WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.080 --> 00:00:05.320 Welcome to another steamy episode of Nikki After Dark, where 2 00:00:05.320 --> 00:00:09.679 we dive into your most intimate confessions, raw, unfiltered, and 3 00:00:10.039 --> 00:00:14.320 oh so revealing. I'm your host, Ninki, and tonight we're 4 00:00:14.359 --> 00:00:18.320 exploring the thrill of forbidden fantasies, the rush of surrender, 5 00:00:18.760 --> 00:00:22.839 and the delicious agony of self denial. If you're new here, 6 00:00:23.079 --> 00:00:26.239 buckle up because these stories come straight from the shadows 7 00:00:26.239 --> 00:00:31.719 of desire. Remember, all confessions are shared with consent, and 8 00:00:31.760 --> 00:00:36.000 they're here to spark your own thoughts or maybe more so. 9 00:00:36.159 --> 00:00:40.039 On tonight's show, a young man steps into a forbidden 10 00:00:40.119 --> 00:00:44.240 role play with his older lover's home, wearing something that 11 00:00:44.560 --> 00:00:48.600 does not belong to him, whispering words that blur every line. 12 00:00:49.320 --> 00:00:52.799 A woman hands over controlled of her most intimate toy 13 00:00:52.920 --> 00:00:57.039 to complete strangers, feeling the buzz in public places while 14 00:00:57.079 --> 00:01:02.799 blining back moans, and a secret raider of his fiance's 15 00:01:02.880 --> 00:01:07.400 private drawer leaving traces behind that make every shared night 16 00:01:08.000 --> 00:01:14.159 even hotter. And risk here that and so so much 17 00:01:14.319 --> 00:01:21.760 or hoping that there you go? Oh what Woodford? I 18 00:01:21.840 --> 00:01:23.560 was like, well, okay, if this gives you a double 19 00:01:23.599 --> 00:01:29.799 barrel hard on, I'm all for that. Tonight's episode for 20 00:01:29.959 --> 00:01:34.439 Dear Nicky's question, what's the one fantasy that you've never 21 00:01:34.519 --> 00:01:37.640 shared with your partner but it keeps you up at night? 22 00:01:38.760 --> 00:01:40.560 I'd love to hear from you. You don't have to 23 00:01:40.560 --> 00:01:43.159 put it in here, but you can always put it 24 00:01:43.159 --> 00:01:47.439 in my DMS for secrecy, and I would love to 25 00:01:47.439 --> 00:01:49.200 hear from you. You know, you know how to email 26 00:01:49.239 --> 00:01:51.560 me at ninky and I kky at dear Nikki dot 27 00:01:51.560 --> 00:01:55.439 com or even through the website at Dearniky dot com 28 00:01:55.480 --> 00:01:59.120 on the confessions tab. So to get this kind of 29 00:01:59.159 --> 00:02:02.879 going with you, guys, here there's two open ended questions 30 00:02:02.879 --> 00:02:07.040 for you. What holds you back from confessing it? And 31 00:02:07.159 --> 00:02:10.159 how do you think sharing it might change your relationship? 32 00:02:11.639 --> 00:02:15.960 And before we dive in tonight for your confessions, here's 33 00:02:16.000 --> 00:02:20.680 your rental. You know that's something that sounds downright filthy, 34 00:02:20.919 --> 00:02:26.039 but it is totally innocent. Are we ready. I'm long 35 00:02:26.520 --> 00:02:30.639 and hard when I'm young, but short and soft when 36 00:02:30.680 --> 00:02:34.960 I'm old, and I hang between your legs all day 37 00:02:35.840 --> 00:02:40.280 and at night I get tucked into bed when am 38 00:02:40.319 --> 00:02:43.479 I Oh no, you sound like you're coming down with something. 39 00:02:44.639 --> 00:02:49.080 Oh yeah, it's it's about that time where I usually 40 00:02:49.840 --> 00:02:54.240 will catch something in it like two minutes. I'm not 41 00:02:54.240 --> 00:02:57.280 two minutes, but like a common cold or flow, it 42 00:02:57.319 --> 00:03:01.319 takes me weeks to get over. So it's not that 43 00:03:01.360 --> 00:03:04.800 what I was down for the other night. But yeah, 44 00:03:04.840 --> 00:03:08.039 now you in Australia, you're about to change to winter, 45 00:03:09.680 --> 00:03:13.240 because when we're in winter, you're in summer. Right, I 46 00:03:13.280 --> 00:03:15.280 could be completely wrong on that. Somebody told me that 47 00:03:15.319 --> 00:03:19.560 once you know what time it is, it's time to 48 00:03:19.599 --> 00:03:25.680 sit back, relax. Let's have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, 49 00:03:25.719 --> 00:03:31.039 of course, and explore some erotic fantasies from people just 50 00:03:31.120 --> 00:03:33.759 like you and me meeting my phone, I don't know 51 00:03:33.759 --> 00:03:37.120 if you heard it, buzz, I'm like, go away, dear Nikki. 