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Speaker 1: Hey, it's Bill.

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Speaker 2: I wanted to jump in here before we started tell

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you a little bit about the episode. We recorded this

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on Kevin's birthday. Kevin been here since the beginning, married guy,

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three boys, hockey dad. I'm pretty sure it means he

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spent most of his adult life cold, tired, emotionally negotiating,

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and honestly, every guy does this pretending he knows what

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he's doing right. And here's the thing nobody really tells

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you about. As you get older.

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Speaker 1: At some point you just kind of figure this out.

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You're no longer in control, not of your kids, not

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of your body, and not of the outcomes you'll work

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really hard to plan for. You're just involved. You watch

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your kids get good at something, maybe great, and suddenly

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it's not about teaching anymore. It's about stepping back and

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not fucking it all up.

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Speaker 2: Your marriage that shifts goes from passion to partnership. You

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kind of need each other to balance it all out.

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Your body sends little notifications you didn't sign up for.

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We as humans love control, we worship it, and then

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life quietly.

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Speaker 1: Digs it away.

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Speaker 2: So this episode isn't really about hockey or football, or

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bad calls or snowstorms. It's about what happens when that

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illusion breaks, and how you play the next part without panicking,

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without disappearing, without pretending you're fine. Kevin s here, it's

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his birthday. Let's talk about the part and nobody he

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prepares you for. If the new year has you saying

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I did not sign up for this, like a worker's

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comp case, social security disability, or a personal injury claim,

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don't try to.

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Speaker 1: Google lawyer your way through it. Go to Connors and Ferris.

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Speaker 2: They have offices in Buffalo, New York City, Syracuse, and Rochester,

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and they'll get back to you within twenty four hours. Yeah,

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so even when you're stress scrolling at two am, you

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can call two six to two COMP, tell them a

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little bit about what's going on in your life, and

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within twenty four hours one of their attorneys will get

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back to you.

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Speaker 1: You'll talk to real lawyers who.

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Speaker 2: Will explain things in plain English, not legal mumbo jumbo.

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Workers comp, social security disability, personal injury complicated. Absolutely something

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you should handle alone. Nope, Connors and Ferris experienced, responsive

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and committed to serving you better call two six' to TWO.

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Comp helps available right.

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Speaker 3: Now when your old career gives you, lemons throwing some,

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ice mix in some vodka and call it a podcast

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from The mac Of All Trade studio In fairport and

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driven By Victor. Kreisler dots, gee, Brahm It's bilified The

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Bill Moran.

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Speaker 4: Podcast, well hello and.

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Speaker 2: Welcome thanks for getting your pot. On thank you for

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telling a. Friend that's how we spread the word about

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the pirate. Ship slowly growing like my god after the,

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storm like moles up your. Back, yeah slowly growing like

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the voles the way. BACK i just went for a skit.

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Check how dare? You how dare?

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Speaker 1: You all the? Way? Yeah oh, yeah, yeah yeah. Yeah

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this lady's a little nicer. Lady yeah it going with

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like a half. To so you don't like embarrass? Her uh,

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NO i have WELL i have a fluffer embarrass. Her

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HOW i gonna embarrass? Her going? Flimp she might be,

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like oh hot?

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Speaker 2: Anymore, no no, hot no. CHILLED i think younger than.

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ME i think this one's younger than. Me the other,

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one the other one was. Older uh. No and and

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this one doesn't like the other one would do like

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a blue light. Around this one just lifts my underwear

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and looks.

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Speaker 1: The blue light like you're checking out for coming. OUT

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i don't, know. Hotel that's read pretty, MUCH i, think, yeah,

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PROBABLY i don't. KNOW i don't know what that. Is, which,

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lady you have been asked, This, oh you know what today?

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Is kevin's? Birthday, married three, sons hockey, dad, alcoholic no, drunk, yeah,

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alcoholics going to. MEETINGS i was thinking about. This you

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have been, cold, tired and emotionally confused pretty much for

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the last fifteen twenty. Years how long have you been? Married twenty?

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Two all, right so twenty.

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Speaker 2: Years i'll say you might have been not emotionally confused

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the first, two but then the kids come along and.

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Speaker 1: That you.

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Speaker 2: KNOW i was thinking about this, too because it Was kevin's.

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Birthday thank GOD i put in my fucking calendar this

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year because there would have been.

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Speaker 1: Nothing, OH i also do you also asked me like

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two weeks, ago you guessed like four, days And i'm,

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Like i've just tell you what it. Is, yeah, yeah,

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YEAH i put it in my. CALENDAR i just A

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facebook remind me when it's your. Birthday, yeah that's. FINE

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i MEAN i usually shop ahead SO i don't have

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to worry about. It, right that's a calendar pub up that.

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Day so that's WHY i did the. Thing BUT i

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was thinking about it BECAUSE i, go you, know for,

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BIRTHDAYS i don't even know how old you. Are forty, seven,

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no forty, five no, three you're going the wrong. Way

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oh you're forty. Eight, nope you're not, Fifty nope you're forty.

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Nine there you, go closest to the. Pits.

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Speaker 2: Christ it's, like, mean, YEAH i, mean it's like the

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hardest part isn't the kids and the. Diapers it's watching

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them not need you, anymore you. KNOW i, mean that

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really IS i, think honest To. God AND i know

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it sounds a little strange from guys to be talking about,

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that but it's like watching your kids become people that

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no longer ask your. Permission it's kind of been you

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don't really need.

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Speaker 1: To it's kind of been the ongoing team of the

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group chat that it was in over the weekend Because

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sam's In. Vegas yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, Yeah and then

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couldn't come. Back they got their flight delayed because of the. Storm,

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RIGHT i think it Was. Thursday, yeah they had already

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canceled it because of the, storm which really wasn't that

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big of a storm to be honest with, YOU i didn't. Think,

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yeah but he got they got. Stuck so they're coming

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back tomorrow at some. Point, okay so he got an

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extra two days In. Vegas that's what we're saying. THERE

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i guess there could be worse places to be. Straight oh, yeah,

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yeah we getting out. THERE i guess it was a

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night where they went From. Chicago they were supposed To

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chicago To. Vegas they went To chicago To denver To.

