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<v Speaker 1>You'll be away five seventeen.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you want to report a UFO hanging in?

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<v Speaker 1>We don't want to report every thirty one. Do you

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<v Speaker 1>wish to report a.

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<v Speaker 2>UFO over hey, we want to one of those data

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<v Speaker 2>areas thirty one.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you wish to find a report of any kind

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<v Speaker 3>of it?

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't know what kind of reports clouds, time areas

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<v Speaker 4>See if it was anybody above us to pass us,

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<v Speaker 4>Like thirty seconds ago, we were sending one top of

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<v Speaker 4>golf negative, Okay, OFFI the UFO.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's murder ten nine o'clock. Yes, I'll just passed over,

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<v Speaker 3>I go. I don't know what it was, but it's

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<v Speaker 3>from at least to three thousand feet above us. See,

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<v Speaker 3>I passed out over the top of us ninety one one.

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<v Speaker 2>You just called both to be be four re.

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<v Speaker 1>The're after staying the airplanes? He is more to God.

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<v Speaker 5>Calm on an unidentified.

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<v Speaker 6>Object every liberty four call or calm on an unidentified

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<v Speaker 6>flying object.

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<v Speaker 4>A Welcome to UFO Chronicles a place where people share

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<v Speaker 4>their experiences of the strange and unexplained. If you've had

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<v Speaker 4>an encounter, I would like to be on the show.

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<v Speaker 4>You can email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com.

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<v Speaker 3>Hello everyone, and welcome to the show. How are you

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<v Speaker 3>all doing. I'm Nick Hunter and this is the UFO

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<v Speaker 3>Chronicles podcast. Tonight's guest is Sarah from London in the UK,

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<v Speaker 3>sharing a lifetime of experiences that bridge UFO sightings, spirit encounters,

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<v Speaker 3>and psychic communication. One such siting occurred in the nineteen

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<v Speaker 3>nineties during a Nutting Hill carnival, an event that was

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<v Speaker 3>confirmed by a nearby police officer. But her story goes deeper.

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<v Speaker 3>From childhood WIGI board sessions to poltergeists activity and work

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<v Speaker 3>in as a medium, Sarah's life has been shaped by

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<v Speaker 3>the unseen. Sarah is up next, but first, if you

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<v Speaker 3>also find a link in the description of this episode.

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<v Speaker 3>Any help is very much appreciated. Now on with the show. Hello, Sarah,

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<v Speaker 3>Welcome to the podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much. I'm so happy to be here.

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<v Speaker 3>It is great to have you with us tonight and

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<v Speaker 3>you're calling from London in the UK.

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<v Speaker 1>I am.

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<v Speaker 3>I am, now Sarah, you have some experiences to share

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<v Speaker 3>with us. Would you like to start at the beginning, please, ma'am?

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<v Speaker 1>I will, yes, Well, I think I should start with

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<v Speaker 1>notting Hill Carnival. Notting Hill. It must have been in

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<v Speaker 1>the nineties, mid nineties. Now I've tried to pinpoint it,

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<v Speaker 1>but I can't so, but I'm sure it was the

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<v Speaker 1>mid nineties. And we'd come just entered the carnival, and

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<v Speaker 1>we were walking through the streets and there were crowds,

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<v Speaker 1>obviously in some areas, and then it would just sort

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<v Speaker 1>of get a bit thinner on the ground as we

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<v Speaker 1>walk through. And it's a great atmosphere and party carnival style,

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<v Speaker 1>and some think made me look up, and I looked up.

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<v Speaker 1>I was with a friend and I think, what's that?

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<v Speaker 1>What's that? And it was it was quite high up

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<v Speaker 1>in the sky, and it was sort of in front,

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<v Speaker 1>but sort of a distance away so that I could

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<v Speaker 1>see what looked like a side of it. And the

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<v Speaker 1>side was a triangle, so I got the impression that

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<v Speaker 1>it was one side of a pyramid. But it was

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<v Speaker 1>a silver, sort of pewter color, and it was a

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<v Speaker 1>summer stain, and it was bright, so it was sort

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<v Speaker 1>of reflecting the light. But it just stayed there. It

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<v Speaker 1>didn't move. It was nothing like anything else you would

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<v Speaker 1>see in the sky. You know, anyone with a brain

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<v Speaker 1>usually would go, well, could that be?

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<v Speaker 2>This?

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<v Speaker 1>Could that be?

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<v Speaker 4>That?

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<v Speaker 1>Could No, it couldn't have been anything that you would

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<v Speaker 1>normally see in the sky. So it was unexplained, aimed,

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<v Speaker 1>and certainly unidentified. So I showed my friends, like, what

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<v Speaker 1>is that? So he was staring at it and we

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<v Speaker 1>were looking going, oh, do you know just obviously have

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<v Speaker 1>no idea? Well, I say, had no idea, but it

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<v Speaker 1>comes to mind, you know, this is a UFO. Now

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<v Speaker 1>I think I hadn't really dismissed UFOs or I hadn't

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<v Speaker 1>really got a firm position at that time because I

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<v Speaker 1>was in my early twenties, so I was open. I

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<v Speaker 1>was always open to everything, and I you know, now

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<v Speaker 1>you go through life and you think what Earth would

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<v Speaker 1>make anyone think that we were the only the vast

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<v Speaker 1>universe or infinite They don't know, do they? And if

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<v Speaker 1>it is infinite, then why on Earth would we be

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<v Speaker 1>the only planet with them with life? But it struck

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<v Speaker 1>me as well, that's a UFO if you're following the definition.

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<v Speaker 1>So he said to me, oh, tell it, because of

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<v Speaker 1>course it's the carnival. There's lots of officers and lots

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<v Speaker 1>of crowds. No one else appeared to be looking up

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<v Speaker 1>and judging the distance of it. It must have been

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<v Speaker 1>fairly big, but because it was a distance away, it

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<v Speaker 1>was obviously small in the sky. So he said, go

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<v Speaker 1>and tell that policeman. I said, I'm not telling the

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<v Speaker 1>policeman because I think that's another thing, isn't it. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>there's so many people who will judge what you believe

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<v Speaker 1>and what you don't believe, So I'm not telling the policeman.

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<v Speaker 1>So he's all right, I'll tell the policeman, which surprised

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<v Speaker 1>me because he was quite a shy person. He would

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<v Speaker 1>always put me forward to go and tell this, Go

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<v Speaker 1>and say this, go and say that. So he went

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<v Speaker 1>over and pointed to it and showed the policeman, and

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<v Speaker 1>the policeman looked up, and he was looking and then

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<v Speaker 1>sort of looking confused and then looking back up. And

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<v Speaker 1>then as we were walking away, we were watching him,

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<v Speaker 1>and he went over to one of his colleagues and

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<v Speaker 1>pointed up and the colleague looked up and almost dismissed

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<v Speaker 1>it and you know, carried on with his policing. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that was It was interesting, but it was a nice

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<v Speaker 1>feeling to feel that, yes, I've seen a UFO. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, if you I always felt if you got

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<v Speaker 1>into any kind of debate with anybody about whether there

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<v Speaker 1>were UFOs, well, you know, UFOs are unidentified flying or

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<v Speaker 1>in the wider sense objects, So that was certainly unidentified,

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<v Speaker 1>and two policemen didn't identify it. So not that I

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<v Speaker 1>would ever have thought to report it, although I guess

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<v Speaker 1>there could be benefits. There could have been somebody else

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<v Speaker 1>that had seen it and reported it. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>So that was, as I say, in my early twenties,

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<v Speaker 1>and that was. Yeah. I was quite pleased with that,

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<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't a big part of my life or

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<v Speaker 1>things that I thought about. Wasn't particularly a big UFO person.

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<v Speaker 1>But later in my life, not so long ago, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>four or five years ago, just after COVID in the lockdown,

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<v Speaker 1>I went to see my sister and she said to

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<v Speaker 1>me that she had she'd seen a documentary about the

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<v Speaker 1>tic TACs and she was telling me about that, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was like, you know, years gone by, and I'm like, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>we're definitely We're definitely not alone. And I think they're

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<v Speaker 1>probably all coming and there's all these people that report it.

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<v Speaker 1>So my views very much had changed or developed, should

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<v Speaker 1>I say. I started listening to your podcast and absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>loved it and listening to all the people's testimonies, and

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<v Speaker 1>it makes me think about people's testimonies and how we

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<v Speaker 1>don't you know, there's been a culture of encouraging people

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<v Speaker 1>not to believe other people, which I think is quite wrong,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, make fun of them, and I mean that

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<v Speaker 1>obviously there is some more negative experiences that people talk about,

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<v Speaker 1>but the positive ones just filled me with hope, especially

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<v Speaker 1>with the country and the world in the statement, and

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<v Speaker 1>I sort of thought, oh, you know, maybe they'll save us,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe they'll help us. It really ignited sort of a

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<v Speaker 1>wish in me, like how lovely would that be? How

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<v Speaker 1>magical would that be? To see another And I started

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<v Speaker 1>watching the skies more and the planets were aligning. I

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<v Speaker 1>quite remember it's the beginning of the year, planets are

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<v Speaker 1>starting to align, and we watched the run up to that,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I was looking up to the skies more.

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<v Speaker 1>I've got young children, so I've tried to I do

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<v Speaker 1>go to bed fairly early, so yeah, but then i'd

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<v Speaker 1>be lying in bed and I've got a skylight and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at the sky like thinking, come say alone

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<v Speaker 1>to me. Anyway, and then one night before bed, I

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<v Speaker 1>actually said, please please come and show yourself to me,

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<v Speaker 1>because that'd just be lovely. I just absolutely love that. Anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>a few days went past, and as I was waking,

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<v Speaker 1>I had this very strong picture vision. And I've had

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<v Speaker 1>them before, sort of more on the supernatural side, so

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<v Speaker 1>I knew what it was and the quality of it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I had this vision of a looked like a drone.

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<v Speaker 1>It looked like a drone. The propellers were going round.

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<v Speaker 1>It was like a dark color like I was up

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<v Speaker 1>close to this picture of a drone with the propeller

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<v Speaker 1>bits going round really fast, and it sounded like a flickering,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was just as I was waking, and I

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<v Speaker 1>just knew instinctively that that was what they were doing.

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<v Speaker 1>They were going, well, yeah, we can't actually fly past

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<v Speaker 1>the window. We're not the red arrows, but here's communication. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So I was absolutely delighted with that, and yeah, felt

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<v Speaker 1>very much that that was a telepathic communication, which I

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<v Speaker 1>have had before. As I say so, I did recognize

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<v Speaker 1>it communication and a vision. Yeah, I was absolutely delighted,

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<v Speaker 1>and yes, thank you, thank you very much. Although I'm

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<v Speaker 1>still watching this guy and hoping to see something a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit more. I suppose physical that sort of sums

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<v Speaker 1>up my UFO encounters, but I've had, I suppose quite

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<v Speaker 1>a few paranormal experiences. I grew up from the age

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<v Speaker 1>of one. I went to live with my grandmother and

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<v Speaker 1>she brought me up with Christian faith, but she was

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<v Speaker 1>a very spiritual person. It was a quite a big

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<v Speaker 1>part of my life. And she talked about experiencing different things,

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<v Speaker 1>and she said that one morning she sat up in

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<v Speaker 1>bed and there was an orange cat, a ginger cat

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<v Speaker 1>on her bed, and she thought it was because we

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<v Speaker 1>had a cat, an orange cat, so she thought it

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<v Speaker 1>was Honey the cat. And then she realized, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not Honey the cat. And she went to stroke

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<v Speaker 1>it in her hair and sunk through and then it

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<v Speaker 1>slowly faded from the bottom up to the head and

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<v Speaker 1>then disappeared, and so she realized, oh, it's a ghost cat.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think that was the first story she gave

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<v Speaker 1>me which I probably age appropriate, which I loved. But

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<v Speaker 1>she also told me she went to bed one night

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<v Speaker 1>and had woke up with her grandmother at the bottom

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<v Speaker 1>of the bed, and her mother had been ill, and

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<v Speaker 1>her grandmother said to her, I'm going to take mum now,

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<v Speaker 1>she's coming with me. So she very much, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>realized that it had been a visitation to say she

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<v Speaker 1>mum's going Mum's going to die, which, of course she

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<v Speaker 1>did end up dying. I think it was either the

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<v Speaker 1>following day or you know, very soon. It was clear

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<v Speaker 1>that that was the message she'd got and that's what

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<v Speaker 1>was happening. So that was another of her stories. I

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<v Speaker 1>different podcasts about the paranormal, about UFOs. Well, she told

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<v Speaker 1>happened there? So she said that she was having an

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<v Speaker 1>happened was what she said. She was traveling through a

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<v Speaker 1>tunnel and at the bottom, at the end of the tunnel,

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<v Speaker 1>there was a bright light and she moved through the

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<v Speaker 1>tunnel and at the end of the tunnel there was

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<v Speaker 1>a beautiful garden and she was just about to step

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<v Speaker 1>into it and she was pulled back. And so when

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<v Speaker 1>she came to the surgeon said to her, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>we nearly lost you. You were nearly gone. So she

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<v Speaker 1>sort of she was sure that she had visited her heaven.

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<v Speaker 1>So that I found fascinating. And then as I started

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<v Speaker 1>to hear in recent times stories about that was something

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<v Speaker 1>that I really enjoyed listening to other people's accounts, and

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<v Speaker 1>it helped with my further spiritual awakening. But that was

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<v Speaker 1>kind of my grounding and her history. But I was

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<v Speaker 1>always looking for paranorn or experiences myself. I was thinking, well,

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<v Speaker 1>when am I going to see one? And I thought, right, well,

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<v Speaker 1>I just have to wait. Of course, as a child,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't wait, you seek it out. So one early evening,

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<v Speaker 1>I must have been about thirteen, and myself and a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of friends decided to do a weedi board. I

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<v Speaker 1>never had been told anything negative about weeda boards, and

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<v Speaker 1>I just understood them to be a tool for contacting

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<v Speaker 1>people who had passed, and so we did it in

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<v Speaker 1>my friend's bedroom and we got a very weak movement

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<v Speaker 1>of the glass, but the questions I don't quite remember

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<v Speaker 1>exactly what was said, but I know that I felt

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<v Speaker 1>that I had managed to contact my grandfather, who died

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<v Speaker 1>when I was ten, And so I went home and

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<v Speaker 1>I said to my grandmother, I spoke to Granddad tonight,

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<v Speaker 1>and she said, oh, we'll read you bored. So I said, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I was surprised that she sort of guessed, because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it didn't automatically flow, and so she said all right, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>And that was that. But we did start to do

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<v Speaker 1>it more and more often, and my other friend had

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<v Speaker 1>contacted her aunt, Minnie, and you know, we started to

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<v Speaker 1>find quite a lot of comfort in it. It was

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<v Speaker 1>exciting and it was something not many other people were doing.

