Speaker 1: Cancel, cancel.
Speaker 2: Sorry, Well, hello, there come here often, I shure, I hope.
Speaker 2: So this episode's gonna be a little different than most,
Speaker 2: because what the hell is going on on the world stage?
Speaker 1: Okay.
Speaker 2: I was out at a club this weekend and I
Speaker 2: got a text message about what the American government was doing,
Speaker 2: and I simply looked up from my phone, looked around,
Speaker 2: felt like everyone was demonic, okay, and then I just
Speaker 2: ran out of the club and I hugged a tree
Speaker 2: for about five minutes.
Speaker 1: I needed to ground myself, and.
Speaker 2: The club wasn't gonna do that for me, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean? It just like wasn't happening. I know
Speaker 2: that there's so much going on in the world right now.
Speaker 2: So today we're really gonna have a good old time.
Speaker 2: We're really gonna chat, We're really going to relax, and
Speaker 2: we're gonna bring some light to the darkness that is happening.
Speaker 2: My mission on the planet isn't necessarily to talk about
Speaker 2: things that are happening on the world stage, but to
Speaker 2: bring light to our own personal realities so that we
Speaker 2: simply make it out alive.
Speaker 1: Can I get a name? Amen?
Speaker 2: I want us to remember our God given ability to
Speaker 2: transmute energy to take the hardship okay, and harness it
Speaker 2: into power, into humor, into love, and to joy into light.
Speaker 2: I know there's a lot going on. It's totally cool
Speaker 2: to unplug, to reground yourself. Go hug a tree. That's
Speaker 2: what I did. I felt better. It will help you
Speaker 2: make sure you're moving your body. But I do want
Speaker 2: to say welcome.
Speaker 1: What's up?
Speaker 2: Positive bitches? How are you doing today? If you're hearing
Speaker 2: this episode, then you are meant to be here. So
Speaker 2: okeep listening Ah That Bitch is Positive podcast. Sometimes we
Speaker 2: will laugh. Other times, Baby, we're gonna cry, but we'll
Speaker 2: always walk away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self.
Speaker 2: That is Babe in true connection with herself himself, human self.
Speaker 2: I don't care what you are. If you want to
Speaker 2: transcend your current reality and you want to embody your
Speaker 2: most magnetic self, then you have found the perfect god.
Speaker 2: On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so
Speaker 2: we can step into exactly who we came here to be,
Speaker 2: positive bitches. If you've not yet gotten your copy of
Speaker 2: Show Up as Her, be sure to grab a copy.
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Speaker 2: I am a certified life and energy coach. I'm an
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Speaker 2: And it's the perfect season to take a course, learn
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Speaker 2: or maybe get one of my workbooks Decoding the Divine
Speaker 2: or how to Step into Your Divine Feminine Energy. All
Speaker 2: the links again will be in the show notes. I
Speaker 2: keep channeling lean not on your own understanding, trust me.
Speaker 2: I also have that feminine urge to know why why
Speaker 2: why why?
Speaker 1: Why? Why would this happen? To me, why is this
Speaker 1: occurring in my reality? Why me?
Speaker 2: If you try to figure out your reality with your
Speaker 2: logical mind right now, good luck, good luck? Miss me
Speaker 2: with that? Okay, miss me with that? Not me, not today,
Speaker 2: not tomorrow. I recently experienced a trigger last weekend, and
Speaker 2: I at first was asking myself, why, why is this
Speaker 2: happening to me? And I was trying to use my
Speaker 2: logical mind, and I said, Ceci.
Speaker 1: You know better than this.
Speaker 2: When something pops up in our life and it triggers us,
Speaker 2: that's an invitation to release lower vibrational emotions. It's an
Speaker 2: invitation to release our past. It's an invitation to show
Speaker 2: up as who we really are instead of showing up
Speaker 2: as who we have.
Speaker 1: Learned to be.
Speaker 2: And I want to read you a little passage from
Speaker 2: my book show up as Her be sure to get
Speaker 2: a copy, page eight nine. How can you interrupt those
Speaker 2: intense feelings that seem to just happen? We must peer
Speaker 2: into the patterns we are presented with. I don't believe
Speaker 2: a pattern would keep showing up if it had nothing
Speaker 2: to teach us. The pattern is pointing you toward a
Speaker 2: greater truth, emotion, or wound that needs your love and attention.
