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Speaker 2: This ain't my first time at the rodeo. Hello, and
Speaker 2: welcome back to the fucking show. I do apologize if
Speaker 2: you can hear my dishwasher going, it just gotta clean dishes.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry dishwasher is going. But I have a few
Speaker 2: things for us to talk about today, and I'm not
Speaker 2: going to forget apothecary Corner this time. I literally said
Speaker 2: at the end of the last episode, why do I
Speaker 2: keep forgetting apothecary Corner? And then I was like, I'll
Speaker 2: do it in a minute, and then forgot again. So
Speaker 2: we're definitely going to catch up on some Apothecary Corner today.
Speaker 2: But first a couple things that have come across my radar.
Speaker 2: I went to the grocery store neighborhood or whatever, we'll
Speaker 2: just say that's what it's called. It's a neighborhood grocery store.
Speaker 2: Everybody's got them, you know, and on every self checkout
Speaker 2: stand and in every aisle there were these little reminders advertisements,
Speaker 2: I don't know what else to call them. Twenty dollars
Speaker 2: off your groceries today with the COVID booster. Oh g
Speaker 2: thanks twenty dollars off my groceries today if I get
Speaker 2: the COVID booster, because I will definitely be able to
Speaker 2: enjoy my chef boyar d way more thoroughly having the
Speaker 2: twenty dollars off my groceries and not being able to taste. See,
Speaker 2: my heart explodes, But it makes it all worth it
Speaker 2: because I got twenty dollars off my chef Boyard's the
Speaker 2: things that the vaccine and the boosters are causing. I'll
Speaker 2: take my chef Boyardy full price, thank you. And I
Speaker 2: said this when COVID was really popping off and everybody
Speaker 2: was getting vaccinated. I thought more people were gonna die.
Speaker 2: I thought people in my life that were extremely ill
Speaker 2: at the time that they got the jab were going
Speaker 2: to die first and fact asked, and I kept warning everybody, like,
Speaker 2: oh my god, that person is so sick and is
Speaker 2: already fucked up. Why on earth would they do this,
Speaker 2: They're going to die and soon, and they didn't. And
Speaker 2: then I was wondering to myself if all the stuff
Speaker 2: people were saying about the COVID jab was true, because
Speaker 2: the people I thought would die the fastest and first
Speaker 2: are still kicking and healthier than ever. They've actually improved
Speaker 2: in their health status. So it could only be that
Speaker 2: some of them are not getting the real stuff, the
Speaker 2: real juice. But here's the thing I got that. Let
Speaker 2: me just back up, and not to rehash COVID or anything,
Speaker 2: but I think this is important because I think another
Speaker 2: COVID could be coming, but it's gonna be like some
Speaker 2: real shit, like some leprosy causing type shit, and we're
Speaker 2: all gonna be actually terrified. Listen. I was working at
Speaker 2: the hospital in twenty nineteen. I was scheduling surgeries and stuff.
Speaker 2: I had a full time job at the hospital, and
Speaker 2: in order to keep my job, they made me get
Speaker 2: the flu shot that year. This is twenty nineteen, going
Speaker 2: into twenty twenty. They made me get the flu shot,
Speaker 2: and I even asked my boss if there was like
Speaker 2: a religious type exemption that I could qualify for. I'll
Speaker 2: pretend to be Muslim. I have I know people that
Speaker 2: are Muslim. I could borrow a job, wear it into work,
Speaker 2: tell me what I need to do to get off
Speaker 2: the hook for this shit, And there really wasn't anything
Speaker 2: if I wanted to keep that job. So I got
Speaker 2: the flu shot that year, and immediately after, I want
Speaker 2: to say two to three days after I got the
Speaker 2: flu shot, I got the sickest I've ever been in
Speaker 2: my entire life, Grade A ten stars, the sickest I've
Speaker 2: ever been in my entire life. And it felt synthetic
Speaker 2: as fuck. It felt like nothing I had ever been
Speaker 2: through in my entire life. And I lost my smell
Speaker 2: and taste for three months. And this happened in October.
Speaker 2: So I lost my smell and taste for October, November, December,
Speaker 2: and going into January. So I missed Halloween, Thanksgiving, my Birthday, Christmas,
Speaker 2: and New Year's. Couldn't smell or taste the thing. Couldn't
Speaker 2: smell a pumpkin candle, couldn't taste upon pie, no turkey,
Speaker 2: no mashed potatoes, no birthday cake, no hot chocolate for Christmas,
Speaker 2: no peppermint stick. Nothing. Lost my smell and tastes clear
Speaker 2: all the way into January. I cried over an Arby sandwich.
Speaker 2: I just wanted a beef and cheddar Arby's sauce, maybe
Speaker 2: a little Horsey curly fries and root beer. I was
Speaker 2: craving it so bad. I was craving it with every
Speaker 2: cell of my being and I couldn't taste dog shit.
Speaker 2: I cried like no other over that Arby sandwich. The
Speaker 2: point being is I got and I tested positive for COVID.
Speaker 2: That's what they said that it was, was that it
Speaker 2: was COVID. What I got was something synthetically induced from
Speaker 2: the flu shot. I know it to be true. It
Speaker 2: happened two three days after I got it, and it
Speaker 2: was completely synthetic. It didn't feel right at all. What's song?
Speaker 2: And I vowed to myself on that day that if
Speaker 2: it ever came between injecting myself to keep a job
Speaker 2: or walking away and maintaining my morals, values, ethics, that
Speaker 2: I would walk away. And during the Corona Apocalypse, I
Speaker 2: started working at a corporate office in the HR department,
Speaker 2: and it came that time again where it was like,
Speaker 2: if you don't get this vaccine, this COVID vaccine, then
Speaker 2: we're gonna have to release you. Will relieve you of
Speaker 2: your duties whatever, and I was ready to walk away.
Speaker 2: I was actually hoping that they would fire me so
Speaker 2: I could live my truth if you will. I was like,
Speaker 2: this is the day I get to prove to myself
Speaker 2: and everyone else what I'm made of. But they changed
Speaker 2: their mind last minute, and I never had to get
Speaker 2: the vaccine. They fired me for other reasons because I
Speaker 2: kept tattletelling on my manager for being a cunt. So
Speaker 2: still got fired for sticking up for myself. But you know,
Speaker 2: why do I say all that. I say all that
Speaker 2: because the sickness that I got and my baby got
Speaker 2: a couple weeks ago, it felt a lot like that
Speaker 2: time I had COVID. I was fevering, my body ached
Speaker 2: like deep way down in the bone marrow. I still
Speaker 2: to this day, weeks later, month almost later, am still
Speaker 2: hacking shit up, congested, got shit. My ears are itching
Speaker 2: way deep on the inside. There was a few days
Speaker 2: I really couldn't taste shit or smell shit, and I
Speaker 2: got real scared, like PTSD is, am I gonna go
Speaker 2: through a three month phase of not being able to
Speaker 2: fuck it? But anyways, I am on the mend. I
Speaker 2: you know, did took a bath with some peppermint oil.
Speaker 2: Vics opened that shit up, drained it. Baby is totally better.
Speaker 2: But we were sick for weeks and it didn't feel
Speaker 2: like it felt very like we had been sprayed with
Speaker 2: some shit, and baby Daddy got it and some other
Speaker 2: people got it, and we were all just sick. And
Speaker 2: it made me think, if we're not being sprayed with
Speaker 2: something legit right now? Because I keep getting text from
Speaker 2: my cousins who live in different states, Ohio, Oklahoma. I'm
Speaker 2: here in Oregon and I'm hearing about people from my cousins.
Speaker 2: They're all sick and really fucked up. And then someone
Speaker 2: that we all know, who is a family an extended
Speaker 2: family member in Georgia, got so sick, couldn't shake it.
Speaker 2: They kept giving the person antibiotics, giving them this, giving
Speaker 2: them that they still couldn't get better, went into septic shock.
Speaker 2: Septic shock, had to be hospitalized. She got so sick.
