WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:04.160 Baby, you're a gamester too. It takes out a tangle 2 00:00:04.719 --> 00:00:14.960 you mess with mess with me, Baby, I'm a gangster too, Baby, 3 00:00:15.039 --> 00:00:17.079 You're game statue. 4 00:00:23.800 --> 00:00:24.399 For the warning. 5 00:00:25.199 --> 00:00:27.399 This podcast is designed to take you outside of your 6 00:00:27.399 --> 00:00:29.800 comfort zone and make you question reality. 7 00:00:30.239 --> 00:00:41.679 Listener Discretion is a vibe talk with me fellas. This 8 00:00:41.799 --> 00:00:43.320 ain't my first time. 9 00:00:43.159 --> 00:00:43.880 At the rodeo. 10 00:00:56.920 --> 00:00:59.439 Hello everyone, and welcome to another episode of the Unfiltered 11 00:00:59.479 --> 00:01:01.520 Rise with Me. He love, and today I have an 12 00:01:01.560 --> 00:01:04.159 amazing friend of mine, Julia from the Cosmic Peach. 13 00:01:04.200 --> 00:01:08.799 How you doing, girl, I'm doing great. Thanks for having me. 14 00:01:08.959 --> 00:01:10.439 I'm so excited to be here. 15 00:01:11.920 --> 00:01:14.799 I'm excited you're here. And when I heard this episode, 16 00:01:14.920 --> 00:01:17.560 I was like, oh, I am such a lover of 17 00:01:17.599 --> 00:01:21.879 Marylyn and as a nurse, your points are really great 18 00:01:21.959 --> 00:01:24.120 because I was like, I can see it. I don't 19 00:01:24.159 --> 00:01:26.359 want to ruin it for anybody, so I'm not gonna tell. 20 00:01:26.799 --> 00:01:28.799 But when we get there, we get there, and I 21 00:01:28.920 --> 00:01:31.519 was like, I think Julia figured it out on that one. 22 00:01:33.319 --> 00:01:40.640 Yeah. So I always really loved Marylyn too, and she's 23 00:01:40.680 --> 00:01:46.120 so iconic for so many reasons. If you go to 24 00:01:46.239 --> 00:01:49.840 like any makeup store anywhere like that, there's always like 25 00:01:49.879 --> 00:01:55.280 a dedication to Marilyn, like Marilyn's slipstick, like the color red, 26 00:01:55.680 --> 00:02:00.959 or you know, eyeshadow palettes, t shirts, posters for your wall, 27 00:02:01.120 --> 00:02:07.719 like she's still so iconic, and it's almost as if 28 00:02:08.080 --> 00:02:11.919 she's more famous in death than she was in her life. 29 00:02:12.479 --> 00:02:16.680 And when something like that it is the case, then 30 00:02:17.719 --> 00:02:22.680 it's usually because they were some type of sacrificial lamb 31 00:02:23.000 --> 00:02:27.719 to me, like Kurt Cobain, more famous in death than 32 00:02:28.159 --> 00:02:31.960 in life. A lot of times when somebody dies a 33 00:02:32.000 --> 00:02:35.680 tragic way, they're more famous in their death than they 34 00:02:35.719 --> 00:02:39.039 were in their life, like twenty seven club kind of shit. 35 00:02:40.120 --> 00:02:45.199 And so I started looking at because on the surface level, 36 00:02:45.319 --> 00:02:48.639 there are a lot of conspiracies about Marylyn just because 37 00:02:48.719 --> 00:02:51.439 she was involved with both of the Kennedy brothers. I 38 00:02:51.479 --> 00:02:54.599 think everybody can agree with that. There's a lot of 39 00:02:55.199 --> 00:02:58.280 substantial evidence to support that she was having an affair 40 00:02:58.680 --> 00:03:03.479 with not only John F. Kennedy but Robert too. So 41 00:03:05.120 --> 00:03:10.840 there are surface level conspiracies. But then besides, even like 42 00:03:10.919 --> 00:03:16.280 the spiritual aspect of her death, there is so much 43 00:03:16.560 --> 00:03:21.960 physical evidence that any doctor, like you said nurse could 44 00:03:21.960 --> 00:03:25.960 look at and go, this isn't fucking adding up. This 45 00:03:26.000 --> 00:03:30.800 isn't fucking right. And yet we're led to believe that 46 00:03:30.960 --> 00:03:33.240 she was so depressed, and they love to do it 47 00:03:33.280 --> 00:03:36.439 on Netflix too and HBO Max and like all these 48 00:03:36.520 --> 00:03:39.000 movies that they put out about her, like she was 49 00:03:39.080 --> 00:03:44.120 insanely depressed and she was on pills and she just 50 00:03:44.319 --> 00:03:47.840 overdosed herself and she just couldn't do it anymore and 51 00:03:47.919 --> 00:03:52.719 she just killed herself. And that's one hundred percent not 52 00:03:53.039 --> 00:03:56.439 what happened. And I hope today that I can go 53 00:03:56.560 --> 00:04:01.759 over some of the inconsistencies for everyone and prove that 54 00:04:01.840 --> 00:04:04.960 Marilyn absolutely did not kill herself. 