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<v Speaker 1>So we did it a few times. Now. We spoke

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<v Speaker 1>to a friend who was a little older than us

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<v Speaker 1>and she had a boyfriend and she said, oh, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>my boyfriend does that and he speaks to a guy

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<v Speaker 1>called Warren and he's really horrible, and so it was like, oh, right, okay.

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<v Speaker 1>And then very soon after we started to do this,

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<v Speaker 1>we still go down to a youth club which was

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<v Speaker 1>an old Victorian school that I think they've not sadly

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<v Speaker 1>knocked down now and built on it. But we used

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<v Speaker 1>to go down there to the youth club and so

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<v Speaker 1>we would get a plastic cup and do it with

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<v Speaker 1>you know, very crude, sort of basic Oigi boards, and

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<v Speaker 1>then we got to the point where like who is

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<v Speaker 1>this and it started to spell out wa r. It's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>my goodness, and of course it was Warren. So we

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have any real negative experiences with Warren. But he

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<v Speaker 1>did say he did say he didn't like me, So

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<v Speaker 1>I said, would you like me to go? And he

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<v Speaker 1>said no, because your voice is loud. So we stayed anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>So we all one time sort of attracted attention from

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<v Speaker 1>the other kids and we went ended up going into

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<v Speaker 1>the toilet with a coffee mug. Now these were big toilets,

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<v Speaker 1>changing rooms, hooks, showers, you know, old school showers and toilets.

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<v Speaker 1>So we were all in there in a big crowd,

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<v Speaker 1>and as you can imagine, young children, young thirteen year

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<v Speaker 1>olds and above, are all sort of you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not doing it, I'm not doing it. So some were watching,

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<v Speaker 1>some are doing it. But there are a few of us,

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<v Speaker 1>including the friend that had told us about Warren, and

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<v Speaker 1>we were asking different questions and it was strong. It

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<v Speaker 1>was a very strong movement of the cup, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was quick, and it got stronger and quicker moving around

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<v Speaker 1>answering the questions. I mean, kids do silly things. One

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<v Speaker 1>of them said, when am I going to die? And

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<v Speaker 1>it started to swing backwards and forwards, backwards and forwards,

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<v Speaker 1>backwards and forwards, and it became unnerving, and there were

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<v Speaker 1>obviously children screaming and oh. And then I was like, look,

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<v Speaker 1>we've got a break. This this isn't good, So take

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<v Speaker 1>fingers off, taking things off. Take everyone, take your fingers off.

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<v Speaker 1>And as we took our fingers off and it was

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<v Speaker 1>moving to the right, we took her fingers off, and

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<v Speaker 1>from that moment it swung back on its own across

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<v Speaker 1>the floor in the opposite direction and rolled across the floor.

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<v Speaker 1>So everybody screamed and ran out of the toilets, and

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<v Speaker 1>that was the end of the incident. But that was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the nearest I really was. I suppose nearest,

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<v Speaker 1>it's quite near. But getting to sort of my own

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<v Speaker 1>paranormal experiences and till I suppose when I was twenty four,

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<v Speaker 1>my grandmother died and she was everything to me, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was utterly devastated, and I was told. When I

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<v Speaker 1>was out of the house, my mother and my uncle

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<v Speaker 1>picked me up and they told me in the car,

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<v Speaker 1>and I screamed, a terrible day for anybody who's been

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<v Speaker 1>through it. And we went back to her house and

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<v Speaker 1>I ran straight up stairs to the room that she

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<v Speaker 1>was found in, spent a few moments there, and I

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<v Speaker 1>heard her voice as clear as anything, with the tone

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<v Speaker 1>and everything. Call up Sarah. I made my name is Sarah,

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<v Speaker 1>but I made everyone call me Sarah when I went

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<v Speaker 1>to school because there was other Sarah's there, so I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't want to be different, and then I changed it

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<v Speaker 1>back a later date to be more different. Ironically, it's

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<v Speaker 1>funny what you go through as a child on your identity.

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<v Speaker 1>So I heard her voice, and at the time I

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<v Speaker 1>think I just put it down to being in shark

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<v Speaker 1>and grief in disbelief, but now looking back, it's clearly

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<v Speaker 1>she was calling me so a little bit a few

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<v Speaker 1>minutes later, I had a very very strong smell of

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<v Speaker 1>roast beef. Now you know that was a very very

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<v Speaker 1>prominent part of childhood in the UK. Sunday Sunday lunch

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<v Speaker 1>or Sunday dinner, whichever time you had it, roast beef,

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<v Speaker 1>and that was what I remember, that she would cook

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<v Speaker 1>the most on the Sunday. And it doesn't even smell

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<v Speaker 1>the same these days. Back then, it had this sort

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<v Speaker 1>of very, very sort of intense smell. Maybe it was

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<v Speaker 1>just how I smelled it as a child, because obviously

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<v Speaker 1>it tastes change and develop, but it was this strong

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<v Speaker 1>smell of roast beef. And again I just sort of, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, my brain is really playing up, but you know,

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<v Speaker 1>they're very clear in my mind, and I can still

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<v Speaker 1>smell that smell now. So that was kind of the

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<v Speaker 1>start of what became the ability to communicate mediumship or

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<v Speaker 1>psychic both psychic medium, clever audio and sentiment, clairvoyant and

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<v Speaker 1>all of it. And it started to develop from there,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I was seeking out clairvoyance so that I

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<v Speaker 1>could at least get messages from her. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I missed her terribly, but I had this sense that

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<v Speaker 1>she was with me, and very strangely, just not long

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<v Speaker 1>after she died, I didn't really think about it, but

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<v Speaker 1>then I felt her leave me, and it was such

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<v Speaker 1>a strange sort of feeling that I hadn't noticed her

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<v Speaker 1>being with me, but I certainly felt her leave me.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like she was saying, right, you're all right, You're okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to go now, and I felt her leave,

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<v Speaker 1>but the entire time, and now I feel her presence,

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<v Speaker 1>and I felt her. She was devastated when she lost

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<v Speaker 1>my granddad. I was ten, and that was fourteen years

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<v Speaker 1>before she died, and she never recovered from it. So

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<v Speaker 1>I found solace in the fact that they were now together.

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<v Speaker 1>But I had this also, very very strong feeling that

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<v Speaker 1>they were together and they were both looking out for

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<v Speaker 1>me and looking after me. So it was although she

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<v Speaker 1>was no longer physically present, I felt a very very

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<v Speaker 1>strong spiritual presence from her. That's how unfolded different. Before

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<v Speaker 1>I realized I was clvy. After the bathroom, I went

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<v Speaker 1>to a wedding, a friend's wedding, and I stood at

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<v Speaker 1>the back of the church, and they were saying about

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<v Speaker 1>you knowing God's House and all the religious words and

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<v Speaker 1>sentiment of a wedding service, and in my head I

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<v Speaker 1>said to myself, well, this is all rubbish anyway, And

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<v Speaker 1>her voice came through as clear as anything in my mind,

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<v Speaker 1>not externally, but in my mind no, it's not. I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>my goodness, that was my that was her. So that

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<v Speaker 1>was the first time I heard somebody who'd passed properly

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<v Speaker 1>heard it within my own consciousness. From then that is

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<v Speaker 1>when I developed clevoyance, and I started giving people messages

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<v Speaker 1>and just being super aware of how I knew things

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<v Speaker 1>and how I could see things and how I could

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<v Speaker 1>read people. And part of that was well, very very

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<v Speaker 1>comforting to anyone who's lost anybody, but it was very

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<v Speaker 1>comforting to me because I felt that well, it made

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<v Speaker 1>me feel that I was no longer scared to die.

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<v Speaker 1>I had no fear of death. So yeah, it was

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<v Speaker 1>a lovely thing to have. And also giving messages. Passing

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<v Speaker 1>messages on was also lovely because you've got to feel

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<v Speaker 1>that absolute bliss they pass on. Sometimes they can pass

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<v Speaker 1>on this feeling of absolute love and bliss, so that's

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<v Speaker 1>also lovely to feel. From that message at the wedding,

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<v Speaker 1>I went on to have quite a few different things.

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<v Speaker 1>I had a visitation from her in my dream. I

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<v Speaker 1>dreams a dream and you kind of forget them, but

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<v Speaker 1>this wasn't. This was clear, clear, like I'd met her

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<v Speaker 1>and I was recalling a memory she gave me comforting words. Look,

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<v Speaker 1>I know I'm not here physically, but at home, she

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<v Speaker 1>came through the door. I dreamt she walked through the door,

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<v Speaker 1>and I said, where have you been? Where the hell

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<v Speaker 1>have you been? And she said, look, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>know I'm not physically here, but you'll be okay. You'll

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<v Speaker 1>be okay. Think about the things that are going to

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<v Speaker 1>get you through. And I was like, oh, okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>And so I took that as again she was still

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<v Speaker 1>very much there. And later I had a cat who

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<v Speaker 1>I took from hers and took them to my home.

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<v Speaker 1>We had two cats, but they were seventeen I think

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<v Speaker 1>at the time they was seventeen. I had to have

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<v Speaker 1>my cat put down. And yeah, that was another extremely

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<v Speaker 1>upsetting time. And she came to me in a dream

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<v Speaker 1>again and said, look, whenever you feel, whenever you're ready,

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<v Speaker 1>call him and he'll come to you. And I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh okay. And so that again was a very clear

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<v Speaker 1>feeling of visitation. And some time must have passed, and

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<v Speaker 1>then one day one night he came to me. So

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<v Speaker 1>I stood and I looked down and it.

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<v Speaker 2>Was tiger, and I said, Tiger, Tiger, And so I

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<v Speaker 2>picked him up and he was going crackers and rubbing

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<v Speaker 2>himself all round me on my face, and then I

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<v Speaker 2>felt something like a butt of fly or a bird

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<v Speaker 2>wing under my face or very close to my face, fluttering, fluttering,

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<v Speaker 2>and which woke me up.

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<v Speaker 1>And as I woke up, I sort of realized right

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<v Speaker 1>that there was Tigger coming to me in my dream.

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<v Speaker 1>So that again lovely comforting. This one more thing from

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<v Speaker 1>my youth. I think that I've never really been able

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<v Speaker 1>to put my finger on because it just seems, well,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just a bit unexplained because I don't have a

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<v Speaker 1>specific time that I remember the vision, but I was

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<v Speaker 1>on a bus going past South End Airport and there

419
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<v Speaker 1>was there was a plane that was parked up, some

420
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<v Speaker 1>big plane had its engines taken out, and so it

421
00:26:49.039 --> 00:26:52.200
<v Speaker 1>was there for ages. No idea what anyone had actually

422
00:26:52.279 --> 00:26:54.640
<v Speaker 1>planned to do with it, but it'd been there for

423
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<v Speaker 1>some time, and then this day I drove past and

424
00:26:58.759 --> 00:27:01.920
<v Speaker 1>someone had started to take it apart. So it was

425
00:27:02.119 --> 00:27:04.799
<v Speaker 1>like you see planes that have crashed, you know, you

426
00:27:04.920 --> 00:27:08.440
<v Speaker 1>get that sort of section of it that's split open

427
00:27:09.079 --> 00:27:12.039
<v Speaker 1>and you can see the structure of the plane. The

428
00:27:12.079 --> 00:27:16.240
<v Speaker 1>bizarre thing was I knew I had already seen it.

429
00:27:16.599 --> 00:27:20.200
<v Speaker 1>I have seen this. I have already seen this plane

430
00:27:20.240 --> 00:27:25.119
<v Speaker 1>that's always parked there completely whole, but it wasn't whole.

431
00:27:25.200 --> 00:27:28.480
<v Speaker 1>It was obviously it's been you know, someone has started

432
00:27:28.519 --> 00:27:32.519
<v Speaker 1>to sort of demolish it. And I still can't quite

433
00:27:32.640 --> 00:27:35.559
<v Speaker 1>work out what that was, because I can't pinpoint a

434
00:27:35.640 --> 00:27:38.720
<v Speaker 1>time when I've seen it, but I just knew I've

435
00:27:38.759 --> 00:27:42.119
<v Speaker 1>seen that before. I have seen that already start to

436
00:27:42.160 --> 00:27:45.319
<v Speaker 1>be demolished. So yeah, that's a strange one because I

437
00:27:45.400 --> 00:27:50.559
<v Speaker 1>just don't really know what that was. I was around twelve,

438
00:27:51.440 --> 00:27:54.880
<v Speaker 1>it must have been around that time, and my uncle

439
00:27:55.079 --> 00:27:59.960
<v Speaker 1>was living in a converted church in Saint Luke's in London,

440
00:28:00.160 --> 00:28:02.839
<v Speaker 1>and we went up for Christmas. I think there was

441
00:28:02.880 --> 00:28:06.039
<v Speaker 1>a lot of joking about it at the time because

442
00:28:06.640 --> 00:28:09.359
<v Speaker 1>it was back in the eighties, so it's fairly fairly

443
00:28:09.480 --> 00:28:14.839
<v Speaker 1>new thing to convert the churches into dwellings. There was

444
00:28:14.880 --> 00:28:18.799
<v Speaker 1>lots of talk about seeing brides floating up the aisle,

445
00:28:18.920 --> 00:28:23.920
<v Speaker 1>and of course a large church converted into blocks of flats.

