WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.160 --> 00:00:03.200 Hey there, did you know that this podcast as a 2 00:00:03.200 --> 00:00:07.160 supporters club. By becoming a supporter of the show, you 3 00:00:07.240 --> 00:00:11.000 gain access to exclusive content and play an active role 4 00:00:11.080 --> 00:00:14.359 in helping me to continue producing the content you love. 5 00:00:15.359 --> 00:00:18.239 See the link in the episode description for more details. 6 00:00:19.480 --> 00:00:21.480 Now let's get back to the episode. 7 00:00:22.879 --> 00:00:27.199 On the Size, We all on the ways the loudest 8 00:00:27.600 --> 00:00:35.880 right by the same long we stand as one Looplin 9 00:00:36.039 --> 00:00:40.759 had stripe down the pole and protect this land. Oh 10 00:00:40.840 --> 00:00:45.520 it's all father seer voice, guide our souls to the 11 00:00:45.679 --> 00:00:46.679 sacred rhythm. 12 00:00:47.320 --> 00:00:50.880 Frick, Queen of the hat Fus Home, would look. 13 00:00:50.759 --> 00:00:56.960 At grace Vegas holes. 14 00:00:54.600 --> 00:00:59.320 With your fire might guide a food the top night. 15 00:01:00.719 --> 00:01:06.400 Misterss's life, Fanta show us the with every breath, cry 16 00:01:06.519 --> 00:01:12.599 out and lot we honor you know and forever more 17 00:01:14.879 --> 00:01:16.599 photos to lisus. 18 00:01:17.079 --> 00:01:18.319 We call the rules. 19 00:01:18.480 --> 00:01:22.400 We see shocals, hustles, ride out us. 20 00:01:22.799 --> 00:01:26.879 We say fly away locals. 21 00:01:27.400 --> 00:01:33.359 Last, Now, please listen, spers rise on the windsaspring gas 22 00:01:34.799 --> 00:01:37.400 for we trusts. 23 00:01:37.959 --> 00:01:38.159 All. 24 00:01:38.280 --> 00:01:42.920 Right here we are back again on the Gray Armed 25 00:01:42.920 --> 00:01:48.599 Pagans Podcast with a new guest. I mean you, you 26 00:01:49.079 --> 00:01:52.560 jumped in on one that I did with with fire 27 00:01:52.640 --> 00:01:56.560 Fae the other day. But this is our first first 28 00:01:56.599 --> 00:02:01.640 one on one actually, so dude, thanks for joining. Of course, 29 00:02:02.040 --> 00:02:03.799 it's good to do a it's good to do one 30 00:02:03.840 --> 00:02:05.480 one on one. I mean we've been talking a lot 31 00:02:05.599 --> 00:02:09.719 in different groups, two of which now defunct. 32 00:02:09.919 --> 00:02:13.360 Well well yeah, well for me one just one. 33 00:02:13.840 --> 00:02:14.919 Wow, you're still welcome. 34 00:02:14.919 --> 00:02:16.960 That was my first group. Yeah, that was my first group. 35 00:02:17.240 --> 00:02:18.479 Oh you're still welcoming the other? 36 00:02:18.639 --> 00:02:18.840 Wow? 37 00:02:18.919 --> 00:02:19.960 Okay, wait which one? 38 00:02:20.800 --> 00:02:21.039 Both? 39 00:02:21.199 --> 00:02:22.080 Because I believe. 40 00:02:22.199 --> 00:02:25.479 Both gods on the spectrum and unchained are now. 41 00:02:25.680 --> 00:02:29.919 It's never on unchained you were never what okay, I'm 42 00:02:29.960 --> 00:02:30.639 not allowed there? 43 00:02:30.759 --> 00:02:32.400 Oh ship, dude, what did you do? 44 00:02:33.960 --> 00:02:38.280 I'm just me. No, I never got an invite and 45 00:02:38.360 --> 00:02:42.039 it was better off I guess you know. I was 46 00:02:42.080 --> 00:02:43.680 even kicked out of the church. 47 00:02:43.960 --> 00:02:46.159 Yeah, the unchained uncha. 