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<v Speaker 1>Dirty hands means clean theology.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you dig it?

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<v Speaker 1>What? What? What? What?

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<v Speaker 3>What is going on on my local guys and gals

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<v Speaker 3>and long distance pals.

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<v Speaker 4>We are back, fast sing sing, I'll.

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<v Speaker 5>Step in and be ben.

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<v Speaker 2>We're back.

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<v Speaker 5>Whoa, I'm listening to y'all show. I know that's what

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<v Speaker 5>we're now.

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<v Speaker 4>Brian, Brian, pull up one of them really deep voices

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<v Speaker 4>on your on your box there and do what We're

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<v Speaker 4>back for us.

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<v Speaker 2>And we can't inspired.

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<v Speaker 5>These voice loaded into that it's right there.

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<v Speaker 2>Fired well.

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<v Speaker 4>Today, I'm pretty excited. We got some some good friends

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<v Speaker 4>of ours from the Vessels podcast with us today. We're

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<v Speaker 4>going to have kind of a good free flow discussion,

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<v Speaker 4>but I guarantee it's going to be a lot about faith,

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<v Speaker 4>God and the world that we're living in right now.

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<v Speaker 4>But before we get going, we as always, we want

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<v Speaker 4>to jump in. We want to get a good prayer

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<v Speaker 4>ahead of time. I don't know, justin, are you feeling

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<v Speaker 4>up for it?

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<v Speaker 3>I think we should lie one of our guests, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it would be only fitting.

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<v Speaker 4>I do like that. We got a volunteer man.

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<v Speaker 5>I'll jump in here. Father, I just thank you for

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<v Speaker 5>this time that we have all together and Lord, I

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<v Speaker 5>thank you for these two men from the Big Bible podcast,

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<v Speaker 5>Justin and Stephen. I thank you for what you've done

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<v Speaker 5>through their podcast. And my hope is that you'll continue

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<v Speaker 5>to do that and they'll continue to reach listeners. And Lord,

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<v Speaker 5>we just actually look over this episode. God got our hearts,

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<v Speaker 5>got our minds, got our spirits, got our words. Lord

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<v Speaker 5>keep us patient with the distractions we've had going on,

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<v Speaker 5>and Father, we just thank you for everything in Jesus name.

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<v Speaker 2>Amen, Amen, Amen.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, like I said, these two gentlemen here are from

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<v Speaker 4>the Vessels podcast. Look it up. It's there's a big ship.

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<v Speaker 4>Pirate looking ship is the logo. Uh, it's driving me nuts.

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<v Speaker 4>But they got a it's a it's an awesome show.

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<v Speaker 4>These guys go into real life. They're very, very vulnerable.

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<v Speaker 4>In their show. They talk about things that are going

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<v Speaker 4>on in their lives, the things that are affecting them.

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<v Speaker 4>And and and to be honest that we've talked about

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<v Speaker 4>this before, but you know, we talk about witness and testimony.

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<v Speaker 4>Witness is seeing what God does in your life, and

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<v Speaker 4>testimony is showing other people, look, look, this is what

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<v Speaker 4>God did for me. And that's why our testimony is

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<v Speaker 4>so important, and these gentlemen on their podcast and it

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<v Speaker 4>is it is an excellent show. Really speak to that

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<v Speaker 4>and really really show, like I said, a very very

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<v Speaker 4>vulnerable side of themselves. And I know they're going to

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<v Speaker 4>help a lot of people out there, but I strongly

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<v Speaker 4>recommend you guys listening to them. It's it's an excellent show.

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<v Speaker 4>So thank you guys for coming on with us today.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, thanks for those kind words.

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<v Speaker 6>It's hard to have beef with somebody when they're just

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<v Speaker 6>like complimenting you so hard.

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<v Speaker 4>Man, Oh, we got beef. There's no doubt about it.

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<v Speaker 2>No, don't get it twisted, you know. Okay, all right, So.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm just telling you listen. I told Sean, where there's smoke,

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<v Speaker 4>there's fire, buddy, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Better okay, Okay. I love it.

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<v Speaker 3>And the thing I love about your show honestly is, uh,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it's like not just deep diving in scriptures.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just really just a real schmortgage board because you're

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<v Speaker 3>you're talking about scripture, but you're talking about moral lessons,

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<v Speaker 3>life lessons, and it's just a lot of good words

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<v Speaker 3>of wisdom and camaraderie with the show, and you guys

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<v Speaker 3>have fun with it. And it's nice just to be

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<v Speaker 3>a fly on the wild to hear your guys' discussions

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<v Speaker 3>and basically just life lessons and things that you're going

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<v Speaker 3>through and how it applies to the Bible and being

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<v Speaker 3>imagers of God. It it's just a really good show.

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<v Speaker 3>And and for those that don't know, these guys are

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<v Speaker 3>professionals that they record, make films and do audio and

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<v Speaker 3>stuff for a living. This is how they make their living.

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<v Speaker 3>So this thing is top notch as far as the

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<v Speaker 3>production goes. You guys do a really amazing job.

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<v Speaker 2>I appreciate that. Thank you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, so I mean it. It is kind of hard

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<v Speaker 5>to have beef, but not really for me because I

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<v Speaker 5>got all these dogs going on. So I'm going to

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<v Speaker 5>channel all the frustrations from the background noises. I'm going

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<v Speaker 5>to dick room completely at Steven. Nobody else in here.

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<v Speaker 5>They're all going towards Steve here. But yeah, we appreciate it. Guys.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, our show was kind of birth just from

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<v Speaker 5>we were having after church Sunday conversations. We've said it

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<v Speaker 5>a ton on our show, never on here, but Brian

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<v Speaker 5>and I became good friends through work. We met on

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<v Speaker 5>the set of a music video that he was shooting.

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<v Speaker 5>I was actually in the video. I was producing music

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<v Speaker 5>at the time. And we've just from day one made

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<v Speaker 5>all of our resources open for one another. And through that,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, I've been blessed to have Brian as a mentor,

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<v Speaker 5>as a friend, as a brother. He's been he's been

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<v Speaker 5>present in my life through a lot of the really

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<v Speaker 5>low lows, and he's helped me, you know, get back

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<v Speaker 5>up on my feet a million other times. And you know,

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<v Speaker 5>we were having these conversations anyway, we have all the

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<v Speaker 5>gear to do this, so we just kind of constructed

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<v Speaker 5>what is now The Vessels Podcast, And if anything, I

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<v Speaker 5>appreciate what you guys are saying, for sure, but it's

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<v Speaker 5>almost for me. It's it's like free therapy sessions that

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<v Speaker 5>we have on our show. You know, it's like an

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<v Speaker 5>unlimited better Help subscription, you know, but it's with one

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<v Speaker 5>of my closest friends. Brian's always been somebody that's been

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<v Speaker 5>super honest with me when I couldn't be honest with myself.

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<v Speaker 5>And we try to keep the show that way too,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, for better or for worse or whatever it is.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, we don't want to hide behind any kind

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<v Speaker 5>of mask a lot of times in a Christian walk.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, there's a lot of people that hide behind,

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<v Speaker 5>you know, the idea of that everything's just all good

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<v Speaker 5>all the time, or you know, something like that, and

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<v Speaker 5>that's just we know that's not the case. I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>all of us sit in here have our own trials,

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<v Speaker 5>we have our own things that stand in opposition of us.

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<v Speaker 5>And you know, I've been doing some mentoring with our

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<v Speaker 5>pastor at our church, guys, and you know, one of

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<v Speaker 5>the best pieces of advice that I've ever heard anybody

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<v Speaker 5>give me is you can't preach what hasn't been preached

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<v Speaker 5>to you. You can't. You can't speak on things you

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<v Speaker 5>don't know. So you know, I'm glad that the show

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<v Speaker 5>resonates with outside listeners that same way, because yeah, we

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<v Speaker 5>just try to keep it one hundred percent saying.

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<v Speaker 6>Authentic absolutely and to jump in on that. You know,

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<v Speaker 6>I think that you you guys, were clearly a huge

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<v Speaker 6>inspiration for the set up, because I remember Sean mentioning

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<v Speaker 6>it all the time when we would have our after

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<v Speaker 6>church conversations. You know, He's like, man, they're trying to

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<v Speaker 6>do this, you know, trying to show them a little

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<v Speaker 6>bit how to go about this and editing, and then

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<v Speaker 6>you know, I know that it sparked that interest in Sean.

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<v Speaker 6>It was like, why are we doing that? Well, don't

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<v Speaker 6>we just go ahead and do that? Just I mean,

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<v Speaker 6>the only thing we weren't doing was turning on a

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<v Speaker 6>camera and hitting the record button. And yeah, I mean,

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<v Speaker 6>it's been an interesting thing.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 6>For the longest, I tried to avoid ownership of the podcast.

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<v Speaker 6>I'll keep it one hundred percent I did. I was like,

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<v Speaker 6>this is your show, my boy, you know, because I

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<v Speaker 6>was like, I'm not trying to edit. I ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 6>do it. Bro, I ain't gonna do it. I got

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<v Speaker 6>the time, man. And and every time he'd be like,

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<v Speaker 6>I don't care what you say.

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<v Speaker 2>This is you too. I'm like, huh okay, I guess,

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<v Speaker 2>you know.

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<v Speaker 6>And then you know, just continuing on to the conversations

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<v Speaker 6>that we have to even you know, even having you

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<v Speaker 6>on there, you know, Stephen to you know, eventually hopefully

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<v Speaker 6>having you directly on there too, Justin and everybody else, like,

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<v Speaker 6>just to have these conversations. It's so it is powerful

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<v Speaker 6>because we may just be in the moment discussing things,

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<v Speaker 6>and it's therapeutic for us, but we don't. We don't

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<v Speaker 6>even sometimes consider how it can be so much more

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<v Speaker 6>for someone else. Right, And like even with y'all for

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<v Speaker 6>your show, man, like I love the deep dives, I

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<v Speaker 6>do like to the different topics of every like I mean,

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<v Speaker 6>you you go on that YouTube page of theirs, you

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<v Speaker 6>look at all the different things that they're covering board.

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<v Speaker 6>It's a little bit of everything, you know, And I

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<v Speaker 6>love that aspect of it because I mean, how many

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<v Speaker 6>things have we all been curious about the Bible? From

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<v Speaker 6>all the stories, from all the things that are out there, man,

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<v Speaker 6>and from all the guests that you guys have had

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<v Speaker 6>on that show too. Man, it's incredible. But now you

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<v Speaker 6>guys are very much a big inspiration. I appreciate anytime

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<v Speaker 6>as I see if we said too, like we're having

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<v Speaker 6>church on here, right, we are all the pastors on

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<v Speaker 6>here too. And I love that aspect when you brought

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<v Speaker 6>that to me, like, Okay, I'm listening. I like it.

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<v Speaker 6>It's good to have this, man, and it should be

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<v Speaker 6>more common. And hopefully we keep instelling that all of

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<v Speaker 6>us keeping stealing that for more and more people, because

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<v Speaker 6>we need more discussions about God, We need more conversations

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<v Speaker 6>like this because there's too much mess out there. Otherwise,

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<v Speaker 6>it's easy to get distracted in this world. So we

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<v Speaker 6>need the right word being discussed, renewing our minds daily.

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<v Speaker 5>Right absolutely, there goes, don't know, go ahead, go ahead.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, I was just gonna say for those that don't

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<v Speaker 3>know that that has followed us for a while. Sean

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<v Speaker 3>were just strictly audio and we actually come through and

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<v Speaker 3>got a big name. We got Tempty Alberino on the show,

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<v Speaker 3>and we were like, we have to get this on

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<v Speaker 3>video for YouTube, and Sean's just like, hey, I got

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<v Speaker 3>you guys. So he showed up with all of his

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<v Speaker 3>gear and showed us how to do all this video things.

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<v Speaker 3>So if you guys ever seen that Timothy Alberino video,

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<v Speaker 3>that was all Sean. Sean was the man with the

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<v Speaker 3>cameras and recording and doing the editing for us, and

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<v Speaker 3>so that was our big introduction into video.

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<v Speaker 4>There was I gotta go back. I'm sorry, Brian, I know,

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<v Speaker 4>and if justin if you don't catch this yet, Brian

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<v Speaker 4>cannot take a compliment without giving one. He physically is inca. No,

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<v Speaker 4>you just can't you can't help Listen. I tell Sean

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<v Speaker 4>stuff like this all the time. Man, I tell them

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<v Speaker 4>all the time. I said, listen, God is doing something

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<v Speaker 4>from you. Don't sell it short. Just because you're the

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<v Speaker 4>one doing it it's amazing, doesn't mean that God's not

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<v Speaker 4>behind it. So take a compliment and deal with it.

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<v Speaker 4>I tell you know, I tell that to my wife

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<v Speaker 4>all the time. I'm like, listen, I said, you just

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<v Speaker 4>take a compliment and deal with it. Just you just

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<v Speaker 4>like Justin said, You've inspired us with the video, You've

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<v Speaker 4>You know, Justin We've had a couple of those deep, deep,

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<v Speaker 6>right I was talking and missing the chat. I was like,

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<v Speaker 5>Now it is real, you know, I feel like there's

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<v Speaker 5>have Jesus. It wasn't because he wasn't available to me.

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<v Speaker 5>I very much don't have it all together. But that's

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<v Speaker 5>not the point of this walk anyway. The point of

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<v Speaker 5>choose life. And that's that's the walk, that's the true

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<v Speaker 5>I make Jesus an unreachable thing, because he's very reachable.

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<v Speaker 5>He's very available to all of us. And yeah, you can't,

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<v Speaker 5>you can't not tell the truth. That's what we're all

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<v Speaker 5>these things. The Bible is full of truth, and the

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<v Speaker 5>Bible is a heartbreaking story that is all true, but

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<v Speaker 5>at the end there's victory, you know, And for me

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<v Speaker 5>at that, you know, But also we have to acknowledge

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<v Speaker 4>of other disciples. You know, they get they get pulled

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<v Speaker 4>That's it. But that's how we should all be in

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<v Speaker 4>Hey, guys, is Steve from the dig Bible podcast. I

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<v Speaker 4>really hope you guys are enjoyment. But also the sound quality,

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<v Speaker 4>to Jason at the Handcrafted Audio at gmail dot com

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<v Speaker 4>and as always, keep digging. Well, You're easy for us

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<v Speaker 5>There was a there was a turning point and I've

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<v Speaker 5>And now it's like I don't keep a ton away

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<v Speaker 5>with me to use me in that way. You know,

419
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<v Speaker 5>more than a handful of times, so I don't I

420
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<v Speaker 5>don't pull back from that, you know, I want people

421
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<v Speaker 5>to know that you can get back up on your feet.

422
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<v Speaker 5>I want people to know that you can keep on going.

423
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<v Speaker 5>And yeah, you go look like Rocky Sometimes the whole

424
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<v Speaker 5>face is gonna be swallowing shot. You's got to beat

425
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<v Speaker 5>half to death. But you still crawled back, you know,

426
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<v Speaker 5>because yeah, there's not a bell. I'm not stopping until

427
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<v Speaker 5>I hear that trumpet. Period.

428
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<v Speaker 3>It was an amazing thing for me too, man, because honestly,

429
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<v Speaker 3>that was one of the biggest moments in like beyond

430
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<v Speaker 3>a shadow of a doubt in my mind, the biggest

431
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<v Speaker 3>spiritual warfare episodes of my life. And to know that

432
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<v Speaker 3>you were going through that too, because like you said,

433
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<v Speaker 3>you don't even mean to, but you put up this

434
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<v Speaker 3>for lack of a better word, facade. You know, Hey,

435
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<v Speaker 3>yeah I'm doing this and everything's smooth sailing, bro. I

436
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<v Speaker 3>got it all figured out that that's how you appeared

437
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<v Speaker 3>the outside world. So someone like me that was going

438
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<v Speaker 3>through that situation, I dared approached you with it because

439
00:23:02.319 --> 00:23:04.319
<v Speaker 3>it's like it would as a man, it would make

440
00:23:04.400 --> 00:23:09.680
<v Speaker 3>me feel weak, inefficient and things like that.

441
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<v Speaker 5>So when you you.

442
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<v Speaker 3>Brought that out, it was just like, whoa, you know, Uh,

443
00:23:15.880 --> 00:23:17.920
<v Speaker 3>he doesn't have it all figured out, you know, so

444
00:23:18.279 --> 00:23:21.599
<v Speaker 3>I need to confide in this man and pick his

445
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<v Speaker 3>brain and try to figure out how he mapped that

446
00:23:25.359 --> 00:23:30.480
<v Speaker 3>certain situation. So I was definitely appreciative of it all the.

447
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<v Speaker 5>Same here, man, I'm going to apologize to your guys's

448
00:23:34.880 --> 00:23:38.400
<v Speaker 5>listeners until somebody else gets home this whole dog thing.

449
00:23:38.480 --> 00:23:40.759
<v Speaker 5>You just pray for, y'all, pray for the dog because

450
00:23:40.759 --> 00:23:43.599
<v Speaker 5>after the show at the door.

451
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<v Speaker 2>The poor representation of vessels.

452
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<v Speaker 5>Right now, it's actually one hundred accurate to the show.

453
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<v Speaker 5>It's actually right on.

454
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<v Speaker 6>Par Let's have a conversation about let's get our dogs

455
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<v Speaker 6>in line, Okay, let's talk about what the Lord leading

456
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<v Speaker 6>us there to do.

457
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<v Speaker 2>I agree, like I actually.

458
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<v Speaker 6>I can give you give you as a perfect example

459
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<v Speaker 6>of doing that right now. And actually, even where I

460
00:24:12.240 --> 00:24:16.079
<v Speaker 6>do mentor others, right I have another person that is

461
00:24:16.119 --> 00:24:19.400
<v Speaker 6>connected to it. So I have a good, longtime best

462
00:24:19.440 --> 00:24:25.880
<v Speaker 6>friend that unfortunately, you know, going through the process of

463
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<v Speaker 6>divorce currently. And there for a while, you know, I

464
00:24:31.000 --> 00:24:34.960
<v Speaker 6>was working with him. He was saying, he's doing his work,

465
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<v Speaker 6>he's getting into his Bible. Right, he's staying focused on

466
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<v Speaker 6>the word like he needed to.

467
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<v Speaker 2>And you know, me being a human that I am.

468
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<v Speaker 6>Uh, I got busy with work, didn't check in as

469
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<v Speaker 6>much like I did. Right, four months goes by and

470
00:24:49.920 --> 00:24:51.640
<v Speaker 6>I happen to be out in his neighborhood checking out

471
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<v Speaker 6>a property. So I reach out to him because that's

472
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<v Speaker 6>kind of my way of doing things. Right, when I'm

473
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<v Speaker 6>in that moment, I think of you, I'm sending something.

474
00:25:00.480 --> 00:25:02.279
<v Speaker 6>I don't need to wait until later in that day.

475
00:25:02.319 --> 00:25:07.160
<v Speaker 6>I'll just send it randomly. Right, And he's gone down

476
00:25:07.680 --> 00:25:13.799
<v Speaker 6>the complete opposite path. Now, Unfortunately, it's it's his depression talking,

477
00:25:13.960 --> 00:25:18.039
<v Speaker 6>it's the it's it's God's fault, it's this and that.

478
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<v Speaker 6>And one of the first things I reminded him of

479
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<v Speaker 6>I was, I was like, let's not get mad at

480
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<v Speaker 6>God when we have our free will here.

481
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<v Speaker 2>It wasn't God that caused her to do these things.

482
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<v Speaker 6>You know, we're trying to put Blaine where it doesn't

483
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<v Speaker 6>belong and simply, you know, trying to make this long

484
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<v Speaker 6>story shorter.

485
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<v Speaker 2>Is that.

486
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<v Speaker 6>Seeing him in a distract place of mind, right, he

487
00:25:49.519 --> 00:25:54.279
<v Speaker 6>was getting borderline rude with me, treating me almost as

488
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<v Speaker 6>if I'm the problem, But I understand when you're not

489
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<v Speaker 6>in the right frame of mind. When I'm no longer

490
00:26:03.480 --> 00:26:07.720
<v Speaker 6>talking to that person, I'm talking to their depression, I'm

491
00:26:07.759 --> 00:26:11.160
<v Speaker 6>talking to their emotions. I'm talking to that lost person

492
00:26:11.240 --> 00:26:16.319
<v Speaker 6>that's just ran away from God. And I chose patience

493
00:26:17.079 --> 00:26:20.640
<v Speaker 6>in the past. Let me tell you, boys, you say

494
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<v Speaker 6>something crazy to me, I'm in your neighborhood and I

495
00:26:24.240 --> 00:26:27.599
<v Speaker 6>got some baby powder on me. I will surely stop on,

496
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<v Speaker 6>but I'll pause my schedule for the day.

497
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<v Speaker 2>I will make.

498
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<v Speaker 6>Some time to come talk to you. And you know

499
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<v Speaker 6>I've learned obviously that does no good. If I'm to

500
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<v Speaker 6>be more like a lord, you know, walk with compassion

501
00:26:43.960 --> 00:26:46.920
<v Speaker 6>and show love, that's my job.

502
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<v Speaker 2>Love my neighbor.

503
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<v Speaker 6>Right and outside of even he and I, I have

504
00:26:53.640 --> 00:26:56.880
<v Speaker 6>another person I mentor that knows him, and it's part

505
00:26:56.920 --> 00:26:59.079
<v Speaker 6>of his development where he was scared to reach out,

506
00:27:00.640 --> 00:27:04.200
<v Speaker 6>he started reaching out to that same mutual friend, check

507
00:27:04.279 --> 00:27:07.119
<v Speaker 6>and see how he was doing and get over his

508
00:27:07.240 --> 00:27:11.599
<v Speaker 6>uncomfortable side of thinking he's just bothering people. Well, the

509
00:27:11.680 --> 00:27:14.960
<v Speaker 6>guy I'm currently mentoring has made a lot of progress

510
00:27:15.079 --> 00:27:18.880
<v Speaker 6>in that world. And I actually literally had the conversation

511
00:27:19.000 --> 00:27:23.599
<v Speaker 6>with him where I reinstated when you have worked through something,

512
00:27:24.440 --> 00:27:26.480
<v Speaker 6>God has helped you in every step of that way.