446
00:28:24.000 --> 00:28:27.920
<v Speaker 1>When you actually get in there, you've got the architecture

447
00:28:28.200 --> 00:28:31.759
<v Speaker 1>on the outside, but it's a bit more limited on

448
00:28:31.799 --> 00:28:35.839
<v Speaker 1>the inside. So the actual inside of his property didn't

449
00:28:36.519 --> 00:28:39.880
<v Speaker 1>really resemble a church at all, so you just forgot

450
00:28:40.000 --> 00:28:42.839
<v Speaker 1>that you were in a church. They are one of

451
00:28:42.880 --> 00:28:44.920
<v Speaker 1>my fate. I would love to live in one of

452
00:28:44.960 --> 00:28:48.759
<v Speaker 1>those though. They are my favorite types of houses. When

453
00:28:48.799 --> 00:28:51.519
<v Speaker 1>you look and they've converted them with the mezzanine, they

454
00:28:51.559 --> 00:28:55.319
<v Speaker 1>look stunning. I think we've got quite a few churches

455
00:28:55.400 --> 00:29:00.839
<v Speaker 1>in England that is normally the Victorian builds that tend

456
00:29:00.880 --> 00:29:03.400
<v Speaker 1>to sort of go by the wayside and end up

457
00:29:03.440 --> 00:29:07.480
<v Speaker 1>getting sold off, and also old castle ruins. I mean,

458
00:29:07.519 --> 00:29:10.440
<v Speaker 1>they're all stunning, but when we were in there, as

459
00:29:10.480 --> 00:29:12.960
<v Speaker 1>I said, you tended to forget that you were in

460
00:29:12.960 --> 00:29:17.480
<v Speaker 1>a church. Once we've been there a couple of days,

461
00:29:18.039 --> 00:29:21.759
<v Speaker 1>I remember walking to the bedroom. My mother said to me, oh,

462
00:29:21.759 --> 00:29:24.279
<v Speaker 1>could you get my bag for me, it's in the bedroom.

463
00:29:24.359 --> 00:29:27.599
<v Speaker 1>And I went to the bedroom and I was very

464
00:29:27.640 --> 00:29:30.480
<v Speaker 1>close to the corner of the room, but I heard

465
00:29:30.960 --> 00:29:38.839
<v Speaker 1>very loudly heavy breathing disembodied, just heard heavy breathing coming

466
00:29:38.839 --> 00:29:40.880
<v Speaker 1>from the corner of the room. And at the time

467
00:29:41.000 --> 00:29:44.799
<v Speaker 1>I was young and hadn't experienced really anything else. I

468
00:29:44.880 --> 00:29:48.039
<v Speaker 1>was a bit spooked and I dashed out of the room.

469
00:29:48.400 --> 00:29:53.279
<v Speaker 1>And I remember at the time telling my uncle what

470
00:29:53.400 --> 00:29:56.039
<v Speaker 1>I'd heard, and he dismissed it and said, oh, it

471
00:29:56.119 --> 00:29:59.599
<v Speaker 1>was probably someone snoring or something, you know, in another flat,

472
00:29:59.640 --> 00:30:02.319
<v Speaker 1>But it it really wasn't. I could hear clearly. It

473
00:30:02.359 --> 00:30:06.680
<v Speaker 1>was like someone right close to me in the corner

474
00:30:06.720 --> 00:30:10.599
<v Speaker 1>of the room with a very heavy breathing going on.

475
00:30:11.039 --> 00:30:14.920
<v Speaker 1>And I completely forgot about that for many years. It's

476
00:30:14.960 --> 00:30:18.559
<v Speaker 1>funny how I don't know trauma, maybe or not that

477
00:30:18.640 --> 00:30:23.440
<v Speaker 1>it was particularly traumatic, but fear, you know, in a child.

478
00:30:23.759 --> 00:30:26.599
<v Speaker 1>I just completely forgot about it for years and years,

479
00:30:26.640 --> 00:30:29.880
<v Speaker 1>and then it came back to me. So long passed

480
00:30:30.319 --> 00:30:35.440
<v Speaker 1>that time, so much time later. Also spoke about when

481
00:30:35.720 --> 00:30:39.680
<v Speaker 1>my cat died. After he died before I think I

482
00:30:39.720 --> 00:30:43.559
<v Speaker 1>saw him in my dream. I would be lying in

483
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<v Speaker 1>bed sort of face down. When he was alive, he

484
00:30:47.680 --> 00:30:50.000
<v Speaker 1>would jump up on the bed and then he would

485
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<v Speaker 1>walk up my body in my shoulder, and then he

486
00:30:53.799 --> 00:30:56.119
<v Speaker 1>would want to get into the bed just to warm

487
00:30:56.240 --> 00:31:00.799
<v Speaker 1>up in the winter. And after he'd passed, I often

488
00:31:01.079 --> 00:31:06.079
<v Speaker 1>fell him jumping up onto the bed and walking up

489
00:31:06.240 --> 00:31:10.279
<v Speaker 1>very lightly, you know, not with the quite the same wight,

490
00:31:10.839 --> 00:31:15.839
<v Speaker 1>but certainly with his feet sort of stepping walking up

491
00:31:15.880 --> 00:31:19.480
<v Speaker 1>my body. And I knew it was him. I knew

492
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<v Speaker 1>it was him.

493
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<v Speaker 1>So moving on to my late twenties, I started working

510
00:32:30.799 --> 00:32:35.240
<v Speaker 1>at the Old Bailey. Now it's not a place where

511
00:32:35.240 --> 00:32:39.720
<v Speaker 1>you really want to be super switched on to spirit.

512
00:32:39.880 --> 00:32:42.960
<v Speaker 1>It's quite obviously. There's a lot of dark things that happen.

513
00:32:43.000 --> 00:32:46.279
<v Speaker 1>There's a lot of murders and murderers that pass through

514
00:32:46.279 --> 00:32:49.799
<v Speaker 1>the doors, pedophiles, all kinds of you know, sort of

515
00:32:50.079 --> 00:32:54.880
<v Speaker 1>darker characters that you don't really want to be picking

516
00:32:54.960 --> 00:32:58.000
<v Speaker 1>up on or have any kind of dealings with. And

517
00:32:58.079 --> 00:33:01.319
<v Speaker 1>so I've switched it all all down, really, I shut

518
00:33:01.359 --> 00:33:04.960
<v Speaker 1>it all down as much as possible. But I did

519
00:33:05.960 --> 00:33:09.759
<v Speaker 1>regularly when I was in the court after the hearings

520
00:33:09.759 --> 00:33:12.599
<v Speaker 1>and everybody had left and I'm still in the court,

521
00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:16.200
<v Speaker 1>just catching up on paperwork and finishing things off, and

522
00:33:16.599 --> 00:33:20.480
<v Speaker 1>I would catch people sitting in the gallery which were

523
00:33:20.680 --> 00:33:24.759
<v Speaker 1>above most of the courts, the older courts. Well, there's

524
00:33:24.799 --> 00:33:27.279
<v Speaker 1>a mix. Some have them in the courtroom, some have

525
00:33:27.400 --> 00:33:30.720
<v Speaker 1>them up the top looking down, but these were the

526
00:33:30.759 --> 00:33:33.920
<v Speaker 1>ones up the top looking down, and I would see

527
00:33:34.160 --> 00:33:36.640
<v Speaker 1>out the corner of my eye someone sat in the gallery,

528
00:33:36.680 --> 00:33:39.200
<v Speaker 1>and of course I'd look and there was no one there,

529
00:33:39.279 --> 00:33:42.400
<v Speaker 1>so I knew that they were all still sort of

530
00:33:42.519 --> 00:33:47.119
<v Speaker 1>trying to present themselves to me. But there was one

531
00:33:47.319 --> 00:33:51.920
<v Speaker 1>time where I was on I was in court and

532
00:33:52.440 --> 00:33:55.079
<v Speaker 1>I was sorting things out for the judge, and everybody

533
00:33:55.200 --> 00:33:57.759
<v Speaker 1>was carrying on with the hearing, whatever it was about,

534
00:33:58.799 --> 00:34:04.680
<v Speaker 1>and I smelt this strong smell of excrement, which was

535
00:34:04.960 --> 00:34:09.000
<v Speaker 1>pretty potent, and I was sort of my goodness, like,

536
00:34:09.119 --> 00:34:11.559
<v Speaker 1>where is that coming from? Looked at the judge and

537
00:34:12.440 --> 00:34:17.000
<v Speaker 1>surely not, but it remained with me, and then I

538
00:34:17.199 --> 00:34:22.639
<v Speaker 1>had a picture and a sense that this was a

539
00:34:22.679 --> 00:34:27.280
<v Speaker 1>small boy. Now before the old bail. There's two parts

540
00:34:27.320 --> 00:34:30.360
<v Speaker 1>of the old bailey. There's a nineteen seventy three part

541
00:34:30.440 --> 00:34:34.840
<v Speaker 1>of the building and then there's a nineteen two part

542
00:34:34.840 --> 00:34:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I think nineteen nine two. Nineteen oh three part of

543
00:34:36.880 --> 00:34:39.440
<v Speaker 1>the building was in the seventies part of the building.

544
00:34:39.480 --> 00:34:43.639
<v Speaker 1>But because the land beforehand was a court and before

545
00:34:44.039 --> 00:34:47.440
<v Speaker 1>that it was actually there were a lot of hangings

546
00:34:47.480 --> 00:34:51.159
<v Speaker 1>done at the court back in the day, and there

547
00:34:51.280 --> 00:34:55.079
<v Speaker 1>was also a Newgate Prison and that is actually the

548
00:34:55.119 --> 00:35:01.079
<v Speaker 1>site for Newgate Prison. On reflection, it to me that

549
00:35:01.119 --> 00:35:05.920
<v Speaker 1>this was clearly one of the children that was incarcerated

550
00:35:06.199 --> 00:35:11.480
<v Speaker 1>in Newgate Prison. Now the smell ties in because the

551
00:35:11.519 --> 00:35:16.360
<v Speaker 1>prison was actually reformed by Elizabeth Fry because of the

552
00:35:16.400 --> 00:35:20.320
<v Speaker 1>conditions and it was separated out and that was maybe

553
00:35:20.559 --> 00:35:26.000
<v Speaker 1>late late eighteen hundreds, but before that the conditions were

554
00:35:26.000 --> 00:35:31.119
<v Speaker 1>horrendous and it was full of just there were no

555
00:35:31.199 --> 00:35:35.679
<v Speaker 1>toilets obviously, you know Victoria, London. It was just where

556
00:35:35.719 --> 00:35:40.239
<v Speaker 1>you stood, so that it would have been completely filled

557
00:35:40.480 --> 00:35:44.880
<v Speaker 1>with it, and the children, obviously the lower closer to

558
00:35:44.920 --> 00:35:49.360
<v Speaker 1>the ground. And so that tied in with what I'd

559
00:35:49.400 --> 00:35:52.280
<v Speaker 1>experienced and that I felt was right. And of course,

560
00:35:52.760 --> 00:35:55.760
<v Speaker 1>following on from that, the judge it back then because

561
00:35:55.760 --> 00:36:00.480
<v Speaker 1>they believed that disease came from was there born and

562
00:36:00.519 --> 00:36:03.559
<v Speaker 1>came from smell, which they were sort of onto something,

563
00:36:03.599 --> 00:36:07.719
<v Speaker 1>but not quite there. They carried what they called nosegays. Well,

564
00:36:08.000 --> 00:36:12.119
<v Speaker 1>these nosegays were just small poses of flowers to sort

565
00:36:12.159 --> 00:36:14.199
<v Speaker 1>of stick right under their neck. They carried them and

566
00:36:14.239 --> 00:36:17.039
<v Speaker 1>stuck them right under their noses to sort so that

567
00:36:17.039 --> 00:36:19.800
<v Speaker 1>they were smelling the flowers rather than smelling what they

568
00:36:19.840 --> 00:36:22.440
<v Speaker 1>believed would be you know, cholera or whatever it was

569
00:36:22.480 --> 00:36:25.239
<v Speaker 1>that was going round or And there was a big

570
00:36:25.800 --> 00:36:28.599
<v Speaker 1>event where many of the judges I think it was

571
00:36:28.639 --> 00:36:32.360
<v Speaker 1>cholera that were lost to cholera because of the conditions

572
00:36:32.480 --> 00:36:35.400
<v Speaker 1>and the diseases that were at the prison, and there

573
00:36:35.880 --> 00:36:38.119
<v Speaker 1>one or two. I think it was at least at

574
00:36:38.199 --> 00:36:40.239
<v Speaker 1>least once, but I think it could have been twice.

575
00:36:40.400 --> 00:36:44.199
<v Speaker 1>I was in the corridor, the judges corridor, although all

576
00:36:44.239 --> 00:36:49.079
<v Speaker 1>being the nineteen seventy two part of the building, and

577
00:36:49.119 --> 00:36:54.039
<v Speaker 1>I smelt a very very strong smell of flowers, and

578
00:36:54.119 --> 00:36:56.480
<v Speaker 1>so I think I was sort of just picking up

579
00:36:56.559 --> 00:37:01.119
<v Speaker 1>on the history from both of those smell elms that

580
00:37:01.280 --> 00:37:07.119
<v Speaker 1>they were very real to me. So that concludes my

581
00:37:07.280 --> 00:37:12.159
<v Speaker 1>experiences at the Old Bailey. Then I left there and

582
00:37:12.199 --> 00:37:14.719
<v Speaker 1>went to the Royal Courts of Justice. Now that's I

583
00:37:14.760 --> 00:37:17.360
<v Speaker 1>love that building, but I didn't encounter anything of their

584
00:37:17.480 --> 00:37:22.519
<v Speaker 1>But then shortly after there I fell pregnant with twins

585
00:37:22.599 --> 00:37:27.119
<v Speaker 1>and left work, left the court service. I had been

586
00:37:27.159 --> 00:37:30.000
<v Speaker 1>told once that as a medium or well, if you're

587
00:37:30.039 --> 00:37:34.400
<v Speaker 1>carrying children, you shouldn't contact spirit. It's dangerous. Now I

588
00:37:34.400 --> 00:37:35.960
<v Speaker 1>don't know if that's true or not, but I wasn't

589
00:37:36.000 --> 00:37:38.519
<v Speaker 1>taking any risks. I was forty two, and I was

590
00:37:38.559 --> 00:37:40.760
<v Speaker 1>going to hang on to these babies because they were

591
00:37:40.760 --> 00:37:44.400
<v Speaker 1>so wanted. I wasn't going to jeopardize it for anything.

