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Speaker 4: talking about the atrocious women and their atrocious behavior, continuing
Speaker 4: on in this theme. It's been a theme now, it's
Speaker 4: been a progression rather of the sort of destruction of
Speaker 4: the ability of females to uphold a sort of adult,
Speaker 4: whole heeled you know self to the world and interact
Speaker 4: in a responsible way with all that occurs in this world.
Speaker 4: Degradation of all of that, just a slipping into the
Speaker 4: madness and insanity that is cluster b and cluster be
Speaker 4: adjacent behaviors. Cluster b like behaviors our culture. In fact,
Speaker 4: if you know, if you've been thinking about it, If
Speaker 4: you've been following me for long enough, you realize our
Speaker 4: entire culture is essentially cluster b promoting and enshrining and
Speaker 4: self responsibility attacking. Right, Anybody who promotes self responsibility, self
Speaker 4: healing is attacked because that's the codependent way, that's the
Speaker 4: enabling way, that's the groupthink way, and that's the world
Speaker 4: that we're in, and social media only enhances this. Will
Speaker 4: be careful, however, as always, to not blame social media.
Speaker 4: Social media, in fact, is just the tool by which
Speaker 4: it is neutral, and it's not wielded neutrally by people
Speaker 4: with a lot of power, that's for sure, and that's blameworthy,
Speaker 4: that's noticeable, criticizable, But the way we use it is
Speaker 4: up to us. You don't have to be there, and
Speaker 4: when you are there, you can use it responsibly. So,
Speaker 4: just like any other tool, it's up to you. So
Speaker 4: social media isn't at fault. Social media is, in fact
Speaker 4: just the window by which we can view this degradation
Speaker 4: of the feminine into the toxic femininity that is the
Speaker 4: highlight of our society and honestly the root of so many,
Speaker 4: if not most, of our woes. As a society as
Speaker 4: a culture, all sorts of other woes economically, politically, societally
Speaker 4: and culturally. This is the thing, and they go hand
Speaker 4: in hand. In fact, we're going to talk about how
Speaker 4: feminism and Marxism go hand in hand with this degradation
Speaker 4: that is political and economic and is in fact intentional
Speaker 4: by our worst enemies against us, and how unfortunately so
Speaker 4: many have fallen to this. So all of this, of course,
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Speaker 4: here my first post, just published ten minutes ago as
Speaker 4: of this live stream, is called child Murderers, and so
Speaker 4: that's what we're actually going to use as the template
Speaker 4: for the show today, is this post child Murderer. So
Speaker 4: I say, child murderers and the evil culture of women
Speaker 4: in shrining feminists who will do anything, however irrational to
Speaker 4: blame men. A good summary of the story here, and
Speaker 4: I just start out if Lindsay Clancy's trial is the
Speaker 4: peak one can hope of the vile culture that has
Speaker 4: enabled narcissistic women who cannot take responsibility for themselves to
Speaker 4: feel absolutely proud in displaying their failures to become healed adults.
Speaker 4: And if you don't know the Lindsay Clincy trial that, well,
Speaker 4: here you go with a list of facts I've provided
Speaker 4: for anybody who's not clear on what's going on. What's
Speaker 4: going on. This is a list summarized by co pilot.
Speaker 4: I didn't want to go through and meticulously outline everything myself,
Speaker 4: so I had co pilot do that. So I quote
Speaker 4: co pilot here saying here's what happened. These are again
Speaker 4: not opinions. This is a list of what the court,
Speaker 4: both sides, the prosecution and defense, has admitted are the
Speaker 4: facts of this trial. So I can't emphasize that enough.
Speaker 4: The facts of the trial uncontested by anybody involved, both sides,
Speaker 4: the court, all the people who are up on the
Speaker 4: stands giving their testimony, the ems, the police. Everybody agrees
Speaker 4: on these facts. It is not debated. So here you go.
Speaker 4: On January twenty fourth, twenty twenty three, Lindsay Clancy strangled
Speaker 4: her three children, Cora five years old, Dawson three years old,
Speaker 4: and Callen eight months old, inside the family's home in Duxbury, Massachusetts.
Speaker 4: Not contested again, just this is the most central fact
Speaker 4: of the case is that she absolutely did kill the children.
Speaker 4: She doesn't contest that. Her husband doesn't contest that. Nobody
Speaker 4: he's contesting that. Everyone admits it. It's a fact that
Speaker 4: children were strangled using exercise bands in the basement. Lindsay
Speaker 4: then attempted suicide by cutting her wrists and throat and
Speaker 4: jumping from a second story window, resulting in permanent paralysis
Speaker 4: from the waist down. Her husband, Patrick Clancy, returned home
Speaker 4: to find the three children unresponsive and Lindsay injured outside.
Speaker 4: This is none of this is contested. That Patrick Clancy
Speaker 4: was gone when the murders happened, not contested. There's footage
Speaker 4: of him in like a CBS or a Walgreens or something.
Speaker 4: They know for sure, they have his phone data track
Speaker 4: that he wasn't there, he left, and that he wasn't there.
Speaker 4: It all the people, by the way, of which there
Speaker 4: are unfortunately many who are like, it was him, he
Speaker 4: did it. Here's why, here's this, here's that hot take.
Speaker 4: They're all just fan fiction delusionists. Nobody is contesting this.
Speaker 4: It is one thing if Lindsay Clancy were like, no,
Speaker 4: I didn't do it at all, and then they were
Speaker 4: going about trying to prove that she did, which by
Speaker 4: the way, would be very easy. There's so much evidence.
Speaker 4: There's nothing but evidence. There's her search history, there's her
Speaker 4: every every I can't even go. It's so ridiculous that
Speaker 4: people are even questioning this. That'd be something else. If
Speaker 4: you were then just on her side, you thought she
Speaker 4: didn't do it, that would at least make sense to me, Like, okay,
Speaker 4: like you know, by some logic, you are agreeing with
Speaker 4: this side, other people are agreeing with that side. That's
Speaker 4: gonna happen, right. The Carmelo Anthony thing is a good example.
Speaker 4: A lot of people thought, Carmelo Anthony, I think that's
Speaker 4: the one that stabbed and didn't get said, I don't
Speaker 4: know whatever. The black guy did it, and that if
Speaker 4: he was at fault, and the other people think that
Speaker 4: the white guy, you know, egged him on and kind
Speaker 4: of like pushed him into doing that, and he's at
Speaker 4: least someone at fault for his own death. Whatever. You
Speaker 4: could take different views, they at least make some sense.
Speaker 4: In this case, they don't. There isn't a world in
Speaker 4: which Lindsay Clancy didn't kill these babies. She herself says that, Okay,
Speaker 4: So no one's contesting that. That's a fact important to know.
Speaker 4: She faces three counts of first degree murder. She's plaied
Speaker 4: not guilty a starting postpartum psychosis. So again her claim
Speaker 4: is not guilty, but not because she says she didn't
Speaker 4: do it. She says she did it. Everyone says she
Speaker 4: did it. Everyone knows she did it. She knows she
Speaker 4: did it. The not guilty is only coming from this
Speaker 4: insanity plea. The postpartum psychosis is an insanity plea. That's
Speaker 4: what we call it. When people say, I was out
Speaker 4: of my mind, beyond my own control, I had no
Speaker 4: idea what I was doing, and so I did this.
Speaker 4: It just it still doesn't absolve you of the crime,
Speaker 4: by the way. It just it might get you a
Speaker 4: lesser sentence, you know. Sometimes unfortunately it lets people out
Speaker 4: immediately even though they're clearly a danger, even if they're insane. Right,
Speaker 4: there's a whole thing. We could do a whole shows
Speaker 4: and shows about the insanity plea and whether that's okay
Speaker 4: or not, whether we should even have one, you know.
Speaker 4: But the claim is not that she didn't do it.
