WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.160 --> 00:00:03.960 And I'm a mother, I am in a relationship. This 2 00:00:04.200 --> 00:00:05.240 is my best friend. 3 00:00:05.519 --> 00:00:08.400 Hey, best friend, I'm. 4 00:00:08.199 --> 00:00:11.960 A recovering ratchet. That's just a way I can sum 5 00:00:12.000 --> 00:00:13.359 myself up. Swift. 6 00:00:13.480 --> 00:00:15.439 Is that something that happens, this one day at a 7 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:18.280 time kind of thing, recovering ratchetess, because I feel like 8 00:00:18.399 --> 00:00:19.839 I'm myself and you know, I don't know if I'm 9 00:00:19.839 --> 00:00:22.000 recovering yet, but you know, we work really hard to 10 00:00:22.079 --> 00:00:26.000 keep that rotchet inside sometimes because there's so much other 11 00:00:26.480 --> 00:00:29.399 craziness in the world that you know, sometimes I feel 12 00:00:29.399 --> 00:00:32.159 like what I'm being ratchet about just maybe shouldn't matter. 13 00:00:32.520 --> 00:00:34.719 That's myself. But I feel like sometimes, you know, certain 14 00:00:34.719 --> 00:00:37.039 people take yourself or take you out of a character 15 00:00:37.079 --> 00:00:38.359 that you just feel like you shouldn't go back to 16 00:00:38.479 --> 00:00:40.479 because we all elevate from year to year, and it's 17 00:00:40.520 --> 00:00:42.439 just like, you know, you can still go there, But 18 00:00:42.719 --> 00:00:43.799 why do I got to bring that out? 19 00:00:43.840 --> 00:00:45.399 You know? Sometimes I'm just like, you gotta keep that 20 00:00:45.479 --> 00:00:47.920 on the day they delivered from it. I've been delivered 21 00:00:47.920 --> 00:00:51.759 from it because I know it's like you, if you 22 00:00:51.920 --> 00:00:57.280 say a certain thing that triggers her, she's out there like, hey. 23 00:00:56.640 --> 00:00:59.880 Does her have it? Does her have another name. No, no, 24 00:01:00.079 --> 00:01:02.280 it doesn't. It's just Brooke two point zero. You know 25 00:01:02.320 --> 00:01:02.640 what I have. 26 00:01:03.840 --> 00:01:07.120 I'm not against the alter ego. 27 00:01:07.319 --> 00:01:09.079 You're making me hot in here. I'm gonna take it off. 28 00:01:09.120 --> 00:01:11.480 I read it anymore. I'm not in my beautiful tronk. 29 00:01:12.319 --> 00:01:14.480 I'm not against the alter ego. But I do think 30 00:01:14.519 --> 00:01:18.040 that creates that fake scenario where somebody's like, oh, you're 31 00:01:18.040 --> 00:01:20.120 being fake, or oh I met her. 32 00:01:20.040 --> 00:01:21.000 She wasn't like that. 33 00:01:21.120 --> 00:01:23.760 So I'm just like, nah, there's two sides of me, Okay, 34 00:01:24.239 --> 00:01:26.000 I can feel that you don't want to meet the 35 00:01:26.040 --> 00:01:26.480 other one. 36 00:01:26.719 --> 00:01:29.159 See, I'm a Gemini, so I always get to say, like, 37 00:01:29.159 --> 00:01:31.400 there's two sides of me. So I'm Geminin and I'm 38 00:01:31.400 --> 00:01:33.120 Puerto Rican. So I have a lot of fights to 39 00:01:33.239 --> 00:01:37.760 inside of me. So it's so it's like, yes, girl, 40 00:01:38.000 --> 00:01:41.760 so yeah, Puerto Rican's in there. Yeah I need I 41 00:01:41.760 --> 00:01:43.959 got two cheeks, you know, you know I don't have. 42 00:01:44.840 --> 00:01:46.760 There's a lot of going on in here, so yes 43 00:01:46.799 --> 00:01:48.799 it is. That's why for me, it's like you play 44 00:01:48.799 --> 00:01:51.719 the devil's advocate. Sometimes sometimes it's just better to keep 45 00:01:51.760 --> 00:01:53.760 the other one quiet, but she's always there. 46 00:01:54.560 --> 00:02:01.040 Example, do you remember one particular situation where is before 47 00:02:01.079 --> 00:02:03.480 we lived together and he had a girl pick him 48 00:02:03.560 --> 00:02:05.120 up from my place? 49 00:02:06.040 --> 00:02:08.719 That was just a girl friend or a girl friend. 50 00:02:08.759 --> 00:02:10.800 I found out later it was a homegirl. Okay, at 51 00:02:10.800 --> 00:02:12.360 the time, I did. 52 00:02:12.199 --> 00:02:14.919 You was just a girl, so it didn't matter what 53 00:02:15.000 --> 00:02:16.840 girl you how I figured it out because of course 54 00:02:16.879 --> 00:02:17.560 he didn't tell me. 55 00:02:18.240 --> 00:02:19.879 He was like, all right, I'm out of here. So 56 00:02:19.919 --> 00:02:22.080 he let he walks out the door and I hear, 57 00:02:24.000 --> 00:02:25.120 like a horn blow? 58 00:02:26.280 --> 00:02:28.360 What homie blows the horn? 59 00:02:28.919 --> 00:02:31.199 What homie? From the first of all, all your friends 60 00:02:31.199 --> 00:02:34.039 of the hood niggas. So who's blowing the horn? 61 00:02:34.479 --> 00:02:34.960 At one? 62 00:02:35.000 --> 00:02:36.319 Am a girl? 63 00:02:37.319 --> 00:02:39.000 Dumb? So when you heard that horn, did you like 64 00:02:39.039 --> 00:02:40.759 pop up or like what did you? What did you do? 65 00:02:42.479 --> 00:02:43.719 Or you just let it and you just let it 66 00:02:43.759 --> 00:02:45.319 go and you were like found out later. 67 00:02:45.199 --> 00:02:51.080 And I was like, that's something, Hey, Marcus, you just 68 00:02:51.159 --> 00:02:53.960 left right. Yeah, I'm out, I said, did a girl 69 00:02:54.080 --> 00:02:57.199 pick you up from my house? You know you gotta 70 00:02:57.280 --> 00:03:02.000 go deep? He said yeah, I said okay, and I 71 00:03:02.080 --> 00:03:05.719 hung up the phone. He already knew. So long story 72 00:03:05.719 --> 00:03:09.759 Shark cuts to the confrontation. A little bit after the confrontation, 73 00:03:09.879 --> 00:03:14.479 I said, now, what if I would have ran outside, 74 00:03:14.919 --> 00:03:17.639 called y'all, dragged her out the car all down the 75 00:03:17.680 --> 00:03:21.199 street that I live on, and he goes, you would 76 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:22.479 never do something like that. 77 00:03:24.400 --> 00:03:26.960 Like in your mind you're like, thank God, but yes. 78 00:03:26.840 --> 00:03:30.280 I what. So now we're faced with this moment, this 79 00:03:30.400 --> 00:03:36.280 learning experience of sweetheart. You have met the recovering ratchet, 80 00:03:36.400 --> 00:03:39.039 the person that wakes up and says, oh, I'm gonna 81 00:03:39.080 --> 00:03:42.159 do better. I'm not gonna drag someone down the street today. 82 00:03:42.800 --> 00:03:46.520 But she's she's still in there somewhere, just hiding. So 83 00:03:47.039 --> 00:03:49.280 don't tell me. Like you telling me that I would 84 00:03:49.360 --> 00:03:50.759 not do that, it's making me want. 85 00:03:50.639 --> 00:03:52.680 To want to do it. You're like, let me do it. 86 00:03:53.360 --> 00:03:55.319 And then the sad part is I was like, call 87 00:03:55.400 --> 00:03:58.240 my mom, call my sister, call anybody that knows me, 88 00:03:58.280 --> 00:04:01.599 and say, would brook this girl go outside and drag 89 00:04:01.639 --> 00:04:02.960 a girl down the street She picked me up from 90 00:04:02.960 --> 00:04:05.400 her crib, and they would be like, what, absolutely, we've 91 00:04:05.439 --> 00:04:08.759 seen it done. So more of that. 92 00:04:08.759 --> 00:04:12.879 Story is I'm proud of myself. I did. I just 93 00:04:14.840 --> 00:04:17.279 give it up. Private talk. If you can hold that 94 00:04:17.360 --> 00:04:19.319 and your friend that's friend's close signing it over there, 95 00:04:19.720 --> 00:04:22.480 that's what that's like. Constraint and you know, that's a 96 00:04:22.480 --> 00:04:23.199 lot of work hold time. 97 00:04:23.199 --> 00:04:24.519 He's like, you want me to come over there. I'm like, no, 98 00:04:24.600 --> 00:04:27.439 I'm come. I'm cool, Like, let's just make sure. And 99 00:04:27.680 --> 00:04:30.279 you know, I relaxed because I would have been so 100 00:04:30.319 --> 00:04:31.959 sad to drag that girl down the street and then 101 00:04:32.000 --> 00:04:33.879 find out MARKU has been friends with her for like 102 00:04:34.040 --> 00:04:36.600 five years and they're like they never had us. 103 00:04:36.800 --> 00:04:38.879 She was really just so, how did that play out? 104 00:04:38.879 --> 00:04:40.839 Tell my listeners out there, whatever, pick you up from 105 00:04:40.839 --> 00:04:42.800 my career. How did it like that night? Did he 106 00:04:42.879 --> 00:04:45.120 come back to the crib and he just want so 107 00:04:45.160 --> 00:04:49.000 he was like, no, I gotta go home. He was like, oh, 108 00:04:49.879 --> 00:04:51.920 you know, so I'm assuming. Also, this was early on 109 00:04:51.959 --> 00:04:54.360 in the relationship for early, super early, so for you 110 00:04:54.399 --> 00:04:57.800 private talk podcast listeners out there. Her a significant other 111 00:04:57.920 --> 00:04:59.959 is Marcus Black, which was a guest on art when 112 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:02.439 of our early episodes he came and talked about y'all's 113 00:05:02.439 --> 00:05:04.800 relationship was, which is a very beautiful thing. And you guys, 114 00:05:05.040 --> 00:05:06.720 I was hoping that you guys were gone gune together, 115 00:05:07.279 --> 00:05:09.800 but I'm glad that you actually came out separate, and 116 00:05:09.800 --> 00:05:11.439 then I want to kind of you guys back together 117 00:05:11.680 --> 00:05:14.279 later on because it's been you have your own separate things. 118 00:05:14.319 --> 00:05:16.319 And you told me early on you didn't listen to 119 00:05:16.360 --> 00:05:19.839 his episode, which I love because you said, tell my 120 00:05:19.879 --> 00:05:21.319 listeners out there what I want to take the words 121 00:05:21.319 --> 00:05:21.839 out of your mouth. 122 00:05:21.920 --> 00:05:24.439 It's tricky. I hate trying to describe me and Marcus 123 00:05:24.519 --> 00:05:28.560 dynamic because it's everybody's always like no guess answer, like 124 00:05:28.600 --> 00:05:31.040 what y'all single, y'all together, like don't worry about all 125 00:05:31.079 --> 00:05:33.240 of it. Okay. I give him his space and his 126 00:05:33.480 --> 00:05:37.279 creative freedom and whatever he does, and I just kind 127 00:05:37.279 --> 00:05:39.600 of stay out of it, like, Okay, that was you good, 128 00:05:39.639 --> 00:05:42.879 you feel good about it? Okay, cool? You know, watch 129 00:05:42.879 --> 00:05:43.759 how the fans react. 130 00:05:43.759 --> 00:05:44.199 That's cool. 131 00:05:44.199 --> 00:05:46.839 And I stay out of it because I give him. 132 00:05:47.120 --> 00:05:50.480 That's just the same thing like me listening into one 133 00:05:50.519 --> 00:05:53.480 of his conversations on the phone or you know, like 134 00:05:53.560 --> 00:05:55.800 I don't do that, like do you say whatever you 135 00:05:55.800 --> 00:05:57.680 want to say? Talk crazy. I don't care. Now if 136 00:05:57.720 --> 00:05:59.759 it's a super big deal, everybody will call me like 137 00:06:00.079 --> 00:06:04.680 her you here, Marcus like whatever, like cool, like creative freedom. 138 00:06:05.079 --> 00:06:07.399 And we was joking because I'll say, if he says 139 00:06:07.399 --> 00:06:10.240 something that you know, I can make fun of, he 140 00:06:11.720 --> 00:06:14.800 let me just leave them alone, but I am gonna. 141 00:06:14.519 --> 00:06:16.439 Watch it after this because after you brought it up, 142 00:06:16.439 --> 00:06:18.680 I'm like, well it was like I said, it was 143 00:06:18.720 --> 00:06:20.639 nothing better, it's all good. It was just like it's 144 00:06:20.800 --> 00:06:24.480 really DELI described the dynamic of y'all's relationships is because 145 00:06:24.839 --> 00:06:27.319 it's like it's a difference between an open relationship, which 146 00:06:27.319 --> 00:06:29.399 you guys do not have, but you have an open communication. 147 00:06:29.519 --> 00:06:31.399 And so for me is why I like to educate 148 00:06:31.439 --> 00:06:33.240 my listeners out there and saying it's like because he 149 00:06:33.279 --> 00:06:35.279 said most things, you go, you know everything he's doing. 150 00:06:35.720 --> 00:06:39.000 Y'all communicate very well well for me. Open relationship to me, 151 00:06:39.040 --> 00:06:41.199 it means that you guys could do whatever you guys 152 00:06:41.199 --> 00:06:42.639 want to do. Like for me, I could never be 153 00:06:42.680 --> 00:06:44.839 in a relationship. I've been in the porn industry you 154 00:06:44.920 --> 00:06:46.800 know for over ten years. I have, you know, even 155 00:06:46.879 --> 00:06:49.199 outside the industry knowing that kind of like life. I 156 00:06:49.240 --> 00:06:52.240 don't think that me in maybe one time. I don't know. 157 00:06:52.319 --> 00:06:53.639 I'm not in a relationship or now at all. So 158 00:06:53.720 --> 00:06:55.759 like maybe I can't say never. I like to ever 159 00:06:55.800 --> 00:06:58.639 say never. But I think the open relationship altogether just 160 00:06:58.680 --> 00:07:01.519 means you can go do you whatever your rules are. 161 00:07:01.600 --> 00:07:03.839 I'm gonna do me whatever those rules are you going together? 162 00:07:03.920 --> 00:07:06.720 For me? Open communication means I'm not doing anything with 163 00:07:06.759 --> 00:07:09.680 anyone unless a you're involved or you know, what's your situation. 164 00:07:09.759 --> 00:07:11.839 Everyone has their own rules. But the way that he 165 00:07:11.879 --> 00:07:13.519 like portrayed it was because what I liked is that 166 00:07:13.560 --> 00:07:16.439 you guys, you have basically full ran and everything that 167 00:07:16.439 --> 00:07:19.000 he does and he's very like Like his way he 168 00:07:19.120 --> 00:07:21.240 portrayed it was everything that you say, like you comment, 169 00:07:21.279 --> 00:07:22.959 like I looked at you guys Instagrams, He's come on 170 00:07:23.000 --> 00:07:25.000 in a picture. You guys, you come it back together. 171 00:07:25.040 --> 00:07:26.800 So it's very playful, like you guys do think as 172 00:07:26.800 --> 00:07:28.759 a couple where it's like a lot of people do 173 00:07:28.879 --> 00:07:31.319 things separate, Yeah, like anything, That's what I'm saying. It's 174 00:07:31.319 --> 00:07:33.800 like because when people say, oh, relationship, oh he's flirting 175 00:07:33.839 --> 00:07:35.959 on something, you know, ever, but they some people and 176 00:07:36.040 --> 00:07:38.439 not in a relationship as you know, open communication lines 177 00:07:38.439 --> 00:07:40.560 with as yourself would be like, oh that's you know, 178 00:07:40.600 --> 00:07:42.360 that's out of line, Like oh you're lacking his picture 179 00:07:42.360 --> 00:07:43.839 where it's not like that at all. Like we're in 180 00:07:43.879 --> 00:07:46.480 an entertainment business where we're supposed, you know, we're around 181 00:07:46.480 --> 00:07:48.959 attractive people and he's like my girlfriend has or my 182 00:07:49.040 --> 00:07:51.680 wife has all you know, beautiful friends. He's like, for 183 00:07:51.759 --> 00:07:53.319 me not to look and it'd be stupid. He's like, 184 00:07:53.360 --> 00:07:55.120 but she knows what it is, and so why I 185 00:07:55.120 --> 00:07:57.639 thought that would you? They're beautiful, That's what he said. 186 00:07:58.040 --> 00:07:59.920 He was like, I can't look at them sometimes doing 187 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:01.800 some things because that's I feel like it's out of line, 188 00:08:01.839 --> 00:08:03.720 which I again respected. So it was just cool to 189 00:08:03.720 --> 00:08:06.160 see the dynamic of how much he really respected you 190 00:08:06.199 --> 00:08:09.439 in you guys relationship and hearing, but also his you know, 191 00:08:09.600 --> 00:08:11.839 him seeing how he flirts with girls and not thinking 192 00:08:11.839 --> 00:08:13.759 that it goes anywhere. But he's a man. And then 193 00:08:13.759 --> 00:08:15.879 he said that there's certain things that a man needs 194 00:08:15.920 --> 00:08:19.639 to fulfill that certain things and so I commend you 195 00:08:19.959 --> 00:08:21.879 as being a partner that's really open because I feel 196 00:08:21.879 --> 00:08:24.120 like that's what really how it makes it work, you 197 00:08:24.160 --> 00:08:26.399 know what I mean? And it's all of it ends 198 00:08:26.439 --> 00:08:27.439 the day is communication. 199 00:08:27.879 --> 00:08:30.279 I tell all my friends, like, you are bugging if 200 00:08:30.319 --> 00:08:34.879 you can't be your dude's homie, the wife and the 201 00:08:34.960 --> 00:08:37.759 girlfriend the whole, Like you need to be all of 202 00:08:37.759 --> 00:08:40.320 those things because if you're not, he's gonna go find 203 00:08:41.200 --> 00:08:43.200 the lack y you know, what I mean, somewhere else. 204 00:08:43.279 --> 00:08:46.039 So I am the homie, like he can't be like 205 00:08:46.080 --> 00:08:48.200 you tear that up? 206 00:08:48.279 --> 00:08:50.000 You want? That's crazy to see? 207 00:08:50.080 --> 00:08:52.399 Well tacos because who cares. 208 00:08:52.799 --> 00:08:55.159 Yeah, it's lighthearted and fun, like you know what I mean. 209 00:08:55.159 --> 00:08:56.840 Because if you were to be like like I didn't 210 00:08:56.879 --> 00:08:58.879 look at that, use a liar, and that to me 211 00:08:58.879 --> 00:09:00.840 means they're doing something in shade if you would have 212 00:09:00.840 --> 00:09:02.120 just said the trip, you know. 213 00:09:02.519 --> 00:09:05.080 So it started off like that because he was nervous. 214 00:09:05.159 --> 00:09:07.960 He I mean, we had one conversation in particular, I'm 215 00:09:08.000 --> 00:09:08.879 not gonna say her name. 216 00:09:08.799 --> 00:09:11.000 Even though I love calling people out, I do it. Girl, 217 00:09:11.120 --> 00:09:13.399 it's private time, you know, let's let's hear it. 218 00:09:13.480 --> 00:09:16.600 One of his friends in particular is beautiful, very safety, 219 00:09:16.720 --> 00:09:20.480 like everything's right about this girl. And they've been friends 220 00:09:20.480 --> 00:09:22.960 for a long time. And I was like, don't play 221 00:09:23.000 --> 00:09:26.919 with me and tell me you never wanted to, you know, 222 00:09:27.000 --> 00:09:28.200 knock that down or even. 223 00:09:28.120 --> 00:09:30.559 Tried, and then maybe didn't happen the way. 224 00:09:30.440 --> 00:09:35.000 It started crying or something, and he was like no, no, no, no, 225 00:09:35.200 --> 00:09:40.279 And I looked, really, bro, I'm on her Instagram, like 226 00:09:40.519 --> 00:09:42.759 you're telling me, like showing him pictures. 227 00:09:42.759 --> 00:09:47.960 He's like oh you know, I'm like, oh didn't I 228 00:09:48.120 --> 00:09:48.720 thank you? 229 00:09:49.120 --> 00:09:51.240 It's like a release and he was like, I know 230 00:09:51.759 --> 00:09:53.639 this is gonna come back to hunt me. This can't 231 00:09:53.679 --> 00:09:55.720 go well. And then as time passed, it was like 232 00:09:55.799 --> 00:09:57.720 did it hunt you? Did I say anything? Didn't? We 233 00:09:57.799 --> 00:09:59.679 laugh about it? Okay? Cool? And then he got more 234 00:09:59.759 --> 00:10:04.000 and more and more comfortable, you know, and that's great. 235 00:10:04.200 --> 00:10:08.440 I think that like what do we joke about Marcus 236 00:10:08.480 --> 00:10:11.399 needing to cheat at least like every three months. 237 00:10:12.279 --> 00:10:18.480 Around three months about who's gonna be next? 238 00:10:18.559 --> 00:10:20.840 Like oh lord, I'm like the other day I hit 239 00:10:20.879 --> 00:10:22.399 you up, like he got a new girlfriend and we 240 00:10:22.480 --> 00:10:22.960 laugh about it. 241 00:10:23.159 --> 00:10:24.879 Now is it because you see him liking too many 242 00:10:24.919 --> 00:10:26.360 pictures or how do you feel like you know, you 243 00:10:26.480 --> 00:10:29.120 just there's there's like a sense you just he don't do. 244 00:10:29.039 --> 00:10:30.639 The wis anymore. He can field on that. 245 00:10:30.720 --> 00:10:32.440 But it's more than that. 246 00:10:32.559 --> 00:10:36.679 He actually like they're his it's his new friend and 247 00:10:36.720 --> 00:10:38.799 they're talking all the time. I don't care about this stuff, 248 00:10:39.000 --> 00:10:40.960 and it's we we laugh and joke like Mark's got 249 00:10:40.960 --> 00:10:43.360 a new girlfriend. You know, it's like three months time, 250 00:10:43.440 --> 00:10:44.879 Like we look at the Calvinar we like it's about 251 00:10:44.879 --> 00:10:47.159 that time, like who is gonna be. It's funny to us, 252 00:10:47.200 --> 00:10:52.039 but he he needs that energy, he needs to like 253 00:10:52.879 --> 00:10:55.440 just be a man. I don't think there's anything wrong 254 00:10:55.480 --> 00:10:57.759 with that. And what I was gonna say was he 255 00:10:58.480 --> 00:11:00.720 so open with me and I allow him to be 256 00:11:00.799 --> 00:11:03.600 that he talks himself out of actually cheating all the 257 00:11:03.600 --> 00:11:05.559 time because he he can come to me like I 258 00:11:05.919 --> 00:11:08.720 was frustrated and I was to the club and then I 259 00:11:08.759 --> 00:11:10.879 just came home because the girl kept touching me, and 260 00:11:11.559 --> 00:11:11.919 he's like. 261 00:11:15.159 --> 00:11:19.159 That's awesome. Though, yeah, I respect that. That's really awesome. 