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Speaker 1: You were listening to a pleasure podcast. For more from

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our sex podcast collective, visit Pleasure Podcasts dot com.

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Speaker 2: Hello everybody, Welcome back to Holly Randall Unfiltered, My guest

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today is a rising star known for her versatility, passion,

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and incredibly small frame. At just twenty one, she's already

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an Avan Award winner and a proud speaker girl. Welcome,

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Emma Rosie.

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Speaker 3: Thank you so much, Holly. I'm so excited and happy

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to be here today.

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Speaker 2: Great, I'm so excited to have you here too. You know,

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it's kind of a shame because I don't direct really anymore.

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I don't ever get to meet like the new talent,

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so I don't know like who's great, But I know

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I can always call Speakler and be like who you

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got that it would be good? And he was like

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Ema Rosie, and I was like done yes.

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Speaker 3: When he told me that he had the opportunity for

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me to come on this show, I was super excited.

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I've always seen your content, seen you at AVM from Afar,

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and I'm so excited to finally meet you.

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Speaker 4: And beyond, my.

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Speaker 2: God, what's it like to be so disappointed now that

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you met me here? No?

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Speaker 3: Never, I would never be disappointed. You're so sweet, beautiful,

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and I'm so excited.

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Speaker 2: Thank you. Well, let's get started from the beginning because

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you started in the industry right after high school.

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Speaker 4: Yes, I did.

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Speaker 2: So, was that like your plan while you were in

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high school? Okay, so tell me about that.

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Speaker 3: So my birthdays in January. So I turned eighteen the

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winter of my senior year, and by that time, like

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the fall before, I was like, oh, it's coming up.

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Like I knew I was actually in school to be

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an esthetician. My school had like a half day programmer.

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I could do half day high school, half day trade school.

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So I knew I was like hunting the seed and

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building like a path to do esthetics. But that's not

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what I truly wanted to do. I always knew I

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wanted to do art, fashion or music. But once I

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realized that I was almost going to be of age

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to do porn and erotic art, I was like, oh, yeah,

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that's exactly what I'm going to do when I graduate.

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So during my senior year, I definitely knew I was

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going to do that. I turned eighteen, I did some

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research online, but I still was enjoying my life, like

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being eighteen and enjoying my last year of high school.

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My friends, my family, and I had talked to my

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agent who I signed with my first agent, like right

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away in that winter, but I didn't sign until that May,

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and it was like a month before I graduated that

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I signed with my first agency. And yeah, I just

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was super excited because I also did have a long

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term partner at the time, a boyfriend I was with

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that had family in Sokol, so they were like, you

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can move here when you graduate. So I had everything aligned,

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like I can move to La. I had a foundation,

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I can move with my boyfriend and his family. And

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I knew I could do porn because I had the

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agent that I found, so I had all the doors

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open for me, and I really wanted to do it,

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so I thought why not?

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Speaker 2: So how did you jump from the idea of doing

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like fashion, music, and art to porn? Because there is

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an element of all of those things in porn, But

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I think most people wouldn't think like there would be

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that yeah, jump, I mean there must have been like

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some other thoughts underneath that.

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Speaker 3: Definitely, Yeah, there definitely is like a part of me

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that is so strongly drawn and passionate about erotic art, Like, yes,

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I have all the other things, but I from a

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very young age always just felt super comfortable and like

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just lit up and happy, like just with anything that

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is like naked erotic sexual, and so I thought it

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would just be the perfect outlet for me to do

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a porn to like express that part of myself, and

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it's only helped me learn more about that part of

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myself and grow.

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Speaker 2: Did you ever worry that, like doing porn would basically

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prevent you from exploring any of those other interests.

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Speaker 3: Of course I did have that limitating thought, but I

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didn't let it stop me because I know that's just

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like kind of an intrusive thought of fear. Like I

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know that I can do anything, and I'm capable of anything,

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and I can push boundaries even if they haven't been

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pushed before.

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Speaker 2: And the world is changing, like you are seeing what

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you know some would call mattress actresses like moving into mainstream,

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getting me from brand deals and stuff. So this is

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a time where there's a lot of shift happening. So

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who knows what the world's going to be like for

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sex workers in ten years.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I agree, it's very exciting I'm very grateful for

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the time that, like I joined the industry. I feel

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like it's a very like exciting changing time.

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Speaker 2: Now, you said you had a long term boyfriend at

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the time, so did he know about your plans?

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Speaker 3: He did, yes, by the time time we started dating

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in twenty twenty, So by the time I turned eighteen

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in twenty twenty two, we had really been together for

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two years, so we were very comfortable. We had a

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very stable and good relationship. I was very grateful to

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have that at such.

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Speaker 4: A young age.

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Speaker 3: And when I did turn eighteen, it wasn't that I

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just wanted to start doing porn. I wanted to start

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opening our relationship. And it kind of was like a

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slow trickle at first. He started letting me just hook

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up with other girls. Then we would hook up with

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other girls together, and then we started doing swinging, like

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right when I was eighteen, and so he was already

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very comfortable with a more open relationship. And I told

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him I wanted to do porn, and he was very

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supportive about it, and yeah, I got very lucky he

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was very supportive.

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Speaker 2: So you moved to southern California, and you said that

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you had that foundation that safety net of his family,

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I did, did they know what you were moving out

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to southern Calimornia to do?

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Speaker 3: So? Luckily it was his like his mom lived in

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New York where I was, so I already knew his mom.

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I was moving in with his dad's family. And his

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dad was a very chill, sweet guy. He worked in

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the marijuana industry, so very like hippie, fun loving family.

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Speaker 2: So another high risk industry. Yeah, yeah, problem, Yes, sure.

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Speaker 3: I never directly told him, but I remember my ex

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boyfriend's mom found out that's in New York and told

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him just like as like like an awareness. She was like,

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I don't know if you know, but like, because Emma's

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living with you, this is what she's doing. But he

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was like, oh, I kind of assumed, and he was

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just he's never never said anything about it, So yeah,

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I think he assumed and he never said anything about that.

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Speaker 2: What about your family?

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Speaker 3: My family found out pretty early on as well, My

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mom or maybe a family member sent her. But they

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found my Twitter before I even had like followers, Like

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they just saw Emma Rosie xxx, and I was like, oh, okay,

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they found out right away. I thought it would take

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a little longer. My mom was definitely upset. First of all,

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she thought I was going to be an esthetician, so

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she was disappointed and also just like, yeah, you'd.

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Speaker 2: Be getting facials instead of giving.

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Speaker 4: Them similar.

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Speaker 3: Well, but yeah, she was upset, and like my aunts

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were upset. My mom's one of five girls, so I

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have all like aunts, and the only people that didn't

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know and still don't know are my grandparents. And yeah,

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they were honestly very hard on me at first. They

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banned me from that Christmas that year, I wasn't allowed

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to fly home to New York. My mom wasn't really

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the leader of that. She tried to advocate for me.

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It was mostly the sisters, my aunts, but luckily they

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got over it and now they just kind of deal

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with it. But they had to go through their own

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growing pains and acceptance. And what I'm just grateful for

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is me and my mom a really good friendship and relationship.

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And she says she accepts it, but she doesn't understand it,

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which I value because I understand like from her point

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of view, I'm her baby girl.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, did what do you think like change their minds?

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Because I hear a lot from girls when their parents

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find out and they get upset. They like the first

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thing I hear is like sex trafficking.

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Speaker 4: Yes, that's exactly what my mom said.

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Speaker 2: They told my friends that they were like forced into.

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Speaker 3: It, which made me so upset, Like I felt like, oh,

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like I'm so sad that you think I'm unsafe, Like

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I never would want her to think that I was

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in danger or unsafe, but honestly, I feel like it

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was just she had to like accept it with time.

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Speaker 4: But also the first time.

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Speaker 3: I didn't go to AVN the first year of my career,

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which would have been AVN twenty twenty three, but I

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went to AVN after I'd been in the industry for

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a year, which was AVN twenty twenty four. And after

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going there and like showing her just like how professional

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and how like everyone's coming together, and how like it's

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a big community that's like so like so professional and

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so well rounded. It's not just like cheap and like dangerous.

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I feel like after I showed her AVM for the

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first time and when I went, she kind of grew

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more comfortable and also seeing that I could take care

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of myself and I'm being responsible and I'm safe and

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I'm taking care of my body and my mind. She

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was like, Okay, well it's not a bad thing.

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Speaker 4: I guess.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's not what she thought it would be. Yeah,

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got it. So tell me about your first scene. Who

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did you work with and do you remember what brand

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it was for?

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Speaker 3: Yes, my first scene is dar in my heart. It

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will always be because I was still in high school.

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I remember I had signed with my agent the May

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of twenty twenty two and I was going to wait

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till I moved to LA officially to do my first scenes.

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Speaker 4: But he asked me.

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Speaker 3: He was like, you know, we could have you do

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two scenes in Phoenix and you could make some money

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and just like and then start working consistently once you move.