52 00:03:37.719 --> 00:03:40.800 I'm supposed to be paying attention. The zoom Call's been 53 00:03:40.919 --> 00:03:44.919 droning on for forty five minutes, some endless quarterly update 54 00:03:45.000 --> 00:03:49.280 with pie charts, acronyms, and my boss's voice sounding like 55 00:03:49.439 --> 00:03:53.919 white noise through my earbuds. Everyone else has their little 56 00:03:53.960 --> 00:03:58.360 video squares on, nodding like good employees, cameras angled just 57 00:03:58.520 --> 00:04:02.039 right to hide the laundry pile and unmade beds behind them. 58 00:04:02.319 --> 00:04:06.879 But me, my camera's off. Mike muted, and my hand 59 00:04:07.039 --> 00:04:11.240 is already down my leggings, fingering the slipping under the 60 00:04:11.319 --> 00:04:14.879 damp cotton of my pandies like they've got a mind 61 00:04:14.919 --> 00:04:18.759 of their own. It started innocently enough. I shifted in 62 00:04:18.800 --> 00:04:23.000 my chair, thighs pressed together, and felt that familiar little bob, 63 00:04:23.920 --> 00:04:27.759 the kind that says just a quick touch to take 64 00:04:27.759 --> 00:04:31.600 the edge off, but one circle around my clip turn 65 00:04:31.680 --> 00:04:38.519 into slow, lazy strokes, then two fingers dipping inside, feeling 66 00:04:38.560 --> 00:04:42.600 how slick I already was, just from sitting there pretending 67 00:04:42.600 --> 00:04:46.680 to listen. Now I'm soaked. My chair creaks every time 68 00:04:46.720 --> 00:04:51.959 my hips ruck forward, tiny secret movements no one can see. 69 00:04:52.160 --> 00:04:54.839 I keep one eye on the screen, nod when someone 70 00:04:54.920 --> 00:04:58.120 else's nods, and type agree, and the chat when it 71 00:04:58.120 --> 00:05:01.360 feels right, But the my other eye is half closed, 72 00:05:01.759 --> 00:05:05.240 focused on the heat building low my belly. My plusy 73 00:05:05.319 --> 00:05:09.079 is so needy, clenching around my fingers, like it's begging 74 00:05:09.160 --> 00:05:13.560 for more, for deeper, for anything to fill it up properly. 75 00:05:14.439 --> 00:05:18.240 I imagine the call suddenly going quiet. Everyone's staring at their 76 00:05:18.240 --> 00:05:21.600 screens while I keep going, biting my lip to stay 77 00:05:21.680 --> 00:05:24.360 silent as I grid, and it gets my palm. What 78 00:05:24.439 --> 00:05:27.279 if someone asked me a question right now, thoughts on 79 00:05:27.399 --> 00:05:31.519 the Q three projections, I'd have to unmute. Boys shaky, 80 00:05:32.079 --> 00:05:35.800 breath hitching while my fingers curl inside me, chasing that 81 00:05:35.879 --> 00:05:39.439 spot that makes my toes curl under the desk. It's 82 00:05:39.519 --> 00:05:42.800 a risque, is stupid hot? My heart's pounding so loud. 83 00:05:42.839 --> 00:05:45.639 I swear the mic would pick it up if I 84 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:49.399 weren't muted. Every few seconds, I have to pause, hover 85 00:05:49.480 --> 00:05:53.800 my hand just above my clip while someone shares their screen, 86 00:05:54.560 --> 00:05:58.800 then dive back in the second the talking resumes. I'm 87 00:05:58.879 --> 00:06:01.319 dripping down my thighs, leaving a wet spot on the 88 00:06:01.360 --> 00:06:04.680 seat that I'll have to deal with later. My nipples 89 00:06:04.680 --> 00:06:08.120 are hard against my bra aching every time my arm 90 00:06:08.199 --> 00:06:12.920 brushes them. I'm so close, just a few more circles, 91 00:06:13.600 --> 00:06:18.040 a little faster, pressing harder. I ont to come right here. 92 00:06:18.639 --> 00:06:23.120 Mid sentence from some coworkers, the eyes trembling, biting the 93 00:06:23.160 --> 00:06:25.519 inside of my cheeks, so I don't moan out loud. 94 00:06:26.160 --> 00:06:29.079 Then I'll light my fingers on the inside of my waistband. 