262 00:11:19.200 --> 00:11:21.879 Like I feel like that's how it should be because like, 263 00:11:21.919 --> 00:11:24.840 and that's why you said, like you if you've established homeliness, 264 00:11:24.960 --> 00:11:27.120 so you've done that for him and you guys are 265 00:11:27.120 --> 00:11:29.480 in the same business. Is there anything that has ever 266 00:11:29.519 --> 00:11:31.799 gotten like in the way because of like the like 267 00:11:31.840 --> 00:11:34.039 the vice versa of that, because of men working with 268 00:11:34.080 --> 00:11:35.799 you and him being in the same business. Do they 269 00:11:35.840 --> 00:11:36.960 not want to work with you because they fel then 270 00:11:36.960 --> 00:11:39.519 maybe intimidated because of your man, or maybe not want 271 00:11:39.559 --> 00:11:41.320 to like draw back because of those things or. 272 00:11:41.320 --> 00:11:44.240 Who he is or I can definitely say the dynamic 273 00:11:44.320 --> 00:11:47.559 of my relationship with my homeboys have definitely changed when 274 00:11:47.559 --> 00:11:51.559 they was like, oh, you're in a relationship relationship, Oh 275 00:11:51.799 --> 00:11:54.440 I cool, I'm gonna fall back, which is fine. I 276 00:11:54.480 --> 00:11:57.159 respect that too, because whatever makes you comfortable. If you're 277 00:11:57.200 --> 00:11:59.120 in a situation where you feel like, man, I can't 278 00:11:59.120 --> 00:12:03.039 hang around his girl dog. 279 00:12:02.399 --> 00:12:06.840 Then okay, yeah exactly, I don't have it on. 280 00:12:08.759 --> 00:12:12.039 You ain't getting nothing, so that I respect that. Go 281 00:12:12.639 --> 00:12:15.519 your way. But there has been like one of my 282 00:12:15.960 --> 00:12:18.240 male friends in particular, that I was like, come, wah 283 00:12:18.279 --> 00:12:20.879 wah wah wah, wall like you you my friend friend, 284 00:12:20.919 --> 00:12:24.159 like you can't you can't you know, escape like that? 285 00:12:24.200 --> 00:12:26.279 And I mean, I'm just gonna say because I mean 286 00:12:26.559 --> 00:12:29.320 it was kind of public my homeboy Booby because we 287 00:12:29.360 --> 00:12:31.799 shot Love and hip Hop together and he got really crazy, 288 00:12:31.879 --> 00:12:36.440 really tricky, really sticky. And because of the way the 289 00:12:36.480 --> 00:12:39.440 show is shot and the way people kind of run 290 00:12:39.759 --> 00:12:42.519 with certain scenes without for things. 291 00:12:42.320 --> 00:12:44.200 That are edited in certain ways that makes it appears 292 00:12:44.200 --> 00:12:44.600 other things. 293 00:12:44.799 --> 00:12:47.000 I don't want to blame it on editing, because we 294 00:12:47.080 --> 00:12:50.080 said it, we did it. Sometimes it's chopped up and 295 00:12:50.440 --> 00:12:52.399 take one part out, you know what I mean, and 296 00:12:52.440 --> 00:12:55.120 then put that somewhere else, or it looks like something 297 00:12:55.120 --> 00:12:57.840 that's so cool like, which is editing, But you know, 298 00:12:57.879 --> 00:12:59.200 I don't. I don't want to be one of those 299 00:12:59.200 --> 00:13:02.240 type of castmates. It's like, just blame it all on editing, 300 00:13:02.519 --> 00:13:04.960 because those were your words. We said what we said, 301 00:13:05.000 --> 00:13:08.759 we did what we did. But I did notice that 302 00:13:08.799 --> 00:13:12.360 some people will watch. I've ran across people that be like, oh, 303 00:13:12.399 --> 00:13:16.679 I saw one episode, and then they'll some of our 304 00:13:16.720 --> 00:13:19.240 whole lives up on that one episode. I ain't seen 305 00:13:19.279 --> 00:13:21.000 no other episode, so I'm like, well, you didn't get 306 00:13:21.039 --> 00:13:21.879 the rest of the rest. 307 00:13:21.759 --> 00:13:22.399 Of the story. 308 00:13:22.679 --> 00:13:25.320 So with that being said, that's that's really and truly 309 00:13:25.799 --> 00:13:30.759 It's always been my homeboy, but it got tricky, you know, 310 00:13:30.799 --> 00:13:33.200 as far as viewers and the show and a storyline, 311 00:13:33.200 --> 00:13:34.519 and it got kind of crazy. 312 00:13:34.960 --> 00:13:37.960 And at one point it was like two years ago, maybe. 313 00:13:39.159 --> 00:13:41.879 It was tough for us to actually be friends anymore 314 00:13:42.080 --> 00:13:44.159 because of my relationship, because of the show, because of 315 00:13:44.159 --> 00:13:47.080 everybody saying, ain't no way, y'all just friends and girl, 316 00:13:47.120 --> 00:13:48.919 you see him with his shirt off, and I'm like, yes, 317 00:13:48.960 --> 00:13:50.960 I've been seeing him with his shirt off four decade, 318 00:13:51.120 --> 00:13:56.080 Like okay, you know, but I had to go back 319 00:13:56.200 --> 00:13:58.840 and start that friendship over. 320 00:13:59.279 --> 00:14:00.799 So you guys are friends now. 321 00:14:00.679 --> 00:14:02.960 Your friends were cool. We greatly figured it out. This 322 00:14:03.080 --> 00:14:04.360 was a tough you know. 323 00:14:05.159 --> 00:14:07.279 Do you think it was because, like you said, the 324 00:14:07.360 --> 00:14:09.600 relationship because you got into a relationship. Do you think 325 00:14:09.759 --> 00:14:11.480 is because it was Marcus that was in the way, 326 00:14:11.559 --> 00:14:13.960 or his jealousy or just you didn't know the dynamic, 327 00:14:14.159 --> 00:14:16.799 dynamic because you were now together with someone else and 328 00:14:16.840 --> 00:14:18.919 you guys could of didn't know where y'all were left off. 329 00:14:18.960 --> 00:14:21.440 Yeah, Marcus was cool. It was some things that Marcus 330 00:14:21.440 --> 00:14:23.960 didn't understand because I was I was as a female, 331 00:14:24.120 --> 00:14:29.200 I was like a manly flirt, you know what I mean. 332 00:14:29.360 --> 00:14:31.240 Like, but I think it's the same thing with him 333 00:14:31.279 --> 00:14:32.759 as why I think y'all work well together. 334 00:14:33.080 --> 00:14:35.720 Yeah. Now, but then he was like, you really are. 335 00:14:39.799 --> 00:14:40.039 Like what. 336 00:14:42.919 --> 00:14:45.440 I'm going in And he's like, yo, I don't like 337 00:14:45.480 --> 00:14:47.879 the way you talk to dudes. And of course this 338 00:14:48.000 --> 00:14:50.399 wasn't in the relationship, but he just made an observation 339 00:14:50.519 --> 00:14:54.480 like you really be out here Macan. You know, am 340 00:14:54.519 --> 00:14:57.320 I writ to you know what I mean what you. 341 00:14:57.279 --> 00:14:59.960 Were saying, I mean, you're allowed to You're allowed to, 342 00:15:00.159 --> 00:15:01.480 like do you you know you're out here? 343 00:15:01.600 --> 00:15:01.799 You know? 344 00:15:01.919 --> 00:15:04.159 It's just as much as for like guys get all 345 00:15:04.159 --> 00:15:05.519 this stuff. You know, girls, we have to find your 346 00:15:05.519 --> 00:15:08.320 own name too. You're you know, a strong female, independent 347 00:15:08.360 --> 00:15:10.240 woman who's doing your things, so you're allowed to do 348 00:15:10.279 --> 00:15:12.600 that shit. You're hot girl, Like shoot your shot, what 349 00:15:12.679 --> 00:15:14.480 you want to do? 350 00:15:14.519 --> 00:15:16.320 You think that's one of the coolest things about Marcus. 351 00:15:16.480 --> 00:15:18.840 It's like he's super secure in the relationship. He is 352 00:15:18.879 --> 00:15:21.240 he is, and you too, Like, I think that that's 353 00:15:21.240 --> 00:15:23.879 also where I work because you both are like super secure. 354 00:15:24.159 --> 00:15:26.200 We really don't be on each other's tall like that, 355 00:15:26.360 --> 00:15:33.240 and it's so refreshing. My last relationship, it was strange. 356 00:15:33.720 --> 00:15:37.240 He's just kind of I can't. I coldn't even explain 357 00:15:37.320 --> 00:15:42.559 that scenario were you. I couldn't have male friends. I couldn't. Yeah, 358 00:15:42.600 --> 00:15:43.840 it was not possible. 359 00:15:44.000 --> 00:15:45.320 How long was this relationship? 360 00:15:45.440 --> 00:15:48.799 Forever? I lose it. I have a child from that relationship, 361 00:15:49.200 --> 00:15:54.039 my son. He's ten now. So yeah, we we we 362 00:15:54.039 --> 00:15:56.399 we were like babies together. We kind of went back 363 00:15:56.399 --> 00:15:58.679 and forth almost two decades. Okay, that was the one 364 00:15:58.759 --> 00:16:00.919 relationship I was in and then women, you know, my 365 00:16:01.000 --> 00:16:05.480 relationship with Marcus so definitely. So my point is in 366 00:16:05.559 --> 00:16:08.440 that relationship is like, nah, I'm your friend, you know, 367 00:16:08.440 --> 00:16:10.360 what I mean. So, when I was single and done 368 00:16:10.399 --> 00:16:13.759 with that relationship, I was at you, baby, what's up? 369 00:16:13.919 --> 00:16:17.480 Baby? All the babies exactly what you just said from 370 00:16:17.519 --> 00:16:19.759 two decades and I know, like women like even though 371 00:16:19.759 --> 00:16:22.399 like you're done, you're not really done until like you're done. 372 00:16:22.440 --> 00:16:25.120 And then so after that, like a girl you're twelve. 373 00:16:24.879 --> 00:16:26.519 I didn't get a chance to really do my so 374 00:16:26.559 --> 00:16:27.200 I'm saying. 375 00:16:26.960 --> 00:16:29.440 So I'll hear like, why weren't you allowed to? You have? 376 00:16:29.559 --> 00:16:31.919 I don't blame me with the great sweatpants girl? How many? 377 00:16:32.039 --> 00:16:35.679 How many those did you catch? With that macan day. 378 00:16:35.679 --> 00:16:40.559 Boone balls with Yanni, just tearing them down, like hey, yo, 379 00:16:40.840 --> 00:16:43.080 like when they walk into the car, you know, And 380 00:16:43.120 --> 00:16:45.600 that's fun to me like that, that was fun to me. 381 00:16:45.639 --> 00:16:47.799 So and Marcus met me in the middle of that, 382 00:16:47.879 --> 00:16:48.519 in the middle of. 383 00:16:48.440 --> 00:16:49.360 Me enjoying that. 384 00:16:49.879 --> 00:16:51.879 So I was like, no, no, over here, I'm having fun, 385 00:16:52.120 --> 00:16:55.000 you know. And yeah, but it's I like the fact 386 00:16:55.080 --> 00:16:57.799 that he didn't all everything's about to change, You're about 387 00:16:57.840 --> 00:17:02.039 to stop doing this. He naturally let me transition and 388 00:17:02.080 --> 00:17:06.039 gets I respect my relationship. I don't do disrespectful things. 389 00:17:06.079 --> 00:17:08.039 I don't do anything that he will be uncomfortable with 390 00:17:08.160 --> 00:17:08.880 stuff like that. 391 00:17:10.240 --> 00:17:12.200 You know, we just had to switch the dynamic. 392 00:17:12.359 --> 00:17:15.680 It's like, oh, you look really nice today, and that's it. 393 00:17:15.920 --> 00:17:18.279 Yeah, So now that you have you guys have a 394 00:17:18.279 --> 00:17:24.400 baby together, which congratulations, How has the dynamic of the 395 00:17:24.400 --> 00:17:28.400 relationships sexually or at all changed it all? 396 00:17:29.839 --> 00:17:33.839 This is boring, My my response is boring because the 397 00:17:33.920 --> 00:17:38.799 reason that it has been a change a drought from 398 00:17:38.880 --> 00:17:41.400 Marcus just. 399 00:17:41.799 --> 00:17:44.440 You're not getting the d you're not getting the d We're. 400 00:17:44.240 --> 00:17:47.880 Good now, but after babies, after months now she's eight months, 401 00:17:48.480 --> 00:17:53.160 so yeah, this this is this is the violent part. 402 00:17:53.680 --> 00:17:55.480 Hey, but you know we gotta like we gotta go 403 00:17:55.559 --> 00:17:56.960 through it to get through it, you know what I mean, 404 00:17:57.000 --> 00:17:58.720 there's a light at the end of that tunnel. You 405 00:17:58.799 --> 00:18:00.359 have to like That's why why we heard trying to 406 00:18:00.480 --> 00:18:03.119 educate private talk listeners out there, is like because sometimes 407 00:18:03.119 --> 00:18:05.880 something as much as like how great relationship your relationship 408 00:18:05.920 --> 00:18:07.799 is and the dynamic of what you guys have built 409 00:18:08.079 --> 00:18:10.759 that's why it's so great still now is because you've 410 00:18:10.759 --> 00:18:13.160 built a great foundation. And so now after having a 411 00:18:13.279 --> 00:18:17.359 child and having a beautiful life like creative is you know, livery, 412 00:18:17.440 --> 00:18:19.240 you have to like I still have to you know, 413 00:18:19.319 --> 00:18:21.039 see that, and as a man, I don't know, and 414 00:18:21.119 --> 00:18:22.599 nor do I have children at all, so I don't 415 00:18:22.640 --> 00:18:25.720 know like that whole the after part of like when 416 00:18:25.720 --> 00:18:27.640 you guys are get intimate or how that feels for 417 00:18:27.720 --> 00:18:30.000 you or him, and everyone is just different. So it 418 00:18:30.000 --> 00:18:30.640 explained to us. 419 00:18:30.680 --> 00:18:33.039 So six weeks and then their back pop and it's 420 00:18:33.079 --> 00:18:34.799 cool for me. It didn't go like that with my 421 00:18:34.839 --> 00:18:39.119 son or my daughter. So I had complications after delivering 422 00:18:39.160 --> 00:18:42.640 Shy summer. So I was in the hospital for like 423 00:18:43.759 --> 00:18:47.279 two months off and on after having her. Me Mayby 424 00:18:47.400 --> 00:18:50.400 was fine, he was everybody's fine. And I a blood 425 00:18:50.400 --> 00:18:54.359 pressure went crazy. I had pre clamsya, I had postpartum hemorrhage. 426 00:18:54.559 --> 00:18:56.440 It's just everything happened to me. So I was in 427 00:18:56.440 --> 00:19:01.920 the hospital and not only am I recovering from giving 428 00:19:01.960 --> 00:19:05.640 birth to her, but I'm recovering from the you know, 429 00:19:05.759 --> 00:19:08.559 complications that I had, which just shut me down. 430 00:19:08.839 --> 00:19:11.920 Doctor's like, you need nothing's going on right now, Like. 431 00:19:11.920 --> 00:19:15.720 It took me longer to snap back after baby, and 432 00:19:15.799 --> 00:19:18.960 he was out here in these streets like just on 433 00:19:19.039 --> 00:19:19.519 a drought. 434 00:19:19.799 --> 00:19:20.599 Now I need to. 435 00:19:20.559 --> 00:19:24.279 Add this too. By the time my belly popped out, 436 00:19:24.559 --> 00:19:27.240 and it was clear that there's another person in there. 437 00:19:27.640 --> 00:19:31.359 He wasn't going he just yeah, that's how some met 438 00:19:31.400 --> 00:19:33.119 I that I like friends that are like that too. 439 00:19:33.160 --> 00:19:36.440 It's like they feel like I can't hurt my baby, 440 00:19:36.759 --> 00:19:38.279 but you're like, but I need something. 441 00:19:38.640 --> 00:19:40.559 But I'm not just gonna blame it on that, because 442 00:19:40.599 --> 00:19:43.279 I know a lot of guys are like, man, you're tripping. However, 443 00:19:43.440 --> 00:19:46.240 I will say that my doctors. I had ten doctors 444 00:19:46.359 --> 00:19:49.640 because I'm older and once you get to a certain age, 445 00:19:49.680 --> 00:19:52.920 you're high risk. And I have high blood pressure previous 446 00:19:52.960 --> 00:19:56.359 to getting pregnant, so I have ten specialists seeing me 447 00:19:56.559 --> 00:19:59.519 every two weeks. But it's all of these doctors. He's 448 00:19:59.519 --> 00:20:02.480 sitting there and they're like, oh, what the complications you 449 00:20:02.559 --> 00:20:04.559 had before and reading off all of this stuff, and 450 00:20:04.359 --> 00:20:06.920 he was just turning oft like I'm not going in there. 451 00:20:07.000 --> 00:20:07.680 The black hole. 452 00:20:07.920 --> 00:20:10.000 Going in there, it's not what you're calling out the 453 00:20:10.039 --> 00:20:10.559 black hole. 454 00:20:11.240 --> 00:20:13.240 And they're like, you know, they're saying all of this stuff, 455 00:20:13.279 --> 00:20:16.720 and I'll never forget. Remember remember I ate Taco Bell 456 00:20:16.880 --> 00:20:17.960 and got sick while I was. 457 00:20:19.480 --> 00:20:20.440 Girl. I got so sick. 458 00:20:20.480 --> 00:20:23.240 I was in the emergency room and he's like, you 459 00:20:23.359 --> 00:20:25.480 just had Taco Bell, get out of that emergency room. 460 00:20:25.519 --> 00:20:27.759 I'm like, I feel Seraph, I think the baby's coming early. 461 00:20:28.079 --> 00:20:31.240 It was just Taco Bell, but I'm in there, any 462 00:20:31.279 --> 00:20:33.960 emergency room girl. And he goes with me because we 463 00:20:33.960 --> 00:20:35.680 didn't want to disturb Marcus. We end up getting in 464 00:20:35.680 --> 00:20:38.000 trouble for that. Marcus finds out where I was, he 465 00:20:38.279 --> 00:20:41.519 leaves the studio, he comes and he burst in and 466 00:20:41.519 --> 00:20:43.359 he's like, what's wrong with my wife? What's wrong with 467 00:20:43.440 --> 00:20:45.599 my wife? And then the nurse walks. He's like, she's 468 00:20:45.640 --> 00:20:47.039 gonna be fine, and she said, let me ask you 469 00:20:47.119 --> 00:20:48.960 a couple of questions. She said, when's the last time 470 00:20:49.000 --> 00:20:51.079 you had sex? And I was like last night. She 471 00:20:51.160 --> 00:20:52.480 was like hmm, I said a. 472 00:20:54.079 --> 00:20:57.039 Rat. So he wasn't going in the black hole anymore. 473 00:20:57.839 --> 00:20:59.599 If there was any time I can like talk him 474 00:20:59.599 --> 00:21:02.839 into it, he was like, that's it. Like she basically just. 475 00:21:02.799 --> 00:21:05.440 Blamed and how many months were you? How what was that? 476 00:21:05.599 --> 00:21:06.880 Like it was early. 477 00:21:06.759 --> 00:21:10.759 Six five six. He was like, oh, so you went 478 00:21:10.839 --> 00:21:15.079 up emergency were because of me? Then it's just it's 479 00:21:15.279 --> 00:21:17.160 all done. He didn't touch me again. So okay. The 480 00:21:17.240 --> 00:21:19.000 point of that is, I'm trying to give you this 481 00:21:19.079 --> 00:21:21.880 time span of him not getting done right. So we 482 00:21:21.960 --> 00:21:25.960 got five, six, seven, eight, nine months pregnant. Then we 483 00:21:26.039 --> 00:21:29.640 got two months of me recovering, and then something else happened. 484 00:21:29.640 --> 00:21:31.279 I can't remember what. And it's like I had to 485 00:21:31.319 --> 00:21:33.200 wait even longer and a year and. 486 00:21:33.160 --> 00:21:35.680 A half an hour out, go get a friend, you 487 00:21:35.720 --> 00:21:37.680 told him. I said, now, were you serious? 488 00:21:37.960 --> 00:21:39.519 I was at home. It was me and my mom 489 00:21:39.559 --> 00:21:42.720 taking care of breastfeeding, and I said, you know what, 490 00:21:43.839 --> 00:21:45.519 go get you a move now. 491 00:21:45.559 --> 00:21:47.640 I just I feel horrible. 492 00:21:47.880 --> 00:21:50.039 I don't have it on me, you know what I mean? 493 00:21:50.319 --> 00:21:53.039 Like you're a man, I get it, like you get 494 00:21:53.039 --> 00:21:53.680 a pass. 495 00:21:53.960 --> 00:21:56.200 But what does that mean? Like getting as good as 496 00:21:56.240 --> 00:21:59.599 some people means getting like a girlfriend or a side 497 00:21:59.599 --> 00:22:01.680 piece or to me or like you know, or is 498 00:22:01.680 --> 00:22:02.160 that just mean. 499 00:22:02.119 --> 00:22:04.799 It's somebody that can help around, just like just. 500 00:22:04.759 --> 00:22:06.279 Get your dick away and like get it over with, 501 00:22:06.519 --> 00:22:08.880 Like did you mean that? Is that something that does? 502 00:22:08.880 --> 00:22:11.119 Did he get a pass? Is it like this business? 503 00:22:11.200 --> 00:22:11.599 Huh? 504 00:22:12.079 --> 00:22:14.039 Hey, it's right to talk. Feel comfortable. 