4>that's what we're actually going to use as the template

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<v Speaker 4>for the show today, is this post child Murderer. So

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<v Speaker 4>I say, child murderers and the evil culture of women

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<v Speaker 4>in shrining feminists who will do anything, however irrational to

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<v Speaker 4>blame men. A good summary of the story here, and

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<v Speaker 4>I just start out if Lindsay Clancy's trial is the

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<v Speaker 4>peak one can hope of the vile culture that has

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<v Speaker 4>enabled narcissistic women who cannot take responsibility for themselves to

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<v Speaker 4>feel absolutely proud in displaying their failures to become healed adults.

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<v Speaker 4>And if you don't know the Lindsay Clincy trial that, well,

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<v Speaker 4>here you go with a list of facts I've provided

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<v Speaker 4>for anybody who's not clear on what's going on. What's

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<v Speaker 4>going on. This is a list summarized by co pilot.

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't want to go through and meticulously outline everything myself,

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<v Speaker 4>so I had co pilot do that. So I quote

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<v Speaker 4>co pilot here saying here's what happened. These are again

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<v Speaker 4>not opinions. This is a list of what the court,

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<v Speaker 4>both sides, the prosecution and defense, has admitted are the

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<v Speaker 4>facts of this trial. So I can't emphasize that enough.

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<v Speaker 4>The facts of the trial uncontested by anybody involved, both sides,

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<v Speaker 4>the court, all the people who are up on the

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<v Speaker 4>stands giving their testimony, the ems, the police. Everybody agrees

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<v Speaker 4>on these facts. It is not debated. So here you go.

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<v Speaker 4>On January twenty fourth, twenty twenty three, Lindsay Clancy strangled

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<v Speaker 4>her three children, Cora five years old, Dawson three years old,

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<v Speaker 4>and Callen eight months old, inside the family's home in Duxbury, Massachusetts.

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<v Speaker 4>Not contested again, just this is the most central fact

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<v Speaker 4>of the case is that she absolutely did kill the children.

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<v Speaker 4>She doesn't contest that. Her husband doesn't contest that. Nobody

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<v Speaker 4>he's contesting that. Everyone admits it. It's a fact that

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<v Speaker 4>children were strangled using exercise bands in the basement. Lindsay

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<v Speaker 4>then attempted suicide by cutting her wrists and throat and

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<v Speaker 4>jumping from a second story window, resulting in permanent paralysis

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<v Speaker 4>from the waist down. Her husband, Patrick Clancy, returned home

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<v Speaker 4>to find the three children unresponsive and Lindsay injured outside.

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<v Speaker 4>This is none of this is contested. That Patrick Clancy

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<v Speaker 4>was gone when the murders happened, not contested. There's footage

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<v Speaker 4>of him in like a CBS or a Walgreens or something.

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<v Speaker 4>They know for sure, they have his phone data track

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<v Speaker 4>that he wasn't there, he left, and that he wasn't there.

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<v Speaker 4>It all the people, by the way, of which there

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<v Speaker 4>are unfortunately many who are like, it was him, he

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<v Speaker 4>did it. Here's why, here's this, here's that hot take.

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<v Speaker 4>They're all just fan fiction delusionists. Nobody is contesting this.

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<v Speaker 4>It is one thing if Lindsay Clancy were like, no,

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't do it at all, and then they were

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<v Speaker 4>going about trying to prove that she did, which by

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<v Speaker 4>the way, would be very easy. There's so much evidence.

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<v Speaker 4>There's nothing but evidence. There's her search history, there's her

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<v Speaker 4>every every I can't even go. It's so ridiculous that

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<v Speaker 4>people are even questioning this. That'd be something else. If

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<v Speaker 4>you were then just on her side, you thought she

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<v Speaker 4>didn't do it, that would at least make sense to me, Like, okay,

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<v Speaker 4>like you know, by some logic, you are agreeing with

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<v Speaker 4>this side, other people are agreeing with that side. That's

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<v Speaker 4>gonna happen, right. The Carmelo Anthony thing is a good example.

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<v Speaker 4>A lot of people thought, Carmelo Anthony, I think that's

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<v Speaker 4>the one that stabbed and didn't get said, I don't

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<v Speaker 4>know whatever. The black guy did it, and that if

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<v Speaker 4>he was at fault, and the other people think that

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<v Speaker 4>the white guy, you know, egged him on and kind

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<v Speaker 4>of like pushed him into doing that, and he's at

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<v Speaker 4>least someone at fault for his own death. Whatever. You

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<v Speaker 4>could take different views, they at least make some sense.

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<v Speaker 4>In this case, they don't. There isn't a world in

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<v Speaker 4>which Lindsay Clancy didn't kill these babies. She herself says that, Okay,

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<v Speaker 4>So no one's contesting that. That's a fact important to know.

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<v Speaker 4>She faces three counts of first degree murder. She's plaied

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<v Speaker 4>not guilty a starting postpartum psychosis. So again her claim

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<v Speaker 4>is not guilty, but not because she says she didn't

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<v Speaker 4>do it. She says she did it. Everyone says she

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<v Speaker 4>did it. Everyone knows she did it. She knows she

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<v Speaker 4>did it. The not guilty is only coming from this

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<v Speaker 4>insanity plea. The postpartum psychosis is an insanity plea. That's

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<v Speaker 4>what we call it. When people say, I was out

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<v Speaker 4>of my mind, beyond my own control, I had no

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<v Speaker 4>idea what I was doing, and so I did this.

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<v Speaker 4>It just it still doesn't absolve you of the crime,

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<v Speaker 4>by the way. It just it might get you a

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<v Speaker 4>lesser sentence, you know. Sometimes unfortunately it lets people out

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<v Speaker 4>immediately even though they're clearly a danger, even if they're insane. Right,

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<v Speaker 4>there's a whole thing. We could do a whole shows

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<v Speaker 4>and shows about the insanity plea and whether that's okay

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<v Speaker 4>or not, whether we should even have one, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>But the claim is not that she didn't do it.

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<v Speaker 4>The not guilty part is just not guilty by way

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<v Speaker 4>of insanity. So, yes, I killed these babies, but I

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<v Speaker 4>was insane at the moment because of this. Postpartum psychosis

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<v Speaker 4>a real thing, an actual thing. It's horrible people suffer

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<v Speaker 4>from things like this. So sad and still you kill

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<v Speaker 4>the babies. No one's contesting that, Okay, that's the basis

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<v Speaker 4>for the lack of criminal responsibility, not the lack of murder.

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<v Speaker 4>There's no dispute that she killed the children. The trial

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<v Speaker 4>center is entirely on her state of mind. That's the

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<v Speaker 4>entire trial is just establishing whether or not they can

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<v Speaker 4>say she has less responsibility because of this postpartum psychosis

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<v Speaker 4>or insanity. That's it. That's what's going on. So if

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<v Speaker 4>you didn't know about this trial, that's Those are the

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<v Speaker 4>things you need to know as a background to this.

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<v Speaker 4>She experienced severe postpart of mental health deterioration. That's also

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<v Speaker 4>not contested, by the way. The only thing they're trying

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<v Speaker 4>to figure out is if that's enough to make it

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<v Speaker 4>so that you literally have no control over yourself, have

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<v Speaker 4>no idea what you're doing, and can murder three children.

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<v Speaker 4>So she definitely had postpart of mental health deterioration after

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<v Speaker 4>the birth of her third child, including insomnia, anxiety, intrusive thoughts,

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<v Speaker 4>and auditory hallucinations. Man hormones are crazy. They could do

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<v Speaker 4>crazy things to you. It is a type of insanity.

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<v Speaker 4>Just the little bit I suffer from, like perimenopause, or

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<v Speaker 4>whatever is fucking crazy, dude. It's crazy. The things that

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<v Speaker 4>go read a book about. It's insane. So, yeah, I

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<v Speaker 4>have a given birth, and but I know so many

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<v Speaker 4>people who have. I've been very close and intimate with

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<v Speaker 4>them during those periods of time, in the birth itself

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<v Speaker 4>and right afterwards. I've seen this type of thing. I

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<v Speaker 4>have a lot of compassion for that, having not coming

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<v Speaker 4>close as possible without experiencing myself, I have extreme compassion

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<v Speaker 4>for this. What you literally cannot control about your hormones

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<v Speaker 4>doing to you and how it can affect you so horrible.

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<v Speaker 4>It's so horrible, right, So I don't get it, get it,

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<v Speaker 4>But I can see exactly what this was doing to her,

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<v Speaker 4>and that no one can tests that she has prescribed

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<v Speaker 4>multiple psychiatric medications. And here's the part that for some reason,

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<v Speaker 4>almost no one's talking to it is probably the most

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<v Speaker 4>important part of the case. Thirteen different drugs over four months.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know how many of those were psychotropic, but

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<v Speaker 4>at least most of them were so SSRIs and the like.

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<v Speaker 4>This is a whole history now at this point of

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<v Speaker 4>people on SSRIs. By the way, as a separate category,

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<v Speaker 4>we can add hormonal imbalance because of a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>the people who are transhooters are on hormone therapy, which,

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<v Speaker 4>again hormones can cause psychosis. Okay, So SSRIs have this

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<v Speaker 4>whole history of multiple mass shootings, school shootings, and other murders.

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<v Speaker 4>It's in the insert of all of them as a

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<v Speaker 4>side effect that you might have suicidal or homicidal impulses

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<v Speaker 4>and thoughts. They admit it. It is the official stance

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<v Speaker 4>that this can cause, you know, murder and whatever. That's

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<v Speaker 4>not admitted. But the thoughts and the intrusiveness of them,

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<v Speaker 4>the pervasiveness of them, that is, it's in the inserts.

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<v Speaker 4>So I'm like, for me, I'm like, maybe this case

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<v Speaker 4>will finally make some leftists who used to question big

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<v Speaker 4>be handed out like candy. Maybe in fact, there's a

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<v Speaker 4>good reason to question them. Ask your doctor and not

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<v Speaker 4>a medical professional, et cetera, et cetera. So thirteen different

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<v Speaker 4>drugs over four months, she sought help repeatedly in patient

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<v Speaker 4>psychiatric care specialist evaluations. She was not diagnosed with postpartum

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<v Speaker 4>psychosis prior to the killings by the way, Yeah, you

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<v Speaker 4>wouldn't be. I mean postpartum depression, post partum issues, yes,

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<v Speaker 4>but psychosis whole other thing. And whether that's because she

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<v Speaker 4>didn't tell anyone the whole truth of it or not

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<v Speaker 4>is another question. She says she heard voices right before

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<v Speaker 4>the killing. Did she hear them before then not tell anyone?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, these are the type of things. Who knows,

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<v Speaker 4>but you know, she was diagnosed with postpartum ppression, postpartum issue,

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<v Speaker 4>she was diagnosed with enough to get her thirteen different

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<v Speaker 4>drugs over four months, and she had all these symptoms,

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<v Speaker 4>not contested, all true. On the day of the killing,

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<v Speaker 4>as Lindsay reportedly heard a male voice saying, this is

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<v Speaker 4>your last chance kill the children, so you can kill yourself.

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<v Speaker 4>That's from her own testimony, So she admits that that

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<v Speaker 4>is psychosis, whether postpartum or some other kind, whether psychotropic

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<v Speaker 4>drug induced or some other kind, that's definitely psychosis. She

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<v Speaker 4>sent her husband out for takeout and medication, leaving her

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<v Speaker 4>alone with the children. Prosecutors argue this was intentional premeditation. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>seems that way. And when you have intentional premeditation, what

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<v Speaker 4>they're basically trying to establish is you were cogent enough

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<v Speaker 4>and present enough. You did know what you were doing.

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<v Speaker 4>Hearing voices does not actually take away your responsibility for killing.