95 00:06:29.560 --> 00:06:33.720 I mute like nothing happened, and say great update team 96 00:06:34.480 --> 00:06:38.120 in my sweetest professional voice, while my pussy still flutters 97 00:06:38.120 --> 00:06:44.279 with aftershocks. Nikki, I'm such a bad girl to day distracted, desperate, 98 00:06:44.800 --> 00:06:47.920 dripping instead of working, and I don't want to stop. 99 00:06:48.639 --> 00:06:51.839 Should I let myself finish before the collins or edge 100 00:06:51.879 --> 00:06:54.680 through the whole thing and save it for later when 101 00:06:54.720 --> 00:06:58.920 I can really rack myself. Either way, I'm already ruined 102 00:06:58.920 --> 00:07:04.920 for this meeting. You're naughty, zoom slacking, pussy playing listener. Okay, 103 00:07:05.079 --> 00:07:09.399 So when I worked for the cruise line for a 104 00:07:09.439 --> 00:07:16.839 little pot minute, we'd have meetings, right so when we 105 00:07:16.879 --> 00:07:20.560 would have to listen to the big wigs, our computer, 106 00:07:20.600 --> 00:07:23.920 our cameras were actually turned off. They turned off, and 107 00:07:23.920 --> 00:07:28.240 they turned off our mics. So I would go take 108 00:07:28.279 --> 00:07:30.920 a nap and sometimes i'd masturbate'sid the alarm for like 109 00:07:30.959 --> 00:07:33.720 thirty minutes. I'd masturbate knock out, and then come back 110 00:07:33.800 --> 00:07:36.439 and they were still talking. I'm like, oh, that's awesome. 111 00:07:39.639 --> 00:07:43.439 Oh to the author, how close did you actually being 112 00:07:43.959 --> 00:07:47.040 to ask a direct question? Because you know, when you're 113 00:07:47.079 --> 00:07:49.800 in those meetings, they do kind of, however, like a 114 00:07:49.800 --> 00:07:52.040 hat to see who's paying attention, not the ones I 115 00:07:52.120 --> 00:07:55.800 was in. And did you ever finish before the call ended? 116 00:07:56.079 --> 00:07:58.560 Or are you still throbbing unfinished as you said this. 117 00:07:59.720 --> 00:08:02.360 And for those of listening right now, have you ever 118 00:08:02.439 --> 00:08:06.120 snuck in some self pleasure during her work call, zoom class, 119 00:08:06.199 --> 00:08:10.199 or virtual meeting, and once the risky's place or situation 120 00:08:10.279 --> 00:08:12.759 you've gotten away with it, would you ever do it 121 00:08:12.800 --> 00:08:23.040 again if the opportunity presented itself? Yeah, I remember, I 122 00:08:23.079 --> 00:08:26.199 don't really know. I'm assuming these are you know, Darcy 123 00:08:26.199 --> 00:08:28.720 put these together, So I'm assuming that some of these 124 00:08:28.759 --> 00:08:30.639 will have some toys in here. A matter of fact, 125 00:08:30.639 --> 00:08:32.639 I catch the third sentence, and Lovence is in this 126 00:08:32.759 --> 00:08:36.279 next one. Your wife has a zoom menting every Thursday. 127 00:08:36.320 --> 00:08:39.039 We had one time she'd let me go down on 128 00:08:39.080 --> 00:08:43.080 her well in the meeting. Oh nice, now see I 129 00:08:43.320 --> 00:08:48.639 dream of that of like when someone's home, you know, 130 00:08:48.879 --> 00:08:51.080 we're you know, working here with me, and they have 131 00:08:51.080 --> 00:08:53.919 a zoom call and I'm already possessed in a place 132 00:08:53.960 --> 00:09:05.399 where Yeah, I think that's how it. See, I don't know. 133 00:09:06.159 --> 00:09:09.639 I wonder what would be harder either, you know, if 134 00:09:09.679 --> 00:09:11.240 you have the choice to give up one but you 135 00:09:11.320 --> 00:09:14.399 were going to be sexually satisfied. Okay, here's a question 136 00:09:14.440 --> 00:09:17.600 that you guys presented. If you're going to you're given 137 00:09:17.639 --> 00:09:19.799 a choice. To be sexually satisfied, you can only have 138 00:09:19.919 --> 00:09:22.159 you have to have one of the things on Which 139 00:09:22.159 --> 00:09:31.440 would you rather have on audio or video? I'm telling 140 00:09:31.480 --> 00:09:34.679 you I don't know. Mine would probably have to be 141 00:09:34.759 --> 00:09:40.679 audio because I don't ask. I'm one of those people. 142 00:09:40.679 --> 00:09:43.720 You can read everything I'm thinking on my face, like 143 00:09:43.840 --> 00:09:46.679 one hundred percent. I don't hold my emotions to I 144 00:09:46.679 --> 00:09:48.519 would never be able to get you, guys. I think 145 00:09:48.519 --> 00:09:50.759 I've said that before. I'm never a good poker player. 