1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:10,480 Speaker 1: The concentration you know and his name. And then he said, 2 00:00:10,839 --> 00:00:18,920 are one, because I know to the oldest where the 3 00:00:19,039 --> 00:00:26,600 drama is unclosed. Really the story is told us in 4 00:00:26,719 --> 00:00:30,760 the third chapter of the Book of Experts. It's the 5 00:00:30,839 --> 00:00:38,359 conversation between Mode and God. So when we use the 6 00:00:38,439 --> 00:00:41,920 word Moses or any known in scripture of this gris 7 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:46,200 verd in mind. These are not persed as you and 8 00:00:46,320 --> 00:00:51,240 I a fist. These are takes of consciousness through with 9 00:00:51,560 --> 00:00:57,600 you the admircon you, and you pass until you are 10 00:00:57,679 --> 00:01:01,039 wait into the being that moving we are h So 11 00:01:01,079 --> 00:01:04,120 when we speak of motives or we speak of Jesus Christ, 12 00:01:04,319 --> 00:01:08,079 we are speaking of a state of confidences. And so 13 00:01:08,719 --> 00:01:11,280 and God takes to motives, or Moses take to God. 14 00:01:12,959 --> 00:01:16,799 And when I come to the people of gidiness, and 15 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:22,120 I say to God, of your fowls the thing, and 16 00:01:22,239 --> 00:01:27,000 they tell to me, what is his name? What shall 17 00:01:27,079 --> 00:01:32,959 I say? God takes of Moses says this to the 18 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:40,840 comple I am, that is who I am. And say 19 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:46,719 this to the people of I am. I take me 20 00:01:47,439 --> 00:01:52,840 to you. This is my name forever, and by this 21 00:01:53,120 --> 00:01:59,560 name I tell the nets throughout all generations. Now Here 22 00:01:59,799 --> 00:02:05,760 is Adam Bracy here it is a fourth l is 23 00:02:05,799 --> 00:02:10,599 this paper conscious as the word Moses means. Moses means 24 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:14,039 that which is to be born. It is the old 25 00:02:14,120 --> 00:02:19,439 perfect of the egypt to birds to be born, something 26 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:23,280 that's coming to birth. It is not yet being involved. 27 00:02:23,879 --> 00:02:27,240 So Moses cannot go into the promised land. If you 28 00:02:27,319 --> 00:02:31,439 know the players, he remains that and he dies, and 29 00:02:31,599 --> 00:02:35,360 no one knows the buried place of Modes. There is 30 00:02:35,439 --> 00:02:38,039 a sink of consciousness that does not think. It's a 31 00:02:38,159 --> 00:02:43,960 post lala that we must be born in that So 32 00:02:44,360 --> 00:02:51,400 who are coming from without? Well? Eventually must be heard somebody? 33 00:02:52,479 --> 00:02:57,319 Why who are coming from blast of God's speaking? And 34 00:02:57,479 --> 00:03:01,759 here the body is speaking. They're coming from outside of 35 00:03:01,840 --> 00:03:06,479 my dams. And the God is paid me. I that 36 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:10,759 is who I am, And he says this to the 37 00:03:10,879 --> 00:03:17,120 people of distance, I sent me to you. This is 38 00:03:17,240 --> 00:03:20,599 my name forever, and by this name I shall be 39 00:03:20,759 --> 00:03:26,680 known throughout all generations. Eventually, that which is heard humanly 40 00:03:26,759 --> 00:03:33,400 from without must be heard from within. When it is 41 00:03:33,520 --> 00:03:38,599 heard from within, the world will not believing the world 42 00:03:38,719 --> 00:03:42,919 is strange level to believe in external because there is 43 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:46,800 something coming from without. As the cause of the phenomena 44 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:50,280 of my life that I am a victim of this 45 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:53,639 govern in the other that someone says me, call it 46 00:03:53,719 --> 00:03:57,000 by any name, but it's something on the outside I 47 00:03:57,159 --> 00:03:59,919 don't see. It comes within man, and what is her 48 00:04:00,199 --> 00:04:05,240 in the beginning, coming from without is now heard from within, 49 00:04:07,039 --> 00:04:11,080 and that is called each scipture in the New Testament, 50 00:04:11,639 --> 00:04:16,360 Jesus fries the god of the Old Testament that seemly 51 00:04:16,439 --> 00:04:21,040 spoke from without to his cause. Now in the News 52 00:04:21,199 --> 00:04:25,079 speaks song within in man. So we are told in 53 00:04:25,199 --> 00:04:30,199 the New Testament, do you not begalize Jesus Christ, peace 54 00:04:30,319 --> 00:04:33,680 with even Well you ask that at any question in 55 00:04:33,759 --> 00:04:37,639 the world. They will read in their own scripture. But 56 00:04:37,839 --> 00:04:44,279 they do that, say talk, and they speak of as 57 00:04:44,480 --> 00:04:48,160 tries from the outside, some of some beings who lived 58 00:04:48,759 --> 00:04:52,839 two thousand years ago. And they'll turn to him and 59 00:04:53,079 --> 00:04:57,279 tracing him, they'll stick him on the wall and talk him. Tells, 60 00:04:57,519 --> 00:05:04,480 hold up, that is not the gold out the doubles, 61 00:05:04,560 --> 00:05:09,360 that just comes comes within. He goes only to stay 62 00:05:09,560 --> 00:05:13,240 in the New Testament, which wasn't Aaron Brady today. But 63 00:05:13,399 --> 00:05:16,240 in the hour you are going to do it for him. 64 00:05:16,399 --> 00:05:23,240 Coming from within, Well, it starts in this manner, and 65 00:05:23,439 --> 00:05:28,560 the woman of Samario said to him, I know that 66 00:05:28,800 --> 00:05:33,759 my fire is coming. The one who is called Side, 67 00:05:36,680 --> 00:05:41,879 he would tell us all and then Jesus answers. And 68 00:05:42,040 --> 00:05:45,160 you think Jesus is taking on the outside, Go back 69 00:05:45,240 --> 00:05:48,639 now to the statement, do you not realize that Jesus 70 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:52,680 side is within you? And I'll forget some only us 71 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:57,360 side who was stalking in history from the outside it 72 00:05:58,079 --> 00:06:01,519 on the inside. Well that they seem to come from 73 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:06,439 the outside in many thirty stage has actually begun to 74 00:06:06,519 --> 00:06:10,680 awaken from within. The price is sticking out overin and 75 00:06:10,920 --> 00:06:14,079 you want are we are a woman at the well 76 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:18,240 of the barrier as well as just where the woman 77 00:06:18,399 --> 00:06:22,519 came to draw water. And now that we are here, 78 00:06:22,759 --> 00:06:26,519 of course coming from within ourselves. And it was as 79 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:34,879 we speak to you and he and he but iron 80 00:06:34,959 --> 00:06:40,720 he no John Ring Now your own wonderful human imagination. 