Speaker 1: And I'm a mother, I am in a relationship. This
Speaker 1: is my best friend.
Speaker 2: Hey, best friend, I'm.
Speaker 1: A recovering ratchet. That's just a way I can sum
Speaker 1: myself up. Swift.
Speaker 2: Is that something that happens, this one day at a
Speaker 2: time kind of thing, recovering ratchetess, because I feel like
Speaker 2: I'm myself and you know, I don't know if I'm
Speaker 2: recovering yet, but you know, we work really hard to
Speaker 2: keep that rotchet inside sometimes because there's so much other
Speaker 2: craziness in the world that you know, sometimes I feel
Speaker 2: like what I'm being ratchet about just maybe shouldn't matter.
Speaker 2: That's myself. But I feel like sometimes, you know, certain
Speaker 2: people take yourself or take you out of a character
Speaker 2: that you just feel like you shouldn't go back to
Speaker 2: because we all elevate from year to year, and it's
Speaker 2: just like, you know, you can still go there, But
Speaker 2: why do I got to bring that out?
Speaker 1: You know? Sometimes I'm just like, you gotta keep that
Speaker 1: on the day they delivered from it. I've been delivered
Speaker 1: from it because I know it's like you, if you
Speaker 1: say a certain thing that triggers her, she's out there like, hey.
Speaker 2: Does her have it? Does her have another name. No, no,
Speaker 2: it doesn't. It's just Brooke two point zero. You know
Speaker 2: what I have.
Speaker 1: I'm not against the alter ego.
Speaker 2: You're making me hot in here. I'm gonna take it off.
Speaker 2: I read it anymore. I'm not in my beautiful tronk.
Speaker 1: I'm not against the alter ego. But I do think
Speaker 1: that creates that fake scenario where somebody's like, oh, you're
Speaker 1: being fake, or oh I met her.
Speaker 2: She wasn't like that.
Speaker 1: So I'm just like, nah, there's two sides of me, Okay,
Speaker 1: I can feel that you don't want to meet the
Speaker 1: other one.
Speaker 2: See, I'm a Gemini, so I always get to say, like,
Speaker 2: there's two sides of me. So I'm Geminin and I'm
Speaker 2: Puerto Rican. So I have a lot of fights to
Speaker 2: inside of me. So it's so it's like, yes, girl,
Speaker 2: so yeah, Puerto Rican's in there. Yeah I need I
Speaker 2: got two cheeks, you know, you know I don't have.
Speaker 2: There's a lot of going on in here, so yes
Speaker 2: it is. That's why for me, it's like you play
Speaker 2: the devil's advocate. Sometimes sometimes it's just better to keep
Speaker 2: the other one quiet, but she's always there.
Speaker 1: Example, do you remember one particular situation where is before
Speaker 1: we lived together and he had a girl pick him
Speaker 1: up from my place?
Speaker 2: That was just a girl friend or a girl friend.
Speaker 1: I found out later it was a homegirl. Okay, at
Speaker 1: the time, I did.
Speaker 2: You was just a girl, so it didn't matter what
Speaker 2: girl you how I figured it out because of course
Speaker 2: he didn't tell me.
Speaker 1: He was like, all right, I'm out of here. So
Speaker 1: he let he walks out the door and I hear,
Speaker 1: like a horn blow?
Speaker 2: What homie blows the horn?
Speaker 1: What homie? From the first of all, all your friends
Speaker 1: of the hood niggas. So who's blowing the horn?
Speaker 2: At one?
Speaker 1: Am a girl?
Speaker 2: Dumb? So when you heard that horn, did you like
Speaker 2: pop up or like what did you? What did you do?
Speaker 2: Or you just let it and you just let it
Speaker 2: go and you were like found out later.
Speaker 1: And I was like, that's something, Hey, Marcus, you just
Speaker 1: left right. Yeah, I'm out, I said, did a girl
Speaker 1: pick you up from my house? You know you gotta
Speaker 1: go deep? He said yeah, I said okay, and I
Speaker 1: hung up the phone. He already knew. So long story
Speaker 1: Shark cuts to the confrontation. A little bit after the confrontation,
Speaker 1: I said, now, what if I would have ran outside,
Speaker 1: called y'all, dragged her out the car all down the
Speaker 1: street that I live on, and he goes, you would
Speaker 1: never do something like that.
Speaker 2: Like in your mind you're like, thank God, but yes.
Speaker 1: I what. So now we're faced with this moment, this
Speaker 1: learning experience of sweetheart. You have met the recovering ratchet,
Speaker 1: the person that wakes up and says, oh, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: do better. I'm not gonna drag someone down the street today.
Speaker 1: But she's she's still in there somewhere, just hiding. So
Speaker 1: don't tell me. Like you telling me that I would
Speaker 1: not do that, it's making me want.
Speaker 2: To want to do it. You're like, let me do it.
Speaker 1: And then the sad part is I was like, call
Speaker 1: my mom, call my sister, call anybody that knows me,
Speaker 1: and say, would brook this girl go outside and drag
Speaker 1: a girl down the street She picked me up from
Speaker 1: her crib, and they would be like, what, absolutely, we've
Speaker 1: seen it done. So more of that.
Speaker 2: Story is I'm proud of myself. I did. I just
Speaker 2: give it up. Private talk. If you can hold that
Speaker 2: and your friend that's friend's close signing it over there,
Speaker 2: that's what that's like. Constraint and you know, that's a
Speaker 2: lot of work hold time.
Speaker 1: He's like, you want me to come over there. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: I'm come. I'm cool, Like, let's just make sure. And
Speaker 1: you know, I relaxed because I would have been so
Speaker 1: sad to drag that girl down the street and then
Speaker 1: find out MARKU has been friends with her for like
Speaker 1: five years and they're like they never had us.
Speaker 2: She was really just so, how did that play out?
Speaker 2: Tell my listeners out there, whatever, pick you up from
Speaker 2: my career. How did it like that night? Did he
Speaker 2: come back to the crib and he just want so
Speaker 2: he was like, no, I gotta go home. He was like, oh,
Speaker 2: you know, so I'm assuming. Also, this was early on
Speaker 2: in the relationship for early, super early, so for you
Speaker 2: private talk podcast listeners out there. Her a significant other
Speaker 2: is Marcus Black, which was a guest on art when
Speaker 2: of our early episodes he came and talked about y'all's
Speaker 2: relationship was, which is a very beautiful thing. And you guys,
Speaker 2: I was hoping that you guys were gone gune together,
Speaker 2: but I'm glad that you actually came out separate, and
Speaker 2: then I want to kind of you guys back together
Speaker 2: later on because it's been you have your own separate things.
Speaker 2: And you told me early on you didn't listen to
Speaker 2: his episode, which I love because you said, tell my
Speaker 2: listeners out there what I want to take the words
Speaker 2: out of your mouth.
Speaker 1: It's tricky. I hate trying to describe me and Marcus
Speaker 1: dynamic because it's everybody's always like no guess answer, like
Speaker 1: what y'all single, y'all together, like don't worry about all
Speaker 1: of it. Okay. I give him his space and his
Speaker 1: creative freedom and whatever he does, and I just kind
Speaker 1: of stay out of it, like, Okay, that was you good,
Speaker 1: you feel good about it? Okay, cool? You know, watch
Speaker 1: how the fans react.
Speaker 2: That's cool.
Speaker 1: And I stay out of it because I give him.
Speaker 1: That's just the same thing like me listening into one
Speaker 1: of his conversations on the phone or you know, like
Speaker 1: I don't do that, like do you say whatever you
Speaker 1: want to say? Talk crazy. I don't care. Now if
Speaker 1: it's a super big deal, everybody will call me like
Speaker 1: her you here, Marcus like whatever, like cool, like creative freedom.
Speaker 1: And we was joking because I'll say, if he says
Speaker 1: something that you know, I can make fun of, he
Speaker 1: let me just leave them alone, but I am gonna.
Speaker 2: Watch it after this because after you brought it up,
Speaker 2: I'm like, well it was like I said, it was
Speaker 2: nothing better, it's all good. It was just like it's
Speaker 2: really DELI described the dynamic of y'all's relationships is because
Speaker 2: it's like it's a difference between an open relationship, which
Speaker 2: you guys do not have, but you have an open communication.
Speaker 2: And so for me is why I like to educate
Speaker 2: my listeners out there and saying it's like because he
Speaker 2: said most things, you go, you know everything he's doing.
Speaker 2: Y'all communicate very well well for me. Open relationship to me,
Speaker 2: it means that you guys could do whatever you guys
Speaker 2: want to do. Like for me, I could never be
Speaker 2: in a relationship. I've been in the porn industry you
Speaker 2: know for over ten years. I have, you know, even
Speaker 2: outside the industry knowing that kind of like life. I
Speaker 2: don't think that me in maybe one time. I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm not in a relationship or now at all. So
Speaker 2: like maybe I can't say never. I like to ever
Speaker 2: say never. But I think the open relationship altogether just
Speaker 2: means you can go do you whatever your rules are.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna do me whatever those rules are you going together?
Speaker 2: For me? Open communication means I'm not doing anything with
Speaker 2: anyone unless a you're involved or you know, what's your situation.
Speaker 2: Everyone has their own rules. But the way that he
Speaker 2: like portrayed it was because what I liked is that
Speaker 2: you guys, you have basically full ran and everything that
Speaker 2: he does and he's very like Like his way he
Speaker 2: portrayed it was everything that you say, like you comment,
Speaker 2: like I looked at you guys Instagrams, He's come on
Speaker 2: in a picture. You guys, you come it back together.
Speaker 2: So it's very playful, like you guys do think as
Speaker 2: a couple where it's like a lot of people do
Speaker 2: things separate, Yeah, like anything, That's what I'm saying. It's
Speaker 2: like because when people say, oh, relationship, oh he's flirting
Speaker 2: on something, you know, ever, but they some people and
Speaker 2: not in a relationship as you know, open communication lines
Speaker 2: with as yourself would be like, oh that's you know,
Speaker 2: that's out of line, Like oh you're lacking his picture
Speaker 2: where it's not like that at all. Like we're in
Speaker 2: an entertainment business where we're supposed, you know, we're around
Speaker 2: attractive people and he's like my girlfriend has or my
Speaker 2: wife has all you know, beautiful friends. He's like, for
Speaker 2: me not to look and it'd be stupid. He's like,
Speaker 2: but she knows what it is, and so why I
Speaker 2: thought that would you? They're beautiful, That's what he said.
Speaker 2: He was like, I can't look at them sometimes doing
Speaker 2: some things because that's I feel like it's out of line,
Speaker 2: which I again respected. So it was just cool to
Speaker 2: see the dynamic of how much he really respected you
Speaker 2: in you guys relationship and hearing, but also his you know,
Speaker 2: him seeing how he flirts with girls and not thinking
Speaker 2: that it goes anywhere. But he's a man. And then
Speaker 2: he said that there's certain things that a man needs
Speaker 2: to fulfill that certain things and so I commend you
Speaker 2: as being a partner that's really open because I feel
Speaker 2: like that's what really how it makes it work, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean? And it's all of it ends
Speaker 2: the day is communication.
Speaker 1: I tell all my friends, like, you are bugging if
Speaker 1: you can't be your dude's homie, the wife and the
Speaker 1: girlfriend the whole, Like you need to be all of
Speaker 1: those things because if you're not, he's gonna go find
Speaker 1: the lack y you know, what I mean, somewhere else.
Speaker 1: So I am the homie, like he can't be like
Speaker 1: you tear that up?
Speaker 2: You want? That's crazy to see?
Speaker 1: Well tacos because who cares.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's lighthearted and fun, like you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Because if you were to be like like I didn't
Speaker 2: look at that, use a liar, and that to me
Speaker 2: means they're doing something in shade if you would have
Speaker 2: just said the trip, you know.
Speaker 1: So it started off like that because he was nervous.
Speaker 1: He I mean, we had one conversation in particular, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna say her name.
Speaker 2: Even though I love calling people out, I do it. Girl,
Speaker 2: it's private time, you know, let's let's hear it.
Speaker 1: One of his friends in particular is beautiful, very safety,
Speaker 1: like everything's right about this girl. And they've been friends
Speaker 1: for a long time. And I was like, don't play
Speaker 1: with me and tell me you never wanted to, you know,
Speaker 1: knock that down or even.
Speaker 2: Tried, and then maybe didn't happen the way.
Speaker 1: It started crying or something, and he was like no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: And I looked, really, bro, I'm on her Instagram, like
Speaker 1: you're telling me, like showing him pictures.
Speaker 2: He's like oh you know, I'm like, oh didn't I
Speaker 2: thank you?
Speaker 1: It's like a release and he was like, I know
Speaker 1: this is gonna come back to hunt me. This can't
Speaker 1: go well. And then as time passed, it was like
Speaker 1: did it hunt you? Did I say anything? Didn't? We
Speaker 1: laugh about it? Okay? Cool? And then he got more
Speaker 1: and more and more comfortable, you know, and that's great.
Speaker 1: I think that like what do we joke about Marcus
Speaker 1: needing to cheat at least like every three months.
Speaker 2: Around three months about who's gonna be next?
Speaker 1: Like oh lord, I'm like the other day I hit
Speaker 1: you up, like he got a new girlfriend and we
Speaker 1: laugh about it.
Speaker 2: Now is it because you see him liking too many
Speaker 2: pictures or how do you feel like you know, you
Speaker 2: just there's there's like a sense you just he don't do.
Speaker 1: The wis anymore. He can field on that.
Speaker 2: But it's more than that.