Speaker 2: And it's all around the same time, and maybe you
Speaker 2: guys got sick too. I don't know. Something weird's going on.
Speaker 2: Then I go to the grocery store, twenty dollars off
Speaker 2: your groceries with your next COVID booster now here's the kicker.
Speaker 2: I won't say who this person is for privacy purposes,
Speaker 2: but someone very close to me, family member, got the
Speaker 2: Jay and Jay. Back in the day. I begged everyone,
Speaker 2: don't get it. I don't even care if it's the
Speaker 2: J and J. They are they all got shit wrong
Speaker 2: with them, and it was a healthy person. But still
Speaker 2: yet they have now twenty twenty six, this is six
Speaker 2: years later, or five years later, whatever, they have now
Speaker 2: been diagnosed with Perry crestitis or whatever is can get
Speaker 2: wrong with your heart, nosebleeds, blood pressures all over the place,
Speaker 2: dropping and raising, having panic attacks, having this, Having that,
Speaker 2: people are now all of a sudden, six years removed,
Speaker 2: five years removed. They are now getting all the things
Speaker 2: that I was thinking that they would get initially. It's
Speaker 2: a delayed effect, if you will. Perry Crestitis is popping
Speaker 2: up all over the place. Are getting sick. I got sick.
Speaker 2: I didn't get any type of COVID vaccination. I got
Speaker 2: a flu shot, then got COVID quote unquote and whatever.
Speaker 2: But what I'm saying is, I think these shedders are
Speaker 2: coming up out of the woodwork, and we all need
Speaker 2: to be prepared because I think they're going to be
Speaker 2: starting shedding shit all over us and making normal people sick. Thankfully,
Speaker 2: we'll probably get over it. We're probably healthy enough to
Speaker 2: fight it off. But the ones who got vaccinated are
Speaker 2: going to get real fucked up, and they're shedding shit
Speaker 2: all over us. They're advertising twenty dollars off of this
Speaker 2: COVID booster, and then it's like people in my life
Speaker 2: are turning up sick, turning up hospitalized, turning up diagnosed
Speaker 2: with the peri crestitis, just crusted all over the hearts, nosebleeds.
Speaker 2: It's and it's all coinciding with all this apocalyptic shit
Speaker 2: in missing scientists and possible alien disclosure and like all
Speaker 2: this weird stuff going on in the world. So it
Speaker 2: does make me wonder a little bit if they're not
Speaker 2: planning a COVID two point zero, and if they are.
Speaker 2: I'm actually not leaving my house this time, guys, because
Speaker 2: I was fucking off during COVID. I was doing pretty
Speaker 2: much living my normal life because I I ain't scared
Speaker 2: of shit. But I'm scared this time because I think
Speaker 2: that was the training wheels for what's coming next, and
Speaker 2: it's gonna be some leprosy type shit. People's dicks and
Speaker 2: tits are gonna be flying off. They're gonna be dropping
Speaker 2: their eyelashes off, nose off, lips, crusty, tanked, busted, b
Speaker 2: hole split. It's gonna be something to remember. It's gonna be.
Speaker 2: It's gonna be an actual world war Z. It's gonna be.
Speaker 2: I am legend it's gonna be. We thought we cured cancer. Whoopsie.
Speaker 2: Everybody's got leprosy now and their lips and dicks and
Speaker 2: tits are falling off. And I ain't going outside. I'll
Speaker 2: door dash, and I you know what, I don't even
Speaker 2: trust the door dash because I don't want anybody to
Speaker 2: touch my ship. We're just gonna eat grass, I guess
Speaker 2: from the front yard. I don't know. As long as
Speaker 2: we got formula and some water, I'll go on a
Speaker 2: water fast. But I ain't leaving this bitch because if
Speaker 2: COVID two point oh rolls around and it's some shit
Speaker 2: like we ain't never seen before, and it's the real stuff.
Speaker 2: Oh baby, it's gonna it's going down. It's gonna be awful.
Speaker 2: So anyways, I, you know, was scrolling through my phone
Speaker 2: and there was this woman who I sometimes watch her
Speaker 2: videos and she was talking about all these CIA codes
Speaker 2: and all you gotta do is look up this. I
Speaker 2: have a picture of my phone of it. Hang on.
Speaker 2: It could be total bullshit, but it's the Gateway Intermediate
Speaker 2: Workbook PDF. And supposedly there's all these codes like how
Speaker 2: to get your period to stop or something. I don't know.
Speaker 3: I just.
Speaker 2: I just made that up. But have you guys heard
Speaker 2: about these codes like code red? Not the mountain dew,
Speaker 2: but you know, just weird stuff, weird stuff. I think
Speaker 2: it's just more crap they're throwing out there to distract people.
Speaker 2: I'm not getting wrapped up in CIA codes. If you
Speaker 2: want to, If you want to know the most important
Speaker 2: sea codes ever in the history of anything, you need
Speaker 2: to read Program to Kill by David McGowan, or you
Speaker 2: can read Strange Scenes from the Canyon, Weird Scenes from
Speaker 2: the Canyon, whatever, Dave McGowan. Again, those are the CIA
Speaker 2: codes that I concern myself with. Those are the codes
Speaker 2: they would never admit to in a million pajillion years,
Speaker 2: not some kind of weird Facebook clip where if you
Speaker 2: think the color red and say two to two, you
Speaker 2: beholepuckers or whatever. These codes are supposed to do. Not interested,
Speaker 2: but just thought i'd mention it. I got an SRA
Speaker 2: survivor for us today. I will do a pothecary corner
Speaker 2: before we get started. But listen, I found another SRA
Speaker 2: survivor and her story was actually really interesting and I
Speaker 2: was going to go over it with you guys, but
Speaker 2: she just had no charisma, seriously lacking charisma. And it's like,
Speaker 2: I know, you got raped as a kid and all,
Speaker 2: and you had to sacrifice babies and do blood rituals,
Speaker 2: but can you at least be a little bit more
Speaker 2: excited about it. Can you get You're not entertaining me.
Speaker 2: I don't feel you know, she was just very bland.
Speaker 2: She was very cream a wheat, and I'm looking for
Speaker 2: shrimp and grits. I want somebody to tell me about
Speaker 2: their suffering and sacrifices and behole tortures, but with like
Speaker 2: some pep to their step, you know, keep me entertained,
Speaker 2: keep me on the edge of my seat, make me
Speaker 2: feel you're suffering, Captivate me or else onto the next
Speaker 2: So I did have a woman, and if you're interested in,
Speaker 2: her name is Anika Lucas, I believe, and she was
Speaker 2: in the Belgium SRA scene and as a child and
Speaker 2: had to murder other children. She talked about Mark Dutroux,
Speaker 2: she talked about the Nahuel guy that was working with
Speaker 2: du trou She talked about the Buildeberg group, just a
Speaker 2: lot of weird stuff that was going on in Belgium
Speaker 2: in the in the eighties and nineties. I'm pretty sure
Speaker 2: that's when she was in the SRA sex trafficking ring.
Speaker 2: And her story is very interesting, and she talked about
Speaker 2: all the things that we talk about you and I,
Speaker 2: but sorry, put some pep in the step or else
Speaker 2: people are gonna skip right by. It's as simple as
Speaker 2: that I found another SRA survivor for us, little bit
Speaker 2: more person reality. I think you'll enjoy it more. I
Speaker 2: know I did. I'm gonna bust in, We're gonna talk
Speaker 2: about it, We're gonna have comments. It is a longer testimony,
Speaker 2: but definitely worth it because she lets loose on us.
Speaker 2: She lets loose on us, and she could be one
Speaker 2: of those ones that's got a little bit mental illness.
Speaker 2: But those are the best ones. Those are the most
Speaker 2: fun to pick apart, you know, discuss amongst us. But
Speaker 2: without further ado. Guys, let's get into today's apothecary corner.
Speaker 2: All right, so you got bumps on your behole, you
Speaker 2: got crest on you tain't. Let's see if we have
Speaker 2: a cure all for what ales e. And now I
Speaker 2: don't know if there's anything in here that's gonna be
Speaker 2: good if the next COVID two point zero gets started.