55 00:04:05.520 --> 00:04:08.759 Whatso I would I would love to comment on that 56 00:04:08.840 --> 00:04:12.080 and give you another case, honestly, and I'll even do 57 00:04:12.159 --> 00:04:15.039 it with you if you want. But the girl from Poltergeist, 58 00:04:15.199 --> 00:04:19.680 Heather Rourke, is another one. I'm like, that kid did 59 00:04:19.720 --> 00:04:22.839 not die like they said, like that is a messed up. 60 00:04:22.920 --> 00:04:27.399 Yes, of the they said she had a colon condition. 61 00:04:28.160 --> 00:04:31.439 Doesn't that make you wonder? No, she literally died of constipation, 62 00:04:31.759 --> 00:04:34.199 and they were like, oh, well, she had a condition 63 00:04:34.240 --> 00:04:37.240 and it went undiagnosed. If your kid is in that 64 00:04:37.360 --> 00:04:40.519 much pain, And it was truly like this twisted bow 65 00:04:40.639 --> 00:04:43.439 conditioner or something something like don't you think you'd notice 66 00:04:43.480 --> 00:04:45.839 as a parent, like what kind of people are they? 67 00:04:46.240 --> 00:04:46.319 No? 68 00:04:46.399 --> 00:04:49.279 Way? Yeah, that's what yeah, yeah, And that's what I've 69 00:04:49.319 --> 00:04:52.319 always said too, because there is that story about Heather 70 00:04:52.480 --> 00:04:56.920 or Roarc that she was having to perform these like 71 00:04:57.519 --> 00:05:02.439 John Bennet Ramsey esque like pageant shows and that they 72 00:05:02.480 --> 00:05:06.199 were doing stuff to her like behind the scenes. So no, 73 00:05:06.360 --> 00:05:09.040 I don't think she died of a fucking colon condition. 74 00:05:10.759 --> 00:05:14.120 They say that you creep picture yeah of Stevens. Oh 75 00:05:14.240 --> 00:05:17.240 is there and she's on his lap, and it will 76 00:05:17.279 --> 00:05:19.759 one hundred percent make you know that he's not right, 77 00:05:20.079 --> 00:05:20.879 Like it's oh. 78 00:05:21.079 --> 00:05:25.240 Yeah, one hundred And I mean like they say because 79 00:05:25.439 --> 00:05:30.959 in Poltergeist three she was getting kind of chunky, like 80 00:05:31.040 --> 00:05:35.600 she looked a little bloated or swollen. That that's what 81 00:05:35.680 --> 00:05:38.600 it was, that she had this colon condition. And dude, 82 00:05:38.600 --> 00:05:41.839 if you're constipated, your whole fucking body doesn't swell up. 83 00:05:41.920 --> 00:05:45.600 Oh yeah, no, like your face and neck, Like when's 84 00:05:45.600 --> 00:05:47.360 the last you're like, oh, I know, I got a 85 00:05:47.399 --> 00:05:50.759 ship because my fucking neck is bloated, Like when's the 86 00:05:50.879 --> 00:05:52.759 last time that's happened to you? 87 00:05:52.959 --> 00:05:56.839 Unless she was freaking septic already. I mean I could 88 00:05:56.839 --> 00:06:00.000 see if she was septic, but like just the pictures alone, 89 00:06:00.399 --> 00:06:02.040 and I heard the same thing as you about the 90 00:06:02.040 --> 00:06:05.519 whole gen beneathing, and I was like, no, not not 91 00:06:05.639 --> 00:06:11.439 buying it. No, She's like, yeah, like that other kid way. 92 00:06:11.279 --> 00:06:14.360 If anything to me, not to like get too far 93 00:06:14.439 --> 00:06:17.439 off the topic, but if anything, to me, she looked 94 00:06:17.680 --> 00:06:21.240 like she was going through like a pre pubescent kind 95 00:06:21.240 --> 00:06:24.480 of like weight change, you know, like she might may 96 00:06:24.519 --> 00:06:28.519 have started yeah, like every kid around her age, no 97 00:06:28.519 --> 00:06:31.720 matter how skinny you become later on in life. Like 98 00:06:31.720 --> 00:06:34.439 look at the kid from stand by Me, you know 99 00:06:34.439 --> 00:06:37.079 who I'm talking about. He's a little fact kid and 100 00:06:37.160 --> 00:06:40.560 he turned out to be super fucking honest one, and 101 00:06:40.600 --> 00:06:43.920 he was real buff and like lean and trim. So like, 102 00:06:44.240 --> 00:06:47.160 if anything to me, she was going through like a 103 00:06:47.160 --> 00:06:49.759 little chubby phase. And