Speaker 4: The not guilty part is just not guilty by way
Speaker 4: of insanity. So, yes, I killed these babies, but I
Speaker 4: was insane at the moment because of this. Postpartum psychosis
Speaker 4: a real thing, an actual thing. It's horrible people suffer
Speaker 4: from things like this. So sad and still you kill
Speaker 4: the babies. No one's contesting that, Okay, that's the basis
Speaker 4: for the lack of criminal responsibility, not the lack of murder.
Speaker 4: There's no dispute that she killed the children. The trial
Speaker 4: center is entirely on her state of mind. That's the
Speaker 4: entire trial is just establishing whether or not they can
Speaker 4: say she has less responsibility because of this postpartum psychosis
Speaker 4: or insanity. That's it. That's what's going on. So if
Speaker 4: you didn't know about this trial, that's Those are the
Speaker 4: things you need to know as a background to this.
Speaker 4: She experienced severe postpart of mental health deterioration. That's also
Speaker 4: not contested, by the way. The only thing they're trying
Speaker 4: to figure out is if that's enough to make it
Speaker 4: so that you literally have no control over yourself, have
Speaker 4: no idea what you're doing, and can murder three children.
Speaker 4: So she definitely had postpart of mental health deterioration after
Speaker 4: the birth of her third child, including insomnia, anxiety, intrusive thoughts,
Speaker 4: and auditory hallucinations. Man hormones are crazy. They could do
Speaker 4: crazy things to you. It is a type of insanity.
Speaker 4: Just the little bit I suffer from, like perimenopause, or
Speaker 4: whatever is fucking crazy, dude. It's crazy. The things that
Speaker 4: go read a book about. It's insane. So, yeah, I
Speaker 4: have a given birth, and but I know so many
Speaker 4: people who have. I've been very close and intimate with
Speaker 4: them during those periods of time, in the birth itself
Speaker 4: and right afterwards. I've seen this type of thing. I
Speaker 4: have a lot of compassion for that, having not coming
Speaker 4: close as possible without experiencing myself, I have extreme compassion
Speaker 4: for this. What you literally cannot control about your hormones
Speaker 4: doing to you and how it can affect you so horrible.
Speaker 4: It's so horrible, right, So I don't get it, get it,
Speaker 4: But I can see exactly what this was doing to her,
Speaker 4: and that no one can tests that she has prescribed
Speaker 4: multiple psychiatric medications. And here's the part that for some reason,
Speaker 4: almost no one's talking to it is probably the most
Speaker 4: important part of the case. Thirteen different drugs over four months.
Speaker 4: I don't know how many of those were psychotropic, but
Speaker 4: at least most of them were so SSRIs and the like.
Speaker 4: This is a whole history now at this point of
Speaker 4: people on SSRIs. By the way, as a separate category,
Speaker 4: we can add hormonal imbalance because of a lot of
Speaker 4: the people who are transhooters are on hormone therapy, which,
Speaker 4: again hormones can cause psychosis. Okay, So SSRIs have this
Speaker 4: whole history of multiple mass shootings, school shootings, and other murders.
Speaker 4: It's in the insert of all of them as a
Speaker 4: side effect that you might have suicidal or homicidal impulses
Speaker 4: and thoughts. They admit it. It is the official stance
Speaker 4: that this can cause, you know, murder and whatever. That's
Speaker 4: not admitted. But the thoughts and the intrusiveness of them,
Speaker 4: the pervasiveness of them, that is, it's in the inserts.
Speaker 4: So I'm like, for me, I'm like, maybe this case
Speaker 4: will finally make some leftists who used to question big
Speaker 4: pharma and don't anymore for some reason, go back to
Speaker 4: this point where they say, maybe SSRIs al right to
Speaker 4: be handed out like candy. Maybe in fact, there's a
Speaker 4: good reason to question them. Ask your doctor and not
Speaker 4: a medical professional, et cetera, et cetera. So thirteen different
Speaker 4: drugs over four months, she sought help repeatedly in patient
Speaker 4: psychiatric care specialist evaluations. She was not diagnosed with postpartum
Speaker 4: psychosis prior to the killings by the way, Yeah, you
Speaker 4: wouldn't be. I mean postpartum depression, post partum issues, yes,
Speaker 4: but psychosis whole other thing. And whether that's because she
Speaker 4: didn't tell anyone the whole truth of it or not
Speaker 4: is another question. She says she heard voices right before
Speaker 4: the killing. Did she hear them before then not tell anyone?
Speaker 4: You know, these are the type of things. Who knows,
Speaker 4: but you know, she was diagnosed with postpartum ppression, postpartum issue,
Speaker 4: she was diagnosed with enough to get her thirteen different
Speaker 4: drugs over four months, and she had all these symptoms,
Speaker 4: not contested, all true. On the day of the killing,
Speaker 4: as Lindsay reportedly heard a male voice saying, this is
Speaker 4: your last chance kill the children, so you can kill yourself.
Speaker 4: That's from her own testimony, So she admits that that
Speaker 4: is psychosis, whether postpartum or some other kind, whether psychotropic
Speaker 4: drug induced or some other kind, that's definitely psychosis. She
Speaker 4: sent her husband out for takeout and medication, leaving her
Speaker 4: alone with the children. Prosecutors argue this was intentional premeditation. Yeah,
Speaker 4: seems that way. And when you have intentional premeditation, what
Speaker 4: they're basically trying to establish is you were cogent enough
Speaker 4: and present enough. You did know what you were doing.
Speaker 4: Hearing voices does not actually take away your responsibility for killing.
Speaker 4: It does mean you need to be kept away from
Speaker 4: people who are vulnerable for probably the rest of time, actually,
Speaker 4: is what it means. So again, maybe she was premeditating
Speaker 4: by asking her husband to leave. Who knows. She was
Speaker 4: in hospitalized, transferred to a state psychiatric facility. She's still there,
Speaker 4: She's been there since then. That was a couple of
Speaker 4: years ago. Patrick Clancy publicly stated he forgives her and
Speaker 4: views her as ill, not evil. He thinks this, you know,
Speaker 4: he agrees that this is some sort of psychosis or
Speaker 4: the drugs or whatever, and this wasn't really her, and
Speaker 4: so he forgives her, which is kind of insane. I mean,
Speaker 4: I'm so happy for him that he has this level
Speaker 4: of peace and love in him. I just I think
Speaker 4: that's a really hard place for most people to get
Speaker 4: in the case where your wife kills your three children.
Speaker 4: People were astonished when Erica Kirk forgave the killer of
Speaker 4: Charlie Kirk. This is three children. Usually a little bit
Speaker 4: more intensity from people around children than spouse's just just
Speaker 4: saying you know, so pretty crazy. Pretty you would think
Speaker 4: based on this a pretty loving, emotionally savvy husband. Both
Speaker 4: Lindsay and Patrick later filed medical malpractice lawsuits against her
Speaker 4: providers for alleged failures and diagnosis and treatment. So this
Speaker 4: means they didn't fully diagnose her correctly and what they
Speaker 4: prescribed her wasn't appropriate. Again a little hint back to
Speaker 4: maybe fourteen psychotropic drugs is gonna harm you and cause
Speaker 4: really crazy things to happen. So this is all uncontested. Again.
Speaker 4: She also because a lot of people are like, she
Speaker 4: didn't have the support she deserved. I can't think of
Speaker 4: anyone in history who had more support than this woman.