Speaker 1: He actually like they're his it's his new friend and
Speaker 1: they're talking all the time. I don't care about this stuff,
Speaker 1: and it's we we laugh and joke like Mark's got
Speaker 1: a new girlfriend. You know, it's like three months time,
Speaker 1: Like we look at the Calvinar we like it's about
Speaker 1: that time, like who is gonna be. It's funny to us,
Speaker 1: but he he needs that energy, he needs to like
Speaker 1: just be a man. I don't think there's anything wrong
Speaker 1: with that. And what I was gonna say was he
Speaker 1: so open with me and I allow him to be
Speaker 1: that he talks himself out of actually cheating all the
Speaker 1: time because he he can come to me like I
Speaker 1: was frustrated and I was to the club and then I
Speaker 1: just came home because the girl kept touching me, and
Speaker 1: he's like.
Speaker 2: That's awesome. Though, yeah, I respect that. That's really awesome.
Speaker 2: Like I feel like that's how it should be because like,
Speaker 2: and that's why you said, like you if you've established homeliness,
Speaker 2: so you've done that for him and you guys are
Speaker 2: in the same business. Is there anything that has ever
Speaker 2: gotten like in the way because of like the like
Speaker 2: the vice versa of that, because of men working with
Speaker 2: you and him being in the same business. Do they
Speaker 2: not want to work with you because they fel then
Speaker 2: maybe intimidated because of your man, or maybe not want
Speaker 2: to like draw back because of those things or.
Speaker 1: Who he is or I can definitely say the dynamic
Speaker 1: of my relationship with my homeboys have definitely changed when
Speaker 1: they was like, oh, you're in a relationship relationship, Oh
Speaker 1: I cool, I'm gonna fall back, which is fine. I
Speaker 1: respect that too, because whatever makes you comfortable. If you're
Speaker 1: in a situation where you feel like, man, I can't
Speaker 1: hang around his girl dog.
Speaker 2: Then okay, yeah exactly, I don't have it on.
Speaker 1: You ain't getting nothing, so that I respect that. Go
Speaker 1: your way. But there has been like one of my
Speaker 1: male friends in particular, that I was like, come, wah
Speaker 1: wah wah wah, wall like you you my friend friend,
Speaker 1: like you can't you can't you know, escape like that?
Speaker 1: And I mean, I'm just gonna say because I mean
Speaker 1: it was kind of public my homeboy Booby because we
Speaker 1: shot Love and hip Hop together and he got really crazy,
Speaker 1: really tricky, really sticky. And because of the way the
Speaker 1: show is shot and the way people kind of run
Speaker 1: with certain scenes without for things.
Speaker 2: That are edited in certain ways that makes it appears
Speaker 2: other things.
Speaker 1: I don't want to blame it on editing, because we
Speaker 1: said it, we did it. Sometimes it's chopped up and
Speaker 1: take one part out, you know what I mean, and
Speaker 1: then put that somewhere else, or it looks like something
Speaker 1: that's so cool like, which is editing, But you know,
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't want to be one of those
Speaker 1: type of castmates. It's like, just blame it all on editing,
Speaker 1: because those were your words. We said what we said,
Speaker 1: we did what we did. But I did notice that
Speaker 1: some people will watch. I've ran across people that be like, oh,
Speaker 1: I saw one episode, and then they'll some of our
Speaker 1: whole lives up on that one episode. I ain't seen
Speaker 1: no other episode, so I'm like, well, you didn't get
Speaker 1: the rest of the rest.
Speaker 2: Of the story.
Speaker 1: So with that being said, that's that's really and truly
Speaker 1: It's always been my homeboy, but it got tricky, you know,
Speaker 1: as far as viewers and the show and a storyline,
Speaker 1: and it got kind of crazy.
Speaker 2: And at one point it was like two years ago, maybe.
Speaker 1: It was tough for us to actually be friends anymore
Speaker 1: because of my relationship, because of the show, because of
Speaker 1: everybody saying, ain't no way, y'all just friends and girl,
Speaker 1: you see him with his shirt off, and I'm like, yes,
Speaker 1: I've been seeing him with his shirt off four decade,
Speaker 1: Like okay, you know, but I had to go back
Speaker 1: and start that friendship over.
Speaker 2: So you guys are friends now.
Speaker 1: Your friends were cool. We greatly figured it out. This
Speaker 1: was a tough you know.
Speaker 2: Do you think it was because, like you said, the
Speaker 2: relationship because you got into a relationship. Do you think
Speaker 2: is because it was Marcus that was in the way,
Speaker 2: or his jealousy or just you didn't know the dynamic,
Speaker 2: dynamic because you were now together with someone else and
Speaker 2: you guys could of didn't know where y'all were left off.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Marcus was cool. It was some things that Marcus
Speaker 1: didn't understand because I was I was as a female,
Speaker 1: I was like a manly flirt, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Like, but I think it's the same thing with him
Speaker 2: as why I think y'all work well together.
Speaker 1: Yeah. Now, but then he was like, you really are.
Speaker 2: Like what.
Speaker 1: I'm going in And he's like, yo, I don't like
Speaker 1: the way you talk to dudes. And of course this
Speaker 1: wasn't in the relationship, but he just made an observation
Speaker 1: like you really be out here Macan. You know, am
Speaker 1: I writ to you know what I mean what you.
Speaker 2: Were saying, I mean, you're allowed to You're allowed to,
Speaker 2: like do you you know you're out here?
Speaker 1: You know?
Speaker 2: It's just as much as for like guys get all
Speaker 2: this stuff. You know, girls, we have to find your
Speaker 2: own name too. You're you know, a strong female, independent
Speaker 2: woman who's doing your things, so you're allowed to do
Speaker 2: that shit. You're hot girl, Like shoot your shot, what
Speaker 2: you want to do?
Speaker 3: You think that's one of the coolest things about Marcus.
Speaker 3: It's like he's super secure in the relationship. He is
Speaker 3: he is, and you too, Like, I think that that's
Speaker 3: also where I work because you both are like super secure.
Speaker 1: We really don't be on each other's tall like that,
Speaker 1: and it's so refreshing. My last relationship, it was strange.
Speaker 1: He's just kind of I can't. I coldn't even explain
Speaker 1: that scenario were you. I couldn't have male friends. I couldn't. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was not possible.
Speaker 2: How long was this relationship?
Speaker 1: Forever? I lose it. I have a child from that relationship,
Speaker 1: my son. He's ten now. So yeah, we we we
Speaker 1: we were like babies together. We kind of went back
Speaker 1: and forth almost two decades. Okay, that was the one
Speaker 1: relationship I was in and then women, you know, my
Speaker 1: relationship with Marcus so definitely. So my point is in
Speaker 1: that relationship is like, nah, I'm your friend, you know,
Speaker 1: what I mean. So, when I was single and done
Speaker 1: with that relationship, I was at you, baby, what's up?
Speaker 2: Baby? All the babies exactly what you just said from
Speaker 2: two decades and I know, like women like even though
Speaker 2: like you're done, you're not really done until like you're done.
Speaker 2: And then so after that, like a girl you're twelve.
Speaker 1: I didn't get a chance to really do my so
Speaker 1: I'm saying.
Speaker 2: So I'll hear like, why weren't you allowed to? You have?
Speaker 2: I don't blame me with the great sweatpants girl? How many?
Speaker 2: How many those did you catch? With that macan day.
Speaker 1: Boone balls with Yanni, just tearing them down, like hey, yo,
Speaker 1: like when they walk into the car, you know, And
Speaker 1: that's fun to me like that, that was fun to me.
Speaker 1: So and Marcus met me in the middle of that,
Speaker 1: in the middle of.
Speaker 2: Me enjoying that.
Speaker 1: So I was like, no, no, over here, I'm having fun,
Speaker 1: you know. And yeah, but it's I like the fact
Speaker 1: that he didn't all everything's about to change, You're about
Speaker 1: to stop doing this. He naturally let me transition and
Speaker 1: gets I respect my relationship. I don't do disrespectful things.
Speaker 1: I don't do anything that he will be uncomfortable with
Speaker 1: stuff like that.
Speaker 2: You know, we just had to switch the dynamic.
Speaker 1: It's like, oh, you look really nice today, and that's it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So now that you have you guys have a
Speaker 2: baby together, which congratulations, How has the dynamic of the
Speaker 2: relationships sexually or at all changed it all?
Speaker 1: This is boring, My my response is boring because the
Speaker 1: reason that it has been a change a drought from
Speaker 1: Marcus just.
Speaker 2: You're not getting the d you're not getting the d We're.
Speaker 1: Good now, but after babies, after months now she's eight months,
Speaker 1: so yeah, this this is this is the violent part.
Speaker 2: Hey, but you know we gotta like we gotta go
Speaker 2: through it to get through it, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: there's a light at the end of that tunnel. You
Speaker 2: have to like That's why why we heard trying to
Speaker 2: educate private talk listeners out there, is like because sometimes
Speaker 2: something as much as like how great relationship your relationship
Speaker 2: is and the dynamic of what you guys have built
Speaker 2: that's why it's so great still now is because you've
Speaker 2: built a great foundation. And so now after having a
Speaker 2: child and having a beautiful life like creative is you know, livery,
Speaker 2: you have to like I still have to you know,
Speaker 2: see that, and as a man, I don't know, and
Speaker 2: nor do I have children at all, so I don't
Speaker 2: know like that whole the after part of like when
Speaker 2: you guys are get intimate or how that feels for
Speaker 2: you or him, and everyone is just different. So it
Speaker 2: explained to us.
Speaker 1: So six weeks and then their back pop and it's
Speaker 1: cool for me. It didn't go like that with my
Speaker 1: son or my daughter. So I had complications after delivering
Speaker 1: Shy summer. So I was in the hospital for like
Speaker 1: two months off and on after having her. Me Mayby
Speaker 1: was fine, he was everybody's fine. And I a blood
Speaker 1: pressure went crazy. I had pre clamsya, I had postpartum hemorrhage.
Speaker 1: It's just everything happened to me. So I was in
Speaker 1: the hospital and not only am I recovering from giving
Speaker 1: birth to her, but I'm recovering from the you know,
Speaker 1: complications that I had, which just shut me down.
Speaker 2: Doctor's like, you need nothing's going on right now, Like.
Speaker 1: It took me longer to snap back after baby, and
Speaker 1: he was out here in these streets like just on
Speaker 1: a drought.
Speaker 2: Now I need to.
Speaker 1: Add this too. By the time my belly popped out,
Speaker 1: and it was clear that there's another person in there.
Speaker 2: He wasn't going he just yeah, that's how some met
Speaker 2: I that I like friends that are like that too.
Speaker 2: It's like they feel like I can't hurt my baby,
Speaker 2: but you're like, but I need something.
Speaker 1: But I'm not just gonna blame it on that, because
Speaker 1: I know a lot of guys are like, man, you're tripping. However,
Speaker 1: I will say that my doctors. I had ten doctors
Speaker 1: because I'm older and once you get to a certain age,
Speaker 1: you're high risk. And I have high blood pressure previous
Speaker 1: to getting pregnant, so I have ten specialists seeing me
Speaker 1: every two weeks. But it's all of these doctors. He's
Speaker 1: sitting there and they're like, oh, what the complications you
Speaker 1: had before and reading off all of this stuff, and
Speaker 1: he was just turning oft like I'm not going in there.
Speaker 1: The black hole.
Speaker 2: Going in there, it's not what you're calling out the
Speaker 2: black hole.
Speaker 1: And they're like, you know, they're saying all of this stuff,
Speaker 1: and I'll never forget. Remember remember I ate Taco Bell
Speaker 1: and got sick while I was.
Speaker 2: Girl. I got so sick.
Speaker 1: I was in the emergency room and he's like, you
Speaker 1: just had Taco Bell, get out of that emergency room.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I feel Seraph, I think the baby's coming early.
Speaker 1: It was just Taco Bell, but I'm in there, any
Speaker 1: emergency room girl. And he goes with me because we
Speaker 1: didn't want to disturb Marcus. We end up getting in
Speaker 1: trouble for that. Marcus finds out where I was, he
Speaker 1: leaves the studio, he comes and he burst in and
Speaker 1: he's like, what's wrong with my wife? What's wrong with
Speaker 1: my wife? And then the nurse walks. He's like, she's
Speaker 1: gonna be fine, and she said, let me ask you
Speaker 1: a couple of questions. She said, when's the last time
Speaker 1: you had sex? And I was like last night. She
Speaker 1: was like hmm, I said a.
Speaker 2: Rat. So he wasn't going in the black hole anymore.
Speaker 1: If there was any time I can like talk him
Speaker 1: into it, he was like, that's it. Like she basically just.
Speaker 2: Blamed and how many months were you? How what was that?
Speaker 2: Like it was early.
Speaker 1: Six five six. He was like, oh, so you went
Speaker 1: up emergency were because of me? Then it's just it's
Speaker 1: all done. He didn't touch me again. So okay. The
Speaker 1: point of that is, I'm trying to give you this
Speaker 1: time span of him not getting done right. So we
Speaker 1: got five, six, seven, eight, nine months pregnant. Then we
Speaker 1: got two months of me recovering, and then something else happened.
Speaker 1: I can't remember what. And it's like I had to
Speaker 1: wait even longer and a year and.
Speaker 2: A half an hour out, go get a friend, you
Speaker 2: told him. I said, now, were you serious?
Speaker 1: I was at home. It was me and my mom
Speaker 1: taking care of breastfeeding, and I said, you know what,
Speaker 1: go get you a move now.
Speaker 2: I just I feel horrible.
Speaker 1: I don't have it on me, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like you're a man, I get it, like you get
Speaker 1: a pass.
Speaker 2: But what does that mean? Like getting as good as
Speaker 2: some people means getting like a girlfriend or a side
Speaker 2: piece or to me or like you know, or is
Speaker 2: that just mean.
Speaker 1: It's somebody that can help around, just like just.
Speaker 2: Get your dick away and like get it over with,
Speaker 2: Like did you mean that? Is that something that does?
Speaker 2: Did he get a pass? Is it like this business?
Speaker 1: Huh?
Speaker 2: Hey, it's right to talk. Feel comfortable.