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Speaker 4: So I remember, I was like, how can I do this?

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Speaker 2: Like?

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Speaker 4: How can I fly in Phoenix? My mom can?

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Speaker 3: And he was like, we could do it on like

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a Saturday, on a Saturday and Sunday and then you

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fly home and you'll get home by like Monday morning.

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Because I actually did have school that Monday morning. So

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I planned it where I told my mom.

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Speaker 2: I lied to her.

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Speaker 3: I said I was going on a girl shrip to

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mom talk for the weekend, and I got the flights

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books and everything, and it was for the companies exploited

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college girls ex cookie and backroom couch casting, I believe. Yeah,

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I was super excited and my agent ex agent asked me,

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he was like, do you want to do anal for

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one of them? And I hadn't done anal at all yet, Like,

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no anal in my personal life only like a lot

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of fingers up the butt. I did a lot of

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anal play during like sex, but never the actual thing.

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Speaker 2: I just sorry, that is not you doing anal. She

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shouldn't have been the agent. Not about your career long term.

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It's like a short term cash exactly, because you should

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have recognized that you don't do that right away. You

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build up to that. You get a name, and then

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you get a company depend to spend a lot of

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money for you to do your first anal, or you

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do it for your own right exact platform.

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Speaker 4: I wish I knew that. I didn't.

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Speaker 2: I was just like, yeah, I'm.

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Speaker 3: Sim morning and I wanted the money, and I honestly

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I was like, it would be cool to lose my

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an virginity on camera for the first time. And because

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I knew that, like I could do it, but I

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just like honey, and I was like, no, I didn't

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have that thing that I was like the incentive that

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I would always have it on camera and that would

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be for my first scene.

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Speaker 4: Like that kind of pushed me like, okay, I'm ready.

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Speaker 3: To do an So I did some prep and but

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I didn't I definitely didn't realize like how much I

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would like it. I wasn't sure if I'd like it,

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but yeah, so I had to fly to Phoenix, I

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told my mom, was with my friends. I remember I

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was so excited, so nervous, like shaking, like in a

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good way. I had such intense butterf I couldn't believe

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it was finally happening. And the first scene wasn't the

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anal one. The first scene was the exploited college Girls one,

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and I still remember sitting in the little hotel doing

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makeup with the makeup arts that I'm still friends with,

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and then getting driven to the set and every little

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detail I remember, and I remember they.

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Speaker 4: Were like, are you okay?

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Speaker 3: You're shaking because I just get like nervous, excited, like

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even if I know, like I'm ready to do this,

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I'll still shake a little bit. And the first scene

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was amazing, I did just like a lot of toys

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and it was just regular amazing sex, no anal and

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they were so sweet. There was like five people on set.

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I'm still friends with the male talent that I did

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my first scene with. Who was it it was he

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goes By? It goes by like Mitch, I don't know what.

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He's married to this model named Megan Marks goes By

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fitsub okay, And there's such a sweet couple and I

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would like later in my career go and see them

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in Phoenix. My contact with them, and they're just such

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a sweet couple. But yeah, luckily he was my male

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town the next day, so it made me comfortable, like

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knowing I would see him the next day and he

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would do anal with me, and the scenement amazing. I

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remember I squirted it for the first time because he

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made me square.

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Speaker 4: With his figures.

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Speaker 2: Did you know what it was?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 2: I did.

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Speaker 4: I just didn't think I could.

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Speaker 2: Okay, because girls like think that they paid.

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Speaker 4: Yeah I do.

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Speaker 2: I was like, I know girls who've like literally squirted

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it on set and like ran to the bathroom like embarrassed,

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and I've had to like go to the bathroom like

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that was that was a good thing. Yeah, he squirted

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like people pay extra money for that, Like fine, come

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on out, like they good, very good thing.

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Speaker 3: So yeah, I did the first scene, and then the

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next day I did the anal scene, which I remember

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was intense for me. I was like, I did have

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a few moments where I was like, oh, can I

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do this, like cleaning out my asshole, wondering am I

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going to be able to? But I ended up having

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a super fun time. I remember I did such a

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happy dance in the mirror after. I was like, oh

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my god, I'm so proud of you. And I just

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kept thinking about the whole time I was there doing

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the scenes. I kept thinking about what my life would

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be like once I moved to LA and could fully

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uncopsle myself and being a porn star. And luckily since

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then it's all gone beautifully And yeah, my first two

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scenes will always have such a special place in my heart.

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Speaker 2: That's great that you had a good experience, because that's

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obviously not everybody's story, and that always makes me sad

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because you want to start off on the right foot

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because it can color your opinion of the industry because

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it's builled with all different kinds of people, good people

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and bad people, like anybody exact means. So you're twenty.

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Speaker 4: One now, yeah, I'm twenty one.

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Speaker 2: So question for you, and this is something that comes

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up a lot. I mean, you're only two years older,

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but you started at eighteen. You started young. Do you

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feel like you were ready Because a lot of people

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think that like eighteen year old aren't ready to get

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into they should raise the age.

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Speaker 3: I've heard that a lot, and I just feel like,

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for me, I definitely was ready, like one hundred percent.

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Speaker 4: And I don't know.

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Speaker 3: It's tricky because I obviously I want to look out

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for everyone's well being mind, body, soul.

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Speaker 4: So I don't even know what I would.

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Speaker 3: Say my opinion on is like is on raising the

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age because I feel like I was ready. But I'm

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me and I've had my own life experiences that have

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shaped me to make the decisions I make and have

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the discernment I use in my decision making. But I

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know that's a blessing for me to have. Not all

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people have that coming into the industry.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I don't think you have to have like

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an overall opinion, but like you can speak from your

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own experience because it isn't the same for everybody. Yeah,

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and I'm of I have like I'm of two minds

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about it. Like I understand the concern about starting young

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because it is something that will change your life for

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the rest of your life, and not everybody does research

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when they come in and it sounds like you were

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prepared and you really thought about this, and you know

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what I mean. But also it's like if we as

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a society decide that eighteen you're an adult, and then

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you're an adult, you know what I mean, Like if

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you can go to war and die, then yeah, you're

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at eighteen for your country, you can do porn. Yeah,

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It's just like you can't like it can't be one

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or the other. It's like do you are you an

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adult or are you not?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean like I would say, like I I

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because if they were to raise it, then I don't

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know where I'd be, Like like say I wasn't able

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to do it, then I'm like hmmm, but yeah, I agree.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean if you're you know, if you had

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a good experience, and you had a good experience, I

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mean I know a lot of other girls who are

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really big names now who started at eighteen that feel

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like they made the right choice, like a bellow danger

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or if you're gray. So it's definitely not saying that

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applies to every buddy. But I think ultimately what it

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is is there's not a lot of porn literacy out there.

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There's not like a one website that you can go

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to that is like gives you all of the information

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in one place. Actually, I don't even know what would

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you find, Ernie. I'm curious if you Google, Like I

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don't know what would it be, like how to get

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into porn or like what like what comes up? Like

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what is the website that even comes up? I don't

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even know, because I feel like maybe some company like

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paid to be at the top of Google Search so

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that like girls would see I'd be like, Okay, I'm

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gonna work with that company, you know what I mean.

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I just feel like there's not really a lot of

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information where people can go to one place and be like, Okay,

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these are all the things I need to think about.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, there's not. There's a wiki three ways to

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be a Porn Star, So wiki how I don't know

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if people are on that, but like, how do you

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become a porn star on a subreddit.

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Speaker 3: So I've thought about, like, how like someone in the

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industry should like make just a YouTube video, like I

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actually really yeah.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, but it's for guys because I get that question

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from guys so much, like.

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Speaker 3: Abella or someone or could kazume me or like someone

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anyone I could.

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Speaker 2: I actually I should do one for girls because I

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could literally take clips of this podcast and put it

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in there, because like so many girls give advice from

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different perspectives, which I think is really valuable. Yes, yeah,

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all right, Emma, So it took you some time to

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get widespread attention in the industry. I know that sometimes

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girls come in and they expect or hope that they're

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going to become a big star, like immediately, like within

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the first few months. It takes time. How was that

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experience for you? Were there ever moments that you felt discouraged, like,

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oh my god, am I ever gonna make it? How

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did you stay motivated?

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Speaker 3: I definitely had moments where I was like questioning if

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it was worth living so far from my family because

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I'm always like missing them, and I'm like, is this

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worth it? Because like, yeah, it did take me like

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a year or two to get my name out there

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to get with certain companies, but it was never about

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the growth of my name. I feel like I always

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had like really good, like little wins along the way

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that just kept me motivated, like oh, I got to

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work with this company or I worked with this person,

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and I just yeah, I honestly haven't felt discouraged from that.

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The most I get discouraged is like, is it worth

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it to live across the country just for this missing

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like my cousin's birthdays, missing grandparents Ann's birthdays, like But

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at the end of the day, it is because now

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at twenty one, almost twenty two, I found a really

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good balance.

