WEBVTT 1 00:00:03.640 --> 00:00:07.200 You're listening to Sorry for asking, Sorry for asking. 2 00:00:07.400 --> 00:00:10.800 I'm cold Connor and I'm Adam Ramsey. This is where 3 00:00:10.800 --> 00:00:13.240 we talk, shop, ask questions. 4 00:00:12.839 --> 00:00:16.280 Tell stories, and laugh and laughs about being creators as 5 00:00:16.320 --> 00:00:18.239 well as consumers of adult content. 6 00:00:18.399 --> 00:00:19.559 He love watching too. 7 00:00:19.640 --> 00:00:23.399 We certainly do. We also discussed the impact adult films 8 00:00:23.440 --> 00:00:26.079 have had on us, on our guests, and. 9 00:00:26.160 --> 00:00:31.000 On the LGBTQ community. So strap on and strap in 10 00:00:31.359 --> 00:00:51.920 and here we go. Hey hill, Hi, yes, oh don't please? Well, 11 00:00:52.159 --> 00:00:54.280 sit down? Everyone want to start one? Go back to 12 00:00:54.320 --> 00:00:54.920 your seats. 13 00:00:55.759 --> 00:00:57.799 Please, thank you, sit down, thank you? Oh my gosh. 14 00:00:57.880 --> 00:01:01.359 Hi, I'm Adam Ramsey, Cold Conne. Welcome to Sorry for 15 00:01:01.799 --> 00:01:06.040 Asking the podcast. Yes, how's it going? Cool? It's good. 16 00:01:06.319 --> 00:01:06.480 Yeah. 17 00:01:06.480 --> 00:01:09.319 I feel refreshed. I feel good. Yeah, how about you? 18 00:01:09.640 --> 00:01:10.280 I feel good? 19 00:01:10.400 --> 00:01:11.000 I actually have. 20 00:01:11.120 --> 00:01:13.079 I have had a very weird day, so I'm very 21 00:01:13.079 --> 00:01:14.959 happy to be here. I actually feel like being here 22 00:01:15.000 --> 00:01:17.239 is a very grounding experience for me. 23 00:01:17.519 --> 00:01:18.120 Yeah. 24 00:01:18.239 --> 00:01:21.239 Yeah, I spent the Okay, so I spent the last 25 00:01:21.280 --> 00:01:23.760 ten days. You know, I'm a big catsit a lot. 26 00:01:23.879 --> 00:01:25.879 I have all these cats that are in my family, 27 00:01:25.879 --> 00:01:27.359 like I'm in my family. 28 00:01:27.480 --> 00:01:29.439 Oh my, you should cat sit boris sometimes I. 29 00:01:29.439 --> 00:01:29.920 Would love to. 30 00:01:30.400 --> 00:01:32.920 Yeah, I love cat sitting. I'm eventually going to get 31 00:01:32.920 --> 00:01:35.719 my own cat, of course. But uh but you know, 32 00:01:37.959 --> 00:01:40.120 you know, like I have Michael's cat that I used 33 00:01:40.159 --> 00:01:41.879 to watch and the cat that I lived with Chloe, 34 00:01:41.879 --> 00:01:44.040 who I love very much. But then this time, my 35 00:01:44.120 --> 00:01:46.560 sister and her wife and the kids, they went to 36 00:01:46.599 --> 00:01:48.280 Hawaii for ten days and they're like, will you watch 37 00:01:48.319 --> 00:01:49.680 the cats. I was like, you know what, I have 38 00:01:49.719 --> 00:01:51.480 my own place now. If you guys want me to 39 00:01:51.480 --> 00:01:52.840 watch them, they have to come to my place. And 40 00:01:52.879 --> 00:01:56.840 they were like, oh sure, okay, Well two cats is 41 00:01:56.879 --> 00:01:59.920 a totally different animal. I have learned this past ten 42 00:02:00.159 --> 00:02:04.079 days because the girl cat and I like super bonded, 43 00:02:04.560 --> 00:02:06.959 and the more we bonded, the more the boy cat 44 00:02:07.079 --> 00:02:10.479 was like fuck you both like just completely recoiled, would 45 00:02:10.479 --> 00:02:12.719 come out to eat and peet, and then otherwise would 46 00:02:12.800 --> 00:02:14.840 like hide under the bed. 47 00:02:15.159 --> 00:02:18.199 I didn't know that, Oh dude. It was really weird. 48 00:02:18.240 --> 00:02:20.039 Like she she was like, I don't care about him, 49 00:02:20.039 --> 00:02:21.400 I just want to hang out with you. She was 50 00:02:21.439 --> 00:02:25.120 like by my side the whole time. Well, so today 51 00:02:25.360 --> 00:02:28.719 was like getting you know, the delicate operation of getting 52 00:02:28.800 --> 00:02:31.199 them out of the house. It worked, thankfully, But like 53 00:02:31.240 --> 00:02:33.240 now I feel like I have my life back kind of. 54 00:02:33.719 --> 00:02:36.479 It's been very interesting. Yeah, I cats are weird. I 55 00:02:36.479 --> 00:02:38.120 look at her. I've been wanting to get like a 56 00:02:38.159 --> 00:02:40.680 little brother for yeah, for Boris. 