513
00:27:27.559 --> 00:27:33.160
<v Speaker 6>You see your ally over there on bended knee, struggling,

514
00:27:33.920 --> 00:27:37.640
<v Speaker 6>you go right there with him. You choose to pick

515
00:27:37.720 --> 00:27:41.279
<v Speaker 6>him up and not just leave him out there. It

516
00:27:41.359 --> 00:27:43.960
<v Speaker 6>may not be on your terms, you know. It could

517
00:27:44.039 --> 00:27:45.880
<v Speaker 6>be that he becomes rude, and he did. He got

518
00:27:45.960 --> 00:27:49.279
<v Speaker 6>rude with even him right and I had to call

519
00:27:49.359 --> 00:27:51.920
<v Speaker 6>him again and remind him. Is that Listen, we're not

520
00:27:51.960 --> 00:27:55.039
<v Speaker 6>talking to the same person right now. We're talking to

521
00:27:55.079 --> 00:27:58.559
<v Speaker 6>somebody who's in that emotion. He's believing in the heart

522
00:27:58.720 --> 00:28:02.480
<v Speaker 6>being so deceitful to him right now. But no, let

523
00:28:02.599 --> 00:28:06.440
<v Speaker 6>go of that, let go of yourself, right What does

524
00:28:06.480 --> 00:28:09.119
<v Speaker 6>God want you to do here? Do you leave this

525
00:28:09.200 --> 00:28:13.559
<v Speaker 6>man alone because he's just angry and hates everyone and everything?

526
00:28:14.680 --> 00:28:17.880
<v Speaker 6>Or do you be patient something even if you're not

527
00:28:17.960 --> 00:28:21.160
<v Speaker 6>the most patient person. Be compassionate, even if you just

528
00:28:21.359 --> 00:28:25.200
<v Speaker 6>don't want to be compassionate. And that's what we're supposed

529
00:28:25.200 --> 00:28:29.079
<v Speaker 6>to do. When we've worked ourselves and gotten passed through

530
00:28:29.079 --> 00:28:36.400
<v Speaker 6>these things. That experience isn't just only meant for you. You

531
00:28:35.400 --> 00:28:41.200
<v Speaker 6>take that information. You see your brother slip and falling whatever. Hey,

532
00:28:41.319 --> 00:28:43.079
<v Speaker 6>this is what's going on. This is what I can

533
00:28:43.119 --> 00:28:46.240
<v Speaker 6>still struggle with with it. This is how I got

534
00:28:46.279 --> 00:28:49.240
<v Speaker 6>past it. And this is where I'm gonna hold you

535
00:28:49.279 --> 00:28:51.279
<v Speaker 6>accountable at too, if you want to get past it

536
00:28:51.319 --> 00:28:54.240
<v Speaker 6>as well. But I love you and I won't let

537
00:28:54.279 --> 00:28:57.440
<v Speaker 6>you sit there. But I believe we definitely inherently have

538
00:28:57.680 --> 00:29:01.960
<v Speaker 6>that resptponsibility to do those types of things.

539
00:29:03.319 --> 00:29:06.519
<v Speaker 4>So I tell you, I'm gonna tell you that you

540
00:29:06.559 --> 00:29:10.599
<v Speaker 4>think about this like like I think it's spiritual warfare

541
00:29:10.640 --> 00:29:12.680
<v Speaker 4>first of all, right, if heesian six twelve, we fight

542
00:29:12.759 --> 00:29:16.200
<v Speaker 4>not against flesh and blood. We're fighting against evil powers,

543
00:29:16.519 --> 00:29:19.960
<v Speaker 4>dark and dark places. You know, this is all stuff, depression,

544
00:29:20.960 --> 00:29:24.240
<v Speaker 4>all these other feelings that that we have of you know,

545
00:29:24.319 --> 00:29:27.359
<v Speaker 4>in adequacy, all these things. This is a demon whispering

546
00:29:27.400 --> 00:29:29.799
<v Speaker 4>in your ear. This is not God, this is nothing.

547
00:29:29.839 --> 00:29:31.839
<v Speaker 4>This is the world. This is all the demonic forces

548
00:29:31.880 --> 00:29:34.240
<v Speaker 4>in this world. We're sparing here telling you you're not

549
00:29:34.279 --> 00:29:36.759
<v Speaker 4>good enough, telling you you're not you know there. But

550
00:29:37.519 --> 00:29:39.200
<v Speaker 4>what you're saying, Brian to me is the way I

551
00:29:39.279 --> 00:29:41.599
<v Speaker 4>look at it as a is a dodgeball game, right,

552
00:29:41.680 --> 00:29:45.000
<v Speaker 4>It's us against the bad guys. And if your buddy

553
00:29:45.559 --> 00:29:47.079
<v Speaker 4>is one on one with the bad guy. If you

554
00:29:47.079 --> 00:29:48.680
<v Speaker 4>step in, you're on his team. All of a sudden,

555
00:29:48.680 --> 00:29:51.400
<v Speaker 4>it's two against one, much better odds, right, if you

556
00:29:51.519 --> 00:29:54.400
<v Speaker 4>got somebody at your back, that's there, that's gonna be

557
00:29:54.599 --> 00:29:57.880
<v Speaker 4>speaking that that that you know, the Gospel speaking Jesus

558
00:29:57.880 --> 00:30:01.480
<v Speaker 4>speaking God over you, that that dodgeball game that just

559
00:30:01.519 --> 00:30:05.079
<v Speaker 4>swung in a positive direction. So I think it's really

560
00:30:05.119 --> 00:30:08.359
<v Speaker 4>important to to Like you said, I think you know

561
00:30:08.559 --> 00:30:10.440
<v Speaker 4>you have two choices there. You're just gonna leave alone,

562
00:30:10.519 --> 00:30:13.079
<v Speaker 4>say eh whatever, or are you gonna step up to

563
00:30:13.119 --> 00:30:15.359
<v Speaker 4>the plate and be that you know, the guy that

564
00:30:15.440 --> 00:30:17.440
<v Speaker 4>jumps in and say I'm on your team, buddy, I'm here,

565
00:30:18.119 --> 00:30:19.799
<v Speaker 4>you know. And I'd say the same thing to every

566
00:30:19.839 --> 00:30:21.599
<v Speaker 4>one of you guys. And I've said I say this

567
00:30:21.680 --> 00:30:24.160
<v Speaker 4>to a lot of people, but you guys, ever need me,

568
00:30:24.200 --> 00:30:26.960
<v Speaker 4>I'm there, you know. I say that to people I meet.

569
00:30:27.000 --> 00:30:30.599
<v Speaker 4>I say to people that I barely know you need me,

570
00:30:30.759 --> 00:30:34.880
<v Speaker 4>I'm there. Because the things that you're going through, that's

571
00:30:34.960 --> 00:30:38.680
<v Speaker 4>not you, that's not God. That's that's first of all,

572
00:30:38.680 --> 00:30:41.480
<v Speaker 4>there's sin, but there's demonic things in this world. The

573
00:30:41.519 --> 00:30:43.680
<v Speaker 4>things that go through your head, those evil thoughts those

574
00:30:43.720 --> 00:30:49.319
<v Speaker 4>things that happen. This is this is such a fight

575
00:30:49.440 --> 00:30:52.119
<v Speaker 4>that people don't understand that if we could see the

576
00:30:52.160 --> 00:30:56.119
<v Speaker 4>spiritual realm around us, you probably you'd have a heart

577
00:30:56.119 --> 00:30:58.519
<v Speaker 4>attack and die because you could not handle the sight

578
00:30:58.680 --> 00:31:02.319
<v Speaker 4>of what you would see. The demons that are surrounding us,

579
00:31:02.160 --> 00:31:04.759
<v Speaker 4>the evil that surround us. And if we don't have

580
00:31:04.880 --> 00:31:07.319
<v Speaker 4>God on our team, if we haven't asked Jesus to

581
00:31:07.759 --> 00:31:10.599
<v Speaker 4>step in and be on our team, then we're leaving

582
00:31:10.599 --> 00:31:14.160
<v Speaker 4>ourselves extremely exposed. And on top of that, if you

583
00:31:14.240 --> 00:31:17.240
<v Speaker 4>have it in you, you're stepping into a role to

584
00:31:17.279 --> 00:31:19.240
<v Speaker 4>try to help that person next to you. We don't

585
00:31:19.279 --> 00:31:21.240
<v Speaker 4>want to leave anybody on the island. We want to

586
00:31:21.240 --> 00:31:23.119
<v Speaker 4>get on that island with him and say, hey, you

587
00:31:23.119 --> 00:31:25.680
<v Speaker 4>know we're here for you. Let I want to help you.

588
00:31:25.720 --> 00:31:28.240
<v Speaker 4>I want to get you to that next step, whatever

589
00:31:28.279 --> 00:31:31.440
<v Speaker 4>it may be. But no, I think that's spot on.

590
00:31:31.519 --> 00:31:35.160
<v Speaker 4>I think that's I mean, that's what it's all about.

591
00:31:35.920 --> 00:31:40.359
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, amen, agreement. I mean it is something that will

592
00:31:40.400 --> 00:31:44.039
<v Speaker 6>always do. And you know, I know we talk about

593
00:31:44.039 --> 00:31:50.440
<v Speaker 6>this on the show, but like I know, Sean says

594
00:31:50.480 --> 00:31:52.160
<v Speaker 6>that I help him out a lot, but like you know,

595
00:31:52.240 --> 00:31:54.480
<v Speaker 6>there's several times he helps me out. Like that's the thing.

596
00:31:55.039 --> 00:31:58.640
<v Speaker 6>God's provided us with so many resources. I see when

597
00:31:58.640 --> 00:32:01.680
<v Speaker 6>I have your phone number, I could call you up

598
00:32:02.599 --> 00:32:03.759
<v Speaker 6>if I have any kind of question.

599
00:32:04.319 --> 00:32:07.039
<v Speaker 2>I know you'd be there for me. I don't have

600
00:32:07.079 --> 00:32:08.119
<v Speaker 2>a doubt in the world.

601
00:32:08.039 --> 00:32:10.319
<v Speaker 6>Like God doesn't allow me to cross paths with certain

602
00:32:10.359 --> 00:32:14.400
<v Speaker 6>people and not have that ability to And the only

603
00:32:14.480 --> 00:32:16.599
<v Speaker 6>time I'm getting away from God is just like we've

604
00:32:16.599 --> 00:32:19.000
<v Speaker 6>talked about millions of time, I'm just not focusing and

605
00:32:19.079 --> 00:32:22.200
<v Speaker 6>using my resources. And it's human human aspects. We get

606
00:32:22.200 --> 00:32:25.640
<v Speaker 6>too over encumbered by you know, what we watched on

607
00:32:25.720 --> 00:32:28.559
<v Speaker 6>TV or YouTube or you know.

608
00:32:28.960 --> 00:32:30.799
<v Speaker 2>We're just doing the wrong things.

609
00:32:30.839 --> 00:32:34.119
<v Speaker 6>We're drinking too much, we're trying to just get far

610
00:32:34.160 --> 00:32:37.759
<v Speaker 6>away because we want to follow the emotions, and you know,

611
00:32:38.039 --> 00:32:41.599
<v Speaker 6>you're right. I mean, we're trying to just not even

612
00:32:41.599 --> 00:32:45.279
<v Speaker 6>acknowledge it's a demon. That's we're just not willing to

613
00:32:45.279 --> 00:32:47.720
<v Speaker 6>fight anymore. We're just saying, go ahead, just run it.

614
00:32:48.359 --> 00:32:51.119
<v Speaker 6>Let's just be depressed for a week. We'll be fine

615
00:32:51.119 --> 00:32:53.880
<v Speaker 6>again afterwards. And that was one of even one of

616
00:32:53.920 --> 00:32:55.599
<v Speaker 6>the messages he sent me. You know, it was like,

617
00:32:55.720 --> 00:32:57.759
<v Speaker 6>I I've worked through this before. I was like, yeah,

618
00:32:58.599 --> 00:33:02.119
<v Speaker 6>you did, but you know, to do it all by yourself.

619
00:33:03.160 --> 00:33:06.880
<v Speaker 6>I mean that doesn't sound like the best idea. I

620
00:33:06.920 --> 00:33:10.839
<v Speaker 6>mean I try to do so many things by myself

621
00:33:11.160 --> 00:33:13.000
<v Speaker 6>because I thought I had no other choice.

622
00:33:13.720 --> 00:33:15.759
<v Speaker 2>I had choices every single time.

623
00:33:16.079 --> 00:33:20.880
<v Speaker 6>I'm just an idiot, and I now know that I

624
00:33:20.920 --> 00:33:25.119
<v Speaker 6>have several and so many resources that like, I know,

625
00:33:25.160 --> 00:33:27.559
<v Speaker 6>people tend to view me as somebody that doesn't. It's

626
00:33:27.640 --> 00:33:30.160
<v Speaker 6>just now, I just don't call the same people for it.

627
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<v Speaker 6>I call the specific person I know they can help

628
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<v Speaker 6>me with that information that I'm looking for. And if

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<v Speaker 6>you happen to be that person I'm calling, I got

630
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<v Speaker 6>no shame in my game.

631
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<v Speaker 2>Hey, I'm an idiot. Can you help me with this?

632
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<v Speaker 6>And if we can all and it's tough when the

633
00:33:47.880 --> 00:33:53.079
<v Speaker 6>demon's whispering in your ear. Depression, man, I'm sure we've

634
00:33:53.079 --> 00:33:57.400
<v Speaker 6>all had a taste of it, right it is. It

635
00:33:57.480 --> 00:34:00.720
<v Speaker 6>is one of the just craziest things that it seems

636
00:34:00.759 --> 00:34:04.200
<v Speaker 6>so sweet in the moment to just give in, let

637
00:34:04.240 --> 00:34:10.079
<v Speaker 6>it be, just feel the feelings. But staying there is

638
00:34:10.159 --> 00:34:14.519
<v Speaker 6>only making everything you're worried about with your depression become

639
00:34:14.679 --> 00:34:19.760
<v Speaker 6>actually real. All the problems that you're so actually deathly

640
00:34:19.800 --> 00:34:23.320
<v Speaker 6>afraid of you're doing the action to make sure that

641
00:34:23.320 --> 00:34:26.679
<v Speaker 6>that is what really comes to play instead of just

642
00:34:26.760 --> 00:34:29.920
<v Speaker 6>doing the work. When the work, well, it's the word, right,

643
00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:33.159
<v Speaker 6>the word work doesn't mean you're just sitting around waiting.

644
00:34:33.880 --> 00:34:36.719
<v Speaker 6>You're just waiting for somebody to come. Put the resolve

645
00:34:36.880 --> 00:34:39.320
<v Speaker 6>right directly in your palm, and now you're good to go.

646
00:34:39.719 --> 00:34:43.840
<v Speaker 6>You've got to go work. And when you're working, that's

647
00:34:43.880 --> 00:34:47.480
<v Speaker 6>the real blessing. You get to see everything. Your eyes

648
00:34:47.519 --> 00:34:50.480
<v Speaker 6>are so much more open, you can pay attention to

649
00:34:50.519 --> 00:34:56.079
<v Speaker 6>the details. And now when those moments come again, you

650
00:34:56.159 --> 00:34:59.760
<v Speaker 6>remember those things. It's like you build your own scrapbook

651
00:35:00.320 --> 00:35:03.519
<v Speaker 6>in your head that helps you just remember. Okay, well listen,

652
00:35:03.519 --> 00:35:07.519
<v Speaker 6>we've been here before. This is somewhat similar alters. Yeah,

653
00:35:07.679 --> 00:35:11.159
<v Speaker 6>one hundred percent, man, And you can keep going because, yeah,

654
00:35:11.159 --> 00:35:14.079
<v Speaker 6>I still get knocked down plenty of days. You know,

655
00:35:14.119 --> 00:35:18.679
<v Speaker 6>I'll go so hard I or I neglect something or

656
00:35:18.960 --> 00:35:20.119
<v Speaker 6>you know, whatever.

657
00:35:19.880 --> 00:35:21.760
<v Speaker 2>It could be. I can still falter.

658
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<v Speaker 6>And man, I if I ever run into somebody that

659
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<v Speaker 6>says I got.

660
00:35:27.840 --> 00:35:30.960
<v Speaker 2>It all figured out, I'm good. I don't need anything.

661
00:35:31.880 --> 00:35:33.599
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna find like some holy water and throw it

662
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<v Speaker 2>on them. I'll put a cross on their foread and

663
00:35:35.280 --> 00:35:37.400
<v Speaker 2>just see if it burns. I expect to.

664
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<v Speaker 3>Fill run away, run from those people behind me, Satan No,

665
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<v Speaker 3>because that's lie man.

666
00:35:44.920 --> 00:35:46.639
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to be around those kind of people.

667
00:35:46.679 --> 00:35:46.880
<v Speaker 4>Man.

668
00:35:47.519 --> 00:35:52.360
<v Speaker 5>Ever, once you get to a certain point, when you

669
00:35:52.400 --> 00:35:54.599
<v Speaker 5>think you have it all figured out, you get dangerous

670
00:35:54.599 --> 00:35:58.519
<v Speaker 5>with that ego. I know, because me and my ego

671
00:35:58.559 --> 00:36:02.519
<v Speaker 5>are close buddies, but we can't hang out. You know,

672
00:36:02.559 --> 00:36:04.519
<v Speaker 5>we're clothes buddies, but we can't hang out. And the

673
00:36:04.519 --> 00:36:08.119
<v Speaker 5>times that we do hang out, we just that guy

674
00:36:08.119 --> 00:36:11.880
<v Speaker 5>gets me in trouble every single time. And you know,

675
00:36:13.159 --> 00:36:18.079
<v Speaker 5>speaking on depression and things like that, it's just growing up,

676
00:36:18.159 --> 00:36:20.280
<v Speaker 5>I never heard about anybody being depressed.

677
00:36:20.519 --> 00:36:20.760
<v Speaker 4>You know.

678
00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:23.239
<v Speaker 5>I think that the older generation before us, they just

679
00:36:23.280 --> 00:36:25.840
<v Speaker 5>thought that you could beat depression out of somebody, right,

680
00:36:25.960 --> 00:36:28.199
<v Speaker 5>just you know, if a kid's acting sad, just the

681
00:36:28.440 --> 00:36:32.400
<v Speaker 5>I mean, you know my kids, Papa mean, it's any

682
00:36:32.440 --> 00:36:35.519
<v Speaker 5>problem in their life, that's the answer, whoop them, you

683
00:36:35.559 --> 00:36:38.320
<v Speaker 5>know what I mean. And it's like that doesn't really work.

684
00:36:38.440 --> 00:36:43.000
<v Speaker 5>But what does work is to be open. And you know,

685
00:36:43.119 --> 00:36:46.719
<v Speaker 5>like I'll use myself as an example today, even being open,

686
00:36:46.760 --> 00:36:50.119
<v Speaker 5>it's not being vulnerable just to other people, right, It's

687
00:36:50.159 --> 00:36:53.280
<v Speaker 5>it's having a vulnerable prayer life. It's having a vulnerable

688
00:36:53.320 --> 00:36:56.880
<v Speaker 5>walk with the Lord, you know, because not only do

689
00:36:56.920 --> 00:36:59.519
<v Speaker 5>we try to keep things away from the people that

690
00:36:59.599 --> 00:37:02.480
<v Speaker 5>we know, but we try to keep things away from God,

691
00:37:02.599 --> 00:37:05.159
<v Speaker 5>you know. And how foolish of us to think that

692
00:37:05.159 --> 00:37:07.719
<v Speaker 5>that's gonna work out anyway, But we do it. We

693
00:37:07.880 --> 00:37:11.559
<v Speaker 5>absolutely do it. And this morning, you know, I just

694
00:37:11.599 --> 00:37:13.679
<v Speaker 5>went I've just had a week, man Like, it's been

695
00:37:13.719 --> 00:37:15.679
<v Speaker 5>a lot of work, it's been a lot of just

696
00:37:15.760 --> 00:37:19.079
<v Speaker 5>other crazy bs stuff going on. It's just like out

697
00:37:19.079 --> 00:37:22.760
<v Speaker 5>of nowhere, you know. And this morning, I ain't gonna

698
00:37:22.800 --> 00:37:25.679
<v Speaker 5>lot of y'all. I woke up, I doom scrolled on

699
00:37:25.800 --> 00:37:30.079
<v Speaker 5>my cell phone until noon, and I told myself, every

700
00:37:30.079 --> 00:37:33.239
<v Speaker 5>ten minutes, I'm gonna do my Bible study. In ten minutes,

701
00:37:33.679 --> 00:37:35.960
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna do my Bible study in ten minutes. And

702
00:37:36.000 --> 00:37:39.320
<v Speaker 5>I'm just Instagram just having me wrapped up. All the

703
00:37:39.400 --> 00:37:42.760
<v Speaker 5>videos were good. I just couldn't get away. And I

704
00:37:42.800 --> 00:37:45.519
<v Speaker 5>finally taught myself. I was like, nah, you're being a loser.

705
00:37:45.960 --> 00:37:48.159
<v Speaker 5>We gotta get to this Bible study. You know, sometimes

706
00:37:48.199 --> 00:37:50.280
<v Speaker 5>you gotta have some mean self talk. You gotta keep

707
00:37:50.280 --> 00:37:54.880
<v Speaker 5>it real with yourself and open the Bible up. I read.

708
00:37:55.760 --> 00:38:00.079
<v Speaker 5>I read like three sentences. I'm just super distracted, and

709
00:38:00.119 --> 00:38:02.519
<v Speaker 5>so I just go to prayer, you know, and I prayed.