Speaker 2: When you feel an intense fear or emotion, you want
Speaker 2: to pause and ground yourself instead of dissociating, instead of
Speaker 2: eating the bag of oreos hello, going out, drinking, or eating.
Speaker 2: You want to look straight at this feeling. First, create
Speaker 2: space for the emotion to have the spotlight. Try to
Speaker 2: identify where you are feeling this emotion and what it
Speaker 2: feels like. For example, I feel an emptiness in my
Speaker 2: stomach and I feel afraid.
Speaker 1: To be alone.
Speaker 2: Secondly, allow yourself to actually feel the emotion. If you
Speaker 2: want to cry, cry, if you need to scream into
Speaker 2: a pillow, scream into a damn pillow. If that isn't
Speaker 2: feeling good, try punching a pillow. I personally like to
Speaker 2: put on City Girls and shake my ass to the
Speaker 2: sun comes up. But hey, maybe that's just me. Any
Speaker 2: sort of movement is welcomed during the release phase. If
Speaker 2: you have ever seen two dogs playing, when they step
Speaker 2: away from one another, you may have noticed they both
Speaker 2: wiggled their bodies. Dogs instinctively know that after an interaction
Speaker 2: they must wiggle their bodies to release the energy from
Speaker 2: that prior interaction rather than holding onto it. Movement helps
Speaker 2: us release energy. So, girl, if you need to work,
Speaker 2: do the damn thing. Say to yourself, I allow myself
Speaker 2: to release all that no longer serves me. Thirdly, ground
Speaker 2: yourself in your body. Look around the room, what do
Speaker 2: you see, what day is it, what are you currently doing?
Speaker 2: Bring yourself back to your own experience, in your own body.
Speaker 2: I recently, like I said, got triggered, and at first
Speaker 2: I was having that initial logical response of why why, why,
Speaker 2: why why, and wanting to cry and scream in all
Speaker 2: of those good things. And I realize that this experience
Speaker 2: was inviting me to release emotions I still had that
Speaker 2: were in my vessel tied to my seven year relationship.
Speaker 2: For me to try to understand at first this trigger
Speaker 2: why is this happening to me? That wasn't going to
Speaker 2: help me. It wasn't until I sat back and said, Okay,
Speaker 2: right now, I'm feeling a sense of betrayal. I'm feeling
Speaker 2: ignored and I'm feeling rejected. Where have I felt this before?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 2: I know when my ex decided to sleep with me
Speaker 2: and another girl in the same twelve hours. That's right,
Speaker 2: That's when I felt completely ignored, rejected, and betrayed. Wopsie, Daisy,
Speaker 2: I remember now, And so I said, these emotions are
Speaker 2: not being triggered or coming up to the surface because
Speaker 2: God wants to play with my life, because God is
Speaker 2: looking for a giggle and wants to bully me, because
Speaker 2: the divine is bored. These emotions are coming up because
Speaker 2: everything is always happening for me, trying to teach me something,
Speaker 2: trying to help me release something.
Speaker 1: So what do I need to look at?
Speaker 2: And when I felt these emotions of betrayal and rejection,
Speaker 2: it reminded me of another person I dated. Where we
Speaker 2: were this was last year, and we were planning to
Speaker 2: meet up, and then instead of him coming to where
Speaker 2: I was at, I watched him.
Speaker 1: Put another girl into his car.
Speaker 2: And then I literally took out my phone and sent
Speaker 2: a valid voice message of so fun watching you take
Speaker 2: another girl into your car.
Speaker 1: That was great.
Speaker 2: Between being betrayed originally by the long term ex and
Speaker 2: then that experience and then something that popped up last weekend,
Speaker 2: all of those emotions came flooding.
Speaker 1: And this was.
Speaker 2: Inviting me to finally release these emotions because I'm not
Speaker 2: that girl anymore. I don't wait around to be chosen.
Speaker 2: God already chose me, and I chose to incarnate. I
Speaker 2: don't need to be chosen and by someone outside of myself.
Speaker 2: If you can't see my value, I think you're blind.