81 00:06:41,839 --> 00:06:45,199 You're a way to sing. That is the thing that 82 00:06:45,439 --> 00:06:49,480 is the token off in the biggion as a guy 83 00:06:50,959 --> 00:06:58,560 speaking as I am, but I as he so that 84 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:03,439 actually became man, and think upon himself the limitations of man. 85 00:07:04,879 --> 00:07:07,759 And in the time he awakens in man as the 86 00:07:07,959 --> 00:07:13,000 man in whom he entered, he ented into me, He 87 00:07:13,240 --> 00:07:18,680 ended into you, and he is your only wonderful human imagination. 88 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:24,279 That is I am that is gone. Now take all 89 00:07:24,399 --> 00:07:27,839 the high a statements in the book of John Right 90 00:07:28,560 --> 00:07:34,279 the doctors for that matter. But John Hyson, O, unless 91 00:07:34,439 --> 00:07:41,360 you believe that I have the diagnosis you're saying, you 92 00:07:41,560 --> 00:07:46,720 fo when you pray to something on the outside, if 93 00:07:46,759 --> 00:07:49,879 you will pray to the two God you are appropriate, 94 00:07:50,399 --> 00:07:54,879 that will be asked for. It's a subjective appropriation of 95 00:07:55,040 --> 00:07:59,560 the objective post that I was saying. A brilliant people 96 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:02,199 got to their lead and prayer, well, who is this? 97 00:08:05,079 --> 00:08:07,639 Who is this? When you pray? Is it not something 98 00:08:07,759 --> 00:08:11,879 coming fron within? You believe in the reality what you doing. 99 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:15,959 You're all upon to assume that you are or the 100 00:08:16,160 --> 00:08:19,480 thing are as you design of the thing. So the 101 00:08:19,639 --> 00:08:23,399 prospect to the proprilation of the objective hope is rare. 102 00:08:24,120 --> 00:08:29,160 So unless you believe that I am he who dying 103 00:08:29,240 --> 00:08:32,840 your sins says to miss them up, you will miss 104 00:08:32,919 --> 00:08:36,240 the marking bide and then you give your appropriate that 105 00:08:36,440 --> 00:08:39,799 feeling and then to stay with English. And so it 106 00:08:39,879 --> 00:08:44,240 would truth. No one knows but you are any pay 107 00:08:44,960 --> 00:08:50,240 thou who know thy name? Said the stars. But there indeed, 108 00:08:50,919 --> 00:08:53,240 but the name is not your album. The name is 109 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:56,480 not God. The name is not Jesus. The name is 110 00:08:56,559 --> 00:09:01,759 not Jesus clouse, the name uh. You can't need to 111 00:09:01,919 --> 00:09:05,480 mention the me I am us. If you pull something 112 00:09:06,039 --> 00:09:11,759 that about maid. We can't make pol country as the Lord, 113 00:09:12,679 --> 00:09:14,840 all right, so we give it a sun. But then 114 00:09:14,960 --> 00:09:16,840 if you say the Lord, you think of something on 115 00:09:16,919 --> 00:09:20,399 the outside. But when you say I am, you can't 116 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:23,320 think of something on the outside. How can you say 117 00:09:23,519 --> 00:09:26,960 I ran and tell any place you can say iron 118 00:09:27,039 --> 00:09:30,679 with it. I am poor, I am known, I am unknown, 119 00:09:30,840 --> 00:09:34,360 I'm this, we or anything of the world. But our 120 00:09:34,519 --> 00:09:39,279 arm is it is the root of all that is 121 00:09:39,360 --> 00:09:44,360 the God of scripture. That is the god of whom 122 00:09:44,679 --> 00:09:48,519 the script with God that no one is talking about 123 00:09:48,759 --> 00:09:52,240 because they're putting on the outside and they're told that 124 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:57,039 it is not something that is legal, and they tell beple, 125 00:09:57,200 --> 00:10:00,799 some little crigton, your known made with his own not 126 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:05,679 knowing that name himself is the temple in whom God dwells, 127 00:10:06,279 --> 00:10:11,399 and God's willing humman is Man's own wonderful. Imagine that 128 00:10:11,639 --> 00:10:15,960 is done. Now you called upon this to put into 129 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:21,000 the test. Take concerning this thing. I know to exprieve 130 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:25,320 to be truth. And when you have lifted up the 131 00:10:25,519 --> 00:10:31,720 son of men, you will know that I am the Well. 132 00:10:31,799 --> 00:10:35,159 How is the son of Man difted it up? You're told, Hi, 133 00:10:36,360 --> 00:10:43,720 how Moses, he's the guilt lifted up the sturt. So 134 00:10:44,080 --> 00:10:46,200 but the son of Man he lifted up? Well? That 135 00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:50,759 can adamiration. That is at your told that all the 136 00:10:50,879 --> 00:10:53,519 things of whom Boke and Moses is to say, the 137 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:58,759 constant ring copy. There's the shadows of the reality. So 138 00:10:58,919 --> 00:11:01,879 you copy what you saw. You saw something like a 139 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:05,440 serpent move up, and the popet is moved up on 140 00:11:05,559 --> 00:11:08,919 a straight line, and so you made a copy of 141 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:15,080 the reality. Well, timing the reality without spring that reality. 142 00:11:15,559 --> 00:11:21,519 I have expressed that the as molded in the lifted 143 00:11:21,639 --> 00:11:25,080 up the surface so much the son of Man be 144 00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:30,159 lifted up. Well in my own thing, haply I was 145 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:35,960 fitted into from top to bottom. This val at the 146 00:11:36,080 --> 00:11:40,159 base of the sign was golden lived good night, And 147 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:45,240 as I contemplated it, I knew it was myself. And 148 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:49,879 then I contemplated it, I fused with it, and using 149 00:11:50,399 --> 00:11:53,480 that are finally different, I have send the theme to 150 00:11:53,600 --> 00:11:56,919 my own skull as the only present in the world. 151 00:11:58,519 --> 00:12:01,399 This is the heathen in the your own wonderful cult 152 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:05,639 that you are saying like a poly person. So as 153 00:12:05,759 --> 00:12:08,240 most this is what the separate in the wikness soul 154 00:12:08,360 --> 00:12:10,919 back the found of man be lifted up, saying, you 155 00:12:11,039 --> 00:12:13,720 know who the sun of Man is, and he's called 156 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:20,080 in Sipture be described, and Jesus Christ is what you're old. 157 00:12:20,200 --> 00:12:24,000 I am, But who was looking up? I won't ub 158 00:12:24,799 --> 00:12:29,120 not another, I won't do so I was exactly what 159 00:12:29,320 --> 00:12:32,960 he's talking about to tag instead of him. I have 160 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:36,279 this mean, So I was saying with in my own 161 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:40,799 experiences these things are true. They are literally true, but 162 00:12:40,960 --> 00:12:44,919 they're sold in a language ticket. So it's not a 163 00:12:45,039 --> 00:12:48,080 separate on the outside to whom you turn that you 164 00:12:48,159 --> 00:12:51,120 were secured. It is the perfect in their own thing. 