57 00:02:40.840 --> 00:02:42.039 Do you think he wants one? 58 00:02:42.120 --> 00:02:44.120 And that's what I'm that's what I struggle with. I'm like, 59 00:02:44.719 --> 00:02:48.240 is he just happy at being I and him him? 60 00:02:48.319 --> 00:02:50.360 And I feel like he probably. 61 00:02:50.039 --> 00:02:52.719 Isn't n I know, and I think he is. Then 62 00:02:52.759 --> 00:02:55.159 I think I'm like, maybe he would not like me 63 00:02:55.319 --> 00:02:59.120 snuggling with like some other little cat giving him more 64 00:02:59.120 --> 00:03:00.039 attention because he's. 65 00:02:59.879 --> 00:03:02.319 A It will change things for sure. 66 00:03:02.479 --> 00:03:04.439 Yeah, yeah, I'm not sure if I'm ready for that. 67 00:03:04.520 --> 00:03:06.879 I'm not sure I'm ready to give massages in my 68 00:03:06.960 --> 00:03:11.240 room with two cats running around. Because Boris is big 69 00:03:11.280 --> 00:03:13.039 and he gets on the table and it like creaks 70 00:03:13.039 --> 00:03:14.879 sometimes and I'm like, oh my god, Boris. 71 00:03:15.080 --> 00:03:19.360 Yeah, I came over last week. Boris is huge. Boris 72 00:03:19.520 --> 00:03:22.120 is like the size of a beagle, maybe bigger. 73 00:03:22.240 --> 00:03:25.560 Yeah, he's I mean he's twenty five pounds. But yeah, 74 00:03:25.599 --> 00:03:28.120 he's beautiful, all of it. When he's crawling around me 75 00:03:28.159 --> 00:03:28.800 in the evening. 76 00:03:29.159 --> 00:03:31.439 Yeah, but other than that, other than that, I'm good. 77 00:03:31.560 --> 00:03:34.759 Things are good. It's spring. Life is moving fast. A 78 00:03:34.800 --> 00:03:37.080 lot has happened. We haven't really been able to have 79 00:03:37.120 --> 00:03:39.400 a catch up because we've had all these guests lately. 80 00:03:39.759 --> 00:03:42.479 I know, so many guests, so many guests. They were 81 00:03:42.520 --> 00:03:44.800 all great. I love that. So far all our guests 82 00:03:44.800 --> 00:03:47.039 have been performers. It's just been like we're just like 83 00:03:47.080 --> 00:03:50.400 going with it. We're like, no gay boy performers, don't. 84 00:03:50.280 --> 00:03:52.639 You know what. I haven't done that much studio lately, 85 00:03:53.120 --> 00:03:55.879 and I haven't met a lot of directors and stuff 86 00:03:55.919 --> 00:03:56.479 that I've been wanting. 87 00:03:56.599 --> 00:03:58.400 Huh, you know, Yeah, I am. 88 00:03:58.280 --> 00:04:02.960 Doing say Uncle, and I'm representing. Oh look at that size. 89 00:04:03.039 --> 00:04:05.280 They gave me a sweater. They sent me a sweater which. 90 00:04:05.080 --> 00:04:06.879 They sent me stuff all the time. It's cute. 91 00:04:06.960 --> 00:04:07.159 Yeah. 92 00:04:07.280 --> 00:04:09.599 I haven't worked with them in a while though, so 93 00:04:09.680 --> 00:04:14.240 you've with them as this way. It's three three days, 94 00:04:14.719 --> 00:04:18.240 one in each Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and it's severance. 95 00:04:17.839 --> 00:04:20.879 Seemed all three seats. 96 00:04:21.480 --> 00:04:23.519 I yeah, I guess. I don't know. I haven't gotten 97 00:04:23.519 --> 00:04:25.040 the script, but I don't know how they're going to 98 00:04:25.079 --> 00:04:28.839 make it. Stepdad steps It's like any I'm an Inny, 99 00:04:29.160 --> 00:04:31.439 you're an Inny. I mean, I'm what's his name? 100 00:04:31.519 --> 00:04:32.199 Yes, you're a Mark. 101 00:04:32.399 --> 00:04:34.480 I'm not Marcs. I'm the one that retires. 