48 00:02:46.879 --> 00:02:51.360 Well, because there was a church on Sundays. Yeah wow, 49 00:02:51.560 --> 00:02:54.840 So I I joined a few, like one day it 50 00:02:54.960 --> 00:02:58.560 was fine, and the second day it was another host 51 00:02:59.360 --> 00:03:02.560 and then I couldn't even join. They came with the 52 00:03:02.599 --> 00:03:04.639 benefit of the doubt because it was towards the end 53 00:03:04.719 --> 00:03:08.479 of the session, right, So yeah, Yostin and were speaking like, 54 00:03:08.560 --> 00:03:12.120 oh maybe because we're logging off soon. Okay, But now 55 00:03:12.319 --> 00:03:18.360 after seeing all this okay, Yeah, it's it's just weird 56 00:03:18.479 --> 00:03:22.080 how people will just reject someone based on actually don't 57 00:03:22.080 --> 00:03:22.639 even know them. 58 00:03:24.039 --> 00:03:28.400 Yeah, I mean I got into those groups via ghost 59 00:03:28.800 --> 00:03:31.319 of course, like he seems to be the main man 60 00:03:31.439 --> 00:03:34.159 to like get everyone in for some reason. I guess 61 00:03:34.199 --> 00:03:37.199 that's you know, part of his vampire skills. But like, yeah, 62 00:03:37.319 --> 00:03:39.840 Gods on the Spectrum, it was cool, you know, Snake 63 00:03:39.960 --> 00:03:44.840 made a lot of promises and then unchained Church, Unchained, Legion, 64 00:03:45.199 --> 00:03:48.879 unchained something. They changed names so much and it was like, 65 00:03:49.039 --> 00:03:51.599 you know, that felt like like the big leagues. 66 00:03:51.719 --> 00:03:55.759 And then all of a sudden, it's like, hey, where 67 00:03:55.800 --> 00:03:56.360 did what? 68 00:03:56.560 --> 00:04:00.479 What? What happened? Like I couldn't and the Gods on 69 00:04:00.520 --> 00:04:04.280 the Spectrum group anymore? My message Snake, like a bro, 70 00:04:04.520 --> 00:04:07.159 what happened? I'm still to this day waiting for an answer. 71 00:04:09.319 --> 00:04:09.560 Never go. 72 00:04:10.639 --> 00:04:13.240 And then it got kicked out of the Unchained as well. 73 00:04:13.360 --> 00:04:16.480 And it's probably because we're independent thinkers and we don't 74 00:04:16.639 --> 00:04:19.319 like to, you know, follow other people. 75 00:04:19.680 --> 00:04:23.319 It wasn't that the whole point of that group to supposedly, Yeah, 76 00:04:24.560 --> 00:04:29.160 I'm not even gonna entertain how people think. No, it's 77 00:04:29.160 --> 00:04:29.959 not my business. 78 00:04:30.319 --> 00:04:33.319 No, you shouldn't and you know, you're like you're you're 79 00:04:33.399 --> 00:04:35.720 doing your own own thing now. I mean like we 80 00:04:35.800 --> 00:04:39.560 completely skipped the introduction, you know, like we just went into. 81 00:04:39.399 --> 00:04:41.519 It right away. But I mean I don't do interest 82 00:04:41.600 --> 00:04:46.160 myself because I don't want to narradate the how people 83 00:04:46.199 --> 00:04:48.920 should see the guests. I want the guests to reveal 84 00:04:49.000 --> 00:04:49.439 who they are. 85 00:04:49.959 --> 00:04:52.639 Yeah, no, of course, but you know they they got 86 00:04:52.720 --> 00:04:55.439 to have, you know, like some idea of like who 87 00:04:55.560 --> 00:04:58.560 you are, what do you do? Where can the people 88 00:04:58.959 --> 00:05:02.399 just basically your tender bio, you know, or grinder? 89 00:05:03.319 --> 00:05:06.839 I don't know where that is good. I haven't. No, 90 00:05:07.040 --> 00:05:10.480 I haven't had a dating app since maybe maybe well 91 00:05:10.720 --> 00:05:12.279 maybe almost close to twenty years. 92 00:05:13.160 --> 00:05:15.879 Anyways, there were dating apps twenty years ago. 93 00:05:17.279 --> 00:05:21.319 Dude, I was thirteen, Like, come on, there are dinosaurs 94 00:05:21.360 --> 00:05:22.079 I do exist. 95 00:05:23.319 --> 00:05:25.920 Don't about the mister media full of people or no 96 00:05:26.040 --> 00:05:30.319 else media that is even like dinosaurs who exist? Oh 97 00:05:30.399 --> 00:05:32.279 that's the first, ladies and gentlemen. The first one, the 98 00:05:32.319 --> 00:05:35.079 grand old Pagan's podcast Life Living Dinosaur. 