they were like, oh, well look 104 00:06:49.800 --> 00:06:53.480 at her. She she got bloated and had this colon 105 00:06:53.680 --> 00:06:56.680 and and that's you. And then she died and it's 106 00:06:56.759 --> 00:07:01.199 like yeah, right, okay, well what about other stories where 107 00:07:01.240 --> 00:07:03.800 you guys were doing stuff to her? You know? It 108 00:07:03.959 --> 00:07:08.920 just yeah, But that's kind of like with Marilyn because 109 00:07:08.959 --> 00:07:11.879 everybody says like she's a drug addict, and she takes 110 00:07:11.920 --> 00:07:17.000 all these not not illegal drugs, but prescribed to her, 111 00:07:17.439 --> 00:07:19.879 like she was a prescription drug addict, like she was 112 00:07:19.959 --> 00:07:23.319 taking sleeping pills. And not to say that she wasn't 113 00:07:23.319 --> 00:07:25.879 taking illegal drugs, but like the ones that they like 114 00:07:25.959 --> 00:07:30.199 to blame on, this is prescription sleeping pills, that she 115 00:07:30.360 --> 00:07:34.959 was addicted to them, that she fucking you know, would 116 00:07:35.000 --> 00:07:39.279 just take handfuls of them. And again that is not 117 00:07:39.439 --> 00:07:42.920 the case because as we'll get into the episode, she 118 00:07:42.959 --> 00:07:46.560 didn't even have access to the amount of drugs that 119 00:07:46.839 --> 00:07:51.439 eventually ended up killing her. And so I want to 120 00:07:51.480 --> 00:07:56.800 just take it from the top. Actually, because her official 121 00:07:56.839 --> 00:08:01.360 cause of death was acute barbituate poisoning. That is what 122 00:08:01.439 --> 00:08:07.319 they say, that she took a lethal dose of sedative 123 00:08:07.439 --> 00:08:14.759 drugs and she was found naked in her home in California. 124 00:08:15.160 --> 00:08:19.040 They took pictures of her. That's how we know it's real, right, 125 00:08:19.120 --> 00:08:21.360 because they took pictures of her, so that it must 126 00:08:21.399 --> 00:08:23.959 be how they say it is because we got a picture. 127 00:08:24.879 --> 00:08:27.560 And then they blasted her in the newspaper. You know, 128 00:08:27.680 --> 00:08:31.639 Marilyn dies of pills, and it was so very tragic 129 00:08:31.839 --> 00:08:35.679 and for her to have lived her life as like 130 00:08:35.720 --> 00:08:39.360 a sex symbol and as one of the most attractive 131 00:08:39.679 --> 00:08:44.399 women alive. They really shamed her in her death. They 132 00:08:44.600 --> 00:08:48.919 by taking nude photographs of her dead. Her face was 133 00:08:49.039 --> 00:08:53.080 bloated and bruised, and I almost felt like it was 134 00:08:55.879 --> 00:09:00.919 to kind of like dehumanize her in her death. Uh, 135 00:09:01.120 --> 00:09:03.039 you know, she's like a piece of garbage. We'll just 136 00:09:03.080 --> 00:09:06.240 you know, take pictures of her all bruised and naked 137 00:09:06.360 --> 00:09:10.759 and bloated. We'll put that in the newspaper, you know, married, 138 00:09:10.840 --> 00:09:11.320 maybe that. 139 00:09:11.360 --> 00:09:16.080 Was part of maybe that was part of a humiliation ritual. 140 00:09:15.799 --> 00:09:18.200 Because it it really is it really. 141 00:09:19.240 --> 00:09:21.720 Because the wives would have been pissed, right, like if 142 00:09:21.840 --> 00:09:24.000 what could you do for your wife? Like I'm not 143 00:09:24.080 --> 00:09:26.720 a crazy person, so I wouldn't want this, but like 144 00:09:26.799 --> 00:09:29.080 what would you do to make her happy? Like, look, 145 00:09:29.159 --> 00:09:33.879 she's ugly now, right, Like she's not even hot, no. 146 00:09:33.919 --> 00:09:38.960 And like everyone knew about marilynd Like she wouldn't leave 147 00:09:39.080 --> 00:09:43.159 to go to the fucking mailbox without looking a certain way. 148 00:09:43.279 --> 00:09:46.279 So to shame her like that, and her death to 149 00:09:46.399 --> 00:09:52.840 me speaks volumes because a lot of famous actresses have died, 150 00:09:52.960 --> 00:09:57.320 maybe not of overdose, but it's like why go to 151 00:09:57.639 --> 00:10:03.159 the degree of saying like nude body Marylyn, found in 152 00:10:03.240 --> 00:10:07.600 the nude Marylyn, and even the candle in the wind 153 00:10:07.799 --> 00:10:12.720 song Elton John