146 00:09:52.720 --> 00:09:54.600 She always needs a shower in the middle of your 147 00:09:54.639 --> 00:10:02.159 readings video for you. Uh yeah, okay, that's interesting. I 148 00:10:02.360 --> 00:10:03.759 would like to see if she can hold her face. 149 00:10:03.799 --> 00:10:15.000 There's got she's gotta have a towel face would ah yeah, 150 00:10:15.039 --> 00:10:17.200 So you're one of those, you know, like you guys 151 00:10:17.240 --> 00:10:19.519 can see me, you're one of those you're talking Midsenton 152 00:10:19.600 --> 00:10:22.279 since she walks by naked, dripping from the shower in 153 00:10:22.360 --> 00:10:26.519 lingerie and you're like, you know, like, I gotta go. 154 00:10:27.919 --> 00:10:31.799 That's awesome. I love that, Dear Nikki. I don't even 155 00:10:31.879 --> 00:10:34.519 know where to start with how to prave this has 156 00:10:34.600 --> 00:10:39.799 gotten the fuck I can't stop. I love letting strangers 157 00:10:39.840 --> 00:10:43.559 take control of my love ends vibrider like full on 158 00:10:43.799 --> 00:10:46.639 heading over to the rains to a random man and 159 00:10:46.720 --> 00:10:51.000 sometimes women on the internet, while I've never met and 160 00:10:51.120 --> 00:10:55.279 probably never will. It started innocently enough. A friend dared 161 00:10:55.320 --> 00:10:58.799 me to try the lush during a solo session while 162 00:10:58.799 --> 00:11:01.960 they controlled it from another oom. The second I felt 163 00:11:01.960 --> 00:11:06.639 that buzz ramp up without warning, my brain short circuited 164 00:11:06.879 --> 00:11:10.480 in the very best way. I came so fast I 165 00:11:10.519 --> 00:11:15.200 got embarrassed. But after that I couldn't go back to 166 00:11:15.200 --> 00:11:19.120 touching the buttons myself. It wasn't the same. Now I 167 00:11:19.159 --> 00:11:21.519 do it all the time. I slipped the toy in 168 00:11:21.600 --> 00:11:25.360 before I leave the house, grocery store, coffee shop, long drives, 169 00:11:25.759 --> 00:11:29.919 even a friend's dinner party. Once don't ask. Then I 170 00:11:29.960 --> 00:11:34.240 open the app, generate control link and drop it anonymously 171 00:11:34.480 --> 00:11:38.639 into certain chats or discords where people know exactly what 172 00:11:38.759 --> 00:11:43.039 it means. Free toy, no limits make me squirm, and 173 00:11:43.159 --> 00:11:46.679 they do. Strangers halfway across the world start playing with 174 00:11:46.759 --> 00:11:50.399 the sliders. One second it's a gentle tease, and the 175 00:11:50.440 --> 00:11:54.360 next it's pounding patterns that make my knee buckle in 176 00:11:54.440 --> 00:11:56.679 the middle of the n aisle. I've had to bite 177 00:11:56.679 --> 00:11:59.679 my lips so hard it bled. Just to keep from 178 00:11:59.679 --> 00:12:04.080 moaning out loud in public, I gripped on short shopping 179 00:12:04.080 --> 00:12:07.039 carts until my knuckles went white, while some guy in 180 00:12:07.080 --> 00:12:10.320 the other time zone edged me for forty minutes straight, 181 00:12:10.960 --> 00:12:14.879 stopping every time I got close, typing shit like not yet, 182 00:12:15.159 --> 00:12:20.320 slut or beg for level ten. The denominity makes it hotter. 183 00:12:20.639 --> 00:12:24.159 They don't know my name, my face, my life. They 184 00:12:24.320 --> 00:12:26.639 just know they own my cunt or as long as 185 00:12:26.679 --> 00:12:30.399 I leave it link active. Sometimes I sink into music 186 00:12:30.679 --> 00:12:34.799 or their voice deep growls, filthy compans, even their own 187 00:12:34.840 --> 00:12:38.799 moans while they jerk off controlling me. I've come untouched 188 00:12:38.799 --> 00:12:42.600 in parking car because someone typed come for me right 189 00:12:42.639 --> 00:12:45.320 now and cranked it to the max while I stared 190 00:12:45.320 --> 00:12:49.120 at their messages. The risk is insane. What if someone 191 00:12:49.120 --> 00:12:51.799 I know sees me flush and tremble. What if the 192 00:12:51.879 --> 00:12:56.159 vibrations get too loud and someone hears that tailtale hum 193 00:12:56.320 --> 00:12:58.759 What if I can't hold it together and I actually 194 00:12:59.399 --> 00:13:04.279 squirting like in fucking Starbucks? And yet that fear is 195 00:13:04.360 --> 00:13:07.360 part of why I keep doing it. The humiliation, the 196 00:13:07.399 --> 00:13:10.879 loss of control, knowing a complete stranger can make my 197 00:13:11.000 --> 00:13:15.440 body betray me whenever they feel like it. Last week, 198 00:13:15.519 --> 00:13:18.639 a guy kept me on low for three hours while 199 00:13:18.679 --> 00:13:21.600 I tried to act normal at work. Every time I 200 00:13:21.679 --> 00:13:24.639 answered the phone or spoke to a core worker, he'd 201 00:13:24.679 --> 00:13:27.480 spike it for ten seconds, just enough to make me 202 00:13:27.600 --> 00:13:30.840 stutter and clench. By the time I got home, I 203 00:13:31.000 --> 00:13:34.279 was dripping down my thighs and shaking. I thanked him 204 00:13:34.320 --> 00:13:37.279 in the chat like a good girl before he disconnected. 