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<v Speaker 1>Baby on my gang statue. It takes a little tangle.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't want mess with me. Mess with me, baby, I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>A gangsta to.

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<v Speaker 1>Puch baby, You're game statue.

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<v Speaker 2>For good warning.

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<v Speaker 3>This podcast is designed to take you outside of your

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<v Speaker 3>comfort zone and make you question reality. Listener Discretion is

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<v Speaker 3>a vibe talkwardly fellas.

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<v Speaker 2>This ain't my first time at the rodeo. Hello, and

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<v Speaker 2>welcome back to the fucking show. I do apologize if

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<v Speaker 2>you can hear my dishwasher going, it just gotta clean dishes.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry dishwasher is going. But I have a few

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<v Speaker 2>things for us to talk about today, and I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>going to forget apothecary Corner this time. I literally said

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<v Speaker 2>at the end of the last episode, why do I

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<v Speaker 2>keep forgetting apothecary Corner? And then I was like, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>do it in a minute, and then forgot again. So

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<v Speaker 2>we're definitely going to catch up on some Apothecary Corner today.

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<v Speaker 2>But first a couple things that have come across my radar.

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<v Speaker 2>I went to the grocery store neighborhood or whatever, we'll

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<v Speaker 2>just say that's what it's called. It's a neighborhood grocery store.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody's got them, you know, and on every self checkout

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<v Speaker 2>stand and in every aisle there were these little reminders advertisements,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what else to call them. Twenty dollars

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<v Speaker 2>off your groceries today with the COVID booster. Oh g

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<v Speaker 2>thanks twenty dollars off my groceries today if I get

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<v Speaker 2>the COVID booster, because I will definitely be able to

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<v Speaker 2>enjoy my chef boyar d way more thoroughly having the

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<v Speaker 2>twenty dollars off my groceries and not being able to taste. See,

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<v Speaker 2>my heart explodes, But it makes it all worth it

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<v Speaker 2>because I got twenty dollars off my chef Boyard's the

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<v Speaker 2>things that the vaccine and the boosters are causing. I'll

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<v Speaker 2>take my chef Boyardy full price, thank you. And I

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<v Speaker 2>said this when COVID was really popping off and everybody

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<v Speaker 2>was getting vaccinated. I thought more people were gonna die.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought people in my life that were extremely ill

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<v Speaker 2>at the time that they got the jab were going

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<v Speaker 2>to die first and fact asked, and I kept warning everybody, like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh my god, that person is so sick and is

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<v Speaker 2>already fucked up. Why on earth would they do this,

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<v Speaker 2>They're going to die and soon, and they didn't. And

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<v Speaker 2>then I was wondering to myself if all the stuff

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<v Speaker 2>people were saying about the COVID jab was true, because

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<v Speaker 2>the people I thought would die the fastest and first

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<v Speaker 2>are still kicking and healthier than ever. They've actually improved

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<v Speaker 2>in their health status. So it could only be that

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<v Speaker 2>some of them are not getting the real stuff, the

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<v Speaker 2>real juice. But here's the thing I got that. Let

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<v Speaker 2>me just back up, and not to rehash COVID or anything,

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<v Speaker 2>but I think this is important because I think another

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<v Speaker 2>COVID could be coming, but it's gonna be like some

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<v Speaker 2>real shit, like some leprosy causing type shit, and we're

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<v Speaker 2>all gonna be actually terrified. Listen. I was working at

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<v Speaker 2>the hospital in twenty nineteen. I was scheduling surgeries and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>I had a full time job at the hospital, and

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<v Speaker 2>in order to keep my job, they made me get

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<v Speaker 2>the flu shot that year. This is twenty nineteen, going

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<v Speaker 2>into twenty twenty. They made me get the flu shot,

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<v Speaker 2>and I even asked my boss if there was like

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<v Speaker 2>a religious type exemption that I could qualify for. I'll

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<v Speaker 2>pretend to be Muslim. I have I know people that

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<v Speaker 2>are Muslim. I could borrow a job, wear it into work,

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<v Speaker 2>tell me what I need to do to get off

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<v Speaker 2>the hook for this shit, And there really wasn't anything

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<v Speaker 2>if I wanted to keep that job. So I got

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<v Speaker 2>the flu shot that year, and immediately after, I want

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<v Speaker 2>to say two to three days after I got the

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<v Speaker 2>flu shot, I got the sickest I've ever been in

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<v Speaker 2>my entire life, Grade A ten stars, the sickest I've

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<v Speaker 2>ever been in my entire life. And it felt synthetic

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<v Speaker 2>as fuck. It felt like nothing I had ever been

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<v Speaker 2>through in my entire life. And I lost my smell

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<v Speaker 2>and taste for three months. And this happened in October.

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<v Speaker 2>So I lost my smell and taste for October, November, December,

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<v Speaker 2>and going into January. So I missed Halloween, Thanksgiving, my Birthday, Christmas,

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<v Speaker 2>and New Year's. Couldn't smell or taste the thing. Couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>smell a pumpkin candle, couldn't taste upon pie, no turkey,

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<v Speaker 2>no mashed potatoes, no birthday cake, no hot chocolate for Christmas,

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<v Speaker 2>no peppermint stick. Nothing. Lost my smell and tastes clear

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<v Speaker 2>all the way into January. I cried over an Arby sandwich.

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<v Speaker 2>I just wanted a beef and cheddar Arby's sauce, maybe

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<v Speaker 2>a little Horsey curly fries and root beer. I was

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<v Speaker 2>craving it so bad. I was craving it with every

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<v Speaker 2>cell of my being and I couldn't taste dog shit.

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<v Speaker 2>I cried like no other over that Arby sandwich. The

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<v Speaker 2>point being is I got and I tested positive for COVID.

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<v Speaker 2>That's what they said that it was, was that it

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<v Speaker 2>was COVID. What I got was something synthetically induced from

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<v Speaker 2>the flu shot. I know it to be true. It

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<v Speaker 2>happened two three days after I got it, and it

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<v Speaker 2>was completely synthetic. It didn't feel right at all. What's song?

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<v Speaker 2>And I vowed to myself on that day that if

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<v Speaker 2>it ever came between injecting myself to keep a job

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<v Speaker 2>or walking away and maintaining my morals, values, ethics, that

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<v Speaker 2>I would walk away. And during the Corona Apocalypse, I

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<v Speaker 2>started working at a corporate office in the HR department,

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<v Speaker 2>and it came that time again where it was like,

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<v Speaker 2>if you don't get this vaccine, this COVID vaccine, then

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<v Speaker 2>we're gonna have to release you. Will relieve you of

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<v Speaker 2>your duties whatever, and I was ready to walk away.

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<v Speaker 2>I was actually hoping that they would fire me so

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<v Speaker 2>I could live my truth if you will. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>this is the day I get to prove to myself

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<v Speaker 2>and everyone else what I'm made of. But they changed

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<v Speaker 2>their mind last minute, and I never had to get

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<v Speaker 2>the vaccine. They fired me for other reasons because I

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<v Speaker 2>kept tattletelling on my manager for being a cunt. So

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<v Speaker 2>still got fired for sticking up for myself. But you know,

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<v Speaker 2>why do I say all that. I say all that

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<v Speaker 2>because the sickness that I got and my baby got

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<v Speaker 2>a couple weeks ago, it felt a lot like that

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<v Speaker 2>time I had COVID. I was fevering, my body ached

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<v Speaker 2>like deep way down in the bone marrow. I still

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<v Speaker 2>to this day, weeks later, month almost later, am still

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<v Speaker 2>hacking shit up, congested, got shit. My ears are itching

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<v Speaker 2>way deep on the inside. There was a few days

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<v Speaker 2>I really couldn't taste shit or smell shit, and I

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<v Speaker 2>got real scared, like PTSD is, am I gonna go

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<v Speaker 2>through a three month phase of not being able to

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<v Speaker 2>fuck it? But anyways, I am on the mend. I

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<v Speaker 2>you know, did took a bath with some peppermint oil.

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<v Speaker 2>Vics opened that shit up, drained it. Baby is totally better.

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<v Speaker 2>But we were sick for weeks and it didn't feel

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<v Speaker 2>like it felt very like we had been sprayed with

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<v Speaker 2>some shit, and baby Daddy got it and some other

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<v Speaker 2>people got it, and we were all just sick. And

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<v Speaker 2>it made me think, if we're not being sprayed with

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<v Speaker 2>something legit right now? Because I keep getting text from

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<v Speaker 2>my cousins who live in different states, Ohio, Oklahoma. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>here in Oregon and I'm hearing about people from my cousins.

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<v Speaker 2>They're all sick and really fucked up. And then someone

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<v Speaker 2>that we all know, who is a family an extended

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<v Speaker 2>family member in Georgia, got so sick, couldn't shake it.

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<v Speaker 2>They kept giving the person antibiotics, giving them this, giving

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<v Speaker 2>them that they still couldn't get better, went into septic shock.

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<v Speaker 2>Septic shock, had to be hospitalized. She got so sick.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's all around the same time, and maybe you

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<v Speaker 2>guys got sick too. I don't know. Something weird's going on.

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<v Speaker 2>Then I go to the grocery store, twenty dollars off

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<v Speaker 2>your groceries with your next COVID booster now here's the kicker.

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<v Speaker 2>I won't say who this person is for privacy purposes,

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<v Speaker 2>but someone very close to me, family member, got the

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<v Speaker 2>Jay and Jay. Back in the day. I begged everyone,

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<v Speaker 2>don't get it. I don't even care if it's the

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<v Speaker 2>J and J. They are they all got shit wrong

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<v Speaker 2>with them, and it was a healthy person. But still

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<v Speaker 2>yet they have now twenty twenty six, this is six

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<v Speaker 2>years later, or five years later, whatever, they have now

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<v Speaker 2>been diagnosed with Perry crestitis or whatever is can get

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<v Speaker 2>wrong with your heart, nosebleeds, blood pressures all over the place,

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<v Speaker 2>dropping and raising, having panic attacks, having this, Having that,

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<v Speaker 2>people are now all of a sudden, six years removed,

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<v Speaker 2>five years removed. They are now getting all the things

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<v Speaker 2>that I was thinking that they would get initially. It's

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<v Speaker 2>a delayed effect, if you will. Perry Crestitis is popping

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<v Speaker 2>up all over the place. Are getting sick. I got sick.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't get any type of COVID vaccination. I got

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<v Speaker 2>a flu shot, then got COVID quote unquote and whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>But what I'm saying is, I think these shedders are

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<v Speaker 2>coming up out of the woodwork, and we all need

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<v Speaker 2>to be prepared because I think they're going to be

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<v Speaker 2>starting shedding shit all over us and making normal people sick. Thankfully,

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<v Speaker 2>we'll probably get over it. We're probably healthy enough to

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<v Speaker 2>fight it off. But the ones who got vaccinated are

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<v Speaker 2>going to get real fucked up, and they're shedding shit

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<v Speaker 2>all over us. They're advertising twenty dollars off of this

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<v Speaker 2>COVID booster, and then it's like people in my life

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<v Speaker 2>are turning up sick, turning up hospitalized, turning up diagnosed

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<v Speaker 2>with the peri crestitis, just crusted all over the hearts, nosebleeds.

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<v Speaker 2>It's and it's all coinciding with all this apocalyptic shit

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<v Speaker 2>in missing scientists and possible alien disclosure and like all

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<v Speaker 2>this weird stuff going on in the world. So it

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<v Speaker 2>does make me wonder a little bit if they're not

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<v Speaker 2>planning a COVID two point zero, and if they are.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm actually not leaving my house this time, guys, because

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<v Speaker 2>I was fucking off during COVID. I was doing pretty

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<v Speaker 2>much living my normal life because I I ain't scared

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<v Speaker 2>of shit. But I'm scared this time because I think

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<v Speaker 2>that was the training wheels for what's coming next, and

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna be some leprosy type shit. People's dicks and

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<v Speaker 2>tits are gonna be flying off. They're gonna be dropping

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<v Speaker 2>their eyelashes off, nose off, lips, crusty, tanked, busted, b

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<v Speaker 2>hole split. It's gonna be something to remember. It's gonna be.

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<v Speaker 2>It's gonna be an actual world war Z. It's gonna be.

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<v Speaker 2>I am legend it's gonna be. We thought we cured cancer. Whoopsie.

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<v Speaker 2>Everybody's got leprosy now and their lips and dicks and

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<v Speaker 2>tits are falling off. And I ain't going outside. I'll

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<v Speaker 2>door dash, and I you know what, I don't even

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<v Speaker 2>trust the door dash because I don't want anybody to

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<v Speaker 2>touch my ship. We're just gonna eat grass, I guess

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<v Speaker 2>from the front yard. I don't know. As long as

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<v Speaker 2>we got formula and some water, I'll go on a

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<v Speaker 2>water fast. But I ain't leaving this bitch because if

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<v Speaker 2>COVID two point oh rolls around and it's some shit

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<v Speaker 2>like we ain't never seen before, and it's the real stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh baby, it's gonna it's going down. It's gonna be awful.