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Vegas WHY i don't. KNOW i didn't.

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Speaker 2: Ask, oh maybe maybe that was the original flight for

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that plane and they had to cancel. It it makes

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no sense to, Me BUT i, don't you know WHAT i.

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Speaker 1: Mean it's, LIKE i don't. Know so what does it

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feel like for you forty nine years old when you

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realize that your kids are closer to leaving than they are.

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Coming you know What i'm? Saying like the same thing for.

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Speaker 2: Me both my older guys are, gone and It jamison

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will be gone in two.

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Speaker 1: Years there's many days Where i'm, like get the fuck, out,

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GO i got plans for your, Room, GO i got

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plays for your. Room but, yeah but it is, like,

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okay all, RIGHT i Think dad's probably have a better

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easier time than that with that than Mom's oh, Yeah

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bob's going through because his oldest just. THERE i think

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he's twenty. Four, yeah they just he just moved out

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with his, girlfriend, okay and they were going through all

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the getting the place and getting everything. RARE i think

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they spent two days over there getting everything put together

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and everything put up and put.

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Speaker 2: Away and then your, Son, tyler who's still in high,

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school and then you Have sam who's In vegas now coming.

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Back But, tyler still in high, school has got like

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a really promising future in.

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Speaker 1: Hockey first stating.

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Speaker 2: Hopefully, okay, Yeah so, like at what point as a

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parent does it become from supporting to supporting means getting

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out of the, way letting him listen to other. People

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you know What i'm, saying BECAUSE i always, worry like

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you'll hear about and a lot of them are turned. Out,

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Okay but you don't want to Be Todd meredovich's. Dad

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you're not and that's not you at. All but you played.

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Hockey you understand the. Game you have a passion for.

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It it's, like BUT I i, MEAN i think it's

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fair to say your kid's better at it than.

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Speaker 1: You. Tyler i'm not trying to be. Mean i'm Just

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i'm just SAYING i think he's one of the best

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in the. Area, yeah, yeah, definitely, YES i JUST i

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still give him my two, cents LIKE i, say, hey

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you know you did this, well this, well this, well

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this is something where maybe it was not your best.

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Option BUT i will always remind him when he comes

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home and tells me that one of his high school

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coaches or his travel coach says the exact same THING i,

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said like three weeks, ago, yeah, like, oh, oh well

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look at, this look at, This oh dad knows. All

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or WHEN i told them over the, SUMMER i, go you,

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know you probably need to put on about ten to

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fifteen pounds of. Muscle, yeah it'll make, you it'll take

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your game to the next. Level and they got train

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wrecked a couple weeks. Ago, man that kid just fucking murdered. Me,

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yeah maybe if you put that muscle on us and

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eat McDonald's, there fat bitchy the. Kid the kid is he's,

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wiring he's put on. Muscle, yeah he's got a little.

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Bit he could definitely stand to fifteen. More, okay, Uh

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because that's the thing, is LIKE i never. Knew my

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dad was not a sports, guy so he didn't understand.

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Speaker 2: Anything he was doing crossrod puzzles WHILE i was on

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the field playing. Games and that's the, thing is, like

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how do you know when pushing? Helps and and SOMETIMES

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i think it's about our own, Anxiety like for some,

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parents you don't want to see the kid like do.

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Anything BUT i don't get really that vibe with.

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Speaker 1: You he got messed up a little bit against he

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got his head his bell rung Against, quaid and he

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was definitely not feeling. Great and we went To Lake.

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Placid he definitely played Like ship because he was, sick

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sick with HE i think he was still feeling some

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of the effects of getting his bell. Rung, yeah he

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didn't have a, concussion but he definitely was. Not but

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he was also he had a nasty head, cold so

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he just he played. Awful he had no points in two,

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games which is not like. Him, yeah and does that

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what does that? Do what does that do for? You

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does that make you like a little just makes? Me?

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NO i JUST i just let him do.

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Speaker 4: It.

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Speaker 1: YEAH i thought about this a lot BECAUSE i after

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The Bills ship that went on and then you go

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on social, media and they'll see all kinds of people

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putting up this was considered a. Cuts this was not

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considered the. Cuts AND i GET i can't don't let

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your don't let your season come down to one. Play,

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well here's here's WHAT i was.

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Speaker 2: WATCHING i, thought you, know there were people Saying Drake

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may didn't play well in the. Playoffs he hasn't and

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he didn't really play well yet done, enough but he

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played well.

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Speaker 1: Enough he's done. Enough BUT i, thought, boy because they

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are Not they're not The, bills they're Not Josh allen,

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driven their team driven.

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Speaker 2: Well and they seem to be fundamentals over flash, yep

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you know WHAT i. Mean fundamentals over. Flash and it

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was like remembering who you, know you're one to eleventh

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of this, team and it's.

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Speaker 1: Just why miss at thirteen yards when you can hit it? Four? Yeah?

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Right three fours is still twelve. Yep and it's still

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a first? Down yeah.

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Speaker 2: Yeah and it's like they also did something. Else they

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have adaptability and in a real sense of control of

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situations that they don't necessarily have control.

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Speaker 1: Of and What i'm referring.

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Speaker 2: To is The Jared stindham flagged play that they went

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under review and then it wasn't a it was down

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where The patriot guy got it because it was a,

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fumble not a forward pass or lateral or whatever it.

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Speaker 1: Was and then maybe that was a bad. Call, well

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they Blew they blew the when the ball hit the,

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ground they blew the play. Dead, yes that's why they

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give them the.

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Speaker 2: Ball, that, yes BUT i think it was kind of

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a blown, call like they they should have probably got

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the touchdown The patriots for, that so instead of allowing

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that chaos to you, know, oh they're fucking us that

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kind of, thing WHICH i think in certain situations some people.

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Could it was a close game and they. Didn't they

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went in and they scored and they did what they

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had to. Do and it's one of these things where.