Speaker 1: It's not easy for Marcus because Marcus is one of
Speaker 1: the good guys. He needs to get to know you
Speaker 1: see what you know, like before and after the gym
Speaker 1: or your parents till you get good morning, beautiful, good night,
Speaker 1: you probish your days.
Speaker 2: So does he say that to all of his girlfriends?
Speaker 2: He has to like, well, if that's a lot, and
Speaker 2: you don't care about none of that.
Speaker 1: So I've we've argued about this before. When I say,
Speaker 1: go to Vegas, come back and I don't want to
Speaker 1: hear nothing else, And me and his friends are laughing,
Speaker 1: like dang, how bro work broke?
Speaker 2: He gets a nowhere and I'm like, see that's that's different, Like, okay, Jay,
Speaker 2: I see you rolling your eyes over there. Tell us
Speaker 2: the real shit, because you're the best friend. Is Brooke
Speaker 2: telling the truth over here? Like come on, I know
Speaker 2: she's telling the truth, is what you're saying of that,
Speaker 2: but when you go to Vegas? What does that really mean?
Speaker 1: I have a full argument about him.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think that we both read run off, do
Speaker 3: it one off, and then come back and we never
Speaker 3: hear about it again.
Speaker 2: I like, but I see and I applause because like
Speaker 2: when it's like when it's done, there's no emotions to it.
Speaker 2: When once it comes into like an emotion, that's not
Speaker 2: saying when it's a booth thing, and then there's like
Speaker 2: a whole other thing, like when that's like a relationship.
Speaker 1: Alexis then not even know do you cook? Do you clean?
Speaker 1: Can you change a diaper?
Speaker 2: Because you're in a relationship with us now no serious
Speaker 2: and to get in.
Speaker 1: This house and you gonna I'm not cleaning up anymore.
Speaker 1: I make breaks.
Speaker 2: So you're into sister wives. I think it takes a village, Okay,
Speaker 2: solig what you look at me? Would you be into
Speaker 2: it if you found if you had someone that could
Speaker 2: like service your man, change your baby diapers, you know,
Speaker 2: maybe service you when you need to. Do you like women?
Speaker 1: I don't even know tuggle with that because that sounds
Speaker 1: great to me.
Speaker 2: Why are we struggling? I struggled to you, I don't
Speaker 2: even have a manage.
Speaker 1: Because of the way I was raised, my rention society.
Speaker 1: What's right? What's wrong? I just feel like if no
Speaker 1: one's itching and scratching and burning and bumped up, could
Speaker 1: we figure this out?
Speaker 2: You know what I mean? So you say like, because
Speaker 2: of like the way you were raised, do you feel
Speaker 2: like that's why you couldn't or do you feel like
Speaker 2: that's why you don't. I think that's why I don't okay,
Speaker 2: but you could for sure because your perspective of like
Speaker 2: what I like, it's very like Again the blurred lines
Speaker 2: of like I said, it's not an open relationship, it's
Speaker 2: an open conversation and open like communication is why all
Speaker 2: the time if you're like to me, I don't think
Speaker 2: it's cheating if you're being told again, every relationship is different. No,
Speaker 2: what works for you doesn't work for me. What works
Speaker 2: for you doesn't work for me. But whatever works for
Speaker 2: you is your relationship and that's beautiful. But when other
Speaker 2: people and things come inside of it is when it
Speaker 2: becomes a problem. So that's why I say, and I
Speaker 2: ask you, do you think you could? Or it's because
Speaker 2: of the way you were raised, it's because I think
Speaker 2: that if you took what other people thought about you,
Speaker 2: you would be able to do it. Because it's not
Speaker 2: that's what you feel like. You already have it up
Speaker 2: in communication. You don't have a problem with it, knowing
Speaker 2: that he's not going to stray. He loves you, he
Speaker 2: loves your kids, your baby, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: And that would just be an added bonus. Now you
Speaker 2: have more time, girl, more time. You ain't got to
Speaker 2: do things you don't want to. You don't have to.
Speaker 1: No, I that sounds great to me. We talk about
Speaker 1: this all the time. We go back and forth about
Speaker 1: it all the time, like the fear of the unknown
Speaker 1: is scary because I've never been I've now in my
Speaker 1: last relationship, somebody will argue with me because they will say, oh,
Speaker 1: you let oh boy have all kind of girlfriends. But
Speaker 1: I wasn't kicking it with him anymore. That makes sense.
Speaker 2: I was just spending because you said it was two
Speaker 2: decades of going back and forth. So I was just.
Speaker 1: Using the black cart out shopping. He was being with
Speaker 1: whoever he wants to be with, which.
Speaker 2: Can't touch me.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that that was the dynamic of that. So that's different.
Speaker 1: This will be like, oh, we're in a relationship or whatever.
Speaker 1: And like I said, of course, no one can be
Speaker 1: run into planned parenthood with their issues and be in
Speaker 1: a relationship with me. Now let's talk about me liking girls. Right,
Speaker 1: the other day, I said I was fake gay. Now,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to offend anybody. I am very open.
Speaker 1: I am not homophobic, nothing like like, come on, are
Speaker 1: you kidding me? But I was like, I am so
Speaker 1: fake gay. I was just sitting down reflecting, because.
Speaker 2: Please tell us what fake gay. I want to know.
Speaker 1: I got the tongue e motions, I got the tongue
Speaker 1: emojis for every girl on the ground.
Speaker 2: I'm sliding that you don't have in my mind. I
Speaker 2: don't even think you're following me. Bro, come up jealous,
Speaker 2: some of little jealous. I got talk.
Speaker 1: I'm like, what's the damn? I'm all of that, and
Speaker 1: like flirting, we going out, we having a good time,
Speaker 1: we all drunk or whatever, and then it's the end
Speaker 1: of the night and if you touch me, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: pass out on to a moment.
Speaker 2: So what if they got you before? Like I don't know,
Speaker 2: I don't know. So you just like you're like the
Speaker 2: four play and you're like Blue Blue Lipsy's girls. That's
Speaker 2: what I say, because blue Balls is for guys, Blue
Speaker 2: lips is for girls. You got a girl who is
Speaker 2: like you were like, because most people you're a beautiful
Speaker 2: girl and a girl who likes girls or who thinks
Speaker 2: they're confused and they don't know, but they be like, oh,
Speaker 2: she's given me some kind of energy. I'm like, oh,
Speaker 2: maybe I'm having a shot. And then you be like
Speaker 2: getting drunk, you let him drive the boat like Megan,
Speaker 2: the stallion tells all these girls out there and you know,
Speaker 2: you like and then they're like you gone. They're like,
Speaker 2: where's Brooke. Oh, she's already asleep, she's back home. So
Speaker 2: you blue lips these girls. That is not motherfuckers, that's
Speaker 2: what you tell these girls.
Speaker 1: Okay, I don't, I'll see this.
Speaker 2: This is Brook. I would be offended if you blue
Speaker 2: lipped me. I. But that's what I'm saying is because
Speaker 2: why I okay, I was married at one time in
Speaker 2: my life happily divorced now, thank you very much, but
Speaker 2: at the one point, so I used to have three
Speaker 2: sums with my ex husband, and so for me, it
Speaker 2: was it was different because it was the first relationship
Speaker 2: that I had that I like a felt comfort enough
Speaker 2: to like allow the people in because it was again,
Speaker 2: but it was on in the beginning, it was on
Speaker 2: my terms. Like you know, we both scouted girls of
Speaker 2: who we liked, and then I wanted to approach it
Speaker 2: and like to be that situation. So it was very
Speaker 2: like in my domain. But sometimes there would be times
Speaker 2: that I didn't really want to be with girls and
Speaker 2: I didn't really know so I'd be like, I would
Speaker 2: be like not the like I would not prey on them,
Speaker 2: but I would like get them to be whatever. And
Speaker 2: then I wouldn't mind if my ex did whatever he
Speaker 2: wanted was because I was like it was a communal
Speaker 2: thing in.
Speaker 1: Some sense, get them to do whatever.
Speaker 2: Yeah, But then like I would part or both at first,
Speaker 2: but sometimes I wouldn't be into it, So we may
Speaker 2: be partying the same way. Like you said, like you're
Speaker 2: like all four You're like if all these emojis and
Speaker 2: at the end of the night and like I'm tired,
Speaker 2: I'm like, here you go, boo, I'm good. Tap you
Speaker 2: in like you're I'm good. So like it'd be either or,
Speaker 2: But sometimes I like for myself, I'm like, man, I
Speaker 2: got blue lipped, or I gave her blue lips, and
Speaker 2: so that's the thing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like that would be the situation for me,
Speaker 1: Like Marcus, have a great time. You guys, I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna sit over your e chips, you know, and it's like,
Speaker 1: really you not participating?
Speaker 2: Eh, I don't want to do that tonight, Celia.
Speaker 1: How the women are beautiful. I'm attracted to women. I
Speaker 1: can walk down the stream and be like, God, whoa,
Speaker 1: but it's I'm not I've never act, So you've never
Speaker 1: been with a woman at all?
Speaker 2: No, have you fantasized, but out about it.
Speaker 1: I've had situations as a teenager where I've been in
Speaker 1: the room and people are geeting.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but not with you, not with me? Okay, so
Speaker 2: then that doesn't count. But that's almost that's like that
Speaker 2: was like you're a cuphold, all right? That was you
Speaker 2: were being cuckolded.
Speaker 1: You didn't even.
Speaker 2: Know, because a cuphold means that you're having like you're
Speaker 2: not having sex, but either your partner usually is having
Speaker 2: sex and you're like watching and you're not involved at all.
Speaker 2: So if you're in a room, be a creep. Creep. Yeah,
Speaker 2: sometimes you need to be a fly on the wall girl.
Speaker 2: It's okay that Sometimes that means to how you learn things,
Speaker 2: what you want, what you don't want to learn a lot,
Speaker 2: what you you know.
Speaker 1: How not to toot, don't be the table.
Speaker 2: Don't be the table?
Speaker 1: Art straight back?
Speaker 2: Can you show us no, I had to try, I
Speaker 2: hadn't tried. Are you sure you can't show me wrong outfit? Okay,
Speaker 2: I'll try next time. When you come back with Marcus,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna work.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna work that out in the post and post
Speaker 1: and you know, tag you this.
Speaker 2: Is what I'll give you an emoji. I'll give you
Speaker 2: an emoji emoji?
Speaker 1: Is that your favorite for y'all's I can't stay in
Speaker 1: my recens like I'm flirted with all my friends like
Speaker 1: girl I get here, I have one.
Speaker 2: On one of my homegirls like you want to do
Speaker 2: this or not know?
Speaker 1: So?
Speaker 2: Can you tell us a story that you haven't told anyone?
Speaker 2: It could be about your relationship and about y'all's friendship.
Speaker 2: It can be about something that people just me need
Speaker 2: to know a little bit about you.
Speaker 1: I'm so transparent that I feel like you're.
Speaker 2: A cover You're a covering ratchet. You have to have
Speaker 2: some kind of stories that you haven't told. You told
Speaker 2: us here at private talk you can tell us something
Speaker 2: a little bit.
Speaker 1: Well, there is one big story in my life that
Speaker 1: people that really know me talk about, but it's never
Speaker 1: been public.
Speaker 2: Can't we be public with it here at private talk?
Speaker 2: I guess so private talk I helpe you are liking
Speaker 2: and loving this episode with Broke Valentine. I help you
Speaker 2: listen and let's hear what suspects story tell us at
Speaker 2: private talk.
Speaker 1: So, dude I was messing with at the time. Nah,
Speaker 1: I'm Marcus. He was kicking in with this really bold chick.
Speaker 1: She was one of I always knew he had him
Speaker 1: coming in and out with this bull chick meaning bold.
Speaker 1: Like she talked, she she wanted to smoke. Okay, that's
Speaker 1: how like then we said bold and now was like
Speaker 1: she wanted to smoke. She was like, that's my man,
Speaker 1: I don't care, you know, just talking out. And I
Speaker 1: was like she this was going on for like two weeks,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, she got a couple of mores, Like listen,
Speaker 1: you know he got a girl. You know what you are,
Speaker 1: be quiet about it.
Speaker 2: You're too loud. That was my thing, Like now I
Speaker 2: feel been disrespectful.
Speaker 1: Now you're playing with me and my character. And you know, like, oh,
Speaker 1: I know she thinks speaking on me.
Speaker 2: I know she thinks she.
Speaker 1: With him, and that Bisley he just bought her. It's
Speaker 1: gonna end up being mine, and that house gonna be mine,
Speaker 1: and that studio is mine.
Speaker 4: Okay.
Speaker 1: Now I got an attitude because like everything else is cool,
Speaker 1: don't mess with my business, right, studio, that's my business.
Speaker 1: So she's in a beauty shop and she's running her mouth.
Speaker 1: Just so happened. The girl that does my hair is
Speaker 1: in the chair next to her, like really okay, So.
Speaker 2: She called me.
Speaker 1: She's like, yes, girl in here saying, uh, she gonna
Speaker 1: get the key from the studio from you. You're not
Speaker 1: gonna be able to use it no more because that's
Speaker 1: her man now, I said, it's her man. Now, I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna be able to use my key to the studio. Okay.
Speaker 1: So I had just had my son. I told my
Speaker 1: mom watch they got in my range, drove and drove
Speaker 1: it straight into the studio.
Speaker 2: Oh shit, So now nobody needs to key open this
Speaker 2: door open studio time anybody wants to come.
Speaker 1: You was gonna take the key to this door that
Speaker 1: I like, like, you know.
Speaker 2: What I mean.
Speaker 1: And she was sitting in there when I drove.
Speaker 2: I love it non she like and she.
Speaker 1: They were sitting in the in the little lobby area
Speaker 1: and I just drove right in and tried to stop
Speaker 1: right before I hit them.
Speaker 2: Did you give her the key? Not trying to?
Speaker 1: You know, now nobody gets to key you know what
Speaker 1: I mean?
Speaker 2: So drove on in there.