710
00:38:02.760 --> 00:38:06.239
<v Speaker 5>I just told God openly, what do you want me

711
00:38:06.320 --> 00:38:08.360
<v Speaker 5>to pray about? Like, I don't even know how to

712
00:38:08.400 --> 00:38:12.119
<v Speaker 5>form the words to express it to you? What is

713
00:38:12.159 --> 00:38:14.039
<v Speaker 5>it that you want me to do with this? You know,

714
00:38:14.159 --> 00:38:16.159
<v Speaker 5>I'm not trying to get out of this. If this

715
00:38:16.239 --> 00:38:18.679
<v Speaker 5>is where I need to be, so be it. Let

716
00:38:18.719 --> 00:38:21.599
<v Speaker 5>your will be done in my life. But I'm asking

717
00:38:21.599 --> 00:38:24.559
<v Speaker 5>you for endurance. I'm asking you for extra vision so

718
00:38:24.639 --> 00:38:26.519
<v Speaker 5>I can see what it is that I need to

719
00:38:26.559 --> 00:38:29.119
<v Speaker 5>see right now to I need to hear what I

720
00:38:29.159 --> 00:38:31.119
<v Speaker 5>need to hear right now. I need to make sure

721
00:38:31.360 --> 00:38:34.280
<v Speaker 5>that in this moment, I'm just the only thing. You know,

722
00:38:34.360 --> 00:38:36.159
<v Speaker 5>you don't want to just leave out of a moment

723
00:38:36.280 --> 00:38:37.920
<v Speaker 5>like this and the only thing that you have is

724
00:38:37.960 --> 00:38:40.960
<v Speaker 5>a defeat. You want to come out victorious, and not

725
00:38:41.159 --> 00:38:43.960
<v Speaker 5>just for yourself, but above all things. You want to

726
00:38:43.960 --> 00:38:47.800
<v Speaker 5>come out victorious because that glorifies the Lord and your struggles.

727
00:38:48.360 --> 00:38:50.800
<v Speaker 5>And I'm asking him, what is it that I need

728
00:38:50.800 --> 00:38:54.840
<v Speaker 5>to do to to to be able to get back

729
00:38:54.880 --> 00:38:58.599
<v Speaker 5>to where I know I need to be at. And anyway,

730
00:38:58.639 --> 00:39:01.119
<v Speaker 5>I just I just prayed myself in circles, right like,

731
00:39:01.199 --> 00:39:02.840
<v Speaker 5>I feel like God just had to listen to me

732
00:39:02.960 --> 00:39:05.920
<v Speaker 5>ramble for five or ten minutes, you know, And you know,

733
00:39:06.000 --> 00:39:08.519
<v Speaker 5>praise praise the Lord that the Holy Spirit steps in

734
00:39:08.599 --> 00:39:11.199
<v Speaker 5>and intercedes on our behalf and makes sense out of

735
00:39:11.199 --> 00:39:14.320
<v Speaker 5>our our our rumblings and all of our bramblings. But

736
00:39:15.280 --> 00:39:17.320
<v Speaker 5>you know, I opened my eyes from prayer. I look

737
00:39:17.400 --> 00:39:20.760
<v Speaker 5>back down at my Bible and I'm studying Matthew right now,

738
00:39:20.800 --> 00:39:23.079
<v Speaker 5>and I look down and your scripture nerds can tell

739
00:39:23.119 --> 00:39:27.079
<v Speaker 5>me where. But the next verse that I'm going over

740
00:39:27.280 --> 00:39:29.920
<v Speaker 5>is Jesus saying, you know, all you guys that are

741
00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:32.440
<v Speaker 5>burdened and heavy laden, come to me and I'll give

742
00:39:32.480 --> 00:39:36.239
<v Speaker 5>you rest, you know. But without just that open conversation

743
00:39:36.360 --> 00:39:38.960
<v Speaker 5>with the Lord and saying here, I am like, what

744
00:39:39.000 --> 00:39:41.159
<v Speaker 5>do you? I don't even know what to say to you.

745
00:39:41.440 --> 00:39:44.199
<v Speaker 5>That's how far disconnected I feel today. I don't even

746
00:39:44.239 --> 00:39:47.199
<v Speaker 5>know what to say to you. And the answer is always,

747
00:39:47.519 --> 00:39:49.639
<v Speaker 5>you got to come back to Jesus, right like. You

748
00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:52.519
<v Speaker 5>have to do that. That's the only rest I've ever

749
00:39:52.559 --> 00:39:56.159
<v Speaker 5>gotten in my entire life, and I wholeheartedly believe it'll

750
00:39:56.199 --> 00:39:58.880
<v Speaker 5>be the only rest that any of us ever get.

751
00:39:59.480 --> 00:40:01.239
<v Speaker 5>You know, and I'm not talking about the kind of

752
00:40:01.280 --> 00:40:03.199
<v Speaker 5>rest that you go to sleep and you have a

753
00:40:03.199 --> 00:40:05.920
<v Speaker 5>good night sleep. I'm talking about the rest and your spirit.

754
00:40:06.119 --> 00:40:09.199
<v Speaker 5>You know, there's an unrest when you're in those places

755
00:40:09.239 --> 00:40:12.800
<v Speaker 5>that I don't care if you hit a billion dollar

756
00:40:12.920 --> 00:40:15.760
<v Speaker 5>jackpot lottery, that won't give you the rest from that.

757
00:40:15.800 --> 00:40:19.559
<v Speaker 5>You're just tormented until you get yourself back there. And

758
00:40:20.599 --> 00:40:22.519
<v Speaker 5>you have to be open with God. You know, a

759
00:40:22.559 --> 00:40:25.000
<v Speaker 5>lot of times when I was a brand new, fresh

760
00:40:25.079 --> 00:40:28.599
<v Speaker 5>baby Christian, you know, I didn't want to go to

761
00:40:28.639 --> 00:40:31.119
<v Speaker 5>God with any problems, right because I'm like, I'm not

762
00:40:31.159 --> 00:40:33.280
<v Speaker 5>trying to complain, Lord, I don't want to complain to

763
00:40:33.360 --> 00:40:37.000
<v Speaker 5>the Lord, complete opposite of what we're supposed to do.

764
00:40:37.159 --> 00:40:39.519
<v Speaker 5>And I promise, like, the more open you are, it

765
00:40:39.639 --> 00:40:42.840
<v Speaker 5>might be a complaint at first. You keep talking, you

766
00:40:42.920 --> 00:40:47.440
<v Speaker 5>keep praying, those complaints will work themselves right into gratitude.

767
00:40:47.519 --> 00:40:50.360
<v Speaker 5>He will show you where to be grateful. He will

768
00:40:50.360 --> 00:40:53.960
<v Speaker 5>show you how to flip that complaint into being triumphant

769
00:40:54.000 --> 00:40:57.159
<v Speaker 5>over whatever it is that you're complaining about. But man,

770
00:40:57.199 --> 00:40:59.519
<v Speaker 5>when you try to keep that away from him. You're

771
00:40:59.519 --> 00:41:02.000
<v Speaker 5>on your own that you're in a full long game

772
00:41:02.039 --> 00:41:04.119
<v Speaker 5>of mess around and find out you get to face

773
00:41:04.159 --> 00:41:06.880
<v Speaker 5>all the bosses. You're gonna get stomped out, every one

774
00:41:06.920 --> 00:41:10.159
<v Speaker 5>of them. Ain't no extra lives nothing, You're just done.

775
00:41:10.480 --> 00:41:14.039
<v Speaker 5>You just playing a losing game. And you know, I

776
00:41:14.039 --> 00:41:17.920
<v Speaker 5>would encourage anybody, everybody, you know, be open with the Lord,

777
00:41:17.960 --> 00:41:20.400
<v Speaker 5>no matter what it is. You know, it's we're supposed

778
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:22.880
<v Speaker 5>to come to the Lord. You know just how we are,

779
00:41:23.159 --> 00:41:25.519
<v Speaker 5>So why do we try to change that before we come?

780
00:41:26.000 --> 00:41:28.960
<v Speaker 5>You know, it's like it's we're working the opposite way,

781
00:41:29.840 --> 00:41:33.639
<v Speaker 5>and we you know, humans just like to keep things

782
00:41:33.639 --> 00:41:36.800
<v Speaker 5>in the dark. We're ashamed of everything that goes wrong

783
00:41:36.840 --> 00:41:39.280
<v Speaker 5>in our life. And it's like we're under a magnifying

784
00:41:39.360 --> 00:41:41.920
<v Speaker 5>glass right now in the age of social media and

785
00:41:41.920 --> 00:41:44.239
<v Speaker 5>all that, where it's like you better not slip up

786
00:41:44.280 --> 00:41:47.360
<v Speaker 5>and fall, because what will everybody think? Who cares what

787
00:41:47.440 --> 00:41:51.039
<v Speaker 5>anybody except for Jesus thinks of me? You know I

788
00:41:51.119 --> 00:41:53.559
<v Speaker 5>do in certain times, but truly, who cares? And why

789
00:41:53.559 --> 00:41:55.679
<v Speaker 5>do we spend our time defending that? Why do we

790
00:41:55.679 --> 00:41:58.400
<v Speaker 5>spend our you know, we we want so much to

791
00:41:58.400 --> 00:42:00.239
<v Speaker 5>be in the light that we turn the dark. We

792
00:42:00.280 --> 00:42:03.960
<v Speaker 5>turn the lights out? Yeah, why why do we do that?

793
00:42:04.280 --> 00:42:06.480
<v Speaker 5>You know what I mean, it's we turn the complete

794
00:42:06.519 --> 00:42:08.880
<v Speaker 5>opposite direction, you know, Brian, Just like you were saying

795
00:42:08.880 --> 00:42:11.079
<v Speaker 5>about your buddy. It's like you get fired up, you

796
00:42:11.119 --> 00:42:13.559
<v Speaker 5>get fired up, you get fired up. But I mean,

797
00:42:13.639 --> 00:42:16.000
<v Speaker 5>let's keep it real. Sometimes we just get fired up

798
00:42:16.039 --> 00:42:17.920
<v Speaker 5>until we don't get what we want and then we

799
00:42:17.960 --> 00:42:18.800
<v Speaker 5>act like babies.

800
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<v Speaker 6>So lack of patience for sure. I mean, that's all

801
00:42:21.679 --> 00:42:24.840
<v Speaker 6>whatever really boils down to God. I prayed, God, I

802
00:42:24.880 --> 00:42:27.159
<v Speaker 6>prayed God, I asked. You said, that's all I had

803
00:42:27.159 --> 00:42:33.599
<v Speaker 6>to do. Hold on, you know, hold up, bud, Yeah, pray, ask,

804
00:42:34.280 --> 00:42:37.079
<v Speaker 6>but you still got to get to work, you know.

805
00:42:37.280 --> 00:42:44.760
<v Speaker 6>To you know, I call, you know, prayer for just

806
00:42:45.079 --> 00:42:47.840
<v Speaker 6>a full blown, well, prayer for anything. I wouldn't even

807
00:42:47.840 --> 00:42:50.880
<v Speaker 6>say just a miracle, right, Just prayer and asking for

808
00:42:51.039 --> 00:42:56.400
<v Speaker 6>things without work is also just known as delusion. To

809
00:42:56.559 --> 00:43:00.000
<v Speaker 6>sit there and only pray and do nothing behind it.

810
00:43:00.400 --> 00:43:03.599
<v Speaker 6>Be on that further like that, that's that doesn't make

811
00:43:03.639 --> 00:43:07.079
<v Speaker 6>sense to me. You know, if if I'm restricted and

812
00:43:07.159 --> 00:43:11.039
<v Speaker 6>I physically can't go do some work I have no capability,

813
00:43:11.039 --> 00:43:14.440
<v Speaker 6>then yes, I'm going to pray. But that's because you know,

814
00:43:14.480 --> 00:43:17.159
<v Speaker 6>if I'm a quadriplegic or something to a degree and

815
00:43:17.239 --> 00:43:19.159
<v Speaker 6>I've lost all my limbs, i can't get up and

816
00:43:19.199 --> 00:43:21.440
<v Speaker 6>go to work, I'm gonna pray. I'm gonna go hard

817
00:43:21.480 --> 00:43:23.840
<v Speaker 6>with that, but there will still be something that I

818
00:43:23.880 --> 00:43:28.239
<v Speaker 6>can do, because, uh, you know, I believe heavily in

819
00:43:28.280 --> 00:43:31.719
<v Speaker 6>that we are to get to work, and we typically

820
00:43:31.760 --> 00:43:37.320
<v Speaker 6>become impatient because we're not working. It's easy to sit

821
00:43:37.360 --> 00:43:41.519
<v Speaker 6>there and just say I want the outcome. And when

822
00:43:41.559 --> 00:43:45.360
<v Speaker 6>we take a break, why isn't the outcome here yet?

823
00:43:46.519 --> 00:43:48.760
<v Speaker 6>You just you just did thirty minutes worth of work

824
00:43:48.760 --> 00:43:52.840
<v Speaker 6>and you just expected it's gonna fall in your lap now, Delusion.

825
00:43:55.000 --> 00:44:01.719
<v Speaker 5>Spiritual Labs and you guys, I mean, you know Justin

826
00:44:01.760 --> 00:44:05.760
<v Speaker 5>and Steven. You know, I've had the pleasure of knowing

827
00:44:05.840 --> 00:44:08.320
<v Speaker 5>both of you guys for a while now and having

828
00:44:08.440 --> 00:44:11.679
<v Speaker 5>good conversations with both of you. And you know, a

829
00:44:11.719 --> 00:44:14.320
<v Speaker 5>big accolade that I would give you guys is you've

830
00:44:14.320 --> 00:44:16.679
<v Speaker 5>been a great example of no matter what's happening, you

831
00:44:16.679 --> 00:44:18.840
<v Speaker 5>guys have kept your eyes on the prize with your show.

832
00:44:19.599 --> 00:44:22.519
<v Speaker 5>You know, you guys have went through you know, plenty

833
00:44:22.519 --> 00:44:25.719
<v Speaker 5>of life stuff, you've went through internal stuff. You guys

834
00:44:25.719 --> 00:44:29.239
<v Speaker 5>have been through all that, and none of your listeners

835
00:44:29.519 --> 00:44:31.880
<v Speaker 5>wouldn't know it all, you know, And I thought about

836
00:44:31.880 --> 00:44:34.159
<v Speaker 5>that the other days. I'm just like getting molly walked

837
00:44:34.159 --> 00:44:37.360
<v Speaker 5>out here. We've not uploaded I've not uploaded an episode

838
00:44:37.400 --> 00:44:40.800
<v Speaker 5>in like two weeks. I'm like, you know, look at yeah,

839
00:44:40.840 --> 00:44:43.199
<v Speaker 5>I mean, it's really something to focus on. You know,

840
00:44:43.280 --> 00:44:47.159
<v Speaker 5>it's inspiring to me for sure. You know that you guys,

841
00:44:47.400 --> 00:44:51.840
<v Speaker 5>despite all the obstacles that life throws, you've made sure

842
00:44:51.880 --> 00:44:53.599
<v Speaker 5>that you've at least got you know, a bunch of

843
00:44:53.679 --> 00:44:56.519
<v Speaker 5>episodes stacked up, scheduled, ready to go. You guys have

844
00:44:56.639 --> 00:44:59.159
<v Speaker 5>persevered through it all, through it all, you know. So

845
00:45:00.159 --> 00:45:02.840
<v Speaker 5>you guys are carrying that same torch, you know, And

846
00:45:03.159 --> 00:45:06.280
<v Speaker 5>I would be curious to ask, you know, how do

847
00:45:06.639 --> 00:45:09.800
<v Speaker 5>you get through those things? You know, your show's face

848
00:45:09.960 --> 00:45:13.639
<v Speaker 5>plenty of challenges. How what have you guys put into practice?

849
00:45:13.679 --> 00:45:16.159
<v Speaker 5>What do you? Obviously you lean on the Lord, but

850
00:45:17.039 --> 00:45:21.480
<v Speaker 5>that sentence is very vague, you know. I when when

851
00:45:21.519 --> 00:45:23.119
<v Speaker 5>people that are trying to come to know the Lord

852
00:45:23.159 --> 00:45:25.280
<v Speaker 5>come to somebody and they're like, just give it to Jesus,

853
00:45:25.360 --> 00:45:28.320
<v Speaker 5>It's like, yeah, Okay, I hear you, but land the plane, Like,

854
00:45:28.360 --> 00:45:31.159
<v Speaker 5>what does that mean? How do I do that? Give

855
00:45:31.239 --> 00:45:34.480
<v Speaker 5>some instruction and some insight? And you guys have done that.

856
00:45:34.599 --> 00:45:37.400
<v Speaker 5>I mean, you know, just I mean your channel speaks

857
00:45:37.400 --> 00:45:39.719
<v Speaker 5>for itself. Look at the consistency. What have kept you

858
00:45:39.760 --> 00:45:42.159
<v Speaker 5>guys consistent in the game with your head straight? What

859
00:45:42.599 --> 00:45:43.400
<v Speaker 5>is it that you're doing.

860
00:45:47.199 --> 00:45:52.079
<v Speaker 4>I think that's funny because you you think about this,

861
00:45:52.159 --> 00:45:54.000
<v Speaker 4>and I'm going to tell you right now, I'll tell

862
00:45:54.000 --> 00:45:56.039
<v Speaker 4>you what's kept us in the game. And his name

863
00:45:56.079 --> 00:45:58.840
<v Speaker 4>starts with a J. That's all I'm gonna say. Because

864
00:45:59.119 --> 00:46:03.280
<v Speaker 4>he's been consistent, he's been on fire, he's he's gone

865
00:46:03.320 --> 00:46:06.280
<v Speaker 4>after this stuff. But I will tell you that it's

866
00:46:06.360 --> 00:46:10.400
<v Speaker 4>just like what was talking about.

867
00:46:10.519 --> 00:46:12.239
<v Speaker 5>We talk about Jesus or Justin here.

868
00:46:12.320 --> 00:46:15.360
<v Speaker 4>No, Ben has a silent Ben has a silent Jay

869
00:46:15.360 --> 00:46:19.159
<v Speaker 4>at the beginning. No, but Justin and all serious, I

870
00:46:19.159 --> 00:46:22.159
<v Speaker 4>mean it is it is ultimately for Jesus, obviously, but

871
00:46:22.880 --> 00:46:26.280
<v Speaker 4>Justin has been you know. So when God sets you

872
00:46:26.360 --> 00:46:28.119
<v Speaker 4>up with something right, if God has a plan for you,

873
00:46:28.199 --> 00:46:30.280
<v Speaker 4>he's going to give you the tools to get something done.

874
00:46:30.760 --> 00:46:33.480
<v Speaker 4>And I'm not calling Justin a tool, but what I

875
00:46:33.519 --> 00:46:36.639
<v Speaker 4>am saying is that you know, He's put us in

876
00:46:36.719 --> 00:46:39.880
<v Speaker 4>a place, in a in the way that he set

877
00:46:39.920 --> 00:46:43.079
<v Speaker 4>this up, the way this show started. This isn't there's

878
00:46:43.119 --> 00:46:46.159
<v Speaker 4>no glory to us and this at all. But what

879
00:46:46.239 --> 00:46:48.199
<v Speaker 4>he did is he put a couple of people together

880
00:46:48.800 --> 00:46:52.599
<v Speaker 4>where we can lift each other up. We have disagreements,

881
00:46:52.719 --> 00:46:56.079
<v Speaker 4>Believe me, we have disagreements. Me and Justin both have

882
00:46:56.199 --> 00:46:58.679
<v Speaker 4>talked about walking away from the show. I'm not that

883
00:46:58.840 --> 00:47:01.760
<v Speaker 4>I'm being very vulnerable open right now. We both have

884
00:47:01.920 --> 00:47:05.480
<v Speaker 4>said at times like I'm I'm done. It's it's you

885
00:47:05.559 --> 00:47:08.280
<v Speaker 4>go through so much spiritual warfare when you're especially when

886
00:47:08.320 --> 00:47:10.920
<v Speaker 4>you're doing what God's calling you to do, You're gonna

887
00:47:10.920 --> 00:47:13.960
<v Speaker 4>be under more attack than you've ever been before. And

888
00:47:14.119 --> 00:47:16.559
<v Speaker 4>I tell you what, You're gonna go through it. You're

889
00:47:16.559 --> 00:47:19.440
<v Speaker 4>gonna go through it. And the whole point is, you know,

890
00:47:19.480 --> 00:47:23.199
<v Speaker 4>it's that build your rewards up in heaven because right now,

891
00:47:23.280 --> 00:47:25.760
<v Speaker 4>the suffering that we go through, you know, the suffering

892
00:47:25.800 --> 00:47:28.079
<v Speaker 4>that we have on this planet, when it's for when

893
00:47:28.079 --> 00:47:31.599
<v Speaker 4>it's for God, when it's for the right reasons, then

894
00:47:32.000 --> 00:47:35.719
<v Speaker 4>you know God sees that God wants us to persevere

895
00:47:35.800 --> 00:47:41.159
<v Speaker 4>through those things because our faith and what we do.

896
00:47:41.239 --> 00:47:43.559
<v Speaker 4>The reason we do these things is not for us.