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<v Speaker 4>It does mean you need to be kept away from

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<v Speaker 4>people who are vulnerable for probably the rest of time, actually,

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<v Speaker 4>is what it means. So again, maybe she was premeditating

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<v Speaker 4>by asking her husband to leave. Who knows. She was

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<v Speaker 4>in hospitalized, transferred to a state psychiatric facility. She's still there,

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<v Speaker 4>She's been there since then. That was a couple of

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<v Speaker 4>years ago. Patrick Clancy publicly stated he forgives her and

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<v Speaker 4>views her as ill, not evil. He thinks this, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>he agrees that this is some sort of psychosis or

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<v Speaker 4>the drugs or whatever, and this wasn't really her, and

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<v Speaker 4>so he forgives her, which is kind of insane. I mean,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm so happy for him that he has this level

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<v Speaker 4>of peace and love in him. I just I think

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<v Speaker 4>that's a really hard place for most people to get

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<v Speaker 4>in the case where your wife kills your three children.

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<v Speaker 4>People were astonished when Erica Kirk forgave the killer of

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<v Speaker 4>Charlie Kirk. This is three children. Usually a little bit

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<v Speaker 4>more intensity from people around children than spouse's just just

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<v Speaker 4>saying you know, so pretty crazy. Pretty you would think

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<v Speaker 4>based on this a pretty loving, emotionally savvy husband. Both

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<v Speaker 4>Lindsay and Patrick later filed medical malpractice lawsuits against her

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<v Speaker 4>providers for alleged failures and diagnosis and treatment. So this

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<v Speaker 4>means they didn't fully diagnose her correctly and what they

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<v Speaker 4>prescribed her wasn't appropriate. Again a little hint back to

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<v Speaker 4>maybe fourteen psychotropic drugs is gonna harm you and cause

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<v Speaker 4>really crazy things to happen. So this is all uncontested. Again.

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<v Speaker 4>She also because a lot of people are like, she

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<v Speaker 4>didn't have the support she deserved. I can't think of

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<v Speaker 4>anyone in history who had more support than this woman.

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<v Speaker 4>We just described how our husband loves her enough to

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<v Speaker 4>forgive her for murdering three kids of his. But she

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<v Speaker 4>also had a nanny for several months. Several months she

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<v Speaker 4>had a nanny five hours every single day when Kellen

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<v Speaker 4>was a newborn baby. That nanny, by the way, said

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<v Speaker 4>she was very loving towards her children. She just was

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<v Speaker 4>struggling so much with postpartum issues. And she also saw

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<v Speaker 4>all the prescription bottles and so she understood, like you know,

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<v Speaker 4>things weren't great at the household. And when Lindsay decided

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<v Speaker 4>not to go back to work. She let the nanny

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<v Speaker 4>go so she had support. She could have kept that nanny,

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<v Speaker 4>but since she was home all day and not working,

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<v Speaker 4>she was like, well, why have a nanny? Right, pretty

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<v Speaker 4>rational decision. So was she unsupported? No, so she had

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<v Speaker 4>a nanny. She had access to the funds and the

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<v Speaker 4>ability to have a nanny support her through birthing a

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<v Speaker 4>child and having a newborn with two other kids in

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<v Speaker 4>the house. That's incredible. Lots of women don't have anything

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<v Speaker 4>like that ever. So Also, Patrick Clancy may have been

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<v Speaker 4>a stay at home. People are saying that he was

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<v Speaker 4>works from home. I can't find actual you know that

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<v Speaker 4>that's actually true. But he did drive her to all

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<v Speaker 4>her specialist appointments, of which there were many. Heavily involved

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<v Speaker 4>in managing her care. Therefore clearly cares about her. He

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<v Speaker 4>witnessed her steatmental declient, cared about it enough to try

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<v Speaker 4>to get her help, helped her through medication changes, helped

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<v Speaker 4>her through her psychiatric hospital stay. On the day of

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<v Speaker 4>the killings, he specifically was out to pick up her

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<v Speaker 4>medication and food so she didn't have to cook, which

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<v Speaker 4>again was part of her Like premeditated, get him out

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<v Speaker 4>of the house. But when you argue that this man

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<v Speaker 4>didn't support and love this woman, you are not based

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<v Speaker 4>in factual reality. We can't know what's actually going on

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<v Speaker 4>inside the head, we can't know what's actually going on

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<v Speaker 4>inside of the heart of other people. But if we

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<v Speaker 4>were to make an educated sound guest that's based in reason,

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<v Speaker 4>we would say this man is devoted to her. He

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<v Speaker 4>went out of the way to help her. She got

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<v Speaker 4>more support than most women I've ever known in having

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<v Speaker 4>babies and children and getting through postpartum. That's the facts.

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<v Speaker 4>So okay, I go on to say in this article

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<v Speaker 4>that was all from AI. Remember that was co pilot's

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<v Speaker 4>summary of the known facts that are not contested in

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<v Speaker 4>this case. And I say, nonetheless, countless women have stepped

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<v Speaker 4>up to defend Lindsay Clancy's murders. They are, not, to

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<v Speaker 4>be clear, defending the children who had the right to

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<v Speaker 4>protection from all dangers, defending the father who had his

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<v Speaker 4>life cruelly ripped away from him by his wife, nor

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<v Speaker 4>defending the absolute horde of humans who attempted to help

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<v Speaker 4>Clancy through her mental and emotional health struggles. These women

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<v Speaker 4>are posting NonStop about how, very specifically Patrick Clancy, her

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<v Speaker 4>husband not only failed her, but it's his fault if

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<v Speaker 4>she experienced psychosis, and it's his fault that she felt

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<v Speaker 4>so overwhelmed that she was forced to murder her children.

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<v Speaker 4>This is the way they're presenting it. Even worse, I say,

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<v Speaker 4>many will argue until they're wrapped in delusion themselves that

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<v Speaker 4>Patrick was the culprit, not Lindsay. This is an interaction

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<v Speaker 4>I have, and I share the screenshots here. I block

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<v Speaker 4>out her name and her image. I'm not trying to

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<v Speaker 4>throw harder the bus, but it's there for anyone to

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<v Speaker 4>see if they knew where it was. And so I

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<v Speaker 4>share some of the screenshots here of a self avowed

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<v Speaker 4>legal professional who has a degree in law who's arguing

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<v Speaker 4>that she didn't do it and that the evidence doesn't

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<v Speaker 4>show that she did it. And her main point is

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<v Speaker 4>that Lindsay was nonverbal at the moment that the police

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<v Speaker 4>and whoever ms whatever got to the house and didn't

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<v Speaker 4>at that moment admit to doing it. Now, let's just

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<v Speaker 4>be really clear, since that day, Lindsay Clincy has never

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<v Speaker 4>once claimed she didn't do it. Since that day, she's

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<v Speaker 4>never once sought out a legal avenue which tries to

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<v Speaker 4>place the blame on the husband instead of herself. She's

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<v Speaker 4>never done that, never said it. Their main legal approach

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<v Speaker 4>is the only one they have any hope of, which

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<v Speaker 4>is the insanity plea, and all other things are treated

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<v Speaker 4>as fact. She did it, she admits to it. It

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<v Speaker 4>is known, and still this person with a legal degree

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<v Speaker 4>takes this stance that it was maybe not her and

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<v Speaker 4>perhaps the father who did it. That what people think

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<v Speaker 4>is that he went out and got on camera at

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<v Speaker 4>some place enough to say give him plausible diy niability,

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<v Speaker 4>that he wasn't there, rushed home, strangled the kids, slit

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<v Speaker 4>her throat, cut her wrists, and threw her out a window,

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<v Speaker 4>and that since then she won't call him on it. Now,

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<v Speaker 4>in the realm of possibility, it exists that there's a

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<v Speaker 4>man so devious and so abusive, and that he's broken

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<v Speaker 4>his women's so well, that she is that mind controlled

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<v Speaker 4>and agrees to cover for him. That the potential technically exists,

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<v Speaker 4>But we would see signs of it. We would see

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<v Speaker 4>hints of it. We would see the lawyers trying to

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<v Speaker 4>show that that would be happening. All of this is

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<v Speaker 4>happening three years after the fact, and the minds of

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<v Speaker 4>women who are addicted to excusing female behavior and blaming

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<v Speaker 4>it on men. That's what's happening here. And when I say,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, it's sad to me that most women are

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<v Speaker 4>defending her. My reaction to children being harmed is never

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<v Speaker 4>to defend their abusers or murderers. And I'm worried about

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<v Speaker 4>women's sense of identity in this sick culture we have.

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<v Speaker 4>And to this supposed lawyer says, I don't think they're

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<v Speaker 4>defending her because she's a woman, Like I mean, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>they literally are saying that. They're saying, oh, women are

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<v Speaker 4>so oppressed, and women are stuck in this motherhood position.

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<v Speaker 4>A woman are forced to have baby for these men,

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<v Speaker 4>and women are under so much strain and no one

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<v Speaker 4>helps them, and these men just take them for granted

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<v Speaker 4>and just leave them to suffer under this oppression of motherhood.

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<v Speaker 4>And so poor Lindsey Clancy, you actually can't argue that

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<v Speaker 4>it's not because she's a woman, because only women are

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<v Speaker 4>in this position. Only women give birth, only women have postpartum.

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<v Speaker 4>It's literally the reason why mostly women are defending her.

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<v Speaker 4>But she thinks it's because of the evidence, and because

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<v Speaker 4>she went to law school, she knows that it's actually

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<v Speaker 4>that there's so many legal holes in the story. There's

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<v Speaker 4>almost no legal holes. That's why the lawyers are like, well,

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<v Speaker 4>I guess we'll try insanity. That's the only all again

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<v Speaker 4>in the realm of possibility, just like almost anything is

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<v Speaker 4>technically that he did it. Talked to her into taking

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<v Speaker 4>the blame and arguing insanity, and they're trying to get

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<v Speaker 4>away with it together or something, you know, like those

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<v Speaker 4>things that possibilities exist issues, but it's not what's happening,

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<v Speaker 4>you know. So Anyways, this interaction goes on for a while.

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<v Speaker 4>But I say, even women who have legal degrees are

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<v Speaker 4>arguing that Lindsay did not even do it. Even women

413
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<v Speaker 4>with legal degrees are pretending this case is full of holes.

414
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<v Speaker 4>And again, even Lindsay Clancy's defense is not arguing that

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<v Speaker 4>she did not commit the murders. The fact that she

416
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<v Speaker 4>murdered her own children, then slit her own throat, which

417
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<v Speaker 4>is why she could not speak, then jumped out the

418
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<v Speaker 4>second story window. These facts are not in dispute by

419
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<v Speaker 4>anyone connected to the case. Instead, what's going on? I say,

420
00:24:32.640 --> 00:24:38.160
<v Speaker 4>is this cluster b delusion contagion. And I say there

421
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<v Speaker 4>are untold thousands of women maybe millions, I don't know,

422
00:24:41.880 --> 00:24:45.839
<v Speaker 4>making Lindsay Clincy solidarity videos for TikTok, for YouTube, and

423
00:24:45.880 --> 00:24:48.359
<v Speaker 4>for every other platform where they can garner their attention

424
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<v Speaker 4>to fill the black holes that are their senses of

425
00:24:51.319 --> 00:24:55.240
<v Speaker 4>self and worth. As I write, this YouTube's hiding these

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<v Speaker 4>embarrassments no matter the search terms I use. I share

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<v Speaker 4>a couple screenshots. I search for compilation of women hashtag

428
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<v Speaker 4>same Lindsay. That's what they're using. By the hashtags, same hashtag,

429
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<v Speaker 4>same comma, Lindsay, same Lindsay same, Like they're the same

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<v Speaker 4>as sort of like you're proclaiming yourself a psychotic murder.