99 00:05:38.040 --> 00:05:38.079 No. 100 00:05:38.560 --> 00:05:41.480 Yeah, I'm notes in. I'm from La. That's it. I did. 101 00:05:41.560 --> 00:05:45.240 My podcast Life is a dream that doesn't awakening. I know. 102 00:05:45.360 --> 00:05:47.360 It's a weird title. But because I have that tattooed 103 00:05:47.399 --> 00:05:50.920 on me, I'm on the gate cool. Yeah, yeah, that's 104 00:05:50.920 --> 00:05:54.279 why it ended that, because you know, I was you know, 105 00:05:54.360 --> 00:05:57.000 I was friends with other podcasters and then they're like, oh, 106 00:05:57.000 --> 00:05:59.680 we should get these tattoos for based on a podcast, 107 00:05:59.759 --> 00:06:02.600 and you're not gonna do that. No one really does that. 108 00:06:03.199 --> 00:06:06.519 So because I have this tattoo, like wait, that's gonna 109 00:06:06.519 --> 00:06:08.720 be the title. It's in Spanish backwards, so it's in 110 00:06:08.759 --> 00:06:14.680 a mirror. Lavidas la mar. Yeah, so life is a 111 00:06:14.759 --> 00:06:17.000 dream that it's an awakening. I always love that and 112 00:06:17.160 --> 00:06:21.519 going to my spiritual journey and like, yeah, I think 113 00:06:21.560 --> 00:06:23.639 you have to kill something in you to come up 114 00:06:23.680 --> 00:06:27.639 with new ideas or kill a thought even Yeah, that's. 115 00:06:27.600 --> 00:06:31.879 Just that's that's the age old self sacrifice part. 116 00:06:32.360 --> 00:06:34.199 You know, yes, you see that. 117 00:06:34.279 --> 00:06:38.399 There's so many religions or spiritual paths. You know, it's 118 00:06:38.480 --> 00:06:42.519 self sacrifice. You have to sacrifice something of yourself to 119 00:06:43.120 --> 00:06:45.279 like kill the old to make room for the new. 120 00:06:45.680 --> 00:06:47.199 You know, like Voton did it. 121 00:06:47.600 --> 00:06:50.079 You know, he sacrificed so much and did so much 122 00:06:50.240 --> 00:06:53.680 little nasty shit as well, but you know, now he 123 00:06:53.959 --> 00:06:58.040 is the wisest and most powerful of all the gods. 124 00:06:58.240 --> 00:07:00.839 You know, he sacrificed himself to himself. I'm going to 125 00:07:00.879 --> 00:07:03.839 win swept Tree for nine days and nine nights as 126 00:07:04.120 --> 00:07:07.240 so too or no. Because he did that, he managed 127 00:07:07.279 --> 00:07:11.720 to discover the magic of the ruins, and that's, you know, 128 00:07:11.959 --> 00:07:14.879 a very powerful form of magic, especially here in Northern 129 00:07:14.959 --> 00:07:16.800 Europe as zella. 130 00:07:16.920 --> 00:07:19.240 Reincarnation, as you think yourself. 131 00:07:19.120 --> 00:07:22.959 God, big questions right away, I don't I don't know. 132 00:07:23.160 --> 00:07:26.839 I never thought about like what reincarnation is or how 133 00:07:27.040 --> 00:07:31.920 it's works. I've heard several theories about it. The one 134 00:07:32.240 --> 00:07:37.839 that's I think is the most most peculiar to think 135 00:07:37.879 --> 00:07:40.240 about is that, you know how they say that when 136 00:07:40.279 --> 00:07:42.600 you die, like you see a bright light, like at 137 00:07:42.879 --> 00:07:45.079 the light at the end of the tunnel. There are 138 00:07:45.360 --> 00:07:49.079 people who say that like light that you see is 139 00:07:49.439 --> 00:07:54.439 you being reborn, you know, coming out of a new 140 00:07:54.680 --> 00:07:58.519 mother's womb, if you will, Like that is the first 141 00:07:58.639 --> 00:08:03.079 light you see. Which what kind of mean that, like 142 00:08:03.360 --> 00:08:10.279 reincarnation is instantaneous. I'm not too sure about that. I 143 00:08:10.480 --> 00:08:14.399 have a brother on the other side of the veil, unfortunately, 144 00:08:14.600 --> 00:08:18.240 and I know that he is still around. He hasn't 145 00:08:18.399 --> 00:08:21.879 you know, passed on if you will. I don't know. 146 00:08:22.839 --> 00:08:26.720 Like reincarnation, A lot of people will say I believe 147 00:08:26.759 --> 00:08:29.000 that's more of a new age way of thinking. That 148 00:08:29.199 --> 00:08:33.159 you're well now, reincarnation is ancient. You know, many many 149 00:08:33.399 --> 00:08:37.799 religions and spiritual paths believe in the existence of reincarnation, 150 00:08:38.360 --> 00:08:43.360 but that our souls make a choice like that. You know, 151 00:08:43.519 --> 00:08:49.039 the life that you live