Speaker 1: He's like, what are you crazy.
Speaker 2: They're all going she screwed.
Speaker 1: She still acts so crazy to this day. She acts
Speaker 1: so fool to this day. I'm not gonna blast her
Speaker 1: because she said actress and she's doing her things, and
Speaker 1: I wish you the best, sweetheart, but you know who
Speaker 1: you are. And she go around telling people. Every time
Speaker 1: I went to do a red carpet, Brooke tried to jump.
Speaker 2: Me, ma'am.
Speaker 1: And I want to just say this to her because
Speaker 1: I know she listening. She stalked me to this day, Lady,
Speaker 1: if I was gonna jump you, that's me and my homies.
Speaker 1: If it's just me and means and means and mes,
Speaker 1: that's not jumping. She was telling everybody I was gonna
Speaker 1: jump her, and it's just me pulling up on her
Speaker 1: everywhere I did put like she would be on the
Speaker 1: red carpet and I was like, when you get off,
Speaker 1: you're like and whatever, because I felt like she hadn't
Speaker 1: learned her Lets say that she talked too much, still
Speaker 1: telling her story. She's still talking too much, Like stop
Speaker 1: telling his wax story. But yeah, the way we were
Speaker 1: able to sweep that little drive through the studios scandal
Speaker 1: and no home too, you know, everybody no home running now.
Speaker 1: I told everybody, listen, this is private. It's nobody saw
Speaker 1: a thing. TMZ was not that rebuild the situation, got
Speaker 1: rid of the truck. Everything's cool. But I think that
Speaker 1: would speak a little bit too, a little how off
Speaker 1: I can be?
Speaker 2: That was the way that you said so calmly like
Speaker 2: you now, girl.
Speaker 1: I was talking to my homegirl last night and she's
Speaker 1: mad at her dude, And I said, say, do you
Speaker 1: want to talk to the child of God, the mother
Speaker 1: of tune, the lawyer, wifey broke or do you want
Speaker 1: to talk to the brook that's a little off?
Speaker 2: You know which one do you want? We're both here,
Speaker 2: told her.
Speaker 1: I said, because we can fly out there and handle
Speaker 1: him real quick, come back and never happen, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean.
Speaker 2: But may need you and my roadax, bru. We need
Speaker 2: to pop up some pulling up.
Speaker 1: She's like, let's be rational. I still love him, Okay.
Speaker 1: I'm like, listen, are you what do we ask them?
Speaker 4: Are you done?
Speaker 1: Are you done?
Speaker 2: Done?
Speaker 1: Are do you? Are you done with him?
Speaker 2: Because we never coming back from this situation. Because if
Speaker 2: we're showing out and we showing out.
Speaker 1: You want my help, I will hate you forever the listen,
Speaker 1: So don't call me unless it's like that's it.
Speaker 2: Can I be a T shirt? Please?
Speaker 1: The cutest one I have my friend Zena Foster. Everybody
Speaker 1: knows she's married to Tank, the R and B singer,
Speaker 1: and she was so mad at him one time and
Speaker 1: she called me. She's like, oh, you gotta give me
Speaker 1: some advice. I said, are you done?
Speaker 2: Are you She's like, no, no, no, no, I want my man.
Speaker 1: I want my man. I said, okay, okay, operation get
Speaker 1: your man back.
Speaker 2: That's what we're gonna do. Okay, because I love it.
Speaker 2: I like that you've got their married strategic plans like
Speaker 2: A and B. Are you done done? Or are we
Speaker 2: gonna get your man back?
Speaker 4: Done?
Speaker 1: Look, we just teked to him a little lesson. Are
Speaker 1: we little tap spanking baby? Or we just you know,
Speaker 1: going to court?
Speaker 2: Because have you have you spanked? Marcus?
Speaker 1: We?
Speaker 2: I yeah, Marcus.
Speaker 1: The craziest moment with me came before, like I was
Speaker 1: pregnant but didn't know it. That's when we had it
Speaker 1: was over over. I was like, oh, I'm about to.
Speaker 2: Do everything you were done done.
Speaker 1: I was acting crazy. This was but it was a
Speaker 1: hormones obvious, that's what he's saying now, but I don't know.
Speaker 1: Sitting on the floor.
Speaker 3: No, I was in her closet, sitting on the floor,
Speaker 3: and I was like, friend, are you really done?
Speaker 2: And she's like, you're all you have that that scared voice.
Speaker 1: Like you no exactly.
Speaker 2: That's the thing. It's like when you're friends, you can't like,
Speaker 2: you don't want to pick sizes, but youre gonna pick
Speaker 2: size because that's you know what. At the same time,
Speaker 2: you're you don't have a kid.
Speaker 4: Like I like her. I like them together. I was like,
Speaker 4: are you because.
Speaker 1: I was like, he's come back some of the things
Speaker 1: I was doing. He looked at I remember he was
Speaker 1: like taking the ride with us, along the ride of
Speaker 1: the fighting. And then that one day he was like, friends,
Speaker 1: you are you done? Like?
Speaker 2: And I was like I.
Speaker 1: Was just so hyped up, like, oh my god. And
Speaker 1: sure enough, maybe two days later, I found out I was.
Speaker 2: You couldn't be done done. That's your man, girl. I
Speaker 2: love it. I find out team love. I'm team love.
Speaker 1: I was about.
Speaker 2: You need you need to keep that thought Thianna inside you. Girls.
Speaker 1: I had just got my six pack back. Remember I
Speaker 1: haven't been doing plan.
Speaker 2: I one thought.
Speaker 1: Listen, I said, boy po like I'm out of here,
Speaker 1: like acting up because he I allow him to have fun,
Speaker 1: but this is like it's not fair to be super transparent.
Speaker 1: Did not tell this part we were fighting because I
Speaker 1: think we were both working a lot. I was shooting
Speaker 1: like eight scenes a week, like I was gone a lot,
Speaker 1: was working a lot. He was working a lot. We
Speaker 1: was missing each other a lot, and I think he
Speaker 1: got bored and he having he started having way too
Speaker 1: much fun in the DMS. And I thought we were
Speaker 1: a team and I thought I knew everything, and it
Speaker 1: was a couple of things I didn't know, and I
Speaker 1: just panicked. I just freaked out, like, oh I really
Speaker 1: like this dad, what you told her? You know, it
Speaker 1: was some of that stuff, and you know it was
Speaker 1: like a couple of cute girls. Now he got great taste.
Speaker 1: But I just felt like, don't put me in a
Speaker 1: position for some chick to come tell me something I
Speaker 1: don't already know. I want to laugh in their face
Speaker 1: when they come tell me girls. So anyway, Michris is
Speaker 1: at my DA's time out. He want to wake up
Speaker 1: in my pussy. I want to be like I know,
Speaker 1: I think You're like, I shouldn't sweet.
Speaker 2: I was above his shutter and I was like, yeah.
Speaker 1: That wild right here.
Speaker 2: Wow, boy, I can respect that because as a woman,
Speaker 2: as much as like we put up with and all
Speaker 2: that stuff like that and not put up with is
Speaker 2: what like every household has different rules that work works
Speaker 2: stressed is I just don't want to be the first
Speaker 2: one to know. Not don't make me feel full because
Speaker 2: I'm the one who should be introl of everything that
Speaker 2: so when it comes outside and I have to know
Speaker 2: from an outside party, now we have a problem.
Speaker 4: That's what. That's Marcus and I joke about she hate
Speaker 4: not knowing stuff. She hates surprises.
Speaker 2: What's your sign. I'm a libra libra.
Speaker 4: You want to know, you know everything, but not so.
Speaker 2: If you had a surprise, you have a surprise party,
Speaker 2: you want to know about your surprise party.
Speaker 1: No, not to that extent. Not to that extent.
Speaker 2: You just want to know everybody's inflation. But as my.
Speaker 1: Best friend, he has he it's on him to properly
Speaker 1: prep me without me, Like, you better make sure I'm
Speaker 1: dressed appropriately, Like, who's all there, throw some clothes on.
Speaker 1: I'm taking you somewhere and it's you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: like in it's showtime, Like, don't do that to me.
Speaker 1: So you need to set it up in a way
Speaker 1: where I'm like, you know on you know, I'm with
Speaker 1: you know the surprise mind with and then it's like,
Speaker 1: oh okay, that was cute. But yeah, if you like,
Speaker 1: if you throw me out there in the streets, like
Speaker 1: let's say it's a surprise party for me at at
Speaker 1: Crustaceans and you told me throw all some tennis shoes
Speaker 1: and some sweat.
Speaker 2: Are you man?
Speaker 1: So I'm pissed off.
Speaker 2: Like take me home, Take me home, I'll be back
Speaker 2: in thirty minutes.
Speaker 1: Dumb, they're coming back.
Speaker 2: I'm leaving. I'm out of here.
Speaker 1: I'm in Hawaii.
Speaker 2: Don't talk to me.
Speaker 1: I'm mad because y'all should know better than that. So yeah,
Speaker 1: don't listen if you can't figure out how to how
Speaker 1: to talk me into my.
Speaker 2: Right definitely.
Speaker 1: Don't surprise eat it goodness gracious.
Speaker 2: So do you have a crazy story Jay about Brooks
Speaker 2: and you want to share.
Speaker 1: You want to tell everybody while my daughter be spitting
Speaker 1: on people already, I'm like, you.
Speaker 2: Like, your uncle, tell us this story. We have to
Speaker 2: know we have a lot of crazy stories.
Speaker 4: So that story was with my ex some situations. Me
Speaker 4: and Brook are always the middle people to our relationships.
Speaker 3: So my ex went to her, told her some stuff,
Speaker 3: and then we met up at the park and we're
Speaker 3: supposed to exchange items, items that was left at my place.
Speaker 2: The exchange of the things. Afterwards at the park, kids
Speaker 2: are playing oh.
Speaker 3: Lord, and so then things just got heated and up.
Speaker 1: Oh it was.
Speaker 4: I ended up spitting on him and let split everywhere.
Speaker 2: I don't know what's going on, right, were you ready
Speaker 2: for everything? Pregnant everybody?
Speaker 1: It was just a disaster. I'm standing out there and
Speaker 1: this is one of those moments where we're doing one
Speaker 1: of our stoopid ratchet things, right, and then I gotta
Speaker 1: call Marcus Dad. I'm like, I'm at the park and
Speaker 1: they won't stop finding them h what?
Speaker 2: So he come out there and he break it up.
Speaker 1: Thank god. He's like, so this y'all because we're always
Speaker 1: like we'd be right back. It's like, check me out
Speaker 1: to my baby. We about to walk to the park
Speaker 1: right quick, you know, excised for the baby and the.
Speaker 2: Blood everywhere like closed shoes.
Speaker 1: He was like, so this would y'all be on when
Speaker 1: y'all leave, got it? Okay, I'm going to watch y'all.
Speaker 1: It was crazy, but y'all crazy? Do you know?
Speaker 2: I see it? I like it. How long have you
Speaker 2: guys been friends?
Speaker 1: Dang?
Speaker 2: How long has it been? What?
Speaker 4: Three? Four?
Speaker 1: I see? If it's a three or fours five? You
Speaker 1: know it's crazy.
Speaker 2: I was.
Speaker 1: I was refer to him. He was the wardrobe st
Speaker 1: illist at the time. He quit on me when I
Speaker 1: got pregnant. He said he don't dress fat people, so
Speaker 1: he was like, okay, dropped that way, assists. So I
Speaker 1: was referred to him when I did my was it
Speaker 1: my first season of love? I did my first season
Speaker 1: of Love and Hip Hop? I had this crazy meltdown,
Speaker 1: my green screen look and had no clothes and the
Speaker 1: stylist that I was working with was out of town, gone,
Speaker 1: and he said, I have the perfect guy for you.
Speaker 1: Trust me, You're gonna love him. Boom. We've been inseparable
Speaker 1: ever since.
Speaker 2: A beautiful friendship. I love it.
Speaker 3: And it just happened organically, Like I wouldn't go to
Speaker 3: her house and not even know anything about her and
Speaker 3: we just started learning about.
Speaker 2: That's sometimes how it happens mechanically, you know, sometimes organically,
Speaker 2: it like just happens when you don't even know what
Speaker 2: it was gonna happen. You were in a crisis mode,
Speaker 2: you did what you did just being who you were.
Speaker 2: So with you being on Love and Hip Hop, did
Speaker 2: you find that a lot of people became non friends
Speaker 2: and friends like you got to know who your real
Speaker 2: friends were? Did Love and Hip Hop change like the
Speaker 2: like it was? Is, like, how did Love and Hip
Speaker 2: Hop change? Who Brooke Valentine was? Or even better at you?
Speaker 1: Oh, let me see how I can say this without being,
Speaker 1: you know, one of those castmates. That's like, really, I
Speaker 1: think everybody knows that. Let's say this. Don't you notice
Speaker 1: that you never see certain people post together or out
Speaker 1: together or even following each other, and all of a
Speaker 1: sudden the show come out in their besties, Okay, like
Speaker 1: come on, guys. So my point is it wasn't very
Speaker 1: many people that I went into the show friends with already,
Speaker 1: so it's not like, oh, we're not friends anymore, or
Speaker 1: you know, we did our jobs.
Speaker 2: So you kind of only had already had your like
Speaker 2: lane or kind of thing going on, and like going on.
Speaker 1: It was cool with Marcus, it's cool with Booby it's
Speaker 1: probably Bridgid. It was a couple of people that I'm like,
Speaker 1: I came in cool with you, I'm still cool with you.
Speaker 1: We kept it one hundred with each other. And then
Speaker 1: it was a couple of people that I met in
Speaker 1: the process of the show, and some of them all right,
Speaker 1: we're still cool, like uh Lyrica and I keep in
Speaker 1: touch with each other. My niece Tierra, she's sweet. You know.
Speaker 1: It's a couple of people that I like a run
Speaker 1: into and we're cordial, like you know what I mean, like, oh, hey,
Speaker 1: how you doing. But I didn't take the relationships too
Speaker 1: seriously there.