505 00:22:14.119 --> 00:22:17.960 It's not easy for Marcus because Marcus is one of 506 00:22:18.000 --> 00:22:20.200 the good guys. He needs to get to know you 507 00:22:20.240 --> 00:22:22.559 see what you know, like before and after the gym 508 00:22:22.880 --> 00:22:26.000 or your parents till you get good morning, beautiful, good night, 509 00:22:26.039 --> 00:22:27.279 you probish your days. 510 00:22:27.400 --> 00:22:29.559 So does he say that to all of his girlfriends? 511 00:22:29.559 --> 00:22:32.720 He has to like, well, if that's a lot, and 512 00:22:32.799 --> 00:22:33.960 you don't care about none of that. 513 00:22:34.759 --> 00:22:37.160 So I've we've argued about this before. When I say, 514 00:22:37.359 --> 00:22:40.000 go to Vegas, come back and I don't want to 515 00:22:40.039 --> 00:22:42.160 hear nothing else, And me and his friends are laughing, 516 00:22:42.279 --> 00:22:43.799 like dang, how bro work broke? 517 00:22:43.880 --> 00:22:48.599 He gets a nowhere and I'm like, see that's that's different, Like, okay, Jay, 518 00:22:48.720 --> 00:22:50.759 I see you rolling your eyes over there. Tell us 519 00:22:50.759 --> 00:22:53.839 the real shit, because you're the best friend. Is Brooke 520 00:22:53.880 --> 00:22:57.200 telling the truth over here? Like come on, I know 521 00:22:57.279 --> 00:22:59.160 she's telling the truth, is what you're saying of that, 522 00:22:59.240 --> 00:23:02.160 but when you go to Vegas? What does that really mean? 523 00:23:03.200 --> 00:23:05.839 I have a full argument about him. 524 00:23:05.960 --> 00:23:09.000 Yeah, I think that we both read run off, do 525 00:23:09.079 --> 00:23:11.079 it one off, and then come back and we never 526 00:23:11.119 --> 00:23:11.839 hear about it again. 527 00:23:12.119 --> 00:23:18.480 I like, but I see and I applause because like 528 00:23:18.559 --> 00:23:20.960 when it's like when it's done, there's no emotions to it. 529 00:23:21.000 --> 00:23:22.720 When once it comes into like an emotion, that's not 530 00:23:22.799 --> 00:23:24.400 saying when it's a booth thing, and then there's like 531 00:23:24.400 --> 00:23:26.799 a whole other thing, like when that's like a relationship. 532 00:23:26.480 --> 00:23:28.960 Alexis then not even know do you cook? Do you clean? 533 00:23:29.039 --> 00:23:30.119 Can you change a diaper? 534 00:23:30.559 --> 00:23:33.319 Because you're in a relationship with us now no serious 535 00:23:33.400 --> 00:23:34.359 and to get in. 536 00:23:34.319 --> 00:23:37.000 This house and you gonna I'm not cleaning up anymore. 537 00:23:37.200 --> 00:23:37.880 I make breaks. 538 00:23:37.920 --> 00:23:42.119 So you're into sister wives. I think it takes a village, Okay, 539 00:23:42.400 --> 00:23:46.640 solig what you look at me? Would you be into 540 00:23:46.640 --> 00:23:49.319 it if you found if you had someone that could 541 00:23:49.759 --> 00:23:52.400 like service your man, change your baby diapers, you know, 542 00:23:52.480 --> 00:23:54.440 maybe service you when you need to. Do you like women? 543 00:23:54.519 --> 00:23:57.400 I don't even know tuggle with that because that sounds 544 00:23:57.559 --> 00:23:58.160 great to me. 545 00:23:59.039 --> 00:24:01.240 Why are we struggling? I struggled to you, I don't 546 00:24:01.240 --> 00:24:02.279 even have a manage. 547 00:24:02.079 --> 00:24:06.680 Because of the way I was raised, my rention society. 548 00:24:07.519 --> 00:24:09.799 What's right? What's wrong? I just feel like if no 549 00:24:09.799 --> 00:24:13.200 one's itching and scratching and burning and bumped up, could 550 00:24:13.240 --> 00:24:14.480 we figure this out? 551 00:24:15.160 --> 00:24:17.519 You know what I mean? So you say like, because 552 00:24:17.559 --> 00:24:18.880 of like the way you were raised, do you feel 553 00:24:18.920 --> 00:24:20.680 like that's why you couldn't or do you feel like 554 00:24:20.839 --> 00:24:24.160 that's why you don't. I think that's why I don't okay, 555 00:24:24.200 --> 00:24:26.920 but you could for sure because your perspective of like 556 00:24:26.960 --> 00:24:29.920 what I like, it's very like Again the blurred lines 557 00:24:29.960 --> 00:24:31.480 of like I said, it's not an open relationship, it's 558 00:24:31.480 --> 00:24:35.119 an open conversation and open like communication is why all 559 00:24:35.160 --> 00:24:37.240 the time if you're like to me, I don't think 560 00:24:37.279 --> 00:24:41.480 it's cheating if you're being told again, every relationship is different. No, 561 00:24:41.880 --> 00:24:43.759 what works for you doesn't work for me. What works 562 00:24:43.759 --> 00:24:45.599 for you doesn't work for me. But whatever works for 563 00:24:45.640 --> 00:24:48.400 you is your relationship and that's beautiful. But when other 564 00:24:48.440 --> 00:24:50.640 people and things come inside of it is when it 565 00:24:50.640 --> 00:24:53.359 becomes a problem. So that's why I say, and I 566 00:24:53.400 --> 00:24:55.400 ask you, do you think you could? Or it's because 567 00:24:55.400 --> 00:24:57.200 of the way you were raised, it's because I think 568 00:24:57.200 --> 00:24:59.319 that if you took what other people thought about you, 569 00:24:59.319 --> 00:25:01.039 you would be able to do it. Because it's not 570 00:25:01.759 --> 00:25:03.759 that's what you feel like. You already have it up 571 00:25:03.759 --> 00:25:06.240 in communication. You don't have a problem with it, knowing 572 00:25:06.240 --> 00:25:07.880 that he's not going to stray. He loves you, he 573 00:25:07.920 --> 00:25:09.359 loves your kids, your baby, you know what I mean. 574 00:25:09.559 --> 00:25:11.720 And that would just be an added bonus. Now you 575 00:25:11.799 --> 00:25:15.000 have more time, girl, more time. You ain't got to 576 00:25:15.000 --> 00:25:16.640 do things you don't want to. You don't have to. 577 00:25:17.920 --> 00:25:21.240 No, I that sounds great to me. We talk about 578 00:25:21.240 --> 00:25:22.839 this all the time. We go back and forth about 579 00:25:22.880 --> 00:25:25.039 it all the time, like the fear of the unknown 580 00:25:25.160 --> 00:25:29.599 is scary because I've never been I've now in my 581 00:25:29.680 --> 00:25:33.519 last relationship, somebody will argue with me because they will say, oh, 582 00:25:33.559 --> 00:25:35.839 you let oh boy have all kind of girlfriends. But 583 00:25:36.000 --> 00:25:38.240 I wasn't kicking it with him anymore. That makes sense. 584 00:25:38.279 --> 00:25:40.640 I was just spending because you said it was two 585 00:25:40.680 --> 00:25:43.119 decades of going back and forth. So I was just. 586 00:25:43.079 --> 00:25:46.519 Using the black cart out shopping. He was being with 587 00:25:46.559 --> 00:25:47.880 whoever he wants to be with, which. 588 00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:48.359 Can't touch me. 589 00:25:49.400 --> 00:25:53.720 Yeah, that that was the dynamic of that. So that's different. 590 00:25:53.759 --> 00:25:56.960 This will be like, oh, we're in a relationship or whatever. 591 00:25:57.079 --> 00:25:58.839 And like I said, of course, no one can be 592 00:25:58.880 --> 00:26:01.640 run into planned parenthood with their issues and be in 593 00:26:01.640 --> 00:26:05.160 a relationship with me. Now let's talk about me liking girls. Right, 594 00:26:05.759 --> 00:26:09.720 the other day, I said I was fake gay. Now, 595 00:26:09.720 --> 00:26:13.319 I'm not trying to offend anybody. I am very open. 596 00:26:13.359 --> 00:26:16.599 I am not homophobic, nothing like like, come on, are 597 00:26:16.599 --> 00:26:19.039 you kidding me? But I was like, I am so 598 00:26:19.240 --> 00:26:22.839 fake gay. I was just sitting down reflecting, because. 599 00:26:22.759 --> 00:26:25.480 Please tell us what fake gay. I want to know. 600 00:26:25.599 --> 00:26:29.920 I got the tongue e motions, I got the tongue 601 00:26:29.960 --> 00:26:31.880 emojis for every girl on the ground. 602 00:26:31.960 --> 00:26:34.279 I'm sliding that you don't have in my mind. I 603 00:26:34.319 --> 00:26:36.759 don't even think you're following me. Bro, come up jealous, 604 00:26:36.839 --> 00:26:38.480 some of little jealous. I got talk. 605 00:26:39.920 --> 00:26:42.480 I'm like, what's the damn? I'm all of that, and 606 00:26:42.519 --> 00:26:44.599 like flirting, we going out, we having a good time, 607 00:26:44.720 --> 00:26:46.880 we all drunk or whatever, and then it's the end 608 00:26:46.920 --> 00:26:48.440 of the night and if you touch me, I'm gonna 609 00:26:48.480 --> 00:26:51.000 pass out on to a moment. 610 00:26:51.400 --> 00:26:55.079 So what if they got you before? Like I don't know, 611 00:26:55.160 --> 00:26:57.119 I don't know. So you just like you're like the 612 00:26:57.200 --> 00:27:00.359 four play and you're like Blue Blue Lipsy's girls. That's 613 00:27:00.359 --> 00:27:02.960 what I say, because blue Balls is for guys, Blue 614 00:27:02.960 --> 00:27:05.319 lips is for girls. You got a girl who is 615 00:27:05.359 --> 00:27:07.720 like you were like, because most people you're a beautiful 616 00:27:07.720 --> 00:27:09.480 girl and a girl who likes girls or who thinks 617 00:27:09.480 --> 00:27:11.319 they're confused and they don't know, but they be like, oh, 618 00:27:11.319 --> 00:27:13.720 she's given me some kind of energy. I'm like, oh, 619 00:27:13.799 --> 00:27:16.440 maybe I'm having a shot. And then you be like 620 00:27:16.480 --> 00:27:18.799 getting drunk, you let him drive the boat like Megan, 621 00:27:18.799 --> 00:27:21.200 the stallion tells all these girls out there and you know, 622 00:27:21.759 --> 00:27:24.079 you like and then they're like you gone. They're like, 623 00:27:24.119 --> 00:27:28.519 where's Brooke. Oh, she's already asleep, she's back home. So 624 00:27:28.559 --> 00:27:32.720 you blue lips these girls. That is not motherfuckers, that's 625 00:27:32.759 --> 00:27:34.079 what you tell these girls. 626 00:27:34.640 --> 00:27:36.759 Okay, I don't, I'll see this. 627 00:27:36.759 --> 00:27:38.640 This is Brook. I would be offended if you blue 628 00:27:38.680 --> 00:27:42.599 lipped me. I. But that's what I'm saying is because 629 00:27:42.680 --> 00:27:46.200 why I okay, I was married at one time in 630 00:27:46.240 --> 00:27:49.680 my life happily divorced now, thank you very much, but 631 00:27:49.960 --> 00:27:52.079 at the one point, so I used to have three 632 00:27:52.119 --> 00:27:54.160 sums with my ex husband, and so for me, it 633 00:27:54.200 --> 00:27:56.160 was it was different because it was the first relationship 634 00:27:56.200 --> 00:28:00.400 that I had that I like a felt comfort enough 635 00:28:00.440 --> 00:28:01.960 to like allow the people in because it was again, 636 00:28:02.000 --> 00:28:03.640 but it was on in the beginning, it was on 637 00:28:03.680 --> 00:28:06.440 my terms. Like you know, we both scouted girls of 638 00:28:06.480 --> 00:28:08.240 who we liked, and then I wanted to approach it 639 00:28:08.279 --> 00:28:10.640 and like to be that situation. So it was very 640 00:28:10.680 --> 00:28:14.799 like in my domain. But sometimes there would be times 641 00:28:14.799 --> 00:28:16.559 that I didn't really want to be with girls and 642 00:28:16.599 --> 00:28:18.359 I didn't really know so I'd be like, I would 643 00:28:18.359 --> 00:28:21.240 be like not the like I would not prey on them, 644 00:28:21.279 --> 00:28:22.880 but I would like get them to be whatever. And 645 00:28:22.920 --> 00:28:25.440 then I wouldn't mind if my ex did whatever he 646 00:28:25.480 --> 00:28:27.160 wanted was because I was like it was a communal 647 00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:27.880 thing in. 648 00:28:27.880 --> 00:28:29.359 Some sense, get them to do whatever. 649 00:28:29.559 --> 00:28:32.000 Yeah, But then like I would part or both at first, 650 00:28:32.039 --> 00:28:33.599 but sometimes I wouldn't be into it, So we may 651 00:28:33.680 --> 00:28:35.240 be partying the same way. Like you said, like you're 652 00:28:35.279 --> 00:28:37.279 like all four You're like if all these emojis and 653 00:28:37.319 --> 00:28:38.640 at the end of the night and like I'm tired, 654 00:28:38.680 --> 00:28:40.440 I'm like, here you go, boo, I'm good. Tap you 655 00:28:40.480 --> 00:28:42.920 in like you're I'm good. So like it'd be either or, 656 00:28:43.000 --> 00:28:46.000 But sometimes I like for myself, I'm like, man, I 657 00:28:46.039 --> 00:28:48.680 got blue lipped, or I gave her blue lips, and 658 00:28:48.759 --> 00:28:49.680 so that's the thing. 659 00:28:49.960 --> 00:28:51.720 Yeah, I feel like that would be the situation for me, 660 00:28:51.799 --> 00:28:53.920 Like Marcus, have a great time. You guys, I'm just 661 00:28:53.960 --> 00:28:56.720 gonna sit over your e chips, you know, and it's like, 662 00:28:56.799 --> 00:28:58.400 really you not participating? 663 00:28:58.440 --> 00:29:01.160 Eh, I don't want to do that tonight, Celia. 664 00:29:01.400 --> 00:29:03.799 How the women are beautiful. I'm attracted to women. I 665 00:29:03.799 --> 00:29:06.160 can walk down the stream and be like, God, whoa, 666 00:29:06.200 --> 00:29:09.480 but it's I'm not I've never act, So you've never 667 00:29:09.559 --> 00:29:10.720 been with a woman at all? 668 00:29:11.039 --> 00:29:13.039 No, have you fantasized, but out about it. 669 00:29:13.559 --> 00:29:16.279 I've had situations as a teenager where I've been in 670 00:29:16.359 --> 00:29:18.079 the room and people are geeting. 671 00:29:18.480 --> 00:29:20.759 Yeah, but not with you, not with me? Okay, so 672 00:29:20.759 --> 00:29:23.200 then that doesn't count. But that's almost that's like that 673 00:29:23.759 --> 00:29:26.519 was like you're a cuphold, all right? That was you 674 00:29:26.519 --> 00:29:27.200 were being cuckolded. 675 00:29:27.279 --> 00:29:27.880 You didn't even. 676 00:29:27.720 --> 00:29:31.720 Know, because a cuphold means that you're having like you're 677 00:29:31.759 --> 00:29:34.200 not having sex, but either your partner usually is having 678 00:29:34.279 --> 00:29:36.839 sex and you're like watching and you're not involved at all. 679 00:29:37.240 --> 00:29:41.880 So if you're in a room, be a creep. Creep. Yeah, 680 00:29:43.119 --> 00:29:45.119 sometimes you need to be a fly on the wall girl. 681 00:29:45.480 --> 00:29:47.799 It's okay that Sometimes that means to how you learn things, 682 00:29:47.799 --> 00:29:49.680 what you want, what you don't want to learn a lot, 683 00:29:49.720 --> 00:29:50.480 what you you know. 684 00:29:50.440 --> 00:29:54.279 How not to toot, don't be the table. 685 00:29:54.240 --> 00:29:55.000 Don't be the table? 686 00:29:55.200 --> 00:29:55.920 Art straight back? 687 00:29:56.640 --> 00:30:00.160 Can you show us no, I had to try, I 688 00:30:00.160 --> 00:30:03.839 hadn't tried. Are you sure you can't show me wrong outfit? Okay, 689 00:30:03.880 --> 00:30:05.559 I'll try next time. When you come back with Marcus, 690 00:30:05.680 --> 00:30:06.519 I'm gonna work. 691 00:30:06.519 --> 00:30:08.400 I'm gonna work that out in the post and post 692 00:30:08.480 --> 00:30:11.559 and you know, tag you this. 693 00:30:11.400 --> 00:30:13.359 Is what I'll give you an emoji. I'll give you 694 00:30:13.400 --> 00:30:15.400 an emoji emoji? 695 00:30:15.480 --> 00:30:18.119 Is that your favorite for y'all's I can't stay in 696 00:30:18.160 --> 00:30:22.720 my recens like I'm flirted with all my friends like 697 00:30:23.359 --> 00:30:25.720 girl I get here, I have one. 698 00:30:25.559 --> 00:30:27.000 On one of my homegirls like you want to do 699 00:30:27.079 --> 00:30:28.279 this or not know? 700 00:30:29.599 --> 00:30:29.720 So? 701 00:30:29.759 --> 00:30:32.400 Can you tell us a story that you haven't told anyone? 702 00:30:32.400 --> 00:30:34.880 It could be about your relationship and about y'all's friendship. 703 00:30:34.920 --> 00:30:37.240 It can be about something that people just me need 704 00:30:37.240 --> 00:30:38.240 to know a little bit about you. 705 00:30:38.480 --> 00:30:41.440 I'm so transparent that I feel like you're. 706 00:30:41.279 --> 00:30:43.680 A cover You're a covering ratchet. You have to have 707 00:30:43.720 --> 00:30:45.880 some kind of stories that you haven't told. You told 708 00:30:45.920 --> 00:30:48.680 us here at private talk you can tell us something 709 00:30:48.680 --> 00:30:49.079 a little bit. 710 00:30:49.519 --> 00:30:52.559 Well, there is one big story in my life that 711 00:30:52.839 --> 00:30:56.000 people that really know me talk about, but it's never 712 00:30:56.079 --> 00:30:56.759 been public. 713 00:30:57.119 --> 00:30:59.039 Can't we be public with it here at private talk? 714 00:30:59.200 --> 00:31:01.839 I guess so private talk I helpe you are liking 715 00:31:01.880 --> 00:31:05.160 and loving this episode with Broke Valentine. I help you 716 00:31:05.599 --> 00:31:08.599 listen and let's hear what suspects story tell us at 717 00:31:08.640 --> 00:31:09.160 private talk. 718 00:31:09.519 --> 00:31:13.640 So, dude I was messing with at the time. Nah, 719 00:31:13.640 --> 00:31:17.359 I'm Marcus. He was kicking in with this really bold chick. 720 00:31:17.480 --> 00:31:19.519 She was one of I always knew he had him 721 00:31:19.559 --> 00:31:22.000 coming in and out with this bull chick meaning bold. 722 00:31:22.400 --> 00:31:25.720 Like she talked, she she wanted to smoke. Okay, that's 723 00:31:25.720 --> 00:31:27.519 how like then we said bold and now was like 724 00:31:27.559 --> 00:31:29.839 she wanted to smoke. She was like, that's my man, 725 00:31:30.039 --> 00:31:32.400 I don't care, you know, just talking out. And I 726 00:31:32.440 --> 00:31:34.880 was like she this was going on for like two weeks, 727 00:31:34.920 --> 00:31:37.440 and I'm like, she got a couple of mores, Like listen, 728 00:31:38.000 --> 00:31:40.759 you know he got a girl. You know what you are, 729 00:31:41.240 --> 00:31:42.319 be quiet about it. 730 00:31:42.880 --> 00:31:45.480 You're too loud. That was my thing, Like now I 731 00:31:45.519 --> 00:31:46.920 feel been disrespectful. 732 00:31:47.039 --> 00:31:50.720 Now you're playing with me and my character. And you know, like, oh, 733 00:31:51.000 --> 00:31:52.839 I know she thinks speaking on me. 734 00:31:52.880 --> 00:31:53.720 I know she thinks she. 735 00:31:53.839 --> 00:31:56.480 With him, and that Bisley he just bought her. It's 736 00:31:56.519 --> 00:31:59.680 gonna end up being mine, and that house gonna be mine, 737 00:32:00.000 --> 00:32:01.279 and that studio is mine. 738 00:32:01.680 --> 00:32:02.039 Okay. 739 00:32:02.720 --> 00:32:05.319 Now I got an attitude because like everything else is cool, 740 00:32:05.599 --> 00:32:08.400 don't mess with my business, right, studio, that's my business. 741 00:32:08.720 --> 00:32:11.200 So she's in a beauty shop and she's running her mouth. 742 00:32:11.319 --> 00:32:13.519 Just so happened. The girl that does my hair is 743 00:32:14.160 --> 00:32:18.119 in the chair next to her, like really okay, So. 744 00:32:17.960 --> 00:32:18.440 She called me. 745 00:32:18.480 --> 00:32:22.279 She's like, yes, girl in here saying, uh, she gonna 746 00:32:22.279 --> 00:32:23.880 get the key from the studio from you. You're not 747 00:32:23.880 --> 00:32:25.200 gonna be able to use it no more because that's 748 00:32:25.240 --> 00:32:27.160 her man now, I said, it's her man. Now, I'm 749 00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:30.079 not gonna be able to use my key to the studio. Okay. 750 00:32:30.319 --> 00:32:33.839 So I had just had my son. I told my 751 00:32:33.880 --> 00:32:39.559 mom watch they got in my range, drove and drove 752 00:32:39.599 --> 00:32:41.039 it straight into the studio. 753 00:32:41.359 --> 00:32:46.559 Oh shit, So now nobody needs to key open this 754 00:32:46.839 --> 00:32:49.079 door open studio time anybody wants to come. 755 00:32:49.400 --> 00:32:51.559 You was gonna take the key to this door that 756 00:32:51.599 --> 00:32:53.839 I like, like, you know. 757 00:32:53.759 --> 00:32:54.160 What I mean. 758 00:32:54.240 --> 00:32:56.119 And she was sitting in there when I drove. 