165 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:56,759 You are the deed team into this world. You are 166 00:12:56,840 --> 00:13:00,240 the dealer will right up out of this world. You 167 00:13:00,399 --> 00:13:04,799 came down into generations and you'll throw you apart for it. 168 00:13:05,399 --> 00:13:10,080 And at thecaime you were kimping a some you re generation. 169 00:13:10,879 --> 00:13:13,799 It's part. But the thing you did in this world 170 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:17,320 that was rough to bring you God into this world. 171 00:13:17,759 --> 00:13:21,200 It was a challenge of God, and God came down. 172 00:13:21,279 --> 00:13:25,519 There's only God. In the world, there is nothing but God. God. 173 00:13:25,639 --> 00:13:29,159 They follow the part of the world. The nine in 174 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:32,960 this world is God playing the pros and when you 175 00:13:33,159 --> 00:13:38,360 know it and seething, is yourself precise and having it 176 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:41,000 pus And you can't see how the whole and is 177 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:46,480 taking So unless you believe it, I am will continue 178 00:13:46,519 --> 00:13:49,639 missing the market knife. Well, now, if I really believe 179 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:52,759 I am T and I have a goalie knife, how 180 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:56,480 do I though about working? But that would the feeling 181 00:13:56,519 --> 00:14:02,600 in life if you had not with the well, this 182 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:06,919 was doon, the feeling of that wishfulfill If you don't 183 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:09,559 assume the feeling of the wishful dream, who's doing it? 184 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:15,480 God is God of God is if for our you 185 00:14:15,639 --> 00:14:19,320 make it, even though reading denies it and your sential denial, 186 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:22,519 if you persist in that of company, that the company 187 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:28,600 will harden the fact. This is a story of But 188 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:33,240 as always, you believe in a dog outside who looks 189 00:14:33,360 --> 00:14:36,759 over the entire picture, and you do not believe a 190 00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:39,720 good moment. Did he ask the goose with him? You 191 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:44,360 have a pope? Does God comes first seemly speaking to 192 00:14:44,519 --> 00:14:48,840 us as one coming some of us? And so no, 193 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:52,279 this said to God, said the God coming on the outside. 194 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:55,200 And then God said the mote. But the world knows 195 00:14:55,240 --> 00:14:58,440 is means to be born. Here is something that is 196 00:14:58,559 --> 00:15:02,600 coming to birth. And when he comes to birth, he 197 00:15:02,919 --> 00:15:07,039 is the God who work within man. He cans to 198 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:09,759 come to birth from without man. From man is the 199 00:15:09,879 --> 00:15:15,480 quator in whom God is born. This is the very main. 200 00:15:16,399 --> 00:15:21,200 This is the tumor with God, very God himself to death. 201 00:15:21,360 --> 00:15:25,120 Draw the human scout and laid down with the joy 202 00:15:25,799 --> 00:15:31,919 the those who ended in the beginning. And when the 203 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:35,279 fool is a fine town, you await and the one 204 00:15:35,519 --> 00:15:39,600 in whom he laid down always has done. You're not 205 00:15:39,799 --> 00:15:43,440 something you don't saying. You awake as the God who 206 00:15:43,840 --> 00:15:48,399 enters the great the God's soul love you is a 207 00:15:48,519 --> 00:15:54,600 money that he actually hears. This in that toom the 208 00:15:54,720 --> 00:15:57,960 dream of life. And when the dreen comes to will 209 00:15:58,039 --> 00:16:03,720 aid you and God who introduce a one. Now I'm 210 00:16:03,759 --> 00:16:08,200 anating yet my wife to the seat of death is 211 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:13,320 past for God. The human scyl which is the great 212 00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:15,519 the only supper for the world where God is dead, 213 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:21,240 that is the god Gott, that is calf. And when 214 00:16:21,399 --> 00:16:24,919 God as his chart the human skull that was the 215 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:29,879 incarnation of God. That was the beginning of the job. 216 00:16:30,879 --> 00:16:34,840 And then he knew sowards death, which is when you 217 00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:41,759 away as so God becomes men at cheld, which is 218 00:16:41,799 --> 00:16:47,440 called the crucifiction, and that man may become God as destiny. 219 00:16:48,200 --> 00:16:51,000 So the whole thing takes placed in the colored man 220 00:16:52,759 --> 00:16:55,679 un known is there for the most divine purpose in 221 00:16:55,759 --> 00:17:01,080 the world to awakeness as God's humans. That because it's 222 00:17:01,159 --> 00:17:04,559 only dark in the world. Now say you, I will 223 00:17:04,640 --> 00:17:09,160 take these things before it takes place the face you 224 00:17:09,319 --> 00:17:14,559 may believe, but that I am. It's not a being 225 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:18,839 on the outside fault. For if Jesus Christ, who is 226 00:17:18,960 --> 00:17:23,640 the Lord's peaking and Jesus trient is within me has 227 00:17:23,720 --> 00:17:26,279 to take place with input. So it's not a being 228 00:17:26,359 --> 00:17:29,880 on the outside popeting and telling me. It's unproplic It 229 00:17:30,039 --> 00:17:33,680 is really problem of taking place. But to understand it 230 00:17:34,160 --> 00:17:36,759 and provide it. It is told in the power of 231 00:17:36,839 --> 00:17:41,480 story for twos to embody in the tale. So ain't 232 00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:45,880 even at load laws. So you take the fantastic story 233 00:17:46,359 --> 00:17:47,880 and you have to tell it in the form of 234 00:17:47,960 --> 00:17:51,440 a story. I will you tell it a man talking 235 00:17:51,559 --> 00:17:54,400 to another man or the man talking to a woman 236 00:17:54,480 --> 00:17:57,400 that the well and so you tell it in the 237 00:17:57,480 --> 00:18:01,359 power of story, and you don't see that so seemingly 238 00:18:01,799 --> 00:18:05,279 between two people that are still to each other, it's 239 00:18:05,359 --> 00:18:08,559 actually toy within one self, and the whoping is taking 240 00:18:08,599 --> 00:18:14,039 place within one reason. Knew are the God of the virle, 241 00:18:15,279 --> 00:18:19,119 knew other Jesus Christ of the virble. But in the beginning, 242 00:18:19,599 --> 00:18:24,920 in your sleep he talks of having fund without and 243 00:18:25,039 --> 00:18:29,200 we don't see the UNPOs from the dea. And you 244 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:34,279 realize you yourself, are the Lord Jesus Christ, the only, 245 00:18:34,359 --> 00:18:38,200 the only thing, the Lord Jesus chribes. But the Lord 246 00:18:38,359 --> 00:18:41,720 Jesus Christ is not a name, it's your own wonderful 247 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:46,880 I answer, that's the Lord Jesus Christ, just ne other 248 00:18:47,039 --> 00:18:51,799 Jesus Christ. What is the sense of my own deeds? 