is chosen beforehand, and that 152 00:08:49.320 --> 00:08:53.799 your your soul, your essence, your life energy, made the 153 00:08:54.000 --> 00:09:00.799 choice to live that life before reincarnating in this physical body, 154 00:09:01.039 --> 00:09:03.759 so that you can learn all the lessons that you 155 00:09:03.879 --> 00:09:06.759 are supposed to learn because you haven't learned those in 156 00:09:06.840 --> 00:09:10.399 a previous life or something. I don't know. There are 157 00:09:10.519 --> 00:09:13.919 many theories. I don't know which one is sure. 158 00:09:14.159 --> 00:09:16.360 I said this just now in the group. I think 159 00:09:16.799 --> 00:09:20.559 truth is between you and God. Everything else is speculation 160 00:09:20.879 --> 00:09:23.759 and philosophy. But you could think of what could be. 161 00:09:24.639 --> 00:09:27.240 Let's say we go in a room us two and 162 00:09:28.159 --> 00:09:30.519 one of us sees God. You're never gonna know. Well, 163 00:09:30.559 --> 00:09:32.399 let's say I do. You're not gonna know, right, You're 164 00:09:32.399 --> 00:09:36.759 just gonna you believe me or you don't. Yeah, So 165 00:09:36.919 --> 00:09:40.759 it's between me and God, and I think I'm not 166 00:09:40.799 --> 00:09:44.960 supposed to tell people because again, that's between me and God. 167 00:09:45.559 --> 00:09:48.519 People are not gonna believe me, and then eventually it 168 00:09:48.600 --> 00:09:50.799 could be viral. Right ah, yeah, I talk to God. 169 00:09:51.320 --> 00:09:54.519 I think that loses its purpose because it's between us. 170 00:09:54.840 --> 00:09:57.200 It's not supposed to be between the whole world or 171 00:09:57.519 --> 00:10:01.759 even the third person. Okay, how will you know? All 172 00:10:01.799 --> 00:10:03.480 you have to do is trust me? Right, you can 173 00:10:03.559 --> 00:10:07.559 just go by what I'm telling you trust you know, Yeah, 174 00:10:08.960 --> 00:10:13.879 it's trust the science God. Please no, never again. 175 00:10:13.960 --> 00:10:18.519 Oh that's a good one actually. Like, so in your like, 176 00:10:18.679 --> 00:10:19.720 in your view the. 177 00:10:21.440 --> 00:10:24.080 The divine, if you will, let's take it very broadly. 178 00:10:24.200 --> 00:10:29.080 The divine is a personal experience or like, would you 179 00:10:29.159 --> 00:10:32.919 say that you know God? I have multiple of course, 180 00:10:33.240 --> 00:10:38.080 but you know that God is the same God for everyone, right. 181 00:10:38.120 --> 00:10:41.399 The source right where everything comes from. Because going back 182 00:10:41.440 --> 00:10:43.879 to the light that you said, when someone has life 183 00:10:44.039 --> 00:10:47.720 near that experience and the I saw that light when 184 00:10:47.879 --> 00:10:54.840 I discovered God and not and die. I'm still here. Yeah, sure, America, 185 00:10:54.919 --> 00:10:58.480 that inside. But that's what's so embarrassing now. When I 186 00:10:58.600 --> 00:11:03.960 discovered how the flower you know, but it wasn't even that. 187 00:11:04.159 --> 00:11:09.000 It was the fact that I discovered the anthisicist of 188 00:11:09.080 --> 00:11:13.120 the truth, right, the globe model I felt for like 189 00:11:13.240 --> 00:11:16.480 the opposition of that which is the flat earth, and like, 190 00:11:16.559 --> 00:11:19.720 oh shit, can't believe this is the truth. But it 191 00:11:19.879 --> 00:11:26.639 wasn't even that. It's it's the between both, like the 192 00:11:26.720 --> 00:11:31.519 fact that I could I knew how mind control works. 193 00:11:32.039 --> 00:11:35.159 If they make me think that there's a globe, they 194 00:11:35.200 --> 00:11:36.240 can make me think anything. 195 00:11:37.320 --> 00:11:38.639 They can make you believe it's flat. 196 00:11:39.799 --> 00:11:42.799 Yes, and they did. But then again I was like, wait, 197 00:11:42.960 --> 00:11:46.639 why why am I falling for this an phisicists. That 198 00:11:46.720 --> 00:11:50.200 doesn't mean it's true. It's a new discovery for me, yes, yeah, 199 00:11:50.600 --> 00:11:52.960 but it doesn't make it so doesn't mean it's truth. 