759 00:32:59.559 --> 00:33:02.000 I love it non she like and she. 760 00:33:04.640 --> 00:33:07.440 They were sitting in the in the little lobby area 761 00:33:07.519 --> 00:33:09.799 and I just drove right in and tried to stop 762 00:33:09.839 --> 00:33:10.720 right before I hit them. 763 00:33:10.880 --> 00:33:12.599 Did you give her the key? Not trying to? 764 00:33:13.319 --> 00:33:15.400 You know, now nobody gets to key you know what 765 00:33:15.400 --> 00:33:15.720 I mean? 766 00:33:16.160 --> 00:33:17.400 So drove on in there. 767 00:33:17.440 --> 00:33:18.880 He's like, what are you crazy. 768 00:33:18.920 --> 00:33:20.000 They're all going she screwed. 769 00:33:20.519 --> 00:33:23.440 She still acts so crazy to this day. She acts 770 00:33:23.440 --> 00:33:25.400 so fool to this day. I'm not gonna blast her 771 00:33:25.400 --> 00:33:26.759 because she said actress and she's doing her things, and 772 00:33:26.799 --> 00:33:28.680 I wish you the best, sweetheart, but you know who 773 00:33:28.720 --> 00:33:31.359 you are. And she go around telling people. Every time 774 00:33:31.400 --> 00:33:34.119 I went to do a red carpet, Brooke tried to jump. 775 00:33:33.920 --> 00:33:34.640 Me, ma'am. 776 00:33:34.920 --> 00:33:36.400 And I want to just say this to her because 777 00:33:36.400 --> 00:33:39.119 I know she listening. She stalked me to this day, Lady, 778 00:33:39.960 --> 00:33:42.240 if I was gonna jump you, that's me and my homies. 779 00:33:42.559 --> 00:33:45.480 If it's just me and means and means and mes, 780 00:33:45.839 --> 00:33:48.440 that's not jumping. She was telling everybody I was gonna 781 00:33:48.480 --> 00:33:50.839 jump her, and it's just me pulling up on her 782 00:33:50.880 --> 00:33:52.920 everywhere I did put like she would be on the 783 00:33:52.960 --> 00:33:56.200 red carpet and I was like, when you get off, 784 00:33:56.480 --> 00:33:59.480 you're like and whatever, because I felt like she hadn't 785 00:33:59.519 --> 00:34:01.759 learned her Lets say that she talked too much, still 786 00:34:01.799 --> 00:34:03.759 telling her story. She's still talking too much, Like stop 787 00:34:03.799 --> 00:34:06.480 telling his wax story. But yeah, the way we were 788 00:34:06.519 --> 00:34:10.159 able to sweep that little drive through the studios scandal 789 00:34:11.519 --> 00:34:13.840 and no home too, you know, everybody no home running now. 790 00:34:13.960 --> 00:34:16.760 I told everybody, listen, this is private. It's nobody saw 791 00:34:16.800 --> 00:34:20.320 a thing. TMZ was not that rebuild the situation, got 792 00:34:20.400 --> 00:34:23.280 rid of the truck. Everything's cool. But I think that 793 00:34:23.320 --> 00:34:27.599 would speak a little bit too, a little how off 794 00:34:27.719 --> 00:34:28.159 I can be? 795 00:34:28.400 --> 00:34:31.679 That was the way that you said so calmly like 796 00:34:33.840 --> 00:34:34.920 you now, girl. 797 00:34:35.119 --> 00:34:37.480 I was talking to my homegirl last night and she's 798 00:34:37.519 --> 00:34:39.719 mad at her dude, And I said, say, do you 799 00:34:39.760 --> 00:34:42.960 want to talk to the child of God, the mother 800 00:34:43.039 --> 00:34:46.880 of tune, the lawyer, wifey broke or do you want 801 00:34:46.880 --> 00:34:48.239 to talk to the brook that's a little off? 802 00:34:48.719 --> 00:34:51.400 You know which one do you want? We're both here, 803 00:34:51.519 --> 00:34:51.840 told her. 804 00:34:51.840 --> 00:34:54.079 I said, because we can fly out there and handle 805 00:34:54.159 --> 00:34:57.199 him real quick, come back and never happen, you know 806 00:34:57.199 --> 00:34:57.599 what I mean. 807 00:34:57.639 --> 00:35:00.639 But may need you and my roadax, bru. We need 808 00:35:00.679 --> 00:35:03.239 to pop up some pulling up. 809 00:35:03.480 --> 00:35:05.960 She's like, let's be rational. I still love him, Okay. 810 00:35:06.039 --> 00:35:07.960 I'm like, listen, are you what do we ask them? 811 00:35:08.000 --> 00:35:09.199 Are you done? 812 00:35:09.400 --> 00:35:10.079 Are you done? 813 00:35:10.159 --> 00:35:10.400 Done? 814 00:35:10.960 --> 00:35:12.639 Are do you? Are you done with him? 815 00:35:12.639 --> 00:35:15.239 Because we never coming back from this situation. Because if 816 00:35:15.280 --> 00:35:17.360 we're showing out and we showing out. 817 00:35:17.440 --> 00:35:20.000 You want my help, I will hate you forever the listen, 818 00:35:20.119 --> 00:35:22.920 So don't call me unless it's like that's it. 819 00:35:23.239 --> 00:35:25.199 Can I be a T shirt? Please? 820 00:35:28.000 --> 00:35:30.960 The cutest one I have my friend Zena Foster. Everybody 821 00:35:30.960 --> 00:35:32.920 knows she's married to Tank, the R and B singer, 822 00:35:33.280 --> 00:35:35.119 and she was so mad at him one time and 823 00:35:35.199 --> 00:35:37.199 she called me. She's like, oh, you gotta give me 824 00:35:37.239 --> 00:35:38.800 some advice. I said, are you done? 825 00:35:41.639 --> 00:35:44.119 Are you She's like, no, no, no, no, I want my man. 826 00:35:44.159 --> 00:35:46.519 I want my man. I said, okay, okay, operation get 827 00:35:46.559 --> 00:35:47.360 your man back. 828 00:35:47.719 --> 00:35:50.960 That's what we're gonna do. Okay, because I love it. 829 00:35:51.599 --> 00:35:54.480 I like that you've got their married strategic plans like 830 00:35:54.559 --> 00:35:57.119 A and B. Are you done done? Or are we 831 00:35:57.119 --> 00:35:58.039 gonna get your man back? 832 00:35:58.079 --> 00:35:58.280 Done? 833 00:35:59.119 --> 00:36:00.840 Look, we just teked to him a little lesson. Are 834 00:36:00.840 --> 00:36:03.679 we little tap spanking baby? Or we just you know, 835 00:36:03.760 --> 00:36:04.320 going to court? 836 00:36:04.400 --> 00:36:06.920 Because have you have you spanked? Marcus? 837 00:36:07.559 --> 00:36:07.639 We? 838 00:36:07.960 --> 00:36:10.840 I yeah, Marcus. 839 00:36:10.840 --> 00:36:15.639 The craziest moment with me came before, like I was 840 00:36:15.679 --> 00:36:19.280 pregnant but didn't know it. That's when we had it 841 00:36:19.320 --> 00:36:24.519 was over over. I was like, oh, I'm about to. 842 00:36:24.519 --> 00:36:27.400 Do everything you were done done. 843 00:36:27.760 --> 00:36:32.079 I was acting crazy. This was but it was a 844 00:36:32.159 --> 00:36:35.519 hormones obvious, that's what he's saying now, but I don't know. 845 00:36:36.639 --> 00:36:37.159 Sitting on the floor. 846 00:36:37.320 --> 00:36:39.199 No, I was in her closet, sitting on the floor, 847 00:36:39.400 --> 00:36:41.639 and I was like, friend, are you really done? 848 00:36:41.960 --> 00:36:46.199 And she's like, you're all you have that that scared voice. 849 00:36:45.920 --> 00:36:48.880 Like you no exactly. 850 00:36:49.280 --> 00:36:51.280 That's the thing. It's like when you're friends, you can't like, 851 00:36:51.280 --> 00:36:52.519 you don't want to pick sizes, but youre gonna pick 852 00:36:52.519 --> 00:36:54.400 size because that's you know what. At the same time, 853 00:36:54.400 --> 00:36:55.639 you're you don't have a kid. 854 00:36:55.599 --> 00:36:58.039 Like I like her. I like them together. I was like, 855 00:36:58.360 --> 00:36:59.519 are you because. 856 00:36:59.320 --> 00:37:01.280 I was like, he's come back some of the things 857 00:37:01.320 --> 00:37:03.199 I was doing. He looked at I remember he was 858 00:37:03.199 --> 00:37:06.559 like taking the ride with us, along the ride of 859 00:37:06.960 --> 00:37:10.079 the fighting. And then that one day he was like, friends, 860 00:37:11.119 --> 00:37:12.719 you are you done? Like? 861 00:37:13.079 --> 00:37:14.079 And I was like I. 862 00:37:15.880 --> 00:37:18.119 Was just so hyped up, like, oh my god. And 863 00:37:18.239 --> 00:37:24.280 sure enough, maybe two days later, I found out I was. 864 00:37:24.079 --> 00:37:30.480 You couldn't be done done. That's your man, girl. I 865 00:37:30.519 --> 00:37:35.679 love it. I find out team love. I'm team love. 866 00:37:36.599 --> 00:37:37.679 I was about. 867 00:37:39.199 --> 00:37:42.119 You need you need to keep that thought Thianna inside you. Girls. 868 00:37:44.199 --> 00:37:46.159 I had just got my six pack back. Remember I 869 00:37:46.159 --> 00:37:47.400 haven't been doing plan. 870 00:37:49.800 --> 00:37:50.480 I one thought. 871 00:37:50.559 --> 00:37:53.239 Listen, I said, boy po like I'm out of here, 872 00:37:53.320 --> 00:37:57.000 like acting up because he I allow him to have fun, 873 00:37:57.079 --> 00:37:59.920 but this is like it's not fair to be super transparent. 874 00:38:00.079 --> 00:38:04.039 Did not tell this part we were fighting because I 875 00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:07.519 think we were both working a lot. I was shooting 876 00:38:07.639 --> 00:38:10.360 like eight scenes a week, like I was gone a lot, 877 00:38:10.519 --> 00:38:12.519 was working a lot. He was working a lot. We 878 00:38:12.559 --> 00:38:14.360 was missing each other a lot, and I think he 879 00:38:14.400 --> 00:38:16.760 got bored and he having he started having way too 880 00:38:16.840 --> 00:38:19.599 much fun in the DMS. And I thought we were 881 00:38:19.639 --> 00:38:21.800 a team and I thought I knew everything, and it 882 00:38:21.840 --> 00:38:24.000 was a couple of things I didn't know, and I 883 00:38:24.199 --> 00:38:28.880 just panicked. I just freaked out, like, oh I really 884 00:38:29.280 --> 00:38:32.039 like this dad, what you told her? You know, it 885 00:38:32.079 --> 00:38:33.960 was some of that stuff, and you know it was 886 00:38:34.039 --> 00:38:37.079 like a couple of cute girls. Now he got great taste. 887 00:38:37.320 --> 00:38:40.320 But I just felt like, don't put me in a 888 00:38:40.360 --> 00:38:43.079 position for some chick to come tell me something I 889 00:38:43.079 --> 00:38:45.159 don't already know. I want to laugh in their face 890 00:38:45.639 --> 00:38:47.800 when they come tell me girls. So anyway, Michris is 891 00:38:47.800 --> 00:38:49.239 at my DA's time out. He want to wake up 892 00:38:49.239 --> 00:38:50.599 in my pussy. I want to be like I know, 893 00:38:50.840 --> 00:38:52.920 I think You're like, I shouldn't sweet. 894 00:38:53.280 --> 00:38:57.159 I was above his shutter and I was like, yeah. 895 00:38:55.760 --> 00:38:56.840 That wild right here. 896 00:38:57.000 --> 00:38:59.760 Wow, boy, I can respect that because as a woman, 897 00:39:00.280 --> 00:39:01.800 as much as like we put up with and all 898 00:39:01.800 --> 00:39:03.320 that stuff like that and not put up with is 899 00:39:03.320 --> 00:39:06.079 what like every household has different rules that work works 900 00:39:06.079 --> 00:39:07.880 stressed is I just don't want to be the first 901 00:39:07.880 --> 00:39:10.000 one to know. Not don't make me feel full because 902 00:39:10.039 --> 00:39:11.880 I'm the one who should be introl of everything that 903 00:39:11.960 --> 00:39:13.360 so when it comes outside and I have to know 904 00:39:13.480 --> 00:39:15.400 from an outside party, now we have a problem. 905 00:39:16.000 --> 00:39:19.159 That's what. That's Marcus and I joke about she hate 906 00:39:19.239 --> 00:39:21.280 not knowing stuff. She hates surprises. 907 00:39:21.519 --> 00:39:24.039 What's your sign. I'm a libra libra. 908 00:39:24.239 --> 00:39:26.880 You want to know, you know everything, but not so. 909 00:39:26.880 --> 00:39:28.840 If you had a surprise, you have a surprise party, 910 00:39:28.880 --> 00:39:30.199 you want to know about your surprise party. 911 00:39:30.280 --> 00:39:32.079 No, not to that extent. Not to that extent. 912 00:39:32.119 --> 00:39:34.360 You just want to know everybody's inflation. But as my. 913 00:39:34.320 --> 00:39:38.719 Best friend, he has he it's on him to properly 914 00:39:38.800 --> 00:39:41.960 prep me without me, Like, you better make sure I'm 915 00:39:42.079 --> 00:39:45.840 dressed appropriately, Like, who's all there, throw some clothes on. 916 00:39:45.960 --> 00:39:48.519 I'm taking you somewhere and it's you know what I mean, 917 00:39:48.599 --> 00:39:50.519 like in it's showtime, Like, don't do that to me. 918 00:39:50.840 --> 00:39:52.800 So you need to set it up in a way 919 00:39:52.840 --> 00:39:55.960 where I'm like, you know on you know, I'm with 920 00:39:56.280 --> 00:39:58.920 you know the surprise mind with and then it's like, 921 00:39:59.039 --> 00:40:01.280 oh okay, that was cute. But yeah, if you like, 922 00:40:01.360 --> 00:40:03.039 if you throw me out there in the streets, like 923 00:40:03.119 --> 00:40:05.840 let's say it's a surprise party for me at at 924 00:40:06.320 --> 00:40:08.719 Crustaceans and you told me throw all some tennis shoes 925 00:40:08.760 --> 00:40:09.239 and some sweat. 926 00:40:09.280 --> 00:40:09.719 Are you man? 927 00:40:09.800 --> 00:40:11.360 So I'm pissed off. 928 00:40:12.119 --> 00:40:14.159 Like take me home, Take me home, I'll be back 929 00:40:14.159 --> 00:40:14.760 in thirty minutes. 930 00:40:15.440 --> 00:40:16.800 Dumb, they're coming back. 931 00:40:17.000 --> 00:40:18.199 I'm leaving. I'm out of here. 932 00:40:18.239 --> 00:40:18.800 I'm in Hawaii. 933 00:40:18.920 --> 00:40:19.559 Don't talk to me. 934 00:40:19.639 --> 00:40:24.039 I'm mad because y'all should know better than that. So yeah, 935 00:40:24.079 --> 00:40:26.320 don't listen if you can't figure out how to how 936 00:40:26.360 --> 00:40:28.119 to talk me into my. 937 00:40:28.280 --> 00:40:32.159 Right definitely. 938 00:40:32.280 --> 00:40:35.639 Don't surprise eat it goodness gracious. 939 00:40:35.719 --> 00:40:38.960 So do you have a crazy story Jay about Brooks 940 00:40:39.039 --> 00:40:40.719 and you want to share. 941 00:40:40.679 --> 00:40:42.480 You want to tell everybody while my daughter be spitting 942 00:40:42.480 --> 00:40:47.039 on people already, I'm like, you. 943 00:40:47.800 --> 00:40:51.920 Like, your uncle, tell us this story. We have to 944 00:40:51.920 --> 00:40:53.840 know we have a lot of crazy stories. 945 00:40:54.000 --> 00:41:00.840 So that story was with my ex some situations. Me 946 00:41:00.920 --> 00:41:03.360 and Brook are always the middle people to our relationships. 947 00:41:03.360 --> 00:41:05.480 So my ex went to her, told her some stuff, 948 00:41:05.840 --> 00:41:07.920 and then we met up at the park and we're 949 00:41:07.920 --> 00:41:12.679 supposed to exchange items, items that was left at my place. 950 00:41:12.960 --> 00:41:18.400 The exchange of the things. Afterwards at the park, kids 951 00:41:18.400 --> 00:41:22.239 are playing oh. 952 00:41:20.480 --> 00:41:24.119 Lord, and so then things just got heated and up. 953 00:41:25.920 --> 00:41:26.840 Oh it was. 954 00:41:27.719 --> 00:41:30.840 I ended up spitting on him and let split everywhere. 955 00:41:30.840 --> 00:41:33.880 I don't know what's going on, right, were you ready 956 00:41:33.920 --> 00:41:41.280 for everything? Pregnant everybody? 957 00:41:41.320 --> 00:41:44.360 It was just a disaster. I'm standing out there and 958 00:41:44.639 --> 00:41:46.199 this is one of those moments where we're doing one 959 00:41:46.199 --> 00:41:48.360 of our stoopid ratchet things, right, and then I gotta 960 00:41:48.360 --> 00:41:53.480 call Marcus Dad. I'm like, I'm at the park and 961 00:41:53.119 --> 00:41:55.199 they won't stop finding them h what? 962 00:41:55.639 --> 00:41:57.320 So he come out there and he break it up. 963 00:41:57.400 --> 00:42:02.599 Thank god. He's like, so this y'all because we're always 964 00:42:02.599 --> 00:42:05.360 like we'd be right back. It's like, check me out 965 00:42:05.400 --> 00:42:06.800 to my baby. We about to walk to the park 966 00:42:06.880 --> 00:42:09.480 right quick, you know, excised for the baby and the. 967 00:42:12.280 --> 00:42:14.760 Blood everywhere like closed shoes. 968 00:42:14.960 --> 00:42:17.280 He was like, so this would y'all be on when 969 00:42:17.360 --> 00:42:19.880 y'all leave, got it? Okay, I'm going to watch y'all. 970 00:42:20.480 --> 00:42:22.679 It was crazy, but y'all crazy? Do you know? 971 00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:26.199 I see it? I like it. How long have you 972 00:42:26.199 --> 00:42:27.079 guys been friends? 973 00:42:27.800 --> 00:42:28.079 Dang? 974 00:42:28.880 --> 00:42:30.440 How long has it been? What? 975 00:42:30.719 --> 00:42:31.559 Three? Four? 976 00:42:32.559 --> 00:42:36.760 I see? If it's a three or fours five? You 977 00:42:36.760 --> 00:42:37.400 know it's crazy. 978 00:42:37.639 --> 00:42:38.440 I was. 979 00:42:38.559 --> 00:42:41.880 I was refer to him. He was the wardrobe st 980 00:42:41.880 --> 00:42:43.440 illist at the time. He quit on me when I 981 00:42:43.440 --> 00:42:46.079 got pregnant. He said he don't dress fat people, so 982 00:42:47.960 --> 00:42:51.239 he was like, okay, dropped that way, assists. So I 983 00:42:51.360 --> 00:42:53.639 was referred to him when I did my was it 984 00:42:53.679 --> 00:42:56.199 my first season of love? I did my first season 985 00:42:56.199 --> 00:42:59.480 of Love and Hip Hop? I had this crazy meltdown, 986 00:43:00.079 --> 00:43:02.119 my green screen look and had no clothes and the 987 00:43:02.159 --> 00:43:04.960 stylist that I was working with was out of town, gone, 988 00:43:05.000 --> 00:43:06.559 and he said, I have the perfect guy for you. 989 00:43:06.559 --> 00:43:10.719 Trust me, You're gonna love him. Boom. We've been inseparable 990 00:43:10.880 --> 00:43:11.400 ever since. 991 00:43:11.679 --> 00:43:14.079 A beautiful friendship. I love it. 992 00:43:14.119 --> 00:43:17.199 And it just happened organically, Like I wouldn't go to 993 00:43:17.239 --> 00:43:19.039 her house and not even know anything about her and 994 00:43:19.079 --> 00:43:20.719 we just started learning about. 995 00:43:21.039 --> 00:43:24.400 That's sometimes how it happens mechanically, you know, sometimes organically, 996 00:43:24.760 --> 00:43:27.039 it like just happens when you don't even know what 997 00:43:27.079 --> 00:43:29.119 it was gonna happen. You were in a crisis mode, 998 00:43:29.199 --> 00:43:31.039 you did what you did just being who you were. 999 00:43:31.519 --> 00:43:33.519 So with you being on Love and Hip Hop, did 1000 00:43:33.559 --> 00:43:38.719 you find that a lot of people became non friends 1001 00:43:38.719 --> 00:43:40.199 and friends like you got to know who your real 1002 00:43:40.199 --> 00:43:42.639 friends were? Did Love and Hip Hop change like the 1003 00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:45.480 like it was? Is, like, how did Love and Hip 1004 00:43:45.519 --> 00:43:49.239 Hop change? Who Brooke Valentine was? Or even better at you? 1005 00:43:49.280 --> 00:43:52.000 Oh, let me see how I can say this without being, 1006 00:43:52.639 --> 00:43:57.079 you know, one of those castmates. That's like, really, I 1007 00:43:57.119 --> 00:44:04.280 think everybody knows that. Let's say this. Don't you notice 1008 00:44:04.480 --> 00:44:08.639 that you never see certain people post together or out 1009 00:44:08.679 --> 00:44:10.599 together or even following each other, and all of a 1010 00:44:10.599 --> 00:44:15.000 sudden the show come out in their besties, Okay, like 1011 00:44:15.079 --> 00:44:18.800 come on, guys. So my point is it wasn't very 1012 00:44:18.840 --> 00:44:23.599 many people that I went into the show friends with already, 1013 00:44:24.360 --> 00:44:27.000 so it's not like, oh, we're not friends anymore, or 1014 00:44:27.559 --> 00:44:29.360 you know, we did our jobs. 1015 00:44:29.199 --> 00:44:30.760 So you kind of only had already had your like 1016 00:44:31.920 --> 00:44:34.119 lane or kind of thing going on, and like going on. 1017 00:44:34.239 --> 00:44:37.239 It was cool with Marcus, it's cool with Booby it's 1018 00:44:37.599 --> 00:44:40.840 probably Bridgid. It was a couple of people that I'm like, 1019 00:44:41.119 --> 00:44:43.199 I came in cool with you, I'm still cool with you. 1020 00:44:43.360 --> 00:44:45.880 We kept it one hundred with each other. And then 1021 00:44:45.920 --> 00:44:47.800 it was a couple of people that I met in 1022 00:44:47.840 --> 00:44:51.480 the process of the show, and some of them all right, 1023 00:44:51.519 --> 00:44:53.719 we're still cool, like uh Lyrica and I keep in 1024 00:44:53.719 --> 00:44:58.119 touch with each other. My niece Tierra, she's sweet. You know. 1025 00:44:58.880 --> 00:45:00.960 It's a couple of people that I like a run 1026 00:45:00.960 --> 00:45:03.639 into and we're cordial, like you know what I mean, like, oh, hey, 1027 00:45:03.960 --> 00:45:07.679 how you doing. But I didn't take the relationships too 1028 00:45:07.719 --> 00:45:08.760 seriously there. 