Speaker 2: There ain't no taint rub. There ain't no marenga tit rub.
Speaker 2: There ain't no tincture that's gonna come and save us
Speaker 2: from whatever they about to know oragano oregano nothing postpartum ta. No,
Speaker 2: thank you. Let's see what we got iron rich women's infusion.
Speaker 2: We need something for everybody. We need something for everybody.
Speaker 2: I'll look at this, don quiet again. See this is
Speaker 2: for this. This might just be for the ladies. Something
Speaker 2: for the hormones. It's a hormone balancer and oh yep,
Speaker 2: and it says that it can ease minstrel discomfort. Sorry, guys,
Speaker 2: this one is just for the ladies. But it looks
Speaker 2: really interesting. Anytime you got dong in it, you know
Speaker 2: it's gonna be interesting. Dong kuhy cinnamon hormone balancer a
Speaker 2: warming and supportive tea to help regulate hormones and promote
Speaker 2: overall balance. Dong quai and cinnamon works synergistically to enhance circulation,
Speaker 2: ease minstrel discomfort, and support hormontal harmpity. But see, here's
Speaker 2: what you got, and then you can tell me what
Speaker 2: you think. But you got one tea spoon dried dong root.
Speaker 2: You have to have the if you want, and listen, ladies,
Speaker 2: I'll be real honest with you after I get done
Speaker 2: with these ingredients. Hang on. Then one teaspoon cinnamon, bark
Speaker 2: ground or whole, one tea spoon dry ginger root, and
Speaker 2: one teaspoon of honey or maple syrup. This actually sounds
Speaker 2: really good. You got maple syrup, honey, ginger, cinnamon, and
Speaker 2: dong That is a night you'll never forget. So you
Speaker 2: place the herbs in a tea infuser or directly in
Speaker 2: your mug, pour hot water over them, steep for ten minutes,
Speaker 2: and then strain it and sweeten with your honey or
Speaker 2: maple syrup. And that is the dong and cinnamon hormone balancer. Listen, listen, listen, listen.
Speaker 2: Those first couple days coming off your pred those hormones
Speaker 2: be raging, okay, and I would attack someone on the
Speaker 2: street if they looked good enough to me. All right,
Speaker 2: But I got a child, now, I can't be getting
Speaker 2: up to that hood rat behavior. But if you need
Speaker 2: to balance that shit out, it's funny that the dog
Speaker 2: is gonna A dog will balance you out. Sometimes you
Speaker 2: just need to get some of that in your life
Speaker 2: and you just immediately calm down in life just seems
Speaker 2: way way better. It's, you know, just instant. It's like xanax.
Speaker 2: Sometimes you just get a little dog in your life,
Speaker 2: cinnamon or not, and you just feel so much better,
Speaker 2: so much better. But that is today's apothecary cornter. I hope,
Speaker 2: uh this isn't inappropriate with the topic that we're gonna
Speaker 2: discuss today. All this dong and cinnamon, maple syrup and
Speaker 2: honey mixed with a little lessra survivor. I don't know
Speaker 2: if that's like a good combo, but that's where we're at. Anyways,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go ahead and pull this bitch up and
Speaker 2: we're just gonna have a good old time discussing and
Speaker 2: breaking down this testimony. I'm and I might I might
Speaker 2: skip some of it. Just because it's boring and listen,
Speaker 2: I would consider myself to be a Christian. Hello, I've
Speaker 2: told you this a million times. These two are definitely
Speaker 2: They're like, they love the Lord and they keep saying it,
Speaker 2: and they keep saying it and they keep saying it,
Speaker 2: and I love him too. But you know, if you're
Speaker 2: not a subscriber to that religion, just as I always say,
Speaker 2: suspend for a moment any confirmation bias you may have
Speaker 2: and enjoy the show because it is an absolutely enthralling testimony.
Speaker 2: I do like the energy she's bringing. So without further ado,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna skip all the little intros and stuff. The
Speaker 2: sr RA survivor's name is Rachel, and here we fucking go,
Speaker 2: Here we fucking go.
Speaker 1: But yes, so share a story, Rachel. Well, okay, so
Speaker 1: I grew up in Christian Holmes. My parents were both Christian,
Speaker 1: and there was a lot of love in our home.
Speaker 1: They loved each other, they loved me, they loved my brother,
Speaker 1: and there was a lot that was right. We were
Speaker 1: attending for most of my childhood. We attended a very
Speaker 1: strict It's Church of Christ was the denomination, and so
Speaker 1: they didn't believe in anything supernatural. They did not believe
Speaker 1: women should have any kind of leadership roles or teaching
Speaker 1: speaking roles, and certainly like not they didn't believe in
Speaker 1: prophetic or anything like that. And so at a young age,
Speaker 1: I wanted to be a leader, a speaker, and I
Speaker 1: had a prophetic gift. So that was a little hard
Speaker 1: growing up in that environment and basically feeling like who
Speaker 1: I was was just totally unacceptable within the church world.
Speaker 1: So so my dad did a really good job within
Speaker 1: that of counteracting that and telling me, yeah, no, that's
Speaker 1: actually not true and you can do anything God tells
Speaker 1: you to do, and you know, just kind of would
Speaker 1: let us know that we don't really agree with that,
Speaker 1: And so so I did for a young ladies feel
Speaker 1: like I loved the Lord. I very much felt drawn
Speaker 1: to the Lord. But early in my childhood I was
Speaker 1: I was. I stayed at home with my mom. My
Speaker 1: mom was a stay at home mom, but she ended
Speaker 1: up having a growth on her neck and she had
Speaker 1: to have surgery. So when she was going to have
Speaker 1: that surgery, my grandmother offered to pay for me and
Speaker 1: my breath you know, just mean I think, actually to
Speaker 1: go to preschool, so that my mom could have her surgery,
Speaker 1: rest and recover and just have time where I was,
Speaker 1: you know, taken care of at this preschool take care.
Speaker 1: And so that's a great thing, except for the daycare
Speaker 1: was actually a coven, like a Satanic coven with the
Speaker 1: front of a preschool daycare. And this part I do
Speaker 1: want to say when people hear my testimony, a lot
Speaker 1: of times they'd become afraid, especially if you have kids.
Speaker 1: So I want to say, first of all, no matter
Speaker 1: what I share, we don't need to go into fear.
Speaker 1: And if you have children and you feel alarmed, ask
Speaker 1: the Lord if there's anything you need to do in
Speaker 1: light of what I share, But don't move. Don't just
Speaker 1: move into fear. Don't don't let Satan get a grip
Speaker 1: on your spot. Just ask the Lord is there anything
Speaker 1: I need to do in light of this. So I
Speaker 1: really want you to guard against fear.
Speaker 4: And I want to object really quickly and say that
Speaker 4: pedophiles will immerse themselves into any situation that they can
Speaker 4: get your hands on your child, whether it be a
Speaker 4: coach because parents trust coaches, whether it be sometimes a
Speaker 4: pastor that you trust. It could be you know, a
Speaker 4: school teacher, a you know daycare teacher. So like Rachel
Speaker 4: was saying, pray about it, because there are really good
Speaker 4: people out there as well who love kids, but there
Speaker 4: are people who are wolves and sheep's.
Speaker 1: Clothing to pray about as well. Definitely, absolutely, So I
Speaker 1: went to this preschool and they were abusing the children.
Speaker 1: They were making the children abuse one another. They were
Speaker 1: making us to take things, eat things, drink blood. They
Speaker 1: told us that we were killing babies. But now, like
Speaker 1: in hindsight, one thing that I learned as I was
Speaker 1: in counseling was my whole life, I thought I had
Speaker 1: killed babies. And she's like, so, think about it, as
Speaker 1: would you even physically have the strength to have done
Speaker 1: what you did, which was cut the head off of
Speaker 1: a baby? And I'm like, no, I never even You know,
Speaker 1: when you believe as a child, it never goes unchallenged.