249 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:56,359 I can I go any place and read it behind me? 250 00:18:57,119 --> 00:19:02,279 Listening to the world, I am with you all, even 251 00:19:02,319 --> 00:19:05,440 to the very agent desire. Can you get away from being? 252 00:19:05,599 --> 00:19:10,920 I am in his dreams, who is dreams higher and 253 00:19:11,039 --> 00:19:16,279 who waits in the morning. You can't go away, so 254 00:19:16,599 --> 00:19:20,839 I am. You can't get away from God. From God 255 00:19:21,480 --> 00:19:27,279 is a man present, God is immanent, He is actually 256 00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:31,720 been Dad, And you can't get away from God. Now, 257 00:19:31,920 --> 00:19:35,240 if you believe in God, you want the first believe 258 00:19:35,519 --> 00:19:39,720 in your own wonderful human imagination. Or if all things 259 00:19:39,799 --> 00:19:43,920 are possible to God, for they all to your own 260 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:48,359 wonderful human imagination. And what does it take to make 261 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:54,880 it become read in my world? In God? This is 262 00:19:56,359 --> 00:20:01,400 paid in God as saith. But say is not only 263 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:04,039 to stay him from this item which is dead, but 264 00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:07,440 to say from fasting in the world that can constant 265 00:20:08,039 --> 00:20:11,039 from which I would like to escape, no matter what 266 00:20:11,160 --> 00:20:13,960 it is. It may be untognized. I can't say my link. 267 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:18,960 It's a problem. But can God say me yet? The 268 00:20:19,160 --> 00:20:22,359 ultimates would be to save me from death. But before 269 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,440 that mob design, there's so many things from which I 270 00:20:25,559 --> 00:20:29,319 could escaped. I must turn to God. I can't turn 271 00:20:29,400 --> 00:20:31,880 to any God on the outside. I can turn to 272 00:20:31,960 --> 00:20:35,279 God if I return to it on the inside. He 273 00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:39,200 draws on the inside with my own wonderfoot. I am 274 00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:45,880 not count my imagination that is God. But if you 275 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:50,960 really with in different gods, they become from that original state. 276 00:20:51,039 --> 00:20:55,599 For he sextremely from the pack me when I hear him, 277 00:20:55,680 --> 00:21:00,960 not as another, I myself extreme thought it. So I 278 00:21:01,039 --> 00:21:05,119 didn't say if only one, but I did it. I 279 00:21:05,319 --> 00:21:09,039 worked within my own child. There wasn't another who wrote 280 00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:12,960 I came out of my own child. There wasn't another 281 00:21:13,559 --> 00:21:17,200 who came out. So I was born from about as 282 00:21:17,279 --> 00:21:21,440 told in SIPs, I ranged from the grade or the 283 00:21:21,559 --> 00:21:26,160 grade was my child. That was the splicing, and I 284 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:30,079 who pass because the probing I've ever done of it 285 00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:35,279 well and the question with together and personify was a 286 00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:39,440 son and his name was sat And so all the 287 00:21:39,519 --> 00:21:42,440 the I've ever done me Jennifer and I've played all 288 00:21:42,559 --> 00:21:47,000 the in the world at the very thing when they 289 00:21:47,119 --> 00:21:51,279 all are gathered together and personifies that he is a son. 290 00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:55,519 Now though that start is not only the power of 291 00:21:55,599 --> 00:22:02,160 the universe. He's a father, loving father. And then comes dreams. 292 00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:06,039 In my word, the biggest thing I've ever just at 293 00:22:06,079 --> 00:22:10,559 the moment. Sometimes there was bicker. One time by was 294 00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,559 disjustice of the things that I did, But in the 295 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:20,799 things I realized it was all. It was all. Did 296 00:22:20,839 --> 00:22:24,519 you ever have a dream doing embrace one that you loved? 297 00:22:24,759 --> 00:22:30,119 Day the must see them? What's embrace? And then the 298 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:33,359 pace turns and chain and it's the face of another 299 00:22:33,559 --> 00:22:37,759 you want to embrace, and then another, and then another, 300 00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:42,480 and then another, and all of a sudden you realize 301 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:47,759 all the well some turn bicker and turn turns well horribly, 302 00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:53,519 the world moment very about I'm going. As you begin 303 00:22:53,599 --> 00:22:55,839 to awake me from it all, you realize the big 304 00:22:56,200 --> 00:23:02,920 thing in this world you've got being to repelling cryptal 305 00:23:03,559 --> 00:23:08,119 god is hate past love and love is not that. 306 00:23:13,799 --> 00:23:19,799 Oh oh, if I fall in love with something and 307 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:22,480 suddenly it is not what I thought. I sat in 308 00:23:22,559 --> 00:23:27,519 love and then I think that is not love, not 309 00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:32,599 the love of chiptos. The love is not love which 310 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:39,440 holds it waing fu aperating time. And I've had the 311 00:23:39,559 --> 00:23:45,680 experiences for something, So i want love. And one wonderful 312 00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:48,559 night you call in love with the moment the person 313 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:51,359 one that you really love to find it as you're 314 