Speaker 2: We're just surface friendships because of like the job and talents,
Speaker 2: like you're here to do a.
Speaker 1: Job, Like come on, you guys. I know it's called reality,
Speaker 1: but it's like, at the end of the day, stop playing.
Speaker 1: A lot of money is being spent and cameras are rolling,
Speaker 1: So guess what we have a job to do. Whether
Speaker 1: the reality that's going on in our lives may not
Speaker 1: be that interesting today, So guess what we're gonna do.
Speaker 1: Turn it up a notch, take it up a notch,
Speaker 1: you know, exaggerate.
Speaker 2: You know, is there any of your castmates that you
Speaker 2: absolutely will not shoot with or you don't want anything
Speaker 2: to do with at all.
Speaker 1: I felt that way about one castmate in particular, she's
Speaker 1: not on the show anymore. That I was like, oh no, never.
Speaker 1: But I don't want to say I don't feel that
Speaker 1: way anymore. I just don't care.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, Like.
Speaker 1: I just I was lucky enough and blessed enough to
Speaker 1: not let that show get under my skin too much,
Speaker 1: and it really can. I will say that I went
Speaker 1: through Nobody knows this, but the last season that I shot,
Speaker 1: the one before last, what was that six? The last
Speaker 1: one was six, right, so I was on season five.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't know what's going on. I think
Speaker 1: don't caught me. But I think it was on season five,
Speaker 1: which was my last season to date. And because I
Speaker 1: took a break when I got pregnant, they started shooting
Speaker 1: when I was eight months pregnant.
Speaker 2: I said, I'm not gonna roll myself on set and
Speaker 2: yeah off and she did stylist, shut up, because you don't.
Speaker 2: You don't dress up people, Jay.
Speaker 1: But I went through a crazy, crazy depression on our
Speaker 1: London trip the cast went to London. I was really low,
Speaker 1: Like I cried and cried and cried like before and
Speaker 1: after every freaking scene. I don't know what was going on.
Speaker 1: I wasn't pregnant at that point, but that was a
Speaker 1: crazy time for me, and that was definitely one of
Speaker 1: the times that time in my life made the decision
Speaker 1: for me to not shoot the show while pregnant. That's
Speaker 1: why I took a break last season.
Speaker 2: And sometimes you need that, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: especially because if you felt that stress, like, you don't
Speaker 2: put that on your baby. You don't want to put
Speaker 2: all those you know, you know, those feelings and stuff
Speaker 2: like that to you. And some people just don't respect
Speaker 2: that you're being you know, that you're becoming a mom again,
Speaker 2: and they're just into the show. Like you said, it's
Speaker 2: a job, you know, and and it's all because of
Speaker 2: you know, the moment, you know, and things like that.
Speaker 2: So you said that you took a break, Are you current?
Speaker 2: Are you going back to? Are you shooting?
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say I won't.
Speaker 2: Okay, I hate one, that's right. I don't like that either,
Speaker 2: because you never never say never.
Speaker 1: I don't know, I might you might see me next
Speaker 1: season or the season. I don't know. Like I'm you're
Speaker 1: open to it. I'm open to it. And the reason
Speaker 1: why I stepped down was just like just wanting to
Speaker 1: be a little a little more stressful.
Speaker 2: For sure.
Speaker 1: The show is extremely stressful. Everybody to tell me, what
Speaker 1: is it like shooting living pop stress stressful?
Speaker 2: It's very stressful.
Speaker 1: You it's a lot of her you up and wait,
Speaker 1: you don't know how how somebody's feeling. How if they're
Speaker 1: level ten mad, level three. I've been in some crazy
Speaker 1: situations with sex tapes and cheating and like people talking
Speaker 1: about other people's kids. Just I've been in some really
Speaker 1: you know, high stress level scene. So yeah, I just
Speaker 1: didn't want to deal with that while I was you know,
Speaker 1: bacon baby, I can. I'm so happy with that choice.
Speaker 4: She's happy, your baby's not stressed.
Speaker 1: Use money either, because that was my one thought, like,
Speaker 1: I know a lot of people get paid chips and did,
Speaker 1: but not me. Uh so, like oh that check though.
Speaker 1: But God is good and it worked out and I've
Speaker 1: been able to just you know, post one picture and
Speaker 1: get an episodic for your olf.
Speaker 2: I ha, hey, well I already tell you. If you
Speaker 2: ain't a that just means that you that bad girl.
Speaker 2: That means that you're that bad. So I love it.
Speaker 2: I like it. I love everything that you're saying. You've
Speaker 2: been amazing on the Private Talk podcast. Is there anything
Speaker 2: new projects that you're working on that you can talk
Speaker 2: it to us about.
Speaker 1: I feel like, since I'm out here talking, because I
Speaker 1: don't really do interviews anymore, I just say.
Speaker 2: No, Well, thank you for saying yes to Private Times.
Speaker 1: Like wow, this for me.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I mean it's for Frenchie. I
Speaker 2: mean it's for Frenchie and that's why I love Chi.
Speaker 2: Like out to friendship. I think they was together, Frenchchie
Speaker 2: and Marcus was together. He called me in front of him.
Speaker 1: I said, were you playing Joermany?
Speaker 2: Because you know, but you here and we love it
Speaker 2: Private Talk that we need to better like and subscribe
Speaker 2: because we don't get too many of these interviews with this.
Speaker 2: You don't go Valentine. So if you want to have
Speaker 2: this interview, but are subscribing, like to this channel at
Speaker 2: the Private Talk podcast, she was doing an interview interview.
Speaker 2: I don't do that.
Speaker 1: But since I'm here and I'm talking, I should say
Speaker 1: that I am not well, let me rephrase that. That's
Speaker 1: not a good way to start it off. I just
Speaker 1: I put out a project called SIT. It was an
Speaker 1: EP while I was pregnant, and I did not force
Speaker 1: of all, my audience didn't know I was pregnant at
Speaker 1: the time. But I didn't have the opportunity to shoot
Speaker 1: the visuals that I want to shoot. It was really sexy,
Speaker 1: so I didn't have the time to roll around on
Speaker 1: the car butt naked and all in between the sheets
Speaker 1: and give them what they wanted with the bump hanging out.
Speaker 1: I decided not to do it. So I for the
Speaker 1: sake of that, I feel like I owe my SIP
Speaker 1: lovers another EP with the visuals, you know, the whole
Speaker 1: vibe that they needed from SIP. I owe them that.
Speaker 1: So that is coming.
Speaker 2: I like it. I like it.
Speaker 1: What's the SIP is coming?
Speaker 2: Hey, if you need somebody to roll around naked and
Speaker 2: the bench sheets with you, I'm here for you. I'm here.
Speaker 2: I will roll around for you. You came here from
Speaker 2: the Pirate talk and you can do this something for
Speaker 2: me and you don't normally do this, So I will
Speaker 2: roll around. But I do roll around naked a lot.
Speaker 2: But I was still.
Speaker 3: I got you and shout out to the fans. Though
Speaker 3: even though like you didn't do what you wanted to
Speaker 3: with the album.
Speaker 4: Or the LP. It still did really well, a million
Speaker 4: downloads in like two days.
Speaker 2: They still yeah, shout out.
Speaker 1: I was shocked because as we kind of I don't
Speaker 1: want to say we threw it together, but shout out
Speaker 1: to Dimples.
Speaker 2: I love you, Dimples.
Speaker 1: It was a moment where it was like, we're gonna
Speaker 1: put out a project and I'm like, wait what, And
Speaker 1: then in two weeks it was out, and I was
Speaker 1: panicking because I didn't put out music often and people
Speaker 1: know me, like the Girl Fight fans think I'm a
Speaker 1: rapper and then here I am singing and they're like confused, like,
Speaker 1: oh sing like a church lady.
Speaker 2: Girl. I know you can sing. I've watched you and
Speaker 2: I love in hip hop scenes and things like that
Speaker 2: as well, And that's so I knew first of all.
Speaker 2: But I was like, man, you can sing, like you
Speaker 2: have a beautiful voice. So I didn't know the girl
Speaker 2: it's like song in the beginning whatever. But and for me,
Speaker 2: I felt like you're a singer, like for me, like
Speaker 2: you have a very beautiful voice.
Speaker 1: It's like two way strings with me with people like
Speaker 1: you rap, you sing, you know you.
Speaker 2: Act, but you can do it all. That's why you're cold.
Speaker 2: You're cold, girl, You're cold.
Speaker 1: But I'm doing that and may return to the well,
Speaker 1: returning to the screen period. Whether it's love and hip hop,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I've been offered a lot of different
Speaker 1: show opportunities, so it was all a no to all
Speaker 1: of them. Me and Marcus was even approached by like
Speaker 1: a marriage who camp type situation or whatever, but we
Speaker 1: I was like, not right now, but a lot of
Speaker 1: those are on the table, so I will be back
Speaker 1: on the screen with my shenanigans again and just just
Speaker 1: letting just I don't know, just taking just a sigh
Speaker 1: in life because I got I feel like I got
Speaker 1: really uptied. I got really uptied in the last two years, right,
Speaker 1: so I'm trying to like get back to brook. That's
Speaker 1: just like, oh, yes, we ass you know what I mean. Like,
Speaker 1: because I think I was trying so hard to not
Speaker 1: offend anybody with the love and hip hop thing, because
Speaker 1: everybody's so quick to cry about something. I have mental
Speaker 1: health issues.
Speaker 2: I have this lion, No you don't, no, you do not.
Speaker 2: Let me just argue with you and argue why you.
Speaker 1: Gotta have a problem to stop playing like that, because
Speaker 1: there are people really dealing with it.
Speaker 2: Yes, and each time you're getting an.
Speaker 1: Argument and you're losing that which say like people, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. People, people, I'm depressed. Don't say
Speaker 1: that to me. I've been through a lot. Now you're depressed. Really,
Speaker 1: I'm depressed too, So anyway, people that is wrong, stop
Speaker 1: doing that, Stop using late because I and I always
Speaker 1: have to check people, because I think there was one
Speaker 1: scene in particular with Monice and I where they tried
Speaker 1: to come at me like I didn't. I wasn't sympathetic
Speaker 1: to people who have mental health issues or anything like that,
Speaker 1: and that's never me. And Money is still cool to
Speaker 1: this day, and she knows how I feel about her.
Speaker 1: I love Money's but my son has special needs, and
Speaker 1: I take care of my son and that, along with
Speaker 1: his special needs, had a stroke at birth, so along
Speaker 1: with that, it affects his mental health daily and I
Speaker 1: deal with that daily. So don't come at me like
Speaker 1: I'm not you know what I mean to deal with this,
Speaker 1: or respect this, or have a special or safe like
Speaker 1: you know, a little safe place in my heart for
Speaker 1: these people or even myself. I've dealt with a lot too,
Speaker 1: like we're not gonna we're not gonna do the violin
Speaker 1: thing right now. But hey, like I told you, I
Speaker 1: went through my little depression thing when I went to
Speaker 1: London because it was.
Speaker 4: Just I was home.
Speaker 1: What was it like nine women living in the same
Speaker 1: house and it was just we were real body every.
Speaker 2: Day and I just I just was like everyone has
Speaker 2: their breaking point, you know, because.
Speaker 1: I really wanted to like, oh I like her, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna knock her head off and not all of these emotions.
Speaker 1: And then girl, think about this, right we living together,
Speaker 1: we helping each other, get ready, Oh your ponies, tell cute?
Speaker 1: Oh your pants? We go out, we should a scene
Speaker 1: in some kind of way. We go crazy on each other.
Speaker 1: Then we come back home.
Speaker 2: Hey girl, Hi, We're saying in the next game each other, you.
Speaker 1: Can't tell this a lot.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm going crazy because that's that's where it becomes
Speaker 2: to the point where it's like what's real and fake?
Speaker 2: Because for me, I feel like everything about me is
Speaker 2: like I can mean in a lot of situations and
Speaker 2: be fine, but when it becomes about respect and it
Speaker 2: comes to like another thing is I can't take brush
Speaker 2: on that another rug we got to talk about it,
Speaker 2: and when talking about it comes to about it, that
Speaker 2: means that it may not like what's gonna happen, and
Speaker 2: it may cause into a fight and may do things.
Speaker 2: And now you're in another country. Now you're gonna have
Speaker 2: to worry about all these other things and other laws
Speaker 2: that we don't really all know about, so it becomes
Speaker 2: a thing. So I can totally understand. But I'm glad
Speaker 2: that you made it out of all of that. I'm
Speaker 2: glad that you decided to choose what was right for
Speaker 2: you and your family, and that you have a beautiful daughter.
Speaker 2: And I'm glad that you are here on my couch
Speaker 2: and expressing all these things to us and my private
Speaker 2: talk listeners. Thank you for having your friend with us
Speaker 2: and giving you a little bit more insight of Brooke Valentine.
Speaker 2: So we're gonna take a little bit of a break
Speaker 2: and then we're going to get back to one of
Speaker 2: my favorite parts, which is truth with Texas, We're gonna
Speaker 2: play little game. We're gonna get a little bit more spicy,
Speaker 2: a little bit more sexual. Now that we've got to
Speaker 2: know each other, we know where we're at. So let's
Speaker 2: take a break private talk and let's get back and
Speaker 2: with Truth with Texas. All right, private talk, We are
Speaker 2: back with Brooke Valentine and her best friend. It's like
Speaker 2: the phone sacked Jay sometimes Tyson, I will do your
Speaker 2: voice fun. So we're gonna play my favorite game. It's
Speaker 2: called Truth with Texas. And not just because it's my
Speaker 2: name is why it's my favorite. But it's the spiciest
Speaker 2: part of the episode. So we're gonna get to know
Speaker 2: that you a little bit more, a little spicier. So
Speaker 2: each question is pertained on the symbol that you pick.