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<v Speaker 2>So anyways, I, you know, was scrolling through my phone

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<v Speaker 2>and there was this woman who I sometimes watch her

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<v Speaker 2>videos and she was talking about all these CIA codes

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<v Speaker 2>and all you gotta do is look up this. I

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<v Speaker 2>have a picture of my phone of it. Hang on.

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<v Speaker 2>It could be total bullshit, but it's the Gateway Intermediate

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<v Speaker 2>Workbook PDF. And supposedly there's all these codes like how

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<v Speaker 2>to get your period to stop or something. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I just.

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<v Speaker 2>I just made that up. But have you guys heard

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<v Speaker 2>about these codes like code red? Not the mountain dew,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know, just weird stuff, weird stuff. I think

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not getting wrapped up in CIA codes. If you

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<v Speaker 2>want to, If you want to know the most important

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<v Speaker 2>sea codes ever in the history of anything, you need

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<v Speaker 2>to read Program to Kill by David McGowan, or you

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<v Speaker 2>the Canyon, whatever, Dave McGowan. Again, those are the CIA

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<v Speaker 2>codes that I concern myself with. Those are the codes

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<v Speaker 2>they would never admit to in a million pajillion years,

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<v Speaker 2>not some kind of weird Facebook clip where if you

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<v Speaker 2>think the color red and say two to two, you

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<v Speaker 2>beholepuckers or whatever. These codes are supposed to do. Not interested,

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<v Speaker 2>but just thought i'd mention it. I got an SRA

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<v Speaker 2>survivor for us today. I will do a pothecary corner

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<v Speaker 2>before we get started. But listen, I found another SRA

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<v Speaker 2>survivor and her story was actually really interesting and I

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<v Speaker 2>she just had no charisma, seriously lacking charisma. And it's like,

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<v Speaker 2>I know, you got raped as a kid and all,

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<v Speaker 2>and you had to sacrifice babies and do blood rituals,

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<v Speaker 2>but can you at least be a little bit more

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<v Speaker 2>excited about it. Can you get You're not entertaining me.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't feel you know, she was just very bland.

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<v Speaker 2>She was very cream a wheat, and I'm looking for

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<v Speaker 2>shrimp and grits. I want somebody to tell me about

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<v Speaker 2>their suffering and sacrifices and behole tortures, but with like

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<v Speaker 2>some pep to their step, you know, keep me entertained,

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<v Speaker 2>keep me on the edge of my seat, make me

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<v Speaker 2>feel you're suffering, Captivate me or else onto the next

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<v Speaker 2>So I did have a woman, and if you're interested in,

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<v Speaker 2>her name is Anika Lucas, I believe, and she was

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<v Speaker 2>in the Belgium SRA scene and as a child and

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<v Speaker 2>had to murder other children. She talked about Mark Dutroux,

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<v Speaker 2>she talked about the Nahuel guy that was working with

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<v Speaker 2>du trou She talked about the Buildeberg group, just a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of weird stuff that was going on in Belgium

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<v Speaker 2>in the in the eighties and nineties. I'm pretty sure

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<v Speaker 2>that's when she was in the SRA sex trafficking ring.

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<v Speaker 2>And her story is very interesting, and she talked about

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<v Speaker 2>all the things that we talk about you and I,

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<v Speaker 2>but sorry, put some pep in the step or else

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<v Speaker 2>people are gonna skip right by. It's as simple as

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<v Speaker 2>that I found another SRA survivor for us, little bit

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<v Speaker 2>more person reality. I think you'll enjoy it more. I

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<v Speaker 2>know I did. I'm gonna bust in, We're gonna talk

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<v Speaker 2>about it, We're gonna have comments. It is a longer testimony,

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<v Speaker 2>but definitely worth it because she lets loose on us.

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<v Speaker 2>She lets loose on us, and she could be one

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<v Speaker 2>of those ones that's got a little bit mental illness.

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<v Speaker 2>But those are the best ones. Those are the most

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<v Speaker 2>fun to pick apart, you know, discuss amongst us. But

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<v Speaker 2>without further ado. Guys, let's get into today's apothecary corner.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, so you got bumps on your behole, you

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<v Speaker 2>got crest on you tain't. Let's see if we have

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<v Speaker 2>a cure all for what ales e. And now I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know if there's anything in here that's gonna be

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<v Speaker 2>good if the next COVID two point zero gets started.

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<v Speaker 2>There ain't no taint rub. There ain't no marenga tit rub.

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<v Speaker 2>There ain't no tincture that's gonna come and save us

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<v Speaker 2>from whatever they about to know oragano oregano nothing postpartum ta. No,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you. Let's see what we got iron rich women's infusion.

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<v Speaker 2>We need something for everybody. We need something for everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll look at this, don quiet again. See this is

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<v Speaker 2>for this. This might just be for the ladies. Something

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<v Speaker 2>for the hormones. It's a hormone balancer and oh yep,

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<v Speaker 2>and it says that it can ease minstrel discomfort. Sorry, guys,

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<v Speaker 2>this one is just for the ladies. But it looks

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<v Speaker 2>really interesting. Anytime you got dong in it, you know

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna be interesting. Dong kuhy cinnamon hormone balancer a

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<v Speaker 2>warming and supportive tea to help regulate hormones and promote

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<v Speaker 2>overall balance. Dong quai and cinnamon works synergistically to enhance circulation,

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<v Speaker 2>ease minstrel discomfort, and support hormontal harmpity. But see, here's

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<v Speaker 2>what you got, and then you can tell me what

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<v Speaker 2>you think. But you got one tea spoon dried dong root.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to have the if you want, and listen, ladies,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll be real honest with you after I get done

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<v Speaker 2>with these ingredients. Hang on. Then one teaspoon cinnamon, bark

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<v Speaker 2>ground or whole, one tea spoon dry ginger root, and

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<v Speaker 2>one teaspoon of honey or maple syrup. This actually sounds

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<v Speaker 2>really good. You got maple syrup, honey, ginger, cinnamon, and

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<v Speaker 2>dong That is a night you'll never forget. So you

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<v Speaker 2>place the herbs in a tea infuser or directly in

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<v Speaker 2>your mug, pour hot water over them, steep for ten minutes,

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<v Speaker 2>and then strain it and sweeten with your honey or

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<v Speaker 2>maple syrup. And that is the dong and cinnamon hormone balancer. Listen, listen, listen, listen.

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<v Speaker 2>Those first couple days coming off your pred those hormones

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<v Speaker 2>be raging, okay, and I would attack someone on the

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<v Speaker 2>street if they looked good enough to me. All right,

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<v Speaker 2>But I got a child, now, I can't be getting

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<v Speaker 2>up to that hood rat behavior. But if you need

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<v Speaker 2>to balance that shit out, it's funny that the dog

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<v Speaker 2>is gonna A dog will balance you out. Sometimes you

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<v Speaker 2>just need to get some of that in your life

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<v Speaker 2>and you just immediately calm down in life just seems

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<v Speaker 2>way way better. It's, you know, just instant. It's like xanax.

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<v Speaker 2>Sometimes you just get a little dog in your life,

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<v Speaker 2>cinnamon or not, and you just feel so much better,

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<v Speaker 2>so much better. But that is today's apothecary cornter. I hope,

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<v Speaker 2>uh this isn't inappropriate with the topic that we're gonna

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<v Speaker 2>discuss today. All this dong and cinnamon, maple syrup and

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<v Speaker 2>honey mixed with a little lessra survivor. I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if that's like a good combo, but that's where we're at. Anyways,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna go ahead and pull this bitch up and

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<v Speaker 2>we're just gonna have a good old time discussing and

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<v Speaker 2>breaking down this testimony. I'm and I might I might

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<v Speaker 2>skip some of it. Just because it's boring and listen,

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<v Speaker 2>I would consider myself to be a Christian. Hello, I've

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<v Speaker 2>told you this a million times. These two are definitely

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<v Speaker 2>They're like, they love the Lord and they keep saying it,

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<v Speaker 2>and they keep saying it and they keep saying it,

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<v Speaker 2>and I love him too. But you know, if you're

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<v Speaker 2>not a subscriber to that religion, just as I always say,

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<v Speaker 2>suspend for a moment any confirmation bias you may have

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<v Speaker 2>and enjoy the show because it is an absolutely enthralling testimony.

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<v Speaker 2>I do like the energy she's bringing. So without further ado,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna skip all the little intros and stuff. The

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<v Speaker 2>sr RA survivor's name is Rachel, and here we fucking go,

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<v Speaker 2>Here we fucking go.

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<v Speaker 1>But yes, so share a story, Rachel. Well, okay, so

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<v Speaker 1>I grew up in Christian Holmes. My parents were both Christian,

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<v Speaker 1>and there was a lot of love in our home.

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<v Speaker 1>They loved each other, they loved me, they loved my brother,

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<v Speaker 1>and there was a lot that was right. We were

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<v Speaker 1>attending for most of my childhood. We attended a very

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<v Speaker 1>strict It's Church of Christ was the denomination, and so

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't believe in anything supernatural. They did not believe

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<v Speaker 1>women should have any kind of leadership roles or teaching

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<v Speaker 1>speaking roles, and certainly like not they didn't believe in

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<v Speaker 1>prophetic or anything like that. And so at a young age,

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to be a leader, a speaker, and I

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<v Speaker 1>had a prophetic gift. So that was a little hard

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<v Speaker 1>growing up in that environment and basically feeling like who

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<v Speaker 1>I was was just totally unacceptable within the church world.

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<v Speaker 1>So so my dad did a really good job within

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<v Speaker 1>that of counteracting that and telling me, yeah, no, that's

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<v Speaker 1>actually not true and you can do anything God tells

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<v Speaker 1>you to do, and you know, just kind of would

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<v Speaker 1>let us know that we don't really agree with that,

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<v Speaker 1>And so so I did for a young ladies feel

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<v Speaker 1>like I loved the Lord. I very much felt drawn

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<v Speaker 1>to the Lord. But early in my childhood I was

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<v Speaker 1>I was. I stayed at home with my mom. My

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<v Speaker 1>to have surgery. So when she was going to have

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<v Speaker 1>that surgery, my grandmother offered to pay for me and

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<v Speaker 1>go to preschool, so that my mom could have her surgery,

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<v Speaker 1>rest and recover and just have time where I was,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, taken care of at this preschool take care.

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<v Speaker 1>And so that's a great thing, except for the daycare

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<v Speaker 1>was actually a coven, like a Satanic coven with the

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<v Speaker 1>front of a preschool daycare. And this part I do

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<v Speaker 1>want to say when people hear my testimony, a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of times they'd become afraid, especially if you have kids.

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<v Speaker 1>So I want to say, first of all, no matter

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<v Speaker 1>what I share, we don't need to go into fear.

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<v Speaker 1>And if you have children and you feel alarmed, ask

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<v Speaker 1>the Lord if there's anything you need to do in

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<v Speaker 1>light of what I share, But don't move. Don't just

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<v Speaker 1>move into fear. Don't don't let Satan get a grip

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<v Speaker 1>on your spot. Just ask the Lord is there anything

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<v Speaker 1>I need to do in light of this. So I

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<v Speaker 4>And I want to object really quickly and say that

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<v Speaker 4>pedophiles will immerse themselves into any situation that they can

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<v Speaker 4>get your hands on your child, whether it be a

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<v Speaker 4>coach because parents trust coaches, whether it be sometimes a

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<v Speaker 4>pastor that you trust. It could be you know, a

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<v Speaker 4>school teacher, a you know daycare teacher. So like Rachel

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<v Speaker 4>was saying, pray about it, because there are really good

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<v Speaker 4>people out there as well who love kids, but there

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<v Speaker 1>Clothing to pray about as well. Definitely, absolutely, So I

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<v Speaker 1>went to this preschool and they were abusing the children.

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<v Speaker 1>They were making the children abuse one another. They were

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<v Speaker 1>making us to take things, eat things, drink blood. They

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<v Speaker 1>told us that we were killing babies. But now, like

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<v Speaker 1>in hindsight, one thing that I learned as I was

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<v Speaker 1>in counseling was my whole life, I thought I had

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<v Speaker 1>killed babies. And she's like, so, think about it, as

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<v Speaker 1>would you even physically have the strength to have done

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<v Speaker 1>what you did, which was cut the head off of

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<v Speaker 1>a baby? And I'm like, no, I never even You know,

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<v Speaker 1>when you believe as a child, it never goes unchallenged.