00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:56,920 embracing her, if you demand or if you be invasing 315 00:23:57,039 --> 00:24:00,720 him any thing, say in their faith come on the 316 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:05,240 same leed, and you realize the whole bad thing is loved, 317 00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:11,279 even though in sea you're change in your journeys, so 318 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:15,759 love to hate. But in the ale it's all love, 319 00:24:16,880 --> 00:24:20,559 and all pay their past. In your world, I'm all 320 00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:25,559 forgiven in the age because it's all loved, it's all on. 321 00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:31,400 I hope you've had it. If you haven't had an experience, 322 00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:34,400 you are going to have it, so that in the 323 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:41,000 age thing is forgiven, is repeated in us. And there's 324 00:24:41,119 --> 00:24:43,799 only God in the world. And God is your own 325 00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:48,079 one coul human and orgination. That is God. And with 326 00:24:48,279 --> 00:24:53,839 God all things are everything to being this work if 327 00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:58,759 you really believe God that he is seen called in 328 00:24:58,839 --> 00:25:03,160 the New Juestment, he described, call in the Old Testaments 329 00:25:03,599 --> 00:25:07,359 your hope. All the Lord of God is the same thing. 330 00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:12,000 But it really means I am. So when I come 331 00:25:12,079 --> 00:25:14,319 to the people of peaceful and they say to me, 332 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:17,279 who thinks what is to say? Just say the game 333 00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:23,319 I am, that is who I am. And they ask 334 00:25:23,359 --> 00:25:28,119 people my name, just saying I am as Speciica, and 335 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:32,400 this is my name forever, and by his name I 336 00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:36,319 shall be known throughout all generations. But he heard it 337 00:25:36,440 --> 00:25:41,000 as coming from the us invas he who is to 338 00:25:41,079 --> 00:25:43,039 be born. But that's what the name means. Mod this 339 00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:47,599 is to be born. When what is within is brought, 340 00:25:48,279 --> 00:25:51,720 then he comes not from without, It comes from within. 341 00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:56,319 And he hears it right within himself that I and 342 00:25:56,559 --> 00:25:59,799 he and so and so, with the woman of the 343 00:25:59,839 --> 00:26:05,160 men of any other person, I am the person will 344 00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:10,680 come in has come. I am not a little thing, 345 00:26:10,839 --> 00:26:14,279 Paul Neville. I'm speaking out of the being between us. 346 00:26:14,519 --> 00:26:17,960 That one being means all of us. That's all the 347 00:26:18,039 --> 00:26:21,920 waiting to discover that he is done. There's nothing but done. 348 00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:26,960 And so I tell you before it takes place that 349 00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:30,279 when it does take place, you may be me really 350 00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:39,480 what the di and he before April has a before 351 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:47,240 was I some station off where it's to do best. 352 00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:53,400 But before the world goes I am before the world. 353 00:26:56,680 --> 00:27:00,680 It has no beginning, he has no been, and the 354 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:05,359 lisically and dump into a world of death. But everything 355 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:10,119 here begins and end did everything dies, the world, including 356 00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:14,680 the stars, their savings. They may take a numbered light years, 357 00:27:14,839 --> 00:27:20,559 but they're die. The meeting dies, and that which cannot die, 358 00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:23,720 if I know, begining or a comes dunce into the 359 00:27:23,839 --> 00:27:30,119 world of death and conquers the last which is death. 360 00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:36,960 You cannot die or nothing dies. But tonight you can 361 00:27:37,039 --> 00:27:40,960 put it to this t test me something that you 362 00:27:41,039 --> 00:27:45,119 can prove in the temple world. But that if anyway 363 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:49,079 that you do and see, the whole thing comes into 364 00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:52,079 this world. And like the t you tell little fill 365 00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:57,400 that is so because your memory with here and the 366 00:27:57,519 --> 00:28:05,079 long lane and which is returns with it, and thinking 367 00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:08,960 that the world for the size and meaning. Nothing that 368 00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:12,680 comes to you in the form of a dream has 369 00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:17,279 the most wonderful significance in the world. Yet it has 370 00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:21,480 no signet to the world. And they're simply eliminated, and 371 00:28:21,599 --> 00:28:24,359 they turn to a foil or turn to the society, 372 00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:28,200 and try to give meaning and always to find what 373 00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:32,480 they call sex. I'm not denying the important section of 374 00:28:32,519 --> 00:28:36,599 the world that's generation. But any little simple in your 375 00:28:36,759 --> 00:28:41,400 dreams is so important. When many returns, three being comes 376 00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:47,759 back with it, and you feel fair. There's a simple, simple, 377 00:28:47,839 --> 00:28:53,680 little extremes. This happened to me to be the it 378 00:28:57,240 --> 00:29:02,559 being the story that the Jesus and Jesus and jo 379 00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:07,799 is Jehovah. The thing yadobout is the root of the word, 380 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:12,079 so yabovalt is the root, and Jehovah yah about is 381 00:29:12,119 --> 00:29:16,920 the root of josph or the and j what's goes 382 00:29:17,039 --> 00:29:21,759 because no, this cannot care. He is to be born Josa, 383 00:29:21,839 --> 00:29:25,039 which is the lord is wore. So he goes into 384 00:29:25,119 --> 00:29:30,519 the farmer's land and he takes with him once and 385 00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:34,519 the one is killed for killed in his Brew, meaning 386 00:29:35,039 --> 00:29:41,039 the dog it's all the meaning a male parlop who 387 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:45,720 serves the priests in the temple, but the symbol of 388 00:29:45,759 --> 00:29:49,599 the girl as solds in the twenty seconds star the 389 00:29:49,799 --> 00:29:54,599 dove surround us. Well, the word here is his compani 390 00:29:54,759 --> 00:29:59,160 who goes with the He too the promised land. And 391 00:29:59,319 --> 00:30:04,799 here whatever I've seen in my dream a dol I'm 392 00:30:04,839 --> 00:30:07,440 what you was a dog or the dog is in 393 00:30:07,519 --> 00:30:13,319 the hand of another. And when the dog defecates, that's imformant. 