Speaker 4: We just described how our husband loves her enough to
Speaker 4: forgive her for murdering three kids of his. But she
Speaker 4: also had a nanny for several months. Several months she
Speaker 4: had a nanny five hours every single day when Kellen
Speaker 4: was a newborn baby. That nanny, by the way, said
Speaker 4: she was very loving towards her children. She just was
Speaker 4: struggling so much with postpartum issues. And she also saw
Speaker 4: all the prescription bottles and so she understood, like you know,
Speaker 4: things weren't great at the household. And when Lindsay decided
Speaker 4: not to go back to work. She let the nanny
Speaker 4: go so she had support. She could have kept that nanny,
Speaker 4: but since she was home all day and not working,
Speaker 4: she was like, well, why have a nanny? Right, pretty
Speaker 4: rational decision. So was she unsupported? No, so she had
Speaker 4: a nanny. She had access to the funds and the
Speaker 4: ability to have a nanny support her through birthing a
Speaker 4: child and having a newborn with two other kids in
Speaker 4: the house. That's incredible. Lots of women don't have anything
Speaker 4: like that ever. So Also, Patrick Clancy may have been
Speaker 4: a stay at home. People are saying that he was
Speaker 4: works from home. I can't find actual you know that
Speaker 4: that's actually true. But he did drive her to all
Speaker 4: her specialist appointments, of which there were many. Heavily involved
Speaker 4: in managing her care. Therefore clearly cares about her. He
Speaker 4: witnessed her steatmental declient, cared about it enough to try
Speaker 4: to get her help, helped her through medication changes, helped
Speaker 4: her through her psychiatric hospital stay. On the day of
Speaker 4: the killings, he specifically was out to pick up her
Speaker 4: medication and food so she didn't have to cook, which
Speaker 4: again was part of her Like premeditated, get him out
Speaker 4: of the house. But when you argue that this man
Speaker 4: didn't support and love this woman, you are not based
Speaker 4: in factual reality. We can't know what's actually going on
Speaker 4: inside the head, we can't know what's actually going on
Speaker 4: inside of the heart of other people. But if we
Speaker 4: were to make an educated sound guest that's based in reason,
Speaker 4: we would say this man is devoted to her. He
Speaker 4: went out of the way to help her. She got
Speaker 4: more support than most women I've ever known in having
Speaker 4: babies and children and getting through postpartum. That's the facts.
Speaker 4: So okay, I go on to say in this article
Speaker 4: that was all from AI. Remember that was co pilot's
Speaker 4: summary of the known facts that are not contested in
Speaker 4: this case. And I say, nonetheless, countless women have stepped
Speaker 4: up to defend Lindsay Clancy's murders. They are, not, to
Speaker 4: be clear, defending the children who had the right to
Speaker 4: protection from all dangers, defending the father who had his
Speaker 4: life cruelly ripped away from him by his wife, nor
Speaker 4: defending the absolute horde of humans who attempted to help
Speaker 4: Clancy through her mental and emotional health struggles. These women
Speaker 4: are posting NonStop about how, very specifically Patrick Clancy, her
Speaker 4: husband not only failed her, but it's his fault if
Speaker 4: she experienced psychosis, and it's his fault that she felt
Speaker 4: so overwhelmed that she was forced to murder her children.
Speaker 4: This is the way they're presenting it. Even worse, I say,
Speaker 4: many will argue until they're wrapped in delusion themselves that
Speaker 4: Patrick was the culprit, not Lindsay. This is an interaction
Speaker 4: I have, and I share the screenshots here. I block
Speaker 4: out her name and her image. I'm not trying to
Speaker 4: throw harder the bus, but it's there for anyone to
Speaker 4: see if they knew where it was. And so I
Speaker 4: share some of the screenshots here of a self avowed
Speaker 4: legal professional who has a degree in law who's arguing
Speaker 4: that she didn't do it and that the evidence doesn't
Speaker 4: show that she did it. And her main point is
Speaker 4: that Lindsay was nonverbal at the moment that the police
Speaker 4: and whoever ms whatever got to the house and didn't
Speaker 4: at that moment admit to doing it. Now, let's just
Speaker 4: be really clear, since that day, Lindsay Clincy has never
Speaker 4: once claimed she didn't do it. Since that day, she's
Speaker 4: never once sought out a legal avenue which tries to
Speaker 4: place the blame on the husband instead of herself. She's
Speaker 4: never done that, never said it. Their main legal approach
Speaker 4: is the only one they have any hope of, which
Speaker 4: is the insanity plea, and all other things are treated
Speaker 4: as fact. She did it, she admits to it. It
Speaker 4: is known, and still this person with a legal degree
Speaker 4: takes this stance that it was maybe not her and
Speaker 4: perhaps the father who did it. That what people think
Speaker 4: is that he went out and got on camera at
Speaker 4: some place enough to say give him plausible diy niability,
Speaker 4: that he wasn't there, rushed home, strangled the kids, slit
Speaker 4: her throat, cut her wrists, and threw her out a window,
Speaker 4: and that since then she won't call him on it. Now,
Speaker 4: in the realm of possibility, it exists that there's a
Speaker 4: man so devious and so abusive, and that he's broken
Speaker 4: his women's so well, that she is that mind controlled
Speaker 4: and agrees to cover for him. That the potential technically exists,
Speaker 4: But we would see signs of it. We would see
Speaker 4: hints of it. We would see the lawyers trying to
Speaker 4: argue for that or trying to find a way to
Speaker 4: show that that would be happening. All of this is
Speaker 4: happening three years after the fact, and the minds of
Speaker 4: women who are addicted to excusing female behavior and blaming
Speaker 4: it on men. That's what's happening here. And when I say,
Speaker 4: you know, it's sad to me that most women are
Speaker 4: defending her. My reaction to children being harmed is never
Speaker 4: to defend their abusers or murderers. And I'm worried about
Speaker 4: women's sense of identity in this sick culture we have.
Speaker 4: And to this supposed lawyer says, I don't think they're
Speaker 4: defending her because she's a woman, Like I mean, yeah,
Speaker 4: they literally are saying that. They're saying, oh, women are
Speaker 4: so oppressed, and women are stuck in this motherhood position.
Speaker 4: A woman are forced to have baby for these men,
Speaker 4: and women are under so much strain and no one
Speaker 4: helps them, and these men just take them for granted
Speaker 4: and just leave them to suffer under this oppression of motherhood.
Speaker 4: And so poor Lindsey Clancy, you actually can't argue that
Speaker 4: it's not because she's a woman, because only women are
Speaker 4: in this position. Only women give birth, only women have postpartum.
Speaker 4: It's literally the reason why mostly women are defending her.
Speaker 4: But she thinks it's because of the evidence, and because
Speaker 4: she went to law school, she knows that it's actually
Speaker 4: that there's so many legal holes in the story. There's
Speaker 4: almost no legal holes. That's why the lawyers are like, well,
Speaker 4: I guess we'll try insanity. That's the only all again
Speaker 4: in the realm of possibility, just like almost anything is
Speaker 4: technically that he did it. Talked to her into taking
Speaker 4: the blame and arguing insanity, and they're trying to get
Speaker 4: away with it together or something, you know, like those
Speaker 4: things that possibilities exist issues, but it's not what's happening,
Speaker 4: you know. So Anyways, this interaction goes on for a while.
Speaker 4: But I say, even women who have legal degrees are
Speaker 4: arguing that Lindsay did not even do it. Even women
Speaker 4: with legal degrees are pretending this case is full of holes.
Speaker 4: And again, even Lindsay Clancy's defense is not arguing that
Speaker 4: she did not commit the murders. The fact that she
Speaker 4: murdered her own children, then slit her own throat, which
Speaker 4: is why she could not speak, then jumped out the
Speaker 4: second story window. These facts are not in dispute by
Speaker 4: anyone connected to the case. Instead, what's going on? I say,
Speaker 4: is this cluster b delusion contagion. And I say there
Speaker 4: are untold thousands of women maybe millions, I don't know,
Speaker 4: making Lindsay Clincy solidarity videos for TikTok, for YouTube, and
Speaker 4: for every other platform where they can garner their attention
Speaker 4: to fill the black holes that are their senses of
Speaker 4: self and worth. As I write, this YouTube's hiding these
Speaker 4: embarrassments no matter the search terms I use. I share
Speaker 4: a couple screenshots. I search for compilation of women hashtag
Speaker 4: same Lindsay. That's what they're using. By the hashtags, same hashtag,
Speaker 4: same comma, Lindsay, same Lindsay same, Like they're the same
Speaker 4: as sort of like you're proclaiming yourself a psychotic murder.
