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<v Speaker 2>Oh gee is folks, it's showtime. People say good money

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<v Speaker 2>to see this movie When they go out to a theater.

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<v Speaker 3>They want closed sodas, hot popcorn, and no monsters.

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<v Speaker 1>In the projection booth.

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<v Speaker 2>Everyone pretend podcasting isn't boring, Put it off? Who is it?

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<v Speaker 2>Fisa the shoot show it a momentally do tiu posers.

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<v Speaker 4>Then themselves here the mutilation Barchette to Cortoon.

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<v Speaker 5>Would be there. Would you sold.

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<v Speaker 6>Me you like.

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<v Speaker 1>Coe could use confer.

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<v Speaker 4>She brought you the really good can't can't be kept them?

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<v Speaker 4>Then in expectation, I mean the Pipsis.

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<v Speaker 7>She probably she used a purple porch.

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<v Speaker 2>Officer.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to the projection both, I'm your host, Mike White,

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<v Speaker 1>join me once again. Is mister axel Cohagen.

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<v Speaker 7>Stopping in for a nibble.

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<v Speaker 1>Also back in the Buddhist mister Ben Buckingham Salutations. We

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<v Speaker 1>continue October with a look at In My Skin, released

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<v Speaker 1>in two thousand and two. The film was written, directed by,

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<v Speaker 1>and stars Marina Devon as Esther, a marketing exec who

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<v Speaker 1>injures her leg while wandering off from a party. She

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<v Speaker 1>becomes fast by the wound, and this begins the story

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<v Speaker 1>of how Esther forms a new relationship with her own body.

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<v Speaker 1>We will be spoiling all the gory details as we

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<v Speaker 1>go along, so if you don't mind anything ruined, please

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<v Speaker 1>track down the movie and watch it before continuing. Just

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<v Speaker 1>it pause and we'll just be waiting, trapped like flies

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<v Speaker 1>and Amber act sol When was the first time you

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<v Speaker 1>saw in My Skin?

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<v Speaker 2>And what did you think?

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<v Speaker 7>This is the first time I've seen it. I went

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<v Speaker 7>through a huge New French extremity kick when I as

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<v Speaker 7>soon as I watched my first film, which probably would

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<v Speaker 7>have been Martyrs or High Tension, I needed to see

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<v Speaker 7>everything within the genre. It really struck me. It's a singular,

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<v Speaker 7>amazing film style like the Jay horror films or you

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<v Speaker 7>know American cult movies from the seventies and eighties. It's

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<v Speaker 7>it's just this perfect time period. But I I don't

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<v Speaker 7>think I came across In My Skin until preparing for this,

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<v Speaker 7>and my first response is that even though it has

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<v Speaker 7>so many hallmarks and is definitely indicative of the new

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<v Speaker 7>French extremity in a lot of ways, it's also a

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<v Speaker 7>very straightforward film, does not pull a lot of punches,

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<v Speaker 7>and I think directors has kind of downplayed heavy symbolism,

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<v Speaker 7>and I actually agree with her that this is a

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<v Speaker 7>straightforward film about a woman's discovery of her body.

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<v Speaker 1>And Ben, how about yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>It was twenty seventeen that I first and the only

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<v Speaker 2>time I've seen it until recently. I haven't kind a

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<v Speaker 2>funny relationship with this film. I laughed when you contacted

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<v Speaker 2>me and said, hey, Ben, I want you to do

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<v Speaker 2>In My Skin because you're the second person to stick

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<v Speaker 2>this film in front of me. When I ran a

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<v Speaker 2>barroom film night way back, when one of my co

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<v Speaker 2>hosts Along the Way picked In my Skin to play.

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<v Speaker 2>I was a film I'd come across in reading bits

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<v Speaker 2>and pieces but hadn't actually seen, and it was a

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<v Speaker 2>curious pick for our night. We definitely played some pretty intense, heavy,

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<v Speaker 2>messed up film, so we definitely we weren't playing it

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<v Speaker 2>safe a lot of the time, but not exactly the

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<v Speaker 2>kind of film you go and have a couple of

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<v Speaker 2>beers and then sit down in the bandroom in ancient

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<v Speaker 2>couches and soak up with a group of people. At

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<v Speaker 2>the end of it, even I was a bit like, hey, Liam,

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<v Speaker 2>interesting choice. He's like, I thought you'd appreciate it that.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, yeah, yeah, I did. But also so once

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<v Speaker 2>again I was like, ah, yeah, okay, Mike, Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>appreciated that.

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<v Speaker 1>You're my cannibal go to guy.

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<v Speaker 2>I am the go to cannibal guy, which is why

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<v Speaker 2>this film has been put in front of me twice now.

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<v Speaker 2>It is a film that I think I went yep

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<v Speaker 2>okay at passort of the way and knew that one

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<v Speaker 2>day it would return, and hadn't thought much about it

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<v Speaker 2>until now when it suddenly seems to be exploding back

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<v Speaker 2>into attention, getting a couple of Blu Ray releases around

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<v Speaker 2>the world, and I'm very happy to return to re

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<v Speaker 2>examine it, and I definitely am much more impressed by it.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought that I wasn't impressed by it when I

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<v Speaker 2>first saw it. I don't think it is an easy

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<v Speaker 2>film to absorb on a single viewing, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>that watched it quietly in the dark on your own

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<v Speaker 2>at least once, not all the time, but at least

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm trying to remember the first time that I

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<v Speaker 1>saw this film because I am not a big fan

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<v Speaker 1>of the French extremity films. I walked out of high

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<v Speaker 1>tension before their big twist was revealed. I talked about

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<v Speaker 1>that on our Martyrs episode. We did an episode on murders,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't think that that went overwhelm with at

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<v Speaker 1>least one of my co hosts on that one. But

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<v Speaker 1>I do remember liking this film, and I do remember

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<v Speaker 1>enjoying that this was such a look at a woman

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<v Speaker 1>in her relationship with her own body. And by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>how great is it that we have three dudes on

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<v Speaker 1>this episode here to explain to women exactly what this

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<v Speaker 1>film is about and to really mansplain all of the

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<v Speaker 1>things that they experience and go through. I mean, we

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<v Speaker 1>can talk about all kinds of bodily trauma and rape

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<v Speaker 1>and menstrual anxiety and all those things and just really

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<v Speaker 1>give the girls heads up on what it means to

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<v Speaker 2>So yay us.

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<v Speaker 7>I think I had watched it twice in preparation for this,

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<v Speaker 7>and I had notes, and I kind of had had

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<v Speaker 7>some ideas of what I was going to say, and

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<v Speaker 7>then I listened to Faculty of Horror's excellent podcasts on

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<v Speaker 7>this film and thought, well, shit, this is covering a

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<v Speaker 7>lot of the stuff from a feminine perspective. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 7>have to to push it a little bit harder, you know.

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<v Speaker 7>I see this as a challenge for us to rise

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<v Speaker 7>to well acknowledging, you know, our identities and possible limitations.

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<v Speaker 1>And next week when we talk about raw, will have

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<v Speaker 1>two female co hosts and then me to explain to

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<v Speaker 1>them what things are going on. So it's easier here

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<v Speaker 1>when we have three guys.

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<v Speaker 2>That's that's called balance, isn't it.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, yeah, fair and balanced.

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<v Speaker 2>Also we can see who has the worst French pronunciation

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<v Speaker 2>as well. The Australian accent is not one that mixes

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<v Speaker 2>with friends very easily, and I did not get a

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<v Speaker 2>chance to look up any pronunciations, So I'm just gonna

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<v Speaker 2>apologize right now.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to do my best to avoid French at all.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I didn't say this is called dance mapeau.

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<v Speaker 2>Or however, that's the easy one. You've got to say

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<v Speaker 2>that as many as times as possible, because that's the

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<v Speaker 2>easy one to get the points up. It dance Mapu, well,

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<v Speaker 2>it looks.

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<v Speaker 1>Like dance mapeu, which I know is definitely not it

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<v Speaker 1>as in Pepe the Pew.

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<v Speaker 7>learned his name is pronounced Gaspar no Way and not

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<v Speaker 7>Gaspar Noir. It kind of changed everything for me.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was looking up Rabelists or no, I've already

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<v Speaker 2>gotten it. That's the one that I looked up. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I know it's not Rabelists. That's so as where I was,

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<v Speaker 2>I was disappearing into some strange places. I had to

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<v Speaker 2>listen to the facult of your Horror episode as well,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was it was good because my brain wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>particularly going in those directions. I had other weird things

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<v Speaker 2>to look up, and I got distracted by all of

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<v Speaker 2>the piles of books that I have and didn't get

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<v Speaker 2>around looking up the pronunciations. But yeah, there is a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of way is to approach this film in our defense, Well,

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<v Speaker 2>obviously this is a film dealing with a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>feminist issues. It's a lot of just general societal mental health,

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<v Speaker 2>community connections, modernity, all sorts of things that I think

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<v Speaker 2>are much more widespread. It's just that we don't tend

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<v Speaker 2>to get a film that so specifically hones in on

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<v Speaker 2>a woman's experience, and especially a woman who isn't afraid

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<v Speaker 2>of being a and I mean is extremely positively a

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<v Speaker 2>weird little goblin freak.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. As I was watching this, I was making a

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<v Speaker 1>list of all the oppositions that happen in this film,

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<v Speaker 1>the idea of inside outside, negative, positive, And I'm going

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<v Speaker 1>to be focusing on these opening credits quite a bit,

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<v Speaker 1>just a warning work in personal woman, man, public, private beauty,

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<v Speaker 1>ugliness and then person body And even in the credit,

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<v Speaker 1>Don's MAPO is split between that M and the A

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<v Speaker 1>and these opening credits. Like, I don't focus on the

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<v Speaker 1>credits nearly as much, but with this film, the whole

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<v Speaker 1>idea of these negative and positive images, and that sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>it looks like it's the same image on the left,

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<v Speaker 1>which is positive, versus the image on the right, which

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<v Speaker 1>is negative. Sometimes they are the same, very similar, and

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes they are complete opposites. And you even get the

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<v Speaker 1>split of the image when it comes to first times

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<v Speaker 1>that we see our main character when we get that

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<v Speaker 1>amazing shot of her leg, and her leg is such

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<v Speaker 1>the focus of so much of this film, and you

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<v Speaker 1>have the chair on the left hand side, the leg

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<v Speaker 1>on the right, and it almost looks like an architectural

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<v Speaker 1>sculpture rather than a person, and that kind of disassociation,

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<v Speaker 1>which we'll also be talking quite a bit about, and

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<v Speaker 1>then you get the split screen comes back a few times,

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<v Speaker 1>especially in what I would consider the opening to the

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<v Speaker 1>third act, because this movie goes along pretty normal, well

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<v Speaker 1>normal a narrative path through the first and second act

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<v Speaker 1>quite a bit, and then when it comes to the

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<v Speaker 1>third act, it's still of a piece, but it goes

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<v Speaker 1>off in a different direction, and it's handled and is

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<v Speaker 1>shot in a little bit of a different way. And

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<v Speaker 1>I did find it fascinating to find out that the

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<v Speaker 1>cinematographer of this film also has a very successful business

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<v Speaker 1>shooting food, and the food in this film is so unappetizing,

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<v Speaker 1>especially when you get a shift. I think that's more

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<v Speaker 1>of the second act shift of the restaurant scene. Because

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<v Speaker 1>so much of this I talked about how it's work

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<v Speaker 1>and personal, and it's this whole idea of the societal

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<v Speaker 1>expectations this idea of our main character being this it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't really matter what her job is, but she is

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<v Speaker 1>in advertising, which I guess actually does matter because advertising

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<v Speaker 1>is all about presentation. It's all about the gloss. It's

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<v Speaker 1>all about you know, you don't sell the steak, you

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<v Speaker 1>sell the sizzle kind of thing, you know. And this

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<v Speaker 1>idea of her working at this marketing company and having

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<v Speaker 1>all of these expectations thrust upon her as far as

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<v Speaker 1>it's not just the nine to five, it's the party afterwards,

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<v Speaker 1>it's the dinner with clients. It's these things that you

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<v Speaker 1>have to perform at as well as the job, and

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<v Speaker 1>those things are not necessarily I mean, you can be

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking fantastic writer, have a great mind for ad

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<v Speaker 1>copy or imagery, but then having to perform at a

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<v Speaker 1>it is such a pain in the ass. And that

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter whether you're a man or a woman, but

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<v Speaker 1>upon you as far as well. You have to be pretty,

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<v Speaker 1>and you have to be pleasant, and you have to

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<v Speaker 1>Lord knows, if you are there with a male client.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I knew the order of my notes was going

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<v Speaker 2>to drive me insane. But you just zigzagged through like

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<v Speaker 2>three quarters of the film there, Mike.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, oh yeah. No, we are going to be

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<v Speaker 1>all over the place. We are not taking the narrative

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<v Speaker 1>way at all. We're definitely going to be all over.

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<v Speaker 2>This film needs like hyperlinks on hyperlinks to go through everything.

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<v Speaker 2>There's just to like duck back to the opening credit.

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<v Speaker 2>I would just gribe it as a dynamic dichotomy that

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<v Speaker 2>it isn't entirely as you said, reflections splits divisions. I

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<v Speaker 2>of her commentary, and she said that she described that

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<v Speaker 2>you wanted to start it like a normal film. I

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<v Speaker 2>love the idea, like, oh yeah, we'll just start it

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<v Speaker 2>she wanted to do it in the American style of

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<v Speaker 2>having the starting with the city and then moving in

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<v Speaker 2>closer to the buildings than the people and the person,

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<v Speaker 2>but to do it in a way that was different,

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<v Speaker 2>that was a bit more abstract and changing it up.

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<v Speaker 2>The split screen does return later, and there, she said,

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<v Speaker 2>when it returns later, that is meant to represent the

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<v Speaker 2>wound itself rather than showing it, which does make that

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<v Speaker 2>opening title sequence extra interesting, that the city itself as

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<v Speaker 2>a possible wound. I don't necessarily think that the split

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<v Speaker 2>read it as such, and it is deeply meaningful. She

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<v Speaker 2>don't get much contextualizing geography or background throughout the film.

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<v Speaker 2>It really stays owned it and close to her, and

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<v Speaker 2>so gets out of the way that opening sequence. But

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<v Speaker 2>it also it's not just the city. It's the office space,

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<v Speaker 2>it's the office materials, it's objects, It's so many you know, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>did you get a bit of her leg mixed in

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<v Speaker 2>with these objects. It's quite a fascinating hypnotic experience that

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<v Speaker 2>the film stock and the color choices and the like.

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<v Speaker 2>There was a gentle piano I think to kind of ease,

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<v Speaker 2>U see it like everything is just yeah, it almost

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<v Speaker 2>then the image is not necessarily being matched or unmatched

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<v Speaker 2>in a easily classifiable way that the opening.

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<v Speaker 7>To me, I see it as establishing the monotony and

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<v Speaker 7>boredom of her world. It's it's giving us this it's

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<v Speaker 7>a split world, but it's yeah, I found it purposefully

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<v Speaker 7>bound compelling in terms of showing us what she's going

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<v Speaker 7>to have to break free. And then there's the shot

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<v Speaker 7>of her leg, which you know, as I remembered it

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<v Speaker 7>and as I noted down, it's kind of a you know,

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<v Speaker 7>a Laura Mulvey gaze kind of thing, because I think

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<v Speaker 7>that first shot it kind of starts down near her

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<v Speaker 7>foot or ankle and goes up to her thigh in

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<v Speaker 7>a way that I see it as kind of that

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<v Speaker 7>that male gaze, and I see that as establishing in

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<v Speaker 7>the beginning, this is not her body. It is there,

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<v Speaker 7>and people are gazing upon her, and she is an

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<v Speaker 7>object to be looked at, and I think that happens.

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<v Speaker 7>To contrast, shots later on of her and the leg

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<v Speaker 7>are more static, not that zoom in not that like

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<v Speaker 7>lawyer is. It's just this has become her body and

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<v Speaker 7>she has reclaimed it. And also I may be reading

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<v Speaker 7>too much into this, but I think it goes from

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<v Speaker 7>moving over her leg. I think it cuts to a

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<v Speaker 7>container of pens with scissors in it, and I thought

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<v Speaker 7>that was a nice little touch.

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<v Speaker 2>Definitely inclined to agree that the things we're seeing are

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<v Speaker 2>boring world, because I mean, well, three of us don't

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<v Speaker 2>look like the type of guys who would be especially

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<v Speaker 2>thrilled to be in an office space all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>That's my life is working in this office.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, And the commentary Marina Devan says that she really

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<v Speaker 2>wanted to establish that she had this professional life, that

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<v Speaker 2>she had things that where she places, where she had

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<v Speaker 2>a kind of meaning, the connection, that she wasn't somebody necessarily.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, she's not Jack in fight Club already fractioned

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<v Speaker 2>and splintering loosekin with It's like things could be just fine,

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<v Speaker 2>they could just continue on. She is on a track

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<v Speaker 2>at the track is very familiar and unexciting and not

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<v Speaker 2>prone to flipping.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so glad you mentioned fight Club because the line.

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<v Speaker 2>Self improvement is masturbation. A self destruction.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, this whole movie feels like self destruction, but

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<v Speaker 1>really coming to grips with yourself as far as feeling

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<v Speaker 1>your body and knowing your body, because so much of

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<v Speaker 1>this too it feels like this disassociation between her and

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<v Speaker 1>her body. I mean, we get the scene at the

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<v Speaker 1>dinner and again jumping all over, but at that dinner

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<v Speaker 1>scene where her arm is completely disconnected, it's not even

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<v Speaker 1>her arm anymore. And when she is shown later suckling

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<v Speaker 1>on it, biting on it, sucking the blood. She says

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<v Speaker 1>in that kind of terry fucking fantastic commentary, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>so nice to have for me a visual commentary, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like hearing her seeing the subtitles watching the movie at

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<v Speaker 1>the same time was really really great. And to have

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<v Speaker 1>her talking about how she shot it as to show

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<v Speaker 1>that this arm isn't even hers, you know, that it

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<v Speaker 1>is so disconnected, and those scenes where she will, god,

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<v Speaker 1>I wish I was this flexible still where she'll take

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<v Speaker 1>her foot and rub her foot over her face, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's like, this is so unnatural to see the way

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<v Speaker 1>that she is framing her own body, the way that

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<v Speaker 1>she talks later on when she lays back and her

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<v Speaker 1>leg is in front of her, and she's like, I

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<v Speaker 1>shot this as if my leg were a lover coming

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<v Speaker 1>to me. I'm like, wow, that's great that you are

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<v Speaker 1>so conscious of this disassociation of your own body. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that arm on the table and then to I guess,

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<v Speaker 1>almost like relieve stress at this dinner, the way she

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<v Speaker 1>again we don't see it connected necessarily, and just as

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<v Speaker 1>stabbing her arm with the fork and with the knife

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<v Speaker 1>and well, it could be that plastic arm that you saw,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's this whole idea of like she's almost become

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<v Speaker 1>a mannequin at that point, with that arm and the

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<v Speaker 1>watch on there. It almost seems like an object that

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<v Speaker 1>she would have in a commercial or inside of a

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<v Speaker 2>I did briefly pick up my copy of The Sexual

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<v Speaker 2>Politics of Meat by Carol Adams and have a quick

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<v Speaker 2>flick through, but it was just like a little too

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<v Speaker 2>specific in its approach to the material that's definitely exists

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<v Speaker 2>in the DNA of this film, the objectification of bodies,

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<v Speaker 2>the parallel associations of animal butchered meat and women's bodies

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<v Speaker 2>in language, imagery marketing. In a lot of ways, this

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<v Speaker 2>film feels quite singular, which is partly to do with

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<v Speaker 2>that France doesn't have a huge history of horror cinema.

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<v Speaker 2>It sort of does, but it kind of doesn't. The

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<v Speaker 2>least has not recognized horror cinema until very recently. I

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<v Speaker 2>can't I was trying to find the reference, but I

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't find anywhere but that there was some massive like

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<v Speaker 2>Encyclopedia of French Cinema published in France, was very well recognized,

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<v Speaker 2>and when it got to talking about George Fanzou just

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<v Speaker 2>left Eyes without a Face out completely, which is his

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<v Speaker 2>most significant film now was still a pretty goddamn significant

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<v Speaker 2>film at the time, but it was just like, oh no,

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<v Speaker 2>we don't this is not proper to talk about that.

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<v Speaker 2>They would talk about the fantastic, you know, things like

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<v Speaker 2>Labet Labette and George the Ear and all those kinds

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<v Speaker 2>of things, but it had to be this more poetic

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<v Speaker 2>fantasy rather than horror. And going back and looking at it,

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<v Speaker 2>there's like that scene that you talk about, the dinner scene.

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<v Speaker 2>There's quite a few parts in this that do feel

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<v Speaker 2>quite like Louis Bounuel films. That one is that one

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<v Speaker 2>is the one that definitely has the strongest connections with

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<v Speaker 2>the Seven Hand to like when she on andlou and

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<v Speaker 2>to Exterminating Angel. But also I'm struck this the Franzos

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<v Speaker 2>connection feels really significant. And it's not just eyes without

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<v Speaker 2>a face, because obviously that film is a woman in

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<v Speaker 2>pieces has lost her face and who's been experimented on

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<v Speaker 2>by doctors to make her whole again, which is the first,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, the first interaction she has with the doctor.

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<v Speaker 2>The doctor offers to make her hold of have use

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<v Speaker 2>plastic surgery to smooth over the wound, and she says, no, thanks,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm good.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought you were talking about I just thought the

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<v Speaker 1>face because I almost said not just the doctor but

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<v Speaker 1>her father. But yeah, the doctor in this he's cool.

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<v Speaker 1>He's one of those first encounters where it's just like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>don't you want to be pretty? You know, the expectation

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<v Speaker 1>is that your leg is a sex object.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and ironically played by her brother in the film.

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<v Speaker 2>But also to frans use Blood of the Beasts, which

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<v Speaker 2>is a documentary he made about the Paris abattoirs and

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<v Speaker 2>is an absolutely horrific and grueling experience, and so like that.

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<v Speaker 2>It feels like Blood of the Beasts is very much

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<v Speaker 2>part of the DNA of this film, of contrasting two

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<v Speaker 2>sides of Parisian life. This sort of like the everyday

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<v Speaker 2>normal world and then this absolute horrific blood bath that

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<v Speaker 2>is occurring in a private sphere.

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<v Speaker 7>I would like to lodge a complaint that the Australian

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<v Speaker 7>guy is doing very well at pronouncing things in French

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<v Speaker 7>and as the guy with the mid Western accent, I

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<v Speaker 7>don't like that because it does not set me up

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<v Speaker 7>for success.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, sorry, sorry, Axel, I'll try to be worse. These

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<v Speaker 2>are the only ones that I can do properly, which

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<v Speaker 2>is why I said them instead of the I could do, Hey,

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<v Speaker 2>the you San's visage. I should have done that, because

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<v Speaker 2>I can say that, and that's it.