897
00:47:44.280 --> 00:47:46.159
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I'm not saying that it isn't cool to

898
00:47:46.159 --> 00:47:48.800
<v Speaker 4>get behind a microphone and do these things. It's not

899
00:47:48.840 --> 00:47:51.559
<v Speaker 4>something I ever thought I do. But I'm not saying

900
00:47:51.599 --> 00:47:53.079
<v Speaker 4>it's not cool to do that. But in the end,

901
00:47:53.159 --> 00:47:56.119
<v Speaker 4>when you get done, you know, there's I say this

902
00:47:56.280 --> 00:48:01.360
<v Speaker 4>about anybody else out there that's listening to this, just

903
00:48:01.400 --> 00:48:03.280
<v Speaker 4>like what you guys said about before this, you guys

904
00:48:03.480 --> 00:48:07.920
<v Speaker 4>had talks. What was the difference, Well, you bought a microphone. Right,

905
00:48:08.400 --> 00:48:11.440
<v Speaker 4>There's a lot of people out there that are way, way,

906
00:48:11.679 --> 00:48:14.320
<v Speaker 4>way more qualified than I will ever be to be

907
00:48:14.360 --> 00:48:18.159
<v Speaker 4>in this seat, way more qualified. The differences. I bought

908
00:48:18.159 --> 00:48:20.159
<v Speaker 4>a microphone. I listened to what God told me to do.

909
00:48:20.880 --> 00:48:22.639
<v Speaker 4>Justin listened to what God told him to do. And

910
00:48:22.719 --> 00:48:24.480
<v Speaker 4>even when we get down on the dumps, even when

911
00:48:24.519 --> 00:48:26.400
<v Speaker 4>we sit there and men, you know, we've been through

912
00:48:26.519 --> 00:48:30.000
<v Speaker 4>and I mean and I don't in our own in

913
00:48:30.599 --> 00:48:32.679
<v Speaker 4>different ways, Me and him have both been to Helen

914
00:48:32.719 --> 00:48:36.599
<v Speaker 4>back through this quite literally, since this started, we've both

915
00:48:36.639 --> 00:48:41.119
<v Speaker 4>been to Helen back. And I'm not being even remotely facetious.

916
00:48:42.800 --> 00:48:44.920
<v Speaker 4>The things that Justin's have gone through have been on

917
00:48:44.960 --> 00:48:49.559
<v Speaker 4>a very real physical world level. And I've gone through

918
00:48:49.599 --> 00:48:52.519
<v Speaker 4>the hardest spiritual warfare stuff that has happened in my

919
00:48:52.639 --> 00:48:57.719
<v Speaker 4>life since my actual conversion when God actually called me

920
00:48:57.840 --> 00:49:00.800
<v Speaker 4>for real. This has been the heart this time in

921
00:49:00.800 --> 00:49:03.079
<v Speaker 4>my life the last two years. It has. There's just

922
00:49:03.119 --> 00:49:06.400
<v Speaker 4>no way around that. So when you can go through

923
00:49:06.440 --> 00:49:09.360
<v Speaker 4>those things and knowing that God's got your back, when

924
00:49:09.400 --> 00:49:11.760
<v Speaker 4>we have each other's back, when we can lift each

925
00:49:11.760 --> 00:49:13.960
<v Speaker 4>other up, when you got that other guy in your

926
00:49:14.000 --> 00:49:16.119
<v Speaker 4>dodgeball team to sit there and say, don't listen to

927
00:49:16.159 --> 00:49:18.920
<v Speaker 4>the nonsense. We got to keep We gotta keep on

928
00:49:19.000 --> 00:49:22.039
<v Speaker 4>pace with what God wants us to do. That's what

929
00:49:22.119 --> 00:49:24.119
<v Speaker 4>you do. It's the same thing that you guys do.

930
00:49:24.199 --> 00:49:25.800
<v Speaker 4>You guys did it before you were doing it as

931
00:49:25.800 --> 00:49:27.519
<v Speaker 4>a podcast. You were doing it just to do it

932
00:49:27.639 --> 00:49:30.920
<v Speaker 4>with each other, to lift each other up, to help

933
00:49:30.920 --> 00:49:35.440
<v Speaker 4>each other through those tough times. And it's it's God

934
00:49:35.480 --> 00:49:38.159
<v Speaker 4>gives you those resources, ei those tools. I mean, Brian,

935
00:49:38.199 --> 00:49:41.039
<v Speaker 4>I know you are huge on the resources, but people

936
00:49:41.159 --> 00:49:43.039
<v Speaker 4>are resources. I hate to say it that way. It

937
00:49:43.199 --> 00:49:46.559
<v Speaker 4>doesn't sound. It sounds like you're using them, but it's

938
00:49:46.599 --> 00:49:49.199
<v Speaker 4>not using them. God puts somebody in your life that

939
00:49:49.239 --> 00:49:51.719
<v Speaker 4>will help you. A resource is something that helps you.

940
00:49:52.360 --> 00:49:55.679
<v Speaker 4>And man, Justin has helped me in my walk and

941
00:49:55.760 --> 00:49:58.039
<v Speaker 4>in my life more than I can ever repay him

942
00:49:58.039 --> 00:50:00.639
<v Speaker 4>for what he's done. Just to have this a show,

943
00:50:00.719 --> 00:50:03.960
<v Speaker 4>just to have this time, Sean, You've helped me in

944
00:50:04.000 --> 00:50:05.960
<v Speaker 4>ways I can't even tell you. I told you before.

945
00:50:06.000 --> 00:50:08.239
<v Speaker 4>I look up to you. You're like ten years younger

946
00:50:08.239 --> 00:50:11.440
<v Speaker 4>than me. I look up to you, you know, Brian,

947
00:50:11.559 --> 00:50:13.440
<v Speaker 4>I have only met you a couple times, but you

948
00:50:13.480 --> 00:50:16.960
<v Speaker 4>are an amazing human being that I'm already learning things from.

949
00:50:17.079 --> 00:50:19.679
<v Speaker 4>Not only that, but through the stories that Sean tells me,

950
00:50:20.039 --> 00:50:23.400
<v Speaker 4>I'm learning from you through Sean. How about that? So

951
00:50:24.480 --> 00:50:28.440
<v Speaker 4>the whole point is that in this space, anybody, and

952
00:50:28.480 --> 00:50:30.519
<v Speaker 4>not just doing a podcast, but I'm talking about in

953
00:50:30.599 --> 00:50:36.159
<v Speaker 4>the Christian realm, you need. This is why church is important,

954
00:50:36.440 --> 00:50:39.800
<v Speaker 4>because you need people around you that have a faith.

955
00:50:39.960 --> 00:50:42.039
<v Speaker 4>You need people around you that are gonna help you

956
00:50:42.480 --> 00:50:45.519
<v Speaker 4>when you trip and fall, and God puts those people

957
00:50:45.519 --> 00:50:47.800
<v Speaker 4>in your life, and you gotta be you gotta be

958
00:50:47.880 --> 00:50:53.920
<v Speaker 4>open to understanding that when you're broken, God's gonna God's

959
00:50:53.960 --> 00:50:55.760
<v Speaker 4>gonna pick you up, but He sometimes is gonna use

960
00:50:55.800 --> 00:50:56.440
<v Speaker 4>somebody to help you.

961
00:50:56.519 --> 00:51:01.519
<v Speaker 1>Up and man with me too. As far as like

962
00:51:01.679 --> 00:51:04.760
<v Speaker 1>Boots on the ground is.

963
00:51:06.400 --> 00:51:12.360
<v Speaker 3>Just consistency and showing up, saying yes, you know, just

964
00:51:12.559 --> 00:51:15.559
<v Speaker 3>leaning in and just putting your nose to the grindstone.

965
00:51:17.320 --> 00:51:20.079
<v Speaker 3>There's days, you know, like for those that go to

966
00:51:20.119 --> 00:51:22.119
<v Speaker 3>the gym, you know, there's plenty of days that you

967
00:51:22.199 --> 00:51:24.880
<v Speaker 3>wake up and you're like, man, I do not want

968
00:51:24.920 --> 00:51:25.880
<v Speaker 3>to go to gym today.

969
00:51:26.960 --> 00:51:27.599
<v Speaker 1>And the same thing.

970
00:51:27.800 --> 00:51:31.519
<v Speaker 3>I've even applied church sometimes sometimes church can be like

971
00:51:31.519 --> 00:51:32.400
<v Speaker 3>the gym.

972
00:51:32.960 --> 00:51:35.519
<v Speaker 1>You know, you're tired from work and at.

973
00:51:35.559 --> 00:51:38.119
<v Speaker 3>Eight o'clock alarm clock goes off and you're like, man,

974
00:51:38.159 --> 00:51:43.159
<v Speaker 3>I just love to stay in bed today. But when

975
00:51:43.159 --> 00:51:47.920
<v Speaker 3>you force yourself to get up and go, Like, I

976
00:51:47.960 --> 00:51:52.320
<v Speaker 3>love how Brian his theology lines up perfectly with mine.

977
00:51:52.360 --> 00:51:56.840
<v Speaker 3>I always say that, yes, God looks out for those

978
00:51:56.920 --> 00:52:01.559
<v Speaker 3>and answers prayers and blesses people. But he's a god

979
00:52:01.639 --> 00:52:04.800
<v Speaker 3>that rewards work. He's a God that meets you in

980
00:52:04.840 --> 00:52:07.679
<v Speaker 3>the middle. You know, you have to step out and

981
00:52:07.719 --> 00:52:09.840
<v Speaker 3>meet him halfway, and if you do that, he's going

982
00:52:09.920 --> 00:52:13.679
<v Speaker 3>to meet you there. And so when you do go

983
00:52:13.719 --> 00:52:15.519
<v Speaker 3>to church or when you do go to the gym,

984
00:52:15.559 --> 00:52:19.920
<v Speaker 3>and after you walk out, you're just like, there's the reward. Man,

985
00:52:19.960 --> 00:52:22.280
<v Speaker 3>I feel so much better. Man, I'm so glad that

986
00:52:22.360 --> 00:52:25.320
<v Speaker 3>I went. So it's like days that you're going through

987
00:52:25.320 --> 00:52:29.800
<v Speaker 3>spiritual warfare, or you look at those downloads and there's

988
00:52:30.320 --> 00:52:33.320
<v Speaker 3>nobody watching, and you just feel discouraged and you put

989
00:52:33.360 --> 00:52:35.280
<v Speaker 3>in all this work and you're like, well what for?

990
00:52:35.519 --> 00:52:37.400
<v Speaker 3>You know, you have all these things that go on

991
00:52:37.559 --> 00:52:40.280
<v Speaker 3>in your head. It's just like, you know, you have

992
00:52:40.320 --> 00:52:44.440
<v Speaker 3>to tell yourself get up and go to work. It's

993
00:52:44.480 --> 00:52:50.199
<v Speaker 3>a daily thing just to lean in and go. And honestly,

994
00:52:51.079 --> 00:52:55.679
<v Speaker 3>God knows when to to give you those dividends. And

995
00:52:56.000 --> 00:52:58.639
<v Speaker 3>I mentioned once before, but I'll mention it again because

996
00:52:58.679 --> 00:53:01.639
<v Speaker 3>it was so profound to me. Like Steve said, we

997
00:53:01.760 --> 00:53:04.719
<v Speaker 3>had many times. You know, we never talked to each

998
00:53:04.760 --> 00:53:08.519
<v Speaker 3>other about it until just one day at that conference

999
00:53:08.519 --> 00:53:10.840
<v Speaker 3>we just recently went to. But I had moments that

1000
00:53:10.960 --> 00:53:12.840
<v Speaker 3>I was like, man, i's got too much going on.

1001
00:53:13.519 --> 00:53:16.480
<v Speaker 3>I'm just gonna have to quit. And Steve said the

1002
00:53:16.480 --> 00:53:20.119
<v Speaker 3>same thing himself. But we both I think made a

1003
00:53:20.239 --> 00:53:23.159
<v Speaker 3>choice in our brain that no, we're showing up to

1004
00:53:23.199 --> 00:53:23.679
<v Speaker 3>work today.

1005
00:53:23.840 --> 00:53:24.800
<v Speaker 1>No, we're leaning in.

1006
00:53:25.880 --> 00:53:31.320
<v Speaker 3>And at that conference we had this woman and man,

1007
00:53:31.360 --> 00:53:33.039
<v Speaker 3>I'll never forget it was so profound to me.

1008
00:53:34.079 --> 00:53:35.000
<v Speaker 1>It was a reassurance.

1009
00:53:35.039 --> 00:53:38.840
<v Speaker 3>It was God showing me, Hey, all those days you

1010
00:53:38.880 --> 00:53:40.760
<v Speaker 3>woke up and didn't feel like going to work and

1011
00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:41.199
<v Speaker 3>you did.

1012
00:53:41.400 --> 00:53:42.239
<v Speaker 1>This is why.

1013
00:53:43.480 --> 00:53:45.960
<v Speaker 3>But this woman comes to our table when we were

1014
00:53:46.000 --> 00:53:48.199
<v Speaker 3>set up selling shirts and stuff at this conference, and

1015
00:53:48.239 --> 00:53:50.440
<v Speaker 3>she's kind of shy, and we just thought she was shy,

1016
00:53:51.280 --> 00:53:53.639
<v Speaker 3>and she's just kind of meekly looking around, and we

1017
00:53:53.679 --> 00:53:56.159
<v Speaker 3>gave her some stickers and stuff and she just got

1018
00:53:56.199 --> 00:53:58.880
<v Speaker 3>out of there. And well, the next day she shows

1019
00:53:58.960 --> 00:54:03.679
<v Speaker 3>up and looks like she'd been crying. Her eyes are

1020
00:54:03.719 --> 00:54:06.800
<v Speaker 3>swelled and a little watery, and she's like, guys, I

1021
00:54:06.840 --> 00:54:10.239
<v Speaker 3>want to apologize for yesterday. And we were like, you

1022
00:54:10.280 --> 00:54:13.559
<v Speaker 3>know what for? And she was like, I was just

1023
00:54:13.639 --> 00:54:19.239
<v Speaker 3>so nervous yesterday. And she said, after listening to, you know,

1024
00:54:19.320 --> 00:54:23.679
<v Speaker 3>all these shows and reading these books and hearing hearing

1025
00:54:24.760 --> 00:54:28.679
<v Speaker 3>these speakers, and to actually be here in person, to

1026
00:54:29.000 --> 00:54:32.599
<v Speaker 3>you know, to listen to your heroes and the people

1027
00:54:32.599 --> 00:54:35.239
<v Speaker 3>that you look up to and listen to, it's just

1028
00:54:35.320 --> 00:54:38.199
<v Speaker 3>kind of surreal. And me and Steve, of course, when't

1029
00:54:38.199 --> 00:54:40.320
<v Speaker 3>even thinking of ourselves. We were thinking of La mar

1030
00:54:40.440 --> 00:54:43.679
<v Speaker 3>Zouli and Derek Gilbert and these big name guys in

1031
00:54:43.719 --> 00:54:46.400
<v Speaker 3>our head. And I made a comment. I'm like, oh yeah,

1032
00:54:46.440 --> 00:54:49.119
<v Speaker 3>I said, Derek and La. You know all these guys

1033
00:54:49.159 --> 00:54:51.840
<v Speaker 3>they're they're great and they're down to earth people. Man,

1034
00:54:51.880 --> 00:54:54.360
<v Speaker 3>they'll talk to you. They're just great. We're we're even

1035
00:54:54.400 --> 00:54:56.480
<v Speaker 3>still like that to this day, even though we talked

1036
00:54:56.519 --> 00:54:59.239
<v Speaker 3>to them, you know, several times a year. It's still

1037
00:54:59.440 --> 00:55:03.920
<v Speaker 3>like the excited group you backstage at moments for us too.

1038
00:55:04.840 --> 00:55:06.440
<v Speaker 1>And then she said, I'm.

1039
00:55:06.239 --> 00:55:09.119
<v Speaker 3>Not talking about them, she said, I'm talking about you guys.

1040
00:55:11.119 --> 00:55:12.400
<v Speaker 1>And then she just started crying.

1041
00:55:12.440 --> 00:55:16.519
<v Speaker 3>Man, and I got up and I went around the

1042
00:55:16.519 --> 00:55:18.159
<v Speaker 3>table and I just hugged her, man, and she just

1043
00:55:18.239 --> 00:55:23.920
<v Speaker 3>cried on me, and she said, she said, I love

1044
00:55:23.960 --> 00:55:24.519
<v Speaker 3>you guys.

1045
00:55:24.760 --> 00:55:27.360
<v Speaker 1>She said, I listen to you guys all the time.

1046
00:55:27.480 --> 00:55:29.039
<v Speaker 1>She said, she sad.

1047
00:55:29.199 --> 00:55:33.840
<v Speaker 3>Just inspire me to read my Bible, and you bring

1048
00:55:33.920 --> 00:55:39.960
<v Speaker 3>me closer to God, and you've renewed my faith. And man,

1049
00:55:40.039 --> 00:55:45.400
<v Speaker 3>that was just a powerful moment for me. And she said,

1050
00:55:45.920 --> 00:55:49.199
<v Speaker 3>you guys are part of my family. She said, you

1051
00:55:49.239 --> 00:55:54.119
<v Speaker 3>do the laundry with me, you wash dishes with me,

1052
00:55:55.920 --> 00:55:59.480
<v Speaker 3>you come to my table at dinner, and we have

1053
00:55:59.599 --> 00:56:02.920
<v Speaker 3>discussed about you guys and what you're discussing in the

1054
00:56:02.960 --> 00:56:06.400
<v Speaker 3>topics you're talking about. And she said, I just wanted

1055
00:56:06.440 --> 00:56:09.920
<v Speaker 3>you guys to know that, and it was just like

1056
00:56:12.880 --> 00:56:15.480
<v Speaker 3>if nobody listened, and that one person listened, it made

1057
00:56:15.519 --> 00:56:16.840
<v Speaker 3>all the work worth It.

1058
00:56:18.519 --> 00:56:20.920
<v Speaker 2>Is beautiful, Amen.

1059
00:56:21.440 --> 00:56:24.599
<v Speaker 5>And we often get so wrapped up in all of

1060
00:56:24.639 --> 00:56:28.880
<v Speaker 5>our own things we forget that, Hey, other people are

1061
00:56:28.880 --> 00:56:33.800
<v Speaker 5>going through those things too, you know. And I'm glad

1062
00:56:33.840 --> 00:56:36.239
<v Speaker 5>you got a golden buzzer moment. I imagine that's what

1063
00:56:36.280 --> 00:56:38.360
<v Speaker 5>it felt like. Just boom and you see all the

1064
00:56:38.400 --> 00:56:42.440
<v Speaker 5>confetti and it's like, yeah, when you go through this war,

1065
00:56:43.360 --> 00:56:46.960
<v Speaker 5>you know, God is very gracious and who knows how

1066
00:56:47.000 --> 00:56:48.679
<v Speaker 5>long that we'll have to fight this war?

1067
00:56:49.280 --> 00:56:49.480
<v Speaker 4>You know.

1068
00:56:49.599 --> 00:56:52.239
<v Speaker 5>I'm I think about it a lot when I go

1069
00:56:52.320 --> 00:56:56.480
<v Speaker 5>through things in my life, different trials, different obstacles, and

1070
00:56:56.599 --> 00:56:58.599
<v Speaker 5>I'm probably even going to say the wrong book of

1071
00:56:58.639 --> 00:57:00.519
<v Speaker 5>the Bible that this is in. But you you guys,

1072
00:57:00.800 --> 00:57:03.639
<v Speaker 5>you guys definitely have the scripture Nerd audience. I don't

1073
00:57:03.679 --> 00:57:06.079
<v Speaker 5>know that Brian and I do, but you guys definitely do.

1074
00:57:07.960 --> 00:57:09.880
<v Speaker 5>But I think about I think it's an exodus. And

1075
00:57:10.199 --> 00:57:13.280
<v Speaker 5>if I'm wrong, I'm wrong, you know, read it, find it.

1076
00:57:13.880 --> 00:57:19.079
<v Speaker 5>But you know. H yeah, I'm sure somebody somebody knows

1077
00:57:19.119 --> 00:57:21.599
<v Speaker 5>it better than I do, and that's fine. I'll still

1078
00:57:21.679 --> 00:57:27.239
<v Speaker 5>land the plane here. But you know, Moses was a

1079
00:57:27.280 --> 00:57:29.239
<v Speaker 5>lot of it. I just it's funny. I just had

1080
00:57:29.239 --> 00:57:31.280
<v Speaker 5>this brought up to me. I was I was actually

1081
00:57:31.880 --> 00:57:33.679
<v Speaker 5>with my father in law and he was he was

1082
00:57:33.719 --> 00:57:36.360
<v Speaker 5>just telling me. He was like, you know, you're like

1083
00:57:36.480 --> 00:57:39.159
<v Speaker 5>Moses for those forty years in the wilderness, you know,

1084
00:57:39.199 --> 00:57:41.440
<v Speaker 5>and you're not listening to God. And I'm like, well,

1085
00:57:41.440 --> 00:57:44.159
<v Speaker 5>that's not how it went. Moses was just leading a

1086
00:57:44.159 --> 00:57:46.760
<v Speaker 5>bunch of Israelites that wouldn't listen to God, and Moses

1087
00:57:46.760 --> 00:57:50.480
<v Speaker 5>got to pay for them being idiots. You know. So

1088
00:57:50.599 --> 00:57:53.159
<v Speaker 5>definitely didn't apply to me in that way, but it

1089
00:57:53.199 --> 00:57:55.079
<v Speaker 5>was profound he said it because it made me think

1090
00:57:55.079 --> 00:57:59.320
<v Speaker 5>about it. You know, Moses was headed toward the Promised

1091
00:57:59.400 --> 00:58:01.960
<v Speaker 5>Land for forty years in the wilderness, and you know,

1092
00:58:02.039 --> 00:58:05.599
<v Speaker 5>the Bible talks about the wilderness not really in a

1093
00:58:05.679 --> 00:58:08.559
<v Speaker 5>good way, right, Like, the wilderness is where we go.

1094
00:58:09.000 --> 00:58:11.280
<v Speaker 5>That's where Jesus went to be tempted by Satan and

1095
00:58:11.320 --> 00:58:13.920
<v Speaker 5>the Holy Spirit let him there, and that's where Moses

1096
00:58:13.960 --> 00:58:17.000
<v Speaker 5>and the Israelites they were going through the wilderness forty days,

1097
00:58:17.039 --> 00:58:19.880
<v Speaker 5>you know, or forty years, sorry, not forty days, forty years.