Speaker 4: That's crazy. I also search for compilation of women melting
Speaker 4: down over Lindsay Clancy. All these returns just search results
Speaker 4: that glamorize the trial and soften the edges around Lindsay
Speaker 4: Clancy psychopathic, bare handed strangling and murdering of her three
Speaker 4: precious children. All of them, they're all like key moments
Speaker 4: from Lindsay Clancy trial, explosive in law bombshells rattle the
Speaker 4: Lindsay Clancy case, women in Pink round and support Lindy Clancy.
Speaker 4: These are the types of things they're giving me instead
Speaker 4: of these things. I know there's millions of them out there,
Speaker 4: these videos of women in support of her and going crazy.
Speaker 4: I don't get to get them from YouTube, so you
Speaker 4: can find them. I link to them. If you are
Speaker 4: reading the substack, you can go see a lot of
Speaker 4: these videos yourself. I hope you do, because I hope
Speaker 4: you get more more of a feel for the type
Speaker 4: of woman who is willing to manipulate and lie in
Speaker 4: order to get attention and excuse herself from bad behavior.
Speaker 4: Those are the cluster b types that we are focused
Speaker 4: on much of the time, because that's where we need
Speaker 4: the healing most in this culture right now as far
Speaker 4: as women are concerned. So I do link for you,
Speaker 4: but I also describe it. The overarching energy and messages
Speaker 4: of the videos follow these themes. One being a mother
Speaker 4: as an oppressive burden. All these videos that are in
Speaker 4: support of Lindsay Clancy that are using the same comma
Speaker 4: Lindsay hashtag, that are using her trial description of her
Speaker 4: depressive symptoms over them, like pretending to cry and really
Speaker 4: I literally, I mean most of them are pretending to cry.
Speaker 4: If you've never known a woman who pretends to cry
Speaker 4: for attention, God bless you. But those of us who have,
Speaker 4: and we all know some for the most part, I
Speaker 4: would get I mean, I know, I think. Actually I'm
Speaker 4: not sure because I grew up in such unhealthy ways
Speaker 4: that most of the people I've ever known are very unhealthy.
Speaker 4: So maybe you don't know them and good, but they're everywhere,
Speaker 4: and they literally will just pretend to cry. I mean
Speaker 4: like there will never be any tears coming out of
Speaker 4: their eyes. Their face will just be in this face
Speaker 4: and make this I can pretend to cry, But for me,
Speaker 4: I'm like looking and I'm like, if I don't see
Speaker 4: real tears, I know you're not crying. Anybody can mimic
Speaker 4: the sounds and the facial expressions of something, but not
Speaker 4: everyone can just really actually do it. I knew a
Speaker 4: girl all the time would pretend to cry and everyone
Speaker 4: would just do what she wanted. It was amazing. I
Speaker 4: could see why she did it. Everyone gave in to it,
Speaker 4: everyone let her get away with it. No one was like,
Speaker 4: you're not actually crying, why are you pretending to cry?
Speaker 4: So why wouldn't you write, But all these videos are
Speaker 4: this too. Being a mother is an oppressive burden, and
Speaker 4: they're pretending to cry. By the way, they're almost always
Speaker 4: wearing sexy dresses. Their makeup is done, they did their hair,
Speaker 4: put all this nice cuse outfit. They set up the
Speaker 4: lighting and the camera, and then they like, if you
Speaker 4: were really crying, you know, it wouldn't be like that.
Speaker 4: You'd be in like your sweats, there'd be snot on
Speaker 4: your face, and it'd be like horrible, and you wouldn't
Speaker 4: want people to see that. And sure, some of them
Speaker 4: are actually crying. Some people, by the way, can actually
Speaker 4: make themselves cry. That's why actors and actresses have jobs.
Speaker 4: It does exist as a skill as well, But the
Speaker 4: vast majority of these people don't have those skills, and
Speaker 4: so they're just fake crying, pretending that mother is an
Speaker 4: oppressive Motherhood is a Being a mother is an oppressive burden.
Speaker 4: It's a burden. What an oppressive burden that's been put
Speaker 4: on me? Like being a mother, Like you didn't choose
Speaker 4: to let a penis come inside your vagina, ejaculate into you,
Speaker 4: the sperm to access your egg at the right time
Speaker 4: of the month and then continued to gestate and create
Speaker 4: this being and then give birth to it. Like all
Speaker 4: those things didn't happen, which you chose, by the way,
Speaker 4: every step of that, like that didn't have Like you
Speaker 4: just suddenly just became a mother beyond your choice, and
Speaker 4: all of a sudden, babies are just attached to you
Speaker 4: and you're just stuck in this situation. It's crazy. These
Speaker 4: people are crazy. Then another theme is that men are
Speaker 4: to blame. I'm just left here alone with these kids alone.
Speaker 4: It's just like all the men are to blame and
Speaker 4: not you. You also chose to be in the situation.
Speaker 4: I'm sure you agreed with your husband when he would
Speaker 4: be gone and not and like what was gonna happen otherwise?
Speaker 4: You know, again, there's a whole other problem going on,
Speaker 4: you know, and all that, But like it's to blame.
Speaker 4: Men are to blame that you have a child and
Speaker 4: that it needs things from you. Another theme of these
Speaker 4: videos is that children aren't technically lovable but also an
Speaker 4: incredible burden that like they're often to be Like, of
Speaker 4: course I love my baby, and I want to be
Speaker 4: there for my baby and take here my baby, but
Speaker 4: oh my god, it's such a burden, and I'm so tired.
Speaker 4: I just wish my baby would go away. You're like,
Speaker 4: I mean, I get that, to the extent you're capable
Speaker 4: as a cluster by person, you do love that child.
Speaker 4: I get that that is your actual experience. The rest
Speaker 4: of us who are healthy, though, see such a lack
Speaker 4: of love in someone who can do this in front
Speaker 4: of and therefore to their child for their own self aggrandizement.
Speaker 4: The other theme seems to be that postpartum lasts for years.
Speaker 4: I mean, because some of the kids that they're sitting
Speaker 4: there crying with are like four years old, but I
Speaker 4: don't know, maybe a baby's sleeping somewhere, and that's, you know,
Speaker 4: something that's skipped over in the video. But often these
Speaker 4: women have their children there with them and they're not infants.
Speaker 4: They're walking around and talking. That's not postpartum, girl, there's
Speaker 4: something else going on with you. And another theme is
Speaker 4: that letting out the tears and the rage is necessary
Speaker 4: parts of healing. It's okay to do this in front
Speaker 4: of toddlers and other children because it's healthy. It's healthy
Speaker 4: to try and scream and throw ice at bathtubs. That's
Speaker 4: the other trends that women are doing. They're like, my
Speaker 4: therapists told me to let out my rage by throwing
Speaker 4: eyes at a bthtub and honestly, girl, it's great. Like, No,
Speaker 4: you're retarded and your therapist should be fired. That's not
Speaker 4: actually how you deal with anything, and especially not in
Speaker 4: front of children, You psychopath. Your child is absorbing one
Speaker 4: hundred percent of what it sees you do and feels
Speaker 4: you feel all the time. It's a little computer sponge
Speaker 4: brain and the child body and everything you do is
Speaker 4: immediately absorbed and imprinted in there. You absolute horrifying person.
Speaker 4: So in reality, those are the themes of the videos
Speaker 4: that are disgusting and wrong, And in reality, what's true
Speaker 4: is that being a mother is a life changing blessing
Speaker 4: that comes with many sacrifices and growth into the area
Speaker 4: of self where you put others beings before yourself at
Speaker 4: all moments. We call this the virtue of selflessness. Yes,
Speaker 4: you are blessed if you get to do it, not
Speaker 4: everyone does. You're blessed if you're able to do it.