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<v Speaker 7>I am a devout horror fan, and I would say that,

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<v Speaker 7>you know, I am probably you know, if I had

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<v Speaker 7>to swear allegiances, I would swear my allegiance to horror

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<v Speaker 7>before I saw it to film itself. And with that said,

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<v Speaker 7>and I've thought about this, and I've watched this movie

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<v Speaker 7>a couple of times, I do not think this is

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<v Speaker 7>a horror film. I see this as a work of art,

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<v Speaker 7>visual art, and I see it as a testimony to

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<v Speaker 7>the triumph of her body and to take something out

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<v Speaker 7>of context. If you were to take the slogan long

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<v Speaker 7>Live the New Flesh away from Cronenberg repurpose it for

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<v Speaker 7>this film, I think it would suit it really well,

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<v Speaker 7>because this is a movie about her triumphantly reclaiming her

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<v Speaker 7>flesh and frankly, her ecstasy as she does.

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<v Speaker 2>So.

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<v Speaker 7>I do feel compelled to say that self harming and

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<v Speaker 7>behaviors are definitely something to talk about with a professional

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<v Speaker 7>and to be concerned about without shaming anyone. But to me,

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<v Speaker 7>this is a film that is demonstrating her thrills and

423
00:26:50.640 --> 00:26:54.240
<v Speaker 7>a sensual joy, which gives me some thoughts about the

424
00:26:54.400 --> 00:26:57.400
<v Speaker 7>ending that I'll hold off on. But I was not

425
00:26:57.559 --> 00:27:02.039
<v Speaker 7>horrified by this film. I found myself watching The Transformation.

426
00:27:03.599 --> 00:27:05.839
<v Speaker 2>One of my first notes was doesn't feel like a

427
00:27:05.839 --> 00:27:08.599
<v Speaker 2>horror film to me. It feels pretty normal, and I

428
00:27:08.680 --> 00:27:11.400
<v Speaker 2>will throw myself under that bus. I do think it

429
00:27:11.519 --> 00:27:13.960
<v Speaker 2>is a horror film, though I just don't think it's

430
00:27:14.039 --> 00:27:18.240
<v Speaker 2>necessarily a body horror film, because I think that it's

431
00:27:19.200 --> 00:27:22.880
<v Speaker 2>the while there is some dichotomy is presented. I think

432
00:27:22.960 --> 00:27:26.559
<v Speaker 2>it's collapses a lot of those, and I think that

433
00:27:26.720 --> 00:27:29.960
<v Speaker 2>the reason why it is a horror film for me

434
00:27:30.039 --> 00:27:35.039
<v Speaker 2>and I don't find a joy in what's going on

435
00:27:35.240 --> 00:27:39.960
<v Speaker 2>with her is because of the collapsing of those elements

436
00:27:40.079 --> 00:27:43.440
<v Speaker 2>that if it was just a body horror film to me,

437
00:27:43.559 --> 00:27:45.839
<v Speaker 2>I could probably be more in that position of like

438
00:27:46.079 --> 00:27:49.839
<v Speaker 2>seeing what she's going through as a kind of revelatory

439
00:27:50.119 --> 00:27:53.920
<v Speaker 2>positive but because of how much of it is collapsed

440
00:27:53.960 --> 00:28:01.119
<v Speaker 2>together with a social failure out and be mind, body

441
00:28:01.680 --> 00:28:06.960
<v Speaker 2>split is a really sick delusion that we've been suffering

442
00:28:07.079 --> 00:28:10.839
<v Speaker 2>under for censories now that is what causes a lot

443
00:28:10.880 --> 00:28:13.440
<v Speaker 2>of what's going on from her that we have were

444
00:28:13.559 --> 00:28:17.920
<v Speaker 2>so that it's so ingrained in us to have an

445
00:28:18.039 --> 00:28:21.519
<v Speaker 2>experience of the two parts being separate and that that

446
00:28:21.759 --> 00:28:26.359
<v Speaker 2>doesn't really fucked up things to us. And I do

447
00:28:26.599 --> 00:28:29.039
<v Speaker 2>find it to be a horror film because it is

448
00:28:29.480 --> 00:28:35.000
<v Speaker 2>about destabilization and because there is a lot of failure

449
00:28:35.119 --> 00:28:41.279
<v Speaker 2>around her that it isn't threatening, but it's really not great.

450
00:28:42.759 --> 00:28:47.519
<v Speaker 2>But it is very, very very different to almost all

451
00:28:47.599 --> 00:28:50.559
<v Speaker 2>the other horror films of its kind, to all the

452
00:28:50.839 --> 00:28:55.680
<v Speaker 2>French new extremism, to the new French extremity, I exact,

453
00:28:55.680 --> 00:29:00.400
<v Speaker 2>probably and especially to feminist cannibal films, because she's not

454
00:29:00.559 --> 00:29:05.319
<v Speaker 2>reacting to any thing in particular. There's not a person

455
00:29:05.799 --> 00:29:10.880
<v Speaker 2>or an entity or anything that symbolizes any kind of

456
00:29:10.960 --> 00:29:15.559
<v Speaker 2>patriarchal law. Precisely, it's a real you know, in so

457
00:29:15.680 --> 00:29:18.920
<v Speaker 2>many films that the cannibalistic act is devouring something else

458
00:29:19.039 --> 00:29:21.599
<v Speaker 2>to like take its power and make it your own,

459
00:29:21.759 --> 00:29:25.880
<v Speaker 2>to like gain this kind of you know, independence or

460
00:29:26.200 --> 00:29:29.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, to erase that which has been dominating you.

461
00:29:30.119 --> 00:29:34.519
<v Speaker 2>But here it's just it feels very real that it

462
00:29:34.640 --> 00:29:38.039
<v Speaker 2>does feel much more like even at the same time

463
00:29:38.079 --> 00:29:40.079
<v Speaker 2>as dealing with that horror stuff, it's dealing with it

464
00:29:40.119 --> 00:29:42.640
<v Speaker 2>a way that feels like a social realism because it's

465
00:29:42.680 --> 00:29:44.960
<v Speaker 2>just like, oh no, there isn't one thing that you

466
00:29:45.039 --> 00:29:47.440
<v Speaker 2>can react against. There isn't a way to just devour

467
00:29:47.519 --> 00:29:50.599
<v Speaker 2>it and be on with. There's no catharsis. It's just

468
00:29:50.839 --> 00:29:55.440
<v Speaker 2>kind of a flailing around. And yeah, I think that

469
00:29:56.160 --> 00:29:58.920
<v Speaker 2>she is. I'll have to find the quote. There was

470
00:29:58.960 --> 00:30:02.240
<v Speaker 2>a quote about like in the commentary about that that

471
00:30:02.400 --> 00:30:06.359
<v Speaker 2>of that this is a compulsion and there isn't necessarily

472
00:30:06.640 --> 00:30:10.240
<v Speaker 2>joy in it, but it isn't necessarily bad either, And

473
00:30:10.400 --> 00:30:13.960
<v Speaker 2>it's so complicated in the way that she collapses those

474
00:30:14.039 --> 00:30:19.160
<v Speaker 2>together that it isn't necessarily negative, but it isn't necessarily positive.

475
00:30:19.440 --> 00:30:21.960
<v Speaker 2>But after watching all of her short films, I had

476
00:30:22.000 --> 00:30:25.839
<v Speaker 2>a much more negative experience of In My Skin because

477
00:30:25.839 --> 00:30:28.880
<v Speaker 2>it feels like the culmination of a shit ton of pain.

478
00:30:29.920 --> 00:30:34.079
<v Speaker 2>I highly recommend the shorts, but dear God, yeah, she

479
00:30:34.240 --> 00:30:36.680
<v Speaker 2>had some shit to work out. But then the positive

480
00:30:36.720 --> 00:30:38.640
<v Speaker 2>of that is it seems I feel like she did

481
00:30:38.759 --> 00:30:41.160
<v Speaker 2>work it out, Like In My Skin does feel like

482
00:30:41.240 --> 00:30:43.799
<v Speaker 2>she exercises demons, and she has said any interviews that

483
00:30:43.880 --> 00:30:47.359
<v Speaker 2>she never self mutilated again after making the film, that

484
00:30:47.519 --> 00:30:50.839
<v Speaker 2>she was able to release that and move on. So

485
00:30:51.000 --> 00:30:54.880
<v Speaker 2>it's like, yeah, that's also really positive. But also, ah, yeah,

486
00:30:56.039 --> 00:30:56.559
<v Speaker 2>a lot of.

487
00:30:56.640 --> 00:30:59.880
<v Speaker 7>What we're saying that there's a real strong overlap. I

488
00:31:00.079 --> 00:31:03.160
<v Speaker 7>think what it comes down to is, you know it

489
00:31:04.160 --> 00:31:09.599
<v Speaker 7>there's an attempt at transformation, and what we're disagreeing on

490
00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:14.559
<v Speaker 7>is is whether or not she gets there, Because if

491
00:31:15.480 --> 00:31:20.559
<v Speaker 7>she's always fractured and she doesn't achieve any kind of

492
00:31:21.799 --> 00:31:25.680
<v Speaker 7>like a sublimement, you know, then I think it's a

493
00:31:25.759 --> 00:31:31.079
<v Speaker 7>horror film. But if you believe that in this she

494
00:31:31.400 --> 00:31:39.319
<v Speaker 7>finds something holy, and I believe that for her subjective narrative,

495
00:31:40.400 --> 00:31:45.200
<v Speaker 7>she finds something of that meaning. And to me, that's

496
00:31:45.240 --> 00:31:48.880
<v Speaker 7>what keeps it from being a horror film, is that

497
00:31:49.279 --> 00:31:55.079
<v Speaker 7>it's about that trajectory. Now, in terms of her own biography,

498
00:31:56.119 --> 00:31:59.680
<v Speaker 7>in terms of how you would like clinically if you

499
00:31:59.799 --> 00:32:04.279
<v Speaker 7>were working with this person, there are all sorts of

500
00:32:04.400 --> 00:32:08.920
<v Speaker 7>issues that would come up. But looking at it from

501
00:32:09.000 --> 00:32:14.000
<v Speaker 7>her narrative, I find it interesting and again I see

502
00:32:14.079 --> 00:32:20.119
<v Speaker 7>it as her finding something in this. But like I said,

503
00:32:20.200 --> 00:32:24.839
<v Speaker 7>I think it's going to depend interpretively on whether or

504
00:32:24.880 --> 00:32:30.880
<v Speaker 7>not people think she has beyond that fracture into something

505
00:32:31.279 --> 00:32:34.799
<v Speaker 7>whole and new, or if she is never able to

506
00:32:34.839 --> 00:32:38.920
<v Speaker 7>fully leave it behind, which thing the film open to

507
00:32:39.000 --> 00:32:43.079
<v Speaker 7>That kind of interpretation, I think makes it richer and

508
00:32:43.200 --> 00:32:45.599
<v Speaker 7>it gives you something to talk about after the movie's done.

509
00:32:46.240 --> 00:32:50.039
<v Speaker 1>The patriarchy for me, is ever present, you know, and

510
00:32:51.039 --> 00:32:54.079
<v Speaker 1>I think that there is not necessarily one person that

511
00:32:54.240 --> 00:32:57.240
<v Speaker 1>represents it in here. I think there's more like three

512
00:32:58.359 --> 00:33:02.519
<v Speaker 1>her boyfriend, her boss, and then her girlfriend her girlfriend.

513
00:33:03.440 --> 00:33:09.200
<v Speaker 1>The pressures that happen between women at work is so awful,

514
00:33:09.759 --> 00:33:13.440
<v Speaker 1>and the idea of you cannot get ahead, and we've

515
00:33:13.480 --> 00:33:15.920
<v Speaker 1>seen this in a thousand movies, a thousand TV shows.

516
00:33:15.960 --> 00:33:18.640
<v Speaker 1>You can't get ahead unless you push other people down.

517
00:33:19.200 --> 00:33:22.319
<v Speaker 1>I can't break through that glass ceiling unless I'm stepping.

518
00:33:22.039 --> 00:33:22.680
<v Speaker 2>On your head.

519
00:33:23.240 --> 00:33:28.160
<v Speaker 1>Like those are awful, awful things. And the moment I

520
00:33:28.279 --> 00:33:33.279
<v Speaker 1>mean talk about threes, the three men that attack our

521
00:33:33.359 --> 00:33:36.759
<v Speaker 1>main character at the pool and her friend is just

522
00:33:36.839 --> 00:33:41.599
<v Speaker 1>sitting there. Everyone is just standing around, and meanwhile, I

523
00:33:41.680 --> 00:33:44.759
<v Speaker 1>will consider this a rape is happening right in front

524
00:33:44.759 --> 00:33:47.200
<v Speaker 1>of them, with these three assholes that come out of

525
00:33:47.279 --> 00:33:49.319
<v Speaker 1>the pool and want to throw her into the pool

526
00:33:49.839 --> 00:33:52.480
<v Speaker 1>and try to start stripping her before they throw her

527
00:33:52.559 --> 00:33:55.440
<v Speaker 1>in there, and they stop when they see the blood.

528
00:33:55.880 --> 00:33:58.599
<v Speaker 1>And of course, to me, that is the whole women

529
00:33:58.680 --> 00:34:01.200
<v Speaker 1>on their periods don't go swim kind of thing. And

530
00:34:01.359 --> 00:34:04.319
<v Speaker 1>it's like this horror of I know it's not meant

531
00:34:04.400 --> 00:34:06.720
<v Speaker 1>forru blood, but for me, these guys react as if

532
00:34:06.759 --> 00:34:09.000
<v Speaker 1>it was and just like, oh, we can't do this.

533
00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:14.519
<v Speaker 1>And her POV shots after that happens where she's looking

534
00:34:14.599 --> 00:34:19.000
<v Speaker 1>around and it's like she's losing herself. And I love

535
00:34:19.079 --> 00:34:21.400
<v Speaker 1>that it is a POV that we are getting inside

536
00:34:21.440 --> 00:34:23.039
<v Speaker 1>of her head and we're going to get a lot

537
00:34:23.159 --> 00:34:26.239
<v Speaker 1>more of that later on in the film. But it's

538
00:34:26.440 --> 00:34:30.119
<v Speaker 1>it's not just one person holding her down. It's society.

539
00:34:30.119 --> 00:34:32.599
<v Speaker 1>It's every single person she runs into. Even when she's

540
00:34:32.719 --> 00:34:36.480
<v Speaker 1>at that party at the beginning, after she cuts her leg,

541
00:34:37.320 --> 00:34:41.159
<v Speaker 1>there's that guy who's trying to dance way too closely

542
00:34:41.320 --> 00:34:43.639
<v Speaker 1>to her. I mean, it's just a little moment, but

543
00:34:43.800 --> 00:34:46.119
<v Speaker 1>you're like, Okay, this is the same kind of stuff

544
00:34:46.119 --> 00:34:49.599
<v Speaker 1>that she probably has to put up with every single

545
00:34:49.800 --> 00:34:52.880
<v Speaker 1>day of her life being a woman, and she, you know,

546
00:34:53.039 --> 00:34:55.159
<v Speaker 1>has to put her hand on I'm just like, nope,

547
00:34:55.440 --> 00:34:58.800
<v Speaker 1>not today, and you move away from this guy, but

548
00:34:59.079 --> 00:35:01.920
<v Speaker 1>he is such I'll latch. And at that point her

549
00:35:01.960 --> 00:35:04.119
<v Speaker 1>friend kind of helps her out, kind of moves her

550
00:35:04.199 --> 00:35:06.239
<v Speaker 1>out of the way, which is nice, but her friend's

551
00:35:06.239 --> 00:35:08.039
<v Speaker 1>not going to help her out too much more after that.

552
00:35:08.239 --> 00:35:09.760
<v Speaker 1>Throughout the rest of this film.

553
00:35:10.039 --> 00:35:13.159
<v Speaker 2>It is one hundred percent there in so many different ways.

554
00:35:14.079 --> 00:35:16.280
<v Speaker 2>But it's like, I mean, if she turned around and

555
00:35:16.440 --> 00:35:20.159
<v Speaker 2>ate her boyfriend in this, it wouldn't feel the same

556
00:35:20.239 --> 00:35:24.239
<v Speaker 2>as if, like in Tumble every Day or something like that.

557
00:35:25.079 --> 00:35:27.440
<v Speaker 1>Oh God, I keep forgetting that I saw Trouble every Day.

558
00:35:27.480 --> 00:35:30.719
<v Speaker 1>That's another French extremity film that I just could not stand.

559
00:35:31.440 --> 00:35:33.960
<v Speaker 2>I did not like it the first time. I wish

560
00:35:34.039 --> 00:35:36.119
<v Speaker 2>I could find the essay I wrote on it years ago,

561
00:35:36.239 --> 00:35:39.079
<v Speaker 2>because I did come around to loving it. I really

562
00:35:39.119 --> 00:35:42.119
<v Speaker 2>do appreciate clear did a lot more now. But I

563
00:35:42.159 --> 00:35:44.599
<v Speaker 2>think I wrote an essay on that and Baisee Moir together,

564
00:35:44.880 --> 00:35:46.639
<v Speaker 2>both films I didn't care for until I wrote that

565
00:35:46.800 --> 00:35:48.280
<v Speaker 2>essay and then came around them to be like, oh,

566
00:35:48.320 --> 00:35:50.440
<v Speaker 2>you know, I actually love these. That scene in the

567
00:35:50.480 --> 00:35:54.840
<v Speaker 2>pool is intense. That is filmed in such a way

568
00:35:55.039 --> 00:35:58.719
<v Speaker 2>that it comes off a lot more intensely than the

569
00:35:58.800 --> 00:36:02.039
<v Speaker 2>cinema genuinely treat It's an actual rape scene, and a

570
00:36:02.159 --> 00:36:04.039
<v Speaker 2>big part of that is not even so much the

571
00:36:04.119 --> 00:36:07.239
<v Speaker 2>action of the guys. It is the reaction of her

572
00:36:07.280 --> 00:36:10.280
<v Speaker 2>friend and that failure of the bond, and the way

573
00:36:10.360 --> 00:36:13.000
<v Speaker 2>her friend just kind of lets her get bulled away

574
00:36:13.840 --> 00:36:16.880
<v Speaker 2>and then kind of excuses like, oh, I just froze,

575
00:36:16.920 --> 00:36:19.480
<v Speaker 2>and it's like, no, we could. We could see you thinking.

576
00:36:20.079 --> 00:36:22.039
<v Speaker 2>You were thinking about what was happening, and you felt

577
00:36:22.039 --> 00:36:23.920
<v Speaker 2>weird about your friend, and so you let it happen

578
00:36:23.960 --> 00:36:27.280
<v Speaker 2>instead of just getting in there and helping shut it down.

579
00:36:28.000 --> 00:36:30.840
<v Speaker 2>And it feels like such a betrayal, and it's a

580
00:36:30.920 --> 00:36:34.519
<v Speaker 2>betrayal that really cuts wide and deep if you feel

581
00:36:34.559 --> 00:36:37.280
<v Speaker 2>it on the personal level and also on that societal,

582
00:36:37.800 --> 00:36:40.599
<v Speaker 2>bigger picture level as well. That kind of is one

583
00:36:40.639 --> 00:36:43.480
<v Speaker 2>of the many things that helps set as to kind

584
00:36:43.519 --> 00:36:46.320
<v Speaker 2>of even more adrift, that she starts to lose those

585
00:36:46.440 --> 00:36:49.920
<v Speaker 2>connections more and more. And that's that is that the

586
00:36:50.079 --> 00:36:54.840
<v Speaker 2>failure to like have recognition, I think is also part

587
00:36:54.880 --> 00:36:57.880
<v Speaker 2>of the horror of this film. She doesn't necessarily need

588
00:36:58.000 --> 00:37:04.360
<v Speaker 2>somebody else, but the lack of anything that there isn't yeah,

589
00:37:05.079 --> 00:37:08.639
<v Speaker 2>that it's it's just that that isolation and that loneliness.

590
00:37:08.679 --> 00:37:12.639
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. In the in the commentary that de

591
00:37:12.760 --> 00:37:14.679
<v Speaker 2>Van talks about that a bit and how especially at

592
00:37:14.679 --> 00:37:17.679
<v Speaker 2>the beginning, she wanted she didn't want to shoot her

593
00:37:17.800 --> 00:37:21.039
<v Speaker 2>like she was isolated because she didn't I didn't feel

594
00:37:21.079 --> 00:37:23.119
<v Speaker 2>like she was. That there's a lot of the shots

595
00:37:23.159 --> 00:37:26.000
<v Speaker 2>she's paired with somebody else, that there's is in groups,

596
00:37:26.559 --> 00:37:28.079
<v Speaker 2>and that when she goes off on her own, it's

597
00:37:28.119 --> 00:37:31.159
<v Speaker 2>not caused you alone, it's her own curiosity. That she's

598
00:37:31.320 --> 00:37:34.400
<v Speaker 2>just someone who explores and moves around, and it's that

599
00:37:34.760 --> 00:37:37.760
<v Speaker 2>sort of going off and curiosity. That is part of

600
00:37:37.840 --> 00:37:40.760
<v Speaker 2>what helps set her adrift, because it breaks her loose

601
00:37:40.840 --> 00:37:44.039
<v Speaker 2>of these people who don't want to explore, that aren't curious,

602
00:37:44.159 --> 00:37:48.880
<v Speaker 2>that don't have actual empathy, that their empathy is built

603
00:37:49.000 --> 00:37:53.559
<v Speaker 2>on pre established structures of status quo and feeling at ideas,

604
00:37:53.840 --> 00:37:57.960
<v Speaker 2>and that anything different or unusual is too much and

605
00:37:58.119 --> 00:38:01.440
<v Speaker 2>too alien. And maybe they might be able to come around,

606
00:38:01.599 --> 00:38:05.599
<v Speaker 2>but the reaction is so immediate and there isn't really

607
00:38:05.599 --> 00:38:07.960
<v Speaker 2>any coming back for esther once they react in a

608
00:38:08.039 --> 00:38:13.960
<v Speaker 2>negative fashion. Yeah, I was going down some weird rabbit holes,

609
00:38:15.239 --> 00:38:18.199
<v Speaker 2>like thinking about ideas of relation to this kind of thing,

610
00:38:18.239 --> 00:38:20.800
<v Speaker 2>of trying to pin it down. I found some fun

611
00:38:20.880 --> 00:38:24.679
<v Speaker 2>stuff from like talking about Hobes and Locke and what

612
00:38:24.880 --> 00:38:28.800
<v Speaker 2>brings individuals together and how like that essentially the like

613
00:38:29.079 --> 00:38:31.960
<v Speaker 2>I've got a great quote here from Maggie Kilgore from

614
00:38:32.000 --> 00:38:36.719
<v Speaker 2>a book on communion to cannibalism. It's called ideas of incorporation.