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Speaker 2: Was there any one moment or any scene you did,

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or any booking that you got, or even just some

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opportunity where you felt like, Okay, this means I'm getting somewhere,

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or this solidifies my place in the industry.

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Speaker 3: Once things just start to pick up more like consistently,

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like I would I would have bookings be like less consistent,

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like I'd have a busy month and a slow month

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and a busy month. But once I, like every month

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started getting super busy, like around a year ago last fall,

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I was like, okay, like I'm always booked and busy,

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I'm always working with big companies.

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Speaker 2: Is that when you signed with Speakler, No, it was

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like shortly before when your career picks up.

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Speaker 3: Yeah it was last Yeah, it was like October I worked.

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I hadn't worked like an example of it took a

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while for my name to get out their New Biles,

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Like I was always very perfect model for new Biles,

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but they didn't book me until last fall, which I

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had been in my career for two years, so they

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booked me for the first time. Immediately were like, we

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want to make your contract star. So during that then

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I was so busy because like they said that in

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October twenty twenty four, and they wanted me to start

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being their contract start of this year January twenty twenty five.

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So those last few months of the year were so

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busy because I knew I wouldn't work with any company

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for a long time. So it was definitely last year

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when I got the contract. Yeah, I was like, okay,

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I'm good, like porn likes me, I'm set.

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Speaker 2: Are you still under contract with them?

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Speaker 3: No, it was only the first three months.

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Speaker 4: Of the year.

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Speaker 2: Okay, that makes sense. Yeah, yeah, A lot of companies

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do that where it's like because you're new and you

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can get it, they can get a lot of content exactly.

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Speaker 3: It was fun because I had AVM during it too,

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so I was representing them during them during AVM twenty

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twenty four or twenty twenty five.

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Speaker 2: Sorry, so you have mentioned earlier that you're like artistic.

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You've also said that you're spiritual and passionate. How do

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those sides of you show up in your work?

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Speaker 3: I feel like they show up in my work in

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different ways. It depends what type of work I'm doing.

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Like in a porn scene, obviously I'm being crazy, like

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in a gonzo scene, it's hard to be artistic. But

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I feel like, just like the way I show up

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and do everything, Like I feel like on my body,

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I've are everywhere. So when I'm sucking dick, I still

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have like be here now on my hand and it's still.

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Speaker 4: There, and I yeah, like I still have my life,

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my peace side, my yinging.

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Speaker 3: But when I do get to do like more like

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acting and like scripted scenes, I do feel like my

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artistics side comes out because I like to encapsule myself

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in whatever character or situations going on. And also whenever

479
00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:35,519
I get to like pick outfits or styling, it definitely

480
00:23:35,519 --> 00:23:36,880
shows my artistic side.

481
00:23:37,519 --> 00:23:41,200
Speaker 2: I can tell that you're definitely into thank you this podcast.

482
00:23:41,279 --> 00:23:43,759
Like in Sweatpants, No, I get it, Like I.

483
00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:46,759
Speaker 3: Always love to wear cute outfits. I used to want

484
00:23:46,759 --> 00:23:48,720
to go to f I T So Fashion in another

485
00:23:48,799 --> 00:23:53,519
life was definitely my career. But yeah, I'm still learning

486
00:23:53,519 --> 00:23:57,039
how to like express myself in different ways in like

487
00:23:57,279 --> 00:24:00,759
different platforms and avenues.

488
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:04,880
Speaker 2: I will tell you, like, the adult industry is definitely

489
00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:09,000
lacking stylists. There's not a lot yeah stylists. I agree,

490
00:24:09,119 --> 00:24:11,640
So just saying that, Yeah, you know, if you ever

491
00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:14,319
want to transition to something else, there's really like that

492
00:24:14,440 --> 00:24:16,039
is a good idea. Not that many.

493
00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, I feel like there's only a few times I've

494
00:24:18,759 --> 00:24:21,400
been on set where there's an actual stylust which I

495
00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:22,599
really value.

496
00:24:22,680 --> 00:24:27,920
Speaker 2: Which I love also because most companies can't afford it unfortunately.

497
00:24:28,279 --> 00:24:31,599
So obviously you're you're very petite. How do you take

498
00:24:31,640 --> 00:24:34,960
care of your body like during and after shoots? Like

499
00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:37,279
do you feel a lot of wear and tear and

500
00:24:37,359 --> 00:24:38,319
how do you manage that?

501
00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:41,359
Speaker 3: Luckily, I don't feel a lot of wear and tear.

502
00:24:41,599 --> 00:24:47,119
I definitely take care of my body, like very consistently

503
00:24:47,519 --> 00:24:51,519
and intentionally. I practice a lot of ire Veda practices

504
00:24:51,599 --> 00:24:54,799
like ton scraping, oil pulling, dry brushing.

505
00:24:55,039 --> 00:24:57,920
Speaker 2: Okay, what is that you have to enlighten me? I

506
00:24:57,920 --> 00:24:58,440
don't know what that is.

507
00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:02,200
Speaker 3: Ireveda is just like it's a way I forget the

508
00:25:02,240 --> 00:25:05,240
actual definition, but it's it's like it has health practices

509
00:25:05,279 --> 00:25:07,640
that I learned about through aesthetics when I was going

510
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:10,160
to be an esthetician, And a lot of people do

511
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:12,519
it that aren't into ovator, But I feel like tongue

512
00:25:12,559 --> 00:25:15,279
scraping is something that everybody needs to do in the industry.

513
00:25:15,319 --> 00:25:17,480
I don't get why everyone doesn't bring a tongue scraper

514
00:25:17,559 --> 00:25:21,079
to set, Like why wouldn't you scrape your tongue?

515
00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,279
Speaker 2: You you're I'm I'm laughing because like the idea of

516
00:25:24,319 --> 00:25:26,720
everyone bringing a tongue scraper to set is sort of funny,

517
00:25:26,759 --> 00:25:30,960
but it's also like true, Like I mean, I brushed

518
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:32,160
my tongue. I had a tongue.

519
00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:33,759
Speaker 4: Scraper, but they're just so valuable.

520
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:37,319
Speaker 2: My husband has like a copper one. Yeah, like really good,

521
00:25:37,519 --> 00:25:41,759
Like it's like a little it's very fancy. It's like

522
00:25:41,759 --> 00:25:43,200
like tongue scraper. I don't touch it.

523
00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:43,880
Speaker 4: It's the best.

524
00:25:44,559 --> 00:25:47,400
Speaker 3: It really helps with digestion too, Like it's like because

525
00:25:47,519 --> 00:25:49,680
digestion starts when you eat yehod.

526
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:51,240
Speaker 4: So apparently it's really good.

527
00:25:51,519 --> 00:25:51,799
Speaker 2: Yeah.

528
00:25:51,799 --> 00:25:54,119
Speaker 3: But also oil pulling, like you keep oil in your

529
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:57,880
mouth and it helps kill so much bacteria, so much drive.

530
00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:01,720
Speaker 4: You can use cocoa nut. I use coconut.

531
00:26:01,799 --> 00:26:05,440
Speaker 2: I think avocado and like fractionated coconut oil, like they're

532
00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:08,039
already melted, okay.

533
00:26:07,599 --> 00:26:09,160
Speaker 3: Or not, or you could do it work because it

534
00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,119
would melt in your mouth anyway, so it would be like,

535
00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:14,319
but I do coconut and then I'm always doing scrubs

536
00:26:14,319 --> 00:26:20,519
for exfoliation, meditation. I'm working out, going, running a lot

537
00:26:20,519 --> 00:26:23,680
of baths. I love baths. Baths are like Santex for me,

538
00:26:23,920 --> 00:26:32,359
Like they're so relaxing, praying, sleeping, eating, well, stretching. I've

539
00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:34,839
always been a very athletic person, so I think that's

540
00:26:34,880 --> 00:26:37,759
why my body does very well in port because it's

541
00:26:37,799 --> 00:26:40,000
very athletic and I'm always doing crazy things.

542
00:26:40,279 --> 00:26:41,480
Speaker 4: Yeah it works out.

543
00:26:41,759 --> 00:26:43,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're what they call a spinner.

544
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:44,680
Speaker 4: Yes, the spinner.

545
00:26:45,359 --> 00:26:48,599
Speaker 2: Your spinner is like a spetitue girl and they generally

546
00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:51,519
are paired with like guys with large penises because it

547
00:26:51,519 --> 00:26:53,920
makes it look even bigger. Like you mean, it's like

548
00:26:54,079 --> 00:26:57,920
spinner and deal like kind of crazy shit. So you

549
00:26:58,000 --> 00:27:01,200
mentioned praying, so like what does that mean to you?

550
00:27:01,279 --> 00:27:04,759
Are you religious? Are you spiritual? How does that manifest

551
00:27:04,799 --> 00:27:05,799
itself in your life?