592
00:37:44.480 --> 00:37:48.440
<v Speaker 1>So I again continued to block out that part of

593
00:37:48.480 --> 00:37:53.239
<v Speaker 1>my life. I one day we went to Charlton House,

594
00:37:53.559 --> 00:38:00.519
<v Speaker 1>Charlton near Woolidge, Charlton House, the Jacobean House, the house,

595
00:38:01.159 --> 00:38:04.079
<v Speaker 1>and it's been a few things, but I think they

596
00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:07.280
<v Speaker 1>were having they had an open day and they had

597
00:38:07.639 --> 00:38:09.679
<v Speaker 1>different things that you could go around and look at

598
00:38:09.679 --> 00:38:12.119
<v Speaker 1>and I know, like they do ghost walks and things

599
00:38:12.159 --> 00:38:15.800
<v Speaker 1>there now, and there's said to be certain apparitions and

600
00:38:16.199 --> 00:38:19.000
<v Speaker 1>people who used to own the house. But we had

601
00:38:19.039 --> 00:38:21.079
<v Speaker 1>gone just to have a look around at a lovely

602
00:38:21.119 --> 00:38:24.599
<v Speaker 1>old Jacobean house. And I had the twins in the

603
00:38:24.599 --> 00:38:29.559
<v Speaker 1>pram and I pushed them out the door and went

604
00:38:29.639 --> 00:38:35.440
<v Speaker 1>to go into the garden and I heard loudly cacophony

605
00:38:35.559 --> 00:38:42.599
<v Speaker 1>of young men voices shouting. It was chaos. It really

606
00:38:42.599 --> 00:38:45.039
<v Speaker 1>took me by surprise, because it's something to say that

607
00:38:45.079 --> 00:38:47.920
<v Speaker 1>I'd really shut out of my life up until then,

608
00:38:48.519 --> 00:38:50.960
<v Speaker 1>and I always had the ability to sort of invite

609
00:38:51.000 --> 00:38:54.519
<v Speaker 1>it in, ask the question invite in, open or close it,

610
00:38:54.639 --> 00:38:59.119
<v Speaker 1>tune in or out like a radio frequency. That this

611
00:38:59.719 --> 00:39:02.760
<v Speaker 1>was an really giving me a choice, and it came

612
00:39:02.800 --> 00:39:09.960
<v Speaker 1>in very, very loudly. And afterwards I realized that the

613
00:39:10.000 --> 00:39:13.920
<v Speaker 1>house had been used as a hospital, I think, in

614
00:39:13.960 --> 00:39:19.440
<v Speaker 1>the First World War. So there again explains the noise

615
00:39:19.679 --> 00:39:23.079
<v Speaker 1>of the injured soldiers, and that's the vibe I got.

616
00:39:23.119 --> 00:39:27.119
<v Speaker 1>It was very chaotic and they were all shouting in there,

617
00:39:27.519 --> 00:39:31.639
<v Speaker 1>and it was male voices, so sort of reintroduced me

618
00:39:32.199 --> 00:39:40.639
<v Speaker 1>back into psychic and medium experiences. I suppose my partner

619
00:39:40.920 --> 00:39:44.079
<v Speaker 1>is a believer. And I was always sort of describing

620
00:39:44.119 --> 00:39:48.280
<v Speaker 1>myself as a skeptic believer because I just think, question everything.

621
00:39:48.480 --> 00:39:51.079
<v Speaker 1>Make sure that it's not this, that and the other,

622
00:39:51.159 --> 00:39:53.000
<v Speaker 1>and if a door shuts, it's not going to draft,

623
00:39:53.000 --> 00:39:56.719
<v Speaker 1>and it's not this, rule everything else out. Don't jump

624
00:39:56.840 --> 00:40:00.519
<v Speaker 1>to the ghost story. So that's what I to do.

625
00:40:00.639 --> 00:40:03.239
<v Speaker 1>And as I was sort of going through all of

626
00:40:03.280 --> 00:40:07.920
<v Speaker 1>my you know, experiences, thinking well, how do I how

627
00:40:07.960 --> 00:40:11.039
<v Speaker 1>am I this? Am I reading minds? Is it telepathy?

628
00:40:11.280 --> 00:40:14.599
<v Speaker 1>Am I Where am I getting this information from? Is

629
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<v Speaker 1>it from people who've passed? And one time I was

630
00:40:18.760 --> 00:40:20.840
<v Speaker 1>lying in bed and my part said, but have you

631
00:40:20.880 --> 00:40:23.559
<v Speaker 1>got anything? Because people people love to hear it. Some

632
00:40:23.599 --> 00:40:26.239
<v Speaker 1>people do obviously, some people do not want to hear it,

633
00:40:26.320 --> 00:40:30.079
<v Speaker 1>and that are very very fearful or just very skeptical.

634
00:40:30.960 --> 00:40:33.800
<v Speaker 1>But she's opened. She said, have you got anything? So

635
00:40:33.840 --> 00:40:36.159
<v Speaker 1>I said, actually, I've got I have got something. I've

636
00:40:36.199 --> 00:40:38.760
<v Speaker 1>got a man here and he's got like crazy white hair.

637
00:40:38.960 --> 00:40:42.519
<v Speaker 1>Einsteiny said, you know, he's definitely here for you. And

638
00:40:42.559 --> 00:40:45.159
<v Speaker 1>she said, oh, that sounds like my uncle boy. So

639
00:40:45.199 --> 00:40:49.039
<v Speaker 1>I said, all right, So she said, yeah, so she's

640
00:40:49.159 --> 00:40:53.719
<v Speaker 1>decided to test me. And she said, right, there's a song.

641
00:40:54.079 --> 00:40:55.679
<v Speaker 1>And I don't like this. I don't like being put

642
00:40:55.719 --> 00:40:58.639
<v Speaker 1>on the spot. It's pressure, and I don't really like

643
00:40:58.760 --> 00:41:03.239
<v Speaker 1>having to prove anything. I know what I know and

644
00:41:03.280 --> 00:41:06.000
<v Speaker 1>how I feel about it. I'm an honest person, and

645
00:41:06.280 --> 00:41:09.559
<v Speaker 1>I don't really like the you know, the scrutiny of

646
00:41:10.000 --> 00:41:12.679
<v Speaker 1>are you telling the truth? Because to me, I've always

647
00:41:12.679 --> 00:41:16.320
<v Speaker 1>been a truthful person and honesty is always the best policy.

648
00:41:16.639 --> 00:41:19.760
<v Speaker 1>So being tested feels a little bit bit of pressure.

649
00:41:19.840 --> 00:41:22.760
<v Speaker 1>So she said, right, there's a song that I associate

650
00:41:22.760 --> 00:41:23.719
<v Speaker 1>with him. What is it?

651
00:41:24.199 --> 00:41:24.400
<v Speaker 3>Right?

652
00:41:24.480 --> 00:41:27.960
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, as it's you, okay, sow. He showed

653
00:41:28.039 --> 00:41:31.880
<v Speaker 1>me some animals. I was right, he's showing me animals,

654
00:41:31.920 --> 00:41:34.199
<v Speaker 1>Like is it like I don't know farm? Or so

655
00:41:34.440 --> 00:41:37.840
<v Speaker 1>is it? So she went, oh, yeah, it's the funny farm.

656
00:41:38.280 --> 00:41:42.679
<v Speaker 1>We're coming to take you away. Hah. So I'd like, right, okay,

657
00:41:42.719 --> 00:41:45.760
<v Speaker 1>then great. It's satisfying her. So I think from then

658
00:41:45.800 --> 00:41:48.400
<v Speaker 1>on she was always although she was always interested and

659
00:41:48.440 --> 00:41:51.320
<v Speaker 1>she liked to listen if I had a reading for anybody,

660
00:41:51.400 --> 00:41:53.559
<v Speaker 1>I think for her she was all that was good

661
00:41:53.599 --> 00:41:55.440
<v Speaker 1>for her, you know, she was like, yeah, she could

662
00:41:55.480 --> 00:41:57.679
<v Speaker 1>never have known that. Of course I didn't know it.

663
00:41:57.960 --> 00:42:00.239
<v Speaker 1>So that was enough for her. And then but for me,

664
00:42:00.400 --> 00:42:03.519
<v Speaker 1>as will I think before that, for me, I needed

665
00:42:04.119 --> 00:42:06.559
<v Speaker 1>I needed to know where is it coming from. And

666
00:42:07.239 --> 00:42:10.760
<v Speaker 1>there was one time I was on holiday with some

667
00:42:10.840 --> 00:42:14.480
<v Speaker 1>friends and I was giving my friend a reading and

668
00:42:14.519 --> 00:42:17.199
<v Speaker 1>I was telling her this and that and something about

669
00:42:17.440 --> 00:42:21.760
<v Speaker 1>her family, and I said something about her grandmother. And

670
00:42:22.159 --> 00:42:24.199
<v Speaker 1>to be honest, so I can't quite remember the details,

671
00:42:24.199 --> 00:42:26.719
<v Speaker 1>but I was definitely touching on something about her family

672
00:42:26.719 --> 00:42:29.599
<v Speaker 1>and her grandmother. And she said, no, no, that's not true.

673
00:42:29.679 --> 00:42:33.000
<v Speaker 1>That's not true. Because yeah, no, that's definitely not true.

674
00:42:33.000 --> 00:42:35.599
<v Speaker 1>So I said, well, I believe there's something they're not

675
00:42:35.639 --> 00:42:39.639
<v Speaker 1>telling you. There's something that your family have kept from you,

676
00:42:39.760 --> 00:42:43.119
<v Speaker 1>and there's something that they're not telling you. Anyway, when

677
00:42:43.159 --> 00:42:45.559
<v Speaker 1>she got home, she said to me, oh, you know,

678
00:42:45.599 --> 00:42:48.239
<v Speaker 1>you said there's something that my family aren't telling me. Well,

679
00:42:48.320 --> 00:42:51.239
<v Speaker 1>my grandmother died and they didn't want to tell me

680
00:42:51.239 --> 00:42:53.320
<v Speaker 1>because I was on holiday, so they've waited to come back.

681
00:42:53.360 --> 00:42:55.719
<v Speaker 1>And now what you said makes perfect sense. Of course

682
00:42:55.719 --> 00:42:58.679
<v Speaker 1>you were right, they weren't telling me. So that to

683
00:42:58.760 --> 00:43:01.239
<v Speaker 1>me was like, well, I couldn't have been reading her

684
00:43:01.400 --> 00:43:05.480
<v Speaker 1>mind because she didn't know. And then so it's all

685
00:43:05.519 --> 00:43:08.079
<v Speaker 1>these little pieces of the puzzle where you have to

686
00:43:08.239 --> 00:43:10.440
<v Speaker 1>just in the end just trust what you're hearing and

687
00:43:10.960 --> 00:43:14.039
<v Speaker 1>not question it, although I always question everything, but you know,

688
00:43:14.559 --> 00:43:17.000
<v Speaker 1>try and not to scrutinize everything that comes out of

689
00:43:17.000 --> 00:43:19.599
<v Speaker 1>your mouth because they're giving it to you to pass

690
00:43:19.639 --> 00:43:21.800
<v Speaker 1>on and you don't have to worry too much, just

691
00:43:21.800 --> 00:43:24.440
<v Speaker 1>pass it on as you hear it. So so yeah,

692
00:43:24.480 --> 00:43:29.280
<v Speaker 1>I do that. I quite often will give messages and

693
00:43:29.599 --> 00:43:33.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm interested and I do learn a bit about just

694
00:43:33.159 --> 00:43:36.360
<v Speaker 1>from sort of small more sorts of information that I

695
00:43:36.440 --> 00:43:40.039
<v Speaker 1>gather about spirituality, and you know, from the near death

696
00:43:40.079 --> 00:43:45.159
<v Speaker 1>experiences that people's testimonies and to get to answer questions

697
00:43:45.519 --> 00:43:49.000
<v Speaker 1>and to put together pieces of information. And there was

698
00:43:49.039 --> 00:43:51.800
<v Speaker 1>one thing I thought, well, I've never actually experienced any

699
00:43:51.880 --> 00:43:55.760
<v Speaker 1>poltergeist activity, and I just question that. I don't know

700
00:43:55.800 --> 00:44:00.719
<v Speaker 1>what is that anyway. I when my twins were I

701
00:44:00.760 --> 00:44:05.239
<v Speaker 1>think they were five days old, my partner lost her father, Charlie.

702
00:44:05.800 --> 00:44:09.400
<v Speaker 1>And Charlie he was a lovely, lovely guy. He was

703
00:44:09.400 --> 00:44:12.719
<v Speaker 1>in his eighties and he used to make me laugh

704
00:44:12.760 --> 00:44:15.880
<v Speaker 1>because he was clearly we didn't have big talks about it,

705
00:44:15.920 --> 00:44:19.400
<v Speaker 1>but he was clearly a spiritual person because he said, oh,

706
00:44:19.519 --> 00:44:22.280
<v Speaker 1>he said, if anything goes in the kitchen, we go ethel.

707
00:44:22.880 --> 00:44:26.159
<v Speaker 1>And that's that was his mother. So he sort of

708
00:44:26.159 --> 00:44:29.519
<v Speaker 1>suggested that, you know, the kettle would go on. He said,

709
00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:31.679
<v Speaker 1>the kettle goes on all on its own, no one's

710
00:44:31.679 --> 00:44:35.639
<v Speaker 1>near it. So we say Ethel. And anyway, after he

711
00:44:35.880 --> 00:44:41.679
<v Speaker 1>passed a few months, maybe weeks in and things started

712
00:44:42.039 --> 00:44:46.000
<v Speaker 1>to happen in our kitchen. Now I have I have.

713
00:44:46.280 --> 00:44:48.840
<v Speaker 1>I loved drinking tea, and I had I started to

714
00:44:48.880 --> 00:44:52.639
<v Speaker 1>collect different teapots and one that teapot I had, like

715
00:44:52.760 --> 00:44:55.880
<v Speaker 1>stainless still teapot, and it was always on the shelf,

716
00:44:55.920 --> 00:44:58.039
<v Speaker 1>and it was fully on the shelf, and it was

717
00:44:58.079 --> 00:44:59.920
<v Speaker 1>one of those little corner shelves. It's quite hard to

718
00:45:00.079 --> 00:45:04.199
<v Speaker 1>have it precariously on the shelf. A crash would be

719
00:45:04.280 --> 00:45:08.039
<v Speaker 1>heard and you'd go in and it was on the floor.

720
00:45:08.159 --> 00:45:12.000
<v Speaker 1>There was a few incidents like that started happening, and

721
00:45:12.039 --> 00:45:15.480
<v Speaker 1>so of course we started saying Charlie instead of Ethel.