431
00:25:11.799 --> 00:25:15.559
<v Speaker 4>That's crazy. I also search for compilation of women melting

432
00:25:15.599 --> 00:25:19.960
<v Speaker 4>down over Lindsay Clancy. All these returns just search results

433
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<v Speaker 4>that glamorize the trial and soften the edges around Lindsay

434
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<v Speaker 4>Clancy psychopathic, bare handed strangling and murdering of her three

435
00:25:27.279 --> 00:25:30.720
<v Speaker 4>precious children. All of them, they're all like key moments

436
00:25:30.720 --> 00:25:35.920
<v Speaker 4>from Lindsay Clancy trial, explosive in law bombshells rattle the

437
00:25:36.000 --> 00:25:40.599
<v Speaker 4>Lindsay Clancy case, women in Pink round and support Lindy Clancy.

438
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<v Speaker 4>These are the types of things they're giving me instead

439
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<v Speaker 4>of these things. I know there's millions of them out there,

440
00:25:45.519 --> 00:25:48.640
<v Speaker 4>these videos of women in support of her and going crazy.

441
00:25:49.359 --> 00:25:52.279
<v Speaker 4>I don't get to get them from YouTube, so you

442
00:25:52.319 --> 00:25:54.079
<v Speaker 4>can find them. I link to them. If you are

443
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<v Speaker 4>reading the substack, you can go see a lot of

444
00:25:56.039 --> 00:25:59.279
<v Speaker 4>these videos yourself. I hope you do, because I hope

445
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<v Speaker 4>you get more more of a feel for the type

446
00:26:02.480 --> 00:26:06.160
<v Speaker 4>of woman who is willing to manipulate and lie in

447
00:26:06.279 --> 00:26:09.599
<v Speaker 4>order to get attention and excuse herself from bad behavior.

448
00:26:10.319 --> 00:26:13.400
<v Speaker 4>Those are the cluster b types that we are focused

449
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<v Speaker 4>on much of the time, because that's where we need

450
00:26:15.319 --> 00:26:18.039
<v Speaker 4>the healing most in this culture right now as far

451
00:26:18.039 --> 00:26:21.440
<v Speaker 4>as women are concerned. So I do link for you,

452
00:26:21.640 --> 00:26:24.480
<v Speaker 4>but I also describe it. The overarching energy and messages

453
00:26:24.519 --> 00:26:28.079
<v Speaker 4>of the videos follow these themes. One being a mother

454
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<v Speaker 4>as an oppressive burden. All these videos that are in

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<v Speaker 4>support of Lindsay Clancy that are using the same comma

456
00:26:34.799 --> 00:26:39.559
<v Speaker 4>Lindsay hashtag, that are using her trial description of her

457
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<v Speaker 4>depressive symptoms over them, like pretending to cry and really

458
00:26:44.799 --> 00:26:47.759
<v Speaker 4>I literally, I mean most of them are pretending to cry.

459
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<v Speaker 4>If you've never known a woman who pretends to cry

460
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<v Speaker 4>for attention, God bless you. But those of us who have,

461
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<v Speaker 4>and we all know some for the most part, I

462
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<v Speaker 4>would get I mean, I know, I think. Actually I'm

463
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<v Speaker 4>not sure because I grew up in such unhealthy ways

464
00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:03.319
<v Speaker 4>that most of the people I've ever known are very unhealthy.

465
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<v Speaker 4>So maybe you don't know them and good, but they're everywhere,

466
00:27:08.000 --> 00:27:11.079
<v Speaker 4>and they literally will just pretend to cry. I mean

467
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<v Speaker 4>like there will never be any tears coming out of

468
00:27:13.319 --> 00:27:15.839
<v Speaker 4>their eyes. Their face will just be in this face

469
00:27:15.920 --> 00:27:21.880
<v Speaker 4>and make this I can pretend to cry, But for me,

470
00:27:22.160 --> 00:27:24.240
<v Speaker 4>I'm like looking and I'm like, if I don't see

471
00:27:24.279 --> 00:27:28.839
<v Speaker 4>real tears, I know you're not crying. Anybody can mimic

472
00:27:29.359 --> 00:27:33.759
<v Speaker 4>the sounds and the facial expressions of something, but not

473
00:27:33.880 --> 00:27:36.839
<v Speaker 4>everyone can just really actually do it. I knew a

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00:27:36.839 --> 00:27:39.759
<v Speaker 4>girl all the time would pretend to cry and everyone

475
00:27:39.799 --> 00:27:42.119
<v Speaker 4>would just do what she wanted. It was amazing. I

476
00:27:42.119 --> 00:27:44.720
<v Speaker 4>could see why she did it. Everyone gave in to it,

477
00:27:44.759 --> 00:27:47.400
<v Speaker 4>everyone let her get away with it. No one was like,

478
00:27:47.400 --> 00:27:49.640
<v Speaker 4>you're not actually crying, why are you pretending to cry?

479
00:27:50.519 --> 00:27:52.839
<v Speaker 4>So why wouldn't you write, But all these videos are

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<v Speaker 4>this too. Being a mother is an oppressive burden, and

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<v Speaker 4>they're pretending to cry. By the way, they're almost always

482
00:27:58.640 --> 00:28:01.720
<v Speaker 4>wearing sexy dresses. Their makeup is done, they did their hair,

483
00:28:01.799 --> 00:28:04.039
<v Speaker 4>put all this nice cuse outfit. They set up the

484
00:28:04.119 --> 00:28:07.400
<v Speaker 4>lighting and the camera, and then they like, if you

485
00:28:07.440 --> 00:28:11.279
<v Speaker 4>were really crying, you know, it wouldn't be like that.

486
00:28:11.359 --> 00:28:13.519
<v Speaker 4>You'd be in like your sweats, there'd be snot on

487
00:28:13.559 --> 00:28:15.720
<v Speaker 4>your face, and it'd be like horrible, and you wouldn't

488
00:28:15.720 --> 00:28:18.799
<v Speaker 4>want people to see that. And sure, some of them

489
00:28:18.839 --> 00:28:21.000
<v Speaker 4>are actually crying. Some people, by the way, can actually

490
00:28:21.079 --> 00:28:24.200
<v Speaker 4>make themselves cry. That's why actors and actresses have jobs.

491
00:28:24.400 --> 00:28:26.720
<v Speaker 4>It does exist as a skill as well, But the

492
00:28:26.799 --> 00:28:28.559
<v Speaker 4>vast majority of these people don't have those skills, and

493
00:28:28.599 --> 00:28:32.759
<v Speaker 4>so they're just fake crying, pretending that mother is an

494
00:28:32.759 --> 00:28:36.400
<v Speaker 4>oppressive Motherhood is a Being a mother is an oppressive burden.

495
00:28:36.640 --> 00:28:39.279
<v Speaker 4>It's a burden. What an oppressive burden that's been put

496
00:28:39.319 --> 00:28:43.000
<v Speaker 4>on me? Like being a mother, Like you didn't choose

497
00:28:43.000 --> 00:28:46.000
<v Speaker 4>to let a penis come inside your vagina, ejaculate into you,

498
00:28:46.079 --> 00:28:48.839
<v Speaker 4>the sperm to access your egg at the right time

499
00:28:48.880 --> 00:28:51.839
<v Speaker 4>of the month and then continued to gestate and create

500
00:28:51.920 --> 00:28:54.000
<v Speaker 4>this being and then give birth to it. Like all

501
00:28:54.079 --> 00:28:57.400
<v Speaker 4>those things didn't happen, which you chose, by the way,

502
00:28:57.440 --> 00:29:00.160
<v Speaker 4>every step of that, like that didn't have Like you

503
00:29:00.240 --> 00:29:02.960
<v Speaker 4>just suddenly just became a mother beyond your choice, and

504
00:29:03.000 --> 00:29:04.759
<v Speaker 4>all of a sudden, babies are just attached to you

505
00:29:04.799 --> 00:29:07.839
<v Speaker 4>and you're just stuck in this situation. It's crazy. These

506
00:29:07.880 --> 00:29:10.400
<v Speaker 4>people are crazy. Then another theme is that men are

507
00:29:10.400 --> 00:29:16.720
<v Speaker 4>to blame. I'm just left here alone with these kids alone.

508
00:29:17.920 --> 00:29:19.920
<v Speaker 4>It's just like all the men are to blame and

509
00:29:19.920 --> 00:29:24.880
<v Speaker 4>not you. You also chose to be in the situation.

510
00:29:25.640 --> 00:29:28.200
<v Speaker 4>I'm sure you agreed with your husband when he would

511
00:29:28.240 --> 00:29:31.079
<v Speaker 4>be gone and not and like what was gonna happen otherwise?

512
00:29:31.599 --> 00:29:33.680
<v Speaker 4>You know, again, there's a whole other problem going on,

513
00:29:34.000 --> 00:29:35.759
<v Speaker 4>you know, and all that, But like it's to blame.

514
00:29:35.839 --> 00:29:39.359
<v Speaker 4>Men are to blame that you have a child and

515
00:29:39.359 --> 00:29:42.960
<v Speaker 4>that it needs things from you. Another theme of these

516
00:29:43.000 --> 00:29:47.440
<v Speaker 4>videos is that children aren't technically lovable but also an

517
00:29:47.440 --> 00:29:50.200
<v Speaker 4>incredible burden that like they're often to be Like, of

518
00:29:50.240 --> 00:29:52.200
<v Speaker 4>course I love my baby, and I want to be

519
00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:54.319
<v Speaker 4>there for my baby and take here my baby, but

520
00:29:54.759 --> 00:29:57.400
<v Speaker 4>oh my god, it's such a burden, and I'm so tired.

521
00:29:57.440 --> 00:30:00.359
<v Speaker 4>I just wish my baby would go away. You're like,

522
00:30:01.440 --> 00:30:04.759
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I get that, to the extent you're capable

523
00:30:04.920 --> 00:30:07.480
<v Speaker 4>as a cluster by person, you do love that child.

524
00:30:07.519 --> 00:30:11.920
<v Speaker 4>I get that that is your actual experience. The rest

525
00:30:11.960 --> 00:30:14.319
<v Speaker 4>of us who are healthy, though, see such a lack

526
00:30:14.400 --> 00:30:17.279
<v Speaker 4>of love in someone who can do this in front

527
00:30:17.319 --> 00:30:22.680
<v Speaker 4>of and therefore to their child for their own self aggrandizement.

528
00:30:23.960 --> 00:30:27.319
<v Speaker 4>The other theme seems to be that postpartum lasts for years.

529
00:30:28.759 --> 00:30:30.759
<v Speaker 4>I mean, because some of the kids that they're sitting

530
00:30:30.799 --> 00:30:34.039
<v Speaker 4>there crying with are like four years old, but I

531
00:30:34.079 --> 00:30:36.599
<v Speaker 4>don't know, maybe a baby's sleeping somewhere, and that's, you know,

532
00:30:36.680 --> 00:30:39.240
<v Speaker 4>something that's skipped over in the video. But often these

533
00:30:39.279 --> 00:30:43.279
<v Speaker 4>women have their children there with them and they're not infants.

534
00:30:44.359 --> 00:30:48.359
<v Speaker 4>They're walking around and talking. That's not postpartum, girl, there's

535
00:30:48.359 --> 00:30:51.119
<v Speaker 4>something else going on with you. And another theme is

536
00:30:51.119 --> 00:30:54.200
<v Speaker 4>that letting out the tears and the rage is necessary

537
00:30:54.200 --> 00:30:56.400
<v Speaker 4>parts of healing. It's okay to do this in front

538
00:30:56.400 --> 00:31:00.119
<v Speaker 4>of toddlers and other children because it's healthy. It's healthy

539
00:30:59.759 --> 00:31:04.119
<v Speaker 4>to try and scream and throw ice at bathtubs. That's

540
00:31:04.119 --> 00:31:06.160
<v Speaker 4>the other trends that women are doing. They're like, my

541
00:31:06.200 --> 00:31:08.759
<v Speaker 4>therapists told me to let out my rage by throwing

542
00:31:08.799 --> 00:31:12.559
<v Speaker 4>eyes at a bthtub and honestly, girl, it's great. Like, No,

543
00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:15.559
<v Speaker 4>you're retarded and your therapist should be fired. That's not

544
00:31:15.640 --> 00:31:19.440
<v Speaker 4>actually how you deal with anything, and especially not in

545
00:31:19.480 --> 00:31:24.799
<v Speaker 4>front of children, You psychopath. Your child is absorbing one

546
00:31:24.920 --> 00:31:27.519
<v Speaker 4>hundred percent of what it sees you do and feels

547
00:31:27.559 --> 00:31:32.640
<v Speaker 4>you feel all the time. It's a little computer sponge

548
00:31:32.759 --> 00:31:36.599
<v Speaker 4>brain and the child body and everything you do is

549
00:31:36.720 --> 00:31:41.799
<v Speaker 4>immediately absorbed and imprinted in there. You absolute horrifying person.