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Speaker 1: It's the veteran. STAFF i, mean you've Got Josh, pretenden

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who's been a head coach to an offensive. Coordinator you

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Got vrabel who's been a head coach for a, while

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he's been a defensive. Coordinator, right they're just wired differently

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than Say Johnny Joe, brady WHO'S i don't want to

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Say Joe brady's not wired correctly because that's not the

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right way to say, it but he doesn't have that

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situational stuff that He's he's just not as. Tenured he

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doesn't have the, time and he doesn't have the experience

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That josh McDaniels would. Have, Yeah, NO i sometimes that

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plays into. It sometimes that plays great for, you huge because.

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Speaker 2: You've seen a lot of, stuff, right and experience is

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our greatest, teacher, right you, know words don't, teach that's the.

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Speaker 1: Thing but he, sometimes being the new, guy you can be,

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like you know, what fuck, it let's. Go but they

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didn't argue the.

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Speaker 2: CHAOS i didn't see ANY i didn't see any argument

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on the k AND i, thought, wow they just adjusted to.

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It and then they went forward and he goes to,

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me it's like how much success is, talent but also

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how you respond to the.

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Speaker 1: Situation, well they talked about it on the. Broadcast Tony

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romo was talking about it because they kept showing late

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in the fourth quarter when it was blizzarding and nobody

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could move the. Ball at one, Point New england had

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a third and like ten, yeah and basically did just

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snapped it and threw it, away knowing they were gonna

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punt and just move the. Ball but they were showing

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McDaniels And rabel talking back and, forth constantly talking back and,

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forth trying to figure out what's our best play? Here,

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yeah do we try to move the? Ball do we just?

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YEAH i mean with the lead and let our defense.

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Speaker 2: Win it's a chess, game, right and you're trying you're

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trying to. SEE i don't, know BECAUSE i. Was it

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even reminded me WHEN i was thinking about all this,

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stuff AND i, go you, know it's how you respond

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to a.

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Speaker 1: SITUATION i got a, call, uh earlier in the week

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from my kids'.

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Speaker 2: School something had, happened and what he said to them

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and they wanted me to know was.

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Speaker 1: My knee.

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Speaker 2: Jerk my dad always, says my knee jerk response is

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usually the wrong response to, have and they, said we

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wanted you to know he said, that AND i, said, well,

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yeah usually our first, response knee jerk is hard to.

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Control it's knee, jerk, Right it's knee. Jerk it's like

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it's it's it's, instinct it's it's what you've been trained to.

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Do but if you can get, that just that moment that,

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beat train yourself to do.

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Speaker 1: That it's.

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Speaker 2: Better because most, PEOPLE i, think in anything they're. Doing

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and you look at The, patriots they lose momentum because

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something was. Unfair they just lose momentum and then they

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wind up stop playing the, game stop doing them. Whatever

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hey fuck, this this guy hurt my, feeling you know

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WHAT i? Mean, Right AND i really. DO i think

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in life you can look at, that LIKE i, thought

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that's a great. THING i hope some football, COACH i

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hope some teacher takes That patriot thing right, there that

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play and.

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Speaker 1: Go they didn't overreact to. It they stayed. Composed AND i, mean,

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look The broncos had a chance to keep them. Out

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they weren't. In they didn't get the. Touchdown you got

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a chance to rest your offense a little. Bit and

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many teams have we, watched you, know many teams do.

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That SO i DON'T i don't. Know it's kind of like.

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Speaker 2: Life doesn't reward people who are, right even though we

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want to tell our kids that all the.

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Speaker 1: Time look who's. Right it rewards who keeps playing the,

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game who keeps. Going this individual did not lose momentum

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because something was kind of. Unfair he was In New.

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York That's Sam.

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Speaker 2: Donald he was in the same draft class As baker

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may And Josh. Allen he was picked, Third josh was picked.

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SEVENTH i think whatever what's his name was picked. Sixteenth Lamar,

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yeah And Josh rosen, too And Josh rosen, Right Josh.

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ROSEN i don't think who ever saw the. FIELD i

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don't even know if he's.

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Speaker 1: Still, YEAH i don't, know but it's like you watch

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What Sam donald. Did. Right he goes From New york

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to The, panthers and then The panthers go and Get Baker,

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mayfield so they're both on the, team and he's out

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To San francisco BECAUSE i think he reminded a reporter

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While i've won A Super bowl, before Or i've been

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on the you, Know i've been in a Super bowl.

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Before he didn't, play but he was on the.

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Speaker 2: Sideline then he goes from there To, minnesota has a

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pretty solid, season everything's, okay maybe you, know he found his,

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home and then the next thing you, know he's off

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To seattle with a new head. Coach, LIKE i, think

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is this a rookie head. COACH i don't know how

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long he's been in, there BECAUSE i might think they

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Fired carol two years. Ago, okay so it was the

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second season but still AND i, go he was great.

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Yesterday he was THROWING i, mean he looked, really really.

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Speaker 1: Sharp it just shows what a shit show The jets

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are and what a shit show they are at developing. Players.

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Speaker 2: Right but think about the number of. GUYS i, MEAN

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i think a lot of people wrote him off as

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a as a bust or. Whatever he was seeing. Ghosts

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that becomes a like a quote that was played all the,

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Time AND i, go that guy never fucking bought into

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anybody else's.

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Speaker 1: Bullshit he just he knew what he had and he you,

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know his grandfather was the marble. Man, uh he just kept.

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Speaker 2: Going AND i, go that's the shit that you want

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to teach your, kids that's the stuff you want to show.

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Speaker 1: Them, ever look at your wall and, think, hmm that

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hole definitely wasn't there. Yesterday or maybe your fawcet's got

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a drip that's slowly driving you into.

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Speaker 2: Madness that's when you got to call my buddies At

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mac Of All trades because it's your home and if

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you don't have the skills to fix it, yourself go

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to the people who. Do and trust, me there's nobody

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better Than mac Of All. Trades they do. Everything leaky,

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faucet they got. It drafty windows and doors, done electrical,

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plumbing carpentry, sure full kitchen or bathroom. Model oh, yeah

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they'll do that. Too from patching the hole that someone

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made by definitely not slamming the, door to transforming your entire.

