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<v Speaker 1>Cancel, cancel.

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<v Speaker 2>Sorry, Well, hello, there come here often, I shure, I hope.

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<v Speaker 2>So this episode's gonna be a little different than most,

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<v Speaker 2>because what the hell is going on on the world stage?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I was out at a club this weekend and I

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<v Speaker 2>got a text message about what the American government was doing,

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<v Speaker 2>and I simply looked up from my phone, looked around,

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<v Speaker 2>felt like everyone was demonic, okay, and then I just

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<v Speaker 2>ran out of the club and I hugged a tree

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<v Speaker 2>for about five minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>I needed to ground myself, and.

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<v Speaker 2>The club wasn't gonna do that for me, you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I mean? It just like wasn't happening. I know

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<v Speaker 2>that there's so much going on in the world right now.

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<v Speaker 2>So today we're really gonna have a good old time.

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<v Speaker 2>We're really gonna chat, We're really going to relax, and

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<v Speaker 2>we're gonna bring some light to the darkness that is happening.

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<v Speaker 2>My mission on the planet isn't necessarily to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>things that are happening on the world stage, but to

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<v Speaker 2>bring light to our own personal realities so that we

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<v Speaker 2>simply make it out alive.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I get a name? Amen?

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<v Speaker 2>I want us to remember our God given ability to

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<v Speaker 2>transmute energy to take the hardship okay, and harness it

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<v Speaker 2>into power, into humor, into love, and to joy into light.

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<v Speaker 2>I know there's a lot going on. It's totally cool

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<v Speaker 2>to unplug, to reground yourself. Go hug a tree. That's

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<v Speaker 2>what I did. I felt better. It will help you

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<v Speaker 2>make sure you're moving your body. But I do want

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<v Speaker 2>to say welcome.

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<v Speaker 1>What's up?

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<v Speaker 2>Positive bitches? How are you doing today? If you're hearing

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<v Speaker 2>this episode, then you are meant to be here. So

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<v Speaker 2>okeep listening Ah That Bitch is Positive podcast. Sometimes we

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<v Speaker 2>will laugh. Other times, Baby, we're gonna cry, but we'll

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<v Speaker 2>always walk away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self.

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<v Speaker 2>That is Babe in true connection with herself himself, human self.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't care what you are. If you want to

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<v Speaker 2>transcend your current reality and you want to embody your

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<v Speaker 2>most magnetic self, then you have found the perfect god.

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<v Speaker 2>On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so

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<v Speaker 2>we can step into exactly who we came here to be,

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<v Speaker 2>positive bitches. If you've not yet gotten your copy of

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<v Speaker 2>Show Up as Her, be sure to grab a copy.

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<v Speaker 2>I will link them in the show notes. You can

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<v Speaker 2>also go to my Instagram and go to my highlight

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<v Speaker 2>that says Vitamin CC for more information. Don't forget that

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<v Speaker 2>I am a certified life and energy coach. I'm an

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<v Speaker 2>intuitive channel and I do offer one on one sessions.

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<v Speaker 2>You can DM me on Instagram at Vibe with CC.

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<v Speaker 2>The link will be in the show notes for more information.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's the perfect season to take a course, learn

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<v Speaker 2>or maybe get one of my workbooks Decoding the Divine

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<v Speaker 2>or how to Step into Your Divine Feminine Energy. All

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<v Speaker 2>the links again will be in the show notes. I

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<v Speaker 2>keep channeling lean not on your own understanding, trust me.

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<v Speaker 2>I also have that feminine urge to know why why

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<v Speaker 2>why why?

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<v Speaker 1>Why? Why would this happen? To me, why is this

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<v Speaker 1>occurring in my reality? Why me?

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<v Speaker 2>If you try to figure out your reality with your

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<v Speaker 2>logical mind right now, good luck, good luck? Miss me

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<v Speaker 2>with that? Okay, miss me with that? Not me, not today,

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<v Speaker 2>not tomorrow. I recently experienced a trigger last weekend, and

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<v Speaker 2>I at first was asking myself, why, why is this

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<v Speaker 2>happening to me? And I was trying to use my

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<v Speaker 2>logical mind, and I said, Ceci.