200 00:11:53.559 --> 00:11:55.360 And that's when I was started reading the Bible too, 201 00:11:56.200 --> 00:11:58.200 and it's like, wait, you're still telling me what you 202 00:11:58.360 --> 00:12:04.759 think I'm reading something and that's playing with my mind. Yeah, 203 00:12:04.840 --> 00:12:05.639 so it's not different. 204 00:12:06.679 --> 00:12:08.480 I mean, that's why I have to be very careful 205 00:12:08.639 --> 00:12:13.320 when you know, reading and thinking about these these things, 206 00:12:13.360 --> 00:12:16.320 because there are so many people who are stuck in 207 00:12:16.759 --> 00:12:20.399 one particular kind of kind of belief, like one way 208 00:12:20.679 --> 00:12:26.039 of thinking that for them is the absolute and ultimate truth. 209 00:12:26.240 --> 00:12:30.720 And that may be the case for them, and it's 210 00:12:30.919 --> 00:12:31.440 it's something. 211 00:12:31.679 --> 00:12:34.360 That's something that I got in with Matt and Dean 212 00:12:34.440 --> 00:12:38.360 Blackwell on the live stream that we did. Yes, like 213 00:12:38.480 --> 00:12:42.919 there is no such thing really as absolute truth, Like 214 00:12:43.039 --> 00:12:46.120 there are some things that are set in stone, because 215 00:12:46.240 --> 00:12:49.840 like what Matt was arguing is that because of certain 216 00:12:50.159 --> 00:12:53.639 events that are like very bad in nature, you know, 217 00:12:53.840 --> 00:12:56.840 he grew because of it, so he was better off afterwards. 218 00:12:57.639 --> 00:13:03.080 So for him they were good, so therefore it's a 219 00:13:03.159 --> 00:13:10.039 good experience. And myself and Todd, I'm like, well, we 220 00:13:10.320 --> 00:13:14.120 try to argue that, Okay, that may be the case 221 00:13:14.519 --> 00:13:18.559 for you, but just because you were better off for it, 222 00:13:19.559 --> 00:13:23.320 doesn't mean that it was a good experience, Like it's 223 00:13:23.360 --> 00:13:24.480 still fucking bad. 224 00:13:25.279 --> 00:13:28.240 No, no, no, no, you know, but you know, subjectively 225 00:13:28.559 --> 00:13:30.039 personally it was good. 226 00:13:30.159 --> 00:13:32.080 Like what can be good for you can be bad 227 00:13:32.360 --> 00:13:34.759 for me and vice versa. And it's like, no, there 228 00:13:34.879 --> 00:13:35.919 is still such a thing. 229 00:13:35.919 --> 00:13:40.159 As like ultimate bad, ultimate good or by the way around, 230 00:13:40.240 --> 00:13:42.559 I guess I think a lot of people say things 231 00:13:42.639 --> 00:13:46.320 personally because it happened to me, therefore it is. Yeah, 232 00:13:47.120 --> 00:13:51.679 for example, COVID. You know, I think we all most 233 00:13:51.840 --> 00:13:54.039 most of us agree that it was an agenda behind 234 00:13:54.120 --> 00:13:56.440 it to make money, to get rid of people. Whatever, 235 00:13:56.720 --> 00:13:59.200 it's not. It wasn't just the virus that was came 236 00:13:59.240 --> 00:13:59.759 out of nowhere. 237 00:14:00.240 --> 00:14:03.279 It was much much more than that it or was 238 00:14:03.480 --> 00:14:05.360 a virus at all. 239 00:14:05.480 --> 00:14:09.480 Right, So I'm still trying to wake people up from 240 00:14:09.519 --> 00:14:13.080 that in my circle, because there's people that are therapists 241 00:14:13.120 --> 00:14:16.080 around me. They just believe in the whole. They believe 242 00:14:16.159 --> 00:14:20.000 what they're told. Right, And because I got COVID, I 243 00:14:20.080 --> 00:14:23.480 almost died from COVID, I could easily say, see it 244 00:14:23.600 --> 00:14:26.759 is true, I almost die from it. Therefore it's true. 245 00:14:27.600 --> 00:14:29.480 But we have to sit back and say, look, this 246 00:14:29.639 --> 00:14:34.200 is I'm just like the one percent. Yeah, so I 247 00:14:34.399 --> 00:14:37.080 could easily take it personally, make it, make it about me. 248 00:14:37.799 --> 00:14:39.799 See it did happen. I was a victim to it. 249 00:14:40.279 --> 00:14:44.279 Therefore it's true what they're telling us. No, So I 250 00:14:44.360 --> 00:14:46.840 think a lot of people take things personally, even communism. 