1029 00:45:08.880 --> 00:45:11.599 We're just surface friendships because of like the job and talents, 1030 00:45:11.599 --> 00:45:13.800 like you're here to do a. 1031 00:45:13.800 --> 00:45:16.000 Job, Like come on, you guys. I know it's called reality, 1032 00:45:16.239 --> 00:45:19.159 but it's like, at the end of the day, stop playing. 1033 00:45:19.400 --> 00:45:22.400 A lot of money is being spent and cameras are rolling, 1034 00:45:22.519 --> 00:45:25.079 So guess what we have a job to do. Whether 1035 00:45:26.119 --> 00:45:28.760 the reality that's going on in our lives may not 1036 00:45:28.840 --> 00:45:31.920 be that interesting today, So guess what we're gonna do. 1037 00:45:32.239 --> 00:45:34.360 Turn it up a notch, take it up a notch, 1038 00:45:34.440 --> 00:45:36.239 you know, exaggerate. 1039 00:45:36.559 --> 00:45:38.639 You know, is there any of your castmates that you 1040 00:45:38.719 --> 00:45:42.519 absolutely will not shoot with or you don't want anything 1041 00:45:42.519 --> 00:45:43.119 to do with at all. 1042 00:45:43.880 --> 00:45:46.840 I felt that way about one castmate in particular, she's 1043 00:45:46.880 --> 00:45:49.360 not on the show anymore. That I was like, oh no, never. 1044 00:45:51.000 --> 00:45:54.559 But I don't want to say I don't feel that 1045 00:45:54.599 --> 00:45:57.719 way anymore. I just don't care. 1046 00:45:56.400 --> 00:45:59.119 Yeah, yeah, Like. 1047 00:46:00.800 --> 00:46:03.440 I just I was lucky enough and blessed enough to 1048 00:46:03.480 --> 00:46:05.519 not let that show get under my skin too much, 1049 00:46:05.599 --> 00:46:07.400 and it really can. I will say that I went 1050 00:46:07.440 --> 00:46:11.000 through Nobody knows this, but the last season that I shot, 1051 00:46:11.000 --> 00:46:13.079 the one before last, what was that six? The last 1052 00:46:13.079 --> 00:46:15.960 one was six, right, so I was on season five. 1053 00:46:16.159 --> 00:46:18.159 I'm like, I don't know what's going on. I think 1054 00:46:18.280 --> 00:46:20.199 don't caught me. But I think it was on season five, 1055 00:46:20.840 --> 00:46:23.599 which was my last season to date. And because I 1056 00:46:23.599 --> 00:46:25.719 took a break when I got pregnant, they started shooting 1057 00:46:25.719 --> 00:46:26.639 when I was eight months pregnant. 1058 00:46:26.639 --> 00:46:28.440 I said, I'm not gonna roll myself on set and 1059 00:46:28.639 --> 00:46:32.199 yeah off and she did stylist, shut up, because you don't. 1060 00:46:32.320 --> 00:46:36.159 You don't dress up people, Jay. 1061 00:46:38.280 --> 00:46:42.960 But I went through a crazy, crazy depression on our 1062 00:46:43.000 --> 00:46:46.639 London trip the cast went to London. I was really low, 1063 00:46:46.920 --> 00:46:51.039 Like I cried and cried and cried like before and 1064 00:46:51.119 --> 00:46:54.000 after every freaking scene. I don't know what was going on. 1065 00:46:54.199 --> 00:46:55.880 I wasn't pregnant at that point, but that was a 1066 00:46:56.000 --> 00:46:58.320 crazy time for me, and that was definitely one of 1067 00:46:58.320 --> 00:47:02.280 the times that time in my life made the decision 1068 00:47:02.320 --> 00:47:05.559 for me to not shoot the show while pregnant. That's 1069 00:47:05.559 --> 00:47:06.880 why I took a break last season. 1070 00:47:06.960 --> 00:47:08.559 And sometimes you need that, you know what I mean, 1071 00:47:08.639 --> 00:47:10.480 especially because if you felt that stress, like, you don't 1072 00:47:10.519 --> 00:47:12.000 put that on your baby. You don't want to put 1073 00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:13.960 all those you know, you know, those feelings and stuff 1074 00:47:13.960 --> 00:47:16.480 like that to you. And some people just don't respect 1075 00:47:16.840 --> 00:47:20.079 that you're being you know, that you're becoming a mom again, 1076 00:47:20.119 --> 00:47:21.880 and they're just into the show. Like you said, it's 1077 00:47:21.920 --> 00:47:24.400 a job, you know, and and it's all because of 1078 00:47:24.719 --> 00:47:26.760 you know, the moment, you know, and things like that. 1079 00:47:27.239 --> 00:47:29.119 So you said that you took a break, Are you current? 1080 00:47:29.119 --> 00:47:30.719 Are you going back to? Are you shooting? 1081 00:47:30.960 --> 00:47:32.199 I'm not gonna say I won't. 1082 00:47:32.480 --> 00:47:37.119 Okay, I hate one, that's right. I don't like that either, 1083 00:47:37.159 --> 00:47:38.519 because you never never say never. 1084 00:47:40.679 --> 00:47:42.679 I don't know, I might you might see me next 1085 00:47:42.719 --> 00:47:45.079 season or the season. I don't know. Like I'm you're 1086 00:47:45.119 --> 00:47:47.360 open to it. I'm open to it. And the reason 1087 00:47:47.360 --> 00:47:49.480 why I stepped down was just like just wanting to 1088 00:47:49.480 --> 00:47:50.719 be a little a little more stressful. 1089 00:47:50.960 --> 00:47:51.280 For sure. 1090 00:47:51.360 --> 00:47:53.880 The show is extremely stressful. Everybody to tell me, what 1091 00:47:53.960 --> 00:47:57.039 is it like shooting living pop stress stressful? 1092 00:47:57.280 --> 00:47:58.280 It's very stressful. 1093 00:47:58.280 --> 00:48:00.679 You it's a lot of her you up and wait, 1094 00:48:00.960 --> 00:48:04.519 you don't know how how somebody's feeling. How if they're 1095 00:48:04.599 --> 00:48:07.559 level ten mad, level three. I've been in some crazy 1096 00:48:07.599 --> 00:48:12.239 situations with sex tapes and cheating and like people talking 1097 00:48:12.239 --> 00:48:14.599 about other people's kids. Just I've been in some really 1098 00:48:14.840 --> 00:48:18.360 you know, high stress level scene. So yeah, I just 1099 00:48:18.400 --> 00:48:20.320 didn't want to deal with that while I was you know, 1100 00:48:20.679 --> 00:48:25.719 bacon baby, I can. I'm so happy with that choice. 1101 00:48:25.719 --> 00:48:28.039 She's happy, your baby's not stressed. 1102 00:48:28.559 --> 00:48:31.119 Use money either, because that was my one thought, like, 1103 00:48:31.280 --> 00:48:34.280 I know a lot of people get paid chips and did, 1104 00:48:34.440 --> 00:48:37.840 but not me. Uh so, like oh that check though. 1105 00:48:38.320 --> 00:48:40.679 But God is good and it worked out and I've 1106 00:48:40.679 --> 00:48:43.440 been able to just you know, post one picture and 1107 00:48:43.480 --> 00:48:44.719 get an episodic for your olf. 1108 00:48:44.840 --> 00:48:47.719 I ha, hey, well I already tell you. If you 1109 00:48:47.840 --> 00:48:50.519 ain't a that just means that you that bad girl. 1110 00:48:50.599 --> 00:48:53.000 That means that you're that bad. So I love it. 1111 00:48:53.079 --> 00:48:55.480 I like it. I love everything that you're saying. You've 1112 00:48:55.480 --> 00:48:59.159 been amazing on the Private Talk podcast. Is there anything 1113 00:48:59.199 --> 00:49:01.239 new projects that you're working on that you can talk 1114 00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:01.880 it to us about. 1115 00:49:02.039 --> 00:49:04.119 I feel like, since I'm out here talking, because I 1116 00:49:04.159 --> 00:49:06.960 don't really do interviews anymore, I just say. 1117 00:49:06.760 --> 00:49:10.239 No, Well, thank you for saying yes to Private Times. 1118 00:49:09.960 --> 00:49:11.079 Like wow, this for me. 1119 00:49:11.239 --> 00:49:14.679 I was like, oh, I mean it's for Frenchie. I 1120 00:49:14.679 --> 00:49:17.000 mean it's for Frenchie and that's why I love Chi. 1121 00:49:17.239 --> 00:49:19.599 Like out to friendship. I think they was together, Frenchchie 1122 00:49:19.599 --> 00:49:21.800 and Marcus was together. He called me in front of him. 1123 00:49:21.840 --> 00:49:23.480 I said, were you playing Joermany? 1124 00:49:23.840 --> 00:49:27.559 Because you know, but you here and we love it 1125 00:49:27.679 --> 00:49:29.840 Private Talk that we need to better like and subscribe 1126 00:49:29.840 --> 00:49:31.679 because we don't get too many of these interviews with this. 1127 00:49:32.079 --> 00:49:34.480 You don't go Valentine. So if you want to have 1128 00:49:34.519 --> 00:49:36.679 this interview, but are subscribing, like to this channel at 1129 00:49:36.679 --> 00:49:40.880 the Private Talk podcast, she was doing an interview interview. 1130 00:49:42.719 --> 00:49:43.400 I don't do that. 1131 00:49:43.440 --> 00:49:46.119 But since I'm here and I'm talking, I should say 1132 00:49:46.119 --> 00:49:49.960 that I am not well, let me rephrase that. That's 1133 00:49:49.960 --> 00:49:51.679 not a good way to start it off. I just 1134 00:49:51.719 --> 00:49:54.360 I put out a project called SIT. It was an 1135 00:49:54.360 --> 00:49:57.719 EP while I was pregnant, and I did not force 1136 00:49:57.719 --> 00:49:59.239 of all, my audience didn't know I was pregnant at 1137 00:49:59.239 --> 00:50:02.159 the time. But I didn't have the opportunity to shoot 1138 00:50:02.199 --> 00:50:04.119 the visuals that I want to shoot. It was really sexy, 1139 00:50:04.440 --> 00:50:05.840 so I didn't have the time to roll around on 1140 00:50:05.880 --> 00:50:08.000 the car butt naked and all in between the sheets 1141 00:50:08.039 --> 00:50:10.159 and give them what they wanted with the bump hanging out. 1142 00:50:11.039 --> 00:50:13.119 I decided not to do it. So I for the 1143 00:50:13.159 --> 00:50:16.000 sake of that, I feel like I owe my SIP 1144 00:50:16.039 --> 00:50:19.920 lovers another EP with the visuals, you know, the whole 1145 00:50:20.000 --> 00:50:22.519 vibe that they needed from SIP. I owe them that. 1146 00:50:22.760 --> 00:50:24.239 So that is coming. 1147 00:50:24.519 --> 00:50:25.519 I like it. I like it. 1148 00:50:25.599 --> 00:50:26.639 What's the SIP is coming? 1149 00:50:27.400 --> 00:50:29.280 Hey, if you need somebody to roll around naked and 1150 00:50:29.280 --> 00:50:31.559 the bench sheets with you, I'm here for you. I'm here. 1151 00:50:31.960 --> 00:50:33.920 I will roll around for you. You came here from 1152 00:50:34.039 --> 00:50:36.199 the Pirate talk and you can do this something for 1153 00:50:36.280 --> 00:50:38.400 me and you don't normally do this, So I will 1154 00:50:38.440 --> 00:50:40.400 roll around. But I do roll around naked a lot. 1155 00:50:40.440 --> 00:50:41.039 But I was still. 1156 00:50:43.360 --> 00:50:46.280 I got you and shout out to the fans. Though 1157 00:50:46.280 --> 00:50:48.639 even though like you didn't do what you wanted to 1158 00:50:48.920 --> 00:50:49.840 with the album. 1159 00:50:50.039 --> 00:50:52.679 Or the LP. It still did really well, a million 1160 00:50:53.599 --> 00:50:54.800 downloads in like two days. 1161 00:50:55.039 --> 00:50:57.760 They still yeah, shout out. 1162 00:50:58.599 --> 00:51:00.840 I was shocked because as we kind of I don't 1163 00:51:00.840 --> 00:51:03.400 want to say we threw it together, but shout out 1164 00:51:03.440 --> 00:51:03.960 to Dimples. 1165 00:51:04.000 --> 00:51:04.800 I love you, Dimples. 1166 00:51:04.840 --> 00:51:06.760 It was a moment where it was like, we're gonna 1167 00:51:06.760 --> 00:51:08.360 put out a project and I'm like, wait what, And 1168 00:51:08.400 --> 00:51:09.920 then in two weeks it was out, and I was 1169 00:51:09.920 --> 00:51:12.920 panicking because I didn't put out music often and people 1170 00:51:12.960 --> 00:51:15.280 know me, like the Girl Fight fans think I'm a 1171 00:51:15.360 --> 00:51:18.440 rapper and then here I am singing and they're like confused, like, 1172 00:51:18.559 --> 00:51:20.559 oh sing like a church lady. 1173 00:51:20.840 --> 00:51:23.320 Girl. I know you can sing. I've watched you and 1174 00:51:23.480 --> 00:51:25.159 I love in hip hop scenes and things like that 1175 00:51:25.199 --> 00:51:27.239 as well, And that's so I knew first of all. 1176 00:51:27.280 --> 00:51:29.000 But I was like, man, you can sing, like you 1177 00:51:29.039 --> 00:51:31.960 have a beautiful voice. So I didn't know the girl 1178 00:51:32.119 --> 00:51:34.440 it's like song in the beginning whatever. But and for me, 1179 00:51:34.519 --> 00:51:36.199 I felt like you're a singer, like for me, like 1180 00:51:36.239 --> 00:51:38.199 you have a very beautiful voice. 1181 00:51:38.199 --> 00:51:40.719 It's like two way strings with me with people like 1182 00:51:40.800 --> 00:51:42.280 you rap, you sing, you know you. 1183 00:51:42.239 --> 00:51:44.880 Act, but you can do it all. That's why you're cold. 1184 00:51:44.920 --> 00:51:46.079 You're cold, girl, You're cold. 1185 00:51:46.159 --> 00:51:49.280 But I'm doing that and may return to the well, 1186 00:51:49.440 --> 00:51:52.599 returning to the screen period. Whether it's love and hip hop, 1187 00:51:52.639 --> 00:51:54.639 I don't know. I've been offered a lot of different 1188 00:51:56.360 --> 00:52:00.239 show opportunities, so it was all a no to all 1189 00:52:00.280 --> 00:52:02.840 of them. Me and Marcus was even approached by like 1190 00:52:02.880 --> 00:52:05.920 a marriage who camp type situation or whatever, but we 1191 00:52:06.199 --> 00:52:08.599 I was like, not right now, but a lot of 1192 00:52:08.599 --> 00:52:10.719 those are on the table, so I will be back 1193 00:52:10.760 --> 00:52:16.760 on the screen with my shenanigans again and just just 1194 00:52:16.880 --> 00:52:22.000 letting just I don't know, just taking just a sigh 1195 00:52:22.320 --> 00:52:24.159 in life because I got I feel like I got 1196 00:52:24.239 --> 00:52:28.440 really uptied. I got really uptied in the last two years, right, 1197 00:52:28.920 --> 00:52:31.159 so I'm trying to like get back to brook. That's 1198 00:52:31.280 --> 00:52:34.079 just like, oh, yes, we ass you know what I mean. Like, 1199 00:52:34.480 --> 00:52:37.079 because I think I was trying so hard to not 1200 00:52:37.599 --> 00:52:40.760 offend anybody with the love and hip hop thing, because 1201 00:52:41.360 --> 00:52:45.039 everybody's so quick to cry about something. I have mental 1202 00:52:45.079 --> 00:52:45.719 health issues. 1203 00:52:46.000 --> 00:52:50.039 I have this lion, No you don't, no, you do not. 1204 00:52:50.440 --> 00:52:52.559 Let me just argue with you and argue why you. 1205 00:52:52.440 --> 00:52:55.159 Gotta have a problem to stop playing like that, because 1206 00:52:55.159 --> 00:52:56.719 there are people really dealing with it. 1207 00:52:56.800 --> 00:52:58.320 Yes, and each time you're getting an. 1208 00:52:58.239 --> 00:53:02.000 Argument and you're losing that which say like people, you 1209 00:53:02.000 --> 00:53:04.920 know what I mean. People, people, I'm depressed. Don't say 1210 00:53:04.920 --> 00:53:09.840 that to me. I've been through a lot. Now you're depressed. Really, 1211 00:53:09.840 --> 00:53:13.800 I'm depressed too, So anyway, people that is wrong, stop 1212 00:53:13.880 --> 00:53:16.599 doing that, Stop using late because I and I always 1213 00:53:16.599 --> 00:53:19.199 have to check people, because I think there was one 1214 00:53:19.239 --> 00:53:23.480 scene in particular with Monice and I where they tried 1215 00:53:23.519 --> 00:53:25.960 to come at me like I didn't. I wasn't sympathetic 1216 00:53:26.039 --> 00:53:29.199 to people who have mental health issues or anything like that, 1217 00:53:29.239 --> 00:53:30.840 and that's never me. And Money is still cool to 1218 00:53:30.880 --> 00:53:32.559 this day, and she knows how I feel about her. 1219 00:53:33.519 --> 00:53:36.840 I love Money's but my son has special needs, and 1220 00:53:37.320 --> 00:53:39.719 I take care of my son and that, along with 1221 00:53:39.800 --> 00:53:42.119 his special needs, had a stroke at birth, so along 1222 00:53:42.159 --> 00:53:45.519 with that, it affects his mental health daily and I 1223 00:53:45.599 --> 00:53:47.840 deal with that daily. So don't come at me like 1224 00:53:47.920 --> 00:53:50.000 I'm not you know what I mean to deal with this, 1225 00:53:50.119 --> 00:53:53.880 or respect this, or have a special or safe like 1226 00:53:54.039 --> 00:53:56.320 you know, a little safe place in my heart for 1227 00:53:56.360 --> 00:53:59.960 these people or even myself. I've dealt with a lot too, 1228 00:54:00.280 --> 00:54:02.119 like we're not gonna we're not gonna do the violin 1229 00:54:02.199 --> 00:54:04.960 thing right now. But hey, like I told you, I 1230 00:54:05.000 --> 00:54:07.000 went through my little depression thing when I went to 1231 00:54:07.079 --> 00:54:08.639 London because it was. 1232 00:54:08.599 --> 00:54:11.599 Just I was home. 1233 00:54:12.760 --> 00:54:15.400 What was it like nine women living in the same 1234 00:54:15.440 --> 00:54:20.159 house and it was just we were real body every. 1235 00:54:19.800 --> 00:54:23.320 Day and I just I just was like everyone has 1236 00:54:23.360 --> 00:54:25.360 their breaking point, you know, because. 1237 00:54:25.159 --> 00:54:27.440 I really wanted to like, oh I like her, I'm 1238 00:54:27.440 --> 00:54:30.039 gonna knock her head off and not all of these emotions. 1239 00:54:30.039 --> 00:54:33.320 And then girl, think about this, right we living together, 1240 00:54:34.599 --> 00:54:36.800 we helping each other, get ready, Oh your ponies, tell cute? 1241 00:54:36.800 --> 00:54:39.360 Oh your pants? We go out, we should a scene 1242 00:54:39.440 --> 00:54:42.519 in some kind of way. We go crazy on each other. 1243 00:54:42.800 --> 00:54:43.719 Then we come back home. 1244 00:54:44.079 --> 00:54:47.920 Hey girl, Hi, We're saying in the next game each other, you. 1245 00:54:48.400 --> 00:54:49.400 Can't tell this a lot. 1246 00:54:49.559 --> 00:54:52.400 Yeah, I'm going crazy because that's that's where it becomes 1247 00:54:52.400 --> 00:54:54.039 to the point where it's like what's real and fake? 1248 00:54:54.159 --> 00:54:58.079 Because for me, I feel like everything about me is 1249 00:54:58.119 --> 00:54:59.800 like I can mean in a lot of situations and 1250 00:54:59.840 --> 00:55:01.880 be fine, but when it becomes about respect and it 1251 00:55:01.920 --> 00:55:04.159 comes to like another thing is I can't take brush 1252 00:55:04.199 --> 00:55:05.639 on that another rug we got to talk about it, 1253 00:55:05.639 --> 00:55:07.840 and when talking about it comes to about it, that 1254 00:55:07.920 --> 00:55:09.880 means that it may not like what's gonna happen, and 1255 00:55:09.920 --> 00:55:11.719 it may cause into a fight and may do things. 1256 00:55:11.760 --> 00:55:13.559 And now you're in another country. Now you're gonna have 1257 00:55:13.599 --> 00:55:15.199 to worry about all these other things and other laws 1258 00:55:15.239 --> 00:55:17.199 that we don't really all know about, so it becomes 1259 00:55:17.199 --> 00:55:19.559 a thing. So I can totally understand. But I'm glad 1260 00:55:19.599 --> 00:55:21.199 that you made it out of all of that. I'm 1261 00:55:21.199 --> 00:55:23.599 glad that you decided to choose what was right for 1262 00:55:23.679 --> 00:55:25.800 you and your family, and that you have a beautiful daughter. 1263 00:55:26.079 --> 00:55:28.519 And I'm glad that you are here on my couch 1264 00:55:28.599 --> 00:55:30.960 and expressing all these things to us and my private 1265 00:55:30.960 --> 00:55:33.559 talk listeners. Thank you for having your friend with us 1266 00:55:33.639 --> 00:55:37.480 and giving you a little bit more insight of Brooke Valentine. 