552
00:27:06,039 --> 00:27:09,200
Speaker 3: I definitely am religious and spiritual. I get like very

553
00:27:09,279 --> 00:27:12,440
shy and like embarrassed because like, yes, I am a

554
00:27:12,480 --> 00:27:16,920
porn star. I do crazy things, I say very crazy things.

555
00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:21,359
But I was raised in a very Catholic family and

556
00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:23,680
I went to cathlic school most of my life, and

557
00:27:23,799 --> 00:27:26,039
I definitely had a phase where I was repulsed by it.

558
00:27:26,079 --> 00:27:27,960
I was like, I don't want this, don't shove it

559
00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:33,359
down my throat. And then I had a stage in

560
00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:36,759
my life where I was kind of awakened back in

561
00:27:36,839 --> 00:27:41,200
spirituality thanks to like Hinduism, Buddhism, and just like New

562
00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:44,119
age pagan practices in general. And that brought me back

563
00:27:44,160 --> 00:27:48,279
to like being like soul, like connected to my soul, praying,

564
00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:52,079
connected to source. And then I came back to my

565
00:27:52,119 --> 00:27:54,279
Catholic roots and I started getting very connected.

566
00:27:54,319 --> 00:27:55,599
Speaker 4: I know, it's so weird that I'm.

567
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:58,480
Speaker 2: Talking about it the first person. Honestly, you're not the

568
00:27:58,519 --> 00:28:01,440
first person. You're religious and you do porn too.

569
00:28:01,559 --> 00:28:04,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, And then I came back to my Catholic roots

570
00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:07,519
and like praying the Rosary and go sometimes I go

571
00:28:07,599 --> 00:28:10,160
to Mass if I can, but it's just something that

572
00:28:10,319 --> 00:28:13,400
I like, it keeps me grounded. It keeps me connected

573
00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:16,119
to my family, to my soul, to the universe. And

574
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:19,559
it's nothing like that's a one straight road. I'm like,

575
00:28:19,599 --> 00:28:23,000
I'm not like Catholic, you know. I just I feel

576
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:27,079
very connected to Catholic traditions because my family did them

577
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:30,519
growing up. And yeah, so I definitely pray a lot.

578
00:28:31,319 --> 00:28:31,480
Speaker 5: No.

579
00:28:31,559 --> 00:28:35,279
Speaker 2: I mean that makes sense because I have found that

580
00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:38,880
the girls who have the healthiest relationship with porn and

581
00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:43,160
honestly with life right like, had that element of spirituality,

582
00:28:43,319 --> 00:28:48,119
have that ability to reflect, to meditate, to be quiet,

583
00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:52,799
to maybe maybe believe in something bigger than themselves, have

584
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:57,559
that kind of like you know, faith is like one

585
00:28:57,599 --> 00:29:01,160
of those things that I think can be seeing a

586
00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:03,720
certain way where it's like only religious, but I don't

587
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:06,599
think that that's necessarily the case. Like for me, like

588
00:29:06,759 --> 00:29:10,440
faith is like everything's gonna be okay. Yeah, it doesn't

589
00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:13,319
feel here right now, but like it is, and you

590
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:16,079
just have to move forward with that belief and then

591
00:29:16,119 --> 00:29:17,960
like those things will come to you because you have

592
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:21,559
an energy and your energy attracts people and it attracts opportunities.

593
00:29:21,759 --> 00:29:25,519
And it makes sense that you know, Catholicism has you know,

594
00:29:25,599 --> 00:29:28,920
a lot of traditions and they are, and I'm sure

595
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:31,880
that growing up in that that would make sense that

596
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:35,240
coming back to that just feels more like you're connecting

597
00:29:35,279 --> 00:29:37,880
to your family and like your childhood and your roots

598
00:29:38,279 --> 00:29:43,400
as opposed to necessarily you know, believing Catholicism, Like buy

599
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:43,880
the book.

600
00:29:44,599 --> 00:29:47,319
Speaker 3: I'm very grateful that I have all of those like

601
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:51,319
things that helped me just like keep faithful because yes,

602
00:29:51,359 --> 00:29:54,079
there's so many crazy things in the world in general

603
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:57,640
and just in the porn industry. So definitely, I feel

604
00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:00,000
like that's helped me like not get frustrated and discouraged.

605
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:02,319
Also because I'm like, at the end of the day,

606
00:30:02,519 --> 00:30:05,440
like I'm here in this moment and that's all that matters.

607
00:30:05,599 --> 00:30:07,119
Speaker 4: Now he's gonna be okay.

608
00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:09,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean it's easy to spin out in fear.

609
00:30:09,359 --> 00:30:11,400
It happens to me a lot. Yeah, Like I'll get

610
00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:13,839
to this stage and I'll just start spinning out, and

611
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:16,359
I'll start thinking about all this and also thinking about

612
00:30:16,359 --> 00:30:19,720
horrible things that could happen that like are very unlikely

613
00:30:19,799 --> 00:30:22,880
to happen, but my brain just goes down that path.

614
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,440
And I think those are the moments where like do

615
00:30:25,559 --> 00:30:29,680
you need that grounding to pull you back, and yeah,

616
00:30:29,799 --> 00:30:30,559
I think that's.

617
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:34,799
Speaker 3: Why I say I am God's fucked All, because because

618
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:37,559
I feel like it's such an important part of me.

619
00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:40,759
But at the same time, like I'm for everybody, I'm

620
00:30:40,759 --> 00:30:45,119
God's fucked All. But I'm also just I love the universe.

621
00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:48,519
Speaker 2: So would you ever be like, because you know there

622
00:30:48,519 --> 00:30:52,039
are some scenes where they'll do like religious scenes where

623
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:55,880
yah use Catholicism and sometimes in a negative way, do

624
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:59,880
you ever like worry about those are reservations around?

625
00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:04,160
Speaker 3: No, I've done lots of like shoot erotic photo shoots

626
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:08,440
like none outfits or with my rosaries, like I'll do

627
00:31:08,559 --> 00:31:11,759
photo shoots with family heirloom rosaries with their naked on

628
00:31:11,799 --> 00:31:14,640
me because I I do have like this intuition and

629
00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:18,279
just knowing that my ancestors are like they're blessed, they

630
00:31:18,319 --> 00:31:20,440
have their blessing on all the things I'm doing.

631
00:31:20,920 --> 00:31:21,759
Speaker 4: I just I know it.

632
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:28,160
Speaker 2: I like that. Okay, So you won your first Avian

633
00:31:28,359 --> 00:31:31,720
Award recently for the best trans one on one scene.

634
00:31:31,759 --> 00:31:35,359
Who was that with? For what company? And how did

635
00:31:35,400 --> 00:31:36,519
it feel when you won?

636
00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:40,240
Speaker 3: It was with the beautiful and tented Jade Venus, and

637
00:31:40,319 --> 00:31:44,200
it was for I believe it was. It was directed

638
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,319
and filmed by Jim Powers. It was for adult time,

639
00:31:46,400 --> 00:31:48,319
so I forget which side it was because he was

640
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:49,799
he is.

641
00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:51,799
Speaker 2: I had never met him until I had him on

642
00:31:51,839 --> 00:31:55,759
my podcast, Like I've known that name forever, and I feel.

643
00:31:55,559 --> 00:31:56,680
Speaker 4: So grateful to know him.

644
00:31:57,119 --> 00:32:02,319
Speaker 3: People like him and Pat My and like Mike Quais are,

645
00:32:02,680 --> 00:32:04,799
Oh my god, Chris Dreams. I feel so grateful to

646
00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:10,359
know all the veterans. But yes, I remember when I

647
00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:13,799
was filming that scene, I was like, when Jade, there's

648
00:32:13,839 --> 00:32:16,359
this part where Jade picks me up at the fridge

649
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:18,039
and we started making out.

650
00:32:18,119 --> 00:32:20,119
Speaker 4: I was like, that was so good.

651
00:32:20,160 --> 00:32:22,160
Speaker 3: This is gonna win an award because it just felt

652
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:26,119
so romantic, so real, but so sexy, and then when

653
00:32:26,119 --> 00:32:28,920
we finally did get to the sex, it was just amazing.

654
00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:32,680
But yeah, I think it was for like trans X Films.

655
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:35,200
I forget what the actual site was, but I remember

656
00:32:35,319 --> 00:32:37,480
it was an anal scene and it was like supposed

657
00:32:37,519 --> 00:32:40,319
to be a slumber party and it was my first

658
00:32:40,319 --> 00:32:43,279
time meeting Jaye, and she was so sweet and we

659
00:32:43,319 --> 00:32:46,680
just hit it off immediately, lots of chemistry. So once

660
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:50,680
we were actually filming, it was super fun. And when

661
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:53,160
I saw got nominated. I was like, oh, okay, and

662
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:57,079
we were up against like some amazing performers, amazing lineups

663
00:32:57,119 --> 00:32:59,680
and scenes. So I was like, I honestly didn't think

664
00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:03,000
I would win because we would win, because like, we

665
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:06,519
were up against some amazing scenes. But when I did win,

666
00:33:06,599 --> 00:33:10,440
I was like so shocked and excited and happy for us.