615
00:38:37.039 --> 00:38:39.840
<v Speaker 2>And so the old image of the body politic created

616
00:38:39.880 --> 00:38:43.239
<v Speaker 2>the sense of a world of essentially related members who

617
00:38:43.320 --> 00:38:47.440
<v Speaker 2>identities were determined and controlled by their social roles. With

618
00:38:47.519 --> 00:38:50.639
<v Speaker 2>the rise of individualism, that body is also broken. It's

619
00:38:50.760 --> 00:38:54.639
<v Speaker 2>members scattered, as atom like individuals, so that society has

620
00:38:54.719 --> 00:38:58.079
<v Speaker 2>to be remembered in a new way, with a new

621
00:38:58.159 --> 00:39:01.920
<v Speaker 2>basis and foundation for relationship. According to Homees and Locke,

622
00:39:01.920 --> 00:39:04.760
<v Speaker 2>what brings equal individuals together is the desire to preserve

623
00:39:04.840 --> 00:39:08.679
<v Speaker 2>the most essential human right property. So you end up, yeah,

624
00:39:08.719 --> 00:39:11.320
<v Speaker 2>with this fracturing and modernity where we all get split

625
00:39:11.360 --> 00:39:13.800
<v Speaker 2>apart from our communities and we start to get isolated

626
00:39:13.840 --> 00:39:16.719
<v Speaker 2>and become individuals, and how important that is, and how

627
00:39:16.760 --> 00:39:19.679
<v Speaker 2>that's held up as the absolute be all and end all,

628
00:39:19.719 --> 00:39:22.079
<v Speaker 2>and the thing that holds together is property. But women

629
00:39:22.159 --> 00:39:25.159
<v Speaker 2>are made into property, and then it's all starts. And

630
00:39:25.239 --> 00:39:28.320
<v Speaker 2>this whole film just feels like a whole trajectory of

631
00:39:28.360 --> 00:39:31.000
<v Speaker 2>the last four or five hundred years just colliding into

632
00:39:31.079 --> 00:39:36.119
<v Speaker 2>one individual person's just crash again, a crash that isn't

633
00:39:36.239 --> 00:39:39.599
<v Speaker 2>entirely bad. We haven't even mentioned like that big a

634
00:39:39.760 --> 00:39:43.360
<v Speaker 2>word yet, abject, But so much of this film is

635
00:39:43.480 --> 00:39:49.000
<v Speaker 2>using these kind of abjections of like the boundaries the transgression,

636
00:39:49.280 --> 00:39:54.440
<v Speaker 2>to melt the status quo, to melt the expectations. And

637
00:39:54.679 --> 00:39:57.960
<v Speaker 2>I think I'm real curious to see what people think

638
00:39:58.000 --> 00:40:00.599
<v Speaker 2>of this film when it sort of re appears now

639
00:40:00.679 --> 00:40:04.519
<v Speaker 2>with these new Blu ray releases, because I think back

640
00:40:04.599 --> 00:40:10.480
<v Speaker 2>in two thousand and seven, what year did this come out? Again?

641
00:40:11.400 --> 00:40:14.000
<v Speaker 2>Two thousand and two, So even earlier, back in two

642
00:40:14.000 --> 00:40:17.280
<v Speaker 2>thousand and two, even with things like the French New

643
00:40:18.000 --> 00:40:21.119
<v Speaker 2>for a New French Extremity, so much of that was

644
00:40:22.039 --> 00:40:25.320
<v Speaker 2>saying that it was dealing with things like misogyny and racism,

645
00:40:25.400 --> 00:40:29.800
<v Speaker 2>but really just like riding them real exploitation. This film

646
00:40:30.000 --> 00:40:32.079
<v Speaker 2>just feels like a kind of film that I was

647
00:40:32.159 --> 00:40:35.400
<v Speaker 2>just like popping up on tube now made by people

648
00:40:35.480 --> 00:40:40.159
<v Speaker 2>in their backyards at home, like the strange YouTube phenomena

649
00:40:40.280 --> 00:40:44.480
<v Speaker 2>of like weird women getting their weird vibes and experiences

650
00:40:45.039 --> 00:40:47.920
<v Speaker 2>out there. And again I mean that positively. It's like

651
00:40:47.960 --> 00:40:50.440
<v Speaker 2>I really wanted to try and watch Cannibal Muckbang before

652
00:40:50.519 --> 00:40:52.800
<v Speaker 2>watching this, because I felt like, I feel like Cannibal

653
00:40:52.880 --> 00:40:55.800
<v Speaker 2>Mugbang must have some in my skin DNA somewhere in

654
00:40:55.840 --> 00:40:59.440
<v Speaker 2>it for like a transgressive pushback against all that is

655
00:40:59.599 --> 00:41:00.639
<v Speaker 2>proper and ordered.

656
00:41:01.440 --> 00:41:06.280
<v Speaker 7>You can put a cultural Marxist reading on this, you can.

657
00:41:07.159 --> 00:41:11.119
<v Speaker 7>You know, however, this is where I'm going to maybe

658
00:41:11.800 --> 00:41:15.559
<v Speaker 7>have people disagree with me. I don't think that is

659
00:41:16.039 --> 00:41:18.599
<v Speaker 7>the most useful reading because I really do think this

660
00:41:18.800 --> 00:41:22.840
<v Speaker 7>is a work of what was it term auto cinema

661
00:41:23.119 --> 00:41:28.280
<v Speaker 7>or auto fiction auto fiction. This is to me, putting

662
00:41:28.320 --> 00:41:35.639
<v Speaker 7>the focus on patriarchy and culture and capitalism. You can

663
00:41:35.840 --> 00:41:42.559
<v Speaker 7>get agent results, you can have definitely an informed discussion

664
00:41:42.639 --> 00:41:46.280
<v Speaker 7>about them. But to me, once you start putting your

665
00:41:46.400 --> 00:41:50.559
<v Speaker 7>energy into those discussions, I really think it loses the

666
00:41:50.639 --> 00:41:57.360
<v Speaker 7>focus and the power of one individual's story. And in

667
00:41:57.519 --> 00:42:01.199
<v Speaker 7>this case, I think, and I'm going to go back

668
00:42:01.239 --> 00:42:04.400
<v Speaker 7>to what I said, this is a story of a transformation,

669
00:42:05.480 --> 00:42:08.519
<v Speaker 7>and I think the feelings we have on that are

670
00:42:08.639 --> 00:42:12.320
<v Speaker 7>how we judge that kind of a transformation. Now it

671
00:42:12.519 --> 00:42:17.960
<v Speaker 7>informs the transformation that she has to have a patriarchy

672
00:42:18.079 --> 00:42:21.199
<v Speaker 7>to rebel against to claim her body. We have to

673
00:42:21.320 --> 00:42:25.119
<v Speaker 7>understand that first to be able to understand why she's

674
00:42:25.280 --> 00:42:30.360
<v Speaker 7>doing this. But from there, to me, it becomes so

675
00:42:30.679 --> 00:42:35.480
<v Speaker 7>very very personal, you know, body writing. There's a whole

676
00:42:35.599 --> 00:42:42.800
<v Speaker 7>history of feminist literature and filmmaking based on this, where

677
00:42:43.079 --> 00:42:49.599
<v Speaker 7>there are players of experiencing more than just the narrative.

678
00:42:50.280 --> 00:42:56.920
<v Speaker 7>And I found this as a film mostly an experience

679
00:42:58.000 --> 00:43:03.480
<v Speaker 7>that I enjoyed it when I was feeling her journey,

680
00:43:03.719 --> 00:43:07.239
<v Speaker 7>and I enjoyed it least when I had that critical

681
00:43:07.400 --> 00:43:11.840
<v Speaker 7>lens to say, well, her boyfriend is showing this and

682
00:43:12.039 --> 00:43:15.599
<v Speaker 7>her her best friend demonstrates this. I felt like as

683
00:43:15.639 --> 00:43:18.559
<v Speaker 7>soon as that critical lens came up, it gave me

684
00:43:18.679 --> 00:43:21.280
<v Speaker 7>a distance. It made me too comfortable, because it's like, oh,

685
00:43:21.360 --> 00:43:24.679
<v Speaker 7>I get this. This is a movie with symbols and metaphors,

686
00:43:24.800 --> 00:43:27.719
<v Speaker 7>and I can't understand it that way, and I'm safe

687
00:43:27.760 --> 00:43:29.519
<v Speaker 7>in my ivory academic tower.

688
00:43:30.239 --> 00:43:31.239
<v Speaker 2>I think if you.

689
00:43:32.800 --> 00:43:36.239
<v Speaker 7>Push those aside, you know, your face to face with

690
00:43:36.400 --> 00:43:40.639
<v Speaker 7>this woman telling you a story about who she is,

691
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:45.199
<v Speaker 7>and your reactions to it become a part of the story.

692
00:43:46.079 --> 00:43:48.039
<v Speaker 7>But as long as I have the talking stick for

693
00:43:48.079 --> 00:43:51.519
<v Speaker 7>a little bit, I don't want to go too much

694
00:43:51.559 --> 00:43:55.760
<v Speaker 7>further in the episode without talking about the party scene,

695
00:43:56.239 --> 00:43:59.719
<v Speaker 7>which it might be my favorite part of the movie.

696
00:44:00.280 --> 00:44:02.320
<v Speaker 7>I'm going to give a little background as to why

697
00:44:03.119 --> 00:44:06.000
<v Speaker 7>she goes to the party with her friend. It does

698
00:44:06.079 --> 00:44:10.519
<v Speaker 7>not look like a particularly awful party, but it looks

699
00:44:10.840 --> 00:44:16.079
<v Speaker 7>incredibly boring. She goes out to walk, stumbles, falls and

700
00:44:16.199 --> 00:44:21.199
<v Speaker 7>cuts her leg, and it is completely anticlimactic. If you

701
00:44:21.239 --> 00:44:23.480
<v Speaker 7>knew anything about this movie, you knew she was going

702
00:44:23.559 --> 00:44:28.840
<v Speaker 7>to wound herself. The movie does not make that an event,

703
00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:32.800
<v Speaker 7>does not highlight it. There's no close ups, there's no

704
00:44:33.679 --> 00:44:38.280
<v Speaker 7>shocking music. It just happens and it passes. The real

705
00:44:39.280 --> 00:44:45.000
<v Speaker 7>magic for me is when she discovers the wound, she

706
00:44:45.280 --> 00:44:49.239
<v Speaker 7>goes to the bathroom, she sees that she's tracked in blood.

707
00:44:50.400 --> 00:44:53.760
<v Speaker 7>She looks at her leg and sees the wound, and

708
00:44:53.960 --> 00:44:58.360
<v Speaker 7>then there's a close up of her face, which I

709
00:44:58.440 --> 00:45:03.840
<v Speaker 7>believe I'm paraphraise saying John Cassavetti's you know, her face

710
00:45:04.000 --> 00:45:07.119
<v Speaker 7>is the best special effect in the movie. There's a

711
00:45:07.239 --> 00:45:12.440
<v Speaker 7>look of fear, maybe some disgust, and then, in my opinion,

712
00:45:12.639 --> 00:45:16.000
<v Speaker 7>and this is you know, central kind of my thesis,

713
00:45:16.719 --> 00:45:23.400
<v Speaker 7>there's this trans awe of this is me, this is

714
00:45:23.760 --> 00:45:29.519
<v Speaker 7>something that is happening. I have found something new within

715
00:45:29.800 --> 00:45:34.440
<v Speaker 7>my own body. And here's where you can see some

716
00:45:34.639 --> 00:45:39.039
<v Speaker 7>of the connections to the movie and book Crash, although

717
00:45:39.119 --> 00:45:42.800
<v Speaker 7>they're not one to one equations, But the look on

718
00:45:42.880 --> 00:45:46.320
<v Speaker 7>her face where she discovers through wound, to me, that

719
00:45:46.599 --> 00:45:52.159
<v Speaker 7>facial expression explains more than any dialogue could.

720
00:45:53.079 --> 00:45:56.199
<v Speaker 1>If this was a different kind of movie, she would

721
00:45:56.320 --> 00:46:01.000
<v Speaker 1>meet a tall, dark stranger at this party and begin

722
00:46:01.079 --> 00:46:03.800
<v Speaker 1>an affair with that tall dark stranger and that would

723
00:46:03.920 --> 00:46:07.800
<v Speaker 1>change the relationship with her best friend, with her boyfriend,

724
00:46:08.079 --> 00:46:11.639
<v Speaker 1>with her work. But instead, the tall, dark stranger is her.

725
00:46:11.960 --> 00:46:17.000
<v Speaker 1>It's like her meeting herself and her understanding or beginning

726
00:46:17.119 --> 00:46:21.159
<v Speaker 1>to cope with this idea of the wound in her leg.

727
00:46:21.239 --> 00:46:24.800
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I can definitely see that Cronenbergian Crash Ballard

728
00:46:24.880 --> 00:46:28.480
<v Speaker 1>type of thing, especially the Roseanna Arquette character with that

729
00:46:28.679 --> 00:46:33.360
<v Speaker 1>big wound in her leg, which was just so freaking vaginal.

730
00:46:33.639 --> 00:46:36.119
<v Speaker 1>And I mean doesn't It's been a long time. I

731
00:46:36.199 --> 00:46:38.440
<v Speaker 1>haven't seen Crash since I saw it originally at the theater.

732
00:46:38.800 --> 00:46:41.480
<v Speaker 1>I mean, basically, isn't the sex with the wound rather

733
00:46:41.559 --> 00:46:42.360
<v Speaker 1>than her vagina?

734
00:46:43.119 --> 00:46:45.559
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? That does happen in that film, okay, And I

735
00:46:45.679 --> 00:46:49.159
<v Speaker 2>know that. In the commentary, Marina says that she very

736
00:46:49.199 --> 00:46:52.599
<v Speaker 2>much didn't want to make it about sexuality, but when

737
00:46:52.639 --> 00:46:54.920
<v Speaker 2>she talks about that, she does mean more that her

738
00:46:55.039 --> 00:46:59.480
<v Speaker 2>compulsion isn't caused by sexual issues. You know that it's

739
00:46:59.519 --> 00:47:02.440
<v Speaker 2>the boyfriend Andrew's hung up on, Oh can you feel me?

740
00:47:03.119 --> 00:47:06.599
<v Speaker 2>Versus her? She's not. I do love that scene where

741
00:47:06.639 --> 00:47:10.519
<v Speaker 2>she finds the wound initially, the way that we discover

742
00:47:10.880 --> 00:47:13.119
<v Speaker 2>that she only becomes aware of it the blood that

743
00:47:13.199 --> 00:47:14.320
<v Speaker 2>she trails behind.

744
00:47:15.239 --> 00:47:18.039
<v Speaker 1>Well, the blood becomes like a tattle tale through the

745
00:47:18.079 --> 00:47:21.119
<v Speaker 1>whole movie, like when she's at the restaurant later on

746
00:47:21.320 --> 00:47:24.440
<v Speaker 1>and the waitress sees the blood and at one point

747
00:47:24.760 --> 00:47:26.760
<v Speaker 1>there was the guy next to her and I can't

748
00:47:26.800 --> 00:47:28.920
<v Speaker 1>remember who that if that's like one of her I

749
00:47:29.000 --> 00:47:32.400
<v Speaker 1>think that's her boss. When he looks down and I'm thinking, oh,

750
00:47:32.440 --> 00:47:34.400
<v Speaker 1>there's going to be a whole bunch of blood there,

751
00:47:34.639 --> 00:47:37.360
<v Speaker 1>but no, it's like a bag. I'm like, all right,

752
00:47:37.480 --> 00:47:40.880
<v Speaker 1>because I thought for sure she would be trailing blood everywhere.

753
00:47:41.559 --> 00:47:43.880
<v Speaker 2>Well, the blood trail also makes you feel like we

754
00:47:44.079 --> 00:47:46.880
<v Speaker 2>think of the like, you know, if you've had some

755
00:47:47.079 --> 00:47:49.320
<v Speaker 2>situation in the social circle where there's been a lot

756
00:47:49.320 --> 00:47:52.920
<v Speaker 2>of emotional fallout and you don't necessarily notice that something

757
00:47:53.559 --> 00:47:56.559
<v Speaker 2>bad has happened until you see the trail of destruction behind,

758
00:47:57.199 --> 00:47:59.679
<v Speaker 2>which is something that happens in the film. Later on,

759
00:48:00.079 --> 00:48:02.719
<v Speaker 2>her friend of when she comes to confide in her,

760
00:48:03.239 --> 00:48:05.440
<v Speaker 2>but she doesn't realize that this is a strange thing

761
00:48:05.519 --> 00:48:08.840
<v Speaker 2>to be confiding and that her friend reacting just like

762
00:48:08.920 --> 00:48:11.440
<v Speaker 2>the blood is the thing that tells her that, oh,

763
00:48:11.559 --> 00:48:14.800
<v Speaker 2>hang on, there's something something not I didn't expect he

764
00:48:15.039 --> 00:48:15.360
<v Speaker 2>hang on.

765
00:48:16.199 --> 00:48:18.360
<v Speaker 7>I love that scene where she was to her friend

766
00:48:18.480 --> 00:48:22.079
<v Speaker 7>and says, I guess what I did. I remember, I

767
00:48:22.159 --> 00:48:24.639
<v Speaker 7>went to the back room and I cut myself with

768
00:48:24.760 --> 00:48:31.960
<v Speaker 7>something metal. And again there's that transformative joy she is experiencing,

769
00:48:32.199 --> 00:48:36.119
<v Speaker 7>and in that moment, she is trying to recruit another

770
00:48:36.239 --> 00:48:42.159
<v Speaker 7>woman into this experience, saying, this is something that you

771
00:48:42.280 --> 00:48:43.519
<v Speaker 7>can experience too.

772
00:48:44.320 --> 00:48:45.280
<v Speaker 2>And so there's a.

773
00:48:45.360 --> 00:48:50.559
<v Speaker 7>Moment there where she's attempting to create a community based

774
00:48:50.639 --> 00:48:55.000
<v Speaker 7>on the body. And again I'm not saying that self

775
00:48:55.119 --> 00:49:01.079
<v Speaker 7>harm could be a transformative experience, although I believe my

776
00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:03.599
<v Speaker 7>kid said we're going to talk a little bit about performance,

777
00:49:03.679 --> 00:49:07.239
<v Speaker 7>are it so that that'll muddy the waters. But she

778
00:49:07.480 --> 00:49:11.800
<v Speaker 7>tries to create the shared experience based on the body

779
00:49:12.679 --> 00:49:16.000
<v Speaker 7>and you know, ties to the abject and the things

780
00:49:16.119 --> 00:49:22.159
<v Speaker 7>that patriarchy isn't interested in, and she revolts and frightens

781
00:49:22.239 --> 00:49:26.320
<v Speaker 7>her friend, who in a later scene can't even look

782
00:49:26.360 --> 00:49:26.679
<v Speaker 7>at her.

783
00:49:27.400 --> 00:49:31.559
<v Speaker 2>I talked a bit before about how this film was

784
00:49:31.639 --> 00:49:34.920
<v Speaker 2>received when it came out, and being curious about how

785
00:49:34.960 --> 00:49:38.559
<v Speaker 2>she received now is I love? In the Severn release,

786
00:49:38.639 --> 00:49:42.440
<v Speaker 2>there's an interview recent interview with Marina Devann and she

787
00:49:43.760 --> 00:49:46.559
<v Speaker 2>basically opens with her saying, look, I used to say

788
00:49:46.639 --> 00:49:49.119
<v Speaker 2>it was all fictional, but now I'm tired and old

789
00:49:49.199 --> 00:49:51.280
<v Speaker 2>and lazy and I can't be asked. So yeah, no,

790
00:49:51.400 --> 00:49:55.760
<v Speaker 2>it's actually really heavily automed biographic and talks about the

791
00:49:55.880 --> 00:49:59.559
<v Speaker 2>self mutilation and how much of that. There's like very

792
00:49:59.679 --> 00:50:03.000
<v Speaker 2>truth full that the piece of tanned skin we see

793
00:50:03.000 --> 00:50:05.719
<v Speaker 2>in the film is of her real skin that she

794
00:50:05.880 --> 00:50:09.639
<v Speaker 2>had tanned previous to the film, that there was that

795
00:50:09.719 --> 00:50:13.239
<v Speaker 2>she had eaten herself. But in a very different context

796
00:50:13.480 --> 00:50:16.159
<v Speaker 2>it says like she had it with champagne and you know,

797
00:50:16.280 --> 00:50:18.880
<v Speaker 2>on a plate and like a civilized dinner. That it

798
00:50:18.960 --> 00:50:21.280
<v Speaker 2>wasn't such a chaotic kind of thing like in the film.

799
00:50:21.840 --> 00:50:25.000
<v Speaker 2>But at the time, I think what you were saying

800
00:50:25.079 --> 00:50:32.159
<v Speaker 2>before about interpreting it like I do, I am writing

801
00:50:32.239 --> 00:50:39.440
<v Speaker 2>both rails of personal experience interpretation and more critical academic

802
00:50:39.599 --> 00:50:43.039
<v Speaker 2>kind of experience. I have a lot of connection to

803
00:50:43.239 --> 00:50:46.519
<v Speaker 2>this film. I have my own share of scars. I

804
00:50:46.639 --> 00:50:51.159
<v Speaker 2>have very antagonistic relationship with my body, which transformed quite

805
00:50:51.199 --> 00:50:54.639
<v Speaker 2>significantly when I got my first tattoos. I remember sitting

806
00:50:54.679 --> 00:50:56.760
<v Speaker 2>in the tattooed chair and looking at them doing this

807
00:50:56.920 --> 00:51:01.639
<v Speaker 2>huge piece on my arm and having theation that where

808
00:51:01.760 --> 00:51:03.920
<v Speaker 2>previously I would not have cared if I was in

809
00:51:04.000 --> 00:51:06.480
<v Speaker 2>some kind of accident and lost the arm, I was

810
00:51:06.519 --> 00:51:10.559
<v Speaker 2>suddenly very attached to this arm. The tattoo itself made

811
00:51:10.639 --> 00:51:13.199
<v Speaker 2>me connected to it. And that is something that this

812
00:51:13.360 --> 00:51:17.599
<v Speaker 2>film is about that Brinda Devan talks about this in

813
00:51:18.159 --> 00:51:21.159
<v Speaker 2>I can't remember possibly in the same interview of saying

814
00:51:21.199 --> 00:51:23.760
<v Speaker 2>that like working on the body and creating the scars

815
00:51:23.840 --> 00:51:26.239
<v Speaker 2>is a way of like shaping it into a way

816
00:51:26.400 --> 00:51:27.719
<v Speaker 2>that is more you.