1267 00:55:37.599 --> 00:55:39.360 So we're gonna take a little bit of a break 1268 00:55:39.400 --> 00:55:41.039 and then we're going to get back to one of 1269 00:55:41.079 --> 00:55:43.280 my favorite parts, which is truth with Texas, We're gonna 1270 00:55:43.280 --> 00:55:45.880 play little game. We're gonna get a little bit more spicy, 1271 00:55:45.960 --> 00:55:48.440 a little bit more sexual. Now that we've got to 1272 00:55:48.480 --> 00:55:51.119 know each other, we know where we're at. So let's 1273 00:55:51.159 --> 00:55:53.440 take a break private talk and let's get back and 1274 00:55:53.800 --> 00:55:57.239 with Truth with Texas. All right, private talk, We are 1275 00:55:57.400 --> 00:56:04.719 back with Brooke Valentine and her best friend. It's like 1276 00:56:04.719 --> 00:56:12.679 the phone sacked Jay sometimes Tyson, I will do your 1277 00:56:12.760 --> 00:56:17.559 voice fun. So we're gonna play my favorite game. It's 1278 00:56:17.599 --> 00:56:19.840 called Truth with Texas. And not just because it's my 1279 00:56:20.000 --> 00:56:22.840 name is why it's my favorite. But it's the spiciest 1280 00:56:22.840 --> 00:56:26.119 part of the episode. So we're gonna get to know 1281 00:56:26.199 --> 00:56:28.559 that you a little bit more, a little spicier. So 1282 00:56:28.639 --> 00:56:31.800 each question is pertained on the symbol that you pick. 1283 00:56:32.039 --> 00:56:36.079 So aces are all we have in here, So pick one, 1284 00:56:36.079 --> 00:56:41.840 pick one anytime. What you got? What you got? You've 1285 00:56:41.880 --> 00:56:45.480 got a spade. The spade is my favorite because it's 1286 00:56:45.519 --> 00:56:54.599 the naughtiest one. Okay, this is where I have problems 1287 00:56:54.599 --> 00:56:56.760 because I was told all my other questions are like 1288 00:56:56.880 --> 00:57:01.480 not that great, but you know, mmm, no, none of 1289 00:57:01.480 --> 00:57:04.800 these are great either. All Right, I'm going off top 1290 00:57:05.119 --> 00:57:09.840 naughtiest question. Have you ever had sex on eleven Hip 1291 00:57:09.840 --> 00:57:15.639 hop set? No, not on camera. It could be behind, 1292 00:57:15.719 --> 00:57:17.559 but you knew that it was eleven hip hop set? 1293 00:57:17.880 --> 00:57:19.760 Did you go in the bathroom, did you go on 1294 00:57:19.800 --> 00:57:21.559 a closet, did you go in another room and just 1295 00:57:21.599 --> 00:57:25.199 like get one off real quick. No, no, why'd you 1296 00:57:25.199 --> 00:57:26.880 look so sad about it? You wanted to one time? 1297 00:57:26.920 --> 00:57:28.239 Marcus didn't let you what happened? 1298 00:57:28.280 --> 00:57:32.760 Listen, you guys, there's probably like eighty different security guards 1299 00:57:32.800 --> 00:57:35.400 at all times, like liter so you. 1300 00:57:35.320 --> 00:57:37.639 Can't even go into another room without someone, Like you 1301 00:57:37.679 --> 00:57:39.519 can't go and take a bathroom or a bathroom. 1302 00:57:39.599 --> 00:57:41.280 They take your phone, they hold your phone, They stand 1303 00:57:41.320 --> 00:57:43.159 outside the bathroom with the door crrest. 1304 00:57:42.920 --> 00:57:44.400 So you can't even go in the bathroom with another 1305 00:57:44.440 --> 00:57:45.320 guy or girl. 1306 00:57:45.639 --> 00:57:47.599 No, no, our girl, our girl. 1307 00:57:47.679 --> 00:57:51.159 Like we we're literally not that's like some hate, but 1308 00:57:51.239 --> 00:57:53.639 that is cock blocking one O one. 1309 00:57:53.800 --> 00:57:57.519 We keep everything in scene. You know what I'm saying. 1310 00:57:57.960 --> 00:58:00.559 Okay, when's the last time they had set? What's what 1311 00:58:00.719 --> 00:58:07.639 times the last time you had sex? Uh see, Marcus, 1312 00:58:07.840 --> 00:58:10.840 I'm having faith in you. Marcus. When did you knock 1313 00:58:10.880 --> 00:58:16.039 it down to? Oh it was. 1314 00:58:16.039 --> 00:58:20.920 Friday, Friday, Friday day. 1315 00:58:21.239 --> 00:58:24.360 You better fucking this work, Valdine way more than fucking that. 1316 00:58:24.440 --> 00:58:26.079 She gotta going to calendar. 1317 00:58:26.280 --> 00:58:28.800 Because you know, we had a little friend come visit Saturday. 1318 00:58:28.920 --> 00:58:31.519 So there you go, you know, Pa. 1319 00:58:31.480 --> 00:58:36.639 Calendar, shout out to that calendar, all right, that's a problem. Girl. 1320 00:58:36.719 --> 00:58:38.119 He was a little I don't want to call him 1321 00:58:38.159 --> 00:58:38.960 a sex addic, but. 1322 00:58:39.440 --> 00:58:42.960 He's a sex girl. This is why, this is, This 1323 00:58:43.000 --> 00:58:45.559 is why the girl that you need to have like 1324 00:58:45.719 --> 00:58:47.920 an interview with it would work for your life. 1325 00:58:48.400 --> 00:58:51.000 Did y'all ever google it talking about him? He's in 1326 00:58:51.280 --> 00:58:53.639 his in his sexual peak as a man right now? 1327 00:58:53.679 --> 00:58:58.360 What is it? Age? Is that? What is the sexual 1328 00:58:58.400 --> 00:59:00.760 peaks in his early thirties? 1329 00:59:00.800 --> 00:59:02.000 I gotta look it up. I didn't look it up 1330 00:59:02.000 --> 00:59:03.199 for myself, but he was. 1331 00:59:03.199 --> 00:59:06.079 On Did he send you the information? He was like, look, 1332 00:59:06.079 --> 00:59:08.360 these are my peak hours, these are my peak years. 1333 00:59:08.559 --> 00:59:11.039 You can do not hold me back right now. So yeah, 1334 00:59:11.039 --> 00:59:13.960 I'm gonna need that twice a day. You gonna need less. 1335 00:59:16.280 --> 00:59:19.400 You're gonna need less than three kids. Bro, we got 1336 00:59:19.440 --> 00:59:20.039 three of them? 1337 00:59:20.039 --> 00:59:21.280 Like, what do you want me to do? Okay? 1338 00:59:21.360 --> 00:59:23.159 So what it needs to happen is you need to 1339 00:59:23.159 --> 00:59:27.480 find that girl that's on call, send me applications, talk 1340 00:59:27.719 --> 00:59:30.519 at the number four ever brook, let me see what 1341 00:59:30.559 --> 00:59:32.360 you got. Yes, I will be hell. 1342 00:59:33.000 --> 00:59:35.920 I will be in those meetings just for moral support 1343 00:59:36.119 --> 00:59:38.400 because I want to hear how this happened. I need 1344 00:59:38.440 --> 00:59:40.719 because I'll be like Nah, she's a little too like flamboyanted, 1345 00:59:40.760 --> 00:59:43.199 but she's a little too happy. But she just wants 1346 00:59:43.239 --> 00:59:45.119 to get a job done. I will be the great, 1347 00:59:45.519 --> 00:59:47.599 but just want to get We just want to get 1348 00:59:47.599 --> 00:59:51.079 the job done. See. Look, well be the perfect match. 1349 00:59:51.679 --> 00:59:54.440 Look we're having a friendship blossom already on this couch. 1350 00:59:54.519 --> 00:59:56.400 Private talk. This is what happens when you're here with 1351 00:59:56.440 --> 00:59:59.559 the Lexus Texas. You get comfortable, you get private. Now 1352 00:59:59.639 --> 01:00:03.559 let's get the next question. Which one sex for you? Yeah? 1353 01:00:03.320 --> 01:00:07.880 Oh in that middle, Oh, diamonds are forever. That's a 1354 01:00:07.920 --> 01:00:12.079 spicy one. Okay, they're all a little spicy. Now, don't 1355 01:00:12.079 --> 01:00:14.159 feel like you can't answer day too. We'll i mean 1356 01:00:14.280 --> 01:00:17.199 ask you too. Like you're on the couch too, you 1357 01:00:17.199 --> 01:00:23.280 can't be like out of this hole. Are you ever 1358 01:00:23.400 --> 01:00:28.599 loud during sex? Shame? Yes, like how loud? You are? 1359 01:00:28.679 --> 01:00:30.679 Not loud? You're not loud. 1360 01:00:30.800 --> 01:00:33.440 You're not the loud one. 1361 01:00:33.000 --> 01:00:36.360 Say okay, okay, all right, there you go. He's making 1362 01:00:36.360 --> 01:00:37.840 sure it's a loud situoy. 1363 01:00:38.559 --> 01:00:39.679 So you're not the one. 1364 01:00:41.800 --> 01:00:46.559 Yeah, not that I was there, but yeah, were you there? 1365 01:00:48.199 --> 01:00:51.400 So I have a question, your diamond question? Is you 1366 01:00:51.480 --> 01:00:54.079 said that? Marcus gets a pass on certain things. So 1367 01:00:54.119 --> 01:00:56.360 do you get a celebrity pass? And if so, what 1368 01:00:56.480 --> 01:00:59.719 is your celebrity pass? And it cannot be me day 1369 01:01:00.079 --> 01:01:01.519 and it cannot be me even though I know you 1370 01:01:01.519 --> 01:01:03.000 haven't been with girls, and I will be your first 1371 01:01:03.039 --> 01:01:04.760 one if in your fantasy one day. 1372 01:01:04.639 --> 01:01:07.360 And tunity to go ahead and get my girlfriend. 1373 01:01:07.639 --> 01:01:11.199 Ooh ooh, Private talking, brother, listen to Bruther subscribe and 1374 01:01:11.480 --> 01:01:13.159 like to this channel right now because you're about to 1375 01:01:13.199 --> 01:01:15.000 hear that nitty gritty I'm not gonna take your girl. 1376 01:01:16.320 --> 01:01:20.599 Let's hear it, Broke, who is it gonna be? Tell us? 1377 01:01:20.719 --> 01:01:23.239 Let's hear your one to three. I ain't scared, Private Talk, 1378 01:01:23.280 --> 01:01:23.880 ain't scared. 1379 01:01:24.119 --> 01:01:25.400 I know who I would like to see? 1380 01:01:26.519 --> 01:01:28.599 Who's your friend? 1381 01:01:29.440 --> 01:01:30.440 Oh, Nerissa? 1382 01:01:31.000 --> 01:01:34.039 Yeah, you know your best friends? When you already know, 1383 01:01:34.039 --> 01:01:35.159 you don't have to tell you just give that. 1384 01:01:35.400 --> 01:01:37.559 I got a problem because I got a couple of friends. 1385 01:01:37.559 --> 01:01:40.559 That's just like Bob told him, Like, listen, this guy 1386 01:01:40.639 --> 01:01:43.599 doesn't figure it out. We can sas like I got 1387 01:01:43.639 --> 01:01:45.039 a couple of girls, like. 1388 01:01:45.239 --> 01:01:50.079 Oh, stop not telling names, bro drop them names, drop 1389 01:01:50.119 --> 01:01:51.719 them jewels. Who's the name? 1390 01:01:51.800 --> 01:01:55.719 I'm definitely proposed to Xena before Tank did I was like, 1391 01:01:55.800 --> 01:01:57.599 since these dudes don't know what's going on. 1392 01:01:57.800 --> 01:01:59.800 Hey, Like I think I told them too, Like she is, 1393 01:02:01.199 --> 01:02:03.159 so she's your number one, she's your number one. 1394 01:02:03.239 --> 01:02:05.800 She'll probably have to be my number one. Rissa could 1395 01:02:05.840 --> 01:02:08.119 definitely get it. Okay, that's a problem. 1396 01:02:08.119 --> 01:02:10.679 That's my mid My sister was so crazy. 1397 01:02:10.719 --> 01:02:11.960 But she's so sexy. 1398 01:02:12.000 --> 01:02:13.679 I have to show you, like I need to see 1399 01:02:13.679 --> 01:02:15.199 picks and I have such. 1400 01:02:15.039 --> 01:02:19.119 A crush on Ayisha dia Is. She's so she's hot. 1401 01:02:19.320 --> 01:02:23.280 I definitely like you tongue emoji heard don't you? You 1402 01:02:23.480 --> 01:02:25.280 tongue emoji heard, don't you? 1403 01:02:25.800 --> 01:02:28.599 She's so cute. I remember one day she's bad about 1404 01:02:28.599 --> 01:02:30.159 the fan out. I remember one day I was just 1405 01:02:30.199 --> 01:02:33.320 like scrolling around or whatever, and I was on Explore page. 1406 01:02:33.400 --> 01:02:36.239 This beautiful picture of her popped up and I clicked 1407 01:02:36.280 --> 01:02:37.960 on it and I'm like, oh man, she's so bad. 1408 01:02:37.960 --> 01:02:39.719 And I clicked on her page and he said follow back. 1409 01:02:39.760 --> 01:02:45.239 I was like, oh, you like me too all day. 1410 01:02:45.280 --> 01:02:47.000 I know how that feels because I've had that happened here. 1411 01:02:47.000 --> 01:02:50.119 And you're like, oh back to twenty sixteen with the tongues, 1412 01:02:50.400 --> 01:02:52.559 get it? Yeah, you was looking good back then. 1413 01:02:52.719 --> 01:02:54.679 Still jellous. You to haven't had my page, but we're 1414 01:02:54.719 --> 01:02:58.079 waiting to get twenty twenty vision too. Here twenty twenty vision. 1415 01:02:58.119 --> 01:03:00.400 We got you, you got you. Let us before we 1416 01:03:00.440 --> 01:03:03.000 get to the next question. Let my private talk listeners 1417 01:03:03.079 --> 01:03:05.159 know where we can follow you on Instagram Twitter. 1418 01:03:05.639 --> 01:03:08.679 Let us Instagram Twitter saying thing the number four ever 1419 01:03:08.840 --> 01:03:11.639 broke with the knee. That's my handle for both. 1420 01:03:11.880 --> 01:03:13.559 All right and jay, let us know where we can 1421 01:03:13.559 --> 01:03:14.559 follow you. 1422 01:03:15.440 --> 01:03:17.039 E R M E l ll E. 1423 01:03:17.320 --> 01:03:20.239 You heard it. Just private talk. That's right. You better 1424 01:03:20.760 --> 01:03:25.039 like subscribe to this channel and you better follow those handles. 1425 01:03:25.079 --> 01:03:32.440 All right? You ready for the one got heart Heart? 1426 01:03:32.519 --> 01:03:38.159 That's the romantic ones. Those are the romantics ones. This 1427 01:03:38.199 --> 01:03:41.280 is the one. I had a fight with Frenchie about 1428 01:03:42.679 --> 01:03:44.360 about these romantic questions. 1429 01:03:44.679 --> 01:03:45.800 She's swus the same. 1430 01:03:48.679 --> 01:03:51.639 Because the romantic questions are like kind of hard because 1431 01:03:51.679 --> 01:03:54.599 for me, I'm not like I'm a hopeless romantic but 1432 01:03:54.679 --> 01:03:58.159 I'm not romantic, which makes no sense, but you know, 1433 01:03:58.519 --> 01:04:02.639 it just happens, like you know, but I still feel like, 1434 01:04:02.719 --> 01:04:04.559 you know, everybody needs their own little. 1435 01:04:04.920 --> 01:04:05.760 Are you romantic? 1436 01:04:07.000 --> 01:04:07.480 I think so? 1437 01:04:08.079 --> 01:04:09.519 I'm such a dope, but are you? 1438 01:04:09.760 --> 01:04:11.920 But that's what But that's how I feel like because 1439 01:04:11.960 --> 01:04:15.000 I'm such a tomboy and so many things, but I'm 1440 01:04:15.039 --> 01:04:18.559 still I like to say, delicate flower because I have 1441 01:04:18.960 --> 01:04:21.360 feelings and I have like like the love stuff, but 1442 01:04:21.400 --> 01:04:25.159 I'm like maybe not used to it or accepting certain things, 1443 01:04:25.159 --> 01:04:28.480 but like I don't know, Like I'm just why y'all doing? Yeah, 1444 01:04:28.559 --> 01:04:29.880 tell us romantic? 1445 01:04:30.480 --> 01:04:31.000 Romantic? 1446 01:04:33.280 --> 01:04:33.360 Me? 1447 01:04:33.480 --> 01:04:35.239 Neither girl were on the same boat. Maybe we should 1448 01:04:35.239 --> 01:04:38.000 take a class on having like more romantic? How romantic 1449 01:04:38.039 --> 01:04:41.639 are you? Jay Roman? Are you like you like put 1450 01:04:41.679 --> 01:04:44.280 the flowers to the bed the candle? See, I would 1451 01:04:44.400 --> 01:04:47.280 never in my life, like imagine do I want that? Yes? 1452 01:04:47.519 --> 01:04:48.960 But I couldn't like to do it? 1453 01:04:50.599 --> 01:04:52.079 Why can't we just like it? 1454 01:04:52.679 --> 01:04:54.880 Maybe we maybe you need to take like a how 1455 01:04:54.920 --> 01:04:57.840 to like are one of those like master master classes 1456 01:04:57.840 --> 01:05:01.480 of the romantics. It will be firstly in the first 1457 01:05:01.559 --> 01:05:04.920 row because I'm I want it, but I just not 1458 01:05:05.000 --> 01:05:05.519 that I can't. 1459 01:05:05.599 --> 01:05:08.599 Like you're years old when I realized I was not romantic. 1460 01:05:08.679 --> 01:05:09.440 This is crazy. 1461 01:05:09.599 --> 01:05:11.039 Let's hear this story. I want to hear it. How 1462 01:05:11.039 --> 01:05:12.280 do you know at eight years old? 1463 01:05:12.639 --> 01:05:13.840 I said today years old? 1464 01:05:13.960 --> 01:05:16.199 Oh I thought you said eight? I said, hold up, 1465 01:05:16.280 --> 01:05:20.199 how about eight years old. Hey, you said her form ratchet. 1466 01:05:20.199 --> 01:05:22.880 I'm just going with but you're working with girls, okay 1467 01:05:23.119 --> 01:05:27.119 today years old? Maybe I hear what I want you 1468 01:05:27.199 --> 01:05:29.920 I would talk. I'm not sure, but val is coming up. 1469 01:05:29.960 --> 01:05:33.159 You can be romantic, okay, but how does this? But 1470 01:05:33.320 --> 01:05:35.559 how do we do this without making it? How do 1471 01:05:35.719 --> 01:05:39.159 I be romantic Jay without being because I have no partner? 1472 01:05:39.280 --> 01:05:42.360 How to be romantic to my fans? Maybe without you know? Yeah, 1473 01:05:42.559 --> 01:05:43.760 take your fans on the day. 1474 01:05:44.280 --> 01:05:47.719 POV photos, Oh they're the day you know what I mean? 1475 01:05:47.840 --> 01:05:52.039 Talk to me? Talk to you now, you said POV Okay, Okay, 1476 01:05:52.039 --> 01:05:53.840 I have a question because I'm biased. Have any of 1477 01:05:53.880 --> 01:05:57.280 you've ever watched my videos? Porn videos? Video? 1478 01:05:57.599 --> 01:05:58.079 I did? 1479 01:06:00.599 --> 01:06:01.440 Give it up, give it up. 1480 01:06:09.280 --> 01:06:11.400 This is so funny because yesterday we went to brunch 1481 01:06:11.400 --> 01:06:13.440 and I said, Okay, I said, Jay, you gotta come 1482 01:06:13.440 --> 01:06:15.199 with me. I'm doing an interview or whatever. Her she's 1483 01:06:15.199 --> 01:06:18.199 really bombed, she's really sexy. And I was like, I'm 1484 01:06:18.760 --> 01:06:20.280 I said, look her up. I said, look up the 1485 01:06:20.280 --> 01:06:22.719 podcast for me and tell me, like, what's the vibe? 1486 01:06:22.760 --> 01:06:23.280 Am I like? 1487 01:06:23.800 --> 01:06:25.400 Am I doing Diane Ros's hair? 1488 01:06:25.639 --> 01:06:25.760 Like? 1489 01:06:26.360 --> 01:06:29.239 Am I keeping my ponytail? And what am I doing? Like, 1490 01:06:29.239 --> 01:06:31.119 like what am I coming through with the fur? And 1491 01:06:31.159 --> 01:06:33.840 he was like, oh, like he's modest ass because you're 1492 01:06:33.840 --> 01:06:40.320 over there problem. I think you could chill now I 1493 01:06:40.400 --> 01:06:41.400 know what she was doing. 1494 01:06:42.920 --> 01:06:44.760 Hold on now that you can't look me in the 1495 01:06:45.000 --> 01:06:46.360 now that you can't look me in the eyes, that 1496 01:06:46.519 --> 01:06:48.400 like I can see you back now, I see you now, 1497 01:06:48.480 --> 01:06:54.519 I see you buddy. All right, so let's get it 1498 01:06:54.599 --> 01:06:56.559 back to here. Man to do when I get home? 1499 01:06:56.559 --> 01:06:56.840 Okay? 1500 01:06:56.880 --> 01:06:57.719 You do you do? 1501 01:06:57.880 --> 01:06:58.119 You do? 1502 01:06:58.239 --> 01:07:01.679 You do? What turns you on? In instantly? Jane was 1503 01:07:02.039 --> 01:07:04.480 the first a smile. 1504 01:07:04.360 --> 01:07:06.880 Oh yeah, do you go to the Donnis? Do you 1505 01:07:06.920 --> 01:07:11.119 see the Dennists often? I need to see it the 1506 01:07:11.239 --> 01:07:13.280 high I Jacknis. We're upset. 1507 01:07:13.400 --> 01:07:15.119 Me and him are at the dentists like twice a month. 1508 01:07:15.679 --> 01:07:18.920 They put us out like everything's good in there. Why 1509 01:07:18.920 --> 01:07:21.199 are you here? Like I remember I got put out 1510 01:07:21.199 --> 01:07:23.599 a plant a couple of times too. I was like, girl, 1511 01:07:23.960 --> 01:07:26.760 this clean. It's like that was in a lobby. It 1512 01:07:26.840 --> 01:07:28.760 was like home, what wrong? 1513 01:07:28.880 --> 01:07:30.039 There's nothing wrong with you? 1514 01:07:30.199 --> 01:07:32.360 Do you that have been for like three years and 1515 01:07:32.360 --> 01:07:33.920 a half and I was just going in there. They 1516 01:07:34.000 --> 01:07:35.960 was like did you get some yet? Get out? Of 1517 01:07:36.000 --> 01:07:38.519 here girls is really burning and you in here wasting 1518 01:07:38.519 --> 01:07:39.079 our time. 1519 01:07:39.199 --> 01:07:41.000 I was like, right, all right, cool, I'll be back 1520 01:07:41.039 --> 01:07:41.599 when I get. 1521 01:07:41.519 --> 01:07:42.079 Some all right. 1522 01:07:42.440 --> 01:07:45.320 Your romantic question for you, brook is what is your 1523 01:07:45.400 --> 01:07:49.400 favorite toy to masturbate too? I don't for personal you 1524 01:07:49.440 --> 01:07:52.239 have none. I don't have You've never mastered me. 1525 01:07:53.280 --> 01:07:56.760 I told this story about Pinky I had to, So 1526 01:07:56.800 --> 01:07:58.920 how do you master me? I don't. 1527 01:07:59.360 --> 01:08:06.400 You don't master do I need to get you a toy? 1528 01:08:06.679 --> 01:08:08.239 For three years? 1529 01:08:08.679 --> 01:08:10.280 Let me tell you remember I was. I was like 1530 01:08:10.400 --> 01:08:13.360 super churched up in holy I went through this whole 1531 01:08:13.440 --> 01:08:17.039 like super heavenly father, like all my bad ways is going. 1532 01:08:17.119 --> 01:08:18.560 I just thought I was gonna be the one to 1533 01:08:18.560 --> 01:08:21.039 get struck by lightning, like for sure. And I was 1534 01:08:21.079 --> 01:08:23.560 like so freaked out and so scared, and I did. 1535 01:08:24.000 --> 01:08:25.760 I thought it was like because, okay, okay. 1536 01:08:25.600 --> 01:08:27.520 So does that mean that you think I'm gonna being 1537 01:08:27.560 --> 01:08:30.119 struck by lightning? Because of that? Okay, I feel like 1538 01:08:30.119 --> 01:08:32.680 a lightning's coming here, Goddamn, I'm gonna watch out. We 1539 01:08:32.720 --> 01:08:34.560 can get to the real rule of my liase. Okay, 1540 01:08:34.840 --> 01:08:37.520 let's hear it. Okay, probably talk want to know you 1541 01:08:37.520 --> 01:08:40.600 know how you have a whole switch. Okay, whole switch 1542 01:08:40.680 --> 01:08:42.800 was flipped up. It was like whoa. 1543 01:08:43.560 --> 01:08:45.800 So I moved to l A and I'm like, you're 1544 01:08:45.800 --> 01:08:47.640 gonna be known as a whole out here because. 