550
00:31:42.559 --> 00:31:44.839
<v Speaker 4>So in reality, those are the themes of the videos

551
00:31:44.880 --> 00:31:47.000
<v Speaker 4>that are disgusting and wrong, And in reality, what's true

552
00:31:47.039 --> 00:31:49.240
<v Speaker 4>is that being a mother is a life changing blessing

553
00:31:49.480 --> 00:31:53.000
<v Speaker 4>that comes with many sacrifices and growth into the area

554
00:31:53.000 --> 00:31:55.759
<v Speaker 4>of self where you put others beings before yourself at

555
00:31:55.799 --> 00:32:00.119
<v Speaker 4>all moments. We call this the virtue of selflessness. Yes,

556
00:32:01.400 --> 00:32:03.839
<v Speaker 4>you are blessed if you get to do it, not

557
00:32:04.079 --> 00:32:07.279
<v Speaker 4>everyone does. You're blessed if you're able to do it.

558
00:32:07.559 --> 00:32:13.599
<v Speaker 4>Not everyone is also men not their fault. Whatever's going

559
00:32:13.640 --> 00:32:16.160
<v Speaker 4>on with you not their fault. No matter what's going

560
00:32:16.160 --> 00:32:19.599
<v Speaker 4>on with you not their fault. Literally, no matter what

561
00:32:20.039 --> 00:32:23.279
<v Speaker 4>you are experiencing, it is no one's fault but yours.

562
00:32:24.799 --> 00:32:26.559
<v Speaker 4>Men hold up half the sky, I say, and our

563
00:32:26.559 --> 00:32:29.079
<v Speaker 4>co creative partners and parenting, and if yours is not,

564
00:32:29.279 --> 00:32:33.400
<v Speaker 4>that's because, like all humans in the situation of unhealthy partnerships,

565
00:32:33.759 --> 00:32:36.920
<v Speaker 4>you were not healthy enough to choose a good spouse

566
00:32:37.000 --> 00:32:40.160
<v Speaker 4>before you began. And now you've created for yourself a

567
00:32:40.240 --> 00:32:45.880
<v Speaker 4>negative experience. That's not men's fault, that's your fault. And

568
00:32:45.920 --> 00:32:50.720
<v Speaker 4>whose responsibility is it to fix it? Yours? No one

569
00:32:50.720 --> 00:32:53.160
<v Speaker 4>else can do it. In fact, you created this situation.

570
00:32:53.279 --> 00:32:55.680
<v Speaker 4>You have to find your way out of it. Do

571
00:32:55.720 --> 00:32:59.119
<v Speaker 4>you have help in doing that? Endless help, But you're

572
00:32:59.160 --> 00:33:01.960
<v Speaker 4>the one who actually has to do it. Endless support

573
00:33:02.039 --> 00:33:06.960
<v Speaker 4>from a spiritual level and mental, physical level, people programs,

574
00:33:07.319 --> 00:33:11.759
<v Speaker 4>support groups, there's tons of billions of times of help

575
00:33:11.799 --> 00:33:15.079
<v Speaker 4>out there for you. If you're doing that, you don't

576
00:33:15.079 --> 00:33:17.960
<v Speaker 4>have to do it alone, but you have to do it.

577
00:33:17.960 --> 00:33:22.319
<v Speaker 4>It's your choice, Your sons, your life, your fault. Children

578
00:33:22.480 --> 00:33:25.960
<v Speaker 4>are precious beyond measure, I say, closest to creation in

579
00:33:26.000 --> 00:33:29.359
<v Speaker 4>this material world, sacred in every way at every time,

580
00:33:29.599 --> 00:33:32.480
<v Speaker 4>and to be protected at all costs, even with life

581
00:33:32.599 --> 00:33:37.359
<v Speaker 4>or limbit when necessary. They're not a burden on you,

582
00:33:37.359 --> 00:33:41.559
<v Speaker 4>you selfish piece of trash.

583
00:33:41.839 --> 00:33:45.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh I just need this and this and this too bad?

584
00:33:45.319 --> 00:33:48.759
<v Speaker 1>Your kid needs you more. You figure it out, dude,

585
00:33:48.880 --> 00:33:52.079
<v Speaker 1>You grow the fuck up, You take care of yourself,

586
00:33:52.640 --> 00:33:55.400
<v Speaker 1>and again you find help when you need it. The

587
00:33:55.440 --> 00:33:56.960
<v Speaker 1>presence of a child in your life is one of

588
00:33:57.000 --> 00:33:59.400
<v Speaker 1>the most profound blessings you could ever hope to experience.

589
00:33:59.400 --> 00:34:02.240
<v Speaker 1>In fact, there's nothing more blessed than a baby and

590
00:34:02.319 --> 00:34:04.880
<v Speaker 1>a child that you get to have access to for

591
00:34:04.920 --> 00:34:07.839
<v Speaker 1>some fucking reason, even though you don't deserve it. All

592
00:34:07.880 --> 00:34:11.239
<v Speaker 1>of you women in the videos with these babies, by

593
00:34:11.280 --> 00:34:13.920
<v Speaker 1>the way, also another thing to combat. One of those

594
00:34:13.960 --> 00:34:16.440
<v Speaker 1>points is that postpartum actually lasts six to eight weeks.

595
00:34:16.559 --> 00:34:19.559
<v Speaker 1>It's a long time. It's a horribly long, horrible time

596
00:34:19.599 --> 00:34:22.679
<v Speaker 1>that it can last six to eight weeks. Once your

597
00:34:22.800 --> 00:34:26.199
<v Speaker 1>postpartum is over, it may take you many months to

598
00:34:26.519 --> 00:34:29.960
<v Speaker 1>kind of realize the full spectrum of self that you

599
00:34:30.079 --> 00:34:34.800
<v Speaker 1>had had prior. But that's not actually the postpartum depression period.

600
00:34:34.960 --> 00:34:37.679
<v Speaker 1>It's more like a reintegration or you know, of self.

601
00:34:37.679 --> 00:34:40.360
<v Speaker 1>It's like all things when you're healing or transforming something

602
00:34:40.360 --> 00:34:42.719
<v Speaker 1>within yourself. It can take a while before you're like, Okay, yeah,

603
00:34:42.760 --> 00:34:45.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm totally back to like baseline or better.

604
00:34:47.440 --> 00:34:49.760
<v Speaker 4>Six to eight weeks. So you're you're walking around with

605
00:34:49.800 --> 00:34:52.159
<v Speaker 4>a toddler talking to me about postpart of depression, some

606
00:34:52.280 --> 00:34:57.880
<v Speaker 4>other psychosis, but some other abarit psychology is happening, not postpartum,

607
00:34:58.000 --> 00:35:02.000
<v Speaker 4>and allowing yourself to perform mental break behaviors, emotional volatility,

608
00:35:02.039 --> 00:35:04.239
<v Speaker 4>and violent behavior in front of your children is a

609
00:35:04.280 --> 00:35:08.760
<v Speaker 4>failure nearly unforgivable. You are a child abuser if you

610
00:35:08.920 --> 00:35:13.639
<v Speaker 4>do this. I was a teacher for many years, and

611
00:35:13.639 --> 00:35:16.119
<v Speaker 4>in front of my children, no matter what was happening

612
00:35:16.159 --> 00:35:17.920
<v Speaker 4>to me, and often what was happening to me was

613
00:35:18.159 --> 00:35:24.480
<v Speaker 4>fucking horrible, intense pain most humans cannot fathom. Chronic horrible,

614
00:35:24.599 --> 00:35:29.880
<v Speaker 4>debilitating pain most people cannot fathom, would be happening to me.

615
00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:35.320
<v Speaker 4>PTSDCPTSD like things, trauma, emotional triggers or whatever, all sorts

616
00:35:35.320 --> 00:35:37.119
<v Speaker 4>of things would be happening to me, And what my

617
00:35:37.159 --> 00:35:41.239
<v Speaker 4>students would know about that was nothing, And I would

618
00:35:41.280 --> 00:35:44.400
<v Speaker 4>have attacks of pain so severe that tears would come

619
00:35:44.440 --> 00:35:46.880
<v Speaker 4>to my eyes, So instead of crying in front of them,

620
00:35:46.880 --> 00:35:50.480
<v Speaker 4>I would turn around, take some deep breaths, dab my

621
00:35:50.599 --> 00:35:54.400
<v Speaker 4>eyes a little, get myself together until I could come back.

622
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<v Speaker 4>And if I really couldn't handle it, I wouldn't go

623
00:35:56.679 --> 00:36:00.800
<v Speaker 4>in that day, because children should never have to be

624
00:36:00.880 --> 00:36:04.679
<v Speaker 4>the ones that bear the burden of your pain, your

625
00:36:05.119 --> 00:36:08.760
<v Speaker 4>suffering as soon as you allow yourself to be in

626
00:36:08.800 --> 00:36:11.559
<v Speaker 4>the presence of children. If you're not adult enough to

627
00:36:11.679 --> 00:36:14.840
<v Speaker 4>take all of whatever you need and put it aside

628
00:36:14.880 --> 00:36:17.760
<v Speaker 4>for the moment, then you shouldn't do it. Get away

629
00:36:17.760 --> 00:36:20.559
<v Speaker 4>from kids, because you're going to become one of these

630
00:36:20.599 --> 00:36:25.599
<v Speaker 4>people who are abusive. On the other hand, if you

631
00:36:25.639 --> 00:36:27.880
<v Speaker 4>make a mistake in front of children, you can say, oh, look,

632
00:36:27.920 --> 00:36:29.599
<v Speaker 4>I made a mistake, and here's how I aim to

633
00:36:29.639 --> 00:36:33.039
<v Speaker 4>fix it. You can be vulnerable in front of children.

634
00:36:33.440 --> 00:36:38.119
<v Speaker 4>You can absolutely and should model the behaviors of self

635
00:36:38.159 --> 00:36:43.400
<v Speaker 4>reflection and growth, and that should never involve you losing

636
00:36:43.679 --> 00:36:48.639
<v Speaker 4>the ability to control yourself emotionally or mentally. It's so

637
00:36:48.800 --> 00:36:51.519
<v Speaker 4>obvious to me. I feel insane even having to say this,

638
00:36:51.880 --> 00:36:54.039
<v Speaker 4>but it seems that we live in a society and

639
00:36:54.079 --> 00:36:57.000
<v Speaker 4>a culture where most people who pretend to be adults

640
00:36:57.280 --> 00:37:02.360
<v Speaker 4>can't even understand what I'm saying. It's so far removed

641
00:37:02.360 --> 00:37:05.880
<v Speaker 4>from them, this idea that they can and should actually

642
00:37:05.880 --> 00:37:10.599
<v Speaker 4>control themselves, that they really really believe that life is

643
00:37:10.679 --> 00:37:14.840
<v Speaker 4>just a consistent happening to them, and they're responsible for

644
00:37:14.960 --> 00:37:18.239
<v Speaker 4>none of it. All their thoughts happened to them, all

645
00:37:18.280 --> 00:37:21.119
<v Speaker 4>their emotions happen to them, All the events of their

646
00:37:21.159 --> 00:37:24.840
<v Speaker 4>life happened to them. None of them are responsible for

647
00:37:24.960 --> 00:37:30.440
<v Speaker 4>any of that. If that's who you are, I am

648
00:37:31.000 --> 00:37:36.239
<v Speaker 4>absolutely horrified that you get to ever be around any children.