722
00:45:16.079 --> 00:45:18.920
<v Speaker 1>And so I think, yeah, that kind of fits. That's

723
00:45:19.079 --> 00:45:23.159
<v Speaker 1>maybe what that experience is all about. We moved to

724
00:45:23.199 --> 00:45:26.800
<v Speaker 1>a new house, and I tapped in to see if

725
00:45:26.800 --> 00:45:30.320
<v Speaker 1>there's which I do, if there's any sort of anyone remaining,

726
00:45:30.320 --> 00:45:34.039
<v Speaker 1>anyone attached, and I couldn't feel that there's anyone attached,

727
00:45:34.039 --> 00:45:38.400
<v Speaker 1>but there was a residual energy. She clearly has a

728
00:45:38.440 --> 00:45:42.440
<v Speaker 1>thing with pictures, because I do have a lot of

729
00:45:42.519 --> 00:45:47.639
<v Speaker 1>pictures on the walls, and they are constantly bouncing off

730
00:45:47.639 --> 00:45:51.519
<v Speaker 1>the walls and smashing on the floor. Now, most of

731
00:45:51.559 --> 00:45:55.159
<v Speaker 1>the rooms in the house have had a picture come

732
00:45:55.199 --> 00:45:57.440
<v Speaker 1>off the wall and smash on the floor, and I

733
00:45:57.519 --> 00:46:00.760
<v Speaker 1>have had to replace frame after frame after frame, and

734
00:46:00.840 --> 00:46:05.679
<v Speaker 1>some pictures I have had to replace many many times.

735
00:46:06.000 --> 00:46:09.840
<v Speaker 1>There's one picture that has has fallen on the floor

736
00:46:09.880 --> 00:46:13.119
<v Speaker 1>but has never been smashed, and that's one of my

737
00:46:13.760 --> 00:46:17.239
<v Speaker 1>grandmother and grandfather on their wedding day, which is good

738
00:46:17.320 --> 00:46:20.519
<v Speaker 1>because that's pretty special to me and I would hate

739
00:46:20.559 --> 00:46:23.320
<v Speaker 1>it if that got smashed. So but I always felt

740
00:46:23.639 --> 00:46:25.920
<v Speaker 1>like maybe that was her way of saying she's around.

741
00:46:25.960 --> 00:46:29.559
<v Speaker 1>And I do get pokes, pokes in the side, or

742
00:46:29.800 --> 00:46:32.679
<v Speaker 1>pokes at the top of my leg, or you know,

743
00:46:32.760 --> 00:46:36.039
<v Speaker 1>little touches feels like and you turn around thinking it's

744
00:46:36.400 --> 00:46:39.639
<v Speaker 1>one of the children and or the dog, or and

745
00:46:39.679 --> 00:46:42.800
<v Speaker 1>I've always had sort of you know, little shadows along

746
00:46:42.840 --> 00:46:45.880
<v Speaker 1>the floor with pets and things like that, and one

747
00:46:45.920 --> 00:46:47.920
<v Speaker 1>time I did have. I was going through a bit

748
00:46:47.920 --> 00:46:50.760
<v Speaker 1>of a difficult time at work and I was not

749
00:46:50.880 --> 00:46:55.159
<v Speaker 1>happy at all, and I felt for about two weeks

750
00:46:55.760 --> 00:47:01.239
<v Speaker 1>this tall, dark shadow that stood by me the entire time.

751
00:47:01.639 --> 00:47:04.400
<v Speaker 1>And at the time I noticed it and recognized it,

752
00:47:04.440 --> 00:47:07.159
<v Speaker 1>but I didn't really realize the relevance. But looking back,

753
00:47:07.280 --> 00:47:10.400
<v Speaker 1>that was a particularly difficult time in the workplace, so

754
00:47:10.880 --> 00:47:13.519
<v Speaker 1>I just felt maybe that was an angel saying to me,

755
00:47:14.039 --> 00:47:17.199
<v Speaker 1>don't worry, I'm by your side, I'm looking out for you. You'll

756
00:47:17.079 --> 00:47:20.199
<v Speaker 1>be okay. And I was okay. But yeah, lots of

757
00:47:20.840 --> 00:47:23.760
<v Speaker 1>people talk about sort of you know, full on apparitions

758
00:47:23.760 --> 00:47:26.679
<v Speaker 1>that look like real people, which sound very exciting to me,

759
00:47:27.039 --> 00:47:29.519
<v Speaker 1>but I've not encountered that. It's always been sort of

760
00:47:29.800 --> 00:47:33.880
<v Speaker 1>corner of the eye or shadows or things like that.

761
00:47:34.360 --> 00:47:38.840
<v Speaker 1>But Poke's hair flick. I went to a Spiritualist church.

762
00:47:39.199 --> 00:47:42.000
<v Speaker 1>They gave me a reading saying well, you do have

763
00:47:42.280 --> 00:47:45.039
<v Speaker 1>you do have that ability, and I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah,

764
00:47:45.039 --> 00:47:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I do. Anyway, so I was walking out of the

765
00:47:47.599 --> 00:47:50.840
<v Speaker 1>church and standing just waiting to I think there was

766
00:47:51.079 --> 00:47:54.159
<v Speaker 1>magazines or something, and I was in the queue waiting

767
00:47:54.239 --> 00:47:57.320
<v Speaker 1>to look at those, and I felt somebody flicked the

768
00:47:57.400 --> 00:48:00.239
<v Speaker 1>back of my head short hair. Then someone flicked to

769
00:48:00.280 --> 00:48:05.119
<v Speaker 1>the back of my hair, and I was fully turning around, expecting,

770
00:48:05.599 --> 00:48:07.559
<v Speaker 1>you know, it to be my friend who had gone

771
00:48:07.599 --> 00:48:09.079
<v Speaker 1>with and there was just no one in the que

772
00:48:09.159 --> 00:48:13.679
<v Speaker 1>behind me. So all of these little signs of assurance

773
00:48:13.760 --> 00:48:16.480
<v Speaker 1>that they are there and that they're around you, which

774
00:48:16.519 --> 00:48:20.880
<v Speaker 1>is lovely, knows it, ching when someone's coming in close,

775
00:48:21.000 --> 00:48:24.599
<v Speaker 1>and feeling a web on your face, and another thing

776
00:48:24.760 --> 00:48:30.360
<v Speaker 1>that seems to be kind of connected with the eats

777
00:48:30.519 --> 00:48:37.360
<v Speaker 1>and with the paranormal, my paranormal communication comes in, although

778
00:48:37.400 --> 00:48:41.000
<v Speaker 1>they do present themselves in pictures in my mind's eye

779
00:48:41.159 --> 00:48:44.320
<v Speaker 1>and pokes, physical pokes and things like that. I also,

780
00:48:44.559 --> 00:48:48.199
<v Speaker 1>obviously it's mainly sort of telepathy. When you're hearing someone,

781
00:48:48.199 --> 00:48:54.119
<v Speaker 1>you're hearing their communications in your mind. And I have

782
00:48:54.320 --> 00:48:58.840
<v Speaker 1>noticed that my wife, my daughter, and my dog I

783
00:48:58.880 --> 00:49:01.159
<v Speaker 1>do that with all the time, and there's a very

784
00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:05.679
<v Speaker 1>very sort of strong telepathic connection between the three of us.

785
00:49:06.079 --> 00:49:08.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm always hearing what they're going to say before they

786
00:49:08.480 --> 00:49:12.400
<v Speaker 1>say it. Moving through that and sort of developing all

787
00:49:12.440 --> 00:49:15.320
<v Speaker 1>of this more and just learning about it all more

788
00:49:15.559 --> 00:49:20.880
<v Speaker 1>and the connection with ets and hearing other people's testimonies

789
00:49:20.960 --> 00:49:24.599
<v Speaker 1>and the link between them, and it's really sort of

790
00:49:24.639 --> 00:49:29.760
<v Speaker 1>helped me develop. I mean, I'm now moving into light work.

791
00:49:30.239 --> 00:49:34.679
<v Speaker 1>I realized, now, this is a funny thing. I was

792
00:49:34.719 --> 00:49:38.719
<v Speaker 1>watching things and they talk about light workers. They talk

793
00:49:38.760 --> 00:49:42.360
<v Speaker 1>about indigo children, and they talk about star seeds, and

794
00:49:42.440 --> 00:49:45.000
<v Speaker 1>I thought it was lovely. Yeah, because my life I've

795
00:49:45.000 --> 00:49:47.559
<v Speaker 1>always felt like a complete alien. And I'd said to

796
00:49:47.639 --> 00:49:49.960
<v Speaker 1>my friends She'd said the same, Oh, yeah, I was

797
00:49:50.199 --> 00:49:52.280
<v Speaker 1>have you have you have you always felt like a

798
00:49:52.320 --> 00:49:56.280
<v Speaker 1>complete alien? Yeah? Yes, especially when I lived in the

799
00:49:56.320 --> 00:50:00.440
<v Speaker 1>area of Rochford. Rochford is a funny town and is Essex,

800
00:50:00.519 --> 00:50:03.800
<v Speaker 1>and it was well known for witch country, and in fact,

801
00:50:04.760 --> 00:50:07.639
<v Speaker 1>nearer the next town along a couple of villages along

802
00:50:08.400 --> 00:50:14.679
<v Speaker 1>is Canudon, which is known very well for witchcraft. I mean,

803
00:50:14.880 --> 00:50:19.000
<v Speaker 1>witchcraft is another name for paganism, isn't it. Because paganism

804
00:50:19.159 --> 00:50:25.400
<v Speaker 1>was it was the original religion before Catholicism or Christianity arrived,

805
00:50:26.000 --> 00:50:29.800
<v Speaker 1>and it was demonised and the symbols were turned into

806
00:50:30.480 --> 00:50:33.719
<v Speaker 1>symbols for the demonic and the satan and the devil

807
00:50:34.599 --> 00:50:37.760
<v Speaker 1>and the dark side. But I was told by someone

808
00:50:37.800 --> 00:50:42.000
<v Speaker 1>who grew up in Canudon that the pagan symbol of

809
00:50:42.039 --> 00:50:47.480
<v Speaker 1>the pentagram, one of the five points of the pentagram

810
00:50:47.679 --> 00:50:53.519
<v Speaker 1>star is in fact Canudon Church, so that represents one

811
00:50:53.559 --> 00:50:56.159
<v Speaker 1>of the one of the points of the stars. So

812
00:50:57.079 --> 00:50:58.760
<v Speaker 1>it's kind of a yeah, it's a kind of a

813
00:50:58.800 --> 00:51:04.239
<v Speaker 1>funny town. Sometimes. I've always found it's quite quite oppressive

814
00:51:04.320 --> 00:51:07.039
<v Speaker 1>being there. I always stood out like a sore farm.

815
00:51:07.119 --> 00:51:10.559
<v Speaker 1>I never felt I belonged. And two thousand and five

816
00:51:10.679 --> 00:51:15.400
<v Speaker 1>I moved out and moved into I've moved away locally

817
00:51:15.800 --> 00:51:18.280
<v Speaker 1>before then, but I moved to London in two thousand

818
00:51:18.280 --> 00:51:20.880
<v Speaker 1>and five. But I look back and it's such a

819
00:51:21.280 --> 00:51:24.599
<v Speaker 1>I visit there to see a few friends, but and

820
00:51:24.639 --> 00:51:27.760
<v Speaker 1>my mother's still there, and a couple of my sisters

821
00:51:27.840 --> 00:51:31.360
<v Speaker 1>and brothers still there. But it's a funny place. And

822
00:51:31.440 --> 00:51:34.920
<v Speaker 1>I never ever felt that I belonged, and I always

823
00:51:35.280 --> 00:51:38.480
<v Speaker 1>felt like stuck out and people treated me like I

824
00:51:38.599 --> 00:51:41.199
<v Speaker 1>stuck out, And you know, I never I never. I

825
00:51:41.199 --> 00:51:44.440
<v Speaker 1>always felt like complete alien. So one day when I

826
00:51:44.480 --> 00:51:46.800
<v Speaker 1>was looking at right, well, what is what is this

827
00:51:46.880 --> 00:51:50.360
<v Speaker 1>star seed? And all right, let's see, so there was

828
00:51:51.119 --> 00:51:54.599
<v Speaker 1>you know, one of these spiritual teachers who are going

829
00:51:54.679 --> 00:51:58.440
<v Speaker 1>through the traits of what it is to be a

830
00:51:58.440 --> 00:52:01.239
<v Speaker 1>star seed, and do you feel that you've had this

831
00:52:01.320 --> 00:52:04.280
<v Speaker 1>do you feel that you've had that questionnaire? And I

832
00:52:04.360 --> 00:52:08.239
<v Speaker 1>ticked every single one, even to the point where they said, oh,

833
00:52:08.280 --> 00:52:10.599
<v Speaker 1>you're more likely to have color in your hair or

834
00:52:10.639 --> 00:52:12.719
<v Speaker 1>different colors in your hair. Well, I've got pink hair

835
00:52:12.800 --> 00:52:15.400
<v Speaker 1>at the moment. So to me, it was like, oh,

836
00:52:15.840 --> 00:52:20.760
<v Speaker 1>I cried because I felt suddenly, if this is true,

837
00:52:20.880 --> 00:52:22.800
<v Speaker 1>if I've done most of it, and I know I've

838
00:52:22.840 --> 00:52:26.559
<v Speaker 1>been here before many times, but if I've done most

839
00:52:26.599 --> 00:52:31.239
<v Speaker 1>of my life not on this planet, it means that

840
00:52:31.599 --> 00:52:36.840
<v Speaker 1>everything makes sense. My whole life made sense. How I

841
00:52:37.039 --> 00:52:40.320
<v Speaker 1>felt and how I still feel in crowds, although that

842
00:52:40.480 --> 00:52:43.440
<v Speaker 1>is changing more because I feel like when I go out,

843
00:52:43.599 --> 00:52:48.599
<v Speaker 1>I engage people to talk and I smile at strangers

844
00:52:48.679 --> 00:52:52.400
<v Speaker 1>now and I feel like I'm sort of whatever planet

845
00:52:52.400 --> 00:52:55.239
<v Speaker 1>they're from, I'm going to still try my hardest to

846
00:52:55.280 --> 00:53:00.239
<v Speaker 1>communicate with them. Anyway I did. It was a bigot

847
00:53:00.320 --> 00:53:05.880
<v Speaker 1>for me to sort of it was very reassuring, thinking suddenly,

848
00:53:06.000 --> 00:53:09.880
<v Speaker 1>now finally I know who I am and my whole

849
00:53:09.920 --> 00:53:12.599
<v Speaker 1>life makes sense. So that was a great thing. So

850
00:53:12.719 --> 00:53:17.960
<v Speaker 1>I do now jokingly refer to myself as well, I

851
00:53:18.000 --> 00:53:21.599
<v Speaker 1>am an alien, after all, I am. I'm an alien

852
00:53:21.679 --> 00:53:25.360
<v Speaker 1>light worker and I've come to help again. That kind

853
00:53:25.360 --> 00:53:30.920
<v Speaker 1>of makes sense. So I think that's kind of all

854
00:53:31.000 --> 00:53:34.199
<v Speaker 1>I can really think about or remember. I'm bound to

855
00:53:34.239 --> 00:53:37.119
<v Speaker 1>come across other things. I think, oh, yeah, that happened,

856
00:53:37.159 --> 00:53:39.760
<v Speaker 1>But at the moment, that's sort I've come to the

857
00:53:39.840 --> 00:53:40.599
<v Speaker 1>end of my list.