102 00:04:34.639 --> 00:04:35.399 You're the old one. 103 00:04:35.439 --> 00:04:39.279 I'm the old one. I forget what his name is. 104 00:04:39.480 --> 00:04:40.160 I should know this. 105 00:04:40.279 --> 00:04:42.839 Do you get to talk like you're from mid century? 106 00:04:43.399 --> 00:04:48.759 Maybe John Turturo's mid century? What do you call that? 107 00:04:48.800 --> 00:04:49.879 Mid century? Atlantic? 108 00:04:50.839 --> 00:04:51.560 Atlantic? 109 00:04:51.920 --> 00:04:52.079 Yeah? 110 00:04:52.120 --> 00:04:58.040 Mid Atlantic something like that. Yeah, I love that damn severance. 111 00:04:57.360 --> 00:05:00.399 Which is like one's. It's such a good show. Yeah, 112 00:05:00.639 --> 00:05:02.519 and it'll just be fun. I hope they make the 113 00:05:02.560 --> 00:05:06.399 set like look a lot like it. You know, wow, 114 00:05:06.680 --> 00:05:08.600 say Uncle upping their budget game? 115 00:05:09.399 --> 00:05:10.959 Cool? That sounds fun. Do you know who you're seeing? 116 00:05:10.959 --> 00:05:14.720 Partners are Eddie Patrick? Oh, he's he's very cute. But 117 00:05:14.800 --> 00:05:16.399 I think I don't think I get to have sex 118 00:05:16.480 --> 00:05:18.759 with him. I think, well, I think because he's another 119 00:05:18.800 --> 00:05:22.439 step dad. I think the other two guys are twinks, 120 00:05:22.439 --> 00:05:25.839 like younger Harrison Todd, who I've worked with before, I 121 00:05:26.000 --> 00:05:29.879 say uncle, and the fourth one I don't I think 122 00:05:29.879 --> 00:05:30.519 has changed. 123 00:05:30.560 --> 00:05:32.480 I don't know, okay, I mean you never know. When 124 00:05:32.480 --> 00:05:36.360 I worked with Titan Men all those years ago, a 125 00:05:36.360 --> 00:05:38.319 lot of times when there was like stepdad steps on 126 00:05:38.360 --> 00:05:40.519 stuff it would be like, you know, the step dads 127 00:05:40.519 --> 00:05:42.959 would play with each other, the step sons would play 128 00:05:43.000 --> 00:05:43.480 with each other. 129 00:05:43.759 --> 00:05:46.600 Yeah, and then you do a switch rooo and true. 130 00:05:46.800 --> 00:05:49.680 But the last time that I shot it was with 131 00:05:50.079 --> 00:05:53.120 Jake Nicola and I'm so bad. 132 00:05:53.120 --> 00:05:54.920 I always forget the names of the twinks. 133 00:05:54.839 --> 00:06:01.040 But they're interchangeable to me. But funny, but I never 134 00:06:01.079 --> 00:06:05.040 got to fuck with Joe, I mean Jake, yeah in 135 00:06:05.079 --> 00:06:05.519 that scene. 136 00:06:05.600 --> 00:06:07.399 Oh yeah, he and I actually did one of those two. 137 00:06:07.560 --> 00:06:10.639 We did a movie called Uncle Bobby where I played 138 00:06:10.759 --> 00:06:14.920 Uncle Bobby. He was like my step brother and I 139 00:06:14.920 --> 00:06:18.839 had a step son and we all had step sex 140 00:06:18.920 --> 00:06:22.839 with each other. And I know, ste if you're gonna 141 00:06:22.839 --> 00:06:24.759 do if you're gonna do you know the I word, 142 00:06:25.040 --> 00:06:26.560 you gotta do it above board. 143 00:06:26.680 --> 00:06:30.439 Yep, no blood relation relation please. 144 00:06:31.680 --> 00:06:31.879 Cool. 145 00:06:31.920 --> 00:06:34.879 That's fun. Well, how has your content creation been lately? 146 00:06:35.120 --> 00:06:38.040 It's good. So I wanted to do kind of a 147 00:06:38.240 --> 00:06:43.439 segment about our last three to five sexual experiences. They're 148 00:06:43.439 --> 00:06:45.639 sexual encounters. 149 00:06:44.800 --> 00:06:49.199 On or off camera on either on camera on camera yes, 150 00:06:49.319 --> 00:06:50.240 oh okay, So. 151 00:06:50.720 --> 00:06:53.519 I thought we could either trade off sure, like do 152 00:06:53.560 --> 00:06:56.040 you have three for on camera one? 153 00:06:56.120 --> 00:06:56.279 No? No? 154 00:06:56.199 --> 00:06:58.360 No, oh no. They could be off camera. Sorry, I 155 00:06:58.360 --> 00:07:00.000 thought you were talking about Do I want to talk 156 00:07:00.079 --> 00:07:02.759 about it on camera? Oh? Well yes, yes, I want 157 00:07:02.759 --> 00:07:04.040 to talk about it, yes camera. 