Speaker 2: So aces are all we have in here, So pick one,
Speaker 2: pick one anytime. What you got? What you got? You've
Speaker 2: got a spade. The spade is my favorite because it's
Speaker 2: the naughtiest one. Okay, this is where I have problems
Speaker 2: because I was told all my other questions are like
Speaker 2: not that great, but you know, mmm, no, none of
Speaker 2: these are great either. All Right, I'm going off top
Speaker 2: naughtiest question. Have you ever had sex on eleven Hip
Speaker 2: hop set? No, not on camera. It could be behind,
Speaker 2: but you knew that it was eleven hip hop set?
Speaker 2: Did you go in the bathroom, did you go on
Speaker 2: a closet, did you go in another room and just
Speaker 2: like get one off real quick. No, no, why'd you
Speaker 2: look so sad about it? You wanted to one time?
Speaker 2: Marcus didn't let you what happened?
Speaker 1: Listen, you guys, there's probably like eighty different security guards
Speaker 1: at all times, like liter so you.
Speaker 2: Can't even go into another room without someone, Like you
Speaker 2: can't go and take a bathroom or a bathroom.
Speaker 1: They take your phone, they hold your phone, They stand
Speaker 1: outside the bathroom with the door crrest.
Speaker 2: So you can't even go in the bathroom with another
Speaker 2: guy or girl.
Speaker 1: No, no, our girl, our girl.
Speaker 2: Like we we're literally not that's like some hate, but
Speaker 2: that is cock blocking one O one.
Speaker 1: We keep everything in scene. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: Okay, when's the last time they had set? What's what
Speaker 2: times the last time you had sex? Uh see, Marcus,
Speaker 2: I'm having faith in you. Marcus. When did you knock
Speaker 2: it down to? Oh it was.
Speaker 1: Friday, Friday, Friday day.
Speaker 2: You better fucking this work, Valdine way more than fucking that.
Speaker 2: She gotta going to calendar.
Speaker 1: Because you know, we had a little friend come visit Saturday.
Speaker 1: So there you go, you know, Pa.
Speaker 2: Calendar, shout out to that calendar, all right, that's a problem. Girl.
Speaker 1: He was a little I don't want to call him
Speaker 1: a sex addic, but.
Speaker 2: He's a sex girl. This is why, this is, This
Speaker 2: is why the girl that you need to have like
Speaker 2: an interview with it would work for your life.
Speaker 1: Did y'all ever google it talking about him? He's in
Speaker 1: his in his sexual peak as a man right now?
Speaker 2: What is it? Age? Is that? What is the sexual
Speaker 2: peaks in his early thirties?
Speaker 1: I gotta look it up. I didn't look it up
Speaker 1: for myself, but he was.
Speaker 2: On Did he send you the information? He was like, look,
Speaker 2: these are my peak hours, these are my peak years.
Speaker 1: You can do not hold me back right now. So yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna need that twice a day. You gonna need less.
Speaker 1: You're gonna need less than three kids. Bro, we got
Speaker 1: three of them?
Speaker 2: Like, what do you want me to do? Okay?
Speaker 1: So what it needs to happen is you need to
Speaker 1: find that girl that's on call, send me applications, talk
Speaker 1: at the number four ever brook, let me see what
Speaker 1: you got. Yes, I will be hell.
Speaker 2: I will be in those meetings just for moral support
Speaker 2: because I want to hear how this happened. I need
Speaker 2: because I'll be like Nah, she's a little too like flamboyanted,
Speaker 2: but she's a little too happy. But she just wants
Speaker 2: to get a job done. I will be the great,
Speaker 2: but just want to get We just want to get
Speaker 2: the job done. See. Look, well be the perfect match.
Speaker 2: Look we're having a friendship blossom already on this couch.
Speaker 2: Private talk. This is what happens when you're here with
Speaker 2: the Lexus Texas. You get comfortable, you get private. Now
Speaker 2: let's get the next question. Which one sex for you? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Oh in that middle, Oh, diamonds are forever. That's a
Speaker 2: spicy one. Okay, they're all a little spicy. Now, don't
Speaker 2: feel like you can't answer day too. We'll i mean
Speaker 2: ask you too. Like you're on the couch too, you
Speaker 2: can't be like out of this hole. Are you ever
Speaker 2: loud during sex? Shame? Yes, like how loud? You are?
Speaker 1: Not loud? You're not loud.
Speaker 4: You're not the loud one.
Speaker 1: Say okay, okay, all right, there you go. He's making
Speaker 1: sure it's a loud situoy.
Speaker 2: So you're not the one.
Speaker 1: Yeah, not that I was there, but yeah, were you there?
Speaker 2: So I have a question, your diamond question? Is you
Speaker 2: said that? Marcus gets a pass on certain things. So
Speaker 2: do you get a celebrity pass? And if so, what
Speaker 2: is your celebrity pass? And it cannot be me day
Speaker 2: and it cannot be me even though I know you
Speaker 2: haven't been with girls, and I will be your first
Speaker 2: one if in your fantasy one day.
Speaker 1: And tunity to go ahead and get my girlfriend.
Speaker 2: Ooh ooh, Private talking, brother, listen to Bruther subscribe and
Speaker 2: like to this channel right now because you're about to
Speaker 2: hear that nitty gritty I'm not gonna take your girl.
Speaker 2: Let's hear it, Broke, who is it gonna be? Tell us?
Speaker 2: Let's hear your one to three. I ain't scared, Private Talk,
Speaker 2: ain't scared.
Speaker 4: I know who I would like to see?
Speaker 2: Who's your friend?
Speaker 1: Oh, Nerissa?
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know your best friends? When you already know,
Speaker 2: you don't have to tell you just give that.
Speaker 1: I got a problem because I got a couple of friends.
Speaker 1: That's just like Bob told him, Like, listen, this guy
Speaker 1: doesn't figure it out. We can sas like I got
Speaker 1: a couple of girls, like.
Speaker 2: Oh, stop not telling names, bro drop them names, drop
Speaker 2: them jewels. Who's the name?
Speaker 1: I'm definitely proposed to Xena before Tank did I was like,
Speaker 1: since these dudes don't know what's going on.
Speaker 2: Hey, Like I think I told them too, Like she is,
Speaker 2: so she's your number one, she's your number one.
Speaker 1: She'll probably have to be my number one. Rissa could
Speaker 1: definitely get it. Okay, that's a problem.
Speaker 2: That's my mid My sister was so crazy.
Speaker 1: But she's so sexy.
Speaker 2: I have to show you, like I need to see
Speaker 2: picks and I have such.
Speaker 1: A crush on Ayisha dia Is. She's so she's hot.
Speaker 2: I definitely like you tongue emoji heard don't you? You
Speaker 2: tongue emoji heard, don't you?
Speaker 1: She's so cute. I remember one day she's bad about
Speaker 1: the fan out. I remember one day I was just
Speaker 1: like scrolling around or whatever, and I was on Explore page.
Speaker 1: This beautiful picture of her popped up and I clicked
Speaker 1: on it and I'm like, oh man, she's so bad.
Speaker 1: And I clicked on her page and he said follow back.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, you like me too all day.
Speaker 2: I know how that feels because I've had that happened here.
Speaker 1: And you're like, oh back to twenty sixteen with the tongues,
Speaker 1: get it? Yeah, you was looking good back then.
Speaker 2: Still jellous. You to haven't had my page, but we're
Speaker 2: waiting to get twenty twenty vision too. Here twenty twenty vision.
Speaker 2: We got you, you got you. Let us before we
Speaker 2: get to the next question. Let my private talk listeners
Speaker 2: know where we can follow you on Instagram Twitter.
Speaker 1: Let us Instagram Twitter saying thing the number four ever
Speaker 1: broke with the knee. That's my handle for both.
Speaker 2: All right and jay, let us know where we can
Speaker 2: follow you.
Speaker 4: E R M E l ll E.
Speaker 2: You heard it. Just private talk. That's right. You better
Speaker 2: like subscribe to this channel and you better follow those handles.
Speaker 2: All right? You ready for the one got heart Heart?
Speaker 2: That's the romantic ones. Those are the romantics ones. This
Speaker 2: is the one. I had a fight with Frenchie about
Speaker 2: about these romantic questions.
Speaker 1: She's swus the same.
Speaker 2: Because the romantic questions are like kind of hard because
Speaker 2: for me, I'm not like I'm a hopeless romantic but
Speaker 2: I'm not romantic, which makes no sense, but you know,
Speaker 2: it just happens, like you know, but I still feel like,
Speaker 2: you know, everybody needs their own little.
Speaker 4: Are you romantic?
Speaker 2: I think so?
Speaker 1: I'm such a dope, but are you?
Speaker 2: But that's what But that's how I feel like because
Speaker 2: I'm such a tomboy and so many things, but I'm
Speaker 2: still I like to say, delicate flower because I have
Speaker 2: feelings and I have like like the love stuff, but
Speaker 2: I'm like maybe not used to it or accepting certain things,
Speaker 2: but like I don't know, Like I'm just why y'all doing? Yeah,
Speaker 2: tell us romantic?
Speaker 4: Romantic?
Speaker 1: Me?
Speaker 2: Neither girl were on the same boat. Maybe we should
Speaker 2: take a class on having like more romantic? How romantic
Speaker 2: are you? Jay Roman? Are you like you like put
Speaker 2: the flowers to the bed the candle? See, I would
Speaker 2: never in my life, like imagine do I want that? Yes?
Speaker 2: But I couldn't like to do it?
Speaker 1: Why can't we just like it?
Speaker 2: Maybe we maybe you need to take like a how
Speaker 2: to like are one of those like master master classes
Speaker 2: of the romantics. It will be firstly in the first
Speaker 2: row because I'm I want it, but I just not
Speaker 2: that I can't.
Speaker 1: Like you're years old when I realized I was not romantic.
Speaker 1: This is crazy.
Speaker 2: Let's hear this story. I want to hear it. How
Speaker 2: do you know at eight years old?
Speaker 1: I said today years old?
Speaker 2: Oh I thought you said eight? I said, hold up,
Speaker 2: how about eight years old. Hey, you said her form ratchet.
Speaker 2: I'm just going with but you're working with girls, okay
Speaker 2: today years old? Maybe I hear what I want you
Speaker 2: I would talk. I'm not sure, but val is coming up.
Speaker 2: You can be romantic, okay, but how does this? But
Speaker 2: how do we do this without making it? How do
Speaker 2: I be romantic Jay without being because I have no partner?
Speaker 2: How to be romantic to my fans? Maybe without you know? Yeah,
Speaker 2: take your fans on the day.
Speaker 1: POV photos, Oh they're the day you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Talk to me? Talk to you now, you said POV Okay, Okay,
Speaker 2: I have a question because I'm biased. Have any of
Speaker 2: you've ever watched my videos? Porn videos? Video?
Speaker 4: I did?
Speaker 2: Give it up, give it up.
Speaker 1: This is so funny because yesterday we went to brunch
Speaker 1: and I said, Okay, I said, Jay, you gotta come
Speaker 1: with me. I'm doing an interview or whatever. Her she's
Speaker 1: really bombed, she's really sexy. And I was like, I'm
Speaker 1: I said, look her up. I said, look up the
Speaker 1: podcast for me and tell me, like, what's the vibe?
Speaker 2: Am I like?
Speaker 1: Am I doing Diane Ros's hair?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: Am I keeping my ponytail? And what am I doing? Like,
Speaker 1: like what am I coming through with the fur? And
Speaker 1: he was like, oh, like he's modest ass because you're
Speaker 1: over there problem. I think you could chill now I
Speaker 1: know what she was doing.
Speaker 2: Hold on now that you can't look me in the
Speaker 2: now that you can't look me in the eyes, that
Speaker 2: like I can see you back now, I see you now,
Speaker 2: I see you buddy. All right, so let's get it
Speaker 2: back to here. Man to do when I get home?
Speaker 1: Okay?
Speaker 2: You do you do?
Speaker 1: You do?
Speaker 2: You do? What turns you on? In instantly? Jane was
Speaker 2: the first a smile.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, do you go to the Donnis? Do you
Speaker 1: see the Dennists often? I need to see it the
Speaker 1: high I Jacknis. We're upset.
Speaker 2: Me and him are at the dentists like twice a month.
Speaker 1: They put us out like everything's good in there. Why
Speaker 1: are you here? Like I remember I got put out
Speaker 1: a plant a couple of times too. I was like, girl,
Speaker 1: this clean. It's like that was in a lobby. It
Speaker 1: was like home, what wrong?
Speaker 2: There's nothing wrong with you?
Speaker 1: Do you that have been for like three years and
Speaker 1: a half and I was just going in there. They
Speaker 1: was like did you get some yet? Get out? Of
Speaker 1: here girls is really burning and you in here wasting
Speaker 1: our time.
Speaker 2: I was like, right, all right, cool, I'll be back
Speaker 2: when I get.
Speaker 1: Some all right.
Speaker 2: Your romantic question for you, brook is what is your
Speaker 2: favorite toy to masturbate too? I don't for personal you
Speaker 2: have none. I don't have You've never mastered me.
Speaker 1: I told this story about Pinky I had to, So
Speaker 1: how do you master me? I don't.
Speaker 2: You don't master do I need to get you a toy?
Speaker 4: For three years?
Speaker 1: Let me tell you remember I was. I was like
Speaker 1: super churched up in holy I went through this whole
Speaker 1: like super heavenly father, like all my bad ways is going.
Speaker 1: I just thought I was gonna be the one to
Speaker 1: get struck by lightning, like for sure. And I was
Speaker 1: like so freaked out and so scared, and I did.
Speaker 1: I thought it was like because, okay, okay.
Speaker 2: So does that mean that you think I'm gonna being
Speaker 2: struck by lightning? Because of that? Okay, I feel like
Speaker 2: a lightning's coming here, Goddamn, I'm gonna watch out. We
Speaker 2: can get to the real rule of my liase. Okay,
Speaker 2: let's hear it. Okay, probably talk want to know you
Speaker 2: know how you have a whole switch. Okay, whole switch
Speaker 2: was flipped up. It was like whoa.