649
00:37:38.519 --> 00:37:40.880
<v Speaker 4>It's the opposite of reality. It's the opposite of truth.

650
00:37:40.920 --> 00:37:43.480
<v Speaker 4>The truth is one hundred percent of your thoughts are yours.

651
00:37:43.639 --> 00:37:45.960
<v Speaker 4>One hundred percent of your emotions are yours. They are

652
00:37:46.000 --> 00:37:49.000
<v Speaker 4>your fault. You created them, You're responsible for them, You're

653
00:37:49.079 --> 00:37:51.760
<v Speaker 4>responsible for changing them. If they don't serve you, it's

654
00:37:51.800 --> 00:37:55.159
<v Speaker 4>all you. Nothing did this to you. You did this

655
00:37:55.320 --> 00:37:59.920
<v Speaker 4>to you, no matter what happened to you in your life. Seemingly,

656
00:38:01.079 --> 00:38:03.400
<v Speaker 4>I go on to say, cluster b personality disorders include

657
00:38:03.400 --> 00:38:08.880
<v Speaker 4>borderline personality disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, histrionic personality disorder, and

658
00:38:08.920 --> 00:38:13.519
<v Speaker 4>sociopathic personality disorder. What all these share in the cluster

659
00:38:13.880 --> 00:38:18.800
<v Speaker 4>grouping is the placing of self first. The excusing of

660
00:38:18.880 --> 00:38:23.480
<v Speaker 4>all faults in self and the externalizing of blame for

661
00:38:23.599 --> 00:38:27.440
<v Speaker 4>said faults, and the genuine belief that others should do

662
00:38:27.639 --> 00:38:31.079
<v Speaker 4>and be whatever you imagine for them, and if they

663
00:38:31.079 --> 00:38:36.719
<v Speaker 4>are not, control, force, manipulation, and deceit are warranted and acceptable.

664
00:38:37.880 --> 00:38:40.800
<v Speaker 4>The degree to which people act on these aspects determines

665
00:38:40.880 --> 00:38:44.519
<v Speaker 4>where they are on the cluster B spectrum. But all

666
00:38:44.599 --> 00:38:46.360
<v Speaker 4>of those that I just listed are parts of clussor

667
00:38:46.519 --> 00:38:49.960
<v Speaker 4>all those personality disorders include those things placing of self first,

668
00:38:50.119 --> 00:38:53.440
<v Speaker 4>blaming others for everything about you that isn't perfect or

669
00:38:53.480 --> 00:38:56.559
<v Speaker 4>hasn't gone according to your highest ideal, and the ability

670
00:38:56.559 --> 00:39:01.679
<v Speaker 4>and willingness to control others because they are not doing

671
00:39:01.719 --> 00:39:05.760
<v Speaker 4>already what you want them to do. Manipulate them, bully them,

672
00:39:06.039 --> 00:39:11.199
<v Speaker 4>force them into it, whatever it takes. I say. The

673
00:39:11.199 --> 00:39:16.599
<v Speaker 4>women performatively acting out using the hashtag same Lindsay, Same

674
00:39:16.679 --> 00:39:19.639
<v Speaker 4>Comma Lindsay bawling or pretending to ball while holding their

675
00:39:19.639 --> 00:39:22.719
<v Speaker 4>infants and toddlers and throwing ice at bathtubs while screaming

676
00:39:22.719 --> 00:39:27.360
<v Speaker 4>in front of their babies is literally insane. They're not well,

677
00:39:28.280 --> 00:39:31.639
<v Speaker 4>the children are in danger. It's not a cute trend

678
00:39:31.719 --> 00:39:33.679
<v Speaker 4>or a nice way to let out the rage or

679
00:39:33.719 --> 00:39:37.719
<v Speaker 4>regulate the nervous system, and therapists who encourage this are

680
00:39:37.760 --> 00:39:41.960
<v Speaker 4>suffering from their own codependent and cluster be adjacent delusions.

681
00:39:43.400 --> 00:39:46.480
<v Speaker 4>Here's a screenshot of some of these women who are

682
00:39:46.519 --> 00:39:51.480
<v Speaker 4>performatively throwing ice at bathtubs and screaming. And I go

683
00:39:51.519 --> 00:39:53.480
<v Speaker 4>on to say men are not to blame. The cluster

684
00:39:53.519 --> 00:39:56.599
<v Speaker 4>be affliction is over represented in women, and the cluster

685
00:39:56.719 --> 00:39:59.800
<v Speaker 4>be adjacent behaviors or those that mirror the behaviors of

686
00:39:59.840 --> 00:40:03.599
<v Speaker 4>man but are not technically diagnosable, like self obsession and

687
00:40:03.719 --> 00:40:08.400
<v Speaker 4>main character syndrome, go hand in hand with the feminist worldview.

688
00:40:09.119 --> 00:40:12.239
<v Speaker 4>Feminism is not simply a belief that women are as

689
00:40:12.440 --> 00:40:16.000
<v Speaker 4>valuable as men. Feminism is the belief in ideology that

690
00:40:16.079 --> 00:40:21.159
<v Speaker 4>promotes women as at least equal to and generally superior

691
00:40:21.239 --> 00:40:27.440
<v Speaker 4>to men, categorizes men as dispensable, blames men for the

692
00:40:27.480 --> 00:40:30.719
<v Speaker 4>woes of women throughout history and into this modern moment,

693
00:40:31.800 --> 00:40:35.599
<v Speaker 4>and sees men as obstacles for women's superiority to become

694
00:40:35.679 --> 00:40:43.280
<v Speaker 4>enshrined in the home. Economically, politically, and sociologically, feminism puts

695
00:40:43.360 --> 00:40:46.280
<v Speaker 4>women first before the other half of the species. It

696
00:40:46.320 --> 00:40:49.079
<v Speaker 4>places them above the other half of the species, and

697
00:40:49.159 --> 00:40:53.960
<v Speaker 4>it promotes manipulation of men, forcing men into submissive stances,

698
00:40:54.199 --> 00:40:58.760
<v Speaker 4>and controlling male ideology and behavior. It is clustered b

699
00:40:59.360 --> 00:41:02.760
<v Speaker 4>in an eye ideology, to say nothing of its Marxist

700
00:41:02.840 --> 00:41:08.039
<v Speaker 4>roots and family destroying aims. It is no accident, then,

701
00:41:08.079 --> 00:41:10.719
<v Speaker 4>that the song used in feminist rage videos every time

702
00:41:10.719 --> 00:41:13.079
<v Speaker 4>women get a chance to excuse their poor behavior and

703
00:41:13.119 --> 00:41:17.639
<v Speaker 4>get attention again is the anthem labor by Paris Paloma.

704
00:41:17.679 --> 00:41:20.280
<v Speaker 4>This is a song. I think I've talked about it before.

705
00:41:20.599 --> 00:41:23.559
<v Speaker 4>Last time some shitty woman thing happened and all women

706
00:41:23.599 --> 00:41:26.480
<v Speaker 4>stood up to defend it. They also used this song.

707
00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:29.719
<v Speaker 4>I don't remember what that was. I just know that

708
00:41:29.760 --> 00:41:33.400
<v Speaker 4>I've talked about this song before, and so I quote

709
00:41:33.440 --> 00:41:35.760
<v Speaker 4>it here and I'll read you some of the lyrics one,

710
00:41:35.840 --> 00:41:38.239
<v Speaker 4>two three, Why are you hanging on so tight to

711
00:41:38.280 --> 00:41:41.039
<v Speaker 4>the rope that I'm hanging from off this island? This

712
00:41:41.199 --> 00:41:44.119
<v Speaker 4>was an escape plan, carefully timed it. So let me

713
00:41:44.199 --> 00:41:47.599
<v Speaker 4>go and dive into the waves below. Who tends to

714
00:41:47.639 --> 00:41:51.039
<v Speaker 4>the orchards, Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from

715
00:41:51.079 --> 00:41:53.880
<v Speaker 4>the head of your high table, Who fetches the water

716
00:41:53.960 --> 00:41:56.719
<v Speaker 4>from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again

717
00:41:56.760 --> 00:41:59.519
<v Speaker 4>to feel your words and their sharp sting, And I'm

718
00:41:59.519 --> 00:42:03.480
<v Speaker 4>getting tired. The capillaries in my eyes are bursting. So

719
00:42:03.599 --> 00:42:05.719
<v Speaker 4>weird for me because I literally were when I was

720
00:42:05.880 --> 00:42:09.000
<v Speaker 4>nearly choked to death by one of my boyfriends. If

721
00:42:09.039 --> 00:42:11.800
<v Speaker 4>your love died, would it be the worst thing for

722
00:42:11.920 --> 00:42:14.599
<v Speaker 4>somebody I thought was my savior. You sure make me

723
00:42:14.679 --> 00:42:17.679
<v Speaker 4>do a whole lot of labor. The callous skin on

724
00:42:17.719 --> 00:42:20.440
<v Speaker 4>my hands is cracking. If our love ends, would it

725
00:42:20.480 --> 00:42:23.639
<v Speaker 4>be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bedchamber.

726
00:42:23.880 --> 00:42:26.840
<v Speaker 4>You make me do too much labor. Apologies from my

727
00:42:26.920 --> 00:42:30.079
<v Speaker 4>tongue and never yours. Busy lapping from flowing cup and

728
00:42:30.119 --> 00:42:32.800
<v Speaker 4>stabbing with your fork. I know you're a smart man,

729
00:42:33.079 --> 00:42:37.199
<v Speaker 4>and weaponize the false incompetence. It's dominance under a guise.

730
00:42:37.840 --> 00:42:39.719
<v Speaker 4>If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not

731
00:42:39.840 --> 00:42:42.320
<v Speaker 4>save her the emotional torture from the head of your

732
00:42:42.360 --> 00:42:45.480
<v Speaker 4>high table. She'd do what you taught her. She'd meet

733
00:42:45.519 --> 00:42:48.000
<v Speaker 4>the same cruel fate. So now I've got a run,

734
00:42:48.199 --> 00:42:51.360
<v Speaker 4>so I can undo this mistake. At least I've got

735
00:42:51.400 --> 00:42:54.320
<v Speaker 4>a try. So up until now, this song is in

736
00:42:54.480 --> 00:42:59.360
<v Speaker 4>every way a woman's realization that she's in an insanely

737
00:42:59.400 --> 00:43:02.920
<v Speaker 4>abusive position and her attempt then to get out of

738
00:43:02.920 --> 00:43:06.880
<v Speaker 4>that position. That's rad But women who are in abusive

739
00:43:06.920 --> 00:43:10.280
<v Speaker 4>situations everywhere should listen to and love this song. It's

740
00:43:10.320 --> 00:43:13.519
<v Speaker 4>super empowering to realize you're self worth and to say no,

741
00:43:13.599 --> 00:43:15.599
<v Speaker 4>you don't get to abuse me anymore and get out.

742
00:43:17.000 --> 00:43:19.840
<v Speaker 4>And here's the part where all the women are usually

743
00:43:19.920 --> 00:43:22.559
<v Speaker 4>quoting when they're using this in their songs all day

744
00:43:22.639 --> 00:43:26.920
<v Speaker 4>every day therapist mother made Nymph then a virgin nurse,

745
00:43:27.039 --> 00:43:30.760
<v Speaker 4>than a servant, just an appendage live to attend him

746
00:43:31.039 --> 00:43:33.960
<v Speaker 4>so that he never lifts a finger. Twenty four to seven,

747
00:43:34.199 --> 00:43:37.719
<v Speaker 4>baby machine, so he can live out his picket fence dreams.

