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<v Speaker 1>Welcome Just Handaway Tagalog Sermon podcast, your daily dose of

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<v Speaker 1>inspiring from heartfelt tagalog.

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<v Speaker 2>Sermons from different pastors and speakers all over the Philippines.

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<v Speaker 1>We hope that this podcast finds you any good.

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<v Speaker 2>Shame and now here's your message.

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<v Speaker 3>You're listening to a podcast from Victory. A relationship with

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<v Speaker 3>Jesus promises grace and rest. Dig deeper into this truth

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<v Speaker 3>in week three of our series Beyond the signs.

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<v Speaker 4>Our Texas found in John chapter five, verses one to eighteen,

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<v Speaker 4>and I'll be reading it.

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to follow along as I read the.

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<v Speaker 4>Word of God tells us that after this there was

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<v Speaker 4>a fees of the Jews, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem.

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<v Speaker 4>Now there is in Jerusalem by the ship gate a

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<v Speaker 4>pool now Rami called Bethisda, which has five roof colonies.

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<v Speaker 4>In these lay a multitude of invalids, blind, lame, and paralyzed.

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<v Speaker 4>One man was there who had been an invalid for

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<v Speaker 4>thirty eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and

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<v Speaker 4>knew that he had already been there for a long time,

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<v Speaker 4>he said to.

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<v Speaker 1>Him, do you want to be healed?

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<v Speaker 4>The sick man answered, Sir, I have no one to

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<v Speaker 4>put me into the pool when the water stared up.

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<v Speaker 4>And while I'm going, another steps down before me.

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus said to him, get up, take up your bed,

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<v Speaker 1>and walk.

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<v Speaker 4>And at once the man was healed, and he took

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<v Speaker 4>up his bed and walked.

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<v Speaker 1>Now that day was the sabbath.

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<v Speaker 4>So the Jews said to the man who had been healed,

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<v Speaker 4>it is the sabbath, and it is not lawful for

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<v Speaker 4>you to take up your bed. But he answered him,

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<v Speaker 4>the man who healed me, the man who said to me,

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<v Speaker 4>take up your bed and walk. Now they asked him,

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<v Speaker 4>who is that man who said, do you take up

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<v Speaker 4>your bed and walk? The man who had been healed

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<v Speaker 4>did not know who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn

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<v Speaker 4>as there was a.

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<v Speaker 1>Crowd in the place.

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<v Speaker 4>Afterward, Jesus found him in the temple and said to him,

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<v Speaker 4>see you are well, sin no more that nothing worse

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<v Speaker 4>may happen to you. The man went away and told

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<v Speaker 4>the Jews it was Jesus who healed him, And this

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<v Speaker 4>is why the Jews were persecuting Jesus, because he was

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<v Speaker 4>doing these things on the sabbath. But Jesus answered them,

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<v Speaker 4>my father is working until now, and I am working.

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<v Speaker 4>This is why the Jews were seeking all the more

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<v Speaker 4>to kill him, because not only he was breaking the Sabbath,

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<v Speaker 4>but he was even calling God his own father.

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<v Speaker 1>Making himself equal with God.

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<v Speaker 4>So I want to highlight in this story three things

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<v Speaker 4>that tells us about who Jesus is. Because in verse

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<v Speaker 4>we can see here that there was a feast. Jesus

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<v Speaker 4>mainly command made Samarama about wedding feast.

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<v Speaker 1>He was there, and now this was the Jewish feast.

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<v Speaker 4>In fact, this is the the feast of the Pentecons,

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<v Speaker 4>where everybody is celebrating the harvest. And really they gather

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<v Speaker 4>together in this place in Jerusalem just to to enjoy

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<v Speaker 4>the festivity and the writ walls, and so there was

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<v Speaker 4>during that time during the feast. Also, imagine if you're

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<v Speaker 4>a student, this is like your school fair. About everybody's

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<v Speaker 4>busy bringing the family and the friends. So this is

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<v Speaker 4>a crowded This is a like Christmas in Green Hills.

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<v Speaker 4>The traffic while I'm parking, So marame because.