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<v Speaker 1>You know better than this.

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<v Speaker 2>When something pops up in our life and it triggers us,

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<v Speaker 2>that's an invitation to release lower vibrational emotions. It's an

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<v Speaker 2>invitation to release our past. It's an invitation to show

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<v Speaker 2>up as who we really are instead of showing up

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<v Speaker 2>as who we have.

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<v Speaker 1>Learned to be.

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<v Speaker 2>And I want to read you a little passage from

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<v Speaker 2>my book show up as Her be sure to get

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<v Speaker 2>a copy, page eight nine. How can you interrupt those

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<v Speaker 2>intense feelings that seem to just happen? We must peer

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<v Speaker 2>into the patterns we are presented with. I don't believe

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<v Speaker 2>a pattern would keep showing up if it had nothing

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<v Speaker 2>to teach us. The pattern is pointing you toward a

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<v Speaker 2>greater truth, emotion, or wound that needs your love and attention.

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<v Speaker 2>When you feel an intense fear or emotion, you want

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<v Speaker 2>to pause and ground yourself instead of dissociating, instead of

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<v Speaker 2>eating the bag of oreos hello, going out, drinking, or eating.

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<v Speaker 2>You want to look straight at this feeling. First, create

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<v Speaker 2>space for the emotion to have the spotlight. Try to

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<v Speaker 2>identify where you are feeling this emotion and what it

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<v Speaker 2>feels like. For example, I feel an emptiness in my

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<v Speaker 2>stomach and I feel afraid.

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<v Speaker 1>To be alone.

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<v Speaker 2>Secondly, allow yourself to actually feel the emotion. If you

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<v Speaker 2>want to cry, cry, if you need to scream into

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<v Speaker 2>a pillow, scream into a damn pillow. If that isn't

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<v Speaker 2>feeling good, try punching a pillow. I personally like to

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<v Speaker 2>put on City Girls and shake my ass to the

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<v Speaker 2>sun comes up. But hey, maybe that's just me. Any

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<v Speaker 2>sort of movement is welcomed during the release phase. If

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<v Speaker 2>you have ever seen two dogs playing, when they step

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<v Speaker 2>away from one another, you may have noticed they both

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<v Speaker 2>wiggled their bodies. Dogs instinctively know that after an interaction

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<v Speaker 2>they must wiggle their bodies to release the energy from

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<v Speaker 2>that prior interaction rather than holding onto it. Movement helps

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<v Speaker 2>us release energy. So, girl, if you need to work,

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<v Speaker 2>do the damn thing. Say to yourself, I allow myself

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<v Speaker 2>to release all that no longer serves me. Thirdly, ground

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<v Speaker 2>yourself in your body. Look around the room, what do

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<v Speaker 2>you see, what day is it, what are you currently doing?

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<v Speaker 2>Bring yourself back to your own experience, in your own body.

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<v Speaker 2>I recently, like I said, got triggered, and at first

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<v Speaker 2>I was having that initial logical response of why why, why,

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<v Speaker 2>why why, and wanting to cry and scream in all

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<v Speaker 2>of those good things. And I realize that this experience

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<v Speaker 2>was inviting me to release emotions I still had that

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<v Speaker 2>were in my vessel tied to my seven year relationship.

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<v Speaker 2>For me to try to understand at first this trigger

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<v Speaker 2>why is this happening to me? That wasn't going to

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<v Speaker 2>help me. It wasn't until I sat back and said, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>right now, I'm feeling a sense of betrayal. I'm feeling

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<v Speaker 2>ignored and I'm feeling rejected. Where have I felt this before?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>I know when my ex decided to sleep with me

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<v Speaker 2>and another girl in the same twelve hours. That's right,

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<v Speaker 2>That's when I felt completely ignored, rejected, and betrayed. Wopsie, Daisy,

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<v Speaker 2>I remember now, And so I said, these emotions are

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<v Speaker 2>not being triggered or coming up to the surface because

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<v Speaker 2>God wants to play with my life, because God is

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<v Speaker 2>looking for a giggle and wants to bully me, because

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<v Speaker 2>the divine is bored. These emotions are coming up because

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<v Speaker 2>everything is always happening for me, trying to teach me something,

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<v Speaker 2>trying to help me release something.