205 00:13:38.000 --> 00:13:43.000 I'm addicted, nikki to the powerlessness, to being remote controlled 206 00:13:43.240 --> 00:13:46.919 fuck toy for anyone who clicks the link. It's filthy 207 00:13:47.279 --> 00:13:50.480 and reckless, and I don't want to stop. Do you 208 00:13:50.519 --> 00:13:54.039 think I'm too far gone? Or would you want the 209 00:13:54.159 --> 00:14:00.519 link next time? You're desperate? Little remote slut? Can he 210 00:14:00.639 --> 00:14:06.039 not hear me? Huh? Oh? Might be his end. I 211 00:14:06.080 --> 00:14:09.240 don't know if I could do. Blush just does not 212 00:14:09.360 --> 00:14:13.519 do anything for me. It just it's a nice little ledger. 213 00:14:13.679 --> 00:14:17.879 But that's about it for me. Do you guys have 214 00:14:17.919 --> 00:14:23.919 a lush? Uh? Let me see here? You should be 215 00:14:24.000 --> 00:14:49.080 only here. I don't see why you wouldn't. Yeah, I 216 00:14:49.080 --> 00:14:53.559 have the lush too as well, but again it just well, honestly, 217 00:14:53.559 --> 00:14:57.919 I've lost their about That is the story of my 218 00:14:58.000 --> 00:15:04.240 life seriously when it comes to any of my toys, yeah, 219 00:15:04.679 --> 00:15:08.279 I do too, And I don't know if i'd be 220 00:15:08.279 --> 00:15:11.799 able to use it all the time, you know, and 221 00:15:11.840 --> 00:15:14.120 I haven't used I've used it for short periods. It's 222 00:15:14.159 --> 00:15:16.679 a great edger though, So if you're looking to play 223 00:15:16.679 --> 00:15:20.279 for long periods of time, yes, but if you want 224 00:15:20.320 --> 00:15:24.200 to get off quick, I don't think that's a toy now. 225 00:15:25.120 --> 00:15:31.840 She's right that playing I've never had, well, I have, 226 00:15:32.000 --> 00:15:33.519 It's been quite a while since I've had someone to 227 00:15:33.519 --> 00:15:37.240 play with me. But I've played with a lot of men, 228 00:15:37.519 --> 00:15:40.679 and I think two women when I you know, when 229 00:15:40.720 --> 00:15:44.320 I take calls from regulars, and that is just as 230 00:15:44.360 --> 00:15:50.440 addicting as not knowing, see I get so I'm afraid 231 00:15:50.480 --> 00:15:53.799 it'd fall out and then I'd be sitting or walking 232 00:15:53.840 --> 00:15:55.840 and it'd be stuck in my pant leg or it 233 00:15:55.879 --> 00:16:00.320 fell out of my shorts or so. I've never did 234 00:16:00.320 --> 00:16:04.679 it outside, you know. I've always been at home working, 235 00:16:05.440 --> 00:16:05.679 you know. 236 00:16:07.799 --> 00:16:18.000 You know, Yeah, I'm still I mean, I if I 237 00:16:18.039 --> 00:16:20.960 had like tight jeans on where there was no legal room, 238 00:16:20.960 --> 00:16:22.320 I knew it would stay inside. 239 00:16:23.080 --> 00:16:26.399 I probably would. But like I walk around sometimes in 240 00:16:26.559 --> 00:16:28.639 really baggy shorts. I wouldn't trust those, and I wouldn't 241 00:16:28.639 --> 00:16:31.440 trust my panties to keep them in. Maybe if I 242 00:16:31.480 --> 00:16:35.080 got some of those panties that I do know, there's 243 00:16:35.120 --> 00:16:38.360 something where you can wrap it around. Somebody told me 244 00:16:38.440 --> 00:16:41.080 wants to wrap it around and hold it in. But 245 00:16:41.360 --> 00:16:44.519 it's not that. But I mean, I mean, I guess 246 00:16:44.559 --> 00:16:47.559 it is something I could try. I guess. Yeah. See, 247 00:16:47.559 --> 00:16:50.360 wearing jeans is a whole completely different than a skirt. 