158 00:07:04.120 --> 00:07:06.079 Yes, No, we're definitely talking about it on camera. I 159 00:07:06.160 --> 00:07:09.160 thought I was asking if you meant like on camera sex. 160 00:07:09.000 --> 00:07:11.399 Or no anything? Sure, any mix of them. 161 00:07:11.959 --> 00:07:16.199 Yes, this is one of my favorite conversations. Absolutely, just intel. 162 00:07:17.199 --> 00:07:20.079 I'll start with I guess my most recent. 163 00:07:20.800 --> 00:07:23.399 So I gave a massage last night, okay, and it 164 00:07:23.439 --> 00:07:27.360 was kind of like it wasn't through the rent massaur app, 165 00:07:27.399 --> 00:07:30.720 it was through Grinder and so I was just kind 166 00:07:30.759 --> 00:07:34.279 of flirting with this guy anyway anywhere. Then we talked 167 00:07:34.319 --> 00:07:36.920 about we're talking about a massage. He brings it up 168 00:07:36.920 --> 00:07:39.879 and he's like, yeah, I could do that, and he's like, 169 00:07:39.879 --> 00:07:41.879 but I really want to breed you. And I've seen 170 00:07:41.920 --> 00:07:43.959 pictures and stuff and I'm like, okay, I'm into it. 171 00:07:44.319 --> 00:07:47.279 So I'm like, so, I'm like, you come over with 172 00:07:47.360 --> 00:07:50.279 two point fifty, I'll give you a massage and you 173 00:07:50.279 --> 00:07:51.079 can read me at the end. 174 00:07:51.560 --> 00:07:52.639 Wow. 175 00:07:53.319 --> 00:07:56.199 So eating it all out for the public. Ever, it 176 00:07:56.279 --> 00:07:58.800 got a little dicey because he didn't want to give 177 00:07:58.800 --> 00:08:03.439 me his phone number because his boyfriend would kill him 178 00:08:03.879 --> 00:08:09.199 if he gave out his number, and already I'm like, whoa, okay, 179 00:08:09.240 --> 00:08:12.399 we got a little secret slut situation. I don't know 180 00:08:12.439 --> 00:08:14.959 how much I like that. And anyway, he didn't have 181 00:08:15.000 --> 00:08:18.519 WhatsApp and whatever. He said he had Telegram and I'm like, well, 182 00:08:18.600 --> 00:08:21.800 my telegram was hacked and banned, so I can't talk 183 00:08:21.839 --> 00:08:24.680 to you on telegram either. That happened a while ago. Whatever, 184 00:08:24.800 --> 00:08:28.480 No big deal. Then he says to me, this is 185 00:08:28.480 --> 00:08:30.439 still in the grinder app. I know you do porn, 186 00:08:30.560 --> 00:08:33.759 so no filming or video. And I'm like, you know what, 187 00:08:34.919 --> 00:08:38.679 I'm offended that you would even think that. I'm like, look, 188 00:08:39.240 --> 00:08:43.639 porn people don't just want to make porn without consent 189 00:08:43.919 --> 00:08:47.639 with random fucking people. Yeah, that is a crime, like 190 00:08:47.799 --> 00:08:50.879 your cult. You're saying that you are assuming that I'm 191 00:08:50.919 --> 00:08:56.080 a criminal. By even suggesting that I would have a 192 00:08:56.159 --> 00:09:00.799 hidden camera while I massage you. I'm like, that's just 193 00:09:00.840 --> 00:09:04.720 so fucking stupid and gross. And I'm like I'm like, yeah, 194 00:09:04.720 --> 00:09:07.679 so it is offensive. And he was like, oh, well, 195 00:09:07.919 --> 00:09:09.480 I didn't mean to if any of that. He's just 196 00:09:09.600 --> 00:09:12.440 I know some people have I'm like, not anybody I know. 197 00:09:13.279 --> 00:09:15.519 Yeah, I don't know if I like that story, like, 198 00:09:15.879 --> 00:09:18.240 that's not wrong, that's not real, that's like an urban 199 00:09:18.320 --> 00:09:20.879 legend or something that's like that's like straight from the nineties, 200 00:09:21.200 --> 00:09:22.399 like hidden camera shit. 201 00:09:22.559 --> 00:09:25.240 And it was like what, Yeah, people that don't do 202 00:09:25.360 --> 00:09:26.440 porn would do that. 203 00:09:26.759 --> 00:09:28.240 Yeah, for sure. 204 00:09:28.039 --> 