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Space mac of All trades gets it done quickly and

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the right. Way stop putting up with cold draft and

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half finished to do. List give him a call at

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five eight five to zero two ninety two, eighteen or

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find them online at Macaf alltrades dot. Net get started

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on that to do list, Today mac of All. Trades

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no job too small.

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Speaker 4: And he has?

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Speaker 1: Child is t you know?

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Speaker 4: It lo fscuses.

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Speaker 1: Series it sounds Like Eddie. Fetter it's not. Ed but

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is this collective? Salt it is not BUS i know

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all the, words you know the? Song, yeah BUT i

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don't know The cranberries. Cover oh linger, Zombie oh. Zombie

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but who's singing the Bad? Wolves? OH i don't know

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The Bad. WOLVES i JUST i really love this, song

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And i've probably got seven different versions of the. Song oh, yeah, yeah,

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Yeah i've got one Of Miley cyrus doing. It, Okay oh,

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GOD i wouldn't even have put the cranberries because it's

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AND i knew all the, words And i'm, going, why, why,

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Why i'm having this weird getting? Old that is WHAT

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i have to look forward. To it four, Years yeah a.

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Man next year's the big, One, buddy strippers and. BLOW

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i think will be okay with? That or will you moving? Again?

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OH i don't. Know we'll probably have to move after.

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That i'm not really. Sure max, here it's okay If max, here, yeah, True,

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yeah he doesn't have a problem. Here he can don the. Party,

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YEAH i, said if he, blows if he blows a

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line off of strippers, ass that's gonna wait a. Second

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he would never ever do. That he would never do.

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That he blows a line off your ass to the,

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party you get a little hair up there, too it'd be.

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Terrible oh my, god, yeah it'd be. Gross the uh

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we had that big.

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Speaker 2: STORM i don't, know like what has happened to, me

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BUT i wanted to for a. While i've been wanting

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to try to make different. Things SO i made a

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meat loaf And i've never made a meat loaf in my.

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Speaker 1: Life so you tried to make comedy On instagram And.

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FACEBOOK i tried to make a little. COMEDY i tried

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to do a little little funny weather guy outside and

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some of it, got you, know, people some people REALLY

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i don't know if they liked it or. Not it

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was just quick.

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Speaker 2: STUFF i did read this article on one of the news.

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Sites local news sites.

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Speaker 1: Basically, said don't pretend you're twenty five with a shovel out.

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There people have hearted To but it was the, light fluffy.

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Stuff it wasn't the heavy. Stuff, yeah, yeah who, knows,

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BUDDY i can't. Tell it's fucking, cold AND i always, go,

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Yeah but everybody goes out and they start to, shovel

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and you start to sweat because you're all bundled, up

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and now your body's heating them because you're basically doing cardiovascular.

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Work and then you, know you're huffing and, puffing and somebody,

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goes are you, Okay i'm, Fine i'm, Fine AND i don't.

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KNOW i, mean LIKE i, think to be a, man by,

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definition in a, way you got to push through the,

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pain got to ignore. It. Right we talked all about

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it with the football.

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Speaker 2: Players SO i, GO i can totally see how a

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heart attack can fucking.

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Speaker 1: Happen with SOMEBODY i got out there and did. It

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you didn't have your kids do. It they. Would it's

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like your, Kid i'm playing a video games like you.

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CAN'T i can't get LIKE i gets annoyed at me

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the other day BECAUSE i, go, BUDDY i asked you

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to take out the garbage and do it. NOW i

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bet you ten dollars and said you wanted to go

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To chipotle instead of that game would have been turned

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off for about six. Seconds it is, weird, Man it's

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it's so.

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Speaker 2: Weird BUT i because, like think of the things we

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tell our, kids, right especially when they're out speak. Up

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we're all hearing, now AND i think it's a you're

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starting to see like PSAs and things for, uh speaking

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up if we see something that isn't, Right and we

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kind of tell our kids to speak. Up but then as,

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DUDES i always figure we don't really model that because

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when it comes to our health and, shit we're fucking.

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Silent i'll be, Fine i'll be, fine you, Know and

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and we treat like maintenance like it's it's it's weakness or.

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Something AND i, go that's not exactly healthy or smart.

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Speaker 1: EITHER i should speak. Up you should stop, drinking Boll

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i've cut way, back ALTHOUGH i did finish throughout the. Day,

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YESTERDAY i did finish off a bottle of. Wine, well

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it's a. Storm you had to prepare.

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Speaker 2: Her it was all all. Day it was just like

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throughout the. Day, NOW i can't say throughout the. DAY

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i think IF i had a poured the first wine at.

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Speaker 1: Like three, thirty were you drigging out of a glass

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or just stright out of.

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Speaker 2: The bottle out of a glass by all class over,

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here out of a wine, glass stemless short wine. Glass

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AND i have stemmed as, Well BUT i have not

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had a. Step maybe, today maybe TODAY i have a.

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STEP i don't expect, anything, RIGHT i. DON'T i don't expect.

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Anything But i'm also not even really in a. Relationship

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you're at.

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Speaker 1: Like, seven you're in a relationship With, guinness your relationship With,

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josh your relationship With, jamison not your. SON i am

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not that's Not this is So, god that sounds so.

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BAD i uh, no But i'm not. Well last year

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for my.

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Speaker 2: BIRTHDAY i did get a nice gift from, somebody AND

463
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i need to uh it was their. Birthday Recently i've

464
00:24:50,640 --> 00:24:52,519
been trying to, reconnect.

465
00:24:52,079 --> 00:24:57,160
Speaker 1: BUT i fucked. It. Up that's WHAT i. Do wait

466
00:24:57,240 --> 00:25:00,359
to be mental. Health, well it was you do as

467
00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:03,359
you say you. Do i'll tell you honestly that that's

468
00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:07,160
where the whole alcohol podcast came. From AND i got

469
00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:13,000
a nasty note from somebody On facebook, saying, Uh they're,

470
00:25:13,039 --> 00:25:15,200
like now the group texts can go. Off how do

471
00:25:15,240 --> 00:25:19,440
you silence your? iPad? Uh turn the volume? Down, Okay

472
00:25:19,519 --> 00:25:24,000
Well i'll have to figure that. Out volume button right

473
00:25:24,039 --> 00:25:29,160
on the top. There, yeah let's turn it.