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<v Speaker 1>So what do I need to look at?

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<v Speaker 2>And when I felt these emotions of betrayal and rejection,

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<v Speaker 2>it reminded me of another person I dated. Where we

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<v Speaker 2>were this was last year, and we were planning to

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<v Speaker 2>meet up, and then instead of him coming to where

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<v Speaker 2>I was at, I watched him.

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<v Speaker 1>Put another girl into his car.

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<v Speaker 2>And then I literally took out my phone and sent

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<v Speaker 2>a valid voice message of so fun watching you take

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<v Speaker 2>another girl into your car.

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<v Speaker 1>That was great.

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<v Speaker 2>Between being betrayed originally by the long term ex and

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<v Speaker 2>then that experience and then something that popped up last weekend,

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<v Speaker 2>all of those emotions came flooding.

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<v Speaker 1>And this was.

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<v Speaker 2>Inviting me to finally release these emotions because I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>that girl anymore. I don't wait around to be chosen.

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<v Speaker 2>God already chose me, and I chose to incarnate. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't need to be chosen and by someone outside of myself.

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<v Speaker 2>If you can't see my value, I think you're blind.

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<v Speaker 2>And frankly, I think you're kind of dumb. But that

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<v Speaker 2>has nothing to do with me. Maybe we're not a

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<v Speaker 2>vibrational match, or maybe you are stupid.

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<v Speaker 1>How am I supposed to know? I don't know you.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know you at all? What the helly?

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<v Speaker 2>Anyway, I had to take this in stride, and so

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<v Speaker 2>what did I do? I named the emotion. That's the

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<v Speaker 2>first step. So I said, Okay, you know I feel

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<v Speaker 2>in my stomach and a lot of us what do

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<v Speaker 2>we do? We hold on to weight in our stomach

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<v Speaker 2>because we're not processing these emotions. So I said, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel kind of empty, like my stomach is just

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<v Speaker 2>a gap, and I feel betrayed. Secondly, I allowed myself

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<v Speaker 2>to cry. I allowed myself to say, yeah, you know what,

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<v Speaker 2>this hurts. And it's so funny because now that I'm

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<v Speaker 2>dating people and I'm in Florida, when people ask me

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<v Speaker 2>about my past experiences and I tell them about my

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<v Speaker 2>ex that I had for seven years, tell them the

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<v Speaker 2>story of how that whole thing happened. And if you

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<v Speaker 2>didn't read my book, I'll give you a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>But basically, I was cooking steak with my ex and

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<v Speaker 2>then I saw a text message from God knows her name,

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<v Speaker 2>let's just call her Rebecca.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't remember what it was, and I saw he

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<v Speaker 1>was texting a girl.

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<v Speaker 2>It took me three hours to get the truth out,

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<v Speaker 2>and then I found out he slept with this girl,

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<v Speaker 2>even though he was trying to deny it for three hours.

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<v Speaker 2>And that experience really triggered my spiritual wakening. So I

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<v Speaker 2>always looked back and I would say to myself, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that sucked, that hurt.

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<v Speaker 1>It was deep betrayal.

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<v Speaker 2>But I would always say, you know what, from a

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<v Speaker 2>higher perspective, it triggered my spiritual awakening. It's a reason

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<v Speaker 2>I got onto TikTok. It's a reason I went to therapy.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a reason I started going to Raki Healer's and

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<v Speaker 2>reading self to development. So I always said to myself,

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<v Speaker 2>it's not that big of a deal. It's not that

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<v Speaker 2>big of a deal. It is though, because when I

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<v Speaker 2>would tell people that I am now meeting what happened

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<v Speaker 2>to me, they would look at me like I just

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<v Speaker 2>said the most vile, disgusting thing on the planet.