wrote for her, it's like Marilyn was 154 00:10:12.759 --> 00:10:15.879 found in the nude and they keep repeating that, like 155 00:10:15.919 --> 00:10:22.679 she's naked, she's you know, bruised, and she's bloated, and 156 00:10:22.799 --> 00:10:26.960 she's got pills knocked over on the nightstand, and like 157 00:10:27.000 --> 00:10:30.440 they just really set it up to be somewhat cinematic 158 00:10:30.639 --> 00:10:34.519 and like theater esque type of type of way. So 159 00:10:35.159 --> 00:10:39.879 I mean, it's just, yeah, I think it was a 160 00:10:39.919 --> 00:10:42.720 sales job at that point, because there were a lot 161 00:10:42.720 --> 00:10:45.159 of things looking back on it now that we're going 162 00:10:45.240 --> 00:10:48.240 to discuss today that just didn't make any type of 163 00:10:48.279 --> 00:10:54.679 sense whatsoever. And but I do have some notes here 164 00:10:55.159 --> 00:10:58.240 that I read this book. Anybody can find it. It's 165 00:10:58.240 --> 00:11:04.240 called Dead Wrong Show you here, and it's by Richard 166 00:11:04.320 --> 00:11:07.799 Belzer and David Wayne, and apparently one of them is 167 00:11:07.840 --> 00:11:11.840 a comedian, And you know, I think that's ironic because 168 00:11:11.919 --> 00:11:17.000 like most comedians, like Sam Tripoli, you know, like some 169 00:11:17.320 --> 00:11:20.519 shit is up, Like we make fun and we joke 170 00:11:20.639 --> 00:11:22.759 and laugh, but like at the end of the day, 171 00:11:22.919 --> 00:11:29.080 fucking like uh yup comedians and shit like that, like 172 00:11:29.200 --> 00:11:32.840 Joe Rogan as a podcast obviously, like they're some of 173 00:11:32.840 --> 00:11:34.399 the best conspiracy theories. 174 00:11:34.799 --> 00:11:38.519 Yes, yep, because we don't ever take life seriously, right, 175 00:11:38.559 --> 00:11:40.759 We're always like, sure, I could get it, I can 176 00:11:40.879 --> 00:11:46.039 see h. I saw the funniest quote about that the 177 00:11:46.159 --> 00:11:47.919 other day and said, when I was young, we didn't 178 00:11:47.960 --> 00:11:50.639 need Joe Rogan. My friend had a brother that was 179 00:11:50.679 --> 00:11:52.879 twenty seven and still lived at home and smoke pot 180 00:11:52.879 --> 00:11:54.799 in his room with his glow and the dark posters. 181 00:11:54.840 --> 00:11:57.000 He told me, the Mayans invented cell phones. 182 00:11:57.559 --> 00:12:01.000 Dude, That's what I'm talking about. Like the stand up 183 00:12:01.039 --> 00:12:04.799 comedians and ship they write books, they have to go 184 00:12:04.879 --> 00:12:09.240 into all this fucking research and shit. The coolest motherfucker's alive. 185 00:12:09.480 --> 00:12:13.600 But right, So we talked a little bit about her 186 00:12:13.639 --> 00:12:16.519 having a relationship with not only John F. Kennedy but 187 00:12:16.600 --> 00:12:20.080 also with Robert Kennedy, but she also had sexual relationships 188 00:12:20.120 --> 00:12:22.960 with like some of the other top dogs in the Mafia, 189 00:12:23.919 --> 00:12:29.320 Johnny Roselli, Frank Sinatra, Sam g and Kanna. She had 190 00:12:29.360 --> 00:12:32.519 sexual relationships with all of these people. So she had 191 00:12:32.559 --> 00:12:36.039 her hand in both sides, like she had her hand 192 00:12:36.039 --> 00:12:38.039 in the mafia, and she had her hand in the 193 00:12:38.200 --> 00:12:45.679 US government. So just looking at her body count, she 194 00:12:46.759 --> 00:12:50.360 was blowing through like some of the She even had 195 00:12:50.399 --> 00:12:57.000 connections to a Soviet spy what was his name? 196 00:12:57.559 --> 00:13:00.519 G and Conna is an interesting namy just out there 197 00:13:00.519 --> 00:13:03.399 because he's wildly unknown. But I will tell you why 198 00:13:03.480 --> 00:13:05.440 I know him is because he's part of the Mormon 199 00:13:05.440 --> 00:13:07.320 mafia connection, dude. 200 00:13:07.360 --> 00:13:10.039 And that's the thing she was. She was screwing that guy. 201 00:13:10.159 --> 00:13:15.480 She was screwing Frank Sinatra. She was Frederick Field, that's 202 00:13:15.480 --> 00:13:20.120 his name. He was a Soviet spy, Frederick Field, And 203 00:13:20.279 --> 00:13:23.000 so she was screwing that guy. And it just makes 204 00:13:23.000 --> 00:13:26.559 you wonder like like, let's just say you got to 205 00:13:27.000 --> 00:13:32.519 Maryland's level of fame overnight, and you could have anybody 206 00:13:32.559 --> 00:13:36.960 you wanted to, because let's be real, everybody wanted her 207 00:13:38.120 --> 00:13:40.840 and you could just like have your pick of the litter. 