474
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:33,359
Speaker 2: Up let me go this, way, Okay because now my

475
00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:35,960
mother's bragging because she got the.

476
00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:39,799
Speaker 1: Most amount of snow out of, anybody twenty two, inches

477
00:25:41,559 --> 00:25:44,640
and she's setting pictures to. Everybody my sister's, responding oh my,

478
00:25:44,680 --> 00:25:48,079
god you know your brother's mom got twenty two. Inches.

479
00:25:50,400 --> 00:25:53,400
Why but here's here's The Peter north Came here's the.

480
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:56,880
Bad here's the bad. Part it's like everybody can relate

481
00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:59,759
to that because everybody gets on these family group texts

482
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:03,400
AND i don't KNOW i must. HAVE i don't BECAUSE

483
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:05,000
i tell my, wife do not put me in group.

484
00:26:05,079 --> 00:26:09,599
Speaker 2: CHECKS i will not, well, right and and you have

485
00:26:09,839 --> 00:26:11,920
you and the kids and, STUFF i will not respond

486
00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:13,880
AND i will throw shit at. You, Well i'm in

487
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:17,039
the family group text so it's my, kids my niece

488
00:26:17,079 --> 00:26:20,000
is in, there my, brother his, wife my sister her.

489
00:26:20,119 --> 00:26:23,400
HUSBAND i don't know that my sister's kids are in,

490
00:26:23,400 --> 00:26:25,880
there and my dad was in. THERE i think my

491
00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:26,599
dad's still on.

492
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:27,359
Speaker 1: THERE i don't.

493
00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:30,680
Speaker 2: Know And, march so is he still judging To So

494
00:26:31,240 --> 00:26:33,920
jordan's on, there you, know so every way she probably.

495
00:26:33,960 --> 00:26:37,880
Is so everybody will send these things and then, sometimes

496
00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:38,200
LIKE i.

497
00:26:38,119 --> 00:26:40,039
Speaker 1: Gotta be, honest If kevin just turned his phone out

498
00:26:40,079 --> 00:26:43,720
and started typing your dad's responses to, Ship i'd be.

499
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:49,599
HILARIOUS i think he has his phone. Too that would

500
00:26:49,599 --> 00:26:53,440
be if he just there just wait wait wait wait

501
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:55,640
wait what your? Dad what you? Say wait wait wait

502
00:26:55,640 --> 00:26:57,559
wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait

503
00:26:57,599 --> 00:26:57,960
wait wait.

504
00:26:57,960 --> 00:27:01,559
Speaker 2: Wait So i'm pretty sure he had it turned. Off

505
00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:04,000
but when my dad died was it an?

506
00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:08,680
Speaker 1: iPhone, yeah he could STILL i. MESSAGE i think the

507
00:27:08,799 --> 00:27:10,680
number and everything was given. BACK i don't need a

508
00:27:10,759 --> 00:27:15,559
number FOR i. Message that's. Apple oh, well so we

509
00:27:15,599 --> 00:27:18,000
don't have a conversation with your. Brother so my brother

510
00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:22,119
were leaving AND i had like because he Grabbed dad's

511
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:25,960
phone or, whatever and he's, like, uh and we had

512
00:27:26,039 --> 00:27:31,240
talked to my mom and told her and all we

513
00:27:31,279 --> 00:27:33,039
were all in there laughing and stuff like. That but the.

514
00:27:35,519 --> 00:27:39,640
Speaker 2: He as we're driving, somewhere he sends a message to

515
00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:44,240
my mom from my dad's, phone knowing that she's. Dead

516
00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:47,000
AND i think it was something like he would say.

517
00:27:46,839 --> 00:27:50,759
Speaker 1: To, her hot down. Here he didn't say.

518
00:27:50,799 --> 00:27:52,680
Speaker 2: That it was something that he would say TO i

519
00:27:52,839 --> 00:27:57,039
don't even. Remember and then we called her and she's,

520
00:27:57,079 --> 00:27:59,839
like oh my. God she, goes you're such an ass

521
00:28:01,039 --> 00:28:03,119
because he had sent the. Thing but it would freak you.

522
00:28:03,119 --> 00:28:06,680
Out it would freak you, Out no, year the same

523
00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:08,359
nervous system during parkour at three.

524
00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:10,440
Speaker 1: Am, yeah well we've all been.

525
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526
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543
00:29:13,279 --> 00:29:14,960
things we can say to somebody is you got to think?

544
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:18,519
Speaker 1: Positively, okay, GREAT i, YES i just said that today

545
00:29:18,839 --> 00:29:21,880
to my. Aunt what did you, say think? Positively? Yeah,

546
00:29:22,119 --> 00:29:28,279
WELL i mean, yeah BUT i always think positive thoughts

547
00:29:28,279 --> 00:29:30,400
tend to bring positive energy in my MIND a. Hundred

548
00:29:30,759 --> 00:29:36,039
negative thoughts a hundred are absolutely.

549
00:29:35,480 --> 00:29:38,119
Speaker 2: You couldn't be more. CORRECT i just think when someone's

550
00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:41,160
down a negative. Road one of the THINGS i and

551
00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:44,640
it's only Because i'm old And i've seen, it IS

552
00:29:44,799 --> 00:29:48,640
i don't want to say things like, relax think. POSITIVELY

553
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:51,039
i just want To it's almost at that POINT i, go,

554
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:54,759
YEAH i get, IT i get. IT i hear, you,

555
00:29:54,839 --> 00:29:57,400
man And i'll tell you what you're.

556
00:29:57,440 --> 00:29:59,839
Speaker 1: Down maybe make any when you've got it and start stacking.

557
00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:03,079
It take, yeah go to bed and start. Market if

558
00:30:03,119 --> 00:30:06,119
you get up in the, morning count that as your first.

559
00:30:06,119 --> 00:30:09,799
Win one hundred started backing. It where does who's this

560
00:30:09,839 --> 00:30:12,160
guy that's talking over? Here where did this come? From?