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<v Speaker 1>And oh, this is making me emotional.

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<v Speaker 2>I really tried to be so strong about it for

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<v Speaker 2>so long, Like, yeah, he slept with me in another

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<v Speaker 2>girl in the seame twelve hours. Yeah he said he

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<v Speaker 2>was just dog watching on Long Island, even though he

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<v Speaker 2>was coming to my house to see me. Yeah, he

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<v Speaker 2>completely sexed someone for multiple days. But it's fine because

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<v Speaker 2>of the trigger of my spiritual awakening, because it led me.

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<v Speaker 1>To where I am now.

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<v Speaker 2>And I had to have a come to CEC moment

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<v Speaker 2>and say, Cec, you've been so strong and you've seen

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<v Speaker 2>it from a higher perspective and you've transmuted the energy,

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<v Speaker 2>and you started your own business, and you grew a following,

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<v Speaker 2>to speak on a panel with all other women podcasters,

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<v Speaker 2>and you've created so many opportunities. You've met really cool people,

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<v Speaker 1>But you still were hurt.

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<v Speaker 2>And it was like I was trying to almost sugarcoat

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<v Speaker 2>truths there and anytime someone doesn't acknowledge two truths. It

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<v Speaker 2>makes me literally ghost psychotic. I have to go outside

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<v Speaker 2>and touch the sand. Because there are multiple truths in reality,

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<v Speaker 2>and that's why so many people live different lives. What's

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<v Speaker 2>we reside in. I for so long saw the good

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<v Speaker 2>saw the silver lining, which is great and necessary to

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<v Speaker 2>move forward. But I didn't allow myself to also fully

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<v Speaker 2>feel the experience and the emotion of that betrayal. And

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<v Speaker 2>I would tell myself, well, see, see, you weren't even

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<v Speaker 2>on good terms with him. You guys were in a

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<v Speaker 2>gray area. That's why he slept with someone else. But

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<v Speaker 2>it doesn't matter. I still experienced a really intense emotion,

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<v Speaker 2>and I still was really hurt. And that was still

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<v Speaker 2>my best friend for seven years, and that still was

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<v Speaker 2>shocking to me. On a deeper level, I spiritually and

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<v Speaker 2>energetically know why I manifested that circumstance. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 2>how to get out of the relationship. I needed that

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<v Speaker 2>to happen in order to move on. And I also

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<v Speaker 2>had an abandonment wound, and so that I ended up

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<v Speaker 2>manifesting exactly that I was so afraid of being abandoned

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<v Speaker 2>and betrayed. So that's what I manifested. But knowing why

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<v Speaker 2>it happened energetically doesn't erase the pain of it. Higher

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<v Speaker 2>perspective about the situation doesn't erase the pain of it.

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<v Speaker 1>And this is my reminder to you.

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<v Speaker 2>the surface. And that's what happened to me. I got

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<v Speaker 2>freaking triggered. And I was even talking to my mom

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<v Speaker 2>about this, and she's like, Ceci, you just got triggered.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's probably because there was a couple of little

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<v Speaker 2>things you still needed to release, and now you're releasing

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<v Speaker 2>it and all is well, and it's so true. And

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<v Speaker 2>then last night we have a new moon today, which

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<v Speaker 2>it will be on a Thursday. But on that Wednesday,

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<v Speaker 2>we had a new moon and last night I literally

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<v Speaker 2>dreamt of my ex and my ex was saying to me,

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<v Speaker 2>I am dating someone now, and I said, oh, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>that's great, and we ended up going on a double date,

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<v Speaker 2>which is so weird.

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<v Speaker 1>It's so weird to dream about that.

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<v Speaker 2>But when I woke up, I didn't feel sad he

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<v Speaker 2>was dating someone else. I don't know why this makes

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<v Speaker 2>me feel so weird, but I felt nothing. I felt

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<v Speaker 2>nothing towards it, and I think it makes me emotional

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<v Speaker 2>because I'm so happy to be in a neutral state.