1098
00:58:19.920 --> 00:58:23.800
<v Speaker 5>They're going through this, and you know, Moses is headed

1099
00:58:23.840 --> 00:58:26.760
<v Speaker 5>toward the Promised Land, and we're all headed toward the

1100
00:58:26.760 --> 00:58:29.320
<v Speaker 5>Promised Land for sure. So we are like Moses in

1101
00:58:29.360 --> 00:58:33.360
<v Speaker 5>that way, but in the Bible. And you guys correct

1102
00:58:33.400 --> 00:58:35.320
<v Speaker 5>me if I'm I don't know that, I do want

1103
00:58:35.360 --> 00:58:36.960
<v Speaker 5>you to correct me. I think maybe I'm okay with

1104
00:58:37.079 --> 00:58:39.960
<v Speaker 5>living and being wrong about this because it's just I

1105
00:58:40.000 --> 00:58:42.679
<v Speaker 5>think about it so often. But Moses never got to

1106
00:58:42.719 --> 00:58:45.119
<v Speaker 5>step foot on the Promised Land. He only got to

1107
00:58:45.159 --> 00:58:48.400
<v Speaker 5>see it. And you know, God walked him to the

1108
00:58:48.400 --> 00:58:50.840
<v Speaker 5>top of that mountain, all the way from the lowest valley.

1109
00:58:51.039 --> 00:58:52.440
<v Speaker 5>He put him at the top of the mountain, and

1110
00:58:52.519 --> 00:58:54.400
<v Speaker 5>he got to see the Promised Land. He got to

1111
00:58:54.400 --> 00:58:56.800
<v Speaker 5>see the israel Lites go ahead and walk on to it,

1112
00:58:57.280 --> 00:59:00.440
<v Speaker 5>you know, before he passed, you know, his time here

1113
00:59:00.480 --> 00:59:03.280
<v Speaker 5>on Earth was passed. And I think that's what we

1114
00:59:03.360 --> 00:59:07.400
<v Speaker 5>have to keep our sights set on, is that no

1115
00:59:07.440 --> 00:59:10.760
<v Speaker 5>matter what is going on in our lives there, God

1116
00:59:10.840 --> 00:59:15.039
<v Speaker 5>has made us a promise, and no matter what, we

1117
00:59:15.159 --> 00:59:18.480
<v Speaker 5>have to continue to walk toward the Promised land, And

1118
00:59:18.519 --> 00:59:21.840
<v Speaker 5>we can't get upset when our prayers aren't answered and

1119
00:59:21.920 --> 00:59:25.360
<v Speaker 5>when God says no, and when we've went for forty

1120
00:59:25.440 --> 00:59:28.960
<v Speaker 5>years or forty days or forty minutes. It's different for everybody.

1121
00:59:29.000 --> 00:59:34.039
<v Speaker 5>When we lose our patience, we can't get upset that

1122
00:59:34.119 --> 00:59:36.039
<v Speaker 5>if all we get to do is look at the

1123
00:59:36.079 --> 00:59:40.440
<v Speaker 5>Promised Land and see everybody that God spoke to through

1124
00:59:40.599 --> 00:59:43.360
<v Speaker 5>us or through our actions or whatever we did, that

1125
00:59:43.400 --> 00:59:45.159
<v Speaker 5>they all got to go and we only got to

1126
00:59:45.159 --> 00:59:47.920
<v Speaker 5>see it. Because even if we just got to see

1127
00:59:48.199 --> 00:59:50.679
<v Speaker 5>the Promised Land, wouldn't that be worth those forty years

1128
00:59:50.719 --> 00:59:53.880
<v Speaker 5>out in the wilderness? And I'm sure, and I'll ask

1129
00:59:54.000 --> 00:59:57.960
<v Speaker 5>Moses one day, was it worth it? And you know,

1130
00:59:58.079 --> 01:00:00.639
<v Speaker 5>I think very similarly to what you just said, justin

1131
01:00:00.719 --> 01:00:04.039
<v Speaker 5>I think it'll be worth it. I think you come

1132
01:00:04.079 --> 01:00:05.760
<v Speaker 5>to a place in life. And it took me a

1133
01:00:05.760 --> 01:00:09.079
<v Speaker 5>long time to get here where I realized that me

1134
01:00:09.480 --> 01:00:13.840
<v Speaker 5>I don't matter. I just don't matter. But if I

1135
01:00:13.880 --> 01:00:18.920
<v Speaker 5>will allow God to work through me, that matters. And

1136
01:00:19.000 --> 01:00:22.440
<v Speaker 5>to be able to give somebody some hope and to

1137
01:00:22.440 --> 01:00:27.000
<v Speaker 5>be without fail. When I've given somebody some hope, my

1138
01:00:27.119 --> 01:00:31.159
<v Speaker 5>hope was restored. When I've given somebody some strength. My

1139
01:00:31.239 --> 01:00:35.119
<v Speaker 5>strength was restored. You know, when I've given somebody some truth,

1140
01:00:35.159 --> 01:00:37.840
<v Speaker 5>they've gave me some truth back. It's without failure. So

1141
01:00:38.719 --> 01:00:42.000
<v Speaker 5>it sounds really easy, you know that it's better to

1142
01:00:42.000 --> 01:00:45.039
<v Speaker 5>give than to receive, But truly it is, you know,

1143
01:00:45.119 --> 01:00:48.760
<v Speaker 5>because we're only here for a little while, and everybody

1144
01:00:48.840 --> 01:00:52.280
<v Speaker 5>has a different expiration date and the biggest thing that

1145
01:00:52.320 --> 01:00:54.559
<v Speaker 5>you could ever do with your life, the biggest call

1146
01:00:54.639 --> 01:00:56.760
<v Speaker 5>that you could ever answer, and I think it's what

1147
01:00:56.840 --> 01:01:00.159
<v Speaker 5>God caused us all to do. Point somebody towards the

1148
01:01:00.199 --> 01:01:04.320
<v Speaker 5>promised land, show him who's there, you know, and do

1149
01:01:04.480 --> 01:01:07.559
<v Speaker 5>that at whatever capacity that you're able to in that moment.

1150
01:01:07.639 --> 01:01:11.079
<v Speaker 5>You know. I know, Brian mentors a lot of people.

1151
01:01:11.440 --> 01:01:15.480
<v Speaker 5>I have times where I'm mentoring people and you just

1152
01:01:15.679 --> 01:01:19.079
<v Speaker 5>have to give them the direction. And there's no better

1153
01:01:19.119 --> 01:01:21.559
<v Speaker 5>feeling in the world when they start walking that way

1154
01:01:21.679 --> 01:01:24.079
<v Speaker 5>and when you get to see God give them those

1155
01:01:24.119 --> 01:01:27.280
<v Speaker 5>little prizes along the way, those treasures along the way,

1156
01:01:27.360 --> 01:01:30.880
<v Speaker 5>and then you go on to watch those people and

1157
01:01:31.199 --> 01:01:33.159
<v Speaker 5>you know, I know, eventually in my life, you know,

1158
01:01:33.239 --> 01:01:37.320
<v Speaker 5>and even with Brian and our conversations have changed drastically

1159
01:01:37.400 --> 01:01:39.960
<v Speaker 5>throughout the years. You know, when we first started talking.

1160
01:01:40.679 --> 01:01:43.719
<v Speaker 5>Brian has been a pillar of strength for me when

1161
01:01:43.760 --> 01:01:46.639
<v Speaker 5>I didn't know what else to do, you know, where

1162
01:01:46.679 --> 01:01:50.800
<v Speaker 5>I didn't know where else to go. I was watching Brian,

1163
01:01:51.519 --> 01:01:53.400
<v Speaker 5>and I was watching Brian when he didn't know that

1164
01:01:53.480 --> 01:01:56.880
<v Speaker 5>I was. And I watched Brian go through trials and tribulations.

1165
01:01:56.920 --> 01:01:59.079
<v Speaker 5>And I've even told him before, Bro, you're are you

1166
01:01:59.719 --> 01:02:01.920
<v Speaker 5>have you check? You're all lately you're a robot, bro

1167
01:02:02.079 --> 01:02:05.000
<v Speaker 5>Like you just keep going and keep going and keep going.

1168
01:02:05.159 --> 01:02:08.679
<v Speaker 5>And our conversations have shifted, and you know, it's been

1169
01:02:08.760 --> 01:02:12.000
<v Speaker 5>rewarding for me on one end of my end to say, like, well,

1170
01:02:12.000 --> 01:02:15.000
<v Speaker 5>I'm glad that Brian and I can finally have conversations

1171
01:02:15.039 --> 01:02:16.840
<v Speaker 5>to where it's just like I'm not on the phone

1172
01:02:16.960 --> 01:02:20.360
<v Speaker 5>completely losing my mind trying to figure out where I'm

1173
01:02:20.360 --> 01:02:23.440
<v Speaker 5>supposed to go, and then we can have these conversations

1174
01:02:23.480 --> 01:02:27.599
<v Speaker 5>together about how to you know, point other people in

1175
01:02:27.639 --> 01:02:30.760
<v Speaker 5>that direction. And you know, I'm sure for him, you know,

1176
01:02:30.840 --> 01:02:33.480
<v Speaker 5>it's rewarding when you see somebody go that way. And

1177
01:02:34.519 --> 01:02:37.039
<v Speaker 5>you know, we had a Brian and I got to

1178
01:02:37.199 --> 01:02:40.039
<v Speaker 5>just baptize one of our closest friends, you know, and

1179
01:02:41.440 --> 01:02:44.360
<v Speaker 5>just to see that, I mean, he gives us the

1180
01:02:44.400 --> 01:02:47.280
<v Speaker 5>accolades for everything. I mean, every time I see this guy,

1181
01:02:47.760 --> 01:02:49.920
<v Speaker 5>shout out Chris because he'll listen to it. He calls

1182
01:02:49.960 --> 01:02:54.159
<v Speaker 5>me if I'm not uploaded enough. You know, every time

1183
01:02:54.199 --> 01:02:56.360
<v Speaker 5>I see this guy, he just talks to me like

1184
01:02:56.519 --> 01:03:00.440
<v Speaker 5>I am the coolest thing, the coolest person in the world.

1185
01:03:00.519 --> 01:03:00.679
<v Speaker 1>You know.

1186
01:03:00.719 --> 01:03:03.639
<v Speaker 5>He makes me feel like that, And I'm like, man,

1187
01:03:03.679 --> 01:03:07.760
<v Speaker 5>all I've ever done is answer the phone. That's all

1188
01:03:07.800 --> 01:03:10.039
<v Speaker 5>I've ever done is answer the phone and tell him

1189
01:03:10.039 --> 01:03:13.039
<v Speaker 5>the truth about stuff. But we just don't realize what

1190
01:03:13.079 --> 01:03:15.559
<v Speaker 5>an impact that we make in other people's lives. And

1191
01:03:15.679 --> 01:03:18.400
<v Speaker 5>you know, you guys, I'm glad that somebody told you.

1192
01:03:18.440 --> 01:03:20.719
<v Speaker 5>But there's there's a million more people that feel that

1193
01:03:20.760 --> 01:03:22.599
<v Speaker 5>way about you. Guys. I'm one of them, you know.

1194
01:03:23.719 --> 01:03:25.559
<v Speaker 5>I watch how you got. You know, I live in

1195
01:03:25.599 --> 01:03:27.440
<v Speaker 5>the same town as you, guys. I get to watch

1196
01:03:27.440 --> 01:03:29.760
<v Speaker 5>what you guys go through, justin I've watched you go

1197
01:03:30.119 --> 01:03:33.679
<v Speaker 5>from somebody so green behind a camera that had no

1198
01:03:33.840 --> 01:03:36.119
<v Speaker 5>idea what they were doing with any of this stuff.

1199
01:03:36.119 --> 01:03:38.280
<v Speaker 5>And I've watched you just work and work and work

1200
01:03:38.320 --> 01:03:40.440
<v Speaker 5>and work and work. I continue to see it. That

1201
01:03:40.519 --> 01:03:43.199
<v Speaker 5>makes me want to work harder. I remember there was

1202
01:03:43.239 --> 01:03:45.079
<v Speaker 5>a time with these cameras and stuff that I ain't

1203
01:03:45.119 --> 01:03:48.519
<v Speaker 5>know what I shot everything. I'd send Brian stuff, he'd

1204
01:03:48.559 --> 01:03:51.159
<v Speaker 5>be like, wrong frame rate. I'm like God, I go

1205
01:03:51.280 --> 01:03:55.000
<v Speaker 5>back out hungry, and you know you, there's times where

1206
01:03:55.000 --> 01:03:58.639
<v Speaker 5>you lose that along the way, and you know so,

1207
01:03:58.880 --> 01:04:01.400
<v Speaker 5>I've seen you do stuff and just jump out of

1208
01:04:01.400 --> 01:04:04.199
<v Speaker 5>the woodwork and be like, okay, well yeah, it build

1209
01:04:04.239 --> 01:04:06.199
<v Speaker 5>a fire back up underneath me, and you didn't have

1210
01:04:06.239 --> 01:04:08.360
<v Speaker 5>to have a conversation with me. I watched your walk

1211
01:04:09.079 --> 01:04:12.559
<v Speaker 5>and you know, Steve, and I watched you. I've watched

1212
01:04:12.559 --> 01:04:15.360
<v Speaker 5>you work through things where you're you know you, sometimes

1213
01:04:15.400 --> 01:04:17.440
<v Speaker 5>you a little bit of a Dubton Thomas. You know this,

1214
01:04:17.960 --> 01:04:20.039
<v Speaker 5>And I watch you just defeat that and defeat that

1215
01:04:20.079 --> 01:04:21.960
<v Speaker 5>and defeat that, and you know what, sometimes I'm a

1216
01:04:21.960 --> 01:04:24.960
<v Speaker 5>little bit of a Doubton Thomas. And then I, without failure,

1217
01:04:25.000 --> 01:04:26.960
<v Speaker 5>here comes Steven. Give me a phone call. He's so

1218
01:04:27.079 --> 01:04:29.400
<v Speaker 5>wired up, he's ready to choke me out if I

1219
01:04:29.400 --> 01:04:32.239
<v Speaker 5>won't take a compliment or do this, or do it

1220
01:04:32.360 --> 01:04:35.760
<v Speaker 5>sparks that flame backup in me in times where neither

1221
01:04:35.840 --> 01:04:37.880
<v Speaker 5>one of you guys had known it. None of you guys,

1222
01:04:38.320 --> 01:04:41.199
<v Speaker 5>you call and you say these things, and it wasn't

1223
01:04:41.239 --> 01:04:44.159
<v Speaker 5>your words that picked me back up. It was your walk.

1224
01:04:44.719 --> 01:04:46.920
<v Speaker 5>And y'all have picked me up out of some valleys,

1225
01:04:47.760 --> 01:04:51.079
<v Speaker 5>you know. And just the same with me, just the

1226
01:04:51.079 --> 01:04:52.920
<v Speaker 5>same with Brian, just the same with all of us.

1227
01:04:52.920 --> 01:04:56.159
<v Speaker 5>It's none of us are special, you know, but there's

1228
01:04:56.719 --> 01:05:00.760
<v Speaker 5>we're all called to preach. All of us have spiritual gifts,

1229
01:05:00.760 --> 01:05:05.199
<v Speaker 5>and we preach in different ways. And there's somebody watching

1230
01:05:05.239 --> 01:05:07.440
<v Speaker 5>you right now. We talk about that a ton on

1231
01:05:07.480 --> 01:05:10.159
<v Speaker 5>our show. Somebody's watching everything that you do right now,

1232
01:05:10.199 --> 01:05:13.239
<v Speaker 5>and you're deciding whether or not God is good to them.

1233
01:05:13.840 --> 01:05:16.280
<v Speaker 5>And so I just applaud you guys for your walk,

1234
01:05:16.679 --> 01:05:19.960
<v Speaker 5>you know, and keep doing just that. And Brian, you're

1235
01:05:20.000 --> 01:05:23.679
<v Speaker 5>included in that. Your walk is in my opinion, unmatched.

1236
01:05:23.719 --> 01:05:25.519
<v Speaker 5>I still don't. I still think you got to check

1237
01:05:25.559 --> 01:05:28.960
<v Speaker 5>that old that transmission fluid. Whatever is going on. You're

1238
01:05:29.039 --> 01:05:31.599
<v Speaker 5>just on it every day. And I think about all

1239
01:05:31.639 --> 01:05:33.960
<v Speaker 5>of you guys almost on a daily basis where I'm like,

1240
01:05:34.000 --> 01:05:36.360
<v Speaker 5>man like, I don't know how they're doing it, but

1241
01:05:36.559 --> 01:05:37.800
<v Speaker 5>it makes me want to do it more.

1242
01:05:38.920 --> 01:05:39.079
<v Speaker 1>Well.

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01:05:39.159 --> 01:05:41.000
<v Speaker 6>I don't think it can make sense for any one

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01:05:41.039 --> 01:05:47.519
<v Speaker 6>of us. And I mean that because if if we

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01:05:47.679 --> 01:05:50.920
<v Speaker 6>really tried to look at everything we do. There's so

1246
01:05:51.039 --> 01:05:54.480
<v Speaker 6>many things that we ourselves have no idea how we

1247
01:05:54.519 --> 01:05:56.159
<v Speaker 6>did it.

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01:05:56.159 --> 01:05:58.920
<v Speaker 2>It's just God. It's just God.

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01:05:59.119 --> 01:06:02.480
<v Speaker 6>So I don't try to understand, and I think that

1250
01:06:02.559 --> 01:06:08.199
<v Speaker 6>we all do. And I appreciate the kind words, but again,

1251
01:06:09.960 --> 01:06:11.360
<v Speaker 6>I'm gonna do it anyways. I don't care.

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01:06:11.400 --> 01:06:16.519
<v Speaker 2>It's my turn talk. Let me talk, man. We just we're.

1253
01:06:16.360 --> 01:06:19.719
<v Speaker 6>All doing it because we're all right here. We've all

1254
01:06:19.920 --> 01:06:23.400
<v Speaker 6>it's it's in the evening time. We could go relax

1255
01:06:23.519 --> 01:06:27.239
<v Speaker 6>and chill, but here we are, you know, for a

1256
01:06:27.280 --> 01:06:32.039
<v Speaker 6>couple of hours doing what we need to do. Listen, boys,

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01:06:32.039 --> 01:06:36.199
<v Speaker 6>I'm tired, man. I just got back from Orlando last night.

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01:06:37.119 --> 01:06:38.800
<v Speaker 6>I have been on every side. I feel like in

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01:06:38.840 --> 01:06:42.400
<v Speaker 6>East Tennessee, or was down the sweet Water, North City, Jacksboro,

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01:06:43.199 --> 01:06:49.440
<v Speaker 6>back to Herriman, to Knoxville, and did all kinds of shoots.

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01:06:49.760 --> 01:06:54.280
<v Speaker 6>And I'm tired right now. But I'm here, and you know,

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01:06:54.320 --> 01:06:57.280
<v Speaker 6>I can't explain where the energy comes from.

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01:06:57.559 --> 01:06:59.119
<v Speaker 2>You know, I just know it's God.

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01:06:59.440 --> 01:07:01.800
<v Speaker 6>I just know I keep my conversation going with him,

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01:07:01.840 --> 01:07:05.119
<v Speaker 6>just like you have all done when you're in those

1266
01:07:05.159 --> 01:07:10.599
<v Speaker 6>moments and the reception of it that is cool, But

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01:07:11.400 --> 01:07:13.960
<v Speaker 6>you know, I just want God to have that glory

1268
01:07:14.119 --> 01:07:17.000
<v Speaker 6>because it's only because of Him that we're able to

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01:07:17.039 --> 01:07:21.039
<v Speaker 6>do it. But we're all capable of that, and you know,

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01:07:21.320 --> 01:07:26.920
<v Speaker 6>the more that people can witness that great I want that.

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01:07:27.000 --> 01:07:30.719
<v Speaker 6>I want to see everybody be aware of what God

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01:07:30.800 --> 01:07:34.800
<v Speaker 6>is capable for themselves, because it's a lonely, desolate life

1273
01:07:35.400 --> 01:07:39.000
<v Speaker 6>without God. But you know, if people can just get

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01:07:39.039 --> 01:07:43.559
<v Speaker 6>in their their head that He didn't like Christ didn't

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01:07:43.559 --> 01:07:49.320
<v Speaker 6>die for perfect people. He died for us, messed up, stupid,

1276
01:07:49.599 --> 01:07:55.440
<v Speaker 6>ignorant sinners, you know, So thinking that church is just

1277
01:07:55.519 --> 01:07:58.079
<v Speaker 6>full of all these upity people, Hey, listen, some of

1278
01:07:58.119 --> 01:08:01.840
<v Speaker 6>them are, and definitely some is I been talking about. Eh,

1279
01:08:02.920 --> 01:08:08.360
<v Speaker 6>you go with the hymn book opinions, Hey, straight up, man, But.

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01:08:08.400 --> 01:08:10.280
<v Speaker 5>I don't know, I'm just throwing her name out there.

1281
01:08:10.719 --> 01:08:15.920
<v Speaker 6>Actually does playing, you know, end of the day, you know,

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01:08:17.399 --> 01:08:20.600
<v Speaker 6>stop worrying about the perception of these people, because I mean,

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01:08:20.680 --> 01:08:24.199
<v Speaker 6>you guys touched on it earlier. Can't tell you how

1284
01:08:24.239 --> 01:08:28.079
<v Speaker 6>many people I know that say they don't go to

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01:08:28.199 --> 01:08:32.680
<v Speaker 6>church because of somebody else in that church. I just like, well,

1286
01:08:32.720 --> 01:08:35.319
<v Speaker 6>you know there's other churches, right, you don't got to

1287
01:08:35.359 --> 01:08:37.520
<v Speaker 6>go back to the same one that they're at. You're

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01:08:37.640 --> 01:08:40.000
<v Speaker 6>actually more than welcome to go to anybody. You come

1289
01:08:40.000 --> 01:08:43.760
<v Speaker 6>to my church, they ain't there, you know. So we

1290
01:08:43.880 --> 01:08:50.479
<v Speaker 6>have a limitless amount of excuses. But let us not

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01:08:50.560 --> 01:08:53.239
<v Speaker 6>focus on being perfect. I'm just I'm not going to

1292
01:08:53.279 --> 01:08:56.840
<v Speaker 6>be Jesus. My goal with helping others is not to

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01:08:57.680 --> 01:09:03.319
<v Speaker 6>just be praised and and be considered to be Gus.