Speaker 1: You continue to constantly believe it until you challenge it
Speaker 1: with your adult mind. And as challenged, I thought like,
Speaker 1: is that even true? As No, they did that to
Speaker 1: make me feel like I had killed a baby. They
Speaker 1: made that too, They made me believe I had done
Speaker 1: that so that they could get a grip on establishing
Speaker 1: guilt and shame in me, but I had not actually
Speaker 1: been able to physically do that. But so that's just
Speaker 1: kind of an interesting part of it, because I think
Speaker 1: that a lot of what they did was intended to
Speaker 1: bring about shame in such a way that that kind
Speaker 1: of marks everything. When you're when you're dealing with shame
Speaker 1: and you believe you've done really bad things, then it
Speaker 1: just even more room to work because you have this
Speaker 1: guilty conscience. So I used to literally, like all the
Speaker 1: way up until I went into my healing processing and
Speaker 1: went to accountling for dealing with all that stuff, I
Speaker 1: felt guilty all the time. I mean just this gnawing
Speaker 1: guilt feeling of I am a horrible person, I've done
Speaker 1: something horrible, and now I don't have that at all anymore,
Speaker 1: and so praise God for healing. But but after that
Speaker 1: that was obviously setting the stage for just all kinds
Speaker 1: of issues. Depression, anxiety, fear were probably the main ones
Speaker 1: that I dealt with. But then at our church that
Speaker 1: we were a part of, we had a pastor there
Speaker 1: who was a close family friend. He was single up
Speaker 1: until his late thirties, and so he was kind of
Speaker 1: like a part of the family like my parents would
Speaker 1: always have him over and he spent a lot of
Speaker 1: time with us. He was kind of like a second
Speaker 1: dad or an uncle. And when I was ten, he
Speaker 1: began abusing me as well. And you know, I think
Speaker 1: it's important to us parents to know that a lot
Speaker 1: of abuse takes place after a process of grooming. So
Speaker 1: I really trusted him. He'd established himself and our family,
Speaker 1: and it had been a long grooming process of him
Speaker 1: giving us things because we had a lot of poverty
Speaker 1: and I battled addiction issues, and so we were very
Speaker 1: vulnerable and very immediate times, and so he would kind
Speaker 1: of step in and save the day and give us
Speaker 1: things that we needed. So we felt indebted to him,
Speaker 1: and my parents really trusted him, and so he then
Speaker 1: began abusing me at that point from ten, I don't
Speaker 1: remember when it exactly ended. It was in my mid
Speaker 1: teen years, and so there was a lot.
Speaker 4: There was a lot that was do you try to
Speaker 4: tell your parents at all about what was happening in
Speaker 4: preschool and what was happening with this uncle.
Speaker 1: No. I did not tell him about a pastor. I
Speaker 1: did about preschool. I just would sob and sob and
Speaker 1: stob and beg to not go. I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: really remember what I told them. I mean, clearly I
Speaker 1: didn't tell them everything. I was not telling them the
Speaker 1: full extent of what was happening there. I was just saying,
Speaker 1: it's terrible, Please don't make me go. You know that
Speaker 1: kind of stuff. And you know, I know it's hard
Speaker 1: when as a parent. I have four sons, so I
Speaker 1: know that it's hard to know sometimes what is what. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you actually they just don't want to go because you
Speaker 1: know they go Like so, I have a lot of
Speaker 1: forgiveness towards my parents, but I basically just begged to
Speaker 1: not go. I didn't fill a man on the.
Speaker 4: You were you were hysterically crying, begging them not to go.
Speaker 4: It's one thing if you're tired, and this is these
Speaker 4: are cues that parents need to look out for if
Speaker 4: there is an immense amount of stress. And I remember
Speaker 4: you were saying this on Amanda Graca's show, that you
Speaker 4: you have trouble sleeping. I mean, you really were not
Speaker 4: acting like you're self. And these are the types of
Speaker 4: things that parents need to look out for. It's not
Speaker 4: random that your child is crying and pleading and begging,
Speaker 4: especially as a kid, not understanding that maybe this is abuse,
Speaker 4: you know when when you want not to take you
Speaker 4: back to preschool, but you were talking about abuse on
Speaker 4: one another.
Speaker 1: Do you mean physical sexual abuse? Sexual abuse? Because then
Speaker 1: again that establishes that sense of guilt and shame firm.
Speaker 1: I mean, you feel like you are actually the predator, right,
Speaker 1: which I feel all the way and I really believe
Speaker 1: that until I went into I'm talking to cass and
Speaker 1: she's like, but like you were four or five years old,
Speaker 1: you know, can you even be a predator at four
Speaker 1: years No, you can't, you know, but they make you
Speaker 1: feel that and you believe it and.
Speaker 4: Shameful and I'm have they also threatened you from saying
Speaker 4: anything to your parents.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, both did the pastor and that preschool. I
Speaker 1: remember there being a lot of intense work of out,
Speaker 1: a lot of mind mind control, mind gains. The pastor
Speaker 1: had always told me that he was going to kill
Speaker 1: me if I ever told, and I you know, I
Speaker 1: really didn't believe him. Like when I told, there was
Speaker 1: a part of me that thought this might cost me
Speaker 1: my life. And you know, he didn't kill me. I
Speaker 1: had told on him in two thousand thirteen, fourteen, I
Speaker 1: can't remember now, so not that long ago. But also
Speaker 1: when I did start going to counseling, I went to
Speaker 1: a counselor who helps people come out of satanic ritual abuse,
Speaker 1: come out of the occult, and so it was really
Speaker 1: interesting because I was dealing with both of the issues
Speaker 1: the Satanic stuff, and the Satanic stuff kind of had
Speaker 1: tracked me my whole life. There had been Satanic stuff
Speaker 1: showing up along my timeline, is kind of the way
Speaker 1: to describe it. But when I went into counseling for it,
Speaker 1: it escalated a lot. I was having witches and Satanic
Speaker 1: people come to my house on a regular basis, with
Speaker 1: having a lot of really intense dark things happen. They
Speaker 1: need to not go through with what I was doing.
Speaker 1: But what I like to a reason like to say
Speaker 1: that is because I had the blood and the name
Speaker 1: of Jesus, and I had the protection of the Lord.
Speaker 1: I had angels surrounding my home. So they tried and
Speaker 1: tried and tried and tried, and they never were able
Speaker 1: to harm me in any way. And someone's listening and
Speaker 1: they're thinking, there's something I need to come out of,
Speaker 1: or I need to tell whatever you need to know
Speaker 1: that you can access protection from the Lord that is
Speaker 1: supernatural that will make it where you don't need to
Speaker 1: be afraid, because almost everyone who's been victimized is afraid
Speaker 1: to tell for a variety of reasons, but one of
Speaker 1: which is their actual physical harm. They think that they'll
Speaker 1: be harmed or killed or whatever. So it's good to
Speaker 1: know that that you know what, actually there is a
Speaker 1: supernatural protection for you that can make it where you
Speaker 1: can tell and they can't touch hair on your head.
Speaker 2: Amen.
Speaker 4: And the devil uses fear and intimidation to keep you.
Speaker 4: I mean, this is something that John Ramirez as well
Speaker 4: was sharing. He's an ex Satanist high priest. For twenty
Speaker 4: five years he was worshiping the devil. I mean, people
Speaker 4: would come with me. He would do hexes and vexes,
Speaker 4: people would die, he would be told, he would do
Speaker 4: things for free against Christians. He would put spells and
Speaker 4: hexes and vexes, and he would come back. And you know,
Speaker 4: he said he his testimony, he was sitting with the
Speaker 4: devil talking face to face. He said, just like you
Speaker 4: and I are talking. He's a face to face. He
Speaker 4: would ask to project, he would see things in the
Speaker 4: spirit and for those who maybe are in here like
Speaker 4: agnostics or atheists. This stuff is real. This stuff is
Speaker 4: absolutely real. This is if there's a physical world, there's
Speaker 4: also a very real spiritual world where there are angels
Speaker 4: and demons. If you're from the Church and you're not
Speaker 4: taught about the spiritual world, yes, it's biblical. It's all
Speaker 4: in the Bible that God is the saying, yesterday, today,
Speaker 4: and forever.