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<v Speaker 1>The work that I've done, and.

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<v Speaker 3>I had always been so hard on myself. I did

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<v Speaker 3>not think this was Wait, I'm sorry, I just remembered

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<v Speaker 3>and yet I'm hysterically crying.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know CC five minutes ago. Who is

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<v Speaker 1>that bitch? Who is that bitch?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know her, don't trust her, she can't be trusted.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so anew Now I changed my mind. We're going

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<v Speaker 2>deep into the world here.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry. I thought this was gonna be light. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>know that.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, you know, I always ask God to speak through me.

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<v Speaker 2>I asked the Holy Spirit to speak through me. I

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<v Speaker 2>am God's instrument, and I guess this is what needed

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<v Speaker 2>to be talked about today.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know we were going to go down this path,

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<v Speaker 1>but the one behold, here we are.

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<v Speaker 2>So I felt nothing when I woke up, and to me,

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<v Speaker 2>that signified that I've neutralized the attachment. I've neutralized the cord,

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<v Speaker 2>and it is signifying to me today's a new moon.

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<v Speaker 2>It's all about setting new intentions. I'm opening a new

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<v Speaker 2>chapter because I finally allowed myself to feel those emotions.

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<v Speaker 2>I have finally allowed myself to just cry it out

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<v Speaker 2>and say, you know what, Yeah, that shit did hurt.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm strong and I'm capable, and I'm proud of myself

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm thankful for the experience.

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<v Speaker 1>And the other truth is.

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<v Speaker 2>That shit hurt. That hurt, and I have to value

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<v Speaker 2>my own emotions. I have to value my own experience.

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<v Speaker 2>I have to give myself space to breathe and feel

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<v Speaker 2>because if I don't, who will. And acknowledging my own

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<v Speaker 2>emotions has been so liberating, so freeing. And if you're

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<v Speaker 2>listening to this, you're in alignment with my frequency, which

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<v Speaker 2>means you're also turning the page on an old chapter

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<v Speaker 2>and moving into a new one. You can't skip ahead

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<v Speaker 2>because you won't understand where you're at if you don't

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<v Speaker 2>go in chronological order. You have been healing in chronological order,

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<v Speaker 2>and you're now turning the page. And I'm so proud

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<v Speaker 2>of you for giving yourself time and space to feel

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<v Speaker 2>and heal, and if you haven't, I encourage you to

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<v Speaker 2>do so, because right now we are integrating a new reality.

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<v Speaker 2>And I truly see this as a rite of passage.

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<v Speaker 2>You're finally letting go of all those last chords and

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<v Speaker 2>wounds to your past experiences, and you're releasing them. You're

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<v Speaker 2>releasing all that doesn't serve you anymore. You're releasing all

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<v Speaker 2>of the heartbreak. You're releasing the need to hold it together.

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<v Speaker 2>Because for me always having to be the ken do

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<v Speaker 2>you girl, I wanted to act like, yeah, I'm really

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<v Speaker 2>strong and all as well, and part of that is true.

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<v Speaker 2>I am able to overcome pretty easily, but that doesn't

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<v Speaker 2>mean I have to negate and erase my feelings. I

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<v Speaker 2>can overcome, I can see the greater picture, but I

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<v Speaker 2>also need to acknowledge my emotions. The fourth part of

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<v Speaker 2>what she's craving. If she's feeling that she needs connection

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<v Speaker 2>and she feels abandoned, how can you connect to her.

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<v Speaker 2>You can do something you used to love to do

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<v Speaker 2>as a child. You can color, go for a walk,

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<v Speaker 2>or just meditate. If your in a child needs some

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<v Speaker 2>time to disconnect from others, how can you give her that?

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe refocusing on a current project or doing a face

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<v Speaker 2>mask allow her to feel relaxed. We want to essentially

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<v Speaker 2>create safety for our inner child to feel okay, so

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<v Speaker 2>we can nurse the wound that created the pattern rather

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<v Speaker 2>than recreate the pattern itself. Instead of me getting mad

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<v Speaker 2>at the person who triggered me, because that's just it's

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<v Speaker 2>not gonna help me, I can acknowledge someone has done

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<v Speaker 2>me dirty, and I will always speak up for myself.