Speaker 1: So I moved to l A and I'm like, you're
Speaker 1: gonna be known as a whole out here because.
Speaker 2: You from Texas. Give it up. Okay, hey, everything's bigger
Speaker 2: in Texas. Okay, okay, a stop it. Everything's bigger in
Speaker 2: tax It's just so ya wa ladies.
Speaker 1: When you know you're a big hole, sometimes you got
Speaker 1: to turn to switch off or you just out cheer.
Speaker 1: So I didn't have a go to. I did not
Speaker 1: have a go to, and I became cellibant and I
Speaker 1: was chilling. And masturbation leads to going through your phone
Speaker 1: like we're gonna finish the job. I can't this, I'm
Speaker 1: not I need to be sent through the wall. Masturbating
Speaker 1: is cute vibrators.
Speaker 2: So you just can't finish. You can't stop with just
Speaker 2: the masturbating to yourself. You need to like pad.
Speaker 1: Through the wall like girl, okay, like somebody need to
Speaker 1: come out here and handle this situation.
Speaker 2: So that corn browser look like you watch corn Girls.
Speaker 1: I used to lot what wasn't like? I guess well,
Speaker 1: me and Marcus used to watch it together because I
Speaker 1: was so entrgued, but you.
Speaker 2: Never watch it. He's still sad, still sad.
Speaker 1: We got you. It's good watch on tour, let me see,
Speaker 1: and we would watch it together. So I just I
Speaker 1: did get kind of boring, but the whole I didn't
Speaker 1: want to sound too square, like, oh God, I love
Speaker 1: the Lord, and it wasn't whatever. It was like, be
Speaker 1: a hole, don't didn't have a goal to couldn't figure
Speaker 1: it out, didn't want to be out here with people's
Speaker 1: maybe husbands and whatever, y'all doing this weird stuff in Hollywood,
Speaker 1: you know. So yeah, that's what that was. So I
Speaker 1: need some toys, I need some porn. I need to watch.
Speaker 2: I will help you out. I am not in porn anymore,
Speaker 2: but I definitely have a close relationship to porn. We're
Speaker 2: about to go to Avian which is in Las Vegas
Speaker 2: next week, and it's a big convention in Vegas and
Speaker 2: we're gonna be walking around. We're doing my podcaster in Vegas.
Speaker 2: So I will definitely look out for you, Brooke. I
Speaker 2: will definitely get you a toy. I have a flesh
Speaker 2: light myself, but it is for boys, so it's not
Speaker 2: for you. But I will get you something you flesh
Speaker 2: light is it's exactly replica of my vagina and my
Speaker 2: ass and you can have it for yours truly talk. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you can get one, Tom, I got Yes, I got you.
Speaker 2: We'll make it. We'll make a little bundle.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 4: Can your hopess be erased?
Speaker 1: I I have witnessed that it can. Yes, it can.
Speaker 2: How does your wholeness get erased? It just never? Is
Speaker 2: it after hours? Like after so many times, like you
Speaker 2: know with your taxes, after seven years, you're done with
Speaker 2: that shit and you're like over its wholeness?
Speaker 1: Not me? Say, what do you do when you end
Speaker 1: up in a room full of people that you had sex?
Speaker 1: We do y'all have a video type because I don't
Speaker 1: know what done?
Speaker 2: Y'all talking about? That happens to a lot of events
Speaker 2: because I'm in porn or it used to be important,
Speaker 2: and I have had sex with everyone in that room.
Speaker 2: So more different strokes for different folks.
Speaker 1: Do you remember them all? Is it like does you
Speaker 1: have do you have to have some type of separate
Speaker 1: encounter for you to Actually I'm gonna let you ask
Speaker 1: this question now, but after this we're gonna ask you
Speaker 1: allow me those other questions. But yes, so The thing
Speaker 1: is is with this, it's funny because I've been in
Speaker 1: the ministry for so long, there are certain things that
Speaker 1: stand out and scenes stand out to me. But if
Speaker 1: you like I always tell my fans describes me when
Speaker 1: I'm wearing and like something like that to like me
Speaker 1: to know, and then I go back to that place
Speaker 1: because you know, it's you care more about your outfit,
Speaker 1: not that the outfit.
Speaker 2: But it helps me, But it helps me remember to
Speaker 2: like that day. Because I've done over four hundred probably
Speaker 2: plus scenes. I've been in the business for over ten years,
Speaker 2: so you know, it's a lot. So for me it's like,
Speaker 2: oh with this person of that, and like it kind
Speaker 2: of like breaks it down, like even maybe like like
Speaker 2: if you were like, hey, you'r ex you wouldn't necessarily
Speaker 2: remember the first one after, but you'd be like, oh,
Speaker 2: if you describe a story, you probably think about that
Speaker 2: person like that kind of similar to that, but way
Speaker 2: different than a whole more like sexual version. But yes,
Speaker 2: that's interesting. Yeah, I've had a lot of wild scenes. Guys,
Speaker 2: you're missing out Brooke, your friend Jay sometimes Tyson knows
Speaker 2: about it.
Speaker 1: I want to see.
Speaker 2: Netflex and chill. It's gonna be miss Texas and chill.
Speaker 2: We'll just watch, just watch all right, last one, last one?
Speaker 1: Okay, booh ooh you got those clubs, you got those clubs?
Speaker 1: All right?
Speaker 2: What's your dirtiest thought of a stranger? Sexual thought? You
Speaker 2: hadn't seen them before, but she made them and really
Speaker 2: sexually turned on by them? Woman or a man like.
Speaker 1: Kind of easy. For a guy, it's always how big
Speaker 1: is it? Like even if there's like a slight print,
Speaker 1: it's like, is that some wallet? Is that some something else?
Speaker 1: How big is it? You know what I mean? Does
Speaker 1: it really work? And for a girl like how chopped
Speaker 1: up is your meat? Because I saw this little thing with.
Speaker 2: All of these different how chopped up is your meat?
Speaker 2: You hear that private talk, but let's hear let's get
Speaker 2: further into this, Like that's what it looks, just looks
Speaker 2: like like Arby's. How Arby's is not a sponsored so
Speaker 2: you know what until you do so Arby's, you know
Speaker 2: you can't. We'll talk about this later, but like, what
Speaker 2: is it?
Speaker 1: Is it? Is it a cute little cutie?
Speaker 2: You know the little oranges, like the little cuties over
Speaker 2: the little key that's on my I'm my stand.
Speaker 1: You have a navel orange you have in those big
Speaker 1: nasty oranges that they should chop that whole.
Speaker 2: What would be your preference and preference preference of orange, I.
Speaker 1: Would say, I'm more gravitate to the.
Speaker 2: The little cutie. That's what she went, A little lip
Speaker 2: but not too big, but a little like poking out
Speaker 2: a little bit. It's a little puff, but a little puff.
Speaker 1: But those girls with the with the roast beef hanging down.
Speaker 2: The leg, what if it's just a little like what
Speaker 2: if they're just slippy? Like for me, I have lips
Speaker 2: and I have bat wings, like they're not like rolled
Speaker 2: down by any means. I call them bat wings because
Speaker 2: I was like, no, no, no, no, no no no
Speaker 2: no no no no no Batman. Yeah you know, I
Speaker 2: will wrap that dick around that fucking lips and they
Speaker 2: will never fucking come out that cave. Just saying, but
Speaker 2: that's me.
Speaker 1: I'm I call what y'all messing with me about? I'm
Speaker 1: fat cat Queena campbelltoe like it's just it's.
Speaker 2: Just it's fluffy.
Speaker 1: I like that fluffy kitty when he was my style.
Speaker 1: He's like, come on, okay, she she's just there so
Speaker 1: we got real, some big old fat lips. So I
Speaker 1: should talk about having a qut.
Speaker 2: I don't have a qut, but that but that does
Speaker 2: I mean, because what you want, that's about your preferences.
Speaker 1: Though it's like gravitate to the qties.
Speaker 2: Hey, oh, I love it. I love it. I love
Speaker 2: it all right, all right, I.
Speaker 1: Need to do a little documentary.
Speaker 2: I love that. I wish I could be there because again,
Speaker 2: like I said, I have meat. I have meat to
Speaker 2: spin the table, but it's not chopped up. And I've
Speaker 2: been in business for a long time. I've done a
Speaker 2: lot of scenes. I've done it. But the thing is
Speaker 2: is like I ain't a hanging them alone nothing, but
Speaker 2: it's it's very nicely trimmed and we kept and you know,
Speaker 2: if you watch my porn you would know brook. I mean,
Speaker 2: Jane's to not Tyson right now?
Speaker 4: Shave, that's what you wonder.
Speaker 2: So what are you shave?
Speaker 1: Stylist? You think Aboutama's dressed?
Speaker 2: I like that? What is yours?
Speaker 1: Everything gone? Gone?
Speaker 2: Mind too?
Speaker 1: Everything gone?
Speaker 2: I have.
Speaker 1: I'll reverted to wax because when you're a breastfeed you
Speaker 1: can't do laser. I'll be back.
Speaker 2: See I I've never done laser, but I'm not opposed
Speaker 2: to it. I've just I'm definitely for a while. I
Speaker 2: just like you like to have a little patch because
Speaker 2: I like to pull it when I came. But that
Speaker 2: was a long time ago. Now everything's gone. I just
Speaker 2: like it just got weird and like, yeah, I messed
Speaker 2: up a haircut one time and I just didn't back
Speaker 2: the same. Yeah, you know, yes, all out of it. This, this,
Speaker 2: that and bam boom cut. All right, all right, guys,
Speaker 2: that is Truth with Texas. We're gonna take another little
Speaker 2: quick break and then we're gonna come back and they're
Speaker 2: gonna ask me four questions that I'm gonna get in
Speaker 2: the hot seat for. So I hope you're ready private talk.
Speaker 2: I hope you're liking subscribing and loving this segment. And uh,
Speaker 2: let's get back with Truth with Texas. All right, all right,
Speaker 2: all right, I hope you guys liked that Truth with
Speaker 2: Texas because I know I did. But now we're going
Speaker 2: to get with some questions from my guests to me,
Speaker 2: because it's not all about you guys being in the
Speaker 2: hot seat. Sometimes I got to put myself and my
Speaker 2: big booty into the seat too. So now that we're
Speaker 2: a little bit more comfortable. I know you haven't watched
Speaker 2: my scenes yet, but you've talked to me. You can
Speaker 2: know a little bit more about myself. I'll forgive you,
Speaker 2: but I trust me. But I just want you to
Speaker 2: know more about me. So with that being said, sometimes
Speaker 2: it's even better that you didn't know my scenes. So
Speaker 2: ask me any questions you together, four questions together, separate
Speaker 2: whatever you want to know.
Speaker 4: Let's go.
Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you, thank you. Jay.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna ask the not so exotic eurotic question first,
Speaker 1: So I just want to know. So as far as
Speaker 1: you actually having sex, you know that it is your
Speaker 1: job right when it was, because you don't do it anymore,
Speaker 1: did that change the dynamic personally? Were you kind of
Speaker 1: like ugh, no, like i'm off work today, you're not
Speaker 1: getting any like okay.
Speaker 2: So for me, I'll tell you on two parts. Because
Speaker 2: once I was married in the business, and I was
Speaker 2: with a partner who was who was in the business
Speaker 2: as well, and I was and then we, like I said,
Speaker 2: I've been divorced for five years now, so now I've
Speaker 2: been in a separate category. So overall, for me, in
Speaker 2: porn like work is work like for me? It's like
Speaker 2: as much as you go on a stage and you
Speaker 2: sing a song and you do a performance, it's like
Speaker 2: you're there to do a job. For me, it's like
Speaker 2: I'm a sexual athlete, like I like to say, so
Speaker 2: for me, I'm there for a job. I don't care.
Speaker 2: I don't I want you to find wine and dine me.
Speaker 2: I don't care about whatever, Like we're there for this,
Speaker 2: that and the other. So because of that, like you said,
Speaker 2: it became mechanical to a point. But at home for
Speaker 2: me was the first and the only time that it
Speaker 2: was more intimate. Because it's at home. It was more
Speaker 2: like I didn't have someone being like hey, open up,
Speaker 2: or hey like do this, or hey you're timing each
Speaker 2: scene or not each scene, but each like position there
Speaker 2: you go, thank you each positions where it was like
Speaker 2: a time thing. So it was like at that moment
Speaker 2: it was more kind of like intimate of sorts because
Speaker 2: it's like it was the first time it was like closed.
Speaker 2: It was like kind of like what they would can
Speaker 2: see about can say about softcorep Horn where it's like
Speaker 2: all close up. It's very like Levey dovey whatever, And
Speaker 2: I'm not a loving like again, I am a loving
Speaker 2: person and I'm a delicate flower, but I don't need
Speaker 2: to be touched and caressed. And I'm fucked sometimes, but
Speaker 2: I want to be fucked right. So it's like, you know,
Speaker 2: the dynamic of knowing the difference. So with that being said,
Speaker 2: did you meet like while working? We met? We had
Speaker 2: never worked together when we first met. We I like,
Speaker 2: this is the thing. It's like when you first get
Speaker 2: into the industry, it's like fresh meat. So the industry
Speaker 2: is small but big in terms, So it's the same
Speaker 2: thing as music, like once you know everybody, you know everybody,
Speaker 2: but it's like a network of industries. So he knew
Speaker 2: that I was a performer. We met each other on
Speaker 2: another set. We kind of like hit it off and
Speaker 2: those kind of things, and that's kind of like how
Speaker 2: it came. But I'd never actually had sex with him
Speaker 2: before I had met him in order did we actually
Speaker 2: get intimate until later on And the thing exactly because
Speaker 2: it's but at the same time, it's also a double
Speaker 2: edged sword because then it's like everyone's like, oh, she's
Speaker 2: the new one who's like it's like pray, you know,
Speaker 2: you're like shark and the water is bait. You know
Speaker 2: what I mean, So you don't really know. So for me,
Speaker 2: I definitely had a really unique start of things because
Speaker 2: I came from like a reality based type of porn.