251 00:14:47.200 --> 00:14:51.000 I still don't know much about the topic, but some again, 252 00:14:51.039 --> 00:14:52.919 it's always something able to kill something, right. 253 00:14:52.960 --> 00:14:56.200 Killed about ninety million people, So you could say it's 254 00:14:56.240 --> 00:14:57.559 a it's a pretty. 255 00:14:57.600 --> 00:15:01.360 Okay, but this they know. But I see they say 256 00:15:01.440 --> 00:15:02.799 the same thing about COVID and. 257 00:15:02.919 --> 00:15:05.000 World War Two, although the number is a bit lower. 258 00:15:05.879 --> 00:15:08.679 But see that that's my thing. I feel alone because 259 00:15:09.320 --> 00:15:11.720 like you just said, well, yeah, because they killed ninety 260 00:15:11.759 --> 00:15:14.679 thousand people, ninety million you said ninety mili, Yeah, we 261 00:15:14.799 --> 00:15:15.440 will never know. 262 00:15:16.919 --> 00:15:17.080 Like that. 263 00:15:17.320 --> 00:15:19.480 That's why I'm saying history repeats itself. They're doing the 264 00:15:19.559 --> 00:15:20.120 same thing. 265 00:15:21.399 --> 00:15:25.120 Yeah, okay, I mean the same thanks time. 266 00:15:26.360 --> 00:15:28.399 That's why I'm so discried, And that's why I don't 267 00:15:28.480 --> 00:15:31.480 like history. I don't know. It doesn't matter what happened, 268 00:15:31.480 --> 00:15:34.480 because I will never know. I'm not gonna fault for that. 269 00:15:34.799 --> 00:15:36.639 I'm seeing it in front of my eyes. Why am 270 00:15:36.679 --> 00:15:41.279 I gonna believe a boot or an article even someone 271 00:15:41.360 --> 00:15:44.320 said the video about a certain group of people that 272 00:15:44.360 --> 00:15:50.320 are evil. Okay, great presentation, but that's not If anybody 273 00:15:50.399 --> 00:15:53.639 could put a video together and try to push a narrative. 274 00:15:53.639 --> 00:15:59.039 Especially with the rise of generative AI, exactly, rings can 275 00:15:59.399 --> 00:16:03.480 very easily be manipulated and fabricated. 276 00:16:04.440 --> 00:16:06.240 Well, see, it's happening in front of our eyes, So 277 00:16:06.279 --> 00:16:07.200 why can't we question? 278 00:16:09.320 --> 00:16:12.000 Because you're not supposed to. 279 00:16:12.320 --> 00:16:14.039 That's and that's the whole reason. 280 00:16:14.159 --> 00:16:18.399 You know, it's set instant. This happened, this, this and 281 00:16:18.559 --> 00:16:20.360 this and that's it. 282 00:16:21.000 --> 00:16:23.200 You know, But even I know, But even just now 283 00:16:23.240 --> 00:16:27.720 you just said, well, yeah, people die being able to communism. 284 00:16:27.960 --> 00:16:31.200 That's the yeah, of course, o god, according. 285 00:16:30.720 --> 00:16:33.639 To Okay exactly yeah, no, yeah. 286 00:16:33.679 --> 00:16:34.679 True, true. 287 00:16:34.799 --> 00:16:37.360 I mean, like who knows if that is the actual number. 288 00:16:37.440 --> 00:16:39.399 I mean, that is the number that we have been 289 00:16:39.480 --> 00:16:43.399 given in the history books. Then again, history is always 290 00:16:43.440 --> 00:16:49.039 written by the victor, you know, so it's and every 291 00:16:49.600 --> 00:16:53.639 history book ever has been twisted to fit some kind 292 00:16:53.759 --> 00:16:58.320 of narrative, whether it be like a group narrative, a 293 00:16:58.440 --> 00:17:04.039 personal narrative, a political narrative, the like actual history. Yeah, 294 00:17:04.240 --> 00:17:08.599 I'll agree with you, Like actual history, what actually happened. 295 00:17:09.680 --> 00:17:10.319 We will never know. 296 00:17:11.359 --> 00:17:14.279 We have accounts from different people what happened. 