748
00:43:37.960 --> 00:43:40.360
<v Speaker 4>It's not an act of love. If you make her,

749
00:43:40.840 --> 00:43:45.960
<v Speaker 4>you make me do too much labor. And that part's

750
00:43:46.000 --> 00:43:48.440
<v Speaker 4>like really powerful in the song, and you get really

751
00:43:48.480 --> 00:43:51.119
<v Speaker 4>like militant, which, by the way, if you are in

752
00:43:51.159 --> 00:43:54.880
<v Speaker 4>an abusive situation, that sort of militant energy, that sort

753
00:43:54.920 --> 00:43:58.119
<v Speaker 4>of righteous anger and righteous action, like you need that

754
00:43:58.639 --> 00:44:01.440
<v Speaker 4>so much. It's the only thing that could just like

755
00:44:01.519 --> 00:44:05.039
<v Speaker 4>spur you to finally like stop taking shit and get out.

756
00:44:05.320 --> 00:44:08.480
<v Speaker 4>So this song could be very powerful for so many women.

757
00:44:08.920 --> 00:44:13.400
<v Speaker 4>And I love that. And I say, this song is

758
00:44:13.400 --> 00:44:15.840
<v Speaker 4>featured in the current flood of women begging for attention

759
00:44:15.960 --> 00:44:18.719
<v Speaker 4>and full makeup and sexy dresses while pretending to cry

760
00:44:18.760 --> 00:44:22.000
<v Speaker 4>about how much difficulty and oppression they suffer under their motherhood.

761
00:44:22.679 --> 00:44:25.079
<v Speaker 4>The song is actually not in any way a call

762
00:44:25.159 --> 00:44:27.800
<v Speaker 4>to feminist ideology. And I'll pause here and say, I

763
00:44:27.800 --> 00:44:29.840
<v Speaker 4>don't actually know what the author or the singer of

764
00:44:29.840 --> 00:44:31.800
<v Speaker 4>the song thinks. I'm just telling you what the words

765
00:44:31.800 --> 00:44:34.920
<v Speaker 4>actually say. Right, it's not in any way a call

766
00:44:34.960 --> 00:44:37.039
<v Speaker 4>to feminist ideology. I say, the song is not a

767
00:44:37.079 --> 00:44:40.239
<v Speaker 4>representation of male behavior in general. The song does not,

768
00:44:40.480 --> 00:44:43.079
<v Speaker 4>in fact have anything to do with the narcissistic behavior

769
00:44:43.119 --> 00:44:45.440
<v Speaker 4>of women who will blame a father who has had

770
00:44:45.480 --> 00:44:48.239
<v Speaker 4>his entire life ripped away by his wife in the

771
00:44:48.320 --> 00:44:51.760
<v Speaker 4>murder of his three children. The song is instead about

772
00:44:51.800 --> 00:44:55.519
<v Speaker 4>a woman in a deviously abusive relationship who finally realizes

773
00:44:55.559 --> 00:44:58.760
<v Speaker 4>it and chooses to leave. That's something to celebrate, for sure.

774
00:44:59.639 --> 00:45:01.639
<v Speaker 4>But the the heart that really gets hyped and focused

775
00:45:01.679 --> 00:45:04.599
<v Speaker 4>on in these performative videos of feminist rage against the

776
00:45:04.639 --> 00:45:07.800
<v Speaker 4>life of mother they feel oppressed by and yoked into.

777
00:45:08.039 --> 00:45:11.039
<v Speaker 4>Is this all day, everyday therapist's mother made nymph and

778
00:45:11.079 --> 00:45:13.559
<v Speaker 4>a virgin nurse and a servant just an appendant live

779
00:45:13.639 --> 00:45:15.960
<v Speaker 4>to attend him so he never lifts a finger twenty

780
00:45:15.960 --> 00:45:18.039
<v Speaker 4>four to seven baby machine, so he can live out

781
00:45:18.039 --> 00:45:19.960
<v Speaker 4>his picket fence dreams. It's not an act of love

782
00:45:19.960 --> 00:45:21.559
<v Speaker 4>if you make or you make me do too much

783
00:45:21.639 --> 00:45:24.840
<v Speaker 4>labor and ladies, let me tell you, if you've chosen

784
00:45:24.920 --> 00:45:27.760
<v Speaker 4>to yoke yourself to a man who treats you this way,

785
00:45:27.840 --> 00:45:31.280
<v Speaker 4>it is your fault. You need to heal yourself so

786
00:45:31.320 --> 00:45:34.000
<v Speaker 4>that you value yourself enough to attract and keep men

787
00:45:34.039 --> 00:45:39.159
<v Speaker 4>who love you. They are everywhere. They're looking to be

788
00:45:39.280 --> 00:45:44.039
<v Speaker 4>loved too. You're not capable of loving others if you're

789
00:45:44.079 --> 00:45:47.239
<v Speaker 4>still in the emotional and mental place that attracted and

790
00:45:47.280 --> 00:45:52.440
<v Speaker 4>felt good about committing to the abuse. You are the

791
00:45:52.480 --> 00:45:56.559
<v Speaker 4>only one who creates your life by all means, leave

792
00:45:56.639 --> 00:46:00.559
<v Speaker 4>the abuse. Then stop the abuse within your self so

793
00:46:00.599 --> 00:46:03.199
<v Speaker 4>that you do not go right back out and create

794
00:46:03.239 --> 00:46:07.119
<v Speaker 4>it externally again. And please, for the love of God,

795
00:46:07.199 --> 00:46:11.960
<v Speaker 4>stop blaming men for your own failure. It is so

796
00:46:12.239 --> 00:46:15.880
<v Speaker 4>sickening to see how many women are like men. Men

797
00:46:15.920 --> 00:46:21.400
<v Speaker 4>make women be baby machines. I know most men aren't

798
00:46:21.960 --> 00:46:26.480
<v Speaker 4>like that you are fucked up enough and broken enough

799
00:46:26.519 --> 00:46:31.559
<v Speaker 4>that you only choose men like that. That's a you problem, girl.

800
00:46:33.440 --> 00:46:37.119
<v Speaker 4>You're definitely not a woman. You are a child. And

801
00:46:37.159 --> 00:46:39.440
<v Speaker 4>so finally I say the truth and the way forward

802
00:46:39.480 --> 00:46:41.400
<v Speaker 4>as a child, and this is just for the people

803
00:46:41.400 --> 00:46:43.320
<v Speaker 4>who are like you. Know then you don't know what

804
00:46:43.360 --> 00:46:47.360
<v Speaker 4>it's like. You never knew. Let me fucking reassure you. Then,

805
00:46:48.199 --> 00:46:53.360
<v Speaker 4>as a child, I was serially tortured physically painfully, and

806
00:46:53.400 --> 00:46:56.440
<v Speaker 4>despite telling everyone I knew, I was made to return

807
00:46:56.480 --> 00:46:59.840
<v Speaker 4>to my torture and be physically tortured again and again

808
00:47:00.239 --> 00:47:04.920
<v Speaker 4>and again. My father was a severe alcoholic and suffered

809
00:47:04.920 --> 00:47:08.599
<v Speaker 4>from PTSD, and we lived in an actual abject poverty

810
00:47:08.719 --> 00:47:10.480
<v Speaker 4>and a lot of people are like we report No,

811
00:47:10.639 --> 00:47:15.639
<v Speaker 4>we were in poverty, sometimes homeless, sometimes without food. Then

812
00:47:15.719 --> 00:47:18.719
<v Speaker 4>he died when I was eleven. Was a little fucking

813
00:47:18.840 --> 00:47:24.760
<v Speaker 4>kid and my dad died. I grew up knowing mostly abandonment, suffering,

814
00:47:24.800 --> 00:47:28.039
<v Speaker 4>and that I wasn't worthy of protection, safety, or even

815
00:47:28.119 --> 00:47:31.880
<v Speaker 4>selfless love. I became a young person who did not

816
00:47:32.039 --> 00:47:34.199
<v Speaker 4>have a sense of self worth or self love. And

817
00:47:34.239 --> 00:47:38.039
<v Speaker 4>even worse, I suffered from CPTSD, which you would if

818
00:47:38.079 --> 00:47:42.920
<v Speaker 4>you're tortured serially with all the dissociation and horrors that brings.

819
00:47:43.639 --> 00:47:48.559
<v Speaker 4>My partners were deviously abusive too, Just like the man

820
00:47:48.639 --> 00:47:52.360
<v Speaker 4>in the song, I suffered from true narcissistic mental and

821
00:47:52.400 --> 00:47:55.519
<v Speaker 4>emotional abuse that I hope noever has to go through.

822
00:47:56.559 --> 00:47:59.039
<v Speaker 4>I've said so many times I think it's easier to

823
00:47:59.079 --> 00:48:03.199
<v Speaker 4>be physically abused than be with an actual, full on

824
00:48:03.320 --> 00:48:06.400
<v Speaker 4>narcissist who is mentally and emotionally abusing you. It's so

825
00:48:06.639 --> 00:48:10.480
<v Speaker 4>much harder to see and get away from. In my opinion,

826
00:48:10.840 --> 00:48:14.760
<v Speaker 4>they're both horrible. I shouldn't rank them. I know. When

827
00:48:14.800 --> 00:48:17.559
<v Speaker 4>I somehow extricated myself from that three year horror, I

828
00:48:17.639 --> 00:48:20.480
<v Speaker 4>next found a man who choked me almost to death.

829
00:48:22.320 --> 00:48:25.119
<v Speaker 4>My capillaries and my eyes were burst. As I said,

830
00:48:25.159 --> 00:48:26.880
<v Speaker 4>it's really interesting to me that that's in that song.

831
00:48:26.920 --> 00:48:29.039
<v Speaker 4>It makes me wonder if she's also been choked almost

832
00:48:29.079 --> 00:48:32.199
<v Speaker 4>to death. I lost consciousness and the vessels in my

833
00:48:32.280 --> 00:48:36.960
<v Speaker 4>eyes burst. I'm fortunate to not be like the three

834
00:48:37.079 --> 00:48:40.960
<v Speaker 4>children of Lindsay Clancy and that I actually survived being

835
00:48:41.039 --> 00:48:47.519
<v Speaker 4>choked nearly to death. Thank God, was actually saved by

836
00:48:47.519 --> 00:48:49.760
<v Speaker 4>a dog, which is amazing. But that's another story for

837
00:48:49.800 --> 00:48:53.719
<v Speaker 4>another day, emergency room, visit all of it, all of it.

838
00:48:53.760 --> 00:48:55.880
<v Speaker 4>I was almost dead. There's no reason I should be alive.

839
00:48:57.840 --> 00:49:01.039
<v Speaker 4>I was lucky to vive long enough to that relationship.

840
00:49:01.199 --> 00:49:05.920
<v Speaker 4>Eventually I realized something was wrong with me. At first,

841
00:49:06.039 --> 00:49:08.159
<v Speaker 4>I was just like, why does this keep happening to me?

842
00:49:09.480 --> 00:49:11.920
<v Speaker 4>And then it switched in my head at some point,

843
00:49:11.920 --> 00:49:15.800
<v Speaker 4>and I said, why do I keep dating these people?

844
00:49:16.840 --> 00:49:19.360
<v Speaker 4>I know that I don't want to date these people.

845
00:49:19.880 --> 00:49:22.480
<v Speaker 4>I know that in my mind. I feel like in

846
00:49:22.519 --> 00:49:24.719
<v Speaker 4>my heart I want something much more loving than this.

847
00:49:25.480 --> 00:49:29.599
<v Speaker 4>But this is all I ever get. Why? And instead

848
00:49:29.639 --> 00:49:31.760
<v Speaker 4>of pretending like men were just doing this to me

849
00:49:31.800 --> 00:49:33.639
<v Speaker 4>and men are just evil and they just happened to

850
00:49:33.639 --> 00:49:37.320
<v Speaker 4>be like this, I recognize now there must be something

851
00:49:37.360 --> 00:49:41.119
<v Speaker 4>I'm doing wrong that I'm choosing them. I just recognized

852
00:49:41.159 --> 00:49:43.559
<v Speaker 4>the choice I was making in choosing to date them

853
00:49:43.559 --> 00:49:46.960
<v Speaker 4>and choosing to stay with them, and choosing choosing choosing.