561
00:30:15,559 --> 00:30:18,279
Yeah but usually you become a bigger. Dick that's not

562
00:30:18,359 --> 00:30:22,440
the case that's going on with. You there's. Wiser, OKAY

563
00:30:22,640 --> 00:30:25,839
i GOT i got, IT i see. It it's uh.

564
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:28,000
Speaker 2: No you're you're absolutely. Right but the thing With stephanie's

565
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:32,839
like that's her. Mentality And stephanie was also has worked very.

566
00:30:32,839 --> 00:30:36,319
Hard she sold a five point two million dollar home

567
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:40,599
On Canadigua. Lake now this happened a while, ago and

568
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:43,440
she was afraid to say anything because she didn't want

569
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:45,720
to turn into like one of the. People But i'm

570
00:30:45,839 --> 00:30:50,440
just gonna SAY I i'm terrible at, math, terrible BUT

571
00:30:50,559 --> 00:30:53,039
i think three percent is usually what real estate agents.

572
00:30:53,079 --> 00:30:54,920
Get i'm gonna say that's about one hundred and fifty,

573
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:58,720
six one hundred and fifty five thousand. Dollars, like, now

574
00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:01,319
don't forget you're gonna get. That so But i'm just

575
00:31:01,359 --> 00:31:04,960
saying that three percent is? That so there are people

576
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:06,599
who just do one or two of those a year

577
00:31:06,640 --> 00:31:09,519
and they call it a. Year stephanie's a. Hustler she's

578
00:31:09,559 --> 00:31:11,680
out there trying to build an. Empire she wants to

579
00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:15,000
be the, best and she's willing to take the. Risks

580
00:31:15,359 --> 00:31:17,160
and even with, this she was, LIKE i didn't want

581
00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:19,119
to say anything about. IT i recently put it on

582
00:31:19,119 --> 00:31:21,599
My facebook page THAT i sold this house BECAUSE i

583
00:31:21,599 --> 00:31:23,680
want people to know it doesn't matter if your house

584
00:31:23,759 --> 00:31:26,119
is one hundred and seventy five thousand dollars or your

585
00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:28,720
house is five point two million. Dollars i'm going to

586
00:31:28,799 --> 00:31:31,400
give you my best no matter. What AND i CAN

587
00:31:31,519 --> 00:31:34,000
i can attest to that because she. Did she sold

588
00:31:34,039 --> 00:31:34,559
my mother's.

589
00:31:34,559 --> 00:31:38,240
Speaker 1: House, yeah and my mother's house is far from five

590
00:31:38,279 --> 00:31:41,160
point two, million but she put in just as much

591
00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:44,119
work on my mother's house as she does on any other. House, Yeap,

592
00:31:44,559 --> 00:31:46,799
YEAH i mean that's just who she's a little said

593
00:31:46,799 --> 00:31:48,119
THAT i didn't get a video because that when she

594
00:31:48,160 --> 00:31:51,119
was first starting to do the, VIDEOS i wanted something,

595
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:58,319
sweet but something, sweet like what anything? Done she's, Creative

596
00:31:58,519 --> 00:32:02,799
she's very very. CREATIVE i stand by that she like you,

597
00:32:02,799 --> 00:32:06,400
said she will take, chances mm, hmm BUT i think

598
00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:07,680
she also creates her own.

599
00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:10,920
Speaker 2: Wins we can be back the, yeah because you're doing,

600
00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:14,319
that and that's a really smart way to look at. It, yeah,

601
00:32:14,119 --> 00:32:16,519
Yeah i'll take the, chance But i'm Gonna i'm gonna

602
00:32:16,559 --> 00:32:18,640
win taking the, Chance i'm not gonna, lose.

603
00:32:18,519 --> 00:32:21,559
Speaker 1: Right and that that's more of a mental. ATTITUDE i

604
00:32:21,599 --> 00:32:24,160
know somebody who used to have that mental. Attitude YOU

605
00:32:24,480 --> 00:32:27,680
i still. Do i'm fucking taking chances all the time

606
00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,119
Now i'm with the net whin a rubber is not a.

607
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:38,400
Chance i'm trying to start to take a more positive

608
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:42,680
look and things Because i've always been a negative person me,

609
00:32:42,759 --> 00:32:46,119
too almost my Natural english, well because everything was always my.

610
00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:51,319
Upbringing it was we don't talk about, this we don't

611
00:32:51,319 --> 00:32:53,519
talk about, this. Right i've been talking about my aunt

612
00:32:53,559 --> 00:32:55,519
with my aunt about, it And i'm, Like i'm not

613
00:32:55,559 --> 00:32:59,480
sure my mother and father even liked. Me are they? Did? Yes,

614
00:32:59,559 --> 00:33:04,640
yes there's things that in the Past i'm, like fucking

615
00:33:04,640 --> 00:33:06,440
does that, Right and it's just.

616
00:33:06,359 --> 00:33:09,519
Speaker 2: Like it's it's, weird but at the time it felt

617
00:33:09,599 --> 00:33:11,359
very normal and it's like the same.

618
00:33:11,359 --> 00:33:14,920
Speaker 1: Thing But i've seen over the last few years myself

619
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:18,119
going down that same. Role it's how you were, conditioned,

620
00:33:18,279 --> 00:33:22,160
Right that's how you're, conditioned And i'm trying to do things. Differently,

621
00:33:22,279 --> 00:33:25,480
yeah it's not always. Positive it doesn't always work. Out

622
00:33:25,519 --> 00:33:28,279
i'm not stacking all the, winds, no but a little

623
00:33:28,279 --> 00:33:30,240
bit is a lot more than you, have, right you know.

624
00:33:30,599 --> 00:33:31,079
That that's?

625
00:33:31,160 --> 00:33:34,440
Speaker 2: Boy that's interesting BECAUSE i always say, too like we

626
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:39,400
are so. Conditioned my old man was always like a discreet.

627
00:33:39,079 --> 00:33:41,519
Speaker 1: Sense of paranoia goes a long, way so you're always

628
00:33:41,599 --> 00:33:44,079
like looking, around like who's gonna who's gonna knife me

629
00:33:44,119 --> 00:33:46,759
in the? Back so to, speak, right you, know figuratively,

630
00:33:46,799 --> 00:33:50,160
speaking and then you start to, go, well why why

631
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:53,640
AM i? What that's? Insane but at the time it

632
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:54,119
was that was.