394 00:30:13,759 --> 00:30:19,640 He has a generous manner. I've always known that a 395 00:30:19,799 --> 00:30:25,079 very large sum of mind will come to me. It 396 00:30:25,279 --> 00:30:29,079 is deficated twice before it times those seen I am 397 00:30:29,119 --> 00:30:34,440 not even have to receive it. Now it doesn't make 398 00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:39,799 sense to the world. Well, yes, in the morning, I 399 00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:44,599 will with five and I was having this wonderfully free 400 00:30:45,279 --> 00:30:49,119 and a dog it again there's some other kind of 401 00:30:49,119 --> 00:30:53,759 an apple, and time he became a dog, and as 402 00:30:53,799 --> 00:30:57,799 a person leading the right on the tide hale. It 403 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:04,400 deficates in the genes. Now what put her tea and 404 00:31:04,599 --> 00:31:11,119 repeated the asked this poison repeat itself. It means that 405 00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:14,720 the scene has been fixed by dog, and it was 406 00:31:14,839 --> 00:31:22,519 shortly come to pass while I was alone at age fifteen. 407 00:31:22,799 --> 00:31:24,119 I thought, I was this is the time I was 408 00:31:24,160 --> 00:31:27,559 stay and day. But he was under the shower and 409 00:31:27,599 --> 00:31:31,279 I was taking the shampoo, and I heard the doll 410 00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:34,759 in our part. I don't own a doll, but my 411 00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:37,079 daughter has a doll and she needs a busy four 412 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:40,160 days a week. Well, it's what happened. Yes, it was 413 00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:45,119 to day. He left the doll with He's passing like 414 00:31:45,240 --> 00:31:47,559 nod and it's only about eight fifteen, I said, who 415 00:31:47,599 --> 00:31:51,640 wants her to be disturbing the door, But it was 416 00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:56,160 full of shampoo and I got that out. I threw 417 00:31:56,160 --> 00:31:58,640 a robot thing, went to the front door, and here 418 00:31:58,759 --> 00:32:02,640 is a podram on the outside. We're just about to 419 00:32:02,759 --> 00:32:05,640 leave when I saw it. And then I opened the 420 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:10,599 door and he such a letter to expectally different. I 421 00:32:10,680 --> 00:32:12,880 had no time for all that, so I do it 422 00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:16,720 on the table. But I'm completing my example and competing 423 00:32:16,839 --> 00:32:22,319 my jaw for the morning. While I came out, I 424 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:26,200 opened the letter and my novel sent me a take 425 00:32:26,279 --> 00:32:31,640 for twenty five hundred dollars. It's not a different shape 426 00:32:32,279 --> 00:32:36,839 to twenty five and here the world will laugh. Other 427 00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:40,960 thing like that, but the way waking from the dream 428 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:47,119 of life memory say, and with the men. The language 429 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:53,119 is simple, and all beings are symbols telling you the 430 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:58,559 most fantastic story in the world. And here was the dream, 431 00:33:00,119 --> 00:33:03,920 and here it was sold. The application took place pipe 432 00:33:04,359 --> 00:33:08,720 to gaffatated ties with me. It will so become a part. 433 00:33:08,880 --> 00:33:12,759 It seems sorry A once missed it. Well, I was 434 00:33:12,839 --> 00:33:17,079 my he full of shampoo. I'm here river, the there was. 435 00:33:17,119 --> 00:33:19,240 I was not a herd were it not for the dogs. 436 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:22,240 And the dog is walking at someone who was bringing 437 00:33:22,319 --> 00:33:24,960 the go there because under the shower, I could never 438 00:33:25,039 --> 00:33:27,119 have pat him if the only one to go there. 439 00:33:28,039 --> 00:33:30,720 But the dog is put. I wonder what on earth 440 00:33:30,799 --> 00:33:33,440 is can be doing for his name? By the way 441 00:33:33,559 --> 00:33:38,359 is centered. And so I wronged out, and I wondered, 442 00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:41,880 what are you doing? And here is the posen taking 443 00:33:41,960 --> 00:33:45,759 this st I also apologize my appearance, or I was 444 00:33:45,839 --> 00:33:49,240 full of walking the road bud me and he gave 445 00:33:49,279 --> 00:33:53,119 me a chase. Here is this scene. It was not 446 00:33:53,279 --> 00:33:56,799 a diffident chase. It was not something uni at all. 447 00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:04,400 Now I hear you. This is how the law operates 448 00:34:04,599 --> 00:34:09,559 in this world. It's a fantastic thing. It is the 449 00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:12,880 one thought. So it's only God in the world there 450 00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:17,559 is nothing but a god speaks the man to the 451 00:34:17,719 --> 00:34:21,800 ladium of dreams. When man doesn't understand the language of us, 452 00:34:22,519 --> 00:34:25,039 because he thought yet awakened to the language of us. 453 00:34:27,679 --> 00:34:30,239 One day he will awaken from the dream of life 454 00:34:31,159 --> 00:34:34,920 and say, the little, very simpler the world for haven't 455 00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:37,639 it to the other person? That would be the most 456 00:34:37,679 --> 00:34:41,000 a painted thing to us? You got on the sweet 457 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,840 and sudd lady instead of looking at all, allows it 458 00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:47,639 to use the cybal And you've got to settle, and 459 00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:53,639 you're offended for everything here also is. But people don't 460 00:34:53,679 --> 00:35:00,239 realize everything here. It will as simple that one of 461 00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:03,280 the world is a simple the whole that world. It's 462 00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:08,800 simple cleaning up from the outside. One day you'll understand 463 00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:15,840 it from the inside. And so I am he when 464 00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:19,199 I say, you're not a man standing on a platform. Ye, 465 00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:24,360 the one I am telling you you one day will 466 00:35:24,480 --> 00:35:30,760 know that I am in yourself. I am I personally 467 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:34,760 comes to you as one come with And so he 468 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:38,239 heard the vote as one coming from with U, saying 469 00:35:39,039 --> 00:35:44,119 so again I am I sent you to you, and 470 00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:48,559 this is my name forever to be known throughout all generations. 