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01:09:03.319 --> 01:09:05.439
<v Speaker 6>I'm not the alphab nor to Megan, I'm not none

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01:09:05.479 --> 01:09:10.720
<v Speaker 6>of that. I'm Brian. I'm trying to do the work

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01:09:10.720 --> 01:09:13.800
<v Speaker 6>that I need to. I'm trying to do the work

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01:09:13.800 --> 01:09:16.039
<v Speaker 6>that I would want somebody to be able to do

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01:09:16.159 --> 01:09:18.520
<v Speaker 6>for me, you know, And like I know that we're

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01:09:18.520 --> 01:09:21.199
<v Speaker 6>all doing that because just like you were talking about

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01:09:21.560 --> 01:09:23.880
<v Speaker 6>just when that lady came to the table to talk

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01:09:23.920 --> 01:09:28.479
<v Speaker 6>to you about that, like you're with her and I

1302
01:09:28.520 --> 01:09:30.439
<v Speaker 6>don't even realize that a lot of the time and

1303
01:09:30.479 --> 01:09:32.359
<v Speaker 6>stuff that I do that, you know, like he's talking

1304
01:09:32.399 --> 01:09:34.920
<v Speaker 6>about Chris, I love that dude. He calls us up man,

1305
01:09:35.039 --> 01:09:36.880
<v Speaker 6>Like I'm sure Sean's had a million times he's like,

1306
01:09:37.079 --> 01:09:39.880
<v Speaker 6>I remember when you said this and then I started

1307
01:09:39.960 --> 01:09:40.760
<v Speaker 6>doing and it.

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01:09:40.680 --> 01:09:41.840
<v Speaker 4>Just was man, it was great.

1309
01:09:42.319 --> 01:09:45.520
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, cool, Bud, I didn't think much of it,

1310
01:09:45.680 --> 01:09:47.880
<v Speaker 2>you know, but cool. I'm happy for you, man.

1311
01:09:47.960 --> 01:09:50.800
<v Speaker 6>But like you know, we just may not think about

1312
01:09:50.840 --> 01:09:53.359
<v Speaker 6>it as much because we're wrapped up and doing the work,

1313
01:09:53.640 --> 01:09:56.560
<v Speaker 6>and we just stay focused on that work, everything else

1314
01:09:56.600 --> 01:09:59.119
<v Speaker 6>will fall on. And it's like you said again too,

1315
01:09:59.279 --> 01:10:02.119
<v Speaker 6>justin just each of his one person that makes it

1316
01:10:02.159 --> 01:10:03.119
<v Speaker 6>completely worth it.

1317
01:10:03.600 --> 01:10:05.359
<v Speaker 2>I know, when I gotta go.

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01:10:06.680 --> 01:10:10.760
<v Speaker 6>And talk about what I did here, I'm going to

1319
01:10:10.880 --> 01:10:14.800
<v Speaker 6>know that that's on that list. All the other dumb

1320
01:10:14.800 --> 01:10:17.399
<v Speaker 6>stuffs on that list too, though, but uh, you know,

1321
01:10:17.840 --> 01:10:18.560
<v Speaker 6>I got that one.

1322
01:10:21.760 --> 01:10:24.000
<v Speaker 4>I think you got to look at this if you

1323
01:10:24.039 --> 01:10:26.439
<v Speaker 4>look at kind of what everybody's just talked about here

1324
01:10:26.439 --> 01:10:30.880
<v Speaker 4>in the past little little bit is we see that

1325
01:10:31.880 --> 01:10:35.119
<v Speaker 4>how we act, how we respond to situations, affects people

1326
01:10:35.199 --> 01:10:38.039
<v Speaker 4>around us. Like I look at each of you guys,

1327
01:10:38.079 --> 01:10:41.680
<v Speaker 4>and there's times when it's been a word, something you've said,

1328
01:10:41.880 --> 01:10:44.800
<v Speaker 4>something you've you know, directly told me that has made

1329
01:10:44.800 --> 01:10:47.199
<v Speaker 4>a difference. But there's so many other times, and I

1330
01:10:47.239 --> 01:10:51.479
<v Speaker 4>would say a lot more times that I see something

1331
01:10:51.479 --> 01:10:53.439
<v Speaker 4>in your walk, I see something in the way that

1332
01:10:53.479 --> 01:10:56.239
<v Speaker 4>you handle a situation. I see something I see God

1333
01:10:56.279 --> 01:10:57.960
<v Speaker 4>come through you. That's the whole point. You know, we're

1334
01:10:57.960 --> 01:11:02.800
<v Speaker 4>imagers of God. We're supposed to show God at you know,

1335
01:11:02.920 --> 01:11:07.960
<v Speaker 4>christ like in everything we do. And when I see

1336
01:11:08.000 --> 01:11:12.439
<v Speaker 4>that in people with their walk, how they present themselves,

1337
01:11:12.520 --> 01:11:17.239
<v Speaker 4>how they how they you know, just come off to

1338
01:11:17.319 --> 01:11:19.600
<v Speaker 4>people around them. I see that in you, guys, and

1339
01:11:19.640 --> 01:11:22.479
<v Speaker 4>it makes a huge difference. And that's something that I

1340
01:11:22.479 --> 01:11:24.720
<v Speaker 4>think we all, I mean, we all fall short. Like

1341
01:11:24.720 --> 01:11:27.119
<v Speaker 4>you said, we're not Jesus. Like you said, Brian, we're

1342
01:11:27.159 --> 01:11:29.800
<v Speaker 4>not Jesus. But our whole goal is to be as

1343
01:11:29.840 --> 01:11:32.119
<v Speaker 4>close to that as we possibly can. We don't want

1344
01:11:32.159 --> 01:11:34.840
<v Speaker 4>to ever have our actions or something we do, or

1345
01:11:34.880 --> 01:11:38.039
<v Speaker 4>the way that someone perceives us pull them away from

1346
01:11:38.079 --> 01:11:42.479
<v Speaker 4>Christ pull them away from God. You know, we always

1347
01:11:42.520 --> 01:11:44.720
<v Speaker 4>want to be able to tell people this is you know,

1348
01:11:44.800 --> 01:11:47.000
<v Speaker 4>this is you know, they look at you in a

1349
01:11:47.000 --> 01:11:50.279
<v Speaker 4>certain way and they see, man, why what's different? Why

1350
01:11:50.479 --> 01:11:52.560
<v Speaker 4>you know? What do you have that I don't. I mean,

1351
01:11:52.600 --> 01:11:56.319
<v Speaker 4>that's the whole point, right, is that you want people

1352
01:11:56.359 --> 01:11:58.960
<v Speaker 4>to see something different in you. And that's something different

1353
01:11:59.119 --> 01:12:01.560
<v Speaker 4>is that you have g just living inside you. That

1354
01:12:01.720 --> 01:12:05.960
<v Speaker 4>it it literally is something that can physically see in you.

1355
01:12:06.920 --> 01:12:10.520
<v Speaker 4>That's the whole point and you say, you know, you

1356
01:12:10.520 --> 01:12:12.720
<v Speaker 4>you talked about it justin which just that that girl.

1357
01:12:12.760 --> 01:12:14.600
<v Speaker 4>We meant at the conference you, I mean, you guys

1358
01:12:14.640 --> 01:12:17.640
<v Speaker 4>talk about how we do it for each other. I

1359
01:12:18.079 --> 01:12:20.159
<v Speaker 4>had a story I told I've told this before, but

1360
01:12:20.359 --> 01:12:24.920
<v Speaker 4>I had a person one time. I work in the

1361
01:12:24.920 --> 01:12:28.920
<v Speaker 4>medical field and I was working with I didn't work

1362
01:12:28.960 --> 01:12:31.159
<v Speaker 4>with this actual patient, but this patient was just in

1363
01:12:31.199 --> 01:12:33.039
<v Speaker 4>the hallway and I just one day stopped by and

1364
01:12:33.119 --> 01:12:35.960
<v Speaker 4>just said, Hey, how you doing. And the person, you know,

1365
01:12:36.119 --> 01:12:37.840
<v Speaker 4>just like what we would all say, even though we're

1366
01:12:37.880 --> 01:12:39.920
<v Speaker 4>eating up on the inside. We said, oh, we're doing great,

1367
01:12:39.920 --> 01:12:41.920
<v Speaker 4>We're fine, blah blah blah. That's what we all say,

1368
01:12:42.000 --> 01:12:45.119
<v Speaker 4>right that. I know, you love that I'm fine thing, Sean.

1369
01:12:45.199 --> 01:12:52.600
<v Speaker 4>But you know the person, the person says, but this

1370
01:12:52.600 --> 01:12:55.279
<v Speaker 4>this lady, she says, oh, I'm fine, And you know,

1371
01:12:55.520 --> 01:12:57.760
<v Speaker 4>I'm like, you know, that's that's that's great. I'm glad

1372
01:12:57.760 --> 01:13:00.119
<v Speaker 4>you're doing okay. But this person, I didn't realize the

1373
01:13:00.159 --> 01:13:02.760
<v Speaker 4>time was as down and out as they could come.

1374
01:13:02.800 --> 01:13:05.159
<v Speaker 4>You know, they had just gotten to this facility. They

1375
01:13:05.159 --> 01:13:08.199
<v Speaker 4>were going through something. They didn't know how long they

1376
01:13:08.239 --> 01:13:09.640
<v Speaker 4>were going to be. I mean, they were you know,

1377
01:13:09.680 --> 01:13:12.079
<v Speaker 4>at the pits of despair for lack of a better word.

1378
01:13:12.119 --> 01:13:16.840
<v Speaker 4>They were down about three weeks later. And I never

1379
01:13:16.880 --> 01:13:19.520
<v Speaker 4>worked with this person. But three weeks later they were

1380
01:13:19.520 --> 01:13:22.720
<v Speaker 4>getting ready to go home. That same person stops me

1381
01:13:22.760 --> 01:13:28.000
<v Speaker 4>in the hallway and they say, hey, do you remember

1382
01:13:28.239 --> 01:13:31.560
<v Speaker 4>three weeks ago when you said hi to me in

1383
01:13:31.600 --> 01:13:38.840
<v Speaker 4>the hallway? And I'm like, I mean vaguely maybe, Well,

1384
01:13:40.359 --> 01:13:42.279
<v Speaker 4>she says, She looks at me and she goes, you know,

1385
01:13:42.319 --> 01:13:44.319
<v Speaker 4>that's the one thing that got me through all this,

1386
01:13:45.359 --> 01:13:49.600
<v Speaker 4>just a smile and asking me how I'm doing. How

1387
01:13:49.760 --> 01:13:52.880
<v Speaker 4>simple is that for us to do? For people? Talk

1388
01:13:52.920 --> 01:13:55.239
<v Speaker 4>to people that you see on the street, say hi

1389
01:13:55.399 --> 01:13:58.920
<v Speaker 4>to people, wave, shake hands, kiss babies, be out there,

1390
01:13:59.079 --> 01:14:00.720
<v Speaker 4>show Christ and everything.

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01:14:00.439 --> 01:14:03.680
<v Speaker 1>That you do that sounds residential.

1392
01:14:05.600 --> 01:14:07.119
<v Speaker 4>Well this is, I mean, it's just the truth.

1393
01:14:09.159 --> 01:14:10.560
<v Speaker 1>Listen watching bullets?

1394
01:14:11.439 --> 01:14:13.079
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, did you got my vote? Though?

1395
01:14:13.840 --> 01:14:15.279
<v Speaker 4>I'll tell you I think that's what.

1396
01:14:18.640 --> 01:14:20.399
<v Speaker 5>I was thinking about that earlier when he said the

1397
01:14:20.439 --> 01:14:21.399
<v Speaker 5>dodgeball reference.

1398
01:14:21.439 --> 01:14:23.279
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, it was registering here too.

1399
01:14:23.800 --> 01:14:26.279
<v Speaker 5>Sometimes I feel like that's how God plays dodgeball. If

1400
01:14:26.319 --> 01:14:29.159
<v Speaker 5>you can dodge a wrench, you can dodge a ball. Smack.

1401
01:14:29.840 --> 01:14:32.079
<v Speaker 5>You know, Like there's a couple of teeth busted out.

1402
01:14:32.920 --> 01:14:33.159
<v Speaker 4>Six.

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01:14:34.319 --> 01:14:40.720
<v Speaker 1>That's not necessary. Is it necessary to drink my own urine? No?

1404
01:14:41.000 --> 01:14:43.199
<v Speaker 1>But it's sanitary and I like the taste.

1405
01:14:45.840 --> 01:14:51.359
<v Speaker 5>That's the game most of us are playing, just for

1406
01:14:51.399 --> 01:14:53.039
<v Speaker 5>a bunch of ridiculous comments.

1407
01:14:53.239 --> 01:14:57.359
<v Speaker 4>Actually, movie, just so everybody knows, that's not actually Justin

1408
01:14:59.600 --> 01:15:03.680
<v Speaker 4>in my you don't know, that's true. That's true, that's true.

1409
01:15:03.680 --> 01:15:05.079
<v Speaker 4>I guess I'm gonna leave that one alone.

1410
01:15:05.079 --> 01:15:07.359
<v Speaker 5>Though, I've never I'll say it like this, I've never

1411
01:15:07.399 --> 01:15:10.039
<v Speaker 5>seen a jugg of you'urine and Justin in the same place.

1412
01:15:12.039 --> 01:15:19.199
<v Speaker 5>So there's something to be said now. But that's I mean,

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01:15:19.239 --> 01:15:20.560
<v Speaker 5>I mean, that's really powerful.

1414
01:15:20.720 --> 01:15:20.960
<v Speaker 2>Justin.

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01:15:21.039 --> 01:15:23.039
<v Speaker 5>You know that you brought that story up because and

1416
01:15:23.119 --> 01:15:26.359
<v Speaker 5>I'll speak to you specifically right here, because I relate

1417
01:15:26.560 --> 01:15:30.039
<v Speaker 5>so much, you know, and Steve, Steve gave you the

1418
01:15:30.079 --> 01:15:32.720
<v Speaker 5>flowers of you know, you're the producer of this show,

1419
01:15:32.800 --> 01:15:35.880
<v Speaker 5>and The Dig's not the only show that you're involved with.

1420
01:15:35.960 --> 01:15:39.600
<v Speaker 5>You have Prometheus Lenz, which is also another incredible show.

1421
01:15:40.279 --> 01:15:43.720
<v Speaker 5>And boy, oh boy, dude, Brian and I know what

1422
01:15:43.760 --> 01:15:48.239
<v Speaker 5>it's like to sit up in that editing space all

1423
01:15:48.319 --> 01:15:52.840
<v Speaker 5>by yourself for hours and hours and hours and you

1424
01:15:52.920 --> 01:15:55.399
<v Speaker 5>work on something and you pour every bit of what

1425
01:15:55.479 --> 01:15:58.000
<v Speaker 5>you have into it and then you put it out

1426
01:15:58.119 --> 01:16:01.399
<v Speaker 5>and people are like, that's pretty cool, and they just

1427
01:16:01.520 --> 01:16:07.319
<v Speaker 5>keep up, you know. So God is very gracious in

1428
01:16:07.359 --> 01:16:10.119
<v Speaker 5>those moments where he lets us see like it's not

1429
01:16:10.199 --> 01:16:14.079
<v Speaker 5>all for nothing. It's not all for nothing, and we

1430
01:16:14.399 --> 01:16:18.520
<v Speaker 5>get those reminders, you know, And I think it's important

1431
01:16:18.560 --> 01:16:21.039
<v Speaker 5>to know that he doesn't, you know, with prayer and stuff.

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01:16:21.039 --> 01:16:22.760
<v Speaker 5>He's definitely not going to give it to you all

1433
01:16:22.800 --> 01:16:26.720
<v Speaker 5>at one time. I mean, I just don't know anybody

1434
01:16:26.760 --> 01:16:28.960
<v Speaker 5>in the Bible or in my real life that got

1435
01:16:29.000 --> 01:16:31.720
<v Speaker 5>it all at one time except for Jesus. Jesus got

1436
01:16:31.760 --> 01:16:35.119
<v Speaker 5>it all at one time. He is God, you know,

1437
01:16:35.600 --> 01:16:38.920
<v Speaker 5>and that I would imagine God gives it to himself,

1438
01:16:39.000 --> 01:16:40.840
<v Speaker 5>you know, all the way, all the time, because that's

1439
01:16:40.840 --> 01:16:44.119
<v Speaker 5>what God does. The rest of us we need those

1440
01:16:45.359 --> 01:16:48.560
<v Speaker 5>we need those signs along the way that you're headed

1441
01:16:48.600 --> 01:16:51.600
<v Speaker 5>in the right direction. You know, you have to keep

1442
01:16:51.680 --> 01:16:53.880
<v Speaker 5>on walking, and every now and then you'll run across

1443
01:16:53.880 --> 01:16:57.000
<v Speaker 5>the sign that says this way. You're like, yes, I

1444
01:16:57.039 --> 01:17:01.000
<v Speaker 5>am going in the right direction, and you know I

1445
01:17:01.319 --> 01:17:05.199
<v Speaker 5>can't that lady. I hope that she hears this podcast

1446
01:17:05.399 --> 01:17:07.880
<v Speaker 5>because I know for a fact, because I've had those

1447
01:17:07.920 --> 01:17:12.279
<v Speaker 5>moments in my life. She changed your life forever, and

1448
01:17:12.720 --> 01:17:15.560
<v Speaker 5>all the while she thought that you changed hers. That's

1449
01:17:15.600 --> 01:17:21.159
<v Speaker 5>what's really hilarious about this is because we don't know,

1450
01:17:21.960 --> 01:17:24.479
<v Speaker 5>you know. We think that other people look at us

1451
01:17:24.520 --> 01:17:27.159
<v Speaker 5>and they're like, oh man, you're doing so good, and

1452
01:17:27.239 --> 01:17:30.239
<v Speaker 5>we think completely different. It's like, no, I'm doing I'm

1453
01:17:30.239 --> 01:17:33.279
<v Speaker 5>doing really really bad. If you only knew how bad

1454
01:17:33.399 --> 01:17:35.800
<v Speaker 5>I was actually doing, you wouldn't let that leave your.

1455
01:17:35.640 --> 01:17:38.520
<v Speaker 1>Mouth hanging on by a thread over here.

1456
01:17:40.359 --> 01:17:43.760
<v Speaker 5>And then somebody comes along and changes your entire life,

1457
01:17:44.439 --> 01:17:46.479
<v Speaker 5>you know, and they don't even know it, you know.

1458
01:17:46.560 --> 01:17:48.359
<v Speaker 5>So I hope that she hears this. I hope it's

1459
01:17:48.439 --> 01:17:51.439
<v Speaker 5>a full circle moment for the both of you, that

1460
01:17:51.800 --> 01:17:55.560
<v Speaker 5>she knows that she changed your guys' life forever. You know,

1461
01:17:55.640 --> 01:17:57.399
<v Speaker 5>there won't ever be a day that you guys aren't

1462
01:17:57.439 --> 01:18:00.960
<v Speaker 5>alive that you don't think about it. And those moments

1463
01:18:00.960 --> 01:18:05.720
<v Speaker 5>are super important, and you don't get those moments by

1464
01:18:05.760 --> 01:18:10.079
<v Speaker 5>sitting still. You don't get those moments by just you know,

1465
01:18:10.640 --> 01:18:14.159
<v Speaker 5>I always say like, I wish I could pray, you know,

1466
01:18:14.279 --> 01:18:16.039
<v Speaker 5>when people just say I'm going to pray on it

1467
01:18:16.159 --> 01:18:18.720
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna pray on it. I'm thinking, man, if I

1468
01:18:18.760 --> 01:18:21.319
<v Speaker 5>could just pray on how to get this mortgage paid,

1469
01:18:21.520 --> 01:18:25.279
<v Speaker 5>whether there be a check in my mailbox, there just

1470
01:18:25.319 --> 01:18:29.119
<v Speaker 5>won't be. You know, now, I have had moments where

1471
01:18:29.119 --> 01:18:32.119
<v Speaker 5>I needed financial support far beyond how I knew that

1472
01:18:32.159 --> 01:18:33.920
<v Speaker 5>I was going to get it, and when I stepped in,

1473
01:18:33.960 --> 01:18:38.840
<v Speaker 5>faith boomed. There they are. I had to step first.

1474
01:18:39.279 --> 01:18:41.760
<v Speaker 5>You know, the camera that you're seeing come out this

1475
01:18:41.840 --> 01:18:44.600
<v Speaker 5>as a product of me taking a step. And if

1476
01:18:44.640 --> 01:18:47.520
<v Speaker 5>I'd have took this step two years before I took it,

1477
01:18:48.319 --> 01:18:51.119
<v Speaker 5>I'd have had a camera right then too, you know,

1478
01:18:51.239 --> 01:18:54.760
<v Speaker 5>because I had a direction, I felt something pulling at me,

1479
01:18:54.800 --> 01:18:57.800
<v Speaker 5>and you know, you just kind of we stifle those

1480
01:18:57.840 --> 01:19:00.560
<v Speaker 5>things down like it can't happen. And I had talks

1481
01:19:00.600 --> 01:19:03.079
<v Speaker 5>with both of you guys, I mean, y'all know, I mean,

1482
01:19:03.159 --> 01:19:06.720
<v Speaker 5>from the first time that I encountered your podcast, I've

1483
01:19:06.720 --> 01:19:08.560
<v Speaker 5>been trying to get both y'all to quit your jobs.