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<v Speaker 1>There's an occasion.

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<v Speaker 4>Now during that time in this place, there was a

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<v Speaker 4>pool down my lap.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a sheep gate.

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<v Speaker 4>Ntao nila I betista. Yeah, that's the bird's eye view.

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<v Speaker 4>So I want you just to imagine it's empty, but

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<v Speaker 4>imagine there's crowds and crowds of people and going around

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<v Speaker 4>here and there. Now, there's a legend about this that

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<v Speaker 4>if you've noticed in your ESV Bible verse four. We've

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<v Speaker 4>read chapters five, verses one to eighteen in the ESV translation,

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<v Speaker 4>note letters C. But it's actually on the footnote talking

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<v Speaker 4>about the legend of this mysterious place in Bethesda. Because

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<v Speaker 4>the modern translations right now, they they they they saw

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<v Speaker 4>it that it's not actually in the original text. That's

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<v Speaker 4>why they put it as a footnote. Now an in

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<v Speaker 4>pani Anila, it's actually a pagan place where the Jews

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<v Speaker 4>they believe that there's an angel that you know, goes

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<v Speaker 4>there from time to time in pool No no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 4>Palin is a pool, but he's really there's having a

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<v Speaker 4>mysterious steering and that everyone who gets there first gets

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<v Speaker 4>their breakthrough. They're healing their their miracle that they're believing for.

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<v Speaker 4>So Kombula you can develop. Now imagine during the feast

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<v Speaker 4>so marhamming Tata, it was crowded. So Jesus having been

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<v Speaker 4>sure of his authority and what he's called to do,

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<v Speaker 4>goes to this pagan place, but he guys Jesus no

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<v Speaker 4>parado because he was trying to to make a point,

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<v Speaker 4>okay that more than getting healed, or he was actually

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<v Speaker 4>making a point that because he was trying to reveal

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<v Speaker 4>himself just as a hitter. He could have healed everyone,

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<v Speaker 4>but he just chose one so that he could make

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<v Speaker 4>a public statement about who he is. Now he gets

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<v Speaker 4>in get throwing some past Some of our pastors went

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<v Speaker 4>to Israel and one of the most acclaim tour guide

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<v Speaker 4>ari A Bar David. David said that that crowded maram

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<v Speaker 4>in Jesus and it was unsafe for him to make

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<v Speaker 4>a miracule there. So what he did he came in

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<v Speaker 4>the crowd and whispered to the guy, do you want

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<v Speaker 4>to get healed?

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<v Speaker 1>And when?

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<v Speaker 4>As we'll see, we'll see how how he responded. And

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<v Speaker 4>maybe you know, most of us right here right now

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<v Speaker 4>are in that kind of situation where you are paralyzed,

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<v Speaker 4>may not be physically, maybe emotionally or maybe relationally. Okay,

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<v Speaker 4>you're in shame or you are a telegapit and there's

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<v Speaker 4>nowhere to go. I believe this is what God is

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<v Speaker 4>telling you right now, this afternoon, there is hope that

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<v Speaker 4>you do not need to be so trapped in where

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<v Speaker 4>you are that you're missing that.

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<v Speaker 1>God was actually speaking to you right now.

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<v Speaker 4>Because this guy, as we'll see, he didn't notice who

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<v Speaker 4>was the one talking to him because he was so

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<v Speaker 4>into where he was. The Basabedito one man was there

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<v Speaker 4>for thirty eight years Mayren chang gannokaramda man. And when

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<v Speaker 4>Jesus came to him, he asked him, do you want

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<v Speaker 4>to be healed?

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<v Speaker 1>Lord?

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<v Speaker 4>Obviously by the parent gonsan, But the response was not

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<v Speaker 4>like that. And we'll see that Jesus was actually drawing

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<v Speaker 4>out the issue that is in his heart. He was

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<v Speaker 4>asking this question indition that people looso, but he was

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<v Speaker 4>actually drawing out the very issue that is deep buried

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<v Speaker 4>in the man's heart. He was trying to draw up.