Speaker 2: And frankly, I think you're kind of dumb. But that
Speaker 2: has nothing to do with me. Maybe we're not a
Speaker 2: vibrational match, or maybe you are stupid.
Speaker 1: How am I supposed to know? I don't know you.
Speaker 1: I don't know you at all? What the helly?
Speaker 2: Anyway, I had to take this in stride, and so
Speaker 2: what did I do? I named the emotion. That's the
Speaker 2: first step. So I said, Okay, you know I feel
Speaker 2: in my stomach and a lot of us what do
Speaker 2: we do? We hold on to weight in our stomach
Speaker 2: because we're not processing these emotions. So I said, all right,
Speaker 2: I feel kind of empty, like my stomach is just
Speaker 2: a gap, and I feel betrayed. Secondly, I allowed myself
Speaker 2: to cry. I allowed myself to say, yeah, you know what,
Speaker 2: this hurts. And it's so funny because now that I'm
Speaker 2: dating people and I'm in Florida, when people ask me
Speaker 2: about my past experiences and I tell them about my
Speaker 2: ex that I had for seven years, tell them the
Speaker 2: story of how that whole thing happened. And if you
Speaker 2: didn't read my book, I'll give you a little bit.
Speaker 2: But basically, I was cooking steak with my ex and
Speaker 2: then I saw a text message from God knows her name,
Speaker 2: let's just call her Rebecca.
Speaker 1: I don't remember what it was, and I saw he
Speaker 1: was texting a girl.
Speaker 2: It took me three hours to get the truth out,
Speaker 2: and then I found out he slept with this girl,
Speaker 2: even though he was trying to deny it for three hours.
Speaker 2: And that experience really triggered my spiritual wakening. So I
Speaker 2: always looked back and I would say to myself, yeah,
Speaker 2: that sucked, that hurt.
Speaker 1: It was deep betrayal.
Speaker 2: But I would always say, you know what, from a
Speaker 2: higher perspective, it triggered my spiritual awakening. It's a reason
Speaker 2: I got onto TikTok. It's a reason I went to therapy.
Speaker 2: It's a reason I started going to Raki Healer's and
Speaker 2: reading self to development. So I always said to myself,
Speaker 2: it's not that big of a deal. It's not that
Speaker 2: big of a deal. It is though, because when I
Speaker 2: would tell people that I am now meeting what happened
Speaker 2: to me, they would look at me like I just
Speaker 2: said the most vile, disgusting thing on the planet.
Speaker 1: And oh, this is making me emotional.
Speaker 2: I really tried to be so strong about it for
Speaker 2: so long, Like, yeah, he slept with me in another
Speaker 2: girl in the seame twelve hours. Yeah he said he
Speaker 2: was just dog watching on Long Island, even though he
Speaker 2: was coming to my house to see me. Yeah, he
Speaker 2: completely sexed someone for multiple days. But it's fine because
Speaker 2: of the trigger of my spiritual awakening, because it led me.
Speaker 1: To where I am now.
Speaker 2: And I had to have a come to CEC moment
Speaker 2: and say, Cec, you've been so strong and you've seen
Speaker 2: it from a higher perspective and you've transmuted the energy,
Speaker 2: and you started your own business, and you grew a following,
Speaker 2: and you got a book deal, and you have your
Speaker 2: own podcast, and you were you went to Bay is
Speaker 2: to speak on a panel with all other women podcasters,
Speaker 2: and you've created so many opportunities. You've met really cool people,
Speaker 2: you have courses and workbooks.
Speaker 1: But you still were hurt.