854
00:49:47.239 --> 00:49:50.360
<v Speaker 4>Something was wrong with me and my ability to choose.

855
00:49:51.719 --> 00:49:54.440
<v Speaker 4>I kept getting into these relationships. I kept finding these men.

856
00:49:54.639 --> 00:49:57.119
<v Speaker 4>I knew men existed who were not evil. I've seen

857
00:49:57.159 --> 00:50:00.679
<v Speaker 4>them all over the place, So why could I date

858
00:50:00.880 --> 00:50:04.519
<v Speaker 4>that type of man? And because I was completely and

859
00:50:04.559 --> 00:50:07.960
<v Speaker 4>totally fucked up inside, still the little child of torture,

860
00:50:08.199 --> 00:50:11.599
<v Speaker 4>still the terrified baby, still the one who deserved nothing good.

861
00:50:12.719 --> 00:50:15.000
<v Speaker 4>And until I changed that in myself, there was no

862
00:50:15.079 --> 00:50:18.079
<v Speaker 4>other option but abuse, over and over again. Once I

863
00:50:18.119 --> 00:50:22.239
<v Speaker 4>went through deep and lasting healing with Jungian psychotherapy, Shamanic

864
00:50:22.280 --> 00:50:26.000
<v Speaker 4>soul retrieval and emd R therapy, I finally began to

865
00:50:26.119 --> 00:50:29.360
<v Speaker 4>find men who loved me. It was not a magic

866
00:50:29.440 --> 00:50:33.360
<v Speaker 4>trick and it wasn't a coincidence. Anyone can do this

867
00:50:33.440 --> 00:50:36.800
<v Speaker 4>work of healing, but no one will do this if

868
00:50:36.840 --> 00:50:40.360
<v Speaker 4>they continue to believe their postpartum depression their status is

869
00:50:40.440 --> 00:50:44.800
<v Speaker 4>someone's therapist, mother maid and baby machine will continue indefinitely.

870
00:50:47.519 --> 00:50:50.320
<v Speaker 4>You will always find surrounding you that which is inside

871
00:50:50.320 --> 00:50:55.760
<v Speaker 4>of you. Take responsibility for yourself and grow up. You

872
00:50:55.960 --> 00:50:58.199
<v Speaker 4>just might find once you do that the murder of

873
00:50:58.280 --> 00:51:01.719
<v Speaker 4>babies and children in due used to my psychotropic cocktails

874
00:51:01.800 --> 00:51:07.800
<v Speaker 4>or not appalls you. And that is what I wrote

875
00:51:08.039 --> 00:51:12.880
<v Speaker 4>on the post child murderers today. I just can't even

876
00:51:13.800 --> 00:51:17.440
<v Speaker 4>hardly believe that this many women are doing this. I

877
00:51:17.480 --> 00:51:20.880
<v Speaker 4>can't hardly believe that woman who was arguing with me

878
00:51:20.920 --> 00:51:25.440
<v Speaker 4>and supposedly illegal you know, law degree or whatever she

879
00:51:25.519 --> 00:51:28.000
<v Speaker 4>kept breaking about. She clearly was very proud of it.

880
00:51:28.079 --> 00:51:32.280
<v Speaker 4>I can't believe she also is supposedly a reiki master

881
00:51:32.639 --> 00:51:34.960
<v Speaker 4>and whatever. And I feel bad even saying that, because

882
00:51:35.800 --> 00:51:37.599
<v Speaker 4>people always do that to me. As soon as they

883
00:51:37.599 --> 00:51:39.880
<v Speaker 4>don't agree with my politics or my take on society

884
00:51:39.960 --> 00:51:41.440
<v Speaker 4>or something, they're like, oh, I thought you were supposed

885
00:51:41.440 --> 00:51:44.159
<v Speaker 4>to be spiritual, so like, you know, but it's the

886
00:51:44.199 --> 00:51:47.519
<v Speaker 4>same thing with like the injections a few years ago,

887
00:51:47.719 --> 00:51:51.079
<v Speaker 4>and all these people who are supposedly spiritual or supposedly

888
00:51:51.119 --> 00:51:54.719
<v Speaker 4>Christians were like letting their churches be shut down and

889
00:51:54.840 --> 00:51:57.760
<v Speaker 4>letting people or even trying to bully people they knew

890
00:51:57.800 --> 00:52:02.039
<v Speaker 4>into taking this injection. I was like, as a supposedly

891
00:52:02.119 --> 00:52:04.519
<v Speaker 4>spiritual person, at the very least I would have thought

892
00:52:04.519 --> 00:52:07.360
<v Speaker 4>you'd seen some of the red flags of actual fascism

893
00:52:07.360 --> 00:52:10.639
<v Speaker 4>and actual totalitarianism in this project here and in the

894
00:52:10.639 --> 00:52:13.480
<v Speaker 4>pushing out of these injections. But more so than that,

895
00:52:13.639 --> 00:52:15.400
<v Speaker 4>even if you couldn't see that, for so many reasons

896
00:52:15.400 --> 00:52:17.159
<v Speaker 4>why you might not see it, I get it, But

897
00:52:17.320 --> 00:52:22.440
<v Speaker 4>at least that you would uphold bodily autonomy as someone

898
00:52:22.480 --> 00:52:24.920
<v Speaker 4>who claims to be spiritual, right, But in this case,

899
00:52:24.920 --> 00:52:26.679
<v Speaker 4>I would say, as someone who claims to be spiritual,

900
00:52:26.719 --> 00:52:29.760
<v Speaker 4>I would think that you would uphold the right of

901
00:52:29.880 --> 00:52:34.039
<v Speaker 4>children to not be murdered by their mother. I would

902
00:52:34.079 --> 00:52:38.480
<v Speaker 4>think that you would at least be cognizant enough to think, Oh,

903
00:52:38.679 --> 00:52:41.119
<v Speaker 4>if the woman says she did it, and all the

904
00:52:41.119 --> 00:52:44.079
<v Speaker 4>people involved says she did it, and no one's contesting

905
00:52:44.119 --> 00:52:47.119
<v Speaker 4>that she did it, maybe she did it. Maybe it

906
00:52:47.239 --> 00:52:50.880
<v Speaker 4>wasn't the man. But it sucks when you're in that

907
00:52:50.960 --> 00:52:54.239
<v Speaker 4>place and you're unhealed. You don't see these contradictions in yourself.

908
00:52:54.280 --> 00:52:57.960
<v Speaker 4>You don't realize that you're doing them. You don't realize

909
00:52:57.960 --> 00:53:00.320
<v Speaker 4>that you're choosing a man who is deeply abuse and

910
00:53:00.360 --> 00:53:03.840
<v Speaker 4>going to choke you to death one day. You don't

911
00:53:04.119 --> 00:53:06.760
<v Speaker 4>notice all the red flag warning scents, or rather you

912
00:53:06.920 --> 00:53:10.719
<v Speaker 4>notice them, but you've normalized them, and you think that, actually,

913
00:53:10.760 --> 00:53:12.760
<v Speaker 4>this is the best I can get, and therefore what

914
00:53:12.840 --> 00:53:18.000
<v Speaker 4>I deserve. So again, it's possible Lindsay Clansley was with

915
00:53:18.119 --> 00:53:22.960
<v Speaker 4>a horrifyingly abusive, narcissistic, devious man who just broke her

916
00:53:23.079 --> 00:53:27.559
<v Speaker 4>down over time and only pretended to be exceptionally supportive

917
00:53:27.639 --> 00:53:33.920
<v Speaker 4>of her in every conceivable way, physically, mentally, and emotionally, monetarily,

918
00:53:33.960 --> 00:53:37.000
<v Speaker 4>and otherwise, that all of that was a facade and

919
00:53:37.039 --> 00:53:39.800
<v Speaker 4>behind closed doors, he was just working a way at her,

920
00:53:39.880 --> 00:53:42.199
<v Speaker 4>trying to get her, you know, to kill herself and

921
00:53:42.239 --> 00:53:45.559
<v Speaker 4>the babies, and or doing it himself and making her

922
00:53:45.599 --> 00:53:47.880
<v Speaker 4>take the blame for it, and somehow controlling her even

923
00:53:47.920 --> 00:53:50.760
<v Speaker 4>after years of being in a mental institution and away

924
00:53:50.760 --> 00:53:57.760
<v Speaker 4>from him. Technically, tiny bit of possibility that that's the case,

925
00:53:59.039 --> 00:54:03.320
<v Speaker 4>and even then that relationship and the outcome of it

926
00:54:03.639 --> 00:54:10.639
<v Speaker 4>would be her fault, her doing. She created it, chose it,

927
00:54:11.079 --> 00:54:15.039
<v Speaker 4>followed through with it. But it's not the case. It

928
00:54:15.119 --> 00:54:17.320
<v Speaker 4>is the case that she killed her children. And again,

929
00:54:17.440 --> 00:54:21.280
<v Speaker 4>if I have any compassion, aside from at the soul level,

930
00:54:21.320 --> 00:54:23.440
<v Speaker 4>by which I have compassion for all people and all beings,

931
00:54:23.519 --> 00:54:25.800
<v Speaker 4>even the most heinous and evil of them, but at

932
00:54:25.800 --> 00:54:28.519
<v Speaker 4>this human level, if I'm going to garner some compassion

933
00:54:28.559 --> 00:54:31.280
<v Speaker 4>in my heart and actually hold it for her, it's

934
00:54:31.280 --> 00:54:35.079
<v Speaker 4>for being on fourteen psychotropic drugs at once or in

935
00:54:35.159 --> 00:54:39.199
<v Speaker 4>short succession, because that will ruin the mind of anyone

936
00:54:39.360 --> 00:54:41.280
<v Speaker 4>for a very short time. In my life, one of

937
00:54:41.280 --> 00:54:46.400
<v Speaker 4>the many misdiagnoses I had was anxiety related depression. I

938
00:54:46.400 --> 00:54:49.280
<v Speaker 4>had add and ADHD and depression and anxiety and depression

939
00:54:49.320 --> 00:54:53.599
<v Speaker 4>related anxiety and anxiety related depression, and so they thought

940
00:54:53.639 --> 00:54:56.159
<v Speaker 4>to treat that with I believe it was Paxel, That's

941
00:54:56.159 --> 00:54:59.599
<v Speaker 4>what I seem to remember. And I started taking Paxel

942
00:54:59.679 --> 00:55:03.920
<v Speaker 4>and all of my emotions went away. I'm a deeply

943
00:55:03.960 --> 00:55:09.639
<v Speaker 4>emotional person, to you may gather, and I, uh, they

944
00:55:09.639 --> 00:55:12.559
<v Speaker 4>were just gone, which felt kind of good to me

945
00:55:12.599 --> 00:55:16.159
<v Speaker 4>because I was in a horrifyingly abusive relationship I didn't

946
00:55:16.159 --> 00:55:20.519
<v Speaker 4>know was abusive. I was constantly being broken down, all

947
00:55:20.559 --> 00:55:23.199
<v Speaker 4>of my identity, all of whatever little self worth I'd

948
00:55:23.280 --> 00:55:25.760
<v Speaker 4>managed to create at this point in my life, you know,

949
00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:30.480
<v Speaker 4>And I've just constantly broken down, constantly destroyed. And so

950
00:55:30.559 --> 00:55:32.119
<v Speaker 4>I had a lot of a Yeah, I had a

951
00:55:32.119 --> 00:55:34.719
<v Speaker 4>lot of anxiety and depression, and so I was taking

952
00:55:34.760 --> 00:55:37.199
<v Speaker 4>pack slon so I had no emotions and life was

953
00:55:37.480 --> 00:55:41.639
<v Speaker 4>really easy with no emotions. There's this show, I think

954
00:55:41.639 --> 00:55:43.519
<v Speaker 4>it's called The Magicians, and there's a point where they

955
00:55:43.760 --> 00:55:46.239
<v Speaker 4>take like a concoction that takes all their emotions away

956
00:55:46.239 --> 00:55:48.599
<v Speaker 4>and they're just purely logical and it makes things really

957
00:55:48.679 --> 00:55:52.039
<v Speaker 4>easy for a minute, you know. And it was like that,

958
00:55:52.920 --> 00:55:55.280
<v Speaker 4>It's like, oh, Wow, this is so much easier with

959
00:55:55.320 --> 00:55:58.880
<v Speaker 4>no emotions at all. I didn't actively recognize, however, that

960
00:55:58.960 --> 00:56:02.199
<v Speaker 4>I wasn't having any emotions. I just recognized that, yeah,

961
00:56:02.239 --> 00:56:04.320
<v Speaker 4>life is easier. I do have lessons that I'm not

962
00:56:04.360 --> 00:56:07.480
<v Speaker 4>having panic attacks anymore, you know, so this is working.