817
00:51:28.239 --> 00:51:33.159
<v Speaker 7>Sometimes in the faculty a Horror podcast on as well,

818
00:51:33.920 --> 00:51:37.960
<v Speaker 7>Andrea Superstudy said she is heavily tattooed, and in that

819
00:51:38.199 --> 00:51:41.320
<v Speaker 7>process there was a lot of self reflection about what

820
00:51:41.480 --> 00:51:45.400
<v Speaker 7>that meant for her and for her body. Alexandra West,

821
00:51:45.800 --> 00:51:49.400
<v Speaker 7>at least at the time of that recording, no tattoos,

822
00:51:49.719 --> 00:51:54.199
<v Speaker 7>no piercings, and so all of a sudden, I'm listening

823
00:51:54.239 --> 00:51:59.440
<v Speaker 7>to that, and I'm thinking about myself, and I'm forty seven,

824
00:52:00.400 --> 00:52:06.719
<v Speaker 7>no tattoos, no piers sayings, and I'm tenuinely thinking about

825
00:52:06.760 --> 00:52:11.039
<v Speaker 7>getting a tattoo, but I never do it because of

826
00:52:11.880 --> 00:52:17.280
<v Speaker 7>that permanent mark and that feeling of what's going to

827
00:52:17.320 --> 00:52:21.239
<v Speaker 7>be meaningful enough and then I feel like, on the

828
00:52:21.280 --> 00:52:25.480
<v Speaker 7>other hand, well, but I'm missing out on this opportunity

829
00:52:26.360 --> 00:52:31.159
<v Speaker 7>for you know, reading a narrative. So I don't know,

830
00:52:31.440 --> 00:52:35.400
<v Speaker 7>maybe thinking about this movie in this conversation, maybe that'll

831
00:52:36.199 --> 00:52:38.960
<v Speaker 7>push me one way or another. Mike, where are you

832
00:52:39.079 --> 00:52:40.679
<v Speaker 7>at on tattoos and piercings.

833
00:52:41.400 --> 00:52:43.519
<v Speaker 1>Well, I can't get a tattoo because I want to

834
00:52:43.559 --> 00:52:46.719
<v Speaker 1>be buried in a Jewish cemetery, just like Lenny Bruce,

835
00:52:47.440 --> 00:52:49.760
<v Speaker 1>even though I'm not Jewish, but I just want to

836
00:52:49.800 --> 00:52:50.400
<v Speaker 1>be buried there.

837
00:52:51.159 --> 00:52:53.840
<v Speaker 2>I am very much an anti fiacing vest not if

838
00:52:53.840 --> 00:52:56.880
<v Speaker 2>I the vapor, just myself like that. It kind of

839
00:52:56.920 --> 00:52:58.960
<v Speaker 2>freaks me out. Heavy holes bunched in me, but like

840
00:52:59.159 --> 00:53:03.039
<v Speaker 2>that didn't want me, just a lot of punched. Yeah,

841
00:53:03.039 --> 00:53:08.199
<v Speaker 2>it's different. They don't. It's it's it's superficial. But the

842
00:53:08.239 --> 00:53:11.239
<v Speaker 2>two tattoos I have on each arm both have significant

843
00:53:11.320 --> 00:53:14.880
<v Speaker 2>meaning to me and came about through the experience I

844
00:53:14.960 --> 00:53:18.119
<v Speaker 2>went through with my father dying of cancer and then

845
00:53:18.360 --> 00:53:21.800
<v Speaker 2>the way that I found a path through that through

846
00:53:22.360 --> 00:53:24.559
<v Speaker 2>Jeff and Deer Me a Southern Reach trilogy. And so

847
00:53:24.639 --> 00:53:28.280
<v Speaker 2>I have all three tattoos, all threeople covers tattooed on

848
00:53:28.360 --> 00:53:31.079
<v Speaker 2>my arms, with words annihilation on one and acceptance on

849
00:53:31.119 --> 00:53:35.280
<v Speaker 2>the other. So it's a They're very connected to trauma

850
00:53:35.960 --> 00:53:38.400
<v Speaker 2>and to damage and loss, and it was a way

851
00:53:38.480 --> 00:53:42.880
<v Speaker 2>of rebuilding myself and reconnecting. It was an odd side

852
00:53:42.920 --> 00:53:46.239
<v Speaker 2>effect that I discovered a stronger connection to my own

853
00:53:46.280 --> 00:53:50.320
<v Speaker 2>body than I previously had. I'm definitely very understanding of

854
00:53:50.480 --> 00:53:53.840
<v Speaker 2>her experience in this film and very very non judgmental,

855
00:53:53.960 --> 00:53:56.079
<v Speaker 2>even though it's like chill out a bit.

856
00:53:56.800 --> 00:53:59.000
<v Speaker 1>I used to do a little bit of self harm.

857
00:53:59.119 --> 00:54:02.800
<v Speaker 1>Not a lie, but yeah, we had. When we did

858
00:54:02.880 --> 00:54:06.440
<v Speaker 1>the episode on Secretary, I remember we interviewed someone about

859
00:54:06.559 --> 00:54:10.639
<v Speaker 1>cutting and just the idea of control and not having

860
00:54:10.719 --> 00:54:13.119
<v Speaker 1>control in your own life, but having control over your

861
00:54:13.159 --> 00:54:17.400
<v Speaker 1>own body. I mean, I see cutting being related to

862
00:54:17.960 --> 00:54:20.519
<v Speaker 1>you know, eating disorders and this whole idea of just

863
00:54:20.760 --> 00:54:24.639
<v Speaker 1>not having that control. And to me, the cutting that

864
00:54:25.159 --> 00:54:28.519
<v Speaker 1>Marina Devan does in this movie feels very similar to

865
00:54:28.639 --> 00:54:31.760
<v Speaker 1>that as far as the idea of you know, I'm

866
00:54:31.960 --> 00:54:34.639
<v Speaker 1>being I'm under all of this pressure from all of

867
00:54:34.719 --> 00:54:37.320
<v Speaker 1>these other things. Especially I would say the job definitely

868
00:54:37.360 --> 00:54:40.599
<v Speaker 1>seems to play into that. And this is the way

869
00:54:40.679 --> 00:54:42.920
<v Speaker 1>that I can control things. This is the only thing

870
00:54:42.960 --> 00:54:46.159
<v Speaker 1>that I have control over is the skin I live in.

871
00:54:46.519 --> 00:54:48.360
<v Speaker 1>Not to drop another film title.

872
00:54:48.760 --> 00:54:51.760
<v Speaker 2>Looping back again to the reception of it, but what

873
00:54:51.880 --> 00:54:55.960
<v Speaker 2>I remember the people who I watched it with back

874
00:54:56.039 --> 00:54:58.639
<v Speaker 2>in when I first saw it, A lot of people

875
00:54:59.119 --> 00:55:02.599
<v Speaker 2>were made on c comfortable by not knowing where to

876
00:55:02.800 --> 00:55:06.559
<v Speaker 2>sit with the film as to whether it was autobiographical

877
00:55:07.079 --> 00:55:12.719
<v Speaker 2>or symbolic, and that the lack of stability in their

878
00:55:12.840 --> 00:55:15.960
<v Speaker 2>position at that time in history, with the way that

879
00:55:16.159 --> 00:55:21.280
<v Speaker 2>we interpreted these kinds of feminist films which were mostly

880
00:55:21.440 --> 00:55:24.960
<v Speaker 2>only existing in the underground, if they did exist, it

881
00:55:25.119 --> 00:55:28.159
<v Speaker 2>made it a lot harder people to just comfortably sit

882
00:55:28.239 --> 00:55:30.320
<v Speaker 2>with it. That it was that they needed to know,

883
00:55:30.480 --> 00:55:33.840
<v Speaker 2>they needed the position, they needed the judgment or something.

884
00:55:34.480 --> 00:55:36.719
<v Speaker 2>Obviously it's quite different now that you've come out and said, oh,

885
00:55:36.800 --> 00:55:41.480
<v Speaker 2>it's very autobiographical. Obviously the film still works hugely, brilliantly

886
00:55:41.519 --> 00:55:44.920
<v Speaker 2>on a symbolic level as well, But it is I

887
00:55:45.000 --> 00:55:47.280
<v Speaker 2>think that was part of the problem of how to

888
00:55:47.400 --> 00:55:51.480
<v Speaker 2>approach it, like it felt like only getting half of

889
00:55:51.559 --> 00:55:55.639
<v Speaker 2>the conversation. And I think that's why it hasn't necessarily

890
00:55:56.599 --> 00:56:01.599
<v Speaker 2>come into awareness as much. There's films from ten years

891
00:56:01.639 --> 00:56:04.519
<v Speaker 2>after they can't this film's are ten years something like

892
00:56:04.559 --> 00:56:07.239
<v Speaker 2>Trouble every Day. Trouble every Day is definitely much more

893
00:56:07.599 --> 00:56:11.320
<v Speaker 2>in acceptance and understanding and general dialogue in relation to

894
00:56:11.679 --> 00:56:16.400
<v Speaker 2>this kind of extreme feminist cinema than this film, and

895
00:56:16.480 --> 00:56:19.480
<v Speaker 2>that comes out what the year before Basic. At the

896
00:56:19.519 --> 00:56:22.679
<v Speaker 2>same time, I'm glad that she's able to come out

897
00:56:22.719 --> 00:56:25.320
<v Speaker 2>and say that and to talk about her experiences, because

898
00:56:25.360 --> 00:56:29.480
<v Speaker 2>I think it really does empower the film sort of

899
00:56:29.639 --> 00:56:33.719
<v Speaker 2>land more firmly, and don't you know, certainly doesn't make

900
00:56:33.760 --> 00:56:36.280
<v Speaker 2>it any more black and white. This will never be

901
00:56:37.079 --> 00:56:40.639
<v Speaker 2>a black and white film. But to know, to be

902
00:56:40.760 --> 00:56:43.760
<v Speaker 2>able to hold those two in your hands without having

903
00:56:43.880 --> 00:56:46.800
<v Speaker 2>to like, you know, do any kind of gymnastics or

904
00:56:46.800 --> 00:56:48.800
<v Speaker 2>anything to figure it out how you feel about it,

905
00:56:48.880 --> 00:56:51.559
<v Speaker 2>to just be like, Okay, this is happening and that

906
00:56:51.800 --> 00:56:54.119
<v Speaker 2>is what it is. I think it will allow a

907
00:56:54.159 --> 00:56:58.880
<v Speaker 2>lot more people to approach it more openly, and I

908
00:56:58.960 --> 00:57:02.760
<v Speaker 2>think it is like a very positive experience, though I

909
00:57:02.840 --> 00:57:06.400
<v Speaker 2>don't think it ends positively excellent. I found that ending

910
00:57:06.440 --> 00:57:08.559
<v Speaker 2>to be well. I felt tired.

911
00:57:09.559 --> 00:57:15.079
<v Speaker 7>It's almost a true crime confessional, but replace crime with

912
00:57:15.360 --> 00:57:20.519
<v Speaker 7>like social mores. You know, this is a movie that

913
00:57:20.840 --> 00:57:24.880
<v Speaker 7>it's telling you this is what happened. There's not a

914
00:57:24.960 --> 00:57:30.440
<v Speaker 7>lot of ambiguity. There are no tricks, and that, by

915
00:57:30.480 --> 00:57:32.800
<v Speaker 7>the way, I think makes it stand out from most

916
00:57:32.840 --> 00:57:38.639
<v Speaker 7>of the New French extremes. It doesn't feel like it's tricky.

917
00:57:38.920 --> 00:57:44.440
<v Speaker 7>It doesn't feel like there are odd things happening here

918
00:57:44.480 --> 00:57:47.800
<v Speaker 7>and there to spice it up to get your attention.

919
00:57:48.199 --> 00:57:51.880
<v Speaker 7>It's very, very focused and direct, and it's presenting this

920
00:57:52.079 --> 00:57:58.440
<v Speaker 7>narrative and challenging. You like to implicate yourself, you know,

921
00:57:58.559 --> 00:58:01.960
<v Speaker 7>how you respond to this movie is also going to

922
00:58:02.039 --> 00:58:05.159
<v Speaker 7>be a reflection on who you are and how you

923
00:58:05.400 --> 00:58:08.360
<v Speaker 7>got to that position. And it's hard to watch this

924
00:58:08.559 --> 00:58:16.679
<v Speaker 7>movie in my mind and talk about it without exposing yourself.

925
00:58:17.480 --> 00:58:20.960
<v Speaker 7>It's very challenging in that way. And yeah, it's to

926
00:58:21.119 --> 00:58:26.280
<v Speaker 7>me the hardest parts of it watch it was less

927
00:58:26.360 --> 00:58:30.480
<v Speaker 7>specific scenes. There are gross and gory scenes in this movie.

928
00:58:30.599 --> 00:58:36.000
<v Speaker 7>You know, she shuts herself, it's painful. But the toughest

929
00:58:36.280 --> 00:58:41.920
<v Speaker 7>parts for me were just the stretches of the monotony

930
00:58:42.119 --> 00:58:46.719
<v Speaker 7>where I felt like her life was just thing and

931
00:58:46.880 --> 00:58:52.280
<v Speaker 7>dragging on some Geen dummon in here, the dinner scene.

932
00:58:53.280 --> 00:58:57.280
<v Speaker 7>And I worked the second time specifically on this. I

933
00:58:57.440 --> 00:59:00.960
<v Speaker 7>tried to pay attention to what the other people at

934
00:59:01.000 --> 00:59:04.480
<v Speaker 7>the table were talking about, and I.

935
00:59:05.280 --> 00:59:06.280
<v Speaker 2>Not do it.

936
00:59:07.199 --> 00:59:11.039
<v Speaker 7>Her real world is so just draining and bland.

937
00:59:11.880 --> 00:59:15.320
<v Speaker 2>I was climbing out the walls in that Tennessee like

938
00:59:15.519 --> 00:59:18.199
<v Speaker 2>it was I wanted to stab my arm. Oh, it

939
00:59:18.280 --> 00:59:19.840
<v Speaker 2>had nothing to do with what was going on with

940
00:59:19.960 --> 00:59:23.079
<v Speaker 2>her and just everything else. It was just like it

941
00:59:23.280 --> 00:59:30.320
<v Speaker 2>was so uncomfortable and painful. Yeah, that's say is is rough.

942
00:59:31.440 --> 00:59:34.519
<v Speaker 7>Here's what I noticed about the ending, and I'm probably

943
00:59:34.639 --> 00:59:39.480
<v Speaker 7>stating something that's obvious, but she is either in her

944
00:59:39.599 --> 00:59:43.039
<v Speaker 7>underwear or naked. I think she's in her underwear. She's

945
00:59:43.119 --> 00:59:47.079
<v Speaker 7>got the wound on her face, blood all over, and

946
00:59:47.199 --> 00:59:51.280
<v Speaker 7>she's calling work to say that she'll be in tomorrow

947
00:59:51.440 --> 00:59:58.280
<v Speaker 7>but not today, and then is calling her boyfriend side

948
00:59:59.000 --> 01:00:00.920
<v Speaker 7>comment I could not stand him.

949
01:00:01.719 --> 01:00:03.800
<v Speaker 2>I think he did a good job. Then there were some.

950
01:00:04.440 --> 01:00:08.480
<v Speaker 7>High flying moments, but it was a realistic performance that

951
01:00:09.639 --> 01:00:13.960
<v Speaker 7>made me want to slap him. But the last shot

952
01:00:14.039 --> 01:00:16.360
<v Speaker 7>after she calls in and she's covered in blood is

953
01:00:16.960 --> 01:00:21.440
<v Speaker 7>she's cleaned up. She is wearing her uniform, which is

954
01:00:21.559 --> 01:00:24.679
<v Speaker 7>what I refer to as the black pantsuit that she

955
01:00:24.760 --> 01:00:28.119
<v Speaker 7>wears throughout much of the film. She's laying on her side,

956
01:00:28.679 --> 01:00:34.239
<v Speaker 7>staring straight forward and me, it's like she tried to

957
01:00:34.400 --> 01:00:38.000
<v Speaker 7>get out of all of these things, and the last

958
01:00:38.119 --> 01:00:44.920
<v Speaker 7>shot she is still trapped in this boring, draining, soul

959
01:00:45.079 --> 01:00:50.239
<v Speaker 7>crushing world, even though she hasn't left the hotel room yet.

960
01:00:51.079 --> 01:00:56.800
<v Speaker 7>And I took it as that she isn't free in

961
01:00:56.960 --> 01:00:59.519
<v Speaker 7>the very end, that she had a chance at it

962
01:01:00.280 --> 01:01:06.760
<v Speaker 7>throughout this transgressive problematic practice, but she didn't may yet.

963
01:01:06.800 --> 01:01:09.199
<v Speaker 7>And I'm curious what you two got out of that.

964
01:01:10.000 --> 01:01:12.360
<v Speaker 2>There was Where was it? I think it was in

965
01:01:12.440 --> 01:01:16.280
<v Speaker 2>the interview on the disc, the Marina talks about that

966
01:01:16.400 --> 01:01:19.679
<v Speaker 2>that wasn't originally planned as the final shot, that the

967
01:01:19.760 --> 01:01:22.679
<v Speaker 2>final shot was meant to be her leaving the hotel

968
01:01:23.480 --> 01:01:26.360
<v Speaker 2>and that it was meant to be more opimistic kind

969
01:01:26.440 --> 01:01:28.800
<v Speaker 2>of ending of her leaving that space and moving on,

970
01:01:29.800 --> 01:01:33.320
<v Speaker 2>but it just didn't work. They didn't It didn't feel right,

971
01:01:33.760 --> 01:01:36.119
<v Speaker 2>and so it ended up being that final shot, which

972
01:01:36.159 --> 01:01:38.360
<v Speaker 2>she says, she describes it as exactly as you did,

973
01:01:39.000 --> 01:01:41.840
<v Speaker 2>that she's trapped, that she's stuck there, that she hasn't

974
01:01:41.880 --> 01:01:44.239
<v Speaker 2>found a way out, that this isn't there is no

975
01:01:44.519 --> 01:01:47.880
<v Speaker 2>solution here, and that's definitely how it felt to me

976
01:01:48.719 --> 01:01:51.719
<v Speaker 2>that it's it feels like a dead end that she's

977
01:01:52.320 --> 01:01:56.760
<v Speaker 2>been backed into and nowhere else to turn to Psycho.

978
01:01:57.440 --> 01:02:00.360
<v Speaker 1>And the way we pull out from her in this

979
01:02:00.920 --> 01:02:05.360
<v Speaker 1>spiral pattern, like the water going down the drain, and

980
01:02:05.480 --> 01:02:08.679
<v Speaker 1>you get that repeated three times as you're looking at

981
01:02:08.760 --> 01:02:11.639
<v Speaker 1>her and her just staring at the camera, And that

982
01:02:11.800 --> 01:02:16.159
<v Speaker 1>whole third act is so fourth wall breaking, which I

983
01:02:16.199 --> 01:02:19.079
<v Speaker 1>guess would be twelve walls. I think if it's a

984
01:02:19.119 --> 01:02:22.159
<v Speaker 1>third act and there's a fourth wall break, fourth wall

985
01:02:22.199 --> 01:02:26.800
<v Speaker 1>break inside a fourth wall break, that's like sixteen walls.

986
01:02:27.559 --> 01:02:32.119
<v Speaker 1>It's just wild to see how often she's looking at

987
01:02:32.159 --> 01:02:37.039
<v Speaker 1>the camera and how vivial she looks. That's when we're

988
01:02:37.079 --> 01:02:39.639
<v Speaker 1>talking earlier about whether this is a horror film or not.

989
01:02:39.800 --> 01:02:43.400
<v Speaker 1>There are horrific moments in that last bit. When her

990
01:02:43.559 --> 01:02:47.079
<v Speaker 1>hand comes around and grabs the bedpost and comes out,

991
01:02:47.199 --> 01:02:50.079
<v Speaker 1>she comes out from behind it. She looks like a

992
01:02:50.239 --> 01:02:53.280
<v Speaker 1>cannibal coming to eat you. And the way she's staring

993
01:02:53.480 --> 01:02:58.400
<v Speaker 1>right at us, the audience, and she's got those great teeth.

994
01:02:58.599 --> 01:03:02.480
<v Speaker 1>I mean, Marina Devn has a fantastic smile with those

995
01:03:02.599 --> 01:03:06.280
<v Speaker 1>big teeth and that gap in between and just looks

996
01:03:06.320 --> 01:03:08.480
<v Speaker 1>like she's going to open up that mouth and just

997
01:03:08.639 --> 01:03:13.320
<v Speaker 1>devour us. And that whole last part, I mean I

998
01:03:13.559 --> 01:03:15.840
<v Speaker 1>said earlier, we're going to talk about it the way

999
01:03:15.920 --> 01:03:21.480
<v Speaker 1>that we go from a regular normal, no not quite,

1000
01:03:21.639 --> 01:03:26.440
<v Speaker 1>but a narrative film into her having that breakdown where

1001
01:03:26.519 --> 01:03:31.360
<v Speaker 1>the world starts to get blurry for her, and we

1002
01:03:31.719 --> 01:03:34.440
<v Speaker 1>again we're seeing all of these POV shots and then

1003
01:03:34.480 --> 01:03:39.320
<v Speaker 1>we go back to the split screen and that whole

1004
01:03:39.400 --> 01:03:42.239
<v Speaker 1>thing of her being at a store. And it's wild

1005
01:03:42.320 --> 01:03:44.039
<v Speaker 1>to me because I was trying to really pay attention

1006
01:03:44.199 --> 01:03:46.239
<v Speaker 1>to the things that are at the store and the

1007
01:03:46.320 --> 01:03:49.039
<v Speaker 1>things that are being bought, because we could see the

1008
01:03:49.119 --> 01:03:53.079
<v Speaker 1>whole idea of what's being scanned to pay for again,

1009
01:03:53.519 --> 01:03:57.599
<v Speaker 1>whole consumerism and consuming things and like this is again

1010
01:03:57.719 --> 01:04:01.599
<v Speaker 1>her job is selling things to people going back to

1011
01:04:01.679 --> 01:04:04.679
<v Speaker 1>fight club to buy shit you don't need, right, And

1012
01:04:05.360 --> 01:04:09.239
<v Speaker 1>I love that we get the multiple versions of these things,

1013
01:04:09.360 --> 01:04:13.360
<v Speaker 1>the camera, the diet coke or something, her with their

1014
01:04:13.440 --> 01:04:16.079
<v Speaker 1>credit card in her hand, and again we start to

1015
01:04:16.159 --> 01:04:19.039
<v Speaker 1>go back to we are starting to see the same

1016
01:04:19.159 --> 01:04:21.480
<v Speaker 1>images on both left and right side of the screen,

1017
01:04:21.920 --> 01:04:24.880
<v Speaker 1>but they're being shot from different angles, They're being fragmented

1018
01:04:25.000 --> 01:04:28.159
<v Speaker 1>in different ways, and again, this whole fragmentation, Like we've

1019
01:04:28.199 --> 01:04:31.559
<v Speaker 1>seen her body literally fragmented, and then we start to

1020
01:04:31.639 --> 01:04:34.760
<v Speaker 1>see her being fragmented by the way that she's being shot.