1545 01:08:47.479 --> 01:08:50.960 You from Texas. Give it up. Okay, hey, everything's bigger 1546 01:08:50.960 --> 01:08:59.680 in Texas. Okay, okay, a stop it. Everything's bigger in 1547 01:08:59.760 --> 01:09:02.239 tax It's just so ya wa ladies. 1548 01:09:02.279 --> 01:09:04.319 When you know you're a big hole, sometimes you got 1549 01:09:04.319 --> 01:09:06.479 to turn to switch off or you just out cheer. 1550 01:09:06.640 --> 01:09:08.600 So I didn't have a go to. I did not 1551 01:09:08.680 --> 01:09:10.560 have a go to, and I became cellibant and I 1552 01:09:10.600 --> 01:09:14.199 was chilling. And masturbation leads to going through your phone 1553 01:09:14.279 --> 01:09:16.880 like we're gonna finish the job. I can't this, I'm 1554 01:09:16.880 --> 01:09:19.760 not I need to be sent through the wall. Masturbating 1555 01:09:19.880 --> 01:09:21.640 is cute vibrators. 1556 01:09:21.520 --> 01:09:24.359 So you just can't finish. You can't stop with just 1557 01:09:24.359 --> 01:09:27.000 the masturbating to yourself. You need to like pad. 1558 01:09:26.800 --> 01:09:30.560 Through the wall like girl, okay, like somebody need to 1559 01:09:30.560 --> 01:09:32.600 come out here and handle this situation. 1560 01:09:33.000 --> 01:09:35.920 So that corn browser look like you watch corn Girls. 1561 01:09:37.159 --> 01:09:40.199 I used to lot what wasn't like? I guess well, 1562 01:09:40.199 --> 01:09:41.840 me and Marcus used to watch it together because I 1563 01:09:41.920 --> 01:09:42.960 was so entrgued, but you. 1564 01:09:42.920 --> 01:09:45.319 Never watch it. He's still sad, still sad. 1565 01:09:45.399 --> 01:09:50.119 We got you. It's good watch on tour, let me see, 1566 01:09:50.119 --> 01:09:52.239 and we would watch it together. So I just I 1567 01:09:52.279 --> 01:09:54.640 did get kind of boring, but the whole I didn't 1568 01:09:54.640 --> 01:09:56.800 want to sound too square, like, oh God, I love 1569 01:09:56.880 --> 01:09:59.439 the Lord, and it wasn't whatever. It was like, be 1570 01:09:59.560 --> 01:10:02.039 a hole, don't didn't have a goal to couldn't figure 1571 01:10:02.079 --> 01:10:04.560 it out, didn't want to be out here with people's 1572 01:10:04.600 --> 01:10:08.000 maybe husbands and whatever, y'all doing this weird stuff in Hollywood, 1573 01:10:08.079 --> 01:10:11.560 you know. So yeah, that's what that was. So I 1574 01:10:11.600 --> 01:10:13.439 need some toys, I need some porn. I need to watch. 1575 01:10:13.640 --> 01:10:18.039 I will help you out. I am not in porn anymore, 1576 01:10:18.119 --> 01:10:21.439 but I definitely have a close relationship to porn. We're 1577 01:10:21.479 --> 01:10:24.680 about to go to Avian which is in Las Vegas 1578 01:10:24.720 --> 01:10:27.199 next week, and it's a big convention in Vegas and 1579 01:10:27.840 --> 01:10:30.800 we're gonna be walking around. We're doing my podcaster in Vegas. 1580 01:10:31.159 --> 01:10:33.279 So I will definitely look out for you, Brooke. I 1581 01:10:33.319 --> 01:10:37.520 will definitely get you a toy. I have a flesh 1582 01:10:37.560 --> 01:10:40.039 light myself, but it is for boys, so it's not 1583 01:10:40.159 --> 01:10:41.960 for you. But I will get you something you flesh 1584 01:10:42.000 --> 01:10:44.800 light is it's exactly replica of my vagina and my 1585 01:10:44.880 --> 01:10:50.119 ass and you can have it for yours truly talk. Yeah, 1586 01:10:50.199 --> 01:10:54.479 you can get one, Tom, I got Yes, I got you. 1587 01:10:54.560 --> 01:10:56.199 We'll make it. We'll make a little bundle. 1588 01:10:56.640 --> 01:10:57.880 Yeah. 1589 01:10:58.239 --> 01:10:59.600 Can your hopess be erased? 1590 01:11:02.960 --> 01:11:06.119 I I have witnessed that it can. Yes, it can. 1591 01:11:06.279 --> 01:11:09.079 How does your wholeness get erased? It just never? Is 1592 01:11:09.119 --> 01:11:11.840 it after hours? Like after so many times, like you 1593 01:11:11.840 --> 01:11:13.680 know with your taxes, after seven years, you're done with 1594 01:11:13.720 --> 01:11:15.520 that shit and you're like over its wholeness? 1595 01:11:15.600 --> 01:11:17.960 Not me? Say, what do you do when you end 1596 01:11:18.039 --> 01:11:19.760 up in a room full of people that you had sex? 1597 01:11:19.800 --> 01:11:22.479 We do y'all have a video type because I don't 1598 01:11:22.479 --> 01:11:22.880 know what done? 1599 01:11:22.960 --> 01:11:24.479 Y'all talking about? That happens to a lot of events 1600 01:11:24.520 --> 01:11:26.239 because I'm in porn or it used to be important, 1601 01:11:26.279 --> 01:11:27.880 and I have had sex with everyone in that room. 1602 01:11:28.000 --> 01:11:31.119 So more different strokes for different folks. 1603 01:11:31.119 --> 01:11:33.520 Do you remember them all? Is it like does you 1604 01:11:33.560 --> 01:11:35.800 have do you have to have some type of separate 1605 01:11:35.920 --> 01:11:38.359 encounter for you to Actually I'm gonna let you ask 1606 01:11:38.359 --> 01:11:40.039 this question now, but after this we're gonna ask you 1607 01:11:40.079 --> 01:11:42.920 allow me those other questions. But yes, so The thing 1608 01:11:43.000 --> 01:11:46.439 is is with this, it's funny because I've been in 1609 01:11:46.439 --> 01:11:49.600 the ministry for so long, there are certain things that 1610 01:11:49.680 --> 01:11:51.640 stand out and scenes stand out to me. But if 1611 01:11:51.680 --> 01:11:55.000 you like I always tell my fans describes me when 1612 01:11:55.000 --> 01:11:56.840 I'm wearing and like something like that to like me 1613 01:11:56.960 --> 01:11:58.560 to know, and then I go back to that place 1614 01:11:58.600 --> 01:12:00.560 because you know, it's you care more about your outfit, 1615 01:12:00.880 --> 01:12:01.880 not that the outfit. 1616 01:12:02.119 --> 01:12:05.159 But it helps me, But it helps me remember to 1617 01:12:05.319 --> 01:12:09.319 like that day. Because I've done over four hundred probably 1618 01:12:09.359 --> 01:12:11.760 plus scenes. I've been in the business for over ten years, 1619 01:12:11.800 --> 01:12:13.880 so you know, it's a lot. So for me it's like, 1620 01:12:14.039 --> 01:12:16.199 oh with this person of that, and like it kind 1621 01:12:16.239 --> 01:12:18.079 of like breaks it down, like even maybe like like 1622 01:12:18.159 --> 01:12:20.840 if you were like, hey, you'r ex you wouldn't necessarily 1623 01:12:20.840 --> 01:12:22.600 remember the first one after, but you'd be like, oh, 1624 01:12:22.600 --> 01:12:24.560 if you describe a story, you probably think about that 1625 01:12:24.600 --> 01:12:26.800 person like that kind of similar to that, but way 1626 01:12:26.840 --> 01:12:31.159 different than a whole more like sexual version. But yes, 1627 01:12:31.159 --> 01:12:33.800 that's interesting. Yeah, I've had a lot of wild scenes. Guys, 1628 01:12:33.800 --> 01:12:37.439 you're missing out Brooke, your friend Jay sometimes Tyson knows 1629 01:12:37.479 --> 01:12:37.800 about it. 1630 01:12:40.439 --> 01:12:41.319 I want to see. 1631 01:12:41.640 --> 01:12:43.960 Netflex and chill. It's gonna be miss Texas and chill. 1632 01:12:44.039 --> 01:12:47.359 We'll just watch, just watch all right, last one, last one? 1633 01:12:47.479 --> 01:12:52.640 Okay, booh ooh you got those clubs, you got those clubs? 1634 01:12:53.359 --> 01:12:53.720 All right? 1635 01:12:53.800 --> 01:12:58.560 What's your dirtiest thought of a stranger? Sexual thought? You 1636 01:12:58.600 --> 01:13:00.920 hadn't seen them before, but she made them and really 1637 01:13:01.000 --> 01:13:04.079 sexually turned on by them? Woman or a man like. 1638 01:13:04.960 --> 01:13:06.920 Kind of easy. For a guy, it's always how big 1639 01:13:07.039 --> 01:13:09.359 is it? Like even if there's like a slight print, 1640 01:13:09.399 --> 01:13:12.520 it's like, is that some wallet? Is that some something else? 1641 01:13:12.880 --> 01:13:15.159 How big is it? You know what I mean? Does 1642 01:13:15.199 --> 01:13:18.079 it really work? And for a girl like how chopped 1643 01:13:18.159 --> 01:13:21.560 up is your meat? Because I saw this little thing with. 1644 01:13:21.560 --> 01:13:23.800 All of these different how chopped up is your meat? 1645 01:13:23.840 --> 01:13:26.039 You hear that private talk, but let's hear let's get 1646 01:13:26.079 --> 01:13:29.239 further into this, Like that's what it looks, just looks 1647 01:13:29.359 --> 01:13:35.800 like like Arby's. How Arby's is not a sponsored so 1648 01:13:35.840 --> 01:13:37.760 you know what until you do so Arby's, you know 1649 01:13:37.840 --> 01:13:40.600 you can't. We'll talk about this later, but like, what 1650 01:13:40.960 --> 01:13:41.920 is it? 1651 01:13:41.960 --> 01:13:43.640 Is it? Is it a cute little cutie? 1652 01:13:43.680 --> 01:13:45.359 You know the little oranges, like the little cuties over 1653 01:13:45.439 --> 01:13:47.720 the little key that's on my I'm my stand. 1654 01:13:48.439 --> 01:13:50.279 You have a navel orange you have in those big 1655 01:13:50.359 --> 01:13:52.319 nasty oranges that they should chop that whole. 1656 01:13:52.560 --> 01:13:57.800 What would be your preference and preference preference of orange, I. 1657 01:13:58.479 --> 01:14:00.359 Would say, I'm more gravitate to the. 1658 01:14:00.840 --> 01:14:03.359 The little cutie. That's what she went, A little lip 1659 01:14:03.439 --> 01:14:05.199 but not too big, but a little like poking out 1660 01:14:05.199 --> 01:14:07.399 a little bit. It's a little puff, but a little puff. 1661 01:14:07.640 --> 01:14:12.000 But those girls with the with the roast beef hanging down. 1662 01:14:12.239 --> 01:14:14.840 The leg, what if it's just a little like what 1663 01:14:14.880 --> 01:14:17.880 if they're just slippy? Like for me, I have lips 1664 01:14:17.880 --> 01:14:20.479 and I have bat wings, like they're not like rolled 1665 01:14:20.560 --> 01:14:23.199 down by any means. I call them bat wings because 1666 01:14:23.239 --> 01:14:24.600 I was like, no, no, no, no, no no no 1667 01:14:24.760 --> 01:14:30.079 no no no no no Batman. Yeah you know, I 1668 01:14:32.520 --> 01:14:34.600 will wrap that dick around that fucking lips and they 1669 01:14:34.640 --> 01:14:38.239 will never fucking come out that cave. Just saying, but 1670 01:14:38.479 --> 01:14:38.880 that's me. 1671 01:14:39.119 --> 01:14:42.439 I'm I call what y'all messing with me about? I'm 1672 01:14:42.520 --> 01:14:46.680 fat cat Queena campbelltoe like it's just it's. 1673 01:14:46.359 --> 01:14:48.520 Just it's fluffy. 1674 01:14:48.880 --> 01:14:51.439 I like that fluffy kitty when he was my style. 1675 01:14:51.560 --> 01:14:54.600 He's like, come on, okay, she she's just there so 1676 01:14:54.640 --> 01:14:56.880 we got real, some big old fat lips. So I 1677 01:14:56.880 --> 01:14:58.000 should talk about having a qut. 1678 01:14:58.159 --> 01:15:00.079 I don't have a qut, but that but that does 1679 01:15:00.079 --> 01:15:02.479 I mean, because what you want, that's about your preferences. 1680 01:15:02.520 --> 01:15:04.159 Though it's like gravitate to the qties. 1681 01:15:04.479 --> 01:15:11.960 Hey, oh, I love it. I love it. I love 1682 01:15:12.000 --> 01:15:14.119 it all right, all right, I. 1683 01:15:14.079 --> 01:15:15.319 Need to do a little documentary. 1684 01:15:15.560 --> 01:15:18.760 I love that. I wish I could be there because again, 1685 01:15:18.800 --> 01:15:20.199 like I said, I have meat. I have meat to 1686 01:15:20.199 --> 01:15:21.720 spin the table, but it's not chopped up. And I've 1687 01:15:21.720 --> 01:15:23.159 been in business for a long time. I've done a 1688 01:15:23.159 --> 01:15:25.720 lot of scenes. I've done it. But the thing is 1689 01:15:25.840 --> 01:15:28.000 is like I ain't a hanging them alone nothing, but 1690 01:15:28.119 --> 01:15:32.039 it's it's very nicely trimmed and we kept and you know, 1691 01:15:32.520 --> 01:15:34.960 if you watch my porn you would know brook. I mean, 1692 01:15:35.079 --> 01:15:37.079 Jane's to not Tyson right now? 1693 01:15:39.720 --> 01:15:42.520 Shave, that's what you wonder. 1694 01:15:45.439 --> 01:15:46.840 So what are you shave? 1695 01:15:47.079 --> 01:15:48.560 Stylist? You think Aboutama's dressed? 1696 01:15:49.359 --> 01:15:50.800 I like that? What is yours? 1697 01:15:51.840 --> 01:15:52.920 Everything gone? Gone? 1698 01:15:52.960 --> 01:15:53.359 Mind too? 1699 01:15:53.600 --> 01:15:54.239 Everything gone? 1700 01:15:54.279 --> 01:15:54.479 I have. 1701 01:15:54.600 --> 01:15:57.159 I'll reverted to wax because when you're a breastfeed you 1702 01:15:57.199 --> 01:15:59.319 can't do laser. I'll be back. 1703 01:15:59.600 --> 01:16:01.960 See I I've never done laser, but I'm not opposed 1704 01:16:02.000 --> 01:16:05.279 to it. I've just I'm definitely for a while. I 1705 01:16:05.560 --> 01:16:07.760 just like you like to have a little patch because 1706 01:16:07.760 --> 01:16:09.520 I like to pull it when I came. But that 1707 01:16:09.680 --> 01:16:12.479 was a long time ago. Now everything's gone. I just 1708 01:16:12.520 --> 01:16:15.680 like it just got weird and like, yeah, I messed 1709 01:16:15.760 --> 01:16:18.199 up a haircut one time and I just didn't back 1710 01:16:18.239 --> 01:16:25.119 the same. Yeah, you know, yes, all out of it. This, this, 1711 01:16:25.319 --> 01:16:29.600 that and bam boom cut. All right, all right, guys, 1712 01:16:29.640 --> 01:16:32.239 that is Truth with Texas. We're gonna take another little 1713 01:16:32.279 --> 01:16:34.279 quick break and then we're gonna come back and they're 1714 01:16:34.279 --> 01:16:37.680 gonna ask me four questions that I'm gonna get in 1715 01:16:37.720 --> 01:16:39.960 the hot seat for. So I hope you're ready private talk. 1716 01:16:40.039 --> 01:16:43.720 I hope you're liking subscribing and loving this segment. And uh, 1717 01:16:43.800 --> 01:16:47.119 let's get back with Truth with Texas. All right, all right, 1718 01:16:47.159 --> 01:16:49.560 all right, I hope you guys liked that Truth with 1719 01:16:49.640 --> 01:16:52.800 Texas because I know I did. But now we're going 1720 01:16:52.880 --> 01:16:56.720 to get with some questions from my guests to me, 1721 01:16:57.039 --> 01:16:59.079 because it's not all about you guys being in the 1722 01:16:59.119 --> 01:17:01.239 hot seat. Sometimes I got to put myself and my 1723 01:17:01.319 --> 01:17:03.840 big booty into the seat too. So now that we're 1724 01:17:03.840 --> 01:17:06.039 a little bit more comfortable. I know you haven't watched 1725 01:17:06.039 --> 01:17:07.840 my scenes yet, but you've talked to me. You can 1726 01:17:07.920 --> 01:17:10.800 know a little bit more about myself. I'll forgive you, 1727 01:17:10.840 --> 01:17:13.079 but I trust me. But I just want you to 1728 01:17:13.119 --> 01:17:15.239 know more about me. So with that being said, sometimes 1729 01:17:15.279 --> 01:17:16.800 it's even better that you didn't know my scenes. So 1730 01:17:16.920 --> 01:17:20.920 ask me any questions you together, four questions together, separate 1731 01:17:20.960 --> 01:17:21.680 whatever you want to know. 1732 01:17:21.880 --> 01:17:23.680 Let's go. 1733 01:17:24.000 --> 01:17:26.079 Yeah, thank you, thank you. Jay. 1734 01:17:27.039 --> 01:17:32.399 I'm gonna ask the not so exotic eurotic question first, 1735 01:17:32.560 --> 01:17:35.159 So I just want to know. So as far as 1736 01:17:35.239 --> 01:17:39.039 you actually having sex, you know that it is your 1737 01:17:39.159 --> 01:17:41.800 job right when it was, because you don't do it anymore, 1738 01:17:42.279 --> 01:17:45.359 did that change the dynamic personally? Were you kind of 1739 01:17:45.399 --> 01:17:49.119 like ugh, no, like i'm off work today, you're not 1740 01:17:49.159 --> 01:17:51.319 getting any like okay. 1741 01:17:51.520 --> 01:17:54.560 So for me, I'll tell you on two parts. Because 1742 01:17:54.600 --> 01:17:56.680 once I was married in the business, and I was 1743 01:17:56.720 --> 01:17:58.800 with a partner who was who was in the business 1744 01:17:58.800 --> 01:18:01.840 as well, and I was and then we, like I said, 1745 01:18:01.920 --> 01:18:04.079 I've been divorced for five years now, so now I've 1746 01:18:04.119 --> 01:18:08.119 been in a separate category. So overall, for me, in 1747 01:18:08.199 --> 01:18:11.239 porn like work is work like for me? It's like 1748 01:18:11.359 --> 01:18:13.079 as much as you go on a stage and you 1749 01:18:13.119 --> 01:18:14.680 sing a song and you do a performance, it's like 1750 01:18:14.720 --> 01:18:16.399 you're there to do a job. For me, it's like 1751 01:18:16.479 --> 01:18:18.600 I'm a sexual athlete, like I like to say, so 1752 01:18:18.640 --> 01:18:20.199 for me, I'm there for a job. I don't care. 1753 01:18:20.720 --> 01:18:22.399 I don't I want you to find wine and dine me. 1754 01:18:22.560 --> 01:18:24.560 I don't care about whatever, Like we're there for this, 1755 01:18:24.720 --> 01:18:27.560 that and the other. So because of that, like you said, 1756 01:18:28.119 --> 01:18:31.359 it became mechanical to a point. But at home for 1757 01:18:31.479 --> 01:18:33.199 me was the first and the only time that it 1758 01:18:33.239 --> 01:18:35.960 was more intimate. Because it's at home. It was more 1759 01:18:36.039 --> 01:18:37.800 like I didn't have someone being like hey, open up, 1760 01:18:37.920 --> 01:18:39.920 or hey like do this, or hey you're timing each 1761 01:18:39.960 --> 01:18:44.880 scene or not each scene, but each like position there 1762 01:18:44.880 --> 01:18:47.079 you go, thank you each positions where it was like 1763 01:18:47.119 --> 01:18:49.680 a time thing. So it was like at that moment 1764 01:18:49.680 --> 01:18:53.119 it was more kind of like intimate of sorts because 1765 01:18:53.159 --> 01:18:54.960 it's like it was the first time it was like closed. 1766 01:18:55.000 --> 01:18:57.479 It was like kind of like what they would can 1767 01:18:57.520 --> 01:19:00.760 see about can say about softcorep Horn where it's like 1768 01:19:00.760 --> 01:19:02.800 all close up. It's very like Levey dovey whatever, And 1769 01:19:02.840 --> 01:19:06.279 I'm not a loving like again, I am a loving 1770 01:19:06.399 --> 01:19:08.840 person and I'm a delicate flower, but I don't need 1771 01:19:08.880 --> 01:19:11.560 to be touched and caressed. And I'm fucked sometimes, but 1772 01:19:11.600 --> 01:19:13.520 I want to be fucked right. So it's like, you know, 1773 01:19:13.600 --> 01:19:16.319 the dynamic of knowing the difference. So with that being said, 1774 01:19:16.439 --> 01:19:20.920 did you meet like while working? We met? We had 1775 01:19:20.960 --> 01:19:25.279 never worked together when we first met. We I like, 1776 01:19:25.359 --> 01:19:26.640 this is the thing. It's like when you first get 1777 01:19:26.640 --> 01:19:29.159 into the industry, it's like fresh meat. So the industry 1778 01:19:29.199 --> 01:19:32.520 is small but big in terms, So it's the same 1779 01:19:32.520 --> 01:19:34.840 thing as music, like once you know everybody, you know everybody, 1780 01:19:34.880 --> 01:19:39.359 but it's like a network of industries. So he knew 1781 01:19:39.359 --> 01:19:41.119 that I was a performer. We met each other on 1782 01:19:41.159 --> 01:19:42.760 another set. We kind of like hit it off and 1783 01:19:42.800 --> 01:19:44.199 those kind of things, and that's kind of like how 1784 01:19:44.239 --> 01:19:46.920 it came. But I'd never actually had sex with him 1785 01:19:46.960 --> 01:19:49.239 before I had met him in order did we actually 1786 01:19:49.279 --> 01:19:53.600 get intimate until later on And the thing exactly because 1787 01:19:53.600 --> 01:19:55.279 it's but at the same time, it's also a double 1788 01:19:55.359 --> 01:19:57.960 edged sword because then it's like everyone's like, oh, she's 1789 01:19:58.000 --> 01:19:59.800 the new one who's like it's like pray, you know, 1790 01:19:59.800 --> 01:20:01.199 you're like shark and the water is bait. You know 1791 01:20:01.199 --> 01:20:03.640 what I mean, So you don't really know. So for me, 1792 01:20:04.239 --> 01:20:08.319 I definitely had a really unique start of things because 1793 01:20:08.319 --> 01:20:10.560 I came from like a reality based type of porn. 1794 01:20:10.640 --> 01:20:13.000 It was like a college amateur tour was how the 1795 01:20:13.039 --> 01:20:15.199 first film I ever was in, and I was in college, 1796 01:20:16.079 --> 01:20:19.399 like the whole thing. But I like that type of 1797 01:20:19.399 --> 01:20:21.479 more that whole thing. So it was really honestly, like 1798 01:20:21.520 --> 01:20:23.760 as much as like you said, like reality is reality 1799 01:20:23.760 --> 01:20:26.199 in your life, reality was reality in mind as well 1800 01:20:26.319 --> 01:20:28.800 from the beginning because it was a reality type of 1801 01:20:28.800 --> 01:20:32.119 perform where they went to college to do scenes with 1802 01:20:32.159 --> 01:20:33.960 girls had never done it before, which was true, but 1803 01:20:33.960 --> 01:20:36.399 it was also somewhat set up to a point, you know, 1804 01:20:37.199 --> 01:20:39.960 So that was like how I got into the industry. 