208 00:13:41.759 --> 00:13:48.200 Her choices are a little suspicious just on the surface 209 00:13:48.240 --> 00:13:51.879 because like to me, I'd be like, oh, this actor, oh, 210 00:13:51.960 --> 00:13:55.320 this musician, Oh you know this this this, yeah, I 211 00:13:55.399 --> 00:13:58.000 get it. Frank Sinatra, he was a musician, but he's 212 00:13:58.039 --> 00:14:02.399 also like super mafia. And then like who knows about 213 00:14:02.440 --> 00:14:05.600 Sam g and Conna other than like maybe someone like you, 214 00:14:05.600 --> 00:14:11.120 you and I and like you have your picture maybe right, 215 00:14:13.360 --> 00:14:17.960 and like, yeah, John F. Kennedy was a handsome guy. 216 00:14:18.120 --> 00:14:23.440 Robert F. Kennedy or Robert Uh, yeah, he was okay looking. 217 00:14:23.919 --> 00:14:27.360 I mean, he wasn't as good looking as John. But 218 00:14:29.039 --> 00:14:32.720 she's she's doing both of the brothers. I mean, it 219 00:14:32.840 --> 00:14:36.360 just seems a little weird to me. But so we 220 00:14:36.519 --> 00:14:39.519 have all of that, and we also have the fact 221 00:14:39.679 --> 00:14:44.399 that her phone is being tapped by not only the 222 00:14:44.559 --> 00:14:48.279 US government but by the mafia as well. So all 223 00:14:48.320 --> 00:14:53.159 of her phone calls are literally being double tapped by 224 00:14:53.600 --> 00:14:58.440 the mafia and the US government. And she's getting double 225 00:14:58.480 --> 00:15:03.960 tapped by both the mafia government. Yeah, I mean, let's. 226 00:15:03.679 --> 00:15:05.720 Be honest, Like I'm not trying to say that all 227 00:15:05.759 --> 00:15:09.559 women are good girls, but like, for the most part, 228 00:15:09.799 --> 00:15:12.120 what girl do you know that can do whatever she 229 00:15:12.240 --> 00:15:15.440 wants that wants to be double tapped by brothers? I 230 00:15:15.480 --> 00:15:17.840 don't know too many. I know a lot of guys 231 00:15:17.879 --> 00:15:19.600 that would have that fantasy. 232 00:15:19.159 --> 00:15:23.840 Though, Yeah, dudes for sure, Like I'm sure the Kennedys 233 00:15:23.879 --> 00:15:27.000 were laughing their asses off, like, oh my god, yeah, 234 00:15:27.080 --> 00:15:29.519 you know, we both got Maryland but for her, it's 235 00:15:29.600 --> 00:15:32.960 like Jesus, She's got like guys coming in and out 236 00:15:33.480 --> 00:15:37.360 like every other day, just random dudes, not random, but 237 00:15:37.480 --> 00:15:45.159 like I said, like yeah, mafia dudes, government dudes. And 238 00:15:45.279 --> 00:15:48.480 so for me, I talked about this a little bit 239 00:15:48.559 --> 00:15:52.840 with Sean mccannon from the Wake the Dead podcast. Yeah 240 00:15:52.919 --> 00:16:01.159 sean'screach he he, and I talked about how she was 241 00:16:01.240 --> 00:16:07.639 probably a programmed like like a sex kitten thing MK, 242 00:16:08.480 --> 00:16:11.360 because when you look at the type of dudes that she, 243 00:16:11.639 --> 00:16:14.320 like I said before, the type of dudes she was 244 00:16:14.360 --> 00:16:19.720 sleeping with, and how frequently she was getting just tapped 245 00:16:19.759 --> 00:16:24.360 by all these random guys, you start to think that 246 00:16:24.480 --> 00:16:28.559 she is part of a program. There are also a 247 00:16:28.600 --> 00:16:32.919 lot of clues to suggest that she was a programmed 248 00:16:33.080 --> 00:16:38.240 multiple and probably had split personality disorder. They changed her name, 249 00:16:39.600 --> 00:16:44.679 they changed her physical appearance. They pretty much turned her 250 00:16:44.799 --> 00:16:49.639 into this Barbie Doll esque type of person, which to 251 00:16:49.799 --> 00:16:53.360 me signals that she's probably part of this program. Because 252 00:16:53.879 --> 00:16:55.519 one of the things that they always like to do, 253 00:16:55.559 --> 00:16:58.559 if you look at Eminem or