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<v Speaker 1>You continue to constantly believe it until you challenge it

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<v Speaker 1>with your adult mind. And as challenged, I thought like,

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<v Speaker 1>is that even true? As No, they did that to

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<v Speaker 1>make me feel like I had killed a baby. They

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<v Speaker 1>made that too, They made me believe I had done

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<v Speaker 1>that so that they could get a grip on establishing

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<v Speaker 1>guilt and shame in me, but I had not actually

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<v Speaker 1>been able to physically do that. But so that's just

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<v Speaker 1>bring about shame in such a way that that kind

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<v Speaker 1>of marks everything. When you're when you're dealing with shame

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<v Speaker 1>and you believe you've done really bad things, then it

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<v Speaker 1>just even more room to work because you have this

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<v Speaker 1>guilt feeling of I am a horrible person, I've done

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<v Speaker 1>something horrible, and now I don't have that at all anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>and so praise God for healing. But but after that

415
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<v Speaker 1>that was obviously setting the stage for just all kinds

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<v Speaker 1>of issues. Depression, anxiety, fear were probably the main ones

417
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<v Speaker 1>that I dealt with. But then at our church that

418
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<v Speaker 1>we were a part of, we had a pastor there

419
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<v Speaker 1>who was a close family friend. He was single up

420
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<v Speaker 1>until his late thirties, and so he was kind of

421
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<v Speaker 1>like a part of the family like my parents would

422
00:31:51.839 --> 00:31:54.759
<v Speaker 1>always have him over and he spent a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>time with us. He was kind of like a second

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<v Speaker 1>dad or an uncle. And when I was ten, he

425
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<v Speaker 1>began abusing me as well. And you know, I think

426
00:32:03.720 --> 00:32:06.240
<v Speaker 1>it's important to us parents to know that a lot

427
00:32:06.279 --> 00:32:10.480
<v Speaker 1>of abuse takes place after a process of grooming. So

428
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<v Speaker 1>I really trusted him. He'd established himself and our family,

429
00:32:15.079 --> 00:32:17.799
<v Speaker 1>and it had been a long grooming process of him

430
00:32:17.799 --> 00:32:20.839
<v Speaker 1>giving us things because we had a lot of poverty

431
00:32:21.359 --> 00:32:24.960
<v Speaker 1>and I battled addiction issues, and so we were very

432
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<v Speaker 1>vulnerable and very immediate times, and so he would kind

433
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<v Speaker 1>of step in and save the day and give us

434
00:32:31.160 --> 00:32:33.920
<v Speaker 1>things that we needed. So we felt indebted to him,

435
00:32:34.119 --> 00:32:38.440
<v Speaker 1>and my parents really trusted him, and so he then

436
00:32:38.519 --> 00:32:42.079
<v Speaker 1>began abusing me at that point from ten, I don't

437
00:32:42.119 --> 00:32:44.240
<v Speaker 1>remember when it exactly ended. It was in my mid

438
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<v Speaker 1>teen years, and so there was a lot.

439
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<v Speaker 4>There was a lot that was do you try to

440
00:32:52.319 --> 00:32:54.680
<v Speaker 4>tell your parents at all about what was happening in

441
00:32:54.720 --> 00:32:57.039
<v Speaker 4>preschool and what was happening with this uncle.

442
00:32:58.359 --> 00:33:01.319
<v Speaker 1>No. I did not tell him about a pastor. I

443
00:33:01.359 --> 00:33:05.000
<v Speaker 1>did about preschool. I just would sob and sob and

444
00:33:05.000 --> 00:33:07.680
<v Speaker 1>stob and beg to not go. I don't. I don't

445
00:33:07.680 --> 00:33:10.640
<v Speaker 1>really remember what I told them. I mean, clearly I

446
00:33:10.640 --> 00:33:12.559
<v Speaker 1>didn't tell them everything. I was not telling them the

447
00:33:12.559 --> 00:33:15.559
<v Speaker 1>full extent of what was happening there. I was just saying,

448
00:33:15.839 --> 00:33:18.400
<v Speaker 1>it's terrible, Please don't make me go. You know that

449
00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:22.799
<v Speaker 1>kind of stuff. And you know, I know it's hard

450
00:33:22.880 --> 00:33:25.359
<v Speaker 1>when as a parent. I have four sons, so I

451
00:33:25.440 --> 00:33:28.599
<v Speaker 1>know that it's hard to know sometimes what is what. Yeah,

452
00:33:28.880 --> 00:33:31.519
<v Speaker 1>you actually they just don't want to go because you

453
00:33:31.559 --> 00:33:35.640
<v Speaker 1>know they go Like so, I have a lot of

454
00:33:35.680 --> 00:33:39.000
<v Speaker 1>forgiveness towards my parents, but I basically just begged to

455
00:33:39.079 --> 00:33:40.480
<v Speaker 1>not go. I didn't fill a man on the.

456
00:33:42.279 --> 00:33:45.200
<v Speaker 4>You were you were hysterically crying, begging them not to go.

457
00:33:45.240 --> 00:33:47.599
<v Speaker 4>It's one thing if you're tired, and this is these

458
00:33:47.640 --> 00:33:50.440
<v Speaker 4>are cues that parents need to look out for if

459
00:33:50.480 --> 00:33:53.319
<v Speaker 4>there is an immense amount of stress. And I remember

460
00:33:53.359 --> 00:33:55.839
<v Speaker 4>you were saying this on Amanda Graca's show, that you

461
00:33:55.839 --> 00:33:58.319
<v Speaker 4>you have trouble sleeping. I mean, you really were not

462
00:33:58.440 --> 00:34:02.440
<v Speaker 4>acting like you're self. And these are the types of

463
00:34:02.440 --> 00:34:05.079
<v Speaker 4>things that parents need to look out for. It's not

464
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<v Speaker 4>random that your child is crying and pleading and begging,

465
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<v Speaker 4>especially as a kid, not understanding that maybe this is abuse,

466
00:34:12.519 --> 00:34:14.320
<v Speaker 4>you know when when you want not to take you

467
00:34:14.400 --> 00:34:17.079
<v Speaker 4>back to preschool, but you were talking about abuse on

468
00:34:17.079 --> 00:34:17.559
<v Speaker 4>one another.

469
00:34:17.599 --> 00:34:23.519
<v Speaker 1>Do you mean physical sexual abuse? Sexual abuse? Because then

470
00:34:23.760 --> 00:34:27.039
<v Speaker 1>again that establishes that sense of guilt and shame firm.

471
00:34:27.559 --> 00:34:30.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you feel like you are actually the predator, right,

472
00:34:31.199 --> 00:34:33.480
<v Speaker 1>which I feel all the way and I really believe

473
00:34:33.559 --> 00:34:36.599
<v Speaker 1>that until I went into I'm talking to cass and

474
00:34:36.599 --> 00:34:40.519
<v Speaker 1>she's like, but like you were four or five years old,

475
00:34:40.840 --> 00:34:43.599
<v Speaker 1>you know, can you even be a predator at four

476
00:34:43.639 --> 00:34:46.639
<v Speaker 1>years No, you can't, you know, but they make you

477
00:34:46.679 --> 00:34:48.360
<v Speaker 1>feel that and you believe it and.

478
00:34:48.599 --> 00:34:51.760
<v Speaker 4>Shameful and I'm have they also threatened you from saying

479
00:34:51.760 --> 00:34:53.079
<v Speaker 4>anything to your parents.

480
00:34:53.360 --> 00:34:56.440
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, both did the pastor and that preschool. I

481
00:34:56.440 --> 00:35:00.320
<v Speaker 1>remember there being a lot of intense work of out,

482
00:35:01.639 --> 00:35:06.760
<v Speaker 1>a lot of mind mind control, mind gains. The pastor

483
00:35:06.800 --> 00:35:08.320
<v Speaker 1>had always told me that he was going to kill

484
00:35:08.320 --> 00:35:11.039
<v Speaker 1>me if I ever told, and I you know, I

485
00:35:11.079 --> 00:35:13.519
<v Speaker 1>really didn't believe him. Like when I told, there was

486
00:35:13.559 --> 00:35:15.239
<v Speaker 1>a part of me that thought this might cost me

487
00:35:15.280 --> 00:35:19.239
<v Speaker 1>my life. And you know, he didn't kill me. I

488
00:35:19.280 --> 00:35:24.599
<v Speaker 1>had told on him in two thousand thirteen, fourteen, I

489
00:35:24.639 --> 00:35:29.920
<v Speaker 1>can't remember now, so not that long ago. But also

490
00:35:30.159 --> 00:35:32.400
<v Speaker 1>when I did start going to counseling, I went to

491
00:35:32.480 --> 00:35:35.559
<v Speaker 1>a counselor who helps people come out of satanic ritual abuse,

492
00:35:35.679 --> 00:35:39.119
<v Speaker 1>come out of the occult, and so it was really

493
00:35:39.119 --> 00:35:41.320
<v Speaker 1>interesting because I was dealing with both of the issues

494
00:35:41.360 --> 00:35:43.719
<v Speaker 1>the Satanic stuff, and the Satanic stuff kind of had

495
00:35:43.760 --> 00:35:46.599
<v Speaker 1>tracked me my whole life. There had been Satanic stuff

496
00:35:46.599 --> 00:35:48.840
<v Speaker 1>showing up along my timeline, is kind of the way

497
00:35:48.880 --> 00:35:52.079
<v Speaker 1>to describe it. But when I went into counseling for it,

498
00:35:52.079 --> 00:35:57.320
<v Speaker 1>it escalated a lot. I was having witches and Satanic

499
00:35:57.320 --> 00:36:00.159
<v Speaker 1>people come to my house on a regular basis, with

500
00:36:00.239 --> 00:36:04.800
<v Speaker 1>having a lot of really intense dark things happen. They

501
00:36:04.920 --> 00:36:07.000
<v Speaker 1>need to not go through with what I was doing.

502
00:36:07.519 --> 00:36:09.400
<v Speaker 1>But what I like to a reason like to say

503
00:36:09.440 --> 00:36:12.760
<v Speaker 1>that is because I had the blood and the name

504
00:36:12.800 --> 00:36:15.480
<v Speaker 1>of Jesus, and I had the protection of the Lord.

505
00:36:15.559 --> 00:36:18.760
<v Speaker 1>I had angels surrounding my home. So they tried and

506
00:36:18.840 --> 00:36:22.280
<v Speaker 1>tried and tried and tried, and they never were able

507
00:36:22.320 --> 00:36:25.320
<v Speaker 1>to harm me in any way. And someone's listening and

508
00:36:25.320 --> 00:36:27.119
<v Speaker 1>they're thinking, there's something I need to come out of,

509
00:36:27.199 --> 00:36:29.559
<v Speaker 1>or I need to tell whatever you need to know

510
00:36:29.639 --> 00:36:32.000
<v Speaker 1>that you can access protection from the Lord that is

511
00:36:32.039 --> 00:36:34.800
<v Speaker 1>supernatural that will make it where you don't need to

512
00:36:34.840 --> 00:36:37.960
<v Speaker 1>be afraid, because almost everyone who's been victimized is afraid

513
00:36:38.000 --> 00:36:41.239
<v Speaker 1>to tell for a variety of reasons, but one of

514
00:36:41.280 --> 00:36:43.400
<v Speaker 1>which is their actual physical harm. They think that they'll

515
00:36:43.440 --> 00:36:46.400
<v Speaker 1>be harmed or killed or whatever. So it's good to

516
00:36:46.440 --> 00:36:49.360
<v Speaker 1>know that that you know what, actually there is a

517
00:36:49.400 --> 00:36:52.039
<v Speaker 1>supernatural protection for you that can make it where you

518
00:36:52.079 --> 00:36:54.400
<v Speaker 1>can tell and they can't touch hair on your head.

519
00:36:55.079 --> 00:36:55.360
<v Speaker 2>Amen.

520
00:36:55.440 --> 00:36:58.679
<v Speaker 4>And the devil uses fear and intimidation to keep you.