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<v Speaker 1>And damn did I?

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<v Speaker 2>I told that person that they are a feminine man

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<v Speaker 2>who's weak and craves attention and they are insecure, which

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<v Speaker 2>is all true, and they agreed with me, and I

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<v Speaker 2>said period.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I said, what is this trying to teach me?

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<v Speaker 1>And I was able to just feel it, release it,

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<v Speaker 1>to heal it.

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<v Speaker 2>And then this dream was confirmation that this was tied

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<v Speaker 2>to my ex and this was tied to my past experiences.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm just not that girl anymore. I'm choosing myself

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<v Speaker 2>in every season of my life for the rest of

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<v Speaker 2>my life. And I love love, and I love relationships,

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<v Speaker 2>and I love joy, and I love and I love happiness,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm going to get all that in Moore, but

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna do so in a way that serves me

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<v Speaker 2>rather than depletes me or makes me feel like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>running like a chicken without a head trying to be chosen.

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<v Speaker 2>I just I'm like laughing because I did not think

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<v Speaker 2>this is the direction the episode was going to go in.

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<v Speaker 1>But we're out here.

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<v Speaker 2>The other theme that I have seen come up this week,

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<v Speaker 2>which I thought was interesting because of the new moon,

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<v Speaker 2>which is a dark moon you can't really see a

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<v Speaker 2>new moon in the sky, was a theme of illumination.

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<v Speaker 2>You are going to be finding something out that you

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<v Speaker 2>were questioning it. You were either thinking why did this

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<v Speaker 2>happen to me? Or was there something I could have done?

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<v Speaker 2>Or what the hell even was that that song?

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<v Speaker 1>Lord?

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<v Speaker 2>I think she sings. What even was that something along

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<v Speaker 2>those lines. Again, lean not on your own understanding, but

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<v Speaker 2>you are going to get the information where it's going

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<v Speaker 2>to click for you. I recently was talking to someone

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<v Speaker 2>and they saw this little song that's a kid song,

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<v Speaker 2>and when they said.

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<v Speaker 1>It, I go what, I go, how do you know

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<v Speaker 1>that song?

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<v Speaker 2>It's something along the lines of please don't touch me there,

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<v Speaker 2>that's my no no square, something like that, And I'm thinking,

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<v Speaker 2>how could you possibly know that song? When my most

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<v Speaker 2>recent ex, the one for like three months, told me

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<v Speaker 2>he made that song up? How could someone in a

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<v Speaker 2>different state know this song that my eggs this is

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<v Speaker 2>such a stupid lie told me he made up. So

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<v Speaker 2>I say, wait, what, how do you know that? And

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<v Speaker 2>he's like, what are you talking about? I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>how do you know that song? And he goes, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. It's something you learned in school or

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<v Speaker 2>from a show or something. I thought everyone knew that,

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<v Speaker 2>and I go, oh, no, they don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't. But my ex did tell me that he

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<v Speaker 1>made that up.

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<v Speaker 2>And I have to find out like four months later

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<v Speaker 2>or whatever, or the timing is is.

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<v Speaker 1>Time even real anymore? Who knows?

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<v Speaker 2>I have to find out four months later, three months later,

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<v Speaker 2>two months later, whatever it is that that was a lie.

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<v Speaker 1>But you always find out. I gotta say, I gotta say.

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<v Speaker 2>If you use the source code, God or divine give

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<v Speaker 2>me eyes to see, ears to hear in a heartful

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<v Speaker 2>of discernment, you will see everything you need to see

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<v Speaker 2>and then some Okay, how do you think I caught

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<v Speaker 2>that man at the exact moment putting that other girl

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<v Speaker 2>into her car. I was in a whole entire town.

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<v Speaker 2>We were not at the same place. I had no

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<v Speaker 2>idea where he was. How do you think I caught that?