248 00:16:50.480 --> 00:16:52.320 You know, you hear people wearing them with a skirt 249 00:16:52.879 --> 00:16:55.159 and I'm like, seriously, that thing would fall out of 250 00:16:55.159 --> 00:16:58.000 me as soon as I got wet, Like it'll be like, nope, 251 00:16:58.039 --> 00:17:01.559 that's not mine. I have no idea where that came from. Ah, 252 00:17:01.639 --> 00:17:10.839 there you go. Oh deeps. I was just about to 253 00:17:10.880 --> 00:17:13.680 ask him if you can hear us now? Ah, you 254 00:17:13.680 --> 00:17:17.519 can't hear so good. If that's exactly what I would do, 255 00:17:17.559 --> 00:17:20.119 I would just keep on walking. I go, what that 256 00:17:21.279 --> 00:17:26.759 that was? Hers? When I'd pointing to the lady behind me. Ah, no, 257 00:17:26.880 --> 00:17:30.359 I have a wrangler. But you guys know that. So now, 258 00:17:30.400 --> 00:17:33.200 would you guys ever hand the remote controlled toy to 259 00:17:33.279 --> 00:17:39.000 a stranger to let them play with your remote or 260 00:17:39.039 --> 00:17:42.680 her remote and what what what hard limits would you say? 261 00:17:42.680 --> 00:17:45.319 You guys are flustering me. What hard limits would you say? 262 00:17:46.319 --> 00:17:49.359 Or would you truly go? No rush like no limits 263 00:17:49.359 --> 00:17:54.680 to rush for it. I remember there was a confession 264 00:17:54.759 --> 00:17:57.920 we had, oh I'd say a year or so ago 265 00:17:58.359 --> 00:18:01.319 that they did. They wore it. She wore it, and 266 00:18:01.559 --> 00:18:06.319 he controlled her, and then the waitress would come and 267 00:18:06.799 --> 00:18:10.720 she watched them use it, and then they laid it 268 00:18:10.720 --> 00:18:12.240 on the table for her to play with it. So 269 00:18:12.279 --> 00:18:14.240 she put it on a pattern and walked away and 270 00:18:14.279 --> 00:18:16.920 helped other tables and come back, and then she would 271 00:18:16.920 --> 00:18:21.119 relieve her. There are there's places like where she talks about. 272 00:18:21.559 --> 00:18:24.160 I think would be hot to let a faceless stranger 273 00:18:24.880 --> 00:18:27.519 just for a little bit if you're into that, of course, 274 00:18:27.519 --> 00:18:31.880 if that's your kink, it's quite hot. Not knowing who 275 00:18:31.880 --> 00:18:34.039 it is. You know, you never had to talk to 276 00:18:34.119 --> 00:18:52.680 him again, Just lead him off the app after you're done. Yeah, 277 00:18:52.839 --> 00:18:56.240 I know. There used to be places like on Twitter 278 00:18:56.279 --> 00:18:59.119 that would do the same thing or ex however you 279 00:18:59.119 --> 00:19:02.920 want to call it. Here in some other places, discord 280 00:19:02.920 --> 00:19:04.799 I think is well obviously one of them that could 281 00:19:04.799 --> 00:19:06.519 have a channel that you just drop the Lincoln and 282 00:19:06.559 --> 00:19:11.440 someone controls it again. I don't know where my They 283 00:19:11.480 --> 00:19:13.720 have a new one out now I should upgrade just 284 00:19:13.720 --> 00:19:16.680 because I can't find the I don't even know where 285 00:19:16.680 --> 00:19:18.920 it's at. Actually, now that we talk about it, I'll 286 00:19:18.920 --> 00:19:22.480 have to think about that, Tyrniki. I'm engaged to a 287 00:19:22.519 --> 00:19:24.599 woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. 288 00:19:25.160 --> 00:19:30.519 She's incredible, smart, sexy, kind, the whole package. But there's 289 00:19:30.599 --> 00:19:34.960 one thing she absolutely has no idea about, And every 290 00:19:34.960 --> 00:19:37.359 time I do it, I feel this twisted rush of 291 00:19:37.440 --> 00:19:42.039 shame and hornius that I can't shake. On boring days, 292 00:19:42.440 --> 00:19:46.359 work from home, slogs, slow mornings, rainy weekends, when she's 293 00:19:46.440 --> 00:19:49.759 out running errands or at yoga, I stink into our 294 00:19:49.759 --> 00:19:53.720 bedroom and rad her toy joy drawer. She keeps them 295 00:19:53.799 --> 00:19:57.680 tucked away in that cute velvet pouch under the bed. 296 00:19:58.400 --> 00:20:01.839 Her favorite bullet Vibe, the G cur O, the curved 297 00:20:01.880 --> 00:20:05.160 G Spot dildo she loves when we work together. The 298 00:20:05.200 --> 00:20:08.680 fixed silicomb plug that sometimes wears out for dinner dates 299 00:20:09.160 --> 00:20:12.200 just to tease me, that powerful wand she uses to 300 00:20:12.240 --> 00:20:15.680 come home so hard thatly's wet spots on the sheets. 