633
00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:58,200
Speaker 2: It OR i remember my friend fucking burst, out laughing

634
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:01,880
in my, face like just lost it BECAUSE i said to,

635
00:34:01,960 --> 00:34:04,480
Him he's, like, hey, man we get together come over

636
00:34:04,559 --> 00:34:04,920
my house this.

637
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:07,519
Speaker 1: Weekend And i'm, LIKE i. Can't and my father had

638
00:34:07,519 --> 00:34:11,679
been yelling at me THAT i can't academically afford to

639
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:14,000
do anything other than my schoolwork.

640
00:34:13,559 --> 00:34:15,639
Speaker 2: Or something like, that and SO i said that my

641
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,079
friend just lost. It but you took these things as,

642
00:34:18,239 --> 00:34:20,800
gospel at LEAST i. Did when my old man, SPOKE

643
00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:22,639
i took it as. Gospel and then when WHEN i look,

644
00:34:22,679 --> 00:34:25,519
BACK i, go what was going on with him that

645
00:34:25,599 --> 00:34:28,840
he was? Like you, know a discreet sense of paranoia

646
00:34:28,880 --> 00:34:33,000
goes a long. Way trust no. One you, know why.

647
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:36,199
Speaker 1: Is it so drastically changed in Your for, ME i

648
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:38,960
know why in? Mine but for? You why do you

649
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,000
treat your children differently than?

650
00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:44,480
Speaker 2: That BECAUSE i hated it, exactly, YEAH i MEAN i hated,

651
00:34:44,519 --> 00:34:48,000
it AND i also see where it didn't. Work it didn't,

652
00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:54,519
work and it was also one of these things, where you,

653
00:34:54,559 --> 00:34:58,559
know we hear a lot about the gentle, parenting, right

654
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:01,440
people say the gentle, parenting it doesn't work with jenntleparent,

655
00:35:03,159 --> 00:35:06,480
Right but does screaming in your kid's, face slamming the

656
00:35:06,519 --> 00:35:11,239
door asking them should they should you send them to

657
00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:11,800
have their head?

658
00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:15,320
Speaker 1: Examined is that is that? Working does that fucking? WORK i.

659
00:35:15,360 --> 00:35:17,679
DON'T i. Don't that to me doesn't. Work.

660
00:35:18,119 --> 00:35:21,119
Speaker 2: NOW i don't know the results necessarily of the other,

661
00:35:21,239 --> 00:35:24,760
side BUT i would think that you're better off trying

662
00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:27,320
To i'm not saying be your kid's. FRIEND i always

663
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:30,639
say to my, boys you, Know i'm not your, buddy your,

664
00:35:30,679 --> 00:35:33,599
dad but it is different with. You and you, know

665
00:35:33,719 --> 00:35:36,199
because you have three, sons you're gonna be joking around

666
00:35:36,239 --> 00:35:37,840
with them and stuff as they get. Older it just

667
00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:40,840
is what. Happens but at the same, time you gotta

668
00:35:40,920 --> 00:35:44,360
have those. Boundaries but you, KNOW i always used to

669
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:47,199
say that there's a difference between kind and. Nice in my,

670
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:51,039
opinion nice gets walked. On kind can draw boundaries and,

671
00:35:51,119 --> 00:35:53,199
GO i don't need to tell you what an ASSHOLE

672
00:35:53,199 --> 00:35:55,199
i think you. ARE i just need To i'm just

673
00:35:55,360 --> 00:35:59,119
not gonna chime in or, whatever. Right AND i think

674
00:35:59,159 --> 00:36:01,480
that that's the thing with the kids and, It and

675
00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:05,559
it's hard to do sometimes, because like, YOU i have

676
00:36:05,679 --> 00:36:08,320
been conditioned to where you would get yelled at or

677
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:10,880
you would kind of like my parents would even needle,

678
00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:13,519
me or the passive aggressive ship AND i have.

679
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:16,599
Speaker 3: To go that.

680
00:36:16,639 --> 00:36:19,480
Speaker 1: WAY i could be the most passive aggressive AND i

681
00:36:19,519 --> 00:36:22,599
AND i see, it AND i had somebody once call

682
00:36:22,679 --> 00:36:24,840
me on it AND i, went, oh, YEAH i don't

683
00:36:24,880 --> 00:36:28,320
want to be that, way AND i try really hard not.

684
00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:30,400
Speaker 2: To it was like it was AFTER i was, married

685
00:36:30,679 --> 00:36:32,679
And i'm, like you, know these are the things like

686
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:35,440
we can all go when when when a breakup. Happens,

687
00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:38,920
uh when you hear the People i'm in, campsone so

688
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:41,960
On i'm in camp. Zone so, uh it's two. People

689
00:36:42,719 --> 00:36:45,239
they both brought their own ship to. It and you,

690
00:36:45,280 --> 00:36:48,800
know the more you're carrying something, around the more weight it.

691
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,000
Carries and when it when it gets pushed or, TRIGGERED

692
00:36:52,039 --> 00:36:57,000
i think is the WORD i think that you have To,

693
00:36:57,280 --> 00:37:01,199
UH i just got to think saying productions Dot COM

694
00:37:01,199 --> 00:37:08,719
i Forgot, Really, YEAH i think that's when it comes.

695
00:37:08,719 --> 00:37:12,480
Out it comes out with such. Force sometimes the person

696
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:15,159
in front of you isn't necessarily the reason. Why but

697
00:37:15,360 --> 00:37:17,880
all that weight you're caring for so, long it, comes it's,

698
00:37:17,920 --> 00:37:18,960
heavier and it comes.

699
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:21,480
Speaker 1: Fast that's WHAT i hate, doing IS i HATE i

700
00:37:21,519 --> 00:37:24,039
always would build, it build, it build, it build, it build,

701
00:37:24,039 --> 00:37:27,840
it and then somebody would trigger and it would just

702
00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:32,599
get fucking eight months and just regurgitated. Ship, YEAH i

703
00:37:32,639 --> 00:37:34,719
did the same. THING i thought a fuck a billion

704
00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:38,119
bucks better After, yeah and then do you ever do?