whoever, they always like 254 00:16:58.600 --> 00:17:04.039 bleached the hair, and you know, she changed her name, 255 00:17:04.640 --> 00:17:09.640 she essentially became a completely different person. Overnight a lot 256 00:17:09.640 --> 00:17:14.319 of people and think about think about she went from 257 00:17:14.759 --> 00:17:22.880 a brunette norma Jean, she lived in foster cares her 258 00:17:22.880 --> 00:17:26.920 whole life. She was like a broken, abandoned person. Nobody 259 00:17:26.960 --> 00:17:30.279 would care if anything happened to her, and they'd pluck 260 00:17:30.359 --> 00:17:33.079 her out and put her in part of the program 261 00:17:33.119 --> 00:17:38.200 because it's so easy to use women who are orphans 262 00:17:38.400 --> 00:17:41.759 or children who are orphans for these type of programs 263 00:17:41.799 --> 00:17:45.920 because nobody cares what happens to them. And she also 264 00:17:46.160 --> 00:17:50.920 had like top secret clearance to look out Mountain Laboratory 265 00:17:50.960 --> 00:17:53.680 where they were filming stuff films and doing all this 266 00:17:53.759 --> 00:17:57.319 weird stuff. And so you just start to wonder, like, 267 00:17:57.440 --> 00:17:59.920 what is it about Maryland that she would have that 268 00:18:00.200 --> 00:18:04.279 type of access or those type of connections or clearance 269 00:18:04.480 --> 00:18:09.920 or unless she was part of the programs, And her 270 00:18:10.079 --> 00:18:14.599 death may very well tell a lot about how deeply 271 00:18:14.680 --> 00:18:18.359 involved she was because of the crazy cover job that 272 00:18:18.400 --> 00:18:22.799 they did. And so let's get into some of the 273 00:18:23.000 --> 00:18:30.400 inconsistencies here. They said that she had chloral hydrate and 274 00:18:30.599 --> 00:18:36.000 nimbutah in her system, and that she had enough chloral 275 00:18:36.079 --> 00:18:39.240 hydrate and nimbutah to where she would have had to 276 00:18:39.279 --> 00:18:49.119 have taken seventy seven to eighty eight pills. Whow So 277 00:18:49.519 --> 00:18:51.720 if you can imagine, so they said she would have 278 00:18:51.759 --> 00:18:56.240 had to take sixty to seventy nimbtah and seventeen to 279 00:18:56.359 --> 00:19:03.400 eighteen chloral hydrate. That's the level she had in her system. 280 00:19:04.680 --> 00:19:07.319 First off, she didn't even have access to that type 281 00:19:07.319 --> 00:19:10.680 of a prescription. None of her doctors were writing her that, 282 00:19:10.839 --> 00:19:14.920 and actually they were weaning her off of them. They 283 00:19:14.960 --> 00:19:17.720 were giving her less and less and less to try 284 00:19:17.759 --> 00:19:19.519 to get her to the point where she didn't need 285 00:19:19.559 --> 00:19:23.119 them as much. So the prescription that she had just 286 00:19:23.240 --> 00:19:26.599 filled like a week ago or a few days before 287 00:19:26.720 --> 00:19:31.759 her alleged suicide, she had like a prescription for maybe 288 00:19:32.039 --> 00:19:35.519 twenty tablets or something like that. But the level in 289 00:19:35.599 --> 00:19:39.160 her bloodstream would suggest that she had taken like seventy 290 00:19:39.240 --> 00:19:46.119 seven pills. And what's interesting about that is digestion stops 291 00:19:46.160 --> 00:19:52.039 at death, so you would expect to find her in 292 00:19:52.079 --> 00:20:01.079 her stomach something called refractive crystals, and that is what 293 00:20:01.160 --> 00:20:06.240 you will find. As medication starts breaking down in your stomach, 294 00:20:07.160 --> 00:20:11.000 it gets broken down into what are called refractive crystals. 