Speaker 1: There is a spiritual world. There are angels and demons.
Speaker 1: You know, I know your son as well.
Speaker 4: He sees in the spirit, right you have you have
Speaker 4: two sons, four sons, four sons, and one of them
Speaker 4: is a seer, one of them is a prophet.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so the seer is also a prophet. And then
Speaker 1: I actually all of my sons are highly gifted spiritually.
Speaker 1: And you know, one of the things that I like
Speaker 1: to really point out when I when I talk about
Speaker 1: the downside of my story, there's such a major upside
Speaker 1: and what that upside. One of the things that that
Speaker 1: upside is is that when the enemy has sought to
Speaker 1: destroy you, you have a right. The scripture tells us
Speaker 1: that when the enemy is caught that he must pay
Speaker 1: back seven times what he has stolen and I caught
Speaker 1: the eno. I caught the enemy. I pointed out what
Speaker 1: he has done. I have brought him into the courts
Speaker 1: of heaven, and I've said he sought to still kill
Speaker 1: and destroy every aspect of my life, my calling, my sanity,
Speaker 1: my body, my emotions. There's so my finances, my relationships.
Speaker 1: There's so much he's stolen, and I want repayment and
Speaker 1: I've gotten it. Like I have an amazing life.
Speaker 2: I have.
Speaker 1: There's so many things, like having four sons who have
Speaker 1: all four loved the Lord and are hiding gifted and
Speaker 1: good and kind and honorable and all these amazing things.
Speaker 1: Have an amazing husband as a kid. The Lord revealed
Speaker 1: himself to me in supernatural ways. Yea, let's talk about that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So that's you know, the Lasso script that says that
Speaker 1: the Lord is near to the broken hearted. And I
Speaker 1: wrote a book about my whole my story, and in
Speaker 1: the book, I said, you know, when he said he's
Speaker 1: near to the broken hearted, he means like literally, like geographically,
Speaker 1: like his presence, his manifest presence, in other words, not
Speaker 1: just his spirit living in us. We all have that.
Speaker 1: If we've accepted Christ as our savior, then we have
Speaker 1: the wholy spirit living in us. That's his presence in us.
Speaker 1: But when we are broken hearted, when we've been devastated,
Speaker 1: the kind of thing that crushes your heart, then he's
Speaker 1: near to us in a different way. Then we can
Speaker 1: experience his physical, manifested presence. That's what he means by
Speaker 1: he's near to the broken hearted, because if you think
Speaker 1: about it, he's near to all of us. He's living
Speaker 1: in us. So what does he mean by he's near
Speaker 1: to the broken hearted. What's different?
Speaker 5: Well, I've seen God, I've seen angels, I've experienced miracles,
Speaker 5: I've seen his When I was a kid, his presence
Speaker 5: filled up my whole bedroom in the form of a cloud,
Speaker 5: and he spoke to me in.
Speaker 1: My bedroom as a child. He was literally with me.
Speaker 1: He was near to the broken hearted. And I think
Speaker 1: that there is a little bit of a prerequisite. In
Speaker 1: other words, I think if you're just broken hearted, you
Speaker 1: haven't necessarily seen God. I think that we know that
Speaker 1: a pure heart helps us see God and also love
Speaker 1: and desire for God. I was constantly seeking God, asking
Speaker 1: for his presence, asking for him to show himself to me,
Speaker 1: asking for his help, crying out to him, even as
Speaker 1: a child, and so I've gotten it. I've gotten a
Speaker 1: lot of what I've asked for, and I encourage people
Speaker 1: ask God and ask him for everything. Ask Him for
Speaker 1: whatever it is that you're needing, even if it's something,
Speaker 1: ask him, ask him for everything. Because I have been
Speaker 1: I've zimped a life where I've experienced a lot of
Speaker 1: just amazing things with the Lord and a lot of miracles.
Speaker 1: I've experienced people showing up on my doorsteps. Stepn't giving
Speaker 1: me large sums of money because I had to pay
Speaker 1: for counseling when I was in the sealing process and
Speaker 1: it was super expensive because I wanted to go to
Speaker 1: this spirit filled Christian counselor, and my insurance when i't
Speaker 1: cover it. So I'm paying cash. I mean this, and
Speaker 1: my son's to counsel. My husbands were all like recovering
Speaker 1: from this process that was so difficult. So we're paying
Speaker 1: all this cash. Someone shows up on my door and
Speaker 1: gives me yash because I started asking the Lord like, hey,
Speaker 1: I'm you know, any money, any money to pay for
Speaker 1: the sealing process. It's expensive, So that's amazing, amazing about that.
Speaker 1: Someone said, God told me to come to your house
Speaker 1: and give you this money and you don't know them,
Speaker 1: you've never seen them in your life. No, it's someone
Speaker 1: I knew. But they didn't even know I was in
Speaker 1: the healing process. They didn't know anything about any of
Speaker 1: it healing process. They didn't know that I'd asked God
Speaker 1: for that. I mean, God's just spoke directly to them
Speaker 1: and brought them. So a while a lot of Satanists
Speaker 1: have come to my door to do things and curse
Speaker 1: me and all kinds of stuff. I've experienced and interacted
Speaker 1: with angels and with humans that just are sent on
Speaker 1: assignment by God. And yes, there's the dark, but the
Speaker 1: light is so much more Yes, so it's so much
Speaker 1: more powerful.
Speaker 4: And just to go back to this satanic thing just
Speaker 4: for a second, like we were saying before, the devil
Speaker 4: will use fear, you know, with for example, John Ramirez
Speaker 4: and yourself, people that were well John Ramirez.
Speaker 1: Chose chose to be part of it.
Speaker 4: You were surrounded by it because that's where your parents
Speaker 4: accidentally put you into, you know, with the guilt and
Speaker 4: the shame and the fear and intimidation from a pastor
Speaker 4: who was abusing you to not say anything, to not speak,
Speaker 4: the fear of death, you know, the fear intimidation, spirit
Speaker 4: of fear. The devil will use that to keep you
Speaker 4: in there. And so with Rachel, she was saying that
Speaker 4: she when she started focusing on the Lord and started
Speaker 4: her healing process with the Lord, she would have satanist
Speaker 4: knock on her door, witches knock on her door, try
Speaker 4: to intimidate her. Can you share a little bit of
Speaker 4: like a testimony of what what what do they do?
Speaker 4: What did they say when they came to your house?
Speaker 4: And what time, like what happened?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've had a lot, so let me think about
Speaker 1: one to share. I've had. Okay, So I had someone
Speaker 1: come and kill an animal, a raven on my property
Speaker 1: and to spill the blood on my property to claim
Speaker 1: claim my property, you know, to exert the Satanic authority
Speaker 1: over the property. And I remember when that first happened,
Speaker 1: I was like, I was freaked out, like a little bit.
Speaker 1: I'm like, there is really power in a blood sacrifice
Speaker 1: and so feel and I was mad that I was
Speaker 1: freaked out, like I'm like, I know too much, I'm
Speaker 1: mad at myself. Were even like being kind of agitated
Speaker 1: and stressed by what they've done. So she's like, Lord,
Speaker 1: what in the world, like help me what you know?
Speaker 1: Help me with this? And he said, would you have
Speaker 1: access to the blood covenant of Jesus. So Jesus's blood
Speaker 1: was stilled. He died on the cross war as in
Speaker 1: other words, and so that blood shed is more powerful
Speaker 1: than any blood sacrifice. It canceled every other less than
Speaker 1: blood sacrifice. So when that say came to do, they
Speaker 1: did exert a power, and had I done nothing, they
Speaker 1: actually would have had a real or a real authority
Speaker 1: in the situation. But because I was then made aware,
Speaker 1: I was able to say no, in Jesus name, I
Speaker 1: can't sel all power and authority that was released with
Speaker 1: that blood sacrifice. And I placed with the blood sacrifice
Speaker 1: of Jesus above the blood sacrifice of that raven, and
Speaker 1: I cancel it in Jesus name, in Jesus, and I did.