00:09:32.120 You know. So anyway, he comes over. He's very cute. 205 00:09:32.159 --> 00:09:37.559 He's a nice, little cute Armenian boy in his twenties. Okay, 206 00:09:38.600 --> 00:09:41.879 and we actually went straight into the sex. 207 00:09:42.480 --> 00:09:44.440 And was he there to massage you or you to 208 00:09:44.480 --> 00:09:45.120 massage him? 209 00:09:45.200 --> 00:09:47.039 No, I gave him a massage. We had sex for 210 00:09:47.080 --> 00:09:50.759 like twenty minutes, and guess who did not breathe me 211 00:09:52.200 --> 00:09:55.440 really well, I mean he it was a flip. So 212 00:09:55.960 --> 00:09:57.639 I thought I was getting just a top, you know, 213 00:09:57.720 --> 00:09:59.639 like easy whatever. But all of a sudden he sat 214 00:09:59.679 --> 00:10:00.919 on my deck and there we have it. 215 00:10:01.120 --> 00:10:03.159 Well you do have a lovely piece. 216 00:10:03.320 --> 00:10:06.679 Oh well it was nice. Yeah, so it was very lovely. 217 00:10:06.759 --> 00:10:09.559 He was very he was very sweet. Lots of like kisses, 218 00:10:10.240 --> 00:10:12.399 love those, lots of really it was. It was actually 219 00:10:12.559 --> 00:10:15.080 very sensual, just like my massage. 220 00:10:15.480 --> 00:10:18.320 Yes, but then I give him a. 221 00:10:18.200 --> 00:10:22.480 Shortened version of the massage. Wow, it didn't have them. 222 00:10:22.519 --> 00:10:23.240 I still got paid. 223 00:10:23.279 --> 00:10:25.679 I had to do it like right after coming. 224 00:10:25.720 --> 00:10:27.159 Still got paid and everything. 225 00:10:26.919 --> 00:10:27.679 Still got paid. 226 00:10:27.759 --> 00:10:30.720 Hell yeah, hell yeah, wow Yeah. 227 00:10:30.799 --> 00:10:33.200 What was your last sexual encounter, Adam? 228 00:10:33.399 --> 00:10:36.240 Oh gosh, I mean I have many to choose from. 229 00:10:36.279 --> 00:10:38.639 I've had a very I've had a successful spring. I 230 00:10:38.679 --> 00:10:40.440 can say actually. 231 00:10:40.200 --> 00:10:42.200 Spring has sprung, spring spring in. 232 00:10:42.639 --> 00:10:44.559 I will go ahead and just like, you know, just 233 00:10:44.600 --> 00:10:46.759 for a second, I'm going to mention something. I hope 234 00:10:46.759 --> 00:10:49.919 it doesn't sound douchey whatever, but I'm in really good 235 00:10:49.960 --> 00:10:53.399 shape right now. I'm on a program. I'm doing the 236 00:10:53.440 --> 00:10:57.600 same program with this coach, Coach Alex shout out, built 237 00:10:57.600 --> 00:11:00.720 by forty fives, Thank you for your service. But he's 238 00:11:00.759 --> 00:11:02.480 who kind of got me in shape. Three years ago 239 00:11:02.480 --> 00:11:05.399 when I was exiting, my dad bought Era right, and 240 00:11:05.440 --> 00:11:07.399 you know, it was just so amazing to see how 241 00:11:07.519 --> 00:11:11.759 quickly my body could respond to proper diet and then 242 00:11:11.799 --> 00:11:17.440 like a fully consistent and very updated and curated exercise program. 243 00:11:17.679 --> 00:11:19.360 You know, I feel like I just kind of plateaued 244 00:11:19.399 --> 00:11:20.840 in the last few months. And you know, I'm dating 245 00:11:20.879 --> 00:11:22.600 someone who looks the way he does, and I just 246 00:11:22.639 --> 00:11:24.320 you know, he's my arm candy, and I'm you know, 247 00:11:24.399 --> 00:11:25.879 ten years older than him. And I was just like, 248 00:11:25.879 --> 00:11:27.519 you know, let's just see what we can do if 249 00:11:27.559 --> 00:11:29.200 we just kind of shape things up a little bit. 250 00:11:29.240 --> 00:11:32.759 And like, damn dude, it just happened so quickly. And 251 00:11:32.840 --> 00:11:36.039 when I get shredded like this, I noticed that the 252 00:11:36.639 --> 00:11:41.360 sexual dynamics get very pronounced, if that makes sense, Like 253 00:11:41.399 --> 00:11:44.440 what like the guys who want me to top them 254 00:11:44.919 --> 00:11:48.159 really want me to top them, and the guys who want 255 00:11:48.200 --> 00:11:51.679 me to bottom for them are just like ravenous for it. 256 00:11:51.919 --> 00:11:53.679 So you don't get a lot of flipping. 