521
00:36:58.719 --> 00:37:01.480
<v Speaker 4>I mean, this is something that John Ramirez as well

522
00:37:01.639 --> 00:37:04.599
<v Speaker 4>was sharing. He's an ex Satanist high priest. For twenty

523
00:37:04.639 --> 00:37:07.719
<v Speaker 4>five years he was worshiping the devil. I mean, people

524
00:37:07.719 --> 00:37:09.719
<v Speaker 4>would come with me. He would do hexes and vexes,

525
00:37:09.760 --> 00:37:12.360
<v Speaker 4>people would die, he would be told, he would do

526
00:37:12.400 --> 00:37:15.800
<v Speaker 4>things for free against Christians. He would put spells and

527
00:37:15.840 --> 00:37:18.440
<v Speaker 4>hexes and vexes, and he would come back. And you know,

528
00:37:18.760 --> 00:37:20.800
<v Speaker 4>he said he his testimony, he was sitting with the

529
00:37:20.800 --> 00:37:23.000
<v Speaker 4>devil talking face to face. He said, just like you

530
00:37:23.039 --> 00:37:25.000
<v Speaker 4>and I are talking. He's a face to face. He

531
00:37:25.039 --> 00:37:26.960
<v Speaker 4>would ask to project, he would see things in the

532
00:37:27.000 --> 00:37:28.880
<v Speaker 4>spirit and for those who maybe are in here like

533
00:37:29.440 --> 00:37:32.400
<v Speaker 4>agnostics or atheists. This stuff is real. This stuff is

534
00:37:32.440 --> 00:37:35.079
<v Speaker 4>absolutely real. This is if there's a physical world, there's

535
00:37:35.159 --> 00:37:38.599
<v Speaker 4>also a very real spiritual world where there are angels

536
00:37:38.599 --> 00:37:40.719
<v Speaker 4>and demons. If you're from the Church and you're not

537
00:37:40.760 --> 00:37:43.920
<v Speaker 4>taught about the spiritual world, yes, it's biblical. It's all

538
00:37:43.960 --> 00:37:46.360
<v Speaker 4>in the Bible that God is the saying, yesterday, today,

539
00:37:46.400 --> 00:37:46.920
<v Speaker 4>and forever.

540
00:37:47.119 --> 00:37:49.760
<v Speaker 1>There is a spiritual world. There are angels and demons.

541
00:37:50.880 --> 00:37:52.559
<v Speaker 1>You know, I know your son as well.

542
00:37:52.599 --> 00:37:55.360
<v Speaker 4>He sees in the spirit, right you have you have

543
00:37:55.400 --> 00:38:00.320
<v Speaker 4>two sons, four sons, four sons, and one of them

544
00:38:00.400 --> 00:38:02.280
<v Speaker 4>is a seer, one of them is a prophet.

545
00:38:02.880 --> 00:38:05.840
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so the seer is also a prophet. And then

546
00:38:06.039 --> 00:38:09.000
<v Speaker 1>I actually all of my sons are highly gifted spiritually.

547
00:38:09.480 --> 00:38:12.559
<v Speaker 1>And you know, one of the things that I like

548
00:38:12.599 --> 00:38:14.280
<v Speaker 1>to really point out when I when I talk about

549
00:38:14.280 --> 00:38:17.599
<v Speaker 1>the downside of my story, there's such a major upside

550
00:38:17.639 --> 00:38:20.239
<v Speaker 1>and what that upside. One of the things that that

551
00:38:20.320 --> 00:38:25.320
<v Speaker 1>upside is is that when the enemy has sought to

552
00:38:25.440 --> 00:38:28.320
<v Speaker 1>destroy you, you have a right. The scripture tells us

553
00:38:28.320 --> 00:38:30.800
<v Speaker 1>that when the enemy is caught that he must pay

554
00:38:30.840 --> 00:38:33.559
<v Speaker 1>back seven times what he has stolen and I caught

555
00:38:33.599 --> 00:38:36.480
<v Speaker 1>the eno. I caught the enemy. I pointed out what

556
00:38:36.519 --> 00:38:38.000
<v Speaker 1>he has done. I have brought him into the courts

557
00:38:38.000 --> 00:38:41.400
<v Speaker 1>of heaven, and I've said he sought to still kill

558
00:38:41.480 --> 00:38:46.000
<v Speaker 1>and destroy every aspect of my life, my calling, my sanity,

559
00:38:46.199 --> 00:38:50.599
<v Speaker 1>my body, my emotions. There's so my finances, my relationships.

560
00:38:50.599 --> 00:38:55.159
<v Speaker 1>There's so much he's stolen, and I want repayment and

561
00:38:55.960 --> 00:38:59.280
<v Speaker 1>I've gotten it. Like I have an amazing life.

562
00:38:59.840 --> 00:39:00.239
<v Speaker 2>I have.

563
00:39:00.360 --> 00:39:02.199
<v Speaker 1>There's so many things, like having four sons who have

564
00:39:02.519 --> 00:39:06.280
<v Speaker 1>all four loved the Lord and are hiding gifted and

565
00:39:06.480 --> 00:39:09.320
<v Speaker 1>good and kind and honorable and all these amazing things.

566
00:39:09.320 --> 00:39:13.519
<v Speaker 1>Have an amazing husband as a kid. The Lord revealed

567
00:39:13.559 --> 00:39:17.599
<v Speaker 1>himself to me in supernatural ways. Yea, let's talk about that. Yeah,

568
00:39:17.639 --> 00:39:20.159
<v Speaker 1>So that's you know, the Lasso script that says that

569
00:39:20.239 --> 00:39:23.119
<v Speaker 1>the Lord is near to the broken hearted. And I

570
00:39:23.159 --> 00:39:25.360
<v Speaker 1>wrote a book about my whole my story, and in

571
00:39:25.400 --> 00:39:27.239
<v Speaker 1>the book, I said, you know, when he said he's

572
00:39:27.280 --> 00:39:32.360
<v Speaker 1>near to the broken hearted, he means like literally, like geographically,

573
00:39:32.679 --> 00:39:36.679
<v Speaker 1>like his presence, his manifest presence, in other words, not

574
00:39:36.800 --> 00:39:38.719
<v Speaker 1>just his spirit living in us. We all have that.

575
00:39:38.840 --> 00:39:41.480
<v Speaker 1>If we've accepted Christ as our savior, then we have

576
00:39:41.480 --> 00:39:44.159
<v Speaker 1>the wholy spirit living in us. That's his presence in us.

577
00:39:44.360 --> 00:39:47.880
<v Speaker 1>But when we are broken hearted, when we've been devastated,

578
00:39:47.920 --> 00:39:51.400
<v Speaker 1>the kind of thing that crushes your heart, then he's

579
00:39:51.440 --> 00:39:53.199
<v Speaker 1>near to us in a different way. Then we can

580
00:39:53.239 --> 00:39:58.920
<v Speaker 1>experience his physical, manifested presence. That's what he means by

581
00:39:58.960 --> 00:40:01.360
<v Speaker 1>he's near to the broken hearted, because if you think

582
00:40:01.360 --> 00:40:03.079
<v Speaker 1>about it, he's near to all of us. He's living

583
00:40:03.079 --> 00:40:05.079
<v Speaker 1>in us. So what does he mean by he's near

584
00:40:05.119 --> 00:40:06.679
<v Speaker 1>to the broken hearted. What's different?

585
00:40:07.079 --> 00:40:10.960
<v Speaker 5>Well, I've seen God, I've seen angels, I've experienced miracles,

586
00:40:11.000 --> 00:40:13.639
<v Speaker 5>I've seen his When I was a kid, his presence

587
00:40:13.679 --> 00:40:16.039
<v Speaker 5>filled up my whole bedroom in the form of a cloud,

588
00:40:16.800 --> 00:40:18.960
<v Speaker 5>and he spoke to me in.

589
00:40:18.800 --> 00:40:22.199
<v Speaker 1>My bedroom as a child. He was literally with me.

590
00:40:22.360 --> 00:40:25.920
<v Speaker 1>He was near to the broken hearted. And I think

591
00:40:25.960 --> 00:40:29.199
<v Speaker 1>that there is a little bit of a prerequisite. In

592
00:40:29.239 --> 00:40:31.920
<v Speaker 1>other words, I think if you're just broken hearted, you

593
00:40:31.960 --> 00:40:35.920
<v Speaker 1>haven't necessarily seen God. I think that we know that

594
00:40:35.960 --> 00:40:39.039
<v Speaker 1>a pure heart helps us see God and also love

595
00:40:39.079 --> 00:40:42.599
<v Speaker 1>and desire for God. I was constantly seeking God, asking

596
00:40:42.679 --> 00:40:45.079
<v Speaker 1>for his presence, asking for him to show himself to me,

597
00:40:45.599 --> 00:40:48.519
<v Speaker 1>asking for his help, crying out to him, even as

598
00:40:48.559 --> 00:40:52.159
<v Speaker 1>a child, and so I've gotten it. I've gotten a

599
00:40:52.159 --> 00:40:54.000
<v Speaker 1>lot of what I've asked for, and I encourage people

600
00:40:54.199 --> 00:40:57.639
<v Speaker 1>ask God and ask him for everything. Ask Him for

601
00:40:57.800 --> 00:40:59.760
<v Speaker 1>whatever it is that you're needing, even if it's something,

602
00:41:00.519 --> 00:41:04.199
<v Speaker 1>ask him, ask him for everything. Because I have been

603
00:41:05.239 --> 00:41:09.239
<v Speaker 1>I've zimped a life where I've experienced a lot of

604
00:41:09.840 --> 00:41:12.719
<v Speaker 1>just amazing things with the Lord and a lot of miracles.

605
00:41:13.000 --> 00:41:16.280
<v Speaker 1>I've experienced people showing up on my doorsteps. Stepn't giving

606
00:41:16.280 --> 00:41:19.320
<v Speaker 1>me large sums of money because I had to pay

607
00:41:19.360 --> 00:41:21.119
<v Speaker 1>for counseling when I was in the sealing process and

608
00:41:21.159 --> 00:41:23.119
<v Speaker 1>it was super expensive because I wanted to go to

609
00:41:23.159 --> 00:41:26.280
<v Speaker 1>this spirit filled Christian counselor, and my insurance when i't

610
00:41:26.280 --> 00:41:28.920
<v Speaker 1>cover it. So I'm paying cash. I mean this, and

611
00:41:29.000 --> 00:41:31.800
<v Speaker 1>my son's to counsel. My husbands were all like recovering

612
00:41:31.840 --> 00:41:34.559
<v Speaker 1>from this process that was so difficult. So we're paying

613
00:41:34.559 --> 00:41:36.719
<v Speaker 1>all this cash. Someone shows up on my door and

614
00:41:36.800 --> 00:41:39.960
<v Speaker 1>gives me yash because I started asking the Lord like, hey,

615
00:41:40.079 --> 00:41:43.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm you know, any money, any money to pay for

616
00:41:43.480 --> 00:41:49.360
<v Speaker 1>the sealing process. It's expensive, So that's amazing, amazing about that.

617
00:41:49.599 --> 00:41:52.079
<v Speaker 1>Someone said, God told me to come to your house

618
00:41:52.079 --> 00:41:54.519
<v Speaker 1>and give you this money and you don't know them,

619
00:41:54.559 --> 00:41:56.280
<v Speaker 1>you've never seen them in your life. No, it's someone

620
00:41:56.320 --> 00:41:57.639
<v Speaker 1>I knew. But they didn't even know I was in

621
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<v Speaker 1>the healing process. They didn't know anything about any of

622
00:41:59.679 --> 00:42:03.440
<v Speaker 1>it healing process. They didn't know that I'd asked God

623
00:42:03.480 --> 00:42:06.239
<v Speaker 1>for that. I mean, God's just spoke directly to them

624
00:42:06.800 --> 00:42:08.599
<v Speaker 1>and brought them. So a while a lot of Satanists

625
00:42:08.599 --> 00:42:10.800
<v Speaker 1>have come to my door to do things and curse

626
00:42:10.920 --> 00:42:15.119
<v Speaker 1>me and all kinds of stuff. I've experienced and interacted

627
00:42:15.159 --> 00:42:18.440
<v Speaker 1>with angels and with humans that just are sent on

628
00:42:18.519 --> 00:42:22.440
<v Speaker 1>assignment by God. And yes, there's the dark, but the

629
00:42:22.559 --> 00:42:27.320
<v Speaker 1>light is so much more Yes, so it's so much

630
00:42:27.320 --> 00:42:28.239
<v Speaker 1>more powerful.

631
00:42:28.519 --> 00:42:30.559
<v Speaker 4>And just to go back to this satanic thing just

632
00:42:30.599 --> 00:42:33.320
<v Speaker 4>for a second, like we were saying before, the devil

633
00:42:33.320 --> 00:42:36.719
<v Speaker 4>will use fear, you know, with for example, John Ramirez

634
00:42:36.760 --> 00:42:41.079
<v Speaker 4>and yourself, people that were well John Ramirez.

635
00:42:40.760 --> 00:42:42.000
<v Speaker 1>Chose chose to be part of it.