Speaker 1: I was able to. I've had people at astral project
Speaker 1: into my house. My astral projection, that's a good and
Speaker 1: you see them. So my seer son saw them, which
Speaker 1: was interesting. I couldn't see them. He could see them.
Speaker 1: And it was just like a regular guy dressed in
Speaker 1: the handling jeans on it. It wasn't an angel. It
Speaker 1: wasn't a deep and it was a human and so
Speaker 1: that's a real thing too. I know you'd mentioned that
Speaker 1: aftual projection. And I've also had like the knobs on
Speaker 1: my stove like turn without without there being anyone there,
Speaker 1: turned to really scap multiple times within the same night.
Speaker 1: But again, every single time the Holy Spirit alerted us.
Speaker 1: That's awesome, you know. And so it's like, yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: they tried, they they tried a lot, but every single time,
Speaker 1: if you're speaking the Lord, if you're listening to his
Speaker 1: voice every single time, yeah, you will be victorious.
Speaker 4: And as you were saying that, the Lord sometimes speaks
Speaker 4: to numbers as well, a lot of times. And as
Speaker 4: you were saying that, I just look, there's seven hundred
Speaker 4: and seventy seven people, seven seven seven. While you were
Speaker 4: saying that that don't need to worry because the Lord
Speaker 4: is with us. He's covering us with his blood and
Speaker 4: with his protection and his angels as you're saying that,
Speaker 4: so seven seven seven, Amen, that's a confirmation. Let's talk
Speaker 4: about can you share this story this This was amazing
Speaker 4: when you shared your testimony about your son.
Speaker 1: Who sees in the spirit, he's a seer, what he
Speaker 1: saw on Halloween.
Speaker 4: I know you guys don't celebrate Halloween as people that
Speaker 4: follow me as well, I say, do not, you know,
Speaker 4: celebrate this day of you know, Satan worship. It's the
Speaker 4: biggest Satanic holiday of the year, and US Christians are
Speaker 4: very naive and very ignorant and celebrate the day. Listen,
Speaker 4: there's nothing wrong with you know, if you're hanging out
Speaker 4: with friends and you're in a costume and you're playing
Speaker 4: around but dressing your kids as witches and warlocks and
Speaker 4: all of these different things and celebrating and getting candy.
Speaker 4: There's witches that put hexes and vexes on it, and
Speaker 4: people think it's a joke.
Speaker 1: But would you share the.
Speaker 4: Testimony what your son saw when there was a woman
Speaker 4: trying to get you guys to get some candy.
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, I fucking love Halloween. You guys know that.
Speaker 2: I think it's about your intention. I will never not
Speaker 2: celebrate Halloween. But at the same time, you know, I'm
Speaker 2: not doing any blood ritualism on that day. I'm not
Speaker 2: doing any sacrifices on that day, So you know, I disagree.
Speaker 2: I think it's about your intention. I watch Scream and
Speaker 2: I bake punkin cookies. All right, I'm not I'm not
Speaker 2: doing any weird stuff. Now do they take advantage of
Speaker 2: that day? Fuck? Yeah, they do. What the SRA survivor
Speaker 2: is about to say one of my favorite parts of
Speaker 2: the episode because I absolutely agree with this and I
Speaker 2: actually have something to add to it. But let's get
Speaker 2: back to her story for just a second here.
Speaker 1: Okay, So I feel like with Halloween, like, first of all, well,
Speaker 1: originally I have heard that Halloween initially was a day
Speaker 1: to honor those who have been martyred for their faith.
Speaker 1: Have you heard that?
Speaker 4: I think it was a is it the day of
Speaker 4: saints and angels or something like that. I might be wrong,
Speaker 4: it might I've heard.
Speaker 1: I've heard conflicting things, so I don't really know for
Speaker 1: sure what's trip, but didn't do it. And still even
Speaker 1: as I look into it, I see information on both sides.
Speaker 1: I don't know what's totally true, but I think that
Speaker 1: days like that are what you make of them, you know.
Speaker 1: So again, it's like not something you need to be
Speaker 1: afraid of, but you do need to be aware that
Speaker 1: Satanists always like their high holy day in a way
Speaker 1: they know they are going to do a lot of
Speaker 1: blood sacrifices that day. But again, no problem. Now you're aware,
Speaker 1: so you can she cancel it, just pry. But yeah,
Speaker 1: So on Halloween, we were walking down our street and
Speaker 1: this lady came out under her front porch and she
Speaker 1: saw us and she wanted us to come up to
Speaker 1: her doorstep. She'sid, come over here, come over here, I
Speaker 1: have candy for you, and she was saying it to
Speaker 1: my son. But my son can see in the spirit,
Speaker 1: so he's like looking at her and he's like, no thanks,
Speaker 1: no thanks, And the way he's saying it, I can
Speaker 1: tell he's seeing something, you know, And she kept trying,
Speaker 1: like she was like like who does that? Like, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: come here, came here, just come here real quick. I'll
Speaker 1: just I'll just I'm gonna give you candy. Like it's
Speaker 1: like you're kind of like an aggressive candy pusher. What's
Speaker 1: because she had an agenda.
Speaker 4: Obviously she was not anywhere, So no, it was desperate
Speaker 4: to give you candy.
Speaker 1: Especially if you say no, I mean it's yeah, oh
Speaker 1: for sure. But and my husband and I are both
Speaker 1: with our son too, so there was no chance of
Speaker 1: it happening. You know, We're all like, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: She kept saying no and kept walking. So I said,
Speaker 1: Ezy Hill, what were you seeing? It could tell you
Speaker 1: were seeing something. He's like, oh, yeah, she's a witch.
Speaker 1: And I said, I can tell. And that's when he
Speaker 1: told me that in the spirit, when he sees someone,
Speaker 1: their skin actually looks green. Like Okay, so it's like
Speaker 1: kind of Wizard of Oz that wished skin. But Eazy
Speaker 1: Kils never seen Wizard of Oz first of all, And
Speaker 1: also I think whoever made that movie maybe is a
Speaker 1: seer and knows was told or someone who grips knows
Speaker 1: that that's a real thing. But because we'll see people
Speaker 1: and he's like, that's a witch. And if you talk
Speaker 1: green skin, one green skin, green skin would give it
Speaker 1: away to him in the spirit that it's a spirit.
Speaker 2: Listen. I don't know about green skin or anything like that,
Speaker 2: but I told y'all asses about the Wizard of Oz.
Speaker 2: It wasn't no seer. Okay, maybe he was a seer,
Speaker 2: but he was into some dark shit. That is an
Speaker 2: absolute mkotra movie. It might it might even be the
Speaker 2: first one ever made. I did an episode about the
Speaker 2: Wizard of Oz a couple of years ago. If you're
Speaker 2: feeling frisky. You can scroll back quite a ways and
Speaker 2: you will find it there. It's definitely worth a listen.
Speaker 2: But this is absolutely one true stuff, okay, Because when
Speaker 2: I am at the store, always at the grocery store
Speaker 2: or the goodwill or whatever, these old ladies always be
Speaker 2: walking up, approaching on us, while I have the baby
Speaker 2: in the front pack, trying to touch his arms and
Speaker 2: get in his face and say stuff to him. And
Speaker 2: do you have a smile for me? Do you have
Speaker 2: a smile for me? No, he don't got a smile
Speaker 2: for you, or anti buty else, okay. And as soon
Speaker 2: as they try to touch him or molest size his
Speaker 2: elbow or whatever it is they're trying to do, as
Speaker 2: soon as they walk away, I say, blood of Jesus
Speaker 2: on my baby, Blood of Jesus on my baby, Blood
Speaker 2: of Jesus covering this baby, because I don't fucking know you,
Speaker 2: and I don't know what your intentions are, and I
Speaker 2: don't know why you want to get your face in
Speaker 2: my baby's face, and I don't know why you want
Speaker 2: to touch on him. But back to fuck up. And
Speaker 2: when they start approaching, I start backing away anyways, and
Speaker 2: they keep on coming so it's just again, I don't
Speaker 2: know you I and honestly I don't speak or anything.