295 00:20:12.000 --> 00:20:14.519 So you would expect to find those in the stomach 296 00:20:14.720 --> 00:20:19.400 and the digestive track, and you would also expect to 297 00:20:19.440 --> 00:20:24.039 find undigested tablets because she would have died before like 298 00:20:24.680 --> 00:20:30.279 they even were fully digested. And then the I want 299 00:20:30.279 --> 00:20:33.720 to say the chloral hydrate, but it could have been 300 00:20:33.759 --> 00:20:36.839 the nimbutola I don't remember now, but one of them 301 00:20:36.920 --> 00:20:40.680 is coded in like this super super thick yellow dye, 302 00:20:41.400 --> 00:20:45.920 and you would also expect to find that. And when 303 00:20:45.960 --> 00:20:50.519 they did the autopsy, there was absolutely no trace of 304 00:20:50.599 --> 00:20:56.720 refractive crystals and absolutely no trace of undigested tablets or 305 00:20:56.759 --> 00:21:00.359 the yellow dye that you would expect to find from 306 00:21:00.440 --> 00:21:04.960 someone who had overdose on sedative drugs, Like if you 307 00:21:05.079 --> 00:21:09.079 crack someone open who's taken seventy seven pills, you're gonna 308 00:21:09.119 --> 00:21:12.519 find some shred of evidence of something. But what they 309 00:21:12.599 --> 00:21:16.960 found is that her stomach was completely empty and her 310 00:21:17.000 --> 00:21:21.960 digestive track was completely empty. So how the fuck do 311 00:21:22.039 --> 00:21:27.200 you explain a sedative drug overdose with pills that she 312 00:21:27.359 --> 00:21:33.160 was supposedly prescribed? And fucking we have two red flags 313 00:21:33.240 --> 00:21:37.720 right off the bat. She wasn't prescribed that amount, first off, 314 00:21:38.519 --> 00:21:41.960 and second off, where are they? Like seventy seve. 315 00:21:42.119 --> 00:21:45.599 And people people will say, Okay, she's hoarding them, right, 316 00:21:45.640 --> 00:21:47.759 I'm going to give the other side of this. But 317 00:21:47.839 --> 00:21:51.480 here's the thing. If she's hoarding them, how is she 318 00:21:51.559 --> 00:21:54.720 a drug addict? Oh well, I'm glad. 319 00:21:54.599 --> 00:21:57.079 You brought that up though, because if you're thinking that, 320 00:21:57.160 --> 00:21:59.440 then the listeners are thinking that. So let me go 321 00:21:59.480 --> 00:22:00.759 ahead and clear that up. 322 00:22:00.799 --> 00:22:03.119 Hang on, you got it? 323 00:22:03.240 --> 00:22:10.960 Yeah, it's ridiculous, dat right, Yeah, because and she was too. 324 00:22:11.039 --> 00:22:13.279 She was severely addicted to them, which is why her 325 00:22:13.319 --> 00:22:16.319 doctors said that they were weaning her off and engaging. 326 00:22:16.400 --> 00:22:17.480 And I want to bring this. 327 00:22:18.759 --> 00:22:20.960 I want to bring this point up is people are 328 00:22:21.039 --> 00:22:25.119 so quick to say she was addicted. Okay, maybe, but 329 00:22:25.200 --> 00:22:28.000 if they've only got a twenty pill prescription and I 330 00:22:28.000 --> 00:22:30.359 don't know how often she filled it, like weekly or 331 00:22:30.400 --> 00:22:33.720 monthly or what. But here's the thing that tells me 332 00:22:33.799 --> 00:22:36.559 there's a dependence there. There are many people in this 333 00:22:36.599 --> 00:22:39.839 world that actually need pain pills, that actually need sleeping pills, 334 00:22:39.839 --> 00:22:42.720 that actually need I don't know what, Okay, lots of 335 00:22:42.759 --> 00:22:46.240 pills in the world, but you know the only people 336 00:22:46.240 --> 00:22:49.480 that get demonized are the people that take narcotics. There 337 00:22:49.559 --> 00:22:54.079 is a dependence, Yeah, a dependent person, which is what 338 00:22:54.200 --> 00:22:58.119 I'm sure she became. Why because she's sleeping on the road, 339 00:22:58.279 --> 00:23:01.839 she's sleeping on set, she's sleeping on plane, she's sleeping 340 00:23:01.880 --> 00:23:05.279 on trains. Like, yeah, you're gonna probably have insomnia, and 341 00:23:05.319 --> 00:23:07.480 she's probably worried about all her boyfriends killing her. 342 00:23:09.160 --> 00:23:13.440 Imagine getting fucking like you need something to help you 343 00:23:13.519 --> 00:23:16.640 sleep at night. She run and train on you every 344 00:23:16.680 --> 00:23:19.599 other day, So sure, or she might. 345 00:23:21.599 --> 00:23:24.480 Well, she's got to keep in that personality. If we're 346 00:23:24.519 --> 00:23:26.799 talking her alter you're trying to get. 347 00:23:28.799 --> 00:23:31.440 Yeah, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna kink shame or 348 00:23:31.480 --> 00:23:33.920 anything like that. But like, if dudes are running train 349 00:23:34.039 --> 00:23:36.160 on you every other day, you got this whole secret 350 00:23:36.240 --> 00:23:39.279 life going on, you probably need some fucking help sleeping. 