1484
01:19:09.880 --> 01:19:11.479
<v Speaker 5>And I'm like, if you guys will just do it,

1485
01:19:11.800 --> 01:19:14.439
<v Speaker 5>you'll laugh because you'll see that it all just works out.

1486
01:19:14.800 --> 01:19:17.560
<v Speaker 5>And Brian did that to me for like, I don't

1487
01:19:17.600 --> 01:19:20.319
<v Speaker 5>know how many times he texted me walk out that hole.

1488
01:19:21.359 --> 01:19:24.640
<v Speaker 5>I mean it was for years, every single day, walk

1489
01:19:24.640 --> 01:19:26.560
<v Speaker 5>out that hole and I'd be like, bro, I gotta

1490
01:19:26.600 --> 01:19:30.439
<v Speaker 5>have insurance walk out, man, I'm gonna have somebody walk out. Man,

1491
01:19:30.439 --> 01:19:33.079
<v Speaker 5>I gonna walk out. And it wasn't until I walked

1492
01:19:33.119 --> 01:19:37.199
<v Speaker 5>out that boom. Life changed forever. And here we are,

1493
01:19:37.319 --> 01:19:41.880
<v Speaker 5>you know, in business five six years later. And I

1494
01:19:41.920 --> 01:19:43.920
<v Speaker 5>had no idea how to do it when I walked out,

1495
01:19:43.960 --> 01:19:45.840
<v Speaker 5>and I have no idea how I'm doing it now.

1496
01:19:46.000 --> 01:19:47.840
<v Speaker 5>All I know is God keeps making a way for

1497
01:19:47.920 --> 01:19:51.000
<v Speaker 5>me to do it. And that's that's what I need

1498
01:19:51.039 --> 01:19:52.560
<v Speaker 5>to show up and do. Is just wake up and

1499
01:19:52.600 --> 01:19:55.720
<v Speaker 5>go do it, whether you feel like doing it, whether

1500
01:19:55.720 --> 01:19:57.680
<v Speaker 5>you don't feel like doing it, whether you know. And

1501
01:19:57.760 --> 01:20:01.039
<v Speaker 5>the most important thing is is like, dude, for so long,

1502
01:20:01.199 --> 01:20:03.319
<v Speaker 5>I didn't take a step toward christ because I didn't

1503
01:20:03.359 --> 01:20:05.920
<v Speaker 5>know how to do it. I didn't know how to

1504
01:20:05.960 --> 01:20:08.680
<v Speaker 5>be a Christian. And everything that I had heard sounded

1505
01:20:08.720 --> 01:20:11.279
<v Speaker 5>like way more than I could accomplish. And guess what

1506
01:20:11.399 --> 01:20:14.000
<v Speaker 5>it's because it is it was already accomplished. It was

1507
01:20:14.039 --> 01:20:17.520
<v Speaker 5>accomplished at Cavalry. There was nothing that I could conjure

1508
01:20:17.560 --> 01:20:20.560
<v Speaker 5>up or do, or come up with or walk, or

1509
01:20:20.600 --> 01:20:22.960
<v Speaker 5>anything that I could do that could accomplish what had

1510
01:20:23.000 --> 01:20:25.760
<v Speaker 5>already been accomplished, what was already there for me, what

1511
01:20:25.880 --> 01:20:29.720
<v Speaker 5>was already mine. That's the promise. So you know, we

1512
01:20:29.800 --> 01:20:32.199
<v Speaker 5>sit around and well I don't know how to do.

1513
01:20:31.680 --> 01:20:34.680
<v Speaker 5>It doesn't matter. It's already been paid. You're paid in full.

1514
01:20:34.840 --> 01:20:37.399
<v Speaker 5>Just start walking because now your walk is going to

1515
01:20:37.479 --> 01:20:42.640
<v Speaker 5>further accomplish that for someone else. It's eternal, It lives.

1516
01:20:42.680 --> 01:20:45.720
<v Speaker 5>That's why the word lives. That's why Jesus is alive

1517
01:20:45.880 --> 01:20:48.399
<v Speaker 5>and living. I see it every I see him, every day,

1518
01:20:48.880 --> 01:20:50.920
<v Speaker 5>I see God do stuff. It was a mirror. I

1519
01:20:50.960 --> 01:20:53.479
<v Speaker 5>don't care what you say, if you were inside my

1520
01:20:53.520 --> 01:20:55.279
<v Speaker 5>head today, it's a miracle that I'm sitting in this

1521
01:20:55.359 --> 01:20:57.079
<v Speaker 5>seat right now. I didn't want to get up out

1522
01:20:57.079 --> 01:20:59.600
<v Speaker 5>of my bed. That's a miracle. And I taketed our

1523
01:20:59.640 --> 01:21:01.520
<v Speaker 5>pastor and told him it was a miracle because they're

1524
01:21:01.520 --> 01:21:04.800
<v Speaker 5>still happening. We just want to downplay what God's doing

1525
01:21:04.840 --> 01:21:06.920
<v Speaker 5>and we you know, it's we want to look around,

1526
01:21:06.960 --> 01:21:10.479
<v Speaker 5>and you know, the Bible shows all these crazy things

1527
01:21:10.520 --> 01:21:14.039
<v Speaker 5>that we think can't happen. They happen every single day.

1528
01:21:14.399 --> 01:21:17.960
<v Speaker 5>God brings people back to life every single day. He

1529
01:21:18.000 --> 01:21:21.840
<v Speaker 5>has revived me from being totally in the pits of

1530
01:21:21.920 --> 01:21:26.000
<v Speaker 5>death more than one time. I've seen it happen. I've

1531
01:21:26.000 --> 01:21:29.159
<v Speaker 5>seen it happen in your guys's life. It happens every

1532
01:21:29.239 --> 01:21:32.439
<v Speaker 5>single day. But if you're trying to figure out how

1533
01:21:32.479 --> 01:21:36.239
<v Speaker 5>to do something, you're already lost. Nothing you can do,

1534
01:21:37.039 --> 01:21:40.159
<v Speaker 5>you know, but show up. God will do the rest.

1535
01:21:40.199 --> 01:21:43.640
<v Speaker 5>If you show up every single time. You know, not

1536
01:21:43.680 --> 01:21:45.760
<v Speaker 5>one of you guys can say anything different. If you do,

1537
01:21:45.840 --> 01:21:49.199
<v Speaker 5>I'll argue with you until my camera battery dies. Hold on,

1538
01:21:49.399 --> 01:21:50.640
<v Speaker 5>it ain't gonna die. It's plugged.

1539
01:21:52.479 --> 01:21:53.439
<v Speaker 4>We got till Sunday.

1540
01:21:53.520 --> 01:21:56.039
<v Speaker 5>Right, I got time, I got hard drives like you

1541
01:21:56.039 --> 01:21:56.960
<v Speaker 5>wouldn't believe.

1542
01:21:57.560 --> 01:21:58.039
<v Speaker 2>Got time.

1543
01:22:00.199 --> 01:22:04.359
<v Speaker 5>I ain't arguing with you, and I'll tell you know,

1544
01:22:04.520 --> 01:22:09.560
<v Speaker 5>don't confuse fellowship with friends that agree with everything that

1545
01:22:09.640 --> 01:22:14.600
<v Speaker 5>you say. Those aren't your friends. If your circle of

1546
01:22:14.680 --> 01:22:20.279
<v Speaker 5>people around you never just boy. I mean, Brian's literal

1547
01:22:20.399 --> 01:22:23.279
<v Speaker 5>name on Riverside is Brillo because I started calling Brello

1548
01:22:23.439 --> 01:22:28.520
<v Speaker 5>pad boy. Yeah, it's just if all your friends.

1549
01:22:28.159 --> 01:22:31.039
<v Speaker 1>Are quias, you need a new circle of friends.

1550
01:22:31.600 --> 01:22:34.800
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, you know, fellowshipping is not coming together with a

1551
01:22:34.840 --> 01:22:36.960
<v Speaker 5>bunch of people that agree with you. If you want

1552
01:22:37.000 --> 01:22:40.439
<v Speaker 5>to do that, get on Facebook. It's a whole different

1553
01:22:40.520 --> 01:22:43.720
<v Speaker 5>f word. Fellowship and Facebook are different, and neither one

1554
01:22:43.720 --> 01:22:46.800
<v Speaker 5>are your real friends. You know, if they agree with

1555
01:22:46.920 --> 01:22:51.239
<v Speaker 5>everything that you have to say more than a handful

1556
01:22:51.279 --> 01:22:53.239
<v Speaker 5>of times. Man, I've hung up the phone with Brian

1557
01:22:53.319 --> 01:22:55.640
<v Speaker 5>and I look like Kevin Hart when his mom just

1558
01:22:55.640 --> 01:22:57.359
<v Speaker 5>whipped him in front of his friends. Will you go

1559
01:22:57.439 --> 01:22:59.880
<v Speaker 5>through to me? Look up from my friend. I'm packing up,

1560
01:23:00.000 --> 01:23:05.039
<v Speaker 5>I'm believing I'm going, you know. And he never did

1561
01:23:05.079 --> 01:23:07.279
<v Speaker 5>any of that, just because he's like, man, I can't

1562
01:23:07.279 --> 01:23:10.039
<v Speaker 5>wait to pischean off today, like I can't wait to

1563
01:23:10.079 --> 01:23:13.159
<v Speaker 5>do it. But he's done it. Well, maybe he's been

1564
01:23:13.199 --> 01:23:17.279
<v Speaker 5>a few times. He's fleshy too, you know, so maybe

1565
01:23:17.319 --> 01:23:19.640
<v Speaker 5>he did. But maybe either way it worked. You know,

1566
01:23:20.560 --> 01:23:22.600
<v Speaker 5>you're going to run across people in your life, and

1567
01:23:22.640 --> 01:23:25.119
<v Speaker 5>those are the most I don't care how they make

1568
01:23:25.199 --> 01:23:28.840
<v Speaker 5>you feel. Boy, if they're if and listen, If they

1569
01:23:28.880 --> 01:23:31.199
<v Speaker 5>disagree with everything you say and they give you advice

1570
01:23:31.279 --> 01:23:33.720
<v Speaker 5>and you see him doing something totally different, those aren't

1571
01:23:33.760 --> 01:23:36.760
<v Speaker 5>your friends either. But the ones that walk it like

1572
01:23:36.840 --> 01:23:39.640
<v Speaker 5>they talk it, and they tell you how it is

1573
01:23:39.760 --> 01:23:44.319
<v Speaker 5>despite of your mental state. Despite of how depressed you are,

1574
01:23:44.640 --> 01:23:47.600
<v Speaker 5>despite of how sad or mad or happy you are.

1575
01:23:47.720 --> 01:23:50.520
<v Speaker 5>I mean, there's also been times, man. I remember one

1576
01:23:50.560 --> 01:23:54.560
<v Speaker 5>time I caught Brian. I had the biggest retainer client ever.

1577
01:23:54.720 --> 01:23:56.560
<v Speaker 5>I might celebrating in my head that I'm going to

1578
01:23:56.640 --> 01:23:58.640
<v Speaker 5>land in this thing. He's like, Nah, that's not enough,

1579
01:23:58.760 --> 01:24:02.960
<v Speaker 5>You're not charging enough. And I'm like, what, Like, I

1580
01:24:03.039 --> 01:24:05.199
<v Speaker 5>worked so hard to bring that number. But because he

1581
01:24:05.319 --> 01:24:08.279
<v Speaker 5>challenged me, guess who come out with a bigger number?

1582
01:24:09.159 --> 01:24:12.319
<v Speaker 5>I did because I considered it. I considered that he's

1583
01:24:12.279 --> 01:24:15.720
<v Speaker 5>seen something I couldn't see because I was emotional, you know,

1584
01:24:15.760 --> 01:24:17.920
<v Speaker 5>And he didn't let me settle for what my emotions

1585
01:24:17.920 --> 01:24:19.960
<v Speaker 5>were telling me. He just told me the truth. And

1586
01:24:20.039 --> 01:24:21.600
<v Speaker 5>you know why he's able to tell me the truth,

1587
01:24:21.640 --> 01:24:24.840
<v Speaker 5>because that man brings big numbers. So I'm gonna listen,

1588
01:24:24.960 --> 01:24:28.600
<v Speaker 5>you know, So don't crowd you know. And Stephen, you

1589
01:24:28.680 --> 01:24:30.960
<v Speaker 5>do that to me justin me, and you have done that.

1590
01:24:31.560 --> 01:24:32.000
<v Speaker 4>I don't care.

1591
01:24:32.079 --> 01:24:34.720
<v Speaker 5>I would rather disagree until I'm blue in the face.

1592
01:24:34.760 --> 01:24:36.319
<v Speaker 5>If we can get to a point where we all

1593
01:24:36.359 --> 01:24:39.880
<v Speaker 5>agree that's what it is right. We all agree that

1594
01:24:40.000 --> 01:24:42.800
<v Speaker 5>Jesus is worth us taking this walk. We all agree

1595
01:24:42.800 --> 01:24:45.319
<v Speaker 5>on that. So everything else we disagree with after that

1596
01:24:45.640 --> 01:24:47.439
<v Speaker 5>sweep out on the rug, it don't matter. We'll get

1597
01:24:47.479 --> 01:24:49.640
<v Speaker 5>somewhere on that. We all have the same goal, the

1598
01:24:49.640 --> 01:24:52.039
<v Speaker 5>same vision, the same place. We're all headed towards the

1599
01:24:52.079 --> 01:24:56.720
<v Speaker 5>promised Land. But I promise you, you know that's toxic.

1600
01:24:56.800 --> 01:24:58.880
<v Speaker 5>You know there's gonna be some people that listen to

1601
01:24:58.920 --> 01:25:00.920
<v Speaker 5>this right now, and I hope I challenge you on

1602
01:25:00.960 --> 01:25:03.600
<v Speaker 5>your circle of people. Look around. If the people that

1603
01:25:03.680 --> 01:25:06.520
<v Speaker 5>you talk to every day don't get you, like that

1604
01:25:06.640 --> 01:25:08.960
<v Speaker 5>Kevin Hart scene where you're just packing up your stuff

1605
01:25:09.000 --> 01:25:12.720
<v Speaker 5>and you're running away, maybe so mad. It's not the

1606
01:25:12.800 --> 01:25:15.279
<v Speaker 5>right people. It's not the right people. They're not telling

1607
01:25:15.319 --> 01:25:18.520
<v Speaker 5>you the truth. You are screwing up somewhere in your life.

1608
01:25:18.600 --> 01:25:21.359
<v Speaker 5>You could be doing something better. Somewhere in your life.

1609
01:25:21.840 --> 01:25:24.159
<v Speaker 5>There is a decision that you do need to make.

1610
01:25:24.520 --> 01:25:27.920
<v Speaker 5>There is something hard that you need to go do, period.

1611
01:25:28.479 --> 01:25:30.880
<v Speaker 5>And if the people around you aren't telling you those things,

1612
01:25:30.880 --> 01:25:35.039
<v Speaker 5>they don't care about you, And you know what, you

1613
01:25:35.159 --> 01:25:37.000
<v Speaker 5>might need to turn around and start being that friend

1614
01:25:37.039 --> 01:25:38.760
<v Speaker 5>of embrace and tell them they don't care about you,

1615
01:25:39.479 --> 01:25:42.479
<v Speaker 5>because you'll figure out when I'm like that with people,

1616
01:25:42.479 --> 01:25:44.399
<v Speaker 5>it's when I don't care about myself. You know, I'm

1617
01:25:44.479 --> 01:25:47.279
<v Speaker 5>letting myself have those allowances. But boy, if I talk

1618
01:25:47.359 --> 01:25:49.000
<v Speaker 5>to one of y'all and I call you on something,

1619
01:25:49.039 --> 01:25:51.439
<v Speaker 5>I check you on something, best believe I'm only doing

1620
01:25:51.479 --> 01:25:54.439
<v Speaker 5>it because I already had to check myself. That's why

1621
01:25:54.439 --> 01:25:58.520
<v Speaker 5>I'm doing it, you know. So don't get fellowship confused

1622
01:25:58.560 --> 01:26:00.600
<v Speaker 5>with the thing that we do inside church, right, Like,

1623
01:26:01.159 --> 01:26:04.319
<v Speaker 5>y'all ever went to church and you know pastor cause

1624
01:26:04.359 --> 01:26:07.119
<v Speaker 5>for fellowship time? Do you ever run into somebody that's

1625
01:26:07.159 --> 01:26:10.880
<v Speaker 5>just like if things have been real, real bad, everything's horrible. No,

1626
01:26:11.039 --> 01:26:13.800
<v Speaker 5>everybody's smiling. They just got their belly full of donuts

1627
01:26:13.800 --> 01:26:16.359
<v Speaker 5>and free coffee and we're shaking hands and everything is

1628
01:26:16.399 --> 01:26:18.399
<v Speaker 5>all good in the world. That's a lie. That's not

1629
01:26:18.399 --> 01:26:21.159
<v Speaker 5>the right type of fellowship. When you can sit down

1630
01:26:21.239 --> 01:26:24.279
<v Speaker 5>like this and you can have a talk and people

1631
01:26:24.279 --> 01:26:27.760
<v Speaker 5>can be honest and open and hey, I'm broke. I'm broke,

1632
01:26:27.800 --> 01:26:30.199
<v Speaker 5>too cool, let's figure out how to let's figure out

1633
01:26:30.199 --> 01:26:32.359
<v Speaker 5>how to piece ourselves back together and hold each other

1634
01:26:32.439 --> 01:26:36.239
<v Speaker 5>a caountle. There's something real, real special in that, and

1635
01:26:37.399 --> 01:26:39.079
<v Speaker 5>you know we've gotten to see it. I've gotten to

1636
01:26:39.119 --> 01:26:41.600
<v Speaker 5>see it a lot in my business walk with Brian,

1637
01:26:41.680 --> 01:26:43.600
<v Speaker 5>and the whole time I thought this man was teaching

1638
01:26:43.600 --> 01:26:45.159
<v Speaker 5>me business and he was just teaching me how to

1639
01:26:45.159 --> 01:26:48.239
<v Speaker 5>walk with the Lord. Because if God hadn't put someone

1640
01:26:48.359 --> 01:26:51.800
<v Speaker 5>like him, that would be abrasive with me. Because listen,

1641
01:26:51.880 --> 01:26:55.520
<v Speaker 5>I'm as hard headed as hard at y'all mean concrete

1642
01:26:55.720 --> 01:26:58.720
<v Speaker 5>up here. And God put somebody in my life that

1643
01:26:58.760 --> 01:27:01.319
<v Speaker 5>would challenge me like that, and that I had enough

1644
01:27:01.359 --> 01:27:04.640
<v Speaker 5>respect for that I would submit to that. And because

1645
01:27:05.119 --> 01:27:08.319
<v Speaker 5>he helped me develop and hone that skill. Boy, if

1646
01:27:08.359 --> 01:27:10.279
<v Speaker 5>you can't submit to the idea that you might be

1647
01:27:10.319 --> 01:27:13.920
<v Speaker 5>an idiot, the walk with the Lord is gonna be

1648
01:27:13.960 --> 01:27:15.279
<v Speaker 5>fun for you for a little while.

1649
01:27:16.319 --> 01:27:16.600
<v Speaker 2>You know.

1650
01:27:16.680 --> 01:27:19.640
<v Speaker 5>If you can't, if you can't practice submission and you

1651
01:27:19.680 --> 01:27:23.439
<v Speaker 5>can't practice you know, different viewpoints of things, this gospel

1652
01:27:23.520 --> 01:27:24.159
<v Speaker 5>is gonna.

1653
01:27:23.880 --> 01:27:25.640
<v Speaker 1>Be hard humility.

1654
01:27:26.319 --> 01:27:30.199
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean, bro, I'm telling you. It's just I've

1655
01:27:30.239 --> 01:27:32.880
<v Speaker 5>sent him some videos some of the things I thought

1656
01:27:32.880 --> 01:27:36.640
<v Speaker 5>were the best in the world, literally, and he'd be like, uh,

1657
01:27:37.079 --> 01:27:40.479
<v Speaker 5>frame rate's wrong. I go back and look at it, shattered,

1658
01:27:40.840 --> 01:27:46.079
<v Speaker 5>But you know what, I ain't missed that frame rate again. Yeah, well,

1659
01:27:46.239 --> 01:27:48.079
<v Speaker 5>just the white balance, but the white balance is even

1660
01:27:48.079 --> 01:27:50.159
<v Speaker 5>set right now as you guys, you know, orange is

1661
01:27:50.199 --> 01:27:55.520
<v Speaker 5>going on back here. But it's you know, the there's

1662
01:27:55.560 --> 01:27:58.279
<v Speaker 5>just a whole lot that you know, as we talk

1663
01:27:58.319 --> 01:28:00.640
<v Speaker 5>about our shows and we talk about our walks, and

1664
01:28:00.840 --> 01:28:03.840
<v Speaker 5>you know, we discuss all of these things, it's just

1665
01:28:04.000 --> 01:28:07.800
<v Speaker 5>so so important that what we do pay attention to

1666
01:28:07.920 --> 01:28:11.479
<v Speaker 5>is the picture that we're painting for people. And we

1667
01:28:11.520 --> 01:28:14.399
<v Speaker 5>don't need to paint the mona lise and be like,

1668
01:28:14.439 --> 01:28:18.199
<v Speaker 5>look at how pretty all the while behind behind the monalyse.

1669
01:28:18.279 --> 01:28:21.399
<v Speaker 5>So there's it's just fake you know, jump off of

1670
01:28:21.479 --> 01:28:24.119
<v Speaker 5>social media, jump off, you know, jump off all that stuff.