667
00:33:10,599 --> 00:33:14,640
I'm grateful and yeah, it was surreal, but I still

668
00:33:14,640 --> 00:33:16,480
always remember that moment.

669
00:33:17,119 --> 00:33:19,599
Speaker 2: Do you have any particular performers that you really feel

670
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:21,079
like you have good chemistry with?

671
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:25,240
Speaker 3: Mmm, I honestly a lot of performers. It's rare that

672
00:33:25,319 --> 00:33:31,359
I don't have chemistry with someone, but like the most chemistry.

673
00:33:31,440 --> 00:33:34,039
I have a lot of chemistry with like dilts, like

674
00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:36,039
Charles Darra, we have a lot.

675
00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:40,480
Speaker 2: Against I love. I love him, he's great.

676
00:33:40,680 --> 00:33:44,000
Speaker 3: I recently worked with someone for the first time, Jason

677
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:48,640
Cincarelli or something, I forget it, but he's another DiPT.

678
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:51,960
I feel like Vince Carter obviously, he's amazing.

679
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:54,720
Speaker 2: Do you like older men like in personal life?

680
00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:59,119
Speaker 3: Yes, well I wouldn't date an older man, but I

681
00:33:59,200 --> 00:34:00,440
like having sex with older men.

682
00:34:00,599 --> 00:34:03,279
Speaker 2: Oh interesting, Yeah, why would you not date an older man?

683
00:34:03,759 --> 00:34:07,599
Speaker 3: I like to date people that are like three to

684
00:34:07,799 --> 00:34:10,920
seven eight years older than me, not too far away

685
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:11,440
from my age.

686
00:34:11,559 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 2: Okay, because you've I mean that generational gap can sometimes.

687
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:17,320
Speaker 4: Yeah, I did dabble in it.

688
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:20,480
Speaker 3: I did. That's why I already have dated older men

689
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:21,760
since I was eighteen.

690
00:34:22,079 --> 00:34:25,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I know I always loved older men, and

691
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,800
now that I'm old, I'm like older men are now

692
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:33,920
like eighty. For me, it's I'm married. My husband's actually

693
00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:37,480
younger than me, which is ironic. I never excited that.

694
00:34:37,639 --> 00:34:40,360
But question on that, then, actually, do you think that

695
00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:41,480
you would ever date a fan?

696
00:34:43,159 --> 00:34:43,760
Speaker 4: I think so?

697
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:45,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like like to me, like there would just be

698
00:34:45,920 --> 00:34:48,800
a person like if they checked all my boxes, we

699
00:34:48,800 --> 00:34:52,039
had good chemistry, we had connection, then yes, like it

700
00:34:52,039 --> 00:34:54,039
wouldn't matter that they're a fan. It would just like

701
00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:57,079
they would need to be at least in a good

702
00:34:57,119 --> 00:34:59,840
age Ranche, we have good chemistry. But yeah, them being

703
00:34:59,840 --> 00:35:02,320
a fan wouldn't be a deal breaker.

704
00:35:02,519 --> 00:35:06,960
Speaker 2: But how would they even because it feels like how

705
00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:09,679
would they even like approach you? Right, because it's like

706
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:11,960
if a fan comes up to you at a convention

707
00:35:12,079 --> 00:35:14,440
and ask for your number, the chances are you are

708
00:35:14,519 --> 00:35:16,719
not going to give it to them, but you could

709
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,760
meet them in a more casual situation, introduced by friends

710
00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:20,880
or things, and they could be like, oh my god,

711
00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:23,400
I'm actually like a fan of yours. Is that kind

712
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:26,239
of like what you're thinking? More along those lines, a

713
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:31,719
fan like write to you on OnlyFans? And potentially maybe

714
00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:32,599
it would depend.

715
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:34,239
Speaker 4: I don't know.

716
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:38,440
Speaker 3: Maybe if I met someone in a natural way, like

717
00:35:38,679 --> 00:35:40,840
they saw me at like a cafe or a bar

718
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:43,480
or restaurant and they're like, I know who you are,

719
00:35:43,599 --> 00:35:45,000
but also do you want to hang out?

720
00:35:45,119 --> 00:35:47,840
Speaker 2: Maybeeah? So if it was like outside.

721
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:50,480
Speaker 3: Outside of a word, yeah, like av I'm probably no,

722
00:35:50,599 --> 00:35:53,119
because then in my head, I'm like, if one person

723
00:35:53,159 --> 00:35:56,000
sees me give my number, then they'll wonder why can't

724
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:56,920
she give a number to me?

725
00:35:57,280 --> 00:36:02,519
Speaker 2: Yeah? So it's a strange place too, it is somebody there. Yeah. Yeah.

726
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:05,599
What do you think sets you apart as a performer?

727
00:36:05,880 --> 00:36:08,360
Speaker 3: That's a good question because we all are so unique

728
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:13,880
and different, everyone in this industry. I think what sets

729
00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:17,960
me apart like everybody else, my experiences getting to hear

730
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:22,400
what shaped me growing up and in my life. I

731
00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:26,840
think it just made me super strong, focused. Yeah, I

732
00:36:28,119 --> 00:36:31,760
think just who I am because no one's been through

733
00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:33,280
what I've been through, and I haven't been through what

734
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:34,360
everyone else has been through.

735
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:38,119
Speaker 2: But yeah, we're all different and special in our own Yes,

736
00:36:39,639 --> 00:36:43,000
do you have like a signature mover like position that

737
00:36:43,159 --> 00:36:45,559
like you are known for would like to be known for?

738
00:36:46,039 --> 00:36:52,199
Or are you just like able to be lifted and

739
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:54,679
spun and like a ton of fun directions.

740
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,679
Speaker 3: I definitely am always put in like crazy positions, but

741
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:02,559
I do like when I I it's only happened a

742
00:37:02,559 --> 00:37:04,880
few times. That's why I'm like, it doesn't happen enough

743
00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:08,559
because they usually want a cumpshot on my face or

744
00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:12,199
somewhere else, but sometimes or like not in this position.

745
00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:14,599
But I really like when I'm getting fucked in pile

746
00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:17,400
Driver and they creampie me, and then I pushed the

747
00:37:17,440 --> 00:37:20,039
cream pie out and it falls in my face, so

748
00:37:20,119 --> 00:37:23,559
I get a facial. Also, like I give myself a facial.

749
00:37:24,239 --> 00:37:26,440
Speaker 2: Because I'm like trying to think how that because I'm

750
00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:31,639
impile Driver, Yeah, I mean yeah, yeah, I guess are

751
00:37:31,679 --> 00:37:34,519
you like can you how close can your mouth come

752
00:37:34,519 --> 00:37:35,719
to your vagina in that position?

753
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:39,400
Speaker 3: Like not very like there's a jiff of it, So

754
00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,119
I'm trying to think, but like the.

755
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,679
Speaker 4: My vagina's here and like, my head's.

756
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:47,719
Speaker 3: Here, so I just push it and it falls drips

757
00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:48,440
offto my face.

758
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:53,239
Speaker 2: I've never seen anybody like it in like the twenty

759
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:55,920
seven years I've been in this industry, I've never I

760
00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:58,400
don't think I've ever shot a cumpshot like that.

761
00:37:58,599 --> 00:38:00,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why I really like it, and I've done

762
00:38:00,519 --> 00:38:02,840
it a few times. I haven't seen anybody anywhere else.

763
00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:04,840
Speaker 2: So I feel like this is your signature move.

764
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:05,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, it has to be.

765
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:07,400
Speaker 2: I have to come up with a name for it.

766
00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:11,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, I will. I'll get back to you on it.

767
00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:18,480
Speaker 2: GPT I could sometimes come up with great titles. So

768
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:22,639
you're also a Spegler girl, which you know, and if

769
00:38:22,639 --> 00:38:25,119
you don't know who Spegler is, you've clearly not been

770
00:38:25,159 --> 00:38:27,400
watching my podcast for very long, because he comes up

771
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:31,199
a lot, because he's considered one of the best agents

772
00:38:31,199 --> 00:38:35,320
in the industry. He's been around the longest, and you know,

773
00:38:35,519 --> 00:38:38,280
to be a Speakler girl is a prestigious thing. I

774
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:42,800
think most people feel. How did that come to be

775
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:43,119
for you?

776
00:38:43,760 --> 00:38:46,599
Speaker 3: So I actually didn't know about Spiegler coming into the

777
00:38:46,679 --> 00:38:49,000
industry when I was a brand new porn girl, but

778
00:38:49,039 --> 00:38:51,039
once I did learn about it, I was like, oh,

779
00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:53,360
like that's a goal for me, Like I want to

780
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:57,599
be with Spiegler because he can help me grow the most,

781
00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:01,199
help me open doors. And also just I admire all

782
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,960
the girls with him already. It's very prestigious and I

783
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:08,079
love that. And I also value the discipline, like I

784
00:39:08,119 --> 00:39:11,039
really I like to be in a rigorous discipline setting.

