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Speaker 1: The session should have ended at three point fifteen. I

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watched the second hand on my desk clock sweep past

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the twelve, watched it march forward to the sixteen, the seventeen.

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Cassidy sat across from me in the butter soft leather armchair,

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one leg tucked under her, a threadbare van sneaker dangling.

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Her fingers picked at a loose thread on the cushion.

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She'd been talking about her mother for twenty minutes, voice

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trembling on the edge of something tears maybe, or confession.

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But I'd stopped listening at three fourteen. At three fifteen,

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she noticed, doctor Vance is our time. I think we

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need to try something different today, Cassidy. My voice came

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out smooth, practiced twenty three years in practice had taught

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me how to deliver a line, so it landed like

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a suggestion rather than a command. She looked up, big

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brown eyes, the kind of dough eyed innocence that couldn't

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be faked, the kind that came from actually believing the

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world hadn't yet shown its teeth. Her blonde hair was

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pulled back in a loose ponytail, strands escaping at her temples.

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Nineteen years old, and still carrying baby fat in her cheeks.

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My thighs pressed together beneath my desk, different how she asked.

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I stood. My pencil skirt had ridden up slightly, and

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I didn't tug it down. Let her see the curve

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of my calf, the way my stockings caught the lamplight.

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I'd worn the sheer black pear today, the ones with

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the seam up the back. You've been coming here for

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three months, I said, moving around the desk. Each click

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of my heel on the hardwood floor punctuated the silence,

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talking about your anxiety, your mother, your inability to connect.

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Cassidy's throat bobbed as she swallowed. I think your problem

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isn't that you can't connect. I stopped directly in front

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of her chair, close enough that her knees nearly brushed

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my shins. I think you're afraid of what happens when

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you do. Her breath caught a tiny hitch in her

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chest that she couldn't hide. Stand up, I said, not

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a question, not a suggestion. She uncurled her leg stood,

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the top of her head reached my chin, and I

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watched her realize how close we were standing. Watched her

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pure upils, dilate, doctor vance. I do you trust me, Cassidy.

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My hand lifted fingertips, brushed a strand of hair from

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her temple, tucking it behind her ear. Her skin was warm, feverish.

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After all these months of sessions, all those hours of

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me listening to you, do you trust that I know

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what you need? Her lips parted, closed, opened again. Yes.

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The word came out as a whisper, a surrender. Before

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i'd even begun. I smiled. Not my professional smile, not

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the one I gave the department head at faculty meetings,

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or the one I offered worried parents during consultations. This

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smile was slow, hungry, good girl. The shift in her

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expression surprise flickering into something hotter, something that made her

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cheeks flush pink, was better than any glass of wine

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I'd ever. After a long day, my hands found her hips.

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The fabric of her sundress was thin, cheap cotton, the

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kind you buy at Target with your first real paycheck.

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Underneath it, I felt the elastic band of her underwear practical, boring.

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We'd fix that eventually. You talk endlessly in this room,

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I murmured, walking her backward, her shoulders hit the wall

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beside my bookshelf. You fill every session with words because

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you're terrified of silence, of stillness, of what your body

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might do if you stopped thinking for five seconds. Cassidy's

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chest rose and fell rapid shallow. Let's see if we

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can't quiet that busy little mind. I kissed her, not gently,

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not tentatively. I pressed my mouth to hers, with the

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authority of a woman who'd earned two doctorates and public

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three books on human sexuality before Cassidy had graduated middle school.

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My tongue pushed past her lips and found the taste

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of spearmint, gum, and something sweeter underneath, youth, maybe vulnerability.

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She made a sound, a muffled whimper that vibrated against

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my mouth. Her hands fluttered up, unsure where to land,

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and I grabbed her wrists, pinned them above her head

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against the wall. No touching, I said, pulling back just

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far enough to speak. Not until I say. Her eyes

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were glassy already gone. You've never been with a woman before,

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have you? A shake of her head barely perceptible. I

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released one wrist, but kept the other pinned. My free

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hand traced down her arm, her shoulder, the line of

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her collar bone, the way you look at me during sessions,

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the way your thighs pressed together when I lean forward

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to hand you a tissue. You thought I didn't notice

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the strap of her sun dress slipped easily off her shoulder.

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I notice everything, sweetheart. My fingers hooked the neck line

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of her dress pulled downward. The fabric gave way, revealing

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a pale, pink brawl also target, also practical, and the

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swell of breasts that hadn't quite finished settling into their

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final shape. She shivered. Goose bumps rose along her arms

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despite the warmth of the office. Please, she breathed, Please

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what My thumb found her nipple through the thin padding,

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circled once, twice. Use your words, Cassidy. We've been working

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on that. Her hips jerked forward, involuntarily, seeking friction, seeking anything.

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Please touch me. I pinched hard. Cassidy gasped, head thudding

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back against the wall, and I watched her fight the

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instinct to squeeze her legs together. Good. She was learning,

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that's not what you really want, I said, rolling the

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stiff peak between my fingers while she squirmed. You don't

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want me to touch you. You want me to use you,

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to take whatever I need and leave you a mess

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on my office floor. Isn't that right? Her eyes squeezed shut.

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Look at me when I'm speaking, they flew open. Isn't

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that right? Yes? The word cracked down the middle. Yes,

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doctor Vance, that's my girl. I stepped back, let her

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sag against the wall, chest heaving, dress bunched around her waist.

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My body hummed with want, but I'd learned patience. You

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don't rush a meal. You've been waiting three months to taste.

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Move to the desk. She walked like a fawn, unsteady

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new lie back. My desk was an antique mahogany, heavy

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enough to hold a body without complaint, and I'd tested

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that theory more than once over the years. Cassidy hoisted

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herself onto it, the wood groaning beneath her, and lay

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back among the scattered papers and my leather bound appointment book.

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I opened the top drawer, pulled out a pair of scissors,

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the silver ones I usually used for cutting articles from

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psychology journals. What are you? The blades sliced through the

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strap of her sun dress, then the other. The fabric

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pooled around her rib cage, and I tugged it down

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past her hips, past her thighs, until she lay before

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me in mismatched underwear and one dangling sneaker. There, I said,

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setting the scissors aside, much better. My hands spread her knees,

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Her thighs trembled under my palms, soft and pale and unblemished.

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The patch of dampness darkening the cotton between her legs

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told me more than any of her session notes ever had.

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You're soaked, Cassidy, absolutely drenched for your therapist. I dragged

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one finger over the wet cotton, pressing just hard enough

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to make her hips buck. What would your mother say?

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A sob laugh choked out of her Fuck you, oh, sweetheart.

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I hooked my fingers under the waistband of her underwear,

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pulled them down, and let them dangle from my index

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finger before dropping them to the floor. She was bare underneath,

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pink and glistening and swollen. I parted her with my thumbs,

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bearing her clit to the cool office air, and Cassidy's

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whole body seized. Stay still, I ordered, You'll take what

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I give you. My thumb found her clit in slow circles,

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pressure light enough to be torture. Tell me what you are. Yours,

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she gasped, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm that's right. I

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leaned over her body, my mouth hovering above her ear,

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and slid two fingers inside her. Her heat clenched around me, desperate.

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You're my new project, my pretty little plaything who's going

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to learn exactly how to please a woman, starting right

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now now. If you want to hear the rest of

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this sexy story, come back tomorrow for part two. Trust me,

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it's going to get a lot filthier. I hoped you

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