297 00:17:14.599 --> 00:17:16.960 But you know, he will say it happened this way. 298 00:17:17.160 --> 00:17:18.960 He will say it happened that way, and she will 299 00:17:19.000 --> 00:17:20.720 say no, no, no, both of them are wrong because 300 00:17:20.759 --> 00:17:21.440 it happened this way. 301 00:17:22.400 --> 00:17:26.440 What's true even in the Bible, right, the book according 302 00:17:26.480 --> 00:17:29.920 to John and the book according to Matthew. It's according 303 00:17:30.000 --> 00:17:30.640 to the person. 304 00:17:31.160 --> 00:17:35.960 Yeah, so someone else, someone else heard it and wrote 305 00:17:35.960 --> 00:17:38.920 it down. You know, it's like a secondhand story, if 306 00:17:39.000 --> 00:17:43.920 you will. I heard someone tell me this, so I 307 00:17:44.079 --> 00:17:48.000 decided to write it down. Mm hmm but you know, 308 00:17:48.200 --> 00:17:51.359 like I I still maybe I mayst remember things, maybe 309 00:17:51.400 --> 00:17:55.119 I heard certain things that you know, I thought were said, 310 00:17:55.680 --> 00:17:58.720 but it's not what was actually said. Yeah, it's it's 311 00:17:58.960 --> 00:17:59.480 it's true. 312 00:18:00.119 --> 00:18:03.079 So yes, that's why I'm just I'm like, I listened 313 00:18:03.079 --> 00:18:05.119 to all these podcasters. Oh you know what the but 314 00:18:05.200 --> 00:18:07.839 the new media, what the new form of fake news 315 00:18:07.960 --> 00:18:13.960 is mm hmm podcasters. Yeah, we just spread shit. 316 00:18:14.279 --> 00:18:15.880 It's true, that's true. 317 00:18:15.920 --> 00:18:19.960 And because I can't believe we're like two podcasters here 318 00:18:20.079 --> 00:18:21.200 shipping on podcasts. 319 00:18:24.279 --> 00:18:26.359 But that's why I haven't. I haven't no, because it's. 320 00:18:26.319 --> 00:18:29.559 I get it, like it's such a like open source 321 00:18:29.960 --> 00:18:34.240 of media and still so relatively new, and anyone can 322 00:18:34.359 --> 00:18:38.079 start a podcast. Doesn't mean that anyone should because there 323 00:18:38.119 --> 00:18:40.880 are podcasts out there that I'm like, really like, this 324 00:18:41.039 --> 00:18:42.200 is what they're gonna talk about. 325 00:18:42.279 --> 00:18:47.119 Okay, you do you, but they also have a purpose 326 00:18:47.240 --> 00:18:51.480 for a certain persons stage and their awakening or sort 327 00:18:51.519 --> 00:18:55.079 of speak, because people are still stuck in the flow Earth. 328 00:18:55.799 --> 00:18:59.000 People are still Christians, people are still and you know, 329 00:18:59.000 --> 00:19:01.599 I don't know much about pagan so I'm not even going. 330 00:19:02.480 --> 00:19:07.359 It's it's on the rise again. No, it actually is 331 00:19:07.559 --> 00:19:10.839 like the the old gods really have returned, and the 332 00:19:10.880 --> 00:19:13.480 people who going back to the roots of their ancestors 333 00:19:13.720 --> 00:19:18.920 are increasing and increasing well yearly. 334 00:19:19.279 --> 00:19:25.680 So I do like the how there's an energy between things. 335 00:19:27.240 --> 00:19:29.799 Like It's funny because when I was going through I 336 00:19:30.240 --> 00:19:32.039 feel I think, I think I send this to the 337 00:19:32.200 --> 00:19:36.640 to the group I need to I need to learn love. 338 00:19:37.000 --> 00:19:38.839 So I want to talk to the love, the god 339 00:19:38.880 --> 00:19:43.920 of love. It's like something that I had to understand. 340 00:19:44.279 --> 00:19:45.920 I mean, there are several pick one. 341 00:19:46.359 --> 00:19:48.680 No, but I am I don't know if I call 342 00:19:48.759 --> 00:19:50.400 them gods or energy. 