636
00:42:42.119 --> 00:42:45.599
<v Speaker 4>You were surrounded by it because that's where your parents

637
00:42:45.679 --> 00:42:49.039
<v Speaker 4>accidentally put you into, you know, with the guilt and

638
00:42:49.079 --> 00:42:52.960
<v Speaker 4>the shame and the fear and intimidation from a pastor

639
00:42:53.519 --> 00:42:56.960
<v Speaker 4>who was abusing you to not say anything, to not speak,

640
00:42:57.000 --> 00:42:59.679
<v Speaker 4>the fear of death, you know, the fear intimidation, spirit

641
00:42:59.719 --> 00:43:02.599
<v Speaker 4>of fear. The devil will use that to keep you

642
00:43:02.639 --> 00:43:04.559
<v Speaker 4>in there. And so with Rachel, she was saying that

643
00:43:04.639 --> 00:43:08.679
<v Speaker 4>she when she started focusing on the Lord and started

644
00:43:08.719 --> 00:43:11.559
<v Speaker 4>her healing process with the Lord, she would have satanist

645
00:43:11.960 --> 00:43:14.440
<v Speaker 4>knock on her door, witches knock on her door, try

646
00:43:14.480 --> 00:43:16.880
<v Speaker 4>to intimidate her. Can you share a little bit of

647
00:43:16.920 --> 00:43:18.480
<v Speaker 4>like a testimony of what what what do they do?

648
00:43:18.559 --> 00:43:20.480
<v Speaker 4>What did they say when they came to your house?

649
00:43:21.079 --> 00:43:22.480
<v Speaker 4>And what time, like what happened?

650
00:43:22.800 --> 00:43:25.119
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I've had a lot, so let me think about

651
00:43:25.440 --> 00:43:29.320
<v Speaker 1>one to share. I've had. Okay, So I had someone

652
00:43:29.360 --> 00:43:33.039
<v Speaker 1>come and kill an animal, a raven on my property

653
00:43:33.280 --> 00:43:35.320
<v Speaker 1>and to spill the blood on my property to claim

654
00:43:35.760 --> 00:43:39.280
<v Speaker 1>claim my property, you know, to exert the Satanic authority

655
00:43:39.320 --> 00:43:41.920
<v Speaker 1>over the property. And I remember when that first happened,

656
00:43:41.960 --> 00:43:43.760
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I was freaked out, like a little bit.

657
00:43:43.760 --> 00:43:46.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, there is really power in a blood sacrifice

658
00:43:46.880 --> 00:43:48.840
<v Speaker 1>and so feel and I was mad that I was

659
00:43:48.880 --> 00:43:50.920
<v Speaker 1>freaked out, like I'm like, I know too much, I'm

660
00:43:50.960 --> 00:43:53.360
<v Speaker 1>mad at myself. Were even like being kind of agitated

661
00:43:53.360 --> 00:43:56.159
<v Speaker 1>and stressed by what they've done. So she's like, Lord,

662
00:43:56.159 --> 00:43:58.159
<v Speaker 1>what in the world, like help me what you know?

663
00:43:58.360 --> 00:44:01.039
<v Speaker 1>Help me with this? And he said, would you have

664
00:44:01.159 --> 00:44:04.920
<v Speaker 1>access to the blood covenant of Jesus. So Jesus's blood

665
00:44:05.039 --> 00:44:07.960
<v Speaker 1>was stilled. He died on the cross war as in

666
00:44:07.960 --> 00:44:11.679
<v Speaker 1>other words, and so that blood shed is more powerful

667
00:44:11.719 --> 00:44:16.400
<v Speaker 1>than any blood sacrifice. It canceled every other less than

668
00:44:16.559 --> 00:44:19.679
<v Speaker 1>blood sacrifice. So when that say came to do, they

669
00:44:19.719 --> 00:44:23.199
<v Speaker 1>did exert a power, and had I done nothing, they

670
00:44:23.239 --> 00:44:25.800
<v Speaker 1>actually would have had a real or a real authority

671
00:44:25.960 --> 00:44:29.320
<v Speaker 1>in the situation. But because I was then made aware,

672
00:44:29.840 --> 00:44:33.559
<v Speaker 1>I was able to say no, in Jesus name, I

673
00:44:33.599 --> 00:44:37.320
<v Speaker 1>can't sel all power and authority that was released with

674
00:44:37.400 --> 00:44:40.440
<v Speaker 1>that blood sacrifice. And I placed with the blood sacrifice

675
00:44:40.440 --> 00:44:43.880
<v Speaker 1>of Jesus above the blood sacrifice of that raven, and

676
00:44:43.920 --> 00:44:47.320
<v Speaker 1>I cancel it in Jesus name, in Jesus, and I did.

677
00:44:47.440 --> 00:44:49.480
<v Speaker 1>I was able to. I've had people at astral project

678
00:44:49.519 --> 00:44:54.159
<v Speaker 1>into my house. My astral projection, that's a good and

679
00:44:54.199 --> 00:44:57.360
<v Speaker 1>you see them. So my seer son saw them, which

680
00:44:57.400 --> 00:45:00.480
<v Speaker 1>was interesting. I couldn't see them. He could see them.

681
00:45:00.719 --> 00:45:03.920
<v Speaker 1>And it was just like a regular guy dressed in

682
00:45:04.000 --> 00:45:06.280
<v Speaker 1>the handling jeans on it. It wasn't an angel. It

683
00:45:06.360 --> 00:45:09.239
<v Speaker 1>wasn't a deep and it was a human and so

684
00:45:09.280 --> 00:45:10.960
<v Speaker 1>that's a real thing too. I know you'd mentioned that

685
00:45:11.000 --> 00:45:15.719
<v Speaker 1>aftual projection. And I've also had like the knobs on

686
00:45:15.800 --> 00:45:19.800
<v Speaker 1>my stove like turn without without there being anyone there,

687
00:45:20.400 --> 00:45:25.119
<v Speaker 1>turned to really scap multiple times within the same night.

688
00:45:25.199 --> 00:45:29.079
<v Speaker 1>But again, every single time the Holy Spirit alerted us.

689
00:45:29.440 --> 00:45:33.239
<v Speaker 1>That's awesome, you know. And so it's like, yes, yeah,

690
00:45:33.320 --> 00:45:37.920
<v Speaker 1>they tried, they they tried a lot, but every single time,

691
00:45:38.000 --> 00:45:39.840
<v Speaker 1>if you're speaking the Lord, if you're listening to his

692
00:45:39.920 --> 00:45:44.719
<v Speaker 1>voice every single time, yeah, you will be victorious.

693
00:45:44.880 --> 00:45:47.599
<v Speaker 4>And as you were saying that, the Lord sometimes speaks

694
00:45:47.599 --> 00:45:49.360
<v Speaker 4>to numbers as well, a lot of times. And as

695
00:45:49.400 --> 00:45:51.159
<v Speaker 4>you were saying that, I just look, there's seven hundred

696
00:45:51.159 --> 00:45:53.119
<v Speaker 4>and seventy seven people, seven seven seven. While you were

697
00:45:53.159 --> 00:45:55.840
<v Speaker 4>saying that that don't need to worry because the Lord

698
00:45:55.920 --> 00:45:57.639
<v Speaker 4>is with us. He's covering us with his blood and

699
00:45:57.679 --> 00:45:59.880
<v Speaker 4>with his protection and his angels as you're saying that,

700
00:46:00.079 --> 00:46:03.800
<v Speaker 4>so seven seven seven, Amen, that's a confirmation. Let's talk

701
00:46:03.800 --> 00:46:06.639
<v Speaker 4>about can you share this story this This was amazing

702
00:46:08.119 --> 00:46:11.480
<v Speaker 4>when you shared your testimony about your son.

703
00:46:11.480 --> 00:46:14.320
<v Speaker 1>Who sees in the spirit, he's a seer, what he

704
00:46:14.400 --> 00:46:15.519
<v Speaker 1>saw on Halloween.

705
00:46:16.159 --> 00:46:19.239
<v Speaker 4>I know you guys don't celebrate Halloween as people that

706
00:46:19.440 --> 00:46:21.519
<v Speaker 4>follow me as well, I say, do not, you know,

707
00:46:21.599 --> 00:46:24.440
<v Speaker 4>celebrate this day of you know, Satan worship. It's the

708
00:46:24.480 --> 00:46:29.159
<v Speaker 4>biggest Satanic holiday of the year, and US Christians are

709
00:46:29.840 --> 00:46:33.519
<v Speaker 4>very naive and very ignorant and celebrate the day. Listen,

710
00:46:33.559 --> 00:46:36.480
<v Speaker 4>there's nothing wrong with you know, if you're hanging out

711
00:46:36.480 --> 00:46:38.320
<v Speaker 4>with friends and you're in a costume and you're playing

712
00:46:38.320 --> 00:46:42.480
<v Speaker 4>around but dressing your kids as witches and warlocks and

713
00:46:42.559 --> 00:46:46.360
<v Speaker 4>all of these different things and celebrating and getting candy.

714
00:46:46.639 --> 00:46:49.000
<v Speaker 4>There's witches that put hexes and vexes on it, and

715
00:46:49.039 --> 00:46:50.000
<v Speaker 4>people think it's a joke.

716
00:46:50.079 --> 00:46:51.000
<v Speaker 1>But would you share the.

717
00:46:50.960 --> 00:46:53.360
<v Speaker 4>Testimony what your son saw when there was a woman

718
00:46:53.400 --> 00:46:54.800
<v Speaker 4>trying to get you guys to get some candy.

719
00:46:55.159 --> 00:46:59.119
<v Speaker 2>Okay, yeah, I fucking love Halloween. You guys know that.

720
00:46:59.480 --> 00:47:07.800
<v Speaker 2>I think it's about your intention. I will never not

721
00:47:08.280 --> 00:47:13.360
<v Speaker 2>celebrate Halloween. But at the same time, you know, I'm

722
00:47:13.360 --> 00:47:17.239
<v Speaker 2>not doing any blood ritualism on that day. I'm not

723
00:47:17.400 --> 00:47:24.320
<v Speaker 2>doing any sacrifices on that day, So you know, I disagree.

724
00:47:24.400 --> 00:47:27.559
<v Speaker 2>I think it's about your intention. I watch Scream and

725
00:47:27.639 --> 00:47:32.239
<v Speaker 2>I bake punkin cookies. All right, I'm not I'm not

726
00:47:32.320 --> 00:47:36.280
<v Speaker 2>doing any weird stuff. Now do they take advantage of

727
00:47:36.320 --> 00:47:41.039
<v Speaker 2>that day? Fuck? Yeah, they do. What the SRA survivor

728
00:47:41.119 --> 00:47:44.559
<v Speaker 2>is about to say one of my favorite parts of

729
00:47:44.599 --> 00:47:50.880
<v Speaker 2>the episode because I absolutely agree with this and I

730
00:47:50.960 --> 00:47:53.039
<v Speaker 2>actually have something to add to it. But let's get

731
00:47:53.079 --> 00:47:55.960
<v Speaker 2>back to her story for just a second here.

732
00:47:56.960 --> 00:48:00.320
<v Speaker 1>Okay, So I feel like with Halloween, like, first of all, well,

733
00:48:00.679 --> 00:48:04.119
<v Speaker 1>originally I have heard that Halloween initially was a day

734
00:48:04.159 --> 00:48:06.360
<v Speaker 1>to honor those who have been martyred for their faith.

735
00:48:06.480 --> 00:48:07.000
<v Speaker 1>Have you heard that?

736
00:48:08.039 --> 00:48:09.920
<v Speaker 4>I think it was a is it the day of

737
00:48:11.079 --> 00:48:13.760
<v Speaker 4>saints and angels or something like that. I might be wrong,

738
00:48:13.800 --> 00:48:15.199
<v Speaker 4>it might I've heard.

739
00:48:15.320 --> 00:48:17.000
<v Speaker 1>I've heard conflicting things, so I don't really know for

740
00:48:17.039 --> 00:48:18.880
<v Speaker 1>sure what's trip, but didn't do it. And still even

741
00:48:18.920 --> 00:48:21.079
<v Speaker 1>as I look into it, I see information on both sides.

742
00:48:21.119 --> 00:48:23.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what's totally true, but I think that

743
00:48:23.679 --> 00:48:25.880
<v Speaker 1>days like that are what you make of them, you know.