1021
01:04:35.199 --> 01:04:37.119
<v Speaker 1>I mean, when you know, going back to one of

1022
01:04:37.199 --> 01:04:40.000
<v Speaker 1>my favorite professors talking about the way that women are

1023
01:04:40.079 --> 01:04:42.840
<v Speaker 1>objectified on screen, you know, she was a big Mulve fan,

1024
01:04:42.960 --> 01:04:46.639
<v Speaker 1>turned me on to Malvey Modleski, these folks, and just

1025
01:04:47.320 --> 01:04:50.599
<v Speaker 1>the idea of showing different pieces and parts of a

1026
01:04:50.719 --> 01:04:56.239
<v Speaker 1>woman in order to take away their power and decentralize them,

1027
01:04:56.320 --> 01:05:00.159
<v Speaker 1>to destabilize them. I mean recently that to jump too

1028
01:05:00.239 --> 01:05:03.199
<v Speaker 1>far over to the side, but I recently finally saw

1029
01:05:03.320 --> 01:05:07.119
<v Speaker 1>The Substance and it was the strangest movie for me

1030
01:05:07.320 --> 01:05:11.039
<v Speaker 1>as far as a movie about the objectification of women

1031
01:05:11.119 --> 01:05:16.400
<v Speaker 1>that objectifies women to no end in sight. I mean,

1032
01:05:16.840 --> 01:05:21.360
<v Speaker 1>to just take poor Margaret Quality and Demi Moore and

1033
01:05:21.559 --> 01:05:25.119
<v Speaker 1>just turn them into absolute sex objects throughout the entire

1034
01:05:25.280 --> 01:05:28.800
<v Speaker 1>film until maybe the third act. But it's just like, Okay,

1035
01:05:29.000 --> 01:05:33.719
<v Speaker 1>this feels very counterintuitive. Whereas with this having Marina Devon

1036
01:05:34.039 --> 01:05:37.199
<v Speaker 1>be in control and have her be the writer, the director,

1037
01:05:37.239 --> 01:05:39.880
<v Speaker 1>or the actress, I feel like this is all very

1038
01:05:40.000 --> 01:05:44.320
<v Speaker 1>purposeful and all very look at what the cinema is doing,

1039
01:05:44.920 --> 01:05:47.880
<v Speaker 1>and her staring at us, and that break of that

1040
01:05:48.119 --> 01:05:49.639
<v Speaker 1>wall showing us.

1041
01:05:49.719 --> 01:05:51.239
<v Speaker 2>Like, I know what the fuck I'm doing.

1042
01:05:51.440 --> 01:05:55.480
<v Speaker 1>I really felt so like she was being confrontational and

1043
01:05:55.559 --> 01:05:56.360
<v Speaker 1>I was there for it.

1044
01:05:57.159 --> 01:06:00.480
<v Speaker 2>We generally don't see her words when somebody else is

1045
01:06:00.559 --> 01:06:03.639
<v Speaker 2>looking at them. We do it when the doctor does.

1046
01:06:03.800 --> 01:06:06.079
<v Speaker 2>But generally in the film, when like the boyfriend or

1047
01:06:06.159 --> 01:06:09.000
<v Speaker 2>friend or people are like crying to see them or

1048
01:06:09.239 --> 01:06:13.800
<v Speaker 2>witnessing them, she holds to a regular kind of dramatic

1049
01:06:14.039 --> 01:06:17.440
<v Speaker 2>two shot backwards and forwards. There's no cut away, there's

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01:06:17.480 --> 01:06:21.599
<v Speaker 2>no making the leg a spectacle of it. So it's

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01:06:21.679 --> 01:06:25.599
<v Speaker 2>only when she's alone with it that it becomes that,

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01:06:26.280 --> 01:06:29.400
<v Speaker 2>that it becomes something that she is in a relationship

1053
01:06:29.599 --> 01:06:34.280
<v Speaker 2>connected to experiencing witnessing, and we are shared in that experience,

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01:06:34.719 --> 01:06:37.119
<v Speaker 2>and it does keep it to the personal. And I

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01:06:37.199 --> 01:06:39.880
<v Speaker 2>think again again, like that what you were saying about

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01:06:40.559 --> 01:06:45.360
<v Speaker 2>it being her, she being the actress, she being the writer,

1057
01:06:46.199 --> 01:06:51.039
<v Speaker 2>the director. That that's part of that the strength of

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01:06:51.719 --> 01:06:56.000
<v Speaker 2>if I think back in back in two thousand and two,

1059
01:06:56.320 --> 01:06:59.519
<v Speaker 2>that is a part of the destabilizing experience. It's just

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01:06:59.639 --> 01:07:02.800
<v Speaker 2>like people make it, Oh well, it's it's I can

1061
01:07:03.079 --> 01:07:06.000
<v Speaker 2>I can kind of react to this a bit more

1062
01:07:06.480 --> 01:07:09.519
<v Speaker 2>easily because it's her and it's not somebody else doing

1063
01:07:09.599 --> 01:07:14.199
<v Speaker 2>it to her. And then learning that it's autobiographical puts

1064
01:07:14.239 --> 01:07:18.400
<v Speaker 2>off like spins that even deeper and further, and that

1065
01:07:18.719 --> 01:07:22.800
<v Speaker 2>ending is so personal, you know, he watches the second type.

1066
01:07:22.840 --> 01:07:26.280
<v Speaker 2>It doesn't come out of nowhere, but it takes over

1067
01:07:26.400 --> 01:07:29.599
<v Speaker 2>the film like she has that it's a freak out

1068
01:07:29.719 --> 01:07:31.880
<v Speaker 2>like she has. I could I've had a note written

1069
01:07:31.920 --> 01:07:34.440
<v Speaker 2>down somewhere from when she was talking about that, but

1070
01:07:34.519 --> 01:07:36.920
<v Speaker 2>I can't find it. But the way she describes it,

1071
01:07:37.039 --> 01:07:40.320
<v Speaker 2>it sounds like a when you bear autistic people describing

1072
01:07:41.000 --> 01:07:44.880
<v Speaker 2>becoming overwhelmed and overloaded that it's just everything is too much,

1073
01:07:44.960 --> 01:07:47.480
<v Speaker 2>too much, noise, too much, objects, too much, people sound

1074
01:07:47.599 --> 01:07:50.239
<v Speaker 2>every like the look, the lights, the colors, and she

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01:07:50.639 --> 01:07:54.559
<v Speaker 2>just needs to retreat. She just needs to be essentially

1076
01:07:54.679 --> 01:07:57.920
<v Speaker 2>like self stemming, do the thing that brings herself back

1077
01:07:57.960 --> 01:08:02.280
<v Speaker 2>into focus. It's just that that final stage she doesn't

1078
01:08:02.360 --> 01:08:05.840
<v Speaker 2>find a way back from it. That it's I think

1079
01:08:05.920 --> 01:08:09.239
<v Speaker 2>there is a degree that the phone call with the

1080
01:08:09.360 --> 01:08:14.599
<v Speaker 2>work and such as there's something really hollow in that

1081
01:08:15.039 --> 01:08:18.000
<v Speaker 2>because it's the connection to the outside world that she

1082
01:08:18.159 --> 01:08:21.000
<v Speaker 2>knows she can't really go back to, like the way

1083
01:08:21.079 --> 01:08:23.479
<v Speaker 2>that she looks now, the way that she's damaged her face,

1084
01:08:23.560 --> 01:08:27.119
<v Speaker 2>she can't hide it and there will be repercussions. So

1085
01:08:27.239 --> 01:08:30.399
<v Speaker 2>it's not that she feels shame, but there's an awareness

1086
01:08:30.520 --> 01:08:33.800
<v Speaker 2>that she's trapped herself here with the way that she

1087
01:08:34.000 --> 01:08:36.399
<v Speaker 2>has been coping, with her inability to cope.

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01:08:37.199 --> 01:08:41.239
<v Speaker 7>And again, it puts it all on display of you know,

1089
01:08:41.439 --> 01:08:46.840
<v Speaker 7>how do you react to someone who is objectively attroactive

1090
01:08:47.800 --> 01:08:52.039
<v Speaker 7>and has a good job and has a jerk boyfriend,

1091
01:08:52.399 --> 01:08:56.680
<v Speaker 7>but he checks off a lot of the boxes, her

1092
01:08:57.760 --> 01:09:03.039
<v Speaker 7>essentially erasing and rewriting that narrative for this other narrative.

1093
01:09:03.880 --> 01:09:07.159
<v Speaker 7>And you know when she's not only is it a

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01:09:07.319 --> 01:09:10.680
<v Speaker 7>split screen, but if I remember right, the screen is

1095
01:09:10.760 --> 01:09:16.720
<v Speaker 7>split shing pictures she has taken of her wounds, so

1096
01:09:17.720 --> 01:09:20.800
<v Speaker 7>it's like a copy of a copy. Now she is

1097
01:09:21.000 --> 01:09:25.840
<v Speaker 7>essentially editing herself like a film. She's cutting herself up

1098
01:09:26.520 --> 01:09:32.359
<v Speaker 7>literally and metaphorically and rearranging herself into this new narrative.

1099
01:09:33.279 --> 01:09:38.960
<v Speaker 7>And this is it's the new French extremity. It's designed

1100
01:09:39.159 --> 01:09:43.560
<v Speaker 7>to push boundaries and make you react and make you

1101
01:09:43.680 --> 01:09:49.319
<v Speaker 7>implicate yourself. You could also take this into like you

1102
01:09:49.399 --> 01:09:53.039
<v Speaker 7>were saying, you know, if she had, you could do

1103
01:09:53.159 --> 01:10:00.279
<v Speaker 7>this film with someone getting tattoos, and the further into

1104
01:10:00.279 --> 01:10:03.319
<v Speaker 7>the process they get, the more visible the tattoos become,

1105
01:10:04.159 --> 01:10:08.600
<v Speaker 7>until at some point they have a facial tattoo and

1106
01:10:08.920 --> 01:10:13.840
<v Speaker 7>it's changed their narrative and society. And I'm not equating

1107
01:10:13.920 --> 01:10:17.880
<v Speaker 7>tattoos and self harm, but I am saying they're both

1108
01:10:17.960 --> 01:10:22.960
<v Speaker 7>ways of rewriting the body. I remember reading a long

1109
01:10:23.159 --> 01:10:28.279
<v Speaker 7>time ago a book called Sadomasochism and Everyday Life about

1110
01:10:28.479 --> 01:10:32.680
<v Speaker 7>the things that we do that harm ourselves that are

1111
01:10:32.800 --> 01:10:38.000
<v Speaker 7>not considered self harm. Now, and what about what if

1112
01:10:38.159 --> 01:10:42.039
<v Speaker 7>she had been an ultra long distance runner, you know,

1113
01:10:42.800 --> 01:10:46.000
<v Speaker 7>that mark her body with that mark her identity and

1114
01:10:47.000 --> 01:10:51.279
<v Speaker 7>make it so she was not fitting into the narrative

1115
01:10:51.359 --> 01:10:52.600
<v Speaker 7>of what she was supposed to be.

1116
01:10:53.319 --> 01:10:55.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's very much about the like the paradigms that

1117
01:10:55.800 --> 01:10:59.600
<v Speaker 2>are required of us and how we get forced into

1118
01:10:59.680 --> 01:11:02.800
<v Speaker 2>those and what is deemed acceptable and what isn't. It

1119
01:11:02.880 --> 01:11:05.319
<v Speaker 2>makes me think of a film I've been wanting to

1120
01:11:05.399 --> 01:11:08.079
<v Speaker 2>rewatch for so long, but I don't know why it

1121
01:11:08.159 --> 01:11:11.079
<v Speaker 2>hasn't got to re release, Sick the Life and death

1122
01:11:11.199 --> 01:11:14.560
<v Speaker 2>of Bob Flannagan Super Massacrest. The documentary Fro nineteen ninety

1123
01:11:14.600 --> 01:11:20.720
<v Speaker 2>seven was about a guy who used satomasochistic practices in

1124
01:11:20.920 --> 01:11:26.920
<v Speaker 2>his performance art to help overcome his cistic fibrosis. And

1125
01:11:27.079 --> 01:11:29.439
<v Speaker 2>it's like that's something where it's just like, oh, well,

1126
01:11:29.520 --> 01:11:31.600
<v Speaker 2>he would be dead if he didn't do these things

1127
01:11:31.640 --> 01:11:36.840
<v Speaker 2>that everybody otherwise would find super disturbing. It's that the

1128
01:11:37.119 --> 01:11:40.840
<v Speaker 2>unified idea of what a person is and what a

1129
01:11:40.960 --> 01:11:44.520
<v Speaker 2>life is and how that crashes into the actual personal

1130
01:11:44.600 --> 01:11:49.399
<v Speaker 2>experience of how you survive is a narrative that is

1131
01:11:50.159 --> 01:11:55.039
<v Speaker 2>very complicated. That again we come back to that the

1132
01:11:55.359 --> 01:11:58.800
<v Speaker 2>tension of how we live in a society of individuals

1133
01:11:58.880 --> 01:12:02.239
<v Speaker 2>and yet we still have to make sure that we

1134
01:12:02.319 --> 01:12:08.479
<v Speaker 2>don't stick out in weird ways. Yeah, it's it's what

1135
01:12:08.880 --> 01:12:10.800
<v Speaker 2>I found. One of the quotes I was looking for before,

1136
01:12:11.079 --> 01:12:13.319
<v Speaker 2>and this was from the interview on the DV at

1137
01:12:13.359 --> 01:12:16.439
<v Speaker 2>the Blu Ray that she said, I think I mutilate

1138
01:12:16.520 --> 01:12:19.760
<v Speaker 2>myself to recover something that was not really mine and

1139
01:12:19.920 --> 01:12:23.840
<v Speaker 2>that became mine. And also when you mutilate heavily yourself,

1140
01:12:24.199 --> 01:12:26.079
<v Speaker 2>you have a lot of scars. It's as if you

1141
01:12:26.159 --> 01:12:29.119
<v Speaker 2>had drawn your own body and created that as a

1142
01:12:29.159 --> 01:12:32.039
<v Speaker 2>piece of art because there is so many lines, figures

1143
01:12:32.239 --> 01:12:35.199
<v Speaker 2>all that, and I did want to, like, I mentioned

1144
01:12:35.199 --> 01:12:37.439
<v Speaker 2>her short films before, I do want to like come

1145
01:12:37.560 --> 01:12:40.600
<v Speaker 2>back around to them, because there's another quote shortly before

1146
01:12:40.640 --> 01:12:44.279
<v Speaker 2>that quote in the interview where talking about her childhood

1147
01:12:44.319 --> 01:12:47.760
<v Speaker 2>relationship with her parents, which was apparently very not good,

1148
01:12:48.279 --> 01:12:50.840
<v Speaker 2>she said, I didn't feel that my body belonged to me,

1149
01:12:51.119 --> 01:12:54.279
<v Speaker 2>and the boundaries were constantly blurred. And I have felt

1150
01:12:54.319 --> 01:12:57.119
<v Speaker 2>that my parents allowed themselves to judge my body or

1151
01:12:57.159 --> 01:12:59.680
<v Speaker 2>speak of my body in a way that was transgressive

1152
01:13:00.159 --> 01:13:03.680
<v Speaker 2>and invasive and incestual. I think that is why I

1153
01:13:03.880 --> 01:13:09.840
<v Speaker 2>mutilate myself and her first short film, Bien Susu reports

1154
01:13:10.359 --> 01:13:12.039
<v Speaker 2>didn't get a chance to write down what the English

1155
01:13:12.079 --> 01:13:17.640
<v Speaker 2>translation was. Sorry, is a very chattel Ackerman like, very

1156
01:13:18.600 --> 01:13:22.720
<v Speaker 2>kind of cold, straightforward drama about She plays a young

1157
01:13:22.800 --> 01:13:26.439
<v Speaker 2>woman who brings a boyfriend home to her family. The

1158
01:13:26.720 --> 01:13:29.239
<v Speaker 2>brother's mother and parents are all there, and she takes

1159
01:13:29.279 --> 01:13:31.680
<v Speaker 2>the boyfriend off and starts going down on him, and

1160
01:13:31.760 --> 01:13:34.760
<v Speaker 2>then the family comes in and hit the boyfriend, freaks

1161
01:13:34.800 --> 01:13:37.359
<v Speaker 2>out and leaves, and then they turns out they have

1162
01:13:37.520 --> 01:13:40.560
<v Speaker 2>been recording it from the other room to show her

1163
01:13:40.640 --> 01:13:43.640
<v Speaker 2>how she's doing it wrong. And they go into the

1164
01:13:43.720 --> 01:13:47.840
<v Speaker 2>other room together and play back the video this graphic

1165
01:13:47.960 --> 01:13:51.439
<v Speaker 2>real sex of her going down on this guy, and

1166
01:13:51.640 --> 01:13:55.399
<v Speaker 2>watch it together, commentating on it and saying how badly

1167
01:13:55.560 --> 01:13:58.960
<v Speaker 2>she is doing it. It's a lot, the father says

1168
01:13:59.119 --> 01:14:03.079
<v Speaker 2>in this short, every social practice needs to be educated.

1169
01:14:03.239 --> 01:14:06.800
<v Speaker 2>You must follow rules, especially for violent pleasures, or else

1170
01:14:06.880 --> 01:14:09.199
<v Speaker 2>you would have a nice looking girl who all of

1171
01:14:09.239 --> 01:14:13.119
<v Speaker 2>a sudden wallows like a cow and does things without precision,

1172
01:14:13.319 --> 01:14:16.800
<v Speaker 2>without beauty. Needless to say, this means a lot of work.

1173
01:14:17.760 --> 01:14:20.479
<v Speaker 2>That was from nineteen ninety six. You made that the

1174
01:14:20.600 --> 01:14:23.199
<v Speaker 2>first short film. I highly recommend if you get chance

1175
01:14:23.279 --> 01:14:25.560
<v Speaker 2>to watch the fore shorts thats you made before this.

1176
01:14:25.760 --> 01:14:30.119
<v Speaker 2>The next one, Retention and then Size Show and Alias

1177
01:14:31.199 --> 01:14:34.199
<v Speaker 2>at such a continuity of ideas and an evolution of

1178
01:14:34.279 --> 01:14:38.199
<v Speaker 2>second film. Retention is very much more traditional transgressive piece

1179
01:14:38.319 --> 01:14:41.600
<v Speaker 2>with shit and you know, sitting on the toilet, going

1180
01:14:41.600 --> 01:14:45.159
<v Speaker 2>to little toilet, holding rosaries and eating shit and you know,

1181
01:14:45.359 --> 01:14:48.279
<v Speaker 2>living in filth and all this kind of thing. Very

1182
01:14:48.359 --> 01:14:54.319
<v Speaker 2>bit more weirdly traditional. Siso was like people talk about

1183
01:14:54.319 --> 01:14:57.199
<v Speaker 2>SI show. A lot of people like this was really

1184
01:14:57.279 --> 01:15:00.560
<v Speaker 2>funny and I'm like I normally the he's laughing at

1185
01:15:00.600 --> 01:15:03.800
<v Speaker 2>the things everyone finds fucked. But slide shows this guy

1186
01:15:03.920 --> 01:15:07.079
<v Speaker 2>goes to the therapist and he's like sitting there, lying

1187
01:15:07.199 --> 01:15:10.960
<v Speaker 2>on the couch, and the therapists like moves his chair

1188
01:15:11.079 --> 01:15:13.000
<v Speaker 2>slightly over and the guy rolls over. He's like you move,

1189
01:15:13.079 --> 01:15:15.479
<v Speaker 2>He's like, no, I did, and he keeps doing that,

1190
01:15:15.600 --> 01:15:17.279
<v Speaker 2>and the guy's trying to talk about how he was

1191
01:15:17.319 --> 01:15:20.000
<v Speaker 2>just fired from his job because he didn't fit in,

1192
01:15:20.600 --> 01:15:23.119
<v Speaker 2>and he's talking about lack of like connection with the

1193
01:15:23.159 --> 01:15:26.079
<v Speaker 2>people around him and how the way the work was

1194
01:15:26.119 --> 01:15:28.960
<v Speaker 2>more important than human connection, and this therapist keeps moving

1195
01:15:29.039 --> 01:15:31.159
<v Speaker 2>the chair more and more and saying, no, no, I

1196
01:15:31.199 --> 01:15:33.960
<v Speaker 2>don't know what you're talking about. It's such a head fuck.

1197
01:15:35.119 --> 01:15:38.640
<v Speaker 2>It's like this doesn't feel good. And then Alias is

1198
01:15:39.560 --> 01:15:42.520
<v Speaker 2>a young girl who's her birthday and she's sad and

1199
01:15:42.720 --> 01:15:45.560
<v Speaker 2>disconnected from her family, and her family are having this party,

1200
01:15:45.760 --> 01:15:48.920
<v Speaker 2>like getting ready to show slides from her life, and

1201
01:15:49.039 --> 01:15:51.640
<v Speaker 2>she's crying and she's smoking and drinking, and then she

1202
01:15:51.760 --> 01:15:54.640
<v Speaker 2>gets up and leaves them looking at the slides, and

1203
01:15:54.760 --> 01:15:58.479
<v Speaker 2>she swaps clothes with their house cleaner, and the house

1204
01:15:58.520 --> 01:16:01.279
<v Speaker 2>cleaner goes and sits down and party just continues and

1205
01:16:01.359 --> 01:16:03.720
<v Speaker 2>they give her the gifts as if she's the daughter.

1206
01:16:04.439 --> 01:16:06.279
<v Speaker 2>And I was like, all four of these together, it

1207
01:16:06.359 --> 01:16:11.159
<v Speaker 2>is just like this horror of alignment, like either not

1208
01:16:11.479 --> 01:16:16.119
<v Speaker 2>enough alignment or too much alignment of these roles that

1209
01:16:16.239 --> 01:16:21.720
<v Speaker 2>you have to play, of the boundaries and borders that

1210
01:16:21.840 --> 01:16:25.520
<v Speaker 2>should be there melting, and just like the whole thing.

1211
01:16:25.520 --> 01:16:28.239
<v Speaker 2>It was like they were all about like ten to

1212
01:16:28.319 --> 01:16:30.439
<v Speaker 2>sixteen minutes each, So it's like all four together is

1213
01:16:31.319 --> 01:16:33.920
<v Speaker 2>like almost a whole film. And watching all four of

1214
01:16:34.039 --> 01:16:38.000
<v Speaker 2>those and then watching In My Skin is just an

1215
01:16:38.119 --> 01:16:42.119
<v Speaker 2>incredible emotional head trip. I only got a chance to

1216
01:16:42.159 --> 01:16:44.359
<v Speaker 2>watch one of other films. I watched the Irish film

1217
01:16:44.439 --> 01:16:48.319
<v Speaker 2>that she made recently, Dark Touch, and I wish that

1218
01:16:48.479 --> 01:16:51.039
<v Speaker 2>I had a chance to watch that again after watching

1219
01:16:51.079 --> 01:16:56.359
<v Speaker 2>her shorts, because that is a really intense film about

1220
01:16:57.119 --> 01:17:02.079
<v Speaker 2>childhood abuse but done in with a narrative that's like

1221
01:17:02.520 --> 01:17:06.920
<v Speaker 2>carry And I watched that like earlier in this week

1222
01:17:06.920 --> 01:17:08.920
<v Speaker 2>before i'd come back around and watching My Skin again,

1223
01:17:09.039 --> 01:17:12.039
<v Speaker 2>and it was a lot. I was very impressed by it.