1805 01:20:40.880 --> 01:20:43.560 So then it kind of navigated to that. But so 1806 01:20:43.960 --> 01:20:46.640 back in the whole thing about being personal and how 1807 01:20:46.680 --> 01:20:49.880 it felt for me, personal sex to me is more 1808 01:20:49.920 --> 01:20:52.560 intimate than work sex because work sex is more of 1809 01:20:52.640 --> 01:20:55.760 like a job. And I'm not not that I don't 1810 01:20:55.760 --> 01:20:58.560 get off because even for me, I feel like, if 1811 01:20:58.600 --> 01:21:02.399 I'm having sex without feeling like a robot, I have 1812 01:21:02.439 --> 01:21:04.680 to get off and have like and have like meaning. 1813 01:21:05.359 --> 01:21:07.319 But for me is I don't need him to make 1814 01:21:07.319 --> 01:21:09.680 me get off. I know my body enough to know 1815 01:21:09.720 --> 01:21:11.439 what I can do that if I'm gonna do it, 1816 01:21:11.439 --> 01:21:13.720 I'm gonna fucking, I'm gonna come, and that it doesn't 1817 01:21:13.920 --> 01:21:15.680 not all the time. In my personal life it's different. 1818 01:21:15.800 --> 01:21:18.600 But for work purposes, I don't want to fuck just 1819 01:21:18.680 --> 01:21:21.159 to fuck and not like come because to me, I 1820 01:21:21.199 --> 01:21:23.279 feel like again blue lips, like we talked about earlier, 1821 01:21:23.520 --> 01:21:28.000 that's frustrating for everybody. That's frustrating for everybody. So for 1822 01:21:28.039 --> 01:21:30.039 me is if I want to do it, I'm fucking 1823 01:21:30.159 --> 01:21:32.279 and it feels good, even for a little bit. I'm 1824 01:21:32.319 --> 01:21:35.119 gonna fuck to come because I want to get off 1825 01:21:35.319 --> 01:21:37.720 and it don't necessarily need the man to do that. 1826 01:21:37.800 --> 01:21:40.520 But and sometimes you do personally, but not in my 1827 01:21:40.600 --> 01:21:41.079 work life. 1828 01:21:41.319 --> 01:21:43.359 Was like, damn, I's just gonna meet a guy and 1829 01:21:43.439 --> 01:21:45.199 he's always gonna wonder if she's. 1830 01:21:46.800 --> 01:21:49.079 See And that's why for my personal life. And I 1831 01:21:49.119 --> 01:21:51.239 don't know if that's question number two, but for my 1832 01:21:51.239 --> 01:21:53.800 personal life, like when dating wise is really difficult for me, 1833 01:21:53.880 --> 01:21:56.640 is because it's the stigma of separating from do you 1834 01:21:56.640 --> 01:21:58.479 want to fuck Alexis Texas? Or do you want to 1835 01:21:58.520 --> 01:22:02.000 fuck Alexis because there is, like you said earlier, even 1836 01:22:02.039 --> 01:22:05.560 with the reform, ratchetness is it's still it's not a 1837 01:22:05.560 --> 01:22:07.680 different person that you're calling it, but it is someone 1838 01:22:07.720 --> 01:22:09.880 that flies inside you. So it's like you have it 1839 01:22:09.960 --> 01:22:12.960 in you, but when does it get unleashed and unlocked 1840 01:22:13.000 --> 01:22:16.600 by certain people and moments that happen that are a 1841 01:22:16.640 --> 01:22:19.359 little bit more occurred to that unleashes your freak a 1842 01:22:19.359 --> 01:22:22.479 little bit more. So each person is different, So I 1843 01:22:22.520 --> 01:22:27.159 feel like I have more intimate sex personally because I 1844 01:22:27.199 --> 01:22:30.000 feel like I'm more picky with who I choose in 1845 01:22:30.039 --> 01:22:33.319 my personal level. It is because in porn it was 1846 01:22:33.439 --> 01:22:37.199 really a close niche family that was all tested in 1847 01:22:37.279 --> 01:22:41.800 like happily whatever. But yes, yes, tested and tested is 1848 01:22:42.119 --> 01:22:43.880 a big key is why the you know in the 1849 01:22:43.920 --> 01:22:47.720 industry is a safe place where we do get tested 1850 01:22:47.720 --> 01:22:49.920 and people are all in a safe environment. 1851 01:22:50.199 --> 01:22:52.399 Yeah better everybody stay in the huddle. 1852 01:22:52.680 --> 01:22:55.119 Yes, but sometimes astray so you know what I mean. 1853 01:22:55.199 --> 01:22:56.960 So that's why you still have that there's testing factors 1854 01:22:57.000 --> 01:22:58.880 for those things. It's because not everybody can be honest 1855 01:22:58.920 --> 01:23:00.680 at all times, and that's why you gotta keep them 1856 01:23:00.680 --> 01:23:02.359 in line. You gotta keep them in check. Your pampan 1857 01:23:02.439 --> 01:23:06.239 gotta be strong. Next question for Miss Texas. 1858 01:23:06.279 --> 01:23:11.520 Okay, another one and another way. You see you're real transparent. 1859 01:23:11.560 --> 01:23:12.960 So I feel like I'm little answer to this question, 1860 01:23:13.000 --> 01:23:15.159 but I got to ask, at what point in the 1861 01:23:15.199 --> 01:23:17.840 new relationship that you say and by the way, I 1862 01:23:17.920 --> 01:23:21.079 used to bust it why? Okay? 1863 01:23:21.680 --> 01:23:24.359 You know what's funny for me is like a little 1864 01:23:24.359 --> 01:23:27.399 bit because it's like, I'm so new to this dating 1865 01:23:27.880 --> 01:23:29.960 like thing and the like. And then I live in La, 1866 01:23:30.079 --> 01:23:31.920 so I say at La. But just dating in general 1867 01:23:32.039 --> 01:23:36.800 is really odd and weird to me. So in the 1868 01:23:36.840 --> 01:23:39.000 beginning when I first started dating, like I would just 1869 01:23:39.039 --> 01:23:40.960 be like, oh, guys, would be like, hey, what's your number, 1870 01:23:40.960 --> 01:23:42.239 And I'm like, I don't get my number, but here's 1871 01:23:42.279 --> 01:23:44.439 my Instagram. And I would do that on purpose because 1872 01:23:44.479 --> 01:23:46.479 I'm like, this is my Instagram. If you want to 1873 01:23:46.479 --> 01:23:48.640 figure out a way to follow me or to contact me, 1874 01:23:48.680 --> 01:23:50.359 then I'll like, cause you're gonna put it in work. 1875 01:23:50.680 --> 01:23:52.279 But I did it for two reasons. One because I 1876 01:23:52.279 --> 01:23:53.479 wanted to put in work to see if it was 1877 01:23:53.479 --> 01:23:56.479 a little bit more than just getting some bitchus number. Two, 1878 01:23:56.640 --> 01:23:58.359 you're gonna see my instagram. You're gonna see what my 1879 01:23:58.399 --> 01:24:00.319 page is. So now at that point you have the 1880 01:24:00.359 --> 01:24:02.960 option to a proceed with you know what you want 1881 01:24:02.960 --> 01:24:05.479 to do, but you know who I am, and there's 1882 01:24:05.479 --> 01:24:09.119 no getting away with the fact that I am Alexis 1883 01:24:09.119 --> 01:24:10.920 Texas and the fact that I've what I've you know, 1884 01:24:11.039 --> 01:24:12.920 chose to done at one point in my life. So 1885 01:24:13.079 --> 01:24:14.560 I like to kind of put that out because it's 1886 01:24:14.640 --> 01:24:17.079 kind of like if they want to talk about it, 1887 01:24:17.199 --> 01:24:19.479 when they proceed up with it, then we can proceed 1888 01:24:19.520 --> 01:24:21.119 and see where it goes with and then some do 1889 01:24:21.239 --> 01:24:22.840 and some don't. And then that's also how I know 1890 01:24:22.880 --> 01:24:25.479 how to procede myself, because again, I'm not dumb. I 1891 01:24:25.560 --> 01:24:27.520 wasn't born. I was born at night, but not last night. 1892 01:24:27.560 --> 01:24:29.039 And I'm not going to just like fall into some 1893 01:24:29.119 --> 01:24:31.239 trap and be like, oh, you gave me up when 1894 01:24:31.279 --> 01:24:35.680 I already knew what it was, right, So I'm kind 1895 01:24:35.720 --> 01:24:38.880 of a tough cookie to crumble, Like I I'm so 1896 01:24:39.000 --> 01:24:40.840 much more picky in my personal life than I am 1897 01:24:40.840 --> 01:24:43.800 in my and like I was in my beau, which 1898 01:24:43.840 --> 01:24:45.840 sounds horrible because like, but in my work life, but 1899 01:24:45.880 --> 01:24:48.039 it wasn't because I couldn't be picky in my workoup 1900 01:24:48.039 --> 01:24:50.479 because I was, but it's just such much a closed 1901 01:24:50.960 --> 01:24:53.600 like network of a family. Then it was like an 1902 01:24:53.600 --> 01:24:54.680 open world. 1903 01:24:54.720 --> 01:24:57.159 Right, Okay, that makes sense. 1904 01:24:58.000 --> 01:24:59.159 Question number three. 1905 01:25:00.520 --> 01:25:07.640 Tyson has a question, Oh, okay, from the business perspective, 1906 01:25:07.840 --> 01:25:13.199 how has like apps like only Fans and website affected. 1907 01:25:12.920 --> 01:25:13.880 The Point industry? 1908 01:25:14.039 --> 01:25:15.640 Are you a fan of? Are you a member of 1909 01:25:15.640 --> 01:25:17.319 my only fans have Point? 1910 01:25:17.520 --> 01:25:19.079 I do? I do. 1911 01:25:19.279 --> 01:25:21.479 I saw the twinkle in your eye. I like that. 1912 01:25:21.560 --> 01:25:23.960 I like that I do have an only fan. And 1913 01:25:25.000 --> 01:25:28.119 I will say so, you know, it's funny because and 1914 01:25:28.239 --> 01:25:32.239 frequent are episodes that we've had. We have girls on 1915 01:25:32.279 --> 01:25:34.399 here that have been that I have only fans that 1916 01:25:34.479 --> 01:25:37.359 are not in my industry, and you know an upcoming 1917 01:25:37.359 --> 01:25:40.000 that are in my industry. So for me is I 1918 01:25:40.039 --> 01:25:43.319 feel like it's only helped the industry at first? And 1919 01:25:43.359 --> 01:25:45.199 I said in some of my other episodes that I 1920 01:25:45.239 --> 01:25:49.199 thought that at first, I was a little bit intimidated. 1921 01:25:49.199 --> 01:25:50.439 Is not the word. I was a little bit kind 1922 01:25:50.439 --> 01:25:53.199 of like annoyed at first, because it's like there's so 1923 01:25:53.239 --> 01:25:55.720 many pistigmas on what I chose to do that I 1924 01:25:55.760 --> 01:25:58.640 get ridiculed, like oh, you're a whore this or whatever. Okay, cool, 1925 01:25:58.640 --> 01:26:00.319 call me something else that I don't know, but everybody 1926 01:26:00.479 --> 01:26:02.479 in a place we called that nice. But my thing 1927 01:26:02.560 --> 01:26:05.239 is is that I chose to do it because I 1928 01:26:05.359 --> 01:26:07.560 believed in what I like. I chose what I was 1929 01:26:07.600 --> 01:26:09.840 doing for me. I feel like sexist art. I feel 1930 01:26:09.840 --> 01:26:11.640 like there was a way that I could identify myself 1931 01:26:11.640 --> 01:26:14.439 and like portray myself and I didn't have a taboo 1932 01:26:14.520 --> 01:26:17.439 sense of the word of like stigmatizing of like oh 1933 01:26:17.479 --> 01:26:19.800 I'm naked and saving sex for marriage and things like that. 1934 01:26:19.920 --> 01:26:21.520 Is that wasn't something that I was brought in to 1935 01:26:21.600 --> 01:26:24.640 believe in. All those things were real. So for me 1936 01:26:24.800 --> 01:26:27.960 is that I just found my own lane of like 1937 01:26:28.000 --> 01:26:30.079 what it was, and so I just made it my own. 1938 01:26:30.119 --> 01:26:32.000 So what the only fancying is what I like about 1939 01:26:32.000 --> 01:26:34.079 it is that I've learned that it not only gives 1940 01:26:34.159 --> 01:26:37.680 women like myself and men as well a platform to 1941 01:26:37.880 --> 01:26:41.479 like get their sexuality out and with their persona, their 1942 01:26:41.479 --> 01:26:43.600 brand and all kinds of things out, but also other 1943 01:26:43.640 --> 01:26:47.079 people in other industries that are not adult from you know, 1944 01:26:47.079 --> 01:26:49.359 people that were kind of like the Instagram models or 1945 01:26:49.399 --> 01:26:52.399 even like people dabbling and like just modeling and fitness 1946 01:26:52.399 --> 01:26:54.520 instructors and all these other things that gives them another 1947 01:26:54.560 --> 01:26:58.079 platform that eliminates the middleman, that it goes straight to 1948 01:26:58.119 --> 01:27:00.199 the consumer and you see more of your fans. So 1949 01:27:00.279 --> 01:27:02.840 for me, as an entrepreneur, I think that is the 1950 01:27:02.840 --> 01:27:04.600 best thing that you can do and have out there, 1951 01:27:04.640 --> 01:27:08.279 is because it's it's less money out of your pocket. 1952 01:27:08.359 --> 01:27:11.399 Is because you're doing more for the consumer, you know. 1953 01:27:11.479 --> 01:27:13.079 So for me, I think that it's nothing but a 1954 01:27:13.159 --> 01:27:15.640 great and the gift of God. That like it's like 1955 01:27:15.760 --> 01:27:20.880 kind of talking to the consumer and an independent contractor 1956 01:27:20.880 --> 01:27:22.079 at the same time, you know what I mean. Like 1957 01:27:22.079 --> 01:27:24.279 it was getting what they needed and what we wanted 1958 01:27:24.319 --> 01:27:26.119 at the same time, and like correlating the together and 1959 01:27:26.159 --> 01:27:28.680 then birthed Only Fans and all these other apps that 1960 01:27:28.720 --> 01:27:31.199 are great for us, you know, entrepreneurs. So I think 1961 01:27:31.239 --> 01:27:34.359 it's a good thing. So, yes, I do have an 1962 01:27:34.359 --> 01:27:37.159 Only Fans and you should be shorting to it. You're welcome, Jay, 1963 01:27:37.680 --> 01:27:41.720 I'm not so Tyson X. My backshots is a Lexus 1964 01:27:41.800 --> 01:27:45.640 Underscore Texas. You're welcome out there. Private Talk. If you 1965 01:27:45.720 --> 01:27:48.800 guys aren't subscribed to my Only Fans, y'all are definitely 1966 01:27:48.880 --> 01:27:51.640 missing out because the only place that you can find 1967 01:27:51.680 --> 01:27:54.079 any of my scenes which I fuck myself and do 1968 01:27:54.119 --> 01:27:56.600 a lot of great things. Is I'm my only fans 1969 01:27:56.640 --> 01:27:59.560 because I don't shoot for anyone else but myself, Because 1970 01:27:59.600 --> 01:28:02.720 that's just the way the cookie crumbles. Miss Texas says 1971 01:28:02.720 --> 01:28:05.920 it like I want it. Oh, is there anything else 1972 01:28:06.000 --> 01:28:08.279 you guys want to talk to or ask me? You 1973 01:28:08.319 --> 01:28:11.800 guys have been an awesome guest. I love it. Give 1974 01:28:11.800 --> 01:28:13.199 it to me, girl, double give it. 1975 01:28:13.399 --> 01:28:15.520 You gotta tell us you are a favorite. Get it 1976 01:28:15.560 --> 01:28:19.319 done for sure? Position gotta know that. And what type 1977 01:28:19.319 --> 01:28:21.920 of guy is going to be the guy? That's the 1978 01:28:22.000 --> 01:28:22.840 last few questions. 1979 01:28:22.840 --> 01:28:26.319 Oh, okay, the first one's easy, the segonde's a little difficult. 1980 01:28:28.119 --> 01:28:35.960 The ultimate get it done for me? Ooh okay, I'm biased. 1981 01:28:35.960 --> 01:28:38.720 So it's like save a horse, ride a cowboy. I like, 1982 01:28:38.920 --> 01:28:40.840 I could just ride a dick and I'm just great 1983 01:28:40.880 --> 01:28:42.880 at it. And so for me, that's the best and 1984 01:28:43.000 --> 01:28:45.760 easiest way that I know it can ensure that I'm 1985 01:28:45.800 --> 01:28:49.159 gonna get off and him too. But there's a lot 1986 01:28:49.159 --> 01:28:51.520 of techniques I got, moves you've never seen before. Private talk. 1987 01:28:51.520 --> 01:28:53.239 But they all know because they've seen them too. I 1988 01:28:53.279 --> 01:28:55.279 know they have. They've watched my scenes a little bit 1989 01:28:55.359 --> 01:28:57.520 but you haven't broke, but you will see these will 1990 01:28:57.520 --> 01:28:59.960 He'll see We'll see them. But no, I think that's 1991 01:29:00.079 --> 01:29:03.640 for me is yeah that yeah, no, that that position's 1992 01:29:03.640 --> 01:29:06.079 the best because I feel like I have the I 1993 01:29:06.079 --> 01:29:08.840 feel like I have the like the most control because 1994 01:29:08.880 --> 01:29:10.960 like I like a man being in control. But that's 1995 01:29:11.000 --> 01:29:12.840 also like that you can grab your waist and like 1996 01:29:12.880 --> 01:29:14.399 do things to you blah blah blah. But for me 1997 01:29:14.520 --> 01:29:19.199 is like the most the time and the breathing and like, yeah, 1998 01:29:19.239 --> 01:29:21.640 I got show number I'm about to make you come 1999 01:29:21.680 --> 01:29:25.159 out like yeah, okay, that part so and then the 2000 01:29:25.239 --> 01:29:27.520 hold on what was the difficult question that I didn't 2001 01:29:27.520 --> 01:29:29.640 want to hear the man that was gonna say. 2002 01:29:29.520 --> 01:29:32.399 For Alexis Texas, if we can soalm him up in 2003 01:29:32.439 --> 01:29:34.720 a helple of words. 2004 01:29:34.239 --> 01:29:37.880 You know what the guy for Alexis Texas is. I 2005 01:29:37.920 --> 01:29:41.439 don't even really know myself. You know, I've been married, 2006 01:29:41.479 --> 01:29:45.319 I've been divorced, I've dated. I'm I feel like I'm 2007 01:29:45.319 --> 01:29:47.199 in this place right now in twenty twenty where I'm 2008 01:29:47.279 --> 01:29:48.920 kind of you know, I did a lot of like 2009 01:29:49.039 --> 01:29:51.840 self healing in twenty nineteen, and like for me right 2010 01:29:51.840 --> 01:29:54.479 now in twenty twenty is like unleashing a lot of 2011 01:29:54.560 --> 01:29:57.079 things that I was already a freak before, which is crazy. 2012 01:29:57.119 --> 01:29:59.159 But I feel like it's just coming into my own 2013 01:29:59.239 --> 01:30:01.479 and kind of like fun out what I really do want. 2014 01:30:01.800 --> 01:30:04.359 So I don't really know if there's like a particular 2015 01:30:04.760 --> 01:30:08.199 type or a person or whatever that is set for me, 2016 01:30:08.319 --> 01:30:12.479 but I feel like there is there is a soulmate 2017 01:30:12.600 --> 01:30:14.960 out there for me, somewhere out there. And I don't 2018 01:30:15.000 --> 01:30:17.479 know where you are. Private talk, but you have to 2019 01:30:17.560 --> 01:30:21.720 make me laugh, you have to, like, bet it made 2020 01:30:21.760 --> 01:30:24.199 me a shit. We don't even know that it could 2021 01:30:24.199 --> 01:30:26.640 be a whole different things. I really don't know the 2022 01:30:26.760 --> 01:30:30.800 parmet is. We just know, I mean everybody else knows. 2023 01:30:30.840 --> 01:30:31.079 Girl. 2024 01:30:31.199 --> 01:30:32.920 You just haven't watched the sayings, girl. 2025 01:30:33.479 --> 01:30:39.920 I mean, where three celebrities. 2026 01:30:39.840 --> 01:30:46.119 That I want to to make the one? Oh, I'm like, 2027 01:30:46.199 --> 01:30:48.439 I'm all about fucking about one. I don't know any 2028 01:30:48.479 --> 01:30:50.279 of their personalities. The same way as I tell people 2029 01:30:50.399 --> 01:30:52.840 is like as much as they see my fucking on camera, 2030 01:30:52.960 --> 01:30:55.359 they don't know who I am. So I can put 2031 01:30:55.720 --> 01:30:58.880 my best fucking like that I've fucked to you, or 2032 01:30:59.000 --> 01:31:02.880 I not my my spank bank. Who are those people? 2033 01:31:06.439 --> 01:31:10.000 Brad Pitt definitely is one. David Beckham is definitely another one. 2034 01:31:10.159 --> 01:31:19.720 And let me breathe out. I don't know. If I 2035 01:31:20.199 --> 01:31:24.800 don't know, hold on, I want to. I'm like him. 2036 01:31:25.680 --> 01:31:29.439 He might be watching God, but maybe he'll not know. 2037 01:31:29.680 --> 01:31:32.479 I don't know. I don't know. No, we'll keep concerning 2038 01:31:33.079 --> 01:31:38.479 oh fuck you friendship