744
00:48:25.960 --> 00:48:27.800
<v Speaker 1>So again, it's like not something you need to be

745
00:48:27.840 --> 00:48:29.599
<v Speaker 1>afraid of, but you do need to be aware that

746
00:48:29.639 --> 00:48:32.159
<v Speaker 1>Satanists always like their high holy day in a way

747
00:48:32.239 --> 00:48:33.840
<v Speaker 1>they know they are going to do a lot of

748
00:48:33.840 --> 00:48:36.840
<v Speaker 1>blood sacrifices that day. But again, no problem. Now you're aware,

749
00:48:36.920 --> 00:48:41.239
<v Speaker 1>so you can she cancel it, just pry. But yeah,

750
00:48:41.280 --> 00:48:44.760
<v Speaker 1>So on Halloween, we were walking down our street and

751
00:48:44.960 --> 00:48:48.239
<v Speaker 1>this lady came out under her front porch and she

752
00:48:48.480 --> 00:48:51.679
<v Speaker 1>saw us and she wanted us to come up to

753
00:48:51.880 --> 00:48:54.400
<v Speaker 1>her doorstep. She'sid, come over here, come over here, I

754
00:48:54.440 --> 00:48:56.119
<v Speaker 1>have candy for you, and she was saying it to

755
00:48:56.159 --> 00:48:58.000
<v Speaker 1>my son. But my son can see in the spirit,

756
00:48:58.079 --> 00:49:00.880
<v Speaker 1>so he's like looking at her and he's like, no thanks,

757
00:49:01.119 --> 00:49:02.920
<v Speaker 1>no thanks, And the way he's saying it, I can

758
00:49:03.000 --> 00:49:07.719
<v Speaker 1>tell he's seeing something, you know, And she kept trying,

759
00:49:08.039 --> 00:49:10.880
<v Speaker 1>like she was like like who does that? Like, no, no, no,

760
00:49:10.960 --> 00:49:12.880
<v Speaker 1>come here, came here, just come here real quick. I'll

761
00:49:12.920 --> 00:49:14.719
<v Speaker 1>just I'll just I'm gonna give you candy. Like it's

762
00:49:14.760 --> 00:49:17.679
<v Speaker 1>like you're kind of like an aggressive candy pusher. What's

763
00:49:17.679 --> 00:49:18.880
<v Speaker 1>because she had an agenda.

764
00:49:19.000 --> 00:49:23.039
<v Speaker 4>Obviously she was not anywhere, So no, it was desperate

765
00:49:23.079 --> 00:49:23.840
<v Speaker 4>to give you candy.

766
00:49:23.960 --> 00:49:26.760
<v Speaker 1>Especially if you say no, I mean it's yeah, oh

767
00:49:26.800 --> 00:49:28.559
<v Speaker 1>for sure. But and my husband and I are both

768
00:49:28.599 --> 00:49:30.239
<v Speaker 1>with our son too, so there was no chance of

769
00:49:30.280 --> 00:49:32.760
<v Speaker 1>it happening. You know, We're all like, no, no, no.

770
00:49:33.119 --> 00:49:36.400
<v Speaker 1>She kept saying no and kept walking. So I said,

771
00:49:36.679 --> 00:49:38.519
<v Speaker 1>Ezy Hill, what were you seeing? It could tell you

772
00:49:38.559 --> 00:49:40.719
<v Speaker 1>were seeing something. He's like, oh, yeah, she's a witch.

773
00:49:41.199 --> 00:49:43.280
<v Speaker 1>And I said, I can tell. And that's when he

774
00:49:43.320 --> 00:49:45.639
<v Speaker 1>told me that in the spirit, when he sees someone,

775
00:49:46.559 --> 00:49:50.320
<v Speaker 1>their skin actually looks green. Like Okay, so it's like

776
00:49:50.360 --> 00:49:53.440
<v Speaker 1>kind of Wizard of Oz that wished skin. But Eazy

777
00:49:53.519 --> 00:49:56.559
<v Speaker 1>Kils never seen Wizard of Oz first of all, And

778
00:49:56.639 --> 00:49:59.559
<v Speaker 1>also I think whoever made that movie maybe is a

779
00:49:59.639 --> 00:50:03.360
<v Speaker 1>seer and knows was told or someone who grips knows

780
00:50:03.400 --> 00:50:06.679
<v Speaker 1>that that's a real thing. But because we'll see people

781
00:50:06.679 --> 00:50:08.920
<v Speaker 1>and he's like, that's a witch. And if you talk

782
00:50:09.039 --> 00:50:11.800
<v Speaker 1>green skin, one green skin, green skin would give it

783
00:50:11.800 --> 00:50:14.000
<v Speaker 1>away to him in the spirit that it's a spirit.

784
00:50:14.880 --> 00:50:18.840
<v Speaker 2>Listen. I don't know about green skin or anything like that,

785
00:50:18.920 --> 00:50:21.679
<v Speaker 2>but I told y'all asses about the Wizard of Oz.

786
00:50:22.000 --> 00:50:25.079
<v Speaker 2>It wasn't no seer. Okay, maybe he was a seer,

787
00:50:25.119 --> 00:50:27.480
<v Speaker 2>but he was into some dark shit. That is an

788
00:50:27.599 --> 00:50:30.719
<v Speaker 2>absolute mkotra movie. It might it might even be the

789
00:50:30.760 --> 00:50:34.440
<v Speaker 2>first one ever made. I did an episode about the

790
00:50:34.440 --> 00:50:38.400
<v Speaker 2>Wizard of Oz a couple of years ago. If you're

791
00:50:38.599 --> 00:50:41.559
<v Speaker 2>feeling frisky. You can scroll back quite a ways and

792
00:50:41.639 --> 00:50:44.360
<v Speaker 2>you will find it there. It's definitely worth a listen.

793
00:50:44.519 --> 00:50:52.000
<v Speaker 2>But this is absolutely one true stuff, okay, Because when

794
00:50:52.039 --> 00:50:54.800
<v Speaker 2>I am at the store, always at the grocery store

795
00:50:54.880 --> 00:50:59.840
<v Speaker 2>or the goodwill or whatever, these old ladies always be

796
00:51:00.320 --> 00:51:04.159
<v Speaker 2>walking up, approaching on us, while I have the baby

797
00:51:04.320 --> 00:51:07.480
<v Speaker 2>in the front pack, trying to touch his arms and

798
00:51:07.519 --> 00:51:11.159
<v Speaker 2>get in his face and say stuff to him. And

799
00:51:12.039 --> 00:51:13.960
<v Speaker 2>do you have a smile for me? Do you have

800
00:51:14.000 --> 00:51:17.000
<v Speaker 2>a smile for me? No, he don't got a smile

801
00:51:17.119 --> 00:51:20.840
<v Speaker 2>for you, or anti buty else, okay. And as soon

802
00:51:20.840 --> 00:51:23.440
<v Speaker 2>as they try to touch him or molest size his

803
00:51:23.639 --> 00:51:27.440
<v Speaker 2>elbow or whatever it is they're trying to do, as

804
00:51:27.440 --> 00:51:30.639
<v Speaker 2>soon as they walk away, I say, blood of Jesus

805
00:51:30.719 --> 00:51:33.039
<v Speaker 2>on my baby, Blood of Jesus on my baby, Blood

806
00:51:33.039 --> 00:51:38.320
<v Speaker 2>of Jesus covering this baby, because I don't fucking know you,

807
00:51:38.480 --> 00:51:40.920
<v Speaker 2>and I don't know what your intentions are, and I

808
00:51:40.960 --> 00:51:42.679
<v Speaker 2>don't know why you want to get your face in

809
00:51:42.760 --> 00:51:44.679
<v Speaker 2>my baby's face, and I don't know why you want

810
00:51:44.719 --> 00:51:48.079
<v Speaker 2>to touch on him. But back to fuck up. And

811
00:51:48.599 --> 00:51:51.880
<v Speaker 2>when they start approaching, I start backing away anyways, and

812
00:51:51.920 --> 00:51:54.840
<v Speaker 2>they keep on coming so it's just again, I don't

813
00:51:54.880 --> 00:51:58.920
<v Speaker 2>know you I and honestly I don't speak or anything.

814
00:51:58.920 --> 00:52:00.760
<v Speaker 2>When they start doing that, just try to make them

815
00:52:00.760 --> 00:52:05.320
<v Speaker 2>feel as uncomfortable as possible so they walk away. This

816
00:52:05.440 --> 00:52:10.519
<v Speaker 2>world is filled with untold dangers of this spirit and

817
00:52:10.559 --> 00:52:14.199
<v Speaker 2>we all need to be on guard with ship like that.

818
00:52:14.320 --> 00:52:18.039
<v Speaker 2>So I one thousand percent believe what she's saying about

819
00:52:18.079 --> 00:52:21.480
<v Speaker 2>the Halloween stuff. That is scary as fuck and they're

820
00:52:21.519 --> 00:52:25.760
<v Speaker 2>giving out candies and they're putting it into your baby's

821
00:52:25.840 --> 00:52:30.599
<v Speaker 2>bodies and oh fuck, no, fucked to the No.

822
00:52:32.960 --> 00:52:37.239
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's that's that's amazing. So let's talk about So

823
00:52:38.639 --> 00:52:41.880
<v Speaker 4>here's the thing, the Lord. Everyone has a different calling

824
00:52:41.920 --> 00:52:47.039
<v Speaker 4>on their life. And you know, humility comes before honor, right,

825
00:52:48.320 --> 00:52:51.840
<v Speaker 4>And it's it's amazing because a lot of times with

826
00:52:51.880 --> 00:52:56.280
<v Speaker 4>our callings with with I feel like you're calling it's

827
00:52:56.280 --> 00:52:59.840
<v Speaker 4>nots prophetic dreams and visions, it's it's uh, it's too

828
00:53:00.320 --> 00:53:04.519
<v Speaker 4>lead people from the occult into repentance. And there's a

829
00:53:04.559 --> 00:53:07.840
<v Speaker 4>strong anointing there. And so the Lord will allow you

830
00:53:07.920 --> 00:53:11.519
<v Speaker 4>to see the evil. He will unveil the evil for

831
00:53:11.639 --> 00:53:14.679
<v Speaker 4>you to understand the first of all, the spiritual realm

832
00:53:14.760 --> 00:53:18.199
<v Speaker 4>was real and also to warn others about it. And

833
00:53:18.559 --> 00:53:21.480
<v Speaker 4>with you, it's so amazing because the Lord your gift

834
00:53:21.599 --> 00:53:25.400
<v Speaker 4>is really prophetic dreams. So tell me when you first

835
00:53:25.440 --> 00:53:29.960
<v Speaker 4>started experiencing prophetic dreams and share some as well, because

836
00:53:30.000 --> 00:53:30.920
<v Speaker 4>they're really beautiful.

837
00:53:31.119 --> 00:53:33.840
<v Speaker 1>There's so many, I know. Yeah, yeah, I had several

838
00:53:33.920 --> 00:53:37.559
<v Speaker 1>last night. Well, okay, so I've dreamt to my whole

839
00:53:37.599 --> 00:53:41.920
<v Speaker 1>life and as a kid again because of the situations

840
00:53:41.960 --> 00:53:43.960
<v Speaker 1>that I was in, and also because I think the

841
00:53:44.079 --> 00:53:47.559
<v Speaker 1>enemy was attacking in this specific way. I had nightmares

842
00:53:47.599 --> 00:53:48.199
<v Speaker 1>all the time.

843
00:53:48.519 --> 00:53:49.119
<v Speaker 2>So I think.

844
00:53:48.960 --> 00:53:52.519
<v Speaker 1>Because I was created to be a prophetic dreamer and

845
00:53:52.559 --> 00:53:54.280
<v Speaker 1>that was one of the main ways God was going

846
00:53:54.360 --> 00:53:56.519
<v Speaker 1>to be speaking to me through my life, the enemy

847
00:53:56.559 --> 00:53:58.760
<v Speaker 1>really attacked that. And so sometimes that's a cue for

848
00:53:58.800 --> 00:54:00.679
<v Speaker 1>you guys. You can look at your and look at

849
00:54:00.679 --> 00:54:04.639
<v Speaker 1>like where have you been attacked repeatedly and there's a

850
00:54:04.679 --> 00:54:07.679
<v Speaker 1>clue there that that's actually something you're called to, or

851
00:54:08.280 --> 00:54:10.639
<v Speaker 1>that that's a point where the enemy can see that

852
00:54:10.639 --> 00:54:13.159
<v Speaker 1>God wants to use you, so he is attacking that

853
00:54:13.239 --> 00:54:17.599
<v Speaker 1>specific area of your life. So yeah, so I would

854
00:54:17.679 --> 00:54:20.119
<v Speaker 1>have product prophetic dreams though I would see things before

855
00:54:20.199 --> 00:54:24.840
<v Speaker 1>they happened sometimes and I would it was just the

856
00:54:24.880 --> 00:54:26.440
<v Speaker 1>way that God would show me what I need to

857
00:54:26.519 --> 00:54:29.880
<v Speaker 1>know and would reveal himself to me through dreams. And

858
00:54:30.760 --> 00:54:37.760
<v Speaker 1>now like with coronavirus, So last July July thirteenth, twenty nineteen,

859
00:54:38.239 --> 00:54:41.519
<v Speaker 1>I had this dream that completely showed what was getting

860
00:54:41.519 --> 00:54:44.599
<v Speaker 1>ready to happen in our country. Now the time, I

861
00:54:44.639 --> 00:54:47.519
<v Speaker 1>had no frame of reference, so I could not wrap

862
00:54:47.559 --> 00:54:50.719
<v Speaker 1>my brain around what is happening. It was. I had

863
00:54:50.760 --> 00:54:53.639
<v Speaker 1>this dream that I was driving down this freeway and

864
00:54:53.760 --> 00:54:57.360
<v Speaker 1>all of the sudden, the freeway was blocked and they

865
00:54:57.360 --> 00:55:00.599
<v Speaker 1>were making everybody get out of their cars. Now, dreams

866
00:55:00.599 --> 00:55:03.440
<v Speaker 1>are metaphorical, okay, so you know, if you look in

867
00:55:03.440 --> 00:55:05.400
<v Speaker 1>the Bible a lot of the way, like when Joseph

868
00:55:05.639 --> 00:55:09.199
<v Speaker 1>was interpreting dreams, right, everything in the dream is a metaphor,

869
00:55:09.320 --> 00:55:13.000
<v Speaker 1>so he has to interpret what those symbols are metaphors for.