301 00:20:16.200 --> 00:20:19.599 They still smell faintly like her. Her body, her lube 302 00:20:19.759 --> 00:20:23.759 or orgasms, and that alone gets me leaking before I 303 00:20:23.839 --> 00:20:27.359 even touch anything. I lock the door just in case, 304 00:20:27.559 --> 00:20:31.480 strip down, and start slow. I press her bullet at 305 00:20:31.480 --> 00:20:35.039 the head of my cock, first, low setting, feeling it 306 00:20:35.119 --> 00:20:38.359 buzzed through me like it's meant for her clit. Then 307 00:20:38.359 --> 00:20:42.240 I'll slick up her dildo, which ever loube left in 308 00:20:42.279 --> 00:20:45.960 the drawer, and work it inside me, slow circles at first, 309 00:20:46.519 --> 00:20:51.039 then deeper, imagining it's her strap on, pegging me while 310 00:20:51.079 --> 00:20:54.480 she calls me her good boy. Sometimes I ride the 311 00:20:54.519 --> 00:20:58.559 wand pressed between my thighs, grinding its against face down 312 00:20:58.680 --> 00:21:01.480 on her pillow so I can bury my moans into 313 00:21:01.519 --> 00:21:04.640 the fabric that smells like her hair. The filthiest part 314 00:21:05.200 --> 00:21:09.119 I don't clean them perfectly afterward. I wipe them down, sure, 315 00:21:09.640 --> 00:21:12.359 but there's always a little trace of me left behind 316 00:21:12.960 --> 00:21:16.279 my pre comb, my spit, whatever leaked out when I 317 00:21:16.359 --> 00:21:19.480 came hard clenching around her toy. Then I put everything 318 00:21:19.559 --> 00:21:23.720 back exactly where it was, zip the pouch slided under 319 00:21:23.759 --> 00:21:27.279 the bed. Hours later, she'll come home, kiss me hello maybe, 320 00:21:27.359 --> 00:21:30.319 and grab one of those same toys that night while 321 00:21:30.319 --> 00:21:33.559 I watch or join in. She has no clue her 322 00:21:33.599 --> 00:21:37.799 fiance humping and fucking them solo like a desperate secret 323 00:21:37.960 --> 00:21:42.279 slut just that afternoon. I've come so many times thinking 324 00:21:42.319 --> 00:21:46.440 about her sliding into that same dildo inside her later, 325 00:21:47.119 --> 00:21:53.079 unknowingly cover, unknowingly coated in remnants of my load. It's wrong, 326 00:21:53.480 --> 00:21:59.200 it's sneaky, it's probably crossing some line. Fuck Niaki, the risk, 327 00:21:59.519 --> 00:22:02.400 the secret. See the way her toys feel like a 328 00:22:02.559 --> 00:22:06.200 stolen pieces of her body. It makes me come harder 329 00:22:06.240 --> 00:22:10.559 than almost anything else. She's planning our wedding, I'm planning 330 00:22:10.599 --> 00:22:15.240 my next boring Tuesday alone with her collection. Don't tell her, okay, 331 00:22:16.000 --> 00:22:19.559 or maybe tell me if you do the same, you're 332 00:22:19.599 --> 00:22:27.039 guilty toy thieving fiance. Yeah no, I I'd want to 333 00:22:27.079 --> 00:22:30.720 know if you're using my toys and maybe we can 334 00:22:30.720 --> 00:22:34.640 get matching ones and engraved or something. But I'm kind 335 00:22:34.640 --> 00:22:40.440 of like, yeah, so I no, it's not now it 336 00:22:41.559 --> 00:22:45.720 crosses the cleanliness one line. It's like you don't share 337 00:22:45.720 --> 00:22:47.799 your toothbrush. You're not gonna share your toothbrush. You're not 338 00:22:47.799 --> 00:22:52.519 gonna share this. But that's me now. Wands are different. 339 00:22:52.880 --> 00:22:57.240 Ones are completely different, I think one because WANs are external. 340 00:22:57.680 --> 00:23:00.599 But he did the dildo internal, So that's no for me. 341 00:23:01.240 --> 00:23:02.920 That'd be like, well, okay, you can have that and 342 00:23:02.920 --> 00:23:05.079 I'll get a I'll just order the same one but 343 00:23:05.359 --> 00:23:10.200 new and we'll label it and everything. But you didn't 344 00:23:10.279 --> 00:23:13.640 hide it for though. Do you tell your wife you're 345 00:23:13.720 --> 00:23:16.480 using her wand because that would be the big thing. 