351 00:23:39.359 --> 00:23:45.000 Let's be real. Yeah, and she wasn't depressed. Yeah she 352 00:23:45.200 --> 00:23:49.119 was a person and so yeah, she she did have 353 00:23:49.319 --> 00:23:52.759 prescription medication available to her. But the crazy thing is 354 00:23:52.799 --> 00:23:58.839 in what her friend wanted to testify and say this, 355 00:23:58.960 --> 00:24:02.480 but she never got to t I Marilyn called her 356 00:24:02.559 --> 00:24:07.960 that night, the night that she killed herself, supposedly, and 357 00:24:08.319 --> 00:24:12.039 Marilyn was like, listen, I need you to bring me 358 00:24:12.119 --> 00:24:16.119 some sleeping pills because I don't have anymore or I 359 00:24:16.160 --> 00:24:17.480 don't have enough or whatever. 360 00:24:17.519 --> 00:24:17.880 She said. 361 00:24:17.960 --> 00:24:20.920 She literally called her friend and said, I don't have any. 362 00:24:22.079 --> 00:24:24.799 Do you have some? If you do, please bring them 363 00:24:24.799 --> 00:24:29.039 over because I want them. And so she clearly had 364 00:24:29.119 --> 00:24:34.799 already ran through her prescription. So her friend also said 365 00:24:34.799 --> 00:24:40.319 that she was speaking very clearly, that she there was 366 00:24:40.599 --> 00:24:47.759 no sign of like slurred speech or let's be real 367 00:24:47.880 --> 00:24:52.720 if you've taken, if you've already taken seventy seven sleeping pills, 368 00:24:53.720 --> 00:24:56.880 you're not gonna fucking sound great when you're making this 369 00:24:57.000 --> 00:25:01.359 phone at all. And her friend, yeah, I mean like, 370 00:25:01.480 --> 00:25:04.839 and her friend is like, she sounded perfectly coherent, no 371 00:25:05.000 --> 00:25:09.880 slurred speech, no sign of like that she had just 372 00:25:10.000 --> 00:25:13.519 taken a whole bottle of pills and she said she 373 00:25:13.680 --> 00:25:15.920 was out of them and wanted her friend to bring 374 00:25:15.960 --> 00:25:20.279 her some. So there you go, right there. And her 375 00:25:20.319 --> 00:25:24.640 friend was never able to testify and say that because 376 00:25:24.640 --> 00:25:27.400 that would also bring up some red flags, you know, 377 00:25:27.759 --> 00:25:30.640 if she had seventy seven pills, why she calling her 378 00:25:30.640 --> 00:25:36.079 friend to bum some off of her, right, And they, uh, 379 00:25:37.799 --> 00:25:43.240 let's see here. They found when they did the autopsy 380 00:25:43.359 --> 00:25:50.799 that although the level of barbituates in her bloodstream was 381 00:25:50.880 --> 00:25:54.799 like crazy high, like ridiculously high. Like I said before, 382 00:25:54.839 --> 00:25:58.839 she would have had it taken like eighteen chloral hydrate 383 00:25:58.960 --> 00:26:04.799 and like seventy nimbutol or whatever. They found that the 384 00:26:04.880 --> 00:26:09.640 level in her liver was twice that or triple that, 385 00:26:09.880 --> 00:26:14.319 which means that they would have had to enter her 386 00:26:14.319 --> 00:26:19.119 body in a different way because your liver starts breaking 387 00:26:19.119 --> 00:26:20.680 the shit down, you know what I'm saying. 388 00:26:21.160 --> 00:26:23.359 So yeah, yeah, The. 389 00:26:23.359 --> 00:26:28.640 Guy who did her autopsy actually made like a smear 390 00:26:29.359 --> 00:26:32.960 of her gastric contents and put it under a microscope 391 00:26:33.680 --> 00:26:36.920 and it was completely clear there was She hadn't eaten 392 00:26:37.000 --> 00:26:40.119 that day, and she hadn't drank any alcohol that day. 393 00:26:40.319 --> 00:26:45.359 Her stomach was literally completely empty. You know, you would 394 00:26:45.440 --> 00:26:49.720 expect to find certain things in the stomach of a 395 00:26:49.759 --> 00:26:52.640 dead person, and it was almost like she had been 396 00:26:52.759 --> 00:26:57.799 fasting or some shit that day. No pills, no refractive crystals, 397 00:26:57.839 --> 00:27:03.759 no food, and no alcohol. So to me, it's like 398 00:27:04.400 --> 00:27:08.039 if this happened late at night, I just feel like 399 00:27:08.119 --> 00:27:10.440 she was in distress or some shit. I mean, she 400 00:27:10.480 --> 00:27:14.640 hadn't even eaten that day. She must have known like 401 00:27:14.960 --> 00:27:21.279