858
00:53:41.199 --> 00:53:43.760
<v Speaker 3>Good job, Sarah, Thank you for sharing all that.

859
00:53:44.079 --> 00:53:48.199
<v Speaker 1>Well, You're welcome. It feels nice to talk about it, really,

860
00:53:48.320 --> 00:53:52.760
<v Speaker 1>because it's not a subject you can talk to everybody about,

861
00:53:52.920 --> 00:53:55.400
<v Speaker 1>and a lot of people give you very strange looks

862
00:53:55.400 --> 00:53:58.639
<v Speaker 1>if you talk about anything like that, and I'm trying

863
00:53:58.760 --> 00:54:01.480
<v Speaker 1>to spend more time with people who don't give me

864
00:54:01.519 --> 00:54:03.840
<v Speaker 1>strange looks for talking about it, I have to say.

865
00:54:04.000 --> 00:54:07.760
<v Speaker 1>But I think people in general are becoming more open

866
00:54:07.840 --> 00:54:09.239
<v Speaker 1>to it, which is always good.

867
00:54:09.480 --> 00:54:11.559
<v Speaker 3>They are indeed, yeah, you're always going to get those

868
00:54:11.599 --> 00:54:14.960
<v Speaker 3>funny looks. What I've found is that just about everyone

869
00:54:15.039 --> 00:54:15.400
<v Speaker 3>has a.

870
00:54:15.360 --> 00:54:19.599
<v Speaker 1>Story, yes, and it's so interesting to listen to other

871
00:54:19.599 --> 00:54:23.639
<v Speaker 1>people's stories. I love listening to your podcast and listening

872
00:54:23.679 --> 00:54:28.280
<v Speaker 1>to their stories and how it's not just the paranormal,

873
00:54:28.519 --> 00:54:34.159
<v Speaker 1>the UFO experiences, it's their whole life circumstances and what

874
00:54:34.280 --> 00:54:36.840
<v Speaker 1>leads up to it. I find it really interesting and

875
00:54:36.920 --> 00:54:40.880
<v Speaker 1>I love listening to people and how they've made their

876
00:54:40.920 --> 00:54:44.079
<v Speaker 1>decisions in life and how things have turned out for them.

877
00:54:44.400 --> 00:54:47.800
<v Speaker 3>Indeed, personal favorite of mine because I kind of just

878
00:54:47.880 --> 00:54:50.599
<v Speaker 3>give people the run of the mic. What you often

879
00:54:50.639 --> 00:54:55.079
<v Speaker 3>get is is people sharing their life experiences. And you

880
00:54:55.199 --> 00:54:57.519
<v Speaker 3>might talk about things that happened to them in the seventies,

881
00:54:57.599 --> 00:55:00.559
<v Speaker 3>and they'd say stuff like the cars, the driving, the

882
00:55:00.599 --> 00:55:02.880
<v Speaker 3>moves that they were listening to. So you get this

883
00:55:03.000 --> 00:55:06.679
<v Speaker 3>whole worad around these accounts. So we're not just getting

884
00:55:06.719 --> 00:55:08.760
<v Speaker 3>lights in the sky, we're getting there the things they're

885
00:55:08.800 --> 00:55:10.119
<v Speaker 3>experiencing at the time.

886
00:55:10.280 --> 00:55:13.239
<v Speaker 1>The whole picture. It does build a really really strong

887
00:55:13.320 --> 00:55:15.519
<v Speaker 1>picture in your mind, doesn't it, And you really are

888
00:55:15.559 --> 00:55:19.400
<v Speaker 1>living it with them. It really is really enjoyable to

889
00:55:19.440 --> 00:55:23.400
<v Speaker 1>listen to them, and I love don't stop, don't ever stop,

890
00:55:23.480 --> 00:55:25.679
<v Speaker 1>because this is it. Now this is part of my

891
00:55:26.079 --> 00:55:31.239
<v Speaker 1>bedtime routine. Right. I listened to nixt podcasts before sleep,

892
00:55:31.280 --> 00:55:33.360
<v Speaker 1>and right, okay, now I can go to sleep. I

893
00:55:33.519 --> 00:55:36.480
<v Speaker 1>usually get through I always get through my you know

894
00:55:36.519 --> 00:55:39.320
<v Speaker 1>the one that I haven't heard yet in the latest episode,

895
00:55:39.360 --> 00:55:41.800
<v Speaker 1>and then as they go on to all the repeats,

896
00:55:41.960 --> 00:55:43.400
<v Speaker 1>then I allow myself.

897
00:55:43.079 --> 00:55:46.360
<v Speaker 3>To drift off good stuff, good stuff, and yeah, I

898
00:55:46.400 --> 00:55:48.960
<v Speaker 3>mean long as the accounts keep coming, and I'll keep

899
00:55:49.000 --> 00:55:49.679
<v Speaker 3>on recording.

900
00:55:50.039 --> 00:55:52.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well, I've probably got a few friends that I

901
00:55:52.280 --> 00:55:57.519
<v Speaker 1>can recommend, my spiritual friends that can bring their stories forward.

902
00:55:57.679 --> 00:56:00.719
<v Speaker 1>So I can do that for you. Busy for a

903
00:56:00.719 --> 00:56:02.079
<v Speaker 1>bit exactly.

904
00:56:01.760 --> 00:56:03.840
<v Speaker 3>Yes, send them my way. That's not an a bother

905
00:56:03.920 --> 00:56:06.199
<v Speaker 3>that the more the merry, I say.

906
00:56:05.960 --> 00:56:08.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's brilliant, and I'll carry on listening.

907
00:56:08.440 --> 00:56:09.000
<v Speaker 3>Wonderful.

908
00:56:16.960 --> 00:56:19.800
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909
00:56:19.840 --> 00:56:23.679
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910
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911
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912
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913
00:56:38.760 --> 00:56:41.320
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914
00:56:41.360 --> 00:56:44.639
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915
00:56:44.719 --> 00:56:47.480
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916
00:56:47.639 --> 00:56:51.840
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917
00:56:51.920 --> 00:56:56.000
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918
00:56:56.440 --> 00:57:09.440
<v Speaker 3>It's Time, It's ew It's the X. So some of

919
00:57:09.480 --> 00:57:12.639
<v Speaker 3>these gifts that you have Clare audience, yeah, which is

920
00:57:12.760 --> 00:57:17.239
<v Speaker 3>basically the hearing, isn't it sounds and voices and clear sentimence,

921
00:57:17.320 --> 00:57:20.480
<v Speaker 3>which is emotions energies that type of thing.

922
00:57:20.559 --> 00:57:29.039
<v Speaker 1>You can feel, yes, exactly, feeling, sensing emotion energy, which interestingly,

923
00:57:31.079 --> 00:57:35.599
<v Speaker 1>the Cleare sentience is very powerful. Just when I meet

924
00:57:35.599 --> 00:57:40.119
<v Speaker 1>people in general in the street, I can really feel them,

925
00:57:40.440 --> 00:57:43.920
<v Speaker 1>and that can be difficult when your children come home

926
00:57:43.960 --> 00:57:46.119
<v Speaker 1>and they've had a bad day and they're moaning or

927
00:57:46.440 --> 00:57:49.960
<v Speaker 1>because it can be quite heavy, because you do feel it,

928
00:57:50.199 --> 00:57:52.760
<v Speaker 1>and if someone's got the hump, you can feel it.

929
00:57:52.760 --> 00:57:57.280
<v Speaker 1>It's not just auditory. You can really feel everything, which

930
00:57:57.360 --> 00:58:00.760
<v Speaker 1>can be quite heavy. Obviously it's got it. It's merits

931
00:58:00.800 --> 00:58:04.719
<v Speaker 1>because I can also feel if my family around me

932
00:58:04.760 --> 00:58:07.840
<v Speaker 1>are feeling sad blind to it and I can feel it,

933
00:58:07.880 --> 00:58:10.000
<v Speaker 1>and I can swoop in and see if I can

934
00:58:10.079 --> 00:58:13.400
<v Speaker 1>help out there. So it's good for helping people, I think.

935
00:58:13.679 --> 00:58:15.719
<v Speaker 3>So I suppose it's a bit of a crossover with

936
00:58:15.960 --> 00:58:18.639
<v Speaker 3>been like an EmPATH, because it's the same kind of thing,

937
00:58:18.679 --> 00:58:21.840
<v Speaker 3>isn't it with absorbing emotions of others.

938
00:58:22.360 --> 00:58:27.119
<v Speaker 1>Yes, they are different, but they are sort of similar things.

939
00:58:27.159 --> 00:58:29.920
<v Speaker 1>I think. Yeah, with empathy, it's sort of the ability

940
00:58:29.960 --> 00:58:34.320
<v Speaker 1>to sort of it's cognitively put yourself in their position

941
00:58:34.679 --> 00:58:40.079
<v Speaker 1>and imagine how you would feel, whereas with the clere

942
00:58:40.079 --> 00:58:44.559
<v Speaker 1>sentience with people in front of you, it's more you

943
00:58:44.639 --> 00:58:47.519
<v Speaker 1>can just if they're excited, you can feel it. You

944
00:58:47.559 --> 00:58:50.039
<v Speaker 1>can feel their excitement, you can feel their happiness, you

945
00:58:50.079 --> 00:58:53.280
<v Speaker 1>can feel if they're angry, you can feel the fire.

946
00:58:53.719 --> 00:58:58.000
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, it's almost like more of a physical feeling. Really,

947
00:58:58.079 --> 00:59:01.519
<v Speaker 1>it's a feeling, let's say feet, you feel it, rather

948
00:59:01.559 --> 00:59:06.000
<v Speaker 1>than sort of working out and yeah, that's you know,

949
00:59:06.000 --> 00:59:07.960
<v Speaker 1>how they define it. I think one is sort of

950
00:59:08.480 --> 00:59:10.840
<v Speaker 1>more cognitive and the other is more feeling.

951
00:59:11.440 --> 00:59:14.239
<v Speaker 3>And you mentioned that you're able to turn it off

952
00:59:14.239 --> 00:59:14.559
<v Speaker 3>and on.

953
00:59:14.920 --> 00:59:19.480
<v Speaker 1>Well, I can turn off and on the messages that

954
00:59:19.599 --> 00:59:24.599
<v Speaker 1>I get from from spirit. I can't. Unfortunately, I can't

955
00:59:24.760 --> 00:59:30.320
<v Speaker 1>really turn off the cler sentience from earthbound people. And

956
00:59:30.360 --> 00:59:32.400
<v Speaker 1>that's a problem for me sometimes. As I say, it

957
00:59:32.440 --> 00:59:36.760
<v Speaker 1>can be quite draining. But I there is probably another

958
00:59:36.800 --> 00:59:39.719
<v Speaker 1>story to go with that. I had a friend of

959
00:59:39.760 --> 00:59:44.000
<v Speaker 1>a friend who lost her brother and he was very young.

960
00:59:44.239 --> 00:59:49.440
<v Speaker 1>I think he's thirties maybe, lovely, lovely man. And he

961
00:59:49.480 --> 00:59:54.079
<v Speaker 1>died very suddenly. Very soon after he died, he was there,

962
00:59:54.480 --> 00:59:56.719
<v Speaker 1>He's there, going, can you can you please? Can you

963
00:59:56.760 --> 00:59:59.719
<v Speaker 1>can you just tell I can't. I can't tell her.

964
00:59:59.719 --> 01:00:02.280
<v Speaker 1>She's just lost it. She's going to be devastated. There's

965
01:00:02.280 --> 01:00:04.760
<v Speaker 1>the last thing I want to do is to come

966
01:00:04.920 --> 01:00:07.679
<v Speaker 1>bowling in and start. I didn't even know if she

967
01:00:07.840 --> 01:00:11.960
<v Speaker 1>was open to things like that, but he didn't let up.

968
01:00:12.199 --> 01:00:15.400
<v Speaker 1>So I contact I was in contact with the friend

969
01:00:15.400 --> 01:00:19.400
<v Speaker 1>of the friend, my friend anyway, and said do you

970
01:00:19.440 --> 01:00:23.480
<v Speaker 1>think that she would want a message? And she was like, oh,

971
01:00:23.519 --> 01:00:26.039
<v Speaker 1>she's inserted in a real estate at the moment. You know,

972
01:00:26.280 --> 01:00:28.159
<v Speaker 1>I don't think that's a good idea. It would just

973
01:00:28.159 --> 01:00:31.000
<v Speaker 1>be too upsetting for her. So I was like, okay, okay.

974
01:00:31.079 --> 01:00:34.440
<v Speaker 1>But of course he didn't go away. So he was on,

975
01:00:34.440 --> 01:00:37.400
<v Speaker 1>on on on now. That was so insistent and so

976
01:00:38.079 --> 01:00:41.639
<v Speaker 1>strong that he just kept jumping in and come on,

977
01:00:41.719 --> 01:00:43.599
<v Speaker 1>come on, please try and get hold of her, to

978
01:00:43.599 --> 01:00:45.280
<v Speaker 1>the point where I was like, do you think her

979
01:00:45.400 --> 01:00:48.400
<v Speaker 1>mom would be interested? She's like, oh, I don't know.