1224
01:17:12.159 --> 01:17:16.560
<v Speaker 2>It was very definitely had the same kind of feeling

1225
01:17:16.640 --> 01:17:21.119
<v Speaker 2>that In My Skin has of just telling a personal

1226
01:17:21.279 --> 01:17:25.000
<v Speaker 2>story that feels like it comes from the source, that

1227
01:17:25.079 --> 01:17:28.520
<v Speaker 2>it's not secondary. And I'm definitely going to go back

1228
01:17:28.560 --> 01:17:30.920
<v Speaker 2>and revise The Dark Touch after watching the shorts and

1229
01:17:30.920 --> 01:17:33.399
<v Speaker 2>Near the Skin again because I think I think she's

1230
01:17:33.439 --> 01:17:36.960
<v Speaker 2>a really, really tremendous filmmaker. I think there's she has

1231
01:17:37.039 --> 01:17:40.520
<v Speaker 2>a way of just like hitting these notes that a

1232
01:17:40.600 --> 01:17:43.960
<v Speaker 2>lot of people else either just feels like they're telling

1233
01:17:44.000 --> 01:17:46.960
<v Speaker 2>a story what feels like exploitation and instead it just

1234
01:17:47.039 --> 01:17:48.600
<v Speaker 2>like I felt like I was putting my hand in

1235
01:17:48.680 --> 01:17:52.079
<v Speaker 2>the fire. And it's a lot in a great way,

1236
01:17:52.199 --> 01:17:55.760
<v Speaker 2>But oh man, you get watch those shorts, like when

1237
01:17:55.800 --> 01:17:57.079
<v Speaker 2>you go back and look at the stuff that like

1238
01:17:57.159 --> 01:17:59.600
<v Speaker 2>Vissi talks about her family and that that lack of

1239
01:17:59.680 --> 01:18:03.560
<v Speaker 2>bound and borders, the way she felt transgressed on, and

1240
01:18:03.600 --> 01:18:05.239
<v Speaker 2>then you look at In My Skin and the way

1241
01:18:05.319 --> 01:18:07.159
<v Speaker 2>she talks about how this was the way of taking

1242
01:18:07.239 --> 01:18:10.720
<v Speaker 2>her body back, in her life back, and then ultimately

1243
01:18:10.840 --> 01:18:14.079
<v Speaker 2>the film ends up being a positive experience because it's

1244
01:18:14.239 --> 01:18:18.279
<v Speaker 2>her way of restoring that something that the self ulation

1245
01:18:19.119 --> 01:18:21.840
<v Speaker 2>like I really wasn't giving her like it was a

1246
01:18:21.920 --> 01:18:24.760
<v Speaker 2>coping mechanism, but it wasn't giving her the step to

1247
01:18:24.840 --> 01:18:27.239
<v Speaker 2>get out. And then making the film. She got that

1248
01:18:27.520 --> 01:18:32.640
<v Speaker 2>and it's yeah, they're beautiful, incredible films, but not a

1249
01:18:32.760 --> 01:18:33.319
<v Speaker 2>sunny day.

1250
01:18:34.079 --> 01:18:36.720
<v Speaker 1>Well, it's interesting that the family is not part of

1251
01:18:36.880 --> 01:18:39.800
<v Speaker 1>this film, that there is no family when it comes

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01:18:39.840 --> 01:18:43.039
<v Speaker 1>to this other than her literal brother who's playing the

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01:18:43.199 --> 01:18:46.680
<v Speaker 1>doctor character. We've actually talked about her a little bit

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01:18:46.760 --> 01:18:49.479
<v Speaker 1>before when we were doing We did an episode on

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01:18:49.640 --> 01:18:53.000
<v Speaker 1>Visitor Q and we talked about what's the name of that?

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01:18:53.239 --> 01:18:58.319
<v Speaker 1>The Pasilini film is a tinterera where the Terence stampm

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01:18:58.439 --> 01:19:00.880
<v Speaker 1>theorem thank you when he is in r I p

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01:19:01.119 --> 01:19:04.079
<v Speaker 1>Terrence Stamp. And we also talked about sitcom on that,

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01:19:04.239 --> 01:19:06.840
<v Speaker 1>which is the Francois Ozone. I believe it's how you

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01:19:07.119 --> 01:19:10.800
<v Speaker 1>say it? And she worked with him a lot as

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01:19:10.920 --> 01:19:13.279
<v Speaker 1>both an actress as well as a collaborator. She has

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01:19:13.359 --> 01:19:18.439
<v Speaker 1>credits for what is it? The Eight Women, and there's

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01:19:18.439 --> 01:19:22.399
<v Speaker 1>another one that he worked on that she gets some

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01:19:22.640 --> 01:19:26.000
<v Speaker 1>screenwriting credit on as well. I don't know what their

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01:19:26.119 --> 01:19:29.680
<v Speaker 1>relationship is, if it's more a mentor student or collaborator,

1266
01:19:29.840 --> 01:19:35.640
<v Speaker 1>but just to have those two together very similar sensibilities,

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01:19:36.319 --> 01:19:42.319
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, I definitely saw a lot of interesting things,

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01:19:42.439 --> 01:19:46.640
<v Speaker 1>especially I mean sitcom. Really when I did sit down

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01:19:47.039 --> 01:19:52.600
<v Speaker 1>and watch bien rapport, which I think translates to good

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01:19:52.680 --> 01:19:54.520
<v Speaker 1>in all things or good in all respects.

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01:19:55.199 --> 01:19:56.359
<v Speaker 2>That just felt so.

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01:19:57.840 --> 01:20:00.600
<v Speaker 1>So Sitcom to me, and I think it was before Sitcom,

1273
01:20:00.880 --> 01:20:04.880
<v Speaker 1>so it was pretty wild to see that stuff. To

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01:20:05.000 --> 01:20:08.680
<v Speaker 1>go back to the idea of your body not being

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01:20:09.000 --> 01:20:11.560
<v Speaker 1>your own. It's funny because there was just a story

1276
01:20:11.920 --> 01:20:15.600
<v Speaker 1>on NPR maybe two days ago talking about a study

1277
01:20:16.279 --> 01:20:20.319
<v Speaker 1>around limbs that are missing and the whole idea of

1278
01:20:20.760 --> 01:20:24.600
<v Speaker 1>when the brain knows or doesn't know that your limb

1279
01:20:24.680 --> 01:20:27.439
<v Speaker 1>is missing, and there was an interview with a woman

1280
01:20:27.560 --> 01:20:31.800
<v Speaker 1>where she had lost her arm three years ago and

1281
01:20:32.000 --> 01:20:34.520
<v Speaker 1>the brain still thinks that it's there. And then you

1282
01:20:34.600 --> 01:20:38.560
<v Speaker 1>compare that to something like there's a really amazing documentary

1283
01:20:38.600 --> 01:20:43.000
<v Speaker 1>called Whole Wholi from two thousand and four by Melody Gilbert,

1284
01:20:43.479 --> 01:20:47.680
<v Speaker 1>which is all about body integrity identity disorder, which is

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01:20:47.840 --> 01:20:51.039
<v Speaker 1>when you feel this limb does not belong to me,

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01:20:51.359 --> 01:20:55.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, this whole dichotomy of my limbs still here

1287
01:20:55.319 --> 01:20:59.079
<v Speaker 1>versus this limb isn't mine, and people who go to

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01:20:59.279 --> 01:21:02.960
<v Speaker 1>these extra to remove their own limbs. I think we

1289
01:21:03.039 --> 01:21:06.079
<v Speaker 1>talked about that a little bit when we discussed boxing Helena,

1290
01:21:06.760 --> 01:21:10.680
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, that was really wild to talk about. And

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01:21:10.760 --> 01:21:14.239
<v Speaker 1>then you're talking about the Bob Flanagan documentary. There's also

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01:21:15.000 --> 01:21:17.560
<v Speaker 1>I know, I don't think it's just called suspension, but

1293
01:21:17.640 --> 01:21:21.359
<v Speaker 1>there's a great documentary about people who are into suspension

1294
01:21:22.119 --> 01:21:27.800
<v Speaker 1>and how that discomfort is so freeing. And I know

1295
01:21:27.960 --> 01:21:31.880
<v Speaker 1>that things like shabari is usually treated like a very

1296
01:21:32.119 --> 01:21:36.800
<v Speaker 1>therapeutic thing, where even by being tied up in these

1297
01:21:36.880 --> 01:21:40.119
<v Speaker 1>different positions, you feel like you're more free than you

1298
01:21:40.319 --> 01:21:44.359
<v Speaker 1>are normally, that you feel like you are in you know,

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01:21:44.800 --> 01:21:48.439
<v Speaker 1>in a different headspace, you know, again head space rather

1300
01:21:48.560 --> 01:21:51.199
<v Speaker 1>than body space. But the body affects the brain, and

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01:21:51.239 --> 01:21:52.920
<v Speaker 1>I so agree with you Ben as far as this

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01:21:53.399 --> 01:21:56.760
<v Speaker 1>whole dichotomy of brain body just should not be a

1303
01:21:56.840 --> 01:22:00.439
<v Speaker 1>dichotomy at all. It really should be all one whole thing,

1304
01:22:00.560 --> 01:22:03.399
<v Speaker 1>but we treat it like that. And even Marina Devon

1305
01:22:03.560 --> 01:22:06.800
<v Speaker 1>talking about how you know, as a person, you don't

1306
01:22:06.880 --> 01:22:09.760
<v Speaker 1>see yourself unless you're looking in a mirror or being

1307
01:22:09.840 --> 01:22:13.800
<v Speaker 1>on film. You don't see your face, you don't see

1308
01:22:13.880 --> 01:22:16.119
<v Speaker 1>certain parts of your body. You are not looking at

1309
01:22:16.159 --> 01:22:20.159
<v Speaker 1>yourself at all times. And we were talking about the fragmentation,

1310
01:22:20.319 --> 01:22:22.199
<v Speaker 1>or I was talking about the fragmentation of the body,

1311
01:22:22.720 --> 01:22:25.399
<v Speaker 1>and there's a moment in that third act where you

1312
01:22:25.560 --> 01:22:29.000
<v Speaker 1>go from all of these fragments of her and her,

1313
01:22:29.359 --> 01:22:33.439
<v Speaker 1>you know, sucking on herself, biting herself, feasting on herself,

1314
01:22:33.920 --> 01:22:36.920
<v Speaker 1>and then boom, you cut to a shot where it

1315
01:22:37.079 --> 01:22:40.520
<v Speaker 1>is her whole body, from head to toe, And it

1316
01:22:40.600 --> 01:22:43.520
<v Speaker 1>feels like that's the moment for me that Catharsis that

1317
01:22:43.680 --> 01:22:46.840
<v Speaker 1>this film brings to her. I know there's a little

1318
01:22:46.840 --> 01:22:48.920
<v Speaker 1>bit of disagreement between the three of us if there

1319
01:22:49.000 --> 01:22:51.520
<v Speaker 1>is a Catharsis, but for me, it's like when you

1320
01:22:51.640 --> 01:22:55.000
<v Speaker 1>see her all back together, then it's like, Okay, I

1321
01:22:55.119 --> 01:22:58.479
<v Speaker 1>think she's in a better place. But yeah, to your point,

1322
01:22:58.520 --> 01:23:01.039
<v Speaker 1>as far as does she ever leave the hotel room,

1323
01:23:01.520 --> 01:23:02.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if she does. And I love that

1324
01:23:03.039 --> 01:23:05.119
<v Speaker 1>it's a hotel room because I was talking about how

1325
01:23:05.239 --> 01:23:07.560
<v Speaker 1>this whole thing feels like she's met the tall, dark

1326
01:23:07.640 --> 01:23:11.520
<v Speaker 1>stranger that is herself that she rents this hotel room

1327
01:23:11.600 --> 01:23:14.800
<v Speaker 1>or it seems like many hotel rooms to have this

1328
01:23:14.920 --> 01:23:16.479
<v Speaker 1>illicit affair with herself.

1329
01:23:17.119 --> 01:23:19.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and also the scene where she fakes a car

1330
01:23:20.079 --> 01:23:23.119
<v Speaker 2>accident feels like she's been out on a date and

1331
01:23:23.239 --> 01:23:25.359
<v Speaker 2>needs to make up like an excuse for the time

1332
01:23:25.640 --> 01:23:29.600
<v Speaker 2>and the wounds. It's a great scene her trying to

1333
01:23:29.680 --> 01:23:32.319
<v Speaker 2>explain is that the most animated she is in the

1334
01:23:32.479 --> 01:23:35.760
<v Speaker 2>entire film. I think like she's talking, sort of babbling

1335
01:23:35.800 --> 01:23:39.079
<v Speaker 2>away with the reasons and excuses, and it feels so

1336
01:23:39.960 --> 01:23:42.039
<v Speaker 2>unnatural to how we've experienced her.

1337
01:23:42.800 --> 01:23:46.279
<v Speaker 7>So this came out in two thousand and two. That

1338
01:23:46.399 --> 01:23:51.119
<v Speaker 7>puts it before a lot of the emphasis on trauma

1339
01:23:51.319 --> 01:23:55.600
<v Speaker 7>and how trauma affects the body and things like the

1340
01:23:55.720 --> 01:24:03.239
<v Speaker 7>polyvagal nerve and a different and more thorough look at PTSD.

1341
01:24:04.239 --> 01:24:10.079
<v Speaker 7>So in a way, this film really anticipates where we're

1342
01:24:10.119 --> 01:24:13.760
<v Speaker 7>at now, and you could almost argue that this movie

1343
01:24:14.840 --> 01:24:17.840
<v Speaker 7>might find a more receptive audience now than when it

1344
01:24:17.960 --> 01:24:22.880
<v Speaker 7>was released, that it's saying things that now were more

1345
01:24:23.000 --> 01:24:28.279
<v Speaker 7>prepared to talk about. Another element of, you know, self

1346
01:24:28.399 --> 01:24:33.800
<v Speaker 7>harm is that it marks the outside of your body

1347
01:24:34.680 --> 01:24:38.159
<v Speaker 7>things the inside of your body might be feeling. So

1348
01:24:39.479 --> 01:24:44.960
<v Speaker 7>if you come from a dysfunctional family where you are

1349
01:24:45.479 --> 01:24:50.920
<v Speaker 7>being traumatized, you may not look traumatized from the outside.

1350
01:24:51.760 --> 01:24:54.039
<v Speaker 7>Put you in a row of kids the same age,

1351
01:24:54.199 --> 01:24:58.520
<v Speaker 7>and you look exactly the same, but you feel all

1352
01:24:58.600 --> 01:25:02.479
<v Speaker 7>of these feelings. You don't feel like the other kids.

1353
01:25:02.920 --> 01:25:07.199
<v Speaker 7>So I think sometimes part of that self harm is

1354
01:25:07.399 --> 01:25:14.079
<v Speaker 7>marking I am hurting, this is my experience. I am different.

1355
01:25:14.880 --> 01:25:17.600
<v Speaker 7>And I can definitely see that applying to Esther in

1356
01:25:17.680 --> 01:25:22.560
<v Speaker 7>this movie of she is suffering these invisible wounds with

1357
01:25:23.680 --> 01:25:27.520
<v Speaker 7>her boyfriend, her job, the lack of a connection with

1358
01:25:27.640 --> 01:25:32.920
<v Speaker 7>her friend, and as she is marking herself, she is

1359
01:25:33.159 --> 01:25:36.079
<v Speaker 7>setting herself up as different.

1360
01:25:36.840 --> 01:25:40.479
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they certainly especially experience. You know, we're hearing so

1361
01:25:40.720 --> 01:25:46.560
<v Speaker 2>much now of testimonies from women about their experiences with

1362
01:25:46.720 --> 01:25:51.359
<v Speaker 2>the medical industry, with doctors disbelieving the pain that they're in,

1363
01:25:51.920 --> 01:25:59.159
<v Speaker 2>they're disbelieving their personal testimonies. And yeah, the self harming

1364
01:25:59.319 --> 01:26:02.840
<v Speaker 2>is a way of making that menifest, of taking it

1365
01:26:02.880 --> 01:26:07.000
<v Speaker 2>away from being just in your head, to oh, look, no,

1366
01:26:07.119 --> 01:26:09.920
<v Speaker 2>this is a real thing, and I don't think medical efision,

1367
01:26:10.640 --> 01:26:12.680
<v Speaker 2>see it, listen to it like that way. But that

1368
01:26:12.840 --> 01:26:15.840
<v Speaker 2>can be soothing. Definitely, this is.

1369
01:26:16.039 --> 01:26:23.640
<v Speaker 7>Very definitely a movie about a woman, definitely a feminist

1370
01:26:23.840 --> 01:26:27.800
<v Speaker 7>lens to be able to fully appreciate the nuances in

1371
01:26:27.920 --> 01:26:33.680
<v Speaker 7>what's going on. That said, you know, there are men

1372
01:26:34.800 --> 01:26:38.880
<v Speaker 7>self harm. It would be a different movie to take

1373
01:26:39.039 --> 01:26:45.079
<v Speaker 7>this from a masculine perspective, and not to take anything

1374
01:26:45.079 --> 01:26:49.079
<v Speaker 7>away from this movie. I would be curious what that

1375
01:26:49.319 --> 01:26:52.159
<v Speaker 7>movie would look like and how that would be different,

1376
01:26:52.239 --> 01:26:56.319
<v Speaker 7>because I don't think it's apples to apples. It would

1377
01:26:56.359 --> 01:27:02.760
<v Speaker 7>be a very different film. And yeah, it just was

1378
01:27:02.840 --> 01:27:06.119
<v Speaker 7>something that made me curious and I was watching those.

1379
01:27:06.800 --> 01:27:10.760
<v Speaker 1>Well, some men self harm by picking fights and getting

1380
01:27:10.840 --> 01:27:15.560
<v Speaker 1>other people to harm them or being injured in fights.

1381
01:27:15.720 --> 01:27:18.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, one real quick scene that I want to

1382
01:27:18.159 --> 01:27:20.720
<v Speaker 1>talk about as we start to wrap up this discussion

1383
01:27:20.960 --> 01:27:24.640
<v Speaker 1>is the moment when she wakes up and her arm

1384
01:27:24.760 --> 01:27:27.920
<v Speaker 1>is asleep, and she's just kind of flopping her arm

1385
01:27:28.000 --> 01:27:30.760
<v Speaker 1>around and just you know, kind of exploring this. And

1386
01:27:30.880 --> 01:27:32.720
<v Speaker 1>it's the same arm, of course, that is going to

1387
01:27:32.760 --> 01:27:37.239
<v Speaker 1>be disembodied later on during the dinner scene and her

1388
01:27:37.600 --> 01:27:41.159
<v Speaker 1>boyfriend comes up, you know, he's behind her and she's

1389
01:27:41.319 --> 01:27:44.680
<v Speaker 1>and I think she's enjoying this sensation of what is

1390
01:27:44.800 --> 01:27:47.520
<v Speaker 1>this arm that I have? You know, it feels again

1391
01:27:47.680 --> 01:27:51.119
<v Speaker 1>very disassociated, and of course he has to solve a problem.

1392
01:27:51.279 --> 01:27:53.279
<v Speaker 1>You know, so many men just see a problem. They

1393
01:27:53.359 --> 01:27:56.199
<v Speaker 1>want to solve a problem, you know, just don't bother

1394
01:27:56.319 --> 01:27:58.720
<v Speaker 1>me kind of thing. And he just takes her hand

1395
01:27:58.800 --> 01:28:01.199
<v Speaker 1>and starts to massage her arm and tries to get

1396
01:28:01.239 --> 01:28:03.359
<v Speaker 1>the blood flowing again, and he's just like, yeah, there

1397
01:28:03.399 --> 01:28:06.319
<v Speaker 1>you go, easy peasy, and it's like, no, she actually

1398
01:28:06.359 --> 01:28:09.840
<v Speaker 1>didn't want help at the moment, dude, like you really

1399
01:28:09.960 --> 01:28:12.159
<v Speaker 1>need to back off. And his whole thing is it

1400
01:28:12.319 --> 01:28:14.840
<v Speaker 1>feels like she is a problem to solve. And I

1401
01:28:14.920 --> 01:28:17.760
<v Speaker 1>did really appreciate what Alexander Heller Nicholas said in her

1402
01:28:17.960 --> 01:28:21.800
<v Speaker 1>video essay about this on the I can't remember which

1403
01:28:21.880 --> 01:28:25.520
<v Speaker 1>release that was, but great, great essay. She really again

1404
01:28:25.600 --> 01:28:28.760
<v Speaker 1>talks about those opening credits and then they the video

1405
01:28:28.920 --> 01:28:31.560
<v Speaker 1>editor of that does a great job too, will pull

1406
01:28:31.640 --> 01:28:35.000
<v Speaker 1>in other moments of the film where there are split

1407
01:28:35.119 --> 01:28:37.840
<v Speaker 1>screens that aren't split screens, but the way that things

1408
01:28:37.880 --> 01:28:43.039
<v Speaker 1>are filmed, Like there's shots of those office buildings where

1409
01:28:44.199 --> 01:28:48.000
<v Speaker 1>in that business district where Esther works at, our main

1410
01:28:48.119 --> 01:28:52.560
<v Speaker 1>character works at, and the spleen screen will be split

1411
01:28:52.680 --> 01:28:55.479
<v Speaker 1>down the middle with a building on one side and

1412
01:28:55.600 --> 01:28:58.119
<v Speaker 1>then make more of a scenic few on the other side,

1413
01:28:58.199 --> 01:29:01.119
<v Speaker 1>and I think then you count Countradrick that with another

1414
01:29:01.199 --> 01:29:04.560
<v Speaker 1>one where the building's on the other side, and then

1415
01:29:04.600 --> 01:29:07.439
<v Speaker 1>you have more of a vision on the opposite side

1416
01:29:07.439 --> 01:29:11.479
<v Speaker 1>of the screen, and she talks about in that how

1417
01:29:12.399 --> 01:29:18.439
<v Speaker 1>I think the boyfriend reacts so violently against esther's self

1418
01:29:18.479 --> 01:29:23.039
<v Speaker 1>harming because of his own anxiety, his castration anxiety, and

1419
01:29:23.159 --> 01:29:26.439
<v Speaker 1>just like, how can you hurt yourself? How dare you

1420
01:29:27.000 --> 01:29:28.600
<v Speaker 1>defile that temple?

1421
01:29:28.800 --> 01:29:28.960
<v Speaker 2>You know?