471 00:35:49,199 --> 00:35:51,519 But you shall not think it, or you are not 472 00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:56,280 yet bred. The more it means to be bored, so 473 00:35:56,400 --> 00:35:59,280 he cannot go into the wall. For the thing that 474 00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:03,119 goes in in faint mostly is Jos. And the word 475 00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:06,880 Jos is a hebreak form of Jesus. And this is 476 00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:11,840 and Jus. The saying and the book are Jehovah. The 477 00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:16,000 same look YadA YadA is of hey will be the 478 00:36:16,559 --> 00:36:21,400 poor confidence, And they have yad about Shania. It's the 479 00:36:21,519 --> 00:36:28,280 same useful meaning. Salvation Jehovah says. Jehovah is selving for 480 00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:30,280 as long as you hear it. There's something coming from 481 00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:33,840 the doubts. You don't really believe. But did you believe 482 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:36,960 in hell before you are born? To believe in the name, 483 00:36:37,559 --> 00:36:41,800 and those who believe in thy name puts the fust. Indeed, 484 00:36:42,599 --> 00:36:45,199 if I put my fut in the even before I 485 00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:49,840 am gold, it will work well. I won't know who 486 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:53,280 he is and who is in my own wonderful human 487 00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:57,800 amergination that is God. If I could believe that my 488 00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:01,719 unical act is a fact, I'm going to sink the 489 00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:05,280 same without efforts, just as though it will fast. I 490 00:37:05,639 --> 00:37:08,000 call a train of mine on a telephone, and I 491 00:37:08,119 --> 00:37:12,039 spoke to thank youbody says, and I believe what he said. Well, 492 00:37:12,079 --> 00:37:14,199 now this is the same manner you see that, yes, 493 00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:17,559 God is dead with faith face in the reality of 494 00:37:17,639 --> 00:37:23,320 the unseen. Say, if I really believe it the subjective 495 00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:28,639 of something, that subjective approbation of the objective host and 496 00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:31,239 what is or it would true, He will come to pair. 497 00:37:32,719 --> 00:37:36,760 It will all come to fair. This is what I'm 498 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:41,960 talking about morning. You and now the world they're not believed, 499 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:45,079 and they I tell you, I know that the eventuald 500 00:37:45,199 --> 00:37:47,559 is going to be lived. So really I'm not distressed. 501 00:37:48,519 --> 00:37:51,400 I'm not breaking any bud vessels to compel them to 502 00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:54,400 believe it, because I really don't care, because I am 503 00:37:54,559 --> 00:37:59,360 convinced eventually what we want who will believe in God 504 00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:04,760 and the God of it is the only regards but 505 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:08,519 that God comes to it full silver in man. In 506 00:38:08,679 --> 00:38:12,079 the New test the new texture is the fulfillment of 507 00:38:12,159 --> 00:38:17,280 the old tests the only one. Here's the sea and 508 00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:21,239 here's the food. So the New Lesion fulfillure. But the 509 00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:25,159 New Testament as understood by one billion to call themselves Christians, 510 00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:29,599 they don't understand it at all. It is the same 511 00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:34,800 external worship of the old world. And they believe that 512 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:39,159 that's next to a Christian by attending man or attending service, 513 00:38:39,599 --> 00:38:42,679 by contributing to their child. But he's a lovely things. 514 00:38:42,719 --> 00:38:45,039 If you want to do it, you are right, nothing 515 00:38:45,159 --> 00:38:48,480 wrong about it. But that is not that the Bible. 516 00:38:48,559 --> 00:38:52,039 He's talking about. The Bible is telling you of the 517 00:38:52,159 --> 00:38:57,239 most fantastic thing in the world that God detains man. 518 00:38:58,280 --> 00:39:03,079 That man maybe he comes down and how he begins 519 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:06,760 tell is cup the fiction. He's at the end of 520 00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:09,559 the drama. It's the beginning of the drama. And you 521 00:39:09,639 --> 00:39:11,920 and I have already been cut to file of God, 522 00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:15,559 which would even be the very woman who breathed with 523 00:39:15,639 --> 00:39:20,039 a child, that was the death of God. The very 524 00:39:20,119 --> 00:39:23,840 first brook that the child takes an exploded little lungs 525 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:29,880 and class the death, and that was the life of men. 526 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:35,039 None is to the depth of God than the fiction, 527 00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:38,960 particular fiction. For Get a little thought from Wood, forget 528 00:39:39,039 --> 00:39:41,599 all of the things that talk that told about the 529 00:39:41,920 --> 00:39:45,400 death of God. Is the breath of a child. That's 530 00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:49,800 when God dies, And the breath was his buve, and 531 00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:54,239 the breath was God or the world kill and the 532 00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:57,239 