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<v Speaker 4>And the issue was he was hopeless. He was already

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<v Speaker 4>trapped where he was. And what's the first revelation? First

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<v Speaker 4>inside about who Jesus is here.

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<v Speaker 1>But it talks to us. It tells us about the

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<v Speaker 1>Mercian grace of God.

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<v Speaker 4>That's actually the one who initiates, He's actually the one

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<v Speaker 4>who makes the first move for us to get to

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<v Speaker 4>know him personally. Okay, in the Talian glinka in pero,

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<v Speaker 4>see God, I'm not papa.

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<v Speaker 1>That Where are you right now? What situation are you facing?

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<v Speaker 4>It might be that God is using that so that

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<v Speaker 4>you would get to know him more personally, more real.

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<v Speaker 1>Because he's a god of mercy and Greece.

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<v Speaker 4>He could have left these people in pagan place and

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<v Speaker 4>allowed a pull, not a person by lario, but he

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<v Speaker 4>went there and did a miracle. Now he's the one

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<v Speaker 4>who goes ahead of us and reaches out to us.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all by God's grace.

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<v Speaker 4>It's not because of our works and our religious duties

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<v Speaker 4>that he would bless us. He goes before us, and

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<v Speaker 4>he goes and reaches out to us to reveal himself

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<v Speaker 4>to us. So Jesus was drawing out what the issue

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<v Speaker 4>of his heart was.

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<v Speaker 1>And as we.

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<v Speaker 4>See the.

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<v Speaker 1>Butts alemn person.

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<v Speaker 4>Now he know that the need, the need was healing, caging,

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<v Speaker 4>and and I know simple answer detO.

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<v Speaker 1>The guy should have answered what yes, yes, yes, put

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<v Speaker 1>in a google.

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<v Speaker 4>But because he was trapped in a situation of hopelessness,

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<v Speaker 4>can I, sir, I have no one to put me

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<v Speaker 4>into the pool revealing that his hope, that his salvation

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<v Speaker 4>is still in that pool. Okay, when the water is

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<v Speaker 4>stirred up while I'm going another steps down before me.

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<v Speaker 4>That many excuses you hear, Are you experienced that point

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<v Speaker 4>where you are hopeless because of repeated failure?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay?

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<v Speaker 4>Maybe you're a student here divide best, got a new

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<v Speaker 4>math problem then feeling more.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe you've tried the board exams and.

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<v Speaker 4>You've failed, and you're you're really struggling whether lor can

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<v Speaker 4>I still believe you that I I could pass this,

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<v Speaker 4>I could get and pass the board. Maybe you're here

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<v Speaker 4>and you're experiencing a financial trouble, prosper and you.

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<v Speaker 1>Go again, and if you tend to think like that,

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<v Speaker 1>you begin to think like that.

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<v Speaker 4>And maybe you're here relationally, you've you've got in and

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<v Speaker 4>out of relationships, and maybe anyone has forever they were

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<v Speaker 4>gonna means now in a big pastore.

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<v Speaker 1>Forever and forever more even context.

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<v Speaker 4>But there is hope because in spite of all our excuses,

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<v Speaker 4>in spite of our being trapped.

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<v Speaker 1>Where we are, the word of God still speaks. And

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<v Speaker 1>when the word of God is.

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<v Speaker 4>Spoken, it shows us how powerful it is, and it

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<v Speaker 4>shows us this, this certain scene shows us about the

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<v Speaker 4>power and authority of Jesus, because he started to speak,

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<v Speaker 4>said get up, take up your math, take up your bed,

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<v Speaker 4>and walk, and so demanded.

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<v Speaker 1>He was healed immediately, the.

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<v Speaker 4>Bible says, and at once he was healed, and he

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<v Speaker 4>took up his bed and walked.

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<v Speaker 1>Amazing.

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<v Speaker 4>Who, mom, you believe that God still do miracles in

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<v Speaker 4>our generation?

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<v Speaker 1>Amen?