Speaker 2: When they start doing that, just try to make them
Speaker 2: feel as uncomfortable as possible so they walk away. This
Speaker 2: world is filled with untold dangers of this spirit and
Speaker 2: we all need to be on guard with ship like that.
Speaker 2: So I one thousand percent believe what she's saying about
Speaker 2: the Halloween stuff. That is scary as fuck and they're
Speaker 2: giving out candies and they're putting it into your baby's
Speaker 2: bodies and oh fuck, no, fucked to the No.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's that's that's amazing. So let's talk about So
Speaker 4: here's the thing, the Lord. Everyone has a different calling
Speaker 4: on their life. And you know, humility comes before honor, right,
Speaker 4: And it's it's amazing because a lot of times with
Speaker 4: our callings with with I feel like you're calling it's
Speaker 4: nots prophetic dreams and visions, it's it's uh, it's too
Speaker 4: lead people from the occult into repentance. And there's a
Speaker 4: strong anointing there. And so the Lord will allow you
Speaker 4: to see the evil. He will unveil the evil for
Speaker 4: you to understand the first of all, the spiritual realm
Speaker 4: was real and also to warn others about it. And
Speaker 4: with you, it's so amazing because the Lord your gift
Speaker 4: is really prophetic dreams. So tell me when you first
Speaker 4: started experiencing prophetic dreams and share some as well, because
Speaker 4: they're really beautiful.
Speaker 1: There's so many, I know. Yeah, yeah, I had several
Speaker 1: last night. Well, okay, so I've dreamt to my whole
Speaker 1: life and as a kid again because of the situations
Speaker 1: that I was in, and also because I think the
Speaker 1: enemy was attacking in this specific way. I had nightmares
Speaker 1: all the time.
Speaker 2: So I think.
Speaker 1: Because I was created to be a prophetic dreamer and
Speaker 1: that was one of the main ways God was going
Speaker 1: to be speaking to me through my life, the enemy
Speaker 1: really attacked that. And so sometimes that's a cue for
Speaker 1: you guys. You can look at your and look at
Speaker 1: like where have you been attacked repeatedly and there's a
Speaker 1: clue there that that's actually something you're called to, or
Speaker 1: that that's a point where the enemy can see that
Speaker 1: God wants to use you, so he is attacking that
Speaker 1: specific area of your life. So yeah, so I would
Speaker 1: have product prophetic dreams though I would see things before
Speaker 1: they happened sometimes and I would it was just the
Speaker 1: way that God would show me what I need to
Speaker 1: know and would reveal himself to me through dreams. And
Speaker 1: now like with coronavirus, So last July July thirteenth, twenty nineteen,
Speaker 1: I had this dream that completely showed what was getting
Speaker 1: ready to happen in our country. Now the time, I
Speaker 1: had no frame of reference, so I could not wrap
Speaker 1: my brain around what is happening. It was. I had
Speaker 1: this dream that I was driving down this freeway and
Speaker 1: all of the sudden, the freeway was blocked and they
Speaker 1: were making everybody get out of their cars. Now, dreams
Speaker 1: are metaphorical, okay, so you know, if you look in
Speaker 1: the Bible a lot of the way, like when Joseph
Speaker 1: was interpreting dreams, right, everything in the dream is a metaphor,
Speaker 1: so he has to interpret what those symbols are metaphors for.
Speaker 1: So think in terms of metaphor. If you're driving down
Speaker 1: a freeway, that represents the path of freedom. Okay, yes,
Speaker 1: a car tends to represent your ministry or your business,
Speaker 1: your occupation, and so we're all driving down the freeway.
Speaker 1: We have freedom in that, but then we're blocking it
Speaker 1: to get out to everyone's getting out of their cars.
Speaker 1: So everyone stops working. Everyone is getting out of their ministry,
Speaker 1: getting out of their business. They can't you on the
Speaker 1: path anymore. Well, we had a lockdown, right and the
Speaker 1: closure and everything was stopped, and everybody went home and
Speaker 1: wasn't able to work. So then so in the dream,
Speaker 1: my son was with me because we get out of
Speaker 1: the car and I'm like, what's going on. Let's go
Speaker 1: with this embankment and try to get out of this
Speaker 1: area and walk home. So we were climbing up and
Speaker 1: all of a sudden, I see all of these people
Speaker 1: and they're very ill, and they're all foreigners, and I
Speaker 1: can see them like they're not from our country, they're
Speaker 1: from another country. They're very ill, and so we go
Speaker 1: over to them and they start asking me for help.
Speaker 1: But I knew there was really nothing I could do.
Speaker 1: Like I was like, this is kind of inevitable, like
Speaker 1: you're already ill. The illness just needs to like pass.
Speaker 1: And so it's like I don't know what this illness is.
Speaker 1: And then I see, God, I've never seen this illness before.
Speaker 1: This is a brand new illness, and we know that
Speaker 1: it's from a foreign country. I knew that these people
Speaker 1: had brought it in from their country to our country.
Speaker 1: And so I looked around and I said, hey, where
Speaker 1: did you guys come from? Where did this Where did
Speaker 1: this illness come from? And this woman who was there,
Speaker 1: who was ill, picked up a piece of raw meat
Speaker 1: and threw it at me as if to say, this
Speaker 1: is where the illness came from. But I knew she
Speaker 1: was lying. That's what I was. I said, no, she's
Speaker 1: trying to make us think that this meat caused this illness,
Speaker 1: and she's lying. We are. Let's just get out of
Speaker 1: here that meat. And remember they had they had claimed
Speaker 1: that COVID had started in that that raw meat market.
Speaker 1: H remember that it was it was wrong.
Speaker 4: There was rumors raw meat, and there was also rumors
Speaker 4: of of of a bat.
Speaker 1: That it came from the bats. Yeah, yep, interesting, but
Speaker 1: you knew it was a lie. How awesome? Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So anyway, that's an example though, just like a propetic
Speaker 1: dream that you know. But but when I was in,
Speaker 1: when I woke up from it, I'm like, that's so weird,
Speaker 1: Like I kind of anticipate that it met our whole
Speaker 1: country was going to shut down and have this weird word.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 4: It was interesting because I had to two dreams as well,
Speaker 4: right before COVID. I have it in my journal.
Speaker 1: I think it was either January or February. I had
Speaker 1: a dream. It was two very short dreams.
Speaker 4: The first one I was with my mom and we
Speaker 4: were in a high rise building. I knew I was
Speaker 4: in New York City. I live in Brooklyn, Guys, right,
Speaker 4: so I knew I'm in New York City. And it
Speaker 4: was a high rise and and and it was it
Speaker 4: was dark outside, and I knew that we weren't supposed
Speaker 4: to go out. I knew there was danger outside, and
Speaker 4: so I remember I was closing all the windows and
Speaker 4: then I saw like zombies trying to come in. And
Speaker 4: it was like the dead trying to come in the house.
Speaker 4: And I'm like, what in the world is happening. And
Speaker 4: they would climb up and close every window, and some
Speaker 4: windows were open, and I knew there was you know,
Speaker 4: death trying to come in, and I'm like that the blood.
Speaker 1: Of Jesus closed it, and it was it was it
Speaker 1: was weird. I didn't know what that meant.
Speaker 4: And obviously this is not zombies, but it's you know,
Speaker 4: the death trying to sneak its way into you know,
Speaker 4: our homes and obviously this is international virus was made
Speaker 4: in China. But the other dream was I was in
Speaker 4: New York City again and it was all the lights
Speaker 4: were out in the city. It was just turned off,
Speaker 4: pitch black. We I remember I was with my mom again,
Speaker 4: and we're really really close with my mom. She lives
Speaker 4: in New York as well. So we were we were
Speaker 4: going from building to building. I remember going down the staircases.