705
00:37:38,159 --> 00:37:40,119
This did you ever walk around after you did something like?

706
00:37:40,159 --> 00:37:41,360
That and what's your?

707
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,280
Speaker 4: Problem?

708
00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:46,679
Speaker 1: Why? Why why are you all? Quiet? No i'm not

709
00:37:46,719 --> 00:37:49,039
that big of a, Day, like what's what's going ON

710
00:37:49,679 --> 00:37:52,199
i was just blowing off. Steam what do you want

711
00:37:52,199 --> 00:37:54,920
me to? Do i've learned. It drinking is the.

712
00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:58,159
Speaker 2: Way, yeah but even that would like sometimes bring out

713
00:37:58,159 --> 00:38:00,159
the worst in, me because here's.

714
00:38:00,159 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 1: Why and and this was thank. You you brought me

715
00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:04,800
back to you've got to drink that you pass out

716
00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:06,719
so you don't have the. Worst you brought me back

717
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:06,960
to a.

718
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:11,400
Speaker 2: POINT i want to see what the NAME i had

719
00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:16,559
for the alcohol Episode escaping my fat head right, Now

720
00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:22,280
but somebody wrote kind of a nasty comment On facebook to,

721
00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:23,079
it BUT i think.

722
00:38:22,920 --> 00:38:30,559
Speaker 1: It was it was an. Episode it was when that's the,

723
00:38:30,559 --> 00:38:33,639
buffalo when alcohol becomes, Permission when alcohol becomes.

724
00:38:33,719 --> 00:38:36,480
Speaker 2: Permission and somebody, SAID i listened to, that and it

725
00:38:36,519 --> 00:38:38,599
sounds like he's just blaming all his stuff on, That

726
00:38:38,639 --> 00:38:40,599
AND i was, going that wasn't the point of the.

727
00:38:40,599 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 1: Episode the point of the.

728
00:38:41,880 --> 00:38:44,880
Speaker 2: Episode was to, go alcohol does not make you behave.

729
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:48,800
Badly alcohol just takes your break system away you're in,

730
00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:52,360
Ambitions and it also Doesn't it also isn't a truth.

731
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:54,199
Speaker 1: Serum maybe people.

732
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:57,119
Speaker 2: Are a little more, HONEST i, guess but when they're really,

733
00:38:57,159 --> 00:38:59,360
hammered they're not even.

734
00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:04,039
Speaker 1: Aware AND i don't think. That But you can't use

735
00:39:04,119 --> 00:39:05,320
that as an, excuse was my.

736
00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 2: Point you can't because a lot of times what's happening

737
00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:11,519
and what's making you react emotionally is not the person

738
00:39:11,559 --> 00:39:13,800
in front of. You it's the ship from the past

739
00:39:14,199 --> 00:39:16,679
that you've been carrying, around and it just comes harder and.

740
00:39:16,719 --> 00:39:19,719
Faster it's like a river that's just picked up steam, steam,

741
00:39:19,719 --> 00:39:21,880
steam and now we're over the edge and It's Niagara

742
00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:26,000
falls and it's, powerful AND i you know, SO i,

743
00:39:26,239 --> 00:39:27,159
NO i don't think.

744
00:39:27,039 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 1: Drinking is a is an. EXCUSE i don't think any

745
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:32,440
kind of alter says. Excuse you've got to own your.

746
00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:34,800
Shit you got to own. It here's the thing THAT

747
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:37,760
i think you should remember your. Birthday it's.

748
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:43,480
Speaker 2: Not about losing strength as we get. Older it's about

749
00:39:43,719 --> 00:39:48,199
learning where to apply that. Strength like just what you said,

750
00:39:48,199 --> 00:39:50,599
earlier like all that, shit learning where.

751
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:53,440
Speaker 1: To apply that? Knowledge not too, MUCH i black thought.

752
00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:59,000
Earlier what DID i? Say All, right we're gonna we're

753
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,000
gonna close. Out we'll have to catch up With greg another.

754
00:40:01,039 --> 00:40:05,840
Time my chili's almost. Done it's been about a million hours, Now.

755
00:40:05,679 --> 00:40:11,480
Speaker 2: So, uh happy, birthday thank. You, yeah stretch before your.

756
00:40:11,519 --> 00:40:14,199
Shovel that's ALL i would, say and in that in that. Arena,

757
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:18,840
uh For Kevin muyork celebrating his forty nine next year

758
00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:19,280
is going to be.

759
00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:21,960
Speaker 1: Big oh you got it right this, Time i'll tell

760
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:24,480
you one, shot we do he GET i. DID i

761
00:40:24,519 --> 00:40:27,719
really didn't think you were that. Old i'm not that that's,

762
00:40:27,719 --> 00:40:30,559
old but Because i'm my, younger but fifty still sounds

763
00:40:30,599 --> 00:40:33,800
old to me And i'm way past. That BUT i, just,

764
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:36,599
YEAH i don't see you that. Way if you TELL

765
00:40:36,679 --> 00:40:39,239
i thought maybe BECAUSE i always Think danny's older than

766
00:40:39,280 --> 00:40:41,760
me WHEN i don't think he. Is he's. NOT i

767
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:44,519
think he's like four or five years. Younger he, is

768
00:40:46,559 --> 00:40:50,599
he looks like he's seven years. Old, well, look everybody's

769
00:40:50,639 --> 00:40:52,840
body is. Different But i'll tell you what that. Is

770
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:56,960
that is carried around a lot of. Baggage that's carried

771
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,039
around a lot of. Bags, no it's carrying the. Cross

772
00:40:59,159 --> 00:41:02,239
no it's. Not i'm storrying the cross For Kevin muyor

773
00:41:02,519 --> 00:41:06,119
and his. Birthday I'm Bill. Moran will see you, tomorrow

774
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:11,800
Murder rad see banks have. Theater morecas cause From mississippi

775
00:41:12,159 --> 00:41:13,440
In austin fer