980
01:00:48.639 --> 01:00:50.239
<v Speaker 1>It's all sort of you know, we're all trying to

981
01:00:50.599 --> 01:00:54.159
<v Speaker 1>sort of walk carefully, to toe through it without upsetting

982
01:00:54.199 --> 01:00:57.599
<v Speaker 1>anybody in such a delicate time anyway, And then I did.

983
01:00:57.960 --> 01:00:59.519
<v Speaker 1>I did meet up with a friend and she was

984
01:00:59.559 --> 01:01:02.480
<v Speaker 1>actually daying with her at that time, So I met

985
01:01:02.519 --> 01:01:04.800
<v Speaker 1>up with her and we had a lovely time. And

986
01:01:04.840 --> 01:01:08.400
<v Speaker 1>I'd given my friends some tips about what I saw

987
01:01:08.480 --> 01:01:11.760
<v Speaker 1>coming for her in her work situation, and she was

988
01:01:11.800 --> 01:01:15.599
<v Speaker 1>discussing it whilst she was with her friend, and her

989
01:01:15.639 --> 01:01:18.679
<v Speaker 1>friend said, oh, I wonder if you've got anything for me,

990
01:01:18.920 --> 01:01:23.079
<v Speaker 1>And I thought, oh, hellelujah. I said, well, actually, actually

991
01:01:23.199 --> 01:01:26.679
<v Speaker 1>yes I have, I said, but I'm so aware of

992
01:01:27.039 --> 01:01:29.519
<v Speaker 1>how to come across. I don't want to upset you.

993
01:01:29.559 --> 01:01:32.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't. But your brother has been bugging the hell

994
01:01:32.480 --> 01:01:35.440
<v Speaker 1>out of me, you know, for quite some time now,

995
01:01:35.719 --> 01:01:38.239
<v Speaker 1>and he really really wants to come through. So yeah,

996
01:01:38.280 --> 01:01:42.159
<v Speaker 1>he did come through, and he gave her some messages

997
01:01:42.280 --> 01:01:45.000
<v Speaker 1>and some things she could there and then verify. And

998
01:01:45.039 --> 01:01:47.840
<v Speaker 1>then she was there with her husband and another friend

999
01:01:47.880 --> 01:01:50.559
<v Speaker 1>who's very close and she was saying, oh, I don't

1000
01:01:50.599 --> 01:01:52.880
<v Speaker 1>know about that, and he'd go, yes, of course, don't

1001
01:01:52.920 --> 01:01:55.400
<v Speaker 1>you remember, blah blah blah, and she'd go, oh, yes, yes,

1002
01:01:55.440 --> 01:01:58.159
<v Speaker 1>that's right. So she was grateful. And so that was

1003
01:01:58.159 --> 01:02:02.519
<v Speaker 1>a really really rewarding reading to give because one because

1004
01:02:02.559 --> 01:02:04.760
<v Speaker 1>he wasn't going to leave me alone until I did,

1005
01:02:05.000 --> 01:02:07.800
<v Speaker 1>and two because it did bring her comfort, and so

1006
01:02:07.960 --> 01:02:10.119
<v Speaker 1>I was really happy to sort of get that message

1007
01:02:10.159 --> 01:02:12.599
<v Speaker 1>to her. But on the whole, I have heard of

1008
01:02:12.679 --> 01:02:15.719
<v Speaker 1>people where they really struggle. The voices are there, the

1009
01:02:15.760 --> 01:02:19.400
<v Speaker 1>people are there, presenting themselves. They're saying, oh rall, like

1010
01:02:19.480 --> 01:02:22.639
<v Speaker 1>a bit like Ghosts on the BBC. You know that's

1011
01:02:22.679 --> 01:02:25.440
<v Speaker 1>a comedy show where she just can't switch them off.

1012
01:02:25.480 --> 01:02:27.880
<v Speaker 1>But I have always been able to switch it off

1013
01:02:27.920 --> 01:02:31.480
<v Speaker 1>because for me, it's like a tuning in. It's like, right, okay,

1014
01:02:31.679 --> 01:02:36.199
<v Speaker 1>I'll tune in, and once I psychologically tune in and

1015
01:02:36.400 --> 01:02:39.280
<v Speaker 1>ask into anyone there, then that's when they will come in.

1016
01:02:39.360 --> 01:02:42.119
<v Speaker 1>And then they'll start showing me pictures of themselves, start

1017
01:02:42.159 --> 01:02:44.920
<v Speaker 1>telling me about themselves or telling me about who they've

1018
01:02:44.920 --> 01:02:48.079
<v Speaker 1>come through for. So that's like, you know, the more

1019
01:02:48.159 --> 01:02:51.239
<v Speaker 1>mediumship side of it. And sometimes there isn't anyone there,

1020
01:02:51.280 --> 01:02:55.119
<v Speaker 1>and it's just a knowing of information that you can

1021
01:02:55.199 --> 01:02:58.079
<v Speaker 1>pass to someone and say, well, you know you're this

1022
01:02:58.159 --> 01:03:00.320
<v Speaker 1>type of person or you've got this coming up and

1023
01:03:00.360 --> 01:03:03.519
<v Speaker 1>they go yes, yes, I have. And sometimes it will

1024
01:03:03.519 --> 01:03:05.760
<v Speaker 1>be a message where you're saying, well, I think you're

1025
01:03:05.800 --> 01:03:09.400
<v Speaker 1>worrying about this. Now, some people don't like to acknowledge

1026
01:03:09.440 --> 01:03:13.719
<v Speaker 1>worry or it's very unconscious, so well, I think you're

1027
01:03:13.719 --> 01:03:16.519
<v Speaker 1>worrying about this, and they're like no, no, no, well

1028
01:03:16.599 --> 01:03:20.760
<v Speaker 1>no no. But then something will transpire later and it's like, ah,

1029
01:03:20.800 --> 01:03:23.320
<v Speaker 1>so you thought you weren't worrying, Really you were. It

1030
01:03:23.400 --> 01:03:27.079
<v Speaker 1>is something that I can turn off. But the incident

1031
01:03:27.199 --> 01:03:34.280
<v Speaker 1>in Charton house that was totally involuntary, and my friend's

1032
01:03:34.280 --> 01:03:37.039
<v Speaker 1>brother that was involuntary, he was not letting it go

1033
01:03:37.239 --> 01:03:40.079
<v Speaker 1>because I'd had my answer from them, well no it's

1034
01:03:40.079 --> 01:03:44.119
<v Speaker 1>maybe too soon, like that it's too soon, but he's no, no, no,

1035
01:03:44.159 --> 01:03:46.039
<v Speaker 1>and he didn't give up. So it's a bit of

1036
01:03:46.039 --> 01:03:49.079
<v Speaker 1>both really. But yeah, on the whole, I can turn

1037
01:03:49.119 --> 01:03:52.519
<v Speaker 1>it off. It's tune in or tune out. So tuning

1038
01:03:52.559 --> 01:03:55.400
<v Speaker 1>out I think it helps with peace of mind, because

1039
01:03:55.400 --> 01:03:59.880
<v Speaker 1>I think some people can get very overwhelmed with messages

1040
01:04:00.079 --> 01:04:03.000
<v Speaker 1>sort of contact as it were, and from what I

1041
01:04:03.039 --> 01:04:06.840
<v Speaker 1>hear from the ET contact, sometimes you know it really

1042
01:04:06.920 --> 01:04:09.679
<v Speaker 1>isn't voluntary at all, and it can be quite distressing

1043
01:04:09.719 --> 01:04:12.519
<v Speaker 1>for them, so that must be very difficult for them.

1044
01:04:12.599 --> 01:04:15.360
<v Speaker 1>But so yeah, I consider myself lucky that I can

1045
01:04:15.840 --> 01:04:19.880
<v Speaker 1>tune out to a certain degree unless they're really wanting

1046
01:04:19.960 --> 01:04:21.239
<v Speaker 1>to get through, So as.

1047
01:04:21.079 --> 01:04:23.840
<v Speaker 3>You've been quite fortunate. Really, No, I'm guessing that when

1048
01:04:23.840 --> 01:04:26.639
<v Speaker 3>we do pass over, we kind of take our personalities

1049
01:04:26.679 --> 01:04:28.719
<v Speaker 3>with us. So I think on a whole, you've been

1050
01:04:28.960 --> 01:04:31.239
<v Speaker 3>very lucky that the spirits that do come to you

1051
01:04:31.280 --> 01:04:33.159
<v Speaker 3>tend to queue up, so they're very polite. So it's

1052
01:04:33.280 --> 01:04:37.440
<v Speaker 3>very a very British, a very British spirit type thing to.

1053
01:04:37.360 --> 01:04:40.960
<v Speaker 1>Do, one hundred percent. And I do feel protected because

1054
01:04:41.360 --> 01:04:44.079
<v Speaker 1>I've sort of, you know, watched a few things on

1055
01:04:44.199 --> 01:04:47.360
<v Speaker 1>the darker side and how would I deal with that

1056
01:04:47.599 --> 01:04:49.800
<v Speaker 1>and how would I you know, and if something came up.

1057
01:04:50.440 --> 01:04:54.079
<v Speaker 1>But I don't. I've never ever felt like they can

1058
01:04:54.119 --> 01:04:59.920
<v Speaker 1>get to me. I've only ever felt like the lighter,

1059
01:05:00.039 --> 01:05:04.719
<v Speaker 1>as you say, more polite, more British, more polite, friendlier

1060
01:05:05.440 --> 01:05:08.559
<v Speaker 1>side seem to have access to me, and the darker

1061
01:05:08.599 --> 01:05:12.519
<v Speaker 1>side just don't. I've never had a reading where I've

1062
01:05:12.519 --> 01:05:16.559
<v Speaker 1>felt or anything where I've felt scared. I've always just

1063
01:05:16.639 --> 01:05:20.679
<v Speaker 1>felt blessed that and I always thank them. I'm like, oh,

1064
01:05:20.760 --> 01:05:23.599
<v Speaker 1>thanks for coming through. You know, that was really nice,

1065
01:05:23.639 --> 01:05:26.400
<v Speaker 1>and I do I do feel protected in that. I think,

1066
01:05:26.559 --> 01:05:29.679
<v Speaker 1>I think that's something I've come to realize that the

1067
01:05:29.719 --> 01:05:33.280
<v Speaker 1>positive side and not really indulging in the negative side.

1068
01:05:32.960 --> 01:05:36.199
<v Speaker 3>Of it, and I suppose it's really reassured. You know,

1069
01:05:36.199 --> 01:05:38.840
<v Speaker 3>if you're passing this information on someone that has lost

1070
01:05:39.039 --> 01:05:42.599
<v Speaker 3>a loved one. After losing someone, it's very difficult, and

1071
01:05:42.960 --> 01:05:45.800
<v Speaker 3>having that message from them can be you know, it

1072
01:05:45.840 --> 01:05:47.800
<v Speaker 3>can be good and kind of help them along on

1073
01:05:47.840 --> 01:05:49.360
<v Speaker 3>the on the grieving process.

1074
01:05:49.599 --> 01:05:52.920
<v Speaker 1>It can it can be it can be really really helpful,

1075
01:05:53.079 --> 01:05:57.599
<v Speaker 1>and that's something I'm always analyzing and really scrutinizing before

1076
01:05:57.639 --> 01:06:01.360
<v Speaker 1>I ever give a message. If it's in respect of

1077
01:06:01.400 --> 01:06:06.480
<v Speaker 1>someone you know, seeking, if someone seeks out to contact,

1078
01:06:07.000 --> 01:06:10.079
<v Speaker 1>the pressure is not quite as bad. But if I'm

1079
01:06:10.119 --> 01:06:14.639
<v Speaker 1>aware that they have lost someone recently, then I am

1080
01:06:15.199 --> 01:06:20.280
<v Speaker 1>very careful because it's a time where you were so

1081
01:06:21.400 --> 01:06:26.880
<v Speaker 1>sensitive and every word and message about your position, your grief,

1082
01:06:27.159 --> 01:06:31.840
<v Speaker 1>your journey at that time is magnified and you're going

1083
01:06:31.880 --> 01:06:35.119
<v Speaker 1>through all these different emotions and people can get very

1084
01:06:35.239 --> 01:06:40.360
<v Speaker 1>very angry at a simple choice of word when they're grieving,

1085
01:06:41.400 --> 01:06:43.000
<v Speaker 1>and obviously you don't want to be on the end

1086
01:06:43.000 --> 01:06:46.360
<v Speaker 1>of someone's anger. But mainly I just would hate to

1087
01:06:46.480 --> 01:06:50.440
<v Speaker 1>think that I'd had a detrimental effect on their grieving process,

1088
01:06:50.679 --> 01:06:54.960
<v Speaker 1>And so it has been a skill that I've really

1089
01:06:55.039 --> 01:06:58.440
<v Speaker 1>honed in on over the years to try. But I

1090
01:06:58.519 --> 01:07:02.039
<v Speaker 1>had a friend lost her mum recently and I've been

1091
01:07:02.519 --> 01:07:05.039
<v Speaker 1>there just helping her along the way. And I say,

1092
01:07:05.119 --> 01:07:08.239
<v Speaker 1>she's easy, she's easy to look after, But I have

1093
01:07:08.440 --> 01:07:12.480
<v Speaker 1>learned a lot about the grieving process through her, and

1094
01:07:12.559 --> 01:07:16.639
<v Speaker 1>I've been safe to help her in the way that

1095
01:07:16.760 --> 01:07:20.119
<v Speaker 1>I thought was right. But also so she's shown She's

1096
01:07:20.159 --> 01:07:23.119
<v Speaker 1>shown me so much about the grieving process. I do

1097
01:07:23.360 --> 01:07:26.480
<v Speaker 1>feel now I've had a lot I know how it feels,

1098
01:07:26.800 --> 01:07:31.679
<v Speaker 1>and I've had a lot of experience with people losing people,

1099
01:07:31.800 --> 01:07:36.199
<v Speaker 1>and so that spiritual side of it is there's a

1100
01:07:36.239 --> 01:07:40.199
<v Speaker 1>fine line, but it can bring such comfort to know

1101
01:07:40.320 --> 01:07:44.400
<v Speaker 1>that these relatives and loved ones is still very close

1102
01:07:44.440 --> 01:07:47.239
<v Speaker 1>to you, and they're around you, they're standing next to you,

1103
01:07:47.480 --> 01:07:50.199
<v Speaker 1>and they never go away, and that who could not

1104
01:07:50.320 --> 01:07:52.960
<v Speaker 1>want to hear that when they've lost someone. Really, if

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01:07:53.000 --> 01:07:57.079
<v Speaker 1>they're brave enough and they're open enough to believe it

1106
01:07:57.159 --> 01:07:59.800
<v Speaker 1>is always going to be helpful to know that somebody

1107
01:08:00.119 --> 01:08:03.199
<v Speaker 1>they thought they'd lost forever is just standing right next

1108
01:08:03.239 --> 01:08:03.639
<v Speaker 1>to them.