word mean are the pain in both of Hebrew and 533 00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:00,360 Beech for the very stressed when the child read for 534 00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:03,440 the first time, that is the death of God. You 535 00:40:03,639 --> 00:40:07,599 complete and thought forgets that is God and the living 536 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:12,639 of man. And then he's moving towards deathly him, and 537 00:40:12,840 --> 00:40:16,039 that the him saying the awakeness of God who had 538 00:40:16,159 --> 00:40:20,239 died to make that child alive. So Calgary begins the 539 00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:27,239 God and destiny is your wisness who man man as God? 540 00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:32,400 So when you wade who awaited Ah and who is 541 00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:40,840 experiencing fire, that's the same that God's say you tried tonight, 542 00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:47,559 and you'll realize that I'm telling you the truth right, 543 00:40:47,679 --> 00:40:52,239 tell beards place when if God takes place, you may 544 00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:59,840 believe using what but a and he what did he say? 545 00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:07,119 You're going to prove I the life of the world? Right? 546 00:41:07,159 --> 00:41:13,360 Because the other two one night twenty six was of 547 00:41:13,519 --> 00:41:18,880 twenty seven. I was in New Yorleans, say nine months 548 00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:23,559 short class I was either twenty one or twenty two, 549 00:41:23,719 --> 00:41:27,119 or I was born in nineteen five, and there was 550 00:41:27,159 --> 00:41:30,000 this huge, big chance going on, and that was the 551 00:41:30,039 --> 00:41:35,360 day of position. A position was only ann because there's 552 00:41:35,639 --> 00:41:40,400 much little serving day as there is today. If you 553 00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:42,920 knew where to get it, you can get it. And 554 00:41:43,079 --> 00:41:45,840 so there's all kinds of little but this was a 555 00:41:46,159 --> 00:41:48,760 joint for the young people while I was only twenty 556 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:51,800 one or twenty two. But I will the guest of 557 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:56,000 the assistant manager. And he could be thinking that I 558 00:41:56,280 --> 00:42:01,719 here can mingle with beginning and the members of the club. 559 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:07,760 That would be inappropriate, because the simply not quite the 560 00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:12,159 thing that he thought to be for either simply was 561 00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:15,079 that he was only an assistant managers and the gore 562 00:42:15,119 --> 00:42:17,280 simply the members of the club, and I shouldn't make 563 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:21,079 up with a members or their games. So I went 564 00:42:21,199 --> 00:42:24,920 today and I did something that I really I would 565 00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:28,639 go in bed and I had this book. It was 566 00:42:28,679 --> 00:42:33,480 a book on the life of Buddha. Yeah, I'm reading 567 00:42:33,559 --> 00:42:36,960 the book and shelight on and the music is going, 568 00:42:37,159 --> 00:42:40,159 and I longed the bank all through the night. Or 569 00:42:40,199 --> 00:42:43,719 I was to protect to them. I was best gone 570 00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:50,079 downstairs with my bank department, who was my right daughter 571 00:42:51,119 --> 00:42:54,400 who invariates for the the king. I would not be 572 00:42:54,480 --> 00:42:58,480 done on stairtain tank, but he thought it unwise for 573 00:42:58,639 --> 00:43:02,239 his position to help me give it by seven days 574 00:43:03,159 --> 00:43:08,280 and the time reading the book, and the next thing 575 00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:12,960 I knew is about nine in the more the light 576 00:43:13,079 --> 00:43:16,239 is still burning with out of my day the sun did. 577 00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,920 Music is over. Everything is still, and here I have 578 00:43:20,039 --> 00:43:22,119 the fang of the morning with the book sat on 579 00:43:22,239 --> 00:43:25,519 my book, which means I do not turn in the 580 00:43:25,599 --> 00:43:30,199 talk revision. I'll telly you are trained seven of space. 581 00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:33,079 So the what will still open on my chair. The 582 00:43:33,199 --> 00:43:35,840 vice is arm and it's now nine in the morning. 583 00:43:36,559 --> 00:43:39,599 I must have fallen off about ten that time. So 584 00:43:39,800 --> 00:43:45,119 here almost twelve hours of a catalytic space. And being 585 00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:50,719 that thinkful, I was stun at life. There was no star. 586 00:43:52,639 --> 00:43:57,679 There was nothing but inf housing, living life, nothing but 587 00:43:59,199 --> 00:44:04,360 and here are the tinkers without the company being sight 588 00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:10,000 how life? So when you're told in scripture, you who 589 00:44:10,079 --> 00:44:14,400 speak somebody, I am the light of the world. I 590 00:44:14,639 --> 00:44:20,199 know that when it's free, and the world is indeed Miamia. 591 00:44:22,199 --> 00:44:26,119 Yet my wife till the seat of death, he said 592 00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:30,400 to the whole black world is yourself. For chuse the 593 00:44:30,519 --> 00:44:32,679 day will come you will know me. Prince, you are 594 00:44:32,719 --> 00:44:39,280 the light of the world. He says you that ficture 595 00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:43,480 is true, literally true. But when you really the world 596 00:44:43,599 --> 00:44:47,519 are pigs. And if I'm quite bassic, how do you 597 00:44:47,599 --> 00:44:50,360 be the light of the world? For our little son 598 00:44:50,559 --> 00:44:54,800 is only a pint, is a part of infinity of life. 599 00:44:55,920 --> 00:44:58,960 There's draw It is drawed by all the other great 600 00:44:59,079 --> 00:45:04,920 sons and their conflations. And yet I know the friend 601 00:45:05,480 --> 00:45:09,559 that you need to hold that equinite world of suns 602 00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:17,559 and their constellations, and dislike anything for contains. Don't get 603 00:45:17,639 --> 00:45:23,800 it all gotten out. It's only life, really wonderful house 604 00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:27,599 in life without the company, and you the center and 605 00:45:27,719 --> 00:45:34,639 the sentity are for you are the God of Christ. 606 00:45:36,920 --> 00:45:41,000 And to really understand God is here, you must understand 607 00:45:41,199 --> 00:45:41,679 his name.