1422
01:29:29.199 --> 01:29:31.880
<v Speaker 1>Like so many men, I mean, men will fucking freak

1423
01:29:31.960 --> 01:29:34.399
<v Speaker 1>out if a woman gets a fucking haircut. I mean

1424
01:29:35.199 --> 01:29:39.479
<v Speaker 1>it's wild that they are so. And I say they

1425
01:29:39.680 --> 01:29:42.079
<v Speaker 1>because I don't count myself in with this at all,

1426
01:29:42.199 --> 01:29:46.640
<v Speaker 1>but some men really freak out if a woman has

1427
01:29:46.760 --> 01:29:50.880
<v Speaker 1>that autonomy over herself to make her own choice when

1428
01:29:50.920 --> 01:29:53.520
<v Speaker 1>it comes to how she wears her hair. Good lord,

1429
01:29:54.079 --> 01:29:56.760
<v Speaker 1>let's all just have a panic attack, everybody.

1430
01:29:57.479 --> 01:30:01.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's very clear that the only way that he

1431
01:30:01.600 --> 01:30:05.520
<v Speaker 2>has into understanding her experience is how it affects him,

1432
01:30:06.119 --> 01:30:08.199
<v Speaker 2>that everything he talks and he talks about it, that

1433
01:30:08.199 --> 01:30:11.439
<v Speaker 2>it's all in relation to him in some way, either

1434
01:30:11.520 --> 01:30:14.880
<v Speaker 2>in like a high key or low key way, that

1435
01:30:15.079 --> 01:30:19.000
<v Speaker 2>he doesn't he isn't able to like grasp the independence

1436
01:30:19.119 --> 01:30:22.119
<v Speaker 2>of her experience. Part of that is definitely because of

1437
01:30:22.239 --> 01:30:27.560
<v Speaker 2>the association with self harm being connected to suicide, and

1438
01:30:27.760 --> 01:30:31.359
<v Speaker 2>so there is like that is a big death is

1439
01:30:31.399 --> 01:30:36.800
<v Speaker 2>a big chasm like that makes people leap backwards suddenly.

1440
01:30:37.600 --> 01:30:41.600
<v Speaker 2>And in two thousand and two, and I'm saying, we've

1441
01:30:41.640 --> 01:30:44.439
<v Speaker 2>got a better understanding of these kind of tendencies now,

1442
01:30:44.479 --> 01:30:47.960
<v Speaker 2>but there's a lot more, not as an arrow of

1443
01:30:47.960 --> 01:30:51.680
<v Speaker 2>an experience people have had with these kind of self

1444
01:30:51.720 --> 01:30:56.319
<v Speaker 2>harming and such. So I think it's that it's to

1445
01:30:56.439 --> 01:30:59.520
<v Speaker 2>a degree there people's reactions and this is understandable if

1446
01:30:59.520 --> 01:31:01.199
<v Speaker 2>you do keep that in mind. We aren't looking at

1447
01:31:01.239 --> 01:31:03.920
<v Speaker 2>it with a more modern lens, with better understandings of

1448
01:31:04.359 --> 01:31:08.439
<v Speaker 2>psychology and mental health and diverse experiences. These people are

1449
01:31:08.479 --> 01:31:11.680
<v Speaker 2>reacting to someone who they are seeing as suicidal, like

1450
01:31:11.960 --> 01:31:15.279
<v Speaker 2>that's most likely the way that they are interpreting it

1451
01:31:15.600 --> 01:31:17.600
<v Speaker 2>that they're saying, like, well, if she's not suicidal now,

1452
01:31:17.680 --> 01:31:20.720
<v Speaker 2>it's only a few steps till because that's when people

1453
01:31:20.840 --> 01:31:23.520
<v Speaker 2>hurt themselves, is when they want to die. And you know,

1454
01:31:23.640 --> 01:31:25.359
<v Speaker 2>in some ways that ties it back around to the

1455
01:31:25.720 --> 01:31:29.479
<v Speaker 2>abject and how you know, the ultimate abject object is

1456
01:31:29.560 --> 01:31:33.399
<v Speaker 2>a corpse, and so they are almost imagining her as

1457
01:31:33.439 --> 01:31:37.640
<v Speaker 2>a corpse in their mind walking around, and that's you know,

1458
01:31:37.880 --> 01:31:43.239
<v Speaker 2>is entirely on them. There is a different experience of

1459
01:31:43.600 --> 01:31:45.600
<v Speaker 2>human connection. This film that we haven't talked about, and

1460
01:31:45.680 --> 01:31:50.199
<v Speaker 2>that's the pharmacist, which is a great seed where there's

1461
01:31:50.359 --> 01:31:55.199
<v Speaker 2>no get is a banana's conversation where it's so much

1462
01:31:55.399 --> 01:31:57.880
<v Speaker 2>like did you feel like the pharmacist should be maybe

1463
01:31:58.000 --> 01:32:00.720
<v Speaker 2>asking a couple of extra questions. She comes to him

1464
01:32:01.000 --> 01:32:04.439
<v Speaker 2>to ask how to preserve a piece of her own skin,

1465
01:32:05.199 --> 01:32:08.199
<v Speaker 2>and her answers aren't quite stacking up, and he's not

1466
01:32:08.319 --> 01:32:11.760
<v Speaker 2>quite putting it together. But also it's great that he

1467
01:32:11.840 --> 01:32:15.239
<v Speaker 2>doesn't put it together to be concerned, because it's these

1468
01:32:15.319 --> 01:32:20.439
<v Speaker 2>two people who are curious meeting in their curiosity, and

1469
01:32:21.079 --> 01:32:24.800
<v Speaker 2>there's a beautiful little scene of these strange little like

1470
01:32:25.039 --> 01:32:28.479
<v Speaker 2>bonding between these two as they discuss the hows of

1471
01:32:28.720 --> 01:32:32.119
<v Speaker 2>like how to preserve something and this shared interest, and

1472
01:32:32.279 --> 01:32:37.279
<v Speaker 2>it's like it is actually like probably like the bost

1473
01:32:37.359 --> 01:32:40.079
<v Speaker 2>kind of like that's the scene that made me happiest.

1474
01:32:40.399 --> 01:32:43.239
<v Speaker 2>I enjoy those two little weidos having their weird conversation.

1475
01:32:44.079 --> 01:32:49.479
<v Speaker 7>It's very childlike, and there's there is a childlikeness to

1476
01:32:49.640 --> 01:32:54.840
<v Speaker 7>a lot of these very serious bub things, and at

1477
01:32:54.840 --> 01:32:59.199
<v Speaker 7>that moment when she's talking to the pharmacist, his first

1478
01:32:59.319 --> 01:33:02.399
<v Speaker 7>reaction is also a childlike wonder of yeah, how would

1479
01:33:02.439 --> 01:33:04.359
<v Speaker 7>you do that? And oh, it would be like this,

1480
01:33:05.119 --> 01:33:08.039
<v Speaker 7>and it's it is, it's this playful moment. And then

1481
01:33:09.079 --> 01:33:13.880
<v Speaker 7>as the scene progresses, he starts to catch that this

1482
01:33:14.079 --> 01:33:18.920
<v Speaker 7>is going further than just an idea, and you can

1483
01:33:19.000 --> 01:33:23.840
<v Speaker 7>see him retreat from being playful. But I think one

1484
01:33:23.880 --> 01:33:27.960
<v Speaker 7>of the ways that we experience the abject and we

1485
01:33:28.119 --> 01:33:33.279
<v Speaker 7>experience things outside of norm you know, is that kids

1486
01:33:33.319 --> 01:33:36.079
<v Speaker 7>will play with that, and they will they will find

1487
01:33:36.119 --> 01:33:39.880
<v Speaker 7>ways of interacting with that, get to know it better.

1488
01:33:40.279 --> 01:33:44.000
<v Speaker 7>And you know, then as we're socialized, we're taught that

1489
01:33:44.640 --> 01:33:51.520
<v Speaker 7>certain things are taboo, especially your body blood. And for

1490
01:33:51.640 --> 01:33:57.079
<v Speaker 7>her to go back and almost regress is it's a transgression.

1491
01:33:57.960 --> 01:34:02.000
<v Speaker 7>I wanted to add in talking about Vincenn the boyfriend,

1492
01:34:03.000 --> 01:34:05.479
<v Speaker 7>I think one of the most telling scenes for him

1493
01:34:06.640 --> 01:34:11.760
<v Speaker 7>is he is furious she is crying on the street

1494
01:34:12.560 --> 01:34:18.000
<v Speaker 7>because he worries people might judge job as a boyfriend.

1495
01:34:18.960 --> 01:34:22.680
<v Speaker 7>So her crying the problem is it makes him look bad.

1496
01:34:23.479 --> 01:34:26.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he's a typical emotional mail. To come full circle,

1497
01:34:27.600 --> 01:34:30.840
<v Speaker 2>I think we already do have this film as about

1498
01:34:30.880 --> 01:34:32.359
<v Speaker 2>a man and it is fight club.

1499
01:34:32.560 --> 01:34:34.920
<v Speaker 1>I can see that. I mean, we've made several references.

1500
01:34:35.359 --> 01:34:37.840
<v Speaker 2>It's just him on his own in his personal with

1501
01:34:37.960 --> 01:34:41.439
<v Speaker 2>his tall dark stranger having he's exploring his body.

1502
01:34:42.640 --> 01:34:45.399
<v Speaker 1>And I believe that Marla even makes a reference to

1503
01:34:45.520 --> 01:34:46.840
<v Speaker 1>a tall dark stranger in that.

1504
01:34:46.960 --> 01:34:53.000
<v Speaker 8>Film Asper of our Generation, you slip well, when you

1505
01:34:53.079 --> 01:34:57.479
<v Speaker 8>need a stranger, you dance all night, then you throw

1506
01:34:57.479 --> 01:34:57.800
<v Speaker 8>it away.

1507
01:34:59.199 --> 01:35:05.800
<v Speaker 7>Connor, I would add to Fight Club, the early works

1508
01:35:06.720 --> 01:35:10.800
<v Speaker 7>aren't written than filmic, but some of the Brett Easton

1509
01:35:10.840 --> 01:35:17.720
<v Speaker 7>Ellis's stuff like Less than Zero American Psycho have that

1510
01:35:18.000 --> 01:35:22.760
<v Speaker 7>same transaggressive I kind of want to be an object

1511
01:35:22.840 --> 01:35:26.680
<v Speaker 7>and let things happen to me vibe to them. They're

1512
01:35:26.760 --> 01:35:30.680
<v Speaker 7>not they're not the same, but I felt like they

1513
01:35:30.720 --> 01:35:33.079
<v Speaker 7>would be interesting to compare to one another.

1514
01:35:33.840 --> 01:35:37.319
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, there's there's a lot more of transgressive art in

1515
01:35:37.399 --> 01:35:42.479
<v Speaker 2>this than there is a horror art DNA. It's definitely

1516
01:35:42.520 --> 01:35:46.159
<v Speaker 2>owes more to that art transgressive background, the literature and

1517
01:35:46.720 --> 01:35:50.000
<v Speaker 2>films and the films of the underground, And I said, like,

1518
01:35:50.359 --> 01:35:52.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, the short films definitely connect those dots a

1519
01:35:52.800 --> 01:35:55.479
<v Speaker 2>lot more as well. Chantell Ackaman, we mentioned a couple

1520
01:35:55.520 --> 01:35:56.319
<v Speaker 2>of times.

1521
01:35:56.119 --> 01:35:59.039
<v Speaker 1>For actually you climbed onto the idea of the performance

1522
01:35:59.199 --> 01:36:01.760
<v Speaker 1>art and Yeah, I wanted to touch on that very quickly.

1523
01:36:02.520 --> 01:36:07.000
<v Speaker 1>So much performance art falls into this whole idea of

1524
01:36:07.119 --> 01:36:09.640
<v Speaker 1>the body and how do we treat our own bodies,

1525
01:36:09.680 --> 01:36:13.560
<v Speaker 1>how do we use our bodies as this canvas sometimes

1526
01:36:13.600 --> 01:36:15.600
<v Speaker 1>a literal canvas. And I know we'll talk a little

1527
01:36:15.600 --> 01:36:18.159
<v Speaker 1>bit more next week when we discuss raw as far

1528
01:36:18.239 --> 01:36:22.600
<v Speaker 1>as the painting of the body. But even thinking about that,

1529
01:36:22.760 --> 01:36:25.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking about like Karen Finley and how she would

1530
01:36:25.119 --> 01:36:28.319
<v Speaker 1>cover herself in chocolate pudding and just basically it would

1531
01:36:28.399 --> 01:36:31.359
<v Speaker 1>mimic shit, and just the way that she would be

1532
01:36:32.239 --> 01:36:37.239
<v Speaker 1>almost naked up on stage but just covered with chocolate pudding.

1533
01:36:37.800 --> 01:36:40.800
<v Speaker 1>And I'm trying to remember there was a performance artist

1534
01:36:40.880 --> 01:36:43.840
<v Speaker 1>that we had at Noir Khan years and years ago,

1535
01:36:43.960 --> 01:36:47.039
<v Speaker 1>and Bluboxer's got an interesting range when it comes to

1536
01:36:47.119 --> 01:36:51.760
<v Speaker 1>what he considers noir art. And this performance artist she

1537
01:36:52.079 --> 01:36:57.840
<v Speaker 1>did this amazing stuff where she had a whole lot

1538
01:36:57.920 --> 01:37:01.359
<v Speaker 1>of pig skin and took all of this pig skin

1539
01:37:01.680 --> 01:37:06.920
<v Speaker 1>and stabled it to a house and had this shack.

1540
01:37:07.199 --> 01:37:10.439
<v Speaker 1>This almost reminds me of those pictures that you see

1541
01:37:10.479 --> 01:37:13.680
<v Speaker 1>of Ted Kaczynski's shack, like where they have it at

1542
01:37:13.760 --> 01:37:16.760
<v Speaker 1>like FBI headquarters or whatever, and they're still studying a

1543
01:37:16.880 --> 01:37:19.079
<v Speaker 1>shack or whatever, but it was like shack like that

1544
01:37:20.079 --> 01:37:23.800
<v Speaker 1>covered in pig skin, and she would invite people to

1545
01:37:24.000 --> 01:37:27.399
<v Speaker 1>come inside the shack and smell what it smells like,

1546
01:37:27.600 --> 01:37:32.319
<v Speaker 1>feel what it feels like, touch that skin, which, if

1547
01:37:32.399 --> 01:37:37.000
<v Speaker 1>you don't know, pig skin feels so much like human flesh.

1548
01:37:37.640 --> 01:37:39.600
<v Speaker 1>And to touch that, I mean when they talk about

1549
01:37:39.640 --> 01:37:42.319
<v Speaker 1>cannibal cannibals and I'm sure you can attest to this

1550
01:37:42.439 --> 01:37:44.880
<v Speaker 1>one bend the whole idea of long pig, right, like

1551
01:37:45.000 --> 01:37:48.520
<v Speaker 1>humans are just longer pigs, and yeah, people going in

1552
01:37:48.600 --> 01:37:52.279
<v Speaker 1>there and touching these things. She also made these beautiful,

1553
01:37:52.399 --> 01:37:56.520
<v Speaker 1>beautiful flowers live in front of us on stage, and

1554
01:37:56.720 --> 01:38:02.359
<v Speaker 1>she used duck tongues and those kind of crawl over,

1555
01:38:02.760 --> 01:38:04.720
<v Speaker 1>very different than a duck's cock, which is more like

1556
01:38:04.760 --> 01:38:08.279
<v Speaker 1>a corkscrew, but duck tongue kind of crawls over and

1557
01:38:08.439 --> 01:38:11.199
<v Speaker 1>it becomes the paddles of these flowers. As she was

1558
01:38:11.239 --> 01:38:15.439
<v Speaker 1>making really fucked up but really fascinating at the same time.

1559
01:38:15.880 --> 01:38:19.800
<v Speaker 2>The artist's name is Hyder Hatri Hi d e h

1560
01:38:19.960 --> 01:38:23.439
<v Speaker 2>A t R. Y spent some time working in fetish

1561
01:38:23.479 --> 01:38:25.840
<v Speaker 2>golf clubs and got my fair share.

1562
01:38:26.199 --> 01:38:27.720
<v Speaker 1>When didn't we all do that?

1563
01:38:28.359 --> 01:38:33.479
<v Speaker 2>Definitely seen some things shoved through human al Janatalia in

1564
01:38:33.560 --> 01:38:36.199
<v Speaker 2>my time. A lot of this this film, you know,

1565
01:38:36.399 --> 01:38:39.680
<v Speaker 2>it's there's definitely I don't find it particularly shocking. It

1566
01:38:39.960 --> 01:38:42.239
<v Speaker 2>was the main scene that had me climbing up the

1567
01:38:42.279 --> 01:38:44.720
<v Speaker 2>wall was the dinner party scene. That was more the

1568
01:38:44.800 --> 01:38:48.720
<v Speaker 2>social aspect, but it was also the adhd intrusive thought

1569
01:38:48.840 --> 01:38:52.039
<v Speaker 2>part that it really tickled memories for me of those

1570
01:38:52.159 --> 01:38:54.960
<v Speaker 2>moments where you're like, wait, am I doing this? Is

1571
01:38:55.039 --> 01:38:57.239
<v Speaker 2>this happening? Wait? No, I'm just thinking this. No I

1572
01:38:57.279 --> 01:38:59.000
<v Speaker 2>didn't just say that, did I did? I think it?

1573
01:38:59.800 --> 01:39:03.960
<v Speaker 2>That film that section captures that so well, and it does.

1574
01:39:04.479 --> 01:39:07.600
<v Speaker 2>It feels like performance art in that it does feel

1575
01:39:08.359 --> 01:39:13.239
<v Speaker 2>like an embodied projection of an experience that I don't

1576
01:39:13.319 --> 01:39:17.600
<v Speaker 2>feel like I'm sitting there watching a narrative or another person,

1577
01:39:17.840 --> 01:39:22.039
<v Speaker 2>like you're really feeling the experience, which is you know,

1578
01:39:22.399 --> 01:39:25.840
<v Speaker 2>performance art aims for a lot of the time. Yeah,

1579
01:39:25.840 --> 01:39:27.760
<v Speaker 2>I really hope Marina Devan gets a chance to do

1580
01:39:27.840 --> 01:39:28.359
<v Speaker 2>more films.

1581
01:39:29.159 --> 01:39:32.000
<v Speaker 7>With the dinner scene. I might be reading too much

1582
01:39:32.039 --> 01:39:35.840
<v Speaker 7>into this, but I found it interesting that when she

1583
01:39:35.960 --> 01:39:39.399
<v Speaker 7>goes down into the wine cellar to continue cutting her

1584
01:39:39.600 --> 01:39:45.319
<v Speaker 7>arm and she drops the knife. It's another woman that

1585
01:39:45.600 --> 01:39:49.840
<v Speaker 7>finds it and has this reaction to it, and it

1586
01:39:49.960 --> 01:39:53.439
<v Speaker 7>becomes concerned. When I saw that, part of me thought

1587
01:39:54.359 --> 01:39:57.119
<v Speaker 7>maybe there's something to that, is that it takes another

1588
01:39:57.279 --> 01:40:01.720
<v Speaker 7>woman to be able to really I see her as

1589
01:40:01.760 --> 01:40:05.960
<v Speaker 7>opposed to the people at the table understand that she's off,

1590
01:40:06.119 --> 01:40:10.119
<v Speaker 7>but don't really see where she's at. I thought that

1591
01:40:10.319 --> 01:40:11.800
<v Speaker 7>was an interesting little moment.

1592
01:40:12.640 --> 01:40:16.399
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's also the flip side of interpretation, that is

1593
01:40:16.479 --> 01:40:19.399
<v Speaker 2>that it's a very ordered space, and a knife is

1594
01:40:19.560 --> 01:40:22.479
<v Speaker 2>a very threatening object, and in a such an object

1595
01:40:22.520 --> 01:40:26.199
<v Speaker 2>in an ordered space is a red flag. But yes,

1596
01:40:26.279 --> 01:40:29.920
<v Speaker 2>I definitely think that a woman is probably having worked

1597
01:40:30.000 --> 01:40:32.880
<v Speaker 2>in customer service in places where there are knives, a

1598
01:40:32.960 --> 01:40:35.319
<v Speaker 2>woman is more likely to notice that than a guy. Yes,

1599
01:40:36.279 --> 01:40:38.359
<v Speaker 2>how many cannibal books do I have within reaching me

1600
01:40:38.520 --> 01:40:40.880
<v Speaker 2>right now? We didn't. We barely even talked about cannibalism

1601
01:40:40.920 --> 01:40:43.039
<v Speaker 2>ad bitterly though, Like the cannibal stuff was kind of

1602
01:40:43.119 --> 01:40:45.359
<v Speaker 2>hard to come at and I had to like jump

1603
01:40:45.439 --> 01:40:48.319
<v Speaker 2>through a lot of hoops. But it's sort of the

1604
01:40:48.399 --> 01:40:53.920
<v Speaker 2>cannibal thing was more that it was thinking about rituals

1605
01:40:54.279 --> 01:40:59.880
<v Speaker 2>and thinking about cinemas ritual and how the Marina the

1606
01:41:00.119 --> 01:41:04.039
<v Speaker 2>Arnes films do like they really feel like she's harnessing,

1607
01:41:04.279 --> 01:41:08.159
<v Speaker 2>harnessing the language of cinema and communicating to us, and

1608
01:41:08.359 --> 01:41:11.920
<v Speaker 2>we are coming to perform the ritual of experiencing it

1609
01:41:12.840 --> 01:41:19.600
<v Speaker 2>and incorporating her experience into ourselves, like an act of

1610
01:41:19.720 --> 01:41:25.399
<v Speaker 2>cannibalism like that that definitely feels like an appropriate way

1611
01:41:25.479 --> 01:41:29.680
<v Speaker 2>to describe the experience of her films, Like they're meaty

1612
01:41:30.479 --> 01:41:35.640
<v Speaker 2>and chewing on them, and you feel like the transgression

1613
01:41:35.760 --> 01:41:38.279
<v Speaker 2>of it, but also like the power of it that

1614
01:41:38.399 --> 01:41:42.640
<v Speaker 2>you feel like you're restoring something in yourself, that you're

1615
01:41:42.680 --> 01:41:46.520
<v Speaker 2>gaining energy from it, and meaning that they don't feel

1616
01:41:46.640 --> 01:41:52.439
<v Speaker 2>like hollow, capitalistic experiences, they don't feel like a big

1617
01:41:52.640 --> 01:41:56.520
<v Speaker 2>mac that they're they're really tangible and that they exist

1618
01:41:56.680 --> 01:42:04.399
<v Speaker 2>to give you some kind of restorative meaning, balance function whatever,

1619
01:42:04.680 --> 01:42:09.479
<v Speaker 2>to like bridge a divide that nobody else is necessarily

1620
01:42:09.680 --> 01:42:14.239
<v Speaker 2>trying to bridge, which is you know, the cannibalism even

1621
01:42:14.399 --> 01:42:16.079
<v Speaker 2>with you know, shouldn't it's not a film we can

1622
01:42:16.159 --> 01:42:18.079
<v Speaker 2>use it should really use the word cannibal because that

1623
01:42:18.199 --> 01:42:24.159
<v Speaker 2>does time more into colonialism and defining an other in

1624
01:42:24.359 --> 01:42:28.199
<v Speaker 2>order to lessen them, where this is really like anthropophagy,

1625
01:42:28.319 --> 01:42:31.399
<v Speaker 2>which is the like just the act, the ritual act

1626
01:42:31.520 --> 01:42:35.560
<v Speaker 2>of taking in the flesh of a human, which in

1627
01:42:35.800 --> 01:42:40.359
<v Speaker 2>most ritual tribal societies is restorative, it is positive. The

1628
01:42:41.319 --> 01:42:44.159
<v Speaker 2>connection to long pig and such that, you know, there

1629
01:42:44.199 --> 01:42:49.880
<v Speaker 2>were societies that stopped sacrificing humans and started sacrificing pigs

1630
01:42:49.920 --> 01:42:52.239
<v Speaker 2>as well, which is also there's all sorts of coss

1631
01:42:52.319 --> 01:42:55.880
<v Speaker 2>mix up things. And yeah, this this film, in a way,

1632
01:42:55.920 --> 01:42:58.239
<v Speaker 2>it does feel like a bit of a sacrifice, that

1633
01:42:58.399 --> 01:43:01.920
<v Speaker 2>she's kind of sacrificing part of herself to give to

1634
01:43:02.279 --> 01:43:06.399
<v Speaker 2>the world. And that's it's and I think that is

1635
01:43:06.479 --> 01:43:09.760
<v Speaker 2>part of why it ultimately ends up feeling like a

1636
01:43:10.159 --> 01:43:14.399
<v Speaker 2>beautiful experience, as difficult and confronting as it is.