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01:08:04.480 --> 01:08:07.239
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely. I think it was very interesting what we were

1110
01:08:07.239 --> 01:08:09.840
<v Speaker 3>saying about your grandmother when she told you that she

1111
01:08:10.000 --> 01:08:12.280
<v Speaker 3>had heard grandmother that came to her.

1112
01:08:12.679 --> 01:08:16.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, I mean, how lovely but not exactly bringing

1113
01:08:16.359 --> 01:08:19.319
<v Speaker 1>good news. But I know that it did help my

1114
01:08:19.359 --> 01:08:22.560
<v Speaker 1>grandmother because I know that I think it was her mother.

1115
01:08:22.720 --> 01:08:25.319
<v Speaker 1>She was quite ill and that not knowing how long

1116
01:08:25.399 --> 01:08:29.039
<v Speaker 1>are they going to be friends and family left? Are

1117
01:08:29.039 --> 01:08:32.119
<v Speaker 1>they okay? Have they reached the other side? Okay? Has

1118
01:08:32.159 --> 01:08:35.640
<v Speaker 1>someone come to meet them? And knowing that her grandmother

1119
01:08:35.800 --> 01:08:39.239
<v Speaker 1>had specifically said, don't worry, Dorothy, I'm coming to get

1120
01:08:39.319 --> 01:08:41.760
<v Speaker 1>your mom. She's going to be fine, and I'm going

1121
01:08:41.800 --> 01:08:44.119
<v Speaker 1>to show her the way back home. I know she's

1122
01:08:44.199 --> 01:08:47.000
<v Speaker 1>found comfort in that, and for me as well, that

1123
01:08:47.079 --> 01:08:50.159
<v Speaker 1>was sort of the first indication that they'll come and

1124
01:08:50.199 --> 01:08:53.000
<v Speaker 1>pick you up when it's time to go, which is

1125
01:08:53.039 --> 01:08:56.079
<v Speaker 1>lovely to know that all those faces that you haven't

1126
01:08:56.119 --> 01:08:59.199
<v Speaker 1>seen in such a long time because they've passed. Yeah,

1127
01:08:59.239 --> 01:08:59.960
<v Speaker 1>it's a lovely thing.

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01:09:00.359 --> 01:09:02.960
<v Speaker 3>And yeah, that's what I've always believed. I believed, you know,

1129
01:09:03.000 --> 01:09:05.479
<v Speaker 3>if someone does die alone, which unfortunately, you know, it

1130
01:09:05.520 --> 01:09:07.640
<v Speaker 3>does happen, but they won't go alone.

1131
01:09:07.880 --> 01:09:13.399
<v Speaker 1>No, they're never alone. They're immediately surrounded by you know, loving,

1132
01:09:13.800 --> 01:09:16.560
<v Speaker 1>friendly faces that are going to show them this is

1133
01:09:16.600 --> 01:09:19.560
<v Speaker 1>the way. Come with me. They're never alone, and we're

1134
01:09:19.560 --> 01:09:23.560
<v Speaker 1>never alone. And we feel alone sometimes and we go

1135
01:09:23.640 --> 01:09:28.319
<v Speaker 1>through our life feeling so alone at moments of you know,

1136
01:09:28.439 --> 01:09:33.079
<v Speaker 1>desperation and you know things happening lost, you know various

1137
01:09:33.119 --> 01:09:35.680
<v Speaker 1>times in your life where you just feel so alone,

1138
01:09:36.199 --> 01:09:38.840
<v Speaker 1>But you're never alone because you've got that they are

1139
01:09:38.920 --> 01:09:43.479
<v Speaker 1>always there. They're always there around you, surrounding you. And

1140
01:09:43.479 --> 01:09:47.119
<v Speaker 1>that was the strongest feeling I had when I lost

1141
01:09:47.159 --> 01:09:50.199
<v Speaker 1>my grandmother, that they were there still. I could feel them,

1142
01:09:50.239 --> 01:09:53.000
<v Speaker 1>I could you know they were constantly And I did

1143
01:09:53.079 --> 01:09:55.239
<v Speaker 1>have a small reading once. I used to have this

1144
01:09:55.439 --> 01:09:57.920
<v Speaker 1>picture of them on their wedding day, and I had

1145
01:09:57.920 --> 01:10:01.159
<v Speaker 1>it always on the shelf. And then one time I

1146
01:10:01.199 --> 01:10:04.079
<v Speaker 1>was rearranging, rearranging the shelf, and I put it down

1147
01:10:04.119 --> 01:10:07.600
<v Speaker 1>on the fireplace on the hearth. I went and had

1148
01:10:07.640 --> 01:10:09.560
<v Speaker 1>a reading and she said, oh, you've got a picture

1149
01:10:09.560 --> 01:10:12.840
<v Speaker 1>of your grandparents. Years She said, it's down low. You

1150
01:10:13.640 --> 01:10:15.680
<v Speaker 1>must pick it up and put it at eye level.

1151
01:10:15.720 --> 01:10:18.479
<v Speaker 1>So they can catch your eye, and I always caught

1152
01:10:18.479 --> 01:10:21.439
<v Speaker 1>their eye. I always caught their eye, and so that

1153
01:10:21.640 --> 01:10:23.880
<v Speaker 1>was so so relevant. And when I go and see

1154
01:10:23.880 --> 01:10:26.640
<v Speaker 1>my friend who's lost her mum, she's got pictures of

1155
01:10:26.680 --> 01:10:29.720
<v Speaker 1>her mum and there's such really good pictures of her

1156
01:10:29.760 --> 01:10:33.680
<v Speaker 1>mum smiling, and I'm constantly catching her eye and I

1157
01:10:33.720 --> 01:10:36.319
<v Speaker 1>can see her saying thanks for coming, thanks for coming

1158
01:10:36.359 --> 01:10:39.399
<v Speaker 1>to see my girl. And they're always there. They're always there,

1159
01:10:39.600 --> 01:10:42.640
<v Speaker 1>and they're always with you. You may not feel them,

1160
01:10:42.680 --> 01:10:45.199
<v Speaker 1>you may not see them, but they are always there

1161
01:10:45.399 --> 01:10:47.680
<v Speaker 1>and they're always looking out for you. And everything that

1162
01:10:47.760 --> 01:10:50.680
<v Speaker 1>you experience in this life is to help you learn

1163
01:10:51.039 --> 01:10:54.279
<v Speaker 1>about your next steps when you leave here, I believe.

1164
01:10:54.760 --> 01:10:58.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's beautiful and also reassuring. Now, Sarah, I don't

1165
01:10:58.039 --> 01:11:00.399
<v Speaker 3>know if you're wanting to mention this, but you do

1166
01:11:00.399 --> 01:11:02.239
<v Speaker 3>do spiritual counseling, don't you.

1167
01:11:02.479 --> 01:11:05.319
<v Speaker 1>I do so. I have done it, you know, for

1168
01:11:05.399 --> 01:11:09.039
<v Speaker 1>many years on a less formal level, but I recently

1169
01:11:09.159 --> 01:11:12.319
<v Speaker 1>decided that it was time to start doing it. I

1170
01:11:12.439 --> 01:11:18.640
<v Speaker 1>set up SRG Soul Guidance. So there's a website www

1171
01:11:18.720 --> 01:11:22.680
<v Speaker 1>dot SRG Solguidance dot com and on there's all my

1172
01:11:22.760 --> 01:11:26.880
<v Speaker 1>links but there's a page on Facebook, and there is

1173
01:11:27.319 --> 01:11:32.760
<v Speaker 1>TikTok and an Instagram, So you quite experienced in dealing,

1174
01:11:32.760 --> 01:11:36.640
<v Speaker 1>as I say, with bereavement. But any areas of life,

1175
01:11:36.800 --> 01:11:40.239
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm competent in So if anybody is interested,

1176
01:11:40.359 --> 01:11:41.720
<v Speaker 1>I would love to hear from them.

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01:11:42.039 --> 01:11:43.880
<v Speaker 3>Wonderful And is that worldwide?

1178
01:11:44.159 --> 01:11:46.760
<v Speaker 1>Yes, it can be done well face to face if

1179
01:11:46.760 --> 01:11:51.439
<v Speaker 1>you're London and through zoom or a video call. If worldwide,

1180
01:11:51.560 --> 01:11:53.159
<v Speaker 1>if we can arrange a time, yes.

1181
01:11:53.399 --> 01:11:55.359
<v Speaker 3>But what I do is I put all your links

1182
01:11:55.359 --> 01:11:58.720
<v Speaker 3>below and anyone interested, Yeah, do get in contact with

1183
01:11:58.720 --> 01:12:04.520
<v Speaker 3>with Sarah got meditation and mindfulness, Psychometry, which is objects.

1184
01:12:04.119 --> 01:12:07.399
<v Speaker 1>That's right. Yeah, psychology you can pick up the energy

1185
01:12:07.720 --> 01:12:11.880
<v Speaker 1>of someone from an object, and people often news jewelry.

1186
01:12:12.840 --> 01:12:16.039
<v Speaker 1>It makes it a very strong tool for tapping into

1187
01:12:16.039 --> 01:12:19.399
<v Speaker 1>someone's energy. So and sometimes if it's a piece of

1188
01:12:19.439 --> 01:12:23.039
<v Speaker 1>jewelry maybe that's been handed from one generation to another,

1189
01:12:23.199 --> 01:12:26.520
<v Speaker 1>it can bring forward those connections. So yeah, it's a

1190
01:12:26.600 --> 01:12:31.720
<v Speaker 1>very good tool. But various tools really just to navigate life,

1191
01:12:32.039 --> 01:12:36.960
<v Speaker 1>to navigate you know, spiritual ascension, learning more about yourself,

1192
01:12:37.000 --> 01:12:41.479
<v Speaker 1>about your soul, about healing wounds from the past. Yeah,

1193
01:12:41.600 --> 01:12:47.000
<v Speaker 1>generally ironing out the little hiccups that cause your grief

1194
01:12:47.039 --> 01:12:47.680
<v Speaker 1>in life.

1195
01:12:48.039 --> 01:12:51.039
<v Speaker 3>I think, you know, a little bit help navigating this

1196
01:12:51.119 --> 01:12:53.399
<v Speaker 3>crazy world is needed.

1197
01:12:53.079 --> 01:12:57.359
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes, and sometimes I think it's just about dig deep

1198
01:12:57.840 --> 01:13:00.560
<v Speaker 1>and let it out. And sometimes when you hear your

1199
01:13:00.600 --> 01:13:04.560
<v Speaker 1>own voice speaking what it is that you need to

1200
01:13:04.600 --> 01:13:09.960
<v Speaker 1>iron out, sometimes that can really help you gain perspective.

1201
01:13:10.199 --> 01:13:12.199
<v Speaker 1>When things go round and around in your head and

1202
01:13:12.239 --> 01:13:14.439
<v Speaker 1>you can't see the way out and you can't find

1203
01:13:14.439 --> 01:13:17.600
<v Speaker 1>somebody you know to bounce it off who understands or

1204
01:13:17.760 --> 01:13:21.359
<v Speaker 1>gets what you're saying. Counseling is really really good for that.

1205
01:13:21.640 --> 01:13:26.039
<v Speaker 1>Together you can work on how to approach different challenges,

1206
01:13:26.159 --> 01:13:30.079
<v Speaker 1>how to change your mindsets in different ways, and have

1207
01:13:30.119 --> 01:13:34.680
<v Speaker 1>a very large toolbox really to approach different scenarios and

1208
01:13:34.760 --> 01:13:39.319
<v Speaker 1>different issues that people encounter. So it's a really good

1209
01:13:39.800 --> 01:13:43.439
<v Speaker 1>tool fusting through blockages as well. That is very good for.

1210
01:13:43.399 --> 01:13:49.479
<v Speaker 3>That wonderful stuff. Okay, So yet that's Srgsoulguidance dot Com.

1211
01:13:50.079 --> 01:13:53.039
<v Speaker 3>I really appreciate you coming on sharing that for our listeners.

1212
01:13:53.319 --> 01:13:56.880
<v Speaker 1>I really appreciate you having me. I've absolutely loved it.

1213
01:13:56.880 --> 01:14:00.399
<v Speaker 3>It was wonderful to meet you. Okay, take care and

1214
01:14:00.600 --> 01:14:01.560
<v Speaker 3>we will speak soon.

1215
01:14:01.760 --> 01:14:03.000
<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much. Bye.

1216
01:14:03.039 --> 01:14:04.960
<v Speaker 3>Bye, You're more than welcome. Bye bye for now.

1217
01:14:05.000 --> 01:14:05.359
<v Speaker 1>Bye.

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01:14:05.760 --> 01:14:08.680
<v Speaker 3>Well that is all for this week. Keep updated and

1219
01:14:08.800 --> 01:14:12.640
<v Speaker 3>connected with the show on x, Facebook and Instagram. And

1220
01:14:12.720 --> 01:14:14.680
<v Speaker 3>if you have an encounter that you'd like to share

1221
01:14:14.720 --> 01:14:18.840
<v Speaker 3>on the podcast, you can email me at UFO Chronicles

1222
01:14:18.960 --> 01:14:21.880
<v Speaker 3>at gmail dot com or you can reach out to

1223
01:14:21.920 --> 01:14:25.800
<v Speaker 3>me via the contact page on my website UFO Chronicles

1224
01:14:26.039 --> 01:14:29.199
<v Speaker 3>podcast dot com. A big thank you to Sarah for

1225
01:14:29.279 --> 01:14:32.760
<v Speaker 3>sharing tonight, and thank you all for listening. I will

1226
01:14:32.800 --> 01:14:36.960
<v Speaker 3>be back next week. Till then, stay safe and keep

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<v Speaker 3>watching the skies. Goodbye,