785
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:13,159
Speaker 2: Definitely a discipliner.

786
00:39:13,519 --> 00:39:16,280
Speaker 3: So I when I did sign up my first agent,

787
00:39:16,320 --> 00:39:19,320
I did sign a three year contract. So I was

788
00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:22,320
in that contract between May twenty twenty two and May

789
00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:27,039
twenty twenty five, and it was a year ago May

790
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:31,039
November fall of twenty twenty four where I knew like,

791
00:39:31,119 --> 00:39:34,000
oh the spring is coming up, I'm almost done.

792
00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:35,840
Speaker 4: I knew I wanted to be at Spiegler.

793
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,719
Speaker 3: So I did my networking and chatting with people, and

794
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,559
it was actually a makeup artist that helped me, and

795
00:39:40,599 --> 00:39:43,519
she's like, you know, like you should just like email

796
00:39:43,599 --> 00:39:44,800
him and call him like.

797
00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:46,760
Speaker 4: Six months before you're out of your contract.

798
00:39:47,159 --> 00:39:50,639
Speaker 3: So I did that, which was a year ago, like

799
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:54,039
almost it was November, and it was around a via

800
00:39:54,039 --> 00:39:57,679
nominations and around where I got offered the contract deal.

801
00:39:58,320 --> 00:40:01,159
So I had a long call with George and we

802
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,639
talked and I thought things were going well, and he

803
00:40:03,679 --> 00:40:05,719
told me he was like, Okay, well come say hi

804
00:40:05,760 --> 00:40:08,199
with the AVN nominations and we'll go from there. Because

805
00:40:08,199 --> 00:40:10,719
obviously I couldn't do anything until I was out of

806
00:40:10,719 --> 00:40:13,880
my contract with my old agent. So the first time

807
00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:19,320
I met them was November nominations for AVM in twenty

808
00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:21,480
twenty four, and I was so nervous because I was

809
00:40:21,519 --> 00:40:23,079
just like, oh my gosh, I had to go up

810
00:40:23,119 --> 00:40:26,400
to the table with all the Spiegler girls and like

811
00:40:26,440 --> 00:40:27,400
they're just sitting there.

812
00:40:27,559 --> 00:40:32,039
Speaker 4: It was so intimidating. I was so nervous, but luckily

813
00:40:32,199 --> 00:40:33,480
I got through. I went up there.

814
00:40:33,559 --> 00:40:35,960
Speaker 3: I didn't actually know what like George looked like because

815
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:38,239
I never met him, so I accidentally was talking to

816
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:40,480
someone else. I was like, are you George, and they're like, no,

817
00:40:40,800 --> 00:40:42,400
I knew the speaker was Thanklesness.

818
00:40:42,880 --> 00:40:45,280
Speaker 2: So there is a very can't miss looking at ye.

819
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:46,719
Nobody else looked like.

820
00:40:49,480 --> 00:40:53,639
Speaker 3: And I had very light conversation with spiegeler like conversation

821
00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:55,559
with George. He did tell me he was like, I'm

822
00:40:55,639 --> 00:40:57,599
very grateful you kept your word. That means a lot

823
00:40:57,679 --> 00:40:59,400
to me that you came up and said Hi, So I.

824
00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:04,199
Speaker 4: Was like, yeah, good. Then the new year started, avn happened.

825
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:06,800
Speaker 3: I did my contract deal with Nobiles, I won my

826
00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:10,400
first award. I always stayed like in contact, just like

827
00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:17,039
wishing them happy holidays, like saying hello at events. And

828
00:41:17,079 --> 00:41:19,880
then the spring came and I it was May, and

829
00:41:19,920 --> 00:41:21,719
I was like I was just touching bass and I

830
00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:24,559
just wanted to make sure that they knew I was

831
00:41:24,559 --> 00:41:27,559
still interested. So I set up a meeting, like I

832
00:41:27,599 --> 00:41:31,519
think it was five days before my contract was officially done.

833
00:41:31,679 --> 00:41:35,280
And the meeting went very well. And then my old

834
00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:38,440
agent actually had a call with George. So it was

835
00:41:38,519 --> 00:41:41,960
kind of like she like she had she had given

836
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:43,960
me her blessing too. She was like, I'm proud that

837
00:41:44,119 --> 00:41:47,079
I shaped you and molded you and helped you grow

838
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:50,079
to be a speaker girl. And so once they had

839
00:41:50,159 --> 00:41:54,440
that phone call, and it was May seventeenth, I got

840
00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:56,639
a call and Mark was like, You're on the site,

841
00:41:56,719 --> 00:41:59,320
and I was like, no worry, because I couldn't believe it.

842
00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:02,480
I was like wow, And ever since then, it's pin

843
00:42:02,559 --> 00:42:06,119
a dream come true. I can't even express how grateful

844
00:42:06,119 --> 00:42:08,239
I am to Mark and George and my old agent

845
00:42:08,400 --> 00:42:12,320
for getting me there of Veronica, She's amazing. But yeah,

846
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:15,880
so I'm just grateful that it all worked out because

847
00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:18,320
it definitely was my dream. Once I realized Speaker was

848
00:42:18,320 --> 00:42:20,159
the best of the best, I was like, I need

849
00:42:20,159 --> 00:42:24,760
to be there, and I got recommendations from companies and directors.

850
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,639
So I'm grateful for everyone helping me get there.

851
00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:30,239
Speaker 2: What's the best thing about being a Speaker girl?

852
00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:36,840
Speaker 3: I love the consistency of the work and the quality

853
00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:40,199
of all the companies I'm working with. It's just it's

854
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:42,840
the best. Like I'm a workhorse. I love working a lot,

855
00:42:42,920 --> 00:42:45,519
so I'm always booked and I'm always booked with amazing

856
00:42:45,559 --> 00:42:48,800
talent and amazing companies that are doing really cool videos.

857
00:42:48,880 --> 00:42:50,320
Speaker 4: So that's what I love.

858
00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:55,519
Speaker 2: So question for the fans out there, what sex advice

859
00:42:55,559 --> 00:42:58,400
would you give to men who maybe feel like they're,

860
00:42:59,320 --> 00:43:03,880
you know, falling short and the love love department? Like,

861
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:06,880
what is the one thing that men just don't get right?

862
00:43:08,119 --> 00:43:11,840
Speaker 3: My advice for any men struggling, Like, if you just

863
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:15,400
feel like you could be better in bed and sex,

864
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:18,199
I think it really does come within, like you have

865
00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:23,920
to be confident and secure in yourself. But also like

866
00:43:24,119 --> 00:43:27,840
if you're pressing anything don't just like let it all out,

867
00:43:28,119 --> 00:43:31,000
like you have nothing to be shy or embarrassed about.

868
00:43:31,039 --> 00:43:34,880
Everyone has sexual desire, so whatever the song as a

869
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:38,679
safe and consensual whatever you desire, just let your partner know,

870
00:43:39,199 --> 00:43:41,000
tell them what you want, what you need, but also

871
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:44,360
ask them what they want, what they need. Communicating is

872
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:49,960
so important. But yeah, like, just believe in yourself. You're

873
00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:51,159
a sexy monster.

874
00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:51,719
Speaker 4: You got it?

875
00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:54,599
Speaker 2: What about PENI sizes is that important?

876
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:57,920
Speaker 3: I don't like big dicks, like really big dicks.

877
00:43:57,639 --> 00:44:00,559
Speaker 2: Like well and also big dicks for you or bigger

878
00:44:00,599 --> 00:44:01,480
than big dicks for me?

879
00:44:01,760 --> 00:44:07,599
Speaker 3: True, Like I like, I like long, like I definitely

880
00:44:07,639 --> 00:44:10,239
like length, Like I like a good long dick kind

881
00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:12,679
of like a dagger, Like I like it long with

882
00:44:12,719 --> 00:44:14,000
like a big tip at.

883
00:44:13,920 --> 00:44:14,440
Speaker 5: The end.

884
00:44:15,800 --> 00:44:18,760
Speaker 2: Dagger. Yeah, I wouldn't that be more of an arrow

885
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:21,800
because a daggers get sharper at the.

886
00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:25,360
Speaker 3: End, true, or like yeah, something like yeah it's an

887
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:29,280
arrow an arrow because yeah, I like big tips a lot,

888
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,960
but size doesn't matter too much to me now because like, yeah,

889
00:44:34,079 --> 00:44:37,639
I've worked with big dicks that I enjoy, but they

890
00:44:37,679 --> 00:44:41,039
give me cramps, so I can't take them all the time.

891
00:44:41,159 --> 00:44:42,880
Like if I were to have a boyfriend, I would

892
00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:46,400
need it to be more Yeah, not as massive.

893
00:44:46,639 --> 00:44:48,639
Speaker 2: Yeah, there's boyfriend Dick and there's vacation.

894
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:49,880
Speaker 4: Exactly boyfriend Dick.