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<v Speaker 4>You know God is still a god of miracles and

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<v Speaker 4>signs and wonders and breakthroughs. In fact, I want to

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<v Speaker 4>read the story of a man who who God is

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<v Speaker 4>healing supernaturally and this guy, uh miraculos stories and testimonies,

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<v Speaker 4>but this guy is one of my favorite this testimony

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<v Speaker 4>because it shows us about not just the power of

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<v Speaker 4>being showing a miracle, but the power of discipleship and

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<v Speaker 4>the power of following Jesus along with others. This guy, Uh,

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<v Speaker 4>this guy's testimony.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna show you his picture. His name is Haime Gabrero.

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<v Speaker 4>And this guy wrote a letter to our pastors telling

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<v Speaker 4>us about the miracle that he experienced. I wanted to

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<v Speaker 4>hear and listen closely. Here is his testimony. He said,

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<v Speaker 4>I was fourteen when I first accepted Christ as my

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<v Speaker 4>personal Lord and savior. I was high school back then,

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<v Speaker 4>in Benign High School High School. Since then, I became

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<v Speaker 4>an active member of Victory. But the problem was when

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<v Speaker 4>I entered college in two thousand.

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<v Speaker 1>And five, I backslid.

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<v Speaker 4>I easily got into a life of sexual immorality in

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<v Speaker 4>college because I thought that was the norm everywhere I go.

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<v Speaker 4>I even had multiple sexual partners of the same sex.

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<v Speaker 4>Because of this, I suspected that it has something to

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<v Speaker 4>do with my lifestyle. So on September two, two thousand

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<v Speaker 4>and eight, I decided to have myself checked at the

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<v Speaker 4>Manila Health Department. There was fear, there was anxiety and

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<v Speaker 4>guilt that started to set in, and I heard my

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<v Speaker 4>most dreaded diagnosis. I was HIV positive. It felt like

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<v Speaker 4>the end of the world. I was devastated in my mind.

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<v Speaker 4>I was just third year in college and I already

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<v Speaker 4>a person found HIV positive, he is positive for all

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<v Speaker 4>of his life, and so I contemplated ending my life,

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<v Speaker 4>because what was the point of living when I knew

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<v Speaker 4>I was going to die anyway. But I could not

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<v Speaker 4>bear the guilt of killing myself. Instead, for the next

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<v Speaker 4>three years, I poured my life on my work in

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<v Speaker 4>the hopes of forgetting my sickness. But then, however, several

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<v Speaker 4>symptoms started to appear. I was very prone to respiratory diseases.

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<v Speaker 4>gakasakret spirit already and there were even about twenty boils

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<v Speaker 4>became very painful that I could not take it anymore,

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<v Speaker 4>The pain of having to hold back the truth from

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<v Speaker 4>my family. I was afraid to be rejected Barhamabat in

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<v Speaker 4>the Lasagen so the other. So another year passed and

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<v Speaker 4>then I decided to go back to church and when

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<v Speaker 4>To church, I volunteered and became part of the Ushering ministry.

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<v Speaker 4>Because of the relationships that were built, I felt accepted

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<v Speaker 4>and I knew I belonged to a family. My trust

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<v Speaker 4>and confidence grew and developed and after five long years

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<v Speaker 4>of silence without telling anyone of my condition, I decided

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<v Speaker 4>to share it with my Victory group. Amazingly, they did

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<v Speaker 4>not reject me. Instead accepted me and prayed for me.

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<v Speaker 4>They encouraged me not to give up and keep believing

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<v Speaker 4>that God would heel me. In fact, in my mind

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<v Speaker 4>I thought it was impossible for me to be healed,

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<v Speaker 4>but the faith of my Victory group was so strong.

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<v Speaker 1>They encouraged me.