963
00:56:09.480 --> 00:56:14.440
<v Speaker 4>And then someone called me and I answered the phone

964
00:56:14.719 --> 00:56:17.119
<v Speaker 4>and they were like, oh my god, Linda, the worst,

965
00:56:17.599 --> 00:56:20.039
<v Speaker 4>worst thing has happened, And I was like, what happened?

966
00:56:21.400 --> 00:56:24.039
<v Speaker 4>And my neighbor, who was also my good friend had

967
00:56:24.079 --> 00:56:27.239
<v Speaker 4>been shot along with my other good friend and his mom,

968
00:56:27.280 --> 00:56:31.079
<v Speaker 4>who I knew decently well, she's my neighbor, was killed,

969
00:56:31.480 --> 00:56:33.840
<v Speaker 4>and his sister, who I knew decently well was friends with,

970
00:56:34.000 --> 00:56:38.760
<v Speaker 4>was killed. And the little girl we didn't know yet

971
00:56:38.760 --> 00:56:40.719
<v Speaker 4>if she was alive or not she might have been killed.

972
00:56:41.239 --> 00:56:43.559
<v Speaker 4>All these people I knew and loved were dead and

973
00:56:43.719 --> 00:56:48.719
<v Speaker 4>or dying or maybe deeply wounded and harmed by this

974
00:56:48.760 --> 00:56:50.840
<v Speaker 4>guy that we all knew, and then he killed himself.

975
00:56:50.880 --> 00:56:56.159
<v Speaker 4>Is horribly tragic situation. I'm being told about this, and

976
00:56:57.000 --> 00:56:59.440
<v Speaker 4>the reason it actually stood out to me in my

977
00:56:59.480 --> 00:57:04.599
<v Speaker 4>mind was I had not even the tiniest emotional response.

978
00:57:05.480 --> 00:57:11.119
<v Speaker 4>It was as though I didn't care. I knew conceptually

979
00:57:11.159 --> 00:57:15.239
<v Speaker 4>it was horrible. I knew that I hated that this happened.

980
00:57:15.400 --> 00:57:17.480
<v Speaker 4>I knew that it was wrong. I knew that I

981
00:57:17.599 --> 00:57:23.360
<v Speaker 4>cared deeply. That those thoughts were all there, understood reality,

982
00:57:23.440 --> 00:57:27.559
<v Speaker 4>the emotional part of it was completely absent. And when

983
00:57:27.559 --> 00:57:31.599
<v Speaker 4>I realized that I stopped taking that drug. There's there's

984
00:57:31.760 --> 00:57:39.599
<v Speaker 4>no situation in which it's okay to not feel horribly saddened, angry,

985
00:57:39.639 --> 00:57:42.599
<v Speaker 4>and all sorts of emotions at your friends being shot

986
00:57:42.639 --> 00:57:49.239
<v Speaker 4>and murdered. So I get the psychotropic drug, I get

987
00:57:49.239 --> 00:57:52.039
<v Speaker 4>the effects of it. I get how it can cause

988
00:57:52.079 --> 00:57:55.400
<v Speaker 4>self harm and harm of others because you essentially become

989
00:57:55.440 --> 00:57:59.400
<v Speaker 4>a psychopath. That's the official take. Not a doctor, talk

990
00:57:59.440 --> 00:58:02.639
<v Speaker 4>to your doctor, consult the whatever. I don't care. That's

991
00:58:02.639 --> 00:58:05.920
<v Speaker 4>my experience, that's my understanding, and that's why I can

992
00:58:06.000 --> 00:58:09.199
<v Speaker 4>imagine that being on fourteen drugs might get you to

993
00:58:09.280 --> 00:58:13.960
<v Speaker 4>the place where you hear voices and kill your children. Now,

994
00:58:14.000 --> 00:58:16.840
<v Speaker 4>another difference between me and many other people is I

995
00:58:16.880 --> 00:58:21.559
<v Speaker 4>still don't excuse your behavior. You still killed children. If

996
00:58:21.559 --> 00:58:24.960
<v Speaker 4>you're somebody who is capable of that. When I was

997
00:58:24.960 --> 00:58:27.400
<v Speaker 4>on packs, I wouldn't have killed myself or other people.

998
00:58:29.440 --> 00:58:30.920
<v Speaker 4>Maybe I would have if I took it longer. I

999
00:58:30.960 --> 00:58:33.280
<v Speaker 4>don't know that, but I do know that that never

1000
00:58:33.440 --> 00:58:35.079
<v Speaker 4>entered my mind, and even if it did, I would

1001
00:58:35.119 --> 00:58:38.000
<v Speaker 4>have recognized that as a huge red flag and problem

1002
00:58:38.280 --> 00:58:43.159
<v Speaker 4>and not as something to pursue. That's what I trust

1003
00:58:43.199 --> 00:58:47.960
<v Speaker 4>and believe about myself. Either way, even if you are insane,

1004
00:58:48.199 --> 00:58:51.760
<v Speaker 4>even if postpartum psychosis is the reason, even if it's

1005
00:58:51.800 --> 00:58:57.039
<v Speaker 4>these medications, you are still the human who chose those things,

1006
00:58:57.360 --> 00:59:00.599
<v Speaker 4>got to that place, and then committed those r and

1007
00:59:00.639 --> 00:59:06.079
<v Speaker 4>so you're still a danger to especially children, but also

1008
00:59:06.280 --> 00:59:09.920
<v Speaker 4>anyone who might be vulnerable and around you at a

1009
00:59:10.039 --> 00:59:13.440
<v Speaker 4>moment where you might feel overwhelmed. And how often in

1010
00:59:13.480 --> 00:59:19.920
<v Speaker 4>life do we feel overwhelmed? Pretty often, hopefully not that often,

1011
00:59:19.960 --> 00:59:23.239
<v Speaker 4>but like it happens to all of us, all of

1012
00:59:23.280 --> 00:59:25.480
<v Speaker 4>a sudden, we're sick or this, or something happens, or

1013
00:59:25.519 --> 00:59:28.519
<v Speaker 4>the money's tight or that, and we're just overwhelmed. And

1014
00:59:28.599 --> 00:59:31.360
<v Speaker 4>in that moment, if you're someone with a past history

1015
00:59:31.360 --> 00:59:34.320
<v Speaker 4>of breaks from reality and psychosis, no matter what you

1016
00:59:34.880 --> 00:59:39.920
<v Speaker 4>say was the cause, was actually a symptom of you

1017
00:59:40.119 --> 00:59:45.280
<v Speaker 4>not being capable of processing that, which may include asking

1018
00:59:45.320 --> 00:59:49.440
<v Speaker 4>for help, committing yourself, locking yourself up, driving away from

1019
00:59:49.519 --> 00:59:52.039
<v Speaker 4>everyone you know so you don't harm them, or a

1020
00:59:52.079 --> 00:59:53.960
<v Speaker 4>whole host of other things you could do.

1021
00:59:56.199 --> 00:59:56.320
<v Speaker 3>So.

1022
00:59:56.360 --> 00:59:58.960
<v Speaker 4>While I feel some compassion for someone who may have

1023
00:59:59.000 --> 01:00:02.239
<v Speaker 4>taken these drugs without knowing their possible effects and then

1024
01:00:02.280 --> 01:00:05.079
<v Speaker 4>suffered under this psychosis to the point where they killed

1025
01:00:05.079 --> 01:00:08.320
<v Speaker 4>their own children, I don't excuse you. And you are

1026
01:00:08.360 --> 01:00:10.639
<v Speaker 4>not safe in society. It is not safe for us

1027
01:00:10.719 --> 01:00:13.000
<v Speaker 4>to have you around us. It's not safe for us

1028
01:00:13.000 --> 01:00:15.960
<v Speaker 4>to allow you to have access to any vulnerable populations,

1029
01:00:16.159 --> 01:00:19.199
<v Speaker 4>and they're everywhere, and so you have to be locked

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<v Speaker 4>up or taken out of society. And when I said

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<v Speaker 4>I wished she was better at killing herself, I still

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<v Speaker 4>feel that way, because it would solve all the problems.

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<v Speaker 4>I wished that she was better at killing herself than

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<v Speaker 4>how she cut her throat, her arms and threw herself

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01:00:33.639 --> 01:00:35.960
<v Speaker 4>out a second story window that was never going to

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<v Speaker 4>kill you. I wish you were better at killing yourself,

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<v Speaker 4>Lindsay Clancy, because then your babies may be alive if

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<v Speaker 4>you thought of killing yourself first instead, they might be

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<v Speaker 4>able to live, and the world would be free of

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<v Speaker 4>your specific threat that you pose to all vulnerable creatures

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<v Speaker 4>and so I hope everybody can take better care of themselves.

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<v Speaker 4>For the love of God, make yourself get the help

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<v Speaker 4>you need, and by the way she had it. But

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<v Speaker 4>who knows what fourteen psychotropic drugs will do to you.

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe that's not the best way to go for most humans.

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<v Speaker 4>So many options, so many ways to love ourselves. Again,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm here to help people. I linked to in the

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<v Speaker 4>post on substack the sole retrieval, and I link to

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<v Speaker 4>my spirit guide session. I don't guarantee sole retrieval when

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<v Speaker 4>I do those sessions, but it happens so frequently that

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<v Speaker 4>if it's something you actually need, it is very likely

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<v Speaker 4>to occur. And so I provide space for that and

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<v Speaker 4>so much other healing. And you know, I've worked with,

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<v Speaker 4>talked to, and had professional conversations one on one with

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<v Speaker 4>many psychotherapists and psychologists who look at what I do

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<v Speaker 4>and see all the parallels between what I do and

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<v Speaker 4>what they do, so well, I would never suggest myself

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<v Speaker 4>as a replacement for traditional psychotherapy or support. I definitely

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<v Speaker 4>I've seen people who have transformed everything about their lives

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<v Speaker 4>using only services of mind and those like me and

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<v Speaker 4>none of the traditional routes. So I know that can

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<v Speaker 4>happen too. So there's one more support for you if

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<v Speaker 4>you're someone out there who is struggling through anything, and

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<v Speaker 4>so I hope you choose it if it's helpful for you,

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<v Speaker 4>and otherwise, I hope all of us continue again to

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<v Speaker 4>take care of ourselves and others. And that includes not

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<v Speaker 4>ever blaming anyone else for the situation you find yourself

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<v Speaker 4>in in life, and always taking responsibility for your thoughts,

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<v Speaker 4>your heart, your actions until the day you die and

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<v Speaker 4>beyond and until you do, travel well, interbalance, and always

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<v Speaker 4>look inside first.

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<v Speaker 1>Clue to these screens.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a plot to drop the keeners that don't like you,

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<v Speaker 2>dropped the melancholi with the wood. Moans of Holly suggests

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<v Speaker 2>out of click the rains.

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<v Speaker 3>Have a plaza folly that took the mental dobbery, execute

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<v Speaker 3>a top with the hypocrisy. It is back to Rea

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<v Speaker 3>and back the top with me. Put the hands up

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<v Speaker 3>to touch the acasta, cause you know, deep down is

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<v Speaker 3>something bigger than your walled It