895
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:53,079
Speaker 2: So do you, like, is there an average size that

896
00:44:53,159 --> 00:44:56,199
you prefer, because guys always want to hear numbers because

897
00:44:56,199 --> 00:44:56,760
they were like.

898
00:44:57,119 --> 00:44:59,280
Speaker 3: I'm really bad at numbers. I don't know what the

899
00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:06,519
numbers are, but like I think eight inches or is that.

900
00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:09,039
Speaker 2: That's pretty big? The average guys five point five inches?

901
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:11,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, I like seven or eight?

902
00:45:11,559 --> 00:45:14,840
Speaker 2: Probably you feel like a seven. Yeah, I'm looking at

903
00:45:14,840 --> 00:45:17,760
you and I feel like a seven is what you're going.

904
00:45:17,639 --> 00:45:19,239
Speaker 3: For because I'm like just trying to think of what

905
00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:20,480
seven inches looks like it.

906
00:45:20,639 --> 00:45:24,159
Speaker 2: But yeah, So where do you see yourself five years

907
00:45:24,159 --> 00:45:26,920
in the industry? Do you have any big goals that

908
00:45:26,960 --> 00:45:29,599
you want to hit or you just kind of going

909
00:45:29,639 --> 00:45:31,920
to see like where life takes you, or do you

910
00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,400
have a very specific plan.

911
00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:37,920
Speaker 3: Five years in five years in the future in the industry.

912
00:45:38,519 --> 00:45:43,400
I in five years, I hope to have at least

913
00:45:43,559 --> 00:45:48,199
directed one or two of my own movies, porn movies

914
00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:52,280
where I produced my own music for it, as well

915
00:45:52,320 --> 00:45:56,039
as do all the casting and styling and screenwriting.

916
00:45:56,519 --> 00:45:59,639
Speaker 2: Oh wow, that you are a workhouse. That's a lot

917
00:45:59,639 --> 00:45:59,920
of work.

918
00:46:00,119 --> 00:46:00,559
Speaker 4: Yeah, it is.

919
00:46:00,599 --> 00:46:03,480
Speaker 3: It's very ambitious because right now I'm trying to start

920
00:46:03,519 --> 00:46:07,239
my music career. So I definitely never want to leave

921
00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:11,159
porn completely. I always want to keep erotic themes and

922
00:46:11,320 --> 00:46:14,800
keep doing erotic work. But music is like my number

923
00:46:14,840 --> 00:46:19,079
one passion above everything. So I feel like in five years,

924
00:46:19,119 --> 00:46:22,760
if I keep on working with my music, I will

925
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:27,320
have my music like career booming. But also by then

926
00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:30,599
hopefully I could put it together and make porno with

927
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:33,880
music and yeah, and as well be in it well.

928
00:46:33,920 --> 00:46:36,400
Speaker 2: And that's another thing too, like a lot of it's

929
00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:39,760
hard to find royalty free music that it's actually okay

930
00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:41,400
for porn. Yeah, if you go on a lot of

931
00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:44,199
those sites, if you look at the fine print, most

932
00:46:44,239 --> 00:46:46,480
of them say like you can't use it for porn. Yeah,

933
00:46:46,559 --> 00:46:47,679
a lot of people don't realize that.

934
00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:50,920
Speaker 3: I realized that because yeah, people on like if you

935
00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:53,480
post audio on Twitter, you can't post any music on it.

936
00:46:54,599 --> 00:46:56,760
Speaker 2: But even like those like sites where you can like

937
00:46:56,840 --> 00:47:02,280
license music, like audio network, I think audio Networks actually

938
00:47:02,280 --> 00:47:04,039
like one of the only ones that is okay with

939
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:06,480
the pod I think, yeah, because I know that I've

940
00:47:06,559 --> 00:47:08,320
used them before and they knew what I was doing

941
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:09,960
and it was fine. But like a lot of them

942
00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:13,239
are like you look at the fine print, Yeah, you

943
00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,119
know it for porn. A lot of people don't make

944
00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:19,559
music for porn. Yeah, and you know otherwise. I think

945
00:47:19,599 --> 00:47:21,639
when a lot of people think about like music for porn,

946
00:47:21,639 --> 00:47:25,840
I think about really bad old seventies music like the dad,

947
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,320
Like the song my dad wrote for one of my mom's.

948
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:31,920
Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's amazing, so bad.

949
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:35,000
Speaker 2: I should find a clip for it and try to

950
00:47:35,039 --> 00:47:37,039
play it on here, because it's the beginning of one

951
00:47:37,039 --> 00:47:40,440
of my mom's movies called stud Hunters, and it's like

952
00:47:40,519 --> 00:47:44,840
stud Hunters and need some hardcore love. Didn't you hear

953
00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:47,280
that or any when you were like doing the audio

954
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:51,440
recording for my mom's book, Oh man, my dad wrote

955
00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:55,480
that song. It's so terrible things like that, so bad,

956
00:47:55,840 --> 00:47:58,360
but it's like awesome because it's so bad. Yes, very

957
00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:02,800
seventies like terrible love music, like exactly, like the kind

958
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:05,360
of awful music that you would think would be important.

959
00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:08,840
So when you do music, like, are there specific instruments,

960
00:48:08,880 --> 00:48:11,199
like what is that? Because I don't know anything about music,

961
00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:13,480
so I don't know what that means exactly.

962
00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:15,719
Speaker 3: For me, I just am a vocalist, so I'm trying

963
00:48:15,719 --> 00:48:18,559
to learn how to produce around music on Logic Pro

964
00:48:18,639 --> 00:48:20,239
and then I'm trying to learn this other.

965
00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:22,880
Speaker 4: Interface.

966
00:48:23,199 --> 00:48:27,920
Speaker 3: Yes, I sing, and right now I am networking with musicians.

967
00:48:28,119 --> 00:48:30,800
I'm hoping I can find musicians to start a band

968
00:48:30,800 --> 00:48:33,880
with so then I can know more instrumentalists. And yeah,

969
00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:36,800
so that's why I'm like five years yes, because this

970
00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:41,039
year I've only started right now trying to be super

971
00:48:41,119 --> 00:48:43,840
disciplined in the music because I've been super disciplined and

972
00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:47,440
important everything. But now I'm like, okay, start like start

973
00:48:47,480 --> 00:48:51,280
making moves in music. So definitely twenty twenty six, I'll

974
00:48:51,320 --> 00:48:54,000
be focused on music important balanced.

975
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:56,280
Speaker 2: What kind of music do you want to make?

976
00:48:56,519 --> 00:49:01,159
Speaker 3: I want to make It's very difficult to describe because

977
00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:04,880
it's like a whole mix. I love jazz and soulful music,

978
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:07,159
but I also like soultry and rock, but I also

979
00:49:07,239 --> 00:49:10,119
like EDM, so I kind of have a then a

980
00:49:10,159 --> 00:49:13,320
mix of synth wave so or new waves. So it's

981
00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:16,239
all over the place. But I'm still working on my

982
00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:19,039
EP and probably won't be done until next year, like

983
00:49:19,119 --> 00:49:20,039
the end of next year.

984
00:49:20,199 --> 00:49:24,639
Speaker 2: So you've already started working on an album. Yes, wow, Yeah,

985
00:49:24,679 --> 00:49:27,679
I have no musical talent. I played violin for two

986
00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:30,360
years in elementary school and I never got any better.

987
00:49:30,960 --> 00:49:35,119
It's pretty bad. So, but I admire people who have

988
00:49:35,280 --> 00:49:36,039
talent with music.

989
00:49:36,280 --> 00:49:38,599
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's a lot of great musicians in the industry,

990
00:49:38,679 --> 00:49:39,400
in the porn.

991
00:49:39,199 --> 00:49:42,199
Speaker 2: Industry, yeah, I love it, and like DJ is a

992
00:49:42,199 --> 00:49:42,639
lot of people.

993
00:49:42,719 --> 00:49:43,639
Speaker 4: Yeahs too.

994
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:45,679
Speaker 2: Going is that something that you think that you might

995
00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:47,880
do as well or do you feel more rooted in.

996
00:49:48,119 --> 00:49:49,199
Speaker 4: I probably won't DJ.

997
00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:51,239
Speaker 3: I know, I've always thought about it because it'd be

998
00:49:51,239 --> 00:49:54,079
cool to look all hot and DJ. Yeah, but I

999
00:49:54,119 --> 00:49:56,719
definitely I want to like make music, yeah, song right,

1000
00:49:56,960 --> 00:50:01,039
and do the actual producing for it because songwriting is

1001
00:50:01,079 --> 00:50:05,039
easier for me. I've always been into poetry, screenwriting, songwriting,

1002
00:50:05,559 --> 00:50:08,400
like English was always my best subject. I like literature,

1003
00:50:08,639 --> 00:50:11,199
I love it, so that comes easy to me. But

1004
00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:13,880
it's more about since I don't play instruments and don't

1005
00:50:13,960 --> 00:50:17,079
have the technical knowledge right now on how to produce.