257 00:11:54.960 --> 00:11:57.720 No, I do sometimes, but more often than not. 258 00:11:57.879 --> 00:12:01.879 Then more often than not, it's it's specifically clear that 259 00:12:02.000 --> 00:12:03.240 like somebody is is. 260 00:12:03.320 --> 00:12:04.200 More one or the other. 261 00:12:04.679 --> 00:12:09.080 Uh No, Actually it's pretty down the middle. Surprisingly, when 262 00:12:09.080 --> 00:12:11.240 I did it three years ago, I called it bottom 263 00:12:11.240 --> 00:12:13.840 body because I feel like when you're like super shredded 264 00:12:13.840 --> 00:12:17.519 and your abs are showing you're it's bottom body. Like 265 00:12:17.759 --> 00:12:20.000 guys guys like to fuck boys that you can put 266 00:12:20.000 --> 00:12:23.600 their hands around their waist like like real tight like yeah, 267 00:12:23.919 --> 00:12:24.240 but they. 268 00:12:24.159 --> 00:12:26.759 Also like thick, I mean, like thick ass. 269 00:12:27.600 --> 00:12:30.840 Some do, I would say for me for the way 270 00:12:30.919 --> 00:12:35.480 I present physically when I'm in my thicker era, they're 271 00:12:35.600 --> 00:12:37.000 like daddy please fuck me. 272 00:12:38.480 --> 00:12:39.799 That's kind of how it felt for me. 273 00:12:41.120 --> 00:12:45.480 Has I mean, maybe the better you feel about your body, 274 00:12:45.759 --> 00:12:49.240 the more you want to well, maybe you need at 275 00:12:49.279 --> 00:12:50.159 your body to bottom. 276 00:12:50.159 --> 00:12:52.519 Well that's I mean, I would have said that except that, Like, 277 00:12:52.559 --> 00:12:55.759 I've had some really like successful top moments lately too. 278 00:12:55.879 --> 00:12:58.879 Like I'll give you one example. Somebody came over recently 279 00:12:59.399 --> 00:13:01.639 to pick some up that they had left at Hot Dog. 280 00:13:02.039 --> 00:13:05.879 This is somebody who is a well known you know, 281 00:13:06.039 --> 00:13:09.639 I mean, I hopefully I've some of that, but no, 282 00:13:09.720 --> 00:13:12.200 they actually they're they dance for us, they are a performer. 283 00:13:12.240 --> 00:13:14.960 They're pretty well known in the industry. They're on the 284 00:13:15.200 --> 00:13:18.120 younger side of things, but they are very much known 285 00:13:18.240 --> 00:13:22.679 for their like top Contentkay, they are known in the 286 00:13:23.000 --> 00:13:27.879 Twitter sphere as top. And he came over and we 287 00:13:27.960 --> 00:13:30.399 filmed together before and it was great, and he came 288 00:13:30.480 --> 00:13:34.840 over and pretty much just like through me what I love. 289 00:13:35.000 --> 00:13:37.720 I've said this before on this podcast that like tops 290 00:13:37.759 --> 00:13:41.080 tend to like me to top them. I don't know 291 00:13:41.080 --> 00:13:43.639 what game I spit, but I love it. I love 292 00:13:43.720 --> 00:13:44.559 when guys give. 293 00:13:44.440 --> 00:13:47.919 Your favorite top favorite Tops favorite Top. Maybe, I mean, 294 00:13:47.960 --> 00:13:51.080 I really love when guys are like I don't normally 295 00:13:51.159 --> 00:13:52.840 do this, but I would for. 296 00:13:52.759 --> 00:13:56.879 You, and he was giving me that, and like, you know, 297 00:13:56.960 --> 00:14:01.000 he's like twenty seven maybe, and so like our dynamic 298 00:14:01.120 --> 00:14:04.200 is very big bro, little bro, And just just the 299 00:14:04.279 --> 00:14:08.039 way he like presented himself to me, I turned into 300 00:14:08.080 --> 00:14:13.519 a fucking monster daddy top and it was so rewarding. 301 00:14:13.639 --> 00:14:16.159 I was very patient, you know, because he was giving 302 00:14:16.159 --> 00:14:17.480 me the whole like, oh I need a hold on. 303 00:14:17.519 --> 00:14:19.000 Oh my god, I don't know. I don't do this 304 00:14:19.120 --> 00:14:21.440 very but I want to sit on it real quick. 