870
00:55:13.119 --> 00:55:15.639
<v Speaker 1>So think in terms of metaphor. If you're driving down

871
00:55:15.639 --> 00:55:20.000
<v Speaker 1>a freeway, that represents the path of freedom. Okay, yes,

872
00:55:20.280 --> 00:55:24.119
<v Speaker 1>a car tends to represent your ministry or your business,

873
00:55:24.199 --> 00:55:28.280
<v Speaker 1>your occupation, and so we're all driving down the freeway.

874
00:55:28.440 --> 00:55:30.599
<v Speaker 1>We have freedom in that, but then we're blocking it

875
00:55:30.639 --> 00:55:32.119
<v Speaker 1>to get out to everyone's getting out of their cars.

876
00:55:32.199 --> 00:55:37.360
<v Speaker 1>So everyone stops working. Everyone is getting out of their ministry,

877
00:55:37.360 --> 00:55:40.199
<v Speaker 1>getting out of their business. They can't you on the

878
00:55:40.239 --> 00:55:43.280
<v Speaker 1>path anymore. Well, we had a lockdown, right and the

879
00:55:43.360 --> 00:55:45.800
<v Speaker 1>closure and everything was stopped, and everybody went home and

880
00:55:46.599 --> 00:55:49.760
<v Speaker 1>wasn't able to work. So then so in the dream,

881
00:55:49.760 --> 00:55:51.559
<v Speaker 1>my son was with me because we get out of

882
00:55:51.559 --> 00:55:54.280
<v Speaker 1>the car and I'm like, what's going on. Let's go

883
00:55:54.360 --> 00:55:56.599
<v Speaker 1>with this embankment and try to get out of this

884
00:55:56.719 --> 00:55:59.360
<v Speaker 1>area and walk home. So we were climbing up and

885
00:55:59.360 --> 00:56:01.199
<v Speaker 1>all of a sudden, I see all of these people

886
00:56:01.199 --> 00:56:04.800
<v Speaker 1>and they're very ill, and they're all foreigners, and I

887
00:56:04.800 --> 00:56:07.039
<v Speaker 1>can see them like they're not from our country, they're

888
00:56:07.039 --> 00:56:10.039
<v Speaker 1>from another country. They're very ill, and so we go

889
00:56:10.119 --> 00:56:14.079
<v Speaker 1>over to them and they start asking me for help.

890
00:56:14.679 --> 00:56:16.599
<v Speaker 1>But I knew there was really nothing I could do.

891
00:56:16.719 --> 00:56:19.079
<v Speaker 1>Like I was like, this is kind of inevitable, like

892
00:56:19.119 --> 00:56:22.039
<v Speaker 1>you're already ill. The illness just needs to like pass.

893
00:56:22.559 --> 00:56:24.679
<v Speaker 1>And so it's like I don't know what this illness is.

894
00:56:25.000 --> 00:56:27.960
<v Speaker 1>And then I see, God, I've never seen this illness before.

895
00:56:28.039 --> 00:56:30.920
<v Speaker 1>This is a brand new illness, and we know that

896
00:56:30.960 --> 00:56:33.039
<v Speaker 1>it's from a foreign country. I knew that these people

897
00:56:33.079 --> 00:56:35.119
<v Speaker 1>had brought it in from their country to our country.

898
00:56:35.840 --> 00:56:39.599
<v Speaker 1>And so I looked around and I said, hey, where

899
00:56:39.599 --> 00:56:42.320
<v Speaker 1>did you guys come from? Where did this Where did

900
00:56:42.360 --> 00:56:45.119
<v Speaker 1>this illness come from? And this woman who was there,

901
00:56:45.159 --> 00:56:47.880
<v Speaker 1>who was ill, picked up a piece of raw meat

902
00:56:48.039 --> 00:56:50.039
<v Speaker 1>and threw it at me as if to say, this

903
00:56:50.079 --> 00:56:52.239
<v Speaker 1>is where the illness came from. But I knew she

904
00:56:52.320 --> 00:56:55.840
<v Speaker 1>was lying. That's what I was. I said, no, she's

905
00:56:55.840 --> 00:56:58.960
<v Speaker 1>trying to make us think that this meat caused this illness,

906
00:56:59.039 --> 00:57:01.679
<v Speaker 1>and she's lying. We are. Let's just get out of

907
00:57:01.719 --> 00:57:04.800
<v Speaker 1>here that meat. And remember they had they had claimed

908
00:57:04.800 --> 00:57:07.480
<v Speaker 1>that COVID had started in that that raw meat market.

909
00:57:08.199 --> 00:57:10.960
<v Speaker 1>H remember that it was it was wrong.

910
00:57:11.000 --> 00:57:12.920
<v Speaker 4>There was rumors raw meat, and there was also rumors

911
00:57:12.920 --> 00:57:14.119
<v Speaker 4>of of of a bat.

912
00:57:14.119 --> 00:57:17.519
<v Speaker 1>That it came from the bats. Yeah, yep, interesting, but

913
00:57:17.559 --> 00:57:20.519
<v Speaker 1>you knew it was a lie. How awesome? Yeah. Yeah,

914
00:57:20.519 --> 00:57:23.000
<v Speaker 1>So anyway, that's an example though, just like a propetic

915
00:57:23.079 --> 00:57:25.079
<v Speaker 1>dream that you know. But but when I was in,

916
00:57:25.320 --> 00:57:27.880
<v Speaker 1>when I woke up from it, I'm like, that's so weird,

917
00:57:27.960 --> 00:57:31.639
<v Speaker 1>Like I kind of anticipate that it met our whole

918
00:57:31.639 --> 00:57:33.760
<v Speaker 1>country was going to shut down and have this weird word.

919
00:57:33.880 --> 00:57:34.079
<v Speaker 1>You know.

920
00:57:34.400 --> 00:57:37.199
<v Speaker 4>It was interesting because I had to two dreams as well,

921
00:57:37.280 --> 00:57:40.199
<v Speaker 4>right before COVID. I have it in my journal.

922
00:57:40.239 --> 00:57:42.039
<v Speaker 1>I think it was either January or February. I had

923
00:57:42.039 --> 00:57:44.559
<v Speaker 1>a dream. It was two very short dreams.

924
00:57:44.760 --> 00:57:47.400
<v Speaker 4>The first one I was with my mom and we

925
00:57:47.400 --> 00:57:49.760
<v Speaker 4>were in a high rise building. I knew I was

926
00:57:49.760 --> 00:57:51.519
<v Speaker 4>in New York City. I live in Brooklyn, Guys, right,

927
00:57:51.519 --> 00:57:53.360
<v Speaker 4>so I knew I'm in New York City. And it

928
00:57:53.360 --> 00:57:55.480
<v Speaker 4>was a high rise and and and it was it

929
00:57:55.559 --> 00:57:58.920
<v Speaker 4>was dark outside, and I knew that we weren't supposed

930
00:57:58.960 --> 00:58:02.559
<v Speaker 4>to go out. I knew there was danger outside, and

931
00:58:02.599 --> 00:58:04.960
<v Speaker 4>so I remember I was closing all the windows and

932
00:58:05.000 --> 00:58:07.119
<v Speaker 4>then I saw like zombies trying to come in. And

933
00:58:07.159 --> 00:58:08.960
<v Speaker 4>it was like the dead trying to come in the house.

934
00:58:08.960 --> 00:58:10.639
<v Speaker 4>And I'm like, what in the world is happening. And

935
00:58:10.679 --> 00:58:13.000
<v Speaker 4>they would climb up and close every window, and some

936
00:58:13.039 --> 00:58:14.960
<v Speaker 4>windows were open, and I knew there was you know,

937
00:58:15.559 --> 00:58:17.760
<v Speaker 4>death trying to come in, and I'm like that the blood.

938
00:58:17.480 --> 00:58:19.920
<v Speaker 1>Of Jesus closed it, and it was it was it

939
00:58:19.960 --> 00:58:21.719
<v Speaker 1>was weird. I didn't know what that meant.

940
00:58:21.760 --> 00:58:23.960
<v Speaker 4>And obviously this is not zombies, but it's you know,

941
00:58:24.199 --> 00:58:27.599
<v Speaker 4>the death trying to sneak its way into you know,

942
00:58:27.639 --> 00:58:31.800
<v Speaker 4>our homes and obviously this is international virus was made

943
00:58:31.840 --> 00:58:35.079
<v Speaker 4>in China. But the other dream was I was in

944
00:58:35.119 --> 00:58:38.519
<v Speaker 4>New York City again and it was all the lights

945
00:58:38.559 --> 00:58:41.119
<v Speaker 4>were out in the city. It was just turned off,

946
00:58:41.760 --> 00:58:44.639
<v Speaker 4>pitch black. We I remember I was with my mom again,

947
00:58:44.679 --> 00:58:46.400
<v Speaker 4>and we're really really close with my mom. She lives

948
00:58:46.440 --> 00:58:48.920
<v Speaker 4>in New York as well. So we were we were

949
00:58:48.960 --> 00:58:51.679
<v Speaker 4>going from building to building. I remember going down the staircases.

950
00:58:51.719 --> 00:58:55.480
<v Speaker 4>Elevators weren't working. Nothing was working. We were being hoarded

951
00:58:55.880 --> 00:58:58.079
<v Speaker 4>like little like little herd, like little herd of sheep.

952
00:58:58.159 --> 00:59:01.920
<v Speaker 4>I people that dressed up like Antifa, and it was

953
00:59:01.960 --> 00:59:03.719
<v Speaker 4>like they had like demonic red eyes.

954
00:59:03.800 --> 00:59:05.079
<v Speaker 1>We weren't allowed to go outside.

955
00:59:05.119 --> 00:59:07.599
<v Speaker 4>I didn't understand we couldn't go outside, So we had

956
00:59:07.639 --> 00:59:12.159
<v Speaker 4>to go down the buildings through the basements, two other buildings,

957
00:59:12.199 --> 00:59:13.360
<v Speaker 4>two other buildings.

958
00:59:12.960 --> 00:59:13.920
<v Speaker 1>And we would go through.

959
00:59:14.519 --> 00:59:17.559
<v Speaker 4>You know, we were just being just like a little sheep,

960
00:59:17.639 --> 00:59:19.400
<v Speaker 4>herded from building the building.

961
00:59:19.519 --> 00:59:21.559
<v Speaker 1>New York City was shut down. Nothing was happening.

962
00:59:21.559 --> 00:59:25.320
<v Speaker 4>We were, Uh, there's a lot of fear at the time,

963
00:59:25.360 --> 00:59:27.679
<v Speaker 4>and obviously, you know, the Left is telling us what

964
00:59:27.719 --> 00:59:29.199
<v Speaker 4>to do and just keep running for our.

965
00:59:29.119 --> 00:59:33.400
<v Speaker 1>Lives and then it was. It was really strange.

966
00:59:33.440 --> 00:59:36.039
<v Speaker 4>We again the feeling you cannot go outside, there's something

967
00:59:36.079 --> 00:59:39.760
<v Speaker 4>bad outside, And then I remember it jumped to just

968
00:59:39.840 --> 00:59:42.480
<v Speaker 4>my mom and I standing on just on top of

969
00:59:42.480 --> 00:59:43.639
<v Speaker 4>the building, like on.

970
00:59:43.559 --> 00:59:46.199
<v Speaker 1>A on a balcony and looking out.

971
00:59:46.320 --> 00:59:49.559
<v Speaker 4>There's no lights on, like New York City is shut down,

972
00:59:49.639 --> 00:59:52.159
<v Speaker 4>and all of a sudden, I saw each building fall,

973
00:59:52.679 --> 00:59:55.599
<v Speaker 4>all these high scrapes, buildings just.

974
00:59:55.639 --> 00:59:58.039
<v Speaker 1>Fall and crumble, and they were crumbling around me.