Speaker 4: Not everyone is also men not their fault. Whatever's going
Speaker 4: on with you not their fault. No matter what's going
Speaker 4: on with you not their fault. Literally, no matter what
Speaker 4: you are experiencing, it is no one's fault but yours.
Speaker 4: Men hold up half the sky, I say, and our
Speaker 4: co creative partners and parenting, and if yours is not,
Speaker 4: that's because, like all humans in the situation of unhealthy partnerships,
Speaker 4: you were not healthy enough to choose a good spouse
Speaker 4: before you began. And now you've created for yourself a
Speaker 4: negative experience. That's not men's fault, that's your fault. And
Speaker 4: whose responsibility is it to fix it? Yours? No one
Speaker 4: else can do it. In fact, you created this situation.
Speaker 4: You have to find your way out of it. Do
Speaker 4: you have help in doing that? Endless help, But you're
Speaker 4: the one who actually has to do it. Endless support
Speaker 4: from a spiritual level and mental, physical level, people programs,
Speaker 4: support groups, there's tons of billions of times of help
Speaker 4: out there for you. If you're doing that, you don't
Speaker 4: have to do it alone, but you have to do it.
Speaker 4: It's your choice, Your sons, your life, your fault. Children
Speaker 4: are precious beyond measure, I say, closest to creation in
Speaker 4: this material world, sacred in every way at every time,
Speaker 4: and to be protected at all costs, even with life
Speaker 4: or limbit when necessary. They're not a burden on you,
Speaker 4: you selfish piece of trash.
Speaker 1: Oh I just need this and this and this too bad?
Speaker 1: Your kid needs you more. You figure it out, dude,
Speaker 1: You grow the fuck up, You take care of yourself,
Speaker 1: and again you find help when you need it. The
Speaker 1: presence of a child in your life is one of
Speaker 1: the most profound blessings you could ever hope to experience.
Speaker 1: In fact, there's nothing more blessed than a baby and
Speaker 1: a child that you get to have access to for
Speaker 1: some fucking reason, even though you don't deserve it. All
Speaker 1: of you women in the videos with these babies, by
Speaker 1: the way, also another thing to combat. One of those
Speaker 1: points is that postpartum actually lasts six to eight weeks.
Speaker 1: It's a long time. It's a horribly long, horrible time
Speaker 1: that it can last six to eight weeks. Once your
Speaker 1: postpartum is over, it may take you many months to
Speaker 1: kind of realize the full spectrum of self that you
Speaker 1: had had prior. But that's not actually the postpartum depression period.
Speaker 1: It's more like a reintegration or you know, of self.
Speaker 1: It's like all things when you're healing or transforming something
Speaker 1: within yourself. It can take a while before you're like, Okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm totally back to like baseline or better.
Speaker 4: Six to eight weeks. So you're you're walking around with
Speaker 4: a toddler talking to me about postpart of depression, some
Speaker 4: other psychosis, but some other abarit psychology is happening, not postpartum,
Speaker 4: and allowing yourself to perform mental break behaviors, emotional volatility,
Speaker 4: and violent behavior in front of your children is a
Speaker 4: failure nearly unforgivable. You are a child abuser if you
Speaker 4: do this. I was a teacher for many years, and
Speaker 4: in front of my children, no matter what was happening
Speaker 4: to me, and often what was happening to me was
Speaker 4: fucking horrible, intense pain most humans cannot fathom. Chronic horrible,
Speaker 4: debilitating pain most people cannot fathom, would be happening to me.
Speaker 4: PTSDCPTSD like things, trauma, emotional triggers or whatever, all sorts
Speaker 4: of things would be happening to me, And what my
Speaker 4: students would know about that was nothing, And I would
Speaker 4: have attacks of pain so severe that tears would come
Speaker 4: to my eyes, So instead of crying in front of them,
Speaker 4: I would turn around, take some deep breaths, dab my
Speaker 4: eyes a little, get myself together until I could come back.
Speaker 4: And if I really couldn't handle it, I wouldn't go
Speaker 4: in that day, because children should never have to be
Speaker 4: the ones that bear the burden of your pain, your
Speaker 4: suffering as soon as you allow yourself to be in
Speaker 4: the presence of children. If you're not adult enough to
Speaker 4: take all of whatever you need and put it aside
Speaker 4: for the moment, then you shouldn't do it. Get away
Speaker 4: from kids, because you're going to become one of these
Speaker 4: people who are abusive. On the other hand, if you
Speaker 4: make a mistake in front of children, you can say, oh, look,
Speaker 4: I made a mistake, and here's how I aim to
Speaker 4: fix it. You can be vulnerable in front of children.
Speaker 4: You can absolutely and should model the behaviors of self
Speaker 4: reflection and growth, and that should never involve you losing
Speaker 4: the ability to control yourself emotionally or mentally. It's so
Speaker 4: obvious to me. I feel insane even having to say this,
Speaker 4: but it seems that we live in a society and
Speaker 4: a culture where most people who pretend to be adults
Speaker 4: can't even understand what I'm saying. It's so far removed
Speaker 4: from them, this idea that they can and should actually
Speaker 4: control themselves, that they really really believe that life is
Speaker 4: just a consistent happening to them, and they're responsible for
Speaker 4: none of it. All their thoughts happened to them, all
Speaker 4: their emotions happen to them, All the events of their
Speaker 4: life happened to them. None of them are responsible for
Speaker 4: any of that. If that's who you are, I am
Speaker 4: absolutely horrified that you get to ever be around any children.
Speaker 4: It's the opposite of reality. It's the opposite of truth.
Speaker 4: The truth is one hundred percent of your thoughts are yours.
Speaker 4: One hundred percent of your emotions are yours. They are
Speaker 4: your fault. You created them, You're responsible for them, You're
Speaker 4: responsible for changing them. If they don't serve you, it's
Speaker 4: all you. Nothing did this to you. You did this
Speaker 4: to you, no matter what happened to you in your life. Seemingly,
Speaker 4: I go on to say, cluster b personality disorders include
Speaker 4: borderline personality disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, histrionic personality disorder, and
Speaker 4: sociopathic personality disorder. What all these share in the cluster
Speaker 4: grouping is the placing of self first. The excusing of
Speaker 4: all faults in self and the externalizing of blame for
Speaker 4: said faults, and the genuine belief that others should do
Speaker 4: and be whatever you imagine for them, and if they
Speaker 4: are not, control, force, manipulation, and deceit are warranted and acceptable.
Speaker 4: The degree to which people act on these aspects determines
Speaker 4: where they are on the cluster B spectrum. But all
Speaker 4: of those that I just listed are parts of clussor
Speaker 4: all those personality disorders include those things placing of self first,
Speaker 4: blaming others for everything about you that isn't perfect or
Speaker 4: hasn't gone according to your highest ideal, and the ability
Speaker 4: and willingness to control others because they are not doing
Speaker 4: already what you want them to do. Manipulate them, bully them,
Speaker 4: force them into it, whatever it takes. I say. The
Speaker 4: women performatively acting out using the hashtag same Lindsay, Same
Speaker 4: Comma Lindsay bawling or pretending to ball while holding their
Speaker 4: infants and toddlers and throwing ice at bathtubs while screaming
Speaker 4: in front of their babies is literally insane. They're not well,
Speaker 4: the children are in danger. It's not a cute trend
Speaker 4: or a nice way to let out the rage or
Speaker 4: regulate the nervous system, and therapists who encourage this are
Speaker 4: suffering from their own codependent and cluster be adjacent delusions.