305 00:14:21.559 --> 00:14:23.399 Wait, hold on, I will, let's stop, let's stop. 306 00:14:23.399 --> 00:14:24.320 And I'm like, you got. 307 00:14:24.320 --> 00:14:26.440 I was like, you got this, buddy, you got this. 308 00:14:26.679 --> 00:14:30.759 I got That's how the guy was last night. Oh 309 00:14:30.919 --> 00:14:32.320 I can tell you wanted it because I was like 310 00:14:32.360 --> 00:14:33.679 playing with his asshole a little bit. 311 00:14:34.039 --> 00:14:38.320 Was isn't that fun to hold that space I because 312 00:14:38.360 --> 00:14:40.879 he talked all this top game yeah for like when 313 00:14:40.919 --> 00:14:41.799 we were just chatting. 314 00:14:41.960 --> 00:14:43.200 Yeah yeah yeah. 315 00:14:43.240 --> 00:14:45.759 So so now I feel like we've broken that seal. 316 00:14:45.879 --> 00:14:47.879 I'm not going to name who this person is because 317 00:14:47.879 --> 00:14:51.200 hopefully there will be a video to come soon, but like, 318 00:14:51.320 --> 00:14:54.759 but it was really really hot. I just love especially 319 00:14:54.759 --> 00:14:56.759 now that I live alone and you've been living alone 320 00:14:56.759 --> 00:14:59.240 for years now, and like it just feels so good 321 00:14:59.440 --> 00:15:01.600 to like say good night to somebody who comes over 322 00:15:01.759 --> 00:15:04.080 and just close the door and be like alone. 323 00:15:04.720 --> 00:15:06.360 No not that, no, just. 324 00:15:08.360 --> 00:15:10.879 You're like alone, get their out of here. 325 00:15:13.519 --> 00:15:16.519 No, no, to be like, oh that was so awesome 326 00:15:16.759 --> 00:15:20.679 like that, Like I love ending a hookup feeling like God. 327 00:15:20.519 --> 00:15:22.720 That just felt so good that like. 328 00:15:22.720 --> 00:15:27.840 Fed my soul, like it wasn't just empty and transactional, and. 329 00:15:27.720 --> 00:15:28.519 That's what I mean. 330 00:15:28.639 --> 00:15:31.519 But also, get the fuck out of my house. 331 00:15:32.279 --> 00:15:37.240 You can't revel in your post nut clarity and like 332 00:15:37.399 --> 00:15:40.279 gratitude if your fucking roommate's. 333 00:15:39.759 --> 00:15:42.320 Talking one or like you know, or you have to 334 00:15:42.320 --> 00:15:45.799 be quiet getting back to your Yes, yes, living alone 335 00:15:45.879 --> 00:15:48.960 is the ship. I am so happy to be back 336 00:15:48.960 --> 00:15:51.720 there and I love my place and it's been great. 337 00:15:52.039 --> 00:15:53.039 So yeah, so that was. 338 00:15:52.960 --> 00:15:59.559 A recent one, throwing it back to you got another one? Yes, 339 00:15:59.639 --> 00:16:05.559 well this is actually another massage, another massage and a 340 00:16:05.559 --> 00:16:09.639 lot of plays. It's not doesn't happen every time. But 341 00:16:10.440 --> 00:16:13.159 if he catch me on a day where I'm like 342 00:16:13.279 --> 00:16:16.320 on one, maybe I just did my test shot the 343 00:16:16.399 --> 00:16:21.159 day before, Maybe I have the helps, Maybe I have 344 00:16:21.320 --> 00:16:25.080 collapsed in a minute. Maybe I haven't jerked off in 345 00:16:25.120 --> 00:16:28.159 a minute. This is a repeat. Guy. I was just 346 00:16:28.200 --> 00:16:30.360 about I was just about to go to the gym, 347 00:16:30.399 --> 00:16:33.720 like thinking about how horny. I was like, man, I 348 00:16:33.759 --> 00:16:35.559 hope I get some after the gym. I hope like 349 00:16:35.879 --> 00:16:38.440 something works out. And then this guy hits me up 350 00:16:38.919 --> 00:16:42.799 once once a massage. I'm like, fuck, I'm gonna skip 351 00:16:42.840 --> 00:16:45.399 the gym today to give this guy a massage because 352 00:16:45.399 --> 00:16:47.799 I'm not gonna want to after. So he comes over 353 00:16:48.120 --> 00:16:51.360 because he wanted it right away. He comes over and 354 00:16:51.519 --> 00:16:54.279 I give him a massage. He fuxed me on the table. 