1006
00:50:17,119 --> 00:50:22,079
I'm still learning, so that's been my hardest thing right now,

1007
00:50:22,119 --> 00:50:22,880
but I'm getting through it.

1008
00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:23,360
Speaker 4: I'm learning.

1009
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,800
Speaker 2: So then, can I ask you a question just because

1010
00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:27,679
it's all over the internet right now, and it probably

1011
00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:29,760
won't be by the time this comes out. But have

1012
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:31,320
you listened to Taylor Swift's new album.

1013
00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:33,280
Speaker 4: I haven't haven't yet.

1014
00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:37,320
Speaker 3: I've been waiting too with my friend because she loves

1015
00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:38,039
Taylor Swift.

1016
00:50:38,039 --> 00:50:39,159
Speaker 2: Did you yes?

1017
00:50:39,239 --> 00:50:39,840
Speaker 4: You love it?

1018
00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:42,440
Speaker 2: So I was never like I always thought she was fine.

1019
00:50:42,480 --> 00:50:45,119
I was never like a Taylor Swift like yeah, And

1020
00:50:45,159 --> 00:50:48,039
then I had a daughter and she started to like

1021
00:50:48,079 --> 00:50:51,599
Taylor Swift, and now like, I fucking love her.

1022
00:50:51,800 --> 00:50:52,440
Speaker 4: She's great.

1023
00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:53,960
Speaker 2: I've always been a slussy.

1024
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:57,079
Speaker 3: Her album read when in twenty thirteen.

1025
00:50:57,159 --> 00:50:58,760
Speaker 4: I remember I was in third grade. I was obsessed

1026
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:00,599
with it. Yeah, she's really.

1027
00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:03,880
Speaker 3: Talented and she's just like an amazing performer. Her and

1028
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:07,400
Lady Gaga I admire so much. Lady Gaga is my

1029
00:51:07,519 --> 00:51:08,000
number one.

1030
00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:12,119
Speaker 2: It's so funny. I found out that my mother in

1031
00:51:12,199 --> 00:51:14,480
law is like a huge Lady Gaga fan, which, like

1032
00:51:14,559 --> 00:51:15,599
you would never expect.

1033
00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:17,719
Speaker 4: It's so funny, So I couldn't.

1034
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,880
Speaker 2: I got for Christmas. For her birthday, I got her.

1035
00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:23,599
I don't know why I'm telling this story, because who cares.

1036
00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:27,159
I got her a wooden spoon with like a Lady

1037
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:30,719
Gaga pictace like burned into this.

1038
00:51:31,400 --> 00:51:34,400
Speaker 4: I love I would love that she loves.

1039
00:51:34,440 --> 00:51:35,960
Speaker 2: It's just like one of those weird things you find

1040
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:38,679
on Etsy, and I was like, yeah, and she likes

1041
00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:40,000
Lady Gaga. Here you go.

1042
00:51:40,199 --> 00:51:42,719
Speaker 3: That's a great gift, super thoughtful.

1043
00:51:43,159 --> 00:51:45,639
Speaker 2: But yeah, I know we we had like saved the

1044
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:49,039
album on Spotify, my daughter and I so like the

1045
00:51:49,119 --> 00:51:53,079
minute it came out, we the way to school.

1046
00:51:53,199 --> 00:51:55,679
Speaker 4: Amazing. I'll listen to it on my home. I have to.

1047
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:59,639
Speaker 2: I forgot it's good. I like it. Okay. So anything

1048
00:52:00,159 --> 00:52:02,960
this year that we should be looking out for that

1049
00:52:03,159 --> 00:52:05,840
is coming out, maybe something you already shot that hasn't

1050
00:52:05,880 --> 00:52:07,880
been released yet, or something that you know you're going

1051
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:08,360
to be doing.

1052
00:52:08,599 --> 00:52:12,000
Speaker 3: I know that my first ever browser scenes are coming out.

1053
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,679
I've never shop for browsers until the last few months,

1054
00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:19,119
so I have two scenes coming out for them, as

1055
00:52:19,119 --> 00:52:22,440
well as some great adult time shoots. The new Raunch series.

1056
00:52:22,760 --> 00:52:28,079
You have a scene for that which was really fun. Eh.

1057
00:52:28,639 --> 00:52:34,000
I've been shooting a lot, so just a lot of amazing, beautiful, fun, nasty,

1058
00:52:34,039 --> 00:52:39,079
crazy sex scenes. Obviously, I'm working on music, so I

1059
00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:42,039
do live performances here and there that I post about,

1060
00:52:42,079 --> 00:52:45,239
Like just of covers because yeah, I definitely am more

1061
00:52:45,280 --> 00:52:45,880
busy with.

1062
00:52:45,840 --> 00:52:46,679
Speaker 4: Porn right now.

1063
00:52:47,199 --> 00:52:50,880
Speaker 3: I've been working a lot with Ramera Multimedia Productions with

1064
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:55,719
his like heent Eide Parasited Vampire, which is my favorite

1065
00:52:55,719 --> 00:52:59,480
thing to shoot because it's like cinematic mixed with gonzo.

1066
00:52:59,599 --> 00:53:02,639
So it's like my cup of tea and I cannot

1067
00:53:02,679 --> 00:53:03,480
wait for all those.

1068
00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:03,719
Speaker 4: To come out.

1069
00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:06,559
Speaker 3: Those are definitely what I'm most proud of are those scenes.

1070
00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:08,800
Speaker 2: Okay, so yeah, I was going to ask you for

1071
00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:12,079
those who maybe are just discovering you, where would you

1072
00:53:12,119 --> 00:53:14,679
direct them to, Like if they're like, Okay, I need

1073
00:53:14,719 --> 00:53:16,280
to watch a scene that she's in, Like, what would

1074
00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:17,360
you recommend they go watch?

1075
00:53:17,440 --> 00:53:17,559
Speaker 1: Oh?

1076
00:53:17,639 --> 00:53:20,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, I feel like most of my scenes are on

1077
00:53:20,440 --> 00:53:24,679
like the platforms like X Videos and corn Hub, ex Hamster.

1078
00:53:25,559 --> 00:53:27,719
I know I have my accounts on there, but also

1079
00:53:27,840 --> 00:53:31,079
my Twitter. I'm always reposting them as well.

1080
00:53:31,199 --> 00:53:33,440
Speaker 2: But is there one particular scene that you feel like,

1081
00:53:33,920 --> 00:53:37,360
HM is a great representation of you and your art?

1082
00:53:37,639 --> 00:53:38,760
Speaker 4: Oh?

1083
00:53:39,159 --> 00:53:43,519
Speaker 3: Yes, I would say, and it's just it's a crazy scene.

1084
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:46,960
It is my hook UPOD shot scene with Rebel Rider.

1085
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:50,719
I forget like what number series it was, but it's

1086
00:53:50,760 --> 00:53:54,320
a threesome me and Rebel Rider and Brian Gosling from

1087
00:53:54,360 --> 00:53:56,719
Hoco Pod Shot and it's just very crazy.

1088
00:53:57,119 --> 00:53:58,320
Speaker 2: His scenes are in gnarly Yeah.

1089
00:53:58,440 --> 00:54:01,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was definitely one of the craziest scenes I've done.

1090
00:54:01,320 --> 00:54:03,199
But what I like about it is that Rubble was

1091
00:54:03,199 --> 00:54:06,400
there another girl, and it has like girl girl in it,

1092
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:09,360
but also crazy gonzo but also fashion because it's cute.

1093
00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:12,039
The only thing it's missing is the cinematic stuff that

1094
00:54:12,119 --> 00:54:15,000
I like, but that will be out eventually and then

1095
00:54:15,039 --> 00:54:17,639
I would have sent them there, but it's not out yet.

1096
00:54:18,360 --> 00:54:20,119
Speaker 2: So you just are going to have to wait, yeah,

1097
00:54:20,440 --> 00:54:24,679
for the best scenes. Follow her on Twitter, speaking of

1098
00:54:25,199 --> 00:54:26,239
and thank you so much for.

1099
00:54:26,159 --> 00:54:27,880
Speaker 4: Coming on of course, thank you.

1100
00:54:28,039 --> 00:54:29,880
Speaker 2: Can you let everybody know where they can find you

1101
00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,079
on social media? Ye are your handles?

1102
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:36,920
Speaker 3: Of course, on Instagram it's going to be Emma Rosie Bean,

1103
00:54:37,800 --> 00:54:41,840
and then on Twitter it is Lil Lil tits t

1104
00:54:41,960 --> 00:54:46,360
I T S, Big Mind, Big m I ND And

1105
00:54:46,400 --> 00:54:47,440
that's for Twitter.

1106
00:54:47,960 --> 00:54:50,400
Speaker 2: And then you guys can find me on Instagram and

1107
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:55,119
on Twitter at Holly Randall. Go to hollylinks dot com

1108
00:54:55,159 --> 00:54:58,440
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