Speaker 2: And it was like I was trying to almost sugarcoat
Speaker 2: or bypass and I wasn't allowing myself to have two
Speaker 2: truths there and anytime someone doesn't acknowledge two truths. It
Speaker 2: makes me literally ghost psychotic. I have to go outside
Speaker 2: and touch the sand. Because there are multiple truths in reality,
Speaker 2: and that's why so many people live different lives. What's
Speaker 2: true for one person can be completely false for another,
Speaker 2: but because they believe it, that's what they see in
Speaker 2: their reality, because that's the nature of the electromagnetic fields
Speaker 2: we reside in. I for so long saw the good
Speaker 2: that came out of that circumstance. I for so long
Speaker 2: saw the silver lining, which is great and necessary to
Speaker 2: move forward. But I didn't allow myself to also fully
Speaker 2: feel the experience and the emotion of that betrayal. And
Speaker 2: I would tell myself, well, see, see, you weren't even
Speaker 2: on good terms with him. You guys were in a
Speaker 2: gray area. That's why he slept with someone else. But
Speaker 2: it doesn't matter. I still experienced a really intense emotion,
Speaker 2: and I still was really hurt. And that was still
Speaker 2: my best friend for seven years, and that still was
Speaker 2: shocking to me. On a deeper level, I spiritually and
Speaker 2: energetically know why I manifested that circumstance. I didn't know
Speaker 2: how to get out of the relationship. I needed that
Speaker 2: to happen in order to move on. And I also
Speaker 2: had an abandonment wound, and so that I ended up
Speaker 2: manifesting exactly that I was so afraid of being abandoned
Speaker 2: and betrayed. So that's what I manifested. But knowing why
Speaker 2: it happened energetically doesn't erase the pain of it. Higher
Speaker 2: perspective about the situation doesn't erase the pain of it.
Speaker 1: And this is my reminder to you.
Speaker 2: If you are too good at seeing the silver lining,
Speaker 2: if you are too good at overcoming circumstance, sometimes you
Speaker 2: might not be allowing yourself to fully feel an emotion.
Speaker 2: So your external reality is going to give you another
Speaker 2: trigger so you will allow the emotion to come to
Speaker 2: the surface. And that's what happened to me. I got
Speaker 2: freaking triggered. And I was even talking to my mom
Speaker 2: about this, and she's like, Ceci, you just got triggered.
Speaker 2: And it's probably because there was a couple of little
Speaker 2: things you still needed to release, and now you're releasing
Speaker 2: it and all is well, and it's so true. And
Speaker 2: then last night we have a new moon today, which
Speaker 2: is all about setting new seeds. If you're listening to this,
Speaker 2: it will be on a Thursday. But on that Wednesday,
Speaker 2: we had a new moon and last night I literally
Speaker 2: dreamt of my ex and my ex was saying to me,
Speaker 2: I am dating someone now, and I said, oh, okay,
Speaker 2: that's great, and we ended up going on a double date,
Speaker 2: which is so weird.
Speaker 1: It's so weird to dream about that.
Speaker 2: But when I woke up, I didn't feel sad he
Speaker 2: was dating someone else. I don't know why this makes
Speaker 2: me feel so weird, but I felt nothing. I felt
Speaker 2: nothing towards it, and I think it makes me emotional
Speaker 2: because I'm so happy to be in a neutral state.
Speaker 2: I'm proud of myself and I value.
Speaker 1: The work that I've done, and.
Speaker 3: I had always been so hard on myself. I did
Speaker 3: not think this was Wait, I'm sorry, I just remembered
Speaker 3: I said this was going to be a white podcast,
Speaker 3: and yet I'm hysterically crying.
Speaker 1: I don't even know CC five minutes ago. Who is
Speaker 1: that bitch? Who is that bitch?
Speaker 2: I don't know her, don't trust her, she can't be trusted.
Speaker 2: I'm so anew Now I changed my mind. We're going
Speaker 2: deep into the world here.
Speaker 1: Sorry. I thought this was gonna be light. I didn't
Speaker 1: know that.
Speaker 2: Uh, you know, I always ask God to speak through me.
Speaker 2: I asked the Holy Spirit to speak through me. I
Speaker 2: am God's instrument, and I guess this is what needed
Speaker 2: to be talked about today.
Speaker 1: I didn't know we were going to go down this path,
Speaker 1: but the one behold, here we are.
Speaker 2: So I felt nothing when I woke up, and to me,
Speaker 2: that signified that I've neutralized the attachment. I've neutralized the cord,
Speaker 2: and it is signifying to me today's a new moon.
Speaker 2: It's all about setting new intentions. I'm opening a new
Speaker 2: chapter because I finally allowed myself to feel those emotions.
Speaker 2: I have finally allowed myself to just cry it out
Speaker 2: and say, you know what, Yeah, that shit did hurt.
Speaker 2: I'm strong and I'm capable, and I'm proud of myself
Speaker 2: and I'm thankful for the experience.
Speaker 1: And the other truth is.