Speaker 4: Here's a screenshot of some of these women who are
Speaker 4: performatively throwing ice at bathtubs and screaming. And I go
Speaker 4: on to say men are not to blame. The cluster
Speaker 4: be affliction is over represented in women, and the cluster
Speaker 4: be adjacent behaviors or those that mirror the behaviors of
Speaker 4: man but are not technically diagnosable, like self obsession and
Speaker 4: main character syndrome, go hand in hand with the feminist worldview.
Speaker 4: Feminism is not simply a belief that women are as
Speaker 4: valuable as men. Feminism is the belief in ideology that
Speaker 4: promotes women as at least equal to and generally superior
Speaker 4: to men, categorizes men as dispensable, blames men for the
Speaker 4: woes of women throughout history and into this modern moment,
Speaker 4: and sees men as obstacles for women's superiority to become
Speaker 4: enshrined in the home. Economically, politically, and sociologically, feminism puts
Speaker 4: women first before the other half of the species. It
Speaker 4: places them above the other half of the species, and
Speaker 4: it promotes manipulation of men, forcing men into submissive stances,
Speaker 4: and controlling male ideology and behavior. It is clustered b
Speaker 4: in an eye ideology, to say nothing of its Marxist
Speaker 4: roots and family destroying aims. It is no accident, then,
Speaker 4: that the song used in feminist rage videos every time
Speaker 4: women get a chance to excuse their poor behavior and
Speaker 4: get attention again is the anthem labor by Paris Paloma.
Speaker 4: This is a song. I think I've talked about it before.
Speaker 4: Last time some shitty woman thing happened and all women
Speaker 4: stood up to defend it. They also used this song.
Speaker 4: I don't remember what that was. I just know that
Speaker 4: I've talked about this song before, and so I quote
Speaker 4: it here and I'll read you some of the lyrics one,
Speaker 4: two three, Why are you hanging on so tight to
Speaker 4: the rope that I'm hanging from off this island? This
Speaker 4: was an escape plan, carefully timed it. So let me
Speaker 4: go and dive into the waves below. Who tends to
Speaker 4: the orchards, Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from
Speaker 4: the head of your high table, Who fetches the water
Speaker 4: from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again
Speaker 4: to feel your words and their sharp sting, And I'm
Speaker 4: getting tired. The capillaries in my eyes are bursting. So
Speaker 4: weird for me because I literally were when I was
Speaker 4: nearly choked to death by one of my boyfriends. If
Speaker 4: your love died, would it be the worst thing for
Speaker 4: somebody I thought was my savior. You sure make me
Speaker 4: do a whole lot of labor. The callous skin on
Speaker 4: my hands is cracking. If our love ends, would it
Speaker 4: be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bedchamber.
Speaker 4: You make me do too much labor. Apologies from my
Speaker 4: tongue and never yours. Busy lapping from flowing cup and
Speaker 4: stabbing with your fork. I know you're a smart man,
Speaker 4: and weaponize the false incompetence. It's dominance under a guise.
Speaker 4: If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not
Speaker 4: save her the emotional torture from the head of your
Speaker 4: high table. She'd do what you taught her. She'd meet
Speaker 4: the same cruel fate. So now I've got a run,
Speaker 4: so I can undo this mistake. At least I've got
Speaker 4: a try. So up until now, this song is in
Speaker 4: every way a woman's realization that she's in an insanely
Speaker 4: abusive position and her attempt then to get out of
Speaker 4: that position. That's rad But women who are in abusive
Speaker 4: situations everywhere should listen to and love this song. It's
Speaker 4: super empowering to realize you're self worth and to say no,
Speaker 4: you don't get to abuse me anymore and get out.
Speaker 4: And here's the part where all the women are usually
Speaker 4: quoting when they're using this in their songs all day
Speaker 4: every day therapist mother made Nymph then a virgin nurse,
Speaker 4: than a servant, just an appendage live to attend him
Speaker 4: so that he never lifts a finger. Twenty four to seven,
Speaker 4: baby machine, so he can live out his picket fence dreams.
Speaker 4: It's not an act of love. If you make her,
Speaker 4: you make me do too much labor. And that part's
Speaker 4: like really powerful in the song, and you get really
Speaker 4: like militant, which, by the way, if you are in
Speaker 4: an abusive situation, that sort of militant energy, that sort
Speaker 4: of righteous anger and righteous action, like you need that
Speaker 4: so much. It's the only thing that could just like
Speaker 4: spur you to finally like stop taking shit and get out.
Speaker 4: So this song could be very powerful for so many women.
Speaker 4: And I love that. And I say, this song is
Speaker 4: featured in the current flood of women begging for attention
Speaker 4: and full makeup and sexy dresses while pretending to cry
Speaker 4: about how much difficulty and oppression they suffer under their motherhood.
Speaker 4: The song is actually not in any way a call
Speaker 4: to feminist ideology. And I'll pause here and say, I
Speaker 4: don't actually know what the author or the singer of
Speaker 4: the song thinks. I'm just telling you what the words
Speaker 4: actually say. Right, it's not in any way a call
Speaker 4: to feminist ideology. I say, the song is not a
Speaker 4: representation of male behavior in general. The song does not,
Speaker 4: in fact have anything to do with the narcissistic behavior
Speaker 4: of women who will blame a father who has had
Speaker 4: his entire life ripped away by his wife in the
Speaker 4: murder of his three children. The song is instead about
Speaker 4: a woman in a deviously abusive relationship who finally realizes
Speaker 4: it and chooses to leave. That's something to celebrate, for sure.
Speaker 4: But the the heart that really gets hyped and focused
Speaker 4: on in these performative videos of feminist rage against the
Speaker 4: life of mother they feel oppressed by and yoked into.
Speaker 4: Is this all day, everyday therapist's mother made nymph and
Speaker 4: a virgin nurse and a servant just an appendant live
Speaker 4: to attend him so he never lifts a finger twenty
Speaker 4: four to seven baby machine, so he can live out
Speaker 4: his picket fence dreams. It's not an act of love
Speaker 4: if you make or you make me do too much
Speaker 4: labor and ladies, let me tell you, if you've chosen
Speaker 4: to yoke yourself to a man who treats you this way,
Speaker 4: it is your fault. You need to heal yourself so
Speaker 4: that you value yourself enough to attract and keep men
Speaker 4: who love you. They are everywhere. They're looking to be
Speaker 4: loved too. You're not capable of loving others if you're
Speaker 4: still in the emotional and mental place that attracted and
Speaker 4: felt good about committing to the abuse. You are the
Speaker 4: only one who creates your life by all means, leave
Speaker 4: the abuse. Then stop the abuse within your self so
Speaker 4: that you do not go right back out and create
Speaker 4: it externally again. And please, for the love of God,
Speaker 4: stop blaming men for your own failure. It is so
Speaker 4: sickening to see how many women are like men. Men
Speaker 4: make women be baby machines. I know most men aren't
Speaker 4: like that you are fucked up enough and broken enough
Speaker 4: that you only choose men like that. That's a you problem, girl.
Speaker 4: You're definitely not a woman. You are a child. And
Speaker 4: so finally I say the truth and the way forward
Speaker 4: as a child, and this is just for the people
Speaker 4: who are like you. Know then you don't know what
Speaker 4: it's like. You never knew. Let me fucking reassure you. Then,
Speaker 4: as a child, I was serially tortured physically painfully, and
Speaker 4: despite telling everyone I knew, I was made to return
Speaker 4: to my torture and be physically tortured again and again
Speaker 4: and again. My father was a severe alcoholic and suffered
Speaker 4: from PTSD, and we lived in an actual abject poverty
Speaker 4: and a lot of people are like we report No,
Speaker 4: we were in poverty, sometimes homeless, sometimes without food. Then
Speaker 4: he died when I was eleven. Was a little fucking
Speaker 4: kid and my dad died. I grew up knowing mostly abandonment, suffering,
Speaker 4: and that I wasn't worthy of protection, safety, or even
Speaker 4: selfless love. I became a young person who did not
Speaker 4: have a sense of self worth or self love. And
Speaker 4: even worse, I suffered from CPTSD, which you would if
Speaker 4: you're tortured serially with all the dissociation and horrors that brings.