1637
01:43:15.319 --> 01:43:17.960
<v Speaker 1>I agree with you that I can't remember who said

1638
01:43:18.000 --> 01:43:20.479
<v Speaker 1>it earlier. As far as what would happen if she

1639
01:43:21.520 --> 01:43:23.800
<v Speaker 1>ate her boyfriend, and there's the moment I think it's

1640
01:43:23.800 --> 01:43:26.439
<v Speaker 1>about seventeen minutes in when they have sex and they're

1641
01:43:26.520 --> 01:43:30.800
<v Speaker 1>kissing and she is definitely doing some play biting at

1642
01:43:30.920 --> 01:43:33.560
<v Speaker 1>him when it comes to that, And what a different

1643
01:43:33.720 --> 01:43:36.680
<v Speaker 1>movie it would be if she were to eat her

1644
01:43:36.800 --> 01:43:41.159
<v Speaker 1>boyfriend as opposed to this self cannibalism, this idea of

1645
01:43:41.479 --> 01:43:45.119
<v Speaker 1>her being so in touch with herself, because it just

1646
01:43:45.119 --> 01:43:47.760
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't make sense at all if she were to eat

1647
01:43:47.840 --> 01:43:51.000
<v Speaker 1>somebody else, because this is so much about her getting

1648
01:43:51.039 --> 01:43:55.600
<v Speaker 1>in touch with her body and experiencing her body, and

1649
01:43:55.800 --> 01:43:58.479
<v Speaker 1>just fuck everybody else. I mean, everybody else in this

1650
01:43:58.680 --> 01:44:02.359
<v Speaker 1>movie doesn't support her nearly as much as she needs,

1651
01:44:02.920 --> 01:44:05.840
<v Speaker 1>and really can't. I don't think I think she has

1652
01:44:05.920 --> 01:44:09.960
<v Speaker 1>to go on this journey herself with no one else

1653
01:44:10.199 --> 01:44:13.960
<v Speaker 1>along as this kind of guidepost. And like you guys mentioned,

1654
01:44:13.960 --> 01:44:15.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, she tries to bring it up to other people,

1655
01:44:16.479 --> 01:44:20.199
<v Speaker 1>they are either horrified or don't care. And other than

1656
01:44:20.319 --> 01:44:23.319
<v Speaker 1>maybe that pharmacist, who, yeah, kind of a little creep,

1657
01:44:23.399 --> 01:44:25.000
<v Speaker 1>who I really appreciate.

1658
01:44:25.359 --> 01:44:30.079
<v Speaker 7>You're imagining it with that change of her eating the boyfriend,

1659
01:44:30.159 --> 01:44:34.359
<v Speaker 7>and that kind of brings me back to the substance,

1660
01:44:34.439 --> 01:44:38.800
<v Speaker 7>which is not that scenario to me. The substance is

1661
01:44:39.520 --> 01:44:46.720
<v Speaker 7>taking ideas like this movie has, and then tasting meaning

1662
01:44:46.960 --> 01:44:51.880
<v Speaker 7>in a really obvious way that it hands to you

1663
01:44:52.760 --> 01:44:56.039
<v Speaker 7>so you can watch it and you can say to yourself, hey,

1664
01:44:56.159 --> 01:45:00.399
<v Speaker 7>I watched a movie with subtext, but it's it's really

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01:45:00.479 --> 01:45:04.600
<v Speaker 7>not subtext. It's pretty clear that makes this more than

1666
01:45:04.640 --> 01:45:08.199
<v Speaker 7>a horror movie, so we can go ahead and applaud

1667
01:45:08.279 --> 01:45:12.079
<v Speaker 7>it because someone already told us what it means.

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01:45:12.479 --> 01:45:15.279
<v Speaker 1>I know writers who use subtext, and they're all cowards.

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01:45:15.760 --> 01:45:21.840
<v Speaker 7>This is a movie that exists and asks you interact

1670
01:45:21.960 --> 01:45:27.560
<v Speaker 7>with it. It requires more from the audience, less passivity,

1671
01:45:27.880 --> 01:45:33.760
<v Speaker 7>and that's their strutine between art and a movie that

1672
01:45:33.960 --> 01:45:36.439
<v Speaker 7>I didn't find very remarkable.

1673
01:45:36.840 --> 01:45:41.640
<v Speaker 1>Literally put big words across the screen to tell you

1674
01:45:41.840 --> 01:45:43.199
<v Speaker 1>sometimes what's happening.

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01:45:44.039 --> 01:45:47.840
<v Speaker 2>I quite enjoyed the Substance that I also saw it

1676
01:45:47.960 --> 01:45:51.760
<v Speaker 2>on a big screen in a ratty old cinema with

1677
01:45:51.880 --> 01:45:54.279
<v Speaker 2>a middle aged woman about the back who kept having

1678
01:45:54.399 --> 01:45:57.399
<v Speaker 2>coughing fits. She was laughing so much, so it was

1679
01:45:57.520 --> 01:45:59.800
<v Speaker 2>kind of the perfect way to see it. And I

1680
01:45:59.840 --> 01:46:02.119
<v Speaker 2>think think the big difference for me between the Substance

1681
01:46:02.159 --> 01:46:05.399
<v Speaker 2>and In My Skin is the Substance is an aggressive film.

1682
01:46:06.199 --> 01:46:09.399
<v Speaker 2>A substance wants to assault the audience, which you definitely

1683
01:46:09.399 --> 01:46:10.840
<v Speaker 2>get if you see on the big screen, because it's

1684
01:46:11.079 --> 01:46:14.880
<v Speaker 2>so loud and so just like it's just Window Liquor

1685
01:46:15.000 --> 01:46:17.319
<v Speaker 2>the Gore film, it's Window Liquor and come to Daddy,

1686
01:46:17.399 --> 01:46:20.840
<v Speaker 2>cramped together into like a feminist French film, whereas the

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01:46:20.920 --> 01:46:22.720
<v Speaker 2>most skin is not that. And then most skin doesn't

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01:46:22.720 --> 01:46:25.520
<v Speaker 2>want to attack its audience. It's actually really holding back

1689
01:46:25.600 --> 01:46:28.000
<v Speaker 2>from freaking you out as much as possible. I think

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01:46:28.039 --> 01:46:31.000
<v Speaker 2>I am coming around water saying that In My Skin

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01:46:31.439 --> 01:46:34.640
<v Speaker 2>isn't a horror film. I think I'm coming around to

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01:46:34.640 --> 01:46:38.479
<v Speaker 2>your side there, Axel. I also think that the term

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01:46:38.840 --> 01:46:44.239
<v Speaker 2>the new French extremity is a completely useless term. I

1694
01:46:44.439 --> 01:46:47.399
<v Speaker 2>saw in one of the readings this cinema de corpse

1695
01:46:47.760 --> 01:46:50.279
<v Speaker 2>or cinema of the body is suggested by Tim Palmer,

1696
01:46:50.319 --> 01:46:53.840
<v Speaker 2>which connects back to the cinema de luxe of the

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01:46:53.920 --> 01:46:57.359
<v Speaker 2>eighties and nineties and thinking out how the substance is

1698
01:46:57.439 --> 01:46:59.960
<v Speaker 2>basically fusing a cinema of the body in a cinema

1699
01:47:00.239 --> 01:47:04.399
<v Speaker 2>the look together. And someone really needs to come up

1700
01:47:04.439 --> 01:47:07.319
<v Speaker 2>with a better term, because I do think that there

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01:47:07.439 --> 01:47:10.399
<v Speaker 2>is I don't think. I think that In My Skin

1702
01:47:10.840 --> 01:47:16.159
<v Speaker 2>is part of an extreme movement in French cinema that

1703
01:47:16.359 --> 01:47:20.760
<v Speaker 2>is about reclaiming a lot of different things that are

1704
01:47:20.800 --> 01:47:25.439
<v Speaker 2>connected to horror, that are connected to transgressiveness that brings

1705
01:47:25.479 --> 01:47:28.439
<v Speaker 2>in you know, we haven't even mentioned Katherine Briard at all.

1706
01:47:28.760 --> 01:47:32.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm of all the things in the French New extremities.

1707
01:47:32.760 --> 01:47:35.159
<v Speaker 2>She's probably the one that this film has the most

1708
01:47:35.199 --> 01:47:38.760
<v Speaker 2>in common with with like Fat Girl and such. There

1709
01:47:38.800 --> 01:47:41.720
<v Speaker 2>definitely was something interesting going on, but as I said,

1710
01:47:41.760 --> 01:47:46.119
<v Speaker 2>like the French cinema is so disrespectful to horror and

1711
01:47:46.399 --> 01:47:49.600
<v Speaker 2>so disregarding of it that simply like slap it all

1712
01:47:49.680 --> 01:47:54.560
<v Speaker 2>together was one hole. It really undermines something like this film,

1713
01:47:55.000 --> 01:47:59.920
<v Speaker 2>which is a lot more than what was this board?

1714
01:48:00.359 --> 01:48:04.640
<v Speaker 2>What was that one with like the French Nazis torturing peoples.

1715
01:48:05.119 --> 01:48:10.239
<v Speaker 1>CONTI borders frontiers close enough I mean borders Barnes and Noble, close.

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01:48:10.119 --> 01:48:14.039
<v Speaker 2>Enough to have like an umbrella term that includes that film,

1717
01:48:14.239 --> 01:48:17.880
<v Speaker 2>and his film really illustrates that. It's not a helpful term.

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01:48:18.640 --> 01:48:21.199
<v Speaker 7>I think it works better if you think about it

1719
01:48:21.319 --> 01:48:26.039
<v Speaker 7>almost like Old Testament New Testament, because from what I read,

1720
01:48:26.119 --> 01:48:30.159
<v Speaker 7>there's the first part. You know, the beginning stages of

1721
01:48:30.199 --> 01:48:34.520
<v Speaker 7>the New French extremity were extreme art house films, but

1722
01:48:34.720 --> 01:48:41.319
<v Speaker 7>were at their heart art house and an independent but transgressive.

1723
01:48:42.039 --> 01:48:46.079
<v Speaker 7>And then next sort of level of that is when

1724
01:48:47.239 --> 01:48:52.920
<v Speaker 7>horror minded people realized, hey, we can make explicit horror

1725
01:48:53.079 --> 01:48:59.760
<v Speaker 7>films with a splash of art house and that would work,

1726
01:48:59.840 --> 01:49:02.760
<v Speaker 7>and we can get them into you know, we can

1727
01:49:02.920 --> 01:49:07.079
<v Speaker 7>get them playing in different theaters than we could otherwise.

1728
01:49:07.720 --> 01:49:10.439
<v Speaker 7>There's a Yin Yang thing going on there. This is

1729
01:49:10.600 --> 01:49:16.439
<v Speaker 7>definitely an art house film with horror elements, whereas I

1730
01:49:16.600 --> 01:49:20.880
<v Speaker 7>only saw Frontiers once a long time ago. To me

1731
01:49:21.039 --> 01:49:26.840
<v Speaker 7>it was, you know, someone added arty elements to The

1732
01:49:26.960 --> 01:49:31.279
<v Speaker 7>Texas Chainsaw Massacre and put it in France, although the

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01:49:31.359 --> 01:49:35.840
<v Speaker 7>original The Texas Chainsaw Massacre has enough arty elements of

1734
01:49:35.920 --> 01:49:38.119
<v Speaker 7>its own that don't get enough credit.

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01:49:38.239 --> 01:49:43.039
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes there's something interesting, really something interesting there, because I

1736
01:49:43.199 --> 01:49:45.319
<v Speaker 2>haven't seen Martyrs since it came out either, But that

1737
01:49:45.399 --> 01:49:48.439
<v Speaker 2>feels like a kind of lynchpin between the two somewhat.

1738
01:49:49.079 --> 01:49:52.239
<v Speaker 2>But then, you know, we mentioned Gaspa Noah, and it's

1739
01:49:52.319 --> 01:49:56.239
<v Speaker 2>like Climax feels like it has more in common within

1740
01:49:56.359 --> 01:50:00.199
<v Speaker 2>my skin than any of these earlier films. I think

1741
01:50:00.239 --> 01:50:03.840
<v Speaker 2>Climax is the best, is far better than his earlier

1742
01:50:03.920 --> 01:50:07.800
<v Speaker 2>works because it has a bit more of the personal

1743
01:50:08.039 --> 01:50:12.199
<v Speaker 2>and the empathetic and understanding that something in my skin has.

1744
01:50:12.239 --> 01:50:14.760
<v Speaker 2>It feels like a film made by a small group

1745
01:50:14.840 --> 01:50:17.359
<v Speaker 2>of people in a short amount of time who, instead

1746
01:50:17.399 --> 01:50:21.560
<v Speaker 2>of thinking about it, presented themselves.

1747
01:50:21.840 --> 01:50:25.079
<v Speaker 7>Into the void. I would maybe put there too, as

1748
01:50:25.159 --> 01:50:28.760
<v Speaker 7>one that does have a little bit more empathy and

1749
01:50:28.920 --> 01:50:33.439
<v Speaker 7>more range of motion than like I stand Alone or

1750
01:50:35.039 --> 01:50:37.560
<v Speaker 7>Irreversible is just a mean angry critter.

1751
01:50:38.319 --> 01:50:41.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I thought of Inversible when I was coming back

1752
01:50:41.119 --> 01:50:44.279
<v Speaker 2>around and watching this again the second time this week,

1753
01:50:44.399 --> 01:50:48.039
<v Speaker 2>because both films involve women going off into like dark,

1754
01:50:48.159 --> 01:50:56.039
<v Speaker 2>isolated places and having a bodily crappy experience, and they

1755
01:50:56.279 --> 01:50:59.640
<v Speaker 2>outcomes from each of them are very different. Which don't

1756
01:50:59.680 --> 01:51:02.319
<v Speaker 2>feel that. There wasn't a line I thought that really

1757
01:51:02.359 --> 01:51:05.920
<v Speaker 2>went anywhere, but it was. It says a lot about

1758
01:51:05.960 --> 01:51:08.760
<v Speaker 2>how different this film is to that film that that

1759
01:51:08.960 --> 01:51:13.039
<v Speaker 2>spirals out into guys freaking out and destroying everything, and

1760
01:51:13.199 --> 01:51:15.960
<v Speaker 2>I was having to sit through a woman having a

1761
01:51:16.000 --> 01:51:19.840
<v Speaker 2>hoof experience, whereas this one is not much more complicated

1762
01:51:19.960 --> 01:51:20.199
<v Speaker 2>than that.

1763
01:51:20.760 --> 01:51:22.760
<v Speaker 1>All right, We're going to take another break and play

1764
01:51:22.760 --> 01:51:25.760
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<v Speaker 2>TI.

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<v Speaker 1>That's right, we'll be back next week where they look

1774
01:53:31.600 --> 01:53:34.720
<v Speaker 1>at raw a great companion piece to in my skin.

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01:53:34.840 --> 01:53:37.079
<v Speaker 1>Until then, I want to think my co hosts axelent Ben,

1776
01:53:37.199 --> 01:53:39.000
<v Speaker 1>so Ben, what is the latedst with you?

1777
01:53:39.119 --> 01:53:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Sir? Not a huge amount these days, you'll just plug

1778
01:53:42.039 --> 01:53:45.359
<v Speaker 2>it away in the TV post production world. You can

1779
01:53:45.560 --> 01:53:49.520
<v Speaker 2>find me on Letterbox Do's Dissolved Pet, where I have

1780
01:53:49.720 --> 01:53:54.920
<v Speaker 2>an absolutely huge list of all the cannibal related films

1781
01:53:54.960 --> 01:53:57.439
<v Speaker 2>that I've ever been able to find. And you can

1782
01:53:57.479 --> 01:53:59.880
<v Speaker 2>also find me on Blue Sky at Dissolve Pet where

1783
01:53:59.880 --> 01:54:01.680
<v Speaker 2>I really should talk about cannibalism more.

1784
01:54:02.319 --> 01:54:03.439
<v Speaker 1>And Axel, how about yourself?

1785
01:54:04.319 --> 01:54:08.399
<v Speaker 7>Still threatening to do my own podcast? I keep coming

1786
01:54:08.479 --> 01:54:11.199
<v Speaker 7>up with ideas. I even started writing a script, so

1787
01:54:12.279 --> 01:54:15.039
<v Speaker 7>it's taking about as long as it took Guns n'

1788
01:54:15.119 --> 01:54:19.439
<v Speaker 7>Roses to put out Chinese Democracy. But there's always the

1789
01:54:19.600 --> 01:54:22.079
<v Speaker 7>threat that I will create a podcast at some point,

1790
01:54:22.920 --> 01:54:30.760
<v Speaker 7>and then working on starting up some writing. In November.

1791
01:54:31.680 --> 01:54:35.800
<v Speaker 7>I've got kind of a nonfiction mental health book I've

1792
01:54:35.840 --> 01:54:38.359
<v Speaker 7>been tooling around with so I might go and do

1793
01:54:38.399 --> 01:54:42.279
<v Speaker 7>another wash at that and then just hanging out and

1794
01:54:42.439 --> 01:54:48.520
<v Speaker 7>slowly finding age appropriate horror movies for my daughter, who

1795
01:54:48.840 --> 01:54:52.359
<v Speaker 7>you'll be happy to know, picked a book about the

1796
01:54:52.479 --> 01:54:55.279
<v Speaker 7>Donner Party to read the other day.

1797
01:54:56.159 --> 01:54:57.880
<v Speaker 2>Gotta get more keys into cannibalism, young.

1798
01:54:57.920 --> 01:55:00.239
<v Speaker 1>I keep so going to watch Cannibal the Musical after

1799
01:55:00.560 --> 01:55:01.239
<v Speaker 1>she's done with that.

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01:55:02.079 --> 01:55:05.439
<v Speaker 7>I don't remember if that one's because I always have

1801
01:55:05.560 --> 01:55:10.079
<v Speaker 7>to think two questions. Is there gonna be something sexually

1802
01:55:10.119 --> 01:55:13.439
<v Speaker 7>explicit I don't want to explain, And is there gonna

1803
01:55:13.439 --> 01:55:16.600
<v Speaker 7>be a moment where she will wake up in the

1804
01:55:16.680 --> 01:55:19.880
<v Speaker 7>middle of the night and wake my wife up because

1805
01:55:19.920 --> 01:55:23.000
<v Speaker 7>she's scared, Because then that comes back to me.

1806
01:55:23.960 --> 01:55:26.800
<v Speaker 2>I mean, there is the bit with the ogre guy

1807
01:55:27.239 --> 01:55:29.600
<v Speaker 2>and he has the eye poking out. That's probably the

1808
01:55:29.720 --> 01:55:32.920
<v Speaker 2>gnolliest bit. And because he's like, ah, and he's big

1809
01:55:33.039 --> 01:55:36.640
<v Speaker 2>and scary. I don't think. I think all the sexual

1810
01:55:36.720 --> 01:55:41.399
<v Speaker 2>stuff is like very Mormon sexual, so it's all like it's.

1811
01:55:41.319 --> 01:55:43.600
<v Speaker 1>More about the love between a man and his horse.

1812
01:55:43.680 --> 01:55:45.479
<v Speaker 2>If memory serves, Yeah, there's a lot of that, but

1813
01:55:45.560 --> 01:55:48.039
<v Speaker 2>that's you know, that'll just go. I'm just in either

1814
01:55:48.079 --> 01:55:49.600
<v Speaker 2>and like I always watched that when I was what

1815
01:55:49.920 --> 01:55:53.680
<v Speaker 2>thirteen pen so, but that doesn't that you shouldn't take

1816
01:55:53.760 --> 01:55:57.279
<v Speaker 2>that into account because that was he way more fucked

1817
01:55:57.319 --> 01:55:58.560
<v Speaker 2>up stuff than that at that age.

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01:55:59.159 --> 01:56:00.760
<v Speaker 1>Thank you again, guys, thanks for being on the show.

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01:56:00.840 --> 01:56:03.279
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<v Speaker 5>Just don't easy do the talking for Mattens Tigna for

1834
01:57:08.000 --> 01:57:15.520
<v Speaker 5>see you the Faldaddy and all to do settle it

1835
01:57:15.760 --> 01:57:22.960
<v Speaker 5>not too to the sea coming blue a ving so

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01:57:23.359 --> 01:57:37.439
<v Speaker 5>to fay, please talk a hole, not anything on the door.

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01:57:39.439 --> 01:57:47.239
<v Speaker 3>Nor least before sit that ramon.

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01:57:47.399 --> 01:57:48.560
<v Speaker 2>No, what don't do?

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<v Speaker 6>Just play the toil and lovely.

1840
01:57:52.439 --> 01:57:56.279
<v Speaker 5>Song Maddon tiga fo.

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01:57:57.640 --> 01:58:00.399
<v Speaker 6>Just stick at an aside, can't you fool?

1842
01:58:01.560 --> 01:58:07.479
<v Speaker 2>You have to want to see me. Stop fool, stop,

1843
01:58:07.640 --> 01:58:25.520
<v Speaker 2>says coming you after says you do? Steps come any

1844
01:58:25.720 --> 01:58:29.840
<v Speaker 2>bet that ho.

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01:58:32.079 --> 01:58:40.079
<v Speaker 5>St a time of blue shott.

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01:58:40.359 --> 01:58:45.359
<v Speaker 6>Come man, if we go down the door, down a hole,

1847
01:58:47.399 --> 01:59:05.960
<v Speaker 6>sing the way down, now that the window, now, hey.

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<v Speaker 2>Ho this

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<v Speaker 5>Non snubh