Speaker 2: That shit hurt. That hurt, and I have to value
Speaker 2: my own emotions. I have to value my own experience.
Speaker 2: I have to give myself space to breathe and feel
Speaker 2: because if I don't, who will. And acknowledging my own
Speaker 2: emotions has been so liberating, so freeing. And if you're
Speaker 2: listening to this, you're in alignment with my frequency, which
Speaker 2: means you're also turning the page on an old chapter
Speaker 2: and moving into a new one. You can't skip ahead
Speaker 2: because you won't understand where you're at if you don't
Speaker 2: go in chronological order. You have been healing in chronological order,
Speaker 2: and you're now turning the page. And I'm so proud
Speaker 2: of you for giving yourself time and space to feel
Speaker 2: and heal, and if you haven't, I encourage you to
Speaker 2: do so, because right now we are integrating a new reality.
Speaker 2: And I truly see this as a rite of passage.
Speaker 2: You're finally letting go of all those last chords and
Speaker 2: wounds to your past experiences, and you're releasing them. You're
Speaker 2: releasing all that doesn't serve you anymore. You're releasing all
Speaker 2: of the heartbreak. You're releasing the need to hold it together.
Speaker 2: Because for me always having to be the ken do
Speaker 2: you girl, I wanted to act like, yeah, I'm really
Speaker 2: strong and all as well, and part of that is true.
Speaker 2: I am able to overcome pretty easily, but that doesn't
Speaker 2: mean I have to negate and erase my feelings. I
Speaker 2: can overcome, I can see the greater picture, but I
Speaker 2: also need to acknowledge my emotions. The fourth part of
Speaker 2: releasing an emotion is to really give your inner child
Speaker 2: what she's craving. If she's feeling that she needs connection
Speaker 2: and she feels abandoned, how can you connect to her.
Speaker 2: You can do something you used to love to do
Speaker 2: as a child. You can color, go for a walk,
Speaker 2: or just meditate. If your in a child needs some
Speaker 2: time to disconnect from others, how can you give her that?
Speaker 2: Maybe refocusing on a current project or doing a face
Speaker 2: mask allow her to feel relaxed. We want to essentially
Speaker 2: create safety for our inner child to feel okay, so
Speaker 2: we can nurse the wound that created the pattern rather
Speaker 2: than recreate the pattern itself. Instead of me getting mad
Speaker 2: at the person who triggered me, because that's just it's
Speaker 2: not gonna help me, I can acknowledge someone has done
Speaker 2: me dirty, and I will always speak up for myself.
Speaker 1: And damn did I?
Speaker 2: I told that person that they are a feminine man
Speaker 2: who's weak and craves attention and they are insecure, which
Speaker 2: is all true, and they agreed with me, and I
Speaker 2: said period.
Speaker 1: And then I said, what is this trying to teach me?
Speaker 1: And I was able to just feel it, release it,
Speaker 1: to heal it.
Speaker 2: And then this dream was confirmation that this was tied
Speaker 2: to my ex and this was tied to my past experiences.
Speaker 2: But I'm just not that girl anymore. I'm choosing myself
Speaker 2: in every season of my life for the rest of
Speaker 2: my life. And I love love, and I love relationships,
Speaker 2: and I love joy, and I love and I love happiness,
Speaker 2: and I'm going to get all that in Moore, but
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do so in a way that serves me
Speaker 2: rather than depletes me or makes me feel like I'm
Speaker 2: running like a chicken without a head trying to be chosen.
Speaker 2: I just I'm like laughing because I did not think
Speaker 2: this is the direction the episode was going to go in.
Speaker 1: But we're out here.
Speaker 2: The other theme that I have seen come up this week,
Speaker 2: which I thought was interesting because of the new moon,
Speaker 2: which is a dark moon you can't really see a
Speaker 2: new moon in the sky, was a theme of illumination.
Speaker 2: You are going to be finding something out that you
Speaker 2: were questioning it. You were either thinking why did this
Speaker 2: happen to me? Or was there something I could have done?
Speaker 2: Or what the hell even was that that song?
Speaker 1: Lord?
Speaker 2: I think she sings. What even was that something along
Speaker 2: those lines. Again, lean not on your own understanding, but
Speaker 2: you are going to get the information where it's going
Speaker 2: to click for you. I recently was talking to someone
Speaker 2: and they saw this little song that's a kid song,
Speaker 2: and when they said.