Speaker 4: My partners were deviously abusive too, Just like the man
Speaker 4: in the song, I suffered from true narcissistic mental and
Speaker 4: emotional abuse that I hope noever has to go through.
Speaker 4: I've said so many times I think it's easier to
Speaker 4: be physically abused than be with an actual, full on
Speaker 4: narcissist who is mentally and emotionally abusing you. It's so
Speaker 4: much harder to see and get away from. In my opinion,
Speaker 4: they're both horrible. I shouldn't rank them. I know. When
Speaker 4: I somehow extricated myself from that three year horror, I
Speaker 4: next found a man who choked me almost to death.
Speaker 4: My capillaries and my eyes were burst. As I said,
Speaker 4: it's really interesting to me that that's in that song.
Speaker 4: It makes me wonder if she's also been choked almost
Speaker 4: to death. I lost consciousness and the vessels in my
Speaker 4: eyes burst. I'm fortunate to not be like the three
Speaker 4: children of Lindsay Clancy and that I actually survived being
Speaker 4: choked nearly to death. Thank God, was actually saved by
Speaker 4: a dog, which is amazing. But that's another story for
Speaker 4: another day, emergency room, visit all of it, all of it.
Speaker 4: I was almost dead. There's no reason I should be alive.
Speaker 4: I was lucky to vive long enough to that relationship.
Speaker 4: Eventually I realized something was wrong with me. At first,
Speaker 4: I was just like, why does this keep happening to me?
Speaker 4: And then it switched in my head at some point,
Speaker 4: and I said, why do I keep dating these people?
Speaker 4: I know that I don't want to date these people.
Speaker 4: I know that in my mind. I feel like in
Speaker 4: my heart I want something much more loving than this.
Speaker 4: But this is all I ever get. Why? And instead
Speaker 4: of pretending like men were just doing this to me
Speaker 4: and men are just evil and they just happened to
Speaker 4: be like this, I recognize now there must be something
Speaker 4: I'm doing wrong that I'm choosing them. I just recognized
Speaker 4: the choice I was making in choosing to date them
Speaker 4: and choosing to stay with them, and choosing choosing choosing.
Speaker 4: Something was wrong with me and my ability to choose.
Speaker 4: I kept getting into these relationships. I kept finding these men.
Speaker 4: I knew men existed who were not evil. I've seen
Speaker 4: them all over the place, So why could I date
Speaker 4: that type of man? And because I was completely and
Speaker 4: totally fucked up inside, still the little child of torture,
Speaker 4: still the terrified baby, still the one who deserved nothing good.
Speaker 4: And until I changed that in myself, there was no
Speaker 4: other option but abuse, over and over again. Once I
Speaker 4: went through deep and lasting healing with Jungian psychotherapy, Shamanic
Speaker 4: soul retrieval and emd R therapy, I finally began to
Speaker 4: find men who loved me. It was not a magic
Speaker 4: trick and it wasn't a coincidence. Anyone can do this
Speaker 4: work of healing, but no one will do this if
Speaker 4: they continue to believe their postpartum depression their status is
Speaker 4: someone's therapist, mother maid and baby machine will continue indefinitely.
Speaker 4: You will always find surrounding you that which is inside
Speaker 4: of you. Take responsibility for yourself and grow up. You
Speaker 4: just might find once you do that the murder of
Speaker 4: babies and children in due used to my psychotropic cocktails
Speaker 4: or not appalls you. And that is what I wrote
Speaker 4: on the post child murderers today. I just can't even
Speaker 4: hardly believe that this many women are doing this. I
Speaker 4: can't hardly believe that woman who was arguing with me
Speaker 4: and supposedly illegal you know, law degree or whatever she
Speaker 4: kept breaking about. She clearly was very proud of it.
Speaker 4: I can't believe she also is supposedly a reiki master
Speaker 4: and whatever. And I feel bad even saying that, because
Speaker 4: people always do that to me. As soon as they
Speaker 4: don't agree with my politics or my take on society
Speaker 4: or something, they're like, oh, I thought you were supposed
Speaker 4: to be spiritual, so like, you know, but it's the
Speaker 4: same thing with like the injections a few years ago,
Speaker 4: and all these people who are supposedly spiritual or supposedly
Speaker 4: Christians were like letting their churches be shut down and
Speaker 4: letting people or even trying to bully people they knew
Speaker 4: into taking this injection. I was like, as a supposedly
Speaker 4: spiritual person, at the very least I would have thought
Speaker 4: you'd seen some of the red flags of actual fascism
Speaker 4: and actual totalitarianism in this project here and in the
Speaker 4: pushing out of these injections. But more so than that,
Speaker 4: even if you couldn't see that, for so many reasons
Speaker 4: why you might not see it, I get it, But
Speaker 4: at least that you would uphold bodily autonomy as someone
Speaker 4: who claims to be spiritual, right, But in this case,
Speaker 4: I would say, as someone who claims to be spiritual,
Speaker 4: I would think that you would uphold the right of
Speaker 4: children to not be murdered by their mother. I would
Speaker 4: think that you would at least be cognizant enough to think, Oh,
Speaker 4: if the woman says she did it, and all the
Speaker 4: people involved says she did it, and no one's contesting
Speaker 4: that she did it, maybe she did it. Maybe it
Speaker 4: wasn't the man. But it sucks when you're in that
Speaker 4: place and you're unhealed. You don't see these contradictions in yourself.
Speaker 4: You don't realize that you're doing them. You don't realize
Speaker 4: that you're choosing a man who is deeply abuse and
Speaker 4: going to choke you to death one day. You don't
Speaker 4: notice all the red flag warning scents, or rather you
Speaker 4: notice them, but you've normalized them, and you think that, actually,
Speaker 4: this is the best I can get, and therefore what
Speaker 4: I deserve. So again, it's possible Lindsay Clansley was with
Speaker 4: a horrifyingly abusive, narcissistic, devious man who just broke her
Speaker 4: down over time and only pretended to be exceptionally supportive
Speaker 4: of her in every conceivable way, physically, mentally, and emotionally, monetarily,
Speaker 4: and otherwise, that all of that was a facade and
Speaker 4: behind closed doors, he was just working a way at her,
Speaker 4: trying to get her, you know, to kill herself and
Speaker 4: the babies, and or doing it himself and making her
Speaker 4: take the blame for it, and somehow controlling her even
Speaker 4: after years of being in a mental institution and away
Speaker 4: from him. Technically, tiny bit of possibility that that's the case,
Speaker 4: and even then that relationship and the outcome of it
Speaker 4: would be her fault, her doing. She created it, chose it,
Speaker 4: followed through with it. But it's not the case. It
Speaker 4: is the case that she killed her children. And again,
Speaker 4: if I have any compassion, aside from at the soul level,
Speaker 4: by which I have compassion for all people and all beings,
Speaker 4: even the most heinous and evil of them, but at
Speaker 4: this human level, if I'm going to garner some compassion
Speaker 4: in my heart and actually hold it for her, it's
Speaker 4: for being on fourteen psychotropic drugs at once or in
Speaker 4: short succession, because that will ruin the mind of anyone
Speaker 4: for a very short time. In my life, one of
Speaker 4: the many misdiagnoses I had was anxiety related depression. I
Speaker 4: had add and ADHD and depression and anxiety and depression
Speaker 4: related anxiety and anxiety related depression, and so they thought
Speaker 4: to treat that with I believe it was Paxel, That's
Speaker 4: what I seem to remember. And I started taking Paxel
Speaker 4: and all of my emotions went away. I'm a deeply
Speaker 4: emotional person, to you may gather, and I, uh, they
Speaker 4: were just gone, which felt kind of good to me
Speaker 4: because I was in a horrifyingly abusive relationship I didn't
Speaker 4: know was abusive. I was constantly being broken down, all
Speaker 4: of my identity, all of whatever little self worth I'd
Speaker 4: managed to create at this point in my life, you know,
Speaker 4: And I've just constantly broken down, constantly destroyed. And so
Speaker 4: I had a lot of a Yeah, I had a
Speaker 4: lot of anxiety and depression, and so I was taking
Speaker 4: pack slon so I had no emotions and life was
Speaker 4: really easy with no emotions. There's this show, I think
Speaker 4: it's called The Magicians, and there's a point where they
Speaker 4: take like a concoction that takes all their emotions away
Speaker 4: and they're just purely logical and it makes things really
Speaker 4: easy for a minute, you know. And it was like that,
Speaker 4: It's like, oh, Wow, this is so much easier with
Speaker 4: no emotions at all. I didn't actively recognize, however, that
Speaker 4: I wasn't having any emotions. I just recognized that, yeah,
Speaker 4: life is easier. I do have lessons that I'm not
Speaker 4: having panic attacks anymore, you know, so this is working.