Speaker 4: Elevators weren't working. Nothing was working. We were being hoarded
Speaker 4: like little like little herd, like little herd of sheep.
Speaker 4: I people that dressed up like Antifa, and it was
Speaker 4: like they had like demonic red eyes.
Speaker 1: We weren't allowed to go outside.
Speaker 4: I didn't understand we couldn't go outside, So we had
Speaker 4: to go down the buildings through the basements, two other buildings,
Speaker 4: two other buildings.
Speaker 1: And we would go through.
Speaker 4: You know, we were just being just like a little sheep,
Speaker 4: herded from building the building.
Speaker 1: New York City was shut down. Nothing was happening.
Speaker 4: We were, Uh, there's a lot of fear at the time,
Speaker 4: and obviously, you know, the Left is telling us what
Speaker 4: to do and just keep running for our.
Speaker 1: Lives and then it was. It was really strange.
Speaker 4: We again the feeling you cannot go outside, there's something
Speaker 4: bad outside, And then I remember it jumped to just
Speaker 4: my mom and I standing on just on top of
Speaker 4: the building, like on.
Speaker 1: A on a balcony and looking out.
Speaker 4: There's no lights on, like New York City is shut down,
Speaker 4: and all of a sudden, I saw each building fall,
Speaker 4: all these high scrapes, buildings just.
Speaker 1: Fall and crumble, and they were crumbling around me.
Speaker 4: And I remember feeling light, like lightweight as I'm standing
Speaker 4: on a building. And that's when I woke up. I'm like,
Speaker 4: why is New York City crumbling? Why is everything turned off?
Speaker 4: Why are we not allowed to go outside? What's what's
Speaker 4: up with death?
Speaker 1: Outside?
Speaker 4: There's something that you know we're afraid. Is it going
Speaker 4: to come into our house? You know, like these zombies
Speaker 4: and and death and what is this all about? And
Speaker 4: you know, the Lord Will will will show you. Sometimes
Speaker 4: we don't understand it in the moment, but since later,
Speaker 4: it makes me sense later. So talk about your book,
Speaker 4: because you wrote a book called Life Beginning.
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, and I'll pull it. So I just wrote
Speaker 1: about my experiences that that I started with my healing process.
Speaker 1: Kind of journaling and things, and it really turned into
Speaker 1: a book. So it's an autobiography of kind of the
Speaker 1: whole things, the Satanic stuff, the stuff that happened with
Speaker 1: the pastors are dealing with poverty and what poverty does
Speaker 1: to children and the vulnerability that comes from that. And
Speaker 1: then I talked about the other side of it of
Speaker 1: getting healing, and I've seen God show up in my
Speaker 1: life and different ways that you brought healing into my
Speaker 1: into my life, and then ultimately set my feet just
Speaker 1: on solid ground to live the life that I feel
Speaker 1: like now is like my promise to them, you know,
Speaker 1: like it's it's a good sweet life. It's not perfect,
Speaker 1: but it's it's a good sweet life, and I want everyone.
Speaker 1: I kind of say that I'm like a salesman for
Speaker 1: getting healing, because I think everybody would benefit from just
Speaker 1: working through issues. You know, there's we all have like
Speaker 1: little some some people have little things, some people have
Speaker 1: big things, and a lot are kind of in between.
Speaker 1: But I think that if we'll deal with them and
Speaker 1: really like kind of get the roots that are unhealthy
Speaker 1: dealt with, then we can live this a moving free
Speaker 1: life where you actually have people, you actually have joy,
Speaker 1: you sleep well at you're you're happy, you're thriving, You're
Speaker 1: not surviving. And so I wrote my book to inspire people,
Speaker 1: not only to share my story. I think it's an
Speaker 1: interesting story, like just reading about it, but also to
Speaker 1: try to kind of show you how much it's worth
Speaker 1: it to go through a healing process and deal with
Speaker 1: the pains that have come in life. Amen, it's beautiful.
Speaker 2: So she goes on to say, you know, some inspiring
Speaker 2: stuff and how to overcome spiritual attacks and how Satan
Speaker 2: is a liar and whatever. They started getting real off
Speaker 2: the rails towards the end. And it's not that, you know,
Speaker 2: I'm not a believer or anything, but it's just like,
Speaker 2: calm down, get back to the b hole stuff because
Speaker 2: that's what we came to hear about. But really interesting story.
Speaker 2: I do think that, you know, kids have spiritual gifts.
Speaker 2: I think adults have spiritual gifts. I feel, you know,
Speaker 2: I've talked about this before. I can meet somebody for
Speaker 2: ten seconds and know if I like them or not,
Speaker 2: or if they're a decent person or not. But the
Speaker 2: most important thing to take away, you know, with her
Speaker 2: age and everything, I almost wonder if she's not a
Speaker 2: McMartin kid like or something similar to that. She's talking
Speaker 2: about the preschool. It makes me wonder if she's just
Speaker 2: not allowed to say what the school was or you
Speaker 2: know whatever. But whatever church she was going to is
Speaker 2: probably tied in with this covin, all right, and the
Speaker 2: fact that her grandmother picked this, let's just say for
Speaker 2: a scenario here. And I don't know this to be
Speaker 2: true because she didn't say this, but we learned a lot,
Speaker 2: like from Fiona Barnett that and other SRA survivors, that
Speaker 2: the grandma is usually the one who gets the bitches inducted.
Speaker 2: So what if the grandma's a part of this church.
Speaker 2: He's talking to the pastor guy who's a pedophile rapist,
Speaker 2: and he's like, oh, you should take her to this preschool,
Speaker 2: and they all in cahoots with this shit. Okay, it
Speaker 2: might have started with the grandma and she don't even
Speaker 2: know it. I but just protect your kids out there.
Speaker 2: There's some things you can't protect your kids from. You know,
Speaker 2: my baby's learning how to crawl. He's bonking his head
Speaker 2: on everything. Best of my abilities, he's still bonking his
Speaker 2: head on stuff, you know, getting into trouble and throws
Speaker 2: fits when he can't get things that he's not supposed
Speaker 2: to into his mouth. It's like just a constant game
Speaker 2: of trying to keep him from murdering himself. But something
Speaker 2: like this, how do you tell him he can't fit
Speaker 2: this in his mouth? Look at it? It's a little
Speaker 2: pop up game. I didn't put batteries in it because
Speaker 2: we don't need any lights or singing up in this bitch.
Speaker 2: He can play with it without the batteries. It still works.
Speaker 2: But you press the buttons and the little shits pop up,
Speaker 2: and then you're supposed to close the little bitches back. Now,
Speaker 2: look at it. He can't fit an elephant couldn't fit
Speaker 2: this in their mouth? How do you tell them that
Speaker 2: he can't do it? All right? Throws a fit, tries
Speaker 2: to put it in there. He's a comedian, people, he
Speaker 2: is a whole comedian over here. Don't know where he
Speaker 2: gets it. But there are certain things spiritually and physically
Speaker 2: that we can protect our kids from. And that's why
Speaker 2: hearing stories like this are so important. But anyways, anyways,
Speaker 2: I hope you enjoyed that little snippet there. Hope it
Speaker 2: was entertaining for you. Hope you learned something and take
Speaker 2: care of yourselves out there. Don't let any green skinned
Speaker 2: witches with hershey kisses near your child, Wren. Okay, until
Speaker 2: next time, of course, I love you. Email me if
Speaker 2: you got something cool you want me to cover, or
Speaker 2: just want to say hi. We're all in this together,
Speaker 2: and I will catch you on the next one.
Speaker 6: I see the horizon, I'll see trouble away.
Speaker 2: I see who.
Speaker 1: Needs a light.
Speaker 6: I see town today, don't tonight. There the man moves
Speaker 6: on the ride. I hear hurricanes for him. I know
Speaker 6: the end is coming soon. I be really overflowing. I
Speaker 6: hear because raise ruin, don't borrow tonight whole fund to
Speaker 6: take you that. There the family on the ride,