Speaker 1: It, I go what, I go, how do you know
Speaker 1: that song?
Speaker 2: It's something along the lines of please don't touch me there,
Speaker 2: that's my no no square, something like that, And I'm thinking,
Speaker 2: how could you possibly know that song? When my most
Speaker 2: recent ex, the one for like three months, told me
Speaker 2: he made that song up? How could someone in a
Speaker 2: different state know this song that my eggs this is
Speaker 2: such a stupid lie told me he made up. So
Speaker 2: I say, wait, what, how do you know that? And
Speaker 2: he's like, what are you talking about? I was like,
Speaker 2: how do you know that song? And he goes, uh,
Speaker 2: I don't know. It's something you learned in school or
Speaker 2: from a show or something. I thought everyone knew that,
Speaker 2: and I go, oh, no, they don't.
Speaker 1: I didn't. But my ex did tell me that he
Speaker 1: made that up.
Speaker 2: And I have to find out like four months later
Speaker 2: or whatever, or the timing is is.
Speaker 1: Time even real anymore? Who knows?
Speaker 2: I have to find out four months later, three months later,
Speaker 2: two months later, whatever it is that that was a lie.
Speaker 1: But you always find out. I gotta say, I gotta say.
Speaker 2: If you use the source code, God or divine give
Speaker 2: me eyes to see, ears to hear in a heartful
Speaker 2: of discernment, you will see everything you need to see
Speaker 2: and then some Okay, how do you think I caught
Speaker 2: that man at the exact moment putting that other girl
Speaker 2: into her car. I was in a whole entire town.
Speaker 2: We were not at the same place. I had no
Speaker 2: idea where he was. How do you think I caught that?
Speaker 2: How do you think I saw what I saw a
Speaker 2: weekend ago? Or actually it was two weekends ago, now
Speaker 2: that I think about it. How do you think I
Speaker 2: saw that? Because I use that source code? How do
Speaker 2: you think I know things? I use that source code
Speaker 2: before I go to bed, I get the dreams or
Speaker 2: I see it in person. But I always find out.
Speaker 2: And even if I don't find out from that person
Speaker 2: or a dream, someone else will give me the information.
Speaker 2: You have to rely on yourself to be your own oracle.
Speaker 2: Because baby girl or baby boy, whoever you may be,
Speaker 2: or just baby I don't know. I don't know anymore.
Speaker 1: Too many lables where you are.
Speaker 2: You have to rely on yourself to be plugged in
Speaker 2: so people do not play in your face, not out
Speaker 2: of I need to protect myself, but out of self
Speaker 2: devotion and self love for your own incarnation, out of
Speaker 2: self respect. Okay, I truly believe that the truth will
Speaker 2: always come to the surface because the only thing that
Speaker 2: stands the test of time is the truth. So if
Speaker 2: there is something that you have been pondering about, I
Speaker 2: have been channeling that there's new information that's going to
Speaker 2: be coming to light for you. And it might not
Speaker 2: be information that you love, but it's gonna make sense.
Speaker 2: Where you were confused, you will have clarity. Where you
Speaker 2: were questioning, You will have clarity. Where you were unsure,
Speaker 2: you will have clarity. And these triggers that are coming
Speaker 2: up right now are to cleanse you, not to break you.
Speaker 2: The triggers that are coming up right now are to
Speaker 2: build you, not rip you apart. The triggers that are
Speaker 2: coming into your reality right now are not to steal
Speaker 2: your light. They're actually to upgrade your frequency. Because when
Speaker 2: you realize really how powerful you are, how lovely you are,
Speaker 2: and you start to act out of self devotion out
Speaker 2: of self respect for yourself, you completely integrate a new
Speaker 2: reality where you're inviting better opportunities, better people, better experiences.
Speaker 2: The triggers that are happening in your external reality are
Speaker 2: asking you, do you want to evolve into a more
Speaker 2: enlightened version of yourself? Or do you want want to
Speaker 2: devolve into a past version that you don't even want
Speaker 2: to exist as anymore. Every single trigger is an invitation.
Speaker 2: Do you want to evolve or do you want to devolve?