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<v Speaker 4>To get myself tested again. Because they have been praying

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<v Speaker 4>about this on my own, I was hesitant. I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>want to hear yet another disappointing news. So in Febrarity four,

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<v Speaker 4>twenty thirteen, I finally agreed and they took me to

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<v Speaker 4>our Im, Manila to have myself tested. Before the results came,

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<v Speaker 4>I was praying out to God. I was ready to

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<v Speaker 4>accept whatever the results was, and I thought to myself,

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<v Speaker 4>if I have a few years left in my life,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm going to do it my best of it to

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<v Speaker 4>serve God. Waiting for the blood test result was agonizing,

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<v Speaker 4>but finally, when the results were handed to me, I

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<v Speaker 4>could not believe it. First, the test results came negative

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<v Speaker 4>for seaphyllis. Second, it was negative for hepa B but

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<v Speaker 4>most of all it was negative for hivy. God he

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<v Speaker 4>got his miracle, and so he said, I was so overwhelmed.

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<v Speaker 1>We started praising God and hugging each other.

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<v Speaker 4>In spite of my sinfulness, he chose to be my header,

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<v Speaker 4>in spite of my dot and my own belief. He

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<v Speaker 4>chose to prove himself powerful, in spite of my shame.

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<v Speaker 1>He chose to lift me up from the field that

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<v Speaker 1>I was in. In spite of who I was. He

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<v Speaker 1>chose to be the one who give me. He chose

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<v Speaker 1>to do this miracle.

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<v Speaker 4>And I know this is what I like, he said

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<v Speaker 4>last sentence. I know I deserve none of these, but

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<v Speaker 4>I would forever be grateful to my God who was

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<v Speaker 4>rescued me, God who.

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<v Speaker 1>Still works miracle.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, this guy is now one of our active

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<v Speaker 4>leaders and victory pioneer, and he's really reaching out making

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<v Speaker 4>a difference to the people who have the same struggle.

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<v Speaker 4>And this guy received his miracle and has started following Jesus.

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<v Speaker 4>But as we continue in the story, I will see

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<v Speaker 4>that there was this there was something that the religious

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<v Speaker 4>people could not take that instead of rejoicing.

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<v Speaker 1>With the man who got healed.

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<v Speaker 4>They started persecuting him. Sab to the day was the Sabbath.

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<v Speaker 4>So the Jews said to the man who had been healed,

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<v Speaker 4>it is the Sabbath, and it's not lawful for you

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<v Speaker 4>to take up your bed.

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<v Speaker 1>But he answered him, the man who healed me, that

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<v Speaker 1>man said to me, take.

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<v Speaker 4>Up your bed and walk. So what did he do?

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<v Speaker 4>They were continually prosecuting him. Who is that man who

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<v Speaker 4>said to you that take up your bed and walk.

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<v Speaker 4>Now the man who had been healed did not know

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<v Speaker 4>who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn as there was

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<v Speaker 4>a crowd in the place. Now here's what afterward. Jesus

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<v Speaker 4>found him in the temple. You know, the temple is

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<v Speaker 4>symbolic of where God meets his people. And you know,

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<v Speaker 4>amazingly Jesus revealed himself to this guy and say, hey,

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<v Speaker 4>I am the one who has.

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<v Speaker 1>Have healed you, and I see you are well.

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<v Speaker 4>Sin no more, that nothing worse may happen to you,

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<v Speaker 4>telling us that the condition of this guy may have

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<v Speaker 4>because of his sin. Not now, not all conditions, okay,

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<v Speaker 4>not all sickness is because of sin, or maybe because

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<v Speaker 4>of the fallenness.

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<v Speaker 1>Of our world and our nature. Before this guy it

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<v Speaker 1>was sin.

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<v Speaker 4>Therefore, God was instructing him not just to get up,

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<v Speaker 4>pick up himself, but that his matters and walk to

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<v Speaker 4>receive his miracle. He was instructing him to follow him,

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<v Speaker 4>to sin no more. But you know what his response was,

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<v Speaker 4>Sadly he did not. But instead he went away and

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<v Speaker 4>told the Jews it was Jesus, so part in the

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<v Speaker 4>conspired Pasha out Mamagogue, because that was what the Jews

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<v Speaker 4>were doing. They're gonna threaten you if you believe in Jesus,

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<v Speaker 4>and so he told them it was Jesus. That is

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<v Speaker 4>why the Jews were persecuting is because he was violating

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<v Speaker 4>the Sabbath. Now, just to make it clear, Jesus came here.