Speaker 4: And then someone called me and I answered the phone
Speaker 4: and they were like, oh my god, Linda, the worst,
Speaker 4: worst thing has happened, And I was like, what happened?
Speaker 4: And my neighbor, who was also my good friend had
Speaker 4: been shot along with my other good friend and his mom,
Speaker 4: who I knew decently well, she's my neighbor, was killed,
Speaker 4: and his sister, who I knew decently well was friends with,
Speaker 4: was killed. And the little girl we didn't know yet
Speaker 4: if she was alive or not she might have been killed.
Speaker 4: All these people I knew and loved were dead and
Speaker 4: or dying or maybe deeply wounded and harmed by this
Speaker 4: guy that we all knew, and then he killed himself.
Speaker 4: Is horribly tragic situation. I'm being told about this, and
Speaker 4: the reason it actually stood out to me in my
Speaker 4: mind was I had not even the tiniest emotional response.
Speaker 4: It was as though I didn't care. I knew conceptually
Speaker 4: it was horrible. I knew that I hated that this happened.
Speaker 4: I knew that it was wrong. I knew that I
Speaker 4: cared deeply. That those thoughts were all there, understood reality,
Speaker 4: the emotional part of it was completely absent. And when
Speaker 4: I realized that I stopped taking that drug. There's there's
Speaker 4: no situation in which it's okay to not feel horribly saddened, angry,
Speaker 4: and all sorts of emotions at your friends being shot
Speaker 4: and murdered. So I get the psychotropic drug, I get
Speaker 4: the effects of it. I get how it can cause
Speaker 4: self harm and harm of others because you essentially become
Speaker 4: a psychopath. That's the official take. Not a doctor, talk
Speaker 4: to your doctor, consult the whatever. I don't care. That's
Speaker 4: my experience, that's my understanding, and that's why I can
Speaker 4: imagine that being on fourteen drugs might get you to
Speaker 4: the place where you hear voices and kill your children. Now,
Speaker 4: another difference between me and many other people is I
Speaker 4: still don't excuse your behavior. You still killed children. If
Speaker 4: you're somebody who is capable of that. When I was
Speaker 4: on packs, I wouldn't have killed myself or other people.
Speaker 4: Maybe I would have if I took it longer. I
Speaker 4: don't know that, but I do know that that never
Speaker 4: entered my mind, and even if it did, I would
Speaker 4: have recognized that as a huge red flag and problem
Speaker 4: and not as something to pursue. That's what I trust
Speaker 4: and believe about myself. Either way, even if you are insane,
Speaker 4: even if postpartum psychosis is the reason, even if it's
Speaker 4: these medications, you are still the human who chose those things,
Speaker 4: got to that place, and then committed those r and
Speaker 4: so you're still a danger to especially children, but also
Speaker 4: anyone who might be vulnerable and around you at a
Speaker 4: moment where you might feel overwhelmed. And how often in
Speaker 4: life do we feel overwhelmed? Pretty often, hopefully not that often,
Speaker 4: but like it happens to all of us, all of
Speaker 4: a sudden, we're sick or this, or something happens, or
Speaker 4: the money's tight or that, and we're just overwhelmed. And
Speaker 4: in that moment, if you're someone with a past history
Speaker 4: of breaks from reality and psychosis, no matter what you
Speaker 4: say was the cause, was actually a symptom of you
Speaker 4: not being capable of processing that, which may include asking
Speaker 4: for help, committing yourself, locking yourself up, driving away from
Speaker 4: everyone you know so you don't harm them, or a
Speaker 4: whole host of other things you could do.
Speaker 3: So.
Speaker 4: While I feel some compassion for someone who may have
Speaker 4: taken these drugs without knowing their possible effects and then
Speaker 4: suffered under this psychosis to the point where they killed
Speaker 4: their own children, I don't excuse you. And you are
Speaker 4: not safe in society. It is not safe for us
Speaker 4: to have you around us. It's not safe for us
Speaker 4: to allow you to have access to any vulnerable populations,
Speaker 4: and they're everywhere, and so you have to be locked
Speaker 4: up or taken out of society. And when I said
Speaker 4: I wished she was better at killing herself, I still
Speaker 4: feel that way, because it would solve all the problems.
Speaker 4: I wished that she was better at killing herself than
Speaker 4: how she cut her throat, her arms and threw herself
Speaker 4: out a second story window that was never going to
Speaker 4: kill you. I wish you were better at killing yourself,
Speaker 4: Lindsay Clancy, because then your babies may be alive if
Speaker 4: you thought of killing yourself first instead, they might be
Speaker 4: able to live, and the world would be free of
Speaker 4: your specific threat that you pose to all vulnerable creatures
Speaker 4: and so I hope everybody can take better care of themselves.
Speaker 4: For the love of God, make yourself get the help
Speaker 4: you need, and by the way she had it. But
Speaker 4: who knows what fourteen psychotropic drugs will do to you.
Speaker 4: Maybe that's not the best way to go for most humans.
Speaker 4: So many options, so many ways to love ourselves. Again,
Speaker 4: I'm here to help people. I linked to in the
Speaker 4: post on substack the sole retrieval, and I link to
Speaker 4: my spirit guide session. I don't guarantee sole retrieval when
Speaker 4: I do those sessions, but it happens so frequently that
Speaker 4: if it's something you actually need, it is very likely
Speaker 4: to occur. And so I provide space for that and
Speaker 4: so much other healing. And you know, I've worked with,
Speaker 4: talked to, and had professional conversations one on one with
Speaker 4: many psychotherapists and psychologists who look at what I do
Speaker 4: and see all the parallels between what I do and
Speaker 4: what they do, so well, I would never suggest myself
Speaker 4: as a replacement for traditional psychotherapy or support. I definitely
Speaker 4: I've seen people who have transformed everything about their lives
Speaker 4: using only services of mind and those like me and
Speaker 4: none of the traditional routes. So I know that can
Speaker 4: happen too. So there's one more support for you if
Speaker 4: you're someone out there who is struggling through anything, and
Speaker 4: so I hope you choose it if it's helpful for you,
Speaker 4: and otherwise, I hope all of us continue again to
Speaker 4: take care of ourselves and others. And that includes not
Speaker 4: ever blaming anyone else for the situation you find yourself
Speaker 4: in in life, and always taking responsibility for your thoughts,
Speaker 4: your heart, your actions until the day you die and
Speaker 4: beyond and until you do, travel well, interbalance, and always
Speaker 4: look inside first.
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Speaker 2: dropped the melancholi with the wood. Moans of Holly suggests
Speaker 2: out of click the rains.
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Speaker 3: a top with the hypocrisy. It is back to Rea
Speaker 3: and back the top with me. Put the hands up
Speaker 3: to touch the acasta, cause you know, deep down is
Speaker 3: something bigger than your walled It