343 00:19:52.279 --> 00:19:54.759 That's a good one. I mean there I I would 344 00:19:54.839 --> 00:20:00.039 say that the god form is created by man's so 345 00:20:00.240 --> 00:20:04.359 that we may better understand it that the gods have 346 00:20:04.480 --> 00:20:07.200 created us in their own image. Maybe the other way 347 00:20:07.279 --> 00:20:10.559 around as well. We kind of create have created this 348 00:20:10.680 --> 00:20:14.160 image of the gods as superhumans, if you will, Like 349 00:20:14.279 --> 00:20:17.319 they are kind of like us. They still have are 350 00:20:18.559 --> 00:20:21.519 like some of our flaws, but they're just like a 351 00:20:21.920 --> 00:20:27.279 like higher evolved version of us, a higher consciousness, a 352 00:20:27.400 --> 00:20:31.680 higher form of energy. And I am myself, I'm leaning 353 00:20:31.759 --> 00:20:36.240 more towards the young and school of thinking, like that 354 00:20:36.359 --> 00:20:41.640 they are archetypes, you know, who represent a certain type 355 00:20:41.880 --> 00:20:45.839 of being who represent a certain type of energy, a 356 00:20:45.960 --> 00:20:50.440 certain type of living. You know, the dragon slayer, the lover, 357 00:20:50.839 --> 00:20:55.720 the wise old man, if you will, like those are archetypes, 358 00:20:55.799 --> 00:21:00.160 those are roles, and there are certain gods that we 359 00:21:01.039 --> 00:21:05.839 that we have ascribed those archetypes two or the other 360 00:21:05.880 --> 00:21:09.680 way around. Perhaps I'm still kind of figuring that out, 361 00:21:09.759 --> 00:21:13.000 but I you know, because there are so many different 362 00:21:13.200 --> 00:21:16.240 a different kind of gods, but all of them seem 363 00:21:16.359 --> 00:21:21.519 to have things in common. So it makes more more 364 00:21:21.720 --> 00:21:25.279 sense if they are like the same energy, the same archetype, 365 00:21:25.319 --> 00:21:30.640 but maybe manifested differently. A big thank you to the 366 00:21:30.680 --> 00:21:37.680 sponsor of today's episode, Good Feels and their cannabis Seltzer. 367 00:21:38.160 --> 00:21:44.160 Cannabis Seltzer from Get good Feels is redefining refreshment with 368 00:21:44.279 --> 00:21:50.240 its innovative range of THHC infused beverages. Yes you're hearing 369 00:21:50.319 --> 00:21:55.119 that right. THC Infused found it to offer a new 370 00:21:55.319 --> 00:22:02.000 era of relaxation. 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Shop dot get good Feels dot 381 00:23:00.759 --> 00:23:07.759 com code greyhorn for twenty percent of your new favorite 382 00:23:07.799 --> 00:23:13.039 way of relaxing. Thank you to Get Good Feels and 383 00:23:13.240 --> 00:23:19.119 their THHC infused Seltzer for sponsoring this episode. 384 00:23:21.440 --> 00:23:25.440 Yes, I think I like that roles because so I 385 00:23:25.480 --> 00:23:29.319 don't I think it's just humans. I don't believe in aliens. 386 00:23:29.519 --> 00:23:31.400 Is when I started reading the by what I believe, 387 00:23:31.400 --> 00:23:35.880 there was nettling all these things and I'm like, no, 388 00:23:36.079 --> 00:23:38.920 even dinosaurs are like wait, there's no dinosaurs, or there's 389 00:23:38.920 --> 00:23:44.440 no evolution. It's always been us. We do take different roles. 390 00:23:44.559 --> 00:23:47.839 For example, we create a group, we want to get 391 00:23:47.880 --> 00:23:52.519 different types of people that have different abilities. Yeah, so 392 00:23:52.759 --> 00:23:55.839 they're already in us those roles or those abilities or 393 00:23:55.880 --> 00:23:58.240 those powers, whatever, you want to call them. So it's 394 00:23:58.279 --> 00:24:02.519 not that far, Petch. I think we go to this 395 00:24:02.640 --> 00:24:05.599 fantasy world where we have you seen the movie Big Fish? 396 00:24:07.920 --> 00:24:10.079 Long we talked about this and when my cameo when 397 00:24:10.079 --> 00:24:12.720 I little, anyways, that's more what. 398 00:24:13.519 --> 00:24:18.000 Long long ago, but I I I remember it being 399 00:24:18.359 --> 00:24:18.799 the guy. 400 00:24:18.799 --> 00:24:23.640 Is very dramatic. He blows things out of proportion, like notes, 401 00:24:23.680 --> 00:24:26.240