346 00:23:16.559 --> 00:23:18.680 Just tell me, Just tell me, and then I'd make 347 00:23:18.680 --> 00:23:25.599 sure I wipe it down before I use it. See, 348 00:23:25.599 --> 00:23:28.559 that's the whole thing. You're cleaning it. He does not clean, 349 00:23:30.079 --> 00:23:34.240 partially clean is still unclean. I'm just saying that just 350 00:23:34.359 --> 00:23:40.480 that's no. I mean, yeah, it has to be a 351 00:23:40.519 --> 00:23:42.799 full clean. And if you're not gonna full clean it, 352 00:23:42.799 --> 00:23:44.839 don't use it. If you're not gonna share your toothbrush, 353 00:23:44.960 --> 00:23:48.240 like I said, then you don't use my toys. And 354 00:23:48.279 --> 00:23:52.160 I'm not using anybody else's toothbrush. Dear NIGGI. My boy 355 00:23:52.279 --> 00:23:54.960 toy is do here in a couple of hours, and 356 00:23:55.000 --> 00:23:59.880 I'm already soaked, just counting down the minutes. He's twenty four, eager, obedient, 357 00:24:00.079 --> 00:24:03.319 and knows exactly how to drop to his knees the 358 00:24:03.400 --> 00:24:06.200 second he walks through the door. We've been playing like 359 00:24:06.240 --> 00:24:10.160 this for months. Him showing up freshly showered, me already 360 00:24:10.200 --> 00:24:14.400 in lingerie or less. My husband usually lounging on the 361 00:24:14.440 --> 00:24:19.359 couch with a drink, watching or joining whenever the mood strikes. Tonight, 362 00:24:19.440 --> 00:24:26.000 though tonight feels different, hotter, riskier. My husband leaned in 363 00:24:26.640 --> 00:24:29.759 over while I was getting ready, kissed my necked, and murmured, 364 00:24:30.440 --> 00:24:33.160 why don't you two stop by the adult's store on 365 00:24:33.240 --> 00:24:36.400 the way back from picking him up? Pick out whatever 366 00:24:36.480 --> 00:24:40.200 looks fun, Let him carry the bag, make him blush 367 00:24:40.240 --> 00:24:43.279 in public while you whisper what you're going to do 368 00:24:43.359 --> 00:24:49.519 to him with every new toy. Fuck. The second he said, 369 00:24:49.599 --> 00:24:53.480 my clit throbbed. I pictured us walking the bright, fluorescent 370 00:24:53.519 --> 00:24:57.519 aisles together, my boy toy trailing half a step behind 371 00:24:57.519 --> 00:25:01.559 me like a good puppy. He is eyes wide, trying 372 00:25:01.559 --> 00:25:05.480 to act normal while I trail my finger over the glass, dildos, 373 00:25:06.000 --> 00:25:11.279 vibrating plugs, leather cuffs, and maybe a new strap on harness, 374 00:25:11.519 --> 00:25:14.160 just to see how red his ears get when the 375 00:25:14.200 --> 00:25:17.279 cashier rings it up. I'll make him hold the basket. 376 00:25:17.920 --> 00:25:20.359 I'll lean in close and tell him loud enough for 377 00:25:20.519 --> 00:25:25.880 anyone nearby to oh, here, maybe this one's going in 378 00:25:25.920 --> 00:25:30.359 your ass. Later, While my husband fucks my mouth. I 379 00:25:30.400 --> 00:25:33.680 want him hard, leaking in his jeans before we even 380 00:25:34.119 --> 00:25:37.720 leave the parking lot. Then when we come home, bags 381 00:25:37.759 --> 00:25:41.400 rustling my husband, waiting close hit the floor the moment 382 00:25:41.440 --> 00:25:44.759 the door clicks shut. I want to spend the whole 383 00:25:44.880 --> 00:25:48.319 night using every new thing on him, edging him until 384 00:25:48.359 --> 00:25:53.079 he's bagging, filling him, riding his face while the new 385 00:25:53.160 --> 00:25:56.559 vibe buzzes against my clit, letting my husband take turns, 386 00:25:56.599 --> 00:26:01.240 stretching him open with whatever fixed silicone we buy. I 387 00:26:01.319 --> 00:26:05.000 want to come everywhere on his tongue, dripping out of him, 388 00:26:05.319 --> 00:26:09.039 leaking across my tits, pulling on the sheets. I want 389 00:26:09.079 --> 00:26:12.200 him racked and grateful and marked as ours by the morning. 390 00:26:12.920 --> 00:26:15.680 I'm dripping into my thighs right now just typing this. 391 00:26:16.599 --> 00:26:20.680 Parties are useless. I might not even wear any when 392 00:26:20.720 --> 00:26:23.720 I go pick him up, just a short dress, no brawl, 393 00:26:24.160 --> 00:26:29.319 and the anticipation making my nipples ache against the fabric Nikki. 394 00:26:29.480 --> 00:26:32.559 I feel like a filthy wife tonight, and I love it. 395 00:26:33.240 --> 00:26:39.720 Husband's idea, my execution, our boy toys, complete surrender. Wish 396 00:26:39.799 --> 00:26:45.000 she could watch your dripping housewife waiting to pounce. I'd 397 00:26:45.000 --> 00:26:48.960 love to watch. Hell Yeah, I wish I could do. 398 00:26:49.680 --> 00:26:54.440 Oh man, that's all stinks all right for you listening? 399 00:26:54.599 --> 00:26:56.279 Since I get to ask any on the other one. 400 00:26:56.640 --> 00:26:59.279 In a dynamic with multiple partners or a hot life 401 00:26:59.279 --> 00:27:02.640