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<v Speaker 2>How do you think I saw what I saw a

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<v Speaker 2>weekend ago? Or actually it was two weekends ago, now

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<v Speaker 2>that I think about it. How do you think I

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<v Speaker 2>saw that? Because I use that source code? How do

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<v Speaker 2>you think I know things? I use that source code

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<v Speaker 2>before I go to bed, I get the dreams or

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<v Speaker 2>I see it in person. But I always find out.

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<v Speaker 2>And even if I don't find out from that person

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<v Speaker 2>or a dream, someone else will give me the information.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to rely on yourself to be your own oracle.

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<v Speaker 2>Because baby girl or baby boy, whoever you may be,

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<v Speaker 2>or just baby I don't know. I don't know anymore.

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<v Speaker 1>Too many lables where you are.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to rely on yourself to be plugged in

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<v Speaker 2>so people do not play in your face, not out

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<v Speaker 2>of I need to protect myself, but out of self

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<v Speaker 2>devotion and self love for your own incarnation, out of

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<v Speaker 2>self respect. Okay, I truly believe that the truth will

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<v Speaker 2>always come to the surface because the only thing that

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<v Speaker 2>stands the test of time is the truth. So if

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<v Speaker 2>there is something that you have been pondering about, I

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<v Speaker 2>have been channeling that there's new information that's going to

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<v Speaker 2>be coming to light for you. And it might not

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<v Speaker 2>be information that you love, but it's gonna make sense.

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<v Speaker 2>Where you were confused, you will have clarity. Where you

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<v Speaker 2>were questioning, You will have clarity. Where you were unsure,

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<v Speaker 2>you will have clarity. And these triggers that are coming

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<v Speaker 2>up right now are to cleanse you, not to break you.

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<v Speaker 2>The triggers that are coming up right now are to

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<v Speaker 2>build you, not rip you apart. The triggers that are

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<v Speaker 2>coming into your reality right now are not to steal

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<v Speaker 2>your light. They're actually to upgrade your frequency. Because when

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<v Speaker 2>you realize really how powerful you are, how lovely you are,

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<v Speaker 2>and you start to act out of self devotion out

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<v Speaker 2>of self respect for yourself, you completely integrate a new

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<v Speaker 2>reality where you're inviting better opportunities, better people, better experiences.

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<v Speaker 2>The triggers that are happening in your external reality are

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<v Speaker 2>asking you, do you want to evolve into a more

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<v Speaker 2>enlightened version of yourself? Or do you want want to

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<v Speaker 2>devolve into a past version that you don't even want

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<v Speaker 2>to exist as anymore. Every single trigger is an invitation.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you want to evolve or do you want to devolve?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you want to show up as your highest self

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<v Speaker 2>or do you want to show up as you're inner child?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you want to show up as who you know

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<v Speaker 2>you truly are, or do you want to show up

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<v Speaker 2>as some wounded version of you that was created by

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<v Speaker 2>external circumstance and isn't actually in alignment with your truth.

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<v Speaker 2>This is the season of really letting go of everything

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<v Speaker 2>that doesn't serve you. If there are people clogging up

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<v Speaker 2>your reality, get rid of them. What's the point. What's

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<v Speaker 2>the point. You don't want a roster of human beings

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<v Speaker 2>who are clogging up your ability to manifest. You don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to be surrounded by people who don't match your energy,

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<v Speaker 2>because then you're becoming the average of their energy, and

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<v Speaker 2>that is only going to drag you down. I have

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<v Speaker 2>been channeling this fire, this dragon energy, lilith energy, and

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just being so blunt with people. I tell them,

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<v Speaker 2>if you don't plan a date, I'm not gonna see you.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what to tell you. If you don't

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<v Speaker 2>pick me up, don't count me being there because I

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<v Speaker 2>won't be if you don't put effort. I don't know, Like,

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<v Speaker 2>that's just not my problem. I don't know what to

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<v Speaker 2>tell you. You gotta be a person. You have to communicate.