1671
01:28:24.119 --> 01:28:27.119
<v Speaker 5>Have a real conversation with somebody, you know, go and

1672
01:28:27.319 --> 01:28:29.319
<v Speaker 5>you know, just like you said, Steve, go talk to

1673
01:28:29.399 --> 01:28:33.319
<v Speaker 5>that person, say hello, say good morning. So many cool

1674
01:28:33.359 --> 01:28:35.600
<v Speaker 5>conversations out there to be had. But you can't go

1675
01:28:35.720 --> 01:28:38.800
<v Speaker 5>in reserved, and you can't go in thinking that you're

1676
01:28:38.800 --> 01:28:42.640
<v Speaker 5>not wrong, you know those when you go in with

1677
01:28:42.720 --> 01:28:45.840
<v Speaker 5>that attitude like it or not. If you're somebody that's

1678
01:28:45.880 --> 01:28:49.600
<v Speaker 5>listening right now, if that's how you if you feel

1679
01:28:49.600 --> 01:28:51.920
<v Speaker 5>like you're so far along in your walk right now

1680
01:28:52.000 --> 01:28:54.880
<v Speaker 5>that you're in a higher position than anybody else that

1681
01:28:54.920 --> 01:28:58.119
<v Speaker 5>you're sitting in that building with You're part of the problem.

1682
01:28:58.680 --> 01:29:01.800
<v Speaker 5>You're part of the reason that somebody is saying, well,

1683
01:29:01.800 --> 01:29:04.319
<v Speaker 5>I don't go to church because all the hypocrites they're

1684
01:29:04.359 --> 01:29:06.319
<v Speaker 5>not just talking, they're not talking.

1685
01:29:06.079 --> 01:29:08.640
<v Speaker 3>An intellectual level too. So I see that a lot

1686
01:29:08.680 --> 01:29:12.640
<v Speaker 3>in this space. It's like people read and learn all

1687
01:29:12.640 --> 01:29:15.640
<v Speaker 3>this stuff and acquire all this knowledge, and they get

1688
01:29:15.760 --> 01:29:21.039
<v Speaker 3>so pompous in their you know, their view of themselves,

1689
01:29:21.760 --> 01:29:24.760
<v Speaker 3>and they'll get in discussions and arguments with people on

1690
01:29:24.760 --> 01:29:27.439
<v Speaker 3>Facebook and they won't even listen to what anybody has

1691
01:29:27.479 --> 01:29:30.359
<v Speaker 3>to say because they have it all figured out. And

1692
01:29:30.359 --> 01:29:33.960
<v Speaker 3>it's like, man, no, you know, we all have pieces

1693
01:29:33.960 --> 01:29:37.079
<v Speaker 3>of the puzzle and we need to listen to each

1694
01:29:37.119 --> 01:29:41.880
<v Speaker 3>other and take pieces from everybody and put this mosaic,

1695
01:29:42.600 --> 01:29:47.880
<v Speaker 3>you know, full life picture together because nobody's got it

1696
01:29:47.920 --> 01:29:50.760
<v Speaker 3>all figured out. You know, like Brian said earlier, if

1697
01:29:50.760 --> 01:29:52.720
<v Speaker 3>you find that guy that says he's got it all

1698
01:29:52.720 --> 01:29:55.960
<v Speaker 3>figured out, you know, as I run from those.

1699
01:29:55.760 --> 01:30:00.359
<v Speaker 5>People, get the powder out. Well, you know, it's and

1700
01:30:00.399 --> 01:30:03.039
<v Speaker 5>you guys have experienced that real life thing justin I

1701
01:30:03.079 --> 01:30:05.159
<v Speaker 5>can't tell you, and it's your fault that I see it,

1702
01:30:05.199 --> 01:30:07.439
<v Speaker 5>but it's fine. I can't tell you how many times

1703
01:30:07.439 --> 01:30:11.359
<v Speaker 5>somebody has criticized your show because you smoke cigarettes. Yes,

1704
01:30:11.880 --> 01:30:15.439
<v Speaker 5>completely discount and discredit the amount of time and work

1705
01:30:15.479 --> 01:30:18.960
<v Speaker 5>and study and just I mean, get all that out

1706
01:30:19.000 --> 01:30:21.319
<v Speaker 5>of the way, the life experience that you've went through.

1707
01:30:22.359 --> 01:30:24.960
<v Speaker 5>They literally have to set their beer down to type

1708
01:30:25.000 --> 01:30:27.359
<v Speaker 5>their comment about you smoking cigarettes. That's a part of

1709
01:30:27.359 --> 01:30:30.840
<v Speaker 5>the problem, you know. It's not just hypocritical to oh, well,

1710
01:30:31.159 --> 01:30:33.920
<v Speaker 5>they leave church and they say cuss words, they leave church,

1711
01:30:33.960 --> 01:30:36.159
<v Speaker 5>and they do this, they leave church. It's it's not

1712
01:30:36.319 --> 01:30:39.079
<v Speaker 5>about that. It's that they have to sit next to

1713
01:30:39.159 --> 01:30:42.520
<v Speaker 5>somebody that makes them feel less than when when we

1714
01:30:42.560 --> 01:30:46.039
<v Speaker 5>get in front of Jesus, we're all nothing. So it's

1715
01:30:46.079 --> 01:30:50.319
<v Speaker 5>a level playing ground. Nobody is better than anybody. And

1716
01:30:50.520 --> 01:30:52.600
<v Speaker 5>you don't have it any more figured out than I do.

1717
01:30:52.720 --> 01:30:54.720
<v Speaker 5>And if you know, I would challenge anybody you want

1718
01:30:54.760 --> 01:30:57.119
<v Speaker 5>to have that conversation with me, give me like thirty

1719
01:30:57.159 --> 01:30:59.039
<v Speaker 5>minutes on the phone with you. Give me, let me

1720
01:30:59.159 --> 01:31:01.800
<v Speaker 5>have like five backs questions, and I'll show you that

1721
01:31:01.880 --> 01:31:04.279
<v Speaker 5>you don't have it figured out. I do it with anybody,

1722
01:31:05.159 --> 01:31:08.479
<v Speaker 5>you know, and we can't be a part of that problem,

1723
01:31:08.720 --> 01:31:11.880
<v Speaker 5>you know, myself included, you know. So just so everybody

1724
01:31:11.920 --> 01:31:13.840
<v Speaker 5>I don't feel like I don't belong in that camp.

1725
01:31:13.920 --> 01:31:16.399
<v Speaker 5>I most definitely do. And when I first found the

1726
01:31:16.439 --> 01:31:20.239
<v Speaker 5>Lord Son, I bet I did that to everybody. I mean,

1727
01:31:20.279 --> 01:31:22.000
<v Speaker 5>I was like, oh, yeah, it's because you're not reading

1728
01:31:22.000 --> 01:31:23.840
<v Speaker 5>your Bible a haha. But I read mine in an

1729
01:31:23.880 --> 01:31:26.159
<v Speaker 5>hour a day. What are you talking about. I'm still

1730
01:31:26.199 --> 01:31:28.239
<v Speaker 5>a piece of crap, you know what I mean, Like

1731
01:31:28.600 --> 01:31:31.119
<v Speaker 5>past forward, all these years, I'm still struggling. I'm still

1732
01:31:31.159 --> 01:31:33.720
<v Speaker 5>going through it, still hitting my head on the same

1733
01:31:33.800 --> 01:31:36.279
<v Speaker 5>walls I've been running into for months years. You know,

1734
01:31:37.079 --> 01:31:38.640
<v Speaker 5>we don't have it figured out. I don't want to

1735
01:31:38.680 --> 01:31:40.319
<v Speaker 5>do that, but I know the guy that has it

1736
01:31:40.399 --> 01:31:43.640
<v Speaker 5>figured out. I serve the god that's got it figured out.

1737
01:31:43.720 --> 01:31:46.520
<v Speaker 5>I serve the god that has never ever missed, He's

1738
01:31:46.600 --> 01:31:49.960
<v Speaker 5>never ever failed, he's never done any of that. It's

1739
01:31:50.000 --> 01:31:53.640
<v Speaker 5>always us that think that, oh, well, we have it

1740
01:31:53.720 --> 01:31:55.399
<v Speaker 5>so much more figure And we do that because we

1741
01:31:55.399 --> 01:31:58.159
<v Speaker 5>don't get what we want. We're a bunch of spoiled brats.

1742
01:31:59.239 --> 01:32:04.600
<v Speaker 5>And that's just it, myself included, you know, So anybody listening,

1743
01:32:04.680 --> 01:32:06.960
<v Speaker 5>you know, don't be a part of that problem.

1744
01:32:07.159 --> 01:32:07.399
<v Speaker 4>Man.

1745
01:32:07.560 --> 01:32:11.239
<v Speaker 5>Like I cannot tell you, guys how much it meant

1746
01:32:11.279 --> 01:32:14.600
<v Speaker 5>to me that, and it's one of your ex podcasts. Me,

1747
01:32:14.720 --> 01:32:18.199
<v Speaker 5>it's so crazy how everything's so intertwined. You know how

1748
01:32:18.279 --> 01:32:20.039
<v Speaker 5>much it meant to me to have a friend that

1749
01:32:20.199 --> 01:32:23.000
<v Speaker 5>just walked me down the aisle at church when I

1750
01:32:23.000 --> 01:32:24.760
<v Speaker 5>didn't feel I felt like when I step in there,

1751
01:32:24.800 --> 01:32:28.560
<v Speaker 5>I'm going to bust into flames, you know. And I

1752
01:32:28.600 --> 01:32:31.159
<v Speaker 5>can't tell you how much it meant to me. When

1753
01:32:31.199 --> 01:32:33.720
<v Speaker 5>the pastor gave me a key to the church. I

1754
01:32:34.319 --> 01:32:36.479
<v Speaker 5>think I even told you about that. I was like, holy,

1755
01:32:36.760 --> 01:32:40.520
<v Speaker 5>me me because I had to break I later found

1756
01:32:40.560 --> 01:32:42.840
<v Speaker 5>out everybody had the code for the key at the church.

1757
01:32:42.920 --> 01:32:44.920
<v Speaker 5>It wasn't just me. It made me feel special at

1758
01:32:44.960 --> 01:32:47.720
<v Speaker 5>the time, but I didn't have it figured out that like, oh,

1759
01:32:47.720 --> 01:32:50.880
<v Speaker 5>we're all the same. We're all the same, and we're

1760
01:32:50.920 --> 01:32:53.800
<v Speaker 5>all broken and we're all struggling and we're all going

1761
01:32:53.840 --> 01:32:57.560
<v Speaker 5>through it. So when you get there, you know, don't

1762
01:32:57.600 --> 01:33:00.079
<v Speaker 5>feel so special in that, and definitely don't hold it

1763
01:33:00.119 --> 01:33:03.239
<v Speaker 5>back because the darkness that you feel can be the

1764
01:33:03.319 --> 01:33:07.439
<v Speaker 5>light that pulls somebody else out of theirs. So when

1765
01:33:07.520 --> 01:33:10.399
<v Speaker 5>you go to the valley, remember that God said, come

1766
01:33:10.439 --> 01:33:12.319
<v Speaker 5>to the valley and I'll speak to you there. When

1767
01:33:12.359 --> 01:33:16.239
<v Speaker 5>you go there, you're not going to be captured by

1768
01:33:16.239 --> 01:33:18.800
<v Speaker 5>that darkness. It's already. There's nothing you could do to

1769
01:33:18.840 --> 01:33:21.600
<v Speaker 5>pull yourself from that point except for go back to

1770
01:33:21.640 --> 01:33:23.560
<v Speaker 5>the feet of Jesus. If you can make it back there.

1771
01:33:23.560 --> 01:33:25.520
<v Speaker 5>I don't care if you have to crawl. I don't

1772
01:33:25.520 --> 01:33:28.520
<v Speaker 5>care if you're bleeding. I don't care if you're a quadrantplegic,

1773
01:33:28.640 --> 01:33:30.560
<v Speaker 5>like Brian said, and you have to roll your way

1774
01:33:30.560 --> 01:33:33.560
<v Speaker 5>all the way to Calvary, you better get there. You

1775
01:33:33.680 --> 01:33:35.720
<v Speaker 5>better get there because that's going to be the only

1776
01:33:35.800 --> 01:33:38.319
<v Speaker 5>place that you have any piece. You'll figure out that

1777
01:33:38.359 --> 01:33:41.840
<v Speaker 5>it's a level playing ground. You'll learn humility, you'll learn patience,

1778
01:33:42.199 --> 01:33:44.680
<v Speaker 5>you'll learn all that. You know. When I have to

1779
01:33:44.760 --> 01:33:47.039
<v Speaker 5>learn how to be patient, it's because I've been so

1780
01:33:47.279 --> 01:33:50.560
<v Speaker 5>unpatient with somebody and I'm eaten crow from it. Now

1781
01:33:50.560 --> 01:33:53.439
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna be a little bit more patient when I'm

1782
01:33:53.479 --> 01:33:56.479
<v Speaker 5>not being humble at all. Brian puts a video out

1783
01:33:56.520 --> 01:33:58.720
<v Speaker 5>on Instagram so fired, and I'm like, Okay, let me

1784
01:33:58.760 --> 01:34:00.720
<v Speaker 5>get back to work. You don't got to figure it

1785
01:34:00.720 --> 01:34:03.359
<v Speaker 5>out at all. You will. I barely even know how

1786
01:34:03.359 --> 01:34:04.920
<v Speaker 5>to turn this thing on. Next to that, you know,

1787
01:34:05.439 --> 01:34:08.479
<v Speaker 5>when I see you guys. And I'm podcasting. I'm like, oh, man,

1788
01:34:08.560 --> 01:34:11.000
<v Speaker 5>podcast is doing good. We got thirteen listeners. I flip

1789
01:34:11.039 --> 01:34:14.920
<v Speaker 5>over y'all's YouTube channel, Humble Boom Humble, you know, and

1790
01:34:14.960 --> 01:34:18.479
<v Speaker 5>it's those are such great moments. But man, it's just

1791
01:34:18.520 --> 01:34:21.399
<v Speaker 5>poisonous when you think that you're in a competition with anybody,

1792
01:34:21.439 --> 01:34:25.720
<v Speaker 5>you're not. God has us running our own race, and

1793
01:34:25.960 --> 01:34:29.399
<v Speaker 5>guess what we worry about who's going to finish ahead

1794
01:34:29.439 --> 01:34:31.439
<v Speaker 5>of us, only to figure out that we might not

1795
01:34:31.520 --> 01:34:33.800
<v Speaker 5>even make it to the same destination because we've been

1796
01:34:33.800 --> 01:34:38.079
<v Speaker 5>so distracted with everybody else. It's a part of the problem,

1797
01:34:38.359 --> 01:34:42.319
<v Speaker 5>you know. So it's a level playing ground everybody that's

1798
01:34:42.359 --> 01:34:45.279
<v Speaker 5>listening right now. I don't care how many years you

1799
01:34:45.359 --> 01:34:47.680
<v Speaker 5>read the Bible. You know better than me and I

1800
01:34:47.800 --> 01:34:50.319
<v Speaker 5>know better than you. And we've got something to teach

1801
01:34:50.359 --> 01:34:52.640
<v Speaker 5>one another. And that's what we need to spend our

1802
01:34:52.640 --> 01:34:55.920
<v Speaker 5>time on, is you know, where what what can we

1803
01:34:56.000 --> 01:34:58.880
<v Speaker 5>learn from one another? What is it that we can

1804
01:34:58.960 --> 01:35:02.600
<v Speaker 5>take from each other resources? And you know, Steve, and

1805
01:35:02.600 --> 01:35:05.359
<v Speaker 5>I think you said it earlier. You know, maybe it

1806
01:35:05.399 --> 01:35:08.560
<v Speaker 5>feels bad to say we're using people, but now everybody

1807
01:35:08.680 --> 01:35:12.079
<v Speaker 5>uses everybody. It's only bad when you use them to

1808
01:35:12.159 --> 01:35:14.319
<v Speaker 5>get your leg up. When you use them just to

1809
01:35:14.439 --> 01:35:18.319
<v Speaker 5>crush them underneath you. That's when using people's bad. Listen,

1810
01:35:18.359 --> 01:35:21.319
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna use every one of y'all. Every one of y'all,

1811
01:35:21.319 --> 01:35:23.479
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna use you, but I'm gonna use you because

1812
01:35:24.119 --> 01:35:26.760
<v Speaker 5>I'm gonna get to it. If it propels me. I

1813
01:35:26.800 --> 01:35:29.079
<v Speaker 5>got my arm out pulling you up with it. It's

1814
01:35:29.239 --> 01:35:32.880
<v Speaker 5>just how it's gonna go. Because we're all the same,

1815
01:35:33.439 --> 01:35:35.479
<v Speaker 5>We're all the same headed to the same point. So

1816
01:35:36.000 --> 01:35:38.000
<v Speaker 5>it's just people get lost in the sauce with that's

1817
01:35:38.000 --> 01:35:41.079
<v Speaker 5>a big ramble. I apologize, but I just you know,

1818
01:35:41.119 --> 01:35:45.760
<v Speaker 5>it's what I'm feeling. Yeah, let me reel it in FORO.

1819
01:35:45.840 --> 01:35:47.880
<v Speaker 5>I just go hell, fire and brimstone on everybody.

1820
01:35:47.920 --> 01:35:48.600
<v Speaker 4>Y'all going to hell.

1821
01:35:48.760 --> 01:35:52.079
<v Speaker 3>Everybody uses that race analogy, right, Well, well, look at

1822
01:35:52.199 --> 01:35:56.479
<v Speaker 3>race horses. Race horses have those blinders on because if

1823
01:35:56.520 --> 01:36:00.800
<v Speaker 3>they're looking at the person running beside them losing the race,

1824
01:36:00.840 --> 01:36:04.079
<v Speaker 3>they're looking ahead, and that's you know, everybody likes to

1825
01:36:04.159 --> 01:36:07.439
<v Speaker 3>use that race analogy. But we need to apply the

1826
01:36:08.079 --> 01:36:11.039
<v Speaker 3>tactics of a race horse. We gotta have our blinders

1827
01:36:11.119 --> 01:36:14.000
<v Speaker 3>on and not be looking to everybody else worrying what

1828
01:36:14.039 --> 01:36:17.039
<v Speaker 3>they're doing and comparing ourselves to them, and we got

1829
01:36:17.039 --> 01:36:18.800
<v Speaker 3>to run our race and be looking ahead.

1830
01:36:19.840 --> 01:36:21.840
<v Speaker 5>It's a good example. Bro Here, I am talking about

1831
01:36:21.920 --> 01:36:23.800
<v Speaker 5>running a race. I had no idea. That's why those

1832
01:36:23.800 --> 01:36:27.279
<v Speaker 5>things are on those horses. I thought it was just

1833
01:36:27.640 --> 01:36:29.680
<v Speaker 5>I thought the horses had to be dressed as stupid

1834
01:36:29.680 --> 01:36:33.439
<v Speaker 5>as the people riding them. That's what I thought. Look,

1835
01:36:33.439 --> 01:36:37.680
<v Speaker 5>I'm learning now. I appreciate that. Yeah, I'm humbled. I

1836
01:36:37.680 --> 01:36:38.960
<v Speaker 5>had I had no idea.

1837
01:36:41.399 --> 01:36:43.399
<v Speaker 4>I want to thank you guys very much for taking

1838
01:36:43.399 --> 01:36:45.840
<v Speaker 4>the time to come on with us. I want you,

1839
01:36:45.920 --> 01:36:48.640
<v Speaker 4>I want everybody out there listening to if you enjoy

1840
01:36:49.000 --> 01:36:52.760
<v Speaker 4>this kind of free flowing conversation, real life talk, like

1841
01:36:52.960 --> 01:36:56.960
<v Speaker 4>working through our relationship with Jesus. That's what this is

1842
01:36:57.039 --> 01:36:59.479
<v Speaker 4>all about. That's what these guys are gonna They're gonna

1843
01:36:59.520 --> 01:37:02.000
<v Speaker 4>talk about real life stuff. They're going to talk about,

1844
01:37:03.039 --> 01:37:06.520
<v Speaker 4>you know, just their walk and the struggles they have.

1845
01:37:06.640 --> 01:37:08.159
<v Speaker 4>And this is something that we'll speak to a lot

1846
01:37:08.159 --> 01:37:10.560
<v Speaker 4>of people. This is their witnesses, their testimony. I think

1847
01:37:10.560 --> 01:37:14.039
<v Speaker 4>it's important, So jump on listen to the Vessels podcast.

1848
01:37:15.319 --> 01:37:17.000
<v Speaker 4>I know they can listen to you. What you guys

1849
01:37:17.039 --> 01:37:20.640
<v Speaker 4>are on YouTube. You guys are on Spotify. I don't

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<v Speaker 4>know where else you guys are at all, right, fair enough,

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<v Speaker 4>they're out there. Look for the vessels pot.

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<v Speaker 5>I know we're on Spotify, YouTube, Amazon Music. I think

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<v Speaker 5>that's what you use, right, Steve.

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<v Speaker 4>Apple, Amazon, all those things.

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<v Speaker 5>No, I'm talking about. Where do you listen?

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<v Speaker 4>I listen to you on on Apple.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's okay. So we're on Apple too. I

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<v Speaker 5>think we're on Amazon.

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<v Speaker 4>We're out there, so listen, listen in you'll enjoy the show.

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<v Speaker 4>And just as always, justin. We talk about this every time.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it is important for us to be in

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<v Speaker 4>our bibles. It's important for us to have that walk.

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<v Speaker 4>But it is always important to.

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<v Speaker 1>Question, keep dig, We steal the.

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<v Speaker 7>Fisil, not to rude, not terrain, just to see through

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<v Speaker 7>smoke and heroes and call Beace my name. They say

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<v Speaker 7>the truth will cost you fans. Confid be somebody as

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<v Speaker 7>the same rewas a softer face, swim fires.

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<v Speaker 2>Let us be