Speaker 2: Do you want to show up as your highest self
Speaker 2: or do you want to show up as you're inner child?
Speaker 2: Do you want to show up as who you know
Speaker 2: you truly are, or do you want to show up
Speaker 2: as some wounded version of you that was created by
Speaker 2: external circumstance and isn't actually in alignment with your truth.
Speaker 2: This is the season of really letting go of everything
Speaker 2: that doesn't serve you. If there are people clogging up
Speaker 2: your reality, get rid of them. What's the point. What's
Speaker 2: the point. You don't want a roster of human beings
Speaker 2: who are clogging up your ability to manifest. You don't
Speaker 2: want to be surrounded by people who don't match your energy,
Speaker 2: because then you're becoming the average of their energy, and
Speaker 2: that is only going to drag you down. I have
Speaker 2: been channeling this fire, this dragon energy, lilith energy, and
Speaker 2: I'm just being so blunt with people. I tell them,
Speaker 2: if you don't plan a date, I'm not gonna see you.
Speaker 2: I don't know what to tell you. If you don't
Speaker 2: pick me up, don't count me being there because I
Speaker 2: won't be if you don't put effort. I don't know, Like,
Speaker 2: that's just not my problem. I don't know what to
Speaker 2: tell you. You gotta be a person. You have to communicate.
Speaker 2: If all of my girlfriends can communicate, set a date,
Speaker 2: pack a place, we can all figure it out. I
Speaker 2: do think a man should be able to do that too.
Speaker 2: And you know what the right ones do, and they're
Speaker 2: so lovely and amazing. But you have to value you.
Speaker 2: You have to pay attention to your own emotions, and
Speaker 2: then you have to speak up for yourself. Once you
Speaker 2: acknowledge and value you, other people will too because you're
Speaker 2: gonna act different. And you teach people how to treat
Speaker 2: you based on how you're treating yourself. So if you
Speaker 2: want the best treatment, babe, a girl, treat yourself the.
Speaker 1: Best for the summer solstice. What did I do?
Speaker 2: I bought myself roses and I meditated with the rose
Speaker 2: because I've been connecting a lot to the rose lineage
Speaker 2: and the essence of the rose, and reminding myself to
Speaker 2: bloom on my own accordance, in my own pace, on
Speaker 2: my own time, and connecting with the rose is really
Speaker 2: grounding for me. It really puts me back into my body,
Speaker 2: and it's a path of remembrance to go back into
Speaker 2: my feminine energy, to lean back to breathe, to know
Speaker 2: that all is happening for me, not to me. This year,
Speaker 2: I've been practicing self devotion, buying myself the flowers, making
Speaker 2: sure I'm treating myself well, because when I treat myself well,
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm on top.
Speaker 1: Of the world.
Speaker 2: When I'm trying to run around for everyone else, I
Speaker 2: hate the way I feel, and then I hate everyone too.
Speaker 2: So instead of getting mad at the people you're dating,
Speaker 2: instead of lowering your standard just to hate them anyway,
Speaker 2: treat yourself like the best person you've ever met in
Speaker 2: your whole entire life, because the person you incornated as
Speaker 2: is gonna be with you for the rest of your life.
Speaker 2: You better get to know them, you better treat them right,
Speaker 2: and you better hold them close to you. It's never
Speaker 2: too late to change your luck. That was a song
Speaker 2: I was channeling revolution. This is your revolution era. You
Speaker 2: are being crowned, and heavy is the head that wears
Speaker 2: the crown. The greater magnetic energy, the greater responsibility to
Speaker 2: cut off the people who aren't for you, because when
Speaker 2: you're magnetic, you're going to be attracting everyone. I was
Speaker 2: out to lunch with my mother and my mother's friend,
Speaker 2: and even the waiter there was like, can I get
Speaker 2: your Instagram? When you're magnetic, you attract everyone. So you
Speaker 2: have to make sure that your standard is high. Why
Speaker 2: what did we talk about last week? Having a high
Speaker 2: standard out of self devotion? Is there to protect you
Speaker 2: from low quality experiences. You don't need to experience that
Speaker 2: they have nothing to do with you. I love you
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Speaker 2: in an unknown season, you gotta known God.
Speaker 1: I love you, Mam.
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