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<v Speaker 2>If all of my girlfriends can communicate, set a date,

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<v Speaker 2>pack a place, we can all figure it out. I

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<v Speaker 2>do think a man should be able to do that too.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know what the right ones do, and they're

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<v Speaker 2>so lovely and amazing. But you have to value you.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to pay attention to your own emotions, and

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<v Speaker 2>then you have to speak up for yourself. Once you

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<v Speaker 2>acknowledge and value you, other people will too because you're

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<v Speaker 2>gonna act different. And you teach people how to treat

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<v Speaker 2>you based on how you're treating yourself. So if you

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<v Speaker 2>want the best treatment, babe, a girl, treat yourself the.

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<v Speaker 1>Best for the summer solstice. What did I do?

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<v Speaker 2>I bought myself roses and I meditated with the rose

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<v Speaker 2>because I've been connecting a lot to the rose lineage

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<v Speaker 2>and the essence of the rose, and reminding myself to

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<v Speaker 2>bloom on my own accordance, in my own pace, on

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<v Speaker 2>my own time, and connecting with the rose is really

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<v Speaker 2>grounding for me. It really puts me back into my body,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's a path of remembrance to go back into

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<v Speaker 2>my feminine energy, to lean back to breathe, to know

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<v Speaker 2>that all is happening for me, not to me. This year,

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<v Speaker 2>I've been practicing self devotion, buying myself the flowers, making

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<v Speaker 2>sure I'm treating myself well, because when I treat myself well,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I'm on top.

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<v Speaker 1>Of the world.

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<v Speaker 2>When I'm trying to run around for everyone else, I

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<v Speaker 2>hate the way I feel, and then I hate everyone too.

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<v Speaker 2>So instead of getting mad at the people you're dating,

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<v Speaker 2>instead of lowering your standard just to hate them anyway,

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<v Speaker 2>treat yourself like the best person you've ever met in

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<v Speaker 2>your whole entire life, because the person you incornated as

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<v Speaker 2>is gonna be with you for the rest of your life.

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<v Speaker 2>You better get to know them, you better treat them right,

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<v Speaker 2>and you better hold them close to you. It's never

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<v Speaker 2>too late to change your luck. That was a song

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<v Speaker 2>I was channeling revolution. This is your revolution era. You

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<v Speaker 2>are being crowned, and heavy is the head that wears

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<v Speaker 2>the crown. The greater magnetic energy, the greater responsibility to

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<v Speaker 2>cut off the people who aren't for you, because when

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<v Speaker 2>you're magnetic, you're going to be attracting everyone. I was

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<v Speaker 2>out to lunch with my mother and my mother's friend,

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<v Speaker 2>and even the waiter there was like, can I get

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<v Speaker 2>your Instagram? When you're magnetic, you attract everyone. So you

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<v Speaker 2>have to make sure that your standard is high. Why

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<v Speaker 2>what did we talk about last week? Having a high

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<v Speaker 2>standard out of self devotion? Is there to protect you

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<v Speaker 2>from low quality experiences. You don't need to experience that

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<v Speaker 2>they have nothing to do with you. I love you

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<v Speaker 2>so much. Remember the powers always within. If you haven't

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<v Speaker 2>gotten your copy of Show Up as Her, be sure

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<v Speaker 2>to do that. If you would like a one on

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<v Speaker 2>one session with me, whether you want an energy reading

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<v Speaker 2>or to book one of my pasthsckages. I have everything

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<v Speaker 2>from shadow work in our child work, magnetic mastery, program.

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<v Speaker 2>You can DM me now on Instagram to find out more,

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<v Speaker 2>and of course I have a plethora of courses that

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<v Speaker 2>will aid you in whatever sphere of your life that

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<v Speaker 2>you're looking to grow within. The Sparkle and Me as

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<v Speaker 2>always honors to sparkle in you. Remember, even if you're

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<v Speaker 2>in an unknown season, you gotta known God.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you, Mam.

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<v Speaker 3>Cancer.

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<v Speaker 1>Cancel cancer,