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<v Speaker 1>To fulfill the law. He did not violate any of

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<v Speaker 1>the law of God. That you know. He cannot violate

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<v Speaker 1>his law.

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<v Speaker 4>Now in this light, he only violated man made rules.

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<v Speaker 4>Because the Jewish leaders they had added thirty nine rules

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<v Speaker 4>about the Sabbath, and one of that is bowelbuhat nangamut

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<v Speaker 4>from point A to point B. And so Jesus, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>he came here to fulfill the law. He wasn't breaking

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<v Speaker 4>any law, but he was breaking the tradition that was

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<v Speaker 4>made by the religious people. Now Jesus answered them why

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<v Speaker 4>he was doing it, and he said, my father's working

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<v Speaker 4>until now, and I am working. The Jews agreed that God,

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<v Speaker 4>who he is calling Father, is still working, because they

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<v Speaker 4>believe that God, when he did creation on the seventh day,

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<v Speaker 4>he rested, but after that he continued working, sustaining all

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<v Speaker 4>creation daily, bearing the burdens of his people, and so

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<v Speaker 4>they believe.

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<v Speaker 1>That God is still working until now. Now.

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<v Speaker 4>When Jesus said that, grisel, my father is still working now.

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<v Speaker 4>But when he said and so I am working, he

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<v Speaker 4>was putting himself equal with God all the more. That's

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<v Speaker 4>why the Jews wanted to kill him. Not only he

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<v Speaker 4>was breaking Sabbath, but he was calling God his own father,

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<v Speaker 4>making himself equal with God. So in violation, escalate, So

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<v Speaker 4>only violate my young beating the red light.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me cast on Jesus agating frustrated murder.

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<v Speaker 4>To Maskalu grabbing a man. Tig was a realimn God.

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<v Speaker 4>But that was actually the point why he came to

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<v Speaker 4>that place to publicly to start, you know, declaring that

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<v Speaker 4>he is Jesus, He's Jesus, he is God. Okay, that

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<v Speaker 4>he's not just a person of mercy in Greece. He's

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<v Speaker 4>not just a person of power and authority, but he is.

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<v Speaker 1>In fact our God and our Savior. He spoke the

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<v Speaker 1>world to creation. You know, he turned water into wine

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<v Speaker 1>because he was God. He could heal.

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<v Speaker 4>From afar because he is our God and he is

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<v Speaker 4>our Savior.

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<v Speaker 1>No, sadly, the guy got his miracle, but he missed

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<v Speaker 1>the messiah.

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<v Speaker 4>He got his breakthrough, but he missed the miracle worker

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<v Speaker 4>who was Jesus Christ with.

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<v Speaker 1>God and our Savior.

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<v Speaker 4>The one thing I want us all to take a

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<v Speaker 4>miss this. You know, God reveals himself to us many

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<v Speaker 4>ways in our breakthroughs, in miracles and science, so that

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<v Speaker 4>we would follow Jesus, so that we would follow. The

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<v Speaker 4>question now we have this afternoon, is are we ready

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<v Speaker 4>to follow Jesus we've never followed him? Or if you

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<v Speaker 4>have started following him, are you still following him till today?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you still going to trust him for who he

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<v Speaker 1>said he is and what he called us to do?

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<v Speaker 1>Because that's the point. We are to follow him for

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<v Speaker 1>who he said he is.

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<v Speaker 4>And maybe you are here today just as the man

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<v Speaker 4>who missed his mirror, he is a miracle worker. He

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<v Speaker 4>got his miracle, but he never followed Jesus. That's a

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<v Speaker 4>sad thing. And I pray that you maybe you're here

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<v Speaker 4>believing God for a breakthrough. I pray that once God

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<v Speaker 4>gives that to you, you would yearn for him, you

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<v Speaker 4>would seek him, You would say God, I surrender my

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<v Speaker 4>life and I want to follow you for the rest

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<v Speaker 4>of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I pray that that as we have looked into the scriptures, we.

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<v Speaker 4>Will not fail about what God is calling us to

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<v Speaker 4>believe in Him, to follow Him for all of our life.

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