Speaker 2: It was like a college amateur tour was how the
Speaker 2: first film I ever was in, and I was in college,
Speaker 2: like the whole thing. But I like that type of
Speaker 2: more that whole thing. So it was really honestly, like
Speaker 2: as much as like you said, like reality is reality
Speaker 2: in your life, reality was reality in mind as well
Speaker 2: from the beginning because it was a reality type of
Speaker 2: perform where they went to college to do scenes with
Speaker 2: girls had never done it before, which was true, but
Speaker 2: it was also somewhat set up to a point, you know,
Speaker 2: So that was like how I got into the industry.
Speaker 2: So then it kind of navigated to that. But so
Speaker 2: back in the whole thing about being personal and how
Speaker 2: it felt for me, personal sex to me is more
Speaker 2: intimate than work sex because work sex is more of
Speaker 2: like a job. And I'm not not that I don't
Speaker 2: get off because even for me, I feel like, if
Speaker 2: I'm having sex without feeling like a robot, I have
Speaker 2: to get off and have like and have like meaning.
Speaker 2: But for me is I don't need him to make
Speaker 2: me get off. I know my body enough to know
Speaker 2: what I can do that if I'm gonna do it,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna fucking, I'm gonna come, and that it doesn't
Speaker 2: not all the time. In my personal life it's different.
Speaker 2: But for work purposes, I don't want to fuck just
Speaker 2: to fuck and not like come because to me, I
Speaker 2: feel like again blue lips, like we talked about earlier,
Speaker 2: that's frustrating for everybody. That's frustrating for everybody. So for
Speaker 2: me is if I want to do it, I'm fucking
Speaker 2: and it feels good, even for a little bit. I'm
Speaker 2: gonna fuck to come because I want to get off
Speaker 2: and it don't necessarily need the man to do that.
Speaker 2: But and sometimes you do personally, but not in my
Speaker 2: work life.
Speaker 1: Was like, damn, I's just gonna meet a guy and
Speaker 1: he's always gonna wonder if she's.
Speaker 2: See And that's why for my personal life. And I
Speaker 2: don't know if that's question number two, but for my
Speaker 2: personal life, like when dating wise is really difficult for me,
Speaker 2: is because it's the stigma of separating from do you
Speaker 2: want to fuck Alexis Texas? Or do you want to
Speaker 2: fuck Alexis because there is, like you said earlier, even
Speaker 2: with the reform, ratchetness is it's still it's not a
Speaker 2: different person that you're calling it, but it is someone
Speaker 2: that flies inside you. So it's like you have it
Speaker 2: in you, but when does it get unleashed and unlocked
Speaker 2: by certain people and moments that happen that are a
Speaker 2: little bit more occurred to that unleashes your freak a
Speaker 2: little bit more. So each person is different, So I
Speaker 2: feel like I have more intimate sex personally because I
Speaker 2: feel like I'm more picky with who I choose in
Speaker 2: my personal level. It is because in porn it was
Speaker 2: really a close niche family that was all tested in
Speaker 2: like happily whatever. But yes, yes, tested and tested is
Speaker 2: a big key is why the you know in the
Speaker 2: industry is a safe place where we do get tested
Speaker 2: and people are all in a safe environment.
Speaker 1: Yeah better everybody stay in the huddle.
Speaker 2: Yes, but sometimes astray so you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: So that's why you still have that there's testing factors
Speaker 2: for those things. It's because not everybody can be honest
Speaker 2: at all times, and that's why you gotta keep them
Speaker 2: in line. You gotta keep them in check. Your pampan
Speaker 2: gotta be strong. Next question for Miss Texas.
Speaker 1: Okay, another one and another way. You see you're real transparent.
Speaker 1: So I feel like I'm little answer to this question,
Speaker 1: but I got to ask, at what point in the
Speaker 1: new relationship that you say and by the way, I
Speaker 1: used to bust it why? Okay?
Speaker 2: You know what's funny for me is like a little
Speaker 2: bit because it's like, I'm so new to this dating
Speaker 2: like thing and the like. And then I live in La,
Speaker 2: so I say at La. But just dating in general
Speaker 2: is really odd and weird to me. So in the
Speaker 2: beginning when I first started dating, like I would just
Speaker 2: be like, oh, guys, would be like, hey, what's your number,
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I don't get my number, but here's
Speaker 2: my Instagram. And I would do that on purpose because
Speaker 2: I'm like, this is my Instagram. If you want to
Speaker 2: figure out a way to follow me or to contact me,
Speaker 2: then I'll like, cause you're gonna put it in work.
Speaker 2: But I did it for two reasons. One because I
Speaker 2: wanted to put in work to see if it was
Speaker 2: a little bit more than just getting some bitchus number. Two,
Speaker 2: you're gonna see my instagram. You're gonna see what my
Speaker 2: page is. So now at that point you have the
Speaker 2: option to a proceed with you know what you want
Speaker 2: to do, but you know who I am, and there's
Speaker 2: no getting away with the fact that I am Alexis
Speaker 2: Texas and the fact that I've what I've you know,
Speaker 2: chose to done at one point in my life. So
Speaker 2: I like to kind of put that out because it's
Speaker 2: kind of like if they want to talk about it,
Speaker 2: when they proceed up with it, then we can proceed
Speaker 2: and see where it goes with and then some do
Speaker 2: and some don't. And then that's also how I know
Speaker 2: how to procede myself, because again, I'm not dumb. I
Speaker 2: wasn't born. I was born at night, but not last night.
Speaker 2: And I'm not going to just like fall into some
Speaker 2: trap and be like, oh, you gave me up when
Speaker 2: I already knew what it was, right, So I'm kind
Speaker 2: of a tough cookie to crumble, Like I I'm so
Speaker 2: much more picky in my personal life than I am
Speaker 2: in my and like I was in my beau, which
Speaker 2: sounds horrible because like, but in my work life, but
Speaker 2: it wasn't because I couldn't be picky in my workoup
Speaker 2: because I was, but it's just such much a closed
Speaker 2: like network of a family. Then it was like an
Speaker 2: open world.
Speaker 1: Right, Okay, that makes sense.
Speaker 2: Question number three.
Speaker 3: Tyson has a question, Oh, okay, from the business perspective,
Speaker 3: how has like apps like only Fans and website affected.
Speaker 4: The Point industry?
Speaker 2: Are you a fan of? Are you a member of
Speaker 2: my only fans have Point?
Speaker 1: I do? I do.
Speaker 2: I saw the twinkle in your eye. I like that.
Speaker 2: I like that I do have an only fan. And
Speaker 2: I will say so, you know, it's funny because and
Speaker 2: frequent are episodes that we've had. We have girls on
Speaker 2: here that have been that I have only fans that
Speaker 2: are not in my industry, and you know an upcoming
Speaker 2: that are in my industry. So for me is I
Speaker 2: feel like it's only helped the industry at first? And
Speaker 2: I said in some of my other episodes that I
Speaker 2: thought that at first, I was a little bit intimidated.
Speaker 2: Is not the word. I was a little bit kind
Speaker 2: of like annoyed at first, because it's like there's so
Speaker 2: many pistigmas on what I chose to do that I
Speaker 2: get ridiculed, like oh, you're a whore this or whatever. Okay, cool,
Speaker 2: call me something else that I don't know, but everybody
Speaker 2: in a place we called that nice. But my thing
Speaker 2: is is that I chose to do it because I
Speaker 2: believed in what I like. I chose what I was
Speaker 2: doing for me. I feel like sexist art. I feel
Speaker 2: like there was a way that I could identify myself
Speaker 2: and like portray myself and I didn't have a taboo
Speaker 2: sense of the word of like stigmatizing of like oh
Speaker 2: I'm naked and saving sex for marriage and things like that.
Speaker 2: Is that wasn't something that I was brought in to
Speaker 2: believe in. All those things were real. So for me
Speaker 2: is that I just found my own lane of like
Speaker 2: what it was, and so I just made it my own.
Speaker 2: So what the only fancying is what I like about
Speaker 2: it is that I've learned that it not only gives
Speaker 2: women like myself and men as well a platform to
Speaker 2: like get their sexuality out and with their persona, their
Speaker 2: brand and all kinds of things out, but also other
Speaker 2: people in other industries that are not adult from you know,
Speaker 2: people that were kind of like the Instagram models or
Speaker 2: even like people dabbling and like just modeling and fitness
Speaker 2: instructors and all these other things that gives them another
Speaker 2: platform that eliminates the middleman, that it goes straight to
Speaker 2: the consumer and you see more of your fans. So
Speaker 2: for me, as an entrepreneur, I think that is the
Speaker 2: best thing that you can do and have out there,
Speaker 2: is because it's it's less money out of your pocket.
Speaker 2: Is because you're doing more for the consumer, you know.
Speaker 2: So for me, I think that it's nothing but a
Speaker 2: great and the gift of God. That like it's like
Speaker 2: kind of talking to the consumer and an independent contractor
Speaker 2: at the same time, you know what I mean. Like
Speaker 2: it was getting what they needed and what we wanted
Speaker 2: at the same time, and like correlating the together and
Speaker 2: then birthed Only Fans and all these other apps that
Speaker 2: are great for us, you know, entrepreneurs. So I think
Speaker 2: it's a good thing. So, yes, I do have an
Speaker 2: Only Fans and you should be shorting to it. You're welcome, Jay,
Speaker 2: I'm not so Tyson X. My backshots is a Lexus
Speaker 2: Underscore Texas. You're welcome out there. Private Talk. If you
Speaker 2: guys aren't subscribed to my Only Fans, y'all are definitely
Speaker 2: missing out because the only place that you can find
Speaker 2: any of my scenes which I fuck myself and do
Speaker 2: a lot of great things. Is I'm my only fans
Speaker 2: because I don't shoot for anyone else but myself, Because
Speaker 2: that's just the way the cookie crumbles. Miss Texas says
Speaker 2: it like I want it. Oh, is there anything else
Speaker 2: you guys want to talk to or ask me? You
Speaker 2: guys have been an awesome guest. I love it. Give
Speaker 2: it to me, girl, double give it.
Speaker 1: You gotta tell us you are a favorite. Get it
Speaker 1: done for sure? Position gotta know that. And what type
Speaker 1: of guy is going to be the guy? That's the
Speaker 1: last few questions.
Speaker 2: Oh, okay, the first one's easy, the segonde's a little difficult.
Speaker 2: The ultimate get it done for me? Ooh okay, I'm biased.
Speaker 2: So it's like save a horse, ride a cowboy. I like,
Speaker 2: I could just ride a dick and I'm just great
Speaker 2: at it. And so for me, that's the best and
Speaker 2: easiest way that I know it can ensure that I'm
Speaker 2: gonna get off and him too. But there's a lot
Speaker 2: of techniques I got, moves you've never seen before. Private talk.
Speaker 2: But they all know because they've seen them too. I
Speaker 2: know they have. They've watched my scenes a little bit
Speaker 2: but you haven't broke, but you will see these will
Speaker 2: He'll see We'll see them. But no, I think that's
Speaker 2: for me is yeah that yeah, no, that that position's
Speaker 2: the best because I feel like I have the I
Speaker 2: feel like I have the like the most control because
Speaker 2: like I like a man being in control. But that's
Speaker 2: also like that you can grab your waist and like
Speaker 2: do things to you blah blah blah. But for me
Speaker 2: is like the most the time and the breathing and like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I got show number I'm about to make you come
Speaker 2: out like yeah, okay, that part so and then the
Speaker 2: hold on what was the difficult question that I didn't
Speaker 2: want to hear the man that was gonna say.
Speaker 1: For Alexis Texas, if we can soalm him up in
Speaker 1: a helple of words.
Speaker 2: You know what the guy for Alexis Texas is. I
Speaker 2: don't even really know myself. You know, I've been married,
Speaker 2: I've been divorced, I've dated. I'm I feel like I'm
Speaker 2: in this place right now in twenty twenty where I'm
Speaker 2: kind of you know, I did a lot of like
Speaker 2: self healing in twenty nineteen, and like for me right
Speaker 2: now in twenty twenty is like unleashing a lot of
Speaker 2: things that I was already a freak before, which is crazy.
Speaker 2: But I feel like it's just coming into my own
Speaker 2: and kind of like fun out what I really do want.
Speaker 2: So I don't really know if there's like a particular
Speaker 2: type or a person or whatever that is set for me,
Speaker 2: but I feel like there is there is a soulmate
Speaker 2: out there for me, somewhere out there. And I don't
Speaker 2: know where you are. Private talk, but you have to
Speaker 2: make me laugh, you have to, like, bet it made
Speaker 2: me a shit. We don't even know that it could
Speaker 2: be a whole different things. I really don't know the
Speaker 2: parmet is. We just know, I mean everybody else knows.
Speaker 1: Girl.
Speaker 2: You just haven't watched the sayings, girl.
Speaker 1: I mean, where three celebrities.
Speaker 2: That I want to to make the one? Oh, I'm like,
Speaker 2: I'm all about fucking about one. I don't know any
Speaker 2: of their personalities. The same way as I tell people
Speaker 2: is like as much as they see my fucking on camera,
Speaker 2: they don't know who I am. So I can put
Speaker 2: my best fucking like that I've fucked to you, or
Speaker 2: I not my my spank bank. Who are those people?
Speaker 2: Brad Pitt definitely is one. David Beckham is definitely another one.
Speaker 2: And let me breathe out. I don't know. If I
Speaker 2: don't know, hold on, I want to. I'm like him.
Speaker 2: He might be watching God, but maybe he'll not know.
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know. No, we'll keep concerning
Speaker 2: oh fuck you friendship