975
00:59:58.079 --> 01:00:01.599
<v Speaker 4>And I remember feeling light, like lightweight as I'm standing

976
01:00:01.599 --> 01:00:03.679
<v Speaker 4>on a building. And that's when I woke up. I'm like,

977
01:00:03.719 --> 01:00:06.039
<v Speaker 4>why is New York City crumbling? Why is everything turned off?

978
01:00:06.079 --> 01:00:07.960
<v Speaker 4>Why are we not allowed to go outside? What's what's

979
01:00:08.000 --> 01:00:08.599
<v Speaker 4>up with death?

980
01:00:08.639 --> 01:00:09.119
<v Speaker 1>Outside?

981
01:00:09.119 --> 01:00:11.559
<v Speaker 4>There's something that you know we're afraid. Is it going

982
01:00:11.599 --> 01:00:14.519
<v Speaker 4>to come into our house? You know, like these zombies

983
01:00:14.599 --> 01:00:16.800
<v Speaker 4>and and death and what is this all about? And

984
01:00:17.159 --> 01:00:19.639
<v Speaker 4>you know, the Lord Will will will show you. Sometimes

985
01:00:19.639 --> 01:00:22.840
<v Speaker 4>we don't understand it in the moment, but since later,

986
01:00:24.440 --> 01:00:27.280
<v Speaker 4>it makes me sense later. So talk about your book,

987
01:00:27.320 --> 01:00:30.840
<v Speaker 4>because you wrote a book called Life Beginning.

988
01:00:31.559 --> 01:00:35.159
<v Speaker 1>Yes, yeah, and I'll pull it. So I just wrote

989
01:00:35.159 --> 01:00:39.599
<v Speaker 1>about my experiences that that I started with my healing process.

990
01:00:39.679 --> 01:00:43.000
<v Speaker 1>Kind of journaling and things, and it really turned into

991
01:00:43.039 --> 01:00:47.239
<v Speaker 1>a book. So it's an autobiography of kind of the

992
01:00:47.280 --> 01:00:51.199
<v Speaker 1>whole things, the Satanic stuff, the stuff that happened with

993
01:00:51.239 --> 01:00:55.599
<v Speaker 1>the pastors are dealing with poverty and what poverty does

994
01:00:55.719 --> 01:00:58.679
<v Speaker 1>to children and the vulnerability that comes from that. And

995
01:00:58.719 --> 01:01:00.400
<v Speaker 1>then I talked about the other side of it of

996
01:01:00.480 --> 01:01:04.199
<v Speaker 1>getting healing, and I've seen God show up in my

997
01:01:04.280 --> 01:01:07.119
<v Speaker 1>life and different ways that you brought healing into my

998
01:01:07.679 --> 01:01:10.880
<v Speaker 1>into my life, and then ultimately set my feet just

999
01:01:10.960 --> 01:01:13.800
<v Speaker 1>on solid ground to live the life that I feel

1000
01:01:13.920 --> 01:01:16.159
<v Speaker 1>like now is like my promise to them, you know,

1001
01:01:16.280 --> 01:01:19.719
<v Speaker 1>like it's it's a good sweet life. It's not perfect,

1002
01:01:19.760 --> 01:01:23.760
<v Speaker 1>but it's it's a good sweet life, and I want everyone.

1003
01:01:23.840 --> 01:01:26.320
<v Speaker 1>I kind of say that I'm like a salesman for

1004
01:01:26.360 --> 01:01:30.440
<v Speaker 1>getting healing, because I think everybody would benefit from just

1005
01:01:30.480 --> 01:01:32.440
<v Speaker 1>working through issues. You know, there's we all have like

1006
01:01:32.480 --> 01:01:34.559
<v Speaker 1>little some some people have little things, some people have

1007
01:01:34.599 --> 01:01:36.599
<v Speaker 1>big things, and a lot are kind of in between.

1008
01:01:37.079 --> 01:01:39.480
<v Speaker 1>But I think that if we'll deal with them and

1009
01:01:39.800 --> 01:01:44.039
<v Speaker 1>really like kind of get the roots that are unhealthy

1010
01:01:44.199 --> 01:01:47.960
<v Speaker 1>dealt with, then we can live this a moving free

1011
01:01:48.039 --> 01:01:51.280
<v Speaker 1>life where you actually have people, you actually have joy,

1012
01:01:51.320 --> 01:01:55.199
<v Speaker 1>you sleep well at you're you're happy, you're thriving, You're

1013
01:01:55.199 --> 01:01:59.159
<v Speaker 1>not surviving. And so I wrote my book to inspire people,

1014
01:01:59.199 --> 01:02:00.800
<v Speaker 1>not only to share my story. I think it's an

1015
01:02:00.840 --> 01:02:05.760
<v Speaker 1>interesting story, like just reading about it, but also to

1016
01:02:05.800 --> 01:02:09.000
<v Speaker 1>try to kind of show you how much it's worth

1017
01:02:09.039 --> 01:02:11.880
<v Speaker 1>it to go through a healing process and deal with

1018
01:02:11.920 --> 01:02:15.280
<v Speaker 1>the pains that have come in life. Amen, it's beautiful.

1019
01:02:16.199 --> 01:02:21.119
<v Speaker 2>So she goes on to say, you know, some inspiring

1020
01:02:21.320 --> 01:02:27.480
<v Speaker 2>stuff and how to overcome spiritual attacks and how Satan

1021
01:02:27.559 --> 01:02:31.320
<v Speaker 2>is a liar and whatever. They started getting real off

1022
01:02:31.360 --> 01:02:34.599
<v Speaker 2>the rails towards the end. And it's not that, you know,

1023
01:02:34.760 --> 01:02:37.199
<v Speaker 2>I'm not a believer or anything, but it's just like,

1024
01:02:37.360 --> 01:02:42.920
<v Speaker 2>calm down, get back to the b hole stuff because

1025
01:02:42.920 --> 01:02:47.840
<v Speaker 2>that's what we came to hear about. But really interesting story.

1026
01:02:48.000 --> 01:02:52.000
<v Speaker 2>I do think that, you know, kids have spiritual gifts.

1027
01:02:52.000 --> 01:02:55.079
<v Speaker 2>I think adults have spiritual gifts. I feel, you know,

1028
01:02:55.440 --> 01:02:58.400
<v Speaker 2>I've talked about this before. I can meet somebody for

1029
01:02:58.440 --> 01:03:01.320
<v Speaker 2>ten seconds and know if I like them or not,

1030
01:03:01.519 --> 01:03:05.440
<v Speaker 2>or if they're a decent person or not. But the

1031
01:03:05.480 --> 01:03:08.360
<v Speaker 2>most important thing to take away, you know, with her

1032
01:03:08.480 --> 01:03:11.079
<v Speaker 2>age and everything, I almost wonder if she's not a

1033
01:03:11.159 --> 01:03:16.880
<v Speaker 2>McMartin kid like or something similar to that. She's talking

1034
01:03:16.880 --> 01:03:21.559
<v Speaker 2>about the preschool. It makes me wonder if she's just

1035
01:03:21.719 --> 01:03:26.000
<v Speaker 2>not allowed to say what the school was or you

1036
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<v Speaker 2>know whatever. But whatever church she was going to is

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01:03:30.800 --> 01:03:34.559
<v Speaker 2>probably tied in with this covin, all right, and the

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01:03:34.599 --> 01:03:38.719
<v Speaker 2>fact that her grandmother picked this, let's just say for

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01:03:38.800 --> 01:03:42.440
<v Speaker 2>a scenario here. And I don't know this to be

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<v Speaker 2>true because she didn't say this, but we learned a lot,

1041
01:03:46.760 --> 01:03:51.960
<v Speaker 2>like from Fiona Barnett that and other SRA survivors, that

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01:03:52.079 --> 01:03:56.400
<v Speaker 2>the grandma is usually the one who gets the bitches inducted.

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01:03:56.760 --> 01:03:59.079
<v Speaker 2>So what if the grandma's a part of this church.

1044
01:04:00.079 --> 01:04:03.800
<v Speaker 2>He's talking to the pastor guy who's a pedophile rapist,

1045
01:04:04.519 --> 01:04:08.559
<v Speaker 2>and he's like, oh, you should take her to this preschool,

1046
01:04:08.719 --> 01:04:11.880
<v Speaker 2>and they all in cahoots with this shit. Okay, it

1047
01:04:11.960 --> 01:04:14.320
<v Speaker 2>might have started with the grandma and she don't even

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01:04:14.400 --> 01:04:19.760
<v Speaker 2>know it. I but just protect your kids out there.

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01:04:19.800 --> 01:04:23.599
<v Speaker 2>There's some things you can't protect your kids from. You know,

1050
01:04:24.199 --> 01:04:26.760
<v Speaker 2>my baby's learning how to crawl. He's bonking his head

1051
01:04:26.800 --> 01:04:31.800
<v Speaker 2>on everything. Best of my abilities, he's still bonking his

1052
01:04:31.840 --> 01:04:37.440
<v Speaker 2>head on stuff, you know, getting into trouble and throws

1053
01:04:37.519 --> 01:04:40.320
<v Speaker 2>fits when he can't get things that he's not supposed

1054
01:04:40.360 --> 01:04:44.199
<v Speaker 2>to into his mouth. It's like just a constant game

1055
01:04:44.280 --> 01:04:51.000
<v Speaker 2>of trying to keep him from murdering himself. But something

1056
01:04:51.079 --> 01:04:57.519
<v Speaker 2>like this, how do you tell him he can't fit

1057
01:04:57.599 --> 01:05:01.719
<v Speaker 2>this in his mouth? Look at it? It's a little

1058
01:05:01.760 --> 01:05:04.559
<v Speaker 2>pop up game. I didn't put batteries in it because

1059
01:05:04.559 --> 01:05:07.360
<v Speaker 2>we don't need any lights or singing up in this bitch.

1060
01:05:07.679 --> 01:05:10.800
<v Speaker 2>He can play with it without the batteries. It still works.

1061
01:05:11.400 --> 01:05:15.199
<v Speaker 2>But you press the buttons and the little shits pop up,

1062
01:05:16.360 --> 01:05:19.039
<v Speaker 2>and then you're supposed to close the little bitches back. Now,

1063
01:05:20.719 --> 01:05:25.480
<v Speaker 2>look at it. He can't fit an elephant couldn't fit

1064
01:05:25.519 --> 01:05:28.840
<v Speaker 2>this in their mouth? How do you tell them that

1065
01:05:28.960 --> 01:05:32.159
<v Speaker 2>he can't do it? All right? Throws a fit, tries

1066
01:05:32.239 --> 01:05:35.480
<v Speaker 2>to put it in there. He's a comedian, people, he

1067
01:05:35.719 --> 01:05:39.480
<v Speaker 2>is a whole comedian over here. Don't know where he

1068
01:05:39.519 --> 01:05:43.760
<v Speaker 2>gets it. But there are certain things spiritually and physically

1069
01:05:43.800 --> 01:05:47.159
<v Speaker 2>that we can protect our kids from. And that's why

1070
01:05:47.360 --> 01:05:52.400
<v Speaker 2>hearing stories like this are so important. But anyways, anyways,

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<v Speaker 2>I hope you enjoyed that little snippet there. Hope it

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01:05:55.199 --> 01:06:01.360
<v Speaker 2>was entertaining for you. Hope you learned something and take

1073
01:06:01.400 --> 01:06:05.320
<v Speaker 2>care of yourselves out there. Don't let any green skinned

1074
01:06:05.440 --> 01:06:12.280
<v Speaker 2>witches with hershey kisses near your child, Wren. Okay, until

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01:06:12.360 --> 01:06:15.920
<v Speaker 2>next time, of course, I love you. Email me if

1076
01:06:15.960 --> 01:06:18.599
<v Speaker 2>you got something cool you want me to cover, or

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01:06:18.880 --> 01:06:22.000
<v Speaker 2>just want to say hi. We're all in this together,

1078
01:06:23.000 --> 01:06:31.800
<v Speaker 2>and I will catch you on the next one.

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<v Speaker 6>I see the horizon, I'll see trouble away.

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<v Speaker 2>I see who.

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01:06:46.159 --> 01:06:46.840
<v Speaker 1>Needs a light.

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01:06:49.519 --> 01:07:02.039
<v Speaker 6>I see town today, don't tonight. There the man moves

1083
01:07:02.159 --> 01:07:11.280
<v Speaker 6>on the ride. I hear hurricanes for him. I know

1084
01:07:11.800 --> 01:07:21.639
<v Speaker 6>the end is coming soon. I be really overflowing. I

1085
01:07:21.840 --> 01:07:29.960
<v Speaker 6>hear because raise ruin, don't borrow tonight whole fund to

1086
01:07:30.079 --> 01:07:35.119
<v Speaker 6>take you that. There the family on the ride,