355 00:16:54.600 --> 00:16:57.440 I can tell he's about to come, but he holds 356 00:16:57.519 --> 00:17:04.319 back because he wants it to last longer. Big mistake. Okay, 357 00:17:04.960 --> 00:17:09.799 big mistake. Guys. If you're gonna blow, just let it blow, 358 00:17:10.200 --> 00:17:13.079 all right, Because somewha happened as we took it to 359 00:17:13.119 --> 00:17:18.240 the bed, and because he lost it. Damn. 360 00:17:18.599 --> 00:17:19.440 I hate when that happens. 361 00:17:19.519 --> 00:17:22.319 I know. I just had to come with his half 362 00:17:22.359 --> 00:17:26.240 hard dick in my mouth. You poor thing, I know, 363 00:17:27.079 --> 00:17:33.319 but you know, all soft and squishy, good for me. Okay, 364 00:17:34.880 --> 00:17:37.119 all right, back at you, back at me? Okay, cool, 365 00:17:37.559 --> 00:17:41.160 all right. Continuing on this trend this spring, trend my 366 00:17:41.480 --> 00:17:44.880 Axis week. I mentioned in the last episode with Daniel 367 00:17:45.079 --> 00:17:49.039 Gainsbrook at the beginning that Access party for our Spring 368 00:17:49.119 --> 00:17:52.960 Equinox was a complete success. It was so much fun. 369 00:17:53.039 --> 00:17:55.200 I felt very much in my power. You know that 370 00:17:55.279 --> 00:17:57.920 the week wasn't without its it's issues, of course, but 371 00:17:58.279 --> 00:18:00.039 one of the things that happened at the end, and 372 00:18:00.319 --> 00:18:02.880 you know, like when I do Access, I'm in like 373 00:18:02.920 --> 00:18:05.160 a fever dream state for part of it, because you know, 374 00:18:05.200 --> 00:18:07.799 I also have gym class two days before, and then 375 00:18:07.839 --> 00:18:10.000 I wrap up this party that goes all night, go 376 00:18:10.039 --> 00:18:12.319 home and rest for a few hours, and then go 377 00:18:12.400 --> 00:18:14.160 to Hot Dog. And now I was wondering how you 378 00:18:14.200 --> 00:18:14.519 do that? 379 00:18:14.759 --> 00:18:18.319 I you know it, I've realized these last two times 380 00:18:18.319 --> 00:18:21.400 it helps to like not do certain substances that take 381 00:18:21.519 --> 00:18:24.000 a lot of shit, you know, from your brain. And 382 00:18:24.160 --> 00:18:26.160 you know, but like by the time I had reached 383 00:18:26.200 --> 00:18:29.359 Hot Dog, you know, I decided to indulge. I drank 384 00:18:29.359 --> 00:18:32.079 a little bit, I had some fun, ended up at acbar. 385 00:18:32.160 --> 00:18:35.839 The dance floor was open, and I met somebody on 386 00:18:35.880 --> 00:18:38.279 the dance floor. I think at that point I was 387 00:18:38.440 --> 00:18:43.039 so undernourished and underhydrated, and like my energy was like 388 00:18:43.119 --> 00:18:46.759 leaving my body, but I like it felt a little 389 00:18:46.759 --> 00:18:48.680 bit like that. I felt. It was just very like 390 00:18:48.839 --> 00:18:51.119 I just had this dance floor moment and the way 391 00:18:51.200 --> 00:18:55.359 I was connecting with this person just felt so natural. 392 00:18:56.279 --> 00:18:58.319 Well that's when you're yeah, that's when you connect with 393 00:18:58.359 --> 00:18:59.400 somebody on a dance floor. 394 00:18:59.400 --> 00:19:02.839 You kind of have when you're like, but there was flows. 395 00:19:03.440 --> 00:19:06.200 It was like there was like a flow state to it. 396 00:19:06.200 --> 00:19:07.960 It was just like I just felt like the way 397 00:19:08.000 --> 00:19:10.680 we were connecting this and he was like six foot six, 398 00:19:10.799 --> 00:19:13.480 like we were not we were not physically a match 399 00:19:13.640 --> 00:19:19.039 in that way, but the way we were engaging felt familiar. 400 00:19:19.759 --> 00:19:21.880 And at some point I found myself just being like, 401 00:19:21.920 --> 00:19:24.200